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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Slippy McGee, Sometimes Known as the Butterfly Man + +Author: Marie Conway Oemler + +Release Date: May 17, 2005 [EBook #15843] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLIPPY MCGEE *** + + + + +Produced by Janet Kegg, Jeannie Howse and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net). + + + + + + + SLIPPY McGEE + + SOMETIMES KNOWN AS + THE BUTTERFLY MAN + + BY + MARIE CONWAY OEMLER + + + NEW YORK + THE CENTURY CO. + 1920 + + + 1917, by + THE CENTURY CO. + + + Published, April, 1917. + Reprinted, August, 1917; February, 1918; + August, 1918; March, 1919; August, 1919; + November, 1919; February, 1920. + + + TO + ELIZABETH AND ALAN OEMLER + + + + +FOREWORD + + + I have known life and love, I have known death and disaster; + Foregathered with fools, succumbed to sin, been not unacquainted + with shame; + Doubted, and yet held fast to a faith no doubt could o'ermaster. + Won and lost:--and I know it was all a part of the Game. + + Youth and the dreams of youth, hope, and the triumph of sorrow: + I took as they came, I played them all; and I trumped the trick + when I could. + And now, O Mover of Men, let the end be to-day or to-morrow-- + I have staked and played for Myself, and You and the Game were good! + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I APPLEBORO 3 + II THE COMING OF SLIPPY McGEE 19 + III NEIGHBORS 37 + IV UNDERWINGS 48 + V ENTER KERRY 65 + VI "THY SERVANT WILL GO AND FIGHT WITH THIS PHILISTINE." + 1 SAM. 17-32 94 + VII THE GOING OF SLIPPY McGEE 111 + VIII THE BUTTERFLY MAN 131 + IX NESTS 145 + X THE BLUEJAY 172 + XI A LITTLE GIRL GROWN UP 189 + XII JOHN FLINT, GENTLEMAN 203 + XIII "EACH IN HIS OWN COIN" 226 + XIV THE WISHING CURL 258 + XV IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT 283 + XVI "WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR" 302 + XVII "--SAID THE SPIDER TO THE FLY--" 319 +XVIII ST. STANISLAUS CROOKS HIS ELBOW 343 + XIX THE I O U OF SLIPPY McGEE 364 + XX BETWEEN A BUTTERFLY'S WINGS 382 + + + + +SLIPPY McGEE + + + + +CHARACTERS + + +FATHER ARMAND JEAN DE RANCÉ, Catholic Priest of Appleboro, South Carolina +MADAME DE RANCÉ, his Mother +CLÉLIE, their Servant +LAURENCE MAYNE, the Boy +MARY VIRGINIA EUSTIS, the Girl +JAMES EUSTIS, Man of the New South +MRS. EUSTIS, a Lady +DOCTOR WALTER WESTMORELAND, the Beloved Physician +JIM DABNEY, Editor of the Appleboro "Clarion" +MAJOR APPLEBY CARTWRIGHT } +MISS SALLY RUTH DEXTER } Neighbors +JUDGE HAMMOND MAYNE } +GEORGE INGLESBY, the Boss of Appleboro +J. HOWARD HUNTER, his Private Secretary +KERRY, an Irish Setter +PITACHE, the Parish House Dog +THE MOTHS AND BUTTERFLIES OF SOUTH CAROLINA +THE CHILDREN, THE MILL-HANDS, THE FACTORY FOLKS, and +SLIPPY MCGEE, sometimes known as the Butterfly Man + + + + +SLIPPY McGEE + + +CHAPTER I + +APPLEBORO + + +"Now there was my cousin Eliza," Miss Sally Ruth Dexter once said to +me, "who was forced to make her home for thirty years in Vienna! She +married an attaché of the Austrian legation, you know; met him while +she was visiting in Washington, and she was such a pretty girl and he +was such a charming man that they fell in love with each other and got +married. Afterward his family procured him a very influential post at +court, and of course poor Cousin Eliza had to stay there with him. +Dear mama often said she considered it a most touching proof of +woman's willingness to sacrifice herself--for there's no doubt it must +have been very hard on poor Cousin Eliza. She was born and raised +right here in Appleboro, you see." + +Do not think that Miss Sally Ruth was anything but most transparently +sincere in thus sympathizing with the sad fate of poor Cousin Eliza, +who was born and raised in Appleboro, South Carolina, and yet +sacrificed herself by dragging out thirty years of exile in the court +circles of Vienna! Any trueborn Appleboron would be equally sorry for +Cousin Eliza for the same reason that Miss Sally Ruth was. Get +yourself born in South Carolina and you will comprehend. + +"What did you see in your travels that you liked most?" I was curious +to discover from an estimable citizen who had spent a summer abroad. + +"Why, General Lee's standin' statue in the Capitol an' his recumbent +figure in Washington an' Lee chapel, of co'se!" said the colonel +promptly. "An' listen hyuh, Father De Rancé, I certainly needed him to +take the bad taste out of my mouth an' the red out of my eye after +viewin' Bill Sherman on a brass hawse in New York, with an angel +that'd lost the grace of God prancin' on ahead of him!" He added +reflectively: "I had my own ideah as to where any angel leadin' _him_ +was most likely headed for!" + +"Oh, I meant in Europe!" hastily. + +"Well, father, I saw pretty near everything in Europe, I reckon; +likewise New York. But comin' home I ran up to Washington an' Lee to +visit the general lyin' there asleep, an' it just needed one glance to +assure me that the greatest an' grandest work of art in this round +world was right there before me! What do folks want to rush off to +foreign parts for, where they can't talk plain English an' a man can't +get a satisfyin' meal of home cookin', when we've got the greatest +work of art an' the best hams ever cured, right in Virginia? See +America first, I say. Why, suh, I was so glad to get back to good old +Appleboro that I let everybody else wait until I'd gone around to the +monument an' looked up at our man standin' there on top of it, an' I +found myself sayin' over the names he's guardin' as if I was sayin' my +prayers: _our names_. + +"Uh huh, Europe's good enough for Europeans an' the Nawth's a God's +plenty good enough for Yankees, but Appleboro for me. Why, father, +they haven't got anything like our monument to their names!" + +They haven't. And I should hate to think that any Confederate living +or dead ever even remotely resembled the gray granite one on our +monument. He is a brigandish and bearded person in a foraging cap, +leaning forward to rest himself on his gun. His long skirted coat is +buckled tightly about his waist to form a neat bustle effect in the +back, and the solidity of his granite shoes and the fell rigidity of +his granite breeches are such as make the esthetic shudder; one has to +admit that as a work of art he is almost as bad as the statues +cluttering New York City. But in Appleboro folks are not critical; +they see him not with the eyes of art but with the deeper vision of +the heart. He stands for something that is gone on the wind and the +names he guards are our names. + +This is not irrelevant. It is merely to explain something that is +inherent in the living spirit of all South Carolina; wherefore it +explains my Appleboro, the real inside-Appleboro. + +Outwardly Appleboro is just one of those quiet, conservative, old +Carolina towns where, loyal to the customs and traditions of their +fathers, they would as lief white-wash what they firmly believe to be +the true and natural character of General William Tecumseh Sherman as +they would their own front fences. Occasionally somebody will give a +backyard henhouse a needed coat or two; but a front fence? Never! It +isn't the thing. Nobody does it. All normal South Carolinians come +into the world with a native horror of paint and whitewash and they +depart hence even as they were born. In consequence, towns like +Appleboro take on the venerable aspect of antiquity, peacefully +drowsing among immemorial oaks draped with long, gray, melancholy +moss. + +Not that we are cut off from the world, or that we have escaped the +clutch of commerce. We have the usual shops and stores, even an +emporium or two, and street lights until twelve, and the mills and +factory. We have the river trade, and two railroads tap our rich +territory to fetch and carry what we take and give. And, except in the +poor parish of which I, Armand De Rancé, am pastor, and some few +wealthy families like the Eustises, Agur's wise and noble prayer has +been in part granted to us; for if it has not been possible to remove +far from us all vanity and lies, yet we have been given neither +poverty nor riches, and we are fed with food convenient for us. + +In Appleboro the pleasant and prejudiced Old looks askance at the +noisy and intruding New, before which, it is forced to retreat--always +without undue or undignified haste, however, and always unpainted and +unreconstructed. It is a town where families live in houses that have +sheltered generations of the same name, using furniture that was not +new when Marion's men hid in the swamps and the redcoats overran the +country-side. Almost everybody has a garden, full of old-fashioned +shrubs and flowers, and fine trees. In such a place men and women grow +old serenely and delightfully, and youth flourishes all the fairer for +the rich soil which has brought it forth. + +One has twenty-four hours to the day in a South Carolina town--plenty +of time to live in, so that one can afford to do things unhurriedly +and has leisure to be neighborly. For you do have neighbors here. It +is true that they know all your business and who and what your +grandfather was and wasn't, and they are prone to discuss it with a +frankness to make the scalp prickle. But then, you know theirs, too, +and you are at liberty to employ the same fearsome frankness, provided +you do it politely and are not speaking to an outsider. It is +perfectly permissible for _you_ to say exactly what you please about +your own people to your own people, but should an outsider and an +alien presume to do likewise, the Carolina code admits of but one +course of conduct; borrowing the tactics of the goats against the +wolf, they close in shoulder to shoulder and present to the audacious +intruder an unbroken and formidable front of horns. + +And it is the last place left in all America where decent poverty is +in nowise penalized. You can be poor pleasantly--a much rarer and far +finer art than being old gracefully. Because of this, life in South +Carolina sometimes retains a simplicity as fine and sincere as it is +charming. + +I deplore the necessity, but I will be pardoned if I pause here to +become somewhat personal, to explain who and what I am and how I came +to be a pastor in Appleboro. To explain myself, then, I shall have to +go back to a spring morning long ago, when I was not a poor parish +priest, no, nor ever dreamed of becoming one, but was young Armand De +Rancé, a flower-crowned and singing pagan, holding up to the morning +sun the chalice of spring; joyous because I was of a perishable +beauty, dazzled because life gave me so much, proud of an old and +honored name, secure in ancestral wealth, loving laughter so much that +I looked with the raised eyebrow and the twisted lip at austerities +and prayers. + +If ever I reflected at all, it was to consider that I had nothing to +pray for, save that things might ever remain as they were: that I +should remain me, myself, young Armand De Rancé, loving and above all +beloved of that one sweet girl whom I loved with all my heart. Young, +wealthy, strong, beautiful, loving, and beloved! To hold all that, +crowded into the hollow of one boyish hand! Oh, it was too much! + +I do not think I had ever felt my own happiness so exquisitely as I +did upon that day which was to see the last of it. I was to go +a-Maying with her who had ever been as my own soul, since we were +children playing together. So I rode off to her home, an old house set +in its walled inclosure by the river. At the door somebody met me, +calling me by my name. I thought at first it had been a stranger. It +was her mother. And while I stood staring at her changed face she took +me by the hand and began to whisper in my ear ... what I had to know. +Blindly, like one bludgeoned on the head, I followed her into a +darkened room, and saw what lay there with closed eyes and hair still +wet from the river into which my girl had cast herself. + +No, I cannot put into words just what had happened; indeed, I never +really knew all. There was no public scandal, only great sorrow. But I +died that morning. The young and happy part of me died, and, only +half-alive I walked about among the living, dragging about with me the +corpse of what had been myself. Crushed by this horrible burden which +none saw but I, I was blind to the beauties of earth and deaf to the +mercies of heaven, until a great Voice called me to come out of the +sepulcher of myself; and I came--alive again, and free, of a strong +spirit, but with youth gone from it. Out of the void of an +irremediable disaster God had called me to His service, chastened and +humbled. + +"_Who is weak and I am not weak? who is offended and I burn not?_" + +And yet, although I knew my decision was irrevocable, I did not find +it easy to tell my mother. Then: + +"Little mother of my heart," I blurted, "my career is decided. I have +been called. I am for the Church." + +We were in her pleasant morning room, a beautiful room, and the lace +curtains were pushed aside to allow free ingress of air and sunlight. +Between the windows hung two objects my mother most greatly +cherished--one an enameled Petitot miniature, gold-framed, of a man in +the flower of his youth. His hair, beautiful as the hair of Absalom, +falls about his haughty, high-bred face, and so magnificently is he +clothed that when I was a child I used to associate him in my mind +with those "_captains and rulers, clothed most gorgeously, all of them +desirable young men, ... girdled with a girdle upon their loins, +exceeding in dyed attire upon their heads, all of them princes to look +to" ... whom Aholibah "doted upon when her eyes saw them portrayed +upon the walls in vermilion_." + +The other is an Audran engraving of that same man grown old and +stripped of beauty and of glory, as the leaf that falls and the flower +that fades. The somber habit of an order has replaced scarlet and +gold; and sackcloth, satin. Between the two pictures hangs an old +crucifix. For that is Armand De Rancé, glorious sinner, handsomest, +wealthiest, most gifted man of his day--and his a day of glorious men; +and this is Armand De Rancé, become the sad austere reformer of La +Trappe. + +My mother rose, walked over to the Abbé's pictures, and looked long +and with rather frightened eyes at him. Perhaps there was something in +the similarity to his of the fate which had come upon me who bore his +name, which caused her to turn so pale. I also am an Armand De Rancé, +of a cadet branch of that great house, which emigrated to the New +World when we French were founding colonies on the banks of the +Mississippi. + +Her hand went to her heart. Turning, she regarded me pitifully. + +"Oh, no, not that!" I reassured her. "I am at once too strong and not +strong enough for solitude and silence. Surely there is room and work +for one who would serve God through serving his fellow men, in the +open, is there not?" + +At that she kissed me. Not a whimper, although I am an only son and +the name dies with me, the old name of which she was so beautifully +proud! She had hoped to see my son wear my father's name and face and +thus bring back the lost husband she had so greatly loved; she had +prayed to see my children about her knees, and it must have cost her a +frightful anguish to renounce these sweet and consoling dreams, these +tender and human ambitions. Yet she did so, smiling, and kissed me on +the brow. + +Three months later I entered the Church; and because I was the last +De Rancé, and twenty four, and the day was to have been my +wedding-day, there fell upon me, sorely against my will, the halo of +sad romance. + +Endeared thus to the young, I suppose I grew into what I might call a +very popular preacher. Though I myself cannot see that I ever did much +actual good, since my friends praised my sermons for their "fine +Gallic flavor," and I made no enemies. + +But there was no rest for my spirit, until the Call came again, the +Call that may not be slighted, and bade me leave my sheltered place, +my pleasant lines, and go among the poor, to save my own soul alive. + +That is why and how the Bishop, my old and dear friend, after long +argument and many protests, at length yielded and had me transferred +from fashionable St. Jean Baptiste's to the poverty-stricken +missionary parish of sodden laboring folk in a South Carolina +coast-town: he meant to cure me, the good man! I should have the worst +at the outset. + +"And I hope you understand," said he, sorrowfully, "that this step +practically closes your career. Such a pity, for you could have gone +so far! You might even have worn the red hat. It is not hoping too +much that the last De Rancé, the namesake of the great Abbé, might +have finished as an American cardinal! But God's will be done. If you +must go, you must go." + +I said, respectfully, that I had to go. + +"Well, then, go and try it out to the uttermost," said the Bishop. +"And it may be that, if you do not kill yourself with overwork, you +may return to me cured, when you see the futility of the task you +wish to undertake." But I was never again to see his kind face in this +world. + +And then, as if to cut me off yet more completely from all ties, as if +to render my decision irrevocable, it was permitted of Providence that +the wheel of my fortune should take one last revolution. Henri Dupuis +of the banking house which bore his name shot himself through the head +one fine morning, and as he had been my guardian and was still the +executor of my father's estate, the whole De Rancé fortune went down +with him. All of it. Even the old house went, the old house which had +sheltered so many of the name these two hundred years. If I could have +grieved for anything it would have been that. Nothing was left except +the modest private fortune long since secured to my mother by my +father's affection. It had been a bridal gift, intended to cover her +personal expenses, her charities, and her pretty whims. Now it was to +stand between her and want. + +Stripped all but bare, and with one servant left of all our staff, we +turned our backs upon our old life, our old home, and faced the world +anew, in a strange place where nothing was familiar, and where I who +had begun so differently was destined to grow into what I have since +become--just an old priest, with but small reputation outside of his +few friends and poor working-folks. There! That is quite enough of +_me_! + +There was one pleasant feature of our new home that rejoiced me for my +mother's sake. From the very first she found neighbors who were +friendly and charming. Now my mother, when we came to Appleboro, was +still a beautiful woman, fair and rosy, with a profusion of _blonde +cendre_ curls just beginning to whiten, a sweet and arch face, and +eyes of clearest hazel, valanced with jet. She had been perhaps the +loveliest and most beloved woman of that proud and select circle which +is composed of families descended from the old noblesse, the most +exclusive circle of New Orleans society. And, as she said, nothing +could change nor alter the fact that no matter _what_ happened to us, +we were still De Rancés! + +"Ah! And was it, then, a De Rancé who had the holy Mother of God +painted in a family picture, with a scroll issuing from her lips +addressing him as 'My Cousin'?" I asked, slyly. + +"If it was, nobody in the world had a better right!" said she stoutly. + +Thus the serene and unquestioning faith of their estimate of +themselves in the scheme of things, as evidenced by these Carolina +folk around her, caused Madame De Rancé neither surprise nor +amusement. She understood. She shared many of their prejudices, and +she of all women could appreciate a pride that was almost equal to her +own. When they initiated her into the inevitable and inescapable +Carolina game of Matching Grandfathers, she always had a Roland for +their Oliver; and as they generally came back with an Oliver to match +her Roland, all the players retired with equal honors and mutual +respect. Every door in Appleboro at once opened wide to Madame De +Rancé. The difference in religion was obviated by the similarity of +Family. + +Fortunately, too, the Church and Parish House were not in the mill +district itself, a place shoved aside, full of sordid hideousness, +ribboned with railroad tracks, squalid with boarding-houses never free +from the smell of bad cooking, sinister with pawnshops, miserable with +depressingly ugly rows of small houses where the hands herded, and all +of it darkened by the grim shadow of the great red brick mills +themselves. Instead, our Church sits on a tree-shaded corner in the +old town, and the roomy white-piazza'd Parish House is next door, +embowered in the pleasantest of all gardens. + +That garden reconciled my mother to her exile, for I am afraid she had +regarded Appleboro with somewhat of the attitude of the castaway +sailor toward a desert island--a refuge after shipwreck, but a desert +island nevertheless, a place which cuts off one from one's world. And +when at first the poor, uncouth, sullen creatures who were a part of +my new charge, frightened and dismayed her, there was always the +garden to fly to for consolation. If she couldn't plant seeds of order +and cleanliness and morality and thrift in the sterile soil of poor +folks' minds, she could always plant seeds of color and beauty and +fragrance in her garden and be surer of the result. That garden was my +delight, too. I am sure no other equal space ever harbored so many +birds and bees and butterflies; and its scented dusks was the paradise +of moths. Great wonderful fellows clothed in kings' raiment, little +chaps colored like flowers and seashells and rainbows, there the airy +cohorts of the People of the Sky wheeled and danced and fluttered. Now +my grandfather and my father had been the friends of Audubon and of +Agassiz, and I myself had been the correspondent of Riley and Scudder +and Henry Edwards, for I love the People of the Sky more than all +created things. And when I watched them in my garden, I am sure it was +they who lent my heart their wings to lift it above the misery and +overwork and grief which surrounded me; I am sure I should have sunk +at times, if God had not sent me my little friends, the moths and +butterflies. + +Our grounds join Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's on one side and Judge +Hammond Mayne's are just behind us; so that the Judge's black Daddy +January can court our yellow Clélie over one fence, with coy and +delicate love-gifts of sugar-cane and sweet-potato pone in season; and +Miss Sally Ruth's roosters and ours can wholeheartedly pick each +other's eyes out through the other all the year round. These are fowls +with so firm a faith in the Mosaic code of an eye for an eye that when +Miss Sally Ruth has six blind of the right eye we have five blind of +the left. We are at times stung by the Mayne bees, but freely and +bountifully supplied with the Mayne honey, a product of fine flavor. +And our little dog Pitache made it the serious business of his life to +keep the Mayne cats in what he considered their proper bounds. + +Major Appleby Cartwright, our neighbor to the other side of Miss Sally +Ruth, has a theory that not alone by our fruits, but by our animals, +shall we be known for what we are. He insists that Pitache wags his +tail and barks in French and considers all cats Protestants, and that +Miss Sally Ruth's hens are all Presbyterians at heart, in spite of the +fact that her roosters are Mormons. The Major likewise insists that +you couldn't possibly hope to know the real Judge Hammond Mayne unless +you knew his pet cats. You admire that calm and imperturbable +dignity, that sphinxlike and yet vigilant poise of bearing which has +made Judge Mayne so notable an ornament of the bench? It is purely +feline: "He caught it from his cats, suh: he caught every God-blessed +bit of it from his cats!" + +As one may perceive, we have delicious neighbors! + +When we had been settled in Appleboro a little more than a year, and I +had gotten the parish wheels running fairly smooth, we discovered that +by my mother's French house-keeping, that exquisitely careful +house-keeping which uses everything and wastes nothing, my salary was +going to be quite sufficient to cover our modest ménage, thus leaving +my mother's own income practically intact. We could use it in the +parish; but there was so much to be done for that parish that we were +rather at a loss where to begin, or what one thing to accomplish among +so many things crying aloud. But finally, tackling what seemed to us +the worst of these crying evils, we were able to turn the two empty +rooms upstairs into what Madame pleasantly called Guest Rooms, thus +remedying, to the best of our ability, the absolute lack of any +accommodation for the sick and injured poor. And as time passed, these +Guest Rooms, so greatly needed, proved not how much but how little we +could do. We could only afford to maintain two beds on our small +allowance, for they had to be absolutely free, to help those for whom +they were intended--poor folks in immediate and dire need, for whom +the town had no other place except an insanitary room in the jail. You +could be born and baptized in the Guest Rooms, or shriven and sent +thence in hope. More often you were coaxed back to health under my +mother's nursing and Clélie's cooking and the skill of Doctor Walter +Westmoreland. + +No bill ever came to the Parish House from Dr. Walter Westmoreland, +whom my poor people look upon as a direct act of Providence in their +behalf. He is an enormous man, big and ruddy and baldheaded and +clean-shaven, with the shoulders of a coal-heaver and legs like a pair +of twin oaks. He is rather absent-minded, but he never forgets the +down-and-out Guest Roomers, and he has a genius for remembering the +mill-children. These are his dear and special charge. + +Westmoreland is a great doctor who chooses to live in a small town; he +says you can save as many lives in a little town as a big one, and +folks need you more. He is a socialist who looks upon rich people as +being merely poor people with money; an idealist, who will tell you +bluntly that revelations haven't ceased; they've only changed for the +better. + +Westmoreland has the courage of a gambler and the heart of a little +child. He likes to lay a huge hand upon my shoulder and tell me to my +teeth that heaven is a habit of heart and hell a condition of liver. I +do not always agree with him; but along with everybody else in +Appleboro, I love him. Of all the many goodnesses that God has shown +me, I do not count it least that this good and kind man was sent in +our need, to heal and befriend the broken and friendless waifs and +strays who found for a little space a resting place in our Guest +Rooms. + +And when I look back I know now that not lightly nor fortuitously was +I uprooted from my place and my people and sent hither to impinge upon +the lives of many who were to be dearer to me than all that had gone +before; I was not idly sent to know and love Westmoreland, and Mary +Virginia, and Laurence; and, above all, Slippy McGee, whom we of +Appleboro call the Butterfly Man. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE COMING OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +On a cold gray morning in December two members of my flock, Poles who +spoke but little English and that little very badly, were on their way +to their daily toil in the canning factory. It is a long walk from the +Poles' quarters to the factory, and the workpeople must start early, +for one is fined half an hour's time if one is five minutes late. The +short-cut is down the railroad tracks that run through the mill +district--for which cause we bury a yearly toll of the children of the +poor. + +Just beyond the freight sheds, signal tower, and water tank, is a +grade crossing where so many terrible things have happened that the +colored people call that place Dead Man's Crossin' and warn you not to +go by there of nights because the signal tower is haunted and Things +lurk in the rank growth behind the water tank, coming out to show +themselves after dark. If you _must_ pass it then you would better +turn your coat inside out, pull down your sleeves over your hands, and +be very careful to keep three fingers twisted for a Sign. This is a +specific against most ha'nts, though by no means able to scare away +all of them. Those at Dead Man's Crossin' are peculiarly malignant and +hard to scare. Maum Jinkey Delette saw one there once, coming down the +track faster than an express train, bigger than a cow, and waving +both his legs in his hands. Poor old Maum Jinkey was so scared that +she chattered her new false teeth out of her mouth, and she never +found those teeth to the day of her death, but had to mumble along as +best she could without them. + +Hurrying by Dead Man's Crossin', the workmen stumbled over a man lying +beside the tracks; his clothing was torn to shreds, he was wet with +the heavy night dew and covered with dirt, cinders, and partly +congealed blood, for his right leg had been ground to pulp. Peering at +this horrible object in the wan dusk of the early morning, they +thought he was dead like most of the others found there. + +For a moment the men hesitated, wondering whether it wouldn't be +better to leave him there to be found and removed by folks with more +time at their disposal. One doesn't like to lose time and be +consequently fined, on account of stopping to pick up a dead tramp; +particularly when Christmas is drawing near and money so much needed +that every penny counts. + +The thing on the ground, regaining for a fraction of a second a glint +of half-consciousness, quivered, moaned feebly, and lay still again. +Humanity prevailing, the Poles looked about for help, but as yet the +place was quite deserted. Grumbling, they wrenched a shutter off the +Agent's window, lifted the mangled tramp upon it, and made straight +for the Parish House; when accidents such as this happened to men such +as this, weren't the victims incontinently turned over to the Parish +House people? Indeed, there wasn't any place else for them, unless one +excepted the rough room at the jail; and the average small town +jail--ours wasn't any exception to the rule--is a place where a +decent veterinary would scruple to put a sick cur. With him the Poles +brought his sole luggage, a package tied up in oilskin, which they had +found lying partly under him. + +We had become accustomed to these sudden inroads of misfortune, so he +was carried upstairs to the front Guest Room, fortunately just then +empty. The Poles turned over to me the heavy package found with him, +stolidly requested a note to the Boss explaining their necessary +tardiness, and hurried away. They had done what they had to do, and +they had no further interest in him. Nobody had any interest in one of +the unknown tramps who got themselves killed or crippled at Dead Man's +Crossin'. + +The fellow was shockingly injured and we had some strenuous days and +nights with him, for that which had been a leg had to come off at the +knee; he had lain in the cold for some hours, he had sustained a +frightful shock, and he had lost considerable blood. I am sure that in +the hands of any physician less skilled and determined than +Westmoreland he must have gone out. But Westmoreland, with his jaw +set, followed his code and fenced with death for this apparently +worthless and forfeited life, using all his skill and finesse to +outwit the great Enemy; in spite of which, so attenuated was the man's +chance that we were astonished when he turned the corner--very, very +feebly--and we didn't have to place another pine box in the potter's +field, alongside other unmarked mounds whose occupants were other +unknown men, grim causes of Dead Man's Crossin's sinister name. + +The effects of the merciful drugs that had kept him quiet in time wore +away. Our man woke up one forenoon clear-headed, if hollow-eyed and +mortally weak. He looked about the unfamiliar room with wan curiosity, +then his eyes came to Clélie and myself, but he did not return the +greetings of either. He just stared; he asked no questions. Presently, +very feebly, he tried to move,--and found himself a cripple. He fell +back upon his pillow, gasping. A horrible scream broke from his +lips--a scream of brute rage and mortal fear, as of a trapped wild +beast. He began to revile heaven and earth, the doctor, myself. +Clélie, clapping her hands over her outraged ears, fled as if from +fiends. Indeed, never before nor since have I heard such a frightful, +inhuman power of profanity, such hideous oaths and threats. When +breath failed him he lay spent and trembling, his chest rising and +falling to his choking gasps. + +"You had better be thankful your life is spared you, young man," I +said a trifle sharply, my nerves being somewhat rasped; for I had +helped Westmoreland through more than one dreadful night, and I had +sat long hours by his pillow, waiting for what seemed the passing of a +soul. + +He glared. "Thankful?" he screamed, "Thankful, hell! I've got to have +two good legs to make any sort of a getaway, haven't I? Well, have I +got 'em? I'm down and out for fair, that's what! Thankful? You make me +sick! Honest to God, when you gas like that I feel like bashing in +your brain, if you've got any! You and your thankfulness!" He turned +his quivering face and stared at the wall, winking. I wondered, +heartsick, if I had ever seen a more hopelessly unprepossessing +creature. + +It was not so much physical, his curious ugliness; the dreadful thing +was that it seemed to be his spirit which informed his flesh, an +inherent unloveliness of soul upon which the body was modeled, worked +out faithfully, and so made visible. Figure to yourself one with the +fine shape of the welter-weight, steel-muscled, lithe, powerful, +springy, slim in the hips and waist, broad in the shoulders; the arms +unusually long, giving him a terrible reach, the head round, +well-shaped, covered with thick reddish hair; cold, light, and +intelligent eyes, full of animosity and suspicion, reminding you +unpleasantly of the rattlesnake's look, wary, deadly, and ready to +strike. When he thought, his forehead wrinkled. His lips shut upon +each other formidably and without softness, and the jaws thrust +forward with the effect as of balled fists. One ear was slightly +larger than the other, having the appearance of a swelling upon the +lobe. In this unlovely visage, filled with distrust and concentrated +venom, only the nose retained an incongruous and unexpected niceness. +It was a good straight nose, yet it had something of the pleasant +tiptiltedness of a child's. It was the sort of nose which should have +complemented a mouth formed for spontaneous laughter. It looked +lonesome and out of place in that set and lowering countenance, to +which the red straggling stubble of beard sprouting over jaws and +throat lent a more sinister note. + +We had had many a sad and terrible case in our Guest Rooms, but +somehow this seemed the saddest, hardest and most hopeless we had yet +encountered. + +For three weary weeks had we struggled with him, until the doctor, +sighing with physical relief, said he was out of danger and needed +only such nursing as he was sure to get. + +"One does one's duty as one finds it, of course," said the big doctor, +looking down at the unpromising face on the pillow, and shaking his +head. "Yes, yes, yes, one must do what's right, on the face of it, +come what will. There's no getting around _that!_" He glanced at me, a +shadow in his kind gray eyes. "But there are times, my friend, when I +wonder! Now, this morning I had to tell a working man his wife's got +to die. There's no help and no hope--she's got to die, and she a +mother of young children. So I have to try desperately," said the +doctor, rubbing his nose, "to cling tooth and claw to the hope that +there is Something behind the scenes that knows the forward-end of +things--sin and sorrow and disease and suffering and death things--and +uses them always for some beneficent purpose. But in the meantime the +mother dies, and here you and I have been used to save alive a poor +useless devil of a one-legged tramp, probably without his consent and +against his will, because it had to be and we couldn't do anything +else! Now, why? I can't help but wonder!" + +We looked down again, the two of us, at the face on the pillow. And I +wondered also, with even greater cause than the doctor; for I had +opened the oilskin package the Poles found, and it had given me +occasion for fear, reflection, and prayer. I was startled and alarmed +beyond words, for it contained tools of a curious and unusual +type,--not such tools as workmen carry abroad in the light of day. + +There was no one to whom I might confide that unpleasant discovery. I +simply could not terrify my mother, nor could I in common decency +burden the already overburdened doctor. Nor is our sheriff one to turn +to readily; he is not a man whose intelligence or heart one may +admire, respect, or depend upon. My guest had come to me with empty +pockets and a burglar's kit; a hint of that, and the sheriff had +camped on the Parish House front porch with a Winchester across his +knees and handcuffs jingling in his pockets. No, I couldn't consult +the law. + +I had yet a deeper and a better reason for waiting, which I find it +rather hard to set down in cold words. It is this: that as I grow +older I have grown more and more convinced that not fortuitously, not +by chance, never without real and inner purposes, are we allowed to +come vitally into each other's lives. I have walked up the steep sides +of Calvary to find out that when another wayfarer pauses for a space +beside us, it is because one has something to give, the other +something to receive. + +So, upon reflection, I took that oilskin package weighted down with +the seven deadly sins over to the church, and hid it under the statue +of St. Stanislaus, whom my Poles love, and before whom they come to +kneel and pray for particular favors. I tilted the saint back upon his +wooden stand, and thrust that package up to where his hands fold over +the sheaf of lilies he carries. St. Stanislaus is a beautiful and most +holy youth. No one would ever suspect _him_ of hiding under his brown +habit a burglar's kit! + +When I had done this, and stopped to say three Hail Marys for +guidance, I went back to the little room called my study, where my +books and papers and my butterfly cabinets and collecting outfits +were kept, and set myself seriously to studying my files of +newspapers, beginning at a date a week preceding my man's appearance. +Then: + + Slippy McGee + Makes Good His Name Once More. + Slips One Over On The Police. + Noted Burglar Escapes. + +said the glaring headlines in the New York papers. The dispatches were +dated from Atlanta, and when I turned to the Atlanta papers I found +them, too, headlining the escape of "Slippy McGee." + +I learned that "the slickest crook in America" finding himself +somewhat hampered in his native haunts, the seething underworld of New +York, because the police suspected him of certain daring and +mysterious burglaries although they had no positive proof against him, +had chosen to shift his base of operations South for awhile. But the +Southern authorities had been urgently warned to look out for him; in +consequence they had been so close upon his heels that he had been +surrounded while "on a job." Half an hour later, and he would have +gotten away with his plunder; but, although they were actually upon +him, by what seemed a miracle of daring and of luck he slipped through +their fingers, escaped under their very noses, leaving no clue to his +whereabouts. He was supposed to be still in hiding in Atlanta, though +as he had no known confederates and always worked alone and unaided, +the police were at a loss for information. The man had simply +vanished, after his wont, as if the earth had opened and swallowed +him. The papers gave rather full accounts of some of his past +exploits, from which one gathered that Slippy McGee was a very noted +personage in his chosen field. I sat for a long time staring at those +papers, and my thoughts were uneasy ones. What should I do? + +I presently decided that I could and must question my guest. So far he +had volunteered no information beyond the curt statement that his name +was John Flint and he was a hobo because he liked the trade. He had +been stealing a ride and he had slipped--and when he woke up we had +him and he hadn't his leg. And if some people knew how to be obliging +they'd make a noise like a hoop and roll away, so's other people could +pound their ear in peace, like that big stiff of a doctor ordered them +to do. + +As I stood by the bed and studied his sullen, suspicious, unfriendly +face, I came to the conclusion that if this were not McGee himself it +could very well be some one quite as dangerous. + +"Friend," said I, "we do not as a rule seek information about the +guests in these rooms. We do not have to; they explain themselves. I +should never question your assertion that your name is Flint, and I +sincerely hope it is Flint; but--there are reasons why I must and do +ask you for certain definite information about yourself." + +The hand lying upon the coverlet balled into a fist. + +"If John Flint's not fancy enough for you," he suggested truculently, +"suppose you call me Percy? Some peach of a moniker, Percy, ain't it?" + +"Percy?" + +"Sure, Percy," he grinned impudently. "But if you got a grouch against +Percy, can it, and make me Algy. _I_ don't mind. It's not _me_ +beefing about monikers; it's you." + +"I am also," said I, regarding him steadily and ignoring his +flippancy, "I am also obliged to ask you what is your occupation--when +you are not stealing rides?" + +"Looks like it might be answering questions just now, don't it? What +you want to know for? Whatever it is, I'm not able to do it now, am I? +But as you're so naturally bellyaching to know, why, I've been in the +ring." + +"So I presumed. Thank you," said I, politely. "And your name is John +Flint, or Percy, or Algy, just as I choose. Percy and Algy are rather +unusual names for a gentleman who has been in the ring, don't you +think?" + +"I think," he snarled, turned suddenly ferocious, "that I'm named what +I dam' please to be named, and no squeals from skypilots about it, +neither. Say! what you driving at, anyhow? If what I tell you ain't +satisfying, suppose you slip over a moniker to suit yourself--and go +away!" + +"Oh! Suppose then," said I, without taking my eyes from his, "suppose, +then, that I chose to call you--_Slippy McGee_?" + +I am sure that only his bodily weakness kept him from flying at my +throat. As it was, his long arms with the hands upon them outstretched +like a beast's claws, shot out ferociously. His face contracted +horribly, and of a sudden the sweat burst out upon it so blindingly +that he had to put up an arm and wipe it away. For a moment he lay +still, glaring, panting, helpless; while I stood and watched him +unmoved. + +"Ain't you the real little Sherlock Holmes, though?" he jeered +presently. "Got Old Sleuth skinned for fair and Nick Carter eating +out of your hand! You damned skypilot!" His voice cracked. "You're all +alike! Get a man on his back and then put the screws on him!" + +I made no reply; only a great compassion for this mistaken and +miserable creature surged like a wave over my heart. + +"For God's sake don't stand there staring like a bughouse owl!" he +gritted. "Well, what you going to do? Bawl for the bulls? What put you +wise?" + +"Help you to get well. No. I opened your bag--and looked up the +newspapers," I answered succinctly. + +"Huh! A fat lot of good it'll do me to get well now, won't it? You +think I ought to thank you for butting in and keeping me from dying +without knowing anything about it, don't you? Well, you got another +think coming. I don't. Ever hear of a pegleg in the ring? Ever hear of +a one-hoofed dip! A long time I'd be Slippy McGee playing +cat-and-mouse with the bulls, if I had to leave some of my legs home +when I needed them right there on the job, wouldn't I? Oh, sure!" + +"And was it," I wondered, "such a fine thing to be Slippy McGee, +flying from the police, that one should lament his--er--disappearance?" + +His eyes widened. He regarded me with pity as well as astonishment. + +"Didn't you read the papers?" he wondered in his turn. "There don't +many travel in _my_ class, skypilot! Why, I haven't _got_ any +equals--the best of them trail a mile behind. Ask the bulls, if you +want to know about Slippy McGee! And I let the happy dust alone. Most +dips are dopes, but I was too slick; I cut it out. I knew if the dope +once gets you, then the bulls get next. Not for Slippy. I've kept my +head clear, and that's how I've muddled theirs. They never get next to +anything until I've cleaned up and dusted. Why, honest to God, I can +open any box made, easy as easy, just like I can put it all over any +bull alive! That is," a spasm twisted his face and into his voice +crept the acute anguish of the artist deprived of all power to create, +"that is, I could--until I made that last getaway on a freight, and +this happened." + +"I am sorry," said I soothingly, "that you have lost your leg, of +course. But better to lose your leg than your soul, my son. Why, how +do you know--" + +He writhed. "Can it!" he implored. "Cut it out! Ain't I up against +enough now, for God's sake? Down and out--and nothing to do but have +my soul curry-combed and mashfed by a skypilot with _both_ his legs +and _all_ his mouth on him! Ain't it hell, though? Say, you better +send for the cops. I'd rather stand for the pen than the preaching. +What'd you do with my bag, anyway?" + +"But I really have no idea of preaching to you; and I would rather not +send for the police--afterwards, when you are better, you may do so if +you choose. You are a free agent. As for your bag, why--it is--it +is--in the keeping of the Church." + +"Huh!" said he, and twisted his mouth cynically. "Huh! Then it's +good-bye tools, I suppose. I'm no churchmember, thank God, but I've +heard that once the Church gets her clamps on anything worth while all +hell can't pry her loose." + +Now I don't know why, but at that, suddenly and inexplicably, as if I +had glimpsed a ray of light, I felt cheered. + +"Why, that's it exactly!" said I, smiling. "Once the Church gets real +hold of a thing--or a man--worth while, she holds on so fast that all +hell can't pry her loose. Won't you try to remember that, my son!" + +"If it's a joke, suck the marrow out of it yourself," said he sourly. +"It don't listen so horrible funny to me. And you haven't peeped yet +about what you're going to do. I'm waiting to hear. I'm real +interested." + +"Why, I really don't know yet," said I, still cheerfully. "Suppose we +wait and see? Here you are, safe and harmless enough for the present. +And God is good; perhaps He knows that you and I may need each other +more than you and the police need each other--who can tell? I should +simply set myself strictly to the task of getting entirely well, if I +were you--and let it go at that." + +He appeared to reflect; his forehead wrinkled painfully. + +"Devil-dodger," said he, after a pause, "are you just making a noise +with your face, or is that on the level?" + +"That's on the level." + +His hard and suspicious eyes bored into me. And as I held his glance, +a hint of wonder and amazement crept into his face. + +"God A'mighty! I believe him!" he gasped. And then, as if ashamed of +that real feeling, he scowled. + +"Say, if you're really on the level, I guess you'd better not be +flashing the name of Slippy McGee around promiscuous," he suggested +presently. "It won't do either you or me any good, see? And say, +parson,--forget Percy and Algy. How was I to know you'd be so white? +And look here: I did know a gink named John Flint, once. Only he was +called Reddy, because he'd got such a blazing red head and whiskers. +He's croaked, so he wouldn't mind me using his moniker, seeing it's +not doing him any good now." + +"Let us agree upon John Flint," I decided. + +"Help yourself," he agreed, equably. + +Clélie, with wrath and disapproval written upon every stiffened line, +brought him his broth, which he took with a better grace than I had +yet witnessed. He even added a muttered word of thanks. + +"It's funny," he reflected, when the yellow woman had left the room +with the empty bowl, "it's sure funny, but d'ye know, I'm lots easier +in my mind, knowing you know, and not having to think up a hard-luck +gag to hand out to you? I hate like hell to have to lie, except of +course when I need a smooth spiel for the cops. I guess I'll snooze a +bit now," he added, as I rose to leave the room. And as I reached the +door: + +"Parson?" + +"Well?" + +"Why--er--come in a bit to-night, will you? That is, if you've got +time. And look here: don't you get the notion in your bean I'm just +some little old two-by-four guy of a yegg or some poor nut of a dip. +I'm _not_. Why, I've been the whole show _and_ manager besides. Yep, +I'm Slippy McGee himself." + +He paused, to let this sink into my consciousness. I must confess that +I was more profoundly impressed than even he had any idea of. And +then, magnanimously, he added: "You're sure some white man, parson." + +"Thank you, John Flint," said I, with due modesty. + +Heaven knows why I should have been pleased and hopeful, but I was. My +guest was a criminal; he hadn't shown the slightest sign of +compunction or of shame; instead, he had betrayed a brazen pride. And +yet--I felt hopeful. Although I knew I was tacitly concealing a +burglar, my conscience remained clear and unclouded, and I had a calm +intuitive assurance of right. So deeply did I feel this that when I +went over to the church I placed before St. Stanislaus a small lamp +full of purest olive oil, which is expensive. I felt that he deserved +some compensation for hiding that package under his sheaf of lilies. + +The authorities of our small town knew, of course, that another +forlorn wretch was being cared for at the Parish House. But had not +the Parish House sheltered other such vagabonds? The sheriff saw no +reason to give himself the least concern, beyond making the most +casual inquiry. If I wanted the fellow, he was only too glad to let me +keep him. And who, indeed, would look for a notorious criminal in a +Parish House Guest Room? Who would connect that all too common +occurrence, a tramp maimed by the railroad, with, the mysterious +disappearance of the cracksman, Slippy McGee? So, for the present, I +could feel sure that the man was safe. + +And in the meantime, in the orderly proceeding of everyday life, while +he gained strength under my mother's wise and careful nursing and +Westmoreland's wise and careful overseeing, there came to him those +who were instruments for good--my mother first, whom, like Clélie, he +never called anything but "Madame" and whom, like Clélie, he presently +obeyed with unquestioning and childlike readiness. Now, Madame is a +truly wonderful person when she deals with people like him. Never for +a moment lowering her own natural and beautiful dignity, but without a +hint of condescension, Madame manages to find the just level upon +which both can stand as on common ground; then, without noise, she +helps, and she conveys the impression that thus noiselessly to help is +the only just, natural and beautiful thing for any decent person to +do, unless, perhaps, it might be to receive in the like spirit. + +Judge Mayne's son, Laurence, full of a fresh and boyish enthusiasm, +was such another instrument. He had a handsome, intelligent face, a +straight and beautiful body, and the pleasantest voice in the world. +His mother in her last years had been a fretful invalid, and to meet +her constant demands the judge and his son had developed an angelic +patience with weakness. They were both rather quiet and +undemonstrative, this father and son; the older man, in fact had a +stern visage at first glance, until one learned to know it as the face +of a man trained to restraint and endurance. As for the boy, no one +could long resist the shrewd, kind youngster, who could spend an hour +with the most unlikely invalid and leave him all the better for it. I +was unusually busy just then, Clélie frankly hated and feared the man +upstairs, my mother had her hands full, and there were many heavy and +lonesome hours which Laurence set himself the task of filling. I left +this to the boy himself, offering no suggestions. + +"Padre," said the boy to me, some time later, "that chap upstairs is +the hardest nut I ever tried to crack. There've been times when I felt +tempted to crack him with a sledge-hammer, if you want the truth. You +know, he always seemed to like me to read to him, but I've never been +able to discover whether or not he liked what I read. He never asked +me a single question, he never seemed interested enough to make a +comment. But I think that I've made a dent in him at last." + +"A dent! In Flint? With what adamantine pick, oh hardiest of miners!" + +"With a book. Guess!" + +"I couldn't. I give up." + +"The Bible!" said Laurence. + +The Bible! Had _I_ chosen to read it to him, he would have resented +it, been impervious, suspicious, hostile. I looked at the boy's +laughing face, and wondered, and wondered. + +"And how," said I, curious, "did you happen to pitch on the Bible?" + +"Why, I got to studying about this chap. I wanted something that'd +_reach him_. I was puzzled. And then I remembered hearing my father +say that the Bible is the most interesting book in the world because +it's the most personal. There's something in it for everybody. So I +thought there'd be something in it for John Flint, and I tried it on +him, without telling him what I was giving him. I just plunged right +in, head over heels. Lord, Padre, it _is_ a wonderful old book, isn't +it? Why, I got so lost in it myself that I forgot all about John +Flint, until I happened to glance up and see that he was up to the +eyes in it, just like I was! He likes the fights and he gloats over +the spoils. He's asking for more. I think of turning Paul loose on +him." + +"Well, if after the manner of men Paul fought with wild beasts at +Ephesus," I said hopefully. "I dare say he'll be able to hold his own +even with John Flint." + +"I like Paul best of all, myself," said Laurence. "You see, Padre, my +father and I have needed a dose of Paul more than once--to stiffen our +backbones. So I'm going to turn the fighting old saint loose on John +Flint. 'By, Padre;--I'll look in to-morrow--I left poor old Elijah up +in a cave with no water, and the ravens overdue!" + +He went down our garden path whistling, his cap on the back of his +head, and I looked after him with the warm and comforting sense that +the world is just that much better for such as he. + +The boy was now, in his last high school year, planning to study +law--all the Maynes took to law as a duck to water. Brave, +simple-hearted, direct, clear-thinking, scrupulously honorable,--this +was one of the diamonds used to cut the rough hard surface of Slippy +McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +NEIGHBORS + + +On a morning in late March, with a sweet and fresh wind blowing, a +clear sun shining, and a sky so full of soft white woolly clouds that +you might fancy the sky-people had turned their fleecy flock out to +graze in the deep blue pastures, Laurence Mayne and I brought John +Flint downstairs and rolled him out into the glad, green garden, in +the comfortable wheel-chair that the mill-people had given us for a +Christmas present; my mother and Clélie followed, and our little dog +Pitache marched ahead, putting on ridiculous airs of responsibility; +he being a dog with a great idea of his own importance and wholly +given over to the notion that nothing could go right if he were not +there to superintend and oversee it. + +The wistaria was in her zenith, girdling the tree-tops with amethyst; +the Cherokee rose had just begun to reign, all in snow-white velvet, +with a gold crown and a green girdle for greater glory; the greedy +brown grumbling bees came to her table in dusty cohorts, and over her +green bowers floated her gayer lovers the early butterflies, clothed +delicately as in kings' raiment. In the corners glowed the +ruby-colored Japanese quince, and the long sprays of that flower I +most dearly love, the spring-like spirea which the children call +bridal wreath, brushed you gently as you passed the gate. I never see +it deck itself in bridal white, I never inhale its shy, clean scent, +without a tightening of the throat, a misting of the eyes, a melting +of the heart. + +Across our garden and across Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's you could see in +Major Appleby Cartwright's yard the peach trees in pink party dresses, +ruffled by the wind. Down the paths marched my mother's daffodils and +hyacinths, with honey-breathing sweet alyssum in between. Robins and +wrens, orioles and mocking-birds, blue jays and jackdaws, thrushes and +blue-birds and cardinals, all were busy house-building; one heard +calls and answers, saw flashes of painted wings, followed by outbursts +of ecstasy. If one should lay one's ear to the ground on such a +morning I think one might hear the heart of the world. + +"_Hallelujah! Risen! Risen!_" breathed the glad, green things, pushing +from the warm mother-mold. + +"_Living! Living! Loving! Loving!_" flashed and fluted the flying +things, joyously. + +We wheeled our man out into this divine freshness of renewed life, +stopping the chair under a glossy, stately magnolia. My mother and +Clélie and Laurence and I bustled about to make him comfortable. +Pitache stood stock still, his tail stuck up like a sternly +admonishing forefinger, a-bossing everything and everybody. We spread +a light shawl over the man's knees, for it is not easy to bear a cruel +physical infirmity, to see oneself marred and crippled, in the growing +spring. He looked about him, snuffed, and wrinkled his forehead; his +eyes had something of the wistful, wondering satisfaction of an +animal's. He had never sat in a garden before, in all his life! Think +of it! + +Whenever we bring one of our Guest Roomers downstairs, Miss Sally Ruth +Dexter promptly comes to her side of the fence to look him over. She +came this morning, looked at our man critically, and showed plain +disapproval of him in every line of her face. + +On principle Miss Sally Ruth disapproves of most men and many women. +She does not believe in wasting too much sympathy upon people either; +she says folks get no more than they deserve and generally not half as +much. + +Miss Sally Ruth Dexter is a rather important person in Appleboro. She +is fifty-six years old, stout, brown-eyed, suffers from a congenital +incapacity to refrain from telling the unwelcome truth when people are +madly trying to save their faces,--she calls this being frank,--is +tactless, independent, generous, and the possessor of what she herself +complacently refers to as "a Figure." + +For a woman so convinced we're all full of natural and total +depravity, unoriginal sinners, worms of the dust, and the devil's +natural fire-fodder, Miss Sally Ruth manages to retain a simple and +unaffected goodness of practical charity toward the unelect, such as +makes one marvel. You may be predestined to be lost, but while you're +here you shall lack no jelly, wine, soup, chicken-with-cream, +preserves, gumbo, neither such marvelous raised bread as Miss Sally +Ruth knows how to make with a perfection beyond all praise. + +She has a tiny house and a tiny income, which satisfies her; she has +never married. She told my mother once, cheerfully, that she guessed +she must be one of those born eunuchs of the spirit the Bible +mentions--it was intended for her, and she was glad of it, for it had +certainly saved her a sight of worry and trouble. + +There is a cherished legend in our town that Major Appleby Cartwright +once went over to Savannah on a festive occasion and was there +joyously entertained by the honorable the Chatham Artillery. The +Chatham Artillery brews a Punch; insidious, delectable, deceptive, but +withal a pernicious strong drink that is raging, a wine that mocketh +and maketh mad. And they gave it to Major Appleby Cartwright in +copious draughts. + +Coming home upon the heels of this, the major arose, put on his Prince +Albert, donned his top hat, picked a huge bunch of zinnias, and at +nine o'clock in the morning marched over to Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's. + +We differ as to certain unimportant details of that historic call, but +we are in the main agreed upon the conversation that ensued. + +"Sally Ruth," said the major, depositing his bulky person in a rocking +chair, his hat upon the floor, and wiping his forehead with a spotless +handkerchief the size of a respectable sheet, "Sally Ruth, you like +Old Maids?" Here he presented the zinnias. + +"Why, I've got a yard full of 'em myself, Major. Whatever made you +bother to pick 'em? But to whom much hath more shall be given, I +suppose," said she, resignedly, and put them on the whatnot. + +"Sally Ruth," said the major solemnly, ignoring this indifferent +reception of his offering. "Sally Ruth, come to think of it, an Old +Maid's a miserable, stiff, scentless sort of a flower. You might +think, when you first glance at 'em, that they're just like any other +flowers, but they're not; they're without one single, solitary +redeemin' particle of sweetness! The Lord made 'em for a warnin' to +women. + +"What good under God's sky does it do you to be an old maid, Sally +Ruth? You're flyin' in the face of Providence. No lady should fly in +the face of Providence--she'd a sight better fly to the bosom of some +man, where she belongs. This mawnin' I looked out of my window and my +eye fell upon these unfortunate flowers. Right away I thought of you, +livin' over here all alone and by yourself, with no man's bosom to +lean on--you haven't really got anything but a few fowls and the Lord +to love, have you? And, Sally Ruth, tears came to my eyes. Talk not of +tears till you have seen the tears of warlike men! I believe it would +almost scare you to death to see me cryin', Sally Ruth! I got to +thinkin', and I said to myself: 'Appleby Cartwright, you have always +done your duty like a man. You charged up to the very muzzle of Yankee +guns once, and you weren't scared wu'th a damn! Are you goin' to be +scared now? There's a plain duty ahead of you; Sally Ruth's a fine +figure of a woman, and she ought to have a man's bosom to lean on. Go +offer Sally Ruth yours!' So here I am, Sally Ruth!" said the major +valiantly. + +Miss Sally Ruth regarded him critically; then: + +"You're drunk, Appleby Cartwright, that's what's the matter with you. +You and your bosom! Why, it's not respectable to talk like that! At +your age, too! I'm ashamed of you!" + +"I was a little upset, over in Savannah," admitted the major. "Those +fellows must have gotten me to swallow over a gallon of their infernal +brew--and it goes down like silk, too. Listen at me: don't you ever +let 'em make you drink a gallon of that punch, Sally Ruth." + +"I've seen its effects before. Go home and sleep it off," said Miss +Sally Ruth, not unkindly. "If you came over to warn me about filling +up on Artillery Punch, your duty's done--I've never been entertained +by the Chatham Artillery, and I don't ever expect to be. I suppose it +was intended for you to be a born goose, Appleby, so it'd be a waste +of time for me to fuss with you about it. Go on home, now, do, and let +Cæsar put you to bed. Tell him to tie a wet rag about your head and to +keep it wet. That'll help to cool you off." + +"Sally Ruth," said the major, laying his hand upon his heart and +trying desperately to focus her with an eye that would waver in spite +of him, "Sally Ruth, _somebody's_ got to do something for you, and it +might as well be me. My God, Sally Ruth, _you're settin' like +clabber!_ It's a shame; it's a cryin' shame, for you're a fine woman. +I don't mean to scare or flutter you, Sally Ruth,--no gentleman ought +to scare or flutter a lady--but I'm offerin' you my hand and heart; +here's my bosom for you to lean on." + +"That Savannah brew is worse even than I thought--it's run the man +stark crazy," said Miss Sally Ruth, viewing him with growing concern. + +"Me crazy! Why, I'm askin' you," said the major with awful dignity, +"I'm askin' you to marry me!" + +"Marry _you_? Marry fiddlesticks! Shucks!" said the lady. + +"You won't?" Amazement made him sag down in his chair. He stared at +her owl-like. "Woman," said he solemnly, "when I see my duty I try to +do it. But I warn you--it's your last chance." + +"I hope," said Miss Sally Ruth tartly, "that it's my last chance to +make a born fool of myself. Why, you old gasbag, if I had to stay in +the same house with you I'd be tempted to stick a darning needle in +you to hear you explode! Appleby, I'm like that woman that had a +chimney that smoked, a dog that growled, a parrot that swore, and a +cat that stayed out nights; _she_ didn't need a man--and no more do +I." + +"Sally Ruth," said the major feelingly, "when I came here this mawnin' +it wasn't for my own good--it was for yours. And to think this is all +the thanks I get for bein' willin' to sacrifice myself! My God! The +ingratitude of women!" + +He looked at Miss Sally Ruth, and Miss Sally Ruth looked at him. And +then suddenly, without a moment's warning, Miss Sally Ruth rose, and +took Major Appleby Cartwright, who on a time had charged Yankee guns +and hadn't been scared wu'th a damn, by the ear. She tugged, and the +major rose, as one pulled upward by his bootstraps. + +"Ouch! Turn loose! I take it back! The devil! It wasn't intended for +any mortal man to marry you--Sally Ruth, I wouldn't marry you now for +forty billion dollars and a mule! Turn loose, you hussy! Turn loose!" +screeched the major. + +Unheeding his anguished protests, which brought Judge Hammond Mayne on +the run, thinking somebody was being murdered, Miss Sally Ruth marched +her suitor out of her house and led him to her front gate. Here she +paused, jaws firmly set, eyes glittering, and, as with hooks of +steel, took firm hold upon the gallant major's other ear. Then she +shook him; his big crimson countenance, resembling a huge overripe +tomato, waggled deliriously to and fro. + +"I was born"--_shake_--"an old maid,"--_shake, shake, shake_--"I have +lived--by the grace of God"--_shake, shake, shake_--"an old maid, and +I expect"--_shake_--"to die an old maid! I don't propose to +have"--_shake_--"an old windbag offering _me_ his blubbery old +bosom"--_shake, shake, SHAKE_--"at this time of my life!--and don't +you forget it, Appleby Cartwright! _THERE!_ You go back home"--_shake, +shake, shake_--"and sober up, you old gander, you!" + +Major Appleby Cartwright stood not upon the order of his going, but +went at once, galloping as if a company of those Yankees with whom he +had once fought were upon his hindquarters with fixed bayonets. + +However, they being next-door neighbors and friends of a lifetime's +standing, peace was finally patched up. In Appleboro we do not mention +this historic meeting when either of the participants can hear us, +though it is one of our classics and no home is complete without it. +The Major ever afterward eschewed Artillery Punch. + +This morning, over the fence, Miss Sally Ruth addressed our invalid +directly and without prelude, after her wont. She doesn't believe in +beating about the bush: + +"The wages of walking up and down the earth and going to and fro in +it, tramping like Satan, is a lost leg. Not that it wasn't intended +you should lose yours--and I hope and pray it will be a lesson to +you." + +"Well, take it from me," he said grimly, "there's nobody but me +collecting my wages." + +A quick approval of this plain truth showed in Miss Sally Ruth's +snapping eyes. + +"Come!" said she, briskly. "If you've got sense enough to see _that_, +you're not so far away from the truth as you might be. Collecting your +wages is the good and the bad thing about life, I reckon. But +everything's intended, so you don't need to be too sorry for yourself, +any way you look at it. And you could just as well have lost _both_ +legs while you were at it, you know." She paused reflectively. "Let's +see: I've got chicken-broth and fresh rolls to-day--I'll send you over +some, after awhile." She nodded, and went back to her housework. + +Laurence went on to High School, Madame had her house to oversee, I +had many overdue calls; so we left Pitache and John Flint together, +out in the birdhaunted, sweet-scented, sun-dappled garden, in the +golden morning hours. No one can be quite heartless in a green garden, +quite hopeless in the spring, or quite desolate when there's a dog's +friendly nose to be thrust into one's hand. + +I am afraid that at first he missed all this; for he could think of +nothing but himself and that which had befallen him, coming upon him +as a bolt from the blue. He had had, heretofore, nothing but his +body--and now his body had betrayed him! It had become, not the +splendid engine which obeyed his slightest wish, but a drag upon him. +Realizing this acutely, untrained, undisciplined, he was savagely +sullen, impenetrably morose. He tired of Laurence's reading--I think +the boy's free quickness of movement, his well-knit, handsome body, +the fact that he could run and jump as pleased him, irked and chafed +the man new and unused to his own physical infirmity. + +He seemed to want none of us; I have seen him savagely repulse the +dog, who, shocked and outraged at this exhibition of depravity, +withdrew, casting backward glances of horrified and indignant +reproach. + +But as the lovely, peaceful, healing days passed, that bitter and +contracted heart had to expand somewhat. Gradually the ferocity faded, +leaving in its room an anxious and brooding wonder. God knows what +thoughts passed through that somber mind in those long hours, when, +concentrated upon himself, he must have faced the problem of his +future and, like one before an impassable stone wall, had to fall +back, baffled. He could be sure of only one thing: that never again +could he be what he had been once--"the slickest cracksman in +America." This in itself tortured him. Heretofore, life had been +exactly what he chose to make it: he had put himself to the test, and +he had proven himself the most daring, the coolest, shrewdest, most +cunning, in that sinister world in which he had shone with so evil a +light. _He had been Slippy McGee_. Sure of himself, his had been that +curious inverted pride which is the stigmata of the criminal. + +More than once I saw him writhe in his chair, tormented, shaken, spent +with futile curses, impotently lamenting his lost kingdom. He still +had the skill, the cold calculating brain, the wit, the will; and now, +by a cruel chance and a stupid accident, he had lost out! The end had +come for him, and he in his heyday! There were moments when, watching +him, I had the sensation as of witnessing almost visibly, here in our +calm sunny garden, the Dark Powers fighting openly for a soul. + +_"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against +principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of +this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."_ + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +UNDERWINGS + + +If I have not heretofore spoken of Mary Virginia, it is because all +that winter she and Mrs. Eustis had been away; and in consequence +Appleboro was dull enough. For the Eustises are our wealthiest and +most important family, just as the Eustis house, with its pillared, +Greek-temple-effect front, is by far the handsomest house in town. +When we have important folks to entertain, we look to the Eustises to +save our faces for us by putting them up at their house. + +One afternoon, shortly after we had gotten settled in Appleboro, I +came home to find my mother entertaining no less a personage than Mrs. +Eustis; she wasn't calling on the Catholic priest and his mother, you +understand; far from it! She was recognizing Armand De Rancé and Adele +de Marsignan! + +Mrs. Eustis was a fair, plump little partridge of a woman, so +perfectly satisfied with herself that brains, in her case, would have +amounted to a positive calamity. She is an instance of the fascination +a fool seems to have for men of undoubted powers of mind and heart, +for Eustis, who had both to an unusual degree, loved her devotedly, +even while he smiled at her. She had, after some years of +childlessness, laid him under an everlasting obligation by presenting +him with a daughter, an obligation deepened by the fact that the +child was in every sense her father's child, not her mother's. + +That afternoon she brought the little girl with her, to make our +acquaintance. When the child, shyly friendly, looked up, it seemed to +me for an anguished moment as if another little girl had walked out of +the past, so astonishingly like was she to that little lost playmate +of my youth. Right then and there Mary Virginia walked into my heart +and took possession, as of a place swept and garnished and long +waiting her coming. + +When we knew her better my mother used to say that if she could have +chosen a little girl instead of the little boy that had been I, she +must have chosen Mary Virginia Eustis out of all the world. + +Like Judge Mayne's Laurence, she chose to make the Parish House her +second home--for indeed my mother ever seemed to draw children to her, +as by some delightful magic. Here, then, the child learned to sew and +to embroider, to acquire beautiful housewifely accomplishments, and to +speak French with flawless perfection; she reaped the benefit of my +mother's girlhood spent in a convent in France; and Mrs. Eustis was +far too shrewd not to appreciate the value of this. And so we acquired +Mary Virginia. + +I watched the lovely miracle of her growth with an almost painful +tenderness. Had I not become a priest, had I realized those spring +hopes of mine; and had there been little children resembling their +mother, then my own little girls had been like this one. Even thus had +been their blue eyes, and theirs, too, such hair of such curling +blackness. + +The hours I spent with the little girl and Laurence helped me as well +as them; these fresh souls and growing minds freshened and revived +mine, and kept me young in heart. + +"We are all made of dust," said my mother once. "But Mary Virginia's +is star dust. Star dust, and dew, and morning gold," she added +musingly. + +"She simply cannot imagine evil, much less see it in anything or in +anybody," I told Madame, for at times the child's sheer innocence +troubled me for her. "One is puzzled how to bring home to this naïve +soul the ugly truth that all is not good. Now, Laurence is better +balanced. He takes people and events with a saving grain of +skepticism. But Mary Virginia is divinely blind." + +My mother regarded me with a tolerant smile. "Do not worry too much +over that divinely blind one, my son," said she. "I assure you, she is +quite capable of seeing a steeple in daylight! Observe this: yesterday +Laurence angered her, and she seized him by the hair and bumped his +head against the study wall--no mild thump, either! She has in her +quite enough of the leaven of unrighteousness to save her, at a +pinch--for Laurence was entirely right, she entirely wrong. Yet--she +made him apologize before she consented to forgive him, and he did it +gratefully. She allowed him to understand how magnanimous she was in +thus pardoning him for her own naughtiness, and he was deeply +impressed, as men-creatures should be under such circumstances. Such +wisdom, and she but a child! I was enchanted!" + +"Good heavens! Surely, Mother, I misunderstand you! Surely you +reproved her!" + +"Reprove her?" My mother's voice was full of astonishment. "Why should +I reprove her? She was perfectly right!" + +"Perfectly right? Why, you said--indeed, I assure you, you said that +Laurence had been entirely right, she entirely wrong!" + +"Oh, _that!_ I see; well, as for that, she was." + +"Then, surely--" + +"My son, a woman who is in the wrong is entirely right when she makes +the man apologize," said my mother firmly. "That is the Law, fixed as +the Medes' and the Persians', and she who forgets or ignores it is +ground between the upper and the nether millstones. Mary Virginia +remembered and obeyed. When she grows up you will all of you adore her +madly. Why, then, should she be reproved?" + +I have never been able to reflect upon Laurence getting his head +bumped and then gratefully apologizing to the darling shrew who did +it, without a cold wind stirring my hair. And yet--Laurence, and I, +too, love her all the more dearly for it! _Miserere, Domine!_ + +It was May when Mary Virginia came back to Appleboro. She had written +us a bubbling letter, telling us just when we were to expect her, and +how happy she was at the thought of being home once more. We, too, +rejoiced, for we had missed her sadly. My mother was so happy that she +planned a little intimate feast to celebrate the child's return. + +I remember how calm and mild an evening it was. At noon there had been +a refreshing shower, and the air was deliciously pure and clear, and +full of wet woodsy scents. The raindrops fringing the bushes became +prisms, a spiderweb was a fairy foot-bridge; and all our birds, +leaving for a moment such household torments as squalling insatiable +mouths that must be filled, became jubilant choristers. "The opulent +dyepots of the angels" had been emptied lavishly across the sky, and +the old Parish House lay steeped in a serene and heavenly glow, every +window glittering diamond-bright to the west. + +Next door Miss Sally Ruth was feeding and scolding her cooing pigeons, +which fluttered about her, lighting upon her shoulder, surrounding her +with a bright-colored living cloud; the judge's black cat Panch lay +along the Mayne side of the fence and blinked at them regretfully with +his slanting emerald eyes. From the Mayne kitchen-steps came, faintly, +Daddy January's sweet quavering old voice: + + "--Gwine tuh climb up higher 'n' higher, + Some uh dese days--" + +John Flint, silent, depressed, with folded lips and somber eyes, +hobbled about awkwardly, savagely training himself to use the crutches +Westmoreland had lately brought him. Very unlovely he looked, dragging +himself along like a wounded beast. The poor wretch struck a +discordant note in the sweet peacefulness of the spring evening; nor +could we say anything to comfort him, we who were not maimed. + +Came a high, sweet, shrill call at the gate; a high yelp of delight +from Pitache, hurtling himself forward like a woolly white cannonball; +a sound of light and flying feet; and Mary Virginia ran into the +garden, the little overjoyed dog leaping frantically about her. She +wore a white frock, and over it a light scarlet jacket. Her blue eyes +were dancing, lighting her sweet and fresh face, colored like a rose. +The gay little breeze that came along with her stirred her skirts, and +fluttered her scarlet ribbons, and the curls about her temples. You +might think Spring herself had paused for a lovely moment in the +Parish House garden and stood before you in this gracious and virginal +shape, at once delicate and vital. + +Miss Sally Ruth, scattering pigeons right and left, dashed to the +fence to call greetings. My mother, seizing the child by the arms, +held her off a moment, to look her over fondly; then, drawing her +closer, kissed her as a daughter is kissed. + +I laid my hand on the child's head, happy with that painful happiness +her presence always occasioned me, when she came back after an +absence--as if the Other Girl flashed into view for a quick moment, +and then was gone. Laurence, who had followed, stood looking down at +her with boyish condescension. + +"Huh! I can eat hominy off her head!" said he, aggravatingly. + +"Old Mister Biggity!" flashed Mary Virginia. And then she turned and +met, face to face, the fixed stare of John Flint, hanging upon his +crutches as one might upon a cross,--a stare long, still, intent, +curious, speculative, almost incredulous. + +"You are the Padre's last guest, aren't you?" her eyes were full of +gravest sympathy. "I'm so sorry you met with such a misfortune--but +I'm gladder you're alive. It's so good just to be alive in the spring, +isn't it?" She smiled at him directly, taking him, as it were, into a +pleasant confidence. She seemed perfectly unconscious of the evil +unloveliness of him; Mary Virginia always seemed to miss the evil, +passing it over as if it didn't exist. Instead, diving into the depths +of other personalities, always she brought to the surface whatever +pearl of good might lie concealed at the bottom. To her this sinister +cripple was simply another human being, with whose misfortune one must +sympathize humanly. + +Clélie, in a speckless white apron and a brand-new red-and-white +bandanna to do greater honor to the little girl whom she adored, set a +table under the trees and spread it with the thin dainty sandwiches, +the delectable little cakes, and the fine bonbons she and my mother +had made to celebrate the child's return. And we had tea, making very +merry, for she had a thousand amusing things to tell us, every airy +trifle informed with something of her own brave bright mirthful +spirit. John Flint sat nearby in the wheel chair, his crutches lying +beside it, and looked on silently and ate his cake and drank his tea +stolidly, as if it were no unusual thing for him to break bread in +such company. + +"Padre," said Mary Virginia with deep gravity. "My aunt Jenny says I'm +growing up. She says I'll have to put up my hair and let down my +frocks pretty soon, and that I'll probably be thinking of beaux in +another year, though she hopes to goodness I won't, until I've got +through with school at least." + +The almost unconscious imitation of Miss Jenny's pecking, birdlike +voice made me smile. + +"Beaux! Long skirts! Put up hair! Great Scott, will you listen to the +kid!" scoffed Laurence. "You everlasting little silly, you! P'tite +Madame, these cakes are certainly all to the good. May I have another +two or three, please!" + +"I'm 'most thirteen years old, Laurence Mayne," said Mary Virginia, +with dignity. "You're only seventeen, so you don't need to give +yourself such hateful airs. You're not too old to be greedy, anyhow. +Padre, _am_ I growing up?" + +"I fear so, my child," said I, gloomily. + +"You're not glad, either, are you, Padre?" + +"But you were such a delightful child," I temporized. + +"Oh, lovely!" said Laurence, eying her with unflattering +brotherliness. "And she had so much feeling, too, Mary Virginia! Why, +when I was sick once, she wanted me to die, so she could ride to my +funeral in the front carriage; she doted on funerals, the little +ghoul! She was horribly disappointed when I got better--she thought it +disobliging of me, and that I'd done it to spite her. Once, too, when +I tried to reason with her--and Mary Virginia needed reason if ever a +kid did--she bumped my head until I had knots on it. There's your +delightful Mary Virginia for you!" + +"Anyhow, you didn't die and become an angel--you stayed disagreeably +alive and you're going to become a lawyer," said Mary Virginia, too +gently. "And your head was bumpable, Laurence, though I'm sorry to say +I don't ever expect to bump it again. Why, I'm going away to school +and when I come back I'll be Miss Eustis, and you'll be Mr. Mayne! +Won't it be funny, though?" + +"I don't see anything funny in calling you Miss Eustis," said +Laurence, with boyish impatience. "And I'm certainly not going to +notice you if you're silly enough to call me Mister Mayne. I hope you +won't be a fool, Mary Virginia. So many girls are fools." He ate +another cake. + +"Not half as big fools as boys are, though," said she, +dispassionately. "My father says the man is always the bigger fool of +the two." + +Laurence snorted. "I wonder what we'll be like, though--both of us?" +he mused. + +"You? You're biggity now, but you'll be lots worse, then," said Mary +Virginia, with unflattering frankness. "I think you'll probably strut +like a turkey, and you'll be baldheaded, and wear double-lensed horn +spectacles, and spats, and your wife will call you 'Mr. Mayne' to your +face and 'Your Poppa' to the children, and she'll perfectly _despise_ +people like Madame and the Padre and me!" + +"You never did have any reasoning power, Mary Virginia," said +Laurence, with brotherly tact. "Our black cat Panch would put it all +over you. Allow me to inform you I'm _not_ biggity, miss! I'm +logical--something a girl can't understand. And I'd like to know what +you think _you're_ going to grow up to be?" + +"Oh, let's quit talking about it," she said petulantly. "I hate to +think of growing up. Grown ups don't seem to be happy--and _I_ want to +be happy!" She turned her head, and met once more the absorbed and +watchful stare of the man in the wheel-chair. + +"Weren't you sorry when you had to stop being a little boy and grow +up?" she asked him, wistfully. + +"Me?" he laughed harshly. "I couldn't say, miss. I guess I was born +grown up." His face darkened. + +"That wasn't a bit fair," said she, with instant sympathy. + +"There's a lot not fair," he told her, "when you're born and brought +up like I was. The worst is not so much what happens to you, though +that's pretty bad; it's that you don't know it's happening--and +there's nobody to put you wise. Why," his forehead puckered as if a +thought new to him had struck him, "why, your very looks get to be +different!" + +Mary Virginia started. "Oh, looks!" said she, thoughtfully. "Now, +isn't it curious for you to say just that, right now, for it reminds +me that I brought something to the Padre--something that set me to +thinking about people's looks, too,--and how you never can tell. Wait +a minute, and I'll show you." She reached for the pretty crocheted bag +she had brought with her, and drew from it a small pasteboard box. +None of us, idly watching her, dreamed that a moment big with fate was +upon us. I have often wondered how things would have turned out if +Mary Virginia had lost or forgotten that pasteboard box! + +"I happened to put my hand on a tree--and this little fellow moved, +and I caught him. I thought at first he was a part of the tree-trunk, +he looked so much like it," said the child, opening the little box. +Inside lay nothing more unusual than a dark-colored and rather ugly +gray moth, with his wings folded down. + +"One wouldn't think him pretty, would one?" said she, looking down at +the creature. + +"No," said Flint, who had wheeled nearer, and craned his neck over the +box. "No, miss, I shouldn't think I'd call something like that +pretty,"--he looked from the moth to Mary Virginia, a bit +disappointedly. + +Mary Virginia smiled, and picking up the little moth, held his body, +very gently, between her finger-tips. He fluttered, spreading out his +gray wings; and then one saw the beautiful pansy-like underwings, and +the glorious lower pair of scarlet velvet barred and bordered with +black. + +"I brought him along, thinking the Padre might like him, and tell me +something about him," said the little girl. "The Padre's crazy about +moths and butterflies, you must understand, and we're always on the +lookout to get them for him. I never found this particular one before, +and you can't imagine how I felt when he showed me what he had hidden +under that gray cloak of his!" + +"He's a member of a large and most respectable family, the Catocalæ," +I told her. "I'll take him, my dear, and thank you--there's always a +demand for the Catocalæ. And you may call him an Underwing, if you +prefer--that's his common name." + +"I got to thinking," said the little girl, thoughtfully, lifting her +clear and candid eyes to John Flint's. "I got to thinking, when he +threw aside his plain gray cloak and showed me his lovely underwings, +that he's like some people--people you'd think were very common, you +know. You couldn't be expected to know what was underneath, could you? +So you pass them by, thinking how ordinary, and matter of fact, and +uninteresting and even ugly they are, and you feel rather sorry for +them--because you don't know. But if you can once get close enough to +touch them--why, then you find out!" Her eyes grew deeper, and +brighter, as they do when she is moved; and the color came more +vividly to her cheek. "Don't you reckon," said she naïvely, "that +plenty of folks are like him? They're the sad color of the +street-dust, of course, for things do borrow from their surroundings, +didn't you know that? That's called protective mimicry, the Padre +says. So you only think of the dust-colored outside--and all the while +the underwings are right there, waiting for you to find them! Isn't it +wonderful and beautiful? And the best of all is, it's true!" + +The cripple in the chair put out his hand with a hint of timidity in +his manner; he was staring at Mary Virginia as if some of the light +within her had dimly penetrated his grosser substance. + +"Could I hold it--for a minute--in my own hand?" he asked, turning +brick-red. + +"Of course you may," said Mary Virginia pleasantly. "I see by the +Padre's face this isn't a rare moth--he's been here all along, only my +eyes have just been opened to him. I don't want him to go in any +collection. I don't want him to go anywhere, except back into the +air--I owe him that for what he taught me. So I'm sure the Padre won't +mind, if you'd like to set him free, yourself." + +She put the moth on the man's finger, delicately, for a Catocala is a +swift-winged little chap; it spread out its wings splendidly, as if to +show him its loveliness; then, darting upward, vanished into the cool +green depth of the shrubbery. + +"I remember running after a butterfly once, when I was a kid," said +he. "He came flying down our street, Lord knows where from, or why, +and I caught him after a chase. I thought he was the prettiest thing +ever my eyes had seen, and I wanted the worst way in the world to keep +him with me. A brown fellow he was, all sprinkled over with little +splotches of silver, as if there'd been plenty of the stuff on hand, +and it'd been laid on him thick. But after awhile I got to thinking +he'd feel like he was in jail, shut up in my hot fist. I couldn't bear +that, so I ran to the end of the street, to save him from the other +kids, and then I turned him loose and watched him beat it for the sky. +They're pretty things, butterflies. Somehow I always liked them better +than any other living creatures." He was staring after the moth, his +forehead wrinkled. He spoke almost unconsciously, and he certainly had +no idea that he had given us cause for a hopeful astonishment. + +Now, Mary Virginia's eyes had fallen, idly enough, upon John Flint's +hands lying loosely upon his knees. Her face brightened. + +"Padre," she suggested suddenly, "why don't you let him help you with +your butterflies? Look at his hands! Why, they're just exactly the +right sort to handle setting needles and mounting blocks, and to +stretch wings without loosening a scale. He could be taught in a few +lessons, and just think what a splendid help he could be! And you do +so need help with those insects of yours, Padre--I've heard you say +so, over and over." + +The child was right--John Flint did have good hands--large enough, +well-shaped, steel-muscled, powerful, with flexible, smooth-skinned, +sensitive fingers, the fingers of an expert lapidary rather than a +prize-fighter. + +"If you think there's any way I could help the parson for awhile, I'd +be proud to try, miss. It's true," he added casually, with a +sphinx-like immobility of countenance, "that I'm what might be called +handy with my fingers." + +"We'll call it settled, then," said Mary Virginia happily. + +Laurence took her home at dusk; it was a part of his daily life to +look after Mary Virginia, as one looks after a cherished little +sister. When they were younger the boy had often complained that she +might as well be his sister, she quarreled with him so much; and the +little girl said, bitterly, he was as disagreeable as if he'd been a +brother. In spite of which the little girl, for all her delicious +impertinences, looked up to the boy; and the boy had adored her, from +the time she gurgled at him from her cradle. + +My mother left us, and John Flint and I sat outdoors in the pleasant +twilight, he smoking the pipe Laurence had given him. + +"Parson," said he, abruptly, "Parson, you folks are swells, ain't you? +The real thing, I mean, you and Madame? Even the yellow nigger's a +lady nigger, ain't she?" + +"I am a poor priest, such as you see, my son, Madame is--Madame. And +Clélie is a good servant." + +"But you were born a swell, weren't you?" he persisted. "Old family, +swell diggings, trained flunkies, and all that?" + +"I was born a gentleman, if that is what you mean. Of an old family, +yes. And there was an old house--once." + +"How'd _you_ ever hit the trail for the Church? I wonder! But say, +you never asked me any more questions than you had to, so you can tell +me to shut up, if you want to. Not that I wouldn't like to know how +the Sam Hill the like of you ever got nabbed by the skypilots." + +"God called me through affliction, my son." + +"Oh," said my son, blankly. "Huh! But I bet you the best crib ever +cracked you were some peach of a boy before you got that 'S.O.S.'" + +"I was, like the young, the thoughtless young, a sinner." + +"I suppose," said he tentatively, after a pause, "that _I'm_ one hell +of a sinner myself, according to Hoyle, ain't I?" + +"I do not think it would injure you to change your--course of life, +nor yet your way of mentioning it," I said, feeling my way cautiously. +"But--we are bidden to remember there is more joy in heaven over one +sinner saved than over the ninety-and-nine just men." + +"Is that so? Well, it listens like good horse-sense to me," said Mr. +Flint, promptly. "Because, look here: you can rake in ninety-and-nine +boobs any old time--there's one born every time the clock ticks, +parson--but they don't land something like me every day, believe me! +And I bet you a stack of dollar chips a mile high there was some +song-and-dance in the sky-joint when they put one over on _you_ for +fair. Sure!" He puffed away at his pipe, and I, having nothing to say +to this fine reasoning, held my peace. + +"Parson, that kid's a swell, too, ain't she? And the boy?" + +"Laurence is the son of Judge Hammond Mayne." + +"And the little girl?" Insensibly his voice softened. + +"I suppose," I agreed, "that the little girl is what you might call a +swell, too." + +"I never," said he, reflectively, "came what you might call _talking_ +close to real swells before. I've seen 'em, of course--at a distance. +Some of 'em, taking 'em by and large, looked pretty punk, to me; some +of 'em was middling, and a few looked as if they might have the goods. +But none of 'em struck me as being real live breathing _people_, same +as other folks. Why, parson, some of those dames'd throw a fit, +fancying they was poisoned, if they had to breathe the same air with +folks like me--me being what I am and they being--what they think they +are. Yet here's you and Madame, the real thing--and the boy--and the +little girl--the little girl--" he stopped, staring at me dumbly, as +the vision of Mary Virginia rose before him. + +"She is, indeed, a dear, dear child," said I. His words stung me +somewhat, for once upon a time, I myself would have resented that such +as he should have breathed the same air with Mary Virginia. + +"I'd almost think I'd dreamed her," said he, thoughtfully, "that is, +if I was good enough to have dreams like that," he added hastily, with +his first touch of shame. "I've seen 'em from the Battery up, and some +of 'em was sure-enough queens, but I didn't know they came like this +one. She's bran-new to me, parson. Say, you just show me what she +wants me to help you with, and I'll do it. She seems to think I can, +and it oughtn't to be any harder than opening a time-vault, ought it?" + +"No," said I gravely, "I shouldn't think it would be. Though I never +opened a time-vault, you understand, and I hope and pray you'll never +touch one again, either. I'd rather you wouldn't even refer to it, +please. It makes me feel, rather--well, let's say _particeps +criminis_." + +"I suppose that's the polite for punching you in the wind," said he, +just as gravely. "And I didn't think you'd ever monkeyed with a vault; +why, you couldn't, not if you was to try till Gabriel did his little +turn in the morning--not unless you'd been caught when you were softer +and put wise. Man, it's a bigger job than you think, and you've got to +have the know-how and the nerve before you can put it over. But +there--I'll keep it dark, seeing you want me to." He stretched out his +hands, regarding them speculatively. "They _are_ classy mitts," he +remarked impersonally. "Yep, seemed like they were just naturally made +to--do what they did. They were built for fine work." At that his jaw +snapped; a spasm twitched his face; it darkened. + +"The work little Miss Eustis suggested for you," I insinuated hastily, +"is what very many people consider very fine work indeed. About one in +a thousand can do it properly." + +"Lead me to it," said he wearily, and without enthusiasm, "and turn me +loose. I'll do what I can, to please her. At least, until I can make a +getaway for keeps." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +ENTER KERRY + + +When I was first seen prowling along the roads and about the fields +stalking butterflies and diurnal moths with the caution of a red +Indian on the warpath and the stealth of a tiger in the jungle; when +mystified folk met me at night, a lantern suspended from my neck, a +haversack across my shoulders, a bottle-belt about my waist, and armed +with a butterfly net, the consensus of opinion was that poor Father De +Rancé was stark staring mad. Appleboro hadn't heretofore witnessed the +proceedings of the Brethren of the Net, and I had to do much patient +explaining; even then I am sure I must have left many firmly convinced +that I was not, in their own phrase, "all there." + +"Hey, you! Mister! Them worms is pizen! Them's _fever_-worms!" was +shrieked at me frenziedly by the country-folks, black and white, when +I was caught scooping up the hairy caterpillars of the tiger moths. +Even when it was understood that I wished caterpillars, cocoons, and +chrysalids, for the butterflies and moths they would later make, looks +of pitying contempt were cast upon me. That a grown man--particularly +a minister of the gospel, with not only his own but other people's +souls to save--should spend time hunting for worms, with which he +couldn't even bait a hook, awakened amazement. + +"What any man in his right mind wants with a thing that ain't nothin' +but wriggles an' hair on the outside an' sqush on the inside, beats +me!" was said more than once. + +"But all of them are interesting, some are valuable, and many grow +into very beautiful moths and butterflies," I ventured to defend +myself. + +"S'posin' they do? You can't eat 'em or wear 'em or plant 'em, can +you?" And really, you understand, I couldn't! + +"An' you mean to tell me to my face," said a scandalized farmer, +watching me assorting and naming the specimens taken from my field +box, "you mean to tell me you're givin' every one o' them bugs a +_name_, same's a baptized Christian? Adam named every livin' thing, +an' Adam called them things Caterpillars an' Butterflies. If it suited +him an' Eve and God A'mighty to have 'em called that an' nothin' else, +looks to me it had oughter suit anybody that's got a grain o'real +religion. If you go to call 'em anythin' else it's sinnin' agin the +Bible. I've heard all my life you Cath'lics don't take as much stock +in the Scripters as you'd oughter, but this thing o'callin' a wurrum +Adam named plain Caterpillar a--a--_what'd_ you say the dum beast's +name was? _My sufferin' Savior!_ is jest about the wust dern +foolishness yet! I lay it at the Pope's door, every mite o' it, an' +you'd better believe he'll have to answer for sech carryin's on, some +o' these days!" + +So many other things having been laid at the Pope's door, I held my +peace and made no futile attempt to clear the Holy Father of the dark +suspicion of having perpetrated their names upon certain of the +American lepidoptera. + +I had yet other darker madnesses; had I not been seen spreading upon +trees with a whitewash brush a mixture of brown sugar, stale beer, and +rum? + +Asked to explain this lunatic proceeding I could only say that I was +sugaring for moths; these airy fairy gentlemen having a very human +liking for a "wee drappie o't." + +"That amiable failin'," Major Appleby Cartwright decided, "is a credit +to them an' commends them to a respectful hearin'. On its face it +would seem to admit them to the ancient an' honorable brotherhood of +convivial man. But, suh, there's another side to this question, an' +it's this:--a creature that's got six perfectly good legs, not to +mention wings, an' still can't carry his liquor without bein' caught, +deserves his fate. It's not in my line to offer suggestions to an +allwise Providence, or I _might_ hint that a scoop-net an' a killing +jar in pickle for some two-legged topers out huntin' free drinks +wouldn't be such a bad idea at all." + +But as I pursued my buggy way--and displayed, save in this one +particular, what might truthfully be called ordinary common +sense--people gradually grew accustomed to it, looking upon me as a +mild and harmless lunatic whose inoffensive mania might safely be +indulged--nay, even humored. In consequence I was from time to time +inundated with every common thing that creeps, crawls, and flies. I +accepted gifts of bugs and caterpillars that filled my mother with +disgust and Clélie with horror; both of them hesitated to come into my +study, and I have known Clélie to be afraid to go to bed of a night +because the great red-horned "Hickory devil" was downstairs in a box, +and she was firmly convinced that this innocent worm harbored a +cold-blooded desire to crawl upstairs and bite her. That silly woman +will depart this life in the firm faith that all crawling creatures +came into the world with the single-hearted hope of biting her, above +all other mortals; and that having achieved the end for which they +were created, both they and she will immediately curl up and die. + +But alas, I had but scant time to devote to this enchanting and +engrossing study, which, properly pursued, will fill a man's days to +the brim. I gathered my specimens as I could and classified and +mounted them as it pleased God--until the advent of John Flint. + +Now, I must, with great reluctance, here set down the plain truth that +he, too, looked upon me at first with amaze not unmixed with rage and +contempt. Most caterpillars, you understand, feed upon food of their +own arbitrary choosing; and when they are in captivity one must +procure this particular aliment if one hopes to rear them. + +_Slippy McGee feeding bugs!_ It was about as hideous and devil-born a +contretemps as, say, putting a belted earl to peel potatoes or asking +an archbishop to clean cuspidors. The man boiled with offended dignity +and outraged pride. One could actually see him swell. He had expected +something quite different, and this apparently offensive triviality +disgusted and shocked him. I could see myself falling forty thousand +fathoms in his esteem, and I think he would have incontinently turned +his back upon me save for his promise to Mary Virginia. + +It is true that many of the caterpillars are ugly and formidable, poor +things, to the uninitiated eye, which fails to recognize under this +uncomely disguise the crowned and glorious citizens of the air. I had +just then a great Cecropia, an able-bodied green gentleman armed with +twelve thorn-like, sizable horns, and wearing, along with other +agreeable adornments, three yellow and four red arrangements like +growths of dwarf cactus plants on the segments behind his hard round +green head. + +Mr. Flint, with an ejaculation of horror, backed off on one crutch and +clubbed the other. + +"My God!" said he, "Kill it! Kill it!" I saved my green friend in the +nick of time. The man, with staring eyes, looked from me to the +caterpillar; then he leaned over and watched it, in grim silence. + +He knotted his forehead, made slits of his eyes, gulped, screwed his +mouth into the thin red line of deadly determination, and with every +nerve braced, even as a martyr braces himself for the stake or the +sword, put out his hand, up which the formidable-looking worm walked +leisurely. Death not immediately resulting from this daring act, he +controlled his shudders and breathed easier. The worm became less and +less terrifying; no longer appearing, say, the size of the boa +constrictor. A few moments of this harmless meandering about Mr. +Flint's hand and arm, and of a sudden he wore his true colors of an +inoffensive and law-abiding larva, anxious only to attend strictly to +his own legitimate business, the Gargantuan feeding of himself into +the pupa from which he would presently emerge one of the most +magnificent of native moths. Gingerly Mr. Flint picked him up between +thumb and fore-finger, and as gingerly dropped him back into the +breeding-cage. He squared his shoulders, wiped his brow, and drew a +long whistling breath. + +"Phe-ew! It took all my nerve to do it!" said he, frankly. "I felt for +a minute as if a strong-arm cop'd chased me up an alley and pulled his +gun on me. The feeling of a bug's legs on your bare skin is something +fierce at first, ain't it? But after _him_ none of 'em can scare me +any more. I could play tag with pink monkeys with blue tails and green +whiskers without sending in the hurry-call." + +The setting boards and blocks, the arrays of pins, needles, tubes, +forceps, jars and bottles, magnifying-glasses, microscope, slides, +drying-ovens, relaxing-box, cabinets, and above all, the mounted +specimens, raised his spirits somewhat. This, at least, looked +workman-like; this, at least, promised something better than stoking +worms! + +If not hopefully, at least willingly enough, he allowed himself to be +set to work. And that work had come in what some like to call the +psychological moment. At least it came--or was sent--just when he +needed it most. + +He soon discovered, as all beginners must, that there is very much +more to it than one might think; that here, too, one must pay for +exact knowledge with painstaking care and patient study and ceaseless +effort. He discovered how fatally easy it is to spoil a good specimen; +how fairy-fragile a wee wing is; how painted scales rub, and vanish +into thin air; how delicate antennæ break, and forelegs will +fiendishly depart hence; and that proper mounting, which results in a +perfect insect, is a task which requires practice, a sure eye, and an +expert, delicate, and dexterous touch. Also, that one must be +ceaselessly on guard lest the baleful little ant and other tiny curses +evade one's vigilance and render void one's best work. He learned +these and other salutary lessons, which tend to tone down an amateur's +conceit of his half-knowledge; and this chastened him. He felt his +pride at stake--he who could so expertly, with almost demoniac +ingenuity, force the costliest and most cunningly constructed +burglar-proof lock; he whose not idle boast was that he was handy with +his fingers! Slippy McGee baffled, at bay before a butterfly? And in +the presence of a mere priest and a girl-child? Never! He'd show us +what he could do when he really tried to try! + +Presently he wanted to classify; and he wanted to do it alone and +unaided--it looked easy enough. It irked him, pricked his pride, to +have to be always asking somebody else "what is this?" And right then +and there those inevitable difficulties that confront every earnest +and conscientious seeker at the beginning of his quest, arose, as the +fascinating living puzzles presented themselves for his solving. + +To classify correctly is not something one learns in a day, be he +never so willing and eager; as one may discover who cares to take half +a dozen plain, obscurely-colored small moths, and attempts to put them +in their proper places. + +Mr. Flint tried it--and those wretched creatures _wouldn't_ stay put. +It seemed to him that every time he looked at them they ought to be +somewhere else; always there was something--a bar, a stripe, a small +distinctive spot, a wing of peculiar shape, antennæ, or palpi, or +spur, to differentiate them. + +"Where the Sam Hill," he blazed, "do all these footy little devils +come from, anyhow? Where am I to put a beast of a bug when the next +one that's exactly like it is entirely different the next time you +look at it? There's too much beginning and no end at all to this +game!" + +For all that, he followed them up. I saw with pure joy that he refused +to dismiss anything carelessly, while he scorned to split hairs. He +had a regular course of procedure when he was puzzled. First he turned +the new insect over and over and glared at it from every possible +angle; then he rumpled his hair, gritted his teeth, squared his +shoulders and hurled himself into work. + +There was, for instance, the common Dione Vanillæ, that splendid Gulf +Fritillary which haunts all the highways of the South. She's a +long-wing, but she's not a Heliconian; she's a silver-spot, but she's +not an Argynnis. She bears a striking family likeness to her fine +relations, but she has certain structural peculiarities which +differentiate her. Whose word should he take for this, and why? +Wherein lay those differences? He began, patiently, with her +cylinder-shaped yellow-brown, orange-spotted caterpillar, on the +purple passion flowers in our garden; he watched it change into a +dark-brown chrysalis marked with a few pale spots; he saw emerge from +this the red-robed lady herself, with her long fulvous forewings, and +her shorter hind wings smocked with black velvet, and her under-frock +flushed with pinkish orange and spangled with silver. And yet, in +spite of her long marvelous tongue--he was beginning to find out that +no tool he had ever seen, and but few that God Himself makes, is so +wonderful as a butterfly's tongue--she hadn't been able to tell him +that about herself which he most wished to find out. _That_ called for +a deeper knowledge than he as yet possessed. + +But he knew that other men knew. And he had to know. He meant to know. +For the work gripped him as it does those marked and foreordained for +its service. That marvelous world in which the Little People dwell--a +world so absolutely different from ours that it might well be upon +another planet--began to open, slowly, slowly, one of its many +mysterious doors, allowing him just glimpse enough of what magic lay +beyond to fire his heart and to whet his appetite. And he couldn't +break into that world with a jimmy. It was burglar-proof. That portal +was so impervious to even the facile fingers of Slippy McGee, that +John Flint must pay the inevitable and appropriate toll to enter! + +Westmoreland had replaced his crutches with a wooden leg, and you +might see him stumping about our grounds, minutely examining the +underside of shrubs and bushes, the bark of trees, poking into corners +and crannies, or scraping in the mold under the fallen leaves by the +fences, for things which no longer filled him with aversion and +disgust, but with the student's interest and pleasure. + +"Think of me being in the same world with 'em all these years and not +knowing a thing about 'em when there's so much to know, and under my +skin stark crazy to learn it, only I didn't know I even wanted to know +what I really want to know more than anything else, until I had to +get dumped down here to find it out! I get the funniest sort of a +feeling, parson, that all along there's been a Me tucked away inside +my hide that's been loving these things ever since I was born. Not +just to catch and handle 'em, and stretch out their little wings, and +remember the names some bughouse high-brow wished on 'em, though all +that's in the feeling, too; it's something else, if I could make you +understand what I mean." + +I laughed. "I think I do understand," said I. "I have a Me like that +tucked away in mine, too, you know." + +He looked at me gravely. "Parson," said he, earnestly, "there's times +I wish you had a dozen kids, and every one of 'em twins! It's a shame +to think of some poor orphans swindled out of such a daddy as you'd +have made!" + +"Why," said I, smiling, "_You_ are one of my twins." + +"Me?" He reflected. "Maybe half of me might be, parson," he agreed, +"but it's not safe for a skypilot to be caught owning a twin like the +other half." + +"I'm pinning my faith to _my_ half," said I, serenely. + +"Now, why?" he asked, with sudden fierceness. "I turn it over and over +and over: it looks white on the outside, but I can't to save me figure +out _why_ you're doing it. Parson, _what_ have you got up your +sleeve?" + +"Nothing but my arm. What should you think?" + +"I don't know what to think, and that's the straight of it. What's +your game, anyhow? What in the name of God are you after?" + +"Why, I think," said I, "that in the name of God I'm after--that other +You that's been tucked away all these years, and couldn't get born +until a Me inside mine, just like himself, called him to come out and +be alive." + +He pondered this in silence. Then: + +"I'll take your word for it," said he. "Though if anybody'd ever told +me I'd be eating out of a parson's hand, I'd have pushed his face in +for him. Yep, I'm Fido! _Me!_" + +"At least you growl enough," said I, tartly. + +He eyed me askance. + +"Have I got to lick hands?" he snarled. + +I walked away, without a reply; through my shoulder-blades I could +feel him glaring after me. He followed, hobbling: + +"Parson!" + +"Well?" + +"If I'm not the sort that licks hands I'm not the sort that bites 'em, +neither. I'll tell you--it's this way: I--sort of get to chewing on +that infernal log of wood that's where my good leg used to grow +and--and splinters get into my temper--and I've _got_ to snarl or +burst wide open! You'd growl like the devil yourself, if you had to +try holding down my job for awhile, skypilot or no skypilot!" + +"Why--I dare say I should," said I, contritely. "But," I added, after +a pause, "I shouldn't be any the better for it, should you think?" + +"Not so you could notice," shortly. And after a moment he added, in an +altered voice: "Rule 1: Can the Squeal!" + +I think he most honestly tried to. It was no easy task, and I have +seen the sweat start upon his forehead and his face go pale, when in +his eagerness he forgot for a moment the cruel fact that he could no +longer move as lightly as of old--and the crippled body, betraying +him, reminded him all too swiftly of his mistake. + +The work saved him. For it is the heaven-sent sort of work, to those +ordained for it, that fills one's hours and leaves one eager for +further tasks. It called for all his oldtime ingenuity. His tools, for +instance--at times their limitations irked him, and he made others +more satisfactory to himself; tools adjusted to an insect's frail +body, not to a time-lock. Before that summer ended he could handle +even the frailest and tiniest specimen with such nice care that it was +delightful to watch him at work. The time was to come when he could +mend a torn wing or fix a broken antennas with such exquisite fidelity +to detail that even the most expert eye might well be deceived. + +I had only looked for a little temporary help, such as any intelligent +amateur might be able to furnish. But I was not long unaware that this +was more than a mere amateur. To quote himself, he had the goods, and +I realized with a mounting heart that I had made a find, if I could +only hold on to it. For the first time in years I could exchange +specimens. My cabinets began to fill out--with such perfect insects, +too! We added several rare ones, a circumstance to make any +entomologist look upon the world through rosy spectacles. Why, even +the scarce shy Cossus Centerensis came to our very doors, apparently +to fill a space awaiting him. Perhaps he was a Buddhist insect +undergoing reincarnation, and was anxious to acquire merit by +self-immolation. Anyhow, we acquired him, and I hope he acquired +merit. + +We had scores of insects in the drying ovens. We had more and ever more +in the breeding cages,--in our case simple home-made affairs of a keg +or a box with a fine wire-netting over the food plant; or a lamp-chimney +slipped over a potted plant with a bit of mosquito-netting tied over the +top, for the smaller forms. + +These cages were a never-failing source of delight and interest to the +children, and at their hands heaven rained caterpillars upon us that +season. Even my mother grew interested in the work, though Clélie +never ceased to look upon it as a horrid madness peculiar to white +people. + +"All Buckrahs is funny in dey haids," Daddy January consoled her when +she complained to him about it. "Dey gets all kind o' fool notions +'bout all kind o' fool t'ings. You ain't got to feel so bad--de Jedge +is lots wuss'n yo' boss is. Yo' boss kin see de bugs he run atter, but +my boss talk 'bout some kind o' bug he call Germ. I ax um what kind o' +bug is dat; an' he 'low you can't see um wid yo' eye. I ain't say so +to de Jedge, but _I_ 'low when you see bug you can't see wid yo' eye, +you best not seem um 'tall--case he must be some kind o' spook, an' +Gawd knows I ain't want to see no spook. Ef de bug ain't no spook, den +he mus' be eenside yo' haid, 'stead o' outside um, an' to hab bug on +de eenside o' yo' haid is de wuss kind o' bad luck. Anyhow, nobody but +Buckrah talk an' ack like dat, niggers is got mo' sense." + +We found, presently, a ready and a steady sale for our extra stock. We +could supply caterpillars, butterflies and moths, or chrysalids and +cocoons; we had some rather scarce ones; and then, our unmounted +specimens were so perfect, and our mounted ones so exquisitely done, +that we had but little trouble in disposing of them. Under the hand of +John Flint these last were really works of art. Not for nothing had +he boasted that he was handy with his fingers. + +The pretty common forms, framed hovering lifelike over delicately +pressed ferns and flowers, found even a readier market, for they were +really beautiful. Money had begun to come in--not largely, it is true, +but still steadily and surely. You must know how to handle your stock, +and you must be in touch with your market--scientists, students, +collectors,--and this, of course, takes time. We could supply the +larger dealers, too, although they pay less, and we had a modest +advertisement in one or two papers published for the profession, which +brought us orders. But let no one imagine that it is an easy task to +handle these frail bodies, these gossamer wings, so that naturalists +and collectors are glad to get them. Once or twice we lost valuable +shipments. + +Long since--in the late spring, to be exact, John Flint had moved out +of the Guest Room, needed for other occupants, into a two-roomed +outbuilding across the garden. Some former pastor had had it built for +an oratory and retreat, but now, covered with vines, it had stood for +many years unused, save as a sort of lumber room. + +When the troublesome question of where we might properly house him had +arisen, my mother hit upon these unused rooms as by direct +inspiration. She had them cleaned, repainted, scoured, and turned into +a pleasant well-lighted, airy workroom and living-room combined, and a +smaller and rather austere bedroom, with an inexpensive but very good +head of Christ over the mantel, and an old, old carved crucifix on the +wall beside the white iron bed. Laurence took from his own room a +Morris chair, whose somewhat frayed cushions my mother neatly +re-covered. Mary Virginia contributed a rug, as well as dressing-gown +and slippers. Miss Sally Ruth gave him outright a brand-new Bible, and +loaned him an old cedar-wood wardrobe which had been her +great-grandmother's, and which still smelt delicately of generations +of rose-leaved and lavendered linen. + +"All I ask," said Miss Sally Ruth sharply, "is that you'll read Paul +with your eyes open and your mouth shut, and that you'll keep your +clothes in that wardrobe and your moths out of it. If it was intended +for anybody to teach you anything, then Paul will teach you; but it +_wasn't_ intended for a cedar-wood wardrobe to hold moths, and I hope +you won't forget it!" + +Major Cartwright sent over a fishing-rod, a large jar of tobacco, and +a framed picture of General Lee. + +"Because no man, suh, could live under the same roof with even his +pictured semblance, and not be the bettah fo' it," said the major +earnestly. "I know. I've got to live with him myself. When I'm fair to +middlin' he's in the dinin' room. When I've skidded off the straight +an' narrow path I lock him up in the parlor, an' at such times I sleep +out on the po'ch. But when I'm at peace with man an' God I take him +into my bedroom an' look at him befo' retirin'. He's about as easy to +live with as the Angel Gabriel, but he's mighty bracin', Marse Robert +is: mighty bracin'!" + +Thus equipped, John Flint settled himself in his own house. It had +been a wise move, for he had the sense of proprietorship, privacy, and +freedom. He could come and go as he pleased, with no one to question. +He could work undisturbed, save for the children who brought him such +things as they could find. He put his breeding cages out on the +vine-covered piazzas surrounding two-sides of his house, arranged the +cabinets and boxes which had been removed from my study to his own, +nailed up a few shelves to suit himself, and set up housekeeping. + +My mother had been frankly delighted to have my creeping friends moved +out of the Parish House, and Clélie abated in her dislike of the +one-legged man because he had, in a way, removed from her a heretofore +never-absent fear of waking up some night and finding a caterpillar +under her bed. More yet, he entailed no extra work, for he flatly +refused to have her set foot in his rooms for the purpose of cleaning +them. He attended to that himself. The man was a marvel of neatness +and order. Mesdames, permit me to here remark that when a man is neat +and orderly no woman of Eve's daughters can compare with him. John +Flint's rooms would arouse the rabid envy of the cleanest and most +scourful she in Holland itself. + +Now as the months wore away there had sprung up between him, and Mary +Virginia and Laurence, one of those odd comradely friendships which +sometime unite the totally unlike with bonds hard to break. His +spotless workroom had a fascination for the youngsters. They were +always in and out, now with a cocoon, now an imago, now a larva, and +then again to see how those they had already brought were getting +along. + +The lame man was an unrivaled listener--a circumstance which endeared +him to youthful Laurence, in whom thoughts and the urge to express +these thoughts in words rose like sap. This fresh and untainted +confidence, poured out so naïvely, taught John Flint more than any +words or prayers of mine could have done. It opened to him a world +into which, his eyes had not heretofore been permitted to look; and +the result was all the more sure and certain, in that the children had +no faintest idea of the effect they were producing. They had no end to +gain, no ax to grind; they merely spoke the truth as they knew it, and +this unselfish and hopeful truthfulness aroused his interest and +curiosity; it even compelled his admiration. He couldn't dismiss +_this_ as "hot air"! + +I was more than glad to have him thus taught. It was a salutary +lesson, tending to temper his overweening confidence and to humble his +contemptuous pride. In his own world he had been supreme, a figure of +sinister importance. Brash had been crook or cop who had taught or +caught Slippy McGee! But in this new atmosphere, in which he breathed +with difficulty, the young had been given him for guides. They led +him, where a grownup had failed. + +Mary Virginia was particularly fond of him. He had as little to say to +her as to Laurence, but he looked at her with interested eyes that +never lost a movement; she knew he never missed a word, either; his +silence was friendly, and the little girl had a pleasant fashion of +taking folk for granted. Hers was one of those large natures which +give lavishly, shares itself freely, but does not demand much in +return. She gave with an open hand to her quiet listener--her books, +her music, her amusing and innocent views, her frank comments, her +truthfulness, her sweet brave gaiety; and he absorbed it like a +sponge. It delighted her to find and bring the proper food-plants for +his cages. And she being one of those who sing while they work, you +might hear her caroling like a lark, flitting about the old garden +with her red setter Kerry at her heels. + +Laurence no longer read aloud to him, but instead gave Flint such +books as he could find covering his particular study, and these were +devoured and pored over, and more begged for. Flint would go without +new clothes, neat as he was, and without tobacco, much as he liked to +smoke,--to buy books upon lepidoptera. + +He helped my mother with her flowers and her vegetables, but refused +to have anything to do with her chickens, remarking shortly that hens +were such fools he couldn't help hating them. Madame said she liked to +have him around, for he was more like some unobtrusive jinnee than a +mere mortal. She declared that John Flint had what the negroes call a +"growing hand"--he had only to stick a bit of green in the ground and +it grew like Jonah's gourd. + +Since he had begun to hobble about, he had gradually come to be +accepted by the town in general. They looked upon him as one who +shared Father De Rancé's madness, a tramp who was a hunter of bugs. It +explained his presence in the Parish House; I fancy it also explained +to some why he had been a tramp! + +Folks got used to him, as one does to anything one sees daily. The +pleasant conservative soft-voiced ladies who liked to call on Madame +of an afternoon and gossip Christianly, and drink tea and eat Clélie's +little cakes on our broad shady verandah, only glanced casually at the +bent head and shoulders visible through the screened window across the +garden. They said he was very interesting, of course, but painfully +shy and bashful. As for him, he was as horribly afraid of them as they +would have been of him, had they known. I could not always save +myself from the sin of smiling at an ironic situation. + +Judge Mayne had at first eyed the man askance, watching him as his own +cats might an interloping stray dog. + +"The fellow's not very prepossessing," he told me, of an evening when +he had dined with us, "but I've been on the bench long enough to be +skeptical of any fixed good or bad type--I've found that the criminal +type is any type that goes wrong; so I shouldn't go so far as to call +this chap a bad egg. But--I hope you are reasonably sure of him, +father?" + +"Reasonably," said I, composedly. + +"Laurence tells me Madame and Mary Virginia _like_ the fellow. H'm! +Well, I've acquired a little faith in the intuition of women--some +women, understand, and some times. And mark you, I didn't say +_judgment_. Let us hope that this is one of the times when faith in +intuition will be justified." + +Later, when he had had time to examine the work progressing under the +flexible fingers of the silent workman, he withdrew with more respect. + +"I suppose he's all right, if you think so, father. But I'd watch out +for him, anyway," he advised. + +"That is exactly what I intend to do." + +"Rather he fell into your hands than mine. Better for him," said the +judge, briefly. Then he launched into an intimate talk of Laurence, +and in thus talking of the boy's future, forgot my helper. + +That was it, exactly. The man was so unobtrusive without in the least +being furtive. Had so little to say; attended so strictly to his own +business, and showed himself so utterly and almost inhumanly +uninterested in anybody else's, that he kept in the background. He +was there, and people knew it; they were, in a sense, interested in +him, but not curious about him. + +One morning in early autumn--he had been with us then some eight or +nine months--I went over to his rooms with a New York newspaper in my +hand. It had news that set my heart to pounding sickeningly--news that +at once simplified and yet complicated matters. I hesitated as to +whether or not I should tell him, but decided that whatever effect +that news might produce, I would deal with him openly, above board, +and always with truth. He must act and judge for himself and with his +eyes open. On my part there should be no concealment. + +The paper stated that the body of a man found floating in the East +River had been positively identified by the police as that of Slippy +McGee. That the noted crook had gotten back into New York through the +cunning dragnet so carefully spread for him was another proof of his +daring and dexterity. How he met the dark fate which set him adrift, +battered and dreadful, in the East River, was another of those +underworld crimes that remain unsolved. Cunning and dangerous, +mysterious in his life, baffling all efforts to get at him, he was as +evilly mysterious in his death. There was only one thing sure--that +this dead wretch with the marks of violence upon him was Slippy McGee; +and since his breath had ceased, the authorities could breathe easier. + +He read it deliberately; then re-read it, and sat and stared at the +paper. A slow grim smile came to his lips, and he took his chin in his +hand, musingly. The eyes narrowed, the face darkened, the jaw thrust +itself forward. + +"Dead, huh?" he grunted, and stared about him, with a slow, twisting +movement of the head. "Well--I might just as well be, as buried alive +in a jay-dump at the tail-end of all creation!" Once again the Powers +of Darkness swooped down and wrestled with and for him; and knowing +what I knew, sick at heart, I trembled for him. + +"What am _I_ doing here, anyhow?" he snarled with his lips drawn back +from his teeth. "Piddling with bugs--_Me!_ Patching up their dinky +little wings and stretching out their dam' little legs and feelers--me +being what I am, and they being what they are! Say, I've got to quit +this, once for all I've got to quit it. I'm not a _man_ any more. I'm +a dead one, a he-granny cutting silo for lady-worms and drynursing +their interesting little babies. My God! _Me!_" And he threw his hands +above his head with a gesture of rage and despair. + +"Hanging on here like a boob--no wonder they think I'm dead! If I +could just make a getaway and pull off one more good job and land +enough--" + +"You couldn't keep it, if you did land it--your sort can't. You know +how it went before--the women and the sharks got it. There'd be always +that same incentive to pull off just one more to keep you going--until +you'd pulled yourself behind bars, and stayed there. And there's the +drug-danger, too. If you escaped so far, it was because so far you had +the strength to let drugs alone. But the drugs get you, sooner or +later, do they not? Have you not told me over and over again that +'nearly all dips are dopes'? That first the dope gets you--and then +the law? No. You can't pull off anything that won't pull you into +hell. We have gone over this thing often enough, haven't we?" + +"No, we haven't. And I haven't had a chance to pull off +anything--except leaves for bugs. _Me!_ I want to get my hand in once +more, I tell you! I want to pull off a stunt that'll make the whole +bunch of bulls sit up and bellow for fair--and I can do it, easy as +easy. Think I've croaked, do they? And they can all snooze on their +peg-posts, now I'm a stiff? Well, by cripes, I just want half of a +half of a chance, and I'll show 'em Slippy McGee's good and plenty +alive!" + +"Come out into the garden, my son, and feel that you are good and +plenty alive. Come out into the free air. Hold on tight, a little +while longer!" + +I laid my hand upon his shoulder compellingly, and although he glared +at me, and ground his teeth, and lifted his lip, he came; unwillingly, +swearing under his breath, he came. We tramped up and down the garden +paths, up and down, and back again, his wooden peg making a round +hole, like a hoofmark, in the earth. He stared down at it, spat +savagely upon it, and swore horribly, but not too loudly. + +"I want to feel like a live man!" he gritted. "A live man, not a +one-legged mucker with a beard like a Dutch bomb-thrower's, puttering +about a skypilot's backyard on the wrong side of everything!" + +"Stick it out a little longer, John Flint; hold fast!" + +"Hold fast to what?" he demanded savagely. "To a bug stuck on a +needle?" + +"Yes. And to me who trusts you. To Madame who likes you. To the dear +child who put bug and needle into your hand because she knew it was +good work and trusted your hand to do it. And more than all, to that +other Me you're finding--your own true self, John Flint! Hold fast, +hold fast!" + +He stopped and stared at me. + +"I'm believing him again!" said he, grievously. "I've been sat on +while I was hot, and my number's marked on me, 23. I'm hoodooed, +that's what!" + +Tramp, tramp, stump, stump, up and down, the two of us. + +"All right, devil-dodger," said he wearily, after a long sullen +silence. "I'll stick it out a bit longer, to please you. You've been +white--the lot of you. But look here--if I beat it some night ... with +what I can find, why, I'm warning you: don't blame _me_--you're +running your risks, and it'll be up to _you_ to explain!" + +"When you want to go, John Flint--when you really and truly want to +go, why, take anything I have that you may fancy, my son. I give it +you beforehand." + +"I don't want anything given to me beforehand!" he growled. "I want to +take what I want to take without anybody's leave!" + +"Very well, then; take what you want to take, without anybody's leave! +I shall be able to do without it, I dare say." + +He turned upon me furiously: + +"Oh, yes, I guess you can! You'd do without eating and breathing too, +I suppose, if you could manage it! You do without too blamed much +right now, trying to beat yourself to being a saint! Of course I'd +help myself and leave you to go without--you're enough to make a man +ache to shoot some sense into you with a cannon! And for God's sake, +_who_ are you pinching and scraping and going without _for_? A bunch +of hickey factory-shuckers that haven't got sense enough to talk +American, and a lot of mill-hands with beans on 'em like bone buttons! +They ain't worth it. While I'm in the humor, take it from me there +ain't anybody worth anything anyhow!" + +"Oh, Mr. Flint! What a shame and a sin!" called another voice. "Oh, +Mr. Flint, I'm ashamed of you!" There in the freedom of the Saturday +morning sunlight stood Mary Virginia, her red Irish setter Kerry +beside her. + +"I came over," said she, "to see how the baby-moths are getting on +this morning, and to know if the last hairy gentleman I brought spins +into a cocoon or buries himself in the ground. And then I heard Mr. +Flint--and what he said is unkind, and untrue, and not a bit like him. +Why, everybody's worth everything you can do for them--only some are +worth more." + +The wild wrath died out of his face. As usual, he softened at sight of +her. + +"Oh, well, miss, I wasn't thinking of the like of you--and him," he +jerked his head at me, half apologetically, "nor young Mayne, nor the +little Madame. You're different." + +"Why, no, we aren't, really," said Mary Virginia, puckering her brows +adorably. "We only _seem_ to be different--but we are just exactly +like everybody else, only _we_ know it, and some people never can seem +to find it out--and there's the difference! You see?" That was the +befuddled manner in which Mary Virginia very often explained things. +If God was good to you, you got a little glimmer of what she meant and +was trying to tell you. Mary Virginia often talked as the alchemists +used to write--cryptically, abstrusely, as if to hide the golden truth +from all but the initiate. + +"Come and shake hands with Mr. Flint, Kerry," said she to the setter. +"I want you to help make him understand things it's high time he +should know. Nobody can do that better than a good dog can." + +Kerry looked a trifle doubtful, but having been told to do a certain +thing, he obeyed, as a good dog does. Gravely he sat up and held out +an obedient paw, which the man took mechanically. But meeting the +clear hazel eyes, he dropped his hand upon the shining head with the +gesture of one who desires to become friends. Accepting this, Kerry +reached up a nose and nuzzled. Then he wagged his plumy tail. + +"There!" said Mary Virginia, delightedly. "Now, don't you see how +horrid it was to talk the way you talked? Why, Kerry _likes_ you, and +Kerry is a sensible dog." + +"Yes, miss," and he looked at Mary Virginia very much as the dog did, +trustingly, but a little bewildered. + +"Aren't you sorry you said that?" + +"Y-e-s, seeing you seem to think it was wrong." + +"Well, you'll know better from now on," said Mary Virginia, +comfortingly. She looked at him searchingly for a minute, and he met +her look without flinching. That had been the one hopeful sign, from +the first--that he never refused to meet your glance, but gave you +back one just as steady, if more suspicious. + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, "you've about made up your mind to +stay on here with the Padre, haven't you? For a good long while, at +any rate? You wouldn't like to leave the Padre, would you?" + +He stiffened. One could see the struggle within him. + +"Well, miss, I can't see but that I've just got to stay on--for +awhile. Until he's tired of me and my ways, anyhow," he said gloomily. + +Mary Virginia dismissed my tiredness with an airy wave of her hand. +She smiled. + +"Do you know," said she earnestly, "I've had the funniest idea about +you, from the very first time I saw you? Well, I have. I've somehow +got the notion that you and the Padre _belong_. I think that's why you +came. I think you belong right here, in that darling little house, +studying butterflies and mounting them so beautifully they look alive. +I think you're never going to go away anywhere any more, but that +you're going to stay right here as long as you live!" + +His face turned an ugly white, and his mouth fell open. He looked at +Mary Virginia almost with horror--Saul might have looked thus at the +Witch of Endor when she summoned the shade of Samuel to tell him that +the kingdom had been rent from his hand and his fate was upon him. + +Mary Virginia nodded, thoughtfully. + +"I feel so sure of it," said she, confidently, "that I'm going to ask +you to do me a favor. I want you to take care of Kerry for me. You +know I'm going away to school next week, and--he can't stay at home +when I'm not there. My father's away frequently, and he couldn't take +Kerry about with him, of course. And he couldn't be left with the +servants--somehow he doesn't like the colored people. He always growls +at them, and they're afraid of him. And my mother dislikes dogs +intensely--she's afraid of them, except those horrible little +toy-things that aren't _dogs_ any more." The scorn of the real +dog-lover was in her voice. "Kerry's used to the Parish House. He +loves the Padre, he'll soon love you, and he likes to play with +Pitache, so Madame wouldn't mind his being here. And--I'd be more +satisfied in my mind if he were with somebody that--that needed +him--and would like him a whole lot--somebody like you," she finished. + +Now, Mary Virginia regarded Kerry even as the apple of her eye. The +dog was a noble and beautiful specimen of his race, thoroughbred to +the bone, a fine field dog, and the pride of the child's heart. He was +what only that most delightful of dogs, a thoroughbred Irish setter, +can be. John Flint gasped. Something perplexed, incredulous, painful, +dazzled, crept into his face and looked out of his eyes. + +"_Me_?" he gasped. "You mean you're willing to let me keep your dog +for you? Yours?" + +"I want to _give_ him to you," said Mary Virginia bravely enough, +though her voice trembled. "I am perfectly sure you'll love +him--better than any one else in the world would, except me myself. I +don't know why I know that, but I do know it. If you wanted to go +away, later on, why, you could turn him over to the Padre, because of +course you wouldn't want to have a dog following you about everywhere. +They're a lot of bother. But--somehow, I think you'll keep him. I +think you'll love him. He--he's a darling dog." She was too proud to +turn her head aside, but two large tears rolled down her cheeks, like +dew upon a rose. + +John Flint stood stock-still, looking from her to the dog, and back +again. Kerry, sensing that something was wrong with his little +mistress, pawed her skirts and whined. + +"Now I come to think of it," said John Flint slowly, "I never had +anything--anything alive, I mean--belong to me before." + +Mary Virginia glanced up at him shrewdly, and smiled through her +tears. Her smile makes a funny delicious red V of her lower lip, and +is altogether adorable and seductive. + +"That's just exactly why you thought nobody was worth anything," she +said. Then she bent over her dog and kissed him between his beautiful +hazel eyes. + +"Kerry, dear," said she, "Kerry, dear Kerry, you don't belong to me +any more. I--I've got to go away to school--and you know you wouldn't +be happy at home without me. You belong to Mr. Flint now, and I'm sure +he needs you, and I know he'll love you almost as much as I do, and +he'll be very, very good to you. So you're to stay with him, +and--stand by him and be his dog, like you were mine. You'll remember, +Kerry? Good-by, my dear, dear, darling dog!" She kissed him again, +patted him, and thrust his collar into his new owner's hand. + +"Go--good-by, everybody!" said she, in a muffled voice, and ran. I +think she would have cried childishly in another moment; and she was +trying hard to remember that she was growing up! + +John Flint stood staring after her, his hand on the dog's collar, +holding him in. His face was still without a vestige of color, and his +eyes glittered. Then his other hand crept out to touch the dog's +head. + +"It's wet--where she dropped tears on it! Parson ... she's given me +her dog ... that she loves enough to cry over!" + +"He's a very fine dog, and she has had him and loved him from his +puppyhood," I reminded him. And I added, with a wily tongue: "You can +always turn him over to me, you know--if you decide to take to the +road and wish to get rid of a troublesome companion. A dog is bad +company for a man who wishes to dodge the police." + +But he only shook his head. His eyes were troubled, and his forehead +wrinkled. + +"Parson," said he, hesitatingly, "did you ever feel like you'd been +caught by--by Something reaching down out of the dark? Something big +that you couldn't see and couldn't ever hope to get away from, because +it's always on the job? Ain't it a hell of a feeling?" + +"Yes," I agreed. "I've felt--caught by that Something, too. And it is +at first a terrifying sensation. Until--you learn to be glad." + +"You're caught--and you know under your hat you're never going to be +able to get away any more. It'll hold you till you die!" said he, a +little wildly. "My God! I'm caught! First It bit off a leg on me, so I +couldn't run. Then It wished you and your bugs on me. And now--Yes, +sir; I'm done for. That kid got my goat this morning. My God, who'd +believe it? But it's true: I'm done for. She gave me her dog and she +got my goat!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +"THY SERVANT WILL GO AND FIGHT WITH THIS PHILISTINE" + 1 Sam. 17: 32. + + +Mary Virginia had gone, weeping and bewept, and the spirit of youth +seemed to have gone with her, leaving the Parish House darkened +because of its absence. A sorrowful quiet brooded over the garden that +no longer echoed a caroling voice. Kerry, seeking vainly for the +little mistress, would come whining back to John Flint, and look up +mutely into his face; and finding no promise there, lie down, +whimpering, at his feet. The man seemed as desolate as the dog, +because of the child's departure. + +"When I come back," Mary Virginia said to him at parting, "I expect +you'll know more about moths and butterflies than anybody else in the +world does. You're that sort. I'd love to be here, watching you grow +up into it, but I've got to go away and grow up into something myself. +I'm very glad you came here, Mr. Flint. You've helped me, lots." + +"Me?" with husky astonishment. + +"You, of course," said the child, serenely. "Because you are such a +good man, Mr. Flint, and so patient, and you stick at what you try to +do until you do it better than anybody else does. Often and often when +I've been trying to do sums--I'm frightfully stupid about +arithmetic--and I wanted to give up, I'd think of you over here just +trying and trying and keeping right on trying, until you'd gotten what +you wanted to know; and then _I'd_ keep on trying, too. The funny part +is, that I like you for making me do it. You see, I'm a very, very bad +person in some things, Mr. Flint," she said frankly. "Why, when my +mother has to tell me to look at so and so, and see how well they +behave, or how nicely they can do certain things, and how good they +are, and why don't I profit by such a good example, a perfectly horrid +raging sort of feeling comes all over me, and I want to be as naughty +as naughty! I feel like doing and saying things I'd never want to do +or say, if it wasn't for that good example. I just can't seem to +_bear_ being good-exampled. But you're different, thank goodness. Most +really good people are different, I guess." + +He looked at her, dumbly--he had no words at his command. She missed +the irony and the tragedy, but she sensed the depths of feeling under +that mute exterior. + +"I'm glad you're sorry I'm going away," said she, with the directness +that was so engaging. "I perfectly love people to feel sorry to part +with me. I hope and _hope_ they'll keep on being sorry--because +they'll be that much gladder when I come back. I don't believe there's +anything quite so wonderful and beautiful as having other folks like +you, except it's liking other folks yourself!" + +"I never had to be bothered about it, either way," said he dryly. His +face twitched. + +"Maybe that's because you never stayed still long enough in any one +place to catch hold," said she, and laughed at him. + +"Good-by, Mr. Flint! I'll never see a butterfly or a moth, the whole +time I'm gone, without making believe he's a messenger from Madame, +and the Padre, and you, and Kerry. I'll play he's a carrier-butterfly, +with a message tucked away under his wings: 'Howdy, Mary Virginia! +I've just come from flying over the flowers in the Parish House +garden; and the folks are all well, and busy, and happy. But they +haven't forgotten you for a single solitary minute, and they miss you +and wish you'd come back; and they send you their dear, dear love--and +I'll carry your dear, dear love back to them!' So if you see a big, +big, beautiful, strange fellow come sailing by your window some +morning, why, that's mine, Mr. Flint! Remember!" + +And then she was gone, and he had his first taste of unselfish human +sorrow. Heretofore his worries had been purely personal and +self-centered: this was different, and innocent. It shocked and +terrified him to find out how intensely he could miss another being, +and that being a mere child. He wasn't used to that sort of pain, and +it bewildered him. + +Eustis himself had wanted the little girl sent to a preparatory school +which would fit her for one of the women's colleges. He had visions of +the forward sweep of women--visions which his wife didn't share. Her +daughter should go to the Church School at which she herself had been +educated, an exclusive and expensive institution where the daughters +of the wealthy were given a finishing hand-polish with ecclesiastical +emery, as a sort of social hall-mark. Mrs. Eustis had a horror of what +she called, in quotation-marks, the modern non-religious method of +educating young ladies. + +The Eustis house was closed, and left in charge of the negro +caretakers, for Mrs. Eustis couldn't stand the loneliness of the place +after the child's departure, and Eustis himself found his presence +more and more necessary at the great plantation he was building up. +Mrs. Eustis left Appleboro, and my mother missed her. There was a vein +of pure gold underlying the placid little woman's character, which the +stronger woman divined and built upon. + +Laurence, too, entered college that Fall. I had coached him, in such +hours as I could spare. He was conscientious enough, though his Greek +was not the Greek of Homer and he vexed the soul of my mother with a +French she said was spoke + + full fair and fetisly + After ye schole of Strattford atte Bowe. + +But if he hadn't Mary Virginia's sensitiveness to all beauty, nor her +playful fancy and vivid imagination, he was clear-brained and +clean-thinking, with that large perspective and that practical +optimism which seem to me so essentially American. He saw without +confusion both the thing as it was and as it could become. With only +enough humor to save him, he had a sternness more of the puritan than +of the cavalier blood from which he had sprung. Above all was he +informed with that new spirit brooding upon the face of all the +waters, a spirit that for want of a better name one might call the +Race Conscience. + +It was this last aspect of the boy's character that amazed and +interested John Flint, who was himself too shrewd not to divine the +sincerity, even the commonsense, of what Laurence called "applied +Christianity." Altruism--and Slippy McGee! He listened with a puzzled +wonder. + +"I wish," he grumbled to Laurence, "that you'd come off the roof. It +gives a fellow stiff neck rubbering up at you!" + +"I'd rather stay up--the air's better, and you can see so much +farther," said Laurence. And he added hospitably: "There's plenty of +room--come on up, yourself!" + +"With one leg?" sarcastically. + +"And two eyes," said the boy. "Come on up--the sky's fine!" And he +laughed into the half-suspicious face. + +The gimlet eyes bored into him, and the frank and truthful eyes met +them unabashed, unwavering, with a something in them which made the +other blink. + +"When I got pitched into this burg," said the lame man thoughtfully, +"I landed all there--except a leg, but I never carried my brains in my +legs. I hadn't got any bats in my belfry. But I'm getting 'em. I'm +getting 'em so bad that when I hear some folks talk bughouse these +days it pretty near listens like good sense to me. Why, kid, I'm nut +enough now to dangle over the edge of believing you know what you're +talking about!" + +"Fall over: I _know_ I know what I'm talking about," said Laurence +magnificently. + +"I'm double-crossed," said John Flint, soberly and sadly, "Anyway I +look at it--" he swept the horizon with a wide-flung gesture, "it's +bugs for mine. I began by grannying bugs for _him_," he tossed his +head bull-like in my direction, "and I stand around swallowing hot +air from _you_--" He glared at Laurence, "and what's the result? Why, +that I've got bugs in the bean, that's what! Think of me licking an +all-day sucker a kid dopes out! _Me!_ Oh, he--venly saints!" he +gulped. "Ain't I the nut, though?" + +"Well, supposing?" said Laurence, laughing. "Buck up! You _could_ be a +bad egg instead of a good nut, you know!" + +John Flint's eyes slitted, then widened; his mouth followed suit +almost automatically. He looked at me. + +"Can you beat it?" he wondered. + +"Beating a bad egg would be a waste of time I wouldn't be guilty of," +said I amusedly. "But I hope to live to see the good nut grow into a +fine tree." + +"Do your damnedest--excuse me, parson!" said he contritely. "I mean, +don't stop for a little thing like _me_!" + +Laurence leaned forward. "Man," said he, impressively, "he won't have +to! You'll be marking time and keeping step with him yourself before +you know it!" + +"Huh!" said John Flint, non-committally. + + + +Laurence came to spend his last evening at home with us. + +"Padre," said he, when we walked up and down in the garden, after an +old custom, after dinner, "do you really know what I mean to do when +I've finished college and start out on my own hook?" + +"Put 'Mayne & Son' on the judge's shingle and walk around the block +forty times a day to look at it!" said I, promptly. + +"Of course," said he. "That first. But a legal shingle can be turned +into as handy a weapon as one could wish for, Padre, and _I'm_ going +to take that shingle and spank this sleepy-headed old town wide awake +with it!" He spoke with the conviction of youth, so sure of itself +that there is no room for doubt. There was in him, too, a hint of +latent power which was impressive. One did not laugh at Laurence. + +"It's my town," with his chin out. "It could be a mighty good town. +It's going to become one. I expect to live all my life right here, +among my own people, and they've got to make it worth my while. I +don't propose to cut myself down to fit any little hole: I intend to +make that hole big enough to fit my possible measure." + +"May an old friend wish more power to your shovel?" + +"It'll be a steam shovel!" said he, gaily. Then his face clouded. + +"Padre! I'm sick of the way things are run in Appleboro! I've talked +with other boys and they're sick of it, too. You know why they want to +get away? Because they think they haven't got even a fighting chance +here. Because towns like this are like billion-ton old wagons sunk so +deep in mudruts that nothing but dynamite can blow them out--and they +are not dealers in dynamite. If they want to do anything that even +_looks_ new they've got to fight the stand-patters to a finish, and +they're blockaded by a lot of reactionaries that don't know the +earth's moving. There are a lot of folks in the South, Padre, who've +been dead since the civil war, and haven't found it out themselves, +and won't take live people's word for it. Well, now, I mean to _do_ +things. I mean to do them right here. And I certainly shan't allow +myself to be blockaded by anybody, living or dead. You've got to fight +the devil with fire;--I'm going to blockade those blockaders, and see +that the dead ones are decently buried." + +"You have tackled a big job, my son." + +"I like big jobs, Padre. They're worth while. Maybe I'll be able to +keep some of the boys home--the town needs them. Maybe I can keep some +of those poor kids out of the mills, too. Oh, yes, I expect a right +lively time!" + +I was silent. I knew how supinely Appleboro lay in the hollow of a +hard hand. I had learned, too, how such a hand can close into a +strangling fist. + +"Of course I can't clean up the whole state, and I can't reorganize +the world," said the boy sturdily. "I'm not such a fool as to try. But +I can do my level best to disinfect my own particular corner, and make +it fit for men and safe for women and kids to live and breathe in. +Padre, for years there hasn't been a rotten deal nor a brazen steal in +this state that the man who practically owns and runs this town hadn't +a finger in, knuckle-deep. _He's got to go_." + +"Goliath doesn't always fall at the hand of the son of Jesse, my +little David," said I quietly. I also had dreamed dreams and seen +visions. + +"That's about what my father says," said the boy. "He wants me to be a +successful man, a 'safe and sane citizen.' He thinks a gentleman +should practise his profession decently and in order. But to believe, +as I do, that you can wipe out corruption, that you can tackle poverty +the same as you would any other disease, and prevent it, as smallpox +and yellow fever are prevented, he looks upon as madness and a waste +of time." + +"He has had sorrow and experience, and he is kind and charitable, as +well as wise," said I. + +"That's exactly where the hardest part comes in for us younger +fellows. It isn't bucking the bad that makes the fight so hard: it's +bucking the wrong-idea'd good. Padre, one good man on the wrong side +is a stumbling-block for the stoutest-hearted reformer ever born. It's +men like my father, who regard the smooth scoundrel that runs this +town as a necessary evil, and tolerate him because they wouldn't soil +their hands dealing with him, that do the greatest injury to the +state. I tell you what, it wouldn't be so hard to get rid of the +devil, if it weren't for the angels!" + +"And how," said I, ironically, "do you propose to set about smoothing +the rough and making straight the crooked, my son?" + +"Flatten 'em out," said he, briefly. "Politics. First off I'm going to +practice general law; then I'll be solicitor-general for this county. +After that, I shall be attorney-general for the state. Later I may be +governor, unless I become senator instead." + +"Well," said I, cautiously, "you'll be so toned down by that time that +you might make a very good governor indeed." + +"I couldn't very well make a worse one than some we've already had," +said the boy sternly. There was something of the accusing dignity of a +young archangel about him. I caught a glimpse of that newer America +growing up about us--an America gone back to the older, truer, +unbuyable ideals of our fathers. + +"I guess you'd better tell me good-by now, Padre," said he, presently. +"And bless me, please--it's a pretty custom. I won't see you again, +for you'll be saying mass when I'm running for my train. I'll go tell +John Flint good-by, too." + +He went over and rapped on the window, through which we could see +Flint sitting at his table, his head bent over a book. + +"Good-by, John Flint" said Laurence. "Good luck to you and your leggy +friends! When I come back you'll probably have mandibles, and you'll +greet me with a nip, in pure Bugese." + +"Good-by," said John Flint, lifting his head. Then, with unwonted +feeling: "I'm horrible sorry you've got to go--I'll miss you something +fierce. You've been very kind--thank you." + +"Mind you take care of the Padre," said the boy, waiving the thanks +with a smile. "Don't let him work too hard." + +"Who, me?" Flint's voice took the knife-edge of sarcasm. "Oh, sure! It +don't need but one leg to keep up with a gent trying to run a +thirty-six hour a day job with one-man power, does it? Son, take it +from me, when a man's got the real, simonpure, no-imitation, +soulsaving bug in his bean, a forty-legged cyclone couldn't keep up +with him, much less a guy with one pedal short." He glared at me +indignantly. From the first it has been one of his vainest notions +that I am perversely working myself to death. + +"There's nothing to be done with the Padre, then, I'm afraid," said +Laurence, chuckling. + +"I _might_ soak him in the cyanide jar for ten minutes a day without +killing him," mused Mr. Flint. "But," disgustedly, "what'd be the use? +When he came to and found he'd been that long idle he'd die of +heart-failure." He pushed aside the window screen, and the two shook +hands heartily. Then the boy, wringing my hand again, walked away +without another word. I felt a bit desolate--there are times when I +could envy women their solace of tears--as if he figured in his +handsome young person that newer, stronger, more conquering generation +which was marching ahead, leaving me, older and slower and sadder, +far, far behind it. Ah! To be once more that young, that strong, that +hopeful! + +When I began to reflect upon what seemed visionary plans, I was +saddened, foreseeing inevitable disillusion, perhaps even stark +failure, ahead of him. That he would stubbornly try to carry out those +plans I did not doubt: I knew my Laurence. He might accomplish a +certain amount of good. But to overthrow Inglesby, the Boss of +Appleboro--for he meant no less than this--why, that was a horse of +another color! + +For Inglesby was our one great financial figure. He owned our bank; +his was the controlling interest in the mills; he owned the factory +outright; he was president of half a dozen corporations and chairman +and director of many more. + +Did we have a celebration? There he was, in the center of the stage, +with a jovial loud laugh and an ultra-benevolent smile to hide the +menace of his little cold piglike eyes, and the meaning of his heavy +jaw. Will the statement that he had a pew in every church in town +explain him? He had one in mine, too; paid for, which many of them are +not. + +At the large bare office in the mill he was easy of access, and would +listen to what you had to say with flattering attention and sympathy. +But it was in his private office over the bank that this large spider +really spun the web of our politics. Mills, banks, churches, schools, +lights, railroads, stores, heating, water-power--all these juicy flies +apparently walked into his parlor of their own accord. He had made and +unmade governors; he had sent his men to Washington. How? We +suspected; but held our peace. If our Bible had bidden us Americans to +suffer rascals gladly--instead of mere fools--we couldn't be more +obedient to a mandate. + +Men like James Eustis and Judge Mayne despised Inglesby--but gave him +a wide berth. They wouldn't be enmeshed. It was known that Major +Appleby Cartwright had blackballed him. + +"I can stand a man, suh, that likes to get along in this world--within +proper bounds. But Inglesby hasn't got any proper bounds. He's a--a +cross between a Republican mule and a party-bolting boa-constrictor, +an' a hybrid like that hasn't got any place in nature. On top of that +he drinks ten cents a bottle grape juice and smokes five cent cigars. +And he's got the brazen and offensive effrontery to offer 'em to +self-respectin' men!" + +And here was Laurence, our little Laurence, training himself to +overthrow this overgrown Goliath! Well, if the boy could not bring +this Philistine to the earth, he might yet manage to give him a few +manful clumps on the head; perhaps enough to insure a chronic +headache. + +So thinking, I went in and watched John Flint finish a mounting-block +from a plan in the book open upon the table, adding, however, certain +improvements of his own. + +He laid the block aside and then took a spray of fresh leaves and fed +it to a horned and hungry caterpillar prowling on a bit of bare stem +at the bottom of his cage. + +"Get up there on those leaves, you horn-tailed horror! Move on,--you +lepidopterous son of a wigglejoint, or I'll pull your real name on you +in a minute and paralyze you stiff!" He drew a long breath. "You know +how I'm beginning to remember their real names? I swear 'em half an +hour a day. Next time you have trouble with those hickeys of yours, +try swearing caterpillar at 'em, and you'll find out." + +I laughed, and he grinned with me. + +"Say," said he, abruptly. "I've been listening with both my ears to +what that boy was talking to you about awhile ago. Thinks he can buck +the Boss, does he?" + +"Perhaps he may," I admitted. + +"Nifty old bird, the Big Un," said Mr. Flint, squinting his eyes. +"And," he went on, reflectively, "he's sure got your number in this +burg. Take you by and large, you lawabiders are a real funny sort, +ain't you? Now, there's Inglesby, handing out the little kids their +diplomas come school-closing, and telling 'em to be real good, and +maybe when they grow up he'll have a job in pickle for 'em--work like +a mule in a treadmill, twelve hours, no unions, _and_ the coroner to +sit on the remains, free and gratis, for to ease the widow's mind. +Inglesby's got seats in all your churches--first-aid to the parson's +pants-pockets. + +"Inglesby's right there on the platform at all your spiel-fests, +smirking at the women and telling 'em not to bother their nice little +noddles about anything but holding down their natural jobs of being +perfect ladies--ain't he and other gents just like him always right +there holding down _their_ natural jobs of protecting 'em and being +influenced to do what's right? Sure he is! And nobody howls for the +hook! You let him be It--him with a fist in the state's jeans up to +the armpit! + +"Look here, that Mayne kid's dead right. It's you good guys that are +to blame. We little bad ones see you kowtowing to the big worse ones, +and we get to thinking _we_ can come in under the wires easy winners, +too. However, let me tell you something while I'm in the humor to gas. +It's this: _sooner or later everybody gets theirs_. My sort and +Inglesby's sort, we all get ours. Duck and twist and turn and sidestep +all we want, at the end it's right there waiting for us, with a loaded +billy up its sleeve: _Ours!_ Some fine day when we're looking the +other way, thinking we've even got it on the annual turnout of the +cops up Broadway for class, why, Ours gets up easy on its hind legs, +spits on its mitt, and hands us exactly what's coming to us, biff! and +we wake up sitting on our necks in the middle of day-before-yesterday +and year-after-next. I got mine. If I was you I wouldn't be too +cock-sure that kid don't give Inglesby his, some of these days, good +and plenty." + +"Maybe so," said I, cautiously. + +"Gee, that'd be fly-time for all the good guys in this tank, wouldn't +it?" he grinned. "Sure! I can see 'em now, patting the bump on their +beams where they think the brain-patch sprouts, and handing out hunks +of con to the Lord about his being right on his old-time job of +swatting sinners in their dinners. Yet they'll all of them go right on +leading themselves up to be trimmed by the very next holdup that's got +the nerve to do them! Friend, believe a goat when he tells you that +you stillwater-and-greenpasture sheep are some bag of nuts!" + +"Thank you," said I, with due meekness. + +"Keep the change," said he, unabashed. "I wasn't meaning _you_, +anyhow. I've got more manners, I hope, than to do such. And, parson, +you don't need to have cold feet about young Mayne. If you ask me, +_I'd_ bet the limit on him. Why, I think so much of that boy that if +he was a rooster I'd put the gaffs and my last dollar on him, and back +him to whip everything in feathers clean up to baldheaded eagles. +Believe me, he'd do it!" he finished, with enthusiasm. + +Bewildered by a mental picture of a Laurence with ruffled +neck-feathers and steel spurs, I hurriedly changed the subject to the +saner and safer one of our own immediate affairs. + +"Yep, ten orders in to-day's mail and seven in yesterday's; and good +orders for the wasp-moths, single or together, and that house in New +York wants steady supplies from now on. And here's a fancy shop wants +a dozen trays, like that last one I finished. We're looking up," said +he, complacently. + + + +The winter that followed was a trying one, and the Guest Rooms were +never empty. I like to record that John Flint put his shoulder to the +wheel and became Madame's right hand man and Westmoreland's faithful +ally. His wooden leg made astonishingly little noise, and his entrance +into a room never startled the most nervous patient. He went on +innumerable errands, and he performed countless small services that in +themselves do not seem to amount to much, but swell into a great +total. + +"He may have only one leg," said Westmoreland, when Flint had helped +him all of one night with a desperately ill millworker, "but he +certainly has two hands; he knows how to use his ears and eyes, he's +dumb until he ought to speak, and then he speaks to the point. Father, +Something knew what It was about when you and I were allowed to drag +that tramp out of the teeth of death! Yes, yes, I'm certainly glad and +grateful we were allowed to save John Flint." + +From that time forth the big man gave his ex-patient a liking which +grew with his years. Absent-minded as he was, he could thereafter +always remember to find such things as he thought might interest him. +Appleboro laughs yet about the day Dr. Westmoreland got some small +butterflies for his friend, and having nowhere else to put them, +clapped them under his hat, and then forgot all about them; until he +lifted his hat to some ladies and the swarm of insects flew out. + +Without being asked, and as unostentatiously as he did everything +else, Flint had taken his place in church every Sunday. + +"Because it'd sort of give you a black eye if I didn't," he explained. +"Skypiloting's your lay, father, and I'll see you through with it as +far as I can. I couldn't fall down on any man that's been as white to +me as you've been." + +I must confess that his conception of religion was very, very hazy, +and his notions of church services and customs barbarous. For +instance, he disliked the statues of the saints exceedingly. They +worried him. + +"I can't seem to stand a man dolled-up in skirts," he confessed. "Any +more than I'd be stuck on a dame with whiskers. It don't somehow look +right to me. Put the he-saints in pants instead of those brown kimonas +with gold crocheting and a rope sash, and I'd have more respect for +'em." + +When I tried to give him some necessary instructions, and to penetrate +the heathen darkness in which he seemed immersed, he listened with the +utmost respect and attention--and wrinkled his brow painfully, and +blinked, and licked his lips. + +"That's all right, father, that's all right. If you say it's so, I +guess it's so. I'll take your word for it. If it's good enough for you +and Madame, there's got to be something in it, and it's sure good +enough for me. Look here: the little girl and young Mayne have got a +different brand from yours, haven't they?" + +"Neither of them is of the Old Faith." + +"Huh! Well, I tell you what you do: you just switch me in somewhere +between you and Madame and him and her. That'll give me a line on all +of you--and maybe it'll give all of you a line on me. See?" + +I saw, but as through a glass darkly. So the matter rested. And I must +in all humility set down that I have never yet been able to get at +what John Flint really believes he believes. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE GOING OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +Little by little, so quietly as to be unnoticeable in the working, but +with, cumulative effect; built under the surface like those coral +reefs that finally rear themselves into palm-crowned peaks upon the +Pacific, during the years' slow upward march had John Flint grown. + +Nature had never meant him for a criminal. The evil conditions that +society saddles upon the slums had set him wrong because they gave him +no opportunity to be right. Now even among butterflies there are +occasional aberrants, but they are the rare exceptions. Give the grub +his natural food, his chance to grow, protect him from parasites in +the meanwhile, and he will presently become the normal butterfly. That +is the Law. + +At a crucial phase in this man's career his true talisman--a gray +moth--had been put into his hand; and thereby he came into his +rightful heritage. + +I count as one of my red-letter days that on which I found him +brooding over the little gray-brown chrysalis of the Papilio +Cresphontes, that splendid swallowtail whose hideous caterpillar we in +the South call the orange puppy, from the fancied resemblance the hump +upon it bears to the head of a young dog. Its chrysalis looks so much +like a bit of snapped-off twig that the casual eye misses it, +fastened to a stem by a girdle of silk or lying among fallen leaves. + +"I watched it ooze out of an egg like a speck of dirty water. I +watched it eat a thousand times its own weight and grow into the +nastiest wretch that crawls. I saw it stop eating and spit its stomach +out and shrivel up, and crawl out of its skin and pull its own head +off, and bury itself alive in a coffin made out of itself, a coffin +like a bit of rotting wood. Look at it! There it lies, stone-dead for +all a man's eyes can see! + +"And yet this thing will answer a call no ears can hear and crawl out +of its coffin something entirely different from what went into it! +I've seen it with my own eyes, but how it's done I don't know; no, nor +no man since the world was made knows, or could do it himself. What +does it? What gives that call these dead-alive things hear in the +dark? What makes a crawling ugliness get itself ready for what's +coming--how does it _know_ there's ever going to be a call, or that +it'll hear it without fail?" + +"Some of us call it Nature: but others call it God," said I. + +"Search me! I don't know what It is--but I do know there's got to be +Something behind these things, anyhow," said he, and turned the +chrysalis over and over in his palm, staring down at it thoughtfully. +He had used Westmoreland's words, once applied to his own case! "Oh, +yes, there's Something, because I've watched It working with grubs, +getting 'em ready for five-inch moths and hand-colored butterflies, +Something that's got the time and the patience and the know-how to +build wings as well as worlds." He laid the little inanimate mystery +aside. + +"It's come to the point, parson, where I've just _got_ to know more. I +know enough now to know how much I don't know, because I've got a peep +at how much there is to know. There's a God's plenty to find out, and +it's up to me to go out and find it." + +"Some of the best and brightest among men have given all the years of +their lives to just that finding out and knowing more--and they found +their years too few and short for the work. But such help as you need +and we can get, you shall have, please God!" said I. + +"I'm ready for the word to start, chief." And heaven knows he was. + +His passion transformed him; he forgot himself; took his mind off +himself and his affairs and grievances and hatreds and fears; and thus +had chance to expand and to grow, in those following years of +patientest effort, of untiring research and observance, of lovingest +study. Days in the open woods and fields burned his pale skin a good +mahogany, and stamped upon it the windswept freshness of out of doors. +The hunted and suspicious glance faded from his eyes, which took on +more and more the student's absorbed intensity; the mouth lost its +sinister straightness; and while it retained an uncompromising +firmness, it learned how to smile. He was a familiar figure, tramping +from dawn to dusk with Kerry at his heels, for the dog obeyed Mary +Virginia's command literally. He looked upon John Flint as his special +charge, and made himself his fourlegged red shadow. I am sure that if +we had seen Kerry appear in the streets of Appleboro without John +Flint, we would have incontinently stopped work, sounded a general +alarm, and gone to hunt for his body. And to have seen John Flint +without Kerry would have called forth condolences. + +Sometimes--when I had time--I went with him moth-hunting at night; and +never, never could either of us forget those enchanted hours under the +stars! + +We moved in a quiet fresh and dewy, with the night wind upon us like a +benediction. Sometimes we skirted a cypress swamp and saw the shallow +black water with blacker trees reflected upon its bosom, and heard the +frogs' canorous quarrelings, and the stealthy rustlings of creatures +of the dark. We crossed dreaming fields, and smelt leaves and grasses +and sleeping flowers. We saw the heart of the wood bared to the magic +of the moon, which revealed a hidden and haunting beauty of places +commonplace enough by day; as if the secret souls of things showed +themselves only in the holy dark. + +For the world into which we stepped for a space was not our world, but +the fairy world of the Little People, the world of the Children of the +Moon. And oh, the moths! Now it was a tiger, with his body banded with +yellow and his white opaque delicate wings spotted with black; now the +great green silken Luna with long curved tails bordered with lilac or +gold, and vest of ermine; now some quivering Catocala, with afterwings +spread to show orange and black and crimson; now the golden-brown Io, +with one great black velvet spot; and now some rarer, shyer fellow +over which we gloated. + +How they flashed and fluttered about the lantern, or circled about the +trees upon which the feast had been spread! The big yellow-banded +sphinx whirred hither and thither on his owl-like wings, his large +eyes glowing like rubies, hung quivering above some flower for a +moment, and then was off again as swift as thought. The light drew the +great Regalis, all burnished tawny brown, striped and spotted with raw +gold; and the Cynthia, banded with lilac, her heavy body tufted with +white. The darkness in which they moved, the light which, for a moment +revealed them, seemed to make their colors _alive_; for they show no +such glow and glory in the common day; they pale when the moon pales, +and when the sun is up they are merely moths; they are no longer the +fantastic, glittering, gorgeous, throbbing Children of the Dark. + +Home we would go, at an hour when the morning star blazed like a +lighted torch, and the pearl-gray sky was flushing with pink. No haul +he had ever made could have given him such joy as the treasures +brought home in dawns like these, so free of evil that his heart was +washed in the night dew and swept by the night wind. + +My mother, after her pleasant, housewifely fashion, baked a big iced +cake for him on the day he replaced his clumsy wooden peg with the +life-like artificial limb he himself had earned and paid for. I had +wished more than once to hasten this desirable day; but prudently +restrained myself, thinking it best for him to work forward unaided. +It had taken months of patient work, of frugality, and planning, and +counting, and saving, to cover a sum which, once on a time, he might +have gotten in an hour's evil effort. And it represented no small +achievement and marked no small advance, so that it was really the +feast day we made of it. That limb restored him to a dignity he seemed +to have abdicated. It hid his obvious misfortune--you could not at +first glance tell that he was a cripple, a something of which he had +been morbidly conscious and savagely resentful. He would never again +be able to run, or even to walk rapidly for any length of time, +although he covered the ground at a good and steady gait; and as he +grew more and more accustomed to the limb there was only a slight limp +to distinguish him. The use of the stick he thought best to carry +became perfunctory. I have seen Kerry carrying that stick when his +master had forgotten all about it. + +Meeting him now upon the streets, plainly but really well-dressed, +scrupulously brushed, his linen immaculate, and with his trimmed red +beard, his eyeglasses, and his soft hat, he conveyed the impression of +being a professional man--say a pleasantly homely and scholarly +college professor. There was a fixed sentiment in Appleboro that I +knew very much more about Mr. Flint's past than I would tell--which +was perfectly true, and went undenied by me; that he had seen better +days; that he had been the black sheep of a good family, gotten into a +scrape of some sort, and had then taken to traveling a rough road into +a far country, eating husks with the swine, like many another +prodigal; and that aware of this I had kept him with me until he found +himself again. + +So when folks met him and Kerry they smiled and spoke, for we are +friendly people and send no man to Coventry without great cause. And +there wasn't a child, black or white, who didn't know and like the +man with the butterfly net. + +The country people for miles around knew and loved him, too; for he +walked up and down the earth and went to and fro in it, full of +curious and valuable knowledge shared freely as the need arose. He +would glance at your flower-garden, for instance, and tell you what +insect visitors your flowers had, and what you should do to check +their ravages. He'd walk about your out-buildings and commend +white-wash, and talk about insecticides; and you'd learn that bees are +partial to blue, but flies are not; and that mosquitoes seem to +dislike certain shades of yellow. And then he'd leave you to digest +it. + +He was a quiet evangelist, a forerunner of that Grand Army which will +some day arise, not to murder and maim men, but to conquer man's +deadliest foe and greatest economic menace--the injurious insect. + +It was he who spread the tidings of Corn and Poultry and Live Stock +Clubs, stopping by many a lonely farm to whisper a word in the ears of +discouraged boys, or to drop a hint to unenlightened fathers and +mothers. + +He carried about in his pockets those invaluable reports and bulletins +which the government issues for the benefit and enlightenment of +farmers; and these were left, with a word of praise, where they would +do the most good. + +Those same bulletins from the Bureau of Entomology had planted in John +Flint's heart the seed which bore such fruit of good citizenship. The +whole course of his early years had tended to make him suspicious of +government, which spelt for him police and prison, the whole grim +machinery which threatened him and which he in turn threatened. He had +feared and hated it; it caught men and shut them up and broke them. If +he ever asked himself, "What can my government do for me?" he had to +answer: "It can put me in prison and keep me there; it can even send me +to the Chair." Wherefore government was a thing to hate, to injure--and +to escape from. + +The first thing he had ever found worthy of respect and admiration in +this same government was one of its bulletins. + +"Where'd you get this?" + +"I asked for it, and the Bureau sent it." + +"Oh! You've got a friend there!" + +"No. The bulletins are free to any one interested enough to ask for +them." + +"You mean to say the government gets up things like this--pays men to +find out and write 'em up--pays to have 'em printed--and then gives +'em away to _anybody_? Why, they're valuable!" + +"Yes; but they are nevertheless quite free. I have a number, if you'd +like to go over them. Or you can send for new ones." + +"But why do they do it? Where's the graft?" he wondered. + +"The graft in this case is common sense in operation. If farms can be +run with less labor and loss and more profit and pleasure, why, the +whole country is benefited, isn't it? Don't you understand, the +government is trying to help those who need help, and therefore is +willing to lend them the brains of its trained and picked experts? It +isn't selfish thwart that aim, is it?" + +He said nothing. But he read and re-read the bulletins I had, and sent +for more, which came to him promptly. They didn't know him, at the +Bureau; they asked him no questions; he wasn't going to pay anybody so +much as a penny. They assumed that the man who asked for advice and +information was entitled to all they could reasonably give him, and +they gave it as a matter of course. That is how and why he found +himself in touch with his Uncle Sam, a source hitherto disliked and +distrusted. This source was glad to put its trained intelligence at +his service and the only reward it looked to was his increased +capacity to succeed in his work! He simply couldn't dislike or +distrust that which benefited him; and as his admiration and respect +for the Department of Agriculture grew, unconsciously his respect and +admiration for the great government behind it grew likewise. After +all, it was _his_ government which was reaching across intervening +miles, conveying information, giving expert instruction, telling him +things he wanted to know and encouraging him to go right on and find +out more for himself! + +_Now_ if he had asked himself what his government could do for him, he +had to answer: "It can help me to make good." + +And he began to understand that this was possible because he obeyed +the law, and that only in intelligent obedience and co-operation is +there any true freedom. The law no longer meant skulking by day and +terror by night; it was protection and peace, and a chance to work in +the open, and the sympathy and understanding and comradeship of +decent folks. The government was no longer a brute force which +arbitrarily popped men into prison; it was the common will of a free +people, just as the law was the common conscience. + +I dare not say that he learned all this easily, or all at once, or +even willingly. None of us learns our great lessons easily. We have to +live them, breathe them, work them out with sweat and tears. That we +do learn them, even inadequately, makes the glory and the wonder of +man. + +And so John Flint went to school to the government of the United +States, and carried its little text-books about with him and taught +them to others in even more need that he; and heckled hopeless boys +into Corn Clubs; and coaxed sullen mothers and dissatisfied girls into +Poultry and Tomato Clubs; and was full of homely advice upon such +living subjects as the spraying of fruit trees, and how to save them +from blight and scale-insects, and how to get rid of flies, and +cut-worms, and to fight the cattle-tick, which is our curse; and the +preservation of birds, concerning which he was rabid. His liking for +birds began with Miss Sally Ruth's pigeons and the friendly birds in +our garden. And as he learned to know them his love for them grew. I +have seen him daily visit a wren's nest without once alarming the +little black-eyed mother. I have heard him give the red-bird's call, +and heard that loveliest of all birds answer him. And I have seen the +impudent jays, within reach of his hand, swear at him unabashed and +unafraid, because he fed a vireo first. + +I like to think of his intimate friendship with the wholesome country +children--not the least of his blessings. He was their chief visitor +from the outside world. He knew wonderful secrets about things one +hadn't noticed before, and he could make miracles with his quick +strong fingers. He'd sit down, his stick and knapsack beside him, his +glamorous dog at his feet, and while you and your sisters and brothers +and friends and neighbors hung about him like a cluster of tow-headed +bees, he'd turn a few sticks and bits of cloth and twine and a tack or +two, and an old roller-skate wheel he took out of his pocket, into an +air-ship! He could go down by your little creek and make you a +water-wheel, or a windmill. He could make you marvelous little men, +funny little women, absurd animals, out of corks or peanuts. He knew, +too, just exactly the sort of knife your boy-heart ached for--and at +parting you found that very knife slipped into your enraptured palm. +You might save the pennies you earned by picking berries and gathering +nuts, but you could never, never find at any store any candy that +tasted like the sticks that came out of his pockets, and you needn't +hope to try. He had the inviolable secret of that candy, and he +imparted to it a divine flavor no other candy ever possessed. If you +were a little doll-less girl, he didn't leave you with the provoking +promise that Santa Claus would bring you one if you were good. He was +so sure you were good that he made you right then and there a +wonderful doll out of corn-husks, with shredded hair, and a frock of +his own handkerchief. When he came again you got another doll--a store +doll; but I think your child-heart clung to the corn-baby with the +handkerchief dress. I have often wondered how many little cheeks +snuggled against John Flint's home-made dollies, how many innocent +breasts cradled them; how many a little fellow carried his knife to +bed with him, afraid to let it get out of reach of a hard little hand, +because he might wake up in the morning and find he had only dreamed +it! No, I hardly think the country children were the least of John +Flint's blessings. They would run to meet him, hold on to his hands, +drag him here and there to show him what wonders their sharp eyes had +discovered since his last visit; and give him, with shining eyes, such +cocoons and caterpillars, and insects as they had found for him. It +was they who called him the Butterfly Man, a name which spread over +the whole country-side. If you had asked for John Flint, folks would +have stared. And if you described him--a tall man in a Norfolk suit, +with a red beard and a red dog, and an insect case: + +"Oh, you mean the Butterfly Man! Sure. You'll find him about somewhere +with the kids." If there was anything he couldn't have, in that +county, it was because folks hadn't it to give if he should ask. + +At home his passion for work at times terrified me. When I protested: + +"I was twenty-five years old when I landed here," he reminded me. "So +I've got twenty-five years' back-work to catch up with." + +He had taken over a correspondence that had since become voluminous, +and which included more and more names that stood for very much. +Sometimes when I read aloud a passage from a letter that praised him, +he turned red, and writhed like a little boy whose ears are being +relentlessly washed by his elders. + +By this time he had learned to really classify; heavens, how +unerringly he could place an insect in its proper niche! It was a sort +of sixth sense with him. That cold, clear, incisive power of brain +which on a time had made Slippy McGee the greatest cracksman in +America, was, trained and disciplined in a better cause, to make John +Flint in later years an international authority upon lepidoptera, an +observer to whom other observers deferred, a naturalist whose dictum +settled disputed points. And I knew it, I foresaw it! + +_Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa!_ I grew as vain over his enlarging +powers as if I had been the Mover of the Game, not a pawn. I felt, +gloriously, that I had not lived for nothing. A great naturalist is +not born every day, no, nor every year, nor even every century. And I +had caught me a great burglar and I had hatched me a great naturalist! +My Latin soul was enraptured with this ironic anomaly. I could not +choose but love the man for that. + +I really had some cause for vanity. Others than myself had been +gradually drawn to the unassuming Butterfly Man. Westmoreland loved +him. A sympathetic listener who seldom contradicted, but often +shrewdly suggested, Flint somehow knew how to bring out the big +doctor's best; and in consequence found himself in contact with a mind +above all meanness and a nature as big and clean as a spray-swept +beach. + +"Oh, my, my, my, what a surgeon gone to waste!" Westmoreland would +lament, watching the long, sure fingers at work. "Well, I suppose it's +all for the best that Father De Rancé beat me to you--at least you've +done less damage learning your trade." So absorbed would he become +that he sometimes forget cross patients who were possibly fuming +themselves into a fever over his delay. + +Eustis, who had met the Butterfly Man on the country roads and had +stopped his horse for an informal chat, would thereafter go out of his +way for a talk with him. These two reticent men liked each other +immensely. At opposite poles, absolutely dissimilar, they yet had odd +similarities and meeting-points. Eustis was nothing if not practical; +he was never too busy to forget to be kind. Books and pamphlets that +neither Flint nor I could have hoped to possess found their way to us +through him. Scientific periodicals and the better magazines came +regularly to John Flint's address. That was Eustis's way. This +friendship put the finishing touch upon the Butterfly Man's repute. He +was my associate, and my mother was devoted to him. Miss Sally Ruth, +whose pet pear-tree he had saved and whose pigeons he had cured, +approved of him, too, and said so with her usual openness. +Westmoreland was known to be his firm friend; nobody could forget the +incident of those butterflies in the doctor's hat! Major Cartwright +liked him so much that he even bore with the dogs, though Pitache in +particular must have sorely strained his patience. Pitache cherished +the notion that it was his duty to pass upon all visitors to the +Butterfly Man's rooms. For some reason, known only to himself, the +little dog also cherished a deep-seated grudge against the major, the +very sound of whose voice outside the door was enough to send him +howling under the table, where he lay with his head on his paws, a +wary eye cocked balefully, and his snarls punctuating the Major's +remarks. + +"He smells my Unitarian soul, confound him!" said the major. "An' he's +so orthodox he thinks he'll get chucked out of dog-heaven, if he +doesn't show his disapproval." + +The little dog did finally learn to accept the major's presence +without outward protest; though the major declared that Pitache always +hung down his tail when he came and hung it up when he left! + +The Butterfly Man accepted whatever friendliness was proffered without +diffidence, but with no change in his natural reserve. You could tell +him anything: he listened, made few comments and gave no advice, was +absolutely non-shockable, and never repeated what he heard. The +unaffected simplicity of his manner delighted my mother. She said you +couldn't tell her--there was good blood in that man, and he had been +more than any mere tramp before he fell into our hands! Why, just +observe his manner, if you please! It was the same to everybody; he +had, one might think, no sense whatever of caste, creed, age, sex, or +color; and yet he neither gave offense nor received it. + +Those outbursts which had so terrified me at first came at rare and +rarer intervals. If I were to live for a thousands years I should +never be able to forget the last and worst; which fell upon him +suddenly and without warning, on a fine morning while he sat on the +steps of his verandah, and I beside him with my Book of Hours in my +hand. In between the Latin prayers I sensed pleasantly the light wind +that rustled the vines, and how the Mayne bees went grumbling from +flower to flower, and how one single bird was singing to himself over +and over the self-same song, as if he loved it; and how the sunlight +fell in a great square, like a golden carpet, in front of the steps. +It was all very still and peaceful. I was just turning a page, when +John Flint jerked his pipe out of his mouth, swung his arm back, and +hurled the pipe as far as he could. I watched it, involuntarily, and +saw where it fell among our blue hydrangeas; from which a thin spiral +of smoke arose lazily in the calm air. But Flint shoved his hat back +on his head, sat up stiffly, and swore. + +He had been with me then nearly four years, and I had learned to know +the symptoms:--restlessness, followed by hours of depressed and sullen +brooding. So I had heretofore in a sense been forewarned, though I +never witnessed one of these outbursts without being shaken to the +depths. This one was different--as if the evil force had invaded him +suddenly, giving him no time to resist. A glance at his face made me +lay aside the book hurriedly; for this was no ordinary struggle. The +words that had come to me at first came back now with redoubled +meaning, and rang through my head like passing-bells: + +"_For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood but against ... the +rulers of the world of this darkness, against the spirits of +wickedness_." + +He tilted his head, looked upward, and swore steadily. As for me, my +throat felt as if it had been choked with ashes. I could only stare at +him, dumbly. If ever a man was possessed, he was. His voice rose, +querulously: + +"I get up in the morning, and I catch bugs, and I study them, and I +dry them--and I go to bed. I get up in the morning, and I catch bugs, +and I study them, and I dry them--and I go to bed. I get up _every_ +morning, and I do the same damn thing, over and over and over and +over, day in, day out, day in, day out. Nothing else.... No drinks, no +lights, no girls, no sprees, no cards, no gang, no risks, no jobs, no +bulls, no anything! God! I could say my prayers to Broadway, anywhere +from the Battery up to Columbus Circle! I want it all so hard I could +point my nose like a lost dog and howl for it! + +"... There is a Dutchman got a restaurant down on Eighth Avenue, and I +dream at nights about the hotdog-and-kraut, and the ham-and that they +give you there, and the jane that slings it. Hips on her like a horse, +she has, and an arm that shoves your eats under your nose in a way +you've got to respect. I smell those eats in my sleep. I want some +more Childs' bucks. I want to see the electrics winking on the roofs. +I want to smell wet asphalt and see the taxis whizzing by in the rain. +I want to see a seven-foot Mick cop with a back like a piano-box and a +paw like a ham and a foot like a submarine with stove-polish on it. I +want to see the subway in the rush hour and the dips and mollbuzzers +going through the crowd like kids in a berry patch. I want to see a +ninety-story building going up, and the wops crawling on it like ants. +I want to see the breadline, and the panhandlers, and the bums in +Union Square. I want a bellyful of the happy dust the old town hands +out--the whole dope and all there is of it! My God! I want everything +I haven't got!" + +He looked at me, wildly. He was trembling violently, and sweat poured +down his face. + +"Parson," he rasped, "I've bucked this thing for fair, but I've got to +go back and see it and smell it and taste it and feel it and know it +all again, or I'll go crazy. You're all of you so good down here +you're too much for me. _I'm home-sick for hell_. It--it comes over +me like fire over the damned. You don't fool yourself that folks who +know what it is to be damned can stay on in heaven without freezing, +do you? Well, they can't. I can't help it! I can't! I've got to +go--this time I've got to go!" + +I sat and stared at him. Oh, what was it Paul had said we were to pray +for, at such a time as this? + +"_And for me, that speech may be given to me ... that I may open my +mouth with confidence_..." + +But the words wouldn't come. + +"I've got to go! I've got to go, and try myself out!" he gritted. + +"You--understand your risks," I managed to say through stiff lips. I +had always, in my secret heart, been more or less afraid of this. +Always had I feared that the rulers of the world of darkness, swooping +down and catching him unaware, might win the long fight in the end. + +"Here you are safe. You are building up an honored name. You are +winning the respect and confidence of all decent people--and you wish +to undo it all. You wish to take such desperate chances--now!" I +groaned. + +"I've got to go!" he burst forth, white-lipped. "You've never seen a +dip cut off from his dope, have you? Well, I'm it, when the old town +calls me loud enough for me to hear her plain. I've stood her off as +long as I could--and now I'm that crazy for her I could wallow in her +dust. Besides, there's not such a lot of risks. I don't have to leave +my card at the station-house to let 'em know I'm calling, do I? They +haven't been sitting on what they think is my grave to keep me from +getting up before Gabriel beats 'em to it, have they? No, they're not +expecting _me_. What I could do to 'em now would make the Big Uns look +like a bunch of pikers--and their beans would have to turn inside out +before they fell for it that _I'd_ come back to my happy home and was +on the job again." + +"If--if you hadn't been so white, I'd have cut and run for it without +ever putting you wise. But I want to play fair. I'd be a hog if I +didn't play fair, and I'm trying to do it. I'm going because I can't +stay. I've got enough of my own money, earned honest, saved up, to pay +my way. Let me take it and go. And if I can come back, why, I'll +come." + +He was stone deaf to entreaties, prayers, reasoning, argument. The +four years of his stay with me, and all their work, and study, and +endeavor, and progress, seemed to have slipped from him as if they had +never been. They were swept aside like cobwebs. He broke away from me +in the midst of my pleading, hurried into his bedroom, and began to +sort into a grip a few necessities. + +"I'll leave on the three-o'clock," he flung over his shoulder to me, +standing disconsolate in the door. "I'll stop at the bank on my way." +I could do nothing; he had taken the bit between his teeth and was +bolting. I had for the time being lost all power of control over him, +and before I might hope to recover it he would be out of my reach. +Perhaps, I reflected wretchedly, the best thing to do under the +circumstances, would simply be to give him his head. I had seen horses +conquered like that. But the road before John Flint was so dark and so +crooked--and at the end of it waited Slippy McGee! + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE BUTTERFLY MAN + + +It was just one-thirty by the placid little clock on his mantel. The +express was due at three. + +"Very well," said I, forcing myself to face the inevitable without +noise, "you are free. If you must go, you must go." + +"I've got to go! I've got to go!" He repeated it as one repeats an +incantation. "I've got to go!" And he went on methodically assorting +and packing. Even at this moment of obsession his ingrained +orderliness asserted itself; the things he rejected were laid back in +their proper place with, the nicest care. + +I went over to tell my mother that John Flint had suddenly decided to +go north. She expressed no surprise, but immediately fell to counting +on her fingers his available shirts, socks, and underwear. She rather +hoped he would buy a new overcoat in New York, his old one being +hardly able to stand the strain of another winter. She was pleasantly +excited; she knew he had many northern correspondents, with whom he +must naturally be anxious to foregather. There was much to call him +thither. + +"He really needs the change. A short trip will do him a world of +good," she concluded equably. "He is still quite a young man, and I'm +sure it must be dull for him here at times, in spite of his work. +Why, he hasn't been out of this county for over three years, and just +think of the unfettered life he must have led before he came here! +Yes, I'm sure New York will stimulate him. A dose of New York is a +very good tonic. It regulates one's mental liver. Don't look so +worried, Armand--you remind me of those hens who hatch ducklings. I +should think a duckling of John Flint's size could be trusted to swim +by himself, at his time of life!" + +She had not my cause for fear. Besides, in her secret heart, Madame +was convinced that, rehabilitated, reclaimed, having more than proven +his intrinsic worth, John Flint went to be reconciled with and +received into the bosom of some preeminently proper parent, and to be +acclaimed and applauded by admiring and welcoming friends. For +although she had once heard the Butterfly Man gravely assure Miss +Sally Ruth Dexter that the only ancestor his immediate Flints were +sure of was Flint the pirate, my mother still clung firmly to the +illusion of Family. Blood will tell! + +As for me, I was equally sure that blood was telling now; and telling +in the atrocious tongue of the depths. I felt that the end had come. +Vain, vain, all the labor, all the love, all the hope, the prayers, +the pride! The submerged voice of his old life was calling him; the +vampire extended her white and murderous arms in which many and many +had died shamefully; she lifted to his her insatiable lips stained +scarlet with the wine of hell. Against that siren smile, those +beckoning hands, I could do nothing. The very fact that I was what I +am, was no longer a help, but rather a hindrance; he recognized in the +priest a deterring and detaining influence against which he rebelled, +and which he wished to repudiate. He was, as he had said so terribly, +"home-sick for hell." He would go, and he would most inevitably be +caught in the whirlpools; the naturalist, the scientist, the Butterfly +Man, would be sucked into that boiling vortex and drowned beyond all +hope of resuscitation; but from it the soul of Slippy McGee would +emerge, with a larger knowledge and a clearer brain, a thousand-fold +more deadly dangerous than of old; because this time he knew better +and had deliberately chosen the evil and rejected the good. By the law +of the pendulum he must swing as far backward into wrong as he had +swung forward into right. + +I could not bring myself to speak to him, I dared not bid him the +mockery of a Godspeed upon his journey, dreading as I did that +journey's end. So I stood at a window and watched him as with suitcase +in hand he walked down our shady street. At the corner he turned and +lifted his hat in a last farewell salute to my mother, standing +looking after him in the Parish House gate. Then he turned down the +side-street, and so disappeared. + +From his closed rooms came a long wailing howl. For the first time +Kerry might not follow his master; more yet, the master had thrust the +astonished dog into his bedroom and shut the door upon him. He had +refused to recognize the scratch at the door, the snuffling whine +through the keyhole. The outer door had slammed. Kerry raced to the +window. And the master was going, and going without him! He had +neither net, knapsack, nor bottle-belt, but he carried a suitcase. He +did not look back, nor whistle: he _meant_ to leave him behind. +Sensing that an untoward thing was occurring, a thing that boded no +good to himself or his beloved, the red dog lifted his voice and +howled a piercing protest. + +The sash was down, but the blinds had not yet been closed to. One saw +Kerry standing with his forepaws on the window-sill, his nose against +the glass, his ears lifted, his eyes anxious and distressed, his lip +caught in his teeth. At intervals he threw back his head, and then +came the howls. + +The catastrophe--for to me it was no less a thing--had come upon me so +suddenly that I was fairly stunned. From sheer force of habit I went +over to the church and knelt before the altar; but I could not pray; I +could only kneel there dumbly. I heard the screech of the three +o'clock express coming in, and, a few minutes later, its longer +screech as it departed. He had gone, then! I was not dreaming it: it +was true. Down and down and down went my heart. And down and down and +down went my head, humbled and prostrate. Alas, the end of hope, the +fall of pride! Alas and alas for the fair house built upon the sand, +wrecked and scattered! + +When I rose from my knees I staggered. I walked draggingly, as one +walks with fetters upon the feet. Oh, it was a cruel world, a world in +which nothing but inevitable loss awaited one, in which one was +foredoomed to disappointment; a world in which one was leaf by leaf +stripped bare. + +I could not bear to look at his closed rooms, but turned my head aside +as I passed them. Disconsolate Kerry barked at my passing step, and +pawed frantically at the window, but I made no effort to release him. +What comfort had I for the faithful creature, deserted by what he most +loved? + +His dismal outcries rasped my nerves raw; it was exactly as if the dog +howled for the dead. And that John Flint was dead I had no reasonable +cause to doubt. _He was dead because Slippy McGee was alive_. That +thought drove me as with a whip out into the garden, for as black an +hour as I have ever lived through--the sort of hour that leaves a scar +upon the soul. The garden was very still, steeped and drowsing in the +bright clear sunlight; only the bees were busy there, calling from +flower-door to flower-door, and sometimes a vireo's sweet whistle +fluted through the leaves. Pitache lay on John Flint's porch, and +dozed with his head between his paws; Judge Mayne's Panch sat on the +garden fence, and washed his black face, and watched the little dog +out of his emerald eyes. All along the fences the scarlet salvia shot +up its vivid spikes, and when the wind stirred, the red petals fell +from it like drops of blood. + +It seemed to me incongruous and cruel that one should suffer on such a +day; grief is for gray days; but the sunlight mocks sorrow, the soft +wind makes light of it. I was out of tune with this harmony, as I +walked up and down with my rosary in my hand. I knew that every flying +minute took him farther and farther away from me and from hope and +happiness and honor, and brought him nearer and nearer to the +whirlpool and the pit. I beat my hands together and the crucifix cut +into my palms. I walked more rapidly, as if I could get away from the +misery within. My heart ached intolerably, a mist dimmed my sight, and +a hideous choking lump rose in my throat; and it seemed to me that, +old and futile and alone, I was set down, not in my garden, but in the +midst of the abomination of desolation. + +Through this aching desolation Kerry's cries stabbed like +knife-thrusts.... And then little Pitache lifted his head, cocked a +listening ear and an alert eye, perked up his black nose, thumped an +expressive tail, and barked. It was a welcoming bark; Kerry, hearing +it, stiffened statue-like at the window and fell to whining in his +throat. The garden gate had clicked. + +Dreading that any mortal eye should see me thus in my grief, knowing +it was beyond my power of endurance to meet calmly or to speak +coherently with any human being at that moment, I turned, with the +instinct of flight strong upon me. I knew I must be alone, to face +this thing in its inevitableness, to fight it out, to get my bearings. +The gate was turning upon its hinges; I could hear it creak. + +Hesitating which way to turn, I looked up to see who it was that was +coming into the Parish House garden. And I fell to trembling, and +rubbed my eyes, and stared again, unbelievingly. There had been plenty +of time for him to have visited the bank and withdrawn his account; +there had been plenty of time for him then to have caught the +three-o'clock express. I had heard the train come and go this full +hour since. Surely my wish was father to the thought that I saw him +before me--my old eyes were playing me a trick--for I thought I saw +John Flint walking up the garden path toward me! Pitache barked again, +rose, stretched himself, and trotted to meet him, as he always did +when the Butterfly Man came home. + +He walked with the limp most noticeable when he tried to hurry. He was +flushed and perspiring and rumpled and well-nigh breathless; his coat +was wrinkled, his tie awry, his collar wilted, and bits of grass and +twigs and a leaf or so clung to his dusty clothes. The afternoon sun +shone full on his thick, close-cropped hair, for he carried his hat in +his hands, gingerly, carefully, as one might carry a fragile treasure; +a clean pocket handkerchief was tied over it. + +He was making straight for his workroom. I do not think he saw me +until I stepped into the path, directly in front of him. Then, +stopping perforce, he looked at me with dancing eyes, wiped his red +perspiring face with one hand, and nodded to the hat, triumphantly. + +"Such an--aberrant!" he panted. He was still breathing so rapidly he +had to jerk his words out. "I've got the--biggest, handsomest--most +perfect and wonderful--specimen of--an aberrant swallow-tail--any man +ever laid--his eyes on! I thought at first--I wasn't seeing things +right. But I was. Parson, parson, I've seen many--butterflies--but +never--another one like--this!" He had to pause, to take breath. Then +he burst out again, unable to contain his delight. + +"Oh, it was the luckiest chance! I was standing on the end platform of +the last car, and the train was pulling out, when I saw her go sailing +by. I stared with all my eyes, shut 'em, stared again, and there she +was! I knew there was never going to be such another, that if I lost +her I'd mourn for the rest of my days. I knew I had to have her. So I +measured my distance, risked my neck, and jumped for her. Game leg and +all I jumped, landed in the pit of a nigger's stomach, went down on +top of him, scrambled up again and was off in a jiffy, with the darky +bawling he'd been killed and the station buzzing like the judge's bees +on strike, and people hanging out of all the car windows to see who'd +been murdered. + +"She led me the devil's own chase, for I'd nothing but my hat to net +her with. A dozen times I thought I had her, and missed. It was +heart-breaking. I felt I'd go stark crazy if she got away from me. I +had to get her. And the Lord was good and rewarded me for my patience, +for I caught her at the end of a mile run. I was so blown by then that +I had to lie down in the grass by the roadside and get my wind back. +Then I slid my handkerchief easy-easy under my hat, tilted it up, and +here she is! She hasn't hurt herself, for she's been quiet. She's +perfect. She hasn't rubbed off a scale. She's the size of a bat. Her +upper wings, and one lower wing, are black, curiously splotched with +yellow, and one lower wing is all yellow. She's got the usual orange +spots on the secondaries, only bigger, and blobs of gold, and the +purple spills over onto the ground-color. She's a wonder. Come on in +and let's gloat at our ease--I haven't half seen her yet! She's the +biggest and most wonderful Turnus ever made. Why, Gabriel could wear +her in his crown to make himself feel proud, because there'd be only +one like her in heaven!" + +He took a step forward; but I could only stand still and blink, +owlishly. My heart pounded and the blood roared in my ears like the +wind in the pinetrees. My senses were in a most painful confusion, +with but one thought struggling clear above the turmoil: that _John +Flint had come back_. + +"But you didn't go!" I stammered. "Oh, John Flint, John Flint, you +didn't go!" + +He snorted. "Catch me running away like a fool when a six-inch +off-color swallow-tail flirts herself under my nose and dares me to +catch her! You'd better believe I didn't go!" + +And then I knew with a great uprush of joy that Slippy McGee himself +had gone instead, and the three-o'clock express was bearing him away, +forever and forever, beyond recall or return. Slippy McGee had gone +into the past; he was dead and done with. But John Flint the +naturalist was vibrantly and vitally alive, built upon the living +rock, a house not to be washed away by any wave of passion. + +This reaction from the black and bitter hour through which I had just +passed, this turbulent joy and relief, overcame me. My knees shook and +gave way; I tottered, and sank helplessly into the seat built around +our great magnolia. And shaken out of all self-control I wept as I had +not been permitted to weep over my own dead, my own overthrown hopes. +Head to foot I was shaken as with some rending sickness. The sobs were +torn out of my throat with gasps. + +He stood stone still. He went white, and his nostrils grew pinched, +and in his set face only his eyes seemed alive and suffering. They +blinked at me, as if a light had shone too strongly upon them. A sort +of inarticulate whimper came from him. Then with extreme care he laid +the handkerchief-covered hat upon the ground, and down upon his knees +he went beside me, his arms about my knees. He, too, was trembling. + +"Father! ... _Father!_" + +"My son ... I was afraid ... you were lost ... gone ... into a far +country.... It would have broken my heart!" + +He said never a word; but hung his head upon his breast, and clung to +my knees. When he raised his eyes to mine, their look was so piteous +that I had to put my hand upon him, as one reassures one's child. So +for a healing time we two remained thus, both silent. The garden was +exquisitely still and calm and peaceful. We were shut in and canopied +by walls and roof of waving green, lighted with great cream-colored +flowers with hearts of gold, and dappled with sun and shadow. Through +it came the vireo's fairy flute. + +God knows what thoughts went through John Flint's mind; but for me, a +great peace stole upon me, mixed with a greater, reverent awe and +wonder. Oh, heart of little faith! I had been afraid; I had doubted +and despaired and been unutterably wretched; I had thought him lost +whom the Powers of Darkness swooped upon, conquered, and led astray. +And God had needed nothing stronger than a butterfly's fragile wing to +bear a living soul across the abyss! + +We went together, after a while, to his rooms, and when he had +submitted to Kerry's welcome, we carefully examined the beautiful +insect he had captured. As he had said, she had not lost a scale; and +she was by far the most astonishing aberrant I have ever seen, before +or since. The Turnus is perhaps the most beautiful of our butterflies, +and this off-color was larger than the normal, and more irregularly +and oddly and brilliantly colored. Their natural coloring is gorgeous +enough; but hers was like a seraph's head-jewels. + +I have her yet, with the date of her capture written under her. She is +the only one of all our butterflies I claim personally. The gold has +never been minted that could buy that Turnus. + +"I had the station agent wire for my grip," said Flint casually. "And +I gave the darky I knocked down fifty cents to soothe his feelings. He +offered to let me do it again for a quarter." His eyes roved over the +pleasant workroom with its books and cabinets, its air of homely +comfort; through the open door one glimpsed the smaller bedroom, the +crucifix on the white wall. He dropped his hand on Kerry's head, close +against his knee, and drew a sharp breath. + +"Father," said he, quietly, and looked at me with steady eyes, "you +don't need to be afraid for me any more as you had to be to-day. +To-day's the last of my--my dumfoolishness." After a moment he added: + +"Remember what that little girl said when she gave me her dog? Well, I +reckon she was right. I reckon I'm here for keeps. I reckon, father, +that you and I do belong." + +"Yes," said I; and looked over the cases of our butterflies, and the +books we had gathered, and the table where we worked and studied +together. "Yes; you and I belong." And I left him with Kerry's head on +his knees, and Kerry's eyes adoring him, and went over to the Parish +House to tell Madame that John Flint had changed his mind and wouldn't +go North just now, because an aberrant Turnus had beguiled him. + +For a moment my mother looked profoundly disappointed. + +"Are you sure," she asked, "that this doesn't mean a loss to him, +Armand?" + +"Yes, I am sure." + +She watched my eyes, and of a sudden she reached out, caught my hand, +and squeezed it. Her face softened with sympathetic and tolerant +understanding, but she asked no questions, made no comment. If Solomon +had been lucky enough to marry my mother, I am sure he would never +have plagued himself with the nine hundred and ninety-nine. But then, +neither would he have written Proverbs. + +Neither the Butterfly Man nor I have ever referred to that morning's +incident; the witness of it we cherish; otherwise it pleases us to +ignore it as if it had never happened. It had, of course, its results, +for with a desperate intensity of purpose he plunged back into study +and research; and as the work was broadening, and called for all his +skill and patience, the pendulum swung him far forward again. + +I had been so fascinated, watching that transformation, even mere +wonderful than any butterfly's, going on before my eyes; I was so +enmeshed in the web of endless duties spun for me by my big poor +parish that I did not have time to miss Mary Virginia as poignantly as +I must otherwise have done, although my heart longed for her. + +My mother never ceased to mourn her absence; something went away from +us with Mary Virginia, which could only come back to us with her. But +it so happened that the ensuing summers failed to bring her back. The +little girl spent her vacations with girl friends of whose standing +her mother approved, or with relatives she thought it wise the child +should cultivate. For the time being, Mary Virginia had vanished out +of our lives. + +Laurence, however, spent all his vacations at home; and of Laurence we +were immensely proud. Most of his holidays were spent, not with +younger companions, but oddly enough with John Flint. That old +friendship, renewed after every parting, seemed to have grown stronger +with the boy's growth; the passing years deepened it. + +"My boy's forever boasting of your Butterfly Man," said the judge, +falling into step with me one morning on the street. "He tells me +Flint's been made a member of several learned societies; and that he's +gotten out a book of sorts, telling all there is to tell about some +crawling plague or other. And it seems this isn't all the wonderful +Mr. Flint is capable of: Laurence insists that biologists will have to +look Flintward pretty soon, on account of observations on what he +calls insect allies--whatever _they_ are." + +"Well, you see, his work on insect allies is really unique and +thorough, and it opens a door to even more valuable research," said I, +as modestly as I could. "Flint is one of its great pioneers, and he's +blazing the way. Some day when the real naturalist comes into his own, +he will rank far, far above tricky senators and mutable governors!" + +The judge smiled. "Spoken like a true bughunter," said he. "As a +matter of fact, this fellow is a remarkable man. Does he intend to +remain here for good?" + +"Yes," said I, "I think he intends to remain here--for good." I could +not keep the pride out of my voice and eyes. Let me again admit my +grave fault: I am a vain and proud old man, God forgive me! + +"Your goose turned out a butterfly," said the judge. "One may well be +pardoned a little natural vanity when one has engineered a feat like +that! Common tramp, too, wasn't he?" + +"No, he wasn't. He was a most uncommon one." + +"I could envy the man his spontaneity and originality," admitted the +judge, rubbing _his_ nose. "Well, father, I'm perfectly satisfied, so +far, to have my only son tramp with him." + +"So is my mother," said I. + +At that the judge lifted his hat with a fine old-fashioned courtesy +good to see in this age when a youth walks beside a maid and blows +cigarette smoke in her face upon the public streets. + +"When such a lady approves of any man," said he, gallantly, "it +confers upon him letters patent of nobility." + +"We shall have to consider John Flint knighted, then," said my mother +merrily, when I repeated the conversation. "Let's see," she continued +gaily. "We'll put on his shield three butterflies, or, rampant on a +field, azure; in the lower corner a net, argent. Motto, '_In Hoc Signo +Vinces_.' There'll be no sign of the cyanide jar. I'll have nothing +sinister shadowing; the Butterfly Man's escutcheon!" + +She knew nothing about the trust St. Stanislaus kept; she had never +met Slippy McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +NESTS + + +Laurence at last hung out that shingle which was to tingle Appleboro +into step with the Time-spirit. It was a very happy and important day +for the judge and his immediate friends, though Appleboro at large +looked on with but apathetic interest. One more little legal light +flickering "in our midst" didn't make much difference; we literally +have lawyers to burn. So we aren't too enthusiastic over our +fledglings; we wait for them to show us--which is good for them, and +sometimes better for us. + +This fledgling, however, was of the stuff which endures. Laurence was +one of those dynamic and dangerous people who not only think +independently themselves, but have the power to make other people +think. No one who came in contact with him escaped this; it seemed to +crackle electrically in the air around him; he was a sort of human +thought-conductor, and he shocked many a smug and self-satisfied +citizen into horrific life before he had done with him. + +If this young man had not been one of the irreproachable Maynes +Appleboro might have set him down as a pestilent and radical theorist +and visionary. But fortunately for us and himself he was a Mayne; and +the Maynes have been from the dawn of things Carolinian "a good +family." + +I don't think I have ever seen two people so mutually delight in each +other's powers as did John Flint and Laurence Mayne. The Butterfly Man +was immensely proud of Laurence's handsome person and his grace of +speech and manner; he had even a more profound respect for his more +solid attainments, for his own struggle upward had deepened his regard +for higher education. As for Laurence, he thought his friend +marvelous; what he had overcome and become made him in the younger +man's eyes an incarnate proof of the power of will and of patience. +The originality and breadth of his views fired the boy's imagination +and broadened his personality. The two complemented each other. + +The Butterfly Man's workroom had a fascination for others than +Laurence. It was a sort of Open Question Club. Here Westmoreland came +to air his views with a free tongue and to ride his hobbies with a +gallant zest; here the major, tugging at his goatee, his glasses far +down on his nose, narrated in spicy chapters the Secret Social History +of Appleboro. Here the judge--for he, too, had fallen into the habit +of strolling over of an evening--sunk in the old Morris chair, his +cigar gone cold in his fingers, reviewed great cases. And sometimes +Eustis stopped by, spoke in his modest fashion of his experiments, and +left us all the better for his quiet strength. And Flint, with his +eyes alive and watchful behind his glasses, listened with that air +which made one like to tell him things. Laurence declared that he got +his post-graduate course in John Flint's workroom, and that the +Butterfly Man wasn't the least of his teachers. + +I should dearly like to say that the Awakening of Appleboro began in +that workroom; and in a way it did. But it really had its inception in +a bird's nest John Flint had discovered and watched with great +interest and pleasure. The tiny mother had learned to accept his +approach, without fear; he said she knew him personally. She allowed +him to approach close enough to touch her; she even took food out of +his fingers. He had worked toward that friendliness with great skill +and patience, and his success gave him infinite pleasure. He had a +great tenderness for the little brown lady, and he looked forward to +her babies with an almost grandfatherly eagerness. The nest was over +in a corner of our garden, in a thick evergreen bush big enough to be +called a young tree. + +Now on a sunny morning Laurence and I and the Butterfly Man walked in +our garden. Laurence had gotten his first brief, and we two older +fellows were somewhat like two old birds fluttering over an +adventurous fledgling. I think we saw the boy sitting on the Supreme +Court bench, that morning! + +As we neared the evergreen tree the Butterfly Man raised his hand to +caution us to be silent. He wanted us to see his wee friend's +reception of him, and so he went on a bit ahead, to let her know she +needn't be afraid--we, too, were merely big friends come a-calling. +And just then we heard shrill cries of distress, and above it the +louder, raucous scream of the bluejay. + +The bluejay was entirely occupied with his own business of breaking +into another bird's nest and eating the eggs. He scolded violently +between mouthfuls; he had finished three eggs and begun on the fourth +and last when we came upon the scene. He had no fear of us; he had +seen us before, and he knew very well indeed that the red-bearded +creature with the cane was a particular and peculiar friend of +feathered folks. So he cocked a knowing head, with a cruel beak full +of egg, and flirted a splendid tail at his friend; then swallowed the +last morsel and rowed viciously with Laurence and me; for the bluejay +is wholly addicted to billingsgate. He paid no attention to the +distraught mother-bird, fluttering and crying on a limb nearby. + +"Gosh, pal, I've sure had some meal!" said the bluejay to John Flint. +"Chase that skirt, over there, please--she makes too much noise to +suit me!" + +But for once John Flint wasn't a friend to a bluejay--he uttered an +exclamation of sorrow and dismay. + +"My nest!" he cried tragically. "My beautiful nest with the four eggs, +that I've been watching day by day! And the little mother-thing that +knew me, and let me touch her, and feed her, and wasn't afraid of me! +Oh, you blue devil! You thief! You murderer!" And in a great gust of +sorrow and anger he lifted his stick to hurl it at the criminal. +Laurence caught the upraised arm. + +"But he doesn't know he's a thief and a murderer," said he, and looked +at the handsome culprit with unwilling admiration. The jay, having +finished the nest to his entire satisfaction, hopped down upon a limb +and turned his attention to us. He screamed at Laurence, thrusting +forward his impudent head; while the poor robbed mother, with +lamentable cries, watched him from a safe distance. Full of his +cannibal meal, Mister Bluejay callously ignored her. He was more +interested in us. Down he came, nearer yet, with a flirt of fine +wings, a spreading of barred tail, just above Flint's head, and +talked jocularly to his friend in jayese. + +"You're a thief and a robber!" raged the Butterfly Man. "You're a damn +little bird-killer, that's what you are! I ought to wring your neck +for you, and I'd do it if it would do the rest of your tribe any good. +But it wouldn't. It wouldn't bring back the lost eggs nor the spoiled +nest, either. Besides, you don't know any better. You're what you are +because you were hatched like that, and there wasn't Anything to tell +you what's right and wrong for a decent bird to do. The best one can +do for you is to get wise to your ways and watch out that you can't do +more mischief." + +The bluejay, with his handsome crested head on one side, cocked his +bright black eye knowingly, and passed derisive remarks. Any one who +has listened attentively to a bluejay must be deeply grateful that the +gift of articulate speech has been wisely withheld from him; he is a +hooligan of a bird. He lifted his wings like half-playful fists. If he +had fingers, be sure a thumb had been lifted profanely to his nose. + +The Butterfly Man watched him for a moment in silence; a furrow came +to his forehead. + +"Damn little thief!" he muttered. "And you don't even have to care! +No! It's not right. There ought to be some way to save the mothers and +the nests from your sort--without having to kill you, either. But good +Lord, how? That's what I want to know!" + +"Beat 'em to it and stand 'em off," said Laurence, staring at the +ravaged nest, the unhappy mother, the gorged impenitent thief. "'Git +thar fustest with the mostest men.' Have the nests so protected the +thief can't get in without getting caught. Build Better Bird Houses, +say, and enforce a Law of the Garden--Boom and Food for all, Pillage +for None. You'd have to expect some spoiled nests, of course, for you +couldn't be on guard all the time, and you couldn't make all the birds +live in your Better Bird Houses--they wouldn't know how. But you'd +save some of them, at any rate." + +"Think so?" said John Flint. "Huh! And what'd you do with _him_?" And +he jerked his head at the screaming jay. + +"Let him alone, so long as he behaved. Shoo him outside when he +didn't--and see that he kept outside," said Laurence. "You see, the +idea isn't so much to reform bluejays--it's to save the other birds +from them." + +John Flint's face was troubled. "It's all a muddle, anyhow," said he. +"You can't blame the bluejay, because he was born so, and it's +bluejay nature to act like that when it gets the chance. But there's +the other bird--it looks bad. It is bad. For a thief to come into a +little nest like that, that she'd been brooding on, and twittering to, +and feeling so good and so happy about--Man, I'd have given a month's +work and pay to have saved that nest! It's not fair. God! Isn't there +_some_ way to save the good ones from the bad ones?" + +There he stood, in the middle of the path, staring ruefully at the +wrecked bit of twigs and moss and down that had been a wee home; and +with more of sorrow than anger at the feathered crook who had done the +damage. The thing was slight in itself, and more than common--just one +of the unrecorded humble tragedies which daily engulf the Little +Peoples. But I had seen a butterfly's wing save him alive; and so I +did not doubt now that a little bird's nest could weigh down the +balance which would put him definitely upon the side of good and of +God. + +"I think there is a way," said Laurence, gravely, "and that is to beat +them to it and stand them off. All the rest is talk and piffle--the +only way to save is to save. There are no halfway measures; also, it's +a lifetime job, full of kicks and cuffs and ingratitude and +misunderstanding and failure and loneliness, and sometimes even worse +things yet. But you do manage to sometimes save the nests and the +fledglings, and you do sometimes escape the pain of hearing the +mothers lamenting. And that's the only reward a decent mortal ought to +hope for. I reckon it's about the best reward there is, this side of +heaven." + +The Butterfly Man swallowed this a bit ungraciously. + +"You've got a devil of a way of twisting things into parables. I'm +talking birds and thinking birds, and here you must go and make my +birds people! I wasn't thinking about people--that is, I wasn't, until +you have to go and put the notion into my head. It's not fair. The +thing's bad enough already, without your lugging folks into it and +making it worse!" + +Laurence looked at him steadily. "You've got to think of people, when +you see things like that," said he, slowly; "otherwise you only +half-see. I have to think of people--of kids, particularly--and their +mothers." He turned as he spoke, and stared out over our garden, with +its sunny spaces, and its shrubs and flowers, and trees, to where, +over in the sky a pillar of smoke rose steadily, endlessly, and +merged into a cloud overhanging the quiet little town. + +"The pillar of cloud by day," said he "that leads the children--" He +stopped, and the whimsical smile faded from his face; his jaw set. + +The bluejay, having exhausted his vocabulary of jay-ribaldry, +screeched one last outrageous bit of billingsgate into Flint's ears, +shut up his tail like a fan, and darted off, a streak of blue and +gray. The Butterfly Man's eyes followed him smilelessly; then they +came back and dwelt for a moment upon the ruined nest and the +fluttering mother-bird, still vexing the ear with her shrill +lamentable futile protests. From her his eyes went, out over the trees +and flowers to that pillar mounting lazily and inevitably into the +sky. For a long moment he stared at that, too, fixedly. After an +interval he clenched his hand upon his stick and struck the ground. + +"_Nothing's_ got any business to break up a nest! I'd rather sit up +all night and watch than see what I've just seen and listen to that +mother-thing calling to Something that's far-off and stone deaf and +can't hear nor heed. Why, the little birds haven't got even the chance +to get themselves born, much less grow up and sing! I--Say, you two go +on a bit. I feel mighty bad about this. I'd been watching her. She +knew me. She let me feed her. If only I'd thought about the jay, why, +I might have saved her. But just when she needed me I wasn't there!" +He turned abruptly, and strode off toward his own rooms. Kerry +followed with a drooping head and tail. But Laurence looked after him +hopefully. + +"Padre, the Butterfly Man's seen something this morning that will +sink to the bottom of his soul and stay there: didn't you see his +eyes? Now, which of those two have taught him the most--the happy +thief and murderer, or the innocent unhappy victim? The bluejay's not +a whit the worse for it, remember; in fact, he's all the better off, +for his stomach is full and his mischief satisfied, and that's all +that ever worries a bluejay. And there isn't any redress for the +mother-bird. The thing's done, and can't be undone. But between them +they've shown John Flint something that forces a man to take sides. +Doesn't the bluejay deserve some little credit for that? And is there +_ever_ any redress for the mother-bird, Padre?" + +"Why, the Church teaches--" I began. + +Laurence nodded. "Yes, Padre, I know all that. But it can't teach away +what's always happening here and now. At least not to the Butterfly +Man and me, ... nor yet the mother-birds, Padre. No. We want to be +shown how to head off the bluejays." + +We walked along in silence, his hand upon my arm. His eyes were +clouded with the vision that beckoned him. As for me, I was wondering +just where, and how far, that bluejay was going to lead John Flint. + +It led him presently to my mother. All men learn their great lessons +from women and in stress the race instinctively goes back to be taught +by the mothers of it. There were long intimate talks between herself +and the Butterfly Man, to which Laurence was also called. In her quiet +way Madame knew by heart the whole mill district, good, bad and +indifferent, for she was a woman among the women. She had supported +wives parting from dying husbands; she had hushed the cries of +frightened children, while I gave the last blessings to mothers whose +feet were already on the confines of another world; she had taken dead +children from frenzied women's arms. Just as the Butterfly Man had +shown the country folks to Laurence, so now Madame showed them both +the mill folks, the poor folks, the foreigners in a small town +disdainful of them; and she did it with the added keenness of her +woman's eyes and the diviner kindness of her woman's heart. + +The little lady had enormous influence in the parish. And as +Laurence's plans and hopes and ambitions unfolded before her, she +threw this potent influence, with all it implied, in the scale of the +young lawyer's favor. They began their work at the bottom, as all +great movements should begin. What struck me with astonishment was +that so many quiet women seemed to be ready and waiting, as for a +hoped for message, a bugle-call in the dawn, for just that which +Laurence had to tell them. + +"A fellow with pull behind him," said John Flint, "is what you might +call a pretty fair probability. But a fellow with the women behind him +is a steam-roller. There's nothing to do but clear the road and keep +from under." And when he went on his rounds among the farm houses now +it wasn't only the men and children he talked to. There was a message +for the overworked women, the wives and daughters who had all the +pains and none of the profits. Westmoreland, who had been a rather +lonesome evangelist for many years, of a sudden found himself backed +and supported by younger and stronger forces. + +The work was done very noiselessly; there was no outward +disturbances, yet; but the women were in deadly earnest; there were +far, far too many small graves in our cemetery, and they were being +taught to ask why the children who filled them hadn't had a fair +chance? The men might smile at many things, but fathers couldn't smile +when mothers of lost children wanted to know why Appleboro hadn't +better milk and sanitation. And there, under their eyes bulked the +huge red mills, and every day from the bosom of this Moloch went up +the smoke of sacrifice. + +Behind all this gathering of forces stood an almost unguessed figure. +Not the lovely white-haired lady of the Parish House; not big +Westmoreland; not handsome Laurence, nor outspoken Miss Sally Ruth +with a suffrage button on her black basque; but a limping man in gray +tweeds with a soft felt hat pulled down over his eyes and a butterfly +net in his hand. That net was symbolic. With trained eye and sure hand +the naturalist caught and classified us, put each one in his proper +place. + +Keener, shrewder far than any of us, no one, save I alone, guessed the +part it pleased him to play. Laurence was hailed as the Joshua who was +to lead all Appleboro into the promised land of better paving, better +lighting, better schools, better living conditions, better city +government--a better Appleboro. Behind Laurence stood the Butterfly +Man. + +He seldom interfered with Laurence's plans; but every now and then he +laid a finger unerringly upon some weak point which, unnoticed and +uncorrected, would have made those plans barren of result. He amended +and suggested. I have seen him breathe upon the dry bones of a +project and make it live. It satisfied that odd sardonic twist in him +to stand thus obscurely in the background and pull the strings. I +think, too, that there must have been in his mind, since that morning +he had watched the bluejay destroy his nest, some obscure sense of +restitution. Once, in the dark, he had worked for evil. Still keeping +himself hidden, it pleased him now to work for good. So there he sat +in his workroom, and cast filaments here and there, and spun a web +which gradually netted all Appleboro. + +There was, for instance, the _Clarion_. We had had but that one +newspaper in our town from time immemorial. I suppose it might have +been a fairly good county paper once,--but for some years it had +spluttered so feebly that one wondered how it survived at all. In +spite of this, nobody in our county could get himself decently born or +married, or buried, without a due and proper notice in the _Clarion_. +To the country folks an obituary notice in its columns was as much a +matter of form as a clergyman at one's obsequies. It simply wasn't +respectable to be buried without proper comment in the _Clarion_. +Wherefore the paper always held open half a column for obituary +notices and poetry. + +These dismal productions had first brought the _Clarion_ to Mr. +Flint's notice. He used to snigger at sight of the paper. He said it +made him sure the dead walked. He cut out all those lugubrious and +home-made verses and pasted them in a big black scrapbook. He had a +fashion of strolling down to the paper's office and snipping out all +such notices and poems from its country exchanges. A more ghoulish and +fearsome collection than he acquired I never elsewhere beheld. It was +a taste which astonished me. Sometimes he would gleefully read aloud +one which particularly delighted him: + + "A Christian wife and offspring seven + Mourn for John Peters who has gone to heaven. + But as for him we are sure he can weep no more, + He is happy with the lovely angels on that bright shore."†+ +†Heaven. + +My mother was horrified. She said, severely, that she couldn't to save +her life see why any mortal man should snigger because a Christian +wife and children seven mourned for John Peters who had gone to +heaven. The Butterfly Man looked up, meekly. And of a sudden my mother +stopped short, regarded him with open mouth and eyes, and retired +hastily. He resumed his pasting. + +"I've got a hankering for what you might call grave poetry," said he, +pensively. "Yes, sir; an obituary like that is like an all-day sucker +to me. Say, don't you reckon they make the people they're written +about feel glad they're dead and done for good with folks that could +spring something like that on a poor stiff? Wait a minute, parson--you +can't afford to miss Broken-hearted Admirer: + + "Miss Matty, I watched thee laid in the gloomy grave's embrace, + Where nobody can evermore press your hand or your sweet face. + When you were alive I often thought of thee with fond pride, + And meant to call around some night & ask you to be my loving Bride. + "But alas, there is a sorrowful sadness in my bosom to-day, + For I never did it & now can never really know what you would say. + + Miss Matty, the time may come when I can remember thee as a brother, + And lay my fond true heart at the loving feet of another. + For though just at present I can do nothing but sigh & groan, + The Holy Bible tells us it is not good for a man to dwell alone. + But even though, alas, I'm married, my poor heart will still be true, + And oft in the lone night I will wake & weep to think she never + can be you." + --"A BROKEN-HEARTED ADMIRER." + +"Ain't that sad and sweet, though?" said the Butterfly Man admiringly. +"Don't you hope those loving feet will be extra loving when +Broken-hearted makes 'em a present of his fond heart, parson? Wouldn't +it be something fierce if they stepped on it! Gee, I cried in my hat +when I first read that!" Now wasn't it a curious coincidence that, +even as Madame, I regarded John Flint with open mouth and eyes, and +retired hastily? + +For some time the _Clarion_ had been getting worse and worse; heaven +knows how it managed to appear on time, and we expected each issue to +be its last. It wasn't news to Appleboro that it was on its last legs. +I was not particularly interested in its threatened demise, not having +John Flint's madness for its obituaries; but he watched it narrowly. + +"Did you know," he remarked to Laurence, "that the poor old _Clarion_ +is ready to bust? It will have to write a death-notice for itself in a +week or two, the editor told me this morning." + +"So?" Laurence seemed as indifferent as I. + +The Butterfly Man shot him a freighted glance. "Folks in this county +will sort of miss the _Clarion_," he reflected. "After all, it's the +one county paper. Seems to me," he mused, "that if _I_ were going in +head, neck and crop for the sweet little job of reformer-general, I'd +first off get me a grappling-hook on my town's one newspaper. +Particularly when grappling-hooks were going cheap." + +"Hasn't Inglesby got a mortgage on it?" + +"If he had would he let it die in its bed so nice and ladylike? Not +much! It'd kick out the footboard and come alive. Inglesby must be +getting rusty in the joints not to reach out for the _Clarion_ +himself, right now. Maybe he figures it's not worth the price. Maybe +he knows this town so well he's dead sure nobody that buys a newspaper +here would have the nerve to print anything or think anything he +didn't approve of. Yes, I guess that's it." + +"Which is your gentle way," cut in Laurence, "of telling me I'd better +hustle out and gather in the _Clarion_ before Inglesby beats me to it, +isn't it?" + +"Me?" The Butterfly Man looked pained. "I'm not telling you to buy +anything. _I'm_ only thinking of the obituaries. Ask the parson. +I'm--I'm addicted to 'em, like some people are to booze. But if you'd +promise to keep open the old corner for them, why, I might come out +and _beg_ you to buy the _Clarion_, now it's going so cheap. Yep--all +on account of the obituaries!" And he murmured: + + "_Our dear little Johnny was left alive + To reach the interesting age of five + When_--" + +"That's just about as much as I can stand of that, my son!" said I, +hastily. + +"The parson's got an awful tender heart," the Butterfly Man explained +and Laurence was graceless enough to grin. + +"Well, as I was about to say: I happened to think Inglesby would be +brute enough to choke out my pet column, or make folks pay for it, and +things like that haven't got any business to have price tags on 'em. +So I got to thinking of you. You're young and tender; also a college +man; and you're itching to wash and iron Appleboro--" he took off his +glasses and wiped them delicately and deliberately. + +"Did you also get to thinking," said Laurence, crisply, "that I'm just +about making my salt at present, and still you're suggesting that I +tie a dead old newspaper about my neck and jump overboard? One might +fancy you hankered to add my obituary to your collection!" he finished +with a touch of tartness. + +The Butterfly Man smiled ever so gently. + +"The _Clarion_ is the county paper," he explained patiently. "It was +here first. It's been here a long time, and people are used to it. It +knows by heart how they think and feel and how they want to be told +they think and feel. And you ought to know Carolina people when it +comes right down to prying them loose from something they're used to!" +He paused, to let that sink in. + +"There's no reason why the _Clarion_ should keep on being a dead one, +is there? There's plenty room for a live daily right here and now, if +it was run right. Why, this town's blue-molded for a live paper! Look +here: You go buy the _Clarion_. It won't cost you much. Believe me, +you'll find it mighty handy--power of the press, all the usual guff, +you know! I sha'n't have to worry about obituaries, but I bet you +dollars to doughnuts some people will wake up some morning worrying a +whole lot about editorials. Mayne--people like to think they think +what they think themselves. They don't. They think what their home +newspapers tell them to think. And this is your great big chance to +get the town ear and shout into it good and loud." + +A week or so later Mayne & Son surprised Appleboro by purchasing the +moribund _Clarion_. They didn't have to go into debt for it, either. +They got it for an absurdly low sum, although folks said, with sniffs, +that anything paid for that rag was too much. + +"Nevertheless," said the Butterfly Man to me, complacently, "that's +the little jimmy that's going to grow up and crack some fat cribs. +Watch it grow!" + +I watched; but, like most others, I was rather doubtful. It was true +that the _Clarion_ immediately showed signs of reviving life. And that +Jim Dabney, a college friend from upstate, whom Laurence had induced +to accept the rather precarious position of editor and manager, wrote +pleasantly as well as pungently, and so set us all to talking. + +I suppose it was because it really had something to say, and that +something very pertinent to our local interests and affairs, that we +learned and liked to quote the _Clarion_. It made a neat appearance in +new black type, and this pleased us. It had, too, a newer, clearer, +louder note, which made itself heard over the whole county. The county +merchants and farmers began once more to advertise in its pages, as +John Flint, who watched it jealously--feeling responsible for +Laurence's purchase of it--was happy to point out. + +One thing, too, became more and more evident. The women were behind +the _Clarion_ in a solid phalanx. They knew it meant for them a voice +which spoke articulately and publicly, an insistent voice which must +be answered. It noticed every Mothers' Meeting, Dorcas activity, +Ladies' Aid, Altar Guild, temperance gathering; spoke respectfully of +the suffragists and hopefully of the "public-spirited women" of the +new Civic League. And never, never, never omitted nor misplaced nor +misspelled a name! The boy from up-state saw to that. He was wily as +the serpent and simple as the dove. Over the local page appeared +daily: + + "LET'S GET TOGETHER!" + +After awhile we took him at his word and tried to ... and things began +to happen in Appleboro. + +"Here," said the Butterfly Man to me, "is where the bluejay begins to +get his." + +For in most Appleboro houses insistent women were asking harassed and +embarrassed men certain questions concerning certain things which +ladies hadn't been supposed to know anything about, much less worry +their heads over, since the state was a state. So determined were the +women to have these questions fairly answered that they presently +asked them in cold print, on the front page of the town paper. And +Laurence told them. He had appalling lists and figures and names and +dates. The "chiel among us takin' notes" printed them. Dabney's +editorial comments were barbed. + +Now there are mills in the South which do obey the state laws and +regulations as to hours, working conditions, wages, sanitation, safety +appliances, child labor. But there are others which do not. Ours +notoriously didn't. + +John Flint and my mother had had many a conference about deplorable +cases which both knew, but were powerless to change. The best they had +been able to do was to tabulate such cases, with names and facts and +dates, but precious little had been accomplished for the welfare of +the mill people, for those who might have helped had been too busy, or +perhaps unwilling, to listen or to act. + +But, as Flint insisted, the new Civic League was ready and ripe to +hear now what Madame had to tell. At one meeting, therefore, she took +the floor and told them. When she had finished they named a committee +to investigate mill conditions in Appleboro. + +That work was done with a painstaking thoroughness, and the +committee's final report was very unpleasant reading. But the names +signed to it were so unassailable, the facts so incontrovertible, that +Dabney thought best to print it in full, and later to issue it in +pamphlet form. It has become a classic for this sort of thing now, and +it is always quoted when similar investigations are necessary +elsewhere. + +It was the Butterfly Man who had taken that report and had rewritten +and revised it, and clothed it with a terrible earnestness and force. +Its plain words were alive. It seemed to me, when I read them that I +heard ... a bluejay's ribald screech ... and the heart-rending and +piercing cries of a little brown motherbird whose nest had been +ravaged and destroyed. + +Appleboro gasped, and sat up, and rubbed its eyes. That such things +could be occurring here, in this pleasant little place, in the shadow +of their churches, within reach of their homes! No one dared to even +question the truth of that report, however, and it went before the +Grand Jury intact. The Grand Jury very promptly called Mr. Inglesby +before it. They were polite to him, of course, but they did manage to +ask him some very unpleasant and rather personal questions, and they +did manage to impress upon him that certain things mentioned in the +Civic League's report must not be allowed to reoccur. One juror--he +was a planter--had even had the temerity to say out loud the ugly word +"penetentiary." + +Inglesby was shocked. He hadn't known. He was a man of large interests +and he had to leave a great deal to the discretion of superintendents +and foremen. It might be, yes, he could understand how it might very +well be--that his confidence had been abused. He would look into these +things personally hereafter. Why, he was even now busily engaged +compiling a "Book of Rules for Employees." He deplored the almost +universal unrest among employees. It was a very bad sign. Very. Due +almost entirely to agitators, too. + +He didn't come out of that investigation without some of its slime +sticking to him, and this annoyed and irritated and enraged him more +than we guessed, for we hadn't as yet learned the man's ambition. +Also, the women kept following him up. They meant to make him comply +with the strict letter of the law, if that were humanly possible. + +He was far too shrewd not to recognize this; for he presently called +on my mother and offered her whatever aid he could reasonably give. +Her work was invaluable; his foremen and superintendents had +instructions to give her any information she asked for, to show her +anything in the mills she wished to see, and to report to headquarters +any suggestions as to the--er--younger employees, she might be kind +enough to make. If that were not enough she might, he suggested, call +on him personally. Really, one couldn't but admire the _savoir faire_ +of this large unctious being, so fluent, so plausible, until one +happened to catch of a sudden that hard and ruthless gleam which, in +spite of all his caution, would leap at times into his cold eyes. + +"Is he, or isn't he, a hypocrite pure and simple, or are such men +self-deceived?" mused my mother, puckering her brows. "He will do +nothing, I know, that he can well avoid. But--he gave me of his own +accord his personal check for fifty dollars, for that poor consumptive +Shivers woman." + +"She contracted her disease working in his mill and living in one of +his houses on the wages he paid her," said I, "I might remind you to +beware of the Greeks when they come bearing gifts." + +"Proverb for proverb," said she. "The hair of the dog is good for its +bite." + +"Fifty dollars isn't much for a woman's life." + +"Fifty dollars buys considerable comfort in the shape of milk and ice +and eggs. When it's gone--if poor Shivers isn't--I shall take the +Baptist minister's wife and Miss Sally Ruth Dexter with me, and go and +ask him for another check. He'll give it." + +"You'll make him bitterly repent ever having succumbed to the +temptation of appearing charitable," said I. + +We were not left long in doubt that Inglesby had other methods of +attack less pleasant than offering checks for charity. Its two largest +advertisers simultaneously withdrew their advertisements from the +_Clarion_. + +"Let's think this thing out," said John Flint to Laurence. "Cutting +out ads is a bad habit. It costs good money. It should be nipped in +the bud. You've got to go after advertisers like that and make 'em see +the thing in the right light. Say, parson, what's that thing you were +saying the other day--the thing I asked you to read over, remember?" + +_"When the scorner is punished, the simple is made wise; and when the +wise is instructed, he receiveth knowledge,"_ I quoted Solomon. + +"That's it, exactly. You see," he explained, "there's always the right +way out, if you've got sense enough to find it. Only you mustn't get +rattled and try to make your getaway out the wrong door or the front +window--that spoils things. The parson's given you the right tip. That +old chap Solomon had a great bean on him, didn't he?" + +A few days later there appeared, in the space which for years had been +occupied by the bigger of the two advertisements, the following +pleasant notice: + + People Who Disapprove of + Civic Cleanliness, + A Better Town, + Better Kiddies, + and + A Square Deal for Everybody, + _Also_ + Disapprove of + Advertising in the Clarion. + +And the space once occupied by the other advertiser was headed: + + OBITUARIES + +That ghastly poetry in which the soul of the Butterfly Man reveled +appeared in that column thereafter. It was a conspicuous space, and +the horn of rural mourning in printer's ink was exalted among us. It +was not very hard to guess whose hand had directed those +counter-blows. + +When we met those two advertisers on the street afterward we greeted +them with ironical smiles intended to enrage. They had at Inglesby's +instigation been guilty of a tactical blunder of which the men behind +the _Clarion_ had taken fiendish and unexpected advantage. It had +simply never occurred to either that a small town editor might dare to +"come back." The impossible had actually happened. + +I think it was this slackening of his power which alarmed Inglesby +into action. + +"Mr. Inglesby," said the Butterfly Man to me one night, casually, "has +got him a new private secretary. He came this afternoon. His name's +Hunter--J. Howard Hunter. He dresses as if he wrote checks for a +living and he looks exactly like he dresses. Honest, he's the original +he-god they use to advertise suspenders and collars and neverrips and +that sort of thing in the classy magazines. I bet you Inglesby's got +to fork over a man-sized bucket of dough per, to keep _him_. There'll +be a flutter of calico in this burg from now on, for that fellow +certainly knows how to wear his face. He's gilt-edged from start to +finish!" + +Laurence, lounging on the steps, looked up with a smile. + +"His arrival," said he, "has been duly chronicled in to-day's press. +Cease speaking in parables, Bughunter, and tell us what's on your +mind." + +The Butterfly Man hesitated for a moment. Then: + +"Why, it's this way," said he, slowly. "I--hear things. A bit here and +there, you see, as folks tell me. I put what I've heard together, and +think it over. Of course I didn't need anybody to tell me Inglesby was +sore because the _Clarion_ got away from him. He expected it to die. +It didn't. He thought it wouldn't pay expenses--well, the sheriff +isn't in charge yet. And he knows the paper is growing. He's too wise +a guy to let on he's been stung for fair, once in his life, but he +don't propose to let himself in for any more body blows than he can +help. So he looks about a bit and he gets him an agent--older than +you, Mayne, but young enough, too--and even better looking. That agent +will be everywhere pretty soon. The town will fall for him. Say, how +many of you folks know what Inglesby really wants, anyhow?" + +"Everything in sight," said Laurence promptly. + +"And something around the corner, too. He wants to come out in the +open and be IT. He intends to be a big noise in Washington. Gentlemen, +Senator Inglesby! Well, why not?" + +"He hasn't said so, has he?" Laurence was skeptical. + +"He doesn't have to say so. He means to be it, and that's very much +more to the point. However, it happens that he did peep, once or +twice, and it buzzed about a bit--and that's how I happened to catch +it in my net. This Johnny he's just got to help him is the first move. +Private Secretary now. Campaign manager and press agent, later. +Inglesby's getting ready to march on to Washington. You watch him do +it!" + +"Never!" said Laurence, and set his mouth. + +"No?" The Butterfly Man lifted his eyebrows. "Well, what are you going +to do about it? Fight him with your pretty little _Clarion_? It's not +big enough, though you could make it a handy sort of brick to paste +him in the eye with, if you aim straight and pitch hard enough. Go up +against him yourself? You're not strong enough, either, young man, +whatever you may be later on. You can prod him into firing some poor +kids from his mills--but you can't make him feed 'em after he's fired +'em, can you? And you can't keep him from becoming Senator Inglesby +either, unless," he paused impressively, "you can match him even with +a man his money and pull can't beat. Now think." + +The young man bit his lip and frowned. The Butterfly Man watched him +quizzically through his glasses. + +"Don't take it so hard," he grinned. "And don't let the whole +salvation of South Carolina hang too heavy on your shoulders. Leave +_something_ to God Almighty--He managed to pull the cocky little brute +through worse and tougher situations than Inglesby! Also, He ran the +rest of the world for a few years before you and I got here to help +Him with it." + +"You're a cocky brute yourself," said Laurence, critically. + +"I can afford to be, because I can open my hand this minute and show +you the button. Why, the very man you need is right in your reach! If +you could get _him_ to put up his name against Inglesby's, the Big Un +wouldn't be in it." + +Laurence stared. The Butterfly Man stared back at him. + +"Look here," said he slowly. "You remember my nest, and what that +bluejay did for it? And what you said? Well, I've looked about a bit, +and I've seen the bluejay at work.... Oh, hell, I can't talk about +this thing, but I've watched the putty-faced, hollow-chested, +empty-bellied kids--that don't even have guts enough left to laugh.... +Somebody ought to sock it to that brute, on account of those kids. He +ought to be headed off ... make him feel he's to be shoo'd outside! +And I think I know the one man that can shoo him." He paused again, +with his head sunk forward. This was so new a John Flint to me that I +had no words. I was too lost in sheer wonder. + +"The man I mean hates politics. I've been told he has said openly it's +not a gentleman's game any more. You've got to make him see it can be +made one. You've got to make him see it as a duty. Well, once make him +see _that_, and he'll smash Inglesby." + +"You can't mean--for heaven's sake--" + +"I do mean. James Eustis." + +Laurence got up, and walked about, whistling. + +"Good Lord!" said he, "and I never even thought of him in that light. +Why ... he'd sweep everything clean before him!" + +I am a priest. I am not even an Irish priest. Therefore politics do +not interest me so keenly as they might another. But even to my slow +mind the suitability of Eustis was apparent. Of an honored name, just, +sure, kind, sagacious, a builder, a teacher, a pioneer, the plainer +people all over the state leaned upon his judgment. A sane shrewd man +of large affairs, other able men of affairs respected and admired him. +The state, knowing what he stood for, what he had accomplished for her +farmers, what he meant to her agricultural interests, admired and +trusted him. If Eustis wanted any gift within the power of the people +to give, he had but to signify that desire. And yet, it had taken my +Butterfly Man to show us this! + +"Bughunter," said Laurence, respectfully. "If you ever take the notion +to make me president, will you stand behind and show me how to run the +United States on greased wheels?" + +"I?" John Flint was genuinely astounded. "The boy's talking in his +sleep: turn over--you 're lying on your back!" + +"You won't?" + +"I will not!" said the Butterfly Man severely. "I have got something +much more important on my hands than running states, I'll have you +know. Lord, man, I'm getting ready some sheets that will tell pretty +nearly all there is to tell about Catocala Moths!" + +I remembered that sunset hour, and the pretty child of James Eustis +putting in this man's hand a gray moth. I think he was remembering, +too, for his eyes of a sudden melted, as if he saw again her face that +was so lovely and so young. Glancing at me, he smiled fleetingly. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE BLUEJAY + + +When Mary Virginia was graduated, my mother sent her, to commemorate +that very important and pleasant occasion, one of her few remaining +treasures--a carved ivory fan which Le Brun had painted out of his +heart of hearts for one of King Louis' loveliest ladies. It still +exhaled, like a whiff of lost roses, something of her vanished grace. + + "I have a fancy," wrote my mother to Mary Virginia, "that having + been pressed against women's bosoms and held in women's hands, + having been, as it were, symbols which expressed the hidden + emotions of the heart, these exquisite toys have thus been + enabled to gain a soul, a soul composed of sentience and of + memory. I think that as they lie all the long, long years in + those carved and scented boxes which are like little tombs, they + remember the lights and the flowers and the perfumes, the glimmer + and gleam of jewels and silks, the frothy fall of laces, the + laughter and whispers and glances, the murmured word, the stifled + sigh: and above all, the touch of soft lips that used to brush + them lightly; and the poor things wonder a bit wistfully what has + become of all that gay and lovely life, all that perished bravery + and beauty that once they knew. So I am quite sure this + apparently soulless bit of carved ivory sighs inaudibly to feel + again the touch of a warm and young hand, to be held before gay + and smiling eyes, to have a flower-fresh face bent over it once + more. + + "Accept it, then, my child, with your old friend's love. Use it in + your happy hours, dream over it a little, sigh lightly; and then + smile to remember that this is your Hour, that you are young, and + life and love are yours. It is in such youthful and happy smiles + that we whose day declines may relive for a brief and bright space + our golden noon. Shall I tell you a secret, before your time to + know it? _Youth alone is eternal and immortal!_ How do I know? + _'Et Ego in Arcadia vixi!'_" + +Mary Virginia showed me that letter, long afterward, and I have +inserted it here, although I suppose it really isn't at all relevant. +But I shall let it stand, because it is so like my mother! + +John Flint made for the schoolgirl a most wonderful tray with handles +and border of hammered and twisted copper. The tray itself was covered +with a layer of silvery thistle-down; and on this, hovering above +flowers, some of his loveliest butterflies spread their wings. So +beautifully did their frail bodies fit into this airy bed, so +carefully was the work done, that you might fancy only the glass which +covered them kept them from escaping. + + "You will remember telling me, when you were going away to grow + up," wrote John Flint, "to watch out for any big fine fellows + that came by of a morning, because they'd be messengers from you + to the Parish House people. Big and little they've come, and + I've played like they were all of them your carriers. So you see + we had word of you every single day of all these years you've + been gone! Now I'm sending one or two of them back to you. Please + play like my tray's a million times bigger and finer and that + it's all loaded down with good messages and hopes; and believe + that still it wouldn't be half big enough to hold all the good + wishes the Parish House folks (you were right: I belong, and so + does Kerry) send you to-day by the hand of your old friend, + + THE BUTTERFLY MAN. + +Mary Virginia showed me that letter, too, because she was so delighted +with it, and so proud of it. I like its English very well, but I like +its Irishness even better. + +But, although she had at last finished and done with school, Mary +Virginia didn't come home to us as we had hoped she would. Her mother +had other plans, which failed to include little Appleboro. Why should +a girl with such connections and opportunities be buried in a little +town when great cities waited for just such with open and welcoming +arms? The best we got then was a photograph of our girl in her +graduation frock--slim wistful Mary Virginia, with much of her dear +angular youthfulness still clinging to her. + +It was Mrs. Eustis herself who kept us posted, after awhile, of the +girl's later triumphant progress; the sensation she created, the bored +world bowing to her feet because she brought it, along with name and +wealth, so fresh a spirit, so pure a beauty. There was a certain +autocratic old Aunt of her mother's, a sort of awful high priestess in +the inmost shrine of the sacred elect; this Begum, delighted with her +young kinswoman, ordered the rest of her world to be likewise +delighted, and the world agreeing with her verdict, Mary Virginia +fared very well. She was fêted, photographed, and paragraphed. Her +portrait, painted by a rather obscure young man, made the painter +famous. In the hands of the Begum the pretty girl blossomed into a +great beauty. The photograph that presently came to us quite took our +breath away, she was so regal. + +"She will never, never again be at home in little Appleboro," said my +mother, regretfully. "That dear, simple, passionate, eager child we +used to know has gone forever--life has taken her. This beautiful +creature's place is not here--_she_ belongs to a world where the women +wear titles and tiaras, and the men wear kings' orders. No, we could +never hope to hold her any more." + +"But we could love her, could we not? Perhaps even more than those +fine ladies with tiaras and titles and those fine gentlemen with +orders, whom your fancy conjures up for her," said I crisply, for her +words stung. They found an echo in my own heart. + +"Love her? Oh, but of course! But--love counts for very, very little +in the world which claims Mary Virginia now, Armand. Ambition stifles +him." I was silent. I knew. + +As for John Flint, he looked at that photograph and turned red. + +"Good Lord! To think I had nerve to send _her_ a few butterflies last +year ... told _her_ to play like they meant more! I somehow couldn't +get the notion in my head that she'd grown up.... I never could think +of her except as a sort of kid-angel, because I couldn't seem to bear +the idea of her ever being anything else but what she was. Well ... +she's not, any more. And I've had the nerve to give a few insects to +the Queen of Sheba!" + +"Bosh!" said Laurence, sturdily. "She ought to be glad and proud to +get that tray, and I'll bet you Mary Virginia's delighted with it. +She's her father's daughter as well as her mother's, please. As for +Appleboro not being good enough for her, that's piffle, too, p'tite +Madame, and I'm surprised at you! Her own town is good enough for any +girl. If it isn't, let her just pitch in and help make it good enough, +if she's worth her salt. Not that Mary Virginia isn't scrumptious, +though. Lordy, who'd think this was the same kid that used to bump my +head?" + +"She turns heads now, instead of bumping them," said my mother. + +"Oh, she's not the only head-turner Appleboro can boast of!" said the +young man grandly. "We've always been long on good-lookers in +Carolina, whatever else we may lack. They're like berries in their +season." + +"But the berry season is short and soon over, my son: and there are +seasons when there are no berries at all--except preserved ones," +suggested my mother, with that swift, curious cattiness which so often +astounds me in even the dearest of women. + +"Dare you to tell that to the Civic League!" chortled Laurence. "I'll +grant you that Mary Virginia's the biggest berry in the patch, at the +height of a full season. But look at her getup! Don't doodads and +fallals, and hen-feathers in the hair, and things twisted and tied, +and a slithering train, and a clothesline length of pearls and such, +count for something? How about Claire Dexter, for instance? She mayn't +have a Figure like her Aunt Sally Ruth, but suppose you dolled Claire +up like this? A flirt she was born and a flirt she will die, but isn't +she a perfect peach? That reminds me--that ungrateful minx gave two +dances rightfully mine to Mr. Howard Hunter last night. I didn't raise +any ructions, because, to tell you the truth, I didn't much blame her. +That fellow really knows how to dance, and the way he can convey to a +girl the impression that he's only alive on her account makes me gnash +my teeth with green-and-blue envy. No wonder they all dote on him! No +home complete without this handsome ornament!" he added. + +My mother's lips came firmly together. + +"It is a great mistake to figure Mephistopheles as a rather blasé +brunette," she remarked crisply. "I am absolutely certain that if you +could catch the devil without his mask you'd find him a perfect +blonde." + +"Nietzsche's blonde beast, then?" suggested Laurence, amused at her +manner. + +"That same blonde beast is perhaps the most magnificent of animals," I +put in. For alone of my household I admired immensely Mr. Inglesby's +secretary. He was the only man I have ever known to whom the term +'beautiful' might be justly applied, and at the word's proper worth. +Such a man as this, a two-handed sword gripped in his steel fists, a +wolfskin across his broad shoulders and eagle-wings at either side the +helmet that crowns his yellow hair, looks at one out of many a red, +red page of the past with just such blue, dangerous, and cloudless +eyes. Rolling and reeking decks have known him, and falling walls, +and shrieks, and flames mounting skyward, and viking sagas, and +drinking-songs roared from brass throats, and terrible hymns to Odin +Allfather in the midwatches of Northern nights. + +He had called upon me shortly after his arrival, his ostensible reason +being my work among his mill-people. I think he liked me, later. At +any rate, I had seen much of him, and I was indebted to him for more +than one shrewd and practical suggestion. If at times I was chilled by +what seemed to me a ruthless and cold-blooded manner of viewing the +whole great social question I was nevertheless forced to admire the +almost mathematical perfection to which he had reduced his system. + +"But you wish to deal with human beings as with figures in a sum," I +objected once. + +"Figures," he smiled equably, "are only stubborn--on paper. When +they're alive they're fluid and any clever social chemist can reduce +them to first principles. It's really very simple, as all great things +are: _When in doubt, reach the stomach!_ There you are! That's the +universal eye-opener." + +"My dear friend," he added, laughing, "don't look so horrified. _I_ +didn't make things as they are. Personally, I might even prefer to +say, like Mr. Fox in the old story, _'It was not so. It is not so. And +God forbid it should be so!'_ But I can't, truthfully, and +therefore--I don't. I accept what I can't help. Self-preservation, we +all admit, is the first law of nature. Now I consider myself, and the +class I represent, as beings much more valuable to the world than, +let's say, your factory-hands, your mill-workers, your hewers of wood +and drawers of water. Thus, should the occasion arise, I should most +unhesitatingly use whatever weapons law, religion, civilization +itself, put into my hands, without compunction and possibly what some +cavilers might call without mercy; having at stake a very vital +issue--the preservation of my kind, the protection of my class against +Demos." + +He spoke without heat, calmly, looking at me smilingly with his fine +intelligent eyes: there was even much of truth in his frank statement +of his case. Always has Dives spoken thus, law-protected, dining +within; while without the doors of the sick civilization he has +brought about, Lazarus lies, licked by the dogs of chance. No, this +man was advocating no new theory; once, perhaps, I might have argued +even thus myself, and done so with a clean conscience. This man was +merely an opportunist. I knew he would never "reach their stomachs" +unless he thought he had to. Indeed, since his coming, things had +changed greatly at the mills, and for the better. + +"The day of the great god Gouge," he had said to Inglesby, "is +passing. It's bad business to overwork and underpay your hands into a +state of chronic insurrection. That means losing time and scamping +work. The square deal is not socialism nor charity nor a matter of any +one man's private pleasure or conscience--it's cold hard common sense +and sound scientific business. You get better results, and that's what +you're after." + +Perhaps it was because Appleboro offered, at that time, very little to +amuse and interest that keen mind of his, that the Butterfly Man +amused and interested Hunter so much. Or perhaps, proud as he was, +even he could not wholly escape that curious likableness which drew +men to John Flint. + +He was delighted with our collection. He could appreciate its scope +and value, something to which all Appleboro else paid but passing +heed. John Flint declared that most folks came to see our butterflies +just as they would have run to see the dog-faced boy or the bearded +lady--merely for something to see. But this man's appreciation and +praise were both sincere and encouraging. And as he never allowed +anything or anybody unusual or interesting to pass him by without at +least sampling its savor, he formed the habit of strolling over to the +Parish House to talk with the limping man who had come there a dying +tramp, was now a scientist, with the manner and appearance of a +gentleman, and who spoke at will the language of two worlds. That this +once black sheep had strayed of his own will and pleasure from some +notable fold Hunter didn't for a moment doubt. Like all Appleboro, he +wouldn't have been at all surprised to see this prodigal son welcomed +into the bosom of some Fifth Avenue father, and have the fatted calf +dressed for him by a chef whose salary might have hired three college +professors. Hunter had known one or two such black sheep in his time; +he fancied himself none too shrewd in thus penetrating Flint's rather +obvious secret. + +My mother watched the secretary's comings and goings at the Parish +House speculatively. Not even the fact that he quoted her adored La +Rochefoucauld, in flawless French, softened _her_ estimate. + +"If he even had the semblance of a heart!" said she, regretfully. "But +he is all head, that one." + +Now, I am a simple man, and this cultivated and handsome man of the +world delighted me. To me immured in a mill town he brought the modern +world's best. He was a window, for me, which let in light. + +"That great blonde!" said Madame, wonderingly. "He is so designedly +fascinating I wonder you fail to see the wheels go 'round. However, +let me admit that I thank God devoutly I am no longer young and +susceptible. Consider the terrible power such a man might exert over +an ardent and unsophisticated heart!" + +It was Hunter who had brought me a slim book, making known to me a +poet I had otherwise missed. + +"You are sure to like Bridges," he told me, "for the sake of one +verse. Have you ever thought _why_ I like you, Father De Rancé? +Because you amuse me. I see in you one of life's subtlest ironies: A +Greek beauty-worshiper posing as a Catholic priest--in Appleboro!" He +laughed. And then, with real feeling, he read in his resonant voice: + + "I love all beautiful things: + I seek and adore them. + God has no better praise, + And man in his hasty days, + Is honored for them." + +When at times the secretary brought his guests to see what he +pleasingly enough termed Appleboro's one claim to distinction, the +Butterfly Man did the honors to the manner born. Drawer after drawer +and box after box would he open, patiently answering and explaining. +And indeed, I think the contents were worth coming far to see. Some of +them had come to us from the ends of the earth; from China and Japan +and India and Africa and Australia, from the Antilles and Mexico and +South America and the isles of the Pacific; from many and many a +lonely missionary station had they been sent us. Even as our +collection grew, the library covering it grew with it. But this was +merely the most showy and pleasing part of the work. That which had +the greatest scientific worth and interest, that upon which John +Flint's value and reputation were steadily mounting, was in less +lovely and more destructive forms of insect life. Beside this last, a +labor calling for the most unremitting, painstaking, persevering +research, observation, and intelligence, the painted beauties of his +butterflies were but as precious play. For in this last he was +wringing from Nature's reluctant fingers some of her dearest and most +deeply hidden secrets. He was like Jacob, wrestling all night long +with an unknown angel, saying sturdily: + +"I will not let thee go except thou tell me thy name!" Like Jacob, he +paid the price of going halt for his knowledge. + +I like to think that Hunter understood the enormous value of the +naturalist's work. But I fancy the silent and absorbed student himself +was to his mind the most interesting specimen, the most valuable +study. It amused him to try to draw his reticent host into familiar +and intimate conversation. Flint was even as his name. + +Oddly enough, Hunter shared the Butterfly Man's liking for that +unspeakable Book of Obituaries, and I have seen him take a batch of +them from his pocket as a free-will offering. I have seen him, who had +all French, Russian and English literature at his fingers' ends, sit +chuckling and absorbed for an hour over that fearful collection of +lugubrious verse and worse grammar; pausing every now and then to cast +a speculative and curious glance at his impassive host, who, paying +absolutely no attention to him, bent his whole mind, instead, upon +some tiny form in a balsam slide mount under his microscope. + +"Why don't you admire Mr. Hunter?" I was curious to know. + +"But I do admire him." Flint was sincere. + +"Then if you admire him, why don't you like him?" + +He reflected. + +"I don't like the expression of his teeth," he admitted. "They're too +pointed. He looks like he'd bite. I don't think he'd care much who he +bit, either; it would all depend on who got in his way." + +Seeing me look at him wonderingly, he paused in his work, stretched +his legs under the table, and grinned up at me. + +"I'm not saying he oughtn't to put his best foot foremost," he agreed. +"We'd all do that, if we only knew how. And I'm not saying he ought to +tell on himself, or that anybody's got any business getting under his +guard. I don't hanker to know anybody's faults, or to find out what +they've got up their sleeves besides their elbows, unless I have to. +Why, I'd as soon ask a fellow to take off his patent leathers to prove +he hadn't got bunions, or to unbutton his collar, so I'd be sure it +wasn't fastened onto a wart on the back of his neck. Personally I +don't want to air anybody's bumps and bunions. It's none of my +business. I believe in collars and shoes, myself. _But_ if I see +signs, I can believe all by my lonesome they've got 'em, can't I?" + +"Exactly. Your deductions, my dear Sherlock, are really marvelous. A +gentleman wears good shoes and clean collars--wherefore, you don't +like the expression of his teeth!" said I, ironically. + +"Slap me on the wrist some more, if it makes you feel good," he +offered brazenly. "For he may--and I sure don't." His grin faded, the +old pucker came to his forehead. + +"Parson, maybe the truth is I'm not crazy over him because people like +him get people like me to seeing too plainly that things aren't fairly +dealt out. Why, think a minute. That man's got about all a man can +have, hasn't he? In himself, I mean. And if there's anything more he +fancies, he can reach out and get it, can't he? Well, then, some folks +might get to thinking that folks like him--get more than they deserve. +And some ... don't get any more than they deserve," he finished, with +grim ambiguity. + +"Do you like him yourself?" he demanded, as I made no reply. + +"I admire him immensely." + +"Does Madame like him?" he came back. + +"Madame is a woman," I said, cautiously. "Also, you are to remember +that if Madame doesn't, she is only one against many. All the rest of +them seem to adore him." + +"Oh, the rest of them!" grunted John Flint, and scowled. "Huh! If it +wasn't for Madame and a few more like her, I'd say women and hens are +the two plum-foolest things God has found time to make yet. If you +don't believe it, watch them stand around and cackle over the first +big dunghill rooster that walks on his wings before them! There are +times when I could wring their necks. Dern a fool, anyhow!" He +wriggled in his chair with impatience. + +"Liver," said I, outraged. "You'd better see Dr. Westmoreland about +it. When a man talks like you're talking now, it's just one of two +things--a liver out of whack, or plain ugly jealousy." + +"I do sound like I've got a grouch, don't I?" he admitted, without +shame. "Well ... maybe it's jealousy, and maybe it's not. The truth +is, he rubs me rather raw at times, I don't know just how or why. +Maybe it's because he's so sure of himself. He can afford to be sure. +There isn't any reason why he shouldn't be. And it hurts my feelings." +He looked up at me, shrewdly. "He looks all right, and he sounds all +right, and maybe he might be all right--but, parson, I've got the +notion that somehow he's not!" + +"Good heavens! Why, look at what the man has done for the mill folks! +Whatever his motives are, the result is right there, isn't it? His +works praise him in the gates!" + +"Oh, sure! But he hasn't played his full hand out yet, friend. You just +give him time. His sort don't play to lose; they can't afford to lose; +losing is the other fellow's job. Parson, see here: there are two sides +to all things; one of 'em's right and the other's wrong, and a man's got +to choose between 'em. He can't help it. He's got to be on one side or +the other, if he's a _man_. A neutral is a squashy It that both sides do +right to kick out of the way. Now you can't do the right side any good +if you're standing flatfooted on the wrong side, can you? No; you take +sides according to what's in you. You know good and well one side is +full of near-poors, and half-ways, and real-poors--the downandouters, +the guys that never had a show, ditchers and sewercleaners and +sweatshoppers and mill hands and shuckers, and overdriven mutts and +starved women and kids. It's sure one hell of a road, but there's got to +be a light somewhere about it or the best of the whole world wouldn't +take to it for choice, would they? Yet they do! Like Jesus Christ, say. +They turn down the other side cold, though it's nicer traveling. Why, +you can hog that other road in an auto, you can run down the beggars and +the kids, you can even shoot up the cops that want to make you keep the +speed laws. You haven't _got_ any speed laws there. It's your road. You +own it, see? It's what it is because you've made it so, just to please +yourself, and to hell with the hicks that have to leg it! But--you lose +out on that side even when you think you've won. You get exactly what +you go after, but you don't get any more, and so you lose out. Why? +Because you're an egg-sucker and a nest-robber and a shrike, and a +four-flusher and a piker, that's why! + +"The first road don't give you anything you can put your hands on; +except that you think and hope maybe there's that light at the end of +it. But, parson, I guess if _you're_ man enough to foot it without a +pay-envelope coming in on Saturdays, why, it's plenty good enough for +_me_--and Kerry. But while I'm legging it I'll keep a weather eye +peeled for crooks. That big blonde he-god is one of 'em. You soak that +in your thinking-tank: he's one of 'em!" + +"But look at what he's doing!" said I, aghast. "What he's doing is +_good_. Even Laurence couldn't ask for more than good results, could +he?" + +The Butterfly Man smiled. + +"Don't get stung, parson. Why, you take me, myself. Suppose, parson, +you'd been on the other side, like Hunter is, when I came along? Suppose +you'd never stopped a minute, since you were born, to think of anything +or anybody but yourself and your own interests--where would I be to-day, +parson? Suppose you had the utility-and-nothing-but-business bug biting +you, like that skate's got? Why, what do you suppose you'd have done +with little old Slippy? I was considerable good business to look at +then, wasn't I? No. You've got to have something in you that will let +you take gambler's chances; you've got to be willing to bet the limit +and risk your whole kitty on the one little chance that a roan will come +out right, if you give him a fair show, just because he _is_ a man; or +you can't ever hope to help just when that help's needed. Right there is +the difference between the Laurence-and-you sort and the Hunter-men," +said John Flint, obstinately. + +As for Laurence, he and Hunter met continually, both being in constant +social demand. If Laurence did not naturally gravitate toward that +bright particular set of rather rapid young people which presently +formed itself about the brilliant figure of Hunter, the two did not +dislike each other, though Hunter, from an older man's sureness of +himself, was the more cordial of the two. I fancy each watched the +other more guardedly than either would like to admit. They represented +opposite interests; one might at any moment become inimical to the +other. Of this, however, no faintest trace was allowed to appear upon +the calm unruffled surface of things. + +If Inglesby had chosen this man by design, it had been a wise choice. +For he was undoubtedly very popular, and quite deservedly so. He had +unassailable connections, as we all knew. He brought a broader +culture, which was not without its effect. And in spite of the fact +that he represented Inglesby, there was not a door in Appleboro that +was not open to him. Inglesby himself seemed a less sinister figure in +the light of this younger and dazzling personality. Thus the secretary +gradually removed the thorns and briars of doubts and prejudices, +sowing in their stead the seeds of Inglesby's ambition and +rehabilitation, in the open light of day. He knew his work was well +done; he was sure of ultimate success; he had always been successful, +and there had been, heretofore, no one strong enough to actively +oppose him. He could therefore afford to make haste slowly. Even had +he been aware of the Butterfly Man's acrid estimate of him, it must +have amused him. When all was said and done, what did a Butterfly +Man--even such a one as ours--amount to, in the world of Big Business +_He_ hadn't stocks nor bonds nor power nor pull. He hadn't anything +but a personality that arrested you, a setter dog, a slowly-growing +name, a room full of insects in an old priest's garden. Of course +Hunter would have smiled! And there wasn't a soul to tell him anything +of Slippy McGee! + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +A LITTLE GIRL GROWN UP + + +Summer stole out a-tiptoe, and October had come among the live-oaks +and the pines, and touched the wide marshes and made them brown, and +laid her hand upon the barrens and the cypress swamps and set them +aflame with scarlet and gold. October is not sere and sorrowful with +us, but a ruddy and deep-bosomed lass, a royal and free-hearted +spender and giver of gifts. Asters of imperial purple, golden rod fit +for kings' scepters, march along with her in ever thinning ranks; the +great bindweed covers fences and clambers up dying cornstalks; and in +many a covert and beside the open ditches the Gerardia swings her pink +and airy bells. All down the brown roads white lady's-lace and yarrow +and the stiff purple iron-weed have leaped into bloom; under its faded +green coat the sugar-cane shows purple; and sumac and sassafras and +gums are afire. The year's last burgeoning of butterflies riots, a +tangle of rainbow coloring, dancing in the mellow sunshine. And day by +day a fine still deepening haze descends veil-like over the landscape +and wraps it in a vague melancholy which most sweetly invades the +spirit. It is as if one waits for a poignant thing which must happen. + +Upon such a perfect afternoon, I, reading my worn old breviary under +our great magnolia, heard of a sudden a voice of pure gold call me, +very softly, by my name; and looking up met eyes of almost +unbelievable blue, and the smile of a mouth splendidly young and red. + +I suppose the tall girl standing before me was fashionably and +expensively clad; heaven knows _I_ don't know what she wore, but I do +know that whatever it was it became her wonderfully; and although it +seemed to me very simple, and just what such a girl ought to wear, my +mother says you could tell half a mile away that those clothes smacked +of super-tailoring at its costliest. Hat and gloves she held in her +slim white ringless hand. One thus saw her waving hair, framing her +warm pale face in living ebony. + +"Padre!" said she. "Oh, dear, dear, Padre!" and down she dropped +lightly beside me, and cradled her knees in her arms, and looked up, +with an arch and tender friendliness. That childish action, that +upward glance, brought back the darling child I had so greatly loved. +This was no Queen-of-Sheba, as John Flint had thought. This was not +the regal young beauty whose photograph graced front pages. This was +my own girl come back. And I knew I hadn't lost Mary Virginia. + +"I remembered this place, and I knew--I just knew in my heart--you'd +be sitting here, with your breviary in your hand. I knew just how +you'd be looking up, every now and then, smiling at things because +they're lovely and you love them. So I stole around by the back +gate--and there you were!" said she, her eyes searching me. "Padre, +Padre, how more than good to see you again! And I'm sure that's the +same cassock I left you wearing. You could wear it a couple of +lifetimes without getting a single spot on it--you were always such a +delightful old maid, Padre! Where and how is Madame? Who's in the +Guest Rooms? How is John Flint since he's come to be a Notable? Has +Miss Sally Ruth still got a Figure? How are the judge's cats, and the +major's goatee? How is everything and everybody?" + +"Did you know you'd have to make room for me, Padre? Well, you will. I +picked up and fairly ran away from everything and everybody, because +the longing for home grew upon me intolerably. When I was in Europe, +and I used to think that three thousand miles of water lay between me +and Appleboro, I used to cry at nights. I hope John Flint's +butterflies told him what I told them to tell him for me, when they +came by! How beautiful the old place looks! Padre, you're _thin_. Why +will you work so hard? Why doesn't somebody stop you? And--you're +gray, but how perfectly beautiful gray hair is, and how thick and wavy +yours is, too! Gray hair was invented and intended for folks with +French blood and names. Nobody else can wear it half so gracefully. +Now tell me first of all you're glad as glad can be to see me, Padre. +Say you haven't forgotten me--and then you can tell me everything +else!" + +She paused, fanned herself with her hat, and laughed, looking up at me +with her blue, blue eyes that were so heavily fringed with black. + +I was so startled by her sudden appearance--as if she had walked out +of my prayers, like an angel; and, above all, by that resemblance to +the one long since dust and unremembered of all men's hearts save +mine, that I could hardly bear to look upon her. That other one seemed +to have stepped delicately out of her untimely grave; to sit once more +beside me, and thus to look at me once more with unforgotten eyes. +Thou knowest, my God, before whom all hearts are bare, that I could +not have loved thee so singly nor served thee without fainting, all +these years, if for one faithless moment I could have forgotten her! + +My mother came out of the house with a garden hat tied over her white +hair, and big garden gloves on her hands. At sight of the girl she +uttered a joyful shriek, flung scissors and trowel and basket aside, +and rushed forward. With catlike quickness the girl leaped to her feet +and the two met and fell into each other's arms. I wished when I saw +the little woman's arms close so about the girl, and the look that +flashed into her face, that heaven had granted her a daughter. + +"Mother complained that I should at least have the decency to wire you +I was coming--she said I was behaving like a child. But I wanted to +walk in unannounced. I was so sure, you see, that there'd be welcome +and room for me at the Parish House." + +"The little room you used to like so much is waiting for you," said my +mother, happily. + +"Next to yours, all in blue and white, with the Madonna of the Chair +over the mantelpiece and the two china shepherdesses under her?" + +"Then you shall see the new baby in the bigger Guest Room, and the +crippled Polish child in the small one," said my mother. "The baby's +name is Smelka Zurawawski, but she's all the better for it--I never +saw a nicer baby. And the little boy is so patient and so intelligent, +and so pretty! Dr. Westmoreland thinks he can be cured, and we hope to +be able to send him on to Johns Hopkins, after we've got him in good +shape. Where is your luggage? How long may we keep you? But first of +all you shall have tea and some of Clélie's cakes. Clélie has grown +horribly vain of her cakes. She expects to make them in heaven some of +these days, for the most exclusive of the cherubim and seraphim, and +the lordliest of the principalities and powers." + +Mary Virginia smiled at the pleased old servant. "I've half a dozen +gorgeous Madras head-handkerchiefs for you, Clélie, and a perfect duck +of a black frock which you are positively to make up and wear now--you +are _not_ to save it up to be buried in!" + +"No'm, Miss Mary Virginia. I won't get buried in it. I'll maybe get +married in it," said Clélie calmly. + +"Married! Clélie!" said my mother, in consternation. "Do you mean to +tell me you're planning to leave me, at this time of our lives?" + +Clélie was indignant. "You think I have no mo'sense than to leave you +and M'sieu Armand, for some strange nigger? Not me!" + +"Who are you going to marry, Clélie?" Mary Virginia was delighted. +"And hadn't you better let me give you another frock? Black is hardly +appropriate for a bride." + +"I'm not exactly set in my mind who he's going to be yet, Miss Mary +Virginia, but he's got to be somebody or other. There's been lots +after me, since it got out I'm such a grand cook and save my wages. +But I've got a sort of taste for Daddy January. He's old, but he's +lively. He's a real ambitious old man like that. Besides, I'm sure of +his family,--I always did like Judge Mayne and Mister Laurence, and I +do like 'ristocratic connections, Miss Mary Virginia. That big nigger +that drives one of the mill trucks had the impudence to tell me he'd +give me a church wedding and pay for it himself, but I told him I was +raised a Catholic; and what you think he said? He said, 'Oh, well, +you've been christened in the face already. We can dip the rest of you +easy enough, and then you'll be a real Christian, like me!' I'd just +scalded my chickens and was picking them, and I was that mad I upped +and let him have that dish pan full of hot water and wet feathers in +his face. 'There,' says I, 'you're christened in the face now +yourself,' I says. 'You can go and dip the rest of yourself,' says I, +'but see you do it somewhere else besides my kitchen,' I says. I don't +think he's crazy to marry me any more, and Daddy January's sort of +soothing to my feelings, besides being close to hand. Yes'm, I guess +you'd better give me the black dress, Miss Mary Virginia, if you don't +mind: it'd come in awful handy if I had to go in mourning." + +"The black dress it shall be," said Mary Virginia, gaily. She turned +to my mother. "And what do you think, p'tite Madame? I've a rare +butterfly for John Flint, that an English duke gave me for him! The +duke is a collector, too, and he'd gotten some specimens from John +Flint. The minute he learned I was from Appleboro he asked me all +about him. He said nobody else under the sky can 'do' insects so +perfectly, and that nobody except the Lord and old Henri Fabre knew as +much about certain of them as John Flint does. Folks thought the duke +was taken up with _me_, of course, and I was no end conceited! I +hadn't the ghost of an idea you and John Flint were such astonishingly +learned folks, Padre! But of course if a duke thought so, I knew I'd +better think so, too--and so I did and do! Think of a duke knowing +about folks in little Appleboro! And he was such a nice old man, too. +Not a bit dukey, after you knew him!" + +"We come in touch with collectors everywhere," I explained. + +"And so John Flint has written some sort of a book, describing the +whole life history of something or other, and _you've_ done all the +drawings! Isn't it lovely? Why, it sounds like something out of a +pleasant book. Mayn't I see collector and collection in the morning? +And oh, where's Kerry?" + +"Kerry," said my mother gravely, "is a most important personage. He's +John Flint's bodyguard. He doesn't actually sleep in his master's bed, +because he has one of his own right next it. Clélie was horrified at +first. She said they'd be eating together next, but the Butterfly Man +reminded her that Kerry likes dog-biscuit and he doesn't. I figure +that in the order of his affections the Butterfly Man ranks Kerry +first, Armand and myself next, and Laurence a close third." + +"Oh, Laurence," said Mary Virginia. "I'll be so glad to see Laurence +again, if only to quarrel with him. Is he just as logical as ever? Has +he given the sun a black eye with his sling-shot? My father's always +praising Laurence in his letters." + +Now my mother adores Laurence. She patterns upon this model every +young man she meets, and if they are not Laurence-sized she does not +include them in her good graces. But she seldom lifts her voice in +praise of her favorite. She is far, far too wise. + +"Laurence generally looks in upon us during the evening, if he is not +too busy," she said, non-committally. "You see, people are beginning +to find out what a really fine lawyer Laurence is, so cases are coming +to him steadily." + +The trunks had arrived, and Mary Virginia changed into white, in which +she glowed and sparkled like a fire opal. We three dined together, and +as she became more and more animated, a pink flush stole into her +rather pale cheeks and her eyes deepened and darkened. She was vividly +alive. One could see why Mary Virginia was classed as a great beauty, +although, strictly speaking, she was no such thing. But she had that +compelling charm which one simply cannot express in words. It was +there, and you felt it. She did not take your heart by storm, +willynilly. You watched her, and presently you gave her your heart +willingly, delighted that a creature so lovely and so unaffected and +worth loving had crossed your path. + +She chatted with my mother about that world which the older woman had +once graced, and my mother listened without a shade to darken her +smooth forehead. But I do not think I ever so keenly appreciated the +many sacrifices she had made for me, until that night. + +The autumn evening had grown chilly, and we had a fire in the +clean-swept fireplace. The old brass dogs sparkled in the blaze, and +the shadows flickered and danced on the walls, and across the faces of +De Rancé portraits; the pleasant room was full of a ruddy, friendly +glow. My mother sat in her low rocker, making something or other out +of pink and white wools for the baby upstairs. Mary Virginia, at the +old square piano, sang for us. She had a charming voice, carefully +cultivated and sweet, and she played with great feeling. + +Kerry barked at the gate, as he always does when home is reached. My +mother, dropping her work, ran to the window which gives upon the +garden, and called. A moment later the Butterfly Man, with Laurence +just back of him, and Kerry squeezing in between them, stood in the +door. Mary Virginia, lips parted, eyes alight, hands outstretched, +arose. The light of the whole room seemed not so much to gather upon +her, as to radiate from her. + +The dog reached her first. Outdoor exercise, careful diet, perfect +grooming, had kept Kerry in fine shape. His age told only in an added +dignity, a slower movement. + +The girl went down on her knees, and hugged him. Pitache, aroused by +Kerry's unwonted demonstrations, circled about them, rushing in every +now and then to bestow an indiscriminate lick. + +"Why, it's Mary Virginia!" exclaimed Laurence, and helped her to her +feet. The two regarded each other, mutually appraising. He towered +above her, head and shoulders, and I thought with great satisfaction +that, go where she would, she could nowhere find a likelier man than +this same Laurence of ours. Like David in his youth, he was ruddy and +of a beautiful countenance. + +"Why, Laurence! What a Jack-the-Giant-killer! Mercy, how big the boy's +grown!" + +"Why, Mary Virginia! What a heart-smasher! Mercy, how pretty the +girl's grown!" he came back, holding her hand and looking down at her +with equally frank delight. "When I remember the pigtailed, leggy, +tonguey minx that used to fetch me clumps over the head--and then +regard this beatific vision--I'm afraid I'll wake up and you'll be +gone!" + +"If you'll kindly give me back my hand, I might be induced to fetch +you another clump or two, just to prove my reality," she suggested, +with a delightful hint of the old truculence. + +"'T is she! This is indeed none other than our long-lost child!" +burbled Laurence. "Lordy, I wish I could tell her how more than good +it is to see her again--and to see her as she is!" + +Now all this time John Flint had stood in the doorway; and when my +mother beckoned him forward, he came, I fancied, a bit unwillingly. +His limp was for once painfully apparent, and whether from the +day-long tramp, or from some slight indisposition, he was very pale; +it showed under his deep tan. + +But I was proud of him. His manner had a pleasant shyness, which was a +tribute to the young girl's beauty. It had as well a simple dignity. +And one was impressed by the fine and powerful physique of him, so +lean and springy, so boyishly slim about the hips and waist, so deeply +stamped with clean living of days in the open, of nights under the +stars. The features had thinned and sharpened, and his red beard +became him; the hair thinning on the temples increased the breadth of +the forehead, and behind his glasses the piercing blue eyes--something +like an eagle's eyes--were clear, direct, and kind. He wore his +clothes well, with a sort of careless carefulness, more like an +Englishman than an American, who is always welldressed, but rather +gives the impression of being conscious of it. + +Mary Virginia's lips parted, her eyes widened, for a fraction of a +second. But if, remembering him as she had first seen and known him, +she was astonished to find him as he was now, she gave no further +outward sign. Instead, she gave him her hand as to an equal, and in a +few gracious words let him know that she knew and was proud of what he +had done and what he was yet to do. She repeated, too, with a pretty +air of personal triumph, the old nobleman's praise. Indeed, it had +been he who had told her of the book, which he had lately purchased +and studied, she said. And oh, hadn't she just _swelled_ with pride! +She had been that conceited! + +"You don't know how much obliged to you I should be, for if he hadn't +accidentally learned I was from Appleboro, the town in which dwelt his +most greatly prized correspondent--that's what he said, Mr. +Flint!--why, I'm sure he wouldn't have noticed me any more than he +noticed any other girl--which is, not at all; he being a toplofty and +serious Personage addicted to people who do things and write things, +particularly things about things that crawl and fly. And if he hadn't +noticed me so pointedly--he actually came to see us!--why, I shouldn't +have had such a perfectly gorgeous time. It was a great feather in my +cap," she crowed. "Everybody envied me desperately!" She managed to +make us understand that this was really a compliment to the Butterfly +Man, not to herself. + +"If the little book served you for one minute it was well worth the +four years it took me to gather the materials together and write it," +said he, pleasantly. And even the courtly Hunter couldn't have said it +with a manlier grace. + +"Mary Virginia," said Laurence slyly, "when you've had your fill of +bugs, make him show you the Book of Obituaries. He thereby stands +revealed in his true colors. Why, he made me buy the old _Clarion_ and +hire Jim Dabney to run it, so his supply of mortuary gems shouldn't be +cut off untimely. To-day he culled this one: + + Phileola dear, we cry because thou hast gone and left us, + But well we know it is a merciful heaven which has bereft us. + We tried five doctors and everything else we knew of you to save, + But alas, nothing did you any good, and to-day you are in your grave! + +He's got it in his pocket now. Dabney calls him Mister Bones," grinned +Laurence. + +My mother looked profoundly uncomfortable. The Butterfly Man reddened +guiltily under her reproachful glance, but Mary Virginia giggled +irrepressibly. + +"I choose the Book of Obituaries first!" said she promptly, with +dancing eyes. Flint drew a breath of relief. + +He sat by silently enough, while Laurence and Madame and Mary Virginia +talked of everything under heaven. His whole manner was that of an +amused, tolerant, sympathetic listener--a manner which spurs +conversation to its happiest and best. Not for nothing had Major +Cartwright called him the most discriminatin' listener in Carolina. + +"Oh, by the way, Flint! Hunter came by this morning to see Dabney. He +is going to give a series of Plain Talks to Workingmen this winter, +and of course he wants the _Clarion_ to cover them. What do you think, +Padre?" + +"I think they will be eminently sensible talks and well worth +listening to," said I promptly. + +The Butterfly Man smiled crookedly, and shot me a freighted glance. + +"Of course," said Laurence, easily. "Where's your father these days, +Mary Virginia?" + +"He was at the plantation this morning, but he'll be here to-morrow, +because I wired him to come. I've just got to have him for awhile, +business or no business." + +"You did me a favor, then. I want to see him, too." + +"Anything very particular?" + +"Politics." + +"How silly! You know very well he never meddles with politics, thank +goodness! He thinks he has something better to do." + +"That's just what I want to see him about," said Laurence. + +"You mentioned a--a Mr. Hunter." Mary Virginia spoke after a short +pause. "This is the first time I've heard of any Mr. Hunter in +Appleboro. Who is Mr. Hunter?" + +"Inglesby's right-bower, and the king-card of the pack," said Laurence +promptly. + +"One of them which set up golden images in high places and make all +Israel for to sin," said my mother. "_That's_ what Howard Hunter is!" + +"Oh, ... Howard Hunter!" said she. "What sort of a person may he be? +And what is he doing here in Appleboro?" + +We told her according to our lights. Only the Butterfly Man sat silent +and imperturbable. + +"And you'll meet him everywhere," finished my mother. "He's +everything a man should be to the naked eye, and I sincerely hope," +she added piously, "that you won't like him at all." + +Mary Virginia leaned back in her chair, and glanced thoughtfully down +at the slim ringless hands clasped in her white lap. + +"No," said she, as if to herself. "There couldn't by any chance be two +such men in this one world. That is he, himself." And she lifted her +head, and glanced at my mother, with a level and proud look. "I think +I have met this Mr. Hunter," said she, smiling curiously. "And if that +is true, your hope is realized, p'tite Madame. I shan't." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +JOHN FLINT, GENTLEMAN + + +Almost up to Christmas the weather had been so mild and warm that +folks lived out of doors. Girls clothed like the angels in white +raiment fluttered about and blessed the old streets with their fresh +and rosy faces. In the bright sunshine the flowers seemed to have lost +all thought of winter; they forgot to fade; and roses rioted in every +garden as if it were still summer. Nobody but the Butterfly Man +grumbled at this springlike balminess, and he only because he was +impatient to resume experiments carried over from year to year--the +effect of varying degrees of natural cold upon the colors of +butterflies whose chrysalids were exposed to it. He generally used the +chrysalids of the Papilio Turnus, whose females are dimorphic, that +is, having two distinct forms. He did not care to resort to artificial +freezing, preferring to allow Nature herself to work for him. And the +jade repaid him, as usual, by showing him what she could do but +refusing to divulge the moving why she did it. She gave him for his +pains sometimes a light, and sometimes a dark butterfly, with +different degrees of blurred or enlarged and vivid markings, from +chrysalids subjected to exactly the same amount of exposure. + +The Butterfly Man was burning to complete his notes, already assuming +the proportions of that very exact and valuable book they were +afterward to become. He chafed at the enforced delay, and wished +himself at the North Pole. + +In the meantime, having nothing else on hand just then, it occurred to +him to put some of these notes, covering the most interesting and +curious of the experiments, into papers which the general run of folks +might like to read. Dabney had been after him for some time to do some +such work as this for the _Clarion_. + +I think Flint himself was genuinely surprised when he read over those +enchanting papers, though he did not then and never has learned to +appreciate their unique charm and value. Instead, however, of sending +them to Dabney, he thought they might possibly interest a somewhat +wider public, and with great diffidence, and some misgivings, he sent +one or two of them to certain of the better known magazines. They did +not come back. He received checks instead, and a request for more. + +Now the book and the several monographs he had already gotten out had +been, although very interesting, strictly scientific; they could +appeal only to students and scholars. But these papers were entirely +different. Scientific enough, very clear and lucid and most quaintly +flavored with what Laurence called Flintishness, they were so well +received, and the response of the reading public to this fresh and new +presentment of an ever-fascinating subject was so immediate and so +hearty, that the Butterfly Man found himself unexpectedly confronting +a demand he was hard put to it to supply. + +He was very much more modest about this achievement than we were. My +mother's pride was delicious to witness. You see, it also invested +_me_ with a very farsighted wisdom! Here was it proven to all that +Father De Rancé had been right in holding fast to the man who had come +to him in such sorry plight. + +I suppose it was this which moved Madame to take the step she had long +been contemplating. Knowing her Butterfly Man, she began with infinite +wile. + +"Armand," said she, one bright morning in early November, "_I_ am +going to entertain, too--everybody else has done so, and now it's my +turn. The weather is so ideal, and my garden so gorgeous with all +those chrysanthemums and salvias and geraniums and roses, that it +would be sinful not to take advantage of such conditions. + +"I have saved enough out of my house-money to meet the expenses--and I +am _not_ going to be charitable and do my Christian duty with that +money! I'm going to entertain. I really owe that much attention to +Mary Virginia." She laid her hand on my arm. "I must see John Flint; +go over to his rooms, and bring him back with you." + +I thought she merely needed his help and counsel, for she is always +consulting him; she considers that whatever barque is steered by John +Flint must needs come home to harbor. He obeyed her summons with +alacrity, for it delights him to assist Madame. He did not know what +fate overshadowed him! + +My mother sat in her low rocker, a lace apron lending piquancy to her +appearance. She looked unusually pretty--there wasn't a girl in +Appleboro who didn't envy Madame De Rancé's complexion. + +"Well," said the Butterfly Man cheerfully, unconsciously falling under +the spell of this feminine charm, "the Padre tells me there's a party +in the wind. Good! Now what am I to do? How am I to help you out?" + +My mother leaned forward and compelled him to meet direct her eyes +that were friendly and clear and candid as a child's. + +"Mr. Flint," said she artlessly, ignoring his questions, "Mr. Flint, +you've been with Armand and me quite a long time now, have you not?" + +"A couple of lifetimes," said he, wonderingly. + +"A couple of lifetimes," she mused, still holding his eyes, "is a +fairly long time. Long enough, at least, to know and to be known, +shouldn't you think?" + +He awaited enlightenment. He never asks unnecessary questions. + +"I am going," said my mother, with apparent irrelevance, "to entertain +in honor of Mary Virginia Eustis. I shall probably have all Appleboro +here. I sent for you to explain that you and Armand are to be present, +too." + +The Butterfly Man almost fell out of his chair. + +"Me?" he gasped. + +"You," with deadly softness. "You." + +Horror and anguish encompassed him. Perspiration appeared on his +forehead, and he gripped the arms of his chair as one bracing himself +for torture. He looked at the little lady with the terror of one to +whom the dentist has just said: "That jaw tooth must come out at once. +Open your mouth wider, please, so I can get a grip!" + +My mother regarded this painful emotion heartlessly enough. She said +coolly: + +"You don't need to look as if I were sentencing you to be hanged +before sundown. I am merely inviting you to be present at a very +pleasant affair." But the Butterfly Man, with his mouth open, wagged +his head feebly. + +"And this," said my mother, turning the screw again, "is but the +beginning. After this, I shall manage it so that all invitations to +the Parish House include Mr. John Flint. There is no reason under +heaven why you should occupy what one might call an ambiguous +position. I am determined, too, that you shall no longer rush away to +the woods like a scared savage, the minute more than one or two ladies +appear. No, nor have Armand hurrying away as quickly as he can, +either, to bury or to marry somebody. All feminine Appleboro shall be +here at once, and you two shall be here at the same time! + +"John Flint, regard me: if the finest butterfly that ever crawled a +caterpillar on this earth has the impertinence to fly by my garden the +afternoon I'm entertaining for Mary Virginia, it can fly, but you +shan't. + +"Armand: nobody respects Holy Orders more than I do: but there isn't +anybody alive going to get born or baptized or married or buried, or +anything else, in this parish, on that one afternoon. If they are +selfish enough to do it anyhow, why, they can do it without your +assistance. You are going to stay home with me: both of you." + +"My _dear_ mother--" + +"Good Lord! Madame--" + +"I am not to be dearmothered nor goodlorded! Heaven knows I ask little +enough of either of you. _I_ am at _your_ beck and call, every day in +the year. It does seem to me that when I wish to be civilized, and +return for once some of the attentions I have received from my +friends, I might at least depend upon you two for one little +afternoon!" Could anything be more artfully unanswerable? + +"Oh, but Madame--" began Flint, horrified by such an insinuation as +his unwillingness to do anything at any time for this adored lady. + +"Particularly," continued my mother, inexorably, "when I have your +best interest at heart, too, John Flint! Monsieur the Butterfly Man, +you will please to remember that you are a member of my household. You +are almost like a son to me. You are the apple of that foolish +Armand's eye--do not look so astounded, it is true! Also, you will +have a great name some of these days. So far, so good. But--you are +making the grievous error of shunning society, particularly the +society of women. This is wrong; it makes for queerness, it evolves +the 'crank,' it spoils many an otherwise very nice man." + +Flint sagged in his chair, and clasped and unclasped his hands, which +trembled visibly. Madame regarded him without pity, with even a touch +of scorn. + +"Yes, it is indeed high time to reclaim you!" she decided, with the +fearsome zeal of the female reformer of a man. "You silly man, you! +Have you no proper pride? Have you absolutely no idea of your own +worth? Well, then, if you haven't, _I_ have. You _shall_ take your +place and play your part!" + +"But," said Flint, and a gleam of hope irradiated his stricken face, +"but I don't think I've got the clothes to wear to parties. And I +really can't afford to spend any more money right now, either. I spent +a lot on that old 1797 Abbot & Smith's 'Natural History of the Rarer +Lepidopterous Insects of Georgia.' It cost like the dickens, although +I really got it for about half what it's worth. I had to take it when +I got the chance, and I'd be willing to wear gunny-sacking for a year +to pay for those plates! I need them: I want them. But I don't need a +party. I don't want a party! Madame, don't, don't make me go to any +party!" + +"Nonsense!" said my mother. "Clothes, indeed! I shouldn't worry about +clothes, if I were you, John Flint. You came into this world knowing +exactly what to wear and how to wear it. Why, you have an air! That is +a very great mercy, let me tell you, and one not always vouchsafed to +the deserving, either." + +"I have a cage full of grubs--most awfully particular grubs, and +they've got to be watched like a sick kid with the--with the whatever +it is sick kids have, anyhow. Why, if I were to leave those grubs one +whole afternoon--" + +"You just let me see a single solitary grub have the temerity to hatch +himself out that one afternoon, that's all! They have all the rest of +their nasty little lives to hatch out!" + +"Besides, there's a boy lives about five miles from here, and he's +likely to bring me word any minute about something I simply have to +have--" + +"I want to see that boy!" She pointed her small forefinger at him, +with the effect of a pistol leveled at his head. + +"You are coming to my affair!" said she, sternly. "If you have no +regard whatsoever for Mary Virginia and me, you shall have some for +yourself; if you have none for yourself, then you shall have some for +_us!_" + +This took the last puff of wind from the Butterfly Man's sails. + +"All right!" he gulped, and committed himself irremediably. "I--I'll +be right here. You say so, and of course I've got to!" + +"Of course you will," said my mother, smiling at him charmingly. "I +knew I had only to present the matter in its proper light, and you'd +see it at once. You are so sensible, John Flint. It's such a comfort, +when the gentlemen of one's household are so amenable to reason, and +so ready to stand by one!" + +Having said her say, and gotten her way--as she was perfectly sure she +would--Madame left the gentlemen of her household to their own +reflections and devices. + +"Parson!" The Butterfly Man seemed to come out of a trance. "Remember +the day you made me let a caterpillar crawl up my hand?" + +"Yes, my son." + +"Parson, there's a horrible big teaparty crawling up my pants' leg +this minute!" + +"Just keep still," I couldn't help laughing at him, "and it will come +down after awhile without biting you. Remember, you got used to the +others in no time." + +"Some of 'em stung like the very devil," he reminded me, darkly. + +"Oh, but those were the hairy fellows. This is a stingless, hairless, +afternoon party! It won't hurt you at all!" + +"It's walking up my pants' leg, just the same. And I'm scared of it: +I'm horrible scared of it! My God! _Me!_ At a jane-junket! ... all the +thin ones diked out with doodads where the bones come through ... +stoking like sailors on shore leave ... all the fat ones grouchy about +their shapes and thinking it's their souls. ..." And he broke out, in +a fluttering falsetto: + +"'Oh, Mr. Flint, do please let us see your lovely butterflies! Aren't +they just too perfectly sweet for anything! I wonder why they don't +trim hats with butterflies? Do you know _all_ their names, you awfully +clever man? Do _they_ know their names, too, Mr. Flint? Butterflies +must be so very interesting! And so decorative, particularly on china +and house linen! How you have the heart to kill them, I can't imagine. +Just think of taking the poor mother-butterflies away from the dear +little baby-ones!' ...--and me having to stand there and behave like a +perfect gentleman!" He looked at me, scowling: + +"Now, you look here: I can stand 'em single-file, but if I'm made to +face 'em in squads, why, you blame nobody but yourself if I foam at +the mouth and chase myself in a circle and snap at legs, you hear me?" + +"I hear you," said I, coldly. "You didn't get your orders from _me_. +_I_ think your proper place is in the woods. You go tell Madame what +you've just told me--or should you like me to warn her that you're +subject to rabies?" + +"For the love of Mike, parson! Have a heart! Haven't I got troubles +enough?" he asked bitterly. + +"You are behaving more like an unspanked brat than a grown man." + +"I wasn't weaned on teaparties," said he, sulkily, "and it oughtn't +to be expected I can swallow 'em at sight without making a face and--" + +"Whining," I finished for him. And I added, with a reminiscent air: +"Rule 1: Can the Squeal!" + +He glared at me, but as I met the glare unruffled, his lip presently +twisted into a grin of desperate humor. His shoulders squared. + +"All right," said he, resignedly. And after an interval of dejected +silence, he remarked: "I've sort of got a glimmer of how Madame feels +about this. She generally knows what's what, Madame does, and I +haven't seen her make a mistake yet. If she thinks it's my turn to +come on in and take a hand in any game she's playing, why, I guess I'd +better play up to her lead the best I know how ... and trust God to +slip me over an ace or two when I need them. You tell her she can +depend on me not to fall down on her ... and Miss Eustis." + +"No need to tell Madame what she already knows." + +"Huh!" With his chin in his hand and his head bent, he stared out over +the autumn garden with eyes which did not see its flaming flowers. Of +a sudden his shoulders twitched; he laughed aloud. + +"What are you laughing at?" I was startled out of a revery of my own. + +"Everything," said the Butterfly Man, succinctly, and stood up and +shook himself. "And everybody. And me in particular. _Me!_ Oh, good +Lord, think of _Me!_" He whistled for Kerry, and took himself off. I +watched him walk down the street, and saw Judge Mayne's familiar +greeting; and Major Cartwright stop him, and with his hand on the +Butterfly Man's arm, walk off with him. Major Cartwright had kept +George Inglesby out of two coveted clubs, for all his wealth; he was +stiff as the proverbial poker to Howard Hunter, for all that +gentleman's impeccable connections; he met John Flint, not as through +a glass darkly, but face to face. + +My mother, coming out of the house with her cherished manuscript +cookbook in her hand, looked after them thoughtfully: + +"Yes; it is high time for that man to know his proper place!" + +"And does he not?" + +"Oh, I suppose so, Armand. In a man's way, though--not a woman's. It's +the woman's way that really matters, you see. When women acknowledge +that man socially--and I mean it to happen--his light won't be hidden +under a bushel basket. He will climb up into his candlestick and +shine." + +That sense of bewilderment which at times overwhelmed me when the case +of John Flint pressed hard, overtook me now, with its ironic humor. As +he himself had expressed it, I felt myself caught by a Something too +big to withstand. I was afraid to do anything, to say anything, for or +against, this launching of his barque upon the social sea. I felt that +the affair had been once more lifted out of my power; that my serving +now was but to stand and wait. + +And in the meanwhile my mother, with her own hands, washed and darned +the priceless old lace that was her chiefest pride; had something done +to a frock; got out her sacredest treasures of linen and china and +silver; requisitioned the Mayne and the Dexter spoons as well; had the +Parish House scoured until it glittered; did everything to the garden +but wash and iron it; spent momentous and odorous hours with Clélie +over the making of toothsome delights; and on a golden afternoon gave +a tea on the flower-decked verandahs and in the glorious garden, to +which all Appleboro, in its best bib and tucker, came as one. And +there, in the heart and center of it, cool, calm, correct, collected, +hiding whatever mortal qualms he might have felt under a demeanor as +perfect as Hunter's own, apparently at home and at ease, behold the +Butterfly Man! + +Everybody seemed to know him. Everybody had something pleasant to say +to him. Folks simply accepted him at sight as one of themselves. And +the Butterfly Man accepted them quite as simply, with no faintest +trace of embarrassment. + +If Appleboro had cherished the legend that this was a prodigal well on +his way home, that afternoon settled it for them into a positive fact. +His manner was perfect. It was as if one saw the fine and beautiful +grain of a piece of rare wood come out as the varnish that disfigured +it was removed. Here was no veneer to scratch and crack at a touch, +but the solid, rare thing itself. My mother had been right, as always. +John Flint stepped into his proper place. Appleboro was acknowledging +it officially. + +The garden was full of laughter and chatter and perfumes, and women in +pretty clothes, and young girls dainty as flowers, and the smiling +faces of men. But I am no longer of the party age. I stole away to a +favorite haunt of mine at the back of the garden, behind the spireas +and the holly tree, where there is a dilapidated old seat we have been +threatening to remove any time this five years. Here, some time +later, the Butterfly Man himself came stealthily, and seemed +embarrassed to find the place preëmpted. + +"Well," said I, making room for him beside me, "it isn't so bad after +all, is it?" + +"No. I'm glad I was let in for it," he admitted frankly, "though I'd +hate to have to come to parties for a living. Still, this afternoon +has nailed down a thought that's been buzzing around loose in my mind +this long time. It's this: people aren't anything but people, after +all. Men and women and kids, the best and the worst of 'em, they're +nothing but people, the same as everybody else. No, I'll never be +scared to meet anybody, after this. _I'm_ people, too!" + +"The same as everybody else." + +"The same as everybody else," he repeated, soberly. "Not but what +there's lots of difference between folks. And there are things it's +good to know, too ... things that women like Madame ... and Miss Mary +Virginia Eustis ... expect a man to know, if they're not going to be +ashamed of him." He thought about this awhile, then: + +"I tell you what, father," he remarked, tentatively, "it must be a +mighty fine thing to know you've got the right address written on you, +good and plain, and the right number of stamps, and the sender's name +somewhere on a corner, to keep you from going astray or to the Dead +Letter Office; and not to be scrawled in lead-pencil, and misspelt, +and finger-smutched, and with a couple of postage-due stamps stuck on +you crooked, and the Lord only knows who and where from." + +"Why, yes," said I, "that's true, and one does well to consider it. +But the main thing, the really important thing, is the letter +itself--what's written inside, John Flint." + +"But what's written inside wouldn't be any the worse if it was written +clearer and better, and the outside was cleaner and on nice paper? And +in pen-and-ink, not lead-pencil scratches?" he insisted earnestly. + +"Of course not." + +"That's what I've been thinking lately, father. Somehow, I always did +like things to have some class to 'em. I remember how I used to lean +against the restaurant windows when I was a kid, and watch the folks +inside, how they dressed and acted, and the way the nicest of 'em +handled table-tools. They weren't swells, of course, and plenty of 'em +made plenty of mistakes--I've seen stunts done with a common +table-knife that had the best of the sword-swallowing gents skinned a +mile--but I wasn't a fool, and I learned some. Then when I--er--began +to make real money (parson, I made it in wads and gobs and lumps those +days!) why, I got me the real thing in glad rags from the real thing +in tailors, and I used to blow a queen that'd been a swell herself +once, to the joint where the gilt-edged bunch eat and show off their +clothes and the rest of themselves. My jane looked the part to the +life, I had the kale and the clothes and was chesty as a head-waiter, +being considerably stuck on yours truly along about then, so we put it +over. I had the chance to get hep to the last word in clothes and +manners; that's what I'd gone for, though I didn't tell that to the +skirt I was buying the eats for. And it was good business, too, for +more than once when some precinct bonehead that pipe-dreamed he was a +detective was pussy-catting some cold rat-hole, there was me +vanbibbering in the white light at the swellest joints in little old +New York! Funny, wasn't it? And handy! And I was learning, +too--learning things worth good money to know. I saw that the best +sort didn't make any noise about anything. They went about their +business, whatever it was, easy-easy, same as me in my line. But, +parson, though I'd got hep to the outside, and had sense enough to +copy what I'd seen, I wasn't wise to the inside difference--the things +that make the best what it is, I mean--because I'd never been close +enough to find out that there's more to it than looks and duds and +manners. It took the Parish House people to soak that into me. People +aren't anything but people--but the best are--well, different." + +We fell silent; a happy silence, into which, as from another planet, +there drifted light laughter, and sweet gay voices of girls, and the +stir and rustle of many people moving about. On the Mayne fence the +judge's black Panch sat, neck outstretched, emerald eyes aslant, ears +cocked uneasily at these unwonted noises. At a little distance a +bluejay watched him with bright malevolent eyes, every now and then +screaming insults at the whole tribe of cats, and black Panch in +particular. Flint snapped his fingers, and Panch, with a spring, was +off the fence and on his friend's knees. It seemed to me it had only +needed the sleek beastie to make that hour perfect;--for cats in the +highest degree make for a sense of homely, friendly intimacy. Flint, +feeling this, stroked the black head contentedly. Panch purred for the +three of us. + +Into this presently broke Miss Sally Ruth Dexter, and bore down on +John Flint like a frigate with all sails spread. At sight of her Panch +spat and fled, and took the happy spell with him. + +"Here you are, cuddling that old pirate of a black cat!" said she, +briskly. "I told Madame you'd be mooning about somewhere. Here's some +cocoanut cake for you both. Father, Madame's been looking for you. Did +you know," she sank her voice to a piercing whisper, "that George +Inglesby's here? Well, he is! He's talking to Mary Virginia Eustis, +this very minute! They do say he's running after Mary Virginia, and +I'm sure I wouldn't be surprised, for if ever a mortal man had the +effrontery of Satan that man's George Inglesby! I must admit he's +improved since Mr. Hunter took him in hand. He's not nearly so stout +and red-faced, and he hasn't half the jowl, though Lord knows he'll +have to get rid of a few tons more of his blubber" (Miss Sally Ruth +has a free and fetterless tongue) "if he wants to look _human_. As I +say, what's the use of being a millionaire if you've got a shape like +a rainbarrel? I often tell myself, 'Maybe you haven't been given such +a lot of this world's goods as some, Sally Ruth Dexter, but you can +thank your sweet Redeemer you've at least got a Figure!" + +The Butterfly Man cast a speculative eye over her generous +proportions. + +"Yes'm, you certainly have a whole lot to be thankful for," he agreed, +so wholeheartedly that Miss Sally Ruth laughed. + +"Get along with you, you impudent fellow!" said she, in high good +humor. "Go and look at that old scamp of an Inglesby making eyes at a +girl young enough to be his daughter! I heard this morning that Mr. +Hunter has orders to get him, by hook or crook, an invitation to +anything Mary Virginia goes to. I declare, it's scandalous! Come to +think of it, though, I never saw any man yet, no matter how old or +ugly or outrageous he might be, who didn't really believe he stood a +perfectly good chance to win the affections of the handsomest young +woman alive! If you ask _me_, _I_ think George Inglesby had better +join the church and get himself ready to meet his God, instead of +gallivanting around girls. If he feels he has to gallivant, why don't +he pick out somebody nearer his own age?" + +"Why should you make him choose mutton when he wants lamb?" asked the +Butterfly Man, unexpectedly. + +"Because he's an old bellwether, that's why!" snapped Miss Sally Ruth, +scandalized. "I wonder at Annabelle Eustis allowing him to come near +Mary Virginia, millionaire or no millionaire. I bet you James Eustis +will have something to say, if Mary Virginia herself doesn't!" And she +sailed off again, leaving us, as the saying is, with a bug in the ear. + +"Now what in the name of heaven," I wondered, "can Miss Sally Ruth +mean? Mary Virginia ... Inglesby. ... The thing's sacrilegious." + +The Butterfly Man rose abruptly. "Suppose we stroll about a bit?" he +suggested. + +"I thought," said my mother, when we approached her, "that you had +disobeyed orders, and run away!" + +"We were afraid to," said John Flint. "We knew you'd make us go to bed +without supper." + +"Did you know," said my mother, hurriedly, for Clélie was making signs +to her, "that George Inglesby is here? The invitation was merely +perfunctory, just sent along with Mr. Hunter's. I never dreamed the +man would accept it. You can't imagine how astonished I was when he +presented himself!" + +A few moments later, the Butterfly Man said in a low voice: "Look +yonder!" And turning, I saw Hunter. He was for the moment alone, and +stood with his head bent slightly forward, his bright cold glance +intent upon the two persons approaching--Mary Virginia and George +Inglesby. His white teeth showed in a smile. I remembered, +disagreeably, Flint's "I don't like the expression of his teeth: he +looks like he'd bite." + +Until that afternoon I had not seen the secretary for some time, for +he had been kept unusually busy. Those eminently sensible talks to the +mill workers had been well received, and were to be followed by others +along the same line. He had done even more: he had induced the owners +to recognize the men's Union, and all future complaints and demands +were to be submitted to arbitration. Inglesby had undoubtedly gained +ground enormously by that move. Hunter had done well. And +yet--catching that sharp-toothed smile, I felt my faith in him for the +first time shaken by one of those unaccountable uprushes of intuition +which perplex and disturb. + +I knew, too, that Laurence had had several long and serious +conferences with Eustis, and I could well imagine the arguments he had +brought to bear, the rousing of a sense of duty, and of state pride. + +Eustis was obstinate. He had many interests. He was a very, very busy +man. He didn't want to be a Senator; he wanted to be let alone to +attend to his own business in his own way. But, insisted Laurence, +when a thing must be done, and you can do it in a manner which +benefits all and injures none; when your own people ask you to do it +for them, isn't _that_ your business? + +A cold damning resume of Inglesby's entire career made Eustis +hesitate. A vivid picture of what the state might expect at Inglesby's +hands roused him to just anger. Such as this fellow represent +Carolina? Never! When Inglesby's name should be put up, Eustis +unwillingly agreed to oppose him. + +And here was Inglesby, in my garden, making himself agreeable to +Eustis's daughter! He was so plainly desirous to please her, that it +troubled me, although it made his secretary smile. + +The Mary Virginia walking beside Inglesby was not the Mary Virginia +_we_ knew: this was the regal one, the great beauty. Her whole manner +was subtly charged with a sort of arrogant hauteur; her fairness +itself changed, tinged with pride as with an inward fire, until she +glowed with a cold, jewel-like brightness, hard and clear. Her very +skirts rustled pridefully. Her glance at the man beside her was +insulting in its disdainful indifference. + +What would have saddened a nobler spirit enchanted Inglesby. He was +dazzled by her. Her interest in what he was saying was coolly +impersonal, the fixed habit of trained politeness. He could even +surmise that she was mentally yawning behind her hand. When she looked +at him her eyes under her level brows held a certain scornfulness. And +this, too, delighted him. He groveled to it. His red face glowed with +pleasure; he swelled with a pride very different from Mary Virginia's. +I thought he had an upholstered look in his glossy clothes, reminding +me unpleasantly of horsehair furniture. + +"He looks like a day coach in July," growled the Butterfly Man in my +ear, disgustedly. + +Inglesby at this moment perceived Hunter and beamed upon him, as well +he might! Who but this priceless secretary had pulled the strings +which set him beside this glorious creature, in the Parish House +garden? He turned to the girl, with heavy jauntiness: + +"My good right hand, Miss Eustis, I assure you!" he beamed. "But I am +sure you two need no dissertations upon each other's merits!" + +"None whatever," said Miss Eustis, and looked over Mr. Hunter's head. + +"Oh, Miss Eustis and I are really old acquaintances!" smiled the +secretary. "We know each other very well indeed." + +Mary Virginia made no reply. Instead, she looked about her, +indifferently enough, until her glance encountered the Butterfly +Man's. What he saw in her's I do not know. But he instantly moved +toward her, and swept me with him. + +"Father De Rancé and I," said he, easily, "haven't had chance to speak +to you all afternoon, Miss Eustis." He acknowledged Hunter's friendly +greeting pleasantly enough. + +"And I've been looking for you both." The hauteur faded from the young +face. Our own Mary Virginia appeared, changed in the twinkling of an +eye. + +Inglesby favored me with condescending effusiveness. Flint got off +with a smirking stare. + +"And this," said Inglesby in the sort of voice some people use in +addressing strange children to whom they desire to be patronizingly +nice and don't know how, "this is the Butterfly Man!" Out came the +jovial smile in its full deadliness. The Butterfly Man's lips drew +back from his teeth and his eyes narrowed to gimlet points behind his +glasses. "I have heard of you from Mr. Hunter. And so you collect +butterflies! Very interesting and active occupation for any one +that--ahem! likes that sort of thing. Very." + +"He collects obituaries, too," said Hunter, immensely amused. "You +mustn't overlook the obituaries, Mr. Inglesby." + +Mr. Inglesby favored the collector of butterflies _and_ obituaries +with another speculative, piglike stare. You could see the thought +behind it: "Trifling sort of fellow! Idiotic! Very." Aloud he merely +mumbled: + +"Singular taste. Very. Collecting obituaries, eh?" + +"Fascinating things to collect. Very," said the Butterfly Man, +sweetly. "Not to be laughed at. I might add yours to 'em, too, you +know, some of these fine days!" + +"Dilly, Dilly, come and be killed!" murmured Hunter. Mr. Inglesby, +however, was visibly ruffled and annoyed. Who was this fellow braying +of obituaries as if he, Inglesby, were on the highroad to oblivion +already, when he was, in reality, still quite a young man? And right +before Miss Eustis! He turned purple. + +"My obituary?" he spluttered. "_Mine_? Mine?" + +"Sure, if it's worth while," said the Butterfly Man, amiably. Mary +Virginia barely suppressed a smile. + +"Madame would like to see you, Miss Eustis," he told her. + +Mary Virginia, bowing distantly to the millionaire and his secretary, +walked off with him, I following. + +Once free of them, her spirits rose soaringly. + +"It's been a lovely afternoon, and I've enjoyed it all--except Mr. +Inglesby. I don't _like_ Mr. Inglesby, Padre. He's amusing enough, I +suppose, at times, but one can't seem to get rid of him--he's a +perfect Old Man of the Sea," she told us, confidentially. "And you +can't imagine how detestably youthful he is, Mr. Flint! He told me +half a dozen times this afternoon that after all, years don't +matter--it is the heart which is young. And he takes cold tubs and is +proud of himself, and plays golf--for exercise!" The scorn of the +lithe and limber young was in her voice. + +"What's the use of being a millionaire, if you have a shape like the +rainbarrel?" I quoted pensively. + +Later that night, when "the lights were fled, the garlands dead, and +all but me departed," I went over for my usual last half-hour with +John Flint. Very often we have nothing whatever to say, and we are +even wise enough not to say it. We sit silently, he with Kerry's noble +old head against his foot, each busy with his own thoughts and +reflections, but each conscious of the friendly nearness of the other. +You have never had a friend, if you have never known one with whom you +might sit a silent, easy hour. To-night he sucked savagely at his old +pipe, and his eyes were somber. + +"You got the straight tip from Miss Sally Ruth, father," he said, +coming out of a brown study. "What do you suppose that piker's trying +to crawl out of his cocoon for? He never wanted to caper around +Appleboro women before, did he? No. And here he's been muldooning to +get some hog-fat off and some wind and waistline back. Now, why? To +please himself? _He_ don't have to care a hoot what he looks like. To +please some girl? That's more likely. Parson: that girl's Mary +Virginia Eustis." He added, through his teeth: "Hunter knows. Hunter's +steering." And then, with quiet conviction: "They're both as crooked +as hell!" he finished. + +"But the thing's absurd on the face of it! Why, the mere notion is +preposterous!" I insisted, angrily. + +"I have seen worse things happen," said he, shortly. "But there,--keep +your hair on! Things don't happen unless they're slated to happen, so +don't let it bother you too much. You go turn in and forget everything +except that you need a night's sleep." + +I tried to follow his sound advice, but although I needed a night's +sleep and there was no tangible reason why I shouldn't have gotten it, +I didn't. The shadow of Inglesby haunted my pillow. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +"EACH IN HIS OWN COIN" + + +With the New Year had descended upon John Flint an obsessing and +tormenting spirit which made him by fits and starts moody, depressed, +nervous, restless, or wholly silent and abstracted. I have known him +to come in just before dawn, snatch a few hours' sleep, and be off +again before day had well set in, though he must already have been far +afield, for Kerry heeled him with lagging legs and hanging head. Or he +would shut himself up, and refusing himself to all callers, fall into +a cold fury of concentrated effort, sitting at his table hour after +hour, tireless, absorbed, accomplishing a week's overdue work in a day +and a night. Often his light burned all night through. Some of the +most notable papers bearing his name, and research work of +far-reaching significance, came from that workroom then--as if lumps +of ambergris had been tossed out of a whirlpool. + +All this time, too, he was working in conjunction with the Washington +Bureau, experimenting with remedies for the boll-weevil, and fighting +the plague of the cattle-tick. This, and the other outside work in +which he was so immensely interested, could not be allowed to hang +fire. Like many another, he found himself for his salvation caught in +the great human net he himself had helped to spin. It was not only +the country people who held him. Gradually, as he passed to and from +on his way among them, and became acquainted with their children, +there had sprung up a most curious sort of understanding between the +Butterfly Man on the one side, and the half-articulate foreigners in +the factory and the sly secretive mill-workers on the other. + +People I had never been able to get at humanly, people who resisted +even Madame, not only chose to open their doors but their mouths, to +Meester Fleent. Uncouth fumbling men, slip-shod women, dirty-faced +children, were never dumb and suspicious or wholly untruthful and +evasive, where the Butterfly Man was concerned. He was one to whom +might be told, without shame, fear, or compunction, the plain, blunt, +terrible truth. _He understood._ + +"I wish you'd look up Petronovich's boy, father," he might tell me, +or, "Madame, have a woman-talk with Lovena Smith's girl at the mills, +will you? Lovena's a fool, and that girl's up against things." And we +went, and wondered, afterwards, what particularly tender guardian +angels kept close company with our Butterfly Man. + +Then occurred the great event which put Meester Fleent in a place +apart in the estimation of all Appleboro, forever settled his status +among the mill-hands and the "hickeys," and incidentally settled a +tormenting doubt of himself in his own mind. I mean the settling of +the score against Big Jan. + +Half-Russian Jan was to the Poles what a padrone too often is to the +Italian laborers, a creature who herded them together and mercilessly +worked them for the profit of others, and incidentally his own, an +exacting tyrant against whose will it was useless to rebel. He had a +little timid wife with red eyes--perhaps because she cried so much +over the annual baby which just as annually died. He made a good deal +of money, but the dark Slav passion for whisky forced him to spend +what he earned, and this increased a naturally sullen temper. He was +the thorn in the Parish side; that we could do so little for the Poles +was due in a large measure to Jan's stubborn hindering. + +His people lived in terror of him. When they displeased him he beat +them. It was not a light beating, and once or twice we had in the +Guest Rooms nursed its victims back into some semblance of humanity. +But what could we do? Jan was so efficient a foreman that Inglesby's +power was always behind him. So when Jan chose to get very drunk, and +sang long, monotonous songs, particularly when he sang through his +teeth, lugubriously: + + "_Yeszeze Polska nie Zginela + Poki my Zygemy_ ..." + +men and women trembled. Poland might not be lost, but somebody's skin +always paid for that song. + +In passing one morning--it was a holiday--through the Poles' quarters, +an unpleasant enough stretch which other folks religiously avoided, +the Butterfly Man heard shrieks coming from Michael Karski's back +yard. It was Michael's wife and children who screamed. + +"It is the Boss who beats Michael, Meester Fleent," a man volunteered. +"The Boss, he is much drunk. Karski's woman, she did not like the ways +of him in her house, and Michael said, 'I will to send for the +police.' So Big Jan beats Michael, and Michael's woman, she hollers +like hell." + +John Flint knew inoffensive, timid Michael; he knew his broad-bosomed, +patient, cowlike wife, and he liked the brood of shockheaded +youngsters who plodded along patient in old clothes, bare-footed, and +with scanty enough food. He had made a corn-cob doll for the littlest +girl and a cigar-box wagon with spool wheels for the littlest boy. +Perhaps that is why he turned and went with the rest to Michael's yard +where Big Jan was knocking Michael about like a ten-pin, grunting +through his teeth: "Now! Sen' for those policemens, you!" + +Michael was no pretty thing to look upon, for Jan was in an uglier +mood than usual, and Michael had greatly displeased him; therefore it +was Michael's turn to pay. Nobody interfered, for every one was +horribly afraid Big Jan would turn upon _him_. Besides, was not he the +Boss, and could he not say Go, and then must not a man go, short of +pay, and with his wife and children crying? Of a verity! + +The Butterfly Man slipped off his knapsack and laid his net aside. +Then he pushed his way through the scared onlookers. + +"Meester Fleent! For God's love, save my man, Meester Flint!" +Michael's wife Katya screamed at him. + +By way of answer Meester Fleent very deliberately handed her his +eye-glasses. Then one saw that his eyes, slitted in his head, were +cold and bright as a snake's; his chin thrust forward, and in his red +beard his lips made a straight line like a clean knife-cut. Two +bright red spots had jumped into his tanned cheeks. His lean hands +balled. + +He said no word; but the crumpled thing that was Michael was of a +sudden plucked bodily out of Big Jan's hands and thrust into the +waiting woman's. The astonished Boss found himself confronting a pale +and formidable face with a pair of eyes like glinting sword-blades. + +Kerry had followed his master, and was now close to his side. For the +moment Flint had forgotten him. But Big Jan's evil eyes caught sight +of him. He knew the Butterfly Man's dog very well. He snickered. A +huge foot shot out, there was a howl of anguish and astonishment, and +Kerry went flying through the air as if shot from a catapult. + +"So!" Jan grunted like a satisfied hog, "I feex _you_ like that in one +meenute, me." + +The red jumped from John Flint's cheeks to his eyes, and stayed there. +Why, this hulking brute had hurt _Kerry!_ His breath exhaled in a +whistling sigh. He seemed to coil himself together; with a tiger-leap +he launched himself at the great hulk before him. It went down. It had +to. + +I know every detail of that historic fight. Is it not written large in +the Book of the Deeds of Appleboro, and have I not heard it by word of +mouth from many a raving eye-witness? Does not Dr. Walter Westmoreland +lick his lips over it unto this day? + +A long groaning sigh went up from the onlookers. Meester Fleent was a +great and a good man; but he was a crippled man. Death was very close +to him. + +Big Jan was not too drunk to fight savagely, but he was in a most +horrible rage, and this weakened him. He meant to kill this impudent +fellow who had taken Michael away from him before he had half-finished +with him. But first he would break every bone in the crippled man's +body, take him in his hands and break his back over one knee as one +does a slat. A man with one leg to balk him, Big Jan? That called for +a killing. Jan had no faintest idea he might not be able to make good +this pleasant intention. + +It was a stupendous fight, a Homeric fight, a fight against odds, +which has become a town tradition. If Jan was formidable, a veritable +bison, his opponent was no cringing workman scared out of his wits and +too timid to defend himself. John Flint knew his own weakness, knew +what he could expect at Jan's hands, and it made him cool, collected, +wary, and deadly. He was no more the mild-mannered, soft-spoken +Butterfly Man, but another and a more primal creature, fighting for +his life. Big Jan, indeed, fancied he had nobody but the Butterfly Man +to deal with; as a matter of fact he was tackling Slippy McGee. + +Skilled, watchful, dangerous, that old training saved him. Every time +Jan came to his feet, roaring, thrashing his arms like flails, making +head-long, bull-like rushes, the Butterfly Man managed to send him +sprawling again. Then he himself caught one well-aimed blow, and went +staggering; but before slow-moving and raging Jan could follow up his +advantage, with a lightning-like quickness the Butterfly Man made a +battering ram of his head, caught Jan in the pit of the stomach, and +even as he fell Jan went down, too, and went down underneath. +Desperately, fighting like a fiend, John Flint kept him down. And +presently using every wrestler's trick that he knew, and bringing to +bear every ounce of his saved and superb strength, in a most orderly, +businesslike, cold-blooded manner he proceeded to pound Big Jan into +pulp. The devil that had been chained these seven years was a-loose at +last, rampant, fully aroused, and not easily satisfied. Besides, had +not Jan most brutally and wantonly tried to kill Kerry! + +If it was a well deserved it was none the less a most drastic +punishment, and when it was over Big Jan lay still. He would lie prone +for many a day, and he would carry marks of it to his grave. + +When the tousled victor, with a reeling head, an eye fast closing, and +a puffed and swollen lip, staggered upright and stood swaying on his +feet, he found himself surrounded by a great quiet ring of men and +women who regarded him with eyes of wonder and amaze. He was +superhuman; he had accomplished the impossible; paid the dreaded Boss +in his own coin, yea, given him full measure to the running over +thereof! No man of all the men Jan had beaten in his time had received +such as Jan himself had gotten at this man's hands to-day. The reign +of the Boss was over: and the conqueror was a crippled man! A great +sighing breath of sheer worshipful admiration went up; they were too +profoundly moved to cheer him; they could only stand and stare. When +they wished, reverently, to help him, he waved them aside. + +"Where's my dog?" he demanded thickly through his swollen lips. +"Where's Kerry? If he's dead--" he cast upon fallen Jan a menacing +glare. + +"Your dog's in bed with the baby, and Ma's give him milk with brandy +in it, and he drank it and growled at her, and the boys is holding +him down now to keep him from coming out to you, and he ain't much +hurt nohow," squealed one of Michael's big-eyed children. + +John Flint, stretching his arms above his head, drew in a great +gulping mouthful of air, exhaled it, and laughed a deepchested, +satisfied laugh, for all he was staggering like a drunken man. Here +Michael's wife Katya came puffing out of her house like a traction +engine--such was the shape in which nature formed her--and falling on +her knees, caught his hand to her vast bosom, weeping like the +overflowing of a river and blubbering uncouth sounds. + +"Get up, you crazy woman!" snarled John Flint, his face going +brick-red. "Stop licking my hand, and get up!" Although he did not +know it, Katya symbolized the mental attitude of every laborer in +Appleboro toward him from that hour. + +"Here's Doctor Westmoreland! And here comes the po-lice!" yelled a +boy, joyous with excitement. + +Westmoreland cast one by no means sympathetic glance at the wreck on +the ground, and his big arms went about John Flint; his fingers flew +over him like an apprehensive father's. + +"What's all this? Who's been fighting here, you people?" demanded the +town marshal's brisk voice. "Big Jan? And--good Lord! _Mister Flint!_" +His eyes bulged. He looked from Big Jan on the ground to the Butterfly +Man under Westmoreland's hands, with an almost ludicrous astonishment. + +"I'm sure sorry, Mr. Flint, if I have to give you a little trouble for +awhile, but--" + +"But you'll be considerably sorrier if you do it," said Dr. Walter +Westmoreland savagely. "You take that hulk over there to the jail, +until I have time to see him. I can't have him sent home to his wife +in that shape. And look here, Marshal: Jan got exactly what he +deserved; it's been coming to him this long time. If Inglesby's bunch +tries to take a hand in this, _I'll_ try to make Appleboro too hot to +hold somebody. Understand?" + +The marshal was a wise enough man, and he understood. Inglesby's pet +foreman had been all but killed, and Inglesby would be furiously +angry. But--Mr. Flint had done it, and behind Mr. Flint were powers +perhaps as potent as Inglesby's. One thing more may have influenced +the marshal: The hitherto timid and apathetic people had merged into a +compact and ominous ring around the Butterfly Man and the doctor. A +shrill murmur arose, like the wind in the trees presaging a storm. +There would be riot in staid Appleboro if one were so foolish as to +lay a detaining hand upon John Flint this day. More yet, the beloved +Westmoreland himself would probably begin it. Never had the marshal +seen Westmoreland look so big and so raging. + +"All right, Doctor," said he, hastily backing off. "I reckon you're +man enough to handle this." + +Some proud worshiper brought Mr. Flint his hat, knapsack, and net, and +the mountainous Katya insisted upon tenderly placing his glasses upon +his nose--upside down. Westmoreland used to say afterward that for a +moment he feared Flint was going to bite her hand! Then man and dog +were placed in the doctor's car and hurried home to my mother; who +made no comment, but put both in the larger Guest Room, the whimpering +dog on a comfort at the foot of his master's bed. Kerry had a broken +rib, but outside of this he was not injured. He would be out and all +right again in a week, Westmoreland assured his anxious master. + +"Oh, you _man_, you!" crowed Westmoreland. "John, John, if anything +were needed to make me love you, this would clinch it! Prying open +nature's fist, John, having butterflies bear your name, working hand +in glove with your government, boosting boys, writing books, are all +of them fine big grand things. But if along with them one's man enough +to stand up, John, with the odds against him, and punish a bully and a +scoundrel, the only way a bully and a scoundrel can feel punishment, +that's a heart-stirring thing, John! It gets to the core of my heart. +It isn't so much the fight itself, it's being able to take care of +oneself and others when one has to. Yes, yes, yes. A fight like that +is worth a million dollars to the man who wins it!" + +Westmoreland may be president of the Peace League, and tell us that +force is all wrong. Nevertheless, his great-grandmother was born in +Tipperary. + +We kept the Butterfly Man indoors for a week, while Westmoreland +doctored a viciously black eye and sewed up his lip. Morning and +afternoon Appleboro called, and left tribute of fruit and flowers. + +"Gad, suh, he behaved like one of Stonewall Jackson's men!" said Major +Cartwright, pridefully. "No yellow in _him_; he's one of _us_!" + +At nights came the Polish folks, and these people whom he had once +despised because they "hadn't got sense enough to talk American," he +now received with a complete and friendly understanding. + +"I just come by and see how you make to feel, Meester." + +"Oh, I feel fine, Joe, thank you." + +There would be an interval of absolute silence, which, did not seem to +embarrass either visited or visitor. Then: + +"Baby better now?" Meester would ask, interestedly. + +"That beeg doctor, he oil heem an' make heem well all right." + +After awhile: "I mebbe go now, Meester." + +"Good-night," said the host, briefly. + +At the door the Pole would turn, and look back, with the wistfully +animal look of the Under Dog. + +"Those cheeldren, they make to get you the leetle bug. You mebbe like +that, Meester, yes? They make to get you plenty much bug, those +cheeldren. We _all_ make to get you the bug, Meester, thank you." + +"That's mighty nice of you folks." Then one felt the note in the quiet +voice which explained his hold upon people. + +"Hell, no. We _like_ to do that for you, Meester. Thank you." And +closing the door gently after him, he would slink off. + +"They don't need to be so allfired grateful," said John Flint frankly. +"Parson, I'm the guy to be grateful. I got a whole heap more out of +that shindy than a black eye and a pretty mouth. I was bluemolding for +a man-tussle, and that scrap set me up again. You see--I wasn't sure +of myself any more, and it was souring on my stomach. Now I know I +haven't lost out, I feel like a white man. Yep, it gives a fellow the +holiday-heart to be dead sure he's plenty able to use his fists if +he's got to. Westmoreland's right about that." + +I was discreetly silent. God forgive me, in my heart I also was most +sinfully glad my Butterfly Man could and would use his fists when he +had to. I do not believe in peace at any price. I know very well that +wrong must be conquered before right can prevail. But I shouldn't have +been so set up! + +"Here," said he one morning. "Ask Madame to give this to Jan's wife. +And say, beg her for heaven's sake to buy some salve for her eyelids, +will you?" "This" was a small roll of bills. "I owe it to Jan," he +explained, with his twistiest smile. + +Westmoreland's skill removed all outward marks of the fray, and the +Butterfly Man went his usual way; but although he had laid at rest one +cruel doubt, he was still in deep waters. Because of his stress his +clothes had begun to hang loosely upon him. + +Now the naturalist who knows anything at all of those deep mysterious +well-springs underlying his great profession, understands that he is a +'prentice hand learning his trade in the workshop of the Almighty; +wherein "_the invisible things of Him from the creation of the world +are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made_." As +Paul on a time reminded the Romans. + +Wherefore I who had learned somewhat from the Little Peoples now +applied what they had taught me, and when I saw my man grow restless, +move about aimlessly, withdraw into himself and become as one blind +and dumb and unhearing, I understood he was facing a change, making +ready to project himself into some larger phase of existence as yet in +the womb of the future. So I did not question what wind drove him +forth before it like a lost leaf. The loving silent companionship of +red Kerry, the friendly faces of young children to whom he was kind, +the eyes of poor men and women looking to him for help, these were +better for him now than I. + +But my mother was not a naturalist, and she was provoked with John +Flint. He ate irregularly, he slept as it pleased God. He was "running +wild" again. This displeased her, particularly as Appleboro had at her +instigation included Mr. John Flint in its most exclusive list, and +there were invitations she was determined he should accept. She had +put her hand to the social plow in his behalf, and she had no faintest +notion of withdrawing it. Once fairly aroused, Madame had that +able-bodied will heaven seems to have lavished so plenteously upon +small women: In recompense, I dare say, for lack of size. + +Therefore Mr. Flint duteously appeared at intervals among the elect, +and appeared even to advantage. And my mother remarked, complacently, +that blood will tell: he had the air! He was not expected to dance, +but he was a superb cardplayer. He never told jokes, and so avoided +deadly repetition. He had in a large measure that virtue the Chinese +extol--the virtue of allowing others to save their faces in peace. Was +it any wonder Mr. Flint's social position was soon solidly +established? + +He played the game as my mother forced it upon him, though at times, I +think, it bored and chafed him sorely. What chafed him even more +sorely was the unprecedented interest many young ladies--and some old +enough to know better--suddenly evinced in entomology. + +Mr. Flint almost overnight developed a savage cunning in eluding the +seekers of entomological lore. One might suppose a single man would +rejoice to see his drab workroom swarm with these brightly-colored +fluttering human butterflies; he bore their visits as visitations, +displaying the chastened resignation Job probably showed toward the +latest ultra-sized carbuncle. + +"Cheer up!" urged Laurence, who was watching this turn of affairs with +unfeeling mirth. "The worst is yet to come. These are only the +chickens: wait until the hens get on your trail!" + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia one afternoon, rubbing salt into his +smarting wounds, "Mr. Flint, I am so glad all the girls like you so +much. You fascinate them. They say you are such a profoundly clever +and interesting man, Mr. Flint! Why, some of those girls are perfectly +demented about you!" + +"Demented," said he, darkly, "is the right word for them when it comes +down to fussing about _me_." Now Laurence had just caught him in his +rooms, and, declaring that he looked overworked and pale, had dragged +him forcibly outside on the porch, where we were now sitting. Mary +Virginia, in a white skirt, sport coat, and a white felt hat which +made her entrancingly pretty, had been visiting my mother and now +strolled over to John Flint's, after her old fashion. + +"I feel like making the greatest sort of a fuss about you myself," she +said honestly. "Anyhow, I'm mighty glad girls like you. It's a good +sign." + +"If they do--though God knows I can't see why--I'm obliged to them, +seeing it pleases _you_!" said Flint, without, however, showing much +gratitude in eyes or voice. "To tell you the truth, it looks to me at +times as if they were wished on me." + +Mary Virginia tried to look horrified, and giggled instead. + +"If I could only make any of them understand anything!" said the +Butterfly Man desperately, "but I can't. If only they really wanted to +know, I'd be more than glad to teach them. But they don't. I show them +and show them and tell them and tell them, over and over and over +again, and the same thing five minutes later, and they haven't even +listened! They don't care. What do they take up my time and say they +like my butterflies for, when they don't like them at all and don't +want to know anything about them? That's what gets me!" + +Laurence winked at Mary Virginia, shamelessly. + +"Bugs!" said he, inelegantly. "That's what's intended to get you, you +old duffer!" + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, with dancing eyes. "I don't blame +those girls one single solitary bit for wanting to know all +about--butterflies." + +"But they don't want to know, I tell you!" Mr. Flint's voice rose +querulously. + +"My dear creature, I'd be stuck on you myself if I were a girl," said +Laurence sweetly. "Padre, prepare yourself to say, 'Bless you, my +children!' I see this innocent's finish." And he began to sing, in a +lackadaisical manner, through his nose: + + "Now you're married you must obey, + You must be true to all you say, + Live together all your life--" + +No answering smile came to John Flint's lips. He made no reply to the +light banter, but stiffened, and stared ahead of him with a set face +and eyes into which crept an expression of anguish. Mary Virginia, +with a quick glance, laid her hand on his arm. + +"Don't mind Laurence and me, we're a pair of sillies. You and the +Padre are too good to put up with us the way you do," she said, +coaxingly. "And--we girls do like you, Mr. Flint, whether we're wished +on you or not." + +That seductive "we" in that golden voice routed him, horse and foot. +He looked at the small hand on his arm, and his glance went swiftly to +the sweet and innocent eyes looking at him with such frank +friendliness. + +"It's better than I deserve," he said, gently enough. "And it isn't +I'm not grateful to the rest of them for liking me,--if they do. It's +that I want to box their ears when they pretend to like my insects, +and don't." + +"Being a gentleman has its drawbacks," said I, tentatively. + +"Believe _me_!" he spoke with great feeling. "It's nothing short of +doing a life-stretch!" + +The boy and girl laughed gaily. When he spoke thus it added to his +unique charm. So profoundly were they impressed with what he had +become, that even what he had been, as they remembered it, increased +their respect and affection. That past formed for him a somber +background, full of half-lights and shadows, against which he stood +out with the revealing intensity of a Rembrandt portrait. + +"What I came over to tell you, is that Madame says you're to stay home +this evening, Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, comfortably. "I'm +spending the night with Madame, you're to know, and we're planning a +nice folksy informal sort of a time; and you're to be home." + +"Orders from headquarters," commented Laurence. + +"All right," agreed the Butterfly Man, briefly. + +Mary Virginia shook out her white skirts, and patted her black hair +into even more distractingly pretty disorder. + +"I've got to get back to the office--mean case I'm working on," +complained Laurence. "Mary Virginia, walk a little way with me, won't +you? Do, child! It will sweeten all my afternoon and make my work +easier." + +"You haven't grown up a bit--thank goodness!" said Mary Virginia. But +she went with him. + +The Butterfly Man looked after them speculatively. + +"Mrs. Eustis," he remarked, "is an ambitious sort of a lady, isn't +she? Thinks in millions for her daughter, expects her to make a great +match and all that. Miss Sally Ruth told me she'd heard Mrs. Eustis +tried once or twice to pull off a match to suit herself, but Miss Mary +Virginia wouldn't stand for it." + +"Why, naturally, Mrs. Eustis would like to see the child well settled +in life," said I. + +"Oh, you don't have to be a Christian _all_ the time," said he calmly. +"I know Mrs. Eustis, too. She talked to me for an hour and a half +without stopping, one night last week. See here, parson: Inglesby's +got a roll that outweighs his record. Suppose he wants to settle down +and reform--with a young wife to help him do it--wouldn't it be a real +Christian job to lady's-aid him?" + +I eyed him askance. + +"Now there's Laurence," went on the Butterfly Man, speculatively. +"Laurence is making plenty of trouble, but not so much money. No, Mrs. +Eustis wouldn't faint at the notion of Inglesby, but she'd keel over +like a perfect lady at the bare thought of Laurence." + +"I don't see," said I, crossly, "why she should be called upon to +faint for either of them. Inglesby's--Inglesby. That makes him +impossible. As for the boy, why, he rocked that child in her cradle." + +"That didn't keep either of them from growing up a man and a woman. +Looks to me as if they were beginning to find it out, parson." + +I considered his idea, and found it so eminently right, proper, and +beautiful, that I smiled over it. "It would be ideal," I admitted. + +"Her mother wouldn't agree with you, though her father might," he said +dryly. And he asked: + +"Ever had a hunch?" + +"A presentiment, you mean?" + +"No; a hunch. Well, I've got one. I've got a hunch there's trouble +ahead for that girl." + +This seemed so improbable, in the light of her fortunate days, that I +smiled cheerfully. + +"Well, if there should be,--here are you and I to stand by." + +"Sure," said he, laconically, "that's all we're here for--to stand +by." + +Although it was January, the weather was again springlike. All day the +air was like a golden wine, drenched in a golden sun. All day in the +cedars' dark and vivid green the little wax-wings flew in and out, and +everywhere the blackberry bramble that "would grace the parlors of +heaven" was unfolding its crisp red leaves and white buds; and all the +roads and woods were gay with the scarlet berries of the casida, which +the robins love. And the nights were clear and still and starry, +nights of a beauty so vital one sensed it as something alive. + +Because Mary Virginia was to spend that night at the Parish House, +Mrs. Eustis having been called away and the house for once free of +guests, my mother had seized the occasion to call about her the youth +in which her soul delighted. To-night she was as rosy and bright-eyed +as any one of her girl-friends. She beamed when she saw the old rooms +alive and alight with fresh and laughing faces and blithe figures. +There was Laurence, with that note in his voice, that light in his +eyes, that glow and glory upon him, which youth alone knows; and +Dabney, with his black hair, as usual, on end, and his intelligent +eyes twinkling behind his glasses; and Claire Dexter, colored like a +pearl set in a cluster of laughing girls; and Mary Virginia, all in +white, so beautiful that she brought a mist to the eyes that watched +her. All the other gay and charming figures seemed but attendants for +this supremer loveliness, snow-white, rose-red, ebony-black, like the +queen's child in the fairy-tale. + +The Butterfly Man had obediently put in his appearance. With the +effect which a really strong character produces, he was like an +insistent deep undernote that dominates and gives meaning to a lighter +and merrier melody. All this bright life surged, never away from, but +always toward and around him. Youth claimed him, shared itself with +him, gave him lavishly of its best, because he fascinated and ensnared +its fresh imagination. Though he should live to be a thousand it would +ever pay homage to some nameless magic quality of spirit which was +his. + +"Are you writing something new? Have you found another butterfly?" +asked the young things, full of interest and respect. + +Well, he _had_ promised a certain paper by a certain time, though what +people could find to like so much in what he had to say about his +insects-- + +"Because," said Dabney, "you create in us a new feeling for them. +They're living things with a right to their lives, and you show us +what wonderful little lives most of them are. You bring them close to +us in a way that doesn't disgust us. I guess, Butterfly Man, the truth +is you've found a new way of preaching the old gospel of One Father +and one life; and the common sense of common folks understands what +you mean, thanks you for it, likes you for it, and--asks you to tell +us some more." + +"Whenever a real teacher appears, always the common people hear him +gladly," said I, reflectively. + +"Only," said Mary Virginia, quickly, "when the teacher himself is just +as uncommon as he can be, Padre." She smiled at John Flint with a +sincerity that honored him. + +He stood abashed and silent before this naïve appreciation. It was at +once his greatest happiness and his deepest pain--that open admiration +of these clean-souled youngsters. + +When he had gone, I too slipped away, for the still white night +outside called me. I went around to that favorite retreat of mine, the +battered seat shut in among spireas and syringas. I like to say my +rosary out of doors. The beads slipping through my fingers soothed me +with their monotonous insistent petition. Prayer brought me closer to +the heart of the soft and shining night, and the big still stars. + + _They shall perish, but thou shalt endure; yea, all of them + shall wax old as a garment; as a vesture shalt thou change + them, and they shall be changed; but thou art the same and + thy years shall have no end_. + +The surety of the beautiful words brought the great overshadowing +Presence near me. And I fell into a half-revery, in which the +hailmarys wove themselves in and out, like threads in a pattern. + +Dreamily enough, I heard the youthful guests depart, in a gale of +laughter and flute-like goodnights. And I noted, too, that no light as +yet shone in the Butterfly Man's rooms. Well--he would hurl himself +into the work to-morrow, probably, and clear it up in an hour or two. +He was like that. + +My retreat was just off the path, and near the little gate between our +grounds and Judge Mayne's. Thus, though I was completely hidden by the +screening bushes and the shadow of the holly tree as well, I could +plainly see the two who presently came down the bright open path. Of +late it had given me a curious sense of comfort to see Laurence with +Mary Virginia, and, I reflected, he had been her shadow recently. I +liked that. His strength seemed to shield her from Hunter's ambiguous +smile, from Inglesby's thoughts, even from her own mother's ambition. + +I could see my girl's dear dark head outlined with a circle of +moonlight as with a halo, and it barely reached my tall boy's +shoulder. Her hand lay lightly on his arm, and he bent toward her, +bringing his close-cropped brown head nearer hers. I couldn't have +risen or spoken then, without interrupting them. I merely glanced out +at them, smilingly, with my rosary in my finger. + +I reached the end of a decade: "_As it was in the beginning, is now, +and ever shall be_--" + +They stopped at the gate, and fell silent for a space, the girl with +her darling face uplifted. The fleecy wrap she wore fell about her +slim shoulders in long lines, glinting with silver. She did not give +the effect of remoteness, but of being near and dear and desirable and +beautiful. The boy, looking upon her with his heart in his eyes, drew +nearer. + +"Mary Virginia," said he, eagerly and huskily and passionately and +timidly and hopefully and despairingly, "Mary Virginia, are you going +to marry anybody?" + +Mary Virginia came back from the stars in the night sky to the stars +in the young man's eyes. "Why, yes, I hope I am," said she lightly +enough, but one saw she had been startled. "What a funny boy you are, +Laurence, to be sure! You don't expect me to remain a spinster, do +you?" + +"You are going to be married?" This time despair was uppermost. + +"I most certainly am!" said Mary Virginia stoutly. "Why, I confided +_that_ to you years and years and years ago! Don't you remember I +always insisted he should have golden hair, and sea-blue eyes, and a +classic brow, and a beautiful willingness to go away somewhere and die +of a broken heart if I ordered him to?" + +"Who is it?" + +"Who is who?" she parried provokingly. + +"The chap you're going to marry?" + +Mary Virginia appeared to reflect deeply and anxiously. She put out a +foot, with the eternal feminine gesture, and dug a neat little hole in +the graveled walk with her satin toe. + +"Laurence," said she. "I'm going to tell you the truth. The truth is, +Laurence, that I simply hate to have to tell you the truth." + +"Mary Virginia!" he stammered wretchedly. "You hate to have to tell +_me_ the truth? Oh, my dear, why? Why?" + +"Because." + +"But because why?" + +"Because," said the dear hussy, demurely, "I don't know." + +Laurence's arms fell to his sides, helplessly; he craned his neck and +stared. + +"Mary Virginia!" said he, in a breathless whisper. + +Mary Virginia nodded. "It's really none of your business, you know," +she explained sweetly; "but as you've asked me, why, I'll tell you. +That same question plagues and fascinates me, too, Laurence. Why, just +consider! Here's a whole big, big world full of men--tall men, short +men, lean men, fat men, silly men, wise men, ugly men, handsome men, +sad men, glad men, good men, bad men, rich men, poor men,--oh, all +sorts and kinds and conditions and complexions of men: any one of whom +I might wake up some day and find myself married to: and I don't know +which one! It delights and terrifies and fascinates and amuses and +puzzles me when I begin to think about it. Here I've got to marry +Somebody and I don't know any more than Adam's housecat who and where +that Somebody is, and he might pop from around the corner at me, any +minute! It makes the thing so much more interesting, so much more like +a big risky game of guess, when you don't know, don't you think?" + +"No: it makes you miserable," said Laurence, briefly. + +"But I'm not miserable at all!" + +"You're not, because you don't have to be. But I am!" + +"You? Why, Laurence! Why should _you_ be miserable?" Her voice lost +its blithe lightness; it was a little faint. She said hastily, without +waiting for his reply: "I guess I'd better run in. It was silly of me +to walk to the gate with you at this hour. I think Madame's calling +me. Goodnight, Laurence." + +"No, you don't," said he. "And it wasn't silly of you to come, either; +it was dear and delightful, and I prayed the Lord to put the notion +into your darling head, and He did it. And now you're here you don't +budge from this spot until you've heard what I've got to say. + +"Mary Virginia, I reckon you're just about the most beautiful girl in +the world. You've been run after and courted and flattered and +followed until it was enough to turn any girl's head, and it would +have turned any girl's head but yours. You could say to almost any man +alive, Come, and he'd come--oh, yes, he'd come quick. You've got the +earth to pick and choose from--but I'm asking you to pick and choose +_me_. I haven't got as much to offer you as I shall have some of these +days, but I've got me myself, body and brain and heart and soul, +sound to the core, and all of me yours, and I think that counts most, +if you care as I do. Mary Virginia, will you marry me?" + +"Oh, but, Laurence! Why--Laurence--I--indeed, I didn't know--I didn't +think--" stammered the girl. "At least, I didn't dream you cared--like +that." + +"Didn't you? Well, all I can say is, you've been mighty blind, then. +For I do care. I guess I've always cared like that, only, somehow, +it's taken this one short winter to drive home what I'd been learning +all my life?" said he, soberly. "I reckon I've been just like other +fool-boys, Mary Virginia. That is, I spooned a bit around every good +looking girl I ran up against, but I soon found out it wasn't the real +thing, and I quit. Something in me knew all along I belonged to +somebody else. To you. I believe now--Mary Virginia, I believe with +all my heart--that I cared for you when you were squalling in your +cradle." + +"Oh! ... Did I squall, really?" + +"_Squall?_ Sometimes it was tummy and sometimes it was temper. Between +them you yelled like a Comanche," said this astonishing lover. + +Mary Virginia tilted her head back, adorably. + +"It was very, very noble of you to mind me--under the circumstances," +she conceded, graciously. + +"Believe me, it was," agreed Laurence. "I didn't know it, of course, +but even at that tender age my fate was upon me, for I _liked_ to mind +you. Even the bawling didn't daunt me, and I adored you when you +resembled a squab. Yes, I was in love with you then. I'm in love with +you now. My girl, my own girl, I'll go out of this world and into the +next one loving you." + +"Then why," she asked reproachfully, "haven't you said so?" + +"Why haven't I said what?" + +"Why, you know. That you--loved me, Laurence." Her rich voice had sunk +to a whisper. + +"Good Lord, haven't I been saying it?" + +"No, you haven't! You've been merely asking me to marry you. But you +haven't said a word about loving me, until this very minute!" + +"But you must know perfectly well that I'm crazy about you, Mary +Virginia!" said the boy, and his voice trembled with bewilderment as +well as passion. "How in heaven's name could I help being crazy about +you? Why, from the beginning of things, there's never been anybody +else, but just you. I never even pretended to care for anybody else. +No, there's nobody but you. Not for me. You're everything and all, +where I'm concerned. And--please, please look up, beautiful, and tell +me the truth: look at me, Mary Virginia!" + +The white-clad figure moved a hair's breadth nearer; the uplifted +lovely face was very close. + +"Do I really mean that to you, Laurence? All that, really and truly?" +she asked, wistfully. + +"Yes! And more. And more!" + +"I'll be the unhappiest girl in the world: I'll be the most miserable +woman alive--if you ever change your mind, Laurence," said she. + +There was a quivering pause. Then: + +"You care?" asked the boy, almost breathlessly. "Mary Virginia, you +care?" He laid his hands upon her shoulders and bent to search the +alluring face. + +"Laurence!" said Mary Virginia, with a tremulous, half-tearful laugh, +"Laurence, it's taken this one short winter to teach me, too. And--you +were mistaken, utterly mistaken about those symptoms of mine. It +wasn't tummy, Laurence. And it wasn't temper. I think--I am sure--that +what I was trying so hard to squall to you in my cradle was--that I +cared, Laurence." + +The young man's arms closed about her, and I saw the young mouths +meet. I saw more than that: I saw other figures steal out into the +moonlight and stand thus entwined, and one was the ghost of what once +was I. That other, lost Armand De Rancé, looked at me wistfully with +his clear eyes; and I was very, very sorry for him, as one may be +poignantly sorry for the innocent, beautiful dead. My hand tightened +on my beads, and the feel of my cassock upon me, as a uniform, +steadied and sustained me. + +Those two had drawn back a little into the shadows as if the night had +reached out its arms to them. Such a night belonged to such as these; +they invest it, lend it meaning, give it intelligible speech. As for +me, I was an old priest in an old cassock, with all his fond and +foolish old heart melting in his breast. Youth alone is eternal and +immortal. And as for love, it is of God. + +"_As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without +end, Amen_." I had finished the decade. And then as one awakes from a +trance I rose softly and as softly crept back to the Parish House, +happy and at peace, because I had seen that which makes the morning +stars rejoice when they sing together. + +"Armand," said my mother, sleepily, "is that you, dear? I must have +been nodding in my chair. Mary Virginia's just walked to the gate with +Laurence." + +"My goodness," said she, half an hour later. "What on earth can that +child mean? Hadn't you better call her in, Armand?" + +"No," said I, decidedly. + +Laurence brought her back presently. There must have been something +electrical in the atmosphere, for my mother of a sudden sat bolt +upright in her chair. Women are like that. That is one of the reasons +why men are so afraid of them. + +"Padre, and p'tite Madame," began Laurence, "you've been like a father +and mother to me--and--and--" + +"And we thought you ought to know," said Mary Virginia. + +"My children!" cried my mother, ecstatically, "it is the wish of my +heart! Always have I prayed our good God to let this happen--and you +see?" + +"But it's a great secret: it's not to be _breathed_, yet," said Mary +Virginia. + +"Except, of course, my father--" began Laurence. + +"And the Butterfly Man," I added, firmly. Well knowing none of us +could keep such news from _him_. + +"As for me," said my mother, gloriously reckless, "I shall open one of +the two bottles of our great-grandfather's wine!" The last time that +wine had been opened was the day I was ordained. "Armand, go and bring +John Flint." + +When I reached his rooms Kerry was whining over a huddled form on the +porch steps. John Flint lay prone, his arms outstretched, horribly +suggestive of one crucified. At my step he struggled upright. I had my +arms about him in another moment. + +"Are you hurt? sick? John, John, my son, what is it? What is it?" + +"No, no, I'm all right. I--was just a little shaky for the minute. +There, there, don't you be scared, father." But his voice shook, and +the hand I held was icy cold. + +"My son, my dear son, what is wrong with you?" + +He controlled himself with a great effort. "Oh, I've been a little off +my feed of late, father, that's all. See, I'm perfectly all right, +now." And he squared his shoulders and tried to speak in his natural +voice. + +"My mother wanted you to come over for a few minutes, there's +something you're to know. But if you don't feel well enough--" + +He seemed to brace himself. "Maybe I know it already. However, I'm +quite able to walk over and hear--anything I'm to be told," he said, +composedly. + +In the lighted parlor his face showed up pale and worn, and his eyes +hollow. But his smile was ready, his voice steady, and the hand which +received the wine Mary Virginia herself brought him, did not tremble. + +"It is to our great, great happiness we wish you to drink, old +friend," said Laurence. Intoxicated with his new joy, glowing, +shining, the boy was magnificent. + +The Butterfly Man turned and looked at him; steadily, deliberately, a +long, searching, critical look, as if measuring him by a new standard. +Laurence stood the test. Then the man's eyes came back to the girl, +rose-colored, radiant, star-eyed, and lingered upon her. He arose, and +held up the glass in which our old wine seemed to leap upward in +little amber-colored flames. + +"You'll understand," said the Butterfly Man, "that I haven't the +words handy to my tongue to say what's in my heart. I reckon I'd have +to be God for awhile, to make all I wish for you two come true." There +was in look and tone and manner something so sweet and reverent that +we were touched and astonished. + +When my mother had peremptorily sent Laurence home to the judge, and +carried Mary Virginia off to talk the rest of the night through, I +went back to his rooms with John Flint, in spite of the lateness of +the hour: for I was uneasy about him. + +I think my nearness soothed him. For with that boyish diffident +gesture of his he reached over presently and held me by the sleeve. + +"Parson," he asked, abruptly, "is a man born with a whole soul, or +just a sort of shut-up seed of one? Is one given him free, or has he +got to earn and pay for one before he gets it, parson? I want to +know." + +"We all want to know that, John Flint. And the West says Yes, and the +East, No." + +"I've been reading a bit," said he, slowly and thoughtfully. "I wanted +to hear what both sides had to say. Paul is pretty plain, on his side +of the fence. But, parson, some chaps that talk as if they knew quite +as much as Paul does, say you don't get anything in this universe for +nothing; you have to pay for what you get. As near as I can figure it +out, you land here with a chance to earn yourself. You can quit or you +can go on--it's all up to you. If you're a sport and play the game +straight, why, you stand to win yourself a water-tight fire-proof +soul. Because, you see, you've earned and paid for it, parson. That +sounded like good sense to me. Looked to me as if I was sort of doing +it myself. But when I began to go deeper into the thing, why, I got +stuck. For I can't deny I'd been doing it more because I had to than +because I wanted to. But--which-ever way it is, I'm paying! Oh, yes, +I'm paying!" + +"Ah, but so is everybody else, my son," said I, sadly. "... each in +his own coin. ... But after all isn't oneself worth while, whatever +the cost?" + +"I don't know," said he. "That's where I'm stuck. Is the whole show a +skin game or is it worth while? But, parson, whatever it is, you pay a +hell of a price when you buy yourself on the instalment plan, believe +me!" his voice broke, as if on a suppressed groan. "If I could get it +over and done with, pay for my damned little soul in one big gob, I +wouldn't mind. But to have to buy what I'm buying, to have to pay what +I'm paying--" + +"You are ill," said I, deeply concerned. "I was afraid of this." + +He laughed, more like a croak. + +"Sure I'm sick. I'm sick to the core of me, but you and Westmoreland +can't dose me. Nobody can do anything for me, I have to do it myself +or go under. That's part of paying on the instalment plan, too, +parson." + +"I don't think I exactly understand--" + +"No, you wouldn't. _You_ paid in a lump sum, you see. And you got what +you got. Whatever it was that got _you_, parson, got the best of the +bargain." His voice softened. + +"You are talking in parables," said I, severely. + +"But I'm not paying in parables, parson. I'm paying in _me_," said he, +grimly. And he laughed again, a laugh of sheer stark misery that +raised a chill echo in my heart. His hand crept back to my sleeve. + +"I--can't always can the squeal," he whispered. + +"If only I could help you!" I grieved. + +"You do," said he, quickly. "You do, by being you. I hang on to you, +parson. And say, look here! Don't you think I'm such a hog I can't +find time to be glad other folks are happy even if I'm not. If there's +one thing that could make me feel any sort of way good, it's to know +those two who were made for each other have found it out. It sort of +makes it look as if some things do come right, even if others are +rotten wrong. I'm glad till it hurts me. I'd like you to believe +that." + +"I do believe it. And, my son! if you can find time to be glad of +others' happiness, without envy, why, you're bound to come right, +because you're sound at the core." + +"You reckon I'm worth my price, then, parson?" + +"I reckon you're worth your price, whatever it is. I don't worry about +you, John Flint." + +And somehow, I did not. I left him with Kerry's head on his knee. His +hand was humanly warm again, and the voice in which he told me +goodnight was bravely steady. He sat erect in his doorway, fronting +the night like a soldier on guard. If he were buying his soul on the +instalment plan I was sure he would be able to meet the payments, +whatever they were, as they fell due. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE WISHING CURL + + +With February the cold that the Butterfly Man had wished for came with +a vengeance. The sky lost its bright blue friendliness and changed +into a menacing gray, the gray of stormy water. Overnight the flowers +vanished, leaving our gardens stripped and bare, and our birds that +had been so gay were now but sorry shivering balls of ruffled +feathers, with no song left in them. When rain came the water froze in +the wagon-ruts, and ice-covered puddles made street-corners dangerous. + +This intense cold, damp, heavy, penetrating, coming upon the heels of +the unseasonably warm weather, seemed to bring to a head all the +latent sickness smoldering in the mill-parish, for it suddenly burst +forth like a conflagration. If the Civic League had not already done +so much to better conditions in the poorer district, we must have had +a very serious epidemic, as Dr. Westmoreland bluntly told the Town +Council. + +As it was, things were pretty bad for awhile, and the inevitable white +hearse moved up and down, stopping now at this door, now at that. In +one narrow street, I remember, it moved in the exact shape of a figure +eight within the week. I do not like to recall those days. I buried +the children with the seal of Holy Mother Church upon their innocence; +I repeated over them "The Lord hath given, the Lord hath taken +away"--and knew in my heart that it was man-made want, the greed of +money-madness, that had taken them untimely out of their mothers' +laps. And the earth was like iron; it opened unwillingly to receive +the babes of the poor. + +In and out of stricken mill-houses and shabby shacks, as regularly as +Westmoreland and I, whose business and duty lay there, came John +Flint. He made no effort to comfort parents, although these seemed to +derive a curious consolation from his presence. He did not even come +because he wanted to; he came because the children begged to see the +Butterfly Man and one may not refuse a sick child. He had made friends +with them, made toys for them; and now he saw dull eyes brighten at +his approach and pale faces try to smile; languid and fever-hot hands +were held out to him. All the force of the affection of young +children, their dazzling faith, the almost unthinkable power upon +their plastic minds of those whom they trust, came home to him. He +could not, in such an hour, accept lightly, with a careless smile, the +fact that children loved him. And once or twice a small hand that +clung to him grew cold in his clasp, and under his eyes a child's +closed to this world. + +Now, something that saw straight, thought like a naked sword-blade, +ate like a testing acid into shams and hated evasions and half-truths +and subterfuges, had of late been showing more and more behind John +Flint's reserve; and I think it might have hardened into a mentality +cold and bright and barren, hard and cutting as a diamond, had it not +been for the children whom he had to see suffer and die. + +There was one child of whom he was particularly fond--a child with +the fairest of fair hair, deep and sweet blue eyes, and the quickest, +shyest, most fleeting of smiles to lighten flashingly her small pale +serious face. She had been one of the first of the mill folks' +children to make friends with the Butterfly Man. She used to watch for +him, and then, holding on to one of his fingers, she liked to trot +sedately down the street beside him. + +This child's going was sudden and rather painful. Westmoreland did +what he could, but there was no stamina in that frail body, so her's +had been one of the small hands to fall limp and still out of John +Flint's. The doll he had made for her lay in the crook of her arm; it +had on a red calico dress, very garish in the gray room, and against +the child's whiteness. + +Westmoreland stood, big and compassionate, at the foot of the bed. His +ruddy face showed wan and behind his glasses his gray tired eyes +winked and blinked. + +"There must be," said the Doctor, as if to himself, "some eternal vast +reservoir somewhere, that stores up all this terrible total of +unnecessary suffering--the cruel and needless suffering inflicted upon +children and animals, in particular. Perhaps it's a spiritual serum +used for the saving of the race. Perhaps races higher up than we use +it--as _we_ use rabbits and guinea-pigs. No, no, nothing's wasted; +there's a forward end to pain, somewhere." He looked down at the child +and shook his head doubtfully: + +"But when all is said and done," he muttered, "what do such as these +get out of it? Nothing--so far as we can see. They're victims, they +and the innocent beasts, thrust into a world which tortures and +devours them. Why? Why? Why?" + +"There is nothing to do but leave that everlasting Why to God," said +I, painfully. + +The Butterfly Man looked up and one saw that cold sword-straight, +diamond-hard something in his eyes: + +"Parson," said he, grimly, "you're a million miles off the right +track--and you know it. Leaving things to God--things like poor kids +dying because they're gouged out of their right to live--is just about +as rotten stupid and wrong as it can well be. God's all right; he does +his part of the job. You do yours, and what happens? Why, my +butterflies answer that! I'm punk on your catechism, and if _this_ is +all it can teach I hope I die punk on it; but as near as I can make +out, original sin is leaving things like this"--and he looked at his +small friend with her doll on her arm--"to God, instead of tackling +the job yourself and straightening it out." + +The child's mother, a gaunt creature without a trace of youth left in +her, although she could not have been much more than thirty, shambled +over to a chair on the other side of the bed. She wore a faded red +calico wrapper--a scrap of it had made the doll's frock--and a +blue-checked apron with holes in it. Her hair was drawn painfully back +from her forehead, and there was a wispy fringe of it on the back of +her scraggy neck. In her dull eyes glimmered nothing but the innate +uneasiness of those who are always in need, and her mouth had drawn +itself into the shape of a horseshoe. There is no luck in a horseshoe +hung thus on a woman's face. One might fancy she felt no emotion, her +whole demeanor was so apathetic; but of a sudden she leaned over and +took up one of the thick shining curls; half smiling, she began to +wrap it about her finger. + +"I useter be right smart proud o' Louisa's hair," she remarked in a +drawling, listless voice. "She come by it from them uppidy folks o' +her pa's. I've saw her when she wasn't much more 'n hair an' eyes, +times her pa was laid up with the misery in his chest, an' me with +nothin' but piecework weeks on end. + +"... She was a cu'rus kind o' child, Louisa was. She sort o' +'spicioned things wasn't right, but you think that child ever let a +squeal out o' her? Not her! Lemme tell you-all somethin', jest to show +what kind o' a heart that child had, suhs." + +With a loving and mothering motion she moved the bright curl about and +about her hard finger. She spoke half intimately, half garrulously; +and from the curl she would lift her faded eyes to the Butterfly +Man's. + +"'T was a Sarrerday night, an' I was a-walkin' up an' down, account o' +me bein' awful low in the mind. + +"'Ma,' says Louisa, 'I'm reel hungry to-night. You reckon I could have +a piece o' bread with butter on it? I wisht I could taste some bread +with butter on it,' says she. + +"'Darlin',' says I, turrible sad, 'Po' ma c'n give yo' the naked bread +an' thanks to God I got even that to give,' I says. 'But they ain't a +scrap o' butter in this house, an' no knowin' how to git any. Oh, +darlin', ma's so sorry!' + +"She looks up with that quick smile o' her'n. Yes, suh, Mr. Flint, she +ups and smiles. 'You don't belong to be sorry any, ma,' says she, +comfortin'. 'Don't you mind none at all. Why, ma, darlin', _I just +love naked bread without no butter on it_!' says she. My God, Mr. +Flint, I bust out a-cryin' in her face. Seemed like I natchelly +couldn't stand no mo'!" And smiling vaguely with her poor old +down-curved mouth, she went on fingering the curl. + +"Will you-all look a' that!" she murmured, with pride. "Even her +hair's lovin', an' sort o' holds on like it wants you should touch it. +My Lord o' glory, I'm glad her pa ain't livin' to see this day! He had +his share o' misery, po' man, him dyin' o' lung-fever an' all.... + +"Six head o' young ones we'd had, me an' him. An' they'd all dropped +off. Come spring, an' one'd be gone. I kep' a-comfortin' that man best +I could they was better off, angels not bein' pindlin' an' hungry an' +barefoot, an' thanks be, they ain't no mills in heaven. But their pa +he couldn't see it thataway nohow. He was turrible sot on them +children, like us pore folks gen'rally is. They was reel fine-lookin' +at first. + +"When all the rest of 'em had went, her pa he sort o' sot his heart on +Louisa here. 'For we ain't got nothin' else, ma,' says he. 'An' please +the good Lord, we're a-goin' to give this one book-learnin' an' sich, +an' so be she'll miss them mills,' he says. 'Ma, less us aim to make a +lady o' our Louisa. Not that the Lord ain't done it a'ready,' says her +pa, 'but we got to he'p Him keep on an' finish the job thorough.' An' +here's him an' her both gone, an' me without a God's soul belongin' to +me this day! My God, Mr. Flint, ain't it something turrible the things +happens to us pore folks?" + +The Butterfly Man looked from her to Westmoreland and me: doctor of +bodies, doctor of souls, naturalist, what had we to say to this woman +stripped of all? But she, with the greater wisdom of the poor, spoke +for herself and for us. A sort of veiled light crept into her sodden +face. + +"It ain't I ain't grateful to you-all," said she. "God knows I be. You +was good to Louisa. Doctor, you remember that day you give her a ride +in your ottermobile an' forgot to bring her home for more 'n a hour? +My, but that child was happy!" + +"'Ma,' says she when I come home that night, 'you know what heaven +is?' + +"'Child,' says I, 'folks like me mostly knows what it ain't.' + +"'I beat you, ma!' says she, clappin' her hands. 'Heaven ain't nothin' +much but country an' roads an' trees an' butterflies, an' things like +that,' says she. 'An' God's got ottermobiles, plenty an' plenty +ottermobiles, an' you ride free in 'em long's you feel like it, 'cause +that's what they's _for_. An', ma,' says she, 'God's, showfers is all +of 'em Dr. Westmorelands and Mr. Flints.' Yea, suh, you-all been +mighty kind to Louisa. But I reckon," she drawled, "it was Mr. Flint +Louisa loved best, him bein' a childern's kind o' man, an' on account +o' Loujaney." She laid a hand upon the rag doll lying on the little +girl's arm. + +"From the first day you give her that doll, Mr. Flint--which she named +Loujaney, for her an' me both--that child ain't been parted from it." +She smiled down at the two. I could almost have prayed she would weep +instead. It would have been easier to bear. + +"The King's Daughters, they give her a mighty nice doll off their +Christmas tree last year, but Louisa, she didn't take to it like she +done to Loujaney. + +"'_That_ doll's jest a visitin' lady,' says she, 'but Loujaney, she's +_my child_. Mr. Flint made her a-purpose for me, same's God made me +for you, ma, an' she's mine by bornation. I can live with Loujaney. I +ain't a mite ashamed afore her when we ain't got nothin', but I turn +'tother's face to the wall so she won't know. Loujaney's pore folks +same's you an' me, an' she knows prezac'ly how 't is. That's why I +love her so much. + +"An' day an' night," resumed the drawling voice, "them two's been +together. She jest lived an' et an' slept with that doll. If ever a +doll gits to grow feelin's, Loujaney's got 'em. I s'pose I'd best give +that visitin' doll to some child that wants it bad, but I ain't got +the heart to take Loujaney away from her ma. I'm a-goin' to let them +two go right on sleepin' together. + +"Mr. Flint, suh, seein' Louisa liked you so much, an' it's you she'd +want to have it--" she leaned over, pushed the thick fair hair aside, +and laid her finger upon a very whimsy of a curl, shorter, paler, +fairer than the others, just above the little right ear. + +"Her pa useter call that the wishin' curl," said she, half +apologetically. "You see, suh, he was a comical sort of man, an' a great +hand for pertendin' things. I never could pertend. Things is what they +is an' pertendin' don't change 'em none. But him an' her was different. +That's how come him to pertend the Lord'd put the rainbow's pot o' gold +in Louisa's hair with a wish in it, an' that ridic'lous curl one side +her head, like a mark, was the wishin' curl. He'd pertend he could pull +it twict an' say whisperin', '_Bickery-ickery-ee--my wish is comin' to +me_,' an' he'd git it. An' she liked to pertend 'twas so an' she could +wish things on it for me an' git 'em.... Clo'es an' shoes an' fire an' +cake an' beefsteak an' butter an' stayin' home.... Just pertendin', you +see. + +"Mr. Flint, suh, _I_ ain't got a God's thing any more to wish for, but +you bein' the sort o' man you are, I'd rather 'twas you had Louisa's +wishin' curl, to remember her by." Snip! went the scissors; and there +it lay, pale as the new gold of spring sunlight, curling as young +grape-tendrils, in the Butterfly Man's open palm. + +"_Silver and gold have I none; but such as I have give I thee_," said +the great Apostle to the lame man who lay beside the gate of the +temple that is called, Beautiful. + +"I ain't got nothin' else," said the common mill-woman; and laid in +John Flint's hand Louisa's wishing-curl. + +He stared at it, and turned as pale as the child on her pillow. The +human pity of the thing, its sheer stark piercing simplicity, squeezed +his heart as with a great hand. + +"My God!" he choked. "My--God!" and a rending sob tore loose from his +throat. For the first time in his life he had to weep; uncontrolled, +unashamed, childlike, fatherly, brotherly. For he had experienced, +unselfishly, on account of one of the humblest of God's creatures, one +of the great divine emotions. And when that happens to a man it is as +if his soul were winnowed by the wind of an archangel's wings. + +Westmoreland and I slipped out and left him with the woman. She would +know what further thing to say to him. + +Outside in the bleak bitter street, the Doctor laid his hand on my +shoulder. He winked his eyes rapidly. "Father," said he, earnestly, +"when I witness such a thing as we've seen this morning, I do not lose +faith. I gain it." And he gripped me heartily with his big gloved +hand. "Tell John Flint," he added, "that sometimes a rag doll is a +mighty big thing for a man to have to his credit." Then he was gone, +with a tear freezing on his cheek. + +"Angels," John Flint had said more than once, "are not middle-aged +doctors with shoulders on them like a barn-door, and ribs like a dray; +angels don't have bald heads and wear a red tie and tan shoes. But I'd +pass them all up, from Gabriel down, wings and tailfeathers, for one +Walter Westmoreland." + +I would, too. And I walked along, thinking of what I had just +witnessed; sensing its time value. To those slight and fragile things +which had, for John Flint, outweighed the scales of evil--a gray moth, +a butterfly's wing, a bird's nest--I added a child's fair hair, and a +rag doll that was going to sleep with its ma. + +There were but few people on the freezing streets, for folks preferred +to stay indoors and hug the fire. Fronting the wind, I walked with a +lowered head, and thus collided with a lady who turned a corner at the +same time I did. + +"Don't apologize, Padre," said Mary Virginia, for it was she. "It was +my fault--I wasn't looking where I was going." + +"Are you by any chance bound for the Parish House? Because my mother +will be on her way to a poor thing that's just lost her only child. +Where have you been these past weeks? I haven't seen you for ages." + +"Oh, I've been rather busy, too, Padre. And I haven't been quite +well--" she hesitated. I thought I understood. For, possibly from some +servant who had overheard Mrs. Eustis expostulating with her daughter, +the news of Mary Virginia's unannounced engagement had sifted pretty +thoroughly throughout the length and breadth of Appleboro; a town +where an unfledged and callow rumor will start out of a morning and +come home to roost at night with talons and tailfeathers. + +That Mary Virginia had all James Eustis's own quiet will-power, +everybody knew. She would not, perhaps, marry Laurence in the face of +her mother's open opposition. Neither would she marry anybody else to +please her mother in defiance of her own heart. There was a pretty +struggle ahead, and Appleboro took sides for and against, and settled +itself with eager expectancy to watch the outcome. + +So I concluded that Mary Virginia had not been having a pleasant time. +Indeed, it struck me that she was really unwell. One might even +suspect she had known sleepless nights, from the shadowed eyes and the +languor of her manner. + +Just then, swinging down the street head erect, shoulders square, the +freezing weather only intensifying his glowing fairness, came Howard +Hunter. The man was clear red and white. His gold hair and beard +glittered, his bright blue eyes snapped and sparkled. He seemed to +rejoice in the cold, as if some Viking strain in him delighted in its +native air. + +As he paused to greet us a coldness not of the weather crept into Mary +Virginia's eyes. She did not speak, but bowed formally. Mr. Hunter, +holding her gaze for a moment, lifted his brows whimsically and +smiled; then, bowing, he passed on. She stood looking after him, her +lips closed firmly upon each other. + +Tucking her hand in my arm, she walked with me to the Parish House +gate. No, she said, she couldn't come in. But I was to give her +regards to the Butterfly Man, and her love to Madame. + +"Parson," the Butterfly Man asked me that night, "have you seen Mary +Virginia recently?" + +"I saw her to-day." + +"I saw her to-day, too. She looked worried. She hasn't been here +lately, has she?" + +"No. She hasn't been feeling well. I hear Mrs. Eustis has been very +outspoken about the engagement, and I suppose that's what worries Mary +Virginia." + +"I don't think so. She knew she had to go up against that, from the +first. She's more than a match for her mother. There's something else. +Didn't I tell you I had a hunch there was going to be trouble? Well, +I've got a hunch it's here." + +"Nonsense!" said I, shortly. + +"I know," said he, stubbornly. And he added, irrelevantly: "It's +generally known, parson, that Eustis will be nominated. Inglesby's +managed to gain considerable ground, thanks to Hunter, and folks say +if it wasn't for Eustis he'd win. As it is, he'll be swamped. I hear +he was thunderstruck when he got wind of what Mayne was going to play +against him--for he knows Laurence brought Eustis out. Inglesby's +mighty sore. He's the sort that hates to have to admit he can't get +what he wants." + +"Then he'd better save himself the trouble of having to put it to the +test," said I. + +"I'm wondering," said John Flint. "I wish I hadn't got that hunch!" + +I did not see Mary Virginia again for some time. Just then I moved +breathlessly in a horrid round of sickbeds, for the wave had reached +its height; already it had swept seventeen of my flock out of time +into eternity. + +I came home on one of the last of those heavy evenings, to find +Laurence waiting for me in my study. He was standing in the middle of +the room, his hands clasped behind his back. + +"Padre," said he by way of greeting, "have you seen Mary Virginia +lately? Has Madame?" + +"No, except for a chance meeting one morning on the street. But she +has been sending me help right along, bless her." + +"Has Madame heard anything from her, Padre?" + +"No, I don't think so. But we've been frightfully busy of late, you +understand." + +"No, neither of you know," said Laurence, in a low voice. "You +wouldn't know. Padre, I--don't look at me like that, please; I'm not +ill. But, without reason--swear to you before God, without any reason +whatever, that I can conjure up--she has thrown me over, jilted +me--Mary Virginia, Padre! And I'm to forget her. _I'm to forget her, +you understand?_ Because she can't marry me." He spoke in a level, +quiet, matter of fact voice. Then laughter shook him like a nausea. + +I laid my hand upon him. "Now tell me," said I, "what you have to tell +me." + +"I've really told you all I know," said Laurence. "Day before +yesterday she sent for me. You can't think how happy it made me to +have her send for me, how happy I've been since I knew she cared! I +felt as if there wasn't anything I couldn't do. There was nothing too +great to be accomplished-- + +"Well, I went. She was standing in the middle of the long +drawing-room. There was a fire behind her. She was so like ice I +wonder now she didn't thaw. All in white, and cold, and frozen. And +she said she couldn't marry me. That's why she had sent for me--to +tell me that she meant to break our engagement: _Mary Virginia_! + +"I wanted to know why. I was within my rights in asking that, was I +not? And she wouldn't let me get close to her, Padre. She waved me +away. I got out of her that there were reasons: no, she wouldn't say +what those reasons were; but there were reasons. Her reasons, of +course. When I began to talk, to plead with her, she begged me not to +make things harder for her, but to be generous and go away. She just +couldn't marry me, didn't I understand? So I must release her." + +He hung his head. The youth of him had been dimmed and darkened. + +"And you said--?" + +"I said," said Laurence simply, "that she was mine as much as I was +hers, and that I'd go just then because she asked me to, but I was +coming back. I tried to see her again yesterday. She wouldn't see me. +She sent down word she wasn't at home. But I knew all along she was. +Mary Virginia, Padre! + +"I tried again. I haven't got any pride where she's concerned. Why +should I? She's--she's my soul, I think. I can't put it into words, +because you can't put feelings into words, but she's the pith of life. +Then I wrote her. Half a dozen times I wrote her. I got down to the +level of bribing the colored maid to take the notes to her, one every +hour, like a medicine, and slip them under her door. I know she +received them. I repeated it again to-day. It's Mary Virginia at +stake, and I can't take chances, can I? And this afternoon she sent +this. + + "Oh, Laurence, be generous and spare me the torment of + questions. So far you have not reproached me; spare me that, + too! Don't you understand? I cannot marry you. Accept the + inevitable as I do. Forgive me and forget me. M.V.E." + +The writing showed extreme nervousness, haste, agitation. + +"Well?" said Laurence. But I stood staring at the crumpled bit of +paper. I knew what I knew. I knew what my mother had thought fit to +reveal to me of the girl's feelings: Mary Virginia had been very sure. +I remembered what my eyes had seen, my ears heard. I was sure she was +faithful, for I knew my girl. And yet-- + +There came back to me a morning in spring and I riding gaily off in +the glad sunshine, full of faith and of hope. To find what I had +found. I handed the note back, in silence. + +"Oh, why, why, why?" burst out the boy, in a gust of acute torment. +"For God's sake, why? Think of her eyes and her mouth, Padre--and her +forehead like a saint's--No, she's not false. God never made such eyes +as hers untruthful. I believe in her. I've got to believe in her. I +tell you, I belong to her, body and soul." He began to walk up and +down the room, and his shoulders twitched, as if a lash were laid over +them. "I could forgive her for not loving me, if she doesn't love me +and found it out, and said so. Women change, do they not? But--to +take a man that loves her--and tear his living soul to shreds and +tatters-- + +"If _she's_ a liar and a jilt, who and what am I to believe? Why +should she do it, Padre--to me that love her? Oh, my God, think of it: +to be betrayed by the best beloved! No, I can't think it. This isn't +just any light girl: this is Mary Virginia!" + +I put my hand on his shoulder. He is a head over me, and once again as +broad, perhaps. We two fell into step. I did not attempt to counsel or +console. + +"Here I come like a whining kid, Padre," said he, remorsefully, +"piling my troubles upon your shoulders that carry such burdens +already. Forgive me!" + +"I shouldn't be able to forgive you if you didn't come," said I. Up +and down the little room, up and down, the two of us. + +Came a light tap at the door. The Butterfly Man's head followed it. + +"Didn't I hear Laurence talking?" asked he, smiling. The smile froze +at sight of the boy's face. He closed the door, and leaned against it. + +"What's wrong with her?" he asked, quickly. It did not occur to us to +question his right to ask, or to wonder how he knew. + +In a dull voice Laurence told him. He held out his hand for the note, +read it in silence, and handed it back. + +"What do you make of it?" I asked. + +"Trouble," said he, curtly; and he asked, reproachfully, "Don't you +know her, both of you, by this time?" + +"I know," said Laurence, "that she has sent me away from her." + +"Because she wants to, or because she thinks she has to?" asked John +Flint. + +"Why should she do so unless it pleased her?" I asked sorrowfully. + +His eyes flashed. "Why, she's _herself!_ A girl like her couldn't play +anybody false because there's no falseness in her to do it with. What +are you going to do about it?" + +"There is nothing to do," said Laurence, "but to release her; a +gentleman can do no less." + +John Flint's lips curled. "Release her? I'd hang on till hell froze +over and caught me in the ice! I'd wait. I'd write and tell her she +didn't need to make herself unhappy about me, I was unhappy enough +about her for the two of us, because she didn't trust me enough to +tell me what her trouble was, so I could help her. That first and +always I was her friend, right here, whenever she needed me and +whatever she needed me for. And I'd stand by. What else is a man good +for?" + +"I believe," said I, "that John Flint has given you the right word, +Laurence. Just hold fast and be faithful." + +Laurence lifted his haggard face. "There isn't any question of my +being faithful to her, Padre. And I couldn't make myself believe that +she's less so than I. What Flint says tallies with my own intuition. +I'll write her to-night." He laid his hand on John Flint's arm. +"You're all right, Bughunter," said he, earnestly. "'Night, Padre." +Then he was gone. + +"Do you think," said John Flint, when he had rejected every conjecture +his mind presented as the possible cause of Mary Virginia's action, +"that Inglesby could be at the bottom of this?" + +"I think," said I, "that you have an obsession where that man is +concerned. He is a disease with you. Good heaven, what could Inglesby +possibly have to do with Mary Virginia's affairs?" + +"That's what I'm wondering. Well, then, who is it?" + +"Perhaps," said I, unwillingly, "it is Mary Virginia herself." + +"Forget it! She's not that sort." + +"She is a woman." + +"Ain't it the truth, though?" he jeered. "What a peach of a reason for +not acting like herself, looking like herself, being like herself! +She's a woman! So are all the rest of the folks that weren't born men, +if you'll notice. They're women; we're men: and both of us are people. +Get it?" + +"I get it," said I, annoyed. "Your attitude, John Flint, is a vulgar +platitude. And permit me to--" + +"I'll permit you to do anything except get cross," said he, quickly. +The ghost of a smile touched his face. "Being bad-tempered, parson, +suits you just about as well as plaid pants and a Hello Bill button." + +"I am a human being," I began, frigidly. + +"And I'm another. And so is Mary Virginia. And there we are, parson. +I'm troubled. I don't like the looks of things. It's no use telling +myself this is none of my business; it is very much my business. You +remember ... when I came here ..." he hesitated, for this is a subject +we do not like to discuss, "what you were up against ... parson, I've +thought you must have been caught and crucified yourself, and learned +things on the cross, and that's why you held on to me. But with the +kids, it was different--particularly the little girl. The first thing +I ever got from her was a lovely look, the first time ever I set eyes +on her she came with an underwing moth. I'd be a poor sort that +wouldn't be willing to be spilt like water and scattered like dust, if +she needed me now, wouldn't I?" + +"But," said I, perplexed, "what can you do? A young lady has seen fit +to break her engagement; young ladies often see fit to do that, my +dear fellow. This isn't an uncommon case. Also, one doesn't interfere +in a lady's private affairs, not even when one is an old priest who +has loved her since her childhood, nor yet a Butterfly Man who is her +devoted friend. Don't you see?" + +"I see there's something wrong," said he, doggedly. + +"Perhaps. But that doesn't give one the right to pry into something +she evidently doesn't wish to reveal," I told him. + +"I suppose," said he, heavily, "you are right. But if you hear +anything, let me know, won't you?" + +I promised; but I found out nothing, save that it had not been Mrs. +Eustis who influenced her daughter's action. This came out in a call +Mrs. Eustis made at the Parish House. + +"My dear," she told my mother, "when she told me she had broken that +engagement, I was astounded! But I can't say I wasn't pleased. +Laurence is a dear boy; and his family's as good as ours--no one can +take that away from the Maynes. But Mary Virginia should have done +better. + +"I quarreled with her, argued with her, pleaded with her. I cried and +cried. But she's James Eustis to the life--you might as well try to +move the Rock of Gibraltar. Then one morning she came to my room and +told me she found she couldn't marry Laurence! And she had already +told him so, and broken her engagement, and I wasn't to ask her any +questions. I didn't. I was too glad." + +"And--Laurence--?" asked my mother, ironically. + +"Laurence? Laurence is a _man_. Men get over that sort of thing. I've +known a man to be perfectly mad over his wife--and marry, six months +after her death. They're like that. They always get over it. It's +their nature." + +"Let us hope, then, for Laurence's peace of mind," said my mother, +"that he'll get over it--like all the rest of his sex. Though I +shouldn't call Laurence fickle, or faithless, if you ask me." + +"He is a very fine boy. I always liked him myself and James adores +him. If I had two or three daughters, I'd be willing to let one of +them marry Laurence--after awhile. But having only one I must say I +want her to do better." + +"I see," said my mother. To me she said later: + +"And yet, Armand, although I condemn it, I can quite appreciate Mrs. +Eustis's point of view. I was somewhat like that myself, once upon a +time." + +"You? Never!" + +My mother smiled tolerantly. + +"Ah, but you never offered me a daughter-in-law I did not relish. It +was much easier for me to bear the Church!" + +That night I went over to John Flint's, for I thought that the fact +of Mary Virginia's deliberately choosing to act as she had done would +in a measure settle the matter and relieve his anxiety. + +There was a cedar wood fire before which Kerry lay stretched; little +white Pitache, grown a bit stiff of late, occupied a chair he had +taken over for his own use and from which he refused to be dislodged. +Major Cartwright had just left, and the room still smelt of his cigar, +mingling pleasantly with the clean smell of the burning cedar. + +On the table, within reach of his hand, was ranged the Butterfly Man's +entire secular library: Andrew Lang's translation of Homer; Omar; +Richard Burton's Kasidah; Saadi's Gulistan, over which he chuckled; +Robert Burns; Don Quixote; Joan of Arc, and Huckleberry Finn; Treasure +Island; the Bible Miss Sally Ruth had given him--I never could induce +him to change it for my own Douai version--; one or two volumes of +Shakespeare; the black Obituary Book, grown loathsomely fat; and the +"Purely Original Verse of James Gordon Coogler," which a light-minded +professor of mathematics at the University of South Carolina had given +him, and in which he evilly delighted. Other books came and went, but +these remained. To-night it was the Bible which lay open, at the Book +of Psalms. + +"Look at this." He laid his finger on a verse of the nineteenth: "The +testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple." + +"The times I've turned that over in my mind, out in the woods by night +and the fields by day!" said the Butterfly Man, musingly. "The simple +is _me_, parson, and the testimony is green things growing, and +butterflies and moths, and Kerry, and people, and trouble, and +Louisa's hair, and--well, about everything, I reckon. + +"Yes, everything's testimony, and it can make wise the simple--if he's +not too simple. I reckon, parson, the simple is lumped in three +lots--the fool for a little while, the fool for half the day, and the +life-everlasting twenty-four-hours-a-day, dyed-in-the-wool damn-fool. + +"Some of us are the life-everlasting kind, the kind that used to make +old man Solomon wall his eyes and throw fits and then get busy and +hatch out proverbs with stings in their tails. A lot of us are +half-the-day fools; and all the rest are fools for a little while. +There's nobody born that hasn't got his times and seasons for being a +fool for a while. But that's the sort of simple the testimony slams +some sense into. Like _me_," he added earnestly, and closed the great +Book. + +I told him presently what I had heard; that, as he surmised, Mrs. +Eustis was not responsible for Mary Virginia's change of mind--or +perhaps of heart. He nodded. But he offered no comment. Now, since I +had come in, he had been from time to time casting at me rather +speculative and doubtful glances. He drummed on the table, smiled +sheepishly, and presently reached for a package, unwrapped it, and +laid before me a book. + +'"The Relation of Insect Life to Human Society,'" I read, "By John +Flint and Rev. Armand Jean De Rancé. With notes and drawings by Father +De Rancé." It bore the imprint of a great publishing house. + +"You suggested it more than once," said John Flint. "Off and on, these +two years, I've been working on it. All the notes I particularly asked +you for were for this. Mighty fine and acute notes they are, +too--you'd never have been willing to do it if you'd known they were +for publication--I know you. And I saved the drawings. I'm vain of +those illustrations. Abbot's weren't in it, next to yours." + +As a matter of fact I have a pretty talent for copying plant and +insect. I have but little originality, but this very limitation made +the drawings more valuable. They were almost painfully exact, the +measurements and coloration being as approximately perfect as I could +get them. + +Now that the book has been included in all standard lists I needn't +speak of it at length--the reviewers have given it what measure of +bricks and bouquets it deserved. But it is a clever, able, +comprehensive book, and that is why it has made its wide appeal. + +Every least credit that could possibly be given to me, he had +scrupulously rendered. He had made full use of note and drawing. He +made light enough of his own great labor of compilation, but his +preface was quick to state his "great indebtedness to his patient and +wise teacher." + +One sees that the situation was not without irony. But I could not +cloud his pleasure in my co-authorship nor dim his happiness by +disclaiming one jot or tittle of what he had chosen to accredit me +with. It is more blessed to give than to receive, but much more +difficult to receive than to give. + +"Do you like it?" he asked, hopefully. + +"I am most horribly proud of it," said I, honestly. + +"Sure, parson? Hand on your heart?" + +"Sure. Hand on my heart." + +"All right, then," said he, sighing with relief. + +"Here's your share of the loot," and he pushed a check across the +table. + +"But--" I hesitated, blinking, for it was a check of sorts. + +"But nothing. Blow it in. Say, I'm curious. What are you going to do +with yours?" + +"What are you going to do with yours?" I asked in return. + +He reddened, hesitated; then his head went up. + +"I figure it, parson, that by way of that rag-doll I'm kin to Louisa's +ma. As near as I can get to it, Louisa's ma's my widow. It's a devil +of a responsibility for a live man to have a widow. It worries him. +Just to get her off my mind I'm going to invest my share of this book +for her. She'll at least be sure of a roof and fire and shoes and +clothes and bread with butter on it and staying home sometimes. She'll +have to work, of course; anyway you looked at it, it wouldn't be right +to take work away from her. She'll work, then; but she won't be +worked. Louisa's managed to pull something out of her wishin' curl for +her ma, after all. I'm sure I hope they'll let the child know." + +I could not speak for a moment; but as I looked at him, the red in his +tanned cheek deepened. + +"As a matter of fact, parson," he explained, "somebody ought to do +something for a woman that looks like that, and it might just as well +be me. I'm willing to pay good money to have my widow turn her mouth +the other way up, and I hope she'll buy a back-comb for those bangs on +her neck." + +"And all this," said I, "came out of one little wishin' curl, +Butterfly Man?" + +"But what else could I do?" he wondered, "when I'm kin to Loujaney by +bornation?" and to hide his feeling, he asked again: + +"Now what are you going to do with yours?" + +I reflected. I watched his clever, quizzical eyes, out of which the +diamond-bright hardness had vanished, and into which I am sure that +dear child's curl had wished this milder, clearer light. + +"You want to know what I am going to do with mine?" said I, airily. +"Well; as for me, the very first thing I am going to do is to +purchase, in perpetuity, a fine new lamp for St. Stanislaus!" + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT + + +Timid tentative rifts and wedges of blue had ventured back into the +cold gray sky, and a stout-hearted robin or two heralded spring. One +morning coming from mass I saw in the thin watery sunshine the painted +wings of the Red Admiral flash by, and I welcomed him as one welcomes +the long-missed face of a friend. I cannot choose but love the Red +Admiral. He has always stirred my imagination, for frail as his gay +wings are they have nevertheless borne this dauntless small Columbus +of butterflies across unknown seas and around uncharted lands, until +like his twin-sister the Painted Lady he has all but circled the +globe. A few days later a handful of those gold butterflies that +resemble nothing so much as new bright dandelions in the young grass, +dared the unfriendly days before their time as if to coax the lagging +spring to follow. + +The sad white streamers disappeared from doors and for a space the +little white hearse ceased to go glimmering by. Then at many windows +appeared small faces bearing upon them the mark of the valley of the +shadow through which they had just passed. Although they were on side +streets in the dingy mill district, far removed from our pleasant +windows that looked out upon trees and flowers, all Appleboro was +watching these wan visages with wiser and kinder eyes. + +Perhaps the most potent single factor in the arousing of our civic +conscience was a small person who might have justly thought we hadn't +any: I mean Loujaney's little ma, whose story had crept out and gone +from lip to lip and from home to home, making an appeal to which there +could be no refusal. + +When Major Cartwright heard it, the high-hearted old rebel hurried +over to the Parish House and thrust into my hand a lean roll of bills. +And the major is by no means a rich man. + +"It's not tainted money," said the major, "though some mighty good +Bourbon is goin' to turn into pap on account of it. However, it's an +ill wind that doesn't blow somebody good--Marse Robert can come on +back upstairs now an' thaw himself out while watchin' me read the +Lamentations of Jeremiah--who was evidently sufferin' from a dry spell +himself." + +On the following Sunday the Baptist minister chose for his text that +verse of Matthew which bids us take heed that we despise not one of +these little ones because in heaven their angels do always behold the +face of our Father. And then he told his people of that little one who +had pretended to love dry bread when she couldn't get any butter--in +Appleboro. And who had gone to her rest holding to her thin breast a +rag-doll that was kin to her by bornation, Loujaney being poor folks +herself and knowing prezactly how't was. + +Over the heads of loved and sheltered children the Baptist brethren +looked at each other. Of course, it wasn't their fault any more than +anybody else's.--In a very husky voice their pastor went on to tell +them of the curl which the woman who hadn't a God's thing left to +wish for had given as a remembrance to "that good and kind man, our +brother John Flint, sometimes known as the Butterfly Man." + +Dabney put the plain little discourse into print and heightened its +effect by an editorial couched in the plainest terms. We were none of +us in the humor to hear a spade called an agricultural implement just +then, and Dabney knew it; particularly when the mill dividends and the +cemetery both showed a marked increase. + +Something had to be done, and quickly, but we didn't exactly know how +nor where to begin doing it. Laurence, insisting that this was really +everybody's business, called a mass-meeting at the schoolhouse, and +the _Clarion_ requested every man who didn't intend to bring his +women-folks to that meeting to please stay home himself. Wherefore +Appleboro town and county came with the wife of its bosom--or maybe +the wife came and fetched it along. + +Laurence called the meeting to order, and his manner of addressing the +feminine portion of his audience would have made his gallant +grandfather challenge him. He hadn't a solitary pretty phrase to +tickle the ears of the ladies--he spoke of and to them as women. + +"And did you see how they fell for him?" rejoiced the Butterfly Man, +afterward. "From the kid in a middy up to the great old girl with +three chins and a prow like an ocean liner, they were with him. When +you're in dead earnest, can the ladies; just go after women as women +and they're with you every time. They know." + +A Civic Leaguer followed Laurence, then Madame, and after her a girl +from the mills, whose two small brothers went in one night. There +were no set speeches. Everybody who spoke had something to say; and +everybody who had something to say spoke. Then Westmoreland, who like +Saul the king was taller by the head and shoulders than all Israel, +bulked up big and good and begged us to remember that we couldn't do +anything of permanent value until we first learned how to reach those +folks we had been ignoring and neglecting. He said gruffly that +Appleboro had dumped its whole duty in this respect upon the frail +shoulders of one old priest, and that the Guest Rooms were overworked. +Didn't the town want to do its share now? The town voted, unanimously, +that it did. + +There was a pause. Laurence asked if anybody else had anything to say? +Apparently, anybody else hadn't. + +"Well, then," said Laurence, smiling, "before we adjourn, is there +anybody in particular that Appleboro County here assembled wants to +hear?" + +And at that came a sort of stir, a murmur, as of an immense multitude +of bees: + +"_The Butterfly Man!_" And louder: "The Butterfly Man!" + +Followed a great hand-clapping, shrill whistles, the stamping of feet. +And there he was, with Westmoreland and Laurence behind him as if to +keep him from bolting. His face expressed a horrified astonishment. +Twice, thrice, he opened his lips, and no words came. Then: + +"_I?_" in a high and agonized falsetto. + +"You!" Appleboro County settled back with rustles of satisfaction. +"Speech! Speech!" From a corn-club man, joyfully. + +"Oh, marmar, look! It's the Butterfly Man, marmar!" squealed a child. + +"A-a-h! Talk weeth us, Meester Fleent!" For the first time a "hand" +felt that he might speak out openly in Appleboro. + +John Flint stood there staring owlishly at all these people who ought +to know very well that he hadn't anything to say: what should he have +to say? He was embarrassed; he was also most horribly frightened. But +then, after all, they weren't anything but people, just folks like +himself! When he remembered that his panic subsided. For a moment he +reflected; as if satisfied, he nodded slightly and thrust his hand +into his breast pocket. + +"Instead of having to listen to me you'd better just look at this," +said the Butterfly Man. "Because this can talk louder and say more in +a minute than I could between now and Judgment." And he held out +Louisa's dear fair whimsy of a curl; the sort of curl mothers tuck +behind a rosy ear of nights, and fathers lean to and kiss. "_I_ +haven't got anything to say," said the Butterfly Man. "The best I can +do is just to wish for the children all that Louisa pretended to pull +out of her wishin' curl--and never got. I wish on it that all the kids +get a square deal--their chance to grow and play and be healthy and +happy and make good. And I wish again," said the Butterfly Man, +looking at his hearers with his steady eyes, "I wish that you folks, +every God-blessed one of you, will help to make that wish come true, +so far as lies in your power, from now until you die!" His funny, +twisty smile flashed out. He put the fairy tress back into his breast +pocket, made a casual gesture to imply that he had concluded his +wishes for the present; and walked off in the midst of the deepest +silence that had ever fallen upon an Appleboro audience. + +But however willing we might be, we discovered that we could not do +things as quickly or as well as might be wished. People who wanted to +help blundered tactlessly. People who wanted to be helped had to be +investigated. People who ought to be helped were suspicious and +resentful, couldn't always understand or appreciate this sudden +interest in their affairs, were inclined to slam doors, or, when +cornered, to lie stolidly, with wooden faces and expressionless eyes. + +Ensued an awkward pause, until the Butterfly Man came unobtrusively +forward, discovering in himself that amazing diplomacy inherent in the +Irish when they attend to anybody's business but their own. It was +amusing to watch the only democrat in a solidly Democratic county +infusing something of his own unabashed humanness into proceedings +which but for him might have sloughed into + + Organized charity, carefully iced, + In the name of a cautious, statistical Christ. + +Having done what was to be done, he went about his own affairs. Nobody +gushed over him, and he escaped that perilous popularity which is as a +millstone around a man's neck. Nevertheless the Butterfly Man had +stumbled upon the something divine in his fellows, and they +entertained for him a feeling that wasn't any more tangible, say, than +pure air, and no more emotional than pure water, but was just about as +vital and life-giving. + +I was enchanted to have a whole county endorse my private judgment. I +rose so in my own estimation that I fancy I was a bit condescending to +St. Stanislaus! I was vain of the Butterfly Man's standing--folks +couldn't like him too much, to please me. And I was greatly interested +in the many invitations that poured in upon him, invitations that +ranged all the way from a birthday party at Michael Karski's to a +state dinner at the Eustis's. + +From Michael's he came home gaily, a most outrageous posy pinned upon +him by way of honor, and whistling a Slavic love song so dismal that +one inferred love must be something like toothache for painfulness. He +had had such a bully time, he told me. Big Jan had been there with his +wife, an old friend of Michael's Katya. Although pale, and still +somewhat shaky as to legs, Jan had willingly enough shaken hands with +his conqueror. + +It seemed quite right and natural that he and Jan should presently +enter into a sort of Dual Alliance. Meester Fleent was to be +Arbitrator Extraordinary. When he stipulated that thereafter Big Jan +was only to tackle a man his own size, everybody cheered madly, and +Mrs. Jan herself beamed red-eyed approval. She said her prayers to the +man who had trounced Jan into righteousness. + +But from the Eustis dinner, to which he went with my mother, he came +home somber and heavy-hearted. Laurence was conspicuously absent; it +is true he was away, defending his first big case in another part of +the State. But Mr. George Inglesby was just as conspicuously present, +apparently on the best of all possible terms with himself, the world +in general, and Mrs. James Eustis in particular. His presence in that +house, in the face of persistent rumors, made at least two guests +uneasy. Mrs. Eustis showed him a most flattering attention. She was +deeply impressed by him. He had just aided her pet mission in +China--what he had given the heathen would have buttered my children's +bread for many a day. Also, he was all but lyrical in his voicing of +the shibboleth that Woman's Sphere is the Home, wherein she should be +adored, enshrined, and protected. Woman and the Home! All the innate +chivalry of Southern manhood-- + +I don't know that Louisa's Ma was ever enshrined or protected by the +chivalry of any kind of manhood, no, nor any of the mill women. Their +kind don't know the word. But Mrs. Eustis was, and she agreed with Mr. +Inglesby's noble sentiments. + +"Parson, you should have heard him!" raved the Butterfly Man. "There's +a sort of man down here that's got chivalry like another sort's got +hookworm, and he makes the man that hasn't got either want to set up +an image to the great god Dam! + +"You'd think being chivalrous would be enough for him, wouldn't you?" +continued the Butterfly Man, bitterly. "Nix! What's he been working +the heavy charity lay for, except that it's his turn to be a +misunderstood Christian? Doesn't charity cover a multitude of skins, +though? And doesn't it beat a jimmy when it comes to breaking into +society!" + +Mary Virginia, he added in an altered voice, had been exquisite in a +frock all silver lace and shimmery stuffs like moonbeams, and with a +rope of pearls about her throat, and in her black hair. Appleboro +folks do not affect orchids, but Mary Virginia wore a huge cluster of +those exotics. She had been very gracious to the Butterfly Man and +Madame. But only for a brief bright minute had she been the Mary +Virginia they knew. All the rest of the evening she seemed to grow +statelier, colder, more dazzlingly and imperially regal. And her eyes +were like frozen sapphires under her level brows, and her mouth was +the red splendid bow of Pride. + +Watching her, my mother was pained and puzzled; as for the Butterfly +Man, his heart went below zero. Those who loved Mary Virginia had +cause for painful reflections. + +Blinded by her beauty, were we judging her by the light of affection, +instead of the colder light of reason? We couldn't approve of her +behavior to Laurence, nor was it easy to refrain from disapproval of +what appeared to be a tacit endurance of Inglesby's attention. She +couldn't plead ignorance of what was open enough to be town talk--the +man's shameless passion for herself, a passion he seemed to take +delight in flaunting. And she made no effort to explain; she seemed +deliberately to exclude her old friends from the confidence once so +freely given. She hadn't visited the Parish House since she had broken +her engagement. + + +And all the while the spring that hadn't time for the little concerns +of mortals went secretly about her immortal business of rejuvenation. +The blue that had been so timid and so tentative overspread the sky; +more robins came, and after them bluebirds and redbirds and +Peterbirds, and the impudent screaming robber jay that is so beautiful +and so bold, and flute-voiced vireos, and nuthatches, and the darling +busybody wren fussing about her house-building in the corners of our +piazzas. The first red flowers of the Japanese quince opened +flame-like on the bare brown bushes. When the bridal-wreath by the +gate saw that, she set industriously to work upon her own +wedding-gown. The yellow jessamine was full of waxy gold buds; and +long since those bold frontiersmen of the year, the Judas-trees, had +flaunted it in bravest scarlet, and the slim-legged scouts of the +pines showed shoulder-straps and cockades of new gay green above +gallant brown leggings. + +One brand new morning the Butterfly Man called me aside and placed in +my hands a letter. The American Society of Natural History invited Mr. +John Flint, already a member of the Entomological Society of France, a +Fellow of the Entomological Society of London, and a member of the +greatest of Dutch and German Associations, to speak before it and its +guests, at a most notable meeting to be held in the Society's splendid +Museum in New York City. Not to mention two mere ex-Presidents, some +of the greatest scientific names of the Americas were included in that +list. And it was before such as these that my Butterfly Man was to +speak. Behold me rocking on my toes! + +The first effect of this invitation was to please me immensely, I +being a puffed-up old man and carnal-minded at times; nor do I seem to +improve with age. The plaudits of the world, for anybody I admire and +love, ring most sweetly in my foolish ears. Now the honors he had +gotten from abroad were fine and good in their way, but this meant +that the value of his work was recognized and his position +established in his own country, in his own time. It meant a widening +of his horizon, association with clever men and women, ennobling +friendships to broaden his life. A just measure of appreciation from +the worthwhile sweetens toil and encourages genius. And yet--our eyes +met, and mine had to ask an old question. + +"Would you better accept it?" I wondered. + +"I can't afford not to," said he resolutely. "The time's come for me +to get out in the open, and I might just as well face the music, and +Do it Now. Risks? I hardly think so. I never hunted in couples, +remember--I always went by my lonesome and got away with it. Besides, +who's remembering Slippy? Nobody. He's drowned and dead and done with. +But, however, and nevertheless, and because, I shall go." + +Again we looked at each other; and his look was untroubled. + +"The pipe-dreams I've had about slipping back into little old New +York! But if anybody had told me I'd go back like I'm going, with the +sort of folks waiting for me that will be waiting now, I'd have passed +it up. Well, you never can tell, can you? And in a way it's funny--now +isn't it?" + +"No, you never can tell," said I, soberly. "But I do not think it at +all funny. Quite the contrary." Suppose, oh, suppose, that after all +these years, when a well-earned success was in his grasp, it should +happen--I turned pale. He read my fear in my face and his smile might +have been borrowed from my mother's mouth. + +"Don't you get cold feet, parson," he counseled kindly. "Be a sport! +Besides, it's all in the Game, you know." + +"Is it?" + +"Sure!" + +"And worth while, John?" + +He laughed. "Believe me! It's the worthwhilest thing under the sun to +sit in the Game, with a sport's interest in the hands dealt out, +taking yours as it comes to you, bluffing all you can when you've got +to, playing your cards for all they're worth when it's your turn. No +reneging. No squealing when you lose. No boasting how you did it when +you win. There's nothing in the whole universe so intensely and +immensely worth while as being _you_ and alive, with yourself the +whole kitty and the sky your limit! It's one great old Game, and I'm +for thanking the Big Dealer that I'da whack at playing it." And his +eyes snapped and his lean brown face flushed. + +"And you are really willing to--to stake yourself now, my son?" + +"Lord, parson, you ought to know! And you a dead ringer for the real +thing in a classy sport yourself!" + +"My _dear_ son--!" + +My dear son waved his fine hand, and chuckled in his red beard. + +"Would _you_ back down if this was your call? Why, you're the sort +that would tackle the biggest noise in the ring, even if you knew +you'd be dragged out on your pantry in the first half of the first +round, if you thought you'd got holy orders to do it! If you saw me +getting jellyfish of the spine now, you'd curl up and die--wouldn't +you, honest Injun?" His eyes crinkled and he grinned so infectiously +that my fears subsided. I had an almost superstitious certainty that +nothing really evil could happen to a man who could grin like that. +Fate and fortune are perfectly powerless before the human being who +can meet them with the sword of a smile. + +"Well," I admitted cautiously, "jellyfish of the spine must be an +unlovely ailment; not that I ever heard of it before." + +"You're willing for me to go, then?" + +"You'd go anyhow, would you not?" + +"Forget it!" said he roughly. "If you think I'd do anything I knew +would cause you uneasiness, you've got another thing coming to you." + +"Oh, go, for heaven's sake!" said I, sharply. + +"All right. I'll go for heaven's sake," he agreed cheerfully. "And now +it's formally decided I'm to go, and talk, the question arises--what +they really want me to talk about? _I_ don't know how to deal in +glittering generalities. A chap on the trail of truth has got to let +generalities go by the board. The minute he tackles the living Little +People he chucks theories and bucks conditions. + +"Suppose I tell the truth as I see it: that most so-called authorities +are like cats chasing their tails--because they accept theories that +have never been really proven, run after them, and so never get +anywhere? And that facts dug up in the open under the sunlight don't +always fit in with notions hatched out in libraries under the electric +light? + +"Suppose I say that after they've run everything down to that plasma +they're so fond of beginning and ending with, there is still something +behind it all their theories can't explain away? Protoplasm doesn't +explain Life any more than the battery explains electricity. Instinct? +Evolution? The survival of the fittest? Well, nothing is tagged for +fair, and I'm more than willing to be shown. For the more I find out +from the living things themselves,--you can't get truth from death, +you've got to get it from life--the more self-evident it seems to me +that to exist at all insects must have arrived on the scene complete, +handfinished, with the union label of the Great Workshop on them by +way of a trade-mark." + +"As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, one God, world +without end, Amen!" said I, smiling. I have never thought it necessary +to explain or excuse the Creator. God is; things are. + +But he shook his head, wrinkling his forehead painfully. "I wish I +_knew_," said he, wistfully. "You're satisfied to believe, but I have +got to know. Oh, great Power behind Things, I want to know! I want to +_know_!" + +Ah, but I also do most passionately wish to know! If, however, the +Insect has taught me anything in my lifelong study of it, it is to +recognize the Unknowable, to know there is that which I cannot hope to +know. But if under the law of its world, so different from ours and +yet so alike because so inevitable, the Insect must move in a fixed +circle within which it is safe, a circle whose very limitation +preserves it from error and thus from destruction, may not a like +fixed circle beyond which _we_ may not penetrate preserve us, too? Are +these mountain peaks of the Unknowable, the Impassable, which +encompass the skyline of our humanity, these heights so mysterious and +so unscalable, not rather bulwarks between man's pride and the abyss? + +Something of this I said to the Butterfly Man, and he nodded, but did +not answer. He fell into a brown study; then plunged from the room +without further look or word and made for his own desk. I was not +afraid of what the Butterfly Man, fresh from little Appleboro's woods +and fields, would have to say to the scholars and scientists gathered +to hear him! + +Apparently he was not either, for after he had gotten a few notes +together he wisely turned the whole affair over to that mysterious +Self that does our work and solves our problems for us. On the surface +he busied himself with a paper setting forth the many reasons why the +County of Appleboro should appropriate adequate funds for a common +dipping vat, and hurried this to Dabney, who was holding open a space +in the _Clarion_ for it. Then there were new breeding cages to be +made, for the supply of eggs and cocoons on hand would require +additional quarters, once they began to emerge. + +By the Saturday he had finished all this; and as I had that afternoon +free we spent some beautiful hours with the microscope and slide +mounts. I completed, too, the long delayed drawings of some diurnal +wasp-moths and their larvæ. We worked until my mother interrupted us +with a summons to an early dinner, for Saturday evening belongs to the +confessional and I was shortly due at the church. + +I left Flint with Madame and Miss Sally Ruth, who had run over after +the neighborly Appleboro wont with a plate of fresh sponge-cake and a +bowl of fragrant custard. Miss Sally Ruth is nothing if not generous, +but there are times when one could wish upon her the affliction of +dumbness. As I slipped into my cassock in the study, I could hear her +uplifted voice, a voice so insistent and so penetrating that it can +pierce closed doors and come through a ceiling: + +"I declare to goodness, I don't know what to believe any more! She's +got money enough in her own right, hasn't she? For heaven's sake, +then, why should she marry for more money? But you never really know +people, do you? Why, folks say--" + +I hurried out of the house and ran the short distance to the church. I +wished I hadn't heard; I wished Miss Sally Ruth, good as she is, would +sometimes hold her tongue. She will set folks by the ears in heaven +some of these days if she doesn't mend her ways before she gets there. + +It must have been all of ten o'clock when I got back to the Parish +House. Madame had retired; John Flint's rooms were dark. The night +itself was dark, though in between the clouds that a brisk wind +pulleyhauled about the skies, one saw many stars. + +Too tired to sleep, I sat beside my window and breathed the repose +that lay like a benediction upon the little city. I found myself +praying; for Mary Virginia, whom I loved and over whom I was sorely +troubled; for Laurence, even now walking such a road as I also once +had to travel with feet as young but no more steadfast; and then with +a thankfulness too deep for words, I thought a prayer for the +Butterfly Man. So thinking and so praying, with a glow in my heart +because of him, I closed my window, and crept into bed and into +sleep. + +I awoke with a start. Somebody was in the room. There was an urgent +voice whispering my name, an urgent hand upon me. A pocket light +flashed, and in its pale circle appeared the face of John Flint. + +"Get up!" said he in an intense whisper. "And come. Come!" + +"Why, what in the name of heaven--" + +"Don't make a row!" he snarled, and brought his face close. "Here--let +me help you. Heaven, man, how slow you are!" With furious haste he +forced my clothes upon me and even as I mechanically struggled to +adjust them he was hustling me toward the door, through the dark hall, +and down the stairs. + +"Easy there--careful of that step!" he breathed in my ear, guiding me. + +"But what is the matter?" I whispered back impatiently. I do not +relish mystery and I detest being led willynilly. + +"In my rooms," said he briefly, and hustled me across the garden on +the double run, I with my teeth chattering, for I had been dragged out +of my sleep, and the night air was cold. + +He fairly lifted me up his porch-steps, unlocked his door, and pushed +me inside. With the drawn shades and the flickering firelight, the +room was peaceful and pleasant enough. Then Kerry caught my astonished +gaze, for the dog stood statue-like beside the Morris chair, and when +I saw what Kerry guarded I crossed myself. Sunk into the chair, the +Butterfly Man's old gray overcoat partly around her, was Mary +Virginia. + +At my involuntary exclamation she raised her head and regarded me. A +great sigh welled from her bosom and I could see her eyes dilate and +her lips quiver. + +"Padre, Padre!" Down went her head, and she began to cry childishly, +with sobs. + +I watched her helplessly, too bewildered to speak. But the other man's +face was the face of one crucified. I saw his eyes, and something I +had been all too blind to rushed upon me overwhelmingly. This, then, +was what had driven him forth for a time, this was what had left its +indelible imprint upon him! He had hung upon his cross and I had not +known. Oh, Butterfly Man, I had not known! + +"She'll be able to talk to you in a few minutes now, parson." He was +so perfectly unconscious of himself that he had no idea he had just +made mute confession. He added, doubtfully: "She said she had to come +to you, about something--I don't know what. It's up to you to find +out--she's got to talk to you, parson." + +"But--I wanted to talk to you, Padre. That's why I--ran away from home +in the middle of the night." She sat suddenly erect. "I just couldn't +stand things, any more--by myself--" + +Gone was the fine lady, the great beauty, the proud jilt who had +broken Laurence's heart and maddened and enslaved Inglesby. Here was +only a piteous child with eyes heavy from weeping, with a pale and sad +face and drooping childish lips. And yet she was so dear and so +lovely, for all her reddened eyelids and her reddened little nose, +that one could have wept with her. The Butterfly Man, with an intake +of breath, stood up. + +"I shall leave you with the Padre now," he said evenly, "to tell him +what you wanted to tell him. Father, understand: there's something +rotten wrong, as I've been telling you all along. Now she's got to +tell you what it is and all about it. Everything. Whether she likes to +or not, and no matter what it is, she's got to tell you. You +understand that, Mary Virginia?" + +She fixed him with a glance that had in it something hostile and +oblique. Even with those dearest of women whom I adore, there are +moments when I have the impression that they have, so to speak, their +ears laid back flat, and I experience what I may justly term cat-fear. +I felt it then. + +"Oh, don't have too much consideration for my feelings, Mr. Flint!" +said she, with that oblique and baffling glance, and the smile Old +Fitz once likened to the Curve in the Cat's Tail. "Indeed, why should +you go? Why don't you stay and find out _why_ I wanted to run to the +Padre--to beg him to find some way to help me, since I can't fall like +a plum into Mr. Inglesby's hand when Mr. Hunter shakes the Eustis +family tree!" + +His breath came whistlingly between his teeth. + +"Parson! You hear?" he slapped his leg with his open palm. "Oh, I knew +it, I knew it!" And he turned upon her a kindling glance: + +"I knew all along it was never in you to be anything but true!" said +the Butterfly Man. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +"WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR" + + +It is impossible for me to put down in her own words what Mary +Virginia told the Butterfly Man and me. Also, I have had to fill in +gaps here and there, supplying what was lacking, from my intimate +knowledge of the actors and from such chance words and hints and bits +of detail as came to me afterward. But what I have added has been +necessary, in order to do greater justice to everybody concerned. + +If it be true that the boy is father to the man, it is even more +tritely true that the girl is mother to the woman, there being here +less chance for change. So it was with Mary Virginia. That gracious +little girlhood of hers, lived among the birds and bees and blossoms +of an old Carolina garden, had sent her into the Church School with a +settled and definite idealism as part of her nature. Her creed was +simple enough: The world she knew was the best of all possible worlds, +its men good, its women better; and to be happy and loved one had only +to be good and loving. + +The school did not disabuse her of this pleasing optimism. It was a +very expensive school and could afford to have optimisms of its own. +For one thing, it had no pupils poor enough to apply the acid test. + +When Mary Virginia was seventeen, Mrs. Eustis perceived with dismay +that her child who had promised beauty was instead become angular, +awkward, and self-conscious; and promptly packed the unworldly one off +to spend a saving summer with a strenuously fashionable cousin, a +widow, of whom she herself was very fond. She liked the idea of +placing the gauche girl under so vigorous and seasoned a wing as +Estelle Baker's. As for Mrs. Baker herself, that gay and good-humored +lady laughed at the leggy and serious youngster and promptly took her +education in hand along lines not laid down in Church Schools. + +Mrs. Baker was delighted with her own position--the reasonably young, +handsome, and wealthy widow of a man she had been satisfied to marry +and later to bury. She had an unimpaired digestion and no illusions, a +kind heart, and the power of laughter. Naturally, she found life +interesting. A club-woman, an ultra-modernist, vitally alive, she was +fully abreast of her day. Her small library skimmed the cream of the +insurgents and revolutionaries of genius; and here the shy and +reticent schoolgirl with the mark of the churchly checkrein fresh upon +her, was free to browse, for her cousin had no slightest notion of +playing censor. Mrs. Baker thought that the sooner one was allowed to +slough off the gaucheries of the Young Person, the better. She did not +gauge the real and tumultuous depths of feeling concealed under the +young girl's simplicity. + +The revolutionaries and the insurgent and free poets didn't trouble +Mary Virginia very much. Although she sensed that something was wrong +with somebody somewhere--hence these lyrical lamentations--she could +not, to save her, tell what all the pother was about, for as yet she +saw the world _couleur de rose_. Some one or two of the French and +Germans pleased her; she fell into long reveries over the Gael, who +has the sound of the sea in his voice and whose eyes are full of a +haunting light, as of sunsets upon graves. But it was the Russians who +electrified and dazzled her. When she glimpsed with her eyes of a +young girl those strange souls simple as children's and yet mosaiced +with unimaginable and barbarous splendors, she stood blinking and half +blinded, awed, fascinated, and avid to know more of that sky-scaling +passion with which they burned. + +And in that crucial moment she chanced upon the "Diary of Marie +Bashkirtseff," so frank and so astounding that it took her breath away +and swept her off her feet. She was stirred into a vague and trembling +expectancy; she had the sense of waiting for something to happen. Life +instantly became more colorful and more wonderful than she had dreamed +could be possible, and she wished passionately to experience all these +emotions, so powerful and so poignant. The Russian's morbid and +disease-bright genius acted upon her as with the force and intensity +of a new and potent toxin. She could not lay the book aside, but +carried it up to her room to be pored and pondered over. She failed to +understand that, untried as she was, it was impossible for her to +understand it. Had the book come later, it had been harmless enough; +but it came at a most critical moment of that seething period when +youth turns inward to question the universe, and demands that the +answer shall be personal to itself. The first long ground-swell of +awakening emotion swept over her, sitting in the pleasant chintz-hung +room, with the Russian woman's wild and tameless heart beating through +the book open upon her knees. And these waves of emotion that at +recurrent intervals surge over the soul, come from the shores of a +farther country than any earthly seas have touched, and recede to +depths so profound that only the eyes of God may follow their ebb and +flow. + +Mrs. Baker, however, saw nothing about which to give herself any +concern. If she perceived the girl intense and preoccupied, she smiled +indulgently--at Mary Virginia's age one is apt to be like that, and +one recovers from that phase as one gets over mumps and measles. Mrs. +Baker did think it advisable, though, to subtly detach the girl from +books for awhile. She amused herself by allowing her wide-eyed +glimpses of the larger life of grown-ups, by way of arousing and +initiation. Thus it happened that one afternoon at the country-club, +where Mary Virginia, at the green-fruit stage, found herself playing +gooseberry instead of golf, Mrs. Baker sauntered up with a tall and +very blonde man. + +"Here," said she gaily, indicating with a wave of her hand her +sulky-eyed young cousin, "is a marvel and a wonder--a girl who accepts +on faith everything and everybody! My dear Howard, in all probability +she will presently even believe in _you_!" With that she left them, +whisked off by a waiting golfer. + +The man and the girl appraised each other. The man saw young +bread-and-butter with the raw sugar of beauty sprinkled upon it +promisingly. What the girl saw was not so much a faultlessly groomed +and handsome man as the most beautiful person in the world. And +suddenly she was aware that that for which she had been waiting had +come. Something divine and wonderful was happening, and there was fire +before her eyes and the noise of unloosed winds and great waters in +her ears, and her knees trembled and her heart fluttered. A vivid red +flamed into her pale cheeks, a soft and trembling light suffused her +blue eyes. That happens when the sweet and virginal freshness of youth +is brought face to face with the bright shadow of love. + +He drew her out of her shyness and made her laugh, and after awhile, +when there was dancing, he danced with her. He did not behave to her +as other men of Estelle's acquaintance had more than once behaved--as +though they bestowed the lordly honor of their society upon her out of +the sheer goodness of their hearts and their desire to please Mrs. +Baker. Mary Virginia was uncompromising and stiff-necked enough then, +and she bored most of her cousin's friends unconsciously. Now this +man, as much their superior as the sun is to farthing dips, was +exerting himself to please her. That was the one thing Mary Virginia +needed to arouse her. + +Mrs. Baker admired Mr. Hunter for a grace of manner almost Latin in +its charm. If at times he puzzled her, he at least never bored her or +anybody else, and for this she praised him in the gates. Her respect +for him deepened when she perceived that he never allowed himself to +be absorbed or monopolized. + +The pleasant widow did not take him too seriously. She only asked that +he amuse and interest her. He did both, to a superlative degree. That +is why and how he saw so much of the school-girl cousin whose naïvete +made him smile, it was so absurdly sincere. + +Mrs. Baker was glad enough to have Howard take her charge off her +hands occasionally. She thought contact with this fine pagan an +excellent thing for the girl who took herself so seriously. She was +really fond of Mary Virginia, but she must have found her hand-grenade +directness a bit disconcerting at times. She wanted the child's visit +to be pleasant, and she considered it very amiable of Howard to help +her make it so. She had no faintest notion of danger--to her Mary +Virginia was nothing but a child, a little girl one indulged with +pickles and pound-cake and the bliss of staying up later than the +usual bedtime. As for Hunter, his was the French attitude toward the +Young Person; she had heard him say he preferred his flowers in full +bloom and his fruit ripe--one then knows what one is getting; one +isn't deceived by canker in the closed bud and worm in the green +fruit. No, Howard wasn't the sort that hankered for verjuice. + +None the less, although Mrs. Baker didn't know it, Mary Virginia was +engaged to the godlike Howard when she returned to school. It was to +be a state secret until after she was graduated, and in the meantime +he was to "make himself worthier of her love." She hadn't any notion +he could be improved upon, but it pleased her to hear him say that. +Humility in the superman is the ultimate proof of perfection. + +The maid who attended her room at school arranged for the receipt of +his letters and mailed Mary Virginia's. The maid was sentimental, and +delighted to play a part smacking of those dime novels she spoiled her +brains with. + +The little schoolgirl who was in love with love, and secretly +betrothed to a man who had stepped alive out of old knightly romance, +walked in the Land of April Rainbows and felt the whole joyous +universe suffused with a delicious and quivering glow of light and +sound and scent. Surcharged with an emotion that she was irresistibly +urged to express, and unable to do so by word of mouth, she was driven +to the necessity of putting it down on paper for him. And she put it +down in the burning words, the fiery phrases, of those anarchists of +art who had intoxicated and obsessed her. + +Just a little later,--even a year later--and Mary Virginia could never +have written those letters. But now, very ignorant, very innocent, +very impassioned, she accomplished a miracle. She was like one +speaking an unknown tongue, perfectly sure that the spirit moved her, +but quite unable to comprehend what it was that it moved her to say. + +When Mrs. Baker insisted that her young cousin should come back to her +for the Christmas holidays, the girl was more than eager to go. Seeing +him again only deepened her infatuation. + +That holiday visit was an unusually gay one, for Mrs. Baker was really +fond of Mary Virginia--the young girl's tenderness and simplicity +touched the woman of the world. She gave a farewell dance the night +before Mary Virginia was to return to school. It was an informal +affair, with enough college boys and girls to lend it a junior air, +but there was a goodly sprinkling of grown-ups to deepen it, for the +hostess said frankly that she simply couldn't stand the Very Young +except in broken doses and in bright spots. + +Hunter, of course, was to be one of the grownups. He had sent Mary +Virginia the flowers she was to wear. And she had a new dancing frock, +quite the loveliest and fluffiest and laciest she had ever worn. + +He was somewhat late. And so engrossed with him were all her thoughts, +so eager was she to see him, that she was a disappointing companion +for anybody else. She couldn't talk to anybody else. She flitted in +and out of laughing groups like a blue-and-silver butterfly, and +finally managed to slip away to the stair nook behind what Mrs. Baker +liked to call the conservatory. This was merely a portion of the big +back hall glassed in and hung with a yellow silk curtain; it had a +tiny round crystal fountain in the center and one or two carved seats, +but one wouldn't think so small a space could hold so much bloom and +fragrance. From the nook where Mary Virginia sat, one could hear every +word spoken in the flower-room, though the hearer remained hidden by +the paneled stairway. + +Hands in her lacy lap, eyes abstracted, she fell into the dreams that +youth dreams; in which a girl--one's self, say,--walks hand in hand +through an enchanted world with a being very, very little lower than +the angels and twice as dear. They are such innocent dreams, such +impossible dreams, so untouched of all reality; but I wonder, oh I +wonder, if life can ever give us anything to repay their loss! + +Somebody spoke in the conservatory and she looked up, startled. +Through a parting in the silk curtain she glimpsed the woman and +recognized one of Estelle's friends, handsome and fashionable, but a +woman she had never liked. + +"You provoke me. You try my patience too much!" she was saying, in a +tone of suppressed anger. "People are beginning to say that you have a +serious affair with that sugar-candy chit. I want to know if that is +true?" + +The man laughed, a lazy, pleasant, disarming laugh. She knew that +laugh among a million, and her heart began to beat, but not with doubt +or distrust. She wondered how she had missed him, and if he had been +looking for her; she thought of the exquisite secret that bound them +together, and wondered how he was going to protect it without evasions +or untruthfulness. And she thought the woman abominable. + +"You're so suspicious, Evie!" he said smilingly. "Why bother about +what can give you no real concern? Why discuss it here, at all? It's +not the thing, really." + +The woman stamped her foot. She had an able-bodied temper. + +"I will know, and I will know now. I have to know," said she, and her +voice shook. Mary Virginia would have coughed then, would have made +her presence known had she been able; but something held her silent. +"Remember, you're not dealing with a love-sick school-girl now, +Howard: you are dealing with _me_. Have you made that little fool +think you're in love with her?" + +"Why, and what then?" he asked coolly. "I like the child. Of course +she is without form and void as yet, but there's quite a lot to that +girl." + +"Oh, yes! Quite a lot!" said she, with sarcasm. "That's what made me +take notice. James Eustis's girl--and barrels of money. She'll be a +catch. You are clever, Howard! But what of _me_?" + +Mary Virginia's heart fluttered. Indeed, what of this other woman? + +"Oh, well, there's nothing definite yet, Evie," said he soothingly. A +hint of impatience was betrayed in his voice. Plainly, it irked him to +be held up and questioned point-blank, at such a time and place. Just +as plainly, he wished to conciliate his jealous questioner. "My dear +girl, it would be all of two or three years before the affair could be +considered. Let well enough alone, Evie. Let's talk about something +else." + +"No. We will talk about this. You are offering me a two or three +years' reprieve, are you not? Well, and then?" + +"Well, and then suppose I do marry the little thing,--if she hasn't +changed her little mind?" said he, exasperated into punishing her. "It +wouldn't be a bad thing for me, remember, and she's temptingly easy to +deal with--that girl has more faith than the twelve apostles. Heavens, +Evie, don't look like that! My dearest girl, _you_ don't have to +worry, anyhow. If your--er--impediment hasn't stood in my way, why +should mine in yours?" + +He spoke with a half-impatient, half-playful reproach. The woman +uttered a little cry. To soothe and silence her, he kissed her. It was +very risky, of course, but then the whole situation was risky, and he +took his chance like the bold player he was. The girl crouching behind +the paneled wall clenched her hands in her lap, felt her heart and +brain on fire, and wondered why the sky did not fall upon the world +and blot it out. + +When those two had left the conservatory and she could command her +trembling limbs and whip her senses back into some semblance of order, +she went upstairs and got his letters. When she came downstairs again +he was standing in the hall, and he came forward eager, smiling, +tender, as if his heart welcomed her; as perhaps it did, men having +catholic hearts. She put her hand on his arm and whispered: "Come +into the conservatory." + +The hall was quite empty. From drawing-room and library and +dining-room came the laughter and chatter of many people. Then the +music struck up a gay and popular air. The lilt and swing of it made +her giddy. But the little flower-room was cool and sweet, and she drew +a breath of relief. + +Hunter bent his fair head, but she pushed him away with her hands +against his chest. A horror of his beauty, his deliberate fascination, +the falseness of him, came over her. For the first time she had been +brought face to face with sin and falsehood, and hers was the +unpardoning white condemnation of an angel to whom sin is unknown and +falsehood impossible. That such knowledge should have come through him +of all men made the thing more unbearable. Surprised and irritated by +the pale tragedy of her aspect, Hunter stared, waiting for her to +speak. + +"I was on the stairs. I heard you--and that woman," said she with the +directness that was sometimes so appalling. "And I _know_." Her face +turned burning red before it paled again. She was ashamed for him with +the noble shame of the pure in heart. + +His face, too, went red and white with rage and astonishment. It was a +damnable trap for a man to be caught in, and he was furious with the +two women who had pushed him into it--he could have beaten them both +with rods. Innocent as this girl was, he could not hope to deceive her +as to the real truth. She had heard too much. But he thought he could +manage her; women were as wax in Hunter's hands. To begin with, they +_wanted_ to believe him. + +"I hate to have to say it--but the lady is jealous," he said frankly +enough, with a disarming smile; and shrugged his shoulders, quite as +if that simple statement explained and excused everything. + +"Oh, she need not be afraid--of me!" said the girl, with white-hot +scorn. "I'd rather die by inches of leprosy than belong to you now. +You are clever, though. And I _was_ easy to deal with, wasn't I? And I +cared so much! I dare say it was really your hair and beard, but I +honestly thought you a sort of Archangel! Well, you're not. You're not +anything I thought you--not good nor kind nor honorable nor +truthful--not anything but just a rather paltry sort of liar. You're +not even loyal to _her_. I think I could respect you more if you were. +But I _am_ James Eustis's girl--and that's my salvation, Mr. Hunter. +Please take your letters. You will send me back mine to-morrow." + +He stroked his short gold beard. The color had come back into his face +and a new light flashed into his cold blue eyes. He laughed. "Why, you +game little angel!" he said delightedly. "Gad, I never thought you had +it in you--never. I begin to adore you, Mary Virginia, upon my soul I +do! Now listen to reason, my too-good child, and don't be so +puritanical. You've got to take folks as they are and not as you'd +like them to be, you know. Men are not angels, no, nor women, either. +You must learn to be charitable--a virtue very good people seldom +practice and never properly appreciate." And he added, leaning lower: +"Mary Virginia! Give me another chance ... you won't be sorry, +Ladybird." + +But she stood unmoved, stonily silent, holding out the letters. And +when he still ignored this silent insistence, she thrust them into his +hands and left him. + +Mary Virginia was to go back to school the next night. All day she +waited for her letters. Instead came a note and a huge bunch of +violets. The note said he couldn't allow those precious letters which +meant so much to him to pass even into her hands who had written them. +When he could summon up the courage, he would presently destroy them +himself. And she had treated him with great harshness, and wouldn't +she be a good little girl and let him see her, if only for a few +minutes, before she went away? + +Mary Virginia tore up the note and returned the violets by way of +answer. + +When she returned to school, the superioress regretted that she had +been allowed to visit Mrs. Baker again, because too much gaiety wasn't +good for her, and she was falling off in her studies. The other girls +said she had lost all her looks, for in truth she was wan and peaked +and hollow-eyed. Seventeen suffers frightfully, when it suffers at +all. Eighteen enjoys its blighted affection, revels in its broken +heart, would like to crochet a black edging on its immortal soul, and +wouldn't exchange its secret sorrow for a public joy. Nineteen is +convalescent--pride would come to its rescue even if life itself did +not beguile it into being happy. + +Mary Virginia got back her color and her appetite and forgot to +remember that her heart was incurably broken and that she could never +love again. She liked to think her painful experience had made her +very wise. Then she went abroad, and her cure was complete. The result +of it all was that poise and pride which had so greatly delighted the +autocratic old kinswoman whose fiat had set the last seal of social +success upon her. + +When one of life's little jokes flung Hunter into Appleboro and she +had to observe him with impartial and less ingenuous eyes, she forgave +the simple schoolgirl's natural mistake. He had not changed, and she +perceived his effect upon others older and wiser than herself. And her +pride chose neither to slight nor to ignore him now, but rather to +meet him casually, with indifference, as a stranger in whom she was +not at all interested. + +Mr. Inglesby she did not take seriously. She did not dream that a +possible menace to herself lay in this stout man whom she considered +fatuous and absurd, when she thought of him at all. That her mother +should be completely taken in by his specious charity and his +plausible presentment of himself, did not surprise her. She was +inclined to smile scornfully and so dismiss him. + +She underestimated Inglesby. + +The very fact that there was such an obstacle in the way as a young +fellow with whom she fancied herself in love only deepened Inglesby's +passion for Mary Virginia. She was in her proper person all that he +coveted and groveled to. To possess her in addition to his own +wealth--what more could a man ask? Let Eustis become senator, +governor, president, anything he chose. But let Inglesby have Mary +Virginia by way of fair exchange. + +Mr. Inglesby was well aware that Miss Eustis would not for one moment +consider him--unless she had to. He proposed to so arrange affairs +that she had to. Naturally, he looked to his private secretary to help +him bring about this desirable end. And at this opportune moment fate +played into his hands in a manner that left Mr. Hunter's assent a +matter of course. + +Mr. Hunter had very expensive tastes which his salary was not always +sufficient to cover. Wherefore, like many another, he speculated. When +he was lucky, it was easy money; but it was never enough. Of late he +had not been fortunate, and he found himself confronted by the high +cost of living as he chose to live. This annoyed him. So when there +came his way what appeared to be an absolute certainty of not only +recouping all his losses but of making some real money as well, Hunter +plunged, with every dollar he could manage to get hold of. But Wall +Street is a lane that has many crooked and devious turnings, and Mr. +Hunter's investments took a very wrong turn. And this time it was not +only all his own money that had been lost. The bottom might have +dropped out of things then, except for Inglesby. + +When Hunter had to tell him the truth the financier listened with an +unmoved face. Then he swung around in his chair, lifted an eyebrow, +grunted, and remarked briefly: "Very unsafe thing to do, Hunter. +Very." And shoved his personal check across the desk. Nobody knew +anything about it, except the head bookkeeper of the bank. + +Inglesby had no illusions, however. He understood that to have in his +power an immensely clever man who knew as much about his private +affairs as Hunter did, was good business, to say the least. He simply +invested in Mr. Hunter's brains and personality for his own immediate +ends, and he expected his brilliant and expensive secretary to prove +the worth of the investment. + +Inglesby had not risen to his present heights by beating about the +bush in his dealings with others. He had seized Success by the +windpipe and throttled it into obedience, and he ruthlessly bent +everything and everybody to his own purposes. The task he set before +Hunter now was to steer the Inglesby ship through a perilous passage +into the matrimonial harbor he had in mind. Let Hunter do that--no +matter how--and the pilot's future was assured. Inglesby would be no +niggardly rewarder. But let the venture come to shipwreck and Hunter +must go down with it. Hunter was not left in any doubt upon that +score. + +Brought face to face with the situation as it affected his fortune and +misfortune, Hunter must have had a very bad half an hour. I am sure he +had not dreamed of such a contretemps, and he must have been startled +and amazed by the cold calculation and the raw fury of passion he had +to deal with. I do not think he relished his task. His was the sort of +conscience that would dislike such a course, not because it was +dishonorable or immoral in itself, but because its details offended +his fastidiousness. I think he would have extricated himself honorably +if he could. It just happened that he couldn't. + +Give a sufficient shock to a man's pocket-nerve and you electrify his +brain-cells, which automatically receive orders to work overtime. +Hunter's brain worked then because it had to, self-preservation being +the first law of nature. And this service for Inglesby not only spelt +safety; it meant the golden key to the heights, the power to gratify +those fine tastes which only a rich and able man can afford. Inglesby +had promised that, and he had just had a fair example of what +Inglesby's support meant. + +One must try to consider the case from Mr. Hunter's point of view. To +refuse Inglesby meant disaster. And who was Laurence, who was Mary +Virginia, that he should quixotically wreck his prospects for them? +Why should he lose Inglesby's goodwill or gain Inglesby's enmity for +them or anybody else? Forced to choose, Hunter made the only choice +possible to him. + +_Voe victis!_ + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +"--SAID THE SPIDER TO THE FLY--" + + +Now I am only an old priest and no businessman, so of course I do not +know just how Hunter was set like a hound upon the track of those +circumstances that, properly manipulated, helped him toward a solution +of his problem--the getting of a girl apparently as unreachable as +Mary Virginia Eustis. + +To start with, he had two assets, the first being Eustis pride. +Shrewdly working upon that, Hunter played with skill and finesse. + +When he was ready, it was easy enough to meet Miss Eustis on the +street of an afternoon. Although her greeting was disconcertingly +cold, he fell into step beside her. And presently, in a low and +intimate voice, he began to quote certain phrases that rang in her +astonished ears with a sort of hateful familiarity. + +A glance at her face made him smile. "I wonder," he questioned, "if +you have changed, dear puritan? You are engaged to Mayne now, I hear. +Very clever chap, Mayne. The moving power behind your father, I +understand. And engaged to you! You're so intense and interesting when +you're in love that one is tempted to envy Mayne. Do you write _him_ +letters, too?" + +Mary Virginia's level eyes regarded him with haughty surprise. The +situation was rather unbelievable. + +"Miss Eustis--" he paused to bow and smile to some passing girls who +plainly envied Mary Virginia, "Miss Eustis, you must come to my +office, say to-morrow afternoon. We must have a heart-to-heart talk. I +have something you will find it to your interest to discuss with me." + +She disdained to reply, to ask him to leave her; her attitude did not +even suggest that he should explain himself. Seeming to be perfectly +content with this attitude, he sauntered along beside her. + +"Do you know," he smiled, "that with you the art of writing genuine +love-letters amounts to a gift? I am sure your father--and let's say +Mayne--would be astonished and delighted to read the ones I have. They +are unequaled. Human documents, heart-interest, delicate and piquant +sex-tang--the very sort of thing the dear public devours. I told you +once they meant a great deal to me, remember? They're going to mean +more. Come about four, please." He lifted his hat, bowed, and was +gone. + +Mary Virginia went to his office at four o'clock the next afternoon, +as he had planned she should. She wanted to know exactly what he +meant, and she fancied he meant to make her buy back the letters he +claimed not to have destroyed. The bare idea of anybody on earth +reading those insane vaporings sickened her. + +Hunter's manner subtly allowed her to understand that he had known she +would come, and this angered her inexpressibly; it gave him an +advantage. + +"Instead of wasting time in idle persiflage," he said when he had +handed her a chair, "let's get right down to brass tacks. You +naturally desire to know why I kept your letters? For one reason, +because they are a bit of real literature. However, I propose to +return them now--for a consideration." + +He leaned forward, idly drumming on the polished desk, and regarded +her with a sort of impersonal speculation. A little smile crept to his +lip. + +"The whirligig of time does bring in its revenges, doesn't it?" he +mused aloud. Mary Virginia's lips curled. + +"I do not follow you," she said coldly. "I am not even sure you have +the letters--that is why I am here. I must see them with my own eyes +before I agree to pay for them. That is what you expect me to do, is +it not?" + +"Oh, I have them all right--that is very easily proven," said he, +unruffled. "Now listen carefully, please, while I explain the real +reason for your presence here this afternoon. Mr. Inglesby, for +reasons of his own, desires to don the senatorial toga; why not? Also, +even more vehemently, Mr. Inglesby desires to lead to the altar Miss +Mary Virginia Eustis: yourself, dear lady, your charming self: again, +why not? Who can blame him for so natural and laudable an ambition? + +"As to his ever persuading you to become Mrs. Inglesby, without +some--ah--moral suasion, why, you know what his chance would be better +than I do. As to his persuading the state to send him to Washington, +it would have been a certainty, a sure thing, if our zealous young +friend Mayne hadn't egged your father into the game. How Mayne managed +that, heaven knows, particularly with your father's affairs in the +condition they are. Now, Eustis is a fine man. Far too fine to be lost +in the shuffle at Washington, where he'd be a condemned +nuisance--just as he sometimes is here at home. Do you begin to +comprehend?" + +"Why, no," said she, blankly. "And I certainly fail to see where my +silly letters--" + +"Let me make it plainer. You and your silly letters put the game into +Mr. Inglesby's hands, swing the balance in his favor. _You_ pay _me_? +Heavens, no! _We_ pay _you_--and a thumping price at that!" + +For a long moment they looked at each other. + +"My dear Miss Eustis," he put the tips of his fine fingers together, +bent forward over them, and favored her with a white-toothed smile, +"behold in me Mr. Inglesby's ambassador--the advocate of Cupid. Plainly, +I am authorized to offer you Mr. Inglesby's heart, his hand, and--his +check-book. Let us suppose you agree to accept--no, don't interrupt me +yet, please. And keep your seat, Miss Eustis. You may smile, but I would +advise you to consider very seriously what I am about to say to you, and +to realize once for all that Mr. Inglesby is in dead earnest and +prepared to go to considerable lengths. Well, then, as I was about to +say: suppose you agree to accept his proposal! Being above all things a +business man, Mr. Inglesby realizes that gilt-edged collateral should be +put up for what you have to offer--youth, beauty, charm, health, +culture, family name, desirable and influential connections, social +position of the highest. In exchange he offers the Inglesby millions, +his absolute devotion to yourself, and his hearty support to all your +father's plans and interests. Observe the last, please; it is highly +important. Besides this, Mayne and Eustis want reform, progress, +Demos-with-a-full-dinner-pail, all the wearisome rest of that uplift +stuff? Inglesby will see that they get an undiluted dose of it. More +yet: if you have any scruples about Mayne, Inglesby will get behind that +young man and boost him until he can crow on the weathervane--when you +are Mrs. Inglesby. A chap like Mayne would be valuable, properly +expurgated. Come, Miss Eustis, that's fair enough. If you refuse--well, +it's up to you to make Eustis understand that he must eliminate himself +from politics--and look out for himself," he finished ominously. + +Mary Virginia rose impetuously. + +"I am no longer seventeen, Mr. Hunter. What, do you honestly think you +can frighten a grown woman into believing that a handful of silly +letters could possibly be worth all that? Well, you can't. And--let me +remind you that blackmailing women isn't smiled upon in Carolina. A +hint of this and you'd be ostracized." + +"So would you. And why use such an extreme term as blackmailing for +what really is a very fair offer?" said he, equably. "The letters are +not the only arrows in my quiver, Miss Eustis. But as you are more +interested in them than anything else just now, suppose we run over a +few, just to remind you of their amazing nature?" He rose leisurely, +opened the safe in a corner of the room, took from the steel +money-vault a package, and Mary Virginia recognized her own writing. +Always keeping them under his own hand, he yet allowed her to lean +forward and verify what he chose to read. + +Her face burned and tears of mortification stung her eyes. Good +heavens, had she been as silly and as sentimental as all that? But as +she listened to his smooth remorseless voice, mortification merged +into amazement and amazement into consternation. Older and wiser now, +she saw what ignorance and infatuation had really accomplished, and +she realized that a fool can unwittingly pull the universe about her +ears. + +She was appalled. It was as if her waking self were confronted by an +incredible something her dreaming self had done. She knew enough of +the world now to realize how such letters would be received--with +smiles intended to wound, with the raised eyebrow, the shrugged +shoulder. She wondered, with a chill of panic, how she could ever hope +to make anybody understand what she admitted she herself couldn't +explain. For heaven's sake, _what_ had she been trying to tell this +man? She didn't know any more, except that it hadn't been what these +letters seemed to reveal. + +"Well?" said the lazy, pleasant voice, "don't you agree with me that +it would have been barbarous to destroy them? Wonderful, aren't they? +Who would credit a demure American schoolgirl with their supreme art? +A French court lady might have written them, in a day when folks made +a fine art of love and weren't afraid nor ashamed." + +"I must have been stark mad!" said she, twisting her fingers. "How +could I ever have done it? Oh, how?" + +"Oh, we all have our moments of genius!" said he, airily. + +As he faced her, smiling and urbane, she noted woman-fashion the +superfine quality of his linen, the perfection of every detail of his +appearance, the grace with which he wore his clothes. His manner was +gracious, even courtly. Yet there was about him something so +relentless that for the first time she felt a quiver of fear. + +"If my father--or Mr. Mayne--knew this, you would undoubtedly be +shot!" said she, and her eyes flashed. + +"Unwritten law, chivalry, all the rest of that rot? I am well aware +that the Southern trigger-finger is none too steady, where lovely +woman is concerned," he admitted, with a faint sneer. "But when one +plays for high stakes, Miss Eustis, one runs the risks. Granted I do +get shot? That wouldn't give you the letters: it would simply hand +them over to prosecuting attorneys and the public press, and they'd be +damning with blood upon them. No, I don't think there'll be any +fireworks--just a sensible deal, in which everybody benefits and +nobody loses." + +"The thing is impossible, perfectly impossible." + +"I don't see why. Everything has its price and I'm offering you a +pretty stiff one." + +"I would rather be burned alive. Marry Mr. Inglesby? _I_? Why, he is +impossible, perfectly impossible!" + +"He is nothing of the kind. And he is very much in love with you--you +amount to a grand passion with Inglesby. Also, he has twenty +millions." He added dryly: "You are hard to please." + +Mary Virginia waved aside grand passion and twenty millions with a +gesture of ineffable disdain. + +"Even if I were weak and silly enough to take you seriously, do you +imagine my father would ever consent? He would despise me. He would +rather see me dead." + +"Oh, no, he wouldn't. Nobody can afford to despise a woman with twenty +millions. It isn't in human nature. Particularly when you save Mr. +James Eustis himself from coming a breakneck cropper, to say the very +least." + +For the moment she missed the significance of that last remark. + +"I repeat that I would rather be burned alive. I despise the man!" +said she, passionately. + +"Oh, no, you wouldn't." His manner was a bit contemptuous. "And you'd +soon get used to him. Women and cats are like that. They may squall +and scratch a bit at first, but the saucer of cream reconciles them, +and presently they are quite at home and purring, the sensible +creatures! You'll end by liking him very well." + +The girl ignored this Job's comforting. + +"What shall I say to my father?" she asked directly. "Tell him you +kept the foolish letters written you by an ignorant child--and the +price is either his or my selling out to Mr. Inglesby?" + +"That is your lookout. You can't expect us to let your side whip us, +hands down, can you? Mr. Inglesby does not propose to submit tamely to +_everything_." His face hardened, a glacial glint snapped into his +eyes. "Inglesby's no worse than anybody else would be that had to hold +down his job. He's got virtues, plenty of solid good-citizen, +church-member, father-of-a-family virtues, little as you seem to +realize it. Also, let me repeat--he has twenty millions. To buy up a +handful of letters for twenty million dollars looks to me about the +biggest price ever paid since the world began. Don't be a fool!" + +"I refuse. I refuse absolutely and unconditionally. I shall +immediately send for my father--and for Mr. Mayne--" + +"I give you credit for better sense," said he, with a razor-edged +smile. "Eustis is honorable and Mayne is in love with you, and when +you spring this they'll swear they believe you: _but will they_? Do +men ever believe women, without the leaven of a little doubt? Speaking +as a man for men, I wouldn't put them to the test. No, dear lady, I +hardly think you are going to be so silly. Now let us pass on to +something of greater moment than the letters. Did you think I had +nothing else to urge upon you?" + +"What, more?" said she, derisively. "I don't think I understand." + +"I am sure you don't. Permit me, then, to enlighten you." He paused a +moment, as if to reflect. Then, impressively: + +"Hitherto, Miss Eustis, you have had the very button on Fortune's +cap," he told her. "Suppose, however, that fickle goddess chose to +whisk herself off bodily, and left you--_you_, mind you! to face the +ugly realities of poverty, and poverty under a cloud?" And while she +stared at him blankly, he asked: "What do you know of your father's +affairs?" + +As a matter of fact she knew very little. But something in the deadly +pleasantness of his voice, something in his eyes, startled her. + +"What do you mean, Mr. Hunter?" + +"Ah, now we get down to bedrock: your father's affairs," he said evenly. +"Your father, Miss Eustis, is a very remarkable man, a man with one +idea. In other words, a fanatic. Only a fanatic could accomplish what +Eustis has accomplished. His one idea is the very sound old idea that +people should remain on the land. He starts in to show his people how to +do it successfully. Once started, the work grows like Jonah's gourd. He +becomes a sort of rural white hope. So far, so good. But reclamation +work, experimenting, blooded stock, up-to-the-minute machinery, +labor-saving devices, chemicals, high-priced experts, labor itself, all +that calls for money, plenty of money. Your father's work grew to its +monumental proportions because he'd gotten other men interested in +it--all sorts and conditions of men, but chiefly--and here's at once his +strength and weakness--farmers, planters, small-town merchants and +bankers. They backed him with everything they had--and they haven't +lost--yet. + +"However, there are such things as bad seasons, labor troubles, +boll-weevil, canker, floods, war. He lost ship-loads of cotton. He +lost heavily on rice. Remember those last floods? In some of his +places they wiped the work of years clean off the map. He had to begin +all over, and he had to do it on borrowed money; which in lean and +losing years is expensive. Floods may come and crops may go, but +interest on borrowed money goes on forever. He mortgaged all he could +mortgage, risked everything he could risk, took every chance--and now +everything is at stake with him. + +"Do you realize what it would mean if Eustis went under? A smash to +shake the state! Consider, too, the effect of failure upon the man +himself! He can't fail, though--_if Mr. Inglesby chooses to lend a +hand_. Now do you begin to comprehend?" + +In spite of her distrust, he impressed her profoundly. He did not +over-estimate her father's passionate belief in himself and the value +of his work. If anything, Hunter had slurred the immense influence +Eustis exerted, and the calamitous effect his failure would have upon +the plain people who looked up to him with such unlimited trust. They +would not only lose their money; they would lose something no money +could pay for--their faith. + +"Oh, but that just simply couldn't happen!" said Mary Virginia, and +her chin went up. + +"It could very easily happen. It may happen shortly," he contradicted +politely. "Heavens, girl, don't you know that the Eustis house is +mortgaged to the roof, that Rosemount Plantation is mortgaged from the +front fences to the back ditches? No, I suppose he wouldn't want his +women-folks to know. He thinks he can tide it over. They always +believe they can tide it over, those one-idea chaps. And he could, +too, for he's a born winner, is Eustis. Give him time and a good +season and he'd be up again, stronger than ever." While he spoke he +was taking from a drawer a handful of papers, which he spread out on +the desk. She could see upon all of them a bold clear "_James +Eustis_." + +"One place mortgaged to prop up another, and that in turn mortgaged to +save a third. Like links in a chain. Any chain is only as strong as +its weakest link, remember. And we've got the links. Look at these, +please." He laid before her two or three slips of paper. Mary +Virginia's eyes asked for enlightenment. + +"These," explained Hunter, "are promissory notes. You will see that +some of them are about due--and the amounts are considerable." + +"Oh! And _he_ had to do that?" + +"Of course. What else could he do? We kept a very close watch since we +got the first inkling that things were not breaking right for him. Mr. +Inglesby's own interests are pretty extensive--and we set them to +work. It wasn't hard to manage, after things began to shape: a word +here, a hint there, an order somewhere else; and once or twice, of +course, a bit of pressure was brought to bear, in obdurate instances. +But the man with money is always the man with the whip hand. Eustis +got the help he had to have--and presently we got these. All perfectly +legitimate, all in the course of the day's work. + +"Now, promissory notes are dangerous instruments should a holder +desire to use them dangerously. Mr. Inglesby could give Eustis an +extension of time, or he could demand full payment and immediately +foreclose. You see, it's entirely optional with Mr. Inglesby." And he +leaned back in his chair, perfectly self-possessed, entirely at his +ease, and waited for her to speak. + +"You could do that--anybody could do that--to my father?" she was +only half-convinced. + +"I assure you we can send him under--with a lot of other men's money +tied around his neck to keep him down." + +"But even you would hesitate to do a thing like that!" + +"All is fair," said Hunter, "in love and war." + +"_Fair_?" + +"Legitimate, then." + +"But if he is in Mr. Inglesby's way and in his power at the same time, +why not remove him in the ordinary course of business? Why drag in me +and my letters?" + +"Why? Because it's the letters that enable us to reach _you_. My dear +girl, Mr. Inglesby doesn't really give a hang whether Eustis sinks or +swims. He'd as lief back him as not, for in the long run it's good +business to back a winner. But it's _you_ he's playing for, and on +that count all is fish that comes to his net. _Now_ do you begin to +see?" + +Mary Virginia began to see. She looked at the unruffled man before her +a bit wonderingly. + +"And what do _you_ get out of this?" she asked, unexpectedly. "Mr. +Inglesby is to get me, I am to get his money and a package of letters, +my father is to get time to save himself; well then, what do _you_ +get? The pleasure of doing something wrong? Revenge?" + +But Hunter looked at her with cold astonishment. "You surprise me," he +said. "You talk as if you'd been going to see too many of those +insufferable screen-plays that make the proletariat sniffle and the +intelligent swear. I am merely a business man, Miss Eustis, and +attending to this particular affair for my employer is all in the +course of the day's work. I--er--am not in a position to refuse to +obey orders or to be captious, particularly since Mr. Inglesby has +agreed to double my present salary. That in itself is no light +inducement--but I get more. I get Mr. Inglesby's personal backing, +which means an assured future to me; as it will mean to you and your +father, if you have got the sense you were born with. This is +business. Kindly omit melodrama--crude, and not at all your style, +really," he finished, critically. + +"This is nothing short of villainy. And not at all too crude for +_your_ style," said Mary Virginia. + +He laughed good-humoredly. "Bad temper is vastly becoming to you," he +told her. "It gives you a magnificent color." + +And at that Mary Virginia looked at him with eyes in which the shadow +of fear was deepening. Hard as nails, cold as ice, to him she was +merely a means to an end. He did not even hate her. The guillotine +does not hate those whom it decapitates, either; none the less it +takes off their heads once they get in the way of the descending +knife. + +"I suggest," said Hunter, rising, "that you go home now and think the +matter over carefully. Weigh what you and your father stand to gain +against what you stand to lose. I do not press you for an immediate +decision. You shall have a reasonable time for consideration." It was +a threat and a command, thinly veiled. + +All that night, unable to sleep, she did think the matter over +carefully; she turned and twisted it about and about and saw it now +from this angle and now from that; and the more she studied it in all +its bearings the worse it grew. There was no escape from it. + +Suppose, although she knew she could never, never hope to +satisfactorily explain them, she nevertheless told her father about +those letters and the part they were to be made play, now that his own +affairs had reached a crisis? She could fancy herself telling him that +he must shield himself behind her skirts if he would save himself from +ruin. That ... to James Eustis! + +Suppose that the Carolina trigger-finger slipped, as Hunter had +nonchalantly admitted might happen: what then? But it is the woman in +the case who always suffers the most and the longest; it is the woman, +always, who pays the greater price. Her fears magnified the imagined +evil, her pride was crucified. + +What tortured her most was that they were actually making her party to +a wreck that could easily be averted. Hunter had admitted that Eustis +could weather the storm, if he were given time. Oh, to gain time for +him, then! And she lay there, staring into the dark with wet eyes. How +could she help him, she who was also snared? + +And in desperation she hit upon a forlorn hope. She dared not speak +out openly to anybody, she dared not flatly refuse Inglesby's +pretensions, for that would be to invite the avalanche. What she +proposed to herself was to hold him off as long as she could. She +would not be definite until the last possible minute. Always there was +the chance that by some miracle of mercy Eustis might be able to meet +those notes when they fell due. Let him do that, and she would then +tell him everything. But not now. He was bearing too much, without +that added burden. + +It cost her a supreme effort to face the situation as it affected +herself and Laurence. Life without Laurence! The bare thought of it +tested her heart and showed her how inalienably it belonged to him. +But under all his lovingness and his boyishness, Laurence had a +sternness, a ruggedness as adamantine as one of Cromwell's Iron-sides. +With him to know would be to act. Well--he mustn't know. It terrified +her to think of just what might happen, if Laurence knew. + +Under the circumstances there seemed but one course open to her--to +give up Laurence, and that without explanations. For his own sake she +had to keep silent--just as Hunter had known she would. What Laurence +must think of her, even the loss of his affection and respect, would +be part of the price paid for having been a fool. + +In the most unobtrusive manner they kept in touch with her. Hunter had +so adroitly wirepulled, and so deftly softened and toned down +Inglesby's crudities, that Mrs. Eustis had become the latter's open +champion. Condescending and patronizing, she liked the importance of +lending a very rich man her social countenance. She insisted that he +was misunderstood. Men of great fortunes are always misunderstood. +Nobody considers it a virtue to be charitable to the rich--they save +all their charity for the poor, who as often as not are undeserving, +and are generally insanitary as well. Mrs. Eustis thanked her heavenly +Father she was a woman of larger vision, and never thought ill of a +man just because he happened to be a millionaire. Millionaires have +got souls, she hoped? And hearts? Mrs. Eustis said she knew Mr. +Inglesby's noble heart, my dear, whether others did or not. + +Compelled to apparently jilt Laurence, Mary Virginia sank deeper and +deeper into the slough of despond. A terror of Inglesby's power, as of +something supernatural, was growing upon her, a terror almost childish +in its intensity. He had begun to occupy the niche vacated by the +Boogerman her Dah had threatened her with in her nursery. She could +barely conceal this terror, save that an instinct warned her that to +let him know she feared him would be fatal. And she felt for him a +physical repulsion strong enough to be nauseating. + +The fact that she disdained and perhaps even disliked him and made no +effort to conceal her feelings, did not in the least ruffle his bland +complacency nor affront his pride. He knew that not even an Inglesby +could hope to find a Mary Virginia more than once in a lifetime, and +the haughtier she was the more she pleased him; it added to his +innate sense of power, and this in itself endeared her to him +inexpressibly. + +But as the girl still held out stubbornly, trying to evade the final +word that would force a climax disastrous any way she viewed it, +Inglesby's patience was exhausted. He was determined to make her come +to terms by the word of her own mouth, and he had no doubt that her +final word must be Yes; perhaps a Yes reluctant enough, but +nevertheless one to which he meant to hold her. + +To make that final demand more impressive, Hunter was not entrusted +with the interview. Hunter may have been doubtful as to the wisdom of +this, but Inglesby could no longer forego the delight of dealing with +Mary Virginia personally. On the Saturday night, then, Mrs. Eustis +being absent, Mr. Inglesby, manicured, massaged, immaculate, shaven +and shorn, called in person; and not daring to refuse, Mary Virginia +received him, wondering if for her the end of the world had not come. + +He made a mistake, for Mary Virginia had her back against the wall, +literally waiting for the Eustis roof to fall. But he could not forego +the pleasure of witnessing her pride lower its crest to him. He did +not relish a go-between, even such a successful one as his secretary. +He had made up his mind that she should have until to-morrow night, +Sunday, to come to a decision--just that long, and not another hour. +He was not getting younger; he wanted to marry, to found a great +establishment as whose mistress Mary Virginia should shine. And she +was making him lose time. + +What Inglesby succeeded in doing was to bring her terror to a head, +and to fill her with a sick loathing of him. Under the smooth +protestations, the promises, the threats veiled with hateful and oily +smiles, the man himself was revealed: crude, brutal, dominant, +ruthless, a male animal bull-necked and arrogant, with small eyes, +wide nostrils, cruel moist lips, sensual fat white hands she hated. +And he was so sure of her! Mary Virginia found herself smarting under +that horrible sureness. + +Perfectly at his ease, inclined to be familiar and jocose, he looked +insolently about the lovely old room that had never before held such a +suitor for a daughter of that house. Watching her with the complacent +eyes of an accepted lover, assuming odious airs of proprietorship such +as made one wish to throttle him, he was in no hurry to go. It seemed +to her that black and withering years rolled over her head before he +could bring himself to rise to take his departure. Death could hardly +be colder to a mortal than she had been to this man all the evening, +and yet it had not disconcerted him in the least! + +He stood for a moment regarding her with the eyes of possession. "And +to think that to-morrow night I shall have the right to openly claim +you as my promised wife!" he exulted. "You can't realize what it means +to a man to be able to say to the world that the most beautiful woman +in it is his!" + +Directly in front of her hung the portrait of the founder of the house +in Carolina, the cavalier who had fled to the new world when Charles +Stuart's head fell in the old one. It was a fine and proud face, the +eyes frank and brave, the mouth firm and sweet. The girl looked from +it to George Inglesby's, and found herself unable to speak. But as she +stood before him, tall and proud and pale, the loveliness, the +appealing charm of her, went like a strong wine to the man's head. +With a quick and fierce movement he seized her hand and covered it +with hot and hateful kisses. + +At the touch of his lips cold horror seized her. She dragged her hand +free and waved him back with a splendid indignation. But Inglesby was +out of hand; he had taken the bit between his teeth, and now he +bolted. + +"Do you think I'm made of stone?" he bellowed, and the mask slipped +altogether. There was no hypocrisy about Inglesby now; this was +genuine. "Well, I'm not! I'm a man, a flesh-and-blood man, and I'm +crazy for you--and you're _mine_! You're _mine_, and you might just as +well face the music and get acquainted with me, first as last. +Understand? + +"I'm not such a bad sort--what's the matter with me, anyhow? Why ain't +I good enough for you or any other woman? Suppose I'm not a young +whippersnapper with his head full of nonsense and his pockets full of +nothing, can the best popinjay of them all do for you what _I_ can? +Can any of 'em offer you what _I_ can offer? Let him try to: I'll +raise his bid! + +"Here--don't you stand there staring at me as if I'd tried to slit +your throat just because I've kissed your hand. Suppose I did? Why +shouldn't I kiss your hand if I want to? It's my hand, when all's said +and done, and I'll kiss it again if I feel like it. No, no, beauty, I +won't, not if it's going to make you look at me like that! Why, queen, +I wouldn't frighten you for worlds! I love you too much to want to do +anything but please you. I'd do anything, everything, just to please +you, to make you like me! You'll believe that, won't you?" And he +held out his hands with a supplicating and impassioned gesture. + +"Why can't we be friends? Try to be friends with me, Mary Virginia! +You would, if you only knew how much I love you. Why, I've loved you +ever since that first day I saw you, after you'd come back home. I was +going into the bank, and I turned, and there you were! You had on a +gray dress, and you wore violets, a big bunch of them. I can smell +them yet. God! It was all up with me! I was crazy about you from the +start, and it's been getting worse and worse ... worse and worse! + +"You don't know all I mean to do for you, beauty! I'm going to give +you this little old world to play with. Nothing's too good for _you_. +Look at me! I'm not an old man yet--I've only just _begun_ to make +money for you. Now be a little kind to me. You've got to marry me, you +know. Look here: you kiss me good-night, just once, of your own free +will, and I swear you shall have anything under the sky you ask me +for. Do you want a string of pearls that will make yours look like a +child's playpretty? I'll hang a million dollars around that white +throat of yours!" + +But there came into the girl's eyes that which gave him pause. They +stood staring at each other; and slowly the wine-dark flush faded from +his face and left him livid. Little dents came about his nose, and his +lips puckered as if the devil had pinched them together. + +"No?" said he thickly, and his jaw hardened, and his eyes narrowed +under his square forehead. "No? You won't, eh? Too fine and proud? My +lady, you'll learn to kiss me when I tell you to, and glad enough of +the chance, before you and I finish with each other! Why, you--I--Oh, +good God! Why do you rouse the devil in me, when I only want to be +friends with you?" + +But she, with a ghastly face, turned swiftly and with her head held +high walked out of the room, passed through the wide hall, and +ascended the stairs, without even bidding him goodnight. Let him take +his dismissal as he would--she could stand no more! + +Once in her own room, Mary Virginia dismissed Nancy for the night. She +had to be alone, and the colored woman was an irrepressible magpie. +Furiously she scrubbed her hands, as if to remove the taint of his +touch. That he had dared! Her teeth chattered. She could barely save +herself from screaming aloud. She bathed her face, dashed some toilet +water over herself, and fell into a chair, limp and unnerved. + +_One day!_ + +She was facing the end and she knew it. Because she had to say No. She +had never for one minute admitted to herself the possibility of her +own surrender. She could give up Laurence, since she had to; but she +could not accept Inglesby. Anything rather than that! At the most, all +she had hoped was to evade that final No until the last moment, in +order to give Eustis what poor respite she could. Only her great love +for him had enabled her to do that much. And it had not helped. When +she thought of the wreck that must come, she beat her hands together, +softly, in sheer misery. It was like standing by and watching some +splendid ship being pounded to pieces on the rocks. + +Only her innate bravery and her real and deep religious instinct saved +her from altogether sinking into inertia and despair. She _had_ to +arouse herself. Other women had faced situations equally as impossible +and unbearable as hers, and the best of them had not allowed +themselves to be whipped into tame and abject submission. Even at the +worst they had snatched the great chance to live their own lives in +their own way. As for her, surely there must be some way out of this +snarl, some immediate way that led to honorable freedom, even without +hope. But how and where was she to find any way open to her, between +now and to-morrow night? + +On her dressing table, with a handful of trinkets upon it, lay the +tray that the Butterfly Man had sent her when she was graduated. Chin +in hands, Mary Virginia stared absently enough at the brightly colored +butterflies she had been told to remember were messengers bearing on +their wings the love of the Parish House people. Why--why--of course! +The Parish House people! They had blamed her, because they hadn't +understood. But if she were to ask the Parish House people for any +help within their power, she could be sure of receiving it without +stint. + +If she could get to the Parish House without anybody knowing where she +was, Inglesby and Hunter would be balked of that interview to-morrow +night. The worst was going to happen anyhow, but if she couldn't save +herself from anything else, at least she could save herself from +facing them alone. To be able to do that, she would go now, in the +middle of the night, and tell the Padre everything. Unnerved as she +was, she couldn't face the hours between now and to-morrow morning +here, by herself. She had to get to the Parish House. + +It was then after eleven. Nancy having been dismissed for the night, +she had no fear of being interrupted. She made her few preparations, +switched off the light, and sat down to wait until she could be sure +that all the servants were abed, and the streets deserted. She felt as +if she were a forlorn castaway upon a pinpoint of land, with +immeasurable dark depths upon either side. + +The midnight express screeched and was gone. She switched on the light +for a last look about her pretty, pleasant room. There was a snapshot +of the Parish House people upon her mantel, and she nodded to it, +gravely, before she once more plunged the room into darkness. + +Noiselessly she slipped downstairs and let herself out. The midnight +air was bitingly cold, but she did not feel it. With one handsatchel +holding all she thought she could honestly lay claim to, Mary Virginia +turned her back upon the home that had sheltered her all her life, but +that wouldn't be able to shelter its own people much longer, because +Inglesby was going to take it away from them. It made her wince to +think of him as master under that roof. The old house deserved a +happier fate. + +At best the Parish House could be only a momentary stopping-place. +What lay beyond she didn't know. What her fate held further of evil +she couldn't guess. But at least, she thought, it would be in her own +hands. It wasn't. Unexpectedly and mercifully was it put into the +abler and stronger hands of the Butterfly Man. + + +Now, that night Flint had found himself unable to work. He was +unaccountably depressed. He couldn't read; even the Bible, opened at +his favorite John, hadn't any comfort for him. He shoved the book +aside, snatched hat and overcoat, and fled to his refuge the healing +out-of-doors. + +He trudged the country roads for awhile, then turned toward town, +intending to pass by the Eustis house. It wasn't the first time he had +passed the Eustis house at night of late, and just to see it asleep in +the midst of its gardens steadied him and made him smile at the vague +fears he entertained. + +He was almost up to the gate when a girl emerged from it, and he +stiffened in his tracks, for it was Mary Virginia. A second later, and +they stood face to face. + +"Don't be alarmed, it is I, Flint," he said in his quiet voice. And +then he asked directly: "Why are you out alone at this hour? Where are +you going?" + +"To--to the Parish House," she stammered. She was greatly startled by +his sudden appearance. + +"Exactly," said the Butterfly Man, with meaning, and relieved her of +her satchel. He asked no questions, offered no comments; but as +quickly as he could he got her to his own rooms, put Kerry on guard, +and ran for help. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +ST. STANISLAUS CROOKS HIS ELBOW + + +Mary Virginia's voice trailed into silence and she sank back into her +chair, staring somberly at the fire. Her face marked with tears, the +long braids of her hair over her shoulders, she looked so like a sad +and chidden child that the piteousness of her would have moved and +melted harder hearts than ours. + +The Butterfly Man had listened without an interruption. He sat leaning +slightly forward, knees crossed, the left arm folded to support the +elbow of the right, and his chin in his cupped right hand. His eyes +had the piercing clear directness of an eagle's; they burned with an +unwavering pale flame. Shrewder far than I, he saw the great advantage +of knowing the worst, of at last thoroughly understanding Hunter and +Inglesby and the motives which moved them. He had, too, a certain +tolerance. These two had merely acted according to their lights; he +had not expected any more or less, therefore he was not surprised now +into an undue condemnation. + +But the fighting instinct rose rampant in me. My hands are De Rancé +hands, the hands of soldiers as well as of priests, and they itched +for a weapon, preferably a sword. Horrified and astonished, +suffocating with anger, I had no word at command to comfort this +victim of abominable cunning. Indeed, what could I say; what could I +do? I looked helplessly at the Butterfly Man, and the stronger man +looked back at me, gravely and impassively. + +"But what is to be done?" I groaned. + +He seemed to know, for he said at once: + +"Call Madame. Tell her to bring some extra wraps. I am going to take +Mary Virginia home, and Madame will go with us." + +"But why shouldn't she stay here?" + +"Because she'd better be at home to-morrow morning, parson. We're not +supposed to know anything of her affairs, and I'd rather she didn't +appear at the Parish House. Also, she needs sleep right now more than +she needs anything else, and one sleeps better in one's own bed. +Madame will see that she goes to hers and stays there." + +I was perfectly willing to commit the affair into John Flint's hands. +But Mary Virginia demurred. + +"No. I want to stay here! I don't want to go home, Padre." + +Flint shook his head. "I'm sorry," he said mildly, "but I'm going to +take you home." He looked so inexorable that Mary Virginia shrugged +her shoulders. + +"Oh, all right, Mr. Flint, I'll go," said she. "What difference does +it make? I'll even go to bed--as I'm told." And she added in a tone of +indescribable bitterness: "I have read that men lie down and sleep +peacefully the night before they are hanged. Well, I suppose they +could: they hadn't anything but death to face on the morrow, but I--" +and she caught her breath. + +"Why not take it for granted to-night that you'll be looked after +to-morrow?" suggested Flint. "Mary Virginia, nothing's ever so bad as +it's going to be." + +"Oh, yes, I'll be looked after to-morrow!" said she, bitingly. "Mr. +Inglesby will see to that!" She covered her face with her hands. + +"Oh, I don't know!" The Butterfly Man shut his mouth on the words like +a knife. "Inglesby may think he's going to, but somehow _I_ think he +won't." + +"Ah!" said she scornfully. "Perhaps _you'll_ be able to stop him?" + +"Perhaps," he agreed. "If I don't, somebody or something else will. +It's very unlucky to be too lucky too long. You see, everybody's got +to get what's coming to them, and it generally comes hardest when +they've tied themselves up to the notion they're It. Somehow I fancy +Mr. Inglesby's due to come considerable of a cropper around about +now." + +"Between now and to-morrow night?" she wondered, with sad contempt. + +"Why not? Anything can happen between a night and a night." He looked +at her with shrewd appreciation: "You have taken yourself so +seriously," said he, "that you've pretty nearly muddled yourself into +being tragic. Those fellows knew who they were dealing with when they +tackled _you_. They could bet the limit you'd never tell. So long as +you didn't tell, so long as they had nobody but you to deal with, they +had you where they wanted you. But now maybe things might happen that +haven't been printed in the program." + +"What things?" she mocked somberly. + +"I don't know, yet," he admitted, "But I do know there is always a +way out of everything except the grave. The thing is to find the right +way. That's up to the Padre and me. Parson, would you mind going after +Madame now, please? The sooner we go the better." + +Have I not said my mother is the most wonderful of women? I waked her +in the small hours with the startling information that Mary Virginia +was downstairs in John Flint's workroom, and that she herself must +dress and accompany her home. And my mother, though she looked her +stark bewilderment, plagued me with no questions. + +"She is in great trouble, and she needs you. Hurry." + +Madame slid out of her bed and reached for her neatly folded garments. + +"Wait in the hall, Armand; I will be with you in ten minutes." And she +was, wrapped and hatted. + +Once in the workroom, she cast a deep and searching woman-glance at +the pale girl in the chair. Her face was so sweet with motherliness +and love and pity, and that profound comprehension the best women show +to each other, that I felt my throat contract. Gathered into Madame's +embrace, Mary Virginia clung to her old friend dumbly. Madame had but +one question: + +"My child, have you told John Flint and my son what this trouble of +yours is?" + +"Yes; I had to, I had to!" + +"Thank the good God for that!" said my mother piously. "Now we will go +home, dearest, and you can sleep in peace--you have nothing more to +worry about!" + +The clasp of the comforting arms, the sweet serenity of the mild eyes, +and above all the little lady's perfect confidence, aroused Mary +Virginia out of her torpor. She felt that she no longer stood alone +at the mercy of the merciless. Bundled in the wraps my mother had +provided, she paused at the door. + +"I think you will forgive me any trouble I may cause you, because I am +sure all of you love me. And whatever comes, I will be brave enough to +face and to bear it. Padre, dear Padre, you understand, don't you?" + +"My child, my darling child, I understand." + +"I'll be back in half an hour, parson," the Butterfly Man remarked +meaningly. Then the three melted into the night. + +Left alone, I was far from sharing Madame's simple faith in our +ability to untangle this miserable snarl. I knew now the temper of the +men we had to deal with. I also understood that in cases like this the +Southern trigger-finger is none too steady. Seen from a certain point +of view, if ever men deserved an unconditional and thorough killing, +these two did. Yet this homicidal specter turned me cold, for Mary +Virginia's sake. + +For Eustis himself I could see nothing but ruin ahead, but I wished +passionately to help the dear girl who had come to me in her stress. +But what was one to do? How should one act? + +I sat there dismally enough, my chin sunk upon my breast; for as a +plotter, a planner, a conspirator, I am a particularly hopeless +failure. I have no sense of intrigue, and the bare idea of plotting +reduces me to stupefaction. + +Perhaps because I am a priest by instinct, I always discover in myself +the instant need of prayer when confronted by the unusual and the +difficult. I have prayed over seemingly hopeless problems in my time +and I think I have been led to a clear solution of many of them. +Major Cartwright insists that this is merely because I bring desire +and will to bear upon a given point and so release an irresistible +natural force. He says prayer is as much a science as, say, +mathematics--such and such its units, and such and such its fixed +results. Well, maybe so. All I know is that when I beseech aid I think +I receive it. + +So I ran over to the church and let myself in. I felt that at least +for a few minutes I must kneel before the altar and implore help for +her who was like my own child to me. + +The empty church was quite black save for the sanctuary lamp and the +little red votive lights burning before the statues of the saints and +of our Lady. All these many little lights only cast the veriest ghosts +of brightness upon the darkness, but the white altar was revealed by +the larger glow of the sanctuary lamp. There it shone with a mild and +pure luster, unfailing, calm, steady, burning through the night, the +sign and symbol of that light of Love which cannot fail, but burns and +burns and burns forever and forever before an altar that is the +infinite universe itself. + +My little-faith, my ready-to-halt faith, raised its head above the +encompassing waters; the wild turmoil and torment died away: ... after +the earthquake and the fire and the whirlwind, the still small +voice.... + +Then I, to whom life at best can only be working and waiting, was for +a space able to pray for her to whom life should be "_as the light of +the morning, when the sun riseth, even a clear morning without clouds; +and as the tender grass by clear shining after rain_." I remembered +her as she had first come to me, a little loving child to fill my +empty heart, the poor clay heart that cannot even hold fast to the +love of God but by these frail all-powerful ties of simple human +affection. And when I thought of her now, so young and so sore-beset, +a bird caught in the snare of the fowler, I beat my breast for pity +and for grief. Oh, how should I help her, how! + +I turned my head, and there stood St. Stanislaus upon his pedestal, +the memorial lights flickering upon his long robe, his smooth boy's +face, his sheaf of lilies. I regarded him rather absently. Something +stirred in my consciousness; something I always had to remember in +connection with St. Stanislaus.... + +Across my mind as across a screen flashed a series of pictures--a +mangled tramp carried into the Parish House, my mother watching with a +concerned and shocked face, and the hall mud-stained by the trampling +feet of the clumsy bearers; the shaggy Poles, caps off, turning over +to me as to high authority the heavy oilskin package they had found; I +opening that package later and standing amazed and startled before its +contents; and that same package, hidden under my cassock, carried over +to the church and placed for security and secrecy in the keeping of +the little saint. Well, that had been quite right; there had been +nothing else to do; one had to be secret and careful when one had in +one's keeping the tools of that notorious burglar, Slippy McGee. + +Small wonder that I did not connect those pictures with the fate of +Mary Virginia Eustis! No, I did not immediately grasp their tremendous +bearing upon the petitions I was repeating. And all the while, with a +dull insistence, an enraging persistence, they flickered before the +eyes of my memory--the Poles, the screaming cursing tramp; +Westmoreland pondering aloud as to why he had been permitted to save +so apparently worthless a life; and the little saint hiding from the +eyes of men all traces of lost Slippy McGee. Nor, more curiously yet, +did I connect them with the Butterfly Man. The Butterfly Man was +somebody else altogether, another and a different person, a man of +whom even one's secretest thoughts were admiring and respectful. He +was so far removed from the very shadow of such things as these, that +it did one's conscience a sort of violence to think of him in +connection with them. I tried to dismiss the memories from my mind. I +wished to concentrate wholly upon the problem of Mary Virginia. + +And then that mysterious, hidden self-under-self that lives in us far, +far beneath thought and instinct and conscience and heredity and even +consciousness itself, rose to the surface with a message: + +_Slippy McGee had been the greatest cracksman in all America...._ +"Honest to God, skypilot, I can open any box made, easy as easy!" ... +_And even as his tools were hidden in St. Stanislaus, Slippy McGee +himself was hidden in John Flint_. + +Recoiling, I clung to the altar railing. What dreadful thing was I +contemplating, what fearful temptation was assailing me, here under +the light of the sanctuary lamp? I looked reproachfully at St. +Stanislaus, as if that seraphic youth had betrayed my confidence. I +suspected him of being too anxious to rid himself of the ambiguous +trust imposed upon him without so much as a by-your-leave. Perhaps he +was secretly irked at the use to which his painted semblance had been +put, and seized this first opportunity to extricate himself from a +position in which the boldest saint of them all might well hesitate to +find himself. + +I began to consider John Flint as he was, the work he had +accomplished, the splendid structure of that life slowly and +laboriously made over and lived so cleanly in the light of day. Not +only had that old evil personality been sloughed off like a larval +skin; he had come forth from it another creature, a being lovable, +wise, tender, full of charm. Even the hint of melancholy that was +becoming more and more a part of him endeared him to others, for the +broader and brighter the light into which he was steadily mounting, +the more marked and touching was this softening shadow. + +And I who had been the _accoucheur_ of his genius, I who had watched +and prayed and ministered beside the cradle of his growth, was I of +all men to threaten his overthrow? Alas, what madness was upon me that +I was evoking before the very altar the grim ghost of Slippy McGee? + +There passed before me in procession the face of Laurence with all its +boyish bloom stripped from it and the glory of its youth vanished; and +the bowed and humbled head of James Eustis, one of the large and noble +souls of this world; and the innocent beauty of Mary Virginia, +wistfully appealing; followed them the beautiful ruthless face of +Hunter, dazzlingly blonde, gold-haired as Baldur; and the piglike eyes +and heavy jowl of Inglesby, brutally dominant; and then the dear +whimsical visage of the Butterfly Man himself. They passed; and I fell +to praying, with a sort of still desperation, for all of us. + +And all the while the steady and rosy light of the sanctuary lamp fell +upon me, and the little lights flickered before the silent saints. I +took myself in hand, forced myself into self-control. I did not +minimize one risk nor slur one danger. I knew exactly what was at +stake. And having done this, I decided upon my course: + +"If he has thought of this himself, then I will help. But if he has +not, I will not suggest it, no, no matter what happens." + +I told myself I would say ten more Hailmarys, and I said them, with an +Ourfather at the end. And without further praying I got to my feet. +The church seemed to be full of breathless whisperings, as if it +watched and listened while I moved over to Stanislaus and tipped him +backward. He is a rather heavy and sizable boy for all his saintly +slimness. Up in the hollow inside, in the crook of his arm, lay the +oilskin package he had kept these long years through, waiting for +to-night. + +"If ever you prayed for mortals in peril, pray, for the love of God, +for all of us this night!" I told him. And with the package in a fold +of my cassock I went back across the dark garden and let myself into +the Butterfly Man's rooms, and was hardly inside the door when he +himself returned. + +"Didn't meet a soul. And they got in without waking anybody in the +house," said he complacently, rubbing his hands before the fire. "I +waited until they showed a light upstairs. She's all right, now +Madame's with her." + +"Have you--have you thought of anything--any way, John?" I quavered, +and wondered if he heard my heart dunting against my ribs. + +"Why, I've thought that she's got until to-morrow night to come to +terms," said he, and turned to face me. "And she can't accept them. +Nobody could--that is, not a girl like her. As for Inglesby, he might +push Eustis under, but he wouldn't have been so cocksure of _her_ if +it wasn't for those letters. She's been afraid of what might happen if +Eustis or Laurence found out about them--somebody ran the risk of +being put to bed with a shovel. There's where they had her. A bit +unbearable to think of, isn't it?" He spoke so mildly that I looked up +with astonishment and some disappointment. + +"Why," said I, ruefully, "if that's as far as you've gone, we are +still at the starting point." + +"No need to go farther and fare worse, parson," said he, equably. "I +saw that the first minute I could see anything but red. Yet do you +know, when she was telling us about it, I thought like a fool of +everything but the right thing, from sandbagging and shanghaing +Inglesby, down to holding up Hunter with an automatic? + +"When I got my reason on straight, I went back to the starting +point--the letters, parson, the letter in the safe in Hunter's office. +Given the letters she'd be free--the one thing Inglesby doesn't want +to happen. We've got to have those letters." + +My mouth was parched as with fever and I saw him through a blur. + +"I don't know," he went on, "if you agree with me, parson, but to my +mind the best way to fight the devil is with fire. What did you do +with those tools?" + +"_Tools?_" in a dry whisper. "_Tools_, John?" + +"Tools. Kit. Layout. You had them. Could you put your hand on them in +a hurry to-night? Don't stare so, man! And for the Lord's love don't +you tell me you destroyed them! What did you do with my tools?" + +The four winds roared in my ears, and one lifted the hair on my scalp, +as if the Rider on the Pale Horse had passed by. By way of reply I +placed a heavy package on the table before him, slumped into my chair, +and covered my face with my hands. Oh, Stanislaus, little saint, what +had we done between us to-night to the Butterfly Man? + +When I looked up again he had risen. With his hands gripping the edge +of the table until the knuckles showed white, and his neck stretched +out, he was staring with all his eyes. A low whistle escaped him. +Wonder, incredulity, a sort of ironic amusement, and a growing, +iron-jawed determination, expressed themselves in his changing +countenance. Once or twice he wet his lips and swallowed. Then he sat +down again, deliberately, and fixed upon me a long and somewhat +disconcerting stare, as if he were rearranging and tabulating his +estimate of Father Armand Jean De Rancé. He took his head in his +hands, and with slitted eyes considered the immediate course of action +to which the possession of that package committed him. One surmised +that he was weighing and providing for every possible contingency. + +Tentatively he spread out his fine hands, palms uppermost, and flexed +them; then, turning them, he laid them flat upon the table and again +spread out his fingers. They were notable hands--shapely, supple, +strong as steel, the thin-skinned fingertips as delicate and sensitive +of touch as the antennæ he was used to handling. They were even more +capable than of old, because of the exquisite work they had been +trained to accomplish, work to which only the most skilled lapidary's +is comparable. Apparently satisfied, he drew the bundle toward him. +Before he opened it he lifted those cool, blue, and ironic eyes to +mine; and I am sure I was by far the paler and more shaken of the two. + +"They were in the crook of St. Stanislaus' arm." I tried to keep my +voice steady. "I was praying--when you were gone." Somehow, I did not +find it easy to explain to him. "And ... I remembered.... And I +brought them with me ... so in case you also ... remembered--" I could +go no further. I broke into a sort of groaning cry: "Oh, John, John! +My son, my son!" + +"Steady!" said he. "Of course you remembered, parson. It's the only +way. Didn't I tell her there's always a way out? Well, here it is!" +His funny, twisted smile came to his lips; it twisted the heart in my +breast. No thought of himself, of what this thing might mean to him, +seemed to cross his mind. + +"I prayed," said I, almost sobbing, "I prayed. And, John, there stood +St. Stanislaus--" I stopped again, choking. + +He nodded, understandingly. He was methodically spreading out the not +unbeautiful instruments. And as he picked them up one by one, handling +them with his strong and expert fingers and testing each with a +hawk-eyed scrutiny, a most curious and subtle change stole over the +Butterfly Man. + +I felt as if I were witnessing the evocation of something superhuman. +Horrified and fascinated, I saw what might be called the apotheosis +of Slippy McGee, so far above him was it, come back and subtly and +awfully blend with my scientist. It was as if two strong and powerful +individualities had deliberately joined forces to forge a more vital +being than either, since the training, knowledge, skill and intellect +of both would be his to command. If such a man as _this_ ever stepped +over the deadline he would not be merely "the slickest cracksman in +America"; he would be one of the master criminals of the earth. I +fancy he must have felt this intoxicating new access of power, for +there emanated from him something of a fierce and exalted delight. A +potentiality, as yet neither good nor evil, he suggested a spiritual +and physical dynamo. + +He gave a tigerish purr of pleasure over the tools, handling them with +the fingers of the artist and admiring them with the eyes of the +connoisseur. "The best I could get. All made to order. Tested blue +steel. I never kicked at the price, and you wouldn't believe me if I +told you what this layout cost in cold cash. But they paid. Good stuff +always pays in the long run. It was lucky I winded the cops on that +last job, or I'd have had to leave them. As it was, I just had time to +grab them up before I hit the trail for the skyline. They don't need +anything but a little rubbing--a saint's elbow must be a snug berth. I +wish I had some juice, though." + +"Juice?" + +"Nitroglycerine," very gently, as to a child. "It does not make very +much noise and it saves time when you're in a hurry--as you generally +are, in this business," he smiled at me quizzically. "Not that one +can't get along without it." The swift fingers paused for a fraction +of a second to give a steel drill an affectionate pat. "I used to know +one of the best ever, who never used anything but a particular drill, +a pet bit, and his ear. Somebody snitched though, so the last I heard +of him he was doing a twenty-year stretch. Pity, too. He was an artist +in his line, that fellow. And his taste in neckties I have never seen +equaled." The Butterfly Man's voice, evenly pitched and pleasantly +modulated, a cultivated voice, was quite casual. + +He gathered his tools together and replaced them in the old worn case. +"Wonder if that safe is a side-bolt?" he mused. "Most likely. I dare +say it's only the average combination. A one-armed yegg could open +most of the boxes in this town with a tin button-hook. Anyhow, it +would have to be a new-laid lock _I_ couldn't open. If he's left the +letters in the safe we're all right--so here's hoping he has. I +certainly don't want to go to his room unless I have to. Hunter's not +the sort to sit on his hands, and I'm not feeling what you'd call real +amiable." + +A glance at his face, with little glinting devil-lights shining far +back in his eyes, set me to babbling: + +"Oh, no, no, no, no, that would never do! God forbid that you should +go to his rooms! He must have left them in the safe! He had to leave +them in the safe!" + +"Sure he's left them in the safe: why shouldn't he?" he made light of +my palpable fears. Slipping into his gray overcoat, he pulled on his +felt hat, thrust his hands into his wellworn dogskin gloves, and +picked up the package. Nobody in the world ever looked less like a +criminal than this brown-faced, keen-eyed man with his pleasant +bearing. Why, this was John Flint, the kindly bug-hunter all Appleboro +loved, "that good and kind and Christian man, our brother John Flint, +sometimes known as the Butterfly Man." + +"Now, don't you worry any at all, parson," he was saying. "There's +nothing to be afraid of. I'll take care of myself, and I'll get those +letters if they're in existence. I've got to get them. What else was I +born for, I'd like to know?" + +The question caught me like a lash across the face. + +"You were born," I said violently, "to win an honored name, to do a +work of inestimable value. And you are deliberately and quixotically +risking it, and I allow you to risk it, because a girl's happiness +hangs in the balance! If you are detected it means your own ruin, for +you could never explain away those tools. Yes! You are facing possible +ruin and disgrace. You might have to give up your work for years--have +you considered that? Oh, John Flint, stop a moment, and reflect! There +is nothing in this for you, John, nothing but danger. No, there's +nothing in it for you, except--" + +He held up his hand, with a gesture of dignity and reproach. + +"--except that I get my big chance to step in and save the girl I +happen to love, from persecution and wretchedness, if not worse," said +he simply. "If I can do that, what the devil does it matter what +happens to _me_? You talk about name and career! Man, man, what could +anything be worth to me if I had to know she was unhappy?" + +The tides of emotion rushed over him and flooded his face into a +shining-eyed passion nakedly unashamed and beautiful. And I had +thought him casual, carelessly accepting a risk! + +"Parson," he wondered, "didn't you _know_? No, I suppose it wouldn't +occur to anybody that a man of my sort should love a girl of hers. But +I do. I think I did the first time I ever laid eyes on her, and she a +girl-kid in a red jacket, with curls about her shoulders and a face +like a little new rose in the morning. Remember her eyes, parson, how +blue they were? And how she looked at me, so friendly--_me_, mind you, +as I was! And she handed me a Catocala moth, and she gave me Kerry. +'You're such a good man, Mr. Flint!' says she, and by God, she meant +it! Little Mary Virginia! And she got fast hold of something in me +that was never anybody's but hers, that couldn't ever belong to +anybody but her, no, not if I lived for a thousand years and had the +pick of the earth. + +"It wasn't until she came back, though, that I knew I belonged to her +who could never belong to me. If I was dead at one end of the world +and she dead at the other, we couldn't be any farther apart than life +has put us two who can see and speak to each other every day!" + +"And yet--" he looked at me now and laughed boyishly, "and yet it +isn't for Mayne, that she loves, it isn't for you, nor Eustis, nor any +man but me alone to help her, by being just what I am and what I have +been! Risks? Fail her? _I?_ I couldn't fail her. I'll get those +letters for her to-night, if Hunter has hidden them in the beam of his +eye!" He turned to me with a sudden white glare of ferocity that +appalled me. "I could kill him with my hands," said he, with a quiet +cold deadliness to chill one's marrow, "and Inglesby after him, for +what they've made her endure! When I think of to-night--that brute +daring to touch _her_ with his swine's mouth--I--I--" + +His face was convulsed; but after a moment's fierce struggle the +disciplined spirit conquered. + +"No, there's been enough trouble for her without that, so they're safe +from me, the both of them. I wouldn't do anything to imperil her +happiness to save my own life. She was born to be happy--and she's +going to have her chance. _I'll_ see to that, Mary Virginia!" + +The man seemed to grow, to expand, to tower giant-like before me. Next +to the white heat of this lava-flow of pure feeling, all other loves +lavished upon Mary Virginia during her fortunate life seemed dwarfed +and petty. Beside it Inglesby's furious desire shrunk into a loathsome +thing, small and crawling; and my own affection was only an old +priest's; and even the strong and faithful love of Laurence appeared +pale and boyish in the light of this majestic passion which gave all +and in return asked only the right to serve and to save. + +"_Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm; for +love is strong as death_ ... + +"_Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if +a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would +utterly be contemned_." + +Trying desperately to cling to such rags and tatters of common sense +as I could lay hold upon: + +"There is your duty to yourself," I managed to say. "Yes, yes, one +owes a great duty to oneself and one's work, John. You are risking too +much--name, friends, honor, work, freedom. For God's sake, John, do +not underestimate the danger. You have not had time to consider it." + +"Ho! Listen to the parson preaching self-interest!" he mocked. "He's a +fine one to do that--at this hour of his life!" + +"I tell you you endanger everything," I insisted. I might bring that +package, but at least he shouldn't rush upon the knife unwarned. + +"I know that--I'm no fool. And _I_ tell _you_ it's worth while. +To-night makes me and my whole life worth while, the good and the bad +of it together. Risks? I'll take all that's coming. You stay here and +say some prayers for me, parson, if it makes you feel any better. As +for me, I'm off." + +At that I lost my every last shred of commonplace everyday sanity, and +let myself swing without further reserve into the wild current of the +night. + +"Oh, very well!" said I shrilly. "You will take chances, you will run +risks, _hein?_ My friend, you do not stir out of this house this night +without _me_!" He stared, as well he might, but I folded my arms and +stared back. Let him leave me, bent on such an errand? I to sit at +home idly, awaiting the issue, whatever it might be? + +"I mean it, John Flint. I am going with you. Was it not I, then, who +saved those tools and had them ready to your hand? Whatever happens to +you now happens to me as well. It is quite useless for you to argue, +to scowl, to grind the teeth, to swear like that. And it will be +dangerous to try to trick me: I am going!" + +For he was protesting, violently and profanely. His profanity was so +sincere, so earnest, so heartfelt, that it mounted into heights of +real eloquence. Also, he did everything but knock me down and lock me +indoors. + +"Whatever happens to you happens to me," I repeated doggedly, and I +was not to be moved. I had a hazy notion that somehow my being with +him might protect him in case of any untoward happening, and minimize +his risks. + +I ran into his bedroom and clapped his best hat on my head, leaving my +biretta on his bed; and I put on his new dark overcoat over my +cassock. Both the borrowed garments were too big for me, the hat +coming down over my ears, the coat-sleeves over my hands. I being as +thin as a peeled willow-wand, and the clothes hanging upon me as on a +clothes-rack, I dare say I cut a sad and ludicrous figure enough. +Flint, standing watching me with his burglarious bundle under his arm, +gave an irrepressible chuckle and his eyes crinkled. + +"Parson," said he solemnly, "I've seen all sorts and sizes and colors +and conditions of crooks, up and down the line, in my time and +generation, but take it from me you're a libel and an outrage on the +whole profession. Why, you crazy he-angel, you'd break their hearts +just to look at you!" And he grinned. At a moment like that, he +grinned, with a sort of gay and light-hearted _diablerie_. They are a +baffling and inexplicable folk, the Irish. I suppose God loves the +Irish because He doesn't really know how else to take them. + +"It will break my own heart, and possibly my mother's and Mary +Virginia's will break to keep it company, if anything evil happens to +you this night," said I, severely. I was in no grinning humor, me. + +He reached over and carefully buttoned, with one hand, the too-big +collar about my throat. For a moment, with that odd, little-boy +gesture of his, he held on to my sleeve. He looked down at me; and his +eyes grew wide, his face melted into a whimsical tenderness. + +"When you get to heaven, parson, you'll keep them all busy a hundred +years and a day trying to cut and make a suit of sky clothes big +enough to fit your real measure," said he, irrelevantly. "You real +thing in holy sports, come on, since you've got to!" With that he blew +out the light, and we stepped into the cold and windy night. It was +ten minutes after three. + +Armed with bottle-belt, knapsack, and net, many a happy night had I +gone forth with the Butterfly Man a-hunting for such as we might find +of our chosen prey. Armed now with nothing more nor less formidable +than the black rosary upon which my hand shut tightly, I, Armand De +Rancé, priest and gentleman, walked forth with Slippy McGee in those +hours when deep sleep falls upon the spirit of man, for to aid and +encourage and abet and assist and connive at, nothing more nor less +than burglary. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE I O U OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +The wind that precedes the dawn was blowing, a freakish and impish +wind though not a vicious one. One might imagine it animated by those +sportive and capricious nature-spirits an old Father of the church +used to call the monkeys of God. Every now and then a great deluge of +piled-up clouds broke into tossing billows and went rolling and +tumbling across the face of the sky, and in and out of these swirling +masses the high moon played hide-and-seek and the stars showed like +pin-points. Such street lights as we have being extinguished at +midnight, the tree-shaded sidewalks were in impenetrable shadow, the +gardens that edged them were debatable ground, full of grotesque +silhouettes, backgrounded by black bulks of silent houses all +profoundly asleep. As for us, we also were shadows, whose feet were +soundless on the sandy sidewalks. We moved in the dark like travelers +in the City of Dreadful Night. + +And so we came at last to the red-brick bank, approaching it by the +long stretch of the McCall garden which adjoins it. For years there +have been battered "For Sale" signs tacked onto its trees and fences, +but no one ever came nearer purchasing the McCall property than asking +the price. Folks say the McCalls believe that Appleboro is going to +rival New York some of these days, and are holding their garden for +sky-scraper sites. + +I was very grateful to the McCall estimate of Appleboro's future, for +the long stretch shadowed by their overgrown shrubbery brought us to +the door leading to the upstair offices, without any possible danger +of detection. + +The bank had been a stately old home before business seized upon it, +tore out its whole lower floors, and converted it into a strong and +commodious bank. It is the one building in all Appleboro that keeps a +light burning all night, a proceeding some citizens regard as +unnecessary and extravagant; for is not Old Man Jackson there employed +as night watchman? Old Man Jackson lost a finger and a piece of an ear +before Appomattox, and the surrender deprived him of all opportunity +to repay in kind. It was his cherished hope that "some smartybus +crooks 'd try to git in my bank some uh these hyuh nights--an' I +cert'nly hope to God they'll be Yankees, that's all." + +Somehow, they hadn't tried. Perhaps they had heard of Old Man +Jackson's watchful waiting and knew he wasn't at all too proud to +fight. His quarters was a small room in the rear of the building, +which he shared with a huge gray tomcat named Mosby. With those two on +guard, Appleboro knew its bank was as impregnable as Gibraltar. But as +nobody could possibly gain entrance to the vaults from above, the +upper portion of the building, given over to offices, was of course +quite unguarded. + +One reached these upper offices by a long walled passageway to the +left, where the sidewall of the bank adjoins the McCall garden. The +door leading to this stairway is not flush with the street, but is set +back some feet; this forms a small alcove, which the light flickering +through the bank's barred windows does not quite reach. + +John Flint stepped into this small cavern and I after him. As if by +magic the locked door opened, and we moved noiselessly up the narrow +stairs with tin signs tacked on them. At the head of the flight we +paused while the flashlight gave us our bearings. Here a short passage +opens into the wide central hall. Inglesby's offices are to the left, +with the windows opening upon the tangled wilderness of the McCall +place. + +Right in front of us half a dozen sets of false teeth, arranged in a +horrid circle around a cigar-box full of extracted molars such as made +one cringe, grinned bitingly out of a glass case before the dentist's +office door. The effect was of a lipless and ghastly laugh. + +Before the next door a fatuously smiling pink-and-white bust simpered +out of the Beauty Parlor's display-case, a bust elaborately coiffured +with pounds of yellow hair in which glittered rhinestone buckles. Hair +of every sort and shade and length was clustered about her, as if she +were the presiding genius of some barbarian scalping-cult. Seen at +that hour, in the pale luster of the flashlight, this sorry plunder of +lost teeth and dead hair made upon one a melancholy impression, +disparaging to humanity. I had scant time to moralize on hair and +teeth, however, for Flint was stopping before a door the neat brass +plate of which bore upon it: + + _Mr. Inglesby_. + +Mr. Inglesby had a desk downstairs in the bank, in the little pompous +room marked "President's Office," where at stated hours and times he +presided grandly; just as he had a big bare office at the mills, where +he was rather easy of access, willing to receive any one who might +chance to catch him in. But these rooms we were entering without +permission were the sanctum sanctorum, the center of that wide web +whose filaments embraced and ensnared the state. It would be about as +easy to stroll casually into the Vatican for an informal chat with the +Holy Father, to walk unannounced into the presence of the Dalai Lama, +or to drop in neighborly on the Tsar of all the Russias, as to +penetrate unasked into these offices during the day. + +We stepped upon the velvet square of carpet covering the floor of what +must have once been a very handsome guest chamber and was now a very +handsome private office. One had to respect the simple and solid +magnificence of the mahogany furnishings, the leather-covered chairs, +the big purposeful desk. Above the old-fashioned marble mantel hung a +life-sized portrait in oils of Inglesby himself. The artist had done +his sitter stern justice--one might call the result retribution; and +one wondered if Inglesby realized how immensely revealing it was. +There he sat, solid, successful, informed with a sort of brutal +egotism that never gives quarter. In despite of a malevolent +determination to look pleasant, his smile was so much more of a threat +than a promise that one could wish for his own sake he had scowled +instead. He is a throaty man, is Inglesby; and this, with an +uncompromising squareness of forehead, a stiffness of hair, and a +hard hint of white in the eyes, lent him a lowering likeness to an +unpedigreed bull. + +John Flint cast upon this charming likeness one brief and pregnant +glance. + +"Regular old Durham shorthorn, isn't he?" he commented in a low voice. +"Wants to charge right out of his frame and trample. Take a look at +that nose, parson--like a double-barreled shotgun, for all the world! +Beautiful brute, Inglesby. Makes you think of that minotaur sideshow +they used to put over on the Greeks." + +In view of Laurence and of Mary Virginia, I saw the resemblance. + +Mr. Hunter's office was less formal than Mr. Inglesby's, and furnished +with an exact and critical taste alien to Appleboro, where many a +worthy citizen's office trappings consist of an alpaca coat, a chair +and a pine table, three or four fly-specked calendars and shabby +ledgers, and a box of sawdust. To these may sometimes be added a pot +of paste with a dead cockroach in it, or a hound dog either scratching +fleas or snapping at flies. + +Here the square of carpet was brown as fallen pine-needles in October, +the walls were a soft tan, the ceiling and woodwork ivory-toned. One +saw between the windows a bookcase filled with handsomely bound books, +and on top of it a few pieces of such old china as would enrapture my +mother. The white marble mantel held one or two signed photographs in +silver frames, a pair of old candlesticks of quaint and pleasing +design, and a dull red pottery vase full of Japanese quince. There +were a few good pictures on the walls--a gay impudent Detaille Lancer +whose hardy face of a fighting Frenchman warmed one's heart; some +sketches signed with notable American names; and above the mantel a +female form clothed only in the ambient air, her long hair swept back +from her shoulders, and a pearl-colored dove alighting upon her +outstretched finger. + +I suppose one might call the whole room beautiful, for even the desk +was of that perfection of simplicity whose cost is as rubies. It was +not, however, a womanish room; there was no slightest hint of +femininity in its uncluttered, sane, forceful orderliness. It was +rather like Hunter himself--polished, perfect, with a note of finality +and of fitness upon it like a hall-mark. Nothing out of keeping, +nothing overdone. Even the red petal fallen from the pottery vase on +the white marble mantel was a last note of perfection. + +Flint glanced about him with the falcon-glance that nothing escapes. +For a moment the light stayed upon the nude figure over the +mantel--the one real nude in all Appleboro, which cherishes family +portraits of rakehelly old colonials in wigs, chokers, and +tight-fitting smalls, and lolloping ladies with very low necks and +sixteen petticoats, but where scandalized church-goers have been known +to truss up a little plaster copy of the inane Greek Slave in a +pocket-handkerchief, by way of needful drapery. + +"What I want to know is, _why_ a lady should have to strip to the buff +just to play with a pigeon?" breathed John Flint, and his tone was +captious. + +It did not strike me as being to the last degree whimsical, +improbable, altogether absurd, that such a man should pause at such a +time to comment upon art as he thinks it isn't. On the contrary it was +a consistent and coherent feature of that astounding nightmare in +which we figured. The absurd and the impossible always happen in +dreams. I am sure that if the dove on the woman's finger had opened +its painted bill and spoken, say about the binomial theorem, or the +Effect of Too Much Culture upon Women's Clubs, I should have listened +with equal gravity and the same abysmal absence of surprise. I +pattered platitudinously: + +"The greatest of the Greeks considered the body divine in itself, my +son, and so their noblest art was nude. Some moderns have thought +there is no real art that is not nude. Truth itself is naked." + +"Aha!" said my son, darkly. "I see! You take off your pants when you +go out to feed your chickens, say, and you're not bughouse. You're +art. Well, if Truth is naked, thank God the rest of us are liars!" + +What I have here set down was but the matter of a moment. Flint +brushed it aside like a cobweb and set briskly about his real +business. Over in the recess next to the fireplace was the safe, and +before this he knelt. + +"Hold the light!" he ordered in a curt whisper. "There--like that. +Steady now." My hand closed as well upon the rosary I carried, and I +clung to the beads as the shipwrecked cling to a spar. The familiar +feel of them comforted me. + +I do not know to this day the make of that safe, nor its actual +strength, and I have always avoided questioning John Flint about it. I +do know it seemed incredibly strong, big, heavy, ungetatable. There +was a dark-colored linen cover on top of it, embroidered with yellow +marguerites and their stiff green leaves. And there was a brass +fern-jar with claw feet, and rings on the sides that somehow made me +think of fetters upon men's wrists. + +"A little lower--to the left. So!" he ordered, and with steady fingers +I obeyed. He stood out sharply in the clear oval--the "cleverest crook +in all America" at work again, absorbed in his task, expert, a +mind-force pitting itself against inanimate opposition. He was +smiling. + +The tools lay beside him and quite by instinct his hand reached out +for anything it needed. I think he could have done his work +blindfolded. Once I saw him lay his ear against the door, and I +thought I heard a faint click. A gnawing rat might have made something +like the noise of the drill biting its way. With this exception an +appalling silence hung over the room. I could hardly breathe in it. I +gripped the rosary and told it, bead after bead. + +_"Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death--"_ + +There are moments when time loses its power and ceases to be; before +our hour we seem to have stepped out of it and into eternity, in which +time does not exist, and wherein there can be no relation of time +between events. They stand still, or they stretch to indefinite and +incredible lengths--all, all outside of time, which has no power upon +them. So it was now. Every fraction of every second of every minute +lengthened into centuries, eternities passed between minutes. The +hashish-eater knows something of this terror of time, and I seemed to +have eaten hashish that night. + +I could still see him crouching before the safe; and all the while the +eternities stretched and stretched on either side of us, infinities I +could only partly bridge over with Hailmarys and Ourfathers. + +_"And lead us not into temptation ... but deliver us from evil ..."_ + +Although I watched him attentively, being indeed unable to tear my +eyes away from him, and although I held the light for him with such a +steady hand, I really do not know what he did, nor how he forced that +safe. I understand it took him a fraction over fourteen minutes. + +"Here she comes!" he breathed, and the heavy door was open, revealing +the usual interior, with ledgers, and a fairsized steel money-vault, +which also came open a moment later. Flint glanced over the contents, +and singled out from other papers two packages of letters held +together by stout elastic bands, and with pencil notations on the +corner of each envelope, showing the dates. He ran over both, held up +the smaller of the two, and I saw, with a grasp of inexpressible +relief, the handwriting of Mary Virginia. + +He locked the vault, shut the heavy door of the rifled safe, and began +to gather his tools together. + +"You have forgotten to put the other packages back," I reminded him. I +was in a raging fever of impatience to be gone, to fly with the +priceless packet in my hand. + +"No, I'm not forgetting. I saw a couple of the names on the envelopes +and I rather think these letters will be a whole heap interesting to +look over," said he, imperturbably. "It's a hunch, parson, and I've +gotten in the habit of paying attention to hunches. I'll risk it on +these, anyhow. They're in suspicious company and I'd like to know +why." And he thrust the package into the crook of his arm, along with +the tools. + +The light was carefully flashed over every inch of the space we had +traversed, to make sure that no slightest trace of our presence was +left. As we walked through Inglesby's office John Flint ironically +saluted the life-like portrait: + +"You've had a ring twisted in your nose for once, old sport!" said he, +and led me into the dark hall. We moved and the same exquisite caution +we had exercised upon entering, for we couldn't afford to have Dan +Jackson's keen old ears detect footfalls overhead at that hour of the +morning. Now we were at the foot of the long stairs, and Flint had +soundlessly opened and closed the last door between us and freedom. +And now we were once more in the open air, under the blessed shadow of +the McCall trees, and walking close to their old weather-beaten fence. +The light was still shining in the bank, and I knew that that +redoubtable old rebel of a watchman was peacefully sleeping with his +gray guerilla of a marauding cat beside him. He could afford to sleep +in peace. He had not failed in his trust, for the intruders had no +designs upon the bank's gold. Questioned, he could stoutly swear that +nobody had entered the building. In proof, were not all doors locked? +Who should break into a man's office and rob his safe just to get a +package of love-letters--if Inglesby made complaint? + +I remember we stood leaning against the McCall fence for a few +minutes, for my strength had of a sudden failed, my head spun like a +top, and my legs wavered under me. + +"Buck up!" said Flint's voice in my ear. "It's all over, and the +baby's named for his Poppa!" His arm went about me, an arm like a +steel bar. Half led, half carried, I went staggering on beside him +like a drunken man, clutching a rosary and a packet of love-letters. + +The streets were still dark and deserted, the whole town slept. But +over in the east, when one glimpsed the skies above the trees, a +nebulous gray was stealing upon the darkness; and the morning star +blazed magnificently, in a space that seemed to have been cleared for +it. Somewhere, far off, an ambitious rooster crowed to make the sun +rise. + +It took us a long time to reach home. It was all of a quarter past +four when we turned into the Parish House gate, cut across the garden, +and reached Flint's rooms. Faint, trembling in every limb, I fell into +a chair, and through a mist saw him kneel and blow upon the coals of +the expiring fire, upon which he dropped a lightwood knot. A ruddy +glow went dancing up the chimney. Then he was beside me again. Very +gently he removed hat and overcoat. And then I was sitting peacefully +in the Morris chair, in my old cassock, and with my own old biretta on +my head; and there was no longer that thin buzzing, shrill and +torturing as a mosquito's, singing in my ears. At my knee stood Kerry, +with his beautiful hazel eyes full of a grave concern; and beside him, +calm and kind and matter-of-fact, the Butterfly Man himself stood +watching me with an equal regard. I rubbed my forehead. The incredible +had happened, and like all incredible things it had been almost +ridiculously simple and easy of accomplishment. Here we were, we two, +priest and naturalist, in our own workroom, with an old dog wagging +his tail beside us. Could anything be more commonplace? The last trace +of nightmare vanished, as smoke dispelled by the wind. If Mary +Virginia's letters had not been within reach of my hand I would have +sworn I was just awake out of a dream of that past hour. + +"She has escaped from them, they cannot touch her, she is free!" I +exulted. "John, John, you have saved our girl! No matter what they do +to Eustis they can't drag her into the quicksands _now_." + +But he went walking up and down, shoulders squared, face uplifted. One +might think that after such a night he would have been humanly tired, +but he had clean forgotten his body. His eyes shone as with a flame +lit from inward, and I think there was on him what the Irish people +call the _Aisling_, the waking vision. For presently he began to +speak, as to Somebody very near him. + +"Oh, Lord God!" said the Butterfly Man, with a reverent and fierce +joy, "she's going to have her happiness now, and it wasn't holy priest +nor fine gentleman you picked out to help her toward it--it was me, +Slippy McGee, born in the streets and bred in the gutter, with the +devil knows who for his daddy and a name that's none of his own! For +that I'm Yours for keeps: _You've got me_. + +"You've done all even God Almighty can do, given me more than I ever +could have asked You for--and now it's up to me to make good--and I'll +do it!" + +There came to listening me something of the emotion I experienced when +I said my first Mass--as if I had been brought so close to our Father +that I could have put out my hand and touched Him. Ah! I had had a +very small part to play in this man's redemption. I knew it now, and +felt humbled and abashed, and yet grateful that even so much had been +allowed me. Not I, but Love, had transformed a sinner and an outlaw +into a great scientist and a greater lover. And I remembered Mary +Virginia's childish hand putting into his the gray-winged Catocala, +and how the little moth, raising the sad-colored wings worn to suit +his surroundings, revealed beneath that disfiguring and disguising +cloak the exquisite and flower-like loveliness of the underwings. + +He paused in his swinging stride, and looked down at me a bit shyly. + +"Parson--you see how it is with me?" + +"I see. And I think she is the greater lady for it and you the finer +gentleman," said I stoutly. "It would honor her, if she were ten times +what she is--and she is Mary Virginia." + +"She is Mary Virginia," said the Butterfly Man, "and I am--what I am. +Yet somehow I feel sure I can care for her, that I can go right on +caring for her to the end of time, without hurt to her or sorrow to +me." And after a pause, he added, deliberately: + +"I found something better than a package of letters to-night, parson. +I found--_Me_." + +For awhile neither of us spoke. Then he said, speculatively: + +"Folks give all sorts of things to the church--dedicate them in +gratitude for favors they fancy they've received, don't they? Lamps, +and models of ships, and glass eyes and wax toes and leather hands, +and crutches and braces, and that sort of plunder? Well, I'm moved to +make a free-will offering myself. I'm going to give the church my +kit, and you can take it from me the old Lady will never get her +clamps on another set like that until Gabriel blows his trumpet in the +morning. Parson, I want you to put those tools back where you had +them, for I shall never touch them again. I couldn't. They--well, +they're sort of holy from now on. They're my IOU. Will you do it for +me?" + +"Yes!" said I. + +"I might have known you would!" said he, smiling. "Just one more +favor, parson--may I put her letters in her hands, myself?" + +"My son, my son, who but you should do that?" I pushed the package +across the table. + +"Great Scott, parson, here it is striking five o'clock, and you've +been up all night!" he exclaimed, anxiously. "Here--no more gassing. +You come lie down on my bed and snooze a bit. I'll call you in plenty +of time for mass." + +I was far too spent and tired to move across the garden to the Parish +House. I suffered myself to be put to bed like a child, and had my +reward by falling almost immediately into a dreamless sleep, nor did I +stir until he called me, a couple of hours later. He himself had not +slept, but had employed the time in going through the letters open on +his table. He pointed to them now, with a grim smile. + +"Parson!" said he, and his eyes glittered. "Do you know what we've +stumbled upon? Dynamite! Man, anybody holding that bunch of mail could +blow this state wide open! So much for a hunch, you see!" + +"You mean--" + +"I mean I've got the cream off Inglesby's most private deals, that's +what I mean! I mean I could send him and plenty of his pals to the +pen. Everybody's been saying for years that there hasn't been a rotten +deal pulled off that he didn't boss and get away with it. But nobody +could prove it. He's had the men higher-up eating out of his +hand--sort of you pat my head and I'll pat yours arrangement--and +here's the proof, in black and white. Don't you understand? Here's the +proof: these get him with the goods! + +"These," he slapped a letter, "would make any Grand Jury throw fits, +make every newspaper in the state break out into headlines like a kid +with measles, and blow the lid off things in general--if they got out. + +"Inglesby's going to shove Eustis under, is he? Not by a jugfull. He's +going to play he's a patent life-preserver. He's going to _be_ that +good Samaritan he's been shamming. Talk about poetic justice--this +will be like wearing shoes three sizes too small for him, with a +bunion on every toe!" And when I looked at him doubtfully, he laughed. + +"You can't see how it's going to be managed? Didn't you ever hear of +the grapevine telegraph? Well then, dear George receives a grapevine +wireless bright and early to-morrow morning. A word to the wise is +sufficient." + +"He will employ detectives," said I, uneasily. + +The Butterfly Man looked at me quizzically. + +"_With_ an eagle eye and a walrus mustache," said he, grinning. "Sure. +But if the plainclothes nose around, are they going to sherlock the +parish priest and the town bughunter? _We_ haven't got any interest in +Mr. Inglesby's private correspondence, have we? Suppose Miss Eustis's +letters are returned to her, what does that prove? Why, nothing at +all,--except that it wasn't her correspondence the fellows that +cracked that safe were after. We should worry! + +"Say, though, don't you wish you could see them when they stroll down +to those beautiful offices and go for to open that nice burglar-proof +safe with the little brass flower-pot on top of it? What a joke! Holy +whiskered black cats, what a joke!" + +"I'm afraid Mr. Inglesby's sense of humor isn't his strong point," +said I. "Not that I have any sympathy for him. I think he is getting +only what he deserves." + +"_Alexander the coppersmith wrought me much evil. May God requite him +according to his works!_" murmured the Butterfly Man, piously, and +chuckled. "Don't worry, parson--Alexander's due to fall sick with the +pip to-day or to-morrow. What do you bet he don't get it so bad he'll +have to pull up all his pretty plans by the roots, leave Mr. Hunter in +charge, and go off somewhere to take mudbaths for his liver? Believe +me, he'll need them! Why, the man won't be able to breathe easy any +more--he'll be expecting one in the solar plexus any minute, not +knowing any more than Adam's cat who's to hand it to him. He can't +tell who to trust and who to suspect. If you want to know just how +hard Alexander's going to be requited according to his works, take a +look at these." He pointed to the letters. + +I did take a look, and I admit I was frightened. It seemed to me +highly unsafe for plain folks like us to know such things about such +people. I was amazed to the point of stupefaction at the corruption +those communications betrayed, the shameless and sordid disregard of +law and decency, the brutal and cynical indifference to public +welfare. At sight of some of the signatures my head swam--I felt +saddened, disillusioned, almost in despair for humanity. I suppose +Inglesby had thought it wiser to preserve these letters--possibly for +his own safety; but no wonder he had locked them up! I looked at the +Butterfly Man openmouthed. + +"You wouldn't think folks wearing such names could be that rotten, +would you? Some of them pillars of the church, too, and married to +good women, and the fathers of nice kids! Why, I have known crooks +that the police of a dozen states were after, that wouldn't have been +caught dead on jobs like some of these. Inglesby won't know it, but he +ought to thank his stars _we've_ got his letters instead of the State +Attorney, for I shan't use them unless I have to.... Parson, you +remember a bluejay breaking up a nest on me once, and what Laurence +said when I wanted to wring the little crook's neck? That the thing +isn't to reform the jay but to keep him from doing it again? That's +the cue." + +He gathered up the scattered letters, made a neat package of them, and +put it in a table drawer behind a stack of note-books. And then he +reached over and touched the other package, the letters written in +Mary Virginia's girlish hand. + +"Here's her happiness--long, long years of it ahead of her," he said +soberly. "As for you, you take back those tools, and go say mass." + +Outside it was broad bright day, a new beautiful day, and the breath +of the morning blew sweetly over the world. The Church was full of a +clear and early light, the young pale gold of the new Spring sun. +None of the congregation had as yet arrived. Before I went into the +sacristy to put on my vestments, I gave back into St. Stanislaus' +hands the IOU of Slippy McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +BETWEEN A BUTTERFLY'S WINGS + + +There was a glamour upon it. One knew it was going to grow into one of +those wonderful and shining days in whose enchanted hours any +exquisite miracle might happen. I am perfectly sure that the Lord God +walked in the garden in the cool of an April day, and that it was a +morning in spring when the angels visited Abraham, sitting watchful in +the door of his tent. + +There was in the air itself something long-missed and come back, a +heady and heart-moving delight, a promise, a thrill, a whisper of +"_April! April!_" that the Green Things and the hosts of the Little +People had heard overnight. In the dark the sleeping souls of the +golden butterflies had dreamed it, known it was a true Word, and now +they were out, "Little flames of God" dancing in the Sunday sunlight. +The Red Gulf Fritillary had heard it, and here she was, all in her +fine fulvous frock besmocked with black velvet, and her farthingale +spangled with silver. And the gallant Red Admiral, the brave beautiful +Red Admiral that had dared unfriendlier gales, trimmed his painted +sails to a wind that was the breath of spring. + +Over by the gate the spirea had ventured into showering sprays +exhaling a shy and fugitive fragrance, and what had been a blur of +gray cables strung upon the oaks had begun to bud with emerald and +blossom with amethyst--the wisteria was a-borning. And one knew there +was Cherokee rose to follow, that the dogwood was in white, and the +year's new mintage of gold dandelions was being coined in the fresh +grass. + +There wasn't a bird that wasn't caroling _April!_ at the top of his +voice from the full of his heart; for wasn't the world alive again, +wasn't it love-time and nest-time, wasn't it Spring? + +Even to the tired faces of my work-folks that shining morning lent a +light that was hope. Without knowing it, they felt themselves a vital +part of the reborn world, sharers in its joy because they were the +children of the common lot, the common people for whom the world is, +and without whom no world could be. Classes, creeds, nations, gods, +all these pass and are gone; God, and the common people, and the +spring remain. + +When I was young I liked as well as another to dwell overmuch upon the +sinfulness of sin, the sorrow of sorrow, the despair of death. Now +that these three terrible teachers have taught me a truer wisdom and a +larger faith, I like better to turn to the glory of hope, the wisdom +of love, and the simple truth that death is just a passing phase of +life. So I sent my workers home that morning rejoicing with the truth, +and was all the happier and hopefuller myself because of it. + +Afterwards, when Clélie was giving me my coffee and rolls, the +Butterfly Man came in to breakfast with me, a huge roll of those New +York newspapers which contain what are mistakenly known as Comic +Supplements tucked under his arm. + +He said he bought them because they "tasted like New York" which they +do not. Just as Major Cartwright explains his purchase of them by the +shameless assertion that it just tickles him to death "to see what +Godforsaken idjits those Yankees can make of themselves when they +half-way try. Why, suh, one glance at their Sunday newspapers ought to +prove to any right thinkin' man that it's safer an' saner to die in +South Carolina than to live in New York!" + +_I_ think the Butterfly Man and Major Cartwright buy those papers +because they think they are _funny_! After they have read and +sniggered, they donate them to Clélie and Daddy January. And presently +Clélie distributes them to a waiting colored countryside, which +wallpapers its houses with them. I have had to counsel the erring and +bolster the faith of the backsliding under the goggle eyes of inhuman +creations whose unholy capers have made futile many a prayer. And yet +the Butterfly Man likes them! Is it not to wonder? + +He laid them tenderly upon the table now, and smiled slyly to see me +eye them askance. + +"Did you know," said he, over his coffee, "that Laurence came in this +morning on the six-o'clock? January had him out in the garden showing +off the judge's new patent hives, and I stopped on my way to church +and shook hands over the fence. It was all I could do to keep from +shouting that all's right with the world, and all he had to do was to +be glad. I didn't know how much I cared for that boy until this +morning. Parson, it's a--a terrible thing to love people, when you +come to think about it, isn't it? I told him you were honing to see +him: and that we'd be looking for him along about eleven. And I +intimated that if he didn't show up then I'd go after him with a gun. +He said he'd be here on the stroke." After a moment, he added gently: +"I figured they'd be here by then--Madame and Mary Virginia." + +"What! You have induced Laurence to come while she is here--without +giving him any intimation that he is likely to meet her?" I said, +aghast. "You are a bold man, John Flint!" + +The study windows were open and the sweet wind and the warm sun poured +in unchecked. The stir of bees, the scent of honey-locust just +opening, drifted in, and the slow solemn clangor of church bells, and +lilts and flutings and calls and whistlings from the tree-tops. We +could see passing groups of our neighbors, fathers and mothers +shepherding little flocks of children in their Sunday best, trotting +along with demure Sabbath faces on their way to church. The Butterfly +Man looked out, waved gaily to the passing children, who waved back a +joyous response, nodded to their smiling parents, followed the flight +of a tanager's sober spouse, and sniffed the air luxuriously. + +"Oh, somebody's got to stage-manage, parson," he said at last, lightly +enough, but with a hint of tiredness in his eyes. "And then vanish +behind the scenes, leaving the hero and heroine in the middle of the +spotlight, with the orchestra tuning up 'The Voice that Breathed o'er +Eden,'" he finished, without a trace of bitterness. "So I sent Madame +a note by a little nigger newsie." His eyes crinkled, and he quoted +the favorite aphorism of the colored people, when they seem to +exercise a meticulous care: "Brer Rabbit say, 'I trus' no mistake.'" + +"You are a bold man," said I again, with a respect that made him +laugh. Then we went over to his rooms to wait, and while we waited I +tried to read a chapter of a book I was anxious to finish, but +couldn't, my eyes being tempted by the greener and fresher page +opening before them. Flint smoked a virulent pipe and read his papers. + +Presently he laid his finger upon a paragraph and handed me the +paper.... And I read where one "Spike" Frazer had been shot to death +in a hand-to-hand fight with the police who were raiding a dive +suspected of being the rendezvous of drug-fiends. Long wanted and at +last cornered, Frazer had fought tigerishly and died in his tracks, +preferring death to capture. A sly and secretive creature, he had had +a checkered career in the depths. It was his one boast that more than +anybody else he had known and been a sort of protegé of the once +notorious Slippy McGee, that King of Crooks whose body had been found +in the East River some years since, and whose daring and mysterious +exploits were not yet altogether forgotten by the police or the +underworld. + +"_Sic transit gloria mundi!_" said the Butterfly Man in his gentle +voice, and looked out over the peaceful garden and the Sunday calm +with inscrutable eyes. I returned the paper with a hand that shook. It +seemed to me that a deep and solemn hush fell for a moment upon the +glory of the day, while the specter of what might have been gibbered +at us for the last time. + +Out of the heart of that hush walked two women--one little and rosy +and white-haired, one tall and pale and beautiful with the beauty upon +which sorrow has placed its haunting imprint. Her black hair framed +her face as in ebony, and her blue, blue eyes were shadowed. By an +odd coincidence she was dressed this morning just as she had been when +the Butterfly Man first saw her--in white, and over it a scarlet +jacket. Kerry and little Pitache rose, met them at the gate, and +escorted them with grave politeness. The Butterfly Man hastily emptied +his pipe and laid aside his newspapers. + +"Your note said we were to come, that everything was all right," said +my mother, looking up at him with bright and trustful eyes. "Such a +relief! Because I know you never say anything you don't mean, John." + +He smiled, and with a wave of the hand beckoned us into the workroom. +Madame followed him eagerly and expectantly--she knew her John Flint. +Mary Virginia came listlessly, dragging her feet, her eyes somber in a +smileless face. She could not so quickly make herself hope, she who +had journeyed so far into the arid country of despair. But he, with +something tender and proud and joyful in his looks, took her +unresisting hand and drew her forward. + +"Mary Virginia!" I had not known how rich and deep the Butterfly Man's +voice could be. "Mary Virginia, we promised you last night that if you +would trust us, the Padre and me, we'd find the right way out, didn't +we? Now this is what happened: the Padre took his troubles to the +Lord, and the Lord presently sent him back to _me_--with the beginning +of the answer in his hand! And here's the whole answer, Mary +Virginia." And he placed in her hand the package of letters that meant +so much to her. + +My mother gave a little scream. "Armand!" she said, fearfully. "She +has told me all. _Mon Dieu_, how have you two managed this, between +midnight and morning? My son, you are a De Rancé: look me in the eyes +and tell me there is nothing wrong, that there will be no ill +consequences--" + +"There won't be any comebacks," said John Flint, with engaging +confidence. "As for you, Mary Virginia, you don't have to worry for +one minute about what those fellows can do--because they can't do +anything. They're double-crossed. Now listen: when you see Hunter, you +are to say to him, '_Thank you for returning my letters_.' Just that +and no more. If there's any questioning, _stare_. Stare hard. If +there's any threatening about your father, _smile_. You can afford to +smile. They can't touch him. But _how_ those letters came into your +hands you are never to tell, you understand? They did come and that's +all that interests you." He began to laugh, softly. "All Hunter will +want to know is that you've received them. He's too game not to lose +without noise, and he'll make Inglesby swallow his dose without +squealing, too. So--you're finished and done with Mr. Hunter and Mr. +Inglesby!" His voice deepened again, as he added gently: "It was just +a bad dream, dear girl. It's gone with the night. Now it's morning, +and you're awake." + +But Mary Virginia, white as wax, stared at the letters in her hand, +and then at me, and trembled. + +"Trust us, my child," said I, somewhat troubled. "And obey John Flint +implicitly. Do just what he tells you to do, say just what he tells +you to say." + +Mary Virginia looked from one to the other, thrust the package upon +me, walked swiftly up to him, and, laying her hands upon his arms +stared with passionate earnestness into his face: the kind, wise, +lovable face that every child in Appleboro County adores, every woman +trusts, every man respects. Her eyes clung to his, and he met that +searching gaze without faltering, though it seemed to probe for the +root of his soul. It was well for Mary Virginia that those brave eyes +had caught something from the great faces that hung upon his walls and +kept company and counsel with him day and night, they that conquered +life and death and turned defeat into victory because they had first +conquered themselves! + +"Yes!" said she, with a deep sigh of relief. "I trust you! Thank God +for just how much I can believe and trust you!" + +I think that meeting face to face that luminous and unfaltering +regard, Mary Virginia must have divined that which had heretofore been +hidden from her by the man's invincible modesty and reserve; and being +most generous and of a large and loving soul herself, I think she +realized to the uttermost the magnitude of his gift. Her name, her +secure position, her happiness, the hopes that the coming years were +to transform into realities--oh, I like to think that Mary Virginia +saw all this, in one of those lightning-flashes of spiritual insight +that reveal more than all one's slower years; I like to think she saw +it given her freely, nobly, with joy, a glorious love-gift from the +limping man into whose empty hand she had one day put a little gray +underwing! + +I glanced at my mother, and saw by her most expressive face that she +knew and understood. She had known and understood, long before any of +us. + +"If I might offer a suggestion," I said in as matter-of-fact a voice +as I could command, "it would be, that the sooner those letters are +destroyed, the better." + +Mary Virginia took them from me and dropped them on the coals +remaining from last night's fire--the last fire of the season. They +did not ignite quickly, though they began to turn brown, and thin +spirals of smoke arose from them. The Butterfly Man knelt, thrust a +handful of lightwood splinters under the pile, and touched a match +here and there. When the resinous wood flared up, the letters blazed +with it. They blazed and then they crumbled; they disappeared in bits +of charred and black paper that vanished at a touch; they were gone +while we watched, the girl kneeling upon the hearthrug with her hand +on Flint's arm, and I with my old heart singing like a skylark in my +breast, and my mother's mild eyes upon us all. + +Life and color and beauty flowed back into Mary Virginia's face and +music's self sang again in her voice. She was like the day itself, +reborn out of a dark last night. When the last bit of blackened paper +went swirling up the chimney, and the two of them had risen, the most +beautiful and expressive eyes under heaven looked up like blue and +dewy flowers into the Butterfly Man's face. She was too wise and too +tender to try to thank him in words, and never while they two lived +would this be again referred to so much as once by either; but she +took his hand, palm upward, gave him one deep long upward glance, and +then bent her beautiful head and dropped into the center of his palm a +kiss, and closed the fingers gently over it for everlasting keeping +and remembrance. The eyes brimmed over then, and two large tears fell +upon his hand and washed her kiss in, indelibly. + +None of us four had the power of speech left us. Heaven knows what we +should have done, if Laurence hadn't opened the door at that moment +and walked in upon us. I don't think he altogether sensed the +tenseness of the situation which his coming relieved, but he went pale +at sight of Mary Virginia, and he would have left incontinently if my +mother, with a joyous shriek, hadn't pounced upon him. + +"Laurence! Why, Laurence! But we didn't expect you home until +to-morrow night!" said she, kissing him motherly. "My dear, dear boy, +how glad I am to see you! What happy wind blew you home to-day, +Laurence?" + +"Oh, I finished my work ahead of schedule and got away just as soon as +I could," Laurence briefly and modestly explained thus that he had won +his case. He edged toward the door, avoiding Mary Virginia's eyes. He +had bowed to her with formal politeness. He wondered at the usually +tactful Madame's open effort to detain him. It was a little too much +to expect of him! + +"I just ran in to see how you all were," he tried to be very casual. +"See you later, Padre. 'By, p'tite Madame. 'By, Flint." He bowed again +to Mary Virginia, whose color had altogether left her, and who stood +there most palpably nervous and distressed. + +"Laurence!" The Butterfly Man spoke abruptly. "Laurence, if a chap was +dying of thirst and the water of life was offered him, he'd be +considerable of a fool to turn his head aside and refuse to see it, +wouldn't he?" + +Laurence paused. Something in the Butterfly Man's face, something in +mine and Madame's, but, above all, something in Mary Virginia's, +arrested him. He stood wavering, and my mother released his arm. + +"I take it," said John Flint, boldly plunging to the very heart of the +matter, "I take it, Laurence, that you still care a very great deal +for this dear girl of ours?" And now he had taken her hand in his and +held it comfortingly. "More, say, than you could ever care for anybody +else, if you lived to rival Methusaleh? So much, Laurence, that not to +be able to believe she cares the same way for you takes the core out +of life?" His manner was simple and direct, and so kind that one could +only answer him in a like spirit. Besides, Laurence loved the +Butterfly Man even as Jonathan loved David. + +"Yes," said the boy honestly, "I still care for her--like that. I +always did. I always will. She knows." But his voice was toneless. + +"Of course you do, kid brother," said Flint affectionately. "Don't you +suppose I know? But it's just as well for you to say it out loud every +now and then. Fresh air is good for everything, particularly feelings. +Keeps 'em fresh and healthy. Now, Mary Virginia, you feel just the +same way about Laurence, don't you?" And he added: "Don't be ashamed +to tell the most beautiful truth in the world, my dear. Well?" + +She went red and white. She looked entreatingly into the Butterfly +Man's face. She didn't exactly see why he should drive her thus, but +she caught courage from his. One saw how wise Flint had been to have +snared Laurence here just now. One moment she hesitated. Then: + +"Yes!" said she, and her head went up proudly. "Yes, oh, yes, I +care--like that. Only much, much more! I shall always care like that, +although he probably won't believe me now when I say so. And I can't +blame him for doubting me." + +"But it just happens that I have never been able to make myself doubt +you," said Laurence gravely. "Why, Mary Virginia, you are _you_." + +"Then, Laurence," said the Butterfly Man, quickly, "will you take your +old friends' word for it--mine, Madame's, the Padre's--that you were +most divinely right to go on believing in her and loving her, because +she never for one moment ceased to be worthy of faith and affection? +No, not for one moment! She couldn't, you know. She's Mary Virginia! +And will you promise to listen with all your patience to what she may +think best to tell you presently--and then forget it? You're big +enough to do that! She's been in sore straits, and she needs all the +love you have, to help make up to her. Can she be sure of it, +Laurence?" + +Laurence flushed. He looked at his old friend with reproach in his +fine brown eyes. "You have known me all my life, all of you," said he, +stiffly. "Have I ever given any of you any reason to doubt me!" + +"No, and we don't. Not one of us. But it's good for your soul to say +things out loud," said Flint comfortably. "And now you've said it, +don't you think you two had better go on over to the Parish House +parlor, which is a nice quiet place, and talk this whole business over +and out--together?" + +Laurence looked at Mary Virginia and what he saw electrified him. +Boyishness flooded him, youth danced in his eyes, beauty was upon him, +like sunlight. + +"Mary Virginia!" said the boy lover to the girl sweetheart, "is it +really so? I was really right to believe all along that you--care?" + +"Laurence, Laurence!" she was half-crying. "Oh, Laurence, are you sure +_you_ care--yet? You are sure, Laurence? You are _sure_? Because--I--I +don't think I could stand things now if--if I were mistaken--" + +I don't know whether the boy ran to the girl at that, or the girl to +the boy. I rather think they ran to each other because, in another +moment, perfectly regardless of us, they were clinging to each other, +and my mother was walking around them and crying heartily and +shamelessly, and enjoying herself immensely. Mary Virginia began to +stammer: + +"Laurence, if you only knew--Laurence, if it wasn't for John +Flint--and the Padre--" The two of them had the two of us, each by an +arm; and the Butterfly Man was brick-red and furiously embarrassed, he +having a holy horror of being held up and thanked. + +"Why, I did what I did," said he, uncomfortably. "But,"--he brightened +visibly--"if you _will_ have the truth, have it. If it wasn't for this +blessed brick of a parson I'd never have been in a position to do +anything for anybody. Don't you forget that!" + +"What ridiculous nonsense the man talks!" said I, exasperated by this +shameless casuistry. "John Flint raves. As for me--" + +"As for you," said he with deep reproach, "you ought to know better +than to tell such a thumping lie at this time of your life. I'm +ashamed of you, parson! Why, you know good and well--" + +"Why, John Flint, you--" I began, aghast. + +My mother began to laugh. "For heaven's sake, thank them both and +have done with it!" said she, a bit hysterically. "God alone knows how +they managed, but this thing lies between them, the two great geese. +Did one ever hear the like?" + +"Madame is right, as always," said Laurence gravely. "Remember, I +don't know anything yet, except that somehow you've brought Mary +Virginia and me back to each other. That's enough for _me_. I haven't +got any questions to ask." His voice faltered, and he gripped us by +the hand in turn, with a force that made me, for one, wince and +cringe. "And Padre--Bughunter, you both know that I--" he couldn't +finish. + +"That we--" choked Mary Virginia. + +"Sure we know," said the Butterfly Man hastily. "Don't you know you're +our kids and we've got to know?" He began to edge them towards the +door. I think his courage was getting a little raw about the corners. +"Yes, you two go on over to the Parish House parlor, where you'll have +a chance to talk without being interrupted--Madame will see to +that--and don't you show your noses outside of that room until +everything's settled the one and only way everything ought to be +settled." His eyes twinkled as he manoeuvered them outside, and then +stood in the doorway to watch them walk away--beautiful, youthful, +radiantly happy, and very close together, the girl's head just on the +level of the boy's shoulder. He was still faintly smiling when he came +back to us; if there was pain behind that smile, he concealed it. My +mother ran to him, impulsively. + +"John Flint!" said she, profoundly moved and earnest. "John Flint, the +good God never gave me but one child, though I prayed for more. Often +and often have I envied her silly mother Mary Virginia. But now. +John, I know that if I could have had another child that, after +Armand, I'd love best and respect most and be proudest of in this +world, it would be _you_. Yes, _you_. John Flint, you are the best +man, and the bravest and truest and most unselfish, and the finest +gentleman, outside of my husband and my son, that I have ever known. +What makes it all the more wonderful is that you're a genius along +with it. I am proud of you, and glad of you, and I admire and love you +with all my heart. And I really wish you'd call me mother. You should +have been born a De Rancé!" + +This, from my mother! I was amazed. Why, she would think she was +flattering one of the seraphim if she had said to him, "You might have +been a De Rancé!" + +"Madame!" stammered Flint, "why, Madame!" + +"Oh, well, never mind, then. Let it go at Madame, since it would +embarrass you to change. But I look upon you as my son, none the less. +I claim you from this hour," said she firmly, as one not to be +gainsaid. + +"I'm beginning to believe in fairy-stories," said Flint. "The beggar +comes home--and he isn't a beggar at all, he's a Prince. Because the +Queen is his mother." + +My mother looked at him approvingly. The grace of his manner, and the +unaffected feeling of his words, pleased her. But she said no more of +what was in her heart for him. She fell back, as women do, upon the +safe subject of housekeeping matters. + +"I suppose," she mused, "that those children will remain with us +to-day? Yes, of course. Armand, we shall have the last of your +great-grandfather's wine. And I am going to send over for the judge. +Let me see: shall I have time for a cake with frosting? H'm! Yes, I +think so. Or would you prefer wine jelly with whipped cream, John?" + +He considered gravely, one hand on his hip, the other stroking his +beard. + +"Couldn't we have both!" he wondered hopefully. "Please! Just for this +once?" + +"We could! We shall!" said my mother, grandly, recklessly, +extravagantly. "Adieu, then, children of my heart! I go to confer with +Clélie." She waved her hand and was gone. + +The place shimmered with sun. Old Kerry lay with his head between his +paws and dozed and dreamed in it, every now and then opening his hazel +eyes to make sure that all was well with his man. All outdoors was one +glory of renewing life, of stir and growth, of loving and singing and +nest-building, and the budding of new green leaves and the blossoming +of April boughs. Just such April hopes were theirs who had found each +other again this morning. All of life at its best and fairest +stretched sunnily before those two, the fairer for the cloud that had +for a time darkened it, the dearer and diviner for the loss that had +been so imminent. + +... That was a redbird again. And now a vireo. And this the +mockingbird, love-drunk, emptying his heart of a troubadour in a song +of fire and dew. And on a vagrant air, a gipsy air, the scent of the +honey-locust. The spring for all the world else. But for him I +loved,--what? + +I suppose my wistful eyes betrayed me, for used to the changing +expressions of my thin visage, he smiled; and stood up, stretching +his arms above his head. He drew in great mouthfuls of the sweet air, +and expanded his broad chest. + +"I feel full to the brim!" said he gloriously. "I've got almost too +much to hold with both hands! Parson, parson, it isn't possible you're +fretting over _me_? Sorry for _me_? Why, man, consider!" + +Ah, but had I not considered? I knew, I thought, what he had to hold +fast to. Honor, yes. And the friendship of some and the admiration of +many and the true love of the few, which is all any man may hope for +and more than most attain. Outside of that, a gray moth, and a +butterfly's wing, and a torn nest, and a child's curl, and a ragdoll +in her grave; and now a girl's kiss on the palm and a tear to hallow +it. But I who had greatly loved and even more greatly lost and +suffered, was it not for me of all men to know and to understand? + +"But I have got the thing itself," said the Butterfly Man, "that makes +everything else worth while. Why, I have been taught how to love! My +work is big--but by itself it wasn't enough for me. I needed something +more. So I was swept and empty and ready and waiting--when she came. +Now hadn't there got to be something fine and decent in me, when it +was she alone out of all the world I was waiting for and could love?" + +"Yes, yes. But oh, my son, my son!" + +"Oh, it was bad and bitter enough at first, parson. Because I wanted +her so much! Great God, I was like a soul in hell! After awhile I +crawled out of hell--on my hands and knees. But I'd begun to +understand things. I'd been taught. It'd been burnt into me past +forgetting. Maybe that's what hell is for, if folks only knew it. +Could anything ever happen to anybody any more that I couldn't +understand and be sorry for, I wonder? + +"No, don't you worry any about me. I wouldn't change places with +anybody alive, I'm too glad for everything that's ever happened to me, +good and bad. I'm not ashamed of the beginning, no, nor I'm not afraid +of the end. + +"Will you believe me, though, when I tell you what worried me like the +mischief for awhile? Family, parson! You can't live in South Carolina +without having the seven-years' Family-itch wished on you, you know. I +felt like a mushroom standing up on my one leg all by myself among a +lot of proper garden plants--until I got fed up on the professional +Descendant banking on his boneyard full of dead ones; then I quit +worrying. I'm Me and alive--and I should worry about ancestors! Come +to think about it, everybody's an ancestor while you wait. I made up +my mind I'd be my own ancestor and my own descendant--and make a good +job of both while I was at it." + +But I was too sad to smile. And after awhile he asked gently: + +"Are you grieving because you think I've lost love? Parson, did you +ever know something you didn't know how you knew, but you know you +know it because it's true? Well then--I know that girl's mine and I +came here to find her, though on the face of it you'd think I'd lost +her, wouldn't you? Somewhere and sometime I'll come again--and when I +do, she'll know _me_." + +And to save my life I couldn't tell him I didn't believe it! His +manner even more than his words impressed me. He didn't look +improbable. + +"One little life and one little death," said the Butterfly Man, +"couldn't possibly be big enough for something like this to get away +from a man forever. I have got the thing too big for a dozen lives to +hold. Isn't that a great deal for a man to have, parson?" + +"Yes." said I. "It is a great deal for a man to have." But I foresaw +the empty, empty places, in the long, long years ahead. I added +faintly: "Having that much, you have more than most." + +"You only have what you are big enough not to take," said he. "And I'm +not fooling myself I shan't be lonesome and come some rough tumbles at +times. The difference is, that if I go down now I won't stay down. If +there was one thing I could grieve over, too, it would be--kids. I'd +like kids. My own kids. And I shall never have any. It--well, it just +wouldn't be fair to the kids. Louisa'll come nearest to being mine by +bornation--though I'm thinking she's managed to wish me everybody +else's, on her curl." + +"So! You are your own ancestor and your own descendant, and +everybody's kids are yours! You are modest, _hein_? And what else have +you got?" + +His eyes suddenly danced. "Nothing but the rest of the United States," +said the Butterfly Man, magnificently. And when I stared, he laughed +at me. + +"It's quite true, parson: I have got the whole United States to work +for. Uncle Sam. U.S. _Us!_ I've been drafted into the Brigade that +hasn't any commander, nor any colors, nor honors, nor even a name; +but that's never going to be mustered out of service, because we that +enlist and belong can't and won't quit. + +"Parson, think of _me_ representing the Brigade down here on the +Carolina coast, keeping up the work, fighting things that hurt and +finding out things that help Lord, what a chance! A hundred millions +to work for, a hundred millions of one's own people--and a trail to +blaze for the unborn millions to come!" His glance kindled, his face +was like a lighted lamp. The vision was upon him, standing there in +the April sunlight, staring wide-eyed into the future. + +Its reflected light illumined me, too--a little. And I saw that in a +very large and splendid sense, this was the true American. He stood +almost symbolically for that for which America stands--the fighting +chance to overcome and to grow, the square deal, the spirit that looks +eagle-eyed and unafraid into the sunrise. And above all for unselfish +service and unshakable faith, and a love larger than personal love, +prouder than personal pride, higher than personal ambition. They do +not know America who do not know and will not see this spirit in her, +going its noble and noiseless way apart. + +"The whole world to work for, and a whole lifetime to do it in!" said +the voice of America, exultant. "Lord God, that's a man-sized job, but +You just give me hands and eyes and time, and I'll do the best I can. +You've done Your part by me--stand by, and I'll do mine by You!" + +Are those curious coincidences, those circumstances which occur at +such opportune moments that they leave one with a sense of a guiding +finger behind the affairs of men--are they, after all, only fortuitous +accidents, or have they a deeper and a diviner significance? + +There stood the long worktable, with orderly piles of work on it; the +microscope in its place; the books he had opened and pushed aside last +night; and some half-dozen small card-board boxes in a row, containing +the chrysalids he had been experimenting with, trying the effect of +cold upon color. The cover of one box had been partially pushed off, +possibly when he had moved the books. And while we had been paying +attention to other things, one of these chrysalids had been paying +strict attention to its own business, the beautiful and important +business of becoming a butterfly. Flint discovered it first, and gave +a pleased exclamation. + +"Look! Look! A Turnus, father! The first Turnus of the year!" + +The insect had been out for an hour or two, but was not yet quite +ready to fly. It had crawled out of the half-opened box, dragged its +wormy length across the table, over intervening obstacles, seeking +some place to climb up and cling to. + +Now the Butterfly Man had left the Bible open, merely shoving it aside +without shutting it, when he had found no comfort for himself last +night in what John had to say. Protected by piled-up books and propped +almost upright by the large inkstand, it gave the holding-place the +insect desired. The butterfly had walked up the page and now clung to +the top. + +There she rested, her black-and-yellow body quivering like a tiny live +dynamo from the strong force of circulation, that was sending vital +fluids upward into the wings to give them power and expansion. We had +seen the same thing a thousand and one times before, we should see it +a thousand and one times again. But I do not think either of us could +ever forego the delight of watching a butterfly's wings shaping +themselves for flight, and growing into something of beauty and of +wonder. The lovely miracle is ever new to us. + +She was a big butterfly, big even for the greatest of Carolina +swallow-tails; not the dark dimorphic form, but the true Tiger Turnus +itself, her barred yellow upper wings edged with black enamel indented +with red gold, her tailed lower wings bordered with a wider band of +black, and this not only set with lunettes of gold but with purple +amethysts, and a ruby on the upper and lower edges. Her wings moved +rhythmically; a constant quivering agitated her, and her antennæ with +their flattened clubs seemed to be sending and receiving wireless +messages from the shining world outside. + +And as the wings had dried and grown firmer in the mild warm current +of air and the bright sunlight, she moved them with a wider and bolder +sweep. The heavy, unwieldy body, thinned by the expulsion of those +currents driven upward to give flying-power to the wings, had taken on +a slim and tapering grace. She had reached her fairy perfection. She +was ready now for flight and light and love and freedom and the +uncharted pathways of the air, ready to carry out the design of the +Creator who had fashioned her so wondrously and so beautiful, and had +sent ahead of her the flowers for that marvelous tongue of hers to +sip. + +Waiting still, opening and closing her exquisite wings, trying them, +spreading them flat, the splendid swallow-tail clung to the page of +the book open at the Gospel of John. And I, idly enough, leaned +forward, and saw between the opening and the closing wings, words. The +which John Flint, bending forward beside me, likewise saw. "_Work_," +flashed out. And on a lower line, "_while it is day_." + +I grasped the edge of the table; his knuckles showed white beside +mine. + + "_I must work the works of him + that sent me, while it is day._" + +His eyes grew larger and deeper. A sort of inward light, a serene and +joyous acceptance and assurance, flowed into them. I that had dared to +be despondent felt a sense of awe. The Voice that had once spoken +above the Mercy Seat and between the wings of the cherubim was +speaking now in immortal words between, the wings of a butterfly. + +She was poising herself for her first flight, the bright and lovely +Lady of the Sky. Now she spread her wings flat, as a fan is unfurled. +And now she had lifted them clear and uncovered her message. The +Butterfly Man watched her, hanging absorbed upon her every movement. +And he read, softly: + + "_I must work + ... while it is day_." + +Lightly as a flower, a living and glorious flower, she lifted and +launched herself into the air, flew straight and sure for the outside +light, hung poised one gracious moment, and was gone. + +He turned to me the sweetest, clearest eyes I have ever seen in a +mortal countenance, the eyes of a little child. His face had caught a +sort of secret beauty, that was never to leave it any more. + +"Parson!" said the Butterfly Man, in a whisper that shook with the +beating of his heart behind it: "Parson! _Don't it beat hell?_" + +I rocked on my toes. Then I flung my arms around him, with a jubilant +shout: + +"It does! It does! Oh, Butterfly Man, by the grace and the glory and +the wonder of God, it beats hell!" + +THE END + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Slippy McGee, Sometimes Known as the +Butterfly Man, by Marie Conway Oemler + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLIPPY MCGEE *** + +***** This file should be named 15843-0.txt or 15843-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/5/8/4/15843/ + +Produced by Janet Kegg, Jeannie Howse and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net). + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Slippy McGee, Sometimes Known as the Butterfly Man + +Author: Marie Conway Oemler + +Release Date: May 17, 2005 [EBook #15843] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLIPPY MCGEE *** + + + + +Produced by Janet Kegg, Jeannie Howse and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net). + + + + + +{~--- UTF-8 BOM ---~} + SLIPPY McGEE + + SOMETIMES KNOWN AS + THE BUTTERFLY MAN + + BY + MARIE CONWAY OEMLER + + + NEW YORK + THE CENTURY CO. + 1920 + + + 1917, by + THE CENTURY CO. + + + Published, April, 1917. + Reprinted, August, 1917; February, 1918; + August, 1918; March, 1919; August, 1919; + November, 1919; February, 1920. + + + TO + ELIZABETH AND ALAN OEMLER + + + + +FOREWORD + + + I have known life and love, I have known death and disaster; + Foregathered with fools, succumbed to sin, been not unacquainted + with shame; + Doubted, and yet held fast to a faith no doubt could o'ermaster. + Won and lost:--and I know it was all a part of the Game. + + Youth and the dreams of youth, hope, and the triumph of sorrow: + I took as they came, I played them all; and I trumped the trick + when I could. + And now, O Mover of Men, let the end be to-day or to-morrow-- + I have staked and played for Myself, and You and the Game were good! + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I APPLEBORO 3 + II THE COMING OF SLIPPY McGEE 19 + III NEIGHBORS 37 + IV UNDERWINGS 48 + V ENTER KERRY 65 + VI "THY SERVANT WILL GO AND FIGHT WITH THIS PHILISTINE." + 1 SAM. 17-32 94 + VII THE GOING OF SLIPPY McGEE 111 + VIII THE BUTTERFLY MAN 131 + IX NESTS 145 + X THE BLUEJAY 172 + XI A LITTLE GIRL GROWN UP 189 + XII JOHN FLINT, GENTLEMAN 203 + XIII "EACH IN HIS OWN COIN" 226 + XIV THE WISHING CURL 258 + XV IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT 283 + XVI "WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR" 302 + XVII "--SAID THE SPIDER TO THE FLY--" 319 +XVIII ST. STANISLAUS CROOKS HIS ELBOW 343 + XIX THE I O U OF SLIPPY McGEE 364 + XX BETWEEN A BUTTERFLY'S WINGS 382 + + + + +SLIPPY McGEE + + + + +CHARACTERS + + +FATHER ARMAND JEAN DE RANCÉ, Catholic Priest of Appleboro, South Carolina +MADAME DE RANCÉ, his Mother +CLÉLIE, their Servant +LAURENCE MAYNE, the Boy +MARY VIRGINIA EUSTIS, the Girl +JAMES EUSTIS, Man of the New South +MRS. EUSTIS, a Lady +DOCTOR WALTER WESTMORELAND, the Beloved Physician +JIM DABNEY, Editor of the Appleboro "Clarion" +MAJOR APPLEBY CARTWRIGHT } +MISS SALLY RUTH DEXTER } Neighbors +JUDGE HAMMOND MAYNE } +GEORGE INGLESBY, the Boss of Appleboro +J. HOWARD HUNTER, his Private Secretary +KERRY, an Irish Setter +PITACHE, the Parish House Dog +THE MOTHS AND BUTTERFLIES OF SOUTH CAROLINA +THE CHILDREN, THE MILL-HANDS, THE FACTORY FOLKS, and +SLIPPY MCGEE, sometimes known as the Butterfly Man + + + + +SLIPPY McGEE + + +CHAPTER I + +APPLEBORO + + +"Now there was my cousin Eliza," Miss Sally Ruth Dexter once said to +me, "who was forced to make her home for thirty years in Vienna! She +married an attaché of the Austrian legation, you know; met him while +she was visiting in Washington, and she was such a pretty girl and he +was such a charming man that they fell in love with each other and got +married. Afterward his family procured him a very influential post at +court, and of course poor Cousin Eliza had to stay there with him. +Dear mama often said she considered it a most touching proof of +woman's willingness to sacrifice herself--for there's no doubt it must +have been very hard on poor Cousin Eliza. She was born and raised +right here in Appleboro, you see." + +Do not think that Miss Sally Ruth was anything but most transparently +sincere in thus sympathizing with the sad fate of poor Cousin Eliza, +who was born and raised in Appleboro, South Carolina, and yet +sacrificed herself by dragging out thirty years of exile in the court +circles of Vienna! Any trueborn Appleboron would be equally sorry for +Cousin Eliza for the same reason that Miss Sally Ruth was. Get +yourself born in South Carolina and you will comprehend. + +"What did you see in your travels that you liked most?" I was curious +to discover from an estimable citizen who had spent a summer abroad. + +"Why, General Lee's standin' statue in the Capitol an' his recumbent +figure in Washington an' Lee chapel, of co'se!" said the colonel +promptly. "An' listen hyuh, Father De Rancé, I certainly needed him to +take the bad taste out of my mouth an' the red out of my eye after +viewin' Bill Sherman on a brass hawse in New York, with an angel +that'd lost the grace of God prancin' on ahead of him!" He added +reflectively: "I had my own ideah as to where any angel leadin' _him_ +was most likely headed for!" + +"Oh, I meant in Europe!" hastily. + +"Well, father, I saw pretty near everything in Europe, I reckon; +likewise New York. But comin' home I ran up to Washington an' Lee to +visit the general lyin' there asleep, an' it just needed one glance to +assure me that the greatest an' grandest work of art in this round +world was right there before me! What do folks want to rush off to +foreign parts for, where they can't talk plain English an' a man can't +get a satisfyin' meal of home cookin', when we've got the greatest +work of art an' the best hams ever cured, right in Virginia? See +America first, I say. Why, suh, I was so glad to get back to good old +Appleboro that I let everybody else wait until I'd gone around to the +monument an' looked up at our man standin' there on top of it, an' I +found myself sayin' over the names he's guardin' as if I was sayin' my +prayers: _our names_. + +"Uh huh, Europe's good enough for Europeans an' the Nawth's a God's +plenty good enough for Yankees, but Appleboro for me. Why, father, +they haven't got anything like our monument to their names!" + +They haven't. And I should hate to think that any Confederate living +or dead ever even remotely resembled the gray granite one on our +monument. He is a brigandish and bearded person in a foraging cap, +leaning forward to rest himself on his gun. His long skirted coat is +buckled tightly about his waist to form a neat bustle effect in the +back, and the solidity of his granite shoes and the fell rigidity of +his granite breeches are such as make the esthetic shudder; one has to +admit that as a work of art he is almost as bad as the statues +cluttering New York City. But in Appleboro folks are not critical; +they see him not with the eyes of art but with the deeper vision of +the heart. He stands for something that is gone on the wind and the +names he guards are our names. + +This is not irrelevant. It is merely to explain something that is +inherent in the living spirit of all South Carolina; wherefore it +explains my Appleboro, the real inside-Appleboro. + +Outwardly Appleboro is just one of those quiet, conservative, old +Carolina towns where, loyal to the customs and traditions of their +fathers, they would as lief white-wash what they firmly believe to be +the true and natural character of General William Tecumseh Sherman as +they would their own front fences. Occasionally somebody will give a +backyard henhouse a needed coat or two; but a front fence? Never! It +isn't the thing. Nobody does it. All normal South Carolinians come +into the world with a native horror of paint and whitewash and they +depart hence even as they were born. In consequence, towns like +Appleboro take on the venerable aspect of antiquity, peacefully +drowsing among immemorial oaks draped with long, gray, melancholy +moss. + +Not that we are cut off from the world, or that we have escaped the +clutch of commerce. We have the usual shops and stores, even an +emporium or two, and street lights until twelve, and the mills and +factory. We have the river trade, and two railroads tap our rich +territory to fetch and carry what we take and give. And, except in the +poor parish of which I, Armand De Rancé, am pastor, and some few +wealthy families like the Eustises, Agur's wise and noble prayer has +been in part granted to us; for if it has not been possible to remove +far from us all vanity and lies, yet we have been given neither +poverty nor riches, and we are fed with food convenient for us. + +In Appleboro the pleasant and prejudiced Old looks askance at the +noisy and intruding New, before which, it is forced to retreat--always +without undue or undignified haste, however, and always unpainted and +unreconstructed. It is a town where families live in houses that have +sheltered generations of the same name, using furniture that was not +new when Marion's men hid in the swamps and the redcoats overran the +country-side. Almost everybody has a garden, full of old-fashioned +shrubs and flowers, and fine trees. In such a place men and women grow +old serenely and delightfully, and youth flourishes all the fairer for +the rich soil which has brought it forth. + +One has twenty-four hours to the day in a South Carolina town--plenty +of time to live in, so that one can afford to do things unhurriedly +and has leisure to be neighborly. For you do have neighbors here. It +is true that they know all your business and who and what your +grandfather was and wasn't, and they are prone to discuss it with a +frankness to make the scalp prickle. But then, you know theirs, too, +and you are at liberty to employ the same fearsome frankness, provided +you do it politely and are not speaking to an outsider. It is +perfectly permissible for _you_ to say exactly what you please about +your own people to your own people, but should an outsider and an +alien presume to do likewise, the Carolina code admits of but one +course of conduct; borrowing the tactics of the goats against the +wolf, they close in shoulder to shoulder and present to the audacious +intruder an unbroken and formidable front of horns. + +And it is the last place left in all America where decent poverty is +in nowise penalized. You can be poor pleasantly--a much rarer and far +finer art than being old gracefully. Because of this, life in South +Carolina sometimes retains a simplicity as fine and sincere as it is +charming. + +I deplore the necessity, but I will be pardoned if I pause here to +become somewhat personal, to explain who and what I am and how I came +to be a pastor in Appleboro. To explain myself, then, I shall have to +go back to a spring morning long ago, when I was not a poor parish +priest, no, nor ever dreamed of becoming one, but was young Armand De +Rancé, a flower-crowned and singing pagan, holding up to the morning +sun the chalice of spring; joyous because I was of a perishable +beauty, dazzled because life gave me so much, proud of an old and +honored name, secure in ancestral wealth, loving laughter so much that +I looked with the raised eyebrow and the twisted lip at austerities +and prayers. + +If ever I reflected at all, it was to consider that I had nothing to +pray for, save that things might ever remain as they were: that I +should remain me, myself, young Armand De Rancé, loving and above all +beloved of that one sweet girl whom I loved with all my heart. Young, +wealthy, strong, beautiful, loving, and beloved! To hold all that, +crowded into the hollow of one boyish hand! Oh, it was too much! + +I do not think I had ever felt my own happiness so exquisitely as I +did upon that day which was to see the last of it. I was to go +a-Maying with her who had ever been as my own soul, since we were +children playing together. So I rode off to her home, an old house set +in its walled inclosure by the river. At the door somebody met me, +calling me by my name. I thought at first it had been a stranger. It +was her mother. And while I stood staring at her changed face she took +me by the hand and began to whisper in my ear ... what I had to know. +Blindly, like one bludgeoned on the head, I followed her into a +darkened room, and saw what lay there with closed eyes and hair still +wet from the river into which my girl had cast herself. + +No, I cannot put into words just what had happened; indeed, I never +really knew all. There was no public scandal, only great sorrow. But I +died that morning. The young and happy part of me died, and, only +half-alive I walked about among the living, dragging about with me the +corpse of what had been myself. Crushed by this horrible burden which +none saw but I, I was blind to the beauties of earth and deaf to the +mercies of heaven, until a great Voice called me to come out of the +sepulcher of myself; and I came--alive again, and free, of a strong +spirit, but with youth gone from it. Out of the void of an +irremediable disaster God had called me to His service, chastened and +humbled. + +"_Who is weak and I am not weak? who is offended and I burn not?_" + +And yet, although I knew my decision was irrevocable, I did not find +it easy to tell my mother. Then: + +"Little mother of my heart," I blurted, "my career is decided. I have +been called. I am for the Church." + +We were in her pleasant morning room, a beautiful room, and the lace +curtains were pushed aside to allow free ingress of air and sunlight. +Between the windows hung two objects my mother most greatly +cherished--one an enameled Petitot miniature, gold-framed, of a man in +the flower of his youth. His hair, beautiful as the hair of Absalom, +falls about his haughty, high-bred face, and so magnificently is he +clothed that when I was a child I used to associate him in my mind +with those "_captains and rulers, clothed most gorgeously, all of them +desirable young men, ... girdled with a girdle upon their loins, +exceeding in dyed attire upon their heads, all of them princes to look +to" ... whom Aholibah "doted upon when her eyes saw them portrayed +upon the walls in vermilion_." + +The other is an Audran engraving of that same man grown old and +stripped of beauty and of glory, as the leaf that falls and the flower +that fades. The somber habit of an order has replaced scarlet and +gold; and sackcloth, satin. Between the two pictures hangs an old +crucifix. For that is Armand De Rancé, glorious sinner, handsomest, +wealthiest, most gifted man of his day--and his a day of glorious men; +and this is Armand De Rancé, become the sad austere reformer of La +Trappe. + +My mother rose, walked over to the Abbé's pictures, and looked long +and with rather frightened eyes at him. Perhaps there was something in +the similarity to his of the fate which had come upon me who bore his +name, which caused her to turn so pale. I also am an Armand De Rancé, +of a cadet branch of that great house, which emigrated to the New +World when we French were founding colonies on the banks of the +Mississippi. + +Her hand went to her heart. Turning, she regarded me pitifully. + +"Oh, no, not that!" I reassured her. "I am at once too strong and not +strong enough for solitude and silence. Surely there is room and work +for one who would serve God through serving his fellow men, in the +open, is there not?" + +At that she kissed me. Not a whimper, although I am an only son and +the name dies with me, the old name of which she was so beautifully +proud! She had hoped to see my son wear my father's name and face and +thus bring back the lost husband she had so greatly loved; she had +prayed to see my children about her knees, and it must have cost her a +frightful anguish to renounce these sweet and consoling dreams, these +tender and human ambitions. Yet she did so, smiling, and kissed me on +the brow. + +Three months later I entered the Church; and because I was the last +De Rancé, and twenty four, and the day was to have been my +wedding-day, there fell upon me, sorely against my will, the halo of +sad romance. + +Endeared thus to the young, I suppose I grew into what I might call a +very popular preacher. Though I myself cannot see that I ever did much +actual good, since my friends praised my sermons for their "fine +Gallic flavor," and I made no enemies. + +But there was no rest for my spirit, until the Call came again, the +Call that may not be slighted, and bade me leave my sheltered place, +my pleasant lines, and go among the poor, to save my own soul alive. + +That is why and how the Bishop, my old and dear friend, after long +argument and many protests, at length yielded and had me transferred +from fashionable St. Jean Baptiste's to the poverty-stricken +missionary parish of sodden laboring folk in a South Carolina +coast-town: he meant to cure me, the good man! I should have the worst +at the outset. + +"And I hope you understand," said he, sorrowfully, "that this step +practically closes your career. Such a pity, for you could have gone +so far! You might even have worn the red hat. It is not hoping too +much that the last De Rancé, the namesake of the great Abbé, might +have finished as an American cardinal! But God's will be done. If you +must go, you must go." + +I said, respectfully, that I had to go. + +"Well, then, go and try it out to the uttermost," said the Bishop. +"And it may be that, if you do not kill yourself with overwork, you +may return to me cured, when you see the futility of the task you +wish to undertake." But I was never again to see his kind face in this +world. + +And then, as if to cut me off yet more completely from all ties, as if +to render my decision irrevocable, it was permitted of Providence that +the wheel of my fortune should take one last revolution. Henri Dupuis +of the banking house which bore his name shot himself through the head +one fine morning, and as he had been my guardian and was still the +executor of my father's estate, the whole De Rancé fortune went down +with him. All of it. Even the old house went, the old house which had +sheltered so many of the name these two hundred years. If I could have +grieved for anything it would have been that. Nothing was left except +the modest private fortune long since secured to my mother by my +father's affection. It had been a bridal gift, intended to cover her +personal expenses, her charities, and her pretty whims. Now it was to +stand between her and want. + +Stripped all but bare, and with one servant left of all our staff, we +turned our backs upon our old life, our old home, and faced the world +anew, in a strange place where nothing was familiar, and where I who +had begun so differently was destined to grow into what I have since +become--just an old priest, with but small reputation outside of his +few friends and poor working-folks. There! That is quite enough of +_me_! + +There was one pleasant feature of our new home that rejoiced me for my +mother's sake. From the very first she found neighbors who were +friendly and charming. Now my mother, when we came to Appleboro, was +still a beautiful woman, fair and rosy, with a profusion of _blonde +cendre_ curls just beginning to whiten, a sweet and arch face, and +eyes of clearest hazel, valanced with jet. She had been perhaps the +loveliest and most beloved woman of that proud and select circle which +is composed of families descended from the old noblesse, the most +exclusive circle of New Orleans society. And, as she said, nothing +could change nor alter the fact that no matter _what_ happened to us, +we were still De Rancés! + +"Ah! And was it, then, a De Rancé who had the holy Mother of God +painted in a family picture, with a scroll issuing from her lips +addressing him as 'My Cousin'?" I asked, slyly. + +"If it was, nobody in the world had a better right!" said she stoutly. + +Thus the serene and unquestioning faith of their estimate of +themselves in the scheme of things, as evidenced by these Carolina +folk around her, caused Madame De Rancé neither surprise nor +amusement. She understood. She shared many of their prejudices, and +she of all women could appreciate a pride that was almost equal to her +own. When they initiated her into the inevitable and inescapable +Carolina game of Matching Grandfathers, she always had a Roland for +their Oliver; and as they generally came back with an Oliver to match +her Roland, all the players retired with equal honors and mutual +respect. Every door in Appleboro at once opened wide to Madame De +Rancé. The difference in religion was obviated by the similarity of +Family. + +Fortunately, too, the Church and Parish House were not in the mill +district itself, a place shoved aside, full of sordid hideousness, +ribboned with railroad tracks, squalid with boarding-houses never free +from the smell of bad cooking, sinister with pawnshops, miserable with +depressingly ugly rows of small houses where the hands herded, and all +of it darkened by the grim shadow of the great red brick mills +themselves. Instead, our Church sits on a tree-shaded corner in the +old town, and the roomy white-piazza'd Parish House is next door, +embowered in the pleasantest of all gardens. + +That garden reconciled my mother to her exile, for I am afraid she had +regarded Appleboro with somewhat of the attitude of the castaway +sailor toward a desert island--a refuge after shipwreck, but a desert +island nevertheless, a place which cuts off one from one's world. And +when at first the poor, uncouth, sullen creatures who were a part of +my new charge, frightened and dismayed her, there was always the +garden to fly to for consolation. If she couldn't plant seeds of order +and cleanliness and morality and thrift in the sterile soil of poor +folks' minds, she could always plant seeds of color and beauty and +fragrance in her garden and be surer of the result. That garden was my +delight, too. I am sure no other equal space ever harbored so many +birds and bees and butterflies; and its scented dusks was the paradise +of moths. Great wonderful fellows clothed in kings' raiment, little +chaps colored like flowers and seashells and rainbows, there the airy +cohorts of the People of the Sky wheeled and danced and fluttered. Now +my grandfather and my father had been the friends of Audubon and of +Agassiz, and I myself had been the correspondent of Riley and Scudder +and Henry Edwards, for I love the People of the Sky more than all +created things. And when I watched them in my garden, I am sure it was +they who lent my heart their wings to lift it above the misery and +overwork and grief which surrounded me; I am sure I should have sunk +at times, if God had not sent me my little friends, the moths and +butterflies. + +Our grounds join Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's on one side and Judge +Hammond Mayne's are just behind us; so that the Judge's black Daddy +January can court our yellow Clélie over one fence, with coy and +delicate love-gifts of sugar-cane and sweet-potato pone in season; and +Miss Sally Ruth's roosters and ours can wholeheartedly pick each +other's eyes out through the other all the year round. These are fowls +with so firm a faith in the Mosaic code of an eye for an eye that when +Miss Sally Ruth has six blind of the right eye we have five blind of +the left. We are at times stung by the Mayne bees, but freely and +bountifully supplied with the Mayne honey, a product of fine flavor. +And our little dog Pitache made it the serious business of his life to +keep the Mayne cats in what he considered their proper bounds. + +Major Appleby Cartwright, our neighbor to the other side of Miss Sally +Ruth, has a theory that not alone by our fruits, but by our animals, +shall we be known for what we are. He insists that Pitache wags his +tail and barks in French and considers all cats Protestants, and that +Miss Sally Ruth's hens are all Presbyterians at heart, in spite of the +fact that her roosters are Mormons. The Major likewise insists that +you couldn't possibly hope to know the real Judge Hammond Mayne unless +you knew his pet cats. You admire that calm and imperturbable +dignity, that sphinxlike and yet vigilant poise of bearing which has +made Judge Mayne so notable an ornament of the bench? It is purely +feline: "He caught it from his cats, suh: he caught every God-blessed +bit of it from his cats!" + +As one may perceive, we have delicious neighbors! + +When we had been settled in Appleboro a little more than a year, and I +had gotten the parish wheels running fairly smooth, we discovered that +by my mother's French house-keeping, that exquisitely careful +house-keeping which uses everything and wastes nothing, my salary was +going to be quite sufficient to cover our modest ménage, thus leaving +my mother's own income practically intact. We could use it in the +parish; but there was so much to be done for that parish that we were +rather at a loss where to begin, or what one thing to accomplish among +so many things crying aloud. But finally, tackling what seemed to us +the worst of these crying evils, we were able to turn the two empty +rooms upstairs into what Madame pleasantly called Guest Rooms, thus +remedying, to the best of our ability, the absolute lack of any +accommodation for the sick and injured poor. And as time passed, these +Guest Rooms, so greatly needed, proved not how much but how little we +could do. We could only afford to maintain two beds on our small +allowance, for they had to be absolutely free, to help those for whom +they were intended--poor folks in immediate and dire need, for whom +the town had no other place except an insanitary room in the jail. You +could be born and baptized in the Guest Rooms, or shriven and sent +thence in hope. More often you were coaxed back to health under my +mother's nursing and Clélie's cooking and the skill of Doctor Walter +Westmoreland. + +No bill ever came to the Parish House from Dr. Walter Westmoreland, +whom my poor people look upon as a direct act of Providence in their +behalf. He is an enormous man, big and ruddy and baldheaded and +clean-shaven, with the shoulders of a coal-heaver and legs like a pair +of twin oaks. He is rather absent-minded, but he never forgets the +down-and-out Guest Roomers, and he has a genius for remembering the +mill-children. These are his dear and special charge. + +Westmoreland is a great doctor who chooses to live in a small town; he +says you can save as many lives in a little town as a big one, and +folks need you more. He is a socialist who looks upon rich people as +being merely poor people with money; an idealist, who will tell you +bluntly that revelations haven't ceased; they've only changed for the +better. + +Westmoreland has the courage of a gambler and the heart of a little +child. He likes to lay a huge hand upon my shoulder and tell me to my +teeth that heaven is a habit of heart and hell a condition of liver. I +do not always agree with him; but along with everybody else in +Appleboro, I love him. Of all the many goodnesses that God has shown +me, I do not count it least that this good and kind man was sent in +our need, to heal and befriend the broken and friendless waifs and +strays who found for a little space a resting place in our Guest +Rooms. + +And when I look back I know now that not lightly nor fortuitously was +I uprooted from my place and my people and sent hither to impinge upon +the lives of many who were to be dearer to me than all that had gone +before; I was not idly sent to know and love Westmoreland, and Mary +Virginia, and Laurence; and, above all, Slippy McGee, whom we of +Appleboro call the Butterfly Man. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE COMING OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +On a cold gray morning in December two members of my flock, Poles who +spoke but little English and that little very badly, were on their way +to their daily toil in the canning factory. It is a long walk from the +Poles' quarters to the factory, and the workpeople must start early, +for one is fined half an hour's time if one is five minutes late. The +short-cut is down the railroad tracks that run through the mill +district--for which cause we bury a yearly toll of the children of the +poor. + +Just beyond the freight sheds, signal tower, and water tank, is a +grade crossing where so many terrible things have happened that the +colored people call that place Dead Man's Crossin' and warn you not to +go by there of nights because the signal tower is haunted and Things +lurk in the rank growth behind the water tank, coming out to show +themselves after dark. If you _must_ pass it then you would better +turn your coat inside out, pull down your sleeves over your hands, and +be very careful to keep three fingers twisted for a Sign. This is a +specific against most ha'nts, though by no means able to scare away +all of them. Those at Dead Man's Crossin' are peculiarly malignant and +hard to scare. Maum Jinkey Delette saw one there once, coming down the +track faster than an express train, bigger than a cow, and waving +both his legs in his hands. Poor old Maum Jinkey was so scared that +she chattered her new false teeth out of her mouth, and she never +found those teeth to the day of her death, but had to mumble along as +best she could without them. + +Hurrying by Dead Man's Crossin', the workmen stumbled over a man lying +beside the tracks; his clothing was torn to shreds, he was wet with +the heavy night dew and covered with dirt, cinders, and partly +congealed blood, for his right leg had been ground to pulp. Peering at +this horrible object in the wan dusk of the early morning, they +thought he was dead like most of the others found there. + +For a moment the men hesitated, wondering whether it wouldn't be +better to leave him there to be found and removed by folks with more +time at their disposal. One doesn't like to lose time and be +consequently fined, on account of stopping to pick up a dead tramp; +particularly when Christmas is drawing near and money so much needed +that every penny counts. + +The thing on the ground, regaining for a fraction of a second a glint +of half-consciousness, quivered, moaned feebly, and lay still again. +Humanity prevailing, the Poles looked about for help, but as yet the +place was quite deserted. Grumbling, they wrenched a shutter off the +Agent's window, lifted the mangled tramp upon it, and made straight +for the Parish House; when accidents such as this happened to men such +as this, weren't the victims incontinently turned over to the Parish +House people? Indeed, there wasn't any place else for them, unless one +excepted the rough room at the jail; and the average small town +jail--ours wasn't any exception to the rule--is a place where a +decent veterinary would scruple to put a sick cur. With him the Poles +brought his sole luggage, a package tied up in oilskin, which they had +found lying partly under him. + +We had become accustomed to these sudden inroads of misfortune, so he +was carried upstairs to the front Guest Room, fortunately just then +empty. The Poles turned over to me the heavy package found with him, +stolidly requested a note to the Boss explaining their necessary +tardiness, and hurried away. They had done what they had to do, and +they had no further interest in him. Nobody had any interest in one of +the unknown tramps who got themselves killed or crippled at Dead Man's +Crossin'. + +The fellow was shockingly injured and we had some strenuous days and +nights with him, for that which had been a leg had to come off at the +knee; he had lain in the cold for some hours, he had sustained a +frightful shock, and he had lost considerable blood. I am sure that in +the hands of any physician less skilled and determined than +Westmoreland he must have gone out. But Westmoreland, with his jaw +set, followed his code and fenced with death for this apparently +worthless and forfeited life, using all his skill and finesse to +outwit the great Enemy; in spite of which, so attenuated was the man's +chance that we were astonished when he turned the corner--very, very +feebly--and we didn't have to place another pine box in the potter's +field, alongside other unmarked mounds whose occupants were other +unknown men, grim causes of Dead Man's Crossin's sinister name. + +The effects of the merciful drugs that had kept him quiet in time wore +away. Our man woke up one forenoon clear-headed, if hollow-eyed and +mortally weak. He looked about the unfamiliar room with wan curiosity, +then his eyes came to Clélie and myself, but he did not return the +greetings of either. He just stared; he asked no questions. Presently, +very feebly, he tried to move,--and found himself a cripple. He fell +back upon his pillow, gasping. A horrible scream broke from his +lips--a scream of brute rage and mortal fear, as of a trapped wild +beast. He began to revile heaven and earth, the doctor, myself. +Clélie, clapping her hands over her outraged ears, fled as if from +fiends. Indeed, never before nor since have I heard such a frightful, +inhuman power of profanity, such hideous oaths and threats. When +breath failed him he lay spent and trembling, his chest rising and +falling to his choking gasps. + +"You had better be thankful your life is spared you, young man," I +said a trifle sharply, my nerves being somewhat rasped; for I had +helped Westmoreland through more than one dreadful night, and I had +sat long hours by his pillow, waiting for what seemed the passing of a +soul. + +He glared. "Thankful?" he screamed, "Thankful, hell! I've got to have +two good legs to make any sort of a getaway, haven't I? Well, have I +got 'em? I'm down and out for fair, that's what! Thankful? You make me +sick! Honest to God, when you gas like that I feel like bashing in +your brain, if you've got any! You and your thankfulness!" He turned +his quivering face and stared at the wall, winking. I wondered, +heartsick, if I had ever seen a more hopelessly unprepossessing +creature. + +It was not so much physical, his curious ugliness; the dreadful thing +was that it seemed to be his spirit which informed his flesh, an +inherent unloveliness of soul upon which the body was modeled, worked +out faithfully, and so made visible. Figure to yourself one with the +fine shape of the welter-weight, steel-muscled, lithe, powerful, +springy, slim in the hips and waist, broad in the shoulders; the arms +unusually long, giving him a terrible reach, the head round, +well-shaped, covered with thick reddish hair; cold, light, and +intelligent eyes, full of animosity and suspicion, reminding you +unpleasantly of the rattlesnake's look, wary, deadly, and ready to +strike. When he thought, his forehead wrinkled. His lips shut upon +each other formidably and without softness, and the jaws thrust +forward with the effect as of balled fists. One ear was slightly +larger than the other, having the appearance of a swelling upon the +lobe. In this unlovely visage, filled with distrust and concentrated +venom, only the nose retained an incongruous and unexpected niceness. +It was a good straight nose, yet it had something of the pleasant +tiptiltedness of a child's. It was the sort of nose which should have +complemented a mouth formed for spontaneous laughter. It looked +lonesome and out of place in that set and lowering countenance, to +which the red straggling stubble of beard sprouting over jaws and +throat lent a more sinister note. + +We had had many a sad and terrible case in our Guest Rooms, but +somehow this seemed the saddest, hardest and most hopeless we had yet +encountered. + +For three weary weeks had we struggled with him, until the doctor, +sighing with physical relief, said he was out of danger and needed +only such nursing as he was sure to get. + +"One does one's duty as one finds it, of course," said the big doctor, +looking down at the unpromising face on the pillow, and shaking his +head. "Yes, yes, yes, one must do what's right, on the face of it, +come what will. There's no getting around _that!_" He glanced at me, a +shadow in his kind gray eyes. "But there are times, my friend, when I +wonder! Now, this morning I had to tell a working man his wife's got +to die. There's no help and no hope--she's got to die, and she a +mother of young children. So I have to try desperately," said the +doctor, rubbing his nose, "to cling tooth and claw to the hope that +there is Something behind the scenes that knows the forward-end of +things--sin and sorrow and disease and suffering and death things--and +uses them always for some beneficent purpose. But in the meantime the +mother dies, and here you and I have been used to save alive a poor +useless devil of a one-legged tramp, probably without his consent and +against his will, because it had to be and we couldn't do anything +else! Now, why? I can't help but wonder!" + +We looked down again, the two of us, at the face on the pillow. And I +wondered also, with even greater cause than the doctor; for I had +opened the oilskin package the Poles found, and it had given me +occasion for fear, reflection, and prayer. I was startled and alarmed +beyond words, for it contained tools of a curious and unusual +type,--not such tools as workmen carry abroad in the light of day. + +There was no one to whom I might confide that unpleasant discovery. I +simply could not terrify my mother, nor could I in common decency +burden the already overburdened doctor. Nor is our sheriff one to turn +to readily; he is not a man whose intelligence or heart one may +admire, respect, or depend upon. My guest had come to me with empty +pockets and a burglar's kit; a hint of that, and the sheriff had +camped on the Parish House front porch with a Winchester across his +knees and handcuffs jingling in his pockets. No, I couldn't consult +the law. + +I had yet a deeper and a better reason for waiting, which I find it +rather hard to set down in cold words. It is this: that as I grow +older I have grown more and more convinced that not fortuitously, not +by chance, never without real and inner purposes, are we allowed to +come vitally into each other's lives. I have walked up the steep sides +of Calvary to find out that when another wayfarer pauses for a space +beside us, it is because one has something to give, the other +something to receive. + +So, upon reflection, I took that oilskin package weighted down with +the seven deadly sins over to the church, and hid it under the statue +of St. Stanislaus, whom my Poles love, and before whom they come to +kneel and pray for particular favors. I tilted the saint back upon his +wooden stand, and thrust that package up to where his hands fold over +the sheaf of lilies he carries. St. Stanislaus is a beautiful and most +holy youth. No one would ever suspect _him_ of hiding under his brown +habit a burglar's kit! + +When I had done this, and stopped to say three Hail Marys for +guidance, I went back to the little room called my study, where my +books and papers and my butterfly cabinets and collecting outfits +were kept, and set myself seriously to studying my files of +newspapers, beginning at a date a week preceding my man's appearance. +Then: + + Slippy McGee + Makes Good His Name Once More. + Slips One Over On The Police. + Noted Burglar Escapes. + +said the glaring headlines in the New York papers. The dispatches were +dated from Atlanta, and when I turned to the Atlanta papers I found +them, too, headlining the escape of "Slippy McGee." + +I learned that "the slickest crook in America" finding himself +somewhat hampered in his native haunts, the seething underworld of New +York, because the police suspected him of certain daring and +mysterious burglaries although they had no positive proof against him, +had chosen to shift his base of operations South for awhile. But the +Southern authorities had been urgently warned to look out for him; in +consequence they had been so close upon his heels that he had been +surrounded while "on a job." Half an hour later, and he would have +gotten away with his plunder; but, although they were actually upon +him, by what seemed a miracle of daring and of luck he slipped through +their fingers, escaped under their very noses, leaving no clue to his +whereabouts. He was supposed to be still in hiding in Atlanta, though +as he had no known confederates and always worked alone and unaided, +the police were at a loss for information. The man had simply +vanished, after his wont, as if the earth had opened and swallowed +him. The papers gave rather full accounts of some of his past +exploits, from which one gathered that Slippy McGee was a very noted +personage in his chosen field. I sat for a long time staring at those +papers, and my thoughts were uneasy ones. What should I do? + +I presently decided that I could and must question my guest. So far he +had volunteered no information beyond the curt statement that his name +was John Flint and he was a hobo because he liked the trade. He had +been stealing a ride and he had slipped--and when he woke up we had +him and he hadn't his leg. And if some people knew how to be obliging +they'd make a noise like a hoop and roll away, so's other people could +pound their ear in peace, like that big stiff of a doctor ordered them +to do. + +As I stood by the bed and studied his sullen, suspicious, unfriendly +face, I came to the conclusion that if this were not McGee himself it +could very well be some one quite as dangerous. + +"Friend," said I, "we do not as a rule seek information about the +guests in these rooms. We do not have to; they explain themselves. I +should never question your assertion that your name is Flint, and I +sincerely hope it is Flint; but--there are reasons why I must and do +ask you for certain definite information about yourself." + +The hand lying upon the coverlet balled into a fist. + +"If John Flint's not fancy enough for you," he suggested truculently, +"suppose you call me Percy? Some peach of a moniker, Percy, ain't it?" + +"Percy?" + +"Sure, Percy," he grinned impudently. "But if you got a grouch against +Percy, can it, and make me Algy. _I_ don't mind. It's not _me_ +beefing about monikers; it's you." + +"I am also," said I, regarding him steadily and ignoring his +flippancy, "I am also obliged to ask you what is your occupation--when +you are not stealing rides?" + +"Looks like it might be answering questions just now, don't it? What +you want to know for? Whatever it is, I'm not able to do it now, am I? +But as you're so naturally bellyaching to know, why, I've been in the +ring." + +"So I presumed. Thank you," said I, politely. "And your name is John +Flint, or Percy, or Algy, just as I choose. Percy and Algy are rather +unusual names for a gentleman who has been in the ring, don't you +think?" + +"I think," he snarled, turned suddenly ferocious, "that I'm named what +I dam' please to be named, and no squeals from skypilots about it, +neither. Say! what you driving at, anyhow? If what I tell you ain't +satisfying, suppose you slip over a moniker to suit yourself--and go +away!" + +"Oh! Suppose then," said I, without taking my eyes from his, "suppose, +then, that I chose to call you--_Slippy McGee_?" + +I am sure that only his bodily weakness kept him from flying at my +throat. As it was, his long arms with the hands upon them outstretched +like a beast's claws, shot out ferociously. His face contracted +horribly, and of a sudden the sweat burst out upon it so blindingly +that he had to put up an arm and wipe it away. For a moment he lay +still, glaring, panting, helpless; while I stood and watched him +unmoved. + +"Ain't you the real little Sherlock Holmes, though?" he jeered +presently. "Got Old Sleuth skinned for fair and Nick Carter eating +out of your hand! You damned skypilot!" His voice cracked. "You're all +alike! Get a man on his back and then put the screws on him!" + +I made no reply; only a great compassion for this mistaken and +miserable creature surged like a wave over my heart. + +"For God's sake don't stand there staring like a bughouse owl!" he +gritted. "Well, what you going to do? Bawl for the bulls? What put you +wise?" + +"Help you to get well. No. I opened your bag--and looked up the +newspapers," I answered succinctly. + +"Huh! A fat lot of good it'll do me to get well now, won't it? You +think I ought to thank you for butting in and keeping me from dying +without knowing anything about it, don't you? Well, you got another +think coming. I don't. Ever hear of a pegleg in the ring? Ever hear of +a one-hoofed dip! A long time I'd be Slippy McGee playing +cat-and-mouse with the bulls, if I had to leave some of my legs home +when I needed them right there on the job, wouldn't I? Oh, sure!" + +"And was it," I wondered, "such a fine thing to be Slippy McGee, +flying from the police, that one should lament his--er--disappearance?" + +His eyes widened. He regarded me with pity as well as astonishment. + +"Didn't you read the papers?" he wondered in his turn. "There don't +many travel in _my_ class, skypilot! Why, I haven't _got_ any +equals--the best of them trail a mile behind. Ask the bulls, if you +want to know about Slippy McGee! And I let the happy dust alone. Most +dips are dopes, but I was too slick; I cut it out. I knew if the dope +once gets you, then the bulls get next. Not for Slippy. I've kept my +head clear, and that's how I've muddled theirs. They never get next to +anything until I've cleaned up and dusted. Why, honest to God, I can +open any box made, easy as easy, just like I can put it all over any +bull alive! That is," a spasm twisted his face and into his voice +crept the acute anguish of the artist deprived of all power to create, +"that is, I could--until I made that last getaway on a freight, and +this happened." + +"I am sorry," said I soothingly, "that you have lost your leg, of +course. But better to lose your leg than your soul, my son. Why, how +do you know--" + +He writhed. "Can it!" he implored. "Cut it out! Ain't I up against +enough now, for God's sake? Down and out--and nothing to do but have +my soul curry-combed and mashfed by a skypilot with _both_ his legs +and _all_ his mouth on him! Ain't it hell, though? Say, you better +send for the cops. I'd rather stand for the pen than the preaching. +What'd you do with my bag, anyway?" + +"But I really have no idea of preaching to you; and I would rather not +send for the police--afterwards, when you are better, you may do so if +you choose. You are a free agent. As for your bag, why--it is--it +is--in the keeping of the Church." + +"Huh!" said he, and twisted his mouth cynically. "Huh! Then it's +good-bye tools, I suppose. I'm no churchmember, thank God, but I've +heard that once the Church gets her clamps on anything worth while all +hell can't pry her loose." + +Now I don't know why, but at that, suddenly and inexplicably, as if I +had glimpsed a ray of light, I felt cheered. + +"Why, that's it exactly!" said I, smiling. "Once the Church gets real +hold of a thing--or a man--worth while, she holds on so fast that all +hell can't pry her loose. Won't you try to remember that, my son!" + +"If it's a joke, suck the marrow out of it yourself," said he sourly. +"It don't listen so horrible funny to me. And you haven't peeped yet +about what you're going to do. I'm waiting to hear. I'm real +interested." + +"Why, I really don't know yet," said I, still cheerfully. "Suppose we +wait and see? Here you are, safe and harmless enough for the present. +And God is good; perhaps He knows that you and I may need each other +more than you and the police need each other--who can tell? I should +simply set myself strictly to the task of getting entirely well, if I +were you--and let it go at that." + +He appeared to reflect; his forehead wrinkled painfully. + +"Devil-dodger," said he, after a pause, "are you just making a noise +with your face, or is that on the level?" + +"That's on the level." + +His hard and suspicious eyes bored into me. And as I held his glance, +a hint of wonder and amazement crept into his face. + +"God A'mighty! I believe him!" he gasped. And then, as if ashamed of +that real feeling, he scowled. + +"Say, if you're really on the level, I guess you'd better not be +flashing the name of Slippy McGee around promiscuous," he suggested +presently. "It won't do either you or me any good, see? And say, +parson,--forget Percy and Algy. How was I to know you'd be so white? +And look here: I did know a gink named John Flint, once. Only he was +called Reddy, because he'd got such a blazing red head and whiskers. +He's croaked, so he wouldn't mind me using his moniker, seeing it's +not doing him any good now." + +"Let us agree upon John Flint," I decided. + +"Help yourself," he agreed, equably. + +Clélie, with wrath and disapproval written upon every stiffened line, +brought him his broth, which he took with a better grace than I had +yet witnessed. He even added a muttered word of thanks. + +"It's funny," he reflected, when the yellow woman had left the room +with the empty bowl, "it's sure funny, but d'ye know, I'm lots easier +in my mind, knowing you know, and not having to think up a hard-luck +gag to hand out to you? I hate like hell to have to lie, except of +course when I need a smooth spiel for the cops. I guess I'll snooze a +bit now," he added, as I rose to leave the room. And as I reached the +door: + +"Parson?" + +"Well?" + +"Why--er--come in a bit to-night, will you? That is, if you've got +time. And look here: don't you get the notion in your bean I'm just +some little old two-by-four guy of a yegg or some poor nut of a dip. +I'm _not_. Why, I've been the whole show _and_ manager besides. Yep, +I'm Slippy McGee himself." + +He paused, to let this sink into my consciousness. I must confess that +I was more profoundly impressed than even he had any idea of. And +then, magnanimously, he added: "You're sure some white man, parson." + +"Thank you, John Flint," said I, with due modesty. + +Heaven knows why I should have been pleased and hopeful, but I was. My +guest was a criminal; he hadn't shown the slightest sign of +compunction or of shame; instead, he had betrayed a brazen pride. And +yet--I felt hopeful. Although I knew I was tacitly concealing a +burglar, my conscience remained clear and unclouded, and I had a calm +intuitive assurance of right. So deeply did I feel this that when I +went over to the church I placed before St. Stanislaus a small lamp +full of purest olive oil, which is expensive. I felt that he deserved +some compensation for hiding that package under his sheaf of lilies. + +The authorities of our small town knew, of course, that another +forlorn wretch was being cared for at the Parish House. But had not +the Parish House sheltered other such vagabonds? The sheriff saw no +reason to give himself the least concern, beyond making the most +casual inquiry. If I wanted the fellow, he was only too glad to let me +keep him. And who, indeed, would look for a notorious criminal in a +Parish House Guest Room? Who would connect that all too common +occurrence, a tramp maimed by the railroad, with, the mysterious +disappearance of the cracksman, Slippy McGee? So, for the present, I +could feel sure that the man was safe. + +And in the meantime, in the orderly proceeding of everyday life, while +he gained strength under my mother's wise and careful nursing and +Westmoreland's wise and careful overseeing, there came to him those +who were instruments for good--my mother first, whom, like Clélie, he +never called anything but "Madame" and whom, like Clélie, he presently +obeyed with unquestioning and childlike readiness. Now, Madame is a +truly wonderful person when she deals with people like him. Never for +a moment lowering her own natural and beautiful dignity, but without a +hint of condescension, Madame manages to find the just level upon +which both can stand as on common ground; then, without noise, she +helps, and she conveys the impression that thus noiselessly to help is +the only just, natural and beautiful thing for any decent person to +do, unless, perhaps, it might be to receive in the like spirit. + +Judge Mayne's son, Laurence, full of a fresh and boyish enthusiasm, +was such another instrument. He had a handsome, intelligent face, a +straight and beautiful body, and the pleasantest voice in the world. +His mother in her last years had been a fretful invalid, and to meet +her constant demands the judge and his son had developed an angelic +patience with weakness. They were both rather quiet and +undemonstrative, this father and son; the older man, in fact had a +stern visage at first glance, until one learned to know it as the face +of a man trained to restraint and endurance. As for the boy, no one +could long resist the shrewd, kind youngster, who could spend an hour +with the most unlikely invalid and leave him all the better for it. I +was unusually busy just then, Clélie frankly hated and feared the man +upstairs, my mother had her hands full, and there were many heavy and +lonesome hours which Laurence set himself the task of filling. I left +this to the boy himself, offering no suggestions. + +"Padre," said the boy to me, some time later, "that chap upstairs is +the hardest nut I ever tried to crack. There've been times when I felt +tempted to crack him with a sledge-hammer, if you want the truth. You +know, he always seemed to like me to read to him, but I've never been +able to discover whether or not he liked what I read. He never asked +me a single question, he never seemed interested enough to make a +comment. But I think that I've made a dent in him at last." + +"A dent! In Flint? With what adamantine pick, oh hardiest of miners!" + +"With a book. Guess!" + +"I couldn't. I give up." + +"The Bible!" said Laurence. + +The Bible! Had _I_ chosen to read it to him, he would have resented +it, been impervious, suspicious, hostile. I looked at the boy's +laughing face, and wondered, and wondered. + +"And how," said I, curious, "did you happen to pitch on the Bible?" + +"Why, I got to studying about this chap. I wanted something that'd +_reach him_. I was puzzled. And then I remembered hearing my father +say that the Bible is the most interesting book in the world because +it's the most personal. There's something in it for everybody. So I +thought there'd be something in it for John Flint, and I tried it on +him, without telling him what I was giving him. I just plunged right +in, head over heels. Lord, Padre, it _is_ a wonderful old book, isn't +it? Why, I got so lost in it myself that I forgot all about John +Flint, until I happened to glance up and see that he was up to the +eyes in it, just like I was! He likes the fights and he gloats over +the spoils. He's asking for more. I think of turning Paul loose on +him." + +"Well, if after the manner of men Paul fought with wild beasts at +Ephesus," I said hopefully. "I dare say he'll be able to hold his own +even with John Flint." + +"I like Paul best of all, myself," said Laurence. "You see, Padre, my +father and I have needed a dose of Paul more than once--to stiffen our +backbones. So I'm going to turn the fighting old saint loose on John +Flint. 'By, Padre;--I'll look in to-morrow--I left poor old Elijah up +in a cave with no water, and the ravens overdue!" + +He went down our garden path whistling, his cap on the back of his +head, and I looked after him with the warm and comforting sense that +the world is just that much better for such as he. + +The boy was now, in his last high school year, planning to study +law--all the Maynes took to law as a duck to water. Brave, +simple-hearted, direct, clear-thinking, scrupulously honorable,--this +was one of the diamonds used to cut the rough hard surface of Slippy +McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +NEIGHBORS + + +On a morning in late March, with a sweet and fresh wind blowing, a +clear sun shining, and a sky so full of soft white woolly clouds that +you might fancy the sky-people had turned their fleecy flock out to +graze in the deep blue pastures, Laurence Mayne and I brought John +Flint downstairs and rolled him out into the glad, green garden, in +the comfortable wheel-chair that the mill-people had given us for a +Christmas present; my mother and Clélie followed, and our little dog +Pitache marched ahead, putting on ridiculous airs of responsibility; +he being a dog with a great idea of his own importance and wholly +given over to the notion that nothing could go right if he were not +there to superintend and oversee it. + +The wistaria was in her zenith, girdling the tree-tops with amethyst; +the Cherokee rose had just begun to reign, all in snow-white velvet, +with a gold crown and a green girdle for greater glory; the greedy +brown grumbling bees came to her table in dusty cohorts, and over her +green bowers floated her gayer lovers the early butterflies, clothed +delicately as in kings' raiment. In the corners glowed the +ruby-colored Japanese quince, and the long sprays of that flower I +most dearly love, the spring-like spirea which the children call +bridal wreath, brushed you gently as you passed the gate. I never see +it deck itself in bridal white, I never inhale its shy, clean scent, +without a tightening of the throat, a misting of the eyes, a melting +of the heart. + +Across our garden and across Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's you could see in +Major Appleby Cartwright's yard the peach trees in pink party dresses, +ruffled by the wind. Down the paths marched my mother's daffodils and +hyacinths, with honey-breathing sweet alyssum in between. Robins and +wrens, orioles and mocking-birds, blue jays and jackdaws, thrushes and +blue-birds and cardinals, all were busy house-building; one heard +calls and answers, saw flashes of painted wings, followed by outbursts +of ecstasy. If one should lay one's ear to the ground on such a +morning I think one might hear the heart of the world. + +"_Hallelujah! Risen! Risen!_" breathed the glad, green things, pushing +from the warm mother-mold. + +"_Living! Living! Loving! Loving!_" flashed and fluted the flying +things, joyously. + +We wheeled our man out into this divine freshness of renewed life, +stopping the chair under a glossy, stately magnolia. My mother and +Clélie and Laurence and I bustled about to make him comfortable. +Pitache stood stock still, his tail stuck up like a sternly +admonishing forefinger, a-bossing everything and everybody. We spread +a light shawl over the man's knees, for it is not easy to bear a cruel +physical infirmity, to see oneself marred and crippled, in the growing +spring. He looked about him, snuffed, and wrinkled his forehead; his +eyes had something of the wistful, wondering satisfaction of an +animal's. He had never sat in a garden before, in all his life! Think +of it! + +Whenever we bring one of our Guest Roomers downstairs, Miss Sally Ruth +Dexter promptly comes to her side of the fence to look him over. She +came this morning, looked at our man critically, and showed plain +disapproval of him in every line of her face. + +On principle Miss Sally Ruth disapproves of most men and many women. +She does not believe in wasting too much sympathy upon people either; +she says folks get no more than they deserve and generally not half as +much. + +Miss Sally Ruth Dexter is a rather important person in Appleboro. She +is fifty-six years old, stout, brown-eyed, suffers from a congenital +incapacity to refrain from telling the unwelcome truth when people are +madly trying to save their faces,--she calls this being frank,--is +tactless, independent, generous, and the possessor of what she herself +complacently refers to as "a Figure." + +For a woman so convinced we're all full of natural and total +depravity, unoriginal sinners, worms of the dust, and the devil's +natural fire-fodder, Miss Sally Ruth manages to retain a simple and +unaffected goodness of practical charity toward the unelect, such as +makes one marvel. You may be predestined to be lost, but while you're +here you shall lack no jelly, wine, soup, chicken-with-cream, +preserves, gumbo, neither such marvelous raised bread as Miss Sally +Ruth knows how to make with a perfection beyond all praise. + +She has a tiny house and a tiny income, which satisfies her; she has +never married. She told my mother once, cheerfully, that she guessed +she must be one of those born eunuchs of the spirit the Bible +mentions--it was intended for her, and she was glad of it, for it had +certainly saved her a sight of worry and trouble. + +There is a cherished legend in our town that Major Appleby Cartwright +once went over to Savannah on a festive occasion and was there +joyously entertained by the honorable the Chatham Artillery. The +Chatham Artillery brews a Punch; insidious, delectable, deceptive, but +withal a pernicious strong drink that is raging, a wine that mocketh +and maketh mad. And they gave it to Major Appleby Cartwright in +copious draughts. + +Coming home upon the heels of this, the major arose, put on his Prince +Albert, donned his top hat, picked a huge bunch of zinnias, and at +nine o'clock in the morning marched over to Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's. + +We differ as to certain unimportant details of that historic call, but +we are in the main agreed upon the conversation that ensued. + +"Sally Ruth," said the major, depositing his bulky person in a rocking +chair, his hat upon the floor, and wiping his forehead with a spotless +handkerchief the size of a respectable sheet, "Sally Ruth, you like +Old Maids?" Here he presented the zinnias. + +"Why, I've got a yard full of 'em myself, Major. Whatever made you +bother to pick 'em? But to whom much hath more shall be given, I +suppose," said she, resignedly, and put them on the whatnot. + +"Sally Ruth," said the major solemnly, ignoring this indifferent +reception of his offering. "Sally Ruth, come to think of it, an Old +Maid's a miserable, stiff, scentless sort of a flower. You might +think, when you first glance at 'em, that they're just like any other +flowers, but they're not; they're without one single, solitary +redeemin' particle of sweetness! The Lord made 'em for a warnin' to +women. + +"What good under God's sky does it do you to be an old maid, Sally +Ruth? You're flyin' in the face of Providence. No lady should fly in +the face of Providence--she'd a sight better fly to the bosom of some +man, where she belongs. This mawnin' I looked out of my window and my +eye fell upon these unfortunate flowers. Right away I thought of you, +livin' over here all alone and by yourself, with no man's bosom to +lean on--you haven't really got anything but a few fowls and the Lord +to love, have you? And, Sally Ruth, tears came to my eyes. Talk not of +tears till you have seen the tears of warlike men! I believe it would +almost scare you to death to see me cryin', Sally Ruth! I got to +thinkin', and I said to myself: 'Appleby Cartwright, you have always +done your duty like a man. You charged up to the very muzzle of Yankee +guns once, and you weren't scared wu'th a damn! Are you goin' to be +scared now? There's a plain duty ahead of you; Sally Ruth's a fine +figure of a woman, and she ought to have a man's bosom to lean on. Go +offer Sally Ruth yours!' So here I am, Sally Ruth!" said the major +valiantly. + +Miss Sally Ruth regarded him critically; then: + +"You're drunk, Appleby Cartwright, that's what's the matter with you. +You and your bosom! Why, it's not respectable to talk like that! At +your age, too! I'm ashamed of you!" + +"I was a little upset, over in Savannah," admitted the major. "Those +fellows must have gotten me to swallow over a gallon of their infernal +brew--and it goes down like silk, too. Listen at me: don't you ever +let 'em make you drink a gallon of that punch, Sally Ruth." + +"I've seen its effects before. Go home and sleep it off," said Miss +Sally Ruth, not unkindly. "If you came over to warn me about filling +up on Artillery Punch, your duty's done--I've never been entertained +by the Chatham Artillery, and I don't ever expect to be. I suppose it +was intended for you to be a born goose, Appleby, so it'd be a waste +of time for me to fuss with you about it. Go on home, now, do, and let +Cæsar put you to bed. Tell him to tie a wet rag about your head and to +keep it wet. That'll help to cool you off." + +"Sally Ruth," said the major, laying his hand upon his heart and +trying desperately to focus her with an eye that would waver in spite +of him, "Sally Ruth, _somebody's_ got to do something for you, and it +might as well be me. My God, Sally Ruth, _you're settin' like +clabber!_ It's a shame; it's a cryin' shame, for you're a fine woman. +I don't mean to scare or flutter you, Sally Ruth,--no gentleman ought +to scare or flutter a lady--but I'm offerin' you my hand and heart; +here's my bosom for you to lean on." + +"That Savannah brew is worse even than I thought--it's run the man +stark crazy," said Miss Sally Ruth, viewing him with growing concern. + +"Me crazy! Why, I'm askin' you," said the major with awful dignity, +"I'm askin' you to marry me!" + +"Marry _you_? Marry fiddlesticks! Shucks!" said the lady. + +"You won't?" Amazement made him sag down in his chair. He stared at +her owl-like. "Woman," said he solemnly, "when I see my duty I try to +do it. But I warn you--it's your last chance." + +"I hope," said Miss Sally Ruth tartly, "that it's my last chance to +make a born fool of myself. Why, you old gasbag, if I had to stay in +the same house with you I'd be tempted to stick a darning needle in +you to hear you explode! Appleby, I'm like that woman that had a +chimney that smoked, a dog that growled, a parrot that swore, and a +cat that stayed out nights; _she_ didn't need a man--and no more do +I." + +"Sally Ruth," said the major feelingly, "when I came here this mawnin' +it wasn't for my own good--it was for yours. And to think this is all +the thanks I get for bein' willin' to sacrifice myself! My God! The +ingratitude of women!" + +He looked at Miss Sally Ruth, and Miss Sally Ruth looked at him. And +then suddenly, without a moment's warning, Miss Sally Ruth rose, and +took Major Appleby Cartwright, who on a time had charged Yankee guns +and hadn't been scared wu'th a damn, by the ear. She tugged, and the +major rose, as one pulled upward by his bootstraps. + +"Ouch! Turn loose! I take it back! The devil! It wasn't intended for +any mortal man to marry you--Sally Ruth, I wouldn't marry you now for +forty billion dollars and a mule! Turn loose, you hussy! Turn loose!" +screeched the major. + +Unheeding his anguished protests, which brought Judge Hammond Mayne on +the run, thinking somebody was being murdered, Miss Sally Ruth marched +her suitor out of her house and led him to her front gate. Here she +paused, jaws firmly set, eyes glittering, and, as with hooks of +steel, took firm hold upon the gallant major's other ear. Then she +shook him; his big crimson countenance, resembling a huge overripe +tomato, waggled deliriously to and fro. + +"I was born"--_shake_--"an old maid,"--_shake, shake, shake_--"I have +lived--by the grace of God"--_shake, shake, shake_--"an old maid, and +I expect"--_shake_--"to die an old maid! I don't propose to +have"--_shake_--"an old windbag offering _me_ his blubbery old +bosom"--_shake, shake, SHAKE_--"at this time of my life!--and don't +you forget it, Appleby Cartwright! _THERE!_ You go back home"--_shake, +shake, shake_--"and sober up, you old gander, you!" + +Major Appleby Cartwright stood not upon the order of his going, but +went at once, galloping as if a company of those Yankees with whom he +had once fought were upon his hindquarters with fixed bayonets. + +However, they being next-door neighbors and friends of a lifetime's +standing, peace was finally patched up. In Appleboro we do not mention +this historic meeting when either of the participants can hear us, +though it is one of our classics and no home is complete without it. +The Major ever afterward eschewed Artillery Punch. + +This morning, over the fence, Miss Sally Ruth addressed our invalid +directly and without prelude, after her wont. She doesn't believe in +beating about the bush: + +"The wages of walking up and down the earth and going to and fro in +it, tramping like Satan, is a lost leg. Not that it wasn't intended +you should lose yours--and I hope and pray it will be a lesson to +you." + +"Well, take it from me," he said grimly, "there's nobody but me +collecting my wages." + +A quick approval of this plain truth showed in Miss Sally Ruth's +snapping eyes. + +"Come!" said she, briskly. "If you've got sense enough to see _that_, +you're not so far away from the truth as you might be. Collecting your +wages is the good and the bad thing about life, I reckon. But +everything's intended, so you don't need to be too sorry for yourself, +any way you look at it. And you could just as well have lost _both_ +legs while you were at it, you know." She paused reflectively. "Let's +see: I've got chicken-broth and fresh rolls to-day--I'll send you over +some, after awhile." She nodded, and went back to her housework. + +Laurence went on to High School, Madame had her house to oversee, I +had many overdue calls; so we left Pitache and John Flint together, +out in the birdhaunted, sweet-scented, sun-dappled garden, in the +golden morning hours. No one can be quite heartless in a green garden, +quite hopeless in the spring, or quite desolate when there's a dog's +friendly nose to be thrust into one's hand. + +I am afraid that at first he missed all this; for he could think of +nothing but himself and that which had befallen him, coming upon him +as a bolt from the blue. He had had, heretofore, nothing but his +body--and now his body had betrayed him! It had become, not the +splendid engine which obeyed his slightest wish, but a drag upon him. +Realizing this acutely, untrained, undisciplined, he was savagely +sullen, impenetrably morose. He tired of Laurence's reading--I think +the boy's free quickness of movement, his well-knit, handsome body, +the fact that he could run and jump as pleased him, irked and chafed +the man new and unused to his own physical infirmity. + +He seemed to want none of us; I have seen him savagely repulse the +dog, who, shocked and outraged at this exhibition of depravity, +withdrew, casting backward glances of horrified and indignant +reproach. + +But as the lovely, peaceful, healing days passed, that bitter and +contracted heart had to expand somewhat. Gradually the ferocity faded, +leaving in its room an anxious and brooding wonder. God knows what +thoughts passed through that somber mind in those long hours, when, +concentrated upon himself, he must have faced the problem of his +future and, like one before an impassable stone wall, had to fall +back, baffled. He could be sure of only one thing: that never again +could he be what he had been once--"the slickest cracksman in +America." This in itself tortured him. Heretofore, life had been +exactly what he chose to make it: he had put himself to the test, and +he had proven himself the most daring, the coolest, shrewdest, most +cunning, in that sinister world in which he had shone with so evil a +light. _He had been Slippy McGee_. Sure of himself, his had been that +curious inverted pride which is the stigmata of the criminal. + +More than once I saw him writhe in his chair, tormented, shaken, spent +with futile curses, impotently lamenting his lost kingdom. He still +had the skill, the cold calculating brain, the wit, the will; and now, +by a cruel chance and a stupid accident, he had lost out! The end had +come for him, and he in his heyday! There were moments when, watching +him, I had the sensation as of witnessing almost visibly, here in our +calm sunny garden, the Dark Powers fighting openly for a soul. + +_"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against +principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of +this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."_ + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +UNDERWINGS + + +If I have not heretofore spoken of Mary Virginia, it is because all +that winter she and Mrs. Eustis had been away; and in consequence +Appleboro was dull enough. For the Eustises are our wealthiest and +most important family, just as the Eustis house, with its pillared, +Greek-temple-effect front, is by far the handsomest house in town. +When we have important folks to entertain, we look to the Eustises to +save our faces for us by putting them up at their house. + +One afternoon, shortly after we had gotten settled in Appleboro, I +came home to find my mother entertaining no less a personage than Mrs. +Eustis; she wasn't calling on the Catholic priest and his mother, you +understand; far from it! She was recognizing Armand De Rancé and Adele +de Marsignan! + +Mrs. Eustis was a fair, plump little partridge of a woman, so +perfectly satisfied with herself that brains, in her case, would have +amounted to a positive calamity. She is an instance of the fascination +a fool seems to have for men of undoubted powers of mind and heart, +for Eustis, who had both to an unusual degree, loved her devotedly, +even while he smiled at her. She had, after some years of +childlessness, laid him under an everlasting obligation by presenting +him with a daughter, an obligation deepened by the fact that the +child was in every sense her father's child, not her mother's. + +That afternoon she brought the little girl with her, to make our +acquaintance. When the child, shyly friendly, looked up, it seemed to +me for an anguished moment as if another little girl had walked out of +the past, so astonishingly like was she to that little lost playmate +of my youth. Right then and there Mary Virginia walked into my heart +and took possession, as of a place swept and garnished and long +waiting her coming. + +When we knew her better my mother used to say that if she could have +chosen a little girl instead of the little boy that had been I, she +must have chosen Mary Virginia Eustis out of all the world. + +Like Judge Mayne's Laurence, she chose to make the Parish House her +second home--for indeed my mother ever seemed to draw children to her, +as by some delightful magic. Here, then, the child learned to sew and +to embroider, to acquire beautiful housewifely accomplishments, and to +speak French with flawless perfection; she reaped the benefit of my +mother's girlhood spent in a convent in France; and Mrs. Eustis was +far too shrewd not to appreciate the value of this. And so we acquired +Mary Virginia. + +I watched the lovely miracle of her growth with an almost painful +tenderness. Had I not become a priest, had I realized those spring +hopes of mine; and had there been little children resembling their +mother, then my own little girls had been like this one. Even thus had +been their blue eyes, and theirs, too, such hair of such curling +blackness. + +The hours I spent with the little girl and Laurence helped me as well +as them; these fresh souls and growing minds freshened and revived +mine, and kept me young in heart. + +"We are all made of dust," said my mother once. "But Mary Virginia's +is star dust. Star dust, and dew, and morning gold," she added +musingly. + +"She simply cannot imagine evil, much less see it in anything or in +anybody," I told Madame, for at times the child's sheer innocence +troubled me for her. "One is puzzled how to bring home to this naïve +soul the ugly truth that all is not good. Now, Laurence is better +balanced. He takes people and events with a saving grain of +skepticism. But Mary Virginia is divinely blind." + +My mother regarded me with a tolerant smile. "Do not worry too much +over that divinely blind one, my son," said she. "I assure you, she is +quite capable of seeing a steeple in daylight! Observe this: yesterday +Laurence angered her, and she seized him by the hair and bumped his +head against the study wall--no mild thump, either! She has in her +quite enough of the leaven of unrighteousness to save her, at a +pinch--for Laurence was entirely right, she entirely wrong. Yet--she +made him apologize before she consented to forgive him, and he did it +gratefully. She allowed him to understand how magnanimous she was in +thus pardoning him for her own naughtiness, and he was deeply +impressed, as men-creatures should be under such circumstances. Such +wisdom, and she but a child! I was enchanted!" + +"Good heavens! Surely, Mother, I misunderstand you! Surely you +reproved her!" + +"Reprove her?" My mother's voice was full of astonishment. "Why should +I reprove her? She was perfectly right!" + +"Perfectly right? Why, you said--indeed, I assure you, you said that +Laurence had been entirely right, she entirely wrong!" + +"Oh, _that!_ I see; well, as for that, she was." + +"Then, surely--" + +"My son, a woman who is in the wrong is entirely right when she makes +the man apologize," said my mother firmly. "That is the Law, fixed as +the Medes' and the Persians', and she who forgets or ignores it is +ground between the upper and the nether millstones. Mary Virginia +remembered and obeyed. When she grows up you will all of you adore her +madly. Why, then, should she be reproved?" + +I have never been able to reflect upon Laurence getting his head +bumped and then gratefully apologizing to the darling shrew who did +it, without a cold wind stirring my hair. And yet--Laurence, and I, +too, love her all the more dearly for it! _Miserere, Domine!_ + +It was May when Mary Virginia came back to Appleboro. She had written +us a bubbling letter, telling us just when we were to expect her, and +how happy she was at the thought of being home once more. We, too, +rejoiced, for we had missed her sadly. My mother was so happy that she +planned a little intimate feast to celebrate the child's return. + +I remember how calm and mild an evening it was. At noon there had been +a refreshing shower, and the air was deliciously pure and clear, and +full of wet woodsy scents. The raindrops fringing the bushes became +prisms, a spiderweb was a fairy foot-bridge; and all our birds, +leaving for a moment such household torments as squalling insatiable +mouths that must be filled, became jubilant choristers. "The opulent +dyepots of the angels" had been emptied lavishly across the sky, and +the old Parish House lay steeped in a serene and heavenly glow, every +window glittering diamond-bright to the west. + +Next door Miss Sally Ruth was feeding and scolding her cooing pigeons, +which fluttered about her, lighting upon her shoulder, surrounding her +with a bright-colored living cloud; the judge's black cat Panch lay +along the Mayne side of the fence and blinked at them regretfully with +his slanting emerald eyes. From the Mayne kitchen-steps came, faintly, +Daddy January's sweet quavering old voice: + + "--Gwine tuh climb up higher 'n' higher, + Some uh dese days--" + +John Flint, silent, depressed, with folded lips and somber eyes, +hobbled about awkwardly, savagely training himself to use the crutches +Westmoreland had lately brought him. Very unlovely he looked, dragging +himself along like a wounded beast. The poor wretch struck a +discordant note in the sweet peacefulness of the spring evening; nor +could we say anything to comfort him, we who were not maimed. + +Came a high, sweet, shrill call at the gate; a high yelp of delight +from Pitache, hurtling himself forward like a woolly white cannonball; +a sound of light and flying feet; and Mary Virginia ran into the +garden, the little overjoyed dog leaping frantically about her. She +wore a white frock, and over it a light scarlet jacket. Her blue eyes +were dancing, lighting her sweet and fresh face, colored like a rose. +The gay little breeze that came along with her stirred her skirts, and +fluttered her scarlet ribbons, and the curls about her temples. You +might think Spring herself had paused for a lovely moment in the +Parish House garden and stood before you in this gracious and virginal +shape, at once delicate and vital. + +Miss Sally Ruth, scattering pigeons right and left, dashed to the +fence to call greetings. My mother, seizing the child by the arms, +held her off a moment, to look her over fondly; then, drawing her +closer, kissed her as a daughter is kissed. + +I laid my hand on the child's head, happy with that painful happiness +her presence always occasioned me, when she came back after an +absence--as if the Other Girl flashed into view for a quick moment, +and then was gone. Laurence, who had followed, stood looking down at +her with boyish condescension. + +"Huh! I can eat hominy off her head!" said he, aggravatingly. + +"Old Mister Biggity!" flashed Mary Virginia. And then she turned and +met, face to face, the fixed stare of John Flint, hanging upon his +crutches as one might upon a cross,--a stare long, still, intent, +curious, speculative, almost incredulous. + +"You are the Padre's last guest, aren't you?" her eyes were full of +gravest sympathy. "I'm so sorry you met with such a misfortune--but +I'm gladder you're alive. It's so good just to be alive in the spring, +isn't it?" She smiled at him directly, taking him, as it were, into a +pleasant confidence. She seemed perfectly unconscious of the evil +unloveliness of him; Mary Virginia always seemed to miss the evil, +passing it over as if it didn't exist. Instead, diving into the depths +of other personalities, always she brought to the surface whatever +pearl of good might lie concealed at the bottom. To her this sinister +cripple was simply another human being, with whose misfortune one must +sympathize humanly. + +Clélie, in a speckless white apron and a brand-new red-and-white +bandanna to do greater honor to the little girl whom she adored, set a +table under the trees and spread it with the thin dainty sandwiches, +the delectable little cakes, and the fine bonbons she and my mother +had made to celebrate the child's return. And we had tea, making very +merry, for she had a thousand amusing things to tell us, every airy +trifle informed with something of her own brave bright mirthful +spirit. John Flint sat nearby in the wheel chair, his crutches lying +beside it, and looked on silently and ate his cake and drank his tea +stolidly, as if it were no unusual thing for him to break bread in +such company. + +"Padre," said Mary Virginia with deep gravity. "My aunt Jenny says I'm +growing up. She says I'll have to put up my hair and let down my +frocks pretty soon, and that I'll probably be thinking of beaux in +another year, though she hopes to goodness I won't, until I've got +through with school at least." + +The almost unconscious imitation of Miss Jenny's pecking, birdlike +voice made me smile. + +"Beaux! Long skirts! Put up hair! Great Scott, will you listen to the +kid!" scoffed Laurence. "You everlasting little silly, you! P'tite +Madame, these cakes are certainly all to the good. May I have another +two or three, please!" + +"I'm 'most thirteen years old, Laurence Mayne," said Mary Virginia, +with dignity. "You're only seventeen, so you don't need to give +yourself such hateful airs. You're not too old to be greedy, anyhow. +Padre, _am_ I growing up?" + +"I fear so, my child," said I, gloomily. + +"You're not glad, either, are you, Padre?" + +"But you were such a delightful child," I temporized. + +"Oh, lovely!" said Laurence, eying her with unflattering +brotherliness. "And she had so much feeling, too, Mary Virginia! Why, +when I was sick once, she wanted me to die, so she could ride to my +funeral in the front carriage; she doted on funerals, the little +ghoul! She was horribly disappointed when I got better--she thought it +disobliging of me, and that I'd done it to spite her. Once, too, when +I tried to reason with her--and Mary Virginia needed reason if ever a +kid did--she bumped my head until I had knots on it. There's your +delightful Mary Virginia for you!" + +"Anyhow, you didn't die and become an angel--you stayed disagreeably +alive and you're going to become a lawyer," said Mary Virginia, too +gently. "And your head was bumpable, Laurence, though I'm sorry to say +I don't ever expect to bump it again. Why, I'm going away to school +and when I come back I'll be Miss Eustis, and you'll be Mr. Mayne! +Won't it be funny, though?" + +"I don't see anything funny in calling you Miss Eustis," said +Laurence, with boyish impatience. "And I'm certainly not going to +notice you if you're silly enough to call me Mister Mayne. I hope you +won't be a fool, Mary Virginia. So many girls are fools." He ate +another cake. + +"Not half as big fools as boys are, though," said she, +dispassionately. "My father says the man is always the bigger fool of +the two." + +Laurence snorted. "I wonder what we'll be like, though--both of us?" +he mused. + +"You? You're biggity now, but you'll be lots worse, then," said Mary +Virginia, with unflattering frankness. "I think you'll probably strut +like a turkey, and you'll be baldheaded, and wear double-lensed horn +spectacles, and spats, and your wife will call you 'Mr. Mayne' to your +face and 'Your Poppa' to the children, and she'll perfectly _despise_ +people like Madame and the Padre and me!" + +"You never did have any reasoning power, Mary Virginia," said +Laurence, with brotherly tact. "Our black cat Panch would put it all +over you. Allow me to inform you I'm _not_ biggity, miss! I'm +logical--something a girl can't understand. And I'd like to know what +you think _you're_ going to grow up to be?" + +"Oh, let's quit talking about it," she said petulantly. "I hate to +think of growing up. Grown ups don't seem to be happy--and _I_ want to +be happy!" She turned her head, and met once more the absorbed and +watchful stare of the man in the wheel-chair. + +"Weren't you sorry when you had to stop being a little boy and grow +up?" she asked him, wistfully. + +"Me?" he laughed harshly. "I couldn't say, miss. I guess I was born +grown up." His face darkened. + +"That wasn't a bit fair," said she, with instant sympathy. + +"There's a lot not fair," he told her, "when you're born and brought +up like I was. The worst is not so much what happens to you, though +that's pretty bad; it's that you don't know it's happening--and +there's nobody to put you wise. Why," his forehead puckered as if a +thought new to him had struck him, "why, your very looks get to be +different!" + +Mary Virginia started. "Oh, looks!" said she, thoughtfully. "Now, +isn't it curious for you to say just that, right now, for it reminds +me that I brought something to the Padre--something that set me to +thinking about people's looks, too,--and how you never can tell. Wait +a minute, and I'll show you." She reached for the pretty crocheted bag +she had brought with her, and drew from it a small pasteboard box. +None of us, idly watching her, dreamed that a moment big with fate was +upon us. I have often wondered how things would have turned out if +Mary Virginia had lost or forgotten that pasteboard box! + +"I happened to put my hand on a tree--and this little fellow moved, +and I caught him. I thought at first he was a part of the tree-trunk, +he looked so much like it," said the child, opening the little box. +Inside lay nothing more unusual than a dark-colored and rather ugly +gray moth, with his wings folded down. + +"One wouldn't think him pretty, would one?" said she, looking down at +the creature. + +"No," said Flint, who had wheeled nearer, and craned his neck over the +box. "No, miss, I shouldn't think I'd call something like that +pretty,"--he looked from the moth to Mary Virginia, a bit +disappointedly. + +Mary Virginia smiled, and picking up the little moth, held his body, +very gently, between her finger-tips. He fluttered, spreading out his +gray wings; and then one saw the beautiful pansy-like underwings, and +the glorious lower pair of scarlet velvet barred and bordered with +black. + +"I brought him along, thinking the Padre might like him, and tell me +something about him," said the little girl. "The Padre's crazy about +moths and butterflies, you must understand, and we're always on the +lookout to get them for him. I never found this particular one before, +and you can't imagine how I felt when he showed me what he had hidden +under that gray cloak of his!" + +"He's a member of a large and most respectable family, the Catocalæ," +I told her. "I'll take him, my dear, and thank you--there's always a +demand for the Catocalæ. And you may call him an Underwing, if you +prefer--that's his common name." + +"I got to thinking," said the little girl, thoughtfully, lifting her +clear and candid eyes to John Flint's. "I got to thinking, when he +threw aside his plain gray cloak and showed me his lovely underwings, +that he's like some people--people you'd think were very common, you +know. You couldn't be expected to know what was underneath, could you? +So you pass them by, thinking how ordinary, and matter of fact, and +uninteresting and even ugly they are, and you feel rather sorry for +them--because you don't know. But if you can once get close enough to +touch them--why, then you find out!" Her eyes grew deeper, and +brighter, as they do when she is moved; and the color came more +vividly to her cheek. "Don't you reckon," said she naïvely, "that +plenty of folks are like him? They're the sad color of the +street-dust, of course, for things do borrow from their surroundings, +didn't you know that? That's called protective mimicry, the Padre +says. So you only think of the dust-colored outside--and all the while +the underwings are right there, waiting for you to find them! Isn't it +wonderful and beautiful? And the best of all is, it's true!" + +The cripple in the chair put out his hand with a hint of timidity in +his manner; he was staring at Mary Virginia as if some of the light +within her had dimly penetrated his grosser substance. + +"Could I hold it--for a minute--in my own hand?" he asked, turning +brick-red. + +"Of course you may," said Mary Virginia pleasantly. "I see by the +Padre's face this isn't a rare moth--he's been here all along, only my +eyes have just been opened to him. I don't want him to go in any +collection. I don't want him to go anywhere, except back into the +air--I owe him that for what he taught me. So I'm sure the Padre won't +mind, if you'd like to set him free, yourself." + +She put the moth on the man's finger, delicately, for a Catocala is a +swift-winged little chap; it spread out its wings splendidly, as if to +show him its loveliness; then, darting upward, vanished into the cool +green depth of the shrubbery. + +"I remember running after a butterfly once, when I was a kid," said +he. "He came flying down our street, Lord knows where from, or why, +and I caught him after a chase. I thought he was the prettiest thing +ever my eyes had seen, and I wanted the worst way in the world to keep +him with me. A brown fellow he was, all sprinkled over with little +splotches of silver, as if there'd been plenty of the stuff on hand, +and it'd been laid on him thick. But after awhile I got to thinking +he'd feel like he was in jail, shut up in my hot fist. I couldn't bear +that, so I ran to the end of the street, to save him from the other +kids, and then I turned him loose and watched him beat it for the sky. +They're pretty things, butterflies. Somehow I always liked them better +than any other living creatures." He was staring after the moth, his +forehead wrinkled. He spoke almost unconsciously, and he certainly had +no idea that he had given us cause for a hopeful astonishment. + +Now, Mary Virginia's eyes had fallen, idly enough, upon John Flint's +hands lying loosely upon his knees. Her face brightened. + +"Padre," she suggested suddenly, "why don't you let him help you with +your butterflies? Look at his hands! Why, they're just exactly the +right sort to handle setting needles and mounting blocks, and to +stretch wings without loosening a scale. He could be taught in a few +lessons, and just think what a splendid help he could be! And you do +so need help with those insects of yours, Padre--I've heard you say +so, over and over." + +The child was right--John Flint did have good hands--large enough, +well-shaped, steel-muscled, powerful, with flexible, smooth-skinned, +sensitive fingers, the fingers of an expert lapidary rather than a +prize-fighter. + +"If you think there's any way I could help the parson for awhile, I'd +be proud to try, miss. It's true," he added casually, with a +sphinx-like immobility of countenance, "that I'm what might be called +handy with my fingers." + +"We'll call it settled, then," said Mary Virginia happily. + +Laurence took her home at dusk; it was a part of his daily life to +look after Mary Virginia, as one looks after a cherished little +sister. When they were younger the boy had often complained that she +might as well be his sister, she quarreled with him so much; and the +little girl said, bitterly, he was as disagreeable as if he'd been a +brother. In spite of which the little girl, for all her delicious +impertinences, looked up to the boy; and the boy had adored her, from +the time she gurgled at him from her cradle. + +My mother left us, and John Flint and I sat outdoors in the pleasant +twilight, he smoking the pipe Laurence had given him. + +"Parson," said he, abruptly, "Parson, you folks are swells, ain't you? +The real thing, I mean, you and Madame? Even the yellow nigger's a +lady nigger, ain't she?" + +"I am a poor priest, such as you see, my son, Madame is--Madame. And +Clélie is a good servant." + +"But you were born a swell, weren't you?" he persisted. "Old family, +swell diggings, trained flunkies, and all that?" + +"I was born a gentleman, if that is what you mean. Of an old family, +yes. And there was an old house--once." + +"How'd _you_ ever hit the trail for the Church? I wonder! But say, +you never asked me any more questions than you had to, so you can tell +me to shut up, if you want to. Not that I wouldn't like to know how +the Sam Hill the like of you ever got nabbed by the skypilots." + +"God called me through affliction, my son." + +"Oh," said my son, blankly. "Huh! But I bet you the best crib ever +cracked you were some peach of a boy before you got that 'S.O.S.'" + +"I was, like the young, the thoughtless young, a sinner." + +"I suppose," said he tentatively, after a pause, "that _I'm_ one hell +of a sinner myself, according to Hoyle, ain't I?" + +"I do not think it would injure you to change your--course of life, +nor yet your way of mentioning it," I said, feeling my way cautiously. +"But--we are bidden to remember there is more joy in heaven over one +sinner saved than over the ninety-and-nine just men." + +"Is that so? Well, it listens like good horse-sense to me," said Mr. +Flint, promptly. "Because, look here: you can rake in ninety-and-nine +boobs any old time--there's one born every time the clock ticks, +parson--but they don't land something like me every day, believe me! +And I bet you a stack of dollar chips a mile high there was some +song-and-dance in the sky-joint when they put one over on _you_ for +fair. Sure!" He puffed away at his pipe, and I, having nothing to say +to this fine reasoning, held my peace. + +"Parson, that kid's a swell, too, ain't she? And the boy?" + +"Laurence is the son of Judge Hammond Mayne." + +"And the little girl?" Insensibly his voice softened. + +"I suppose," I agreed, "that the little girl is what you might call a +swell, too." + +"I never," said he, reflectively, "came what you might call _talking_ +close to real swells before. I've seen 'em, of course--at a distance. +Some of 'em, taking 'em by and large, looked pretty punk, to me; some +of 'em was middling, and a few looked as if they might have the goods. +But none of 'em struck me as being real live breathing _people_, same +as other folks. Why, parson, some of those dames'd throw a fit, +fancying they was poisoned, if they had to breathe the same air with +folks like me--me being what I am and they being--what they think they +are. Yet here's you and Madame, the real thing--and the boy--and the +little girl--the little girl--" he stopped, staring at me dumbly, as +the vision of Mary Virginia rose before him. + +"She is, indeed, a dear, dear child," said I. His words stung me +somewhat, for once upon a time, I myself would have resented that such +as he should have breathed the same air with Mary Virginia. + +"I'd almost think I'd dreamed her," said he, thoughtfully, "that is, +if I was good enough to have dreams like that," he added hastily, with +his first touch of shame. "I've seen 'em from the Battery up, and some +of 'em was sure-enough queens, but I didn't know they came like this +one. She's bran-new to me, parson. Say, you just show me what she +wants me to help you with, and I'll do it. She seems to think I can, +and it oughtn't to be any harder than opening a time-vault, ought it?" + +"No," said I gravely, "I shouldn't think it would be. Though I never +opened a time-vault, you understand, and I hope and pray you'll never +touch one again, either. I'd rather you wouldn't even refer to it, +please. It makes me feel, rather--well, let's say _particeps +criminis_." + +"I suppose that's the polite for punching you in the wind," said he, +just as gravely. "And I didn't think you'd ever monkeyed with a vault; +why, you couldn't, not if you was to try till Gabriel did his little +turn in the morning--not unless you'd been caught when you were softer +and put wise. Man, it's a bigger job than you think, and you've got to +have the know-how and the nerve before you can put it over. But +there--I'll keep it dark, seeing you want me to." He stretched out his +hands, regarding them speculatively. "They _are_ classy mitts," he +remarked impersonally. "Yep, seemed like they were just naturally made +to--do what they did. They were built for fine work." At that his jaw +snapped; a spasm twitched his face; it darkened. + +"The work little Miss Eustis suggested for you," I insinuated hastily, +"is what very many people consider very fine work indeed. About one in +a thousand can do it properly." + +"Lead me to it," said he wearily, and without enthusiasm, "and turn me +loose. I'll do what I can, to please her. At least, until I can make a +getaway for keeps." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +ENTER KERRY + + +When I was first seen prowling along the roads and about the fields +stalking butterflies and diurnal moths with the caution of a red +Indian on the warpath and the stealth of a tiger in the jungle; when +mystified folk met me at night, a lantern suspended from my neck, a +haversack across my shoulders, a bottle-belt about my waist, and armed +with a butterfly net, the consensus of opinion was that poor Father De +Rancé was stark staring mad. Appleboro hadn't heretofore witnessed the +proceedings of the Brethren of the Net, and I had to do much patient +explaining; even then I am sure I must have left many firmly convinced +that I was not, in their own phrase, "all there." + +"Hey, you! Mister! Them worms is pizen! Them's _fever_-worms!" was +shrieked at me frenziedly by the country-folks, black and white, when +I was caught scooping up the hairy caterpillars of the tiger moths. +Even when it was understood that I wished caterpillars, cocoons, and +chrysalids, for the butterflies and moths they would later make, looks +of pitying contempt were cast upon me. That a grown man--particularly +a minister of the gospel, with not only his own but other people's +souls to save--should spend time hunting for worms, with which he +couldn't even bait a hook, awakened amazement. + +"What any man in his right mind wants with a thing that ain't nothin' +but wriggles an' hair on the outside an' sqush on the inside, beats +me!" was said more than once. + +"But all of them are interesting, some are valuable, and many grow +into very beautiful moths and butterflies," I ventured to defend +myself. + +"S'posin' they do? You can't eat 'em or wear 'em or plant 'em, can +you?" And really, you understand, I couldn't! + +"An' you mean to tell me to my face," said a scandalized farmer, +watching me assorting and naming the specimens taken from my field +box, "you mean to tell me you're givin' every one o' them bugs a +_name_, same's a baptized Christian? Adam named every livin' thing, +an' Adam called them things Caterpillars an' Butterflies. If it suited +him an' Eve and God A'mighty to have 'em called that an' nothin' else, +looks to me it had oughter suit anybody that's got a grain o'real +religion. If you go to call 'em anythin' else it's sinnin' agin the +Bible. I've heard all my life you Cath'lics don't take as much stock +in the Scripters as you'd oughter, but this thing o'callin' a wurrum +Adam named plain Caterpillar a--a--_what'd_ you say the dum beast's +name was? _My sufferin' Savior!_ is jest about the wust dern +foolishness yet! I lay it at the Pope's door, every mite o' it, an' +you'd better believe he'll have to answer for sech carryin's on, some +o' these days!" + +So many other things having been laid at the Pope's door, I held my +peace and made no futile attempt to clear the Holy Father of the dark +suspicion of having perpetrated their names upon certain of the +American lepidoptera. + +I had yet other darker madnesses; had I not been seen spreading upon +trees with a whitewash brush a mixture of brown sugar, stale beer, and +rum? + +Asked to explain this lunatic proceeding I could only say that I was +sugaring for moths; these airy fairy gentlemen having a very human +liking for a "wee drappie o't." + +"That amiable failin'," Major Appleby Cartwright decided, "is a credit +to them an' commends them to a respectful hearin'. On its face it +would seem to admit them to the ancient an' honorable brotherhood of +convivial man. But, suh, there's another side to this question, an' +it's this:--a creature that's got six perfectly good legs, not to +mention wings, an' still can't carry his liquor without bein' caught, +deserves his fate. It's not in my line to offer suggestions to an +allwise Providence, or I _might_ hint that a scoop-net an' a killing +jar in pickle for some two-legged topers out huntin' free drinks +wouldn't be such a bad idea at all." + +But as I pursued my buggy way--and displayed, save in this one +particular, what might truthfully be called ordinary common +sense--people gradually grew accustomed to it, looking upon me as a +mild and harmless lunatic whose inoffensive mania might safely be +indulged--nay, even humored. In consequence I was from time to time +inundated with every common thing that creeps, crawls, and flies. I +accepted gifts of bugs and caterpillars that filled my mother with +disgust and Clélie with horror; both of them hesitated to come into my +study, and I have known Clélie to be afraid to go to bed of a night +because the great red-horned "Hickory devil" was downstairs in a box, +and she was firmly convinced that this innocent worm harbored a +cold-blooded desire to crawl upstairs and bite her. That silly woman +will depart this life in the firm faith that all crawling creatures +came into the world with the single-hearted hope of biting her, above +all other mortals; and that having achieved the end for which they +were created, both they and she will immediately curl up and die. + +But alas, I had but scant time to devote to this enchanting and +engrossing study, which, properly pursued, will fill a man's days to +the brim. I gathered my specimens as I could and classified and +mounted them as it pleased God--until the advent of John Flint. + +Now, I must, with great reluctance, here set down the plain truth that +he, too, looked upon me at first with amaze not unmixed with rage and +contempt. Most caterpillars, you understand, feed upon food of their +own arbitrary choosing; and when they are in captivity one must +procure this particular aliment if one hopes to rear them. + +_Slippy McGee feeding bugs!_ It was about as hideous and devil-born a +contretemps as, say, putting a belted earl to peel potatoes or asking +an archbishop to clean cuspidors. The man boiled with offended dignity +and outraged pride. One could actually see him swell. He had expected +something quite different, and this apparently offensive triviality +disgusted and shocked him. I could see myself falling forty thousand +fathoms in his esteem, and I think he would have incontinently turned +his back upon me save for his promise to Mary Virginia. + +It is true that many of the caterpillars are ugly and formidable, poor +things, to the uninitiated eye, which fails to recognize under this +uncomely disguise the crowned and glorious citizens of the air. I had +just then a great Cecropia, an able-bodied green gentleman armed with +twelve thorn-like, sizable horns, and wearing, along with other +agreeable adornments, three yellow and four red arrangements like +growths of dwarf cactus plants on the segments behind his hard round +green head. + +Mr. Flint, with an ejaculation of horror, backed off on one crutch and +clubbed the other. + +"My God!" said he, "Kill it! Kill it!" I saved my green friend in the +nick of time. The man, with staring eyes, looked from me to the +caterpillar; then he leaned over and watched it, in grim silence. + +He knotted his forehead, made slits of his eyes, gulped, screwed his +mouth into the thin red line of deadly determination, and with every +nerve braced, even as a martyr braces himself for the stake or the +sword, put out his hand, up which the formidable-looking worm walked +leisurely. Death not immediately resulting from this daring act, he +controlled his shudders and breathed easier. The worm became less and +less terrifying; no longer appearing, say, the size of the boa +constrictor. A few moments of this harmless meandering about Mr. +Flint's hand and arm, and of a sudden he wore his true colors of an +inoffensive and law-abiding larva, anxious only to attend strictly to +his own legitimate business, the Gargantuan feeding of himself into +the pupa from which he would presently emerge one of the most +magnificent of native moths. Gingerly Mr. Flint picked him up between +thumb and fore-finger, and as gingerly dropped him back into the +breeding-cage. He squared his shoulders, wiped his brow, and drew a +long whistling breath. + +"Phe-ew! It took all my nerve to do it!" said he, frankly. "I felt for +a minute as if a strong-arm cop'd chased me up an alley and pulled his +gun on me. The feeling of a bug's legs on your bare skin is something +fierce at first, ain't it? But after _him_ none of 'em can scare me +any more. I could play tag with pink monkeys with blue tails and green +whiskers without sending in the hurry-call." + +The setting boards and blocks, the arrays of pins, needles, tubes, +forceps, jars and bottles, magnifying-glasses, microscope, slides, +drying-ovens, relaxing-box, cabinets, and above all, the mounted +specimens, raised his spirits somewhat. This, at least, looked +workman-like; this, at least, promised something better than stoking +worms! + +If not hopefully, at least willingly enough, he allowed himself to be +set to work. And that work had come in what some like to call the +psychological moment. At least it came--or was sent--just when he +needed it most. + +He soon discovered, as all beginners must, that there is very much +more to it than one might think; that here, too, one must pay for +exact knowledge with painstaking care and patient study and ceaseless +effort. He discovered how fatally easy it is to spoil a good specimen; +how fairy-fragile a wee wing is; how painted scales rub, and vanish +into thin air; how delicate antennæ break, and forelegs will +fiendishly depart hence; and that proper mounting, which results in a +perfect insect, is a task which requires practice, a sure eye, and an +expert, delicate, and dexterous touch. Also, that one must be +ceaselessly on guard lest the baleful little ant and other tiny curses +evade one's vigilance and render void one's best work. He learned +these and other salutary lessons, which tend to tone down an amateur's +conceit of his half-knowledge; and this chastened him. He felt his +pride at stake--he who could so expertly, with almost demoniac +ingenuity, force the costliest and most cunningly constructed +burglar-proof lock; he whose not idle boast was that he was handy with +his fingers! Slippy McGee baffled, at bay before a butterfly? And in +the presence of a mere priest and a girl-child? Never! He'd show us +what he could do when he really tried to try! + +Presently he wanted to classify; and he wanted to do it alone and +unaided--it looked easy enough. It irked him, pricked his pride, to +have to be always asking somebody else "what is this?" And right then +and there those inevitable difficulties that confront every earnest +and conscientious seeker at the beginning of his quest, arose, as the +fascinating living puzzles presented themselves for his solving. + +To classify correctly is not something one learns in a day, be he +never so willing and eager; as one may discover who cares to take half +a dozen plain, obscurely-colored small moths, and attempts to put them +in their proper places. + +Mr. Flint tried it--and those wretched creatures _wouldn't_ stay put. +It seemed to him that every time he looked at them they ought to be +somewhere else; always there was something--a bar, a stripe, a small +distinctive spot, a wing of peculiar shape, antennæ, or palpi, or +spur, to differentiate them. + +"Where the Sam Hill," he blazed, "do all these footy little devils +come from, anyhow? Where am I to put a beast of a bug when the next +one that's exactly like it is entirely different the next time you +look at it? There's too much beginning and no end at all to this +game!" + +For all that, he followed them up. I saw with pure joy that he refused +to dismiss anything carelessly, while he scorned to split hairs. He +had a regular course of procedure when he was puzzled. First he turned +the new insect over and over and glared at it from every possible +angle; then he rumpled his hair, gritted his teeth, squared his +shoulders and hurled himself into work. + +There was, for instance, the common Dione Vanillæ, that splendid Gulf +Fritillary which haunts all the highways of the South. She's a +long-wing, but she's not a Heliconian; she's a silver-spot, but she's +not an Argynnis. She bears a striking family likeness to her fine +relations, but she has certain structural peculiarities which +differentiate her. Whose word should he take for this, and why? +Wherein lay those differences? He began, patiently, with her +cylinder-shaped yellow-brown, orange-spotted caterpillar, on the +purple passion flowers in our garden; he watched it change into a +dark-brown chrysalis marked with a few pale spots; he saw emerge from +this the red-robed lady herself, with her long fulvous forewings, and +her shorter hind wings smocked with black velvet, and her under-frock +flushed with pinkish orange and spangled with silver. And yet, in +spite of her long marvelous tongue--he was beginning to find out that +no tool he had ever seen, and but few that God Himself makes, is so +wonderful as a butterfly's tongue--she hadn't been able to tell him +that about herself which he most wished to find out. _That_ called for +a deeper knowledge than he as yet possessed. + +But he knew that other men knew. And he had to know. He meant to know. +For the work gripped him as it does those marked and foreordained for +its service. That marvelous world in which the Little People dwell--a +world so absolutely different from ours that it might well be upon +another planet--began to open, slowly, slowly, one of its many +mysterious doors, allowing him just glimpse enough of what magic lay +beyond to fire his heart and to whet his appetite. And he couldn't +break into that world with a jimmy. It was burglar-proof. That portal +was so impervious to even the facile fingers of Slippy McGee, that +John Flint must pay the inevitable and appropriate toll to enter! + +Westmoreland had replaced his crutches with a wooden leg, and you +might see him stumping about our grounds, minutely examining the +underside of shrubs and bushes, the bark of trees, poking into corners +and crannies, or scraping in the mold under the fallen leaves by the +fences, for things which no longer filled him with aversion and +disgust, but with the student's interest and pleasure. + +"Think of me being in the same world with 'em all these years and not +knowing a thing about 'em when there's so much to know, and under my +skin stark crazy to learn it, only I didn't know I even wanted to know +what I really want to know more than anything else, until I had to +get dumped down here to find it out! I get the funniest sort of a +feeling, parson, that all along there's been a Me tucked away inside +my hide that's been loving these things ever since I was born. Not +just to catch and handle 'em, and stretch out their little wings, and +remember the names some bughouse high-brow wished on 'em, though all +that's in the feeling, too; it's something else, if I could make you +understand what I mean." + +I laughed. "I think I do understand," said I. "I have a Me like that +tucked away in mine, too, you know." + +He looked at me gravely. "Parson," said he, earnestly, "there's times +I wish you had a dozen kids, and every one of 'em twins! It's a shame +to think of some poor orphans swindled out of such a daddy as you'd +have made!" + +"Why," said I, smiling, "_You_ are one of my twins." + +"Me?" He reflected. "Maybe half of me might be, parson," he agreed, +"but it's not safe for a skypilot to be caught owning a twin like the +other half." + +"I'm pinning my faith to _my_ half," said I, serenely. + +"Now, why?" he asked, with sudden fierceness. "I turn it over and over +and over: it looks white on the outside, but I can't to save me figure +out _why_ you're doing it. Parson, _what_ have you got up your +sleeve?" + +"Nothing but my arm. What should you think?" + +"I don't know what to think, and that's the straight of it. What's +your game, anyhow? What in the name of God are you after?" + +"Why, I think," said I, "that in the name of God I'm after--that other +You that's been tucked away all these years, and couldn't get born +until a Me inside mine, just like himself, called him to come out and +be alive." + +He pondered this in silence. Then: + +"I'll take your word for it," said he. "Though if anybody'd ever told +me I'd be eating out of a parson's hand, I'd have pushed his face in +for him. Yep, I'm Fido! _Me!_" + +"At least you growl enough," said I, tartly. + +He eyed me askance. + +"Have I got to lick hands?" he snarled. + +I walked away, without a reply; through my shoulder-blades I could +feel him glaring after me. He followed, hobbling: + +"Parson!" + +"Well?" + +"If I'm not the sort that licks hands I'm not the sort that bites 'em, +neither. I'll tell you--it's this way: I--sort of get to chewing on +that infernal log of wood that's where my good leg used to grow +and--and splinters get into my temper--and I've _got_ to snarl or +burst wide open! You'd growl like the devil yourself, if you had to +try holding down my job for awhile, skypilot or no skypilot!" + +"Why--I dare say I should," said I, contritely. "But," I added, after +a pause, "I shouldn't be any the better for it, should you think?" + +"Not so you could notice," shortly. And after a moment he added, in an +altered voice: "Rule 1: Can the Squeal!" + +I think he most honestly tried to. It was no easy task, and I have +seen the sweat start upon his forehead and his face go pale, when in +his eagerness he forgot for a moment the cruel fact that he could no +longer move as lightly as of old--and the crippled body, betraying +him, reminded him all too swiftly of his mistake. + +The work saved him. For it is the heaven-sent sort of work, to those +ordained for it, that fills one's hours and leaves one eager for +further tasks. It called for all his oldtime ingenuity. His tools, for +instance--at times their limitations irked him, and he made others +more satisfactory to himself; tools adjusted to an insect's frail +body, not to a time-lock. Before that summer ended he could handle +even the frailest and tiniest specimen with such nice care that it was +delightful to watch him at work. The time was to come when he could +mend a torn wing or fix a broken antennas with such exquisite fidelity +to detail that even the most expert eye might well be deceived. + +I had only looked for a little temporary help, such as any intelligent +amateur might be able to furnish. But I was not long unaware that this +was more than a mere amateur. To quote himself, he had the goods, and +I realized with a mounting heart that I had made a find, if I could +only hold on to it. For the first time in years I could exchange +specimens. My cabinets began to fill out--with such perfect insects, +too! We added several rare ones, a circumstance to make any +entomologist look upon the world through rosy spectacles. Why, even +the scarce shy Cossus Centerensis came to our very doors, apparently +to fill a space awaiting him. Perhaps he was a Buddhist insect +undergoing reincarnation, and was anxious to acquire merit by +self-immolation. Anyhow, we acquired him, and I hope he acquired +merit. + +We had scores of insects in the drying ovens. We had more and ever more +in the breeding cages,--in our case simple home-made affairs of a keg +or a box with a fine wire-netting over the food plant; or a lamp-chimney +slipped over a potted plant with a bit of mosquito-netting tied over the +top, for the smaller forms. + +These cages were a never-failing source of delight and interest to the +children, and at their hands heaven rained caterpillars upon us that +season. Even my mother grew interested in the work, though Clélie +never ceased to look upon it as a horrid madness peculiar to white +people. + +"All Buckrahs is funny in dey haids," Daddy January consoled her when +she complained to him about it. "Dey gets all kind o' fool notions +'bout all kind o' fool t'ings. You ain't got to feel so bad--de Jedge +is lots wuss'n yo' boss is. Yo' boss kin see de bugs he run atter, but +my boss talk 'bout some kind o' bug he call Germ. I ax um what kind o' +bug is dat; an' he 'low you can't see um wid yo' eye. I ain't say so +to de Jedge, but _I_ 'low when you see bug you can't see wid yo' eye, +you best not seem um 'tall--case he must be some kind o' spook, an' +Gawd knows I ain't want to see no spook. Ef de bug ain't no spook, den +he mus' be eenside yo' haid, 'stead o' outside um, an' to hab bug on +de eenside o' yo' haid is de wuss kind o' bad luck. Anyhow, nobody but +Buckrah talk an' ack like dat, niggers is got mo' sense." + +We found, presently, a ready and a steady sale for our extra stock. We +could supply caterpillars, butterflies and moths, or chrysalids and +cocoons; we had some rather scarce ones; and then, our unmounted +specimens were so perfect, and our mounted ones so exquisitely done, +that we had but little trouble in disposing of them. Under the hand of +John Flint these last were really works of art. Not for nothing had +he boasted that he was handy with his fingers. + +The pretty common forms, framed hovering lifelike over delicately +pressed ferns and flowers, found even a readier market, for they were +really beautiful. Money had begun to come in--not largely, it is true, +but still steadily and surely. You must know how to handle your stock, +and you must be in touch with your market--scientists, students, +collectors,--and this, of course, takes time. We could supply the +larger dealers, too, although they pay less, and we had a modest +advertisement in one or two papers published for the profession, which +brought us orders. But let no one imagine that it is an easy task to +handle these frail bodies, these gossamer wings, so that naturalists +and collectors are glad to get them. Once or twice we lost valuable +shipments. + +Long since--in the late spring, to be exact, John Flint had moved out +of the Guest Room, needed for other occupants, into a two-roomed +outbuilding across the garden. Some former pastor had had it built for +an oratory and retreat, but now, covered with vines, it had stood for +many years unused, save as a sort of lumber room. + +When the troublesome question of where we might properly house him had +arisen, my mother hit upon these unused rooms as by direct +inspiration. She had them cleaned, repainted, scoured, and turned into +a pleasant well-lighted, airy workroom and living-room combined, and a +smaller and rather austere bedroom, with an inexpensive but very good +head of Christ over the mantel, and an old, old carved crucifix on the +wall beside the white iron bed. Laurence took from his own room a +Morris chair, whose somewhat frayed cushions my mother neatly +re-covered. Mary Virginia contributed a rug, as well as dressing-gown +and slippers. Miss Sally Ruth gave him outright a brand-new Bible, and +loaned him an old cedar-wood wardrobe which had been her +great-grandmother's, and which still smelt delicately of generations +of rose-leaved and lavendered linen. + +"All I ask," said Miss Sally Ruth sharply, "is that you'll read Paul +with your eyes open and your mouth shut, and that you'll keep your +clothes in that wardrobe and your moths out of it. If it was intended +for anybody to teach you anything, then Paul will teach you; but it +_wasn't_ intended for a cedar-wood wardrobe to hold moths, and I hope +you won't forget it!" + +Major Cartwright sent over a fishing-rod, a large jar of tobacco, and +a framed picture of General Lee. + +"Because no man, suh, could live under the same roof with even his +pictured semblance, and not be the bettah fo' it," said the major +earnestly. "I know. I've got to live with him myself. When I'm fair to +middlin' he's in the dinin' room. When I've skidded off the straight +an' narrow path I lock him up in the parlor, an' at such times I sleep +out on the po'ch. But when I'm at peace with man an' God I take him +into my bedroom an' look at him befo' retirin'. He's about as easy to +live with as the Angel Gabriel, but he's mighty bracin', Marse Robert +is: mighty bracin'!" + +Thus equipped, John Flint settled himself in his own house. It had +been a wise move, for he had the sense of proprietorship, privacy, and +freedom. He could come and go as he pleased, with no one to question. +He could work undisturbed, save for the children who brought him such +things as they could find. He put his breeding cages out on the +vine-covered piazzas surrounding two-sides of his house, arranged the +cabinets and boxes which had been removed from my study to his own, +nailed up a few shelves to suit himself, and set up housekeeping. + +My mother had been frankly delighted to have my creeping friends moved +out of the Parish House, and Clélie abated in her dislike of the +one-legged man because he had, in a way, removed from her a heretofore +never-absent fear of waking up some night and finding a caterpillar +under her bed. More yet, he entailed no extra work, for he flatly +refused to have her set foot in his rooms for the purpose of cleaning +them. He attended to that himself. The man was a marvel of neatness +and order. Mesdames, permit me to here remark that when a man is neat +and orderly no woman of Eve's daughters can compare with him. John +Flint's rooms would arouse the rabid envy of the cleanest and most +scourful she in Holland itself. + +Now as the months wore away there had sprung up between him, and Mary +Virginia and Laurence, one of those odd comradely friendships which +sometime unite the totally unlike with bonds hard to break. His +spotless workroom had a fascination for the youngsters. They were +always in and out, now with a cocoon, now an imago, now a larva, and +then again to see how those they had already brought were getting +along. + +The lame man was an unrivaled listener--a circumstance which endeared +him to youthful Laurence, in whom thoughts and the urge to express +these thoughts in words rose like sap. This fresh and untainted +confidence, poured out so naïvely, taught John Flint more than any +words or prayers of mine could have done. It opened to him a world +into which, his eyes had not heretofore been permitted to look; and +the result was all the more sure and certain, in that the children had +no faintest idea of the effect they were producing. They had no end to +gain, no ax to grind; they merely spoke the truth as they knew it, and +this unselfish and hopeful truthfulness aroused his interest and +curiosity; it even compelled his admiration. He couldn't dismiss +_this_ as "hot air"! + +I was more than glad to have him thus taught. It was a salutary +lesson, tending to temper his overweening confidence and to humble his +contemptuous pride. In his own world he had been supreme, a figure of +sinister importance. Brash had been crook or cop who had taught or +caught Slippy McGee! But in this new atmosphere, in which he breathed +with difficulty, the young had been given him for guides. They led +him, where a grownup had failed. + +Mary Virginia was particularly fond of him. He had as little to say to +her as to Laurence, but he looked at her with interested eyes that +never lost a movement; she knew he never missed a word, either; his +silence was friendly, and the little girl had a pleasant fashion of +taking folk for granted. Hers was one of those large natures which +give lavishly, shares itself freely, but does not demand much in +return. She gave with an open hand to her quiet listener--her books, +her music, her amusing and innocent views, her frank comments, her +truthfulness, her sweet brave gaiety; and he absorbed it like a +sponge. It delighted her to find and bring the proper food-plants for +his cages. And she being one of those who sing while they work, you +might hear her caroling like a lark, flitting about the old garden +with her red setter Kerry at her heels. + +Laurence no longer read aloud to him, but instead gave Flint such +books as he could find covering his particular study, and these were +devoured and pored over, and more begged for. Flint would go without +new clothes, neat as he was, and without tobacco, much as he liked to +smoke,--to buy books upon lepidoptera. + +He helped my mother with her flowers and her vegetables, but refused +to have anything to do with her chickens, remarking shortly that hens +were such fools he couldn't help hating them. Madame said she liked to +have him around, for he was more like some unobtrusive jinnee than a +mere mortal. She declared that John Flint had what the negroes call a +"growing hand"--he had only to stick a bit of green in the ground and +it grew like Jonah's gourd. + +Since he had begun to hobble about, he had gradually come to be +accepted by the town in general. They looked upon him as one who +shared Father De Rancé's madness, a tramp who was a hunter of bugs. It +explained his presence in the Parish House; I fancy it also explained +to some why he had been a tramp! + +Folks got used to him, as one does to anything one sees daily. The +pleasant conservative soft-voiced ladies who liked to call on Madame +of an afternoon and gossip Christianly, and drink tea and eat Clélie's +little cakes on our broad shady verandah, only glanced casually at the +bent head and shoulders visible through the screened window across the +garden. They said he was very interesting, of course, but painfully +shy and bashful. As for him, he was as horribly afraid of them as they +would have been of him, had they known. I could not always save +myself from the sin of smiling at an ironic situation. + +Judge Mayne had at first eyed the man askance, watching him as his own +cats might an interloping stray dog. + +"The fellow's not very prepossessing," he told me, of an evening when +he had dined with us, "but I've been on the bench long enough to be +skeptical of any fixed good or bad type--I've found that the criminal +type is any type that goes wrong; so I shouldn't go so far as to call +this chap a bad egg. But--I hope you are reasonably sure of him, +father?" + +"Reasonably," said I, composedly. + +"Laurence tells me Madame and Mary Virginia _like_ the fellow. H'm! +Well, I've acquired a little faith in the intuition of women--some +women, understand, and some times. And mark you, I didn't say +_judgment_. Let us hope that this is one of the times when faith in +intuition will be justified." + +Later, when he had had time to examine the work progressing under the +flexible fingers of the silent workman, he withdrew with more respect. + +"I suppose he's all right, if you think so, father. But I'd watch out +for him, anyway," he advised. + +"That is exactly what I intend to do." + +"Rather he fell into your hands than mine. Better for him," said the +judge, briefly. Then he launched into an intimate talk of Laurence, +and in thus talking of the boy's future, forgot my helper. + +That was it, exactly. The man was so unobtrusive without in the least +being furtive. Had so little to say; attended so strictly to his own +business, and showed himself so utterly and almost inhumanly +uninterested in anybody else's, that he kept in the background. He +was there, and people knew it; they were, in a sense, interested in +him, but not curious about him. + +One morning in early autumn--he had been with us then some eight or +nine months--I went over to his rooms with a New York newspaper in my +hand. It had news that set my heart to pounding sickeningly--news that +at once simplified and yet complicated matters. I hesitated as to +whether or not I should tell him, but decided that whatever effect +that news might produce, I would deal with him openly, above board, +and always with truth. He must act and judge for himself and with his +eyes open. On my part there should be no concealment. + +The paper stated that the body of a man found floating in the East +River had been positively identified by the police as that of Slippy +McGee. That the noted crook had gotten back into New York through the +cunning dragnet so carefully spread for him was another proof of his +daring and dexterity. How he met the dark fate which set him adrift, +battered and dreadful, in the East River, was another of those +underworld crimes that remain unsolved. Cunning and dangerous, +mysterious in his life, baffling all efforts to get at him, he was as +evilly mysterious in his death. There was only one thing sure--that +this dead wretch with the marks of violence upon him was Slippy McGee; +and since his breath had ceased, the authorities could breathe easier. + +He read it deliberately; then re-read it, and sat and stared at the +paper. A slow grim smile came to his lips, and he took his chin in his +hand, musingly. The eyes narrowed, the face darkened, the jaw thrust +itself forward. + +"Dead, huh?" he grunted, and stared about him, with a slow, twisting +movement of the head. "Well--I might just as well be, as buried alive +in a jay-dump at the tail-end of all creation!" Once again the Powers +of Darkness swooped down and wrestled with and for him; and knowing +what I knew, sick at heart, I trembled for him. + +"What am _I_ doing here, anyhow?" he snarled with his lips drawn back +from his teeth. "Piddling with bugs--_Me!_ Patching up their dinky +little wings and stretching out their dam' little legs and feelers--me +being what I am, and they being what they are! Say, I've got to quit +this, once for all I've got to quit it. I'm not a _man_ any more. I'm +a dead one, a he-granny cutting silo for lady-worms and drynursing +their interesting little babies. My God! _Me!_" And he threw his hands +above his head with a gesture of rage and despair. + +"Hanging on here like a boob--no wonder they think I'm dead! If I +could just make a getaway and pull off one more good job and land +enough--" + +"You couldn't keep it, if you did land it--your sort can't. You know +how it went before--the women and the sharks got it. There'd be always +that same incentive to pull off just one more to keep you going--until +you'd pulled yourself behind bars, and stayed there. And there's the +drug-danger, too. If you escaped so far, it was because so far you had +the strength to let drugs alone. But the drugs get you, sooner or +later, do they not? Have you not told me over and over again that +'nearly all dips are dopes'? That first the dope gets you--and then +the law? No. You can't pull off anything that won't pull you into +hell. We have gone over this thing often enough, haven't we?" + +"No, we haven't. And I haven't had a chance to pull off +anything--except leaves for bugs. _Me!_ I want to get my hand in once +more, I tell you! I want to pull off a stunt that'll make the whole +bunch of bulls sit up and bellow for fair--and I can do it, easy as +easy. Think I've croaked, do they? And they can all snooze on their +peg-posts, now I'm a stiff? Well, by cripes, I just want half of a +half of a chance, and I'll show 'em Slippy McGee's good and plenty +alive!" + +"Come out into the garden, my son, and feel that you are good and +plenty alive. Come out into the free air. Hold on tight, a little +while longer!" + +I laid my hand upon his shoulder compellingly, and although he glared +at me, and ground his teeth, and lifted his lip, he came; unwillingly, +swearing under his breath, he came. We tramped up and down the garden +paths, up and down, and back again, his wooden peg making a round +hole, like a hoofmark, in the earth. He stared down at it, spat +savagely upon it, and swore horribly, but not too loudly. + +"I want to feel like a live man!" he gritted. "A live man, not a +one-legged mucker with a beard like a Dutch bomb-thrower's, puttering +about a skypilot's backyard on the wrong side of everything!" + +"Stick it out a little longer, John Flint; hold fast!" + +"Hold fast to what?" he demanded savagely. "To a bug stuck on a +needle?" + +"Yes. And to me who trusts you. To Madame who likes you. To the dear +child who put bug and needle into your hand because she knew it was +good work and trusted your hand to do it. And more than all, to that +other Me you're finding--your own true self, John Flint! Hold fast, +hold fast!" + +He stopped and stared at me. + +"I'm believing him again!" said he, grievously. "I've been sat on +while I was hot, and my number's marked on me, 23. I'm hoodooed, +that's what!" + +Tramp, tramp, stump, stump, up and down, the two of us. + +"All right, devil-dodger," said he wearily, after a long sullen +silence. "I'll stick it out a bit longer, to please you. You've been +white--the lot of you. But look here--if I beat it some night ... with +what I can find, why, I'm warning you: don't blame _me_--you're +running your risks, and it'll be up to _you_ to explain!" + +"When you want to go, John Flint--when you really and truly want to +go, why, take anything I have that you may fancy, my son. I give it +you beforehand." + +"I don't want anything given to me beforehand!" he growled. "I want to +take what I want to take without anybody's leave!" + +"Very well, then; take what you want to take, without anybody's leave! +I shall be able to do without it, I dare say." + +He turned upon me furiously: + +"Oh, yes, I guess you can! You'd do without eating and breathing too, +I suppose, if you could manage it! You do without too blamed much +right now, trying to beat yourself to being a saint! Of course I'd +help myself and leave you to go without--you're enough to make a man +ache to shoot some sense into you with a cannon! And for God's sake, +_who_ are you pinching and scraping and going without _for_? A bunch +of hickey factory-shuckers that haven't got sense enough to talk +American, and a lot of mill-hands with beans on 'em like bone buttons! +They ain't worth it. While I'm in the humor, take it from me there +ain't anybody worth anything anyhow!" + +"Oh, Mr. Flint! What a shame and a sin!" called another voice. "Oh, +Mr. Flint, I'm ashamed of you!" There in the freedom of the Saturday +morning sunlight stood Mary Virginia, her red Irish setter Kerry +beside her. + +"I came over," said she, "to see how the baby-moths are getting on +this morning, and to know if the last hairy gentleman I brought spins +into a cocoon or buries himself in the ground. And then I heard Mr. +Flint--and what he said is unkind, and untrue, and not a bit like him. +Why, everybody's worth everything you can do for them--only some are +worth more." + +The wild wrath died out of his face. As usual, he softened at sight of +her. + +"Oh, well, miss, I wasn't thinking of the like of you--and him," he +jerked his head at me, half apologetically, "nor young Mayne, nor the +little Madame. You're different." + +"Why, no, we aren't, really," said Mary Virginia, puckering her brows +adorably. "We only _seem_ to be different--but we are just exactly +like everybody else, only _we_ know it, and some people never can seem +to find it out--and there's the difference! You see?" That was the +befuddled manner in which Mary Virginia very often explained things. +If God was good to you, you got a little glimmer of what she meant and +was trying to tell you. Mary Virginia often talked as the alchemists +used to write--cryptically, abstrusely, as if to hide the golden truth +from all but the initiate. + +"Come and shake hands with Mr. Flint, Kerry," said she to the setter. +"I want you to help make him understand things it's high time he +should know. Nobody can do that better than a good dog can." + +Kerry looked a trifle doubtful, but having been told to do a certain +thing, he obeyed, as a good dog does. Gravely he sat up and held out +an obedient paw, which the man took mechanically. But meeting the +clear hazel eyes, he dropped his hand upon the shining head with the +gesture of one who desires to become friends. Accepting this, Kerry +reached up a nose and nuzzled. Then he wagged his plumy tail. + +"There!" said Mary Virginia, delightedly. "Now, don't you see how +horrid it was to talk the way you talked? Why, Kerry _likes_ you, and +Kerry is a sensible dog." + +"Yes, miss," and he looked at Mary Virginia very much as the dog did, +trustingly, but a little bewildered. + +"Aren't you sorry you said that?" + +"Y-e-s, seeing you seem to think it was wrong." + +"Well, you'll know better from now on," said Mary Virginia, +comfortingly. She looked at him searchingly for a minute, and he met +her look without flinching. That had been the one hopeful sign, from +the first--that he never refused to meet your glance, but gave you +back one just as steady, if more suspicious. + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, "you've about made up your mind to +stay on here with the Padre, haven't you? For a good long while, at +any rate? You wouldn't like to leave the Padre, would you?" + +He stiffened. One could see the struggle within him. + +"Well, miss, I can't see but that I've just got to stay on--for +awhile. Until he's tired of me and my ways, anyhow," he said gloomily. + +Mary Virginia dismissed my tiredness with an airy wave of her hand. +She smiled. + +"Do you know," said she earnestly, "I've had the funniest idea about +you, from the very first time I saw you? Well, I have. I've somehow +got the notion that you and the Padre _belong_. I think that's why you +came. I think you belong right here, in that darling little house, +studying butterflies and mounting them so beautifully they look alive. +I think you're never going to go away anywhere any more, but that +you're going to stay right here as long as you live!" + +His face turned an ugly white, and his mouth fell open. He looked at +Mary Virginia almost with horror--Saul might have looked thus at the +Witch of Endor when she summoned the shade of Samuel to tell him that +the kingdom had been rent from his hand and his fate was upon him. + +Mary Virginia nodded, thoughtfully. + +"I feel so sure of it," said she, confidently, "that I'm going to ask +you to do me a favor. I want you to take care of Kerry for me. You +know I'm going away to school next week, and--he can't stay at home +when I'm not there. My father's away frequently, and he couldn't take +Kerry about with him, of course. And he couldn't be left with the +servants--somehow he doesn't like the colored people. He always growls +at them, and they're afraid of him. And my mother dislikes dogs +intensely--she's afraid of them, except those horrible little +toy-things that aren't _dogs_ any more." The scorn of the real +dog-lover was in her voice. "Kerry's used to the Parish House. He +loves the Padre, he'll soon love you, and he likes to play with +Pitache, so Madame wouldn't mind his being here. And--I'd be more +satisfied in my mind if he were with somebody that--that needed +him--and would like him a whole lot--somebody like you," she finished. + +Now, Mary Virginia regarded Kerry even as the apple of her eye. The +dog was a noble and beautiful specimen of his race, thoroughbred to +the bone, a fine field dog, and the pride of the child's heart. He was +what only that most delightful of dogs, a thoroughbred Irish setter, +can be. John Flint gasped. Something perplexed, incredulous, painful, +dazzled, crept into his face and looked out of his eyes. + +"_Me_?" he gasped. "You mean you're willing to let me keep your dog +for you? Yours?" + +"I want to _give_ him to you," said Mary Virginia bravely enough, +though her voice trembled. "I am perfectly sure you'll love +him--better than any one else in the world would, except me myself. I +don't know why I know that, but I do know it. If you wanted to go +away, later on, why, you could turn him over to the Padre, because of +course you wouldn't want to have a dog following you about everywhere. +They're a lot of bother. But--somehow, I think you'll keep him. I +think you'll love him. He--he's a darling dog." She was too proud to +turn her head aside, but two large tears rolled down her cheeks, like +dew upon a rose. + +John Flint stood stock-still, looking from her to the dog, and back +again. Kerry, sensing that something was wrong with his little +mistress, pawed her skirts and whined. + +"Now I come to think of it," said John Flint slowly, "I never had +anything--anything alive, I mean--belong to me before." + +Mary Virginia glanced up at him shrewdly, and smiled through her +tears. Her smile makes a funny delicious red V of her lower lip, and +is altogether adorable and seductive. + +"That's just exactly why you thought nobody was worth anything," she +said. Then she bent over her dog and kissed him between his beautiful +hazel eyes. + +"Kerry, dear," said she, "Kerry, dear Kerry, you don't belong to me +any more. I--I've got to go away to school--and you know you wouldn't +be happy at home without me. You belong to Mr. Flint now, and I'm sure +he needs you, and I know he'll love you almost as much as I do, and +he'll be very, very good to you. So you're to stay with him, +and--stand by him and be his dog, like you were mine. You'll remember, +Kerry? Good-by, my dear, dear, darling dog!" She kissed him again, +patted him, and thrust his collar into his new owner's hand. + +"Go--good-by, everybody!" said she, in a muffled voice, and ran. I +think she would have cried childishly in another moment; and she was +trying hard to remember that she was growing up! + +John Flint stood staring after her, his hand on the dog's collar, +holding him in. His face was still without a vestige of color, and his +eyes glittered. Then his other hand crept out to touch the dog's +head. + +"It's wet--where she dropped tears on it! Parson ... she's given me +her dog ... that she loves enough to cry over!" + +"He's a very fine dog, and she has had him and loved him from his +puppyhood," I reminded him. And I added, with a wily tongue: "You can +always turn him over to me, you know--if you decide to take to the +road and wish to get rid of a troublesome companion. A dog is bad +company for a man who wishes to dodge the police." + +But he only shook his head. His eyes were troubled, and his forehead +wrinkled. + +"Parson," said he, hesitatingly, "did you ever feel like you'd been +caught by--by Something reaching down out of the dark? Something big +that you couldn't see and couldn't ever hope to get away from, because +it's always on the job? Ain't it a hell of a feeling?" + +"Yes," I agreed. "I've felt--caught by that Something, too. And it is +at first a terrifying sensation. Until--you learn to be glad." + +"You're caught--and you know under your hat you're never going to be +able to get away any more. It'll hold you till you die!" said he, a +little wildly. "My God! I'm caught! First It bit off a leg on me, so I +couldn't run. Then It wished you and your bugs on me. And now--Yes, +sir; I'm done for. That kid got my goat this morning. My God, who'd +believe it? But it's true: I'm done for. She gave me her dog and she +got my goat!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +"THY SERVANT WILL GO AND FIGHT WITH THIS PHILISTINE" + 1 Sam. 17: 32. + + +Mary Virginia had gone, weeping and bewept, and the spirit of youth +seemed to have gone with her, leaving the Parish House darkened +because of its absence. A sorrowful quiet brooded over the garden that +no longer echoed a caroling voice. Kerry, seeking vainly for the +little mistress, would come whining back to John Flint, and look up +mutely into his face; and finding no promise there, lie down, +whimpering, at his feet. The man seemed as desolate as the dog, +because of the child's departure. + +"When I come back," Mary Virginia said to him at parting, "I expect +you'll know more about moths and butterflies than anybody else in the +world does. You're that sort. I'd love to be here, watching you grow +up into it, but I've got to go away and grow up into something myself. +I'm very glad you came here, Mr. Flint. You've helped me, lots." + +"Me?" with husky astonishment. + +"You, of course," said the child, serenely. "Because you are such a +good man, Mr. Flint, and so patient, and you stick at what you try to +do until you do it better than anybody else does. Often and often when +I've been trying to do sums--I'm frightfully stupid about +arithmetic--and I wanted to give up, I'd think of you over here just +trying and trying and keeping right on trying, until you'd gotten what +you wanted to know; and then _I'd_ keep on trying, too. The funny part +is, that I like you for making me do it. You see, I'm a very, very bad +person in some things, Mr. Flint," she said frankly. "Why, when my +mother has to tell me to look at so and so, and see how well they +behave, or how nicely they can do certain things, and how good they +are, and why don't I profit by such a good example, a perfectly horrid +raging sort of feeling comes all over me, and I want to be as naughty +as naughty! I feel like doing and saying things I'd never want to do +or say, if it wasn't for that good example. I just can't seem to +_bear_ being good-exampled. But you're different, thank goodness. Most +really good people are different, I guess." + +He looked at her, dumbly--he had no words at his command. She missed +the irony and the tragedy, but she sensed the depths of feeling under +that mute exterior. + +"I'm glad you're sorry I'm going away," said she, with the directness +that was so engaging. "I perfectly love people to feel sorry to part +with me. I hope and _hope_ they'll keep on being sorry--because +they'll be that much gladder when I come back. I don't believe there's +anything quite so wonderful and beautiful as having other folks like +you, except it's liking other folks yourself!" + +"I never had to be bothered about it, either way," said he dryly. His +face twitched. + +"Maybe that's because you never stayed still long enough in any one +place to catch hold," said she, and laughed at him. + +"Good-by, Mr. Flint! I'll never see a butterfly or a moth, the whole +time I'm gone, without making believe he's a messenger from Madame, +and the Padre, and you, and Kerry. I'll play he's a carrier-butterfly, +with a message tucked away under his wings: 'Howdy, Mary Virginia! +I've just come from flying over the flowers in the Parish House +garden; and the folks are all well, and busy, and happy. But they +haven't forgotten you for a single solitary minute, and they miss you +and wish you'd come back; and they send you their dear, dear love--and +I'll carry your dear, dear love back to them!' So if you see a big, +big, beautiful, strange fellow come sailing by your window some +morning, why, that's mine, Mr. Flint! Remember!" + +And then she was gone, and he had his first taste of unselfish human +sorrow. Heretofore his worries had been purely personal and +self-centered: this was different, and innocent. It shocked and +terrified him to find out how intensely he could miss another being, +and that being a mere child. He wasn't used to that sort of pain, and +it bewildered him. + +Eustis himself had wanted the little girl sent to a preparatory school +which would fit her for one of the women's colleges. He had visions of +the forward sweep of women--visions which his wife didn't share. Her +daughter should go to the Church School at which she herself had been +educated, an exclusive and expensive institution where the daughters +of the wealthy were given a finishing hand-polish with ecclesiastical +emery, as a sort of social hall-mark. Mrs. Eustis had a horror of what +she called, in quotation-marks, the modern non-religious method of +educating young ladies. + +The Eustis house was closed, and left in charge of the negro +caretakers, for Mrs. Eustis couldn't stand the loneliness of the place +after the child's departure, and Eustis himself found his presence +more and more necessary at the great plantation he was building up. +Mrs. Eustis left Appleboro, and my mother missed her. There was a vein +of pure gold underlying the placid little woman's character, which the +stronger woman divined and built upon. + +Laurence, too, entered college that Fall. I had coached him, in such +hours as I could spare. He was conscientious enough, though his Greek +was not the Greek of Homer and he vexed the soul of my mother with a +French she said was spoke + + full fair and fetisly + After ye schole of Strattford atte Bowe. + +But if he hadn't Mary Virginia's sensitiveness to all beauty, nor her +playful fancy and vivid imagination, he was clear-brained and +clean-thinking, with that large perspective and that practical +optimism which seem to me so essentially American. He saw without +confusion both the thing as it was and as it could become. With only +enough humor to save him, he had a sternness more of the puritan than +of the cavalier blood from which he had sprung. Above all was he +informed with that new spirit brooding upon the face of all the +waters, a spirit that for want of a better name one might call the +Race Conscience. + +It was this last aspect of the boy's character that amazed and +interested John Flint, who was himself too shrewd not to divine the +sincerity, even the commonsense, of what Laurence called "applied +Christianity." Altruism--and Slippy McGee! He listened with a puzzled +wonder. + +"I wish," he grumbled to Laurence, "that you'd come off the roof. It +gives a fellow stiff neck rubbering up at you!" + +"I'd rather stay up--the air's better, and you can see so much +farther," said Laurence. And he added hospitably: "There's plenty of +room--come on up, yourself!" + +"With one leg?" sarcastically. + +"And two eyes," said the boy. "Come on up--the sky's fine!" And he +laughed into the half-suspicious face. + +The gimlet eyes bored into him, and the frank and truthful eyes met +them unabashed, unwavering, with a something in them which made the +other blink. + +"When I got pitched into this burg," said the lame man thoughtfully, +"I landed all there--except a leg, but I never carried my brains in my +legs. I hadn't got any bats in my belfry. But I'm getting 'em. I'm +getting 'em so bad that when I hear some folks talk bughouse these +days it pretty near listens like good sense to me. Why, kid, I'm nut +enough now to dangle over the edge of believing you know what you're +talking about!" + +"Fall over: I _know_ I know what I'm talking about," said Laurence +magnificently. + +"I'm double-crossed," said John Flint, soberly and sadly, "Anyway I +look at it--" he swept the horizon with a wide-flung gesture, "it's +bugs for mine. I began by grannying bugs for _him_," he tossed his +head bull-like in my direction, "and I stand around swallowing hot +air from _you_--" He glared at Laurence, "and what's the result? Why, +that I've got bugs in the bean, that's what! Think of me licking an +all-day sucker a kid dopes out! _Me!_ Oh, he--venly saints!" he +gulped. "Ain't I the nut, though?" + +"Well, supposing?" said Laurence, laughing. "Buck up! You _could_ be a +bad egg instead of a good nut, you know!" + +John Flint's eyes slitted, then widened; his mouth followed suit +almost automatically. He looked at me. + +"Can you beat it?" he wondered. + +"Beating a bad egg would be a waste of time I wouldn't be guilty of," +said I amusedly. "But I hope to live to see the good nut grow into a +fine tree." + +"Do your damnedest--excuse me, parson!" said he contritely. "I mean, +don't stop for a little thing like _me_!" + +Laurence leaned forward. "Man," said he, impressively, "he won't have +to! You'll be marking time and keeping step with him yourself before +you know it!" + +"Huh!" said John Flint, non-committally. + + + +Laurence came to spend his last evening at home with us. + +"Padre," said he, when we walked up and down in the garden, after an +old custom, after dinner, "do you really know what I mean to do when +I've finished college and start out on my own hook?" + +"Put 'Mayne & Son' on the judge's shingle and walk around the block +forty times a day to look at it!" said I, promptly. + +"Of course," said he. "That first. But a legal shingle can be turned +into as handy a weapon as one could wish for, Padre, and _I'm_ going +to take that shingle and spank this sleepy-headed old town wide awake +with it!" He spoke with the conviction of youth, so sure of itself +that there is no room for doubt. There was in him, too, a hint of +latent power which was impressive. One did not laugh at Laurence. + +"It's my town," with his chin out. "It could be a mighty good town. +It's going to become one. I expect to live all my life right here, +among my own people, and they've got to make it worth my while. I +don't propose to cut myself down to fit any little hole: I intend to +make that hole big enough to fit my possible measure." + +"May an old friend wish more power to your shovel?" + +"It'll be a steam shovel!" said he, gaily. Then his face clouded. + +"Padre! I'm sick of the way things are run in Appleboro! I've talked +with other boys and they're sick of it, too. You know why they want to +get away? Because they think they haven't got even a fighting chance +here. Because towns like this are like billion-ton old wagons sunk so +deep in mudruts that nothing but dynamite can blow them out--and they +are not dealers in dynamite. If they want to do anything that even +_looks_ new they've got to fight the stand-patters to a finish, and +they're blockaded by a lot of reactionaries that don't know the +earth's moving. There are a lot of folks in the South, Padre, who've +been dead since the civil war, and haven't found it out themselves, +and won't take live people's word for it. Well, now, I mean to _do_ +things. I mean to do them right here. And I certainly shan't allow +myself to be blockaded by anybody, living or dead. You've got to fight +the devil with fire;--I'm going to blockade those blockaders, and see +that the dead ones are decently buried." + +"You have tackled a big job, my son." + +"I like big jobs, Padre. They're worth while. Maybe I'll be able to +keep some of the boys home--the town needs them. Maybe I can keep some +of those poor kids out of the mills, too. Oh, yes, I expect a right +lively time!" + +I was silent. I knew how supinely Appleboro lay in the hollow of a +hard hand. I had learned, too, how such a hand can close into a +strangling fist. + +"Of course I can't clean up the whole state, and I can't reorganize +the world," said the boy sturdily. "I'm not such a fool as to try. But +I can do my level best to disinfect my own particular corner, and make +it fit for men and safe for women and kids to live and breathe in. +Padre, for years there hasn't been a rotten deal nor a brazen steal in +this state that the man who practically owns and runs this town hadn't +a finger in, knuckle-deep. _He's got to go_." + +"Goliath doesn't always fall at the hand of the son of Jesse, my +little David," said I quietly. I also had dreamed dreams and seen +visions. + +"That's about what my father says," said the boy. "He wants me to be a +successful man, a 'safe and sane citizen.' He thinks a gentleman +should practise his profession decently and in order. But to believe, +as I do, that you can wipe out corruption, that you can tackle poverty +the same as you would any other disease, and prevent it, as smallpox +and yellow fever are prevented, he looks upon as madness and a waste +of time." + +"He has had sorrow and experience, and he is kind and charitable, as +well as wise," said I. + +"That's exactly where the hardest part comes in for us younger +fellows. It isn't bucking the bad that makes the fight so hard: it's +bucking the wrong-idea'd good. Padre, one good man on the wrong side +is a stumbling-block for the stoutest-hearted reformer ever born. It's +men like my father, who regard the smooth scoundrel that runs this +town as a necessary evil, and tolerate him because they wouldn't soil +their hands dealing with him, that do the greatest injury to the +state. I tell you what, it wouldn't be so hard to get rid of the +devil, if it weren't for the angels!" + +"And how," said I, ironically, "do you propose to set about smoothing +the rough and making straight the crooked, my son?" + +"Flatten 'em out," said he, briefly. "Politics. First off I'm going to +practice general law; then I'll be solicitor-general for this county. +After that, I shall be attorney-general for the state. Later I may be +governor, unless I become senator instead." + +"Well," said I, cautiously, "you'll be so toned down by that time that +you might make a very good governor indeed." + +"I couldn't very well make a worse one than some we've already had," +said the boy sternly. There was something of the accusing dignity of a +young archangel about him. I caught a glimpse of that newer America +growing up about us--an America gone back to the older, truer, +unbuyable ideals of our fathers. + +"I guess you'd better tell me good-by now, Padre," said he, presently. +"And bless me, please--it's a pretty custom. I won't see you again, +for you'll be saying mass when I'm running for my train. I'll go tell +John Flint good-by, too." + +He went over and rapped on the window, through which we could see +Flint sitting at his table, his head bent over a book. + +"Good-by, John Flint" said Laurence. "Good luck to you and your leggy +friends! When I come back you'll probably have mandibles, and you'll +greet me with a nip, in pure Bugese." + +"Good-by," said John Flint, lifting his head. Then, with unwonted +feeling: "I'm horrible sorry you've got to go--I'll miss you something +fierce. You've been very kind--thank you." + +"Mind you take care of the Padre," said the boy, waiving the thanks +with a smile. "Don't let him work too hard." + +"Who, me?" Flint's voice took the knife-edge of sarcasm. "Oh, sure! It +don't need but one leg to keep up with a gent trying to run a +thirty-six hour a day job with one-man power, does it? Son, take it +from me, when a man's got the real, simonpure, no-imitation, +soulsaving bug in his bean, a forty-legged cyclone couldn't keep up +with him, much less a guy with one pedal short." He glared at me +indignantly. From the first it has been one of his vainest notions +that I am perversely working myself to death. + +"There's nothing to be done with the Padre, then, I'm afraid," said +Laurence, chuckling. + +"I _might_ soak him in the cyanide jar for ten minutes a day without +killing him," mused Mr. Flint. "But," disgustedly, "what'd be the use? +When he came to and found he'd been that long idle he'd die of +heart-failure." He pushed aside the window screen, and the two shook +hands heartily. Then the boy, wringing my hand again, walked away +without another word. I felt a bit desolate--there are times when I +could envy women their solace of tears--as if he figured in his +handsome young person that newer, stronger, more conquering generation +which was marching ahead, leaving me, older and slower and sadder, +far, far behind it. Ah! To be once more that young, that strong, that +hopeful! + +When I began to reflect upon what seemed visionary plans, I was +saddened, foreseeing inevitable disillusion, perhaps even stark +failure, ahead of him. That he would stubbornly try to carry out those +plans I did not doubt: I knew my Laurence. He might accomplish a +certain amount of good. But to overthrow Inglesby, the Boss of +Appleboro--for he meant no less than this--why, that was a horse of +another color! + +For Inglesby was our one great financial figure. He owned our bank; +his was the controlling interest in the mills; he owned the factory +outright; he was president of half a dozen corporations and chairman +and director of many more. + +Did we have a celebration? There he was, in the center of the stage, +with a jovial loud laugh and an ultra-benevolent smile to hide the +menace of his little cold piglike eyes, and the meaning of his heavy +jaw. Will the statement that he had a pew in every church in town +explain him? He had one in mine, too; paid for, which many of them are +not. + +At the large bare office in the mill he was easy of access, and would +listen to what you had to say with flattering attention and sympathy. +But it was in his private office over the bank that this large spider +really spun the web of our politics. Mills, banks, churches, schools, +lights, railroads, stores, heating, water-power--all these juicy flies +apparently walked into his parlor of their own accord. He had made and +unmade governors; he had sent his men to Washington. How? We +suspected; but held our peace. If our Bible had bidden us Americans to +suffer rascals gladly--instead of mere fools--we couldn't be more +obedient to a mandate. + +Men like James Eustis and Judge Mayne despised Inglesby--but gave him +a wide berth. They wouldn't be enmeshed. It was known that Major +Appleby Cartwright had blackballed him. + +"I can stand a man, suh, that likes to get along in this world--within +proper bounds. But Inglesby hasn't got any proper bounds. He's a--a +cross between a Republican mule and a party-bolting boa-constrictor, +an' a hybrid like that hasn't got any place in nature. On top of that +he drinks ten cents a bottle grape juice and smokes five cent cigars. +And he's got the brazen and offensive effrontery to offer 'em to +self-respectin' men!" + +And here was Laurence, our little Laurence, training himself to +overthrow this overgrown Goliath! Well, if the boy could not bring +this Philistine to the earth, he might yet manage to give him a few +manful clumps on the head; perhaps enough to insure a chronic +headache. + +So thinking, I went in and watched John Flint finish a mounting-block +from a plan in the book open upon the table, adding, however, certain +improvements of his own. + +He laid the block aside and then took a spray of fresh leaves and fed +it to a horned and hungry caterpillar prowling on a bit of bare stem +at the bottom of his cage. + +"Get up there on those leaves, you horn-tailed horror! Move on,--you +lepidopterous son of a wigglejoint, or I'll pull your real name on you +in a minute and paralyze you stiff!" He drew a long breath. "You know +how I'm beginning to remember their real names? I swear 'em half an +hour a day. Next time you have trouble with those hickeys of yours, +try swearing caterpillar at 'em, and you'll find out." + +I laughed, and he grinned with me. + +"Say," said he, abruptly. "I've been listening with both my ears to +what that boy was talking to you about awhile ago. Thinks he can buck +the Boss, does he?" + +"Perhaps he may," I admitted. + +"Nifty old bird, the Big Un," said Mr. Flint, squinting his eyes. +"And," he went on, reflectively, "he's sure got your number in this +burg. Take you by and large, you lawabiders are a real funny sort, +ain't you? Now, there's Inglesby, handing out the little kids their +diplomas come school-closing, and telling 'em to be real good, and +maybe when they grow up he'll have a job in pickle for 'em--work like +a mule in a treadmill, twelve hours, no unions, _and_ the coroner to +sit on the remains, free and gratis, for to ease the widow's mind. +Inglesby's got seats in all your churches--first-aid to the parson's +pants-pockets. + +"Inglesby's right there on the platform at all your spiel-fests, +smirking at the women and telling 'em not to bother their nice little +noddles about anything but holding down their natural jobs of being +perfect ladies--ain't he and other gents just like him always right +there holding down _their_ natural jobs of protecting 'em and being +influenced to do what's right? Sure he is! And nobody howls for the +hook! You let him be It--him with a fist in the state's jeans up to +the armpit! + +"Look here, that Mayne kid's dead right. It's you good guys that are +to blame. We little bad ones see you kowtowing to the big worse ones, +and we get to thinking _we_ can come in under the wires easy winners, +too. However, let me tell you something while I'm in the humor to gas. +It's this: _sooner or later everybody gets theirs_. My sort and +Inglesby's sort, we all get ours. Duck and twist and turn and sidestep +all we want, at the end it's right there waiting for us, with a loaded +billy up its sleeve: _Ours!_ Some fine day when we're looking the +other way, thinking we've even got it on the annual turnout of the +cops up Broadway for class, why, Ours gets up easy on its hind legs, +spits on its mitt, and hands us exactly what's coming to us, biff! and +we wake up sitting on our necks in the middle of day-before-yesterday +and year-after-next. I got mine. If I was you I wouldn't be too +cock-sure that kid don't give Inglesby his, some of these days, good +and plenty." + +"Maybe so," said I, cautiously. + +"Gee, that'd be fly-time for all the good guys in this tank, wouldn't +it?" he grinned. "Sure! I can see 'em now, patting the bump on their +beams where they think the brain-patch sprouts, and handing out hunks +of con to the Lord about his being right on his old-time job of +swatting sinners in their dinners. Yet they'll all of them go right on +leading themselves up to be trimmed by the very next holdup that's got +the nerve to do them! Friend, believe a goat when he tells you that +you stillwater-and-greenpasture sheep are some bag of nuts!" + +"Thank you," said I, with due meekness. + +"Keep the change," said he, unabashed. "I wasn't meaning _you_, +anyhow. I've got more manners, I hope, than to do such. And, parson, +you don't need to have cold feet about young Mayne. If you ask me, +_I'd_ bet the limit on him. Why, I think so much of that boy that if +he was a rooster I'd put the gaffs and my last dollar on him, and back +him to whip everything in feathers clean up to baldheaded eagles. +Believe me, he'd do it!" he finished, with enthusiasm. + +Bewildered by a mental picture of a Laurence with ruffled +neck-feathers and steel spurs, I hurriedly changed the subject to the +saner and safer one of our own immediate affairs. + +"Yep, ten orders in to-day's mail and seven in yesterday's; and good +orders for the wasp-moths, single or together, and that house in New +York wants steady supplies from now on. And here's a fancy shop wants +a dozen trays, like that last one I finished. We're looking up," said +he, complacently. + + + +The winter that followed was a trying one, and the Guest Rooms were +never empty. I like to record that John Flint put his shoulder to the +wheel and became Madame's right hand man and Westmoreland's faithful +ally. His wooden leg made astonishingly little noise, and his entrance +into a room never startled the most nervous patient. He went on +innumerable errands, and he performed countless small services that in +themselves do not seem to amount to much, but swell into a great +total. + +"He may have only one leg," said Westmoreland, when Flint had helped +him all of one night with a desperately ill millworker, "but he +certainly has two hands; he knows how to use his ears and eyes, he's +dumb until he ought to speak, and then he speaks to the point. Father, +Something knew what It was about when you and I were allowed to drag +that tramp out of the teeth of death! Yes, yes, I'm certainly glad and +grateful we were allowed to save John Flint." + +From that time forth the big man gave his ex-patient a liking which +grew with his years. Absent-minded as he was, he could thereafter +always remember to find such things as he thought might interest him. +Appleboro laughs yet about the day Dr. Westmoreland got some small +butterflies for his friend, and having nowhere else to put them, +clapped them under his hat, and then forgot all about them; until he +lifted his hat to some ladies and the swarm of insects flew out. + +Without being asked, and as unostentatiously as he did everything +else, Flint had taken his place in church every Sunday. + +"Because it'd sort of give you a black eye if I didn't," he explained. +"Skypiloting's your lay, father, and I'll see you through with it as +far as I can. I couldn't fall down on any man that's been as white to +me as you've been." + +I must confess that his conception of religion was very, very hazy, +and his notions of church services and customs barbarous. For +instance, he disliked the statues of the saints exceedingly. They +worried him. + +"I can't seem to stand a man dolled-up in skirts," he confessed. "Any +more than I'd be stuck on a dame with whiskers. It don't somehow look +right to me. Put the he-saints in pants instead of those brown kimonas +with gold crocheting and a rope sash, and I'd have more respect for +'em." + +When I tried to give him some necessary instructions, and to penetrate +the heathen darkness in which he seemed immersed, he listened with the +utmost respect and attention--and wrinkled his brow painfully, and +blinked, and licked his lips. + +"That's all right, father, that's all right. If you say it's so, I +guess it's so. I'll take your word for it. If it's good enough for you +and Madame, there's got to be something in it, and it's sure good +enough for me. Look here: the little girl and young Mayne have got a +different brand from yours, haven't they?" + +"Neither of them is of the Old Faith." + +"Huh! Well, I tell you what you do: you just switch me in somewhere +between you and Madame and him and her. That'll give me a line on all +of you--and maybe it'll give all of you a line on me. See?" + +I saw, but as through a glass darkly. So the matter rested. And I must +in all humility set down that I have never yet been able to get at +what John Flint really believes he believes. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE GOING OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +Little by little, so quietly as to be unnoticeable in the working, but +with, cumulative effect; built under the surface like those coral +reefs that finally rear themselves into palm-crowned peaks upon the +Pacific, during the years' slow upward march had John Flint grown. + +Nature had never meant him for a criminal. The evil conditions that +society saddles upon the slums had set him wrong because they gave him +no opportunity to be right. Now even among butterflies there are +occasional aberrants, but they are the rare exceptions. Give the grub +his natural food, his chance to grow, protect him from parasites in +the meanwhile, and he will presently become the normal butterfly. That +is the Law. + +At a crucial phase in this man's career his true talisman--a gray +moth--had been put into his hand; and thereby he came into his +rightful heritage. + +I count as one of my red-letter days that on which I found him +brooding over the little gray-brown chrysalis of the Papilio +Cresphontes, that splendid swallowtail whose hideous caterpillar we in +the South call the orange puppy, from the fancied resemblance the hump +upon it bears to the head of a young dog. Its chrysalis looks so much +like a bit of snapped-off twig that the casual eye misses it, +fastened to a stem by a girdle of silk or lying among fallen leaves. + +"I watched it ooze out of an egg like a speck of dirty water. I +watched it eat a thousand times its own weight and grow into the +nastiest wretch that crawls. I saw it stop eating and spit its stomach +out and shrivel up, and crawl out of its skin and pull its own head +off, and bury itself alive in a coffin made out of itself, a coffin +like a bit of rotting wood. Look at it! There it lies, stone-dead for +all a man's eyes can see! + +"And yet this thing will answer a call no ears can hear and crawl out +of its coffin something entirely different from what went into it! +I've seen it with my own eyes, but how it's done I don't know; no, nor +no man since the world was made knows, or could do it himself. What +does it? What gives that call these dead-alive things hear in the +dark? What makes a crawling ugliness get itself ready for what's +coming--how does it _know_ there's ever going to be a call, or that +it'll hear it without fail?" + +"Some of us call it Nature: but others call it God," said I. + +"Search me! I don't know what It is--but I do know there's got to be +Something behind these things, anyhow," said he, and turned the +chrysalis over and over in his palm, staring down at it thoughtfully. +He had used Westmoreland's words, once applied to his own case! "Oh, +yes, there's Something, because I've watched It working with grubs, +getting 'em ready for five-inch moths and hand-colored butterflies, +Something that's got the time and the patience and the know-how to +build wings as well as worlds." He laid the little inanimate mystery +aside. + +"It's come to the point, parson, where I've just _got_ to know more. I +know enough now to know how much I don't know, because I've got a peep +at how much there is to know. There's a God's plenty to find out, and +it's up to me to go out and find it." + +"Some of the best and brightest among men have given all the years of +their lives to just that finding out and knowing more--and they found +their years too few and short for the work. But such help as you need +and we can get, you shall have, please God!" said I. + +"I'm ready for the word to start, chief." And heaven knows he was. + +His passion transformed him; he forgot himself; took his mind off +himself and his affairs and grievances and hatreds and fears; and thus +had chance to expand and to grow, in those following years of +patientest effort, of untiring research and observance, of lovingest +study. Days in the open woods and fields burned his pale skin a good +mahogany, and stamped upon it the windswept freshness of out of doors. +The hunted and suspicious glance faded from his eyes, which took on +more and more the student's absorbed intensity; the mouth lost its +sinister straightness; and while it retained an uncompromising +firmness, it learned how to smile. He was a familiar figure, tramping +from dawn to dusk with Kerry at his heels, for the dog obeyed Mary +Virginia's command literally. He looked upon John Flint as his special +charge, and made himself his fourlegged red shadow. I am sure that if +we had seen Kerry appear in the streets of Appleboro without John +Flint, we would have incontinently stopped work, sounded a general +alarm, and gone to hunt for his body. And to have seen John Flint +without Kerry would have called forth condolences. + +Sometimes--when I had time--I went with him moth-hunting at night; and +never, never could either of us forget those enchanted hours under the +stars! + +We moved in a quiet fresh and dewy, with the night wind upon us like a +benediction. Sometimes we skirted a cypress swamp and saw the shallow +black water with blacker trees reflected upon its bosom, and heard the +frogs' canorous quarrelings, and the stealthy rustlings of creatures +of the dark. We crossed dreaming fields, and smelt leaves and grasses +and sleeping flowers. We saw the heart of the wood bared to the magic +of the moon, which revealed a hidden and haunting beauty of places +commonplace enough by day; as if the secret souls of things showed +themselves only in the holy dark. + +For the world into which we stepped for a space was not our world, but +the fairy world of the Little People, the world of the Children of the +Moon. And oh, the moths! Now it was a tiger, with his body banded with +yellow and his white opaque delicate wings spotted with black; now the +great green silken Luna with long curved tails bordered with lilac or +gold, and vest of ermine; now some quivering Catocala, with afterwings +spread to show orange and black and crimson; now the golden-brown Io, +with one great black velvet spot; and now some rarer, shyer fellow +over which we gloated. + +How they flashed and fluttered about the lantern, or circled about the +trees upon which the feast had been spread! The big yellow-banded +sphinx whirred hither and thither on his owl-like wings, his large +eyes glowing like rubies, hung quivering above some flower for a +moment, and then was off again as swift as thought. The light drew the +great Regalis, all burnished tawny brown, striped and spotted with raw +gold; and the Cynthia, banded with lilac, her heavy body tufted with +white. The darkness in which they moved, the light which, for a moment +revealed them, seemed to make their colors _alive_; for they show no +such glow and glory in the common day; they pale when the moon pales, +and when the sun is up they are merely moths; they are no longer the +fantastic, glittering, gorgeous, throbbing Children of the Dark. + +Home we would go, at an hour when the morning star blazed like a +lighted torch, and the pearl-gray sky was flushing with pink. No haul +he had ever made could have given him such joy as the treasures +brought home in dawns like these, so free of evil that his heart was +washed in the night dew and swept by the night wind. + +My mother, after her pleasant, housewifely fashion, baked a big iced +cake for him on the day he replaced his clumsy wooden peg with the +life-like artificial limb he himself had earned and paid for. I had +wished more than once to hasten this desirable day; but prudently +restrained myself, thinking it best for him to work forward unaided. +It had taken months of patient work, of frugality, and planning, and +counting, and saving, to cover a sum which, once on a time, he might +have gotten in an hour's evil effort. And it represented no small +achievement and marked no small advance, so that it was really the +feast day we made of it. That limb restored him to a dignity he seemed +to have abdicated. It hid his obvious misfortune--you could not at +first glance tell that he was a cripple, a something of which he had +been morbidly conscious and savagely resentful. He would never again +be able to run, or even to walk rapidly for any length of time, +although he covered the ground at a good and steady gait; and as he +grew more and more accustomed to the limb there was only a slight limp +to distinguish him. The use of the stick he thought best to carry +became perfunctory. I have seen Kerry carrying that stick when his +master had forgotten all about it. + +Meeting him now upon the streets, plainly but really well-dressed, +scrupulously brushed, his linen immaculate, and with his trimmed red +beard, his eyeglasses, and his soft hat, he conveyed the impression of +being a professional man--say a pleasantly homely and scholarly +college professor. There was a fixed sentiment in Appleboro that I +knew very much more about Mr. Flint's past than I would tell--which +was perfectly true, and went undenied by me; that he had seen better +days; that he had been the black sheep of a good family, gotten into a +scrape of some sort, and had then taken to traveling a rough road into +a far country, eating husks with the swine, like many another +prodigal; and that aware of this I had kept him with me until he found +himself again. + +So when folks met him and Kerry they smiled and spoke, for we are +friendly people and send no man to Coventry without great cause. And +there wasn't a child, black or white, who didn't know and like the +man with the butterfly net. + +The country people for miles around knew and loved him, too; for he +walked up and down the earth and went to and fro in it, full of +curious and valuable knowledge shared freely as the need arose. He +would glance at your flower-garden, for instance, and tell you what +insect visitors your flowers had, and what you should do to check +their ravages. He'd walk about your out-buildings and commend +white-wash, and talk about insecticides; and you'd learn that bees are +partial to blue, but flies are not; and that mosquitoes seem to +dislike certain shades of yellow. And then he'd leave you to digest +it. + +He was a quiet evangelist, a forerunner of that Grand Army which will +some day arise, not to murder and maim men, but to conquer man's +deadliest foe and greatest economic menace--the injurious insect. + +It was he who spread the tidings of Corn and Poultry and Live Stock +Clubs, stopping by many a lonely farm to whisper a word in the ears of +discouraged boys, or to drop a hint to unenlightened fathers and +mothers. + +He carried about in his pockets those invaluable reports and bulletins +which the government issues for the benefit and enlightenment of +farmers; and these were left, with a word of praise, where they would +do the most good. + +Those same bulletins from the Bureau of Entomology had planted in John +Flint's heart the seed which bore such fruit of good citizenship. The +whole course of his early years had tended to make him suspicious of +government, which spelt for him police and prison, the whole grim +machinery which threatened him and which he in turn threatened. He had +feared and hated it; it caught men and shut them up and broke them. If +he ever asked himself, "What can my government do for me?" he had to +answer: "It can put me in prison and keep me there; it can even send me +to the Chair." Wherefore government was a thing to hate, to injure--and +to escape from. + +The first thing he had ever found worthy of respect and admiration in +this same government was one of its bulletins. + +"Where'd you get this?" + +"I asked for it, and the Bureau sent it." + +"Oh! You've got a friend there!" + +"No. The bulletins are free to any one interested enough to ask for +them." + +"You mean to say the government gets up things like this--pays men to +find out and write 'em up--pays to have 'em printed--and then gives +'em away to _anybody_? Why, they're valuable!" + +"Yes; but they are nevertheless quite free. I have a number, if you'd +like to go over them. Or you can send for new ones." + +"But why do they do it? Where's the graft?" he wondered. + +"The graft in this case is common sense in operation. If farms can be +run with less labor and loss and more profit and pleasure, why, the +whole country is benefited, isn't it? Don't you understand, the +government is trying to help those who need help, and therefore is +willing to lend them the brains of its trained and picked experts? It +isn't selfish thwart that aim, is it?" + +He said nothing. But he read and re-read the bulletins I had, and sent +for more, which came to him promptly. They didn't know him, at the +Bureau; they asked him no questions; he wasn't going to pay anybody so +much as a penny. They assumed that the man who asked for advice and +information was entitled to all they could reasonably give him, and +they gave it as a matter of course. That is how and why he found +himself in touch with his Uncle Sam, a source hitherto disliked and +distrusted. This source was glad to put its trained intelligence at +his service and the only reward it looked to was his increased +capacity to succeed in his work! He simply couldn't dislike or +distrust that which benefited him; and as his admiration and respect +for the Department of Agriculture grew, unconsciously his respect and +admiration for the great government behind it grew likewise. After +all, it was _his_ government which was reaching across intervening +miles, conveying information, giving expert instruction, telling him +things he wanted to know and encouraging him to go right on and find +out more for himself! + +_Now_ if he had asked himself what his government could do for him, he +had to answer: "It can help me to make good." + +And he began to understand that this was possible because he obeyed +the law, and that only in intelligent obedience and co-operation is +there any true freedom. The law no longer meant skulking by day and +terror by night; it was protection and peace, and a chance to work in +the open, and the sympathy and understanding and comradeship of +decent folks. The government was no longer a brute force which +arbitrarily popped men into prison; it was the common will of a free +people, just as the law was the common conscience. + +I dare not say that he learned all this easily, or all at once, or +even willingly. None of us learns our great lessons easily. We have to +live them, breathe them, work them out with sweat and tears. That we +do learn them, even inadequately, makes the glory and the wonder of +man. + +And so John Flint went to school to the government of the United +States, and carried its little text-books about with him and taught +them to others in even more need that he; and heckled hopeless boys +into Corn Clubs; and coaxed sullen mothers and dissatisfied girls into +Poultry and Tomato Clubs; and was full of homely advice upon such +living subjects as the spraying of fruit trees, and how to save them +from blight and scale-insects, and how to get rid of flies, and +cut-worms, and to fight the cattle-tick, which is our curse; and the +preservation of birds, concerning which he was rabid. His liking for +birds began with Miss Sally Ruth's pigeons and the friendly birds in +our garden. And as he learned to know them his love for them grew. I +have seen him daily visit a wren's nest without once alarming the +little black-eyed mother. I have heard him give the red-bird's call, +and heard that loveliest of all birds answer him. And I have seen the +impudent jays, within reach of his hand, swear at him unabashed and +unafraid, because he fed a vireo first. + +I like to think of his intimate friendship with the wholesome country +children--not the least of his blessings. He was their chief visitor +from the outside world. He knew wonderful secrets about things one +hadn't noticed before, and he could make miracles with his quick +strong fingers. He'd sit down, his stick and knapsack beside him, his +glamorous dog at his feet, and while you and your sisters and brothers +and friends and neighbors hung about him like a cluster of tow-headed +bees, he'd turn a few sticks and bits of cloth and twine and a tack or +two, and an old roller-skate wheel he took out of his pocket, into an +air-ship! He could go down by your little creek and make you a +water-wheel, or a windmill. He could make you marvelous little men, +funny little women, absurd animals, out of corks or peanuts. He knew, +too, just exactly the sort of knife your boy-heart ached for--and at +parting you found that very knife slipped into your enraptured palm. +You might save the pennies you earned by picking berries and gathering +nuts, but you could never, never find at any store any candy that +tasted like the sticks that came out of his pockets, and you needn't +hope to try. He had the inviolable secret of that candy, and he +imparted to it a divine flavor no other candy ever possessed. If you +were a little doll-less girl, he didn't leave you with the provoking +promise that Santa Claus would bring you one if you were good. He was +so sure you were good that he made you right then and there a +wonderful doll out of corn-husks, with shredded hair, and a frock of +his own handkerchief. When he came again you got another doll--a store +doll; but I think your child-heart clung to the corn-baby with the +handkerchief dress. I have often wondered how many little cheeks +snuggled against John Flint's home-made dollies, how many innocent +breasts cradled them; how many a little fellow carried his knife to +bed with him, afraid to let it get out of reach of a hard little hand, +because he might wake up in the morning and find he had only dreamed +it! No, I hardly think the country children were the least of John +Flint's blessings. They would run to meet him, hold on to his hands, +drag him here and there to show him what wonders their sharp eyes had +discovered since his last visit; and give him, with shining eyes, such +cocoons and caterpillars, and insects as they had found for him. It +was they who called him the Butterfly Man, a name which spread over +the whole country-side. If you had asked for John Flint, folks would +have stared. And if you described him--a tall man in a Norfolk suit, +with a red beard and a red dog, and an insect case: + +"Oh, you mean the Butterfly Man! Sure. You'll find him about somewhere +with the kids." If there was anything he couldn't have, in that +county, it was because folks hadn't it to give if he should ask. + +At home his passion for work at times terrified me. When I protested: + +"I was twenty-five years old when I landed here," he reminded me. "So +I've got twenty-five years' back-work to catch up with." + +He had taken over a correspondence that had since become voluminous, +and which included more and more names that stood for very much. +Sometimes when I read aloud a passage from a letter that praised him, +he turned red, and writhed like a little boy whose ears are being +relentlessly washed by his elders. + +By this time he had learned to really classify; heavens, how +unerringly he could place an insect in its proper niche! It was a sort +of sixth sense with him. That cold, clear, incisive power of brain +which on a time had made Slippy McGee the greatest cracksman in +America, was, trained and disciplined in a better cause, to make John +Flint in later years an international authority upon lepidoptera, an +observer to whom other observers deferred, a naturalist whose dictum +settled disputed points. And I knew it, I foresaw it! + +_Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa!_ I grew as vain over his enlarging +powers as if I had been the Mover of the Game, not a pawn. I felt, +gloriously, that I had not lived for nothing. A great naturalist is +not born every day, no, nor every year, nor even every century. And I +had caught me a great burglar and I had hatched me a great naturalist! +My Latin soul was enraptured with this ironic anomaly. I could not +choose but love the man for that. + +I really had some cause for vanity. Others than myself had been +gradually drawn to the unassuming Butterfly Man. Westmoreland loved +him. A sympathetic listener who seldom contradicted, but often +shrewdly suggested, Flint somehow knew how to bring out the big +doctor's best; and in consequence found himself in contact with a mind +above all meanness and a nature as big and clean as a spray-swept +beach. + +"Oh, my, my, my, what a surgeon gone to waste!" Westmoreland would +lament, watching the long, sure fingers at work. "Well, I suppose it's +all for the best that Father De Rancé beat me to you--at least you've +done less damage learning your trade." So absorbed would he become +that he sometimes forget cross patients who were possibly fuming +themselves into a fever over his delay. + +Eustis, who had met the Butterfly Man on the country roads and had +stopped his horse for an informal chat, would thereafter go out of his +way for a talk with him. These two reticent men liked each other +immensely. At opposite poles, absolutely dissimilar, they yet had odd +similarities and meeting-points. Eustis was nothing if not practical; +he was never too busy to forget to be kind. Books and pamphlets that +neither Flint nor I could have hoped to possess found their way to us +through him. Scientific periodicals and the better magazines came +regularly to John Flint's address. That was Eustis's way. This +friendship put the finishing touch upon the Butterfly Man's repute. He +was my associate, and my mother was devoted to him. Miss Sally Ruth, +whose pet pear-tree he had saved and whose pigeons he had cured, +approved of him, too, and said so with her usual openness. +Westmoreland was known to be his firm friend; nobody could forget the +incident of those butterflies in the doctor's hat! Major Cartwright +liked him so much that he even bore with the dogs, though Pitache in +particular must have sorely strained his patience. Pitache cherished +the notion that it was his duty to pass upon all visitors to the +Butterfly Man's rooms. For some reason, known only to himself, the +little dog also cherished a deep-seated grudge against the major, the +very sound of whose voice outside the door was enough to send him +howling under the table, where he lay with his head on his paws, a +wary eye cocked balefully, and his snarls punctuating the Major's +remarks. + +"He smells my Unitarian soul, confound him!" said the major. "An' he's +so orthodox he thinks he'll get chucked out of dog-heaven, if he +doesn't show his disapproval." + +The little dog did finally learn to accept the major's presence +without outward protest; though the major declared that Pitache always +hung down his tail when he came and hung it up when he left! + +The Butterfly Man accepted whatever friendliness was proffered without +diffidence, but with no change in his natural reserve. You could tell +him anything: he listened, made few comments and gave no advice, was +absolutely non-shockable, and never repeated what he heard. The +unaffected simplicity of his manner delighted my mother. She said you +couldn't tell her--there was good blood in that man, and he had been +more than any mere tramp before he fell into our hands! Why, just +observe his manner, if you please! It was the same to everybody; he +had, one might think, no sense whatever of caste, creed, age, sex, or +color; and yet he neither gave offense nor received it. + +Those outbursts which had so terrified me at first came at rare and +rarer intervals. If I were to live for a thousands years I should +never be able to forget the last and worst; which fell upon him +suddenly and without warning, on a fine morning while he sat on the +steps of his verandah, and I beside him with my Book of Hours in my +hand. In between the Latin prayers I sensed pleasantly the light wind +that rustled the vines, and how the Mayne bees went grumbling from +flower to flower, and how one single bird was singing to himself over +and over the self-same song, as if he loved it; and how the sunlight +fell in a great square, like a golden carpet, in front of the steps. +It was all very still and peaceful. I was just turning a page, when +John Flint jerked his pipe out of his mouth, swung his arm back, and +hurled the pipe as far as he could. I watched it, involuntarily, and +saw where it fell among our blue hydrangeas; from which a thin spiral +of smoke arose lazily in the calm air. But Flint shoved his hat back +on his head, sat up stiffly, and swore. + +He had been with me then nearly four years, and I had learned to know +the symptoms:--restlessness, followed by hours of depressed and sullen +brooding. So I had heretofore in a sense been forewarned, though I +never witnessed one of these outbursts without being shaken to the +depths. This one was different--as if the evil force had invaded him +suddenly, giving him no time to resist. A glance at his face made me +lay aside the book hurriedly; for this was no ordinary struggle. The +words that had come to me at first came back now with redoubled +meaning, and rang through my head like passing-bells: + +"_For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood but against ... the +rulers of the world of this darkness, against the spirits of +wickedness_." + +He tilted his head, looked upward, and swore steadily. As for me, my +throat felt as if it had been choked with ashes. I could only stare at +him, dumbly. If ever a man was possessed, he was. His voice rose, +querulously: + +"I get up in the morning, and I catch bugs, and I study them, and I +dry them--and I go to bed. I get up in the morning, and I catch bugs, +and I study them, and I dry them--and I go to bed. I get up _every_ +morning, and I do the same damn thing, over and over and over and +over, day in, day out, day in, day out. Nothing else.... No drinks, no +lights, no girls, no sprees, no cards, no gang, no risks, no jobs, no +bulls, no anything! God! I could say my prayers to Broadway, anywhere +from the Battery up to Columbus Circle! I want it all so hard I could +point my nose like a lost dog and howl for it! + +"... There is a Dutchman got a restaurant down on Eighth Avenue, and I +dream at nights about the hotdog-and-kraut, and the ham-and that they +give you there, and the jane that slings it. Hips on her like a horse, +she has, and an arm that shoves your eats under your nose in a way +you've got to respect. I smell those eats in my sleep. I want some +more Childs' bucks. I want to see the electrics winking on the roofs. +I want to smell wet asphalt and see the taxis whizzing by in the rain. +I want to see a seven-foot Mick cop with a back like a piano-box and a +paw like a ham and a foot like a submarine with stove-polish on it. I +want to see the subway in the rush hour and the dips and mollbuzzers +going through the crowd like kids in a berry patch. I want to see a +ninety-story building going up, and the wops crawling on it like ants. +I want to see the breadline, and the panhandlers, and the bums in +Union Square. I want a bellyful of the happy dust the old town hands +out--the whole dope and all there is of it! My God! I want everything +I haven't got!" + +He looked at me, wildly. He was trembling violently, and sweat poured +down his face. + +"Parson," he rasped, "I've bucked this thing for fair, but I've got to +go back and see it and smell it and taste it and feel it and know it +all again, or I'll go crazy. You're all of you so good down here +you're too much for me. _I'm home-sick for hell_. It--it comes over +me like fire over the damned. You don't fool yourself that folks who +know what it is to be damned can stay on in heaven without freezing, +do you? Well, they can't. I can't help it! I can't! I've got to +go--this time I've got to go!" + +I sat and stared at him. Oh, what was it Paul had said we were to pray +for, at such a time as this? + +"_And for me, that speech may be given to me ... that I may open my +mouth with confidence_..." + +But the words wouldn't come. + +"I've got to go! I've got to go, and try myself out!" he gritted. + +"You--understand your risks," I managed to say through stiff lips. I +had always, in my secret heart, been more or less afraid of this. +Always had I feared that the rulers of the world of darkness, swooping +down and catching him unaware, might win the long fight in the end. + +"Here you are safe. You are building up an honored name. You are +winning the respect and confidence of all decent people--and you wish +to undo it all. You wish to take such desperate chances--now!" I +groaned. + +"I've got to go!" he burst forth, white-lipped. "You've never seen a +dip cut off from his dope, have you? Well, I'm it, when the old town +calls me loud enough for me to hear her plain. I've stood her off as +long as I could--and now I'm that crazy for her I could wallow in her +dust. Besides, there's not such a lot of risks. I don't have to leave +my card at the station-house to let 'em know I'm calling, do I? They +haven't been sitting on what they think is my grave to keep me from +getting up before Gabriel beats 'em to it, have they? No, they're not +expecting _me_. What I could do to 'em now would make the Big Uns look +like a bunch of pikers--and their beans would have to turn inside out +before they fell for it that _I'd_ come back to my happy home and was +on the job again." + +"If--if you hadn't been so white, I'd have cut and run for it without +ever putting you wise. But I want to play fair. I'd be a hog if I +didn't play fair, and I'm trying to do it. I'm going because I can't +stay. I've got enough of my own money, earned honest, saved up, to pay +my way. Let me take it and go. And if I can come back, why, I'll +come." + +He was stone deaf to entreaties, prayers, reasoning, argument. The +four years of his stay with me, and all their work, and study, and +endeavor, and progress, seemed to have slipped from him as if they had +never been. They were swept aside like cobwebs. He broke away from me +in the midst of my pleading, hurried into his bedroom, and began to +sort into a grip a few necessities. + +"I'll leave on the three-o'clock," he flung over his shoulder to me, +standing disconsolate in the door. "I'll stop at the bank on my way." +I could do nothing; he had taken the bit between his teeth and was +bolting. I had for the time being lost all power of control over him, +and before I might hope to recover it he would be out of my reach. +Perhaps, I reflected wretchedly, the best thing to do under the +circumstances, would simply be to give him his head. I had seen horses +conquered like that. But the road before John Flint was so dark and so +crooked--and at the end of it waited Slippy McGee! + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE BUTTERFLY MAN + + +It was just one-thirty by the placid little clock on his mantel. The +express was due at three. + +"Very well," said I, forcing myself to face the inevitable without +noise, "you are free. If you must go, you must go." + +"I've got to go! I've got to go!" He repeated it as one repeats an +incantation. "I've got to go!" And he went on methodically assorting +and packing. Even at this moment of obsession his ingrained +orderliness asserted itself; the things he rejected were laid back in +their proper place with, the nicest care. + +I went over to tell my mother that John Flint had suddenly decided to +go north. She expressed no surprise, but immediately fell to counting +on her fingers his available shirts, socks, and underwear. She rather +hoped he would buy a new overcoat in New York, his old one being +hardly able to stand the strain of another winter. She was pleasantly +excited; she knew he had many northern correspondents, with whom he +must naturally be anxious to foregather. There was much to call him +thither. + +"He really needs the change. A short trip will do him a world of +good," she concluded equably. "He is still quite a young man, and I'm +sure it must be dull for him here at times, in spite of his work. +Why, he hasn't been out of this county for over three years, and just +think of the unfettered life he must have led before he came here! +Yes, I'm sure New York will stimulate him. A dose of New York is a +very good tonic. It regulates one's mental liver. Don't look so +worried, Armand--you remind me of those hens who hatch ducklings. I +should think a duckling of John Flint's size could be trusted to swim +by himself, at his time of life!" + +She had not my cause for fear. Besides, in her secret heart, Madame +was convinced that, rehabilitated, reclaimed, having more than proven +his intrinsic worth, John Flint went to be reconciled with and +received into the bosom of some preeminently proper parent, and to be +acclaimed and applauded by admiring and welcoming friends. For +although she had once heard the Butterfly Man gravely assure Miss +Sally Ruth Dexter that the only ancestor his immediate Flints were +sure of was Flint the pirate, my mother still clung firmly to the +illusion of Family. Blood will tell! + +As for me, I was equally sure that blood was telling now; and telling +in the atrocious tongue of the depths. I felt that the end had come. +Vain, vain, all the labor, all the love, all the hope, the prayers, +the pride! The submerged voice of his old life was calling him; the +vampire extended her white and murderous arms in which many and many +had died shamefully; she lifted to his her insatiable lips stained +scarlet with the wine of hell. Against that siren smile, those +beckoning hands, I could do nothing. The very fact that I was what I +am, was no longer a help, but rather a hindrance; he recognized in the +priest a deterring and detaining influence against which he rebelled, +and which he wished to repudiate. He was, as he had said so terribly, +"home-sick for hell." He would go, and he would most inevitably be +caught in the whirlpools; the naturalist, the scientist, the Butterfly +Man, would be sucked into that boiling vortex and drowned beyond all +hope of resuscitation; but from it the soul of Slippy McGee would +emerge, with a larger knowledge and a clearer brain, a thousand-fold +more deadly dangerous than of old; because this time he knew better +and had deliberately chosen the evil and rejected the good. By the law +of the pendulum he must swing as far backward into wrong as he had +swung forward into right. + +I could not bring myself to speak to him, I dared not bid him the +mockery of a Godspeed upon his journey, dreading as I did that +journey's end. So I stood at a window and watched him as with suitcase +in hand he walked down our shady street. At the corner he turned and +lifted his hat in a last farewell salute to my mother, standing +looking after him in the Parish House gate. Then he turned down the +side-street, and so disappeared. + +From his closed rooms came a long wailing howl. For the first time +Kerry might not follow his master; more yet, the master had thrust the +astonished dog into his bedroom and shut the door upon him. He had +refused to recognize the scratch at the door, the snuffling whine +through the keyhole. The outer door had slammed. Kerry raced to the +window. And the master was going, and going without him! He had +neither net, knapsack, nor bottle-belt, but he carried a suitcase. He +did not look back, nor whistle: he _meant_ to leave him behind. +Sensing that an untoward thing was occurring, a thing that boded no +good to himself or his beloved, the red dog lifted his voice and +howled a piercing protest. + +The sash was down, but the blinds had not yet been closed to. One saw +Kerry standing with his forepaws on the window-sill, his nose against +the glass, his ears lifted, his eyes anxious and distressed, his lip +caught in his teeth. At intervals he threw back his head, and then +came the howls. + +The catastrophe--for to me it was no less a thing--had come upon me so +suddenly that I was fairly stunned. From sheer force of habit I went +over to the church and knelt before the altar; but I could not pray; I +could only kneel there dumbly. I heard the screech of the three +o'clock express coming in, and, a few minutes later, its longer +screech as it departed. He had gone, then! I was not dreaming it: it +was true. Down and down and down went my heart. And down and down and +down went my head, humbled and prostrate. Alas, the end of hope, the +fall of pride! Alas and alas for the fair house built upon the sand, +wrecked and scattered! + +When I rose from my knees I staggered. I walked draggingly, as one +walks with fetters upon the feet. Oh, it was a cruel world, a world in +which nothing but inevitable loss awaited one, in which one was +foredoomed to disappointment; a world in which one was leaf by leaf +stripped bare. + +I could not bear to look at his closed rooms, but turned my head aside +as I passed them. Disconsolate Kerry barked at my passing step, and +pawed frantically at the window, but I made no effort to release him. +What comfort had I for the faithful creature, deserted by what he most +loved? + +His dismal outcries rasped my nerves raw; it was exactly as if the dog +howled for the dead. And that John Flint was dead I had no reasonable +cause to doubt. _He was dead because Slippy McGee was alive_. That +thought drove me as with a whip out into the garden, for as black an +hour as I have ever lived through--the sort of hour that leaves a scar +upon the soul. The garden was very still, steeped and drowsing in the +bright clear sunlight; only the bees were busy there, calling from +flower-door to flower-door, and sometimes a vireo's sweet whistle +fluted through the leaves. Pitache lay on John Flint's porch, and +dozed with his head between his paws; Judge Mayne's Panch sat on the +garden fence, and washed his black face, and watched the little dog +out of his emerald eyes. All along the fences the scarlet salvia shot +up its vivid spikes, and when the wind stirred, the red petals fell +from it like drops of blood. + +It seemed to me incongruous and cruel that one should suffer on such a +day; grief is for gray days; but the sunlight mocks sorrow, the soft +wind makes light of it. I was out of tune with this harmony, as I +walked up and down with my rosary in my hand. I knew that every flying +minute took him farther and farther away from me and from hope and +happiness and honor, and brought him nearer and nearer to the +whirlpool and the pit. I beat my hands together and the crucifix cut +into my palms. I walked more rapidly, as if I could get away from the +misery within. My heart ached intolerably, a mist dimmed my sight, and +a hideous choking lump rose in my throat; and it seemed to me that, +old and futile and alone, I was set down, not in my garden, but in the +midst of the abomination of desolation. + +Through this aching desolation Kerry's cries stabbed like +knife-thrusts.... And then little Pitache lifted his head, cocked a +listening ear and an alert eye, perked up his black nose, thumped an +expressive tail, and barked. It was a welcoming bark; Kerry, hearing +it, stiffened statue-like at the window and fell to whining in his +throat. The garden gate had clicked. + +Dreading that any mortal eye should see me thus in my grief, knowing +it was beyond my power of endurance to meet calmly or to speak +coherently with any human being at that moment, I turned, with the +instinct of flight strong upon me. I knew I must be alone, to face +this thing in its inevitableness, to fight it out, to get my bearings. +The gate was turning upon its hinges; I could hear it creak. + +Hesitating which way to turn, I looked up to see who it was that was +coming into the Parish House garden. And I fell to trembling, and +rubbed my eyes, and stared again, unbelievingly. There had been plenty +of time for him to have visited the bank and withdrawn his account; +there had been plenty of time for him then to have caught the +three-o'clock express. I had heard the train come and go this full +hour since. Surely my wish was father to the thought that I saw him +before me--my old eyes were playing me a trick--for I thought I saw +John Flint walking up the garden path toward me! Pitache barked again, +rose, stretched himself, and trotted to meet him, as he always did +when the Butterfly Man came home. + +He walked with the limp most noticeable when he tried to hurry. He was +flushed and perspiring and rumpled and well-nigh breathless; his coat +was wrinkled, his tie awry, his collar wilted, and bits of grass and +twigs and a leaf or so clung to his dusty clothes. The afternoon sun +shone full on his thick, close-cropped hair, for he carried his hat in +his hands, gingerly, carefully, as one might carry a fragile treasure; +a clean pocket handkerchief was tied over it. + +He was making straight for his workroom. I do not think he saw me +until I stepped into the path, directly in front of him. Then, +stopping perforce, he looked at me with dancing eyes, wiped his red +perspiring face with one hand, and nodded to the hat, triumphantly. + +"Such an--aberrant!" he panted. He was still breathing so rapidly he +had to jerk his words out. "I've got the--biggest, handsomest--most +perfect and wonderful--specimen of--an aberrant swallow-tail--any man +ever laid--his eyes on! I thought at first--I wasn't seeing things +right. But I was. Parson, parson, I've seen many--butterflies--but +never--another one like--this!" He had to pause, to take breath. Then +he burst out again, unable to contain his delight. + +"Oh, it was the luckiest chance! I was standing on the end platform of +the last car, and the train was pulling out, when I saw her go sailing +by. I stared with all my eyes, shut 'em, stared again, and there she +was! I knew there was never going to be such another, that if I lost +her I'd mourn for the rest of my days. I knew I had to have her. So I +measured my distance, risked my neck, and jumped for her. Game leg and +all I jumped, landed in the pit of a nigger's stomach, went down on +top of him, scrambled up again and was off in a jiffy, with the darky +bawling he'd been killed and the station buzzing like the judge's bees +on strike, and people hanging out of all the car windows to see who'd +been murdered. + +"She led me the devil's own chase, for I'd nothing but my hat to net +her with. A dozen times I thought I had her, and missed. It was +heart-breaking. I felt I'd go stark crazy if she got away from me. I +had to get her. And the Lord was good and rewarded me for my patience, +for I caught her at the end of a mile run. I was so blown by then that +I had to lie down in the grass by the roadside and get my wind back. +Then I slid my handkerchief easy-easy under my hat, tilted it up, and +here she is! She hasn't hurt herself, for she's been quiet. She's +perfect. She hasn't rubbed off a scale. She's the size of a bat. Her +upper wings, and one lower wing, are black, curiously splotched with +yellow, and one lower wing is all yellow. She's got the usual orange +spots on the secondaries, only bigger, and blobs of gold, and the +purple spills over onto the ground-color. She's a wonder. Come on in +and let's gloat at our ease--I haven't half seen her yet! She's the +biggest and most wonderful Turnus ever made. Why, Gabriel could wear +her in his crown to make himself feel proud, because there'd be only +one like her in heaven!" + +He took a step forward; but I could only stand still and blink, +owlishly. My heart pounded and the blood roared in my ears like the +wind in the pinetrees. My senses were in a most painful confusion, +with but one thought struggling clear above the turmoil: that _John +Flint had come back_. + +"But you didn't go!" I stammered. "Oh, John Flint, John Flint, you +didn't go!" + +He snorted. "Catch me running away like a fool when a six-inch +off-color swallow-tail flirts herself under my nose and dares me to +catch her! You'd better believe I didn't go!" + +And then I knew with a great uprush of joy that Slippy McGee himself +had gone instead, and the three-o'clock express was bearing him away, +forever and forever, beyond recall or return. Slippy McGee had gone +into the past; he was dead and done with. But John Flint the +naturalist was vibrantly and vitally alive, built upon the living +rock, a house not to be washed away by any wave of passion. + +This reaction from the black and bitter hour through which I had just +passed, this turbulent joy and relief, overcame me. My knees shook and +gave way; I tottered, and sank helplessly into the seat built around +our great magnolia. And shaken out of all self-control I wept as I had +not been permitted to weep over my own dead, my own overthrown hopes. +Head to foot I was shaken as with some rending sickness. The sobs were +torn out of my throat with gasps. + +He stood stone still. He went white, and his nostrils grew pinched, +and in his set face only his eyes seemed alive and suffering. They +blinked at me, as if a light had shone too strongly upon them. A sort +of inarticulate whimper came from him. Then with extreme care he laid +the handkerchief-covered hat upon the ground, and down upon his knees +he went beside me, his arms about my knees. He, too, was trembling. + +"Father! ... _Father!_" + +"My son ... I was afraid ... you were lost ... gone ... into a far +country.... It would have broken my heart!" + +He said never a word; but hung his head upon his breast, and clung to +my knees. When he raised his eyes to mine, their look was so piteous +that I had to put my hand upon him, as one reassures one's child. So +for a healing time we two remained thus, both silent. The garden was +exquisitely still and calm and peaceful. We were shut in and canopied +by walls and roof of waving green, lighted with great cream-colored +flowers with hearts of gold, and dappled with sun and shadow. Through +it came the vireo's fairy flute. + +God knows what thoughts went through John Flint's mind; but for me, a +great peace stole upon me, mixed with a greater, reverent awe and +wonder. Oh, heart of little faith! I had been afraid; I had doubted +and despaired and been unutterably wretched; I had thought him lost +whom the Powers of Darkness swooped upon, conquered, and led astray. +And God had needed nothing stronger than a butterfly's fragile wing to +bear a living soul across the abyss! + +We went together, after a while, to his rooms, and when he had +submitted to Kerry's welcome, we carefully examined the beautiful +insect he had captured. As he had said, she had not lost a scale; and +she was by far the most astonishing aberrant I have ever seen, before +or since. The Turnus is perhaps the most beautiful of our butterflies, +and this off-color was larger than the normal, and more irregularly +and oddly and brilliantly colored. Their natural coloring is gorgeous +enough; but hers was like a seraph's head-jewels. + +I have her yet, with the date of her capture written under her. She is +the only one of all our butterflies I claim personally. The gold has +never been minted that could buy that Turnus. + +"I had the station agent wire for my grip," said Flint casually. "And +I gave the darky I knocked down fifty cents to soothe his feelings. He +offered to let me do it again for a quarter." His eyes roved over the +pleasant workroom with its books and cabinets, its air of homely +comfort; through the open door one glimpsed the smaller bedroom, the +crucifix on the white wall. He dropped his hand on Kerry's head, close +against his knee, and drew a sharp breath. + +"Father," said he, quietly, and looked at me with steady eyes, "you +don't need to be afraid for me any more as you had to be to-day. +To-day's the last of my--my dumfoolishness." After a moment he added: + +"Remember what that little girl said when she gave me her dog? Well, I +reckon she was right. I reckon I'm here for keeps. I reckon, father, +that you and I do belong." + +"Yes," said I; and looked over the cases of our butterflies, and the +books we had gathered, and the table where we worked and studied +together. "Yes; you and I belong." And I left him with Kerry's head on +his knees, and Kerry's eyes adoring him, and went over to the Parish +House to tell Madame that John Flint had changed his mind and wouldn't +go North just now, because an aberrant Turnus had beguiled him. + +For a moment my mother looked profoundly disappointed. + +"Are you sure," she asked, "that this doesn't mean a loss to him, +Armand?" + +"Yes, I am sure." + +She watched my eyes, and of a sudden she reached out, caught my hand, +and squeezed it. Her face softened with sympathetic and tolerant +understanding, but she asked no questions, made no comment. If Solomon +had been lucky enough to marry my mother, I am sure he would never +have plagued himself with the nine hundred and ninety-nine. But then, +neither would he have written Proverbs. + +Neither the Butterfly Man nor I have ever referred to that morning's +incident; the witness of it we cherish; otherwise it pleases us to +ignore it as if it had never happened. It had, of course, its results, +for with a desperate intensity of purpose he plunged back into study +and research; and as the work was broadening, and called for all his +skill and patience, the pendulum swung him far forward again. + +I had been so fascinated, watching that transformation, even mere +wonderful than any butterfly's, going on before my eyes; I was so +enmeshed in the web of endless duties spun for me by my big poor +parish that I did not have time to miss Mary Virginia as poignantly as +I must otherwise have done, although my heart longed for her. + +My mother never ceased to mourn her absence; something went away from +us with Mary Virginia, which could only come back to us with her. But +it so happened that the ensuing summers failed to bring her back. The +little girl spent her vacations with girl friends of whose standing +her mother approved, or with relatives she thought it wise the child +should cultivate. For the time being, Mary Virginia had vanished out +of our lives. + +Laurence, however, spent all his vacations at home; and of Laurence we +were immensely proud. Most of his holidays were spent, not with +younger companions, but oddly enough with John Flint. That old +friendship, renewed after every parting, seemed to have grown stronger +with the boy's growth; the passing years deepened it. + +"My boy's forever boasting of your Butterfly Man," said the judge, +falling into step with me one morning on the street. "He tells me +Flint's been made a member of several learned societies; and that he's +gotten out a book of sorts, telling all there is to tell about some +crawling plague or other. And it seems this isn't all the wonderful +Mr. Flint is capable of: Laurence insists that biologists will have to +look Flintward pretty soon, on account of observations on what he +calls insect allies--whatever _they_ are." + +"Well, you see, his work on insect allies is really unique and +thorough, and it opens a door to even more valuable research," said I, +as modestly as I could. "Flint is one of its great pioneers, and he's +blazing the way. Some day when the real naturalist comes into his own, +he will rank far, far above tricky senators and mutable governors!" + +The judge smiled. "Spoken like a true bughunter," said he. "As a +matter of fact, this fellow is a remarkable man. Does he intend to +remain here for good?" + +"Yes," said I, "I think he intends to remain here--for good." I could +not keep the pride out of my voice and eyes. Let me again admit my +grave fault: I am a vain and proud old man, God forgive me! + +"Your goose turned out a butterfly," said the judge. "One may well be +pardoned a little natural vanity when one has engineered a feat like +that! Common tramp, too, wasn't he?" + +"No, he wasn't. He was a most uncommon one." + +"I could envy the man his spontaneity and originality," admitted the +judge, rubbing _his_ nose. "Well, father, I'm perfectly satisfied, so +far, to have my only son tramp with him." + +"So is my mother," said I. + +At that the judge lifted his hat with a fine old-fashioned courtesy +good to see in this age when a youth walks beside a maid and blows +cigarette smoke in her face upon the public streets. + +"When such a lady approves of any man," said he, gallantly, "it +confers upon him letters patent of nobility." + +"We shall have to consider John Flint knighted, then," said my mother +merrily, when I repeated the conversation. "Let's see," she continued +gaily. "We'll put on his shield three butterflies, or, rampant on a +field, azure; in the lower corner a net, argent. Motto, '_In Hoc Signo +Vinces_.' There'll be no sign of the cyanide jar. I'll have nothing +sinister shadowing; the Butterfly Man's escutcheon!" + +She knew nothing about the trust St. Stanislaus kept; she had never +met Slippy McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +NESTS + + +Laurence at last hung out that shingle which was to tingle Appleboro +into step with the Time-spirit. It was a very happy and important day +for the judge and his immediate friends, though Appleboro at large +looked on with but apathetic interest. One more little legal light +flickering "in our midst" didn't make much difference; we literally +have lawyers to burn. So we aren't too enthusiastic over our +fledglings; we wait for them to show us--which is good for them, and +sometimes better for us. + +This fledgling, however, was of the stuff which endures. Laurence was +one of those dynamic and dangerous people who not only think +independently themselves, but have the power to make other people +think. No one who came in contact with him escaped this; it seemed to +crackle electrically in the air around him; he was a sort of human +thought-conductor, and he shocked many a smug and self-satisfied +citizen into horrific life before he had done with him. + +If this young man had not been one of the irreproachable Maynes +Appleboro might have set him down as a pestilent and radical theorist +and visionary. But fortunately for us and himself he was a Mayne; and +the Maynes have been from the dawn of things Carolinian "a good +family." + +I don't think I have ever seen two people so mutually delight in each +other's powers as did John Flint and Laurence Mayne. The Butterfly Man +was immensely proud of Laurence's handsome person and his grace of +speech and manner; he had even a more profound respect for his more +solid attainments, for his own struggle upward had deepened his regard +for higher education. As for Laurence, he thought his friend +marvelous; what he had overcome and become made him in the younger +man's eyes an incarnate proof of the power of will and of patience. +The originality and breadth of his views fired the boy's imagination +and broadened his personality. The two complemented each other. + +The Butterfly Man's workroom had a fascination for others than +Laurence. It was a sort of Open Question Club. Here Westmoreland came +to air his views with a free tongue and to ride his hobbies with a +gallant zest; here the major, tugging at his goatee, his glasses far +down on his nose, narrated in spicy chapters the Secret Social History +of Appleboro. Here the judge--for he, too, had fallen into the habit +of strolling over of an evening--sunk in the old Morris chair, his +cigar gone cold in his fingers, reviewed great cases. And sometimes +Eustis stopped by, spoke in his modest fashion of his experiments, and +left us all the better for his quiet strength. And Flint, with his +eyes alive and watchful behind his glasses, listened with that air +which made one like to tell him things. Laurence declared that he got +his post-graduate course in John Flint's workroom, and that the +Butterfly Man wasn't the least of his teachers. + +I should dearly like to say that the Awakening of Appleboro began in +that workroom; and in a way it did. But it really had its inception in +a bird's nest John Flint had discovered and watched with great +interest and pleasure. The tiny mother had learned to accept his +approach, without fear; he said she knew him personally. She allowed +him to approach close enough to touch her; she even took food out of +his fingers. He had worked toward that friendliness with great skill +and patience, and his success gave him infinite pleasure. He had a +great tenderness for the little brown lady, and he looked forward to +her babies with an almost grandfatherly eagerness. The nest was over +in a corner of our garden, in a thick evergreen bush big enough to be +called a young tree. + +Now on a sunny morning Laurence and I and the Butterfly Man walked in +our garden. Laurence had gotten his first brief, and we two older +fellows were somewhat like two old birds fluttering over an +adventurous fledgling. I think we saw the boy sitting on the Supreme +Court bench, that morning! + +As we neared the evergreen tree the Butterfly Man raised his hand to +caution us to be silent. He wanted us to see his wee friend's +reception of him, and so he went on a bit ahead, to let her know she +needn't be afraid--we, too, were merely big friends come a-calling. +And just then we heard shrill cries of distress, and above it the +louder, raucous scream of the bluejay. + +The bluejay was entirely occupied with his own business of breaking +into another bird's nest and eating the eggs. He scolded violently +between mouthfuls; he had finished three eggs and begun on the fourth +and last when we came upon the scene. He had no fear of us; he had +seen us before, and he knew very well indeed that the red-bearded +creature with the cane was a particular and peculiar friend of +feathered folks. So he cocked a knowing head, with a cruel beak full +of egg, and flirted a splendid tail at his friend; then swallowed the +last morsel and rowed viciously with Laurence and me; for the bluejay +is wholly addicted to billingsgate. He paid no attention to the +distraught mother-bird, fluttering and crying on a limb nearby. + +"Gosh, pal, I've sure had some meal!" said the bluejay to John Flint. +"Chase that skirt, over there, please--she makes too much noise to +suit me!" + +But for once John Flint wasn't a friend to a bluejay--he uttered an +exclamation of sorrow and dismay. + +"My nest!" he cried tragically. "My beautiful nest with the four eggs, +that I've been watching day by day! And the little mother-thing that +knew me, and let me touch her, and feed her, and wasn't afraid of me! +Oh, you blue devil! You thief! You murderer!" And in a great gust of +sorrow and anger he lifted his stick to hurl it at the criminal. +Laurence caught the upraised arm. + +"But he doesn't know he's a thief and a murderer," said he, and looked +at the handsome culprit with unwilling admiration. The jay, having +finished the nest to his entire satisfaction, hopped down upon a limb +and turned his attention to us. He screamed at Laurence, thrusting +forward his impudent head; while the poor robbed mother, with +lamentable cries, watched him from a safe distance. Full of his +cannibal meal, Mister Bluejay callously ignored her. He was more +interested in us. Down he came, nearer yet, with a flirt of fine +wings, a spreading of barred tail, just above Flint's head, and +talked jocularly to his friend in jayese. + +"You're a thief and a robber!" raged the Butterfly Man. "You're a damn +little bird-killer, that's what you are! I ought to wring your neck +for you, and I'd do it if it would do the rest of your tribe any good. +But it wouldn't. It wouldn't bring back the lost eggs nor the spoiled +nest, either. Besides, you don't know any better. You're what you are +because you were hatched like that, and there wasn't Anything to tell +you what's right and wrong for a decent bird to do. The best one can +do for you is to get wise to your ways and watch out that you can't do +more mischief." + +The bluejay, with his handsome crested head on one side, cocked his +bright black eye knowingly, and passed derisive remarks. Any one who +has listened attentively to a bluejay must be deeply grateful that the +gift of articulate speech has been wisely withheld from him; he is a +hooligan of a bird. He lifted his wings like half-playful fists. If he +had fingers, be sure a thumb had been lifted profanely to his nose. + +The Butterfly Man watched him for a moment in silence; a furrow came +to his forehead. + +"Damn little thief!" he muttered. "And you don't even have to care! +No! It's not right. There ought to be some way to save the mothers and +the nests from your sort--without having to kill you, either. But good +Lord, how? That's what I want to know!" + +"Beat 'em to it and stand 'em off," said Laurence, staring at the +ravaged nest, the unhappy mother, the gorged impenitent thief. "'Git +thar fustest with the mostest men.' Have the nests so protected the +thief can't get in without getting caught. Build Better Bird Houses, +say, and enforce a Law of the Garden--Boom and Food for all, Pillage +for None. You'd have to expect some spoiled nests, of course, for you +couldn't be on guard all the time, and you couldn't make all the birds +live in your Better Bird Houses--they wouldn't know how. But you'd +save some of them, at any rate." + +"Think so?" said John Flint. "Huh! And what'd you do with _him_?" And +he jerked his head at the screaming jay. + +"Let him alone, so long as he behaved. Shoo him outside when he +didn't--and see that he kept outside," said Laurence. "You see, the +idea isn't so much to reform bluejays--it's to save the other birds +from them." + +John Flint's face was troubled. "It's all a muddle, anyhow," said he. +"You can't blame the bluejay, because he was born so, and it's +bluejay nature to act like that when it gets the chance. But there's +the other bird--it looks bad. It is bad. For a thief to come into a +little nest like that, that she'd been brooding on, and twittering to, +and feeling so good and so happy about--Man, I'd have given a month's +work and pay to have saved that nest! It's not fair. God! Isn't there +_some_ way to save the good ones from the bad ones?" + +There he stood, in the middle of the path, staring ruefully at the +wrecked bit of twigs and moss and down that had been a wee home; and +with more of sorrow than anger at the feathered crook who had done the +damage. The thing was slight in itself, and more than common--just one +of the unrecorded humble tragedies which daily engulf the Little +Peoples. But I had seen a butterfly's wing save him alive; and so I +did not doubt now that a little bird's nest could weigh down the +balance which would put him definitely upon the side of good and of +God. + +"I think there is a way," said Laurence, gravely, "and that is to beat +them to it and stand them off. All the rest is talk and piffle--the +only way to save is to save. There are no halfway measures; also, it's +a lifetime job, full of kicks and cuffs and ingratitude and +misunderstanding and failure and loneliness, and sometimes even worse +things yet. But you do manage to sometimes save the nests and the +fledglings, and you do sometimes escape the pain of hearing the +mothers lamenting. And that's the only reward a decent mortal ought to +hope for. I reckon it's about the best reward there is, this side of +heaven." + +The Butterfly Man swallowed this a bit ungraciously. + +"You've got a devil of a way of twisting things into parables. I'm +talking birds and thinking birds, and here you must go and make my +birds people! I wasn't thinking about people--that is, I wasn't, until +you have to go and put the notion into my head. It's not fair. The +thing's bad enough already, without your lugging folks into it and +making it worse!" + +Laurence looked at him steadily. "You've got to think of people, when +you see things like that," said he, slowly; "otherwise you only +half-see. I have to think of people--of kids, particularly--and their +mothers." He turned as he spoke, and stared out over our garden, with +its sunny spaces, and its shrubs and flowers, and trees, to where, +over in the sky a pillar of smoke rose steadily, endlessly, and +merged into a cloud overhanging the quiet little town. + +"The pillar of cloud by day," said he "that leads the children--" He +stopped, and the whimsical smile faded from his face; his jaw set. + +The bluejay, having exhausted his vocabulary of jay-ribaldry, +screeched one last outrageous bit of billingsgate into Flint's ears, +shut up his tail like a fan, and darted off, a streak of blue and +gray. The Butterfly Man's eyes followed him smilelessly; then they +came back and dwelt for a moment upon the ruined nest and the +fluttering mother-bird, still vexing the ear with her shrill +lamentable futile protests. From her his eyes went, out over the trees +and flowers to that pillar mounting lazily and inevitably into the +sky. For a long moment he stared at that, too, fixedly. After an +interval he clenched his hand upon his stick and struck the ground. + +"_Nothing's_ got any business to break up a nest! I'd rather sit up +all night and watch than see what I've just seen and listen to that +mother-thing calling to Something that's far-off and stone deaf and +can't hear nor heed. Why, the little birds haven't got even the chance +to get themselves born, much less grow up and sing! I--Say, you two go +on a bit. I feel mighty bad about this. I'd been watching her. She +knew me. She let me feed her. If only I'd thought about the jay, why, +I might have saved her. But just when she needed me I wasn't there!" +He turned abruptly, and strode off toward his own rooms. Kerry +followed with a drooping head and tail. But Laurence looked after him +hopefully. + +"Padre, the Butterfly Man's seen something this morning that will +sink to the bottom of his soul and stay there: didn't you see his +eyes? Now, which of those two have taught him the most--the happy +thief and murderer, or the innocent unhappy victim? The bluejay's not +a whit the worse for it, remember; in fact, he's all the better off, +for his stomach is full and his mischief satisfied, and that's all +that ever worries a bluejay. And there isn't any redress for the +mother-bird. The thing's done, and can't be undone. But between them +they've shown John Flint something that forces a man to take sides. +Doesn't the bluejay deserve some little credit for that? And is there +_ever_ any redress for the mother-bird, Padre?" + +"Why, the Church teaches--" I began. + +Laurence nodded. "Yes, Padre, I know all that. But it can't teach away +what's always happening here and now. At least not to the Butterfly +Man and me, ... nor yet the mother-birds, Padre. No. We want to be +shown how to head off the bluejays." + +We walked along in silence, his hand upon my arm. His eyes were +clouded with the vision that beckoned him. As for me, I was wondering +just where, and how far, that bluejay was going to lead John Flint. + +It led him presently to my mother. All men learn their great lessons +from women and in stress the race instinctively goes back to be taught +by the mothers of it. There were long intimate talks between herself +and the Butterfly Man, to which Laurence was also called. In her quiet +way Madame knew by heart the whole mill district, good, bad and +indifferent, for she was a woman among the women. She had supported +wives parting from dying husbands; she had hushed the cries of +frightened children, while I gave the last blessings to mothers whose +feet were already on the confines of another world; she had taken dead +children from frenzied women's arms. Just as the Butterfly Man had +shown the country folks to Laurence, so now Madame showed them both +the mill folks, the poor folks, the foreigners in a small town +disdainful of them; and she did it with the added keenness of her +woman's eyes and the diviner kindness of her woman's heart. + +The little lady had enormous influence in the parish. And as +Laurence's plans and hopes and ambitions unfolded before her, she +threw this potent influence, with all it implied, in the scale of the +young lawyer's favor. They began their work at the bottom, as all +great movements should begin. What struck me with astonishment was +that so many quiet women seemed to be ready and waiting, as for a +hoped for message, a bugle-call in the dawn, for just that which +Laurence had to tell them. + +"A fellow with pull behind him," said John Flint, "is what you might +call a pretty fair probability. But a fellow with the women behind him +is a steam-roller. There's nothing to do but clear the road and keep +from under." And when he went on his rounds among the farm houses now +it wasn't only the men and children he talked to. There was a message +for the overworked women, the wives and daughters who had all the +pains and none of the profits. Westmoreland, who had been a rather +lonesome evangelist for many years, of a sudden found himself backed +and supported by younger and stronger forces. + +The work was done very noiselessly; there was no outward +disturbances, yet; but the women were in deadly earnest; there were +far, far too many small graves in our cemetery, and they were being +taught to ask why the children who filled them hadn't had a fair +chance? The men might smile at many things, but fathers couldn't smile +when mothers of lost children wanted to know why Appleboro hadn't +better milk and sanitation. And there, under their eyes bulked the +huge red mills, and every day from the bosom of this Moloch went up +the smoke of sacrifice. + +Behind all this gathering of forces stood an almost unguessed figure. +Not the lovely white-haired lady of the Parish House; not big +Westmoreland; not handsome Laurence, nor outspoken Miss Sally Ruth +with a suffrage button on her black basque; but a limping man in gray +tweeds with a soft felt hat pulled down over his eyes and a butterfly +net in his hand. That net was symbolic. With trained eye and sure hand +the naturalist caught and classified us, put each one in his proper +place. + +Keener, shrewder far than any of us, no one, save I alone, guessed the +part it pleased him to play. Laurence was hailed as the Joshua who was +to lead all Appleboro into the promised land of better paving, better +lighting, better schools, better living conditions, better city +government--a better Appleboro. Behind Laurence stood the Butterfly +Man. + +He seldom interfered with Laurence's plans; but every now and then he +laid a finger unerringly upon some weak point which, unnoticed and +uncorrected, would have made those plans barren of result. He amended +and suggested. I have seen him breathe upon the dry bones of a +project and make it live. It satisfied that odd sardonic twist in him +to stand thus obscurely in the background and pull the strings. I +think, too, that there must have been in his mind, since that morning +he had watched the bluejay destroy his nest, some obscure sense of +restitution. Once, in the dark, he had worked for evil. Still keeping +himself hidden, it pleased him now to work for good. So there he sat +in his workroom, and cast filaments here and there, and spun a web +which gradually netted all Appleboro. + +There was, for instance, the _Clarion_. We had had but that one +newspaper in our town from time immemorial. I suppose it might have +been a fairly good county paper once,--but for some years it had +spluttered so feebly that one wondered how it survived at all. In +spite of this, nobody in our county could get himself decently born or +married, or buried, without a due and proper notice in the _Clarion_. +To the country folks an obituary notice in its columns was as much a +matter of form as a clergyman at one's obsequies. It simply wasn't +respectable to be buried without proper comment in the _Clarion_. +Wherefore the paper always held open half a column for obituary +notices and poetry. + +These dismal productions had first brought the _Clarion_ to Mr. +Flint's notice. He used to snigger at sight of the paper. He said it +made him sure the dead walked. He cut out all those lugubrious and +home-made verses and pasted them in a big black scrapbook. He had a +fashion of strolling down to the paper's office and snipping out all +such notices and poems from its country exchanges. A more ghoulish and +fearsome collection than he acquired I never elsewhere beheld. It was +a taste which astonished me. Sometimes he would gleefully read aloud +one which particularly delighted him: + + "A Christian wife and offspring seven + Mourn for John Peters who has gone to heaven. + But as for him we are sure he can weep no more, + He is happy with the lovely angels on that bright shore."{~DAGGER~} + +{~DAGGER~} Heaven. + +My mother was horrified. She said, severely, that she couldn't to save +her life see why any mortal man should snigger because a Christian +wife and children seven mourned for John Peters who had gone to +heaven. The Butterfly Man looked up, meekly. And of a sudden my mother +stopped short, regarded him with open mouth and eyes, and retired +hastily. He resumed his pasting. + +"I've got a hankering for what you might call grave poetry," said he, +pensively. "Yes, sir; an obituary like that is like an all-day sucker +to me. Say, don't you reckon they make the people they're written +about feel glad they're dead and done for good with folks that could +spring something like that on a poor stiff? Wait a minute, parson--you +can't afford to miss Broken-hearted Admirer: + + "Miss Matty, I watched thee laid in the gloomy grave's embrace, + Where nobody can evermore press your hand or your sweet face. + When you were alive I often thought of thee with fond pride, + And meant to call around some night & ask you to be my loving Bride. + "But alas, there is a sorrowful sadness in my bosom to-day, + For I never did it & now can never really know what you would say. + + Miss Matty, the time may come when I can remember thee as a brother, + And lay my fond true heart at the loving feet of another. + For though just at present I can do nothing but sigh & groan, + The Holy Bible tells us it is not good for a man to dwell alone. + But even though, alas, I'm married, my poor heart will still be true, + And oft in the lone night I will wake & weep to think she never + can be you." + --"A BROKEN-HEARTED ADMIRER." + +"Ain't that sad and sweet, though?" said the Butterfly Man admiringly. +"Don't you hope those loving feet will be extra loving when +Broken-hearted makes 'em a present of his fond heart, parson? Wouldn't +it be something fierce if they stepped on it! Gee, I cried in my hat +when I first read that!" Now wasn't it a curious coincidence that, +even as Madame, I regarded John Flint with open mouth and eyes, and +retired hastily? + +For some time the _Clarion_ had been getting worse and worse; heaven +knows how it managed to appear on time, and we expected each issue to +be its last. It wasn't news to Appleboro that it was on its last legs. +I was not particularly interested in its threatened demise, not having +John Flint's madness for its obituaries; but he watched it narrowly. + +"Did you know," he remarked to Laurence, "that the poor old _Clarion_ +is ready to bust? It will have to write a death-notice for itself in a +week or two, the editor told me this morning." + +"So?" Laurence seemed as indifferent as I. + +The Butterfly Man shot him a freighted glance. "Folks in this county +will sort of miss the _Clarion_," he reflected. "After all, it's the +one county paper. Seems to me," he mused, "that if _I_ were going in +head, neck and crop for the sweet little job of reformer-general, I'd +first off get me a grappling-hook on my town's one newspaper. +Particularly when grappling-hooks were going cheap." + +"Hasn't Inglesby got a mortgage on it?" + +"If he had would he let it die in its bed so nice and ladylike? Not +much! It'd kick out the footboard and come alive. Inglesby must be +getting rusty in the joints not to reach out for the _Clarion_ +himself, right now. Maybe he figures it's not worth the price. Maybe +he knows this town so well he's dead sure nobody that buys a newspaper +here would have the nerve to print anything or think anything he +didn't approve of. Yes, I guess that's it." + +"Which is your gentle way," cut in Laurence, "of telling me I'd better +hustle out and gather in the _Clarion_ before Inglesby beats me to it, +isn't it?" + +"Me?" The Butterfly Man looked pained. "I'm not telling you to buy +anything. _I'm_ only thinking of the obituaries. Ask the parson. +I'm--I'm addicted to 'em, like some people are to booze. But if you'd +promise to keep open the old corner for them, why, I might come out +and _beg_ you to buy the _Clarion_, now it's going so cheap. Yep--all +on account of the obituaries!" And he murmured: + + "_Our dear little Johnny was left alive + To reach the interesting age of five + When_--" + +"That's just about as much as I can stand of that, my son!" said I, +hastily. + +"The parson's got an awful tender heart," the Butterfly Man explained +and Laurence was graceless enough to grin. + +"Well, as I was about to say: I happened to think Inglesby would be +brute enough to choke out my pet column, or make folks pay for it, and +things like that haven't got any business to have price tags on 'em. +So I got to thinking of you. You're young and tender; also a college +man; and you're itching to wash and iron Appleboro--" he took off his +glasses and wiped them delicately and deliberately. + +"Did you also get to thinking," said Laurence, crisply, "that I'm just +about making my salt at present, and still you're suggesting that I +tie a dead old newspaper about my neck and jump overboard? One might +fancy you hankered to add my obituary to your collection!" he finished +with a touch of tartness. + +The Butterfly Man smiled ever so gently. + +"The _Clarion_ is the county paper," he explained patiently. "It was +here first. It's been here a long time, and people are used to it. It +knows by heart how they think and feel and how they want to be told +they think and feel. And you ought to know Carolina people when it +comes right down to prying them loose from something they're used to!" +He paused, to let that sink in. + +"There's no reason why the _Clarion_ should keep on being a dead one, +is there? There's plenty room for a live daily right here and now, if +it was run right. Why, this town's blue-molded for a live paper! Look +here: You go buy the _Clarion_. It won't cost you much. Believe me, +you'll find it mighty handy--power of the press, all the usual guff, +you know! I sha'n't have to worry about obituaries, but I bet you +dollars to doughnuts some people will wake up some morning worrying a +whole lot about editorials. Mayne--people like to think they think +what they think themselves. They don't. They think what their home +newspapers tell them to think. And this is your great big chance to +get the town ear and shout into it good and loud." + +A week or so later Mayne & Son surprised Appleboro by purchasing the +moribund _Clarion_. They didn't have to go into debt for it, either. +They got it for an absurdly low sum, although folks said, with sniffs, +that anything paid for that rag was too much. + +"Nevertheless," said the Butterfly Man to me, complacently, "that's +the little jimmy that's going to grow up and crack some fat cribs. +Watch it grow!" + +I watched; but, like most others, I was rather doubtful. It was true +that the _Clarion_ immediately showed signs of reviving life. And that +Jim Dabney, a college friend from upstate, whom Laurence had induced +to accept the rather precarious position of editor and manager, wrote +pleasantly as well as pungently, and so set us all to talking. + +I suppose it was because it really had something to say, and that +something very pertinent to our local interests and affairs, that we +learned and liked to quote the _Clarion_. It made a neat appearance in +new black type, and this pleased us. It had, too, a newer, clearer, +louder note, which made itself heard over the whole county. The county +merchants and farmers began once more to advertise in its pages, as +John Flint, who watched it jealously--feeling responsible for +Laurence's purchase of it--was happy to point out. + +One thing, too, became more and more evident. The women were behind +the _Clarion_ in a solid phalanx. They knew it meant for them a voice +which spoke articulately and publicly, an insistent voice which must +be answered. It noticed every Mothers' Meeting, Dorcas activity, +Ladies' Aid, Altar Guild, temperance gathering; spoke respectfully of +the suffragists and hopefully of the "public-spirited women" of the +new Civic League. And never, never, never omitted nor misplaced nor +misspelled a name! The boy from up-state saw to that. He was wily as +the serpent and simple as the dove. Over the local page appeared +daily: + + "LET'S GET TOGETHER!" + +After awhile we took him at his word and tried to ... and things began +to happen in Appleboro. + +"Here," said the Butterfly Man to me, "is where the bluejay begins to +get his." + +For in most Appleboro houses insistent women were asking harassed and +embarrassed men certain questions concerning certain things which +ladies hadn't been supposed to know anything about, much less worry +their heads over, since the state was a state. So determined were the +women to have these questions fairly answered that they presently +asked them in cold print, on the front page of the town paper. And +Laurence told them. He had appalling lists and figures and names and +dates. The "chiel among us takin' notes" printed them. Dabney's +editorial comments were barbed. + +Now there are mills in the South which do obey the state laws and +regulations as to hours, working conditions, wages, sanitation, safety +appliances, child labor. But there are others which do not. Ours +notoriously didn't. + +John Flint and my mother had had many a conference about deplorable +cases which both knew, but were powerless to change. The best they had +been able to do was to tabulate such cases, with names and facts and +dates, but precious little had been accomplished for the welfare of +the mill people, for those who might have helped had been too busy, or +perhaps unwilling, to listen or to act. + +But, as Flint insisted, the new Civic League was ready and ripe to +hear now what Madame had to tell. At one meeting, therefore, she took +the floor and told them. When she had finished they named a committee +to investigate mill conditions in Appleboro. + +That work was done with a painstaking thoroughness, and the +committee's final report was very unpleasant reading. But the names +signed to it were so unassailable, the facts so incontrovertible, that +Dabney thought best to print it in full, and later to issue it in +pamphlet form. It has become a classic for this sort of thing now, and +it is always quoted when similar investigations are necessary +elsewhere. + +It was the Butterfly Man who had taken that report and had rewritten +and revised it, and clothed it with a terrible earnestness and force. +Its plain words were alive. It seemed to me, when I read them that I +heard ... a bluejay's ribald screech ... and the heart-rending and +piercing cries of a little brown motherbird whose nest had been +ravaged and destroyed. + +Appleboro gasped, and sat up, and rubbed its eyes. That such things +could be occurring here, in this pleasant little place, in the shadow +of their churches, within reach of their homes! No one dared to even +question the truth of that report, however, and it went before the +Grand Jury intact. The Grand Jury very promptly called Mr. Inglesby +before it. They were polite to him, of course, but they did manage to +ask him some very unpleasant and rather personal questions, and they +did manage to impress upon him that certain things mentioned in the +Civic League's report must not be allowed to reoccur. One juror--he +was a planter--had even had the temerity to say out loud the ugly word +"penetentiary." + +Inglesby was shocked. He hadn't known. He was a man of large interests +and he had to leave a great deal to the discretion of superintendents +and foremen. It might be, yes, he could understand how it might very +well be--that his confidence had been abused. He would look into these +things personally hereafter. Why, he was even now busily engaged +compiling a "Book of Rules for Employees." He deplored the almost +universal unrest among employees. It was a very bad sign. Very. Due +almost entirely to agitators, too. + +He didn't come out of that investigation without some of its slime +sticking to him, and this annoyed and irritated and enraged him more +than we guessed, for we hadn't as yet learned the man's ambition. +Also, the women kept following him up. They meant to make him comply +with the strict letter of the law, if that were humanly possible. + +He was far too shrewd not to recognize this; for he presently called +on my mother and offered her whatever aid he could reasonably give. +Her work was invaluable; his foremen and superintendents had +instructions to give her any information she asked for, to show her +anything in the mills she wished to see, and to report to headquarters +any suggestions as to the--er--younger employees, she might be kind +enough to make. If that were not enough she might, he suggested, call +on him personally. Really, one couldn't but admire the _savoir faire_ +of this large unctious being, so fluent, so plausible, until one +happened to catch of a sudden that hard and ruthless gleam which, in +spite of all his caution, would leap at times into his cold eyes. + +"Is he, or isn't he, a hypocrite pure and simple, or are such men +self-deceived?" mused my mother, puckering her brows. "He will do +nothing, I know, that he can well avoid. But--he gave me of his own +accord his personal check for fifty dollars, for that poor consumptive +Shivers woman." + +"She contracted her disease working in his mill and living in one of +his houses on the wages he paid her," said I, "I might remind you to +beware of the Greeks when they come bearing gifts." + +"Proverb for proverb," said she. "The hair of the dog is good for its +bite." + +"Fifty dollars isn't much for a woman's life." + +"Fifty dollars buys considerable comfort in the shape of milk and ice +and eggs. When it's gone--if poor Shivers isn't--I shall take the +Baptist minister's wife and Miss Sally Ruth Dexter with me, and go and +ask him for another check. He'll give it." + +"You'll make him bitterly repent ever having succumbed to the +temptation of appearing charitable," said I. + +We were not left long in doubt that Inglesby had other methods of +attack less pleasant than offering checks for charity. Its two largest +advertisers simultaneously withdrew their advertisements from the +_Clarion_. + +"Let's think this thing out," said John Flint to Laurence. "Cutting +out ads is a bad habit. It costs good money. It should be nipped in +the bud. You've got to go after advertisers like that and make 'em see +the thing in the right light. Say, parson, what's that thing you were +saying the other day--the thing I asked you to read over, remember?" + +_"When the scorner is punished, the simple is made wise; and when the +wise is instructed, he receiveth knowledge,"_ I quoted Solomon. + +"That's it, exactly. You see," he explained, "there's always the right +way out, if you've got sense enough to find it. Only you mustn't get +rattled and try to make your getaway out the wrong door or the front +window--that spoils things. The parson's given you the right tip. That +old chap Solomon had a great bean on him, didn't he?" + +A few days later there appeared, in the space which for years had been +occupied by the bigger of the two advertisements, the following +pleasant notice: + + People Who Disapprove of + Civic Cleanliness, + A Better Town, + Better Kiddies, + and + A Square Deal for Everybody, + _Also_ + Disapprove of + Advertising in the Clarion. + +And the space once occupied by the other advertiser was headed: + + OBITUARIES + +That ghastly poetry in which the soul of the Butterfly Man reveled +appeared in that column thereafter. It was a conspicuous space, and +the horn of rural mourning in printer's ink was exalted among us. It +was not very hard to guess whose hand had directed those +counter-blows. + +When we met those two advertisers on the street afterward we greeted +them with ironical smiles intended to enrage. They had at Inglesby's +instigation been guilty of a tactical blunder of which the men behind +the _Clarion_ had taken fiendish and unexpected advantage. It had +simply never occurred to either that a small town editor might dare to +"come back." The impossible had actually happened. + +I think it was this slackening of his power which alarmed Inglesby +into action. + +"Mr. Inglesby," said the Butterfly Man to me one night, casually, "has +got him a new private secretary. He came this afternoon. His name's +Hunter--J. Howard Hunter. He dresses as if he wrote checks for a +living and he looks exactly like he dresses. Honest, he's the original +he-god they use to advertise suspenders and collars and neverrips and +that sort of thing in the classy magazines. I bet you Inglesby's got +to fork over a man-sized bucket of dough per, to keep _him_. There'll +be a flutter of calico in this burg from now on, for that fellow +certainly knows how to wear his face. He's gilt-edged from start to +finish!" + +Laurence, lounging on the steps, looked up with a smile. + +"His arrival," said he, "has been duly chronicled in to-day's press. +Cease speaking in parables, Bughunter, and tell us what's on your +mind." + +The Butterfly Man hesitated for a moment. Then: + +"Why, it's this way," said he, slowly. "I--hear things. A bit here and +there, you see, as folks tell me. I put what I've heard together, and +think it over. Of course I didn't need anybody to tell me Inglesby was +sore because the _Clarion_ got away from him. He expected it to die. +It didn't. He thought it wouldn't pay expenses--well, the sheriff +isn't in charge yet. And he knows the paper is growing. He's too wise +a guy to let on he's been stung for fair, once in his life, but he +don't propose to let himself in for any more body blows than he can +help. So he looks about a bit and he gets him an agent--older than +you, Mayne, but young enough, too--and even better looking. That agent +will be everywhere pretty soon. The town will fall for him. Say, how +many of you folks know what Inglesby really wants, anyhow?" + +"Everything in sight," said Laurence promptly. + +"And something around the corner, too. He wants to come out in the +open and be IT. He intends to be a big noise in Washington. Gentlemen, +Senator Inglesby! Well, why not?" + +"He hasn't said so, has he?" Laurence was skeptical. + +"He doesn't have to say so. He means to be it, and that's very much +more to the point. However, it happens that he did peep, once or +twice, and it buzzed about a bit--and that's how I happened to catch +it in my net. This Johnny he's just got to help him is the first move. +Private Secretary now. Campaign manager and press agent, later. +Inglesby's getting ready to march on to Washington. You watch him do +it!" + +"Never!" said Laurence, and set his mouth. + +"No?" The Butterfly Man lifted his eyebrows. "Well, what are you going +to do about it? Fight him with your pretty little _Clarion_? It's not +big enough, though you could make it a handy sort of brick to paste +him in the eye with, if you aim straight and pitch hard enough. Go up +against him yourself? You're not strong enough, either, young man, +whatever you may be later on. You can prod him into firing some poor +kids from his mills--but you can't make him feed 'em after he's fired +'em, can you? And you can't keep him from becoming Senator Inglesby +either, unless," he paused impressively, "you can match him even with +a man his money and pull can't beat. Now think." + +The young man bit his lip and frowned. The Butterfly Man watched him +quizzically through his glasses. + +"Don't take it so hard," he grinned. "And don't let the whole +salvation of South Carolina hang too heavy on your shoulders. Leave +_something_ to God Almighty--He managed to pull the cocky little brute +through worse and tougher situations than Inglesby! Also, He ran the +rest of the world for a few years before you and I got here to help +Him with it." + +"You're a cocky brute yourself," said Laurence, critically. + +"I can afford to be, because I can open my hand this minute and show +you the button. Why, the very man you need is right in your reach! If +you could get _him_ to put up his name against Inglesby's, the Big Un +wouldn't be in it." + +Laurence stared. The Butterfly Man stared back at him. + +"Look here," said he slowly. "You remember my nest, and what that +bluejay did for it? And what you said? Well, I've looked about a bit, +and I've seen the bluejay at work.... Oh, hell, I can't talk about +this thing, but I've watched the putty-faced, hollow-chested, +empty-bellied kids--that don't even have guts enough left to laugh.... +Somebody ought to sock it to that brute, on account of those kids. He +ought to be headed off ... make him feel he's to be shoo'd outside! +And I think I know the one man that can shoo him." He paused again, +with his head sunk forward. This was so new a John Flint to me that I +had no words. I was too lost in sheer wonder. + +"The man I mean hates politics. I've been told he has said openly it's +not a gentleman's game any more. You've got to make him see it can be +made one. You've got to make him see it as a duty. Well, once make him +see _that_, and he'll smash Inglesby." + +"You can't mean--for heaven's sake--" + +"I do mean. James Eustis." + +Laurence got up, and walked about, whistling. + +"Good Lord!" said he, "and I never even thought of him in that light. +Why ... he'd sweep everything clean before him!" + +I am a priest. I am not even an Irish priest. Therefore politics do +not interest me so keenly as they might another. But even to my slow +mind the suitability of Eustis was apparent. Of an honored name, just, +sure, kind, sagacious, a builder, a teacher, a pioneer, the plainer +people all over the state leaned upon his judgment. A sane shrewd man +of large affairs, other able men of affairs respected and admired him. +The state, knowing what he stood for, what he had accomplished for her +farmers, what he meant to her agricultural interests, admired and +trusted him. If Eustis wanted any gift within the power of the people +to give, he had but to signify that desire. And yet, it had taken my +Butterfly Man to show us this! + +"Bughunter," said Laurence, respectfully. "If you ever take the notion +to make me president, will you stand behind and show me how to run the +United States on greased wheels?" + +"I?" John Flint was genuinely astounded. "The boy's talking in his +sleep: turn over--you 're lying on your back!" + +"You won't?" + +"I will not!" said the Butterfly Man severely. "I have got something +much more important on my hands than running states, I'll have you +know. Lord, man, I'm getting ready some sheets that will tell pretty +nearly all there is to tell about Catocala Moths!" + +I remembered that sunset hour, and the pretty child of James Eustis +putting in this man's hand a gray moth. I think he was remembering, +too, for his eyes of a sudden melted, as if he saw again her face that +was so lovely and so young. Glancing at me, he smiled fleetingly. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE BLUEJAY + + +When Mary Virginia was graduated, my mother sent her, to commemorate +that very important and pleasant occasion, one of her few remaining +treasures--a carved ivory fan which Le Brun had painted out of his +heart of hearts for one of King Louis' loveliest ladies. It still +exhaled, like a whiff of lost roses, something of her vanished grace. + + "I have a fancy," wrote my mother to Mary Virginia, "that having + been pressed against women's bosoms and held in women's hands, + having been, as it were, symbols which expressed the hidden + emotions of the heart, these exquisite toys have thus been + enabled to gain a soul, a soul composed of sentience and of + memory. I think that as they lie all the long, long years in + those carved and scented boxes which are like little tombs, they + remember the lights and the flowers and the perfumes, the glimmer + and gleam of jewels and silks, the frothy fall of laces, the + laughter and whispers and glances, the murmured word, the stifled + sigh: and above all, the touch of soft lips that used to brush + them lightly; and the poor things wonder a bit wistfully what has + become of all that gay and lovely life, all that perished bravery + and beauty that once they knew. So I am quite sure this + apparently soulless bit of carved ivory sighs inaudibly to feel + again the touch of a warm and young hand, to be held before gay + and smiling eyes, to have a flower-fresh face bent over it once + more. + + "Accept it, then, my child, with your old friend's love. Use it in + your happy hours, dream over it a little, sigh lightly; and then + smile to remember that this is your Hour, that you are young, and + life and love are yours. It is in such youthful and happy smiles + that we whose day declines may relive for a brief and bright space + our golden noon. Shall I tell you a secret, before your time to + know it? _Youth alone is eternal and immortal!_ How do I know? + _'Et Ego in Arcadia vixi!'_" + +Mary Virginia showed me that letter, long afterward, and I have +inserted it here, although I suppose it really isn't at all relevant. +But I shall let it stand, because it is so like my mother! + +John Flint made for the schoolgirl a most wonderful tray with handles +and border of hammered and twisted copper. The tray itself was covered +with a layer of silvery thistle-down; and on this, hovering above +flowers, some of his loveliest butterflies spread their wings. So +beautifully did their frail bodies fit into this airy bed, so +carefully was the work done, that you might fancy only the glass which +covered them kept them from escaping. + + "You will remember telling me, when you were going away to grow + up," wrote John Flint, "to watch out for any big fine fellows + that came by of a morning, because they'd be messengers from you + to the Parish House people. Big and little they've come, and + I've played like they were all of them your carriers. So you see + we had word of you every single day of all these years you've + been gone! Now I'm sending one or two of them back to you. Please + play like my tray's a million times bigger and finer and that + it's all loaded down with good messages and hopes; and believe + that still it wouldn't be half big enough to hold all the good + wishes the Parish House folks (you were right: I belong, and so + does Kerry) send you to-day by the hand of your old friend, + + THE BUTTERFLY MAN. + +Mary Virginia showed me that letter, too, because she was so delighted +with it, and so proud of it. I like its English very well, but I like +its Irishness even better. + +But, although she had at last finished and done with school, Mary +Virginia didn't come home to us as we had hoped she would. Her mother +had other plans, which failed to include little Appleboro. Why should +a girl with such connections and opportunities be buried in a little +town when great cities waited for just such with open and welcoming +arms? The best we got then was a photograph of our girl in her +graduation frock--slim wistful Mary Virginia, with much of her dear +angular youthfulness still clinging to her. + +It was Mrs. Eustis herself who kept us posted, after awhile, of the +girl's later triumphant progress; the sensation she created, the bored +world bowing to her feet because she brought it, along with name and +wealth, so fresh a spirit, so pure a beauty. There was a certain +autocratic old Aunt of her mother's, a sort of awful high priestess in +the inmost shrine of the sacred elect; this Begum, delighted with her +young kinswoman, ordered the rest of her world to be likewise +delighted, and the world agreeing with her verdict, Mary Virginia +fared very well. She was fêted, photographed, and paragraphed. Her +portrait, painted by a rather obscure young man, made the painter +famous. In the hands of the Begum the pretty girl blossomed into a +great beauty. The photograph that presently came to us quite took our +breath away, she was so regal. + +"She will never, never again be at home in little Appleboro," said my +mother, regretfully. "That dear, simple, passionate, eager child we +used to know has gone forever--life has taken her. This beautiful +creature's place is not here--_she_ belongs to a world where the women +wear titles and tiaras, and the men wear kings' orders. No, we could +never hope to hold her any more." + +"But we could love her, could we not? Perhaps even more than those +fine ladies with tiaras and titles and those fine gentlemen with +orders, whom your fancy conjures up for her," said I crisply, for her +words stung. They found an echo in my own heart. + +"Love her? Oh, but of course! But--love counts for very, very little +in the world which claims Mary Virginia now, Armand. Ambition stifles +him." I was silent. I knew. + +As for John Flint, he looked at that photograph and turned red. + +"Good Lord! To think I had nerve to send _her_ a few butterflies last +year ... told _her_ to play like they meant more! I somehow couldn't +get the notion in my head that she'd grown up.... I never could think +of her except as a sort of kid-angel, because I couldn't seem to bear +the idea of her ever being anything else but what she was. Well ... +she's not, any more. And I've had the nerve to give a few insects to +the Queen of Sheba!" + +"Bosh!" said Laurence, sturdily. "She ought to be glad and proud to +get that tray, and I'll bet you Mary Virginia's delighted with it. +She's her father's daughter as well as her mother's, please. As for +Appleboro not being good enough for her, that's piffle, too, p'tite +Madame, and I'm surprised at you! Her own town is good enough for any +girl. If it isn't, let her just pitch in and help make it good enough, +if she's worth her salt. Not that Mary Virginia isn't scrumptious, +though. Lordy, who'd think this was the same kid that used to bump my +head?" + +"She turns heads now, instead of bumping them," said my mother. + +"Oh, she's not the only head-turner Appleboro can boast of!" said the +young man grandly. "We've always been long on good-lookers in +Carolina, whatever else we may lack. They're like berries in their +season." + +"But the berry season is short and soon over, my son: and there are +seasons when there are no berries at all--except preserved ones," +suggested my mother, with that swift, curious cattiness which so often +astounds me in even the dearest of women. + +"Dare you to tell that to the Civic League!" chortled Laurence. "I'll +grant you that Mary Virginia's the biggest berry in the patch, at the +height of a full season. But look at her getup! Don't doodads and +fallals, and hen-feathers in the hair, and things twisted and tied, +and a slithering train, and a clothesline length of pearls and such, +count for something? How about Claire Dexter, for instance? She mayn't +have a Figure like her Aunt Sally Ruth, but suppose you dolled Claire +up like this? A flirt she was born and a flirt she will die, but isn't +she a perfect peach? That reminds me--that ungrateful minx gave two +dances rightfully mine to Mr. Howard Hunter last night. I didn't raise +any ructions, because, to tell you the truth, I didn't much blame her. +That fellow really knows how to dance, and the way he can convey to a +girl the impression that he's only alive on her account makes me gnash +my teeth with green-and-blue envy. No wonder they all dote on him! No +home complete without this handsome ornament!" he added. + +My mother's lips came firmly together. + +"It is a great mistake to figure Mephistopheles as a rather blasé +brunette," she remarked crisply. "I am absolutely certain that if you +could catch the devil without his mask you'd find him a perfect +blonde." + +"Nietzsche's blonde beast, then?" suggested Laurence, amused at her +manner. + +"That same blonde beast is perhaps the most magnificent of animals," I +put in. For alone of my household I admired immensely Mr. Inglesby's +secretary. He was the only man I have ever known to whom the term +'beautiful' might be justly applied, and at the word's proper worth. +Such a man as this, a two-handed sword gripped in his steel fists, a +wolfskin across his broad shoulders and eagle-wings at either side the +helmet that crowns his yellow hair, looks at one out of many a red, +red page of the past with just such blue, dangerous, and cloudless +eyes. Rolling and reeking decks have known him, and falling walls, +and shrieks, and flames mounting skyward, and viking sagas, and +drinking-songs roared from brass throats, and terrible hymns to Odin +Allfather in the midwatches of Northern nights. + +He had called upon me shortly after his arrival, his ostensible reason +being my work among his mill-people. I think he liked me, later. At +any rate, I had seen much of him, and I was indebted to him for more +than one shrewd and practical suggestion. If at times I was chilled by +what seemed to me a ruthless and cold-blooded manner of viewing the +whole great social question I was nevertheless forced to admire the +almost mathematical perfection to which he had reduced his system. + +"But you wish to deal with human beings as with figures in a sum," I +objected once. + +"Figures," he smiled equably, "are only stubborn--on paper. When +they're alive they're fluid and any clever social chemist can reduce +them to first principles. It's really very simple, as all great things +are: _When in doubt, reach the stomach!_ There you are! That's the +universal eye-opener." + +"My dear friend," he added, laughing, "don't look so horrified. _I_ +didn't make things as they are. Personally, I might even prefer to +say, like Mr. Fox in the old story, _'It was not so. It is not so. And +God forbid it should be so!'_ But I can't, truthfully, and +therefore--I don't. I accept what I can't help. Self-preservation, we +all admit, is the first law of nature. Now I consider myself, and the +class I represent, as beings much more valuable to the world than, +let's say, your factory-hands, your mill-workers, your hewers of wood +and drawers of water. Thus, should the occasion arise, I should most +unhesitatingly use whatever weapons law, religion, civilization +itself, put into my hands, without compunction and possibly what some +cavilers might call without mercy; having at stake a very vital +issue--the preservation of my kind, the protection of my class against +Demos." + +He spoke without heat, calmly, looking at me smilingly with his fine +intelligent eyes: there was even much of truth in his frank statement +of his case. Always has Dives spoken thus, law-protected, dining +within; while without the doors of the sick civilization he has +brought about, Lazarus lies, licked by the dogs of chance. No, this +man was advocating no new theory; once, perhaps, I might have argued +even thus myself, and done so with a clean conscience. This man was +merely an opportunist. I knew he would never "reach their stomachs" +unless he thought he had to. Indeed, since his coming, things had +changed greatly at the mills, and for the better. + +"The day of the great god Gouge," he had said to Inglesby, "is +passing. It's bad business to overwork and underpay your hands into a +state of chronic insurrection. That means losing time and scamping +work. The square deal is not socialism nor charity nor a matter of any +one man's private pleasure or conscience--it's cold hard common sense +and sound scientific business. You get better results, and that's what +you're after." + +Perhaps it was because Appleboro offered, at that time, very little to +amuse and interest that keen mind of his, that the Butterfly Man +amused and interested Hunter so much. Or perhaps, proud as he was, +even he could not wholly escape that curious likableness which drew +men to John Flint. + +He was delighted with our collection. He could appreciate its scope +and value, something to which all Appleboro else paid but passing +heed. John Flint declared that most folks came to see our butterflies +just as they would have run to see the dog-faced boy or the bearded +lady--merely for something to see. But this man's appreciation and +praise were both sincere and encouraging. And as he never allowed +anything or anybody unusual or interesting to pass him by without at +least sampling its savor, he formed the habit of strolling over to the +Parish House to talk with the limping man who had come there a dying +tramp, was now a scientist, with the manner and appearance of a +gentleman, and who spoke at will the language of two worlds. That this +once black sheep had strayed of his own will and pleasure from some +notable fold Hunter didn't for a moment doubt. Like all Appleboro, he +wouldn't have been at all surprised to see this prodigal son welcomed +into the bosom of some Fifth Avenue father, and have the fatted calf +dressed for him by a chef whose salary might have hired three college +professors. Hunter had known one or two such black sheep in his time; +he fancied himself none too shrewd in thus penetrating Flint's rather +obvious secret. + +My mother watched the secretary's comings and goings at the Parish +House speculatively. Not even the fact that he quoted her adored La +Rochefoucauld, in flawless French, softened _her_ estimate. + +"If he even had the semblance of a heart!" said she, regretfully. "But +he is all head, that one." + +Now, I am a simple man, and this cultivated and handsome man of the +world delighted me. To me immured in a mill town he brought the modern +world's best. He was a window, for me, which let in light. + +"That great blonde!" said Madame, wonderingly. "He is so designedly +fascinating I wonder you fail to see the wheels go 'round. However, +let me admit that I thank God devoutly I am no longer young and +susceptible. Consider the terrible power such a man might exert over +an ardent and unsophisticated heart!" + +It was Hunter who had brought me a slim book, making known to me a +poet I had otherwise missed. + +"You are sure to like Bridges," he told me, "for the sake of one +verse. Have you ever thought _why_ I like you, Father De Rancé? +Because you amuse me. I see in you one of life's subtlest ironies: A +Greek beauty-worshiper posing as a Catholic priest--in Appleboro!" He +laughed. And then, with real feeling, he read in his resonant voice: + + "I love all beautiful things: + I seek and adore them. + God has no better praise, + And man in his hasty days, + Is honored for them." + +When at times the secretary brought his guests to see what he +pleasingly enough termed Appleboro's one claim to distinction, the +Butterfly Man did the honors to the manner born. Drawer after drawer +and box after box would he open, patiently answering and explaining. +And indeed, I think the contents were worth coming far to see. Some of +them had come to us from the ends of the earth; from China and Japan +and India and Africa and Australia, from the Antilles and Mexico and +South America and the isles of the Pacific; from many and many a +lonely missionary station had they been sent us. Even as our +collection grew, the library covering it grew with it. But this was +merely the most showy and pleasing part of the work. That which had +the greatest scientific worth and interest, that upon which John +Flint's value and reputation were steadily mounting, was in less +lovely and more destructive forms of insect life. Beside this last, a +labor calling for the most unremitting, painstaking, persevering +research, observation, and intelligence, the painted beauties of his +butterflies were but as precious play. For in this last he was +wringing from Nature's reluctant fingers some of her dearest and most +deeply hidden secrets. He was like Jacob, wrestling all night long +with an unknown angel, saying sturdily: + +"I will not let thee go except thou tell me thy name!" Like Jacob, he +paid the price of going halt for his knowledge. + +I like to think that Hunter understood the enormous value of the +naturalist's work. But I fancy the silent and absorbed student himself +was to his mind the most interesting specimen, the most valuable +study. It amused him to try to draw his reticent host into familiar +and intimate conversation. Flint was even as his name. + +Oddly enough, Hunter shared the Butterfly Man's liking for that +unspeakable Book of Obituaries, and I have seen him take a batch of +them from his pocket as a free-will offering. I have seen him, who had +all French, Russian and English literature at his fingers' ends, sit +chuckling and absorbed for an hour over that fearful collection of +lugubrious verse and worse grammar; pausing every now and then to cast +a speculative and curious glance at his impassive host, who, paying +absolutely no attention to him, bent his whole mind, instead, upon +some tiny form in a balsam slide mount under his microscope. + +"Why don't you admire Mr. Hunter?" I was curious to know. + +"But I do admire him." Flint was sincere. + +"Then if you admire him, why don't you like him?" + +He reflected. + +"I don't like the expression of his teeth," he admitted. "They're too +pointed. He looks like he'd bite. I don't think he'd care much who he +bit, either; it would all depend on who got in his way." + +Seeing me look at him wonderingly, he paused in his work, stretched +his legs under the table, and grinned up at me. + +"I'm not saying he oughtn't to put his best foot foremost," he agreed. +"We'd all do that, if we only knew how. And I'm not saying he ought to +tell on himself, or that anybody's got any business getting under his +guard. I don't hanker to know anybody's faults, or to find out what +they've got up their sleeves besides their elbows, unless I have to. +Why, I'd as soon ask a fellow to take off his patent leathers to prove +he hadn't got bunions, or to unbutton his collar, so I'd be sure it +wasn't fastened onto a wart on the back of his neck. Personally I +don't want to air anybody's bumps and bunions. It's none of my +business. I believe in collars and shoes, myself. _But_ if I see +signs, I can believe all by my lonesome they've got 'em, can't I?" + +"Exactly. Your deductions, my dear Sherlock, are really marvelous. A +gentleman wears good shoes and clean collars--wherefore, you don't +like the expression of his teeth!" said I, ironically. + +"Slap me on the wrist some more, if it makes you feel good," he +offered brazenly. "For he may--and I sure don't." His grin faded, the +old pucker came to his forehead. + +"Parson, maybe the truth is I'm not crazy over him because people like +him get people like me to seeing too plainly that things aren't fairly +dealt out. Why, think a minute. That man's got about all a man can +have, hasn't he? In himself, I mean. And if there's anything more he +fancies, he can reach out and get it, can't he? Well, then, some folks +might get to thinking that folks like him--get more than they deserve. +And some ... don't get any more than they deserve," he finished, with +grim ambiguity. + +"Do you like him yourself?" he demanded, as I made no reply. + +"I admire him immensely." + +"Does Madame like him?" he came back. + +"Madame is a woman," I said, cautiously. "Also, you are to remember +that if Madame doesn't, she is only one against many. All the rest of +them seem to adore him." + +"Oh, the rest of them!" grunted John Flint, and scowled. "Huh! If it +wasn't for Madame and a few more like her, I'd say women and hens are +the two plum-foolest things God has found time to make yet. If you +don't believe it, watch them stand around and cackle over the first +big dunghill rooster that walks on his wings before them! There are +times when I could wring their necks. Dern a fool, anyhow!" He +wriggled in his chair with impatience. + +"Liver," said I, outraged. "You'd better see Dr. Westmoreland about +it. When a man talks like you're talking now, it's just one of two +things--a liver out of whack, or plain ugly jealousy." + +"I do sound like I've got a grouch, don't I?" he admitted, without +shame. "Well ... maybe it's jealousy, and maybe it's not. The truth +is, he rubs me rather raw at times, I don't know just how or why. +Maybe it's because he's so sure of himself. He can afford to be sure. +There isn't any reason why he shouldn't be. And it hurts my feelings." +He looked up at me, shrewdly. "He looks all right, and he sounds all +right, and maybe he might be all right--but, parson, I've got the +notion that somehow he's not!" + +"Good heavens! Why, look at what the man has done for the mill folks! +Whatever his motives are, the result is right there, isn't it? His +works praise him in the gates!" + +"Oh, sure! But he hasn't played his full hand out yet, friend. You just +give him time. His sort don't play to lose; they can't afford to lose; +losing is the other fellow's job. Parson, see here: there are two sides +to all things; one of 'em's right and the other's wrong, and a man's got +to choose between 'em. He can't help it. He's got to be on one side or +the other, if he's a _man_. A neutral is a squashy It that both sides do +right to kick out of the way. Now you can't do the right side any good +if you're standing flatfooted on the wrong side, can you? No; you take +sides according to what's in you. You know good and well one side is +full of near-poors, and half-ways, and real-poors--the downandouters, +the guys that never had a show, ditchers and sewercleaners and +sweatshoppers and mill hands and shuckers, and overdriven mutts and +starved women and kids. It's sure one hell of a road, but there's got to +be a light somewhere about it or the best of the whole world wouldn't +take to it for choice, would they? Yet they do! Like Jesus Christ, say. +They turn down the other side cold, though it's nicer traveling. Why, +you can hog that other road in an auto, you can run down the beggars and +the kids, you can even shoot up the cops that want to make you keep the +speed laws. You haven't _got_ any speed laws there. It's your road. You +own it, see? It's what it is because you've made it so, just to please +yourself, and to hell with the hicks that have to leg it! But--you lose +out on that side even when you think you've won. You get exactly what +you go after, but you don't get any more, and so you lose out. Why? +Because you're an egg-sucker and a nest-robber and a shrike, and a +four-flusher and a piker, that's why! + +"The first road don't give you anything you can put your hands on; +except that you think and hope maybe there's that light at the end of +it. But, parson, I guess if _you're_ man enough to foot it without a +pay-envelope coming in on Saturdays, why, it's plenty good enough for +_me_--and Kerry. But while I'm legging it I'll keep a weather eye +peeled for crooks. That big blonde he-god is one of 'em. You soak that +in your thinking-tank: he's one of 'em!" + +"But look at what he's doing!" said I, aghast. "What he's doing is +_good_. Even Laurence couldn't ask for more than good results, could +he?" + +The Butterfly Man smiled. + +"Don't get stung, parson. Why, you take me, myself. Suppose, parson, +you'd been on the other side, like Hunter is, when I came along? Suppose +you'd never stopped a minute, since you were born, to think of anything +or anybody but yourself and your own interests--where would I be to-day, +parson? Suppose you had the utility-and-nothing-but-business bug biting +you, like that skate's got? Why, what do you suppose you'd have done +with little old Slippy? I was considerable good business to look at +then, wasn't I? No. You've got to have something in you that will let +you take gambler's chances; you've got to be willing to bet the limit +and risk your whole kitty on the one little chance that a roan will come +out right, if you give him a fair show, just because he _is_ a man; or +you can't ever hope to help just when that help's needed. Right there is +the difference between the Laurence-and-you sort and the Hunter-men," +said John Flint, obstinately. + +As for Laurence, he and Hunter met continually, both being in constant +social demand. If Laurence did not naturally gravitate toward that +bright particular set of rather rapid young people which presently +formed itself about the brilliant figure of Hunter, the two did not +dislike each other, though Hunter, from an older man's sureness of +himself, was the more cordial of the two. I fancy each watched the +other more guardedly than either would like to admit. They represented +opposite interests; one might at any moment become inimical to the +other. Of this, however, no faintest trace was allowed to appear upon +the calm unruffled surface of things. + +If Inglesby had chosen this man by design, it had been a wise choice. +For he was undoubtedly very popular, and quite deservedly so. He had +unassailable connections, as we all knew. He brought a broader +culture, which was not without its effect. And in spite of the fact +that he represented Inglesby, there was not a door in Appleboro that +was not open to him. Inglesby himself seemed a less sinister figure in +the light of this younger and dazzling personality. Thus the secretary +gradually removed the thorns and briars of doubts and prejudices, +sowing in their stead the seeds of Inglesby's ambition and +rehabilitation, in the open light of day. He knew his work was well +done; he was sure of ultimate success; he had always been successful, +and there had been, heretofore, no one strong enough to actively +oppose him. He could therefore afford to make haste slowly. Even had +he been aware of the Butterfly Man's acrid estimate of him, it must +have amused him. When all was said and done, what did a Butterfly +Man--even such a one as ours--amount to, in the world of Big Business +_He_ hadn't stocks nor bonds nor power nor pull. He hadn't anything +but a personality that arrested you, a setter dog, a slowly-growing +name, a room full of insects in an old priest's garden. Of course +Hunter would have smiled! And there wasn't a soul to tell him anything +of Slippy McGee! + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +A LITTLE GIRL GROWN UP + + +Summer stole out a-tiptoe, and October had come among the live-oaks +and the pines, and touched the wide marshes and made them brown, and +laid her hand upon the barrens and the cypress swamps and set them +aflame with scarlet and gold. October is not sere and sorrowful with +us, but a ruddy and deep-bosomed lass, a royal and free-hearted +spender and giver of gifts. Asters of imperial purple, golden rod fit +for kings' scepters, march along with her in ever thinning ranks; the +great bindweed covers fences and clambers up dying cornstalks; and in +many a covert and beside the open ditches the Gerardia swings her pink +and airy bells. All down the brown roads white lady's-lace and yarrow +and the stiff purple iron-weed have leaped into bloom; under its faded +green coat the sugar-cane shows purple; and sumac and sassafras and +gums are afire. The year's last burgeoning of butterflies riots, a +tangle of rainbow coloring, dancing in the mellow sunshine. And day by +day a fine still deepening haze descends veil-like over the landscape +and wraps it in a vague melancholy which most sweetly invades the +spirit. It is as if one waits for a poignant thing which must happen. + +Upon such a perfect afternoon, I, reading my worn old breviary under +our great magnolia, heard of a sudden a voice of pure gold call me, +very softly, by my name; and looking up met eyes of almost +unbelievable blue, and the smile of a mouth splendidly young and red. + +I suppose the tall girl standing before me was fashionably and +expensively clad; heaven knows _I_ don't know what she wore, but I do +know that whatever it was it became her wonderfully; and although it +seemed to me very simple, and just what such a girl ought to wear, my +mother says you could tell half a mile away that those clothes smacked +of super-tailoring at its costliest. Hat and gloves she held in her +slim white ringless hand. One thus saw her waving hair, framing her +warm pale face in living ebony. + +"Padre!" said she. "Oh, dear, dear, Padre!" and down she dropped +lightly beside me, and cradled her knees in her arms, and looked up, +with an arch and tender friendliness. That childish action, that +upward glance, brought back the darling child I had so greatly loved. +This was no Queen-of-Sheba, as John Flint had thought. This was not +the regal young beauty whose photograph graced front pages. This was +my own girl come back. And I knew I hadn't lost Mary Virginia. + +"I remembered this place, and I knew--I just knew in my heart--you'd +be sitting here, with your breviary in your hand. I knew just how +you'd be looking up, every now and then, smiling at things because +they're lovely and you love them. So I stole around by the back +gate--and there you were!" said she, her eyes searching me. "Padre, +Padre, how more than good to see you again! And I'm sure that's the +same cassock I left you wearing. You could wear it a couple of +lifetimes without getting a single spot on it--you were always such a +delightful old maid, Padre! Where and how is Madame? Who's in the +Guest Rooms? How is John Flint since he's come to be a Notable? Has +Miss Sally Ruth still got a Figure? How are the judge's cats, and the +major's goatee? How is everything and everybody?" + +"Did you know you'd have to make room for me, Padre? Well, you will. I +picked up and fairly ran away from everything and everybody, because +the longing for home grew upon me intolerably. When I was in Europe, +and I used to think that three thousand miles of water lay between me +and Appleboro, I used to cry at nights. I hope John Flint's +butterflies told him what I told them to tell him for me, when they +came by! How beautiful the old place looks! Padre, you're _thin_. Why +will you work so hard? Why doesn't somebody stop you? And--you're +gray, but how perfectly beautiful gray hair is, and how thick and wavy +yours is, too! Gray hair was invented and intended for folks with +French blood and names. Nobody else can wear it half so gracefully. +Now tell me first of all you're glad as glad can be to see me, Padre. +Say you haven't forgotten me--and then you can tell me everything +else!" + +She paused, fanned herself with her hat, and laughed, looking up at me +with her blue, blue eyes that were so heavily fringed with black. + +I was so startled by her sudden appearance--as if she had walked out +of my prayers, like an angel; and, above all, by that resemblance to +the one long since dust and unremembered of all men's hearts save +mine, that I could hardly bear to look upon her. That other one seemed +to have stepped delicately out of her untimely grave; to sit once more +beside me, and thus to look at me once more with unforgotten eyes. +Thou knowest, my God, before whom all hearts are bare, that I could +not have loved thee so singly nor served thee without fainting, all +these years, if for one faithless moment I could have forgotten her! + +My mother came out of the house with a garden hat tied over her white +hair, and big garden gloves on her hands. At sight of the girl she +uttered a joyful shriek, flung scissors and trowel and basket aside, +and rushed forward. With catlike quickness the girl leaped to her feet +and the two met and fell into each other's arms. I wished when I saw +the little woman's arms close so about the girl, and the look that +flashed into her face, that heaven had granted her a daughter. + +"Mother complained that I should at least have the decency to wire you +I was coming--she said I was behaving like a child. But I wanted to +walk in unannounced. I was so sure, you see, that there'd be welcome +and room for me at the Parish House." + +"The little room you used to like so much is waiting for you," said my +mother, happily. + +"Next to yours, all in blue and white, with the Madonna of the Chair +over the mantelpiece and the two china shepherdesses under her?" + +"Then you shall see the new baby in the bigger Guest Room, and the +crippled Polish child in the small one," said my mother. "The baby's +name is Smelka Zurawawski, but she's all the better for it--I never +saw a nicer baby. And the little boy is so patient and so intelligent, +and so pretty! Dr. Westmoreland thinks he can be cured, and we hope to +be able to send him on to Johns Hopkins, after we've got him in good +shape. Where is your luggage? How long may we keep you? But first of +all you shall have tea and some of Clélie's cakes. Clélie has grown +horribly vain of her cakes. She expects to make them in heaven some of +these days, for the most exclusive of the cherubim and seraphim, and +the lordliest of the principalities and powers." + +Mary Virginia smiled at the pleased old servant. "I've half a dozen +gorgeous Madras head-handkerchiefs for you, Clélie, and a perfect duck +of a black frock which you are positively to make up and wear now--you +are _not_ to save it up to be buried in!" + +"No'm, Miss Mary Virginia. I won't get buried in it. I'll maybe get +married in it," said Clélie calmly. + +"Married! Clélie!" said my mother, in consternation. "Do you mean to +tell me you're planning to leave me, at this time of our lives?" + +Clélie was indignant. "You think I have no mo'sense than to leave you +and M'sieu Armand, for some strange nigger? Not me!" + +"Who are you going to marry, Clélie?" Mary Virginia was delighted. +"And hadn't you better let me give you another frock? Black is hardly +appropriate for a bride." + +"I'm not exactly set in my mind who he's going to be yet, Miss Mary +Virginia, but he's got to be somebody or other. There's been lots +after me, since it got out I'm such a grand cook and save my wages. +But I've got a sort of taste for Daddy January. He's old, but he's +lively. He's a real ambitious old man like that. Besides, I'm sure of +his family,--I always did like Judge Mayne and Mister Laurence, and I +do like 'ristocratic connections, Miss Mary Virginia. That big nigger +that drives one of the mill trucks had the impudence to tell me he'd +give me a church wedding and pay for it himself, but I told him I was +raised a Catholic; and what you think he said? He said, 'Oh, well, +you've been christened in the face already. We can dip the rest of you +easy enough, and then you'll be a real Christian, like me!' I'd just +scalded my chickens and was picking them, and I was that mad I upped +and let him have that dish pan full of hot water and wet feathers in +his face. 'There,' says I, 'you're christened in the face now +yourself,' I says. 'You can go and dip the rest of yourself,' says I, +'but see you do it somewhere else besides my kitchen,' I says. I don't +think he's crazy to marry me any more, and Daddy January's sort of +soothing to my feelings, besides being close to hand. Yes'm, I guess +you'd better give me the black dress, Miss Mary Virginia, if you don't +mind: it'd come in awful handy if I had to go in mourning." + +"The black dress it shall be," said Mary Virginia, gaily. She turned +to my mother. "And what do you think, p'tite Madame? I've a rare +butterfly for John Flint, that an English duke gave me for him! The +duke is a collector, too, and he'd gotten some specimens from John +Flint. The minute he learned I was from Appleboro he asked me all +about him. He said nobody else under the sky can 'do' insects so +perfectly, and that nobody except the Lord and old Henri Fabre knew as +much about certain of them as John Flint does. Folks thought the duke +was taken up with _me_, of course, and I was no end conceited! I +hadn't the ghost of an idea you and John Flint were such astonishingly +learned folks, Padre! But of course if a duke thought so, I knew I'd +better think so, too--and so I did and do! Think of a duke knowing +about folks in little Appleboro! And he was such a nice old man, too. +Not a bit dukey, after you knew him!" + +"We come in touch with collectors everywhere," I explained. + +"And so John Flint has written some sort of a book, describing the +whole life history of something or other, and _you've_ done all the +drawings! Isn't it lovely? Why, it sounds like something out of a +pleasant book. Mayn't I see collector and collection in the morning? +And oh, where's Kerry?" + +"Kerry," said my mother gravely, "is a most important personage. He's +John Flint's bodyguard. He doesn't actually sleep in his master's bed, +because he has one of his own right next it. Clélie was horrified at +first. She said they'd be eating together next, but the Butterfly Man +reminded her that Kerry likes dog-biscuit and he doesn't. I figure +that in the order of his affections the Butterfly Man ranks Kerry +first, Armand and myself next, and Laurence a close third." + +"Oh, Laurence," said Mary Virginia. "I'll be so glad to see Laurence +again, if only to quarrel with him. Is he just as logical as ever? Has +he given the sun a black eye with his sling-shot? My father's always +praising Laurence in his letters." + +Now my mother adores Laurence. She patterns upon this model every +young man she meets, and if they are not Laurence-sized she does not +include them in her good graces. But she seldom lifts her voice in +praise of her favorite. She is far, far too wise. + +"Laurence generally looks in upon us during the evening, if he is not +too busy," she said, non-committally. "You see, people are beginning +to find out what a really fine lawyer Laurence is, so cases are coming +to him steadily." + +The trunks had arrived, and Mary Virginia changed into white, in which +she glowed and sparkled like a fire opal. We three dined together, and +as she became more and more animated, a pink flush stole into her +rather pale cheeks and her eyes deepened and darkened. She was vividly +alive. One could see why Mary Virginia was classed as a great beauty, +although, strictly speaking, she was no such thing. But she had that +compelling charm which one simply cannot express in words. It was +there, and you felt it. She did not take your heart by storm, +willynilly. You watched her, and presently you gave her your heart +willingly, delighted that a creature so lovely and so unaffected and +worth loving had crossed your path. + +She chatted with my mother about that world which the older woman had +once graced, and my mother listened without a shade to darken her +smooth forehead. But I do not think I ever so keenly appreciated the +many sacrifices she had made for me, until that night. + +The autumn evening had grown chilly, and we had a fire in the +clean-swept fireplace. The old brass dogs sparkled in the blaze, and +the shadows flickered and danced on the walls, and across the faces of +De Rancé portraits; the pleasant room was full of a ruddy, friendly +glow. My mother sat in her low rocker, making something or other out +of pink and white wools for the baby upstairs. Mary Virginia, at the +old square piano, sang for us. She had a charming voice, carefully +cultivated and sweet, and she played with great feeling. + +Kerry barked at the gate, as he always does when home is reached. My +mother, dropping her work, ran to the window which gives upon the +garden, and called. A moment later the Butterfly Man, with Laurence +just back of him, and Kerry squeezing in between them, stood in the +door. Mary Virginia, lips parted, eyes alight, hands outstretched, +arose. The light of the whole room seemed not so much to gather upon +her, as to radiate from her. + +The dog reached her first. Outdoor exercise, careful diet, perfect +grooming, had kept Kerry in fine shape. His age told only in an added +dignity, a slower movement. + +The girl went down on her knees, and hugged him. Pitache, aroused by +Kerry's unwonted demonstrations, circled about them, rushing in every +now and then to bestow an indiscriminate lick. + +"Why, it's Mary Virginia!" exclaimed Laurence, and helped her to her +feet. The two regarded each other, mutually appraising. He towered +above her, head and shoulders, and I thought with great satisfaction +that, go where she would, she could nowhere find a likelier man than +this same Laurence of ours. Like David in his youth, he was ruddy and +of a beautiful countenance. + +"Why, Laurence! What a Jack-the-Giant-killer! Mercy, how big the boy's +grown!" + +"Why, Mary Virginia! What a heart-smasher! Mercy, how pretty the +girl's grown!" he came back, holding her hand and looking down at her +with equally frank delight. "When I remember the pigtailed, leggy, +tonguey minx that used to fetch me clumps over the head--and then +regard this beatific vision--I'm afraid I'll wake up and you'll be +gone!" + +"If you'll kindly give me back my hand, I might be induced to fetch +you another clump or two, just to prove my reality," she suggested, +with a delightful hint of the old truculence. + +"'T is she! This is indeed none other than our long-lost child!" +burbled Laurence. "Lordy, I wish I could tell her how more than good +it is to see her again--and to see her as she is!" + +Now all this time John Flint had stood in the doorway; and when my +mother beckoned him forward, he came, I fancied, a bit unwillingly. +His limp was for once painfully apparent, and whether from the +day-long tramp, or from some slight indisposition, he was very pale; +it showed under his deep tan. + +But I was proud of him. His manner had a pleasant shyness, which was a +tribute to the young girl's beauty. It had as well a simple dignity. +And one was impressed by the fine and powerful physique of him, so +lean and springy, so boyishly slim about the hips and waist, so deeply +stamped with clean living of days in the open, of nights under the +stars. The features had thinned and sharpened, and his red beard +became him; the hair thinning on the temples increased the breadth of +the forehead, and behind his glasses the piercing blue eyes--something +like an eagle's eyes--were clear, direct, and kind. He wore his +clothes well, with a sort of careless carefulness, more like an +Englishman than an American, who is always welldressed, but rather +gives the impression of being conscious of it. + +Mary Virginia's lips parted, her eyes widened, for a fraction of a +second. But if, remembering him as she had first seen and known him, +she was astonished to find him as he was now, she gave no further +outward sign. Instead, she gave him her hand as to an equal, and in a +few gracious words let him know that she knew and was proud of what he +had done and what he was yet to do. She repeated, too, with a pretty +air of personal triumph, the old nobleman's praise. Indeed, it had +been he who had told her of the book, which he had lately purchased +and studied, she said. And oh, hadn't she just _swelled_ with pride! +She had been that conceited! + +"You don't know how much obliged to you I should be, for if he hadn't +accidentally learned I was from Appleboro, the town in which dwelt his +most greatly prized correspondent--that's what he said, Mr. +Flint!--why, I'm sure he wouldn't have noticed me any more than he +noticed any other girl--which is, not at all; he being a toplofty and +serious Personage addicted to people who do things and write things, +particularly things about things that crawl and fly. And if he hadn't +noticed me so pointedly--he actually came to see us!--why, I shouldn't +have had such a perfectly gorgeous time. It was a great feather in my +cap," she crowed. "Everybody envied me desperately!" She managed to +make us understand that this was really a compliment to the Butterfly +Man, not to herself. + +"If the little book served you for one minute it was well worth the +four years it took me to gather the materials together and write it," +said he, pleasantly. And even the courtly Hunter couldn't have said it +with a manlier grace. + +"Mary Virginia," said Laurence slyly, "when you've had your fill of +bugs, make him show you the Book of Obituaries. He thereby stands +revealed in his true colors. Why, he made me buy the old _Clarion_ and +hire Jim Dabney to run it, so his supply of mortuary gems shouldn't be +cut off untimely. To-day he culled this one: + + Phileola dear, we cry because thou hast gone and left us, + But well we know it is a merciful heaven which has bereft us. + We tried five doctors and everything else we knew of you to save, + But alas, nothing did you any good, and to-day you are in your grave! + +He's got it in his pocket now. Dabney calls him Mister Bones," grinned +Laurence. + +My mother looked profoundly uncomfortable. The Butterfly Man reddened +guiltily under her reproachful glance, but Mary Virginia giggled +irrepressibly. + +"I choose the Book of Obituaries first!" said she promptly, with +dancing eyes. Flint drew a breath of relief. + +He sat by silently enough, while Laurence and Madame and Mary Virginia +talked of everything under heaven. His whole manner was that of an +amused, tolerant, sympathetic listener--a manner which spurs +conversation to its happiest and best. Not for nothing had Major +Cartwright called him the most discriminatin' listener in Carolina. + +"Oh, by the way, Flint! Hunter came by this morning to see Dabney. He +is going to give a series of Plain Talks to Workingmen this winter, +and of course he wants the _Clarion_ to cover them. What do you think, +Padre?" + +"I think they will be eminently sensible talks and well worth +listening to," said I promptly. + +The Butterfly Man smiled crookedly, and shot me a freighted glance. + +"Of course," said Laurence, easily. "Where's your father these days, +Mary Virginia?" + +"He was at the plantation this morning, but he'll be here to-morrow, +because I wired him to come. I've just got to have him for awhile, +business or no business." + +"You did me a favor, then. I want to see him, too." + +"Anything very particular?" + +"Politics." + +"How silly! You know very well he never meddles with politics, thank +goodness! He thinks he has something better to do." + +"That's just what I want to see him about," said Laurence. + +"You mentioned a--a Mr. Hunter." Mary Virginia spoke after a short +pause. "This is the first time I've heard of any Mr. Hunter in +Appleboro. Who is Mr. Hunter?" + +"Inglesby's right-bower, and the king-card of the pack," said Laurence +promptly. + +"One of them which set up golden images in high places and make all +Israel for to sin," said my mother. "_That's_ what Howard Hunter is!" + +"Oh, ... Howard Hunter!" said she. "What sort of a person may he be? +And what is he doing here in Appleboro?" + +We told her according to our lights. Only the Butterfly Man sat silent +and imperturbable. + +"And you'll meet him everywhere," finished my mother. "He's +everything a man should be to the naked eye, and I sincerely hope," +she added piously, "that you won't like him at all." + +Mary Virginia leaned back in her chair, and glanced thoughtfully down +at the slim ringless hands clasped in her white lap. + +"No," said she, as if to herself. "There couldn't by any chance be two +such men in this one world. That is he, himself." And she lifted her +head, and glanced at my mother, with a level and proud look. "I think +I have met this Mr. Hunter," said she, smiling curiously. "And if that +is true, your hope is realized, p'tite Madame. I shan't." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +JOHN FLINT, GENTLEMAN + + +Almost up to Christmas the weather had been so mild and warm that +folks lived out of doors. Girls clothed like the angels in white +raiment fluttered about and blessed the old streets with their fresh +and rosy faces. In the bright sunshine the flowers seemed to have lost +all thought of winter; they forgot to fade; and roses rioted in every +garden as if it were still summer. Nobody but the Butterfly Man +grumbled at this springlike balminess, and he only because he was +impatient to resume experiments carried over from year to year--the +effect of varying degrees of natural cold upon the colors of +butterflies whose chrysalids were exposed to it. He generally used the +chrysalids of the Papilio Turnus, whose females are dimorphic, that +is, having two distinct forms. He did not care to resort to artificial +freezing, preferring to allow Nature herself to work for him. And the +jade repaid him, as usual, by showing him what she could do but +refusing to divulge the moving why she did it. She gave him for his +pains sometimes a light, and sometimes a dark butterfly, with +different degrees of blurred or enlarged and vivid markings, from +chrysalids subjected to exactly the same amount of exposure. + +The Butterfly Man was burning to complete his notes, already assuming +the proportions of that very exact and valuable book they were +afterward to become. He chafed at the enforced delay, and wished +himself at the North Pole. + +In the meantime, having nothing else on hand just then, it occurred to +him to put some of these notes, covering the most interesting and +curious of the experiments, into papers which the general run of folks +might like to read. Dabney had been after him for some time to do some +such work as this for the _Clarion_. + +I think Flint himself was genuinely surprised when he read over those +enchanting papers, though he did not then and never has learned to +appreciate their unique charm and value. Instead, however, of sending +them to Dabney, he thought they might possibly interest a somewhat +wider public, and with great diffidence, and some misgivings, he sent +one or two of them to certain of the better known magazines. They did +not come back. He received checks instead, and a request for more. + +Now the book and the several monographs he had already gotten out had +been, although very interesting, strictly scientific; they could +appeal only to students and scholars. But these papers were entirely +different. Scientific enough, very clear and lucid and most quaintly +flavored with what Laurence called Flintishness, they were so well +received, and the response of the reading public to this fresh and new +presentment of an ever-fascinating subject was so immediate and so +hearty, that the Butterfly Man found himself unexpectedly confronting +a demand he was hard put to it to supply. + +He was very much more modest about this achievement than we were. My +mother's pride was delicious to witness. You see, it also invested +_me_ with a very farsighted wisdom! Here was it proven to all that +Father De Rancé had been right in holding fast to the man who had come +to him in such sorry plight. + +I suppose it was this which moved Madame to take the step she had long +been contemplating. Knowing her Butterfly Man, she began with infinite +wile. + +"Armand," said she, one bright morning in early November, "_I_ am +going to entertain, too--everybody else has done so, and now it's my +turn. The weather is so ideal, and my garden so gorgeous with all +those chrysanthemums and salvias and geraniums and roses, that it +would be sinful not to take advantage of such conditions. + +"I have saved enough out of my house-money to meet the expenses--and I +am _not_ going to be charitable and do my Christian duty with that +money! I'm going to entertain. I really owe that much attention to +Mary Virginia." She laid her hand on my arm. "I must see John Flint; +go over to his rooms, and bring him back with you." + +I thought she merely needed his help and counsel, for she is always +consulting him; she considers that whatever barque is steered by John +Flint must needs come home to harbor. He obeyed her summons with +alacrity, for it delights him to assist Madame. He did not know what +fate overshadowed him! + +My mother sat in her low rocker, a lace apron lending piquancy to her +appearance. She looked unusually pretty--there wasn't a girl in +Appleboro who didn't envy Madame De Rancé's complexion. + +"Well," said the Butterfly Man cheerfully, unconsciously falling under +the spell of this feminine charm, "the Padre tells me there's a party +in the wind. Good! Now what am I to do? How am I to help you out?" + +My mother leaned forward and compelled him to meet direct her eyes +that were friendly and clear and candid as a child's. + +"Mr. Flint," said she artlessly, ignoring his questions, "Mr. Flint, +you've been with Armand and me quite a long time now, have you not?" + +"A couple of lifetimes," said he, wonderingly. + +"A couple of lifetimes," she mused, still holding his eyes, "is a +fairly long time. Long enough, at least, to know and to be known, +shouldn't you think?" + +He awaited enlightenment. He never asks unnecessary questions. + +"I am going," said my mother, with apparent irrelevance, "to entertain +in honor of Mary Virginia Eustis. I shall probably have all Appleboro +here. I sent for you to explain that you and Armand are to be present, +too." + +The Butterfly Man almost fell out of his chair. + +"Me?" he gasped. + +"You," with deadly softness. "You." + +Horror and anguish encompassed him. Perspiration appeared on his +forehead, and he gripped the arms of his chair as one bracing himself +for torture. He looked at the little lady with the terror of one to +whom the dentist has just said: "That jaw tooth must come out at once. +Open your mouth wider, please, so I can get a grip!" + +My mother regarded this painful emotion heartlessly enough. She said +coolly: + +"You don't need to look as if I were sentencing you to be hanged +before sundown. I am merely inviting you to be present at a very +pleasant affair." But the Butterfly Man, with his mouth open, wagged +his head feebly. + +"And this," said my mother, turning the screw again, "is but the +beginning. After this, I shall manage it so that all invitations to +the Parish House include Mr. John Flint. There is no reason under +heaven why you should occupy what one might call an ambiguous +position. I am determined, too, that you shall no longer rush away to +the woods like a scared savage, the minute more than one or two ladies +appear. No, nor have Armand hurrying away as quickly as he can, +either, to bury or to marry somebody. All feminine Appleboro shall be +here at once, and you two shall be here at the same time! + +"John Flint, regard me: if the finest butterfly that ever crawled a +caterpillar on this earth has the impertinence to fly by my garden the +afternoon I'm entertaining for Mary Virginia, it can fly, but you +shan't. + +"Armand: nobody respects Holy Orders more than I do: but there isn't +anybody alive going to get born or baptized or married or buried, or +anything else, in this parish, on that one afternoon. If they are +selfish enough to do it anyhow, why, they can do it without your +assistance. You are going to stay home with me: both of you." + +"My _dear_ mother--" + +"Good Lord! Madame--" + +"I am not to be dearmothered nor goodlorded! Heaven knows I ask little +enough of either of you. _I_ am at _your_ beck and call, every day in +the year. It does seem to me that when I wish to be civilized, and +return for once some of the attentions I have received from my +friends, I might at least depend upon you two for one little +afternoon!" Could anything be more artfully unanswerable? + +"Oh, but Madame--" began Flint, horrified by such an insinuation as +his unwillingness to do anything at any time for this adored lady. + +"Particularly," continued my mother, inexorably, "when I have your +best interest at heart, too, John Flint! Monsieur the Butterfly Man, +you will please to remember that you are a member of my household. You +are almost like a son to me. You are the apple of that foolish +Armand's eye--do not look so astounded, it is true! Also, you will +have a great name some of these days. So far, so good. But--you are +making the grievous error of shunning society, particularly the +society of women. This is wrong; it makes for queerness, it evolves +the 'crank,' it spoils many an otherwise very nice man." + +Flint sagged in his chair, and clasped and unclasped his hands, which +trembled visibly. Madame regarded him without pity, with even a touch +of scorn. + +"Yes, it is indeed high time to reclaim you!" she decided, with the +fearsome zeal of the female reformer of a man. "You silly man, you! +Have you no proper pride? Have you absolutely no idea of your own +worth? Well, then, if you haven't, _I_ have. You _shall_ take your +place and play your part!" + +"But," said Flint, and a gleam of hope irradiated his stricken face, +"but I don't think I've got the clothes to wear to parties. And I +really can't afford to spend any more money right now, either. I spent +a lot on that old 1797 Abbot & Smith's 'Natural History of the Rarer +Lepidopterous Insects of Georgia.' It cost like the dickens, although +I really got it for about half what it's worth. I had to take it when +I got the chance, and I'd be willing to wear gunny-sacking for a year +to pay for those plates! I need them: I want them. But I don't need a +party. I don't want a party! Madame, don't, don't make me go to any +party!" + +"Nonsense!" said my mother. "Clothes, indeed! I shouldn't worry about +clothes, if I were you, John Flint. You came into this world knowing +exactly what to wear and how to wear it. Why, you have an air! That is +a very great mercy, let me tell you, and one not always vouchsafed to +the deserving, either." + +"I have a cage full of grubs--most awfully particular grubs, and +they've got to be watched like a sick kid with the--with the whatever +it is sick kids have, anyhow. Why, if I were to leave those grubs one +whole afternoon--" + +"You just let me see a single solitary grub have the temerity to hatch +himself out that one afternoon, that's all! They have all the rest of +their nasty little lives to hatch out!" + +"Besides, there's a boy lives about five miles from here, and he's +likely to bring me word any minute about something I simply have to +have--" + +"I want to see that boy!" She pointed her small forefinger at him, +with the effect of a pistol leveled at his head. + +"You are coming to my affair!" said she, sternly. "If you have no +regard whatsoever for Mary Virginia and me, you shall have some for +yourself; if you have none for yourself, then you shall have some for +_us!_" + +This took the last puff of wind from the Butterfly Man's sails. + +"All right!" he gulped, and committed himself irremediably. "I--I'll +be right here. You say so, and of course I've got to!" + +"Of course you will," said my mother, smiling at him charmingly. "I +knew I had only to present the matter in its proper light, and you'd +see it at once. You are so sensible, John Flint. It's such a comfort, +when the gentlemen of one's household are so amenable to reason, and +so ready to stand by one!" + +Having said her say, and gotten her way--as she was perfectly sure she +would--Madame left the gentlemen of her household to their own +reflections and devices. + +"Parson!" The Butterfly Man seemed to come out of a trance. "Remember +the day you made me let a caterpillar crawl up my hand?" + +"Yes, my son." + +"Parson, there's a horrible big teaparty crawling up my pants' leg +this minute!" + +"Just keep still," I couldn't help laughing at him, "and it will come +down after awhile without biting you. Remember, you got used to the +others in no time." + +"Some of 'em stung like the very devil," he reminded me, darkly. + +"Oh, but those were the hairy fellows. This is a stingless, hairless, +afternoon party! It won't hurt you at all!" + +"It's walking up my pants' leg, just the same. And I'm scared of it: +I'm horrible scared of it! My God! _Me!_ At a jane-junket! ... all the +thin ones diked out with doodads where the bones come through ... +stoking like sailors on shore leave ... all the fat ones grouchy about +their shapes and thinking it's their souls. ..." And he broke out, in +a fluttering falsetto: + +"'Oh, Mr. Flint, do please let us see your lovely butterflies! Aren't +they just too perfectly sweet for anything! I wonder why they don't +trim hats with butterflies? Do you know _all_ their names, you awfully +clever man? Do _they_ know their names, too, Mr. Flint? Butterflies +must be so very interesting! And so decorative, particularly on china +and house linen! How you have the heart to kill them, I can't imagine. +Just think of taking the poor mother-butterflies away from the dear +little baby-ones!' ...--and me having to stand there and behave like a +perfect gentleman!" He looked at me, scowling: + +"Now, you look here: I can stand 'em single-file, but if I'm made to +face 'em in squads, why, you blame nobody but yourself if I foam at +the mouth and chase myself in a circle and snap at legs, you hear me?" + +"I hear you," said I, coldly. "You didn't get your orders from _me_. +_I_ think your proper place is in the woods. You go tell Madame what +you've just told me--or should you like me to warn her that you're +subject to rabies?" + +"For the love of Mike, parson! Have a heart! Haven't I got troubles +enough?" he asked bitterly. + +"You are behaving more like an unspanked brat than a grown man." + +"I wasn't weaned on teaparties," said he, sulkily, "and it oughtn't +to be expected I can swallow 'em at sight without making a face and--" + +"Whining," I finished for him. And I added, with a reminiscent air: +"Rule 1: Can the Squeal!" + +He glared at me, but as I met the glare unruffled, his lip presently +twisted into a grin of desperate humor. His shoulders squared. + +"All right," said he, resignedly. And after an interval of dejected +silence, he remarked: "I've sort of got a glimmer of how Madame feels +about this. She generally knows what's what, Madame does, and I +haven't seen her make a mistake yet. If she thinks it's my turn to +come on in and take a hand in any game she's playing, why, I guess I'd +better play up to her lead the best I know how ... and trust God to +slip me over an ace or two when I need them. You tell her she can +depend on me not to fall down on her ... and Miss Eustis." + +"No need to tell Madame what she already knows." + +"Huh!" With his chin in his hand and his head bent, he stared out over +the autumn garden with eyes which did not see its flaming flowers. Of +a sudden his shoulders twitched; he laughed aloud. + +"What are you laughing at?" I was startled out of a revery of my own. + +"Everything," said the Butterfly Man, succinctly, and stood up and +shook himself. "And everybody. And me in particular. _Me!_ Oh, good +Lord, think of _Me!_" He whistled for Kerry, and took himself off. I +watched him walk down the street, and saw Judge Mayne's familiar +greeting; and Major Cartwright stop him, and with his hand on the +Butterfly Man's arm, walk off with him. Major Cartwright had kept +George Inglesby out of two coveted clubs, for all his wealth; he was +stiff as the proverbial poker to Howard Hunter, for all that +gentleman's impeccable connections; he met John Flint, not as through +a glass darkly, but face to face. + +My mother, coming out of the house with her cherished manuscript +cookbook in her hand, looked after them thoughtfully: + +"Yes; it is high time for that man to know his proper place!" + +"And does he not?" + +"Oh, I suppose so, Armand. In a man's way, though--not a woman's. It's +the woman's way that really matters, you see. When women acknowledge +that man socially--and I mean it to happen--his light won't be hidden +under a bushel basket. He will climb up into his candlestick and +shine." + +That sense of bewilderment which at times overwhelmed me when the case +of John Flint pressed hard, overtook me now, with its ironic humor. As +he himself had expressed it, I felt myself caught by a Something too +big to withstand. I was afraid to do anything, to say anything, for or +against, this launching of his barque upon the social sea. I felt that +the affair had been once more lifted out of my power; that my serving +now was but to stand and wait. + +And in the meanwhile my mother, with her own hands, washed and darned +the priceless old lace that was her chiefest pride; had something done +to a frock; got out her sacredest treasures of linen and china and +silver; requisitioned the Mayne and the Dexter spoons as well; had the +Parish House scoured until it glittered; did everything to the garden +but wash and iron it; spent momentous and odorous hours with Clélie +over the making of toothsome delights; and on a golden afternoon gave +a tea on the flower-decked verandahs and in the glorious garden, to +which all Appleboro, in its best bib and tucker, came as one. And +there, in the heart and center of it, cool, calm, correct, collected, +hiding whatever mortal qualms he might have felt under a demeanor as +perfect as Hunter's own, apparently at home and at ease, behold the +Butterfly Man! + +Everybody seemed to know him. Everybody had something pleasant to say +to him. Folks simply accepted him at sight as one of themselves. And +the Butterfly Man accepted them quite as simply, with no faintest +trace of embarrassment. + +If Appleboro had cherished the legend that this was a prodigal well on +his way home, that afternoon settled it for them into a positive fact. +His manner was perfect. It was as if one saw the fine and beautiful +grain of a piece of rare wood come out as the varnish that disfigured +it was removed. Here was no veneer to scratch and crack at a touch, +but the solid, rare thing itself. My mother had been right, as always. +John Flint stepped into his proper place. Appleboro was acknowledging +it officially. + +The garden was full of laughter and chatter and perfumes, and women in +pretty clothes, and young girls dainty as flowers, and the smiling +faces of men. But I am no longer of the party age. I stole away to a +favorite haunt of mine at the back of the garden, behind the spireas +and the holly tree, where there is a dilapidated old seat we have been +threatening to remove any time this five years. Here, some time +later, the Butterfly Man himself came stealthily, and seemed +embarrassed to find the place preëmpted. + +"Well," said I, making room for him beside me, "it isn't so bad after +all, is it?" + +"No. I'm glad I was let in for it," he admitted frankly, "though I'd +hate to have to come to parties for a living. Still, this afternoon +has nailed down a thought that's been buzzing around loose in my mind +this long time. It's this: people aren't anything but people, after +all. Men and women and kids, the best and the worst of 'em, they're +nothing but people, the same as everybody else. No, I'll never be +scared to meet anybody, after this. _I'm_ people, too!" + +"The same as everybody else." + +"The same as everybody else," he repeated, soberly. "Not but what +there's lots of difference between folks. And there are things it's +good to know, too ... things that women like Madame ... and Miss Mary +Virginia Eustis ... expect a man to know, if they're not going to be +ashamed of him." He thought about this awhile, then: + +"I tell you what, father," he remarked, tentatively, "it must be a +mighty fine thing to know you've got the right address written on you, +good and plain, and the right number of stamps, and the sender's name +somewhere on a corner, to keep you from going astray or to the Dead +Letter Office; and not to be scrawled in lead-pencil, and misspelt, +and finger-smutched, and with a couple of postage-due stamps stuck on +you crooked, and the Lord only knows who and where from." + +"Why, yes," said I, "that's true, and one does well to consider it. +But the main thing, the really important thing, is the letter +itself--what's written inside, John Flint." + +"But what's written inside wouldn't be any the worse if it was written +clearer and better, and the outside was cleaner and on nice paper? And +in pen-and-ink, not lead-pencil scratches?" he insisted earnestly. + +"Of course not." + +"That's what I've been thinking lately, father. Somehow, I always did +like things to have some class to 'em. I remember how I used to lean +against the restaurant windows when I was a kid, and watch the folks +inside, how they dressed and acted, and the way the nicest of 'em +handled table-tools. They weren't swells, of course, and plenty of 'em +made plenty of mistakes--I've seen stunts done with a common +table-knife that had the best of the sword-swallowing gents skinned a +mile--but I wasn't a fool, and I learned some. Then when I--er--began +to make real money (parson, I made it in wads and gobs and lumps those +days!) why, I got me the real thing in glad rags from the real thing +in tailors, and I used to blow a queen that'd been a swell herself +once, to the joint where the gilt-edged bunch eat and show off their +clothes and the rest of themselves. My jane looked the part to the +life, I had the kale and the clothes and was chesty as a head-waiter, +being considerably stuck on yours truly along about then, so we put it +over. I had the chance to get hep to the last word in clothes and +manners; that's what I'd gone for, though I didn't tell that to the +skirt I was buying the eats for. And it was good business, too, for +more than once when some precinct bonehead that pipe-dreamed he was a +detective was pussy-catting some cold rat-hole, there was me +vanbibbering in the white light at the swellest joints in little old +New York! Funny, wasn't it? And handy! And I was learning, +too--learning things worth good money to know. I saw that the best +sort didn't make any noise about anything. They went about their +business, whatever it was, easy-easy, same as me in my line. But, +parson, though I'd got hep to the outside, and had sense enough to +copy what I'd seen, I wasn't wise to the inside difference--the things +that make the best what it is, I mean--because I'd never been close +enough to find out that there's more to it than looks and duds and +manners. It took the Parish House people to soak that into me. People +aren't anything but people--but the best are--well, different." + +We fell silent; a happy silence, into which, as from another planet, +there drifted light laughter, and sweet gay voices of girls, and the +stir and rustle of many people moving about. On the Mayne fence the +judge's black Panch sat, neck outstretched, emerald eyes aslant, ears +cocked uneasily at these unwonted noises. At a little distance a +bluejay watched him with bright malevolent eyes, every now and then +screaming insults at the whole tribe of cats, and black Panch in +particular. Flint snapped his fingers, and Panch, with a spring, was +off the fence and on his friend's knees. It seemed to me it had only +needed the sleek beastie to make that hour perfect;--for cats in the +highest degree make for a sense of homely, friendly intimacy. Flint, +feeling this, stroked the black head contentedly. Panch purred for the +three of us. + +Into this presently broke Miss Sally Ruth Dexter, and bore down on +John Flint like a frigate with all sails spread. At sight of her Panch +spat and fled, and took the happy spell with him. + +"Here you are, cuddling that old pirate of a black cat!" said she, +briskly. "I told Madame you'd be mooning about somewhere. Here's some +cocoanut cake for you both. Father, Madame's been looking for you. Did +you know," she sank her voice to a piercing whisper, "that George +Inglesby's here? Well, he is! He's talking to Mary Virginia Eustis, +this very minute! They do say he's running after Mary Virginia, and +I'm sure I wouldn't be surprised, for if ever a mortal man had the +effrontery of Satan that man's George Inglesby! I must admit he's +improved since Mr. Hunter took him in hand. He's not nearly so stout +and red-faced, and he hasn't half the jowl, though Lord knows he'll +have to get rid of a few tons more of his blubber" (Miss Sally Ruth +has a free and fetterless tongue) "if he wants to look _human_. As I +say, what's the use of being a millionaire if you've got a shape like +a rainbarrel? I often tell myself, 'Maybe you haven't been given such +a lot of this world's goods as some, Sally Ruth Dexter, but you can +thank your sweet Redeemer you've at least got a Figure!" + +The Butterfly Man cast a speculative eye over her generous +proportions. + +"Yes'm, you certainly have a whole lot to be thankful for," he agreed, +so wholeheartedly that Miss Sally Ruth laughed. + +"Get along with you, you impudent fellow!" said she, in high good +humor. "Go and look at that old scamp of an Inglesby making eyes at a +girl young enough to be his daughter! I heard this morning that Mr. +Hunter has orders to get him, by hook or crook, an invitation to +anything Mary Virginia goes to. I declare, it's scandalous! Come to +think of it, though, I never saw any man yet, no matter how old or +ugly or outrageous he might be, who didn't really believe he stood a +perfectly good chance to win the affections of the handsomest young +woman alive! If you ask _me_, _I_ think George Inglesby had better +join the church and get himself ready to meet his God, instead of +gallivanting around girls. If he feels he has to gallivant, why don't +he pick out somebody nearer his own age?" + +"Why should you make him choose mutton when he wants lamb?" asked the +Butterfly Man, unexpectedly. + +"Because he's an old bellwether, that's why!" snapped Miss Sally Ruth, +scandalized. "I wonder at Annabelle Eustis allowing him to come near +Mary Virginia, millionaire or no millionaire. I bet you James Eustis +will have something to say, if Mary Virginia herself doesn't!" And she +sailed off again, leaving us, as the saying is, with a bug in the ear. + +"Now what in the name of heaven," I wondered, "can Miss Sally Ruth +mean? Mary Virginia ... Inglesby. ... The thing's sacrilegious." + +The Butterfly Man rose abruptly. "Suppose we stroll about a bit?" he +suggested. + +"I thought," said my mother, when we approached her, "that you had +disobeyed orders, and run away!" + +"We were afraid to," said John Flint. "We knew you'd make us go to bed +without supper." + +"Did you know," said my mother, hurriedly, for Clélie was making signs +to her, "that George Inglesby is here? The invitation was merely +perfunctory, just sent along with Mr. Hunter's. I never dreamed the +man would accept it. You can't imagine how astonished I was when he +presented himself!" + +A few moments later, the Butterfly Man said in a low voice: "Look +yonder!" And turning, I saw Hunter. He was for the moment alone, and +stood with his head bent slightly forward, his bright cold glance +intent upon the two persons approaching--Mary Virginia and George +Inglesby. His white teeth showed in a smile. I remembered, +disagreeably, Flint's "I don't like the expression of his teeth: he +looks like he'd bite." + +Until that afternoon I had not seen the secretary for some time, for +he had been kept unusually busy. Those eminently sensible talks to the +mill workers had been well received, and were to be followed by others +along the same line. He had done even more: he had induced the owners +to recognize the men's Union, and all future complaints and demands +were to be submitted to arbitration. Inglesby had undoubtedly gained +ground enormously by that move. Hunter had done well. And +yet--catching that sharp-toothed smile, I felt my faith in him for the +first time shaken by one of those unaccountable uprushes of intuition +which perplex and disturb. + +I knew, too, that Laurence had had several long and serious +conferences with Eustis, and I could well imagine the arguments he had +brought to bear, the rousing of a sense of duty, and of state pride. + +Eustis was obstinate. He had many interests. He was a very, very busy +man. He didn't want to be a Senator; he wanted to be let alone to +attend to his own business in his own way. But, insisted Laurence, +when a thing must be done, and you can do it in a manner which +benefits all and injures none; when your own people ask you to do it +for them, isn't _that_ your business? + +A cold damning resume of Inglesby's entire career made Eustis +hesitate. A vivid picture of what the state might expect at Inglesby's +hands roused him to just anger. Such as this fellow represent +Carolina? Never! When Inglesby's name should be put up, Eustis +unwillingly agreed to oppose him. + +And here was Inglesby, in my garden, making himself agreeable to +Eustis's daughter! He was so plainly desirous to please her, that it +troubled me, although it made his secretary smile. + +The Mary Virginia walking beside Inglesby was not the Mary Virginia +_we_ knew: this was the regal one, the great beauty. Her whole manner +was subtly charged with a sort of arrogant hauteur; her fairness +itself changed, tinged with pride as with an inward fire, until she +glowed with a cold, jewel-like brightness, hard and clear. Her very +skirts rustled pridefully. Her glance at the man beside her was +insulting in its disdainful indifference. + +What would have saddened a nobler spirit enchanted Inglesby. He was +dazzled by her. Her interest in what he was saying was coolly +impersonal, the fixed habit of trained politeness. He could even +surmise that she was mentally yawning behind her hand. When she looked +at him her eyes under her level brows held a certain scornfulness. And +this, too, delighted him. He groveled to it. His red face glowed with +pleasure; he swelled with a pride very different from Mary Virginia's. +I thought he had an upholstered look in his glossy clothes, reminding +me unpleasantly of horsehair furniture. + +"He looks like a day coach in July," growled the Butterfly Man in my +ear, disgustedly. + +Inglesby at this moment perceived Hunter and beamed upon him, as well +he might! Who but this priceless secretary had pulled the strings +which set him beside this glorious creature, in the Parish House +garden? He turned to the girl, with heavy jauntiness: + +"My good right hand, Miss Eustis, I assure you!" he beamed. "But I am +sure you two need no dissertations upon each other's merits!" + +"None whatever," said Miss Eustis, and looked over Mr. Hunter's head. + +"Oh, Miss Eustis and I are really old acquaintances!" smiled the +secretary. "We know each other very well indeed." + +Mary Virginia made no reply. Instead, she looked about her, +indifferently enough, until her glance encountered the Butterfly +Man's. What he saw in her's I do not know. But he instantly moved +toward her, and swept me with him. + +"Father De Rancé and I," said he, easily, "haven't had chance to speak +to you all afternoon, Miss Eustis." He acknowledged Hunter's friendly +greeting pleasantly enough. + +"And I've been looking for you both." The hauteur faded from the young +face. Our own Mary Virginia appeared, changed in the twinkling of an +eye. + +Inglesby favored me with condescending effusiveness. Flint got off +with a smirking stare. + +"And this," said Inglesby in the sort of voice some people use in +addressing strange children to whom they desire to be patronizingly +nice and don't know how, "this is the Butterfly Man!" Out came the +jovial smile in its full deadliness. The Butterfly Man's lips drew +back from his teeth and his eyes narrowed to gimlet points behind his +glasses. "I have heard of you from Mr. Hunter. And so you collect +butterflies! Very interesting and active occupation for any one +that--ahem! likes that sort of thing. Very." + +"He collects obituaries, too," said Hunter, immensely amused. "You +mustn't overlook the obituaries, Mr. Inglesby." + +Mr. Inglesby favored the collector of butterflies _and_ obituaries +with another speculative, piglike stare. You could see the thought +behind it: "Trifling sort of fellow! Idiotic! Very." Aloud he merely +mumbled: + +"Singular taste. Very. Collecting obituaries, eh?" + +"Fascinating things to collect. Very," said the Butterfly Man, +sweetly. "Not to be laughed at. I might add yours to 'em, too, you +know, some of these fine days!" + +"Dilly, Dilly, come and be killed!" murmured Hunter. Mr. Inglesby, +however, was visibly ruffled and annoyed. Who was this fellow braying +of obituaries as if he, Inglesby, were on the highroad to oblivion +already, when he was, in reality, still quite a young man? And right +before Miss Eustis! He turned purple. + +"My obituary?" he spluttered. "_Mine_? Mine?" + +"Sure, if it's worth while," said the Butterfly Man, amiably. Mary +Virginia barely suppressed a smile. + +"Madame would like to see you, Miss Eustis," he told her. + +Mary Virginia, bowing distantly to the millionaire and his secretary, +walked off with him, I following. + +Once free of them, her spirits rose soaringly. + +"It's been a lovely afternoon, and I've enjoyed it all--except Mr. +Inglesby. I don't _like_ Mr. Inglesby, Padre. He's amusing enough, I +suppose, at times, but one can't seem to get rid of him--he's a +perfect Old Man of the Sea," she told us, confidentially. "And you +can't imagine how detestably youthful he is, Mr. Flint! He told me +half a dozen times this afternoon that after all, years don't +matter--it is the heart which is young. And he takes cold tubs and is +proud of himself, and plays golf--for exercise!" The scorn of the +lithe and limber young was in her voice. + +"What's the use of being a millionaire, if you have a shape like the +rainbarrel?" I quoted pensively. + +Later that night, when "the lights were fled, the garlands dead, and +all but me departed," I went over for my usual last half-hour with +John Flint. Very often we have nothing whatever to say, and we are +even wise enough not to say it. We sit silently, he with Kerry's noble +old head against his foot, each busy with his own thoughts and +reflections, but each conscious of the friendly nearness of the other. +You have never had a friend, if you have never known one with whom you +might sit a silent, easy hour. To-night he sucked savagely at his old +pipe, and his eyes were somber. + +"You got the straight tip from Miss Sally Ruth, father," he said, +coming out of a brown study. "What do you suppose that piker's trying +to crawl out of his cocoon for? He never wanted to caper around +Appleboro women before, did he? No. And here he's been muldooning to +get some hog-fat off and some wind and waistline back. Now, why? To +please himself? _He_ don't have to care a hoot what he looks like. To +please some girl? That's more likely. Parson: that girl's Mary +Virginia Eustis." He added, through his teeth: "Hunter knows. Hunter's +steering." And then, with quiet conviction: "They're both as crooked +as hell!" he finished. + +"But the thing's absurd on the face of it! Why, the mere notion is +preposterous!" I insisted, angrily. + +"I have seen worse things happen," said he, shortly. "But there,--keep +your hair on! Things don't happen unless they're slated to happen, so +don't let it bother you too much. You go turn in and forget everything +except that you need a night's sleep." + +I tried to follow his sound advice, but although I needed a night's +sleep and there was no tangible reason why I shouldn't have gotten it, +I didn't. The shadow of Inglesby haunted my pillow. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +"EACH IN HIS OWN COIN" + + +With the New Year had descended upon John Flint an obsessing and +tormenting spirit which made him by fits and starts moody, depressed, +nervous, restless, or wholly silent and abstracted. I have known him +to come in just before dawn, snatch a few hours' sleep, and be off +again before day had well set in, though he must already have been far +afield, for Kerry heeled him with lagging legs and hanging head. Or he +would shut himself up, and refusing himself to all callers, fall into +a cold fury of concentrated effort, sitting at his table hour after +hour, tireless, absorbed, accomplishing a week's overdue work in a day +and a night. Often his light burned all night through. Some of the +most notable papers bearing his name, and research work of +far-reaching significance, came from that workroom then--as if lumps +of ambergris had been tossed out of a whirlpool. + +All this time, too, he was working in conjunction with the Washington +Bureau, experimenting with remedies for the boll-weevil, and fighting +the plague of the cattle-tick. This, and the other outside work in +which he was so immensely interested, could not be allowed to hang +fire. Like many another, he found himself for his salvation caught in +the great human net he himself had helped to spin. It was not only +the country people who held him. Gradually, as he passed to and from +on his way among them, and became acquainted with their children, +there had sprung up a most curious sort of understanding between the +Butterfly Man on the one side, and the half-articulate foreigners in +the factory and the sly secretive mill-workers on the other. + +People I had never been able to get at humanly, people who resisted +even Madame, not only chose to open their doors but their mouths, to +Meester Fleent. Uncouth fumbling men, slip-shod women, dirty-faced +children, were never dumb and suspicious or wholly untruthful and +evasive, where the Butterfly Man was concerned. He was one to whom +might be told, without shame, fear, or compunction, the plain, blunt, +terrible truth. _He understood._ + +"I wish you'd look up Petronovich's boy, father," he might tell me, +or, "Madame, have a woman-talk with Lovena Smith's girl at the mills, +will you? Lovena's a fool, and that girl's up against things." And we +went, and wondered, afterwards, what particularly tender guardian +angels kept close company with our Butterfly Man. + +Then occurred the great event which put Meester Fleent in a place +apart in the estimation of all Appleboro, forever settled his status +among the mill-hands and the "hickeys," and incidentally settled a +tormenting doubt of himself in his own mind. I mean the settling of +the score against Big Jan. + +Half-Russian Jan was to the Poles what a padrone too often is to the +Italian laborers, a creature who herded them together and mercilessly +worked them for the profit of others, and incidentally his own, an +exacting tyrant against whose will it was useless to rebel. He had a +little timid wife with red eyes--perhaps because she cried so much +over the annual baby which just as annually died. He made a good deal +of money, but the dark Slav passion for whisky forced him to spend +what he earned, and this increased a naturally sullen temper. He was +the thorn in the Parish side; that we could do so little for the Poles +was due in a large measure to Jan's stubborn hindering. + +His people lived in terror of him. When they displeased him he beat +them. It was not a light beating, and once or twice we had in the +Guest Rooms nursed its victims back into some semblance of humanity. +But what could we do? Jan was so efficient a foreman that Inglesby's +power was always behind him. So when Jan chose to get very drunk, and +sang long, monotonous songs, particularly when he sang through his +teeth, lugubriously: + + "_Yeszeze Polska nie Zginela + Poki my Zygemy_ ..." + +men and women trembled. Poland might not be lost, but somebody's skin +always paid for that song. + +In passing one morning--it was a holiday--through the Poles' quarters, +an unpleasant enough stretch which other folks religiously avoided, +the Butterfly Man heard shrieks coming from Michael Karski's back +yard. It was Michael's wife and children who screamed. + +"It is the Boss who beats Michael, Meester Fleent," a man volunteered. +"The Boss, he is much drunk. Karski's woman, she did not like the ways +of him in her house, and Michael said, 'I will to send for the +police.' So Big Jan beats Michael, and Michael's woman, she hollers +like hell." + +John Flint knew inoffensive, timid Michael; he knew his broad-bosomed, +patient, cowlike wife, and he liked the brood of shockheaded +youngsters who plodded along patient in old clothes, bare-footed, and +with scanty enough food. He had made a corn-cob doll for the littlest +girl and a cigar-box wagon with spool wheels for the littlest boy. +Perhaps that is why he turned and went with the rest to Michael's yard +where Big Jan was knocking Michael about like a ten-pin, grunting +through his teeth: "Now! Sen' for those policemens, you!" + +Michael was no pretty thing to look upon, for Jan was in an uglier +mood than usual, and Michael had greatly displeased him; therefore it +was Michael's turn to pay. Nobody interfered, for every one was +horribly afraid Big Jan would turn upon _him_. Besides, was not he the +Boss, and could he not say Go, and then must not a man go, short of +pay, and with his wife and children crying? Of a verity! + +The Butterfly Man slipped off his knapsack and laid his net aside. +Then he pushed his way through the scared onlookers. + +"Meester Fleent! For God's love, save my man, Meester Flint!" +Michael's wife Katya screamed at him. + +By way of answer Meester Fleent very deliberately handed her his +eye-glasses. Then one saw that his eyes, slitted in his head, were +cold and bright as a snake's; his chin thrust forward, and in his red +beard his lips made a straight line like a clean knife-cut. Two +bright red spots had jumped into his tanned cheeks. His lean hands +balled. + +He said no word; but the crumpled thing that was Michael was of a +sudden plucked bodily out of Big Jan's hands and thrust into the +waiting woman's. The astonished Boss found himself confronting a pale +and formidable face with a pair of eyes like glinting sword-blades. + +Kerry had followed his master, and was now close to his side. For the +moment Flint had forgotten him. But Big Jan's evil eyes caught sight +of him. He knew the Butterfly Man's dog very well. He snickered. A +huge foot shot out, there was a howl of anguish and astonishment, and +Kerry went flying through the air as if shot from a catapult. + +"So!" Jan grunted like a satisfied hog, "I feex _you_ like that in one +meenute, me." + +The red jumped from John Flint's cheeks to his eyes, and stayed there. +Why, this hulking brute had hurt _Kerry!_ His breath exhaled in a +whistling sigh. He seemed to coil himself together; with a tiger-leap +he launched himself at the great hulk before him. It went down. It had +to. + +I know every detail of that historic fight. Is it not written large in +the Book of the Deeds of Appleboro, and have I not heard it by word of +mouth from many a raving eye-witness? Does not Dr. Walter Westmoreland +lick his lips over it unto this day? + +A long groaning sigh went up from the onlookers. Meester Fleent was a +great and a good man; but he was a crippled man. Death was very close +to him. + +Big Jan was not too drunk to fight savagely, but he was in a most +horrible rage, and this weakened him. He meant to kill this impudent +fellow who had taken Michael away from him before he had half-finished +with him. But first he would break every bone in the crippled man's +body, take him in his hands and break his back over one knee as one +does a slat. A man with one leg to balk him, Big Jan? That called for +a killing. Jan had no faintest idea he might not be able to make good +this pleasant intention. + +It was a stupendous fight, a Homeric fight, a fight against odds, +which has become a town tradition. If Jan was formidable, a veritable +bison, his opponent was no cringing workman scared out of his wits and +too timid to defend himself. John Flint knew his own weakness, knew +what he could expect at Jan's hands, and it made him cool, collected, +wary, and deadly. He was no more the mild-mannered, soft-spoken +Butterfly Man, but another and a more primal creature, fighting for +his life. Big Jan, indeed, fancied he had nobody but the Butterfly Man +to deal with; as a matter of fact he was tackling Slippy McGee. + +Skilled, watchful, dangerous, that old training saved him. Every time +Jan came to his feet, roaring, thrashing his arms like flails, making +head-long, bull-like rushes, the Butterfly Man managed to send him +sprawling again. Then he himself caught one well-aimed blow, and went +staggering; but before slow-moving and raging Jan could follow up his +advantage, with a lightning-like quickness the Butterfly Man made a +battering ram of his head, caught Jan in the pit of the stomach, and +even as he fell Jan went down, too, and went down underneath. +Desperately, fighting like a fiend, John Flint kept him down. And +presently using every wrestler's trick that he knew, and bringing to +bear every ounce of his saved and superb strength, in a most orderly, +businesslike, cold-blooded manner he proceeded to pound Big Jan into +pulp. The devil that had been chained these seven years was a-loose at +last, rampant, fully aroused, and not easily satisfied. Besides, had +not Jan most brutally and wantonly tried to kill Kerry! + +If it was a well deserved it was none the less a most drastic +punishment, and when it was over Big Jan lay still. He would lie prone +for many a day, and he would carry marks of it to his grave. + +When the tousled victor, with a reeling head, an eye fast closing, and +a puffed and swollen lip, staggered upright and stood swaying on his +feet, he found himself surrounded by a great quiet ring of men and +women who regarded him with eyes of wonder and amaze. He was +superhuman; he had accomplished the impossible; paid the dreaded Boss +in his own coin, yea, given him full measure to the running over +thereof! No man of all the men Jan had beaten in his time had received +such as Jan himself had gotten at this man's hands to-day. The reign +of the Boss was over: and the conqueror was a crippled man! A great +sighing breath of sheer worshipful admiration went up; they were too +profoundly moved to cheer him; they could only stand and stare. When +they wished, reverently, to help him, he waved them aside. + +"Where's my dog?" he demanded thickly through his swollen lips. +"Where's Kerry? If he's dead--" he cast upon fallen Jan a menacing +glare. + +"Your dog's in bed with the baby, and Ma's give him milk with brandy +in it, and he drank it and growled at her, and the boys is holding +him down now to keep him from coming out to you, and he ain't much +hurt nohow," squealed one of Michael's big-eyed children. + +John Flint, stretching his arms above his head, drew in a great +gulping mouthful of air, exhaled it, and laughed a deepchested, +satisfied laugh, for all he was staggering like a drunken man. Here +Michael's wife Katya came puffing out of her house like a traction +engine--such was the shape in which nature formed her--and falling on +her knees, caught his hand to her vast bosom, weeping like the +overflowing of a river and blubbering uncouth sounds. + +"Get up, you crazy woman!" snarled John Flint, his face going +brick-red. "Stop licking my hand, and get up!" Although he did not +know it, Katya symbolized the mental attitude of every laborer in +Appleboro toward him from that hour. + +"Here's Doctor Westmoreland! And here comes the po-lice!" yelled a +boy, joyous with excitement. + +Westmoreland cast one by no means sympathetic glance at the wreck on +the ground, and his big arms went about John Flint; his fingers flew +over him like an apprehensive father's. + +"What's all this? Who's been fighting here, you people?" demanded the +town marshal's brisk voice. "Big Jan? And--good Lord! _Mister Flint!_" +His eyes bulged. He looked from Big Jan on the ground to the Butterfly +Man under Westmoreland's hands, with an almost ludicrous astonishment. + +"I'm sure sorry, Mr. Flint, if I have to give you a little trouble for +awhile, but--" + +"But you'll be considerably sorrier if you do it," said Dr. Walter +Westmoreland savagely. "You take that hulk over there to the jail, +until I have time to see him. I can't have him sent home to his wife +in that shape. And look here, Marshal: Jan got exactly what he +deserved; it's been coming to him this long time. If Inglesby's bunch +tries to take a hand in this, _I'll_ try to make Appleboro too hot to +hold somebody. Understand?" + +The marshal was a wise enough man, and he understood. Inglesby's pet +foreman had been all but killed, and Inglesby would be furiously +angry. But--Mr. Flint had done it, and behind Mr. Flint were powers +perhaps as potent as Inglesby's. One thing more may have influenced +the marshal: The hitherto timid and apathetic people had merged into a +compact and ominous ring around the Butterfly Man and the doctor. A +shrill murmur arose, like the wind in the trees presaging a storm. +There would be riot in staid Appleboro if one were so foolish as to +lay a detaining hand upon John Flint this day. More yet, the beloved +Westmoreland himself would probably begin it. Never had the marshal +seen Westmoreland look so big and so raging. + +"All right, Doctor," said he, hastily backing off. "I reckon you're +man enough to handle this." + +Some proud worshiper brought Mr. Flint his hat, knapsack, and net, and +the mountainous Katya insisted upon tenderly placing his glasses upon +his nose--upside down. Westmoreland used to say afterward that for a +moment he feared Flint was going to bite her hand! Then man and dog +were placed in the doctor's car and hurried home to my mother; who +made no comment, but put both in the larger Guest Room, the whimpering +dog on a comfort at the foot of his master's bed. Kerry had a broken +rib, but outside of this he was not injured. He would be out and all +right again in a week, Westmoreland assured his anxious master. + +"Oh, you _man_, you!" crowed Westmoreland. "John, John, if anything +were needed to make me love you, this would clinch it! Prying open +nature's fist, John, having butterflies bear your name, working hand +in glove with your government, boosting boys, writing books, are all +of them fine big grand things. But if along with them one's man enough +to stand up, John, with the odds against him, and punish a bully and a +scoundrel, the only way a bully and a scoundrel can feel punishment, +that's a heart-stirring thing, John! It gets to the core of my heart. +It isn't so much the fight itself, it's being able to take care of +oneself and others when one has to. Yes, yes, yes. A fight like that +is worth a million dollars to the man who wins it!" + +Westmoreland may be president of the Peace League, and tell us that +force is all wrong. Nevertheless, his great-grandmother was born in +Tipperary. + +We kept the Butterfly Man indoors for a week, while Westmoreland +doctored a viciously black eye and sewed up his lip. Morning and +afternoon Appleboro called, and left tribute of fruit and flowers. + +"Gad, suh, he behaved like one of Stonewall Jackson's men!" said Major +Cartwright, pridefully. "No yellow in _him_; he's one of _us_!" + +At nights came the Polish folks, and these people whom he had once +despised because they "hadn't got sense enough to talk American," he +now received with a complete and friendly understanding. + +"I just come by and see how you make to feel, Meester." + +"Oh, I feel fine, Joe, thank you." + +There would be an interval of absolute silence, which, did not seem to +embarrass either visited or visitor. Then: + +"Baby better now?" Meester would ask, interestedly. + +"That beeg doctor, he oil heem an' make heem well all right." + +After awhile: "I mebbe go now, Meester." + +"Good-night," said the host, briefly. + +At the door the Pole would turn, and look back, with the wistfully +animal look of the Under Dog. + +"Those cheeldren, they make to get you the leetle bug. You mebbe like +that, Meester, yes? They make to get you plenty much bug, those +cheeldren. We _all_ make to get you the bug, Meester, thank you." + +"That's mighty nice of you folks." Then one felt the note in the quiet +voice which explained his hold upon people. + +"Hell, no. We _like_ to do that for you, Meester. Thank you." And +closing the door gently after him, he would slink off. + +"They don't need to be so allfired grateful," said John Flint frankly. +"Parson, I'm the guy to be grateful. I got a whole heap more out of +that shindy than a black eye and a pretty mouth. I was bluemolding for +a man-tussle, and that scrap set me up again. You see--I wasn't sure +of myself any more, and it was souring on my stomach. Now I know I +haven't lost out, I feel like a white man. Yep, it gives a fellow the +holiday-heart to be dead sure he's plenty able to use his fists if +he's got to. Westmoreland's right about that." + +I was discreetly silent. God forgive me, in my heart I also was most +sinfully glad my Butterfly Man could and would use his fists when he +had to. I do not believe in peace at any price. I know very well that +wrong must be conquered before right can prevail. But I shouldn't have +been so set up! + +"Here," said he one morning. "Ask Madame to give this to Jan's wife. +And say, beg her for heaven's sake to buy some salve for her eyelids, +will you?" "This" was a small roll of bills. "I owe it to Jan," he +explained, with his twistiest smile. + +Westmoreland's skill removed all outward marks of the fray, and the +Butterfly Man went his usual way; but although he had laid at rest one +cruel doubt, he was still in deep waters. Because of his stress his +clothes had begun to hang loosely upon him. + +Now the naturalist who knows anything at all of those deep mysterious +well-springs underlying his great profession, understands that he is a +'prentice hand learning his trade in the workshop of the Almighty; +wherein "_the invisible things of Him from the creation of the world +are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made_." As +Paul on a time reminded the Romans. + +Wherefore I who had learned somewhat from the Little Peoples now +applied what they had taught me, and when I saw my man grow restless, +move about aimlessly, withdraw into himself and become as one blind +and dumb and unhearing, I understood he was facing a change, making +ready to project himself into some larger phase of existence as yet in +the womb of the future. So I did not question what wind drove him +forth before it like a lost leaf. The loving silent companionship of +red Kerry, the friendly faces of young children to whom he was kind, +the eyes of poor men and women looking to him for help, these were +better for him now than I. + +But my mother was not a naturalist, and she was provoked with John +Flint. He ate irregularly, he slept as it pleased God. He was "running +wild" again. This displeased her, particularly as Appleboro had at her +instigation included Mr. John Flint in its most exclusive list, and +there were invitations she was determined he should accept. She had +put her hand to the social plow in his behalf, and she had no faintest +notion of withdrawing it. Once fairly aroused, Madame had that +able-bodied will heaven seems to have lavished so plenteously upon +small women: In recompense, I dare say, for lack of size. + +Therefore Mr. Flint duteously appeared at intervals among the elect, +and appeared even to advantage. And my mother remarked, complacently, +that blood will tell: he had the air! He was not expected to dance, +but he was a superb cardplayer. He never told jokes, and so avoided +deadly repetition. He had in a large measure that virtue the Chinese +extol--the virtue of allowing others to save their faces in peace. Was +it any wonder Mr. Flint's social position was soon solidly +established? + +He played the game as my mother forced it upon him, though at times, I +think, it bored and chafed him sorely. What chafed him even more +sorely was the unprecedented interest many young ladies--and some old +enough to know better--suddenly evinced in entomology. + +Mr. Flint almost overnight developed a savage cunning in eluding the +seekers of entomological lore. One might suppose a single man would +rejoice to see his drab workroom swarm with these brightly-colored +fluttering human butterflies; he bore their visits as visitations, +displaying the chastened resignation Job probably showed toward the +latest ultra-sized carbuncle. + +"Cheer up!" urged Laurence, who was watching this turn of affairs with +unfeeling mirth. "The worst is yet to come. These are only the +chickens: wait until the hens get on your trail!" + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia one afternoon, rubbing salt into his +smarting wounds, "Mr. Flint, I am so glad all the girls like you so +much. You fascinate them. They say you are such a profoundly clever +and interesting man, Mr. Flint! Why, some of those girls are perfectly +demented about you!" + +"Demented," said he, darkly, "is the right word for them when it comes +down to fussing about _me_." Now Laurence had just caught him in his +rooms, and, declaring that he looked overworked and pale, had dragged +him forcibly outside on the porch, where we were now sitting. Mary +Virginia, in a white skirt, sport coat, and a white felt hat which +made her entrancingly pretty, had been visiting my mother and now +strolled over to John Flint's, after her old fashion. + +"I feel like making the greatest sort of a fuss about you myself," she +said honestly. "Anyhow, I'm mighty glad girls like you. It's a good +sign." + +"If they do--though God knows I can't see why--I'm obliged to them, +seeing it pleases _you_!" said Flint, without, however, showing much +gratitude in eyes or voice. "To tell you the truth, it looks to me at +times as if they were wished on me." + +Mary Virginia tried to look horrified, and giggled instead. + +"If I could only make any of them understand anything!" said the +Butterfly Man desperately, "but I can't. If only they really wanted to +know, I'd be more than glad to teach them. But they don't. I show them +and show them and tell them and tell them, over and over and over +again, and the same thing five minutes later, and they haven't even +listened! They don't care. What do they take up my time and say they +like my butterflies for, when they don't like them at all and don't +want to know anything about them? That's what gets me!" + +Laurence winked at Mary Virginia, shamelessly. + +"Bugs!" said he, inelegantly. "That's what's intended to get you, you +old duffer!" + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, with dancing eyes. "I don't blame +those girls one single solitary bit for wanting to know all +about--butterflies." + +"But they don't want to know, I tell you!" Mr. Flint's voice rose +querulously. + +"My dear creature, I'd be stuck on you myself if I were a girl," said +Laurence sweetly. "Padre, prepare yourself to say, 'Bless you, my +children!' I see this innocent's finish." And he began to sing, in a +lackadaisical manner, through his nose: + + "Now you're married you must obey, + You must be true to all you say, + Live together all your life--" + +No answering smile came to John Flint's lips. He made no reply to the +light banter, but stiffened, and stared ahead of him with a set face +and eyes into which crept an expression of anguish. Mary Virginia, +with a quick glance, laid her hand on his arm. + +"Don't mind Laurence and me, we're a pair of sillies. You and the +Padre are too good to put up with us the way you do," she said, +coaxingly. "And--we girls do like you, Mr. Flint, whether we're wished +on you or not." + +That seductive "we" in that golden voice routed him, horse and foot. +He looked at the small hand on his arm, and his glance went swiftly to +the sweet and innocent eyes looking at him with such frank +friendliness. + +"It's better than I deserve," he said, gently enough. "And it isn't +I'm not grateful to the rest of them for liking me,--if they do. It's +that I want to box their ears when they pretend to like my insects, +and don't." + +"Being a gentleman has its drawbacks," said I, tentatively. + +"Believe _me_!" he spoke with great feeling. "It's nothing short of +doing a life-stretch!" + +The boy and girl laughed gaily. When he spoke thus it added to his +unique charm. So profoundly were they impressed with what he had +become, that even what he had been, as they remembered it, increased +their respect and affection. That past formed for him a somber +background, full of half-lights and shadows, against which he stood +out with the revealing intensity of a Rembrandt portrait. + +"What I came over to tell you, is that Madame says you're to stay home +this evening, Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, comfortably. "I'm +spending the night with Madame, you're to know, and we're planning a +nice folksy informal sort of a time; and you're to be home." + +"Orders from headquarters," commented Laurence. + +"All right," agreed the Butterfly Man, briefly. + +Mary Virginia shook out her white skirts, and patted her black hair +into even more distractingly pretty disorder. + +"I've got to get back to the office--mean case I'm working on," +complained Laurence. "Mary Virginia, walk a little way with me, won't +you? Do, child! It will sweeten all my afternoon and make my work +easier." + +"You haven't grown up a bit--thank goodness!" said Mary Virginia. But +she went with him. + +The Butterfly Man looked after them speculatively. + +"Mrs. Eustis," he remarked, "is an ambitious sort of a lady, isn't +she? Thinks in millions for her daughter, expects her to make a great +match and all that. Miss Sally Ruth told me she'd heard Mrs. Eustis +tried once or twice to pull off a match to suit herself, but Miss Mary +Virginia wouldn't stand for it." + +"Why, naturally, Mrs. Eustis would like to see the child well settled +in life," said I. + +"Oh, you don't have to be a Christian _all_ the time," said he calmly. +"I know Mrs. Eustis, too. She talked to me for an hour and a half +without stopping, one night last week. See here, parson: Inglesby's +got a roll that outweighs his record. Suppose he wants to settle down +and reform--with a young wife to help him do it--wouldn't it be a real +Christian job to lady's-aid him?" + +I eyed him askance. + +"Now there's Laurence," went on the Butterfly Man, speculatively. +"Laurence is making plenty of trouble, but not so much money. No, Mrs. +Eustis wouldn't faint at the notion of Inglesby, but she'd keel over +like a perfect lady at the bare thought of Laurence." + +"I don't see," said I, crossly, "why she should be called upon to +faint for either of them. Inglesby's--Inglesby. That makes him +impossible. As for the boy, why, he rocked that child in her cradle." + +"That didn't keep either of them from growing up a man and a woman. +Looks to me as if they were beginning to find it out, parson." + +I considered his idea, and found it so eminently right, proper, and +beautiful, that I smiled over it. "It would be ideal," I admitted. + +"Her mother wouldn't agree with you, though her father might," he said +dryly. And he asked: + +"Ever had a hunch?" + +"A presentiment, you mean?" + +"No; a hunch. Well, I've got one. I've got a hunch there's trouble +ahead for that girl." + +This seemed so improbable, in the light of her fortunate days, that I +smiled cheerfully. + +"Well, if there should be,--here are you and I to stand by." + +"Sure," said he, laconically, "that's all we're here for--to stand +by." + +Although it was January, the weather was again springlike. All day the +air was like a golden wine, drenched in a golden sun. All day in the +cedars' dark and vivid green the little wax-wings flew in and out, and +everywhere the blackberry bramble that "would grace the parlors of +heaven" was unfolding its crisp red leaves and white buds; and all the +roads and woods were gay with the scarlet berries of the casida, which +the robins love. And the nights were clear and still and starry, +nights of a beauty so vital one sensed it as something alive. + +Because Mary Virginia was to spend that night at the Parish House, +Mrs. Eustis having been called away and the house for once free of +guests, my mother had seized the occasion to call about her the youth +in which her soul delighted. To-night she was as rosy and bright-eyed +as any one of her girl-friends. She beamed when she saw the old rooms +alive and alight with fresh and laughing faces and blithe figures. +There was Laurence, with that note in his voice, that light in his +eyes, that glow and glory upon him, which youth alone knows; and +Dabney, with his black hair, as usual, on end, and his intelligent +eyes twinkling behind his glasses; and Claire Dexter, colored like a +pearl set in a cluster of laughing girls; and Mary Virginia, all in +white, so beautiful that she brought a mist to the eyes that watched +her. All the other gay and charming figures seemed but attendants for +this supremer loveliness, snow-white, rose-red, ebony-black, like the +queen's child in the fairy-tale. + +The Butterfly Man had obediently put in his appearance. With the +effect which a really strong character produces, he was like an +insistent deep undernote that dominates and gives meaning to a lighter +and merrier melody. All this bright life surged, never away from, but +always toward and around him. Youth claimed him, shared itself with +him, gave him lavishly of its best, because he fascinated and ensnared +its fresh imagination. Though he should live to be a thousand it would +ever pay homage to some nameless magic quality of spirit which was +his. + +"Are you writing something new? Have you found another butterfly?" +asked the young things, full of interest and respect. + +Well, he _had_ promised a certain paper by a certain time, though what +people could find to like so much in what he had to say about his +insects-- + +"Because," said Dabney, "you create in us a new feeling for them. +They're living things with a right to their lives, and you show us +what wonderful little lives most of them are. You bring them close to +us in a way that doesn't disgust us. I guess, Butterfly Man, the truth +is you've found a new way of preaching the old gospel of One Father +and one life; and the common sense of common folks understands what +you mean, thanks you for it, likes you for it, and--asks you to tell +us some more." + +"Whenever a real teacher appears, always the common people hear him +gladly," said I, reflectively. + +"Only," said Mary Virginia, quickly, "when the teacher himself is just +as uncommon as he can be, Padre." She smiled at John Flint with a +sincerity that honored him. + +He stood abashed and silent before this naïve appreciation. It was at +once his greatest happiness and his deepest pain--that open admiration +of these clean-souled youngsters. + +When he had gone, I too slipped away, for the still white night +outside called me. I went around to that favorite retreat of mine, the +battered seat shut in among spireas and syringas. I like to say my +rosary out of doors. The beads slipping through my fingers soothed me +with their monotonous insistent petition. Prayer brought me closer to +the heart of the soft and shining night, and the big still stars. + + _They shall perish, but thou shalt endure; yea, all of them + shall wax old as a garment; as a vesture shalt thou change + them, and they shall be changed; but thou art the same and + thy years shall have no end_. + +The surety of the beautiful words brought the great overshadowing +Presence near me. And I fell into a half-revery, in which the +hailmarys wove themselves in and out, like threads in a pattern. + +Dreamily enough, I heard the youthful guests depart, in a gale of +laughter and flute-like goodnights. And I noted, too, that no light as +yet shone in the Butterfly Man's rooms. Well--he would hurl himself +into the work to-morrow, probably, and clear it up in an hour or two. +He was like that. + +My retreat was just off the path, and near the little gate between our +grounds and Judge Mayne's. Thus, though I was completely hidden by the +screening bushes and the shadow of the holly tree as well, I could +plainly see the two who presently came down the bright open path. Of +late it had given me a curious sense of comfort to see Laurence with +Mary Virginia, and, I reflected, he had been her shadow recently. I +liked that. His strength seemed to shield her from Hunter's ambiguous +smile, from Inglesby's thoughts, even from her own mother's ambition. + +I could see my girl's dear dark head outlined with a circle of +moonlight as with a halo, and it barely reached my tall boy's +shoulder. Her hand lay lightly on his arm, and he bent toward her, +bringing his close-cropped brown head nearer hers. I couldn't have +risen or spoken then, without interrupting them. I merely glanced out +at them, smilingly, with my rosary in my finger. + +I reached the end of a decade: "_As it was in the beginning, is now, +and ever shall be_--" + +They stopped at the gate, and fell silent for a space, the girl with +her darling face uplifted. The fleecy wrap she wore fell about her +slim shoulders in long lines, glinting with silver. She did not give +the effect of remoteness, but of being near and dear and desirable and +beautiful. The boy, looking upon her with his heart in his eyes, drew +nearer. + +"Mary Virginia," said he, eagerly and huskily and passionately and +timidly and hopefully and despairingly, "Mary Virginia, are you going +to marry anybody?" + +Mary Virginia came back from the stars in the night sky to the stars +in the young man's eyes. "Why, yes, I hope I am," said she lightly +enough, but one saw she had been startled. "What a funny boy you are, +Laurence, to be sure! You don't expect me to remain a spinster, do +you?" + +"You are going to be married?" This time despair was uppermost. + +"I most certainly am!" said Mary Virginia stoutly. "Why, I confided +_that_ to you years and years and years ago! Don't you remember I +always insisted he should have golden hair, and sea-blue eyes, and a +classic brow, and a beautiful willingness to go away somewhere and die +of a broken heart if I ordered him to?" + +"Who is it?" + +"Who is who?" she parried provokingly. + +"The chap you're going to marry?" + +Mary Virginia appeared to reflect deeply and anxiously. She put out a +foot, with the eternal feminine gesture, and dug a neat little hole in +the graveled walk with her satin toe. + +"Laurence," said she. "I'm going to tell you the truth. The truth is, +Laurence, that I simply hate to have to tell you the truth." + +"Mary Virginia!" he stammered wretchedly. "You hate to have to tell +_me_ the truth? Oh, my dear, why? Why?" + +"Because." + +"But because why?" + +"Because," said the dear hussy, demurely, "I don't know." + +Laurence's arms fell to his sides, helplessly; he craned his neck and +stared. + +"Mary Virginia!" said he, in a breathless whisper. + +Mary Virginia nodded. "It's really none of your business, you know," +she explained sweetly; "but as you've asked me, why, I'll tell you. +That same question plagues and fascinates me, too, Laurence. Why, just +consider! Here's a whole big, big world full of men--tall men, short +men, lean men, fat men, silly men, wise men, ugly men, handsome men, +sad men, glad men, good men, bad men, rich men, poor men,--oh, all +sorts and kinds and conditions and complexions of men: any one of whom +I might wake up some day and find myself married to: and I don't know +which one! It delights and terrifies and fascinates and amuses and +puzzles me when I begin to think about it. Here I've got to marry +Somebody and I don't know any more than Adam's housecat who and where +that Somebody is, and he might pop from around the corner at me, any +minute! It makes the thing so much more interesting, so much more like +a big risky game of guess, when you don't know, don't you think?" + +"No: it makes you miserable," said Laurence, briefly. + +"But I'm not miserable at all!" + +"You're not, because you don't have to be. But I am!" + +"You? Why, Laurence! Why should _you_ be miserable?" Her voice lost +its blithe lightness; it was a little faint. She said hastily, without +waiting for his reply: "I guess I'd better run in. It was silly of me +to walk to the gate with you at this hour. I think Madame's calling +me. Goodnight, Laurence." + +"No, you don't," said he. "And it wasn't silly of you to come, either; +it was dear and delightful, and I prayed the Lord to put the notion +into your darling head, and He did it. And now you're here you don't +budge from this spot until you've heard what I've got to say. + +"Mary Virginia, I reckon you're just about the most beautiful girl in +the world. You've been run after and courted and flattered and +followed until it was enough to turn any girl's head, and it would +have turned any girl's head but yours. You could say to almost any man +alive, Come, and he'd come--oh, yes, he'd come quick. You've got the +earth to pick and choose from--but I'm asking you to pick and choose +_me_. I haven't got as much to offer you as I shall have some of these +days, but I've got me myself, body and brain and heart and soul, +sound to the core, and all of me yours, and I think that counts most, +if you care as I do. Mary Virginia, will you marry me?" + +"Oh, but, Laurence! Why--Laurence--I--indeed, I didn't know--I didn't +think--" stammered the girl. "At least, I didn't dream you cared--like +that." + +"Didn't you? Well, all I can say is, you've been mighty blind, then. +For I do care. I guess I've always cared like that, only, somehow, +it's taken this one short winter to drive home what I'd been learning +all my life?" said he, soberly. "I reckon I've been just like other +fool-boys, Mary Virginia. That is, I spooned a bit around every good +looking girl I ran up against, but I soon found out it wasn't the real +thing, and I quit. Something in me knew all along I belonged to +somebody else. To you. I believe now--Mary Virginia, I believe with +all my heart--that I cared for you when you were squalling in your +cradle." + +"Oh! ... Did I squall, really?" + +"_Squall?_ Sometimes it was tummy and sometimes it was temper. Between +them you yelled like a Comanche," said this astonishing lover. + +Mary Virginia tilted her head back, adorably. + +"It was very, very noble of you to mind me--under the circumstances," +she conceded, graciously. + +"Believe me, it was," agreed Laurence. "I didn't know it, of course, +but even at that tender age my fate was upon me, for I _liked_ to mind +you. Even the bawling didn't daunt me, and I adored you when you +resembled a squab. Yes, I was in love with you then. I'm in love with +you now. My girl, my own girl, I'll go out of this world and into the +next one loving you." + +"Then why," she asked reproachfully, "haven't you said so?" + +"Why haven't I said what?" + +"Why, you know. That you--loved me, Laurence." Her rich voice had sunk +to a whisper. + +"Good Lord, haven't I been saying it?" + +"No, you haven't! You've been merely asking me to marry you. But you +haven't said a word about loving me, until this very minute!" + +"But you must know perfectly well that I'm crazy about you, Mary +Virginia!" said the boy, and his voice trembled with bewilderment as +well as passion. "How in heaven's name could I help being crazy about +you? Why, from the beginning of things, there's never been anybody +else, but just you. I never even pretended to care for anybody else. +No, there's nobody but you. Not for me. You're everything and all, +where I'm concerned. And--please, please look up, beautiful, and tell +me the truth: look at me, Mary Virginia!" + +The white-clad figure moved a hair's breadth nearer; the uplifted +lovely face was very close. + +"Do I really mean that to you, Laurence? All that, really and truly?" +she asked, wistfully. + +"Yes! And more. And more!" + +"I'll be the unhappiest girl in the world: I'll be the most miserable +woman alive--if you ever change your mind, Laurence," said she. + +There was a quivering pause. Then: + +"You care?" asked the boy, almost breathlessly. "Mary Virginia, you +care?" He laid his hands upon her shoulders and bent to search the +alluring face. + +"Laurence!" said Mary Virginia, with a tremulous, half-tearful laugh, +"Laurence, it's taken this one short winter to teach me, too. And--you +were mistaken, utterly mistaken about those symptoms of mine. It +wasn't tummy, Laurence. And it wasn't temper. I think--I am sure--that +what I was trying so hard to squall to you in my cradle was--that I +cared, Laurence." + +The young man's arms closed about her, and I saw the young mouths +meet. I saw more than that: I saw other figures steal out into the +moonlight and stand thus entwined, and one was the ghost of what once +was I. That other, lost Armand De Rancé, looked at me wistfully with +his clear eyes; and I was very, very sorry for him, as one may be +poignantly sorry for the innocent, beautiful dead. My hand tightened +on my beads, and the feel of my cassock upon me, as a uniform, +steadied and sustained me. + +Those two had drawn back a little into the shadows as if the night had +reached out its arms to them. Such a night belonged to such as these; +they invest it, lend it meaning, give it intelligible speech. As for +me, I was an old priest in an old cassock, with all his fond and +foolish old heart melting in his breast. Youth alone is eternal and +immortal. And as for love, it is of God. + +"_As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without +end, Amen_." I had finished the decade. And then as one awakes from a +trance I rose softly and as softly crept back to the Parish House, +happy and at peace, because I had seen that which makes the morning +stars rejoice when they sing together. + +"Armand," said my mother, sleepily, "is that you, dear? I must have +been nodding in my chair. Mary Virginia's just walked to the gate with +Laurence." + +"My goodness," said she, half an hour later. "What on earth can that +child mean? Hadn't you better call her in, Armand?" + +"No," said I, decidedly. + +Laurence brought her back presently. There must have been something +electrical in the atmosphere, for my mother of a sudden sat bolt +upright in her chair. Women are like that. That is one of the reasons +why men are so afraid of them. + +"Padre, and p'tite Madame," began Laurence, "you've been like a father +and mother to me--and--and--" + +"And we thought you ought to know," said Mary Virginia. + +"My children!" cried my mother, ecstatically, "it is the wish of my +heart! Always have I prayed our good God to let this happen--and you +see?" + +"But it's a great secret: it's not to be _breathed_, yet," said Mary +Virginia. + +"Except, of course, my father--" began Laurence. + +"And the Butterfly Man," I added, firmly. Well knowing none of us +could keep such news from _him_. + +"As for me," said my mother, gloriously reckless, "I shall open one of +the two bottles of our great-grandfather's wine!" The last time that +wine had been opened was the day I was ordained. "Armand, go and bring +John Flint." + +When I reached his rooms Kerry was whining over a huddled form on the +porch steps. John Flint lay prone, his arms outstretched, horribly +suggestive of one crucified. At my step he struggled upright. I had my +arms about him in another moment. + +"Are you hurt? sick? John, John, my son, what is it? What is it?" + +"No, no, I'm all right. I--was just a little shaky for the minute. +There, there, don't you be scared, father." But his voice shook, and +the hand I held was icy cold. + +"My son, my dear son, what is wrong with you?" + +He controlled himself with a great effort. "Oh, I've been a little off +my feed of late, father, that's all. See, I'm perfectly all right, +now." And he squared his shoulders and tried to speak in his natural +voice. + +"My mother wanted you to come over for a few minutes, there's +something you're to know. But if you don't feel well enough--" + +He seemed to brace himself. "Maybe I know it already. However, I'm +quite able to walk over and hear--anything I'm to be told," he said, +composedly. + +In the lighted parlor his face showed up pale and worn, and his eyes +hollow. But his smile was ready, his voice steady, and the hand which +received the wine Mary Virginia herself brought him, did not tremble. + +"It is to our great, great happiness we wish you to drink, old +friend," said Laurence. Intoxicated with his new joy, glowing, +shining, the boy was magnificent. + +The Butterfly Man turned and looked at him; steadily, deliberately, a +long, searching, critical look, as if measuring him by a new standard. +Laurence stood the test. Then the man's eyes came back to the girl, +rose-colored, radiant, star-eyed, and lingered upon her. He arose, and +held up the glass in which our old wine seemed to leap upward in +little amber-colored flames. + +"You'll understand," said the Butterfly Man, "that I haven't the +words handy to my tongue to say what's in my heart. I reckon I'd have +to be God for awhile, to make all I wish for you two come true." There +was in look and tone and manner something so sweet and reverent that +we were touched and astonished. + +When my mother had peremptorily sent Laurence home to the judge, and +carried Mary Virginia off to talk the rest of the night through, I +went back to his rooms with John Flint, in spite of the lateness of +the hour: for I was uneasy about him. + +I think my nearness soothed him. For with that boyish diffident +gesture of his he reached over presently and held me by the sleeve. + +"Parson," he asked, abruptly, "is a man born with a whole soul, or +just a sort of shut-up seed of one? Is one given him free, or has he +got to earn and pay for one before he gets it, parson? I want to +know." + +"We all want to know that, John Flint. And the West says Yes, and the +East, No." + +"I've been reading a bit," said he, slowly and thoughtfully. "I wanted +to hear what both sides had to say. Paul is pretty plain, on his side +of the fence. But, parson, some chaps that talk as if they knew quite +as much as Paul does, say you don't get anything in this universe for +nothing; you have to pay for what you get. As near as I can figure it +out, you land here with a chance to earn yourself. You can quit or you +can go on--it's all up to you. If you're a sport and play the game +straight, why, you stand to win yourself a water-tight fire-proof +soul. Because, you see, you've earned and paid for it, parson. That +sounded like good sense to me. Looked to me as if I was sort of doing +it myself. But when I began to go deeper into the thing, why, I got +stuck. For I can't deny I'd been doing it more because I had to than +because I wanted to. But--which-ever way it is, I'm paying! Oh, yes, +I'm paying!" + +"Ah, but so is everybody else, my son," said I, sadly. "... each in +his own coin. ... But after all isn't oneself worth while, whatever +the cost?" + +"I don't know," said he. "That's where I'm stuck. Is the whole show a +skin game or is it worth while? But, parson, whatever it is, you pay a +hell of a price when you buy yourself on the instalment plan, believe +me!" his voice broke, as if on a suppressed groan. "If I could get it +over and done with, pay for my damned little soul in one big gob, I +wouldn't mind. But to have to buy what I'm buying, to have to pay what +I'm paying--" + +"You are ill," said I, deeply concerned. "I was afraid of this." + +He laughed, more like a croak. + +"Sure I'm sick. I'm sick to the core of me, but you and Westmoreland +can't dose me. Nobody can do anything for me, I have to do it myself +or go under. That's part of paying on the instalment plan, too, +parson." + +"I don't think I exactly understand--" + +"No, you wouldn't. _You_ paid in a lump sum, you see. And you got what +you got. Whatever it was that got _you_, parson, got the best of the +bargain." His voice softened. + +"You are talking in parables," said I, severely. + +"But I'm not paying in parables, parson. I'm paying in _me_," said he, +grimly. And he laughed again, a laugh of sheer stark misery that +raised a chill echo in my heart. His hand crept back to my sleeve. + +"I--can't always can the squeal," he whispered. + +"If only I could help you!" I grieved. + +"You do," said he, quickly. "You do, by being you. I hang on to you, +parson. And say, look here! Don't you think I'm such a hog I can't +find time to be glad other folks are happy even if I'm not. If there's +one thing that could make me feel any sort of way good, it's to know +those two who were made for each other have found it out. It sort of +makes it look as if some things do come right, even if others are +rotten wrong. I'm glad till it hurts me. I'd like you to believe +that." + +"I do believe it. And, my son! if you can find time to be glad of +others' happiness, without envy, why, you're bound to come right, +because you're sound at the core." + +"You reckon I'm worth my price, then, parson?" + +"I reckon you're worth your price, whatever it is. I don't worry about +you, John Flint." + +And somehow, I did not. I left him with Kerry's head on his knee. His +hand was humanly warm again, and the voice in which he told me +goodnight was bravely steady. He sat erect in his doorway, fronting +the night like a soldier on guard. If he were buying his soul on the +instalment plan I was sure he would be able to meet the payments, +whatever they were, as they fell due. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE WISHING CURL + + +With February the cold that the Butterfly Man had wished for came with +a vengeance. The sky lost its bright blue friendliness and changed +into a menacing gray, the gray of stormy water. Overnight the flowers +vanished, leaving our gardens stripped and bare, and our birds that +had been so gay were now but sorry shivering balls of ruffled +feathers, with no song left in them. When rain came the water froze in +the wagon-ruts, and ice-covered puddles made street-corners dangerous. + +This intense cold, damp, heavy, penetrating, coming upon the heels of +the unseasonably warm weather, seemed to bring to a head all the +latent sickness smoldering in the mill-parish, for it suddenly burst +forth like a conflagration. If the Civic League had not already done +so much to better conditions in the poorer district, we must have had +a very serious epidemic, as Dr. Westmoreland bluntly told the Town +Council. + +As it was, things were pretty bad for awhile, and the inevitable white +hearse moved up and down, stopping now at this door, now at that. In +one narrow street, I remember, it moved in the exact shape of a figure +eight within the week. I do not like to recall those days. I buried +the children with the seal of Holy Mother Church upon their innocence; +I repeated over them "The Lord hath given, the Lord hath taken +away"--and knew in my heart that it was man-made want, the greed of +money-madness, that had taken them untimely out of their mothers' +laps. And the earth was like iron; it opened unwillingly to receive +the babes of the poor. + +In and out of stricken mill-houses and shabby shacks, as regularly as +Westmoreland and I, whose business and duty lay there, came John +Flint. He made no effort to comfort parents, although these seemed to +derive a curious consolation from his presence. He did not even come +because he wanted to; he came because the children begged to see the +Butterfly Man and one may not refuse a sick child. He had made friends +with them, made toys for them; and now he saw dull eyes brighten at +his approach and pale faces try to smile; languid and fever-hot hands +were held out to him. All the force of the affection of young +children, their dazzling faith, the almost unthinkable power upon +their plastic minds of those whom they trust, came home to him. He +could not, in such an hour, accept lightly, with a careless smile, the +fact that children loved him. And once or twice a small hand that +clung to him grew cold in his clasp, and under his eyes a child's +closed to this world. + +Now, something that saw straight, thought like a naked sword-blade, +ate like a testing acid into shams and hated evasions and half-truths +and subterfuges, had of late been showing more and more behind John +Flint's reserve; and I think it might have hardened into a mentality +cold and bright and barren, hard and cutting as a diamond, had it not +been for the children whom he had to see suffer and die. + +There was one child of whom he was particularly fond--a child with +the fairest of fair hair, deep and sweet blue eyes, and the quickest, +shyest, most fleeting of smiles to lighten flashingly her small pale +serious face. She had been one of the first of the mill folks' +children to make friends with the Butterfly Man. She used to watch for +him, and then, holding on to one of his fingers, she liked to trot +sedately down the street beside him. + +This child's going was sudden and rather painful. Westmoreland did +what he could, but there was no stamina in that frail body, so her's +had been one of the small hands to fall limp and still out of John +Flint's. The doll he had made for her lay in the crook of her arm; it +had on a red calico dress, very garish in the gray room, and against +the child's whiteness. + +Westmoreland stood, big and compassionate, at the foot of the bed. His +ruddy face showed wan and behind his glasses his gray tired eyes +winked and blinked. + +"There must be," said the Doctor, as if to himself, "some eternal vast +reservoir somewhere, that stores up all this terrible total of +unnecessary suffering--the cruel and needless suffering inflicted upon +children and animals, in particular. Perhaps it's a spiritual serum +used for the saving of the race. Perhaps races higher up than we use +it--as _we_ use rabbits and guinea-pigs. No, no, nothing's wasted; +there's a forward end to pain, somewhere." He looked down at the child +and shook his head doubtfully: + +"But when all is said and done," he muttered, "what do such as these +get out of it? Nothing--so far as we can see. They're victims, they +and the innocent beasts, thrust into a world which tortures and +devours them. Why? Why? Why?" + +"There is nothing to do but leave that everlasting Why to God," said +I, painfully. + +The Butterfly Man looked up and one saw that cold sword-straight, +diamond-hard something in his eyes: + +"Parson," said he, grimly, "you're a million miles off the right +track--and you know it. Leaving things to God--things like poor kids +dying because they're gouged out of their right to live--is just about +as rotten stupid and wrong as it can well be. God's all right; he does +his part of the job. You do yours, and what happens? Why, my +butterflies answer that! I'm punk on your catechism, and if _this_ is +all it can teach I hope I die punk on it; but as near as I can make +out, original sin is leaving things like this"--and he looked at his +small friend with her doll on her arm--"to God, instead of tackling +the job yourself and straightening it out." + +The child's mother, a gaunt creature without a trace of youth left in +her, although she could not have been much more than thirty, shambled +over to a chair on the other side of the bed. She wore a faded red +calico wrapper--a scrap of it had made the doll's frock--and a +blue-checked apron with holes in it. Her hair was drawn painfully back +from her forehead, and there was a wispy fringe of it on the back of +her scraggy neck. In her dull eyes glimmered nothing but the innate +uneasiness of those who are always in need, and her mouth had drawn +itself into the shape of a horseshoe. There is no luck in a horseshoe +hung thus on a woman's face. One might fancy she felt no emotion, her +whole demeanor was so apathetic; but of a sudden she leaned over and +took up one of the thick shining curls; half smiling, she began to +wrap it about her finger. + +"I useter be right smart proud o' Louisa's hair," she remarked in a +drawling, listless voice. "She come by it from them uppidy folks o' +her pa's. I've saw her when she wasn't much more 'n hair an' eyes, +times her pa was laid up with the misery in his chest, an' me with +nothin' but piecework weeks on end. + +"... She was a cu'rus kind o' child, Louisa was. She sort o' +'spicioned things wasn't right, but you think that child ever let a +squeal out o' her? Not her! Lemme tell you-all somethin', jest to show +what kind o' a heart that child had, suhs." + +With a loving and mothering motion she moved the bright curl about and +about her hard finger. She spoke half intimately, half garrulously; +and from the curl she would lift her faded eyes to the Butterfly +Man's. + +"'T was a Sarrerday night, an' I was a-walkin' up an' down, account o' +me bein' awful low in the mind. + +"'Ma,' says Louisa, 'I'm reel hungry to-night. You reckon I could have +a piece o' bread with butter on it? I wisht I could taste some bread +with butter on it,' says she. + +"'Darlin',' says I, turrible sad, 'Po' ma c'n give yo' the naked bread +an' thanks to God I got even that to give,' I says. 'But they ain't a +scrap o' butter in this house, an' no knowin' how to git any. Oh, +darlin', ma's so sorry!' + +"She looks up with that quick smile o' her'n. Yes, suh, Mr. Flint, she +ups and smiles. 'You don't belong to be sorry any, ma,' says she, +comfortin'. 'Don't you mind none at all. Why, ma, darlin', _I just +love naked bread without no butter on it_!' says she. My God, Mr. +Flint, I bust out a-cryin' in her face. Seemed like I natchelly +couldn't stand no mo'!" And smiling vaguely with her poor old +down-curved mouth, she went on fingering the curl. + +"Will you-all look a' that!" she murmured, with pride. "Even her +hair's lovin', an' sort o' holds on like it wants you should touch it. +My Lord o' glory, I'm glad her pa ain't livin' to see this day! He had +his share o' misery, po' man, him dyin' o' lung-fever an' all.... + +"Six head o' young ones we'd had, me an' him. An' they'd all dropped +off. Come spring, an' one'd be gone. I kep' a-comfortin' that man best +I could they was better off, angels not bein' pindlin' an' hungry an' +barefoot, an' thanks be, they ain't no mills in heaven. But their pa +he couldn't see it thataway nohow. He was turrible sot on them +children, like us pore folks gen'rally is. They was reel fine-lookin' +at first. + +"When all the rest of 'em had went, her pa he sort o' sot his heart on +Louisa here. 'For we ain't got nothin' else, ma,' says he. 'An' please +the good Lord, we're a-goin' to give this one book-learnin' an' sich, +an' so be she'll miss them mills,' he says. 'Ma, less us aim to make a +lady o' our Louisa. Not that the Lord ain't done it a'ready,' says her +pa, 'but we got to he'p Him keep on an' finish the job thorough.' An' +here's him an' her both gone, an' me without a God's soul belongin' to +me this day! My God, Mr. Flint, ain't it something turrible the things +happens to us pore folks?" + +The Butterfly Man looked from her to Westmoreland and me: doctor of +bodies, doctor of souls, naturalist, what had we to say to this woman +stripped of all? But she, with the greater wisdom of the poor, spoke +for herself and for us. A sort of veiled light crept into her sodden +face. + +"It ain't I ain't grateful to you-all," said she. "God knows I be. You +was good to Louisa. Doctor, you remember that day you give her a ride +in your ottermobile an' forgot to bring her home for more 'n a hour? +My, but that child was happy!" + +"'Ma,' says she when I come home that night, 'you know what heaven +is?' + +"'Child,' says I, 'folks like me mostly knows what it ain't.' + +"'I beat you, ma!' says she, clappin' her hands. 'Heaven ain't nothin' +much but country an' roads an' trees an' butterflies, an' things like +that,' says she. 'An' God's got ottermobiles, plenty an' plenty +ottermobiles, an' you ride free in 'em long's you feel like it, 'cause +that's what they's _for_. An', ma,' says she, 'God's, showfers is all +of 'em Dr. Westmorelands and Mr. Flints.' Yea, suh, you-all been +mighty kind to Louisa. But I reckon," she drawled, "it was Mr. Flint +Louisa loved best, him bein' a childern's kind o' man, an' on account +o' Loujaney." She laid a hand upon the rag doll lying on the little +girl's arm. + +"From the first day you give her that doll, Mr. Flint--which she named +Loujaney, for her an' me both--that child ain't been parted from it." +She smiled down at the two. I could almost have prayed she would weep +instead. It would have been easier to bear. + +"The King's Daughters, they give her a mighty nice doll off their +Christmas tree last year, but Louisa, she didn't take to it like she +done to Loujaney. + +"'_That_ doll's jest a visitin' lady,' says she, 'but Loujaney, she's +_my child_. Mr. Flint made her a-purpose for me, same's God made me +for you, ma, an' she's mine by bornation. I can live with Loujaney. I +ain't a mite ashamed afore her when we ain't got nothin', but I turn +'tother's face to the wall so she won't know. Loujaney's pore folks +same's you an' me, an' she knows prezac'ly how 't is. That's why I +love her so much. + +"An' day an' night," resumed the drawling voice, "them two's been +together. She jest lived an' et an' slept with that doll. If ever a +doll gits to grow feelin's, Loujaney's got 'em. I s'pose I'd best give +that visitin' doll to some child that wants it bad, but I ain't got +the heart to take Loujaney away from her ma. I'm a-goin' to let them +two go right on sleepin' together. + +"Mr. Flint, suh, seein' Louisa liked you so much, an' it's you she'd +want to have it--" she leaned over, pushed the thick fair hair aside, +and laid her finger upon a very whimsy of a curl, shorter, paler, +fairer than the others, just above the little right ear. + +"Her pa useter call that the wishin' curl," said she, half +apologetically. "You see, suh, he was a comical sort of man, an' a great +hand for pertendin' things. I never could pertend. Things is what they +is an' pertendin' don't change 'em none. But him an' her was different. +That's how come him to pertend the Lord'd put the rainbow's pot o' gold +in Louisa's hair with a wish in it, an' that ridic'lous curl one side +her head, like a mark, was the wishin' curl. He'd pertend he could pull +it twict an' say whisperin', '_Bickery-ickery-ee--my wish is comin' to +me_,' an' he'd git it. An' she liked to pertend 'twas so an' she could +wish things on it for me an' git 'em.... Clo'es an' shoes an' fire an' +cake an' beefsteak an' butter an' stayin' home.... Just pertendin', you +see. + +"Mr. Flint, suh, _I_ ain't got a God's thing any more to wish for, but +you bein' the sort o' man you are, I'd rather 'twas you had Louisa's +wishin' curl, to remember her by." Snip! went the scissors; and there +it lay, pale as the new gold of spring sunlight, curling as young +grape-tendrils, in the Butterfly Man's open palm. + +"_Silver and gold have I none; but such as I have give I thee_," said +the great Apostle to the lame man who lay beside the gate of the +temple that is called, Beautiful. + +"I ain't got nothin' else," said the common mill-woman; and laid in +John Flint's hand Louisa's wishing-curl. + +He stared at it, and turned as pale as the child on her pillow. The +human pity of the thing, its sheer stark piercing simplicity, squeezed +his heart as with a great hand. + +"My God!" he choked. "My--God!" and a rending sob tore loose from his +throat. For the first time in his life he had to weep; uncontrolled, +unashamed, childlike, fatherly, brotherly. For he had experienced, +unselfishly, on account of one of the humblest of God's creatures, one +of the great divine emotions. And when that happens to a man it is as +if his soul were winnowed by the wind of an archangel's wings. + +Westmoreland and I slipped out and left him with the woman. She would +know what further thing to say to him. + +Outside in the bleak bitter street, the Doctor laid his hand on my +shoulder. He winked his eyes rapidly. "Father," said he, earnestly, +"when I witness such a thing as we've seen this morning, I do not lose +faith. I gain it." And he gripped me heartily with his big gloved +hand. "Tell John Flint," he added, "that sometimes a rag doll is a +mighty big thing for a man to have to his credit." Then he was gone, +with a tear freezing on his cheek. + +"Angels," John Flint had said more than once, "are not middle-aged +doctors with shoulders on them like a barn-door, and ribs like a dray; +angels don't have bald heads and wear a red tie and tan shoes. But I'd +pass them all up, from Gabriel down, wings and tailfeathers, for one +Walter Westmoreland." + +I would, too. And I walked along, thinking of what I had just +witnessed; sensing its time value. To those slight and fragile things +which had, for John Flint, outweighed the scales of evil--a gray moth, +a butterfly's wing, a bird's nest--I added a child's fair hair, and a +rag doll that was going to sleep with its ma. + +There were but few people on the freezing streets, for folks preferred +to stay indoors and hug the fire. Fronting the wind, I walked with a +lowered head, and thus collided with a lady who turned a corner at the +same time I did. + +"Don't apologize, Padre," said Mary Virginia, for it was she. "It was +my fault--I wasn't looking where I was going." + +"Are you by any chance bound for the Parish House? Because my mother +will be on her way to a poor thing that's just lost her only child. +Where have you been these past weeks? I haven't seen you for ages." + +"Oh, I've been rather busy, too, Padre. And I haven't been quite +well--" she hesitated. I thought I understood. For, possibly from some +servant who had overheard Mrs. Eustis expostulating with her daughter, +the news of Mary Virginia's unannounced engagement had sifted pretty +thoroughly throughout the length and breadth of Appleboro; a town +where an unfledged and callow rumor will start out of a morning and +come home to roost at night with talons and tailfeathers. + +That Mary Virginia had all James Eustis's own quiet will-power, +everybody knew. She would not, perhaps, marry Laurence in the face of +her mother's open opposition. Neither would she marry anybody else to +please her mother in defiance of her own heart. There was a pretty +struggle ahead, and Appleboro took sides for and against, and settled +itself with eager expectancy to watch the outcome. + +So I concluded that Mary Virginia had not been having a pleasant time. +Indeed, it struck me that she was really unwell. One might even +suspect she had known sleepless nights, from the shadowed eyes and the +languor of her manner. + +Just then, swinging down the street head erect, shoulders square, the +freezing weather only intensifying his glowing fairness, came Howard +Hunter. The man was clear red and white. His gold hair and beard +glittered, his bright blue eyes snapped and sparkled. He seemed to +rejoice in the cold, as if some Viking strain in him delighted in its +native air. + +As he paused to greet us a coldness not of the weather crept into Mary +Virginia's eyes. She did not speak, but bowed formally. Mr. Hunter, +holding her gaze for a moment, lifted his brows whimsically and +smiled; then, bowing, he passed on. She stood looking after him, her +lips closed firmly upon each other. + +Tucking her hand in my arm, she walked with me to the Parish House +gate. No, she said, she couldn't come in. But I was to give her +regards to the Butterfly Man, and her love to Madame. + +"Parson," the Butterfly Man asked me that night, "have you seen Mary +Virginia recently?" + +"I saw her to-day." + +"I saw her to-day, too. She looked worried. She hasn't been here +lately, has she?" + +"No. She hasn't been feeling well. I hear Mrs. Eustis has been very +outspoken about the engagement, and I suppose that's what worries Mary +Virginia." + +"I don't think so. She knew she had to go up against that, from the +first. She's more than a match for her mother. There's something else. +Didn't I tell you I had a hunch there was going to be trouble? Well, +I've got a hunch it's here." + +"Nonsense!" said I, shortly. + +"I know," said he, stubbornly. And he added, irrelevantly: "It's +generally known, parson, that Eustis will be nominated. Inglesby's +managed to gain considerable ground, thanks to Hunter, and folks say +if it wasn't for Eustis he'd win. As it is, he'll be swamped. I hear +he was thunderstruck when he got wind of what Mayne was going to play +against him--for he knows Laurence brought Eustis out. Inglesby's +mighty sore. He's the sort that hates to have to admit he can't get +what he wants." + +"Then he'd better save himself the trouble of having to put it to the +test," said I. + +"I'm wondering," said John Flint. "I wish I hadn't got that hunch!" + +I did not see Mary Virginia again for some time. Just then I moved +breathlessly in a horrid round of sickbeds, for the wave had reached +its height; already it had swept seventeen of my flock out of time +into eternity. + +I came home on one of the last of those heavy evenings, to find +Laurence waiting for me in my study. He was standing in the middle of +the room, his hands clasped behind his back. + +"Padre," said he by way of greeting, "have you seen Mary Virginia +lately? Has Madame?" + +"No, except for a chance meeting one morning on the street. But she +has been sending me help right along, bless her." + +"Has Madame heard anything from her, Padre?" + +"No, I don't think so. But we've been frightfully busy of late, you +understand." + +"No, neither of you know," said Laurence, in a low voice. "You +wouldn't know. Padre, I--don't look at me like that, please; I'm not +ill. But, without reason--swear to you before God, without any reason +whatever, that I can conjure up--she has thrown me over, jilted +me--Mary Virginia, Padre! And I'm to forget her. _I'm to forget her, +you understand?_ Because she can't marry me." He spoke in a level, +quiet, matter of fact voice. Then laughter shook him like a nausea. + +I laid my hand upon him. "Now tell me," said I, "what you have to tell +me." + +"I've really told you all I know," said Laurence. "Day before +yesterday she sent for me. You can't think how happy it made me to +have her send for me, how happy I've been since I knew she cared! I +felt as if there wasn't anything I couldn't do. There was nothing too +great to be accomplished-- + +"Well, I went. She was standing in the middle of the long +drawing-room. There was a fire behind her. She was so like ice I +wonder now she didn't thaw. All in white, and cold, and frozen. And +she said she couldn't marry me. That's why she had sent for me--to +tell me that she meant to break our engagement: _Mary Virginia_! + +"I wanted to know why. I was within my rights in asking that, was I +not? And she wouldn't let me get close to her, Padre. She waved me +away. I got out of her that there were reasons: no, she wouldn't say +what those reasons were; but there were reasons. Her reasons, of +course. When I began to talk, to plead with her, she begged me not to +make things harder for her, but to be generous and go away. She just +couldn't marry me, didn't I understand? So I must release her." + +He hung his head. The youth of him had been dimmed and darkened. + +"And you said--?" + +"I said," said Laurence simply, "that she was mine as much as I was +hers, and that I'd go just then because she asked me to, but I was +coming back. I tried to see her again yesterday. She wouldn't see me. +She sent down word she wasn't at home. But I knew all along she was. +Mary Virginia, Padre! + +"I tried again. I haven't got any pride where she's concerned. Why +should I? She's--she's my soul, I think. I can't put it into words, +because you can't put feelings into words, but she's the pith of life. +Then I wrote her. Half a dozen times I wrote her. I got down to the +level of bribing the colored maid to take the notes to her, one every +hour, like a medicine, and slip them under her door. I know she +received them. I repeated it again to-day. It's Mary Virginia at +stake, and I can't take chances, can I? And this afternoon she sent +this. + + "Oh, Laurence, be generous and spare me the torment of + questions. So far you have not reproached me; spare me that, + too! Don't you understand? I cannot marry you. Accept the + inevitable as I do. Forgive me and forget me. M.V.E." + +The writing showed extreme nervousness, haste, agitation. + +"Well?" said Laurence. But I stood staring at the crumpled bit of +paper. I knew what I knew. I knew what my mother had thought fit to +reveal to me of the girl's feelings: Mary Virginia had been very sure. +I remembered what my eyes had seen, my ears heard. I was sure she was +faithful, for I knew my girl. And yet-- + +There came back to me a morning in spring and I riding gaily off in +the glad sunshine, full of faith and of hope. To find what I had +found. I handed the note back, in silence. + +"Oh, why, why, why?" burst out the boy, in a gust of acute torment. +"For God's sake, why? Think of her eyes and her mouth, Padre--and her +forehead like a saint's--No, she's not false. God never made such eyes +as hers untruthful. I believe in her. I've got to believe in her. I +tell you, I belong to her, body and soul." He began to walk up and +down the room, and his shoulders twitched, as if a lash were laid over +them. "I could forgive her for not loving me, if she doesn't love me +and found it out, and said so. Women change, do they not? But--to +take a man that loves her--and tear his living soul to shreds and +tatters-- + +"If _she's_ a liar and a jilt, who and what am I to believe? Why +should she do it, Padre--to me that love her? Oh, my God, think of it: +to be betrayed by the best beloved! No, I can't think it. This isn't +just any light girl: this is Mary Virginia!" + +I put my hand on his shoulder. He is a head over me, and once again as +broad, perhaps. We two fell into step. I did not attempt to counsel or +console. + +"Here I come like a whining kid, Padre," said he, remorsefully, +"piling my troubles upon your shoulders that carry such burdens +already. Forgive me!" + +"I shouldn't be able to forgive you if you didn't come," said I. Up +and down the little room, up and down, the two of us. + +Came a light tap at the door. The Butterfly Man's head followed it. + +"Didn't I hear Laurence talking?" asked he, smiling. The smile froze +at sight of the boy's face. He closed the door, and leaned against it. + +"What's wrong with her?" he asked, quickly. It did not occur to us to +question his right to ask, or to wonder how he knew. + +In a dull voice Laurence told him. He held out his hand for the note, +read it in silence, and handed it back. + +"What do you make of it?" I asked. + +"Trouble," said he, curtly; and he asked, reproachfully, "Don't you +know her, both of you, by this time?" + +"I know," said Laurence, "that she has sent me away from her." + +"Because she wants to, or because she thinks she has to?" asked John +Flint. + +"Why should she do so unless it pleased her?" I asked sorrowfully. + +His eyes flashed. "Why, she's _herself!_ A girl like her couldn't play +anybody false because there's no falseness in her to do it with. What +are you going to do about it?" + +"There is nothing to do," said Laurence, "but to release her; a +gentleman can do no less." + +John Flint's lips curled. "Release her? I'd hang on till hell froze +over and caught me in the ice! I'd wait. I'd write and tell her she +didn't need to make herself unhappy about me, I was unhappy enough +about her for the two of us, because she didn't trust me enough to +tell me what her trouble was, so I could help her. That first and +always I was her friend, right here, whenever she needed me and +whatever she needed me for. And I'd stand by. What else is a man good +for?" + +"I believe," said I, "that John Flint has given you the right word, +Laurence. Just hold fast and be faithful." + +Laurence lifted his haggard face. "There isn't any question of my +being faithful to her, Padre. And I couldn't make myself believe that +she's less so than I. What Flint says tallies with my own intuition. +I'll write her to-night." He laid his hand on John Flint's arm. +"You're all right, Bughunter," said he, earnestly. "'Night, Padre." +Then he was gone. + +"Do you think," said John Flint, when he had rejected every conjecture +his mind presented as the possible cause of Mary Virginia's action, +"that Inglesby could be at the bottom of this?" + +"I think," said I, "that you have an obsession where that man is +concerned. He is a disease with you. Good heaven, what could Inglesby +possibly have to do with Mary Virginia's affairs?" + +"That's what I'm wondering. Well, then, who is it?" + +"Perhaps," said I, unwillingly, "it is Mary Virginia herself." + +"Forget it! She's not that sort." + +"She is a woman." + +"Ain't it the truth, though?" he jeered. "What a peach of a reason for +not acting like herself, looking like herself, being like herself! +She's a woman! So are all the rest of the folks that weren't born men, +if you'll notice. They're women; we're men: and both of us are people. +Get it?" + +"I get it," said I, annoyed. "Your attitude, John Flint, is a vulgar +platitude. And permit me to--" + +"I'll permit you to do anything except get cross," said he, quickly. +The ghost of a smile touched his face. "Being bad-tempered, parson, +suits you just about as well as plaid pants and a Hello Bill button." + +"I am a human being," I began, frigidly. + +"And I'm another. And so is Mary Virginia. And there we are, parson. +I'm troubled. I don't like the looks of things. It's no use telling +myself this is none of my business; it is very much my business. You +remember ... when I came here ..." he hesitated, for this is a subject +we do not like to discuss, "what you were up against ... parson, I've +thought you must have been caught and crucified yourself, and learned +things on the cross, and that's why you held on to me. But with the +kids, it was different--particularly the little girl. The first thing +I ever got from her was a lovely look, the first time ever I set eyes +on her she came with an underwing moth. I'd be a poor sort that +wouldn't be willing to be spilt like water and scattered like dust, if +she needed me now, wouldn't I?" + +"But," said I, perplexed, "what can you do? A young lady has seen fit +to break her engagement; young ladies often see fit to do that, my +dear fellow. This isn't an uncommon case. Also, one doesn't interfere +in a lady's private affairs, not even when one is an old priest who +has loved her since her childhood, nor yet a Butterfly Man who is her +devoted friend. Don't you see?" + +"I see there's something wrong," said he, doggedly. + +"Perhaps. But that doesn't give one the right to pry into something +she evidently doesn't wish to reveal," I told him. + +"I suppose," said he, heavily, "you are right. But if you hear +anything, let me know, won't you?" + +I promised; but I found out nothing, save that it had not been Mrs. +Eustis who influenced her daughter's action. This came out in a call +Mrs. Eustis made at the Parish House. + +"My dear," she told my mother, "when she told me she had broken that +engagement, I was astounded! But I can't say I wasn't pleased. +Laurence is a dear boy; and his family's as good as ours--no one can +take that away from the Maynes. But Mary Virginia should have done +better. + +"I quarreled with her, argued with her, pleaded with her. I cried and +cried. But she's James Eustis to the life--you might as well try to +move the Rock of Gibraltar. Then one morning she came to my room and +told me she found she couldn't marry Laurence! And she had already +told him so, and broken her engagement, and I wasn't to ask her any +questions. I didn't. I was too glad." + +"And--Laurence--?" asked my mother, ironically. + +"Laurence? Laurence is a _man_. Men get over that sort of thing. I've +known a man to be perfectly mad over his wife--and marry, six months +after her death. They're like that. They always get over it. It's +their nature." + +"Let us hope, then, for Laurence's peace of mind," said my mother, +"that he'll get over it--like all the rest of his sex. Though I +shouldn't call Laurence fickle, or faithless, if you ask me." + +"He is a very fine boy. I always liked him myself and James adores +him. If I had two or three daughters, I'd be willing to let one of +them marry Laurence--after awhile. But having only one I must say I +want her to do better." + +"I see," said my mother. To me she said later: + +"And yet, Armand, although I condemn it, I can quite appreciate Mrs. +Eustis's point of view. I was somewhat like that myself, once upon a +time." + +"You? Never!" + +My mother smiled tolerantly. + +"Ah, but you never offered me a daughter-in-law I did not relish. It +was much easier for me to bear the Church!" + +That night I went over to John Flint's, for I thought that the fact +of Mary Virginia's deliberately choosing to act as she had done would +in a measure settle the matter and relieve his anxiety. + +There was a cedar wood fire before which Kerry lay stretched; little +white Pitache, grown a bit stiff of late, occupied a chair he had +taken over for his own use and from which he refused to be dislodged. +Major Cartwright had just left, and the room still smelt of his cigar, +mingling pleasantly with the clean smell of the burning cedar. + +On the table, within reach of his hand, was ranged the Butterfly Man's +entire secular library: Andrew Lang's translation of Homer; Omar; +Richard Burton's Kasidah; Saadi's Gulistan, over which he chuckled; +Robert Burns; Don Quixote; Joan of Arc, and Huckleberry Finn; Treasure +Island; the Bible Miss Sally Ruth had given him--I never could induce +him to change it for my own Douai version--; one or two volumes of +Shakespeare; the black Obituary Book, grown loathsomely fat; and the +"Purely Original Verse of James Gordon Coogler," which a light-minded +professor of mathematics at the University of South Carolina had given +him, and in which he evilly delighted. Other books came and went, but +these remained. To-night it was the Bible which lay open, at the Book +of Psalms. + +"Look at this." He laid his finger on a verse of the nineteenth: "The +testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple." + +"The times I've turned that over in my mind, out in the woods by night +and the fields by day!" said the Butterfly Man, musingly. "The simple +is _me_, parson, and the testimony is green things growing, and +butterflies and moths, and Kerry, and people, and trouble, and +Louisa's hair, and--well, about everything, I reckon. + +"Yes, everything's testimony, and it can make wise the simple--if he's +not too simple. I reckon, parson, the simple is lumped in three +lots--the fool for a little while, the fool for half the day, and the +life-everlasting twenty-four-hours-a-day, dyed-in-the-wool damn-fool. + +"Some of us are the life-everlasting kind, the kind that used to make +old man Solomon wall his eyes and throw fits and then get busy and +hatch out proverbs with stings in their tails. A lot of us are +half-the-day fools; and all the rest are fools for a little while. +There's nobody born that hasn't got his times and seasons for being a +fool for a while. But that's the sort of simple the testimony slams +some sense into. Like _me_," he added earnestly, and closed the great +Book. + +I told him presently what I had heard; that, as he surmised, Mrs. +Eustis was not responsible for Mary Virginia's change of mind--or +perhaps of heart. He nodded. But he offered no comment. Now, since I +had come in, he had been from time to time casting at me rather +speculative and doubtful glances. He drummed on the table, smiled +sheepishly, and presently reached for a package, unwrapped it, and +laid before me a book. + +'"The Relation of Insect Life to Human Society,'" I read, "By John +Flint and Rev. Armand Jean De Rancé. With notes and drawings by Father +De Rancé." It bore the imprint of a great publishing house. + +"You suggested it more than once," said John Flint. "Off and on, these +two years, I've been working on it. All the notes I particularly asked +you for were for this. Mighty fine and acute notes they are, +too--you'd never have been willing to do it if you'd known they were +for publication--I know you. And I saved the drawings. I'm vain of +those illustrations. Abbot's weren't in it, next to yours." + +As a matter of fact I have a pretty talent for copying plant and +insect. I have but little originality, but this very limitation made +the drawings more valuable. They were almost painfully exact, the +measurements and coloration being as approximately perfect as I could +get them. + +Now that the book has been included in all standard lists I needn't +speak of it at length--the reviewers have given it what measure of +bricks and bouquets it deserved. But it is a clever, able, +comprehensive book, and that is why it has made its wide appeal. + +Every least credit that could possibly be given to me, he had +scrupulously rendered. He had made full use of note and drawing. He +made light enough of his own great labor of compilation, but his +preface was quick to state his "great indebtedness to his patient and +wise teacher." + +One sees that the situation was not without irony. But I could not +cloud his pleasure in my co-authorship nor dim his happiness by +disclaiming one jot or tittle of what he had chosen to accredit me +with. It is more blessed to give than to receive, but much more +difficult to receive than to give. + +"Do you like it?" he asked, hopefully. + +"I am most horribly proud of it," said I, honestly. + +"Sure, parson? Hand on your heart?" + +"Sure. Hand on my heart." + +"All right, then," said he, sighing with relief. + +"Here's your share of the loot," and he pushed a check across the +table. + +"But--" I hesitated, blinking, for it was a check of sorts. + +"But nothing. Blow it in. Say, I'm curious. What are you going to do +with yours?" + +"What are you going to do with yours?" I asked in return. + +He reddened, hesitated; then his head went up. + +"I figure it, parson, that by way of that rag-doll I'm kin to Louisa's +ma. As near as I can get to it, Louisa's ma's my widow. It's a devil +of a responsibility for a live man to have a widow. It worries him. +Just to get her off my mind I'm going to invest my share of this book +for her. She'll at least be sure of a roof and fire and shoes and +clothes and bread with butter on it and staying home sometimes. She'll +have to work, of course; anyway you looked at it, it wouldn't be right +to take work away from her. She'll work, then; but she won't be +worked. Louisa's managed to pull something out of her wishin' curl for +her ma, after all. I'm sure I hope they'll let the child know." + +I could not speak for a moment; but as I looked at him, the red in his +tanned cheek deepened. + +"As a matter of fact, parson," he explained, "somebody ought to do +something for a woman that looks like that, and it might just as well +be me. I'm willing to pay good money to have my widow turn her mouth +the other way up, and I hope she'll buy a back-comb for those bangs on +her neck." + +"And all this," said I, "came out of one little wishin' curl, +Butterfly Man?" + +"But what else could I do?" he wondered, "when I'm kin to Loujaney by +bornation?" and to hide his feeling, he asked again: + +"Now what are you going to do with yours?" + +I reflected. I watched his clever, quizzical eyes, out of which the +diamond-bright hardness had vanished, and into which I am sure that +dear child's curl had wished this milder, clearer light. + +"You want to know what I am going to do with mine?" said I, airily. +"Well; as for me, the very first thing I am going to do is to +purchase, in perpetuity, a fine new lamp for St. Stanislaus!" + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT + + +Timid tentative rifts and wedges of blue had ventured back into the +cold gray sky, and a stout-hearted robin or two heralded spring. One +morning coming from mass I saw in the thin watery sunshine the painted +wings of the Red Admiral flash by, and I welcomed him as one welcomes +the long-missed face of a friend. I cannot choose but love the Red +Admiral. He has always stirred my imagination, for frail as his gay +wings are they have nevertheless borne this dauntless small Columbus +of butterflies across unknown seas and around uncharted lands, until +like his twin-sister the Painted Lady he has all but circled the +globe. A few days later a handful of those gold butterflies that +resemble nothing so much as new bright dandelions in the young grass, +dared the unfriendly days before their time as if to coax the lagging +spring to follow. + +The sad white streamers disappeared from doors and for a space the +little white hearse ceased to go glimmering by. Then at many windows +appeared small faces bearing upon them the mark of the valley of the +shadow through which they had just passed. Although they were on side +streets in the dingy mill district, far removed from our pleasant +windows that looked out upon trees and flowers, all Appleboro was +watching these wan visages with wiser and kinder eyes. + +Perhaps the most potent single factor in the arousing of our civic +conscience was a small person who might have justly thought we hadn't +any: I mean Loujaney's little ma, whose story had crept out and gone +from lip to lip and from home to home, making an appeal to which there +could be no refusal. + +When Major Cartwright heard it, the high-hearted old rebel hurried +over to the Parish House and thrust into my hand a lean roll of bills. +And the major is by no means a rich man. + +"It's not tainted money," said the major, "though some mighty good +Bourbon is goin' to turn into pap on account of it. However, it's an +ill wind that doesn't blow somebody good--Marse Robert can come on +back upstairs now an' thaw himself out while watchin' me read the +Lamentations of Jeremiah--who was evidently sufferin' from a dry spell +himself." + +On the following Sunday the Baptist minister chose for his text that +verse of Matthew which bids us take heed that we despise not one of +these little ones because in heaven their angels do always behold the +face of our Father. And then he told his people of that little one who +had pretended to love dry bread when she couldn't get any butter--in +Appleboro. And who had gone to her rest holding to her thin breast a +rag-doll that was kin to her by bornation, Loujaney being poor folks +herself and knowing prezactly how't was. + +Over the heads of loved and sheltered children the Baptist brethren +looked at each other. Of course, it wasn't their fault any more than +anybody else's.--In a very husky voice their pastor went on to tell +them of the curl which the woman who hadn't a God's thing left to +wish for had given as a remembrance to "that good and kind man, our +brother John Flint, sometimes known as the Butterfly Man." + +Dabney put the plain little discourse into print and heightened its +effect by an editorial couched in the plainest terms. We were none of +us in the humor to hear a spade called an agricultural implement just +then, and Dabney knew it; particularly when the mill dividends and the +cemetery both showed a marked increase. + +Something had to be done, and quickly, but we didn't exactly know how +nor where to begin doing it. Laurence, insisting that this was really +everybody's business, called a mass-meeting at the schoolhouse, and +the _Clarion_ requested every man who didn't intend to bring his +women-folks to that meeting to please stay home himself. Wherefore +Appleboro town and county came with the wife of its bosom--or maybe +the wife came and fetched it along. + +Laurence called the meeting to order, and his manner of addressing the +feminine portion of his audience would have made his gallant +grandfather challenge him. He hadn't a solitary pretty phrase to +tickle the ears of the ladies--he spoke of and to them as women. + +"And did you see how they fell for him?" rejoiced the Butterfly Man, +afterward. "From the kid in a middy up to the great old girl with +three chins and a prow like an ocean liner, they were with him. When +you're in dead earnest, can the ladies; just go after women as women +and they're with you every time. They know." + +A Civic Leaguer followed Laurence, then Madame, and after her a girl +from the mills, whose two small brothers went in one night. There +were no set speeches. Everybody who spoke had something to say; and +everybody who had something to say spoke. Then Westmoreland, who like +Saul the king was taller by the head and shoulders than all Israel, +bulked up big and good and begged us to remember that we couldn't do +anything of permanent value until we first learned how to reach those +folks we had been ignoring and neglecting. He said gruffly that +Appleboro had dumped its whole duty in this respect upon the frail +shoulders of one old priest, and that the Guest Rooms were overworked. +Didn't the town want to do its share now? The town voted, unanimously, +that it did. + +There was a pause. Laurence asked if anybody else had anything to say? +Apparently, anybody else hadn't. + +"Well, then," said Laurence, smiling, "before we adjourn, is there +anybody in particular that Appleboro County here assembled wants to +hear?" + +And at that came a sort of stir, a murmur, as of an immense multitude +of bees: + +"_The Butterfly Man!_" And louder: "The Butterfly Man!" + +Followed a great hand-clapping, shrill whistles, the stamping of feet. +And there he was, with Westmoreland and Laurence behind him as if to +keep him from bolting. His face expressed a horrified astonishment. +Twice, thrice, he opened his lips, and no words came. Then: + +"_I?_" in a high and agonized falsetto. + +"You!" Appleboro County settled back with rustles of satisfaction. +"Speech! Speech!" From a corn-club man, joyfully. + +"Oh, marmar, look! It's the Butterfly Man, marmar!" squealed a child. + +"A-a-h! Talk weeth us, Meester Fleent!" For the first time a "hand" +felt that he might speak out openly in Appleboro. + +John Flint stood there staring owlishly at all these people who ought +to know very well that he hadn't anything to say: what should he have +to say? He was embarrassed; he was also most horribly frightened. But +then, after all, they weren't anything but people, just folks like +himself! When he remembered that his panic subsided. For a moment he +reflected; as if satisfied, he nodded slightly and thrust his hand +into his breast pocket. + +"Instead of having to listen to me you'd better just look at this," +said the Butterfly Man. "Because this can talk louder and say more in +a minute than I could between now and Judgment." And he held out +Louisa's dear fair whimsy of a curl; the sort of curl mothers tuck +behind a rosy ear of nights, and fathers lean to and kiss. "_I_ +haven't got anything to say," said the Butterfly Man. "The best I can +do is just to wish for the children all that Louisa pretended to pull +out of her wishin' curl--and never got. I wish on it that all the kids +get a square deal--their chance to grow and play and be healthy and +happy and make good. And I wish again," said the Butterfly Man, +looking at his hearers with his steady eyes, "I wish that you folks, +every God-blessed one of you, will help to make that wish come true, +so far as lies in your power, from now until you die!" His funny, +twisty smile flashed out. He put the fairy tress back into his breast +pocket, made a casual gesture to imply that he had concluded his +wishes for the present; and walked off in the midst of the deepest +silence that had ever fallen upon an Appleboro audience. + +But however willing we might be, we discovered that we could not do +things as quickly or as well as might be wished. People who wanted to +help blundered tactlessly. People who wanted to be helped had to be +investigated. People who ought to be helped were suspicious and +resentful, couldn't always understand or appreciate this sudden +interest in their affairs, were inclined to slam doors, or, when +cornered, to lie stolidly, with wooden faces and expressionless eyes. + +Ensued an awkward pause, until the Butterfly Man came unobtrusively +forward, discovering in himself that amazing diplomacy inherent in the +Irish when they attend to anybody's business but their own. It was +amusing to watch the only democrat in a solidly Democratic county +infusing something of his own unabashed humanness into proceedings +which but for him might have sloughed into + + Organized charity, carefully iced, + In the name of a cautious, statistical Christ. + +Having done what was to be done, he went about his own affairs. Nobody +gushed over him, and he escaped that perilous popularity which is as a +millstone around a man's neck. Nevertheless the Butterfly Man had +stumbled upon the something divine in his fellows, and they +entertained for him a feeling that wasn't any more tangible, say, than +pure air, and no more emotional than pure water, but was just about as +vital and life-giving. + +I was enchanted to have a whole county endorse my private judgment. I +rose so in my own estimation that I fancy I was a bit condescending to +St. Stanislaus! I was vain of the Butterfly Man's standing--folks +couldn't like him too much, to please me. And I was greatly interested +in the many invitations that poured in upon him, invitations that +ranged all the way from a birthday party at Michael Karski's to a +state dinner at the Eustis's. + +From Michael's he came home gaily, a most outrageous posy pinned upon +him by way of honor, and whistling a Slavic love song so dismal that +one inferred love must be something like toothache for painfulness. He +had had such a bully time, he told me. Big Jan had been there with his +wife, an old friend of Michael's Katya. Although pale, and still +somewhat shaky as to legs, Jan had willingly enough shaken hands with +his conqueror. + +It seemed quite right and natural that he and Jan should presently +enter into a sort of Dual Alliance. Meester Fleent was to be +Arbitrator Extraordinary. When he stipulated that thereafter Big Jan +was only to tackle a man his own size, everybody cheered madly, and +Mrs. Jan herself beamed red-eyed approval. She said her prayers to the +man who had trounced Jan into righteousness. + +But from the Eustis dinner, to which he went with my mother, he came +home somber and heavy-hearted. Laurence was conspicuously absent; it +is true he was away, defending his first big case in another part of +the State. But Mr. George Inglesby was just as conspicuously present, +apparently on the best of all possible terms with himself, the world +in general, and Mrs. James Eustis in particular. His presence in that +house, in the face of persistent rumors, made at least two guests +uneasy. Mrs. Eustis showed him a most flattering attention. She was +deeply impressed by him. He had just aided her pet mission in +China--what he had given the heathen would have buttered my children's +bread for many a day. Also, he was all but lyrical in his voicing of +the shibboleth that Woman's Sphere is the Home, wherein she should be +adored, enshrined, and protected. Woman and the Home! All the innate +chivalry of Southern manhood-- + +I don't know that Louisa's Ma was ever enshrined or protected by the +chivalry of any kind of manhood, no, nor any of the mill women. Their +kind don't know the word. But Mrs. Eustis was, and she agreed with Mr. +Inglesby's noble sentiments. + +"Parson, you should have heard him!" raved the Butterfly Man. "There's +a sort of man down here that's got chivalry like another sort's got +hookworm, and he makes the man that hasn't got either want to set up +an image to the great god Dam! + +"You'd think being chivalrous would be enough for him, wouldn't you?" +continued the Butterfly Man, bitterly. "Nix! What's he been working +the heavy charity lay for, except that it's his turn to be a +misunderstood Christian? Doesn't charity cover a multitude of skins, +though? And doesn't it beat a jimmy when it comes to breaking into +society!" + +Mary Virginia, he added in an altered voice, had been exquisite in a +frock all silver lace and shimmery stuffs like moonbeams, and with a +rope of pearls about her throat, and in her black hair. Appleboro +folks do not affect orchids, but Mary Virginia wore a huge cluster of +those exotics. She had been very gracious to the Butterfly Man and +Madame. But only for a brief bright minute had she been the Mary +Virginia they knew. All the rest of the evening she seemed to grow +statelier, colder, more dazzlingly and imperially regal. And her eyes +were like frozen sapphires under her level brows, and her mouth was +the red splendid bow of Pride. + +Watching her, my mother was pained and puzzled; as for the Butterfly +Man, his heart went below zero. Those who loved Mary Virginia had +cause for painful reflections. + +Blinded by her beauty, were we judging her by the light of affection, +instead of the colder light of reason? We couldn't approve of her +behavior to Laurence, nor was it easy to refrain from disapproval of +what appeared to be a tacit endurance of Inglesby's attention. She +couldn't plead ignorance of what was open enough to be town talk--the +man's shameless passion for herself, a passion he seemed to take +delight in flaunting. And she made no effort to explain; she seemed +deliberately to exclude her old friends from the confidence once so +freely given. She hadn't visited the Parish House since she had broken +her engagement. + + +And all the while the spring that hadn't time for the little concerns +of mortals went secretly about her immortal business of rejuvenation. +The blue that had been so timid and so tentative overspread the sky; +more robins came, and after them bluebirds and redbirds and +Peterbirds, and the impudent screaming robber jay that is so beautiful +and so bold, and flute-voiced vireos, and nuthatches, and the darling +busybody wren fussing about her house-building in the corners of our +piazzas. The first red flowers of the Japanese quince opened +flame-like on the bare brown bushes. When the bridal-wreath by the +gate saw that, she set industriously to work upon her own +wedding-gown. The yellow jessamine was full of waxy gold buds; and +long since those bold frontiersmen of the year, the Judas-trees, had +flaunted it in bravest scarlet, and the slim-legged scouts of the +pines showed shoulder-straps and cockades of new gay green above +gallant brown leggings. + +One brand new morning the Butterfly Man called me aside and placed in +my hands a letter. The American Society of Natural History invited Mr. +John Flint, already a member of the Entomological Society of France, a +Fellow of the Entomological Society of London, and a member of the +greatest of Dutch and German Associations, to speak before it and its +guests, at a most notable meeting to be held in the Society's splendid +Museum in New York City. Not to mention two mere ex-Presidents, some +of the greatest scientific names of the Americas were included in that +list. And it was before such as these that my Butterfly Man was to +speak. Behold me rocking on my toes! + +The first effect of this invitation was to please me immensely, I +being a puffed-up old man and carnal-minded at times; nor do I seem to +improve with age. The plaudits of the world, for anybody I admire and +love, ring most sweetly in my foolish ears. Now the honors he had +gotten from abroad were fine and good in their way, but this meant +that the value of his work was recognized and his position +established in his own country, in his own time. It meant a widening +of his horizon, association with clever men and women, ennobling +friendships to broaden his life. A just measure of appreciation from +the worthwhile sweetens toil and encourages genius. And yet--our eyes +met, and mine had to ask an old question. + +"Would you better accept it?" I wondered. + +"I can't afford not to," said he resolutely. "The time's come for me +to get out in the open, and I might just as well face the music, and +Do it Now. Risks? I hardly think so. I never hunted in couples, +remember--I always went by my lonesome and got away with it. Besides, +who's remembering Slippy? Nobody. He's drowned and dead and done with. +But, however, and nevertheless, and because, I shall go." + +Again we looked at each other; and his look was untroubled. + +"The pipe-dreams I've had about slipping back into little old New +York! But if anybody had told me I'd go back like I'm going, with the +sort of folks waiting for me that will be waiting now, I'd have passed +it up. Well, you never can tell, can you? And in a way it's funny--now +isn't it?" + +"No, you never can tell," said I, soberly. "But I do not think it at +all funny. Quite the contrary." Suppose, oh, suppose, that after all +these years, when a well-earned success was in his grasp, it should +happen--I turned pale. He read my fear in my face and his smile might +have been borrowed from my mother's mouth. + +"Don't you get cold feet, parson," he counseled kindly. "Be a sport! +Besides, it's all in the Game, you know." + +"Is it?" + +"Sure!" + +"And worth while, John?" + +He laughed. "Believe me! It's the worthwhilest thing under the sun to +sit in the Game, with a sport's interest in the hands dealt out, +taking yours as it comes to you, bluffing all you can when you've got +to, playing your cards for all they're worth when it's your turn. No +reneging. No squealing when you lose. No boasting how you did it when +you win. There's nothing in the whole universe so intensely and +immensely worth while as being _you_ and alive, with yourself the +whole kitty and the sky your limit! It's one great old Game, and I'm +for thanking the Big Dealer that I'da whack at playing it." And his +eyes snapped and his lean brown face flushed. + +"And you are really willing to--to stake yourself now, my son?" + +"Lord, parson, you ought to know! And you a dead ringer for the real +thing in a classy sport yourself!" + +"My _dear_ son--!" + +My dear son waved his fine hand, and chuckled in his red beard. + +"Would _you_ back down if this was your call? Why, you're the sort +that would tackle the biggest noise in the ring, even if you knew +you'd be dragged out on your pantry in the first half of the first +round, if you thought you'd got holy orders to do it! If you saw me +getting jellyfish of the spine now, you'd curl up and die--wouldn't +you, honest Injun?" His eyes crinkled and he grinned so infectiously +that my fears subsided. I had an almost superstitious certainty that +nothing really evil could happen to a man who could grin like that. +Fate and fortune are perfectly powerless before the human being who +can meet them with the sword of a smile. + +"Well," I admitted cautiously, "jellyfish of the spine must be an +unlovely ailment; not that I ever heard of it before." + +"You're willing for me to go, then?" + +"You'd go anyhow, would you not?" + +"Forget it!" said he roughly. "If you think I'd do anything I knew +would cause you uneasiness, you've got another thing coming to you." + +"Oh, go, for heaven's sake!" said I, sharply. + +"All right. I'll go for heaven's sake," he agreed cheerfully. "And now +it's formally decided I'm to go, and talk, the question arises--what +they really want me to talk about? _I_ don't know how to deal in +glittering generalities. A chap on the trail of truth has got to let +generalities go by the board. The minute he tackles the living Little +People he chucks theories and bucks conditions. + +"Suppose I tell the truth as I see it: that most so-called authorities +are like cats chasing their tails--because they accept theories that +have never been really proven, run after them, and so never get +anywhere? And that facts dug up in the open under the sunlight don't +always fit in with notions hatched out in libraries under the electric +light? + +"Suppose I say that after they've run everything down to that plasma +they're so fond of beginning and ending with, there is still something +behind it all their theories can't explain away? Protoplasm doesn't +explain Life any more than the battery explains electricity. Instinct? +Evolution? The survival of the fittest? Well, nothing is tagged for +fair, and I'm more than willing to be shown. For the more I find out +from the living things themselves,--you can't get truth from death, +you've got to get it from life--the more self-evident it seems to me +that to exist at all insects must have arrived on the scene complete, +handfinished, with the union label of the Great Workshop on them by +way of a trade-mark." + +"As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, one God, world +without end, Amen!" said I, smiling. I have never thought it necessary +to explain or excuse the Creator. God is; things are. + +But he shook his head, wrinkling his forehead painfully. "I wish I +_knew_," said he, wistfully. "You're satisfied to believe, but I have +got to know. Oh, great Power behind Things, I want to know! I want to +_know_!" + +Ah, but I also do most passionately wish to know! If, however, the +Insect has taught me anything in my lifelong study of it, it is to +recognize the Unknowable, to know there is that which I cannot hope to +know. But if under the law of its world, so different from ours and +yet so alike because so inevitable, the Insect must move in a fixed +circle within which it is safe, a circle whose very limitation +preserves it from error and thus from destruction, may not a like +fixed circle beyond which _we_ may not penetrate preserve us, too? Are +these mountain peaks of the Unknowable, the Impassable, which +encompass the skyline of our humanity, these heights so mysterious and +so unscalable, not rather bulwarks between man's pride and the abyss? + +Something of this I said to the Butterfly Man, and he nodded, but did +not answer. He fell into a brown study; then plunged from the room +without further look or word and made for his own desk. I was not +afraid of what the Butterfly Man, fresh from little Appleboro's woods +and fields, would have to say to the scholars and scientists gathered +to hear him! + +Apparently he was not either, for after he had gotten a few notes +together he wisely turned the whole affair over to that mysterious +Self that does our work and solves our problems for us. On the surface +he busied himself with a paper setting forth the many reasons why the +County of Appleboro should appropriate adequate funds for a common +dipping vat, and hurried this to Dabney, who was holding open a space +in the _Clarion_ for it. Then there were new breeding cages to be +made, for the supply of eggs and cocoons on hand would require +additional quarters, once they began to emerge. + +By the Saturday he had finished all this; and as I had that afternoon +free we spent some beautiful hours with the microscope and slide +mounts. I completed, too, the long delayed drawings of some diurnal +wasp-moths and their larvæ. We worked until my mother interrupted us +with a summons to an early dinner, for Saturday evening belongs to the +confessional and I was shortly due at the church. + +I left Flint with Madame and Miss Sally Ruth, who had run over after +the neighborly Appleboro wont with a plate of fresh sponge-cake and a +bowl of fragrant custard. Miss Sally Ruth is nothing if not generous, +but there are times when one could wish upon her the affliction of +dumbness. As I slipped into my cassock in the study, I could hear her +uplifted voice, a voice so insistent and so penetrating that it can +pierce closed doors and come through a ceiling: + +"I declare to goodness, I don't know what to believe any more! She's +got money enough in her own right, hasn't she? For heaven's sake, +then, why should she marry for more money? But you never really know +people, do you? Why, folks say--" + +I hurried out of the house and ran the short distance to the church. I +wished I hadn't heard; I wished Miss Sally Ruth, good as she is, would +sometimes hold her tongue. She will set folks by the ears in heaven +some of these days if she doesn't mend her ways before she gets there. + +It must have been all of ten o'clock when I got back to the Parish +House. Madame had retired; John Flint's rooms were dark. The night +itself was dark, though in between the clouds that a brisk wind +pulleyhauled about the skies, one saw many stars. + +Too tired to sleep, I sat beside my window and breathed the repose +that lay like a benediction upon the little city. I found myself +praying; for Mary Virginia, whom I loved and over whom I was sorely +troubled; for Laurence, even now walking such a road as I also once +had to travel with feet as young but no more steadfast; and then with +a thankfulness too deep for words, I thought a prayer for the +Butterfly Man. So thinking and so praying, with a glow in my heart +because of him, I closed my window, and crept into bed and into +sleep. + +I awoke with a start. Somebody was in the room. There was an urgent +voice whispering my name, an urgent hand upon me. A pocket light +flashed, and in its pale circle appeared the face of John Flint. + +"Get up!" said he in an intense whisper. "And come. Come!" + +"Why, what in the name of heaven--" + +"Don't make a row!" he snarled, and brought his face close. "Here--let +me help you. Heaven, man, how slow you are!" With furious haste he +forced my clothes upon me and even as I mechanically struggled to +adjust them he was hustling me toward the door, through the dark hall, +and down the stairs. + +"Easy there--careful of that step!" he breathed in my ear, guiding me. + +"But what is the matter?" I whispered back impatiently. I do not +relish mystery and I detest being led willynilly. + +"In my rooms," said he briefly, and hustled me across the garden on +the double run, I with my teeth chattering, for I had been dragged out +of my sleep, and the night air was cold. + +He fairly lifted me up his porch-steps, unlocked his door, and pushed +me inside. With the drawn shades and the flickering firelight, the +room was peaceful and pleasant enough. Then Kerry caught my astonished +gaze, for the dog stood statue-like beside the Morris chair, and when +I saw what Kerry guarded I crossed myself. Sunk into the chair, the +Butterfly Man's old gray overcoat partly around her, was Mary +Virginia. + +At my involuntary exclamation she raised her head and regarded me. A +great sigh welled from her bosom and I could see her eyes dilate and +her lips quiver. + +"Padre, Padre!" Down went her head, and she began to cry childishly, +with sobs. + +I watched her helplessly, too bewildered to speak. But the other man's +face was the face of one crucified. I saw his eyes, and something I +had been all too blind to rushed upon me overwhelmingly. This, then, +was what had driven him forth for a time, this was what had left its +indelible imprint upon him! He had hung upon his cross and I had not +known. Oh, Butterfly Man, I had not known! + +"She'll be able to talk to you in a few minutes now, parson." He was +so perfectly unconscious of himself that he had no idea he had just +made mute confession. He added, doubtfully: "She said she had to come +to you, about something--I don't know what. It's up to you to find +out--she's got to talk to you, parson." + +"But--I wanted to talk to you, Padre. That's why I--ran away from home +in the middle of the night." She sat suddenly erect. "I just couldn't +stand things, any more--by myself--" + +Gone was the fine lady, the great beauty, the proud jilt who had +broken Laurence's heart and maddened and enslaved Inglesby. Here was +only a piteous child with eyes heavy from weeping, with a pale and sad +face and drooping childish lips. And yet she was so dear and so +lovely, for all her reddened eyelids and her reddened little nose, +that one could have wept with her. The Butterfly Man, with an intake +of breath, stood up. + +"I shall leave you with the Padre now," he said evenly, "to tell him +what you wanted to tell him. Father, understand: there's something +rotten wrong, as I've been telling you all along. Now she's got to +tell you what it is and all about it. Everything. Whether she likes to +or not, and no matter what it is, she's got to tell you. You +understand that, Mary Virginia?" + +She fixed him with a glance that had in it something hostile and +oblique. Even with those dearest of women whom I adore, there are +moments when I have the impression that they have, so to speak, their +ears laid back flat, and I experience what I may justly term cat-fear. +I felt it then. + +"Oh, don't have too much consideration for my feelings, Mr. Flint!" +said she, with that oblique and baffling glance, and the smile Old +Fitz once likened to the Curve in the Cat's Tail. "Indeed, why should +you go? Why don't you stay and find out _why_ I wanted to run to the +Padre--to beg him to find some way to help me, since I can't fall like +a plum into Mr. Inglesby's hand when Mr. Hunter shakes the Eustis +family tree!" + +His breath came whistlingly between his teeth. + +"Parson! You hear?" he slapped his leg with his open palm. "Oh, I knew +it, I knew it!" And he turned upon her a kindling glance: + +"I knew all along it was never in you to be anything but true!" said +the Butterfly Man. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +"WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR" + + +It is impossible for me to put down in her own words what Mary +Virginia told the Butterfly Man and me. Also, I have had to fill in +gaps here and there, supplying what was lacking, from my intimate +knowledge of the actors and from such chance words and hints and bits +of detail as came to me afterward. But what I have added has been +necessary, in order to do greater justice to everybody concerned. + +If it be true that the boy is father to the man, it is even more +tritely true that the girl is mother to the woman, there being here +less chance for change. So it was with Mary Virginia. That gracious +little girlhood of hers, lived among the birds and bees and blossoms +of an old Carolina garden, had sent her into the Church School with a +settled and definite idealism as part of her nature. Her creed was +simple enough: The world she knew was the best of all possible worlds, +its men good, its women better; and to be happy and loved one had only +to be good and loving. + +The school did not disabuse her of this pleasing optimism. It was a +very expensive school and could afford to have optimisms of its own. +For one thing, it had no pupils poor enough to apply the acid test. + +When Mary Virginia was seventeen, Mrs. Eustis perceived with dismay +that her child who had promised beauty was instead become angular, +awkward, and self-conscious; and promptly packed the unworldly one off +to spend a saving summer with a strenuously fashionable cousin, a +widow, of whom she herself was very fond. She liked the idea of +placing the gauche girl under so vigorous and seasoned a wing as +Estelle Baker's. As for Mrs. Baker herself, that gay and good-humored +lady laughed at the leggy and serious youngster and promptly took her +education in hand along lines not laid down in Church Schools. + +Mrs. Baker was delighted with her own position--the reasonably young, +handsome, and wealthy widow of a man she had been satisfied to marry +and later to bury. She had an unimpaired digestion and no illusions, a +kind heart, and the power of laughter. Naturally, she found life +interesting. A club-woman, an ultra-modernist, vitally alive, she was +fully abreast of her day. Her small library skimmed the cream of the +insurgents and revolutionaries of genius; and here the shy and +reticent schoolgirl with the mark of the churchly checkrein fresh upon +her, was free to browse, for her cousin had no slightest notion of +playing censor. Mrs. Baker thought that the sooner one was allowed to +slough off the gaucheries of the Young Person, the better. She did not +gauge the real and tumultuous depths of feeling concealed under the +young girl's simplicity. + +The revolutionaries and the insurgent and free poets didn't trouble +Mary Virginia very much. Although she sensed that something was wrong +with somebody somewhere--hence these lyrical lamentations--she could +not, to save her, tell what all the pother was about, for as yet she +saw the world _couleur de rose_. Some one or two of the French and +Germans pleased her; she fell into long reveries over the Gael, who +has the sound of the sea in his voice and whose eyes are full of a +haunting light, as of sunsets upon graves. But it was the Russians who +electrified and dazzled her. When she glimpsed with her eyes of a +young girl those strange souls simple as children's and yet mosaiced +with unimaginable and barbarous splendors, she stood blinking and half +blinded, awed, fascinated, and avid to know more of that sky-scaling +passion with which they burned. + +And in that crucial moment she chanced upon the "Diary of Marie +Bashkirtseff," so frank and so astounding that it took her breath away +and swept her off her feet. She was stirred into a vague and trembling +expectancy; she had the sense of waiting for something to happen. Life +instantly became more colorful and more wonderful than she had dreamed +could be possible, and she wished passionately to experience all these +emotions, so powerful and so poignant. The Russian's morbid and +disease-bright genius acted upon her as with the force and intensity +of a new and potent toxin. She could not lay the book aside, but +carried it up to her room to be pored and pondered over. She failed to +understand that, untried as she was, it was impossible for her to +understand it. Had the book come later, it had been harmless enough; +but it came at a most critical moment of that seething period when +youth turns inward to question the universe, and demands that the +answer shall be personal to itself. The first long ground-swell of +awakening emotion swept over her, sitting in the pleasant chintz-hung +room, with the Russian woman's wild and tameless heart beating through +the book open upon her knees. And these waves of emotion that at +recurrent intervals surge over the soul, come from the shores of a +farther country than any earthly seas have touched, and recede to +depths so profound that only the eyes of God may follow their ebb and +flow. + +Mrs. Baker, however, saw nothing about which to give herself any +concern. If she perceived the girl intense and preoccupied, she smiled +indulgently--at Mary Virginia's age one is apt to be like that, and +one recovers from that phase as one gets over mumps and measles. Mrs. +Baker did think it advisable, though, to subtly detach the girl from +books for awhile. She amused herself by allowing her wide-eyed +glimpses of the larger life of grown-ups, by way of arousing and +initiation. Thus it happened that one afternoon at the country-club, +where Mary Virginia, at the green-fruit stage, found herself playing +gooseberry instead of golf, Mrs. Baker sauntered up with a tall and +very blonde man. + +"Here," said she gaily, indicating with a wave of her hand her +sulky-eyed young cousin, "is a marvel and a wonder--a girl who accepts +on faith everything and everybody! My dear Howard, in all probability +she will presently even believe in _you_!" With that she left them, +whisked off by a waiting golfer. + +The man and the girl appraised each other. The man saw young +bread-and-butter with the raw sugar of beauty sprinkled upon it +promisingly. What the girl saw was not so much a faultlessly groomed +and handsome man as the most beautiful person in the world. And +suddenly she was aware that that for which she had been waiting had +come. Something divine and wonderful was happening, and there was fire +before her eyes and the noise of unloosed winds and great waters in +her ears, and her knees trembled and her heart fluttered. A vivid red +flamed into her pale cheeks, a soft and trembling light suffused her +blue eyes. That happens when the sweet and virginal freshness of youth +is brought face to face with the bright shadow of love. + +He drew her out of her shyness and made her laugh, and after awhile, +when there was dancing, he danced with her. He did not behave to her +as other men of Estelle's acquaintance had more than once behaved--as +though they bestowed the lordly honor of their society upon her out of +the sheer goodness of their hearts and their desire to please Mrs. +Baker. Mary Virginia was uncompromising and stiff-necked enough then, +and she bored most of her cousin's friends unconsciously. Now this +man, as much their superior as the sun is to farthing dips, was +exerting himself to please her. That was the one thing Mary Virginia +needed to arouse her. + +Mrs. Baker admired Mr. Hunter for a grace of manner almost Latin in +its charm. If at times he puzzled her, he at least never bored her or +anybody else, and for this she praised him in the gates. Her respect +for him deepened when she perceived that he never allowed himself to +be absorbed or monopolized. + +The pleasant widow did not take him too seriously. She only asked that +he amuse and interest her. He did both, to a superlative degree. That +is why and how he saw so much of the school-girl cousin whose naïvete +made him smile, it was so absurdly sincere. + +Mrs. Baker was glad enough to have Howard take her charge off her +hands occasionally. She thought contact with this fine pagan an +excellent thing for the girl who took herself so seriously. She was +really fond of Mary Virginia, but she must have found her hand-grenade +directness a bit disconcerting at times. She wanted the child's visit +to be pleasant, and she considered it very amiable of Howard to help +her make it so. She had no faintest notion of danger--to her Mary +Virginia was nothing but a child, a little girl one indulged with +pickles and pound-cake and the bliss of staying up later than the +usual bedtime. As for Hunter, his was the French attitude toward the +Young Person; she had heard him say he preferred his flowers in full +bloom and his fruit ripe--one then knows what one is getting; one +isn't deceived by canker in the closed bud and worm in the green +fruit. No, Howard wasn't the sort that hankered for verjuice. + +None the less, although Mrs. Baker didn't know it, Mary Virginia was +engaged to the godlike Howard when she returned to school. It was to +be a state secret until after she was graduated, and in the meantime +he was to "make himself worthier of her love." She hadn't any notion +he could be improved upon, but it pleased her to hear him say that. +Humility in the superman is the ultimate proof of perfection. + +The maid who attended her room at school arranged for the receipt of +his letters and mailed Mary Virginia's. The maid was sentimental, and +delighted to play a part smacking of those dime novels she spoiled her +brains with. + +The little schoolgirl who was in love with love, and secretly +betrothed to a man who had stepped alive out of old knightly romance, +walked in the Land of April Rainbows and felt the whole joyous +universe suffused with a delicious and quivering glow of light and +sound and scent. Surcharged with an emotion that she was irresistibly +urged to express, and unable to do so by word of mouth, she was driven +to the necessity of putting it down on paper for him. And she put it +down in the burning words, the fiery phrases, of those anarchists of +art who had intoxicated and obsessed her. + +Just a little later,--even a year later--and Mary Virginia could never +have written those letters. But now, very ignorant, very innocent, +very impassioned, she accomplished a miracle. She was like one +speaking an unknown tongue, perfectly sure that the spirit moved her, +but quite unable to comprehend what it was that it moved her to say. + +When Mrs. Baker insisted that her young cousin should come back to her +for the Christmas holidays, the girl was more than eager to go. Seeing +him again only deepened her infatuation. + +That holiday visit was an unusually gay one, for Mrs. Baker was really +fond of Mary Virginia--the young girl's tenderness and simplicity +touched the woman of the world. She gave a farewell dance the night +before Mary Virginia was to return to school. It was an informal +affair, with enough college boys and girls to lend it a junior air, +but there was a goodly sprinkling of grown-ups to deepen it, for the +hostess said frankly that she simply couldn't stand the Very Young +except in broken doses and in bright spots. + +Hunter, of course, was to be one of the grownups. He had sent Mary +Virginia the flowers she was to wear. And she had a new dancing frock, +quite the loveliest and fluffiest and laciest she had ever worn. + +He was somewhat late. And so engrossed with him were all her thoughts, +so eager was she to see him, that she was a disappointing companion +for anybody else. She couldn't talk to anybody else. She flitted in +and out of laughing groups like a blue-and-silver butterfly, and +finally managed to slip away to the stair nook behind what Mrs. Baker +liked to call the conservatory. This was merely a portion of the big +back hall glassed in and hung with a yellow silk curtain; it had a +tiny round crystal fountain in the center and one or two carved seats, +but one wouldn't think so small a space could hold so much bloom and +fragrance. From the nook where Mary Virginia sat, one could hear every +word spoken in the flower-room, though the hearer remained hidden by +the paneled stairway. + +Hands in her lacy lap, eyes abstracted, she fell into the dreams that +youth dreams; in which a girl--one's self, say,--walks hand in hand +through an enchanted world with a being very, very little lower than +the angels and twice as dear. They are such innocent dreams, such +impossible dreams, so untouched of all reality; but I wonder, oh I +wonder, if life can ever give us anything to repay their loss! + +Somebody spoke in the conservatory and she looked up, startled. +Through a parting in the silk curtain she glimpsed the woman and +recognized one of Estelle's friends, handsome and fashionable, but a +woman she had never liked. + +"You provoke me. You try my patience too much!" she was saying, in a +tone of suppressed anger. "People are beginning to say that you have a +serious affair with that sugar-candy chit. I want to know if that is +true?" + +The man laughed, a lazy, pleasant, disarming laugh. She knew that +laugh among a million, and her heart began to beat, but not with doubt +or distrust. She wondered how she had missed him, and if he had been +looking for her; she thought of the exquisite secret that bound them +together, and wondered how he was going to protect it without evasions +or untruthfulness. And she thought the woman abominable. + +"You're so suspicious, Evie!" he said smilingly. "Why bother about +what can give you no real concern? Why discuss it here, at all? It's +not the thing, really." + +The woman stamped her foot. She had an able-bodied temper. + +"I will know, and I will know now. I have to know," said she, and her +voice shook. Mary Virginia would have coughed then, would have made +her presence known had she been able; but something held her silent. +"Remember, you're not dealing with a love-sick school-girl now, +Howard: you are dealing with _me_. Have you made that little fool +think you're in love with her?" + +"Why, and what then?" he asked coolly. "I like the child. Of course +she is without form and void as yet, but there's quite a lot to that +girl." + +"Oh, yes! Quite a lot!" said she, with sarcasm. "That's what made me +take notice. James Eustis's girl--and barrels of money. She'll be a +catch. You are clever, Howard! But what of _me_?" + +Mary Virginia's heart fluttered. Indeed, what of this other woman? + +"Oh, well, there's nothing definite yet, Evie," said he soothingly. A +hint of impatience was betrayed in his voice. Plainly, it irked him to +be held up and questioned point-blank, at such a time and place. Just +as plainly, he wished to conciliate his jealous questioner. "My dear +girl, it would be all of two or three years before the affair could be +considered. Let well enough alone, Evie. Let's talk about something +else." + +"No. We will talk about this. You are offering me a two or three +years' reprieve, are you not? Well, and then?" + +"Well, and then suppose I do marry the little thing,--if she hasn't +changed her little mind?" said he, exasperated into punishing her. "It +wouldn't be a bad thing for me, remember, and she's temptingly easy to +deal with--that girl has more faith than the twelve apostles. Heavens, +Evie, don't look like that! My dearest girl, _you_ don't have to +worry, anyhow. If your--er--impediment hasn't stood in my way, why +should mine in yours?" + +He spoke with a half-impatient, half-playful reproach. The woman +uttered a little cry. To soothe and silence her, he kissed her. It was +very risky, of course, but then the whole situation was risky, and he +took his chance like the bold player he was. The girl crouching behind +the paneled wall clenched her hands in her lap, felt her heart and +brain on fire, and wondered why the sky did not fall upon the world +and blot it out. + +When those two had left the conservatory and she could command her +trembling limbs and whip her senses back into some semblance of order, +she went upstairs and got his letters. When she came downstairs again +he was standing in the hall, and he came forward eager, smiling, +tender, as if his heart welcomed her; as perhaps it did, men having +catholic hearts. She put her hand on his arm and whispered: "Come +into the conservatory." + +The hall was quite empty. From drawing-room and library and +dining-room came the laughter and chatter of many people. Then the +music struck up a gay and popular air. The lilt and swing of it made +her giddy. But the little flower-room was cool and sweet, and she drew +a breath of relief. + +Hunter bent his fair head, but she pushed him away with her hands +against his chest. A horror of his beauty, his deliberate fascination, +the falseness of him, came over her. For the first time she had been +brought face to face with sin and falsehood, and hers was the +unpardoning white condemnation of an angel to whom sin is unknown and +falsehood impossible. That such knowledge should have come through him +of all men made the thing more unbearable. Surprised and irritated by +the pale tragedy of her aspect, Hunter stared, waiting for her to +speak. + +"I was on the stairs. I heard you--and that woman," said she with the +directness that was sometimes so appalling. "And I _know_." Her face +turned burning red before it paled again. She was ashamed for him with +the noble shame of the pure in heart. + +His face, too, went red and white with rage and astonishment. It was a +damnable trap for a man to be caught in, and he was furious with the +two women who had pushed him into it--he could have beaten them both +with rods. Innocent as this girl was, he could not hope to deceive her +as to the real truth. She had heard too much. But he thought he could +manage her; women were as wax in Hunter's hands. To begin with, they +_wanted_ to believe him. + +"I hate to have to say it--but the lady is jealous," he said frankly +enough, with a disarming smile; and shrugged his shoulders, quite as +if that simple statement explained and excused everything. + +"Oh, she need not be afraid--of me!" said the girl, with white-hot +scorn. "I'd rather die by inches of leprosy than belong to you now. +You are clever, though. And I _was_ easy to deal with, wasn't I? And I +cared so much! I dare say it was really your hair and beard, but I +honestly thought you a sort of Archangel! Well, you're not. You're not +anything I thought you--not good nor kind nor honorable nor +truthful--not anything but just a rather paltry sort of liar. You're +not even loyal to _her_. I think I could respect you more if you were. +But I _am_ James Eustis's girl--and that's my salvation, Mr. Hunter. +Please take your letters. You will send me back mine to-morrow." + +He stroked his short gold beard. The color had come back into his face +and a new light flashed into his cold blue eyes. He laughed. "Why, you +game little angel!" he said delightedly. "Gad, I never thought you had +it in you--never. I begin to adore you, Mary Virginia, upon my soul I +do! Now listen to reason, my too-good child, and don't be so +puritanical. You've got to take folks as they are and not as you'd +like them to be, you know. Men are not angels, no, nor women, either. +You must learn to be charitable--a virtue very good people seldom +practice and never properly appreciate." And he added, leaning lower: +"Mary Virginia! Give me another chance ... you won't be sorry, +Ladybird." + +But she stood unmoved, stonily silent, holding out the letters. And +when he still ignored this silent insistence, she thrust them into his +hands and left him. + +Mary Virginia was to go back to school the next night. All day she +waited for her letters. Instead came a note and a huge bunch of +violets. The note said he couldn't allow those precious letters which +meant so much to him to pass even into her hands who had written them. +When he could summon up the courage, he would presently destroy them +himself. And she had treated him with great harshness, and wouldn't +she be a good little girl and let him see her, if only for a few +minutes, before she went away? + +Mary Virginia tore up the note and returned the violets by way of +answer. + +When she returned to school, the superioress regretted that she had +been allowed to visit Mrs. Baker again, because too much gaiety wasn't +good for her, and she was falling off in her studies. The other girls +said she had lost all her looks, for in truth she was wan and peaked +and hollow-eyed. Seventeen suffers frightfully, when it suffers at +all. Eighteen enjoys its blighted affection, revels in its broken +heart, would like to crochet a black edging on its immortal soul, and +wouldn't exchange its secret sorrow for a public joy. Nineteen is +convalescent--pride would come to its rescue even if life itself did +not beguile it into being happy. + +Mary Virginia got back her color and her appetite and forgot to +remember that her heart was incurably broken and that she could never +love again. She liked to think her painful experience had made her +very wise. Then she went abroad, and her cure was complete. The result +of it all was that poise and pride which had so greatly delighted the +autocratic old kinswoman whose fiat had set the last seal of social +success upon her. + +When one of life's little jokes flung Hunter into Appleboro and she +had to observe him with impartial and less ingenuous eyes, she forgave +the simple schoolgirl's natural mistake. He had not changed, and she +perceived his effect upon others older and wiser than herself. And her +pride chose neither to slight nor to ignore him now, but rather to +meet him casually, with indifference, as a stranger in whom she was +not at all interested. + +Mr. Inglesby she did not take seriously. She did not dream that a +possible menace to herself lay in this stout man whom she considered +fatuous and absurd, when she thought of him at all. That her mother +should be completely taken in by his specious charity and his +plausible presentment of himself, did not surprise her. She was +inclined to smile scornfully and so dismiss him. + +She underestimated Inglesby. + +The very fact that there was such an obstacle in the way as a young +fellow with whom she fancied herself in love only deepened Inglesby's +passion for Mary Virginia. She was in her proper person all that he +coveted and groveled to. To possess her in addition to his own +wealth--what more could a man ask? Let Eustis become senator, +governor, president, anything he chose. But let Inglesby have Mary +Virginia by way of fair exchange. + +Mr. Inglesby was well aware that Miss Eustis would not for one moment +consider him--unless she had to. He proposed to so arrange affairs +that she had to. Naturally, he looked to his private secretary to help +him bring about this desirable end. And at this opportune moment fate +played into his hands in a manner that left Mr. Hunter's assent a +matter of course. + +Mr. Hunter had very expensive tastes which his salary was not always +sufficient to cover. Wherefore, like many another, he speculated. When +he was lucky, it was easy money; but it was never enough. Of late he +had not been fortunate, and he found himself confronted by the high +cost of living as he chose to live. This annoyed him. So when there +came his way what appeared to be an absolute certainty of not only +recouping all his losses but of making some real money as well, Hunter +plunged, with every dollar he could manage to get hold of. But Wall +Street is a lane that has many crooked and devious turnings, and Mr. +Hunter's investments took a very wrong turn. And this time it was not +only all his own money that had been lost. The bottom might have +dropped out of things then, except for Inglesby. + +When Hunter had to tell him the truth the financier listened with an +unmoved face. Then he swung around in his chair, lifted an eyebrow, +grunted, and remarked briefly: "Very unsafe thing to do, Hunter. +Very." And shoved his personal check across the desk. Nobody knew +anything about it, except the head bookkeeper of the bank. + +Inglesby had no illusions, however. He understood that to have in his +power an immensely clever man who knew as much about his private +affairs as Hunter did, was good business, to say the least. He simply +invested in Mr. Hunter's brains and personality for his own immediate +ends, and he expected his brilliant and expensive secretary to prove +the worth of the investment. + +Inglesby had not risen to his present heights by beating about the +bush in his dealings with others. He had seized Success by the +windpipe and throttled it into obedience, and he ruthlessly bent +everything and everybody to his own purposes. The task he set before +Hunter now was to steer the Inglesby ship through a perilous passage +into the matrimonial harbor he had in mind. Let Hunter do that--no +matter how--and the pilot's future was assured. Inglesby would be no +niggardly rewarder. But let the venture come to shipwreck and Hunter +must go down with it. Hunter was not left in any doubt upon that +score. + +Brought face to face with the situation as it affected his fortune and +misfortune, Hunter must have had a very bad half an hour. I am sure he +had not dreamed of such a contretemps, and he must have been startled +and amazed by the cold calculation and the raw fury of passion he had +to deal with. I do not think he relished his task. His was the sort of +conscience that would dislike such a course, not because it was +dishonorable or immoral in itself, but because its details offended +his fastidiousness. I think he would have extricated himself honorably +if he could. It just happened that he couldn't. + +Give a sufficient shock to a man's pocket-nerve and you electrify his +brain-cells, which automatically receive orders to work overtime. +Hunter's brain worked then because it had to, self-preservation being +the first law of nature. And this service for Inglesby not only spelt +safety; it meant the golden key to the heights, the power to gratify +those fine tastes which only a rich and able man can afford. Inglesby +had promised that, and he had just had a fair example of what +Inglesby's support meant. + +One must try to consider the case from Mr. Hunter's point of view. To +refuse Inglesby meant disaster. And who was Laurence, who was Mary +Virginia, that he should quixotically wreck his prospects for them? +Why should he lose Inglesby's goodwill or gain Inglesby's enmity for +them or anybody else? Forced to choose, Hunter made the only choice +possible to him. + +_Voe victis!_ + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +"--SAID THE SPIDER TO THE FLY--" + + +Now I am only an old priest and no businessman, so of course I do not +know just how Hunter was set like a hound upon the track of those +circumstances that, properly manipulated, helped him toward a solution +of his problem--the getting of a girl apparently as unreachable as +Mary Virginia Eustis. + +To start with, he had two assets, the first being Eustis pride. +Shrewdly working upon that, Hunter played with skill and finesse. + +When he was ready, it was easy enough to meet Miss Eustis on the +street of an afternoon. Although her greeting was disconcertingly +cold, he fell into step beside her. And presently, in a low and +intimate voice, he began to quote certain phrases that rang in her +astonished ears with a sort of hateful familiarity. + +A glance at her face made him smile. "I wonder," he questioned, "if +you have changed, dear puritan? You are engaged to Mayne now, I hear. +Very clever chap, Mayne. The moving power behind your father, I +understand. And engaged to you! You're so intense and interesting when +you're in love that one is tempted to envy Mayne. Do you write _him_ +letters, too?" + +Mary Virginia's level eyes regarded him with haughty surprise. The +situation was rather unbelievable. + +"Miss Eustis--" he paused to bow and smile to some passing girls who +plainly envied Mary Virginia, "Miss Eustis, you must come to my +office, say to-morrow afternoon. We must have a heart-to-heart talk. I +have something you will find it to your interest to discuss with me." + +She disdained to reply, to ask him to leave her; her attitude did not +even suggest that he should explain himself. Seeming to be perfectly +content with this attitude, he sauntered along beside her. + +"Do you know," he smiled, "that with you the art of writing genuine +love-letters amounts to a gift? I am sure your father--and let's say +Mayne--would be astonished and delighted to read the ones I have. They +are unequaled. Human documents, heart-interest, delicate and piquant +sex-tang--the very sort of thing the dear public devours. I told you +once they meant a great deal to me, remember? They're going to mean +more. Come about four, please." He lifted his hat, bowed, and was +gone. + +Mary Virginia went to his office at four o'clock the next afternoon, +as he had planned she should. She wanted to know exactly what he +meant, and she fancied he meant to make her buy back the letters he +claimed not to have destroyed. The bare idea of anybody on earth +reading those insane vaporings sickened her. + +Hunter's manner subtly allowed her to understand that he had known she +would come, and this angered her inexpressibly; it gave him an +advantage. + +"Instead of wasting time in idle persiflage," he said when he had +handed her a chair, "let's get right down to brass tacks. You +naturally desire to know why I kept your letters? For one reason, +because they are a bit of real literature. However, I propose to +return them now--for a consideration." + +He leaned forward, idly drumming on the polished desk, and regarded +her with a sort of impersonal speculation. A little smile crept to his +lip. + +"The whirligig of time does bring in its revenges, doesn't it?" he +mused aloud. Mary Virginia's lips curled. + +"I do not follow you," she said coldly. "I am not even sure you have +the letters--that is why I am here. I must see them with my own eyes +before I agree to pay for them. That is what you expect me to do, is +it not?" + +"Oh, I have them all right--that is very easily proven," said he, +unruffled. "Now listen carefully, please, while I explain the real +reason for your presence here this afternoon. Mr. Inglesby, for +reasons of his own, desires to don the senatorial toga; why not? Also, +even more vehemently, Mr. Inglesby desires to lead to the altar Miss +Mary Virginia Eustis: yourself, dear lady, your charming self: again, +why not? Who can blame him for so natural and laudable an ambition? + +"As to his ever persuading you to become Mrs. Inglesby, without +some--ah--moral suasion, why, you know what his chance would be better +than I do. As to his persuading the state to send him to Washington, +it would have been a certainty, a sure thing, if our zealous young +friend Mayne hadn't egged your father into the game. How Mayne managed +that, heaven knows, particularly with your father's affairs in the +condition they are. Now, Eustis is a fine man. Far too fine to be lost +in the shuffle at Washington, where he'd be a condemned +nuisance--just as he sometimes is here at home. Do you begin to +comprehend?" + +"Why, no," said she, blankly. "And I certainly fail to see where my +silly letters--" + +"Let me make it plainer. You and your silly letters put the game into +Mr. Inglesby's hands, swing the balance in his favor. _You_ pay _me_? +Heavens, no! _We_ pay _you_--and a thumping price at that!" + +For a long moment they looked at each other. + +"My dear Miss Eustis," he put the tips of his fine fingers together, +bent forward over them, and favored her with a white-toothed smile, +"behold in me Mr. Inglesby's ambassador--the advocate of Cupid. Plainly, +I am authorized to offer you Mr. Inglesby's heart, his hand, and--his +check-book. Let us suppose you agree to accept--no, don't interrupt me +yet, please. And keep your seat, Miss Eustis. You may smile, but I would +advise you to consider very seriously what I am about to say to you, and +to realize once for all that Mr. Inglesby is in dead earnest and +prepared to go to considerable lengths. Well, then, as I was about to +say: suppose you agree to accept his proposal! Being above all things a +business man, Mr. Inglesby realizes that gilt-edged collateral should be +put up for what you have to offer--youth, beauty, charm, health, +culture, family name, desirable and influential connections, social +position of the highest. In exchange he offers the Inglesby millions, +his absolute devotion to yourself, and his hearty support to all your +father's plans and interests. Observe the last, please; it is highly +important. Besides this, Mayne and Eustis want reform, progress, +Demos-with-a-full-dinner-pail, all the wearisome rest of that uplift +stuff? Inglesby will see that they get an undiluted dose of it. More +yet: if you have any scruples about Mayne, Inglesby will get behind that +young man and boost him until he can crow on the weathervane--when you +are Mrs. Inglesby. A chap like Mayne would be valuable, properly +expurgated. Come, Miss Eustis, that's fair enough. If you refuse--well, +it's up to you to make Eustis understand that he must eliminate himself +from politics--and look out for himself," he finished ominously. + +Mary Virginia rose impetuously. + +"I am no longer seventeen, Mr. Hunter. What, do you honestly think you +can frighten a grown woman into believing that a handful of silly +letters could possibly be worth all that? Well, you can't. And--let me +remind you that blackmailing women isn't smiled upon in Carolina. A +hint of this and you'd be ostracized." + +"So would you. And why use such an extreme term as blackmailing for +what really is a very fair offer?" said he, equably. "The letters are +not the only arrows in my quiver, Miss Eustis. But as you are more +interested in them than anything else just now, suppose we run over a +few, just to remind you of their amazing nature?" He rose leisurely, +opened the safe in a corner of the room, took from the steel +money-vault a package, and Mary Virginia recognized her own writing. +Always keeping them under his own hand, he yet allowed her to lean +forward and verify what he chose to read. + +Her face burned and tears of mortification stung her eyes. Good +heavens, had she been as silly and as sentimental as all that? But as +she listened to his smooth remorseless voice, mortification merged +into amazement and amazement into consternation. Older and wiser now, +she saw what ignorance and infatuation had really accomplished, and +she realized that a fool can unwittingly pull the universe about her +ears. + +She was appalled. It was as if her waking self were confronted by an +incredible something her dreaming self had done. She knew enough of +the world now to realize how such letters would be received--with +smiles intended to wound, with the raised eyebrow, the shrugged +shoulder. She wondered, with a chill of panic, how she could ever hope +to make anybody understand what she admitted she herself couldn't +explain. For heaven's sake, _what_ had she been trying to tell this +man? She didn't know any more, except that it hadn't been what these +letters seemed to reveal. + +"Well?" said the lazy, pleasant voice, "don't you agree with me that +it would have been barbarous to destroy them? Wonderful, aren't they? +Who would credit a demure American schoolgirl with their supreme art? +A French court lady might have written them, in a day when folks made +a fine art of love and weren't afraid nor ashamed." + +"I must have been stark mad!" said she, twisting her fingers. "How +could I ever have done it? Oh, how?" + +"Oh, we all have our moments of genius!" said he, airily. + +As he faced her, smiling and urbane, she noted woman-fashion the +superfine quality of his linen, the perfection of every detail of his +appearance, the grace with which he wore his clothes. His manner was +gracious, even courtly. Yet there was about him something so +relentless that for the first time she felt a quiver of fear. + +"If my father--or Mr. Mayne--knew this, you would undoubtedly be +shot!" said she, and her eyes flashed. + +"Unwritten law, chivalry, all the rest of that rot? I am well aware +that the Southern trigger-finger is none too steady, where lovely +woman is concerned," he admitted, with a faint sneer. "But when one +plays for high stakes, Miss Eustis, one runs the risks. Granted I do +get shot? That wouldn't give you the letters: it would simply hand +them over to prosecuting attorneys and the public press, and they'd be +damning with blood upon them. No, I don't think there'll be any +fireworks--just a sensible deal, in which everybody benefits and +nobody loses." + +"The thing is impossible, perfectly impossible." + +"I don't see why. Everything has its price and I'm offering you a +pretty stiff one." + +"I would rather be burned alive. Marry Mr. Inglesby? _I_? Why, he is +impossible, perfectly impossible!" + +"He is nothing of the kind. And he is very much in love with you--you +amount to a grand passion with Inglesby. Also, he has twenty +millions." He added dryly: "You are hard to please." + +Mary Virginia waved aside grand passion and twenty millions with a +gesture of ineffable disdain. + +"Even if I were weak and silly enough to take you seriously, do you +imagine my father would ever consent? He would despise me. He would +rather see me dead." + +"Oh, no, he wouldn't. Nobody can afford to despise a woman with twenty +millions. It isn't in human nature. Particularly when you save Mr. +James Eustis himself from coming a breakneck cropper, to say the very +least." + +For the moment she missed the significance of that last remark. + +"I repeat that I would rather be burned alive. I despise the man!" +said she, passionately. + +"Oh, no, you wouldn't." His manner was a bit contemptuous. "And you'd +soon get used to him. Women and cats are like that. They may squall +and scratch a bit at first, but the saucer of cream reconciles them, +and presently they are quite at home and purring, the sensible +creatures! You'll end by liking him very well." + +The girl ignored this Job's comforting. + +"What shall I say to my father?" she asked directly. "Tell him you +kept the foolish letters written you by an ignorant child--and the +price is either his or my selling out to Mr. Inglesby?" + +"That is your lookout. You can't expect us to let your side whip us, +hands down, can you? Mr. Inglesby does not propose to submit tamely to +_everything_." His face hardened, a glacial glint snapped into his +eyes. "Inglesby's no worse than anybody else would be that had to hold +down his job. He's got virtues, plenty of solid good-citizen, +church-member, father-of-a-family virtues, little as you seem to +realize it. Also, let me repeat--he has twenty millions. To buy up a +handful of letters for twenty million dollars looks to me about the +biggest price ever paid since the world began. Don't be a fool!" + +"I refuse. I refuse absolutely and unconditionally. I shall +immediately send for my father--and for Mr. Mayne--" + +"I give you credit for better sense," said he, with a razor-edged +smile. "Eustis is honorable and Mayne is in love with you, and when +you spring this they'll swear they believe you: _but will they_? Do +men ever believe women, without the leaven of a little doubt? Speaking +as a man for men, I wouldn't put them to the test. No, dear lady, I +hardly think you are going to be so silly. Now let us pass on to +something of greater moment than the letters. Did you think I had +nothing else to urge upon you?" + +"What, more?" said she, derisively. "I don't think I understand." + +"I am sure you don't. Permit me, then, to enlighten you." He paused a +moment, as if to reflect. Then, impressively: + +"Hitherto, Miss Eustis, you have had the very button on Fortune's +cap," he told her. "Suppose, however, that fickle goddess chose to +whisk herself off bodily, and left you--_you_, mind you! to face the +ugly realities of poverty, and poverty under a cloud?" And while she +stared at him blankly, he asked: "What do you know of your father's +affairs?" + +As a matter of fact she knew very little. But something in the deadly +pleasantness of his voice, something in his eyes, startled her. + +"What do you mean, Mr. Hunter?" + +"Ah, now we get down to bedrock: your father's affairs," he said evenly. +"Your father, Miss Eustis, is a very remarkable man, a man with one +idea. In other words, a fanatic. Only a fanatic could accomplish what +Eustis has accomplished. His one idea is the very sound old idea that +people should remain on the land. He starts in to show his people how to +do it successfully. Once started, the work grows like Jonah's gourd. He +becomes a sort of rural white hope. So far, so good. But reclamation +work, experimenting, blooded stock, up-to-the-minute machinery, +labor-saving devices, chemicals, high-priced experts, labor itself, all +that calls for money, plenty of money. Your father's work grew to its +monumental proportions because he'd gotten other men interested in +it--all sorts and conditions of men, but chiefly--and here's at once his +strength and weakness--farmers, planters, small-town merchants and +bankers. They backed him with everything they had--and they haven't +lost--yet. + +"However, there are such things as bad seasons, labor troubles, +boll-weevil, canker, floods, war. He lost ship-loads of cotton. He +lost heavily on rice. Remember those last floods? In some of his +places they wiped the work of years clean off the map. He had to begin +all over, and he had to do it on borrowed money; which in lean and +losing years is expensive. Floods may come and crops may go, but +interest on borrowed money goes on forever. He mortgaged all he could +mortgage, risked everything he could risk, took every chance--and now +everything is at stake with him. + +"Do you realize what it would mean if Eustis went under? A smash to +shake the state! Consider, too, the effect of failure upon the man +himself! He can't fail, though--_if Mr. Inglesby chooses to lend a +hand_. Now do you begin to comprehend?" + +In spite of her distrust, he impressed her profoundly. He did not +over-estimate her father's passionate belief in himself and the value +of his work. If anything, Hunter had slurred the immense influence +Eustis exerted, and the calamitous effect his failure would have upon +the plain people who looked up to him with such unlimited trust. They +would not only lose their money; they would lose something no money +could pay for--their faith. + +"Oh, but that just simply couldn't happen!" said Mary Virginia, and +her chin went up. + +"It could very easily happen. It may happen shortly," he contradicted +politely. "Heavens, girl, don't you know that the Eustis house is +mortgaged to the roof, that Rosemount Plantation is mortgaged from the +front fences to the back ditches? No, I suppose he wouldn't want his +women-folks to know. He thinks he can tide it over. They always +believe they can tide it over, those one-idea chaps. And he could, +too, for he's a born winner, is Eustis. Give him time and a good +season and he'd be up again, stronger than ever." While he spoke he +was taking from a drawer a handful of papers, which he spread out on +the desk. She could see upon all of them a bold clear "_James +Eustis_." + +"One place mortgaged to prop up another, and that in turn mortgaged to +save a third. Like links in a chain. Any chain is only as strong as +its weakest link, remember. And we've got the links. Look at these, +please." He laid before her two or three slips of paper. Mary +Virginia's eyes asked for enlightenment. + +"These," explained Hunter, "are promissory notes. You will see that +some of them are about due--and the amounts are considerable." + +"Oh! And _he_ had to do that?" + +"Of course. What else could he do? We kept a very close watch since we +got the first inkling that things were not breaking right for him. Mr. +Inglesby's own interests are pretty extensive--and we set them to +work. It wasn't hard to manage, after things began to shape: a word +here, a hint there, an order somewhere else; and once or twice, of +course, a bit of pressure was brought to bear, in obdurate instances. +But the man with money is always the man with the whip hand. Eustis +got the help he had to have--and presently we got these. All perfectly +legitimate, all in the course of the day's work. + +"Now, promissory notes are dangerous instruments should a holder +desire to use them dangerously. Mr. Inglesby could give Eustis an +extension of time, or he could demand full payment and immediately +foreclose. You see, it's entirely optional with Mr. Inglesby." And he +leaned back in his chair, perfectly self-possessed, entirely at his +ease, and waited for her to speak. + +"You could do that--anybody could do that--to my father?" she was +only half-convinced. + +"I assure you we can send him under--with a lot of other men's money +tied around his neck to keep him down." + +"But even you would hesitate to do a thing like that!" + +"All is fair," said Hunter, "in love and war." + +"_Fair_?" + +"Legitimate, then." + +"But if he is in Mr. Inglesby's way and in his power at the same time, +why not remove him in the ordinary course of business? Why drag in me +and my letters?" + +"Why? Because it's the letters that enable us to reach _you_. My dear +girl, Mr. Inglesby doesn't really give a hang whether Eustis sinks or +swims. He'd as lief back him as not, for in the long run it's good +business to back a winner. But it's _you_ he's playing for, and on +that count all is fish that comes to his net. _Now_ do you begin to +see?" + +Mary Virginia began to see. She looked at the unruffled man before her +a bit wonderingly. + +"And what do _you_ get out of this?" she asked, unexpectedly. "Mr. +Inglesby is to get me, I am to get his money and a package of letters, +my father is to get time to save himself; well then, what do _you_ +get? The pleasure of doing something wrong? Revenge?" + +But Hunter looked at her with cold astonishment. "You surprise me," he +said. "You talk as if you'd been going to see too many of those +insufferable screen-plays that make the proletariat sniffle and the +intelligent swear. I am merely a business man, Miss Eustis, and +attending to this particular affair for my employer is all in the +course of the day's work. I--er--am not in a position to refuse to +obey orders or to be captious, particularly since Mr. Inglesby has +agreed to double my present salary. That in itself is no light +inducement--but I get more. I get Mr. Inglesby's personal backing, +which means an assured future to me; as it will mean to you and your +father, if you have got the sense you were born with. This is +business. Kindly omit melodrama--crude, and not at all your style, +really," he finished, critically. + +"This is nothing short of villainy. And not at all too crude for +_your_ style," said Mary Virginia. + +He laughed good-humoredly. "Bad temper is vastly becoming to you," he +told her. "It gives you a magnificent color." + +And at that Mary Virginia looked at him with eyes in which the shadow +of fear was deepening. Hard as nails, cold as ice, to him she was +merely a means to an end. He did not even hate her. The guillotine +does not hate those whom it decapitates, either; none the less it +takes off their heads once they get in the way of the descending +knife. + +"I suggest," said Hunter, rising, "that you go home now and think the +matter over carefully. Weigh what you and your father stand to gain +against what you stand to lose. I do not press you for an immediate +decision. You shall have a reasonable time for consideration." It was +a threat and a command, thinly veiled. + +All that night, unable to sleep, she did think the matter over +carefully; she turned and twisted it about and about and saw it now +from this angle and now from that; and the more she studied it in all +its bearings the worse it grew. There was no escape from it. + +Suppose, although she knew she could never, never hope to +satisfactorily explain them, she nevertheless told her father about +those letters and the part they were to be made play, now that his own +affairs had reached a crisis? She could fancy herself telling him that +he must shield himself behind her skirts if he would save himself from +ruin. That ... to James Eustis! + +Suppose that the Carolina trigger-finger slipped, as Hunter had +nonchalantly admitted might happen: what then? But it is the woman in +the case who always suffers the most and the longest; it is the woman, +always, who pays the greater price. Her fears magnified the imagined +evil, her pride was crucified. + +What tortured her most was that they were actually making her party to +a wreck that could easily be averted. Hunter had admitted that Eustis +could weather the storm, if he were given time. Oh, to gain time for +him, then! And she lay there, staring into the dark with wet eyes. How +could she help him, she who was also snared? + +And in desperation she hit upon a forlorn hope. She dared not speak +out openly to anybody, she dared not flatly refuse Inglesby's +pretensions, for that would be to invite the avalanche. What she +proposed to herself was to hold him off as long as she could. She +would not be definite until the last possible minute. Always there was +the chance that by some miracle of mercy Eustis might be able to meet +those notes when they fell due. Let him do that, and she would then +tell him everything. But not now. He was bearing too much, without +that added burden. + +It cost her a supreme effort to face the situation as it affected +herself and Laurence. Life without Laurence! The bare thought of it +tested her heart and showed her how inalienably it belonged to him. +But under all his lovingness and his boyishness, Laurence had a +sternness, a ruggedness as adamantine as one of Cromwell's Iron-sides. +With him to know would be to act. Well--he mustn't know. It terrified +her to think of just what might happen, if Laurence knew. + +Under the circumstances there seemed but one course open to her--to +give up Laurence, and that without explanations. For his own sake she +had to keep silent--just as Hunter had known she would. What Laurence +must think of her, even the loss of his affection and respect, would +be part of the price paid for having been a fool. + +In the most unobtrusive manner they kept in touch with her. Hunter had +so adroitly wirepulled, and so deftly softened and toned down +Inglesby's crudities, that Mrs. Eustis had become the latter's open +champion. Condescending and patronizing, she liked the importance of +lending a very rich man her social countenance. She insisted that he +was misunderstood. Men of great fortunes are always misunderstood. +Nobody considers it a virtue to be charitable to the rich--they save +all their charity for the poor, who as often as not are undeserving, +and are generally insanitary as well. Mrs. Eustis thanked her heavenly +Father she was a woman of larger vision, and never thought ill of a +man just because he happened to be a millionaire. Millionaires have +got souls, she hoped? And hearts? Mrs. Eustis said she knew Mr. +Inglesby's noble heart, my dear, whether others did or not. + +Compelled to apparently jilt Laurence, Mary Virginia sank deeper and +deeper into the slough of despond. A terror of Inglesby's power, as of +something supernatural, was growing upon her, a terror almost childish +in its intensity. He had begun to occupy the niche vacated by the +Boogerman her Dah had threatened her with in her nursery. She could +barely conceal this terror, save that an instinct warned her that to +let him know she feared him would be fatal. And she felt for him a +physical repulsion strong enough to be nauseating. + +The fact that she disdained and perhaps even disliked him and made no +effort to conceal her feelings, did not in the least ruffle his bland +complacency nor affront his pride. He knew that not even an Inglesby +could hope to find a Mary Virginia more than once in a lifetime, and +the haughtier she was the more she pleased him; it added to his +innate sense of power, and this in itself endeared her to him +inexpressibly. + +But as the girl still held out stubbornly, trying to evade the final +word that would force a climax disastrous any way she viewed it, +Inglesby's patience was exhausted. He was determined to make her come +to terms by the word of her own mouth, and he had no doubt that her +final word must be Yes; perhaps a Yes reluctant enough, but +nevertheless one to which he meant to hold her. + +To make that final demand more impressive, Hunter was not entrusted +with the interview. Hunter may have been doubtful as to the wisdom of +this, but Inglesby could no longer forego the delight of dealing with +Mary Virginia personally. On the Saturday night, then, Mrs. Eustis +being absent, Mr. Inglesby, manicured, massaged, immaculate, shaven +and shorn, called in person; and not daring to refuse, Mary Virginia +received him, wondering if for her the end of the world had not come. + +He made a mistake, for Mary Virginia had her back against the wall, +literally waiting for the Eustis roof to fall. But he could not forego +the pleasure of witnessing her pride lower its crest to him. He did +not relish a go-between, even such a successful one as his secretary. +He had made up his mind that she should have until to-morrow night, +Sunday, to come to a decision--just that long, and not another hour. +He was not getting younger; he wanted to marry, to found a great +establishment as whose mistress Mary Virginia should shine. And she +was making him lose time. + +What Inglesby succeeded in doing was to bring her terror to a head, +and to fill her with a sick loathing of him. Under the smooth +protestations, the promises, the threats veiled with hateful and oily +smiles, the man himself was revealed: crude, brutal, dominant, +ruthless, a male animal bull-necked and arrogant, with small eyes, +wide nostrils, cruel moist lips, sensual fat white hands she hated. +And he was so sure of her! Mary Virginia found herself smarting under +that horrible sureness. + +Perfectly at his ease, inclined to be familiar and jocose, he looked +insolently about the lovely old room that had never before held such a +suitor for a daughter of that house. Watching her with the complacent +eyes of an accepted lover, assuming odious airs of proprietorship such +as made one wish to throttle him, he was in no hurry to go. It seemed +to her that black and withering years rolled over her head before he +could bring himself to rise to take his departure. Death could hardly +be colder to a mortal than she had been to this man all the evening, +and yet it had not disconcerted him in the least! + +He stood for a moment regarding her with the eyes of possession. "And +to think that to-morrow night I shall have the right to openly claim +you as my promised wife!" he exulted. "You can't realize what it means +to a man to be able to say to the world that the most beautiful woman +in it is his!" + +Directly in front of her hung the portrait of the founder of the house +in Carolina, the cavalier who had fled to the new world when Charles +Stuart's head fell in the old one. It was a fine and proud face, the +eyes frank and brave, the mouth firm and sweet. The girl looked from +it to George Inglesby's, and found herself unable to speak. But as she +stood before him, tall and proud and pale, the loveliness, the +appealing charm of her, went like a strong wine to the man's head. +With a quick and fierce movement he seized her hand and covered it +with hot and hateful kisses. + +At the touch of his lips cold horror seized her. She dragged her hand +free and waved him back with a splendid indignation. But Inglesby was +out of hand; he had taken the bit between his teeth, and now he +bolted. + +"Do you think I'm made of stone?" he bellowed, and the mask slipped +altogether. There was no hypocrisy about Inglesby now; this was +genuine. "Well, I'm not! I'm a man, a flesh-and-blood man, and I'm +crazy for you--and you're _mine_! You're _mine_, and you might just as +well face the music and get acquainted with me, first as last. +Understand? + +"I'm not such a bad sort--what's the matter with me, anyhow? Why ain't +I good enough for you or any other woman? Suppose I'm not a young +whippersnapper with his head full of nonsense and his pockets full of +nothing, can the best popinjay of them all do for you what _I_ can? +Can any of 'em offer you what _I_ can offer? Let him try to: I'll +raise his bid! + +"Here--don't you stand there staring at me as if I'd tried to slit +your throat just because I've kissed your hand. Suppose I did? Why +shouldn't I kiss your hand if I want to? It's my hand, when all's said +and done, and I'll kiss it again if I feel like it. No, no, beauty, I +won't, not if it's going to make you look at me like that! Why, queen, +I wouldn't frighten you for worlds! I love you too much to want to do +anything but please you. I'd do anything, everything, just to please +you, to make you like me! You'll believe that, won't you?" And he +held out his hands with a supplicating and impassioned gesture. + +"Why can't we be friends? Try to be friends with me, Mary Virginia! +You would, if you only knew how much I love you. Why, I've loved you +ever since that first day I saw you, after you'd come back home. I was +going into the bank, and I turned, and there you were! You had on a +gray dress, and you wore violets, a big bunch of them. I can smell +them yet. God! It was all up with me! I was crazy about you from the +start, and it's been getting worse and worse ... worse and worse! + +"You don't know all I mean to do for you, beauty! I'm going to give +you this little old world to play with. Nothing's too good for _you_. +Look at me! I'm not an old man yet--I've only just _begun_ to make +money for you. Now be a little kind to me. You've got to marry me, you +know. Look here: you kiss me good-night, just once, of your own free +will, and I swear you shall have anything under the sky you ask me +for. Do you want a string of pearls that will make yours look like a +child's playpretty? I'll hang a million dollars around that white +throat of yours!" + +But there came into the girl's eyes that which gave him pause. They +stood staring at each other; and slowly the wine-dark flush faded from +his face and left him livid. Little dents came about his nose, and his +lips puckered as if the devil had pinched them together. + +"No?" said he thickly, and his jaw hardened, and his eyes narrowed +under his square forehead. "No? You won't, eh? Too fine and proud? My +lady, you'll learn to kiss me when I tell you to, and glad enough of +the chance, before you and I finish with each other! Why, you--I--Oh, +good God! Why do you rouse the devil in me, when I only want to be +friends with you?" + +But she, with a ghastly face, turned swiftly and with her head held +high walked out of the room, passed through the wide hall, and +ascended the stairs, without even bidding him goodnight. Let him take +his dismissal as he would--she could stand no more! + +Once in her own room, Mary Virginia dismissed Nancy for the night. She +had to be alone, and the colored woman was an irrepressible magpie. +Furiously she scrubbed her hands, as if to remove the taint of his +touch. That he had dared! Her teeth chattered. She could barely save +herself from screaming aloud. She bathed her face, dashed some toilet +water over herself, and fell into a chair, limp and unnerved. + +_One day!_ + +She was facing the end and she knew it. Because she had to say No. She +had never for one minute admitted to herself the possibility of her +own surrender. She could give up Laurence, since she had to; but she +could not accept Inglesby. Anything rather than that! At the most, all +she had hoped was to evade that final No until the last moment, in +order to give Eustis what poor respite she could. Only her great love +for him had enabled her to do that much. And it had not helped. When +she thought of the wreck that must come, she beat her hands together, +softly, in sheer misery. It was like standing by and watching some +splendid ship being pounded to pieces on the rocks. + +Only her innate bravery and her real and deep religious instinct saved +her from altogether sinking into inertia and despair. She _had_ to +arouse herself. Other women had faced situations equally as impossible +and unbearable as hers, and the best of them had not allowed +themselves to be whipped into tame and abject submission. Even at the +worst they had snatched the great chance to live their own lives in +their own way. As for her, surely there must be some way out of this +snarl, some immediate way that led to honorable freedom, even without +hope. But how and where was she to find any way open to her, between +now and to-morrow night? + +On her dressing table, with a handful of trinkets upon it, lay the +tray that the Butterfly Man had sent her when she was graduated. Chin +in hands, Mary Virginia stared absently enough at the brightly colored +butterflies she had been told to remember were messengers bearing on +their wings the love of the Parish House people. Why--why--of course! +The Parish House people! They had blamed her, because they hadn't +understood. But if she were to ask the Parish House people for any +help within their power, she could be sure of receiving it without +stint. + +If she could get to the Parish House without anybody knowing where she +was, Inglesby and Hunter would be balked of that interview to-morrow +night. The worst was going to happen anyhow, but if she couldn't save +herself from anything else, at least she could save herself from +facing them alone. To be able to do that, she would go now, in the +middle of the night, and tell the Padre everything. Unnerved as she +was, she couldn't face the hours between now and to-morrow morning +here, by herself. She had to get to the Parish House. + +It was then after eleven. Nancy having been dismissed for the night, +she had no fear of being interrupted. She made her few preparations, +switched off the light, and sat down to wait until she could be sure +that all the servants were abed, and the streets deserted. She felt as +if she were a forlorn castaway upon a pinpoint of land, with +immeasurable dark depths upon either side. + +The midnight express screeched and was gone. She switched on the light +for a last look about her pretty, pleasant room. There was a snapshot +of the Parish House people upon her mantel, and she nodded to it, +gravely, before she once more plunged the room into darkness. + +Noiselessly she slipped downstairs and let herself out. The midnight +air was bitingly cold, but she did not feel it. With one handsatchel +holding all she thought she could honestly lay claim to, Mary Virginia +turned her back upon the home that had sheltered her all her life, but +that wouldn't be able to shelter its own people much longer, because +Inglesby was going to take it away from them. It made her wince to +think of him as master under that roof. The old house deserved a +happier fate. + +At best the Parish House could be only a momentary stopping-place. +What lay beyond she didn't know. What her fate held further of evil +she couldn't guess. But at least, she thought, it would be in her own +hands. It wasn't. Unexpectedly and mercifully was it put into the +abler and stronger hands of the Butterfly Man. + + +Now, that night Flint had found himself unable to work. He was +unaccountably depressed. He couldn't read; even the Bible, opened at +his favorite John, hadn't any comfort for him. He shoved the book +aside, snatched hat and overcoat, and fled to his refuge the healing +out-of-doors. + +He trudged the country roads for awhile, then turned toward town, +intending to pass by the Eustis house. It wasn't the first time he had +passed the Eustis house at night of late, and just to see it asleep in +the midst of its gardens steadied him and made him smile at the vague +fears he entertained. + +He was almost up to the gate when a girl emerged from it, and he +stiffened in his tracks, for it was Mary Virginia. A second later, and +they stood face to face. + +"Don't be alarmed, it is I, Flint," he said in his quiet voice. And +then he asked directly: "Why are you out alone at this hour? Where are +you going?" + +"To--to the Parish House," she stammered. She was greatly startled by +his sudden appearance. + +"Exactly," said the Butterfly Man, with meaning, and relieved her of +her satchel. He asked no questions, offered no comments; but as +quickly as he could he got her to his own rooms, put Kerry on guard, +and ran for help. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +ST. STANISLAUS CROOKS HIS ELBOW + + +Mary Virginia's voice trailed into silence and she sank back into her +chair, staring somberly at the fire. Her face marked with tears, the +long braids of her hair over her shoulders, she looked so like a sad +and chidden child that the piteousness of her would have moved and +melted harder hearts than ours. + +The Butterfly Man had listened without an interruption. He sat leaning +slightly forward, knees crossed, the left arm folded to support the +elbow of the right, and his chin in his cupped right hand. His eyes +had the piercing clear directness of an eagle's; they burned with an +unwavering pale flame. Shrewder far than I, he saw the great advantage +of knowing the worst, of at last thoroughly understanding Hunter and +Inglesby and the motives which moved them. He had, too, a certain +tolerance. These two had merely acted according to their lights; he +had not expected any more or less, therefore he was not surprised now +into an undue condemnation. + +But the fighting instinct rose rampant in me. My hands are De Rancé +hands, the hands of soldiers as well as of priests, and they itched +for a weapon, preferably a sword. Horrified and astonished, +suffocating with anger, I had no word at command to comfort this +victim of abominable cunning. Indeed, what could I say; what could I +do? I looked helplessly at the Butterfly Man, and the stronger man +looked back at me, gravely and impassively. + +"But what is to be done?" I groaned. + +He seemed to know, for he said at once: + +"Call Madame. Tell her to bring some extra wraps. I am going to take +Mary Virginia home, and Madame will go with us." + +"But why shouldn't she stay here?" + +"Because she'd better be at home to-morrow morning, parson. We're not +supposed to know anything of her affairs, and I'd rather she didn't +appear at the Parish House. Also, she needs sleep right now more than +she needs anything else, and one sleeps better in one's own bed. +Madame will see that she goes to hers and stays there." + +I was perfectly willing to commit the affair into John Flint's hands. +But Mary Virginia demurred. + +"No. I want to stay here! I don't want to go home, Padre." + +Flint shook his head. "I'm sorry," he said mildly, "but I'm going to +take you home." He looked so inexorable that Mary Virginia shrugged +her shoulders. + +"Oh, all right, Mr. Flint, I'll go," said she. "What difference does +it make? I'll even go to bed--as I'm told." And she added in a tone of +indescribable bitterness: "I have read that men lie down and sleep +peacefully the night before they are hanged. Well, I suppose they +could: they hadn't anything but death to face on the morrow, but I--" +and she caught her breath. + +"Why not take it for granted to-night that you'll be looked after +to-morrow?" suggested Flint. "Mary Virginia, nothing's ever so bad as +it's going to be." + +"Oh, yes, I'll be looked after to-morrow!" said she, bitingly. "Mr. +Inglesby will see to that!" She covered her face with her hands. + +"Oh, I don't know!" The Butterfly Man shut his mouth on the words like +a knife. "Inglesby may think he's going to, but somehow _I_ think he +won't." + +"Ah!" said she scornfully. "Perhaps _you'll_ be able to stop him?" + +"Perhaps," he agreed. "If I don't, somebody or something else will. +It's very unlucky to be too lucky too long. You see, everybody's got +to get what's coming to them, and it generally comes hardest when +they've tied themselves up to the notion they're It. Somehow I fancy +Mr. Inglesby's due to come considerable of a cropper around about +now." + +"Between now and to-morrow night?" she wondered, with sad contempt. + +"Why not? Anything can happen between a night and a night." He looked +at her with shrewd appreciation: "You have taken yourself so +seriously," said he, "that you've pretty nearly muddled yourself into +being tragic. Those fellows knew who they were dealing with when they +tackled _you_. They could bet the limit you'd never tell. So long as +you didn't tell, so long as they had nobody but you to deal with, they +had you where they wanted you. But now maybe things might happen that +haven't been printed in the program." + +"What things?" she mocked somberly. + +"I don't know, yet," he admitted, "But I do know there is always a +way out of everything except the grave. The thing is to find the right +way. That's up to the Padre and me. Parson, would you mind going after +Madame now, please? The sooner we go the better." + +Have I not said my mother is the most wonderful of women? I waked her +in the small hours with the startling information that Mary Virginia +was downstairs in John Flint's workroom, and that she herself must +dress and accompany her home. And my mother, though she looked her +stark bewilderment, plagued me with no questions. + +"She is in great trouble, and she needs you. Hurry." + +Madame slid out of her bed and reached for her neatly folded garments. + +"Wait in the hall, Armand; I will be with you in ten minutes." And she +was, wrapped and hatted. + +Once in the workroom, she cast a deep and searching woman-glance at +the pale girl in the chair. Her face was so sweet with motherliness +and love and pity, and that profound comprehension the best women show +to each other, that I felt my throat contract. Gathered into Madame's +embrace, Mary Virginia clung to her old friend dumbly. Madame had but +one question: + +"My child, have you told John Flint and my son what this trouble of +yours is?" + +"Yes; I had to, I had to!" + +"Thank the good God for that!" said my mother piously. "Now we will go +home, dearest, and you can sleep in peace--you have nothing more to +worry about!" + +The clasp of the comforting arms, the sweet serenity of the mild eyes, +and above all the little lady's perfect confidence, aroused Mary +Virginia out of her torpor. She felt that she no longer stood alone +at the mercy of the merciless. Bundled in the wraps my mother had +provided, she paused at the door. + +"I think you will forgive me any trouble I may cause you, because I am +sure all of you love me. And whatever comes, I will be brave enough to +face and to bear it. Padre, dear Padre, you understand, don't you?" + +"My child, my darling child, I understand." + +"I'll be back in half an hour, parson," the Butterfly Man remarked +meaningly. Then the three melted into the night. + +Left alone, I was far from sharing Madame's simple faith in our +ability to untangle this miserable snarl. I knew now the temper of the +men we had to deal with. I also understood that in cases like this the +Southern trigger-finger is none too steady. Seen from a certain point +of view, if ever men deserved an unconditional and thorough killing, +these two did. Yet this homicidal specter turned me cold, for Mary +Virginia's sake. + +For Eustis himself I could see nothing but ruin ahead, but I wished +passionately to help the dear girl who had come to me in her stress. +But what was one to do? How should one act? + +I sat there dismally enough, my chin sunk upon my breast; for as a +plotter, a planner, a conspirator, I am a particularly hopeless +failure. I have no sense of intrigue, and the bare idea of plotting +reduces me to stupefaction. + +Perhaps because I am a priest by instinct, I always discover in myself +the instant need of prayer when confronted by the unusual and the +difficult. I have prayed over seemingly hopeless problems in my time +and I think I have been led to a clear solution of many of them. +Major Cartwright insists that this is merely because I bring desire +and will to bear upon a given point and so release an irresistible +natural force. He says prayer is as much a science as, say, +mathematics--such and such its units, and such and such its fixed +results. Well, maybe so. All I know is that when I beseech aid I think +I receive it. + +So I ran over to the church and let myself in. I felt that at least +for a few minutes I must kneel before the altar and implore help for +her who was like my own child to me. + +The empty church was quite black save for the sanctuary lamp and the +little red votive lights burning before the statues of the saints and +of our Lady. All these many little lights only cast the veriest ghosts +of brightness upon the darkness, but the white altar was revealed by +the larger glow of the sanctuary lamp. There it shone with a mild and +pure luster, unfailing, calm, steady, burning through the night, the +sign and symbol of that light of Love which cannot fail, but burns and +burns and burns forever and forever before an altar that is the +infinite universe itself. + +My little-faith, my ready-to-halt faith, raised its head above the +encompassing waters; the wild turmoil and torment died away: ... after +the earthquake and the fire and the whirlwind, the still small +voice.... + +Then I, to whom life at best can only be working and waiting, was for +a space able to pray for her to whom life should be "_as the light of +the morning, when the sun riseth, even a clear morning without clouds; +and as the tender grass by clear shining after rain_." I remembered +her as she had first come to me, a little loving child to fill my +empty heart, the poor clay heart that cannot even hold fast to the +love of God but by these frail all-powerful ties of simple human +affection. And when I thought of her now, so young and so sore-beset, +a bird caught in the snare of the fowler, I beat my breast for pity +and for grief. Oh, how should I help her, how! + +I turned my head, and there stood St. Stanislaus upon his pedestal, +the memorial lights flickering upon his long robe, his smooth boy's +face, his sheaf of lilies. I regarded him rather absently. Something +stirred in my consciousness; something I always had to remember in +connection with St. Stanislaus.... + +Across my mind as across a screen flashed a series of pictures--a +mangled tramp carried into the Parish House, my mother watching with a +concerned and shocked face, and the hall mud-stained by the trampling +feet of the clumsy bearers; the shaggy Poles, caps off, turning over +to me as to high authority the heavy oilskin package they had found; I +opening that package later and standing amazed and startled before its +contents; and that same package, hidden under my cassock, carried over +to the church and placed for security and secrecy in the keeping of +the little saint. Well, that had been quite right; there had been +nothing else to do; one had to be secret and careful when one had in +one's keeping the tools of that notorious burglar, Slippy McGee. + +Small wonder that I did not connect those pictures with the fate of +Mary Virginia Eustis! No, I did not immediately grasp their tremendous +bearing upon the petitions I was repeating. And all the while, with a +dull insistence, an enraging persistence, they flickered before the +eyes of my memory--the Poles, the screaming cursing tramp; +Westmoreland pondering aloud as to why he had been permitted to save +so apparently worthless a life; and the little saint hiding from the +eyes of men all traces of lost Slippy McGee. Nor, more curiously yet, +did I connect them with the Butterfly Man. The Butterfly Man was +somebody else altogether, another and a different person, a man of +whom even one's secretest thoughts were admiring and respectful. He +was so far removed from the very shadow of such things as these, that +it did one's conscience a sort of violence to think of him in +connection with them. I tried to dismiss the memories from my mind. I +wished to concentrate wholly upon the problem of Mary Virginia. + +And then that mysterious, hidden self-under-self that lives in us far, +far beneath thought and instinct and conscience and heredity and even +consciousness itself, rose to the surface with a message: + +_Slippy McGee had been the greatest cracksman in all America...._ +"Honest to God, skypilot, I can open any box made, easy as easy!" ... +_And even as his tools were hidden in St. Stanislaus, Slippy McGee +himself was hidden in John Flint_. + +Recoiling, I clung to the altar railing. What dreadful thing was I +contemplating, what fearful temptation was assailing me, here under +the light of the sanctuary lamp? I looked reproachfully at St. +Stanislaus, as if that seraphic youth had betrayed my confidence. I +suspected him of being too anxious to rid himself of the ambiguous +trust imposed upon him without so much as a by-your-leave. Perhaps he +was secretly irked at the use to which his painted semblance had been +put, and seized this first opportunity to extricate himself from a +position in which the boldest saint of them all might well hesitate to +find himself. + +I began to consider John Flint as he was, the work he had +accomplished, the splendid structure of that life slowly and +laboriously made over and lived so cleanly in the light of day. Not +only had that old evil personality been sloughed off like a larval +skin; he had come forth from it another creature, a being lovable, +wise, tender, full of charm. Even the hint of melancholy that was +becoming more and more a part of him endeared him to others, for the +broader and brighter the light into which he was steadily mounting, +the more marked and touching was this softening shadow. + +And I who had been the _accoucheur_ of his genius, I who had watched +and prayed and ministered beside the cradle of his growth, was I of +all men to threaten his overthrow? Alas, what madness was upon me that +I was evoking before the very altar the grim ghost of Slippy McGee? + +There passed before me in procession the face of Laurence with all its +boyish bloom stripped from it and the glory of its youth vanished; and +the bowed and humbled head of James Eustis, one of the large and noble +souls of this world; and the innocent beauty of Mary Virginia, +wistfully appealing; followed them the beautiful ruthless face of +Hunter, dazzlingly blonde, gold-haired as Baldur; and the piglike eyes +and heavy jowl of Inglesby, brutally dominant; and then the dear +whimsical visage of the Butterfly Man himself. They passed; and I fell +to praying, with a sort of still desperation, for all of us. + +And all the while the steady and rosy light of the sanctuary lamp fell +upon me, and the little lights flickered before the silent saints. I +took myself in hand, forced myself into self-control. I did not +minimize one risk nor slur one danger. I knew exactly what was at +stake. And having done this, I decided upon my course: + +"If he has thought of this himself, then I will help. But if he has +not, I will not suggest it, no, no matter what happens." + +I told myself I would say ten more Hailmarys, and I said them, with an +Ourfather at the end. And without further praying I got to my feet. +The church seemed to be full of breathless whisperings, as if it +watched and listened while I moved over to Stanislaus and tipped him +backward. He is a rather heavy and sizable boy for all his saintly +slimness. Up in the hollow inside, in the crook of his arm, lay the +oilskin package he had kept these long years through, waiting for +to-night. + +"If ever you prayed for mortals in peril, pray, for the love of God, +for all of us this night!" I told him. And with the package in a fold +of my cassock I went back across the dark garden and let myself into +the Butterfly Man's rooms, and was hardly inside the door when he +himself returned. + +"Didn't meet a soul. And they got in without waking anybody in the +house," said he complacently, rubbing his hands before the fire. "I +waited until they showed a light upstairs. She's all right, now +Madame's with her." + +"Have you--have you thought of anything--any way, John?" I quavered, +and wondered if he heard my heart dunting against my ribs. + +"Why, I've thought that she's got until to-morrow night to come to +terms," said he, and turned to face me. "And she can't accept them. +Nobody could--that is, not a girl like her. As for Inglesby, he might +push Eustis under, but he wouldn't have been so cocksure of _her_ if +it wasn't for those letters. She's been afraid of what might happen if +Eustis or Laurence found out about them--somebody ran the risk of +being put to bed with a shovel. There's where they had her. A bit +unbearable to think of, isn't it?" He spoke so mildly that I looked up +with astonishment and some disappointment. + +"Why," said I, ruefully, "if that's as far as you've gone, we are +still at the starting point." + +"No need to go farther and fare worse, parson," said he, equably. "I +saw that the first minute I could see anything but red. Yet do you +know, when she was telling us about it, I thought like a fool of +everything but the right thing, from sandbagging and shanghaing +Inglesby, down to holding up Hunter with an automatic? + +"When I got my reason on straight, I went back to the starting +point--the letters, parson, the letter in the safe in Hunter's office. +Given the letters she'd be free--the one thing Inglesby doesn't want +to happen. We've got to have those letters." + +My mouth was parched as with fever and I saw him through a blur. + +"I don't know," he went on, "if you agree with me, parson, but to my +mind the best way to fight the devil is with fire. What did you do +with those tools?" + +"_Tools?_" in a dry whisper. "_Tools_, John?" + +"Tools. Kit. Layout. You had them. Could you put your hand on them in +a hurry to-night? Don't stare so, man! And for the Lord's love don't +you tell me you destroyed them! What did you do with my tools?" + +The four winds roared in my ears, and one lifted the hair on my scalp, +as if the Rider on the Pale Horse had passed by. By way of reply I +placed a heavy package on the table before him, slumped into my chair, +and covered my face with my hands. Oh, Stanislaus, little saint, what +had we done between us to-night to the Butterfly Man? + +When I looked up again he had risen. With his hands gripping the edge +of the table until the knuckles showed white, and his neck stretched +out, he was staring with all his eyes. A low whistle escaped him. +Wonder, incredulity, a sort of ironic amusement, and a growing, +iron-jawed determination, expressed themselves in his changing +countenance. Once or twice he wet his lips and swallowed. Then he sat +down again, deliberately, and fixed upon me a long and somewhat +disconcerting stare, as if he were rearranging and tabulating his +estimate of Father Armand Jean De Rancé. He took his head in his +hands, and with slitted eyes considered the immediate course of action +to which the possession of that package committed him. One surmised +that he was weighing and providing for every possible contingency. + +Tentatively he spread out his fine hands, palms uppermost, and flexed +them; then, turning them, he laid them flat upon the table and again +spread out his fingers. They were notable hands--shapely, supple, +strong as steel, the thin-skinned fingertips as delicate and sensitive +of touch as the antennæ he was used to handling. They were even more +capable than of old, because of the exquisite work they had been +trained to accomplish, work to which only the most skilled lapidary's +is comparable. Apparently satisfied, he drew the bundle toward him. +Before he opened it he lifted those cool, blue, and ironic eyes to +mine; and I am sure I was by far the paler and more shaken of the two. + +"They were in the crook of St. Stanislaus' arm." I tried to keep my +voice steady. "I was praying--when you were gone." Somehow, I did not +find it easy to explain to him. "And ... I remembered.... And I +brought them with me ... so in case you also ... remembered--" I could +go no further. I broke into a sort of groaning cry: "Oh, John, John! +My son, my son!" + +"Steady!" said he. "Of course you remembered, parson. It's the only +way. Didn't I tell her there's always a way out? Well, here it is!" +His funny, twisted smile came to his lips; it twisted the heart in my +breast. No thought of himself, of what this thing might mean to him, +seemed to cross his mind. + +"I prayed," said I, almost sobbing, "I prayed. And, John, there stood +St. Stanislaus--" I stopped again, choking. + +He nodded, understandingly. He was methodically spreading out the not +unbeautiful instruments. And as he picked them up one by one, handling +them with his strong and expert fingers and testing each with a +hawk-eyed scrutiny, a most curious and subtle change stole over the +Butterfly Man. + +I felt as if I were witnessing the evocation of something superhuman. +Horrified and fascinated, I saw what might be called the apotheosis +of Slippy McGee, so far above him was it, come back and subtly and +awfully blend with my scientist. It was as if two strong and powerful +individualities had deliberately joined forces to forge a more vital +being than either, since the training, knowledge, skill and intellect +of both would be his to command. If such a man as _this_ ever stepped +over the deadline he would not be merely "the slickest cracksman in +America"; he would be one of the master criminals of the earth. I +fancy he must have felt this intoxicating new access of power, for +there emanated from him something of a fierce and exalted delight. A +potentiality, as yet neither good nor evil, he suggested a spiritual +and physical dynamo. + +He gave a tigerish purr of pleasure over the tools, handling them with +the fingers of the artist and admiring them with the eyes of the +connoisseur. "The best I could get. All made to order. Tested blue +steel. I never kicked at the price, and you wouldn't believe me if I +told you what this layout cost in cold cash. But they paid. Good stuff +always pays in the long run. It was lucky I winded the cops on that +last job, or I'd have had to leave them. As it was, I just had time to +grab them up before I hit the trail for the skyline. They don't need +anything but a little rubbing--a saint's elbow must be a snug berth. I +wish I had some juice, though." + +"Juice?" + +"Nitroglycerine," very gently, as to a child. "It does not make very +much noise and it saves time when you're in a hurry--as you generally +are, in this business," he smiled at me quizzically. "Not that one +can't get along without it." The swift fingers paused for a fraction +of a second to give a steel drill an affectionate pat. "I used to know +one of the best ever, who never used anything but a particular drill, +a pet bit, and his ear. Somebody snitched though, so the last I heard +of him he was doing a twenty-year stretch. Pity, too. He was an artist +in his line, that fellow. And his taste in neckties I have never seen +equaled." The Butterfly Man's voice, evenly pitched and pleasantly +modulated, a cultivated voice, was quite casual. + +He gathered his tools together and replaced them in the old worn case. +"Wonder if that safe is a side-bolt?" he mused. "Most likely. I dare +say it's only the average combination. A one-armed yegg could open +most of the boxes in this town with a tin button-hook. Anyhow, it +would have to be a new-laid lock _I_ couldn't open. If he's left the +letters in the safe we're all right--so here's hoping he has. I +certainly don't want to go to his room unless I have to. Hunter's not +the sort to sit on his hands, and I'm not feeling what you'd call real +amiable." + +A glance at his face, with little glinting devil-lights shining far +back in his eyes, set me to babbling: + +"Oh, no, no, no, no, that would never do! God forbid that you should +go to his rooms! He must have left them in the safe! He had to leave +them in the safe!" + +"Sure he's left them in the safe: why shouldn't he?" he made light of +my palpable fears. Slipping into his gray overcoat, he pulled on his +felt hat, thrust his hands into his wellworn dogskin gloves, and +picked up the package. Nobody in the world ever looked less like a +criminal than this brown-faced, keen-eyed man with his pleasant +bearing. Why, this was John Flint, the kindly bug-hunter all Appleboro +loved, "that good and kind and Christian man, our brother John Flint, +sometimes known as the Butterfly Man." + +"Now, don't you worry any at all, parson," he was saying. "There's +nothing to be afraid of. I'll take care of myself, and I'll get those +letters if they're in existence. I've got to get them. What else was I +born for, I'd like to know?" + +The question caught me like a lash across the face. + +"You were born," I said violently, "to win an honored name, to do a +work of inestimable value. And you are deliberately and quixotically +risking it, and I allow you to risk it, because a girl's happiness +hangs in the balance! If you are detected it means your own ruin, for +you could never explain away those tools. Yes! You are facing possible +ruin and disgrace. You might have to give up your work for years--have +you considered that? Oh, John Flint, stop a moment, and reflect! There +is nothing in this for you, John, nothing but danger. No, there's +nothing in it for you, except--" + +He held up his hand, with a gesture of dignity and reproach. + +"--except that I get my big chance to step in and save the girl I +happen to love, from persecution and wretchedness, if not worse," said +he simply. "If I can do that, what the devil does it matter what +happens to _me_? You talk about name and career! Man, man, what could +anything be worth to me if I had to know she was unhappy?" + +The tides of emotion rushed over him and flooded his face into a +shining-eyed passion nakedly unashamed and beautiful. And I had +thought him casual, carelessly accepting a risk! + +"Parson," he wondered, "didn't you _know_? No, I suppose it wouldn't +occur to anybody that a man of my sort should love a girl of hers. But +I do. I think I did the first time I ever laid eyes on her, and she a +girl-kid in a red jacket, with curls about her shoulders and a face +like a little new rose in the morning. Remember her eyes, parson, how +blue they were? And how she looked at me, so friendly--_me_, mind you, +as I was! And she handed me a Catocala moth, and she gave me Kerry. +'You're such a good man, Mr. Flint!' says she, and by God, she meant +it! Little Mary Virginia! And she got fast hold of something in me +that was never anybody's but hers, that couldn't ever belong to +anybody but her, no, not if I lived for a thousand years and had the +pick of the earth. + +"It wasn't until she came back, though, that I knew I belonged to her +who could never belong to me. If I was dead at one end of the world +and she dead at the other, we couldn't be any farther apart than life +has put us two who can see and speak to each other every day!" + +"And yet--" he looked at me now and laughed boyishly, "and yet it +isn't for Mayne, that she loves, it isn't for you, nor Eustis, nor any +man but me alone to help her, by being just what I am and what I have +been! Risks? Fail her? _I?_ I couldn't fail her. I'll get those +letters for her to-night, if Hunter has hidden them in the beam of his +eye!" He turned to me with a sudden white glare of ferocity that +appalled me. "I could kill him with my hands," said he, with a quiet +cold deadliness to chill one's marrow, "and Inglesby after him, for +what they've made her endure! When I think of to-night--that brute +daring to touch _her_ with his swine's mouth--I--I--" + +His face was convulsed; but after a moment's fierce struggle the +disciplined spirit conquered. + +"No, there's been enough trouble for her without that, so they're safe +from me, the both of them. I wouldn't do anything to imperil her +happiness to save my own life. She was born to be happy--and she's +going to have her chance. _I'll_ see to that, Mary Virginia!" + +The man seemed to grow, to expand, to tower giant-like before me. Next +to the white heat of this lava-flow of pure feeling, all other loves +lavished upon Mary Virginia during her fortunate life seemed dwarfed +and petty. Beside it Inglesby's furious desire shrunk into a loathsome +thing, small and crawling; and my own affection was only an old +priest's; and even the strong and faithful love of Laurence appeared +pale and boyish in the light of this majestic passion which gave all +and in return asked only the right to serve and to save. + +"_Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm; for +love is strong as death_ ... + +"_Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if +a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would +utterly be contemned_." + +Trying desperately to cling to such rags and tatters of common sense +as I could lay hold upon: + +"There is your duty to yourself," I managed to say. "Yes, yes, one +owes a great duty to oneself and one's work, John. You are risking too +much--name, friends, honor, work, freedom. For God's sake, John, do +not underestimate the danger. You have not had time to consider it." + +"Ho! Listen to the parson preaching self-interest!" he mocked. "He's a +fine one to do that--at this hour of his life!" + +"I tell you you endanger everything," I insisted. I might bring that +package, but at least he shouldn't rush upon the knife unwarned. + +"I know that--I'm no fool. And _I_ tell _you_ it's worth while. +To-night makes me and my whole life worth while, the good and the bad +of it together. Risks? I'll take all that's coming. You stay here and +say some prayers for me, parson, if it makes you feel any better. As +for me, I'm off." + +At that I lost my every last shred of commonplace everyday sanity, and +let myself swing without further reserve into the wild current of the +night. + +"Oh, very well!" said I shrilly. "You will take chances, you will run +risks, _hein?_ My friend, you do not stir out of this house this night +without _me_!" He stared, as well he might, but I folded my arms and +stared back. Let him leave me, bent on such an errand? I to sit at +home idly, awaiting the issue, whatever it might be? + +"I mean it, John Flint. I am going with you. Was it not I, then, who +saved those tools and had them ready to your hand? Whatever happens to +you now happens to me as well. It is quite useless for you to argue, +to scowl, to grind the teeth, to swear like that. And it will be +dangerous to try to trick me: I am going!" + +For he was protesting, violently and profanely. His profanity was so +sincere, so earnest, so heartfelt, that it mounted into heights of +real eloquence. Also, he did everything but knock me down and lock me +indoors. + +"Whatever happens to you happens to me," I repeated doggedly, and I +was not to be moved. I had a hazy notion that somehow my being with +him might protect him in case of any untoward happening, and minimize +his risks. + +I ran into his bedroom and clapped his best hat on my head, leaving my +biretta on his bed; and I put on his new dark overcoat over my +cassock. Both the borrowed garments were too big for me, the hat +coming down over my ears, the coat-sleeves over my hands. I being as +thin as a peeled willow-wand, and the clothes hanging upon me as on a +clothes-rack, I dare say I cut a sad and ludicrous figure enough. +Flint, standing watching me with his burglarious bundle under his arm, +gave an irrepressible chuckle and his eyes crinkled. + +"Parson," said he solemnly, "I've seen all sorts and sizes and colors +and conditions of crooks, up and down the line, in my time and +generation, but take it from me you're a libel and an outrage on the +whole profession. Why, you crazy he-angel, you'd break their hearts +just to look at you!" And he grinned. At a moment like that, he +grinned, with a sort of gay and light-hearted _diablerie_. They are a +baffling and inexplicable folk, the Irish. I suppose God loves the +Irish because He doesn't really know how else to take them. + +"It will break my own heart, and possibly my mother's and Mary +Virginia's will break to keep it company, if anything evil happens to +you this night," said I, severely. I was in no grinning humor, me. + +He reached over and carefully buttoned, with one hand, the too-big +collar about my throat. For a moment, with that odd, little-boy +gesture of his, he held on to my sleeve. He looked down at me; and his +eyes grew wide, his face melted into a whimsical tenderness. + +"When you get to heaven, parson, you'll keep them all busy a hundred +years and a day trying to cut and make a suit of sky clothes big +enough to fit your real measure," said he, irrelevantly. "You real +thing in holy sports, come on, since you've got to!" With that he blew +out the light, and we stepped into the cold and windy night. It was +ten minutes after three. + +Armed with bottle-belt, knapsack, and net, many a happy night had I +gone forth with the Butterfly Man a-hunting for such as we might find +of our chosen prey. Armed now with nothing more nor less formidable +than the black rosary upon which my hand shut tightly, I, Armand De +Rancé, priest and gentleman, walked forth with Slippy McGee in those +hours when deep sleep falls upon the spirit of man, for to aid and +encourage and abet and assist and connive at, nothing more nor less +than burglary. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE I O U OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +The wind that precedes the dawn was blowing, a freakish and impish +wind though not a vicious one. One might imagine it animated by those +sportive and capricious nature-spirits an old Father of the church +used to call the monkeys of God. Every now and then a great deluge of +piled-up clouds broke into tossing billows and went rolling and +tumbling across the face of the sky, and in and out of these swirling +masses the high moon played hide-and-seek and the stars showed like +pin-points. Such street lights as we have being extinguished at +midnight, the tree-shaded sidewalks were in impenetrable shadow, the +gardens that edged them were debatable ground, full of grotesque +silhouettes, backgrounded by black bulks of silent houses all +profoundly asleep. As for us, we also were shadows, whose feet were +soundless on the sandy sidewalks. We moved in the dark like travelers +in the City of Dreadful Night. + +And so we came at last to the red-brick bank, approaching it by the +long stretch of the McCall garden which adjoins it. For years there +have been battered "For Sale" signs tacked onto its trees and fences, +but no one ever came nearer purchasing the McCall property than asking +the price. Folks say the McCalls believe that Appleboro is going to +rival New York some of these days, and are holding their garden for +sky-scraper sites. + +I was very grateful to the McCall estimate of Appleboro's future, for +the long stretch shadowed by their overgrown shrubbery brought us to +the door leading to the upstair offices, without any possible danger +of detection. + +The bank had been a stately old home before business seized upon it, +tore out its whole lower floors, and converted it into a strong and +commodious bank. It is the one building in all Appleboro that keeps a +light burning all night, a proceeding some citizens regard as +unnecessary and extravagant; for is not Old Man Jackson there employed +as night watchman? Old Man Jackson lost a finger and a piece of an ear +before Appomattox, and the surrender deprived him of all opportunity +to repay in kind. It was his cherished hope that "some smartybus +crooks 'd try to git in my bank some uh these hyuh nights--an' I +cert'nly hope to God they'll be Yankees, that's all." + +Somehow, they hadn't tried. Perhaps they had heard of Old Man +Jackson's watchful waiting and knew he wasn't at all too proud to +fight. His quarters was a small room in the rear of the building, +which he shared with a huge gray tomcat named Mosby. With those two on +guard, Appleboro knew its bank was as impregnable as Gibraltar. But as +nobody could possibly gain entrance to the vaults from above, the +upper portion of the building, given over to offices, was of course +quite unguarded. + +One reached these upper offices by a long walled passageway to the +left, where the sidewall of the bank adjoins the McCall garden. The +door leading to this stairway is not flush with the street, but is set +back some feet; this forms a small alcove, which the light flickering +through the bank's barred windows does not quite reach. + +John Flint stepped into this small cavern and I after him. As if by +magic the locked door opened, and we moved noiselessly up the narrow +stairs with tin signs tacked on them. At the head of the flight we +paused while the flashlight gave us our bearings. Here a short passage +opens into the wide central hall. Inglesby's offices are to the left, +with the windows opening upon the tangled wilderness of the McCall +place. + +Right in front of us half a dozen sets of false teeth, arranged in a +horrid circle around a cigar-box full of extracted molars such as made +one cringe, grinned bitingly out of a glass case before the dentist's +office door. The effect was of a lipless and ghastly laugh. + +Before the next door a fatuously smiling pink-and-white bust simpered +out of the Beauty Parlor's display-case, a bust elaborately coiffured +with pounds of yellow hair in which glittered rhinestone buckles. Hair +of every sort and shade and length was clustered about her, as if she +were the presiding genius of some barbarian scalping-cult. Seen at +that hour, in the pale luster of the flashlight, this sorry plunder of +lost teeth and dead hair made upon one a melancholy impression, +disparaging to humanity. I had scant time to moralize on hair and +teeth, however, for Flint was stopping before a door the neat brass +plate of which bore upon it: + + _Mr. Inglesby_. + +Mr. Inglesby had a desk downstairs in the bank, in the little pompous +room marked "President's Office," where at stated hours and times he +presided grandly; just as he had a big bare office at the mills, where +he was rather easy of access, willing to receive any one who might +chance to catch him in. But these rooms we were entering without +permission were the sanctum sanctorum, the center of that wide web +whose filaments embraced and ensnared the state. It would be about as +easy to stroll casually into the Vatican for an informal chat with the +Holy Father, to walk unannounced into the presence of the Dalai Lama, +or to drop in neighborly on the Tsar of all the Russias, as to +penetrate unasked into these offices during the day. + +We stepped upon the velvet square of carpet covering the floor of what +must have once been a very handsome guest chamber and was now a very +handsome private office. One had to respect the simple and solid +magnificence of the mahogany furnishings, the leather-covered chairs, +the big purposeful desk. Above the old-fashioned marble mantel hung a +life-sized portrait in oils of Inglesby himself. The artist had done +his sitter stern justice--one might call the result retribution; and +one wondered if Inglesby realized how immensely revealing it was. +There he sat, solid, successful, informed with a sort of brutal +egotism that never gives quarter. In despite of a malevolent +determination to look pleasant, his smile was so much more of a threat +than a promise that one could wish for his own sake he had scowled +instead. He is a throaty man, is Inglesby; and this, with an +uncompromising squareness of forehead, a stiffness of hair, and a +hard hint of white in the eyes, lent him a lowering likeness to an +unpedigreed bull. + +John Flint cast upon this charming likeness one brief and pregnant +glance. + +"Regular old Durham shorthorn, isn't he?" he commented in a low voice. +"Wants to charge right out of his frame and trample. Take a look at +that nose, parson--like a double-barreled shotgun, for all the world! +Beautiful brute, Inglesby. Makes you think of that minotaur sideshow +they used to put over on the Greeks." + +In view of Laurence and of Mary Virginia, I saw the resemblance. + +Mr. Hunter's office was less formal than Mr. Inglesby's, and furnished +with an exact and critical taste alien to Appleboro, where many a +worthy citizen's office trappings consist of an alpaca coat, a chair +and a pine table, three or four fly-specked calendars and shabby +ledgers, and a box of sawdust. To these may sometimes be added a pot +of paste with a dead cockroach in it, or a hound dog either scratching +fleas or snapping at flies. + +Here the square of carpet was brown as fallen pine-needles in October, +the walls were a soft tan, the ceiling and woodwork ivory-toned. One +saw between the windows a bookcase filled with handsomely bound books, +and on top of it a few pieces of such old china as would enrapture my +mother. The white marble mantel held one or two signed photographs in +silver frames, a pair of old candlesticks of quaint and pleasing +design, and a dull red pottery vase full of Japanese quince. There +were a few good pictures on the walls--a gay impudent Detaille Lancer +whose hardy face of a fighting Frenchman warmed one's heart; some +sketches signed with notable American names; and above the mantel a +female form clothed only in the ambient air, her long hair swept back +from her shoulders, and a pearl-colored dove alighting upon her +outstretched finger. + +I suppose one might call the whole room beautiful, for even the desk +was of that perfection of simplicity whose cost is as rubies. It was +not, however, a womanish room; there was no slightest hint of +femininity in its uncluttered, sane, forceful orderliness. It was +rather like Hunter himself--polished, perfect, with a note of finality +and of fitness upon it like a hall-mark. Nothing out of keeping, +nothing overdone. Even the red petal fallen from the pottery vase on +the white marble mantel was a last note of perfection. + +Flint glanced about him with the falcon-glance that nothing escapes. +For a moment the light stayed upon the nude figure over the +mantel--the one real nude in all Appleboro, which cherishes family +portraits of rakehelly old colonials in wigs, chokers, and +tight-fitting smalls, and lolloping ladies with very low necks and +sixteen petticoats, but where scandalized church-goers have been known +to truss up a little plaster copy of the inane Greek Slave in a +pocket-handkerchief, by way of needful drapery. + +"What I want to know is, _why_ a lady should have to strip to the buff +just to play with a pigeon?" breathed John Flint, and his tone was +captious. + +It did not strike me as being to the last degree whimsical, +improbable, altogether absurd, that such a man should pause at such a +time to comment upon art as he thinks it isn't. On the contrary it was +a consistent and coherent feature of that astounding nightmare in +which we figured. The absurd and the impossible always happen in +dreams. I am sure that if the dove on the woman's finger had opened +its painted bill and spoken, say about the binomial theorem, or the +Effect of Too Much Culture upon Women's Clubs, I should have listened +with equal gravity and the same abysmal absence of surprise. I +pattered platitudinously: + +"The greatest of the Greeks considered the body divine in itself, my +son, and so their noblest art was nude. Some moderns have thought +there is no real art that is not nude. Truth itself is naked." + +"Aha!" said my son, darkly. "I see! You take off your pants when you +go out to feed your chickens, say, and you're not bughouse. You're +art. Well, if Truth is naked, thank God the rest of us are liars!" + +What I have here set down was but the matter of a moment. Flint +brushed it aside like a cobweb and set briskly about his real +business. Over in the recess next to the fireplace was the safe, and +before this he knelt. + +"Hold the light!" he ordered in a curt whisper. "There--like that. +Steady now." My hand closed as well upon the rosary I carried, and I +clung to the beads as the shipwrecked cling to a spar. The familiar +feel of them comforted me. + +I do not know to this day the make of that safe, nor its actual +strength, and I have always avoided questioning John Flint about it. I +do know it seemed incredibly strong, big, heavy, ungetatable. There +was a dark-colored linen cover on top of it, embroidered with yellow +marguerites and their stiff green leaves. And there was a brass +fern-jar with claw feet, and rings on the sides that somehow made me +think of fetters upon men's wrists. + +"A little lower--to the left. So!" he ordered, and with steady fingers +I obeyed. He stood out sharply in the clear oval--the "cleverest crook +in all America" at work again, absorbed in his task, expert, a +mind-force pitting itself against inanimate opposition. He was +smiling. + +The tools lay beside him and quite by instinct his hand reached out +for anything it needed. I think he could have done his work +blindfolded. Once I saw him lay his ear against the door, and I +thought I heard a faint click. A gnawing rat might have made something +like the noise of the drill biting its way. With this exception an +appalling silence hung over the room. I could hardly breathe in it. I +gripped the rosary and told it, bead after bead. + +_"Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death--"_ + +There are moments when time loses its power and ceases to be; before +our hour we seem to have stepped out of it and into eternity, in which +time does not exist, and wherein there can be no relation of time +between events. They stand still, or they stretch to indefinite and +incredible lengths--all, all outside of time, which has no power upon +them. So it was now. Every fraction of every second of every minute +lengthened into centuries, eternities passed between minutes. The +hashish-eater knows something of this terror of time, and I seemed to +have eaten hashish that night. + +I could still see him crouching before the safe; and all the while the +eternities stretched and stretched on either side of us, infinities I +could only partly bridge over with Hailmarys and Ourfathers. + +_"And lead us not into temptation ... but deliver us from evil ..."_ + +Although I watched him attentively, being indeed unable to tear my +eyes away from him, and although I held the light for him with such a +steady hand, I really do not know what he did, nor how he forced that +safe. I understand it took him a fraction over fourteen minutes. + +"Here she comes!" he breathed, and the heavy door was open, revealing +the usual interior, with ledgers, and a fairsized steel money-vault, +which also came open a moment later. Flint glanced over the contents, +and singled out from other papers two packages of letters held +together by stout elastic bands, and with pencil notations on the +corner of each envelope, showing the dates. He ran over both, held up +the smaller of the two, and I saw, with a grasp of inexpressible +relief, the handwriting of Mary Virginia. + +He locked the vault, shut the heavy door of the rifled safe, and began +to gather his tools together. + +"You have forgotten to put the other packages back," I reminded him. I +was in a raging fever of impatience to be gone, to fly with the +priceless packet in my hand. + +"No, I'm not forgetting. I saw a couple of the names on the envelopes +and I rather think these letters will be a whole heap interesting to +look over," said he, imperturbably. "It's a hunch, parson, and I've +gotten in the habit of paying attention to hunches. I'll risk it on +these, anyhow. They're in suspicious company and I'd like to know +why." And he thrust the package into the crook of his arm, along with +the tools. + +The light was carefully flashed over every inch of the space we had +traversed, to make sure that no slightest trace of our presence was +left. As we walked through Inglesby's office John Flint ironically +saluted the life-like portrait: + +"You've had a ring twisted in your nose for once, old sport!" said he, +and led me into the dark hall. We moved and the same exquisite caution +we had exercised upon entering, for we couldn't afford to have Dan +Jackson's keen old ears detect footfalls overhead at that hour of the +morning. Now we were at the foot of the long stairs, and Flint had +soundlessly opened and closed the last door between us and freedom. +And now we were once more in the open air, under the blessed shadow of +the McCall trees, and walking close to their old weather-beaten fence. +The light was still shining in the bank, and I knew that that +redoubtable old rebel of a watchman was peacefully sleeping with his +gray guerilla of a marauding cat beside him. He could afford to sleep +in peace. He had not failed in his trust, for the intruders had no +designs upon the bank's gold. Questioned, he could stoutly swear that +nobody had entered the building. In proof, were not all doors locked? +Who should break into a man's office and rob his safe just to get a +package of love-letters--if Inglesby made complaint? + +I remember we stood leaning against the McCall fence for a few +minutes, for my strength had of a sudden failed, my head spun like a +top, and my legs wavered under me. + +"Buck up!" said Flint's voice in my ear. "It's all over, and the +baby's named for his Poppa!" His arm went about me, an arm like a +steel bar. Half led, half carried, I went staggering on beside him +like a drunken man, clutching a rosary and a packet of love-letters. + +The streets were still dark and deserted, the whole town slept. But +over in the east, when one glimpsed the skies above the trees, a +nebulous gray was stealing upon the darkness; and the morning star +blazed magnificently, in a space that seemed to have been cleared for +it. Somewhere, far off, an ambitious rooster crowed to make the sun +rise. + +It took us a long time to reach home. It was all of a quarter past +four when we turned into the Parish House gate, cut across the garden, +and reached Flint's rooms. Faint, trembling in every limb, I fell into +a chair, and through a mist saw him kneel and blow upon the coals of +the expiring fire, upon which he dropped a lightwood knot. A ruddy +glow went dancing up the chimney. Then he was beside me again. Very +gently he removed hat and overcoat. And then I was sitting peacefully +in the Morris chair, in my old cassock, and with my own old biretta on +my head; and there was no longer that thin buzzing, shrill and +torturing as a mosquito's, singing in my ears. At my knee stood Kerry, +with his beautiful hazel eyes full of a grave concern; and beside him, +calm and kind and matter-of-fact, the Butterfly Man himself stood +watching me with an equal regard. I rubbed my forehead. The incredible +had happened, and like all incredible things it had been almost +ridiculously simple and easy of accomplishment. Here we were, we two, +priest and naturalist, in our own workroom, with an old dog wagging +his tail beside us. Could anything be more commonplace? The last trace +of nightmare vanished, as smoke dispelled by the wind. If Mary +Virginia's letters had not been within reach of my hand I would have +sworn I was just awake out of a dream of that past hour. + +"She has escaped from them, they cannot touch her, she is free!" I +exulted. "John, John, you have saved our girl! No matter what they do +to Eustis they can't drag her into the quicksands _now_." + +But he went walking up and down, shoulders squared, face uplifted. One +might think that after such a night he would have been humanly tired, +but he had clean forgotten his body. His eyes shone as with a flame +lit from inward, and I think there was on him what the Irish people +call the _Aisling_, the waking vision. For presently he began to +speak, as to Somebody very near him. + +"Oh, Lord God!" said the Butterfly Man, with a reverent and fierce +joy, "she's going to have her happiness now, and it wasn't holy priest +nor fine gentleman you picked out to help her toward it--it was me, +Slippy McGee, born in the streets and bred in the gutter, with the +devil knows who for his daddy and a name that's none of his own! For +that I'm Yours for keeps: _You've got me_. + +"You've done all even God Almighty can do, given me more than I ever +could have asked You for--and now it's up to me to make good--and I'll +do it!" + +There came to listening me something of the emotion I experienced when +I said my first Mass--as if I had been brought so close to our Father +that I could have put out my hand and touched Him. Ah! I had had a +very small part to play in this man's redemption. I knew it now, and +felt humbled and abashed, and yet grateful that even so much had been +allowed me. Not I, but Love, had transformed a sinner and an outlaw +into a great scientist and a greater lover. And I remembered Mary +Virginia's childish hand putting into his the gray-winged Catocala, +and how the little moth, raising the sad-colored wings worn to suit +his surroundings, revealed beneath that disfiguring and disguising +cloak the exquisite and flower-like loveliness of the underwings. + +He paused in his swinging stride, and looked down at me a bit shyly. + +"Parson--you see how it is with me?" + +"I see. And I think she is the greater lady for it and you the finer +gentleman," said I stoutly. "It would honor her, if she were ten times +what she is--and she is Mary Virginia." + +"She is Mary Virginia," said the Butterfly Man, "and I am--what I am. +Yet somehow I feel sure I can care for her, that I can go right on +caring for her to the end of time, without hurt to her or sorrow to +me." And after a pause, he added, deliberately: + +"I found something better than a package of letters to-night, parson. +I found--_Me_." + +For awhile neither of us spoke. Then he said, speculatively: + +"Folks give all sorts of things to the church--dedicate them in +gratitude for favors they fancy they've received, don't they? Lamps, +and models of ships, and glass eyes and wax toes and leather hands, +and crutches and braces, and that sort of plunder? Well, I'm moved to +make a free-will offering myself. I'm going to give the church my +kit, and you can take it from me the old Lady will never get her +clamps on another set like that until Gabriel blows his trumpet in the +morning. Parson, I want you to put those tools back where you had +them, for I shall never touch them again. I couldn't. They--well, +they're sort of holy from now on. They're my IOU. Will you do it for +me?" + +"Yes!" said I. + +"I might have known you would!" said he, smiling. "Just one more +favor, parson--may I put her letters in her hands, myself?" + +"My son, my son, who but you should do that?" I pushed the package +across the table. + +"Great Scott, parson, here it is striking five o'clock, and you've +been up all night!" he exclaimed, anxiously. "Here--no more gassing. +You come lie down on my bed and snooze a bit. I'll call you in plenty +of time for mass." + +I was far too spent and tired to move across the garden to the Parish +House. I suffered myself to be put to bed like a child, and had my +reward by falling almost immediately into a dreamless sleep, nor did I +stir until he called me, a couple of hours later. He himself had not +slept, but had employed the time in going through the letters open on +his table. He pointed to them now, with a grim smile. + +"Parson!" said he, and his eyes glittered. "Do you know what we've +stumbled upon? Dynamite! Man, anybody holding that bunch of mail could +blow this state wide open! So much for a hunch, you see!" + +"You mean--" + +"I mean I've got the cream off Inglesby's most private deals, that's +what I mean! I mean I could send him and plenty of his pals to the +pen. Everybody's been saying for years that there hasn't been a rotten +deal pulled off that he didn't boss and get away with it. But nobody +could prove it. He's had the men higher-up eating out of his +hand--sort of you pat my head and I'll pat yours arrangement--and +here's the proof, in black and white. Don't you understand? Here's the +proof: these get him with the goods! + +"These," he slapped a letter, "would make any Grand Jury throw fits, +make every newspaper in the state break out into headlines like a kid +with measles, and blow the lid off things in general--if they got out. + +"Inglesby's going to shove Eustis under, is he? Not by a jugfull. He's +going to play he's a patent life-preserver. He's going to _be_ that +good Samaritan he's been shamming. Talk about poetic justice--this +will be like wearing shoes three sizes too small for him, with a +bunion on every toe!" And when I looked at him doubtfully, he laughed. + +"You can't see how it's going to be managed? Didn't you ever hear of +the grapevine telegraph? Well then, dear George receives a grapevine +wireless bright and early to-morrow morning. A word to the wise is +sufficient." + +"He will employ detectives," said I, uneasily. + +The Butterfly Man looked at me quizzically. + +"_With_ an eagle eye and a walrus mustache," said he, grinning. "Sure. +But if the plainclothes nose around, are they going to sherlock the +parish priest and the town bughunter? _We_ haven't got any interest in +Mr. Inglesby's private correspondence, have we? Suppose Miss Eustis's +letters are returned to her, what does that prove? Why, nothing at +all,--except that it wasn't her correspondence the fellows that +cracked that safe were after. We should worry! + +"Say, though, don't you wish you could see them when they stroll down +to those beautiful offices and go for to open that nice burglar-proof +safe with the little brass flower-pot on top of it? What a joke! Holy +whiskered black cats, what a joke!" + +"I'm afraid Mr. Inglesby's sense of humor isn't his strong point," +said I. "Not that I have any sympathy for him. I think he is getting +only what he deserves." + +"_Alexander the coppersmith wrought me much evil. May God requite him +according to his works!_" murmured the Butterfly Man, piously, and +chuckled. "Don't worry, parson--Alexander's due to fall sick with the +pip to-day or to-morrow. What do you bet he don't get it so bad he'll +have to pull up all his pretty plans by the roots, leave Mr. Hunter in +charge, and go off somewhere to take mudbaths for his liver? Believe +me, he'll need them! Why, the man won't be able to breathe easy any +more--he'll be expecting one in the solar plexus any minute, not +knowing any more than Adam's cat who's to hand it to him. He can't +tell who to trust and who to suspect. If you want to know just how +hard Alexander's going to be requited according to his works, take a +look at these." He pointed to the letters. + +I did take a look, and I admit I was frightened. It seemed to me +highly unsafe for plain folks like us to know such things about such +people. I was amazed to the point of stupefaction at the corruption +those communications betrayed, the shameless and sordid disregard of +law and decency, the brutal and cynical indifference to public +welfare. At sight of some of the signatures my head swam--I felt +saddened, disillusioned, almost in despair for humanity. I suppose +Inglesby had thought it wiser to preserve these letters--possibly for +his own safety; but no wonder he had locked them up! I looked at the +Butterfly Man openmouthed. + +"You wouldn't think folks wearing such names could be that rotten, +would you? Some of them pillars of the church, too, and married to +good women, and the fathers of nice kids! Why, I have known crooks +that the police of a dozen states were after, that wouldn't have been +caught dead on jobs like some of these. Inglesby won't know it, but he +ought to thank his stars _we've_ got his letters instead of the State +Attorney, for I shan't use them unless I have to.... Parson, you +remember a bluejay breaking up a nest on me once, and what Laurence +said when I wanted to wring the little crook's neck? That the thing +isn't to reform the jay but to keep him from doing it again? That's +the cue." + +He gathered up the scattered letters, made a neat package of them, and +put it in a table drawer behind a stack of note-books. And then he +reached over and touched the other package, the letters written in +Mary Virginia's girlish hand. + +"Here's her happiness--long, long years of it ahead of her," he said +soberly. "As for you, you take back those tools, and go say mass." + +Outside it was broad bright day, a new beautiful day, and the breath +of the morning blew sweetly over the world. The Church was full of a +clear and early light, the young pale gold of the new Spring sun. +None of the congregation had as yet arrived. Before I went into the +sacristy to put on my vestments, I gave back into St. Stanislaus' +hands the IOU of Slippy McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +BETWEEN A BUTTERFLY'S WINGS + + +There was a glamour upon it. One knew it was going to grow into one of +those wonderful and shining days in whose enchanted hours any +exquisite miracle might happen. I am perfectly sure that the Lord God +walked in the garden in the cool of an April day, and that it was a +morning in spring when the angels visited Abraham, sitting watchful in +the door of his tent. + +There was in the air itself something long-missed and come back, a +heady and heart-moving delight, a promise, a thrill, a whisper of +"_April! April!_" that the Green Things and the hosts of the Little +People had heard overnight. In the dark the sleeping souls of the +golden butterflies had dreamed it, known it was a true Word, and now +they were out, "Little flames of God" dancing in the Sunday sunlight. +The Red Gulf Fritillary had heard it, and here she was, all in her +fine fulvous frock besmocked with black velvet, and her farthingale +spangled with silver. And the gallant Red Admiral, the brave beautiful +Red Admiral that had dared unfriendlier gales, trimmed his painted +sails to a wind that was the breath of spring. + +Over by the gate the spirea had ventured into showering sprays +exhaling a shy and fugitive fragrance, and what had been a blur of +gray cables strung upon the oaks had begun to bud with emerald and +blossom with amethyst--the wisteria was a-borning. And one knew there +was Cherokee rose to follow, that the dogwood was in white, and the +year's new mintage of gold dandelions was being coined in the fresh +grass. + +There wasn't a bird that wasn't caroling _April!_ at the top of his +voice from the full of his heart; for wasn't the world alive again, +wasn't it love-time and nest-time, wasn't it Spring? + +Even to the tired faces of my work-folks that shining morning lent a +light that was hope. Without knowing it, they felt themselves a vital +part of the reborn world, sharers in its joy because they were the +children of the common lot, the common people for whom the world is, +and without whom no world could be. Classes, creeds, nations, gods, +all these pass and are gone; God, and the common people, and the +spring remain. + +When I was young I liked as well as another to dwell overmuch upon the +sinfulness of sin, the sorrow of sorrow, the despair of death. Now +that these three terrible teachers have taught me a truer wisdom and a +larger faith, I like better to turn to the glory of hope, the wisdom +of love, and the simple truth that death is just a passing phase of +life. So I sent my workers home that morning rejoicing with the truth, +and was all the happier and hopefuller myself because of it. + +Afterwards, when Clélie was giving me my coffee and rolls, the +Butterfly Man came in to breakfast with me, a huge roll of those New +York newspapers which contain what are mistakenly known as Comic +Supplements tucked under his arm. + +He said he bought them because they "tasted like New York" which they +do not. Just as Major Cartwright explains his purchase of them by the +shameless assertion that it just tickles him to death "to see what +Godforsaken idjits those Yankees can make of themselves when they +half-way try. Why, suh, one glance at their Sunday newspapers ought to +prove to any right thinkin' man that it's safer an' saner to die in +South Carolina than to live in New York!" + +_I_ think the Butterfly Man and Major Cartwright buy those papers +because they think they are _funny_! After they have read and +sniggered, they donate them to Clélie and Daddy January. And presently +Clélie distributes them to a waiting colored countryside, which +wallpapers its houses with them. I have had to counsel the erring and +bolster the faith of the backsliding under the goggle eyes of inhuman +creations whose unholy capers have made futile many a prayer. And yet +the Butterfly Man likes them! Is it not to wonder? + +He laid them tenderly upon the table now, and smiled slyly to see me +eye them askance. + +"Did you know," said he, over his coffee, "that Laurence came in this +morning on the six-o'clock? January had him out in the garden showing +off the judge's new patent hives, and I stopped on my way to church +and shook hands over the fence. It was all I could do to keep from +shouting that all's right with the world, and all he had to do was to +be glad. I didn't know how much I cared for that boy until this +morning. Parson, it's a--a terrible thing to love people, when you +come to think about it, isn't it? I told him you were honing to see +him: and that we'd be looking for him along about eleven. And I +intimated that if he didn't show up then I'd go after him with a gun. +He said he'd be here on the stroke." After a moment, he added gently: +"I figured they'd be here by then--Madame and Mary Virginia." + +"What! You have induced Laurence to come while she is here--without +giving him any intimation that he is likely to meet her?" I said, +aghast. "You are a bold man, John Flint!" + +The study windows were open and the sweet wind and the warm sun poured +in unchecked. The stir of bees, the scent of honey-locust just +opening, drifted in, and the slow solemn clangor of church bells, and +lilts and flutings and calls and whistlings from the tree-tops. We +could see passing groups of our neighbors, fathers and mothers +shepherding little flocks of children in their Sunday best, trotting +along with demure Sabbath faces on their way to church. The Butterfly +Man looked out, waved gaily to the passing children, who waved back a +joyous response, nodded to their smiling parents, followed the flight +of a tanager's sober spouse, and sniffed the air luxuriously. + +"Oh, somebody's got to stage-manage, parson," he said at last, lightly +enough, but with a hint of tiredness in his eyes. "And then vanish +behind the scenes, leaving the hero and heroine in the middle of the +spotlight, with the orchestra tuning up 'The Voice that Breathed o'er +Eden,'" he finished, without a trace of bitterness. "So I sent Madame +a note by a little nigger newsie." His eyes crinkled, and he quoted +the favorite aphorism of the colored people, when they seem to +exercise a meticulous care: "Brer Rabbit say, 'I trus' no mistake.'" + +"You are a bold man," said I again, with a respect that made him +laugh. Then we went over to his rooms to wait, and while we waited I +tried to read a chapter of a book I was anxious to finish, but +couldn't, my eyes being tempted by the greener and fresher page +opening before them. Flint smoked a virulent pipe and read his papers. + +Presently he laid his finger upon a paragraph and handed me the +paper.... And I read where one "Spike" Frazer had been shot to death +in a hand-to-hand fight with the police who were raiding a dive +suspected of being the rendezvous of drug-fiends. Long wanted and at +last cornered, Frazer had fought tigerishly and died in his tracks, +preferring death to capture. A sly and secretive creature, he had had +a checkered career in the depths. It was his one boast that more than +anybody else he had known and been a sort of protegé of the once +notorious Slippy McGee, that King of Crooks whose body had been found +in the East River some years since, and whose daring and mysterious +exploits were not yet altogether forgotten by the police or the +underworld. + +"_Sic transit gloria mundi!_" said the Butterfly Man in his gentle +voice, and looked out over the peaceful garden and the Sunday calm +with inscrutable eyes. I returned the paper with a hand that shook. It +seemed to me that a deep and solemn hush fell for a moment upon the +glory of the day, while the specter of what might have been gibbered +at us for the last time. + +Out of the heart of that hush walked two women--one little and rosy +and white-haired, one tall and pale and beautiful with the beauty upon +which sorrow has placed its haunting imprint. Her black hair framed +her face as in ebony, and her blue, blue eyes were shadowed. By an +odd coincidence she was dressed this morning just as she had been when +the Butterfly Man first saw her--in white, and over it a scarlet +jacket. Kerry and little Pitache rose, met them at the gate, and +escorted them with grave politeness. The Butterfly Man hastily emptied +his pipe and laid aside his newspapers. + +"Your note said we were to come, that everything was all right," said +my mother, looking up at him with bright and trustful eyes. "Such a +relief! Because I know you never say anything you don't mean, John." + +He smiled, and with a wave of the hand beckoned us into the workroom. +Madame followed him eagerly and expectantly--she knew her John Flint. +Mary Virginia came listlessly, dragging her feet, her eyes somber in a +smileless face. She could not so quickly make herself hope, she who +had journeyed so far into the arid country of despair. But he, with +something tender and proud and joyful in his looks, took her +unresisting hand and drew her forward. + +"Mary Virginia!" I had not known how rich and deep the Butterfly Man's +voice could be. "Mary Virginia, we promised you last night that if you +would trust us, the Padre and me, we'd find the right way out, didn't +we? Now this is what happened: the Padre took his troubles to the +Lord, and the Lord presently sent him back to _me_--with the beginning +of the answer in his hand! And here's the whole answer, Mary +Virginia." And he placed in her hand the package of letters that meant +so much to her. + +My mother gave a little scream. "Armand!" she said, fearfully. "She +has told me all. _Mon Dieu_, how have you two managed this, between +midnight and morning? My son, you are a De Rancé: look me in the eyes +and tell me there is nothing wrong, that there will be no ill +consequences--" + +"There won't be any comebacks," said John Flint, with engaging +confidence. "As for you, Mary Virginia, you don't have to worry for +one minute about what those fellows can do--because they can't do +anything. They're double-crossed. Now listen: when you see Hunter, you +are to say to him, '_Thank you for returning my letters_.' Just that +and no more. If there's any questioning, _stare_. Stare hard. If +there's any threatening about your father, _smile_. You can afford to +smile. They can't touch him. But _how_ those letters came into your +hands you are never to tell, you understand? They did come and that's +all that interests you." He began to laugh, softly. "All Hunter will +want to know is that you've received them. He's too game not to lose +without noise, and he'll make Inglesby swallow his dose without +squealing, too. So--you're finished and done with Mr. Hunter and Mr. +Inglesby!" His voice deepened again, as he added gently: "It was just +a bad dream, dear girl. It's gone with the night. Now it's morning, +and you're awake." + +But Mary Virginia, white as wax, stared at the letters in her hand, +and then at me, and trembled. + +"Trust us, my child," said I, somewhat troubled. "And obey John Flint +implicitly. Do just what he tells you to do, say just what he tells +you to say." + +Mary Virginia looked from one to the other, thrust the package upon +me, walked swiftly up to him, and, laying her hands upon his arms +stared with passionate earnestness into his face: the kind, wise, +lovable face that every child in Appleboro County adores, every woman +trusts, every man respects. Her eyes clung to his, and he met that +searching gaze without faltering, though it seemed to probe for the +root of his soul. It was well for Mary Virginia that those brave eyes +had caught something from the great faces that hung upon his walls and +kept company and counsel with him day and night, they that conquered +life and death and turned defeat into victory because they had first +conquered themselves! + +"Yes!" said she, with a deep sigh of relief. "I trust you! Thank God +for just how much I can believe and trust you!" + +I think that meeting face to face that luminous and unfaltering +regard, Mary Virginia must have divined that which had heretofore been +hidden from her by the man's invincible modesty and reserve; and being +most generous and of a large and loving soul herself, I think she +realized to the uttermost the magnitude of his gift. Her name, her +secure position, her happiness, the hopes that the coming years were +to transform into realities--oh, I like to think that Mary Virginia +saw all this, in one of those lightning-flashes of spiritual insight +that reveal more than all one's slower years; I like to think she saw +it given her freely, nobly, with joy, a glorious love-gift from the +limping man into whose empty hand she had one day put a little gray +underwing! + +I glanced at my mother, and saw by her most expressive face that she +knew and understood. She had known and understood, long before any of +us. + +"If I might offer a suggestion," I said in as matter-of-fact a voice +as I could command, "it would be, that the sooner those letters are +destroyed, the better." + +Mary Virginia took them from me and dropped them on the coals +remaining from last night's fire--the last fire of the season. They +did not ignite quickly, though they began to turn brown, and thin +spirals of smoke arose from them. The Butterfly Man knelt, thrust a +handful of lightwood splinters under the pile, and touched a match +here and there. When the resinous wood flared up, the letters blazed +with it. They blazed and then they crumbled; they disappeared in bits +of charred and black paper that vanished at a touch; they were gone +while we watched, the girl kneeling upon the hearthrug with her hand +on Flint's arm, and I with my old heart singing like a skylark in my +breast, and my mother's mild eyes upon us all. + +Life and color and beauty flowed back into Mary Virginia's face and +music's self sang again in her voice. She was like the day itself, +reborn out of a dark last night. When the last bit of blackened paper +went swirling up the chimney, and the two of them had risen, the most +beautiful and expressive eyes under heaven looked up like blue and +dewy flowers into the Butterfly Man's face. She was too wise and too +tender to try to thank him in words, and never while they two lived +would this be again referred to so much as once by either; but she +took his hand, palm upward, gave him one deep long upward glance, and +then bent her beautiful head and dropped into the center of his palm a +kiss, and closed the fingers gently over it for everlasting keeping +and remembrance. The eyes brimmed over then, and two large tears fell +upon his hand and washed her kiss in, indelibly. + +None of us four had the power of speech left us. Heaven knows what we +should have done, if Laurence hadn't opened the door at that moment +and walked in upon us. I don't think he altogether sensed the +tenseness of the situation which his coming relieved, but he went pale +at sight of Mary Virginia, and he would have left incontinently if my +mother, with a joyous shriek, hadn't pounced upon him. + +"Laurence! Why, Laurence! But we didn't expect you home until +to-morrow night!" said she, kissing him motherly. "My dear, dear boy, +how glad I am to see you! What happy wind blew you home to-day, +Laurence?" + +"Oh, I finished my work ahead of schedule and got away just as soon as +I could," Laurence briefly and modestly explained thus that he had won +his case. He edged toward the door, avoiding Mary Virginia's eyes. He +had bowed to her with formal politeness. He wondered at the usually +tactful Madame's open effort to detain him. It was a little too much +to expect of him! + +"I just ran in to see how you all were," he tried to be very casual. +"See you later, Padre. 'By, p'tite Madame. 'By, Flint." He bowed again +to Mary Virginia, whose color had altogether left her, and who stood +there most palpably nervous and distressed. + +"Laurence!" The Butterfly Man spoke abruptly. "Laurence, if a chap was +dying of thirst and the water of life was offered him, he'd be +considerable of a fool to turn his head aside and refuse to see it, +wouldn't he?" + +Laurence paused. Something in the Butterfly Man's face, something in +mine and Madame's, but, above all, something in Mary Virginia's, +arrested him. He stood wavering, and my mother released his arm. + +"I take it," said John Flint, boldly plunging to the very heart of the +matter, "I take it, Laurence, that you still care a very great deal +for this dear girl of ours?" And now he had taken her hand in his and +held it comfortingly. "More, say, than you could ever care for anybody +else, if you lived to rival Methusaleh? So much, Laurence, that not to +be able to believe she cares the same way for you takes the core out +of life?" His manner was simple and direct, and so kind that one could +only answer him in a like spirit. Besides, Laurence loved the +Butterfly Man even as Jonathan loved David. + +"Yes," said the boy honestly, "I still care for her--like that. I +always did. I always will. She knows." But his voice was toneless. + +"Of course you do, kid brother," said Flint affectionately. "Don't you +suppose I know? But it's just as well for you to say it out loud every +now and then. Fresh air is good for everything, particularly feelings. +Keeps 'em fresh and healthy. Now, Mary Virginia, you feel just the +same way about Laurence, don't you?" And he added: "Don't be ashamed +to tell the most beautiful truth in the world, my dear. Well?" + +She went red and white. She looked entreatingly into the Butterfly +Man's face. She didn't exactly see why he should drive her thus, but +she caught courage from his. One saw how wise Flint had been to have +snared Laurence here just now. One moment she hesitated. Then: + +"Yes!" said she, and her head went up proudly. "Yes, oh, yes, I +care--like that. Only much, much more! I shall always care like that, +although he probably won't believe me now when I say so. And I can't +blame him for doubting me." + +"But it just happens that I have never been able to make myself doubt +you," said Laurence gravely. "Why, Mary Virginia, you are _you_." + +"Then, Laurence," said the Butterfly Man, quickly, "will you take your +old friends' word for it--mine, Madame's, the Padre's--that you were +most divinely right to go on believing in her and loving her, because +she never for one moment ceased to be worthy of faith and affection? +No, not for one moment! She couldn't, you know. She's Mary Virginia! +And will you promise to listen with all your patience to what she may +think best to tell you presently--and then forget it? You're big +enough to do that! She's been in sore straits, and she needs all the +love you have, to help make up to her. Can she be sure of it, +Laurence?" + +Laurence flushed. He looked at his old friend with reproach in his +fine brown eyes. "You have known me all my life, all of you," said he, +stiffly. "Have I ever given any of you any reason to doubt me!" + +"No, and we don't. Not one of us. But it's good for your soul to say +things out loud," said Flint comfortably. "And now you've said it, +don't you think you two had better go on over to the Parish House +parlor, which is a nice quiet place, and talk this whole business over +and out--together?" + +Laurence looked at Mary Virginia and what he saw electrified him. +Boyishness flooded him, youth danced in his eyes, beauty was upon him, +like sunlight. + +"Mary Virginia!" said the boy lover to the girl sweetheart, "is it +really so? I was really right to believe all along that you--care?" + +"Laurence, Laurence!" she was half-crying. "Oh, Laurence, are you sure +_you_ care--yet? You are sure, Laurence? You are _sure_? Because--I--I +don't think I could stand things now if--if I were mistaken--" + +I don't know whether the boy ran to the girl at that, or the girl to +the boy. I rather think they ran to each other because, in another +moment, perfectly regardless of us, they were clinging to each other, +and my mother was walking around them and crying heartily and +shamelessly, and enjoying herself immensely. Mary Virginia began to +stammer: + +"Laurence, if you only knew--Laurence, if it wasn't for John +Flint--and the Padre--" The two of them had the two of us, each by an +arm; and the Butterfly Man was brick-red and furiously embarrassed, he +having a holy horror of being held up and thanked. + +"Why, I did what I did," said he, uncomfortably. "But,"--he brightened +visibly--"if you _will_ have the truth, have it. If it wasn't for this +blessed brick of a parson I'd never have been in a position to do +anything for anybody. Don't you forget that!" + +"What ridiculous nonsense the man talks!" said I, exasperated by this +shameless casuistry. "John Flint raves. As for me--" + +"As for you," said he with deep reproach, "you ought to know better +than to tell such a thumping lie at this time of your life. I'm +ashamed of you, parson! Why, you know good and well--" + +"Why, John Flint, you--" I began, aghast. + +My mother began to laugh. "For heaven's sake, thank them both and +have done with it!" said she, a bit hysterically. "God alone knows how +they managed, but this thing lies between them, the two great geese. +Did one ever hear the like?" + +"Madame is right, as always," said Laurence gravely. "Remember, I +don't know anything yet, except that somehow you've brought Mary +Virginia and me back to each other. That's enough for _me_. I haven't +got any questions to ask." His voice faltered, and he gripped us by +the hand in turn, with a force that made me, for one, wince and +cringe. "And Padre--Bughunter, you both know that I--" he couldn't +finish. + +"That we--" choked Mary Virginia. + +"Sure we know," said the Butterfly Man hastily. "Don't you know you're +our kids and we've got to know?" He began to edge them towards the +door. I think his courage was getting a little raw about the corners. +"Yes, you two go on over to the Parish House parlor, where you'll have +a chance to talk without being interrupted--Madame will see to +that--and don't you show your noses outside of that room until +everything's settled the one and only way everything ought to be +settled." His eyes twinkled as he manoeuvered them outside, and then +stood in the doorway to watch them walk away--beautiful, youthful, +radiantly happy, and very close together, the girl's head just on the +level of the boy's shoulder. He was still faintly smiling when he came +back to us; if there was pain behind that smile, he concealed it. My +mother ran to him, impulsively. + +"John Flint!" said she, profoundly moved and earnest. "John Flint, the +good God never gave me but one child, though I prayed for more. Often +and often have I envied her silly mother Mary Virginia. But now. +John, I know that if I could have had another child that, after +Armand, I'd love best and respect most and be proudest of in this +world, it would be _you_. Yes, _you_. John Flint, you are the best +man, and the bravest and truest and most unselfish, and the finest +gentleman, outside of my husband and my son, that I have ever known. +What makes it all the more wonderful is that you're a genius along +with it. I am proud of you, and glad of you, and I admire and love you +with all my heart. And I really wish you'd call me mother. You should +have been born a De Rancé!" + +This, from my mother! I was amazed. Why, she would think she was +flattering one of the seraphim if she had said to him, "You might have +been a De Rancé!" + +"Madame!" stammered Flint, "why, Madame!" + +"Oh, well, never mind, then. Let it go at Madame, since it would +embarrass you to change. But I look upon you as my son, none the less. +I claim you from this hour," said she firmly, as one not to be +gainsaid. + +"I'm beginning to believe in fairy-stories," said Flint. "The beggar +comes home--and he isn't a beggar at all, he's a Prince. Because the +Queen is his mother." + +My mother looked at him approvingly. The grace of his manner, and the +unaffected feeling of his words, pleased her. But she said no more of +what was in her heart for him. She fell back, as women do, upon the +safe subject of housekeeping matters. + +"I suppose," she mused, "that those children will remain with us +to-day? Yes, of course. Armand, we shall have the last of your +great-grandfather's wine. And I am going to send over for the judge. +Let me see: shall I have time for a cake with frosting? H'm! Yes, I +think so. Or would you prefer wine jelly with whipped cream, John?" + +He considered gravely, one hand on his hip, the other stroking his +beard. + +"Couldn't we have both!" he wondered hopefully. "Please! Just for this +once?" + +"We could! We shall!" said my mother, grandly, recklessly, +extravagantly. "Adieu, then, children of my heart! I go to confer with +Clélie." She waved her hand and was gone. + +The place shimmered with sun. Old Kerry lay with his head between his +paws and dozed and dreamed in it, every now and then opening his hazel +eyes to make sure that all was well with his man. All outdoors was one +glory of renewing life, of stir and growth, of loving and singing and +nest-building, and the budding of new green leaves and the blossoming +of April boughs. Just such April hopes were theirs who had found each +other again this morning. All of life at its best and fairest +stretched sunnily before those two, the fairer for the cloud that had +for a time darkened it, the dearer and diviner for the loss that had +been so imminent. + +... That was a redbird again. And now a vireo. And this the +mockingbird, love-drunk, emptying his heart of a troubadour in a song +of fire and dew. And on a vagrant air, a gipsy air, the scent of the +honey-locust. The spring for all the world else. But for him I +loved,--what? + +I suppose my wistful eyes betrayed me, for used to the changing +expressions of my thin visage, he smiled; and stood up, stretching +his arms above his head. He drew in great mouthfuls of the sweet air, +and expanded his broad chest. + +"I feel full to the brim!" said he gloriously. "I've got almost too +much to hold with both hands! Parson, parson, it isn't possible you're +fretting over _me_? Sorry for _me_? Why, man, consider!" + +Ah, but had I not considered? I knew, I thought, what he had to hold +fast to. Honor, yes. And the friendship of some and the admiration of +many and the true love of the few, which is all any man may hope for +and more than most attain. Outside of that, a gray moth, and a +butterfly's wing, and a torn nest, and a child's curl, and a ragdoll +in her grave; and now a girl's kiss on the palm and a tear to hallow +it. But I who had greatly loved and even more greatly lost and +suffered, was it not for me of all men to know and to understand? + +"But I have got the thing itself," said the Butterfly Man, "that makes +everything else worth while. Why, I have been taught how to love! My +work is big--but by itself it wasn't enough for me. I needed something +more. So I was swept and empty and ready and waiting--when she came. +Now hadn't there got to be something fine and decent in me, when it +was she alone out of all the world I was waiting for and could love?" + +"Yes, yes. But oh, my son, my son!" + +"Oh, it was bad and bitter enough at first, parson. Because I wanted +her so much! Great God, I was like a soul in hell! After awhile I +crawled out of hell--on my hands and knees. But I'd begun to +understand things. I'd been taught. It'd been burnt into me past +forgetting. Maybe that's what hell is for, if folks only knew it. +Could anything ever happen to anybody any more that I couldn't +understand and be sorry for, I wonder? + +"No, don't you worry any about me. I wouldn't change places with +anybody alive, I'm too glad for everything that's ever happened to me, +good and bad. I'm not ashamed of the beginning, no, nor I'm not afraid +of the end. + +"Will you believe me, though, when I tell you what worried me like the +mischief for awhile? Family, parson! You can't live in South Carolina +without having the seven-years' Family-itch wished on you, you know. I +felt like a mushroom standing up on my one leg all by myself among a +lot of proper garden plants--until I got fed up on the professional +Descendant banking on his boneyard full of dead ones; then I quit +worrying. I'm Me and alive--and I should worry about ancestors! Come +to think about it, everybody's an ancestor while you wait. I made up +my mind I'd be my own ancestor and my own descendant--and make a good +job of both while I was at it." + +But I was too sad to smile. And after awhile he asked gently: + +"Are you grieving because you think I've lost love? Parson, did you +ever know something you didn't know how you knew, but you know you +know it because it's true? Well then--I know that girl's mine and I +came here to find her, though on the face of it you'd think I'd lost +her, wouldn't you? Somewhere and sometime I'll come again--and when I +do, she'll know _me_." + +And to save my life I couldn't tell him I didn't believe it! His +manner even more than his words impressed me. He didn't look +improbable. + +"One little life and one little death," said the Butterfly Man, +"couldn't possibly be big enough for something like this to get away +from a man forever. I have got the thing too big for a dozen lives to +hold. Isn't that a great deal for a man to have, parson?" + +"Yes." said I. "It is a great deal for a man to have." But I foresaw +the empty, empty places, in the long, long years ahead. I added +faintly: "Having that much, you have more than most." + +"You only have what you are big enough not to take," said he. "And I'm +not fooling myself I shan't be lonesome and come some rough tumbles at +times. The difference is, that if I go down now I won't stay down. If +there was one thing I could grieve over, too, it would be--kids. I'd +like kids. My own kids. And I shall never have any. It--well, it just +wouldn't be fair to the kids. Louisa'll come nearest to being mine by +bornation--though I'm thinking she's managed to wish me everybody +else's, on her curl." + +"So! You are your own ancestor and your own descendant, and +everybody's kids are yours! You are modest, _hein_? And what else have +you got?" + +His eyes suddenly danced. "Nothing but the rest of the United States," +said the Butterfly Man, magnificently. And when I stared, he laughed +at me. + +"It's quite true, parson: I have got the whole United States to work +for. Uncle Sam. U.S. _Us!_ I've been drafted into the Brigade that +hasn't any commander, nor any colors, nor honors, nor even a name; +but that's never going to be mustered out of service, because we that +enlist and belong can't and won't quit. + +"Parson, think of _me_ representing the Brigade down here on the +Carolina coast, keeping up the work, fighting things that hurt and +finding out things that help Lord, what a chance! A hundred millions +to work for, a hundred millions of one's own people--and a trail to +blaze for the unborn millions to come!" His glance kindled, his face +was like a lighted lamp. The vision was upon him, standing there in +the April sunlight, staring wide-eyed into the future. + +Its reflected light illumined me, too--a little. And I saw that in a +very large and splendid sense, this was the true American. He stood +almost symbolically for that for which America stands--the fighting +chance to overcome and to grow, the square deal, the spirit that looks +eagle-eyed and unafraid into the sunrise. And above all for unselfish +service and unshakable faith, and a love larger than personal love, +prouder than personal pride, higher than personal ambition. They do +not know America who do not know and will not see this spirit in her, +going its noble and noiseless way apart. + +"The whole world to work for, and a whole lifetime to do it in!" said +the voice of America, exultant. "Lord God, that's a man-sized job, but +You just give me hands and eyes and time, and I'll do the best I can. +You've done Your part by me--stand by, and I'll do mine by You!" + +Are those curious coincidences, those circumstances which occur at +such opportune moments that they leave one with a sense of a guiding +finger behind the affairs of men--are they, after all, only fortuitous +accidents, or have they a deeper and a diviner significance? + +There stood the long worktable, with orderly piles of work on it; the +microscope in its place; the books he had opened and pushed aside last +night; and some half-dozen small card-board boxes in a row, containing +the chrysalids he had been experimenting with, trying the effect of +cold upon color. The cover of one box had been partially pushed off, +possibly when he had moved the books. And while we had been paying +attention to other things, one of these chrysalids had been paying +strict attention to its own business, the beautiful and important +business of becoming a butterfly. Flint discovered it first, and gave +a pleased exclamation. + +"Look! Look! A Turnus, father! The first Turnus of the year!" + +The insect had been out for an hour or two, but was not yet quite +ready to fly. It had crawled out of the half-opened box, dragged its +wormy length across the table, over intervening obstacles, seeking +some place to climb up and cling to. + +Now the Butterfly Man had left the Bible open, merely shoving it aside +without shutting it, when he had found no comfort for himself last +night in what John had to say. Protected by piled-up books and propped +almost upright by the large inkstand, it gave the holding-place the +insect desired. The butterfly had walked up the page and now clung to +the top. + +There she rested, her black-and-yellow body quivering like a tiny live +dynamo from the strong force of circulation, that was sending vital +fluids upward into the wings to give them power and expansion. We had +seen the same thing a thousand and one times before, we should see it +a thousand and one times again. But I do not think either of us could +ever forego the delight of watching a butterfly's wings shaping +themselves for flight, and growing into something of beauty and of +wonder. The lovely miracle is ever new to us. + +She was a big butterfly, big even for the greatest of Carolina +swallow-tails; not the dark dimorphic form, but the true Tiger Turnus +itself, her barred yellow upper wings edged with black enamel indented +with red gold, her tailed lower wings bordered with a wider band of +black, and this not only set with lunettes of gold but with purple +amethysts, and a ruby on the upper and lower edges. Her wings moved +rhythmically; a constant quivering agitated her, and her antennæ with +their flattened clubs seemed to be sending and receiving wireless +messages from the shining world outside. + +And as the wings had dried and grown firmer in the mild warm current +of air and the bright sunlight, she moved them with a wider and bolder +sweep. The heavy, unwieldy body, thinned by the expulsion of those +currents driven upward to give flying-power to the wings, had taken on +a slim and tapering grace. She had reached her fairy perfection. She +was ready now for flight and light and love and freedom and the +uncharted pathways of the air, ready to carry out the design of the +Creator who had fashioned her so wondrously and so beautiful, and had +sent ahead of her the flowers for that marvelous tongue of hers to +sip. + +Waiting still, opening and closing her exquisite wings, trying them, +spreading them flat, the splendid swallow-tail clung to the page of +the book open at the Gospel of John. And I, idly enough, leaned +forward, and saw between the opening and the closing wings, words. The +which John Flint, bending forward beside me, likewise saw. "_Work_," +flashed out. And on a lower line, "_while it is day_." + +I grasped the edge of the table; his knuckles showed white beside +mine. + + "_I must work the works of him + that sent me, while it is day._" + +His eyes grew larger and deeper. A sort of inward light, a serene and +joyous acceptance and assurance, flowed into them. I that had dared to +be despondent felt a sense of awe. The Voice that had once spoken +above the Mercy Seat and between the wings of the cherubim was +speaking now in immortal words between, the wings of a butterfly. + +She was poising herself for her first flight, the bright and lovely +Lady of the Sky. Now she spread her wings flat, as a fan is unfurled. +And now she had lifted them clear and uncovered her message. The +Butterfly Man watched her, hanging absorbed upon her every movement. +And he read, softly: + + "_I must work + ... while it is day_." + +Lightly as a flower, a living and glorious flower, she lifted and +launched herself into the air, flew straight and sure for the outside +light, hung poised one gracious moment, and was gone. + +He turned to me the sweetest, clearest eyes I have ever seen in a +mortal countenance, the eyes of a little child. His face had caught a +sort of secret beauty, that was never to leave it any more. + +"Parson!" said the Butterfly Man, in a whisper that shook with the +beating of his heart behind it: "Parson! _Don't it beat hell?_" + +I rocked on my toes. Then I flung my arms around him, with a jubilant +shout: + +"It does! It does! Oh, Butterfly Man, by the grace and the glory and +the wonder of God, it beats hell!" + +THE END + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Slippy McGee, Sometimes Known as the +Butterfly Man, by Marie Conway Oemler + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLIPPY MCGEE *** + +***** This file should be named 15843-8.txt or 15843-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/5/8/4/15843/ + +Produced by Janet Kegg, Jeannie Howse and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net). + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Slippy McGee, Sometimes Known as the Butterfly Man + +Author: Marie Conway Oemler + +Release Date: May 17, 2005 [EBook #15843] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLIPPY MCGEE *** + + + + +Produced by Janet Kegg, Jeannie Howse and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net). + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h1><a name="Page_i"></a>SLIPPY McGEE</h1> + +<h2>SOMETIMES KNOWN AS<br /> +THE BUTTERFLY MAN</h2> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h4>BY</h4> +<h3>MARIE CONWAY OEMLER</h3> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h5>NEW YORK<br /> +THE CENTURY CO.<br /> +1920</h5> + +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h5><a name="Page_ii"></a>1917, by<br /> +<span class="sc">The Century Co.</span></h5> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h6>Published, April, 1917.<br /> +Reprinted, August, 1917; February, 1918;<br /> +August, 1918; March, 1919; August, 1919;<br /> +November, 1919; February, 1920.</h6> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h3 class="sc"><a name="Page_iii"></a>TO<br /> +ELIZABETH and ALAN OEMLER</h3> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> + +<a name="Page_iv"></a> +<h2>FOREWORD</h2> + +<br /> +<br /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>I have known life and love, I have known death and disaster;<br /></span> +<span>Foregathered with fools, succumbed to sin, been not unacquainted with shame;<br /></span> +<span>Doubted, and yet held fast to a faith no doubt could o'ermaster.<br /></span> +<span>Won and lost:—and I know it was all a part of the Game.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span>Youth and the dreams of youth, hope, and the triumph of sorrow:<br /></span> +<span>I took as they came, I played them all; and I trumped the trick when I could.<br /></span> +<span>And now, O Mover of Men, let the end be to-day or to-morrow—<br /></span> +<span>I have staked and played for Myself, and You and the Game were good!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="toc"></a><hr /> +<a name="Page_v"></a><br /> + +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> +<br /> + +<div class="centered"> + <table border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" width="90%" summary="Table of Contents"> + <tr> + <td class="tdrsc" style="font-size: 85%;">Chapter</td> + <td colspan="2" class="tdrsc" style="font-size: 85%;">Page</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_I">I.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">Appleboro</td> + <td class="tdr">3</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_II">II.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">The Coming Of Slippy McGee</td> + <td class="tdr">19</td> +</tr> +<tr> + + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_III">III.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">Neighbors</td> + <td class="tdr">37</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">IV.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">Underwings</td> + <td class="tdr">48</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_V">V.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">Enter Kerry</td> + <td class="tdr">65</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">VI.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">"Thy Servant Will Go And Fight With This Philistine." 1 Sam. 17-32</td> + <td class="tdr">94</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">VII.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">The Going Of Slippy McGee</td> + <td class="tdr">111</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">VIII.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">The Butterfly Man</td> + <td class="tdr">131</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">IX.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">Nests</td> + <td class="tdr">145</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_X">X.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">The Bluejay</td> + <td class="tdr">172</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">XI.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">A Little Girl Grown Up</td> + <td class="tdr">189</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">XII.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">John Flint, Gentleman</td> + <td class="tdr">203</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">XIII.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">"Each In His Own Coin"</td> + <td class="tdr">226</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">XIV.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">The Wishing Curl</td> + <td class="tdr">258</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">XV.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">In The Middle Of The Night</td> + <td class="tdr">283</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">XVI.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">"Will You Walk Into My Parlor"</td> + <td class="tdr">302</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">XVII.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">"—Said The Spider To The Fly—"</td> + <td class="tdr">319</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">XVIII.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">St. Stanislaus Crooks His Elbow</td> + <td class="tdr">343</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">XIX.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">The I O U Of Slippy McGee</td> + <td class="tdr">364</td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XX">XX.</a></td> + <td class="tdlsc">Between A Butterfly's Wings</td> + <td class="tdr">382</td> +</tr> +</table> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_1"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h2>SLIPPY McGEE</h2> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_2"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>CHARACTERS</h2> +<br /> + +<div style="margin-left: 10%; margin-right: 10%;"> +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Father Armand Jean De Rancé</span>, <i>Catholic Priest of Appleboro, South +Carolina</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Madame De Rancé</span>, <i>his Mother</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Clélie</span>, <i>their Servant</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Laurence Mayne</span>, <i>the Boy</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Mary Virginia Eustis</span>, <i>the Girl</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">James Eustis</span>, <i>Man of the New South</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Mrs. Eustis</span>, <i>a Lady</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Doctor Walter Westmoreland</span>, <i>the Beloved Physician</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">JIM DABNEY</span>, <i>Editor of the Appleboro "Clarion"</i></p> + +<table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="65%" summary="bracket workaround"> + <tr> + <td class="sc" width="45%" style="white-space: nowrap;">Major Appleby Cartwright<br /> + Miss Sally Ruth Dexter<br /> + Judge Hammond Mayne</td> + <td style="font-size: 38pt; white-space: nowrap;" width="15%"> }</td> + <td valign="middle" width="40%">Neighbors</td> + </tr> +</table> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">George Inglesby</span>, <i>the Boss of Appleboro</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">J. Howard Hunter</span>, <i>his Private Secretary</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Kerry</span>, <i>an Irish Setter</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">Pitache</span>, <i>the Parish House Dog</i></p> + +<p class="noin"><span class="sc">The Moths And Butterflies Of South Carolina<br/> +The Children, The Mill-hands, The Factory Folks</span>, and<br /> +<span class="sc">Slippy McGee</span>, <i>sometimes known as the Butterfly Man</i></p> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_I"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h1><a name="Page_3"></a>SLIPPY McGEE</h1> + +<br /> + +<h2>CHAPTER I <span class="totoc"><a class="noline" href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>APPLEBORO</h3> +<br /> + +<p>"Now there was my cousin Eliza," Miss Sally Ruth Dexter once said to +me, "who was forced to make her home for thirty years in Vienna! She +married an attaché of the Austrian legation, you know; met him while +she was visiting in Washington, and she was such a pretty girl and he +was such a charming man that they fell in love with each other and got +married. Afterward his family procured him a very influential post at +court, and of course poor Cousin Eliza had to stay there with him. +Dear mama often said she considered it a most touching proof of +woman's willingness to sacrifice herself—for there's no doubt it must +have been very hard on poor Cousin Eliza. She was born and raised +right here in Appleboro, you see."</p> + +<p>Do not think that Miss Sally Ruth was anything but most transparently +sincere in thus sympathizing with the sad fate of poor Cousin Eliza, +who was born and raised in Appleboro, South Carolina, and yet +sacrificed herself by dragging out thirty years of exile in the court +circles of Vienna! Any trueborn Appleboron would be equally sorry for +Cousin Eliza for the same reason that <a name="Page_4"></a>Miss Sally Ruth was. Get +yourself born in South Carolina and you will comprehend.</p> + +<p>"What did you see in your travels that you liked most?" I was curious +to discover from an estimable citizen who had spent a summer abroad.</p> + +<p>"Why, General Lee's standin' statue in the Capitol an' his recumbent +figure in Washington an' Lee chapel, of co'se!" said the colonel +promptly. "An' listen hyuh, Father De Rancé, I certainly needed him to +take the bad taste out of my mouth an' the red out of my eye after +viewin' Bill Sherman on a brass hawse in New York, with an angel +that'd lost the grace of God prancin' on ahead of him!" He added +reflectively: "I had my own ideah as to where any angel leadin' <i>him</i> +was most likely headed for!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I meant in Europe!" hastily.</p> + +<p>"Well, father, I saw pretty near everything in Europe, I reckon; +likewise New York. But comin' home I ran up to Washington an' Lee to +visit the general lyin' there asleep, an' it just needed one glance to +assure me that the greatest an' grandest work of art in this round +world was right there before me! What do folks want to rush off to +foreign parts for, where they can't talk plain English an' a man can't +get a satisfyin' meal of home cookin', when we've got the greatest +work of art an' the best hams ever cured, right in Virginia? See +America first, I say. Why, suh, I was so glad to get back to good old +Appleboro that I let everybody else wait until I'd gone around to the +monument an' looked up at our man standin' there on top of it, an' I +found myself sayin' over the names he's guardin' as if I was sayin' my +prayers: <i>our names</i>.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_5"></a>Uh huh, Europe's good enough for Europeans an' the Nawth's a God's +plenty good enough for Yankees, but Appleboro for me. Why, father, +they haven't got anything like our monument to their names!"</p> + +<p>They haven't. And I should hate to think that any Confederate living +or dead ever even remotely resembled the gray granite one on our +monument. He is a brigandish and bearded person in a foraging cap, +leaning forward to rest himself on his gun. His long skirted coat is +buckled tightly about his waist to form a neat bustle effect in the +back, and the solidity of his granite shoes and the fell rigidity of +his granite breeches are such as make the esthetic shudder; one has to +admit that as a work of art he is almost as bad as the statues +cluttering New York City. But in Appleboro folks are not critical; +they see him not with the eyes of art but with the deeper vision of +the heart. He stands for something that is gone on the wind and the +names he guards are our names.</p> + +<p>This is not irrelevant. It is merely to explain something that is +inherent in the living spirit of all South Carolina; wherefore it +explains my Appleboro, the real inside-Appleboro.</p> + +<p>Outwardly Appleboro is just one of those quiet, conservative, old +Carolina towns where, loyal to the customs and traditions of their +fathers, they would as lief white-wash what they firmly believe to be +the true and natural character of General William Tecumseh Sherman as +they would their own front fences. Occasionally somebody will give a +backyard henhouse a needed coat or two; but a front fence? Never! It +isn't the thing. Nobody does it. All normal South Carolinians come +into the world with a native horror of paint and whitewash and <a name="Page_6"></a>they +depart hence even as they were born. In consequence, towns like +Appleboro take on the venerable aspect of antiquity, peacefully +drowsing among immemorial oaks draped with long, gray, melancholy +moss.</p> + +<p>Not that we are cut off from the world, or that we have escaped the +clutch of commerce. We have the usual shops and stores, even an +emporium or two, and street lights until twelve, and the mills and +factory. We have the river trade, and two railroads tap our rich +territory to fetch and carry what we take and give. And, except in the +poor parish of which I, Armand De Rancé, am pastor, and some few +wealthy families like the Eustises, Agur's wise and noble prayer has +been in part granted to us; for if it has not been possible to remove +far from us all vanity and lies, yet we have been given neither +poverty nor riches, and we are fed with food convenient for us.</p> + +<p>In Appleboro the pleasant and prejudiced Old looks askance at the +noisy and intruding New, before which, it is forced to retreat—always +without undue or undignified haste, however, and always unpainted and +unreconstructed. It is a town where families live in houses that have +sheltered generations of the same name, using furniture that was not +new when Marion's men hid in the swamps and the redcoats overran the +country-side. Almost everybody has a garden, full of old-fashioned +shrubs and flowers, and fine trees. In such a place men and women grow +old serenely and delightfully, and youth flourishes all the fairer for +the rich soil which has brought it forth.</p> + +<p>One has twenty-four hours to the day in a South Carolina town—plenty +of time to live in, so that one <a name="Page_7"></a>can afford to do things unhurriedly +and has leisure to be neighborly. For you do have neighbors here. It +is true that they know all your business and who and what your +grandfather was and wasn't, and they are prone to discuss it with a +frankness to make the scalp prickle. But then, you know theirs, too, +and you are at liberty to employ the same fearsome frankness, provided +you do it politely and are not speaking to an outsider. It is +perfectly permissible for <i>you</i> to say exactly what you please about +your own people to your own people, but should an outsider and an +alien presume to do likewise, the Carolina code admits of but one +course of conduct; borrowing the tactics of the goats against the +wolf, they close in shoulder to shoulder and present to the audacious +intruder an unbroken and formidable front of horns.</p> + +<p>And it is the last place left in all America where decent poverty is +in nowise penalized. You can be poor pleasantly—a much rarer and far +finer art than being old gracefully. Because of this, life in South +Carolina sometimes retains a simplicity as fine and sincere as it is +charming.</p> + +<p>I deplore the necessity, but I will be pardoned if I pause here to +become somewhat personal, to explain who and what I am and how I came +to be a pastor in Appleboro. To explain myself, then, I shall have to +go back to a spring morning long ago, when I was not a poor parish +priest, no, nor ever dreamed of becoming one, but was young Armand De +Rancé, a flower-crowned and singing pagan, holding up to the morning +sun the chalice of spring; joyous because I was of a perishable +beauty, dazzled because life gave me so much, proud of <a name="Page_8"></a>an old and +honored name, secure in ancestral wealth, loving laughter so much that +I looked with the raised eyebrow and the twisted lip at austerities +and prayers.</p> + +<p>If ever I reflected at all, it was to consider that I had nothing to +pray for, save that things might ever remain as they were: that I +should remain me, myself, young Armand De Rancé, loving and above all +beloved of that one sweet girl whom I loved with all my heart. Young, +wealthy, strong, beautiful, loving, and beloved! To hold all that, +crowded into the hollow of one boyish hand! Oh, it was too much!</p> + +<p>I do not think I had ever felt my own happiness so exquisitely as I +did upon that day which was to see the last of it. I was to go +a-Maying with her who had ever been as my own soul, since we were +children playing together. So I rode off to her home, an old house set +in its walled inclosure by the river. At the door somebody met me, +calling me by my name. I thought at first it had been a stranger. It +was her mother. And while I stood staring at her changed face she took +me by the hand and began to whisper in my ear ... what I had to know. +Blindly, like one bludgeoned on the head, I followed her into a +darkened room, and saw what lay there with closed eyes and hair still +wet from the river into which my girl had cast herself.</p> + +<p>No, I cannot put into words just what had happened; indeed, I never +really knew all. There was no public scandal, only great sorrow. But I +died that morning. The young and happy part of me died, and, only +half-alive I walked about among the living, dragging about with me the +corpse of what had been myself. Crushed by this horrible burden which +none saw but I, I was <a name="Page_9"></a>blind to the beauties of earth and deaf to the +mercies of heaven, until a great Voice called me to come out of the +sepulcher of myself; and I came—alive again, and free, of a strong +spirit, but with youth gone from it. Out of the void of an +irremediable disaster God had called me to His service, chastened and +humbled.</p> + +<p>"<i>Who is weak and I am not weak? who is offended and I burn not?</i>"</p> + +<p>And yet, although I knew my decision was irrevocable, I did not find +it easy to tell my mother. Then:</p> + +<p>"Little mother of my heart," I blurted, "my career is decided. I have +been called. I am for the Church."</p> + +<p>We were in her pleasant morning room, a beautiful room, and the lace +curtains were pushed aside to allow free ingress of air and sunlight. +Between the windows hung two objects my mother most greatly +cherished—one an enameled Petitot miniature, gold-framed, of a man in +the flower of his youth. His hair, beautiful as the hair of Absalom, +falls about his haughty, high-bred face, and so magnificently is he +clothed that when I was a child I used to associate him in my mind +with those "<i>captains and rulers, clothed most gorgeously, all of them +desirable young men, ... girdled with a girdle upon their loins, +exceeding in dyed attire upon their heads, all of them princes to look +to" ... whom Aholibah "doted upon when her eyes saw them portrayed +upon the walls in vermilion</i>."</p> + +<p>The other is an Audran engraving of that same man grown old and +stripped of beauty and of glory, as the leaf that falls and the flower +that fades. The somber habit of an order has replaced scarlet and +gold; and sackcloth, satin. Between the two pictures hangs an old +<a name="Page_10"></a>crucifix. For that is Armand De Rancé, glorious sinner, handsomest, +wealthiest, most gifted man of his day—and his a day of glorious men; +and this is Armand De Rancé, become the sad austere reformer of La +Trappe.</p> + +<p>My mother rose, walked over to the Abbé's pictures, and looked long +and with rather frightened eyes at him. Perhaps there was something in +the similarity to his of the fate which had come upon me who bore his +name, which caused her to turn so pale. I also am an Armand De Rancé, +of a cadet branch of that great house, which emigrated to the New +World when we French were founding colonies on the banks of the +Mississippi.</p> + +<p>Her hand went to her heart. Turning, she regarded me pitifully.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, not that!" I reassured her. "I am at once too strong and not +strong enough for solitude and silence. Surely there is room and work +for one who would serve God through serving his fellow men, in the +open, is there not?"</p> + +<p>At that she kissed me. Not a whimper, although I am an only son and +the name dies with me, the old name of which she was so beautifully +proud! She had hoped to see my son wear my father's name and face and +thus bring back the lost husband she had so greatly loved; she had +prayed to see my children about her knees, and it must have cost her a +frightful anguish to renounce these sweet and consoling dreams, these +tender and human ambitions. Yet she did so, smiling, and kissed me on +the brow.</p> + +<p>Three months later I entered the Church; and <a name="Page_11"></a>because I was the last +De Rancé, and twenty four, and the day was to have been my +wedding-day, there fell upon me, sorely against my will, the halo of +sad romance.</p> + +<p>Endeared thus to the young, I suppose I grew into what I might call a +very popular preacher. Though I myself cannot see that I ever did much +actual good, since my friends praised my sermons for their "fine +Gallic flavor," and I made no enemies.</p> + +<p>But there was no rest for my spirit, until the Call came again, the +Call that may not be slighted, and bade me leave my sheltered place, +my pleasant lines, and go among the poor, to save my own soul alive.</p> + +<p>That is why and how the Bishop, my old and dear friend, after long +argument and many protests, at length yielded and had me transferred +from fashionable St. Jean Baptiste's to the poverty-stricken +missionary parish of sodden laboring folk in a South Carolina +coast-town: he meant to cure me, the good man! I should have the worst +at the outset.</p> + +<p>"And I hope you understand," said he, sorrowfully, "that this step +practically closes your career. Such a pity, for you could have gone +so far! You might even have worn the red hat. It is not hoping too +much that the last De Rancé, the namesake of the great Abbé, might +have finished as an American cardinal! But God's will be done. If you +must go, you must go."</p> + +<p>I said, respectfully, that I had to go.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, go and try it out to the uttermost," said the Bishop. +"And it may be that, if you do not kill yourself with overwork, you +may return to me cured, <a name="Page_12"></a>when you see the futility of the task you +wish to undertake." But I was never again to see his kind face in this +world.</p> + +<p>And then, as if to cut me off yet more completely from all ties, as if +to render my decision irrevocable, it was permitted of Providence that +the wheel of my fortune should take one last revolution. Henri Dupuis +of the banking house which bore his name shot himself through the head +one fine morning, and as he had been my guardian and was still the +executor of my father's estate, the whole De Rancé fortune went down +with him. All of it. Even the old house went, the old house which had +sheltered so many of the name these two hundred years. If I could have +grieved for anything it would have been that. Nothing was left except +the modest private fortune long since secured to my mother by my +father's affection. It had been a bridal gift, intended to cover her +personal expenses, her charities, and her pretty whims. Now it was to +stand between her and want.</p> + +<p>Stripped all but bare, and with one servant left of all our staff, we +turned our backs upon our old life, our old home, and faced the world +anew, in a strange place where nothing was familiar, and where I who +had begun so differently was destined to grow into what I have since +become—just an old priest, with but small reputation outside of his +few friends and poor working-folks. There! That is quite enough of +<i>me</i>!</p> + +<p>There was one pleasant feature of our new home that rejoiced me for my +mother's sake. From the very first she found neighbors who were +friendly and charming. Now my mother, when we came to <a name="Page_13"></a>Appleboro, was +still a beautiful woman, fair and rosy, with a profusion of <i>blonde +cendre</i> curls just beginning to whiten, a sweet and arch face, and +eyes of clearest hazel, valanced with jet. She had been perhaps the +loveliest and most beloved woman of that proud and select circle which +is composed of families descended from the old noblesse, the most +exclusive circle of New Orleans society. And, as she said, nothing +could change nor alter the fact that no matter <i>what</i> happened to us, +we were still De Rancés!</p> + +<p>"Ah! And was it, then, a De Rancé who had the holy Mother of God +painted in a family picture, with a scroll issuing from her lips +addressing him as 'My Cousin'?" I asked, slyly.</p> + +<p>"If it was, nobody in the world had a better right!" said she stoutly.</p> + +<p>Thus the serene and unquestioning faith of their estimate of +themselves in the scheme of things, as evidenced by these Carolina +folk around her, caused Madame De Rancé neither surprise nor +amusement. She understood. She shared many of their prejudices, and +she of all women could appreciate a pride that was almost equal to her +own. When they initiated her into the inevitable and inescapable +Carolina game of Matching Grandfathers, she always had a Roland for +their Oliver; and as they generally came back with an Oliver to match +her Roland, all the players retired with equal honors and mutual +respect. Every door in Appleboro at once opened wide to Madame De +Rancé. The difference in religion was obviated by the similarity of +Family.</p> + +<p>Fortunately, too, the Church and Parish House were not in the mill +district itself, a place shoved aside, full <a name="Page_14"></a>of sordid hideousness, +ribboned with railroad tracks, squalid with boarding-houses never free +from the smell of bad cooking, sinister with pawnshops, miserable with +depressingly ugly rows of small houses where the hands herded, and all +of it darkened by the grim shadow of the great red brick mills +themselves. Instead, our Church sits on a tree-shaded corner in the +old town, and the roomy white-piazza'd Parish House is next door, +embowered in the pleasantest of all gardens.</p> + +<p>That garden reconciled my mother to her exile, for I am afraid she had +regarded Appleboro with somewhat of the attitude of the castaway +sailor toward a desert island—a refuge after shipwreck, but a desert +island nevertheless, a place which cuts off one from one's world. And +when at first the poor, uncouth, sullen creatures who were a part of +my new charge, frightened and dismayed her, there was always the +garden to fly to for consolation. If she couldn't plant seeds of order +and cleanliness and morality and thrift in the sterile soil of poor +folks' minds, she could always plant seeds of color and beauty and +fragrance in her garden and be surer of the result. That garden was my +delight, too. I am sure no other equal space ever harbored so many +birds and bees and butterflies; and its scented dusks was the paradise +of moths. Great wonderful fellows clothed in kings' raiment, little +chaps colored like flowers and seashells and rainbows, there the airy +cohorts of the People of the Sky wheeled and danced and fluttered. Now +my grandfather and my father had been the friends of Audubon and of +Agassiz, and I myself had been the correspondent of Riley and Scudder +and Henry Edwards, for I love the People of the Sky <a name="Page_15"></a>more than all +created things. And when I watched them in my garden, I am sure it was +they who lent my heart their wings to lift it above the misery and +overwork and grief which surrounded me; I am sure I should have sunk +at times, if God had not sent me my little friends, the moths and +butterflies.</p> + +<p>Our grounds join Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's on one side and Judge +Hammond Mayne's are just behind us; so that the Judge's black Daddy +January can court our yellow Clélie over one fence, with coy and +delicate love-gifts of sugar-cane and sweet-potato pone in season; and +Miss Sally Ruth's roosters and ours can wholeheartedly pick each +other's eyes out through the other all the year round. These are fowls +with so firm a faith in the Mosaic code of an eye for an eye that when +Miss Sally Ruth has six blind of the right eye we have five blind of +the left. We are at times stung by the Mayne bees, but freely and +bountifully supplied with the Mayne honey, a product of fine flavor. +And our little dog Pitache made it the serious business of his life to +keep the Mayne cats in what he considered their proper bounds.</p> + +<p>Major Appleby Cartwright, our neighbor to the other side of Miss Sally +Ruth, has a theory that not alone by our fruits, but by our animals, +shall we be known for what we are. He insists that Pitache wags his +tail and barks in French and considers all cats Protestants, and that +Miss Sally Ruth's hens are all Presbyterians at heart, in spite of the +fact that her roosters are Mormons. The Major likewise insists that +you couldn't possibly hope to know the real Judge Hammond Mayne unless +you knew his pet cats. You admire that calm <a name="Page_16"></a>and imperturbable +dignity, that sphinxlike and yet vigilant poise of bearing which has +made Judge Mayne so notable an ornament of the bench? It is purely +feline: "He caught it from his cats, suh: he caught every God-blessed +bit of it from his cats!"</p> + +<p>As one may perceive, we have delicious neighbors!</p> + +<p>When we had been settled in Appleboro a little more than a year, and I +had gotten the parish wheels running fairly smooth, we discovered that +by my mother's French house-keeping, that exquisitely careful +house-keeping which uses everything and wastes nothing, my salary was +going to be quite sufficient to cover our modest ménage, thus leaving +my mother's own income practically intact. We could use it in the +parish; but there was so much to be done for that parish that we were +rather at a loss where to begin, or what one thing to accomplish among +so many things crying aloud. But finally, tackling what seemed to us +the worst of these crying evils, we were able to turn the two empty +rooms upstairs into what Madame pleasantly called Guest Rooms, thus +remedying, to the best of our ability, the absolute lack of any +accommodation for the sick and injured poor. And as time passed, these +Guest Rooms, so greatly needed, proved not how much but how little we +could do. We could only afford to maintain two beds on our small +allowance, for they had to be absolutely free, to help those for whom +they were intended—poor folks in immediate and dire need, for whom +the town had no other place except an insanitary room in the jail. You +could be born and baptized in the Guest Rooms, or shriven and sent +thence in hope. More often you were coaxed back to health under my +mother's <a name="Page_17"></a>nursing and Clélie's cooking and the skill of Doctor Walter +Westmoreland.</p> + +<p>No bill ever came to the Parish House from Dr. Walter Westmoreland, +whom my poor people look upon as a direct act of Providence in their +behalf. He is an enormous man, big and ruddy and baldheaded and +clean-shaven, with the shoulders of a coal-heaver and legs like a pair +of twin oaks. He is rather absent-minded, but he never forgets the +down-and-out Guest Roomers, and he has a genius for remembering the +mill-children. These are his dear and special charge.</p> + +<p>Westmoreland is a great doctor who chooses to live in a small town; he +says you can save as many lives in a little town as a big one, and +folks need you more. He is a socialist who looks upon rich people as +being merely poor people with money; an idealist, who will tell you +bluntly that revelations haven't ceased; they've only changed for the +better.</p> + +<p>Westmoreland has the courage of a gambler and the heart of a little +child. He likes to lay a huge hand upon my shoulder and tell me to my +teeth that heaven is a habit of heart and hell a condition of liver. I +do not always agree with him; but along with everybody else in +Appleboro, I love him. Of all the many goodnesses that God has shown +me, I do not count it least that this good and kind man was sent in +our need, to heal and befriend the broken and friendless waifs and +strays who found for a little space a resting place in our Guest +Rooms.</p> + +<p>And when I look back I know now that not lightly nor fortuitously was +I uprooted from my place and my people and sent hither to impinge upon +the lives of many <a name="Page_18"></a>who were to be dearer to me than all that had gone +before; I was not idly sent to know and love Westmoreland, and Mary +Virginia, and Laurence; and, above all, Slippy McGee, whom we of +Appleboro call the Butterfly Man.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_II"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2><a name="Page_19"></a>CHAPTER II<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>THE COMING OF SLIPPY MCGEE</h3> +<br /> + +<p>On a cold gray morning in December two members of my flock, Poles who +spoke but little English and that little very badly, were on their way +to their daily toil in the canning factory. It is a long walk from the +Poles' quarters to the factory, and the workpeople must start early, +for one is fined half an hour's time if one is five minutes late. The +short-cut is down the railroad tracks that run through the mill +district—for which cause we bury a yearly toll of the children of the +poor.</p> + +<p>Just beyond the freight sheds, signal tower, and water tank, is a +grade crossing where so many terrible things have happened that the +colored people call that place Dead Man's Crossin' and warn you not to +go by there of nights because the signal tower is haunted and Things +lurk in the rank growth behind the water tank, coming out to show +themselves after dark. If you <i>must</i> pass it then you would better +turn your coat inside out, pull down your sleeves over your hands, and +be very careful to keep three fingers twisted for a Sign. This is a +specific against most ha'nts, though by no means able to scare away +all of them. Those at Dead Man's Crossin' are peculiarly malignant and +hard to scare. Maum Jinkey Delette saw one there once, coming down the +track faster than an express train, bigger than a cow, <a name="Page_20"></a>and waving +both his legs in his hands. Poor old Maum Jinkey was so scared that +she chattered her new false teeth out of her mouth, and she never +found those teeth to the day of her death, but had to mumble along as +best she could without them.</p> + +<p>Hurrying by Dead Man's Crossin', the workmen stumbled over a man lying +beside the tracks; his clothing was torn to shreds, he was wet with +the heavy night dew and covered with dirt, cinders, and partly +congealed blood, for his right leg had been ground to pulp. Peering at +this horrible object in the wan dusk of the early morning, they +thought he was dead like most of the others found there.</p> + +<p>For a moment the men hesitated, wondering whether it wouldn't be +better to leave him there to be found and removed by folks with more +time at their disposal. One doesn't like to lose time and be +consequently fined, on account of stopping to pick up a dead tramp; +particularly when Christmas is drawing near and money so much needed +that every penny counts.</p> + +<p>The thing on the ground, regaining for a fraction of a second a glint +of half-consciousness, quivered, moaned feebly, and lay still again. +Humanity prevailing, the Poles looked about for help, but as yet the +place was quite deserted. Grumbling, they wrenched a shutter off the +Agent's window, lifted the mangled tramp upon it, and made straight +for the Parish House; when accidents such as this happened to men such +as this, weren't the victims incontinently turned over to the Parish +House people? Indeed, there wasn't any place else for them, unless one +excepted the rough room at the jail; and the average small town +jail—ours wasn't any <a name="Page_21"></a>exception to the rule—is a place where a +decent veterinary would scruple to put a sick cur. With him the Poles +brought his sole luggage, a package tied up in oilskin, which they had +found lying partly under him.</p> + +<p>We had become accustomed to these sudden inroads of misfortune, so he +was carried upstairs to the front Guest Room, fortunately just then +empty. The Poles turned over to me the heavy package found with him, +stolidly requested a note to the Boss explaining their necessary +tardiness, and hurried away. They had done what they had to do, and +they had no further interest in him. Nobody had any interest in one of +the unknown tramps who got themselves killed or crippled at Dead Man's +Crossin'.</p> + +<p>The fellow was shockingly injured and we had some strenuous days and +nights with him, for that which had been a leg had to come off at the +knee; he had lain in the cold for some hours, he had sustained a +frightful shock, and he had lost considerable blood. I am sure that in +the hands of any physician less skilled and determined than +Westmoreland he must have gone out. But Westmoreland, with his jaw +set, followed his code and fenced with death for this apparently +worthless and forfeited life, using all his skill and finesse to +outwit the great Enemy; in spite of which, so attenuated was the man's +chance that we were astonished when he turned the corner—very, very +feebly—and we didn't have to place another pine box in the potter's +field, alongside other unmarked mounds whose occupants were other +unknown men, grim causes of Dead Man's Crossin's sinister name.</p> + +<p>The effects of the merciful drugs that had kept him quiet in time wore +away. Our man woke up one <a name="Page_22"></a>forenoon clear-headed, if hollow-eyed and +mortally weak. He looked about the unfamiliar room with wan curiosity, +then his eyes came to Clélie and myself, but he did not return the +greetings of either. He just stared; he asked no questions. Presently, +very feebly, he tried to move,—and found himself a cripple. He fell +back upon his pillow, gasping. A horrible scream broke from his +lips—a scream of brute rage and mortal fear, as of a trapped wild +beast. He began to revile heaven and earth, the doctor, myself. +Clélie, clapping her hands over her outraged ears, fled as if from +fiends. Indeed, never before nor since have I heard such a frightful, +inhuman power of profanity, such hideous oaths and threats. When +breath failed him he lay spent and trembling, his chest rising and +falling to his choking gasps.</p> + +<p>"You had better be thankful your life is spared you, young man," I +said a trifle sharply, my nerves being somewhat rasped; for I had +helped Westmoreland through more than one dreadful night, and I had +sat long hours by his pillow, waiting for what seemed the passing of a +soul.</p> + +<p>He glared. "Thankful?" he screamed, "Thankful, hell! I've got to have +two good legs to make any sort of a getaway, haven't I? Well, have I +got 'em? I'm down and out for fair, that's what! Thankful? You make me +sick! Honest to God, when you gas like that I feel like bashing in +your brain, if you've got any! You and your thankfulness!" He turned +his quivering face and stared at the wall, winking. I wondered, +heartsick, if I had ever seen a more hopelessly unprepossessing +creature.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_23"></a>It was not so much physical, his curious ugliness; the dreadful thing +was that it seemed to be his spirit which informed his flesh, an +inherent unloveliness of soul upon which the body was modeled, worked +out faithfully, and so made visible. Figure to yourself one with the +fine shape of the welter-weight, steel-muscled, lithe, powerful, +springy, slim in the hips and waist, broad in the shoulders; the arms +unusually long, giving him a terrible reach, the head round, +well-shaped, covered with thick reddish hair; cold, light, and +intelligent eyes, full of animosity and suspicion, reminding you +unpleasantly of the rattlesnake's look, wary, deadly, and ready to +strike. When he thought, his forehead wrinkled. His lips shut upon +each other formidably and without softness, and the jaws thrust +forward with the effect as of balled fists. One ear was slightly +larger than the other, having the appearance of a swelling upon the +lobe. In this unlovely visage, filled with distrust and concentrated +venom, only the nose retained an incongruous and unexpected niceness. +It was a good straight nose, yet it had something of the pleasant +tiptiltedness of a child's. It was the sort of nose which should have +complemented a mouth formed for spontaneous laughter. It looked +lonesome and out of place in that set and lowering countenance, to +which the red straggling stubble of beard sprouting over jaws and +throat lent a more sinister note.</p> + +<p>We had had many a sad and terrible case in our Guest Rooms, but +somehow this seemed the saddest, hardest and most hopeless we had yet +encountered.</p> + +<p>For three weary weeks had we struggled with him, until the doctor, +sighing with physical relief, said he was <a name="Page_24"></a>out of danger and needed +only such nursing as he was sure to get.</p> + +<p>"One does one's duty as one finds it, of course," said the big doctor, +looking down at the unpromising face on the pillow, and shaking his +head. "Yes, yes, yes, one must do what's right, on the face of it, +come what will. There's no getting around <i>that!</i>" He glanced at me, a +shadow in his kind gray eyes. "But there are times, my friend, when I +wonder! Now, this morning I had to tell a working man his wife's got +to die. There's no help and no hope—she's got to die, and she a +mother of young children. So I have to try desperately," said the +doctor, rubbing his nose, "to cling tooth and claw to the hope that +there is Something behind the scenes that knows the forward-end of +things—sin and sorrow and disease and suffering and death things—and +uses them always for some beneficent purpose. But in the meantime the +mother dies, and here you and I have been used to save alive a poor +useless devil of a one-legged tramp, probably without his consent and +against his will, because it had to be and we couldn't do anything +else! Now, why? I can't help but wonder!"</p> + +<p>We looked down again, the two of us, at the face on the pillow. And I +wondered also, with even greater cause than the doctor; for I had +opened the oilskin package the Poles found, and it had given me +occasion for fear, reflection, and prayer. I was startled and alarmed +beyond words, for it contained tools of a curious and unusual +type,—not such tools as workmen carry abroad in the light of day.</p> + +<p>There was no one to whom I might confide that unpleasant discovery. I +simply could not terrify my <a name="Page_25"></a>mother, nor could I in common decency +burden the already overburdened doctor. Nor is our sheriff one to turn +to readily; he is not a man whose intelligence or heart one may +admire, respect, or depend upon. My guest had come to me with empty +pockets and a burglar's kit; a hint of that, and the sheriff had +camped on the Parish House front porch with a Winchester across his +knees and handcuffs jingling in his pockets. No, I couldn't consult +the law.</p> + +<p>I had yet a deeper and a better reason for waiting, which I find it +rather hard to set down in cold words. It is this: that as I grow +older I have grown more and more convinced that not fortuitously, not +by chance, never without real and inner purposes, are we allowed to +come vitally into each other's lives. I have walked up the steep sides +of Calvary to find out that when another wayfarer pauses for a space +beside us, it is because one has something to give, the other +something to receive.</p> + +<p>So, upon reflection, I took that oilskin package weighted down with +the seven deadly sins over to the church, and hid it under the statue +of St. Stanislaus, whom my Poles love, and before whom they come to +kneel and pray for particular favors. I tilted the saint back upon his +wooden stand, and thrust that package up to where his hands fold over +the sheaf of lilies he carries. St. Stanislaus is a beautiful and most +holy youth. No one would ever suspect <i>him</i> of hiding under his brown +habit a burglar's kit!</p> + +<p>When I had done this, and stopped to say three Hail Marys for +guidance, I went back to the little room called my study, where my +books and papers and my butterfly <a name="Page_26"></a>cabinets and collecting outfits +were kept, and set myself seriously to studying my files of +newspapers, beginning at a date a week preceding my man's appearance. +Then:</p> + +<div class="centered"> +<br /> +Slippy McGee<br /> +Makes Good His Name Once More.<br /> +Slips One Over On The Police.<br /> +Noted Burglar Escapes.<br /> +<br /> +</div> + +<p class="noin">said the glaring headlines in the New York papers. The dispatches were +dated from Atlanta, and when I turned to the Atlanta papers I found +them, too, headlining the escape of "Slippy McGee."</p> + +<p>I learned that "the slickest crook in America" finding himself +somewhat hampered in his native haunts, the seething underworld of New +York, because the police suspected him of certain daring and +mysterious burglaries although they had no positive proof against him, +had chosen to shift his base of operations South for awhile. But the +Southern authorities had been urgently warned to look out for him; in +consequence they had been so close upon his heels that he had been +surrounded while "on a job." Half an hour later, and he would have +gotten away with his plunder; but, although they were actually upon +him, by what seemed a miracle of daring and of luck he slipped through +their fingers, escaped under their very noses, leaving no clue to his +whereabouts. He was supposed to be still in hiding in Atlanta, though +as he had no known confederates and always worked alone and unaided, +the police were at a loss for information. The man had simply +vanished, after his wont, as if the earth had opened and swallowed +him. The papers gave rather full accounts of some of <a name="Page_27"></a>his past +exploits, from which one gathered that Slippy McGee was a very noted +personage in his chosen field. I sat for a long time staring at those +papers, and my thoughts were uneasy ones. What should I do?</p> + +<p>I presently decided that I could and must question my guest. So far he +had volunteered no information beyond the curt statement that his name +was John Flint and he was a hobo because he liked the trade. He had +been stealing a ride and he had slipped—and when he woke up we had +him and he hadn't his leg. And if some people knew how to be obliging +they'd make a noise like a hoop and roll away, so's other people could +pound their ear in peace, like that big stiff of a doctor ordered them +to do.</p> + +<p>As I stood by the bed and studied his sullen, suspicious, unfriendly +face, I came to the conclusion that if this were not McGee himself it +could very well be some one quite as dangerous.</p> + +<p>"Friend," said I, "we do not as a rule seek information about the +guests in these rooms. We do not have to; they explain themselves. I +should never question your assertion that your name is Flint, and I +sincerely hope it is Flint; but—there are reasons why I must and do +ask you for certain definite information about yourself."</p> + +<p>The hand lying upon the coverlet balled into a fist.</p> + +<p>"If John Flint's not fancy enough for you," he suggested truculently, +"suppose you call me Percy? Some peach of a moniker, Percy, ain't it?"</p> + +<p>"Percy?"</p> + +<p>"Sure, Percy," he grinned impudently. "But if you got a grouch against +Percy, can it, and make me Algy. <a name="Page_28"></a><i>I</i> don't mind. It's not <i>me</i> +beefing about monikers; it's you."</p> + +<p>"I am also," said I, regarding him steadily and ignoring his +flippancy, "I am also obliged to ask you what is your occupation—when +you are not stealing rides?"</p> + +<p>"Looks like it might be answering questions just now, don't it? What +you want to know for? Whatever it is, I'm not able to do it now, am I? +But as you're so naturally bellyaching to know, why, I've been in the +ring."</p> + +<p>"So I presumed. Thank you," said I, politely. "And your name is John +Flint, or Percy, or Algy, just as I choose. Percy and Algy are rather +unusual names for a gentleman who has been in the ring, don't you +think?"</p> + +<p>"I think," he snarled, turned suddenly ferocious, "that I'm named what +I dam' please to be named, and no squeals from skypilots about it, +neither. Say! what you driving at, anyhow? If what I tell you ain't +satisfying, suppose you slip over a moniker to suit yourself—and go +away!"</p> + +<p>"Oh! Suppose then," said I, without taking my eyes from his, "suppose, +then, that I chose to call you—<i>Slippy McGee</i>?"</p> + +<p>I am sure that only his bodily weakness kept him from flying at my +throat. As it was, his long arms with the hands upon them outstretched +like a beast's claws, shot out ferociously. His face contracted +horribly, and of a sudden the sweat burst out upon it so blindingly +that he had to put up an arm and wipe it away. For a moment he lay +still, glaring, panting, helpless; while I stood and watched him +unmoved.</p> + +<p>"Ain't you the real little Sherlock Holmes, though?" he jeered +presently. "Got Old Sleuth skinned for fair <a name="Page_29"></a>and Nick Carter eating +out of your hand! You damned skypilot!" His voice cracked. "You're all +alike! Get a man on his back and then put the screws on him!"</p> + +<p>I made no reply; only a great compassion for this mistaken and +miserable creature surged like a wave over my heart.</p> + +<p>"For God's sake don't stand there staring like a bughouse owl!" he +gritted. "Well, what you going to do? Bawl for the bulls? What put you +wise?"</p> + +<p>"Help you to get well. No. I opened your bag—and looked up the +newspapers," I answered succinctly.</p> + +<p>"Huh! A fat lot of good it'll do me to get well now, won't it? You +think I ought to thank you for butting in and keeping me from dying +without knowing anything about it, don't you? Well, you got another +think coming. I don't. Ever hear of a pegleg in the ring? Ever hear of +a one-hoofed dip! A long time I'd be Slippy McGee playing +cat-and-mouse with the bulls, if I had to leave some of my legs home +when I needed them right there on the job, wouldn't I? Oh, sure!"</p> + +<p>"And was it," I wondered, "such a fine thing to be Slippy McGee, +flying from the police, that one should lament his—er—disappearance?"</p> + +<p>His eyes widened. He regarded me with pity as well as astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Didn't you read the papers?" he wondered in his turn. "There don't +many travel in <i>my</i> class, skypilot! Why, I haven't <i>got</i> any +equals—the best of them trail a mile behind. Ask the bulls, if you +want to know about Slippy McGee! And I let the happy dust alone. Most +dips are dopes, but I was too slick; I cut it out. I knew if the dope +once gets you, then the bulls get next. <a name="Page_30"></a>Not for Slippy. I've kept my +head clear, and that's how I've muddled theirs. They never get next to +anything until I've cleaned up and dusted. Why, honest to God, I can +open any box made, easy as easy, just like I can put it all over any +bull alive! That is," a spasm twisted his face and into his voice +crept the acute anguish of the artist deprived of all power to create, +"that is, I could—until I made that last getaway on a freight, and +this happened."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry," said I soothingly, "that you have lost your leg, of +course. But better to lose your leg than your soul, my son. Why, how +do you know<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>He writhed. "Can it!" he implored. "Cut it out! Ain't I up against +enough now, for God's sake? Down and out—and nothing to do but have +my soul curry-combed and mashfed by a skypilot with <i>both</i> his legs +and <i>all</i> his mouth on him! Ain't it hell, though? Say, you better +send for the cops. I'd rather stand for the pen than the preaching. +What'd you do with my bag, anyway?"</p> + +<p>"But I really have no idea of preaching to you; and I would rather not +send for the police—afterwards, when you are better, you may do so if +you choose. You are a free agent. As for your bag, why—it is—it +is—in the keeping of the Church."</p> + +<p>"Huh!" said he, and twisted his mouth cynically. "Huh! Then it's +good-bye tools, I suppose. I'm no churchmember, thank God, but I've +heard that once the Church gets her clamps on anything worth while all +hell can't pry her loose."</p> + +<p>Now I don't know why, but at that, suddenly and <a name="Page_31"></a>inexplicably, as if I +had glimpsed a ray of light, I felt cheered.</p> + +<p>"Why, that's it exactly!" said I, smiling. "Once the Church gets real +hold of a thing—or a man—worth while, she holds on so fast that all +hell can't pry her loose. Won't you try to remember that, my son!"</p> + +<p>"If it's a joke, suck the marrow out of it yourself," said he sourly. +"It don't listen so horrible funny to me. And you haven't peeped yet +about what you're going to do. I'm waiting to hear. I'm real +interested."</p> + +<p>"Why, I really don't know yet," said I, still cheerfully. "Suppose we +wait and see? Here you are, safe and harmless enough for the present. +And God is good; perhaps He knows that you and I may need each other +more than you and the police need each other—who can tell? I should +simply set myself strictly to the task of getting entirely well, if I +were you—and let it go at that."</p> + +<p>He appeared to reflect; his forehead wrinkled painfully.</p> + +<p>"Devil-dodger," said he, after a pause, "are you just making a noise +with your face, or is that on the level?"</p> + +<p>"That's on the level."</p> + +<p>His hard and suspicious eyes bored into me. And as I held his glance, +a hint of wonder and amazement crept into his face.</p> + +<p>"God A'mighty! I believe him!" he gasped. And then, as if ashamed of +that real feeling, he scowled.</p> + +<p>"Say, if you're really on the level, I guess you'd better not be +flashing the name of Slippy McGee around <a name="Page_32"></a>promiscuous," he suggested +presently. "It won't do either you or me any good, see? And say, +parson,—forget Percy and Algy. How was I to know you'd be so white? +And look here: I did know a gink named John Flint, once. Only he was +called Reddy, because he'd got such a blazing red head and whiskers. +He's croaked, so he wouldn't mind me using his moniker, seeing it's +not doing him any good now."</p> + +<p>"Let us agree upon John Flint," I decided.</p> + +<p>"Help yourself," he agreed, equably.</p> + +<p>Clélie, with wrath and disapproval written upon every stiffened line, +brought him his broth, which he took with a better grace than I had +yet witnessed. He even added a muttered word of thanks.</p> + +<p>"It's funny," he reflected, when the yellow woman had left the room +with the empty bowl, "it's sure funny, but d'ye know, I'm lots easier +in my mind, knowing you know, and not having to think up a hard-luck +gag to hand out to you? I hate like hell to have to lie, except of +course when I need a smooth spiel for the cops. I guess I'll snooze a +bit now," he added, as I rose to leave the room. And as I reached the +door:</p> + +<p>"Parson?"</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"Why—er—come in a bit to-night, will you? That is, if you've got +time. And look here: don't you get the notion in your bean I'm just +some little old two-by-four guy of a yegg or some poor nut of a dip. +I'm <i>not</i>. Why, I've been the whole show <i>and</i> manager besides. Yep, +I'm Slippy McGee himself."</p> + +<p>He paused, to let this sink into my consciousness. I must confess that +I was more profoundly impressed <a name="Page_33"></a>than even he had any idea of. And +then, magnanimously, he added: "You're sure some white man, parson."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, John Flint," said I, with due modesty.</p> + +<p>Heaven knows why I should have been pleased and hopeful, but I was. My +guest was a criminal; he hadn't shown the slightest sign of +compunction or of shame; instead, he had betrayed a brazen pride. And +yet—I felt hopeful. Although I knew I was tacitly concealing a +burglar, my conscience remained clear and unclouded, and I had a calm +intuitive assurance of right. So deeply did I feel this that when I +went over to the church I placed before St. Stanislaus a small lamp +full of purest olive oil, which is expensive. I felt that he deserved +some compensation for hiding that package under his sheaf of lilies.</p> + +<p>The authorities of our small town knew, of course, that another +forlorn wretch was being cared for at the Parish House. But had not +the Parish House sheltered other such vagabonds? The sheriff saw no +reason to give himself the least concern, beyond making the most +casual inquiry. If I wanted the fellow, he was only too glad to let me +keep him. And who, indeed, would look for a notorious criminal in a +Parish House Guest Room? Who would connect that all too common +occurrence, a tramp maimed by the railroad, with, the mysterious +disappearance of the cracksman, Slippy McGee? So, for the present, I +could feel sure that the man was safe.</p> + +<p>And in the meantime, in the orderly proceeding of everyday life, while +he gained strength under my mother's wise and careful nursing and +Westmoreland's wise and careful overseeing, there came to him those +<a name="Page_34"></a>who were instruments for good—my mother first, whom, like Clélie, he +never called anything but "Madame" and whom, like Clélie, he presently +obeyed with unquestioning and childlike readiness. Now, Madame is a +truly wonderful person when she deals with people like him. Never for +a moment lowering her own natural and beautiful dignity, but without a +hint of condescension, Madame manages to find the just level upon +which both can stand as on common ground; then, without noise, she +helps, and she conveys the impression that thus noiselessly to help is +the only just, natural and beautiful thing for any decent person to +do, unless, perhaps, it might be to receive in the like spirit.</p> + +<p>Judge Mayne's son, Laurence, full of a fresh and boyish enthusiasm, +was such another instrument. He had a handsome, intelligent face, a +straight and beautiful body, and the pleasantest voice in the world. +His mother in her last years had been a fretful invalid, and to meet +her constant demands the judge and his son had developed an angelic +patience with weakness. They were both rather quiet and +undemonstrative, this father and son; the older man, in fact had a +stern visage at first glance, until one learned to know it as the face +of a man trained to restraint and endurance. As for the boy, no one +could long resist the shrewd, kind youngster, who could spend an hour +with the most unlikely invalid and leave him all the better for it. I +was unusually busy just then, Clélie frankly hated and feared the man +upstairs, my mother had her hands full, and there were many heavy and +lonesome hours which Laurence set himself the task of filling. I left +this to the boy himself, offering no suggestions.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_35"></a>Padre," said the boy to me, some time later, "that chap upstairs is +the hardest nut I ever tried to crack. There've been times when I felt +tempted to crack him with a sledge-hammer, if you want the truth. You +know, he always seemed to like me to read to him, but I've never been +able to discover whether or not he liked what I read. He never asked +me a single question, he never seemed interested enough to make a +comment. But I think that I've made a dent in him at last."</p> + +<p>"A dent! In Flint? With what adamantine pick, oh hardiest of miners!"</p> + +<p>"With a book. Guess!"</p> + +<p>"I couldn't. I give up."</p> + +<p>"The Bible!" said Laurence.</p> + +<p>The Bible! Had <i>I</i> chosen to read it to him, he would have resented +it, been impervious, suspicious, hostile. I looked at the boy's +laughing face, and wondered, and wondered.</p> + +<p>"And how," said I, curious, "did you happen to pitch on the Bible?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I got to studying about this chap. I wanted something that'd +<i>reach him</i>. I was puzzled. And then I remembered hearing my father +say that the Bible is the most interesting book in the world because +it's the most personal. There's something in it for everybody. So I +thought there'd be something in it for John Flint, and I tried it on +him, without telling him what I was giving him. I just plunged right +in, head over heels. Lord, Padre, it <i>is</i> a wonderful old book, isn't +it? Why, I got so lost in it myself that I forgot all about John +Flint, until I happened to glance up and see that he was up to the +eyes in it, just like I was! <a name="Page_36"></a>He likes the fights and he gloats over +the spoils. He's asking for more. I think of turning Paul loose on +him."</p> + +<p>"Well, if after the manner of men Paul fought with wild beasts at +Ephesus," I said hopefully. "I dare say he'll be able to hold his own +even with John Flint."</p> + +<p>"I like Paul best of all, myself," said Laurence. "You see, Padre, my +father and I have needed a dose of Paul more than once—to stiffen our +backbones. So I'm going to turn the fighting old saint loose on John +Flint. 'By, Padre;—I'll look in to-morrow—I left poor old Elijah up +in a cave with no water, and the ravens overdue!"</p> + +<p>He went down our garden path whistling, his cap on the back of his +head, and I looked after him with the warm and comforting sense that +the world is just that much better for such as he.</p> + +<p>The boy was now, in his last high school year, planning to study +law—all the Maynes took to law as a duck to water. Brave, +simple-hearted, direct, clear-thinking, scrupulously honorable,—this +was one of the diamonds used to cut the rough hard surface of Slippy +McGee.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_37"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_III"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER III<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>NEIGHBORS</h3> +<br /> + +<p>On a morning in late March, with a sweet and fresh wind blowing, a +clear sun shining, and a sky so full of soft white woolly clouds that +you might fancy the sky-people had turned their fleecy flock out to +graze in the deep blue pastures, Laurence Mayne and I brought John +Flint downstairs and rolled him out into the glad, green garden, in +the comfortable wheel-chair that the mill-people had given us for a +Christmas present; my mother and Clélie followed, and our little dog +Pitache marched ahead, putting on ridiculous airs of responsibility; +he being a dog with a great idea of his own importance and wholly +given over to the notion that nothing could go right if he were not +there to superintend and oversee it.</p> + +<p>The wistaria was in her zenith, girdling the tree-tops with amethyst; +the Cherokee rose had just begun to reign, all in snow-white velvet, +with a gold crown and a green girdle for greater glory; the greedy +brown grumbling bees came to her table in dusty cohorts, and over her +green bowers floated her gayer lovers the early butterflies, clothed +delicately as in kings' raiment. In the corners glowed the +ruby-colored Japanese quince, and the long sprays of that flower I +most dearly love, the spring-like spirea which the children call +bridal wreath, brushed you gently as you passed the gate. I never <a name="Page_38"></a>see +it deck itself in bridal white, I never inhale its shy, clean scent, +without a tightening of the throat, a misting of the eyes, a melting +of the heart.</p> + +<p>Across our garden and across Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's you could see in +Major Appleby Cartwright's yard the peach trees in pink party dresses, +ruffled by the wind. Down the paths marched my mother's daffodils and +hyacinths, with honey-breathing sweet alyssum in between. Robins and +wrens, orioles and mocking-birds, blue jays and jackdaws, thrushes and +blue-birds and cardinals, all were busy house-building; one heard +calls and answers, saw flashes of painted wings, followed by outbursts +of ecstasy. If one should lay one's ear to the ground on such a +morning I think one might hear the heart of the world.</p> + +<p>"<i>Hallelujah! Risen! Risen!</i>" breathed the glad, green things, pushing +from the warm mother-mold.</p> + +<p>"<i>Living! Living! Loving! Loving!</i>" flashed and fluted the flying +things, joyously.</p> + +<p>We wheeled our man out into this divine freshness of renewed life, +stopping the chair under a glossy, stately magnolia. My mother and +Clélie and Laurence and I bustled about to make him comfortable. +Pitache stood stock still, his tail stuck up like a sternly +admonishing forefinger, a-bossing everything and everybody. We spread +a light shawl over the man's knees, for it is not easy to bear a cruel +physical infirmity, to see oneself marred and crippled, in the growing +spring. He looked about him, snuffed, and wrinkled his forehead; his +eyes had something of the wistful, wondering satisfaction of an +animal's. He had never sat in a garden before, in all his life! Think +of it!</p> + +<p><a name="Page_39"></a>Whenever we bring one of our Guest Roomers downstairs, Miss Sally Ruth +Dexter promptly comes to her side of the fence to look him over. She +came this morning, looked at our man critically, and showed plain +disapproval of him in every line of her face.</p> + +<p>On principle Miss Sally Ruth disapproves of most men and many women. +She does not believe in wasting too much sympathy upon people either; +she says folks get no more than they deserve and generally not half as +much.</p> + +<p>Miss Sally Ruth Dexter is a rather important person in Appleboro. She +is fifty-six years old, stout, brown-eyed, suffers from a congenital +incapacity to refrain from telling the unwelcome truth when people are +madly trying to save their faces,—she calls this being frank,—is +tactless, independent, generous, and the possessor of what she herself +complacently refers to as "a Figure."</p> + +<p>For a woman so convinced we're all full of natural and total +depravity, unoriginal sinners, worms of the dust, and the devil's +natural fire-fodder, Miss Sally Ruth manages to retain a simple and +unaffected goodness of practical charity toward the unelect, such as +makes one marvel. You may be predestined to be lost, but while you're +here you shall lack no jelly, wine, soup, chicken-with-cream, +preserves, gumbo, neither such marvelous raised bread as Miss Sally +Ruth knows how to make with a perfection beyond all praise.</p> + +<p>She has a tiny house and a tiny income, which satisfies her; she has +never married. She told my mother once, cheerfully, that she guessed +she must be one of those born eunuchs of the spirit the Bible +mentions—<a name="Page_40"></a>it was intended for her, and she was glad of it, for it had +certainly saved her a sight of worry and trouble.</p> + +<p>There is a cherished legend in our town that Major Appleby Cartwright +once went over to Savannah on a festive occasion and was there +joyously entertained by the honorable the Chatham Artillery. The +Chatham Artillery brews a Punch; insidious, delectable, deceptive, but +withal a pernicious strong drink that is raging, a wine that mocketh +and maketh mad. And they gave it to Major Appleby Cartwright in +copious draughts.</p> + +<p>Coming home upon the heels of this, the major arose, put on his Prince +Albert, donned his top hat, picked a huge bunch of zinnias, and at +nine o'clock in the morning marched over to Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's.</p> + +<p>We differ as to certain unimportant details of that historic call, but +we are in the main agreed upon the conversation that ensued.</p> + +<p>"Sally Ruth," said the major, depositing his bulky person in a rocking +chair, his hat upon the floor, and wiping his forehead with a spotless +handkerchief the size of a respectable sheet, "Sally Ruth, you like +Old Maids?" Here he presented the zinnias.</p> + +<p>"Why, I've got a yard full of 'em myself, Major. Whatever made you +bother to pick 'em? But to whom much hath more shall be given, I +suppose," said she, resignedly, and put them on the whatnot.</p> + +<p>"Sally Ruth," said the major solemnly, ignoring this indifferent +reception of his offering. "Sally Ruth, come to think of it, an Old +Maid's a miserable, stiff, scentless sort of a flower. You might +think, when you first glance at 'em, that they're just like any other +flowers, but they're not; they're without one single, <a name="Page_41"></a>solitary +redeemin' particle of sweetness! The Lord made 'em for a warnin' to +women.</p> + +<p>"What good under God's sky does it do you to be an old maid, Sally +Ruth? You're flyin' in the face of Providence. No lady should fly in +the face of Providence—she'd a sight better fly to the bosom of some +man, where she belongs. This mawnin' I looked out of my window and my +eye fell upon these unfortunate flowers. Right away I thought of you, +livin' over here all alone and by yourself, with no man's bosom to +lean on—you haven't really got anything but a few fowls and the Lord +to love, have you? And, Sally Ruth, tears came to my eyes. Talk not of +tears till you have seen the tears of warlike men! I believe it would +almost scare you to death to see me cryin', Sally Ruth! I got to +thinkin', and I said to myself: 'Appleby Cartwright, you have always +done your duty like a man. You charged up to the very muzzle of Yankee +guns once, and you weren't scared wu'th a damn! Are you goin' to be +scared now? There's a plain duty ahead of you; Sally Ruth's a fine +figure of a woman, and she ought to have a man's bosom to lean on. Go +offer Sally Ruth yours!' So here I am, Sally Ruth!" said the major +valiantly.</p> + +<p>Miss Sally Ruth regarded him critically; then:</p> + +<p>"You're drunk, Appleby Cartwright, that's what's the matter with you. +You and your bosom! Why, it's not respectable to talk like that! At +your age, too! I'm ashamed of you!"</p> + +<p>"I was a little upset, over in Savannah," admitted the major. "Those +fellows must have gotten me to swallow over a gallon of their infernal +brew—and it <a name="Page_42"></a>goes down like silk, too. Listen at me: don't you ever +let 'em make you drink a gallon of that punch, Sally Ruth."</p> + +<p>"I've seen its effects before. Go home and sleep it off," said Miss +Sally Ruth, not unkindly. "If you came over to warn me about filling +up on Artillery Punch, your duty's done—I've never been entertained +by the Chatham Artillery, and I don't ever expect to be. I suppose it +was intended for you to be a born goose, Appleby, so it'd be a waste +of time for me to fuss with you about it. Go on home, now, do, and let +Cæsar put you to bed. Tell him to tie a wet rag about your head and to +keep it wet. That'll help to cool you off."</p> + +<p>"Sally Ruth," said the major, laying his hand upon his heart and +trying desperately to focus her with an eye that would waver in spite +of him, "Sally Ruth, <i>somebody's</i> got to do something for you, and it +might as well be me. My God, Sally Ruth, <i>you're settin' like +clabber!</i> It's a shame; it's a cryin' shame, for you're a fine woman. +I don't mean to scare or flutter you, Sally Ruth,—no gentleman ought +to scare or flutter a lady—but I'm offerin' you my hand and heart; +here's my bosom for you to lean on."</p> + +<p>"That Savannah brew is worse even than I thought—it's run the man +stark crazy," said Miss Sally Ruth, viewing him with growing concern.</p> + +<p>"Me crazy! Why, I'm askin' you," said the major with awful dignity, +"I'm askin' you to marry me!"</p> + +<p>"Marry <i>you</i>? Marry fiddlesticks! Shucks!" said the lady.</p> + +<p>"You won't?" Amazement made him sag down in his chair. He stared at +her owl-like. "Woman," said <a name="Page_43"></a>he solemnly, "when I see my duty I try to +do it. But I warn you—it's your last chance."</p> + +<p>"I hope," said Miss Sally Ruth tartly, "that it's my last chance to +make a born fool of myself. Why, you old gasbag, if I had to stay in +the same house with you I'd be tempted to stick a darning needle in +you to hear you explode! Appleby, I'm like that woman that had a +chimney that smoked, a dog that growled, a parrot that swore, and a +cat that stayed out nights; <i>she</i> didn't need a man—and no more do +I."</p> + +<p>"Sally Ruth," said the major feelingly, "when I came here this mawnin' +it wasn't for my own good—it was for yours. And to think this is all +the thanks I get for bein' willin' to sacrifice myself! My God! The +ingratitude of women!"</p> + +<p>He looked at Miss Sally Ruth, and Miss Sally Ruth looked at him. And +then suddenly, without a moment's warning, Miss Sally Ruth rose, and +took Major Appleby Cartwright, who on a time had charged Yankee guns +and hadn't been scared wu'th a damn, by the ear. She tugged, and the +major rose, as one pulled upward by his bootstraps.</p> + +<p>"Ouch! Turn loose! I take it back! The devil! It wasn't intended for +any mortal man to marry you—Sally Ruth, I wouldn't marry you now for +forty billion dollars and a mule! Turn loose, you hussy! Turn loose!" +screeched the major.</p> + +<p>Unheeding his anguished protests, which brought Judge Hammond Mayne on +the run, thinking somebody was being murdered, Miss Sally Ruth marched +her suitor out of her house and led him to her front gate. Here she +paused, jaws firmly set, eyes glittering, and, as with <a name="Page_44"></a>hooks of +steel, took firm hold upon the gallant major's other ear. Then she +shook him; his big crimson countenance, resembling a huge overripe +tomato, waggled deliriously to and fro.</p> + +<p>"I was born"—<i>shake</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>an old maid,"—<i>shake, shake, shake</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>I have +lived—by the grace of God"—<i>shake, shake, shake</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>an old maid, and +I expect"—<i>shake</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>to die an old maid! I don't propose to +have"—<i>shake</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>an old windbag offering <i>me</i> his blubbery old +bosom"—<i>shake, shake, SHAKE</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>at this time of my life!—and don't +you forget it, Appleby Cartwright! <i>THERE!</i> You go back home"—<i>shake, +shake, shake</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>and sober up, you old gander, you!"</p> + +<p>Major Appleby Cartwright stood not upon the order of his going, but +went at once, galloping as if a company of those Yankees with whom he +had once fought were upon his hindquarters with fixed bayonets.</p> + +<p>However, they being next-door neighbors and friends of a lifetime's +standing, peace was finally patched up. In Appleboro we do not mention +this historic meeting when either of the participants can hear us, +though it is one of our classics and no home is complete without it. +The Major ever afterward eschewed Artillery Punch.</p> + +<p>This morning, over the fence, Miss Sally Ruth addressed our invalid +directly and without prelude, after her wont. She doesn't believe in +beating about the bush:</p> + +<p>"The wages of walking up and down the earth and going to and fro in +it, tramping like Satan, is a lost leg. Not that it wasn't intended +you should lose yours—and I hope and pray it will be a lesson to +you."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_45"></a>Well, take it from me," he said grimly, "there's nobody but me +collecting my wages."</p> + +<p>A quick approval of this plain truth showed in Miss Sally Ruth's +snapping eyes.</p> + +<p>"Come!" said she, briskly. "If you've got sense enough to see <i>that</i>, +you're not so far away from the truth as you might be. Collecting your +wages is the good and the bad thing about life, I reckon. But +everything's intended, so you don't need to be too sorry for yourself, +any way you look at it. And you could just as well have lost <i>both</i> +legs while you were at it, you know." She paused reflectively. "Let's +see: I've got chicken-broth and fresh rolls to-day—I'll send you over +some, after awhile." She nodded, and went back to her housework.</p> + +<p>Laurence went on to High School, Madame had her house to oversee, I +had many overdue calls; so we left Pitache and John Flint together, +out in the birdhaunted, sweet-scented, sun-dappled garden, in the +golden morning hours. No one can be quite heartless in a green garden, +quite hopeless in the spring, or quite desolate when there's a dog's +friendly nose to be thrust into one's hand.</p> + +<p>I am afraid that at first he missed all this; for he could think of +nothing but himself and that which had befallen him, coming upon him +as a bolt from the blue. He had had, heretofore, nothing but his +body—and now his body had betrayed him! It had become, not the +splendid engine which obeyed his slightest wish, but a drag upon him. +Realizing this acutely, untrained, undisciplined, he was savagely +sullen, impenetrably morose. <a name="Page_46"></a>He tired of Laurence's reading—I think +the boy's free quickness of movement, his well-knit, handsome body, +the fact that he could run and jump as pleased him, irked and chafed +the man new and unused to his own physical infirmity.</p> + +<p>He seemed to want none of us; I have seen him savagely repulse the +dog, who, shocked and outraged at this exhibition of depravity, +withdrew, casting backward glances of horrified and indignant +reproach.</p> + +<p>But as the lovely, peaceful, healing days passed, that bitter and +contracted heart had to expand somewhat. Gradually the ferocity faded, +leaving in its room an anxious and brooding wonder. God knows what +thoughts passed through that somber mind in those long hours, when, +concentrated upon himself, he must have faced the problem of his +future and, like one before an impassable stone wall, had to fall +back, baffled. He could be sure of only one thing: that never again +could he be what he had been once<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>the slickest cracksman in +America." This in itself tortured him. Heretofore, life had been +exactly what he chose to make it: he had put himself to the test, and +he had proven himself the most daring, the coolest, shrewdest, most +cunning, in that sinister world in which he had shone with so evil a +light. <i>He had been Slippy McGee</i>. Sure of himself, his had been that +curious inverted pride which is the stigmata of the criminal.</p> + +<p>More than once I saw him writhe in his chair, tormented, shaken, spent +with futile curses, impotently lamenting his lost kingdom. He still +had the skill, the cold calculating brain, the wit, the will; and now, +by a cruel chance and a stupid accident, he had lost out! The <a name="Page_47"></a>end had +come for him, and he in his heyday! There were moments when, watching +him, I had the sensation as of witnessing almost visibly, here in our +calm sunny garden, the Dark Powers fighting openly for a soul.</p> + +<p><i>"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against +principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of +this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."</i></p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_48"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_IV"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER IV<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>UNDERWINGS</h3> +<br /> + +<p>If I have not heretofore spoken of Mary Virginia, it is because all +that winter she and Mrs. Eustis had been away; and in consequence +Appleboro was dull enough. For the Eustises are our wealthiest and +most important family, just as the Eustis house, with its pillared, +Greek-temple-effect front, is by far the handsomest house in town. +When we have important folks to entertain, we look to the Eustises to +save our faces for us by putting them up at their house.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, shortly after we had gotten settled in Appleboro, I +came home to find my mother entertaining no less a personage than Mrs. +Eustis; she wasn't calling on the Catholic priest and his mother, you +understand; far from it! She was recognizing Armand De Rancé and Adele +de Marsignan!</p> + +<p>Mrs. Eustis was a fair, plump little partridge of a woman, so +perfectly satisfied with herself that brains, in her case, would have +amounted to a positive calamity. She is an instance of the fascination +a fool seems to have for men of undoubted powers of mind and heart, +for Eustis, who had both to an unusual degree, loved her devotedly, +even while he smiled at her. She had, after some years of +childlessness, laid him under an everlasting obligation by presenting +him with a daughter, an <a name="Page_49"></a>obligation deepened by the fact that the +child was in every sense her father's child, not her mother's.</p> + +<p>That afternoon she brought the little girl with her, to make our +acquaintance. When the child, shyly friendly, looked up, it seemed to +me for an anguished moment as if another little girl had walked out of +the past, so astonishingly like was she to that little lost playmate +of my youth. Right then and there Mary Virginia walked into my heart +and took possession, as of a place swept and garnished and long +waiting her coming.</p> + +<p>When we knew her better my mother used to say that if she could have +chosen a little girl instead of the little boy that had been I, she +must have chosen Mary Virginia Eustis out of all the world.</p> + +<p>Like Judge Mayne's Laurence, she chose to make the Parish House her +second home—for indeed my mother ever seemed to draw children to her, +as by some delightful magic. Here, then, the child learned to sew and +to embroider, to acquire beautiful housewifely accomplishments, and to +speak French with flawless perfection; she reaped the benefit of my +mother's girlhood spent in a convent in France; and Mrs. Eustis was +far too shrewd not to appreciate the value of this. And so we acquired +Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p>I watched the lovely miracle of her growth with an almost painful +tenderness. Had I not become a priest, had I realized those spring +hopes of mine; and had there been little children resembling their +mother, then my own little girls had been like this one. Even thus had +been their blue eyes, and theirs, too, such hair of such curling +blackness.</p> + +<p>The hours I spent with the little girl and Laurence <a name="Page_50"></a>helped me as well +as them; these fresh souls and growing minds freshened and revived +mine, and kept me young in heart.</p> + +<p>"We are all made of dust," said my mother once. "But Mary Virginia's +is star dust. Star dust, and dew, and morning gold," she added +musingly.</p> + +<p>"She simply cannot imagine evil, much less see it in anything or in +anybody," I told Madame, for at times the child's sheer innocence +troubled me for her. "One is puzzled how to bring home to this naïve +soul the ugly truth that all is not good. Now, Laurence is better +balanced. He takes people and events with a saving grain of +skepticism. But Mary Virginia is divinely blind."</p> + +<p>My mother regarded me with a tolerant smile. "Do not worry too much +over that divinely blind one, my son," said she. "I assure you, she is +quite capable of seeing a steeple in daylight! Observe this: yesterday +Laurence angered her, and she seized him by the hair and bumped his +head against the study wall—no mild thump, either! She has in her +quite enough of the leaven of unrighteousness to save her, at a +pinch—for Laurence was entirely right, she entirely wrong. Yet—she +made him apologize before she consented to forgive him, and he did it +gratefully. She allowed him to understand how magnanimous she was in +thus pardoning him for her own naughtiness, and he was deeply +impressed, as men-creatures should be under such circumstances. Such +wisdom, and she but a child! I was enchanted!"</p> + +<p>"Good heavens! Surely, Mother, I misunderstand you! Surely you +reproved her!"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_51"></a>Reprove her?" My mother's voice was full of astonishment. "Why should +I reprove her? She was perfectly right!"</p> + +<p>"Perfectly right? Why, you said—indeed, I assure you, you said that +Laurence had been entirely right, she entirely wrong!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>that!</i> I see; well, as for that, she was."</p> + +<p>"Then, surely<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"My son, a woman who is in the wrong is entirely right when she makes +the man apologize," said my mother firmly. "That is the Law, fixed as +the Medes' and the Persians', and she who forgets or ignores it is +ground between the upper and the nether millstones. Mary Virginia +remembered and obeyed. When she grows up you will all of you adore her +madly. Why, then, should she be reproved?"</p> + +<p>I have never been able to reflect upon Laurence getting his head +bumped and then gratefully apologizing to the darling shrew who did +it, without a cold wind stirring my hair. And yet—Laurence, and I, +too, love her all the more dearly for it! <i>Miserere, Domine!</i></p> + +<p>It was May when Mary Virginia came back to Appleboro. She had written +us a bubbling letter, telling us just when we were to expect her, and +how happy she was at the thought of being home once more. We, too, +rejoiced, for we had missed her sadly. My mother was so happy that she +planned a little intimate feast to celebrate the child's return.</p> + +<p>I remember how calm and mild an evening it was. At noon there had been +a refreshing shower, and the air was deliciously pure and clear, and +full of wet woodsy scents. The raindrops fringing the bushes became +<a name="Page_52"></a>prisms, a spiderweb was a fairy foot-bridge; and all our birds, +leaving for a moment such household torments as squalling insatiable +mouths that must be filled, became jubilant choristers. "The opulent +dyepots of the angels" had been emptied lavishly across the sky, and +the old Parish House lay steeped in a serene and heavenly glow, every +window glittering diamond-bright to the west.</p> + +<p>Next door Miss Sally Ruth was feeding and scolding her cooing pigeons, +which fluttered about her, lighting upon her shoulder, surrounding her +with a bright-colored living cloud; the judge's black cat Panch lay +along the Mayne side of the fence and blinked at them regretfully with +his slanting emerald eyes. From the Mayne kitchen-steps came, faintly, +Daddy January's sweet quavering old voice:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"—Gwine tuh climb up higher 'n' higher,<br /></span> +<span class="i5">Some uh dese days—"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>John Flint, silent, depressed, with folded lips and somber eyes, +hobbled about awkwardly, savagely training himself to use the crutches +Westmoreland had lately brought him. Very unlovely he looked, dragging +himself along like a wounded beast. The poor wretch struck a +discordant note in the sweet peacefulness of the spring evening; nor +could we say anything to comfort him, we who were not maimed.</p> + +<p>Came a high, sweet, shrill call at the gate; a high yelp of delight +from Pitache, hurtling himself forward like a woolly white cannonball; +a sound of light and flying feet; and Mary Virginia ran into the +garden, the little overjoyed dog leaping frantically about her. She +<a name="Page_53"></a>wore a white frock, and over it a light scarlet jacket. Her blue eyes +were dancing, lighting her sweet and fresh face, colored like a rose. +The gay little breeze that came along with her stirred her skirts, and +fluttered her scarlet ribbons, and the curls about her temples. You +might think Spring herself had paused for a lovely moment in the +Parish House garden and stood before you in this gracious and virginal +shape, at once delicate and vital.</p> + +<p>Miss Sally Ruth, scattering pigeons right and left, dashed to the +fence to call greetings. My mother, seizing the child by the arms, +held her off a moment, to look her over fondly; then, drawing her +closer, kissed her as a daughter is kissed.</p> + +<p>I laid my hand on the child's head, happy with that painful happiness +her presence always occasioned me, when she came back after an +absence—as if the Other Girl flashed into view for a quick moment, +and then was gone. Laurence, who had followed, stood looking down at +her with boyish condescension.</p> + +<p>"Huh! I can eat hominy off her head!" said he, aggravatingly.</p> + +<p>"Old Mister Biggity!" flashed Mary Virginia. And then she turned and +met, face to face, the fixed stare of John Flint, hanging upon his +crutches as one might upon a cross,—a stare long, still, intent, +curious, speculative, almost incredulous.</p> + +<p>"You are the Padre's last guest, aren't you?" her eyes were full of +gravest sympathy. "I'm so sorry you met with such a misfortune—but +I'm gladder you're alive. It's so good just to be alive in the spring, +isn't it?" She smiled at him directly, taking him, as it were, into a +pleasant confidence. She seemed perfectly <a name="Page_54"></a>unconscious of the evil +unloveliness of him; Mary Virginia always seemed to miss the evil, +passing it over as if it didn't exist. Instead, diving into the depths +of other personalities, always she brought to the surface whatever +pearl of good might lie concealed at the bottom. To her this sinister +cripple was simply another human being, with whose misfortune one must +sympathize humanly.</p> + +<p>Clélie, in a speckless white apron and a brand-new red-and-white +bandanna to do greater honor to the little girl whom she adored, set a +table under the trees and spread it with the thin dainty sandwiches, +the delectable little cakes, and the fine bonbons she and my mother +had made to celebrate the child's return. And we had tea, making very +merry, for she had a thousand amusing things to tell us, every airy +trifle informed with something of her own brave bright mirthful +spirit. John Flint sat nearby in the wheel chair, his crutches lying +beside it, and looked on silently and ate his cake and drank his tea +stolidly, as if it were no unusual thing for him to break bread in +such company.</p> + +<p>"Padre," said Mary Virginia with deep gravity. "My aunt Jenny says I'm +growing up. She says I'll have to put up my hair and let down my +frocks pretty soon, and that I'll probably be thinking of beaux in +another year, though she hopes to goodness I won't, until I've got +through with school at least."</p> + +<p>The almost unconscious imitation of Miss Jenny's pecking, birdlike +voice made me smile.</p> + +<p>"Beaux! Long skirts! Put up hair! Great Scott, will you listen to the +kid!" scoffed Laurence. "You everlasting little silly, you! P'tite +Madame, these cakes <a name="Page_55"></a>are certainly all to the good. May I have another +two or three, please!"</p> + +<p>"I'm 'most thirteen years old, Laurence Mayne," said Mary Virginia, +with dignity. "You're only seventeen, so you don't need to give +yourself such hateful airs. You're not too old to be greedy, anyhow. +Padre, <i>am</i> I growing up?"</p> + +<p>"I fear so, my child," said I, gloomily.</p> + +<p>"You're not glad, either, are you, Padre?"</p> + +<p>"But you were such a delightful child," I temporized.</p> + +<p>"Oh, lovely!" said Laurence, eying her with unflattering +brotherliness. "And she had so much feeling, too, Mary Virginia! Why, +when I was sick once, she wanted me to die, so she could ride to my +funeral in the front carriage; she doted on funerals, the little +ghoul! She was horribly disappointed when I got better—she thought it +disobliging of me, and that I'd done it to spite her. Once, too, when +I tried to reason with her—and Mary Virginia needed reason if ever a +kid did—she bumped my head until I had knots on it. There's your +delightful Mary Virginia for you!"</p> + +<p>"Anyhow, you didn't die and become an angel—you stayed disagreeably +alive and you're going to become a lawyer," said Mary Virginia, too +gently. "And your head was bumpable, Laurence, though I'm sorry to say +I don't ever expect to bump it again. Why, I'm going away to school +and when I come back I'll be Miss Eustis, and you'll be Mr. Mayne! +Won't it be funny, though?"</p> + +<p>"I don't see anything funny in calling you Miss Eustis," said +Laurence, with boyish impatience. "And I'm certainly not going to +notice you if you're silly <a name="Page_56"></a>enough to call me Mister Mayne. I hope you +won't be a fool, Mary Virginia. So many girls are fools." He ate +another cake.</p> + +<p>"Not half as big fools as boys are, though," said she, +dispassionately. "My father says the man is always the bigger fool of +the two."</p> + +<p>Laurence snorted. "I wonder what we'll be like, though—both of us?" +he mused.</p> + +<p>"You? You're biggity now, but you'll be lots worse, then," said Mary +Virginia, with unflattering frankness. "I think you'll probably strut +like a turkey, and you'll be baldheaded, and wear double-lensed horn +spectacles, and spats, and your wife will call you 'Mr. Mayne' to your +face and 'Your Poppa' to the children, and she'll perfectly <i>despise</i> +people like Madame and the Padre and me!"</p> + +<p>"You never did have any reasoning power, Mary Virginia," said +Laurence, with brotherly tact. "Our black cat Panch would put it all +over you. Allow me to inform you I'm <i>not</i> biggity, miss! I'm +logical—something a girl can't understand. And I'd like to know what +you think <i>you're</i> going to grow up to be?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, let's quit talking about it," she said petulantly. "I hate to +think of growing up. Grown ups don't seem to be happy—and <i>I</i> want to +be happy!" She turned her head, and met once more the absorbed and +watchful stare of the man in the wheel-chair.</p> + +<p>"Weren't you sorry when you had to stop being a little boy and grow +up?" she asked him, wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Me?" he laughed harshly. "I couldn't say, miss. I guess I was born +grown up." His face darkened.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_57"></a>That wasn't a bit fair," said she, with instant sympathy.</p> + +<p>"There's a lot not fair," he told her, "when you're born and brought +up like I was. The worst is not so much what happens to you, though +that's pretty bad; it's that you don't know it's happening—and +there's nobody to put you wise. Why," his forehead puckered as if a +thought new to him had struck him, "why, your very looks get to be +different!"</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia started. "Oh, looks!" said she, thoughtfully. "Now, +isn't it curious for you to say just that, right now, for it reminds +me that I brought something to the Padre—something that set me to +thinking about people's looks, too,—and how you never can tell. Wait +a minute, and I'll show you." She reached for the pretty crocheted bag +she had brought with her, and drew from it a small pasteboard box. +None of us, idly watching her, dreamed that a moment big with fate was +upon us. I have often wondered how things would have turned out if +Mary Virginia had lost or forgotten that pasteboard box!</p> + +<p>"I happened to put my hand on a tree—and this little fellow moved, +and I caught him. I thought at first he was a part of the tree-trunk, +he looked so much like it," said the child, opening the little box. +Inside lay nothing more unusual than a dark-colored and rather ugly +gray moth, with his wings folded down.</p> + +<p>"One wouldn't think him pretty, would one?" said she, looking down at +the creature.</p> + +<p>"No," said Flint, who had wheeled nearer, and craned his neck over the +box. "No, miss, I shouldn't think I'd <a name="Page_58"></a>call something like that +pretty,"—he looked from the moth to Mary Virginia, a bit +disappointedly.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia smiled, and picking up the little moth, held his body, +very gently, between her finger-tips. He fluttered, spreading out his +gray wings; and then one saw the beautiful pansy-like underwings, and +the glorious lower pair of scarlet velvet barred and bordered with +black.</p> + +<p>"I brought him along, thinking the Padre might like him, and tell me +something about him," said the little girl. "The Padre's crazy about +moths and butterflies, you must understand, and we're always on the +lookout to get them for him. I never found this particular one before, +and you can't imagine how I felt when he showed me what he had hidden +under that gray cloak of his!"</p> + +<p>"He's a member of a large and most respectable family, the Catocalæ," +I told her. "I'll take him, my dear, and thank you—there's always a +demand for the Catocalæ. And you may call him an Underwing, if you +prefer—that's his common name."</p> + +<p>"I got to thinking," said the little girl, thoughtfully, lifting her +clear and candid eyes to John Flint's. "I got to thinking, when he +threw aside his plain gray cloak and showed me his lovely underwings, +that he's like some people—people you'd think were very common, you +know. You couldn't be expected to know what was underneath, could you? +So you pass them by, thinking how ordinary, and matter of fact, and +uninteresting and even ugly they are, and you feel rather sorry for +them—because you don't know. But if you can once get close enough to +touch them—why, then you find out!" Her eyes grew deeper, and +brighter, as they do when she <a name="Page_59"></a>is moved; and the color came more +vividly to her cheek. "Don't you reckon," said she naïvely, "that +plenty of folks are like him? They're the sad color of the +street-dust, of course, for things do borrow from their surroundings, +didn't you know that? That's called protective mimicry, the Padre +says. So you only think of the dust-colored outside—and all the while +the underwings are right there, waiting for you to find them! Isn't it +wonderful and beautiful? And the best of all is, it's true!"</p> + +<p>The cripple in the chair put out his hand with a hint of timidity in +his manner; he was staring at Mary Virginia as if some of the light +within her had dimly penetrated his grosser substance.</p> + +<p>"Could I hold it—for a minute—in my own hand?" he asked, turning +brick-red.</p> + +<p>"Of course you may," said Mary Virginia pleasantly. "I see by the +Padre's face this isn't a rare moth—he's been here all along, only my +eyes have just been opened to him. I don't want him to go in any +collection. I don't want him to go anywhere, except back into the +air—I owe him that for what he taught me. So I'm sure the Padre won't +mind, if you'd like to set him free, yourself."</p> + +<p>She put the moth on the man's finger, delicately, for a Catocala is a +swift-winged little chap; it spread out its wings splendidly, as if to +show him its loveliness; then, darting upward, vanished into the cool +green depth of the shrubbery.</p> + +<p>"I remember running after a butterfly once, when I was a kid," said +he. "He came flying down our street, Lord knows where from, or why, +and I caught him after <a name="Page_60"></a>a chase. I thought he was the prettiest thing +ever my eyes had seen, and I wanted the worst way in the world to keep +him with me. A brown fellow he was, all sprinkled over with little +splotches of silver, as if there'd been plenty of the stuff on hand, +and it'd been laid on him thick. But after awhile I got to thinking +he'd feel like he was in jail, shut up in my hot fist. I couldn't bear +that, so I ran to the end of the street, to save him from the other +kids, and then I turned him loose and watched him beat it for the sky. +They're pretty things, butterflies. Somehow I always liked them better +than any other living creatures." He was staring after the moth, his +forehead wrinkled. He spoke almost unconsciously, and he certainly had +no idea that he had given us cause for a hopeful astonishment.</p> + +<p>Now, Mary Virginia's eyes had fallen, idly enough, upon John Flint's +hands lying loosely upon his knees. Her face brightened.</p> + +<p>"Padre," she suggested suddenly, "why don't you let him help you with +your butterflies? Look at his hands! Why, they're just exactly the +right sort to handle setting needles and mounting blocks, and to +stretch wings without loosening a scale. He could be taught in a few +lessons, and just think what a splendid help he could be! And you do +so need help with those insects of yours, Padre—I've heard you say +so, over and over."</p> + +<p>The child was right—John Flint did have good hands—large enough, +well-shaped, steel-muscled, powerful, with flexible, smooth-skinned, +sensitive fingers, the fingers of an expert lapidary rather than a +prize-fighter.</p> + +<p>"If you think there's any way I could help the <a name="Page_61"></a>parson for awhile, I'd +be proud to try, miss. It's true," he added casually, with a +sphinx-like immobility of countenance, "that I'm what might be called +handy with my fingers."</p> + +<p>"We'll call it settled, then," said Mary Virginia happily.</p> + +<p>Laurence took her home at dusk; it was a part of his daily life to +look after Mary Virginia, as one looks after a cherished little +sister. When they were younger the boy had often complained that she +might as well be his sister, she quarreled with him so much; and the +little girl said, bitterly, he was as disagreeable as if he'd been a +brother. In spite of which the little girl, for all her delicious +impertinences, looked up to the boy; and the boy had adored her, from +the time she gurgled at him from her cradle.</p> + +<p>My mother left us, and John Flint and I sat outdoors in the pleasant +twilight, he smoking the pipe Laurence had given him.</p> + +<p>"Parson," said he, abruptly, "Parson, you folks are swells, ain't you? +The real thing, I mean, you and Madame? Even the yellow nigger's a +lady nigger, ain't she?"</p> + +<p>"I am a poor priest, such as you see, my son, Madame is—Madame. And +Clélie is a good servant."</p> + +<p>"But you were born a swell, weren't you?" he persisted. "Old family, +swell diggings, trained flunkies, and all that?"</p> + +<p>"I was born a gentleman, if that is what you mean. Of an old family, +yes. And there was an old house—once."</p> + +<p>"How'd <i>you</i> ever hit the trail for the Church? I <a name="Page_62"></a>wonder! But say, +you never asked me any more questions than you had to, so you can tell +me to shut up, if you want to. Not that I wouldn't like to know how +the Sam Hill the like of you ever got nabbed by the skypilots."</p> + +<p>"God called me through affliction, my son."</p> + +<p>"Oh," said my son, blankly. "Huh! But I bet you the best crib ever +cracked you were some peach of a boy before you got that 'S.O.S.'"</p> + +<p>"I was, like the young, the thoughtless young, a sinner."</p> + +<p>"I suppose," said he tentatively, after a pause, "that <i>I'm</i> one hell +of a sinner myself, according to Hoyle, ain't I?"</p> + +<p>"I do not think it would injure you to change your—course of life, +nor yet your way of mentioning it," I said, feeling my way cautiously. +"But—we are bidden to remember there is more joy in heaven over one +sinner saved than over the ninety-and-nine just men."</p> + +<p>"Is that so? Well, it listens like good horse-sense to me," said Mr. +Flint, promptly. "Because, look here: you can rake in ninety-and-nine +boobs any old time—there's one born every time the clock ticks, +parson—but they don't land something like me every day, believe me! +And I bet you a stack of dollar chips a mile high there was some +song-and-dance in the sky-joint when they put one over on <i>you</i> for +fair. Sure!" He puffed away at his pipe, and I, having nothing to say +to this fine reasoning, held my peace.</p> + +<p>"Parson, that kid's a swell, too, ain't she? And the boy?"</p> + +<p>"Laurence is the son of Judge Hammond Mayne."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_63"></a>And the little girl?" Insensibly his voice softened.</p> + +<p>"I suppose," I agreed, "that the little girl is what you might call a +swell, too."</p> + +<p>"I never," said he, reflectively, "came what you might call <i>talking</i> +close to real swells before. I've seen 'em, of course—at a distance. +Some of 'em, taking 'em by and large, looked pretty punk, to me; some +of 'em was middling, and a few looked as if they might have the goods. +But none of 'em struck me as being real live breathing <i>people</i>, same +as other folks. Why, parson, some of those dames'd throw a fit, +fancying they was poisoned, if they had to breathe the same air with +folks like me—me being what I am and they being—what they think they +are. Yet here's you and Madame, the real thing—and the boy—and the +little girl—the little girl<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> he stopped, staring at me dumbly, as +the vision of Mary Virginia rose before him.</p> + +<p>"She is, indeed, a dear, dear child," said I. His words stung me +somewhat, for once upon a time, I myself would have resented that such +as he should have breathed the same air with Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p>"I'd almost think I'd dreamed her," said he, thoughtfully, "that is, +if I was good enough to have dreams like that," he added hastily, with +his first touch of shame. "I've seen 'em from the Battery up, and some +of 'em was sure-enough queens, but I didn't know they came like this +one. She's bran-new to me, parson. Say, you just show me what she +wants me to help you with, and I'll do it. She seems to think I can, +and it oughtn't to be any harder than opening a time-vault, ought it?"</p> + +<p>"No," said I gravely, "I shouldn't think it would <a name="Page_64"></a>be. Though I never +opened a time-vault, you understand, and I hope and pray you'll never +touch one again, either. I'd rather you wouldn't even refer to it, +please. It makes me feel, rather—well, let's say <i>particeps +criminis</i>."</p> + +<p>"I suppose that's the polite for punching you in the wind," said he, +just as gravely. "And I didn't think you'd ever monkeyed with a vault; +why, you couldn't, not if you was to try till Gabriel did his little +turn in the morning—not unless you'd been caught when you were softer +and put wise. Man, it's a bigger job than you think, and you've got to +have the know-how and the nerve before you can put it over. But +there—I'll keep it dark, seeing you want me to." He stretched out his +hands, regarding them speculatively. "They <i>are</i> classy mitts," he +remarked impersonally. "Yep, seemed like they were just naturally made +to—do what they did. They were built for fine work." At that his jaw +snapped; a spasm twitched his face; it darkened.</p> + +<p>"The work little Miss Eustis suggested for you," I insinuated hastily, +"is what very many people consider very fine work indeed. About one in +a thousand can do it properly."</p> + +<p>"Lead me to it," said he wearily, and without enthusiasm, "and turn me +loose. I'll do what I can, to please her. At least, until I can make a +getaway for keeps."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_65"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_V"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER V<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>ENTER KERRY</h3> +<br /> + +<p>When I was first seen prowling along the roads and about the fields +stalking butterflies and diurnal moths with the caution of a red +Indian on the warpath and the stealth of a tiger in the jungle; when +mystified folk met me at night, a lantern suspended from my neck, a +haversack across my shoulders, a bottle-belt about my waist, and armed +with a butterfly net, the consensus of opinion was that poor Father De +Rancé was stark staring mad. Appleboro hadn't heretofore witnessed the +proceedings of the Brethren of the Net, and I had to do much patient +explaining; even then I am sure I must have left many firmly convinced +that I was not, in their own phrase, "all there."</p> + +<p>"Hey, you! Mister! Them worms is pizen! Them's <i>fever</i>-worms!" was +shrieked at me frenziedly by the country-folks, black and white, when +I was caught scooping up the hairy caterpillars of the tiger moths. +Even when it was understood that I wished caterpillars, cocoons, and +chrysalids, for the butterflies and moths they would later make, looks +of pitying contempt were cast upon me. That a grown man—particularly +a minister of the gospel, with not only his own but other people's +souls to save—should spend time hunting for <a name="Page_66"></a>worms, with which he +couldn't even bait a hook, awakened amazement.</p> + +<p>"What any man in his right mind wants with a thing that ain't nothin' +but wriggles an' hair on the outside an' sqush on the inside, beats +me!" was said more than once.</p> + +<p>"But all of them are interesting, some are valuable, and many grow +into very beautiful moths and butterflies," I ventured to defend +myself.</p> + +<p>"S'posin' they do? You can't eat 'em or wear 'em or plant 'em, can +you?" And really, you understand, I couldn't!</p> + +<p>"An' you mean to tell me to my face," said a scandalized farmer, +watching me assorting and naming the specimens taken from my field +box, "you mean to tell me you're givin' every one o' them bugs a +<i>name</i>, same's a baptized Christian? Adam named every livin' thing, +an' Adam called them things Caterpillars an' Butterflies. If it suited +him an' Eve and God A'mighty to have 'em called that an' nothin' else, +looks to me it had oughter suit anybody that's got a grain o'real +religion. If you go to call 'em anythin' else it's sinnin' agin the +Bible. I've heard all my life you Cath'lics don't take as much stock +in the Scripters as you'd oughter, but this thing o'callin' a wurrum +Adam named plain Caterpillar a—a—<i>what'd</i> you say the dum beast's +name was? <i>My sufferin' Savior!</i> is jest about the wust dern +foolishness yet! I lay it at the Pope's door, every mite o' it, an' +you'd better believe he'll have to answer for sech carryin's on, some +o' these days!"</p> + +<p>So many other things having been laid at the Pope's door, I held my +peace and made no futile attempt to clear <a name="Page_67"></a>the Holy Father of the dark +suspicion of having perpetrated their names upon certain of the +American lepidoptera.</p> + +<p>I had yet other darker madnesses; had I not been seen spreading upon +trees with a whitewash brush a mixture of brown sugar, stale beer, and +rum?</p> + +<p>Asked to explain this lunatic proceeding I could only say that I was +sugaring for moths; these airy fairy gentlemen having a very human +liking for a "wee drappie o't."</p> + +<p>"That amiable failin'," Major Appleby Cartwright decided, "is a credit +to them an' commends them to a respectful hearin'. On its face it +would seem to admit them to the ancient an' honorable brotherhood of +convivial man. But, suh, there's another side to this question, an' +it's this:—a creature that's got six perfectly good legs, not to +mention wings, an' still can't carry his liquor without bein' caught, +deserves his fate. It's not in my line to offer suggestions to an +allwise Providence, or I <i>might</i> hint that a scoop-net an' a killing +jar in pickle for some two-legged topers out huntin' free drinks +wouldn't be such a bad idea at all."</p> + +<p>But as I pursued my buggy way—and displayed, save in this one +particular, what might truthfully be called ordinary common +sense—people gradually grew accustomed to it, looking upon me as a +mild and harmless lunatic whose inoffensive mania might safely be +indulged—nay, even humored. In consequence I was from time to time +inundated with every common thing that creeps, crawls, and flies. I +accepted gifts of bugs and caterpillars that filled my mother with +disgust and Clélie with horror; both of them hesitated to come into my +study, <a name="Page_68"></a>and I have known Clélie to be afraid to go to bed of a night +because the great red-horned "Hickory devil" was downstairs in a box, +and she was firmly convinced that this innocent worm harbored a +cold-blooded desire to crawl upstairs and bite her. That silly woman +will depart this life in the firm faith that all crawling creatures +came into the world with the single-hearted hope of biting her, above +all other mortals; and that having achieved the end for which they +were created, both they and she will immediately curl up and die.</p> + +<p>But alas, I had but scant time to devote to this enchanting and +engrossing study, which, properly pursued, will fill a man's days to +the brim. I gathered my specimens as I could and classified and +mounted them as it pleased God—until the advent of John Flint.</p> + +<p>Now, I must, with great reluctance, here set down the plain truth that +he, too, looked upon me at first with amaze not unmixed with rage and +contempt. Most caterpillars, you understand, feed upon food of their +own arbitrary choosing; and when they are in captivity one must +procure this particular aliment if one hopes to rear them.</p> + +<p><i>Slippy McGee feeding bugs!</i> It was about as hideous and devil-born a +contretemps as, say, putting a belted earl to peel potatoes or asking +an archbishop to clean cuspidors. The man boiled with offended dignity +and outraged pride. One could actually see him swell. He had expected +something quite different, and this apparently offensive triviality +disgusted and shocked him. I could see myself falling forty thousand +fathoms in his esteem, and I think he would have incontinently turned +his back upon me save for his promise to Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_69"></a>It is true that many of the caterpillars are ugly and formidable, poor +things, to the uninitiated eye, which fails to recognize under this +uncomely disguise the crowned and glorious citizens of the air. I had +just then a great Cecropia, an able-bodied green gentleman armed with +twelve thorn-like, sizable horns, and wearing, along with other +agreeable adornments, three yellow and four red arrangements like +growths of dwarf cactus plants on the segments behind his hard round +green head.</p> + +<p>Mr. Flint, with an ejaculation of horror, backed off on one crutch and +clubbed the other.</p> + +<p>"My God!" said he, "Kill it! Kill it!" I saved my green friend in the +nick of time. The man, with staring eyes, looked from me to the +caterpillar; then he leaned over and watched it, in grim silence.</p> + +<p>He knotted his forehead, made slits of his eyes, gulped, screwed his +mouth into the thin red line of deadly determination, and with every +nerve braced, even as a martyr braces himself for the stake or the +sword, put out his hand, up which the formidable-looking worm walked +leisurely. Death not immediately resulting from this daring act, he +controlled his shudders and breathed easier. The worm became less and +less terrifying; no longer appearing, say, the size of the boa +constrictor. A few moments of this harmless meandering about Mr. +Flint's hand and arm, and of a sudden he wore his true colors of an +inoffensive and law-abiding larva, anxious only to attend strictly to +his own legitimate business, the Gargantuan feeding of himself into +the pupa from which he would presently emerge one of the most +magnificent of native moths. Gingerly Mr. Flint picked him up between +thumb and fore-finger, and as gingerly <a name="Page_70"></a>dropped him back into the +breeding-cage. He squared his shoulders, wiped his brow, and drew a +long whistling breath.</p> + +<p>"Phe-ew! It took all my nerve to do it!" said he, frankly. "I felt for +a minute as if a strong-arm cop'd chased me up an alley and pulled his +gun on me. The feeling of a bug's legs on your bare skin is something +fierce at first, ain't it? But after <i>him</i> none of 'em can scare me +any more. I could play tag with pink monkeys with blue tails and green +whiskers without sending in the hurry-call."</p> + +<p>The setting boards and blocks, the arrays of pins, needles, tubes, +forceps, jars and bottles, magnifying-glasses, microscope, slides, +drying-ovens, relaxing-box, cabinets, and above all, the mounted +specimens, raised his spirits somewhat. This, at least, looked +workman-like; this, at least, promised something better than stoking +worms!</p> + +<p>If not hopefully, at least willingly enough, he allowed himself to be +set to work. And that work had come in what some like to call the +psychological moment. At least it came—or was sent—just when he +needed it most.</p> + +<p>He soon discovered, as all beginners must, that there is very much +more to it than one might think; that here, too, one must pay for +exact knowledge with painstaking care and patient study and ceaseless +effort. He discovered how fatally easy it is to spoil a good specimen; +how fairy-fragile a wee wing is; how painted scales rub, and vanish +into thin air; how delicate antennæ break, and forelegs will +fiendishly depart hence; and that proper mounting, which results in a +perfect insect, is a task <a name="Page_71"></a>which requires practice, a sure eye, and an +expert, delicate, and dexterous touch. Also, that one must be +ceaselessly on guard lest the baleful little ant and other tiny curses +evade one's vigilance and render void one's best work. He learned +these and other salutary lessons, which tend to tone down an amateur's +conceit of his half-knowledge; and this chastened him. He felt his +pride at stake—he who could so expertly, with almost demoniac +ingenuity, force the costliest and most cunningly constructed +burglar-proof lock; he whose not idle boast was that he was handy with +his fingers! Slippy McGee baffled, at bay before a butterfly? And in +the presence of a mere priest and a girl-child? Never! He'd show us +what he could do when he really tried to try!</p> + +<p>Presently he wanted to classify; and he wanted to do it alone and +unaided—it looked easy enough. It irked him, pricked his pride, to +have to be always asking somebody else "what is this?" And right then +and there those inevitable difficulties that confront every earnest +and conscientious seeker at the beginning of his quest, arose, as the +fascinating living puzzles presented themselves for his solving.</p> + +<p>To classify correctly is not something one learns in a day, be he +never so willing and eager; as one may discover who cares to take half +a dozen plain, obscurely-colored small moths, and attempts to put them +in their proper places.</p> + +<p>Mr. Flint tried it—and those wretched creatures <i>wouldn't</i> stay put. +It seemed to him that every time he looked at them they ought to be +somewhere else; always there was something—a bar, a stripe, a small +<a name="Page_72"></a>distinctive spot, a wing of peculiar shape, antennæ, or palpi, or +spur, to differentiate them.</p> + +<p>"Where the Sam Hill," he blazed, "do all these footy little devils +come from, anyhow? Where am I to put a beast of a bug when the next +one that's exactly like it is entirely different the next time you +look at it? There's too much beginning and no end at all to this +game!"</p> + +<p>For all that, he followed them up. I saw with pure joy that he refused +to dismiss anything carelessly, while he scorned to split hairs. He +had a regular course of procedure when he was puzzled. First he turned +the new insect over and over and glared at it from every possible +angle; then he rumpled his hair, gritted his teeth, squared his +shoulders and hurled himself into work.</p> + +<p>There was, for instance, the common Dione Vanillæ, that splendid Gulf +Fritillary which haunts all the highways of the South. She's a +long-wing, but she's not a Heliconian; she's a silver-spot, but she's +not an Argynnis. She bears a striking family likeness to her fine +relations, but she has certain structural peculiarities which +differentiate her. Whose word should he take for this, and why? +Wherein lay those differences? He began, patiently, with her +cylinder-shaped yellow-brown, orange-spotted caterpillar, on the +purple passion flowers in our garden; he watched it change into a +dark-brown chrysalis marked with a few pale spots; he saw emerge from +this the red-robed lady herself, with her long fulvous forewings, and +her shorter hind wings smocked with black velvet, and her under-frock +flushed with pinkish orange and spangled with silver. And yet, in +spite <a name="Page_73"></a>of her long marvelous tongue—he was beginning to find out that +no tool he had ever seen, and but few that God Himself makes, is so +wonderful as a butterfly's tongue—she hadn't been able to tell him +that about herself which he most wished to find out. <i>That</i> called for +a deeper knowledge than he as yet possessed.</p> + +<p>But he knew that other men knew. And he had to know. He meant to know. +For the work gripped him as it does those marked and foreordained for +its service. That marvelous world in which the Little People dwell—a +world so absolutely different from ours that it might well be upon +another planet—began to open, slowly, slowly, one of its many +mysterious doors, allowing him just glimpse enough of what magic lay +beyond to fire his heart and to whet his appetite. And he couldn't +break into that world with a jimmy. It was burglar-proof. That portal +was so impervious to even the facile fingers of Slippy McGee, that +John Flint must pay the inevitable and appropriate toll to enter!</p> + +<p>Westmoreland had replaced his crutches with a wooden leg, and you +might see him stumping about our grounds, minutely examining the +underside of shrubs and bushes, the bark of trees, poking into corners +and crannies, or scraping in the mold under the fallen leaves by the +fences, for things which no longer filled him with aversion and +disgust, but with the student's interest and pleasure.</p> + +<p>"Think of me being in the same world with 'em all these years and not +knowing a thing about 'em when there's so much to know, and under my +skin stark crazy to learn it, only I didn't know I even wanted to know +what I really want to know more than anything <a name="Page_74"></a>else, until I had to +get dumped down here to find it out! I get the funniest sort of a +feeling, parson, that all along there's been a Me tucked away inside +my hide that's been loving these things ever since I was born. Not +just to catch and handle 'em, and stretch out their little wings, and +remember the names some bughouse high-brow wished on 'em, though all +that's in the feeling, too; it's something else, if I could make you +understand what I mean."</p> + +<p>I laughed. "I think I do understand," said I. "I have a Me like that +tucked away in mine, too, you know."</p> + +<p>He looked at me gravely. "Parson," said he, earnestly, "there's times +I wish you had a dozen kids, and every one of 'em twins! It's a shame +to think of some poor orphans swindled out of such a daddy as you'd +have made!"</p> + +<p>"Why," said I, smiling, "<i>You</i> are one of my twins."</p> + +<p>"Me?" He reflected. "Maybe half of me might be, parson," he agreed, +"but it's not safe for a skypilot to be caught owning a twin like the +other half."</p> + +<p>"I'm pinning my faith to <i>my</i> half," said I, serenely.</p> + +<p>"Now, why?" he asked, with sudden fierceness. "I turn it over and over +and over: it looks white on the outside, but I can't to save me figure +out <i>why</i> you're doing it. Parson, <i>what</i> have you got up your +sleeve?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing but my arm. What should you think?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know what to think, and that's the straight of it. What's +your game, anyhow? What in the name of God are you after?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I think," said I, "that in the name of God I'm after—that other +You that's been tucked away all these years, and couldn't get born +until a Me inside mine, just <a name="Page_75"></a>like himself, called him to come out and +be alive."</p> + +<p>He pondered this in silence. Then:</p> + +<p>"I'll take your word for it," said he. "Though if anybody'd ever told +me I'd be eating out of a parson's hand, I'd have pushed his face in +for him. Yep, I'm Fido! <i>Me!</i>"</p> + +<p>"At least you growl enough," said I, tartly.</p> + +<p>He eyed me askance.</p> + +<p>"Have I got to lick hands?" he snarled.</p> + +<p>I walked away, without a reply; through my shoulder-blades I could +feel him glaring after me. He followed, hobbling:</p> + +<p>"Parson!"</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"If I'm not the sort that licks hands I'm not the sort that bites 'em, +neither. I'll tell you—it's this way: I—sort of get to chewing on +that infernal log of wood that's where my good leg used to grow +and—and splinters get into my temper—and I've <i>got</i> to snarl or +burst wide open! You'd growl like the devil yourself, if you had to +try holding down my job for awhile, skypilot or no skypilot!"</p> + +<p>"Why—I dare say I should," said I, contritely. "But," I added, after +a pause, "I shouldn't be any the better for it, should you think?"</p> + +<p>"Not so you could notice," shortly. And after a moment he added, in an +altered voice: "Rule 1: Can the Squeal!"</p> + +<p>I think he most honestly tried to. It was no easy task, and I have +seen the sweat start upon his forehead and his face go pale, when in +his eagerness he forgot for a moment the cruel fact that he could no +longer <a name="Page_76"></a>move as lightly as of old—and the crippled body, betraying +him, reminded him all too swiftly of his mistake.</p> + +<p>The work saved him. For it is the heaven-sent sort of work, to those +ordained for it, that fills one's hours and leaves one eager for +further tasks. It called for all his oldtime ingenuity. His tools, for +instance—at times their limitations irked him, and he made others +more satisfactory to himself; tools adjusted to an insect's frail +body, not to a time-lock. Before that summer ended he could handle +even the frailest and tiniest specimen with such nice care that it was +delightful to watch him at work. The time was to come when he could +mend a torn wing or fix a broken antennas with such exquisite fidelity +to detail that even the most expert eye might well be deceived.</p> + +<p>I had only looked for a little temporary help, such as any intelligent +amateur might be able to furnish. But I was not long unaware that this +was more than a mere amateur. To quote himself, he had the goods, and +I realized with a mounting heart that I had made a find, if I could +only hold on to it. For the first time in years I could exchange +specimens. My cabinets began to fill out—with such perfect insects, +too! We added several rare ones, a circumstance to make any +entomologist look upon the world through rosy spectacles. Why, even +the scarce shy Cossus Centerensis came to our very doors, apparently +to fill a space awaiting him. Perhaps he was a Buddhist insect +undergoing reincarnation, and was anxious to acquire merit by +self-immolation. Anyhow, we acquired him, and I hope he acquired +merit.</p> + +<p>We had scores of insects in the drying ovens. We had more and ever more +in the breeding cages,—in our case <a name="Page_77"></a>simple home-made affairs of a keg +or a box with a fine wire-netting over the food plant; or a lamp-chimney +slipped over a potted plant with a bit of mosquito-netting tied over the +top, for the smaller forms.</p> + +<p>These cages were a never-failing source of delight and interest to the +children, and at their hands heaven rained caterpillars upon us that +season. Even my mother grew interested in the work, though Clélie +never ceased to look upon it as a horrid madness peculiar to white +people.</p> + +<p>"All Buckrahs is funny in dey haids," Daddy January consoled her when +she complained to him about it. "Dey gets all kind o' fool notions +'bout all kind o' fool t'ings. You ain't got to feel so bad—de Jedge +is lots wuss'n yo' boss is. Yo' boss kin see de bugs he run atter, but +my boss talk 'bout some kind o' bug he call Germ. I ax um what kind o' +bug is dat; an' he 'low you can't see um wid yo' eye. I ain't say so +to de Jedge, but <i>I</i> 'low when you see bug you can't see wid yo' eye, +you best not seem um 'tall—case he must be some kind o' spook, an' +Gawd knows I ain't want to see no spook. Ef de bug ain't no spook, den +he mus' be eenside yo' haid, 'stead o' outside um, an' to hab bug on +de eenside o' yo' haid is de wuss kind o' bad luck. Anyhow, nobody but +Buckrah talk an' ack like dat, niggers is got mo' sense."</p> + +<p>We found, presently, a ready and a steady sale for our extra stock. We +could supply caterpillars, butterflies and moths, or chrysalids and +cocoons; we had some rather scarce ones; and then, our unmounted +specimens were so perfect, and our mounted ones so exquisitely done, +that we had but little trouble in disposing of them. Under the hand of +John Flint these last were really <a name="Page_78"></a>works of art. Not for nothing had +he boasted that he was handy with his fingers.</p> + +<p>The pretty common forms, framed hovering lifelike over delicately +pressed ferns and flowers, found even a readier market, for they were +really beautiful. Money had begun to come in—not largely, it is true, +but still steadily and surely. You must know how to handle your stock, +and you must be in touch with your market—scientists, students, +collectors,—and this, of course, takes time. We could supply the +larger dealers, too, although they pay less, and we had a modest +advertisement in one or two papers published for the profession, which +brought us orders. But let no one imagine that it is an easy task to +handle these frail bodies, these gossamer wings, so that naturalists +and collectors are glad to get them. Once or twice we lost valuable +shipments.</p> + +<p>Long since—in the late spring, to be exact, John Flint had moved out +of the Guest Room, needed for other occupants, into a two-roomed +outbuilding across the garden. Some former pastor had had it built for +an oratory and retreat, but now, covered with vines, it had stood for +many years unused, save as a sort of lumber room.</p> + +<p>When the troublesome question of where we might properly house him had +arisen, my mother hit upon these unused rooms as by direct +inspiration. She had them cleaned, repainted, scoured, and turned into +a pleasant well-lighted, airy workroom and living-room combined, and a +smaller and rather austere bedroom, with an inexpensive but very good +head of Christ over the mantel, and an old, old carved crucifix on the +wall beside the white iron bed. Laurence took from his own room a +Morris chair, whose somewhat frayed cushions my <a name="Page_79"></a>mother neatly +re-covered. Mary Virginia contributed a rug, as well as dressing-gown +and slippers. Miss Sally Ruth gave him outright a brand-new Bible, and +loaned him an old cedar-wood wardrobe which had been her +great-grandmother's, and which still smelt delicately of generations +of rose-leaved and lavendered linen.</p> + +<p>"All I ask," said Miss Sally Ruth sharply, "is that you'll read Paul +with your eyes open and your mouth shut, and that you'll keep your +clothes in that wardrobe and your moths out of it. If it was intended +for anybody to teach you anything, then Paul will teach you; but it +<i>wasn't</i> intended for a cedar-wood wardrobe to hold moths, and I hope +you won't forget it!"</p> + +<p>Major Cartwright sent over a fishing-rod, a large jar of tobacco, and +a framed picture of General Lee.</p> + +<p>"Because no man, suh, could live under the same roof with even his +pictured semblance, and not be the bettah fo' it," said the major +earnestly. "I know. I've got to live with him myself. When I'm fair to +middlin' he's in the dinin' room. When I've skidded off the straight +an' narrow path I lock him up in the parlor, an' at such times I sleep +out on the po'ch. But when I'm at peace with man an' God I take him +into my bedroom an' look at him befo' retirin'. He's about as easy to +live with as the Angel Gabriel, but he's mighty bracin', Marse Robert +is: mighty bracin'!"</p> + +<p>Thus equipped, John Flint settled himself in his own house. It had +been a wise move, for he had the sense of proprietorship, privacy, and +freedom. He could come and go as he pleased, with no one to question. +He could work undisturbed, save for the children who brought him such +things as they could find. He put his breeding <a name="Page_80"></a>cages out on the +vine-covered piazzas surrounding two-sides of his house, arranged the +cabinets and boxes which had been removed from my study to his own, +nailed up a few shelves to suit himself, and set up housekeeping.</p> + +<p>My mother had been frankly delighted to have my creeping friends moved +out of the Parish House, and Clélie abated in her dislike of the +one-legged man because he had, in a way, removed from her a heretofore +never-absent fear of waking up some night and finding a caterpillar +under her bed. More yet, he entailed no extra work, for he flatly +refused to have her set foot in his rooms for the purpose of cleaning +them. He attended to that himself. The man was a marvel of neatness +and order. Mesdames, permit me to here remark that when a man is neat +and orderly no woman of Eve's daughters can compare with him. John +Flint's rooms would arouse the rabid envy of the cleanest and most +scourful she in Holland itself.</p> + +<p>Now as the months wore away there had sprung up between him, and Mary +Virginia and Laurence, one of those odd comradely friendships which +sometime unite the totally unlike with bonds hard to break. His +spotless workroom had a fascination for the youngsters. They were +always in and out, now with a cocoon, now an imago, now a larva, and +then again to see how those they had already brought were getting +along.</p> + +<p>The lame man was an unrivaled listener—a circumstance which endeared +him to youthful Laurence, in whom thoughts and the urge to express +these thoughts in words rose like sap. This fresh and untainted +confidence, poured out so naïvely, taught John Flint more than any +words or prayers of mine could have done. It <a name="Page_81"></a>opened to him a world +into which, his eyes had not heretofore been permitted to look; and +the result was all the more sure and certain, in that the children had +no faintest idea of the effect they were producing. They had no end to +gain, no ax to grind; they merely spoke the truth as they knew it, and +this unselfish and hopeful truthfulness aroused his interest and +curiosity; it even compelled his admiration. He couldn't dismiss +<i>this</i> as "hot air"!</p> + +<p>I was more than glad to have him thus taught. It was a salutary +lesson, tending to temper his overweening confidence and to humble his +contemptuous pride. In his own world he had been supreme, a figure of +sinister importance. Brash had been crook or cop who had taught or +caught Slippy McGee! But in this new atmosphere, in which he breathed +with difficulty, the young had been given him for guides. They led +him, where a grownup had failed.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia was particularly fond of him. He had as little to say to +her as to Laurence, but he looked at her with interested eyes that +never lost a movement; she knew he never missed a word, either; his +silence was friendly, and the little girl had a pleasant fashion of +taking folk for granted. Hers was one of those large natures which +give lavishly, shares itself freely, but does not demand much in +return. She gave with an open hand to her quiet listener—her books, +her music, her amusing and innocent views, her frank comments, her +truthfulness, her sweet brave gaiety; and he absorbed it like a +sponge. It delighted her to find and bring the proper food-plants for +his cages. And she being one of those who sing while they work, you +might hear her <a name="Page_82"></a>caroling like a lark, flitting about the old garden +with her red setter Kerry at her heels.</p> + +<p>Laurence no longer read aloud to him, but instead gave Flint such +books as he could find covering his particular study, and these were +devoured and pored over, and more begged for. Flint would go without +new clothes, neat as he was, and without tobacco, much as he liked to +smoke,—to buy books upon lepidoptera.</p> + +<p>He helped my mother with her flowers and her vegetables, but refused +to have anything to do with her chickens, remarking shortly that hens +were such fools he couldn't help hating them. Madame said she liked to +have him around, for he was more like some unobtrusive jinnee than a +mere mortal. She declared that John Flint had what the negroes call a +"growing hand"—he had only to stick a bit of green in the ground and +it grew like Jonah's gourd.</p> + +<p>Since he had begun to hobble about, he had gradually come to be +accepted by the town in general. They looked upon him as one who +shared Father De Rancé's madness, a tramp who was a hunter of bugs. It +explained his presence in the Parish House; I fancy it also explained +to some why he had been a tramp!</p> + +<p>Folks got used to him, as one does to anything one sees daily. The +pleasant conservative soft-voiced ladies who liked to call on Madame +of an afternoon and gossip Christianly, and drink tea and eat Clélie's +little cakes on our broad shady verandah, only glanced casually at the +bent head and shoulders visible through the screened window across the +garden. They said he was very interesting, of course, but painfully +shy and bashful. As for him, he was as horribly afraid of them as they +would <a name="Page_83"></a>have been of him, had they known. I could not always save +myself from the sin of smiling at an ironic situation.</p> + +<p>Judge Mayne had at first eyed the man askance, watching him as his own +cats might an interloping stray dog.</p> + +<p>"The fellow's not very prepossessing," he told me, of an evening when +he had dined with us, "but I've been on the bench long enough to be +skeptical of any fixed good or bad type—I've found that the criminal +type is any type that goes wrong; so I shouldn't go so far as to call +this chap a bad egg. But—I hope you are reasonably sure of him, +father?"</p> + +<p>"Reasonably," said I, composedly.</p> + +<p>"Laurence tells me Madame and Mary Virginia <i>like</i> the fellow. H'm! +Well, I've acquired a little faith in the intuition of women—some +women, understand, and some times. And mark you, I didn't say +<i>judgment</i>. Let us hope that this is one of the times when faith in +intuition will be justified."</p> + +<p>Later, when he had had time to examine the work progressing under the +flexible fingers of the silent workman, he withdrew with more respect.</p> + +<p>"I suppose he's all right, if you think so, father. But I'd watch out +for him, anyway," he advised.</p> + +<p>"That is exactly what I intend to do."</p> + +<p>"Rather he fell into your hands than mine. Better for him," said the +judge, briefly. Then he launched into an intimate talk of Laurence, +and in thus talking of the boy's future, forgot my helper.</p> + +<p>That was it, exactly. The man was so unobtrusive without in the least +being furtive. Had so little to say; attended so strictly to his own +business, and showed himself so utterly and almost inhumanly +uninterested in <a name="Page_84"></a>anybody else's, that he kept in the background. He +was there, and people knew it; they were, in a sense, interested in +him, but not curious about him.</p> + +<p>One morning in early autumn—he had been with us then some eight or +nine months—I went over to his rooms with a New York newspaper in my +hand. It had news that set my heart to pounding sickeningly—news that +at once simplified and yet complicated matters. I hesitated as to +whether or not I should tell him, but decided that whatever effect +that news might produce, I would deal with him openly, above board, +and always with truth. He must act and judge for himself and with his +eyes open. On my part there should be no concealment.</p> + +<p>The paper stated that the body of a man found floating in the East +River had been positively identified by the police as that of Slippy +McGee. That the noted crook had gotten back into New York through the +cunning dragnet so carefully spread for him was another proof of his +daring and dexterity. How he met the dark fate which set him adrift, +battered and dreadful, in the East River, was another of those +underworld crimes that remain unsolved. Cunning and dangerous, +mysterious in his life, baffling all efforts to get at him, he was as +evilly mysterious in his death. There was only one thing sure—that +this dead wretch with the marks of violence upon him was Slippy McGee; +and since his breath had ceased, the authorities could breathe easier.</p> + +<p>He read it deliberately; then re-read it, and sat and stared at the +paper. A slow grim smile came to his lips, and he took his chin in his +hand, musingly. The eyes narrowed, the face darkened, the jaw thrust +itself forward.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_85"></a>Dead, huh?" he grunted, and stared about him, with a slow, twisting +movement of the head. "Well—I might just as well be, as buried alive +in a jay-dump at the tail-end of all creation!" Once again the Powers +of Darkness swooped down and wrestled with and for him; and knowing +what I knew, sick at heart, I trembled for him.</p> + +<p>"What am <i>I</i> doing here, anyhow?" he snarled with his lips drawn back +from his teeth. "Piddling with bugs—<i>Me!</i> Patching up their dinky +little wings and stretching out their dam' little legs and feelers—me +being what I am, and they being what they are! Say, I've got to quit +this, once for all I've got to quit it. I'm not a <i>man</i> any more. I'm +a dead one, a he-granny cutting silo for lady-worms and drynursing +their interesting little babies. My God! <i>Me!</i>" And he threw his hands +above his head with a gesture of rage and despair.</p> + +<p>"Hanging on here like a boob—no wonder they think I'm dead! If I +could just make a getaway and pull off one more good job and land +enough<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"You couldn't keep it, if you did land it—your sort can't. You know +how it went before—the women and the sharks got it. There'd be always +that same incentive to pull off just one more to keep you going—until +you'd pulled yourself behind bars, and stayed there. And there's the +drug-danger, too. If you escaped so far, it was because so far you had +the strength to let drugs alone. But the drugs get you, sooner or +later, do they not? Have you not told me over and over again that +'nearly all dips are dopes'? That first the dope gets you—and then +the law? No. You can't pull off anything that won't pull you into +hell. We have gone over this thing often enough, haven't we?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_86"></a>No, we haven't. And I haven't had a chance to pull off +anything—except leaves for bugs. <i>Me!</i> I want to get my hand in once +more, I tell you! I want to pull off a stunt that'll make the whole +bunch of bulls sit up and bellow for fair—and I can do it, easy as +easy. Think I've croaked, do they? And they can all snooze on their +peg-posts, now I'm a stiff? Well, by cripes, I just want half of a +half of a chance, and I'll show 'em Slippy McGee's good and plenty +alive!"</p> + +<p>"Come out into the garden, my son, and feel that you are good and +plenty alive. Come out into the free air. Hold on tight, a little +while longer!"</p> + +<p>I laid my hand upon his shoulder compellingly, and although he glared +at me, and ground his teeth, and lifted his lip, he came; unwillingly, +swearing under his breath, he came. We tramped up and down the garden +paths, up and down, and back again, his wooden peg making a round +hole, like a hoofmark, in the earth. He stared down at it, spat +savagely upon it, and swore horribly, but not too loudly.</p> + +<p>"I want to feel like a live man!" he gritted. "A live man, not a +one-legged mucker with a beard like a Dutch bomb-thrower's, puttering +about a skypilot's backyard on the wrong side of everything!"</p> + +<p>"Stick it out a little longer, John Flint; hold fast!"</p> + +<p>"Hold fast to what?" he demanded savagely. "To a bug stuck on a +needle?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. And to me who trusts you. To Madame who likes you. To the dear +child who put bug and needle into your hand because she knew it was +good work and trusted your hand to do it. And more than all, to that +<a name="Page_87"></a>other Me you're finding—your own true self, John Flint! Hold fast, +hold fast!"</p> + +<p>He stopped and stared at me.</p> + +<p>"I'm believing him again!" said he, grievously. "I've been sat on +while I was hot, and my number's marked on me, 23. I'm hoodooed, +that's what!"</p> + +<p>Tramp, tramp, stump, stump, up and down, the two of us.</p> + +<p>"All right, devil-dodger," said he wearily, after a long sullen +silence. "I'll stick it out a bit longer, to please you. You've been +white—the lot of you. But look here—if I beat it some night ... with +what I can find, why, I'm warning you: don't blame <i>me</i>—you're +running your risks, and it'll be up to <i>you</i> to explain!"</p> + +<p>"When you want to go, John Flint—when you really and truly want to +go, why, take anything I have that you may fancy, my son. I give it +you beforehand."</p> + +<p>"I don't want anything given to me beforehand!" he growled. "I want to +take what I want to take without anybody's leave!"</p> + +<p>"Very well, then; take what you want to take, without anybody's leave! +I shall be able to do without it, I dare say."</p> + +<p>He turned upon me furiously:</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I guess you can! You'd do without eating and breathing too, +I suppose, if you could manage it! You do without too blamed much +right now, trying to beat yourself to being a saint! Of course I'd +help myself and leave you to go without—you're enough to make a man +ache to shoot some sense into you with a cannon! And for God's sake, +<i>who</i> are you pinching and <a name="Page_88"></a>scraping and going without <i>for</i>? A bunch +of hickey factory-shuckers that haven't got sense enough to talk +American, and a lot of mill-hands with beans on 'em like bone buttons! +They ain't worth it. While I'm in the humor, take it from me there +ain't anybody worth anything anyhow!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Flint! What a shame and a sin!" called another voice. "Oh, +Mr. Flint, I'm ashamed of you!" There in the freedom of the Saturday +morning sunlight stood Mary Virginia, her red Irish setter Kerry +beside her.</p> + +<p>"I came over," said she, "to see how the baby-moths are getting on +this morning, and to know if the last hairy gentleman I brought spins +into a cocoon or buries himself in the ground. And then I heard Mr. +Flint—and what he said is unkind, and untrue, and not a bit like him. +Why, everybody's worth everything you can do for them—only some are +worth more."</p> + +<p>The wild wrath died out of his face. As usual, he softened at sight of +her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, miss, I wasn't thinking of the like of you—and him," he +jerked his head at me, half apologetically, "nor young Mayne, nor the +little Madame. You're different."</p> + +<p>"Why, no, we aren't, really," said Mary Virginia, puckering her brows +adorably. "We only <i>seem</i> to be different—but we are just exactly +like everybody else, only <i>we</i> know it, and some people never can seem +to find it out—and there's the difference! You see?" That was the +befuddled manner in which Mary Virginia very often explained things. +If God was good to you, you got a little glimmer of what she meant and +was trying <a name="Page_89"></a>to tell you. Mary Virginia often talked as the alchemists +used to write—cryptically, abstrusely, as if to hide the golden truth +from all but the initiate.</p> + +<p>"Come and shake hands with Mr. Flint, Kerry," said she to the setter. +"I want you to help make him understand things it's high time he +should know. Nobody can do that better than a good dog can."</p> + +<p>Kerry looked a trifle doubtful, but having been told to do a certain +thing, he obeyed, as a good dog does. Gravely he sat up and held out +an obedient paw, which the man took mechanically. But meeting the +clear hazel eyes, he dropped his hand upon the shining head with the +gesture of one who desires to become friends. Accepting this, Kerry +reached up a nose and nuzzled. Then he wagged his plumy tail.</p> + +<p>"There!" said Mary Virginia, delightedly. "Now, don't you see how +horrid it was to talk the way you talked? Why, Kerry <i>likes</i> you, and +Kerry is a sensible dog."</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss," and he looked at Mary Virginia very much as the dog did, +trustingly, but a little bewildered.</p> + +<p>"Aren't you sorry you said that?"</p> + +<p>"Y-e-s, seeing you seem to think it was wrong."</p> + +<p>"Well, you'll know better from now on," said Mary Virginia, +comfortingly. She looked at him searchingly for a minute, and he met +her look without flinching. That had been the one hopeful sign, from +the first—that he never refused to meet your glance, but gave you +back one just as steady, if more suspicious.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, "you've about made up your mind to +stay on here with the Padre, haven't you? For a good long while, at +any rate? <a name="Page_90"></a>You wouldn't like to leave the Padre, would you?"</p> + +<p>He stiffened. One could see the struggle within him.</p> + +<p>"Well, miss, I can't see but that I've just got to stay on—for +awhile. Until he's tired of me and my ways, anyhow," he said gloomily.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia dismissed my tiredness with an airy wave of her hand. +She smiled.</p> + +<p>"Do you know," said she earnestly, "I've had the funniest idea about +you, from the very first time I saw you? Well, I have. I've somehow +got the notion that you and the Padre <i>belong</i>. I think that's why you +came. I think you belong right here, in that darling little house, +studying butterflies and mounting them so beautifully they look alive. +I think you're never going to go away anywhere any more, but that +you're going to stay right here as long as you live!"</p> + +<p>His face turned an ugly white, and his mouth fell open. He looked at +Mary Virginia almost with horror—Saul might have looked thus at the +Witch of Endor when she summoned the shade of Samuel to tell him that +the kingdom had been rent from his hand and his fate was upon him.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia nodded, thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"I feel so sure of it," said she, confidently, "that I'm going to ask +you to do me a favor. I want you to take care of Kerry for me. You +know I'm going away to school next week, and—he can't stay at home +when I'm not there. My father's away frequently, and he couldn't take +Kerry about with him, of course. And he couldn't be left with the +servants—somehow he doesn't like the colored people. He always growls +at them, and they're afraid of him. And my mother <a name="Page_91"></a>dislikes dogs +intensely—she's afraid of them, except those horrible little +toy-things that aren't <i>dogs</i> any more." The scorn of the real +dog-lover was in her voice. "Kerry's used to the Parish House. He +loves the Padre, he'll soon love you, and he likes to play with +Pitache, so Madame wouldn't mind his being here. And—I'd be more +satisfied in my mind if he were with somebody that—that needed +him—and would like him a whole lot—somebody like you," she finished.</p> + +<p>Now, Mary Virginia regarded Kerry even as the apple of her eye. The +dog was a noble and beautiful specimen of his race, thoroughbred to +the bone, a fine field dog, and the pride of the child's heart. He was +what only that most delightful of dogs, a thoroughbred Irish setter, +can be. John Flint gasped. Something perplexed, incredulous, painful, +dazzled, crept into his face and looked out of his eyes.</p> + +<p>"<i>Me</i>?" he gasped. "You mean you're willing to let me keep your dog +for you? Yours?"</p> + +<p>"I want to <i>give</i> him to you," said Mary Virginia bravely enough, +though her voice trembled. "I am perfectly sure you'll love +him—better than any one else in the world would, except me myself. I +don't know why I know that, but I do know it. If you wanted to go +away, later on, why, you could turn him over to the Padre, because of +course you wouldn't want to have a dog following you about everywhere. +They're a lot of bother. But—somehow, I think you'll keep him. I +think you'll love him. He—he's a darling dog." She was too proud to +turn her head aside, but two large tears rolled down her cheeks, like +dew upon a rose.</p> + +<p>John Flint stood stock-still, looking from her to the <a name="Page_92"></a>dog, and back +again. Kerry, sensing that something was wrong with his little +mistress, pawed her skirts and whined.</p> + +<p>"Now I come to think of it," said John Flint slowly, "I never had +anything—anything alive, I mean—belong to me before."</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia glanced up at him shrewdly, and smiled through her +tears. Her smile makes a funny delicious red V of her lower lip, and +is altogether adorable and seductive.</p> + +<p>"That's just exactly why you thought nobody was worth anything," she +said. Then she bent over her dog and kissed him between his beautiful +hazel eyes.</p> + +<p>"Kerry, dear," said she, "Kerry, dear Kerry, you don't belong to me +any more. I—I've got to go away to school—and you know you wouldn't +be happy at home without me. You belong to Mr. Flint now, and I'm sure +he needs you, and I know he'll love you almost as much as I do, and +he'll be very, very good to you. So you're to stay with him, +and—stand by him and be his dog, like you were mine. You'll remember, +Kerry? Good-by, my dear, dear, darling dog!" She kissed him again, +patted him, and thrust his collar into his new owner's hand.</p> + +<p>"Go—good-by, everybody!" said she, in a muffled voice, and ran. I +think she would have cried childishly in another moment; and she was +trying hard to remember that she was growing up!</p> + +<p>John Flint stood staring after her, his hand on the dog's collar, +holding him in. His face was still without a vestige of color, and his +eyes glittered. Then his other hand crept out to touch the dog's +head.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_93"></a>It's wet—where she dropped tears on it! Parson ... she's given me +her dog ... that she loves enough to cry over!"</p> + +<p>"He's a very fine dog, and she has had him and loved him from his +puppyhood," I reminded him. And I added, with a wily tongue: "You can +always turn him over to me, you know—if you decide to take to the +road and wish to get rid of a troublesome companion. A dog is bad +company for a man who wishes to dodge the police."</p> + +<p>But he only shook his head. His eyes were troubled, and his forehead +wrinkled.</p> + +<p>"Parson," said he, hesitatingly, "did you ever feel like you'd been +caught by—by Something reaching down out of the dark? Something big +that you couldn't see and couldn't ever hope to get away from, because +it's always on the job? Ain't it a hell of a feeling?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," I agreed. "I've felt—caught by that Something, too. And it is +at first a terrifying sensation. Until—you learn to be glad."</p> + +<p>"You're caught—and you know under your hat you're never going to be +able to get away any more. It'll hold you till you die!" said he, a +little wildly. "My God! I'm caught! First It bit off a leg on me, so I +couldn't run. Then It wished you and your bugs on me. And now—Yes, +sir; I'm done for. That kid got my goat this morning. My God, who'd +believe it? But it's true: I'm done for. She gave me her dog and she +got my goat!"</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_94"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_VI"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER VI<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>"THY SERVANT WILL GO AND FIGHT WITH THIS PHILISTINE"<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 20em;">1 Sam. 17: 32.</span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>Mary Virginia had gone, weeping and bewept, and the spirit of youth +seemed to have gone with her, leaving the Parish House darkened +because of its absence. A sorrowful quiet brooded over the garden that +no longer echoed a caroling voice. Kerry, seeking vainly for the +little mistress, would come whining back to John Flint, and look up +mutely into his face; and finding no promise there, lie down, +whimpering, at his feet. The man seemed as desolate as the dog, +because of the child's departure.</p> + +<p>"When I come back," Mary Virginia said to him at parting, "I expect +you'll know more about moths and butterflies than anybody else in the +world does. You're that sort. I'd love to be here, watching you grow +up into it, but I've got to go away and grow up into something myself. +I'm very glad you came here, Mr. Flint. You've helped me, lots."</p> + +<p>"Me?" with husky astonishment.</p> + +<p>"You, of course," said the child, serenely. "Because you are such a +good man, Mr. Flint, and so patient, and you stick at what you try to +do until you do it better than anybody else does. Often and often when +I've been trying to do sums—I'm frightfully stupid about +<a name="Page_95"></a>arithmetic—and I wanted to give up, I'd think of you over here just +trying and trying and keeping right on trying, until you'd gotten what +you wanted to know; and then <i>I'd</i> keep on trying, too. The funny part +is, that I like you for making me do it. You see, I'm a very, very bad +person in some things, Mr. Flint," she said frankly. "Why, when my +mother has to tell me to look at so and so, and see how well they +behave, or how nicely they can do certain things, and how good they +are, and why don't I profit by such a good example, a perfectly horrid +raging sort of feeling comes all over me, and I want to be as naughty +as naughty! I feel like doing and saying things I'd never want to do +or say, if it wasn't for that good example. I just can't seem to +<i>bear</i> being good-exampled. But you're different, thank goodness. Most +really good people are different, I guess."</p> + +<p>He looked at her, dumbly—he had no words at his command. She missed +the irony and the tragedy, but she sensed the depths of feeling under +that mute exterior.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you're sorry I'm going away," said she, with the directness +that was so engaging. "I perfectly love people to feel sorry to part +with me. I hope and <i>hope</i> they'll keep on being sorry—because +they'll be that much gladder when I come back. I don't believe there's +anything quite so wonderful and beautiful as having other folks like +you, except it's liking other folks yourself!"</p> + +<p>"I never had to be bothered about it, either way," said he dryly. His +face twitched.</p> + +<p>"Maybe that's because you never stayed still long enough in any one +place to catch hold," said she, and laughed at him.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_96"></a>Good-by, Mr. Flint! I'll never see a butterfly or a moth, the whole +time I'm gone, without making believe he's a messenger from Madame, +and the Padre, and you, and Kerry. I'll play he's a carrier-butterfly, +with a message tucked away under his wings: 'Howdy, Mary Virginia! +I've just come from flying over the flowers in the Parish House +garden; and the folks are all well, and busy, and happy. But they +haven't forgotten you for a single solitary minute, and they miss you +and wish you'd come back; and they send you their dear, dear love—and +I'll carry your dear, dear love back to them!' So if you see a big, +big, beautiful, strange fellow come sailing by your window some +morning, why, that's mine, Mr. Flint! Remember!"</p> + +<p>And then she was gone, and he had his first taste of unselfish human +sorrow. Heretofore his worries had been purely personal and +self-centered: this was different, and innocent. It shocked and +terrified him to find out how intensely he could miss another being, +and that being a mere child. He wasn't used to that sort of pain, and +it bewildered him.</p> + +<p>Eustis himself had wanted the little girl sent to a preparatory school +which would fit her for one of the women's colleges. He had visions of +the forward sweep of women—visions which his wife didn't share. Her +daughter should go to the Church School at which she herself had been +educated, an exclusive and expensive institution where the daughters +of the wealthy were given a finishing hand-polish with ecclesiastical +emery, as a sort of social hall-mark. Mrs. Eustis had a horror of what +she called, in quotation-marks, the modern non-religious method of +educating young ladies.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_97"></a>The Eustis house was closed, and left in charge of the negro +caretakers, for Mrs. Eustis couldn't stand the loneliness of the place +after the child's departure, and Eustis himself found his presence +more and more necessary at the great plantation he was building up. +Mrs. Eustis left Appleboro, and my mother missed her. There was a vein +of pure gold underlying the placid little woman's character, which the +stronger woman divined and built upon.</p> + +<p>Laurence, too, entered college that Fall. I had coached him, in such +hours as I could spare. He was conscientious enough, though his Greek +was not the Greek of Homer and he vexed the soul of my mother with a +French she said was spoke</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>full fair and fetisly<br /></span> +<span>After ye schole of Strattford atte Bowe.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p class="noin">But if he hadn't Mary Virginia's sensitiveness to all beauty, nor her +playful fancy and vivid imagination, he was clear-brained and +clean-thinking, with that large perspective and that practical +optimism which seem to me so essentially American. He saw without +confusion both the thing as it was and as it could become. With only +enough humor to save him, he had a sternness more of the puritan than +of the cavalier blood from which he had sprung. Above all was he +informed with that new spirit brooding upon the face of all the +waters, a spirit that for want of a better name one might call the +Race Conscience.</p> + +<p>It was this last aspect of the boy's character that amazed and +interested John Flint, who was himself too shrewd not to divine the +sincerity, even the <a name="Page_98"></a>commonsense, of what Laurence called "applied +Christianity." Altruism—and Slippy McGee! He listened with a puzzled +wonder.</p> + +<p>"I wish," he grumbled to Laurence, "that you'd come off the roof. It +gives a fellow stiff neck rubbering up at you!"</p> + +<p>"I'd rather stay up—the air's better, and you can see so much +farther," said Laurence. And he added hospitably: "There's plenty of +room—come on up, yourself!"</p> + +<p>"With one leg?" sarcastically.</p> + +<p>"And two eyes," said the boy. "Come on up—the sky's fine!" And he +laughed into the half-suspicious face.</p> + +<p>The gimlet eyes bored into him, and the frank and truthful eyes met +them unabashed, unwavering, with a something in them which made the +other blink.</p> + +<p>"When I got pitched into this burg," said the lame man thoughtfully, +"I landed all there—except a leg, but I never carried my brains in my +legs. I hadn't got any bats in my belfry. But I'm getting 'em. I'm +getting 'em so bad that when I hear some folks talk bughouse these +days it pretty near listens like good sense to me. Why, kid, I'm nut +enough now to dangle over the edge of believing you know what you're +talking about!"</p> + +<p>"Fall over: I <i>know</i> I know what I'm talking about," said Laurence +magnificently.</p> + +<p>"I'm double-crossed," said John Flint, soberly and sadly, "Anyway I +look at it<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> he swept the horizon with a wide-flung gesture, "it's +bugs for mine. I began by grannying bugs for <i>him</i>," he tossed his +head <a name="Page_99"></a>bull-like in my direction, "and I stand around swallowing hot +air from <i>you</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> He glared at Laurence, "and what's the result? Why, +that I've got bugs in the bean, that's what! Think of me licking an +all-day sucker a kid dopes out! <i>Me!</i> Oh, he—venly saints!" he +gulped. "Ain't I the nut, though?"</p> + +<p>"Well, supposing?" said Laurence, laughing. "Buck up! You <i>could</i> be a +bad egg instead of a good nut, you know!"</p> + +<p>John Flint's eyes slitted, then widened; his mouth followed suit +almost automatically. He looked at me.</p> + +<p>"Can you beat it?" he wondered.</p> + +<p>"Beating a bad egg would be a waste of time I wouldn't be guilty of," +said I amusedly. "But I hope to live to see the good nut grow into a +fine tree."</p> + +<p>"Do your damnedest—excuse me, parson!" said he contritely. "I mean, +don't stop for a little thing like <i>me</i>!"</p> + +<p>Laurence leaned forward. "Man," said he, impressively, "he won't have +to! You'll be marking time and keeping step with him yourself before +you know it!"</p> + +<p>"Huh!" said John Flint, non-committally.</p> + +<br /> + +<p>Laurence came to spend his last evening at home with us.</p> + +<p>"Padre," said he, when we walked up and down in the garden, after an +old custom, after dinner, "do you really know what I mean to do when +I've finished college and start out on my own hook?"</p> + +<p>"Put 'Mayne & Son' on the judge's shingle and walk <a name="Page_100"></a>around the block +forty times a day to look at it!" said I, promptly.</p> + +<p>"Of course," said he. "That first. But a legal shingle can be turned +into as handy a weapon as one could wish for, Padre, and <i>I'm</i> going +to take that shingle and spank this sleepy-headed old town wide awake +with it!" He spoke with the conviction of youth, so sure of itself +that there is no room for doubt. There was in him, too, a hint of +latent power which was impressive. One did not laugh at Laurence.</p> + +<p>"It's my town," with his chin out. "It could be a mighty good town. +It's going to become one. I expect to live all my life right here, +among my own people, and they've got to make it worth my while. I +don't propose to cut myself down to fit any little hole: I intend to +make that hole big enough to fit my possible measure."</p> + +<p>"May an old friend wish more power to your shovel?"</p> + +<p>"It'll be a steam shovel!" said he, gaily. Then his face clouded.</p> + +<p>"Padre! I'm sick of the way things are run in Appleboro! I've talked +with other boys and they're sick of it, too. You know why they want to +get away? Because they think they haven't got even a fighting chance +here. Because towns like this are like billion-ton old wagons sunk so +deep in mudruts that nothing but dynamite can blow them out—and they +are not dealers in dynamite. If they want to do anything that even +<i>looks</i> new they've got to fight the stand-patters to a finish, and +they're blockaded by a lot of reactionaries that don't know the +earth's moving. There are a lot of folks in the South, Padre, who've +<a name="Page_101"></a>been dead since the civil war, and haven't found it out themselves, +and won't take live people's word for it. Well, now, I mean to <i>do</i> +things. I mean to do them right here. And I certainly shan't allow +myself to be blockaded by anybody, living or dead. You've got to fight +the devil with fire;—I'm going to blockade those blockaders, and see +that the dead ones are decently buried."</p> + +<p>"You have tackled a big job, my son."</p> + +<p>"I like big jobs, Padre. They're worth while. Maybe I'll be able to +keep some of the boys home—the town needs them. Maybe I can keep some +of those poor kids out of the mills, too. Oh, yes, I expect a right +lively time!"</p> + +<p>I was silent. I knew how supinely Appleboro lay in the hollow of a +hard hand. I had learned, too, how such a hand can close into a +strangling fist.</p> + +<p>"Of course I can't clean up the whole state, and I can't reorganize +the world," said the boy sturdily. "I'm not such a fool as to try. But +I can do my level best to disinfect my own particular corner, and make +it fit for men and safe for women and kids to live and breathe in. +Padre, for years there hasn't been a rotten deal nor a brazen steal in +this state that the man who practically owns and runs this town hadn't +a finger in, knuckle-deep. <i>He's got to go</i>."</p> + +<p>"Goliath doesn't always fall at the hand of the son of Jesse, my +little David," said I quietly. I also had dreamed dreams and seen +visions.</p> + +<p>"That's about what my father says," said the boy. "He wants me to be a +successful man, a 'safe and sane citizen.' He thinks a gentleman +should practise his <a name="Page_102"></a>profession decently and in order. But to believe, +as I do, that you can wipe out corruption, that you can tackle poverty +the same as you would any other disease, and prevent it, as smallpox +and yellow fever are prevented, he looks upon as madness and a waste +of time."</p> + +<p>"He has had sorrow and experience, and he is kind and charitable, as +well as wise," said I.</p> + +<p>"That's exactly where the hardest part comes in for us younger +fellows. It isn't bucking the bad that makes the fight so hard: it's +bucking the wrong-idea'd good. Padre, one good man on the wrong side +is a stumbling-block for the stoutest-hearted reformer ever born. It's +men like my father, who regard the smooth scoundrel that runs this +town as a necessary evil, and tolerate him because they wouldn't soil +their hands dealing with him, that do the greatest injury to the +state. I tell you what, it wouldn't be so hard to get rid of the +devil, if it weren't for the angels!"</p> + +<p>"And how," said I, ironically, "do you propose to set about smoothing +the rough and making straight the crooked, my son?"</p> + +<p>"Flatten 'em out," said he, briefly. "Politics. First off I'm going to +practice general law; then I'll be solicitor-general for this county. +After that, I shall be attorney-general for the state. Later I may be +governor, unless I become senator instead."</p> + +<p>"Well," said I, cautiously, "you'll be so toned down by that time that +you might make a very good governor indeed."</p> + +<p>"I couldn't very well make a worse one than some we've already had," +said the boy sternly. There was something of the accusing dignity of a +young archangel <a name="Page_103"></a>about him. I caught a glimpse of that newer America +growing up about us—an America gone back to the older, truer, +unbuyable ideals of our fathers.</p> + +<p>"I guess you'd better tell me good-by now, Padre," said he, presently. +"And bless me, please—it's a pretty custom. I won't see you again, +for you'll be saying mass when I'm running for my train. I'll go tell +John Flint good-by, too."</p> + +<p>He went over and rapped on the window, through which we could see +Flint sitting at his table, his head bent over a book.</p> + +<p>"Good-by, John Flint" said Laurence. "Good luck to you and your leggy +friends! When I come back you'll probably have mandibles, and you'll +greet me with a nip, in pure Bugese."</p> + +<p>"Good-by," said John Flint, lifting his head. Then, with unwonted +feeling: "I'm horrible sorry you've got to go—I'll miss you something +fierce. You've been very kind—thank you."</p> + +<p>"Mind you take care of the Padre," said the boy, waiving the thanks +with a smile. "Don't let him work too hard."</p> + +<p>"Who, me?" Flint's voice took the knife-edge of sarcasm. "Oh, sure! It +don't need but one leg to keep up with a gent trying to run a +thirty-six hour a day job with one-man power, does it? Son, take it +from me, when a man's got the real, simonpure, no-imitation, +soulsaving bug in his bean, a forty-legged cyclone couldn't keep up +with him, much less a guy with one pedal short." He glared at me +indignantly. From the first it has been one of his vainest notions +that I am perversely working myself to death.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_104"></a>There's nothing to be done with the Padre, then, I'm afraid," said +Laurence, chuckling.</p> + +<p>"I <i>might</i> soak him in the cyanide jar for ten minutes a day without +killing him," mused Mr. Flint. "But," disgustedly, "what'd be the use? +When he came to and found he'd been that long idle he'd die of +heart-failure." He pushed aside the window screen, and the two shook +hands heartily. Then the boy, wringing my hand again, walked away +without another word. I felt a bit desolate—there are times when I +could envy women their solace of tears—as if he figured in his +handsome young person that newer, stronger, more conquering generation +which was marching ahead, leaving me, older and slower and sadder, +far, far behind it. Ah! To be once more that young, that strong, that +hopeful!</p> + +<p>When I began to reflect upon what seemed visionary plans, I was +saddened, foreseeing inevitable disillusion, perhaps even stark +failure, ahead of him. That he would stubbornly try to carry out those +plans I did not doubt: I knew my Laurence. He might accomplish a +certain amount of good. But to overthrow Inglesby, the Boss of +Appleboro—for he meant no less than this—why, that was a horse of +another color!</p> + +<p>For Inglesby was our one great financial figure. He owned our bank; +his was the controlling interest in the mills; he owned the factory +outright; he was president of half a dozen corporations and chairman +and director of many more.</p> + +<p>Did we have a celebration? There he was, in the center of the stage, +with a jovial loud laugh and an ultra-benevolent smile to hide the +menace of his little cold piglike eyes, and the meaning of his heavy +jaw. <a name="Page_105"></a>Will the statement that he had a pew in every church in town +explain him? He had one in mine, too; paid for, which many of them are +not.</p> + +<p>At the large bare office in the mill he was easy of access, and would +listen to what you had to say with flattering attention and sympathy. +But it was in his private office over the bank that this large spider +really spun the web of our politics. Mills, banks, churches, schools, +lights, railroads, stores, heating, water-power—all these juicy flies +apparently walked into his parlor of their own accord. He had made and +unmade governors; he had sent his men to Washington. How? We +suspected; but held our peace. If our Bible had bidden us Americans to +suffer rascals gladly—instead of mere fools—we couldn't be more +obedient to a mandate.</p> + +<p>Men like James Eustis and Judge Mayne despised Inglesby—but gave him +a wide berth. They wouldn't be enmeshed. It was known that Major +Appleby Cartwright had blackballed him.</p> + +<p>"I can stand a man, suh, that likes to get along in this world—within +proper bounds. But Inglesby hasn't got any proper bounds. He's a—a +cross between a Republican mule and a party-bolting boa-constrictor, +an' a hybrid like that hasn't got any place in nature. On top of that +he drinks ten cents a bottle grape juice and smokes five cent cigars. +And he's got the brazen and offensive effrontery to offer 'em to +self-respectin' men!"</p> + +<p>And here was Laurence, our little Laurence, training himself to +overthrow this overgrown Goliath! Well, if the boy could not bring +this Philistine to the earth, he might yet manage to give him a few +manful clumps on <a name="Page_106"></a>the head; perhaps enough to insure a chronic +headache.</p> + +<p>So thinking, I went in and watched John Flint finish a mounting-block +from a plan in the book open upon the table, adding, however, certain +improvements of his own.</p> + +<p>He laid the block aside and then took a spray of fresh leaves and fed +it to a horned and hungry caterpillar prowling on a bit of bare stem +at the bottom of his cage.</p> + +<p>"Get up there on those leaves, you horn-tailed horror! Move on,—you +lepidopterous son of a wigglejoint, or I'll pull your real name on you +in a minute and paralyze you stiff!" He drew a long breath. "You know +how I'm beginning to remember their real names? I swear 'em half an +hour a day. Next time you have trouble with those hickeys of yours, +try swearing caterpillar at 'em, and you'll find out."</p> + +<p>I laughed, and he grinned with me.</p> + +<p>"Say," said he, abruptly. "I've been listening with both my ears to +what that boy was talking to you about awhile ago. Thinks he can buck +the Boss, does he?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he may," I admitted.</p> + +<p>"Nifty old bird, the Big Un," said Mr. Flint, squinting his eyes. +"And," he went on, reflectively, "he's sure got your number in this +burg. Take you by and large, you lawabiders are a real funny sort, +ain't you? Now, there's Inglesby, handing out the little kids their +diplomas come school-closing, and telling 'em to be real good, and +maybe when they grow up he'll have a job in pickle for 'em—work like +a mule in a treadmill, twelve hours, no unions, <i>and</i> the coroner to +sit on the remains, free and gratis, for to ease the widow's mind. +<a name="Page_107"></a>Inglesby's got seats in all your churches—first-aid to the parson's +pants-pockets.</p> + +<p>"Inglesby's right there on the platform at all your spiel-fests, +smirking at the women and telling 'em not to bother their nice little +noddles about anything but holding down their natural jobs of being +perfect ladies—ain't he and other gents just like him always right +there holding down <i>their</i> natural jobs of protecting 'em and being +influenced to do what's right? Sure he is! And nobody howls for the +hook! You let him be It—him with a fist in the state's jeans up to +the armpit!</p> + +<p>"Look here, that Mayne kid's dead right. It's you good guys that are +to blame. We little bad ones see you kowtowing to the big worse ones, +and we get to thinking <i>we</i> can come in under the wires easy winners, +too. However, let me tell you something while I'm in the humor to gas. +It's this: <i>sooner or later everybody gets theirs</i>. My sort and +Inglesby's sort, we all get ours. Duck and twist and turn and sidestep +all we want, at the end it's right there waiting for us, with a loaded +billy up its sleeve: <i>Ours!</i> Some fine day when we're looking the +other way, thinking we've even got it on the annual turnout of the +cops up Broadway for class, why, Ours gets up easy on its hind legs, +spits on its mitt, and hands us exactly what's coming to us, biff! and +we wake up sitting on our necks in the middle of day-before-yesterday +and year-after-next. I got mine. If I was you I wouldn't be too +cock-sure that kid don't give Inglesby his, some of these days, good +and plenty."</p> + +<p>"Maybe so," said I, cautiously.</p> + +<p>"Gee, that'd be fly-time for all the good guys in this tank, wouldn't +it?" he grinned. "Sure! I can see <a name="Page_108"></a>'em now, patting the bump on their +beams where they think the brain-patch sprouts, and handing out hunks +of con to the Lord about his being right on his old-time job of +swatting sinners in their dinners. Yet they'll all of them go right on +leading themselves up to be trimmed by the very next holdup that's got +the nerve to do them! Friend, believe a goat when he tells you that +you stillwater-and-greenpasture sheep are some bag of nuts!"</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said I, with due meekness.</p> + +<p>"Keep the change," said he, unabashed. "I wasn't meaning <i>you</i>, +anyhow. I've got more manners, I hope, than to do such. And, parson, +you don't need to have cold feet about young Mayne. If you ask me, +<i>I'd</i> bet the limit on him. Why, I think so much of that boy that if +he was a rooster I'd put the gaffs and my last dollar on him, and back +him to whip everything in feathers clean up to baldheaded eagles. +Believe me, he'd do it!" he finished, with enthusiasm.</p> + +<p>Bewildered by a mental picture of a Laurence with ruffled +neck-feathers and steel spurs, I hurriedly changed the subject to the +saner and safer one of our own immediate affairs.</p> + +<p>"Yep, ten orders in to-day's mail and seven in yesterday's; and good +orders for the wasp-moths, single or together, and that house in New +York wants steady supplies from now on. And here's a fancy shop wants +a dozen trays, like that last one I finished. We're looking up," said +he, complacently.</p> + +<br /> + +<p>The winter that followed was a trying one, and the Guest Rooms were +never empty. I like to record that <a name="Page_109"></a>John Flint put his shoulder to the +wheel and became Madame's right hand man and Westmoreland's faithful +ally. His wooden leg made astonishingly little noise, and his entrance +into a room never startled the most nervous patient. He went on +innumerable errands, and he performed countless small services that in +themselves do not seem to amount to much, but swell into a great +total.</p> + +<p>"He may have only one leg," said Westmoreland, when Flint had helped +him all of one night with a desperately ill millworker, "but he +certainly has two hands; he knows how to use his ears and eyes, he's +dumb until he ought to speak, and then he speaks to the point. Father, +Something knew what It was about when you and I were allowed to drag +that tramp out of the teeth of death! Yes, yes, I'm certainly glad and +grateful we were allowed to save John Flint."</p> + +<p>From that time forth the big man gave his ex-patient a liking which +grew with his years. Absent-minded as he was, he could thereafter +always remember to find such things as he thought might interest him. +Appleboro laughs yet about the day Dr. Westmoreland got some small +butterflies for his friend, and having nowhere else to put them, +clapped them under his hat, and then forgot all about them; until he +lifted his hat to some ladies and the swarm of insects flew out.</p> + +<p>Without being asked, and as unostentatiously as he did everything +else, Flint had taken his place in church every Sunday.</p> + +<p>"Because it'd sort of give you a black eye if I didn't," he explained. +"Skypiloting's your lay, father, and I'll see you through with it as +far as I can. <a name="Page_110"></a>I couldn't fall down on any man that's been as white to +me as you've been."</p> + +<p>I must confess that his conception of religion was very, very hazy, +and his notions of church services and customs barbarous. For +instance, he disliked the statues of the saints exceedingly. They +worried him.</p> + +<p>"I can't seem to stand a man dolled-up in skirts," he confessed. "Any +more than I'd be stuck on a dame with whiskers. It don't somehow look +right to me. Put the he-saints in pants instead of those brown kimonas +with gold crocheting and a rope sash, and I'd have more respect for +'em."</p> + +<p>When I tried to give him some necessary instructions, and to penetrate +the heathen darkness in which he seemed immersed, he listened with the +utmost respect and attention—and wrinkled his brow painfully, and +blinked, and licked his lips.</p> + +<p>"That's all right, father, that's all right. If you say it's so, I +guess it's so. I'll take your word for it. If it's good enough for you +and Madame, there's got to be something in it, and it's sure good +enough for me. Look here: the little girl and young Mayne have got a +different brand from yours, haven't they?"</p> + +<p>"Neither of them is of the Old Faith."</p> + +<p>"Huh! Well, I tell you what you do: you just switch me in somewhere +between you and Madame and him and her. That'll give me a line on all +of you—and maybe it'll give all of you a line on me. See?"</p> + +<p>I saw, but as through a glass darkly. So the matter rested. And I must +in all humility set down that I have never yet been able to get at +what John Flint really believes he believes.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_111"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_VII"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER VII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>THE GOING OF SLIPPY MCGEE</h3> +<br /> + +<p>Little by little, so quietly as to be unnoticeable in the working, but +with, cumulative effect; built under the surface like those coral +reefs that finally rear themselves into palm-crowned peaks upon the +Pacific, during the years' slow upward march had John Flint grown.</p> + +<p>Nature had never meant him for a criminal. The evil conditions that +society saddles upon the slums had set him wrong because they gave him +no opportunity to be right. Now even among butterflies there are +occasional aberrants, but they are the rare exceptions. Give the grub +his natural food, his chance to grow, protect him from parasites in +the meanwhile, and he will presently become the normal butterfly. That +is the Law.</p> + +<p>At a crucial phase in this man's career his true talisman—a gray +moth—had been put into his hand; and thereby he came into his +rightful heritage.</p> + +<p>I count as one of my red-letter days that on which I found him +brooding over the little gray-brown chrysalis of the Papilio +Cresphontes, that splendid swallowtail whose hideous caterpillar we in +the South call the orange puppy, from the fancied resemblance the hump +upon it bears to the head of a young dog. Its chrysalis looks so much +like a bit of snapped-off twig that the casual eye <a name="Page_112"></a>misses it, +fastened to a stem by a girdle of silk or lying among fallen leaves.</p> + +<p>"I watched it ooze out of an egg like a speck of dirty water. I +watched it eat a thousand times its own weight and grow into the +nastiest wretch that crawls. I saw it stop eating and spit its stomach +out and shrivel up, and crawl out of its skin and pull its own head +off, and bury itself alive in a coffin made out of itself, a coffin +like a bit of rotting wood. Look at it! There it lies, stone-dead for +all a man's eyes can see!</p> + +<p>"And yet this thing will answer a call no ears can hear and crawl out +of its coffin something entirely different from what went into it! +I've seen it with my own eyes, but how it's done I don't know; no, nor +no man since the world was made knows, or could do it himself. What +does it? What gives that call these dead-alive things hear in the +dark? What makes a crawling ugliness get itself ready for what's +coming—how does it <i>know</i> there's ever going to be a call, or that +it'll hear it without fail?"</p> + +<p>"Some of us call it Nature: but others call it God," said I.</p> + +<p>"Search me! I don't know what It is—but I do know there's got to be +Something behind these things, anyhow," said he, and turned the +chrysalis over and over in his palm, staring down at it thoughtfully. +He had used Westmoreland's words, once applied to his own case! "Oh, +yes, there's Something, because I've watched It working with grubs, +getting 'em ready for five-inch moths and hand-colored butterflies, +Something that's got the time and the patience and the know-how <a name="Page_113"></a>to +build wings as well as worlds." He laid the little inanimate mystery +aside.</p> + +<p>"It's come to the point, parson, where I've just <i>got</i> to know more. I +know enough now to know how much I don't know, because I've got a peep +at how much there is to know. There's a God's plenty to find out, and +it's up to me to go out and find it."</p> + +<p>"Some of the best and brightest among men have given all the years of +their lives to just that finding out and knowing more—and they found +their years too few and short for the work. But such help as you need +and we can get, you shall have, please God!" said I.</p> + +<p>"I'm ready for the word to start, chief." And heaven knows he was.</p> + +<p>His passion transformed him; he forgot himself; took his mind off +himself and his affairs and grievances and hatreds and fears; and thus +had chance to expand and to grow, in those following years of +patientest effort, of untiring research and observance, of lovingest +study. Days in the open woods and fields burned his pale skin a good +mahogany, and stamped upon it the windswept freshness of out of doors. +The hunted and suspicious glance faded from his eyes, which took on +more and more the student's absorbed intensity; the mouth lost its +sinister straightness; and while it retained an uncompromising +firmness, it learned how to smile. He was a familiar figure, tramping +from dawn to dusk with Kerry at his heels, for the dog obeyed Mary +Virginia's command literally. He looked upon John Flint as his special +charge, and made himself his fourlegged red shadow. I am sure that if +we had seen Kerry appear in <a name="Page_114"></a>the streets of Appleboro without John +Flint, we would have incontinently stopped work, sounded a general +alarm, and gone to hunt for his body. And to have seen John Flint +without Kerry would have called forth condolences.</p> + +<p>Sometimes—when I had time—I went with him moth-hunting at night; and +never, never could either of us forget those enchanted hours under the +stars!</p> + +<p>We moved in a quiet fresh and dewy, with the night wind upon us like a +benediction. Sometimes we skirted a cypress swamp and saw the shallow +black water with blacker trees reflected upon its bosom, and heard the +frogs' canorous quarrelings, and the stealthy rustlings of creatures +of the dark. We crossed dreaming fields, and smelt leaves and grasses +and sleeping flowers. We saw the heart of the wood bared to the magic +of the moon, which revealed a hidden and haunting beauty of places +commonplace enough by day; as if the secret souls of things showed +themselves only in the holy dark.</p> + +<p>For the world into which we stepped for a space was not our world, but +the fairy world of the Little People, the world of the Children of the +Moon. And oh, the moths! Now it was a tiger, with his body banded with +yellow and his white opaque delicate wings spotted with black; now the +great green silken Luna with long curved tails bordered with lilac or +gold, and vest of ermine; now some quivering Catocala, with afterwings +spread to show orange and black and crimson; now the golden-brown Io, +with one great black velvet spot; and now some rarer, shyer fellow +over which we gloated.</p> + +<p>How they flashed and fluttered about the lantern, or circled about the +trees upon which the feast had been <a name="Page_115"></a>spread! The big yellow-banded +sphinx whirred hither and thither on his owl-like wings, his large +eyes glowing like rubies, hung quivering above some flower for a +moment, and then was off again as swift as thought. The light drew the +great Regalis, all burnished tawny brown, striped and spotted with raw +gold; and the Cynthia, banded with lilac, her heavy body tufted with +white. The darkness in which they moved, the light which, for a moment +revealed them, seemed to make their colors <i>alive</i>; for they show no +such glow and glory in the common day; they pale when the moon pales, +and when the sun is up they are merely moths; they are no longer the +fantastic, glittering, gorgeous, throbbing Children of the Dark.</p> + +<p>Home we would go, at an hour when the morning star blazed like a +lighted torch, and the pearl-gray sky was flushing with pink. No haul +he had ever made could have given him such joy as the treasures +brought home in dawns like these, so free of evil that his heart was +washed in the night dew and swept by the night wind.</p> + +<p>My mother, after her pleasant, housewifely fashion, baked a big iced +cake for him on the day he replaced his clumsy wooden peg with the +life-like artificial limb he himself had earned and paid for. I had +wished more than once to hasten this desirable day; but prudently +restrained myself, thinking it best for him to work forward unaided. +It had taken months of patient work, of frugality, and planning, and +counting, and saving, to cover a sum which, once on a time, he might +have gotten in an hour's evil effort. And it represented no small +achievement and marked no small advance, so that it <a name="Page_116"></a>was really the +feast day we made of it. That limb restored him to a dignity he seemed +to have abdicated. It hid his obvious misfortune—you could not at +first glance tell that he was a cripple, a something of which he had +been morbidly conscious and savagely resentful. He would never again +be able to run, or even to walk rapidly for any length of time, +although he covered the ground at a good and steady gait; and as he +grew more and more accustomed to the limb there was only a slight limp +to distinguish him. The use of the stick he thought best to carry +became perfunctory. I have seen Kerry carrying that stick when his +master had forgotten all about it.</p> + +<p>Meeting him now upon the streets, plainly but really well-dressed, +scrupulously brushed, his linen immaculate, and with his trimmed red +beard, his eyeglasses, and his soft hat, he conveyed the impression of +being a professional man—say a pleasantly homely and scholarly +college professor. There was a fixed sentiment in Appleboro that I +knew very much more about Mr. Flint's past than I would tell—which +was perfectly true, and went undenied by me; that he had seen better +days; that he had been the black sheep of a good family, gotten into a +scrape of some sort, and had then taken to traveling a rough road into +a far country, eating husks with the swine, like many another +prodigal; and that aware of this I had kept him with me until he found +himself again.</p> + +<p>So when folks met him and Kerry they smiled and spoke, for we are +friendly people and send no man to Coventry without great cause. And +there wasn't a <a name="Page_117"></a>child, black or white, who didn't know and like the +man with the butterfly net.</p> + +<p>The country people for miles around knew and loved him, too; for he +walked up and down the earth and went to and fro in it, full of +curious and valuable knowledge shared freely as the need arose. He +would glance at your flower-garden, for instance, and tell you what +insect visitors your flowers had, and what you should do to check +their ravages. He'd walk about your out-buildings and commend +white-wash, and talk about insecticides; and you'd learn that bees are +partial to blue, but flies are not; and that mosquitoes seem to +dislike certain shades of yellow. And then he'd leave you to digest +it.</p> + +<p>He was a quiet evangelist, a forerunner of that Grand Army which will +some day arise, not to murder and maim men, but to conquer man's +deadliest foe and greatest economic menace—the injurious insect.</p> + +<p>It was he who spread the tidings of Corn and Poultry and Live Stock +Clubs, stopping by many a lonely farm to whisper a word in the ears of +discouraged boys, or to drop a hint to unenlightened fathers and +mothers.</p> + +<p>He carried about in his pockets those invaluable reports and bulletins +which the government issues for the benefit and enlightenment of +farmers; and these were left, with a word of praise, where they would +do the most good.</p> + +<p>Those same bulletins from the Bureau of Entomology had planted in John +Flint's heart the seed which bore such fruit of good citizenship. The +whole course of his early years had tended to make him suspicious of +<a name="Page_118"></a>government, which spelt for him police and prison, the whole grim +machinery which threatened him and which he in turn threatened. He had +feared and hated it; it caught men and shut them up and broke them. If +he ever asked himself, "What can my government do for me?" he had to +answer: "It can put me in prison and keep me there; it can even send +me to the Chair." Wherefore government was a thing to hate, to injure—and to escape from.</p> + +<p>The first thing he had ever found worthy of respect and admiration in +this same government was one of its bulletins.</p> + +<p>"Where'd you get this?"</p> + +<p>"I asked for it, and the Bureau sent it."</p> + +<p>"Oh! You've got a friend there!"</p> + +<p>"No. The bulletins are free to any one interested enough to ask for +them."</p> + +<p>"You mean to say the government gets up things like this—pays men to +find out and write 'em up—pays to have 'em printed—and then gives +'em away to <i>anybody</i>? Why, they're valuable!"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but they are nevertheless quite free. I have a number, if you'd +like to go over them. Or you can send for new ones."</p> + +<p>"But why do they do it? Where's the graft?" he wondered.</p> + +<p>"The graft in this case is common sense in operation. If farms can be +run with less labor and loss and more profit and pleasure, why, the +whole country is benefited, isn't it? Don't you understand, the +government is trying to help those who need help, and therefore is +willing to lend them the brains of its trained and picked <a name="Page_119"></a>experts? It +isn't selfish thwart that aim, is it?"</p> + +<p>He said nothing. But he read and re-read the bulletins I had, and sent +for more, which came to him promptly. They didn't know him, at the +Bureau; they asked him no questions; he wasn't going to pay anybody so +much as a penny. They assumed that the man who asked for advice and +information was entitled to all they could reasonably give him, and +they gave it as a matter of course. That is how and why he found +himself in touch with his Uncle Sam, a source hitherto disliked and +distrusted. This source was glad to put its trained intelligence at +his service and the only reward it looked to was his increased +capacity to succeed in his work! He simply couldn't dislike or +distrust that which benefited him; and as his admiration and respect +for the Department of Agriculture grew, unconsciously his respect and +admiration for the great government behind it grew likewise. After +all, it was <i>his</i> government which was reaching across intervening +miles, conveying information, giving expert instruction, telling him +things he wanted to know and encouraging him to go right on and find +out more for himself!</p> + +<p><i>Now</i> if he had asked himself what his government could do for him, he +had to answer: "It can help me to make good."</p> + +<p>And he began to understand that this was possible because he obeyed +the law, and that only in intelligent obedience and co-operation is +there any true freedom. The law no longer meant skulking by day and +terror by night; it was protection and peace, and a chance to work in +the open, and the sympathy and understanding and <a name="Page_120"></a>comradeship of +decent folks. The government was no longer a brute force which +arbitrarily popped men into prison; it was the common will of a free +people, just as the law was the common conscience.</p> + +<p>I dare not say that he learned all this easily, or all at once, or +even willingly. None of us learns our great lessons easily. We have to +live them, breathe them, work them out with sweat and tears. That we +do learn them, even inadequately, makes the glory and the wonder of +man.</p> + +<p>And so John Flint went to school to the government of the United +States, and carried its little text-books about with him and taught +them to others in even more need that he; and heckled hopeless boys +into Corn Clubs; and coaxed sullen mothers and dissatisfied girls into +Poultry and Tomato Clubs; and was full of homely advice upon such +living subjects as the spraying of fruit trees, and how to save them +from blight and scale-insects, and how to get rid of flies, and +cut-worms, and to fight the cattle-tick, which is our curse; and the +preservation of birds, concerning which he was rabid. His liking for +birds began with Miss Sally Ruth's pigeons and the friendly birds in +our garden. And as he learned to know them his love for them grew. I +have seen him daily visit a wren's nest without once alarming the +little black-eyed mother. I have heard him give the red-bird's call, +and heard that loveliest of all birds answer him. And I have seen the +impudent jays, within reach of his hand, swear at him unabashed and +unafraid, because he fed a vireo first.</p> + +<p>I like to think of his intimate friendship with the wholesome country +children—not the least of his <a name="Page_121"></a>blessings. He was their chief visitor +from the outside world. He knew wonderful secrets about things one +hadn't noticed before, and he could make miracles with his quick +strong fingers. He'd sit down, his stick and knapsack beside him, his +glamorous dog at his feet, and while you and your sisters and brothers +and friends and neighbors hung about him like a cluster of tow-headed +bees, he'd turn a few sticks and bits of cloth and twine and a tack or +two, and an old roller-skate wheel he took out of his pocket, into an +air-ship! He could go down by your little creek and make you a +water-wheel, or a windmill. He could make you marvelous little men, +funny little women, absurd animals, out of corks or peanuts. He knew, +too, just exactly the sort of knife your boy-heart ached for—and at +parting you found that very knife slipped into your enraptured palm. +You might save the pennies you earned by picking berries and gathering +nuts, but you could never, never find at any store any candy that +tasted like the sticks that came out of his pockets, and you needn't +hope to try. He had the inviolable secret of that candy, and he +imparted to it a divine flavor no other candy ever possessed. If you +were a little doll-less girl, he didn't leave you with the provoking +promise that Santa Claus would bring you one if you were good. He was +so sure you were good that he made you right then and there a +wonderful doll out of corn-husks, with shredded hair, and a frock of +his own handkerchief. When he came again you got another doll—a store +doll; but I think your child-heart clung to the corn-baby with the +handkerchief dress. I have often wondered how many little cheeks +snuggled against John Flint's home-made dollies, <a name="Page_122"></a>how many innocent +breasts cradled them; how many a little fellow carried his knife to +bed with him, afraid to let it get out of reach of a hard little hand, +because he might wake up in the morning and find he had only dreamed +it! No, I hardly think the country children were the least of John +Flint's blessings. They would run to meet him, hold on to his hands, +drag him here and there to show him what wonders their sharp eyes had +discovered since his last visit; and give him, with shining eyes, such +cocoons and caterpillars, and insects as they had found for him. It +was they who called him the Butterfly Man, a name which spread over +the whole country-side. If you had asked for John Flint, folks would +have stared. And if you described him—a tall man in a Norfolk suit, +with a red beard and a red dog, and an insect case:</p> + +<p>"Oh, you mean the Butterfly Man! Sure. You'll find him about somewhere +with the kids." If there was anything he couldn't have, in that +county, it was because folks hadn't it to give if he should ask.</p> + +<p>At home his passion for work at times terrified me. When I protested:</p> + +<p>"I was twenty-five years old when I landed here," he reminded me. "So +I've got twenty-five years' back-work to catch up with."</p> + +<p>He had taken over a correspondence that had since become voluminous, +and which included more and more names that stood for very much. +Sometimes when I read aloud a passage from a letter that praised him, +he turned red, and writhed like a little boy whose ears are being +relentlessly washed by his elders.</p> + +<p>By this time he had learned to really classify; <a name="Page_123"></a>heavens, how +unerringly he could place an insect in its proper niche! It was a sort +of sixth sense with him. That cold, clear, incisive power of brain +which on a time had made Slippy McGee the greatest cracksman in +America, was, trained and disciplined in a better cause, to make John +Flint in later years an international authority upon lepidoptera, an +observer to whom other observers deferred, a naturalist whose dictum +settled disputed points. And I knew it, I foresaw it!</p> + +<p><i>Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa!</i> I grew as vain over his enlarging +powers as if I had been the Mover of the Game, not a pawn. I felt, +gloriously, that I had not lived for nothing. A great naturalist is +not born every day, no, nor every year, nor even every century. And I +had caught me a great burglar and I had hatched me a great naturalist! +My Latin soul was enraptured with this ironic anomaly. I could not +choose but love the man for that.</p> + +<p>I really had some cause for vanity. Others than myself had been +gradually drawn to the unassuming Butterfly Man. Westmoreland loved +him. A sympathetic listener who seldom contradicted, but often +shrewdly suggested, Flint somehow knew how to bring out the big +doctor's best; and in consequence found himself in contact with a mind +above all meanness and a nature as big and clean as a spray-swept +beach.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my, my, my, what a surgeon gone to waste!" Westmoreland would +lament, watching the long, sure fingers at work. "Well, I suppose it's +all for the best that Father De Rancé beat me to you—at least you've +done less damage learning your trade." So absorbed would he become +that he sometimes forget cross patients <a name="Page_124"></a>who were possibly fuming +themselves into a fever over his delay.</p> + +<p>Eustis, who had met the Butterfly Man on the country roads and had +stopped his horse for an informal chat, would thereafter go out of his +way for a talk with him. These two reticent men liked each other +immensely. At opposite poles, absolutely dissimilar, they yet had odd +similarities and meeting-points. Eustis was nothing if not practical; +he was never too busy to forget to be kind. Books and pamphlets that +neither Flint nor I could have hoped to possess found their way to us +through him. Scientific periodicals and the better magazines came +regularly to John Flint's address. That was Eustis's way. This +friendship put the finishing touch upon the Butterfly Man's repute. He +was my associate, and my mother was devoted to him. Miss Sally Ruth, +whose pet pear-tree he had saved and whose pigeons he had cured, +approved of him, too, and said so with her usual openness. +Westmoreland was known to be his firm friend; nobody could forget the +incident of those butterflies in the doctor's hat! Major Cartwright +liked him so much that he even bore with the dogs, though Pitache in +particular must have sorely strained his patience. Pitache cherished +the notion that it was his duty to pass upon all visitors to the +Butterfly Man's rooms. For some reason, known only to himself, the +little dog also cherished a deep-seated grudge against the major, the +very sound of whose voice outside the door was enough to send him +howling under the table, where he lay with his head on his paws, a +wary eye cocked balefully, and his snarls punctuating the Major's +remarks.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_125"></a>He smells my Unitarian soul, confound him!" said the major. "An' he's +so orthodox he thinks he'll get chucked out of dog-heaven, if he +doesn't show his disapproval."</p> + +<p>The little dog did finally learn to accept the major's presence +without outward protest; though the major declared that Pitache always +hung down his tail when he came and hung it up when he left!</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man accepted whatever friendliness was proffered without +diffidence, but with no change in his natural reserve. You could tell +him anything: he listened, made few comments and gave no advice, was +absolutely non-shockable, and never repeated what he heard. The +unaffected simplicity of his manner delighted my mother. She said you +couldn't tell her—there was good blood in that man, and he had been +more than any mere tramp before he fell into our hands! Why, just +observe his manner, if you please! It was the same to everybody; he +had, one might think, no sense whatever of caste, creed, age, sex, or +color; and yet he neither gave offense nor received it.</p> + +<p>Those outbursts which had so terrified me at first came at rare and +rarer intervals. If I were to live for a thousands years I should +never be able to forget the last and worst; which fell upon him +suddenly and without warning, on a fine morning while he sat on the +steps of his verandah, and I beside him with my Book of Hours in my +hand. In between the Latin prayers I sensed pleasantly the light wind +that rustled the vines, and how the Mayne bees went grumbling from +flower to flower, and how one single bird was singing to himself over +and over the self-same song, as if he loved it; and how the <a name="Page_126"></a>sunlight +fell in a great square, like a golden carpet, in front of the steps. +It was all very still and peaceful. I was just turning a page, when +John Flint jerked his pipe out of his mouth, swung his arm back, and +hurled the pipe as far as he could. I watched it, involuntarily, and +saw where it fell among our blue hydrangeas; from which a thin spiral +of smoke arose lazily in the calm air. But Flint shoved his hat back +on his head, sat up stiffly, and swore.</p> + +<p>He had been with me then nearly four years, and I had learned to know +the symptoms:—restlessness, followed by hours of depressed and sullen +brooding. So I had heretofore in a sense been forewarned, though I +never witnessed one of these outbursts without being shaken to the +depths. This one was different—as if the evil force had invaded him +suddenly, giving him no time to resist. A glance at his face made me +lay aside the book hurriedly; for this was no ordinary struggle. The +words that had come to me at first came back now with redoubled +meaning, and rang through my head like passing-bells:</p> + +<p>"<i>For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood but against ... the +rulers of the world of this darkness, against the spirits of +wickedness</i>."</p> + +<p>He tilted his head, looked upward, and swore steadily. As for me, my +throat felt as if it had been choked with ashes. I could only stare at +him, dumbly. If ever a man was possessed, he was. His voice rose, +querulously:</p> + +<p>"I get up in the morning, and I catch bugs, and I study them, and I +dry them—and I go to bed. I get up in the morning, and I catch bugs, +and I study them, and I dry them—and I go to bed. I get up <i>every</i> +<a name="Page_127"></a>morning, and I do the same damn thing, over and over and over and +over, day in, day out, day in, day out. Nothing else. ... No drinks, no +lights, no girls, no sprees, no cards, no gang, no risks, no jobs, no +bulls, no anything! God! I could say my prayers to Broadway, anywhere +from the Battery up to Columbus Circle! I want it all so hard I could +point my nose like a lost dog and howl for it!</p> + +<p>"... There is a Dutchman got a restaurant down on Eighth Avenue, and I +dream at nights about the hotdog-and-kraut, and the ham-and that they +give you there, and the jane that slings it. Hips on her like a horse, +she has, and an arm that shoves your eats under your nose in a way +you've got to respect. I smell those eats in my sleep. I want some +more Childs' bucks. I want to see the electrics winking on the roofs. +I want to smell wet asphalt and see the taxis whizzing by in the rain. +I want to see a seven-foot Mick cop with a back like a piano-box and a +paw like a ham and a foot like a submarine with stove-polish on it. I +want to see the subway in the rush hour and the dips and mollbuzzers +going through the crowd like kids in a berry patch. I want to see a +ninety-story building going up, and the wops crawling on it like ants. +I want to see the breadline, and the panhandlers, and the bums in +Union Square. I want a bellyful of the happy dust the old town hands +out—the whole dope and all there is of it! My God! I want everything +I haven't got!"</p> + +<p>He looked at me, wildly. He was trembling violently, and sweat poured +down his face.</p> + +<p>"Parson," he rasped, "I've bucked this thing for fair, but I've got to +go back and see it and smell it and <a name="Page_128"></a>taste it and feel it and know it +all again, or I'll go crazy. You're all of you so good down here +you're too much for me. <i>I'm home-sick for hell</i>. It—it comes over +me like fire over the damned. You don't fool yourself that folks who +know what it is to be damned can stay on in heaven without freezing, +do you? Well, they can't. I can't help it! I can't! I've got to +go—this time I've got to go!"</p> + +<p>I sat and stared at him. Oh, what was it Paul had said we were to pray +for, at such a time as this?</p> + +<p>"<i>And for me, that speech may be given to me ... that I may open my +mouth with confidence</i>..."</p> + +<p>But the words wouldn't come.</p> + +<p>"I've got to go! I've got to go, and try myself out!" he gritted.</p> + +<p>"You—understand your risks," I managed to say through stiff lips. I +had always, in my secret heart, been more or less afraid of this. +Always had I feared that the rulers of the world of darkness, swooping +down and catching him unaware, might win the long fight in the end.</p> + +<p>"Here you are safe. You are building up an honored name. You are +winning the respect and confidence of all decent people—and you wish +to undo it all. You wish to take such desperate chances—now!" I +groaned.</p> + +<p>"I've got to go!" he burst forth, white-lipped. "You've never seen a +dip cut off from his dope, have you? Well, I'm it, when the old town +calls me loud enough for me to hear her plain. I've stood her off as +long as I could—and now I'm that crazy for her I could wallow in her +dust. Besides, there's not such a <a name="Page_129"></a>lot of risks. I don't have to leave +my card at the station-house to let 'em know I'm calling, do I? They +haven't been sitting on what they think is my grave to keep me from +getting up before Gabriel beats 'em to it, have they? No, they're not +expecting <i>me</i>. What I could do to 'em now would make the Big Uns look +like a bunch of pikers—and their beans would have to turn inside out +before they fell for it that <i>I'd</i> come back to my happy home and was +on the job again."</p> + +<p>"If—if you hadn't been so white, I'd have cut and run for it without +ever putting you wise. But I want to play fair. I'd be a hog if I +didn't play fair, and I'm trying to do it. I'm going because I can't +stay. I've got enough of my own money, earned honest, saved up, to pay +my way. Let me take it and go. And if I can come back, why, I'll +come."</p> + +<p>He was stone deaf to entreaties, prayers, reasoning, argument. The +four years of his stay with me, and all their work, and study, and +endeavor, and progress, seemed to have slipped from him as if they had +never been. They were swept aside like cobwebs. He broke away from me +in the midst of my pleading, hurried into his bedroom, and began to +sort into a grip a few necessities.</p> + +<p>"I'll leave on the three-o'clock," he flung over his shoulder to me, +standing disconsolate in the door. "I'll stop at the bank on my way." +I could do nothing; he had taken the bit between his teeth and was +bolting. I had for the time being lost all power of control over him, +and before I might hope to recover it he would be out of my reach. +Perhaps, I reflected wretchedly, the <a name="Page_130"></a>best thing to do under the +circumstances, would simply be to give him his head. I had seen horses +conquered like that. But the road before John Flint was so dark and so +crooked—and at the end of it waited Slippy McGee!</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_131"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_VIII"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER VIII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>THE BUTTERFLY MAN</h3> +<br /> + +<p>It was just one-thirty by the placid little clock on his mantel. The +express was due at three.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said I, forcing myself to face the inevitable without +noise, "you are free. If you must go, you must go."</p> + +<p>"I've got to go! I've got to go!" He repeated it as one repeats an +incantation. "I've got to go!" And he went on methodically assorting +and packing. Even at this moment of obsession his ingrained +orderliness asserted itself; the things he rejected were laid back in +their proper place with, the nicest care.</p> + +<p>I went over to tell my mother that John Flint had suddenly decided to +go north. She expressed no surprise, but immediately fell to counting +on her fingers his available shirts, socks, and underwear. She rather +hoped he would buy a new overcoat in New York, his old one being +hardly able to stand the strain of another winter. She was pleasantly +excited; she knew he had many northern correspondents, with whom he +must naturally be anxious to foregather. There was much to call him +thither.</p> + +<p>"He really needs the change. A short trip will do him a world of +good," she concluded equably. "He is still quite a young man, and I'm +sure it must be dull <a name="Page_132"></a>for him here at times, in spite of his work. +Why, he hasn't been out of this county for over three years, and just +think of the unfettered life he must have led before he came here! +Yes, I'm sure New York will stimulate him. A dose of New York is a +very good tonic. It regulates one's mental liver. Don't look so +worried, Armand—you remind me of those hens who hatch ducklings. I +should think a duckling of John Flint's size could be trusted to swim +by himself, at his time of life!"</p> + +<p>She had not my cause for fear. Besides, in her secret heart, Madame +was convinced that, rehabilitated, reclaimed, having more than proven +his intrinsic worth, John Flint went to be reconciled with and +received into the bosom of some preeminently proper parent, and to be +acclaimed and applauded by admiring and welcoming friends. For +although she had once heard the Butterfly Man gravely assure Miss +Sally Ruth Dexter that the only ancestor his immediate Flints were +sure of was Flint the pirate, my mother still clung firmly to the +illusion of Family. Blood will tell!</p> + +<p>As for me, I was equally sure that blood was telling now; and telling +in the atrocious tongue of the depths. I felt that the end had come. +Vain, vain, all the labor, all the love, all the hope, the prayers, +the pride! The submerged voice of his old life was calling him; the +vampire extended her white and murderous arms in which many and many +had died shamefully; she lifted to his her insatiable lips stained +scarlet with the wine of hell. Against that siren smile, those +beckoning hands, I could do nothing. The very fact that I was what I +am, was no longer a help, but rather a hindrance; he recognized in the +priest a deterring and detaining <a name="Page_133"></a>influence against which he rebelled, +and which he wished to repudiate. He was, as he had said so terribly, +"home-sick for hell." He would go, and he would most inevitably be +caught in the whirlpools; the naturalist, the scientist, the Butterfly +Man, would be sucked into that boiling vortex and drowned beyond all +hope of resuscitation; but from it the soul of Slippy McGee would +emerge, with a larger knowledge and a clearer brain, a thousand-fold +more deadly dangerous than of old; because this time he knew better +and had deliberately chosen the evil and rejected the good. By the law +of the pendulum he must swing as far backward into wrong as he had +swung forward into right.</p> + +<p>I could not bring myself to speak to him, I dared not bid him the +mockery of a Godspeed upon his journey, dreading as I did that +journey's end. So I stood at a window and watched him as with suitcase +in hand he walked down our shady street. At the corner he turned and +lifted his hat in a last farewell salute to my mother, standing +looking after him in the Parish House gate. Then he turned down the +side-street, and so disappeared.</p> + +<p>From his closed rooms came a long wailing howl. For the first time +Kerry might not follow his master; more yet, the master had thrust the +astonished dog into his bedroom and shut the door upon him. He had +refused to recognize the scratch at the door, the snuffling whine +through the keyhole. The outer door had slammed. Kerry raced to the +window. And the master was going, and going without him! He had +neither net, knapsack, nor bottle-belt, but he carried a suitcase. He +did not look back, nor whistle: he <i>meant</i> to leave him behind. +Sensing that an untoward thing was occurring, a thing <a name="Page_134"></a>that boded no +good to himself or his beloved, the red dog lifted his voice and +howled a piercing protest.</p> + +<p>The sash was down, but the blinds had not yet been closed to. One saw +Kerry standing with his forepaws on the window-sill, his nose against +the glass, his ears lifted, his eyes anxious and distressed, his lip +caught in his teeth. At intervals he threw back his head, and then +came the howls.</p> + +<p>The catastrophe—for to me it was no less a thing—had come upon me so +suddenly that I was fairly stunned. From sheer force of habit I went +over to the church and knelt before the altar; but I could not pray; I +could only kneel there dumbly. I heard the screech of the three +o'clock express coming in, and, a few minutes later, its longer +screech as it departed. He had gone, then! I was not dreaming it: it +was true. Down and down and down went my heart. And down and down and +down went my head, humbled and prostrate. Alas, the end of hope, the +fall of pride! Alas and alas for the fair house built upon the sand, +wrecked and scattered!</p> + +<p>When I rose from my knees I staggered. I walked draggingly, as one +walks with fetters upon the feet. Oh, it was a cruel world, a world in +which nothing but inevitable loss awaited one, in which one was +foredoomed to disappointment; a world in which one was leaf by leaf +stripped bare.</p> + +<p>I could not bear to look at his closed rooms, but turned my head aside +as I passed them. Disconsolate Kerry barked at my passing step, and +pawed frantically at the window, but I made no effort to release him. +What comfort had I for the faithful creature, deserted by what he most +loved?</p> + +<p><a name="Page_135"></a>His dismal outcries rasped my nerves raw; it was exactly as if the dog +howled for the dead. And that John Flint was dead I had no reasonable +cause to doubt. <i>He was dead because Slippy McGee was alive</i>. That +thought drove me as with a whip out into the garden, for as black an +hour as I have ever lived through—the sort of hour that leaves a scar +upon the soul. The garden was very still, steeped and drowsing in the +bright clear sunlight; only the bees were busy there, calling from +flower-door to flower-door, and sometimes a vireo's sweet whistle +fluted through the leaves. Pitache lay on John Flint's porch, and +dozed with his head between his paws; Judge Mayne's Panch sat on the +garden fence, and washed his black face, and watched the little dog +out of his emerald eyes. All along the fences the scarlet salvia shot +up its vivid spikes, and when the wind stirred, the red petals fell +from it like drops of blood.</p> + +<p>It seemed to me incongruous and cruel that one should suffer on such a +day; grief is for gray days; but the sunlight mocks sorrow, the soft +wind makes light of it. I was out of tune with this harmony, as I +walked up and down with my rosary in my hand. I knew that every flying +minute took him farther and farther away from me and from hope and +happiness and honor, and brought him nearer and nearer to the +whirlpool and the pit. I beat my hands together and the crucifix cut +into my palms. I walked more rapidly, as if I could get away from the +misery within. My heart ached intolerably, a mist dimmed my sight, and +a hideous choking lump rose in my throat; and it seemed to me that, +old and futile and alone, I was set down, not in my garden, but in the +midst of the abomination of desolation.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_136"></a>Through this aching desolation Kerry's cries stabbed like +knife-thrusts. ... And then little Pitache lifted his head, cocked a +listening ear and an alert eye, perked up his black nose, thumped an +expressive tail, and barked. It was a welcoming bark; Kerry, hearing +it, stiffened statue-like at the window and fell to whining in his +throat. The garden gate had clicked.</p> + +<p>Dreading that any mortal eye should see me thus in my grief, knowing +it was beyond my power of endurance to meet calmly or to speak +coherently with any human being at that moment, I turned, with the +instinct of flight strong upon me. I knew I must be alone, to face +this thing in its inevitableness, to fight it out, to get my bearings. +The gate was turning upon its hinges; I could hear it creak.</p> + +<p>Hesitating which way to turn, I looked up to see who it was that was +coming into the Parish House garden. And I fell to trembling, and +rubbed my eyes, and stared again, unbelievingly. There had been plenty +of time for him to have visited the bank and withdrawn his account; +there had been plenty of time for him then to have caught the +three-o'clock express. I had heard the train come and go this full +hour since. Surely my wish was father to the thought that I saw him +before me—my old eyes were playing me a trick—for I thought I saw +John Flint walking up the garden path toward me! Pitache barked again, +rose, stretched himself, and trotted to meet him, as he always did +when the Butterfly Man came home.</p> + +<p>He walked with the limp most noticeable when he tried to hurry. He was +flushed and perspiring and rumpled and well-nigh breathless; his coat +was wrinkled, <a name="Page_137"></a>his tie awry, his collar wilted, and bits of grass and +twigs and a leaf or so clung to his dusty clothes. The afternoon sun +shone full on his thick, close-cropped hair, for he carried his hat in +his hands, gingerly, carefully, as one might carry a fragile treasure; +a clean pocket handkerchief was tied over it.</p> + +<p>He was making straight for his workroom. I do not think he saw me +until I stepped into the path, directly in front of him. Then, +stopping perforce, he looked at me with dancing eyes, wiped his red +perspiring face with one hand, and nodded to the hat, triumphantly.</p> + +<p>"Such an—aberrant!" he panted. He was still breathing so rapidly he +had to jerk his words out. "I've got the—biggest, handsomest—most +perfect and wonderful—specimen of—an aberrant swallow-tail—any man +ever laid—his eyes on! I thought at first—I wasn't seeing things +right. But I was. Parson, parson, I've seen many—butterflies—but +never—another one like—this!" He had to pause, to take breath. Then +he burst out again, unable to contain his delight.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it was the luckiest chance! I was standing on the end platform of +the last car, and the train was pulling out, when I saw her go sailing +by. I stared with all my eyes, shut 'em, stared again, and there she +was! I knew there was never going to be such another, that if I lost +her I'd mourn for the rest of my days. I knew I had to have her. So I +measured my distance, risked my neck, and jumped for her. Game leg and +all I jumped, landed in the pit of a nigger's stomach, went down on +top of him, scrambled up again and was off in a jiffy, with the darky +bawling he'd been killed and the station buzzing like the judge's bees +on strike, and people <a name="Page_138"></a>hanging out of all the car windows to see who'd +been murdered.</p> + +<p>"She led me the devil's own chase, for I'd nothing but my hat to net +her with. A dozen times I thought I had her, and missed. It was +heart-breaking. I felt I'd go stark crazy if she got away from me. I +had to get her. And the Lord was good and rewarded me for my patience, +for I caught her at the end of a mile run. I was so blown by then that +I had to lie down in the grass by the roadside and get my wind back. +Then I slid my handkerchief easy-easy under my hat, tilted it up, and +here she is! She hasn't hurt herself, for she's been quiet. She's +perfect. She hasn't rubbed off a scale. She's the size of a bat. Her +upper wings, and one lower wing, are black, curiously splotched with +yellow, and one lower wing is all yellow. She's got the usual orange +spots on the secondaries, only bigger, and blobs of gold, and the +purple spills over onto the ground-color. She's a wonder. Come on in +and let's gloat at our ease—I haven't half seen her yet! She's the +biggest and most wonderful Turnus ever made. Why, Gabriel could wear +her in his crown to make himself feel proud, because there'd be only +one like her in heaven!"</p> + +<p>He took a step forward; but I could only stand still and blink, +owlishly. My heart pounded and the blood roared in my ears like the +wind in the pinetrees. My senses were in a most painful confusion, +with but one thought struggling clear above the turmoil: that <i>John +Flint had come back</i>.</p> + +<p>"But you didn't go!" I stammered. "Oh, John Flint, John Flint, you +didn't go!"</p> + +<p>He snorted. "Catch me running away like a fool <a name="Page_139"></a>when a six-inch +off-color swallow-tail flirts herself under my nose and dares me to +catch her! You'd better believe I didn't go!"</p> + +<p>And then I knew with a great uprush of joy that Slippy McGee himself +had gone instead, and the three-o'clock express was bearing him away, +forever and forever, beyond recall or return. Slippy McGee had gone +into the past; he was dead and done with. But John Flint the +naturalist was vibrantly and vitally alive, built upon the living +rock, a house not to be washed away by any wave of passion.</p> + +<p>This reaction from the black and bitter hour through which I had just +passed, this turbulent joy and relief, overcame me. My knees shook and +gave way; I tottered, and sank helplessly into the seat built around +our great magnolia. And shaken out of all self-control I wept as I had +not been permitted to weep over my own dead, my own overthrown hopes. +Head to foot I was shaken as with some rending sickness. The sobs were +torn out of my throat with gasps.</p> + +<p>He stood stone still. He went white, and his nostrils grew pinched, +and in his set face only his eyes seemed alive and suffering. They +blinked at me, as if a light had shone too strongly upon them. A sort +of inarticulate whimper came from him. Then with extreme care he laid +the handkerchief-covered hat upon the ground, and down upon his knees +he went beside me, his arms about my knees. He, too, was trembling.</p> + +<p>"Father! ... <i>Father!</i>"</p> + +<p>"My son ... I was afraid ... you were lost ... gone ... into a far +country. ... It would have broken my heart!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_140"></a>He said never a word; but hung his head upon his breast, and clung to +my knees. When he raised his eyes to mine, their look was so piteous +that I had to put my hand upon him, as one reassures one's child. So +for a healing time we two remained thus, both silent. The garden was +exquisitely still and calm and peaceful. We were shut in and canopied +by walls and roof of waving green, lighted with great cream-colored +flowers with hearts of gold, and dappled with sun and shadow. Through +it came the vireo's fairy flute.</p> + +<p>God knows what thoughts went through John Flint's mind; but for me, a +great peace stole upon me, mixed with a greater, reverent awe and +wonder. Oh, heart of little faith! I had been afraid; I had doubted +and despaired and been unutterably wretched; I had thought him lost +whom the Powers of Darkness swooped upon, conquered, and led astray. +And God had needed nothing stronger than a butterfly's fragile wing to +bear a living soul across the abyss!</p> + +<p>We went together, after a while, to his rooms, and when he had +submitted to Kerry's welcome, we carefully examined the beautiful +insect he had captured. As he had said, she had not lost a scale; and +she was by far the most astonishing aberrant I have ever seen, before +or since. The Turnus is perhaps the most beautiful of our butterflies, +and this off-color was larger than the normal, and more irregularly +and oddly and brilliantly colored. Their natural coloring is gorgeous +enough; but hers was like a seraph's head-jewels.</p> + +<p>I have her yet, with the date of her capture written under her. She is +the only one of all our butterflies I <a name="Page_141"></a>claim personally. The gold has +never been minted that could buy that Turnus.</p> + +<p>"I had the station agent wire for my grip," said Flint casually. "And +I gave the darky I knocked down fifty cents to soothe his feelings. He +offered to let me do it again for a quarter." His eyes roved over the +pleasant workroom with its books and cabinets, its air of homely +comfort; through the open door one glimpsed the smaller bedroom, the +crucifix on the white wall. He dropped his hand on Kerry's head, close +against his knee, and drew a sharp breath.</p> + +<p>"Father," said he, quietly, and looked at me with steady eyes, "you +don't need to be afraid for me any more as you had to be to-day. +To-day's the last of my—my dumfoolishness." After a moment he added:</p> + +<p>"Remember what that little girl said when she gave me her dog? Well, I +reckon she was right. I reckon I'm here for keeps. I reckon, father, +that you and I do belong."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said I; and looked over the cases of our butterflies, and the +books we had gathered, and the table where we worked and studied +together. "Yes; you and I belong." And I left him with Kerry's head on +his knees, and Kerry's eyes adoring him, and went over to the Parish +House to tell Madame that John Flint had changed his mind and wouldn't +go North just now, because an aberrant Turnus had beguiled him.</p> + +<p>For a moment my mother looked profoundly disappointed.</p> + +<p>"Are you sure," she asked, "that this doesn't mean a loss to him, +Armand?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_142"></a>Yes, I am sure."</p> + +<p>She watched my eyes, and of a sudden she reached out, caught my hand, +and squeezed it. Her face softened with sympathetic and tolerant +understanding, but she asked no questions, made no comment. If Solomon +had been lucky enough to marry my mother, I am sure he would never +have plagued himself with the nine hundred and ninety-nine. But then, +neither would he have written Proverbs.</p> + +<p>Neither the Butterfly Man nor I have ever referred to that morning's +incident; the witness of it we cherish; otherwise it pleases us to +ignore it as if it had never happened. It had, of course, its results, +for with a desperate intensity of purpose he plunged back into study +and research; and as the work was broadening, and called for all his +skill and patience, the pendulum swung him far forward again.</p> + +<p>I had been so fascinated, watching that transformation, even mere +wonderful than any butterfly's, going on before my eyes; I was so +enmeshed in the web of endless duties spun for me by my big poor +parish that I did not have time to miss Mary Virginia as poignantly as +I must otherwise have done, although my heart longed for her.</p> + +<p>My mother never ceased to mourn her absence; something went away from +us with Mary Virginia, which could only come back to us with her. But +it so happened that the ensuing summers failed to bring her back. The +little girl spent her vacations with girl friends of whose standing +her mother approved, or with relatives she thought it wise the child +should cultivate. For <a name="Page_143"></a>the time being, Mary Virginia had vanished out +of our lives.</p> + +<p>Laurence, however, spent all his vacations at home; and of Laurence we +were immensely proud. Most of his holidays were spent, not with +younger companions, but oddly enough with John Flint. That old +friendship, renewed after every parting, seemed to have grown stronger +with the boy's growth; the passing years deepened it.</p> + +<p>"My boy's forever boasting of your Butterfly Man," said the judge, +falling into step with me one morning on the street. "He tells me +Flint's been made a member of several learned societies; and that he's +gotten out a book of sorts, telling all there is to tell about some +crawling plague or other. And it seems this isn't all the wonderful +Mr. Flint is capable of: Laurence insists that biologists will have to +look Flintward pretty soon, on account of observations on what he +calls insect allies—whatever <i>they</i> are."</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, his work on insect allies is really unique and +thorough, and it opens a door to even more valuable research," said I, +as modestly as I could. "Flint is one of its great pioneers, and he's +blazing the way. Some day when the real naturalist comes into his own, +he will rank far, far above tricky senators and mutable governors!"</p> + +<p>The judge smiled. "Spoken like a true bughunter," said he. "As a +matter of fact, this fellow is a remarkable man. Does he intend to +remain here for good?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said I, "I think he intends to remain here—for good." I could +not keep the pride out of my voice and eyes. Let me again admit my +grave fault: I am a vain and proud old man, God forgive me!</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_144"></a>Your goose turned out a butterfly," said the judge. "One may well be +pardoned a little natural vanity when one has engineered a feat like +that! Common tramp, too, wasn't he?"</p> + +<p>"No, he wasn't. He was a most uncommon one."</p> + +<p>"I could envy the man his spontaneity and originality," admitted the +judge, rubbing <i>his</i> nose. "Well, father, I'm perfectly satisfied, so +far, to have my only son tramp with him."</p> + +<p>"So is my mother," said I.</p> + +<p>At that the judge lifted his hat with a fine old-fashioned courtesy +good to see in this age when a youth walks beside a maid and blows +cigarette smoke in her face upon the public streets.</p> + +<p>"When such a lady approves of any man," said he, gallantly, "it +confers upon him letters patent of nobility."</p> + +<p>"We shall have to consider John Flint knighted, then," said my mother +merrily, when I repeated the conversation. "Let's see," she continued +gaily. "We'll put on his shield three butterflies, or, rampant on a +field, azure; in the lower corner a net, argent. Motto, '<i>In Hoc Signo +Vinces</i>.' There'll be no sign of the cyanide jar. I'll have nothing +sinister shadowing; the Butterfly Man's escutcheon!"</p> + +<p>She knew nothing about the trust St. Stanislaus kept; she had never +met Slippy McGee.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_145"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_IX"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER IX<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>NESTS</h3> +<br /> + +<p>Laurence at last hung out that shingle which was to tingle Appleboro +into step with the Time-spirit. It was a very happy and important day +for the judge and his immediate friends, though Appleboro at large +looked on with but apathetic interest. One more little legal light +flickering "in our midst" didn't make much difference; we literally +have lawyers to burn. So we aren't too enthusiastic over our +fledglings; we wait for them to show us—which is good for them, and +sometimes better for us.</p> + +<p>This fledgling, however, was of the stuff which endures. Laurence was +one of those dynamic and dangerous people who not only think +independently themselves, but have the power to make other people +think. No one who came in contact with him escaped this; it seemed to +crackle electrically in the air around him; he was a sort of human +thought-conductor, and he shocked many a smug and self-satisfied +citizen into horrific life before he had done with him.</p> + +<p>If this young man had not been one of the irreproachable Maynes +Appleboro might have set him down as a pestilent and radical theorist +and visionary. But fortunately for us and himself he was a Mayne; and +the Maynes have been from the dawn of things Carolinian "a good +family."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_146"></a>I don't think I have ever seen two people so mutually delight in each +other's powers as did John Flint and Laurence Mayne. The Butterfly Man +was immensely proud of Laurence's handsome person and his grace of +speech and manner; he had even a more profound respect for his more +solid attainments, for his own struggle upward had deepened his regard +for higher education. As for Laurence, he thought his friend +marvelous; what he had overcome and become made him in the younger +man's eyes an incarnate proof of the power of will and of patience. +The originality and breadth of his views fired the boy's imagination +and broadened his personality. The two complemented each other.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man's workroom had a fascination for others than +Laurence. It was a sort of Open Question Club. Here Westmoreland came +to air his views with a free tongue and to ride his hobbies with a +gallant zest; here the major, tugging at his goatee, his glasses far +down on his nose, narrated in spicy chapters the Secret Social History +of Appleboro. Here the judge—for he, too, had fallen into the habit +of strolling over of an evening—sunk in the old Morris chair, his +cigar gone cold in his fingers, reviewed great cases. And sometimes +Eustis stopped by, spoke in his modest fashion of his experiments, and +left us all the better for his quiet strength. And Flint, with his +eyes alive and watchful behind his glasses, listened with that air +which made one like to tell him things. Laurence declared that he got +his post-graduate course in John Flint's workroom, and that the +Butterfly Man wasn't the least of his teachers.</p> + +<p>I should dearly like to say that the Awakening of <a name="Page_147"></a>Appleboro began in +that workroom; and in a way it did. But it really had its inception in +a bird's nest John Flint had discovered and watched with great +interest and pleasure. The tiny mother had learned to accept his +approach, without fear; he said she knew him personally. She allowed +him to approach close enough to touch her; she even took food out of +his fingers. He had worked toward that friendliness with great skill +and patience, and his success gave him infinite pleasure. He had a +great tenderness for the little brown lady, and he looked forward to +her babies with an almost grandfatherly eagerness. The nest was over +in a corner of our garden, in a thick evergreen bush big enough to be +called a young tree.</p> + +<p>Now on a sunny morning Laurence and I and the Butterfly Man walked in +our garden. Laurence had gotten his first brief, and we two older +fellows were somewhat like two old birds fluttering over an +adventurous fledgling. I think we saw the boy sitting on the Supreme +Court bench, that morning!</p> + +<p>As we neared the evergreen tree the Butterfly Man raised his hand to +caution us to be silent. He wanted us to see his wee friend's +reception of him, and so he went on a bit ahead, to let her know she +needn't be afraid—we, too, were merely big friends come a-calling. +And just then we heard shrill cries of distress, and above it the +louder, raucous scream of the bluejay.</p> + +<p>The bluejay was entirely occupied with his own business of breaking +into another bird's nest and eating the eggs. He scolded violently +between mouthfuls; he had finished three eggs and begun on the fourth +and last when we came upon the scene. He had no fear of us; <a name="Page_148"></a>he had +seen us before, and he knew very well indeed that the red-bearded +creature with the cane was a particular and peculiar friend of +feathered folks. So he cocked a knowing head, with a cruel beak full +of egg, and flirted a splendid tail at his friend; then swallowed the +last morsel and rowed viciously with Laurence and me; for the bluejay +is wholly addicted to billingsgate. He paid no attention to the +distraught mother-bird, fluttering and crying on a limb nearby.</p> + +<p>"Gosh, pal, I've sure had some meal!" said the bluejay to John Flint. +"Chase that skirt, over there, please—she makes too much noise to +suit me!"</p> + +<p>But for once John Flint wasn't a friend to a bluejay—he uttered an +exclamation of sorrow and dismay.</p> + +<p>"My nest!" he cried tragically. "My beautiful nest with the four eggs, +that I've been watching day by day! And the little mother-thing that +knew me, and let me touch her, and feed her, and wasn't afraid of me! +Oh, you blue devil! You thief! You murderer!" And in a great gust of +sorrow and anger he lifted his stick to hurl it at the criminal. +Laurence caught the upraised arm.</p> + +<p>"But he doesn't know he's a thief and a murderer," said he, and looked +at the handsome culprit with unwilling admiration. The jay, having +finished the nest to his entire satisfaction, hopped down upon a limb +and turned his attention to us. He screamed at Laurence, thrusting +forward his impudent head; while the poor robbed mother, with +lamentable cries, watched him from a safe distance. Full of his +cannibal meal, Mister Bluejay callously ignored her. He was more +interested in us. Down he came, nearer yet, with a flirt of fine +wings, a <a name="Page_149"></a>spreading of barred tail, just above Flint's head, and +talked jocularly to his friend in jayese.</p> + +<p>"You're a thief and a robber!" raged the Butterfly Man. "You're a damn +little bird-killer, that's what you are! I ought to wring your neck +for you, and I'd do it if it would do the rest of your tribe any good. +But it wouldn't. It wouldn't bring back the lost eggs nor the spoiled +nest, either. Besides, you don't know any better. You're what you are +because you were hatched like that, and there wasn't Anything to tell +you what's right and wrong for a decent bird to do. The best one can +do for you is to get wise to your ways and watch out that you can't do +more mischief."</p> + +<p>The bluejay, with his handsome crested head on one side, cocked his +bright black eye knowingly, and passed derisive remarks. Any one who +has listened attentively to a bluejay must be deeply grateful that the +gift of articulate speech has been wisely withheld from him; he is a +hooligan of a bird. He lifted his wings like half-playful fists. If he +had fingers, be sure a thumb had been lifted profanely to his nose.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man watched him for a moment in silence; a furrow came +to his forehead.</p> + +<p>"Damn little thief!" he muttered. "And you don't even have to care! +No! It's not right. There ought to be some way to save the mothers and +the nests from your sort—without having to kill you, either. But good +Lord, how? That's what I want to know!"</p> + +<p>"Beat 'em to it and stand 'em off," said Laurence, staring at the +ravaged nest, the unhappy mother, the gorged impenitent thief. "'Git +thar fustest with the mostest men.' Have the nests so protected the +thief <a name="Page_150"></a>can't get in without getting caught. Build Better Bird Houses, +say, and enforce a Law of the Garden—Boom and Food for all, Pillage +for None. You'd have to expect some spoiled nests, of course, for you +couldn't be on guard all the time, and you couldn't make all the birds +live in your Better Bird Houses—they wouldn't know how. But you'd +save some of them, at any rate."</p> + +<p>"Think so?" said John Flint. "Huh! And what'd you do with <i>him</i>?" And +he jerked his head at the screaming jay.</p> + +<p>"Let him alone, so long as he behaved. Shoo him outside when he +didn't—and see that he kept outside," said Laurence. "You see, the +idea isn't so much to reform bluejays—it's to save the other birds +from them."</p> + +<p>John Flint's face was troubled. "It's all a muddle, anyhow," said he. +"You can't blame the bluejay, because he was born so, and it's +bluejay nature to act like that when it gets the chance. But there's +the other bird—it looks bad. It is bad. For a thief to come into a +little nest like that, that she'd been brooding on, and twittering to, +and feeling so good and so happy about—Man, I'd have given a month's +work and pay to have saved that nest! It's not fair. God! Isn't there +<i>some</i> way to save the good ones from the bad ones?"</p> + +<p>There he stood, in the middle of the path, staring ruefully at the +wrecked bit of twigs and moss and down that had been a wee home; and +with more of sorrow than anger at the feathered crook who had done the +damage. The thing was slight in itself, and more than common—just one +of the unrecorded humble tragedies which daily <a name="Page_151"></a>engulf the Little +Peoples. But I had seen a butterfly's wing save him alive; and so I +did not doubt now that a little bird's nest could weigh down the +balance which would put him definitely upon the side of good and of +God.</p> + +<p>"I think there is a way," said Laurence, gravely, "and that is to beat +them to it and stand them off. All the rest is talk and piffle—the +only way to save is to save. There are no halfway measures; also, it's +a lifetime job, full of kicks and cuffs and ingratitude and +misunderstanding and failure and loneliness, and sometimes even worse +things yet. But you do manage to sometimes save the nests and the +fledglings, and you do sometimes escape the pain of hearing the +mothers lamenting. And that's the only reward a decent mortal ought to +hope for. I reckon it's about the best reward there is, this side of +heaven."</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man swallowed this a bit ungraciously.</p> + +<p>"You've got a devil of a way of twisting things into parables. I'm +talking birds and thinking birds, and here you must go and make my +birds people! I wasn't thinking about people—that is, I wasn't, until +you have to go and put the notion into my head. It's not fair. The +thing's bad enough already, without your lugging folks into it and +making it worse!"</p> + +<p>Laurence looked at him steadily. "You've got to think of people, when +you see things like that," said he, slowly; "otherwise you only +half-see. I have to think of people—of kids, particularly—and their +mothers." He turned as he spoke, and stared out over our garden, with +its sunny spaces, and its shrubs and flowers, and trees, to where, +over in the sky a pillar of smoke rose <a name="Page_152"></a>steadily, endlessly, and +merged into a cloud overhanging the quiet little town.</p> + +<p>"The pillar of cloud by day," said he "that leads the children<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> He +stopped, and the whimsical smile faded from his face; his jaw set.</p> + +<p>The bluejay, having exhausted his vocabulary of jay-ribaldry, +screeched one last outrageous bit of billingsgate into Flint's ears, +shut up his tail like a fan, and darted off, a streak of blue and +gray. The Butterfly Man's eyes followed him smilelessly; then they +came back and dwelt for a moment upon the ruined nest and the +fluttering mother-bird, still vexing the ear with her shrill +lamentable futile protests. From her his eyes went, out over the trees +and flowers to that pillar mounting lazily and inevitably into the +sky. For a long moment he stared at that, too, fixedly. After an +interval he clenched his hand upon his stick and struck the ground.</p> + +<p>"<i>Nothing's</i> got any business to break up a nest! I'd rather sit up +all night and watch than see what I've just seen and listen to that +mother-thing calling to Something that's far-off and stone deaf and +can't hear nor heed. Why, the little birds haven't got even the chance +to get themselves born, much less grow up and sing! I—Say, you two go +on a bit. I feel mighty bad about this. I'd been watching her. She +knew me. She let me feed her. If only I'd thought about the jay, why, +I might have saved her. But just when she needed me I wasn't there!" +He turned abruptly, and strode off toward his own rooms. Kerry +followed with a drooping head and tail. But Laurence looked after him +hopefully.</p> + +<p>"Padre, the Butterfly Man's seen something this <a name="Page_153"></a>morning that will +sink to the bottom of his soul and stay there: didn't you see his +eyes? Now, which of those two have taught him the most—the happy +thief and murderer, or the innocent unhappy victim? The bluejay's not +a whit the worse for it, remember; in fact, he's all the better off, +for his stomach is full and his mischief satisfied, and that's all +that ever worries a bluejay. And there isn't any redress for the +mother-bird. The thing's done, and can't be undone. But between them +they've shown John Flint something that forces a man to take sides. +Doesn't the bluejay deserve some little credit for that? And is there +<i>ever</i> any redress for the mother-bird, Padre?"</p> + +<p>"Why, the Church teaches<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> I began.</p> + +<p>Laurence nodded. "Yes, Padre, I know all that. But it can't teach away +what's always happening here and now. At least not to the Butterfly +Man and me, ... nor yet the mother-birds, Padre. No. We want to be +shown how to head off the bluejays."</p> + +<p>We walked along in silence, his hand upon my arm. His eyes were +clouded with the vision that beckoned him. As for me, I was wondering +just where, and how far, that bluejay was going to lead John Flint.</p> + +<p>It led him presently to my mother. All men learn their great lessons +from women and in stress the race instinctively goes back to be taught +by the mothers of it. There were long intimate talks between herself +and the Butterfly Man, to which Laurence was also called. In her quiet +way Madame knew by heart the whole mill district, good, bad and +indifferent, for she was a woman among the women. She had supported +wives parting <a name="Page_154"></a>from dying husbands; she had hushed the cries of +frightened children, while I gave the last blessings to mothers whose +feet were already on the confines of another world; she had taken dead +children from frenzied women's arms. Just as the Butterfly Man had +shown the country folks to Laurence, so now Madame showed them both +the mill folks, the poor folks, the foreigners in a small town +disdainful of them; and she did it with the added keenness of her +woman's eyes and the diviner kindness of her woman's heart.</p> + +<p>The little lady had enormous influence in the parish. And as +Laurence's plans and hopes and ambitions unfolded before her, she +threw this potent influence, with all it implied, in the scale of the +young lawyer's favor. They began their work at the bottom, as all +great movements should begin. What struck me with astonishment was +that so many quiet women seemed to be ready and waiting, as for a +hoped for message, a bugle-call in the dawn, for just that which +Laurence had to tell them.</p> + +<p>"A fellow with pull behind him," said John Flint, "is what you might +call a pretty fair probability. But a fellow with the women behind him +is a steam-roller. There's nothing to do but clear the road and keep +from under." And when he went on his rounds among the farm houses now +it wasn't only the men and children he talked to. There was a message +for the overworked women, the wives and daughters who had all the +pains and none of the profits. Westmoreland, who had been a rather +lonesome evangelist for many years, of a sudden found himself backed +and supported by younger and stronger forces.</p> + +<p>The work was done very noiselessly; there was no <a name="Page_155"></a>outward +disturbances, yet; but the women were in deadly earnest; there were +far, far too many small graves in our cemetery, and they were being +taught to ask why the children who filled them hadn't had a fair +chance? The men might smile at many things, but fathers couldn't smile +when mothers of lost children wanted to know why Appleboro hadn't +better milk and sanitation. And there, under their eyes bulked the +huge red mills, and every day from the bosom of this Moloch went up +the smoke of sacrifice.</p> + +<p>Behind all this gathering of forces stood an almost unguessed figure. +Not the lovely white-haired lady of the Parish House; not big +Westmoreland; not handsome Laurence, nor outspoken Miss Sally Ruth +with a suffrage button on her black basque; but a limping man in gray +tweeds with a soft felt hat pulled down over his eyes and a butterfly +net in his hand. That net was symbolic. With trained eye and sure hand +the naturalist caught and classified us, put each one in his proper +place.</p> + +<p>Keener, shrewder far than any of us, no one, save I alone, guessed the +part it pleased him to play. Laurence was hailed as the Joshua who was +to lead all Appleboro into the promised land of better paving, better +lighting, better schools, better living conditions, better city +government—a better Appleboro. Behind Laurence stood the Butterfly +Man.</p> + +<p>He seldom interfered with Laurence's plans; but every now and then he +laid a finger unerringly upon some weak point which, unnoticed and +uncorrected, would have made those plans barren of result. He amended +and suggested. I have seen him breathe upon the dry bones <a name="Page_156"></a>of a +project and make it live. It satisfied that odd sardonic twist in him +to stand thus obscurely in the background and pull the strings. I +think, too, that there must have been in his mind, since that morning +he had watched the bluejay destroy his nest, some obscure sense of +restitution. Once, in the dark, he had worked for evil. Still keeping +himself hidden, it pleased him now to work for good. So there he sat +in his workroom, and cast filaments here and there, and spun a web +which gradually netted all Appleboro.</p> + +<p>There was, for instance, the <i>Clarion</i>. We had had but that one +newspaper in our town from time immemorial. I suppose it might have +been a fairly good county paper once,—but for some years it had +spluttered so feebly that one wondered how it survived at all. In +spite of this, nobody in our county could get himself decently born or +married, or buried, without a due and proper notice in the <i>Clarion</i>. +To the country folks an obituary notice in its columns was as much a +matter of form as a clergyman at one's obsequies. It simply wasn't +respectable to be buried without proper comment in the <i>Clarion</i>. +Wherefore the paper always held open half a column for obituary +notices and poetry.</p> + +<p>These dismal productions had first brought the <i>Clarion</i> to Mr. +Flint's notice. He used to snigger at sight of the paper. He said it +made him sure the dead walked. He cut out all those lugubrious and +home-made verses and pasted them in a big black scrapbook. He had a +fashion of strolling down to the paper's office and snipping out all +such notices and poems from its country exchanges. A more ghoulish and +fearsome collection than he acquired I never elsewhere beheld. It <a name="Page_157"></a>was +a taste which astonished me. Sometimes he would gleefully read aloud +one which particularly delighted him:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"A Christian wife and offspring seven<br /></span> +<span> Mourn for John Peters who has gone to heaven.<br /></span> +<span> But as for him we are sure he can weep no more,<br /></span> +<span> He is happy with the lovely angels on that bright shore."†<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p class="noin">† Heaven.</p> + +<br /> + +<p>My mother was horrified. She said, severely, that she couldn't to save +her life see why any mortal man should snigger because a Christian +wife and children seven mourned for John Peters who had gone to +heaven. The Butterfly Man looked up, meekly. And of a sudden my mother +stopped short, regarded him with open mouth and eyes, and retired +hastily. He resumed his pasting.</p> + +<p>"I've got a hankering for what you might call grave poetry," said he, +pensively. "Yes, sir; an obituary like that is like an all-day sucker +to me. Say, don't you reckon they make the people they're written +about feel glad they're dead and done for good with folks that could +spring something like that on a poor stiff? Wait a minute, parson—you +can't afford to miss Broken-hearted Admirer:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"Miss Matty, I watched thee laid in the gloomy grave's embrace,<br /></span> +<span> Where nobody can evermore press your hand or your sweet face.<br /></span> +<span> When you were alive I often thought of thee with fond pride,<br /></span> +<span> And meant to call around some night & ask you to be my loving Bride.<br /></span> +<span>"But alas, there is a sorrowful sadness in my bosom to-day,<br /></span> +<span> For I never did it & now can never really know what you would say.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span> Miss Matty, the time may come when I can remember thee as a brother,<br /></span> +<span> <a name="Page_158"></a>And lay my fond true heart at the loving feet of another.<br /></span> +<span> For though just at present I can do nothing but sigh & groan,<br /></span> +<span> The Holy Bible tells us it is not good for a man to dwell alone.<br /></span> +<span> But even though, alas, I'm married, my poor heart will still be true,<br /></span> +<span> And oft in the lone night I will wake & weep to think she never can be you."<br /></span> +<span class="i7">—"A Broken-hearted Admirer."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"Ain't that sad and sweet, though?" said the Butterfly Man admiringly. +"Don't you hope those loving feet will be extra loving when +Broken-hearted makes 'em a present of his fond heart, parson? Wouldn't +it be something fierce if they stepped on it! Gee, I cried in my hat +when I first read that!" Now wasn't it a curious coincidence that, +even as Madame, I regarded John Flint with open mouth and eyes, and +retired hastily?</p> + +<p>For some time the <i>Clarion</i> had been getting worse and worse; heaven +knows how it managed to appear on time, and we expected each issue to +be its last. It wasn't news to Appleboro that it was on its last legs. +I was not particularly interested in its threatened demise, not having +John Flint's madness for its obituaries; but he watched it narrowly.</p> + +<p>"Did you know," he remarked to Laurence, "that the poor old <i>Clarion</i> +is ready to bust? It will have to write a death-notice for itself in a +week or two, the editor told me this morning."</p> + +<p>"So?" Laurence seemed as indifferent as I.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man shot him a freighted glance. "Folks in this county +will sort of miss the <i>Clarion</i>," he reflected. "After all, it's the +one county paper. Seems to me," he mused, "that if <i>I</i> were going in +head, <a name="Page_159"></a>neck and crop for the sweet little job of reformer-general, I'd +first off get me a grappling-hook on my town's one newspaper. +Particularly when grappling-hooks were going cheap."</p> + +<p>"Hasn't Inglesby got a mortgage on it?"</p> + +<p>"If he had would he let it die in its bed so nice and ladylike? Not +much! It'd kick out the footboard and come alive. Inglesby must be +getting rusty in the joints not to reach out for the <i>Clarion</i> +himself, right now. Maybe he figures it's not worth the price. Maybe +he knows this town so well he's dead sure nobody that buys a newspaper +here would have the nerve to print anything or think anything he +didn't approve of. Yes, I guess that's it."</p> + +<p>"Which is your gentle way," cut in Laurence, "of telling me I'd better +hustle out and gather in the <i>Clarion</i> before Inglesby beats me to it, +isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Me?" The Butterfly Man looked pained. "I'm not telling you to buy +anything. <i>I'm</i> only thinking of the obituaries. Ask the parson. +I'm—I'm addicted to 'em, like some people are to booze. But if you'd +promise to keep open the old corner for them, why, I might come out +and <i>beg</i> you to buy the <i>Clarion</i>, now it's going so cheap. Yep—all +on account of the obituaries!" And he murmured:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"<i>Our dear little Johnny was left alive</i><br /></span> +<span> <i>To reach the interesting age of five</i><br /></span> +<span> <i>When</i>—"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"That's just about as much as I can stand of that, my son!" said I, +hastily.</p> + +<p>"The parson's got an awful tender heart," the Butt<a name="Page_160"></a>erfly Man explained +and Laurence was graceless enough to grin.</p> + +<p>"Well, as I was about to say: I happened to think Inglesby would be +brute enough to choke out my pet column, or make folks pay for it, and +things like that haven't got any business to have price tags on 'em. +So I got to thinking of you. You're young and tender; also a college +man; and you're itching to wash and iron Appleboro<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> he took off his +glasses and wiped them delicately and deliberately.</p> + +<p>"Did you also get to thinking," said Laurence, crisply, "that I'm just +about making my salt at present, and still you're suggesting that I +tie a dead old newspaper about my neck and jump overboard? One might +fancy you hankered to add my obituary to your collection!" he finished +with a touch of tartness.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man smiled ever so gently.</p> + +<p>"The <i>Clarion</i> is the county paper," he explained patiently. "It was +here first. It's been here a long time, and people are used to it. It +knows by heart how they think and feel and how they want to be told +they think and feel. And you ought to know Carolina people when it +comes right down to prying them loose from something they're used to!" +He paused, to let that sink in.</p> + +<p>"There's no reason why the <i>Clarion</i> should keep on being a dead one, +is there? There's plenty room for a live daily right here and now, if +it was run right. Why, this town's blue-molded for a live paper! Look +here: You go buy the <i>Clarion</i>. It won't cost you much. Believe me, +you'll find it mighty handy—power of the press, all the usual guff, +you know! I sha'n't <a name="Page_161"></a>have to worry about obituaries, but I bet you +dollars to doughnuts some people will wake up some morning worrying a +whole lot about editorials. Mayne—people like to think they think +what they think themselves. They don't. They think what their home +newspapers tell them to think. And this is your great big chance to +get the town ear and shout into it good and loud."</p> + +<p>A week or so later Mayne & Son surprised Appleboro by purchasing the +moribund <i>Clarion</i>. They didn't have to go into debt for it, either. +They got it for an absurdly low sum, although folks said, with sniffs, +that anything paid for that rag was too much.</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless," said the Butterfly Man to me, complacently, "that's +the little jimmy that's going to grow up and crack some fat cribs. +Watch it grow!"</p> + +<p>I watched; but, like most others, I was rather doubtful. It was true +that the <i>Clarion</i> immediately showed signs of reviving life. And that +Jim Dabney, a college friend from upstate, whom Laurence had induced +to accept the rather precarious position of editor and manager, wrote +pleasantly as well as pungently, and so set us all to talking.</p> + +<p>I suppose it was because it really had something to say, and that +something very pertinent to our local interests and affairs, that we +learned and liked to quote the <i>Clarion</i>. It made a neat appearance in +new black type, and this pleased us. It had, too, a newer, clearer, +louder note, which made itself heard over the whole county. The county +merchants and farmers began once more to advertise in its pages, as +John Flint, who watched it jealously—feeling responsible for +Laurence's purchase of it—was happy to point out.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_162"></a>One thing, too, became more and more evident. The women were behind +the <i>Clarion</i> in a solid phalanx. They knew it meant for them a voice +which spoke articulately and publicly, an insistent voice which must +be answered. It noticed every Mothers' Meeting, Dorcas activity, +Ladies' Aid, Altar Guild, temperance gathering; spoke respectfully of +the suffragists and hopefully of the "public-spirited women" of the +new Civic League. And never, never, never omitted nor misplaced nor +misspelled a name! The boy from up-state saw to that. He was wily as +the serpent and simple as the dove. Over the local page appeared +daily:</p> + +<span class="sc" style="margin-left: 15em;">"Let's Get Together!"</span><br /> + +<p>After awhile we took him at his word and tried to ... and things began +to happen in Appleboro.</p> + +<p>"Here," said the Butterfly Man to me, "is where the bluejay begins to +get his."</p> + +<p>For in most Appleboro houses insistent women were asking harassed and +embarrassed men certain questions concerning certain things which +ladies hadn't been supposed to know anything about, much less worry +their heads over, since the state was a state. So determined were the +women to have these questions fairly answered that they presently +asked them in cold print, on the front page of the town paper. And +Laurence told them. He had appalling lists and figures and names and +dates. The "chiel among us takin' notes" printed them. Dabney's +editorial comments were barbed.</p> + +<p>Now there are mills in the South which do obey the state laws and +regulations as to hours, working conditions, wages, sanitation, safety +appliances, child labor. <a name="Page_163"></a>But there are others which do not. Ours +notoriously didn't.</p> + +<p>John Flint and my mother had had many a conference about deplorable +cases which both knew, but were powerless to change. The best they had +been able to do was to tabulate such cases, with names and facts and +dates, but precious little had been accomplished for the welfare of +the mill people, for those who might have helped had been too busy, or +perhaps unwilling, to listen or to act.</p> + +<p>But, as Flint insisted, the new Civic League was ready and ripe to +hear now what Madame had to tell. At one meeting, therefore, she took +the floor and told them. When she had finished they named a committee +to investigate mill conditions in Appleboro.</p> + +<p>That work was done with a painstaking thoroughness, and the +committee's final report was very unpleasant reading. But the names +signed to it were so unassailable, the facts so incontrovertible, that +Dabney thought best to print it in full, and later to issue it in +pamphlet form. It has become a classic for this sort of thing now, and +it is always quoted when similar investigations are necessary +elsewhere.</p> + +<p>It was the Butterfly Man who had taken that report and had rewritten +and revised it, and clothed it with a terrible earnestness and force. +Its plain words were alive. It seemed to me, when I read them that I +heard ... a bluejay's ribald screech ... and the heart-rending and +piercing cries of a little brown motherbird whose nest had been +ravaged and destroyed.</p> + +<p>Appleboro gasped, and sat up, and rubbed its eyes. That such things +could be occurring here, in this pleasant <a name="Page_164"></a>little place, in the shadow +of their churches, within reach of their homes! No one dared to even +question the truth of that report, however, and it went before the +Grand Jury intact. The Grand Jury very promptly called Mr. Inglesby +before it. They were polite to him, of course, but they did manage to +ask him some very unpleasant and rather personal questions, and they +did manage to impress upon him that certain things mentioned in the +Civic League's report must not be allowed to reoccur. One juror—he +was a planter—had even had the temerity to say out loud the ugly word +"penetentiary."</p> + +<p>Inglesby was shocked. He hadn't known. He was a man of large interests +and he had to leave a great deal to the discretion of superintendents +and foremen. It might be, yes, he could understand how it might very +well be—that his confidence had been abused. He would look into these +things personally hereafter. Why, he was even now busily engaged +compiling a "Book of Rules for Employees." He deplored the almost +universal unrest among employees. It was a very bad sign. Very. Due +almost entirely to agitators, too.</p> + +<p>He didn't come out of that investigation without some of its slime +sticking to him, and this annoyed and irritated and enraged him more +than we guessed, for we hadn't as yet learned the man's ambition. +Also, the women kept following him up. They meant to make him comply +with the strict letter of the law, if that were humanly possible.</p> + +<p>He was far too shrewd not to recognize this; for he presently called +on my mother and offered her whatever aid he could reasonably give. +Her work was <a name="Page_165"></a>invaluable; his foremen and superintendents had +instructions to give her any information she asked for, to show her +anything in the mills she wished to see, and to report to headquarters +any suggestions as to the—er—younger employees, she might be kind +enough to make. If that were not enough she might, he suggested, call +on him personally. Really, one couldn't but admire the <i>savoir faire</i> +of this large unctious being, so fluent, so plausible, until one +happened to catch of a sudden that hard and ruthless gleam which, in +spite of all his caution, would leap at times into his cold eyes.</p> + +<p>"Is he, or isn't he, a hypocrite pure and simple, or are such men +self-deceived?" mused my mother, puckering her brows. "He will do +nothing, I know, that he can well avoid. But—he gave me of his own +accord his personal check for fifty dollars, for that poor consumptive +Shivers woman."</p> + +<p>"She contracted her disease working in his mill and living in one of +his houses on the wages he paid her," said I, "I might remind you to +beware of the Greeks when they come bearing gifts."</p> + +<p>"Proverb for proverb," said she. "The hair of the dog is good for its +bite."</p> + +<p>"Fifty dollars isn't much for a woman's life."</p> + +<p>"Fifty dollars buys considerable comfort in the shape of milk and ice +and eggs. When it's gone—if poor Shivers isn't—I shall take the +Baptist minister's wife and Miss Sally Ruth Dexter with me, and go and +ask him for another check. He'll give it."</p> + +<p>"You'll make him bitterly repent ever having succumbed to the +temptation of appearing charitable," said I.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_166"></a>We were not left long in doubt that Inglesby had other methods of +attack less pleasant than offering checks for charity. Its two largest +advertisers simultaneously withdrew their advertisements from the +<i>Clarion</i>.</p> + +<p>"Let's think this thing out," said John Flint to Laurence. "Cutting +out ads is a bad habit. It costs good money. It should be nipped in +the bud. You've got to go after advertisers like that and make 'em see +the thing in the right light. Say, parson, what's that thing you were +saying the other day—the thing I asked you to read over, remember?"</p> + +<p><i>"When the scorner is punished, the simple is made wise; and when the +wise is instructed, he receiveth knowledge,"</i> I quoted Solomon.</p> + +<p>"That's it, exactly. You see," he explained, "there's always the right +way out, if you've got sense enough to find it. Only you mustn't get +rattled and try to make your getaway out the wrong door or the front +window—that spoils things. The parson's given you the right tip. That +old chap Solomon had a great bean on him, didn't he?"</p> + +<p>A few days later there appeared, in the space which for years had been +occupied by the bigger of the two advertisements, the following +pleasant notice:</p> + +<p class="cen"> +People Who Disapprove of<br /> +Civic Cleanliness,<br /> +A Better Town,<br /> +Better Kiddies,<br /> +and<br /> +A Square Deal for Everybody,<br /> +<i>Also</i><br /> +Disapprove of<br /> +Advertising in the Clarion.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_167"></a>And the space once occupied by the other advertiser was headed:</p> + +<p class="cen">OBITUARIES</p> + +<p>That ghastly poetry in which the soul of the Butterfly Man reveled +appeared in that column thereafter. It was a conspicuous space, and +the horn of rural mourning in printer's ink was exalted among us. It +was not very hard to guess whose hand had directed those +counter-blows.</p> + +<p>When we met those two advertisers on the street afterward we greeted +them with ironical smiles intended to enrage. They had at Inglesby's +instigation been guilty of a tactical blunder of which the men behind +the <i>Clarion</i> had taken fiendish and unexpected advantage. It had +simply never occurred to either that a small town editor might dare to +"come back." The impossible had actually happened.</p> + +<p>I think it was this slackening of his power which alarmed Inglesby +into action.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Inglesby," said the Butterfly Man to me one night, casually, "has +got him a new private secretary. He came this afternoon. His name's +Hunter—J. Howard Hunter. He dresses as if he wrote checks for a +living and he looks exactly like he dresses. Honest, he's the original +he-god they use to advertise suspenders and collars and neverrips and +that sort of thing in the classy magazines. I bet you Inglesby's got +to fork over a man-sized bucket of dough per, to keep <i>him</i>. There'll +be a flutter of calico in this burg from now on, for that fellow +certainly knows how to wear his face. He's gilt-edged from start to +finish!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_168"></a>Laurence, lounging on the steps, looked up with a smile.</p> + +<p>"His arrival," said he, "has been duly chronicled in to-day's press. +Cease speaking in parables, Bughunter, and tell us what's on your +mind."</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man hesitated for a moment. Then:</p> + +<p>"Why, it's this way," said he, slowly. "I—hear things. A bit here and +there, you see, as folks tell me. I put what I've heard together, and +think it over. Of course I didn't need anybody to tell me Inglesby was +sore because the <i>Clarion</i> got away from him. He expected it to die. +It didn't. He thought it wouldn't pay expenses—well, the sheriff +isn't in charge yet. And he knows the paper is growing. He's too wise +a guy to let on he's been stung for fair, once in his life, but he +don't propose to let himself in for any more body blows than he can +help. So he looks about a bit and he gets him an agent—older than +you, Mayne, but young enough, too—and even better looking. That agent +will be everywhere pretty soon. The town will fall for him. Say, how +many of you folks know what Inglesby really wants, anyhow?"</p> + +<p>"Everything in sight," said Laurence promptly.</p> + +<p>"And something around the corner, too. He wants to come out in the +open and be IT. He intends to be a big noise in Washington. Gentlemen, +Senator Inglesby! Well, why not?"</p> + +<p>"He hasn't said so, has he?" Laurence was skeptical.</p> + +<p>"He doesn't have to say so. He means to be it, and that's very much +more to the point. However, it happens that he did peep, once or +twice, and it buzzed <a name="Page_169"></a>about a bit—and that's how I happened to catch +it in my net. This Johnny he's just got to help him is the first move. +Private Secretary now. Campaign manager and press agent, later. +Inglesby's getting ready to march on to Washington. You watch him do +it!"</p> + +<p>"Never!" said Laurence, and set his mouth.</p> + +<p>"No?" The Butterfly Man lifted his eyebrows. "Well, what are you going +to do about it? Fight him with your pretty little <i>Clarion</i>? It's not +big enough, though you could make it a handy sort of brick to paste +him in the eye with, if you aim straight and pitch hard enough. Go up +against him yourself? You're not strong enough, either, young man, +whatever you may be later on. You can prod him into firing some poor +kids from his mills—but you can't make him feed 'em after he's fired +'em, can you? And you can't keep him from becoming Senator Inglesby +either, unless," he paused impressively, "you can match him even with +a man his money and pull can't beat. Now think."</p> + +<p>The young man bit his lip and frowned. The Butterfly Man watched him +quizzically through his glasses.</p> + +<p>"Don't take it so hard," he grinned. "And don't let the whole +salvation of South Carolina hang too heavy on your shoulders. Leave +<i>something</i> to God Almighty—He managed to pull the cocky little brute +through worse and tougher situations than Inglesby! Also, He ran the +rest of the world for a few years before you and I got here to help +Him with it."</p> + +<p>"You're a cocky brute yourself," said Laurence, critically.</p> + +<p>"I can afford to be, because I can open my hand this <a name="Page_170"></a>minute and show +you the button. Why, the very man you need is right in your reach! If +you could get <i>him</i> to put up his name against Inglesby's, the Big Un +wouldn't be in it."</p> + +<p>Laurence stared. The Butterfly Man stared back at him.</p> + +<p>"Look here," said he slowly. "You remember my nest, and what that +bluejay did for it? And what you said? Well, I've looked about a bit, +and I've seen the bluejay at work. ... Oh, hell, I can't talk about +this thing, but I've watched the putty-faced, hollow-chested, +empty-bellied kids—that don't even have guts enough left to laugh. ... +Somebody ought to sock it to that brute, on account of those kids. He +ought to be headed off ... make him feel he's to be shoo'd outside! +And I think I know the one man that can shoo him." He paused again, +with his head sunk forward. This was so new a John Flint to me that I +had no words. I was too lost in sheer wonder.</p> + +<p>"The man I mean hates politics. I've been told he has said openly it's +not a gentleman's game any more. You've got to make him see it can be +made one. You've got to make him see it as a duty. Well, once make him +see <i>that</i>, and he'll smash Inglesby."</p> + +<p>"You can't mean—for heaven's sake<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"I do mean. James Eustis."</p> + +<p>Laurence got up, and walked about, whistling.</p> + +<p>"Good Lord!" said he, "and I never even thought of him in that light. +Why ... he'd sweep everything clean before him!"</p> + +<p>I am a priest. I am not even an Irish priest. Therefore politics do +not interest me so keenly as they might <a name="Page_171"></a>another. But even to my slow +mind the suitability of Eustis was apparent. Of an honored name, just, +sure, kind, sagacious, a builder, a teacher, a pioneer, the plainer +people all over the state leaned upon his judgment. A sane shrewd man +of large affairs, other able men of affairs respected and admired him. +The state, knowing what he stood for, what he had accomplished for her +farmers, what he meant to her agricultural interests, admired and +trusted him. If Eustis wanted any gift within the power of the people +to give, he had but to signify that desire. And yet, it had taken my +Butterfly Man to show us this!</p> + +<p>"Bughunter," said Laurence, respectfully. "If you ever take the notion +to make me president, will you stand behind and show me how to run the +United States on greased wheels?"</p> + +<p>"I?" John Flint was genuinely astounded. "The boy's talking in his +sleep: turn over—you 're lying on your back!"</p> + +<p>"You won't?"</p> + +<p>"I will not!" said the Butterfly Man severely. "I have got something +much more important on my hands than running states, I'll have you +know. Lord, man, I'm getting ready some sheets that will tell pretty +nearly all there is to tell about Catocala Moths!"</p> + +<p>I remembered that sunset hour, and the pretty child of James Eustis +putting in this man's hand a gray moth. I think he was remembering, +too, for his eyes of a sudden melted, as if he saw again her face that +was so lovely and so young. Glancing at me, he smiled fleetingly.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_172"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_X"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER X<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>THE BLUEJAY</h3> +<br /> + +<p>When Mary Virginia was graduated, my mother sent her, to commemorate +that very important and pleasant occasion, one of her few remaining +treasures—a carved ivory fan which Le Brun had painted out of his +heart of hearts for one of King Louis' loveliest ladies. It still +exhaled, like a whiff of lost roses, something of her vanished grace.</p> + +<div style="margin-left: 2%; margin-right: 2%;"> +<p>"I have a fancy," wrote my mother to Mary Virginia, "that having been +pressed against women's bosoms and held in women's hands, having been, +as it were, symbols which expressed the hidden emotions of the heart, +these exquisite toys have thus been enabled to gain a soul, a soul +composed of sentience and of memory. I think that as they lie all the +long, long years in those carved and scented boxes which are like +little tombs, they remember the lights and the flowers and the +perfumes, the glimmer and gleam of jewels and silks, the frothy fall +of laces, the laughter and whispers and glances, the murmured word, +the stifled sigh: and above all, the touch of soft lips that used to +brush them lightly; and the poor things wonder a bit wistfully what +has become of all that gay and lovely life, all that perished bravery +and beauty that once they knew. So I am quite sure this apparently +<a name="Page_173"></a>soulless bit of carved ivory sighs inaudibly to feel again the touch +of a warm and young hand, to be held before gay and smiling eyes, to +have a flower-fresh face bent over it once more.</p> + +<p>"Accept it, then, my child, with your old friend's love. Use it in +your happy hours, dream over it a little, sigh lightly; and then smile +to remember that this is your Hour, that you are young, and life and +love are yours. It is in such youthful and happy smiles that we whose +day declines may relive for a brief and bright space our golden noon. +Shall I tell you a secret, before your time to know it? <i>Youth alone +is eternal and immortal!</i> How do I know? <i>'Et Ego in Arcadia vixi!'</i>"</p> +</div> + +<p>Mary Virginia showed me that letter, long afterward, and I have +inserted it here, although I suppose it really isn't at all relevant. +But I shall let it stand, because it is so like my mother!</p> + +<p>John Flint made for the schoolgirl a most wonderful tray with handles +and border of hammered and twisted copper. The tray itself was covered +with a layer of silvery thistle-down; and on this, hovering above +flowers, some of his loveliest butterflies spread their wings. So +beautifully did their frail bodies fit into this airy bed, so +carefully was the work done, that you might fancy only the glass which +covered them kept them from escaping.</p> + +<div style="margin-left: 2%; margin-right: 2%;"> +<p style="margin-bottom: .2em;">"You will remember telling me, when you were going away to grow up," +wrote John Flint, "to watch out for any big fine fellows that came by +of a morning, because they'd be messengers from you to the Parish +House people. Big and little they've come, and I've <a name="Page_174"></a>played like they +were all of them your carriers. So you see we had word of you every +single day of all these years you've been gone! Now I'm sending one or +two of them back to you. Please play like my tray's a million times +bigger and finer and that it's all loaded down with good messages and +hopes; and believe that still it wouldn't be half big enough to hold +all the good wishes the Parish House folks (you were right: I belong, +and so does Kerry) send you to-day by the hand of your old friend,</p> + +<p class="sc" style="text-align: right; margin-top: .2em">The Butterfly Man. </p> +</div> + +<p>Mary Virginia showed me that letter, too, because she was so delighted +with it, and so proud of it. I like its English very well, but I like +its Irishness even better.</p> + +<p>But, although she had at last finished and done with school, Mary +Virginia didn't come home to us as we had hoped she would. Her mother +had other plans, which failed to include little Appleboro. Why should +a girl with such connections and opportunities be buried in a little +town when great cities waited for just such with open and welcoming +arms? The best we got then was a photograph of our girl in her +graduation frock—slim wistful Mary Virginia, with much of her dear +angular youthfulness still clinging to her.</p> + +<p>It was Mrs. Eustis herself who kept us posted, after awhile, of the +girl's later triumphant progress; the sensation she created, the bored +world bowing to her feet because she brought it, along with name and +wealth, so fresh a spirit, so pure a beauty. There was a certain +autocratic old Aunt of her mother's, a sort of awful high priestess in +the inmost shrine of the sacred elect; <a name="Page_175"></a>this Begum, delighted with her +young kinswoman, ordered the rest of her world to be likewise +delighted, and the world agreeing with her verdict, Mary Virginia +fared very well. She was fêted, photographed, and paragraphed. Her +portrait, painted by a rather obscure young man, made the painter +famous. In the hands of the Begum the pretty girl blossomed into a +great beauty. The photograph that presently came to us quite took our +breath away, she was so regal.</p> + +<p>"She will never, never again be at home in little Appleboro," said my +mother, regretfully. "That dear, simple, passionate, eager child we +used to know has gone forever—life has taken her. This beautiful +creature's place is not here—<i>she</i> belongs to a world where the women +wear titles and tiaras, and the men wear kings' orders. No, we could +never hope to hold her any more."</p> + +<p>"But we could love her, could we not? Perhaps even more than those +fine ladies with tiaras and titles and those fine gentlemen with +orders, whom your fancy conjures up for her," said I crisply, for her +words stung. They found an echo in my own heart.</p> + +<p>"Love her? Oh, but of course! But—love counts for very, very little +in the world which claims Mary Virginia now, Armand. Ambition stifles +him." I was silent. I knew.</p> + +<p>As for John Flint, he looked at that photograph and turned red.</p> + +<p>"Good Lord! To think I had nerve to send <i>her</i> a few butterflies last +year ... told <i>her</i> to play like they meant more! I somehow couldn't +get the notion in my head that she'd grown up. ... I never could think +of her except as a sort of kid-angel, because I <a name="Page_176"></a>couldn't seem to bear +the idea of her ever being anything else but what she was. Well ... +she's not, any more. And I've had the nerve to give a few insects to +the Queen of Sheba!"</p> + +<p>"Bosh!" said Laurence, sturdily. "She ought to be glad and proud to +get that tray, and I'll bet you Mary Virginia's delighted with it. +She's her father's daughter as well as her mother's, please. As for +Appleboro not being good enough for her, that's piffle, too, p'tite +Madame, and I'm surprised at you! Her own town is good enough for any +girl. If it isn't, let her just pitch in and help make it good enough, +if she's worth her salt. Not that Mary Virginia isn't scrumptious, +though. Lordy, who'd think this was the same kid that used to bump my +head?"</p> + +<p>"She turns heads now, instead of bumping them," said my mother.</p> + +<p>"Oh, she's not the only head-turner Appleboro can boast of!" said the +young man grandly. "We've always been long on good-lookers in +Carolina, whatever else we may lack. They're like berries in their +season."</p> + +<p>"But the berry season is short and soon over, my son: and there are +seasons when there are no berries at all—except preserved ones," +suggested my mother, with that swift, curious cattiness which so often +astounds me in even the dearest of women.</p> + +<p>"Dare you to tell that to the Civic League!" chortled Laurence. "I'll +grant you that Mary Virginia's the biggest berry in the patch, at the +height of a full season. But look at her getup! Don't doodads and +fallals, and hen-feathers in the hair, and things twisted and tied, +and a slithering train, and a clothesline length of pearls <a name="Page_177"></a>and such, +count for something? How about Claire Dexter, for instance? She mayn't +have a Figure like her Aunt Sally Ruth, but suppose you dolled Claire +up like this? A flirt she was born and a flirt she will die, but isn't +she a perfect peach? That reminds me—that ungrateful minx gave two +dances rightfully mine to Mr. Howard Hunter last night. I didn't raise +any ructions, because, to tell you the truth, I didn't much blame her. +That fellow really knows how to dance, and the way he can convey to a +girl the impression that he's only alive on her account makes me gnash +my teeth with green-and-blue envy. No wonder they all dote on him! No +home complete without this handsome ornament!" he added.</p> + +<p>My mother's lips came firmly together.</p> + +<p>"It is a great mistake to figure Mephistopheles as a rather blasé +brunette," she remarked crisply. "I am absolutely certain that if you +could catch the devil without his mask you'd find him a perfect +blonde."</p> + +<p>"Nietzsche's blonde beast, then?" suggested Laurence, amused at her +manner.</p> + +<p>"That same blonde beast is perhaps the most magnificent of animals," I +put in. For alone of my household I admired immensely Mr. Inglesby's +secretary. He was the only man I have ever known to whom the term +'beautiful' might be justly applied, and at the word's proper worth. +Such a man as this, a two-handed sword gripped in his steel fists, a +wolfskin across his broad shoulders and eagle-wings at either side the +helmet that crowns his yellow hair, looks at one out of many a red, +red page of the past with just such blue, dangerous, and cloudless +eyes. Rolling and <a name="Page_178"></a>reeking decks have known him, and falling walls, +and shrieks, and flames mounting skyward, and viking sagas, and +drinking-songs roared from brass throats, and terrible hymns to Odin +Allfather in the midwatches of Northern nights.</p> + +<p>He had called upon me shortly after his arrival, his ostensible reason +being my work among his mill-people. I think he liked me, later. At +any rate, I had seen much of him, and I was indebted to him for more +than one shrewd and practical suggestion. If at times I was chilled by +what seemed to me a ruthless and cold-blooded manner of viewing the +whole great social question I was nevertheless forced to admire the +almost mathematical perfection to which he had reduced his system.</p> + +<p>"But you wish to deal with human beings as with figures in a sum," I +objected once.</p> + +<p>"Figures," he smiled equably, "are only stubborn—on paper. When +they're alive they're fluid and any clever social chemist can reduce +them to first principles. It's really very simple, as all great things +are: <i>When in doubt, reach the stomach!</i> There you are! That's the +universal eye-opener."</p> + +<p>"My dear friend," he added, laughing, "don't look so horrified. <i>I</i> +didn't make things as they are. Personally, I might even prefer to +say, like Mr. Fox in the old story, <i>'It was not so. It is not so. And +God forbid it should be so!'</i> But I can't, truthfully, and +therefore—I don't. I accept what I can't help. Self-preservation, we +all admit, is the first law of nature. Now I consider myself, and the +class I represent, as beings much more valuable to the world than, +let's say, your factory-hands, your mill-workers, your hewers of wood +<a name="Page_179"></a>and drawers of water. Thus, should the occasion arise, I should most +unhesitatingly use whatever weapons law, religion, civilization +itself, put into my hands, without compunction and possibly what some +cavilers might call without mercy; having at stake a very vital +issue—the preservation of my kind, the protection of my class against +Demos."</p> + +<p>He spoke without heat, calmly, looking at me smilingly with his fine +intelligent eyes: there was even much of truth in his frank statement +of his case. Always has Dives spoken thus, law-protected, dining +within; while without the doors of the sick civilization he has +brought about, Lazarus lies, licked by the dogs of chance. No, this +man was advocating no new theory; once, perhaps, I might have argued +even thus myself, and done so with a clean conscience. This man was +merely an opportunist. I knew he would never "reach their stomachs" +unless he thought he had to. Indeed, since his coming, things had +changed greatly at the mills, and for the better.</p> + +<p>"The day of the great god Gouge," he had said to Inglesby, "is +passing. It's bad business to overwork and underpay your hands into a +state of chronic insurrection. That means losing time and scamping +work. The square deal is not socialism nor charity nor a matter of any +one man's private pleasure or conscience—it's cold hard common sense +and sound scientific business. You get better results, and that's what +you're after."</p> + +<p>Perhaps it was because Appleboro offered, at that time, very little to +amuse and interest that keen mind of his, that the Butterfly Man +amused and interested Hunter so much. Or perhaps, proud as he was, +even he could <a name="Page_180"></a>not wholly escape that curious likableness which drew +men to John Flint.</p> + +<p>He was delighted with our collection. He could appreciate its scope +and value, something to which all Appleboro else paid but passing +heed. John Flint declared that most folks came to see our butterflies +just as they would have run to see the dog-faced boy or the bearded +lady—merely for something to see. But this man's appreciation and +praise were both sincere and encouraging. And as he never allowed +anything or anybody unusual or interesting to pass him by without at +least sampling its savor, he formed the habit of strolling over to the +Parish House to talk with the limping man who had come there a dying +tramp, was now a scientist, with the manner and appearance of a +gentleman, and who spoke at will the language of two worlds. That this +once black sheep had strayed of his own will and pleasure from some +notable fold Hunter didn't for a moment doubt. Like all Appleboro, he +wouldn't have been at all surprised to see this prodigal son welcomed +into the bosom of some Fifth Avenue father, and have the fatted calf +dressed for him by a chef whose salary might have hired three college +professors. Hunter had known one or two such black sheep in his time; +he fancied himself none too shrewd in thus penetrating Flint's rather +obvious secret.</p> + +<p>My mother watched the secretary's comings and goings at the Parish +House speculatively. Not even the fact that he quoted her adored La +Rochefoucauld, in flawless French, softened <i>her</i> estimate.</p> + +<p>"If he even had the semblance of a heart!" said she, regretfully. "But +he is all head, that one."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_181"></a>Now, I am a simple man, and this cultivated and handsome man of the +world delighted me. To me immured in a mill town he brought the modern +world's best. He was a window, for me, which let in light.</p> + +<p>"That great blonde!" said Madame, wonderingly. "He is so designedly +fascinating I wonder you fail to see the wheels go 'round. However, +let me admit that I thank God devoutly I am no longer young and +susceptible. Consider the terrible power such a man might exert over +an ardent and unsophisticated heart!"</p> + +<p>It was Hunter who had brought me a slim book, making known to me a +poet I had otherwise missed.</p> + +<p>"You are sure to like Bridges," he told me, "for the sake of one +verse. Have you ever thought <i>why</i> I like you, Father De Rancé? +Because you amuse me. I see in you one of life's subtlest ironies: A +Greek beauty-worshiper posing as a Catholic priest—in Appleboro!" He +laughed. And then, with real feeling, he read in his resonant voice:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"I love all beautiful things:<br /></span> +<span> I seek and adore them.<br /></span> +<span> God has no better praise,<br /></span> +<span> And man in his hasty days,<br /></span> +<span> Is honored for them."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>When at times the secretary brought his guests to see what he +pleasingly enough termed Appleboro's one claim to distinction, the +Butterfly Man did the honors to the manner born. Drawer after drawer +and box after box would he open, patiently answering and explaining. +And indeed, I think the contents were worth coming far to see. Some of +them had come to us from the ends of the earth; from China and Japan +and India <a name="Page_182"></a>and Africa and Australia, from the Antilles and Mexico and +South America and the isles of the Pacific; from many and many a +lonely missionary station had they been sent us. Even as our +collection grew, the library covering it grew with it. But this was +merely the most showy and pleasing part of the work. That which had +the greatest scientific worth and interest, that upon which John +Flint's value and reputation were steadily mounting, was in less +lovely and more destructive forms of insect life. Beside this last, a +labor calling for the most unremitting, painstaking, persevering +research, observation, and intelligence, the painted beauties of his +butterflies were but as precious play. For in this last he was +wringing from Nature's reluctant fingers some of her dearest and most +deeply hidden secrets. He was like Jacob, wrestling all night long +with an unknown angel, saying sturdily:</p> + +<p>"I will not let thee go except thou tell me thy name!" Like Jacob, he +paid the price of going halt for his knowledge.</p> + +<p>I like to think that Hunter understood the enormous value of the +naturalist's work. But I fancy the silent and absorbed student himself +was to his mind the most interesting specimen, the most valuable +study. It amused him to try to draw his reticent host into familiar +and intimate conversation. Flint was even as his name.</p> + +<p>Oddly enough, Hunter shared the Butterfly Man's liking for that +unspeakable Book of Obituaries, and I have seen him take a batch of +them from his pocket as a free-will offering. I have seen him, who had +all French, Russian and English literature at his fingers' ends, sit +chuckling and absorbed for an hour over that fearful <a name="Page_183"></a>collection of +lugubrious verse and worse grammar; pausing every now and then to cast +a speculative and curious glance at his impassive host, who, paying +absolutely no attention to him, bent his whole mind, instead, upon +some tiny form in a balsam slide mount under his microscope.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you admire Mr. Hunter?" I was curious to know.</p> + +<p>"But I do admire him." Flint was sincere.</p> + +<p>"Then if you admire him, why don't you like him?"</p> + +<p>He reflected.</p> + +<p>"I don't like the expression of his teeth," he admitted. "They're too +pointed. He looks like he'd bite. I don't think he'd care much who he +bit, either; it would all depend on who got in his way."</p> + +<p>Seeing me look at him wonderingly, he paused in his work, stretched +his legs under the table, and grinned up at me.</p> + +<p>"I'm not saying he oughtn't to put his best foot foremost," he agreed. +"We'd all do that, if we only knew how. And I'm not saying he ought to +tell on himself, or that anybody's got any business getting under his +guard. I don't hanker to know anybody's faults, or to find out what +they've got up their sleeves besides their elbows, unless I have to. +Why, I'd as soon ask a fellow to take off his patent leathers to prove +he hadn't got bunions, or to unbutton his collar, so I'd be sure it +wasn't fastened onto a wart on the back of his neck. Personally I +don't want to air anybody's bumps and bunions. It's none of my +business. I believe in collars and shoes, myself. <i>But</i> if I see +signs, I can believe all by my lonesome they've got 'em, can't I?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_184"></a>Exactly. Your deductions, my dear Sherlock, are really marvelous. A +gentleman wears good shoes and clean collars—wherefore, you don't +like the expression of his teeth!" said I, ironically.</p> + +<p>"Slap me on the wrist some more, if it makes you feel good," he +offered brazenly. "For he may—and I sure don't." His grin faded, the +old pucker came to his forehead.</p> + +<p>"Parson, maybe the truth is I'm not crazy over him because people like +him get people like me to seeing too plainly that things aren't fairly +dealt out. Why, think a minute. That man's got about all a man can +have, hasn't he? In himself, I mean. And if there's anything more he +fancies, he can reach out and get it, can't he? Well, then, some folks +might get to thinking that folks like him—get more than they deserve. +And some ... don't get any more than they deserve," he finished, with +grim ambiguity.</p> + +<p>"Do you like him yourself?" he demanded, as I made no reply.</p> + +<p>"I admire him immensely."</p> + +<p>"Does Madame like him?" he came back.</p> + +<p>"Madame is a woman," I said, cautiously. "Also, you are to remember +that if Madame doesn't, she is only one against many. All the rest of +them seem to adore him."</p> + +<p>"Oh, the rest of them!" grunted John Flint, and scowled. "Huh! If it +wasn't for Madame and a few more like her, I'd say women and hens are +the two plum-foolest things God has found time to make yet. If you +don't believe it, watch them stand around and cackle over the first +big dunghill rooster that walks on his <a name="Page_185"></a>wings before them! There are +times when I could wring their necks. Dern a fool, anyhow!" He +wriggled in his chair with impatience.</p> + +<p>"Liver," said I, outraged. "You'd better see Dr. Westmoreland about +it. When a man talks like you're talking now, it's just one of two +things—a liver out of whack, or plain ugly jealousy."</p> + +<p>"I do sound like I've got a grouch, don't I?" he admitted, without +shame. "Well ... maybe it's jealousy, and maybe it's not. The truth +is, he rubs me rather raw at times, I don't know just how or why. +Maybe it's because he's so sure of himself. He can afford to be sure. +There isn't any reason why he shouldn't be. And it hurts my feelings." +He looked up at me, shrewdly. "He looks all right, and he sounds all +right, and maybe he might be all right—but, parson, I've got the +notion that somehow he's not!"</p> + +<p>"Good heavens! Why, look at what the man has done for the mill folks! +Whatever his motives are, the result is right there, isn't it? His +works praise him in the gates!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, sure! But he hasn't played his full hand out yet, friend. You +just give him time. His sort don't play to lose; they can't afford to +lose; losing is the other fellow's job. Parson, see here: there are +two sides to all things; one of 'em's right and the other's wrong, and +a man's got to choose between 'em. He can't help it. He's got to be on +one side or the other, if he's a <i>man</i>. A neutral is a squashy It that +both sides do right to kick out of the way. Now you can't do the right +side any good if you're standing flatfooted on the wrong side, can +you? No; you take sides according to what's <a name="Page_186"></a>in you. You know good and +well one side is full of near-poors, and half-ways, and +real-poors—the downandouters, the guys that never had a show, +ditchers and sewercleaners and sweatshoppers and mill hands and +shuckers, and overdriven mutts and starved women and kids. It's sure +one hell of a road, but there's got to be a light somewhere about it +or the best of the whole world wouldn't take to it for choice, would +they? Yet they do! Like Jesus Christ, say. They turn down the other +side cold, though it's nicer traveling. Why, you can hog that other +road in an auto, you can run down the beggars and the kids, you can +even shoot up the cops that want to make you keep the speed laws. You +haven't <i>got</i> any speed laws there. It's your road. You own it, see? +It's what it is because you've made it so, just to please yourself, +and to hell with the hicks that have to leg it! But—you lose out on +that side even when you think you've won. You get exactly what you go +after, but you don't get any more, and so you lose out. Why? Because +you're an egg-sucker and a nest-robber and a shrike, and a +four-flusher and a piker, that's why!</p> + +<p>"The first road don't give you anything you can put your hands on; +except that you think and hope maybe there's that light at the end of +it. But, parson, I guess if <i>you're</i> man enough to foot it without a +pay-envelope coming in on Saturdays, why, it's plenty good enough for +<i>me</i>—and Kerry. But while I'm legging it I'll keep a weather eye +peeled for crooks. That big blonde he-god is one of 'em. You soak that +in your thinking-tank: he's one of 'em!"</p> + +<p>"But look at what he's doing!" said I, aghast. "<a name="Page_187"></a>What he's doing is +<i>good</i>. Even Laurence couldn't ask for more than good results, could +he?"</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man smiled.</p> + +<p>"Don't get stung, parson. Why, you take me, myself. Suppose, parson, +you'd been on the other side, like Hunter is, when I came along? Suppose +you'd never stopped a minute, since you were born, to think of anything +or anybody but yourself and your own interests—where would I be to-day, +parson? Suppose you had the utility-and-nothing-but-business bug biting +you, like that skate's got? Why, what do you suppose you'd have done +with little old Slippy? I was considerable good business to look at +then, wasn't I? No. You've got to have something in you that will let +you take gambler's chances; you've got to be willing to bet the limit +and risk your whole kitty on the one little chance that a roan will come +out right, if you give him a fair show, just because he <i>is</i> a man; or +you can't ever hope to help just when that help's needed. Right there is +the difference between the Laurence-and-you sort and the Hunter-men," +said John Flint, obstinately.</p> + +<p>As for Laurence, he and Hunter met continually, both being in constant +social demand. If Laurence did not naturally gravitate toward that +bright particular set of rather rapid young people which presently +formed itself about the brilliant figure of Hunter, the two did not +dislike each other, though Hunter, from an older man's sureness of +himself, was the more cordial of the two. I fancy each watched the +other more guardedly than either would like to admit. They represented +opposite interests; one might at any moment become inimical to the +other. Of this, however, no faintest trace was allowed <a name="Page_188"></a>to appear upon +the calm unruffled surface of things.</p> + +<p>If Inglesby had chosen this man by design, it had been a wise choice. +For he was undoubtedly very popular, and quite deservedly so. He had +unassailable connections, as we all knew. He brought a broader +culture, which was not without its effect. And in spite of the fact +that he represented Inglesby, there was not a door in Appleboro that +was not open to him. Inglesby himself seemed a less sinister figure in +the light of this younger and dazzling personality. Thus the secretary +gradually removed the thorns and briars of doubts and prejudices, +sowing in their stead the seeds of Inglesby's ambition and +rehabilitation, in the open light of day. He knew his work was well +done; he was sure of ultimate success; he had always been successful, +and there had been, heretofore, no one strong enough to actively +oppose him. He could therefore afford to make haste slowly. Even had +he been aware of the Butterfly Man's acrid estimate of him, it must +have amused him. When all was said and done, what did a Butterfly +Man—even such a one as ours—amount to, in the world of Big Business +<i>He</i> hadn't stocks nor bonds nor power nor pull. He hadn't anything +but a personality that arrested you, a setter dog, a slowly-growing +name, a room full of insects in an old priest's garden. Of course +Hunter would have smiled! And there wasn't a soul to tell him anything +of Slippy McGee!</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_189"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XI"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XI<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>A LITTLE GIRL GROWN UP</h3> +<br /> + +<p>Summer stole out a-tiptoe, and October had come among the live-oaks +and the pines, and touched the wide marshes and made them brown, and +laid her hand upon the barrens and the cypress swamps and set them +aflame with scarlet and gold. October is not sere and sorrowful with +us, but a ruddy and deep-bosomed lass, a royal and free-hearted +spender and giver of gifts. Asters of imperial purple, golden rod fit +for kings' scepters, march along with her in ever thinning ranks; the +great bindweed covers fences and clambers up dying cornstalks; and in +many a covert and beside the open ditches the Gerardia swings her pink +and airy bells. All down the brown roads white lady's-lace and yarrow +and the stiff purple iron-weed have leaped into bloom; under its faded +green coat the sugar-cane shows purple; and sumac and sassafras and +gums are afire. The year's last burgeoning of butterflies riots, a +tangle of rainbow coloring, dancing in the mellow sunshine. And day by +day a fine still deepening haze descends veil-like over the landscape +and wraps it in a vague melancholy which most sweetly invades the +spirit. It is as if one waits for a poignant thing which must happen.</p> + +<p>Upon such a perfect afternoon, I, reading my worn old breviary under +our great magnolia, heard of a <a name="Page_190"></a>sudden a voice of pure gold call me, +very softly, by my name; and looking up met eyes of almost +unbelievable blue, and the smile of a mouth splendidly young and red.</p> + +<p>I suppose the tall girl standing before me was fashionably and +expensively clad; heaven knows <i>I</i> don't know what she wore, but I do +know that whatever it was it became her wonderfully; and although it +seemed to me very simple, and just what such a girl ought to wear, my +mother says you could tell half a mile away that those clothes smacked +of super-tailoring at its costliest. Hat and gloves she held in her +slim white ringless hand. One thus saw her waving hair, framing her +warm pale face in living ebony.</p> + +<p>"Padre!" said she. "Oh, dear, dear, Padre!" and down she dropped +lightly beside me, and cradled her knees in her arms, and looked up, +with an arch and tender friendliness. That childish action, that +upward glance, brought back the darling child I had so greatly loved. +This was no Queen-of-Sheba, as John Flint had thought. This was not +the regal young beauty whose photograph graced front pages. This was +my own girl come back. And I knew I hadn't lost Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p>"I remembered this place, and I knew—I just knew in my heart—you'd +be sitting here, with your breviary in your hand. I knew just how +you'd be looking up, every now and then, smiling at things because +they're lovely and you love them. So I stole around by the back +gate—and there you were!" said she, her eyes searching me. "Padre, +Padre, how more than good to see you again! And I'm sure that's the +same cassock I left you wearing. You could wear it a couple of +lifetimes without getting a single spot on it—you were always such a +<a name="Page_191"></a>delightful old maid, Padre! Where and how is Madame? Who's in the +Guest Rooms? How is John Flint since he's come to be a Notable? Has +Miss Sally Ruth still got a Figure? How are the judge's cats, and the +major's goatee? How is everything and everybody?"</p> + +<p>"Did you know you'd have to make room for me, Padre? Well, you will. I +picked up and fairly ran away from everything and everybody, because +the longing for home grew upon me intolerably. When I was in Europe, +and I used to think that three thousand miles of water lay between me +and Appleboro, I used to cry at nights. I hope John Flint's +butterflies told him what I told them to tell him for me, when they +came by! How beautiful the old place looks! Padre, you're <i>thin</i>. Why +will you work so hard? Why doesn't somebody stop you? And—you're +gray, but how perfectly beautiful gray hair is, and how thick and wavy +yours is, too! Gray hair was invented and intended for folks with +French blood and names. Nobody else can wear it half so gracefully. +Now tell me first of all you're glad as glad can be to see me, Padre. +Say you haven't forgotten me—and then you can tell me everything +else!"</p> + +<p>She paused, fanned herself with her hat, and laughed, looking up at me +with her blue, blue eyes that were so heavily fringed with black.</p> + +<p>I was so startled by her sudden appearance—as if she had walked out +of my prayers, like an angel; and, above all, by that resemblance to +the one long since dust and unremembered of all men's hearts save +mine, that I could hardly bear to look upon her. That other one seemed +to have stepped delicately out of her untimely grave; to sit once more +beside me, and thus to look at <a name="Page_192"></a>me once more with unforgotten eyes. +Thou knowest, my God, before whom all hearts are bare, that I could +not have loved thee so singly nor served thee without fainting, all +these years, if for one faithless moment I could have forgotten her!</p> + +<p>My mother came out of the house with a garden hat tied over her white +hair, and big garden gloves on her hands. At sight of the girl she +uttered a joyful shriek, flung scissors and trowel and basket aside, +and rushed forward. With catlike quickness the girl leaped to her feet +and the two met and fell into each other's arms. I wished when I saw +the little woman's arms close so about the girl, and the look that +flashed into her face, that heaven had granted her a daughter.</p> + +<p>"Mother complained that I should at least have the decency to wire you +I was coming—she said I was behaving like a child. But I wanted to +walk in unannounced. I was so sure, you see, that there'd be welcome +and room for me at the Parish House."</p> + +<p>"The little room you used to like so much is waiting for you," said my +mother, happily.</p> + +<p>"Next to yours, all in blue and white, with the Madonna of the Chair +over the mantelpiece and the two china shepherdesses under her?"</p> + +<p>"Then you shall see the new baby in the bigger Guest Room, and the +crippled Polish child in the small one," said my mother. "The baby's +name is Smelka Zurawawski, but she's all the better for it—I never +saw a nicer baby. And the little boy is so patient and so intelligent, +and so pretty! Dr. Westmoreland thinks he can be cured, and we hope to +be able to send him on to Johns Hopkins, after we've got him in good +shape. <a name="Page_193"></a>Where is your luggage? How long may we keep you? But first of +all you shall have tea and some of Clélie's cakes. Clélie has grown +horribly vain of her cakes. She expects to make them in heaven some of +these days, for the most exclusive of the cherubim and seraphim, and +the lordliest of the principalities and powers."</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia smiled at the pleased old servant. "I've half a dozen +gorgeous Madras head-handkerchiefs for you, Clélie, and a perfect duck +of a black frock which you are positively to make up and wear now—you +are <i>not</i> to save it up to be buried in!"</p> + +<p>"No'm, Miss Mary Virginia. I won't get buried in it. I'll maybe get +married in it," said Clélie calmly.</p> + +<p>"Married! Clélie!" said my mother, in consternation. "Do you mean to +tell me you're planning to leave me, at this time of our lives?"</p> + +<p>Clélie was indignant. "You think I have no mo'sense than to leave you +and M'sieu Armand, for some strange nigger? Not me!"</p> + +<p>"Who are you going to marry, Clélie?" Mary Virginia was delighted. +"And hadn't you better let me give you another frock? Black is hardly +appropriate for a bride."</p> + +<p>"I'm not exactly set in my mind who he's going to be yet, Miss Mary +Virginia, but he's got to be somebody or other. There's been lots +after me, since it got out I'm such a grand cook and save my wages. +But I've got a sort of taste for Daddy January. He's old, but he's +lively. He's a real ambitious old man like that. Besides, I'm sure of +his family,—I always did like Judge Mayne and Mister Laurence, and I +do like 'ristocratic connections, Miss Mary Virginia. That big nigger +that <a name="Page_194"></a>drives one of the mill trucks had the impudence to tell me he'd +give me a church wedding and pay for it himself, but I told him I was +raised a Catholic; and what you think he said? He said, 'Oh, well, +you've been christened in the face already. We can dip the rest of you +easy enough, and then you'll be a real Christian, like me!' I'd just +scalded my chickens and was picking them, and I was that mad I upped +and let him have that dish pan full of hot water and wet feathers in +his face. 'There,' says I, 'you're christened in the face now +yourself,' I says. 'You can go and dip the rest of yourself,' says I, +'but see you do it somewhere else besides my kitchen,' I says. I don't +think he's crazy to marry me any more, and Daddy January's sort of +soothing to my feelings, besides being close to hand. Yes'm, I guess +you'd better give me the black dress, Miss Mary Virginia, if you don't +mind: it'd come in awful handy if I had to go in mourning."</p> + +<p>"The black dress it shall be," said Mary Virginia, gaily. She turned +to my mother. "And what do you think, p'tite Madame? I've a rare +butterfly for John Flint, that an English duke gave me for him! The +duke is a collector, too, and he'd gotten some specimens from John +Flint. The minute he learned I was from Appleboro he asked me all +about him. He said nobody else under the sky can 'do' insects so +perfectly, and that nobody except the Lord and old Henri Fabre knew as +much about certain of them as John Flint does. Folks thought the duke +was taken up with <i>me</i>, of course, and I was no end conceited! I +hadn't the ghost of an idea you and John Flint were such astonishingly +learned folks, Padre! But of course if a duke thought so, I <a name="Page_195"></a>knew I'd +better think so, too—and so I did and do! Think of a duke knowing +about folks in little Appleboro! And he was such a nice old man, too. +Not a bit dukey, after you knew him!"</p> + +<p>"We come in touch with collectors everywhere," I explained.</p> + +<p>"And so John Flint has written some sort of a book, describing the +whole life history of something or other, and <i>you've</i> done all the +drawings! Isn't it lovely? Why, it sounds like something out of a +pleasant book. Mayn't I see collector and collection in the morning? +And oh, where's Kerry?"</p> + +<p>"Kerry," said my mother gravely, "is a most important personage. He's +John Flint's bodyguard. He doesn't actually sleep in his master's bed, +because he has one of his own right next it. Clélie was horrified at +first. She said they'd be eating together next, but the Butterfly Man +reminded her that Kerry likes dog-biscuit and he doesn't. I figure +that in the order of his affections the Butterfly Man ranks Kerry +first, Armand and myself next, and Laurence a close third."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Laurence," said Mary Virginia. "I'll be so glad to see Laurence +again, if only to quarrel with him. Is he just as logical as ever? Has +he given the sun a black eye with his sling-shot? My father's always +praising Laurence in his letters."</p> + +<p>Now my mother adores Laurence. She patterns upon this model every +young man she meets, and if they are not Laurence-sized she does not +include them in her good graces. But she seldom lifts her voice in +praise of her favorite. She is far, far too wise.</p> + +<p>"Laurence generally looks in upon us during the <a name="Page_196"></a>evening, if he is not +too busy," she said, non-committally. "You see, people are beginning +to find out what a really fine lawyer Laurence is, so cases are coming +to him steadily."</p> + +<p>The trunks had arrived, and Mary Virginia changed into white, in which +she glowed and sparkled like a fire opal. We three dined together, and +as she became more and more animated, a pink flush stole into her +rather pale cheeks and her eyes deepened and darkened. She was vividly +alive. One could see why Mary Virginia was classed as a great beauty, +although, strictly speaking, she was no such thing. But she had that +compelling charm which one simply cannot express in words. It was +there, and you felt it. She did not take your heart by storm, +willynilly. You watched her, and presently you gave her your heart +willingly, delighted that a creature so lovely and so unaffected and +worth loving had crossed your path.</p> + +<p>She chatted with my mother about that world which the older woman had +once graced, and my mother listened without a shade to darken her +smooth forehead. But I do not think I ever so keenly appreciated the +many sacrifices she had made for me, until that night.</p> + +<p>The autumn evening had grown chilly, and we had a fire in the +clean-swept fireplace. The old brass dogs sparkled in the blaze, and +the shadows flickered and danced on the walls, and across the faces of +De Rancé portraits; the pleasant room was full of a ruddy, friendly +glow. My mother sat in her low rocker, making something or other out +of pink and white wools for the baby upstairs. Mary Virginia, at the +old square piano, sang <a name="Page_197"></a>for us. She had a charming voice, carefully +cultivated and sweet, and she played with great feeling.</p> + +<p>Kerry barked at the gate, as he always does when home is reached. My +mother, dropping her work, ran to the window which gives upon the +garden, and called. A moment later the Butterfly Man, with Laurence +just back of him, and Kerry squeezing in between them, stood in the +door. Mary Virginia, lips parted, eyes alight, hands outstretched, +arose. The light of the whole room seemed not so much to gather upon +her, as to radiate from her.</p> + +<p>The dog reached her first. Outdoor exercise, careful diet, perfect +grooming, had kept Kerry in fine shape. His age told only in an added +dignity, a slower movement.</p> + +<p>The girl went down on her knees, and hugged him. Pitache, aroused by +Kerry's unwonted demonstrations, circled about them, rushing in every +now and then to bestow an indiscriminate lick.</p> + +<p>"Why, it's Mary Virginia!" exclaimed Laurence, and helped her to her +feet. The two regarded each other, mutually appraising. He towered +above her, head and shoulders, and I thought with great satisfaction +that, go where she would, she could nowhere find a likelier man than +this same Laurence of ours. Like David in his youth, he was ruddy and +of a beautiful countenance.</p> + +<p>"Why, Laurence! What a Jack-the-Giant-killer! Mercy, how big the boy's +grown!"</p> + +<p>"Why, Mary Virginia! What a heart-smasher! Mercy, how pretty the +girl's grown!" he came back, holding her hand and looking down at her +with equally frank delight. "When I remember the pigtailed, leggy, +<a name="Page_198"></a>tonguey minx that used to fetch me clumps over the head—and then +regard this beatific vision—I'm afraid I'll wake up and you'll be +gone!"</p> + +<p>"If you'll kindly give me back my hand, I might be induced to fetch +you another clump or two, just to prove my reality," she suggested, +with a delightful hint of the old truculence.</p> + +<p>"'T is she! This is indeed none other than our long-lost child!" +burbled Laurence. "Lordy, I wish I could tell her how more than good +it is to see her again—and to see her as she is!"</p> + +<p>Now all this time John Flint had stood in the doorway; and when my +mother beckoned him forward, he came, I fancied, a bit unwillingly. +His limp was for once painfully apparent, and whether from the +day-long tramp, or from some slight indisposition, he was very pale; +it showed under his deep tan.</p> + +<p>But I was proud of him. His manner had a pleasant shyness, which was a +tribute to the young girl's beauty. It had as well a simple dignity. +And one was impressed by the fine and powerful physique of him, so +lean and springy, so boyishly slim about the hips and waist, so deeply +stamped with clean living of days in the open, of nights under the +stars. The features had thinned and sharpened, and his red beard +became him; the hair thinning on the temples increased the breadth of +the forehead, and behind his glasses the piercing blue eyes—something +like an eagle's eyes—were clear, direct, and kind. He wore his +clothes well, with a sort of careless carefulness, more like an +Englishman than an American, who is always welldressed, but rather +gives the impression of being conscious of it.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_199"></a>Mary Virginia's lips parted, her eyes widened, for a fraction of a +second. But if, remembering him as she had first seen and known him, +she was astonished to find him as he was now, she gave no further +outward sign. Instead, she gave him her hand as to an equal, and in a +few gracious words let him know that she knew and was proud of what he +had done and what he was yet to do. She repeated, too, with a pretty +air of personal triumph, the old nobleman's praise. Indeed, it had +been he who had told her of the book, which he had lately purchased +and studied, she said. And oh, hadn't she just <i>swelled</i> with pride! +She had been that conceited!</p> + +<p>"You don't know how much obliged to you I should be, for if he hadn't +accidentally learned I was from Appleboro, the town in which dwelt his +most greatly prized correspondent—that's what he said, Mr. +Flint!—why, I'm sure he wouldn't have noticed me any more than he +noticed any other girl—which is, not at all; he being a toplofty and +serious Personage addicted to people who do things and write things, +particularly things about things that crawl and fly. And if he hadn't +noticed me so pointedly—he actually came to see us!—why, I shouldn't +have had such a perfectly gorgeous time. It was a great feather in my +cap," she crowed. "Everybody envied me desperately!" She managed to +make us understand that this was really a compliment to the Butterfly +Man, not to herself.</p> + +<p>"If the little book served you for one minute it was well worth the +four years it took me to gather the materials together and write it," +said he, pleasantly. And even the courtly Hunter couldn't have said it +with a manlier grace.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_200"></a>Mary Virginia," said Laurence slyly, "when you've had your fill of +bugs, make him show you the Book of Obituaries. He thereby stands +revealed in his true colors. Why, he made me buy the old <i>Clarion</i> and +hire Jim Dabney to run it, so his supply of mortuary gems shouldn't be +cut off untimely. To-day he culled this one:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Phileola dear, we cry because thou hast gone and left us,<br /></span> +<span>But well we know it is a merciful heaven which has bereft us.<br /></span> +<span>We tried five doctors and everything else we knew of you to save,<br /></span> +<span>But alas, nothing did you any good, and to-day you are in your grave!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p class="noin">He's got it in his pocket now. Dabney calls him Mister Bones," grinned +Laurence.</p> + +<p>My mother looked profoundly uncomfortable. The Butterfly Man reddened +guiltily under her reproachful glance, but Mary Virginia giggled +irrepressibly.</p> + +<p>"I choose the Book of Obituaries first!" said she promptly, with +dancing eyes. Flint drew a breath of relief.</p> + +<p>He sat by silently enough, while Laurence and Madame and Mary Virginia +talked of everything under heaven. His whole manner was that of an +amused, tolerant, sympathetic listener—a manner which spurs +conversation to its happiest and best. Not for nothing had Major +Cartwright called him the most discriminatin' listener in Carolina.</p> + +<p>"Oh, by the way, Flint! Hunter came by this morning to see Dabney. He +is going to give a series of Plain Talks to Workingmen this winter, +and of course he wants the <i>Clarion</i> to cover them. What do you think, +Padre?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_201"></a>I think they will be eminently sensible talks and well worth +listening to," said I promptly.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man smiled crookedly, and shot me a freighted glance.</p> + +<p>"Of course," said Laurence, easily. "Where's your father these days, +Mary Virginia?"</p> + +<p>"He was at the plantation this morning, but he'll be here to-morrow, +because I wired him to come. I've just got to have him for awhile, +business or no business."</p> + +<p>"You did me a favor, then. I want to see him, too."</p> + +<p>"Anything very particular?"</p> + +<p>"Politics."</p> + +<p>"How silly! You know very well he never meddles with politics, thank +goodness! He thinks he has something better to do."</p> + +<p>"That's just what I want to see him about," said Laurence.</p> + +<p>"You mentioned a—a Mr. Hunter." Mary Virginia spoke after a short +pause. "This is the first time I've heard of any Mr. Hunter in +Appleboro. Who is Mr. Hunter?"</p> + +<p>"Inglesby's right-bower, and the king-card of the pack," said Laurence +promptly.</p> + +<p>"One of them which set up golden images in high places and make all +Israel for to sin," said my mother. "<i>That's</i> what Howard Hunter is!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, ... Howard Hunter!" said she. "What sort of a person may he be? +And what is he doing here in Appleboro?"</p> + +<p>We told her according to our lights. Only the Butterfly Man sat silent +and imperturbable.</p> + +<p>"And you'll meet him everywhere," finished my <a name="Page_202"></a>mother. "He's +everything a man should be to the naked eye, and I sincerely hope," +she added piously, "that you won't like him at all."</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia leaned back in her chair, and glanced thoughtfully down +at the slim ringless hands clasped in her white lap.</p> + +<p>"No," said she, as if to herself. "There couldn't by any chance be two +such men in this one world. That is he, himself." And she lifted her +head, and glanced at my mother, with a level and proud look. "I think +I have met this Mr. Hunter," said she, smiling curiously. "And if that +is true, your hope is realized, p'tite Madame. I shan't."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_203"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XII"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>JOHN FLINT, GENTLEMAN</h3> +<br /> + +<p>Almost up to Christmas the weather had been so mild and warm that +folks lived out of doors. Girls clothed like the angels in white +raiment fluttered about and blessed the old streets with their fresh +and rosy faces. In the bright sunshine the flowers seemed to have lost +all thought of winter; they forgot to fade; and roses rioted in every +garden as if it were still summer. Nobody but the Butterfly Man +grumbled at this springlike balminess, and he only because he was +impatient to resume experiments carried over from year to year—the +effect of varying degrees of natural cold upon the colors of +butterflies whose chrysalids were exposed to it. He generally used the +chrysalids of the Papilio Turnus, whose females are dimorphic, that +is, having two distinct forms. He did not care to resort to artificial +freezing, preferring to allow Nature herself to work for him. And the +jade repaid him, as usual, by showing him what she could do but +refusing to divulge the moving why she did it. She gave him for his +pains sometimes a light, and sometimes a dark butterfly, with +different degrees of blurred or enlarged and vivid markings, from +chrysalids subjected to exactly the same amount of exposure.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man was burning to complete his notes, <a name="Page_204"></a>already assuming +the proportions of that very exact and valuable book they were +afterward to become. He chafed at the enforced delay, and wished +himself at the North Pole.</p> + +<p>In the meantime, having nothing else on hand just then, it occurred to +him to put some of these notes, covering the most interesting and +curious of the experiments, into papers which the general run of folks +might like to read. Dabney had been after him for some time to do some +such work as this for the <i>Clarion</i>.</p> + +<p>I think Flint himself was genuinely surprised when he read over those +enchanting papers, though he did not then and never has learned to +appreciate their unique charm and value. Instead, however, of sending +them to Dabney, he thought they might possibly interest a somewhat +wider public, and with great diffidence, and some misgivings, he sent +one or two of them to certain of the better known magazines. They did +not come back. He received checks instead, and a request for more.</p> + +<p>Now the book and the several monographs he had already gotten out had +been, although very interesting, strictly scientific; they could +appeal only to students and scholars. But these papers were entirely +different. Scientific enough, very clear and lucid and most quaintly +flavored with what Laurence called Flintishness, they were so well +received, and the response of the reading public to this fresh and new +presentment of an ever-fascinating subject was so immediate and so +hearty, that the Butterfly Man found himself unexpectedly confronting +a demand he was hard put to it to supply.</p> + +<p>He was very much more modest about this <a name="Page_205"></a>achievement than we were. My +mother's pride was delicious to witness. You see, it also invested +<i>me</i> with a very farsighted wisdom! Here was it proven to all that +Father De Rancé had been right in holding fast to the man who had come +to him in such sorry plight.</p> + +<p>I suppose it was this which moved Madame to take the step she had long +been contemplating. Knowing her Butterfly Man, she began with infinite +wile.</p> + +<p>"Armand," said she, one bright morning in early November, "<i>I</i> am +going to entertain, too—everybody else has done so, and now it's my +turn. The weather is so ideal, and my garden so gorgeous with all +those chrysanthemums and salvias and geraniums and roses, that it +would be sinful not to take advantage of such conditions.</p> + +<p>"I have saved enough out of my house-money to meet the expenses—and I +am <i>not</i> going to be charitable and do my Christian duty with that +money! I'm going to entertain. I really owe that much attention to +Mary Virginia." She laid her hand on my arm. "I must see John Flint; +go over to his rooms, and bring him back with you."</p> + +<p>I thought she merely needed his help and counsel, for she is always +consulting him; she considers that whatever barque is steered by John +Flint must needs come home to harbor. He obeyed her summons with +alacrity, for it delights him to assist Madame. He did not know what +fate overshadowed him!</p> + +<p>My mother sat in her low rocker, a lace apron lending piquancy to her +appearance. She looked unusually pretty—there wasn't a girl in +Appleboro who didn't envy Madame De Rancé's complexion.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_206"></a>Well," said the Butterfly Man cheerfully, unconsciously falling under +the spell of this feminine charm, "the Padre tells me there's a party +in the wind. Good! Now what am I to do? How am I to help you out?"</p> + +<p>My mother leaned forward and compelled him to meet direct her eyes +that were friendly and clear and candid as a child's.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint," said she artlessly, ignoring his questions, "Mr. Flint, +you've been with Armand and me quite a long time now, have you not?"</p> + +<p>"A couple of lifetimes," said he, wonderingly.</p> + +<p>"A couple of lifetimes," she mused, still holding his eyes, "is a +fairly long time. Long enough, at least, to know and to be known, +shouldn't you think?"</p> + +<p>He awaited enlightenment. He never asks unnecessary questions.</p> + +<p>"I am going," said my mother, with apparent irrelevance, "to entertain +in honor of Mary Virginia Eustis. I shall probably have all Appleboro +here. I sent for you to explain that you and Armand are to be present, +too."</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man almost fell out of his chair.</p> + +<p>"Me?" he gasped.</p> + +<p>"You," with deadly softness. "You."</p> + +<p>Horror and anguish encompassed him. Perspiration appeared on his +forehead, and he gripped the arms of his chair as one bracing himself +for torture. He looked at the little lady with the terror of one to +whom the dentist has just said: "That jaw tooth must come out at once. +Open your mouth wider, please, so I can get a grip!"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_207"></a>My mother regarded this painful emotion heartlessly enough. She said +coolly:</p> + +<p>"You don't need to look as if I were sentencing you to be hanged +before sundown. I am merely inviting you to be present at a very +pleasant affair." But the Butterfly Man, with his mouth open, wagged +his head feebly.</p> + +<p>"And this," said my mother, turning the screw again, "is but the +beginning. After this, I shall manage it so that all invitations to +the Parish House include Mr. John Flint. There is no reason under +heaven why you should occupy what one might call an ambiguous +position. I am determined, too, that you shall no longer rush away to +the woods like a scared savage, the minute more than one or two ladies +appear. No, nor have Armand hurrying away as quickly as he can, +either, to bury or to marry somebody. All feminine Appleboro shall be +here at once, and you two shall be here at the same time!</p> + +<p>"John Flint, regard me: if the finest butterfly that ever crawled a +caterpillar on this earth has the impertinence to fly by my garden the +afternoon I'm entertaining for Mary Virginia, it can fly, but you +shan't.</p> + +<p>"Armand: nobody respects Holy Orders more than I do: but there isn't +anybody alive going to get born or baptized or married or buried, or +anything else, in this parish, on that one afternoon. If they are +selfish enough to do it anyhow, why, they can do it without your +assistance. You are going to stay home with me: both of you."</p> + +<p>"My <i>dear</i> mother—"</p> + +<p>"Good Lord! Madame—"</p> + +<p>"I am not to be dearmothered nor goodlorded! Heaven knows I ask little +enough of either of you. <i>I</i> <a name="Page_208"></a>am at <i>your</i> beck and call, every day in +the year. It does seem to me that when I wish to be civilized, and +return for once some of the attentions I have received from my +friends, I might at least depend upon you two for one little +afternoon!" Could anything be more artfully unanswerable?</p> + +<p>"Oh, but Madame—" began Flint, horrified by such an insinuation as +his unwillingness to do anything at any time for this adored lady.</p> + +<p>"Particularly," continued my mother, inexorably, "when I have your +best interest at heart, too, John Flint! Monsieur the Butterfly Man, +you will please to remember that you are a member of my household. You +are almost like a son to me. You are the apple of that foolish +Armand's eye—do not look so astounded, it is true! Also, you will +have a great name some of these days. So far, so good. But—you are +making the grievous error of shunning society, particularly the +society of women. This is wrong; it makes for queerness, it evolves +the 'crank,' it spoils many an otherwise very nice man."</p> + +<p>Flint sagged in his chair, and clasped and unclasped his hands, which +trembled visibly. Madame regarded him without pity, with even a touch +of scorn.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is indeed high time to reclaim you!" she decided, with the +fearsome zeal of the female reformer of a man. "You silly man, you! +Have you no proper pride? Have you absolutely no idea of your own +worth? Well, then, if you haven't, <i>I</i> have. You <i>shall</i> take your +place and play your part!"</p> + +<p>"But," said Flint, and a gleam of hope irradiated his stricken face, +"but I don't think I've got the clothes to <a name="Page_209"></a>wear to parties. And I +really can't afford to spend any more money right now, either. I spent +a lot on that old 1797 Abbot & Smith's 'Natural History of the Rarer +Lepidopterous Insects of Georgia.' It cost like the dickens, although +I really got it for about half what it's worth. I had to take it when +I got the chance, and I'd be willing to wear gunny-sacking for a year +to pay for those plates! I need them: I want them. But I don't need a +party. I don't want a party! Madame, don't, don't make me go to any +party!"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" said my mother. "Clothes, indeed! I shouldn't worry about +clothes, if I were you, John Flint. You came into this world knowing +exactly what to wear and how to wear it. Why, you have an air! That is +a very great mercy, let me tell you, and one not always vouchsafed to +the deserving, either."</p> + +<p>"I have a cage full of grubs—most awfully particular grubs, and +they've got to be watched like a sick kid with the—with the whatever +it is sick kids have, anyhow. Why, if I were to leave those grubs one +whole afternoon<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"You just let me see a single solitary grub have the temerity to hatch +himself out that one afternoon, that's all! They have all the rest of +their nasty little lives to hatch out!"</p> + +<p>"Besides, there's a boy lives about five miles from here, and he's +likely to bring me word any minute about something I simply have to +have<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"I want to see that boy!" She pointed her small forefinger at him, +with the effect of a pistol leveled at his head.</p> + +<p>"You are coming to my affair!" said she, sternly. "<a name="Page_210"></a>If you have no +regard whatsoever for Mary Virginia and me, you shall have some for +yourself; if you have none for yourself, then you shall have some for +<i>us!</i>"</p> + +<p>This took the last puff of wind from the Butterfly Man's sails.</p> + +<p>"All right!" he gulped, and committed himself irremediably. "I—I'll +be right here. You say so, and of course I've got to!"</p> + +<p>"Of course you will," said my mother, smiling at him charmingly. "I +knew I had only to present the matter in its proper light, and you'd +see it at once. You are so sensible, John Flint. It's such a comfort, +when the gentlemen of one's household are so amenable to reason, and +so ready to stand by one!"</p> + +<p>Having said her say, and gotten her way—as she was perfectly sure she +would—Madame left the gentlemen of her household to their own +reflections and devices.</p> + +<p>"Parson!" The Butterfly Man seemed to come out of a trance. "Remember +the day you made me let a caterpillar crawl up my hand?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my son."</p> + +<p>"Parson, there's a horrible big teaparty crawling up my pants' leg +this minute!"</p> + +<p>"Just keep still," I couldn't help laughing at him, "and it will come +down after awhile without biting you. Remember, you got used to the +others in no time."</p> + +<p>"Some of 'em stung like the very devil," he reminded me, darkly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but those were the hairy fellows. This is a stingless, hairless, +afternoon party! It won't hurt you at all!"</p> + +<p>"It's walking up my pants' leg, just the same. And <a name="Page_211"></a>I'm scared of it: +I'm horrible scared of it! My God! <i>Me!</i> At a jane-junket! ... all the +thin ones diked out with doodads where the bones come through ... +stoking like sailors on shore leave ... all the fat ones grouchy about +their shapes and thinking it's their souls...." And he broke out, in +a fluttering falsetto:</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Mr. Flint, do please let us see your lovely butterflies! Aren't +they just too perfectly sweet for anything! I wonder why they don't +trim hats with butterflies? Do you know <i>all</i> their names, you awfully +clever man? Do <i>they</i> know their names, too, Mr. Flint? Butterflies +must be so very interesting! And so decorative, particularly on china +and house linen! How you have the heart to kill them, I can't imagine. +Just think of taking the poor mother-butterflies away from the dear +little baby-ones!' ...—and me having to stand there and behave like a +perfect gentleman!" He looked at me, scowling:</p> + +<p>"Now, you look here: I can stand 'em single-file, but if I'm made to +face 'em in squads, why, you blame nobody but yourself if I foam at +the mouth and chase myself in a circle and snap at legs, you hear me?"</p> + +<p>"I hear you," said I, coldly. "You didn't get your orders from <i>me</i>. <i>I</i> +think your proper place is in the woods. You go tell Madame what +you've just told me—or should you like me to warn her that you're +subject to rabies?"</p> + +<p>"For the love of Mike, parson! Have a heart! Haven't I got troubles +enough?" he asked bitterly.</p> + +<p>"You are behaving more like an unspanked brat than a grown man."</p> + +<p>"I wasn't weaned on teaparties," said he, sulkily, "<a name="Page_212"></a>and it oughtn't +to be expected I can swallow 'em at sight without making a face and<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"Whining," I finished for him. And I added, with a reminiscent air: +"Rule 1: Can the Squeal!"</p> + +<p>He glared at me, but as I met the glare unruffled, his lip presently +twisted into a grin of desperate humor. His shoulders squared.</p> + +<p>"All right," said he, resignedly. And after an interval of dejected +silence, he remarked: "I've sort of got a glimmer of how Madame feels +about this. She generally knows what's what, Madame does, and I +haven't seen her make a mistake yet. If she thinks it's my turn to +come on in and take a hand in any game she's playing, why, I guess I'd +better play up to her lead the best I know how ... and trust God to +slip me over an ace or two when I need them. You tell her she can +depend on me not to fall down on her ... and Miss Eustis."</p> + +<p>"No need to tell Madame what she already knows."</p> + +<p>"Huh!" With his chin in his hand and his head bent, he stared out over +the autumn garden with eyes which did not see its flaming flowers. Of +a sudden his shoulders twitched; he laughed aloud.</p> + +<p>"What are you laughing at?" I was startled out of a revery of my own.</p> + +<p>"Everything," said the Butterfly Man, succinctly, and stood up and +shook himself. "And everybody. And me in particular. <i>Me!</i> Oh, good +Lord, think of <i>Me!</i>" He whistled for Kerry, and took himself off. I +watched him walk down the street, and saw Judge Mayne's familiar +greeting; and Major Cartwright stop him, and with his hand on the +Butterfly Man's arm, walk off with <a name="Page_213"></a>him. Major Cartwright had kept +George Inglesby out of two coveted clubs, for all his wealth; he was +stiff as the proverbial poker to Howard Hunter, for all that +gentleman's impeccable connections; he met John Flint, not as through +a glass darkly, but face to face.</p> + +<p>My mother, coming out of the house with her cherished manuscript +cookbook in her hand, looked after them thoughtfully:</p> + +<p>"Yes; it is high time for that man to know his proper place!"</p> + +<p>"And does he not?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I suppose so, Armand. In a man's way, though—not a woman's. It's +the woman's way that really matters, you see. When women acknowledge +that man socially—and I mean it to happen—his light won't be hidden +under a bushel basket. He will climb up into his candlestick and +shine."</p> + +<p>That sense of bewilderment which at times overwhelmed me when the case +of John Flint pressed hard, overtook me now, with its ironic humor. As +he himself had expressed it, I felt myself caught by a Something too +big to withstand. I was afraid to do anything, to say anything, for or +against, this launching of his barque upon the social sea. I felt that +the affair had been once more lifted out of my power; that my serving +now was but to stand and wait.</p> + +<p>And in the meanwhile my mother, with her own hands, washed and darned +the priceless old lace that was her chiefest pride; had something done +to a frock; got out her sacredest treasures of linen and china and +silver; requisitioned the Mayne and the Dexter spoons as well; had the +Parish House scoured until it glittered; did <a name="Page_214"></a>everything to the garden +but wash and iron it; spent momentous and odorous hours with Clélie +over the making of toothsome delights; and on a golden afternoon gave +a tea on the flower-decked verandahs and in the glorious garden, to +which all Appleboro, in its best bib and tucker, came as one. And +there, in the heart and center of it, cool, calm, correct, collected, +hiding whatever mortal qualms he might have felt under a demeanor as +perfect as Hunter's own, apparently at home and at ease, behold the +Butterfly Man!</p> + +<p>Everybody seemed to know him. Everybody had something pleasant to say +to him. Folks simply accepted him at sight as one of themselves. And +the Butterfly Man accepted them quite as simply, with no faintest +trace of embarrassment.</p> + +<p>If Appleboro had cherished the legend that this was a prodigal well on +his way home, that afternoon settled it for them into a positive fact. +His manner was perfect. It was as if one saw the fine and beautiful +grain of a piece of rare wood come out as the varnish that disfigured +it was removed. Here was no veneer to scratch and crack at a touch, +but the solid, rare thing itself. My mother had been right, as always. +John Flint stepped into his proper place. Appleboro was acknowledging +it officially.</p> + +<p>The garden was full of laughter and chatter and perfumes, and women in +pretty clothes, and young girls dainty as flowers, and the smiling +faces of men. But I am no longer of the party age. I stole away to a +favorite haunt of mine at the back of the garden, behind the spireas +and the holly tree, where there is a dilapidated old seat we have been +threatening to remove any time this <a name="Page_215"></a>five years. Here, some time +later, the Butterfly Man himself came stealthily, and seemed +embarrassed to find the place preëmpted.</p> + +<p>"Well," said I, making room for him beside me, "it isn't so bad after +all, is it?"</p> + +<p>"No. I'm glad I was let in for it," he admitted frankly, "though I'd +hate to have to come to parties for a living. Still, this afternoon +has nailed down a thought that's been buzzing around loose in my mind +this long time. It's this: people aren't anything but people, after +all. Men and women and kids, the best and the worst of 'em, they're +nothing but people, the same as everybody else. No, I'll never be +scared to meet anybody, after this. <i>I'm</i> people, too!"</p> + +<p>"The same as everybody else."</p> + +<p>"The same as everybody else," he repeated, soberly. "Not but what +there's lots of difference between folks. And there are things it's +good to know, too ... things that women like Madame ... and Miss Mary +Virginia Eustis ... expect a man to know, if they're not going to be +ashamed of him." He thought about this awhile, then:</p> + +<p>"I tell you what, father," he remarked, tentatively, "it must be a +mighty fine thing to know you've got the right address written on you, +good and plain, and the right number of stamps, and the sender's name +somewhere on a corner, to keep you from going astray or to the Dead +Letter Office; and not to be scrawled in lead-pencil, and misspelt, +and finger-smutched, and with a couple of postage-due stamps stuck on +you crooked, and the Lord only knows who and where from."</p> + +<p>"Why, yes," said I, "that's true, and one does well <a name="Page_216"></a>to consider it. +But the main thing, the really important thing, is the letter +itself—what's written inside, John Flint."</p> + +<p>"But what's written inside wouldn't be any the worse if it was written +clearer and better, and the outside was cleaner and on nice paper? And +in pen-and-ink, not lead-pencil scratches?" he insisted earnestly.</p> + +<p>"Of course not."</p> + +<p>"That's what I've been thinking lately, father. Somehow, I always did +like things to have some class to 'em. I remember how I used to lean +against the restaurant windows when I was a kid, and watch the folks +inside, how they dressed and acted, and the way the nicest of 'em +handled table-tools. They weren't swells, of course, and plenty of 'em +made plenty of mistakes—I've seen stunts done with a common +table-knife that had the best of the sword-swallowing gents skinned a +mile—but I wasn't a fool, and I learned some. Then when I—er—began +to make real money (parson, I made it in wads and gobs and lumps those +days!) why, I got me the real thing in glad rags from the real thing +in tailors, and I used to blow a queen that'd been a swell herself +once, to the joint where the gilt-edged bunch eat and show off their +clothes and the rest of themselves. My jane looked the part to the +life, I had the kale and the clothes and was chesty as a head-waiter, +being considerably stuck on yours truly along about then, so we put it +over. I had the chance to get hep to the last word in clothes and +manners; that's what I'd gone for, though I didn't tell that to the +skirt I was buying the eats for. And it was good business, too, for +more than once when some precinct bonehead that pipe-dreamed <a name="Page_217"></a>he was a +detective was pussy-catting some cold rat-hole, there was me +vanbibbering in the white light at the swellest joints in little old +New York! Funny, wasn't it? And handy! And I was learning, +too—learning things worth good money to know. I saw that the best +sort didn't make any noise about anything. They went about their +business, whatever it was, easy-easy, same as me in my line. But, +parson, though I'd got hep to the outside, and had sense enough to +copy what I'd seen, I wasn't wise to the inside difference—the things +that make the best what it is, I mean—because I'd never been close +enough to find out that there's more to it than looks and duds and +manners. It took the Parish House people to soak that into me. People +aren't anything but people—but the best are—well, different."</p> + +<p>We fell silent; a happy silence, into which, as from another planet, +there drifted light laughter, and sweet gay voices of girls, and the +stir and rustle of many people moving about. On the Mayne fence the +judge's black Panch sat, neck outstretched, emerald eyes aslant, ears +cocked uneasily at these unwonted noises. At a little distance a +bluejay watched him with bright malevolent eyes, every now and then +screaming insults at the whole tribe of cats, and black Panch in +particular. Flint snapped his fingers, and Panch, with a spring, was +off the fence and on his friend's knees. It seemed to me it had only +needed the sleek beastie to make that hour perfect;—for cats in the +highest degree make for a sense of homely, friendly intimacy. Flint, +feeling this, stroked the black head contentedly. Panch purred for the +three of us.</p> + +<p>Into this presently broke Miss Sally Ruth Dexter, and <a name="Page_218"></a>bore down on +John Flint like a frigate with all sails spread. At sight of her Panch +spat and fled, and took the happy spell with him.</p> + +<p>"Here you are, cuddling that old pirate of a black cat!" said she, +briskly. "I told Madame you'd be mooning about somewhere. Here's some +cocoanut cake for you both. Father, Madame's been looking for you. Did +you know," she sank her voice to a piercing whisper, "that George +Inglesby's here? Well, he is! He's talking to Mary Virginia Eustis, +this very minute! They do say he's running after Mary Virginia, and +I'm sure I wouldn't be surprised, for if ever a mortal man had the +effrontery of Satan that man's George Inglesby! I must admit he's +improved since Mr. Hunter took him in hand. He's not nearly so stout +and red-faced, and he hasn't half the jowl, though Lord knows he'll +have to get rid of a few tons more of his blubber" (Miss Sally Ruth +has a free and fetterless tongue) "if he wants to look <i>human</i>. As I +say, what's the use of being a millionaire if you've got a shape like +a rainbarrel? I often tell myself, 'Maybe you haven't been given such +a lot of this world's goods as some, Sally Ruth Dexter, but you can +thank your sweet Redeemer you've at least got a Figure!"</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man cast a speculative eye over her generous +proportions.</p> + +<p>"Yes'm, you certainly have a whole lot to be thankful for," he agreed, +so wholeheartedly that Miss Sally Ruth laughed.</p> + +<p>"Get along with you, you impudent fellow!" said she, in high good +humor. "Go and look at that old scamp of an Inglesby making eyes at a +girl young enough to <a name="Page_219"></a>be his daughter! I heard this morning that Mr. +Hunter has orders to get him, by hook or crook, an invitation to +anything Mary Virginia goes to. I declare, it's scandalous! Come to +think of it, though, I never saw any man yet, no matter how old or +ugly or outrageous he might be, who didn't really believe he stood a +perfectly good chance to win the affections of the handsomest young +woman alive! If you ask <i>me</i>, <i>I</i> think George Inglesby had better +join the church and get himself ready to meet his God, instead of +gallivanting around girls. If he feels he has to gallivant, why don't +he pick out somebody nearer his own age?"</p> + +<p>"Why should you make him choose mutton when he wants lamb?" asked the +Butterfly Man, unexpectedly.</p> + +<p>"Because he's an old bellwether, that's why!" snapped Miss Sally Ruth, +scandalized. "I wonder at Annabelle Eustis allowing him to come near +Mary Virginia, millionaire or no millionaire. I bet you James Eustis +will have something to say, if Mary Virginia herself doesn't!" And she +sailed off again, leaving us, as the saying is, with a bug in the ear.</p> + +<p>"Now what in the name of heaven," I wondered, "can Miss Sally Ruth +mean? Mary Virginia ... Inglesby. ... The thing's sacrilegious."</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man rose abruptly. "Suppose we stroll about a bit?" he +suggested.</p> + +<p>"I thought," said my mother, when we approached her, "that you had +disobeyed orders, and run away!"</p> + +<p>"We were afraid to," said John Flint. "We knew you'd make us go to bed +without supper."</p> + +<p>"Did you know," said my mother, hurriedly, for Clélie was making signs +to her, "that George Inglesby is <a name="Page_220"></a>here? The invitation was merely +perfunctory, just sent along with Mr. Hunter's. I never dreamed the +man would accept it. You can't imagine how astonished I was when he +presented himself!"</p> + +<p>A few moments later, the Butterfly Man said in a low voice: "Look +yonder!" And turning, I saw Hunter. He was for the moment alone, and +stood with his head bent slightly forward, his bright cold glance +intent upon the two persons approaching—Mary Virginia and George +Inglesby. His white teeth showed in a smile. I remembered, +disagreeably, Flint's "I don't like the expression of his teeth: he +looks like he'd bite."</p> + +<p>Until that afternoon I had not seen the secretary for some time, for +he had been kept unusually busy. Those eminently sensible talks to the +mill workers had been well received, and were to be followed by others +along the same line. He had done even more: he had induced the owners +to recognize the men's Union, and all future complaints and demands +were to be submitted to arbitration. Inglesby had undoubtedly gained +ground enormously by that move. Hunter had done well. And +yet—catching that sharp-toothed smile, I felt my faith in him for the +first time shaken by one of those unaccountable uprushes of intuition +which perplex and disturb.</p> + +<p>I knew, too, that Laurence had had several long and serious +conferences with Eustis, and I could well imagine the arguments he had +brought to bear, the rousing of a sense of duty, and of state pride.</p> + +<p>Eustis was obstinate. He had many interests. He was a very, very busy +man. He didn't want to be a Senator; he wanted to be let alone to +attend to his own business in his own way. But, insisted Laurence, +when <a name="Page_221"></a>a thing must be done, and you can do it in a manner which +benefits all and injures none; when your own people ask you to do it +for them, isn't <i>that</i> your business?</p> + +<p>A cold damning resume of Inglesby's entire career made Eustis +hesitate. A vivid picture of what the state might expect at Inglesby's +hands roused him to just anger. Such as this fellow represent +Carolina? Never! When Inglesby's name should be put up, Eustis +unwillingly agreed to oppose him.</p> + +<p>And here was Inglesby, in my garden, making himself agreeable to +Eustis's daughter! He was so plainly desirous to please her, that it +troubled me, although it made his secretary smile.</p> + +<p>The Mary Virginia walking beside Inglesby was not the Mary Virginia +<i>we</i> knew: this was the regal one, the great beauty. Her whole manner +was subtly charged with a sort of arrogant hauteur; her fairness +itself changed, tinged with pride as with an inward fire, until she +glowed with a cold, jewel-like brightness, hard and clear. Her very +skirts rustled pridefully. Her glance at the man beside her was +insulting in its disdainful indifference.</p> + +<p>What would have saddened a nobler spirit enchanted Inglesby. He was +dazzled by her. Her interest in what he was saying was coolly +impersonal, the fixed habit of trained politeness. He could even +surmise that she was mentally yawning behind her hand. When she looked +at him her eyes under her level brows held a certain scornfulness. And +this, too, delighted him. He groveled to it. His red face glowed with +pleasure; he swelled with a pride very different from Mary Virginia's. +I thought <a name="Page_222"></a>he had an upholstered look in his glossy clothes, reminding +me unpleasantly of horsehair furniture.</p> + +<p>"He looks like a day coach in July," growled the Butterfly Man in my +ear, disgustedly.</p> + +<p>Inglesby at this moment perceived Hunter and beamed upon him, as well +he might! Who but this priceless secretary had pulled the strings +which set him beside this glorious creature, in the Parish House +garden? He turned to the girl, with heavy jauntiness:</p> + +<p>"My good right hand, Miss Eustis, I assure you!" he beamed. "But I am +sure you two need no dissertations upon each other's merits!"</p> + +<p>"None whatever," said Miss Eustis, and looked over Mr. Hunter's head.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Eustis and I are really old acquaintances!" smiled the +secretary. "We know each other very well indeed."</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia made no reply. Instead, she looked about her, +indifferently enough, until her glance encountered the Butterfly +Man's. What he saw in her's I do not know. But he instantly moved +toward her, and swept me with him.</p> + +<p>"Father De Rancé and I," said he, easily, "haven't had chance to speak +to you all afternoon, Miss Eustis." He acknowledged Hunter's friendly +greeting pleasantly enough.</p> + +<p>"And I've been looking for you both." The hauteur faded from the young +face. Our own Mary Virginia appeared, changed in the twinkling of an +eye.</p> + +<p>Inglesby favored me with condescending effusiveness. Flint got off +with a smirking stare.</p> + +<p>"And this," said Inglesby in the sort of voice some <a name="Page_223"></a>people use in +addressing strange children to whom they desire to be patronizingly +nice and don't know how, "this is the Butterfly Man!" Out came the +jovial smile in its full deadliness. The Butterfly Man's lips drew +back from his teeth and his eyes narrowed to gimlet points behind his +glasses. "I have heard of you from Mr. Hunter. And so you collect +butterflies! Very interesting and active occupation for any one +that—ahem! likes that sort of thing. Very."</p> + +<p>"He collects obituaries, too," said Hunter, immensely amused. "You +mustn't overlook the obituaries, Mr. Inglesby."</p> + +<p>Mr. Inglesby favored the collector of butterflies <i>and</i> obituaries +with another speculative, piglike stare. You could see the thought +behind it: "Trifling sort of fellow! Idiotic! Very." Aloud he merely +mumbled:</p> + +<p>"Singular taste. Very. Collecting obituaries, eh?"</p> + +<p>"Fascinating things to collect. Very," said the Butterfly Man, +sweetly. "Not to be laughed at. I might add yours to 'em, too, you +know, some of these fine days!"</p> + +<p>"Dilly, Dilly, come and be killed!" murmured Hunter. Mr. Inglesby, +however, was visibly ruffled and annoyed. Who was this fellow braying +of obituaries as if he, Inglesby, were on the highroad to oblivion +already, when he was, in reality, still quite a young man? And right +before Miss Eustis! He turned purple.</p> + +<p>"My obituary?" he spluttered. "<i>Mine</i>? Mine?"</p> + +<p>"Sure, if it's worth while," said the Butterfly Man, amiably. Mary +Virginia barely suppressed a smile.</p> + +<p>"Madame would like to see you, Miss Eustis," he told her.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_224"></a>Mary Virginia, bowing distantly to the millionaire and his secretary, +walked off with him, I following.</p> + +<p>Once free of them, her spirits rose soaringly.</p> + +<p>"It's been a lovely afternoon, and I've enjoyed it all—except Mr. +Inglesby. I don't <i>like</i> Mr. Inglesby, Padre. He's amusing enough, I +suppose, at times, but one can't seem to get rid of him—he's a +perfect Old Man of the Sea," she told us, confidentially. "And you +can't imagine how detestably youthful he is, Mr. Flint! He told me +half a dozen times this afternoon that after all, years don't +matter—it is the heart which is young. And he takes cold tubs and is +proud of himself, and plays golf—for exercise!" The scorn of the +lithe and limber young was in her voice.</p> + +<p>"What's the use of being a millionaire, if you have a shape like the +rainbarrel?" I quoted pensively.</p> + +<p>Later that night, when "the lights were fled, the garlands dead, and +all but me departed," I went over for my usual last half-hour with +John Flint. Very often we have nothing whatever to say, and we are +even wise enough not to say it. We sit silently, he with Kerry's noble +old head against his foot, each busy with his own thoughts and +reflections, but each conscious of the friendly nearness of the other. +You have never had a friend, if you have never known one with whom you +might sit a silent, easy hour. To-night he sucked savagely at his old +pipe, and his eyes were somber.</p> + +<p>"You got the straight tip from Miss Sally Ruth, father," he said, +coming out of a brown study. "What do you suppose that piker's trying +to crawl out of his cocoon for? He never wanted to caper around +Appleboro women before, did he? No. And here he's been <a name="Page_225"></a>muldooning to +get some hog-fat off and some wind and waistline back. Now, why? To +please himself? <i>He</i> don't have to care a hoot what he looks like. To +please some girl? That's more likely. Parson: that girl's Mary +Virginia Eustis." He added, through his teeth: "Hunter knows. Hunter's +steering." And then, with quiet conviction: "They're both as crooked +as hell!" he finished.</p> + +<p>"But the thing's absurd on the face of it! Why, the mere notion is +preposterous!" I insisted, angrily.</p> + +<p>"I have seen worse things happen," said he, shortly. "But there,—keep +your hair on! Things don't happen unless they're slated to happen, so +don't let it bother you too much. You go turn in and forget everything +except that you need a night's sleep."</p> + +<p>I tried to follow his sound advice, but although I needed a night's +sleep and there was no tangible reason why I shouldn't have gotten it, +I didn't. The shadow of Inglesby haunted my pillow.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_226"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XIII"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XIII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>"EACH IN HIS OWN COIN"</h3> +<br /> + +<p>With the New Year had descended upon John Flint an obsessing and +tormenting spirit which made him by fits and starts moody, depressed, +nervous, restless, or wholly silent and abstracted. I have known him +to come in just before dawn, snatch a few hours' sleep, and be off +again before day had well set in, though he must already have been far +afield, for Kerry heeled him with lagging legs and hanging head. Or he +would shut himself up, and refusing himself to all callers, fall into +a cold fury of concentrated effort, sitting at his table hour after +hour, tireless, absorbed, accomplishing a week's overdue work in a day +and a night. Often his light burned all night through. Some of the +most notable papers bearing his name, and research work of +far-reaching significance, came from that workroom then—as if lumps +of ambergris had been tossed out of a whirlpool.</p> + +<p>All this time, too, he was working in conjunction with the Washington +Bureau, experimenting with remedies for the boll-weevil, and fighting +the plague of the cattle-tick. This, and the other outside work in +which he was so immensely interested, could not be allowed to hang +fire. Like many another, he found himself for his salvation caught in +the great human net he himself had <a name="Page_227"></a>helped to spin. It was not only +the country people who held him. Gradually, as he passed to and from +on his way among them, and became acquainted with their children, +there had sprung up a most curious sort of understanding between the +Butterfly Man on the one side, and the half-articulate foreigners in +the factory and the sly secretive mill-workers on the other.</p> + +<p>People I had never been able to get at humanly, people who resisted +even Madame, not only chose to open their doors but their mouths, to +Meester Fleent. Uncouth fumbling men, slip-shod women, dirty-faced +children, were never dumb and suspicious or wholly untruthful and +evasive, where the Butterfly Man was concerned. He was one to whom +might be told, without shame, fear, or compunction, the plain, blunt, +terrible truth. <i>He understood.</i></p> + +<p>"I wish you'd look up Petronovich's boy, father," he might tell me, +or, "Madame, have a woman-talk with Lovena Smith's girl at the mills, +will you? Lovena's a fool, and that girl's up against things." And we +went, and wondered, afterwards, what particularly tender guardian +angels kept close company with our Butterfly Man.</p> + +<p>Then occurred the great event which put Meester Fleent in a place +apart in the estimation of all Appleboro, forever settled his status +among the mill-hands and the "hickeys," and incidentally settled a +tormenting doubt of himself in his own mind. I mean the settling of +the score against Big Jan.</p> + +<p>Half-Russian Jan was to the Poles what a padrone too often is to the +Italian laborers, a creature who herded them together and mercilessly +worked them for the profit <a name="Page_228"></a>of others, and incidentally his own, an +exacting tyrant against whose will it was useless to rebel. He had a +little timid wife with red eyes—perhaps because she cried so much +over the annual baby which just as annually died. He made a good deal +of money, but the dark Slav passion for whisky forced him to spend +what he earned, and this increased a naturally sullen temper. He was +the thorn in the Parish side; that we could do so little for the Poles +was due in a large measure to Jan's stubborn hindering.</p> + +<p>His people lived in terror of him. When they displeased him he beat +them. It was not a light beating, and once or twice we had in the +Guest Rooms nursed its victims back into some semblance of humanity. +But what could we do? Jan was so efficient a foreman that Inglesby's +power was always behind him. So when Jan chose to get very drunk, and +sang long, monotonous songs, particularly when he sang through his +teeth, lugubriously:</p> + +<div class="poem"> +<span>"<i>Yeszeze Polska nie Zginela</i><br /></span> +<span> <i>Poki my Zygemy</i> ..."<br /></span> +</div> + +<p class="noin">men and women trembled. Poland might not be lost, but somebody's skin +always paid for that song.</p> + +<p>In passing one morning—it was a holiday—through the Poles' quarters, +an unpleasant enough stretch which other folks religiously avoided, +the Butterfly Man heard shrieks coming from Michael Karski's back +yard. It was Michael's wife and children who screamed.</p> + +<p>"It is the Boss who beats Michael, Meester Fleent," a man volunteered. +"The Boss, he is much drunk. Karski's woman, she did not like the ways +of him in her <a name="Page_229"></a>house, and Michael said, 'I will to send for the +police.' So Big Jan beats Michael, and Michael's woman, she hollers +like hell."</p> + +<p>John Flint knew inoffensive, timid Michael; he knew his broad-bosomed, +patient, cowlike wife, and he liked the brood of shockheaded +youngsters who plodded along patient in old clothes, bare-footed, and +with scanty enough food. He had made a corn-cob doll for the littlest +girl and a cigar-box wagon with spool wheels for the littlest boy. +Perhaps that is why he turned and went with the rest to Michael's yard +where Big Jan was knocking Michael about like a ten-pin, grunting +through his teeth: "Now! Sen' for those policemens, you!"</p> + +<p>Michael was no pretty thing to look upon, for Jan was in an uglier +mood than usual, and Michael had greatly displeased him; therefore it +was Michael's turn to pay. Nobody interfered, for every one was +horribly afraid Big Jan would turn upon <i>him</i>. Besides, was not he the +Boss, and could he not say Go, and then must not a man go, short of +pay, and with his wife and children crying? Of a verity!</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man slipped off his knapsack and laid his net aside. +Then he pushed his way through the scared onlookers.</p> + +<p>"Meester Fleent! For God's love, save my man, Meester Flint!" +Michael's wife Katya screamed at him.</p> + +<p>By way of answer Meester Fleent very deliberately handed her his +eye-glasses. Then one saw that his eyes, slitted in his head, were +cold and bright as a snake's; his chin thrust forward, and in his red +beard his lips made a straight line like a clean knife-cut. Two +bright <a name="Page_230"></a>red spots had jumped into his tanned cheeks. His lean hands +balled.</p> + +<p>He said no word; but the crumpled thing that was Michael was of a +sudden plucked bodily out of Big Jan's hands and thrust into the +waiting woman's. The astonished Boss found himself confronting a pale +and formidable face with a pair of eyes like glinting sword-blades.</p> + +<p>Kerry had followed his master, and was now close to his side. For the +moment Flint had forgotten him. But Big Jan's evil eyes caught sight +of him. He knew the Butterfly Man's dog very well. He snickered. A +huge foot shot out, there was a howl of anguish and astonishment, and +Kerry went flying through the air as if shot from a catapult.</p> + +<p>"So!" Jan grunted like a satisfied hog, "I feex <i>you</i> like that in one +meenute, me."</p> + +<p>The red jumped from John Flint's cheeks to his eyes, and stayed there. +Why, this hulking brute had hurt <i>Kerry!</i> His breath exhaled in a +whistling sigh. He seemed to coil himself together; with a tiger-leap +he launched himself at the great hulk before him. It went down. It had +to.</p> + +<p>I know every detail of that historic fight. Is it not written large in +the Book of the Deeds of Appleboro, and have I not heard it by word of +mouth from many a raving eye-witness? Does not Dr. Walter Westmoreland +lick his lips over it unto this day?</p> + +<p>A long groaning sigh went up from the onlookers. Meester Fleent was a +great and a good man; but he was a crippled man. Death was very close +to him.</p> + +<p>Big Jan was not too drunk to fight savagely, but he was in a most +horrible rage, and this weakened him. He <a name="Page_231"></a>meant to kill this impudent +fellow who had taken Michael away from him before he had half-finished +with him. But first he would break every bone in the crippled man's +body, take him in his hands and break his back over one knee as one +does a slat. A man with one leg to balk him, Big Jan? That called for +a killing. Jan had no faintest idea he might not be able to make good +this pleasant intention.</p> + +<p>It was a stupendous fight, a Homeric fight, a fight against odds, +which has become a town tradition. If Jan was formidable, a veritable +bison, his opponent was no cringing workman scared out of his wits and +too timid to defend himself. John Flint knew his own weakness, knew +what he could expect at Jan's hands, and it made him cool, collected, +wary, and deadly. He was no more the mild-mannered, soft-spoken +Butterfly Man, but another and a more primal creature, fighting for +his life. Big Jan, indeed, fancied he had nobody but the Butterfly Man +to deal with; as a matter of fact he was tackling Slippy McGee.</p> + +<p>Skilled, watchful, dangerous, that old training saved him. Every time +Jan came to his feet, roaring, thrashing his arms like flails, making +head-long, bull-like rushes, the Butterfly Man managed to send him +sprawling again. Then he himself caught one well-aimed blow, and went +staggering; but before slow-moving and raging Jan could follow up his +advantage, with a lightning-like quickness the Butterfly Man made a +battering ram of his head, caught Jan in the pit of the stomach, and +even as he fell Jan went down, too, and went down underneath. +Desperately, fighting like a fiend, John Flint kept him down. And +presently using every wrestler's <a name="Page_232"></a>trick that he knew, and bringing to +bear every ounce of his saved and superb strength, in a most orderly, +businesslike, cold-blooded manner he proceeded to pound Big Jan into +pulp. The devil that had been chained these seven years was a-loose at +last, rampant, fully aroused, and not easily satisfied. Besides, had +not Jan most brutally and wantonly tried to kill Kerry!</p> + +<p>If it was a well deserved it was none the less a most drastic +punishment, and when it was over Big Jan lay still. He would lie prone +for many a day, and he would carry marks of it to his grave.</p> + +<p>When the tousled victor, with a reeling head, an eye fast closing, and +a puffed and swollen lip, staggered upright and stood swaying on his +feet, he found himself surrounded by a great quiet ring of men and +women who regarded him with eyes of wonder and amaze. He was +superhuman; he had accomplished the impossible; paid the dreaded Boss +in his own coin, yea, given him full measure to the running over +thereof! No man of all the men Jan had beaten in his time had received +such as Jan himself had gotten at this man's hands to-day. The reign +of the Boss was over: and the conqueror was a crippled man! A great +sighing breath of sheer worshipful admiration went up; they were too +profoundly moved to cheer him; they could only stand and stare. When +they wished, reverently, to help him, he waved them aside.</p> + +<p>"Where's my dog?" he demanded thickly through his swollen lips. +"Where's Kerry? If he's dead<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> he cast upon fallen Jan a menacing +glare.</p> + +<p>"Your dog's in bed with the baby, and Ma's give him milk with brandy +in it, and he drank it and growled at <a name="Page_233"></a>her, and the boys is holding +him down now to keep him from coming out to you, and he ain't much +hurt nohow," squealed one of Michael's big-eyed children.</p> + +<p>John Flint, stretching his arms above his head, drew in a great +gulping mouthful of air, exhaled it, and laughed a deepchested, +satisfied laugh, for all he was staggering like a drunken man. Here +Michael's wife Katya came puffing out of her house like a traction +engine—such was the shape in which nature formed her—and falling on +her knees, caught his hand to her vast bosom, weeping like the +overflowing of a river and blubbering uncouth sounds.</p> + +<p>"Get up, you crazy woman!" snarled John Flint, his face going +brick-red. "Stop licking my hand, and get up!" Although he did not +know it, Katya symbolized the mental attitude of every laborer in +Appleboro toward him from that hour.</p> + +<p>"Here's Doctor Westmoreland! And here comes the po-lice!" yelled a +boy, joyous with excitement.</p> + +<p>Westmoreland cast one by no means sympathetic glance at the wreck on +the ground, and his big arms went about John Flint; his fingers flew +over him like an apprehensive father's.</p> + +<p>"What's all this? Who's been fighting here, you people?" demanded the +town marshal's brisk voice. "Big Jan? And—good Lord! <i>Mister Flint!</i>" +His eyes bulged. He looked from Big Jan on the ground to the Butterfly +Man under Westmoreland's hands, with an almost ludicrous astonishment.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure sorry, Mr. Flint, if I have to give you a little trouble for +awhile, but<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"But you'll be considerably sorrier if you do it," said <a name="Page_234"></a>Dr. Walter +Westmoreland savagely. "You take that hulk over there to the jail, +until I have time to see him. I can't have him sent home to his wife +in that shape. And look here, Marshal: Jan got exactly what he +deserved; it's been coming to him this long time. If Inglesby's bunch +tries to take a hand in this, <i>I'll</i> try to make Appleboro too hot to +hold somebody. Understand?"</p> + +<p>The marshal was a wise enough man, and he understood. Inglesby's pet +foreman had been all but killed, and Inglesby would be furiously +angry. But—Mr. Flint had done it, and behind Mr. Flint were powers +perhaps as potent as Inglesby's. One thing more may have influenced +the marshal: The hitherto timid and apathetic people had merged into a +compact and ominous ring around the Butterfly Man and the doctor. A +shrill murmur arose, like the wind in the trees presaging a storm. +There would be riot in staid Appleboro if one were so foolish as to +lay a detaining hand upon John Flint this day. More yet, the beloved +Westmoreland himself would probably begin it. Never had the marshal +seen Westmoreland look so big and so raging.</p> + +<p>"All right, Doctor," said he, hastily backing off. "I reckon you're +man enough to handle this."</p> + +<p>Some proud worshiper brought Mr. Flint his hat, knapsack, and net, and +the mountainous Katya insisted upon tenderly placing his glasses upon +his nose—upside down. Westmoreland used to say afterward that for a +moment he feared Flint was going to bite her hand! Then man and dog +were placed in the doctor's car and hurried home to my mother; who +made no comment, but put both in the larger Guest Room, the whimpering +dog on a comfort <a name="Page_235"></a>at the foot of his master's bed. Kerry had a broken +rib, but outside of this he was not injured. He would be out and all +right again in a week, Westmoreland assured his anxious master.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you <i>man</i>, you!" crowed Westmoreland. "John, John, if anything +were needed to make me love you, this would clinch it! Prying open +nature's fist, John, having butterflies bear your name, working hand +in glove with your government, boosting boys, writing books, are all +of them fine big grand things. But if along with them one's man enough +to stand up, John, with the odds against him, and punish a bully and a +scoundrel, the only way a bully and a scoundrel can feel punishment, +that's a heart-stirring thing, John! It gets to the core of my heart. +It isn't so much the fight itself, it's being able to take care of +oneself and others when one has to. Yes, yes, yes. A fight like that +is worth a million dollars to the man who wins it!"</p> + +<p>Westmoreland may be president of the Peace League, and tell us that +force is all wrong. Nevertheless, his great-grandmother was born in +Tipperary.</p> + +<p>We kept the Butterfly Man indoors for a week, while Westmoreland +doctored a viciously black eye and sewed up his lip. Morning and +afternoon Appleboro called, and left tribute of fruit and flowers.</p> + +<p>"Gad, suh, he behaved like one of Stonewall Jackson's men!" said Major +Cartwright, pridefully. "No yellow in <i>him</i>; he's one of <i>us</i>!"</p> + +<p>At nights came the Polish folks, and these people whom he had once +despised because they "hadn't got sense enough to talk American," he +now received with a complete and friendly understanding.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_236"></a>I just come by and see how you make to feel, Meester."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I feel fine, Joe, thank you."</p> + +<p>There would be an interval of absolute silence, which, did not seem to +embarrass either visited or visitor. Then:</p> + +<p>"Baby better now?" Meester would ask, interestedly.</p> + +<p>"That beeg doctor, he oil heem an' make heem well all right."</p> + +<p>After awhile: "I mebbe go now, Meester."</p> + +<p>"Good-night," said the host, briefly.</p> + +<p>At the door the Pole would turn, and look back, with the wistfully +animal look of the Under Dog.</p> + +<p>"Those cheeldren, they make to get you the leetle bug. You mebbe like +that, Meester, yes? They make to get you plenty much bug, those +cheeldren. We <i>all</i> make to get you the bug, Meester, thank you."</p> + +<p>"That's mighty nice of you folks." Then one felt the note in the quiet +voice which explained his hold upon people.</p> + +<p>"Hell, no. We <i>like</i> to do that for you, Meester. Thank you." And +closing the door gently after him, he would slink off.</p> + +<p>"They don't need to be so allfired grateful," said John Flint frankly. +"Parson, I'm the guy to be grateful. I got a whole heap more out of +that shindy than a black eye and a pretty mouth. I was bluemolding for +a man-tussle, and that scrap set me up again. You see—I wasn't sure +of myself any more, and it was souring on my stomach. Now I know I +haven't lost out, I feel like a white man. Yep, it gives a fellow the +holiday-heart to be dead sure he's plenty able to use his <a name="Page_237"></a>fists if +he's got to. Westmoreland's right about that."</p> + +<p>I was discreetly silent. God forgive me, in my heart I also was most +sinfully glad my Butterfly Man could and would use his fists when he +had to. I do not believe in peace at any price. I know very well that +wrong must be conquered before right can prevail. But I shouldn't have +been so set up!</p> + +<p>"Here," said he one morning. "Ask Madame to give this to Jan's wife. +And say, beg her for heaven's sake to buy some salve for her eyelids, +will you?" "This" was a small roll of bills. "I owe it to Jan," he +explained, with his twistiest smile.</p> + +<p>Westmoreland's skill removed all outward marks of the fray, and the +Butterfly Man went his usual way; but although he had laid at rest one +cruel doubt, he was still in deep waters. Because of his stress his +clothes had begun to hang loosely upon him.</p> + +<p>Now the naturalist who knows anything at all of those deep mysterious +well-springs underlying his great profession, understands that he is a +'prentice hand learning his trade in the workshop of the Almighty; +wherein "<i>the invisible things of Him from the creation of the world +are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made</i>." As +Paul on a time reminded the Romans.</p> + +<p>Wherefore I who had learned somewhat from the Little Peoples now +applied what they had taught me, and when I saw my man grow restless, +move about aimlessly, withdraw into himself and become as one blind +and dumb and unhearing, I understood he was facing a change, making +ready to project himself into some larger phase of existence as yet in +the womb of the future. So I did not question what wind drove him +forth before <a name="Page_238"></a>it like a lost leaf. The loving silent companionship of +red Kerry, the friendly faces of young children to whom he was kind, +the eyes of poor men and women looking to him for help, these were +better for him now than I.</p> + +<p>But my mother was not a naturalist, and she was provoked with John +Flint. He ate irregularly, he slept as it pleased God. He was "running +wild" again. This displeased her, particularly as Appleboro had at her +instigation included Mr. John Flint in its most exclusive list, and +there were invitations she was determined he should accept. She had +put her hand to the social plow in his behalf, and she had no faintest +notion of withdrawing it. Once fairly aroused, Madame had that +able-bodied will heaven seems to have lavished so plenteously upon +small women: In recompense, I dare say, for lack of size.</p> + +<p>Therefore Mr. Flint duteously appeared at intervals among the elect, +and appeared even to advantage. And my mother remarked, complacently, +that blood will tell: he had the air! He was not expected to dance, +but he was a superb cardplayer. He never told jokes, and so avoided +deadly repetition. He had in a large measure that virtue the Chinese +extol—the virtue of allowing others to save their faces in peace. Was +it any wonder Mr. Flint's social position was soon solidly +established?</p> + +<p>He played the game as my mother forced it upon him, though at times, I +think, it bored and chafed him sorely. What chafed him even more +sorely was the unprecedented interest many young ladies—and some old +enough to know better—suddenly evinced in entomology.</p> + +<p>Mr. Flint almost overnight developed a savage cunning in eluding the +seekers of entomological lore. One <a name="Page_239"></a>might suppose a single man would +rejoice to see his drab workroom swarm with these brightly-colored +fluttering human butterflies; he bore their visits as visitations, +displaying the chastened resignation Job probably showed toward the +latest ultra-sized carbuncle.</p> + +<p>"Cheer up!" urged Laurence, who was watching this turn of affairs with +unfeeling mirth. "The worst is yet to come. These are only the +chickens: wait until the hens get on your trail!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia one afternoon, rubbing salt into his +smarting wounds, "Mr. Flint, I am so glad all the girls like you so +much. You fascinate them. They say you are such a profoundly clever +and interesting man, Mr. Flint! Why, some of those girls are perfectly +demented about you!"</p> + +<p>"Demented," said he, darkly, "is the right word for them when it comes +down to fussing about <i>me</i>." Now Laurence had just caught him in his +rooms, and, declaring that he looked overworked and pale, had dragged +him forcibly outside on the porch, where we were now sitting. Mary +Virginia, in a white skirt, sport coat, and a white felt hat which +made her entrancingly pretty, had been visiting my mother and now +strolled over to John Flint's, after her old fashion.</p> + +<p>"I feel like making the greatest sort of a fuss about you myself," she +said honestly. "Anyhow, I'm mighty glad girls like you. It's a good +sign."</p> + +<p>"If they do—though God knows I can't see why—I'm obliged to them, +seeing it pleases <i>you</i>!" said Flint, without, however, showing much +gratitude in eyes or voice. "To tell you the truth, it looks to me at +times as if they were wished on me."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_240"></a>Mary Virginia tried to look horrified, and giggled instead.</p> + +<p>"If I could only make any of them understand anything!" said the +Butterfly Man desperately, "but I can't. If only they really wanted to +know, I'd be more than glad to teach them. But they don't. I show them +and show them and tell them and tell them, over and over and over +again, and the same thing five minutes later, and they haven't even +listened! They don't care. What do they take up my time and say they +like my butterflies for, when they don't like them at all and don't +want to know anything about them? That's what gets me!"</p> + +<p>Laurence winked at Mary Virginia, shamelessly.</p> + +<p>"Bugs!" said he, inelegantly. "That's what's intended to get you, you +old duffer!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, with dancing eyes. "I don't blame +those girls one single solitary bit for wanting to know all +about—butterflies."</p> + +<p>"But they don't want to know, I tell you!" Mr. Flint's voice rose +querulously.</p> + +<p>"My dear creature, I'd be stuck on you myself if I were a girl," said +Laurence sweetly. "Padre, prepare yourself to say, 'Bless you, my +children!' I see this innocent's finish." And he began to sing, in a +lackadaisical manner, through his nose:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"Now you're married you must obey,<br /></span> +<span> You must be true to all you say,<br /></span> +<span> Live together all your life—"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>No answering smile came to John Flint's lips. He made no reply to the +light banter, but stiffened, and <a name="Page_241"></a>stared ahead of him with a set face +and eyes into which crept an expression of anguish. Mary Virginia, +with a quick glance, laid her hand on his arm.</p> + +<p>"Don't mind Laurence and me, we're a pair of sillies. You and the +Padre are too good to put up with us the way you do," she said, +coaxingly. "And—we girls do like you, Mr. Flint, whether we're wished +on you or not."</p> + +<p>That seductive "we" in that golden voice routed him, horse and foot. +He looked at the small hand on his arm, and his glance went swiftly to +the sweet and innocent eyes looking at him with such frank +friendliness.</p> + +<p>"It's better than I deserve," he said, gently enough. "And it isn't +I'm not grateful to the rest of them for liking me,—if they do. It's +that I want to box their ears when they pretend to like my insects, +and don't."</p> + +<p>"Being a gentleman has its drawbacks," said I, tentatively.</p> + +<p>"Believe <i>me</i>!" he spoke with great feeling. "It's nothing short of +doing a life-stretch!"</p> + +<p>The boy and girl laughed gaily. When he spoke thus it added to his +unique charm. So profoundly were they impressed with what he had +become, that even what he had been, as they remembered it, increased +their respect and affection. That past formed for him a somber +background, full of half-lights and shadows, against which he stood +out with the revealing intensity of a Rembrandt portrait.</p> + +<p>"What I came over to tell you, is that Madame says you're to stay home +this evening, Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, comfortably. "I'm +spending the night with Madame, you're to know, and we're planning a +nice <a name="Page_242"></a>folksy informal sort of a time; and you're to be home."</p> + +<p>"Orders from headquarters," commented Laurence.</p> + +<p>"All right," agreed the Butterfly Man, briefly.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia shook out her white skirts, and patted her black hair +into even more distractingly pretty disorder.</p> + +<p>"I've got to get back to the office—mean case I'm working on," +complained Laurence. "Mary Virginia, walk a little way with me, won't +you? Do, child! It will sweeten all my afternoon and make my work +easier."</p> + +<p>"You haven't grown up a bit—thank goodness!" said Mary Virginia. But +she went with him.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man looked after them speculatively.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Eustis," he remarked, "is an ambitious sort of a lady, isn't +she? Thinks in millions for her daughter, expects her to make a great +match and all that. Miss Sally Ruth told me she'd heard Mrs. Eustis +tried once or twice to pull off a match to suit herself, but Miss Mary +Virginia wouldn't stand for it."</p> + +<p>"Why, naturally, Mrs. Eustis would like to see the child well settled +in life," said I.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you don't have to be a Christian <i>all</i> the time," said he calmly. +"I know Mrs. Eustis, too. She talked to me for an hour and a half +without stopping, one night last week. See here, parson: Inglesby's +got a roll that outweighs his record. Suppose he wants to settle down +and reform—with a young wife to help him do it—wouldn't it be a real +Christian job to lady's-aid him?"</p> + +<p>I eyed him askance.</p> + +<p>"Now there's Laurence," went on the Butterfly Man, speculatively. +"Laurence is making plenty of trouble, but not so much money. No, Mrs. +Eustis wouldn't faint <a name="Page_243"></a>at the notion of Inglesby, but she'd keel over +like a perfect lady at the bare thought of Laurence."</p> + +<p>"I don't see," said I, crossly, "why she should be called upon to +faint for either of them. Inglesby's—Inglesby. That makes him +impossible. As for the boy, why, he rocked that child in her cradle."</p> + +<p>"That didn't keep either of them from growing up a man and a woman. +Looks to me as if they were beginning to find it out, parson."</p> + +<p>I considered his idea, and found it so eminently right, proper, and +beautiful, that I smiled over it. "It would be ideal," I admitted.</p> + +<p>"Her mother wouldn't agree with you, though her father might," he said +dryly. And he asked:</p> + +<p>"Ever had a hunch?"</p> + +<p>"A presentiment, you mean?"</p> + +<p>"No; a hunch. Well, I've got one. I've got a hunch there's trouble +ahead for that girl."</p> + +<p>This seemed so improbable, in the light of her fortunate days, that I +smiled cheerfully.</p> + +<p>"Well, if there should be,—here are you and I to stand by."</p> + +<p>"Sure," said he, laconically, "that's all we're here for—to stand +by."</p> + +<p>Although it was January, the weather was again springlike. All day the +air was like a golden wine, drenched in a golden sun. All day in the +cedars' dark and vivid green the little wax-wings flew in and out, and +everywhere the blackberry bramble that "would grace the parlors of +heaven" was unfolding its crisp red leaves and white buds; and all the +roads and woods were gay with the scarlet berries of the casida, which +the <a name="Page_244"></a>robins love. And the nights were clear and still and starry, +nights of a beauty so vital one sensed it as something alive.</p> + +<p>Because Mary Virginia was to spend that night at the Parish House, +Mrs. Eustis having been called away and the house for once free of +guests, my mother had seized the occasion to call about her the youth +in which her soul delighted. To-night she was as rosy and bright-eyed +as any one of her girl-friends. She beamed when she saw the old rooms +alive and alight with fresh and laughing faces and blithe figures. +There was Laurence, with that note in his voice, that light in his +eyes, that glow and glory upon him, which youth alone knows; and +Dabney, with his black hair, as usual, on end, and his intelligent +eyes twinkling behind his glasses; and Claire Dexter, colored like a +pearl set in a cluster of laughing girls; and Mary Virginia, all in +white, so beautiful that she brought a mist to the eyes that watched +her. All the other gay and charming figures seemed but attendants for +this supremer loveliness, snow-white, rose-red, ebony-black, like the +queen's child in the fairy-tale.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man had obediently put in his appearance. With the +effect which a really strong character produces, he was like an +insistent deep undernote that dominates and gives meaning to a lighter +and merrier melody. All this bright life surged, never away from, but +always toward and around him. Youth claimed him, shared itself with +him, gave him lavishly of its best, because he fascinated and ensnared +its fresh imagination. Though he should live to be a thousand it would +ever pay homage to some nameless magic quality of spirit which was +his.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_245"></a>Are you writing something new? Have you found another butterfly?" +asked the young things, full of interest and respect.</p> + +<p>Well, he <i>had</i> promised a certain paper by a certain time, though what +people could find to like so much in what he had to say about his +insects—</p> + +<p>"Because," said Dabney, "you create in us a new feeling for them. +They're living things with a right to their lives, and you show us +what wonderful little lives most of them are. You bring them close to +us in a way that doesn't disgust us. I guess, Butterfly Man, the truth +is you've found a new way of preaching the old gospel of One Father +and one life; and the common sense of common folks understands what +you mean, thanks you for it, likes you for it, and—asks you to tell +us some more."</p> + +<p>"Whenever a real teacher appears, always the common people hear him +gladly," said I, reflectively.</p> + +<p>"Only," said Mary Virginia, quickly, "when the teacher himself is just +as uncommon as he can be, Padre." She smiled at John Flint with a +sincerity that honored him.</p> + +<p>He stood abashed and silent before this naïve appreciation. It was at +once his greatest happiness and his deepest pain—that open admiration +of these clean-souled youngsters.</p> + +<p>When he had gone, I too slipped away, for the still white night +outside called me. I went around to that favorite retreat of mine, the +battered seat shut in among spireas and syringas. I like to say my +rosary out of doors. The beads slipping through my fingers soothed me +with their monotonous insistent petition. Prayer <a name="Page_246"></a>brought me closer to +the heart of the soft and shining night, and the big still stars.</p> + +<blockquote><p class="noin"><i>They shall perish, but thou shalt endure; yea, all of them + shall wax old as a garment; as a vesture shalt thou change + them, and they shall be changed; but thou art the same and + thy years shall have no end</i>.</p></blockquote> + +<p>The surety of the beautiful words brought the great overshadowing +Presence near me. And I fell into a half-revery, in which the +hailmarys wove themselves in and out, like threads in a pattern.</p> + +<p>Dreamily enough, I heard the youthful guests depart, in a gale of +laughter and flute-like goodnights. And I noted, too, that no light as +yet shone in the Butterfly Man's rooms. Well—he would hurl himself +into the work to-morrow, probably, and clear it up in an hour or two. +He was like that.</p> + +<p>My retreat was just off the path, and near the little gate between our +grounds and Judge Mayne's. Thus, though I was completely hidden by the +screening bushes and the shadow of the holly tree as well, I could +plainly see the two who presently came down the bright open path. Of +late it had given me a curious sense of comfort to see Laurence with +Mary Virginia, and, I reflected, he had been her shadow recently. I +liked that. His strength seemed to shield her from Hunter's ambiguous +smile, from Inglesby's thoughts, even from her own mother's ambition.</p> + +<p>I could see my girl's dear dark head outlined with a circle of +moonlight as with a halo, and it barely reached my tall boy's +shoulder. Her hand lay lightly on his arm, and he bent toward her, +bringing his close-cropped brown head nearer hers. I couldn't have +risen or <a name="Page_247"></a>spoken then, without interrupting them. I merely glanced out +at them, smilingly, with my rosary in my finger.</p> + +<p>I reached the end of a decade: "<i>As it was in the beginning, is now, +and ever shall be</i><span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>They stopped at the gate, and fell silent for a space, the girl with +her darling face uplifted. The fleecy wrap she wore fell about her +slim shoulders in long lines, glinting with silver. She did not give +the effect of remoteness, but of being near and dear and desirable and +beautiful. The boy, looking upon her with his heart in his eyes, drew +nearer.</p> + +<p>"Mary Virginia," said he, eagerly and huskily and passionately and +timidly and hopefully and despairingly, "Mary Virginia, are you going +to marry anybody?"</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia came back from the stars in the night sky to the stars +in the young man's eyes. "Why, yes, I hope I am," said she lightly +enough, but one saw she had been startled. "What a funny boy you are, +Laurence, to be sure! You don't expect me to remain a spinster, do +you?"</p> + +<p>"You are going to be married?" This time despair was uppermost.</p> + +<p>"I most certainly am!" said Mary Virginia stoutly. "Why, I confided +<i>that</i> to you years and years and years ago! Don't you remember I +always insisted he should have golden hair, and sea-blue eyes, and a +classic brow, and a beautiful willingness to go away somewhere and die +of a broken heart if I ordered him to?"</p> + +<p>"Who is it?"</p> + +<p>"Who is who?" she parried provokingly.</p> + +<p>"The chap you're going to marry?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_248"></a>Mary Virginia appeared to reflect deeply and anxiously. She put out a +foot, with the eternal feminine gesture, and dug a neat little hole in +the graveled walk with her satin toe.</p> + +<p>"Laurence," said she. "I'm going to tell you the truth. The truth is, +Laurence, that I simply hate to have to tell you the truth."</p> + +<p>"Mary Virginia!" he stammered wretchedly. "You hate to have to tell +<i>me</i> the truth? Oh, my dear, why? Why?"</p> + +<p>"Because."</p> + +<p>"But because why?"</p> + +<p>"Because," said the dear hussy, demurely, "I don't know."</p> + +<p>Laurence's arms fell to his sides, helplessly; he craned his neck and +stared.</p> + +<p>"Mary Virginia!" said he, in a breathless whisper.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia nodded. "It's really none of your business, you know," +she explained sweetly; "but as you've asked me, why, I'll tell you. +That same question plagues and fascinates me, too, Laurence. Why, just +consider! Here's a whole big, big world full of men—tall men, short +men, lean men, fat men, silly men, wise men, ugly men, handsome men, +sad men, glad men, good men, bad men, rich men, poor men,—oh, all +sorts and kinds and conditions and complexions of men: any one of whom +I might wake up some day and find myself married to: and I don't know +which one! It delights and terrifies and fascinates and amuses and +puzzles me when I begin to think about it. Here I've got to marry +Somebody and I don't know any more than Adam's <a name="Page_249"></a>housecat who and where +that Somebody is, and he might pop from around the corner at me, any +minute! It makes the thing so much more interesting, so much more like +a big risky game of guess, when you don't know, don't you think?"</p> + +<p>"No: it makes you miserable," said Laurence, briefly.</p> + +<p>"But I'm not miserable at all!"</p> + +<p>"You're not, because you don't have to be. But I am!"</p> + +<p>"You? Why, Laurence! Why should <i>you</i> be miserable?" Her voice lost +its blithe lightness; it was a little faint. She said hastily, without +waiting for his reply: "I guess I'd better run in. It was silly of me +to walk to the gate with you at this hour. I think Madame's calling +me. Goodnight, Laurence."</p> + +<p>"No, you don't," said he. "And it wasn't silly of you to come, either; +it was dear and delightful, and I prayed the Lord to put the notion +into your darling head, and He did it. And now you're here you don't +budge from this spot until you've heard what I've got to say.</p> + +<p>"Mary Virginia, I reckon you're just about the most beautiful girl in +the world. You've been run after and courted and flattered and +followed until it was enough to turn any girl's head, and it would +have turned any girl's head but yours. You could say to almost any man +alive, Come, and he'd come—oh, yes, he'd come quick. You've got the +earth to pick and choose from—but I'm asking you to pick and choose +<i>me</i>. I haven't got as much to offer you as I shall have some of these +days, but I've got me myself, body and brain and heart and <a name="Page_250"></a>soul, +sound to the core, and all of me yours, and I think that counts most, +if you care as I do. Mary Virginia, will you marry me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, but, Laurence! Why—Laurence—I—indeed, I didn't know—I didn't +think<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> stammered the girl. "At least, I didn't dream you cared—like +that."</p> + +<p>"Didn't you? Well, all I can say is, you've been mighty blind, then. +For I do care. I guess I've always cared like that, only, somehow, +it's taken this one short winter to drive home what I'd been learning +all my life?" said he, soberly. "I reckon I've been just like other +fool-boys, Mary Virginia. That is, I spooned a bit around every good +looking girl I ran up against, but I soon found out it wasn't the real +thing, and I quit. Something in me knew all along I belonged to +somebody else. To you. I believe now—Mary Virginia, I believe with +all my heart—that I cared for you when you were squalling in your +cradle."</p> + +<p>"Oh! ... Did I squall, really?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Squall</i>? Sometimes it was tummy and sometimes it was temper. Between +them you yelled like a Comanche," said this astonishing lover.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia tilted her head back, adorably.</p> + +<p>"It was very, very noble of you to mind me—under the circumstances," +she conceded, graciously.</p> + +<p>"Believe me, it was," agreed Laurence. "I didn't know it, of course, +but even at that tender age my fate was upon me, for I <i>liked</i> to mind +you. Even the bawling didn't daunt me, and I adored you when you +resembled a squab. Yes, I was in love with you then. I'm in love with +you now. My girl, my own girl, I'll go out of this world and into the +next one loving you."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_251"></a>Then why," she asked reproachfully, "haven't you said so?"</p> + +<p>"Why haven't I said what?"</p> + +<p>"Why, you know. That you—loved me, Laurence." Her rich voice had sunk +to a whisper.</p> + +<p>"Good Lord, haven't I been saying it?"</p> + +<p>"No, you haven't! You've been merely asking me to marry you. But you +haven't said a word about loving me, until this very minute!"</p> + +<p>"But you must know perfectly well that I'm crazy about you, Mary +Virginia!" said the boy, and his voice trembled with bewilderment as +well as passion. "How in heaven's name could I help being crazy about +you? Why, from the beginning of things, there's never been anybody +else, but just you. I never even pretended to care for anybody else. +No, there's nobody but you. Not for me. You're everything and all, +where I'm concerned. And—please, please look up, beautiful, and tell +me the truth: look at me, Mary Virginia!"</p> + +<p>The white-clad figure moved a hair's breadth nearer; the uplifted +lovely face was very close.</p> + +<p>"Do I really mean that to you, Laurence? All that, really and truly?" +she asked, wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Yes! And more. And more!"</p> + +<p>"I'll be the unhappiest girl in the world: I'll be the most miserable +woman alive—if you ever change your mind, Laurence," said she.</p> + +<p>There was a quivering pause. Then:</p> + +<p>"You care?" asked the boy, almost breathlessly. "Mary Virginia, you +care?" He laid his hands upon her shoulders and bent to search the +alluring face.</p> + +<p>"Laurence!" said Mary Virginia, with a tremulous, <a name="Page_252"></a>half-tearful laugh, +"Laurence, it's taken this one short winter to teach me, too. And—you +were mistaken, utterly mistaken about those symptoms of mine. It +wasn't tummy, Laurence. And it wasn't temper. I think—I am sure—that +what I was trying so hard to squall to you in my cradle was—that I +cared, Laurence."</p> + +<p>The young man's arms closed about her, and I saw the young mouths +meet. I saw more than that: I saw other figures steal out into the +moonlight and stand thus entwined, and one was the ghost of what once +was I. That other, lost Armand De Rancé, looked at me wistfully with +his clear eyes; and I was very, very sorry for him, as one may be +poignantly sorry for the innocent, beautiful dead. My hand tightened +on my beads, and the feel of my cassock upon me, as a uniform, +steadied and sustained me.</p> + +<p>Those two had drawn back a little into the shadows as if the night had +reached out its arms to them. Such a night belonged to such as these; +they invest it, lend it meaning, give it intelligible speech. As for +me, I was an old priest in an old cassock, with all his fond and +foolish old heart melting in his breast. Youth alone is eternal and +immortal. And as for love, it is of God.</p> + +<p>"<i>As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without +end, Amen</i>." I had finished the decade. And then as one awakes from a +trance I rose softly and as softly crept back to the Parish House, +happy and at peace, because I had seen that which makes the morning +stars rejoice when they sing together.</p> + +<p>"Armand," said my mother, sleepily, "is that you, dear? I must have +been nodding in my chair. Mary Virginia's just walked to the gate with +Laurence."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_253"></a>My goodness," said she, half an hour later. "What on earth can that +child mean? Hadn't you better call her in, Armand?"</p> + +<p>"No," said I, decidedly.</p> + +<p>Laurence brought her back presently. There must have been something +electrical in the atmosphere, for my mother of a sudden sat bolt +upright in her chair. Women are like that. That is one of the reasons +why men are so afraid of them.</p> + +<p>"Padre, and p'tite Madame," began Laurence, "you've been like a father +and mother to me—and—and<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"And we thought you ought to know," said Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p>"My children!" cried my mother, ecstatically, "it is the wish of my +heart! Always have I prayed our good God to let this happen—and you +see?"</p> + +<p>"But it's a great secret: it's not to be <i>breathed</i>, yet," said Mary +Virginia.</p> + +<p>"Except, of course, my father<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> began Laurence.</p> + +<p>"And the Butterfly Man," I added, firmly. Well knowing none of us +could keep such news from <i>him</i>.</p> + +<p>"As for me," said my mother, gloriously reckless, "I shall open one of +the two bottles of our great-grandfather's wine!" The last time that +wine had been opened was the day I was ordained. "Armand, go and bring +John Flint."</p> + +<p>When I reached his rooms Kerry was whining over a huddled form on the +porch steps. John Flint lay prone, his arms outstretched, horribly +suggestive of one crucified. At my step he struggled upright. I had my +arms about him in another moment.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_254"></a>Are you hurt? sick? John, John, my son, what is it? What is it?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, I'm all right. I—was just a little shaky for the minute. +There, there, don't you be scared, father." But his voice shook, and +the hand I held was icy cold.</p> + +<p>"My son, my dear son, what is wrong with you?"</p> + +<p>He controlled himself with a great effort. "Oh, I've been a little off +my feed of late, father, that's all. See, I'm perfectly all right, +now." And he squared his shoulders and tried to speak in his natural +voice.</p> + +<p>"My mother wanted you to come over for a few minutes, there's +something you're to know. But if you don't feel well enough<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>He seemed to brace himself. "Maybe I know it already. However, I'm +quite able to walk over and hear—anything I'm to be told," he said, +composedly.</p> + +<p>In the lighted parlor his face showed up pale and worn, and his eyes +hollow. But his smile was ready, his voice steady, and the hand which +received the wine Mary Virginia herself brought him, did not tremble.</p> + +<p>"It is to our great, great happiness we wish you to drink, old +friend," said Laurence. Intoxicated with his new joy, glowing, +shining, the boy was magnificent.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man turned and looked at him; steadily, deliberately, a +long, searching, critical look, as if measuring him by a new standard. +Laurence stood the test. Then the man's eyes came back to the girl, +rose-colored, radiant, star-eyed, and lingered upon her. He arose, and +held up the glass in which our old wine seemed to leap upward in +little amber-colored flames.</p> + +<p>"You'll understand," said the Butterfly Man, "that <a name="Page_255"></a>I haven't the +words handy to my tongue to say what's in my heart. I reckon I'd have +to be God for awhile, to make all I wish for you two come true." There +was in look and tone and manner something so sweet and reverent that +we were touched and astonished.</p> + +<p>When my mother had peremptorily sent Laurence home to the judge, and +carried Mary Virginia off to talk the rest of the night through, I +went back to his rooms with John Flint, in spite of the lateness of +the hour: for I was uneasy about him.</p> + +<p>I think my nearness soothed him. For with that boyish diffident +gesture of his he reached over presently and held me by the sleeve.</p> + +<p>"Parson," he asked, abruptly, "is a man born with a whole soul, or +just a sort of shut-up seed of one? Is one given him free, or has he +got to earn and pay for one before he gets it, parson? I want to +know."</p> + +<p>"We all want to know that, John Flint. And the West says Yes, and the +East, No."</p> + +<p>"I've been reading a bit," said he, slowly and thoughtfully. "I wanted +to hear what both sides had to say. Paul is pretty plain, on his side +of the fence. But, parson, some chaps that talk as if they knew quite +as much as Paul does, say you don't get anything in this universe for +nothing; you have to pay for what you get. As near as I can figure it +out, you land here with a chance to earn yourself. You can quit or you +can go on—it's all up to you. If you're a sport and play the game +straight, why, you stand to win yourself a water-tight fire-proof +soul. Because, you see, you've earned and paid for it, parson. That +sounded like good sense to me. Looked to me as if I was sort of doing +it myself. <a name="Page_256"></a>But when I began to go deeper into the thing, why, I got +stuck. For I can't deny I'd been doing it more because I had to than +because I wanted to. But—which-ever way it is, I'm paying! Oh, yes, +I'm paying!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, but so is everybody else, my son," said I, sadly. "... each in +his own coin. ... But after all isn't oneself worth while, whatever +the cost?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said he. "That's where I'm stuck. Is the whole show a +skin game or is it worth while? But, parson, whatever it is, you pay a +hell of a price when you buy yourself on the instalment plan, believe +me!" his voice broke, as if on a suppressed groan. "If I could get it +over and done with, pay for my damned little soul in one big gob, I +wouldn't mind. But to have to buy what I'm buying, to have to pay what +I'm paying<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"You are ill," said I, deeply concerned. "I was afraid of this."</p> + +<p>He laughed, more like a croak.</p> + +<p>"Sure I'm sick. I'm sick to the core of me, but you and Westmoreland +can't dose me. Nobody can do anything for me, I have to do it myself +or go under. That's part of paying on the instalment plan, too, +parson."</p> + +<p>"I don't think I exactly understand<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"No, you wouldn't. <i>You</i> paid in a lump sum, you see. And you got what +you got. Whatever it was that got <i>you</i>, parson, got the best of the +bargain." His voice softened.</p> + +<p>"You are talking in parables," said I, severely.</p> + +<p>"But I'm not paying in parables, parson. I'm paying in <i>me</i>," said he, +grimly. And he laughed again, a <a name="Page_257"></a>laugh of sheer stark misery that +raised a chill echo in my heart. His hand crept back to my sleeve.</p> + +<p>"I—can't always can the squeal," he whispered.</p> + +<p>"If only I could help you!" I grieved.</p> + +<p>"You do," said he, quickly. "You do, by being you. I hang on to you, +parson. And say, look here! Don't you think I'm such a hog I can't +find time to be glad other folks are happy even if I'm not. If there's +one thing that could make me feel any sort of way good, it's to know +those two who were made for each other have found it out. It sort of +makes it look as if some things do come right, even if others are +rotten wrong. I'm glad till it hurts me. I'd like you to believe +that."</p> + +<p>"I do believe it. And, my son! if you can find time to be glad of +others' happiness, without envy, why, you're bound to come right, +because you're sound at the core."</p> + +<p>"You reckon I'm worth my price, then, parson?"</p> + +<p>"I reckon you're worth your price, whatever it is. I don't worry about +you, John Flint."</p> + +<p>And somehow, I did not. I left him with Kerry's head on his knee. His +hand was humanly warm again, and the voice in which he told me +goodnight was bravely steady. He sat erect in his doorway, fronting +the night like a soldier on guard. If he were buying his soul on the +instalment plan I was sure he would be able to meet the payments, +whatever they were, as they fell due.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_258"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XIV"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XIV<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>THE WISHING CURL</h3> +<br /> + +<p>With February the cold that the Butterfly Man had wished for came with +a vengeance. The sky lost its bright blue friendliness and changed +into a menacing gray, the gray of stormy water. Overnight the flowers +vanished, leaving our gardens stripped and bare, and our birds that +had been so gay were now but sorry shivering balls of ruffled +feathers, with no song left in them. When rain came the water froze in +the wagon-ruts, and ice-covered puddles made street-corners dangerous.</p> + +<p>This intense cold, damp, heavy, penetrating, coming upon the heels of +the unseasonably warm weather, seemed to bring to a head all the +latent sickness smoldering in the mill-parish, for it suddenly burst +forth like a conflagration. If the Civic League had not already done +so much to better conditions in the poorer district, we must have had +a very serious epidemic, as Dr. Westmoreland bluntly told the Town +Council.</p> + +<p>As it was, things were pretty bad for awhile, and the inevitable white +hearse moved up and down, stopping now at this door, now at that. In +one narrow street, I remember, it moved in the exact shape of a figure +eight within the week. I do not like to recall those days. I buried +the children with the seal of Holy Mother Church upon their innocence; +I repeated over them "The Lord <a name="Page_259"></a>hath given, the Lord hath taken +away"—and knew in my heart that it was man-made want, the greed of +money-madness, that had taken them untimely out of their mothers' +laps. And the earth was like iron; it opened unwillingly to receive +the babes of the poor.</p> + +<p>In and out of stricken mill-houses and shabby shacks, as regularly as +Westmoreland and I, whose business and duty lay there, came John +Flint. He made no effort to comfort parents, although these seemed to +derive a curious consolation from his presence. He did not even come +because he wanted to; he came because the children begged to see the +Butterfly Man and one may not refuse a sick child. He had made friends +with them, made toys for them; and now he saw dull eyes brighten at +his approach and pale faces try to smile; languid and fever-hot hands +were held out to him. All the force of the affection of young +children, their dazzling faith, the almost unthinkable power upon +their plastic minds of those whom they trust, came home to him. He +could not, in such an hour, accept lightly, with a careless smile, the +fact that children loved him. And once or twice a small hand that +clung to him grew cold in his clasp, and under his eyes a child's +closed to this world.</p> + +<p>Now, something that saw straight, thought like a naked sword-blade, +ate like a testing acid into shams and hated evasions and half-truths +and subterfuges, had of late been showing more and more behind John +Flint's reserve; and I think it might have hardened into a mentality +cold and bright and barren, hard and cutting as a diamond, had it not +been for the children whom he had to see suffer and die.</p> + +<p>There was one child of whom he was particularly fond—<a name="Page_260"></a>a child with +the fairest of fair hair, deep and sweet blue eyes, and the quickest, +shyest, most fleeting of smiles to lighten flashingly her small pale +serious face. She had been one of the first of the mill folks' +children to make friends with the Butterfly Man. She used to watch for +him, and then, holding on to one of his fingers, she liked to trot +sedately down the street beside him.</p> + +<p>This child's going was sudden and rather painful. Westmoreland did +what he could, but there was no stamina in that frail body, so her's +had been one of the small hands to fall limp and still out of John +Flint's. The doll he had made for her lay in the crook of her arm; it +had on a red calico dress, very garish in the gray room, and against +the child's whiteness.</p> + +<p>Westmoreland stood, big and compassionate, at the foot of the bed. His +ruddy face showed wan and behind his glasses his gray tired eyes +winked and blinked.</p> + +<p>"There must be," said the Doctor, as if to himself, "some eternal vast +reservoir somewhere, that stores up all this terrible total of +unnecessary suffering—the cruel and needless suffering inflicted upon +children and animals, in particular. Perhaps it's a spiritual serum +used for the saving of the race. Perhaps races higher up than we use +it—as <i>we</i> use rabbits and guinea-pigs. No, no, nothing's wasted; +there's a forward end to pain, somewhere." He looked down at the child +and shook his head doubtfully:</p> + +<p>"But when all is said and done," he muttered, "what do such as these +get out of it? Nothing—so far as we can see. They're victims, they +and the innocent beasts, thrust into a world which tortures and +devours them. Why? Why? Why?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_261"></a>There is nothing to do but leave that everlasting Why to God," said +I, painfully.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man looked up and one saw that cold sword-straight, +diamond-hard something in his eyes:</p> + +<p>"Parson," said he, grimly, "you're a million miles off the right +track—and you know it. Leaving things to God—things like poor kids +dying because they're gouged out of their right to live—is just about +as rotten stupid and wrong as it can well be. God's all right; he does +his part of the job. You do yours, and what happens? Why, my +butterflies answer that! I'm punk on your catechism, and if <i>this</i> is +all it can teach I hope I die punk on it; but as near as I can make +out, original sin is leaving things like this"—and he looked at his +small friend with her doll on her arm<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>to God, instead of tackling +the job yourself and straightening it out."</p> + +<p>The child's mother, a gaunt creature without a trace of youth left in +her, although she could not have been much more than thirty, shambled +over to a chair on the other side of the bed. She wore a faded red +calico wrapper—a scrap of it had made the doll's frock—and a +blue-checked apron with holes in it. Her hair was drawn painfully back +from her forehead, and there was a wispy fringe of it on the back of +her scraggy neck. In her dull eyes glimmered nothing but the innate +uneasiness of those who are always in need, and her mouth had drawn +itself into the shape of a horseshoe. There is no luck in a horseshoe +hung thus on a woman's face. One might fancy she felt no emotion, her +whole demeanor was so apathetic; but of a sudden she leaned over and +took up one of the thick shining curls; half smiling, she began to +wrap it about her finger.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_262"></a>I useter be right smart proud o' Louisa's hair," she remarked in a +drawling, listless voice. "She come by it from them uppidy folks o' +her pa's. I've saw her when she wasn't much more 'n hair an' eyes, +times her pa was laid up with the misery in his chest, an' me with +nothin' but piecework weeks on end.</p> + +<p>"... She was a cu'rus kind o' child, Louisa was. She sort o' +'spicioned things wasn't right, but you think that child ever let a +squeal out o' her? Not her! Lemme tell you-all somethin', jest to show +what kind o' a heart that child had, suhs."</p> + +<p>With a loving and mothering motion she moved the bright curl about and +about her hard finger. She spoke half intimately, half garrulously; +and from the curl she would lift her faded eyes to the Butterfly +Man's.</p> + +<p>"'T was a Sarrerday night, an' I was a-walkin' up an' down, account o' +me bein' awful low in the mind.</p> + +<p>"'Ma,' says Louisa, 'I'm reel hungry to-night. You reckon I could have +a piece o' bread with butter on it? I wisht I could taste some bread +with butter on it,' says she.</p> + +<p>"'Darlin',' says I, turrible sad, 'Po' ma c'n give yo' the naked bread +an' thanks to God I got even that to give,' I says. 'But they ain't a +scrap o' butter in this house, an' no knowin' how to git any. Oh, +darlin', ma's so sorry!'</p> + +<p>"She looks up with that quick smile o' her'n. Yes, suh, Mr. Flint, she +ups and smiles. 'You don't belong to be sorry any, ma,' says she, +comfortin'. 'Don't you mind none at all. Why, ma, darlin', <i>I just +love naked bread without no butter on it!</i>' says she. My God, Mr. +Flint, I bust out a-cryin' in her face. Seemed like I <a name="Page_263"></a>natchelly +couldn't stand no mo'!" And smiling vaguely with her poor old +down-curved mouth, she went on fingering the curl.</p> + +<p>"Will you-all look a' that!" she murmured, with pride. "Even her +hair's lovin', an' sort o' holds on like it wants you should touch it. +My Lord o' glory, I'm glad her pa ain't livin' to see this day! He had +his share o' misery, po' man, him dyin' o' lung-fever an' all....</p> + +<p>"Six head o' young ones we'd had, me an' him. An' they'd all dropped +off. Come spring, an' one'd be gone. I kep' a-comfortin' that man best +I could they was better off, angels not bein' pindlin' an' hungry an' +barefoot, an' thanks be, they ain't no mills in heaven. But their pa +he couldn't see it thataway nohow. He was turrible sot on them +children, like us pore folks gen'rally is. They was reel fine-lookin' +at first.</p> + +<p>"When all the rest of 'em had went, her pa he sort o' sot his heart on +Louisa here. 'For we ain't got nothin' else, ma,' says he. 'An' please +the good Lord, we're a-goin' to give this one book-learnin' an' sich, +an' so be she'll miss them mills,' he says. 'Ma, less us aim to make a +lady o' our Louisa. Not that the Lord ain't done it a'ready,' says her +pa, 'but we got to he'p Him keep on an' finish the job thorough.' An' +here's him an' her both gone, an' me without a God's soul belongin' to +me this day! My God, Mr. Flint, ain't it something turrible the things +happens to us pore folks?"</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man looked from her to Westmoreland and me: doctor of +bodies, doctor of souls, naturalist, what had we to say to this woman +stripped of all? But she, with the greater wisdom of the poor, spoke +for herself <a name="Page_264"></a>and for us. A sort of veiled light crept into her sodden +face.</p> + +<p>"It ain't I ain't grateful to you-all," said she. "God knows I be. You +was good to Louisa. Doctor, you remember that day you give her a ride +in your ottermobile an' forgot to bring her home for more 'n a hour? +My, but that child was happy!"</p> + +<p>"'Ma,' says she when I come home that night, 'you know what heaven +is?'</p> + +<p>"'Child,' says I, 'folks like me mostly knows what it ain't.'</p> + +<p>"'I beat you, ma!' says she, clappin' her hands. 'Heaven ain't nothin' +much but country an' roads an' trees an' butterflies, an' things like +that,' says she. 'An' God's got ottermobiles, plenty an' plenty +ottermobiles, an' you ride free in 'em long's you feel like it, 'cause +that's what they's <i>for</i>. An', ma,' says she, 'God's, showfers is all +of 'em Dr. Westmorelands and Mr. Flints.' Yea, suh, you-all been +mighty kind to Louisa. But I reckon," she drawled, "it was Mr. Flint +Louisa loved best, him bein' a childern's kind o' man, an' on account +o' Loujaney." She laid a hand upon the rag doll lying on the little +girl's arm.</p> + +<p>"From the first day you give her that doll, Mr. Flint—which she named +Loujaney, for her an' me both—that child ain't been parted from it." +She smiled down at the two. I could almost have prayed she would weep +instead. It would have been easier to bear.</p> + +<p>"The King's Daughters, they give her a mighty nice doll off their +Christmas tree last year, but Louisa, she didn't take to it like she +done to Loujaney.</p> + +<p>"'<i>That</i> doll's jest a visitin' lady,' says she, 'but <a name="Page_265"></a>Loujaney, she's +<i>my child</i>. Mr. Flint made her a-purpose for me, same's God made me +for you, ma, an' she's mine by bornation. I can live with Loujaney. I +ain't a mite ashamed afore her when we ain't got nothin', but I turn +'tother's face to the wall so she won't know. Loujaney's pore folks +same's you an' me, an' she knows prezac'ly how 't is. That's why I +love her so much.</p> + +<p>"An' day an' night," resumed the drawling voice, "them two's been +together. She jest lived an' et an' slept with that doll. If ever a +doll gits to grow feelin's, Loujaney's got 'em. I s'pose I'd best give +that visitin' doll to some child that wants it bad, but I ain't got +the heart to take Loujaney away from her ma. I'm a-goin' to let them +two go right on sleepin' together.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint, suh, seein' Louisa liked you so much, an' it's you she'd +want to have it<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> she leaned over, pushed the thick fair hair aside, +and laid her finger upon a very whimsy of a curl, shorter, paler, +fairer than the others, just above the little right ear.</p> + +<p>"Her pa useter call that the wishin' curl," said she, half +apologetically. "You see, suh, he was a comical sort of man, an' a great +hand for pertendin' things. I never could pertend. Things is what they +is an' pertendin' don't change 'em none. But him an' her was different. +That's how come him to pertend the Lord'd put the rainbow's pot o' gold +in Louisa's hair with a wish in it, an' that ridic'lous curl one side +her head, like a mark, was the wishin' curl. He'd pertend he could pull +it twict an' say whisperin', '<i>Bickery-ickery-ee—my wish is comin' to +me</i>,' an' he'd git it. An' she liked to pertend 'twas so an' she could +wish things on it for me an' git 'em. ... Clo'es an' shoes an' fire an' +cake an' <a name="Page_266"></a>beefsteak an' butter an' stayin' home. ... Just pertendin', you +see.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint, suh, <i>I</i> ain't got a God's thing any more to wish for, but +you bein' the sort o' man you are, I'd rather 'twas you had Louisa's +wishin' curl, to remember her by." Snip! went the scissors; and there +it lay, pale as the new gold of spring sunlight, curling as young +grape-tendrils, in the Butterfly Man's open palm.</p> + +<p>"<i>Silver and gold have I none; but such as I have give I thee</i>," said +the great Apostle to the lame man who lay beside the gate of the +temple that is called, Beautiful.</p> + +<p>"I ain't got nothin' else," said the common mill-woman; and laid in +John Flint's hand Louisa's wishing-curl.</p> + +<p>He stared at it, and turned as pale as the child on her pillow. The +human pity of the thing, its sheer stark piercing simplicity, squeezed +his heart as with a great hand.</p> + +<p>"My God!" he choked. "My—God!" and a rending sob tore loose from his +throat. For the first time in his life he had to weep; uncontrolled, +unashamed, childlike, fatherly, brotherly. For he had experienced, +unselfishly, on account of one of the humblest of God's creatures, one +of the great divine emotions. And when that happens to a man it is as +if his soul were winnowed by the wind of an archangel's wings.</p> + +<p>Westmoreland and I slipped out and left him with the woman. She would +know what further thing to say to him.</p> + +<p>Outside in the bleak bitter street, the Doctor laid his hand on my +shoulder. He winked his eyes rapidly. "<a name="Page_267"></a>Father," said he, earnestly, +"when I witness such a thing as we've seen this morning, I do not lose +faith. I gain it." And he gripped me heartily with his big gloved +hand. "Tell John Flint," he added, "that sometimes a rag doll is a +mighty big thing for a man to have to his credit." Then he was gone, +with a tear freezing on his cheek.</p> + +<p>"Angels," John Flint had said more than once, "are not middle-aged +doctors with shoulders on them like a barn-door, and ribs like a dray; +angels don't have bald heads and wear a red tie and tan shoes. But I'd +pass them all up, from Gabriel down, wings and tailfeathers, for one +Walter Westmoreland."</p> + +<p>I would, too. And I walked along, thinking of what I had just +witnessed; sensing its time value. To those slight and fragile things +which had, for John Flint, outweighed the scales of evil—a gray moth, +a butterfly's wing, a bird's nest—I added a child's fair hair, and a +rag doll that was going to sleep with its ma.</p> + +<p>There were but few people on the freezing streets, for folks preferred +to stay indoors and hug the fire. Fronting the wind, I walked with a +lowered head, and thus collided with a lady who turned a corner at the +same time I did.</p> + +<p>"Don't apologize, Padre," said Mary Virginia, for it was she. "It was +my fault—I wasn't looking where I was going."</p> + +<p>"Are you by any chance bound for the Parish House? Because my mother +will be on her way to a poor thing that's just lost her only child. +Where have you been these past weeks? I haven't seen you for ages."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've been rather busy, too, Padre. And I <a name="Page_268"></a>haven't been quite +well<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> she hesitated. I thought I understood. For, possibly from some +servant who had overheard Mrs. Eustis expostulating with her daughter, +the news of Mary Virginia's unannounced engagement had sifted pretty +thoroughly throughout the length and breadth of Appleboro; a town +where an unfledged and callow rumor will start out of a morning and +come home to roost at night with talons and tailfeathers.</p> + +<p>That Mary Virginia had all James Eustis's own quiet will-power, +everybody knew. She would not, perhaps, marry Laurence in the face of +her mother's open opposition. Neither would she marry anybody else to +please her mother in defiance of her own heart. There was a pretty +struggle ahead, and Appleboro took sides for and against, and settled +itself with eager expectancy to watch the outcome.</p> + +<p>So I concluded that Mary Virginia had not been having a pleasant time. +Indeed, it struck me that she was really unwell. One might even +suspect she had known sleepless nights, from the shadowed eyes and the +languor of her manner.</p> + +<p>Just then, swinging down the street head erect, shoulders square, the +freezing weather only intensifying his glowing fairness, came Howard +Hunter. The man was clear red and white. His gold hair and beard +glittered, his bright blue eyes snapped and sparkled. He seemed to +rejoice in the cold, as if some Viking strain in him delighted in its +native air.</p> + +<p>As he paused to greet us a coldness not of the weather crept into Mary +Virginia's eyes. She did not speak, but bowed formally. Mr. Hunter, +holding her gaze for a moment, lifted his brows whimsically and +smiled; then, <a name="Page_269"></a>bowing, he passed on. She stood looking after him, her +lips closed firmly upon each other.</p> + +<p>Tucking her hand in my arm, she walked with me to the Parish House +gate. No, she said, she couldn't come in. But I was to give her +regards to the Butterfly Man, and her love to Madame.</p> + +<p>"Parson," the Butterfly Man asked me that night, "have you seen Mary +Virginia recently?"</p> + +<p>"I saw her to-day."</p> + +<p>"I saw her to-day, too. She looked worried. She hasn't been here +lately, has she?"</p> + +<p>"No. She hasn't been feeling well. I hear Mrs. Eustis has been very +outspoken about the engagement, and I suppose that's what worries Mary +Virginia."</p> + +<p>"I don't think so. She knew she had to go up against that, from the +first. She's more than a match for her mother. There's something else. +Didn't I tell you I had a hunch there was going to be trouble? Well, +I've got a hunch it's here."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" said I, shortly.</p> + +<p>"I know," said he, stubbornly. And he added, irrelevantly: "It's +generally known, parson, that Eustis will be nominated. Inglesby's +managed to gain considerable ground, thanks to Hunter, and folks say +if it wasn't for Eustis he'd win. As it is, he'll be swamped. I hear +he was thunderstruck when he got wind of what Mayne was going to play +against him—for he knows Laurence brought Eustis out. Inglesby's +mighty sore. He's the sort that hates to have to admit he can't get +what he wants."</p> + +<p>"Then he'd better save himself the trouble of having to put it to the +test," said I.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_270"></a>I'm wondering," said John Flint. "I wish I hadn't got that hunch!"</p> + +<p>I did not see Mary Virginia again for some time. Just then I moved +breathlessly in a horrid round of sickbeds, for the wave had reached +its height; already it had swept seventeen of my flock out of time +into eternity.</p> + +<p>I came home on one of the last of those heavy evenings, to find +Laurence waiting for me in my study. He was standing in the middle of +the room, his hands clasped behind his back.</p> + +<p>"Padre," said he by way of greeting, "have you seen Mary Virginia +lately? Has Madame?"</p> + +<p>"No, except for a chance meeting one morning on the street. But she +has been sending me help right along, bless her."</p> + +<p>"Has Madame heard anything from her, Padre?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't think so. But we've been frightfully busy of late, you +understand."</p> + +<p>"No, neither of you know," said Laurence, in a low voice. "You +wouldn't know. Padre, I—don't look at me like that, please; I'm not +ill. But, without reason—swear to you before God, without any reason +whatever, that I can conjure up—she has thrown me over, jilted +me—Mary Virginia, Padre! And I'm to forget her. <i>I'm to forget her, +you understand?</i> Because she can't marry me." He spoke in a level, +quiet, matter of fact voice. Then laughter shook him like a nausea.</p> + +<p>I laid my hand upon him. "Now tell me," said I, "what you have to tell +me."</p> + +<p>"I've really told you all I know," said Laurence. "Day before +yesterday she sent for me. You can't think how happy it made me to +have her send for me, how <a name="Page_271"></a>happy I've been since I knew she cared! I +felt as if there wasn't anything I couldn't do. There was nothing too +great to be accomplished—</p> + +<p>"Well, I went. She was standing in the middle of the long +drawing-room. There was a fire behind her. She was so like ice I +wonder now she didn't thaw. All in white, and cold, and frozen. And +she said she couldn't marry me. That's why she had sent for me—to +tell me that she meant to break our engagement: <i>Mary Virginia</i>!</p> + +<p>"I wanted to know why. I was within my rights in asking that, was I +not? And she wouldn't let me get close to her, Padre. She waved me +away. I got out of her that there were reasons: no, she wouldn't say +what those reasons were; but there were reasons. Her reasons, of +course. When I began to talk, to plead with her, she begged me not to +make things harder for her, but to be generous and go away. She just +couldn't marry me, didn't I understand? So I must release her."</p> + +<p>He hung his head. The youth of him had been dimmed and darkened.</p> + +<p>"And you said—?"</p> + +<p>"I said," said Laurence simply, "that she was mine as much as I was +hers, and that I'd go just then because she asked me to, but I was +coming back. I tried to see her again yesterday. She wouldn't see me. +She sent down word she wasn't at home. But I knew all along she was. +Mary Virginia, Padre!</p> + +<p>"I tried again. I haven't got any pride where she's concerned. Why +should I? She's—she's my soul, I think. I can't put it into words, +because you can't put feelings into words, but she's the pith of life. +Then I wrote her. Half a dozen times I wrote her. I got <a name="Page_272"></a>down to the +level of bribing the colored maid to take the notes to her, one every +hour, like a medicine, and slip them under her door. I know she +received them. I repeated it again to-day. It's Mary Virginia at +stake, and I can't take chances, can I? And this afternoon she sent +this.</p> + +<blockquote><p style="font-size: 90%;">"Oh, Laurence, be generous and spare me the torment of + questions. So far you have not reproached me; spare me that, + too! Don't you understand? I cannot marry you. Accept the + inevitable as I do. Forgive me and forget me. M.V.E."</p></blockquote> + +<p>The writing showed extreme nervousness, haste, agitation.</p> + +<p>"Well?" said Laurence. But I stood staring at the crumpled bit of +paper. I knew what I knew. I knew what my mother had thought fit to +reveal to me of the girl's feelings: Mary Virginia had been very sure. +I remembered what my eyes had seen, my ears heard. I was sure she was +faithful, for I knew my girl. And yet—</p> + +<p>There came back to me a morning in spring and I riding gaily off in +the glad sunshine, full of faith and of hope. To find what I had +found. I handed the note back, in silence.</p> + +<p>"Oh, why, why, why?" burst out the boy, in a gust of acute torment. +"For God's sake, why? Think of her eyes and her mouth, Padre—and her +forehead like a saint's—No, she's not false. God never made such eyes +as hers untruthful. I believe in her. I've got to believe in her. I +tell you, I belong to her, body and soul." He began to walk up and +down the room, and his shoulders twitched, as if a lash were laid over +them. "I could forgive her for not loving me, if she doesn't love me +and found it out, and said so. Women change, <a name="Page_273"></a>do they not? But—to +take a man that loves her—and tear his living soul to shreds and +tatters—</p> + +<p>"If <i>she's</i> a liar and a jilt, who and what am I to believe? Why +should she do it, Padre—to me that love her? Oh, my God, think of it: +to be betrayed by the best beloved! No, I can't think it. This isn't +just any light girl: this is Mary Virginia!"</p> + +<p>I put my hand on his shoulder. He is a head over me, and once again as +broad, perhaps. We two fell into step. I did not attempt to counsel or +console.</p> + +<p>"Here I come like a whining kid, Padre," said he, remorsefully, +"piling my troubles upon your shoulders that carry such burdens +already. Forgive me!"</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't be able to forgive you if you didn't come," said I. Up +and down the little room, up and down, the two of us.</p> + +<p>Came a light tap at the door. The Butterfly Man's head followed it.</p> + +<p>"Didn't I hear Laurence talking?" asked he, smiling. The smile froze +at sight of the boy's face. He closed the door, and leaned against it.</p> + +<p>"What's wrong with her?" he asked, quickly. It did not occur to us to +question his right to ask, or to wonder how he knew.</p> + +<p>In a dull voice Laurence told him. He held out his hand for the note, +read it in silence, and handed it back.</p> + +<p>"What do you make of it?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Trouble," said he, curtly; and he asked, reproachfully, "Don't you +know her, both of you, by this time?"</p> + +<p>"I know," said Laurence, "that she has sent me away from her."</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_274"></a>Because she wants to, or because she thinks she has to?" asked John +Flint.</p> + +<p>"Why should she do so unless it pleased her?" I asked sorrowfully.</p> + +<p>His eyes flashed. "Why, she's <i>herself</i>! A girl like her couldn't play +anybody false because there's no falseness in her to do it with. What +are you going to do about it?"</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to do," said Laurence, "but to release her; a +gentleman can do no less."</p> + +<p>John Flint's lips curled. "Release her? I'd hang on till hell froze +over and caught me in the ice! I'd wait. I'd write and tell her she +didn't need to make herself unhappy about me, I was unhappy enough +about her for the two of us, because she didn't trust me enough to +tell me what her trouble was, so I could help her. That first and +always I was her friend, right here, whenever she needed me and +whatever she needed me for. And I'd stand by. What else is a man good +for?"</p> + +<p>"I believe," said I, "that John Flint has given you the right word, +Laurence. Just hold fast and be faithful."</p> + +<p>Laurence lifted his haggard face. "There isn't any question of my +being faithful to her, Padre. And I couldn't make myself believe that +she's less so than I. What Flint says tallies with my own intuition. +I'll write her to-night." He laid his hand on John Flint's arm. +"You're all right, Bughunter," said he, earnestly. "'Night, Padre." +Then he was gone.</p> + +<p>"Do you think," said John Flint, when he had rejected every conjecture +his mind presented as the possible cause of Mary Virginia's action, +"that Inglesby could be at the bottom of this?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_275"></a>I think," said I, "that you have an obsession where that man is +concerned. He is a disease with you. Good heaven, what could Inglesby +possibly have to do with Mary Virginia's affairs?"</p> + +<p>"That's what I'm wondering. Well, then, who is it?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," said I, unwillingly, "it is Mary Virginia herself."</p> + +<p>"Forget it! She's not that sort."</p> + +<p>"She is a woman."</p> + +<p>"Ain't it the truth, though?" he jeered. "What a peach of a reason for +not acting like herself, looking like herself, being like herself! +She's a woman! So are all the rest of the folks that weren't born men, +if you'll notice. They're women; we're men: and both of us are people. +Get it?"</p> + +<p>"I get it," said I, annoyed. "Your attitude, John Flint, is a vulgar +platitude. And permit me to<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"I'll permit you to do anything except get cross," said he, quickly. +The ghost of a smile touched his face. "Being bad-tempered, parson, +suits you just about as well as plaid pants and a Hello Bill button."</p> + +<p>"I am a human being," I began, frigidly.</p> + +<p>"And I'm another. And so is Mary Virginia. And there we are, parson. +I'm troubled. I don't like the looks of things. It's no use telling +myself this is none of my business; it is very much my business. You +remember ... when I came here ..." he hesitated, for this is a subject +we do not like to discuss, "what you were up against ... parson, I've +thought you must have been caught and crucified yourself, and learned +things on the cross, and that's why you held on to me. <a name="Page_276"></a>But with the +kids, it was different—particularly the little girl. The first thing +I ever got from her was a lovely look, the first time ever I set eyes +on her she came with an underwing moth. I'd be a poor sort that +wouldn't be willing to be spilt like water and scattered like dust, if +she needed me now, wouldn't I?"</p> + +<p>"But," said I, perplexed, "what can you do? A young lady has seen fit +to break her engagement; young ladies often see fit to do that, my +dear fellow. This isn't an uncommon case. Also, one doesn't interfere +in a lady's private affairs, not even when one is an old priest who +has loved her since her childhood, nor yet a Butterfly Man who is her +devoted friend. Don't you see?"</p> + +<p>"I see there's something wrong," said he, doggedly.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps. But that doesn't give one the right to pry into something +she evidently doesn't wish to reveal," I told him.</p> + +<p>"I suppose," said he, heavily, "you are right. But if you hear +anything, let me know, won't you?"</p> + +<p>I promised; but I found out nothing, save that it had not been Mrs. +Eustis who influenced her daughter's action. This came out in a call +Mrs. Eustis made at the Parish House.</p> + +<p>"My dear," she told my mother, "when she told me she had broken that +engagement, I was astounded! But I can't say I wasn't pleased. +Laurence is a dear boy; and his family's as good as ours—no one can +take that away from the Maynes. But Mary Virginia should have done +better.</p> + +<p>"I quarreled with her, argued with her, pleaded with her. I cried and +cried. But she's James Eustis to the <a name="Page_277"></a>life—you might as well try to +move the Rock of Gibraltar. Then one morning she came to my room and +told me she found she couldn't marry Laurence! And she had already +told him so, and broken her engagement, and I wasn't to ask her any +questions. I didn't. I was too glad."</p> + +<p>"And—Laurence—?" asked my mother, ironically.</p> + +<p>"Laurence? Laurence is a <i>man</i>. Men get over that sort of thing. I've +known a man to be perfectly mad over his wife—and marry, six months +after her death. They're like that. They always get over it. It's +their nature."</p> + +<p>"Let us hope, then, for Laurence's peace of mind," said my mother, +"that he'll get over it—like all the rest of his sex. Though I +shouldn't call Laurence fickle, or faithless, if you ask me."</p> + +<p>"He is a very fine boy. I always liked him myself and James adores +him. If I had two or three daughters, I'd be willing to let one of +them marry Laurence—after awhile. But having only one I must say I +want her to do better."</p> + +<p>"I see," said my mother. To me she said later:</p> + +<p>"And yet, Armand, although I condemn it, I can quite appreciate Mrs. +Eustis's point of view. I was somewhat like that myself, once upon a +time."</p> + +<p>"You? Never!"</p> + +<p>My mother smiled tolerantly.</p> + +<p>"Ah, but you never offered me a daughter-in-law I did not relish. It +was much easier for me to bear the Church!"</p> + +<p>That night I went over to John Flint's, for I thought <a name="Page_278"></a>that the fact +of Mary Virginia's deliberately choosing to act as she had done would +in a measure settle the matter and relieve his anxiety.</p> + +<p>There was a cedar wood fire before which Kerry lay stretched; little +white Pitache, grown a bit stiff of late, occupied a chair he had +taken over for his own use and from which he refused to be dislodged. +Major Cartwright had just left, and the room still smelt of his cigar, +mingling pleasantly with the clean smell of the burning cedar.</p> + +<p>On the table, within reach of his hand, was ranged the Butterfly Man's +entire secular library: Andrew Lang's translation of Homer; Omar; +Richard Burton's Kasidah; Saadi's Gulistan, over which he chuckled; +Robert Burns; Don Quixote; Joan of Arc, and Huckleberry Finn; Treasure +Island; the Bible Miss Sally Ruth had given him—I never could induce +him to change it for my own Douai version—; one or two volumes of +Shakespeare; the black Obituary Book, grown loathsomely fat; and the +"Purely Original Verse of James Gordon Coogler," which a light-minded +professor of mathematics at the University of South Carolina had given +him, and in which he evilly delighted. Other books came and went, but +these remained. To-night it was the Bible which lay open, at the Book +of Psalms.</p> + +<p>"Look at this." He laid his finger on a verse of the nineteenth: "The +testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple."</p> + +<p>"The times I've turned that over in my mind, out in the woods by night +and the fields by day!" said the Butterfly Man, musingly. "The simple +is <i>me</i>, parson, and the testimony is green things growing, and +butterf<a name="Page_279"></a>lies and moths, and Kerry, and people, and trouble, and +Louisa's hair, and—well, about everything, I reckon.</p> + +<p>"Yes, everything's testimony, and it can make wise the simple—if he's +not too simple. I reckon, parson, the simple is lumped in three +lots—the fool for a little while, the fool for half the day, and the +life-everlasting twenty-four-hours-a-day, dyed-in-the-wool damn-fool.</p> + +<p>"Some of us are the life-everlasting kind, the kind that used to make +old man Solomon wall his eyes and throw fits and then get busy and +hatch out proverbs with stings in their tails. A lot of us are +half-the-day fools; and all the rest are fools for a little while. +There's nobody born that hasn't got his times and seasons for being a +fool for a while. But that's the sort of simple the testimony slams +some sense into. Like <i>me</i>," he added earnestly, and closed the great +Book.</p> + +<p>I told him presently what I had heard; that, as he surmised, Mrs. +Eustis was not responsible for Mary Virginia's change of mind—or +perhaps of heart. He nodded. But he offered no comment. Now, since I +had come in, he had been from time to time casting at me rather +speculative and doubtful glances. He drummed on the table, smiled +sheepishly, and presently reached for a package, unwrapped it, and +laid before me a book.</p> + +<p>'"The Relation of Insect Life to Human Society,'" I read, "By John +Flint and Rev. Armand Jean De Rancé. With notes and drawings by Father +De Rancé." It bore the imprint of a great publishing house.</p> + +<p>"You suggested it more than once," said John Flint. "Off and on, these +two years, I've been working on it. All the notes I particularly asked +you for were for this. Mighty fine and acute notes they are, +too—you'd never <a name="Page_280"></a>have been willing to do it if you'd known they were +for publication—I know you. And I saved the drawings. I'm vain of +those illustrations. Abbot's weren't in it, next to yours."</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact I have a pretty talent for copying plant and +insect. I have but little originality, but this very limitation made +the drawings more valuable. They were almost painfully exact, the +measurements and coloration being as approximately perfect as I could +get them.</p> + +<p>Now that the book has been included in all standard lists I needn't +speak of it at length—the reviewers have given it what measure of +bricks and bouquets it deserved. But it is a clever, able, +comprehensive book, and that is why it has made its wide appeal.</p> + +<p>Every least credit that could possibly be given to me, he had +scrupulously rendered. He had made full use of note and drawing. He +made light enough of his own great labor of compilation, but his +preface was quick to state his "great indebtedness to his patient and +wise teacher."</p> + +<p>One sees that the situation was not without irony. But I could not +cloud his pleasure in my co-authorship nor dim his happiness by +disclaiming one jot or tittle of what he had chosen to accredit me +with. It is more blessed to give than to receive, but much more +difficult to receive than to give.</p> + +<p>"Do you like it?" he asked, hopefully.</p> + +<p>"I am most horribly proud of it," said I, honestly.</p> + +<p>"Sure, parson? Hand on your heart?"</p> + +<p>"Sure. Hand on my heart."</p> + +<p>"All right, then," said he, sighing with relief.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_281"></a>Here's your share of the loot," and he pushed a check across the +table.</p> + +<p>"But<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> I hesitated, blinking, for it was a check of sorts.</p> + +<p>"But nothing. Blow it in. Say, I'm curious. What are you going to do +with yours?"</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do with yours?" I asked in return.</p> + +<p>He reddened, hesitated; then his head went up.</p> + +<p>"I figure it, parson, that by way of that rag-doll I'm kin to Louisa's +ma. As near as I can get to it, Louisa's ma's my widow. It's a devil +of a responsibility for a live man to have a widow. It worries him. +Just to get her off my mind I'm going to invest my share of this book +for her. She'll at least be sure of a roof and fire and shoes and +clothes and bread with butter on it and staying home sometimes. She'll +have to work, of course; anyway you looked at it, it wouldn't be right +to take work away from her. She'll work, then; but she won't be +worked. Louisa's managed to pull something out of her wishin' curl for +her ma, after all. I'm sure I hope they'll let the child know."</p> + +<p>I could not speak for a moment; but as I looked at him, the red in his +tanned cheek deepened.</p> + +<p>"As a matter of fact, parson," he explained, "somebody ought to do +something for a woman that looks like that, and it might just as well +be me. I'm willing to pay good money to have my widow turn her mouth +the other way up, and I hope she'll buy a back-comb for those bangs on +her neck."</p> + +<p>"And all this," said I, "came out of one little wishin' curl, +Butterfly Man?"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_282"></a>But what else could I do?" he wondered, "when I'm kin to Loujaney by +bornation?" and to hide his feeling, he asked again:</p> + +<p>"Now what are you going to do with yours?"</p> + +<p>I reflected. I watched his clever, quizzical eyes, out of which the +diamond-bright hardness had vanished, and into which I am sure that +dear child's curl had wished this milder, clearer light.</p> + +<p>"You want to know what I am going to do with mine?" said I, airily. +"Well; as for me, the very first thing I am going to do is to +purchase, in perpetuity, a fine new lamp for St. Stanislaus!"</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_283"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XV"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XV<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT</h3> +<br /> + +<p>Timid tentative rifts and wedges of blue had ventured back into the +cold gray sky, and a stout-hearted robin or two heralded spring. One +morning coming from mass I saw in the thin watery sunshine the painted +wings of the Red Admiral flash by, and I welcomed him as one welcomes +the long-missed face of a friend. I cannot choose but love the Red +Admiral. He has always stirred my imagination, for frail as his gay +wings are they have nevertheless borne this dauntless small Columbus +of butterflies across unknown seas and around uncharted lands, until +like his twin-sister the Painted Lady he has all but circled the +globe. A few days later a handful of those gold butterflies that +resemble nothing so much as new bright dandelions in the young grass, +dared the unfriendly days before their time as if to coax the lagging +spring to follow.</p> + +<p>The sad white streamers disappeared from doors and for a space the +little white hearse ceased to go glimmering by. Then at many windows +appeared small faces bearing upon them the mark of the valley of the +shadow through which they had just passed. Although they were on side +streets in the dingy mill district, far removed from our pleasant +windows that looked out upon trees and flowers, all Appleboro was +watching these wan visages with wiser and kinder eyes.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_284"></a>Perhaps the most potent single factor in the arousing of our civic +conscience was a small person who might have justly thought we hadn't +any: I mean Loujaney's little ma, whose story had crept out and gone +from lip to lip and from home to home, making an appeal to which there +could be no refusal.</p> + +<p>When Major Cartwright heard it, the high-hearted old rebel hurried +over to the Parish House and thrust into my hand a lean roll of bills. +And the major is by no means a rich man.</p> + +<p>"It's not tainted money," said the major, "though some mighty good +Bourbon is goin' to turn into pap on account of it. However, it's an +ill wind that doesn't blow somebody good—Marse Robert can come on +back upstairs now an' thaw himself out while watchin' me read the +Lamentations of Jeremiah—who was evidently sufferin' from a dry spell +himself."</p> + +<p>On the following Sunday the Baptist minister chose for his text that +verse of Matthew which bids us take heed that we despise not one of +these little ones because in heaven their angels do always behold the +face of our Father. And then he told his people of that little one who +had pretended to love dry bread when she couldn't get any butter—in +Appleboro. And who had gone to her rest holding to her thin breast a +rag-doll that was kin to her by bornation, Loujaney being poor folks +herself and knowing prezactly how't was.</p> + +<p>Over the heads of loved and sheltered children the Baptist brethren +looked at each other. Of course, it wasn't their fault any more than +anybody else's.—In a very husky voice their pastor went on to tell +them of the curl which the woman who hadn't a God's thing left <a name="Page_285"></a>to +wish for had given as a remembrance to "that good and kind man, our +brother John Flint, sometimes known as the Butterfly Man."</p> + +<p>Dabney put the plain little discourse into print and heightened its +effect by an editorial couched in the plainest terms. We were none of +us in the humor to hear a spade called an agricultural implement just +then, and Dabney knew it; particularly when the mill dividends and the +cemetery both showed a marked increase.</p> + +<p>Something had to be done, and quickly, but we didn't exactly know how +nor where to begin doing it. Laurence, insisting that this was really +everybody's business, called a mass-meeting at the schoolhouse, and +the <i>Clarion</i> requested every man who didn't intend to bring his +women-folks to that meeting to please stay home himself. Wherefore +Appleboro town and county came with the wife of its bosom—or maybe +the wife came and fetched it along.</p> + +<p>Laurence called the meeting to order, and his manner of addressing the +feminine portion of his audience would have made his gallant +grandfather challenge him. He hadn't a solitary pretty phrase to +tickle the ears of the ladies—he spoke of and to them as women.</p> + +<p>"And did you see how they fell for him?" rejoiced the Butterfly Man, +afterward. "From the kid in a middy up to the great old girl with +three chins and a prow like an ocean liner, they were with him. When +you're in dead earnest, can the ladies; just go after women as women +and they're with you every time. They know."</p> + +<p>A Civic Leaguer followed Laurence, then Madame, and after her a girl +from the mills, whose two small brothers <a name="Page_286"></a>went in one night. There +were no set speeches. Everybody who spoke had something to say; and +everybody who had something to say spoke. Then Westmoreland, who like +Saul the king was taller by the head and shoulders than all Israel, +bulked up big and good and begged us to remember that we couldn't do +anything of permanent value until we first learned how to reach those +folks we had been ignoring and neglecting. He said gruffly that +Appleboro had dumped its whole duty in this respect upon the frail +shoulders of one old priest, and that the Guest Rooms were overworked. +Didn't the town want to do its share now? The town voted, unanimously, +that it did.</p> + +<p>There was a pause. Laurence asked if anybody else had anything to say? +Apparently, anybody else hadn't.</p> + +<p>"Well, then," said Laurence, smiling, "before we adjourn, is there +anybody in particular that Appleboro County here assembled wants to +hear?"</p> + +<p>And at that came a sort of stir, a murmur, as of an immense multitude +of bees:</p> + +<p>"<i>The Butterfly Man!</i>" And louder: "The Butterfly Man!"</p> + +<p>Followed a great hand-clapping, shrill whistles, the stamping of feet. +And there he was, with Westmoreland and Laurence behind him as if to +keep him from bolting. His face expressed a horrified astonishment. +Twice, thrice, he opened his lips, and no words came. Then:</p> + +<p>"<i>I?</i>" in a high and agonized falsetto.</p> + +<p>"You!" Appleboro County settled back with rustles of satisfaction. +"Speech! Speech!" From a corn-club man, joyfully.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_287"></a>Oh, marmar, look! It's the Butterfly Man, marmar!" squealed a child.</p> + +<p>"A-a-h! Talk weeth us, Meester Fleent!" For the first time a "hand" +felt that he might speak out openly in Appleboro.</p> + +<p>John Flint stood there staring owlishly at all these people who ought +to know very well that he hadn't anything to say: what should he have +to say? He was embarrassed; he was also most horribly frightened. But +then, after all, they weren't anything but people, just folks like +himself! When he remembered that his panic subsided. For a moment he +reflected; as if satisfied, he nodded slightly and thrust his hand +into his breast pocket.</p> + +<p>"Instead of having to listen to me you'd better just look at this," +said the Butterfly Man. "Because this can talk louder and say more in +a minute than I could between now and Judgment." And he held out +Louisa's dear fair whimsy of a curl; the sort of curl mothers tuck +behind a rosy ear of nights, and fathers lean to and kiss. "<i>I</i> +haven't got anything to say," said the Butterfly Man. "The best I can +do is just to wish for the children all that Louisa pretended to pull +out of her wishin' curl—and never got. I wish on it that all the kids +get a square deal—their chance to grow and play and be healthy and +happy and make good. And I wish again," said the Butterfly Man, +looking at his hearers with his steady eyes, "I wish that you folks, +every God-blessed one of you, will help to make that wish come true, +so far as lies in your power, from now until you die!" His funny, +twisty smile flashed out. He put the fairy tress <a name="Page_288"></a>back into his breast +pocket, made a casual gesture to imply that he had concluded his +wishes for the present; and walked off in the midst of the deepest +silence that had ever fallen upon an Appleboro audience.</p> + +<p>But however willing we might be, we discovered that we could not do +things as quickly or as well as might be wished. People who wanted to +help blundered tactlessly. People who wanted to be helped had to be +investigated. People who ought to be helped were suspicious and +resentful, couldn't always understand or appreciate this sudden +interest in their affairs, were inclined to slam doors, or, when +cornered, to lie stolidly, with wooden faces and expressionless eyes.</p> + +<p>Ensued an awkward pause, until the Butterfly Man came unobtrusively +forward, discovering in himself that amazing diplomacy inherent in the +Irish when they attend to anybody's business but their own. It was +amusing to watch the only democrat in a solidly Democratic county +infusing something of his own unabashed humanness into proceedings +which but for him might have sloughed into</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>Organized charity, carefully iced,<br /></span> +<span>In the name of a cautious, statistical Christ.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Having done what was to be done, he went about his own affairs. Nobody +gushed over him, and he escaped that perilous popularity which is as a +millstone around a man's neck. Nevertheless the Butterfly Man had +stumbled upon the something divine in his fellows, and they +entertained for him a feeling that wasn't any more tangible, say, than +pure air, and no more emotional than pure water, but was just about as +vital and life-giving.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_289"></a>I was enchanted to have a whole county endorse my private judgment. I +rose so in my own estimation that I fancy I was a bit condescending to +St. Stanislaus! I was vain of the Butterfly Man's standing—folks +couldn't like him too much, to please me. And I was greatly interested +in the many invitations that poured in upon him, invitations that +ranged all the way from a birthday party at Michael Karski's to a +state dinner at the Eustis's.</p> + +<p>From Michael's he came home gaily, a most outrageous posy pinned upon +him by way of honor, and whistling a Slavic love song so dismal that +one inferred love must be something like toothache for painfulness. He +had had such a bully time, he told me. Big Jan had been there with his +wife, an old friend of Michael's Katya. Although pale, and still +somewhat shaky as to legs, Jan had willingly enough shaken hands with +his conqueror.</p> + +<p>It seemed quite right and natural that he and Jan should presently +enter into a sort of Dual Alliance. Meester Fleent was to be +Arbitrator Extraordinary. When he stipulated that thereafter Big Jan +was only to tackle a man his own size, everybody cheered madly, and +Mrs. Jan herself beamed red-eyed approval. She said her prayers to the +man who had trounced Jan into righteousness.</p> + +<p>But from the Eustis dinner, to which he went with my mother, he came +home somber and heavy-hearted. Laurence was conspicuously absent; it +is true he was away, defending his first big case in another part of +the State. But Mr. George Inglesby was just as conspicuously present, +apparently on the best of all possible terms with himself, the world +in general, and Mrs. James <a name="Page_290"></a>Eustis in particular. His presence in that +house, in the face of persistent rumors, made at least two guests +uneasy. Mrs. Eustis showed him a most flattering attention. She was +deeply impressed by him. He had just aided her pet mission in +China—what he had given the heathen would have buttered my children's +bread for many a day. Also, he was all but lyrical in his voicing of +the shibboleth that Woman's Sphere is the Home, wherein she should be +adored, enshrined, and protected. Woman and the Home! All the innate +chivalry of Southern manhood—</p> + +<p>I don't know that Louisa's Ma was ever enshrined or protected by the +chivalry of any kind of manhood, no, nor any of the mill women. Their +kind don't know the word. But Mrs. Eustis was, and she agreed with Mr. +Inglesby's noble sentiments.</p> + +<p>"Parson, you should have heard him!" raved the Butterfly Man. "There's +a sort of man down here that's got chivalry like another sort's got +hookworm, and he makes the man that hasn't got either want to set up +an image to the great god Dam!</p> + +<p>"You'd think being chivalrous would be enough for him, wouldn't you?" +continued the Butterfly Man, bitterly. "Nix! What's he been working +the heavy charity lay for, except that it's his turn to be a +misunderstood Christian? Doesn't charity cover a multitude of skins, +though? And doesn't it beat a jimmy when it comes to breaking into +society!"</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia, he added in an altered voice, had been exquisite in a +frock all silver lace and shimmery stuffs like moonbeams, and with a +rope of pearls about her throat, and in her black hair. Appleboro +folks do not <a name="Page_291"></a>affect orchids, but Mary Virginia wore a huge cluster of +those exotics. She had been very gracious to the Butterfly Man and +Madame. But only for a brief bright minute had she been the Mary +Virginia they knew. All the rest of the evening she seemed to grow +statelier, colder, more dazzlingly and imperially regal. And her eyes +were like frozen sapphires under her level brows, and her mouth was +the red splendid bow of Pride.</p> + +<p>Watching her, my mother was pained and puzzled; as for the Butterfly +Man, his heart went below zero. Those who loved Mary Virginia had +cause for painful reflections.</p> + +<p>Blinded by her beauty, were we judging her by the light of affection, +instead of the colder light of reason? We couldn't approve of her +behavior to Laurence, nor was it easy to refrain from disapproval of +what appeared to be a tacit endurance of Inglesby's attention. She +couldn't plead ignorance of what was open enough to be town talk—the +man's shameless passion for herself, a passion he seemed to take +delight in flaunting. And she made no effort to explain; she seemed +deliberately to exclude her old friends from the confidence once so +freely given. She hadn't visited the Parish House since she had broken +her engagement.</p> +<br /> + +<p>And all the while the spring that hadn't time for the little concerns +of mortals went secretly about her immortal business of rejuvenation. +The blue that had been so timid and so tentative overspread the sky; +more robins came, and after them bluebirds and redbirds and +Peterbirds, and the impudent screaming robber jay that is so beautiful +and so bold, and flute-voiced vireos, and nuth<a name="Page_292"></a>atches, and the darling +busybody wren fussing about her house-building in the corners of our +piazzas. The first red flowers of the Japanese quince opened +flame-like on the bare brown bushes. When the bridal-wreath by the +gate saw that, she set industriously to work upon her own +wedding-gown. The yellow jessamine was full of waxy gold buds; and +long since those bold frontiersmen of the year, the Judas-trees, had +flaunted it in bravest scarlet, and the slim-legged scouts of the +pines showed shoulder-straps and cockades of new gay green above +gallant brown leggings.</p> + +<p>One brand new morning the Butterfly Man called me aside and placed in +my hands a letter. The American Society of Natural History invited Mr. +John Flint, already a member of the Entomological Society of France, a +Fellow of the Entomological Society of London, and a member of the +greatest of Dutch and German Associations, to speak before it and its +guests, at a most notable meeting to be held in the Society's splendid +Museum in New York City. Not to mention two mere ex-Presidents, some +of the greatest scientific names of the Americas were included in that +list. And it was before such as these that my Butterfly Man was to +speak. Behold me rocking on my toes!</p> + +<p>The first effect of this invitation was to please me immensely, I +being a puffed-up old man and carnal-minded at times; nor do I seem to +improve with age. The plaudits of the world, for anybody I admire and +love, ring most sweetly in my foolish ears. Now the honors he had +gotten from abroad were fine and good in their way, but this meant +that the value of his work was <a name="Page_293"></a>recognized and his position +established in his own country, in his own time. It meant a widening +of his horizon, association with clever men and women, ennobling +friendships to broaden his life. A just measure of appreciation from +the worthwhile sweetens toil and encourages genius. And yet—our eyes +met, and mine had to ask an old question.</p> + +<p>"Would you better accept it?" I wondered.</p> + +<p>"I can't afford not to," said he resolutely. "The time's come for me +to get out in the open, and I might just as well face the music, and +Do it Now. Risks? I hardly think so. I never hunted in couples, +remember—I always went by my lonesome and got away with it. Besides, +who's remembering Slippy? Nobody. He's drowned and dead and done with. +But, however, and nevertheless, and because, I shall go."</p> + +<p>Again we looked at each other; and his look was untroubled.</p> + +<p>"The pipe-dreams I've had about slipping back into little old New +York! But if anybody had told me I'd go back like I'm going, with the +sort of folks waiting for me that will be waiting now, I'd have passed +it up. Well, you never can tell, can you? And in a way it's funny—now +isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"No, you never can tell," said I, soberly. "But I do not think it at +all funny. Quite the contrary." Suppose, oh, suppose, that after all +these years, when a well-earned success was in his grasp, it should +happen—I turned pale. He read my fear in my face and his smile might +have been borrowed from my mother's mouth.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_294"></a>Don't you get cold feet, parson," he counseled kindly. "Be a sport! +Besides, it's all in the Game, you know."</p> + +<p>"Is it?"</p> + +<p>"Sure!"</p> + +<p>"And worth while, John?"</p> + +<p>He laughed. "Believe me! It's the worthwhilest thing under the sun to +sit in the Game, with a sport's interest in the hands dealt out, +taking yours as it comes to you, bluffing all you can when you've got +to, playing your cards for all they're worth when it's your turn. No +reneging. No squealing when you lose. No boasting how you did it when +you win. There's nothing in the whole universe so intensely and +immensely worth while as being <i>you</i> and alive, with yourself the +whole kitty and the sky your limit! It's one great old Game, and I'm +for thanking the Big Dealer that I'da whack at playing it." And his +eyes snapped and his lean brown face flushed.</p> + +<p>"And you are really willing to—to stake yourself now, my son?"</p> + +<p>"Lord, parson, you ought to know! And you a dead ringer for the real +thing in a classy sport yourself!"</p> + +<p>"My <i>dear</i> son—!"</p> + +<p>My dear son waved his fine hand, and chuckled in his red beard.</p> + +<p>"Would <i>you</i> back down if this was your call? Why, you're the sort +that would tackle the biggest noise in the ring, even if you knew +you'd be dragged out on your pantry in the first half of the first +round, if you thought you'd got holy orders to do it! If you saw me +getting jellyfish of the spine now, you'd curl up and die—<a name="Page_295"></a>wouldn't +you, honest Injun?" His eyes crinkled and he grinned so infectiously +that my fears subsided. I had an almost superstitious certainty that +nothing really evil could happen to a man who could grin like that. +Fate and fortune are perfectly powerless before the human being who +can meet them with the sword of a smile.</p> + +<p>"Well," I admitted cautiously, "jellyfish of the spine must be an +unlovely ailment; not that I ever heard of it before."</p> + +<p>"You're willing for me to go, then?"</p> + +<p>"You'd go anyhow, would you not?"</p> + +<p>"Forget it!" said he roughly. "If you think I'd do anything I knew +would cause you uneasiness, you've got another thing coming to you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, go, for heaven's sake!" said I, sharply.</p> + +<p>"All right. I'll go for heaven's sake," he agreed cheerfully. "And now +it's formally decided I'm to go, and talk, the question arises—what +they really want me to talk about? <i>I</i> don't know how to deal in +glittering generalities. A chap on the trail of truth has got to let +generalities go by the board. The minute he tackles the living Little +People he chucks theories and bucks conditions.</p> + +<p>"Suppose I tell the truth as I see it: that most so-called authorities +are like cats chasing their tails—because they accept theories that +have never been really proven, run after them, and so never get +anywhere? And that facts dug up in the open under the sunlight don't +always fit in with notions hatched out in libraries under the electric +light?</p> + +<p>"Suppose I say that after they've run everything <a name="Page_296"></a>down to that plasma +they're so fond of beginning and ending with, there is still something +behind it all their theories can't explain away? Protoplasm doesn't +explain Life any more than the battery explains electricity. Instinct? +Evolution? The survival of the fittest? Well, nothing is tagged for +fair, and I'm more than willing to be shown. For the more I find out +from the living things themselves,—you can't get truth from death, +you've got to get it from life—the more self-evident it seems to me +that to exist at all insects must have arrived on the scene complete, +handfinished, with the union label of the Great Workshop on them by +way of a trade-mark."</p> + +<p>"As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, one God, world +without end, Amen!" said I, smiling. I have never thought it necessary +to explain or excuse the Creator. God is; things are.</p> + +<p>But he shook his head, wrinkling his forehead painfully. "I wish I +<i>knew</i>," said he, wistfully. "You're satisfied to believe, but I have +got to know. Oh, great Power behind Things, I want to know! I want to +<i>know</i>!"</p> + +<p>Ah, but I also do most passionately wish to know! If, however, the +Insect has taught me anything in my lifelong study of it, it is to +recognize the Unknowable, to know there is that which I cannot hope to +know. But if under the law of its world, so different from ours and +yet so alike because so inevitable, the Insect must move in a fixed +circle within which it is safe, a circle whose very limitation +preserves it from error and thus from destruction, may not a like +fixed circle beyond which <i>we</i> may not penetrate preserve us, too? Are +these mountain <a name="Page_297"></a>peaks of the Unknowable, the Impassable, which +encompass the skyline of our humanity, these heights so mysterious and +so unscalable, not rather bulwarks between man's pride and the abyss?</p> + +<p>Something of this I said to the Butterfly Man, and he nodded, but did +not answer. He fell into a brown study; then plunged from the room +without further look or word and made for his own desk. I was not +afraid of what the Butterfly Man, fresh from little Appleboro's woods +and fields, would have to say to the scholars and scientists gathered +to hear him!</p> + +<p>Apparently he was not either, for after he had gotten a few notes +together he wisely turned the whole affair over to that mysterious +Self that does our work and solves our problems for us. On the surface +he busied himself with a paper setting forth the many reasons why the +County of Appleboro should appropriate adequate funds for a common +dipping vat, and hurried this to Dabney, who was holding open a space +in the <i>Clarion</i> for it. Then there were new breeding cages to be +made, for the supply of eggs and cocoons on hand would require +additional quarters, once they began to emerge.</p> + +<p>By the Saturday he had finished all this; and as I had that afternoon +free we spent some beautiful hours with the microscope and slide +mounts. I completed, too, the long delayed drawings of some diurnal +wasp-moths and their larvæ. We worked until my mother interrupted us +with a summons to an early dinner, for Saturday evening belongs to the +confessional and I was shortly due at the church.</p> + +<p>I left Flint with Madame and Miss Sally Ruth, who had run over after +the neighborly Appleboro wont with <a name="Page_298"></a>a plate of fresh sponge-cake and a +bowl of fragrant custard. Miss Sally Ruth is nothing if not generous, +but there are times when one could wish upon her the affliction of +dumbness. As I slipped into my cassock in the study, I could hear her +uplifted voice, a voice so insistent and so penetrating that it can +pierce closed doors and come through a ceiling:</p> + +<p>"I declare to goodness, I don't know what to believe any more! She's +got money enough in her own right, hasn't she? For heaven's sake, +then, why should she marry for more money? But you never really know +people, do you? Why, folks say<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>I hurried out of the house and ran the short distance to the church. I +wished I hadn't heard; I wished Miss Sally Ruth, good as she is, would +sometimes hold her tongue. She will set folks by the ears in heaven +some of these days if she doesn't mend her ways before she gets there.</p> + +<p>It must have been all of ten o'clock when I got back to the Parish +House. Madame had retired; John Flint's rooms were dark. The night +itself was dark, though in between the clouds that a brisk wind +pulleyhauled about the skies, one saw many stars.</p> + +<p>Too tired to sleep, I sat beside my window and breathed the repose +that lay like a benediction upon the little city. I found myself +praying; for Mary Virginia, whom I loved and over whom I was sorely +troubled; for Laurence, even now walking such a road as I also once +had to travel with feet as young but no more steadfast; and then with +a thankfulness too deep for words, I thought a prayer for the +Butterfly Man. So thinking and so praying, with a glow in my heart +because of him, <a name="Page_299"></a>I closed my window, and crept into bed and into +sleep.</p> + +<p>I awoke with a start. Somebody was in the room. There was an urgent +voice whispering my name, an urgent hand upon me. A pocket light +flashed, and in its pale circle appeared the face of John Flint.</p> + +<p>"Get up!" said he in an intense whisper. "And come. Come!"</p> + +<p>"Why, what in the name of heaven<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"Don't make a row!" he snarled, and brought his face close. "Here—let +me help you. Heaven, man, how slow you are!" With furious haste he +forced my clothes upon me and even as I mechanically struggled to +adjust them he was hustling me toward the door, through the dark hall, +and down the stairs.</p> + +<p>"Easy there—careful of that step!" he breathed in my ear, guiding me.</p> + +<p>"But what is the matter?" I whispered back impatiently. I do not +relish mystery and I detest being led willynilly.</p> + +<p>"In my rooms," said he briefly, and hustled me across the garden on +the double run, I with my teeth chattering, for I had been dragged out +of my sleep, and the night air was cold.</p> + +<p>He fairly lifted me up his porch-steps, unlocked his door, and pushed +me inside. With the drawn shades and the flickering firelight, the +room was peaceful and pleasant enough. Then Kerry caught my astonished +gaze, for the dog stood statue-like beside the Morris chair, and when +I saw what Kerry guarded I crossed myself. Sunk into the chair, the +Butterfly Man's old gray overcoat partly around her, was Mary +Virginia.</p> + +<p>At my involuntary exclamation she raised her head <a name="Page_300"></a>and regarded me. A +great sigh welled from her bosom and I could see her eyes dilate and +her lips quiver.</p> + +<p>"Padre, Padre!" Down went her head, and she began to cry childishly, +with sobs.</p> + +<p>I watched her helplessly, too bewildered to speak. But the other man's +face was the face of one crucified. I saw his eyes, and something I +had been all too blind to rushed upon me overwhelmingly. This, then, +was what had driven him forth for a time, this was what had left its +indelible imprint upon him! He had hung upon his cross and I had not +known. Oh, Butterfly Man, I had not known!</p> + +<p>"She'll be able to talk to you in a few minutes now, parson." He was +so perfectly unconscious of himself that he had no idea he had just +made mute confession. He added, doubtfully: "She said she had to come +to you, about something—I don't know what. It's up to you to find +out—she's got to talk to you, parson."</p> + +<p>"But—I wanted to talk to you, Padre. That's why I—ran away from home +in the middle of the night." She sat suddenly erect. "I just couldn't +stand things, any more—by myself<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>Gone was the fine lady, the great beauty, the proud jilt who had +broken Laurence's heart and maddened and enslaved Inglesby. Here was +only a piteous child with eyes heavy from weeping, with a pale and sad +face and drooping childish lips. And yet she was so dear and so +lovely, for all her reddened eyelids and her reddened little nose, +that one could have wept with her. The Butterfly Man, with an intake +of breath, stood up.</p> + +<p>"I shall leave you with the Padre now," he said evenly, "to tell him +what you wanted to tell him. <a name="Page_301"></a>Father, understand: there's something +rotten wrong, as I've been telling you all along. Now she's got to +tell you what it is and all about it. Everything. Whether she likes to +or not, and no matter what it is, she's got to tell you. You +understand that, Mary Virginia?"</p> + +<p>She fixed him with a glance that had in it something hostile and +oblique. Even with those dearest of women whom I adore, there are +moments when I have the impression that they have, so to speak, their +ears laid back flat, and I experience what I may justly term cat-fear. +I felt it then.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't have too much consideration for my feelings, Mr. Flint!" +said she, with that oblique and baffling glance, and the smile Old +Fitz once likened to the Curve in the Cat's Tail. "Indeed, why should +you go? Why don't you stay and find out <i>why</i> I wanted to run to the +Padre—to beg him to find some way to help me, since I can't fall like +a plum into Mr. Inglesby's hand when Mr. Hunter shakes the Eustis +family tree!"</p> + +<p>His breath came whistlingly between his teeth.</p> + +<p>"Parson! You hear?" he slapped his leg with his open palm. "Oh, I knew +it, I knew it!" And he turned upon her a kindling glance:</p> + +<p>"I knew all along it was never in you to be anything but true!" said +the Butterfly Man.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_302"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XVI"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XVI<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>"WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR"</h3> +<br /> + +<p>It is impossible for me to put down in her own words what Mary +Virginia told the Butterfly Man and me. Also, I have had to fill in +gaps here and there, supplying what was lacking, from my intimate +knowledge of the actors and from such chance words and hints and bits +of detail as came to me afterward. But what I have added has been +necessary, in order to do greater justice to everybody concerned.</p> + +<p>If it be true that the boy is father to the man, it is even more +tritely true that the girl is mother to the woman, there being here +less chance for change. So it was with Mary Virginia. That gracious +little girlhood of hers, lived among the birds and bees and blossoms +of an old Carolina garden, had sent her into the Church School with a +settled and definite idealism as part of her nature. Her creed was +simple enough: The world she knew was the best of all possible worlds, +its men good, its women better; and to be happy and loved one had only +to be good and loving.</p> + +<p>The school did not disabuse her of this pleasing optimism. It was a +very expensive school and could afford to have optimisms of its own. +For one thing, it had no pupils poor enough to apply the acid test.</p> + +<p>When Mary Virginia was seventeen, Mrs. Eustis perceived with dismay +that her child who had promised <a name="Page_303"></a>beauty was instead become angular, +awkward, and self-conscious; and promptly packed the unworldly one off +to spend a saving summer with a strenuously fashionable cousin, a +widow, of whom she herself was very fond. She liked the idea of +placing the gauche girl under so vigorous and seasoned a wing as +Estelle Baker's. As for Mrs. Baker herself, that gay and good-humored +lady laughed at the leggy and serious youngster and promptly took her +education in hand along lines not laid down in Church Schools.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Baker was delighted with her own position—the reasonably young, +handsome, and wealthy widow of a man she had been satisfied to marry +and later to bury. She had an unimpaired digestion and no illusions, a +kind heart, and the power of laughter. Naturally, she found life +interesting. A club-woman, an ultra-modernist, vitally alive, she was +fully abreast of her day. Her small library skimmed the cream of the +insurgents and revolutionaries of genius; and here the shy and +reticent schoolgirl with the mark of the churchly checkrein fresh upon +her, was free to browse, for her cousin had no slightest notion of +playing censor. Mrs. Baker thought that the sooner one was allowed to +slough off the gaucheries of the Young Person, the better. She did not +gauge the real and tumultuous depths of feeling concealed under the +young girl's simplicity.</p> + +<p>The revolutionaries and the insurgent and free poets didn't trouble +Mary Virginia very much. Although she sensed that something was wrong +with somebody somewhere—hence these lyrical lamentations—she could +not, to save her, tell what all the pother was about, for as yet she +saw the world <i>couleur de rose</i>. Some one or <a name="Page_304"></a>two of the French and +Germans pleased her; she fell into long reveries over the Gael, who +has the sound of the sea in his voice and whose eyes are full of a +haunting light, as of sunsets upon graves. But it was the Russians who +electrified and dazzled her. When she glimpsed with her eyes of a +young girl those strange souls simple as children's and yet mosaiced +with unimaginable and barbarous splendors, she stood blinking and half +blinded, awed, fascinated, and avid to know more of that sky-scaling +passion with which they burned.</p> + +<p>And in that crucial moment she chanced upon the "Diary of Marie +Bashkirtseff," so frank and so astounding that it took her breath away +and swept her off her feet. She was stirred into a vague and trembling +expectancy; she had the sense of waiting for something to happen. Life +instantly became more colorful and more wonderful than she had dreamed +could be possible, and she wished passionately to experience all these +emotions, so powerful and so poignant. The Russian's morbid and +disease-bright genius acted upon her as with the force and intensity +of a new and potent toxin. She could not lay the book aside, but +carried it up to her room to be pored and pondered over. She failed to +understand that, untried as she was, it was impossible for her to +understand it. Had the book come later, it had been harmless enough; +but it came at a most critical moment of that seething period when +youth turns inward to question the universe, and demands that the +answer shall be personal to itself. The first long ground-swell of +awakening emotion swept over her, sitting in the pleasant chintz-hung +room, with the Russian woman's wild and tameless heart beating through +the book open upon her <a name="Page_305"></a>knees. And these waves of emotion that at +recurrent intervals surge over the soul, come from the shores of a +farther country than any earthly seas have touched, and recede to +depths so profound that only the eyes of God may follow their ebb and +flow.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Baker, however, saw nothing about which to give herself any +concern. If she perceived the girl intense and preoccupied, she smiled +indulgently—at Mary Virginia's age one is apt to be like that, and +one recovers from that phase as one gets over mumps and measles. Mrs. +Baker did think it advisable, though, to subtly detach the girl from +books for awhile. She amused herself by allowing her wide-eyed +glimpses of the larger life of grown-ups, by way of arousing and +initiation. Thus it happened that one afternoon at the country-club, +where Mary Virginia, at the green-fruit stage, found herself playing +gooseberry instead of golf, Mrs. Baker sauntered up with a tall and +very blonde man.</p> + +<p>"Here," said she gaily, indicating with a wave of her hand her +sulky-eyed young cousin, "is a marvel and a wonder—a girl who accepts +on faith everything and everybody! My dear Howard, in all probability +she will presently even believe in <i>you</i>!" With that she left them, +whisked off by a waiting golfer.</p> + +<p>The man and the girl appraised each other. The man saw young +bread-and-butter with the raw sugar of beauty sprinkled upon it +promisingly. What the girl saw was not so much a faultlessly groomed +and handsome man as the most beautiful person in the world. And +suddenly she was aware that that for which she had been waiting had +come. Something divine and wonderful was happening, and there was fire +before her eyes and the <a name="Page_306"></a>noise of unloosed winds and great waters in +her ears, and her knees trembled and her heart fluttered. A vivid red +flamed into her pale cheeks, a soft and trembling light suffused her +blue eyes. That happens when the sweet and virginal freshness of youth +is brought face to face with the bright shadow of love.</p> + +<p>He drew her out of her shyness and made her laugh, and after awhile, +when there was dancing, he danced with her. He did not behave to her +as other men of Estelle's acquaintance had more than once behaved—as +though they bestowed the lordly honor of their society upon her out of +the sheer goodness of their hearts and their desire to please Mrs. +Baker. Mary Virginia was uncompromising and stiff-necked enough then, +and she bored most of her cousin's friends unconsciously. Now this +man, as much their superior as the sun is to farthing dips, was +exerting himself to please her. That was the one thing Mary Virginia +needed to arouse her.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Baker admired Mr. Hunter for a grace of manner almost Latin in +its charm. If at times he puzzled her, he at least never bored her or +anybody else, and for this she praised him in the gates. Her respect +for him deepened when she perceived that he never allowed himself to +be absorbed or monopolized.</p> + +<p>The pleasant widow did not take him too seriously. She only asked that +he amuse and interest her. He did both, to a superlative degree. That +is why and how he saw so much of the school-girl cousin whose naïvete +made him smile, it was so absurdly sincere.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Baker was glad enough to have Howard take her charge off her +hands occasionally. She thought contact with this fine pagan an +excellent thing for the girl who <a name="Page_307"></a>took herself so seriously. She was +really fond of Mary Virginia, but she must have found her hand-grenade +directness a bit disconcerting at times. She wanted the child's visit +to be pleasant, and she considered it very amiable of Howard to help +her make it so. She had no faintest notion of danger—to her Mary +Virginia was nothing but a child, a little girl one indulged with +pickles and pound-cake and the bliss of staying up later than the +usual bedtime. As for Hunter, his was the French attitude toward the +Young Person; she had heard him say he preferred his flowers in full +bloom and his fruit ripe—one then knows what one is getting; one +isn't deceived by canker in the closed bud and worm in the green +fruit. No, Howard wasn't the sort that hankered for verjuice.</p> + +<p>None the less, although Mrs. Baker didn't know it, Mary Virginia was +engaged to the godlike Howard when she returned to school. It was to +be a state secret until after she was graduated, and in the meantime +he was to "make himself worthier of her love." She hadn't any notion +he could be improved upon, but it pleased her to hear him say that. +Humility in the superman is the ultimate proof of perfection.</p> + +<p>The maid who attended her room at school arranged for the receipt of +his letters and mailed Mary Virginia's. The maid was sentimental, and +delighted to play a part smacking of those dime novels she spoiled her +brains with.</p> + +<p>The little schoolgirl who was in love with love, and secretly +betrothed to a man who had stepped alive out of old knightly romance, +walked in the Land of April Rainbows and felt the whole joyous +universe suffused <a name="Page_308"></a>with a delicious and quivering glow of light and +sound and scent. Surcharged with an emotion that she was irresistibly +urged to express, and unable to do so by word of mouth, she was driven +to the necessity of putting it down on paper for him. And she put it +down in the burning words, the fiery phrases, of those anarchists of +art who had intoxicated and obsessed her.</p> + +<p>Just a little later,—even a year later—and Mary Virginia could never +have written those letters. But now, very ignorant, very innocent, +very impassioned, she accomplished a miracle. She was like one +speaking an unknown tongue, perfectly sure that the spirit moved her, +but quite unable to comprehend what it was that it moved her to say.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Baker insisted that her young cousin should come back to her +for the Christmas holidays, the girl was more than eager to go. Seeing +him again only deepened her infatuation.</p> + +<p>That holiday visit was an unusually gay one, for Mrs. Baker was really +fond of Mary Virginia—the young girl's tenderness and simplicity +touched the woman of the world. She gave a farewell dance the night +before Mary Virginia was to return to school. It was an informal +affair, with enough college boys and girls to lend it a junior air, +but there was a goodly sprinkling of grown-ups to deepen it, for the +hostess said frankly that she simply couldn't stand the Very Young +except in broken doses and in bright spots.</p> + +<p>Hunter, of course, was to be one of the grownups. He had sent Mary +Virginia the flowers she was to wear. And she had a new dancing frock, +quite the loveliest and fluffiest and laciest she had ever worn.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_309"></a>He was somewhat late. And so engrossed with him were all her thoughts, +so eager was she to see him, that she was a disappointing companion +for anybody else. She couldn't talk to anybody else. She flitted in +and out of laughing groups like a blue-and-silver butterfly, and +finally managed to slip away to the stair nook behind what Mrs. Baker +liked to call the conservatory. This was merely a portion of the big +back hall glassed in and hung with a yellow silk curtain; it had a +tiny round crystal fountain in the center and one or two carved seats, +but one wouldn't think so small a space could hold so much bloom and +fragrance. From the nook where Mary Virginia sat, one could hear every +word spoken in the flower-room, though the hearer remained hidden by +the paneled stairway.</p> + +<p>Hands in her lacy lap, eyes abstracted, she fell into the dreams that +youth dreams; in which a girl—one's self, say,—walks hand in hand +through an enchanted world with a being very, very little lower than +the angels and twice as dear. They are such innocent dreams, such +impossible dreams, so untouched of all reality; but I wonder, oh I +wonder, if life can ever give us anything to repay their loss!</p> + +<p>Somebody spoke in the conservatory and she looked up, startled. +Through a parting in the silk curtain she glimpsed the woman and +recognized one of Estelle's friends, handsome and fashionable, but a +woman she had never liked.</p> + +<p>"You provoke me. You try my patience too much!" she was saying, in a +tone of suppressed anger. "People are beginning to say that you have a +serious affair with that sugar-candy chit. I want to know if that is +true?"</p> + +<p><a name="Page_310"></a>The man laughed, a lazy, pleasant, disarming laugh. She knew that +laugh among a million, and her heart began to beat, but not with doubt +or distrust. She wondered how she had missed him, and if he had been +looking for her; she thought of the exquisite secret that bound them +together, and wondered how he was going to protect it without evasions +or untruthfulness. And she thought the woman abominable.</p> + +<p>"You're so suspicious, Evie!" he said smilingly. "Why bother about +what can give you no real concern? Why discuss it here, at all? It's +not the thing, really."</p> + +<p>The woman stamped her foot. She had an able-bodied temper.</p> + +<p>"I will know, and I will know now. I have to know," said she, and her +voice shook. Mary Virginia would have coughed then, would have made +her presence known had she been able; but something held her silent. +"Remember, you're not dealing with a love-sick school-girl now, +Howard: you are dealing with <i>me</i>. Have you made that little fool +think you're in love with her?"</p> + +<p>"Why, and what then?" he asked coolly. "I like the child. Of course +she is without form and void as yet, but there's quite a lot to that +girl."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! Quite a lot!" said she, with sarcasm. "That's what made me +take notice. James Eustis's girl—and barrels of money. She'll be a +catch. You are clever, Howard! But what of <i>me</i>?"</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia's heart fluttered. Indeed, what of this other woman?</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, there's nothing definite yet, Evie," said he soothingly. A +hint of impatience was betrayed in his voice. Plainly, it irked him to +be held up and <a name="Page_311"></a>questioned point-blank, at such a time and place. Just +as plainly, he wished to conciliate his jealous questioner. "My dear +girl, it would be all of two or three years before the affair could be +considered. Let well enough alone, Evie. Let's talk about something +else."</p> + +<p>"No. We will talk about this. You are offering me a two or three +years' reprieve, are you not? Well, and then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, and then suppose I do marry the little thing,—if she hasn't +changed her little mind?" said he, exasperated into punishing her. "It +wouldn't be a bad thing for me, remember, and she's temptingly easy to +deal with—that girl has more faith than the twelve apostles. Heavens, +Evie, don't look like that! My dearest girl, <i>you</i> don't have to +worry, anyhow. If your—er—impediment hasn't stood in my way, why +should mine in yours?"</p> + +<p>He spoke with a half-impatient, half-playful reproach. The woman +uttered a little cry. To soothe and silence her, he kissed her. It was +very risky, of course, but then the whole situation was risky, and he +took his chance like the bold player he was. The girl crouching behind +the paneled wall clenched her hands in her lap, felt her heart and +brain on fire, and wondered why the sky did not fall upon the world +and blot it out.</p> + +<p>When those two had left the conservatory and she could command her +trembling limbs and whip her senses back into some semblance of order, +she went upstairs and got his letters. When she came downstairs again +he was standing in the hall, and he came forward eager, smiling, +tender, as if his heart welcomed her; as perhaps it did, men having +catholic hearts. She put her hand on <a name="Page_312"></a>his arm and whispered: "Come +into the conservatory."</p> + +<p>The hall was quite empty. From drawing-room and library and +dining-room came the laughter and chatter of many people. Then the +music struck up a gay and popular air. The lilt and swing of it made +her giddy. But the little flower-room was cool and sweet, and she drew +a breath of relief.</p> + +<p>Hunter bent his fair head, but she pushed him away with her hands +against his chest. A horror of his beauty, his deliberate fascination, +the falseness of him, came over her. For the first time she had been +brought face to face with sin and falsehood, and hers was the +unpardoning white condemnation of an angel to whom sin is unknown and +falsehood impossible. That such knowledge should have come through him +of all men made the thing more unbearable. Surprised and irritated by +the pale tragedy of her aspect, Hunter stared, waiting for her to +speak.</p> + +<p>"I was on the stairs. I heard you—and that woman," said she with the +directness that was sometimes so appalling. "And I <i>know</i>." Her face +turned burning red before it paled again. She was ashamed for him with +the noble shame of the pure in heart.</p> + +<p>His face, too, went red and white with rage and astonishment. It was a +damnable trap for a man to be caught in, and he was furious with the +two women who had pushed him into it—he could have beaten them both +with rods. Innocent as this girl was, he could not hope to deceive her +as to the real truth. She had heard too much. But he thought he could +manage her; women were as wax in Hunter's hands. To begin with, they +<i>wanted</i> to believe him.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_313"></a>I hate to have to say it—but the lady is jealous," he said frankly +enough, with a disarming smile; and shrugged his shoulders, quite as +if that simple statement explained and excused everything.</p> + +<p>"Oh, she need not be afraid—of me!" said the girl, with white-hot +scorn. "I'd rather die by inches of leprosy than belong to you now. +You are clever, though. And I <i>was</i> easy to deal with, wasn't I? And I +cared so much! I dare say it was really your hair and beard, but I +honestly thought you a sort of Archangel! Well, you're not. You're not +anything I thought you—not good nor kind nor honorable nor +truthful—not anything but just a rather paltry sort of liar. You're +not even loyal to <i>her</i>. I think I could respect you more if you were. +But I <i>am</i> James Eustis's girl—and that's my salvation, Mr. Hunter. +Please take your letters. You will send me back mine to-morrow."</p> + +<p>He stroked his short gold beard. The color had come back into his face +and a new light flashed into his cold blue eyes. He laughed. "Why, you +game little angel!" he said delightedly. "Gad, I never thought you had +it in you—never. I begin to adore you, Mary Virginia, upon my soul I +do! Now listen to reason, my too-good child, and don't be so +puritanical. You've got to take folks as they are and not as you'd +like them to be, you know. Men are not angels, no, nor women, either. +You must learn to be charitable—a virtue very good people seldom +practice and never properly appreciate." And he added, leaning lower: +"Mary Virginia! Give me another chance ... you won't be sorry, +Ladybird."</p> + +<p>But she stood unmoved, stonily silent, holding out the letters. And +when he still ignored this silent insistence, she thrust them into his +hands and left him.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_314"></a>Mary Virginia was to go back to school the next night. All day she +waited for her letters. Instead came a note and a huge bunch of +violets. The note said he couldn't allow those precious letters which +meant so much to him to pass even into her hands who had written them. +When he could summon up the courage, he would presently destroy them +himself. And she had treated him with great harshness, and wouldn't +she be a good little girl and let him see her, if only for a few +minutes, before she went away?</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia tore up the note and returned the violets by way of +answer.</p> + +<p>When she returned to school, the superioress regretted that she had +been allowed to visit Mrs. Baker again, because too much gaiety wasn't +good for her, and she was falling off in her studies. The other girls +said she had lost all her looks, for in truth she was wan and peaked +and hollow-eyed. Seventeen suffers frightfully, when it suffers at +all. Eighteen enjoys its blighted affection, revels in its broken +heart, would like to crochet a black edging on its immortal soul, and +wouldn't exchange its secret sorrow for a public joy. Nineteen is +convalescent—pride would come to its rescue even if life itself did +not beguile it into being happy.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia got back her color and her appetite and forgot to +remember that her heart was incurably broken and that she could never +love again. She liked to think her painful experience had made her +very wise. Then she went abroad, and her cure was complete. The result +of it all was that poise and pride which had so greatly delighted the +autocratic old kinswoman whose fiat had set the last seal of social +success upon her.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_315"></a>When one of life's little jokes flung Hunter into Appleboro and she +had to observe him with impartial and less ingenuous eyes, she forgave +the simple schoolgirl's natural mistake. He had not changed, and she +perceived his effect upon others older and wiser than herself. And her +pride chose neither to slight nor to ignore him now, but rather to +meet him casually, with indifference, as a stranger in whom she was +not at all interested.</p> + +<p>Mr. Inglesby she did not take seriously. She did not dream that a +possible menace to herself lay in this stout man whom she considered +fatuous and absurd, when she thought of him at all. That her mother +should be completely taken in by his specious charity and his +plausible presentment of himself, did not surprise her. She was +inclined to smile scornfully and so dismiss him.</p> + +<p>She underestimated Inglesby.</p> + +<p>The very fact that there was such an obstacle in the way as a young +fellow with whom she fancied herself in love only deepened Inglesby's +passion for Mary Virginia. She was in her proper person all that he +coveted and groveled to. To possess her in addition to his own +wealth—what more could a man ask? Let Eustis become senator, +governor, president, anything he chose. But let Inglesby have Mary +Virginia by way of fair exchange.</p> + +<p>Mr. Inglesby was well aware that Miss Eustis would not for one moment +consider him—unless she had to. He proposed to so arrange affairs +that she had to. Naturally, he looked to his private secretary to help +him bring about this desirable end. And at this opportune moment fate +played into his hands in a manner that left Mr. Hunter's assent a +matter of course.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hunter had very expensive tastes which his salary <a name="Page_316"></a>was not always +sufficient to cover. Wherefore, like many another, he speculated. When +he was lucky, it was easy money; but it was never enough. Of late he +had not been fortunate, and he found himself confronted by the high +cost of living as he chose to live. This annoyed him. So when there +came his way what appeared to be an absolute certainty of not only +recouping all his losses but of making some real money as well, Hunter +plunged, with every dollar he could manage to get hold of. But Wall +Street is a lane that has many crooked and devious turnings, and Mr. +Hunter's investments took a very wrong turn. And this time it was not +only all his own money that had been lost. The bottom might have +dropped out of things then, except for Inglesby.</p> + +<p>When Hunter had to tell him the truth the financier listened with an +unmoved face. Then he swung around in his chair, lifted an eyebrow, +grunted, and remarked briefly: "Very unsafe thing to do, Hunter. +Very." And shoved his personal check across the desk. Nobody knew +anything about it, except the head bookkeeper of the bank.</p> + +<p>Inglesby had no illusions, however. He understood that to have in his +power an immensely clever man who knew as much about his private +affairs as Hunter did, was good business, to say the least. He simply +invested in Mr. Hunter's brains and personality for his own immediate +ends, and he expected his brilliant and expensive secretary to prove +the worth of the investment.</p> + +<p>Inglesby had not risen to his present heights by beating about the +bush in his dealings with others. He had seized Success by the +windpipe and throttled it into obedience, and he ruthlessly bent +everything and <a name="Page_317"></a>everybody to his own purposes. The task he set before +Hunter now was to steer the Inglesby ship through a perilous passage +into the matrimonial harbor he had in mind. Let Hunter do that—no +matter how—and the pilot's future was assured. Inglesby would be no +niggardly rewarder. But let the venture come to shipwreck and Hunter +must go down with it. Hunter was not left in any doubt upon that +score.</p> + +<p>Brought face to face with the situation as it affected his fortune and +misfortune, Hunter must have had a very bad half an hour. I am sure he +had not dreamed of such a contretemps, and he must have been startled +and amazed by the cold calculation and the raw fury of passion he had +to deal with. I do not think he relished his task. His was the sort of +conscience that would dislike such a course, not because it was +dishonorable or immoral in itself, but because its details offended +his fastidiousness. I think he would have extricated himself honorably +if he could. It just happened that he couldn't.</p> + +<p>Give a sufficient shock to a man's pocket-nerve and you electrify his +brain-cells, which automatically receive orders to work overtime. +Hunter's brain worked then because it had to, self-preservation being +the first law of nature. And this service for Inglesby not only spelt +safety; it meant the golden key to the heights, the power to gratify +those fine tastes which only a rich and able man can afford. Inglesby +had promised that, and he had just had a fair example of what +Inglesby's support meant.</p> + +<p>One must try to consider the case from Mr. Hunter's point of view. To +refuse Inglesby meant disaster. And <a name="Page_318"></a>who was Laurence, who was Mary +Virginia, that he should quixotically wreck his prospects for them? +Why should he lose Inglesby's goodwill or gain Inglesby's enmity for +them or anybody else? Forced to choose, Hunter made the only choice +possible to him.</p> + +<p><i>Voe victis!</i></p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_319"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XVII"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XVII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>"—SAID THE SPIDER TO THE FLY<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>Now I am only an old priest and no businessman, so of course I do not +know just how Hunter was set like a hound upon the track of those +circumstances that, properly manipulated, helped him toward a solution +of his problem—the getting of a girl apparently as unreachable as +Mary Virginia Eustis.</p> + +<p>To start with, he had two assets, the first being Eustis pride. +Shrewdly working upon that, Hunter played with skill and finesse.</p> + +<p>When he was ready, it was easy enough to meet Miss Eustis on the +street of an afternoon. Although her greeting was disconcertingly +cold, he fell into step beside her. And presently, in a low and +intimate voice, he began to quote certain phrases that rang in her +astonished ears with a sort of hateful familiarity.</p> + +<p>A glance at her face made him smile. "I wonder," he questioned, "if +you have changed, dear puritan? You are engaged to Mayne now, I hear. +Very clever chap, Mayne. The moving power behind your father, I +understand. And engaged to you! You're so intense and interesting when +you're in love that one is tempted to envy Mayne. Do you write <i>him</i> +letters, too?"</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia's level eyes regarded him with haughty surprise. The +situation was rather unbelievable.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_320"></a>Miss Eustis<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> he paused to bow and smile to some passing girls who +plainly envied Mary Virginia, "Miss Eustis, you must come to my +office, say to-morrow afternoon. We must have a heart-to-heart talk. I +have something you will find it to your interest to discuss with me."</p> + +<p>She disdained to reply, to ask him to leave her; her attitude did not +even suggest that he should explain himself. Seeming to be perfectly +content with this attitude, he sauntered along beside her.</p> + +<p>"Do you know," he smiled, "that with you the art of writing genuine +love-letters amounts to a gift? I am sure your father—and let's say +Mayne—would be astonished and delighted to read the ones I have. They +are unequaled. Human documents, heart-interest, delicate and piquant +sex-tang—the very sort of thing the dear public devours. I told you +once they meant a great deal to me, remember? They're going to mean +more. Come about four, please." He lifted his hat, bowed, and was +gone.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia went to his office at four o'clock the next afternoon, +as he had planned she should. She wanted to know exactly what he +meant, and she fancied he meant to make her buy back the letters he +claimed not to have destroyed. The bare idea of anybody on earth +reading those insane vaporings sickened her.</p> + +<p>Hunter's manner subtly allowed her to understand that he had known she +would come, and this angered her inexpressibly; it gave him an +advantage.</p> + +<p>"Instead of wasting time in idle persiflage," he said when he had +handed her a chair, "let's get right down to brass tacks. You +naturally desire to know why I kept your letters? For one reason, +because they are a bit of <a name="Page_321"></a>real literature. However, I propose to +return them now—for a consideration."</p> + +<p>He leaned forward, idly drumming on the polished desk, and regarded +her with a sort of impersonal speculation. A little smile crept to his +lip.</p> + +<p>"The whirligig of time does bring in its revenges, doesn't it?" he +mused aloud. Mary Virginia's lips curled.</p> + +<p>"I do not follow you," she said coldly. "I am not even sure you have +the letters—that is why I am here. I must see them with my own eyes +before I agree to pay for them. That is what you expect me to do, is +it not?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have them all right—that is very easily proven," said he, +unruffled. "Now listen carefully, please, while I explain the real +reason for your presence here this afternoon. Mr. Inglesby, for +reasons of his own, desires to don the senatorial toga; why not? Also, +even more vehemently, Mr. Inglesby desires to lead to the altar Miss +Mary Virginia Eustis: yourself, dear lady, your charming self: again, +why not? Who can blame him for so natural and laudable an ambition?</p> + +<p>"As to his ever persuading you to become Mrs. Inglesby, without +some—ah—moral suasion, why, you know what his chance would be better +than I do. As to his persuading the state to send him to Washington, +it would have been a certainty, a sure thing, if our zealous young +friend Mayne hadn't egged your father into the game. How Mayne managed +that, heaven knows, particularly with your father's affairs in the +condition they are. Now, Eustis is a fine man. Far too fine to be lost +in the shuffle at Washington, where he'd be a condemned +<a name="Page_322"></a>nuisance—just as he sometimes is here at home. Do you begin to +comprehend?"</p> + +<p>"Why, no," said she, blankly. "And I certainly fail to see where my +silly letters<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"Let me make it plainer. You and your silly letters put the game into +Mr. Inglesby's hands, swing the balance in his favor. <i>You</i> pay <i>me</i>? +Heavens, no! <i>We</i> pay <i>you</i>—and a thumping price at that!"</p> + +<p>For a long moment they looked at each other.</p> + +<p>"My dear Miss Eustis," he put the tips of his fine fingers together, +bent forward over them, and favored her with a white-toothed smile, +"behold in me Mr. Inglesby's ambassador—the advocate of Cupid. Plainly, +I am authorized to offer you Mr. Inglesby's heart, his hand, and—his +check-book. Let us suppose you agree to accept—no, don't interrupt me +yet, please. And keep your seat, Miss Eustis. You may smile, but I would +advise you to consider very seriously what I am about to say to you, and +to realize once for all that Mr. Inglesby is in dead earnest and +prepared to go to considerable lengths. Well, then, as I was about to +say: suppose you agree to accept his proposal! Being above all things a +business man, Mr. Inglesby realizes that gilt-edged collateral should be +put up for what you have to offer—youth, beauty, charm, health, +culture, family name, desirable and influential connections, social +position of the highest. In exchange he offers the Inglesby millions, +his absolute devotion to yourself, and his hearty support to all your +father's plans and interests. Observe the last, please; it is highly +important. Besides this, Mayne and Eustis want reform, progress, +Demos-with-a-full-dinner-pail, all the wearisome rest of that uplift +stuff? Inglesby will <a name="Page_323"></a>see that they get an undiluted dose of it. More +yet: if you have any scruples about Mayne, Inglesby will get behind that +young man and boost him until he can crow on the weathervane—when you +are Mrs. Inglesby. A chap like Mayne would be valuable, properly +expurgated. Come, Miss Eustis, that's fair enough. If you refuse—well, +it's up to you to make Eustis understand that he must eliminate himself +from politics—and look out for himself," he finished ominously.</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia rose impetuously.</p> + +<p>"I am no longer seventeen, Mr. Hunter. What, do you honestly think you +can frighten a grown woman into believing that a handful of silly +letters could possibly be worth all that? Well, you can't. And—let me +remind you that blackmailing women isn't smiled upon in Carolina. A +hint of this and you'd be ostracized."</p> + +<p>"So would you. And why use such an extreme term as blackmailing for +what really is a very fair offer?" said he, equably. "The letters are +not the only arrows in my quiver, Miss Eustis. But as you are more +interested in them than anything else just now, suppose we run over a +few, just to remind you of their amazing nature?" He rose leisurely, +opened the safe in a corner of the room, took from the steel +money-vault a package, and Mary Virginia recognized her own writing. +Always keeping them under his own hand, he yet allowed her to lean +forward and verify what he chose to read.</p> + +<p>Her face burned and tears of mortification stung her eyes. Good +heavens, had she been as silly and as sentimental as all that? But as +she listened to his smooth remorseless voice, mortification merged +into amazement and amazement into consternation. Older and wiser <a name="Page_324"></a>now, +she saw what ignorance and infatuation had really accomplished, and +she realized that a fool can unwittingly pull the universe about her +ears.</p> + +<p>She was appalled. It was as if her waking self were confronted by an +incredible something her dreaming self had done. She knew enough of +the world now to realize how such letters would be received—with +smiles intended to wound, with the raised eyebrow, the shrugged +shoulder. She wondered, with a chill of panic, how she could ever hope +to make anybody understand what she admitted she herself couldn't +explain. For heaven's sake, <i>what</i> had she been trying to tell this +man? She didn't know any more, except that it hadn't been what these +letters seemed to reveal.</p> + +<p>"Well?" said the lazy, pleasant voice, "don't you agree with me that +it would have been barbarous to destroy them? Wonderful, aren't they? +Who would credit a demure American schoolgirl with their supreme art? +A French court lady might have written them, in a day when folks made +a fine art of love and weren't afraid nor ashamed."</p> + +<p>"I must have been stark mad!" said she, twisting her fingers. "How +could I ever have done it? Oh, how?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, we all have our moments of genius!" said he, airily.</p> + +<p>As he faced her, smiling and urbane, she noted woman-fashion the +superfine quality of his linen, the perfection of every detail of his +appearance, the grace with which he wore his clothes. His manner was +gracious, even courtly. Yet there was about him something so +relentless that for the first time she felt a quiver of fear.</p> + +<p>"If my father—or Mr. Mayne—knew this, you would <a name="Page_325"></a>undoubtedly be +shot!" said she, and her eyes flashed.</p> + +<p>"Unwritten law, chivalry, all the rest of that rot? I am well aware +that the Southern trigger-finger is none too steady, where lovely +woman is concerned," he admitted, with a faint sneer. "But when one +plays for high stakes, Miss Eustis, one runs the risks. Granted I do +get shot? That wouldn't give you the letters: it would simply hand +them over to prosecuting attorneys and the public press, and they'd be +damning with blood upon them. No, I don't think there'll be any +fireworks—just a sensible deal, in which everybody benefits and +nobody loses."</p> + +<p>"The thing is impossible, perfectly impossible."</p> + +<p>"I don't see why. Everything has its price and I'm offering you a +pretty stiff one."</p> + +<p>"I would rather be burned alive. Marry Mr. Inglesby? <i>I</i>? Why, he is +impossible, perfectly impossible!"</p> + +<p>"He is nothing of the kind. And he is very much in love with you—you +amount to a grand passion with Inglesby. Also, he has twenty +millions." He added dryly: "You are hard to please."</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia waved aside grand passion and twenty millions with a +gesture of ineffable disdain.</p> + +<p>"Even if I were weak and silly enough to take you seriously, do you +imagine my father would ever consent? He would despise me. He would +rather see me dead."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, he wouldn't. Nobody can afford to despise a woman with twenty +millions. It isn't in human nature. Particularly when you save Mr. +James Eustis himself from coming a breakneck cropper, to say the very +least."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_326"></a>For the moment she missed the significance of that last remark.</p> + +<p>"I repeat that I would rather be burned alive. I despise the man!" +said she, passionately.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, you wouldn't." His manner was a bit contemptuous. "And you'd +soon get used to him. Women and cats are like that. They may squall +and scratch a bit at first, but the saucer of cream reconciles them, +and presently they are quite at home and purring, the sensible +creatures! You'll end by liking him very well."</p> + +<p>The girl ignored this Job's comforting.</p> + +<p>"What shall I say to my father?" she asked directly. "Tell him you +kept the foolish letters written you by an ignorant child—and the +price is either his or my selling out to Mr. Inglesby?"</p> + +<p>"That is your lookout. You can't expect us to let your side whip us, +hands down, can you? Mr. Inglesby does not propose to submit tamely to +<i>everything</i>." His face hardened, a glacial glint snapped into his +eyes. "Inglesby's no worse than anybody else would be that had to hold +down his job. He's got virtues, plenty of solid good-citizen, +church-member, father-of-a-family virtues, little as you seem to +realize it. Also, let me repeat—he has twenty millions. To buy up a +handful of letters for twenty million dollars looks to me about the +biggest price ever paid since the world began. Don't be a fool!"</p> + +<p>"I refuse. I refuse absolutely and unconditionally. I shall +immediately send for my father—and for Mr. Mayne<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"I give you credit for better sense," said he, with a razor-edged +smile. "Eustis is honorable and Mayne is <a name="Page_327"></a>in love with you, and when +you spring this they'll swear they believe you: <i>but will they</i>? Do +men ever believe women, without the leaven of a little doubt? Speaking +as a man for men, I wouldn't put them to the test. No, dear lady, I +hardly think you are going to be so silly. Now let us pass on to +something of greater moment than the letters. Did you think I had +nothing else to urge upon you?"</p> + +<p>"What, more?" said she, derisively. "I don't think I understand."</p> + +<p>"I am sure you don't. Permit me, then, to enlighten you." He paused a +moment, as if to reflect. Then, impressively:</p> + +<p>"Hitherto, Miss Eustis, you have had the very button on Fortune's +cap," he told her. "Suppose, however, that fickle goddess chose to +whisk herself off bodily, and left you—<i>you</i>, mind you! to face the +ugly realities of poverty, and poverty under a cloud?" And while she +stared at him blankly, he asked: "What do you know of your father's +affairs?"</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact she knew very little. But something in the deadly +pleasantness of his voice, something in his eyes, startled her.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, Mr. Hunter?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, now we get down to bedrock: your father's affairs," he said evenly. +"Your father, Miss Eustis, is a very remarkable man, a man with one +idea. In other words, a fanatic. Only a fanatic could accomplish what +Eustis has accomplished. His one idea is the very sound old idea that +people should remain on the land. He starts in to show his people how to +do it successfully. Once started, the work grows like Jonah's gourd. He +<a name="Page_328"></a>becomes a sort of rural white hope. So far, so good. But reclamation +work, experimenting, blooded stock, up-to-the-minute machinery, +labor-saving devices, chemicals, high-priced experts, labor itself, all +that calls for money, plenty of money. Your father's work grew to its +monumental proportions because he'd gotten other men interested in +it—all sorts and conditions of men, but chiefly—and here's at once his +strength and weakness—farmers, planters, small-town merchants and +bankers. They backed him with everything they had—and they haven't +lost—yet.</p> + +<p>"However, there are such things as bad seasons, labor troubles, +boll-weevil, canker, floods, war. He lost ship-loads of cotton. He +lost heavily on rice. Remember those last floods? In some of his +places they wiped the work of years clean off the map. He had to begin +all over, and he had to do it on borrowed money; which in lean and +losing years is expensive. Floods may come and crops may go, but +interest on borrowed money goes on forever. He mortgaged all he could +mortgage, risked everything he could risk, took every chance—and now +everything is at stake with him.</p> + +<p>"Do you realize what it would mean if Eustis went under? A smash to +shake the state! Consider, too, the effect of failure upon the man +himself! He can't fail, though—<i>if Mr. Inglesby chooses to lend a +hand</i>. Now do you begin to comprehend?"</p> + +<p>In spite of her distrust, he impressed her profoundly. He did not +over-estimate her father's passionate belief in himself and the value +of his work. If anything, Hunter had slurred the immense influence +Eustis exerted, and the calamitous effect his failure would have upon +<a name="Page_329"></a>the plain people who looked up to him with such unlimited trust. They +would not only lose their money; they would lose something no money +could pay for—their faith.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but that just simply couldn't happen!" said Mary Virginia, and +her chin went up.</p> + +<p>"It could very easily happen. It may happen shortly," he contradicted +politely. "Heavens, girl, don't you know that the Eustis house is +mortgaged to the roof, that Rosemount Plantation is mortgaged from the +front fences to the back ditches? No, I suppose he wouldn't want his +women-folks to know. He thinks he can tide it over. They always +believe they can tide it over, those one-idea chaps. And he could, +too, for he's a born winner, is Eustis. Give him time and a good +season and he'd be up again, stronger than ever." While he spoke he +was taking from a drawer a handful of papers, which he spread out on +the desk. She could see upon all of them a bold clear "<i>James +Eustis</i>."</p> + +<p>"One place mortgaged to prop up another, and that in turn mortgaged to +save a third. Like links in a chain. Any chain is only as strong as +its weakest link, remember. And we've got the links. Look at these, +please." He laid before her two or three slips of paper. Mary +Virginia's eyes asked for enlightenment.</p> + +<p>"These," explained Hunter, "are promissory notes. You will see that +some of them are about due—and the amounts are considerable."</p> + +<p>"Oh! And <i>he</i> had to do that?"</p> + +<p>"Of course. What else could he do? We kept a very close watch since we +got the first inkling that things were not breaking right for him. Mr. +Inglesby's own <a name="Page_330"></a>interests are pretty extensive—and we set them to +work. It wasn't hard to manage, after things began to shape: a word +here, a hint there, an order somewhere else; and once or twice, of +course, a bit of pressure was brought to bear, in obdurate instances. +But the man with money is always the man with the whip hand. Eustis +got the help he had to have—and presently we got these. All perfectly +legitimate, all in the course of the day's work.</p> + +<p>"Now, promissory notes are dangerous instruments should a holder +desire to use them dangerously. Mr. Inglesby could give Eustis an +extension of time, or he could demand full payment and immediately +foreclose. You see, it's entirely optional with Mr. Inglesby." And he +leaned back in his chair, perfectly self-possessed, entirely at his +ease, and waited for her to speak.</p> + +<p>"You could do that—anybody could do that—to my father?" she was +only half-convinced.</p> + +<p>"I assure you we can send him under—with a lot of other men's money +tied around his neck to keep him down."</p> + +<p>"But even you would hesitate to do a thing like that!"</p> + +<p>"All is fair," said Hunter, "in love and war."</p> + +<p>"<i>Fair</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Legitimate, then."</p> + +<p>"But if he is in Mr. Inglesby's way and in his power at the same time, +why not remove him in the ordinary course of business? Why drag in me +and my letters?"</p> + +<p>"Why? Because it's the letters that enable us to reach <i>you</i>. My dear +girl, Mr. Inglesby doesn't really give a hang whether Eustis sinks or +swims. He'd as lief back him as not, for in the long run it's good +business to back a winner. But it's <i>you</i> he's playing for, <a name="Page_331"></a>and on +that count all is fish that comes to his net. <i>Now</i> do you begin to +see?"</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia began to see. She looked at the unruffled man before her +a bit wonderingly.</p> + +<p>"And what do <i>you</i> get out of this?" she asked, unexpectedly. "Mr. +Inglesby is to get me, I am to get his money and a package of letters, +my father is to get time to save himself; well then, what do <i>you</i> +get? The pleasure of doing something wrong? Revenge?"</p> + +<p>But Hunter looked at her with cold astonishment. "You surprise me," he +said. "You talk as if you'd been going to see too many of those +insufferable screen-plays that make the proletariat sniffle and the +intelligent swear. I am merely a business man, Miss Eustis, and +attending to this particular affair for my employer is all in the +course of the day's work. I—er—am not in a position to refuse to +obey orders or to be captious, particularly since Mr. Inglesby has +agreed to double my present salary. That in itself is no light +inducement—but I get more. I get Mr. Inglesby's personal backing, +which means an assured future to me; as it will mean to you and your +father, if you have got the sense you were born with. This is +business. Kindly omit melodrama—crude, and not at all your style, +really," he finished, critically.</p> + +<p>"This is nothing short of villainy. And not at all too crude for +<i>your</i> style," said Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p>He laughed good-humoredly. "Bad temper is vastly becoming to you," he +told her. "It gives you a magnificent color."</p> + +<p>And at that Mary Virginia looked at him with eyes in which the shadow +of fear was deepening. Hard as nails, <a name="Page_332"></a>cold as ice, to him she was +merely a means to an end. He did not even hate her. The guillotine +does not hate those whom it decapitates, either; none the less it +takes off their heads once they get in the way of the descending +knife.</p> + +<p>"I suggest," said Hunter, rising, "that you go home now and think the +matter over carefully. Weigh what you and your father stand to gain +against what you stand to lose. I do not press you for an immediate +decision. You shall have a reasonable time for consideration." It was +a threat and a command, thinly veiled.</p> + +<p>All that night, unable to sleep, she did think the matter over +carefully; she turned and twisted it about and about and saw it now +from this angle and now from that; and the more she studied it in all +its bearings the worse it grew. There was no escape from it.</p> + +<p>Suppose, although she knew she could never, never hope to +satisfactorily explain them, she nevertheless told her father about +those letters and the part they were to be made play, now that his own +affairs had reached a crisis? She could fancy herself telling him that +he must shield himself behind her skirts if he would save himself from +ruin. That ... to James Eustis!</p> + +<p>Suppose that the Carolina trigger-finger slipped, as Hunter had +nonchalantly admitted might happen: what then? But it is the woman in +the case who always suffers the most and the longest; it is the woman, +always, who pays the greater price. Her fears magnified the imagined +evil, her pride was crucified.</p> + +<p>What tortured her most was that they were actually making her party to +a wreck that could easily be averted. Hunter had admitted that Eustis +could weather the storm, <a name="Page_333"></a>if he were given time. Oh, to gain time for +him, then! And she lay there, staring into the dark with wet eyes. How +could she help him, she who was also snared?</p> + +<p>And in desperation she hit upon a forlorn hope. She dared not speak +out openly to anybody, she dared not flatly refuse Inglesby's +pretensions, for that would be to invite the avalanche. What she +proposed to herself was to hold him off as long as she could. She +would not be definite until the last possible minute. Always there was +the chance that by some miracle of mercy Eustis might be able to meet +those notes when they fell due. Let him do that, and she would then +tell him everything. But not now. He was bearing too much, without +that added burden.</p> + +<p>It cost her a supreme effort to face the situation as it affected +herself and Laurence. Life without Laurence! The bare thought of it +tested her heart and showed her how inalienably it belonged to him. +But under all his lovingness and his boyishness, Laurence had a +sternness, a ruggedness as adamantine as one of Cromwell's Iron-sides. +With him to know would be to act. Well—he mustn't know. It terrified +her to think of just what might happen, if Laurence knew.</p> + +<p>Under the circumstances there seemed but one course open to her—to +give up Laurence, and that without explanations. For his own sake she +had to keep silent—just as Hunter had known she would. What Laurence +must think of her, even the loss of his affection and respect, would +be part of the price paid for having been a fool.</p> + +<p>In the most unobtrusive manner they kept in touch with her. Hunter had +so adroitly wirepulled, and so <a name="Page_334"></a>deftly softened and toned down +Inglesby's crudities, that Mrs. Eustis had become the latter's open +champion. Condescending and patronizing, she liked the importance of +lending a very rich man her social countenance. She insisted that he +was misunderstood. Men of great fortunes are always misunderstood. +Nobody considers it a virtue to be charitable to the rich—they save +all their charity for the poor, who as often as not are undeserving, +and are generally insanitary as well. Mrs. Eustis thanked her heavenly +Father she was a woman of larger vision, and never thought ill of a +man just because he happened to be a millionaire. Millionaires have +got souls, she hoped? And hearts? Mrs. Eustis said she knew Mr. +Inglesby's noble heart, my dear, whether others did or not.</p> + +<p>Compelled to apparently jilt Laurence, Mary Virginia sank deeper and +deeper into the slough of despond. A terror of Inglesby's power, as of +something supernatural, was growing upon her, a terror almost childish +in its intensity. He had begun to occupy the niche vacated by the +Boogerman her Dah had threatened her with in her nursery. She could +barely conceal this terror, save that an instinct warned her that to +let him know she feared him would be fatal. And she felt for him a +physical repulsion strong enough to be nauseating.</p> + +<p>The fact that she disdained and perhaps even disliked him and made no +effort to conceal her feelings, did not in the least ruffle his bland +complacency nor affront his pride. He knew that not even an Inglesby +could hope to find a Mary Virginia more than once in a lifetime, and +the haughtier she was the more she pleased him; <a name="Page_335"></a>it added to his +innate sense of power, and this in itself endeared her to him +inexpressibly.</p> + +<p>But as the girl still held out stubbornly, trying to evade the final +word that would force a climax disastrous any way she viewed it, +Inglesby's patience was exhausted. He was determined to make her come +to terms by the word of her own mouth, and he had no doubt that her +final word must be Yes; perhaps a Yes reluctant enough, but +nevertheless one to which he meant to hold her.</p> + +<p>To make that final demand more impressive, Hunter was not entrusted +with the interview. Hunter may have been doubtful as to the wisdom of +this, but Inglesby could no longer forego the delight of dealing with +Mary Virginia personally. On the Saturday night, then, Mrs. Eustis +being absent, Mr. Inglesby, manicured, massaged, immaculate, shaven +and shorn, called in person; and not daring to refuse, Mary Virginia +received him, wondering if for her the end of the world had not come.</p> + +<p>He made a mistake, for Mary Virginia had her back against the wall, +literally waiting for the Eustis roof to fall. But he could not forego +the pleasure of witnessing her pride lower its crest to him. He did +not relish a go-between, even such a successful one as his secretary. +He had made up his mind that she should have until to-morrow night, +Sunday, to come to a decision—just that long, and not another hour. +He was not getting younger; he wanted to marry, to found a great +establishment as whose mistress Mary Virginia should shine. And she +was making him lose time.</p> + +<p>What Inglesby succeeded in doing was to bring her <a name="Page_336"></a>terror to a head, +and to fill her with a sick loathing of him. Under the smooth +protestations, the promises, the threats veiled with hateful and oily +smiles, the man himself was revealed: crude, brutal, dominant, +ruthless, a male animal bull-necked and arrogant, with small eyes, +wide nostrils, cruel moist lips, sensual fat white hands she hated. +And he was so sure of her! Mary Virginia found herself smarting under +that horrible sureness.</p> + +<p>Perfectly at his ease, inclined to be familiar and jocose, he looked +insolently about the lovely old room that had never before held such a +suitor for a daughter of that house. Watching her with the complacent +eyes of an accepted lover, assuming odious airs of proprietorship such +as made one wish to throttle him, he was in no hurry to go. It seemed +to her that black and withering years rolled over her head before he +could bring himself to rise to take his departure. Death could hardly +be colder to a mortal than she had been to this man all the evening, +and yet it had not disconcerted him in the least!</p> + +<p>He stood for a moment regarding her with the eyes of possession. "And +to think that to-morrow night I shall have the right to openly claim +you as my promised wife!" he exulted. "You can't realize what it means +to a man to be able to say to the world that the most beautiful woman +in it is his!"</p> + +<p>Directly in front of her hung the portrait of the founder of the house +in Carolina, the cavalier who had fled to the new world when Charles +Stuart's head fell in the old one. It was a fine and proud face, the +eyes frank and brave, the mouth firm and sweet. The girl looked from +it to George Inglesby's, and found herself unable to speak. But as she +stood before him, tall and <a name="Page_337"></a>proud and pale, the loveliness, the +appealing charm of her, went like a strong wine to the man's head. +With a quick and fierce movement he seized her hand and covered it +with hot and hateful kisses.</p> + +<p>At the touch of his lips cold horror seized her. She dragged her hand +free and waved him back with a splendid indignation. But Inglesby was +out of hand; he had taken the bit between his teeth, and now he +bolted.</p> + +<p>"Do you think I'm made of stone?" he bellowed, and the mask slipped +altogether. There was no hypocrisy about Inglesby now; this was +genuine. "Well, I'm not! I'm a man, a flesh-and-blood man, and I'm +crazy for you—and you're <i>mine</i>! You're <i>mine</i>, and you might just as +well face the music and get acquainted with me, first as last. +Understand?</p> + +<p>"I'm not such a bad sort—what's the matter with me, anyhow? Why ain't +I good enough for you or any other woman? Suppose I'm not a young +whippersnapper with his head full of nonsense and his pockets full of +nothing, can the best popinjay of them all do for you what <i>I</i> can? +Can any of 'em offer you what <i>I</i> can offer? Let him try to: I'll +raise his bid!</p> + +<p>"Here—don't you stand there staring at me as if I'd tried to slit +your throat just because I've kissed your hand. Suppose I did? Why +shouldn't I kiss your hand if I want to? It's my hand, when all's said +and done, and I'll kiss it again if I feel like it. No, no, beauty, I +won't, not if it's going to make you look at me like that! Why, queen, +I wouldn't frighten you for worlds! I love you too much to want to do +anything but please you. I'd do anything, everything, just to please +you, to make you like me! You'll believe that, <a name="Page_338"></a>won't you?" And he +held out his hands with a supplicating and impassioned gesture.</p> + +<p>"Why can't we be friends? Try to be friends with me, Mary Virginia! +You would, if you only knew how much I love you. Why, I've loved you +ever since that first day I saw you, after you'd come back home. I was +going into the bank, and I turned, and there you were! You had on a +gray dress, and you wore violets, a big bunch of them. I can smell +them yet. God! It was all up with me! I was crazy about you from the +start, and it's been getting worse and worse ... worse and worse!</p> + +<p>"You don't know all I mean to do for you, beauty! I'm going to give +you this little old world to play with. Nothing's too good for <i>you</i>. +Look at me! I'm not an old man yet—I've only just <i>begun</i> to make +money for you. Now be a little kind to me. You've got to marry me, you +know. Look here: you kiss me good-night, just once, of your own free +will, and I swear you shall have anything under the sky you ask me +for. Do you want a string of pearls that will make yours look like a +child's playpretty? I'll hang a million dollars around that white +throat of yours!"</p> + +<p>But there came into the girl's eyes that which gave him pause. They +stood staring at each other; and slowly the wine-dark flush faded from +his face and left him livid. Little dents came about his nose, and his +lips puckered as if the devil had pinched them together.</p> + +<p>"No?" said he thickly, and his jaw hardened, and his eyes narrowed +under his square forehead. "No? You won't, eh? Too fine and proud? My +lady, you'll learn to kiss me when I tell you to, and glad enough of +the <a name="Page_339"></a>chance, before you and I finish with each other! Why, you—I—Oh, +good God! Why do you rouse the devil in me, when I only want to be +friends with you?"</p> + +<p>But she, with a ghastly face, turned swiftly and with her head held +high walked out of the room, passed through the wide hall, and +ascended the stairs, without even bidding him goodnight. Let him take +his dismissal as he would—she could stand no more!</p> + +<p>Once in her own room, Mary Virginia dismissed Nancy for the night. She +had to be alone, and the colored woman was an irrepressible magpie. +Furiously she scrubbed her hands, as if to remove the taint of his +touch. That he had dared! Her teeth chattered. She could barely save +herself from screaming aloud. She bathed her face, dashed some toilet +water over herself, and fell into a chair, limp and unnerved.</p> + +<p><i>One day!</i></p> + +<p>She was facing the end and she knew it. Because she had to say No. She +had never for one minute admitted to herself the possibility of her +own surrender. She could give up Laurence, since she had to; but she +could not accept Inglesby. Anything rather than that! At the most, all +she had hoped was to evade that final No until the last moment, in +order to give Eustis what poor respite she could. Only her great love +for him had enabled her to do that much. And it had not helped. When +she thought of the wreck that must come, she beat her hands together, +softly, in sheer misery. It was like standing by and watching some +splendid ship being pounded to pieces on the rocks.</p> + +<p>Only her innate bravery and her real and deep religious instinct saved +her from altogether sinking into <a name="Page_340"></a>inertia and despair. She <i>had</i> to +arouse herself. Other women had faced situations equally as impossible +and unbearable as hers, and the best of them had not allowed +themselves to be whipped into tame and abject submission. Even at the +worst they had snatched the great chance to live their own lives in +their own way. As for her, surely there must be some way out of this +snarl, some immediate way that led to honorable freedom, even without +hope. But how and where was she to find any way open to her, between +now and to-morrow night?</p> + +<p>On her dressing table, with a handful of trinkets upon it, lay the +tray that the Butterfly Man had sent her when she was graduated. Chin +in hands, Mary Virginia stared absently enough at the brightly colored +butterflies she had been told to remember were messengers bearing on +their wings the love of the Parish House people. Why—why—of course! +The Parish House people! They had blamed her, because they hadn't +understood. But if she were to ask the Parish House people for any +help within their power, she could be sure of receiving it without +stint.</p> + +<p>If she could get to the Parish House without anybody knowing where she +was, Inglesby and Hunter would be balked of that interview to-morrow +night. The worst was going to happen anyhow, but if she couldn't save +herself from anything else, at least she could save herself from +facing them alone. To be able to do that, she would go now, in the +middle of the night, and tell the Padre everything. Unnerved as she +was, she couldn't face the hours between now and to-morrow morning +here, by herself. She had to get to the Parish House.</p> + +<p>It was then after eleven. Nancy having been <a name="Page_341"></a>dismissed for the night, +she had no fear of being interrupted. She made her few preparations, +switched off the light, and sat down to wait until she could be sure +that all the servants were abed, and the streets deserted. She felt as +if she were a forlorn castaway upon a pinpoint of land, with +immeasurable dark depths upon either side.</p> + +<p>The midnight express screeched and was gone. She switched on the light +for a last look about her pretty, pleasant room. There was a snapshot +of the Parish House people upon her mantel, and she nodded to it, +gravely, before she once more plunged the room into darkness.</p> + +<p>Noiselessly she slipped downstairs and let herself out. The midnight +air was bitingly cold, but she did not feel it. With one handsatchel +holding all she thought she could honestly lay claim to, Mary Virginia +turned her back upon the home that had sheltered her all her life, but +that wouldn't be able to shelter its own people much longer, because +Inglesby was going to take it away from them. It made her wince to +think of him as master under that roof. The old house deserved a +happier fate.</p> + +<p>At best the Parish House could be only a momentary stopping-place. +What lay beyond she didn't know. What her fate held further of evil +she couldn't guess. But at least, she thought, it would be in her own +hands. It wasn't. Unexpectedly and mercifully was it put into the +abler and stronger hands of the Butterfly Man.</p> + +<br /> + +<p>Now, that night Flint had found himself unable to work. He was +unaccountably depressed. He couldn't read; even the Bible, opened at +his favorite John, hadn't any comfort for him. He shoved the book +aside, snatched <a name="Page_342"></a>hat and overcoat, and fled to his refuge the healing +out-of-doors.</p> + +<p>He trudged the country roads for awhile, then turned toward town, +intending to pass by the Eustis house. It wasn't the first time he had +passed the Eustis house at night of late, and just to see it asleep in +the midst of its gardens steadied him and made him smile at the vague +fears he entertained.</p> + +<p>He was almost up to the gate when a girl emerged from it, and he +stiffened in his tracks, for it was Mary Virginia. A second later, and +they stood face to face.</p> + +<p>"Don't be alarmed, it is I, Flint," he said in his quiet voice. And +then he asked directly: "Why are you out alone at this hour? Where are +you going?"</p> + +<p>"To—to the Parish House," she stammered. She was greatly startled by +his sudden appearance.</p> + +<p>"Exactly," said the Butterfly Man, with meaning, and relieved her of +her satchel. He asked no questions, offered no comments; but as +quickly as he could he got her to his own rooms, put Kerry on guard, +and ran for help.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_343"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XVIII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>ST. STANISLAUS CROOKS HIS ELBOW</h3> +<br /> + +<p>Mary Virginia's voice trailed into silence and she sank back into her +chair, staring somberly at the fire. Her face marked with tears, the +long braids of her hair over her shoulders, she looked so like a sad +and chidden child that the piteousness of her would have moved and +melted harder hearts than ours.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man had listened without an interruption. He sat leaning +slightly forward, knees crossed, the left arm folded to support the +elbow of the right, and his chin in his cupped right hand. His eyes +had the piercing clear directness of an eagle's; they burned with an +unwavering pale flame. Shrewder far than I, he saw the great advantage +of knowing the worst, of at last thoroughly understanding Hunter and +Inglesby and the motives which moved them. He had, too, a certain +tolerance. These two had merely acted according to their lights; he +had not expected any more or less, therefore he was not surprised now +into an undue condemnation.</p> + +<p>But the fighting instinct rose rampant in me. My hands are De Rancé +hands, the hands of soldiers as well as of priests, and they itched +for a weapon, preferably a sword. Horrified and astonished, +suffocating with <a name="Page_344"></a>anger, I had no word at command to comfort this +victim of abominable cunning. Indeed, what could I say; what could I +do? I looked helplessly at the Butterfly Man, and the stronger man +looked back at me, gravely and impassively.</p> + +<p>"But what is to be done?" I groaned.</p> + +<p>He seemed to know, for he said at once:</p> + +<p>"Call Madame. Tell her to bring some extra wraps. I am going to take +Mary Virginia home, and Madame will go with us."</p> + +<p>"But why shouldn't she stay here?"</p> + +<p>"Because she'd better be at home to-morrow morning, parson. We're not +supposed to know anything of her affairs, and I'd rather she didn't +appear at the Parish House. Also, she needs sleep right now more than +she needs anything else, and one sleeps better in one's own bed. +Madame will see that she goes to hers and stays there."</p> + +<p>I was perfectly willing to commit the affair into John Flint's hands. +But Mary Virginia demurred.</p> + +<p>"No. I want to stay here! I don't want to go home, Padre."</p> + +<p>Flint shook his head. "I'm sorry," he said mildly, "but I'm going to +take you home." He looked so inexorable that Mary Virginia shrugged +her shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Oh, all right, Mr. Flint, I'll go," said she. "What difference does +it make? I'll even go to bed—as I'm told." And she added in a tone of +indescribable bitterness: "I have read that men lie down and sleep +peacefully the night before they are hanged. Well, I suppose they +could: they hadn't anything but death to face on the morrow, but I<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> +and she caught her breath.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_345"></a>Why not take it for granted to-night that you'll be looked after +to-morrow?" suggested Flint. "Mary Virginia, nothing's ever so bad as +it's going to be."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I'll be looked after to-morrow!" said she, bitingly. "Mr. +Inglesby will see to that!" She covered her face with her hands.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know!" The Butterfly Man shut his mouth on the words like +a knife. "Inglesby may think he's going to, but somehow <i>I</i> think he +won't."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said she scornfully. "Perhaps <i>you'll</i> be able to stop him?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," he agreed. "If I don't, somebody or something else will. +It's very unlucky to be too lucky too long. You see, everybody's got +to get what's coming to them, and it generally comes hardest when +they've tied themselves up to the notion they're It. Somehow I fancy +Mr. Inglesby's due to come considerable of a cropper around about +now."</p> + +<p>"Between now and to-morrow night?" she wondered, with sad contempt.</p> + +<p>"Why not? Anything can happen between a night and a night." He looked +at her with shrewd appreciation: "You have taken yourself so +seriously," said he, "that you've pretty nearly muddled yourself into +being tragic. Those fellows knew who they were dealing with when they +tackled <i>you</i>. They could bet the limit you'd never tell. So long as +you didn't tell, so long as they had nobody but you to deal with, they +had you where they wanted you. But now maybe things might happen that +haven't been printed in the program."</p> + +<p>"What things?" she mocked somberly.</p> + +<p>"I don't know, yet," he admitted, "But I do know <a name="Page_346"></a>there is always a +way out of everything except the grave. The thing is to find the right +way. That's up to the Padre and me. Parson, would you mind going after +Madame now, please? The sooner we go the better."</p> + +<p>Have I not said my mother is the most wonderful of women? I waked her +in the small hours with the startling information that Mary Virginia +was downstairs in John Flint's workroom, and that she herself must +dress and accompany her home. And my mother, though she looked her +stark bewilderment, plagued me with no questions.</p> + +<p>"She is in great trouble, and she needs you. Hurry."</p> + +<p>Madame slid out of her bed and reached for her neatly folded garments.</p> + +<p>"Wait in the hall, Armand; I will be with you in ten minutes." And she +was, wrapped and hatted.</p> + +<p>Once in the workroom, she cast a deep and searching woman-glance at +the pale girl in the chair. Her face was so sweet with motherliness +and love and pity, and that profound comprehension the best women show +to each other, that I felt my throat contract. Gathered into Madame's +embrace, Mary Virginia clung to her old friend dumbly. Madame had but +one question:</p> + +<p>"My child, have you told John Flint and my son what this trouble of +yours is?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I had to, I had to!"</p> + +<p>"Thank the good God for that!" said my mother piously. "Now we will go +home, dearest, and you can sleep in peace—you have nothing more to +worry about!"</p> + +<p>The clasp of the comforting arms, the sweet serenity of the mild eyes, +and above all the little lady's perfect confidence, aroused Mary +Virginia out of her torpor. <a name="Page_347"></a>She felt that she no longer stood alone +at the mercy of the merciless. Bundled in the wraps my mother had +provided, she paused at the door.</p> + +<p>"I think you will forgive me any trouble I may cause you, because I am +sure all of you love me. And whatever comes, I will be brave enough to +face and to bear it. Padre, dear Padre, you understand, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"My child, my darling child, I understand."</p> + +<p>"I'll be back in half an hour, parson," the Butterfly Man remarked +meaningly. Then the three melted into the night.</p> + +<p>Left alone, I was far from sharing Madame's simple faith in our +ability to untangle this miserable snarl. I knew now the temper of the +men we had to deal with. I also understood that in cases like this the +Southern trigger-finger is none too steady. Seen from a certain point +of view, if ever men deserved an unconditional and thorough killing, +these two did. Yet this homicidal specter turned me cold, for Mary +Virginia's sake.</p> + +<p>For Eustis himself I could see nothing but ruin ahead, but I wished +passionately to help the dear girl who had come to me in her stress. +But what was one to do? How should one act?</p> + +<p>I sat there dismally enough, my chin sunk upon my breast; for as a +plotter, a planner, a conspirator, I am a particularly hopeless +failure. I have no sense of intrigue, and the bare idea of plotting +reduces me to stupefaction.</p> + +<p>Perhaps because I am a priest by instinct, I always discover in myself +the instant need of prayer when confronted by the unusual and the +difficult. I have prayed over seemingly hopeless problems in my time +and I think <a name="Page_348"></a>I have been led to a clear solution of many of them. +Major Cartwright insists that this is merely because I bring desire +and will to bear upon a given point and so release an irresistible +natural force. He says prayer is as much a science as, say, +mathematics—such and such its units, and such and such its fixed +results. Well, maybe so. All I know is that when I beseech aid I think +I receive it.</p> + +<p>So I ran over to the church and let myself in. I felt that at least +for a few minutes I must kneel before the altar and implore help for +her who was like my own child to me.</p> + +<p>The empty church was quite black save for the sanctuary lamp and the +little red votive lights burning before the statues of the saints and +of our Lady. All these many little lights only cast the veriest ghosts +of brightness upon the darkness, but the white altar was revealed by +the larger glow of the sanctuary lamp. There it shone with a mild and +pure luster, unfailing, calm, steady, burning through the night, the +sign and symbol of that light of Love which cannot fail, but burns and +burns and burns forever and forever before an altar that is the +infinite universe itself.</p> + +<p>My little-faith, my ready-to-halt faith, raised its head above the +encompassing waters; the wild turmoil and torment died away: ... after +the earthquake and the fire and the whirlwind, the still small +voice. ...</p> + +<p>Then I, to whom life at best can only be working and waiting, was for +a space able to pray for her to whom life should be "<i>as the light of +the morning, when the sun riseth, even a clear morning without clouds; +and as the tender grass by clear shining after rain</i>." I remembered +<a name="Page_349"></a>her as she had first come to me, a little loving child to fill my +empty heart, the poor clay heart that cannot even hold fast to the +love of God but by these frail all-powerful ties of simple human +affection. And when I thought of her now, so young and so sore-beset, +a bird caught in the snare of the fowler, I beat my breast for pity +and for grief. Oh, how should I help her, how!</p> + +<p>I turned my head, and there stood St. Stanislaus upon his pedestal, +the memorial lights flickering upon his long robe, his smooth boy's +face, his sheaf of lilies. I regarded him rather absently. Something +stirred in my consciousness; something I always had to remember in +connection with St. Stanislaus. ...</p> + +<p>Across my mind as across a screen flashed a series of pictures—a +mangled tramp carried into the Parish House, my mother watching with a +concerned and shocked face, and the hall mud-stained by the trampling +feet of the clumsy bearers; the shaggy Poles, caps off, turning over +to me as to high authority the heavy oilskin package they had found; I +opening that package later and standing amazed and startled before its +contents; and that same package, hidden under my cassock, carried over +to the church and placed for security and secrecy in the keeping of +the little saint. Well, that had been quite right; there had been +nothing else to do; one had to be secret and careful when one had in +one's keeping the tools of that notorious burglar, Slippy McGee.</p> + +<p>Small wonder that I did not connect those pictures with the fate of +Mary Virginia Eustis! No, I did not immediately grasp their tremendous +bearing upon the petitions I was repeating. And all the while, with a +dull insistence, an enraging persistence, they flickered <a name="Page_350"></a>before the +eyes of my memory—the Poles, the screaming cursing tramp; +Westmoreland pondering aloud as to why he had been permitted to save +so apparently worthless a life; and the little saint hiding from the +eyes of men all traces of lost Slippy McGee. Nor, more curiously yet, +did I connect them with the Butterfly Man. The Butterfly Man was +somebody else altogether, another and a different person, a man of +whom even one's secretest thoughts were admiring and respectful. He +was so far removed from the very shadow of such things as these, that +it did one's conscience a sort of violence to think of him in +connection with them. I tried to dismiss the memories from my mind. I +wished to concentrate wholly upon the problem of Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p>And then that mysterious, hidden self-under-self that lives in us far, +far beneath thought and instinct and conscience and heredity and even +consciousness itself, rose to the surface with a message:</p> + +<p><i>Slippy McGee had been the greatest cracksman in all America. ...</i> +"Honest to God, skypilot, I can open any box made, easy as easy!" ... +<i>And even as his tools were hidden in St. Stanislaus, Slippy McGee +himself was hidden in John Flint</i>.</p> + +<p>Recoiling, I clung to the altar railing. What dreadful thing was I +contemplating, what fearful temptation was assailing me, here under +the light of the sanctuary lamp? I looked reproachfully at St. +Stanislaus, as if that seraphic youth had betrayed my confidence. I +suspected him of being too anxious to rid himself of the ambiguous +trust imposed upon him without so much as a by-your-leave. Perhaps he +was secretly irked at the use to which his painted semblance had been +put, and seized this first <a name="Page_351"></a>opportunity to extricate himself from a +position in which the boldest saint of them all might well hesitate to +find himself.</p> + +<p>I began to consider John Flint as he was, the work he had +accomplished, the splendid structure of that life slowly and +laboriously made over and lived so cleanly in the light of day. Not +only had that old evil personality been sloughed off like a larval +skin; he had come forth from it another creature, a being lovable, +wise, tender, full of charm. Even the hint of melancholy that was +becoming more and more a part of him endeared him to others, for the +broader and brighter the light into which he was steadily mounting, +the more marked and touching was this softening shadow.</p> + +<p>And I who had been the <i>accoucheur</i> of his genius, I who had watched +and prayed and ministered beside the cradle of his growth, was I of +all men to threaten his overthrow? Alas, what madness was upon me that +I was evoking before the very altar the grim ghost of Slippy McGee?</p> + +<p>There passed before me in procession the face of Laurence with all its +boyish bloom stripped from it and the glory of its youth vanished; and +the bowed and humbled head of James Eustis, one of the large and noble +souls of this world; and the innocent beauty of Mary Virginia, +wistfully appealing; followed them the beautiful ruthless face of +Hunter, dazzlingly blonde, gold-haired as Baldur; and the piglike eyes +and heavy jowl of Inglesby, brutally dominant; and then the dear +whimsical visage of the Butterfly Man himself. They passed; and I fell +to praying, with a sort of still desperation, for all of us.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_352"></a>And all the while the steady and rosy light of the sanctuary lamp fell +upon me, and the little lights flickered before the silent saints. I +took myself in hand, forced myself into self-control. I did not +minimize one risk nor slur one danger. I knew exactly what was at +stake. And having done this, I decided upon my course:</p> + +<p>"If he has thought of this himself, then I will help. But if he has +not, I will not suggest it, no, no matter what happens."</p> + +<p>I told myself I would say ten more Hailmarys, and I said them, with an +Ourfather at the end. And without further praying I got to my feet. +The church seemed to be full of breathless whisperings, as if it +watched and listened while I moved over to Stanislaus and tipped him +backward. He is a rather heavy and sizable boy for all his saintly +slimness. Up in the hollow inside, in the crook of his arm, lay the +oilskin package he had kept these long years through, waiting for +to-night.</p> + +<p>"If ever you prayed for mortals in peril, pray, for the love of God, +for all of us this night!" I told him. And with the package in a fold +of my cassock I went back across the dark garden and let myself into +the Butterfly Man's rooms, and was hardly inside the door when he +himself returned.</p> + +<p>"Didn't meet a soul. And they got in without waking anybody in the +house," said he complacently, rubbing his hands before the fire. "I +waited until they showed a light upstairs. She's all right, now +Madame's with her."</p> + +<p>"Have you—have you thought of anything—any way, John?" I quavered, +and wondered if he heard my heart dunting against my ribs.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_353"></a>Why, I've thought that she's got until to-morrow night to come to +terms," said he, and turned to face me. "And she can't accept them. +Nobody could—that is, not a girl like her. As for Inglesby, he might +push Eustis under, but he wouldn't have been so cocksure of <i>her</i> if +it wasn't for those letters. She's been afraid of what might happen if +Eustis or Laurence found out about them—somebody ran the risk of +being put to bed with a shovel. There's where they had her. A bit +unbearable to think of, isn't it?" He spoke so mildly that I looked up +with astonishment and some disappointment.</p> + +<p>"Why," said I, ruefully, "if that's as far as you've gone, we are +still at the starting point."</p> + +<p>"No need to go farther and fare worse, parson," said he, equably. "I +saw that the first minute I could see anything but red. Yet do you +know, when she was telling us about it, I thought like a fool of +everything but the right thing, from sandbagging and shanghaing +Inglesby, down to holding up Hunter with an automatic?</p> + +<p>"When I got my reason on straight, I went back to the starting +point—the letters, parson, the letter in the safe in Hunter's office. +Given the letters she'd be free—the one thing Inglesby doesn't want +to happen. We've got to have those letters."</p> + +<p>My mouth was parched as with fever and I saw him through a blur.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," he went on, "if you agree with me, parson, but to my +mind the best way to fight the devil is with fire. What did you do +with those tools?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Tools?</i>" in a dry whisper. "<i>Tools</i>, John?"</p> + +<p>"Tools. Kit. Layout. You had them. Could you <a name="Page_354"></a>put your hand on them in +a hurry to-night? Don't stare so, man! And for the Lord's love don't +you tell me you destroyed them! What did you do with my tools?"</p> + +<p>The four winds roared in my ears, and one lifted the hair on my scalp, +as if the Rider on the Pale Horse had passed by. By way of reply I +placed a heavy package on the table before him, slumped into my chair, +and covered my face with my hands. Oh, Stanislaus, little saint, what +had we done between us to-night to the Butterfly Man?</p> + +<p>When I looked up again he had risen. With his hands gripping the edge +of the table until the knuckles showed white, and his neck stretched +out, he was staring with all his eyes. A low whistle escaped him. +Wonder, incredulity, a sort of ironic amusement, and a growing, +iron-jawed determination, expressed themselves in his changing +countenance. Once or twice he wet his lips and swallowed. Then he sat +down again, deliberately, and fixed upon me a long and somewhat +disconcerting stare, as if he were rearranging and tabulating his +estimate of Father Armand Jean De Rancé. He took his head in his +hands, and with slitted eyes considered the immediate course of action +to which the possession of that package committed him. One surmised +that he was weighing and providing for every possible contingency.</p> + +<p>Tentatively he spread out his fine hands, palms uppermost, and flexed +them; then, turning them, he laid them flat upon the table and again +spread out his fingers. They were notable hands—shapely, supple, +strong as steel, the thin-skinned fingertips as delicate and sensitive +of touch as the antennæ he was used to handling. They <a name="Page_355"></a>were even more +capable than of old, because of the exquisite work they had been +trained to accomplish, work to which only the most skilled lapidary's +is comparable. Apparently satisfied, he drew the bundle toward him. +Before he opened it he lifted those cool, blue, and ironic eyes to +mine; and I am sure I was by far the paler and more shaken of the two.</p> + +<p>"They were in the crook of St. Stanislaus' arm." I tried to keep my +voice steady. "I was praying—when you were gone." Somehow, I did not +find it easy to explain to him. "And ... I remembered. ... And I +brought them with me ... so in case you also ... remembered<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> I could +go no further. I broke into a sort of groaning cry: "Oh, John, John! +My son, my son!"</p> + +<p>"Steady!" said he. "Of course you remembered, parson. It's the only +way. Didn't I tell her there's always a way out? Well, here it is!" +His funny, twisted smile came to his lips; it twisted the heart in my +breast. No thought of himself, of what this thing might mean to him, +seemed to cross his mind.</p> + +<p>"I prayed," said I, almost sobbing, "I prayed. And, John, there stood +St. Stanislaus<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> I stopped again, choking.</p> + +<p>He nodded, understandingly. He was methodically spreading out the not +unbeautiful instruments. And as he picked them up one by one, handling +them with his strong and expert fingers and testing each with a +hawk-eyed scrutiny, a most curious and subtle change stole over the +Butterfly Man.</p> + +<p>I felt as if I were witnessing the evocation of something superhuman. +Horrified and fascinated, I saw <a name="Page_356"></a>what might be called the apotheosis +of Slippy McGee, so far above him was it, come back and subtly and +awfully blend with my scientist. It was as if two strong and powerful +individualities had deliberately joined forces to forge a more vital +being than either, since the training, knowledge, skill and intellect +of both would be his to command. If such a man as <i>this</i> ever stepped +over the deadline he would not be merely "the slickest cracksman in +America"; he would be one of the master criminals of the earth. I +fancy he must have felt this intoxicating new access of power, for +there emanated from him something of a fierce and exalted delight. A +potentiality, as yet neither good nor evil, he suggested a spiritual +and physical dynamo.</p> + +<p>He gave a tigerish purr of pleasure over the tools, handling them with +the fingers of the artist and admiring them with the eyes of the +connoisseur. "The best I could get. All made to order. Tested blue +steel. I never kicked at the price, and you wouldn't believe me if I +told you what this layout cost in cold cash. But they paid. Good stuff +always pays in the long run. It was lucky I winded the cops on that +last job, or I'd have had to leave them. As it was, I just had time to +grab them up before I hit the trail for the skyline. They don't need +anything but a little rubbing—a saint's elbow must be a snug berth. I +wish I had some juice, though."</p> + +<p>"Juice?"</p> + +<p>"Nitroglycerine," very gently, as to a child. "It does not make very +much noise and it saves time when you're in a hurry—as you generally +are, in this business," he smiled at me quizzically. "Not that one +can't <a name="Page_357"></a>get along without it." The swift fingers paused for a fraction +of a second to give a steel drill an affectionate pat. "I used to know +one of the best ever, who never used anything but a particular drill, +a pet bit, and his ear. Somebody snitched though, so the last I heard +of him he was doing a twenty-year stretch. Pity, too. He was an artist +in his line, that fellow. And his taste in neckties I have never seen +equaled." The Butterfly Man's voice, evenly pitched and pleasantly +modulated, a cultivated voice, was quite casual.</p> + +<p>He gathered his tools together and replaced them in the old worn case. +"Wonder if that safe is a side-bolt?" he mused. "Most likely. I dare +say it's only the average combination. A one-armed yegg could open +most of the boxes in this town with a tin button-hook. Anyhow, it +would have to be a new-laid lock <i>I</i> couldn't open. If he's left the +letters in the safe we're all right—so here's hoping he has. I +certainly don't want to go to his room unless I have to. Hunter's not +the sort to sit on his hands, and I'm not feeling what you'd call real +amiable."</p> + +<p>A glance at his face, with little glinting devil-lights shining far +back in his eyes, set me to babbling:</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, no, no, no, that would never do! God forbid that you should +go to his rooms! He must have left them in the safe! He had to leave +them in the safe!"</p> + +<p>"Sure he's left them in the safe: why shouldn't he?" he made light of +my palpable fears. Slipping into his gray overcoat, he pulled on his +felt hat, thrust his hands into his wellworn dogskin gloves, and +picked up the package. Nobody in the world ever looked less like a +criminal than this brown-faced, keen-eyed man with his <a name="Page_358"></a>pleasant +bearing. Why, this was John Flint, the kindly bug-hunter all Appleboro +loved, "that good and kind and Christian man, our brother John Flint, +sometimes known as the Butterfly Man."</p> + +<p>"Now, don't you worry any at all, parson," he was saying. "There's +nothing to be afraid of. I'll take care of myself, and I'll get those +letters if they're in existence. I've got to get them. What else was I +born for, I'd like to know?"</p> + +<p>The question caught me like a lash across the face.</p> + +<p>"You were born," I said violently, "to win an honored name, to do a +work of inestimable value. And you are deliberately and quixotically +risking it, and I allow you to risk it, because a girl's happiness +hangs in the balance! If you are detected it means your own ruin, for +you could never explain away those tools. Yes! You are facing possible +ruin and disgrace. You might have to give up your work for years—have +you considered that? Oh, John Flint, stop a moment, and reflect! There +is nothing in this for you, John, nothing but danger. No, there's +nothing in it for you, except<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>He held up his hand, with a gesture of dignity and reproach.</p> + +<p>"—except that I get my big chance to step in and save the girl I +happen to love, from persecution and wretchedness, if not worse," said +he simply. "If I can do that, what the devil does it matter what +happens to <i>me</i>? You talk about name and career! Man, man, what could +anything be worth to me if I had to know she was unhappy?"</p> + +<p>The tides of emotion rushed over him and flooded his face into a +shining-eyed passion nakedly unashamed and <a name="Page_359"></a>beautiful. And I had +thought him casual, carelessly accepting a risk!</p> + +<p>"Parson," he wondered, "didn't you <i>know</i>? No, I suppose it wouldn't +occur to anybody that a man of my sort should love a girl of hers. But +I do. I think I did the first time I ever laid eyes on her, and she a +girl-kid in a red jacket, with curls about her shoulders and a face +like a little new rose in the morning. Remember her eyes, parson, how +blue they were? And how she looked at me, so friendly—<i>me</i>, mind you, +as I was! And she handed me a Catocala moth, and she gave me Kerry. +'You're such a good man, Mr. Flint!' says she, and by God, she meant +it! Little Mary Virginia! And she got fast hold of something in me +that was never anybody's but hers, that couldn't ever belong to +anybody but her, no, not if I lived for a thousand years and had the +pick of the earth.</p> + +<p>"It wasn't until she came back, though, that I knew I belonged to her +who could never belong to me. If I was dead at one end of the world +and she dead at the other, we couldn't be any farther apart than life +has put us two who can see and speak to each other every day!"</p> + +<p>"And yet—" he looked at me now and laughed boyishly, "and yet it +isn't for Mayne, that she loves, it isn't for you, nor Eustis, nor any +man but me alone to help her, by being just what I am and what I have +been! Risks? Fail her? <i>I?</i> I couldn't fail her. I'll get those +letters for her to-night, if Hunter has hidden them in the beam of his +eye!" He turned to me with a sudden white glare of ferocity that +appalled me. "I could kill him with my hands," said he, with a quiet +cold deadliness to chill one's marrow, "and Inglesby after him, for +<a name="Page_360"></a>what they've made her endure! When I think of to-night—that brute +daring to touch <i>her</i> with his swine's mouth—I—I<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>His face was convulsed; but after a moment's fierce struggle the +disciplined spirit conquered.</p> + +<p>"No, there's been enough trouble for her without that, so they're safe +from me, the both of them. I wouldn't do anything to imperil her +happiness to save my own life. She was born to be happy—and she's +going to have her chance. <i>I'll</i> see to that, Mary Virginia!"</p> + +<p>The man seemed to grow, to expand, to tower giant-like before me. Next +to the white heat of this lava-flow of pure feeling, all other loves +lavished upon Mary Virginia during her fortunate life seemed dwarfed +and petty. Beside it Inglesby's furious desire shrunk into a loathsome +thing, small and crawling; and my own affection was only an old +priest's; and even the strong and faithful love of Laurence appeared +pale and boyish in the light of this majestic passion which gave all +and in return asked only the right to serve and to save.</p> + +<p>"<i>Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm; for +love is strong as death</i> ...</p> + +<p>"<i>Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if +a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would +utterly be contemned</i>."</p> + +<p>Trying desperately to cling to such rags and tatters of common sense +as I could lay hold upon:</p> + +<p>"There is your duty to yourself," I managed to say. "Yes, yes, one +owes a great duty to oneself and one's work, John. You are risking too +much—name, friends, honor, work, freedom. For God's sake, John, do +not <a name="Page_361"></a>underestimate the danger. You have not had time to consider it."</p> + +<p>"Ho! Listen to the parson preaching self-interest!" he mocked. "He's a +fine one to do that—at this hour of his life!"</p> + +<p>"I tell you you endanger everything," I insisted. I might bring that +package, but at least he shouldn't rush upon the knife unwarned.</p> + +<p>"I know that—I'm no fool. And <i>I</i> tell <i>you</i> it's worth while. +To-night makes me and my whole life worth while, the good and the bad +of it together. Risks? I'll take all that's coming. You stay here and +say some prayers for me, parson, if it makes you feel any better. As +for me, I'm off."</p> + +<p>At that I lost my every last shred of commonplace everyday sanity, and +let myself swing without further reserve into the wild current of the +night.</p> + +<p>"Oh, very well!" said I shrilly. "You will take chances, you will run +risks, <i>hein?</i> My friend, you do not stir out of this house this night +without <i>me</i>!" He stared, as well he might, but I folded my arms and +stared back. Let him leave me, bent on such an errand? I to sit at +home idly, awaiting the issue, whatever it might be?</p> + +<p>"I mean it, John Flint. I am going with you. Was it not I, then, who +saved those tools and had them ready to your hand? Whatever happens to +you now happens to me as well. It is quite useless for you to argue, +to scowl, to grind the teeth, to swear like that. And it will be +dangerous to try to trick me: I am going!"</p> + +<p>For he was protesting, violently and profanely. His profanity was so +sincere, so earnest, so heartfelt, that it <a name="Page_362"></a>mounted into heights of +real eloquence. Also, he did everything but knock me down and lock me +indoors.</p> + +<p>"Whatever happens to you happens to me," I repeated doggedly, and I +was not to be moved. I had a hazy notion that somehow my being with +him might protect him in case of any untoward happening, and minimize +his risks.</p> + +<p>I ran into his bedroom and clapped his best hat on my head, leaving my +biretta on his bed; and I put on his new dark overcoat over my +cassock. Both the borrowed garments were too big for me, the hat +coming down over my ears, the coat-sleeves over my hands. I being as +thin as a peeled willow-wand, and the clothes hanging upon me as on a +clothes-rack, I dare say I cut a sad and ludicrous figure enough. +Flint, standing watching me with his burglarious bundle under his arm, +gave an irrepressible chuckle and his eyes crinkled.</p> + +<p>"Parson," said he solemnly, "I've seen all sorts and sizes and colors +and conditions of crooks, up and down the line, in my time and +generation, but take it from me you're a libel and an outrage on the +whole profession. Why, you crazy he-angel, you'd break their hearts +just to look at you!" And he grinned. At a moment like that, he +grinned, with a sort of gay and light-hearted <i>diablerie</i>. They are a +baffling and inexplicable folk, the Irish. I suppose God loves the +Irish because He doesn't really know how else to take them.</p> + +<p>"It will break my own heart, and possibly my mother's and Mary +Virginia's will break to keep it company, if anything evil happens to +you this night," said I, severely. I was in no grinning humor, me.</p> + +<p>He reached over and carefully buttoned, with one <a name="Page_363"></a>hand, the too-big +collar about my throat. For a moment, with that odd, little-boy +gesture of his, he held on to my sleeve. He looked down at me; and his +eyes grew wide, his face melted into a whimsical tenderness.</p> + +<p>"When you get to heaven, parson, you'll keep them all busy a hundred +years and a day trying to cut and make a suit of sky clothes big +enough to fit your real measure," said he, irrelevantly. "You real +thing in holy sports, come on, since you've got to!" With that he blew +out the light, and we stepped into the cold and windy night. It was +ten minutes after three.</p> + +<p>Armed with bottle-belt, knapsack, and net, many a happy night had I +gone forth with the Butterfly Man a-hunting for such as we might find +of our chosen prey. Armed now with nothing more nor less formidable +than the black rosary upon which my hand shut tightly, I, Armand De +Rancé, priest and gentleman, walked forth with Slippy McGee in those +hours when deep sleep falls upon the spirit of man, for to aid and +encourage and abet and assist and connive at, nothing more nor less +than burglary.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_364"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XIX"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XIX<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>THE I O U OF SLIPPY MCGEE</h3> +<br /> + +<p>The wind that precedes the dawn was blowing, a freakish and impish +wind though not a vicious one. One might imagine it animated by those +sportive and capricious nature-spirits an old Father of the church +used to call the monkeys of God. Every now and then a great deluge of +piled-up clouds broke into tossing billows and went rolling and +tumbling across the face of the sky, and in and out of these swirling +masses the high moon played hide-and-seek and the stars showed like +pin-points. Such street lights as we have being extinguished at +midnight, the tree-shaded sidewalks were in impenetrable shadow, the +gardens that edged them were debatable ground, full of grotesque +silhouettes, backgrounded by black bulks of silent houses all +profoundly asleep. As for us, we also were shadows, whose feet were +soundless on the sandy sidewalks. We moved in the dark like travelers +in the City of Dreadful Night.</p> + +<p>And so we came at last to the red-brick bank, approaching it by the +long stretch of the McCall garden which adjoins it. For years there +have been battered "For Sale" signs tacked onto its trees and fences, +but no one ever came nearer purchasing the McCall property than asking +the price. Folks say the McCalls believe that Appleboro is going to +rival New York some <a name="Page_365"></a>of these days, and are holding their garden for +sky-scraper sites.</p> + +<p>I was very grateful to the McCall estimate of Appleboro's future, for +the long stretch shadowed by their overgrown shrubbery brought us to +the door leading to the upstair offices, without any possible danger +of detection.</p> + +<p>The bank had been a stately old home before business seized upon it, +tore out its whole lower floors, and converted it into a strong and +commodious bank. It is the one building in all Appleboro that keeps a +light burning all night, a proceeding some citizens regard as +unnecessary and extravagant; for is not Old Man Jackson there employed +as night watchman? Old Man Jackson lost a finger and a piece of an ear +before Appomattox, and the surrender deprived him of all opportunity +to repay in kind. It was his cherished hope that "some smartybus +crooks 'd try to git in my bank some uh these hyuh nights—an' I +cert'nly hope to God they'll be Yankees, that's all."</p> + +<p>Somehow, they hadn't tried. Perhaps they had heard of Old Man +Jackson's watchful waiting and knew he wasn't at all too proud to +fight. His quarters was a small room in the rear of the building, +which he shared with a huge gray tomcat named Mosby. With those two on +guard, Appleboro knew its bank was as impregnable as Gibraltar. But as +nobody could possibly gain entrance to the vaults from above, the +upper portion of the building, given over to offices, was of course +quite unguarded.</p> + +<p>One reached these upper offices by a long walled passageway to the +left, where the sidewall of the bank <a name="Page_366"></a>adjoins the McCall garden. The +door leading to this stairway is not flush with the street, but is set +back some feet; this forms a small alcove, which the light flickering +through the bank's barred windows does not quite reach.</p> + +<p>John Flint stepped into this small cavern and I after him. As if by +magic the locked door opened, and we moved noiselessly up the narrow +stairs with tin signs tacked on them. At the head of the flight we +paused while the flashlight gave us our bearings. Here a short passage +opens into the wide central hall. Inglesby's offices are to the left, +with the windows opening upon the tangled wilderness of the McCall +place.</p> + +<p>Right in front of us half a dozen sets of false teeth, arranged in a +horrid circle around a cigar-box full of extracted molars such as made +one cringe, grinned bitingly out of a glass case before the dentist's +office door. The effect was of a lipless and ghastly laugh.</p> + +<p>Before the next door a fatuously smiling pink-and-white bust simpered +out of the Beauty Parlor's display-case, a bust elaborately coiffured +with pounds of yellow hair in which glittered rhinestone buckles. Hair +of every sort and shade and length was clustered about her, as if she +were the presiding genius of some barbarian scalping-cult. Seen at +that hour, in the pale luster of the flashlight, this sorry plunder of +lost teeth and dead hair made upon one a melancholy impression, +disparaging to humanity. I had scant time to moralize on hair and +teeth, however, for Flint was stopping before a door the neat brass +plate of which bore upon it:</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 15em;"><i>Mr. Inglesby</i>.</span><br /> + +<p><a name="Page_367"></a>Mr. Inglesby had a desk downstairs in the bank, in the little pompous +room marked "President's Office," where at stated hours and times he +presided grandly; just as he had a big bare office at the mills, where +he was rather easy of access, willing to receive any one who might +chance to catch him in. But these rooms we were entering without +permission were the sanctum sanctorum, the center of that wide web +whose filaments embraced and ensnared the state. It would be about as +easy to stroll casually into the Vatican for an informal chat with the +Holy Father, to walk unannounced into the presence of the Dalai Lama, +or to drop in neighborly on the Tsar of all the Russias, as to +penetrate unasked into these offices during the day.</p> + +<p>We stepped upon the velvet square of carpet covering the floor of what +must have once been a very handsome guest chamber and was now a very +handsome private office. One had to respect the simple and solid +magnificence of the mahogany furnishings, the leather-covered chairs, +the big purposeful desk. Above the old-fashioned marble mantel hung a +life-sized portrait in oils of Inglesby himself. The artist had done +his sitter stern justice—one might call the result retribution; and +one wondered if Inglesby realized how immensely revealing it was. +There he sat, solid, successful, informed with a sort of brutal +egotism that never gives quarter. In despite of a malevolent +determination to look pleasant, his smile was so much more of a threat +than a promise that one could wish for his own sake he had scowled +instead. He is a throaty man, is Inglesby; and this, with an +uncompromising squareness of forehead, a <a name="Page_368"></a>stiffness of hair, and a +hard hint of white in the eyes, lent him a lowering likeness to an +unpedigreed bull.</p> + +<p>John Flint cast upon this charming likeness one brief and pregnant +glance.</p> + +<p>"Regular old Durham shorthorn, isn't he?" he commented in a low voice. +"Wants to charge right out of his frame and trample. Take a look at +that nose, parson—like a double-barreled shotgun, for all the world! +Beautiful brute, Inglesby. Makes you think of that minotaur sideshow +they used to put over on the Greeks."</p> + +<p>In view of Laurence and of Mary Virginia, I saw the resemblance.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hunter's office was less formal than Mr. Inglesby's, and furnished +with an exact and critical taste alien to Appleboro, where many a +worthy citizen's office trappings consist of an alpaca coat, a chair +and a pine table, three or four fly-specked calendars and shabby +ledgers, and a box of sawdust. To these may sometimes be added a pot +of paste with a dead cockroach in it, or a hound dog either scratching +fleas or snapping at flies.</p> + +<p>Here the square of carpet was brown as fallen pine-needles in October, +the walls were a soft tan, the ceiling and woodwork ivory-toned. One +saw between the windows a bookcase filled with handsomely bound books, +and on top of it a few pieces of such old china as would enrapture my +mother. The white marble mantel held one or two signed photographs in +silver frames, a pair of old candlesticks of quaint and pleasing +design, and a dull red pottery vase full of Japanese quince. There +were a few good pictures on the walls—a gay impudent Detaille Lancer +whose hardy face of a fighting <a name="Page_369"></a>Frenchman warmed one's heart; some +sketches signed with notable American names; and above the mantel a +female form clothed only in the ambient air, her long hair swept back +from her shoulders, and a pearl-colored dove alighting upon her +outstretched finger.</p> + +<p>I suppose one might call the whole room beautiful, for even the desk +was of that perfection of simplicity whose cost is as rubies. It was +not, however, a womanish room; there was no slightest hint of +femininity in its uncluttered, sane, forceful orderliness. It was +rather like Hunter himself—polished, perfect, with a note of finality +and of fitness upon it like a hall-mark. Nothing out of keeping, +nothing overdone. Even the red petal fallen from the pottery vase on +the white marble mantel was a last note of perfection.</p> + +<p>Flint glanced about him with the falcon-glance that nothing escapes. +For a moment the light stayed upon the nude figure over the +mantel—the one real nude in all Appleboro, which cherishes family +portraits of rakehelly old colonials in wigs, chokers, and +tight-fitting smalls, and lolloping ladies with very low necks and +sixteen petticoats, but where scandalized church-goers have been known +to truss up a little plaster copy of the inane Greek Slave in a +pocket-handkerchief, by way of needful drapery.</p> + +<p>"What I want to know is, <i>why</i> a lady should have to strip to the buff +just to play with a pigeon?" breathed John Flint, and his tone was +captious.</p> + +<p>It did not strike me as being to the last degree whimsical, +improbable, altogether absurd, that such a man should pause at such a +time to comment upon art as he thinks it isn't. On the contrary it was +a consistent <a name="Page_370"></a>and coherent feature of that astounding nightmare in +which we figured. The absurd and the impossible always happen in +dreams. I am sure that if the dove on the woman's finger had opened +its painted bill and spoken, say about the binomial theorem, or the +Effect of Too Much Culture upon Women's Clubs, I should have listened +with equal gravity and the same abysmal absence of surprise. I +pattered platitudinously:</p> + +<p>"The greatest of the Greeks considered the body divine in itself, my +son, and so their noblest art was nude. Some moderns have thought +there is no real art that is not nude. Truth itself is naked."</p> + +<p>"Aha!" said my son, darkly. "I see! You take off your pants when you +go out to feed your chickens, say, and you're not bughouse. You're +art. Well, if Truth is naked, thank God the rest of us are liars!"</p> + +<p>What I have here set down was but the matter of a moment. Flint +brushed it aside like a cobweb and set briskly about his real +business. Over in the recess next to the fireplace was the safe, and +before this he knelt.</p> + +<p>"Hold the light!" he ordered in a curt whisper. "There—like that. +Steady now." My hand closed as well upon the rosary I carried, and I +clung to the beads as the shipwrecked cling to a spar. The familiar +feel of them comforted me.</p> + +<p>I do not know to this day the make of that safe, nor its actual +strength, and I have always avoided questioning John Flint about it. I +do know it seemed incredibly strong, big, heavy, ungetatable. There +was a dark-colored linen cover on top of it, embroidered with yellow +marguerites and their stiff green leaves. And there was a brass +fern-jar with claw feet, and rings on the sides <a name="Page_371"></a>that somehow made me +think of fetters upon men's wrists.</p> + +<p>"A little lower—to the left. So!" he ordered, and with steady fingers +I obeyed. He stood out sharply in the clear oval—the "cleverest crook +in all America" at work again, absorbed in his task, expert, a +mind-force pitting itself against inanimate opposition. He was +smiling.</p> + +<p>The tools lay beside him and quite by instinct his hand reached out +for anything it needed. I think he could have done his work +blindfolded. Once I saw him lay his ear against the door, and I +thought I heard a faint click. A gnawing rat might have made something +like the noise of the drill biting its way. With this exception an +appalling silence hung over the room. I could hardly breathe in it. I +gripped the rosary and told it, bead after bead.</p> + +<p><i>"Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></i></p> + +<p>There are moments when time loses its power and ceases to be; before +our hour we seem to have stepped out of it and into eternity, in which +time does not exist, and wherein there can be no relation of time +between events. They stand still, or they stretch to indefinite and +incredible lengths—all, all outside of time, which has no power upon +them. So it was now. Every fraction of every second of every minute +lengthened into centuries, eternities passed between minutes. The +hashish-eater knows something of this terror of time, and I seemed to +have eaten hashish that night.</p> + +<p>I could still see him crouching before the safe; and all the while the +eternities stretched and stretched on <a name="Page_372"></a>either side of us, infinities I +could only partly bridge over with Hailmarys and Ourfathers.</p> + +<p><i>"And lead us not into temptation ... but deliver us from evil ..."</i></p> + +<p>Although I watched him attentively, being indeed unable to tear my +eyes away from him, and although I held the light for him with such a +steady hand, I really do not know what he did, nor how he forced that +safe. I understand it took him a fraction over fourteen minutes.</p> + +<p>"Here she comes!" he breathed, and the heavy door was open, revealing +the usual interior, with ledgers, and a fairsized steel money-vault, +which also came open a moment later. Flint glanced over the contents, +and singled out from other papers two packages of letters held +together by stout elastic bands, and with pencil notations on the +corner of each envelope, showing the dates. He ran over both, held up +the smaller of the two, and I saw, with a grasp of inexpressible +relief, the handwriting of Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p>He locked the vault, shut the heavy door of the rifled safe, and began +to gather his tools together.</p> + +<p>"You have forgotten to put the other packages back," I reminded him. I +was in a raging fever of impatience to be gone, to fly with the +priceless packet in my hand.</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not forgetting. I saw a couple of the names on the envelopes +and I rather think these letters will be a whole heap interesting to +look over," said he, imperturbably. "It's a hunch, parson, and I've +gotten in the habit of paying attention to hunches. I'll risk it on +these, anyhow. They're in suspicious company and <a name="Page_373"></a>I'd like to know +why." And he thrust the package into the crook of his arm, along with +the tools.</p> + +<p>The light was carefully flashed over every inch of the space we had +traversed, to make sure that no slightest trace of our presence was +left. As we walked through Inglesby's office John Flint ironically +saluted the life-like portrait:</p> + +<p>"You've had a ring twisted in your nose for once, old sport!" said he, +and led me into the dark hall. We moved and the same exquisite caution +we had exercised upon entering, for we couldn't afford to have Dan +Jackson's keen old ears detect footfalls overhead at that hour of the +morning. Now we were at the foot of the long stairs, and Flint had +soundlessly opened and closed the last door between us and freedom. +And now we were once more in the open air, under the blessed shadow of +the McCall trees, and walking close to their old weather-beaten fence. +The light was still shining in the bank, and I knew that that +redoubtable old rebel of a watchman was peacefully sleeping with his +gray guerilla of a marauding cat beside him. He could afford to sleep +in peace. He had not failed in his trust, for the intruders had no +designs upon the bank's gold. Questioned, he could stoutly swear that +nobody had entered the building. In proof, were not all doors locked? +Who should break into a man's office and rob his safe just to get a +package of love-letters—if Inglesby made complaint?</p> + +<p>I remember we stood leaning against the McCall fence for a few +minutes, for my strength had of a sudden failed, my head spun like a +top, and my legs wavered under me.</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_374"></a>Buck up!" said Flint's voice in my ear. "It's all over, and the +baby's named for his Poppa!" His arm went about me, an arm like a +steel bar. Half led, half carried, I went staggering on beside him +like a drunken man, clutching a rosary and a packet of love-letters.</p> + +<p>The streets were still dark and deserted, the whole town slept. But +over in the east, when one glimpsed the skies above the trees, a +nebulous gray was stealing upon the darkness; and the morning star +blazed magnificently, in a space that seemed to have been cleared for +it. Somewhere, far off, an ambitious rooster crowed to make the sun +rise.</p> + +<p>It took us a long time to reach home. It was all of a quarter past +four when we turned into the Parish House gate, cut across the garden, +and reached Flint's rooms. Faint, trembling in every limb, I fell into +a chair, and through a mist saw him kneel and blow upon the coals of +the expiring fire, upon which he dropped a lightwood knot. A ruddy +glow went dancing up the chimney. Then he was beside me again. Very +gently he removed hat and overcoat. And then I was sitting peacefully +in the Morris chair, in my old cassock, and with my own old biretta on +my head; and there was no longer that thin buzzing, shrill and +torturing as a mosquito's, singing in my ears. At my knee stood Kerry, +with his beautiful hazel eyes full of a grave concern; and beside him, +calm and kind and matter-of-fact, the Butterfly Man himself stood +watching me with an equal regard. I rubbed my forehead. The incredible +had happened, and like all incredible things it had been almost +ridiculously simple and easy of accomplishment. Here we were, we two, +priest and naturalist, in our own workroom, with <a name="Page_375"></a>an old dog wagging +his tail beside us. Could anything be more commonplace? The last trace +of nightmare vanished, as smoke dispelled by the wind. If Mary +Virginia's letters had not been within reach of my hand I would have +sworn I was just awake out of a dream of that past hour.</p> + +<p>"She has escaped from them, they cannot touch her, she is free!" I +exulted. "John, John, you have saved our girl! No matter what they do +to Eustis they can't drag her into the quicksands <i>now</i>."</p> + +<p>But he went walking up and down, shoulders squared, face uplifted. One +might think that after such a night he would have been humanly tired, +but he had clean forgotten his body. His eyes shone as with a flame +lit from inward, and I think there was on him what the Irish people +call the <i>Aisling</i>, the waking vision. For presently he began to +speak, as to Somebody very near him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Lord God!" said the Butterfly Man, with a reverent and fierce +joy, "she's going to have her happiness now, and it wasn't holy priest +nor fine gentleman you picked out to help her toward it—it was me, +Slippy McGee, born in the streets and bred in the gutter, with the +devil knows who for his daddy and a name that's none of his own! For +that I'm Yours for keeps: <i>You've got me</i>.</p> + +<p>"You've done all even God Almighty can do, given me more than I ever +could have asked You for—and now it's up to me to make good—and I'll +do it!"</p> + +<p>There came to listening me something of the emotion I experienced when +I said my first Mass—as if I had been brought so close to our Father +that I could have put out my hand and touched Him. Ah! I had <a name="Page_376"></a>had a +very small part to play in this man's redemption. I knew it now, and +felt humbled and abashed, and yet grateful that even so much had been +allowed me. Not I, but Love, had transformed a sinner and an outlaw +into a great scientist and a greater lover. And I remembered Mary +Virginia's childish hand putting into his the gray-winged Catocala, +and how the little moth, raising the sad-colored wings worn to suit +his surroundings, revealed beneath that disfiguring and disguising +cloak the exquisite and flower-like loveliness of the underwings.</p> + +<p>He paused in his swinging stride, and looked down at me a bit shyly.</p> + +<p>"Parson—you see how it is with me?"</p> + +<p>"I see. And I think she is the greater lady for it and you the finer +gentleman," said I stoutly. "It would honor her, if she were ten times +what she is—and she is Mary Virginia."</p> + +<p>"She is Mary Virginia," said the Butterfly Man, "and I am—what I am. +Yet somehow I feel sure I can care for her, that I can go right on +caring for her to the end of time, without hurt to her or sorrow to +me." And after a pause, he added, deliberately:</p> + +<p>"I found something better than a package of letters to-night, parson. +I found—<i>Me</i>."</p> + +<p>For awhile neither of us spoke. Then he said, speculatively:</p> + +<p>"Folks give all sorts of things to the church—dedicate them in +gratitude for favors they fancy they've received, don't they? Lamps, +and models of ships, and glass eyes and wax toes and leather hands, +and crutches and braces, and that sort of plunder? Well, I'm moved to +make a free-will offering myself. I'm going to give <a name="Page_377"></a>the church my +kit, and you can take it from me the old Lady will never get her +clamps on another set like that until Gabriel blows his trumpet in the +morning. Parson, I want you to put those tools back where you had +them, for I shall never touch them again. I couldn't. They—well, +they're sort of holy from now on. They're my IOU. Will you do it for +me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes!" said I.</p> + +<p>"I might have known you would!" said he, smiling. "Just one more +favor, parson—may I put her letters in her hands, myself?"</p> + +<p>"My son, my son, who but you should do that?" I pushed the package +across the table.</p> + +<p>"Great Scott, parson, here it is striking five o'clock, and you've +been up all night!" he exclaimed, anxiously. "Here—no more gassing. +You come lie down on my bed and snooze a bit. I'll call you in plenty +of time for mass."</p> + +<p>I was far too spent and tired to move across the garden to the Parish +House. I suffered myself to be put to bed like a child, and had my +reward by falling almost immediately into a dreamless sleep, nor did I +stir until he called me, a couple of hours later. He himself had not +slept, but had employed the time in going through the letters open on +his table. He pointed to them now, with a grim smile.</p> + +<p>"Parson!" said he, and his eyes glittered. "Do you know what we've +stumbled upon? Dynamite! Man, anybody holding that bunch of mail could +blow this state wide open! So much for a hunch, you see!"</p> + +<p>"You mean<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"I mean I've got the cream off Inglesby's most <a name="Page_378"></a>private deals, that's +what I mean! I mean I could send him and plenty of his pals to the +pen. Everybody's been saying for years that there hasn't been a rotten +deal pulled off that he didn't boss and get away with it. But nobody +could prove it. He's had the men higher-up eating out of his +hand—sort of you pat my head and I'll pat yours arrangement—and +here's the proof, in black and white. Don't you understand? Here's the +proof: these get him with the goods!</p> + +<p>"These," he slapped a letter, "would make any Grand Jury throw fits, +make every newspaper in the state break out into headlines like a kid +with measles, and blow the lid off things in general—if they got out.</p> + +<p>"Inglesby's going to shove Eustis under, is he? Not by a jugfull. He's +going to play he's a patent life-preserver. He's going to <i>be</i> that +good Samaritan he's been shamming. Talk about poetic justice—this +will be like wearing shoes three sizes too small for him, with a +bunion on every toe!" And when I looked at him doubtfully, he laughed.</p> + +<p>"You can't see how it's going to be managed? Didn't you ever hear of +the grapevine telegraph? Well then, dear George receives a grapevine +wireless bright and early to-morrow morning. A word to the wise is +sufficient."</p> + +<p>"He will employ detectives," said I, uneasily.</p> + +<p>The Butterfly Man looked at me quizzically.</p> + +<p>"<i>With</i> an eagle eye and a walrus mustache," said he, grinning. "Sure. +But if the plainclothes nose around, are they going to sherlock the +parish priest and the town bughunter? <i>We</i> haven't got any interest in +Mr. Inglesby's private correspondence, have we? Suppose <a name="Page_379"></a>Miss Eustis's +letters are returned to her, what does that prove? Why, nothing at +all,—except that it wasn't her correspondence the fellows that +cracked that safe were after. We should worry!</p> + +<p>"Say, though, don't you wish you could see them when they stroll down +to those beautiful offices and go for to open that nice burglar-proof +safe with the little brass flower-pot on top of it? What a joke! Holy +whiskered black cats, what a joke!"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid Mr. Inglesby's sense of humor isn't his strong point," +said I. "Not that I have any sympathy for him. I think he is getting +only what he deserves."</p> + +<p>"<i>Alexander the coppersmith wrought me much evil. May God requite him +according to his works!</i>" murmured the Butterfly Man, piously, and +chuckled. "Don't worry, parson—Alexander's due to fall sick with the +pip to-day or to-morrow. What do you bet he don't get it so bad he'll +have to pull up all his pretty plans by the roots, leave Mr. Hunter in +charge, and go off somewhere to take mudbaths for his liver? Believe +me, he'll need them! Why, the man won't be able to breathe easy any +more—he'll be expecting one in the solar plexus any minute, not +knowing any more than Adam's cat who's to hand it to him. He can't +tell who to trust and who to suspect. If you want to know just how +hard Alexander's going to be requited according to his works, take a +look at these." He pointed to the letters.</p> + +<p>I did take a look, and I admit I was frightened. It seemed to me +highly unsafe for plain folks like us to know such things about such +people. I was amazed to the point of stupefaction at the corruption +those <a name="Page_380"></a>communications betrayed, the shameless and sordid disregard of +law and decency, the brutal and cynical indifference to public +welfare. At sight of some of the signatures my head swam—I felt +saddened, disillusioned, almost in despair for humanity. I suppose +Inglesby had thought it wiser to preserve these letters—possibly for +his own safety; but no wonder he had locked them up! I looked at the +Butterfly Man openmouthed.</p> + +<p>"You wouldn't think folks wearing such names could be that rotten, +would you? Some of them pillars of the church, too, and married to +good women, and the fathers of nice kids! Why, I have known crooks +that the police of a dozen states were after, that wouldn't have been +caught dead on jobs like some of these. Inglesby won't know it, but he +ought to thank his stars <i>we've</i> got his letters instead of the State +Attorney, for I shan't use them unless I have to. ... Parson, you +remember a bluejay breaking up a nest on me once, and what Laurence +said when I wanted to wring the little crook's neck? That the thing +isn't to reform the jay but to keep him from doing it again? That's +the cue."</p> + +<p>He gathered up the scattered letters, made a neat package of them, and +put it in a table drawer behind a stack of note-books. And then he +reached over and touched the other package, the letters written in +Mary Virginia's girlish hand.</p> + +<p>"Here's her happiness—long, long years of it ahead of her," he said +soberly. "As for you, you take back those tools, and go say mass."</p> + +<p>Outside it was broad bright day, a new beautiful day, and the breath +of the morning blew sweetly over the world. The Church was full of a +clear and early light, <a name="Page_381"></a>the young pale gold of the new Spring sun. +None of the congregation had as yet arrived. Before I went into the +sacristy to put on my vestments, I gave back into St. Stanislaus' +hands the IOU of Slippy McGee.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Page_382"></a> +<a name="CHAPTER_XX"></a><hr /> +<br /> +<h2>CHAPTER XX<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h2> + +<h3>BETWEEN A BUTTERFLY'S WINGS</h3> +<br /> + +<p>There was a glamour upon it. One knew it was going to grow into one of +those wonderful and shining days in whose enchanted hours any +exquisite miracle might happen. I am perfectly sure that the Lord God +walked in the garden in the cool of an April day, and that it was a +morning in spring when the angels visited Abraham, sitting watchful in +the door of his tent.</p> + +<p>There was in the air itself something long-missed and come back, a +heady and heart-moving delight, a promise, a thrill, a whisper of +"<i>April! April!</i>" that the Green Things and the hosts of the Little +People had heard overnight. In the dark the sleeping souls of the +golden butterflies had dreamed it, known it was a true Word, and now +they were out, "Little flames of God" dancing in the Sunday sunlight. +The Red Gulf Fritillary had heard it, and here she was, all in her +fine fulvous frock besmocked with black velvet, and her farthingale +spangled with silver. And the gallant Red Admiral, the brave beautiful +Red Admiral that had dared unfriendlier gales, trimmed his painted +sails to a wind that was the breath of spring.</p> + +<p>Over by the gate the spirea had ventured into showering sprays +exhaling a shy and fugitive fragrance, and <a name="Page_383"></a>what had been a blur of +gray cables strung upon the oaks had begun to bud with emerald and +blossom with amethyst—the wisteria was a-borning. And one knew there +was Cherokee rose to follow, that the dogwood was in white, and the +year's new mintage of gold dandelions was being coined in the fresh +grass.</p> + +<p>There wasn't a bird that wasn't caroling <i>April!</i> at the top of his +voice from the full of his heart; for wasn't the world alive again, +wasn't it love-time and nest-time, wasn't it Spring?</p> + +<p>Even to the tired faces of my work-folks that shining morning lent a +light that was hope. Without knowing it, they felt themselves a vital +part of the reborn world, sharers in its joy because they were the +children of the common lot, the common people for whom the world is, +and without whom no world could be. Classes, creeds, nations, gods, +all these pass and are gone; God, and the common people, and the +spring remain.</p> + +<p>When I was young I liked as well as another to dwell overmuch upon the +sinfulness of sin, the sorrow of sorrow, the despair of death. Now +that these three terrible teachers have taught me a truer wisdom and a +larger faith, I like better to turn to the glory of hope, the wisdom +of love, and the simple truth that death is just a passing phase of +life. So I sent my workers home that morning rejoicing with the truth, +and was all the happier and hopefuller myself because of it.</p> + +<p>Afterwards, when Clélie was giving me my coffee and rolls, the +Butterfly Man came in to breakfast with me, a huge roll of those New +York newspapers which contain what are mistakenly known as Comic +Supplements tucked under his arm.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_384"></a>He said he bought them because they "tasted like New York" which they +do not. Just as Major Cartwright explains his purchase of them by the +shameless assertion that it just tickles him to death "to see what +Godforsaken idjits those Yankees can make of themselves when they +half-way try. Why, suh, one glance at their Sunday newspapers ought to +prove to any right thinkin' man that it's safer an' saner to die in +South Carolina than to live in New York!"</p> + +<p><i>I</i> think the Butterfly Man and Major Cartwright buy those papers +because they think they are <i>funny</i>! After they have read and +sniggered, they donate them to Clélie and Daddy January. And presently +Clélie distributes them to a waiting colored countryside, which +wallpapers its houses with them. I have had to counsel the erring and +bolster the faith of the backsliding under the goggle eyes of inhuman +creations whose unholy capers have made futile many a prayer. And yet +the Butterfly Man likes them! Is it not to wonder?</p> + +<p>He laid them tenderly upon the table now, and smiled slyly to see me +eye them askance.</p> + +<p>"Did you know," said he, over his coffee, "that Laurence came in this +morning on the six-o'clock? January had him out in the garden showing +off the judge's new patent hives, and I stopped on my way to church +and shook hands over the fence. It was all I could do to keep from +shouting that all's right with the world, and all he had to do was to +be glad. I didn't know how much I cared for that boy until this +morning. Parson, it's a—a terrible thing to love people, when you +come to think about it, isn't it? I told him you were honing to see +him: and that we'd be looking for him along about <a name="Page_385"></a>eleven. And I +intimated that if he didn't show up then I'd go after him with a gun. +He said he'd be here on the stroke." After a moment, he added gently: +"I figured they'd be here by then—Madame and Mary Virginia."</p> + +<p>"What! You have induced Laurence to come while she is here—without +giving him any intimation that he is likely to meet her?" I said, +aghast. "You are a bold man, John Flint!"</p> + +<p>The study windows were open and the sweet wind and the warm sun poured +in unchecked. The stir of bees, the scent of honey-locust just +opening, drifted in, and the slow solemn clangor of church bells, and +lilts and flutings and calls and whistlings from the tree-tops. We +could see passing groups of our neighbors, fathers and mothers +shepherding little flocks of children in their Sunday best, trotting +along with demure Sabbath faces on their way to church. The Butterfly +Man looked out, waved gaily to the passing children, who waved back a +joyous response, nodded to their smiling parents, followed the flight +of a tanager's sober spouse, and sniffed the air luxuriously.</p> + +<p>"Oh, somebody's got to stage-manage, parson," he said at last, lightly +enough, but with a hint of tiredness in his eyes. "And then vanish +behind the scenes, leaving the hero and heroine in the middle of the +spotlight, with the orchestra tuning up 'The Voice that Breathed o'er +Eden,'" he finished, without a trace of bitterness. "So I sent Madame +a note by a little nigger newsie." His eyes crinkled, and he quoted +the favorite aphorism of the colored people, when they seem to +exercise a meticulous care: "Brer Rabbit say, 'I trus' no mistake.'"</p> + +<p>"<a name="Page_386"></a>You are a bold man," said I again, with a respect that made him +laugh. Then we went over to his rooms to wait, and while we waited I +tried to read a chapter of a book I was anxious to finish, but +couldn't, my eyes being tempted by the greener and fresher page +opening before them. Flint smoked a virulent pipe and read his papers.</p> + +<p>Presently he laid his finger upon a paragraph and handed me the +paper. ... And I read where one "Spike" Frazer had been shot to death +in a hand-to-hand fight with the police who were raiding a dive +suspected of being the rendezvous of drug-fiends. Long wanted and at +last cornered, Frazer had fought tigerishly and died in his tracks, +preferring death to capture. A sly and secretive creature, he had had +a checkered career in the depths. It was his one boast that more than +anybody else he had known and been a sort of protegé of the once +notorious Slippy McGee, that King of Crooks whose body had been found +in the East River some years since, and whose daring and mysterious +exploits were not yet altogether forgotten by the police or the +underworld.</p> + +<p>"<i>Sic transit gloria mundi!</i>" said the Butterfly Man in his gentle +voice, and looked out over the peaceful garden and the Sunday calm +with inscrutable eyes. I returned the paper with a hand that shook. It +seemed to me that a deep and solemn hush fell for a moment upon the +glory of the day, while the specter of what might have been gibbered +at us for the last time.</p> + +<p>Out of the heart of that hush walked two women—one little and rosy +and white-haired, one tall and pale and beautiful with the beauty upon +which sorrow has placed its haunting imprint. Her black hair framed +her face as <a name="Page_387"></a>in ebony, and her blue, blue eyes were shadowed. By an +odd coincidence she was dressed this morning just as she had been when +the Butterfly Man first saw her—in white, and over it a scarlet +jacket. Kerry and little Pitache rose, met them at the gate, and +escorted them with grave politeness. The Butterfly Man hastily emptied +his pipe and laid aside his newspapers.</p> + +<p>"Your note said we were to come, that everything was all right," said +my mother, looking up at him with bright and trustful eyes. "Such a +relief! Because I know you never say anything you don't mean, John."</p> + +<p>He smiled, and with a wave of the hand beckoned us into the workroom. +Madame followed him eagerly and expectantly—she knew her John Flint. +Mary Virginia came listlessly, dragging her feet, her eyes somber in a +smileless face. She could not so quickly make herself hope, she who +had journeyed so far into the arid country of despair. But he, with +something tender and proud and joyful in his looks, took her +unresisting hand and drew her forward.</p> + +<p>"Mary Virginia!" I had not known how rich and deep the Butterfly Man's +voice could be. "Mary Virginia, we promised you last night that if you +would trust us, the Padre and me, we'd find the right way out, didn't +we? Now this is what happened: the Padre took his troubles to the +Lord, and the Lord presently sent him back to <i>me</i>—with the beginning +of the answer in his hand! And here's the whole answer, Mary +Virginia." And he placed in her hand the package of letters that meant +so much to her.</p> + +<p>My mother gave a little scream. "Armand!" she said, fearfully. "She +has told me all. <i>Mon Dieu</i>, how <a name="Page_388"></a>have you two managed this, between +midnight and morning? My son, you are a De Rancé: look me in the eyes +and tell me there is nothing wrong, that there will be no ill +consequences<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"There won't be any comebacks," said John Flint, with engaging +confidence. "As for you, Mary Virginia, you don't have to worry for +one minute about what those fellows can do—because they can't do +anything. They're double-crossed. Now listen: when you see Hunter, you +are to say to him, '<i>Thank you for returning my letters</i>.' Just that +and no more. If there's any questioning, <i>stare</i>. Stare hard. If +there's any threatening about your father, <i>smile</i>. You can afford to +smile. They can't touch him. But <i>how</i> those letters came into your +hands you are never to tell, you understand? They did come and that's +all that interests you." He began to laugh, softly. "All Hunter will +want to know is that you've received them. He's too game not to lose +without noise, and he'll make Inglesby swallow his dose without +squealing, too. So—you're finished and done with Mr. Hunter and Mr. +Inglesby!" His voice deepened again, as he added gently: "It was just +a bad dream, dear girl. It's gone with the night. Now it's morning, +and you're awake."</p> + +<p>But Mary Virginia, white as wax, stared at the letters in her hand, +and then at me, and trembled.</p> + +<p>"Trust us, my child," said I, somewhat troubled. "And obey John Flint +implicitly. Do just what he tells you to do, say just what he tells +you to say."</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia looked from one to the other, thrust the package upon +me, walked swiftly up to him, and, laying her hands upon his arms +stared with passionate <a name="Page_389"></a>earnestness into his face: the kind, wise, +lovable face that every child in Appleboro County adores, every woman +trusts, every man respects. Her eyes clung to his, and he met that +searching gaze without faltering, though it seemed to probe for the +root of his soul. It was well for Mary Virginia that those brave eyes +had caught something from the great faces that hung upon his walls and +kept company and counsel with him day and night, they that conquered +life and death and turned defeat into victory because they had first +conquered themselves!</p> + +<p>"Yes!" said she, with a deep sigh of relief. "I trust you! Thank God +for just how much I can believe and trust you!"</p> + +<p>I think that meeting face to face that luminous and unfaltering +regard, Mary Virginia must have divined that which had heretofore been +hidden from her by the man's invincible modesty and reserve; and being +most generous and of a large and loving soul herself, I think she +realized to the uttermost the magnitude of his gift. Her name, her +secure position, her happiness, the hopes that the coming years were +to transform into realities—oh, I like to think that Mary Virginia +saw all this, in one of those lightning-flashes of spiritual insight +that reveal more than all one's slower years; I like to think she saw +it given her freely, nobly, with joy, a glorious love-gift from the +limping man into whose empty hand she had one day put a little gray +underwing!</p> + +<p>I glanced at my mother, and saw by her most expressive face that she +knew and understood. She had known and understood, long before any of +us.</p> + +<p>"If I might offer a suggestion," I said in as matter-of-fact a voice +as I could command, "it would be, <a name="Page_390"></a>that the sooner those letters are +destroyed, the better."</p> + +<p>Mary Virginia took them from me and dropped them on the coals +remaining from last night's fire—the last fire of the season. They +did not ignite quickly, though they began to turn brown, and thin +spirals of smoke arose from them. The Butterfly Man knelt, thrust a +handful of lightwood splinters under the pile, and touched a match +here and there. When the resinous wood flared up, the letters blazed +with it. They blazed and then they crumbled; they disappeared in bits +of charred and black paper that vanished at a touch; they were gone +while we watched, the girl kneeling upon the hearthrug with her hand +on Flint's arm, and I with my old heart singing like a skylark in my +breast, and my mother's mild eyes upon us all.</p> + +<p>Life and color and beauty flowed back into Mary Virginia's face and +music's self sang again in her voice. She was like the day itself, +reborn out of a dark last night. When the last bit of blackened paper +went swirling up the chimney, and the two of them had risen, the most +beautiful and expressive eyes under heaven looked up like blue and +dewy flowers into the Butterfly Man's face. She was too wise and too +tender to try to thank him in words, and never while they two lived +would this be again referred to so much as once by either; but she +took his hand, palm upward, gave him one deep long upward glance, and +then bent her beautiful head and dropped into the center of his palm a +kiss, and closed the fingers gently over it for everlasting keeping +and remembrance. The eyes brimmed over then, and two large tears fell +upon his hand and washed her kiss in, indelibly.</p> + +<p><a name="Page_391"></a>None of us four had the power of speech left us. Heaven knows what we +should have done, if Laurence hadn't opened the door at that moment +and walked in upon us. I don't think he altogether sensed the +tenseness of the situation which his coming relieved, but he went pale +at sight of Mary Virginia, and he would have left incontinently if my +mother, with a joyous shriek, hadn't pounced upon him.</p> + +<p>"Laurence! Why, Laurence! But we didn't expect you home until +to-morrow night!" said she, kissing him motherly. "My dear, dear boy, +how glad I am to see you! What happy wind blew you home to-day, +Laurence?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I finished my work ahead of schedule and got away just as soon as +I could," Laurence briefly and modestly explained thus that he had won +his case. He edged toward the door, avoiding Mary Virginia's eyes. He +had bowed to her with formal politeness. He wondered at the usually +tactful Madame's open effort to detain him. It was a little too much +to expect of him!</p> + +<p>"I just ran in to see how you all were," he tried to be very casual. +"See you later, Padre. 'By, p'tite Madame. 'By, Flint." He bowed again +to Mary Virginia, whose color had altogether left her, and who stood +there most palpably nervous and distressed.</p> + +<p>"Laurence!" The Butterfly Man spoke abruptly. "Laurence, if a chap was +dying of thirst and the water of life was offered him, he'd be +considerable of a fool to turn his head aside and refuse to see it, +wouldn't he?"</p> + +<p>Laurence paused. Something in the Butterfly Man's face, something in +mine and Madame's, but, above all, <a name="Page_392"></a>something in Mary Virginia's, +arrested him. He stood wavering, and my mother released his arm.</p> + +<p>"I take it," said John Flint, boldly plunging to the very heart of the +matter, "I take it, Laurence, that you still care a very great deal +for this dear girl of ours?" And now he had taken her hand in his and +held it comfortingly. "More, say, than you could ever care for anybody +else, if you lived to rival Methusaleh? So much, Laurence, that not to +be able to believe she cares the same way for you takes the core out +of life?" His manner was simple and direct, and so kind that one could +only answer him in a like spirit. Besides, Laurence loved the +Butterfly Man even as Jonathan loved David.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said the boy honestly, "I still care for her—like that. I +always did. I always will. She knows." But his voice was toneless.</p> + +<p>"Of course you do, kid brother," said Flint affectionately. "Don't you +suppose I know? But it's just as well for you to say it out loud every +now and then. Fresh air is good for everything, particularly feelings. +Keeps 'em fresh and healthy. Now, Mary Virginia, you feel just the +same way about Laurence, don't you?" And he added: "Don't be ashamed +to tell the most beautiful truth in the world, my dear. Well?"</p> + +<p>She went red and white. She looked entreatingly into the Butterfly +Man's face. She didn't exactly see why he should drive her thus, but +she caught courage from his. One saw how wise Flint had been to have +snared Laurence here just now. One moment she hesitated. Then:</p> + +<p>"Yes!" said she, and her head went up proudly. "Yes, oh, yes, I +care—like that. Only much, much more! <a name="Page_393"></a>I shall always care like that, +although he probably won't believe me now when I say so. And I can't +blame him for doubting me."</p> + +<p>"But it just happens that I have never been able to make myself doubt +you," said Laurence gravely. "Why, Mary Virginia, you are <i>you</i>."</p> + +<p>"Then, Laurence," said the Butterfly Man, quickly, "will you take your +old friends' word for it—mine, Madame's, the Padre's—that you were +most divinely right to go on believing in her and loving her, because +she never for one moment ceased to be worthy of faith and affection? +No, not for one moment! She couldn't, you know. She's Mary Virginia! +And will you promise to listen with all your patience to what she may +think best to tell you presently—and then forget it? You're big +enough to do that! She's been in sore straits, and she needs all the +love you have, to help make up to her. Can she be sure of it, +Laurence?"</p> + +<p>Laurence flushed. He looked at his old friend with reproach in his +fine brown eyes. "You have known me all my life, all of you," said he, +stiffly. "Have I ever given any of you any reason to doubt me!"</p> + +<p>"No, and we don't. Not one of us. But it's good for your soul to say +things out loud," said Flint comfortably. "And now you've said it, +don't you think you two had better go on over to the Parish House +parlor, which is a nice quiet place, and talk this whole business over +and out—together?"</p> + +<p>Laurence looked at Mary Virginia and what he saw electrified him. +Boyishness flooded him, youth danced in his eyes, beauty was upon him, +like sunlight.</p> + +<p>"Mary Virginia!" said the boy lover to the girl <a name="Page_394"></a>sweetheart, "is it +really so? I was really right to believe all along that you—care?"</p> + +<p>"Laurence, Laurence!" she was half-crying. "Oh, Laurence, are you sure +<i>you</i> care—yet? You are sure, Laurence? You are <i>sure</i>? Because—I—I +don't think I could stand things now if—if I were mistaken<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>I don't know whether the boy ran to the girl at that, or the girl to +the boy. I rather think they ran to each other because, in another +moment, perfectly regardless of us, they were clinging to each other, +and my mother was walking around them and crying heartily and +shamelessly, and enjoying herself immensely. Mary Virginia began to +stammer:</p> + +<p>"Laurence, if you only knew—Laurence, if it wasn't for John +Flint—and the Padre<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> The two of them had the two of us, each by an +arm; and the Butterfly Man was brick-red and furiously embarrassed, he +having a holy horror of being held up and thanked.</p> + +<p>"Why, I did what I did," said he, uncomfortably. "But,"—he brightened +visibly<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span>if you <i>will</i> have the truth, have it. If it wasn't for this +blessed brick of a parson I'd never have been in a position to do +anything for anybody. Don't you forget that!"</p> + +<p>"What ridiculous nonsense the man talks!" said I, exasperated by this +shameless casuistry. "John Flint raves. As for me<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"As for you," said he with deep reproach, "you ought to know better +than to tell such a thumping lie at this time of your life. I'm +ashamed of you, parson! Why, you know good and well<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span></p> + +<p>"Why, John Flint, you<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> I began, aghast.</p> + +<p>My mother began to laugh. "For heaven's sake, <a name="Page_395"></a>thank them both and +have done with it!" said she, a bit hysterically. "God alone knows how +they managed, but this thing lies between them, the two great geese. +Did one ever hear the like?"</p> + +<p>"Madame is right, as always," said Laurence gravely. "Remember, I +don't know anything yet, except that somehow you've brought Mary +Virginia and me back to each other. That's enough for <i>me</i>. I haven't +got any questions to ask." His voice faltered, and he gripped us by +the hand in turn, with a force that made me, for one, wince and +cringe. "And Padre—Bughunter, you both know that I<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> he couldn't +finish.</p> + +<p>"That we<span style="white-space: nowrap;">—"</span> choked Mary Virginia.</p> + +<p>"Sure we know," said the Butterfly Man hastily. "Don't you know you're +our kids and we've got to know?" He began to edge them towards the +door. I think his courage was getting a little raw about the corners. +"Yes, you two go on over to the Parish House parlor, where you'll have +a chance to talk without being interrupted—Madame will see to +that—and don't you show your noses outside of that room until +everything's settled the one and only way everything ought to be +settled." His eyes twinkled as he manoeuvered them outside, and then +stood in the doorway to watch them walk away—beautiful, youthful, +radiantly happy, and very close together, the girl's head just on the +level of the boy's shoulder. He was still faintly smiling when he came +back to us; if there was pain behind that smile, he concealed it. My +mother ran to him, impulsively.</p> + +<p>"John Flint!" said she, profoundly moved and earnest. "John Flint, the +good God never gave me but one child, though I prayed for more. Often +and often <a name="Page_396"></a>have I envied her silly mother Mary Virginia. But now. +John, I know that if I could have had another child that, after +Armand, I'd love best and respect most and be proudest of in this +world, it would be <i>you</i>. Yes, <i>you</i>. John Flint, you are the best +man, and the bravest and truest and most unselfish, and the finest +gentleman, outside of my husband and my son, that I have ever known. +What makes it all the more wonderful is that you're a genius along +with it. I am proud of you, and glad of you, and I admire and love you +with all my heart. And I really wish you'd call me mother. You should +have been born a De Rancé!"</p> + +<p>This, from my mother! I was amazed. Why, she would think she was +flattering one of the seraphim if she had said to him, "You might have +been a De Rancé!"</p> + +<p>"Madame!" stammered Flint, "why, Madame!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, never mind, then. Let it go at Madame, since it would +embarrass you to change. But I look upon you as my son, none the less. +I claim you from this hour," said she firmly, as one not to be +gainsaid.</p> + +<p>"I'm beginning to believe in fairy-stories," said Flint. "The beggar +comes home—and he isn't a beggar at all, he's a Prince. Because the +Queen is his mother."</p> + +<p>My mother looked at him approvingly. The grace of his manner, and the +unaffected feeling of his words, pleased her. But she said no more of +what was in her heart for him. She fell back, as women do, upon the +safe subject of housekeeping matters.</p> + +<p>"I suppose," she mused, "that those children will remain with us +to-day? Yes, of course. Armand, we shall have the last of your +great-grandfather's wine. <a name="Page_397"></a>And I am going to send over for the judge. +Let me see: shall I have time for a cake with frosting? H'm! Yes, I +think so. Or would you prefer wine jelly with whipped cream, John?"</p> + +<p>He considered gravely, one hand on his hip, the other stroking his +beard.</p> + +<p>"Couldn't we have both!" he wondered hopefully. "Please! Just for this +once?"</p> + +<p>"We could! We shall!" said my mother, grandly, recklessly, +extravagantly. "Adieu, then, children of my heart! I go to confer with +Clélie." She waved her hand and was gone.</p> + +<p>The place shimmered with sun. Old Kerry lay with his head between his +paws and dozed and dreamed in it, every now and then opening his hazel +eyes to make sure that all was well with his man. All outdoors was one +glory of renewing life, of stir and growth, of loving and singing and +nest-building, and the budding of new green leaves and the blossoming +of April boughs. Just such April hopes were theirs who had found each +other again this morning. All of life at its best and fairest +stretched sunnily before those two, the fairer for the cloud that had +for a time darkened it, the dearer and diviner for the loss that had +been so imminent.</p> + +<p>... That was a redbird again. And now a vireo. And this the +mockingbird, love-drunk, emptying his heart of a troubadour in a song +of fire and dew. And on a vagrant air, a gipsy air, the scent of the +honey-locust. The spring for all the world else. But for him I +loved,—what?</p> + +<p>I suppose my wistful eyes betrayed me, for used to the changing +expressions of my thin visage, he smiled; <a name="Page_398"></a>and stood up, stretching +his arms above his head. He drew in great mouthfuls of the sweet air, +and expanded his broad chest.</p> + +<p>"I feel full to the brim!" said he gloriously. "I've got almost too +much to hold with both hands! Parson, parson, it isn't possible you're +fretting over <i>me</i>? Sorry for <i>me</i>? Why, man, consider!"</p> + +<p>Ah, but had I not considered? I knew, I thought, what he had to hold +fast to. Honor, yes. And the friendship of some and the admiration of +many and the true love of the few, which is all any man may hope for +and more than most attain. Outside of that, a gray moth, and a +butterfly's wing, and a torn nest, and a child's curl, and a ragdoll +in her grave; and now a girl's kiss on the palm and a tear to hallow +it. But I who had greatly loved and even more greatly lost and +suffered, was it not for me of all men to know and to understand?</p> + +<p>"But I have got the thing itself," said the Butterfly Man, "that makes +everything else worth while. Why, I have been taught how to love! My +work is big—but by itself it wasn't enough for me. I needed something +more. So I was swept and empty and ready and waiting—when she came. +Now hadn't there got to be something fine and decent in me, when it +was she alone out of all the world I was waiting for and could love?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes. But oh, my son, my son!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it was bad and bitter enough at first, parson. Because I wanted +her so much! Great God, I was like a soul in hell! After awhile I +crawled out of hell—on my hands and knees. But I'd begun to +understand things. I'd been taught. It'd been burnt into me <a name="Page_399"></a>past +forgetting. Maybe that's what hell is for, if folks only knew it. +Could anything ever happen to anybody any more that I couldn't +understand and be sorry for, I wonder?</p> + +<p>"No, don't you worry any about me. I wouldn't change places with +anybody alive, I'm too glad for everything that's ever happened to me, +good and bad. I'm not ashamed of the beginning, no, nor I'm not afraid +of the end.</p> + +<p>"Will you believe me, though, when I tell you what worried me like the +mischief for awhile? Family, parson! You can't live in South Carolina +without having the seven-years' Family-itch wished on you, you know. I +felt like a mushroom standing up on my one leg all by myself among a +lot of proper garden plants—until I got fed up on the professional +Descendant banking on his boneyard full of dead ones; then I quit +worrying. I'm Me and alive—and I should worry about ancestors! Come +to think about it, everybody's an ancestor while you wait. I made up +my mind I'd be my own ancestor and my own descendant—and make a good +job of both while I was at it."</p> + +<p>But I was too sad to smile. And after awhile he asked gently:</p> + +<p>"Are you grieving because you think I've lost love? Parson, did you +ever know something you didn't know how you knew, but you know you +know it because it's true? Well then—I know that girl's mine and I +came here to find her, though on the face of it you'd think I'd lost +her, wouldn't you? Somewhere and sometime I'll come again—and when I +do, she'll know <i>me</i>."</p> + +<p><a name="Page_400"></a>And to save my life I couldn't tell him I didn't believe it! His +manner even more than his words impressed me. He didn't look +improbable.</p> + +<p>"One little life and one little death," said the Butterfly Man, +"couldn't possibly be big enough for something like this to get away +from a man forever. I have got the thing too big for a dozen lives to +hold. Isn't that a great deal for a man to have, parson?"</p> + +<p>"Yes." said I. "It is a great deal for a man to have." But I foresaw +the empty, empty places, in the long, long years ahead. I added +faintly: "Having that much, you have more than most."</p> + +<p>"You only have what you are big enough not to take," said he. "And I'm +not fooling myself I shan't be lonesome and come some rough tumbles at +times. The difference is, that if I go down now I won't stay down. If +there was one thing I could grieve over, too, it would be—kids. I'd +like kids. My own kids. And I shall never have any. It—well, it just +wouldn't be fair to the kids. Louisa'll come nearest to being mine by +bornation—though I'm thinking she's managed to wish me everybody +else's, on her curl."</p> + +<p>"So! You are your own ancestor and your own descendant, and +everybody's kids are yours! You are modest, <i>hein</i>? And what else have +you got?"</p> + +<p>His eyes suddenly danced. "Nothing but the rest of the United States," +said the Butterfly Man, magnificently. And when I stared, he laughed +at me.</p> + +<p>"It's quite true, parson: I have got the whole United States to work +for. Uncle Sam. U.S. <i>Us!</i> I've been drafted into the Brigade that +hasn't any commander, <a name="Page_401"></a>nor any colors, nor honors, nor even a name; +but that's never going to be mustered out of service, because we that +enlist and belong can't and won't quit.</p> + +<p>"Parson, think of <i>me</i> representing the Brigade down here on the +Carolina coast, keeping up the work, fighting things that hurt and +finding out things that help Lord, what a chance! A hundred millions +to work for, a hundred millions of one's own people—and a trail to +blaze for the unborn millions to come!" His glance kindled, his face +was like a lighted lamp. The vision was upon him, standing there in +the April sunlight, staring wide-eyed into the future.</p> + +<p>Its reflected light illumined me, too—a little. And I saw that in a +very large and splendid sense, this was the true American. He stood +almost symbolically for that for which America stands—the fighting +chance to overcome and to grow, the square deal, the spirit that looks +eagle-eyed and unafraid into the sunrise. And above all for unselfish +service and unshakable faith, and a love larger than personal love, +prouder than personal pride, higher than personal ambition. They do +not know America who do not know and will not see this spirit in her, +going its noble and noiseless way apart.</p> + +<p>"The whole world to work for, and a whole lifetime to do it in!" said +the voice of America, exultant. "Lord God, that's a man-sized job, but +You just give me hands and eyes and time, and I'll do the best I can. +You've done Your part by me—stand by, and I'll do mine by You!"</p> + +<p>Are those curious coincidences, those circumstances which occur at +such opportune moments that they leave <a name="Page_402"></a>one with a sense of a guiding +finger behind the affairs of men—are they, after all, only fortuitous +accidents, or have they a deeper and a diviner significance?</p> + +<p>There stood the long worktable, with orderly piles of work on it; the +microscope in its place; the books he had opened and pushed aside last +night; and some half-dozen small card-board boxes in a row, containing +the chrysalids he had been experimenting with, trying the effect of +cold upon color. The cover of one box had been partially pushed off, +possibly when he had moved the books. And while we had been paying +attention to other things, one of these chrysalids had been paying +strict attention to its own business, the beautiful and important +business of becoming a butterfly. Flint discovered it first, and gave +a pleased exclamation.</p> + +<p>"Look! Look! A Turnus, father! The first Turnus of the year!"</p> + +<p>The insect had been out for an hour or two, but was not yet quite +ready to fly. It had crawled out of the half-opened box, dragged its +wormy length across the table, over intervening obstacles, seeking +some place to climb up and cling to.</p> + +<p>Now the Butterfly Man had left the Bible open, merely shoving it aside +without shutting it, when he had found no comfort for himself last +night in what John had to say. Protected by piled-up books and propped +almost upright by the large inkstand, it gave the holding-place the +insect desired. The butterfly had walked up the page and now clung to +the top.</p> + +<p>There she rested, her black-and-yellow body quivering like a tiny live +dynamo from the strong force of circulation, that was sending vital +fluids upward into the wings <a name="Page_403"></a>to give them power and expansion. We had +seen the same thing a thousand and one times before, we should see it +a thousand and one times again. But I do not think either of us could +ever forego the delight of watching a butterfly's wings shaping +themselves for flight, and growing into something of beauty and of +wonder. The lovely miracle is ever new to us.</p> + +<p>She was a big butterfly, big even for the greatest of Carolina +swallow-tails; not the dark dimorphic form, but the true Tiger Turnus +itself, her barred yellow upper wings edged with black enamel indented +with red gold, her tailed lower wings bordered with a wider band of +black, and this not only set with lunettes of gold but with purple +amethysts, and a ruby on the upper and lower edges. Her wings moved +rhythmically; a constant quivering agitated her, and her antennæ with +their flattened clubs seemed to be sending and receiving wireless +messages from the shining world outside.</p> + +<p>And as the wings had dried and grown firmer in the mild warm current +of air and the bright sunlight, she moved them with a wider and bolder +sweep. The heavy, unwieldy body, thinned by the expulsion of those +currents driven upward to give flying-power to the wings, had taken on +a slim and tapering grace. She had reached her fairy perfection. She +was ready now for flight and light and love and freedom and the +uncharted pathways of the air, ready to carry out the design of the +Creator who had fashioned her so wondrously and so beautiful, and had +sent ahead of her the flowers for that marvelous tongue of hers to +sip.</p> + +<p>Waiting still, opening and closing her exquisite wings, trying them, +spreading them flat, the splendid <a name="Page_404"></a>swallow-tail clung to the page of +the book open at the Gospel of John. And I, idly enough, leaned +forward, and saw between the opening and the closing wings, words. The +which John Flint, bending forward beside me, likewise saw. "<i>Work</i>," +flashed out. And on a lower line, "<i>while it is day</i>."</p> + +<p>I grasped the edge of the table; his knuckles showed white beside +mine.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"<i>I must work the works of him</i><br /></span> +<span> <i>that sent me, while it is day.</i>"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>His eyes grew larger and deeper. A sort of inward light, a serene and +joyous acceptance and assurance, flowed into them. I that had dared to +be despondent felt a sense of awe. The Voice that had once spoken +above the Mercy Seat and between the wings of the cherubim was +speaking now in immortal words between, the wings of a butterfly.</p> + +<p>She was poising herself for her first flight, the bright and lovely +Lady of the Sky. Now she spread her wings flat, as a fan is unfurled. +And now she had lifted them clear and uncovered her message. The +Butterfly Man watched her, hanging absorbed upon her every movement. +And he read, softly:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span>"<i>I must work</i><br /></span> +<span><i>... while it is day</i>."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Lightly as a flower, a living and glorious flower, she lifted and +launched herself into the air, flew straight and sure for the outside +light, hung poised one gracious moment, and was gone.</p> + +<p>He turned to me the sweetest, clearest eyes I have ever <a name="Page_405"></a>seen in a +mortal countenance, the eyes of a little child. His face had caught a +sort of secret beauty, that was never to leave it any more.</p> + +<p>"Parson!" said the Butterfly Man, in a whisper that shook with the +beating of his heart behind it: "Parson! <i>Don't it beat hell?</i>"</p> + +<p>I rocked on my toes. Then I flung my arms around him, with a jubilant +shout:</p> + +<p>"It does! It does! Oh, Butterfly Man, by the grace and the glory and +the wonder of God, it beats hell!"</p> + +<br /> + +<p class="cen">THE END</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + + + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Slippy McGee, Sometimes Known as the +Butterfly Man, by Marie Conway Oemler + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLIPPY MCGEE *** + +***** This file should be named 15843-h.htm or 15843-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/5/8/4/15843/ + +Produced by Janet Kegg, Jeannie Howse and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net). + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Slippy McGee, Sometimes Known as the Butterfly Man + +Author: Marie Conway Oemler + +Release Date: May 17, 2005 [EBook #15843] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLIPPY MCGEE *** + + + + +Produced by Janet Kegg, Jeannie Howse and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net). + + + + + +{~--- UTF-8 BOM ---~} + SLIPPY McGEE + + SOMETIMES KNOWN AS + THE BUTTERFLY MAN + + BY + MARIE CONWAY OEMLER + + + NEW YORK + THE CENTURY CO. + 1920 + + + 1917, by + THE CENTURY CO. + + + Published, April, 1917. + Reprinted, August, 1917; February, 1918; + August, 1918; March, 1919; August, 1919; + November, 1919; February, 1920. + + + TO + ELIZABETH AND ALAN OEMLER + + + + +FOREWORD + + + I have known life and love, I have known death and disaster; + Foregathered with fools, succumbed to sin, been not unacquainted + with shame; + Doubted, and yet held fast to a faith no doubt could o'ermaster. + Won and lost:--and I know it was all a part of the Game. + + Youth and the dreams of youth, hope, and the triumph of sorrow: + I took as they came, I played them all; and I trumped the trick + when I could. + And now, O Mover of Men, let the end be to-day or to-morrow-- + I have staked and played for Myself, and You and the Game were good! + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I APPLEBORO 3 + II THE COMING OF SLIPPY McGEE 19 + III NEIGHBORS 37 + IV UNDERWINGS 48 + V ENTER KERRY 65 + VI "THY SERVANT WILL GO AND FIGHT WITH THIS PHILISTINE." + 1 SAM. 17-32 94 + VII THE GOING OF SLIPPY McGEE 111 + VIII THE BUTTERFLY MAN 131 + IX NESTS 145 + X THE BLUEJAY 172 + XI A LITTLE GIRL GROWN UP 189 + XII JOHN FLINT, GENTLEMAN 203 + XIII "EACH IN HIS OWN COIN" 226 + XIV THE WISHING CURL 258 + XV IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT 283 + XVI "WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR" 302 + XVII "--SAID THE SPIDER TO THE FLY--" 319 +XVIII ST. STANISLAUS CROOKS HIS ELBOW 343 + XIX THE I O U OF SLIPPY McGEE 364 + XX BETWEEN A BUTTERFLY'S WINGS 382 + + + + +SLIPPY McGEE + + + + +CHARACTERS + + +FATHER ARMAND JEAN DE RANCE, Catholic Priest of Appleboro, South Carolina +MADAME DE RANCE, his Mother +CLELIE, their Servant +LAURENCE MAYNE, the Boy +MARY VIRGINIA EUSTIS, the Girl +JAMES EUSTIS, Man of the New South +MRS. EUSTIS, a Lady +DOCTOR WALTER WESTMORELAND, the Beloved Physician +JIM DABNEY, Editor of the Appleboro "Clarion" +MAJOR APPLEBY CARTWRIGHT } +MISS SALLY RUTH DEXTER } Neighbors +JUDGE HAMMOND MAYNE } +GEORGE INGLESBY, the Boss of Appleboro +J. HOWARD HUNTER, his Private Secretary +KERRY, an Irish Setter +PITACHE, the Parish House Dog +THE MOTHS AND BUTTERFLIES OF SOUTH CAROLINA +THE CHILDREN, THE MILL-HANDS, THE FACTORY FOLKS, and +SLIPPY MCGEE, sometimes known as the Butterfly Man + + + + +SLIPPY McGEE + + +CHAPTER I + +APPLEBORO + + +"Now there was my cousin Eliza," Miss Sally Ruth Dexter once said to +me, "who was forced to make her home for thirty years in Vienna! She +married an attache of the Austrian legation, you know; met him while +she was visiting in Washington, and she was such a pretty girl and he +was such a charming man that they fell in love with each other and got +married. Afterward his family procured him a very influential post at +court, and of course poor Cousin Eliza had to stay there with him. +Dear mama often said she considered it a most touching proof of +woman's willingness to sacrifice herself--for there's no doubt it must +have been very hard on poor Cousin Eliza. She was born and raised +right here in Appleboro, you see." + +Do not think that Miss Sally Ruth was anything but most transparently +sincere in thus sympathizing with the sad fate of poor Cousin Eliza, +who was born and raised in Appleboro, South Carolina, and yet +sacrificed herself by dragging out thirty years of exile in the court +circles of Vienna! Any trueborn Appleboron would be equally sorry for +Cousin Eliza for the same reason that Miss Sally Ruth was. Get +yourself born in South Carolina and you will comprehend. + +"What did you see in your travels that you liked most?" I was curious +to discover from an estimable citizen who had spent a summer abroad. + +"Why, General Lee's standin' statue in the Capitol an' his recumbent +figure in Washington an' Lee chapel, of co'se!" said the colonel +promptly. "An' listen hyuh, Father De Rance, I certainly needed him to +take the bad taste out of my mouth an' the red out of my eye after +viewin' Bill Sherman on a brass hawse in New York, with an angel +that'd lost the grace of God prancin' on ahead of him!" He added +reflectively: "I had my own ideah as to where any angel leadin' _him_ +was most likely headed for!" + +"Oh, I meant in Europe!" hastily. + +"Well, father, I saw pretty near everything in Europe, I reckon; +likewise New York. But comin' home I ran up to Washington an' Lee to +visit the general lyin' there asleep, an' it just needed one glance to +assure me that the greatest an' grandest work of art in this round +world was right there before me! What do folks want to rush off to +foreign parts for, where they can't talk plain English an' a man can't +get a satisfyin' meal of home cookin', when we've got the greatest +work of art an' the best hams ever cured, right in Virginia? See +America first, I say. Why, suh, I was so glad to get back to good old +Appleboro that I let everybody else wait until I'd gone around to the +monument an' looked up at our man standin' there on top of it, an' I +found myself sayin' over the names he's guardin' as if I was sayin' my +prayers: _our names_. + +"Uh huh, Europe's good enough for Europeans an' the Nawth's a God's +plenty good enough for Yankees, but Appleboro for me. Why, father, +they haven't got anything like our monument to their names!" + +They haven't. And I should hate to think that any Confederate living +or dead ever even remotely resembled the gray granite one on our +monument. He is a brigandish and bearded person in a foraging cap, +leaning forward to rest himself on his gun. His long skirted coat is +buckled tightly about his waist to form a neat bustle effect in the +back, and the solidity of his granite shoes and the fell rigidity of +his granite breeches are such as make the esthetic shudder; one has to +admit that as a work of art he is almost as bad as the statues +cluttering New York City. But in Appleboro folks are not critical; +they see him not with the eyes of art but with the deeper vision of +the heart. He stands for something that is gone on the wind and the +names he guards are our names. + +This is not irrelevant. It is merely to explain something that is +inherent in the living spirit of all South Carolina; wherefore it +explains my Appleboro, the real inside-Appleboro. + +Outwardly Appleboro is just one of those quiet, conservative, old +Carolina towns where, loyal to the customs and traditions of their +fathers, they would as lief white-wash what they firmly believe to be +the true and natural character of General William Tecumseh Sherman as +they would their own front fences. Occasionally somebody will give a +backyard henhouse a needed coat or two; but a front fence? Never! It +isn't the thing. Nobody does it. All normal South Carolinians come +into the world with a native horror of paint and whitewash and they +depart hence even as they were born. In consequence, towns like +Appleboro take on the venerable aspect of antiquity, peacefully +drowsing among immemorial oaks draped with long, gray, melancholy +moss. + +Not that we are cut off from the world, or that we have escaped the +clutch of commerce. We have the usual shops and stores, even an +emporium or two, and street lights until twelve, and the mills and +factory. We have the river trade, and two railroads tap our rich +territory to fetch and carry what we take and give. And, except in the +poor parish of which I, Armand De Rance, am pastor, and some few +wealthy families like the Eustises, Agur's wise and noble prayer has +been in part granted to us; for if it has not been possible to remove +far from us all vanity and lies, yet we have been given neither +poverty nor riches, and we are fed with food convenient for us. + +In Appleboro the pleasant and prejudiced Old looks askance at the +noisy and intruding New, before which, it is forced to retreat--always +without undue or undignified haste, however, and always unpainted and +unreconstructed. It is a town where families live in houses that have +sheltered generations of the same name, using furniture that was not +new when Marion's men hid in the swamps and the redcoats overran the +country-side. Almost everybody has a garden, full of old-fashioned +shrubs and flowers, and fine trees. In such a place men and women grow +old serenely and delightfully, and youth flourishes all the fairer for +the rich soil which has brought it forth. + +One has twenty-four hours to the day in a South Carolina town--plenty +of time to live in, so that one can afford to do things unhurriedly +and has leisure to be neighborly. For you do have neighbors here. It +is true that they know all your business and who and what your +grandfather was and wasn't, and they are prone to discuss it with a +frankness to make the scalp prickle. But then, you know theirs, too, +and you are at liberty to employ the same fearsome frankness, provided +you do it politely and are not speaking to an outsider. It is +perfectly permissible for _you_ to say exactly what you please about +your own people to your own people, but should an outsider and an +alien presume to do likewise, the Carolina code admits of but one +course of conduct; borrowing the tactics of the goats against the +wolf, they close in shoulder to shoulder and present to the audacious +intruder an unbroken and formidable front of horns. + +And it is the last place left in all America where decent poverty is +in nowise penalized. You can be poor pleasantly--a much rarer and far +finer art than being old gracefully. Because of this, life in South +Carolina sometimes retains a simplicity as fine and sincere as it is +charming. + +I deplore the necessity, but I will be pardoned if I pause here to +become somewhat personal, to explain who and what I am and how I came +to be a pastor in Appleboro. To explain myself, then, I shall have to +go back to a spring morning long ago, when I was not a poor parish +priest, no, nor ever dreamed of becoming one, but was young Armand De +Rance, a flower-crowned and singing pagan, holding up to the morning +sun the chalice of spring; joyous because I was of a perishable +beauty, dazzled because life gave me so much, proud of an old and +honored name, secure in ancestral wealth, loving laughter so much that +I looked with the raised eyebrow and the twisted lip at austerities +and prayers. + +If ever I reflected at all, it was to consider that I had nothing to +pray for, save that things might ever remain as they were: that I +should remain me, myself, young Armand De Rance, loving and above all +beloved of that one sweet girl whom I loved with all my heart. Young, +wealthy, strong, beautiful, loving, and beloved! To hold all that, +crowded into the hollow of one boyish hand! Oh, it was too much! + +I do not think I had ever felt my own happiness so exquisitely as I +did upon that day which was to see the last of it. I was to go +a-Maying with her who had ever been as my own soul, since we were +children playing together. So I rode off to her home, an old house set +in its walled inclosure by the river. At the door somebody met me, +calling me by my name. I thought at first it had been a stranger. It +was her mother. And while I stood staring at her changed face she took +me by the hand and began to whisper in my ear ... what I had to know. +Blindly, like one bludgeoned on the head, I followed her into a +darkened room, and saw what lay there with closed eyes and hair still +wet from the river into which my girl had cast herself. + +No, I cannot put into words just what had happened; indeed, I never +really knew all. There was no public scandal, only great sorrow. But I +died that morning. The young and happy part of me died, and, only +half-alive I walked about among the living, dragging about with me the +corpse of what had been myself. Crushed by this horrible burden which +none saw but I, I was blind to the beauties of earth and deaf to the +mercies of heaven, until a great Voice called me to come out of the +sepulcher of myself; and I came--alive again, and free, of a strong +spirit, but with youth gone from it. Out of the void of an +irremediable disaster God had called me to His service, chastened and +humbled. + +"_Who is weak and I am not weak? who is offended and I burn not?_" + +And yet, although I knew my decision was irrevocable, I did not find +it easy to tell my mother. Then: + +"Little mother of my heart," I blurted, "my career is decided. I have +been called. I am for the Church." + +We were in her pleasant morning room, a beautiful room, and the lace +curtains were pushed aside to allow free ingress of air and sunlight. +Between the windows hung two objects my mother most greatly +cherished--one an enameled Petitot miniature, gold-framed, of a man in +the flower of his youth. His hair, beautiful as the hair of Absalom, +falls about his haughty, high-bred face, and so magnificently is he +clothed that when I was a child I used to associate him in my mind +with those "_captains and rulers, clothed most gorgeously, all of them +desirable young men, ... girdled with a girdle upon their loins, +exceeding in dyed attire upon their heads, all of them princes to look +to" ... whom Aholibah "doted upon when her eyes saw them portrayed +upon the walls in vermilion_." + +The other is an Audran engraving of that same man grown old and +stripped of beauty and of glory, as the leaf that falls and the flower +that fades. The somber habit of an order has replaced scarlet and +gold; and sackcloth, satin. Between the two pictures hangs an old +crucifix. For that is Armand De Rance, glorious sinner, handsomest, +wealthiest, most gifted man of his day--and his a day of glorious men; +and this is Armand De Rance, become the sad austere reformer of La +Trappe. + +My mother rose, walked over to the Abbe's pictures, and looked long +and with rather frightened eyes at him. Perhaps there was something in +the similarity to his of the fate which had come upon me who bore his +name, which caused her to turn so pale. I also am an Armand De Rance, +of a cadet branch of that great house, which emigrated to the New +World when we French were founding colonies on the banks of the +Mississippi. + +Her hand went to her heart. Turning, she regarded me pitifully. + +"Oh, no, not that!" I reassured her. "I am at once too strong and not +strong enough for solitude and silence. Surely there is room and work +for one who would serve God through serving his fellow men, in the +open, is there not?" + +At that she kissed me. Not a whimper, although I am an only son and +the name dies with me, the old name of which she was so beautifully +proud! She had hoped to see my son wear my father's name and face and +thus bring back the lost husband she had so greatly loved; she had +prayed to see my children about her knees, and it must have cost her a +frightful anguish to renounce these sweet and consoling dreams, these +tender and human ambitions. Yet she did so, smiling, and kissed me on +the brow. + +Three months later I entered the Church; and because I was the last +De Rance, and twenty four, and the day was to have been my +wedding-day, there fell upon me, sorely against my will, the halo of +sad romance. + +Endeared thus to the young, I suppose I grew into what I might call a +very popular preacher. Though I myself cannot see that I ever did much +actual good, since my friends praised my sermons for their "fine +Gallic flavor," and I made no enemies. + +But there was no rest for my spirit, until the Call came again, the +Call that may not be slighted, and bade me leave my sheltered place, +my pleasant lines, and go among the poor, to save my own soul alive. + +That is why and how the Bishop, my old and dear friend, after long +argument and many protests, at length yielded and had me transferred +from fashionable St. Jean Baptiste's to the poverty-stricken +missionary parish of sodden laboring folk in a South Carolina +coast-town: he meant to cure me, the good man! I should have the worst +at the outset. + +"And I hope you understand," said he, sorrowfully, "that this step +practically closes your career. Such a pity, for you could have gone +so far! You might even have worn the red hat. It is not hoping too +much that the last De Rance, the namesake of the great Abbe, might +have finished as an American cardinal! But God's will be done. If you +must go, you must go." + +I said, respectfully, that I had to go. + +"Well, then, go and try it out to the uttermost," said the Bishop. +"And it may be that, if you do not kill yourself with overwork, you +may return to me cured, when you see the futility of the task you +wish to undertake." But I was never again to see his kind face in this +world. + +And then, as if to cut me off yet more completely from all ties, as if +to render my decision irrevocable, it was permitted of Providence that +the wheel of my fortune should take one last revolution. Henri Dupuis +of the banking house which bore his name shot himself through the head +one fine morning, and as he had been my guardian and was still the +executor of my father's estate, the whole De Rance fortune went down +with him. All of it. Even the old house went, the old house which had +sheltered so many of the name these two hundred years. If I could have +grieved for anything it would have been that. Nothing was left except +the modest private fortune long since secured to my mother by my +father's affection. It had been a bridal gift, intended to cover her +personal expenses, her charities, and her pretty whims. Now it was to +stand between her and want. + +Stripped all but bare, and with one servant left of all our staff, we +turned our backs upon our old life, our old home, and faced the world +anew, in a strange place where nothing was familiar, and where I who +had begun so differently was destined to grow into what I have since +become--just an old priest, with but small reputation outside of his +few friends and poor working-folks. There! That is quite enough of +_me_! + +There was one pleasant feature of our new home that rejoiced me for my +mother's sake. From the very first she found neighbors who were +friendly and charming. Now my mother, when we came to Appleboro, was +still a beautiful woman, fair and rosy, with a profusion of _blonde +cendre_ curls just beginning to whiten, a sweet and arch face, and +eyes of clearest hazel, valanced with jet. She had been perhaps the +loveliest and most beloved woman of that proud and select circle which +is composed of families descended from the old noblesse, the most +exclusive circle of New Orleans society. And, as she said, nothing +could change nor alter the fact that no matter _what_ happened to us, +we were still De Rances! + +"Ah! And was it, then, a De Rance who had the holy Mother of God +painted in a family picture, with a scroll issuing from her lips +addressing him as 'My Cousin'?" I asked, slyly. + +"If it was, nobody in the world had a better right!" said she stoutly. + +Thus the serene and unquestioning faith of their estimate of +themselves in the scheme of things, as evidenced by these Carolina +folk around her, caused Madame De Rance neither surprise nor +amusement. She understood. She shared many of their prejudices, and +she of all women could appreciate a pride that was almost equal to her +own. When they initiated her into the inevitable and inescapable +Carolina game of Matching Grandfathers, she always had a Roland for +their Oliver; and as they generally came back with an Oliver to match +her Roland, all the players retired with equal honors and mutual +respect. Every door in Appleboro at once opened wide to Madame De +Rance. The difference in religion was obviated by the similarity of +Family. + +Fortunately, too, the Church and Parish House were not in the mill +district itself, a place shoved aside, full of sordid hideousness, +ribboned with railroad tracks, squalid with boarding-houses never free +from the smell of bad cooking, sinister with pawnshops, miserable with +depressingly ugly rows of small houses where the hands herded, and all +of it darkened by the grim shadow of the great red brick mills +themselves. Instead, our Church sits on a tree-shaded corner in the +old town, and the roomy white-piazza'd Parish House is next door, +embowered in the pleasantest of all gardens. + +That garden reconciled my mother to her exile, for I am afraid she had +regarded Appleboro with somewhat of the attitude of the castaway +sailor toward a desert island--a refuge after shipwreck, but a desert +island nevertheless, a place which cuts off one from one's world. And +when at first the poor, uncouth, sullen creatures who were a part of +my new charge, frightened and dismayed her, there was always the +garden to fly to for consolation. If she couldn't plant seeds of order +and cleanliness and morality and thrift in the sterile soil of poor +folks' minds, she could always plant seeds of color and beauty and +fragrance in her garden and be surer of the result. That garden was my +delight, too. I am sure no other equal space ever harbored so many +birds and bees and butterflies; and its scented dusks was the paradise +of moths. Great wonderful fellows clothed in kings' raiment, little +chaps colored like flowers and seashells and rainbows, there the airy +cohorts of the People of the Sky wheeled and danced and fluttered. Now +my grandfather and my father had been the friends of Audubon and of +Agassiz, and I myself had been the correspondent of Riley and Scudder +and Henry Edwards, for I love the People of the Sky more than all +created things. And when I watched them in my garden, I am sure it was +they who lent my heart their wings to lift it above the misery and +overwork and grief which surrounded me; I am sure I should have sunk +at times, if God had not sent me my little friends, the moths and +butterflies. + +Our grounds join Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's on one side and Judge +Hammond Mayne's are just behind us; so that the Judge's black Daddy +January can court our yellow Clelie over one fence, with coy and +delicate love-gifts of sugar-cane and sweet-potato pone in season; and +Miss Sally Ruth's roosters and ours can wholeheartedly pick each +other's eyes out through the other all the year round. These are fowls +with so firm a faith in the Mosaic code of an eye for an eye that when +Miss Sally Ruth has six blind of the right eye we have five blind of +the left. We are at times stung by the Mayne bees, but freely and +bountifully supplied with the Mayne honey, a product of fine flavor. +And our little dog Pitache made it the serious business of his life to +keep the Mayne cats in what he considered their proper bounds. + +Major Appleby Cartwright, our neighbor to the other side of Miss Sally +Ruth, has a theory that not alone by our fruits, but by our animals, +shall we be known for what we are. He insists that Pitache wags his +tail and barks in French and considers all cats Protestants, and that +Miss Sally Ruth's hens are all Presbyterians at heart, in spite of the +fact that her roosters are Mormons. The Major likewise insists that +you couldn't possibly hope to know the real Judge Hammond Mayne unless +you knew his pet cats. You admire that calm and imperturbable +dignity, that sphinxlike and yet vigilant poise of bearing which has +made Judge Mayne so notable an ornament of the bench? It is purely +feline: "He caught it from his cats, suh: he caught every God-blessed +bit of it from his cats!" + +As one may perceive, we have delicious neighbors! + +When we had been settled in Appleboro a little more than a year, and I +had gotten the parish wheels running fairly smooth, we discovered that +by my mother's French house-keeping, that exquisitely careful +house-keeping which uses everything and wastes nothing, my salary was +going to be quite sufficient to cover our modest menage, thus leaving +my mother's own income practically intact. We could use it in the +parish; but there was so much to be done for that parish that we were +rather at a loss where to begin, or what one thing to accomplish among +so many things crying aloud. But finally, tackling what seemed to us +the worst of these crying evils, we were able to turn the two empty +rooms upstairs into what Madame pleasantly called Guest Rooms, thus +remedying, to the best of our ability, the absolute lack of any +accommodation for the sick and injured poor. And as time passed, these +Guest Rooms, so greatly needed, proved not how much but how little we +could do. We could only afford to maintain two beds on our small +allowance, for they had to be absolutely free, to help those for whom +they were intended--poor folks in immediate and dire need, for whom +the town had no other place except an insanitary room in the jail. You +could be born and baptized in the Guest Rooms, or shriven and sent +thence in hope. More often you were coaxed back to health under my +mother's nursing and Clelie's cooking and the skill of Doctor Walter +Westmoreland. + +No bill ever came to the Parish House from Dr. Walter Westmoreland, +whom my poor people look upon as a direct act of Providence in their +behalf. He is an enormous man, big and ruddy and baldheaded and +clean-shaven, with the shoulders of a coal-heaver and legs like a pair +of twin oaks. He is rather absent-minded, but he never forgets the +down-and-out Guest Roomers, and he has a genius for remembering the +mill-children. These are his dear and special charge. + +Westmoreland is a great doctor who chooses to live in a small town; he +says you can save as many lives in a little town as a big one, and +folks need you more. He is a socialist who looks upon rich people as +being merely poor people with money; an idealist, who will tell you +bluntly that revelations haven't ceased; they've only changed for the +better. + +Westmoreland has the courage of a gambler and the heart of a little +child. He likes to lay a huge hand upon my shoulder and tell me to my +teeth that heaven is a habit of heart and hell a condition of liver. I +do not always agree with him; but along with everybody else in +Appleboro, I love him. Of all the many goodnesses that God has shown +me, I do not count it least that this good and kind man was sent in +our need, to heal and befriend the broken and friendless waifs and +strays who found for a little space a resting place in our Guest +Rooms. + +And when I look back I know now that not lightly nor fortuitously was +I uprooted from my place and my people and sent hither to impinge upon +the lives of many who were to be dearer to me than all that had gone +before; I was not idly sent to know and love Westmoreland, and Mary +Virginia, and Laurence; and, above all, Slippy McGee, whom we of +Appleboro call the Butterfly Man. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE COMING OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +On a cold gray morning in December two members of my flock, Poles who +spoke but little English and that little very badly, were on their way +to their daily toil in the canning factory. It is a long walk from the +Poles' quarters to the factory, and the workpeople must start early, +for one is fined half an hour's time if one is five minutes late. The +short-cut is down the railroad tracks that run through the mill +district--for which cause we bury a yearly toll of the children of the +poor. + +Just beyond the freight sheds, signal tower, and water tank, is a +grade crossing where so many terrible things have happened that the +colored people call that place Dead Man's Crossin' and warn you not to +go by there of nights because the signal tower is haunted and Things +lurk in the rank growth behind the water tank, coming out to show +themselves after dark. If you _must_ pass it then you would better +turn your coat inside out, pull down your sleeves over your hands, and +be very careful to keep three fingers twisted for a Sign. This is a +specific against most ha'nts, though by no means able to scare away +all of them. Those at Dead Man's Crossin' are peculiarly malignant and +hard to scare. Maum Jinkey Delette saw one there once, coming down the +track faster than an express train, bigger than a cow, and waving +both his legs in his hands. Poor old Maum Jinkey was so scared that +she chattered her new false teeth out of her mouth, and she never +found those teeth to the day of her death, but had to mumble along as +best she could without them. + +Hurrying by Dead Man's Crossin', the workmen stumbled over a man lying +beside the tracks; his clothing was torn to shreds, he was wet with +the heavy night dew and covered with dirt, cinders, and partly +congealed blood, for his right leg had been ground to pulp. Peering at +this horrible object in the wan dusk of the early morning, they +thought he was dead like most of the others found there. + +For a moment the men hesitated, wondering whether it wouldn't be +better to leave him there to be found and removed by folks with more +time at their disposal. One doesn't like to lose time and be +consequently fined, on account of stopping to pick up a dead tramp; +particularly when Christmas is drawing near and money so much needed +that every penny counts. + +The thing on the ground, regaining for a fraction of a second a glint +of half-consciousness, quivered, moaned feebly, and lay still again. +Humanity prevailing, the Poles looked about for help, but as yet the +place was quite deserted. Grumbling, they wrenched a shutter off the +Agent's window, lifted the mangled tramp upon it, and made straight +for the Parish House; when accidents such as this happened to men such +as this, weren't the victims incontinently turned over to the Parish +House people? Indeed, there wasn't any place else for them, unless one +excepted the rough room at the jail; and the average small town +jail--ours wasn't any exception to the rule--is a place where a +decent veterinary would scruple to put a sick cur. With him the Poles +brought his sole luggage, a package tied up in oilskin, which they had +found lying partly under him. + +We had become accustomed to these sudden inroads of misfortune, so he +was carried upstairs to the front Guest Room, fortunately just then +empty. The Poles turned over to me the heavy package found with him, +stolidly requested a note to the Boss explaining their necessary +tardiness, and hurried away. They had done what they had to do, and +they had no further interest in him. Nobody had any interest in one of +the unknown tramps who got themselves killed or crippled at Dead Man's +Crossin'. + +The fellow was shockingly injured and we had some strenuous days and +nights with him, for that which had been a leg had to come off at the +knee; he had lain in the cold for some hours, he had sustained a +frightful shock, and he had lost considerable blood. I am sure that in +the hands of any physician less skilled and determined than +Westmoreland he must have gone out. But Westmoreland, with his jaw +set, followed his code and fenced with death for this apparently +worthless and forfeited life, using all his skill and finesse to +outwit the great Enemy; in spite of which, so attenuated was the man's +chance that we were astonished when he turned the corner--very, very +feebly--and we didn't have to place another pine box in the potter's +field, alongside other unmarked mounds whose occupants were other +unknown men, grim causes of Dead Man's Crossin's sinister name. + +The effects of the merciful drugs that had kept him quiet in time wore +away. Our man woke up one forenoon clear-headed, if hollow-eyed and +mortally weak. He looked about the unfamiliar room with wan curiosity, +then his eyes came to Clelie and myself, but he did not return the +greetings of either. He just stared; he asked no questions. Presently, +very feebly, he tried to move,--and found himself a cripple. He fell +back upon his pillow, gasping. A horrible scream broke from his +lips--a scream of brute rage and mortal fear, as of a trapped wild +beast. He began to revile heaven and earth, the doctor, myself. +Clelie, clapping her hands over her outraged ears, fled as if from +fiends. Indeed, never before nor since have I heard such a frightful, +inhuman power of profanity, such hideous oaths and threats. When +breath failed him he lay spent and trembling, his chest rising and +falling to his choking gasps. + +"You had better be thankful your life is spared you, young man," I +said a trifle sharply, my nerves being somewhat rasped; for I had +helped Westmoreland through more than one dreadful night, and I had +sat long hours by his pillow, waiting for what seemed the passing of a +soul. + +He glared. "Thankful?" he screamed, "Thankful, hell! I've got to have +two good legs to make any sort of a getaway, haven't I? Well, have I +got 'em? I'm down and out for fair, that's what! Thankful? You make me +sick! Honest to God, when you gas like that I feel like bashing in +your brain, if you've got any! You and your thankfulness!" He turned +his quivering face and stared at the wall, winking. I wondered, +heartsick, if I had ever seen a more hopelessly unprepossessing +creature. + +It was not so much physical, his curious ugliness; the dreadful thing +was that it seemed to be his spirit which informed his flesh, an +inherent unloveliness of soul upon which the body was modeled, worked +out faithfully, and so made visible. Figure to yourself one with the +fine shape of the welter-weight, steel-muscled, lithe, powerful, +springy, slim in the hips and waist, broad in the shoulders; the arms +unusually long, giving him a terrible reach, the head round, +well-shaped, covered with thick reddish hair; cold, light, and +intelligent eyes, full of animosity and suspicion, reminding you +unpleasantly of the rattlesnake's look, wary, deadly, and ready to +strike. When he thought, his forehead wrinkled. His lips shut upon +each other formidably and without softness, and the jaws thrust +forward with the effect as of balled fists. One ear was slightly +larger than the other, having the appearance of a swelling upon the +lobe. In this unlovely visage, filled with distrust and concentrated +venom, only the nose retained an incongruous and unexpected niceness. +It was a good straight nose, yet it had something of the pleasant +tiptiltedness of a child's. It was the sort of nose which should have +complemented a mouth formed for spontaneous laughter. It looked +lonesome and out of place in that set and lowering countenance, to +which the red straggling stubble of beard sprouting over jaws and +throat lent a more sinister note. + +We had had many a sad and terrible case in our Guest Rooms, but +somehow this seemed the saddest, hardest and most hopeless we had yet +encountered. + +For three weary weeks had we struggled with him, until the doctor, +sighing with physical relief, said he was out of danger and needed +only such nursing as he was sure to get. + +"One does one's duty as one finds it, of course," said the big doctor, +looking down at the unpromising face on the pillow, and shaking his +head. "Yes, yes, yes, one must do what's right, on the face of it, +come what will. There's no getting around _that!_" He glanced at me, a +shadow in his kind gray eyes. "But there are times, my friend, when I +wonder! Now, this morning I had to tell a working man his wife's got +to die. There's no help and no hope--she's got to die, and she a +mother of young children. So I have to try desperately," said the +doctor, rubbing his nose, "to cling tooth and claw to the hope that +there is Something behind the scenes that knows the forward-end of +things--sin and sorrow and disease and suffering and death things--and +uses them always for some beneficent purpose. But in the meantime the +mother dies, and here you and I have been used to save alive a poor +useless devil of a one-legged tramp, probably without his consent and +against his will, because it had to be and we couldn't do anything +else! Now, why? I can't help but wonder!" + +We looked down again, the two of us, at the face on the pillow. And I +wondered also, with even greater cause than the doctor; for I had +opened the oilskin package the Poles found, and it had given me +occasion for fear, reflection, and prayer. I was startled and alarmed +beyond words, for it contained tools of a curious and unusual +type,--not such tools as workmen carry abroad in the light of day. + +There was no one to whom I might confide that unpleasant discovery. I +simply could not terrify my mother, nor could I in common decency +burden the already overburdened doctor. Nor is our sheriff one to turn +to readily; he is not a man whose intelligence or heart one may +admire, respect, or depend upon. My guest had come to me with empty +pockets and a burglar's kit; a hint of that, and the sheriff had +camped on the Parish House front porch with a Winchester across his +knees and handcuffs jingling in his pockets. No, I couldn't consult +the law. + +I had yet a deeper and a better reason for waiting, which I find it +rather hard to set down in cold words. It is this: that as I grow +older I have grown more and more convinced that not fortuitously, not +by chance, never without real and inner purposes, are we allowed to +come vitally into each other's lives. I have walked up the steep sides +of Calvary to find out that when another wayfarer pauses for a space +beside us, it is because one has something to give, the other +something to receive. + +So, upon reflection, I took that oilskin package weighted down with +the seven deadly sins over to the church, and hid it under the statue +of St. Stanislaus, whom my Poles love, and before whom they come to +kneel and pray for particular favors. I tilted the saint back upon his +wooden stand, and thrust that package up to where his hands fold over +the sheaf of lilies he carries. St. Stanislaus is a beautiful and most +holy youth. No one would ever suspect _him_ of hiding under his brown +habit a burglar's kit! + +When I had done this, and stopped to say three Hail Marys for +guidance, I went back to the little room called my study, where my +books and papers and my butterfly cabinets and collecting outfits +were kept, and set myself seriously to studying my files of +newspapers, beginning at a date a week preceding my man's appearance. +Then: + + Slippy McGee + Makes Good His Name Once More. + Slips One Over On The Police. + Noted Burglar Escapes. + +said the glaring headlines in the New York papers. The dispatches were +dated from Atlanta, and when I turned to the Atlanta papers I found +them, too, headlining the escape of "Slippy McGee." + +I learned that "the slickest crook in America" finding himself +somewhat hampered in his native haunts, the seething underworld of New +York, because the police suspected him of certain daring and +mysterious burglaries although they had no positive proof against him, +had chosen to shift his base of operations South for awhile. But the +Southern authorities had been urgently warned to look out for him; in +consequence they had been so close upon his heels that he had been +surrounded while "on a job." Half an hour later, and he would have +gotten away with his plunder; but, although they were actually upon +him, by what seemed a miracle of daring and of luck he slipped through +their fingers, escaped under their very noses, leaving no clue to his +whereabouts. He was supposed to be still in hiding in Atlanta, though +as he had no known confederates and always worked alone and unaided, +the police were at a loss for information. The man had simply +vanished, after his wont, as if the earth had opened and swallowed +him. The papers gave rather full accounts of some of his past +exploits, from which one gathered that Slippy McGee was a very noted +personage in his chosen field. I sat for a long time staring at those +papers, and my thoughts were uneasy ones. What should I do? + +I presently decided that I could and must question my guest. So far he +had volunteered no information beyond the curt statement that his name +was John Flint and he was a hobo because he liked the trade. He had +been stealing a ride and he had slipped--and when he woke up we had +him and he hadn't his leg. And if some people knew how to be obliging +they'd make a noise like a hoop and roll away, so's other people could +pound their ear in peace, like that big stiff of a doctor ordered them +to do. + +As I stood by the bed and studied his sullen, suspicious, unfriendly +face, I came to the conclusion that if this were not McGee himself it +could very well be some one quite as dangerous. + +"Friend," said I, "we do not as a rule seek information about the +guests in these rooms. We do not have to; they explain themselves. I +should never question your assertion that your name is Flint, and I +sincerely hope it is Flint; but--there are reasons why I must and do +ask you for certain definite information about yourself." + +The hand lying upon the coverlet balled into a fist. + +"If John Flint's not fancy enough for you," he suggested truculently, +"suppose you call me Percy? Some peach of a moniker, Percy, ain't it?" + +"Percy?" + +"Sure, Percy," he grinned impudently. "But if you got a grouch against +Percy, can it, and make me Algy. _I_ don't mind. It's not _me_ +beefing about monikers; it's you." + +"I am also," said I, regarding him steadily and ignoring his +flippancy, "I am also obliged to ask you what is your occupation--when +you are not stealing rides?" + +"Looks like it might be answering questions just now, don't it? What +you want to know for? Whatever it is, I'm not able to do it now, am I? +But as you're so naturally bellyaching to know, why, I've been in the +ring." + +"So I presumed. Thank you," said I, politely. "And your name is John +Flint, or Percy, or Algy, just as I choose. Percy and Algy are rather +unusual names for a gentleman who has been in the ring, don't you +think?" + +"I think," he snarled, turned suddenly ferocious, "that I'm named what +I dam' please to be named, and no squeals from skypilots about it, +neither. Say! what you driving at, anyhow? If what I tell you ain't +satisfying, suppose you slip over a moniker to suit yourself--and go +away!" + +"Oh! Suppose then," said I, without taking my eyes from his, "suppose, +then, that I chose to call you--_Slippy McGee_?" + +I am sure that only his bodily weakness kept him from flying at my +throat. As it was, his long arms with the hands upon them outstretched +like a beast's claws, shot out ferociously. His face contracted +horribly, and of a sudden the sweat burst out upon it so blindingly +that he had to put up an arm and wipe it away. For a moment he lay +still, glaring, panting, helpless; while I stood and watched him +unmoved. + +"Ain't you the real little Sherlock Holmes, though?" he jeered +presently. "Got Old Sleuth skinned for fair and Nick Carter eating +out of your hand! You damned skypilot!" His voice cracked. "You're all +alike! Get a man on his back and then put the screws on him!" + +I made no reply; only a great compassion for this mistaken and +miserable creature surged like a wave over my heart. + +"For God's sake don't stand there staring like a bughouse owl!" he +gritted. "Well, what you going to do? Bawl for the bulls? What put you +wise?" + +"Help you to get well. No. I opened your bag--and looked up the +newspapers," I answered succinctly. + +"Huh! A fat lot of good it'll do me to get well now, won't it? You +think I ought to thank you for butting in and keeping me from dying +without knowing anything about it, don't you? Well, you got another +think coming. I don't. Ever hear of a pegleg in the ring? Ever hear of +a one-hoofed dip! A long time I'd be Slippy McGee playing +cat-and-mouse with the bulls, if I had to leave some of my legs home +when I needed them right there on the job, wouldn't I? Oh, sure!" + +"And was it," I wondered, "such a fine thing to be Slippy McGee, +flying from the police, that one should lament his--er--disappearance?" + +His eyes widened. He regarded me with pity as well as astonishment. + +"Didn't you read the papers?" he wondered in his turn. "There don't +many travel in _my_ class, skypilot! Why, I haven't _got_ any +equals--the best of them trail a mile behind. Ask the bulls, if you +want to know about Slippy McGee! And I let the happy dust alone. Most +dips are dopes, but I was too slick; I cut it out. I knew if the dope +once gets you, then the bulls get next. Not for Slippy. I've kept my +head clear, and that's how I've muddled theirs. They never get next to +anything until I've cleaned up and dusted. Why, honest to God, I can +open any box made, easy as easy, just like I can put it all over any +bull alive! That is," a spasm twisted his face and into his voice +crept the acute anguish of the artist deprived of all power to create, +"that is, I could--until I made that last getaway on a freight, and +this happened." + +"I am sorry," said I soothingly, "that you have lost your leg, of +course. But better to lose your leg than your soul, my son. Why, how +do you know--" + +He writhed. "Can it!" he implored. "Cut it out! Ain't I up against +enough now, for God's sake? Down and out--and nothing to do but have +my soul curry-combed and mashfed by a skypilot with _both_ his legs +and _all_ his mouth on him! Ain't it hell, though? Say, you better +send for the cops. I'd rather stand for the pen than the preaching. +What'd you do with my bag, anyway?" + +"But I really have no idea of preaching to you; and I would rather not +send for the police--afterwards, when you are better, you may do so if +you choose. You are a free agent. As for your bag, why--it is--it +is--in the keeping of the Church." + +"Huh!" said he, and twisted his mouth cynically. "Huh! Then it's +good-bye tools, I suppose. I'm no churchmember, thank God, but I've +heard that once the Church gets her clamps on anything worth while all +hell can't pry her loose." + +Now I don't know why, but at that, suddenly and inexplicably, as if I +had glimpsed a ray of light, I felt cheered. + +"Why, that's it exactly!" said I, smiling. "Once the Church gets real +hold of a thing--or a man--worth while, she holds on so fast that all +hell can't pry her loose. Won't you try to remember that, my son!" + +"If it's a joke, suck the marrow out of it yourself," said he sourly. +"It don't listen so horrible funny to me. And you haven't peeped yet +about what you're going to do. I'm waiting to hear. I'm real +interested." + +"Why, I really don't know yet," said I, still cheerfully. "Suppose we +wait and see? Here you are, safe and harmless enough for the present. +And God is good; perhaps He knows that you and I may need each other +more than you and the police need each other--who can tell? I should +simply set myself strictly to the task of getting entirely well, if I +were you--and let it go at that." + +He appeared to reflect; his forehead wrinkled painfully. + +"Devil-dodger," said he, after a pause, "are you just making a noise +with your face, or is that on the level?" + +"That's on the level." + +His hard and suspicious eyes bored into me. And as I held his glance, +a hint of wonder and amazement crept into his face. + +"God A'mighty! I believe him!" he gasped. And then, as if ashamed of +that real feeling, he scowled. + +"Say, if you're really on the level, I guess you'd better not be +flashing the name of Slippy McGee around promiscuous," he suggested +presently. "It won't do either you or me any good, see? And say, +parson,--forget Percy and Algy. How was I to know you'd be so white? +And look here: I did know a gink named John Flint, once. Only he was +called Reddy, because he'd got such a blazing red head and whiskers. +He's croaked, so he wouldn't mind me using his moniker, seeing it's +not doing him any good now." + +"Let us agree upon John Flint," I decided. + +"Help yourself," he agreed, equably. + +Clelie, with wrath and disapproval written upon every stiffened line, +brought him his broth, which he took with a better grace than I had +yet witnessed. He even added a muttered word of thanks. + +"It's funny," he reflected, when the yellow woman had left the room +with the empty bowl, "it's sure funny, but d'ye know, I'm lots easier +in my mind, knowing you know, and not having to think up a hard-luck +gag to hand out to you? I hate like hell to have to lie, except of +course when I need a smooth spiel for the cops. I guess I'll snooze a +bit now," he added, as I rose to leave the room. And as I reached the +door: + +"Parson?" + +"Well?" + +"Why--er--come in a bit to-night, will you? That is, if you've got +time. And look here: don't you get the notion in your bean I'm just +some little old two-by-four guy of a yegg or some poor nut of a dip. +I'm _not_. Why, I've been the whole show _and_ manager besides. Yep, +I'm Slippy McGee himself." + +He paused, to let this sink into my consciousness. I must confess that +I was more profoundly impressed than even he had any idea of. And +then, magnanimously, he added: "You're sure some white man, parson." + +"Thank you, John Flint," said I, with due modesty. + +Heaven knows why I should have been pleased and hopeful, but I was. My +guest was a criminal; he hadn't shown the slightest sign of +compunction or of shame; instead, he had betrayed a brazen pride. And +yet--I felt hopeful. Although I knew I was tacitly concealing a +burglar, my conscience remained clear and unclouded, and I had a calm +intuitive assurance of right. So deeply did I feel this that when I +went over to the church I placed before St. Stanislaus a small lamp +full of purest olive oil, which is expensive. I felt that he deserved +some compensation for hiding that package under his sheaf of lilies. + +The authorities of our small town knew, of course, that another +forlorn wretch was being cared for at the Parish House. But had not +the Parish House sheltered other such vagabonds? The sheriff saw no +reason to give himself the least concern, beyond making the most +casual inquiry. If I wanted the fellow, he was only too glad to let me +keep him. And who, indeed, would look for a notorious criminal in a +Parish House Guest Room? Who would connect that all too common +occurrence, a tramp maimed by the railroad, with, the mysterious +disappearance of the cracksman, Slippy McGee? So, for the present, I +could feel sure that the man was safe. + +And in the meantime, in the orderly proceeding of everyday life, while +he gained strength under my mother's wise and careful nursing and +Westmoreland's wise and careful overseeing, there came to him those +who were instruments for good--my mother first, whom, like Clelie, he +never called anything but "Madame" and whom, like Clelie, he presently +obeyed with unquestioning and childlike readiness. Now, Madame is a +truly wonderful person when she deals with people like him. Never for +a moment lowering her own natural and beautiful dignity, but without a +hint of condescension, Madame manages to find the just level upon +which both can stand as on common ground; then, without noise, she +helps, and she conveys the impression that thus noiselessly to help is +the only just, natural and beautiful thing for any decent person to +do, unless, perhaps, it might be to receive in the like spirit. + +Judge Mayne's son, Laurence, full of a fresh and boyish enthusiasm, +was such another instrument. He had a handsome, intelligent face, a +straight and beautiful body, and the pleasantest voice in the world. +His mother in her last years had been a fretful invalid, and to meet +her constant demands the judge and his son had developed an angelic +patience with weakness. They were both rather quiet and +undemonstrative, this father and son; the older man, in fact had a +stern visage at first glance, until one learned to know it as the face +of a man trained to restraint and endurance. As for the boy, no one +could long resist the shrewd, kind youngster, who could spend an hour +with the most unlikely invalid and leave him all the better for it. I +was unusually busy just then, Clelie frankly hated and feared the man +upstairs, my mother had her hands full, and there were many heavy and +lonesome hours which Laurence set himself the task of filling. I left +this to the boy himself, offering no suggestions. + +"Padre," said the boy to me, some time later, "that chap upstairs is +the hardest nut I ever tried to crack. There've been times when I felt +tempted to crack him with a sledge-hammer, if you want the truth. You +know, he always seemed to like me to read to him, but I've never been +able to discover whether or not he liked what I read. He never asked +me a single question, he never seemed interested enough to make a +comment. But I think that I've made a dent in him at last." + +"A dent! In Flint? With what adamantine pick, oh hardiest of miners!" + +"With a book. Guess!" + +"I couldn't. I give up." + +"The Bible!" said Laurence. + +The Bible! Had _I_ chosen to read it to him, he would have resented +it, been impervious, suspicious, hostile. I looked at the boy's +laughing face, and wondered, and wondered. + +"And how," said I, curious, "did you happen to pitch on the Bible?" + +"Why, I got to studying about this chap. I wanted something that'd +_reach him_. I was puzzled. And then I remembered hearing my father +say that the Bible is the most interesting book in the world because +it's the most personal. There's something in it for everybody. So I +thought there'd be something in it for John Flint, and I tried it on +him, without telling him what I was giving him. I just plunged right +in, head over heels. Lord, Padre, it _is_ a wonderful old book, isn't +it? Why, I got so lost in it myself that I forgot all about John +Flint, until I happened to glance up and see that he was up to the +eyes in it, just like I was! He likes the fights and he gloats over +the spoils. He's asking for more. I think of turning Paul loose on +him." + +"Well, if after the manner of men Paul fought with wild beasts at +Ephesus," I said hopefully. "I dare say he'll be able to hold his own +even with John Flint." + +"I like Paul best of all, myself," said Laurence. "You see, Padre, my +father and I have needed a dose of Paul more than once--to stiffen our +backbones. So I'm going to turn the fighting old saint loose on John +Flint. 'By, Padre;--I'll look in to-morrow--I left poor old Elijah up +in a cave with no water, and the ravens overdue!" + +He went down our garden path whistling, his cap on the back of his +head, and I looked after him with the warm and comforting sense that +the world is just that much better for such as he. + +The boy was now, in his last high school year, planning to study +law--all the Maynes took to law as a duck to water. Brave, +simple-hearted, direct, clear-thinking, scrupulously honorable,--this +was one of the diamonds used to cut the rough hard surface of Slippy +McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +NEIGHBORS + + +On a morning in late March, with a sweet and fresh wind blowing, a +clear sun shining, and a sky so full of soft white woolly clouds that +you might fancy the sky-people had turned their fleecy flock out to +graze in the deep blue pastures, Laurence Mayne and I brought John +Flint downstairs and rolled him out into the glad, green garden, in +the comfortable wheel-chair that the mill-people had given us for a +Christmas present; my mother and Clelie followed, and our little dog +Pitache marched ahead, putting on ridiculous airs of responsibility; +he being a dog with a great idea of his own importance and wholly +given over to the notion that nothing could go right if he were not +there to superintend and oversee it. + +The wistaria was in her zenith, girdling the tree-tops with amethyst; +the Cherokee rose had just begun to reign, all in snow-white velvet, +with a gold crown and a green girdle for greater glory; the greedy +brown grumbling bees came to her table in dusty cohorts, and over her +green bowers floated her gayer lovers the early butterflies, clothed +delicately as in kings' raiment. In the corners glowed the +ruby-colored Japanese quince, and the long sprays of that flower I +most dearly love, the spring-like spirea which the children call +bridal wreath, brushed you gently as you passed the gate. I never see +it deck itself in bridal white, I never inhale its shy, clean scent, +without a tightening of the throat, a misting of the eyes, a melting +of the heart. + +Across our garden and across Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's you could see in +Major Appleby Cartwright's yard the peach trees in pink party dresses, +ruffled by the wind. Down the paths marched my mother's daffodils and +hyacinths, with honey-breathing sweet alyssum in between. Robins and +wrens, orioles and mocking-birds, blue jays and jackdaws, thrushes and +blue-birds and cardinals, all were busy house-building; one heard +calls and answers, saw flashes of painted wings, followed by outbursts +of ecstasy. If one should lay one's ear to the ground on such a +morning I think one might hear the heart of the world. + +"_Hallelujah! Risen! Risen!_" breathed the glad, green things, pushing +from the warm mother-mold. + +"_Living! Living! Loving! Loving!_" flashed and fluted the flying +things, joyously. + +We wheeled our man out into this divine freshness of renewed life, +stopping the chair under a glossy, stately magnolia. My mother and +Clelie and Laurence and I bustled about to make him comfortable. +Pitache stood stock still, his tail stuck up like a sternly +admonishing forefinger, a-bossing everything and everybody. We spread +a light shawl over the man's knees, for it is not easy to bear a cruel +physical infirmity, to see oneself marred and crippled, in the growing +spring. He looked about him, snuffed, and wrinkled his forehead; his +eyes had something of the wistful, wondering satisfaction of an +animal's. He had never sat in a garden before, in all his life! Think +of it! + +Whenever we bring one of our Guest Roomers downstairs, Miss Sally Ruth +Dexter promptly comes to her side of the fence to look him over. She +came this morning, looked at our man critically, and showed plain +disapproval of him in every line of her face. + +On principle Miss Sally Ruth disapproves of most men and many women. +She does not believe in wasting too much sympathy upon people either; +she says folks get no more than they deserve and generally not half as +much. + +Miss Sally Ruth Dexter is a rather important person in Appleboro. She +is fifty-six years old, stout, brown-eyed, suffers from a congenital +incapacity to refrain from telling the unwelcome truth when people are +madly trying to save their faces,--she calls this being frank,--is +tactless, independent, generous, and the possessor of what she herself +complacently refers to as "a Figure." + +For a woman so convinced we're all full of natural and total +depravity, unoriginal sinners, worms of the dust, and the devil's +natural fire-fodder, Miss Sally Ruth manages to retain a simple and +unaffected goodness of practical charity toward the unelect, such as +makes one marvel. You may be predestined to be lost, but while you're +here you shall lack no jelly, wine, soup, chicken-with-cream, +preserves, gumbo, neither such marvelous raised bread as Miss Sally +Ruth knows how to make with a perfection beyond all praise. + +She has a tiny house and a tiny income, which satisfies her; she has +never married. She told my mother once, cheerfully, that she guessed +she must be one of those born eunuchs of the spirit the Bible +mentions--it was intended for her, and she was glad of it, for it had +certainly saved her a sight of worry and trouble. + +There is a cherished legend in our town that Major Appleby Cartwright +once went over to Savannah on a festive occasion and was there +joyously entertained by the honorable the Chatham Artillery. The +Chatham Artillery brews a Punch; insidious, delectable, deceptive, but +withal a pernicious strong drink that is raging, a wine that mocketh +and maketh mad. And they gave it to Major Appleby Cartwright in +copious draughts. + +Coming home upon the heels of this, the major arose, put on his Prince +Albert, donned his top hat, picked a huge bunch of zinnias, and at +nine o'clock in the morning marched over to Miss Sally Ruth Dexter's. + +We differ as to certain unimportant details of that historic call, but +we are in the main agreed upon the conversation that ensued. + +"Sally Ruth," said the major, depositing his bulky person in a rocking +chair, his hat upon the floor, and wiping his forehead with a spotless +handkerchief the size of a respectable sheet, "Sally Ruth, you like +Old Maids?" Here he presented the zinnias. + +"Why, I've got a yard full of 'em myself, Major. Whatever made you +bother to pick 'em? But to whom much hath more shall be given, I +suppose," said she, resignedly, and put them on the whatnot. + +"Sally Ruth," said the major solemnly, ignoring this indifferent +reception of his offering. "Sally Ruth, come to think of it, an Old +Maid's a miserable, stiff, scentless sort of a flower. You might +think, when you first glance at 'em, that they're just like any other +flowers, but they're not; they're without one single, solitary +redeemin' particle of sweetness! The Lord made 'em for a warnin' to +women. + +"What good under God's sky does it do you to be an old maid, Sally +Ruth? You're flyin' in the face of Providence. No lady should fly in +the face of Providence--she'd a sight better fly to the bosom of some +man, where she belongs. This mawnin' I looked out of my window and my +eye fell upon these unfortunate flowers. Right away I thought of you, +livin' over here all alone and by yourself, with no man's bosom to +lean on--you haven't really got anything but a few fowls and the Lord +to love, have you? And, Sally Ruth, tears came to my eyes. Talk not of +tears till you have seen the tears of warlike men! I believe it would +almost scare you to death to see me cryin', Sally Ruth! I got to +thinkin', and I said to myself: 'Appleby Cartwright, you have always +done your duty like a man. You charged up to the very muzzle of Yankee +guns once, and you weren't scared wu'th a damn! Are you goin' to be +scared now? There's a plain duty ahead of you; Sally Ruth's a fine +figure of a woman, and she ought to have a man's bosom to lean on. Go +offer Sally Ruth yours!' So here I am, Sally Ruth!" said the major +valiantly. + +Miss Sally Ruth regarded him critically; then: + +"You're drunk, Appleby Cartwright, that's what's the matter with you. +You and your bosom! Why, it's not respectable to talk like that! At +your age, too! I'm ashamed of you!" + +"I was a little upset, over in Savannah," admitted the major. "Those +fellows must have gotten me to swallow over a gallon of their infernal +brew--and it goes down like silk, too. Listen at me: don't you ever +let 'em make you drink a gallon of that punch, Sally Ruth." + +"I've seen its effects before. Go home and sleep it off," said Miss +Sally Ruth, not unkindly. "If you came over to warn me about filling +up on Artillery Punch, your duty's done--I've never been entertained +by the Chatham Artillery, and I don't ever expect to be. I suppose it +was intended for you to be a born goose, Appleby, so it'd be a waste +of time for me to fuss with you about it. Go on home, now, do, and let +Caesar put you to bed. Tell him to tie a wet rag about your head and to +keep it wet. That'll help to cool you off." + +"Sally Ruth," said the major, laying his hand upon his heart and +trying desperately to focus her with an eye that would waver in spite +of him, "Sally Ruth, _somebody's_ got to do something for you, and it +might as well be me. My God, Sally Ruth, _you're settin' like +clabber!_ It's a shame; it's a cryin' shame, for you're a fine woman. +I don't mean to scare or flutter you, Sally Ruth,--no gentleman ought +to scare or flutter a lady--but I'm offerin' you my hand and heart; +here's my bosom for you to lean on." + +"That Savannah brew is worse even than I thought--it's run the man +stark crazy," said Miss Sally Ruth, viewing him with growing concern. + +"Me crazy! Why, I'm askin' you," said the major with awful dignity, +"I'm askin' you to marry me!" + +"Marry _you_? Marry fiddlesticks! Shucks!" said the lady. + +"You won't?" Amazement made him sag down in his chair. He stared at +her owl-like. "Woman," said he solemnly, "when I see my duty I try to +do it. But I warn you--it's your last chance." + +"I hope," said Miss Sally Ruth tartly, "that it's my last chance to +make a born fool of myself. Why, you old gasbag, if I had to stay in +the same house with you I'd be tempted to stick a darning needle in +you to hear you explode! Appleby, I'm like that woman that had a +chimney that smoked, a dog that growled, a parrot that swore, and a +cat that stayed out nights; _she_ didn't need a man--and no more do +I." + +"Sally Ruth," said the major feelingly, "when I came here this mawnin' +it wasn't for my own good--it was for yours. And to think this is all +the thanks I get for bein' willin' to sacrifice myself! My God! The +ingratitude of women!" + +He looked at Miss Sally Ruth, and Miss Sally Ruth looked at him. And +then suddenly, without a moment's warning, Miss Sally Ruth rose, and +took Major Appleby Cartwright, who on a time had charged Yankee guns +and hadn't been scared wu'th a damn, by the ear. She tugged, and the +major rose, as one pulled upward by his bootstraps. + +"Ouch! Turn loose! I take it back! The devil! It wasn't intended for +any mortal man to marry you--Sally Ruth, I wouldn't marry you now for +forty billion dollars and a mule! Turn loose, you hussy! Turn loose!" +screeched the major. + +Unheeding his anguished protests, which brought Judge Hammond Mayne on +the run, thinking somebody was being murdered, Miss Sally Ruth marched +her suitor out of her house and led him to her front gate. Here she +paused, jaws firmly set, eyes glittering, and, as with hooks of +steel, took firm hold upon the gallant major's other ear. Then she +shook him; his big crimson countenance, resembling a huge overripe +tomato, waggled deliriously to and fro. + +"I was born"--_shake_--"an old maid,"--_shake, shake, shake_--"I have +lived--by the grace of God"--_shake, shake, shake_--"an old maid, and +I expect"--_shake_--"to die an old maid! I don't propose to +have"--_shake_--"an old windbag offering _me_ his blubbery old +bosom"--_shake, shake, SHAKE_--"at this time of my life!--and don't +you forget it, Appleby Cartwright! _THERE!_ You go back home"--_shake, +shake, shake_--"and sober up, you old gander, you!" + +Major Appleby Cartwright stood not upon the order of his going, but +went at once, galloping as if a company of those Yankees with whom he +had once fought were upon his hindquarters with fixed bayonets. + +However, they being next-door neighbors and friends of a lifetime's +standing, peace was finally patched up. In Appleboro we do not mention +this historic meeting when either of the participants can hear us, +though it is one of our classics and no home is complete without it. +The Major ever afterward eschewed Artillery Punch. + +This morning, over the fence, Miss Sally Ruth addressed our invalid +directly and without prelude, after her wont. She doesn't believe in +beating about the bush: + +"The wages of walking up and down the earth and going to and fro in +it, tramping like Satan, is a lost leg. Not that it wasn't intended +you should lose yours--and I hope and pray it will be a lesson to +you." + +"Well, take it from me," he said grimly, "there's nobody but me +collecting my wages." + +A quick approval of this plain truth showed in Miss Sally Ruth's +snapping eyes. + +"Come!" said she, briskly. "If you've got sense enough to see _that_, +you're not so far away from the truth as you might be. Collecting your +wages is the good and the bad thing about life, I reckon. But +everything's intended, so you don't need to be too sorry for yourself, +any way you look at it. And you could just as well have lost _both_ +legs while you were at it, you know." She paused reflectively. "Let's +see: I've got chicken-broth and fresh rolls to-day--I'll send you over +some, after awhile." She nodded, and went back to her housework. + +Laurence went on to High School, Madame had her house to oversee, I +had many overdue calls; so we left Pitache and John Flint together, +out in the birdhaunted, sweet-scented, sun-dappled garden, in the +golden morning hours. No one can be quite heartless in a green garden, +quite hopeless in the spring, or quite desolate when there's a dog's +friendly nose to be thrust into one's hand. + +I am afraid that at first he missed all this; for he could think of +nothing but himself and that which had befallen him, coming upon him +as a bolt from the blue. He had had, heretofore, nothing but his +body--and now his body had betrayed him! It had become, not the +splendid engine which obeyed his slightest wish, but a drag upon him. +Realizing this acutely, untrained, undisciplined, he was savagely +sullen, impenetrably morose. He tired of Laurence's reading--I think +the boy's free quickness of movement, his well-knit, handsome body, +the fact that he could run and jump as pleased him, irked and chafed +the man new and unused to his own physical infirmity. + +He seemed to want none of us; I have seen him savagely repulse the +dog, who, shocked and outraged at this exhibition of depravity, +withdrew, casting backward glances of horrified and indignant +reproach. + +But as the lovely, peaceful, healing days passed, that bitter and +contracted heart had to expand somewhat. Gradually the ferocity faded, +leaving in its room an anxious and brooding wonder. God knows what +thoughts passed through that somber mind in those long hours, when, +concentrated upon himself, he must have faced the problem of his +future and, like one before an impassable stone wall, had to fall +back, baffled. He could be sure of only one thing: that never again +could he be what he had been once--"the slickest cracksman in +America." This in itself tortured him. Heretofore, life had been +exactly what he chose to make it: he had put himself to the test, and +he had proven himself the most daring, the coolest, shrewdest, most +cunning, in that sinister world in which he had shone with so evil a +light. _He had been Slippy McGee_. Sure of himself, his had been that +curious inverted pride which is the stigmata of the criminal. + +More than once I saw him writhe in his chair, tormented, shaken, spent +with futile curses, impotently lamenting his lost kingdom. He still +had the skill, the cold calculating brain, the wit, the will; and now, +by a cruel chance and a stupid accident, he had lost out! The end had +come for him, and he in his heyday! There were moments when, watching +him, I had the sensation as of witnessing almost visibly, here in our +calm sunny garden, the Dark Powers fighting openly for a soul. + +_"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against +principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of +this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."_ + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +UNDERWINGS + + +If I have not heretofore spoken of Mary Virginia, it is because all +that winter she and Mrs. Eustis had been away; and in consequence +Appleboro was dull enough. For the Eustises are our wealthiest and +most important family, just as the Eustis house, with its pillared, +Greek-temple-effect front, is by far the handsomest house in town. +When we have important folks to entertain, we look to the Eustises to +save our faces for us by putting them up at their house. + +One afternoon, shortly after we had gotten settled in Appleboro, I +came home to find my mother entertaining no less a personage than Mrs. +Eustis; she wasn't calling on the Catholic priest and his mother, you +understand; far from it! She was recognizing Armand De Rance and Adele +de Marsignan! + +Mrs. Eustis was a fair, plump little partridge of a woman, so +perfectly satisfied with herself that brains, in her case, would have +amounted to a positive calamity. She is an instance of the fascination +a fool seems to have for men of undoubted powers of mind and heart, +for Eustis, who had both to an unusual degree, loved her devotedly, +even while he smiled at her. She had, after some years of +childlessness, laid him under an everlasting obligation by presenting +him with a daughter, an obligation deepened by the fact that the +child was in every sense her father's child, not her mother's. + +That afternoon she brought the little girl with her, to make our +acquaintance. When the child, shyly friendly, looked up, it seemed to +me for an anguished moment as if another little girl had walked out of +the past, so astonishingly like was she to that little lost playmate +of my youth. Right then and there Mary Virginia walked into my heart +and took possession, as of a place swept and garnished and long +waiting her coming. + +When we knew her better my mother used to say that if she could have +chosen a little girl instead of the little boy that had been I, she +must have chosen Mary Virginia Eustis out of all the world. + +Like Judge Mayne's Laurence, she chose to make the Parish House her +second home--for indeed my mother ever seemed to draw children to her, +as by some delightful magic. Here, then, the child learned to sew and +to embroider, to acquire beautiful housewifely accomplishments, and to +speak French with flawless perfection; she reaped the benefit of my +mother's girlhood spent in a convent in France; and Mrs. Eustis was +far too shrewd not to appreciate the value of this. And so we acquired +Mary Virginia. + +I watched the lovely miracle of her growth with an almost painful +tenderness. Had I not become a priest, had I realized those spring +hopes of mine; and had there been little children resembling their +mother, then my own little girls had been like this one. Even thus had +been their blue eyes, and theirs, too, such hair of such curling +blackness. + +The hours I spent with the little girl and Laurence helped me as well +as them; these fresh souls and growing minds freshened and revived +mine, and kept me young in heart. + +"We are all made of dust," said my mother once. "But Mary Virginia's +is star dust. Star dust, and dew, and morning gold," she added +musingly. + +"She simply cannot imagine evil, much less see it in anything or in +anybody," I told Madame, for at times the child's sheer innocence +troubled me for her. "One is puzzled how to bring home to this naive +soul the ugly truth that all is not good. Now, Laurence is better +balanced. He takes people and events with a saving grain of +skepticism. But Mary Virginia is divinely blind." + +My mother regarded me with a tolerant smile. "Do not worry too much +over that divinely blind one, my son," said she. "I assure you, she is +quite capable of seeing a steeple in daylight! Observe this: yesterday +Laurence angered her, and she seized him by the hair and bumped his +head against the study wall--no mild thump, either! She has in her +quite enough of the leaven of unrighteousness to save her, at a +pinch--for Laurence was entirely right, she entirely wrong. Yet--she +made him apologize before she consented to forgive him, and he did it +gratefully. She allowed him to understand how magnanimous she was in +thus pardoning him for her own naughtiness, and he was deeply +impressed, as men-creatures should be under such circumstances. Such +wisdom, and she but a child! I was enchanted!" + +"Good heavens! Surely, Mother, I misunderstand you! Surely you +reproved her!" + +"Reprove her?" My mother's voice was full of astonishment. "Why should +I reprove her? She was perfectly right!" + +"Perfectly right? Why, you said--indeed, I assure you, you said that +Laurence had been entirely right, she entirely wrong!" + +"Oh, _that!_ I see; well, as for that, she was." + +"Then, surely--" + +"My son, a woman who is in the wrong is entirely right when she makes +the man apologize," said my mother firmly. "That is the Law, fixed as +the Medes' and the Persians', and she who forgets or ignores it is +ground between the upper and the nether millstones. Mary Virginia +remembered and obeyed. When she grows up you will all of you adore her +madly. Why, then, should she be reproved?" + +I have never been able to reflect upon Laurence getting his head +bumped and then gratefully apologizing to the darling shrew who did +it, without a cold wind stirring my hair. And yet--Laurence, and I, +too, love her all the more dearly for it! _Miserere, Domine!_ + +It was May when Mary Virginia came back to Appleboro. She had written +us a bubbling letter, telling us just when we were to expect her, and +how happy she was at the thought of being home once more. We, too, +rejoiced, for we had missed her sadly. My mother was so happy that she +planned a little intimate feast to celebrate the child's return. + +I remember how calm and mild an evening it was. At noon there had been +a refreshing shower, and the air was deliciously pure and clear, and +full of wet woodsy scents. The raindrops fringing the bushes became +prisms, a spiderweb was a fairy foot-bridge; and all our birds, +leaving for a moment such household torments as squalling insatiable +mouths that must be filled, became jubilant choristers. "The opulent +dyepots of the angels" had been emptied lavishly across the sky, and +the old Parish House lay steeped in a serene and heavenly glow, every +window glittering diamond-bright to the west. + +Next door Miss Sally Ruth was feeding and scolding her cooing pigeons, +which fluttered about her, lighting upon her shoulder, surrounding her +with a bright-colored living cloud; the judge's black cat Panch lay +along the Mayne side of the fence and blinked at them regretfully with +his slanting emerald eyes. From the Mayne kitchen-steps came, faintly, +Daddy January's sweet quavering old voice: + + "--Gwine tuh climb up higher 'n' higher, + Some uh dese days--" + +John Flint, silent, depressed, with folded lips and somber eyes, +hobbled about awkwardly, savagely training himself to use the crutches +Westmoreland had lately brought him. Very unlovely he looked, dragging +himself along like a wounded beast. The poor wretch struck a +discordant note in the sweet peacefulness of the spring evening; nor +could we say anything to comfort him, we who were not maimed. + +Came a high, sweet, shrill call at the gate; a high yelp of delight +from Pitache, hurtling himself forward like a woolly white cannonball; +a sound of light and flying feet; and Mary Virginia ran into the +garden, the little overjoyed dog leaping frantically about her. She +wore a white frock, and over it a light scarlet jacket. Her blue eyes +were dancing, lighting her sweet and fresh face, colored like a rose. +The gay little breeze that came along with her stirred her skirts, and +fluttered her scarlet ribbons, and the curls about her temples. You +might think Spring herself had paused for a lovely moment in the +Parish House garden and stood before you in this gracious and virginal +shape, at once delicate and vital. + +Miss Sally Ruth, scattering pigeons right and left, dashed to the +fence to call greetings. My mother, seizing the child by the arms, +held her off a moment, to look her over fondly; then, drawing her +closer, kissed her as a daughter is kissed. + +I laid my hand on the child's head, happy with that painful happiness +her presence always occasioned me, when she came back after an +absence--as if the Other Girl flashed into view for a quick moment, +and then was gone. Laurence, who had followed, stood looking down at +her with boyish condescension. + +"Huh! I can eat hominy off her head!" said he, aggravatingly. + +"Old Mister Biggity!" flashed Mary Virginia. And then she turned and +met, face to face, the fixed stare of John Flint, hanging upon his +crutches as one might upon a cross,--a stare long, still, intent, +curious, speculative, almost incredulous. + +"You are the Padre's last guest, aren't you?" her eyes were full of +gravest sympathy. "I'm so sorry you met with such a misfortune--but +I'm gladder you're alive. It's so good just to be alive in the spring, +isn't it?" She smiled at him directly, taking him, as it were, into a +pleasant confidence. She seemed perfectly unconscious of the evil +unloveliness of him; Mary Virginia always seemed to miss the evil, +passing it over as if it didn't exist. Instead, diving into the depths +of other personalities, always she brought to the surface whatever +pearl of good might lie concealed at the bottom. To her this sinister +cripple was simply another human being, with whose misfortune one must +sympathize humanly. + +Clelie, in a speckless white apron and a brand-new red-and-white +bandanna to do greater honor to the little girl whom she adored, set a +table under the trees and spread it with the thin dainty sandwiches, +the delectable little cakes, and the fine bonbons she and my mother +had made to celebrate the child's return. And we had tea, making very +merry, for she had a thousand amusing things to tell us, every airy +trifle informed with something of her own brave bright mirthful +spirit. John Flint sat nearby in the wheel chair, his crutches lying +beside it, and looked on silently and ate his cake and drank his tea +stolidly, as if it were no unusual thing for him to break bread in +such company. + +"Padre," said Mary Virginia with deep gravity. "My aunt Jenny says I'm +growing up. She says I'll have to put up my hair and let down my +frocks pretty soon, and that I'll probably be thinking of beaux in +another year, though she hopes to goodness I won't, until I've got +through with school at least." + +The almost unconscious imitation of Miss Jenny's pecking, birdlike +voice made me smile. + +"Beaux! Long skirts! Put up hair! Great Scott, will you listen to the +kid!" scoffed Laurence. "You everlasting little silly, you! P'tite +Madame, these cakes are certainly all to the good. May I have another +two or three, please!" + +"I'm 'most thirteen years old, Laurence Mayne," said Mary Virginia, +with dignity. "You're only seventeen, so you don't need to give +yourself such hateful airs. You're not too old to be greedy, anyhow. +Padre, _am_ I growing up?" + +"I fear so, my child," said I, gloomily. + +"You're not glad, either, are you, Padre?" + +"But you were such a delightful child," I temporized. + +"Oh, lovely!" said Laurence, eying her with unflattering +brotherliness. "And she had so much feeling, too, Mary Virginia! Why, +when I was sick once, she wanted me to die, so she could ride to my +funeral in the front carriage; she doted on funerals, the little +ghoul! She was horribly disappointed when I got better--she thought it +disobliging of me, and that I'd done it to spite her. Once, too, when +I tried to reason with her--and Mary Virginia needed reason if ever a +kid did--she bumped my head until I had knots on it. There's your +delightful Mary Virginia for you!" + +"Anyhow, you didn't die and become an angel--you stayed disagreeably +alive and you're going to become a lawyer," said Mary Virginia, too +gently. "And your head was bumpable, Laurence, though I'm sorry to say +I don't ever expect to bump it again. Why, I'm going away to school +and when I come back I'll be Miss Eustis, and you'll be Mr. Mayne! +Won't it be funny, though?" + +"I don't see anything funny in calling you Miss Eustis," said +Laurence, with boyish impatience. "And I'm certainly not going to +notice you if you're silly enough to call me Mister Mayne. I hope you +won't be a fool, Mary Virginia. So many girls are fools." He ate +another cake. + +"Not half as big fools as boys are, though," said she, +dispassionately. "My father says the man is always the bigger fool of +the two." + +Laurence snorted. "I wonder what we'll be like, though--both of us?" +he mused. + +"You? You're biggity now, but you'll be lots worse, then," said Mary +Virginia, with unflattering frankness. "I think you'll probably strut +like a turkey, and you'll be baldheaded, and wear double-lensed horn +spectacles, and spats, and your wife will call you 'Mr. Mayne' to your +face and 'Your Poppa' to the children, and she'll perfectly _despise_ +people like Madame and the Padre and me!" + +"You never did have any reasoning power, Mary Virginia," said +Laurence, with brotherly tact. "Our black cat Panch would put it all +over you. Allow me to inform you I'm _not_ biggity, miss! I'm +logical--something a girl can't understand. And I'd like to know what +you think _you're_ going to grow up to be?" + +"Oh, let's quit talking about it," she said petulantly. "I hate to +think of growing up. Grown ups don't seem to be happy--and _I_ want to +be happy!" She turned her head, and met once more the absorbed and +watchful stare of the man in the wheel-chair. + +"Weren't you sorry when you had to stop being a little boy and grow +up?" she asked him, wistfully. + +"Me?" he laughed harshly. "I couldn't say, miss. I guess I was born +grown up." His face darkened. + +"That wasn't a bit fair," said she, with instant sympathy. + +"There's a lot not fair," he told her, "when you're born and brought +up like I was. The worst is not so much what happens to you, though +that's pretty bad; it's that you don't know it's happening--and +there's nobody to put you wise. Why," his forehead puckered as if a +thought new to him had struck him, "why, your very looks get to be +different!" + +Mary Virginia started. "Oh, looks!" said she, thoughtfully. "Now, +isn't it curious for you to say just that, right now, for it reminds +me that I brought something to the Padre--something that set me to +thinking about people's looks, too,--and how you never can tell. Wait +a minute, and I'll show you." She reached for the pretty crocheted bag +she had brought with her, and drew from it a small pasteboard box. +None of us, idly watching her, dreamed that a moment big with fate was +upon us. I have often wondered how things would have turned out if +Mary Virginia had lost or forgotten that pasteboard box! + +"I happened to put my hand on a tree--and this little fellow moved, +and I caught him. I thought at first he was a part of the tree-trunk, +he looked so much like it," said the child, opening the little box. +Inside lay nothing more unusual than a dark-colored and rather ugly +gray moth, with his wings folded down. + +"One wouldn't think him pretty, would one?" said she, looking down at +the creature. + +"No," said Flint, who had wheeled nearer, and craned his neck over the +box. "No, miss, I shouldn't think I'd call something like that +pretty,"--he looked from the moth to Mary Virginia, a bit +disappointedly. + +Mary Virginia smiled, and picking up the little moth, held his body, +very gently, between her finger-tips. He fluttered, spreading out his +gray wings; and then one saw the beautiful pansy-like underwings, and +the glorious lower pair of scarlet velvet barred and bordered with +black. + +"I brought him along, thinking the Padre might like him, and tell me +something about him," said the little girl. "The Padre's crazy about +moths and butterflies, you must understand, and we're always on the +lookout to get them for him. I never found this particular one before, +and you can't imagine how I felt when he showed me what he had hidden +under that gray cloak of his!" + +"He's a member of a large and most respectable family, the Catocalae," +I told her. "I'll take him, my dear, and thank you--there's always a +demand for the Catocalae. And you may call him an Underwing, if you +prefer--that's his common name." + +"I got to thinking," said the little girl, thoughtfully, lifting her +clear and candid eyes to John Flint's. "I got to thinking, when he +threw aside his plain gray cloak and showed me his lovely underwings, +that he's like some people--people you'd think were very common, you +know. You couldn't be expected to know what was underneath, could you? +So you pass them by, thinking how ordinary, and matter of fact, and +uninteresting and even ugly they are, and you feel rather sorry for +them--because you don't know. But if you can once get close enough to +touch them--why, then you find out!" Her eyes grew deeper, and +brighter, as they do when she is moved; and the color came more +vividly to her cheek. "Don't you reckon," said she naively, "that +plenty of folks are like him? They're the sad color of the +street-dust, of course, for things do borrow from their surroundings, +didn't you know that? That's called protective mimicry, the Padre +says. So you only think of the dust-colored outside--and all the while +the underwings are right there, waiting for you to find them! Isn't it +wonderful and beautiful? And the best of all is, it's true!" + +The cripple in the chair put out his hand with a hint of timidity in +his manner; he was staring at Mary Virginia as if some of the light +within her had dimly penetrated his grosser substance. + +"Could I hold it--for a minute--in my own hand?" he asked, turning +brick-red. + +"Of course you may," said Mary Virginia pleasantly. "I see by the +Padre's face this isn't a rare moth--he's been here all along, only my +eyes have just been opened to him. I don't want him to go in any +collection. I don't want him to go anywhere, except back into the +air--I owe him that for what he taught me. So I'm sure the Padre won't +mind, if you'd like to set him free, yourself." + +She put the moth on the man's finger, delicately, for a Catocala is a +swift-winged little chap; it spread out its wings splendidly, as if to +show him its loveliness; then, darting upward, vanished into the cool +green depth of the shrubbery. + +"I remember running after a butterfly once, when I was a kid," said +he. "He came flying down our street, Lord knows where from, or why, +and I caught him after a chase. I thought he was the prettiest thing +ever my eyes had seen, and I wanted the worst way in the world to keep +him with me. A brown fellow he was, all sprinkled over with little +splotches of silver, as if there'd been plenty of the stuff on hand, +and it'd been laid on him thick. But after awhile I got to thinking +he'd feel like he was in jail, shut up in my hot fist. I couldn't bear +that, so I ran to the end of the street, to save him from the other +kids, and then I turned him loose and watched him beat it for the sky. +They're pretty things, butterflies. Somehow I always liked them better +than any other living creatures." He was staring after the moth, his +forehead wrinkled. He spoke almost unconsciously, and he certainly had +no idea that he had given us cause for a hopeful astonishment. + +Now, Mary Virginia's eyes had fallen, idly enough, upon John Flint's +hands lying loosely upon his knees. Her face brightened. + +"Padre," she suggested suddenly, "why don't you let him help you with +your butterflies? Look at his hands! Why, they're just exactly the +right sort to handle setting needles and mounting blocks, and to +stretch wings without loosening a scale. He could be taught in a few +lessons, and just think what a splendid help he could be! And you do +so need help with those insects of yours, Padre--I've heard you say +so, over and over." + +The child was right--John Flint did have good hands--large enough, +well-shaped, steel-muscled, powerful, with flexible, smooth-skinned, +sensitive fingers, the fingers of an expert lapidary rather than a +prize-fighter. + +"If you think there's any way I could help the parson for awhile, I'd +be proud to try, miss. It's true," he added casually, with a +sphinx-like immobility of countenance, "that I'm what might be called +handy with my fingers." + +"We'll call it settled, then," said Mary Virginia happily. + +Laurence took her home at dusk; it was a part of his daily life to +look after Mary Virginia, as one looks after a cherished little +sister. When they were younger the boy had often complained that she +might as well be his sister, she quarreled with him so much; and the +little girl said, bitterly, he was as disagreeable as if he'd been a +brother. In spite of which the little girl, for all her delicious +impertinences, looked up to the boy; and the boy had adored her, from +the time she gurgled at him from her cradle. + +My mother left us, and John Flint and I sat outdoors in the pleasant +twilight, he smoking the pipe Laurence had given him. + +"Parson," said he, abruptly, "Parson, you folks are swells, ain't you? +The real thing, I mean, you and Madame? Even the yellow nigger's a +lady nigger, ain't she?" + +"I am a poor priest, such as you see, my son, Madame is--Madame. And +Clelie is a good servant." + +"But you were born a swell, weren't you?" he persisted. "Old family, +swell diggings, trained flunkies, and all that?" + +"I was born a gentleman, if that is what you mean. Of an old family, +yes. And there was an old house--once." + +"How'd _you_ ever hit the trail for the Church? I wonder! But say, +you never asked me any more questions than you had to, so you can tell +me to shut up, if you want to. Not that I wouldn't like to know how +the Sam Hill the like of you ever got nabbed by the skypilots." + +"God called me through affliction, my son." + +"Oh," said my son, blankly. "Huh! But I bet you the best crib ever +cracked you were some peach of a boy before you got that 'S.O.S.'" + +"I was, like the young, the thoughtless young, a sinner." + +"I suppose," said he tentatively, after a pause, "that _I'm_ one hell +of a sinner myself, according to Hoyle, ain't I?" + +"I do not think it would injure you to change your--course of life, +nor yet your way of mentioning it," I said, feeling my way cautiously. +"But--we are bidden to remember there is more joy in heaven over one +sinner saved than over the ninety-and-nine just men." + +"Is that so? Well, it listens like good horse-sense to me," said Mr. +Flint, promptly. "Because, look here: you can rake in ninety-and-nine +boobs any old time--there's one born every time the clock ticks, +parson--but they don't land something like me every day, believe me! +And I bet you a stack of dollar chips a mile high there was some +song-and-dance in the sky-joint when they put one over on _you_ for +fair. Sure!" He puffed away at his pipe, and I, having nothing to say +to this fine reasoning, held my peace. + +"Parson, that kid's a swell, too, ain't she? And the boy?" + +"Laurence is the son of Judge Hammond Mayne." + +"And the little girl?" Insensibly his voice softened. + +"I suppose," I agreed, "that the little girl is what you might call a +swell, too." + +"I never," said he, reflectively, "came what you might call _talking_ +close to real swells before. I've seen 'em, of course--at a distance. +Some of 'em, taking 'em by and large, looked pretty punk, to me; some +of 'em was middling, and a few looked as if they might have the goods. +But none of 'em struck me as being real live breathing _people_, same +as other folks. Why, parson, some of those dames'd throw a fit, +fancying they was poisoned, if they had to breathe the same air with +folks like me--me being what I am and they being--what they think they +are. Yet here's you and Madame, the real thing--and the boy--and the +little girl--the little girl--" he stopped, staring at me dumbly, as +the vision of Mary Virginia rose before him. + +"She is, indeed, a dear, dear child," said I. His words stung me +somewhat, for once upon a time, I myself would have resented that such +as he should have breathed the same air with Mary Virginia. + +"I'd almost think I'd dreamed her," said he, thoughtfully, "that is, +if I was good enough to have dreams like that," he added hastily, with +his first touch of shame. "I've seen 'em from the Battery up, and some +of 'em was sure-enough queens, but I didn't know they came like this +one. She's bran-new to me, parson. Say, you just show me what she +wants me to help you with, and I'll do it. She seems to think I can, +and it oughtn't to be any harder than opening a time-vault, ought it?" + +"No," said I gravely, "I shouldn't think it would be. Though I never +opened a time-vault, you understand, and I hope and pray you'll never +touch one again, either. I'd rather you wouldn't even refer to it, +please. It makes me feel, rather--well, let's say _particeps +criminis_." + +"I suppose that's the polite for punching you in the wind," said he, +just as gravely. "And I didn't think you'd ever monkeyed with a vault; +why, you couldn't, not if you was to try till Gabriel did his little +turn in the morning--not unless you'd been caught when you were softer +and put wise. Man, it's a bigger job than you think, and you've got to +have the know-how and the nerve before you can put it over. But +there--I'll keep it dark, seeing you want me to." He stretched out his +hands, regarding them speculatively. "They _are_ classy mitts," he +remarked impersonally. "Yep, seemed like they were just naturally made +to--do what they did. They were built for fine work." At that his jaw +snapped; a spasm twitched his face; it darkened. + +"The work little Miss Eustis suggested for you," I insinuated hastily, +"is what very many people consider very fine work indeed. About one in +a thousand can do it properly." + +"Lead me to it," said he wearily, and without enthusiasm, "and turn me +loose. I'll do what I can, to please her. At least, until I can make a +getaway for keeps." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +ENTER KERRY + + +When I was first seen prowling along the roads and about the fields +stalking butterflies and diurnal moths with the caution of a red +Indian on the warpath and the stealth of a tiger in the jungle; when +mystified folk met me at night, a lantern suspended from my neck, a +haversack across my shoulders, a bottle-belt about my waist, and armed +with a butterfly net, the consensus of opinion was that poor Father De +Rance was stark staring mad. Appleboro hadn't heretofore witnessed the +proceedings of the Brethren of the Net, and I had to do much patient +explaining; even then I am sure I must have left many firmly convinced +that I was not, in their own phrase, "all there." + +"Hey, you! Mister! Them worms is pizen! Them's _fever_-worms!" was +shrieked at me frenziedly by the country-folks, black and white, when +I was caught scooping up the hairy caterpillars of the tiger moths. +Even when it was understood that I wished caterpillars, cocoons, and +chrysalids, for the butterflies and moths they would later make, looks +of pitying contempt were cast upon me. That a grown man--particularly +a minister of the gospel, with not only his own but other people's +souls to save--should spend time hunting for worms, with which he +couldn't even bait a hook, awakened amazement. + +"What any man in his right mind wants with a thing that ain't nothin' +but wriggles an' hair on the outside an' sqush on the inside, beats +me!" was said more than once. + +"But all of them are interesting, some are valuable, and many grow +into very beautiful moths and butterflies," I ventured to defend +myself. + +"S'posin' they do? You can't eat 'em or wear 'em or plant 'em, can +you?" And really, you understand, I couldn't! + +"An' you mean to tell me to my face," said a scandalized farmer, +watching me assorting and naming the specimens taken from my field +box, "you mean to tell me you're givin' every one o' them bugs a +_name_, same's a baptized Christian? Adam named every livin' thing, +an' Adam called them things Caterpillars an' Butterflies. If it suited +him an' Eve and God A'mighty to have 'em called that an' nothin' else, +looks to me it had oughter suit anybody that's got a grain o'real +religion. If you go to call 'em anythin' else it's sinnin' agin the +Bible. I've heard all my life you Cath'lics don't take as much stock +in the Scripters as you'd oughter, but this thing o'callin' a wurrum +Adam named plain Caterpillar a--a--_what'd_ you say the dum beast's +name was? _My sufferin' Savior!_ is jest about the wust dern +foolishness yet! I lay it at the Pope's door, every mite o' it, an' +you'd better believe he'll have to answer for sech carryin's on, some +o' these days!" + +So many other things having been laid at the Pope's door, I held my +peace and made no futile attempt to clear the Holy Father of the dark +suspicion of having perpetrated their names upon certain of the +American lepidoptera. + +I had yet other darker madnesses; had I not been seen spreading upon +trees with a whitewash brush a mixture of brown sugar, stale beer, and +rum? + +Asked to explain this lunatic proceeding I could only say that I was +sugaring for moths; these airy fairy gentlemen having a very human +liking for a "wee drappie o't." + +"That amiable failin'," Major Appleby Cartwright decided, "is a credit +to them an' commends them to a respectful hearin'. On its face it +would seem to admit them to the ancient an' honorable brotherhood of +convivial man. But, suh, there's another side to this question, an' +it's this:--a creature that's got six perfectly good legs, not to +mention wings, an' still can't carry his liquor without bein' caught, +deserves his fate. It's not in my line to offer suggestions to an +allwise Providence, or I _might_ hint that a scoop-net an' a killing +jar in pickle for some two-legged topers out huntin' free drinks +wouldn't be such a bad idea at all." + +But as I pursued my buggy way--and displayed, save in this one +particular, what might truthfully be called ordinary common +sense--people gradually grew accustomed to it, looking upon me as a +mild and harmless lunatic whose inoffensive mania might safely be +indulged--nay, even humored. In consequence I was from time to time +inundated with every common thing that creeps, crawls, and flies. I +accepted gifts of bugs and caterpillars that filled my mother with +disgust and Clelie with horror; both of them hesitated to come into my +study, and I have known Clelie to be afraid to go to bed of a night +because the great red-horned "Hickory devil" was downstairs in a box, +and she was firmly convinced that this innocent worm harbored a +cold-blooded desire to crawl upstairs and bite her. That silly woman +will depart this life in the firm faith that all crawling creatures +came into the world with the single-hearted hope of biting her, above +all other mortals; and that having achieved the end for which they +were created, both they and she will immediately curl up and die. + +But alas, I had but scant time to devote to this enchanting and +engrossing study, which, properly pursued, will fill a man's days to +the brim. I gathered my specimens as I could and classified and +mounted them as it pleased God--until the advent of John Flint. + +Now, I must, with great reluctance, here set down the plain truth that +he, too, looked upon me at first with amaze not unmixed with rage and +contempt. Most caterpillars, you understand, feed upon food of their +own arbitrary choosing; and when they are in captivity one must +procure this particular aliment if one hopes to rear them. + +_Slippy McGee feeding bugs!_ It was about as hideous and devil-born a +contretemps as, say, putting a belted earl to peel potatoes or asking +an archbishop to clean cuspidors. The man boiled with offended dignity +and outraged pride. One could actually see him swell. He had expected +something quite different, and this apparently offensive triviality +disgusted and shocked him. I could see myself falling forty thousand +fathoms in his esteem, and I think he would have incontinently turned +his back upon me save for his promise to Mary Virginia. + +It is true that many of the caterpillars are ugly and formidable, poor +things, to the uninitiated eye, which fails to recognize under this +uncomely disguise the crowned and glorious citizens of the air. I had +just then a great Cecropia, an able-bodied green gentleman armed with +twelve thorn-like, sizable horns, and wearing, along with other +agreeable adornments, three yellow and four red arrangements like +growths of dwarf cactus plants on the segments behind his hard round +green head. + +Mr. Flint, with an ejaculation of horror, backed off on one crutch and +clubbed the other. + +"My God!" said he, "Kill it! Kill it!" I saved my green friend in the +nick of time. The man, with staring eyes, looked from me to the +caterpillar; then he leaned over and watched it, in grim silence. + +He knotted his forehead, made slits of his eyes, gulped, screwed his +mouth into the thin red line of deadly determination, and with every +nerve braced, even as a martyr braces himself for the stake or the +sword, put out his hand, up which the formidable-looking worm walked +leisurely. Death not immediately resulting from this daring act, he +controlled his shudders and breathed easier. The worm became less and +less terrifying; no longer appearing, say, the size of the boa +constrictor. A few moments of this harmless meandering about Mr. +Flint's hand and arm, and of a sudden he wore his true colors of an +inoffensive and law-abiding larva, anxious only to attend strictly to +his own legitimate business, the Gargantuan feeding of himself into +the pupa from which he would presently emerge one of the most +magnificent of native moths. Gingerly Mr. Flint picked him up between +thumb and fore-finger, and as gingerly dropped him back into the +breeding-cage. He squared his shoulders, wiped his brow, and drew a +long whistling breath. + +"Phe-ew! It took all my nerve to do it!" said he, frankly. "I felt for +a minute as if a strong-arm cop'd chased me up an alley and pulled his +gun on me. The feeling of a bug's legs on your bare skin is something +fierce at first, ain't it? But after _him_ none of 'em can scare me +any more. I could play tag with pink monkeys with blue tails and green +whiskers without sending in the hurry-call." + +The setting boards and blocks, the arrays of pins, needles, tubes, +forceps, jars and bottles, magnifying-glasses, microscope, slides, +drying-ovens, relaxing-box, cabinets, and above all, the mounted +specimens, raised his spirits somewhat. This, at least, looked +workman-like; this, at least, promised something better than stoking +worms! + +If not hopefully, at least willingly enough, he allowed himself to be +set to work. And that work had come in what some like to call the +psychological moment. At least it came--or was sent--just when he +needed it most. + +He soon discovered, as all beginners must, that there is very much +more to it than one might think; that here, too, one must pay for +exact knowledge with painstaking care and patient study and ceaseless +effort. He discovered how fatally easy it is to spoil a good specimen; +how fairy-fragile a wee wing is; how painted scales rub, and vanish +into thin air; how delicate antennae break, and forelegs will +fiendishly depart hence; and that proper mounting, which results in a +perfect insect, is a task which requires practice, a sure eye, and an +expert, delicate, and dexterous touch. Also, that one must be +ceaselessly on guard lest the baleful little ant and other tiny curses +evade one's vigilance and render void one's best work. He learned +these and other salutary lessons, which tend to tone down an amateur's +conceit of his half-knowledge; and this chastened him. He felt his +pride at stake--he who could so expertly, with almost demoniac +ingenuity, force the costliest and most cunningly constructed +burglar-proof lock; he whose not idle boast was that he was handy with +his fingers! Slippy McGee baffled, at bay before a butterfly? And in +the presence of a mere priest and a girl-child? Never! He'd show us +what he could do when he really tried to try! + +Presently he wanted to classify; and he wanted to do it alone and +unaided--it looked easy enough. It irked him, pricked his pride, to +have to be always asking somebody else "what is this?" And right then +and there those inevitable difficulties that confront every earnest +and conscientious seeker at the beginning of his quest, arose, as the +fascinating living puzzles presented themselves for his solving. + +To classify correctly is not something one learns in a day, be he +never so willing and eager; as one may discover who cares to take half +a dozen plain, obscurely-colored small moths, and attempts to put them +in their proper places. + +Mr. Flint tried it--and those wretched creatures _wouldn't_ stay put. +It seemed to him that every time he looked at them they ought to be +somewhere else; always there was something--a bar, a stripe, a small +distinctive spot, a wing of peculiar shape, antennae, or palpi, or +spur, to differentiate them. + +"Where the Sam Hill," he blazed, "do all these footy little devils +come from, anyhow? Where am I to put a beast of a bug when the next +one that's exactly like it is entirely different the next time you +look at it? There's too much beginning and no end at all to this +game!" + +For all that, he followed them up. I saw with pure joy that he refused +to dismiss anything carelessly, while he scorned to split hairs. He +had a regular course of procedure when he was puzzled. First he turned +the new insect over and over and glared at it from every possible +angle; then he rumpled his hair, gritted his teeth, squared his +shoulders and hurled himself into work. + +There was, for instance, the common Dione Vanillae, that splendid Gulf +Fritillary which haunts all the highways of the South. She's a +long-wing, but she's not a Heliconian; she's a silver-spot, but she's +not an Argynnis. She bears a striking family likeness to her fine +relations, but she has certain structural peculiarities which +differentiate her. Whose word should he take for this, and why? +Wherein lay those differences? He began, patiently, with her +cylinder-shaped yellow-brown, orange-spotted caterpillar, on the +purple passion flowers in our garden; he watched it change into a +dark-brown chrysalis marked with a few pale spots; he saw emerge from +this the red-robed lady herself, with her long fulvous forewings, and +her shorter hind wings smocked with black velvet, and her under-frock +flushed with pinkish orange and spangled with silver. And yet, in +spite of her long marvelous tongue--he was beginning to find out that +no tool he had ever seen, and but few that God Himself makes, is so +wonderful as a butterfly's tongue--she hadn't been able to tell him +that about herself which he most wished to find out. _That_ called for +a deeper knowledge than he as yet possessed. + +But he knew that other men knew. And he had to know. He meant to know. +For the work gripped him as it does those marked and foreordained for +its service. That marvelous world in which the Little People dwell--a +world so absolutely different from ours that it might well be upon +another planet--began to open, slowly, slowly, one of its many +mysterious doors, allowing him just glimpse enough of what magic lay +beyond to fire his heart and to whet his appetite. And he couldn't +break into that world with a jimmy. It was burglar-proof. That portal +was so impervious to even the facile fingers of Slippy McGee, that +John Flint must pay the inevitable and appropriate toll to enter! + +Westmoreland had replaced his crutches with a wooden leg, and you +might see him stumping about our grounds, minutely examining the +underside of shrubs and bushes, the bark of trees, poking into corners +and crannies, or scraping in the mold under the fallen leaves by the +fences, for things which no longer filled him with aversion and +disgust, but with the student's interest and pleasure. + +"Think of me being in the same world with 'em all these years and not +knowing a thing about 'em when there's so much to know, and under my +skin stark crazy to learn it, only I didn't know I even wanted to know +what I really want to know more than anything else, until I had to +get dumped down here to find it out! I get the funniest sort of a +feeling, parson, that all along there's been a Me tucked away inside +my hide that's been loving these things ever since I was born. Not +just to catch and handle 'em, and stretch out their little wings, and +remember the names some bughouse high-brow wished on 'em, though all +that's in the feeling, too; it's something else, if I could make you +understand what I mean." + +I laughed. "I think I do understand," said I. "I have a Me like that +tucked away in mine, too, you know." + +He looked at me gravely. "Parson," said he, earnestly, "there's times +I wish you had a dozen kids, and every one of 'em twins! It's a shame +to think of some poor orphans swindled out of such a daddy as you'd +have made!" + +"Why," said I, smiling, "_You_ are one of my twins." + +"Me?" He reflected. "Maybe half of me might be, parson," he agreed, +"but it's not safe for a skypilot to be caught owning a twin like the +other half." + +"I'm pinning my faith to _my_ half," said I, serenely. + +"Now, why?" he asked, with sudden fierceness. "I turn it over and over +and over: it looks white on the outside, but I can't to save me figure +out _why_ you're doing it. Parson, _what_ have you got up your +sleeve?" + +"Nothing but my arm. What should you think?" + +"I don't know what to think, and that's the straight of it. What's +your game, anyhow? What in the name of God are you after?" + +"Why, I think," said I, "that in the name of God I'm after--that other +You that's been tucked away all these years, and couldn't get born +until a Me inside mine, just like himself, called him to come out and +be alive." + +He pondered this in silence. Then: + +"I'll take your word for it," said he. "Though if anybody'd ever told +me I'd be eating out of a parson's hand, I'd have pushed his face in +for him. Yep, I'm Fido! _Me!_" + +"At least you growl enough," said I, tartly. + +He eyed me askance. + +"Have I got to lick hands?" he snarled. + +I walked away, without a reply; through my shoulder-blades I could +feel him glaring after me. He followed, hobbling: + +"Parson!" + +"Well?" + +"If I'm not the sort that licks hands I'm not the sort that bites 'em, +neither. I'll tell you--it's this way: I--sort of get to chewing on +that infernal log of wood that's where my good leg used to grow +and--and splinters get into my temper--and I've _got_ to snarl or +burst wide open! You'd growl like the devil yourself, if you had to +try holding down my job for awhile, skypilot or no skypilot!" + +"Why--I dare say I should," said I, contritely. "But," I added, after +a pause, "I shouldn't be any the better for it, should you think?" + +"Not so you could notice," shortly. And after a moment he added, in an +altered voice: "Rule 1: Can the Squeal!" + +I think he most honestly tried to. It was no easy task, and I have +seen the sweat start upon his forehead and his face go pale, when in +his eagerness he forgot for a moment the cruel fact that he could no +longer move as lightly as of old--and the crippled body, betraying +him, reminded him all too swiftly of his mistake. + +The work saved him. For it is the heaven-sent sort of work, to those +ordained for it, that fills one's hours and leaves one eager for +further tasks. It called for all his oldtime ingenuity. His tools, for +instance--at times their limitations irked him, and he made others +more satisfactory to himself; tools adjusted to an insect's frail +body, not to a time-lock. Before that summer ended he could handle +even the frailest and tiniest specimen with such nice care that it was +delightful to watch him at work. The time was to come when he could +mend a torn wing or fix a broken antennas with such exquisite fidelity +to detail that even the most expert eye might well be deceived. + +I had only looked for a little temporary help, such as any intelligent +amateur might be able to furnish. But I was not long unaware that this +was more than a mere amateur. To quote himself, he had the goods, and +I realized with a mounting heart that I had made a find, if I could +only hold on to it. For the first time in years I could exchange +specimens. My cabinets began to fill out--with such perfect insects, +too! We added several rare ones, a circumstance to make any +entomologist look upon the world through rosy spectacles. Why, even +the scarce shy Cossus Centerensis came to our very doors, apparently +to fill a space awaiting him. Perhaps he was a Buddhist insect +undergoing reincarnation, and was anxious to acquire merit by +self-immolation. Anyhow, we acquired him, and I hope he acquired +merit. + +We had scores of insects in the drying ovens. We had more and ever more +in the breeding cages,--in our case simple home-made affairs of a keg +or a box with a fine wire-netting over the food plant; or a lamp-chimney +slipped over a potted plant with a bit of mosquito-netting tied over the +top, for the smaller forms. + +These cages were a never-failing source of delight and interest to the +children, and at their hands heaven rained caterpillars upon us that +season. Even my mother grew interested in the work, though Clelie +never ceased to look upon it as a horrid madness peculiar to white +people. + +"All Buckrahs is funny in dey haids," Daddy January consoled her when +she complained to him about it. "Dey gets all kind o' fool notions +'bout all kind o' fool t'ings. You ain't got to feel so bad--de Jedge +is lots wuss'n yo' boss is. Yo' boss kin see de bugs he run atter, but +my boss talk 'bout some kind o' bug he call Germ. I ax um what kind o' +bug is dat; an' he 'low you can't see um wid yo' eye. I ain't say so +to de Jedge, but _I_ 'low when you see bug you can't see wid yo' eye, +you best not seem um 'tall--case he must be some kind o' spook, an' +Gawd knows I ain't want to see no spook. Ef de bug ain't no spook, den +he mus' be eenside yo' haid, 'stead o' outside um, an' to hab bug on +de eenside o' yo' haid is de wuss kind o' bad luck. Anyhow, nobody but +Buckrah talk an' ack like dat, niggers is got mo' sense." + +We found, presently, a ready and a steady sale for our extra stock. We +could supply caterpillars, butterflies and moths, or chrysalids and +cocoons; we had some rather scarce ones; and then, our unmounted +specimens were so perfect, and our mounted ones so exquisitely done, +that we had but little trouble in disposing of them. Under the hand of +John Flint these last were really works of art. Not for nothing had +he boasted that he was handy with his fingers. + +The pretty common forms, framed hovering lifelike over delicately +pressed ferns and flowers, found even a readier market, for they were +really beautiful. Money had begun to come in--not largely, it is true, +but still steadily and surely. You must know how to handle your stock, +and you must be in touch with your market--scientists, students, +collectors,--and this, of course, takes time. We could supply the +larger dealers, too, although they pay less, and we had a modest +advertisement in one or two papers published for the profession, which +brought us orders. But let no one imagine that it is an easy task to +handle these frail bodies, these gossamer wings, so that naturalists +and collectors are glad to get them. Once or twice we lost valuable +shipments. + +Long since--in the late spring, to be exact, John Flint had moved out +of the Guest Room, needed for other occupants, into a two-roomed +outbuilding across the garden. Some former pastor had had it built for +an oratory and retreat, but now, covered with vines, it had stood for +many years unused, save as a sort of lumber room. + +When the troublesome question of where we might properly house him had +arisen, my mother hit upon these unused rooms as by direct +inspiration. She had them cleaned, repainted, scoured, and turned into +a pleasant well-lighted, airy workroom and living-room combined, and a +smaller and rather austere bedroom, with an inexpensive but very good +head of Christ over the mantel, and an old, old carved crucifix on the +wall beside the white iron bed. Laurence took from his own room a +Morris chair, whose somewhat frayed cushions my mother neatly +re-covered. Mary Virginia contributed a rug, as well as dressing-gown +and slippers. Miss Sally Ruth gave him outright a brand-new Bible, and +loaned him an old cedar-wood wardrobe which had been her +great-grandmother's, and which still smelt delicately of generations +of rose-leaved and lavendered linen. + +"All I ask," said Miss Sally Ruth sharply, "is that you'll read Paul +with your eyes open and your mouth shut, and that you'll keep your +clothes in that wardrobe and your moths out of it. If it was intended +for anybody to teach you anything, then Paul will teach you; but it +_wasn't_ intended for a cedar-wood wardrobe to hold moths, and I hope +you won't forget it!" + +Major Cartwright sent over a fishing-rod, a large jar of tobacco, and +a framed picture of General Lee. + +"Because no man, suh, could live under the same roof with even his +pictured semblance, and not be the bettah fo' it," said the major +earnestly. "I know. I've got to live with him myself. When I'm fair to +middlin' he's in the dinin' room. When I've skidded off the straight +an' narrow path I lock him up in the parlor, an' at such times I sleep +out on the po'ch. But when I'm at peace with man an' God I take him +into my bedroom an' look at him befo' retirin'. He's about as easy to +live with as the Angel Gabriel, but he's mighty bracin', Marse Robert +is: mighty bracin'!" + +Thus equipped, John Flint settled himself in his own house. It had +been a wise move, for he had the sense of proprietorship, privacy, and +freedom. He could come and go as he pleased, with no one to question. +He could work undisturbed, save for the children who brought him such +things as they could find. He put his breeding cages out on the +vine-covered piazzas surrounding two-sides of his house, arranged the +cabinets and boxes which had been removed from my study to his own, +nailed up a few shelves to suit himself, and set up housekeeping. + +My mother had been frankly delighted to have my creeping friends moved +out of the Parish House, and Clelie abated in her dislike of the +one-legged man because he had, in a way, removed from her a heretofore +never-absent fear of waking up some night and finding a caterpillar +under her bed. More yet, he entailed no extra work, for he flatly +refused to have her set foot in his rooms for the purpose of cleaning +them. He attended to that himself. The man was a marvel of neatness +and order. Mesdames, permit me to here remark that when a man is neat +and orderly no woman of Eve's daughters can compare with him. John +Flint's rooms would arouse the rabid envy of the cleanest and most +scourful she in Holland itself. + +Now as the months wore away there had sprung up between him, and Mary +Virginia and Laurence, one of those odd comradely friendships which +sometime unite the totally unlike with bonds hard to break. His +spotless workroom had a fascination for the youngsters. They were +always in and out, now with a cocoon, now an imago, now a larva, and +then again to see how those they had already brought were getting +along. + +The lame man was an unrivaled listener--a circumstance which endeared +him to youthful Laurence, in whom thoughts and the urge to express +these thoughts in words rose like sap. This fresh and untainted +confidence, poured out so naively, taught John Flint more than any +words or prayers of mine could have done. It opened to him a world +into which, his eyes had not heretofore been permitted to look; and +the result was all the more sure and certain, in that the children had +no faintest idea of the effect they were producing. They had no end to +gain, no ax to grind; they merely spoke the truth as they knew it, and +this unselfish and hopeful truthfulness aroused his interest and +curiosity; it even compelled his admiration. He couldn't dismiss +_this_ as "hot air"! + +I was more than glad to have him thus taught. It was a salutary +lesson, tending to temper his overweening confidence and to humble his +contemptuous pride. In his own world he had been supreme, a figure of +sinister importance. Brash had been crook or cop who had taught or +caught Slippy McGee! But in this new atmosphere, in which he breathed +with difficulty, the young had been given him for guides. They led +him, where a grownup had failed. + +Mary Virginia was particularly fond of him. He had as little to say to +her as to Laurence, but he looked at her with interested eyes that +never lost a movement; she knew he never missed a word, either; his +silence was friendly, and the little girl had a pleasant fashion of +taking folk for granted. Hers was one of those large natures which +give lavishly, shares itself freely, but does not demand much in +return. She gave with an open hand to her quiet listener--her books, +her music, her amusing and innocent views, her frank comments, her +truthfulness, her sweet brave gaiety; and he absorbed it like a +sponge. It delighted her to find and bring the proper food-plants for +his cages. And she being one of those who sing while they work, you +might hear her caroling like a lark, flitting about the old garden +with her red setter Kerry at her heels. + +Laurence no longer read aloud to him, but instead gave Flint such +books as he could find covering his particular study, and these were +devoured and pored over, and more begged for. Flint would go without +new clothes, neat as he was, and without tobacco, much as he liked to +smoke,--to buy books upon lepidoptera. + +He helped my mother with her flowers and her vegetables, but refused +to have anything to do with her chickens, remarking shortly that hens +were such fools he couldn't help hating them. Madame said she liked to +have him around, for he was more like some unobtrusive jinnee than a +mere mortal. She declared that John Flint had what the negroes call a +"growing hand"--he had only to stick a bit of green in the ground and +it grew like Jonah's gourd. + +Since he had begun to hobble about, he had gradually come to be +accepted by the town in general. They looked upon him as one who +shared Father De Rance's madness, a tramp who was a hunter of bugs. It +explained his presence in the Parish House; I fancy it also explained +to some why he had been a tramp! + +Folks got used to him, as one does to anything one sees daily. The +pleasant conservative soft-voiced ladies who liked to call on Madame +of an afternoon and gossip Christianly, and drink tea and eat Clelie's +little cakes on our broad shady verandah, only glanced casually at the +bent head and shoulders visible through the screened window across the +garden. They said he was very interesting, of course, but painfully +shy and bashful. As for him, he was as horribly afraid of them as they +would have been of him, had they known. I could not always save +myself from the sin of smiling at an ironic situation. + +Judge Mayne had at first eyed the man askance, watching him as his own +cats might an interloping stray dog. + +"The fellow's not very prepossessing," he told me, of an evening when +he had dined with us, "but I've been on the bench long enough to be +skeptical of any fixed good or bad type--I've found that the criminal +type is any type that goes wrong; so I shouldn't go so far as to call +this chap a bad egg. But--I hope you are reasonably sure of him, +father?" + +"Reasonably," said I, composedly. + +"Laurence tells me Madame and Mary Virginia _like_ the fellow. H'm! +Well, I've acquired a little faith in the intuition of women--some +women, understand, and some times. And mark you, I didn't say +_judgment_. Let us hope that this is one of the times when faith in +intuition will be justified." + +Later, when he had had time to examine the work progressing under the +flexible fingers of the silent workman, he withdrew with more respect. + +"I suppose he's all right, if you think so, father. But I'd watch out +for him, anyway," he advised. + +"That is exactly what I intend to do." + +"Rather he fell into your hands than mine. Better for him," said the +judge, briefly. Then he launched into an intimate talk of Laurence, +and in thus talking of the boy's future, forgot my helper. + +That was it, exactly. The man was so unobtrusive without in the least +being furtive. Had so little to say; attended so strictly to his own +business, and showed himself so utterly and almost inhumanly +uninterested in anybody else's, that he kept in the background. He +was there, and people knew it; they were, in a sense, interested in +him, but not curious about him. + +One morning in early autumn--he had been with us then some eight or +nine months--I went over to his rooms with a New York newspaper in my +hand. It had news that set my heart to pounding sickeningly--news that +at once simplified and yet complicated matters. I hesitated as to +whether or not I should tell him, but decided that whatever effect +that news might produce, I would deal with him openly, above board, +and always with truth. He must act and judge for himself and with his +eyes open. On my part there should be no concealment. + +The paper stated that the body of a man found floating in the East +River had been positively identified by the police as that of Slippy +McGee. That the noted crook had gotten back into New York through the +cunning dragnet so carefully spread for him was another proof of his +daring and dexterity. How he met the dark fate which set him adrift, +battered and dreadful, in the East River, was another of those +underworld crimes that remain unsolved. Cunning and dangerous, +mysterious in his life, baffling all efforts to get at him, he was as +evilly mysterious in his death. There was only one thing sure--that +this dead wretch with the marks of violence upon him was Slippy McGee; +and since his breath had ceased, the authorities could breathe easier. + +He read it deliberately; then re-read it, and sat and stared at the +paper. A slow grim smile came to his lips, and he took his chin in his +hand, musingly. The eyes narrowed, the face darkened, the jaw thrust +itself forward. + +"Dead, huh?" he grunted, and stared about him, with a slow, twisting +movement of the head. "Well--I might just as well be, as buried alive +in a jay-dump at the tail-end of all creation!" Once again the Powers +of Darkness swooped down and wrestled with and for him; and knowing +what I knew, sick at heart, I trembled for him. + +"What am _I_ doing here, anyhow?" he snarled with his lips drawn back +from his teeth. "Piddling with bugs--_Me!_ Patching up their dinky +little wings and stretching out their dam' little legs and feelers--me +being what I am, and they being what they are! Say, I've got to quit +this, once for all I've got to quit it. I'm not a _man_ any more. I'm +a dead one, a he-granny cutting silo for lady-worms and drynursing +their interesting little babies. My God! _Me!_" And he threw his hands +above his head with a gesture of rage and despair. + +"Hanging on here like a boob--no wonder they think I'm dead! If I +could just make a getaway and pull off one more good job and land +enough--" + +"You couldn't keep it, if you did land it--your sort can't. You know +how it went before--the women and the sharks got it. There'd be always +that same incentive to pull off just one more to keep you going--until +you'd pulled yourself behind bars, and stayed there. And there's the +drug-danger, too. If you escaped so far, it was because so far you had +the strength to let drugs alone. But the drugs get you, sooner or +later, do they not? Have you not told me over and over again that +'nearly all dips are dopes'? That first the dope gets you--and then +the law? No. You can't pull off anything that won't pull you into +hell. We have gone over this thing often enough, haven't we?" + +"No, we haven't. And I haven't had a chance to pull off +anything--except leaves for bugs. _Me!_ I want to get my hand in once +more, I tell you! I want to pull off a stunt that'll make the whole +bunch of bulls sit up and bellow for fair--and I can do it, easy as +easy. Think I've croaked, do they? And they can all snooze on their +peg-posts, now I'm a stiff? Well, by cripes, I just want half of a +half of a chance, and I'll show 'em Slippy McGee's good and plenty +alive!" + +"Come out into the garden, my son, and feel that you are good and +plenty alive. Come out into the free air. Hold on tight, a little +while longer!" + +I laid my hand upon his shoulder compellingly, and although he glared +at me, and ground his teeth, and lifted his lip, he came; unwillingly, +swearing under his breath, he came. We tramped up and down the garden +paths, up and down, and back again, his wooden peg making a round +hole, like a hoofmark, in the earth. He stared down at it, spat +savagely upon it, and swore horribly, but not too loudly. + +"I want to feel like a live man!" he gritted. "A live man, not a +one-legged mucker with a beard like a Dutch bomb-thrower's, puttering +about a skypilot's backyard on the wrong side of everything!" + +"Stick it out a little longer, John Flint; hold fast!" + +"Hold fast to what?" he demanded savagely. "To a bug stuck on a +needle?" + +"Yes. And to me who trusts you. To Madame who likes you. To the dear +child who put bug and needle into your hand because she knew it was +good work and trusted your hand to do it. And more than all, to that +other Me you're finding--your own true self, John Flint! Hold fast, +hold fast!" + +He stopped and stared at me. + +"I'm believing him again!" said he, grievously. "I've been sat on +while I was hot, and my number's marked on me, 23. I'm hoodooed, +that's what!" + +Tramp, tramp, stump, stump, up and down, the two of us. + +"All right, devil-dodger," said he wearily, after a long sullen +silence. "I'll stick it out a bit longer, to please you. You've been +white--the lot of you. But look here--if I beat it some night ... with +what I can find, why, I'm warning you: don't blame _me_--you're +running your risks, and it'll be up to _you_ to explain!" + +"When you want to go, John Flint--when you really and truly want to +go, why, take anything I have that you may fancy, my son. I give it +you beforehand." + +"I don't want anything given to me beforehand!" he growled. "I want to +take what I want to take without anybody's leave!" + +"Very well, then; take what you want to take, without anybody's leave! +I shall be able to do without it, I dare say." + +He turned upon me furiously: + +"Oh, yes, I guess you can! You'd do without eating and breathing too, +I suppose, if you could manage it! You do without too blamed much +right now, trying to beat yourself to being a saint! Of course I'd +help myself and leave you to go without--you're enough to make a man +ache to shoot some sense into you with a cannon! And for God's sake, +_who_ are you pinching and scraping and going without _for_? A bunch +of hickey factory-shuckers that haven't got sense enough to talk +American, and a lot of mill-hands with beans on 'em like bone buttons! +They ain't worth it. While I'm in the humor, take it from me there +ain't anybody worth anything anyhow!" + +"Oh, Mr. Flint! What a shame and a sin!" called another voice. "Oh, +Mr. Flint, I'm ashamed of you!" There in the freedom of the Saturday +morning sunlight stood Mary Virginia, her red Irish setter Kerry +beside her. + +"I came over," said she, "to see how the baby-moths are getting on +this morning, and to know if the last hairy gentleman I brought spins +into a cocoon or buries himself in the ground. And then I heard Mr. +Flint--and what he said is unkind, and untrue, and not a bit like him. +Why, everybody's worth everything you can do for them--only some are +worth more." + +The wild wrath died out of his face. As usual, he softened at sight of +her. + +"Oh, well, miss, I wasn't thinking of the like of you--and him," he +jerked his head at me, half apologetically, "nor young Mayne, nor the +little Madame. You're different." + +"Why, no, we aren't, really," said Mary Virginia, puckering her brows +adorably. "We only _seem_ to be different--but we are just exactly +like everybody else, only _we_ know it, and some people never can seem +to find it out--and there's the difference! You see?" That was the +befuddled manner in which Mary Virginia very often explained things. +If God was good to you, you got a little glimmer of what she meant and +was trying to tell you. Mary Virginia often talked as the alchemists +used to write--cryptically, abstrusely, as if to hide the golden truth +from all but the initiate. + +"Come and shake hands with Mr. Flint, Kerry," said she to the setter. +"I want you to help make him understand things it's high time he +should know. Nobody can do that better than a good dog can." + +Kerry looked a trifle doubtful, but having been told to do a certain +thing, he obeyed, as a good dog does. Gravely he sat up and held out +an obedient paw, which the man took mechanically. But meeting the +clear hazel eyes, he dropped his hand upon the shining head with the +gesture of one who desires to become friends. Accepting this, Kerry +reached up a nose and nuzzled. Then he wagged his plumy tail. + +"There!" said Mary Virginia, delightedly. "Now, don't you see how +horrid it was to talk the way you talked? Why, Kerry _likes_ you, and +Kerry is a sensible dog." + +"Yes, miss," and he looked at Mary Virginia very much as the dog did, +trustingly, but a little bewildered. + +"Aren't you sorry you said that?" + +"Y-e-s, seeing you seem to think it was wrong." + +"Well, you'll know better from now on," said Mary Virginia, +comfortingly. She looked at him searchingly for a minute, and he met +her look without flinching. That had been the one hopeful sign, from +the first--that he never refused to meet your glance, but gave you +back one just as steady, if more suspicious. + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, "you've about made up your mind to +stay on here with the Padre, haven't you? For a good long while, at +any rate? You wouldn't like to leave the Padre, would you?" + +He stiffened. One could see the struggle within him. + +"Well, miss, I can't see but that I've just got to stay on--for +awhile. Until he's tired of me and my ways, anyhow," he said gloomily. + +Mary Virginia dismissed my tiredness with an airy wave of her hand. +She smiled. + +"Do you know," said she earnestly, "I've had the funniest idea about +you, from the very first time I saw you? Well, I have. I've somehow +got the notion that you and the Padre _belong_. I think that's why you +came. I think you belong right here, in that darling little house, +studying butterflies and mounting them so beautifully they look alive. +I think you're never going to go away anywhere any more, but that +you're going to stay right here as long as you live!" + +His face turned an ugly white, and his mouth fell open. He looked at +Mary Virginia almost with horror--Saul might have looked thus at the +Witch of Endor when she summoned the shade of Samuel to tell him that +the kingdom had been rent from his hand and his fate was upon him. + +Mary Virginia nodded, thoughtfully. + +"I feel so sure of it," said she, confidently, "that I'm going to ask +you to do me a favor. I want you to take care of Kerry for me. You +know I'm going away to school next week, and--he can't stay at home +when I'm not there. My father's away frequently, and he couldn't take +Kerry about with him, of course. And he couldn't be left with the +servants--somehow he doesn't like the colored people. He always growls +at them, and they're afraid of him. And my mother dislikes dogs +intensely--she's afraid of them, except those horrible little +toy-things that aren't _dogs_ any more." The scorn of the real +dog-lover was in her voice. "Kerry's used to the Parish House. He +loves the Padre, he'll soon love you, and he likes to play with +Pitache, so Madame wouldn't mind his being here. And--I'd be more +satisfied in my mind if he were with somebody that--that needed +him--and would like him a whole lot--somebody like you," she finished. + +Now, Mary Virginia regarded Kerry even as the apple of her eye. The +dog was a noble and beautiful specimen of his race, thoroughbred to +the bone, a fine field dog, and the pride of the child's heart. He was +what only that most delightful of dogs, a thoroughbred Irish setter, +can be. John Flint gasped. Something perplexed, incredulous, painful, +dazzled, crept into his face and looked out of his eyes. + +"_Me_?" he gasped. "You mean you're willing to let me keep your dog +for you? Yours?" + +"I want to _give_ him to you," said Mary Virginia bravely enough, +though her voice trembled. "I am perfectly sure you'll love +him--better than any one else in the world would, except me myself. I +don't know why I know that, but I do know it. If you wanted to go +away, later on, why, you could turn him over to the Padre, because of +course you wouldn't want to have a dog following you about everywhere. +They're a lot of bother. But--somehow, I think you'll keep him. I +think you'll love him. He--he's a darling dog." She was too proud to +turn her head aside, but two large tears rolled down her cheeks, like +dew upon a rose. + +John Flint stood stock-still, looking from her to the dog, and back +again. Kerry, sensing that something was wrong with his little +mistress, pawed her skirts and whined. + +"Now I come to think of it," said John Flint slowly, "I never had +anything--anything alive, I mean--belong to me before." + +Mary Virginia glanced up at him shrewdly, and smiled through her +tears. Her smile makes a funny delicious red V of her lower lip, and +is altogether adorable and seductive. + +"That's just exactly why you thought nobody was worth anything," she +said. Then she bent over her dog and kissed him between his beautiful +hazel eyes. + +"Kerry, dear," said she, "Kerry, dear Kerry, you don't belong to me +any more. I--I've got to go away to school--and you know you wouldn't +be happy at home without me. You belong to Mr. Flint now, and I'm sure +he needs you, and I know he'll love you almost as much as I do, and +he'll be very, very good to you. So you're to stay with him, +and--stand by him and be his dog, like you were mine. You'll remember, +Kerry? Good-by, my dear, dear, darling dog!" She kissed him again, +patted him, and thrust his collar into his new owner's hand. + +"Go--good-by, everybody!" said she, in a muffled voice, and ran. I +think she would have cried childishly in another moment; and she was +trying hard to remember that she was growing up! + +John Flint stood staring after her, his hand on the dog's collar, +holding him in. His face was still without a vestige of color, and his +eyes glittered. Then his other hand crept out to touch the dog's +head. + +"It's wet--where she dropped tears on it! Parson ... she's given me +her dog ... that she loves enough to cry over!" + +"He's a very fine dog, and she has had him and loved him from his +puppyhood," I reminded him. And I added, with a wily tongue: "You can +always turn him over to me, you know--if you decide to take to the +road and wish to get rid of a troublesome companion. A dog is bad +company for a man who wishes to dodge the police." + +But he only shook his head. His eyes were troubled, and his forehead +wrinkled. + +"Parson," said he, hesitatingly, "did you ever feel like you'd been +caught by--by Something reaching down out of the dark? Something big +that you couldn't see and couldn't ever hope to get away from, because +it's always on the job? Ain't it a hell of a feeling?" + +"Yes," I agreed. "I've felt--caught by that Something, too. And it is +at first a terrifying sensation. Until--you learn to be glad." + +"You're caught--and you know under your hat you're never going to be +able to get away any more. It'll hold you till you die!" said he, a +little wildly. "My God! I'm caught! First It bit off a leg on me, so I +couldn't run. Then It wished you and your bugs on me. And now--Yes, +sir; I'm done for. That kid got my goat this morning. My God, who'd +believe it? But it's true: I'm done for. She gave me her dog and she +got my goat!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +"THY SERVANT WILL GO AND FIGHT WITH THIS PHILISTINE" + 1 Sam. 17: 32. + + +Mary Virginia had gone, weeping and bewept, and the spirit of youth +seemed to have gone with her, leaving the Parish House darkened +because of its absence. A sorrowful quiet brooded over the garden that +no longer echoed a caroling voice. Kerry, seeking vainly for the +little mistress, would come whining back to John Flint, and look up +mutely into his face; and finding no promise there, lie down, +whimpering, at his feet. The man seemed as desolate as the dog, +because of the child's departure. + +"When I come back," Mary Virginia said to him at parting, "I expect +you'll know more about moths and butterflies than anybody else in the +world does. You're that sort. I'd love to be here, watching you grow +up into it, but I've got to go away and grow up into something myself. +I'm very glad you came here, Mr. Flint. You've helped me, lots." + +"Me?" with husky astonishment. + +"You, of course," said the child, serenely. "Because you are such a +good man, Mr. Flint, and so patient, and you stick at what you try to +do until you do it better than anybody else does. Often and often when +I've been trying to do sums--I'm frightfully stupid about +arithmetic--and I wanted to give up, I'd think of you over here just +trying and trying and keeping right on trying, until you'd gotten what +you wanted to know; and then _I'd_ keep on trying, too. The funny part +is, that I like you for making me do it. You see, I'm a very, very bad +person in some things, Mr. Flint," she said frankly. "Why, when my +mother has to tell me to look at so and so, and see how well they +behave, or how nicely they can do certain things, and how good they +are, and why don't I profit by such a good example, a perfectly horrid +raging sort of feeling comes all over me, and I want to be as naughty +as naughty! I feel like doing and saying things I'd never want to do +or say, if it wasn't for that good example. I just can't seem to +_bear_ being good-exampled. But you're different, thank goodness. Most +really good people are different, I guess." + +He looked at her, dumbly--he had no words at his command. She missed +the irony and the tragedy, but she sensed the depths of feeling under +that mute exterior. + +"I'm glad you're sorry I'm going away," said she, with the directness +that was so engaging. "I perfectly love people to feel sorry to part +with me. I hope and _hope_ they'll keep on being sorry--because +they'll be that much gladder when I come back. I don't believe there's +anything quite so wonderful and beautiful as having other folks like +you, except it's liking other folks yourself!" + +"I never had to be bothered about it, either way," said he dryly. His +face twitched. + +"Maybe that's because you never stayed still long enough in any one +place to catch hold," said she, and laughed at him. + +"Good-by, Mr. Flint! I'll never see a butterfly or a moth, the whole +time I'm gone, without making believe he's a messenger from Madame, +and the Padre, and you, and Kerry. I'll play he's a carrier-butterfly, +with a message tucked away under his wings: 'Howdy, Mary Virginia! +I've just come from flying over the flowers in the Parish House +garden; and the folks are all well, and busy, and happy. But they +haven't forgotten you for a single solitary minute, and they miss you +and wish you'd come back; and they send you their dear, dear love--and +I'll carry your dear, dear love back to them!' So if you see a big, +big, beautiful, strange fellow come sailing by your window some +morning, why, that's mine, Mr. Flint! Remember!" + +And then she was gone, and he had his first taste of unselfish human +sorrow. Heretofore his worries had been purely personal and +self-centered: this was different, and innocent. It shocked and +terrified him to find out how intensely he could miss another being, +and that being a mere child. He wasn't used to that sort of pain, and +it bewildered him. + +Eustis himself had wanted the little girl sent to a preparatory school +which would fit her for one of the women's colleges. He had visions of +the forward sweep of women--visions which his wife didn't share. Her +daughter should go to the Church School at which she herself had been +educated, an exclusive and expensive institution where the daughters +of the wealthy were given a finishing hand-polish with ecclesiastical +emery, as a sort of social hall-mark. Mrs. Eustis had a horror of what +she called, in quotation-marks, the modern non-religious method of +educating young ladies. + +The Eustis house was closed, and left in charge of the negro +caretakers, for Mrs. Eustis couldn't stand the loneliness of the place +after the child's departure, and Eustis himself found his presence +more and more necessary at the great plantation he was building up. +Mrs. Eustis left Appleboro, and my mother missed her. There was a vein +of pure gold underlying the placid little woman's character, which the +stronger woman divined and built upon. + +Laurence, too, entered college that Fall. I had coached him, in such +hours as I could spare. He was conscientious enough, though his Greek +was not the Greek of Homer and he vexed the soul of my mother with a +French she said was spoke + + full fair and fetisly + After ye schole of Strattford atte Bowe. + +But if he hadn't Mary Virginia's sensitiveness to all beauty, nor her +playful fancy and vivid imagination, he was clear-brained and +clean-thinking, with that large perspective and that practical +optimism which seem to me so essentially American. He saw without +confusion both the thing as it was and as it could become. With only +enough humor to save him, he had a sternness more of the puritan than +of the cavalier blood from which he had sprung. Above all was he +informed with that new spirit brooding upon the face of all the +waters, a spirit that for want of a better name one might call the +Race Conscience. + +It was this last aspect of the boy's character that amazed and +interested John Flint, who was himself too shrewd not to divine the +sincerity, even the commonsense, of what Laurence called "applied +Christianity." Altruism--and Slippy McGee! He listened with a puzzled +wonder. + +"I wish," he grumbled to Laurence, "that you'd come off the roof. It +gives a fellow stiff neck rubbering up at you!" + +"I'd rather stay up--the air's better, and you can see so much +farther," said Laurence. And he added hospitably: "There's plenty of +room--come on up, yourself!" + +"With one leg?" sarcastically. + +"And two eyes," said the boy. "Come on up--the sky's fine!" And he +laughed into the half-suspicious face. + +The gimlet eyes bored into him, and the frank and truthful eyes met +them unabashed, unwavering, with a something in them which made the +other blink. + +"When I got pitched into this burg," said the lame man thoughtfully, +"I landed all there--except a leg, but I never carried my brains in my +legs. I hadn't got any bats in my belfry. But I'm getting 'em. I'm +getting 'em so bad that when I hear some folks talk bughouse these +days it pretty near listens like good sense to me. Why, kid, I'm nut +enough now to dangle over the edge of believing you know what you're +talking about!" + +"Fall over: I _know_ I know what I'm talking about," said Laurence +magnificently. + +"I'm double-crossed," said John Flint, soberly and sadly, "Anyway I +look at it--" he swept the horizon with a wide-flung gesture, "it's +bugs for mine. I began by grannying bugs for _him_," he tossed his +head bull-like in my direction, "and I stand around swallowing hot +air from _you_--" He glared at Laurence, "and what's the result? Why, +that I've got bugs in the bean, that's what! Think of me licking an +all-day sucker a kid dopes out! _Me!_ Oh, he--venly saints!" he +gulped. "Ain't I the nut, though?" + +"Well, supposing?" said Laurence, laughing. "Buck up! You _could_ be a +bad egg instead of a good nut, you know!" + +John Flint's eyes slitted, then widened; his mouth followed suit +almost automatically. He looked at me. + +"Can you beat it?" he wondered. + +"Beating a bad egg would be a waste of time I wouldn't be guilty of," +said I amusedly. "But I hope to live to see the good nut grow into a +fine tree." + +"Do your damnedest--excuse me, parson!" said he contritely. "I mean, +don't stop for a little thing like _me_!" + +Laurence leaned forward. "Man," said he, impressively, "he won't have +to! You'll be marking time and keeping step with him yourself before +you know it!" + +"Huh!" said John Flint, non-committally. + + + +Laurence came to spend his last evening at home with us. + +"Padre," said he, when we walked up and down in the garden, after an +old custom, after dinner, "do you really know what I mean to do when +I've finished college and start out on my own hook?" + +"Put 'Mayne & Son' on the judge's shingle and walk around the block +forty times a day to look at it!" said I, promptly. + +"Of course," said he. "That first. But a legal shingle can be turned +into as handy a weapon as one could wish for, Padre, and _I'm_ going +to take that shingle and spank this sleepy-headed old town wide awake +with it!" He spoke with the conviction of youth, so sure of itself +that there is no room for doubt. There was in him, too, a hint of +latent power which was impressive. One did not laugh at Laurence. + +"It's my town," with his chin out. "It could be a mighty good town. +It's going to become one. I expect to live all my life right here, +among my own people, and they've got to make it worth my while. I +don't propose to cut myself down to fit any little hole: I intend to +make that hole big enough to fit my possible measure." + +"May an old friend wish more power to your shovel?" + +"It'll be a steam shovel!" said he, gaily. Then his face clouded. + +"Padre! I'm sick of the way things are run in Appleboro! I've talked +with other boys and they're sick of it, too. You know why they want to +get away? Because they think they haven't got even a fighting chance +here. Because towns like this are like billion-ton old wagons sunk so +deep in mudruts that nothing but dynamite can blow them out--and they +are not dealers in dynamite. If they want to do anything that even +_looks_ new they've got to fight the stand-patters to a finish, and +they're blockaded by a lot of reactionaries that don't know the +earth's moving. There are a lot of folks in the South, Padre, who've +been dead since the civil war, and haven't found it out themselves, +and won't take live people's word for it. Well, now, I mean to _do_ +things. I mean to do them right here. And I certainly shan't allow +myself to be blockaded by anybody, living or dead. You've got to fight +the devil with fire;--I'm going to blockade those blockaders, and see +that the dead ones are decently buried." + +"You have tackled a big job, my son." + +"I like big jobs, Padre. They're worth while. Maybe I'll be able to +keep some of the boys home--the town needs them. Maybe I can keep some +of those poor kids out of the mills, too. Oh, yes, I expect a right +lively time!" + +I was silent. I knew how supinely Appleboro lay in the hollow of a +hard hand. I had learned, too, how such a hand can close into a +strangling fist. + +"Of course I can't clean up the whole state, and I can't reorganize +the world," said the boy sturdily. "I'm not such a fool as to try. But +I can do my level best to disinfect my own particular corner, and make +it fit for men and safe for women and kids to live and breathe in. +Padre, for years there hasn't been a rotten deal nor a brazen steal in +this state that the man who practically owns and runs this town hadn't +a finger in, knuckle-deep. _He's got to go_." + +"Goliath doesn't always fall at the hand of the son of Jesse, my +little David," said I quietly. I also had dreamed dreams and seen +visions. + +"That's about what my father says," said the boy. "He wants me to be a +successful man, a 'safe and sane citizen.' He thinks a gentleman +should practise his profession decently and in order. But to believe, +as I do, that you can wipe out corruption, that you can tackle poverty +the same as you would any other disease, and prevent it, as smallpox +and yellow fever are prevented, he looks upon as madness and a waste +of time." + +"He has had sorrow and experience, and he is kind and charitable, as +well as wise," said I. + +"That's exactly where the hardest part comes in for us younger +fellows. It isn't bucking the bad that makes the fight so hard: it's +bucking the wrong-idea'd good. Padre, one good man on the wrong side +is a stumbling-block for the stoutest-hearted reformer ever born. It's +men like my father, who regard the smooth scoundrel that runs this +town as a necessary evil, and tolerate him because they wouldn't soil +their hands dealing with him, that do the greatest injury to the +state. I tell you what, it wouldn't be so hard to get rid of the +devil, if it weren't for the angels!" + +"And how," said I, ironically, "do you propose to set about smoothing +the rough and making straight the crooked, my son?" + +"Flatten 'em out," said he, briefly. "Politics. First off I'm going to +practice general law; then I'll be solicitor-general for this county. +After that, I shall be attorney-general for the state. Later I may be +governor, unless I become senator instead." + +"Well," said I, cautiously, "you'll be so toned down by that time that +you might make a very good governor indeed." + +"I couldn't very well make a worse one than some we've already had," +said the boy sternly. There was something of the accusing dignity of a +young archangel about him. I caught a glimpse of that newer America +growing up about us--an America gone back to the older, truer, +unbuyable ideals of our fathers. + +"I guess you'd better tell me good-by now, Padre," said he, presently. +"And bless me, please--it's a pretty custom. I won't see you again, +for you'll be saying mass when I'm running for my train. I'll go tell +John Flint good-by, too." + +He went over and rapped on the window, through which we could see +Flint sitting at his table, his head bent over a book. + +"Good-by, John Flint" said Laurence. "Good luck to you and your leggy +friends! When I come back you'll probably have mandibles, and you'll +greet me with a nip, in pure Bugese." + +"Good-by," said John Flint, lifting his head. Then, with unwonted +feeling: "I'm horrible sorry you've got to go--I'll miss you something +fierce. You've been very kind--thank you." + +"Mind you take care of the Padre," said the boy, waiving the thanks +with a smile. "Don't let him work too hard." + +"Who, me?" Flint's voice took the knife-edge of sarcasm. "Oh, sure! It +don't need but one leg to keep up with a gent trying to run a +thirty-six hour a day job with one-man power, does it? Son, take it +from me, when a man's got the real, simonpure, no-imitation, +soulsaving bug in his bean, a forty-legged cyclone couldn't keep up +with him, much less a guy with one pedal short." He glared at me +indignantly. From the first it has been one of his vainest notions +that I am perversely working myself to death. + +"There's nothing to be done with the Padre, then, I'm afraid," said +Laurence, chuckling. + +"I _might_ soak him in the cyanide jar for ten minutes a day without +killing him," mused Mr. Flint. "But," disgustedly, "what'd be the use? +When he came to and found he'd been that long idle he'd die of +heart-failure." He pushed aside the window screen, and the two shook +hands heartily. Then the boy, wringing my hand again, walked away +without another word. I felt a bit desolate--there are times when I +could envy women their solace of tears--as if he figured in his +handsome young person that newer, stronger, more conquering generation +which was marching ahead, leaving me, older and slower and sadder, +far, far behind it. Ah! To be once more that young, that strong, that +hopeful! + +When I began to reflect upon what seemed visionary plans, I was +saddened, foreseeing inevitable disillusion, perhaps even stark +failure, ahead of him. That he would stubbornly try to carry out those +plans I did not doubt: I knew my Laurence. He might accomplish a +certain amount of good. But to overthrow Inglesby, the Boss of +Appleboro--for he meant no less than this--why, that was a horse of +another color! + +For Inglesby was our one great financial figure. He owned our bank; +his was the controlling interest in the mills; he owned the factory +outright; he was president of half a dozen corporations and chairman +and director of many more. + +Did we have a celebration? There he was, in the center of the stage, +with a jovial loud laugh and an ultra-benevolent smile to hide the +menace of his little cold piglike eyes, and the meaning of his heavy +jaw. Will the statement that he had a pew in every church in town +explain him? He had one in mine, too; paid for, which many of them are +not. + +At the large bare office in the mill he was easy of access, and would +listen to what you had to say with flattering attention and sympathy. +But it was in his private office over the bank that this large spider +really spun the web of our politics. Mills, banks, churches, schools, +lights, railroads, stores, heating, water-power--all these juicy flies +apparently walked into his parlor of their own accord. He had made and +unmade governors; he had sent his men to Washington. How? We +suspected; but held our peace. If our Bible had bidden us Americans to +suffer rascals gladly--instead of mere fools--we couldn't be more +obedient to a mandate. + +Men like James Eustis and Judge Mayne despised Inglesby--but gave him +a wide berth. They wouldn't be enmeshed. It was known that Major +Appleby Cartwright had blackballed him. + +"I can stand a man, suh, that likes to get along in this world--within +proper bounds. But Inglesby hasn't got any proper bounds. He's a--a +cross between a Republican mule and a party-bolting boa-constrictor, +an' a hybrid like that hasn't got any place in nature. On top of that +he drinks ten cents a bottle grape juice and smokes five cent cigars. +And he's got the brazen and offensive effrontery to offer 'em to +self-respectin' men!" + +And here was Laurence, our little Laurence, training himself to +overthrow this overgrown Goliath! Well, if the boy could not bring +this Philistine to the earth, he might yet manage to give him a few +manful clumps on the head; perhaps enough to insure a chronic +headache. + +So thinking, I went in and watched John Flint finish a mounting-block +from a plan in the book open upon the table, adding, however, certain +improvements of his own. + +He laid the block aside and then took a spray of fresh leaves and fed +it to a horned and hungry caterpillar prowling on a bit of bare stem +at the bottom of his cage. + +"Get up there on those leaves, you horn-tailed horror! Move on,--you +lepidopterous son of a wigglejoint, or I'll pull your real name on you +in a minute and paralyze you stiff!" He drew a long breath. "You know +how I'm beginning to remember their real names? I swear 'em half an +hour a day. Next time you have trouble with those hickeys of yours, +try swearing caterpillar at 'em, and you'll find out." + +I laughed, and he grinned with me. + +"Say," said he, abruptly. "I've been listening with both my ears to +what that boy was talking to you about awhile ago. Thinks he can buck +the Boss, does he?" + +"Perhaps he may," I admitted. + +"Nifty old bird, the Big Un," said Mr. Flint, squinting his eyes. +"And," he went on, reflectively, "he's sure got your number in this +burg. Take you by and large, you lawabiders are a real funny sort, +ain't you? Now, there's Inglesby, handing out the little kids their +diplomas come school-closing, and telling 'em to be real good, and +maybe when they grow up he'll have a job in pickle for 'em--work like +a mule in a treadmill, twelve hours, no unions, _and_ the coroner to +sit on the remains, free and gratis, for to ease the widow's mind. +Inglesby's got seats in all your churches--first-aid to the parson's +pants-pockets. + +"Inglesby's right there on the platform at all your spiel-fests, +smirking at the women and telling 'em not to bother their nice little +noddles about anything but holding down their natural jobs of being +perfect ladies--ain't he and other gents just like him always right +there holding down _their_ natural jobs of protecting 'em and being +influenced to do what's right? Sure he is! And nobody howls for the +hook! You let him be It--him with a fist in the state's jeans up to +the armpit! + +"Look here, that Mayne kid's dead right. It's you good guys that are +to blame. We little bad ones see you kowtowing to the big worse ones, +and we get to thinking _we_ can come in under the wires easy winners, +too. However, let me tell you something while I'm in the humor to gas. +It's this: _sooner or later everybody gets theirs_. My sort and +Inglesby's sort, we all get ours. Duck and twist and turn and sidestep +all we want, at the end it's right there waiting for us, with a loaded +billy up its sleeve: _Ours!_ Some fine day when we're looking the +other way, thinking we've even got it on the annual turnout of the +cops up Broadway for class, why, Ours gets up easy on its hind legs, +spits on its mitt, and hands us exactly what's coming to us, biff! and +we wake up sitting on our necks in the middle of day-before-yesterday +and year-after-next. I got mine. If I was you I wouldn't be too +cock-sure that kid don't give Inglesby his, some of these days, good +and plenty." + +"Maybe so," said I, cautiously. + +"Gee, that'd be fly-time for all the good guys in this tank, wouldn't +it?" he grinned. "Sure! I can see 'em now, patting the bump on their +beams where they think the brain-patch sprouts, and handing out hunks +of con to the Lord about his being right on his old-time job of +swatting sinners in their dinners. Yet they'll all of them go right on +leading themselves up to be trimmed by the very next holdup that's got +the nerve to do them! Friend, believe a goat when he tells you that +you stillwater-and-greenpasture sheep are some bag of nuts!" + +"Thank you," said I, with due meekness. + +"Keep the change," said he, unabashed. "I wasn't meaning _you_, +anyhow. I've got more manners, I hope, than to do such. And, parson, +you don't need to have cold feet about young Mayne. If you ask me, +_I'd_ bet the limit on him. Why, I think so much of that boy that if +he was a rooster I'd put the gaffs and my last dollar on him, and back +him to whip everything in feathers clean up to baldheaded eagles. +Believe me, he'd do it!" he finished, with enthusiasm. + +Bewildered by a mental picture of a Laurence with ruffled +neck-feathers and steel spurs, I hurriedly changed the subject to the +saner and safer one of our own immediate affairs. + +"Yep, ten orders in to-day's mail and seven in yesterday's; and good +orders for the wasp-moths, single or together, and that house in New +York wants steady supplies from now on. And here's a fancy shop wants +a dozen trays, like that last one I finished. We're looking up," said +he, complacently. + + + +The winter that followed was a trying one, and the Guest Rooms were +never empty. I like to record that John Flint put his shoulder to the +wheel and became Madame's right hand man and Westmoreland's faithful +ally. His wooden leg made astonishingly little noise, and his entrance +into a room never startled the most nervous patient. He went on +innumerable errands, and he performed countless small services that in +themselves do not seem to amount to much, but swell into a great +total. + +"He may have only one leg," said Westmoreland, when Flint had helped +him all of one night with a desperately ill millworker, "but he +certainly has two hands; he knows how to use his ears and eyes, he's +dumb until he ought to speak, and then he speaks to the point. Father, +Something knew what It was about when you and I were allowed to drag +that tramp out of the teeth of death! Yes, yes, I'm certainly glad and +grateful we were allowed to save John Flint." + +From that time forth the big man gave his ex-patient a liking which +grew with his years. Absent-minded as he was, he could thereafter +always remember to find such things as he thought might interest him. +Appleboro laughs yet about the day Dr. Westmoreland got some small +butterflies for his friend, and having nowhere else to put them, +clapped them under his hat, and then forgot all about them; until he +lifted his hat to some ladies and the swarm of insects flew out. + +Without being asked, and as unostentatiously as he did everything +else, Flint had taken his place in church every Sunday. + +"Because it'd sort of give you a black eye if I didn't," he explained. +"Skypiloting's your lay, father, and I'll see you through with it as +far as I can. I couldn't fall down on any man that's been as white to +me as you've been." + +I must confess that his conception of religion was very, very hazy, +and his notions of church services and customs barbarous. For +instance, he disliked the statues of the saints exceedingly. They +worried him. + +"I can't seem to stand a man dolled-up in skirts," he confessed. "Any +more than I'd be stuck on a dame with whiskers. It don't somehow look +right to me. Put the he-saints in pants instead of those brown kimonas +with gold crocheting and a rope sash, and I'd have more respect for +'em." + +When I tried to give him some necessary instructions, and to penetrate +the heathen darkness in which he seemed immersed, he listened with the +utmost respect and attention--and wrinkled his brow painfully, and +blinked, and licked his lips. + +"That's all right, father, that's all right. If you say it's so, I +guess it's so. I'll take your word for it. If it's good enough for you +and Madame, there's got to be something in it, and it's sure good +enough for me. Look here: the little girl and young Mayne have got a +different brand from yours, haven't they?" + +"Neither of them is of the Old Faith." + +"Huh! Well, I tell you what you do: you just switch me in somewhere +between you and Madame and him and her. That'll give me a line on all +of you--and maybe it'll give all of you a line on me. See?" + +I saw, but as through a glass darkly. So the matter rested. And I must +in all humility set down that I have never yet been able to get at +what John Flint really believes he believes. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE GOING OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +Little by little, so quietly as to be unnoticeable in the working, but +with, cumulative effect; built under the surface like those coral +reefs that finally rear themselves into palm-crowned peaks upon the +Pacific, during the years' slow upward march had John Flint grown. + +Nature had never meant him for a criminal. The evil conditions that +society saddles upon the slums had set him wrong because they gave him +no opportunity to be right. Now even among butterflies there are +occasional aberrants, but they are the rare exceptions. Give the grub +his natural food, his chance to grow, protect him from parasites in +the meanwhile, and he will presently become the normal butterfly. That +is the Law. + +At a crucial phase in this man's career his true talisman--a gray +moth--had been put into his hand; and thereby he came into his +rightful heritage. + +I count as one of my red-letter days that on which I found him +brooding over the little gray-brown chrysalis of the Papilio +Cresphontes, that splendid swallowtail whose hideous caterpillar we in +the South call the orange puppy, from the fancied resemblance the hump +upon it bears to the head of a young dog. Its chrysalis looks so much +like a bit of snapped-off twig that the casual eye misses it, +fastened to a stem by a girdle of silk or lying among fallen leaves. + +"I watched it ooze out of an egg like a speck of dirty water. I +watched it eat a thousand times its own weight and grow into the +nastiest wretch that crawls. I saw it stop eating and spit its stomach +out and shrivel up, and crawl out of its skin and pull its own head +off, and bury itself alive in a coffin made out of itself, a coffin +like a bit of rotting wood. Look at it! There it lies, stone-dead for +all a man's eyes can see! + +"And yet this thing will answer a call no ears can hear and crawl out +of its coffin something entirely different from what went into it! +I've seen it with my own eyes, but how it's done I don't know; no, nor +no man since the world was made knows, or could do it himself. What +does it? What gives that call these dead-alive things hear in the +dark? What makes a crawling ugliness get itself ready for what's +coming--how does it _know_ there's ever going to be a call, or that +it'll hear it without fail?" + +"Some of us call it Nature: but others call it God," said I. + +"Search me! I don't know what It is--but I do know there's got to be +Something behind these things, anyhow," said he, and turned the +chrysalis over and over in his palm, staring down at it thoughtfully. +He had used Westmoreland's words, once applied to his own case! "Oh, +yes, there's Something, because I've watched It working with grubs, +getting 'em ready for five-inch moths and hand-colored butterflies, +Something that's got the time and the patience and the know-how to +build wings as well as worlds." He laid the little inanimate mystery +aside. + +"It's come to the point, parson, where I've just _got_ to know more. I +know enough now to know how much I don't know, because I've got a peep +at how much there is to know. There's a God's plenty to find out, and +it's up to me to go out and find it." + +"Some of the best and brightest among men have given all the years of +their lives to just that finding out and knowing more--and they found +their years too few and short for the work. But such help as you need +and we can get, you shall have, please God!" said I. + +"I'm ready for the word to start, chief." And heaven knows he was. + +His passion transformed him; he forgot himself; took his mind off +himself and his affairs and grievances and hatreds and fears; and thus +had chance to expand and to grow, in those following years of +patientest effort, of untiring research and observance, of lovingest +study. Days in the open woods and fields burned his pale skin a good +mahogany, and stamped upon it the windswept freshness of out of doors. +The hunted and suspicious glance faded from his eyes, which took on +more and more the student's absorbed intensity; the mouth lost its +sinister straightness; and while it retained an uncompromising +firmness, it learned how to smile. He was a familiar figure, tramping +from dawn to dusk with Kerry at his heels, for the dog obeyed Mary +Virginia's command literally. He looked upon John Flint as his special +charge, and made himself his fourlegged red shadow. I am sure that if +we had seen Kerry appear in the streets of Appleboro without John +Flint, we would have incontinently stopped work, sounded a general +alarm, and gone to hunt for his body. And to have seen John Flint +without Kerry would have called forth condolences. + +Sometimes--when I had time--I went with him moth-hunting at night; and +never, never could either of us forget those enchanted hours under the +stars! + +We moved in a quiet fresh and dewy, with the night wind upon us like a +benediction. Sometimes we skirted a cypress swamp and saw the shallow +black water with blacker trees reflected upon its bosom, and heard the +frogs' canorous quarrelings, and the stealthy rustlings of creatures +of the dark. We crossed dreaming fields, and smelt leaves and grasses +and sleeping flowers. We saw the heart of the wood bared to the magic +of the moon, which revealed a hidden and haunting beauty of places +commonplace enough by day; as if the secret souls of things showed +themselves only in the holy dark. + +For the world into which we stepped for a space was not our world, but +the fairy world of the Little People, the world of the Children of the +Moon. And oh, the moths! Now it was a tiger, with his body banded with +yellow and his white opaque delicate wings spotted with black; now the +great green silken Luna with long curved tails bordered with lilac or +gold, and vest of ermine; now some quivering Catocala, with afterwings +spread to show orange and black and crimson; now the golden-brown Io, +with one great black velvet spot; and now some rarer, shyer fellow +over which we gloated. + +How they flashed and fluttered about the lantern, or circled about the +trees upon which the feast had been spread! The big yellow-banded +sphinx whirred hither and thither on his owl-like wings, his large +eyes glowing like rubies, hung quivering above some flower for a +moment, and then was off again as swift as thought. The light drew the +great Regalis, all burnished tawny brown, striped and spotted with raw +gold; and the Cynthia, banded with lilac, her heavy body tufted with +white. The darkness in which they moved, the light which, for a moment +revealed them, seemed to make their colors _alive_; for they show no +such glow and glory in the common day; they pale when the moon pales, +and when the sun is up they are merely moths; they are no longer the +fantastic, glittering, gorgeous, throbbing Children of the Dark. + +Home we would go, at an hour when the morning star blazed like a +lighted torch, and the pearl-gray sky was flushing with pink. No haul +he had ever made could have given him such joy as the treasures +brought home in dawns like these, so free of evil that his heart was +washed in the night dew and swept by the night wind. + +My mother, after her pleasant, housewifely fashion, baked a big iced +cake for him on the day he replaced his clumsy wooden peg with the +life-like artificial limb he himself had earned and paid for. I had +wished more than once to hasten this desirable day; but prudently +restrained myself, thinking it best for him to work forward unaided. +It had taken months of patient work, of frugality, and planning, and +counting, and saving, to cover a sum which, once on a time, he might +have gotten in an hour's evil effort. And it represented no small +achievement and marked no small advance, so that it was really the +feast day we made of it. That limb restored him to a dignity he seemed +to have abdicated. It hid his obvious misfortune--you could not at +first glance tell that he was a cripple, a something of which he had +been morbidly conscious and savagely resentful. He would never again +be able to run, or even to walk rapidly for any length of time, +although he covered the ground at a good and steady gait; and as he +grew more and more accustomed to the limb there was only a slight limp +to distinguish him. The use of the stick he thought best to carry +became perfunctory. I have seen Kerry carrying that stick when his +master had forgotten all about it. + +Meeting him now upon the streets, plainly but really well-dressed, +scrupulously brushed, his linen immaculate, and with his trimmed red +beard, his eyeglasses, and his soft hat, he conveyed the impression of +being a professional man--say a pleasantly homely and scholarly +college professor. There was a fixed sentiment in Appleboro that I +knew very much more about Mr. Flint's past than I would tell--which +was perfectly true, and went undenied by me; that he had seen better +days; that he had been the black sheep of a good family, gotten into a +scrape of some sort, and had then taken to traveling a rough road into +a far country, eating husks with the swine, like many another +prodigal; and that aware of this I had kept him with me until he found +himself again. + +So when folks met him and Kerry they smiled and spoke, for we are +friendly people and send no man to Coventry without great cause. And +there wasn't a child, black or white, who didn't know and like the +man with the butterfly net. + +The country people for miles around knew and loved him, too; for he +walked up and down the earth and went to and fro in it, full of +curious and valuable knowledge shared freely as the need arose. He +would glance at your flower-garden, for instance, and tell you what +insect visitors your flowers had, and what you should do to check +their ravages. He'd walk about your out-buildings and commend +white-wash, and talk about insecticides; and you'd learn that bees are +partial to blue, but flies are not; and that mosquitoes seem to +dislike certain shades of yellow. And then he'd leave you to digest +it. + +He was a quiet evangelist, a forerunner of that Grand Army which will +some day arise, not to murder and maim men, but to conquer man's +deadliest foe and greatest economic menace--the injurious insect. + +It was he who spread the tidings of Corn and Poultry and Live Stock +Clubs, stopping by many a lonely farm to whisper a word in the ears of +discouraged boys, or to drop a hint to unenlightened fathers and +mothers. + +He carried about in his pockets those invaluable reports and bulletins +which the government issues for the benefit and enlightenment of +farmers; and these were left, with a word of praise, where they would +do the most good. + +Those same bulletins from the Bureau of Entomology had planted in John +Flint's heart the seed which bore such fruit of good citizenship. The +whole course of his early years had tended to make him suspicious of +government, which spelt for him police and prison, the whole grim +machinery which threatened him and which he in turn threatened. He had +feared and hated it; it caught men and shut them up and broke them. If +he ever asked himself, "What can my government do for me?" he had to +answer: "It can put me in prison and keep me there; it can even send me +to the Chair." Wherefore government was a thing to hate, to injure--and +to escape from. + +The first thing he had ever found worthy of respect and admiration in +this same government was one of its bulletins. + +"Where'd you get this?" + +"I asked for it, and the Bureau sent it." + +"Oh! You've got a friend there!" + +"No. The bulletins are free to any one interested enough to ask for +them." + +"You mean to say the government gets up things like this--pays men to +find out and write 'em up--pays to have 'em printed--and then gives +'em away to _anybody_? Why, they're valuable!" + +"Yes; but they are nevertheless quite free. I have a number, if you'd +like to go over them. Or you can send for new ones." + +"But why do they do it? Where's the graft?" he wondered. + +"The graft in this case is common sense in operation. If farms can be +run with less labor and loss and more profit and pleasure, why, the +whole country is benefited, isn't it? Don't you understand, the +government is trying to help those who need help, and therefore is +willing to lend them the brains of its trained and picked experts? It +isn't selfish thwart that aim, is it?" + +He said nothing. But he read and re-read the bulletins I had, and sent +for more, which came to him promptly. They didn't know him, at the +Bureau; they asked him no questions; he wasn't going to pay anybody so +much as a penny. They assumed that the man who asked for advice and +information was entitled to all they could reasonably give him, and +they gave it as a matter of course. That is how and why he found +himself in touch with his Uncle Sam, a source hitherto disliked and +distrusted. This source was glad to put its trained intelligence at +his service and the only reward it looked to was his increased +capacity to succeed in his work! He simply couldn't dislike or +distrust that which benefited him; and as his admiration and respect +for the Department of Agriculture grew, unconsciously his respect and +admiration for the great government behind it grew likewise. After +all, it was _his_ government which was reaching across intervening +miles, conveying information, giving expert instruction, telling him +things he wanted to know and encouraging him to go right on and find +out more for himself! + +_Now_ if he had asked himself what his government could do for him, he +had to answer: "It can help me to make good." + +And he began to understand that this was possible because he obeyed +the law, and that only in intelligent obedience and co-operation is +there any true freedom. The law no longer meant skulking by day and +terror by night; it was protection and peace, and a chance to work in +the open, and the sympathy and understanding and comradeship of +decent folks. The government was no longer a brute force which +arbitrarily popped men into prison; it was the common will of a free +people, just as the law was the common conscience. + +I dare not say that he learned all this easily, or all at once, or +even willingly. None of us learns our great lessons easily. We have to +live them, breathe them, work them out with sweat and tears. That we +do learn them, even inadequately, makes the glory and the wonder of +man. + +And so John Flint went to school to the government of the United +States, and carried its little text-books about with him and taught +them to others in even more need that he; and heckled hopeless boys +into Corn Clubs; and coaxed sullen mothers and dissatisfied girls into +Poultry and Tomato Clubs; and was full of homely advice upon such +living subjects as the spraying of fruit trees, and how to save them +from blight and scale-insects, and how to get rid of flies, and +cut-worms, and to fight the cattle-tick, which is our curse; and the +preservation of birds, concerning which he was rabid. His liking for +birds began with Miss Sally Ruth's pigeons and the friendly birds in +our garden. And as he learned to know them his love for them grew. I +have seen him daily visit a wren's nest without once alarming the +little black-eyed mother. I have heard him give the red-bird's call, +and heard that loveliest of all birds answer him. And I have seen the +impudent jays, within reach of his hand, swear at him unabashed and +unafraid, because he fed a vireo first. + +I like to think of his intimate friendship with the wholesome country +children--not the least of his blessings. He was their chief visitor +from the outside world. He knew wonderful secrets about things one +hadn't noticed before, and he could make miracles with his quick +strong fingers. He'd sit down, his stick and knapsack beside him, his +glamorous dog at his feet, and while you and your sisters and brothers +and friends and neighbors hung about him like a cluster of tow-headed +bees, he'd turn a few sticks and bits of cloth and twine and a tack or +two, and an old roller-skate wheel he took out of his pocket, into an +air-ship! He could go down by your little creek and make you a +water-wheel, or a windmill. He could make you marvelous little men, +funny little women, absurd animals, out of corks or peanuts. He knew, +too, just exactly the sort of knife your boy-heart ached for--and at +parting you found that very knife slipped into your enraptured palm. +You might save the pennies you earned by picking berries and gathering +nuts, but you could never, never find at any store any candy that +tasted like the sticks that came out of his pockets, and you needn't +hope to try. He had the inviolable secret of that candy, and he +imparted to it a divine flavor no other candy ever possessed. If you +were a little doll-less girl, he didn't leave you with the provoking +promise that Santa Claus would bring you one if you were good. He was +so sure you were good that he made you right then and there a +wonderful doll out of corn-husks, with shredded hair, and a frock of +his own handkerchief. When he came again you got another doll--a store +doll; but I think your child-heart clung to the corn-baby with the +handkerchief dress. I have often wondered how many little cheeks +snuggled against John Flint's home-made dollies, how many innocent +breasts cradled them; how many a little fellow carried his knife to +bed with him, afraid to let it get out of reach of a hard little hand, +because he might wake up in the morning and find he had only dreamed +it! No, I hardly think the country children were the least of John +Flint's blessings. They would run to meet him, hold on to his hands, +drag him here and there to show him what wonders their sharp eyes had +discovered since his last visit; and give him, with shining eyes, such +cocoons and caterpillars, and insects as they had found for him. It +was they who called him the Butterfly Man, a name which spread over +the whole country-side. If you had asked for John Flint, folks would +have stared. And if you described him--a tall man in a Norfolk suit, +with a red beard and a red dog, and an insect case: + +"Oh, you mean the Butterfly Man! Sure. You'll find him about somewhere +with the kids." If there was anything he couldn't have, in that +county, it was because folks hadn't it to give if he should ask. + +At home his passion for work at times terrified me. When I protested: + +"I was twenty-five years old when I landed here," he reminded me. "So +I've got twenty-five years' back-work to catch up with." + +He had taken over a correspondence that had since become voluminous, +and which included more and more names that stood for very much. +Sometimes when I read aloud a passage from a letter that praised him, +he turned red, and writhed like a little boy whose ears are being +relentlessly washed by his elders. + +By this time he had learned to really classify; heavens, how +unerringly he could place an insect in its proper niche! It was a sort +of sixth sense with him. That cold, clear, incisive power of brain +which on a time had made Slippy McGee the greatest cracksman in +America, was, trained and disciplined in a better cause, to make John +Flint in later years an international authority upon lepidoptera, an +observer to whom other observers deferred, a naturalist whose dictum +settled disputed points. And I knew it, I foresaw it! + +_Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa!_ I grew as vain over his enlarging +powers as if I had been the Mover of the Game, not a pawn. I felt, +gloriously, that I had not lived for nothing. A great naturalist is +not born every day, no, nor every year, nor even every century. And I +had caught me a great burglar and I had hatched me a great naturalist! +My Latin soul was enraptured with this ironic anomaly. I could not +choose but love the man for that. + +I really had some cause for vanity. Others than myself had been +gradually drawn to the unassuming Butterfly Man. Westmoreland loved +him. A sympathetic listener who seldom contradicted, but often +shrewdly suggested, Flint somehow knew how to bring out the big +doctor's best; and in consequence found himself in contact with a mind +above all meanness and a nature as big and clean as a spray-swept +beach. + +"Oh, my, my, my, what a surgeon gone to waste!" Westmoreland would +lament, watching the long, sure fingers at work. "Well, I suppose it's +all for the best that Father De Rance beat me to you--at least you've +done less damage learning your trade." So absorbed would he become +that he sometimes forget cross patients who were possibly fuming +themselves into a fever over his delay. + +Eustis, who had met the Butterfly Man on the country roads and had +stopped his horse for an informal chat, would thereafter go out of his +way for a talk with him. These two reticent men liked each other +immensely. At opposite poles, absolutely dissimilar, they yet had odd +similarities and meeting-points. Eustis was nothing if not practical; +he was never too busy to forget to be kind. Books and pamphlets that +neither Flint nor I could have hoped to possess found their way to us +through him. Scientific periodicals and the better magazines came +regularly to John Flint's address. That was Eustis's way. This +friendship put the finishing touch upon the Butterfly Man's repute. He +was my associate, and my mother was devoted to him. Miss Sally Ruth, +whose pet pear-tree he had saved and whose pigeons he had cured, +approved of him, too, and said so with her usual openness. +Westmoreland was known to be his firm friend; nobody could forget the +incident of those butterflies in the doctor's hat! Major Cartwright +liked him so much that he even bore with the dogs, though Pitache in +particular must have sorely strained his patience. Pitache cherished +the notion that it was his duty to pass upon all visitors to the +Butterfly Man's rooms. For some reason, known only to himself, the +little dog also cherished a deep-seated grudge against the major, the +very sound of whose voice outside the door was enough to send him +howling under the table, where he lay with his head on his paws, a +wary eye cocked balefully, and his snarls punctuating the Major's +remarks. + +"He smells my Unitarian soul, confound him!" said the major. "An' he's +so orthodox he thinks he'll get chucked out of dog-heaven, if he +doesn't show his disapproval." + +The little dog did finally learn to accept the major's presence +without outward protest; though the major declared that Pitache always +hung down his tail when he came and hung it up when he left! + +The Butterfly Man accepted whatever friendliness was proffered without +diffidence, but with no change in his natural reserve. You could tell +him anything: he listened, made few comments and gave no advice, was +absolutely non-shockable, and never repeated what he heard. The +unaffected simplicity of his manner delighted my mother. She said you +couldn't tell her--there was good blood in that man, and he had been +more than any mere tramp before he fell into our hands! Why, just +observe his manner, if you please! It was the same to everybody; he +had, one might think, no sense whatever of caste, creed, age, sex, or +color; and yet he neither gave offense nor received it. + +Those outbursts which had so terrified me at first came at rare and +rarer intervals. If I were to live for a thousands years I should +never be able to forget the last and worst; which fell upon him +suddenly and without warning, on a fine morning while he sat on the +steps of his verandah, and I beside him with my Book of Hours in my +hand. In between the Latin prayers I sensed pleasantly the light wind +that rustled the vines, and how the Mayne bees went grumbling from +flower to flower, and how one single bird was singing to himself over +and over the self-same song, as if he loved it; and how the sunlight +fell in a great square, like a golden carpet, in front of the steps. +It was all very still and peaceful. I was just turning a page, when +John Flint jerked his pipe out of his mouth, swung his arm back, and +hurled the pipe as far as he could. I watched it, involuntarily, and +saw where it fell among our blue hydrangeas; from which a thin spiral +of smoke arose lazily in the calm air. But Flint shoved his hat back +on his head, sat up stiffly, and swore. + +He had been with me then nearly four years, and I had learned to know +the symptoms:--restlessness, followed by hours of depressed and sullen +brooding. So I had heretofore in a sense been forewarned, though I +never witnessed one of these outbursts without being shaken to the +depths. This one was different--as if the evil force had invaded him +suddenly, giving him no time to resist. A glance at his face made me +lay aside the book hurriedly; for this was no ordinary struggle. The +words that had come to me at first came back now with redoubled +meaning, and rang through my head like passing-bells: + +"_For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood but against ... the +rulers of the world of this darkness, against the spirits of +wickedness_." + +He tilted his head, looked upward, and swore steadily. As for me, my +throat felt as if it had been choked with ashes. I could only stare at +him, dumbly. If ever a man was possessed, he was. His voice rose, +querulously: + +"I get up in the morning, and I catch bugs, and I study them, and I +dry them--and I go to bed. I get up in the morning, and I catch bugs, +and I study them, and I dry them--and I go to bed. I get up _every_ +morning, and I do the same damn thing, over and over and over and +over, day in, day out, day in, day out. Nothing else.... No drinks, no +lights, no girls, no sprees, no cards, no gang, no risks, no jobs, no +bulls, no anything! God! I could say my prayers to Broadway, anywhere +from the Battery up to Columbus Circle! I want it all so hard I could +point my nose like a lost dog and howl for it! + +"... There is a Dutchman got a restaurant down on Eighth Avenue, and I +dream at nights about the hotdog-and-kraut, and the ham-and that they +give you there, and the jane that slings it. Hips on her like a horse, +she has, and an arm that shoves your eats under your nose in a way +you've got to respect. I smell those eats in my sleep. I want some +more Childs' bucks. I want to see the electrics winking on the roofs. +I want to smell wet asphalt and see the taxis whizzing by in the rain. +I want to see a seven-foot Mick cop with a back like a piano-box and a +paw like a ham and a foot like a submarine with stove-polish on it. I +want to see the subway in the rush hour and the dips and mollbuzzers +going through the crowd like kids in a berry patch. I want to see a +ninety-story building going up, and the wops crawling on it like ants. +I want to see the breadline, and the panhandlers, and the bums in +Union Square. I want a bellyful of the happy dust the old town hands +out--the whole dope and all there is of it! My God! I want everything +I haven't got!" + +He looked at me, wildly. He was trembling violently, and sweat poured +down his face. + +"Parson," he rasped, "I've bucked this thing for fair, but I've got to +go back and see it and smell it and taste it and feel it and know it +all again, or I'll go crazy. You're all of you so good down here +you're too much for me. _I'm home-sick for hell_. It--it comes over +me like fire over the damned. You don't fool yourself that folks who +know what it is to be damned can stay on in heaven without freezing, +do you? Well, they can't. I can't help it! I can't! I've got to +go--this time I've got to go!" + +I sat and stared at him. Oh, what was it Paul had said we were to pray +for, at such a time as this? + +"_And for me, that speech may be given to me ... that I may open my +mouth with confidence_..." + +But the words wouldn't come. + +"I've got to go! I've got to go, and try myself out!" he gritted. + +"You--understand your risks," I managed to say through stiff lips. I +had always, in my secret heart, been more or less afraid of this. +Always had I feared that the rulers of the world of darkness, swooping +down and catching him unaware, might win the long fight in the end. + +"Here you are safe. You are building up an honored name. You are +winning the respect and confidence of all decent people--and you wish +to undo it all. You wish to take such desperate chances--now!" I +groaned. + +"I've got to go!" he burst forth, white-lipped. "You've never seen a +dip cut off from his dope, have you? Well, I'm it, when the old town +calls me loud enough for me to hear her plain. I've stood her off as +long as I could--and now I'm that crazy for her I could wallow in her +dust. Besides, there's not such a lot of risks. I don't have to leave +my card at the station-house to let 'em know I'm calling, do I? They +haven't been sitting on what they think is my grave to keep me from +getting up before Gabriel beats 'em to it, have they? No, they're not +expecting _me_. What I could do to 'em now would make the Big Uns look +like a bunch of pikers--and their beans would have to turn inside out +before they fell for it that _I'd_ come back to my happy home and was +on the job again." + +"If--if you hadn't been so white, I'd have cut and run for it without +ever putting you wise. But I want to play fair. I'd be a hog if I +didn't play fair, and I'm trying to do it. I'm going because I can't +stay. I've got enough of my own money, earned honest, saved up, to pay +my way. Let me take it and go. And if I can come back, why, I'll +come." + +He was stone deaf to entreaties, prayers, reasoning, argument. The +four years of his stay with me, and all their work, and study, and +endeavor, and progress, seemed to have slipped from him as if they had +never been. They were swept aside like cobwebs. He broke away from me +in the midst of my pleading, hurried into his bedroom, and began to +sort into a grip a few necessities. + +"I'll leave on the three-o'clock," he flung over his shoulder to me, +standing disconsolate in the door. "I'll stop at the bank on my way." +I could do nothing; he had taken the bit between his teeth and was +bolting. I had for the time being lost all power of control over him, +and before I might hope to recover it he would be out of my reach. +Perhaps, I reflected wretchedly, the best thing to do under the +circumstances, would simply be to give him his head. I had seen horses +conquered like that. But the road before John Flint was so dark and so +crooked--and at the end of it waited Slippy McGee! + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE BUTTERFLY MAN + + +It was just one-thirty by the placid little clock on his mantel. The +express was due at three. + +"Very well," said I, forcing myself to face the inevitable without +noise, "you are free. If you must go, you must go." + +"I've got to go! I've got to go!" He repeated it as one repeats an +incantation. "I've got to go!" And he went on methodically assorting +and packing. Even at this moment of obsession his ingrained +orderliness asserted itself; the things he rejected were laid back in +their proper place with, the nicest care. + +I went over to tell my mother that John Flint had suddenly decided to +go north. She expressed no surprise, but immediately fell to counting +on her fingers his available shirts, socks, and underwear. She rather +hoped he would buy a new overcoat in New York, his old one being +hardly able to stand the strain of another winter. She was pleasantly +excited; she knew he had many northern correspondents, with whom he +must naturally be anxious to foregather. There was much to call him +thither. + +"He really needs the change. A short trip will do him a world of +good," she concluded equably. "He is still quite a young man, and I'm +sure it must be dull for him here at times, in spite of his work. +Why, he hasn't been out of this county for over three years, and just +think of the unfettered life he must have led before he came here! +Yes, I'm sure New York will stimulate him. A dose of New York is a +very good tonic. It regulates one's mental liver. Don't look so +worried, Armand--you remind me of those hens who hatch ducklings. I +should think a duckling of John Flint's size could be trusted to swim +by himself, at his time of life!" + +She had not my cause for fear. Besides, in her secret heart, Madame +was convinced that, rehabilitated, reclaimed, having more than proven +his intrinsic worth, John Flint went to be reconciled with and +received into the bosom of some preeminently proper parent, and to be +acclaimed and applauded by admiring and welcoming friends. For +although she had once heard the Butterfly Man gravely assure Miss +Sally Ruth Dexter that the only ancestor his immediate Flints were +sure of was Flint the pirate, my mother still clung firmly to the +illusion of Family. Blood will tell! + +As for me, I was equally sure that blood was telling now; and telling +in the atrocious tongue of the depths. I felt that the end had come. +Vain, vain, all the labor, all the love, all the hope, the prayers, +the pride! The submerged voice of his old life was calling him; the +vampire extended her white and murderous arms in which many and many +had died shamefully; she lifted to his her insatiable lips stained +scarlet with the wine of hell. Against that siren smile, those +beckoning hands, I could do nothing. The very fact that I was what I +am, was no longer a help, but rather a hindrance; he recognized in the +priest a deterring and detaining influence against which he rebelled, +and which he wished to repudiate. He was, as he had said so terribly, +"home-sick for hell." He would go, and he would most inevitably be +caught in the whirlpools; the naturalist, the scientist, the Butterfly +Man, would be sucked into that boiling vortex and drowned beyond all +hope of resuscitation; but from it the soul of Slippy McGee would +emerge, with a larger knowledge and a clearer brain, a thousand-fold +more deadly dangerous than of old; because this time he knew better +and had deliberately chosen the evil and rejected the good. By the law +of the pendulum he must swing as far backward into wrong as he had +swung forward into right. + +I could not bring myself to speak to him, I dared not bid him the +mockery of a Godspeed upon his journey, dreading as I did that +journey's end. So I stood at a window and watched him as with suitcase +in hand he walked down our shady street. At the corner he turned and +lifted his hat in a last farewell salute to my mother, standing +looking after him in the Parish House gate. Then he turned down the +side-street, and so disappeared. + +From his closed rooms came a long wailing howl. For the first time +Kerry might not follow his master; more yet, the master had thrust the +astonished dog into his bedroom and shut the door upon him. He had +refused to recognize the scratch at the door, the snuffling whine +through the keyhole. The outer door had slammed. Kerry raced to the +window. And the master was going, and going without him! He had +neither net, knapsack, nor bottle-belt, but he carried a suitcase. He +did not look back, nor whistle: he _meant_ to leave him behind. +Sensing that an untoward thing was occurring, a thing that boded no +good to himself or his beloved, the red dog lifted his voice and +howled a piercing protest. + +The sash was down, but the blinds had not yet been closed to. One saw +Kerry standing with his forepaws on the window-sill, his nose against +the glass, his ears lifted, his eyes anxious and distressed, his lip +caught in his teeth. At intervals he threw back his head, and then +came the howls. + +The catastrophe--for to me it was no less a thing--had come upon me so +suddenly that I was fairly stunned. From sheer force of habit I went +over to the church and knelt before the altar; but I could not pray; I +could only kneel there dumbly. I heard the screech of the three +o'clock express coming in, and, a few minutes later, its longer +screech as it departed. He had gone, then! I was not dreaming it: it +was true. Down and down and down went my heart. And down and down and +down went my head, humbled and prostrate. Alas, the end of hope, the +fall of pride! Alas and alas for the fair house built upon the sand, +wrecked and scattered! + +When I rose from my knees I staggered. I walked draggingly, as one +walks with fetters upon the feet. Oh, it was a cruel world, a world in +which nothing but inevitable loss awaited one, in which one was +foredoomed to disappointment; a world in which one was leaf by leaf +stripped bare. + +I could not bear to look at his closed rooms, but turned my head aside +as I passed them. Disconsolate Kerry barked at my passing step, and +pawed frantically at the window, but I made no effort to release him. +What comfort had I for the faithful creature, deserted by what he most +loved? + +His dismal outcries rasped my nerves raw; it was exactly as if the dog +howled for the dead. And that John Flint was dead I had no reasonable +cause to doubt. _He was dead because Slippy McGee was alive_. That +thought drove me as with a whip out into the garden, for as black an +hour as I have ever lived through--the sort of hour that leaves a scar +upon the soul. The garden was very still, steeped and drowsing in the +bright clear sunlight; only the bees were busy there, calling from +flower-door to flower-door, and sometimes a vireo's sweet whistle +fluted through the leaves. Pitache lay on John Flint's porch, and +dozed with his head between his paws; Judge Mayne's Panch sat on the +garden fence, and washed his black face, and watched the little dog +out of his emerald eyes. All along the fences the scarlet salvia shot +up its vivid spikes, and when the wind stirred, the red petals fell +from it like drops of blood. + +It seemed to me incongruous and cruel that one should suffer on such a +day; grief is for gray days; but the sunlight mocks sorrow, the soft +wind makes light of it. I was out of tune with this harmony, as I +walked up and down with my rosary in my hand. I knew that every flying +minute took him farther and farther away from me and from hope and +happiness and honor, and brought him nearer and nearer to the +whirlpool and the pit. I beat my hands together and the crucifix cut +into my palms. I walked more rapidly, as if I could get away from the +misery within. My heart ached intolerably, a mist dimmed my sight, and +a hideous choking lump rose in my throat; and it seemed to me that, +old and futile and alone, I was set down, not in my garden, but in the +midst of the abomination of desolation. + +Through this aching desolation Kerry's cries stabbed like +knife-thrusts.... And then little Pitache lifted his head, cocked a +listening ear and an alert eye, perked up his black nose, thumped an +expressive tail, and barked. It was a welcoming bark; Kerry, hearing +it, stiffened statue-like at the window and fell to whining in his +throat. The garden gate had clicked. + +Dreading that any mortal eye should see me thus in my grief, knowing +it was beyond my power of endurance to meet calmly or to speak +coherently with any human being at that moment, I turned, with the +instinct of flight strong upon me. I knew I must be alone, to face +this thing in its inevitableness, to fight it out, to get my bearings. +The gate was turning upon its hinges; I could hear it creak. + +Hesitating which way to turn, I looked up to see who it was that was +coming into the Parish House garden. And I fell to trembling, and +rubbed my eyes, and stared again, unbelievingly. There had been plenty +of time for him to have visited the bank and withdrawn his account; +there had been plenty of time for him then to have caught the +three-o'clock express. I had heard the train come and go this full +hour since. Surely my wish was father to the thought that I saw him +before me--my old eyes were playing me a trick--for I thought I saw +John Flint walking up the garden path toward me! Pitache barked again, +rose, stretched himself, and trotted to meet him, as he always did +when the Butterfly Man came home. + +He walked with the limp most noticeable when he tried to hurry. He was +flushed and perspiring and rumpled and well-nigh breathless; his coat +was wrinkled, his tie awry, his collar wilted, and bits of grass and +twigs and a leaf or so clung to his dusty clothes. The afternoon sun +shone full on his thick, close-cropped hair, for he carried his hat in +his hands, gingerly, carefully, as one might carry a fragile treasure; +a clean pocket handkerchief was tied over it. + +He was making straight for his workroom. I do not think he saw me +until I stepped into the path, directly in front of him. Then, +stopping perforce, he looked at me with dancing eyes, wiped his red +perspiring face with one hand, and nodded to the hat, triumphantly. + +"Such an--aberrant!" he panted. He was still breathing so rapidly he +had to jerk his words out. "I've got the--biggest, handsomest--most +perfect and wonderful--specimen of--an aberrant swallow-tail--any man +ever laid--his eyes on! I thought at first--I wasn't seeing things +right. But I was. Parson, parson, I've seen many--butterflies--but +never--another one like--this!" He had to pause, to take breath. Then +he burst out again, unable to contain his delight. + +"Oh, it was the luckiest chance! I was standing on the end platform of +the last car, and the train was pulling out, when I saw her go sailing +by. I stared with all my eyes, shut 'em, stared again, and there she +was! I knew there was never going to be such another, that if I lost +her I'd mourn for the rest of my days. I knew I had to have her. So I +measured my distance, risked my neck, and jumped for her. Game leg and +all I jumped, landed in the pit of a nigger's stomach, went down on +top of him, scrambled up again and was off in a jiffy, with the darky +bawling he'd been killed and the station buzzing like the judge's bees +on strike, and people hanging out of all the car windows to see who'd +been murdered. + +"She led me the devil's own chase, for I'd nothing but my hat to net +her with. A dozen times I thought I had her, and missed. It was +heart-breaking. I felt I'd go stark crazy if she got away from me. I +had to get her. And the Lord was good and rewarded me for my patience, +for I caught her at the end of a mile run. I was so blown by then that +I had to lie down in the grass by the roadside and get my wind back. +Then I slid my handkerchief easy-easy under my hat, tilted it up, and +here she is! She hasn't hurt herself, for she's been quiet. She's +perfect. She hasn't rubbed off a scale. She's the size of a bat. Her +upper wings, and one lower wing, are black, curiously splotched with +yellow, and one lower wing is all yellow. She's got the usual orange +spots on the secondaries, only bigger, and blobs of gold, and the +purple spills over onto the ground-color. She's a wonder. Come on in +and let's gloat at our ease--I haven't half seen her yet! She's the +biggest and most wonderful Turnus ever made. Why, Gabriel could wear +her in his crown to make himself feel proud, because there'd be only +one like her in heaven!" + +He took a step forward; but I could only stand still and blink, +owlishly. My heart pounded and the blood roared in my ears like the +wind in the pinetrees. My senses were in a most painful confusion, +with but one thought struggling clear above the turmoil: that _John +Flint had come back_. + +"But you didn't go!" I stammered. "Oh, John Flint, John Flint, you +didn't go!" + +He snorted. "Catch me running away like a fool when a six-inch +off-color swallow-tail flirts herself under my nose and dares me to +catch her! You'd better believe I didn't go!" + +And then I knew with a great uprush of joy that Slippy McGee himself +had gone instead, and the three-o'clock express was bearing him away, +forever and forever, beyond recall or return. Slippy McGee had gone +into the past; he was dead and done with. But John Flint the +naturalist was vibrantly and vitally alive, built upon the living +rock, a house not to be washed away by any wave of passion. + +This reaction from the black and bitter hour through which I had just +passed, this turbulent joy and relief, overcame me. My knees shook and +gave way; I tottered, and sank helplessly into the seat built around +our great magnolia. And shaken out of all self-control I wept as I had +not been permitted to weep over my own dead, my own overthrown hopes. +Head to foot I was shaken as with some rending sickness. The sobs were +torn out of my throat with gasps. + +He stood stone still. He went white, and his nostrils grew pinched, +and in his set face only his eyes seemed alive and suffering. They +blinked at me, as if a light had shone too strongly upon them. A sort +of inarticulate whimper came from him. Then with extreme care he laid +the handkerchief-covered hat upon the ground, and down upon his knees +he went beside me, his arms about my knees. He, too, was trembling. + +"Father! ... _Father!_" + +"My son ... I was afraid ... you were lost ... gone ... into a far +country.... It would have broken my heart!" + +He said never a word; but hung his head upon his breast, and clung to +my knees. When he raised his eyes to mine, their look was so piteous +that I had to put my hand upon him, as one reassures one's child. So +for a healing time we two remained thus, both silent. The garden was +exquisitely still and calm and peaceful. We were shut in and canopied +by walls and roof of waving green, lighted with great cream-colored +flowers with hearts of gold, and dappled with sun and shadow. Through +it came the vireo's fairy flute. + +God knows what thoughts went through John Flint's mind; but for me, a +great peace stole upon me, mixed with a greater, reverent awe and +wonder. Oh, heart of little faith! I had been afraid; I had doubted +and despaired and been unutterably wretched; I had thought him lost +whom the Powers of Darkness swooped upon, conquered, and led astray. +And God had needed nothing stronger than a butterfly's fragile wing to +bear a living soul across the abyss! + +We went together, after a while, to his rooms, and when he had +submitted to Kerry's welcome, we carefully examined the beautiful +insect he had captured. As he had said, she had not lost a scale; and +she was by far the most astonishing aberrant I have ever seen, before +or since. The Turnus is perhaps the most beautiful of our butterflies, +and this off-color was larger than the normal, and more irregularly +and oddly and brilliantly colored. Their natural coloring is gorgeous +enough; but hers was like a seraph's head-jewels. + +I have her yet, with the date of her capture written under her. She is +the only one of all our butterflies I claim personally. The gold has +never been minted that could buy that Turnus. + +"I had the station agent wire for my grip," said Flint casually. "And +I gave the darky I knocked down fifty cents to soothe his feelings. He +offered to let me do it again for a quarter." His eyes roved over the +pleasant workroom with its books and cabinets, its air of homely +comfort; through the open door one glimpsed the smaller bedroom, the +crucifix on the white wall. He dropped his hand on Kerry's head, close +against his knee, and drew a sharp breath. + +"Father," said he, quietly, and looked at me with steady eyes, "you +don't need to be afraid for me any more as you had to be to-day. +To-day's the last of my--my dumfoolishness." After a moment he added: + +"Remember what that little girl said when she gave me her dog? Well, I +reckon she was right. I reckon I'm here for keeps. I reckon, father, +that you and I do belong." + +"Yes," said I; and looked over the cases of our butterflies, and the +books we had gathered, and the table where we worked and studied +together. "Yes; you and I belong." And I left him with Kerry's head on +his knees, and Kerry's eyes adoring him, and went over to the Parish +House to tell Madame that John Flint had changed his mind and wouldn't +go North just now, because an aberrant Turnus had beguiled him. + +For a moment my mother looked profoundly disappointed. + +"Are you sure," she asked, "that this doesn't mean a loss to him, +Armand?" + +"Yes, I am sure." + +She watched my eyes, and of a sudden she reached out, caught my hand, +and squeezed it. Her face softened with sympathetic and tolerant +understanding, but she asked no questions, made no comment. If Solomon +had been lucky enough to marry my mother, I am sure he would never +have plagued himself with the nine hundred and ninety-nine. But then, +neither would he have written Proverbs. + +Neither the Butterfly Man nor I have ever referred to that morning's +incident; the witness of it we cherish; otherwise it pleases us to +ignore it as if it had never happened. It had, of course, its results, +for with a desperate intensity of purpose he plunged back into study +and research; and as the work was broadening, and called for all his +skill and patience, the pendulum swung him far forward again. + +I had been so fascinated, watching that transformation, even mere +wonderful than any butterfly's, going on before my eyes; I was so +enmeshed in the web of endless duties spun for me by my big poor +parish that I did not have time to miss Mary Virginia as poignantly as +I must otherwise have done, although my heart longed for her. + +My mother never ceased to mourn her absence; something went away from +us with Mary Virginia, which could only come back to us with her. But +it so happened that the ensuing summers failed to bring her back. The +little girl spent her vacations with girl friends of whose standing +her mother approved, or with relatives she thought it wise the child +should cultivate. For the time being, Mary Virginia had vanished out +of our lives. + +Laurence, however, spent all his vacations at home; and of Laurence we +were immensely proud. Most of his holidays were spent, not with +younger companions, but oddly enough with John Flint. That old +friendship, renewed after every parting, seemed to have grown stronger +with the boy's growth; the passing years deepened it. + +"My boy's forever boasting of your Butterfly Man," said the judge, +falling into step with me one morning on the street. "He tells me +Flint's been made a member of several learned societies; and that he's +gotten out a book of sorts, telling all there is to tell about some +crawling plague or other. And it seems this isn't all the wonderful +Mr. Flint is capable of: Laurence insists that biologists will have to +look Flintward pretty soon, on account of observations on what he +calls insect allies--whatever _they_ are." + +"Well, you see, his work on insect allies is really unique and +thorough, and it opens a door to even more valuable research," said I, +as modestly as I could. "Flint is one of its great pioneers, and he's +blazing the way. Some day when the real naturalist comes into his own, +he will rank far, far above tricky senators and mutable governors!" + +The judge smiled. "Spoken like a true bughunter," said he. "As a +matter of fact, this fellow is a remarkable man. Does he intend to +remain here for good?" + +"Yes," said I, "I think he intends to remain here--for good." I could +not keep the pride out of my voice and eyes. Let me again admit my +grave fault: I am a vain and proud old man, God forgive me! + +"Your goose turned out a butterfly," said the judge. "One may well be +pardoned a little natural vanity when one has engineered a feat like +that! Common tramp, too, wasn't he?" + +"No, he wasn't. He was a most uncommon one." + +"I could envy the man his spontaneity and originality," admitted the +judge, rubbing _his_ nose. "Well, father, I'm perfectly satisfied, so +far, to have my only son tramp with him." + +"So is my mother," said I. + +At that the judge lifted his hat with a fine old-fashioned courtesy +good to see in this age when a youth walks beside a maid and blows +cigarette smoke in her face upon the public streets. + +"When such a lady approves of any man," said he, gallantly, "it +confers upon him letters patent of nobility." + +"We shall have to consider John Flint knighted, then," said my mother +merrily, when I repeated the conversation. "Let's see," she continued +gaily. "We'll put on his shield three butterflies, or, rampant on a +field, azure; in the lower corner a net, argent. Motto, '_In Hoc Signo +Vinces_.' There'll be no sign of the cyanide jar. I'll have nothing +sinister shadowing; the Butterfly Man's escutcheon!" + +She knew nothing about the trust St. Stanislaus kept; she had never +met Slippy McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +NESTS + + +Laurence at last hung out that shingle which was to tingle Appleboro +into step with the Time-spirit. It was a very happy and important day +for the judge and his immediate friends, though Appleboro at large +looked on with but apathetic interest. One more little legal light +flickering "in our midst" didn't make much difference; we literally +have lawyers to burn. So we aren't too enthusiastic over our +fledglings; we wait for them to show us--which is good for them, and +sometimes better for us. + +This fledgling, however, was of the stuff which endures. Laurence was +one of those dynamic and dangerous people who not only think +independently themselves, but have the power to make other people +think. No one who came in contact with him escaped this; it seemed to +crackle electrically in the air around him; he was a sort of human +thought-conductor, and he shocked many a smug and self-satisfied +citizen into horrific life before he had done with him. + +If this young man had not been one of the irreproachable Maynes +Appleboro might have set him down as a pestilent and radical theorist +and visionary. But fortunately for us and himself he was a Mayne; and +the Maynes have been from the dawn of things Carolinian "a good +family." + +I don't think I have ever seen two people so mutually delight in each +other's powers as did John Flint and Laurence Mayne. The Butterfly Man +was immensely proud of Laurence's handsome person and his grace of +speech and manner; he had even a more profound respect for his more +solid attainments, for his own struggle upward had deepened his regard +for higher education. As for Laurence, he thought his friend +marvelous; what he had overcome and become made him in the younger +man's eyes an incarnate proof of the power of will and of patience. +The originality and breadth of his views fired the boy's imagination +and broadened his personality. The two complemented each other. + +The Butterfly Man's workroom had a fascination for others than +Laurence. It was a sort of Open Question Club. Here Westmoreland came +to air his views with a free tongue and to ride his hobbies with a +gallant zest; here the major, tugging at his goatee, his glasses far +down on his nose, narrated in spicy chapters the Secret Social History +of Appleboro. Here the judge--for he, too, had fallen into the habit +of strolling over of an evening--sunk in the old Morris chair, his +cigar gone cold in his fingers, reviewed great cases. And sometimes +Eustis stopped by, spoke in his modest fashion of his experiments, and +left us all the better for his quiet strength. And Flint, with his +eyes alive and watchful behind his glasses, listened with that air +which made one like to tell him things. Laurence declared that he got +his post-graduate course in John Flint's workroom, and that the +Butterfly Man wasn't the least of his teachers. + +I should dearly like to say that the Awakening of Appleboro began in +that workroom; and in a way it did. But it really had its inception in +a bird's nest John Flint had discovered and watched with great +interest and pleasure. The tiny mother had learned to accept his +approach, without fear; he said she knew him personally. She allowed +him to approach close enough to touch her; she even took food out of +his fingers. He had worked toward that friendliness with great skill +and patience, and his success gave him infinite pleasure. He had a +great tenderness for the little brown lady, and he looked forward to +her babies with an almost grandfatherly eagerness. The nest was over +in a corner of our garden, in a thick evergreen bush big enough to be +called a young tree. + +Now on a sunny morning Laurence and I and the Butterfly Man walked in +our garden. Laurence had gotten his first brief, and we two older +fellows were somewhat like two old birds fluttering over an +adventurous fledgling. I think we saw the boy sitting on the Supreme +Court bench, that morning! + +As we neared the evergreen tree the Butterfly Man raised his hand to +caution us to be silent. He wanted us to see his wee friend's +reception of him, and so he went on a bit ahead, to let her know she +needn't be afraid--we, too, were merely big friends come a-calling. +And just then we heard shrill cries of distress, and above it the +louder, raucous scream of the bluejay. + +The bluejay was entirely occupied with his own business of breaking +into another bird's nest and eating the eggs. He scolded violently +between mouthfuls; he had finished three eggs and begun on the fourth +and last when we came upon the scene. He had no fear of us; he had +seen us before, and he knew very well indeed that the red-bearded +creature with the cane was a particular and peculiar friend of +feathered folks. So he cocked a knowing head, with a cruel beak full +of egg, and flirted a splendid tail at his friend; then swallowed the +last morsel and rowed viciously with Laurence and me; for the bluejay +is wholly addicted to billingsgate. He paid no attention to the +distraught mother-bird, fluttering and crying on a limb nearby. + +"Gosh, pal, I've sure had some meal!" said the bluejay to John Flint. +"Chase that skirt, over there, please--she makes too much noise to +suit me!" + +But for once John Flint wasn't a friend to a bluejay--he uttered an +exclamation of sorrow and dismay. + +"My nest!" he cried tragically. "My beautiful nest with the four eggs, +that I've been watching day by day! And the little mother-thing that +knew me, and let me touch her, and feed her, and wasn't afraid of me! +Oh, you blue devil! You thief! You murderer!" And in a great gust of +sorrow and anger he lifted his stick to hurl it at the criminal. +Laurence caught the upraised arm. + +"But he doesn't know he's a thief and a murderer," said he, and looked +at the handsome culprit with unwilling admiration. The jay, having +finished the nest to his entire satisfaction, hopped down upon a limb +and turned his attention to us. He screamed at Laurence, thrusting +forward his impudent head; while the poor robbed mother, with +lamentable cries, watched him from a safe distance. Full of his +cannibal meal, Mister Bluejay callously ignored her. He was more +interested in us. Down he came, nearer yet, with a flirt of fine +wings, a spreading of barred tail, just above Flint's head, and +talked jocularly to his friend in jayese. + +"You're a thief and a robber!" raged the Butterfly Man. "You're a damn +little bird-killer, that's what you are! I ought to wring your neck +for you, and I'd do it if it would do the rest of your tribe any good. +But it wouldn't. It wouldn't bring back the lost eggs nor the spoiled +nest, either. Besides, you don't know any better. You're what you are +because you were hatched like that, and there wasn't Anything to tell +you what's right and wrong for a decent bird to do. The best one can +do for you is to get wise to your ways and watch out that you can't do +more mischief." + +The bluejay, with his handsome crested head on one side, cocked his +bright black eye knowingly, and passed derisive remarks. Any one who +has listened attentively to a bluejay must be deeply grateful that the +gift of articulate speech has been wisely withheld from him; he is a +hooligan of a bird. He lifted his wings like half-playful fists. If he +had fingers, be sure a thumb had been lifted profanely to his nose. + +The Butterfly Man watched him for a moment in silence; a furrow came +to his forehead. + +"Damn little thief!" he muttered. "And you don't even have to care! +No! It's not right. There ought to be some way to save the mothers and +the nests from your sort--without having to kill you, either. But good +Lord, how? That's what I want to know!" + +"Beat 'em to it and stand 'em off," said Laurence, staring at the +ravaged nest, the unhappy mother, the gorged impenitent thief. "'Git +thar fustest with the mostest men.' Have the nests so protected the +thief can't get in without getting caught. Build Better Bird Houses, +say, and enforce a Law of the Garden--Boom and Food for all, Pillage +for None. You'd have to expect some spoiled nests, of course, for you +couldn't be on guard all the time, and you couldn't make all the birds +live in your Better Bird Houses--they wouldn't know how. But you'd +save some of them, at any rate." + +"Think so?" said John Flint. "Huh! And what'd you do with _him_?" And +he jerked his head at the screaming jay. + +"Let him alone, so long as he behaved. Shoo him outside when he +didn't--and see that he kept outside," said Laurence. "You see, the +idea isn't so much to reform bluejays--it's to save the other birds +from them." + +John Flint's face was troubled. "It's all a muddle, anyhow," said he. +"You can't blame the bluejay, because he was born so, and it's +bluejay nature to act like that when it gets the chance. But there's +the other bird--it looks bad. It is bad. For a thief to come into a +little nest like that, that she'd been brooding on, and twittering to, +and feeling so good and so happy about--Man, I'd have given a month's +work and pay to have saved that nest! It's not fair. God! Isn't there +_some_ way to save the good ones from the bad ones?" + +There he stood, in the middle of the path, staring ruefully at the +wrecked bit of twigs and moss and down that had been a wee home; and +with more of sorrow than anger at the feathered crook who had done the +damage. The thing was slight in itself, and more than common--just one +of the unrecorded humble tragedies which daily engulf the Little +Peoples. But I had seen a butterfly's wing save him alive; and so I +did not doubt now that a little bird's nest could weigh down the +balance which would put him definitely upon the side of good and of +God. + +"I think there is a way," said Laurence, gravely, "and that is to beat +them to it and stand them off. All the rest is talk and piffle--the +only way to save is to save. There are no halfway measures; also, it's +a lifetime job, full of kicks and cuffs and ingratitude and +misunderstanding and failure and loneliness, and sometimes even worse +things yet. But you do manage to sometimes save the nests and the +fledglings, and you do sometimes escape the pain of hearing the +mothers lamenting. And that's the only reward a decent mortal ought to +hope for. I reckon it's about the best reward there is, this side of +heaven." + +The Butterfly Man swallowed this a bit ungraciously. + +"You've got a devil of a way of twisting things into parables. I'm +talking birds and thinking birds, and here you must go and make my +birds people! I wasn't thinking about people--that is, I wasn't, until +you have to go and put the notion into my head. It's not fair. The +thing's bad enough already, without your lugging folks into it and +making it worse!" + +Laurence looked at him steadily. "You've got to think of people, when +you see things like that," said he, slowly; "otherwise you only +half-see. I have to think of people--of kids, particularly--and their +mothers." He turned as he spoke, and stared out over our garden, with +its sunny spaces, and its shrubs and flowers, and trees, to where, +over in the sky a pillar of smoke rose steadily, endlessly, and +merged into a cloud overhanging the quiet little town. + +"The pillar of cloud by day," said he "that leads the children--" He +stopped, and the whimsical smile faded from his face; his jaw set. + +The bluejay, having exhausted his vocabulary of jay-ribaldry, +screeched one last outrageous bit of billingsgate into Flint's ears, +shut up his tail like a fan, and darted off, a streak of blue and +gray. The Butterfly Man's eyes followed him smilelessly; then they +came back and dwelt for a moment upon the ruined nest and the +fluttering mother-bird, still vexing the ear with her shrill +lamentable futile protests. From her his eyes went, out over the trees +and flowers to that pillar mounting lazily and inevitably into the +sky. For a long moment he stared at that, too, fixedly. After an +interval he clenched his hand upon his stick and struck the ground. + +"_Nothing's_ got any business to break up a nest! I'd rather sit up +all night and watch than see what I've just seen and listen to that +mother-thing calling to Something that's far-off and stone deaf and +can't hear nor heed. Why, the little birds haven't got even the chance +to get themselves born, much less grow up and sing! I--Say, you two go +on a bit. I feel mighty bad about this. I'd been watching her. She +knew me. She let me feed her. If only I'd thought about the jay, why, +I might have saved her. But just when she needed me I wasn't there!" +He turned abruptly, and strode off toward his own rooms. Kerry +followed with a drooping head and tail. But Laurence looked after him +hopefully. + +"Padre, the Butterfly Man's seen something this morning that will +sink to the bottom of his soul and stay there: didn't you see his +eyes? Now, which of those two have taught him the most--the happy +thief and murderer, or the innocent unhappy victim? The bluejay's not +a whit the worse for it, remember; in fact, he's all the better off, +for his stomach is full and his mischief satisfied, and that's all +that ever worries a bluejay. And there isn't any redress for the +mother-bird. The thing's done, and can't be undone. But between them +they've shown John Flint something that forces a man to take sides. +Doesn't the bluejay deserve some little credit for that? And is there +_ever_ any redress for the mother-bird, Padre?" + +"Why, the Church teaches--" I began. + +Laurence nodded. "Yes, Padre, I know all that. But it can't teach away +what's always happening here and now. At least not to the Butterfly +Man and me, ... nor yet the mother-birds, Padre. No. We want to be +shown how to head off the bluejays." + +We walked along in silence, his hand upon my arm. His eyes were +clouded with the vision that beckoned him. As for me, I was wondering +just where, and how far, that bluejay was going to lead John Flint. + +It led him presently to my mother. All men learn their great lessons +from women and in stress the race instinctively goes back to be taught +by the mothers of it. There were long intimate talks between herself +and the Butterfly Man, to which Laurence was also called. In her quiet +way Madame knew by heart the whole mill district, good, bad and +indifferent, for she was a woman among the women. She had supported +wives parting from dying husbands; she had hushed the cries of +frightened children, while I gave the last blessings to mothers whose +feet were already on the confines of another world; she had taken dead +children from frenzied women's arms. Just as the Butterfly Man had +shown the country folks to Laurence, so now Madame showed them both +the mill folks, the poor folks, the foreigners in a small town +disdainful of them; and she did it with the added keenness of her +woman's eyes and the diviner kindness of her woman's heart. + +The little lady had enormous influence in the parish. And as +Laurence's plans and hopes and ambitions unfolded before her, she +threw this potent influence, with all it implied, in the scale of the +young lawyer's favor. They began their work at the bottom, as all +great movements should begin. What struck me with astonishment was +that so many quiet women seemed to be ready and waiting, as for a +hoped for message, a bugle-call in the dawn, for just that which +Laurence had to tell them. + +"A fellow with pull behind him," said John Flint, "is what you might +call a pretty fair probability. But a fellow with the women behind him +is a steam-roller. There's nothing to do but clear the road and keep +from under." And when he went on his rounds among the farm houses now +it wasn't only the men and children he talked to. There was a message +for the overworked women, the wives and daughters who had all the +pains and none of the profits. Westmoreland, who had been a rather +lonesome evangelist for many years, of a sudden found himself backed +and supported by younger and stronger forces. + +The work was done very noiselessly; there was no outward +disturbances, yet; but the women were in deadly earnest; there were +far, far too many small graves in our cemetery, and they were being +taught to ask why the children who filled them hadn't had a fair +chance? The men might smile at many things, but fathers couldn't smile +when mothers of lost children wanted to know why Appleboro hadn't +better milk and sanitation. And there, under their eyes bulked the +huge red mills, and every day from the bosom of this Moloch went up +the smoke of sacrifice. + +Behind all this gathering of forces stood an almost unguessed figure. +Not the lovely white-haired lady of the Parish House; not big +Westmoreland; not handsome Laurence, nor outspoken Miss Sally Ruth +with a suffrage button on her black basque; but a limping man in gray +tweeds with a soft felt hat pulled down over his eyes and a butterfly +net in his hand. That net was symbolic. With trained eye and sure hand +the naturalist caught and classified us, put each one in his proper +place. + +Keener, shrewder far than any of us, no one, save I alone, guessed the +part it pleased him to play. Laurence was hailed as the Joshua who was +to lead all Appleboro into the promised land of better paving, better +lighting, better schools, better living conditions, better city +government--a better Appleboro. Behind Laurence stood the Butterfly +Man. + +He seldom interfered with Laurence's plans; but every now and then he +laid a finger unerringly upon some weak point which, unnoticed and +uncorrected, would have made those plans barren of result. He amended +and suggested. I have seen him breathe upon the dry bones of a +project and make it live. It satisfied that odd sardonic twist in him +to stand thus obscurely in the background and pull the strings. I +think, too, that there must have been in his mind, since that morning +he had watched the bluejay destroy his nest, some obscure sense of +restitution. Once, in the dark, he had worked for evil. Still keeping +himself hidden, it pleased him now to work for good. So there he sat +in his workroom, and cast filaments here and there, and spun a web +which gradually netted all Appleboro. + +There was, for instance, the _Clarion_. We had had but that one +newspaper in our town from time immemorial. I suppose it might have +been a fairly good county paper once,--but for some years it had +spluttered so feebly that one wondered how it survived at all. In +spite of this, nobody in our county could get himself decently born or +married, or buried, without a due and proper notice in the _Clarion_. +To the country folks an obituary notice in its columns was as much a +matter of form as a clergyman at one's obsequies. It simply wasn't +respectable to be buried without proper comment in the _Clarion_. +Wherefore the paper always held open half a column for obituary +notices and poetry. + +These dismal productions had first brought the _Clarion_ to Mr. +Flint's notice. He used to snigger at sight of the paper. He said it +made him sure the dead walked. He cut out all those lugubrious and +home-made verses and pasted them in a big black scrapbook. He had a +fashion of strolling down to the paper's office and snipping out all +such notices and poems from its country exchanges. A more ghoulish and +fearsome collection than he acquired I never elsewhere beheld. It was +a taste which astonished me. Sometimes he would gleefully read aloud +one which particularly delighted him: + + "A Christian wife and offspring seven + Mourn for John Peters who has gone to heaven. + But as for him we are sure he can weep no more, + He is happy with the lovely angels on that bright shore."{~DAGGER~} + +{~DAGGER~} Heaven. + +My mother was horrified. She said, severely, that she couldn't to save +her life see why any mortal man should snigger because a Christian +wife and children seven mourned for John Peters who had gone to +heaven. The Butterfly Man looked up, meekly. And of a sudden my mother +stopped short, regarded him with open mouth and eyes, and retired +hastily. He resumed his pasting. + +"I've got a hankering for what you might call grave poetry," said he, +pensively. "Yes, sir; an obituary like that is like an all-day sucker +to me. Say, don't you reckon they make the people they're written +about feel glad they're dead and done for good with folks that could +spring something like that on a poor stiff? Wait a minute, parson--you +can't afford to miss Broken-hearted Admirer: + + "Miss Matty, I watched thee laid in the gloomy grave's embrace, + Where nobody can evermore press your hand or your sweet face. + When you were alive I often thought of thee with fond pride, + And meant to call around some night & ask you to be my loving Bride. + "But alas, there is a sorrowful sadness in my bosom to-day, + For I never did it & now can never really know what you would say. + + Miss Matty, the time may come when I can remember thee as a brother, + And lay my fond true heart at the loving feet of another. + For though just at present I can do nothing but sigh & groan, + The Holy Bible tells us it is not good for a man to dwell alone. + But even though, alas, I'm married, my poor heart will still be true, + And oft in the lone night I will wake & weep to think she never + can be you." + --"A BROKEN-HEARTED ADMIRER." + +"Ain't that sad and sweet, though?" said the Butterfly Man admiringly. +"Don't you hope those loving feet will be extra loving when +Broken-hearted makes 'em a present of his fond heart, parson? Wouldn't +it be something fierce if they stepped on it! Gee, I cried in my hat +when I first read that!" Now wasn't it a curious coincidence that, +even as Madame, I regarded John Flint with open mouth and eyes, and +retired hastily? + +For some time the _Clarion_ had been getting worse and worse; heaven +knows how it managed to appear on time, and we expected each issue to +be its last. It wasn't news to Appleboro that it was on its last legs. +I was not particularly interested in its threatened demise, not having +John Flint's madness for its obituaries; but he watched it narrowly. + +"Did you know," he remarked to Laurence, "that the poor old _Clarion_ +is ready to bust? It will have to write a death-notice for itself in a +week or two, the editor told me this morning." + +"So?" Laurence seemed as indifferent as I. + +The Butterfly Man shot him a freighted glance. "Folks in this county +will sort of miss the _Clarion_," he reflected. "After all, it's the +one county paper. Seems to me," he mused, "that if _I_ were going in +head, neck and crop for the sweet little job of reformer-general, I'd +first off get me a grappling-hook on my town's one newspaper. +Particularly when grappling-hooks were going cheap." + +"Hasn't Inglesby got a mortgage on it?" + +"If he had would he let it die in its bed so nice and ladylike? Not +much! It'd kick out the footboard and come alive. Inglesby must be +getting rusty in the joints not to reach out for the _Clarion_ +himself, right now. Maybe he figures it's not worth the price. Maybe +he knows this town so well he's dead sure nobody that buys a newspaper +here would have the nerve to print anything or think anything he +didn't approve of. Yes, I guess that's it." + +"Which is your gentle way," cut in Laurence, "of telling me I'd better +hustle out and gather in the _Clarion_ before Inglesby beats me to it, +isn't it?" + +"Me?" The Butterfly Man looked pained. "I'm not telling you to buy +anything. _I'm_ only thinking of the obituaries. Ask the parson. +I'm--I'm addicted to 'em, like some people are to booze. But if you'd +promise to keep open the old corner for them, why, I might come out +and _beg_ you to buy the _Clarion_, now it's going so cheap. Yep--all +on account of the obituaries!" And he murmured: + + "_Our dear little Johnny was left alive + To reach the interesting age of five + When_--" + +"That's just about as much as I can stand of that, my son!" said I, +hastily. + +"The parson's got an awful tender heart," the Butterfly Man explained +and Laurence was graceless enough to grin. + +"Well, as I was about to say: I happened to think Inglesby would be +brute enough to choke out my pet column, or make folks pay for it, and +things like that haven't got any business to have price tags on 'em. +So I got to thinking of you. You're young and tender; also a college +man; and you're itching to wash and iron Appleboro--" he took off his +glasses and wiped them delicately and deliberately. + +"Did you also get to thinking," said Laurence, crisply, "that I'm just +about making my salt at present, and still you're suggesting that I +tie a dead old newspaper about my neck and jump overboard? One might +fancy you hankered to add my obituary to your collection!" he finished +with a touch of tartness. + +The Butterfly Man smiled ever so gently. + +"The _Clarion_ is the county paper," he explained patiently. "It was +here first. It's been here a long time, and people are used to it. It +knows by heart how they think and feel and how they want to be told +they think and feel. And you ought to know Carolina people when it +comes right down to prying them loose from something they're used to!" +He paused, to let that sink in. + +"There's no reason why the _Clarion_ should keep on being a dead one, +is there? There's plenty room for a live daily right here and now, if +it was run right. Why, this town's blue-molded for a live paper! Look +here: You go buy the _Clarion_. It won't cost you much. Believe me, +you'll find it mighty handy--power of the press, all the usual guff, +you know! I sha'n't have to worry about obituaries, but I bet you +dollars to doughnuts some people will wake up some morning worrying a +whole lot about editorials. Mayne--people like to think they think +what they think themselves. They don't. They think what their home +newspapers tell them to think. And this is your great big chance to +get the town ear and shout into it good and loud." + +A week or so later Mayne & Son surprised Appleboro by purchasing the +moribund _Clarion_. They didn't have to go into debt for it, either. +They got it for an absurdly low sum, although folks said, with sniffs, +that anything paid for that rag was too much. + +"Nevertheless," said the Butterfly Man to me, complacently, "that's +the little jimmy that's going to grow up and crack some fat cribs. +Watch it grow!" + +I watched; but, like most others, I was rather doubtful. It was true +that the _Clarion_ immediately showed signs of reviving life. And that +Jim Dabney, a college friend from upstate, whom Laurence had induced +to accept the rather precarious position of editor and manager, wrote +pleasantly as well as pungently, and so set us all to talking. + +I suppose it was because it really had something to say, and that +something very pertinent to our local interests and affairs, that we +learned and liked to quote the _Clarion_. It made a neat appearance in +new black type, and this pleased us. It had, too, a newer, clearer, +louder note, which made itself heard over the whole county. The county +merchants and farmers began once more to advertise in its pages, as +John Flint, who watched it jealously--feeling responsible for +Laurence's purchase of it--was happy to point out. + +One thing, too, became more and more evident. The women were behind +the _Clarion_ in a solid phalanx. They knew it meant for them a voice +which spoke articulately and publicly, an insistent voice which must +be answered. It noticed every Mothers' Meeting, Dorcas activity, +Ladies' Aid, Altar Guild, temperance gathering; spoke respectfully of +the suffragists and hopefully of the "public-spirited women" of the +new Civic League. And never, never, never omitted nor misplaced nor +misspelled a name! The boy from up-state saw to that. He was wily as +the serpent and simple as the dove. Over the local page appeared +daily: + + "LET'S GET TOGETHER!" + +After awhile we took him at his word and tried to ... and things began +to happen in Appleboro. + +"Here," said the Butterfly Man to me, "is where the bluejay begins to +get his." + +For in most Appleboro houses insistent women were asking harassed and +embarrassed men certain questions concerning certain things which +ladies hadn't been supposed to know anything about, much less worry +their heads over, since the state was a state. So determined were the +women to have these questions fairly answered that they presently +asked them in cold print, on the front page of the town paper. And +Laurence told them. He had appalling lists and figures and names and +dates. The "chiel among us takin' notes" printed them. Dabney's +editorial comments were barbed. + +Now there are mills in the South which do obey the state laws and +regulations as to hours, working conditions, wages, sanitation, safety +appliances, child labor. But there are others which do not. Ours +notoriously didn't. + +John Flint and my mother had had many a conference about deplorable +cases which both knew, but were powerless to change. The best they had +been able to do was to tabulate such cases, with names and facts and +dates, but precious little had been accomplished for the welfare of +the mill people, for those who might have helped had been too busy, or +perhaps unwilling, to listen or to act. + +But, as Flint insisted, the new Civic League was ready and ripe to +hear now what Madame had to tell. At one meeting, therefore, she took +the floor and told them. When she had finished they named a committee +to investigate mill conditions in Appleboro. + +That work was done with a painstaking thoroughness, and the +committee's final report was very unpleasant reading. But the names +signed to it were so unassailable, the facts so incontrovertible, that +Dabney thought best to print it in full, and later to issue it in +pamphlet form. It has become a classic for this sort of thing now, and +it is always quoted when similar investigations are necessary +elsewhere. + +It was the Butterfly Man who had taken that report and had rewritten +and revised it, and clothed it with a terrible earnestness and force. +Its plain words were alive. It seemed to me, when I read them that I +heard ... a bluejay's ribald screech ... and the heart-rending and +piercing cries of a little brown motherbird whose nest had been +ravaged and destroyed. + +Appleboro gasped, and sat up, and rubbed its eyes. That such things +could be occurring here, in this pleasant little place, in the shadow +of their churches, within reach of their homes! No one dared to even +question the truth of that report, however, and it went before the +Grand Jury intact. The Grand Jury very promptly called Mr. Inglesby +before it. They were polite to him, of course, but they did manage to +ask him some very unpleasant and rather personal questions, and they +did manage to impress upon him that certain things mentioned in the +Civic League's report must not be allowed to reoccur. One juror--he +was a planter--had even had the temerity to say out loud the ugly word +"penetentiary." + +Inglesby was shocked. He hadn't known. He was a man of large interests +and he had to leave a great deal to the discretion of superintendents +and foremen. It might be, yes, he could understand how it might very +well be--that his confidence had been abused. He would look into these +things personally hereafter. Why, he was even now busily engaged +compiling a "Book of Rules for Employees." He deplored the almost +universal unrest among employees. It was a very bad sign. Very. Due +almost entirely to agitators, too. + +He didn't come out of that investigation without some of its slime +sticking to him, and this annoyed and irritated and enraged him more +than we guessed, for we hadn't as yet learned the man's ambition. +Also, the women kept following him up. They meant to make him comply +with the strict letter of the law, if that were humanly possible. + +He was far too shrewd not to recognize this; for he presently called +on my mother and offered her whatever aid he could reasonably give. +Her work was invaluable; his foremen and superintendents had +instructions to give her any information she asked for, to show her +anything in the mills she wished to see, and to report to headquarters +any suggestions as to the--er--younger employees, she might be kind +enough to make. If that were not enough she might, he suggested, call +on him personally. Really, one couldn't but admire the _savoir faire_ +of this large unctious being, so fluent, so plausible, until one +happened to catch of a sudden that hard and ruthless gleam which, in +spite of all his caution, would leap at times into his cold eyes. + +"Is he, or isn't he, a hypocrite pure and simple, or are such men +self-deceived?" mused my mother, puckering her brows. "He will do +nothing, I know, that he can well avoid. But--he gave me of his own +accord his personal check for fifty dollars, for that poor consumptive +Shivers woman." + +"She contracted her disease working in his mill and living in one of +his houses on the wages he paid her," said I, "I might remind you to +beware of the Greeks when they come bearing gifts." + +"Proverb for proverb," said she. "The hair of the dog is good for its +bite." + +"Fifty dollars isn't much for a woman's life." + +"Fifty dollars buys considerable comfort in the shape of milk and ice +and eggs. When it's gone--if poor Shivers isn't--I shall take the +Baptist minister's wife and Miss Sally Ruth Dexter with me, and go and +ask him for another check. He'll give it." + +"You'll make him bitterly repent ever having succumbed to the +temptation of appearing charitable," said I. + +We were not left long in doubt that Inglesby had other methods of +attack less pleasant than offering checks for charity. Its two largest +advertisers simultaneously withdrew their advertisements from the +_Clarion_. + +"Let's think this thing out," said John Flint to Laurence. "Cutting +out ads is a bad habit. It costs good money. It should be nipped in +the bud. You've got to go after advertisers like that and make 'em see +the thing in the right light. Say, parson, what's that thing you were +saying the other day--the thing I asked you to read over, remember?" + +_"When the scorner is punished, the simple is made wise; and when the +wise is instructed, he receiveth knowledge,"_ I quoted Solomon. + +"That's it, exactly. You see," he explained, "there's always the right +way out, if you've got sense enough to find it. Only you mustn't get +rattled and try to make your getaway out the wrong door or the front +window--that spoils things. The parson's given you the right tip. That +old chap Solomon had a great bean on him, didn't he?" + +A few days later there appeared, in the space which for years had been +occupied by the bigger of the two advertisements, the following +pleasant notice: + + People Who Disapprove of + Civic Cleanliness, + A Better Town, + Better Kiddies, + and + A Square Deal for Everybody, + _Also_ + Disapprove of + Advertising in the Clarion. + +And the space once occupied by the other advertiser was headed: + + OBITUARIES + +That ghastly poetry in which the soul of the Butterfly Man reveled +appeared in that column thereafter. It was a conspicuous space, and +the horn of rural mourning in printer's ink was exalted among us. It +was not very hard to guess whose hand had directed those +counter-blows. + +When we met those two advertisers on the street afterward we greeted +them with ironical smiles intended to enrage. They had at Inglesby's +instigation been guilty of a tactical blunder of which the men behind +the _Clarion_ had taken fiendish and unexpected advantage. It had +simply never occurred to either that a small town editor might dare to +"come back." The impossible had actually happened. + +I think it was this slackening of his power which alarmed Inglesby +into action. + +"Mr. Inglesby," said the Butterfly Man to me one night, casually, "has +got him a new private secretary. He came this afternoon. His name's +Hunter--J. Howard Hunter. He dresses as if he wrote checks for a +living and he looks exactly like he dresses. Honest, he's the original +he-god they use to advertise suspenders and collars and neverrips and +that sort of thing in the classy magazines. I bet you Inglesby's got +to fork over a man-sized bucket of dough per, to keep _him_. There'll +be a flutter of calico in this burg from now on, for that fellow +certainly knows how to wear his face. He's gilt-edged from start to +finish!" + +Laurence, lounging on the steps, looked up with a smile. + +"His arrival," said he, "has been duly chronicled in to-day's press. +Cease speaking in parables, Bughunter, and tell us what's on your +mind." + +The Butterfly Man hesitated for a moment. Then: + +"Why, it's this way," said he, slowly. "I--hear things. A bit here and +there, you see, as folks tell me. I put what I've heard together, and +think it over. Of course I didn't need anybody to tell me Inglesby was +sore because the _Clarion_ got away from him. He expected it to die. +It didn't. He thought it wouldn't pay expenses--well, the sheriff +isn't in charge yet. And he knows the paper is growing. He's too wise +a guy to let on he's been stung for fair, once in his life, but he +don't propose to let himself in for any more body blows than he can +help. So he looks about a bit and he gets him an agent--older than +you, Mayne, but young enough, too--and even better looking. That agent +will be everywhere pretty soon. The town will fall for him. Say, how +many of you folks know what Inglesby really wants, anyhow?" + +"Everything in sight," said Laurence promptly. + +"And something around the corner, too. He wants to come out in the +open and be IT. He intends to be a big noise in Washington. Gentlemen, +Senator Inglesby! Well, why not?" + +"He hasn't said so, has he?" Laurence was skeptical. + +"He doesn't have to say so. He means to be it, and that's very much +more to the point. However, it happens that he did peep, once or +twice, and it buzzed about a bit--and that's how I happened to catch +it in my net. This Johnny he's just got to help him is the first move. +Private Secretary now. Campaign manager and press agent, later. +Inglesby's getting ready to march on to Washington. You watch him do +it!" + +"Never!" said Laurence, and set his mouth. + +"No?" The Butterfly Man lifted his eyebrows. "Well, what are you going +to do about it? Fight him with your pretty little _Clarion_? It's not +big enough, though you could make it a handy sort of brick to paste +him in the eye with, if you aim straight and pitch hard enough. Go up +against him yourself? You're not strong enough, either, young man, +whatever you may be later on. You can prod him into firing some poor +kids from his mills--but you can't make him feed 'em after he's fired +'em, can you? And you can't keep him from becoming Senator Inglesby +either, unless," he paused impressively, "you can match him even with +a man his money and pull can't beat. Now think." + +The young man bit his lip and frowned. The Butterfly Man watched him +quizzically through his glasses. + +"Don't take it so hard," he grinned. "And don't let the whole +salvation of South Carolina hang too heavy on your shoulders. Leave +_something_ to God Almighty--He managed to pull the cocky little brute +through worse and tougher situations than Inglesby! Also, He ran the +rest of the world for a few years before you and I got here to help +Him with it." + +"You're a cocky brute yourself," said Laurence, critically. + +"I can afford to be, because I can open my hand this minute and show +you the button. Why, the very man you need is right in your reach! If +you could get _him_ to put up his name against Inglesby's, the Big Un +wouldn't be in it." + +Laurence stared. The Butterfly Man stared back at him. + +"Look here," said he slowly. "You remember my nest, and what that +bluejay did for it? And what you said? Well, I've looked about a bit, +and I've seen the bluejay at work.... Oh, hell, I can't talk about +this thing, but I've watched the putty-faced, hollow-chested, +empty-bellied kids--that don't even have guts enough left to laugh.... +Somebody ought to sock it to that brute, on account of those kids. He +ought to be headed off ... make him feel he's to be shoo'd outside! +And I think I know the one man that can shoo him." He paused again, +with his head sunk forward. This was so new a John Flint to me that I +had no words. I was too lost in sheer wonder. + +"The man I mean hates politics. I've been told he has said openly it's +not a gentleman's game any more. You've got to make him see it can be +made one. You've got to make him see it as a duty. Well, once make him +see _that_, and he'll smash Inglesby." + +"You can't mean--for heaven's sake--" + +"I do mean. James Eustis." + +Laurence got up, and walked about, whistling. + +"Good Lord!" said he, "and I never even thought of him in that light. +Why ... he'd sweep everything clean before him!" + +I am a priest. I am not even an Irish priest. Therefore politics do +not interest me so keenly as they might another. But even to my slow +mind the suitability of Eustis was apparent. Of an honored name, just, +sure, kind, sagacious, a builder, a teacher, a pioneer, the plainer +people all over the state leaned upon his judgment. A sane shrewd man +of large affairs, other able men of affairs respected and admired him. +The state, knowing what he stood for, what he had accomplished for her +farmers, what he meant to her agricultural interests, admired and +trusted him. If Eustis wanted any gift within the power of the people +to give, he had but to signify that desire. And yet, it had taken my +Butterfly Man to show us this! + +"Bughunter," said Laurence, respectfully. "If you ever take the notion +to make me president, will you stand behind and show me how to run the +United States on greased wheels?" + +"I?" John Flint was genuinely astounded. "The boy's talking in his +sleep: turn over--you 're lying on your back!" + +"You won't?" + +"I will not!" said the Butterfly Man severely. "I have got something +much more important on my hands than running states, I'll have you +know. Lord, man, I'm getting ready some sheets that will tell pretty +nearly all there is to tell about Catocala Moths!" + +I remembered that sunset hour, and the pretty child of James Eustis +putting in this man's hand a gray moth. I think he was remembering, +too, for his eyes of a sudden melted, as if he saw again her face that +was so lovely and so young. Glancing at me, he smiled fleetingly. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE BLUEJAY + + +When Mary Virginia was graduated, my mother sent her, to commemorate +that very important and pleasant occasion, one of her few remaining +treasures--a carved ivory fan which Le Brun had painted out of his +heart of hearts for one of King Louis' loveliest ladies. It still +exhaled, like a whiff of lost roses, something of her vanished grace. + + "I have a fancy," wrote my mother to Mary Virginia, "that having + been pressed against women's bosoms and held in women's hands, + having been, as it were, symbols which expressed the hidden + emotions of the heart, these exquisite toys have thus been + enabled to gain a soul, a soul composed of sentience and of + memory. I think that as they lie all the long, long years in + those carved and scented boxes which are like little tombs, they + remember the lights and the flowers and the perfumes, the glimmer + and gleam of jewels and silks, the frothy fall of laces, the + laughter and whispers and glances, the murmured word, the stifled + sigh: and above all, the touch of soft lips that used to brush + them lightly; and the poor things wonder a bit wistfully what has + become of all that gay and lovely life, all that perished bravery + and beauty that once they knew. So I am quite sure this + apparently soulless bit of carved ivory sighs inaudibly to feel + again the touch of a warm and young hand, to be held before gay + and smiling eyes, to have a flower-fresh face bent over it once + more. + + "Accept it, then, my child, with your old friend's love. Use it in + your happy hours, dream over it a little, sigh lightly; and then + smile to remember that this is your Hour, that you are young, and + life and love are yours. It is in such youthful and happy smiles + that we whose day declines may relive for a brief and bright space + our golden noon. Shall I tell you a secret, before your time to + know it? _Youth alone is eternal and immortal!_ How do I know? + _'Et Ego in Arcadia vixi!'_" + +Mary Virginia showed me that letter, long afterward, and I have +inserted it here, although I suppose it really isn't at all relevant. +But I shall let it stand, because it is so like my mother! + +John Flint made for the schoolgirl a most wonderful tray with handles +and border of hammered and twisted copper. The tray itself was covered +with a layer of silvery thistle-down; and on this, hovering above +flowers, some of his loveliest butterflies spread their wings. So +beautifully did their frail bodies fit into this airy bed, so +carefully was the work done, that you might fancy only the glass which +covered them kept them from escaping. + + "You will remember telling me, when you were going away to grow + up," wrote John Flint, "to watch out for any big fine fellows + that came by of a morning, because they'd be messengers from you + to the Parish House people. Big and little they've come, and + I've played like they were all of them your carriers. So you see + we had word of you every single day of all these years you've + been gone! Now I'm sending one or two of them back to you. Please + play like my tray's a million times bigger and finer and that + it's all loaded down with good messages and hopes; and believe + that still it wouldn't be half big enough to hold all the good + wishes the Parish House folks (you were right: I belong, and so + does Kerry) send you to-day by the hand of your old friend, + + THE BUTTERFLY MAN. + +Mary Virginia showed me that letter, too, because she was so delighted +with it, and so proud of it. I like its English very well, but I like +its Irishness even better. + +But, although she had at last finished and done with school, Mary +Virginia didn't come home to us as we had hoped she would. Her mother +had other plans, which failed to include little Appleboro. Why should +a girl with such connections and opportunities be buried in a little +town when great cities waited for just such with open and welcoming +arms? The best we got then was a photograph of our girl in her +graduation frock--slim wistful Mary Virginia, with much of her dear +angular youthfulness still clinging to her. + +It was Mrs. Eustis herself who kept us posted, after awhile, of the +girl's later triumphant progress; the sensation she created, the bored +world bowing to her feet because she brought it, along with name and +wealth, so fresh a spirit, so pure a beauty. There was a certain +autocratic old Aunt of her mother's, a sort of awful high priestess in +the inmost shrine of the sacred elect; this Begum, delighted with her +young kinswoman, ordered the rest of her world to be likewise +delighted, and the world agreeing with her verdict, Mary Virginia +fared very well. She was feted, photographed, and paragraphed. Her +portrait, painted by a rather obscure young man, made the painter +famous. In the hands of the Begum the pretty girl blossomed into a +great beauty. The photograph that presently came to us quite took our +breath away, she was so regal. + +"She will never, never again be at home in little Appleboro," said my +mother, regretfully. "That dear, simple, passionate, eager child we +used to know has gone forever--life has taken her. This beautiful +creature's place is not here--_she_ belongs to a world where the women +wear titles and tiaras, and the men wear kings' orders. No, we could +never hope to hold her any more." + +"But we could love her, could we not? Perhaps even more than those +fine ladies with tiaras and titles and those fine gentlemen with +orders, whom your fancy conjures up for her," said I crisply, for her +words stung. They found an echo in my own heart. + +"Love her? Oh, but of course! But--love counts for very, very little +in the world which claims Mary Virginia now, Armand. Ambition stifles +him." I was silent. I knew. + +As for John Flint, he looked at that photograph and turned red. + +"Good Lord! To think I had nerve to send _her_ a few butterflies last +year ... told _her_ to play like they meant more! I somehow couldn't +get the notion in my head that she'd grown up.... I never could think +of her except as a sort of kid-angel, because I couldn't seem to bear +the idea of her ever being anything else but what she was. Well ... +she's not, any more. And I've had the nerve to give a few insects to +the Queen of Sheba!" + +"Bosh!" said Laurence, sturdily. "She ought to be glad and proud to +get that tray, and I'll bet you Mary Virginia's delighted with it. +She's her father's daughter as well as her mother's, please. As for +Appleboro not being good enough for her, that's piffle, too, p'tite +Madame, and I'm surprised at you! Her own town is good enough for any +girl. If it isn't, let her just pitch in and help make it good enough, +if she's worth her salt. Not that Mary Virginia isn't scrumptious, +though. Lordy, who'd think this was the same kid that used to bump my +head?" + +"She turns heads now, instead of bumping them," said my mother. + +"Oh, she's not the only head-turner Appleboro can boast of!" said the +young man grandly. "We've always been long on good-lookers in +Carolina, whatever else we may lack. They're like berries in their +season." + +"But the berry season is short and soon over, my son: and there are +seasons when there are no berries at all--except preserved ones," +suggested my mother, with that swift, curious cattiness which so often +astounds me in even the dearest of women. + +"Dare you to tell that to the Civic League!" chortled Laurence. "I'll +grant you that Mary Virginia's the biggest berry in the patch, at the +height of a full season. But look at her getup! Don't doodads and +fallals, and hen-feathers in the hair, and things twisted and tied, +and a slithering train, and a clothesline length of pearls and such, +count for something? How about Claire Dexter, for instance? She mayn't +have a Figure like her Aunt Sally Ruth, but suppose you dolled Claire +up like this? A flirt she was born and a flirt she will die, but isn't +she a perfect peach? That reminds me--that ungrateful minx gave two +dances rightfully mine to Mr. Howard Hunter last night. I didn't raise +any ructions, because, to tell you the truth, I didn't much blame her. +That fellow really knows how to dance, and the way he can convey to a +girl the impression that he's only alive on her account makes me gnash +my teeth with green-and-blue envy. No wonder they all dote on him! No +home complete without this handsome ornament!" he added. + +My mother's lips came firmly together. + +"It is a great mistake to figure Mephistopheles as a rather blase +brunette," she remarked crisply. "I am absolutely certain that if you +could catch the devil without his mask you'd find him a perfect +blonde." + +"Nietzsche's blonde beast, then?" suggested Laurence, amused at her +manner. + +"That same blonde beast is perhaps the most magnificent of animals," I +put in. For alone of my household I admired immensely Mr. Inglesby's +secretary. He was the only man I have ever known to whom the term +'beautiful' might be justly applied, and at the word's proper worth. +Such a man as this, a two-handed sword gripped in his steel fists, a +wolfskin across his broad shoulders and eagle-wings at either side the +helmet that crowns his yellow hair, looks at one out of many a red, +red page of the past with just such blue, dangerous, and cloudless +eyes. Rolling and reeking decks have known him, and falling walls, +and shrieks, and flames mounting skyward, and viking sagas, and +drinking-songs roared from brass throats, and terrible hymns to Odin +Allfather in the midwatches of Northern nights. + +He had called upon me shortly after his arrival, his ostensible reason +being my work among his mill-people. I think he liked me, later. At +any rate, I had seen much of him, and I was indebted to him for more +than one shrewd and practical suggestion. If at times I was chilled by +what seemed to me a ruthless and cold-blooded manner of viewing the +whole great social question I was nevertheless forced to admire the +almost mathematical perfection to which he had reduced his system. + +"But you wish to deal with human beings as with figures in a sum," I +objected once. + +"Figures," he smiled equably, "are only stubborn--on paper. When +they're alive they're fluid and any clever social chemist can reduce +them to first principles. It's really very simple, as all great things +are: _When in doubt, reach the stomach!_ There you are! That's the +universal eye-opener." + +"My dear friend," he added, laughing, "don't look so horrified. _I_ +didn't make things as they are. Personally, I might even prefer to +say, like Mr. Fox in the old story, _'It was not so. It is not so. And +God forbid it should be so!'_ But I can't, truthfully, and +therefore--I don't. I accept what I can't help. Self-preservation, we +all admit, is the first law of nature. Now I consider myself, and the +class I represent, as beings much more valuable to the world than, +let's say, your factory-hands, your mill-workers, your hewers of wood +and drawers of water. Thus, should the occasion arise, I should most +unhesitatingly use whatever weapons law, religion, civilization +itself, put into my hands, without compunction and possibly what some +cavilers might call without mercy; having at stake a very vital +issue--the preservation of my kind, the protection of my class against +Demos." + +He spoke without heat, calmly, looking at me smilingly with his fine +intelligent eyes: there was even much of truth in his frank statement +of his case. Always has Dives spoken thus, law-protected, dining +within; while without the doors of the sick civilization he has +brought about, Lazarus lies, licked by the dogs of chance. No, this +man was advocating no new theory; once, perhaps, I might have argued +even thus myself, and done so with a clean conscience. This man was +merely an opportunist. I knew he would never "reach their stomachs" +unless he thought he had to. Indeed, since his coming, things had +changed greatly at the mills, and for the better. + +"The day of the great god Gouge," he had said to Inglesby, "is +passing. It's bad business to overwork and underpay your hands into a +state of chronic insurrection. That means losing time and scamping +work. The square deal is not socialism nor charity nor a matter of any +one man's private pleasure or conscience--it's cold hard common sense +and sound scientific business. You get better results, and that's what +you're after." + +Perhaps it was because Appleboro offered, at that time, very little to +amuse and interest that keen mind of his, that the Butterfly Man +amused and interested Hunter so much. Or perhaps, proud as he was, +even he could not wholly escape that curious likableness which drew +men to John Flint. + +He was delighted with our collection. He could appreciate its scope +and value, something to which all Appleboro else paid but passing +heed. John Flint declared that most folks came to see our butterflies +just as they would have run to see the dog-faced boy or the bearded +lady--merely for something to see. But this man's appreciation and +praise were both sincere and encouraging. And as he never allowed +anything or anybody unusual or interesting to pass him by without at +least sampling its savor, he formed the habit of strolling over to the +Parish House to talk with the limping man who had come there a dying +tramp, was now a scientist, with the manner and appearance of a +gentleman, and who spoke at will the language of two worlds. That this +once black sheep had strayed of his own will and pleasure from some +notable fold Hunter didn't for a moment doubt. Like all Appleboro, he +wouldn't have been at all surprised to see this prodigal son welcomed +into the bosom of some Fifth Avenue father, and have the fatted calf +dressed for him by a chef whose salary might have hired three college +professors. Hunter had known one or two such black sheep in his time; +he fancied himself none too shrewd in thus penetrating Flint's rather +obvious secret. + +My mother watched the secretary's comings and goings at the Parish +House speculatively. Not even the fact that he quoted her adored La +Rochefoucauld, in flawless French, softened _her_ estimate. + +"If he even had the semblance of a heart!" said she, regretfully. "But +he is all head, that one." + +Now, I am a simple man, and this cultivated and handsome man of the +world delighted me. To me immured in a mill town he brought the modern +world's best. He was a window, for me, which let in light. + +"That great blonde!" said Madame, wonderingly. "He is so designedly +fascinating I wonder you fail to see the wheels go 'round. However, +let me admit that I thank God devoutly I am no longer young and +susceptible. Consider the terrible power such a man might exert over +an ardent and unsophisticated heart!" + +It was Hunter who had brought me a slim book, making known to me a +poet I had otherwise missed. + +"You are sure to like Bridges," he told me, "for the sake of one +verse. Have you ever thought _why_ I like you, Father De Rance? +Because you amuse me. I see in you one of life's subtlest ironies: A +Greek beauty-worshiper posing as a Catholic priest--in Appleboro!" He +laughed. And then, with real feeling, he read in his resonant voice: + + "I love all beautiful things: + I seek and adore them. + God has no better praise, + And man in his hasty days, + Is honored for them." + +When at times the secretary brought his guests to see what he +pleasingly enough termed Appleboro's one claim to distinction, the +Butterfly Man did the honors to the manner born. Drawer after drawer +and box after box would he open, patiently answering and explaining. +And indeed, I think the contents were worth coming far to see. Some of +them had come to us from the ends of the earth; from China and Japan +and India and Africa and Australia, from the Antilles and Mexico and +South America and the isles of the Pacific; from many and many a +lonely missionary station had they been sent us. Even as our +collection grew, the library covering it grew with it. But this was +merely the most showy and pleasing part of the work. That which had +the greatest scientific worth and interest, that upon which John +Flint's value and reputation were steadily mounting, was in less +lovely and more destructive forms of insect life. Beside this last, a +labor calling for the most unremitting, painstaking, persevering +research, observation, and intelligence, the painted beauties of his +butterflies were but as precious play. For in this last he was +wringing from Nature's reluctant fingers some of her dearest and most +deeply hidden secrets. He was like Jacob, wrestling all night long +with an unknown angel, saying sturdily: + +"I will not let thee go except thou tell me thy name!" Like Jacob, he +paid the price of going halt for his knowledge. + +I like to think that Hunter understood the enormous value of the +naturalist's work. But I fancy the silent and absorbed student himself +was to his mind the most interesting specimen, the most valuable +study. It amused him to try to draw his reticent host into familiar +and intimate conversation. Flint was even as his name. + +Oddly enough, Hunter shared the Butterfly Man's liking for that +unspeakable Book of Obituaries, and I have seen him take a batch of +them from his pocket as a free-will offering. I have seen him, who had +all French, Russian and English literature at his fingers' ends, sit +chuckling and absorbed for an hour over that fearful collection of +lugubrious verse and worse grammar; pausing every now and then to cast +a speculative and curious glance at his impassive host, who, paying +absolutely no attention to him, bent his whole mind, instead, upon +some tiny form in a balsam slide mount under his microscope. + +"Why don't you admire Mr. Hunter?" I was curious to know. + +"But I do admire him." Flint was sincere. + +"Then if you admire him, why don't you like him?" + +He reflected. + +"I don't like the expression of his teeth," he admitted. "They're too +pointed. He looks like he'd bite. I don't think he'd care much who he +bit, either; it would all depend on who got in his way." + +Seeing me look at him wonderingly, he paused in his work, stretched +his legs under the table, and grinned up at me. + +"I'm not saying he oughtn't to put his best foot foremost," he agreed. +"We'd all do that, if we only knew how. And I'm not saying he ought to +tell on himself, or that anybody's got any business getting under his +guard. I don't hanker to know anybody's faults, or to find out what +they've got up their sleeves besides their elbows, unless I have to. +Why, I'd as soon ask a fellow to take off his patent leathers to prove +he hadn't got bunions, or to unbutton his collar, so I'd be sure it +wasn't fastened onto a wart on the back of his neck. Personally I +don't want to air anybody's bumps and bunions. It's none of my +business. I believe in collars and shoes, myself. _But_ if I see +signs, I can believe all by my lonesome they've got 'em, can't I?" + +"Exactly. Your deductions, my dear Sherlock, are really marvelous. A +gentleman wears good shoes and clean collars--wherefore, you don't +like the expression of his teeth!" said I, ironically. + +"Slap me on the wrist some more, if it makes you feel good," he +offered brazenly. "For he may--and I sure don't." His grin faded, the +old pucker came to his forehead. + +"Parson, maybe the truth is I'm not crazy over him because people like +him get people like me to seeing too plainly that things aren't fairly +dealt out. Why, think a minute. That man's got about all a man can +have, hasn't he? In himself, I mean. And if there's anything more he +fancies, he can reach out and get it, can't he? Well, then, some folks +might get to thinking that folks like him--get more than they deserve. +And some ... don't get any more than they deserve," he finished, with +grim ambiguity. + +"Do you like him yourself?" he demanded, as I made no reply. + +"I admire him immensely." + +"Does Madame like him?" he came back. + +"Madame is a woman," I said, cautiously. "Also, you are to remember +that if Madame doesn't, she is only one against many. All the rest of +them seem to adore him." + +"Oh, the rest of them!" grunted John Flint, and scowled. "Huh! If it +wasn't for Madame and a few more like her, I'd say women and hens are +the two plum-foolest things God has found time to make yet. If you +don't believe it, watch them stand around and cackle over the first +big dunghill rooster that walks on his wings before them! There are +times when I could wring their necks. Dern a fool, anyhow!" He +wriggled in his chair with impatience. + +"Liver," said I, outraged. "You'd better see Dr. Westmoreland about +it. When a man talks like you're talking now, it's just one of two +things--a liver out of whack, or plain ugly jealousy." + +"I do sound like I've got a grouch, don't I?" he admitted, without +shame. "Well ... maybe it's jealousy, and maybe it's not. The truth +is, he rubs me rather raw at times, I don't know just how or why. +Maybe it's because he's so sure of himself. He can afford to be sure. +There isn't any reason why he shouldn't be. And it hurts my feelings." +He looked up at me, shrewdly. "He looks all right, and he sounds all +right, and maybe he might be all right--but, parson, I've got the +notion that somehow he's not!" + +"Good heavens! Why, look at what the man has done for the mill folks! +Whatever his motives are, the result is right there, isn't it? His +works praise him in the gates!" + +"Oh, sure! But he hasn't played his full hand out yet, friend. You just +give him time. His sort don't play to lose; they can't afford to lose; +losing is the other fellow's job. Parson, see here: there are two sides +to all things; one of 'em's right and the other's wrong, and a man's got +to choose between 'em. He can't help it. He's got to be on one side or +the other, if he's a _man_. A neutral is a squashy It that both sides do +right to kick out of the way. Now you can't do the right side any good +if you're standing flatfooted on the wrong side, can you? No; you take +sides according to what's in you. You know good and well one side is +full of near-poors, and half-ways, and real-poors--the downandouters, +the guys that never had a show, ditchers and sewercleaners and +sweatshoppers and mill hands and shuckers, and overdriven mutts and +starved women and kids. It's sure one hell of a road, but there's got to +be a light somewhere about it or the best of the whole world wouldn't +take to it for choice, would they? Yet they do! Like Jesus Christ, say. +They turn down the other side cold, though it's nicer traveling. Why, +you can hog that other road in an auto, you can run down the beggars and +the kids, you can even shoot up the cops that want to make you keep the +speed laws. You haven't _got_ any speed laws there. It's your road. You +own it, see? It's what it is because you've made it so, just to please +yourself, and to hell with the hicks that have to leg it! But--you lose +out on that side even when you think you've won. You get exactly what +you go after, but you don't get any more, and so you lose out. Why? +Because you're an egg-sucker and a nest-robber and a shrike, and a +four-flusher and a piker, that's why! + +"The first road don't give you anything you can put your hands on; +except that you think and hope maybe there's that light at the end of +it. But, parson, I guess if _you're_ man enough to foot it without a +pay-envelope coming in on Saturdays, why, it's plenty good enough for +_me_--and Kerry. But while I'm legging it I'll keep a weather eye +peeled for crooks. That big blonde he-god is one of 'em. You soak that +in your thinking-tank: he's one of 'em!" + +"But look at what he's doing!" said I, aghast. "What he's doing is +_good_. Even Laurence couldn't ask for more than good results, could +he?" + +The Butterfly Man smiled. + +"Don't get stung, parson. Why, you take me, myself. Suppose, parson, +you'd been on the other side, like Hunter is, when I came along? Suppose +you'd never stopped a minute, since you were born, to think of anything +or anybody but yourself and your own interests--where would I be to-day, +parson? Suppose you had the utility-and-nothing-but-business bug biting +you, like that skate's got? Why, what do you suppose you'd have done +with little old Slippy? I was considerable good business to look at +then, wasn't I? No. You've got to have something in you that will let +you take gambler's chances; you've got to be willing to bet the limit +and risk your whole kitty on the one little chance that a roan will come +out right, if you give him a fair show, just because he _is_ a man; or +you can't ever hope to help just when that help's needed. Right there is +the difference between the Laurence-and-you sort and the Hunter-men," +said John Flint, obstinately. + +As for Laurence, he and Hunter met continually, both being in constant +social demand. If Laurence did not naturally gravitate toward that +bright particular set of rather rapid young people which presently +formed itself about the brilliant figure of Hunter, the two did not +dislike each other, though Hunter, from an older man's sureness of +himself, was the more cordial of the two. I fancy each watched the +other more guardedly than either would like to admit. They represented +opposite interests; one might at any moment become inimical to the +other. Of this, however, no faintest trace was allowed to appear upon +the calm unruffled surface of things. + +If Inglesby had chosen this man by design, it had been a wise choice. +For he was undoubtedly very popular, and quite deservedly so. He had +unassailable connections, as we all knew. He brought a broader +culture, which was not without its effect. And in spite of the fact +that he represented Inglesby, there was not a door in Appleboro that +was not open to him. Inglesby himself seemed a less sinister figure in +the light of this younger and dazzling personality. Thus the secretary +gradually removed the thorns and briars of doubts and prejudices, +sowing in their stead the seeds of Inglesby's ambition and +rehabilitation, in the open light of day. He knew his work was well +done; he was sure of ultimate success; he had always been successful, +and there had been, heretofore, no one strong enough to actively +oppose him. He could therefore afford to make haste slowly. Even had +he been aware of the Butterfly Man's acrid estimate of him, it must +have amused him. When all was said and done, what did a Butterfly +Man--even such a one as ours--amount to, in the world of Big Business +_He_ hadn't stocks nor bonds nor power nor pull. He hadn't anything +but a personality that arrested you, a setter dog, a slowly-growing +name, a room full of insects in an old priest's garden. Of course +Hunter would have smiled! And there wasn't a soul to tell him anything +of Slippy McGee! + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +A LITTLE GIRL GROWN UP + + +Summer stole out a-tiptoe, and October had come among the live-oaks +and the pines, and touched the wide marshes and made them brown, and +laid her hand upon the barrens and the cypress swamps and set them +aflame with scarlet and gold. October is not sere and sorrowful with +us, but a ruddy and deep-bosomed lass, a royal and free-hearted +spender and giver of gifts. Asters of imperial purple, golden rod fit +for kings' scepters, march along with her in ever thinning ranks; the +great bindweed covers fences and clambers up dying cornstalks; and in +many a covert and beside the open ditches the Gerardia swings her pink +and airy bells. All down the brown roads white lady's-lace and yarrow +and the stiff purple iron-weed have leaped into bloom; under its faded +green coat the sugar-cane shows purple; and sumac and sassafras and +gums are afire. The year's last burgeoning of butterflies riots, a +tangle of rainbow coloring, dancing in the mellow sunshine. And day by +day a fine still deepening haze descends veil-like over the landscape +and wraps it in a vague melancholy which most sweetly invades the +spirit. It is as if one waits for a poignant thing which must happen. + +Upon such a perfect afternoon, I, reading my worn old breviary under +our great magnolia, heard of a sudden a voice of pure gold call me, +very softly, by my name; and looking up met eyes of almost +unbelievable blue, and the smile of a mouth splendidly young and red. + +I suppose the tall girl standing before me was fashionably and +expensively clad; heaven knows _I_ don't know what she wore, but I do +know that whatever it was it became her wonderfully; and although it +seemed to me very simple, and just what such a girl ought to wear, my +mother says you could tell half a mile away that those clothes smacked +of super-tailoring at its costliest. Hat and gloves she held in her +slim white ringless hand. One thus saw her waving hair, framing her +warm pale face in living ebony. + +"Padre!" said she. "Oh, dear, dear, Padre!" and down she dropped +lightly beside me, and cradled her knees in her arms, and looked up, +with an arch and tender friendliness. That childish action, that +upward glance, brought back the darling child I had so greatly loved. +This was no Queen-of-Sheba, as John Flint had thought. This was not +the regal young beauty whose photograph graced front pages. This was +my own girl come back. And I knew I hadn't lost Mary Virginia. + +"I remembered this place, and I knew--I just knew in my heart--you'd +be sitting here, with your breviary in your hand. I knew just how +you'd be looking up, every now and then, smiling at things because +they're lovely and you love them. So I stole around by the back +gate--and there you were!" said she, her eyes searching me. "Padre, +Padre, how more than good to see you again! And I'm sure that's the +same cassock I left you wearing. You could wear it a couple of +lifetimes without getting a single spot on it--you were always such a +delightful old maid, Padre! Where and how is Madame? Who's in the +Guest Rooms? How is John Flint since he's come to be a Notable? Has +Miss Sally Ruth still got a Figure? How are the judge's cats, and the +major's goatee? How is everything and everybody?" + +"Did you know you'd have to make room for me, Padre? Well, you will. I +picked up and fairly ran away from everything and everybody, because +the longing for home grew upon me intolerably. When I was in Europe, +and I used to think that three thousand miles of water lay between me +and Appleboro, I used to cry at nights. I hope John Flint's +butterflies told him what I told them to tell him for me, when they +came by! How beautiful the old place looks! Padre, you're _thin_. Why +will you work so hard? Why doesn't somebody stop you? And--you're +gray, but how perfectly beautiful gray hair is, and how thick and wavy +yours is, too! Gray hair was invented and intended for folks with +French blood and names. Nobody else can wear it half so gracefully. +Now tell me first of all you're glad as glad can be to see me, Padre. +Say you haven't forgotten me--and then you can tell me everything +else!" + +She paused, fanned herself with her hat, and laughed, looking up at me +with her blue, blue eyes that were so heavily fringed with black. + +I was so startled by her sudden appearance--as if she had walked out +of my prayers, like an angel; and, above all, by that resemblance to +the one long since dust and unremembered of all men's hearts save +mine, that I could hardly bear to look upon her. That other one seemed +to have stepped delicately out of her untimely grave; to sit once more +beside me, and thus to look at me once more with unforgotten eyes. +Thou knowest, my God, before whom all hearts are bare, that I could +not have loved thee so singly nor served thee without fainting, all +these years, if for one faithless moment I could have forgotten her! + +My mother came out of the house with a garden hat tied over her white +hair, and big garden gloves on her hands. At sight of the girl she +uttered a joyful shriek, flung scissors and trowel and basket aside, +and rushed forward. With catlike quickness the girl leaped to her feet +and the two met and fell into each other's arms. I wished when I saw +the little woman's arms close so about the girl, and the look that +flashed into her face, that heaven had granted her a daughter. + +"Mother complained that I should at least have the decency to wire you +I was coming--she said I was behaving like a child. But I wanted to +walk in unannounced. I was so sure, you see, that there'd be welcome +and room for me at the Parish House." + +"The little room you used to like so much is waiting for you," said my +mother, happily. + +"Next to yours, all in blue and white, with the Madonna of the Chair +over the mantelpiece and the two china shepherdesses under her?" + +"Then you shall see the new baby in the bigger Guest Room, and the +crippled Polish child in the small one," said my mother. "The baby's +name is Smelka Zurawawski, but she's all the better for it--I never +saw a nicer baby. And the little boy is so patient and so intelligent, +and so pretty! Dr. Westmoreland thinks he can be cured, and we hope to +be able to send him on to Johns Hopkins, after we've got him in good +shape. Where is your luggage? How long may we keep you? But first of +all you shall have tea and some of Clelie's cakes. Clelie has grown +horribly vain of her cakes. She expects to make them in heaven some of +these days, for the most exclusive of the cherubim and seraphim, and +the lordliest of the principalities and powers." + +Mary Virginia smiled at the pleased old servant. "I've half a dozen +gorgeous Madras head-handkerchiefs for you, Clelie, and a perfect duck +of a black frock which you are positively to make up and wear now--you +are _not_ to save it up to be buried in!" + +"No'm, Miss Mary Virginia. I won't get buried in it. I'll maybe get +married in it," said Clelie calmly. + +"Married! Clelie!" said my mother, in consternation. "Do you mean to +tell me you're planning to leave me, at this time of our lives?" + +Clelie was indignant. "You think I have no mo'sense than to leave you +and M'sieu Armand, for some strange nigger? Not me!" + +"Who are you going to marry, Clelie?" Mary Virginia was delighted. +"And hadn't you better let me give you another frock? Black is hardly +appropriate for a bride." + +"I'm not exactly set in my mind who he's going to be yet, Miss Mary +Virginia, but he's got to be somebody or other. There's been lots +after me, since it got out I'm such a grand cook and save my wages. +But I've got a sort of taste for Daddy January. He's old, but he's +lively. He's a real ambitious old man like that. Besides, I'm sure of +his family,--I always did like Judge Mayne and Mister Laurence, and I +do like 'ristocratic connections, Miss Mary Virginia. That big nigger +that drives one of the mill trucks had the impudence to tell me he'd +give me a church wedding and pay for it himself, but I told him I was +raised a Catholic; and what you think he said? He said, 'Oh, well, +you've been christened in the face already. We can dip the rest of you +easy enough, and then you'll be a real Christian, like me!' I'd just +scalded my chickens and was picking them, and I was that mad I upped +and let him have that dish pan full of hot water and wet feathers in +his face. 'There,' says I, 'you're christened in the face now +yourself,' I says. 'You can go and dip the rest of yourself,' says I, +'but see you do it somewhere else besides my kitchen,' I says. I don't +think he's crazy to marry me any more, and Daddy January's sort of +soothing to my feelings, besides being close to hand. Yes'm, I guess +you'd better give me the black dress, Miss Mary Virginia, if you don't +mind: it'd come in awful handy if I had to go in mourning." + +"The black dress it shall be," said Mary Virginia, gaily. She turned +to my mother. "And what do you think, p'tite Madame? I've a rare +butterfly for John Flint, that an English duke gave me for him! The +duke is a collector, too, and he'd gotten some specimens from John +Flint. The minute he learned I was from Appleboro he asked me all +about him. He said nobody else under the sky can 'do' insects so +perfectly, and that nobody except the Lord and old Henri Fabre knew as +much about certain of them as John Flint does. Folks thought the duke +was taken up with _me_, of course, and I was no end conceited! I +hadn't the ghost of an idea you and John Flint were such astonishingly +learned folks, Padre! But of course if a duke thought so, I knew I'd +better think so, too--and so I did and do! Think of a duke knowing +about folks in little Appleboro! And he was such a nice old man, too. +Not a bit dukey, after you knew him!" + +"We come in touch with collectors everywhere," I explained. + +"And so John Flint has written some sort of a book, describing the +whole life history of something or other, and _you've_ done all the +drawings! Isn't it lovely? Why, it sounds like something out of a +pleasant book. Mayn't I see collector and collection in the morning? +And oh, where's Kerry?" + +"Kerry," said my mother gravely, "is a most important personage. He's +John Flint's bodyguard. He doesn't actually sleep in his master's bed, +because he has one of his own right next it. Clelie was horrified at +first. She said they'd be eating together next, but the Butterfly Man +reminded her that Kerry likes dog-biscuit and he doesn't. I figure +that in the order of his affections the Butterfly Man ranks Kerry +first, Armand and myself next, and Laurence a close third." + +"Oh, Laurence," said Mary Virginia. "I'll be so glad to see Laurence +again, if only to quarrel with him. Is he just as logical as ever? Has +he given the sun a black eye with his sling-shot? My father's always +praising Laurence in his letters." + +Now my mother adores Laurence. She patterns upon this model every +young man she meets, and if they are not Laurence-sized she does not +include them in her good graces. But she seldom lifts her voice in +praise of her favorite. She is far, far too wise. + +"Laurence generally looks in upon us during the evening, if he is not +too busy," she said, non-committally. "You see, people are beginning +to find out what a really fine lawyer Laurence is, so cases are coming +to him steadily." + +The trunks had arrived, and Mary Virginia changed into white, in which +she glowed and sparkled like a fire opal. We three dined together, and +as she became more and more animated, a pink flush stole into her +rather pale cheeks and her eyes deepened and darkened. She was vividly +alive. One could see why Mary Virginia was classed as a great beauty, +although, strictly speaking, she was no such thing. But she had that +compelling charm which one simply cannot express in words. It was +there, and you felt it. She did not take your heart by storm, +willynilly. You watched her, and presently you gave her your heart +willingly, delighted that a creature so lovely and so unaffected and +worth loving had crossed your path. + +She chatted with my mother about that world which the older woman had +once graced, and my mother listened without a shade to darken her +smooth forehead. But I do not think I ever so keenly appreciated the +many sacrifices she had made for me, until that night. + +The autumn evening had grown chilly, and we had a fire in the +clean-swept fireplace. The old brass dogs sparkled in the blaze, and +the shadows flickered and danced on the walls, and across the faces of +De Rance portraits; the pleasant room was full of a ruddy, friendly +glow. My mother sat in her low rocker, making something or other out +of pink and white wools for the baby upstairs. Mary Virginia, at the +old square piano, sang for us. She had a charming voice, carefully +cultivated and sweet, and she played with great feeling. + +Kerry barked at the gate, as he always does when home is reached. My +mother, dropping her work, ran to the window which gives upon the +garden, and called. A moment later the Butterfly Man, with Laurence +just back of him, and Kerry squeezing in between them, stood in the +door. Mary Virginia, lips parted, eyes alight, hands outstretched, +arose. The light of the whole room seemed not so much to gather upon +her, as to radiate from her. + +The dog reached her first. Outdoor exercise, careful diet, perfect +grooming, had kept Kerry in fine shape. His age told only in an added +dignity, a slower movement. + +The girl went down on her knees, and hugged him. Pitache, aroused by +Kerry's unwonted demonstrations, circled about them, rushing in every +now and then to bestow an indiscriminate lick. + +"Why, it's Mary Virginia!" exclaimed Laurence, and helped her to her +feet. The two regarded each other, mutually appraising. He towered +above her, head and shoulders, and I thought with great satisfaction +that, go where she would, she could nowhere find a likelier man than +this same Laurence of ours. Like David in his youth, he was ruddy and +of a beautiful countenance. + +"Why, Laurence! What a Jack-the-Giant-killer! Mercy, how big the boy's +grown!" + +"Why, Mary Virginia! What a heart-smasher! Mercy, how pretty the +girl's grown!" he came back, holding her hand and looking down at her +with equally frank delight. "When I remember the pigtailed, leggy, +tonguey minx that used to fetch me clumps over the head--and then +regard this beatific vision--I'm afraid I'll wake up and you'll be +gone!" + +"If you'll kindly give me back my hand, I might be induced to fetch +you another clump or two, just to prove my reality," she suggested, +with a delightful hint of the old truculence. + +"'T is she! This is indeed none other than our long-lost child!" +burbled Laurence. "Lordy, I wish I could tell her how more than good +it is to see her again--and to see her as she is!" + +Now all this time John Flint had stood in the doorway; and when my +mother beckoned him forward, he came, I fancied, a bit unwillingly. +His limp was for once painfully apparent, and whether from the +day-long tramp, or from some slight indisposition, he was very pale; +it showed under his deep tan. + +But I was proud of him. His manner had a pleasant shyness, which was a +tribute to the young girl's beauty. It had as well a simple dignity. +And one was impressed by the fine and powerful physique of him, so +lean and springy, so boyishly slim about the hips and waist, so deeply +stamped with clean living of days in the open, of nights under the +stars. The features had thinned and sharpened, and his red beard +became him; the hair thinning on the temples increased the breadth of +the forehead, and behind his glasses the piercing blue eyes--something +like an eagle's eyes--were clear, direct, and kind. He wore his +clothes well, with a sort of careless carefulness, more like an +Englishman than an American, who is always welldressed, but rather +gives the impression of being conscious of it. + +Mary Virginia's lips parted, her eyes widened, for a fraction of a +second. But if, remembering him as she had first seen and known him, +she was astonished to find him as he was now, she gave no further +outward sign. Instead, she gave him her hand as to an equal, and in a +few gracious words let him know that she knew and was proud of what he +had done and what he was yet to do. She repeated, too, with a pretty +air of personal triumph, the old nobleman's praise. Indeed, it had +been he who had told her of the book, which he had lately purchased +and studied, she said. And oh, hadn't she just _swelled_ with pride! +She had been that conceited! + +"You don't know how much obliged to you I should be, for if he hadn't +accidentally learned I was from Appleboro, the town in which dwelt his +most greatly prized correspondent--that's what he said, Mr. +Flint!--why, I'm sure he wouldn't have noticed me any more than he +noticed any other girl--which is, not at all; he being a toplofty and +serious Personage addicted to people who do things and write things, +particularly things about things that crawl and fly. And if he hadn't +noticed me so pointedly--he actually came to see us!--why, I shouldn't +have had such a perfectly gorgeous time. It was a great feather in my +cap," she crowed. "Everybody envied me desperately!" She managed to +make us understand that this was really a compliment to the Butterfly +Man, not to herself. + +"If the little book served you for one minute it was well worth the +four years it took me to gather the materials together and write it," +said he, pleasantly. And even the courtly Hunter couldn't have said it +with a manlier grace. + +"Mary Virginia," said Laurence slyly, "when you've had your fill of +bugs, make him show you the Book of Obituaries. He thereby stands +revealed in his true colors. Why, he made me buy the old _Clarion_ and +hire Jim Dabney to run it, so his supply of mortuary gems shouldn't be +cut off untimely. To-day he culled this one: + + Phileola dear, we cry because thou hast gone and left us, + But well we know it is a merciful heaven which has bereft us. + We tried five doctors and everything else we knew of you to save, + But alas, nothing did you any good, and to-day you are in your grave! + +He's got it in his pocket now. Dabney calls him Mister Bones," grinned +Laurence. + +My mother looked profoundly uncomfortable. The Butterfly Man reddened +guiltily under her reproachful glance, but Mary Virginia giggled +irrepressibly. + +"I choose the Book of Obituaries first!" said she promptly, with +dancing eyes. Flint drew a breath of relief. + +He sat by silently enough, while Laurence and Madame and Mary Virginia +talked of everything under heaven. His whole manner was that of an +amused, tolerant, sympathetic listener--a manner which spurs +conversation to its happiest and best. Not for nothing had Major +Cartwright called him the most discriminatin' listener in Carolina. + +"Oh, by the way, Flint! Hunter came by this morning to see Dabney. He +is going to give a series of Plain Talks to Workingmen this winter, +and of course he wants the _Clarion_ to cover them. What do you think, +Padre?" + +"I think they will be eminently sensible talks and well worth +listening to," said I promptly. + +The Butterfly Man smiled crookedly, and shot me a freighted glance. + +"Of course," said Laurence, easily. "Where's your father these days, +Mary Virginia?" + +"He was at the plantation this morning, but he'll be here to-morrow, +because I wired him to come. I've just got to have him for awhile, +business or no business." + +"You did me a favor, then. I want to see him, too." + +"Anything very particular?" + +"Politics." + +"How silly! You know very well he never meddles with politics, thank +goodness! He thinks he has something better to do." + +"That's just what I want to see him about," said Laurence. + +"You mentioned a--a Mr. Hunter." Mary Virginia spoke after a short +pause. "This is the first time I've heard of any Mr. Hunter in +Appleboro. Who is Mr. Hunter?" + +"Inglesby's right-bower, and the king-card of the pack," said Laurence +promptly. + +"One of them which set up golden images in high places and make all +Israel for to sin," said my mother. "_That's_ what Howard Hunter is!" + +"Oh, ... Howard Hunter!" said she. "What sort of a person may he be? +And what is he doing here in Appleboro?" + +We told her according to our lights. Only the Butterfly Man sat silent +and imperturbable. + +"And you'll meet him everywhere," finished my mother. "He's +everything a man should be to the naked eye, and I sincerely hope," +she added piously, "that you won't like him at all." + +Mary Virginia leaned back in her chair, and glanced thoughtfully down +at the slim ringless hands clasped in her white lap. + +"No," said she, as if to herself. "There couldn't by any chance be two +such men in this one world. That is he, himself." And she lifted her +head, and glanced at my mother, with a level and proud look. "I think +I have met this Mr. Hunter," said she, smiling curiously. "And if that +is true, your hope is realized, p'tite Madame. I shan't." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +JOHN FLINT, GENTLEMAN + + +Almost up to Christmas the weather had been so mild and warm that +folks lived out of doors. Girls clothed like the angels in white +raiment fluttered about and blessed the old streets with their fresh +and rosy faces. In the bright sunshine the flowers seemed to have lost +all thought of winter; they forgot to fade; and roses rioted in every +garden as if it were still summer. Nobody but the Butterfly Man +grumbled at this springlike balminess, and he only because he was +impatient to resume experiments carried over from year to year--the +effect of varying degrees of natural cold upon the colors of +butterflies whose chrysalids were exposed to it. He generally used the +chrysalids of the Papilio Turnus, whose females are dimorphic, that +is, having two distinct forms. He did not care to resort to artificial +freezing, preferring to allow Nature herself to work for him. And the +jade repaid him, as usual, by showing him what she could do but +refusing to divulge the moving why she did it. She gave him for his +pains sometimes a light, and sometimes a dark butterfly, with +different degrees of blurred or enlarged and vivid markings, from +chrysalids subjected to exactly the same amount of exposure. + +The Butterfly Man was burning to complete his notes, already assuming +the proportions of that very exact and valuable book they were +afterward to become. He chafed at the enforced delay, and wished +himself at the North Pole. + +In the meantime, having nothing else on hand just then, it occurred to +him to put some of these notes, covering the most interesting and +curious of the experiments, into papers which the general run of folks +might like to read. Dabney had been after him for some time to do some +such work as this for the _Clarion_. + +I think Flint himself was genuinely surprised when he read over those +enchanting papers, though he did not then and never has learned to +appreciate their unique charm and value. Instead, however, of sending +them to Dabney, he thought they might possibly interest a somewhat +wider public, and with great diffidence, and some misgivings, he sent +one or two of them to certain of the better known magazines. They did +not come back. He received checks instead, and a request for more. + +Now the book and the several monographs he had already gotten out had +been, although very interesting, strictly scientific; they could +appeal only to students and scholars. But these papers were entirely +different. Scientific enough, very clear and lucid and most quaintly +flavored with what Laurence called Flintishness, they were so well +received, and the response of the reading public to this fresh and new +presentment of an ever-fascinating subject was so immediate and so +hearty, that the Butterfly Man found himself unexpectedly confronting +a demand he was hard put to it to supply. + +He was very much more modest about this achievement than we were. My +mother's pride was delicious to witness. You see, it also invested +_me_ with a very farsighted wisdom! Here was it proven to all that +Father De Rance had been right in holding fast to the man who had come +to him in such sorry plight. + +I suppose it was this which moved Madame to take the step she had long +been contemplating. Knowing her Butterfly Man, she began with infinite +wile. + +"Armand," said she, one bright morning in early November, "_I_ am +going to entertain, too--everybody else has done so, and now it's my +turn. The weather is so ideal, and my garden so gorgeous with all +those chrysanthemums and salvias and geraniums and roses, that it +would be sinful not to take advantage of such conditions. + +"I have saved enough out of my house-money to meet the expenses--and I +am _not_ going to be charitable and do my Christian duty with that +money! I'm going to entertain. I really owe that much attention to +Mary Virginia." She laid her hand on my arm. "I must see John Flint; +go over to his rooms, and bring him back with you." + +I thought she merely needed his help and counsel, for she is always +consulting him; she considers that whatever barque is steered by John +Flint must needs come home to harbor. He obeyed her summons with +alacrity, for it delights him to assist Madame. He did not know what +fate overshadowed him! + +My mother sat in her low rocker, a lace apron lending piquancy to her +appearance. She looked unusually pretty--there wasn't a girl in +Appleboro who didn't envy Madame De Rance's complexion. + +"Well," said the Butterfly Man cheerfully, unconsciously falling under +the spell of this feminine charm, "the Padre tells me there's a party +in the wind. Good! Now what am I to do? How am I to help you out?" + +My mother leaned forward and compelled him to meet direct her eyes +that were friendly and clear and candid as a child's. + +"Mr. Flint," said she artlessly, ignoring his questions, "Mr. Flint, +you've been with Armand and me quite a long time now, have you not?" + +"A couple of lifetimes," said he, wonderingly. + +"A couple of lifetimes," she mused, still holding his eyes, "is a +fairly long time. Long enough, at least, to know and to be known, +shouldn't you think?" + +He awaited enlightenment. He never asks unnecessary questions. + +"I am going," said my mother, with apparent irrelevance, "to entertain +in honor of Mary Virginia Eustis. I shall probably have all Appleboro +here. I sent for you to explain that you and Armand are to be present, +too." + +The Butterfly Man almost fell out of his chair. + +"Me?" he gasped. + +"You," with deadly softness. "You." + +Horror and anguish encompassed him. Perspiration appeared on his +forehead, and he gripped the arms of his chair as one bracing himself +for torture. He looked at the little lady with the terror of one to +whom the dentist has just said: "That jaw tooth must come out at once. +Open your mouth wider, please, so I can get a grip!" + +My mother regarded this painful emotion heartlessly enough. She said +coolly: + +"You don't need to look as if I were sentencing you to be hanged +before sundown. I am merely inviting you to be present at a very +pleasant affair." But the Butterfly Man, with his mouth open, wagged +his head feebly. + +"And this," said my mother, turning the screw again, "is but the +beginning. After this, I shall manage it so that all invitations to +the Parish House include Mr. John Flint. There is no reason under +heaven why you should occupy what one might call an ambiguous +position. I am determined, too, that you shall no longer rush away to +the woods like a scared savage, the minute more than one or two ladies +appear. No, nor have Armand hurrying away as quickly as he can, +either, to bury or to marry somebody. All feminine Appleboro shall be +here at once, and you two shall be here at the same time! + +"John Flint, regard me: if the finest butterfly that ever crawled a +caterpillar on this earth has the impertinence to fly by my garden the +afternoon I'm entertaining for Mary Virginia, it can fly, but you +shan't. + +"Armand: nobody respects Holy Orders more than I do: but there isn't +anybody alive going to get born or baptized or married or buried, or +anything else, in this parish, on that one afternoon. If they are +selfish enough to do it anyhow, why, they can do it without your +assistance. You are going to stay home with me: both of you." + +"My _dear_ mother--" + +"Good Lord! Madame--" + +"I am not to be dearmothered nor goodlorded! Heaven knows I ask little +enough of either of you. _I_ am at _your_ beck and call, every day in +the year. It does seem to me that when I wish to be civilized, and +return for once some of the attentions I have received from my +friends, I might at least depend upon you two for one little +afternoon!" Could anything be more artfully unanswerable? + +"Oh, but Madame--" began Flint, horrified by such an insinuation as +his unwillingness to do anything at any time for this adored lady. + +"Particularly," continued my mother, inexorably, "when I have your +best interest at heart, too, John Flint! Monsieur the Butterfly Man, +you will please to remember that you are a member of my household. You +are almost like a son to me. You are the apple of that foolish +Armand's eye--do not look so astounded, it is true! Also, you will +have a great name some of these days. So far, so good. But--you are +making the grievous error of shunning society, particularly the +society of women. This is wrong; it makes for queerness, it evolves +the 'crank,' it spoils many an otherwise very nice man." + +Flint sagged in his chair, and clasped and unclasped his hands, which +trembled visibly. Madame regarded him without pity, with even a touch +of scorn. + +"Yes, it is indeed high time to reclaim you!" she decided, with the +fearsome zeal of the female reformer of a man. "You silly man, you! +Have you no proper pride? Have you absolutely no idea of your own +worth? Well, then, if you haven't, _I_ have. You _shall_ take your +place and play your part!" + +"But," said Flint, and a gleam of hope irradiated his stricken face, +"but I don't think I've got the clothes to wear to parties. And I +really can't afford to spend any more money right now, either. I spent +a lot on that old 1797 Abbot & Smith's 'Natural History of the Rarer +Lepidopterous Insects of Georgia.' It cost like the dickens, although +I really got it for about half what it's worth. I had to take it when +I got the chance, and I'd be willing to wear gunny-sacking for a year +to pay for those plates! I need them: I want them. But I don't need a +party. I don't want a party! Madame, don't, don't make me go to any +party!" + +"Nonsense!" said my mother. "Clothes, indeed! I shouldn't worry about +clothes, if I were you, John Flint. You came into this world knowing +exactly what to wear and how to wear it. Why, you have an air! That is +a very great mercy, let me tell you, and one not always vouchsafed to +the deserving, either." + +"I have a cage full of grubs--most awfully particular grubs, and +they've got to be watched like a sick kid with the--with the whatever +it is sick kids have, anyhow. Why, if I were to leave those grubs one +whole afternoon--" + +"You just let me see a single solitary grub have the temerity to hatch +himself out that one afternoon, that's all! They have all the rest of +their nasty little lives to hatch out!" + +"Besides, there's a boy lives about five miles from here, and he's +likely to bring me word any minute about something I simply have to +have--" + +"I want to see that boy!" She pointed her small forefinger at him, +with the effect of a pistol leveled at his head. + +"You are coming to my affair!" said she, sternly. "If you have no +regard whatsoever for Mary Virginia and me, you shall have some for +yourself; if you have none for yourself, then you shall have some for +_us!_" + +This took the last puff of wind from the Butterfly Man's sails. + +"All right!" he gulped, and committed himself irremediably. "I--I'll +be right here. You say so, and of course I've got to!" + +"Of course you will," said my mother, smiling at him charmingly. "I +knew I had only to present the matter in its proper light, and you'd +see it at once. You are so sensible, John Flint. It's such a comfort, +when the gentlemen of one's household are so amenable to reason, and +so ready to stand by one!" + +Having said her say, and gotten her way--as she was perfectly sure she +would--Madame left the gentlemen of her household to their own +reflections and devices. + +"Parson!" The Butterfly Man seemed to come out of a trance. "Remember +the day you made me let a caterpillar crawl up my hand?" + +"Yes, my son." + +"Parson, there's a horrible big teaparty crawling up my pants' leg +this minute!" + +"Just keep still," I couldn't help laughing at him, "and it will come +down after awhile without biting you. Remember, you got used to the +others in no time." + +"Some of 'em stung like the very devil," he reminded me, darkly. + +"Oh, but those were the hairy fellows. This is a stingless, hairless, +afternoon party! It won't hurt you at all!" + +"It's walking up my pants' leg, just the same. And I'm scared of it: +I'm horrible scared of it! My God! _Me!_ At a jane-junket! ... all the +thin ones diked out with doodads where the bones come through ... +stoking like sailors on shore leave ... all the fat ones grouchy about +their shapes and thinking it's their souls. ..." And he broke out, in +a fluttering falsetto: + +"'Oh, Mr. Flint, do please let us see your lovely butterflies! Aren't +they just too perfectly sweet for anything! I wonder why they don't +trim hats with butterflies? Do you know _all_ their names, you awfully +clever man? Do _they_ know their names, too, Mr. Flint? Butterflies +must be so very interesting! And so decorative, particularly on china +and house linen! How you have the heart to kill them, I can't imagine. +Just think of taking the poor mother-butterflies away from the dear +little baby-ones!' ...--and me having to stand there and behave like a +perfect gentleman!" He looked at me, scowling: + +"Now, you look here: I can stand 'em single-file, but if I'm made to +face 'em in squads, why, you blame nobody but yourself if I foam at +the mouth and chase myself in a circle and snap at legs, you hear me?" + +"I hear you," said I, coldly. "You didn't get your orders from _me_. +_I_ think your proper place is in the woods. You go tell Madame what +you've just told me--or should you like me to warn her that you're +subject to rabies?" + +"For the love of Mike, parson! Have a heart! Haven't I got troubles +enough?" he asked bitterly. + +"You are behaving more like an unspanked brat than a grown man." + +"I wasn't weaned on teaparties," said he, sulkily, "and it oughtn't +to be expected I can swallow 'em at sight without making a face and--" + +"Whining," I finished for him. And I added, with a reminiscent air: +"Rule 1: Can the Squeal!" + +He glared at me, but as I met the glare unruffled, his lip presently +twisted into a grin of desperate humor. His shoulders squared. + +"All right," said he, resignedly. And after an interval of dejected +silence, he remarked: "I've sort of got a glimmer of how Madame feels +about this. She generally knows what's what, Madame does, and I +haven't seen her make a mistake yet. If she thinks it's my turn to +come on in and take a hand in any game she's playing, why, I guess I'd +better play up to her lead the best I know how ... and trust God to +slip me over an ace or two when I need them. You tell her she can +depend on me not to fall down on her ... and Miss Eustis." + +"No need to tell Madame what she already knows." + +"Huh!" With his chin in his hand and his head bent, he stared out over +the autumn garden with eyes which did not see its flaming flowers. Of +a sudden his shoulders twitched; he laughed aloud. + +"What are you laughing at?" I was startled out of a revery of my own. + +"Everything," said the Butterfly Man, succinctly, and stood up and +shook himself. "And everybody. And me in particular. _Me!_ Oh, good +Lord, think of _Me!_" He whistled for Kerry, and took himself off. I +watched him walk down the street, and saw Judge Mayne's familiar +greeting; and Major Cartwright stop him, and with his hand on the +Butterfly Man's arm, walk off with him. Major Cartwright had kept +George Inglesby out of two coveted clubs, for all his wealth; he was +stiff as the proverbial poker to Howard Hunter, for all that +gentleman's impeccable connections; he met John Flint, not as through +a glass darkly, but face to face. + +My mother, coming out of the house with her cherished manuscript +cookbook in her hand, looked after them thoughtfully: + +"Yes; it is high time for that man to know his proper place!" + +"And does he not?" + +"Oh, I suppose so, Armand. In a man's way, though--not a woman's. It's +the woman's way that really matters, you see. When women acknowledge +that man socially--and I mean it to happen--his light won't be hidden +under a bushel basket. He will climb up into his candlestick and +shine." + +That sense of bewilderment which at times overwhelmed me when the case +of John Flint pressed hard, overtook me now, with its ironic humor. As +he himself had expressed it, I felt myself caught by a Something too +big to withstand. I was afraid to do anything, to say anything, for or +against, this launching of his barque upon the social sea. I felt that +the affair had been once more lifted out of my power; that my serving +now was but to stand and wait. + +And in the meanwhile my mother, with her own hands, washed and darned +the priceless old lace that was her chiefest pride; had something done +to a frock; got out her sacredest treasures of linen and china and +silver; requisitioned the Mayne and the Dexter spoons as well; had the +Parish House scoured until it glittered; did everything to the garden +but wash and iron it; spent momentous and odorous hours with Clelie +over the making of toothsome delights; and on a golden afternoon gave +a tea on the flower-decked verandahs and in the glorious garden, to +which all Appleboro, in its best bib and tucker, came as one. And +there, in the heart and center of it, cool, calm, correct, collected, +hiding whatever mortal qualms he might have felt under a demeanor as +perfect as Hunter's own, apparently at home and at ease, behold the +Butterfly Man! + +Everybody seemed to know him. Everybody had something pleasant to say +to him. Folks simply accepted him at sight as one of themselves. And +the Butterfly Man accepted them quite as simply, with no faintest +trace of embarrassment. + +If Appleboro had cherished the legend that this was a prodigal well on +his way home, that afternoon settled it for them into a positive fact. +His manner was perfect. It was as if one saw the fine and beautiful +grain of a piece of rare wood come out as the varnish that disfigured +it was removed. Here was no veneer to scratch and crack at a touch, +but the solid, rare thing itself. My mother had been right, as always. +John Flint stepped into his proper place. Appleboro was acknowledging +it officially. + +The garden was full of laughter and chatter and perfumes, and women in +pretty clothes, and young girls dainty as flowers, and the smiling +faces of men. But I am no longer of the party age. I stole away to a +favorite haunt of mine at the back of the garden, behind the spireas +and the holly tree, where there is a dilapidated old seat we have been +threatening to remove any time this five years. Here, some time +later, the Butterfly Man himself came stealthily, and seemed +embarrassed to find the place preempted. + +"Well," said I, making room for him beside me, "it isn't so bad after +all, is it?" + +"No. I'm glad I was let in for it," he admitted frankly, "though I'd +hate to have to come to parties for a living. Still, this afternoon +has nailed down a thought that's been buzzing around loose in my mind +this long time. It's this: people aren't anything but people, after +all. Men and women and kids, the best and the worst of 'em, they're +nothing but people, the same as everybody else. No, I'll never be +scared to meet anybody, after this. _I'm_ people, too!" + +"The same as everybody else." + +"The same as everybody else," he repeated, soberly. "Not but what +there's lots of difference between folks. And there are things it's +good to know, too ... things that women like Madame ... and Miss Mary +Virginia Eustis ... expect a man to know, if they're not going to be +ashamed of him." He thought about this awhile, then: + +"I tell you what, father," he remarked, tentatively, "it must be a +mighty fine thing to know you've got the right address written on you, +good and plain, and the right number of stamps, and the sender's name +somewhere on a corner, to keep you from going astray or to the Dead +Letter Office; and not to be scrawled in lead-pencil, and misspelt, +and finger-smutched, and with a couple of postage-due stamps stuck on +you crooked, and the Lord only knows who and where from." + +"Why, yes," said I, "that's true, and one does well to consider it. +But the main thing, the really important thing, is the letter +itself--what's written inside, John Flint." + +"But what's written inside wouldn't be any the worse if it was written +clearer and better, and the outside was cleaner and on nice paper? And +in pen-and-ink, not lead-pencil scratches?" he insisted earnestly. + +"Of course not." + +"That's what I've been thinking lately, father. Somehow, I always did +like things to have some class to 'em. I remember how I used to lean +against the restaurant windows when I was a kid, and watch the folks +inside, how they dressed and acted, and the way the nicest of 'em +handled table-tools. They weren't swells, of course, and plenty of 'em +made plenty of mistakes--I've seen stunts done with a common +table-knife that had the best of the sword-swallowing gents skinned a +mile--but I wasn't a fool, and I learned some. Then when I--er--began +to make real money (parson, I made it in wads and gobs and lumps those +days!) why, I got me the real thing in glad rags from the real thing +in tailors, and I used to blow a queen that'd been a swell herself +once, to the joint where the gilt-edged bunch eat and show off their +clothes and the rest of themselves. My jane looked the part to the +life, I had the kale and the clothes and was chesty as a head-waiter, +being considerably stuck on yours truly along about then, so we put it +over. I had the chance to get hep to the last word in clothes and +manners; that's what I'd gone for, though I didn't tell that to the +skirt I was buying the eats for. And it was good business, too, for +more than once when some precinct bonehead that pipe-dreamed he was a +detective was pussy-catting some cold rat-hole, there was me +vanbibbering in the white light at the swellest joints in little old +New York! Funny, wasn't it? And handy! And I was learning, +too--learning things worth good money to know. I saw that the best +sort didn't make any noise about anything. They went about their +business, whatever it was, easy-easy, same as me in my line. But, +parson, though I'd got hep to the outside, and had sense enough to +copy what I'd seen, I wasn't wise to the inside difference--the things +that make the best what it is, I mean--because I'd never been close +enough to find out that there's more to it than looks and duds and +manners. It took the Parish House people to soak that into me. People +aren't anything but people--but the best are--well, different." + +We fell silent; a happy silence, into which, as from another planet, +there drifted light laughter, and sweet gay voices of girls, and the +stir and rustle of many people moving about. On the Mayne fence the +judge's black Panch sat, neck outstretched, emerald eyes aslant, ears +cocked uneasily at these unwonted noises. At a little distance a +bluejay watched him with bright malevolent eyes, every now and then +screaming insults at the whole tribe of cats, and black Panch in +particular. Flint snapped his fingers, and Panch, with a spring, was +off the fence and on his friend's knees. It seemed to me it had only +needed the sleek beastie to make that hour perfect;--for cats in the +highest degree make for a sense of homely, friendly intimacy. Flint, +feeling this, stroked the black head contentedly. Panch purred for the +three of us. + +Into this presently broke Miss Sally Ruth Dexter, and bore down on +John Flint like a frigate with all sails spread. At sight of her Panch +spat and fled, and took the happy spell with him. + +"Here you are, cuddling that old pirate of a black cat!" said she, +briskly. "I told Madame you'd be mooning about somewhere. Here's some +cocoanut cake for you both. Father, Madame's been looking for you. Did +you know," she sank her voice to a piercing whisper, "that George +Inglesby's here? Well, he is! He's talking to Mary Virginia Eustis, +this very minute! They do say he's running after Mary Virginia, and +I'm sure I wouldn't be surprised, for if ever a mortal man had the +effrontery of Satan that man's George Inglesby! I must admit he's +improved since Mr. Hunter took him in hand. He's not nearly so stout +and red-faced, and he hasn't half the jowl, though Lord knows he'll +have to get rid of a few tons more of his blubber" (Miss Sally Ruth +has a free and fetterless tongue) "if he wants to look _human_. As I +say, what's the use of being a millionaire if you've got a shape like +a rainbarrel? I often tell myself, 'Maybe you haven't been given such +a lot of this world's goods as some, Sally Ruth Dexter, but you can +thank your sweet Redeemer you've at least got a Figure!" + +The Butterfly Man cast a speculative eye over her generous +proportions. + +"Yes'm, you certainly have a whole lot to be thankful for," he agreed, +so wholeheartedly that Miss Sally Ruth laughed. + +"Get along with you, you impudent fellow!" said she, in high good +humor. "Go and look at that old scamp of an Inglesby making eyes at a +girl young enough to be his daughter! I heard this morning that Mr. +Hunter has orders to get him, by hook or crook, an invitation to +anything Mary Virginia goes to. I declare, it's scandalous! Come to +think of it, though, I never saw any man yet, no matter how old or +ugly or outrageous he might be, who didn't really believe he stood a +perfectly good chance to win the affections of the handsomest young +woman alive! If you ask _me_, _I_ think George Inglesby had better +join the church and get himself ready to meet his God, instead of +gallivanting around girls. If he feels he has to gallivant, why don't +he pick out somebody nearer his own age?" + +"Why should you make him choose mutton when he wants lamb?" asked the +Butterfly Man, unexpectedly. + +"Because he's an old bellwether, that's why!" snapped Miss Sally Ruth, +scandalized. "I wonder at Annabelle Eustis allowing him to come near +Mary Virginia, millionaire or no millionaire. I bet you James Eustis +will have something to say, if Mary Virginia herself doesn't!" And she +sailed off again, leaving us, as the saying is, with a bug in the ear. + +"Now what in the name of heaven," I wondered, "can Miss Sally Ruth +mean? Mary Virginia ... Inglesby. ... The thing's sacrilegious." + +The Butterfly Man rose abruptly. "Suppose we stroll about a bit?" he +suggested. + +"I thought," said my mother, when we approached her, "that you had +disobeyed orders, and run away!" + +"We were afraid to," said John Flint. "We knew you'd make us go to bed +without supper." + +"Did you know," said my mother, hurriedly, for Clelie was making signs +to her, "that George Inglesby is here? The invitation was merely +perfunctory, just sent along with Mr. Hunter's. I never dreamed the +man would accept it. You can't imagine how astonished I was when he +presented himself!" + +A few moments later, the Butterfly Man said in a low voice: "Look +yonder!" And turning, I saw Hunter. He was for the moment alone, and +stood with his head bent slightly forward, his bright cold glance +intent upon the two persons approaching--Mary Virginia and George +Inglesby. His white teeth showed in a smile. I remembered, +disagreeably, Flint's "I don't like the expression of his teeth: he +looks like he'd bite." + +Until that afternoon I had not seen the secretary for some time, for +he had been kept unusually busy. Those eminently sensible talks to the +mill workers had been well received, and were to be followed by others +along the same line. He had done even more: he had induced the owners +to recognize the men's Union, and all future complaints and demands +were to be submitted to arbitration. Inglesby had undoubtedly gained +ground enormously by that move. Hunter had done well. And +yet--catching that sharp-toothed smile, I felt my faith in him for the +first time shaken by one of those unaccountable uprushes of intuition +which perplex and disturb. + +I knew, too, that Laurence had had several long and serious +conferences with Eustis, and I could well imagine the arguments he had +brought to bear, the rousing of a sense of duty, and of state pride. + +Eustis was obstinate. He had many interests. He was a very, very busy +man. He didn't want to be a Senator; he wanted to be let alone to +attend to his own business in his own way. But, insisted Laurence, +when a thing must be done, and you can do it in a manner which +benefits all and injures none; when your own people ask you to do it +for them, isn't _that_ your business? + +A cold damning resume of Inglesby's entire career made Eustis +hesitate. A vivid picture of what the state might expect at Inglesby's +hands roused him to just anger. Such as this fellow represent +Carolina? Never! When Inglesby's name should be put up, Eustis +unwillingly agreed to oppose him. + +And here was Inglesby, in my garden, making himself agreeable to +Eustis's daughter! He was so plainly desirous to please her, that it +troubled me, although it made his secretary smile. + +The Mary Virginia walking beside Inglesby was not the Mary Virginia +_we_ knew: this was the regal one, the great beauty. Her whole manner +was subtly charged with a sort of arrogant hauteur; her fairness +itself changed, tinged with pride as with an inward fire, until she +glowed with a cold, jewel-like brightness, hard and clear. Her very +skirts rustled pridefully. Her glance at the man beside her was +insulting in its disdainful indifference. + +What would have saddened a nobler spirit enchanted Inglesby. He was +dazzled by her. Her interest in what he was saying was coolly +impersonal, the fixed habit of trained politeness. He could even +surmise that she was mentally yawning behind her hand. When she looked +at him her eyes under her level brows held a certain scornfulness. And +this, too, delighted him. He groveled to it. His red face glowed with +pleasure; he swelled with a pride very different from Mary Virginia's. +I thought he had an upholstered look in his glossy clothes, reminding +me unpleasantly of horsehair furniture. + +"He looks like a day coach in July," growled the Butterfly Man in my +ear, disgustedly. + +Inglesby at this moment perceived Hunter and beamed upon him, as well +he might! Who but this priceless secretary had pulled the strings +which set him beside this glorious creature, in the Parish House +garden? He turned to the girl, with heavy jauntiness: + +"My good right hand, Miss Eustis, I assure you!" he beamed. "But I am +sure you two need no dissertations upon each other's merits!" + +"None whatever," said Miss Eustis, and looked over Mr. Hunter's head. + +"Oh, Miss Eustis and I are really old acquaintances!" smiled the +secretary. "We know each other very well indeed." + +Mary Virginia made no reply. Instead, she looked about her, +indifferently enough, until her glance encountered the Butterfly +Man's. What he saw in her's I do not know. But he instantly moved +toward her, and swept me with him. + +"Father De Rance and I," said he, easily, "haven't had chance to speak +to you all afternoon, Miss Eustis." He acknowledged Hunter's friendly +greeting pleasantly enough. + +"And I've been looking for you both." The hauteur faded from the young +face. Our own Mary Virginia appeared, changed in the twinkling of an +eye. + +Inglesby favored me with condescending effusiveness. Flint got off +with a smirking stare. + +"And this," said Inglesby in the sort of voice some people use in +addressing strange children to whom they desire to be patronizingly +nice and don't know how, "this is the Butterfly Man!" Out came the +jovial smile in its full deadliness. The Butterfly Man's lips drew +back from his teeth and his eyes narrowed to gimlet points behind his +glasses. "I have heard of you from Mr. Hunter. And so you collect +butterflies! Very interesting and active occupation for any one +that--ahem! likes that sort of thing. Very." + +"He collects obituaries, too," said Hunter, immensely amused. "You +mustn't overlook the obituaries, Mr. Inglesby." + +Mr. Inglesby favored the collector of butterflies _and_ obituaries +with another speculative, piglike stare. You could see the thought +behind it: "Trifling sort of fellow! Idiotic! Very." Aloud he merely +mumbled: + +"Singular taste. Very. Collecting obituaries, eh?" + +"Fascinating things to collect. Very," said the Butterfly Man, +sweetly. "Not to be laughed at. I might add yours to 'em, too, you +know, some of these fine days!" + +"Dilly, Dilly, come and be killed!" murmured Hunter. Mr. Inglesby, +however, was visibly ruffled and annoyed. Who was this fellow braying +of obituaries as if he, Inglesby, were on the highroad to oblivion +already, when he was, in reality, still quite a young man? And right +before Miss Eustis! He turned purple. + +"My obituary?" he spluttered. "_Mine_? Mine?" + +"Sure, if it's worth while," said the Butterfly Man, amiably. Mary +Virginia barely suppressed a smile. + +"Madame would like to see you, Miss Eustis," he told her. + +Mary Virginia, bowing distantly to the millionaire and his secretary, +walked off with him, I following. + +Once free of them, her spirits rose soaringly. + +"It's been a lovely afternoon, and I've enjoyed it all--except Mr. +Inglesby. I don't _like_ Mr. Inglesby, Padre. He's amusing enough, I +suppose, at times, but one can't seem to get rid of him--he's a +perfect Old Man of the Sea," she told us, confidentially. "And you +can't imagine how detestably youthful he is, Mr. Flint! He told me +half a dozen times this afternoon that after all, years don't +matter--it is the heart which is young. And he takes cold tubs and is +proud of himself, and plays golf--for exercise!" The scorn of the +lithe and limber young was in her voice. + +"What's the use of being a millionaire, if you have a shape like the +rainbarrel?" I quoted pensively. + +Later that night, when "the lights were fled, the garlands dead, and +all but me departed," I went over for my usual last half-hour with +John Flint. Very often we have nothing whatever to say, and we are +even wise enough not to say it. We sit silently, he with Kerry's noble +old head against his foot, each busy with his own thoughts and +reflections, but each conscious of the friendly nearness of the other. +You have never had a friend, if you have never known one with whom you +might sit a silent, easy hour. To-night he sucked savagely at his old +pipe, and his eyes were somber. + +"You got the straight tip from Miss Sally Ruth, father," he said, +coming out of a brown study. "What do you suppose that piker's trying +to crawl out of his cocoon for? He never wanted to caper around +Appleboro women before, did he? No. And here he's been muldooning to +get some hog-fat off and some wind and waistline back. Now, why? To +please himself? _He_ don't have to care a hoot what he looks like. To +please some girl? That's more likely. Parson: that girl's Mary +Virginia Eustis." He added, through his teeth: "Hunter knows. Hunter's +steering." And then, with quiet conviction: "They're both as crooked +as hell!" he finished. + +"But the thing's absurd on the face of it! Why, the mere notion is +preposterous!" I insisted, angrily. + +"I have seen worse things happen," said he, shortly. "But there,--keep +your hair on! Things don't happen unless they're slated to happen, so +don't let it bother you too much. You go turn in and forget everything +except that you need a night's sleep." + +I tried to follow his sound advice, but although I needed a night's +sleep and there was no tangible reason why I shouldn't have gotten it, +I didn't. The shadow of Inglesby haunted my pillow. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +"EACH IN HIS OWN COIN" + + +With the New Year had descended upon John Flint an obsessing and +tormenting spirit which made him by fits and starts moody, depressed, +nervous, restless, or wholly silent and abstracted. I have known him +to come in just before dawn, snatch a few hours' sleep, and be off +again before day had well set in, though he must already have been far +afield, for Kerry heeled him with lagging legs and hanging head. Or he +would shut himself up, and refusing himself to all callers, fall into +a cold fury of concentrated effort, sitting at his table hour after +hour, tireless, absorbed, accomplishing a week's overdue work in a day +and a night. Often his light burned all night through. Some of the +most notable papers bearing his name, and research work of +far-reaching significance, came from that workroom then--as if lumps +of ambergris had been tossed out of a whirlpool. + +All this time, too, he was working in conjunction with the Washington +Bureau, experimenting with remedies for the boll-weevil, and fighting +the plague of the cattle-tick. This, and the other outside work in +which he was so immensely interested, could not be allowed to hang +fire. Like many another, he found himself for his salvation caught in +the great human net he himself had helped to spin. It was not only +the country people who held him. Gradually, as he passed to and from +on his way among them, and became acquainted with their children, +there had sprung up a most curious sort of understanding between the +Butterfly Man on the one side, and the half-articulate foreigners in +the factory and the sly secretive mill-workers on the other. + +People I had never been able to get at humanly, people who resisted +even Madame, not only chose to open their doors but their mouths, to +Meester Fleent. Uncouth fumbling men, slip-shod women, dirty-faced +children, were never dumb and suspicious or wholly untruthful and +evasive, where the Butterfly Man was concerned. He was one to whom +might be told, without shame, fear, or compunction, the plain, blunt, +terrible truth. _He understood._ + +"I wish you'd look up Petronovich's boy, father," he might tell me, +or, "Madame, have a woman-talk with Lovena Smith's girl at the mills, +will you? Lovena's a fool, and that girl's up against things." And we +went, and wondered, afterwards, what particularly tender guardian +angels kept close company with our Butterfly Man. + +Then occurred the great event which put Meester Fleent in a place +apart in the estimation of all Appleboro, forever settled his status +among the mill-hands and the "hickeys," and incidentally settled a +tormenting doubt of himself in his own mind. I mean the settling of +the score against Big Jan. + +Half-Russian Jan was to the Poles what a padrone too often is to the +Italian laborers, a creature who herded them together and mercilessly +worked them for the profit of others, and incidentally his own, an +exacting tyrant against whose will it was useless to rebel. He had a +little timid wife with red eyes--perhaps because she cried so much +over the annual baby which just as annually died. He made a good deal +of money, but the dark Slav passion for whisky forced him to spend +what he earned, and this increased a naturally sullen temper. He was +the thorn in the Parish side; that we could do so little for the Poles +was due in a large measure to Jan's stubborn hindering. + +His people lived in terror of him. When they displeased him he beat +them. It was not a light beating, and once or twice we had in the +Guest Rooms nursed its victims back into some semblance of humanity. +But what could we do? Jan was so efficient a foreman that Inglesby's +power was always behind him. So when Jan chose to get very drunk, and +sang long, monotonous songs, particularly when he sang through his +teeth, lugubriously: + + "_Yeszeze Polska nie Zginela + Poki my Zygemy_ ..." + +men and women trembled. Poland might not be lost, but somebody's skin +always paid for that song. + +In passing one morning--it was a holiday--through the Poles' quarters, +an unpleasant enough stretch which other folks religiously avoided, +the Butterfly Man heard shrieks coming from Michael Karski's back +yard. It was Michael's wife and children who screamed. + +"It is the Boss who beats Michael, Meester Fleent," a man volunteered. +"The Boss, he is much drunk. Karski's woman, she did not like the ways +of him in her house, and Michael said, 'I will to send for the +police.' So Big Jan beats Michael, and Michael's woman, she hollers +like hell." + +John Flint knew inoffensive, timid Michael; he knew his broad-bosomed, +patient, cowlike wife, and he liked the brood of shockheaded +youngsters who plodded along patient in old clothes, bare-footed, and +with scanty enough food. He had made a corn-cob doll for the littlest +girl and a cigar-box wagon with spool wheels for the littlest boy. +Perhaps that is why he turned and went with the rest to Michael's yard +where Big Jan was knocking Michael about like a ten-pin, grunting +through his teeth: "Now! Sen' for those policemens, you!" + +Michael was no pretty thing to look upon, for Jan was in an uglier +mood than usual, and Michael had greatly displeased him; therefore it +was Michael's turn to pay. Nobody interfered, for every one was +horribly afraid Big Jan would turn upon _him_. Besides, was not he the +Boss, and could he not say Go, and then must not a man go, short of +pay, and with his wife and children crying? Of a verity! + +The Butterfly Man slipped off his knapsack and laid his net aside. +Then he pushed his way through the scared onlookers. + +"Meester Fleent! For God's love, save my man, Meester Flint!" +Michael's wife Katya screamed at him. + +By way of answer Meester Fleent very deliberately handed her his +eye-glasses. Then one saw that his eyes, slitted in his head, were +cold and bright as a snake's; his chin thrust forward, and in his red +beard his lips made a straight line like a clean knife-cut. Two +bright red spots had jumped into his tanned cheeks. His lean hands +balled. + +He said no word; but the crumpled thing that was Michael was of a +sudden plucked bodily out of Big Jan's hands and thrust into the +waiting woman's. The astonished Boss found himself confronting a pale +and formidable face with a pair of eyes like glinting sword-blades. + +Kerry had followed his master, and was now close to his side. For the +moment Flint had forgotten him. But Big Jan's evil eyes caught sight +of him. He knew the Butterfly Man's dog very well. He snickered. A +huge foot shot out, there was a howl of anguish and astonishment, and +Kerry went flying through the air as if shot from a catapult. + +"So!" Jan grunted like a satisfied hog, "I feex _you_ like that in one +meenute, me." + +The red jumped from John Flint's cheeks to his eyes, and stayed there. +Why, this hulking brute had hurt _Kerry!_ His breath exhaled in a +whistling sigh. He seemed to coil himself together; with a tiger-leap +he launched himself at the great hulk before him. It went down. It had +to. + +I know every detail of that historic fight. Is it not written large in +the Book of the Deeds of Appleboro, and have I not heard it by word of +mouth from many a raving eye-witness? Does not Dr. Walter Westmoreland +lick his lips over it unto this day? + +A long groaning sigh went up from the onlookers. Meester Fleent was a +great and a good man; but he was a crippled man. Death was very close +to him. + +Big Jan was not too drunk to fight savagely, but he was in a most +horrible rage, and this weakened him. He meant to kill this impudent +fellow who had taken Michael away from him before he had half-finished +with him. But first he would break every bone in the crippled man's +body, take him in his hands and break his back over one knee as one +does a slat. A man with one leg to balk him, Big Jan? That called for +a killing. Jan had no faintest idea he might not be able to make good +this pleasant intention. + +It was a stupendous fight, a Homeric fight, a fight against odds, +which has become a town tradition. If Jan was formidable, a veritable +bison, his opponent was no cringing workman scared out of his wits and +too timid to defend himself. John Flint knew his own weakness, knew +what he could expect at Jan's hands, and it made him cool, collected, +wary, and deadly. He was no more the mild-mannered, soft-spoken +Butterfly Man, but another and a more primal creature, fighting for +his life. Big Jan, indeed, fancied he had nobody but the Butterfly Man +to deal with; as a matter of fact he was tackling Slippy McGee. + +Skilled, watchful, dangerous, that old training saved him. Every time +Jan came to his feet, roaring, thrashing his arms like flails, making +head-long, bull-like rushes, the Butterfly Man managed to send him +sprawling again. Then he himself caught one well-aimed blow, and went +staggering; but before slow-moving and raging Jan could follow up his +advantage, with a lightning-like quickness the Butterfly Man made a +battering ram of his head, caught Jan in the pit of the stomach, and +even as he fell Jan went down, too, and went down underneath. +Desperately, fighting like a fiend, John Flint kept him down. And +presently using every wrestler's trick that he knew, and bringing to +bear every ounce of his saved and superb strength, in a most orderly, +businesslike, cold-blooded manner he proceeded to pound Big Jan into +pulp. The devil that had been chained these seven years was a-loose at +last, rampant, fully aroused, and not easily satisfied. Besides, had +not Jan most brutally and wantonly tried to kill Kerry! + +If it was a well deserved it was none the less a most drastic +punishment, and when it was over Big Jan lay still. He would lie prone +for many a day, and he would carry marks of it to his grave. + +When the tousled victor, with a reeling head, an eye fast closing, and +a puffed and swollen lip, staggered upright and stood swaying on his +feet, he found himself surrounded by a great quiet ring of men and +women who regarded him with eyes of wonder and amaze. He was +superhuman; he had accomplished the impossible; paid the dreaded Boss +in his own coin, yea, given him full measure to the running over +thereof! No man of all the men Jan had beaten in his time had received +such as Jan himself had gotten at this man's hands to-day. The reign +of the Boss was over: and the conqueror was a crippled man! A great +sighing breath of sheer worshipful admiration went up; they were too +profoundly moved to cheer him; they could only stand and stare. When +they wished, reverently, to help him, he waved them aside. + +"Where's my dog?" he demanded thickly through his swollen lips. +"Where's Kerry? If he's dead--" he cast upon fallen Jan a menacing +glare. + +"Your dog's in bed with the baby, and Ma's give him milk with brandy +in it, and he drank it and growled at her, and the boys is holding +him down now to keep him from coming out to you, and he ain't much +hurt nohow," squealed one of Michael's big-eyed children. + +John Flint, stretching his arms above his head, drew in a great +gulping mouthful of air, exhaled it, and laughed a deepchested, +satisfied laugh, for all he was staggering like a drunken man. Here +Michael's wife Katya came puffing out of her house like a traction +engine--such was the shape in which nature formed her--and falling on +her knees, caught his hand to her vast bosom, weeping like the +overflowing of a river and blubbering uncouth sounds. + +"Get up, you crazy woman!" snarled John Flint, his face going +brick-red. "Stop licking my hand, and get up!" Although he did not +know it, Katya symbolized the mental attitude of every laborer in +Appleboro toward him from that hour. + +"Here's Doctor Westmoreland! And here comes the po-lice!" yelled a +boy, joyous with excitement. + +Westmoreland cast one by no means sympathetic glance at the wreck on +the ground, and his big arms went about John Flint; his fingers flew +over him like an apprehensive father's. + +"What's all this? Who's been fighting here, you people?" demanded the +town marshal's brisk voice. "Big Jan? And--good Lord! _Mister Flint!_" +His eyes bulged. He looked from Big Jan on the ground to the Butterfly +Man under Westmoreland's hands, with an almost ludicrous astonishment. + +"I'm sure sorry, Mr. Flint, if I have to give you a little trouble for +awhile, but--" + +"But you'll be considerably sorrier if you do it," said Dr. Walter +Westmoreland savagely. "You take that hulk over there to the jail, +until I have time to see him. I can't have him sent home to his wife +in that shape. And look here, Marshal: Jan got exactly what he +deserved; it's been coming to him this long time. If Inglesby's bunch +tries to take a hand in this, _I'll_ try to make Appleboro too hot to +hold somebody. Understand?" + +The marshal was a wise enough man, and he understood. Inglesby's pet +foreman had been all but killed, and Inglesby would be furiously +angry. But--Mr. Flint had done it, and behind Mr. Flint were powers +perhaps as potent as Inglesby's. One thing more may have influenced +the marshal: The hitherto timid and apathetic people had merged into a +compact and ominous ring around the Butterfly Man and the doctor. A +shrill murmur arose, like the wind in the trees presaging a storm. +There would be riot in staid Appleboro if one were so foolish as to +lay a detaining hand upon John Flint this day. More yet, the beloved +Westmoreland himself would probably begin it. Never had the marshal +seen Westmoreland look so big and so raging. + +"All right, Doctor," said he, hastily backing off. "I reckon you're +man enough to handle this." + +Some proud worshiper brought Mr. Flint his hat, knapsack, and net, and +the mountainous Katya insisted upon tenderly placing his glasses upon +his nose--upside down. Westmoreland used to say afterward that for a +moment he feared Flint was going to bite her hand! Then man and dog +were placed in the doctor's car and hurried home to my mother; who +made no comment, but put both in the larger Guest Room, the whimpering +dog on a comfort at the foot of his master's bed. Kerry had a broken +rib, but outside of this he was not injured. He would be out and all +right again in a week, Westmoreland assured his anxious master. + +"Oh, you _man_, you!" crowed Westmoreland. "John, John, if anything +were needed to make me love you, this would clinch it! Prying open +nature's fist, John, having butterflies bear your name, working hand +in glove with your government, boosting boys, writing books, are all +of them fine big grand things. But if along with them one's man enough +to stand up, John, with the odds against him, and punish a bully and a +scoundrel, the only way a bully and a scoundrel can feel punishment, +that's a heart-stirring thing, John! It gets to the core of my heart. +It isn't so much the fight itself, it's being able to take care of +oneself and others when one has to. Yes, yes, yes. A fight like that +is worth a million dollars to the man who wins it!" + +Westmoreland may be president of the Peace League, and tell us that +force is all wrong. Nevertheless, his great-grandmother was born in +Tipperary. + +We kept the Butterfly Man indoors for a week, while Westmoreland +doctored a viciously black eye and sewed up his lip. Morning and +afternoon Appleboro called, and left tribute of fruit and flowers. + +"Gad, suh, he behaved like one of Stonewall Jackson's men!" said Major +Cartwright, pridefully. "No yellow in _him_; he's one of _us_!" + +At nights came the Polish folks, and these people whom he had once +despised because they "hadn't got sense enough to talk American," he +now received with a complete and friendly understanding. + +"I just come by and see how you make to feel, Meester." + +"Oh, I feel fine, Joe, thank you." + +There would be an interval of absolute silence, which, did not seem to +embarrass either visited or visitor. Then: + +"Baby better now?" Meester would ask, interestedly. + +"That beeg doctor, he oil heem an' make heem well all right." + +After awhile: "I mebbe go now, Meester." + +"Good-night," said the host, briefly. + +At the door the Pole would turn, and look back, with the wistfully +animal look of the Under Dog. + +"Those cheeldren, they make to get you the leetle bug. You mebbe like +that, Meester, yes? They make to get you plenty much bug, those +cheeldren. We _all_ make to get you the bug, Meester, thank you." + +"That's mighty nice of you folks." Then one felt the note in the quiet +voice which explained his hold upon people. + +"Hell, no. We _like_ to do that for you, Meester. Thank you." And +closing the door gently after him, he would slink off. + +"They don't need to be so allfired grateful," said John Flint frankly. +"Parson, I'm the guy to be grateful. I got a whole heap more out of +that shindy than a black eye and a pretty mouth. I was bluemolding for +a man-tussle, and that scrap set me up again. You see--I wasn't sure +of myself any more, and it was souring on my stomach. Now I know I +haven't lost out, I feel like a white man. Yep, it gives a fellow the +holiday-heart to be dead sure he's plenty able to use his fists if +he's got to. Westmoreland's right about that." + +I was discreetly silent. God forgive me, in my heart I also was most +sinfully glad my Butterfly Man could and would use his fists when he +had to. I do not believe in peace at any price. I know very well that +wrong must be conquered before right can prevail. But I shouldn't have +been so set up! + +"Here," said he one morning. "Ask Madame to give this to Jan's wife. +And say, beg her for heaven's sake to buy some salve for her eyelids, +will you?" "This" was a small roll of bills. "I owe it to Jan," he +explained, with his twistiest smile. + +Westmoreland's skill removed all outward marks of the fray, and the +Butterfly Man went his usual way; but although he had laid at rest one +cruel doubt, he was still in deep waters. Because of his stress his +clothes had begun to hang loosely upon him. + +Now the naturalist who knows anything at all of those deep mysterious +well-springs underlying his great profession, understands that he is a +'prentice hand learning his trade in the workshop of the Almighty; +wherein "_the invisible things of Him from the creation of the world +are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made_." As +Paul on a time reminded the Romans. + +Wherefore I who had learned somewhat from the Little Peoples now +applied what they had taught me, and when I saw my man grow restless, +move about aimlessly, withdraw into himself and become as one blind +and dumb and unhearing, I understood he was facing a change, making +ready to project himself into some larger phase of existence as yet in +the womb of the future. So I did not question what wind drove him +forth before it like a lost leaf. The loving silent companionship of +red Kerry, the friendly faces of young children to whom he was kind, +the eyes of poor men and women looking to him for help, these were +better for him now than I. + +But my mother was not a naturalist, and she was provoked with John +Flint. He ate irregularly, he slept as it pleased God. He was "running +wild" again. This displeased her, particularly as Appleboro had at her +instigation included Mr. John Flint in its most exclusive list, and +there were invitations she was determined he should accept. She had +put her hand to the social plow in his behalf, and she had no faintest +notion of withdrawing it. Once fairly aroused, Madame had that +able-bodied will heaven seems to have lavished so plenteously upon +small women: In recompense, I dare say, for lack of size. + +Therefore Mr. Flint duteously appeared at intervals among the elect, +and appeared even to advantage. And my mother remarked, complacently, +that blood will tell: he had the air! He was not expected to dance, +but he was a superb cardplayer. He never told jokes, and so avoided +deadly repetition. He had in a large measure that virtue the Chinese +extol--the virtue of allowing others to save their faces in peace. Was +it any wonder Mr. Flint's social position was soon solidly +established? + +He played the game as my mother forced it upon him, though at times, I +think, it bored and chafed him sorely. What chafed him even more +sorely was the unprecedented interest many young ladies--and some old +enough to know better--suddenly evinced in entomology. + +Mr. Flint almost overnight developed a savage cunning in eluding the +seekers of entomological lore. One might suppose a single man would +rejoice to see his drab workroom swarm with these brightly-colored +fluttering human butterflies; he bore their visits as visitations, +displaying the chastened resignation Job probably showed toward the +latest ultra-sized carbuncle. + +"Cheer up!" urged Laurence, who was watching this turn of affairs with +unfeeling mirth. "The worst is yet to come. These are only the +chickens: wait until the hens get on your trail!" + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia one afternoon, rubbing salt into his +smarting wounds, "Mr. Flint, I am so glad all the girls like you so +much. You fascinate them. They say you are such a profoundly clever +and interesting man, Mr. Flint! Why, some of those girls are perfectly +demented about you!" + +"Demented," said he, darkly, "is the right word for them when it comes +down to fussing about _me_." Now Laurence had just caught him in his +rooms, and, declaring that he looked overworked and pale, had dragged +him forcibly outside on the porch, where we were now sitting. Mary +Virginia, in a white skirt, sport coat, and a white felt hat which +made her entrancingly pretty, had been visiting my mother and now +strolled over to John Flint's, after her old fashion. + +"I feel like making the greatest sort of a fuss about you myself," she +said honestly. "Anyhow, I'm mighty glad girls like you. It's a good +sign." + +"If they do--though God knows I can't see why--I'm obliged to them, +seeing it pleases _you_!" said Flint, without, however, showing much +gratitude in eyes or voice. "To tell you the truth, it looks to me at +times as if they were wished on me." + +Mary Virginia tried to look horrified, and giggled instead. + +"If I could only make any of them understand anything!" said the +Butterfly Man desperately, "but I can't. If only they really wanted to +know, I'd be more than glad to teach them. But they don't. I show them +and show them and tell them and tell them, over and over and over +again, and the same thing five minutes later, and they haven't even +listened! They don't care. What do they take up my time and say they +like my butterflies for, when they don't like them at all and don't +want to know anything about them? That's what gets me!" + +Laurence winked at Mary Virginia, shamelessly. + +"Bugs!" said he, inelegantly. "That's what's intended to get you, you +old duffer!" + +"Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, with dancing eyes. "I don't blame +those girls one single solitary bit for wanting to know all +about--butterflies." + +"But they don't want to know, I tell you!" Mr. Flint's voice rose +querulously. + +"My dear creature, I'd be stuck on you myself if I were a girl," said +Laurence sweetly. "Padre, prepare yourself to say, 'Bless you, my +children!' I see this innocent's finish." And he began to sing, in a +lackadaisical manner, through his nose: + + "Now you're married you must obey, + You must be true to all you say, + Live together all your life--" + +No answering smile came to John Flint's lips. He made no reply to the +light banter, but stiffened, and stared ahead of him with a set face +and eyes into which crept an expression of anguish. Mary Virginia, +with a quick glance, laid her hand on his arm. + +"Don't mind Laurence and me, we're a pair of sillies. You and the +Padre are too good to put up with us the way you do," she said, +coaxingly. "And--we girls do like you, Mr. Flint, whether we're wished +on you or not." + +That seductive "we" in that golden voice routed him, horse and foot. +He looked at the small hand on his arm, and his glance went swiftly to +the sweet and innocent eyes looking at him with such frank +friendliness. + +"It's better than I deserve," he said, gently enough. "And it isn't +I'm not grateful to the rest of them for liking me,--if they do. It's +that I want to box their ears when they pretend to like my insects, +and don't." + +"Being a gentleman has its drawbacks," said I, tentatively. + +"Believe _me_!" he spoke with great feeling. "It's nothing short of +doing a life-stretch!" + +The boy and girl laughed gaily. When he spoke thus it added to his +unique charm. So profoundly were they impressed with what he had +become, that even what he had been, as they remembered it, increased +their respect and affection. That past formed for him a somber +background, full of half-lights and shadows, against which he stood +out with the revealing intensity of a Rembrandt portrait. + +"What I came over to tell you, is that Madame says you're to stay home +this evening, Mr. Flint," said Mary Virginia, comfortably. "I'm +spending the night with Madame, you're to know, and we're planning a +nice folksy informal sort of a time; and you're to be home." + +"Orders from headquarters," commented Laurence. + +"All right," agreed the Butterfly Man, briefly. + +Mary Virginia shook out her white skirts, and patted her black hair +into even more distractingly pretty disorder. + +"I've got to get back to the office--mean case I'm working on," +complained Laurence. "Mary Virginia, walk a little way with me, won't +you? Do, child! It will sweeten all my afternoon and make my work +easier." + +"You haven't grown up a bit--thank goodness!" said Mary Virginia. But +she went with him. + +The Butterfly Man looked after them speculatively. + +"Mrs. Eustis," he remarked, "is an ambitious sort of a lady, isn't +she? Thinks in millions for her daughter, expects her to make a great +match and all that. Miss Sally Ruth told me she'd heard Mrs. Eustis +tried once or twice to pull off a match to suit herself, but Miss Mary +Virginia wouldn't stand for it." + +"Why, naturally, Mrs. Eustis would like to see the child well settled +in life," said I. + +"Oh, you don't have to be a Christian _all_ the time," said he calmly. +"I know Mrs. Eustis, too. She talked to me for an hour and a half +without stopping, one night last week. See here, parson: Inglesby's +got a roll that outweighs his record. Suppose he wants to settle down +and reform--with a young wife to help him do it--wouldn't it be a real +Christian job to lady's-aid him?" + +I eyed him askance. + +"Now there's Laurence," went on the Butterfly Man, speculatively. +"Laurence is making plenty of trouble, but not so much money. No, Mrs. +Eustis wouldn't faint at the notion of Inglesby, but she'd keel over +like a perfect lady at the bare thought of Laurence." + +"I don't see," said I, crossly, "why she should be called upon to +faint for either of them. Inglesby's--Inglesby. That makes him +impossible. As for the boy, why, he rocked that child in her cradle." + +"That didn't keep either of them from growing up a man and a woman. +Looks to me as if they were beginning to find it out, parson." + +I considered his idea, and found it so eminently right, proper, and +beautiful, that I smiled over it. "It would be ideal," I admitted. + +"Her mother wouldn't agree with you, though her father might," he said +dryly. And he asked: + +"Ever had a hunch?" + +"A presentiment, you mean?" + +"No; a hunch. Well, I've got one. I've got a hunch there's trouble +ahead for that girl." + +This seemed so improbable, in the light of her fortunate days, that I +smiled cheerfully. + +"Well, if there should be,--here are you and I to stand by." + +"Sure," said he, laconically, "that's all we're here for--to stand +by." + +Although it was January, the weather was again springlike. All day the +air was like a golden wine, drenched in a golden sun. All day in the +cedars' dark and vivid green the little wax-wings flew in and out, and +everywhere the blackberry bramble that "would grace the parlors of +heaven" was unfolding its crisp red leaves and white buds; and all the +roads and woods were gay with the scarlet berries of the casida, which +the robins love. And the nights were clear and still and starry, +nights of a beauty so vital one sensed it as something alive. + +Because Mary Virginia was to spend that night at the Parish House, +Mrs. Eustis having been called away and the house for once free of +guests, my mother had seized the occasion to call about her the youth +in which her soul delighted. To-night she was as rosy and bright-eyed +as any one of her girl-friends. She beamed when she saw the old rooms +alive and alight with fresh and laughing faces and blithe figures. +There was Laurence, with that note in his voice, that light in his +eyes, that glow and glory upon him, which youth alone knows; and +Dabney, with his black hair, as usual, on end, and his intelligent +eyes twinkling behind his glasses; and Claire Dexter, colored like a +pearl set in a cluster of laughing girls; and Mary Virginia, all in +white, so beautiful that she brought a mist to the eyes that watched +her. All the other gay and charming figures seemed but attendants for +this supremer loveliness, snow-white, rose-red, ebony-black, like the +queen's child in the fairy-tale. + +The Butterfly Man had obediently put in his appearance. With the +effect which a really strong character produces, he was like an +insistent deep undernote that dominates and gives meaning to a lighter +and merrier melody. All this bright life surged, never away from, but +always toward and around him. Youth claimed him, shared itself with +him, gave him lavishly of its best, because he fascinated and ensnared +its fresh imagination. Though he should live to be a thousand it would +ever pay homage to some nameless magic quality of spirit which was +his. + +"Are you writing something new? Have you found another butterfly?" +asked the young things, full of interest and respect. + +Well, he _had_ promised a certain paper by a certain time, though what +people could find to like so much in what he had to say about his +insects-- + +"Because," said Dabney, "you create in us a new feeling for them. +They're living things with a right to their lives, and you show us +what wonderful little lives most of them are. You bring them close to +us in a way that doesn't disgust us. I guess, Butterfly Man, the truth +is you've found a new way of preaching the old gospel of One Father +and one life; and the common sense of common folks understands what +you mean, thanks you for it, likes you for it, and--asks you to tell +us some more." + +"Whenever a real teacher appears, always the common people hear him +gladly," said I, reflectively. + +"Only," said Mary Virginia, quickly, "when the teacher himself is just +as uncommon as he can be, Padre." She smiled at John Flint with a +sincerity that honored him. + +He stood abashed and silent before this naive appreciation. It was at +once his greatest happiness and his deepest pain--that open admiration +of these clean-souled youngsters. + +When he had gone, I too slipped away, for the still white night +outside called me. I went around to that favorite retreat of mine, the +battered seat shut in among spireas and syringas. I like to say my +rosary out of doors. The beads slipping through my fingers soothed me +with their monotonous insistent petition. Prayer brought me closer to +the heart of the soft and shining night, and the big still stars. + + _They shall perish, but thou shalt endure; yea, all of them + shall wax old as a garment; as a vesture shalt thou change + them, and they shall be changed; but thou art the same and + thy years shall have no end_. + +The surety of the beautiful words brought the great overshadowing +Presence near me. And I fell into a half-revery, in which the +hailmarys wove themselves in and out, like threads in a pattern. + +Dreamily enough, I heard the youthful guests depart, in a gale of +laughter and flute-like goodnights. And I noted, too, that no light as +yet shone in the Butterfly Man's rooms. Well--he would hurl himself +into the work to-morrow, probably, and clear it up in an hour or two. +He was like that. + +My retreat was just off the path, and near the little gate between our +grounds and Judge Mayne's. Thus, though I was completely hidden by the +screening bushes and the shadow of the holly tree as well, I could +plainly see the two who presently came down the bright open path. Of +late it had given me a curious sense of comfort to see Laurence with +Mary Virginia, and, I reflected, he had been her shadow recently. I +liked that. His strength seemed to shield her from Hunter's ambiguous +smile, from Inglesby's thoughts, even from her own mother's ambition. + +I could see my girl's dear dark head outlined with a circle of +moonlight as with a halo, and it barely reached my tall boy's +shoulder. Her hand lay lightly on his arm, and he bent toward her, +bringing his close-cropped brown head nearer hers. I couldn't have +risen or spoken then, without interrupting them. I merely glanced out +at them, smilingly, with my rosary in my finger. + +I reached the end of a decade: "_As it was in the beginning, is now, +and ever shall be_--" + +They stopped at the gate, and fell silent for a space, the girl with +her darling face uplifted. The fleecy wrap she wore fell about her +slim shoulders in long lines, glinting with silver. She did not give +the effect of remoteness, but of being near and dear and desirable and +beautiful. The boy, looking upon her with his heart in his eyes, drew +nearer. + +"Mary Virginia," said he, eagerly and huskily and passionately and +timidly and hopefully and despairingly, "Mary Virginia, are you going +to marry anybody?" + +Mary Virginia came back from the stars in the night sky to the stars +in the young man's eyes. "Why, yes, I hope I am," said she lightly +enough, but one saw she had been startled. "What a funny boy you are, +Laurence, to be sure! You don't expect me to remain a spinster, do +you?" + +"You are going to be married?" This time despair was uppermost. + +"I most certainly am!" said Mary Virginia stoutly. "Why, I confided +_that_ to you years and years and years ago! Don't you remember I +always insisted he should have golden hair, and sea-blue eyes, and a +classic brow, and a beautiful willingness to go away somewhere and die +of a broken heart if I ordered him to?" + +"Who is it?" + +"Who is who?" she parried provokingly. + +"The chap you're going to marry?" + +Mary Virginia appeared to reflect deeply and anxiously. She put out a +foot, with the eternal feminine gesture, and dug a neat little hole in +the graveled walk with her satin toe. + +"Laurence," said she. "I'm going to tell you the truth. The truth is, +Laurence, that I simply hate to have to tell you the truth." + +"Mary Virginia!" he stammered wretchedly. "You hate to have to tell +_me_ the truth? Oh, my dear, why? Why?" + +"Because." + +"But because why?" + +"Because," said the dear hussy, demurely, "I don't know." + +Laurence's arms fell to his sides, helplessly; he craned his neck and +stared. + +"Mary Virginia!" said he, in a breathless whisper. + +Mary Virginia nodded. "It's really none of your business, you know," +she explained sweetly; "but as you've asked me, why, I'll tell you. +That same question plagues and fascinates me, too, Laurence. Why, just +consider! Here's a whole big, big world full of men--tall men, short +men, lean men, fat men, silly men, wise men, ugly men, handsome men, +sad men, glad men, good men, bad men, rich men, poor men,--oh, all +sorts and kinds and conditions and complexions of men: any one of whom +I might wake up some day and find myself married to: and I don't know +which one! It delights and terrifies and fascinates and amuses and +puzzles me when I begin to think about it. Here I've got to marry +Somebody and I don't know any more than Adam's housecat who and where +that Somebody is, and he might pop from around the corner at me, any +minute! It makes the thing so much more interesting, so much more like +a big risky game of guess, when you don't know, don't you think?" + +"No: it makes you miserable," said Laurence, briefly. + +"But I'm not miserable at all!" + +"You're not, because you don't have to be. But I am!" + +"You? Why, Laurence! Why should _you_ be miserable?" Her voice lost +its blithe lightness; it was a little faint. She said hastily, without +waiting for his reply: "I guess I'd better run in. It was silly of me +to walk to the gate with you at this hour. I think Madame's calling +me. Goodnight, Laurence." + +"No, you don't," said he. "And it wasn't silly of you to come, either; +it was dear and delightful, and I prayed the Lord to put the notion +into your darling head, and He did it. And now you're here you don't +budge from this spot until you've heard what I've got to say. + +"Mary Virginia, I reckon you're just about the most beautiful girl in +the world. You've been run after and courted and flattered and +followed until it was enough to turn any girl's head, and it would +have turned any girl's head but yours. You could say to almost any man +alive, Come, and he'd come--oh, yes, he'd come quick. You've got the +earth to pick and choose from--but I'm asking you to pick and choose +_me_. I haven't got as much to offer you as I shall have some of these +days, but I've got me myself, body and brain and heart and soul, +sound to the core, and all of me yours, and I think that counts most, +if you care as I do. Mary Virginia, will you marry me?" + +"Oh, but, Laurence! Why--Laurence--I--indeed, I didn't know--I didn't +think--" stammered the girl. "At least, I didn't dream you cared--like +that." + +"Didn't you? Well, all I can say is, you've been mighty blind, then. +For I do care. I guess I've always cared like that, only, somehow, +it's taken this one short winter to drive home what I'd been learning +all my life?" said he, soberly. "I reckon I've been just like other +fool-boys, Mary Virginia. That is, I spooned a bit around every good +looking girl I ran up against, but I soon found out it wasn't the real +thing, and I quit. Something in me knew all along I belonged to +somebody else. To you. I believe now--Mary Virginia, I believe with +all my heart--that I cared for you when you were squalling in your +cradle." + +"Oh! ... Did I squall, really?" + +"_Squall?_ Sometimes it was tummy and sometimes it was temper. Between +them you yelled like a Comanche," said this astonishing lover. + +Mary Virginia tilted her head back, adorably. + +"It was very, very noble of you to mind me--under the circumstances," +she conceded, graciously. + +"Believe me, it was," agreed Laurence. "I didn't know it, of course, +but even at that tender age my fate was upon me, for I _liked_ to mind +you. Even the bawling didn't daunt me, and I adored you when you +resembled a squab. Yes, I was in love with you then. I'm in love with +you now. My girl, my own girl, I'll go out of this world and into the +next one loving you." + +"Then why," she asked reproachfully, "haven't you said so?" + +"Why haven't I said what?" + +"Why, you know. That you--loved me, Laurence." Her rich voice had sunk +to a whisper. + +"Good Lord, haven't I been saying it?" + +"No, you haven't! You've been merely asking me to marry you. But you +haven't said a word about loving me, until this very minute!" + +"But you must know perfectly well that I'm crazy about you, Mary +Virginia!" said the boy, and his voice trembled with bewilderment as +well as passion. "How in heaven's name could I help being crazy about +you? Why, from the beginning of things, there's never been anybody +else, but just you. I never even pretended to care for anybody else. +No, there's nobody but you. Not for me. You're everything and all, +where I'm concerned. And--please, please look up, beautiful, and tell +me the truth: look at me, Mary Virginia!" + +The white-clad figure moved a hair's breadth nearer; the uplifted +lovely face was very close. + +"Do I really mean that to you, Laurence? All that, really and truly?" +she asked, wistfully. + +"Yes! And more. And more!" + +"I'll be the unhappiest girl in the world: I'll be the most miserable +woman alive--if you ever change your mind, Laurence," said she. + +There was a quivering pause. Then: + +"You care?" asked the boy, almost breathlessly. "Mary Virginia, you +care?" He laid his hands upon her shoulders and bent to search the +alluring face. + +"Laurence!" said Mary Virginia, with a tremulous, half-tearful laugh, +"Laurence, it's taken this one short winter to teach me, too. And--you +were mistaken, utterly mistaken about those symptoms of mine. It +wasn't tummy, Laurence. And it wasn't temper. I think--I am sure--that +what I was trying so hard to squall to you in my cradle was--that I +cared, Laurence." + +The young man's arms closed about her, and I saw the young mouths +meet. I saw more than that: I saw other figures steal out into the +moonlight and stand thus entwined, and one was the ghost of what once +was I. That other, lost Armand De Rance, looked at me wistfully with +his clear eyes; and I was very, very sorry for him, as one may be +poignantly sorry for the innocent, beautiful dead. My hand tightened +on my beads, and the feel of my cassock upon me, as a uniform, +steadied and sustained me. + +Those two had drawn back a little into the shadows as if the night had +reached out its arms to them. Such a night belonged to such as these; +they invest it, lend it meaning, give it intelligible speech. As for +me, I was an old priest in an old cassock, with all his fond and +foolish old heart melting in his breast. Youth alone is eternal and +immortal. And as for love, it is of God. + +"_As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without +end, Amen_." I had finished the decade. And then as one awakes from a +trance I rose softly and as softly crept back to the Parish House, +happy and at peace, because I had seen that which makes the morning +stars rejoice when they sing together. + +"Armand," said my mother, sleepily, "is that you, dear? I must have +been nodding in my chair. Mary Virginia's just walked to the gate with +Laurence." + +"My goodness," said she, half an hour later. "What on earth can that +child mean? Hadn't you better call her in, Armand?" + +"No," said I, decidedly. + +Laurence brought her back presently. There must have been something +electrical in the atmosphere, for my mother of a sudden sat bolt +upright in her chair. Women are like that. That is one of the reasons +why men are so afraid of them. + +"Padre, and p'tite Madame," began Laurence, "you've been like a father +and mother to me--and--and--" + +"And we thought you ought to know," said Mary Virginia. + +"My children!" cried my mother, ecstatically, "it is the wish of my +heart! Always have I prayed our good God to let this happen--and you +see?" + +"But it's a great secret: it's not to be _breathed_, yet," said Mary +Virginia. + +"Except, of course, my father--" began Laurence. + +"And the Butterfly Man," I added, firmly. Well knowing none of us +could keep such news from _him_. + +"As for me," said my mother, gloriously reckless, "I shall open one of +the two bottles of our great-grandfather's wine!" The last time that +wine had been opened was the day I was ordained. "Armand, go and bring +John Flint." + +When I reached his rooms Kerry was whining over a huddled form on the +porch steps. John Flint lay prone, his arms outstretched, horribly +suggestive of one crucified. At my step he struggled upright. I had my +arms about him in another moment. + +"Are you hurt? sick? John, John, my son, what is it? What is it?" + +"No, no, I'm all right. I--was just a little shaky for the minute. +There, there, don't you be scared, father." But his voice shook, and +the hand I held was icy cold. + +"My son, my dear son, what is wrong with you?" + +He controlled himself with a great effort. "Oh, I've been a little off +my feed of late, father, that's all. See, I'm perfectly all right, +now." And he squared his shoulders and tried to speak in his natural +voice. + +"My mother wanted you to come over for a few minutes, there's +something you're to know. But if you don't feel well enough--" + +He seemed to brace himself. "Maybe I know it already. However, I'm +quite able to walk over and hear--anything I'm to be told," he said, +composedly. + +In the lighted parlor his face showed up pale and worn, and his eyes +hollow. But his smile was ready, his voice steady, and the hand which +received the wine Mary Virginia herself brought him, did not tremble. + +"It is to our great, great happiness we wish you to drink, old +friend," said Laurence. Intoxicated with his new joy, glowing, +shining, the boy was magnificent. + +The Butterfly Man turned and looked at him; steadily, deliberately, a +long, searching, critical look, as if measuring him by a new standard. +Laurence stood the test. Then the man's eyes came back to the girl, +rose-colored, radiant, star-eyed, and lingered upon her. He arose, and +held up the glass in which our old wine seemed to leap upward in +little amber-colored flames. + +"You'll understand," said the Butterfly Man, "that I haven't the +words handy to my tongue to say what's in my heart. I reckon I'd have +to be God for awhile, to make all I wish for you two come true." There +was in look and tone and manner something so sweet and reverent that +we were touched and astonished. + +When my mother had peremptorily sent Laurence home to the judge, and +carried Mary Virginia off to talk the rest of the night through, I +went back to his rooms with John Flint, in spite of the lateness of +the hour: for I was uneasy about him. + +I think my nearness soothed him. For with that boyish diffident +gesture of his he reached over presently and held me by the sleeve. + +"Parson," he asked, abruptly, "is a man born with a whole soul, or +just a sort of shut-up seed of one? Is one given him free, or has he +got to earn and pay for one before he gets it, parson? I want to +know." + +"We all want to know that, John Flint. And the West says Yes, and the +East, No." + +"I've been reading a bit," said he, slowly and thoughtfully. "I wanted +to hear what both sides had to say. Paul is pretty plain, on his side +of the fence. But, parson, some chaps that talk as if they knew quite +as much as Paul does, say you don't get anything in this universe for +nothing; you have to pay for what you get. As near as I can figure it +out, you land here with a chance to earn yourself. You can quit or you +can go on--it's all up to you. If you're a sport and play the game +straight, why, you stand to win yourself a water-tight fire-proof +soul. Because, you see, you've earned and paid for it, parson. That +sounded like good sense to me. Looked to me as if I was sort of doing +it myself. But when I began to go deeper into the thing, why, I got +stuck. For I can't deny I'd been doing it more because I had to than +because I wanted to. But--which-ever way it is, I'm paying! Oh, yes, +I'm paying!" + +"Ah, but so is everybody else, my son," said I, sadly. "... each in +his own coin. ... But after all isn't oneself worth while, whatever +the cost?" + +"I don't know," said he. "That's where I'm stuck. Is the whole show a +skin game or is it worth while? But, parson, whatever it is, you pay a +hell of a price when you buy yourself on the instalment plan, believe +me!" his voice broke, as if on a suppressed groan. "If I could get it +over and done with, pay for my damned little soul in one big gob, I +wouldn't mind. But to have to buy what I'm buying, to have to pay what +I'm paying--" + +"You are ill," said I, deeply concerned. "I was afraid of this." + +He laughed, more like a croak. + +"Sure I'm sick. I'm sick to the core of me, but you and Westmoreland +can't dose me. Nobody can do anything for me, I have to do it myself +or go under. That's part of paying on the instalment plan, too, +parson." + +"I don't think I exactly understand--" + +"No, you wouldn't. _You_ paid in a lump sum, you see. And you got what +you got. Whatever it was that got _you_, parson, got the best of the +bargain." His voice softened. + +"You are talking in parables," said I, severely. + +"But I'm not paying in parables, parson. I'm paying in _me_," said he, +grimly. And he laughed again, a laugh of sheer stark misery that +raised a chill echo in my heart. His hand crept back to my sleeve. + +"I--can't always can the squeal," he whispered. + +"If only I could help you!" I grieved. + +"You do," said he, quickly. "You do, by being you. I hang on to you, +parson. And say, look here! Don't you think I'm such a hog I can't +find time to be glad other folks are happy even if I'm not. If there's +one thing that could make me feel any sort of way good, it's to know +those two who were made for each other have found it out. It sort of +makes it look as if some things do come right, even if others are +rotten wrong. I'm glad till it hurts me. I'd like you to believe +that." + +"I do believe it. And, my son! if you can find time to be glad of +others' happiness, without envy, why, you're bound to come right, +because you're sound at the core." + +"You reckon I'm worth my price, then, parson?" + +"I reckon you're worth your price, whatever it is. I don't worry about +you, John Flint." + +And somehow, I did not. I left him with Kerry's head on his knee. His +hand was humanly warm again, and the voice in which he told me +goodnight was bravely steady. He sat erect in his doorway, fronting +the night like a soldier on guard. If he were buying his soul on the +instalment plan I was sure he would be able to meet the payments, +whatever they were, as they fell due. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE WISHING CURL + + +With February the cold that the Butterfly Man had wished for came with +a vengeance. The sky lost its bright blue friendliness and changed +into a menacing gray, the gray of stormy water. Overnight the flowers +vanished, leaving our gardens stripped and bare, and our birds that +had been so gay were now but sorry shivering balls of ruffled +feathers, with no song left in them. When rain came the water froze in +the wagon-ruts, and ice-covered puddles made street-corners dangerous. + +This intense cold, damp, heavy, penetrating, coming upon the heels of +the unseasonably warm weather, seemed to bring to a head all the +latent sickness smoldering in the mill-parish, for it suddenly burst +forth like a conflagration. If the Civic League had not already done +so much to better conditions in the poorer district, we must have had +a very serious epidemic, as Dr. Westmoreland bluntly told the Town +Council. + +As it was, things were pretty bad for awhile, and the inevitable white +hearse moved up and down, stopping now at this door, now at that. In +one narrow street, I remember, it moved in the exact shape of a figure +eight within the week. I do not like to recall those days. I buried +the children with the seal of Holy Mother Church upon their innocence; +I repeated over them "The Lord hath given, the Lord hath taken +away"--and knew in my heart that it was man-made want, the greed of +money-madness, that had taken them untimely out of their mothers' +laps. And the earth was like iron; it opened unwillingly to receive +the babes of the poor. + +In and out of stricken mill-houses and shabby shacks, as regularly as +Westmoreland and I, whose business and duty lay there, came John +Flint. He made no effort to comfort parents, although these seemed to +derive a curious consolation from his presence. He did not even come +because he wanted to; he came because the children begged to see the +Butterfly Man and one may not refuse a sick child. He had made friends +with them, made toys for them; and now he saw dull eyes brighten at +his approach and pale faces try to smile; languid and fever-hot hands +were held out to him. All the force of the affection of young +children, their dazzling faith, the almost unthinkable power upon +their plastic minds of those whom they trust, came home to him. He +could not, in such an hour, accept lightly, with a careless smile, the +fact that children loved him. And once or twice a small hand that +clung to him grew cold in his clasp, and under his eyes a child's +closed to this world. + +Now, something that saw straight, thought like a naked sword-blade, +ate like a testing acid into shams and hated evasions and half-truths +and subterfuges, had of late been showing more and more behind John +Flint's reserve; and I think it might have hardened into a mentality +cold and bright and barren, hard and cutting as a diamond, had it not +been for the children whom he had to see suffer and die. + +There was one child of whom he was particularly fond--a child with +the fairest of fair hair, deep and sweet blue eyes, and the quickest, +shyest, most fleeting of smiles to lighten flashingly her small pale +serious face. She had been one of the first of the mill folks' +children to make friends with the Butterfly Man. She used to watch for +him, and then, holding on to one of his fingers, she liked to trot +sedately down the street beside him. + +This child's going was sudden and rather painful. Westmoreland did +what he could, but there was no stamina in that frail body, so her's +had been one of the small hands to fall limp and still out of John +Flint's. The doll he had made for her lay in the crook of her arm; it +had on a red calico dress, very garish in the gray room, and against +the child's whiteness. + +Westmoreland stood, big and compassionate, at the foot of the bed. His +ruddy face showed wan and behind his glasses his gray tired eyes +winked and blinked. + +"There must be," said the Doctor, as if to himself, "some eternal vast +reservoir somewhere, that stores up all this terrible total of +unnecessary suffering--the cruel and needless suffering inflicted upon +children and animals, in particular. Perhaps it's a spiritual serum +used for the saving of the race. Perhaps races higher up than we use +it--as _we_ use rabbits and guinea-pigs. No, no, nothing's wasted; +there's a forward end to pain, somewhere." He looked down at the child +and shook his head doubtfully: + +"But when all is said and done," he muttered, "what do such as these +get out of it? Nothing--so far as we can see. They're victims, they +and the innocent beasts, thrust into a world which tortures and +devours them. Why? Why? Why?" + +"There is nothing to do but leave that everlasting Why to God," said +I, painfully. + +The Butterfly Man looked up and one saw that cold sword-straight, +diamond-hard something in his eyes: + +"Parson," said he, grimly, "you're a million miles off the right +track--and you know it. Leaving things to God--things like poor kids +dying because they're gouged out of their right to live--is just about +as rotten stupid and wrong as it can well be. God's all right; he does +his part of the job. You do yours, and what happens? Why, my +butterflies answer that! I'm punk on your catechism, and if _this_ is +all it can teach I hope I die punk on it; but as near as I can make +out, original sin is leaving things like this"--and he looked at his +small friend with her doll on her arm--"to God, instead of tackling +the job yourself and straightening it out." + +The child's mother, a gaunt creature without a trace of youth left in +her, although she could not have been much more than thirty, shambled +over to a chair on the other side of the bed. She wore a faded red +calico wrapper--a scrap of it had made the doll's frock--and a +blue-checked apron with holes in it. Her hair was drawn painfully back +from her forehead, and there was a wispy fringe of it on the back of +her scraggy neck. In her dull eyes glimmered nothing but the innate +uneasiness of those who are always in need, and her mouth had drawn +itself into the shape of a horseshoe. There is no luck in a horseshoe +hung thus on a woman's face. One might fancy she felt no emotion, her +whole demeanor was so apathetic; but of a sudden she leaned over and +took up one of the thick shining curls; half smiling, she began to +wrap it about her finger. + +"I useter be right smart proud o' Louisa's hair," she remarked in a +drawling, listless voice. "She come by it from them uppidy folks o' +her pa's. I've saw her when she wasn't much more 'n hair an' eyes, +times her pa was laid up with the misery in his chest, an' me with +nothin' but piecework weeks on end. + +"... She was a cu'rus kind o' child, Louisa was. She sort o' +'spicioned things wasn't right, but you think that child ever let a +squeal out o' her? Not her! Lemme tell you-all somethin', jest to show +what kind o' a heart that child had, suhs." + +With a loving and mothering motion she moved the bright curl about and +about her hard finger. She spoke half intimately, half garrulously; +and from the curl she would lift her faded eyes to the Butterfly +Man's. + +"'T was a Sarrerday night, an' I was a-walkin' up an' down, account o' +me bein' awful low in the mind. + +"'Ma,' says Louisa, 'I'm reel hungry to-night. You reckon I could have +a piece o' bread with butter on it? I wisht I could taste some bread +with butter on it,' says she. + +"'Darlin',' says I, turrible sad, 'Po' ma c'n give yo' the naked bread +an' thanks to God I got even that to give,' I says. 'But they ain't a +scrap o' butter in this house, an' no knowin' how to git any. Oh, +darlin', ma's so sorry!' + +"She looks up with that quick smile o' her'n. Yes, suh, Mr. Flint, she +ups and smiles. 'You don't belong to be sorry any, ma,' says she, +comfortin'. 'Don't you mind none at all. Why, ma, darlin', _I just +love naked bread without no butter on it_!' says she. My God, Mr. +Flint, I bust out a-cryin' in her face. Seemed like I natchelly +couldn't stand no mo'!" And smiling vaguely with her poor old +down-curved mouth, she went on fingering the curl. + +"Will you-all look a' that!" she murmured, with pride. "Even her +hair's lovin', an' sort o' holds on like it wants you should touch it. +My Lord o' glory, I'm glad her pa ain't livin' to see this day! He had +his share o' misery, po' man, him dyin' o' lung-fever an' all.... + +"Six head o' young ones we'd had, me an' him. An' they'd all dropped +off. Come spring, an' one'd be gone. I kep' a-comfortin' that man best +I could they was better off, angels not bein' pindlin' an' hungry an' +barefoot, an' thanks be, they ain't no mills in heaven. But their pa +he couldn't see it thataway nohow. He was turrible sot on them +children, like us pore folks gen'rally is. They was reel fine-lookin' +at first. + +"When all the rest of 'em had went, her pa he sort o' sot his heart on +Louisa here. 'For we ain't got nothin' else, ma,' says he. 'An' please +the good Lord, we're a-goin' to give this one book-learnin' an' sich, +an' so be she'll miss them mills,' he says. 'Ma, less us aim to make a +lady o' our Louisa. Not that the Lord ain't done it a'ready,' says her +pa, 'but we got to he'p Him keep on an' finish the job thorough.' An' +here's him an' her both gone, an' me without a God's soul belongin' to +me this day! My God, Mr. Flint, ain't it something turrible the things +happens to us pore folks?" + +The Butterfly Man looked from her to Westmoreland and me: doctor of +bodies, doctor of souls, naturalist, what had we to say to this woman +stripped of all? But she, with the greater wisdom of the poor, spoke +for herself and for us. A sort of veiled light crept into her sodden +face. + +"It ain't I ain't grateful to you-all," said she. "God knows I be. You +was good to Louisa. Doctor, you remember that day you give her a ride +in your ottermobile an' forgot to bring her home for more 'n a hour? +My, but that child was happy!" + +"'Ma,' says she when I come home that night, 'you know what heaven +is?' + +"'Child,' says I, 'folks like me mostly knows what it ain't.' + +"'I beat you, ma!' says she, clappin' her hands. 'Heaven ain't nothin' +much but country an' roads an' trees an' butterflies, an' things like +that,' says she. 'An' God's got ottermobiles, plenty an' plenty +ottermobiles, an' you ride free in 'em long's you feel like it, 'cause +that's what they's _for_. An', ma,' says she, 'God's, showfers is all +of 'em Dr. Westmorelands and Mr. Flints.' Yea, suh, you-all been +mighty kind to Louisa. But I reckon," she drawled, "it was Mr. Flint +Louisa loved best, him bein' a childern's kind o' man, an' on account +o' Loujaney." She laid a hand upon the rag doll lying on the little +girl's arm. + +"From the first day you give her that doll, Mr. Flint--which she named +Loujaney, for her an' me both--that child ain't been parted from it." +She smiled down at the two. I could almost have prayed she would weep +instead. It would have been easier to bear. + +"The King's Daughters, they give her a mighty nice doll off their +Christmas tree last year, but Louisa, she didn't take to it like she +done to Loujaney. + +"'_That_ doll's jest a visitin' lady,' says she, 'but Loujaney, she's +_my child_. Mr. Flint made her a-purpose for me, same's God made me +for you, ma, an' she's mine by bornation. I can live with Loujaney. I +ain't a mite ashamed afore her when we ain't got nothin', but I turn +'tother's face to the wall so she won't know. Loujaney's pore folks +same's you an' me, an' she knows prezac'ly how 't is. That's why I +love her so much. + +"An' day an' night," resumed the drawling voice, "them two's been +together. She jest lived an' et an' slept with that doll. If ever a +doll gits to grow feelin's, Loujaney's got 'em. I s'pose I'd best give +that visitin' doll to some child that wants it bad, but I ain't got +the heart to take Loujaney away from her ma. I'm a-goin' to let them +two go right on sleepin' together. + +"Mr. Flint, suh, seein' Louisa liked you so much, an' it's you she'd +want to have it--" she leaned over, pushed the thick fair hair aside, +and laid her finger upon a very whimsy of a curl, shorter, paler, +fairer than the others, just above the little right ear. + +"Her pa useter call that the wishin' curl," said she, half +apologetically. "You see, suh, he was a comical sort of man, an' a great +hand for pertendin' things. I never could pertend. Things is what they +is an' pertendin' don't change 'em none. But him an' her was different. +That's how come him to pertend the Lord'd put the rainbow's pot o' gold +in Louisa's hair with a wish in it, an' that ridic'lous curl one side +her head, like a mark, was the wishin' curl. He'd pertend he could pull +it twict an' say whisperin', '_Bickery-ickery-ee--my wish is comin' to +me_,' an' he'd git it. An' she liked to pertend 'twas so an' she could +wish things on it for me an' git 'em.... Clo'es an' shoes an' fire an' +cake an' beefsteak an' butter an' stayin' home.... Just pertendin', you +see. + +"Mr. Flint, suh, _I_ ain't got a God's thing any more to wish for, but +you bein' the sort o' man you are, I'd rather 'twas you had Louisa's +wishin' curl, to remember her by." Snip! went the scissors; and there +it lay, pale as the new gold of spring sunlight, curling as young +grape-tendrils, in the Butterfly Man's open palm. + +"_Silver and gold have I none; but such as I have give I thee_," said +the great Apostle to the lame man who lay beside the gate of the +temple that is called, Beautiful. + +"I ain't got nothin' else," said the common mill-woman; and laid in +John Flint's hand Louisa's wishing-curl. + +He stared at it, and turned as pale as the child on her pillow. The +human pity of the thing, its sheer stark piercing simplicity, squeezed +his heart as with a great hand. + +"My God!" he choked. "My--God!" and a rending sob tore loose from his +throat. For the first time in his life he had to weep; uncontrolled, +unashamed, childlike, fatherly, brotherly. For he had experienced, +unselfishly, on account of one of the humblest of God's creatures, one +of the great divine emotions. And when that happens to a man it is as +if his soul were winnowed by the wind of an archangel's wings. + +Westmoreland and I slipped out and left him with the woman. She would +know what further thing to say to him. + +Outside in the bleak bitter street, the Doctor laid his hand on my +shoulder. He winked his eyes rapidly. "Father," said he, earnestly, +"when I witness such a thing as we've seen this morning, I do not lose +faith. I gain it." And he gripped me heartily with his big gloved +hand. "Tell John Flint," he added, "that sometimes a rag doll is a +mighty big thing for a man to have to his credit." Then he was gone, +with a tear freezing on his cheek. + +"Angels," John Flint had said more than once, "are not middle-aged +doctors with shoulders on them like a barn-door, and ribs like a dray; +angels don't have bald heads and wear a red tie and tan shoes. But I'd +pass them all up, from Gabriel down, wings and tailfeathers, for one +Walter Westmoreland." + +I would, too. And I walked along, thinking of what I had just +witnessed; sensing its time value. To those slight and fragile things +which had, for John Flint, outweighed the scales of evil--a gray moth, +a butterfly's wing, a bird's nest--I added a child's fair hair, and a +rag doll that was going to sleep with its ma. + +There were but few people on the freezing streets, for folks preferred +to stay indoors and hug the fire. Fronting the wind, I walked with a +lowered head, and thus collided with a lady who turned a corner at the +same time I did. + +"Don't apologize, Padre," said Mary Virginia, for it was she. "It was +my fault--I wasn't looking where I was going." + +"Are you by any chance bound for the Parish House? Because my mother +will be on her way to a poor thing that's just lost her only child. +Where have you been these past weeks? I haven't seen you for ages." + +"Oh, I've been rather busy, too, Padre. And I haven't been quite +well--" she hesitated. I thought I understood. For, possibly from some +servant who had overheard Mrs. Eustis expostulating with her daughter, +the news of Mary Virginia's unannounced engagement had sifted pretty +thoroughly throughout the length and breadth of Appleboro; a town +where an unfledged and callow rumor will start out of a morning and +come home to roost at night with talons and tailfeathers. + +That Mary Virginia had all James Eustis's own quiet will-power, +everybody knew. She would not, perhaps, marry Laurence in the face of +her mother's open opposition. Neither would she marry anybody else to +please her mother in defiance of her own heart. There was a pretty +struggle ahead, and Appleboro took sides for and against, and settled +itself with eager expectancy to watch the outcome. + +So I concluded that Mary Virginia had not been having a pleasant time. +Indeed, it struck me that she was really unwell. One might even +suspect she had known sleepless nights, from the shadowed eyes and the +languor of her manner. + +Just then, swinging down the street head erect, shoulders square, the +freezing weather only intensifying his glowing fairness, came Howard +Hunter. The man was clear red and white. His gold hair and beard +glittered, his bright blue eyes snapped and sparkled. He seemed to +rejoice in the cold, as if some Viking strain in him delighted in its +native air. + +As he paused to greet us a coldness not of the weather crept into Mary +Virginia's eyes. She did not speak, but bowed formally. Mr. Hunter, +holding her gaze for a moment, lifted his brows whimsically and +smiled; then, bowing, he passed on. She stood looking after him, her +lips closed firmly upon each other. + +Tucking her hand in my arm, she walked with me to the Parish House +gate. No, she said, she couldn't come in. But I was to give her +regards to the Butterfly Man, and her love to Madame. + +"Parson," the Butterfly Man asked me that night, "have you seen Mary +Virginia recently?" + +"I saw her to-day." + +"I saw her to-day, too. She looked worried. She hasn't been here +lately, has she?" + +"No. She hasn't been feeling well. I hear Mrs. Eustis has been very +outspoken about the engagement, and I suppose that's what worries Mary +Virginia." + +"I don't think so. She knew she had to go up against that, from the +first. She's more than a match for her mother. There's something else. +Didn't I tell you I had a hunch there was going to be trouble? Well, +I've got a hunch it's here." + +"Nonsense!" said I, shortly. + +"I know," said he, stubbornly. And he added, irrelevantly: "It's +generally known, parson, that Eustis will be nominated. Inglesby's +managed to gain considerable ground, thanks to Hunter, and folks say +if it wasn't for Eustis he'd win. As it is, he'll be swamped. I hear +he was thunderstruck when he got wind of what Mayne was going to play +against him--for he knows Laurence brought Eustis out. Inglesby's +mighty sore. He's the sort that hates to have to admit he can't get +what he wants." + +"Then he'd better save himself the trouble of having to put it to the +test," said I. + +"I'm wondering," said John Flint. "I wish I hadn't got that hunch!" + +I did not see Mary Virginia again for some time. Just then I moved +breathlessly in a horrid round of sickbeds, for the wave had reached +its height; already it had swept seventeen of my flock out of time +into eternity. + +I came home on one of the last of those heavy evenings, to find +Laurence waiting for me in my study. He was standing in the middle of +the room, his hands clasped behind his back. + +"Padre," said he by way of greeting, "have you seen Mary Virginia +lately? Has Madame?" + +"No, except for a chance meeting one morning on the street. But she +has been sending me help right along, bless her." + +"Has Madame heard anything from her, Padre?" + +"No, I don't think so. But we've been frightfully busy of late, you +understand." + +"No, neither of you know," said Laurence, in a low voice. "You +wouldn't know. Padre, I--don't look at me like that, please; I'm not +ill. But, without reason--swear to you before God, without any reason +whatever, that I can conjure up--she has thrown me over, jilted +me--Mary Virginia, Padre! And I'm to forget her. _I'm to forget her, +you understand?_ Because she can't marry me." He spoke in a level, +quiet, matter of fact voice. Then laughter shook him like a nausea. + +I laid my hand upon him. "Now tell me," said I, "what you have to tell +me." + +"I've really told you all I know," said Laurence. "Day before +yesterday she sent for me. You can't think how happy it made me to +have her send for me, how happy I've been since I knew she cared! I +felt as if there wasn't anything I couldn't do. There was nothing too +great to be accomplished-- + +"Well, I went. She was standing in the middle of the long +drawing-room. There was a fire behind her. She was so like ice I +wonder now she didn't thaw. All in white, and cold, and frozen. And +she said she couldn't marry me. That's why she had sent for me--to +tell me that she meant to break our engagement: _Mary Virginia_! + +"I wanted to know why. I was within my rights in asking that, was I +not? And she wouldn't let me get close to her, Padre. She waved me +away. I got out of her that there were reasons: no, she wouldn't say +what those reasons were; but there were reasons. Her reasons, of +course. When I began to talk, to plead with her, she begged me not to +make things harder for her, but to be generous and go away. She just +couldn't marry me, didn't I understand? So I must release her." + +He hung his head. The youth of him had been dimmed and darkened. + +"And you said--?" + +"I said," said Laurence simply, "that she was mine as much as I was +hers, and that I'd go just then because she asked me to, but I was +coming back. I tried to see her again yesterday. She wouldn't see me. +She sent down word she wasn't at home. But I knew all along she was. +Mary Virginia, Padre! + +"I tried again. I haven't got any pride where she's concerned. Why +should I? She's--she's my soul, I think. I can't put it into words, +because you can't put feelings into words, but she's the pith of life. +Then I wrote her. Half a dozen times I wrote her. I got down to the +level of bribing the colored maid to take the notes to her, one every +hour, like a medicine, and slip them under her door. I know she +received them. I repeated it again to-day. It's Mary Virginia at +stake, and I can't take chances, can I? And this afternoon she sent +this. + + "Oh, Laurence, be generous and spare me the torment of + questions. So far you have not reproached me; spare me that, + too! Don't you understand? I cannot marry you. Accept the + inevitable as I do. Forgive me and forget me. M.V.E." + +The writing showed extreme nervousness, haste, agitation. + +"Well?" said Laurence. But I stood staring at the crumpled bit of +paper. I knew what I knew. I knew what my mother had thought fit to +reveal to me of the girl's feelings: Mary Virginia had been very sure. +I remembered what my eyes had seen, my ears heard. I was sure she was +faithful, for I knew my girl. And yet-- + +There came back to me a morning in spring and I riding gaily off in +the glad sunshine, full of faith and of hope. To find what I had +found. I handed the note back, in silence. + +"Oh, why, why, why?" burst out the boy, in a gust of acute torment. +"For God's sake, why? Think of her eyes and her mouth, Padre--and her +forehead like a saint's--No, she's not false. God never made such eyes +as hers untruthful. I believe in her. I've got to believe in her. I +tell you, I belong to her, body and soul." He began to walk up and +down the room, and his shoulders twitched, as if a lash were laid over +them. "I could forgive her for not loving me, if she doesn't love me +and found it out, and said so. Women change, do they not? But--to +take a man that loves her--and tear his living soul to shreds and +tatters-- + +"If _she's_ a liar and a jilt, who and what am I to believe? Why +should she do it, Padre--to me that love her? Oh, my God, think of it: +to be betrayed by the best beloved! No, I can't think it. This isn't +just any light girl: this is Mary Virginia!" + +I put my hand on his shoulder. He is a head over me, and once again as +broad, perhaps. We two fell into step. I did not attempt to counsel or +console. + +"Here I come like a whining kid, Padre," said he, remorsefully, +"piling my troubles upon your shoulders that carry such burdens +already. Forgive me!" + +"I shouldn't be able to forgive you if you didn't come," said I. Up +and down the little room, up and down, the two of us. + +Came a light tap at the door. The Butterfly Man's head followed it. + +"Didn't I hear Laurence talking?" asked he, smiling. The smile froze +at sight of the boy's face. He closed the door, and leaned against it. + +"What's wrong with her?" he asked, quickly. It did not occur to us to +question his right to ask, or to wonder how he knew. + +In a dull voice Laurence told him. He held out his hand for the note, +read it in silence, and handed it back. + +"What do you make of it?" I asked. + +"Trouble," said he, curtly; and he asked, reproachfully, "Don't you +know her, both of you, by this time?" + +"I know," said Laurence, "that she has sent me away from her." + +"Because she wants to, or because she thinks she has to?" asked John +Flint. + +"Why should she do so unless it pleased her?" I asked sorrowfully. + +His eyes flashed. "Why, she's _herself!_ A girl like her couldn't play +anybody false because there's no falseness in her to do it with. What +are you going to do about it?" + +"There is nothing to do," said Laurence, "but to release her; a +gentleman can do no less." + +John Flint's lips curled. "Release her? I'd hang on till hell froze +over and caught me in the ice! I'd wait. I'd write and tell her she +didn't need to make herself unhappy about me, I was unhappy enough +about her for the two of us, because she didn't trust me enough to +tell me what her trouble was, so I could help her. That first and +always I was her friend, right here, whenever she needed me and +whatever she needed me for. And I'd stand by. What else is a man good +for?" + +"I believe," said I, "that John Flint has given you the right word, +Laurence. Just hold fast and be faithful." + +Laurence lifted his haggard face. "There isn't any question of my +being faithful to her, Padre. And I couldn't make myself believe that +she's less so than I. What Flint says tallies with my own intuition. +I'll write her to-night." He laid his hand on John Flint's arm. +"You're all right, Bughunter," said he, earnestly. "'Night, Padre." +Then he was gone. + +"Do you think," said John Flint, when he had rejected every conjecture +his mind presented as the possible cause of Mary Virginia's action, +"that Inglesby could be at the bottom of this?" + +"I think," said I, "that you have an obsession where that man is +concerned. He is a disease with you. Good heaven, what could Inglesby +possibly have to do with Mary Virginia's affairs?" + +"That's what I'm wondering. Well, then, who is it?" + +"Perhaps," said I, unwillingly, "it is Mary Virginia herself." + +"Forget it! She's not that sort." + +"She is a woman." + +"Ain't it the truth, though?" he jeered. "What a peach of a reason for +not acting like herself, looking like herself, being like herself! +She's a woman! So are all the rest of the folks that weren't born men, +if you'll notice. They're women; we're men: and both of us are people. +Get it?" + +"I get it," said I, annoyed. "Your attitude, John Flint, is a vulgar +platitude. And permit me to--" + +"I'll permit you to do anything except get cross," said he, quickly. +The ghost of a smile touched his face. "Being bad-tempered, parson, +suits you just about as well as plaid pants and a Hello Bill button." + +"I am a human being," I began, frigidly. + +"And I'm another. And so is Mary Virginia. And there we are, parson. +I'm troubled. I don't like the looks of things. It's no use telling +myself this is none of my business; it is very much my business. You +remember ... when I came here ..." he hesitated, for this is a subject +we do not like to discuss, "what you were up against ... parson, I've +thought you must have been caught and crucified yourself, and learned +things on the cross, and that's why you held on to me. But with the +kids, it was different--particularly the little girl. The first thing +I ever got from her was a lovely look, the first time ever I set eyes +on her she came with an underwing moth. I'd be a poor sort that +wouldn't be willing to be spilt like water and scattered like dust, if +she needed me now, wouldn't I?" + +"But," said I, perplexed, "what can you do? A young lady has seen fit +to break her engagement; young ladies often see fit to do that, my +dear fellow. This isn't an uncommon case. Also, one doesn't interfere +in a lady's private affairs, not even when one is an old priest who +has loved her since her childhood, nor yet a Butterfly Man who is her +devoted friend. Don't you see?" + +"I see there's something wrong," said he, doggedly. + +"Perhaps. But that doesn't give one the right to pry into something +she evidently doesn't wish to reveal," I told him. + +"I suppose," said he, heavily, "you are right. But if you hear +anything, let me know, won't you?" + +I promised; but I found out nothing, save that it had not been Mrs. +Eustis who influenced her daughter's action. This came out in a call +Mrs. Eustis made at the Parish House. + +"My dear," she told my mother, "when she told me she had broken that +engagement, I was astounded! But I can't say I wasn't pleased. +Laurence is a dear boy; and his family's as good as ours--no one can +take that away from the Maynes. But Mary Virginia should have done +better. + +"I quarreled with her, argued with her, pleaded with her. I cried and +cried. But she's James Eustis to the life--you might as well try to +move the Rock of Gibraltar. Then one morning she came to my room and +told me she found she couldn't marry Laurence! And she had already +told him so, and broken her engagement, and I wasn't to ask her any +questions. I didn't. I was too glad." + +"And--Laurence--?" asked my mother, ironically. + +"Laurence? Laurence is a _man_. Men get over that sort of thing. I've +known a man to be perfectly mad over his wife--and marry, six months +after her death. They're like that. They always get over it. It's +their nature." + +"Let us hope, then, for Laurence's peace of mind," said my mother, +"that he'll get over it--like all the rest of his sex. Though I +shouldn't call Laurence fickle, or faithless, if you ask me." + +"He is a very fine boy. I always liked him myself and James adores +him. If I had two or three daughters, I'd be willing to let one of +them marry Laurence--after awhile. But having only one I must say I +want her to do better." + +"I see," said my mother. To me she said later: + +"And yet, Armand, although I condemn it, I can quite appreciate Mrs. +Eustis's point of view. I was somewhat like that myself, once upon a +time." + +"You? Never!" + +My mother smiled tolerantly. + +"Ah, but you never offered me a daughter-in-law I did not relish. It +was much easier for me to bear the Church!" + +That night I went over to John Flint's, for I thought that the fact +of Mary Virginia's deliberately choosing to act as she had done would +in a measure settle the matter and relieve his anxiety. + +There was a cedar wood fire before which Kerry lay stretched; little +white Pitache, grown a bit stiff of late, occupied a chair he had +taken over for his own use and from which he refused to be dislodged. +Major Cartwright had just left, and the room still smelt of his cigar, +mingling pleasantly with the clean smell of the burning cedar. + +On the table, within reach of his hand, was ranged the Butterfly Man's +entire secular library: Andrew Lang's translation of Homer; Omar; +Richard Burton's Kasidah; Saadi's Gulistan, over which he chuckled; +Robert Burns; Don Quixote; Joan of Arc, and Huckleberry Finn; Treasure +Island; the Bible Miss Sally Ruth had given him--I never could induce +him to change it for my own Douai version--; one or two volumes of +Shakespeare; the black Obituary Book, grown loathsomely fat; and the +"Purely Original Verse of James Gordon Coogler," which a light-minded +professor of mathematics at the University of South Carolina had given +him, and in which he evilly delighted. Other books came and went, but +these remained. To-night it was the Bible which lay open, at the Book +of Psalms. + +"Look at this." He laid his finger on a verse of the nineteenth: "The +testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple." + +"The times I've turned that over in my mind, out in the woods by night +and the fields by day!" said the Butterfly Man, musingly. "The simple +is _me_, parson, and the testimony is green things growing, and +butterflies and moths, and Kerry, and people, and trouble, and +Louisa's hair, and--well, about everything, I reckon. + +"Yes, everything's testimony, and it can make wise the simple--if he's +not too simple. I reckon, parson, the simple is lumped in three +lots--the fool for a little while, the fool for half the day, and the +life-everlasting twenty-four-hours-a-day, dyed-in-the-wool damn-fool. + +"Some of us are the life-everlasting kind, the kind that used to make +old man Solomon wall his eyes and throw fits and then get busy and +hatch out proverbs with stings in their tails. A lot of us are +half-the-day fools; and all the rest are fools for a little while. +There's nobody born that hasn't got his times and seasons for being a +fool for a while. But that's the sort of simple the testimony slams +some sense into. Like _me_," he added earnestly, and closed the great +Book. + +I told him presently what I had heard; that, as he surmised, Mrs. +Eustis was not responsible for Mary Virginia's change of mind--or +perhaps of heart. He nodded. But he offered no comment. Now, since I +had come in, he had been from time to time casting at me rather +speculative and doubtful glances. He drummed on the table, smiled +sheepishly, and presently reached for a package, unwrapped it, and +laid before me a book. + +'"The Relation of Insect Life to Human Society,'" I read, "By John +Flint and Rev. Armand Jean De Rance. With notes and drawings by Father +De Rance." It bore the imprint of a great publishing house. + +"You suggested it more than once," said John Flint. "Off and on, these +two years, I've been working on it. All the notes I particularly asked +you for were for this. Mighty fine and acute notes they are, +too--you'd never have been willing to do it if you'd known they were +for publication--I know you. And I saved the drawings. I'm vain of +those illustrations. Abbot's weren't in it, next to yours." + +As a matter of fact I have a pretty talent for copying plant and +insect. I have but little originality, but this very limitation made +the drawings more valuable. They were almost painfully exact, the +measurements and coloration being as approximately perfect as I could +get them. + +Now that the book has been included in all standard lists I needn't +speak of it at length--the reviewers have given it what measure of +bricks and bouquets it deserved. But it is a clever, able, +comprehensive book, and that is why it has made its wide appeal. + +Every least credit that could possibly be given to me, he had +scrupulously rendered. He had made full use of note and drawing. He +made light enough of his own great labor of compilation, but his +preface was quick to state his "great indebtedness to his patient and +wise teacher." + +One sees that the situation was not without irony. But I could not +cloud his pleasure in my co-authorship nor dim his happiness by +disclaiming one jot or tittle of what he had chosen to accredit me +with. It is more blessed to give than to receive, but much more +difficult to receive than to give. + +"Do you like it?" he asked, hopefully. + +"I am most horribly proud of it," said I, honestly. + +"Sure, parson? Hand on your heart?" + +"Sure. Hand on my heart." + +"All right, then," said he, sighing with relief. + +"Here's your share of the loot," and he pushed a check across the +table. + +"But--" I hesitated, blinking, for it was a check of sorts. + +"But nothing. Blow it in. Say, I'm curious. What are you going to do +with yours?" + +"What are you going to do with yours?" I asked in return. + +He reddened, hesitated; then his head went up. + +"I figure it, parson, that by way of that rag-doll I'm kin to Louisa's +ma. As near as I can get to it, Louisa's ma's my widow. It's a devil +of a responsibility for a live man to have a widow. It worries him. +Just to get her off my mind I'm going to invest my share of this book +for her. She'll at least be sure of a roof and fire and shoes and +clothes and bread with butter on it and staying home sometimes. She'll +have to work, of course; anyway you looked at it, it wouldn't be right +to take work away from her. She'll work, then; but she won't be +worked. Louisa's managed to pull something out of her wishin' curl for +her ma, after all. I'm sure I hope they'll let the child know." + +I could not speak for a moment; but as I looked at him, the red in his +tanned cheek deepened. + +"As a matter of fact, parson," he explained, "somebody ought to do +something for a woman that looks like that, and it might just as well +be me. I'm willing to pay good money to have my widow turn her mouth +the other way up, and I hope she'll buy a back-comb for those bangs on +her neck." + +"And all this," said I, "came out of one little wishin' curl, +Butterfly Man?" + +"But what else could I do?" he wondered, "when I'm kin to Loujaney by +bornation?" and to hide his feeling, he asked again: + +"Now what are you going to do with yours?" + +I reflected. I watched his clever, quizzical eyes, out of which the +diamond-bright hardness had vanished, and into which I am sure that +dear child's curl had wished this milder, clearer light. + +"You want to know what I am going to do with mine?" said I, airily. +"Well; as for me, the very first thing I am going to do is to +purchase, in perpetuity, a fine new lamp for St. Stanislaus!" + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT + + +Timid tentative rifts and wedges of blue had ventured back into the +cold gray sky, and a stout-hearted robin or two heralded spring. One +morning coming from mass I saw in the thin watery sunshine the painted +wings of the Red Admiral flash by, and I welcomed him as one welcomes +the long-missed face of a friend. I cannot choose but love the Red +Admiral. He has always stirred my imagination, for frail as his gay +wings are they have nevertheless borne this dauntless small Columbus +of butterflies across unknown seas and around uncharted lands, until +like his twin-sister the Painted Lady he has all but circled the +globe. A few days later a handful of those gold butterflies that +resemble nothing so much as new bright dandelions in the young grass, +dared the unfriendly days before their time as if to coax the lagging +spring to follow. + +The sad white streamers disappeared from doors and for a space the +little white hearse ceased to go glimmering by. Then at many windows +appeared small faces bearing upon them the mark of the valley of the +shadow through which they had just passed. Although they were on side +streets in the dingy mill district, far removed from our pleasant +windows that looked out upon trees and flowers, all Appleboro was +watching these wan visages with wiser and kinder eyes. + +Perhaps the most potent single factor in the arousing of our civic +conscience was a small person who might have justly thought we hadn't +any: I mean Loujaney's little ma, whose story had crept out and gone +from lip to lip and from home to home, making an appeal to which there +could be no refusal. + +When Major Cartwright heard it, the high-hearted old rebel hurried +over to the Parish House and thrust into my hand a lean roll of bills. +And the major is by no means a rich man. + +"It's not tainted money," said the major, "though some mighty good +Bourbon is goin' to turn into pap on account of it. However, it's an +ill wind that doesn't blow somebody good--Marse Robert can come on +back upstairs now an' thaw himself out while watchin' me read the +Lamentations of Jeremiah--who was evidently sufferin' from a dry spell +himself." + +On the following Sunday the Baptist minister chose for his text that +verse of Matthew which bids us take heed that we despise not one of +these little ones because in heaven their angels do always behold the +face of our Father. And then he told his people of that little one who +had pretended to love dry bread when she couldn't get any butter--in +Appleboro. And who had gone to her rest holding to her thin breast a +rag-doll that was kin to her by bornation, Loujaney being poor folks +herself and knowing prezactly how't was. + +Over the heads of loved and sheltered children the Baptist brethren +looked at each other. Of course, it wasn't their fault any more than +anybody else's.--In a very husky voice their pastor went on to tell +them of the curl which the woman who hadn't a God's thing left to +wish for had given as a remembrance to "that good and kind man, our +brother John Flint, sometimes known as the Butterfly Man." + +Dabney put the plain little discourse into print and heightened its +effect by an editorial couched in the plainest terms. We were none of +us in the humor to hear a spade called an agricultural implement just +then, and Dabney knew it; particularly when the mill dividends and the +cemetery both showed a marked increase. + +Something had to be done, and quickly, but we didn't exactly know how +nor where to begin doing it. Laurence, insisting that this was really +everybody's business, called a mass-meeting at the schoolhouse, and +the _Clarion_ requested every man who didn't intend to bring his +women-folks to that meeting to please stay home himself. Wherefore +Appleboro town and county came with the wife of its bosom--or maybe +the wife came and fetched it along. + +Laurence called the meeting to order, and his manner of addressing the +feminine portion of his audience would have made his gallant +grandfather challenge him. He hadn't a solitary pretty phrase to +tickle the ears of the ladies--he spoke of and to them as women. + +"And did you see how they fell for him?" rejoiced the Butterfly Man, +afterward. "From the kid in a middy up to the great old girl with +three chins and a prow like an ocean liner, they were with him. When +you're in dead earnest, can the ladies; just go after women as women +and they're with you every time. They know." + +A Civic Leaguer followed Laurence, then Madame, and after her a girl +from the mills, whose two small brothers went in one night. There +were no set speeches. Everybody who spoke had something to say; and +everybody who had something to say spoke. Then Westmoreland, who like +Saul the king was taller by the head and shoulders than all Israel, +bulked up big and good and begged us to remember that we couldn't do +anything of permanent value until we first learned how to reach those +folks we had been ignoring and neglecting. He said gruffly that +Appleboro had dumped its whole duty in this respect upon the frail +shoulders of one old priest, and that the Guest Rooms were overworked. +Didn't the town want to do its share now? The town voted, unanimously, +that it did. + +There was a pause. Laurence asked if anybody else had anything to say? +Apparently, anybody else hadn't. + +"Well, then," said Laurence, smiling, "before we adjourn, is there +anybody in particular that Appleboro County here assembled wants to +hear?" + +And at that came a sort of stir, a murmur, as of an immense multitude +of bees: + +"_The Butterfly Man!_" And louder: "The Butterfly Man!" + +Followed a great hand-clapping, shrill whistles, the stamping of feet. +And there he was, with Westmoreland and Laurence behind him as if to +keep him from bolting. His face expressed a horrified astonishment. +Twice, thrice, he opened his lips, and no words came. Then: + +"_I?_" in a high and agonized falsetto. + +"You!" Appleboro County settled back with rustles of satisfaction. +"Speech! Speech!" From a corn-club man, joyfully. + +"Oh, marmar, look! It's the Butterfly Man, marmar!" squealed a child. + +"A-a-h! Talk weeth us, Meester Fleent!" For the first time a "hand" +felt that he might speak out openly in Appleboro. + +John Flint stood there staring owlishly at all these people who ought +to know very well that he hadn't anything to say: what should he have +to say? He was embarrassed; he was also most horribly frightened. But +then, after all, they weren't anything but people, just folks like +himself! When he remembered that his panic subsided. For a moment he +reflected; as if satisfied, he nodded slightly and thrust his hand +into his breast pocket. + +"Instead of having to listen to me you'd better just look at this," +said the Butterfly Man. "Because this can talk louder and say more in +a minute than I could between now and Judgment." And he held out +Louisa's dear fair whimsy of a curl; the sort of curl mothers tuck +behind a rosy ear of nights, and fathers lean to and kiss. "_I_ +haven't got anything to say," said the Butterfly Man. "The best I can +do is just to wish for the children all that Louisa pretended to pull +out of her wishin' curl--and never got. I wish on it that all the kids +get a square deal--their chance to grow and play and be healthy and +happy and make good. And I wish again," said the Butterfly Man, +looking at his hearers with his steady eyes, "I wish that you folks, +every God-blessed one of you, will help to make that wish come true, +so far as lies in your power, from now until you die!" His funny, +twisty smile flashed out. He put the fairy tress back into his breast +pocket, made a casual gesture to imply that he had concluded his +wishes for the present; and walked off in the midst of the deepest +silence that had ever fallen upon an Appleboro audience. + +But however willing we might be, we discovered that we could not do +things as quickly or as well as might be wished. People who wanted to +help blundered tactlessly. People who wanted to be helped had to be +investigated. People who ought to be helped were suspicious and +resentful, couldn't always understand or appreciate this sudden +interest in their affairs, were inclined to slam doors, or, when +cornered, to lie stolidly, with wooden faces and expressionless eyes. + +Ensued an awkward pause, until the Butterfly Man came unobtrusively +forward, discovering in himself that amazing diplomacy inherent in the +Irish when they attend to anybody's business but their own. It was +amusing to watch the only democrat in a solidly Democratic county +infusing something of his own unabashed humanness into proceedings +which but for him might have sloughed into + + Organized charity, carefully iced, + In the name of a cautious, statistical Christ. + +Having done what was to be done, he went about his own affairs. Nobody +gushed over him, and he escaped that perilous popularity which is as a +millstone around a man's neck. Nevertheless the Butterfly Man had +stumbled upon the something divine in his fellows, and they +entertained for him a feeling that wasn't any more tangible, say, than +pure air, and no more emotional than pure water, but was just about as +vital and life-giving. + +I was enchanted to have a whole county endorse my private judgment. I +rose so in my own estimation that I fancy I was a bit condescending to +St. Stanislaus! I was vain of the Butterfly Man's standing--folks +couldn't like him too much, to please me. And I was greatly interested +in the many invitations that poured in upon him, invitations that +ranged all the way from a birthday party at Michael Karski's to a +state dinner at the Eustis's. + +From Michael's he came home gaily, a most outrageous posy pinned upon +him by way of honor, and whistling a Slavic love song so dismal that +one inferred love must be something like toothache for painfulness. He +had had such a bully time, he told me. Big Jan had been there with his +wife, an old friend of Michael's Katya. Although pale, and still +somewhat shaky as to legs, Jan had willingly enough shaken hands with +his conqueror. + +It seemed quite right and natural that he and Jan should presently +enter into a sort of Dual Alliance. Meester Fleent was to be +Arbitrator Extraordinary. When he stipulated that thereafter Big Jan +was only to tackle a man his own size, everybody cheered madly, and +Mrs. Jan herself beamed red-eyed approval. She said her prayers to the +man who had trounced Jan into righteousness. + +But from the Eustis dinner, to which he went with my mother, he came +home somber and heavy-hearted. Laurence was conspicuously absent; it +is true he was away, defending his first big case in another part of +the State. But Mr. George Inglesby was just as conspicuously present, +apparently on the best of all possible terms with himself, the world +in general, and Mrs. James Eustis in particular. His presence in that +house, in the face of persistent rumors, made at least two guests +uneasy. Mrs. Eustis showed him a most flattering attention. She was +deeply impressed by him. He had just aided her pet mission in +China--what he had given the heathen would have buttered my children's +bread for many a day. Also, he was all but lyrical in his voicing of +the shibboleth that Woman's Sphere is the Home, wherein she should be +adored, enshrined, and protected. Woman and the Home! All the innate +chivalry of Southern manhood-- + +I don't know that Louisa's Ma was ever enshrined or protected by the +chivalry of any kind of manhood, no, nor any of the mill women. Their +kind don't know the word. But Mrs. Eustis was, and she agreed with Mr. +Inglesby's noble sentiments. + +"Parson, you should have heard him!" raved the Butterfly Man. "There's +a sort of man down here that's got chivalry like another sort's got +hookworm, and he makes the man that hasn't got either want to set up +an image to the great god Dam! + +"You'd think being chivalrous would be enough for him, wouldn't you?" +continued the Butterfly Man, bitterly. "Nix! What's he been working +the heavy charity lay for, except that it's his turn to be a +misunderstood Christian? Doesn't charity cover a multitude of skins, +though? And doesn't it beat a jimmy when it comes to breaking into +society!" + +Mary Virginia, he added in an altered voice, had been exquisite in a +frock all silver lace and shimmery stuffs like moonbeams, and with a +rope of pearls about her throat, and in her black hair. Appleboro +folks do not affect orchids, but Mary Virginia wore a huge cluster of +those exotics. She had been very gracious to the Butterfly Man and +Madame. But only for a brief bright minute had she been the Mary +Virginia they knew. All the rest of the evening she seemed to grow +statelier, colder, more dazzlingly and imperially regal. And her eyes +were like frozen sapphires under her level brows, and her mouth was +the red splendid bow of Pride. + +Watching her, my mother was pained and puzzled; as for the Butterfly +Man, his heart went below zero. Those who loved Mary Virginia had +cause for painful reflections. + +Blinded by her beauty, were we judging her by the light of affection, +instead of the colder light of reason? We couldn't approve of her +behavior to Laurence, nor was it easy to refrain from disapproval of +what appeared to be a tacit endurance of Inglesby's attention. She +couldn't plead ignorance of what was open enough to be town talk--the +man's shameless passion for herself, a passion he seemed to take +delight in flaunting. And she made no effort to explain; she seemed +deliberately to exclude her old friends from the confidence once so +freely given. She hadn't visited the Parish House since she had broken +her engagement. + + +And all the while the spring that hadn't time for the little concerns +of mortals went secretly about her immortal business of rejuvenation. +The blue that had been so timid and so tentative overspread the sky; +more robins came, and after them bluebirds and redbirds and +Peterbirds, and the impudent screaming robber jay that is so beautiful +and so bold, and flute-voiced vireos, and nuthatches, and the darling +busybody wren fussing about her house-building in the corners of our +piazzas. The first red flowers of the Japanese quince opened +flame-like on the bare brown bushes. When the bridal-wreath by the +gate saw that, she set industriously to work upon her own +wedding-gown. The yellow jessamine was full of waxy gold buds; and +long since those bold frontiersmen of the year, the Judas-trees, had +flaunted it in bravest scarlet, and the slim-legged scouts of the +pines showed shoulder-straps and cockades of new gay green above +gallant brown leggings. + +One brand new morning the Butterfly Man called me aside and placed in +my hands a letter. The American Society of Natural History invited Mr. +John Flint, already a member of the Entomological Society of France, a +Fellow of the Entomological Society of London, and a member of the +greatest of Dutch and German Associations, to speak before it and its +guests, at a most notable meeting to be held in the Society's splendid +Museum in New York City. Not to mention two mere ex-Presidents, some +of the greatest scientific names of the Americas were included in that +list. And it was before such as these that my Butterfly Man was to +speak. Behold me rocking on my toes! + +The first effect of this invitation was to please me immensely, I +being a puffed-up old man and carnal-minded at times; nor do I seem to +improve with age. The plaudits of the world, for anybody I admire and +love, ring most sweetly in my foolish ears. Now the honors he had +gotten from abroad were fine and good in their way, but this meant +that the value of his work was recognized and his position +established in his own country, in his own time. It meant a widening +of his horizon, association with clever men and women, ennobling +friendships to broaden his life. A just measure of appreciation from +the worthwhile sweetens toil and encourages genius. And yet--our eyes +met, and mine had to ask an old question. + +"Would you better accept it?" I wondered. + +"I can't afford not to," said he resolutely. "The time's come for me +to get out in the open, and I might just as well face the music, and +Do it Now. Risks? I hardly think so. I never hunted in couples, +remember--I always went by my lonesome and got away with it. Besides, +who's remembering Slippy? Nobody. He's drowned and dead and done with. +But, however, and nevertheless, and because, I shall go." + +Again we looked at each other; and his look was untroubled. + +"The pipe-dreams I've had about slipping back into little old New +York! But if anybody had told me I'd go back like I'm going, with the +sort of folks waiting for me that will be waiting now, I'd have passed +it up. Well, you never can tell, can you? And in a way it's funny--now +isn't it?" + +"No, you never can tell," said I, soberly. "But I do not think it at +all funny. Quite the contrary." Suppose, oh, suppose, that after all +these years, when a well-earned success was in his grasp, it should +happen--I turned pale. He read my fear in my face and his smile might +have been borrowed from my mother's mouth. + +"Don't you get cold feet, parson," he counseled kindly. "Be a sport! +Besides, it's all in the Game, you know." + +"Is it?" + +"Sure!" + +"And worth while, John?" + +He laughed. "Believe me! It's the worthwhilest thing under the sun to +sit in the Game, with a sport's interest in the hands dealt out, +taking yours as it comes to you, bluffing all you can when you've got +to, playing your cards for all they're worth when it's your turn. No +reneging. No squealing when you lose. No boasting how you did it when +you win. There's nothing in the whole universe so intensely and +immensely worth while as being _you_ and alive, with yourself the +whole kitty and the sky your limit! It's one great old Game, and I'm +for thanking the Big Dealer that I'da whack at playing it." And his +eyes snapped and his lean brown face flushed. + +"And you are really willing to--to stake yourself now, my son?" + +"Lord, parson, you ought to know! And you a dead ringer for the real +thing in a classy sport yourself!" + +"My _dear_ son--!" + +My dear son waved his fine hand, and chuckled in his red beard. + +"Would _you_ back down if this was your call? Why, you're the sort +that would tackle the biggest noise in the ring, even if you knew +you'd be dragged out on your pantry in the first half of the first +round, if you thought you'd got holy orders to do it! If you saw me +getting jellyfish of the spine now, you'd curl up and die--wouldn't +you, honest Injun?" His eyes crinkled and he grinned so infectiously +that my fears subsided. I had an almost superstitious certainty that +nothing really evil could happen to a man who could grin like that. +Fate and fortune are perfectly powerless before the human being who +can meet them with the sword of a smile. + +"Well," I admitted cautiously, "jellyfish of the spine must be an +unlovely ailment; not that I ever heard of it before." + +"You're willing for me to go, then?" + +"You'd go anyhow, would you not?" + +"Forget it!" said he roughly. "If you think I'd do anything I knew +would cause you uneasiness, you've got another thing coming to you." + +"Oh, go, for heaven's sake!" said I, sharply. + +"All right. I'll go for heaven's sake," he agreed cheerfully. "And now +it's formally decided I'm to go, and talk, the question arises--what +they really want me to talk about? _I_ don't know how to deal in +glittering generalities. A chap on the trail of truth has got to let +generalities go by the board. The minute he tackles the living Little +People he chucks theories and bucks conditions. + +"Suppose I tell the truth as I see it: that most so-called authorities +are like cats chasing their tails--because they accept theories that +have never been really proven, run after them, and so never get +anywhere? And that facts dug up in the open under the sunlight don't +always fit in with notions hatched out in libraries under the electric +light? + +"Suppose I say that after they've run everything down to that plasma +they're so fond of beginning and ending with, there is still something +behind it all their theories can't explain away? Protoplasm doesn't +explain Life any more than the battery explains electricity. Instinct? +Evolution? The survival of the fittest? Well, nothing is tagged for +fair, and I'm more than willing to be shown. For the more I find out +from the living things themselves,--you can't get truth from death, +you've got to get it from life--the more self-evident it seems to me +that to exist at all insects must have arrived on the scene complete, +handfinished, with the union label of the Great Workshop on them by +way of a trade-mark." + +"As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, one God, world +without end, Amen!" said I, smiling. I have never thought it necessary +to explain or excuse the Creator. God is; things are. + +But he shook his head, wrinkling his forehead painfully. "I wish I +_knew_," said he, wistfully. "You're satisfied to believe, but I have +got to know. Oh, great Power behind Things, I want to know! I want to +_know_!" + +Ah, but I also do most passionately wish to know! If, however, the +Insect has taught me anything in my lifelong study of it, it is to +recognize the Unknowable, to know there is that which I cannot hope to +know. But if under the law of its world, so different from ours and +yet so alike because so inevitable, the Insect must move in a fixed +circle within which it is safe, a circle whose very limitation +preserves it from error and thus from destruction, may not a like +fixed circle beyond which _we_ may not penetrate preserve us, too? Are +these mountain peaks of the Unknowable, the Impassable, which +encompass the skyline of our humanity, these heights so mysterious and +so unscalable, not rather bulwarks between man's pride and the abyss? + +Something of this I said to the Butterfly Man, and he nodded, but did +not answer. He fell into a brown study; then plunged from the room +without further look or word and made for his own desk. I was not +afraid of what the Butterfly Man, fresh from little Appleboro's woods +and fields, would have to say to the scholars and scientists gathered +to hear him! + +Apparently he was not either, for after he had gotten a few notes +together he wisely turned the whole affair over to that mysterious +Self that does our work and solves our problems for us. On the surface +he busied himself with a paper setting forth the many reasons why the +County of Appleboro should appropriate adequate funds for a common +dipping vat, and hurried this to Dabney, who was holding open a space +in the _Clarion_ for it. Then there were new breeding cages to be +made, for the supply of eggs and cocoons on hand would require +additional quarters, once they began to emerge. + +By the Saturday he had finished all this; and as I had that afternoon +free we spent some beautiful hours with the microscope and slide +mounts. I completed, too, the long delayed drawings of some diurnal +wasp-moths and their larvae. We worked until my mother interrupted us +with a summons to an early dinner, for Saturday evening belongs to the +confessional and I was shortly due at the church. + +I left Flint with Madame and Miss Sally Ruth, who had run over after +the neighborly Appleboro wont with a plate of fresh sponge-cake and a +bowl of fragrant custard. Miss Sally Ruth is nothing if not generous, +but there are times when one could wish upon her the affliction of +dumbness. As I slipped into my cassock in the study, I could hear her +uplifted voice, a voice so insistent and so penetrating that it can +pierce closed doors and come through a ceiling: + +"I declare to goodness, I don't know what to believe any more! She's +got money enough in her own right, hasn't she? For heaven's sake, +then, why should she marry for more money? But you never really know +people, do you? Why, folks say--" + +I hurried out of the house and ran the short distance to the church. I +wished I hadn't heard; I wished Miss Sally Ruth, good as she is, would +sometimes hold her tongue. She will set folks by the ears in heaven +some of these days if she doesn't mend her ways before she gets there. + +It must have been all of ten o'clock when I got back to the Parish +House. Madame had retired; John Flint's rooms were dark. The night +itself was dark, though in between the clouds that a brisk wind +pulleyhauled about the skies, one saw many stars. + +Too tired to sleep, I sat beside my window and breathed the repose +that lay like a benediction upon the little city. I found myself +praying; for Mary Virginia, whom I loved and over whom I was sorely +troubled; for Laurence, even now walking such a road as I also once +had to travel with feet as young but no more steadfast; and then with +a thankfulness too deep for words, I thought a prayer for the +Butterfly Man. So thinking and so praying, with a glow in my heart +because of him, I closed my window, and crept into bed and into +sleep. + +I awoke with a start. Somebody was in the room. There was an urgent +voice whispering my name, an urgent hand upon me. A pocket light +flashed, and in its pale circle appeared the face of John Flint. + +"Get up!" said he in an intense whisper. "And come. Come!" + +"Why, what in the name of heaven--" + +"Don't make a row!" he snarled, and brought his face close. "Here--let +me help you. Heaven, man, how slow you are!" With furious haste he +forced my clothes upon me and even as I mechanically struggled to +adjust them he was hustling me toward the door, through the dark hall, +and down the stairs. + +"Easy there--careful of that step!" he breathed in my ear, guiding me. + +"But what is the matter?" I whispered back impatiently. I do not +relish mystery and I detest being led willynilly. + +"In my rooms," said he briefly, and hustled me across the garden on +the double run, I with my teeth chattering, for I had been dragged out +of my sleep, and the night air was cold. + +He fairly lifted me up his porch-steps, unlocked his door, and pushed +me inside. With the drawn shades and the flickering firelight, the +room was peaceful and pleasant enough. Then Kerry caught my astonished +gaze, for the dog stood statue-like beside the Morris chair, and when +I saw what Kerry guarded I crossed myself. Sunk into the chair, the +Butterfly Man's old gray overcoat partly around her, was Mary +Virginia. + +At my involuntary exclamation she raised her head and regarded me. A +great sigh welled from her bosom and I could see her eyes dilate and +her lips quiver. + +"Padre, Padre!" Down went her head, and she began to cry childishly, +with sobs. + +I watched her helplessly, too bewildered to speak. But the other man's +face was the face of one crucified. I saw his eyes, and something I +had been all too blind to rushed upon me overwhelmingly. This, then, +was what had driven him forth for a time, this was what had left its +indelible imprint upon him! He had hung upon his cross and I had not +known. Oh, Butterfly Man, I had not known! + +"She'll be able to talk to you in a few minutes now, parson." He was +so perfectly unconscious of himself that he had no idea he had just +made mute confession. He added, doubtfully: "She said she had to come +to you, about something--I don't know what. It's up to you to find +out--she's got to talk to you, parson." + +"But--I wanted to talk to you, Padre. That's why I--ran away from home +in the middle of the night." She sat suddenly erect. "I just couldn't +stand things, any more--by myself--" + +Gone was the fine lady, the great beauty, the proud jilt who had +broken Laurence's heart and maddened and enslaved Inglesby. Here was +only a piteous child with eyes heavy from weeping, with a pale and sad +face and drooping childish lips. And yet she was so dear and so +lovely, for all her reddened eyelids and her reddened little nose, +that one could have wept with her. The Butterfly Man, with an intake +of breath, stood up. + +"I shall leave you with the Padre now," he said evenly, "to tell him +what you wanted to tell him. Father, understand: there's something +rotten wrong, as I've been telling you all along. Now she's got to +tell you what it is and all about it. Everything. Whether she likes to +or not, and no matter what it is, she's got to tell you. You +understand that, Mary Virginia?" + +She fixed him with a glance that had in it something hostile and +oblique. Even with those dearest of women whom I adore, there are +moments when I have the impression that they have, so to speak, their +ears laid back flat, and I experience what I may justly term cat-fear. +I felt it then. + +"Oh, don't have too much consideration for my feelings, Mr. Flint!" +said she, with that oblique and baffling glance, and the smile Old +Fitz once likened to the Curve in the Cat's Tail. "Indeed, why should +you go? Why don't you stay and find out _why_ I wanted to run to the +Padre--to beg him to find some way to help me, since I can't fall like +a plum into Mr. Inglesby's hand when Mr. Hunter shakes the Eustis +family tree!" + +His breath came whistlingly between his teeth. + +"Parson! You hear?" he slapped his leg with his open palm. "Oh, I knew +it, I knew it!" And he turned upon her a kindling glance: + +"I knew all along it was never in you to be anything but true!" said +the Butterfly Man. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +"WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR" + + +It is impossible for me to put down in her own words what Mary +Virginia told the Butterfly Man and me. Also, I have had to fill in +gaps here and there, supplying what was lacking, from my intimate +knowledge of the actors and from such chance words and hints and bits +of detail as came to me afterward. But what I have added has been +necessary, in order to do greater justice to everybody concerned. + +If it be true that the boy is father to the man, it is even more +tritely true that the girl is mother to the woman, there being here +less chance for change. So it was with Mary Virginia. That gracious +little girlhood of hers, lived among the birds and bees and blossoms +of an old Carolina garden, had sent her into the Church School with a +settled and definite idealism as part of her nature. Her creed was +simple enough: The world she knew was the best of all possible worlds, +its men good, its women better; and to be happy and loved one had only +to be good and loving. + +The school did not disabuse her of this pleasing optimism. It was a +very expensive school and could afford to have optimisms of its own. +For one thing, it had no pupils poor enough to apply the acid test. + +When Mary Virginia was seventeen, Mrs. Eustis perceived with dismay +that her child who had promised beauty was instead become angular, +awkward, and self-conscious; and promptly packed the unworldly one off +to spend a saving summer with a strenuously fashionable cousin, a +widow, of whom she herself was very fond. She liked the idea of +placing the gauche girl under so vigorous and seasoned a wing as +Estelle Baker's. As for Mrs. Baker herself, that gay and good-humored +lady laughed at the leggy and serious youngster and promptly took her +education in hand along lines not laid down in Church Schools. + +Mrs. Baker was delighted with her own position--the reasonably young, +handsome, and wealthy widow of a man she had been satisfied to marry +and later to bury. She had an unimpaired digestion and no illusions, a +kind heart, and the power of laughter. Naturally, she found life +interesting. A club-woman, an ultra-modernist, vitally alive, she was +fully abreast of her day. Her small library skimmed the cream of the +insurgents and revolutionaries of genius; and here the shy and +reticent schoolgirl with the mark of the churchly checkrein fresh upon +her, was free to browse, for her cousin had no slightest notion of +playing censor. Mrs. Baker thought that the sooner one was allowed to +slough off the gaucheries of the Young Person, the better. She did not +gauge the real and tumultuous depths of feeling concealed under the +young girl's simplicity. + +The revolutionaries and the insurgent and free poets didn't trouble +Mary Virginia very much. Although she sensed that something was wrong +with somebody somewhere--hence these lyrical lamentations--she could +not, to save her, tell what all the pother was about, for as yet she +saw the world _couleur de rose_. Some one or two of the French and +Germans pleased her; she fell into long reveries over the Gael, who +has the sound of the sea in his voice and whose eyes are full of a +haunting light, as of sunsets upon graves. But it was the Russians who +electrified and dazzled her. When she glimpsed with her eyes of a +young girl those strange souls simple as children's and yet mosaiced +with unimaginable and barbarous splendors, she stood blinking and half +blinded, awed, fascinated, and avid to know more of that sky-scaling +passion with which they burned. + +And in that crucial moment she chanced upon the "Diary of Marie +Bashkirtseff," so frank and so astounding that it took her breath away +and swept her off her feet. She was stirred into a vague and trembling +expectancy; she had the sense of waiting for something to happen. Life +instantly became more colorful and more wonderful than she had dreamed +could be possible, and she wished passionately to experience all these +emotions, so powerful and so poignant. The Russian's morbid and +disease-bright genius acted upon her as with the force and intensity +of a new and potent toxin. She could not lay the book aside, but +carried it up to her room to be pored and pondered over. She failed to +understand that, untried as she was, it was impossible for her to +understand it. Had the book come later, it had been harmless enough; +but it came at a most critical moment of that seething period when +youth turns inward to question the universe, and demands that the +answer shall be personal to itself. The first long ground-swell of +awakening emotion swept over her, sitting in the pleasant chintz-hung +room, with the Russian woman's wild and tameless heart beating through +the book open upon her knees. And these waves of emotion that at +recurrent intervals surge over the soul, come from the shores of a +farther country than any earthly seas have touched, and recede to +depths so profound that only the eyes of God may follow their ebb and +flow. + +Mrs. Baker, however, saw nothing about which to give herself any +concern. If she perceived the girl intense and preoccupied, she smiled +indulgently--at Mary Virginia's age one is apt to be like that, and +one recovers from that phase as one gets over mumps and measles. Mrs. +Baker did think it advisable, though, to subtly detach the girl from +books for awhile. She amused herself by allowing her wide-eyed +glimpses of the larger life of grown-ups, by way of arousing and +initiation. Thus it happened that one afternoon at the country-club, +where Mary Virginia, at the green-fruit stage, found herself playing +gooseberry instead of golf, Mrs. Baker sauntered up with a tall and +very blonde man. + +"Here," said she gaily, indicating with a wave of her hand her +sulky-eyed young cousin, "is a marvel and a wonder--a girl who accepts +on faith everything and everybody! My dear Howard, in all probability +she will presently even believe in _you_!" With that she left them, +whisked off by a waiting golfer. + +The man and the girl appraised each other. The man saw young +bread-and-butter with the raw sugar of beauty sprinkled upon it +promisingly. What the girl saw was not so much a faultlessly groomed +and handsome man as the most beautiful person in the world. And +suddenly she was aware that that for which she had been waiting had +come. Something divine and wonderful was happening, and there was fire +before her eyes and the noise of unloosed winds and great waters in +her ears, and her knees trembled and her heart fluttered. A vivid red +flamed into her pale cheeks, a soft and trembling light suffused her +blue eyes. That happens when the sweet and virginal freshness of youth +is brought face to face with the bright shadow of love. + +He drew her out of her shyness and made her laugh, and after awhile, +when there was dancing, he danced with her. He did not behave to her +as other men of Estelle's acquaintance had more than once behaved--as +though they bestowed the lordly honor of their society upon her out of +the sheer goodness of their hearts and their desire to please Mrs. +Baker. Mary Virginia was uncompromising and stiff-necked enough then, +and she bored most of her cousin's friends unconsciously. Now this +man, as much their superior as the sun is to farthing dips, was +exerting himself to please her. That was the one thing Mary Virginia +needed to arouse her. + +Mrs. Baker admired Mr. Hunter for a grace of manner almost Latin in +its charm. If at times he puzzled her, he at least never bored her or +anybody else, and for this she praised him in the gates. Her respect +for him deepened when she perceived that he never allowed himself to +be absorbed or monopolized. + +The pleasant widow did not take him too seriously. She only asked that +he amuse and interest her. He did both, to a superlative degree. That +is why and how he saw so much of the school-girl cousin whose naivete +made him smile, it was so absurdly sincere. + +Mrs. Baker was glad enough to have Howard take her charge off her +hands occasionally. She thought contact with this fine pagan an +excellent thing for the girl who took herself so seriously. She was +really fond of Mary Virginia, but she must have found her hand-grenade +directness a bit disconcerting at times. She wanted the child's visit +to be pleasant, and she considered it very amiable of Howard to help +her make it so. She had no faintest notion of danger--to her Mary +Virginia was nothing but a child, a little girl one indulged with +pickles and pound-cake and the bliss of staying up later than the +usual bedtime. As for Hunter, his was the French attitude toward the +Young Person; she had heard him say he preferred his flowers in full +bloom and his fruit ripe--one then knows what one is getting; one +isn't deceived by canker in the closed bud and worm in the green +fruit. No, Howard wasn't the sort that hankered for verjuice. + +None the less, although Mrs. Baker didn't know it, Mary Virginia was +engaged to the godlike Howard when she returned to school. It was to +be a state secret until after she was graduated, and in the meantime +he was to "make himself worthier of her love." She hadn't any notion +he could be improved upon, but it pleased her to hear him say that. +Humility in the superman is the ultimate proof of perfection. + +The maid who attended her room at school arranged for the receipt of +his letters and mailed Mary Virginia's. The maid was sentimental, and +delighted to play a part smacking of those dime novels she spoiled her +brains with. + +The little schoolgirl who was in love with love, and secretly +betrothed to a man who had stepped alive out of old knightly romance, +walked in the Land of April Rainbows and felt the whole joyous +universe suffused with a delicious and quivering glow of light and +sound and scent. Surcharged with an emotion that she was irresistibly +urged to express, and unable to do so by word of mouth, she was driven +to the necessity of putting it down on paper for him. And she put it +down in the burning words, the fiery phrases, of those anarchists of +art who had intoxicated and obsessed her. + +Just a little later,--even a year later--and Mary Virginia could never +have written those letters. But now, very ignorant, very innocent, +very impassioned, she accomplished a miracle. She was like one +speaking an unknown tongue, perfectly sure that the spirit moved her, +but quite unable to comprehend what it was that it moved her to say. + +When Mrs. Baker insisted that her young cousin should come back to her +for the Christmas holidays, the girl was more than eager to go. Seeing +him again only deepened her infatuation. + +That holiday visit was an unusually gay one, for Mrs. Baker was really +fond of Mary Virginia--the young girl's tenderness and simplicity +touched the woman of the world. She gave a farewell dance the night +before Mary Virginia was to return to school. It was an informal +affair, with enough college boys and girls to lend it a junior air, +but there was a goodly sprinkling of grown-ups to deepen it, for the +hostess said frankly that she simply couldn't stand the Very Young +except in broken doses and in bright spots. + +Hunter, of course, was to be one of the grownups. He had sent Mary +Virginia the flowers she was to wear. And she had a new dancing frock, +quite the loveliest and fluffiest and laciest she had ever worn. + +He was somewhat late. And so engrossed with him were all her thoughts, +so eager was she to see him, that she was a disappointing companion +for anybody else. She couldn't talk to anybody else. She flitted in +and out of laughing groups like a blue-and-silver butterfly, and +finally managed to slip away to the stair nook behind what Mrs. Baker +liked to call the conservatory. This was merely a portion of the big +back hall glassed in and hung with a yellow silk curtain; it had a +tiny round crystal fountain in the center and one or two carved seats, +but one wouldn't think so small a space could hold so much bloom and +fragrance. From the nook where Mary Virginia sat, one could hear every +word spoken in the flower-room, though the hearer remained hidden by +the paneled stairway. + +Hands in her lacy lap, eyes abstracted, she fell into the dreams that +youth dreams; in which a girl--one's self, say,--walks hand in hand +through an enchanted world with a being very, very little lower than +the angels and twice as dear. They are such innocent dreams, such +impossible dreams, so untouched of all reality; but I wonder, oh I +wonder, if life can ever give us anything to repay their loss! + +Somebody spoke in the conservatory and she looked up, startled. +Through a parting in the silk curtain she glimpsed the woman and +recognized one of Estelle's friends, handsome and fashionable, but a +woman she had never liked. + +"You provoke me. You try my patience too much!" she was saying, in a +tone of suppressed anger. "People are beginning to say that you have a +serious affair with that sugar-candy chit. I want to know if that is +true?" + +The man laughed, a lazy, pleasant, disarming laugh. She knew that +laugh among a million, and her heart began to beat, but not with doubt +or distrust. She wondered how she had missed him, and if he had been +looking for her; she thought of the exquisite secret that bound them +together, and wondered how he was going to protect it without evasions +or untruthfulness. And she thought the woman abominable. + +"You're so suspicious, Evie!" he said smilingly. "Why bother about +what can give you no real concern? Why discuss it here, at all? It's +not the thing, really." + +The woman stamped her foot. She had an able-bodied temper. + +"I will know, and I will know now. I have to know," said she, and her +voice shook. Mary Virginia would have coughed then, would have made +her presence known had she been able; but something held her silent. +"Remember, you're not dealing with a love-sick school-girl now, +Howard: you are dealing with _me_. Have you made that little fool +think you're in love with her?" + +"Why, and what then?" he asked coolly. "I like the child. Of course +she is without form and void as yet, but there's quite a lot to that +girl." + +"Oh, yes! Quite a lot!" said she, with sarcasm. "That's what made me +take notice. James Eustis's girl--and barrels of money. She'll be a +catch. You are clever, Howard! But what of _me_?" + +Mary Virginia's heart fluttered. Indeed, what of this other woman? + +"Oh, well, there's nothing definite yet, Evie," said he soothingly. A +hint of impatience was betrayed in his voice. Plainly, it irked him to +be held up and questioned point-blank, at such a time and place. Just +as plainly, he wished to conciliate his jealous questioner. "My dear +girl, it would be all of two or three years before the affair could be +considered. Let well enough alone, Evie. Let's talk about something +else." + +"No. We will talk about this. You are offering me a two or three +years' reprieve, are you not? Well, and then?" + +"Well, and then suppose I do marry the little thing,--if she hasn't +changed her little mind?" said he, exasperated into punishing her. "It +wouldn't be a bad thing for me, remember, and she's temptingly easy to +deal with--that girl has more faith than the twelve apostles. Heavens, +Evie, don't look like that! My dearest girl, _you_ don't have to +worry, anyhow. If your--er--impediment hasn't stood in my way, why +should mine in yours?" + +He spoke with a half-impatient, half-playful reproach. The woman +uttered a little cry. To soothe and silence her, he kissed her. It was +very risky, of course, but then the whole situation was risky, and he +took his chance like the bold player he was. The girl crouching behind +the paneled wall clenched her hands in her lap, felt her heart and +brain on fire, and wondered why the sky did not fall upon the world +and blot it out. + +When those two had left the conservatory and she could command her +trembling limbs and whip her senses back into some semblance of order, +she went upstairs and got his letters. When she came downstairs again +he was standing in the hall, and he came forward eager, smiling, +tender, as if his heart welcomed her; as perhaps it did, men having +catholic hearts. She put her hand on his arm and whispered: "Come +into the conservatory." + +The hall was quite empty. From drawing-room and library and +dining-room came the laughter and chatter of many people. Then the +music struck up a gay and popular air. The lilt and swing of it made +her giddy. But the little flower-room was cool and sweet, and she drew +a breath of relief. + +Hunter bent his fair head, but she pushed him away with her hands +against his chest. A horror of his beauty, his deliberate fascination, +the falseness of him, came over her. For the first time she had been +brought face to face with sin and falsehood, and hers was the +unpardoning white condemnation of an angel to whom sin is unknown and +falsehood impossible. That such knowledge should have come through him +of all men made the thing more unbearable. Surprised and irritated by +the pale tragedy of her aspect, Hunter stared, waiting for her to +speak. + +"I was on the stairs. I heard you--and that woman," said she with the +directness that was sometimes so appalling. "And I _know_." Her face +turned burning red before it paled again. She was ashamed for him with +the noble shame of the pure in heart. + +His face, too, went red and white with rage and astonishment. It was a +damnable trap for a man to be caught in, and he was furious with the +two women who had pushed him into it--he could have beaten them both +with rods. Innocent as this girl was, he could not hope to deceive her +as to the real truth. She had heard too much. But he thought he could +manage her; women were as wax in Hunter's hands. To begin with, they +_wanted_ to believe him. + +"I hate to have to say it--but the lady is jealous," he said frankly +enough, with a disarming smile; and shrugged his shoulders, quite as +if that simple statement explained and excused everything. + +"Oh, she need not be afraid--of me!" said the girl, with white-hot +scorn. "I'd rather die by inches of leprosy than belong to you now. +You are clever, though. And I _was_ easy to deal with, wasn't I? And I +cared so much! I dare say it was really your hair and beard, but I +honestly thought you a sort of Archangel! Well, you're not. You're not +anything I thought you--not good nor kind nor honorable nor +truthful--not anything but just a rather paltry sort of liar. You're +not even loyal to _her_. I think I could respect you more if you were. +But I _am_ James Eustis's girl--and that's my salvation, Mr. Hunter. +Please take your letters. You will send me back mine to-morrow." + +He stroked his short gold beard. The color had come back into his face +and a new light flashed into his cold blue eyes. He laughed. "Why, you +game little angel!" he said delightedly. "Gad, I never thought you had +it in you--never. I begin to adore you, Mary Virginia, upon my soul I +do! Now listen to reason, my too-good child, and don't be so +puritanical. You've got to take folks as they are and not as you'd +like them to be, you know. Men are not angels, no, nor women, either. +You must learn to be charitable--a virtue very good people seldom +practice and never properly appreciate." And he added, leaning lower: +"Mary Virginia! Give me another chance ... you won't be sorry, +Ladybird." + +But she stood unmoved, stonily silent, holding out the letters. And +when he still ignored this silent insistence, she thrust them into his +hands and left him. + +Mary Virginia was to go back to school the next night. All day she +waited for her letters. Instead came a note and a huge bunch of +violets. The note said he couldn't allow those precious letters which +meant so much to him to pass even into her hands who had written them. +When he could summon up the courage, he would presently destroy them +himself. And she had treated him with great harshness, and wouldn't +she be a good little girl and let him see her, if only for a few +minutes, before she went away? + +Mary Virginia tore up the note and returned the violets by way of +answer. + +When she returned to school, the superioress regretted that she had +been allowed to visit Mrs. Baker again, because too much gaiety wasn't +good for her, and she was falling off in her studies. The other girls +said she had lost all her looks, for in truth she was wan and peaked +and hollow-eyed. Seventeen suffers frightfully, when it suffers at +all. Eighteen enjoys its blighted affection, revels in its broken +heart, would like to crochet a black edging on its immortal soul, and +wouldn't exchange its secret sorrow for a public joy. Nineteen is +convalescent--pride would come to its rescue even if life itself did +not beguile it into being happy. + +Mary Virginia got back her color and her appetite and forgot to +remember that her heart was incurably broken and that she could never +love again. She liked to think her painful experience had made her +very wise. Then she went abroad, and her cure was complete. The result +of it all was that poise and pride which had so greatly delighted the +autocratic old kinswoman whose fiat had set the last seal of social +success upon her. + +When one of life's little jokes flung Hunter into Appleboro and she +had to observe him with impartial and less ingenuous eyes, she forgave +the simple schoolgirl's natural mistake. He had not changed, and she +perceived his effect upon others older and wiser than herself. And her +pride chose neither to slight nor to ignore him now, but rather to +meet him casually, with indifference, as a stranger in whom she was +not at all interested. + +Mr. Inglesby she did not take seriously. She did not dream that a +possible menace to herself lay in this stout man whom she considered +fatuous and absurd, when she thought of him at all. That her mother +should be completely taken in by his specious charity and his +plausible presentment of himself, did not surprise her. She was +inclined to smile scornfully and so dismiss him. + +She underestimated Inglesby. + +The very fact that there was such an obstacle in the way as a young +fellow with whom she fancied herself in love only deepened Inglesby's +passion for Mary Virginia. She was in her proper person all that he +coveted and groveled to. To possess her in addition to his own +wealth--what more could a man ask? Let Eustis become senator, +governor, president, anything he chose. But let Inglesby have Mary +Virginia by way of fair exchange. + +Mr. Inglesby was well aware that Miss Eustis would not for one moment +consider him--unless she had to. He proposed to so arrange affairs +that she had to. Naturally, he looked to his private secretary to help +him bring about this desirable end. And at this opportune moment fate +played into his hands in a manner that left Mr. Hunter's assent a +matter of course. + +Mr. Hunter had very expensive tastes which his salary was not always +sufficient to cover. Wherefore, like many another, he speculated. When +he was lucky, it was easy money; but it was never enough. Of late he +had not been fortunate, and he found himself confronted by the high +cost of living as he chose to live. This annoyed him. So when there +came his way what appeared to be an absolute certainty of not only +recouping all his losses but of making some real money as well, Hunter +plunged, with every dollar he could manage to get hold of. But Wall +Street is a lane that has many crooked and devious turnings, and Mr. +Hunter's investments took a very wrong turn. And this time it was not +only all his own money that had been lost. The bottom might have +dropped out of things then, except for Inglesby. + +When Hunter had to tell him the truth the financier listened with an +unmoved face. Then he swung around in his chair, lifted an eyebrow, +grunted, and remarked briefly: "Very unsafe thing to do, Hunter. +Very." And shoved his personal check across the desk. Nobody knew +anything about it, except the head bookkeeper of the bank. + +Inglesby had no illusions, however. He understood that to have in his +power an immensely clever man who knew as much about his private +affairs as Hunter did, was good business, to say the least. He simply +invested in Mr. Hunter's brains and personality for his own immediate +ends, and he expected his brilliant and expensive secretary to prove +the worth of the investment. + +Inglesby had not risen to his present heights by beating about the +bush in his dealings with others. He had seized Success by the +windpipe and throttled it into obedience, and he ruthlessly bent +everything and everybody to his own purposes. The task he set before +Hunter now was to steer the Inglesby ship through a perilous passage +into the matrimonial harbor he had in mind. Let Hunter do that--no +matter how--and the pilot's future was assured. Inglesby would be no +niggardly rewarder. But let the venture come to shipwreck and Hunter +must go down with it. Hunter was not left in any doubt upon that +score. + +Brought face to face with the situation as it affected his fortune and +misfortune, Hunter must have had a very bad half an hour. I am sure he +had not dreamed of such a contretemps, and he must have been startled +and amazed by the cold calculation and the raw fury of passion he had +to deal with. I do not think he relished his task. His was the sort of +conscience that would dislike such a course, not because it was +dishonorable or immoral in itself, but because its details offended +his fastidiousness. I think he would have extricated himself honorably +if he could. It just happened that he couldn't. + +Give a sufficient shock to a man's pocket-nerve and you electrify his +brain-cells, which automatically receive orders to work overtime. +Hunter's brain worked then because it had to, self-preservation being +the first law of nature. And this service for Inglesby not only spelt +safety; it meant the golden key to the heights, the power to gratify +those fine tastes which only a rich and able man can afford. Inglesby +had promised that, and he had just had a fair example of what +Inglesby's support meant. + +One must try to consider the case from Mr. Hunter's point of view. To +refuse Inglesby meant disaster. And who was Laurence, who was Mary +Virginia, that he should quixotically wreck his prospects for them? +Why should he lose Inglesby's goodwill or gain Inglesby's enmity for +them or anybody else? Forced to choose, Hunter made the only choice +possible to him. + +_Voe victis!_ + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +"--SAID THE SPIDER TO THE FLY--" + + +Now I am only an old priest and no businessman, so of course I do not +know just how Hunter was set like a hound upon the track of those +circumstances that, properly manipulated, helped him toward a solution +of his problem--the getting of a girl apparently as unreachable as +Mary Virginia Eustis. + +To start with, he had two assets, the first being Eustis pride. +Shrewdly working upon that, Hunter played with skill and finesse. + +When he was ready, it was easy enough to meet Miss Eustis on the +street of an afternoon. Although her greeting was disconcertingly +cold, he fell into step beside her. And presently, in a low and +intimate voice, he began to quote certain phrases that rang in her +astonished ears with a sort of hateful familiarity. + +A glance at her face made him smile. "I wonder," he questioned, "if +you have changed, dear puritan? You are engaged to Mayne now, I hear. +Very clever chap, Mayne. The moving power behind your father, I +understand. And engaged to you! You're so intense and interesting when +you're in love that one is tempted to envy Mayne. Do you write _him_ +letters, too?" + +Mary Virginia's level eyes regarded him with haughty surprise. The +situation was rather unbelievable. + +"Miss Eustis--" he paused to bow and smile to some passing girls who +plainly envied Mary Virginia, "Miss Eustis, you must come to my +office, say to-morrow afternoon. We must have a heart-to-heart talk. I +have something you will find it to your interest to discuss with me." + +She disdained to reply, to ask him to leave her; her attitude did not +even suggest that he should explain himself. Seeming to be perfectly +content with this attitude, he sauntered along beside her. + +"Do you know," he smiled, "that with you the art of writing genuine +love-letters amounts to a gift? I am sure your father--and let's say +Mayne--would be astonished and delighted to read the ones I have. They +are unequaled. Human documents, heart-interest, delicate and piquant +sex-tang--the very sort of thing the dear public devours. I told you +once they meant a great deal to me, remember? They're going to mean +more. Come about four, please." He lifted his hat, bowed, and was +gone. + +Mary Virginia went to his office at four o'clock the next afternoon, +as he had planned she should. She wanted to know exactly what he +meant, and she fancied he meant to make her buy back the letters he +claimed not to have destroyed. The bare idea of anybody on earth +reading those insane vaporings sickened her. + +Hunter's manner subtly allowed her to understand that he had known she +would come, and this angered her inexpressibly; it gave him an +advantage. + +"Instead of wasting time in idle persiflage," he said when he had +handed her a chair, "let's get right down to brass tacks. You +naturally desire to know why I kept your letters? For one reason, +because they are a bit of real literature. However, I propose to +return them now--for a consideration." + +He leaned forward, idly drumming on the polished desk, and regarded +her with a sort of impersonal speculation. A little smile crept to his +lip. + +"The whirligig of time does bring in its revenges, doesn't it?" he +mused aloud. Mary Virginia's lips curled. + +"I do not follow you," she said coldly. "I am not even sure you have +the letters--that is why I am here. I must see them with my own eyes +before I agree to pay for them. That is what you expect me to do, is +it not?" + +"Oh, I have them all right--that is very easily proven," said he, +unruffled. "Now listen carefully, please, while I explain the real +reason for your presence here this afternoon. Mr. Inglesby, for +reasons of his own, desires to don the senatorial toga; why not? Also, +even more vehemently, Mr. Inglesby desires to lead to the altar Miss +Mary Virginia Eustis: yourself, dear lady, your charming self: again, +why not? Who can blame him for so natural and laudable an ambition? + +"As to his ever persuading you to become Mrs. Inglesby, without +some--ah--moral suasion, why, you know what his chance would be better +than I do. As to his persuading the state to send him to Washington, +it would have been a certainty, a sure thing, if our zealous young +friend Mayne hadn't egged your father into the game. How Mayne managed +that, heaven knows, particularly with your father's affairs in the +condition they are. Now, Eustis is a fine man. Far too fine to be lost +in the shuffle at Washington, where he'd be a condemned +nuisance--just as he sometimes is here at home. Do you begin to +comprehend?" + +"Why, no," said she, blankly. "And I certainly fail to see where my +silly letters--" + +"Let me make it plainer. You and your silly letters put the game into +Mr. Inglesby's hands, swing the balance in his favor. _You_ pay _me_? +Heavens, no! _We_ pay _you_--and a thumping price at that!" + +For a long moment they looked at each other. + +"My dear Miss Eustis," he put the tips of his fine fingers together, +bent forward over them, and favored her with a white-toothed smile, +"behold in me Mr. Inglesby's ambassador--the advocate of Cupid. Plainly, +I am authorized to offer you Mr. Inglesby's heart, his hand, and--his +check-book. Let us suppose you agree to accept--no, don't interrupt me +yet, please. And keep your seat, Miss Eustis. You may smile, but I would +advise you to consider very seriously what I am about to say to you, and +to realize once for all that Mr. Inglesby is in dead earnest and +prepared to go to considerable lengths. Well, then, as I was about to +say: suppose you agree to accept his proposal! Being above all things a +business man, Mr. Inglesby realizes that gilt-edged collateral should be +put up for what you have to offer--youth, beauty, charm, health, +culture, family name, desirable and influential connections, social +position of the highest. In exchange he offers the Inglesby millions, +his absolute devotion to yourself, and his hearty support to all your +father's plans and interests. Observe the last, please; it is highly +important. Besides this, Mayne and Eustis want reform, progress, +Demos-with-a-full-dinner-pail, all the wearisome rest of that uplift +stuff? Inglesby will see that they get an undiluted dose of it. More +yet: if you have any scruples about Mayne, Inglesby will get behind that +young man and boost him until he can crow on the weathervane--when you +are Mrs. Inglesby. A chap like Mayne would be valuable, properly +expurgated. Come, Miss Eustis, that's fair enough. If you refuse--well, +it's up to you to make Eustis understand that he must eliminate himself +from politics--and look out for himself," he finished ominously. + +Mary Virginia rose impetuously. + +"I am no longer seventeen, Mr. Hunter. What, do you honestly think you +can frighten a grown woman into believing that a handful of silly +letters could possibly be worth all that? Well, you can't. And--let me +remind you that blackmailing women isn't smiled upon in Carolina. A +hint of this and you'd be ostracized." + +"So would you. And why use such an extreme term as blackmailing for +what really is a very fair offer?" said he, equably. "The letters are +not the only arrows in my quiver, Miss Eustis. But as you are more +interested in them than anything else just now, suppose we run over a +few, just to remind you of their amazing nature?" He rose leisurely, +opened the safe in a corner of the room, took from the steel +money-vault a package, and Mary Virginia recognized her own writing. +Always keeping them under his own hand, he yet allowed her to lean +forward and verify what he chose to read. + +Her face burned and tears of mortification stung her eyes. Good +heavens, had she been as silly and as sentimental as all that? But as +she listened to his smooth remorseless voice, mortification merged +into amazement and amazement into consternation. Older and wiser now, +she saw what ignorance and infatuation had really accomplished, and +she realized that a fool can unwittingly pull the universe about her +ears. + +She was appalled. It was as if her waking self were confronted by an +incredible something her dreaming self had done. She knew enough of +the world now to realize how such letters would be received--with +smiles intended to wound, with the raised eyebrow, the shrugged +shoulder. She wondered, with a chill of panic, how she could ever hope +to make anybody understand what she admitted she herself couldn't +explain. For heaven's sake, _what_ had she been trying to tell this +man? She didn't know any more, except that it hadn't been what these +letters seemed to reveal. + +"Well?" said the lazy, pleasant voice, "don't you agree with me that +it would have been barbarous to destroy them? Wonderful, aren't they? +Who would credit a demure American schoolgirl with their supreme art? +A French court lady might have written them, in a day when folks made +a fine art of love and weren't afraid nor ashamed." + +"I must have been stark mad!" said she, twisting her fingers. "How +could I ever have done it? Oh, how?" + +"Oh, we all have our moments of genius!" said he, airily. + +As he faced her, smiling and urbane, she noted woman-fashion the +superfine quality of his linen, the perfection of every detail of his +appearance, the grace with which he wore his clothes. His manner was +gracious, even courtly. Yet there was about him something so +relentless that for the first time she felt a quiver of fear. + +"If my father--or Mr. Mayne--knew this, you would undoubtedly be +shot!" said she, and her eyes flashed. + +"Unwritten law, chivalry, all the rest of that rot? I am well aware +that the Southern trigger-finger is none too steady, where lovely +woman is concerned," he admitted, with a faint sneer. "But when one +plays for high stakes, Miss Eustis, one runs the risks. Granted I do +get shot? That wouldn't give you the letters: it would simply hand +them over to prosecuting attorneys and the public press, and they'd be +damning with blood upon them. No, I don't think there'll be any +fireworks--just a sensible deal, in which everybody benefits and +nobody loses." + +"The thing is impossible, perfectly impossible." + +"I don't see why. Everything has its price and I'm offering you a +pretty stiff one." + +"I would rather be burned alive. Marry Mr. Inglesby? _I_? Why, he is +impossible, perfectly impossible!" + +"He is nothing of the kind. And he is very much in love with you--you +amount to a grand passion with Inglesby. Also, he has twenty +millions." He added dryly: "You are hard to please." + +Mary Virginia waved aside grand passion and twenty millions with a +gesture of ineffable disdain. + +"Even if I were weak and silly enough to take you seriously, do you +imagine my father would ever consent? He would despise me. He would +rather see me dead." + +"Oh, no, he wouldn't. Nobody can afford to despise a woman with twenty +millions. It isn't in human nature. Particularly when you save Mr. +James Eustis himself from coming a breakneck cropper, to say the very +least." + +For the moment she missed the significance of that last remark. + +"I repeat that I would rather be burned alive. I despise the man!" +said she, passionately. + +"Oh, no, you wouldn't." His manner was a bit contemptuous. "And you'd +soon get used to him. Women and cats are like that. They may squall +and scratch a bit at first, but the saucer of cream reconciles them, +and presently they are quite at home and purring, the sensible +creatures! You'll end by liking him very well." + +The girl ignored this Job's comforting. + +"What shall I say to my father?" she asked directly. "Tell him you +kept the foolish letters written you by an ignorant child--and the +price is either his or my selling out to Mr. Inglesby?" + +"That is your lookout. You can't expect us to let your side whip us, +hands down, can you? Mr. Inglesby does not propose to submit tamely to +_everything_." His face hardened, a glacial glint snapped into his +eyes. "Inglesby's no worse than anybody else would be that had to hold +down his job. He's got virtues, plenty of solid good-citizen, +church-member, father-of-a-family virtues, little as you seem to +realize it. Also, let me repeat--he has twenty millions. To buy up a +handful of letters for twenty million dollars looks to me about the +biggest price ever paid since the world began. Don't be a fool!" + +"I refuse. I refuse absolutely and unconditionally. I shall +immediately send for my father--and for Mr. Mayne--" + +"I give you credit for better sense," said he, with a razor-edged +smile. "Eustis is honorable and Mayne is in love with you, and when +you spring this they'll swear they believe you: _but will they_? Do +men ever believe women, without the leaven of a little doubt? Speaking +as a man for men, I wouldn't put them to the test. No, dear lady, I +hardly think you are going to be so silly. Now let us pass on to +something of greater moment than the letters. Did you think I had +nothing else to urge upon you?" + +"What, more?" said she, derisively. "I don't think I understand." + +"I am sure you don't. Permit me, then, to enlighten you." He paused a +moment, as if to reflect. Then, impressively: + +"Hitherto, Miss Eustis, you have had the very button on Fortune's +cap," he told her. "Suppose, however, that fickle goddess chose to +whisk herself off bodily, and left you--_you_, mind you! to face the +ugly realities of poverty, and poverty under a cloud?" And while she +stared at him blankly, he asked: "What do you know of your father's +affairs?" + +As a matter of fact she knew very little. But something in the deadly +pleasantness of his voice, something in his eyes, startled her. + +"What do you mean, Mr. Hunter?" + +"Ah, now we get down to bedrock: your father's affairs," he said evenly. +"Your father, Miss Eustis, is a very remarkable man, a man with one +idea. In other words, a fanatic. Only a fanatic could accomplish what +Eustis has accomplished. His one idea is the very sound old idea that +people should remain on the land. He starts in to show his people how to +do it successfully. Once started, the work grows like Jonah's gourd. He +becomes a sort of rural white hope. So far, so good. But reclamation +work, experimenting, blooded stock, up-to-the-minute machinery, +labor-saving devices, chemicals, high-priced experts, labor itself, all +that calls for money, plenty of money. Your father's work grew to its +monumental proportions because he'd gotten other men interested in +it--all sorts and conditions of men, but chiefly--and here's at once his +strength and weakness--farmers, planters, small-town merchants and +bankers. They backed him with everything they had--and they haven't +lost--yet. + +"However, there are such things as bad seasons, labor troubles, +boll-weevil, canker, floods, war. He lost ship-loads of cotton. He +lost heavily on rice. Remember those last floods? In some of his +places they wiped the work of years clean off the map. He had to begin +all over, and he had to do it on borrowed money; which in lean and +losing years is expensive. Floods may come and crops may go, but +interest on borrowed money goes on forever. He mortgaged all he could +mortgage, risked everything he could risk, took every chance--and now +everything is at stake with him. + +"Do you realize what it would mean if Eustis went under? A smash to +shake the state! Consider, too, the effect of failure upon the man +himself! He can't fail, though--_if Mr. Inglesby chooses to lend a +hand_. Now do you begin to comprehend?" + +In spite of her distrust, he impressed her profoundly. He did not +over-estimate her father's passionate belief in himself and the value +of his work. If anything, Hunter had slurred the immense influence +Eustis exerted, and the calamitous effect his failure would have upon +the plain people who looked up to him with such unlimited trust. They +would not only lose their money; they would lose something no money +could pay for--their faith. + +"Oh, but that just simply couldn't happen!" said Mary Virginia, and +her chin went up. + +"It could very easily happen. It may happen shortly," he contradicted +politely. "Heavens, girl, don't you know that the Eustis house is +mortgaged to the roof, that Rosemount Plantation is mortgaged from the +front fences to the back ditches? No, I suppose he wouldn't want his +women-folks to know. He thinks he can tide it over. They always +believe they can tide it over, those one-idea chaps. And he could, +too, for he's a born winner, is Eustis. Give him time and a good +season and he'd be up again, stronger than ever." While he spoke he +was taking from a drawer a handful of papers, which he spread out on +the desk. She could see upon all of them a bold clear "_James +Eustis_." + +"One place mortgaged to prop up another, and that in turn mortgaged to +save a third. Like links in a chain. Any chain is only as strong as +its weakest link, remember. And we've got the links. Look at these, +please." He laid before her two or three slips of paper. Mary +Virginia's eyes asked for enlightenment. + +"These," explained Hunter, "are promissory notes. You will see that +some of them are about due--and the amounts are considerable." + +"Oh! And _he_ had to do that?" + +"Of course. What else could he do? We kept a very close watch since we +got the first inkling that things were not breaking right for him. Mr. +Inglesby's own interests are pretty extensive--and we set them to +work. It wasn't hard to manage, after things began to shape: a word +here, a hint there, an order somewhere else; and once or twice, of +course, a bit of pressure was brought to bear, in obdurate instances. +But the man with money is always the man with the whip hand. Eustis +got the help he had to have--and presently we got these. All perfectly +legitimate, all in the course of the day's work. + +"Now, promissory notes are dangerous instruments should a holder +desire to use them dangerously. Mr. Inglesby could give Eustis an +extension of time, or he could demand full payment and immediately +foreclose. You see, it's entirely optional with Mr. Inglesby." And he +leaned back in his chair, perfectly self-possessed, entirely at his +ease, and waited for her to speak. + +"You could do that--anybody could do that--to my father?" she was +only half-convinced. + +"I assure you we can send him under--with a lot of other men's money +tied around his neck to keep him down." + +"But even you would hesitate to do a thing like that!" + +"All is fair," said Hunter, "in love and war." + +"_Fair_?" + +"Legitimate, then." + +"But if he is in Mr. Inglesby's way and in his power at the same time, +why not remove him in the ordinary course of business? Why drag in me +and my letters?" + +"Why? Because it's the letters that enable us to reach _you_. My dear +girl, Mr. Inglesby doesn't really give a hang whether Eustis sinks or +swims. He'd as lief back him as not, for in the long run it's good +business to back a winner. But it's _you_ he's playing for, and on +that count all is fish that comes to his net. _Now_ do you begin to +see?" + +Mary Virginia began to see. She looked at the unruffled man before her +a bit wonderingly. + +"And what do _you_ get out of this?" she asked, unexpectedly. "Mr. +Inglesby is to get me, I am to get his money and a package of letters, +my father is to get time to save himself; well then, what do _you_ +get? The pleasure of doing something wrong? Revenge?" + +But Hunter looked at her with cold astonishment. "You surprise me," he +said. "You talk as if you'd been going to see too many of those +insufferable screen-plays that make the proletariat sniffle and the +intelligent swear. I am merely a business man, Miss Eustis, and +attending to this particular affair for my employer is all in the +course of the day's work. I--er--am not in a position to refuse to +obey orders or to be captious, particularly since Mr. Inglesby has +agreed to double my present salary. That in itself is no light +inducement--but I get more. I get Mr. Inglesby's personal backing, +which means an assured future to me; as it will mean to you and your +father, if you have got the sense you were born with. This is +business. Kindly omit melodrama--crude, and not at all your style, +really," he finished, critically. + +"This is nothing short of villainy. And not at all too crude for +_your_ style," said Mary Virginia. + +He laughed good-humoredly. "Bad temper is vastly becoming to you," he +told her. "It gives you a magnificent color." + +And at that Mary Virginia looked at him with eyes in which the shadow +of fear was deepening. Hard as nails, cold as ice, to him she was +merely a means to an end. He did not even hate her. The guillotine +does not hate those whom it decapitates, either; none the less it +takes off their heads once they get in the way of the descending +knife. + +"I suggest," said Hunter, rising, "that you go home now and think the +matter over carefully. Weigh what you and your father stand to gain +against what you stand to lose. I do not press you for an immediate +decision. You shall have a reasonable time for consideration." It was +a threat and a command, thinly veiled. + +All that night, unable to sleep, she did think the matter over +carefully; she turned and twisted it about and about and saw it now +from this angle and now from that; and the more she studied it in all +its bearings the worse it grew. There was no escape from it. + +Suppose, although she knew she could never, never hope to +satisfactorily explain them, she nevertheless told her father about +those letters and the part they were to be made play, now that his own +affairs had reached a crisis? She could fancy herself telling him that +he must shield himself behind her skirts if he would save himself from +ruin. That ... to James Eustis! + +Suppose that the Carolina trigger-finger slipped, as Hunter had +nonchalantly admitted might happen: what then? But it is the woman in +the case who always suffers the most and the longest; it is the woman, +always, who pays the greater price. Her fears magnified the imagined +evil, her pride was crucified. + +What tortured her most was that they were actually making her party to +a wreck that could easily be averted. Hunter had admitted that Eustis +could weather the storm, if he were given time. Oh, to gain time for +him, then! And she lay there, staring into the dark with wet eyes. How +could she help him, she who was also snared? + +And in desperation she hit upon a forlorn hope. She dared not speak +out openly to anybody, she dared not flatly refuse Inglesby's +pretensions, for that would be to invite the avalanche. What she +proposed to herself was to hold him off as long as she could. She +would not be definite until the last possible minute. Always there was +the chance that by some miracle of mercy Eustis might be able to meet +those notes when they fell due. Let him do that, and she would then +tell him everything. But not now. He was bearing too much, without +that added burden. + +It cost her a supreme effort to face the situation as it affected +herself and Laurence. Life without Laurence! The bare thought of it +tested her heart and showed her how inalienably it belonged to him. +But under all his lovingness and his boyishness, Laurence had a +sternness, a ruggedness as adamantine as one of Cromwell's Iron-sides. +With him to know would be to act. Well--he mustn't know. It terrified +her to think of just what might happen, if Laurence knew. + +Under the circumstances there seemed but one course open to her--to +give up Laurence, and that without explanations. For his own sake she +had to keep silent--just as Hunter had known she would. What Laurence +must think of her, even the loss of his affection and respect, would +be part of the price paid for having been a fool. + +In the most unobtrusive manner they kept in touch with her. Hunter had +so adroitly wirepulled, and so deftly softened and toned down +Inglesby's crudities, that Mrs. Eustis had become the latter's open +champion. Condescending and patronizing, she liked the importance of +lending a very rich man her social countenance. She insisted that he +was misunderstood. Men of great fortunes are always misunderstood. +Nobody considers it a virtue to be charitable to the rich--they save +all their charity for the poor, who as often as not are undeserving, +and are generally insanitary as well. Mrs. Eustis thanked her heavenly +Father she was a woman of larger vision, and never thought ill of a +man just because he happened to be a millionaire. Millionaires have +got souls, she hoped? And hearts? Mrs. Eustis said she knew Mr. +Inglesby's noble heart, my dear, whether others did or not. + +Compelled to apparently jilt Laurence, Mary Virginia sank deeper and +deeper into the slough of despond. A terror of Inglesby's power, as of +something supernatural, was growing upon her, a terror almost childish +in its intensity. He had begun to occupy the niche vacated by the +Boogerman her Dah had threatened her with in her nursery. She could +barely conceal this terror, save that an instinct warned her that to +let him know she feared him would be fatal. And she felt for him a +physical repulsion strong enough to be nauseating. + +The fact that she disdained and perhaps even disliked him and made no +effort to conceal her feelings, did not in the least ruffle his bland +complacency nor affront his pride. He knew that not even an Inglesby +could hope to find a Mary Virginia more than once in a lifetime, and +the haughtier she was the more she pleased him; it added to his +innate sense of power, and this in itself endeared her to him +inexpressibly. + +But as the girl still held out stubbornly, trying to evade the final +word that would force a climax disastrous any way she viewed it, +Inglesby's patience was exhausted. He was determined to make her come +to terms by the word of her own mouth, and he had no doubt that her +final word must be Yes; perhaps a Yes reluctant enough, but +nevertheless one to which he meant to hold her. + +To make that final demand more impressive, Hunter was not entrusted +with the interview. Hunter may have been doubtful as to the wisdom of +this, but Inglesby could no longer forego the delight of dealing with +Mary Virginia personally. On the Saturday night, then, Mrs. Eustis +being absent, Mr. Inglesby, manicured, massaged, immaculate, shaven +and shorn, called in person; and not daring to refuse, Mary Virginia +received him, wondering if for her the end of the world had not come. + +He made a mistake, for Mary Virginia had her back against the wall, +literally waiting for the Eustis roof to fall. But he could not forego +the pleasure of witnessing her pride lower its crest to him. He did +not relish a go-between, even such a successful one as his secretary. +He had made up his mind that she should have until to-morrow night, +Sunday, to come to a decision--just that long, and not another hour. +He was not getting younger; he wanted to marry, to found a great +establishment as whose mistress Mary Virginia should shine. And she +was making him lose time. + +What Inglesby succeeded in doing was to bring her terror to a head, +and to fill her with a sick loathing of him. Under the smooth +protestations, the promises, the threats veiled with hateful and oily +smiles, the man himself was revealed: crude, brutal, dominant, +ruthless, a male animal bull-necked and arrogant, with small eyes, +wide nostrils, cruel moist lips, sensual fat white hands she hated. +And he was so sure of her! Mary Virginia found herself smarting under +that horrible sureness. + +Perfectly at his ease, inclined to be familiar and jocose, he looked +insolently about the lovely old room that had never before held such a +suitor for a daughter of that house. Watching her with the complacent +eyes of an accepted lover, assuming odious airs of proprietorship such +as made one wish to throttle him, he was in no hurry to go. It seemed +to her that black and withering years rolled over her head before he +could bring himself to rise to take his departure. Death could hardly +be colder to a mortal than she had been to this man all the evening, +and yet it had not disconcerted him in the least! + +He stood for a moment regarding her with the eyes of possession. "And +to think that to-morrow night I shall have the right to openly claim +you as my promised wife!" he exulted. "You can't realize what it means +to a man to be able to say to the world that the most beautiful woman +in it is his!" + +Directly in front of her hung the portrait of the founder of the house +in Carolina, the cavalier who had fled to the new world when Charles +Stuart's head fell in the old one. It was a fine and proud face, the +eyes frank and brave, the mouth firm and sweet. The girl looked from +it to George Inglesby's, and found herself unable to speak. But as she +stood before him, tall and proud and pale, the loveliness, the +appealing charm of her, went like a strong wine to the man's head. +With a quick and fierce movement he seized her hand and covered it +with hot and hateful kisses. + +At the touch of his lips cold horror seized her. She dragged her hand +free and waved him back with a splendid indignation. But Inglesby was +out of hand; he had taken the bit between his teeth, and now he +bolted. + +"Do you think I'm made of stone?" he bellowed, and the mask slipped +altogether. There was no hypocrisy about Inglesby now; this was +genuine. "Well, I'm not! I'm a man, a flesh-and-blood man, and I'm +crazy for you--and you're _mine_! You're _mine_, and you might just as +well face the music and get acquainted with me, first as last. +Understand? + +"I'm not such a bad sort--what's the matter with me, anyhow? Why ain't +I good enough for you or any other woman? Suppose I'm not a young +whippersnapper with his head full of nonsense and his pockets full of +nothing, can the best popinjay of them all do for you what _I_ can? +Can any of 'em offer you what _I_ can offer? Let him try to: I'll +raise his bid! + +"Here--don't you stand there staring at me as if I'd tried to slit +your throat just because I've kissed your hand. Suppose I did? Why +shouldn't I kiss your hand if I want to? It's my hand, when all's said +and done, and I'll kiss it again if I feel like it. No, no, beauty, I +won't, not if it's going to make you look at me like that! Why, queen, +I wouldn't frighten you for worlds! I love you too much to want to do +anything but please you. I'd do anything, everything, just to please +you, to make you like me! You'll believe that, won't you?" And he +held out his hands with a supplicating and impassioned gesture. + +"Why can't we be friends? Try to be friends with me, Mary Virginia! +You would, if you only knew how much I love you. Why, I've loved you +ever since that first day I saw you, after you'd come back home. I was +going into the bank, and I turned, and there you were! You had on a +gray dress, and you wore violets, a big bunch of them. I can smell +them yet. God! It was all up with me! I was crazy about you from the +start, and it's been getting worse and worse ... worse and worse! + +"You don't know all I mean to do for you, beauty! I'm going to give +you this little old world to play with. Nothing's too good for _you_. +Look at me! I'm not an old man yet--I've only just _begun_ to make +money for you. Now be a little kind to me. You've got to marry me, you +know. Look here: you kiss me good-night, just once, of your own free +will, and I swear you shall have anything under the sky you ask me +for. Do you want a string of pearls that will make yours look like a +child's playpretty? I'll hang a million dollars around that white +throat of yours!" + +But there came into the girl's eyes that which gave him pause. They +stood staring at each other; and slowly the wine-dark flush faded from +his face and left him livid. Little dents came about his nose, and his +lips puckered as if the devil had pinched them together. + +"No?" said he thickly, and his jaw hardened, and his eyes narrowed +under his square forehead. "No? You won't, eh? Too fine and proud? My +lady, you'll learn to kiss me when I tell you to, and glad enough of +the chance, before you and I finish with each other! Why, you--I--Oh, +good God! Why do you rouse the devil in me, when I only want to be +friends with you?" + +But she, with a ghastly face, turned swiftly and with her head held +high walked out of the room, passed through the wide hall, and +ascended the stairs, without even bidding him goodnight. Let him take +his dismissal as he would--she could stand no more! + +Once in her own room, Mary Virginia dismissed Nancy for the night. She +had to be alone, and the colored woman was an irrepressible magpie. +Furiously she scrubbed her hands, as if to remove the taint of his +touch. That he had dared! Her teeth chattered. She could barely save +herself from screaming aloud. She bathed her face, dashed some toilet +water over herself, and fell into a chair, limp and unnerved. + +_One day!_ + +She was facing the end and she knew it. Because she had to say No. She +had never for one minute admitted to herself the possibility of her +own surrender. She could give up Laurence, since she had to; but she +could not accept Inglesby. Anything rather than that! At the most, all +she had hoped was to evade that final No until the last moment, in +order to give Eustis what poor respite she could. Only her great love +for him had enabled her to do that much. And it had not helped. When +she thought of the wreck that must come, she beat her hands together, +softly, in sheer misery. It was like standing by and watching some +splendid ship being pounded to pieces on the rocks. + +Only her innate bravery and her real and deep religious instinct saved +her from altogether sinking into inertia and despair. She _had_ to +arouse herself. Other women had faced situations equally as impossible +and unbearable as hers, and the best of them had not allowed +themselves to be whipped into tame and abject submission. Even at the +worst they had snatched the great chance to live their own lives in +their own way. As for her, surely there must be some way out of this +snarl, some immediate way that led to honorable freedom, even without +hope. But how and where was she to find any way open to her, between +now and to-morrow night? + +On her dressing table, with a handful of trinkets upon it, lay the +tray that the Butterfly Man had sent her when she was graduated. Chin +in hands, Mary Virginia stared absently enough at the brightly colored +butterflies she had been told to remember were messengers bearing on +their wings the love of the Parish House people. Why--why--of course! +The Parish House people! They had blamed her, because they hadn't +understood. But if she were to ask the Parish House people for any +help within their power, she could be sure of receiving it without +stint. + +If she could get to the Parish House without anybody knowing where she +was, Inglesby and Hunter would be balked of that interview to-morrow +night. The worst was going to happen anyhow, but if she couldn't save +herself from anything else, at least she could save herself from +facing them alone. To be able to do that, she would go now, in the +middle of the night, and tell the Padre everything. Unnerved as she +was, she couldn't face the hours between now and to-morrow morning +here, by herself. She had to get to the Parish House. + +It was then after eleven. Nancy having been dismissed for the night, +she had no fear of being interrupted. She made her few preparations, +switched off the light, and sat down to wait until she could be sure +that all the servants were abed, and the streets deserted. She felt as +if she were a forlorn castaway upon a pinpoint of land, with +immeasurable dark depths upon either side. + +The midnight express screeched and was gone. She switched on the light +for a last look about her pretty, pleasant room. There was a snapshot +of the Parish House people upon her mantel, and she nodded to it, +gravely, before she once more plunged the room into darkness. + +Noiselessly she slipped downstairs and let herself out. The midnight +air was bitingly cold, but she did not feel it. With one handsatchel +holding all she thought she could honestly lay claim to, Mary Virginia +turned her back upon the home that had sheltered her all her life, but +that wouldn't be able to shelter its own people much longer, because +Inglesby was going to take it away from them. It made her wince to +think of him as master under that roof. The old house deserved a +happier fate. + +At best the Parish House could be only a momentary stopping-place. +What lay beyond she didn't know. What her fate held further of evil +she couldn't guess. But at least, she thought, it would be in her own +hands. It wasn't. Unexpectedly and mercifully was it put into the +abler and stronger hands of the Butterfly Man. + + +Now, that night Flint had found himself unable to work. He was +unaccountably depressed. He couldn't read; even the Bible, opened at +his favorite John, hadn't any comfort for him. He shoved the book +aside, snatched hat and overcoat, and fled to his refuge the healing +out-of-doors. + +He trudged the country roads for awhile, then turned toward town, +intending to pass by the Eustis house. It wasn't the first time he had +passed the Eustis house at night of late, and just to see it asleep in +the midst of its gardens steadied him and made him smile at the vague +fears he entertained. + +He was almost up to the gate when a girl emerged from it, and he +stiffened in his tracks, for it was Mary Virginia. A second later, and +they stood face to face. + +"Don't be alarmed, it is I, Flint," he said in his quiet voice. And +then he asked directly: "Why are you out alone at this hour? Where are +you going?" + +"To--to the Parish House," she stammered. She was greatly startled by +his sudden appearance. + +"Exactly," said the Butterfly Man, with meaning, and relieved her of +her satchel. He asked no questions, offered no comments; but as +quickly as he could he got her to his own rooms, put Kerry on guard, +and ran for help. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +ST. STANISLAUS CROOKS HIS ELBOW + + +Mary Virginia's voice trailed into silence and she sank back into her +chair, staring somberly at the fire. Her face marked with tears, the +long braids of her hair over her shoulders, she looked so like a sad +and chidden child that the piteousness of her would have moved and +melted harder hearts than ours. + +The Butterfly Man had listened without an interruption. He sat leaning +slightly forward, knees crossed, the left arm folded to support the +elbow of the right, and his chin in his cupped right hand. His eyes +had the piercing clear directness of an eagle's; they burned with an +unwavering pale flame. Shrewder far than I, he saw the great advantage +of knowing the worst, of at last thoroughly understanding Hunter and +Inglesby and the motives which moved them. He had, too, a certain +tolerance. These two had merely acted according to their lights; he +had not expected any more or less, therefore he was not surprised now +into an undue condemnation. + +But the fighting instinct rose rampant in me. My hands are De Rance +hands, the hands of soldiers as well as of priests, and they itched +for a weapon, preferably a sword. Horrified and astonished, +suffocating with anger, I had no word at command to comfort this +victim of abominable cunning. Indeed, what could I say; what could I +do? I looked helplessly at the Butterfly Man, and the stronger man +looked back at me, gravely and impassively. + +"But what is to be done?" I groaned. + +He seemed to know, for he said at once: + +"Call Madame. Tell her to bring some extra wraps. I am going to take +Mary Virginia home, and Madame will go with us." + +"But why shouldn't she stay here?" + +"Because she'd better be at home to-morrow morning, parson. We're not +supposed to know anything of her affairs, and I'd rather she didn't +appear at the Parish House. Also, she needs sleep right now more than +she needs anything else, and one sleeps better in one's own bed. +Madame will see that she goes to hers and stays there." + +I was perfectly willing to commit the affair into John Flint's hands. +But Mary Virginia demurred. + +"No. I want to stay here! I don't want to go home, Padre." + +Flint shook his head. "I'm sorry," he said mildly, "but I'm going to +take you home." He looked so inexorable that Mary Virginia shrugged +her shoulders. + +"Oh, all right, Mr. Flint, I'll go," said she. "What difference does +it make? I'll even go to bed--as I'm told." And she added in a tone of +indescribable bitterness: "I have read that men lie down and sleep +peacefully the night before they are hanged. Well, I suppose they +could: they hadn't anything but death to face on the morrow, but I--" +and she caught her breath. + +"Why not take it for granted to-night that you'll be looked after +to-morrow?" suggested Flint. "Mary Virginia, nothing's ever so bad as +it's going to be." + +"Oh, yes, I'll be looked after to-morrow!" said she, bitingly. "Mr. +Inglesby will see to that!" She covered her face with her hands. + +"Oh, I don't know!" The Butterfly Man shut his mouth on the words like +a knife. "Inglesby may think he's going to, but somehow _I_ think he +won't." + +"Ah!" said she scornfully. "Perhaps _you'll_ be able to stop him?" + +"Perhaps," he agreed. "If I don't, somebody or something else will. +It's very unlucky to be too lucky too long. You see, everybody's got +to get what's coming to them, and it generally comes hardest when +they've tied themselves up to the notion they're It. Somehow I fancy +Mr. Inglesby's due to come considerable of a cropper around about +now." + +"Between now and to-morrow night?" she wondered, with sad contempt. + +"Why not? Anything can happen between a night and a night." He looked +at her with shrewd appreciation: "You have taken yourself so +seriously," said he, "that you've pretty nearly muddled yourself into +being tragic. Those fellows knew who they were dealing with when they +tackled _you_. They could bet the limit you'd never tell. So long as +you didn't tell, so long as they had nobody but you to deal with, they +had you where they wanted you. But now maybe things might happen that +haven't been printed in the program." + +"What things?" she mocked somberly. + +"I don't know, yet," he admitted, "But I do know there is always a +way out of everything except the grave. The thing is to find the right +way. That's up to the Padre and me. Parson, would you mind going after +Madame now, please? The sooner we go the better." + +Have I not said my mother is the most wonderful of women? I waked her +in the small hours with the startling information that Mary Virginia +was downstairs in John Flint's workroom, and that she herself must +dress and accompany her home. And my mother, though she looked her +stark bewilderment, plagued me with no questions. + +"She is in great trouble, and she needs you. Hurry." + +Madame slid out of her bed and reached for her neatly folded garments. + +"Wait in the hall, Armand; I will be with you in ten minutes." And she +was, wrapped and hatted. + +Once in the workroom, she cast a deep and searching woman-glance at +the pale girl in the chair. Her face was so sweet with motherliness +and love and pity, and that profound comprehension the best women show +to each other, that I felt my throat contract. Gathered into Madame's +embrace, Mary Virginia clung to her old friend dumbly. Madame had but +one question: + +"My child, have you told John Flint and my son what this trouble of +yours is?" + +"Yes; I had to, I had to!" + +"Thank the good God for that!" said my mother piously. "Now we will go +home, dearest, and you can sleep in peace--you have nothing more to +worry about!" + +The clasp of the comforting arms, the sweet serenity of the mild eyes, +and above all the little lady's perfect confidence, aroused Mary +Virginia out of her torpor. She felt that she no longer stood alone +at the mercy of the merciless. Bundled in the wraps my mother had +provided, she paused at the door. + +"I think you will forgive me any trouble I may cause you, because I am +sure all of you love me. And whatever comes, I will be brave enough to +face and to bear it. Padre, dear Padre, you understand, don't you?" + +"My child, my darling child, I understand." + +"I'll be back in half an hour, parson," the Butterfly Man remarked +meaningly. Then the three melted into the night. + +Left alone, I was far from sharing Madame's simple faith in our +ability to untangle this miserable snarl. I knew now the temper of the +men we had to deal with. I also understood that in cases like this the +Southern trigger-finger is none too steady. Seen from a certain point +of view, if ever men deserved an unconditional and thorough killing, +these two did. Yet this homicidal specter turned me cold, for Mary +Virginia's sake. + +For Eustis himself I could see nothing but ruin ahead, but I wished +passionately to help the dear girl who had come to me in her stress. +But what was one to do? How should one act? + +I sat there dismally enough, my chin sunk upon my breast; for as a +plotter, a planner, a conspirator, I am a particularly hopeless +failure. I have no sense of intrigue, and the bare idea of plotting +reduces me to stupefaction. + +Perhaps because I am a priest by instinct, I always discover in myself +the instant need of prayer when confronted by the unusual and the +difficult. I have prayed over seemingly hopeless problems in my time +and I think I have been led to a clear solution of many of them. +Major Cartwright insists that this is merely because I bring desire +and will to bear upon a given point and so release an irresistible +natural force. He says prayer is as much a science as, say, +mathematics--such and such its units, and such and such its fixed +results. Well, maybe so. All I know is that when I beseech aid I think +I receive it. + +So I ran over to the church and let myself in. I felt that at least +for a few minutes I must kneel before the altar and implore help for +her who was like my own child to me. + +The empty church was quite black save for the sanctuary lamp and the +little red votive lights burning before the statues of the saints and +of our Lady. All these many little lights only cast the veriest ghosts +of brightness upon the darkness, but the white altar was revealed by +the larger glow of the sanctuary lamp. There it shone with a mild and +pure luster, unfailing, calm, steady, burning through the night, the +sign and symbol of that light of Love which cannot fail, but burns and +burns and burns forever and forever before an altar that is the +infinite universe itself. + +My little-faith, my ready-to-halt faith, raised its head above the +encompassing waters; the wild turmoil and torment died away: ... after +the earthquake and the fire and the whirlwind, the still small +voice.... + +Then I, to whom life at best can only be working and waiting, was for +a space able to pray for her to whom life should be "_as the light of +the morning, when the sun riseth, even a clear morning without clouds; +and as the tender grass by clear shining after rain_." I remembered +her as she had first come to me, a little loving child to fill my +empty heart, the poor clay heart that cannot even hold fast to the +love of God but by these frail all-powerful ties of simple human +affection. And when I thought of her now, so young and so sore-beset, +a bird caught in the snare of the fowler, I beat my breast for pity +and for grief. Oh, how should I help her, how! + +I turned my head, and there stood St. Stanislaus upon his pedestal, +the memorial lights flickering upon his long robe, his smooth boy's +face, his sheaf of lilies. I regarded him rather absently. Something +stirred in my consciousness; something I always had to remember in +connection with St. Stanislaus.... + +Across my mind as across a screen flashed a series of pictures--a +mangled tramp carried into the Parish House, my mother watching with a +concerned and shocked face, and the hall mud-stained by the trampling +feet of the clumsy bearers; the shaggy Poles, caps off, turning over +to me as to high authority the heavy oilskin package they had found; I +opening that package later and standing amazed and startled before its +contents; and that same package, hidden under my cassock, carried over +to the church and placed for security and secrecy in the keeping of +the little saint. Well, that had been quite right; there had been +nothing else to do; one had to be secret and careful when one had in +one's keeping the tools of that notorious burglar, Slippy McGee. + +Small wonder that I did not connect those pictures with the fate of +Mary Virginia Eustis! No, I did not immediately grasp their tremendous +bearing upon the petitions I was repeating. And all the while, with a +dull insistence, an enraging persistence, they flickered before the +eyes of my memory--the Poles, the screaming cursing tramp; +Westmoreland pondering aloud as to why he had been permitted to save +so apparently worthless a life; and the little saint hiding from the +eyes of men all traces of lost Slippy McGee. Nor, more curiously yet, +did I connect them with the Butterfly Man. The Butterfly Man was +somebody else altogether, another and a different person, a man of +whom even one's secretest thoughts were admiring and respectful. He +was so far removed from the very shadow of such things as these, that +it did one's conscience a sort of violence to think of him in +connection with them. I tried to dismiss the memories from my mind. I +wished to concentrate wholly upon the problem of Mary Virginia. + +And then that mysterious, hidden self-under-self that lives in us far, +far beneath thought and instinct and conscience and heredity and even +consciousness itself, rose to the surface with a message: + +_Slippy McGee had been the greatest cracksman in all America...._ +"Honest to God, skypilot, I can open any box made, easy as easy!" ... +_And even as his tools were hidden in St. Stanislaus, Slippy McGee +himself was hidden in John Flint_. + +Recoiling, I clung to the altar railing. What dreadful thing was I +contemplating, what fearful temptation was assailing me, here under +the light of the sanctuary lamp? I looked reproachfully at St. +Stanislaus, as if that seraphic youth had betrayed my confidence. I +suspected him of being too anxious to rid himself of the ambiguous +trust imposed upon him without so much as a by-your-leave. Perhaps he +was secretly irked at the use to which his painted semblance had been +put, and seized this first opportunity to extricate himself from a +position in which the boldest saint of them all might well hesitate to +find himself. + +I began to consider John Flint as he was, the work he had +accomplished, the splendid structure of that life slowly and +laboriously made over and lived so cleanly in the light of day. Not +only had that old evil personality been sloughed off like a larval +skin; he had come forth from it another creature, a being lovable, +wise, tender, full of charm. Even the hint of melancholy that was +becoming more and more a part of him endeared him to others, for the +broader and brighter the light into which he was steadily mounting, +the more marked and touching was this softening shadow. + +And I who had been the _accoucheur_ of his genius, I who had watched +and prayed and ministered beside the cradle of his growth, was I of +all men to threaten his overthrow? Alas, what madness was upon me that +I was evoking before the very altar the grim ghost of Slippy McGee? + +There passed before me in procession the face of Laurence with all its +boyish bloom stripped from it and the glory of its youth vanished; and +the bowed and humbled head of James Eustis, one of the large and noble +souls of this world; and the innocent beauty of Mary Virginia, +wistfully appealing; followed them the beautiful ruthless face of +Hunter, dazzlingly blonde, gold-haired as Baldur; and the piglike eyes +and heavy jowl of Inglesby, brutally dominant; and then the dear +whimsical visage of the Butterfly Man himself. They passed; and I fell +to praying, with a sort of still desperation, for all of us. + +And all the while the steady and rosy light of the sanctuary lamp fell +upon me, and the little lights flickered before the silent saints. I +took myself in hand, forced myself into self-control. I did not +minimize one risk nor slur one danger. I knew exactly what was at +stake. And having done this, I decided upon my course: + +"If he has thought of this himself, then I will help. But if he has +not, I will not suggest it, no, no matter what happens." + +I told myself I would say ten more Hailmarys, and I said them, with an +Ourfather at the end. And without further praying I got to my feet. +The church seemed to be full of breathless whisperings, as if it +watched and listened while I moved over to Stanislaus and tipped him +backward. He is a rather heavy and sizable boy for all his saintly +slimness. Up in the hollow inside, in the crook of his arm, lay the +oilskin package he had kept these long years through, waiting for +to-night. + +"If ever you prayed for mortals in peril, pray, for the love of God, +for all of us this night!" I told him. And with the package in a fold +of my cassock I went back across the dark garden and let myself into +the Butterfly Man's rooms, and was hardly inside the door when he +himself returned. + +"Didn't meet a soul. And they got in without waking anybody in the +house," said he complacently, rubbing his hands before the fire. "I +waited until they showed a light upstairs. She's all right, now +Madame's with her." + +"Have you--have you thought of anything--any way, John?" I quavered, +and wondered if he heard my heart dunting against my ribs. + +"Why, I've thought that she's got until to-morrow night to come to +terms," said he, and turned to face me. "And she can't accept them. +Nobody could--that is, not a girl like her. As for Inglesby, he might +push Eustis under, but he wouldn't have been so cocksure of _her_ if +it wasn't for those letters. She's been afraid of what might happen if +Eustis or Laurence found out about them--somebody ran the risk of +being put to bed with a shovel. There's where they had her. A bit +unbearable to think of, isn't it?" He spoke so mildly that I looked up +with astonishment and some disappointment. + +"Why," said I, ruefully, "if that's as far as you've gone, we are +still at the starting point." + +"No need to go farther and fare worse, parson," said he, equably. "I +saw that the first minute I could see anything but red. Yet do you +know, when she was telling us about it, I thought like a fool of +everything but the right thing, from sandbagging and shanghaing +Inglesby, down to holding up Hunter with an automatic? + +"When I got my reason on straight, I went back to the starting +point--the letters, parson, the letter in the safe in Hunter's office. +Given the letters she'd be free--the one thing Inglesby doesn't want +to happen. We've got to have those letters." + +My mouth was parched as with fever and I saw him through a blur. + +"I don't know," he went on, "if you agree with me, parson, but to my +mind the best way to fight the devil is with fire. What did you do +with those tools?" + +"_Tools?_" in a dry whisper. "_Tools_, John?" + +"Tools. Kit. Layout. You had them. Could you put your hand on them in +a hurry to-night? Don't stare so, man! And for the Lord's love don't +you tell me you destroyed them! What did you do with my tools?" + +The four winds roared in my ears, and one lifted the hair on my scalp, +as if the Rider on the Pale Horse had passed by. By way of reply I +placed a heavy package on the table before him, slumped into my chair, +and covered my face with my hands. Oh, Stanislaus, little saint, what +had we done between us to-night to the Butterfly Man? + +When I looked up again he had risen. With his hands gripping the edge +of the table until the knuckles showed white, and his neck stretched +out, he was staring with all his eyes. A low whistle escaped him. +Wonder, incredulity, a sort of ironic amusement, and a growing, +iron-jawed determination, expressed themselves in his changing +countenance. Once or twice he wet his lips and swallowed. Then he sat +down again, deliberately, and fixed upon me a long and somewhat +disconcerting stare, as if he were rearranging and tabulating his +estimate of Father Armand Jean De Rance. He took his head in his +hands, and with slitted eyes considered the immediate course of action +to which the possession of that package committed him. One surmised +that he was weighing and providing for every possible contingency. + +Tentatively he spread out his fine hands, palms uppermost, and flexed +them; then, turning them, he laid them flat upon the table and again +spread out his fingers. They were notable hands--shapely, supple, +strong as steel, the thin-skinned fingertips as delicate and sensitive +of touch as the antennae he was used to handling. They were even more +capable than of old, because of the exquisite work they had been +trained to accomplish, work to which only the most skilled lapidary's +is comparable. Apparently satisfied, he drew the bundle toward him. +Before he opened it he lifted those cool, blue, and ironic eyes to +mine; and I am sure I was by far the paler and more shaken of the two. + +"They were in the crook of St. Stanislaus' arm." I tried to keep my +voice steady. "I was praying--when you were gone." Somehow, I did not +find it easy to explain to him. "And ... I remembered.... And I +brought them with me ... so in case you also ... remembered--" I could +go no further. I broke into a sort of groaning cry: "Oh, John, John! +My son, my son!" + +"Steady!" said he. "Of course you remembered, parson. It's the only +way. Didn't I tell her there's always a way out? Well, here it is!" +His funny, twisted smile came to his lips; it twisted the heart in my +breast. No thought of himself, of what this thing might mean to him, +seemed to cross his mind. + +"I prayed," said I, almost sobbing, "I prayed. And, John, there stood +St. Stanislaus--" I stopped again, choking. + +He nodded, understandingly. He was methodically spreading out the not +unbeautiful instruments. And as he picked them up one by one, handling +them with his strong and expert fingers and testing each with a +hawk-eyed scrutiny, a most curious and subtle change stole over the +Butterfly Man. + +I felt as if I were witnessing the evocation of something superhuman. +Horrified and fascinated, I saw what might be called the apotheosis +of Slippy McGee, so far above him was it, come back and subtly and +awfully blend with my scientist. It was as if two strong and powerful +individualities had deliberately joined forces to forge a more vital +being than either, since the training, knowledge, skill and intellect +of both would be his to command. If such a man as _this_ ever stepped +over the deadline he would not be merely "the slickest cracksman in +America"; he would be one of the master criminals of the earth. I +fancy he must have felt this intoxicating new access of power, for +there emanated from him something of a fierce and exalted delight. A +potentiality, as yet neither good nor evil, he suggested a spiritual +and physical dynamo. + +He gave a tigerish purr of pleasure over the tools, handling them with +the fingers of the artist and admiring them with the eyes of the +connoisseur. "The best I could get. All made to order. Tested blue +steel. I never kicked at the price, and you wouldn't believe me if I +told you what this layout cost in cold cash. But they paid. Good stuff +always pays in the long run. It was lucky I winded the cops on that +last job, or I'd have had to leave them. As it was, I just had time to +grab them up before I hit the trail for the skyline. They don't need +anything but a little rubbing--a saint's elbow must be a snug berth. I +wish I had some juice, though." + +"Juice?" + +"Nitroglycerine," very gently, as to a child. "It does not make very +much noise and it saves time when you're in a hurry--as you generally +are, in this business," he smiled at me quizzically. "Not that one +can't get along without it." The swift fingers paused for a fraction +of a second to give a steel drill an affectionate pat. "I used to know +one of the best ever, who never used anything but a particular drill, +a pet bit, and his ear. Somebody snitched though, so the last I heard +of him he was doing a twenty-year stretch. Pity, too. He was an artist +in his line, that fellow. And his taste in neckties I have never seen +equaled." The Butterfly Man's voice, evenly pitched and pleasantly +modulated, a cultivated voice, was quite casual. + +He gathered his tools together and replaced them in the old worn case. +"Wonder if that safe is a side-bolt?" he mused. "Most likely. I dare +say it's only the average combination. A one-armed yegg could open +most of the boxes in this town with a tin button-hook. Anyhow, it +would have to be a new-laid lock _I_ couldn't open. If he's left the +letters in the safe we're all right--so here's hoping he has. I +certainly don't want to go to his room unless I have to. Hunter's not +the sort to sit on his hands, and I'm not feeling what you'd call real +amiable." + +A glance at his face, with little glinting devil-lights shining far +back in his eyes, set me to babbling: + +"Oh, no, no, no, no, that would never do! God forbid that you should +go to his rooms! He must have left them in the safe! He had to leave +them in the safe!" + +"Sure he's left them in the safe: why shouldn't he?" he made light of +my palpable fears. Slipping into his gray overcoat, he pulled on his +felt hat, thrust his hands into his wellworn dogskin gloves, and +picked up the package. Nobody in the world ever looked less like a +criminal than this brown-faced, keen-eyed man with his pleasant +bearing. Why, this was John Flint, the kindly bug-hunter all Appleboro +loved, "that good and kind and Christian man, our brother John Flint, +sometimes known as the Butterfly Man." + +"Now, don't you worry any at all, parson," he was saying. "There's +nothing to be afraid of. I'll take care of myself, and I'll get those +letters if they're in existence. I've got to get them. What else was I +born for, I'd like to know?" + +The question caught me like a lash across the face. + +"You were born," I said violently, "to win an honored name, to do a +work of inestimable value. And you are deliberately and quixotically +risking it, and I allow you to risk it, because a girl's happiness +hangs in the balance! If you are detected it means your own ruin, for +you could never explain away those tools. Yes! You are facing possible +ruin and disgrace. You might have to give up your work for years--have +you considered that? Oh, John Flint, stop a moment, and reflect! There +is nothing in this for you, John, nothing but danger. No, there's +nothing in it for you, except--" + +He held up his hand, with a gesture of dignity and reproach. + +"--except that I get my big chance to step in and save the girl I +happen to love, from persecution and wretchedness, if not worse," said +he simply. "If I can do that, what the devil does it matter what +happens to _me_? You talk about name and career! Man, man, what could +anything be worth to me if I had to know she was unhappy?" + +The tides of emotion rushed over him and flooded his face into a +shining-eyed passion nakedly unashamed and beautiful. And I had +thought him casual, carelessly accepting a risk! + +"Parson," he wondered, "didn't you _know_? No, I suppose it wouldn't +occur to anybody that a man of my sort should love a girl of hers. But +I do. I think I did the first time I ever laid eyes on her, and she a +girl-kid in a red jacket, with curls about her shoulders and a face +like a little new rose in the morning. Remember her eyes, parson, how +blue they were? And how she looked at me, so friendly--_me_, mind you, +as I was! And she handed me a Catocala moth, and she gave me Kerry. +'You're such a good man, Mr. Flint!' says she, and by God, she meant +it! Little Mary Virginia! And she got fast hold of something in me +that was never anybody's but hers, that couldn't ever belong to +anybody but her, no, not if I lived for a thousand years and had the +pick of the earth. + +"It wasn't until she came back, though, that I knew I belonged to her +who could never belong to me. If I was dead at one end of the world +and she dead at the other, we couldn't be any farther apart than life +has put us two who can see and speak to each other every day!" + +"And yet--" he looked at me now and laughed boyishly, "and yet it +isn't for Mayne, that she loves, it isn't for you, nor Eustis, nor any +man but me alone to help her, by being just what I am and what I have +been! Risks? Fail her? _I?_ I couldn't fail her. I'll get those +letters for her to-night, if Hunter has hidden them in the beam of his +eye!" He turned to me with a sudden white glare of ferocity that +appalled me. "I could kill him with my hands," said he, with a quiet +cold deadliness to chill one's marrow, "and Inglesby after him, for +what they've made her endure! When I think of to-night--that brute +daring to touch _her_ with his swine's mouth--I--I--" + +His face was convulsed; but after a moment's fierce struggle the +disciplined spirit conquered. + +"No, there's been enough trouble for her without that, so they're safe +from me, the both of them. I wouldn't do anything to imperil her +happiness to save my own life. She was born to be happy--and she's +going to have her chance. _I'll_ see to that, Mary Virginia!" + +The man seemed to grow, to expand, to tower giant-like before me. Next +to the white heat of this lava-flow of pure feeling, all other loves +lavished upon Mary Virginia during her fortunate life seemed dwarfed +and petty. Beside it Inglesby's furious desire shrunk into a loathsome +thing, small and crawling; and my own affection was only an old +priest's; and even the strong and faithful love of Laurence appeared +pale and boyish in the light of this majestic passion which gave all +and in return asked only the right to serve and to save. + +"_Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm; for +love is strong as death_ ... + +"_Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if +a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would +utterly be contemned_." + +Trying desperately to cling to such rags and tatters of common sense +as I could lay hold upon: + +"There is your duty to yourself," I managed to say. "Yes, yes, one +owes a great duty to oneself and one's work, John. You are risking too +much--name, friends, honor, work, freedom. For God's sake, John, do +not underestimate the danger. You have not had time to consider it." + +"Ho! Listen to the parson preaching self-interest!" he mocked. "He's a +fine one to do that--at this hour of his life!" + +"I tell you you endanger everything," I insisted. I might bring that +package, but at least he shouldn't rush upon the knife unwarned. + +"I know that--I'm no fool. And _I_ tell _you_ it's worth while. +To-night makes me and my whole life worth while, the good and the bad +of it together. Risks? I'll take all that's coming. You stay here and +say some prayers for me, parson, if it makes you feel any better. As +for me, I'm off." + +At that I lost my every last shred of commonplace everyday sanity, and +let myself swing without further reserve into the wild current of the +night. + +"Oh, very well!" said I shrilly. "You will take chances, you will run +risks, _hein?_ My friend, you do not stir out of this house this night +without _me_!" He stared, as well he might, but I folded my arms and +stared back. Let him leave me, bent on such an errand? I to sit at +home idly, awaiting the issue, whatever it might be? + +"I mean it, John Flint. I am going with you. Was it not I, then, who +saved those tools and had them ready to your hand? Whatever happens to +you now happens to me as well. It is quite useless for you to argue, +to scowl, to grind the teeth, to swear like that. And it will be +dangerous to try to trick me: I am going!" + +For he was protesting, violently and profanely. His profanity was so +sincere, so earnest, so heartfelt, that it mounted into heights of +real eloquence. Also, he did everything but knock me down and lock me +indoors. + +"Whatever happens to you happens to me," I repeated doggedly, and I +was not to be moved. I had a hazy notion that somehow my being with +him might protect him in case of any untoward happening, and minimize +his risks. + +I ran into his bedroom and clapped his best hat on my head, leaving my +biretta on his bed; and I put on his new dark overcoat over my +cassock. Both the borrowed garments were too big for me, the hat +coming down over my ears, the coat-sleeves over my hands. I being as +thin as a peeled willow-wand, and the clothes hanging upon me as on a +clothes-rack, I dare say I cut a sad and ludicrous figure enough. +Flint, standing watching me with his burglarious bundle under his arm, +gave an irrepressible chuckle and his eyes crinkled. + +"Parson," said he solemnly, "I've seen all sorts and sizes and colors +and conditions of crooks, up and down the line, in my time and +generation, but take it from me you're a libel and an outrage on the +whole profession. Why, you crazy he-angel, you'd break their hearts +just to look at you!" And he grinned. At a moment like that, he +grinned, with a sort of gay and light-hearted _diablerie_. They are a +baffling and inexplicable folk, the Irish. I suppose God loves the +Irish because He doesn't really know how else to take them. + +"It will break my own heart, and possibly my mother's and Mary +Virginia's will break to keep it company, if anything evil happens to +you this night," said I, severely. I was in no grinning humor, me. + +He reached over and carefully buttoned, with one hand, the too-big +collar about my throat. For a moment, with that odd, little-boy +gesture of his, he held on to my sleeve. He looked down at me; and his +eyes grew wide, his face melted into a whimsical tenderness. + +"When you get to heaven, parson, you'll keep them all busy a hundred +years and a day trying to cut and make a suit of sky clothes big +enough to fit your real measure," said he, irrelevantly. "You real +thing in holy sports, come on, since you've got to!" With that he blew +out the light, and we stepped into the cold and windy night. It was +ten minutes after three. + +Armed with bottle-belt, knapsack, and net, many a happy night had I +gone forth with the Butterfly Man a-hunting for such as we might find +of our chosen prey. Armed now with nothing more nor less formidable +than the black rosary upon which my hand shut tightly, I, Armand De +Rance, priest and gentleman, walked forth with Slippy McGee in those +hours when deep sleep falls upon the spirit of man, for to aid and +encourage and abet and assist and connive at, nothing more nor less +than burglary. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE I O U OF SLIPPY MCGEE + + +The wind that precedes the dawn was blowing, a freakish and impish +wind though not a vicious one. One might imagine it animated by those +sportive and capricious nature-spirits an old Father of the church +used to call the monkeys of God. Every now and then a great deluge of +piled-up clouds broke into tossing billows and went rolling and +tumbling across the face of the sky, and in and out of these swirling +masses the high moon played hide-and-seek and the stars showed like +pin-points. Such street lights as we have being extinguished at +midnight, the tree-shaded sidewalks were in impenetrable shadow, the +gardens that edged them were debatable ground, full of grotesque +silhouettes, backgrounded by black bulks of silent houses all +profoundly asleep. As for us, we also were shadows, whose feet were +soundless on the sandy sidewalks. We moved in the dark like travelers +in the City of Dreadful Night. + +And so we came at last to the red-brick bank, approaching it by the +long stretch of the McCall garden which adjoins it. For years there +have been battered "For Sale" signs tacked onto its trees and fences, +but no one ever came nearer purchasing the McCall property than asking +the price. Folks say the McCalls believe that Appleboro is going to +rival New York some of these days, and are holding their garden for +sky-scraper sites. + +I was very grateful to the McCall estimate of Appleboro's future, for +the long stretch shadowed by their overgrown shrubbery brought us to +the door leading to the upstair offices, without any possible danger +of detection. + +The bank had been a stately old home before business seized upon it, +tore out its whole lower floors, and converted it into a strong and +commodious bank. It is the one building in all Appleboro that keeps a +light burning all night, a proceeding some citizens regard as +unnecessary and extravagant; for is not Old Man Jackson there employed +as night watchman? Old Man Jackson lost a finger and a piece of an ear +before Appomattox, and the surrender deprived him of all opportunity +to repay in kind. It was his cherished hope that "some smartybus +crooks 'd try to git in my bank some uh these hyuh nights--an' I +cert'nly hope to God they'll be Yankees, that's all." + +Somehow, they hadn't tried. Perhaps they had heard of Old Man +Jackson's watchful waiting and knew he wasn't at all too proud to +fight. His quarters was a small room in the rear of the building, +which he shared with a huge gray tomcat named Mosby. With those two on +guard, Appleboro knew its bank was as impregnable as Gibraltar. But as +nobody could possibly gain entrance to the vaults from above, the +upper portion of the building, given over to offices, was of course +quite unguarded. + +One reached these upper offices by a long walled passageway to the +left, where the sidewall of the bank adjoins the McCall garden. The +door leading to this stairway is not flush with the street, but is set +back some feet; this forms a small alcove, which the light flickering +through the bank's barred windows does not quite reach. + +John Flint stepped into this small cavern and I after him. As if by +magic the locked door opened, and we moved noiselessly up the narrow +stairs with tin signs tacked on them. At the head of the flight we +paused while the flashlight gave us our bearings. Here a short passage +opens into the wide central hall. Inglesby's offices are to the left, +with the windows opening upon the tangled wilderness of the McCall +place. + +Right in front of us half a dozen sets of false teeth, arranged in a +horrid circle around a cigar-box full of extracted molars such as made +one cringe, grinned bitingly out of a glass case before the dentist's +office door. The effect was of a lipless and ghastly laugh. + +Before the next door a fatuously smiling pink-and-white bust simpered +out of the Beauty Parlor's display-case, a bust elaborately coiffured +with pounds of yellow hair in which glittered rhinestone buckles. Hair +of every sort and shade and length was clustered about her, as if she +were the presiding genius of some barbarian scalping-cult. Seen at +that hour, in the pale luster of the flashlight, this sorry plunder of +lost teeth and dead hair made upon one a melancholy impression, +disparaging to humanity. I had scant time to moralize on hair and +teeth, however, for Flint was stopping before a door the neat brass +plate of which bore upon it: + + _Mr. Inglesby_. + +Mr. Inglesby had a desk downstairs in the bank, in the little pompous +room marked "President's Office," where at stated hours and times he +presided grandly; just as he had a big bare office at the mills, where +he was rather easy of access, willing to receive any one who might +chance to catch him in. But these rooms we were entering without +permission were the sanctum sanctorum, the center of that wide web +whose filaments embraced and ensnared the state. It would be about as +easy to stroll casually into the Vatican for an informal chat with the +Holy Father, to walk unannounced into the presence of the Dalai Lama, +or to drop in neighborly on the Tsar of all the Russias, as to +penetrate unasked into these offices during the day. + +We stepped upon the velvet square of carpet covering the floor of what +must have once been a very handsome guest chamber and was now a very +handsome private office. One had to respect the simple and solid +magnificence of the mahogany furnishings, the leather-covered chairs, +the big purposeful desk. Above the old-fashioned marble mantel hung a +life-sized portrait in oils of Inglesby himself. The artist had done +his sitter stern justice--one might call the result retribution; and +one wondered if Inglesby realized how immensely revealing it was. +There he sat, solid, successful, informed with a sort of brutal +egotism that never gives quarter. In despite of a malevolent +determination to look pleasant, his smile was so much more of a threat +than a promise that one could wish for his own sake he had scowled +instead. He is a throaty man, is Inglesby; and this, with an +uncompromising squareness of forehead, a stiffness of hair, and a +hard hint of white in the eyes, lent him a lowering likeness to an +unpedigreed bull. + +John Flint cast upon this charming likeness one brief and pregnant +glance. + +"Regular old Durham shorthorn, isn't he?" he commented in a low voice. +"Wants to charge right out of his frame and trample. Take a look at +that nose, parson--like a double-barreled shotgun, for all the world! +Beautiful brute, Inglesby. Makes you think of that minotaur sideshow +they used to put over on the Greeks." + +In view of Laurence and of Mary Virginia, I saw the resemblance. + +Mr. Hunter's office was less formal than Mr. Inglesby's, and furnished +with an exact and critical taste alien to Appleboro, where many a +worthy citizen's office trappings consist of an alpaca coat, a chair +and a pine table, three or four fly-specked calendars and shabby +ledgers, and a box of sawdust. To these may sometimes be added a pot +of paste with a dead cockroach in it, or a hound dog either scratching +fleas or snapping at flies. + +Here the square of carpet was brown as fallen pine-needles in October, +the walls were a soft tan, the ceiling and woodwork ivory-toned. One +saw between the windows a bookcase filled with handsomely bound books, +and on top of it a few pieces of such old china as would enrapture my +mother. The white marble mantel held one or two signed photographs in +silver frames, a pair of old candlesticks of quaint and pleasing +design, and a dull red pottery vase full of Japanese quince. There +were a few good pictures on the walls--a gay impudent Detaille Lancer +whose hardy face of a fighting Frenchman warmed one's heart; some +sketches signed with notable American names; and above the mantel a +female form clothed only in the ambient air, her long hair swept back +from her shoulders, and a pearl-colored dove alighting upon her +outstretched finger. + +I suppose one might call the whole room beautiful, for even the desk +was of that perfection of simplicity whose cost is as rubies. It was +not, however, a womanish room; there was no slightest hint of +femininity in its uncluttered, sane, forceful orderliness. It was +rather like Hunter himself--polished, perfect, with a note of finality +and of fitness upon it like a hall-mark. Nothing out of keeping, +nothing overdone. Even the red petal fallen from the pottery vase on +the white marble mantel was a last note of perfection. + +Flint glanced about him with the falcon-glance that nothing escapes. +For a moment the light stayed upon the nude figure over the +mantel--the one real nude in all Appleboro, which cherishes family +portraits of rakehelly old colonials in wigs, chokers, and +tight-fitting smalls, and lolloping ladies with very low necks and +sixteen petticoats, but where scandalized church-goers have been known +to truss up a little plaster copy of the inane Greek Slave in a +pocket-handkerchief, by way of needful drapery. + +"What I want to know is, _why_ a lady should have to strip to the buff +just to play with a pigeon?" breathed John Flint, and his tone was +captious. + +It did not strike me as being to the last degree whimsical, +improbable, altogether absurd, that such a man should pause at such a +time to comment upon art as he thinks it isn't. On the contrary it was +a consistent and coherent feature of that astounding nightmare in +which we figured. The absurd and the impossible always happen in +dreams. I am sure that if the dove on the woman's finger had opened +its painted bill and spoken, say about the binomial theorem, or the +Effect of Too Much Culture upon Women's Clubs, I should have listened +with equal gravity and the same abysmal absence of surprise. I +pattered platitudinously: + +"The greatest of the Greeks considered the body divine in itself, my +son, and so their noblest art was nude. Some moderns have thought +there is no real art that is not nude. Truth itself is naked." + +"Aha!" said my son, darkly. "I see! You take off your pants when you +go out to feed your chickens, say, and you're not bughouse. You're +art. Well, if Truth is naked, thank God the rest of us are liars!" + +What I have here set down was but the matter of a moment. Flint +brushed it aside like a cobweb and set briskly about his real +business. Over in the recess next to the fireplace was the safe, and +before this he knelt. + +"Hold the light!" he ordered in a curt whisper. "There--like that. +Steady now." My hand closed as well upon the rosary I carried, and I +clung to the beads as the shipwrecked cling to a spar. The familiar +feel of them comforted me. + +I do not know to this day the make of that safe, nor its actual +strength, and I have always avoided questioning John Flint about it. I +do know it seemed incredibly strong, big, heavy, ungetatable. There +was a dark-colored linen cover on top of it, embroidered with yellow +marguerites and their stiff green leaves. And there was a brass +fern-jar with claw feet, and rings on the sides that somehow made me +think of fetters upon men's wrists. + +"A little lower--to the left. So!" he ordered, and with steady fingers +I obeyed. He stood out sharply in the clear oval--the "cleverest crook +in all America" at work again, absorbed in his task, expert, a +mind-force pitting itself against inanimate opposition. He was +smiling. + +The tools lay beside him and quite by instinct his hand reached out +for anything it needed. I think he could have done his work +blindfolded. Once I saw him lay his ear against the door, and I +thought I heard a faint click. A gnawing rat might have made something +like the noise of the drill biting its way. With this exception an +appalling silence hung over the room. I could hardly breathe in it. I +gripped the rosary and told it, bead after bead. + +_"Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death--"_ + +There are moments when time loses its power and ceases to be; before +our hour we seem to have stepped out of it and into eternity, in which +time does not exist, and wherein there can be no relation of time +between events. They stand still, or they stretch to indefinite and +incredible lengths--all, all outside of time, which has no power upon +them. So it was now. Every fraction of every second of every minute +lengthened into centuries, eternities passed between minutes. The +hashish-eater knows something of this terror of time, and I seemed to +have eaten hashish that night. + +I could still see him crouching before the safe; and all the while the +eternities stretched and stretched on either side of us, infinities I +could only partly bridge over with Hailmarys and Ourfathers. + +_"And lead us not into temptation ... but deliver us from evil ..."_ + +Although I watched him attentively, being indeed unable to tear my +eyes away from him, and although I held the light for him with such a +steady hand, I really do not know what he did, nor how he forced that +safe. I understand it took him a fraction over fourteen minutes. + +"Here she comes!" he breathed, and the heavy door was open, revealing +the usual interior, with ledgers, and a fairsized steel money-vault, +which also came open a moment later. Flint glanced over the contents, +and singled out from other papers two packages of letters held +together by stout elastic bands, and with pencil notations on the +corner of each envelope, showing the dates. He ran over both, held up +the smaller of the two, and I saw, with a grasp of inexpressible +relief, the handwriting of Mary Virginia. + +He locked the vault, shut the heavy door of the rifled safe, and began +to gather his tools together. + +"You have forgotten to put the other packages back," I reminded him. I +was in a raging fever of impatience to be gone, to fly with the +priceless packet in my hand. + +"No, I'm not forgetting. I saw a couple of the names on the envelopes +and I rather think these letters will be a whole heap interesting to +look over," said he, imperturbably. "It's a hunch, parson, and I've +gotten in the habit of paying attention to hunches. I'll risk it on +these, anyhow. They're in suspicious company and I'd like to know +why." And he thrust the package into the crook of his arm, along with +the tools. + +The light was carefully flashed over every inch of the space we had +traversed, to make sure that no slightest trace of our presence was +left. As we walked through Inglesby's office John Flint ironically +saluted the life-like portrait: + +"You've had a ring twisted in your nose for once, old sport!" said he, +and led me into the dark hall. We moved and the same exquisite caution +we had exercised upon entering, for we couldn't afford to have Dan +Jackson's keen old ears detect footfalls overhead at that hour of the +morning. Now we were at the foot of the long stairs, and Flint had +soundlessly opened and closed the last door between us and freedom. +And now we were once more in the open air, under the blessed shadow of +the McCall trees, and walking close to their old weather-beaten fence. +The light was still shining in the bank, and I knew that that +redoubtable old rebel of a watchman was peacefully sleeping with his +gray guerilla of a marauding cat beside him. He could afford to sleep +in peace. He had not failed in his trust, for the intruders had no +designs upon the bank's gold. Questioned, he could stoutly swear that +nobody had entered the building. In proof, were not all doors locked? +Who should break into a man's office and rob his safe just to get a +package of love-letters--if Inglesby made complaint? + +I remember we stood leaning against the McCall fence for a few +minutes, for my strength had of a sudden failed, my head spun like a +top, and my legs wavered under me. + +"Buck up!" said Flint's voice in my ear. "It's all over, and the +baby's named for his Poppa!" His arm went about me, an arm like a +steel bar. Half led, half carried, I went staggering on beside him +like a drunken man, clutching a rosary and a packet of love-letters. + +The streets were still dark and deserted, the whole town slept. But +over in the east, when one glimpsed the skies above the trees, a +nebulous gray was stealing upon the darkness; and the morning star +blazed magnificently, in a space that seemed to have been cleared for +it. Somewhere, far off, an ambitious rooster crowed to make the sun +rise. + +It took us a long time to reach home. It was all of a quarter past +four when we turned into the Parish House gate, cut across the garden, +and reached Flint's rooms. Faint, trembling in every limb, I fell into +a chair, and through a mist saw him kneel and blow upon the coals of +the expiring fire, upon which he dropped a lightwood knot. A ruddy +glow went dancing up the chimney. Then he was beside me again. Very +gently he removed hat and overcoat. And then I was sitting peacefully +in the Morris chair, in my old cassock, and with my own old biretta on +my head; and there was no longer that thin buzzing, shrill and +torturing as a mosquito's, singing in my ears. At my knee stood Kerry, +with his beautiful hazel eyes full of a grave concern; and beside him, +calm and kind and matter-of-fact, the Butterfly Man himself stood +watching me with an equal regard. I rubbed my forehead. The incredible +had happened, and like all incredible things it had been almost +ridiculously simple and easy of accomplishment. Here we were, we two, +priest and naturalist, in our own workroom, with an old dog wagging +his tail beside us. Could anything be more commonplace? The last trace +of nightmare vanished, as smoke dispelled by the wind. If Mary +Virginia's letters had not been within reach of my hand I would have +sworn I was just awake out of a dream of that past hour. + +"She has escaped from them, they cannot touch her, she is free!" I +exulted. "John, John, you have saved our girl! No matter what they do +to Eustis they can't drag her into the quicksands _now_." + +But he went walking up and down, shoulders squared, face uplifted. One +might think that after such a night he would have been humanly tired, +but he had clean forgotten his body. His eyes shone as with a flame +lit from inward, and I think there was on him what the Irish people +call the _Aisling_, the waking vision. For presently he began to +speak, as to Somebody very near him. + +"Oh, Lord God!" said the Butterfly Man, with a reverent and fierce +joy, "she's going to have her happiness now, and it wasn't holy priest +nor fine gentleman you picked out to help her toward it--it was me, +Slippy McGee, born in the streets and bred in the gutter, with the +devil knows who for his daddy and a name that's none of his own! For +that I'm Yours for keeps: _You've got me_. + +"You've done all even God Almighty can do, given me more than I ever +could have asked You for--and now it's up to me to make good--and I'll +do it!" + +There came to listening me something of the emotion I experienced when +I said my first Mass--as if I had been brought so close to our Father +that I could have put out my hand and touched Him. Ah! I had had a +very small part to play in this man's redemption. I knew it now, and +felt humbled and abashed, and yet grateful that even so much had been +allowed me. Not I, but Love, had transformed a sinner and an outlaw +into a great scientist and a greater lover. And I remembered Mary +Virginia's childish hand putting into his the gray-winged Catocala, +and how the little moth, raising the sad-colored wings worn to suit +his surroundings, revealed beneath that disfiguring and disguising +cloak the exquisite and flower-like loveliness of the underwings. + +He paused in his swinging stride, and looked down at me a bit shyly. + +"Parson--you see how it is with me?" + +"I see. And I think she is the greater lady for it and you the finer +gentleman," said I stoutly. "It would honor her, if she were ten times +what she is--and she is Mary Virginia." + +"She is Mary Virginia," said the Butterfly Man, "and I am--what I am. +Yet somehow I feel sure I can care for her, that I can go right on +caring for her to the end of time, without hurt to her or sorrow to +me." And after a pause, he added, deliberately: + +"I found something better than a package of letters to-night, parson. +I found--_Me_." + +For awhile neither of us spoke. Then he said, speculatively: + +"Folks give all sorts of things to the church--dedicate them in +gratitude for favors they fancy they've received, don't they? Lamps, +and models of ships, and glass eyes and wax toes and leather hands, +and crutches and braces, and that sort of plunder? Well, I'm moved to +make a free-will offering myself. I'm going to give the church my +kit, and you can take it from me the old Lady will never get her +clamps on another set like that until Gabriel blows his trumpet in the +morning. Parson, I want you to put those tools back where you had +them, for I shall never touch them again. I couldn't. They--well, +they're sort of holy from now on. They're my IOU. Will you do it for +me?" + +"Yes!" said I. + +"I might have known you would!" said he, smiling. "Just one more +favor, parson--may I put her letters in her hands, myself?" + +"My son, my son, who but you should do that?" I pushed the package +across the table. + +"Great Scott, parson, here it is striking five o'clock, and you've +been up all night!" he exclaimed, anxiously. "Here--no more gassing. +You come lie down on my bed and snooze a bit. I'll call you in plenty +of time for mass." + +I was far too spent and tired to move across the garden to the Parish +House. I suffered myself to be put to bed like a child, and had my +reward by falling almost immediately into a dreamless sleep, nor did I +stir until he called me, a couple of hours later. He himself had not +slept, but had employed the time in going through the letters open on +his table. He pointed to them now, with a grim smile. + +"Parson!" said he, and his eyes glittered. "Do you know what we've +stumbled upon? Dynamite! Man, anybody holding that bunch of mail could +blow this state wide open! So much for a hunch, you see!" + +"You mean--" + +"I mean I've got the cream off Inglesby's most private deals, that's +what I mean! I mean I could send him and plenty of his pals to the +pen. Everybody's been saying for years that there hasn't been a rotten +deal pulled off that he didn't boss and get away with it. But nobody +could prove it. He's had the men higher-up eating out of his +hand--sort of you pat my head and I'll pat yours arrangement--and +here's the proof, in black and white. Don't you understand? Here's the +proof: these get him with the goods! + +"These," he slapped a letter, "would make any Grand Jury throw fits, +make every newspaper in the state break out into headlines like a kid +with measles, and blow the lid off things in general--if they got out. + +"Inglesby's going to shove Eustis under, is he? Not by a jugfull. He's +going to play he's a patent life-preserver. He's going to _be_ that +good Samaritan he's been shamming. Talk about poetic justice--this +will be like wearing shoes three sizes too small for him, with a +bunion on every toe!" And when I looked at him doubtfully, he laughed. + +"You can't see how it's going to be managed? Didn't you ever hear of +the grapevine telegraph? Well then, dear George receives a grapevine +wireless bright and early to-morrow morning. A word to the wise is +sufficient." + +"He will employ detectives," said I, uneasily. + +The Butterfly Man looked at me quizzically. + +"_With_ an eagle eye and a walrus mustache," said he, grinning. "Sure. +But if the plainclothes nose around, are they going to sherlock the +parish priest and the town bughunter? _We_ haven't got any interest in +Mr. Inglesby's private correspondence, have we? Suppose Miss Eustis's +letters are returned to her, what does that prove? Why, nothing at +all,--except that it wasn't her correspondence the fellows that +cracked that safe were after. We should worry! + +"Say, though, don't you wish you could see them when they stroll down +to those beautiful offices and go for to open that nice burglar-proof +safe with the little brass flower-pot on top of it? What a joke! Holy +whiskered black cats, what a joke!" + +"I'm afraid Mr. Inglesby's sense of humor isn't his strong point," +said I. "Not that I have any sympathy for him. I think he is getting +only what he deserves." + +"_Alexander the coppersmith wrought me much evil. May God requite him +according to his works!_" murmured the Butterfly Man, piously, and +chuckled. "Don't worry, parson--Alexander's due to fall sick with the +pip to-day or to-morrow. What do you bet he don't get it so bad he'll +have to pull up all his pretty plans by the roots, leave Mr. Hunter in +charge, and go off somewhere to take mudbaths for his liver? Believe +me, he'll need them! Why, the man won't be able to breathe easy any +more--he'll be expecting one in the solar plexus any minute, not +knowing any more than Adam's cat who's to hand it to him. He can't +tell who to trust and who to suspect. If you want to know just how +hard Alexander's going to be requited according to his works, take a +look at these." He pointed to the letters. + +I did take a look, and I admit I was frightened. It seemed to me +highly unsafe for plain folks like us to know such things about such +people. I was amazed to the point of stupefaction at the corruption +those communications betrayed, the shameless and sordid disregard of +law and decency, the brutal and cynical indifference to public +welfare. At sight of some of the signatures my head swam--I felt +saddened, disillusioned, almost in despair for humanity. I suppose +Inglesby had thought it wiser to preserve these letters--possibly for +his own safety; but no wonder he had locked them up! I looked at the +Butterfly Man openmouthed. + +"You wouldn't think folks wearing such names could be that rotten, +would you? Some of them pillars of the church, too, and married to +good women, and the fathers of nice kids! Why, I have known crooks +that the police of a dozen states were after, that wouldn't have been +caught dead on jobs like some of these. Inglesby won't know it, but he +ought to thank his stars _we've_ got his letters instead of the State +Attorney, for I shan't use them unless I have to.... Parson, you +remember a bluejay breaking up a nest on me once, and what Laurence +said when I wanted to wring the little crook's neck? That the thing +isn't to reform the jay but to keep him from doing it again? That's +the cue." + +He gathered up the scattered letters, made a neat package of them, and +put it in a table drawer behind a stack of note-books. And then he +reached over and touched the other package, the letters written in +Mary Virginia's girlish hand. + +"Here's her happiness--long, long years of it ahead of her," he said +soberly. "As for you, you take back those tools, and go say mass." + +Outside it was broad bright day, a new beautiful day, and the breath +of the morning blew sweetly over the world. The Church was full of a +clear and early light, the young pale gold of the new Spring sun. +None of the congregation had as yet arrived. Before I went into the +sacristy to put on my vestments, I gave back into St. Stanislaus' +hands the IOU of Slippy McGee. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +BETWEEN A BUTTERFLY'S WINGS + + +There was a glamour upon it. One knew it was going to grow into one of +those wonderful and shining days in whose enchanted hours any +exquisite miracle might happen. I am perfectly sure that the Lord God +walked in the garden in the cool of an April day, and that it was a +morning in spring when the angels visited Abraham, sitting watchful in +the door of his tent. + +There was in the air itself something long-missed and come back, a +heady and heart-moving delight, a promise, a thrill, a whisper of +"_April! April!_" that the Green Things and the hosts of the Little +People had heard overnight. In the dark the sleeping souls of the +golden butterflies had dreamed it, known it was a true Word, and now +they were out, "Little flames of God" dancing in the Sunday sunlight. +The Red Gulf Fritillary had heard it, and here she was, all in her +fine fulvous frock besmocked with black velvet, and her farthingale +spangled with silver. And the gallant Red Admiral, the brave beautiful +Red Admiral that had dared unfriendlier gales, trimmed his painted +sails to a wind that was the breath of spring. + +Over by the gate the spirea had ventured into showering sprays +exhaling a shy and fugitive fragrance, and what had been a blur of +gray cables strung upon the oaks had begun to bud with emerald and +blossom with amethyst--the wisteria was a-borning. And one knew there +was Cherokee rose to follow, that the dogwood was in white, and the +year's new mintage of gold dandelions was being coined in the fresh +grass. + +There wasn't a bird that wasn't caroling _April!_ at the top of his +voice from the full of his heart; for wasn't the world alive again, +wasn't it love-time and nest-time, wasn't it Spring? + +Even to the tired faces of my work-folks that shining morning lent a +light that was hope. Without knowing it, they felt themselves a vital +part of the reborn world, sharers in its joy because they were the +children of the common lot, the common people for whom the world is, +and without whom no world could be. Classes, creeds, nations, gods, +all these pass and are gone; God, and the common people, and the +spring remain. + +When I was young I liked as well as another to dwell overmuch upon the +sinfulness of sin, the sorrow of sorrow, the despair of death. Now +that these three terrible teachers have taught me a truer wisdom and a +larger faith, I like better to turn to the glory of hope, the wisdom +of love, and the simple truth that death is just a passing phase of +life. So I sent my workers home that morning rejoicing with the truth, +and was all the happier and hopefuller myself because of it. + +Afterwards, when Clelie was giving me my coffee and rolls, the +Butterfly Man came in to breakfast with me, a huge roll of those New +York newspapers which contain what are mistakenly known as Comic +Supplements tucked under his arm. + +He said he bought them because they "tasted like New York" which they +do not. Just as Major Cartwright explains his purchase of them by the +shameless assertion that it just tickles him to death "to see what +Godforsaken idjits those Yankees can make of themselves when they +half-way try. Why, suh, one glance at their Sunday newspapers ought to +prove to any right thinkin' man that it's safer an' saner to die in +South Carolina than to live in New York!" + +_I_ think the Butterfly Man and Major Cartwright buy those papers +because they think they are _funny_! After they have read and +sniggered, they donate them to Clelie and Daddy January. And presently +Clelie distributes them to a waiting colored countryside, which +wallpapers its houses with them. I have had to counsel the erring and +bolster the faith of the backsliding under the goggle eyes of inhuman +creations whose unholy capers have made futile many a prayer. And yet +the Butterfly Man likes them! Is it not to wonder? + +He laid them tenderly upon the table now, and smiled slyly to see me +eye them askance. + +"Did you know," said he, over his coffee, "that Laurence came in this +morning on the six-o'clock? January had him out in the garden showing +off the judge's new patent hives, and I stopped on my way to church +and shook hands over the fence. It was all I could do to keep from +shouting that all's right with the world, and all he had to do was to +be glad. I didn't know how much I cared for that boy until this +morning. Parson, it's a--a terrible thing to love people, when you +come to think about it, isn't it? I told him you were honing to see +him: and that we'd be looking for him along about eleven. And I +intimated that if he didn't show up then I'd go after him with a gun. +He said he'd be here on the stroke." After a moment, he added gently: +"I figured they'd be here by then--Madame and Mary Virginia." + +"What! You have induced Laurence to come while she is here--without +giving him any intimation that he is likely to meet her?" I said, +aghast. "You are a bold man, John Flint!" + +The study windows were open and the sweet wind and the warm sun poured +in unchecked. The stir of bees, the scent of honey-locust just +opening, drifted in, and the slow solemn clangor of church bells, and +lilts and flutings and calls and whistlings from the tree-tops. We +could see passing groups of our neighbors, fathers and mothers +shepherding little flocks of children in their Sunday best, trotting +along with demure Sabbath faces on their way to church. The Butterfly +Man looked out, waved gaily to the passing children, who waved back a +joyous response, nodded to their smiling parents, followed the flight +of a tanager's sober spouse, and sniffed the air luxuriously. + +"Oh, somebody's got to stage-manage, parson," he said at last, lightly +enough, but with a hint of tiredness in his eyes. "And then vanish +behind the scenes, leaving the hero and heroine in the middle of the +spotlight, with the orchestra tuning up 'The Voice that Breathed o'er +Eden,'" he finished, without a trace of bitterness. "So I sent Madame +a note by a little nigger newsie." His eyes crinkled, and he quoted +the favorite aphorism of the colored people, when they seem to +exercise a meticulous care: "Brer Rabbit say, 'I trus' no mistake.'" + +"You are a bold man," said I again, with a respect that made him +laugh. Then we went over to his rooms to wait, and while we waited I +tried to read a chapter of a book I was anxious to finish, but +couldn't, my eyes being tempted by the greener and fresher page +opening before them. Flint smoked a virulent pipe and read his papers. + +Presently he laid his finger upon a paragraph and handed me the +paper.... And I read where one "Spike" Frazer had been shot to death +in a hand-to-hand fight with the police who were raiding a dive +suspected of being the rendezvous of drug-fiends. Long wanted and at +last cornered, Frazer had fought tigerishly and died in his tracks, +preferring death to capture. A sly and secretive creature, he had had +a checkered career in the depths. It was his one boast that more than +anybody else he had known and been a sort of protege of the once +notorious Slippy McGee, that King of Crooks whose body had been found +in the East River some years since, and whose daring and mysterious +exploits were not yet altogether forgotten by the police or the +underworld. + +"_Sic transit gloria mundi!_" said the Butterfly Man in his gentle +voice, and looked out over the peaceful garden and the Sunday calm +with inscrutable eyes. I returned the paper with a hand that shook. It +seemed to me that a deep and solemn hush fell for a moment upon the +glory of the day, while the specter of what might have been gibbered +at us for the last time. + +Out of the heart of that hush walked two women--one little and rosy +and white-haired, one tall and pale and beautiful with the beauty upon +which sorrow has placed its haunting imprint. Her black hair framed +her face as in ebony, and her blue, blue eyes were shadowed. By an +odd coincidence she was dressed this morning just as she had been when +the Butterfly Man first saw her--in white, and over it a scarlet +jacket. Kerry and little Pitache rose, met them at the gate, and +escorted them with grave politeness. The Butterfly Man hastily emptied +his pipe and laid aside his newspapers. + +"Your note said we were to come, that everything was all right," said +my mother, looking up at him with bright and trustful eyes. "Such a +relief! Because I know you never say anything you don't mean, John." + +He smiled, and with a wave of the hand beckoned us into the workroom. +Madame followed him eagerly and expectantly--she knew her John Flint. +Mary Virginia came listlessly, dragging her feet, her eyes somber in a +smileless face. She could not so quickly make herself hope, she who +had journeyed so far into the arid country of despair. But he, with +something tender and proud and joyful in his looks, took her +unresisting hand and drew her forward. + +"Mary Virginia!" I had not known how rich and deep the Butterfly Man's +voice could be. "Mary Virginia, we promised you last night that if you +would trust us, the Padre and me, we'd find the right way out, didn't +we? Now this is what happened: the Padre took his troubles to the +Lord, and the Lord presently sent him back to _me_--with the beginning +of the answer in his hand! And here's the whole answer, Mary +Virginia." And he placed in her hand the package of letters that meant +so much to her. + +My mother gave a little scream. "Armand!" she said, fearfully. "She +has told me all. _Mon Dieu_, how have you two managed this, between +midnight and morning? My son, you are a De Rance: look me in the eyes +and tell me there is nothing wrong, that there will be no ill +consequences--" + +"There won't be any comebacks," said John Flint, with engaging +confidence. "As for you, Mary Virginia, you don't have to worry for +one minute about what those fellows can do--because they can't do +anything. They're double-crossed. Now listen: when you see Hunter, you +are to say to him, '_Thank you for returning my letters_.' Just that +and no more. If there's any questioning, _stare_. Stare hard. If +there's any threatening about your father, _smile_. You can afford to +smile. They can't touch him. But _how_ those letters came into your +hands you are never to tell, you understand? They did come and that's +all that interests you." He began to laugh, softly. "All Hunter will +want to know is that you've received them. He's too game not to lose +without noise, and he'll make Inglesby swallow his dose without +squealing, too. So--you're finished and done with Mr. Hunter and Mr. +Inglesby!" His voice deepened again, as he added gently: "It was just +a bad dream, dear girl. It's gone with the night. Now it's morning, +and you're awake." + +But Mary Virginia, white as wax, stared at the letters in her hand, +and then at me, and trembled. + +"Trust us, my child," said I, somewhat troubled. "And obey John Flint +implicitly. Do just what he tells you to do, say just what he tells +you to say." + +Mary Virginia looked from one to the other, thrust the package upon +me, walked swiftly up to him, and, laying her hands upon his arms +stared with passionate earnestness into his face: the kind, wise, +lovable face that every child in Appleboro County adores, every woman +trusts, every man respects. Her eyes clung to his, and he met that +searching gaze without faltering, though it seemed to probe for the +root of his soul. It was well for Mary Virginia that those brave eyes +had caught something from the great faces that hung upon his walls and +kept company and counsel with him day and night, they that conquered +life and death and turned defeat into victory because they had first +conquered themselves! + +"Yes!" said she, with a deep sigh of relief. "I trust you! Thank God +for just how much I can believe and trust you!" + +I think that meeting face to face that luminous and unfaltering +regard, Mary Virginia must have divined that which had heretofore been +hidden from her by the man's invincible modesty and reserve; and being +most generous and of a large and loving soul herself, I think she +realized to the uttermost the magnitude of his gift. Her name, her +secure position, her happiness, the hopes that the coming years were +to transform into realities--oh, I like to think that Mary Virginia +saw all this, in one of those lightning-flashes of spiritual insight +that reveal more than all one's slower years; I like to think she saw +it given her freely, nobly, with joy, a glorious love-gift from the +limping man into whose empty hand she had one day put a little gray +underwing! + +I glanced at my mother, and saw by her most expressive face that she +knew and understood. She had known and understood, long before any of +us. + +"If I might offer a suggestion," I said in as matter-of-fact a voice +as I could command, "it would be, that the sooner those letters are +destroyed, the better." + +Mary Virginia took them from me and dropped them on the coals +remaining from last night's fire--the last fire of the season. They +did not ignite quickly, though they began to turn brown, and thin +spirals of smoke arose from them. The Butterfly Man knelt, thrust a +handful of lightwood splinters under the pile, and touched a match +here and there. When the resinous wood flared up, the letters blazed +with it. They blazed and then they crumbled; they disappeared in bits +of charred and black paper that vanished at a touch; they were gone +while we watched, the girl kneeling upon the hearthrug with her hand +on Flint's arm, and I with my old heart singing like a skylark in my +breast, and my mother's mild eyes upon us all. + +Life and color and beauty flowed back into Mary Virginia's face and +music's self sang again in her voice. She was like the day itself, +reborn out of a dark last night. When the last bit of blackened paper +went swirling up the chimney, and the two of them had risen, the most +beautiful and expressive eyes under heaven looked up like blue and +dewy flowers into the Butterfly Man's face. She was too wise and too +tender to try to thank him in words, and never while they two lived +would this be again referred to so much as once by either; but she +took his hand, palm upward, gave him one deep long upward glance, and +then bent her beautiful head and dropped into the center of his palm a +kiss, and closed the fingers gently over it for everlasting keeping +and remembrance. The eyes brimmed over then, and two large tears fell +upon his hand and washed her kiss in, indelibly. + +None of us four had the power of speech left us. Heaven knows what we +should have done, if Laurence hadn't opened the door at that moment +and walked in upon us. I don't think he altogether sensed the +tenseness of the situation which his coming relieved, but he went pale +at sight of Mary Virginia, and he would have left incontinently if my +mother, with a joyous shriek, hadn't pounced upon him. + +"Laurence! Why, Laurence! But we didn't expect you home until +to-morrow night!" said she, kissing him motherly. "My dear, dear boy, +how glad I am to see you! What happy wind blew you home to-day, +Laurence?" + +"Oh, I finished my work ahead of schedule and got away just as soon as +I could," Laurence briefly and modestly explained thus that he had won +his case. He edged toward the door, avoiding Mary Virginia's eyes. He +had bowed to her with formal politeness. He wondered at the usually +tactful Madame's open effort to detain him. It was a little too much +to expect of him! + +"I just ran in to see how you all were," he tried to be very casual. +"See you later, Padre. 'By, p'tite Madame. 'By, Flint." He bowed again +to Mary Virginia, whose color had altogether left her, and who stood +there most palpably nervous and distressed. + +"Laurence!" The Butterfly Man spoke abruptly. "Laurence, if a chap was +dying of thirst and the water of life was offered him, he'd be +considerable of a fool to turn his head aside and refuse to see it, +wouldn't he?" + +Laurence paused. Something in the Butterfly Man's face, something in +mine and Madame's, but, above all, something in Mary Virginia's, +arrested him. He stood wavering, and my mother released his arm. + +"I take it," said John Flint, boldly plunging to the very heart of the +matter, "I take it, Laurence, that you still care a very great deal +for this dear girl of ours?" And now he had taken her hand in his and +held it comfortingly. "More, say, than you could ever care for anybody +else, if you lived to rival Methusaleh? So much, Laurence, that not to +be able to believe she cares the same way for you takes the core out +of life?" His manner was simple and direct, and so kind that one could +only answer him in a like spirit. Besides, Laurence loved the +Butterfly Man even as Jonathan loved David. + +"Yes," said the boy honestly, "I still care for her--like that. I +always did. I always will. She knows." But his voice was toneless. + +"Of course you do, kid brother," said Flint affectionately. "Don't you +suppose I know? But it's just as well for you to say it out loud every +now and then. Fresh air is good for everything, particularly feelings. +Keeps 'em fresh and healthy. Now, Mary Virginia, you feel just the +same way about Laurence, don't you?" And he added: "Don't be ashamed +to tell the most beautiful truth in the world, my dear. Well?" + +She went red and white. She looked entreatingly into the Butterfly +Man's face. She didn't exactly see why he should drive her thus, but +she caught courage from his. One saw how wise Flint had been to have +snared Laurence here just now. One moment she hesitated. Then: + +"Yes!" said she, and her head went up proudly. "Yes, oh, yes, I +care--like that. Only much, much more! I shall always care like that, +although he probably won't believe me now when I say so. And I can't +blame him for doubting me." + +"But it just happens that I have never been able to make myself doubt +you," said Laurence gravely. "Why, Mary Virginia, you are _you_." + +"Then, Laurence," said the Butterfly Man, quickly, "will you take your +old friends' word for it--mine, Madame's, the Padre's--that you were +most divinely right to go on believing in her and loving her, because +she never for one moment ceased to be worthy of faith and affection? +No, not for one moment! She couldn't, you know. She's Mary Virginia! +And will you promise to listen with all your patience to what she may +think best to tell you presently--and then forget it? You're big +enough to do that! She's been in sore straits, and she needs all the +love you have, to help make up to her. Can she be sure of it, +Laurence?" + +Laurence flushed. He looked at his old friend with reproach in his +fine brown eyes. "You have known me all my life, all of you," said he, +stiffly. "Have I ever given any of you any reason to doubt me!" + +"No, and we don't. Not one of us. But it's good for your soul to say +things out loud," said Flint comfortably. "And now you've said it, +don't you think you two had better go on over to the Parish House +parlor, which is a nice quiet place, and talk this whole business over +and out--together?" + +Laurence looked at Mary Virginia and what he saw electrified him. +Boyishness flooded him, youth danced in his eyes, beauty was upon him, +like sunlight. + +"Mary Virginia!" said the boy lover to the girl sweetheart, "is it +really so? I was really right to believe all along that you--care?" + +"Laurence, Laurence!" she was half-crying. "Oh, Laurence, are you sure +_you_ care--yet? You are sure, Laurence? You are _sure_? Because--I--I +don't think I could stand things now if--if I were mistaken--" + +I don't know whether the boy ran to the girl at that, or the girl to +the boy. I rather think they ran to each other because, in another +moment, perfectly regardless of us, they were clinging to each other, +and my mother was walking around them and crying heartily and +shamelessly, and enjoying herself immensely. Mary Virginia began to +stammer: + +"Laurence, if you only knew--Laurence, if it wasn't for John +Flint--and the Padre--" The two of them had the two of us, each by an +arm; and the Butterfly Man was brick-red and furiously embarrassed, he +having a holy horror of being held up and thanked. + +"Why, I did what I did," said he, uncomfortably. "But,"--he brightened +visibly--"if you _will_ have the truth, have it. If it wasn't for this +blessed brick of a parson I'd never have been in a position to do +anything for anybody. Don't you forget that!" + +"What ridiculous nonsense the man talks!" said I, exasperated by this +shameless casuistry. "John Flint raves. As for me--" + +"As for you," said he with deep reproach, "you ought to know better +than to tell such a thumping lie at this time of your life. I'm +ashamed of you, parson! Why, you know good and well--" + +"Why, John Flint, you--" I began, aghast. + +My mother began to laugh. "For heaven's sake, thank them both and +have done with it!" said she, a bit hysterically. "God alone knows how +they managed, but this thing lies between them, the two great geese. +Did one ever hear the like?" + +"Madame is right, as always," said Laurence gravely. "Remember, I +don't know anything yet, except that somehow you've brought Mary +Virginia and me back to each other. That's enough for _me_. I haven't +got any questions to ask." His voice faltered, and he gripped us by +the hand in turn, with a force that made me, for one, wince and +cringe. "And Padre--Bughunter, you both know that I--" he couldn't +finish. + +"That we--" choked Mary Virginia. + +"Sure we know," said the Butterfly Man hastily. "Don't you know you're +our kids and we've got to know?" He began to edge them towards the +door. I think his courage was getting a little raw about the corners. +"Yes, you two go on over to the Parish House parlor, where you'll have +a chance to talk without being interrupted--Madame will see to +that--and don't you show your noses outside of that room until +everything's settled the one and only way everything ought to be +settled." His eyes twinkled as he manoeuvered them outside, and then +stood in the doorway to watch them walk away--beautiful, youthful, +radiantly happy, and very close together, the girl's head just on the +level of the boy's shoulder. He was still faintly smiling when he came +back to us; if there was pain behind that smile, he concealed it. My +mother ran to him, impulsively. + +"John Flint!" said she, profoundly moved and earnest. "John Flint, the +good God never gave me but one child, though I prayed for more. Often +and often have I envied her silly mother Mary Virginia. But now. +John, I know that if I could have had another child that, after +Armand, I'd love best and respect most and be proudest of in this +world, it would be _you_. Yes, _you_. John Flint, you are the best +man, and the bravest and truest and most unselfish, and the finest +gentleman, outside of my husband and my son, that I have ever known. +What makes it all the more wonderful is that you're a genius along +with it. I am proud of you, and glad of you, and I admire and love you +with all my heart. And I really wish you'd call me mother. You should +have been born a De Rance!" + +This, from my mother! I was amazed. Why, she would think she was +flattering one of the seraphim if she had said to him, "You might have +been a De Rance!" + +"Madame!" stammered Flint, "why, Madame!" + +"Oh, well, never mind, then. Let it go at Madame, since it would +embarrass you to change. But I look upon you as my son, none the less. +I claim you from this hour," said she firmly, as one not to be +gainsaid. + +"I'm beginning to believe in fairy-stories," said Flint. "The beggar +comes home--and he isn't a beggar at all, he's a Prince. Because the +Queen is his mother." + +My mother looked at him approvingly. The grace of his manner, and the +unaffected feeling of his words, pleased her. But she said no more of +what was in her heart for him. She fell back, as women do, upon the +safe subject of housekeeping matters. + +"I suppose," she mused, "that those children will remain with us +to-day? Yes, of course. Armand, we shall have the last of your +great-grandfather's wine. And I am going to send over for the judge. +Let me see: shall I have time for a cake with frosting? H'm! Yes, I +think so. Or would you prefer wine jelly with whipped cream, John?" + +He considered gravely, one hand on his hip, the other stroking his +beard. + +"Couldn't we have both!" he wondered hopefully. "Please! Just for this +once?" + +"We could! We shall!" said my mother, grandly, recklessly, +extravagantly. "Adieu, then, children of my heart! I go to confer with +Clelie." She waved her hand and was gone. + +The place shimmered with sun. Old Kerry lay with his head between his +paws and dozed and dreamed in it, every now and then opening his hazel +eyes to make sure that all was well with his man. All outdoors was one +glory of renewing life, of stir and growth, of loving and singing and +nest-building, and the budding of new green leaves and the blossoming +of April boughs. Just such April hopes were theirs who had found each +other again this morning. All of life at its best and fairest +stretched sunnily before those two, the fairer for the cloud that had +for a time darkened it, the dearer and diviner for the loss that had +been so imminent. + +... That was a redbird again. And now a vireo. And this the +mockingbird, love-drunk, emptying his heart of a troubadour in a song +of fire and dew. And on a vagrant air, a gipsy air, the scent of the +honey-locust. The spring for all the world else. But for him I +loved,--what? + +I suppose my wistful eyes betrayed me, for used to the changing +expressions of my thin visage, he smiled; and stood up, stretching +his arms above his head. He drew in great mouthfuls of the sweet air, +and expanded his broad chest. + +"I feel full to the brim!" said he gloriously. "I've got almost too +much to hold with both hands! Parson, parson, it isn't possible you're +fretting over _me_? Sorry for _me_? Why, man, consider!" + +Ah, but had I not considered? I knew, I thought, what he had to hold +fast to. Honor, yes. And the friendship of some and the admiration of +many and the true love of the few, which is all any man may hope for +and more than most attain. Outside of that, a gray moth, and a +butterfly's wing, and a torn nest, and a child's curl, and a ragdoll +in her grave; and now a girl's kiss on the palm and a tear to hallow +it. But I who had greatly loved and even more greatly lost and +suffered, was it not for me of all men to know and to understand? + +"But I have got the thing itself," said the Butterfly Man, "that makes +everything else worth while. Why, I have been taught how to love! My +work is big--but by itself it wasn't enough for me. I needed something +more. So I was swept and empty and ready and waiting--when she came. +Now hadn't there got to be something fine and decent in me, when it +was she alone out of all the world I was waiting for and could love?" + +"Yes, yes. But oh, my son, my son!" + +"Oh, it was bad and bitter enough at first, parson. Because I wanted +her so much! Great God, I was like a soul in hell! After awhile I +crawled out of hell--on my hands and knees. But I'd begun to +understand things. I'd been taught. It'd been burnt into me past +forgetting. Maybe that's what hell is for, if folks only knew it. +Could anything ever happen to anybody any more that I couldn't +understand and be sorry for, I wonder? + +"No, don't you worry any about me. I wouldn't change places with +anybody alive, I'm too glad for everything that's ever happened to me, +good and bad. I'm not ashamed of the beginning, no, nor I'm not afraid +of the end. + +"Will you believe me, though, when I tell you what worried me like the +mischief for awhile? Family, parson! You can't live in South Carolina +without having the seven-years' Family-itch wished on you, you know. I +felt like a mushroom standing up on my one leg all by myself among a +lot of proper garden plants--until I got fed up on the professional +Descendant banking on his boneyard full of dead ones; then I quit +worrying. I'm Me and alive--and I should worry about ancestors! Come +to think about it, everybody's an ancestor while you wait. I made up +my mind I'd be my own ancestor and my own descendant--and make a good +job of both while I was at it." + +But I was too sad to smile. And after awhile he asked gently: + +"Are you grieving because you think I've lost love? Parson, did you +ever know something you didn't know how you knew, but you know you +know it because it's true? Well then--I know that girl's mine and I +came here to find her, though on the face of it you'd think I'd lost +her, wouldn't you? Somewhere and sometime I'll come again--and when I +do, she'll know _me_." + +And to save my life I couldn't tell him I didn't believe it! His +manner even more than his words impressed me. He didn't look +improbable. + +"One little life and one little death," said the Butterfly Man, +"couldn't possibly be big enough for something like this to get away +from a man forever. I have got the thing too big for a dozen lives to +hold. Isn't that a great deal for a man to have, parson?" + +"Yes." said I. "It is a great deal for a man to have." But I foresaw +the empty, empty places, in the long, long years ahead. I added +faintly: "Having that much, you have more than most." + +"You only have what you are big enough not to take," said he. "And I'm +not fooling myself I shan't be lonesome and come some rough tumbles at +times. The difference is, that if I go down now I won't stay down. If +there was one thing I could grieve over, too, it would be--kids. I'd +like kids. My own kids. And I shall never have any. It--well, it just +wouldn't be fair to the kids. Louisa'll come nearest to being mine by +bornation--though I'm thinking she's managed to wish me everybody +else's, on her curl." + +"So! You are your own ancestor and your own descendant, and +everybody's kids are yours! You are modest, _hein_? And what else have +you got?" + +His eyes suddenly danced. "Nothing but the rest of the United States," +said the Butterfly Man, magnificently. And when I stared, he laughed +at me. + +"It's quite true, parson: I have got the whole United States to work +for. Uncle Sam. U.S. _Us!_ I've been drafted into the Brigade that +hasn't any commander, nor any colors, nor honors, nor even a name; +but that's never going to be mustered out of service, because we that +enlist and belong can't and won't quit. + +"Parson, think of _me_ representing the Brigade down here on the +Carolina coast, keeping up the work, fighting things that hurt and +finding out things that help Lord, what a chance! A hundred millions +to work for, a hundred millions of one's own people--and a trail to +blaze for the unborn millions to come!" His glance kindled, his face +was like a lighted lamp. The vision was upon him, standing there in +the April sunlight, staring wide-eyed into the future. + +Its reflected light illumined me, too--a little. And I saw that in a +very large and splendid sense, this was the true American. He stood +almost symbolically for that for which America stands--the fighting +chance to overcome and to grow, the square deal, the spirit that looks +eagle-eyed and unafraid into the sunrise. And above all for unselfish +service and unshakable faith, and a love larger than personal love, +prouder than personal pride, higher than personal ambition. They do +not know America who do not know and will not see this spirit in her, +going its noble and noiseless way apart. + +"The whole world to work for, and a whole lifetime to do it in!" said +the voice of America, exultant. "Lord God, that's a man-sized job, but +You just give me hands and eyes and time, and I'll do the best I can. +You've done Your part by me--stand by, and I'll do mine by You!" + +Are those curious coincidences, those circumstances which occur at +such opportune moments that they leave one with a sense of a guiding +finger behind the affairs of men--are they, after all, only fortuitous +accidents, or have they a deeper and a diviner significance? + +There stood the long worktable, with orderly piles of work on it; the +microscope in its place; the books he had opened and pushed aside last +night; and some half-dozen small card-board boxes in a row, containing +the chrysalids he had been experimenting with, trying the effect of +cold upon color. The cover of one box had been partially pushed off, +possibly when he had moved the books. And while we had been paying +attention to other things, one of these chrysalids had been paying +strict attention to its own business, the beautiful and important +business of becoming a butterfly. Flint discovered it first, and gave +a pleased exclamation. + +"Look! Look! A Turnus, father! The first Turnus of the year!" + +The insect had been out for an hour or two, but was not yet quite +ready to fly. It had crawled out of the half-opened box, dragged its +wormy length across the table, over intervening obstacles, seeking +some place to climb up and cling to. + +Now the Butterfly Man had left the Bible open, merely shoving it aside +without shutting it, when he had found no comfort for himself last +night in what John had to say. Protected by piled-up books and propped +almost upright by the large inkstand, it gave the holding-place the +insect desired. The butterfly had walked up the page and now clung to +the top. + +There she rested, her black-and-yellow body quivering like a tiny live +dynamo from the strong force of circulation, that was sending vital +fluids upward into the wings to give them power and expansion. We had +seen the same thing a thousand and one times before, we should see it +a thousand and one times again. But I do not think either of us could +ever forego the delight of watching a butterfly's wings shaping +themselves for flight, and growing into something of beauty and of +wonder. The lovely miracle is ever new to us. + +She was a big butterfly, big even for the greatest of Carolina +swallow-tails; not the dark dimorphic form, but the true Tiger Turnus +itself, her barred yellow upper wings edged with black enamel indented +with red gold, her tailed lower wings bordered with a wider band of +black, and this not only set with lunettes of gold but with purple +amethysts, and a ruby on the upper and lower edges. Her wings moved +rhythmically; a constant quivering agitated her, and her antennae with +their flattened clubs seemed to be sending and receiving wireless +messages from the shining world outside. + +And as the wings had dried and grown firmer in the mild warm current +of air and the bright sunlight, she moved them with a wider and bolder +sweep. The heavy, unwieldy body, thinned by the expulsion of those +currents driven upward to give flying-power to the wings, had taken on +a slim and tapering grace. She had reached her fairy perfection. She +was ready now for flight and light and love and freedom and the +uncharted pathways of the air, ready to carry out the design of the +Creator who had fashioned her so wondrously and so beautiful, and had +sent ahead of her the flowers for that marvelous tongue of hers to +sip. + +Waiting still, opening and closing her exquisite wings, trying them, +spreading them flat, the splendid swallow-tail clung to the page of +the book open at the Gospel of John. And I, idly enough, leaned +forward, and saw between the opening and the closing wings, words. The +which John Flint, bending forward beside me, likewise saw. "_Work_," +flashed out. And on a lower line, "_while it is day_." + +I grasped the edge of the table; his knuckles showed white beside +mine. + + "_I must work the works of him + that sent me, while it is day._" + +His eyes grew larger and deeper. A sort of inward light, a serene and +joyous acceptance and assurance, flowed into them. I that had dared to +be despondent felt a sense of awe. The Voice that had once spoken +above the Mercy Seat and between the wings of the cherubim was +speaking now in immortal words between, the wings of a butterfly. + +She was poising herself for her first flight, the bright and lovely +Lady of the Sky. Now she spread her wings flat, as a fan is unfurled. +And now she had lifted them clear and uncovered her message. The +Butterfly Man watched her, hanging absorbed upon her every movement. +And he read, softly: + + "_I must work + ... while it is day_." + +Lightly as a flower, a living and glorious flower, she lifted and +launched herself into the air, flew straight and sure for the outside +light, hung poised one gracious moment, and was gone. + +He turned to me the sweetest, clearest eyes I have ever seen in a +mortal countenance, the eyes of a little child. His face had caught a +sort of secret beauty, that was never to leave it any more. + +"Parson!" said the Butterfly Man, in a whisper that shook with the +beating of his heart behind it: "Parson! _Don't it beat hell?_" + +I rocked on my toes. Then I flung my arms around him, with a jubilant +shout: + +"It does! It does! Oh, Butterfly Man, by the grace and the glory and +the wonder of God, it beats hell!" + +THE END + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Slippy McGee, Sometimes Known as the +Butterfly Man, by Marie Conway Oemler + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLIPPY MCGEE *** + +***** This file should be named 15843.txt or 15843.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/5/8/4/15843/ + +Produced by Janet Kegg, Jeannie Howse and the PG Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net). + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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