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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/15841-8.txt b/15841-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e69898e --- /dev/null +++ b/15841-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11136 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Leonie of the Jungle, by Joan Conquest + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Leonie of the Jungle + +Author: Joan Conquest + +Release Date: May 16, 2005 [EBook #15841] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LEONIE OF THE JUNGLE *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + + +LEONIE OF THE JUNGLE + +BY + +JOAN CONQUEST + + + + +Author of "Desert Love" + + + + + +NEW YORK + +THE MACAULAY COMPANY + + + + +Copyright, 1921, by + +THE MACAULAY COMPANY + + + + + + +PRINTED IN THE U. S. A. + + + + +TO + + +THE SPLENDID NATIVE OF INDIA, + +THE LIVING + + +MADHU KRISHNAGHAR + + + + + +[Transcriber's Note: The name "Madhu" appears throughout this book. +The "u" in it can be correctly rendered only in Unicode, as +u-macron--uppercase U+016A, lowercase U+016B.] + + + + +CONTENTS + + +BOOK I + +THE WEST + + + +BOOK II + +THE EAST + + + +"And never the twain shall meet." + + + + +BOOK I + +THE WEST + + + + +LEONIE OF THE JUNGLE + + +CHAPTER I + + "To deliver thee from the strange woman!"--_The Bible_. + + +"Who found the kitten?" + +"Me," quavered the childish voice. + +Lady Susan Hetth tchcked with her tongue against her rather prominent +teeth at the lamentable lapse in grammar, and looked crossly at Leonie, +who immediately lifted up the quavering voice and wept. + +Sobs too big for such a little girl shook the slender body, whilst +great tears dripped from the long lashes to the tip of the upturned +nose, down the chin and on the knee of the famous specialist, against +which she rested. + +"Stand up, Leonie, and push your hair out of your eyes!" + +The thin little body tautened like an overstrung violin string, and a +shock of russet hair was pushed hastily back from a pair of indefinable +eyes, in which shone the light of an intense grief strange in one so +young. + +"Leave her to me, Lady Hetth!" + +The surgeon's voice was exceedingly suave but with the substratum of +steel which had served to bend other wills to his with an even greater +facility than the thumb of the potter moulds clay to his fancy. + +"Leonie is going to tell me everything, and then she is going to the +shop to buy a big doll and _forget_ all about it!" + +"Please may I have a book instead of----" + +"Leonie, that is very rude." + +"Please, Lady Hetth. Go on, darling---what kind of book." + +"'Bout tigers an' snakes, oh! an' elephants. Weal animals. Dolls, you +know"--she smiled as she confided the great secret--"aren't weal +_babies_, they're just full of sawdust." + +He lifted the child on to his knee, frowning at the weight, and +smoothed the tangled mass of curls away from the low forehead with a +touch which caused her to make a sound 'twixt sob and sigh, and to lie +back against the broad shoulder. + +It was a long and disjointed story, told in the inconsequent fashion of +a child of seven unused to converse with her elders; and continually +interrupted by the aunt, who, fretful and dying for her tea, jingled +her distracting bracelets and chains, fidgeted with the Anglo-Indian +odds-and-ends of her raiment, and disconcerted the child by the futile +verbal proddings; which are as bad for the infant mind as the criminal +attempts to force a baby to use its legs are to the infant body. + +"So! and you found the dear little kitten lying quite still in the +nursery this morning?" + +"Yes! Stwangled!" + +"Do pronounce your _r_'s, Leonie." + +The child shivered in the man's arms. + +"Who told you it was strangled?" + +"Auntie!" + +The man's hand closed for a moment on a heavy paper-weight as he looked +across the room at the woman who was waggling her foot and knitting her +scanty brows at the sound of the rending sobs. + +"Auntie was mistaken, darling. Kitty was asleep, tired out with +playing or running away from the dog next door." + +Leonie shook her head. "Kitty's dead," she wailed, "lying all black +and quiet, like--like my dweams!" + +There was a moment's pregnant silence, during which Leonie turned round +and snuffled into the great man's collar, and he frowned above the +russet head as he drew a block of paper and pencil towards him. + +"What dreams, darling?" + +"Don' know--dweams I dweam!" + +The specialist sat still for a second and then laughed, the great kind +laugh of a man with a big heart who adores children. + +"Let's play a game, Leonie! You tell me about the dreams, and I'll +tell you about my new motor-car, and the one who tells best will get a +big sweet!" + +With a child's sudden change of mood Leonie sat up, swinging her black +silk legs to and fro, her eyes dancing, her lips parted over the even +little teeth. + +"I _love_ sweets!" said she. "You begin!" + +"My car's grey!" said Sir Jonathan Cuxson. "What colour are your +dreams?" + +"_Black_!" was the unexpectedly decisive reply. "Black with lots of +wed--wet wed--and gween eyes--lots and lots of eyes--and--and soft +things I can't see, and--noises like kit--kit--kitty makes when she +purrs!" + +"Yes?" + +"Yes! and people with soft feet like the--the slippers Nannie wears at +night so that I can't hear them. And--and that's all!" + +She laughed like the child she ought to have been as she bit the end +off a big pink fondant which had materialised out of one of a dozen +little drawers in the desk, then holding up the other end to the man +laughed again spontaneously and delightfully as he pushed the sweet +into her mouth. + +Then he put her on her feet, tilted the little white face back till the +strong light shone into the opalescent, gold-flecked eyes, kissed the +curly head and told her to run round the room, open the cabinet doors +and look at the hidden treasures. + +"May I touch them?" + +"Of course, sweetheart!" + +"I'm vewy sowwy _you_ didn't win," she said in her old-fashioned way, +"because you are vewy, vewy nice. And"--she continued, suddenly +harking hack as a child will to a previous remark--"and it is all vewy, +vewy black, with a teeny, weeny light like the night-light Nannie +lights, and----!" + +She stopped dead and buried her head in the middle of Sir Jonathan's +waistcoat, fumbling his coat sleeves with her nervous little hands. + +"Yes, darling!" said the man, without a trace of expression in his +voice as he held up a finger warningly to the woman who had rustled in +her chair. + +"And--and sometimes there's a black woman. And I'm--I'm fwightened of +her 'cause she calls me, and--and--pulls me out of bed by my head." + +"How do you mean, darling? Does she catch hold of your hair? It must +hurt you dreadfully!" + +Leonie suddenly stood up, nervously pulling at the man's top waistcoat +button as she furtively glanced first over one shoulder and then over +the other. + +"No! she doesn't touch me," she faltered, "and I--I don't always see +her. But--but"--she laid her open palm against her forehead in a +curious little gesture suggestive of the East--"but she pulls me +through my forehead, and when she pulls I've--I've _got_ to go! May I +_hold_ that elephant?" + +The brain specialist looked straight into the strange eyes which smiled +confidingly back into his. + +"Just a moment, sweetheart," said he. "What do your little friends, +and Nannie, and Auntie say when you tell them about the dreams?" + +Leonie leant listlessly against the arm of the chair, and sighed as she +flashed a lightning glance at her aunt who was turning over a +periodical on a table by her side. + +"I don't tell Nannie because I think she wouldn't weally understand, +and--and----" + +Silence. + +"Well, darling?" + +"Auntie," she spoke in the merest whisper, "got awful cwoss the first +time I did tell her. She was going out to a dance, and I was telling +her whilst she was dwessing--it was a lovely dwess all sparkles and +little wosebuds--and I upset a bottle of scent over her gloves. The +scent too was like my dweams, just like--like--oh! I don't know, and I +haven't any!" + +Once more the man intuitively bridged the gulf. + +"No little friends? How's that?" + +"Bimba died," she announced casually. "She liked books, too. It's +vewy silly thinking dolls are babies, isn't it; that's why I love +weading, it--it seems weal!" + +Lady Hetth broke in hurriedly. + +"We simply can't keep her away from books when she's in town. Of +course when we are in the country she simply lives out of doors. It is +very difficult to keep her amused. She sulks when she goes to a party +and always wants to go home!" + +"I don't sulk weally, Auntie, I jus'--jus' don' seem to know how to +play!" + +She smiled a wan little smile at the woman who had no children of her +own, and moved away slowly with a backward doggy look at the man. + +"Good God!" he muttered. "Will you come here, Lady Hetth!" + + + + +CHAPTER II + + "When your fear cometh as a desolation."--_The Bible_. + + +Susan Hetth rose. + +She had always intensely disliked her brother-in-law's old friend, +failing utterly to perceive the heart of gold studded with rare gems +that was hidden under a bushel of intentional brusqueness. + +But as she was under an obligation to him she decided to make herself +as pleasant as possible, and to obey his orders, however irksome. + +Great brain specialist, great philanthropist, she had rung him up in a +panic that morning after having vainly ransacked her memory for some +other human being in whom she could with safety confide her fear, and +from whom she could expect some meed of succour. + +She knew, as everybody knew, that years ago he had given up the hours +of consultation which had seen his Harley Street waiting-room filled to +overflowing; that little by little, bit by bit, indeed, he had given +himself up entirely to research work, travelling in every quarter of +the globe in his quest for the knowledge necessary to the alleviation +of the mental troubles of his fellow-beings. And that when he found it +or some part of it he had hurried home, and having brought it to as +near a state of perfection as possible, had flung it broad-cast to the +suffering; just as he flung the immense sums of money he made among the +destitute for whom he loved to work without thought of the morrow. + +A genuine case of trouble he had never been known to dismiss, and Susan +Hetth had heaved a sigh of relief into the receiver when he fixed an +immediate appointment. + +The spook of fear is not the cheeriest companion of the early cup of +tea, and Nannie's words, allied to Nannie's face when she entered +without knocking, had caused the silly, invertebrate woman to take +immediate action for once in her life. + +Not for anything would she confess it, but she wished now she had +listened to Nannie when, just a year ago, she had so fervently urged a +visit to the doctor the first time she had discovered the baby girl +walking downstairs one step at a time in her sleep. + +She remembered the way the ever-changing house-parlourmaids had +furtively looked at the child when she came in to dessert; how one +after the other they had given notice, declaring that although they +really loved the child their nerves would not stand the ever-recurring +shock of finding her sitting in some corner in the dark; or the +pattering of her little feet on the stairs when she occasionally evaded +the nurse and walked about the house in her sleep; and she remembered +how other nurses who brought baby visitors to tea had watched the +child, surreptitiously touching their foreheads and wagging their heads +at each other. + +But, as is the way of the supine, she had put it off and put it off +until her negligence had culminated in the frightful scene of this same +very early morning, when Leonie, waking in the day nursery to find her +kitten dead, had screamed and shrieked hour after hour until the +house-parlourmaid had rushed in and given instant notice, with the +unsolicited information that the servants thought, and the neighbours +said, the child was mad and ought to be sent to a home. + +Then, indeed, had terror suddenly tweaked Susan Hetth's heart, the +social one, the maternal one having long since atrophied through want +of use; for the shadow of lunacy is about the blackest of all the +shadows that can fall across a butterfly's sunny, heedless path. + +Ten years ago she had lost her husband, in the year following most of +her capital had gone in a mad-cat speculation, and three years later +her gallant brother-in-law died, leaving her a yearly income sufficient +for expenses and education if she would undertake to mother his little +daughter. Since then she had led the usual abortive life of the woman +who lives on the past glamour of her husband's success and a limited +income, upon which she tries ineffectually to dovetail herself into a +society to which she does not rightly belong. Having noticed an +increasing plenitude of silver among the ash-gold of her hair, a +deepening of the lines of discord between her brows, and the threads of +discontent which were daily being hemstitched into her face by the +sharp needles of make-believe, covetousness, and a precarious banking +account, she had recently decided to try and annex, or rather try and +graft herself on to a certain unsuspecting male being _en secondes +noces_. + +And that simply cannot be done if there is the slightest shadow upon +one's appendages. + +So she sat down in the chair with as good a grace as she could muster, +and arranged her big picture hat so that the spring sun should not draw +Sir Jonathan's attention to the methods she employed to combat the +rapidity with which what remained of her prettiness, prematurely faded +by the Indian sun, was vanishing. + +For a long and trying moment he sat silently staring at her, wondering +as he had always wondered what had induced his old friend to place his +little girl in such inadequate, feeble hands. + +To break the tension Lady Hetth clanked a silver Indian bracelet bought +at Liberty's against an Egyptian chain sold by Swan & Edgar's, and the +man frowned as he drew a series of cats on his blotting-paper. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + "Against stupidity the very gods + Themselves contend in vain!"--_Schiller_. + + +"Let me see," he said slowly. "You have been in India I believe. I +wonder if you know anything about it!" + +"I lived _ten_ years in the Punjab." This information was given with +the intense self-satisfaction peculiar to the feminine Anglo-Indian. +"With my husband," was added after a rather damping silence, "who was +knighted for certain--er--work he did in the Indian Civil Service." + +"That doesn't mean that you know anything about the country, Mam. +Leonie has been with you almost seven years, please correct me if I +make any mistake. She is seven this month you say. She was four +months old when she came over from India. Did her ayah come with her, +by the way? No! Had she been good to the baby--yes! yes! I know, they +always are, but these dreams indicate that the child has been badly +frightened some time or another!" + +"But she _couldn't_ be frightened at four months," vacantly interrupted +Susan Hetth, who could not see the trend of the conversation, or the +need of the detailed interrogation. "She would be _far_ too young!" + +"Too _young_!" snapped Sir Jonathan. "Rubbish! Do you know why you +are afraid to-day of falling from a height?" + +"No," replied Susan Hetth, cordially loathing the man, his methods, and +his manners. + +"Because," he answered roughly, "you were frightened of falling from +your mother's or your nurse's arms when you were a few months old, and +the impression of height and fear made upon your baby mind is still +with you, _that's_ why!" + +"The brute!" she thought, as she smiled the propitiatory smile of one +who is afraid and murmured, "How very interesting!" + +"Is there anything else you can tell me about your little niece? no +matter how trivial a detail! Has she ever screamed for hours as she +screamed this morning? Does she get angry? I mean mad angry!" + +"No!" replied the aunt. "From what her nurse and daily governess tell +me she seems to be _remarkably_ sweet-tempered. You see I don't--I +haven't--I don't see much of her. I'm--I've--you see I have _so_ many +friends over here!" + +The man snorted. + +"I must say," she continued, "I have _never_ met a child so averse from +being kissed or being made a fuss of--she _hates_ anyone to touch her, +even--even _me_, her _mother_, as you might say; but they say she is +tractable, and has never been known to lose her temper, or slap, or +scratch, as some children do--no! there is _really_ nothing to tell +about her--of course she walks a bit in her sleep, at least so her +Nannie says!" + +The specialist's hand crashed on the table. "Good God, woman!" he +flung at her, "what in heaven's name _are_ you modern women made of? +How long has she been walking in her sleep? Tell me all you know _at +once_--and remember it's your niece's _brain_ and her future you are +talking about, so try and describe this sleep-walking with as much +interest and regard to detail as you would if you were talking about a +new dress. Why in heaven's name didn't you send her with the +nurse--the _servant_--instead of coming yourself--I might have learnt +something about the child _then_!" + +It seemed that Leonie while still quite a baby had walked about the +night nursery in her sleep; that she had been found in the day nursery +and on the lower landing, but had always gone back to bed without +waking; that she muttered a lot of rubbish which the nurse could not +understand, and was always very tired next day. That now that she was +older she slept in a room by herself as she became unaccountably +restless and wide awake if anyone slept in the room with her. No! the +nurse had never noticed the hour or the date, or anything, and that was +really all, and "couldn't you give the child a dose of bromide." + +Which sentence served to finish the history and to bring Sir Jonathan +with a bound from his chair. + +"Bromide," he snarled, "_bromide_! Now, Lady Hetth, listen to me. +There is something more than nerves and a highly strung temperament in +this. Next week I want Nannie, not _you_, to bring the child here on a +visit. I know India and her religions as far as any Englishman dare +say he knows anything about that unfathomable country--yes! Mam! +religions--Hinduism--Brahminism--Buddhism--why, I've passed the best +part of my life trying to unravel certain physical and psychical +threads knotted up in India; but the years are slipping by, and time is +getting shorter and shorter, and but a tithe done out of all there is +to do; but thanks be, my boy has inherited my love for this work, and +will carry on here when I have crossed the threshold and found the +solutions to my problems on the other side. Though I'm sure I don't +know why I'm telling _you_ all this," he finished brusquely, "we will +return to India." + +"Yes! India is very, very interesting!" piped Lady Hetth, rising and +standing on one foot so as to rest the other suffering from an +oversmall shoe. + +"Very, _very_ interesting!" she continued unctuously and with the +enthusiasm she reserved as a rule for the S.P.C.K.I, which letters +stand for an attempt to graft a new creed on to the tree of religion in +India which was bearing _fruit_ at a period when we were hobnobbing in +caves, with a boulder or good stout club as reasons for existence. + +"I'll write and tell you when to send the child and her nurse, and +between us we'll manage to keep her amused. And in the meantime stop +all lessons and let her do exactly as she likes, and feed her up, Mam, +feed her up, her bones are simply coming through her skin." + +Again he laughed a great rumbling laugh, as lifting the child from the +ground he felt the little hands in his mane of white hair. + +"You're nice," she decided, "vewy nice." + +"Like to come and stay with me?" + +"Oh, yes! if you won't--won't make me----!" + +She stopped short. + +"Well! what--won't make you what?" + +"Nothing--Auntie pulled my dwess!" + +The door closed softly. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + "The kindest man, + The best conditioned and unwearied spirit + In doing courtesies."--_Shakespeare_. + + +They met on the threshold. + +Swinging back the door to let Leonie and her aunt out, Ellen, the +middle-aged maid, almost an heirloom in the family of Cuxson, bristling +in starched cap and apron, let in the erstwhile plague of her life, but +now as ever the light of her eyes, Jonathan Cuxson, Junior. + +He took Lady Hetth's hand in a mighty and painful grip when after a +moment's hesitation she introduced herself. + +"Why, of course! You must be Jan! Except for being bigger you haven't +changed a bit since I saw you years ago one Speech Day at Harrow!" She +looked with open admiration at the very personable young man before her +who loomed large in the hall with his height of six feet two and a +tremendous width of shoulder. His eyes were grey, and as honest as a +genuine fine day; the jaw was just saved from a shadow of brutality in +its strength by a remarkably fine mouth; the ears were splendid from an +intellectual point of view, and the set of the head on the neck, and +the neck on the shoulders, perfect. The nose was a good nose, rather +broad at the top, with those delicate sensitive nostrils which usually +spell trouble for the owner. + +"I don't believe you remember me!" + +Happily the reply which must have been untrue or given in the negative +was averted by the hilarious arrival of a puppy. + +Having heard the deep voice associated in its canine mind with bits of +cake and joyous roughs-and-tumbles, it had forsaken the happy though +forbidden hunting ground of the upper storeys and negotiated the stairs +in a series of bumps and misses. + +Arrived in the hall it hurled itself blindly against Leonie's ankles, +and ricocheted on to its master's boots, where it essayed a _pas seul_ +on its hind legs in its efforts to reach the strong brown hand. + +"Oh!" said Leonie, as she fell on her knees with her arms outstretched +to the rampaging ball of white fluff and high spirits, the which +thinking it some new game squatted back on its hind legs with the front +ones wide apart, gave an infantile squeak, and whizzed round three +times apparently for luck, as tears welled up in the child's large eyes +and trickled down the white face. + +"Hello, kiddie! You're crying!" said Jan Cuxson, who like his father +had a positive mania for protecting and helping those in trouble, which +mania got him into an infinite and varied amount of trouble himself, +and led him into unexpected boles and corners of the earth. "I'm--I'm +not crying weally!" choked Leonie, "it's--it's my kitten!" + +"Oh! do stop, Leonie!" said her aunt, leaning down to catch the child's +hand and pull her to her feet. "She's coming to stay with you," she +added, as Leonie stood quite still with that piteous jerk of the chin +which comes from suppressed and overwhelming grief, as she watched the +puppy play a one-sided game of bumblefoot in a corner. + +"That's jolly," said the young man. + +"Oh! she's coming as a case. She walks a good deal in her sleep, and +as my brother-in-law, Colonel Hetth, if you remember, was such a----" + +But Jan Cuxson was not listening. + +He too had put his hand on the curly head and tilted it back gently so +that the light shone into the sorrow-laden eyes encircled by shadows. + +Then he smiled suddenly down at the mite, and she, perceiving that a +ray of light had suddenly pierced the all-pervading gloom, smiled back, +and catching his left hand in both of hers pressed it to her forehead. + +"Good Lord!" he muttered, as a thrill ran through him at the unexpected +and oriental action. + +And Fate, plucking in senile fashion at the loose ends which lay +nearest her old hand, knotted two tightly together with a bit of rare +golden strand she kept tucked away in her bodice. + +"And what shall we do when you come? Can you ride? I know of a lovely +pony a little boy rides!" + +Leonie shook her head mournfully, feeling unconsciously but acutely the +penalty of her sex for the first time in her life. + +"I can't wide astwide," she sighed, "I haven't any bweeches. Jill and +Maudie Wetherbourne always wide in skirts. But I can swim," she added +quickly, "an' jump in out of my depff. I learnt in the baff at the +seaside!" + +"Oh! come along, child, _do_!" broke in her aunt to her own undoing. + +"Auntie jumps in too, though she says she doesn't," proceeded Leonie in +a gallant effort to shore up her family's sporting reputation. + +"I do _not_, Leonie! I can't imagine how you ever got such an idea +into your head!" + +But Leonie, nothing daunted, shook back her russet mop of hair and gave +direct answer, to the confusion of the domestic who happily stood out +of Lady Hetth's eye-range. + +"But, Auntie! I've _often_ heard Wilkins tell Nannie that you've been +in off the deep end before bweakfast! Oh! do let me hold him just for +ever such a little while!" + +To save the expression of his face Jan Cuxson had bent and lifted the +pup by the scruff of its neck, and upon the piteous appeal put it +squirming and wriggling in the outstretched arms. + +Great tears dripped all over the animal though Leonie stood on one +foot, bit her underlip, and squeezed the puppy to suffocation in a +valiant effort to restrain this appalling sign of weakness. + +"Tell me what makes you cry like that?" + +"My--my kitten was--was stwangled by--by someone this morning, an'--an' +she was all soft an'--an' fluffy like----" + +The words ended in a paroxysm of sobs muffled in the puppy's coat +whereupon it ecstatically licked every visible part of the child's +neck, whilst Ellen, throwing decorum to the winds, knelt down and drew +the shaking little figure into her arms. + +"Anybody in there!" suddenly and very gruffly asked Jan Cuxson, jerking +his head in the direction of the room where the few and favoured +awaited the pleasure of the specialist. + +"No, Sir," replied Ellen, as she disentangled one of the puppy's claws +from the lace on Leonie's sleeve. "I'm going to call my father! I +don't think you understand your little girl very well!" + +He spoke quite gently but his face was white with anger, that almost +terrifying rage which surges over and through the mentally and +physically strong at the sight, or thought, of cruelty to the small and +weak. + +He whistled two exceedingly sharp notes and plunged his hands into his +pockets, where he scrunched up his keys and some loose change. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +"The liberal soul shall be made fat."--_The Bible_. + + +"Well! well! well!" + +Sir Jonathan walked over to the child and knelt down beside her as the +maid rose and straightened her crumpled apron. + +"Let me have the doggie, darling!" + +"No!--no!--_no_! I--I love him. He's all soft and cuddley. I want to +hold him for jus' a little, little longer!" + +The child's voice was shrill with excitement as she pulled back from +the encircling arms, her lips quivering, her eyes staring distractedly +first at the younger man then at the dog. + +"Would you like to have Jingles, kiddie?" + +The change in the child's face was electrifying, and Sir Jonathan, +rising with his eyes fixed upon her, touched his son's arm to draw his +attention to it. + +Tears like dewdrops on brown pansy petals hung heavily from the lashes, +but the corners of the mouth turned up in an adorable smile, and waves +of gratitude and delight swept up from chin to brow obliterating the +agony of the past hours. + +"For _me_--to _keep_?" she whispered, as she stood on her toes in an +instinctive effort to make the body reach and unite with the mind at +the highest point of this most perfect moment, whilst her little breast +heaved with the repressed sobs of her fully laden heart. + +"Yes! for keeps, little one!" + +The three elders stood silently, the specialist watching intently the +light which kindled in the child's eyes as she looked from one to the +other before she bent her head over the dog she had completely +surrounded with her arms. + +Jan Cuxson made a movement to end a situation which was bordering on +cruelty when Lady Hetth anticipated him with her customary dire +tactlessness. + +"There now, Leonie! _Now_ perhaps you'll be satisfied. Give Mr. +Cuxson a kiss and say thank you nicely!" + +Leonie would have cheerfully put her hand in the fire to serve this +wonderful being who royally distributed gifts, and _live_ ones at that, +and only hesitated for the barest fraction of a second before, her face +suffused with crimson, she walked up to him. + +"Of course if--if you want me to--I'll--I'll kiss you," she said +heroically, unconsciously squeezing the puppy under the stress of the +awful moment until it yelped, "but I'd--I'd wather----" She stopped +and looked up hurriedly into the understanding face of the elder man. + +He nodded as he caught her eye so that she finished all in a hopeful +burst. + +"But I'd wather not if you don't mind!" + +Lady Hetth frowned and put out her hand, murmuring something about +really having to go. + +"I'll send for her and Nannie, Lady Hetth. And keep her out of doors +as much as possible. Why don't you take her to the Zoo this afternoon?" + +"I couldn't _possibly_!" came the prompt and irritable reply. + +"What about me!" interrupted Jan Cuxson. "Eh! kiddie? You and I +riding big, fat elephants at the Zoo!" + +"_You_--and _Jingles_--and _me_!" said Leonie, disengaging her hand +from her aunt's. "And you," she said sweetly, laying it on the elder +man's coat sleeve. + +Heaven had opened wide its gates and she was for pulling everybody in +with her, and her eyes danced, and so did her patent shod feet on the +rug. + +"It's _too_ kind of you, Jan!" broke in her aunt. "I really don't like +to let you waste your time with a child!" + +"Not at all, Lady Hetth! I love kids--and the Zoo. Where shall I +bring her to afterwards?" + +"Oh! Yes! bring her to the Ladies' Union Club where I am staying. No! +you'd better take her to her Nannie as they don't allow children in the +Club, thank goodness. They are staying in York Street, Baker Street, +quite convenient for you." + +She trailed through the door as she spoke, pouring out a cascade of +vapid thanks and announcing also that she had shopping to do at +Debenham and Freebody's. + +She hadn't, she was going to catch an omnibus in Cavendish Square, +being of those who, blindly extravagant in most things, think they +economise when spoiling their clothes and temper in a penny ha'penny +bus, instead of keeping both unruffled in a taxi, at two shillings. + +Ellen, returning later triumphantly with a taxi, held wide the door, a +wide and loving smile across her plain face. + +"You come too, Sir," said Jan Cuxson. "Do you heaps of good to ride an +elephant!" + +"I only wish I could, boy," said the man as he laid one hand on the +shoulder of the son he loved, and the other on Leonie's head. "But +I've much to do in that opium case, and I'm dining out, and shall read +a bit when I get back----" + +"And I'm dining out too, more's the nuisance, otherwise I could help. +Sure to be awfully late as it's a farewell dinner to a fellow at the +hospital----" + +"Well! See you in the morning! Good-bye, sweetheart, I won't forget +the book, and just you make that lazy fellow show you everything!" + +He bent and kissed Leonie as she lifted her face, which was an +unheard-of thing for her to do, and watched her as, hugging the +struggling dog, she ran down the steps and was lifted into the taxi by +her companion. + +With his foot on the step Jan hesitated, then turned and walked back to +his father. + +"I don't know why. Sir, but I do wish you'd come too," he said slowly, +looking at the man he loved with a love past the comprehension of the +younger generation of the present day. + +He put out his hand as he spoke and gripped the elder man's hard, then +ran down the steps, jumped in beside Leonie, and turned to wave +hilariously with her as they sped away to the Zoo. + +The brain specialist went back thoughtfully to his room, and when he +had closed the door stood for a long time looking out at the little +garden with its one big tree. + +"I wonder, I _wonder_," he mused. "I'd give a good deal to get at that +ayah--well! why not?--I could start for----" He looked round suddenly, +then laughed as he passed his hand over his eyes. "Funny! I thought +someone opened the door." + +He moved to his desk and turned over his diary, showing blank page +after blank page. + +"Strange," he muttered. "There is nothing written down after to-day, +not a single engagement. I must have entered them in some other book; +very careless of me." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + "And the wild beasts of the islands shall cry + in their desolate homes."--_The Bible_. + + +"Gawd!" + +Mrs. Henry Higgins called upon the Almighty in the vernacular of Seven +Dials, sought gropingly for the members of her progeny who clutched her +skirt, and fortunately kept her head. + +"'Enery James--no! Gertrude Ellen--you've gotter better headpiece, +jest yer slip along to the keeper an' tell _'im_ to look slippy and +come along quick _h'and_ quiet!" + +Gertrude Ellen, puffed up with pride at the pull she had had over her +brother, slipped off, as her mother continued in a raucous whisper, +"Now if that young miss don't deserve a thorough good 'iding! I'd take +the skin off yer if any of yer did such a fing, strite I would. Drat +yer, keep stilt cawn't yer--you'll rouse the brute!" + +She shook her skirts so that the half-dozen clinging children rattled +like a bunch of keys, pushed her jet bonnet back from the shiny +wrinkled forehead, and waited, her motherly heart aquake in spite of +her drastic language. + +Jan Cuxson was standing in front of the lions' cage at one end of the +lion-house, talking to his old friend the keeper, under the impression +that Leonie was close beside him; but she, having taken advantage of +their conversation and a practically empty house, had slipped quietly +away, climbed the barrier near the far window, and was _also_ holding +conversation--with a tiger from Bengal. + +The animal lay outstretched with his wonderful head close to the bars, +and his unblinking opalescent gold-flecked eyes staring straight into +the opalescent gold-flecked eyes of the child as she stood on tip-toe +so that her face was almost on a level with that of the animal. + +"_Poor_ tiger!" she was saying. "I'm vewwy sowwy for you--I'm sure +you're not so vewy, vewy wicked, an' if you will bend your head I will +stwoke you behind the ear same as I did Kitty." + +Mrs. Henry Higgins gasped. + +Holding on to one bar tightly just near the tiger's mouth so as to +steady herself, Leonie stretched, and thrusting her hand inside began +to rub the tiger's head quite forcibly behind the ear. + +"Nice?" she inquired as the animal closed its eyes under the unexpected +and unexperienced caress, then opening them lifted the beautiful head +and yawned to the full capacity of the huge mouth, affording Leonie a +front row view of the splendid ivories and pale pink tongue. + +"Oh--h--h!" said she admiringly, standing flat and patting the nearest +paw. "I _do_ like you though you _do_ fwighten me when you walk so +softly in my dweams--oh--h--h!" + +She shivered with ecstasy as the tiger rolled on its back, displaying +its soft white belly as it bit its hind foot with the abandon of a +baby, then turned on its side, and leaping sideways to its feet, slunk +off to the far corner of the miserable den, which is all a civilised +country gives a wild animal in exchange for its jungle home. + +Meanwhile the Higgins brood, like hungry sparrows on a rail, were +sitting open-mouthed on the lower steps provided for the benefit of +those spectators who wish to revel with safety in the degrading sight +of the royal beasts fed with lumps of bleeding meat pushed through the +lower bar on the end of a prong. + +Rendered somewhat incoherent by fear, and haste, allied to the ghastly +English she had acquired in the streets and been allowed to retain in +the Council School, Gertrude Ellen had found it somewhat difficult to +arouse the keeper to a realisation of the impending disaster. + +But when he _did_ look over his shoulder in the direction her dirty +little hand was pointing he swore a mighty oath and acted promptly. + +"Keep still, Sir, for the love of heaven!" he whispered, catching hold +of Jan Cuxson's arm as the latter made a step forward. "Don't let that +there animal see yer, he's the blamedest, cussedest brute I've ever had +to do with. Never had a civil growl from him since he came here over +three years ago." + +Whilst speaking the man had hurriedly discarded his boots and climbed +inside the barrier, whilst Cuxson held the child quiet by her thin +little shoulders. + +"Damn that woman," went on the keeper, "why can't she keep still. Sure +as blazes if that there tiger sees her, which don't mean if he's +_looking_ at her, he'll go nasty and have that missy's 'and off." + +Mrs. Higgins, having clumped her brood into silence, was making frantic +and what she imagined to be surreptitious signals of distress with her +left arm, keeping her eyes glued on Leonie, who was clinging to the +bars with both hands whilst calling upon the tiger to come back. + +He came back, half crouched, noiselessly, stealthily, the hair of the +belly almost touching the ground, for all the world like a cat about to +spring upon an unsuspecting sparrow. + +He came to a standstill within an inch of the bars and threw his +pointed ears straight forward so that they stood out at right angles to +the beautifully marked face; spasmodically twitched back the mouth +without a sound issuing therefrom, and then lay down and pressed his +head against the bars. + +The tiny hand was stroking the silky ears, patting the head, and +prodding contentedly into the thick fur of the neck when suddenly with +a mighty heart-quaking roar the tiger leapt up and back, and then +hurled himself at the bars. + +The keeper had crept, bent double, along the inside of the barrier, and +had most suddenly and surprisingly seized Leonie by the waist and +wrenched her free from the bars to which she had tried to cling, +holding her like a vice in his arms where she vainly kicked and +struggled for freedom. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + ". . . that man could not be altogether cleared + from injustice in dealing with beasts as he now + does."--_Plutarch_. + + +The whole house was in an uproar. + +The lions were trotting round and round, stopping to listen and snuff in +the sawdust near the bars; the stumpy jaguar, black as ink, with a body +like a steel case, was rushing up and down, rubbing its forehead fiercely +as it turned; a lion and his mate were rearing themselves one after the +other against the walls, half turning from the middle to fall almost +backward in that peculiar movement which reminds one forcibly of great +succeeding waves stopped and thrown back upon themselves by some bleak +rock. + +People were pushing and straining to look in at the windows, and rattling +the doors which had been hurriedly locked by the keepers who had rushed +to ascertain the cause of the tumult, whilst the tiger made the place +resound with its terrific roars as it hurled its huge weight again and +again at the bars of its cage. + +"Come _on_, Mother," shouted the keeper above the din, "bring all those +children and let's get out. They'll quieten down when we've gone. Can't +you _read_!" + +He shook Leonie slightly under the stress of his agitation as he hauled +her in front of the notice which commands you to refrain from climbing +the barrier. + +"Of course I can wead," she replied with dignity; "I'm weading the +little----" + +"Well! read _that_!" + +"But--but"--stammered Leonie, having read with difficulty--"but I knew +the tiger, Mr. Keeper!" + +"_Oh_! yes! of course! You were tiger 'unting and brought him from the +Sunderbunds about four years ago; it wasn't the gentleman, of course not!" + +"But weally," pleaded Leonie with the tears very near, "weally I've--I've +dweamed lots about him, and--and--and----" + +"Take her away, Sir--she makes me see red she does. No thank you. +Sir--very much obliged, but it's part of my duty to see that people +_don't_ climb the barrier, and I kind of failed--p'raps the little girl +what came and----" + +They were outside by this time and the centre of an interested admiring +crowd; it is only bleeding meat at three o'clock as a rule which can +rouse the inhabitants of the lion house from their prison apathy. + +Taking the dirty little paw Cuxson, crumpling up a note, put it into the +dirty little palm and closed the fingers tightly over it. Whereupon +Gertrude Ellen blushed furiously, and went to her mother with her +clenched fist behind her back, where she kept it stiffly until tea-time, +when she held out the bit of paper without a word, to the tune of "Lawks +a mercy me!" from her mother, who immediately ordered more buns on the +strength of it. + +"Lor' bless yer, lovey!" said Mrs. Higgins, whose bonnet was bobbing on +the nape of her neck, leaving the wisps of hair to straggle +unrestrainedly in the honest grey eyes, as she knelt on the ground and +tugged Leonie's short skirts into place. "Yer did give us a turn, +dearie; yer might 'av 'ad yer 'and nipped orf by that there brute. Come +'_ere_, Lil and 'Erb--I'll 'ave yer eaten by the camuls next!" + +The bow-legged twins, with their spirit of adventure quashed, rolled back +to mother, and stood wide-eyed as she ran her work-worn hand through the +stranger's luxuriant curls. + +"Give us a kiss, lovey, an' go an' get some tea!" + +For the second time that day Leonie moved to obey the same command, but +this time there was no hesitation as she put her thin arms round the +woman's neck and kissed her sweetly once and again. + +And the woman, who sensed something amiss in the quivering little body, +held her firmly, patting her gently with the same hand which dealt out +indiscriminately such resounding and often well-earned smacks among her +own; and Leonie sighed and leant confidingly against the stout, badly +corseted figure. + +"How comfy," she whispered shyly. "How soft you are. Auntie never holds +me in her arms, and when Nannie does she's always full of bits of things +that stick _out_." + +And then with a little scream of delight she was away, speeding over the +gravel in the wake of a lumbering great form wending its way in and out +of the crowd. + +"Cut along, Sir, or you'll find her 'obnobbing with the gorilla next! +I've never _seen_ such a child for downright mischievousness." + +Cuxson cut along as bidden and for all he was worth, pulling Leonie up in +front of the ticket office for elephant rides, and after purchasing +tickets sidetracked her to a tea-table. + + * * * * * * * * + +"Mind you bring Jingles when you come to stay!" + +"Pwomise," called back Leonie from her Nannie's arms as she opened the +door to them and lifted the tired happy child from the taxi. + +But she didn't because she never went. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + "And make my seated heart knock at my ribs + Against the use of nature. Present fears + Are less than horrible imaginings."--_Shakespeare_. + + +Big Ben announced the approaching hour of midnight, throwing the +sonorous notes to the soft spring wind which wafted them up to Harley +Street. + +Save for the light thrown by the dancing flames of a log fire, and the +orange disc made on the desk by the light of a heavily shaded lamp, the +room was dark; the silence broken only by the occasional crackle of the +wood fire and the faint rustle as Sir Jonathan turned a page. + +"Notes" was written in letters of brass across the thick book heavily +bound in leather, and of which the small key to the massive Bramah lock +was kept in a pocket especially made in every waistcoat Sir Jonathan +possessed. + +Slowly he read through the page he had just written, crossing a t, +dotting an i, adding or scratching out a word of the writing which was +in no way more legible than that of any other surgeon; and when he had +read he ran his hand through the mass of snow-white hair, sighed, and +pushed the book further back on to the desk. + +It is an eerie sound that of someone speaking aloud to himself, and +still more eerie when it occurs in the middle of the night when the +only part of the speaker to be clearly seen is the strong white hands +moving in the orange disc thrown on the desk by the heavily shaded lamp. + +And it is a strange habit this talking aloud of the solitary soul. + +Mad? + +Not a bit. + +Dumb in the babel and din of chaotic midday, unresponsive to the +uncongenial matter around, it will talk on subjects gay and grave, and +even laugh with the silent sympathetic shades of midnight. + +Nevertheless it is mighty eerie to hear it unawares. + +For the twentieth time the famous specialist picked up a letter and +read it from beginning to end. + +"Strange, Jim, old fellow," said he as he laid it down, "strange how I +think of you to-night. Seeing your little one, I suppose. But somehow +to-night more than ever I feel the blank you made in my life when you +left. How you'd have loved the kiddie, Jim. Strange wee soul with a +shadow already on her life--a big black shadow, Jim, which I--I am +going----!" + +He turned his head and looked over his shoulder. + +"Ugh!" he said, as he turned back to the desk and drew the book towards +him. + +"Leonie Hetth--age seven--walks in her sleep and dreams--dreams are +evidently of India--things that walk softly and purr--a small +light--and wet red which may mean blood--green eyes and a black woman +who--who----" + +Once more he ran his hand through his hair, but time irritably, then +shook his head from side to side rubbed his hand across his eyes. + +"I've been sitting up too late these last few nights over that opium +case. Don't seem to be able to collect or hold my thoughts. Jim, old +fellow, I wonder what made you leave Leonie in the care of that damn +silly, shallow woman, and I wonder how you could ever have produced +anything so highly strung and temperamental as your little daughter. I +sup----" + +He stopped quite suddenly and rose, standing with his head bent forward. + +There was not a sound! + +Feeling for the arm of his chair with his face still turned to the +curtained window he sank back, only to spring upright with a bound. + +Noiselessly, swiftly he crossed to the window, and pulling back the +curtain an inch or two peered out into the small garden with its one +tree and border of shrubs. + +There was no sound and nothing moved. + +"Strange!" he muttered, "I could have sworn some-one knocked." + +He jerked back the curtains so that they rasped on the brass rod, +letting in the almost blinding glare of the full moon which drew a +nimbus from the silvery head and threw shadows which danced and +gibbered by the aid of the log fire over the walls and ceiling, and in +and out of the open safe. + +He turned, but stopped abruptly when half-way across the room, standing +stock still with his back to the window. + +There was a faint distinct tapping as though slender fingers were +beating a ghastly, distant drum. + +It stopped--it continued--it stopped. + +Then fell one little solitary rap like a drop of water falling on a +metal plate, and it died away into silence. + +And Sir Jonathan threw up his fine old head and laughed. + +"Surely I've got India on the brain to-night, and as surely I want a +good long holiday," he said, as he sat down at his desk and picked up +his pen. "And I must remember to tell the gardener to clip that tree +to-morrow. How Jan will laugh when I tell him that I was absolutely +scared by a branch rubbing against the window." + +For five long minutes he sat frowning down at the pen in his hand. +Three times he commenced to write, and three times he stopped; twice he +lit a cigarette and let it go out, and deeper grew the lines between +the brows and round the mouth, until he shivered and turned quickly in +his chair. + +"That felt just like a sea-fog creeping up behind; stupid to keep the +window open even in spring," he said as he picked up a log from a +basket by his side and threw it deftly into the wide-open grate, leant +sideways to separate two brass ornaments on a table which had jangled +one against the other, and sighing turned restlessly in his chair. + +"Confound those great market lorries," he muttered, looking round the +room with its cabinets and shelves filled with the strange and weird, +beautiful and unsightly curios he had brought back from every corner of +the globe. "They shake the house enough to bring it down about one's +ears." + +The moon was slowly shifting as he leant back and settled himself +comfortably in the high leather chair; the room was getting darker and +there had fallen that intense almost palpable stillness which envelops +most great cities after midnight, and against which his thoughts stood +out like steel points upon a velvet curtain. + +Clear and sharp as steel they shot indeed, this way and that through +his mind; but hold them he could not, analyse or arrange them he could +not, neither would his hand move towards the pen a few inches from the +finger-tips. + +"God!" he suddenly thundered, striking the arm of the chair with his +fist. "The answer is just there on the tip of my tongue--before my +very eyes--within reach of my fingers, and yet I cannot grasp it--ah! +why! could it _possibly_ be----" + +He rose as he spoke and crossed to a massive bookcase packed to +overflowing with books, switched on a light hanging near, opened the +glass door and ran his hand lovingly over the leather volumes. + +Then he very gently laid his hand on his left shoulder and turned with +a smile lighting up his face, which abruptly went blank in astonishment. + +"Upon my word," he said, "whatever made me think that Jan had come in +and had put his hand upon my shoulder. Old fool that I am to-night." + +For a moment he stood looking into the shadowy corners, then turned +again to the case, ran his finger along a row of books until he came to +one with the title "India," pulled it out and opened it under the light. + +The book opened quite suddenly and wide, and his eyes fell on the first +few lines. Without a movement he stood staring down at the printed +words, reading to the end of the page, then he violently closed the +book, thrust it back into the case, and closing the doors, pressed +against them with both hands as though in an endeavour to keep back +something which was trying to get out. + +"No! my God! No! never! not that--not _that_ as an end--not for _that_ +baby--and yet----" + +He moved across to the desk, sank heavily like a very old man into his +chair and covered his face with his hands. + +Then very slowly and as though against his will he uncovered his face, +and leaning forward stared across to the bookcase whilst he groped for +the pen beside the book. + +"And the cure," he muttered, "the remedy--I _must_ find it--I--I----" + +His heart was thudding heavily with the merest suspicion of a complete +pause between the beats, his hand trembled almost imperceptibly, whilst +his eyes glanced questioningly this way and that. + +"I don't understand, I don't understand!" he whispered, just like a +frightened child as he plucked at his collar and moved his head quickly +from side to side as though trying to loosen some stranglehold about +his neck. + +He turned and stared unseeingly into the fire with the look of +perplexity deepening on his face, then slowly he raised his eyes, first +to the delicate tracings of the Adams mantelpiece, then to the varied +ornaments on the shelf. + +"Tish!" he said impatiently as they roved from the central figure of +benign undisturbed Buddha, to a snake of brass holding a candle, and on +to a blatant and grotesque dragon from China. + +For a second he stared uncomprehendingly, then raised his head. + +Inch by inch his eyes moved until they reached the top shelf of the +overmantel and stopped. A shiver shook him as he lay back in his +chair, his widespread fingers clutched at the chair arms, a tiny bead +of perspiration showed upon the broad forehead. + +Staring down at him, shining evilly in the moonlight, was a glistening, +unwavering eye. + +Just a slanting mother-o'-pearl eye in the battered head of a god or +goddess of India, with features almost obliterated by the passage of +centuries. + +For a full minute Sir Jonathan sat staring up at the eye which stared +back; then moving with a convulsive jerk, ran both hands through the +mane of silvery hair as though to lift some crushing load from about +his head; and turning sideways in his chair stretched out one hand +between the eye above and his own as he clumsily seized the pen in the +shaking fingers. + +"Ah! my God!" he muttered, "the answer is still there, on the tip of my +tongue, before my eyes, within reach of my fingers, and I cannot grasp +it--ah!--yes----" + +Slowly and with infinite pain he wrote, printing the letters in thick +and crooked capitals, whilst his breath whistled through the dilated +nostrils and one foot beat unceasingly against the desk. + +"The answer to the problem concerning Leonie Hetth is in the third +volume upon----" + +His hand stopped suddenly when the fingers involuntarily spread wide +apart, letting fall the pen which rolled across the book; and the +silvery head turned inch by inch until the grey eyes had lifted to the +one shining in the shadows. + +And there commenced a desperate, a bitter struggle for a child's +reason, perhaps for a child's life, as the moon gently withdrew her +light. + +Like the clammy wraiths of fog upon the moor, like the searching +tentacles of some blind monster of the sea, fear crept upon the +splendid old man in this still hour of the night. + +It held his hands, it was folded about his mouth, it pounded violently +upon his gallant heart, whilst the eye looked him between the eyes, so +that his brain was seared as strive he might to turn away his head he +kept his face turned piteously upward. + +"What is it," he muttered thickly, as though his tongue clove to the +roof of the mouth, "what is it that is pulling me, pressing upon me, +choking me! I have no body, no--no hands--I--have--no power to +move--I----" + +And then he screamed, though but a whisper fell, as with a spasmodic +jump of his whole body he flung himself round in his chair, and +cowering low against the arm, peered into the deepening shadows. + +"All round about me," he whispered, "all about me those hands are +pulling, and yet--and--and----" + +He laughed until his face, a white cameo against a grey velvet pall, +grinned like a mask of mirthless death, as slowly he raised one +clenched fist and shook it weakly until it fell back with a dull thud, +useless, against the chair. + +"I thought I was afraid--I--I thought I saw--I saw death behind--but +I--I shall not die until--until I have written--written--what is it I +am to write--ah! yes!" + +Searching sideways with his left hand he groped and found the pen, then +very carefully, very slowly turned towards the desk. + +He drove the pen in fiercely, making a thick black mark; he pushed it +until the nib stuck, spluttered, and broke as he flung out both hands +as if grasping at something which evaded him. + +"Gone!" he mouthed, though there was no sound of speech in the room. +"Gone--gone!" and he suddenly tore at his collar and his cuffs as +though to break some bond which held him, as he glanced furtively about +the room. + +For one long moment he sat leaning forward, staring far beyond the +Indian screen upon which his eyes were fixed, and then slowly, almost +imperceptibly, his head moved. + +The drawn white face had the hunted look of some animal at bay, the +agonised eyes moved as the head moved; slowly, slowly, inch by inch, +the breath coming stertorously as the mouth tried vainly to frame some +word. + +The moon had gathered the last fold of her silvery raiment about her +and was creeping away through the open window just as Sir Jonathan +looked straight up into the eye gleaming malevolently through the gloom. + +And as he looked the head moved gently so that the eye leered cunningly +into the distorted face beneath; it, hovered for a fraction of time on +the edge of the shelf and fell, just as the old man, with a blinding +flash of understanding sweeping his face, sprang to his feet, stood +upright, swayed forward, and fell back sideways, dead, across his +chair, staring across the room into eternity with eyes full of +knowledge and infinite horror. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + "How have I hated instruction, and my heart + despised reproof!"--_The Bible_. + + +"Oh! dear!" + +The plaintive ejaculation fell on the drowsy noonday air, and the +speaker fished a chocolate out of the box, offered her in heartfelt +sympathy by her companion. + +"Buck up, old thing!" said the latter. "These very same old exam rods +were laid up in pickle for our forbears, and they survived the ordeal. +The summer's here and the holidays are due, so let's grin and bear it, +and what _does_ it matter if you _do_ mix your futures and +conditionals? As long as it's French and you don't split your +infinitives you're all right, the splitting, I believe, _is_ a mortal +sin in some cases, though I don't quite understand how, or exactly what +it means." + +Seaview House is an establishment for the finishing of young ladies, +which process includes the rounding of their anatomical angles by means +of dancing and physical culture, and the polishing of the facets of +their intelligence by the gentle manipulation of three or four foreign +governesses and professors of music, singing, drawing, etc. These +latter smile suavely through the excruciating half-hours they allot to +each unfinished damsel, and tear their hair in private at the memory of +the daily and hourly murderous executions of the old masters at which +they must perforce assist. + +And as much, and even more, attention is paid to the repoussé work on +the outside of the platter. + +The hirsute covering is brushed and burnished until the heads of the +two score damsels bob about in the sun like globes of ebony, or straw, +or Dutch cheese, or ginger; finger nails shine like old cut glass, just +enough and not too much; figures are repressed or augmented until they +look more like figures and less like sacks of barley, or wood planks. +They are taught to sit down and stand up, and to cross, enter or leave +a room like humans instead of colts, to pitch the voice in a low and +gracious key, and to look upon slang as a luxury only to be enjoyed in +the absence of those in temporary power. In fact the establishment is +quite old-fashioned but infinitely charming, and has the reputation of +having more old pupils to a score of years happily or advantageously +married, and fewer ditto employed in a useful capacity than any other +school in Eastbourne. + +Which is all as it should be! + +"Yes! but," continued, let's call her Annie Smith; she does not appear +in the book again so that it really does not matter about her +nomenclature. "I could just see Leonie from my desk and she was +smiling all over her face and romping, simply _romping_ through the +French papers." + +"Oh! but," sympathised, let us call her Susan Brown for the same reason +that we christened Annie Smith, "_she_ has a brain!" + +Nice Susan Brown hadn't, but balanced the lack by a wealthy parentage. + +"Yes! of course she has! And _isn't_ she beautiful!" + +Nice Annie Smith was as plain as a bun, but balanced her defect by a +heart of gold, and found her ultimate and perfect joy in an overworked +curate and seven children by him, all of whom were destined to sit +round the festive board like seven plain little currantless buns on a +plate. + +"Yes! isn't she! She's wonderful, I think, and oh! so very different +to all of us." + +"I found the very word to suit her in the dictionary," rather +importantly added Susan Brown, "_bizarre_----" + +"Whatever does it mean?" inquired Annie Smith, who was destined never +again to run up against the word or its meaning during the rest of her +neutral life. + +"Er--a kind of a--er--_je ne sais quoi_ in the temperament--not exactly +a nonconformist, you know; but just a little--well, not _quite_ like +_us_!" + +"I see!" contentedly replied mystified Annie Smith. "But I _do_ love +her; she's such a dear. So gentle and so ready to help everybody, and +so _splendid_ at sports. What tremendous friends she and Jessica have +become, haven't they, since the night of the scare? I often wonder +what made her walk in her sleep like that; she's never done it since." + +"Indigestion, I've always thought. Cookie was away on her holidays, if +you remember, and her _locum tenens_, understudy, you know, made pastry +like cement; I always thought, too, that Principal gave her that lovely +little room right away from the rest of us on account of it--the +sleep-walking, I mean. I'm sure I should have _died_ if I'd found her +standing over me in the moonlight in the middle of the night. It must +be awfully jolly though having someone in India who writes to you every +three months. _Isn't_ she lucky to have been _born_ in India, and to +have had an ayah, a kind of native nurse, you know, who _still_ +worships her, and writes to her, and sends _real_ Indian presents, and +to have had a V.C. for a father--Leonie, I mean?" + +Annie Smith laughed that happy laugh which is the outcome of a +perfectly contented mind. "She deserves all the luck she gets, and +what luck for _us_ having her as head next term. What a favourite she +is with everyone, even old Signer Valenti! Oh, dear, I wish +to-morrow's exams were over; my fingers feel just like blanc-mange when +I think of that nocturne." + +"Never say die, Ann! _Have_ you heard Leonie play the Moonlight?" + +"No! What's it like?" + +"Simply _awful_, just like Mam'zel when she thumps downstairs in her +felt slippers." + +There fell a space of drowsy silence in which the girls lay back on the +grass incline, and solemnly munched chocolates with youth's delightful +dissociation from anything more perplexing than the passing of the +actual hour. + +"No!" murmured Annie Smith, breaking the drowsy spell. "She's _not_ +like us--couldn't be with a V.C. father and India as a birthright. But +isn't it all _wonderfully_ mysterious?" + +Dear unsophisticated soul, whose _wanderlust_ was yearly arrested, or +rather satisfied, with the summer holiday by the sea, and whose rector +father acted as a weekly soporific to his congregation. + +"I wonder who gave her that perfectly _horrible_ charm?" she added +sleepily. + +"The ayah, I _think_," came an equally sleepy answer. "Did I tell you +that I found it in the bath-room the other night? It's an eye--a +cat's-eye, you know--a perfect beast of a thing; I would swear it +winked at me when I dropped it on the floor. Anyway I left it there +and simply _flew_ out of the room to tell Leonie, and Jessica pinched, +I beg Principal's pardon, took my bath. Ugh! and she wears it night +and day--oh! look, here she comes----" + +"Oh!" sighed plain Annie Smith, "isn't she _beautiful_!" + +She was! + +Unaware that anyone was watching, Leonie stopped in front of a bush of +red roses. She neither touched or sniffed them; she just flung out her +arms, lifted her face to the blazing sun and laughed. + +The simple school frock showed the wonder of her figure, with the +beautiful rounded bust, the slender waist, and the moulded limbs; the +sun drew red and yellow lights out of the heavy russet hair, gold +flecks out of the green eyes, and a flash of crimson from the rather +full clear-cut mouth with its turned-up corners. + +Her skin was like ivory with the faintest tinge of pink just on the +very tip of the rather pronounced cheek-bones; her hands were small and +fine, and the fingers were like pea-pods, long and slender and slightly +dimpled. + +And when she moved away towards the summer-house where she could see +the sea, she moved not at all from her waist upwards. She held her +head and shoulders as though she had carried baskets of fruit or +washing upon the crown of her pate since her youth; her glorious bosom +was like a bed of lotus buds in the southern wind; she moved like a +deer, or a snake, or a bacchanalian dancer, as you will; but in any +case in a way which in the present tense caused the Principal to mourn +in secret, and in the future brought the condemnation of women and the +eyes of men full upon her. + +And behind the summer-house she leant against the wall. + +"One more term," she said, "only one more term, and then I shall be +free--free to go--free to wander--free to follow the voice which is +calling, calling! Only one more little term!" + +And Fate, grinning, pinched that one more little term between her +knotted old thumb and finger so that it was stillborn. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + "And hath gone and served other gods."--_The Bible_. + + +Shriek upon shriek tore the peaceful stillness of the night, and in one +second the sleeping house was transformed from a place of rest and +quiet to the semblance of a disturbed rookery. + +Deathly silence followed the horrible screams of fear and the sound of +the girls calling one to the other, during which mistresses extricated +themselves from the encumbering bedclothes to rush on to their +respective landings; elder girls peered in terror from their bedroom +doors, and younger ones clung to each other or the bed-post, or the +door-knob, anything in fact which would help to support their quaking +little knees. + +Once again the terrible screams rent the air, whipping everyone out of +the stunned apathy which great fear brings to some folk, just as the +Principal came out on to her landing and looked up to the second storey. + +"Miss Primstinn," she called, and her voice showed no sign of the +thudding of her heart. + +Pushed by one of those willing hands always so eager to thrust someone +else to the forefront of the battle, Miss Primstinn, clutching her +courage and a drab dressing-gown in both hands, half ran, half slipped +down the stairs. + +"_We_ will investigate, Miss Primstinn, and the young ladies will +retire to their rooms and shut the doors." + +In days long past the house had been well built after the excellent +design of a wealthy old architect who had fled the place when +Eastbourne had become a centre for girls' schools and summer trippers. + +The full moon flooded the hall round which ran the galleries belonging +to the successive storeys, each crowded with girls in various designs +of night attire who hung over the oak balustrades to watch developments. + +But they all leapt in unison, as though spurred into action by an +electric shock, when a deep voice boomed from the shadows round a green +baize door in the hall which led to the servants' quarters. + +Then a distinct sigh of relief whistled softly through the entire house +when the electric lights suddenly blazed and the speaker was discovered +to be cook. + +Cookie in an emerald green moirette petticoat and a somewhat _déclassé_ +bedjacket, a tight knot of hair playing bob-cherry with her kindly +right blue eye, and a rolling-pin clutched truculently in her red right +hand. + +Dear old Cookie who scolded and complained unceasingly, but who loved +the entire school with a love which took the substantial form of +delicious cakes, and buns, and jellies. + +"H'I've come to h'investigate, Mum!" she called up. "Berglers or worse +got into Miss Jessica's room through them dratted French windies, I'll +be bound. Now just you stay where you are, Mum, an' I'll go an' see, +an' if I screams then come along. And I think a policeman might come +in handy, there may be one on the beat." + +She waddled away to another green door always left open o' nights, and +which led to the wing reserved entirely for the girls of the Upper +Sixth; and where each one revelled in her own dainty separate bedroom. + +"The young ladies will retire to their bedrooms and close their doors. +Mademoiselle, I depend upon you!" With one hand on the banisters and +one foot poised for descent, the Principal pitted her will against +overwhelming curiosity and won. + +Backing like a flock of sheep before the sheep-dog, they slowly retired +and shut the doors, only to fling them wide open and rush to the +balustrade in time to see the Principal, followed by Miss Primstinn, +hurrying down the stairs to meet Cookie, who had run back into the hall +shouting at the top of her voice. + +"Come along, Mum! Quick! Miss Jessica's dead and Miss Gertrude dying. +And where's Miss Lee-onny--fetch her someone--it's 'er friend, little +Miss Jessica, wots--wots----" + +The Principal, whose face looked suddenly livid and old, laid a hand on +Cookie's shoulder. + +"Run and fetch the doctor, Cook, please, it will be quicker than the +telephone! I can trust you to keep your head. Dr. Mumford is too far +away, fetch the new one at the end of the road." + +"Please to send Brown, Mum, she's younger an' quicker at runnin' than +me. An' I think I can 'elp you, Mum," said Cookie quietly, +unconsciously responding to the strength of her mistress's character. +"An' I'd like to fetch Miss Lee-onny, Mum, she's that to be depended +h'on an' clear'eaded." + +The Principal sighed under the sudden inrush of relief which had come +to her at the mention of her favourite pupil. + +She loved Leonie with a love quite separate from her affection for all +the young souls in her charge, and secretly admired the strength of +will which more than once had been pitted against her own; moreover, +accustomed to the quiet monotonous passage of time, she suddenly +realised that she needed someone young and energetic in this emergency. + +And the girl she needed in her distress was kneeling on her bed with +arms upraised above her head. + +The dying moon was slowly withdrawing her waning silvery light from the +billowing mass of tawny hair, tumbling in lavender-scented masses +around the girl; lingering for a moment on the eyes staring from under +the unblinking eyelids, and for a second upon the glint of even teeth +showing through the lips moving in prayer. + +And then she spoke, in the eerie tones of those who talk in their +sleep; and the words were even those of India's most holy writ, +sonorous and full of a surpassing dignity, rising and falling as she +knelt motionless, her eyelids slowly closing upon the terrible staring +eyes. + +"The sacrifice . . ." she chanted monotonously, "with voice, hearing, +mind, I make oblation. To this sacrifice . . . let the gods come well +willing!" + +And as the moon sank to rest there was no sound save for a little sigh +as Leonie, with closed eyes and white hands clasped upon her breast, +stretched herself upon the bed, then with a violent movement sat up, +and wide awake stared about the room. + +"Yes?" she whispered. "Yes?" + +And her strange eyes, with pin-point pupils in a yellow green circle, +seemed to follow something which crept slowly round the bare walls as +far as the chintz window-curtain moving softly in the breeze of the +coming dawn. The room was full of shadows thrown by a creeper +festooned outside the wide-open window; soft whisperings brought from +the distant corners of the earth by the restless ocean filled the air, +as she hastily twisted her hair into two great plaits with steady hands. + +Then she slipped quietly to the edge of the bed and searched with her +bare feet for the crimson slippers; searched fearfully as though afraid +of what they might touch whilst her eyes glanced this way and that +through the shadowed room. + +"Who is calling me?" she whispered. "Who wants me?" + +But there was no sound save for the whispering of the distant sea. + +She bent her head sideways as though to listen, rose to her feet, and +standing back against the bed, looked down at the shadows which danced +about the hem of her garment. A swift furtive glance over her shoulder +and her hand stole to the crimson kimono hanging on the brass rail, +whilst a jewelled cat's-eye winked cunningly among the embroidery of +her night-robe. + +"Come in," she said suddenly and sharply, "don't stand outside the +door, come in." + +And when there came no answer she thrust her arms swiftly into the +sleeves of the crimson kimono, and running across the room flung open +the door, and finding the corridor empty passed hurriedly on, leaving +the door wide so that the shadows skipped freakishly about the room in +tune to the rhythmical whisperings which the sea bore from the distant +corners of the earth. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + "Thy brother Death came, and cried, + 'Wouldst thou me?' + And I replied, + 'No, not thee!'"--_Shelley_. + + +The electric lights gave out a kind of fictitious radiance against the +dull grey of the hall windows through which the dawn was struggling. + +The place was packed with girls. Some clustered near the baize door, +standing nervously on tip-toe and with the intent of retiring +precipitately if there should be any sign of the Principal; others hung +over the stair or gallery banisters; the domestic staff stood round their +own particular door, their white faces shining dully like Chinese +lanterns; no one spoke or moved. In fact they might have been posing for +a photographer until those above suddenly swayed and bent this way and +that, and those in the hall parted to give way to Leonie. + +Clad in crimson satin kimono, with feet thrust into crimson satin +slippers and her hastily plaited hair hanging in two great ropes, she +passed through them like a flame, emanating strength and resolve and a +tremendous power of will. Although she looked neither to the right nor +left as she ran swiftly and disappeared into the wing where lay her +little friend, there was something very pleasing in the way the girls put +out their hands to touch her as she passed; and something distinctly +encouraging in the whispered remarks that followed her, and which might +be summarised in the "_Now_ it's all right," which under the high +pressure of intense excitement almost burst from the lips of Annie Smith. + +Like an arrow she sped to the bed, unconsciously pushing aside the women +who, almost frantic with fear and quite out of their bearings, were doing +their best to grapple with the problem of life or death so suddenly +placed before them. + +Kneeling, she turned the girl's livid little face towards her, vainly +feeling for the pulse in the wrist and bruised neck; then sprang to her +feet, faced the Principal and took the situation into her strong, capable +young hands. + +"What happened? And have you sent for the doctor?" + +Her usually sweet, clear voice was like the dull sound of a cracked +earthenware pot when flipped by thumb and finger. + +"Yes, dear!" was the quick reply. "The doctor will be here any +moment--and hot bottles and blankets are being prepared. Gertrude could +not sleep and crept into Jessica's room to look for a German grammar for +the examination to-morrow--to-day, and found Jessica in--in this--faint." + +And the elder woman suddenly laid a hand on the girl's arm and looked up +at her with the confidence she always inspired. "Help me, dear!" she +whispered, with the dread of disgrace and an untimely ending to an +honourable career in her old grey eyes. + +And Leonie smiled, answering with the superb confidence of youth, and a +slight ray of hope pierced the suffocating fog of fear, and brought +Cookie from the head of the bed where she had been standing in the shade +of a screen. + +"Can I 'elp, Miss Lee-onny?" + +"Cookie, _dear_--you and Miss Primstinn, Miss Leanto and--yes, and +Ellen--none of the girls--and quickly--there's not a moment to lose." + +"The doctor's coming, Mum," said a voice from the half-open door. + +"The doctor is coming, dear," repeated the Principal. + +Leonie answered with a strange authority in her words. + +"We will not wait for the doctor!" She passed the tips of her fingers +slowly across her forehead and down her cheek to the back of her neck, as +was her habit when trying to solve some problem. "No, we will not wait, +because--because _I_ know!" + +Ten minutes later the door opened to let in a young man, who stood for a +moment outlined against a sea of faces, and then turned and shut the door +most decisively and locked it. + +"Who thought of that, I wonder," he said to himself, as he watched the +four women kneeling round Jessica stretched out upon the floor. + +They were going through the movements used in resuscitating the drowned, +and he, too, knelt at a nod by the side of the fat old woman in an +emerald green moirette petticoat and a somewhat _déclassé_ bedjacket, who +was breathing heavily through the unaccustomed exercise. + +"Let us be--a bit, Sir!" she panted. "She don't some'ow feel--quite--as +dead--like! Give us a--a chance. One--two--three--four. It's +the--reg'lar--as does--it. Miss Lee--onny's orders--Sir--bless er----" + +She jerked her head in the direction of Leonie, and the doctor looked. + +Behind her friend's head she knelt, her plaited hair twining like snakes +to the ground, her eyes closed, her mouth slightly open, and the fingers +of both hands pressing the temples of the child upon the floor, whilst to +and fro, lifeless, dull, swung the great cat's-eye from a gold chain +about the neck. + +"Good God!" muttered the young doctor who, having travelled the world as +ship's surgeon, knew that the scalpel and soda-cum-gentian do not +constitute the whole of the art of healing. + +As he looked a great bead of perspiration dropped from Leonie's forehead, +between the taut arms, on to her knees; and a sudden shiver shook her +from head to foot, and he heaved his overcoat into a chair, and edged +very quietly until he knelt between her and Cookie. + +"It's 'orrible, Sir!" the latter whispered, as she glanced at the pupil +she loved most. + +And it was. + +By now the perspiration was pouring in streams from the girl's face, +whilst the slim body shook and shook like a young tree in a storm; her +teeth chattered like castanets, her closed eyes were sunk in purple black +orbits, the cheeks were drawn and grey, and the nostrils were dilating +like those of a far-spent horse. + +"For Gawd's sake stop 'er. Sir--she's a-killing of 'erself." + +The doctor shook his head, took out a brandy flask and a metal box from a +leather case beside him on the floor. He held up the ready-filled glass +syringe to the light and sent a squirt of what looked like water through +the gleaming needle. + +"If the young lady shows signs of life I want you to get this brandy down +her throat _at once_, and begin to massage her heart." + +"Massige! that's same as kneading dough, ain't it, Sir!" + +"That's it! Miss--Miss--oh! Leonie will want the most attention, she is +only just alive. I will give her another two minutes, and if nothing has +happened by then I'll stop her, though it'll be an awful risk!" + +"What's she a-doin' of, Sir?" + +"She's forcing her own life, her vitality into her friend; she's +practically raising the dead!" + +"_Lor_, Sir!" + +He had just raised his hand to touch Leonie, praying to heaven for the +girl's reason, when she suddenly flung back her head. + +Up through the house-top, to the stars, the heavens, rushed the terrible +cry, wailing as wails the wolf who has lost its mate, insisting as +insists one who has staked his all on one final throw, imploring as +implores the mother in the last dire throes of childbirth. + +What the language was, what the words meant, to whom the prayer was +addressed, no one knew. + +But at the third terrible appeal to God, or Fate, or Death, or Life, and +even as those who listened outside and those who ceased their labours in +the room stuffed their ears with their fingers and sobbed, little Jessica +opened her eyes, and smiled just as Leonie, flinging up her arms, crashed +face downwards on the floor. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + "The fix'd events of Fate's remote decrees."--_Pope_. + + +Vultures drowsed in the shade thrown by the crumbling, sun-cracked, +heat-stricken mud walls and houses which lined the meandering unpaved +streets, or rather passages, of a certain village in northern India; +crows were packed everywhere, taking no notice for the nonce of the +feast of filth and garbage spread invitingly around them, and in which +sprawled the disgusting, distorted bodies of somnolent water buffaloes; +inside the houses hags, matrons, maidens, and little maids slept +through the terrific heat of the noonday hours; in the distance the +Himalayas, supreme and distressing, like a ridge across eternity, lay +behind the turrets and minarets of the town which, thanks to the Indian +atmosphere and the long distance, shone white, fretted, and--well, +exactly as you can see it any day in paint at the Academy or in Bond +Street. + +Perfectly motionless upon the high khaki-coloured wall, which entirely +surrounds the village, with dust upon his aged feet and raiment and +once white turban, oblivious of the heat, the flies, and everything +that slept, sat a man with age written upon every gnarled joint, and in +every crack and fissure of the parchment-like skin. + +_So_ old, and _yet_ with life, and hope, and youth eternal in the dark +hawk eye which gazed unseeingly through the outer world straight +towards the mountains. + +And the old body made no sign of life, even when the vultures without +sound soared majestically heavenwards, whilst the crows rose in +shrieking disordered squads, and a kite whistling melodiously swooped +from nowhere downwards across his head to the filth of the streets. + +Neither did he turn his head or his eyes when a coal-black stallion, +guided only by the pressure of its rider's knees, came to a stand +directly beneath him in the shadow of the wall, having scrambled and +slithered, jumping like a deer, climbing like a goat down the +rock-strewn road which leads to the village from the great house at its +rear; one of those abominable roads allotted to the calloused native +foot, honoured for the first time in this instance by the passage of +the prince's son and heir. + +An arresting picture the rider and his horse made as the man bent low +in the saddle and salaamed, then raised his turbaned head and sat +motionless, gazing at the holy man. + +Minutes passed before, with arms filled with offerings and garlands of +marigolds and jasmin swinging from his wrists, he slid from the saddle +to the ground, and took his way up the narrow tortuous path which Fate +had marked out for him through all time. + +High caste, high born, as slender and delicate and as pressed with life +as a budding branch in spring, Madhu Krishnaghar stood beside the +priest in the incongruous setting of the mud walls. + +A coat of fine white linen with broad orange waistband came to just +below the knees; white trousers fastened tight about the ankle fitted +almost like a stocking from ankle to knee; the slender, narrow feet +were shod in native slippers, the white turban with its regulation +folds outlined the pale bronze face with the sign of the man's religion +traced between the eyebrows; diamond solitaires sparkled in the ears, +and one necklace of great pearls hung about his neck. + +"Usual large gentle eye, hawk nose, mobile mouth and small-boned oval +face" would doubtlessly have been the flippant comment of any +occidental passer-by; "meet 'em everywhere, gambling at the street +corner, or squatting in the bazaar, or riding elephants." + +Yes! but--is not India's future history writ large upon that +small-boned oval face for those who, having the vision, read as they +walk warily. + +For those who run hastily past life's signposts cannot and will not see +that, like the fresh green grass which hides the dug pit, those gentle +luminous eyes draw attention from the subtle cruelty of the mouth, +through which gleam the pitiless perfect teeth. + +Glorying in his bull-neck and massive chin, and blinded by his insular, +inherited upbringing, the European will exclaim "Pah!" at sight of the +thin cheek and delicate oval face, failing utterly to notice the set of +the ears on the head; just as, muscle bound through worship at the +shrine of Sport, he will mistake the eastern courtesy and poetry of +movement for obsequiousness and humility, ignoring the terrible root +from which these delicate flowers spring; the root of patience; with +its tentacles ever twining and twisting through the eastern mind, +causing the very old to die placidly with a smile on their shrivelled +lips, and the young to envisage plague, pestilence, and famine with a +mere lifting of the shoulder. Patience! the card which India does not +hold up her sleeve in the game of life she is playing; the +dull-coloured drab little bit of cardboard which she throws on the +table openly, but which we ignore amongst the highly coloured, +bejewelled pictures she places before us, smiling with the tender +luminous eyes so that we shall forget the subtle cruelty of the mouth. + +Placing his offerings at the holy man's feet, and laying the garlands +gently about the bowed shoulders, Madhu Krishnaghar, the son of +princes, stooped and lifting the hem of the dust-covered garment, laid +it against his forehead, then quietly sat down a pace removed from the +ancient who took no notice whatever of his proceedings. + +And time passed, linking one hour of noon to its neighbour and the +next, until the hags, matrons, maidens, and little maids awoke to the +freshness of the evening and the monotony of its tasks. + +Kites called, crows screamed, men gambled in the shadows of the evening +and the upstanding, distorted, disgusting water buffalo; while the two +men, master and pupil in the religion of death, sat hour after hour +without movement, staring at the mountains, the dwelling-place of Siva +the terrible, and the birthplace of Kali his bride. + +Far into the night they sat, until the last quarter of the moon had +sunk to rest, when, with one single movement, the old man sprang to his +feet, flung out his arms, and bent in utter humility and cast dust upon +his once white turban. + +His voice was but a shrill cracked whisper when he called upon his god +from the crumbling top of the sunbaked, moon-drenched wall, and +turning, lifted his travel-stained mantle and laid it on the young +shoulders beside him. + +An hour had passed, and more, before the holy man's tale, which ran +back through the past seventeen years, was finished. And when it had +been told the high caste youth trembled in the ecstasy of his religion, +amazed at the enlightenment thrown upon his own enigmatical life, +uplifted at the task before him. Yea! he trembled in the ecstasy of +his religion, forgetting that love and passion and life ran just as +riotously in his supple perfect body. + +He leapt to his feet, smiting his forehead with clenched hand. + +"Give me a sign, O Kali! Show me that thou art pleased!" + +And he rent his garments in joy, showing the bronze breast with the +blood-red marks of his terrible religion traced upon it; then thrusting +his fingers in his ears sank to the ground and buried his head between +his knees. + +A black kid, the happiest of all good omens, bleating with hunger, +tripped and stumbled from a courtyard; yet even as it found its mother +and buried its little head in the warmth of the soft side, there had +come across the plains a weird, long-drawn-out sound, fraught with +disaster to those who believe in signs. + +Long and shrill it sounded and ceased; and once again--to be lost in +peals of indecent, discordant laughter. + +Uncontrolled, uncontrollable, loathesome sound which tears India's +nights to shreds. + +The jackals had found at dawn. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + "A continual dripping in a very rainy day + and a contentious woman are alike."--_The Bible_. + + +In the late spring Leonie stood at a cottage window watching the rush +of the incoming water as she listened to her aunt's ceaseless lament, +idly wondering if both would reach high tide together, and if there +would be any chance of slipping out for a swim before bedtime. + +She loved her aunt with the protective love of the very strong for the +very weak, and smilingly found excuses for the daily tirade against +fate, or ill-luck, or whatever it is weak people blame for the hopeless +knots they tie in their own particular bit of string by their haphazard +bursts of energy, or apathetic resignation to every little +stumbling-block they find in their path. + +Daily, almost hourly, through the splendid North Devon winter the aunt +had wailed, and bemoaned, and fretted, driving the girl out on the +tramp for hours in the wind, and the wet, and the sun, only to return +hurriedly at the thought of the weak, hapless, helpless woman in the +cottage at Lee. + +Susan Hetth complained about everything, from the lack of society to +the smallness of her income, plus a few scathing comments upon her +niece's weather-browned face and the hopeless outlook for her +matrimonial future. + +Her own bid in the matrimonial market _en secondes noces_ had failed, +and though Hope had not taken it lying down, the passage of the years +had not been lightened by what seemed to be a daily addition of silver +threads to the jaded ash gold of her hair, and the necessity of a still +more flagrant distribution upon her face of the substances she employed +to camouflage the passage of old Time. + +Ah, me! that moment before the stimulating advent of the early cup of +tea, when divested of our motley we see ourselves in the mirror as, +thanks be, others do not, and laying eager hands upon that offspring of +charity, the boudoir cap, wonder if it has been in hobnailed boots that +the old Father has tramped across our face during the night hours, +dragging his scythe behind him. + +Leonie's school-days had ended abruptly. + +Nothing definite had or could have been said, but it was not likely +that the parents would see exactly eye to eye with their daughters, who +wrote reams and whispered volumes of the delightful mystery which +surrounded the girl who next term would be head of the school. + +Long and excited had been the conclaves with the Principal, persuasive +or threatening the arguments used, according to the parental +temperament, and the upshot of it all was that Leonie had been asked to +go; and proud, hurt Leonie had left, with a valiant smile on her lovely +mouth, and a strange little questioning look that had only quite lately +crept into the beautiful eyes, and which neither the outpourings of +Jessica's love, a demonstration of affection from the entire school in +the shape of numerous and weird presents, or the broken-hearted kiss of +both the Principal and Cookie had been able to eradicate. + +The girl felt that she had left under a cloud, which a slight attack of +what the doctor had diagnosed as brain fever had not served to line +with silver. + +He had insisted upon complete change and rest, and had called twice a +day when Leonie was really ill, and four times when she was +convalescent; so upon fair Devon had they decided, Leonie cajoling and +smiling until she had obtained a year's lease, at an absurdly low rent, +of the little cottage on the left of Lee harbour as you face the sea. + +It is a place of charm if you are willing to do most of the work +yourself with the aid of a daily help. + +It is certainly rather like a band-box with the lid on, and the ocean +at high tide is only prevented by the harbour wall from invading your +front garden, which is the size of a handkerchief. + +But if you sit at the window you can feel the spray on your face, and +if you lie a-bed the tang of the air sweeping across the Atlantic will +get you out at the double; and the smell of the pines, and the hum of +the bees in summer, and the rush of the storm, and the crash of the +waves in winter, are of God's own fashioning. + +What with shopping expeditions to that crime in brick and mortar called +Ilfracombe, visits here and visits there, croquet, bridge, and picnics, +the summer and early autumn months had not dragged unduly for Susan +Hetth. + +But when the last visitor had gone, and the first real storm had broken +a window, then she had sunk like a lump of lead in a bucket of cold +water out of which she refused to be lifted. + +Leonie was youth incarnate, causing even the courteous folk of Devon to +turn and stare as she swung past with a cheery greeting in a skirt and +hob-nailed boots ending at her knees. + +For the first month, as one always does in Devon, she had walked +herself to the verge of scragginess, then had gradually put on weight, +as is the correct method. Her whistle could be heard in the woods and +fields, and on the beach from Lee to Hartland way; all the country folk +loved her, and scolded her for the risks she took in swimming, and she +seemingly had no care in the world. + +But the great heat of summer, the shriek of the wind, and the scream of +the birds in autumn would bring a little pucker between her brows; the +storm would drive her spirits up to breaking point, the calm would +leave her eyes full of trouble; in the woods she would stop and turn to +listen, then frown and trudge along between the trees. + +She was not at rest, for an unconfessed fear, a spook without name or +shape, was plucking at her will-power and her heart, a phantom of which +she would rather have died than have said one word. + +So she stood twisting the blind cord and watching the rocks as they +gradually disappeared under the swirling waters. + +Susan Hetth sat near the fire, which is oft-times necessary in the +spring at Lee, and tapped in irritation, and most irritatingly, with +her foot against the low fender. + +She was worried. + +She was not by birth or heredity a bad-tempered woman, merely one of +straw, who after the first two months of every quarter invariably found +herself in a corner which one injudicious move might render +uncomfortably tight. + +Her financial situation, in fact, had become so critical, and the bank +manager's demeanour so unpropitious, that in the previous year more +than once the dawn had found her trying to decide between the Scylla of +the thankless post of lady companion to some wealthy parvenu on the +Riviera, and the Charybdis of raising money enough to allow her to +harbour paying guests in the no-man's-land of Earls Court. + +Then Fate crossed her knees, and out of her lap had tumbled a widower +possessed of a substantial banking account and four children. + +A few more days, a little more encouragement, and he would most +certainly have offered her his name and the half of his worldly goods +in return for her help in quelling the riotous behaviour of his +motherless brood. + +But there had supervened the crisis at school. + +And grasping for once in her life the necessity of immediate action if +she wished to prevent an embellished account of her niece's untoward +behaviour from reaching the man's ears, she had fled to Devon, leaving +behind a trail of dainty scented notes explaining that it was all on +account of a slight nervous breakdown from overstudy on the part of her +niece "who," she added casually, "as I think I told you, is the only +daughter of my dear brother, Colonel Hetth, V.C." + +Snobbish, but quite effective as bait for a person who has not complete +control over the eighth letter of the alphabet. + +That very morning, quite unheedful of the beauties of the little witch +village, she had gone to collect her mail lying at the post office, +which in summer is almost hidden in its garden of flowers; and amongst +an assortment of spring sale catalogues from emporiums, mostly situated +in South Kensington, had found a letter from the widower, begging to be +allowed to come down for a change of air, and an opportunity of laying +a proposition before her. + +She had wandered up the side of the hill, unmindful of the birds and +buds almost bursting with the intoxication of spring; had pitched the +catalogues anywhere on the grass, as is the wont of the untidy who have +no bond with nature, and had tried to solve the problem as she scraped +the mud, with the aid of a twig, from her Louis-Quinze heels. + +But she was harassed, poor, hapless creature, for more than one reason. + +The words of alarm from the nurse, the innuendoes from departing +maid-servants, and the direct warning from the old specialist which had +long since faded from her mind, had been forcibly revived by the +happenings at the school; and being one of those who invariably plump +for the worst, and without giving the slightest thought to the +criminality of the proceeding, she had definitely decided, if she could +coerce the girl into falling in with her plans, to marry her to the +highest bidder before worse could happen. + +But she was downright afraid of her niece. Afraid of her moral +strength which dominated everything and everybody; ill at ease with the +straightforward way she had of speaking her mind on occasions, and +following up her speech with action. Never an untruth had she known to +pass the girl's lips, not once had she heard her say one belittling +thing about a living soul, and only twice had she seen the sweetness +and gentleness swept with anger. + +Cruelty to anything small or weak could transform the girl into a flame +of wrath, and her weakest spot was her overpowering sympathy with +anyone in distress, without any inquiries into the direct cause of the +adversity, which spot caused her to be considerably taken in by many of +those who had discerned it. + +An almost abnormal moral strength, allied to great gentleness and pity, +combined to make a character extraordinary in one so young, and which +her aunt summed up and summarily dismissed from her mind in the trite +sentence that "she certainly did not take after her parents." + +She was considered slow by the youths, and perplexing and therefore to +be avoided by the girls of her own age, and dull or frightfully +conceited by the men who had fluttered round her almost exotic beauty +until they had come up against the icy barrier of her supreme +indifference. + +To those who knew her intimately, such as the fisherfolk and the +farmers, and the tramps with whom she would sit and converse by the +wayside and share her lunch, she was the most lovable, cheery soul in +the world, which, of course, meant the county of Devon. + +"Damn standoffish, what!" + +Such had been the verdict passed by someone married who hailed from +London town, when Leonie had refused to sit out a dance in a secluded +shady nook. + +"Just a bit of heaven!" had said the tramp as he turned the corner in +the lane, leaving Leonie sitting on the milestone pondering upon the +man whose ragged clothes were out of keeping with the shape of his +nails, and the timbre of his voice with his unkempt hair. + +But leaving all that aside, and in all conscience it was bad enough, +the biggest worry hung as heavy and as threatening upon the horizon as +does at times the monsoon over the Indian Ocean. + +Once upon a time Susan Hetth had committed an indiscretion, nothing +_really_ wrong--she hadn't the nerve. But the nuisance of it was, +that, in addition to the indiscretion, she had broken the eleventh +commandment and had very nearly got hanged for her lamb. + +In the second year of her widowhood in the month of November, whilst +her hair was still golden and her colouring unpurchased, she had dined +_à deux_ in one of those delectable, ghost-ridden, low-ceilinged sets +of chambers which are tucked away in a certain Inn within the Fleet +Street boundary. + +Which is a silly thing to do if you do not own a car and a +long-suffering discreet chauffeur. + +The _diner à deux_ and a bit of a play had been the honest programme; +but the inevitable had happened in an all-enveloping blanket of a fog, +on account of which everything in the shape of a hackney carriage had +gone home, and an excursion on foot to the nearest tube rendered +hopeless by the simple fact that you could not see your hand before +your face. + +Which would not have mattered a bit if only, as the fog lifted and the +clock of St Dunstan's chimed the hour of three a.m., she had emerged +from the narrow opening into Fleet Street with the aplomb or +_savoir-faire_, which are almost twins, necessary to the occasion. + +She would then have beckoned to and smiled sweetly upon the young +ruffian into whom she bumped as he lounged on his way to Covent Garden +Market, and promised him just enough to bring her a taxi or something +on wheels, into which she would have got if it had materialised, and +been whirled away to safety and bed after adieux to her host uttered +with the nonchalance necessary to allay the young ruffian's suspicions. + +Instead of this she had slunk from the opening with her host close +behind, had bumped into the young ruffian and with an exclamation of +dismay had shrunk back into the shadows and her host's arms. + +In consequence of which action the bare-footed ruffian had shadowed +them until they had met a four-wheeler, had held the lady's dress from +the wheel and overheard the address given to the driver for which he +had received tuppence, and had disappeared into a doorway where he had +spat on his unearned increment and made his plans. + +The upshot of it all being the admittance a fortnight later of young +Wal. Hickle, attired in his best and primed with her family history, +into the presence of the terrified woman. + +He had simply asked for twenty pounds on the nail in return for his +silence. + +And she, scared out of her wits, instead of threatening him with the +law, had given him a cheque--yes! a cheque--and he, with a flash of +that cunning which was to lead him eventually to a seat amongst the +plutocrats, had pocketed it and grinned. + +"I doan' wan' mor' 'en twenty uv the best, lidy, jus' to mike a +start--an' I doan' wanter part wiv yer 'and-writin' niver. So jes' yer +send two rustlers, wot means notes, of ten pun each, rigistered, to W. +'ickle spelt wiv a haitch, 2 H'apple Blossom Row, Coving Gardin, afore +this toime ter-morrer. An' jes yer remember that h'as long as yer +lives I've got yer bit of 'andwritin.' I ain't goin' ter use it, but +some dye it might come in 'andy. 'Ardly loikly as 'ow yer'd buy twenty +pun wurf of veg from Wal 'ickle eh, lidy?--it 'ud want _some_ +h'explanation." + +Then this soul made in the image and likeness of his God and found +good, but hidden under the civilising process of the twentieth century +which had given him the morals of a jackal and the status of a pariah +dog, sighed as he looked round the dainty room. + +"S'welp me," he said, as he touched a satin cushion with his coarse, +broken-nailed finger-tips, "h'if oi h'understand wye a woman the loikes +uv _you_, wiv h'everyfink she wants, cawn't run _strite_!" + +"Oh! but," whimpered the woman, "it was all the fault of the fog, +_really_ it was!" + +"Garn!" replied the young ruffian as he opened the door and slammed it +behind him. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + "Surely I am more brutish than any man!"--_The Bible_. + + +And just about midsummer Fate tweaked the string to which was hobbled +Susan Hetth. + +A vulgar but resplendent bachelor middle-aged millionaire, sterling, +not dollars, in order to set his gastronomic house in order, had taken +a notion for the simple life for just as long as the notion should +last, and a perfect bijou of a thatched cottage t'other side of +Clovelly for a year. + +With a notion of buying the cottage at Lee in which had dwelt the three +historic maids, he had swept one day through the village in the latest +thing in cars. + +Baulked in his intent, and with time upon his podgy hands, he had +rolled, minus the car, along the village path over the strippet of +water and the sunbaked grass to the harbour. + +There he had bent, with ardour and misgivings, to pick up Leonie's +towel, just as the soft wind caught her bathing cloak as she stretched +out her hand with a smile of thanks. + +She had grabbed at the cloak and missed it by a bit, so that it had +swept behind her, hanging from one shoulder like some Grecian drapery, +and the rotund little man had trotted round her draped side, picked up +the cloak by the big button, and completed his trot, covering her up as +he moved. + +And as he trotted his little porcine eyes had glistened as they +lingered upon the perfect figure, from the slim ankles to the confused +face, and Leonie had blushed, though you could not have discerned it +through the tan, pulled the cloak tighter and hurried across the road +to the cottage gate. + +But with the clumsy swiftness of the elephantine, the man had run after +her and opened the cottage gate just as Susan Hetth opened the cottage +door with the welcoming announcement that tea was ready. + +"Ha!" he had snorted as he almost ran up the path, leaving Leonie to +stand still and stare in amazement at the little scene. "And I'll have +some tea, too, Lady Susan Hetth, and how d'you do. Long time since we +met, eh?" + +Diamonds sparkled in the sun as the man stretched out an effusive hand, +and a flame of anger sparkled in the small eyes as Lady Susan drew back +frigidly. + +Not being of them herself she set all the greater store on knowing +those she considered exactly the right people. + +"I don't think I have----" she commenced in her most primpsy voice, +when she was interrupted with a perfectly odious familiarity. + +"Now you're not going to say that you don't remember our little +meetings in Earls Court _and_ Fleet Street and"--the man spoke with an +extreme slowness as though keeping guard over each letter of each +word--"_and_ our little correspondence, come now." + +Leonie frowned and moved a step forward protectingly as her aunt caught +suddenly at the door handle, and then jerked herself forward with +outstretched hand. + +"Auntie, dear----" + +But her aunt was speaking in the falsetto of forced levity, and Leonie +held her peace and waited for an opportunity to slip past and into the +house. + +"Why, I do believe," said Susan Hetth, suddenly metamorphosed by a +certain tone in the man's voice into the terrified woman of years ago, +"Yes! I do believe it is Mr. Walter Hickle----" + +"_Sir_ Walter, _if_ you please." + +"Indeed, in-deed--how _very_ delightful, and after _all_ these years! +Leonie, this is--is--er----" + +"I'm one of your aunt's friends, Miss Leonie, bobbed up out of the +past. Glad to meet you, hope we shall be friends, too." + +Leonie, who had gained the door, looked back over her aunt's shoulder +and spoke with a gentle courtesy very much her own. + +"I always like to meet Auntie's friends!" + +Not knowing the man from Adam she spoke no untruth, but in spite of +reiterated calls to come down to tea she remained in her bedroom until +the loud-voiced guest had taken his departure. + +While the two women were having yet another cup of tea Sir Walter +Hickle, millionaire, tradesman, and knight, sat down gingerly upon a +rock and made his plans. + +He had made his plans as a bull-necked, offensive youth the first day +he had pulled out from Covent Garden with a barrow piled with walnuts +bought out of two rustlers, value of ten pun each. + +"I'll _get there_!" he had informed the nuts as he tweaked his cap over +one eye, and his red neckerchief into place; and had sworn a mighty and +quite unprintable oath as he struck a huge fist into a horny palm at +the corner of Ludgate Circus and New Bridge Street. + +"I'll _get there_!" he informed the seaweed as he lifted the soft grey +hat from his bald head and adjusted the enormous pearl pin in the pale +pink satin tie; and he sighed stertorously as he complacently patted +his knee with a podgy hand, upon the manicured plebeian fingers of +which shone two magnificent diamond rings. + +And if you cannot penetrate the strongholds of Devon county, it is not +difficult to make acquaintance with her visitors, especially if your +visiting card is a gilt edge security for future excursions and +diversions done in top-hole style. + +Unsuspecting Leonie, who never kept a grudge, after a week or so of +astonishment and aversion, thinking in her innocence of heart that she +perceived the trend of events, made up her mind to meet the rotund old +knight with the simple graciousness due to her aunt's would-be husband. + +True, the elasticity of her graciousness did not stretch enough to +allow her to accept the never-ending invitations which poured into the +cottage; but she would tuck her remonstrating aunt into the car which +was ever at the gate, and smile delightfully upon the infatuated old +fellow who put her aloofness down to mere girlish waywardness. + +Although the corporeal part of the old vulgarian grated on her +susceptibilities, she was quite willing to believe that if one chose to +dig deep enough it would prove to be only the rough earth covering a +positive mine of rare temperamental gems; and in her blindness whistled +cheerily as she thought of the joy her aunt would feel at not having to +drop her title when she changed her name, and at being able to retain +the same initials for her monogram. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + "To sell a bargain well is as cunning + as fast and loose."--_Shakespeare_. + + +"Now I want you to listen to me, Leonie!" + +"I am, Auntie!" + +"I mean _seriously_! I want to talk about myself for one thing, and +our very straitened means, which do not permit us to go on living even +like this; and oh! lots of other things." + +"Right, darling!" said her niece, moving across the room to sit on a +broad stool at her relation's feet, but twisting her head to one side +with a quick movement when her aunt laid her hand dramatically upon the +tawny hair. + +"Please, Auntie, don't! I can't bear to have my head touched!" + +"Just what I want to talk about!" vaguely said Susan Hetth as she tried +to disentangle an old-fashioned ring which had unfortunately caught a +few shining hairs in its loose setting. + +"Please don't touch my _head_, Auntie!" repeated Leonie as she sat +back. "Let my hair _go_, please!" + +"I'm not touching your hair, child," impatiently replied the elder +woman. "It's got caught in one of my rings!" + +Leonie's eyes were almost closed in a strange kind of psychological +agony; then just as though she acted unconsciously she seized her +aunt's hands and pulled them quickly from her head, tearing out the +hair entangled in the ring by the roots. + +"I can't stand it, Auntie. I have never been able to bear anyone +touching my head," she said very quietly. + +"I think you're insane at times, Leonie, _really_ I do!" + +The terrible words were out, and for one long moment the two women +stared into each other's eyes. + +"You think I am insane at times," whispered Leonie. "_You_--Auntie, +_you_ think I am _insane_!" + +And the elder woman, floundering in dismay at the awful effect of her +unconsidered words, sank to her neck in a bog of explanation. + +"No! Leonie--no, of course not--I wasn't thinking--of _course_ you're +not mad--insane I mean. What an idea! only I am worried about you, you +know that, don't you, dear! _Do_ be sensible, dear. Of course your +brain is not _quite_ normal. It can't be with all that sleep-walking, +can it, and all your abnormally brilliant exams!" + +Susan Hetth's disjointed remarks sounded like the clatter of a pair of +runaway mules, while Leonie clasped her hands tight as she sat crouched +on her stool. + +"Of course people _will_ talk, you know, dear! They did when you were +quite a baby and began walking in your sleep. And they did, you know, +at school after that unfortunate child nearly got strangled by her +sheets--I always do think that school fare is _most_ indigestible--and +_so_ likely to cause blemishes on the skin!" + +Leonie bowed her head. + +"Most unfortunate that you should have snubbed young +Mr--what's-his-name--so severely--and that his sister should have been +at school with you. Out of revenge _she_ has been talking about you +and your sleep-walking. People are most unkind and _most_ unjust--and +you are _far_ too pretty to receive any consideration from your _own_ +sex, how_ever_ much attention you may receive from the opposition--I +mean sex--opposite sex, I mean----" + +Leonie sat absolutely still. + +"Anyway, my child, we need not worry--there is a way out of our little +difficulties." + +Sensing that something was coming Leonie sat back with the light of the +oil lamp full on her face as she stared at the clutter on the +mantelpiece. + +"I _do_ so want you to do something for me, darling." + +The tone of Susan Hetth's voice and the touch of her hand on the girl's +arm were as wheedling as if she were about to ask her to tramp into +Ilfracombe on some trifling midnight errand. + +Leonie answered quite mechanically. + +"What is it, dear!" she said. "Say the word and I'll do it!" + +"Is that a promise?" + +"Ra-ther! Anything to please you, Auntiekins!" + +Susan Hetth took her fence in a rush! + +"I want you to get married," she said abruptly out of pure fright, and +wrenched at her bead chain when Leonie leapt to her feet. + +The girl stood quite still, outlined in her simple low-cut, +short-sleeved dress by the wall, her hands pressed back against it. + +There was no sound except the soft gurgle and murmur of the water until +she spoke, quietly, but with a world of horror in her low-pitched voice. + +"You want me to marry--_you_--when a moment ago you said that you +thought I was mad--you want me to marry some honest, unsuspecting man, +and bear him children!" + +Susan Hetth, shocked to the limit of her Pecksniffian soul, made a +nerveless fluttering gesture of protest with her hands. + +"Don't speak," said Leonie quickly, "please don't speak until I have +done. Marriage! I will tell you what I have thought about it while I +have been waiting for my mate." + +"Oh!" exploded Susan Hetth vehemently. "_My dear_! Surely you have +not been corresponding with anyone!" + +Leonie hesitated. + +How was she to make her aunt, this shallow, unbalanced being, +understand the joyous expectancy with which she had awaited the moment +when she should meet the man born for her? + +How was she to take the exquisite longings, the veiled desires, the +beautiful virgin thoughts, from her heart and lay them before this +woman who had taught her nothing but the twenty-third Psalm without its +real interpretation, plus the correct Sunday collect and daily prayers. + +How explain that to her the little golden ring would not represent a +key opening the door to the so-called freedom from which fifty per cent +of women descend, via the shallow flight of steps marked a good time, +to the plain of discontent; or that to her the word love was +sufficient, in that for her it included those of honour and obey, +without any separate declaration in public. + +When she spoke she spoke hurriedly, flushing from chin to brow. + +"Auntie--I correspond with no man--but my--my mate is waiting for me +somewhere--calling me all the time ever since--oh! ever since I can +remember--and--and I should have married him when I had met him +if--if----" + +In anger at this fresh complication, piled upon her appalling want of +tact of a few moments ago, Susan Hetth struck her hands on the arms of +her chair. + +"I think you absolutely _indecent_, Leonie, to go on like this about +someone you have never even seen. Now listen to me, and don't be so +theatrical. I have had an offer of marriage for you by someone who +knows all about you, and who, after my assurance that there is nothing +hereditary in your family on either side to account for the strangeness +of your actions at times, is perfectly willing, even anxious, to marry +you." + +"To take the risk, you mean," broke in Leonie. "Oh!--well, go on." + +Aunt Susan, somewhat out of breath from the rapidity and unaccustomed +lucidity of her words, inhaled deeply and continued. + +"He will make you an astounding marriage settlement, give you +everything you want, and swears to make you per-fect-ly happy!" + +"And his name?" + +"Oh! don't be stupid, Leonie, of course you know whom I mean!" + +Leonie leant forward, stretching out her hands, her face dead white in +the light of the lamp. + +"Tell me _his name_ and don't drive me beyond breaking point, Aunt +Susan!" + +"Tosh!" contemptuously remarked her aunt. "Don't be so childish--I +mean Sir Walter Hickle, of course!" + +Expecting some violent words of protest the elder woman half rose from +her chair, but appalled by the deathly silence and the look on the +girl's face, sank back, cowering in her seat, and stared in the +direction her niece's hand was pointing. + +"Look, Auntie, look!" + +Leonie stood with one hand pointing at the mantelpiece and the other +pressed against her throat as she tried to speak coherently. + +The pupils of her eyes were pin-points as she gazed at a wooden frame +which, adorned with edelweiss and the Lucerne Lion, held the snapshot +of a complaisant individual leaning over the harbour wall, attired in a +well-fitting but ill-placed yachting suit. + +"Old Pickled Walnuts! You want me to marry him--when--when--oh! when I +thought _he_ wanted to marry _you_!" + +She laughed, a laugh which sounded like the jangling of broken glass, +and died almost before it was born; and her aunt, terrified at the +sound and the expression on the girl's face, seized the outstretched +arm and shook it violently. + +"What _are_ you talking about, Leonie!" + +Leonie freed her arm with a shudder. + +"Please don't touch me!" Then making a desperate effort she continued +quietly, so quietly indeed that Susan Hetth looked anxiously over her +shoulder towards the door. + +"Don't you know that's his nickname? Oh! of _course_ you do! You +_know_ he made his fortune by pickling walnuts too rotten to sell. Sir +Walter Hickle--twist the name a bit and it's all in a nutshell--a--a +pickled walnut shell"--the little unnatural laugh broke across the +words--"and you want _me_ to marry him--Auntie! Auntie! he's awful +enough, heaven knows, but not bad enough, nobody could be, to have a--a +mad wife foisted on him--no! never--I'll go out and work!" + +There was something very decisive in the last words, but Susan Hetth, +like most weak people, found her strength suddenly in a mulish +obstinacy, which is a quite good equivalent for, and often more +efficacious than mere strength of will. + +This obstinacy, backed by the knowledge that people were beginning to +gossip about the girl's aloofness and love of solitude; that the +cashing of another cheque would see her overdrawn at the bank; and that +until the girl was settled and off her hands she would not be able to +solve her own matrimonial problem, drove her to a show of mental energy +of which she would not have been capable in an everyday argument. + +"Work!" she cried, "work! What can you do? _Nothing_--except go out +as a companion or nursery governess!--and who would take you without a +reference--and who would give _you_ one? Tell me!" + +Leonie remained silent--stunned. + +"As I have told you, we simply cannot afford to live even like _this_! +I'm overdrawn as it is, and----" + +"But," broke in Leonie with a gleam of hope, "but I have father's money +coming to me. I'm not quite sure how much it is, but you can have +it--_all_!" + +"It's two thousand pounds down for yourself, and two hundred and fifty +a year in trust for your children--to be given you on your _wedding_ +day." + +"Oh!" + +It was just a little pitiful exclamation as the girl realised the net +which was closing about her feet, but from the meshes of which she made +a last desperate effort to extricate herself. + +"I think I--see--a way," she said slowly. "Yes--listen--this terrible +mystery that surrounds me, this--this curse which seems to bring +disaster or pain to everyone I love, simply makes life not worth +living--so if--if I make a will in your favour, Auntie, dear, and go +for a swim at Morte Point where the cross currents are--it will----" + +But Susan Hetth interrupted violently, horror-stricken at the +suggestion made indifferently by the girl she loved as far as she was +capable of loving. + +"How is suicide going to help?" she demanded shrilly. "There would be +an inquest, every bit of gossip, everything you had ever done would be +brought to light; the verdict would be insanity----" + +"Oh, _Auntie_!" + +Driven to desperation and without finesse Susan Hetth flung down her +trump card. + +"But--I--I haven't told you the--the _worst_," she stammered, dabbing +her eyes with her handkerchief, and peering from behind it at Leonie +who, wearily pushing the hair off her forehead, stood apathetically +waiting. + +"That--that man"--she jerked her head at the mantelpiece--"has--has a +hold on me!" + +"What---do you mean Sir Walter--do you owe him _money_?" Leonie stared +in amazement as she spoke. + +"Oh, no--it's worse!" came the reply, followed by a curtailed but +sufficiently dramatic recital of the past indiscretion, to which Leonie +listened spellbound. + +"And you _do_ believe that it was just a bit of bad luck, and that +there was nothing _really_ wrong in it all, don't you, dear," insisted +the woman who, like ninety-nine per cent of humans, forgot the real +tragedy of the moment in the recital of her own pettifogging escapade. + +"Absolutely," replied Leonie flatly. + +"And you _do_ see the necessity of giving in, now that he has +threatened me with exposure if you refuse him when he proposes, _don't_ +you, dear?" + +"Absolutely," replied Leonie for the second time. + +There followed long minutes of silence which the swirl of the waters +alone dared to break, and then the girl spoke. + +"My life," she said very softly to herself; "my lovely, beautiful free +life done. The wind, and the birds, and the sea--Auntie--oh, +Auntie--_Auntie_!" + +And she turned and flung herself against the wall with her face crushed +into her upstretched arms. "Think of it," she whispered hoarsely, +"think of it, my youth, my spirit, my body given into that old man's +keeping. I who have kept my thoughts, my lips, my eyes for my mate +that was to be; I who have longed for his love, for the hours and the +days, and the months, and the years, even unto death, with him. How +could----" + +There was a click of the gate, and she flung round from the wall, +dry-eyed, dry-lipped, desperate, as her aunt hurriedly rose. + +"It's him--Sir Walter, Leonie--are you going to accept him?" + +"Of course," came the steady reply, and Leonie looked the elder woman +straight in the eyes, which darted this, that, and every way. "Will +you go upstairs, please." + + * * * * * * * * + +Just before dawn Leonie slid in through the window, and the water, +trickling from the bathing dress which clung to the wonderful figure, +formed little pools on the faded carpet. + +"Nothing will ever make me clean," she whispered, +"nothing--nothing--nothing. There is no ocean big or wide or deep +enough for that, oh! God--my God!" + +For five long minutes she stood absolutely still, looking straight and +unseeingly at the mantelpiece. + +Then as a rooster somewhere shrilly heralded the coming day she awoke +to her surroundings and moved. + +Like a beaten dog she crept to her bedroom, and stood staring at the +reflection of her haggard face in the mirror. A bird suddenly burst +into a song of welcome to the dawn which was dyeing the sky rose pink, +and she crossed to the window-seat, dropped to her knees, and buried +her lovely head in her outstretched arms, amid the ruins of her +beautiful Castle of Dreams. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + "For Fate has wove the thread of life with pain!"--_Pope_. + + +When _empty_ Rockham is a haven of delight, whether the little +connecting coves be awash with the tide, or the limpets, in an unglued +state, are airing themselves awaiting the return of the water. + +You can wander at will, if you have the right boots on, over the +never-ending sharp ridges of the rocks; you can pass hours gathering +_laver_, though it is not at its best just there; and you can find +sea-anemones and such treasure-trove as pit props, and boxes of butter, +yea! and even casks of wine after a storm if the gods be kind to you. + +Also you can don your bathing dress in comfort behind the wreck, one of +many, which has remained as witness to the force of the terrific gales +and the ripping propensities of the saw-teethed rocks. + +Walk in from Lee or Mortehoe, Woolacombe or Croyde, over fields in +which lambs stand on their front feet in exuberance of youth, or caper +on their back ones until called to order by their maternal parent; or +through lanes lined with primroses and violets, or roses, or nuts, or +berries, according to the season, whilst on the top twig of the high +hedges yellow-hammers, chaffinches, robins and the like gossip to you +about the hawk hovering in the distance. + +Arrived there, pause on the edge of the incline. _Don't_ go down if +you see a paper bag fluttering in the breeze, because a paper bag is +but a forerunner of lanky locks dripping on a towel-covered shoulder, +and bare and uncomely feet fiddling in the warm sand, whilst adjacent +is the rock over which the faded blue bathing dress hangs out to dry. + +Wait for the empty hour and then fly into the second cove, and the +next, and the next, but--_don't forget the tide_! + +The sand-covered rough-haired terrier stood with his head cocked on one +side, looking at the wonderful, waving, glistening mass in front of him. + +It certainly looked like seaweed, but it didn't smell like it, and long +bits of it floated in the air just like golden threads; besides, there +was something uncanny about it which sent thrills into the roots of his +rough hair, causing it to rise in clumps along his spine. + +It looked as if there were something dead underneath, too, and yet it +didn't; anyway it certainly did not look as though it were meant to be +played with or barked at; and he hastened back along the treacherous +narrow passage, which connects the two last coves, in search of +him-who-knew-all and was never afraid. + +"No, old fellow!" was the only response he got to his invitation to +"come and see." "I've already been fooled over anemones, and rooks, +and passing cloud shadows, and very dead starfish--nothing' doin', so +calm yourself!" + +But the dog backed into a pool, emitting barks which were strangled at +birth, snapped at a bit of rock which caught him unawares upon his +unprotected flank, trotted forward, backed again into the pool, and +turning, ran down the passage, came back and did it all over again. + +Talk about water-drops wearing away a stone, why they are simply not in +it when compared with a dog's method of wearing down your resistance. +After the fifth repetition of the above tactics the man rose, +stretched, put his pipe in his pocket, and hurling a pebble at the +delighted quadruped, followed in its wake. + +"Just look at that, and don't say I've brought you here for nothing," +said the terrier, as plainly as he could with eyes and quivering body +and tail. + +The man looked and held up a finger, which caused the dog to sit up and +beg, and walked as softly as possible up to Leonie who, tired out with +worry, heartache, and a long swim, was sitting fast asleep on that one +slanting, delightfully comfortable rock seat, with her hair spread out +over her face, and down to her knees, mantle wise, to dry. + +It is a somewhat ticklish job to lift an unknown lady's hair and tell +her abruptly that you think the tide is on the turn, and the man stood +in perplexity, while his brain refused obstinately to register anything +more practical than an overwhelming admiration for the picture before +him. + +However, with the attempt to unravel the problem, his hand went +instinctively to the pocket which held his pipe, and the slight +movement simultaneously upset his balance and solved the problem. + +He slipped with a rasp of nails on rock, waved his arms in a manner +likely to cause envy in any mere flag-wagger, and recovered himself +with all the clatter and confusion inseparable, under such +circumstances, from the saving of self-respect and the knees of skirt +or breeches. + +Quite unconscious that her stockings and high boots were upon another +rock, her skirt only reached just below the knee and her legs and +beautiful feet were bare, Leonie sat up as straight as she could and +peered from between her masses of hair; upon which the dog, thinking +that he alone was responsible for the discovery of this wild beast, +yelped and barked and growled as he slid in and out of the pools. + +Pushing her hair back, and shielding her eyes from the sun and her face +from the man, she flashed one swift glance from his shoes to his hair; +that non-looking, all-seeing glance of woman which leaves fork +lightning at the post, and causes you to wish you had spent a little +more time upon your toilet. + +Although she had barely looked at him, Leonie could have described the +man before her down to the minutest detail. + +No doubt about it he was good to look upon, with his steady eyes, the +straight ultra-refined nose with slightly-distended nostrils, and a jaw +which, in shape and strength, belied the almost feminine beauty of the +mouth. + +He stood well over six feet, though you would hardly have thought so +because of the massive shoulders which seemed to have been created to +carry the troubles of the entire world. + +His hands, the outward, visible and infallible sign of the inner man, +were perfect male hands, long and thin with square-tipped sensitive +fingers, and a certain look of steel about the back and wrists. + +But although he had been looking at her steadily for quite a minute, +owing to some inexplicable overpowering sensation which had seized upon +him, he would most certainly not have been able to tell you the colour +of her hair or that her feet were bare. + +"I beg your pardon," he said quite suddenly and a little hoarsely, "but +my dog brought me to you--and as I think the tide is on the turn, I +thought----" + +But any further description of his thoughts was cut short in most +unseemly fashion as, with an ear-splitting bark, the terrier hurled +himself into the girl's lap, standing up to put its fore-paws round her +neck, wriggling and squirming until the four feet, collar, and head +were thoroughly knotted in the beautiful hair. + +Leonie held on to her scalp to lessen the pain as stray hairs were +literally dragged out by the roots, whilst tears of agony streamed down +her face on to the man's hands as he held the squirming animal and +endeavoured to loosen its bonds. + +"Cut it!" + +"What! All that!" + +"Oh! I can spare it, but I can't stand the pain much longer, and I +can't bear having my head touched. Look, I'll hold the dog firmly on +my lap and bend my head, it won't hurt quite as much then, only do be +quick!" + +She put both hands on the shivering dog, who seemed to have sensed that +something had gone agley, and pressing him down upon her knees bent her +head, and her hair fell in waves about the man's feet as he unclasped a +pocket-knife. + +What there was in the attitude, whether it was the humility of the bent +head or the utter abandon of the waving hair about his knees, the man +never knew, but he suddenly began to hack savagely and ruthlessly at +the great strands until the dog was freed and flung far on to the sands. + +Then he bent and took hold of Leonie, lifting her bodily from her seat +into his arms, crushing her desperately against his breast. + +Just for one moment he stared down with blazing eyes, the nostrils +quivering slightly, and the lips drawn back enough to show the white +even teeth, whilst the rough tweed of his coat marked her cheek, and +the strength of his arms and hands bruised her body even through her +clothes; then he frowned, pushed her hair almost roughly right off her +face, and looked at her with the dawn of recognition in his eyes. + +And for just as long Leonie lay quite still, her eyes half closed, her +scarlet mouth opened slightly, enough to show the small white teeth. + +And then, she was standing on her feet with her hands clenched in his +against his breast. + +"_You_!" + +"And _you_!" she replied, striving gently to release her hands. + +"Forgive me! For God's sake forgive me! I--I have no excuse!" + +A seagull perched itself on the point of a jagged rock, uttered its +raucous cry and was gone towards Bull Point Lighthouse shining in the +sun; a flock of rooks suddenly swirled from the cliffs, screaming +battle upon their opponents as Leonie answered. + +"There is nothing to forgive! Some things are beyond our ken. Will +you get me my boots and stockings?" + +Her hands shook ever so slightly under the strain of the control she +was forcing upon herself, and the pupils of her eyes were strangely +dilated, looking like bits of night sky set in a moon circle; but she +spoke and moved quickly as the man, having brought the foot-gear and +unwound the cut hair from the abject dog, leant down and picked up a +tough seaweed root. + +"No!" she said sharply, laying her hand on his. "No! It's too late to +beat him!" + +"I _must_!" + +"I say _no_!" + +"But you don't understand!" + +Her lashes lay like a fringe on the cheek over which swept a flood of +colour as she whispered so softly that the lap of the water almost +drowned the word. + +"_Please_!" + +Save for the murmur of the water there was no sound whatever in the +rock-strewn empty spot; and save for the swaying of the seaweed in the +pools there was no movement as those two stood close to each other and +Fate counted time. + +Then Leonie smiled radiantly and sat down upon a rock with a stocking +in each hand. + +"Come and lunch in the next cove!" her companion said in a +matter-of-fact voice, carefully winding the cut strands of hair and +slipping them, without asking permission, into his breast pocket. +"It's not so sunny in there, and I've cold soup and cold chicken, +salad, jelly and cream--will you?" + +"Ra-ther!" said she, beginning to lace her boots. And picnicking _is_ +fun in the last cove at Rockham. The air smells so heavenly, the wind +is so soft, the clouds so lumpy and white; and there are little caves +in which to dress and undress for the purpose of bathing, to boil the +kettle, or hunt for those little bits of over-dried wood which go off +with the report of a pistol and plop out to singe your garments. + +And so _very_ few get as far! + +Somehow the tide is generally on the turn, and if by chance it is not, +the tortuous and narrow passages between the coves, with their rocking +rocks and hidden pools, are enough to twist the ankles and temper of +anyone who is not Devon born or bred. + +"Yes! I am due to sail for India about this day month," said Jonathan +Cuxson, Jan for short, a little later, as he drove the cold drumstick +of a Devon chicken into the paper bag containing salt, while Leonie, +holding the fellow leg in both hands, or at least the fingers of both +hands, gnawed right heartily at the middle thereof, and the pardoned +dog sat quivering with hope deferred. + +"Isn't this perfectly wonderful," he went on, and Leonie mumbled +"whum-whum" as interestedly and politely as her bone would allow. "I +mean our meeting like this!" + +She smiled and sat forward, resting one hand upon the rocks, and the +puppy, with a lamentable slump in manners, crawled up from behind and +gently relieved her of the bone which still had luscious scraps of +white flesh adhering to it, and a dream of a shining gristly knob at +the end. + +"Your idea of picnicing is somewhat luxurious," she said, taking a +cardboard plate full of jelly which he had smothered in cream. "Tell +me what you are going to make of your life!" + +"You must blame or thank Mrs. Pugsley for the luxury. I'm at +Woolacombe, perched on the top of the hill, and she simply spoils me. +Will you have a cigarette?" + +Leonie shook her head, and the two great, hastily twisted plaits +wriggled like shining snakes, causing the dog to lay one paw on his +bone and snarl. + +"I don't smoke!" + +"How delightful!" said Jan Cuxson. "I was sure you didn't--I love +women who smell of lavender." + +"Won't you smoke--your pipe--and tell me what you are going to make of +your life." + +"They--the plans--have all been fogged up this morning !" he said +slowly after a moment's pause. "How strange it all is. Do you know +that I was going up to town next week to hunt up _you_, of all people? +Do you remember anything of my father's death?" + +"We don't talk about it," said Leonie quietly, and the man looked at +her with a sudden questioning in the steady eyes. + +"I am taking on his work, you know, specialising in the brain. I have +got through all my exams quite decently, thanks, I think, to his +wonderful notes, have travelled a bit in the east, and before settling +down intended to go to India--what for do you think?" + +Leonie shook her head. "Holiday?" + +"Er--yes, almost. You know I simply _loved_ my father, and his very +last entry in his book of notes was about _you_. One line was this: +'Most interesting--shall go to India and find the ayah.' He died of +heart failure, you know, and he must have written the last line before +he died--it is: 'The answer to the problem concerning Leonie Hetth is +in the third volume upon----' There was nothing after that--I thought +he would be awfully pleased if I carried out his last wishes, and meant +to hunt you up and see if you were still--er--bothered with dreams and +then----" + +He stopped short as Leonie leapt to her feet and ran back from a wave +which had most unexpectedly swirled upon her from behind a rock. + +"Quick!" she laughed, "quick--the tide will be in. Where's the dog?" + +The dog was cavorting with a crab in a pool. + +"Jingles!" sternly admonished his master, who was heaving everything +pell-mell into his haversack. "By the way, what became of Jingles the +first?" + +A shadow crept into Leonie's eyes as she thought of the pain and +disaster she invariably seemed to bring to those she loved most. + +"He--he was run over--it was my fault, I whistled him across the road +and a car caught him. If we hurry," she continued, "we shall be in +time for tea--Auntie will love to see you again!" + +"Oh! of course--I'd almost forgotten her--will she?" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + "He that rebuketh a wicked man getteth + himself a blot!"--_The Bible_. + + +By all the ill-luck in the world Sir Walter Hickle was sitting in the +patch called the garden, turning a small parcel elatedly over and over +in his pocket, as Leonie, and her companion, and the dog came sliding +down the hill towards the cottage. + +For the time being Leonie had totally forgotten the proceedings of the +night before, which had metamorphosed her radiant self from a free into +a bond woman. + +"Oh!" she said, putting one hand unexpectedly on Jan Cuxson's arm and +digging her stick fiercely into the ground, as the man in the garden +half rose from his chair and sank back with a frown. + +"Oh!" she repeated. + +"Tired, dear?" + +Neither of them noticed the little endearing word which had slipped out +so naturally, but Leonie's face was wan and her eyes were dead as she +dragged herself down the last few yards, while her aunt fluttered down +to the gate to meet them, with her mind and skirts in a whirl. + +"Jan Cuxson!" she exclaimed, offering a limp hand, and "How _very_ +nice," she continued, lying quite successfully. "I should have known +you anywhere. _Do_ come in and have tea!" + +And in the same breath, and with that strange cruel cunning of the +shallow mind, which is the abortive twin of decent feminine intuition, +she leapt at the difficulty she saw threatening, and tried to dispel it. + +"Let me introduce you to Sir Walter Hickle, my niece's fiance." + +Sir Walter ambled forward with outstretched hand as Cuxson, nodding +curtly, bent to pick up Leonie's stick, which had clattered to the +floor. + +A malicious gleam shone in the elder man's little eyes as he looked at +the splendid young fellow who had seemed, physically anyway, so fit a +match for Leonie as they tramped down the hill together; and though +there was no sign of his inward perplexity and repulsion in Jan +Cuxson's face as his eyes swept the obese figure of the notorious old +knight, his jaw took a sudden, almost ugly, outward thrust with the +birth of a mighty resolution. + +Leonie walked to the gate with him when he took his departure, having +refused tea from a certain undefined feeling that he could not even sit +in the same room as the man whom he intended to do out of the odd trick. + +He crushed Leonie's hand as he looked straight into her eyes, so +desperate and ashamed, and spoke very gently and deliberately as he +slipped his hand to her wrist and pulled her a little closer. + +"I shall be in the last cove to-morrow at eleven, waiting for you." + +And naturally Leonie had responded to the mastery in the voice, as all +women do respond when the voice is the right one; and a soft wave of +colour swept from chin to brow as she turned from the gate, and walked +through the doorway straight to her bedroom; while her future lord +pranced furiously among the bric-a-brac, and her aunt's beads and +bracelets clashed against the china as she wrung her hands over the tea +things, and portending disaster. + +Leonie sat down on her bed with her eyes shining like stars. + +The lid of her life's casket had opened wide, and from under a hideous +heap of fear, disgust, lost illusions, and despair, hope had sprung, +spreading her iridescent wings in the warmth of love. + +She sat until the shadows crept about her, then got up from her bed +with a little laugh, and descended to give battle for her life and +freedom. + +Think of every synonym connected with the word tumult and you will get +a vague idea of the storm which crashed about the girl's defenceless +head as she stood with her back to the door of the tiny sitting-room, +with a perfectly gorgeous diamond ring sparkling and flashing in front +of her upon a table. + +"I cannot marry you, Sir Walter, I simply cannot do it," she was +saying, slowly and distinctly. "You must let me go. So please give +the ring to somebody else, there are heaps of girls ever--oh, ever so +much nicer than me!" + +She smiled sweetly as she picked up the ring and held it out to the +man, who snatched it from her as he sprang to his feet, and hurled it +through the window. + +Then he moved to the other side of the table and leant both clenched +fists upon it as he looked Leonie up and down. + +"You needn't wear the ring, my girl," he said slowly, "but no one picks +Walter Hickle up one day and throws him down the next. You're going to +marry me this day month, you take that straight from me. Let's hear +why you've changed your mind so sudden; willing to marry last night, +unwilling to marry to-day. + +"Come on, now, out with it!" he suddenly shouted, bringing his hand +with a crash on the table as Leonie hesitated, blushing divinely. + +"Only--be-cause I--I don't love you, Sir Walter, and it's--it's _not_ +right to marry without love!" + +"Posh! There wasn't so much of this 'ere right to marry last night. +Fallen in love with that young feller-me-lad, I suppose. Where did you +meet him? What were you doing? How--how----" + +Leonie turned the handle of the door, but shrank back as the man, with +a bound, flung himself at her and wrenched her hand free; and Susan +Hetth clashed her bracelets and bits as she put her hands tightly over +her face, in her fright forgetting the mixture of colours she heaped on +it daily in the hope of stemming the neap tide of old age. + +"Get out, you there!" snarled the man, lashed to fury by the whip of +jealousy. "Get out, go away, wash your face--you look like a--a--like +a damned fut'rist, get _out_!" + +And not daring to pass the two near the door, she prepared to get, with +a great loss of dignity, through the bow window; in fact, one foot was +just over the sill when the man called her back. + +"Come back," he bellowed, "I want you as witness to what I'm goin' to +say to your niece, the young lady what plays fast and loose with honest +men. Fast and loose, I _don't_ fink!" + +Leonie shuddered as the veneer of refinement cracked under the strain +of the man's rage, showing the brutality and grossness immediately +underneath. + +She pulled her hand free, and backed towards the mantelpiece, against +which she leant, staring at him. + +"I am not going to marry you!" + +The voice was low but positive, and the quiet in the room was intense +as Sir Walter bounced up within a foot of her and shook a fat +forefinger in her face. + +"Aren't you," he said, "aren't you! And I'll just tell you three +things what'll make you change your tune, my girl. + +"One," he placed the fat forefinger on the ill-bred thumb, "an' the +least important, you'll marry me 'cos you're an 'etth, daughter of +Colonel Bob Hetth, V.C., an' your fut'rist aunt ain't--hasn't half +rubbed it in about the Hetths never breaking their word, I give you +mine!" + +"Please leave my father's name out of this," quietly replied Leonie, +her face dead white from the sickening thudding of her heart. + +"Well, if you don't keep your word, Miss tiger cat, I'll run you in for +breach of promise, an' bring your father's name into court!" + +"You couldn't!" + +"_Couldn't_!--couldn't what?" stormed the man. + +"Run," said Leonie gently, and added sweetly, and with great vulgarity, +"you're too fat!" + +"Two!" continued Sir Walter, purple in the face, but wisely ignoring +the insult to his person. "You'll marry me 'cos no one else'll have +you. You're batty, my gel--gone in the top storey--can't even go out +to work for your living 'cause you ain't always to be trusted. I know +all about yer, but I'm willin' to take the risk. There won't be any +trapersin' round the 'ouse after dark once yer married to me, I give +you my word. Course, if you like to go on spungin' on your aunt, +obligin' her to live in a 'ole like this, well, that's your look +h'out--'ardly up to mark tho', being an 'etth, daughter of a V.C." + +His small eyes gleamed as they rested on Leonie's stricken face. + +"Stop, please," she said hurriedly, "I can't stand any more just now. +I--I couldn't really. Will you give me a week to think it over?" + +The man laughed contemptuously. + +"A few days, a few hours, then?" + +There was something horrible in the humiliation of the girl's pleading, +but it made not the slightest impression on the ex-costermonger, who +had at one time been accustomed to enforcing his commands with the +buckle end of his waist-belt. + +"Not a minute, not a second," he chortled, seeing the end of the chase +in sight. "Think of the 'old I have on yer aunt. Lady Susan Hetth, +sister of Colonel Bob 'etth, V.C., creeping out h'of a gentleman's +rooms at three h'o'clock of the mornin' an' payin' me 'ush money--think +of h'it. _Now_ what 'ev you got to say. Why don't you be sensible an' +quiet, gal? I've _got_ yer, it ain't no use kickin'. Be sensible an' +I'll smother you in di'monds, give yer two Rolls-Royce, yacht, Monty +Carlo any time, Park Lane--make every other woman want ter scratch yer +eyes out--what more _could_ yer want? Now what have yer got to say!" + +What was there to say? + +Aunt Susan tried to obliterate herself behind the window curtain; Sir +Walter, thumbs in armholes, tilted himself backwards and forwards on +toe and heel as Leonie came forward and leant with both hands the +table, as she looked from one to the other without speaking. + +In fact the silence became intolerable to Sir Walter, who had expected, +and would have thoroughly enjoyed a heated altercation, in which he +would have known exactly where he was. + +"Well, what 'ev yer got to say, my gel?" + +Leonie looked from one to the other. + +"I will marry you this day month, Sir Walter." She threw up her hand +as he laughed triumphantly. "Wait one moment! But until that day I +will have nothing to do with you, _nothing_. I will not meet you nor +go out with you, nor bother about a trousseau, nor the future in any +way. I shall go out and come in when I like, and go where and how I +like. I shall meet whom I like. I won't deceive you, I shall meet Jan +Cuxson just as often as I like. And I should advise you not to +interfere with me in any way. He is young and strong, and, as an old +friend of the family, might resent it. You can trust him, he is a +gentleman--which means--oh, well!--you will find the exact meaning in a +French dictionary." + +She crossed to the door, turned, and looked, slowly from one to the +other. + +"Is the bargain concluded?" + +"Yes!--I'll take yer on those terms--but you'll pay a 'undred per cent +interest on the month, I've lent yer--an' _then_ some I give yer _my_ +word!" + +The door shut quietly as the man sank into a chair. + +"Batty!" he said as he mopped his bald head, "absolutely balmy. But +it's worth while--it's worth while--let her have 'er month--let 'er--I +shall have a whole lifetime to break 'er in." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + "Why fret about them if to-day be sweet!"--_Omar Khayyám_. + + +The great grey breakers heaved themselves skywards, paused for half a +second, split and crashed down upon the rocks the next morning as +Leonie and Jan Cuxson sat on the sands under the lowering sky. + +They had argued, analysed, plotted, and planned, only to find that each +road they launched out upon full of hope, terminated in the blind alley +of the old man's power over the girl. + +"I've just got to go through with it," said Leonie, "there is simply no +way out." + +The man caught both hands in his. + +"Dear heaven, how I love you, child! How I long to pick you up, as I +did all those years ago, and carry you out of all this to happiness. +Leonie! Leonie! You must marry me, I love you so." + +And she had sat quite still, not daring to move for fear of the mighty +passion which surged about her. + +Yes! Quite true! They had only met twice; but there is a certain kind +of love, exceeding rare it's true in Europe, which from an +infinitesimal seed is capable in one second of blossoming into a tree, +fruit and all, in the shade of which you can sit content until your +life's end. + +It simply sprouts all over the East. + +Wishing to prevent a conflagration Leonie spoke quite calmly as she +withdrew her hands. + +"And I couldn't marry you, even if I were free, because--at times--as I +have just told you--they say that I--I--am not responsible for my +actions? I'm--I'm supposed to be----" + +"Be quiet!" + +Cuxson pulled her fiercely into his arms, crushing her cheek against +his. + +"Tell me all, every detail." + +They sat there as the tide went out, and the man registered the facts +of the tragic tale in his mind, eager to be out on the trail of the +mystery overshadowing the girl he loved. + +"Mad!" he laughed when she had finished, "_mad_!--no more than I am, +and I'm sane enough in all conscience except in my love for you. I +shall go to India, and wring or bribe the truth out of that ayah. But +we needn't worry about the date of starting yet a while, and between +then and now we shall have found a way out of this seeming impasse. +What is it?" + +Leonie had twisted herself suddenly out of his arms, looked over her +shoulders and shivered. + +"It is what I was telling you about, a sensation of someone standing +close behind me." + +"It's nothing, Leonie, just imagination," said Jan Cuxson. + +For how could he see a certain high caste native of India walking +slowly down the gangway from the great ship just docked at Tilbury, and +smiling inscrutably as he placed his foot in the country which held the +white woman he sought? + +Leonie turned her head quickly, and shivered again, violently. + +"It was just as though someone had called me," she said, speaking just +above a whisper. + +"Look at me, dear!" + +Leonie looked straight into the honest grey eyes, and the fear died out +of her own as she met the steady gaze. + +"I'm slow, dear, dead slow, plodding I suppose they'd call me, but once +I'm on to something I never let go until I've won. Things are black, +sweetheart, but something is telling me that I shall find a way out. +When--when is----" + +Leonie lied. + +It was beyond her power of will to place a limit to her sudden newborn +happiness; she would not give a definite date, and relying on the +certainty that the man would never allow anyone to gossip to him about +the wedding, she lied--deliberately. + +"Oh! there's _plenty_ of time, don't let's talk about it." + +She sprang to her feet and flung out her arms to the sea. + +"Let's forget, Jan, let's forget! Let's steal something from Fate and +be happy. Let's be friends, pals; we can't be anything else, because I +am in honour bound. And--and--I'm _so_ hungry "--she turned her +radiant, laughing face to him--"I'll race you to Barricane for tea." + +She was off as she spoke, with Cuxson close behind. They jumped from +rock to rock, they slipped, they slithered, they splashed up to their +knees in pools and out again. + +The man did not break the compact when he caught her in the shadow of +the wreck and drew her into the shelter of his arms. + +"Pal!" he whispered. "Little pal!" + +And she lay quite still until the thud of their hearts, caused by the +strenuous exercise, had given place to the stronger, steadier beat of +steadfast love; then she slipped down, ducked under his arms and was +away, and her laugh was caught by the wind and blown back to him as he +ran in hot pursuit. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + "Write them upon the table of thine heart!"--_The Bible_. + + +Leonie's wrist watch very softly chimed midnight, announcing in gentle +tones the birth of her wedding-day, as she sat with her chin in her +hands staring out to sea. + +She frowned and pulled savagely at the band until it broke; there was a +faint crash, and a faint splash, as the watch, hurtling through the +air, ricocheted from a rock into a pool as the girl stretched her arms +above her head, leant back, and closed her eyes. + +Her last midnight swim, the last time she would slip the bathing dress +over her beautiful virgin body, the last time she would revel in +freedom, oh! the last time of anything decent, and pure, and sweet. + +She had not lost her heart or her head, in fact she had gone through +none of those amorous gymnastics which seem necessary to the cardiac +state of being in love. + +She _loved_, and she knew it, and confessed it on her knees at night, +and when she walked, or swam, or rode, or carried her food on her back, +or braided her hair in the day. She was loved and she knew it, and +thanked her God when she lay down to sleep at night, and when she +shopped, or placated her petulant relation, or played bridge or the +piano equally badly, or got wet through in the storm, and tanned by the +wind. + +Many times Sir Walter had almost been on the verge of giving her her +desire. + +_Almost_! Because it only needed two things to make him toe the line +of sensual infatuation; the first being the graciousness of every line +of her beautiful person when she met him by chance; and the second, the +ungraciousness of her distinctly unpleasant manner upon the same +occasion, over both of which he promised himself as he inwardly raged +at her frequent, prolonged and unexplained absences, he would shortly +have full control. + +The month had slipped by so quickly, the month in which she had +indifferently left to her aunt and fiance the choosing of her +trousseau, and the arrangement of the ceremony; also the honeymoon, +that subsequent insight into purgatory which she was to endure as best +she could in an isolated, thatched cottage t'other side of Hartland +Point. + +A month during which she had walked, and talked, and walked again with +Jan Cuxson, who caused her heart to thud heavily even though he did not +touch her hand in greeting, or parting, or at any other time. + +They had gathered _laver_--that most delectable vegetable-seaweed--at +the base of the Woolacombe rocks; dug and scratched for the elusive +cowrie shell in the sands of Barricane Beach; devoured Mrs. Parker's +teas of bread and butter and cream, jam and cake, laid on snow-white +cloth upon trestle table; and watched their flat-pebbled ducks and +drakes skip more or less successfully across the waters. + +They had tramped to Croyde, George Ham, Saunton, and all the other +lovely spots, and whistled over the lighthouse wall at Bull Point to be +regaled by tea on a tray, handed over by one of the perfectly charming +family of Howgego, which comprises the lighthouse keeper, his wife, and +his bonny daughter. + +All this had been done by stealth. + +Creeping about the cottage in stockinged feet at dawn, polishing the +high boots before retiring to bed until they shone again; packing the +haversack, creeping out of the cottage, vaulting the wall to the left +to evade the gate which either jammed or creaked, and away up the steep +incline, also to the left, and to wherever love listed. + +Upbraidings at night are quite bearable when the heart is aglow, and +the future dimmed by present happiness; but upbraidings in the early +morning are quite intolerable when the outlook into the future shows a +black abyss through the medium of an empty stomach. + +She had seized upon every passing moment, wringing the uttermost out of +it that she might have something put by with which to fill in the +blanks of the drear future, the vacuum where should have been a +tumultuously throbbing heart of love, and a pulse of life and passion. + +Also did she glean and garner, so as to be tucked in stray corners, +memories of a flower in a hedgerow, a boat on the wing, a look in a +dog's eyes, and the indescribable smell of a mixture of tobacco, sea +air, and leather; and all the other little genuine antique, and ever +new odds-and-ends of the collection labelled Love in the heart museum. + +Not a word had she said about the wedding. + +Cowardly? Yes, indeed! But if a prisoner were given a bottle of +champagne to drink just before his death by hanging, it's odds on that +instead of merely tasting a few drops he would drink the whole bottle, +and go to his doom with the exultant thought of something nice, anyway, +having happened to cheer him on his final exit. + +She simply radiated love, and allowed neither the frequent upbraidings +of her distracted aunt, nor the hourly approach of the fatal day to dim +the sunlight of the hour in hand. + +"Never you worry," she said one day, when her aunt had waylaid and +implored her to have her wedding-dress fitted, "We'll pin it with +safety-pins if it doesn't hang right, and as long as I'm at the church +door on time, nothing else really matters. And I've given you my word +on that." + +And she had vaulted the wall and taken a short cut through the golf +course until she had come up behind the man who loved her; and he, +reading the trouble in her strange eyes, had drawn her hands to his +heart and held them tight. + +How often had they stood in the shade of the fir trees in the heat of +the day, with the intoxicating smell of the pines in their nostrils, +and the soothing sound of the humming of many bees in their ears. + +They had stood so still, so close, and so very much alone. + +Oh! he loved her and her ways! + +Loved the rarity of her beauty, and the vitality of her body, loved the +extreme care she took not to allow her fingers to touch his when +passing a cup or a hefty sandwich. + +Revelled in the surge of colour which swept her face when sometimes he +caught and steadied her on a rock; and the way in which, when sitting +on the sand, she would suddenly scrunch up her knees with her arms for +no apparent reason, and bury her scarlet mouth, and the eyes which +betrayed her, in the rough tweed of her skirt. + +He exulted in the little half-catch of her breath, the little happy +laugh, the extra polish he knew she put on her boots just for his sake; +and, above all, that perfect sense of virgin woman which emanated from +her, allied to the promise of a passion which most inhabitants of a +northern clime would have utterly misconstrued and misunderstood. + +Yes! He revelled and he exulted in every minute of every hour spent +with her; blinded with love, led astray by the thought of months ahead +in which he felt that Fate surely would find a way out for them, he let +the time slip by, up to the moment when Leonie said good-bye quite +gravely, shaking her head without a smile at the usual invitation to +meet on the morrow. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + "Working spells + Upon a mind o'erwrought!"--_Thomas Hardy_. + + +Secure in the solitude of her last few hours of freedom; oblivious of the +fact that her aunt, enraged and alarmed at the unseemly and most untimely +absence of the morrow's bride, was idiotically wringing her hands as she +ran up and down in front of the cottage; worn out and weary with despair, +Leonie, in her bathing dress, had gone to sleep with the full moon +shining down upon the small, pale face, full of shadows. + +Jan Cuxson, uneasy at the girl's curt refusal to meet him during the last +twenty-four hours, had started to walk to Woolacombe from Ilfracombe +where he had spent a wretched, restless, futile day. + +He had tramped through the sleeping village of Lee without a look at the +historic cottage once inhabited by the Three Old Maids, and along to the +other little cottage on the sea front where the absence of light in +Leonie's room caused him to guess that she was abroad. He passed as +quietly and quickly as possible, having determined to avoid the place for +fear of meeting the aunt, or old Hickle, and losing his self-control. + +As long as you know exactly where to lay your hand on them you don't +worry overmuch about your gold cigarette case, or your favourite pipe, or +the diamond brooch you pin haphazard into your laces; but mislay them for +a moment and see what a turmoil of inquietude you will be in! + +Never doubting the honesty of his beloved, tricked as it were by her +happy, care-free attitude, the man had drifted contentedly in the sun of +love, and the month of June; but to-night a bank of clouds was rising to +meet the moon half-way upon her celestial journey, and the winds of doubt +and uneasiness were lifting the corners of that warm, comforting mantle +of serenity which we seldom have a chance to take down from its peg in +the wardrobe of life. + +Yesterday she had left him with a flat refusal to meet him, and her eyes +had been like the eyes of the dead, and her hands had been like ice, and +her voice had been most uncompromisingly final. + +All day he had argued with himself, surmised and made excuses, sunned +himself in the cove at Rapparree, assuring himself stubbornly that +everything was quite all right; and at last, dinnerless, desperate, and +afraid, had started off hot foot to find her; intending to crush the +resistance out of her with the outpourings of his love, and force her to +risk everything for the sake of a life-long happiness. + +It was just about one o'clock when he scrunched past the rusty old wreck +and clambered up and over the rocks and through the opening to the second +cove; and his heart leapt as he steadied himself when his eyes found that +which they had eagerly sought; then missed a beat as, for some unknown +reason, he stood stock still, and drew back into the shadows. + +Leonie was standing knee deep in a pool. + +The saw-edged rocks rose behind her, shining like steel in the moonlight; +great strands of seaweed swirled about her, for all the world like +snakes, weaving in and out of the burnished hair which spread itself +fanwise on the water about her knees. + +Save for the thinnest, finest silk bathing dress which clung to the +perfect body, as does the soft fragrant skin to the peach, she was nude, +and so unaware of eyes upon her that the man held his breath, fearing she +might spy him in the shade. + +He knew, as everyone knows, that through the criminal teaching of the +girl-child in Europe, she would have had it instilled into her mind as +soon as it was capable of understanding, that the slightly draped _tout +ensemble_ of her glorious body was something to be thoroughly well +ashamed of, though on other occasions, by means of slit skirts and +excessive dêcollétage, she could expose in sections just as much as she +liked to the eyes of any alien waiter who hung over her with the sauce, +or any chauffeur who helped her into a car. + +Her eyes were wide and staring straight in his direction, and that she +was asleep he had not the faintest idea. + +So clearly was she outlined against the rock that every line of the +lovely limbs, every exquisite curve of the beautiful bosom showed as +plainly as if she had been standing in the broad light of noon as she +stepped out of the pool. + +With face upturned, and arms outstretched to the moon, she stood +undulating slightly with the exquisite movements of the nautch girl, +which has nothing to do with the _danse de ventre_ and other such +disgusting muscular exhibitions. + +Watch a spider's thread floating in the air at dawn, then you will get +some idea of the gentle, supple, alluring movement. + +The wind, blowing up before the storm, blew against her hair, and it +streamed out in front of her; her arms, twining and twisting, slid in and +out of the silky mass until she appeared to have at least four; her +exquisite feet seemed to beat upon a human figure which was really +nothing but the shadow of the rock behind her, and Jan Cuxson, in the +shadows, suddenly smote his forehead as she lifted up her voice and cried: + +"Kali! Kali! Kali!" + +The word thrice repeated rose softly on the night air, but struck like a +hammer upon the ears of the man who, in studying the brain, had found +himself often and inextricably entangled in the religions and mysteries +of the East. + +"My God!" he whispered, "My God, she is asleep and----" + +But he never moved as Leonie suddenly showed that she was aware of his +presence. + +It was not that she saw him, or that she knew him; she was simply aware +that a man was watching her. + +Not once did the eyelids close over the glaring eyes shining like two +green phosphorescent stones; not a sign of recognition showed in her face +as she laughed the sweetest little laugh in the world and moved towards +him. + +Jan Cuxson had travelled pretty widely in the last few years, and had +seen almost every kind of dance in the various ports at which he had +called, and the towns he had visited in the East, but for absolute +voluptuousness, and the portrayal of physical passions, he had never seen +anything to compare with this which he watched horror-stricken by the sea. + +"What have they done to her? What have they done to her? What spell has +been cast? What cruel thing have they done to her?" + +Over and over again the questions raced unanswered through his brain. + +For at the thrice repeated cry he had understood in a flash that +fastidious, pure, innocent Leonie was unconsciously performing the +preliminary rites customary to the worship of Kali, the goddess of death, +the wife of Siva, the daughter of the Himalayas; which rights might best +be described as a prolonged and terrible orgy of every passion known to +man. + +And well was it for Leonie Hetth that Jan Cuxson was straight and +thoroughbred, and that his love was pure, else might it have gone badly +with her, bringing her perchance to the door of the madhouse; for there +is but a hair's breadth between those who are wakened roughly from the +sleep in which they walk, and act, and speak, and those who rave in +padded cells. + +She held out her beautiful, bare arms in invitation, and as he remained +quite motionless, glided ever so swiftly to him, so close that he felt +the sweetness of her breath upon his cheek. + +"Behold!" she cried softly in perfect Hindustani, "Behold! O my beloved! +has the Sweet One! the Gentle One! the most blessed Mother looked with +graciousness upon her children! May our lips cling in worship, yea! and +our bodies in worship! She looketh with soft eyes upon our love, blessed +is she, O! Durga! most terrible, most fierce, most cruel!" + +Jan Cuxson hesitated. + +If he put his arms about her she might waken at any moment, and then the +shame and horror of it all. + +If he did not respond might she not hurt herself in her wrath as do those +who worship the Black One, and of whom he had heard in his travels in +India. + +What on earth was he to do? + +And where was he to find the strength to resist the overpowering appeal +of the sweet passion she offered him. + +He loved her, desired her, hungered for the touch of the sweet mouth, and +there she stood in her youth, her innocence, her beauty, asking to be +held against his heart, touching his hands gently with her finger-tips, +desirous of his mouth, his hands, his love. + +And even as he hesitated wild anger swept over the beautiful face, making +it terrible to behold as she raised it to the moon with a laugh that made +the man shudder to his soul, and gasp as she suddenly tore her bathing +suit from her and held it towards him in both hands. He unconsciously +took it from her, whereupon she shook from head to foot with wild +unseemly laughter, and her glorious hair swept about her, hiding her +completely from the desperate eyes that watched her. + +"Behold, O Parvati! who steppeth lightly upon the mountains! Behold! has +he chosen my raiment, therefore shalt thou be pleased! Yea! and even +shall there be blood upon it!" [1] + +And swinging her arm she struck it again and again against the rocks +until the flesh was torn and the blood streamed, causing the man to move +hurriedly with intent to waken the girl he loved, even at the risk of her +reason and his ultimate happiness. But he stopped. + +Leonie was standing still with uplifted arms, dripping blood upon her +face whilst her sweet, clear voice rose sonorously in the _Vega_ hymn +known as the Love Spell. + +Jan Cuxson had studied Hindustani in preparation for his travels in +India, but he frowned as he listened, for he did not understand one +syllable. + +And then his eyes opened wide in astonishment as he caught the meaning of +a word here and there, and "Sanskrit!" he muttered in amazement. + +Pulling a piece of pale green seaweed from the rock, she twined it and +whispered, "This plant is honey born; with honey we dig thee; forth from +honey art thou engendered; do thou make us possessed of honey. + +"At the tip of my tongue, honey; at the root of my tongue, honeyedness; +mayest thou be altogether in my power, mayest thou come unto my intent. + +"Honeyed is my in-stepping, honeyed my forthgoing, with my voice I speak +what is honeyed, may I be of honey aspect. + +"Than honey am I sweeter, than the honey plant more honeyed; of me, +verily shalt thou be fond, as of a honeyed branch. + +"About thee with an encompassing sugar-cane have I gone, in order to +absence of mutual hatred; that thou mayest be one loving me, that thou +mayest be one not going away from me!" + +Leonie swayed slightly as the words passed faintly and yet more faintly, +like a moan, from her lips; her eyes were closing slowly, very slowly; +and she slipped to her knees, her bleeding arms held out towards the man +before whom she knelt, as the breeze blew her glistening hair this way +and that, exposing for a second, then hiding the glories of the exquisite +white figure from the eyes which could not help but see. + +Drooping lower and lower she stretched herself, face downwards, upon the +sand, closed her eyes as the moon sank suddenly behind a dense mass of +clouds, and peacefully went to sleep. + + +[1]In one of the rites concerning the worship of Kali, women's garments +are thrown in a heap, from which men choose indiscriminately. The +garment he chooses gives the man a right to the woman who owns it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + "And wilt thou leave me thus + That hath given thee my heart?--Say nay! Say nay!"--Sir T. Wyatt. + + +What in heaven's name was he to do now? + +Touch her he would not; let her know that he had seen her in all her +unhidden beauty he could not; yet the gurgling and rustling and +whispering between the water and the stones told him that the tide was +racing in, and that what he intended to do he must do right quickly. + +All he wanted to do was to gather her up in his strong arms, and +wakening her with kisses carry her to safety. + +Safety from the sea, safety from the unknown spell which had been laid +upon her, safety from the horrible future; a safety he felt which could +only be found within the circumference of his arms folded about her in +love. + +But instead he looked round for the garments she must have left +somewhere, and seeing them, stepped quietly across the widening pools +and gathered up the soft, sweet-smelling heap of dainty raiment; +clenching his hands tight upon them to prevent himself from burying his +face in the perfumed delicate things which he had not the right even to +touch. + +A little knot of pale pink bébé ribbon came away in his hand, and he +twisted it around the seaweed ring she had twined about his finger, +then untwisted them both and slipped them into his pocket, and stooped +to pick up something which had slipped from the garments and tinkled on +the rocks. + +"Oh, you beauty!" he said as he held the jewel out in his open hand, +and "Oh, you brute!" he said again is the cat's-eye winked cunningly at +him with the knowledge of all ages in its lustrous depths. + +Then he went back, crushing his flimsy burden to his heart; and placing +it upon a rock near the sleeping girl, strode off to the opening of the +little connecting cove, where he stood in the shadows and called; + +"Leonie! Are you there, Leonie?" + +Leonie stirred, settled down again to sleep, and stirred each time the +voice rang insistently. + +Who knows if love would have brought her back to consciousness and the +immediate necessity to rise and clothe herself, and flee for safety? + +Anyway, the tide decided and sent a little wave that thoroughly +drenched her and brought her to her knees shivering and bewildered. + +"Tide in!" + +She glanced round hurriedly and drew her hand across her eyes. + +"Funny!" she said as she retreated before a wave which surged over the +rocks and swirled up behind her. "But--why--I've nothing on! And my +arm!--why, I'm simply cut to bits. And--and oh! I've been +dreaming--and how dark it is; there must be a storm coming!" + +As she spoke she hurriedly flung herself into her clothes, biting her +lips as the lace and ribbons caught in the horrible gash in her arm, +and was standing waiting for the water to recede before she jumped, +just as a voice as from heaven itself called. + +"Leonie! where are you? Leonie, the tide is coming in!" + +She did not wait, she jumped clear, stumbling and falling on the other +side, ripping her feet until they bled. + +Then she got up and ran blindly, impelled by terror pursued by the fear +of something far more terrible than death. + +"Jan! Jan! help me!" + +Without a word he caught her and lifted her, holding her closely. + +Never a word he said as they raced through from one cove to the other, +neither when the waters buffeted him nor when weeds twined about his +feet, and rocks impeded him. + +Swiftly he carried her up the slight incline and laid her on the grass, +took off his coat, ripped out his shirt sleeve, and tearing it into +strips, bound up the bleeding arm. + +Then sitting down beside her he leant over sideways and picked her up +bodily, clear from the ground into his arms; no mean feat with a toilet +jug full of water, let alone with a hefty maiden weighted with grief. + +He held her in that heavenly, comforting clasp known and practised by +stout old nurses and some mothers, within which you feel that you can +defy anything, even to the onslaughts of peevish Fortune. + +His left arm was under and round her shoulders, his left hand gently +pressed her head against his breast, his right arm was round her just +above the knees, and he rocked her gently. + +Oh! the heavenly, comforting bliss! + +History was repeating itself, for Leonie, with great dry sobs shaking +her from head to feet, was snuffling into Jan Cuxson's collar as she +had snuffled into his father's years ago. + +"Beloved!" + +Sobs. + +"Beloved! there is nothing to cry about--_nothing_! As I am holding +you now, so shall I always hold you, and no harm can come to you from +ocean, tempest or life. _Nothing_ can hurt you because I love you!" + +Sobs. + +"_Leonie_!" + +She lay absolutely still, unconsciously counting the beats of his heart +which was thudding heavily against her right shoulder, and waiting for +the moment when she would find the strength at last to turn down her +"empty glass." + +"Leonie! you've got to listen to me now, and I am not going to ask you +to decide because Fate has decided for you. And oh! beloved, beloved, +thank heaven that there is still time, that you are still free, that +heaven instead of hell is waiting for you. Yes! dear heart. Fate has +decided!" + +He stroked her hair as he looked down into the little face crushed +against his shoulder, and shifted her a wee bit that she might rest +more comfortably. Leonie closed her eyes and trembled from head to +foot as Fate pinched the decision between claw-like thumb and finger so +that it was stillborn. + +"Dear," continued Jan Cuxson as he gently patted her shoulder with his +left hand, "dear, oh! my dear, just as I hold you now, so I shall +always hold you. I am going to keep you, marry you, and take you right +away to India next week; I'll telegraph that my things are not to be +put on board to-morrow. You must have a nervous breakdown to-day, +_you_ darling, just to think of _that_," and his laugh rang out against +the sullen stillness of the dawn, "then we will slip away, and get +married, and--oh! Leonie, I _love_ you." + +Leonie said no word, but from her head to her feet swept a thrill which +the man felt from his feet to his head. + +He laughed again, laughed as a god might laugh with the world in his +hand, and crushed her fiercely to him. + +"Beloved! I love you! love you! love you! And you? Tell me you love +me! Why, you dare not look me in the face and say no! You love me, +dear! You are part of me; you are bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh! +Sorrow shall not touch you when you are all mine, your joys shall be my +joys! And--beloved, my children shall be your children!" + +With a sudden movement Leonie wrenched herself from his arms and on to +her feet, whilst a driving cloud surrounded them, and a growl of +thunder came over from Lundy Island way. + +"Love you!" cried the girl. "Yes! I love you, if that is the right +word to describe what it is I have in my heart for you. No! don't +touch me! Listen, I would live for you, _die_ for you in love. Pain +through you would be joy, joy through you would be heaven." + +She clasped her hands to her breast, then threw them out towards him, +palm uppermost, in a wonderful gesture of passionate surrender, but her +face was terrible to see, with eyes like burned out fires, and great +smears of blood across her mouth and cheek. + +"All that I have for you and more--oh! much more--but--I--I cannot +marry you!" + +The glass went down with a little clatter upon the coldest of life's +cold marble slabs as Jan Cuxson, grasping the girl's arms, pulled her +roughly towards him. + +That he had caught the arm right on the lacerated wound he had no idea +as he stood looking down into the eyes which were on a level with the +top button, of his coat. + +"Beloved! beloved! You are tired, distraught! You don't know what you +are saying! You are to go straight home and sleep, for _hours_, then +come out refreshed and gloriously happy to meet me where and when you +like! And we will fix everything down to the very smallest detail, oh! +dear heart, think of it! and this day week we will sail for India!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + "That day is a day of wrath--a day of clouds + and thick darkness."--_The Bible_. + + +"India!" repeated Leonie, "India!" + +She flung round towards the sea, standing on the very edge of the +cliff, the violence of the wind against her the only barrier between +her and certain death. + +"Tell me," she cried, pointing to the heaving, raging mass of waters +with a hand above which shone dully a blood-soaked bandage. "Tell me +what I did to myself down there just now. I awoke in a different place +from which I went to sleep. I had no--I am cut and bruised. Terrible +things happen wherever I am--they follow me. I woke one night in a +pitch dark room and saw two green eyes staring at me from the wall. +They were my eyes--reflected in a looking-glass--_mine_--they shine at +night like a cat's--and there's a voice calling--often. Oh! I tell +you I'm haunted, bewitched, _cursed_!" + +"Come to me, beloved." + +She turned and went like a child into the outstretched arms, and he, +having wet his handkerchief on the mist-damped grass, bent the weary +head back against his shoulder, and wiped away the blood-stains from +the despairing face. + +"You walk in your sleep, Leonie, by reason of the workings of an +overwrought brain, that is all. India is the problem, and your ayah is +the answer. _I_ think she frightened you somehow, made some deep +impression on you, on your baby brain, and we are going to India to +find her. It's very simple, dear, once find the cause we can easily +find the remedy, and it will be much better if you come with me. By +the way, who gave you that cat's-eye?" + +He had made a slip. + +"When did you see it?" answered Leonie quickly, "I never showed it to +you! Were--were you down _there_ near me, _before_ you called?" + +"No," steadily lied the man, "but the thing slipped through your blouse +one day--it's a brute. Who gave it to you?" + +"My ayah! Do you know, I think you are quite wrong about her. Auntie +says Mother told her that she nearly broke her heart when I left India, +seventeen years ago, and she writes to me regularly every three months. +Only last week I had a letter from----" + +"Do you speak Hindustani?" interrupted Cuxson abruptly, with a frown on +his face. + +"Not a word!" + +"Or Sanskrit?" + +"Oh! no, neither, but the letters are in English, evidently written by +one of those letter writers, who get so much for each letter they write +for the illiterate poor. And in every one she says how she loves me +and longs for my return, and although she is very happy in the service +of some Ranee in the north of India, she wants to give it up and come +to me." + +There was a pause, broken by the nearing thunder and the crash of the +waves against the cliffs. + +"Don't let's worry about that yet, dear, as everything is settled +splendidly and----" + +But Leonie pulled away and stood facing him with her hands in his +against his heart. + +"Do you really _love_ me?" + +The whisper was almost lost in the tumult of the breakers beneath. + +"_Love_ you, Leonie, _love_ you!" + +"What would you _forgive_ me through love?" + +"_Forgive_ you! Everything! Dishonour could not touch you, and +everything else I should forgive!" + +Leonie tried to speak as she looked past him to the little green track +between the downs which led to the world, and all it contained for her; +and he, obtuse male, content in the plans he had mapped out entirely to +his own satisfaction, and having blissfully taken the girl's consent to +the programme for granted, failed to read the agony written across her +face in capital letters. + +"Tell me that you will be content, dear. I'm rich enough, but nothing +compared with--oh! tell me, what do you like--what do you want--what do +you _really_ care for!" + +She freed her hands and turned to look out to sea, where the day had +been born in agony upon a bed of sullen, unbroken water. + +Then she looked straight down at the waves flinging themselves against +the cliffs, drenching her with spray, moaning, fretting at the barrier, +retiring only to do the same thing over and over again. + +"What do I want, O Man whom I love? I want a white house within high, +white walls, on the edge of the sea. I want my arms full of +children--yours and mine. I want love, oh! love and yet more love, +that is what I want!" + +The man twisted her round and held her at arms' length, her heels +within an inch of the edge, her body bent back over the chasm, and her +hair, spreading like a banner in the tearing wind, swept about his +shoulders and across his face, intoxicating him with its perfume and +silken caress. + +Passion swept over him, he shook her like a reed, and her foot slipped +off the earth into nothingness. + +But not a word said she, though she prayed that he might suddenly let +go his hold and send her crashing to sweet death on the rocks beneath. + +You see what happens when you are decent and honest and have a mind to +keep your word--just death rather than dishonour, and pain to others. + +Whereas if only she had been dishonest, and therefore commonplace, she +would either have chucked her given word to the devil, or the deep grey +sea over which she stood, and cleared for her own happiness and a +marriage licence; or kept her word in one sense while making deedy +little plans of triangular pattern for future reference. + +"Is that what you want, oh! heart of mine?" said Jan Cuxson, exulting +in the sensation that his hands alone held her metaphorically and +actually safe from the depths beneath. "And that is what I am going to +give you, beloved, and more, much more in exchange for the treasure you +will put into my hands. Oh! Leonie, my love----" + +And yet he did not kiss her, but pulled her farther inland and let her +go as she essayed to free herself, having come to the absolute breaking +point. + +What a wooing! + +The copper coloured clouds were massed above and about them, the trees +bent and straightened and bent again before the wind, the sea heaved in +huge unbroken waves right to the horizon; Lundy Island, Hartland, and +Baggy Point had disappeared in a driving sheet of rain. + +How beautiful she looked as she stood in the storm, cut, bruised and +dishevelled. + +Just for one moment she looked into the eyes of the man she loved, +whose hands were outstretched for the treasures she could not lay +therein; and then she turned and fled as a great streak of lightning +rent the clouds, and thunder like heavy artillery crashed about their +heads. + +She had not gone twenty yards when she stumbled and fell heavily. + +Her boots were being hurled here and there by the waves in the cove +where she had left them; her left foot was cut and bleeding badly, but +a sudden desperate courage came to her when she felt herself raised and +steadied. + +"I shall carry you to the foot of the hill near your cottage!" + +She struggled as he lifted her, struggled so violently that he put her +on her feet. + +"Don't touch me, Jan, don't come near me, because I--because----" + +And the mantle of his satisfaction and content being suddenly rent into +a thousand shreds by the knife edge of his intuition, he put both hands +on her shoulders, looked down into the misery of her eyes, and very +gently said one word. + +"Because?" + +"Because," and she began to laugh without making any sound, her mouth +twitching, her shoulders shaking, "because I am to be married _to-day_ +at noon!" + +"To-_day_! but you said----" + +"I lied." + +"You lied--to _me_!" + +She made a little sound which reminded him of an animal agonising in a +trap, whilst the fury of his own pain drove him to hurt her even more. + +"Why--_lie_?" + +"Why?" her eyes blazed as she defied the storm, her hell and fate. +"Why?--because I love you, because I love you so much that I wanted to +cheat life out of one month of happiness. And I have had it--I have +had it--and I love you----" + +She flung her hands up to the stormy skies and brought them down, +clenched against her breast. "I love you, _God_ hear me, I _love_ you!" + +And with a terrible cry that went wailing out to sea she fled away +through the lash of the blinding storm. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + "The lighted end of a torch may be turned towards the + ground, but the flames still point upwards."--_The Satakas_. + + +The church was simply packed! + +The lucky ones, almost all women, wedged tight and fast, crushed their +beautiful clothes against their neighbours' lovely raiment in the pews. + +The unlucky ones stood in rows in the side aisles, just as their +commoner sisters stand in rows upon the pavement edge to watch some +passing show. + +Some, less hindered by superfluous adipose tissue, had managed to seat +themselves upon the tomb of one Sir William de Tracy, who had one time +unduly concerned himself in the murder of a certain Thomas à Becket. + +Indeed he built this church in atonement for his unseemly conduct, +though something seems to have gone agley in the architectural penance, +as the ghost of Sir William is to be met o' nights upon the sands of +Woolacombe--so 'tis said. + +Some of the still younger fry among the spectators, I mean worshippers +in this solemn ceremony, clasped the heads in effigy of dead squire, or +dame, or knight, in order to get the necessary purchase for the task of +pulling themselves up for just one second in the supreme attempt to +catch a glimpse of the principals in the parade. + +Except for the setting of this beautiful house of God it might have +been an _entr'acte_ at some theatrical first night; same comments upon +actors and audience; same criticism upon dress and morals; same yawning +and fidgeting. + +What _had_ they not suffered and sacrificed to flatter the vulgar old +millionaire! Anyway they expected a good deal in return for the +excruciating journey down by rail or car, the whole day lost out of the +season in London town, _and_ the wedding present. + +Unless you own the genuine thing in rank or reputation, how +_frightfully_ difficult it is to send an astute vulgar old millionaire +the one present which will open his doors to you. + +If you do own the genuine thing, an electro-plated toast-rack will be +all-sufficient. If you _don't_, well it's simply no good worrying +around the bottom rung of the ladder which he has climbed, and from the +top of which he sits making faces of derision at you. + +The principal performers had just disappeared into the vestry as the +old clock chimed twelve, and Jan Cuxson, swinging back the churchyard +gate, strode up the narrow tomb-lined path to the church door. + +Every woman turned to look at him as he passed. + +"Look at 'e now, Mrs. Ovey! He be staying with me. Did 'ee iver zee +sich a butivul face. Jist like a picture. Sit 'ee still, young +Gracie, an' doan 'ee walk over thikee graves, now! I tell 'ee 'e'd +make a proper bridegroom, 'e wud!" + +"Iss, I reckon! 'Er 'av done mighty fine fer 'erself, 'er 'ave; Mrs. +Tucker tol' me all 'bout 'un, but 'er be terr'ble young, b'ain't 'er, +for the likes of thikee ol' man?" + +The country women patted and pulled at their best clothes, and turned +their sweet, slightly bronzed faces, with skins like satin, up to the +blazing sun. + +"Iss, vrai! that 'er be Mrs. Pugsley! But did 'ee iver zee the likes +on they ther zatins an' laces an' juels they vine wimen be wearin'?" + +"Iss! an' luk at th' ol' paint an' stuff ther be ol over ther vaces? +Dear, dear now, ther lips be terr'ble raid, b'ain't 'un? Luks lik' +they'd bin stealin' cherries! An' ther eyes be terr'ble black! Luks +lik' the'd bin fightin' with ther 'usbands." + +Silence fell, during which sweet music stole through the church windows +to fall like a benison upon the charming simple folk who, by their +courtesy and gentleness, make Devon such a blissful county to dwell in. + +"Can't think, now," suddenly remarked Mrs. Ovey, "w'y thikee young lady +'av chose Mortehoe Church fer 'er weddin'!" + +"I've year'd tell that 'er vather be related to zum lord 'oo 'elped +kill some ol' parson, yers an' yers gone by! Gracie! now wat be th' +ol' man's name now that taicher tol 'ee 'bout?" + +"Tracey!" + +"Iss, iss! I've year'd tell 'e be buried zumwher yer 'bouts, an' th' +ol' bridegroom be proper zet to be married down yer!" + +"After th' weddin'," continued Mrs. Ovey, supplying information, "all +th' vine volks be goin' on to Lay Hotel vur summat t' ate. Arter that +they tu be goin' vor 'oneymun over ta 'ardland in li'le ol' 'ouze. +Poor li'le lady, an' th' ouze they be goin' to be so small ther b'ain't +no room vur zervants nor nothin'!" + +"My now, Mrs. Ovey, but that young feller be proper 'ansom, b'ain't 'e +now? I reckon it be a pity that 'er 'adn't zeen 'im befor 'er vixed up +with old 'un. I remember when Bill was courtin' me, 'ow----" + +And so on and so forth, whilst inside the "vine wimen" from London Town +made comments after their own kind. + +"Some women have all the luck," remarked an enamelled dame, whose +bridge and dressmakers' debts were on a par with those of her three +daughters who had safely, oh! quite, but most unsuccessfully survived +many seasons, "I wonder how Susie managed it? Gawky young miss, isn't +she? Just out of school. Um--um--um!" + +"_Really! is_ she! Strange in her manner--you don't mean it--oh! of +_course_ not, dearest! _Fancy_! hates society, swims at night, walks +ten miles a day--yes, of course! not quite cosmos, what d'you call +it--um--um--um?" + +"Miraud Soeurs, I believe--yes--did you like that draped effect? I +suppose he did--poor old Susie's up to her eyes in debt! Didn't the +happy bride look ghastly? Wonder how she came by the accident--and +what it was--and means--um--um--um!" + +"Yes! _very_, in a bizarre way. I'm damned sorry for her. Did you +hear about the girl in the shop basement?--heavy! I should think +so--put the screw on what?--hear the bride's settlement is simply +enormous--um--um--um!" + +And as they gossiped and criticised, tearing each other to pieces +without zest, having already done it so often that their minds +resembled rows of backyards piled with the rags and bones of their +mutual enemies--or so-called friends--the organ played softly, and the +sun through the stained glass flung dazzling lozenges of colour upon +the tiles and pillars. + +Then came that unmistakable rustle of anticipation, followed by the +satisfied sigh of those who have patiently waited either for the +hoisting of the black flag upon the prison wall, or the appearance of a +popular bride in the doorway of the church. + +There was a shimmer of white and silver, and a strenuous tussle in the +pews and aisles as the stereotyped march from "Lohengrin" crashed +through the little church. + +Jan Cuxson made one step backwards, and stopped as his heel struck +against the wall, then stepped forward and stood right in the path of +the bridal party. + +Straight down they came without a halt; gushing women who did not know +her darted forward to shower the bride with their unwanted +congratulations, hesitated and darted back with self-conscious giggles +as they met the stony, unresponsive eyes in the death-white face. + +Very slowly she passed, with the fingers of one hand resting on the arm +of the corpulent, self-satisfied man beside her; the other arm, +bandaged from elbow to wrist, was held in a sling across her breast, +the fingers nearly touching the one jewel she wore, a sleepy cat's-eye +hanging from a slender golden chain. + +The happy bride was looking straight in front, down the road to +Calvary, where stood a man outlined against the burst of light flooding +through the door. + +She neither slowed nor hastened as she passed through the lane of +twitching mouths and popping eyes and approached him; then she stood +quite still, a gleaming, living statue in shimmering satin and lace, +and removing her hand from her husband's arm, laid it with a little +gracious gesture on Jan Cuxson's, and he, bending low, gently kissed it. + +An artist made the record lightning sketch of his life when in a few +lines he drew the dignity, the despair, and the tenderness of the +girl's face, upon whose brow and above whose heart rested weirdly two +great crimson stains flung by the sun through the coloured windows. + +For one brief second her moonlit eyes looked straight into the steady +grey ones; then the heavy lids sank slowly, and the faintest rose +colour swept from brow to chin, causing the artist to murmur to +himself, "The ice floes are breaking!" as, like the gallant gentleman +he was, he tore the sketch slowly across and across. + +Two little words had been whispered loud enough to reach the ears +beneath the orange blossom. + +"I forgive!" + +When he had said it Leonie once more laid her hand upon her irate +husband's arm, and passed out into the sun to be met with the shrill +cheers of the children who flung basketsful of wild flowers upon the +bridal path, and the church was filled with a sound like a swarm of +startled bees. + +"Um--um--um!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + "Many waters cannot quench love; + neither can floods drown it."--_The Bible_. + + +The girl kicked aside the jumble of clothes littering the cabin floor, +and bending her head squatted upon the bunk, and incidentally, and quite +indifferently, upon a crêpe-de-Chine blouse which badly needed washing, +and casually watched her mother who was scrabbling through a cabin trunk +in a manner reminiscent of a terrier ratting in a hedge. + +"Why on earth couldn't you stay on deck?" demanded the mother angrily, as +she lifted the transformation from her brow and heaved it on to the upper +berth, thereby unashamedly exposing a head not unlike a gorse common +devastated by fire. + +"I can't find that--oh! here it is. What a state it's in. D'you think +the Chinese man could iron it?" + +_That_ was one of those hybrid négligés which can serve its turn as a +bath gown, a bedroom wrap, or, covered with a genuine native-made tinsel +shawl (bought at Teneriffe but made in Birmingham), can pass as an +evening gown in the tropics. The cabin was on one of the liners which, +calling at odd places like Genoa, Naples, Algiers, etc., allows you to +pick up letters brought by the mail boat to Port Said. The inhabitants +of the inner, double berthed black hole, called by courtesy a cabin, were +the mother and her last unmarried daughter who lived in Surbiton. + +The mother had successfully acquired a reputation as a world-wide +traveller, and husbands for her numerous daughters amounting to a net +total of six, by dint of travelling the latter backwards and forwards +over those heartbreaking routes which suffer from two weeks or more of +going without a break. + +Try from Aden to Sydney with one break at Colombo, and the above long and +somewhat involved paragraph will be easily understood. + +"I say, mater, guess who gave me these--have one?" + +Mater sat back on her heels, bumping her head against the washstand, +plucked a Simon Artz from its cardboard nest, lit it, and emitted volumes +of smoke from mouth, and nostrils, until the cabin resembled the +smoking-room of any West End ladies' club. + +"Oh! don't ask silly questions, it's too hot! Who?" + +"The Grizzly Bear!" + +"_No_!" + +"He _did_! He'd been ashore!" + +"_No_!" + +"Yes! I'd been talking to him, and had just turned to say something to +the Babe when he slipped down the gangway. I do wish we weren't so hard +up. It's an awful rag going ashore. He came back an hour ago, found a +letter, and has been sitting up and taking notice ever since. It was a +man's handwriting, I saw the envelope!" + +Mater flung everything pell-mell into the trunk, pushed it back with the +aid of her daughter's heels under the berth, bent her head and sat down +beside her. + +"He looked so different that I actually asked him for a cigarette, and he +gave me the box, and if it hadn't been for Mrs. Tomlinson-Tomlinson's +hateful little brat--you know--Muriel--we should have had a good long +talk. The little wretch actually sat on the arm of his chair; it's +extraordinary how he lets children worry him." + +"Yes! dear Lady de Smythe has christened him the wet nurse!" + +Which leaves no doubt whatever that some time, somewhere the dear lady +had been clawed by the grizzly. + +"Why don't you get into your black sequin to-night! It'll be frightfully +hot going down the Canal, and you can slip on the scarf if you go up on +the boat deck, as everyone does the first time they go through the Suez." + +"Yes! I might--the blue _does_ want ironing!" replied the daughter, +taking a hand in that weird game of "make-believe" which the majority of +women play between themselves. For what ultimate benefit it is +impossible to say, since from the moment the cards are shuffled they +know, to a nicety, the tricks and manoeuvres of each player. + +Anyway the sequin was fished out from somewhere, and shaken and pulled +this way and that. + +It consisted of a skirt of a kind, a waistbelt, two shoulder straps, and +a big jet butterfly poised just where, for the sake of decency, it was +necessary, and as a toilette allied with the boat deck would doubtless +prove most attractive to the man who was not in search of a wife. + +The man it was intended to subjugate, meanwhile, was lying full length on +his deck chair intent upon a letter, oblivious of the noise of the +harbour and the racket necessary to the boat's imminent departure. + +Jan Cuxson had read the letter five times and was just starting on it for +the sixth, subconsciously congratulating himself on his foresight, or +horse sense, which you will. + +His cabin was like nothing on earth, and in it, upon the outer edge of a +dead maelstrom of his entire wardrobe, stood John Smith, cabin steward. + +John Smith is not his name, but who does not know and bless him if they +have ever travelled on this particular boat. + +He has a big, very black mole on the extreme tip of his nose, and is the +cheeriest, most optimistic soul on the ocean wave, yea! even those +out-size waves in the Bay at its worst. + +After the first lightning perusal of the God-sped letter, Jan Cuxson had +given divers urgent orders for as much as possible of his gear in the +hold to be thrown ashore. + +Imagine it, and the boat almost due to sail! + +He had then rushed to his cabin and initiated the maelstrom, until common +sense had smitten him between the love-fogged eyes of his desire; +whereupon he had heaved a huge sigh of utter contentment, propped himself +against the door for the second perusal, rung the bell, countermanded all +he had ordered, and left John Smith to it. + +He had pulled the letter out of its envelope, growled at a vendor of +Egyptian wares, and turned with a whole-hearted smile at the sound of a +small voice. + +"Is 'oo velly unhappy, Mr. Bear?" + +The man did not know that he had become the object of that loathsome +habit of nicknaming all and sundry which a certain clique on every boat +consider so smart. + +"I'm the happiest man on earth--water, I mean, little one. Yes! come +along up--and why Mr. Bear?" + +Followed a scramble, a gurgle, and arranging of infinitesimal frills. + +"Mummie calls 'oo Mr. Grizzly Bear because you're cwoss! Mrs. +Tom--Tom--li'son says Mummie's cwoss 'cos 'oo wouldn't take the buns she +wanted 'oo too. Why didn't 'oo take the buns--buns nice, I fink!" + +An agitated nurse swooped down at this crucial moment and recovered that +which she had lost, leaving the man laughing aloud to the astonishment of +all near him. + +_Laugh_! Why he had not laughed since he had left Mortehoe Church, +neither had he smiled at any time upon the boat, or upon anybody except +the children; and now he laughed, all on account of an atrocious scrawl +on many sheets of thin paper which he started once more to read. + + +"I hope," ran the scrawl of the man for whom Cuxson had fagged at Harrow, +"that this catches you at Port Said, because"--followed a badly expressed +bit of business. "London's had the shock of many seasons, by the way. +You know that old brute, Pickled Walnuts, well I won't say anything about +the old scallawag because he's dead. Well! he married the other day, +you'd sailed I think, I didn't go to the wedding. Did you know Susan, +old Hetth, V.C.'s sister by marriage--up to her eyes in debt--sold her +niece to pay them, I suppose, to the old millionaire--wonder what hold +she had on the girl. + +"Anyway they went off somewhere in Devon for the honeymoon, God help her. +It seems that she had had an accident the night before, or something, and +fainted, or something, directly after dinner--the wedding dinner, I mean. +Did you ever learn composition on the Hill? I _didn't_! + +"The woman who looks after the cottage put Lady Hickle to bed and tucked +her up; placed a bottle of port in--all came out at the inquest--old +Hickle's room, and left the house. Next thing, about two o'clock in the +morning, a shepherd or something saw a blaze and went to look. Cottage +on fire, old Hickle burnt to a cinder, and the girl hauled out of bed +just in time, gibbering in French or something in panic I suppose. + +"The charwoman thinks the curtains caught fire in the candle, and that +the port had made the old man sleep heavily and that he was suffocated by +the smoke. + +"Full moon, too. What a sight it must have been! Place burned to the +ground. + +"I believe Lady Hickle is quite a girl and very beautiful--and is +starting on a tour round the world or something--she'll get most of his +millions, I believe. By the way, who _do_ you think have fixed it up. +Dear old Bumble and Diana Lytham. Heaven be good to him. Your turn +next, old boy! Well she'll be darned lucky who gets you, see how well I +trained you, d'you remember, etc., etc." + + +The man sat still for some long time, then suddenly sprang to his feet +and went aft. + +The dressing bugle had sounded but he had not heard; the dinner bugle had +sounded and still he had not heard, as he stood at the stern watching the +swirling wash of the slow-moving boat. + +"Full moon, too! She was hauled from her bed gibbering in French or +something." + +He quoted the words, and crushed the letter savagely in his hands, for +even in the fullness of his joy he remembered Leonie's words, "Terrible +things happen wherever I am--they follow me." But in the greatness of +his love he figuratively shrugged his shoulders, gathered his beloved +into the safe haven of his arms, and closed the moonlit eyes with kisses. + +Whilst a jet butterfly fluttered in vain over a very décolleté expanse +which covered a heart agitated by rage and disappointment on the boat +deck. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + "And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee."--_The Bible_. + + +Leonie and her aunt were having tea at the Ladies' Union Club, of which +the latter was almost an original member. + +You know the place where, arriving on foot or with the trail of the +omnibus upon you in the shape of a two-penny ticket grasped tightly in +your right hand, you receive a stony stare as welcome from the hall +porter, and one of dead fish glassiness from the rest of the staff. + +There is a certain air of geniality diffused around a taxi arrival, but +a _car_!--two or eight cylinder--owned, borrowed, or stolen, well! +there you win in honours, no matter _what_ kind of private address you +camouflage with that of your club. + +Having cleared a way across the tobacco-laden atmosphere, through which +can be spied ladies, young and old, inhaling and exhaling with more +vigour than grace, they had ensconced themselves in the seat for two +which lies isolated from the jumble of chairs and couches. + +That seat having the advantage of isolation, your conversation does not +gladden the ears of your neighbour nor theirs yours. + +You know what that is like--if you don't, well, it's the kind that if +written would read in italics: _Ayah--kitmutgar--pukka--chotar +hazri--syce_, with reference, ultra-distinct and emphatic, to +_Government House_, _Simla_, and my dear old friend, _General +Methuselah_. + +Just those little British odds-and-ends which go to the ruling, more or +less, of the land of the peacock. Add to that the general, what shall +I say, touch-and-go attire of the majority of the members. You know +what it is like. + +Lace collars over reconstructed tailor-mades; pseudo-suède gloves, +chiffon scarfs, generally ropey and heliotrope of hue; odd-coloured +jerseys affiliated to odd-cut skirts, plus jangling oriental bracelets +and chains, and mix that with a few puckered, leather-hued countenances +and you get the club's principal ingredient. + +Anglo-Indian. + +Anyway the place is conveniently situated, and quite bearable if you +can put up with the waiter or the somewhat overdecorated and +ever-changing waitress telling you, in front of your guest, that you +"can only 'ave cakes and bread-un-butter forrer shilling, +every-think-else-is extra." + +Cheery, when you may have been doing your best to make an impression! + +Of course every member (if she ever gets as far as this) of every +ladies' club will here draw her pharisaical skirts about her and edge +nearer to her neighbour. + +"_Did_ you read this"--quotes--"_awfully_ good, isn't it? Of course +it's meant for the Imperatrix--the Toga--the Ninth Century--the Spook." + +It _isn't_! + +It's just typical. + +Is there any one thing in any one ladies' club to differentiate it from +its sister establishment--especially in the canteen? + +I will pay one year's town subscription to any woman knowing, of +course, the difference between husks and food, who will honestly +declare that her heart has _not_ plumped to her boots after a +spur-on-the-moment invitation to a _man_ to lunch or dine at her club. + +By spur-on-the-moment I mean when she has not had the time to negotiate +with the cook, via the head waiter. + +You do not need the menu to tell you that plaice is here your portion; +or a lightning glance to ascertain that the exact number of your prunes +is six, and that of your guest half a dozen; or just a sip of your +coffee--well! there you begin to talk feverishly and to press liqueurs +and cigarettes upon the suffering guest. + +But to come back to the club tea-room. + +"My dear," Susan Hetth was saying, jangling with the best, and pitching +her voice so that it literally, though slangily, beat the band, "I +really think, considering your position and recent bereavement, that +you _should_ wear----" + +"Please be quiet, Auntie," said Leonie, who in a grey and pale mauve +confection looked like a field of statice against a pearl-grey sky. "I +came here to talk about you, not clothes. You see I want to tell you +how I have settled things before I sail." + +Her aunt fretted with a teaspoon, and spoke in the absurd peevish way +which had been so attractive at seventeen. + +"For the last time, Leonie, I want you to listen to me!" + +"Other way round, Auntie," said Leonie, who had chosen the club, of all +places, for a last _tête-à-tête_ with her relation, in the hope that +the presence of others would serve as a dam to the flood of tears which +had streamed almost unceasingly during the last month. + +"But it's absurd, idiotic----" + +"Auntie, dear, we've been through all that a hundred times, and a +hundred million times more won't make me change. I will _not_ touch a +penny of Sir Walter's money----" + +"Oh! Leonie, your _husband_!" + +"Not my husband in any sense at all, except for the awful name. +Why"--and she spoke with sweet intense enthusiasm--"do you know they +are going to build a house in Devon for blind babies out of my marriage +settlement, and endow it, and have resident teachers--think of it----" + +Leonie broke off to manipulate the tea-things to the rhythm of a +one-step. + +"And all the rest of the money, Leonie, oh! it's scandalous!" + +"Oh, that!" said Leonie, manoeuvring the milk out of a broken milk-jug. +"Except for Sir Walter's special bequests, it all goes back to the +family. They've almost all come to see me at the hotel, such honest, +nice people; and oh! so grateful. Mrs. Sam Hickle is moving to Balham +from the Waterloo Road to open a fruit shop, she brought me a huge +basket of vegetables, carried it into my room herself; and a young Bert +Hickle, who has a whelk-barrow in the Borough, brought me a whole +turbot which had soaked through its newspaper wrapping. He gave it to +the page-boy to carry, and I _do_ wish you had seen their faces when +the tail suddenly burst through, just as the page-boy was gingerly +laying it down on a most appropriate resting-place, a marble consol." + +Leonie laughed just as the music stopped, a ringing, happy laugh which +caused people to stare and then nudge, or kick each other +surreptitiously as they recognised her. + +"It's all settled about you, Auntiekins. I'm paying your debts, which +aren't so terrific, only foolish, and giving you five hundred pounds to +go on with. That, with your own income, will be all right if only you +will live in the country instead of hanging on to the edge of a society +which doesn't want you. Still, you do exactly as you like, dear, only +remember that I shall only have just enough to live on when I've got +through the thousand pounds, and don't run up any more debts." + +"Why not _invest_ the thousand, Leonie, _sensibly_." Susan Hetth's +voice was dull, choked doubtlessly by the dust of her castle ruins. + +"I've got to go to India!" + +"Why, for goodness sake?" + +"I don't know, Auntie, I've simply got to go!" + +"How silly," said Auntie, as she forced a cigarette inartistically into +a holder, adding abruptly, as her commonplace mind jumped at a +commonplace loop-hole, "Where is Jan Cuxson? I should think----" + +Leonie answered quickly, breaking her aunt's words. + +"I have no idea! I haven't heard from him since he left England." + +"Huh!" said Susan Hetth, putting up an absolute smoke screen, "and what +will you do after the money is spent, pray?" + +Leonie stared wide-eyed into the tobacco haze. "That," she said +slowly, "is on the knees of the gods!" + +Talking being temporarily suspended by the band in the death throes of +the overture to Zampa, the two women sat silent; one frantically trying +to solve financial problems, the other with her head a little on one +side as though trying to catch the thread of some conversation. + +A strange thing happened as the band stopped. + +Leonie rose quite suddenly, with a half-eaten cake half-way to her +mouth. + +"I must go!" she said quite flatly, placing the cake on a plate and +looking at her aunt without seeing her. + +"_Go_!" shrilled Susan Hetth, putting her fourth cup of tea down with +an irritated slam. "Where on earth _to_?" + +But Leonie turned and walked away with never a word of explanation, and +her aunt, with the thrifty side of her plebeian soul uppermost, turned +to the task of getting through as much as possible of what was left of +the two teas for which two shillings had been paid. + +The porter looked hard at Leonie when she asked for a taxi, hesitated +for a moment, looked hard again, and refrained from putting the +question hovering on his tongue. + +"Seemed quite dazed like," he explained later to his wife in Camberwell +as she juggled with sausages, "pale as death, with a kind of funny look +round her eyes!" + +"To the British Museum," Leonie said through the window as the taxi +door closed, and the funny look round her eyes deepened into a line of +perplexity between the eyebrows, as the cab bore her swiftly to her +destination and her destiny. + +She walked swiftly up the steps to the institution she was visiting for +the first time, and through the glass swing doors, just as though she +was hurrying to an appointment; she turned, without hesitating, sharply +to the left up the long flight of stairs, passed through the rooms +filled with relics of Rome found in Britain, and stopped. + +Just for a second she put the palm of her ungloved hand against her +forehead, sighed quickly, with her head bent forward, then passed +through the doorway, turned to the left, stopped and said "Yes?" + +And the man, in faultless western clothes save for the white turban +which with its regulation folds outlined the pale bronze face, with a +look of satisfaction in the dark eyes, salaamed before the beautiful +woman who had looked at him questioningly. + +"Allow me!" he said simply, bending to pick up the glove she had +dropped, the smile of satisfaction deepening as he looked at her again. + +She had turned from him, and stock-still was staring into the glass +case which lined the wall. + +Closer she pressed, until her nose, flattened against the glass looked +like a white cherry. + +"Kali," she read, "Kali, the Goddess of Death. I thought--I----" + +Lower she leant to look at the square stone image numbered thirty-seven. + +High breasted, squatting on her crossed legs, garlanded with skulls, +with five hands, holding a sword, a thunderbolt, a skull, a snake, a +cup, and the other two raised in blessing, the goddess leers at you +like a very old woman from behind the glass. + +Leonie turned swiftly to find herself alone; and the hunted look in her +gold-flecked eyes deepened to horror as she gathered her skirts about +her, and fled blindly through the rooms, and down the stairs, and out +of the building. + +Heading straight down Museum Street for Oxford Street, she ran across +the road at the risk of her neck and the wrath of a taxi-driver; gave +one terrified backward glance at a law-abiding student from India, who +was going to his cheery lodgings in Bloomsbury; and fled into the +tea-rooms which lure you outside with the pretty apple-painted ware in +the window, and where inside, one beautiful little blonde head shines +like a field of ripening wheat. + +Safe, she crouched down behind the window curtain with her eyes fixed +unseeingly on the distorted figures of the Java frieze. + + + + +BOOK II + +THE EAST + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + "But when the desire cometh, + it is a tree of life."--_The Bible_. + + +The first-class passengers, leastways the passengers travelling first +class, lay stretched out side by side, one sex to starboard, t'other to +port, divided, however, more by the fear of the eyes of the other sex, +than by any hatch piled with chairs, or ship rule pinned upon the +notice-board, and signed by the chief. + +Surely the hours of the tropical nights passed in sleep on deck are +those in which we should return thanks for lacking the gift of seeing +ourselves as the officer going on, or coming off watch, the fugitive +apprentice, or some stray passenger see us. + +Human chrysalis, wrapt in the cocoon of sheet or unsightly night +attire, with starboard boudoir cap awry, exposing the steel cracker or +the lanky lock; unsightly pedal extremities peeping from the unfeminine +pyjama; ruby lips, uncarmined, ajar; whilst to port like rocks from the +ocean, unshaven chins rise unrebuked from blanket billows, and pyjama +button and buttonhole play touch across the unseemly, unrestrained and +unconfined masculine torso. + +It was one of those insufferably hot nights you get sometimes as you +turn into the Hoogli, when the smell of the land comes in sickening +wafts, and the enchantment of the East is considerably lessened in your +opinion by the oppression of the atmosphere. + +You are going up the Hoogli! you are passing the Sunderbunds! you can +almost see the tigers squatting in rows at the water's edge! it is the +East! it is India!--also it is infernally hot, and having retired to +your cabin to disrobe, you anathemise your stable companion who has +been likewise inspired; curse your overworked cabin steward who has +heaved your bedding on to the wrong site; re-arrange everything and bed +down. + +Everyone was asleep when the light of the full moon caused a subdued +lustre under the awnings, and a greenish light in Leonie's wide-open, +staring eyes, as she suddenly swung herself over the side of her bunk +and slid unhurt to the floor. + +She made an arresting picture as she stood listening intently, her +flimsy garment falling away from her shoulders, leaving the slender +white back bare to the waist, while she held handfuls of the +transparent stuff crushed against her breast, upon which lay a jewel +hung from a gold chain. + +Her feet were bare, her arms were bare, and her tawny mass of hair hung +in two thick scented plaits to her dimpled knees; and she repeated some +words over and over again like one insane or delirious. + +"_Ham abhi ate hai--ham abhi ate hai_." + +Which being translated means "I come--I come." + +Without the slightest hesitation she opened the door of No. 1 +state-room, which she had had to herself after Port Said, and which, as +anyone who has travelled on this particular boat will know, gives on to +the dining saloon; passed swiftly along the narrow passage past the +notice board and the head steward's cabin, and stood among the human +cocoons on deck. + +For a moment she paused irresolute, turned, and swiftly mounted the +companion-way to the bridge deck, her bare feet making no sound, her +beautiful body shining like ivory through the flimsy garment she held +gathered to her breast. + +Oh! well for her was it that the ship slept, and that the awnings made +it almost impossible for those on the bridge to see what took place on +the deck. + +Though a report of sleep-walking on board would only have served to +broaden the lines of laughter in the chief officer's mercurial soul, +and deepen the lines of cynicism around the second officer's cynical +mouth when the one relieved the other on the bridge at the matutinal +hour of four a.m. + +And very well for Leonie was it that the captain had forbidden sleeping +on his deck, and that the high caste native who had come aboard at +Colombo was sitting on the port side as she approached. + +Owing to his high caste, and the purity of his habits, the young native +had passed the days apart from his fellow-passengers since he had come +aboard; and the days left were too few for the white folk to show any +curiosity concerning the handsome man. + +You don't feel curious about anything after almost five weeks +seafaring; you feel kind of stunned. + +Leonie, therefore, had not noticed him particularly as he sat apart +with his delicate oval face behind a book when she approached, or +passed his chair; neither had she felt the gentle luminous eyes resting +upon her from the nape of her sunkissed neck to her slim ankle. + +Nor did he now, long after midnight, make any sign when, without +touching the rails, she came swiftly up the companion-ladder, bending +her bronze head to miss the edge of the awning; and he made no movement +as she sped past him, crossed the deck to the starboard rail, and +putting both hands upon it, swung her body back as you do when you are +going to vault clear. + +No movement of his body, but he gave a jerk of his will-power which +brought the veins out like whipcord upon his forehead, and drove the +nails deep into the palms of his hands. + +And in response, Leonie's arms slackened. She stood quite still, +staring out to where the Sunderbunds lay hidden under mist; then she +put one bare foot upon the lower rail, and swinging herself up, sat +sideways, leaning far over; in such a position that the slightest lurch +of the ship would have sent her headlong into the water. + +The native's eyes narrowed to slits, and his nostrils dilated strangely +as he pitted his will against the force which was impelling her. + +He dared not speak, he dared not touch her. For he knew that one +moment of recognition, one breath of scandal touching himself and the +woman he trailed, meant the crumbling of the altar he was building +stone by stone to his god. + +For that reason he had taken the mail instead of the slow boat she had +chosen, and had thought long before deciding to come aboard, even at +Colombo. + +He was afraid because of the evening she had answered when he called +her across London to his side, by the image of Kali the Terrible in a +glass case; afraid that she might recognise him and be on her guard, +undoing all that he had done in the last year in obedience to the +mandate of the old priest. + +Sleeping Leonie, having descended from her perilous seat, stood for a +moment with outflung arms, looking across the waters; then turned and +walked swiftly and softly like a cat, straight up to the man who rose. +Sweetly she laughed up into his face as she laid one little hand upon +the great white cloak which swung from his shoulders, unaware that in +moving her hand her own garment had slipped, and that her beauty lay +exposed like a lotus bud before his eyes. + +She came so close that her bare shoulder touched the fine white linen, +and the curves of her scarlet lips wet but a fraction of an inch from +his own; and her whimpered words in the eastern tongue were as a flame +to an oil well. + +"This plant," she murmured, with the light of unholiness in her +gleaming eyes, "this plant is honey born--at the tip of my tongue +honey--mayest thou come unto my intent!" + +He answered softly in the same sonorous tongue and she swayed towards +him like a flower. + +"About thee with an encompassing sugar-cane have I gone, in order to +absence of mutual hatred; that thou mayest be one loving me, that thou +mayest be one not going away from me!" + +Where is the dividing line? + +What is it that causes the saint suddenly to fling aside his holiness +and hurl himself headlong to perdition? or the sinner to hurl aside his +evilness and fling himself headlong into a monastery? + +The jogging of memory, mostly, I think. + +For what resolutions can not be conceived, and accomplished, or broken +by the scent of a flower, the touch of a hand, or the feel of a piece +of stuff. + +Love, sudden, overpowering oriental love consumed the man, passion +scorched his soul, and desire shook him from his dark head to the +slender feet. + +He was awake and the girl was asleep, and craving to set his seal upon +her in her unconsciousness, he bent towards her until the fierceness of +his breath disturbed the lacey frill about her breast, bringing to view +the jewel suspended from a golden chain. + +Instantly his joined hands were raised towards his face mechanically in +prayer, his eyes burned with the fanaticism of his creed, and his face +became old in knowledge. + +The dividing line? the lifted veil? Nay! nothing but a jewel with the +form and the colouring of a cat's-eye, which had cunningly winked up at +him from the secret places of the girl's bosom; so that she returned to +her cabin with her body unscathed, and her soul on the edge of the +precipice. + +And the most razor-tongued, detested colonel mem-sahib of the line in +India thanked her stars that the mosquitoes had roused her frantically, +but just in time, to see the trailing edge of Leonie's indecorous night +attire disappear through the door. + +Aloofness, allied to perfect shoes and silken hose, will find a woman +more enemies on board than all the pretty faces and frocks in the +world; and if, in addition, she _can_ heap on such items as a seductive +face and figure; and if gossip via the newspapers can and _does_ supply +information as to the contents of her pass-book, plus savoury rumours +concerning mysterious incidents in her past; well! 'twere better for +that woman to stop at home, bob her hair, and take to that field of +literature which is not bound on any side by the hedge of convention. + +So it came about that her friends, after stumbling up the gangway at +the Kidderpore Docks, with handkerchiefs held against their noses to +protect them from the effluvia wafted from Garden Reach, lifted their +eyebrows slightly at the frostiness of the adieux between their guest +and her fellow-passengers. + +And no one in the scramble and flurry noticed the elderly pock-marked +ayah who had been engaged as Leonie's bodywoman as she lifted the hem +of the mem-sahib's skirt and laid it against her forehead, and touched +the instep of the high caste native when he passed behind the girl and +disappeared in the crowd of his countrymen which opened up a way before +him. + +An ayah, who, to the utter astonishment of her friends, had given up +the high position of head body-woman to a Ranee of the North, in order +to accept the humble post of ayah to a mem-sahib. + +A post she had gained by the baffling methods of the East which bind +each man's work to that of his neighbour with an unbreakable, +untraceable chain; and gained too, over the sleek heads of many of her +sister ayahs, who, armed with countless and phenomenally laudatory +chits, had squatted patiently for hours in the servants' quarters of +the bungalow at Alipore. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + "For lo! the winter is past, + and the rain is over and gone!"--_The Bible_. + + +"That's Lady Hickle!" + +The two men turned in their saddles as Leonie went by at a canter near +the rails. + +The raking great waler forging ahead like an engine of destruction was +kept in check by Leonie, exuberant with health, the knowledge of a +perfect seat and hands, and that uprush of spirits which an early ride on +the Maidan brings--to some of us. + +"Not _the_ Lady Hickle?" + +"The same!" + +"Well, I'm damned! she's only a girl, and _what_ a seat! Chucked the +millions, too, didn't she? Having a good time?" + +John Thorne frowned as he backed his horse before answering. + +"We're great friends," he said shortly, and the other man tapped his +teeth with his whip. + +Thorne hadn't the slightest intention of implanting a snub, as the other +man knew, knowing him and his most unfortunate manner. + +Friends, yes! they were friends, two strong, super-sensitive characters +drawn in sympathy one to the other; and John Thorne would have liked to +have been a good deal more than a friend, but he had the sense to realise +that the only kind of woman he could ever ask to share his rising +fortune, bad manners, and worse temper, would be of the type designated +in the short and unromantic word _cow_. + +One of those slumbrous, sleek creatures who stand knee deep and content +in a field of domestic trivialities; ruminate placidly upon the happy +little events of the past hour; and always find a hedge under which to +shelter at the first intimation of a storm. + +Lucky, lucky cattle who do not know the temperamental ups and downs, the +mental lights and shadows, the physical and psychological upheavals, or +the intense joys and griefs of the more highly strung goat. + +At that moment Leonie rode back slowly with some friends, and smiled at +John Thorne. + +"No!" Thorne went on meditatively, "no, she's _not_ having a good time. +I can't quite make it out. You see, although she was only married for a +day, the defunct tradesman husband rather overshadows her father's +splendid career--old Bob Hetth, V.C., you remember. It _would_ in this +caste-bound country. Caste amongst _us_, ye gods! Then her clothes are +really lovely, oh! ripping! make Chowringhee confections look as though +they'd come from the _durzi_ or the Lal Bazaar. And it seems that she's +living on her capital, and that her hair curls naturally----" + +The other man laughed out loud. + +"Oh! you needn't laugh. Wait until you've been stationed as long as I +have in Calcutta, then you'll----" + +Leonie had turned and was coming up at a gentle trot. + +"Gad! isn't she beautiful?" said the newcomer. + +"Yes! I think that's _really_ her trouble," replied Thorne as he moved +to meet her. + +"Good morning, and don't come too near the Devil. We were out in the fog +this morning and it has made him as touchy as anything. Isn't it a +simply perfect morning!" + +For a moment she sat and looked at the funnels and masts swarming the +placid Hoogli, turned her head as a far-away siren announced the arrival +of a liner, gave a little sigh as she looked up at a kite sailing +care-free overhead, and came back to earth with a smile. + +"How d'you do," she smiled, upon the introduction of the other man. "And +don't come too near the Devil, he's nervy; in fact I think he will burst +with suppressed energy if I keep him standing longer. Shall we canter as +far--oh!----" + +"Hell!" finished Thorne after his kind, causing the corners of Leonie's +beautiful mouth to lift as she raised a reproving finger. + +The razor-tongued, most feared and detested colonel mem-sahib of the +line, in the whole of India, rode up with a seat which would not have +disgraced the sands of Margate. + +Thinking that she might as well share the pig-skin, she had, upon her +husband attaining his majority, taken a dozen riding lessons somewhere +near Regent's Park; had hacked irregularly ever since, and still, when +off her equine guard, talked about a horse's ankles. + +"Don't come too near the Devil, Mrs. Hudson, he's _so_ fidgety." + +"Nonsense!" brusquely replied the lady as she nodded to the men. "It's +you who are fidgety; comes of all your sleep-walking, brain fag or +whatever you call it; you've--you've inoculated the poor darling," she +added, clapping her hand on the Devil's hind-quarters. + +Thorne made an ineffectual grab as the Devil reared so straight that +Leonie's face was hidden in the mane, and backed his horse as the waler +came down with a terrific clatter on the hard ground, scraping the +colonel mem-sahib's foot as she wheeled about, emitting silly little +cries, whilst men tore up from all sides with desire to help. + +Up again he shot, pawing the air until it seemed that he surely must fall +backwards, and men and women stared aghast until Leonie, raising her arm, +brought her whip down between the silky ears. + +"Damnation!" said John Thorne as Leonie patted the Devil's neck as he +danced nervously on one spot. + +"Time I took him home," she said. "The syce?--no! I daren't give him to +anyone as he is--oh! good morning---- + +"Saw your _haute école_ stunt, Lady Hickle," burst out a lad who rode a +fallen star in the shape of a discarded discreditable polo pony. "Simply +topping--but the Devil's a nervy demon, you _shouldn't_ ride him--he'll +get away with you one of these fine days. What happened?" + +"He bumped into my horse, he's not safe to be out amongst us--indeed, he +is _not_. Lady Hickle, I have been in Cat----" + +The rest was lost in precipitate flight with the colonel mem-sahib's arms +closely hugging her pony's neck, to the joy and the infinite delight of +the rest of the spectators. + +Unseen, uncouth John Thorne, furious at the scant courtesy shown to the +lady of his dreams, had brought his whip down heftily, just above the +mangy tail of the colonel mem's pony. + +"I think I'll ride alone, if you don't mind," said Leonie with a ripple +of suppressed laughter in her voice. + +"All the way to Alipore?" + +"Oh! it's not far, and I daren't trust the syce, the Devil would simply +_eat_ him." + +The boy sidled in between her and Thorne, to the latter's infinite +annoyance. + +"Are you still keen on the _shikar_ stunt, Lady Hickle?" + +He gazed at her adoringly, and she smiled back into the honest, merry +eyes. + +"_Shikar_ stunt?" + +"Yes! you remember--Sunderbunds--dâk bungalows--_shikari_--wild animals +in bunches--discomfort and all the rest. Say yes! Oh! _do_!" as Leonie +slowly shook her head, "It'll be such a rag! Major and Mrs. +Talbot--she's a fine shot--you and me, and we've got to get another +fe--woman 'cos a simply top-hole fellow walked into the club last night, +who's wonderfully keen on it; we're kind of related, his father was my +mother's second cousin." + +"And the higher the fewer," interposed Thorne, as Leonie laughed. "And +what's the top-hole fellow's name?" + +The youngster eyed the elder man with disapproval. + +"Name--coming brain specialist--setting the old fossils in Harley Street +by the ears--forgotten more than they've ever learned--name--why, Jan +Cuxson. Won't you come, Lady Hickle?" + +Leonie had suddenly bent to adjust her stirrup leather. + +Her face was dead white, her eyes like stars, her mouth like a gate to +heaven. + +Almost a year and not a word, not a sign! + +Tortured by doubt, racked with love, she had gone her way silently; +blaming herself one moment for the ease with which she had shown her +love; staking her all the next on the honesty of the man who had kissed +her hand in forgiveness in the old Devon church. + +Making excuses, heaping the blame upon herself, wearying, wondering--and +now! + +She lifted her face, which shone like the Taj at noon, and the worshipful +company of men looked at her, almost stunned by its incomprehensible +radiance. + +"Yes," she said softly, without thought of the Devil's nerve-storm. +"Yes, I will surely come!" + +As she spoke there was a terrific report as the hind tyre of a passing +car burst with due violence, a sudden convulsive bound as the Devil leapt +with all four feet off the ground, and a thunder of hoofs as, with the +bit between his teeth, he cleared for the open just as a man on a +sixteen-hand bay turned in at the race-stand opening. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + "To turn and wind a fiery Pegasus + And witch the world with noble horsemanship!"--_Shakespeare_. + + +The onlookers behaved in the orthodox runaway-horse manner. + +Women screamed, or took the opportunity to manipulate a surreptitious +powder-puff. + +Men shouted and waved their topees, or shouted and performed equestrian +gymnastics, and the jockeys _en masse_ cursed their masters' presence, +and the more or less mythical value of their respective mounts. + +Just for that one moment in which anything occurring out of your +ordinary rut leaves you practically stunned into inertia. + +Then things began to shape themselves, and for one unbelievable second +caste was thrown to the soft wind which was sweeping up the last rags +of mist. + +Military mingled with commerce, the I.C.S. which, written in full, +means God's Anointed, looked _at_ instead of _through_ the railway; +jute condescended to the tourist, and white ejaculated to kaffyolay as +they all sat gazing after the retreating form of the Devil and the +pursuing shapes of one or two, who, fairly decently mounted, were +pegging away stout-heartedly in a perfectly vain, but praiseworthy +effort to save Leonie from certain death. + +And then a sigh of relief went up. + +A bay, stretched out, was flying like the wind, hoofs thundering on the +hard ground, tail streaming, as, urged by his master's heel and voice, +he strove to get to the tank before the runaway. + +The distance and the speed were too great, the horse and kit were not +sufficiently familiar to allow the spectators to identify the one man +who seemed to have a plan in his head, and a horse under him. + +The women strained their eyes in an endeavour to distinguish him, men +kept theirs glued to Leonie who was riding straight and apparently +making no effort to check the Devil, and policemen, forgetful of their +dignity, their status, and their red turbans, hung over the rails near +the grand-stand entrance with a riff-raff of taxi chauffeurs, pukka +chauffeurs and syce. + +For the first two hundred yards across the brown grass of the Maidan, +Leonie thoroughly enjoyed the tearing gallop, having failed to grasp +the fact that the Devil was bolting; but after having spoken +soothingly, and pulled firmly without making any impression, somewhere +about the middle of the polo ground she awoke to the fact that +something had to be done. + +"They're in it! No! missed, by Jove!" + +The jockey bunched himself in an ecstasy of relief, and his mare danced +with a fellow-electrical feeling as the Devil, wheeling sharply from +the sparkling water in the tank, missed the lone tree by a foot; then +gathering fresh impetus from the ever-nearing sound of thudding hoofs, +tore towards the rails enclosing the two tracks. + +They are not high, but they are fairly close together, and four in all, +and a horse, blind from fear or temper, is quite as likely to let you +down at the first as at the fourth. + +But Jan Cuxson saw a gleam of hope. + +Surely the runaway would slacken, surely no horse could possibly take +four fences at that terrific speed; and if he did slacken, then the +bay, as nimble as a cat in spite of his weight, would catch up, and +something would be done before they dashed headlong across the +tram-threaded, crowded Kidderpore Road. + +Except for admiring her seat and seeming calm acceptance of her +inevitable and horrible end, he had not bothered about the girl as a +human being; but he frowned suddenly in a vague effort of recollection +when she stretched out her hand in a beckoning gesture for help to the +man she heard racing to her rescue. + +"By Jove!" he cried, and "_By_ Jove!" repeated the others behind, and +"By _Jove_!" echoed the distant on-lookers as, without hesitation or +click of hoof on wood, the Devil rose to the first, the second, the +third and the fourth rail, skimming them like a bird, while the bay, +just two rails behind, crashed over them with nothing to spare. + +Inky words take a long time to write, but Leonie's perilous career +towards the river was merely the matter of a few cyclonic minutes, +leaving the drivers of bullock and water-buffalo carts, _gharries_ and +trams no time in which to make an opening for her tempestuous passage. + +"Wah! Wah!" shouted a group of natives, draped in gaily coloured +shawls, who watched admiringly the woman's perfect seat, caring not an +_anna_ that she might be thrown and break her neck or be crushed to +death. In fact, the halo of death encircling the woman's head lent +enchantment to the sport, causing some of the more wealthy to bet upon +her end. + +A woman, white or brown, more or less in India of what account? though +it were a different matter in the case of the sahib who rode in +pursuit, with a mouth like a steel trap and eyes of fire. + +Two women, with babes astraddle on the hip, turned to watch Leonie, +then stuffing more betel nut into their already crimson mouths, moved +lightly through the dust towards the bazaar. Crouched at the foot of a +tree, inhaling the smoke from the bowl of his rude native pipe, an old +man under the benign influence of the drug, lost in dreams, took no +notice whatever of the disturbance around him. + +But the drivers, with raucous cries, twisted the tails of their kine to +port or starboard, or beat them forcibly, and the tram driver, roused +from the lethargy engendered by the cool of the early morning, by the +shouts and cries, put on his brake, bringing his tram to a stand-still +just as, with a terrific clatter of hoofs, Leonie dashed past the front +of it with Cuxson at her heels. + +There was a moment's uproar when, wishing for a better view, the driver +of a tawdry _ekka_ urged his half-starved pony forward. + +The bay caught the side of the pony's bleeding mouth, causing the +wretched animal to rear from pain and twist sideways into a bullock +cart. + +In its usual leisurely way the bullock swung itself also sideways, and +almost under the bay's feet, causing him to lose a precious second, for +which Cuxson made up by a ruthless use of his spurs, whilst before +Leonie's eyes, quite close, through the trees, appeared the funnels and +masts of the river craft. + +"Oh!" she said involuntarily, having retained no impression during her +motor drives of the road to Kidderpore; as the Devil tore with her +across the old polo ground and the old Ellenborough course, straight to +the crowded Strand Road. + +And then she sighed a little sigh of relief, for the bay heaved +alongside and a hand stretched for her bridle. + +Side by side they clattered across the Strand towards the Prinseps +Ghat, standing just as ostracised and white as the Marble Arch. + +Would the two horses crash headlong into the columns, or would the +Devil yield in time to the strong hand pulling on the bit? + +Neither. + +Terrified by the shouts of the populace, and the shrill whistling from +the river, he raced along so close to the left side of the monument +that Cuxson's boot scratched against the stone. + +But as they crashed across the Strand and the sharp incline on the +other side of the railway lines appeared, Cuxson, knowing that the +moment had arrived, dropped his reins, and gripping the bay with his +knees, leant over towards Leonie as she dropped her reins, and +loosening her grip on the pommel, prepared to break her neck or her +back or both as she slipped from the saddle. + +Then she felt an arm round her waist. + +She knew intuitively her rescuer's intention, _but_----! + +Would a man's left arm be strong enough to lift her across her horse's +hind-quarters at the terrific speed they were going, combined with her +weight? + +Would he be able to hold her until his horse slackened speed, or would +they both overbalance and hurtle to the ground together? Would there +be time to stop the horse, or would they all be hurled into the water? + +The questions had hardly flashed through her mind when she felt herself +lifted and swung. + +For one petrifying moment the bay, pulled savagely until blood stained +the bit, reared with its double weight within a yard of the steep +incline, then, yanked cruelly by its master, swung sideways and came +down; just as the Devil, striving at the last moment to check his wild +career, hesitated for one half-second, then, pushed by his own terrific +impetus, slid over the incline, and turning a complete somersault +backwards, crashed into the water. + + * * * * * * * * + +Leonie's scarlet mouth trembled, and her yellow-green eyes gleamed as +the man she loved pressed both her hands in his against his coat, until +the high relief of the button was marked upon her skin, even through +her glove. + +"You," she said, so softly that the one note sounded like the chime of +a temple bell. + +"You!" he said, giving her arms a little savage wrench, then letting +her go as the sound of approaching hoofs heralded the arrival of the +first of the hunt to be in at the averted death. + +A score or more of natives in their vivid colours, which seem so atune +with all that has to do with love, mattered not at all; but Leonie +turned and pointed casually to the Devil, enjoying his matutinal bath, +as the boy flung himself from the discredited polo pony on which he had +done his best. + +He seized both her hands and held them very tightly, then catching +sight of Cuxson, let them go suddenly. + +"Of course!" he said, "of course you would--you lucky beggar!" Then +added triumphantly, "But anyway, _I_ told her so!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + "A merry heart doeth good like a medicine!"--_The Bible_. + + +Guy Dean, the cheery optimistic lad who worshipped openly at Leonie's +beautiful feet, and who was seeing the world at the behest of his +wealthy old father, had been as good as his word. + +Bursting with excitement, he hurled himself into his racing-car one +Sunday morning, about a fortnight after Leonie's hasty ride riverwards, +and passed like a whirlwind through the fairly empty streets of +Calcutta and the suburb of Ballygunge to the Jodhpur Club. + +She was waiting for breakfast under the trees with some friends, +discussing the four-some they had just finished, and watching the +arrival of various cars which were parked, with some difficulty, with +the others which had arrived earlier. + +"Sounds all right," said Cuxson, as he looked with disfavour upon the +club's breakfast _pièce de résistance_, namely fatty sausages and +mashed of all things. "I am beginning to feel quite thrilled. Let's +see, it will take us about a day to get to Tiger's Point by launch from +Kulna, and there we find monkeys, adjutant birds, spotted deer, and +tigers all ready." + +"Don't rot!" said young Dean. "I've bribed the finest _shikari_ in the +whole of Bengal to stage-manage the whole thing; he did seem rather +contemptuous over the _chotar shikar_, as he called it, I must say, +until I began to juggle with backsheesch, and then he bucked up +considerably and said he would do his very best to provide sport for +the mems. The programme includes a ruined temple but not a tiger, +'cause he says it would be too risky a job at such short notice; also, +and the real reason _I_ should say, there hasn't been a tiger seen, +anyway killed, since one was wounded and caught near that same Hindu +temple umpteen years ago." + +Leonie wrinkled her forehead at the last sentence, and looking up +caught Jan Cuxson's eyes upon her. + +"That sounds _so_ familiar," she said perplexedly, "I----" + +"The tiger at the Zoo which we knew all those years ago was trapped +near a ruined Hindu temple in the Sunderbunds, Lady Hickle," he said +quietly, watching the curious dilation of the pupils in the greenish +eyes as he spoke. + +"The very one!" broke in young Dean, as he suspiciously eyed a +proffered curry. + +"How did you come to think of the stunt?" + +"I ran up against a perfectly top-hole native prince at polo last +month. Amongst other things we started talking elephant and +_bagh_--tiger, you know," laughed the lad, who always seemed to be on +the point of bursting with high infectious spirits. "No, take it away, +I will _not_ eat a cold _chupattie_ of the consistency of a bicycle +tyre--as I was saying, we talked tiger, and somehow or other he +suggested a few days' pursuit, through the Sunderbunds, of the spotted +deer, muntjak or sambur----" + +"Neither." + +"Well, they're _spotted_." + +"Dogs, perhaps." + +Ignoring the execrable repartee, the boy turned completely round to +Leonie. + +"By the way, Lady Hickle, if you ever go to Benares, don't forget to +get off _en route_ and visit the tomb of what's-its-name, it's quite +near--oh! I forget--but it's on one of this fellow's father's estates. +They don't let many people go and see it--afraid, I expect, of paper +bags but if you _do_ go you'll find an elephant or two hanging about to +take you to the place in state. He's, the native prince, got some of +the finest elephants in the whole of this mosquito-ridden land--makes a +hobby of them." + +"What happened to the original tiger?" + +"Noah pushed him into the ark." + +The lad grinned, and offered his cigarette to Leonie, who shook her +head. + +"Oh! stop fooling, Dean. Did a sahib manage to trap the brute, or +what?" + +"Yes! and sent it across to Blighty and shoved it into the Zoo. +They're frightfully sick about that tiger being in a cage; they +wouldn't have minded a sahib killing it for the good of mankind it +seems, but putting it behind bars is an insult to some god, or +something like that. Are you any good as a gun, dear lady?" + +Leonie smiled at the tardiness of such an important question. + +"Fair," she said, refusing an unkempt pot of marmalade as she turned to +Cuxson. "I used to pass most of my holidays with the Wetherbournes, +you know them, don't you? They were awfully keen on sports, and had a +rifle-range, but I could beat them any day with a revolver." + +"That doesn't matter, Lady Hickle," said the lad blithely. "All you'll +have to do'll be to bob up and down in the tiger-grass in the approved +style; keep your trigger away from the bush, and so as to feel +thoroughly creepy, your eye out for pugs; which, in case some of you +don't know, means tiger-tracks, not the dog with the beastly curly +tail--and--oh, jolly!--here come the Talbots--just in time for the +_khubber_ which means tiger-news for those whose Hindustani is not as +perfect as mine. Mrs. Talbot, don't pass us by, we have plenty of room +and some superb sausages." + +Edna Talbot laughingly sank into a chair next Leonie whom she liked, +and immediately became enthralled in the discussion. + +Honest, sweet little woman, with an honest plodding husband in a native +regiment, inhabiting the dreary crumbling fort, without a murmur, +whilst living in hopes of better things to come. Soft-voiced, +considerate towards her native servants who worshipped her, one of the +finest shots in India, and a true upholder of the British Raj in word, +action, and clothes. + +A perfect oasis, in fact, among the desert of her sisters, who storm in +season and out at their native staff, before whom they likewise show +themselves in ill-considered négligé, with their unbrushed hair down +their backs, and their bare feet thrust into the evening shoes of last +night's dance. + +So it came about without any undue fuss that, after surviving the +excruciating heat of the railway journey, three sahibs, two mem-sahibs, +and their servants steamed out of Kulna in two launches to Tiger's +Point, where awaited them the finest _shikari_ in all Bengal, with an +adequate retinue in which was included a _chukler_ or skin dresser. + +And who would notice the look in an ayah's eyes as she wiped her +beloved mem-sahib's ant-ridden bunk with cotton-waste soaked in +kerosene, and who on earth would connect the jungle guide with the +British Museum. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + "A mighty hunter, and his prey was man!"--_Pope_. + + +It was the second evening and they were nearing the ruined temple. + +Walking silently and in single file along a faintly discernible track +is an eerie proceeding if you are not used to the Sunderbunds. + +True, in this jungle there are no serpent-like creepers festooned from +tree to tree to impede your progress, or luxuriant and rank vegetation +to hide snakes and other poisonous reptiles; neither is there a canopy +of thick dark leaves above to obliterate the light of day, or the stars +at night. + +But the space between the crowding sundri trees which predominate, is +packed with an undergrowth of light shrubs through which you have to +force and tear your way if you lose the track; and you trip and twist +your ankle at every step on the abominable sundri breathers which +thrust themselves through the soil at every inch, and vary in thickness +from a stick of vermicelli to a good stout bough. + +"Look," will whisper your _shikari_ as he sinks silently to the ground; +and look you do with all your eye-power, and yet fail to see the +spotted deer gazing at you, motionless from sheer fright, only a few +yards away in the undergrowth, so at one is the animal's colouring with +the dappled shadows on the leaves. + +What depths of humiliation you plumb when the deer flees to safety +through the trees and your _shikari_ sighs. + +Leonie as a gun had proved a dire, undiluted failure. + +As a companion no one could beat her. Nothing tired her, nothing +dismayed her. The terrific heat, the untoward hours and meals, the +sting of mosquito, and the rip of the thorn left her unmoved. + +She and Edna Talbot had gleefully climbed the ladder up to one of the +two _suapattah_ huts, which are a kind of shelter of leaves built for +the sundri wood collector upon high platforms near the water, and in +which they had passed their first vermin-stricken night. They had +climbed cheerfully down the next morning without a word of complaint +about the hours of torture they had endured as they sat at the hut door +in the light of the moon, whiling away the time until the jungle cocks +should crow by watching various shapes come down to the creek to drink. + +But the first time a deer, hypnotised by fear or curiosity, had stood +stock-still before her, simply asking for death, Leonie put her gun +down and shook her head. + +"I can't," she said sturdily. "I simply _could not_ kill except in +self-defence." + +And although young Dean sighed lugubriously over his lady's +defalcation, Jan Cuxson adored her utterly for her womanliness, and +translated the remark the head _shikari_ made as he handed back to the +mem-sahib the rifle he had examined. + +"He says he knows that in time of need you would be brave, and would +have no fear even of a man-eater, but he says that you _must_ carry +your rifle because you can never tell in the jungle what may be +awaiting you round the next corner." + +As none of the party knew that the temple stood well hidden but quite +close to the edge of one of the smallest creeks, open only to the +narrowest native craft, they had no idea they were being taken there by +a most circuitous route; and the _shikari_ who did know thought that +the silent guide was doing it purposely in order to give the sahibs an +opportunity to add yet more to the ever-increasing bag of +odds-and-ends, also to his backsheesch later on. + +They were all longing to get to the ruins; more than desirous for their +evening meal; aching to remove their boots, and the dust, and other +evidence of a hard day's tramp. + +"We are almost there, mem-sahib," said the very fine old _shikari_ who, +by the way, is a real personage, as he noticed a certain lack of +elasticity in Leonie's movements. "Let us hasten, because at the fall +of the shadows, all that is evil will come down to the waters, and +behold! as this jungle is cut across and yet across with water-ways, +the evil ones may even cross the sahibs' path." + +"How much farther is it?" + +"Another half-mile of this path, sahib, then through a glade without +trees, then another mile and we find the outer wall of the temple." + +The perfect English came from a small knot of natives difficult to +distinguish in the shadows. + +Leonie swung round and stared, and turning to Jan Cuxson put her hand +on his arm. + +"Funny, isn't it?" she said softly. "But do you know I am sure I have +heard that voice before, and all this"--and she waved a hand +vaguely--"seems so very, very familiar." + +The head-man halted them once more at the edge of the clearing. + +Strange bare spots these clearings which occur now and again in the +Sunderbunds, looking for all the world as though they _had_ been +cleared by man some time or another for building purposes. Well, who +knows if that doughty adventurer, Khan Jehan, did not prospect +thereabouts centuries back. + +"We will now place the mem-sahibs in the centre of a widening circle," +said the _shikari_ patiently, showing no sign of the detestation in +which he held all sports-women, and the amount of trouble and anxiety +their presence always entailed in a _shikar_, however insignificant. + +To lose a sahib would be bad enough, but to see a mem-sahib seized and +carried off before your very eyes, well, by the power of all the gods, +that would mean ruin if not death; for, being a very wise old man, +however good the news, he always prepared for the worst. + +"I dislike these clearings at the setting of the sun, O defender of the +poor!" he explained to the major, who kept his wife close and was +beginning to wish he had not brought her, even if she were far and away +the better shot of the two. "The trouble is upon one without even the +warning of a cracking twig. Neither have I any love for the temple, +for behold! one, even a great _guru_ up to within a few moons of this +day, lived there in worship, making sacrifice to the Black One. Yet is +he not there to welcome us. Maybe he has fallen victim to the _bhoot_ +of the great cat whom he once fed." + +Luckily for their peace of mind the sahib log only understood a quarter +of a man's lament, and did not trouble their heads about ghosts. + +"Aye, verily am I bewitched to allow of such tarrying, likewise to let +such fear enter my head," he muttered to himself, and as a cloak to his +misgivings sharply ordered ten men to proceed to the centre of the +clearing in a semi-circle, and there await further orders. + +They did as they were ordered, and were standing motionless when +suddenly without a sound a great striped body leapt straight from the +shadows of the surrounding trees upon a boy who had out-distanced his +companions. + +The instant double report of Jan Cuxson's rifle deadened the lad's +horrible screaming and the growling of the wounded beast as it crouched +flat, almost hidden behind the human body in the undergrowth, with tail +lashing, and great claws tearing the boy's shoulder, as the rest of the +terrified coolies ran shouting back to the party. + +"Fire, sahib," commanded the _shikari_. + +"Can't," tersely replied Major Talbot. "I shall kill the boy if I do; +the brute's making a shield of his body. I'll creep round to the flank +and----" + +"Fire, sahib," urged the native. "Better to kill the lad as he is +badly wounded," then added, "Tesch," as Talbot shook his head. "Stay +here, sahib, to protect the mem-sahibs, I will creep to----" + +"_God_!" + +The word simultaneously escaped the three men as they and Edna Talbot +raised their rifles. + +Leonie was walking across the space, neither hastening nor hesitating, +towards the tiger which crouched, growling softly, with its tail +sweeping the ground. + +Did she hypnotise the brute, or did her supreme courage build an +invisible barrier between the two? + +Who knows! + +Anyway she calmly approached within five yards, raised her rifle, took +deliberate aim, and fired just as, with a hoarse-coughing roar, the +tiger sprang. + +There was the dull thud of a bullet, a snarl, and the animal fell back +across the boy's body, twitching convulsively. + +Without one moment's hesitation, while the rest of the party stood +helpless owing to her position, Leonie, letting fall her rifle and +drawing her revolver, walked right up to the writhing brute and fired +straight into the terrible mouth. + +With one supreme effort the tiger reared itself on its hind legs, gave +a choking, strangled cough ending in a spurt of blood and froth which +drenched Leonie, and fell back dead; and the entire native staff, +shouting in wonder and joy, tore across the clearing and prostrated +themselves, in grateful layers around the girl's heavily booted feet. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + + "For her house inclineth unto death!"--_The Bible_. + + +We lie beneath the mosquito net, we undress behind the purdah, we sit +on the verandah, or stroll in the compound; we dance, we ride, we eat, +we sleep, ever heedless of the eyes watching, and of the hidden form; +but above all of that relentless will which causes some of us +uncontrollably to do odd things at odd moments under the Indian stars, +to our subsequent disgust and wonderment. + +Leonie, with Jan Cuxson behind her, stopped outside the temple door, +which, hanging upon one hinge, moved slowly to and fro in the night +breeze. + +And at the side of the altar, in the black shadows of the doorway which +led to the secret places of the temple, a pock-marked native woman, +draped in an orange coloured _sari_ embroidered in silver, laid one +hand upon the priest's arm and pointed with the other. + +"Behold the Sahib," she whispered with a snarl of hate at the corners +of her mouth, stained crimson with betel juice. "He who seeks her in +wife," she continued, pushing the _sari_ back from about her head so +that the thirteen silver rings she wore in her crumpled left ear +tinkled faintly, and her nose-ring of gold set with small but real +turquoise gleamed dully, "and once wedded she will return across the +Black Water. O father of the people, O wise one, I love her and thou +didst promise." + +She suddenly beat her breast, and the heavy silver bracelets jingled +faintly, then shrank back against the painted wall as a young man, even +the jungle guide, and beautiful to the verge of unseemliness, stealing +from the shadows, smote her fiercely across the mouth, and pulled the +_sari_ roughly over her head. + +"Hold thy peace and watch," he whispered, with a swift movement of the +arm, most suggestive of a cobra uncoiling itself with intent to strike, +as Leonie turned away from the doorway with a shudder. + +She took two steps and stopped irresolute, with the rays of the full +moon shining upon her upturned perplexed face. + +Then she stared down at the myriad things which crawled and hopped in +and out of the gleaming bones which lay about in little heaps, or +scattered in ones and twos, even up to the door and into the dim +interior. + +Too absorbed, neither Jan nor Leonie noticed the murmur of voices from +the far end of the court, nor the reek of the tiger's blood which came +from her stained dress and the carcase of the dead beast which was in +the process of being skinned, and around which hovered the native staff +awaiting the distribution of the coveted tiger's fat. + +Which more by faith, than any medicinal property it contains, is +supposed to work miracles in stressful times of rheumatism, and cattle +sickness. + +Jan Cuxson, trying to grasp and knot together the tag ends of a dawning +knowledge, stood behind his beloved, patiently awaiting her next +desire, instead of picking her up in his arms as he should have done, +and carrying her off to safety, a good wash and a better dinner at the +other end of the court. + +He was surprised when she spoke quickly and below her breath. + +"Take me away," she whispered hoarsely as he caught her outstretched +hands and pulled her fiercely into his arms. "Take me away, the place +is evil--evil I tell you--and"--she raised her hand and passed it +across his face, laughing softly, "I think I am bewitched--something +is--is--pulling--is------" + +She looked back over her shoulder, stared hard for a moment, and then, +tearing herself free, ran like a hunted deer through the crumbling +doorway into the blackness of the temple. + +"Who fears, O Woman?" whispered the man, whose beauty touched the +unseemly as he sank to the ground. "Who fears?" + +Half-way up the temple Leonie stopped, standing in a silver pool of +moonshine which blazed like the blade of a knife through a hole in the +roof; lighting up the ruined altar, the grass-grown stones, and the +image of a female deity carved in bas-relief upon a huge block of +granite. + +Nude was the woman carved out of stone, and of so dark a blue as to be +almost black; with tongue protruding and hair in waving masses, through +which were thrust four arms; garlanded with skulls she danced wantonly +upon the body of a man, with two hands raised in blessing, in the third +a knife, in the fourth a bleeding head. + +Kali! Kali! Kali! + +If only Jan Cuxson had been able to do something, anything, what a mint +of trouble he would have saved himself and others, but instead, he +stood rooted to a spot just inside the door, incapable of moving hand +or foot, held by a force he did not even guess at, and therefore could +not fight, watching Leonie as she moved slowly forward, as though she +were walking in her sleep towards the blood-stained altar. + +"So will she always come," murmured the old priest as he laid his hand +caressingly upon his well-beloved pupil. "So will she always come. +Love? Pah! who fears the love of man in the Black One's temple? Who?" + +And there was no answer from the shrouded future. + +Leonie stood still, quite still, unconscious of the eyes about her, and +everything save the terrible problem she was trying to solve. + +Then suddenly she cried aloud, and the words, like wings, beat against +the roof and walls. + +"I know!" she cried, "I know! I know!" + +And whirling round towards the spell-bound man, she turned her hands, +palm downwards, with a wonderful eastern gesture of renunciation, and +crumpled into a heap before the altar, and the three watching figures +stole noiselessly back into the secret places of the temple as Cuxson, +freed, strode hastily up to his beloved. + +He gathered up the unconscious girl as tenderly as a woman, oh! a good +deal more so, and turning her face to his shoulder, carried her out of +the temple; stopping for a second to hold her more securely in his left +arm as he bent to pick up something which glittered in the moonlight: a +piece of orange silk heavily embroidered in silver, for which Leonie +had ransacked the Old, the New, and the Lal Bazaars; a bit of her +ayah's _sari_ torn and caught in a sundri breather. "And she stayed +behind on the boat," said Jan to himself, with a flash of inspiration +as he turned the thing over in his hand, and slipped it into his pocket. + +And though his heart ached over his beloved's mental and physical +distress, he inwardly rejoiced at the untoward occurrences of the day +which had supplied his solid, trustworthy brain with the outline of a +key to the problem. + +Dear, stolid old Jan, who, given the time, could beat anyone at +unravelling the hardest, hard-tied, knotted problem. + +With a tale of sudden faintness he gave her into the care of Edna +Talbot, who cooed and fluttered over her like the woman she was, in +spite of her workmanlike appearance and her outrageous craving for a +big meal. And she herded the sahibs to the far end of the court, where +lay the sick man, after the big meal in which Leonie had joined right +heartily; a little white about the face, truly, and shadowed about the +eyes, but normal and content, with not the vaguest recollection of what +had happened after the killing of the tiger. + +"Oh! don't be dense," Edna Talbot said quite brusquely when Guy Dean, +having brutally ignored the suffering native, suggested returning to +the others. "You surely don't want to make a triangle." + +"Triangle--what!" + +"Well, you know the old saying about two being company, don't you?" + +"Of course I do--that's where it comes in," replied the lad not over +lucidly, "_I_ want to make the two!" + +The major laughed at the rueful countenance, as he clapped the boy on +the shoulder. + +"You'll get over it all right, old fellow; it's just like inoculation, +a feeble taste of something which might have been ever so much worse. +Trust me, you'll get over it!" + +"_Never_!" stoutly maintained young Dean as he heaved a stone at +something which fled across the court, his mental vision failing to +register a picture of the future in which Jill Wetherbourne, daughter +of Molly and Jack, occupied the principal position. + +Later, Leonie, sitting with Jan Cuxson on a block of fallen masonry, +smiled sweetly upon the head _shikari_, who, salaaming, prayed her to +honour him by accepting a little memento of the _shikar_ which had +terminated so successfully upon the slaying of the tiger. + +In his open palm he held two small bones about two and a half inches in +length, two little superstitious tokens which ensure sons to the woman +who treasures them, and which, he told her in his broken English, were +only found in the tiger, one on each side of the chest, unconnected +with any other bone at all. + +"It is a charm, O! Mem Sahib, defender of the poor, which will +assuredly bring you happiness. + +"And may the sons of the sahib grow straight as the pine tree," he +added slowly in his own tongue, as he felt the sahib's eyes fixed +steadily upon him. + +"What did he say to you, Jan?" + +As the shikari turned away Cuxson caught the girl's hands and crushed +them up against his heart. + +"I will tell you some day!" + +"Tell me _now_!" + +"No! not now! It is of love that I should have to speak, and in all +these past weeks you have not let me touch your hand or speak to you of +love. You have put a barrier between us, a barrier of a misplaced +fear, which has grown higher and stronger since I have had to confess +to failure in finding any trace of your old servant. India is wide, +dear, and its villages uncountable, and _I_ am not distressed over the +empty return of these last months; all that worries me is, that while +prowling about the Himalayas out of reach of the post, I never knew +what had happened to you, or that you were in India." + +Leonie sighed as she opened her hand and looked at the small bones. + +"Tell me now, Jan!" she insisted. + +"No! Leonie, I cannot. There will be no one near us when I do tell +you, and except as a souvenir of that very fine old man, you need not +keep them, because my love is a still greater and surer charm to bring +you the great happiness they promise." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + "And thou shalt become an astonishment, + a proverb, a byword."--_The Bible_. + + +When Leonie returned to Calcutta she found that the tale of her +courageous act which had preceded her, and of which home and local +papers had exhausted themselves in praise, had not served to endear her +to that little white community, which suffers from social myopia, and +the self-adjusted chains of what it most mistakenly calls caste. + +Not likely that the feminine members of Jute, military, railway, or law +circles _would_ open their arms any wider to this young, and beautiful, +widowed creature with the mop of naturally curling hair, now that, if +so minded, she could verbally and positively flap one of the finest +tiger skins that had ever come out of Bengal in their heat-stricken +faces. + +In fact some of the young ones as they wrestled with the nightly +problem of their own dank, straight particular bit of woman's glory, +would doubtless, if questioned, have upheld the Hindu custom of +completely shaving the widowed head. + +Many, in fact, had been the meetings of these younger mem-sahibs in +bungalows, or flats, at Firpoes, or in clubs, where, under the pretext +of criticising the latest fashions from overseas, they discussed the +pros and cons of accepting this person into the haven of their +Anglo-Indian bosom. + +The elder ones kept out of the clatter, having suffered and fought in +similar crises in their own day as had their mothers, and their +mothers' mothers before them since the days before the mutiny; being +moreover resigned to the corrugated appearance of their faces, and the, +in consequence, perambulatory instincts of their lords. + +"Her _undies_," said a woman who, with the excuse of borrowing a book, +had essayed to spy out the land of Leonie's cabin. "I saw her running +ribbons in them--the most _ex_-quisite crêpe de Chine, hand embroidered +and trimmed with _real_ lace!" + +"How _de trop_!" had answered a matron, whose household _linge_ and +personal _lingerie_ showed complete only in the sections of finger +napkins and undervests, as is the way of a careless, untidy woman's +linen stock. + +"Well, that's easily understood," chimed in a third. "After all she +_is_ trade." + +And the no's had carried it. + +Wherefore, although in ignorance of the verdict, she did exactly what +every other woman did, and went where they went, she most certainly did +_not_ have what one would call a good time. She loved the Maidan and +golf at the Jodhpur Club, or Tollygunge, before breakfast; she +cordially loathed shopping and duty calls; grudged the hours lost out +of life in the daily afternoon siesta, and took part in dances, bridge, +dinners, and all the usual monotonous effort to kill time, with the air +of an indifferent, disgruntled statue. + +Gossip was no joy to her, scandal she would not tolerate, and the women +commenced the task of ostracism by means of half-uttered phrases and +little invidious smiles; and most men voted her _odd_ owing to a +certain indescribable barrier which they invariably encountered when +they approached her over impulsively, and which really did _not_ tally +with her enticing, bizarre beauty. + +Yes! they voted her odd, certainly, but in the secret places of their +hearts and bungalows some of them would ponder. + +Had not the major sahib's bearer curled himself up on the mat beneath +the bed and gone to sleep, while the major sahib, after the ball, had +sat in his shirt-sleeves upon that bed until three in the morning; and +over and over again mentally slid up and down the room with supple, +slender Leonie in his arms, where, in the earlier hours of the night, +she had rested seemingly content for one half-second before he had let +her go under the palms. + +And, "Damn it all, she's not a flirt," did not a certain youthful sahib +who worshipped openly at her shrine exclaim, as he thought, in the +unpleasantly heated watches of the night, of that moment when she had +smiled down sweetly into his adoring eyes, as his cheek brushed her +hand while she was arranging her habit, and he her stirrup leather. + +How _were_ they to know that, distracted by an ever-increasing fear, +and lost in an overwhelming love, Leonie had no more remembrance than +the man in the moon of the fact that she had danced with the one, and +smiled upon the other. + +It was the final flare of the season in the shape of a ball at +Government House; one of those mixed massed gatherings to which you are +invited either on account of your rank, or your unblemished reputation, +or the fact that you've had the forethought to inscribe your name in +the visiting-book. + +Leonie was standing with Jan Cuxson near an open door under a revolving +fan which disturbed the outer masses of the hair she had piled +haphazard upon the top of her small head, catching the great coils +together with huge pins, and strengthening the entire structure by +means of a finely wrought, diamond-hilted steel dagger, looted in the +Mutiny by a not over-punctilious forbear. + +"I wonder you don't cut your hair to bits," had once remarked before a +multitude, an envious dame, whose curls reposed cosily in a box o' +nights, and who had grave doubts as to the sincerity of Leonie's tawny +locks. + +"I run it through in its sheath," Leonie had replied, pulling the +sheathed dagger out as she spoke, so that her hair had fallen in a +jumbled scented mantle all over her, causing the men to put their hands +in their pockets, or behind their backs, and the women to mechanically +pat their heads; just as you fidget unconsciously with your veil, or +the curls above your ear, when someone of your own sex, and far better +turned-out, happens upon your horizon. + +On this night her absurdly small feet made her head look almost top +heavy, just as the uncorseted small waist emphasised the width of her +shoulders, and the violet shadows enlarged the opalescent weird eyes +looking wearily on the scene around her. + +Why didn't she go back to England if she hated it all so much? + +Because she couldn't! Because India held her and she waited upon Fate +as patiently as ever did Mr. Micawber. + +"Lady Hickle ought to go to the hills, she's looking absolutely fagged!" + +The male voice drifted in through the window upon a pause in the music. + +"Well! continuous _sleep-walking's_ not likely to make you look your +best, is it?" + +The damnable giggle at the end of the remark brought a frown to Jan +Cuxson's face as he picked up somebody's wrap from a chair, put it +round Leonie and led her unresistingly down the steps into the grounds. + +It sounds better to say "grounds" rather than "compound" when speaking +of Government House. + +"I--I _hate_ all this," Leonie said impulsively as she sat down on a +marble seat. "I hate India--I--I----" + +She flung her head back, and it came to rest upon the man's shoulder, +and she shivered ever so lightly when he pressed it still further back, +pinioning her arms so that she could not move. + +"Leonie." + +The sudden authority in the voice brought a light to the eyes on a +level with his mouth; she moved unconsciously, and Cuxson suddenly +letting her go caught both her hands in one of his, pulled her round +sideways, and jerked them up to his chin, and she laughed softly as she +fell slightly forward; and laughed even more softly when he crushed her +back again against him with his hands upon her breast. + +Both heedless in their love of the eyes watching, of the hidden form, +and above all of that relentless will which causes some of us +uncontrollably to do odd things at odd moments under the Indian stars. + +If _only_ he had not hesitated, if only he had turned the face to him +then and there and closed the gold-flecked eyes with kisses. + +But instead he held her crushed to the point of agony against him with +his mouth upon the sweetness of her neck, leaving the gold-flecked eyes +to open wider, and still wider as they stared straight into the +shrubbery around, where the flaming poinsettia flowers looked black +under the stars. + +"Beloved! Leonie, listen----" + +"_Don't!_ please don't!" + +She pulled herself free and knelt on one knee upon the bench, with both +hands outstretched against him; and he, not grasping the psychological +points of the moment, sat down dumbly beside her, instead of mastering +her physically, or mentally on the spot as it behoved him to do. + +Heavens! what fools some men can be with that jungle animal woman +within their hands. + +"Leonie, listen dear, I want you to marry me, dear--soon!" + +The words fell upon Leonie's clamouring soul as dismally as the +raindrops of your childhood fell upon the window-pane when you were +waiting to start for a picnic. + +"You don't know what you are saying!" she replied. "It is criminal +even to think of such a thing--mad as I believe I am--mad as I shall be +when I end in a padded room!" + +Her voice was barely a whisper, but it cut like slate on slate, and her +eyes stared straight ahead as she continued speaking rapidly, almost +uncontrollably, and yet with a certain air of relief as though glad to +give vent in words to the horror which pressed upon her brain. + +"Although you pretend it is only sleep-walking," she went on, heedless +of his efforts to interrupt her, "you know perfectly well there is +something wrong with me. You know it, so did your father, so does +Auntie, people here are whispering it. Yes! they are, they _are_," she +reiterated, "and they are _right_. Something more than just being +frightened by my ayah happened to me in India all those years ago, oh! +you know it did, I'm under a spell or bewitched--sometimes I have +a--a--" she struck her forehead with her open hand as she crouched back +upon the bench like some animal at bay--"a--oh! my God--you see--I +cannot even say what it is. Can't you tell me, Jan? Can't you help +me? _You_--you say you love me--you say you have found a clue--for +pity's sake follow it, follow it and save me--you--you----" + +"Leonie, _look_ at me!" + +Something in his voice forced her to look at him, and her eyes shone +like flat pieces of opalescent glass so contracted were the pupils, but +they widened even as she looked into the steadfast grey eyes, and her +mouth relaxed into the shadow of a smile. + +Good heavens, why didn't he take her in his arms and smother her up +against his heart, or put a bag over her head, or failing the bag, put +his hand before her eyes? + +What fools some men can be with the woman they love within their reach. + +But instead he left her, hurt and humiliated and desolate, to sit half +crouched by herself, whilst her eyes, against all striving, slowly +veered round to the shrub. + +He held her hand, it is true, whilst he talked, but what good is _that_ +to a frightened woman whose heart is crying for protection, and whose +body is clamouring to be forced into submission? + +"Dear," he said as Leonie stared at the poinsettia bush, "I am on the +track at last, and in a very little time shall know exactly what +happened to you all those years ago. There is only one link missing, +and that I shall surely find, as I find everything when I set my mind +to it. Then the whole thing will be cleared up, and this mysterious +cloud lifted from you. Look at me, dear!" Leonie turned and looked at +him blankly, and as he continued speaking, slowly, and as though +against her will, turned her eyes back to the poinsettia bush. "I want +you now in your distress. I want you in the storm as well as in the +sunshine, dear; I love to see you smile, it would be heaven to _make_ +you smile. Marry me, beloved, _now_. Dear, won't you? Let me lift +the cloud from my _wife_. Oh! Leonie, think of it--my _wife_!" + +Leonie answered mechanically, as though she were repeating a lesson and +had not heard one word of the man's pleading. + +"What have you found out? And what is missing?" + +"I have found the woman who was your ayah." + +Leonie pulled her hands away, and pushing the hair off her forehead, +sat quite still listening, but not hearing the music as it floated +through the night air, watching without seeing the couples as they +strolled about the grounds. + +And then she answered, but without any real interest, although very +distinctly, shivering slightly as the man put the wrap over her bare +shoulders. + +"Have you? And who is she, really? Of course I know her +name--but--but what do you know about her? I have had no answer to my +letters since I've been out here, is the poor thing still working?" + +"She's--not exactly working for a living, dear, and she is--is----" + +He stopped short with a world of perplexity in his eyes, then went on +as slowly and mechanically as Leonie had done. + +"Perhaps, dear, I--I had--better not say any more until--until I have +everything quite clear." + +And he drew his hand sharply across his eyes as Leonie sighed. + +"Very well!" she replied gently. "Just as you think best." + +"Tell me you love me, Leonie, let me be sure of that, let me just hear +you say it once." + +She put out both her hands, and he took them and kissed them. + +"Dear, do you count me as _so_ little? Don't you know, cannot you feel +that a love like mine endures for ever?" + +"Do you still want the little white house behind the white +wall--Leonie, _do_ you!" + +"Oh! Jan!" + +"Well, marry me--marry me, beloved, and give me the right to protect +you--from trouble, and these slanderous, murderous tongues." + +Leonie's face was lovely to behold, swept by a wave of colour, and with +eyes like stars; but she shook her head although a little smile parted +the crimson mouth. + +"No! Jan! Nothing will make me change. Not until we know and until I +am cured. Do you think I would risk our love, and our happiness? I +shall never, never marry you as long as I have this--this longing +to--this desire to--to--oh! what is it. Find out what has happened to +me, find out what I do when I walk in my sleep--just how mad I am, and +if the madness can be cured, and if it can, _then_ I will--will----" + +"Yes, dear?" + +"I will--will----!" + +It was no pretty sight to watch her striving to speak, her mouth +opening and shutting without sound, her hands against her throat. + +Then she looked at him suddenly, smiling sweetly, and put both hands in +his, while he, sick with pain and unconfessed fear, changed the +conversation abruptly by the grace of understanding. + +"I think you ought to go away, Leonie--to the hills--for a change. +It's getting frightfully hot, why don't you?" + +"Yes!--I might--I think I will--I'm so tired of everything--so +very--very tired!" + +"Where to, dear?" + +Leonie bent her head a little sideways as though listening, made a +strange little movement with both her hands, then placed the open palms +against her forehead and replied: + +"To Benares!" + +She had barely whispered the words, so quietly did she speak, as the +poinsettia flowers bent slightly--to a passing breeze--may be! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + + "Dona praesentis cape laetus horae, ac + Lingue severa."--_Horace_. + + +Leonie's first long-distance journey was just like other people's first +long-distance journey in India. + +And being of the type which revels in the new and unknown, she loved it. + +Who wouldn't! + +The seething masses of dusky humanity enchanted her; she delighted in +the glaring colouring, the clank of the holy man's chains, the +incessant call of the water carrier and sweetmeat vendor, and the clang +of iron on iron which announces the train's departure. + +She absolutely thrilled on disrobing the first night in the little +bathroom while her ayah spread her sheets and pillows and blankets upon +the lower berth; and when her bodywoman disappeared through the door +leading to the servants' compartment, she lay for a time watching the +stars, and the glimmer of passing mosque, or temple, or tomb. + +Then she laughed aloud in sheer content, wedged Jan Cuxson's box of +chocolate biscuits safely into the side of the bunk, and turned to the +side table to look for light literature in the shape of a magazine. + +Having acquired the pernicious habit of eating biscuits and reading +before going to sleep, she frowned upon the discovery that her ayah +appeared to have left the books upon Howrah Station; and had stretched +her arm to rap upon the wall to summon the woman, when her eye caught +sight of a paper volume lying under the opposite bunk. + +India is certainly a most dusty land, but a traveller can keep his +railway compartment and boots spotless by distributing a few _pice_ to +the dusky, cheery youngsters, who, salaaming, solicit the favour of +using boot polish, or floor brush, to the mutual benefit of self and +the sahib. Leonie, therefore, felt no repugnance when, clutching the +table with her left hand, she made a long arm and secured the book, +which proved to be a guide to India's most famous beauty spots. + +She turned the leaves casually and laughed. + +"Why! I'd completely forgotten it," she said aloud, turning the book +sideways to look at an illustration. "The wonderful tomb Guy Dean +insisted upon my visiting if I ever went to Benares. How beautiful! +Must be the tomb of some ancestor of that young prince he was talking +about. Oh! how beautiful, and--oh! how helpful! I suppose some +Englishman must have left the book in the train by mistake." + +She had picked up a bit of paper which had fallen from the book; a +rough time-table with directions in English as to the best means of +getting to the world-famed monument. + +"That decides it," she said sleepily as she switched off the light, +pulled a miniature mosquito net, deftly arranged by the ayah, over her +head, and the sheet up to her neck. "We get to the station +to-morrow--sometime--disembark--put luggage into cloak-room--find +elephant and--and dâk bungalow--and--oh! almost full moon--how--_how_ +delicious---ride out and see the--the----" + +She slept, oblivious of the fact that she was carrying out implicitly +the programme mapped out for her. + +Travelling in India is real sport when the train doors are likely to +swing open at no given spot, soft-footed natives to enter +surreptitiously and disappear as quietly upon sight of your open eyes; +and guards to clamour for your ticket, while a mob collects outside +your door at the junction to look at the pretty unveiled mem-sahib +awakened from her slumber by a dignified bearer with his offering of +_chotar hazri_, which means the thrice blessed early tea-tray. + +Her restless spirit was soothed by the rush of the train through the +endless plain; strange scenes, strange sights wrenched her mind from +the terrible question everlastingly throbbing in her brain; and her eye +was not quick enough to distinguish one delicate oval face from +another, or to notice that at each stopping place her ayah meandered +down the length of the train to a compartment where, in consequence of +his high caste and rank, a man sat utterly alone--unconcerned and +totally oblivious of the screaming, chattering crowd upon the platform, +of beggars, pilgrims, and _bonâ fide_ native travellers. + +True, for one moment at the station where she alighted for the +world-famed tomb, she glanced back hurriedly at a native who placed +himself between her and an unsightly epileptic; and she looked back +once again as her intuition rapped out a message she did not grasp, and +her ayah suddenly besought her help with the coolies. + +A dilapidated tonga, drawn by a pony of the same description, took her +and her servant to the dâk bungalow, built on a concrete platform in a +jungle clearing about two miles outside the village. + +There she gave carte blanche for the arrangement of the evening trip to +the guide who materialised serenely, all smiles and extreme deference. +Bathed, and fed, she had her hair brushed for half an hour by her ayah; +refused the offer of massage, which process she abhorred, and turned in +and slept the afternoon away upon her own bedding spread on a charpoy. + +Later she bathed again, attired herself in a simple low-cut, white silk +dress, dined, and wrapping herself in a heavy white Bedouin cloak, +wedding present from Jill Wetherbourne, who had got it from her +godmother in Egypt, seated herself on the verandah to await the arrival +of whatever means of locomotion the guide had chosen to take her to the +tomb. + +And down the jungle path loomed the shape of a great elephant, moving +at a gentle shuffle but an almost incredible speed. + +Without audible instructions it stopped in front of the verandah, threw +back its trunk, twined it gently about the middle of the _mahout_ or +driver, lifted him from his seat behind its ears and placed him on the +ground; then on a word, trumpeted shrilly in greeting to Leonie. + +"Oh!" said she as she almost sprang from her chair in delight. "Oh!" + +The _mahout_ salaamed, standing in the moonlight at the animal's head. + +He made a vivid eastern picture, dressed as he was from head to foot in +white, with two pleated side-pieces to the turban, hanging in suchwise +as to conceal half the face; and the guide, who had been squatting on +the edge of the path, also salaamed, smiling in glee at the mem-sahib's +delight. + +"Behold, mem-sahib," he said, "is the elephant even Rama, the pearl of +the prince's stables." His English was not quite as intelligible as +these printed words, but Leonie made shift to understand. + +"I have never seen such a beautiful elephant," she said, walking up to +the great beast, followed by the guide, the ayah and the bungalow +factotum. + +The mem's statement was quite within the range of possibility seeing +that her elephant lore had been gathered from the Zoo and other +low-caste specimens with their straight backs, mean tails, and long +stringy legs. + +"Does the--the _mahout_ speak English, because my Hindustani is not +very good. I would like to have the--the beauty of the animal +explained to me, and why it has its face and body painted; and why does +he, the _mahout_, I mean, wear those side pieces to the turban, they +are very unusual." + +A moment's pause, during which the _mahout_ stood like a rock, and then +the guide, shuffling his feet, answered to the effect that the driver +could not speak English, but that her humble servant would translate if +the mem-sahib would deign to listen to his mean speech; that the man +was the prince's best beloved--_mahout_, he added after a second's +pause, and that the side pieces were part of the uniform worn by the +prince's head-mahouts. + +Not a bit of which information was true, _mais que voulez vous_? + +So they all walked round Rama the beautiful, the guide translating the +soft Hindustani into lamentable English. + +Rama, it seemed, was a _koomeriah_, a royal or high-caste elephant, and +still a youth, being but forty years of age, _vide_ his ears. His +height was ten feet at the shoulder, and would the mem-sahib note the +perfect slope of the back down to the beautiful, long, feathery tail. +Also the massive chest and head, with the prominent lump between the +eyes so bright and kind, and full of knowledge. Notice also the deep +barrel, and short, so very short, hind legs, the heaviness of the +trunk, the plump cheeks which would indeed grace a comely elephant +maiden; count the eighteen nails upon the lovely feet, and place her +hand upon the soft skin which fell in folds about the tail. + +Leonie did as she was bid and ran her hand also down the nearest +magnificent tusk, with tip cut off and ringed about the middle with +bands of gold inlaid with precious stones. + +"Perfect ivory," continued the guide, "five feet in length with tip, +curving upwards with the curve of the sickle moon, and sloping slightly +from each other as though in anger." + +Leonie smiled at the guide's verbal imagery, and put her hand upon a +cream coloured mark near the base of the broad trunk. + +"Why, I thought it was paint!" she said, speaking over her shoulder to +the _mahout_, who, unperceived, held a fold of her white cloak in his +hand. "This is paint, surely," she added, running a finger-tip down +the vermilion and white lines which covered the great beast's face and +sides. + +It seemed that the yellowy-white blotches raised the animal's value +above that of sacksful of rubies, and the painting of the face and +sides served two purposes; one to render it easier for the animal to +find favour in the eyes of the gods, the other to bring about the same +result in the eyes of man; even as does woman when she accentuates the +night blackness of her eyes with antimony; and the slenderness of her +finger-tips with henna. + +In state procession it seemed that Rama the perfect carried a gold and +jewel encrusted howdah upon his beautiful sloping back; that what was +left uncovered of his anatomy was hung with a net of silver, with +tassels of pearls; that strings of seed pearls were entwined in the +glorious meshes of hair in the beautiful tail; and that his nails were +manicured, bracelets of golden bells hung about the ankles, and buckets +of perfume poured into his bath. + +"The _mahout_ has placed the humble cushioned seat this night upon the +back, mem-sahib, so that nothing shall be between the mem-sahib and the +light of the moon." + +Leonie gave orders that a succulent cake full of currants and flavour +should be brought forthwith from her hamper, and having pushed it as +far back into the mouth as possible, where it was demolished to the +accompaniment of the most disgusting masticatory noises, laughed aloud +when the elephant stood on its short hind legs to show its +appreciation, and said thank you by means of a soft purring sound in +the throat. + +The process of getting to the knees reminded Leonie somewhat of a +sailing vessel she had seen rolling in a rough sea, but she settled +herself comfortably in the cushioned seat and waited with glee for the +_mahout_ to get into position upon the animal's neck and order it to +rise. + +"What is he waiting for?" she asked, as he made no movement. + +"He wishes to know where the ayah is to sit," answered the guide. + +"_Ayah_!" said Leonie, and laughed gently. "But I am going alone!" + +The _mahout_ said something swiftly. + +"The way is many miles through the jungle, mem-sahib; there is no dâk +bungalow, no people, the mem-Sahibs and also the sahibs go always +accompanied." + +"I am going alone," said Leonie quietly. "Tell the _mahout_ to get up." + +Upon a word of command the elephant got to its feet, and raised one +knee; the _mahout_ placed one foot upon it and swung himself up to his +seat upon the short neck, said something to the elephant, who moved off +up the jungle path, while the servants salaamed deeply to Leonie, and +again even more deeply in the direction of the elephant's head. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + + "Some little talk awhile of me and thee + There seem'd--and then no more of thee and me."--_Omar Khayyam_. + + +The elephant trumpeted before the gate. + +The two halves of the door opened from within, clanged against the +sides, and the _durwans_ in scarlet and silver bent almost double as +they salaamed before the white woman who passed under the red-stone, +centuries-old gate upon the back of Rama the Great and Perfect. + +The elephant knelt and Leonie stepped on to the marble pavement, +placing her hand for one instant upon the _mahout's_ arm to steady +herself. + +She looked up and down the double line of cypress trees and gave a +little cry, which was almost one of pain, at the sight of the glory +before her; and pressing her hands above her thudding heart, longed +with all her soul for the man she loved and had denied. + +For a moment she stood absolutely still, the heavy cloak swinging +gently in the slight breeze, then walked down the steps, and like some +ghost passed noiselessly beside the lily strewn water tanks towards the +marble, wondrous Tomb. Madhu Krishnaghar, waiting until she was well +out of earshot, spoke to the elephant, bringing it to its feet, and +gave a sharp order to the keepers of the door, which caused them to +speed from the scene as fast as their feet would carry them towards the +village where they had been commanded to stay until sunrise, leaving +the girl, a prey probably to that inexplicably sensuous feeling which +the desolation, and beauty, and pity of this place arouses in _some_, +alone with the man who loved her as men love in the East. + +He followed her slowly beside the water tanks, and absorbed in his love +and the joy of being alone with her, failed to catch the sharp call of +apprehension when Rama, as faithful as a dog, and far more intelligent +than many humans, rapped the ground smartly with the end of his trunk. + +Having been told by his beloved master to stand where he was until his +return, and being obedient even unto death, he did not move; but he +eyed the form which had slipped in through the gates with dislike, and +shuffled his feet in distrust as the man disappeared behind the cypress +trees. + +It was only a foolish curiosity-bitten _shudra_; a wretched member of +the lowest and most servile class, who, passing on his way to his +miserable hovel, had noticed the gate open at the untoward hour of +midnight, and the absence of the ferocious _durwans_. + +His low caste, which is the least of all, had prevented him, up to this +day, from entering what he thought must surely be paradise; and now he +took the risk and slipped in, not only stricken with curiosity, but +obsessed with a desire to tell a wonderful tale to his patient wife and +four sons, who, because they were _his_ sons, were doomed to remain of +the lowest servile caste; as would be their sons far, oh! far beyond +the third and fourth generation. + +How was he to know that a woman with unveiled face was visiting the +tomb at midnight, or that she was beloved by his master whose word was +life, or death, to those who served him. + +Leonie passed through the silver gates into the tomb, and stood beside +the marble, flower-strewn sarcophagi, which lie side by side, and over +which, day and night, hangs a lighted lamp. + +She did not move when a whispered golden sound fell gently through the +shadows. Like a cobweb thread, so fine it was; like a thread of gold, +so sweet it was; rising and falling, to rise again in one throbbing cry +of love, pleading, insisting, despairing. + +The echoes caught and held it in the dim corners of the marble cupola, +and answered cry with cry until the place seemed full of the sobbing of +lost souls. Back and forth, at the girl's feet and around her head, +surging over the dead lovers, beating against the walls and roof, to +die away, sobbing, sobbing like a weary child. + +Leonie, transfixed with ecstasy, stretched out her hands to catch the +dying notes; and for that infinitesimal fraction of a second, when the +golden sound crossed the boundary of human sense, felt as though she +stood upon the edge of eternity. + +She turned to see the driver of elephants standing like a bronze statue +outside the doorway; but speak she could not in that dim place fragrant +with the loves of the past, neither could she support the divine pain +alone, and picking up a rose and a sprig of bay from the marble, tucked +them into the V of her bodice and walked out. + +But she did speak, to remonstrate, in the sweetest, most imperfect +Hindustani in the world, when the man followed her at a quite +respectful distance. + +"It is not safe for the mem-sahib to go alone," he answered. "A wild +animal, a man, a snake, might be in hiding. The mem-sahib should have +been accompanied by her guide." + +Thus spoke Madhu Krishnaghar, who had not one evil thought about, nor +intent towards her, and who, having pushed the mandates of his religion +into the background for this one night, was living in the intoxication +of the actual moment. + +Leonie walked round the outside of the marble dream bathed in +moonlight, occasionally stopping to ask a question of the man who +followed. + +"Is it the tomb of an ancestor of the present prince?" she inquired +haltingly. + +"No! mem-sahib! look at the lettering in black marble inset in the +white; right round the tomb run those verses from the Koran. A +Mohammedan emperor built it--_I_ am a Hindu," the pause was scarcely +noticeable as he added quietly, "as is everyone upon the prince's +estates." + +She stopped in front of one of the four towers which stand at each +corner of the marble terrace, and looked upwards. + +"I am going up," she said. + +"Nay! mem-sahib. These towers are climbed only with a guide and a +lamp. They are not clean, they are not safe. A snake, a pariah dog, a +man might be on the stairs which wind round and round, and are as black +as a night of storm." + +Leonie had climbed the few outer steps and was standing inside the +door. Not once had the untowardness of the whole proceeding struck +her, nor had she given a thought to the fact that the man with her was +a low-caste elephant driver, not fit to touch her shoe-string. + +She made no reply, and disappeared into the darkness. You can see +fairly well up to one half of the tower, then pitch blackness surrounds +you, and you begin to feel cautiously with hands and feet for that +reason; also because just about here your head begins to whirl owing to +the stifling atmosphere, and the architect's corkscrew design. + +She had no idea that the man, alarmed for her safety, was following +her, and she stopped and gasped near the top, wondering how much +farther she had to go, and almost wishing that she had not started; and +so black was it that she did not even see the white turban which was on +a level with the step upon which she stood. + +Then there was a glimmer of light and more. Presently it grew quite +light and she staggered up the last few steps, and reeled on to the +small round cupola of the tower unprotected by rails. + +Well for her was it that Madhu, divining the danger, raced up the last +steps in one bound, reached her as she stood swaying on the edge, and +drew her quickly, roughly back into his arms, where, forgetting his +role of servant, his religion, caste and colour, he held her safe and +crushed against his heart. + +She, with her eyes shut and her head spinning, remained there without +understanding one word of what the man was saying. + +"And having held thee in my arms, how am I to let thee go," he +whispered, with his mouth near the scented masses of her hair. "Nay, I +cannot, thou white, wonderful flower in a land of drought. Behind the +purdah will I place thee, hidden from all eyes but mine. Thy +body-woman shall not touch thee, for _I_ will be thy servant, and _my_ +hands will draw the lace from about thy bosom, and _my_ hands will +perfume thee, and my love shall encompass thee until thou swoon upon +the ground even at _my_ feet. Waiting for thee I have known no woman, +and I will have no wife but thee, and many sons shalt thou bear me. +Yea! each year shall see thee bowed beneath the fruit of love, for I +will not spare thee. And thou shalt be honoured before all men; a high +estate shall be thine, and a flood of jewels and gold and grain shall +flow at thy small feet which I shall kiss. And thou _shalt_ veil thy +face, for I would kill him, _torture_ him who looked upon thee." + +Leonie opened her eyes and stared at the shimmering whiteness of the +tomb, and she smiled and did not move, for the witchery of the full +moon had fallen upon her. + +"Red!" she whispered, pointing to the dull glow of dead bodies burning +somewhere near, and laughing till her teeth flashed between her scarlet +lips. + +The man searched with one hand and found a small flat jewelled case in +the folds of his turban, and opening it, with the long, deft fingers +took out two pellets. + +He watched her as she lay upon his arm, and suddenly forced the pellets +between her teeth, and himself laughed, as she grimaced at the bitter +taste but swallowed them. + +He had not the slightest intention of doing her any harm, but with the +whole of his vividly mature brain and virgin body, he delighted in the +effect of the drug upon the woman he loved. + +There was no doubt about it that she suddenly awoke to the passion of +the man looking down upon her, and responded to it. + +Wave after wave swept her from head to foot, causing her body, +untrammelled by whalebone, to tremble against his, and he loosened the +white cloak and let it fall, holding her pressed to him in her thin +silk dress, laughing down at her, delighting in her eyes, her mouth, +her throat. + +Handsome men are an everyday sight in India, but this man was as the +gods, and Leonie, beautiful, drugged Leonie, looked at him from the +corner of her eyes as looks the wanton, and laughed. + +"I will not kiss thee," he whispered, watching the colour sweep her +face at his words, and smiling at the thudding of the heart beneath his +hand. "Nay, I will not bruise thee nor cause thee blemish until the +purdah hangs between us and the world. Look not at me thus-wise, and +lift not the glory of thy lips, for I will not seize thee as a beggar +seizes upon the _pice_. I am thy king and thy slave, and I will carry +thee to the gate. Nay, move not thy body for fear I throw thee upon +the ground and set my seal upon thee. Lie still! and yet--why not, why +_not_! perchance _has_ the hour struck." + +The man was crazed with love, and the girl intoxicated with the drug, +and they were perched up there above the world alone, in the stillness +of the Indian night. + +He hastily wrapped her in the cloak, and taking her into his arms, hid +her face against his shoulder, and stood for a moment staring out +towards the spot from whence had come the ill-omened jackal cry. + +"Not yet," he whispered. "Not yet!" + +Sure-footed as a goat he carried her down the winding stairs out into +the moonlight, and across the terrace, and up the marble steps, and +placed her upon the wide marble seat, and sat sideways upon it behind +her, unwitting of the miserable wretch who watched from between the +cypress trees. + +Leonie sat quite still until the mystery of the place, or whatever it +is, entered into the innermost recesses of her being; and she held out +her arms to the light burning day and night above the dead lovers, and +sobbed. + +Madhu Krishnaghar laid his hand upon hers on the cold marble of the +seat, and lost himself in ecstasy at the tears which welled into the +strange gold-green eyes and fell, then opening the collar of the white +linen coat, he lifted a necklace of priceless pearls over his turban +and passed it over the girl's head, holding it lightly until one end +had slid down into the scented laces of her bosom where lay a cat's-eye +on a golden chain. + +"Thou white doe," he said, "thou virgin snow," and added fiercely, +"give me the rose from above thy heart, that I may press it to my +couch." + +Obediently Leonie gave it, faded and warm, and looked at him with a +strange little gleam of anger in her eyes; and he, understanding that +the effect of the drug was passing, and that wrath maybe would follow +love, led her by the hand down through the double row of cypress trees +towards the gate. + +Alas! a twig cracked under the wretched _shudra's_ foot, snapping with +the report of a pistol in the stillness of the night; and the man, +feeling the hands of his gods upon him, fled like a hunted hare towards +the gate. + +Madhu Krishnaghar, with his face one blaze of fury, stood still and +called. + +"Rama," he called. "Rama, hold," and as the wretched creature, +forgetting the animal in his fear, sped past him, Rama curled his trunk +swiftly about him and jerked him to a standstill. + +Useless to strive against that strength; useless to fight against the +gods or raise his voice in shrieking prayer. + +For had he not looked upon the unveiled face of his master's woman. + +Slowly Madhu Krishnaghar led Leonie up the marble steps and stopped. + +"Thou dog," he said gently, "thou low-caste dog!" + +Then he drew Leonie into his arms and covered her completely with the +heavy coat. + +But the man, submitting to fate with the terrible resignation of the +East, let fly one last poisoned arrow. + +"The dog goes to his death," he cried. "But behold, the shame of the +lord is great, for have not the eyes of the low-caste dog rested upon +the woman's face." + +"_Usko marro_! Kill quickly!" thundered the son of princes, and turned +indifferently away. + +But even as the elephant threw the man upon the ground, and placing his +foot upon his head, tore him in twain, Leonie wrenched herself free, +and flinging up her arms to the moon, laughed and laughed until the +night echoed and re-echoed with the horrible sound, stopping only when +the smothering folds of the cloak were thrown about her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + "And thou shalt grope at noonday."--_The Bible_. + + +Jan Cuxson, hurt to the quick at Leonie's refusal to marry him, also at +her rejection of his offer to accompany her upon her travels, shut his +hurt away, and set his mind to the completion of his task. + +His suspicions had been aroused by the finding of that orange and +silver scrap of _sari_ near the temple, when the ayah had presumably +been left miles behind on the launch; and fully realising the futility +of employing the methods of the West against the subtlety of the East +he decided to pit native craft against native cunning. + +The only result of the investigation, however, was that Leonie's +present ayah had been traced back via the Ranee's house to the days +when she had been in the service of the Colonel-Sahib Hetth, V.C., but +beyond that was a blank wall. + +She had suddenly left the Ranee's service to become body-woman to +Leonie; without a single reference to the time when she had been nurse +to Leonie as a baby. + +Who was keeping her silent, and why? And what was she doing, and who +was she with in the deserted temple in the jungle? + +Whose tool was she? + +Certainly not the Ranee's. She was wrapped up in her duties toward the +fast ageing Rajah, and her only son, who seemed much the same as other +sons of princes. + +Having finally decided that the answer to the problem lay in the +temple, to the temple he decided to go, more with the intention of +having a look round than with any definite plan. + +The decision was made with the fixed though unspoken determination that +if the solving of the problem should involve a sojourn of ten years in +India, for ten years he would remain. + +He hired a guide and a coolie, both of whom looked exactly like any +other guide and coolie, and having much to think out, and sure thinking +being anything but a rapid process with him, also because he did not +wish to draw too much attention to his movements, he chose as a means +of conveyance the ugly flat-bottomed public paddle-boat which floats +unconcernedly down the Hoogli from Calcutta, through the bigger creeks +of the Sunderbunds, and up the Pusaka River to Kulna. + +If you want a few days' rest, or time in which to unravel a knot, pray +take that means of locomotion; you can be dropped anywhere into a +_nukur_ or native boat which will deposit you for a few annas on any +island you choose, but don't do it if you are in a hurry, or are filled +with a desire to see the lesser creeks, and the quite small ones, where +tigers are supposed to sit in rows upon the water's edge, monkeys to +swing across the water by means of the creepers interlacing the dark +and dismal trees, and crocodiles to lie in tumbled masses waiting to be +turned into portmanteau, dressing-case, or shoes. + +Cuxson's method and brain were rather like his gait; as he had said in +Rockham cove, he was _slow_! He could not and never had, even at +Harrow, been able to run a hundred yards without becoming most +uncomfortably blown; but he could walk anyone to death at a set +plodding steady tramp, accomplishing twenty miles without turning a +hair; while after a series of terrific spurts, and enforced periods of +rest, his companions would give up dishevelled, sweating, and +unpleasantly mortified miles away from the desired goal. + +Problems, mathematical or medical, were treated in just the same way. +The more brilliant of his fellow-students would seize upon a pen, fill +reams of paper and slap the result down triumphantly at the end of an +hour, to find themselves later, and again with mortification at the +bottom of the list, or not on it at all; whereas Cuxson, after hours of +searching here and there in the convolutions of his grey matter, would +light on a thread, a grain or a speck of dust which he would proceed to +turn inside out, or tear to pieces; the outcome of which process would +be printed at length in the _Lancet_ or some such-enlivening journal. + +So he lay on the long chair in the corner reserved for sahibs, and was +not too uncomfortable, nor in any way uneasy as to the result of his +investigations, although all that he had to build his hopes upon was +the word of a native, and a piece of orange silk picked out in silver +with the dust of a sundri breather adhering, which lay in his +pocketbook with a ring of seaweed, and some glistening strands of tawny +hair. + +The serang, meanwhile, parleyed with certain gatherers of _golaputtah_ +which is a special palm leaf growing in the Sunderbunds for the express +purpose of thatching boats and _suapatti_ huts; and having discussed +the ins and outs, and pros and cons of the situation with every male +upon the boat, had transferred the sahib with his guide and coolie to a +native boat, after a gratifying give and take in silver rupees which +are so much nicer to handle than dirty notes. + +And an old priest made sacrifice of a black kid unto his god, having +been apprised in the mysterious native way of the approaching arrival +of the last person on earth he wished to see. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + + "What hath night to do with sleep?"--_Milton_. + + +"What a nuisance!" + +Leonie turned on her bed and frowned through the chick at the two girls +who had ensconced themselves in long chairs on the verandah outside her +bedroom. + +Broad-minded and big-hearted, she had tried to overcome the intense +irritation which the Eurasian manner of speech invariably aroused in +her. Some get accustomed in time to the parrot-like monotony; some +don't; and to the end of his days the young, immaculately groomed and +turned-out assistant in Hamilton's will wonder why the beautiful girl +with gold-flecked eyes had suddenly frowned, and placing the trifle +intended for a wedding present upon the glass counter, had left the +shop with an appallingly inadequate excuse. + +Fortunately for him the pukka European has not been endowed with the +gift of hearing himself speak as others hear him. + +Like the broken flight of maimed birds over a lawn in the process of +being mown is the Eurasian speech and intonation; with the inevitable +dip in the middle, the rise at the end of each sentence, and the +ceaseless clipping of syllables. + +And Leonie frowned as she lay under the mosquito netting awaiting the +warning of the dressing bell, and even felt thankful to a crow which +suddenly perched itself on the top twig of a fir tree, and shrieked its +condemnation of the sunset, the star just above its head, and the +chatterers in the chairs. + +In an effort to break through the overpowering lethargy which lately +had fallen upon her at odd moments of the day, she lifted herself on to +her elbow, only to sink listlessly back on the very hard bed. After +all, why worry over problems to which there seemed no answer? Why fret +over the silence of the man she loved when she had curtly refused his +offer of companionship; for there always comes a time when mere man, +subjected to the unsatisfactory daily menu of snubs and refusals, tense +moods, and moody silences, will refuse it, and clear for a diet, which, +although somewhat lacking in salt and spice, will have the advantage of +being substantial, therefore satisfying. + +Also there was no doubt about it the social ostracism of Calcutta had +followed her to Benares; she had not failed to notice that the people +packing the hotel looked at her furtively, smiling spasmodically when +caught in the act, and seemed ill at ease when left alone with her. + +Another thing which annoyed her intensely was the habit she had +developed of peering into the shadows of the compound at odd moments, +and listening for a sound she could not even describe to herself, and +which she never heard; while through the blazing hours of the day, and +the stifling hours of the night, like a black thread woven into a +tissue of gold, ran the ghastly fear which had been with her since the +day when a schoolgirl had taunted her, and to which she had given voice +near the poinsettia bush to Jan Cuxson. + +She had _done_ Benares en tourist. + +She had watched the worshippers thronging the Praying Steps at dawn +from the deck of a boat rowed slowly up and down the holy river; had +enticed the monkeys with gram from the niches in the Doorga Kond, the +world-famed Monkey Temple; gazed fascinated and with reverence at the +firing of the pyres about the dead bodies shrouded in white or red +according to their sex upon the Burning Ghats; averted her eyes +steadfastly from the bloated bodies in process of being torn to pieces +by crows or vultures as they floated on the soft bosom of Mother Ganges +to everlasting peace; and had passed restful hours in the wonderful +ruins of the Buddhist temple some miles outside the city. + +She had done all that others have done and will do, and still she +waited, doing absolutely nothing and with no excuse for loitering in +the hotel with its long broad verandah; learning much of the city's +history from the charming manager who walks with a stick, and has the +blue-green-brown shadow of the peat bog in his eyes. + +"Shoo, you brute!" said one, of the girls on the verandah, and +continued speaking when the crow had flown farther afield. "Well, the +manager says we are not to go to the bazaar to-night on any account!" + +"Why ever not?" + +"Says there's a row or something brewing--something to do with the +natives and their religion!" + +The girl with the reddish-brown hair put a final polish to the nails, +which damned her everlastingly, as she spoke condescendingly of one +half of her forbears; while the other, a _bonâ fide_ blonde as to hair, +half opened the long sleepy brown eyes, which, combined with the shape +of her silken-hosed leg from ankle to knee branded her even before she +uttered a word. + +"Don't believe it," the latter replied. "It's a do on the part of the +guide to get more backsheesh; you simply can't trust these natives a +yard. I'll tell you what, though," she sat up with an energy +surprising in one of her kind, "let's ask Lady Hickle. She's _such_ a +pet, and there's _nothing_ she doesn't know about the place, she's been +here a whole month." + +Followed a short spell of peace in which Leonie raised her hand to +summon her ayah squatting on the dressing-room matting, and put an end +to the incessant chattering. + +But bolts do not wait upon the clapping of hands before they crash down +upon your defenceless head from out the blue, and the one destined for +her from all time hurled itself at her from out a wispy cloud of +Eurasian gossip. + +"Oh! but we can't do that!" announced the peevish high-pitched voice. + +"Why not?" + +"Ma says we're not to be with her alone. There's all sorts of weird +tales going round about her. Thought you knew. They say she killed +her first husband, and tried to stab someone in Calcutta with that +dagger she wears in her hair; that she lives on the q.t. with a +native--he gave her that gorgeous necklace of pink pearls; has been +seen with him in the compound after dark--Ma watched--and she's +positively dotty at the full moon. Fact! Mrs. Oswald told Ma that +there's no doubt that she's quite mad at times." + +The blonde slid her slightly bowed, silken-hosed limbs to the ground, +her face the colour of greenish putty through the superstitions of one +half of her forbears. + +"Let's go and find your ma!" said she. "It's full moon to-night." + +And after their departure Leonie sat very still on the edge of the bed, +with one foot tucked under her, and the other bare and very perfect +stretched down to the matting; the netting fell in folds behind her, +and her eyes stared into the corner where a one time nameless, unshaped +spook, having taken form and name at last, stood mouthing at her from +the shadows. + +She started violently and looked down when her body-woman touched the +arched instep with her wrinkled, dusky hand. + +Keenly intuitive, as are all the peoples of India, she had crept +noiselessly across the matting and crouched at Leonie's feet in her +desire to be near the beloved child in her distress. + +There was a heaven of love and a world of indecision in the monkey +eyes, but not a trace of fear when the beloved child suddenly twisted +the _sari_ from about the sleek head and pock-marked face and shook her +violently by the shoulder. Instead she rocked herself gently to and +fro, crooning in the toneless cracked voice of the native woman who +tends a white child and loves it. + +"Missy--baba, it's ayah!" went the tuneless song, "it's ayah--it's +ayah--be not afraid, baba--baba--it's ayah--ayah--ayah." + +Over and over again she repeated the words with her eyes on the +terror-stricken face above her. + +"Why!" said Leonie, frowning till her straight brows met as she pressed +the palms against her temples, "why, you used to sing that in--in--you +used to call me--in the name of all the gods, woman, tell me--help me, +oh! help me to understand!" + +Great tears stood in the native woman's eyes, and she opened her mouth +to speak, then turned her head slightly and looked towards the chick +which had rustled; scowled, and bowing her head ever so little placed +the palm of her hand against her forehead for an instant. + +"Won't you or _can't_ you speak?" said Leonie almost roughly, her voice +ending on a sharp note which changed to a little bubbling uncanny laugh +as she sat back on the bed holding her ayah at arm's length. + +She took no notice of the dressing-bell when it clanged throughout the +building, nor of the swish of the water as it was heaved into the tin +bath in the bathroom, but sat on with the plaits of her hair coiled +like snakes on each side of her, and the whiteness of her bare arms and +shoulders shining in the light from the bathroom. + +"Ayah! ayah!" she said in a dull sing-song sort of way, "do you know +what they say? Do you know what they think? They think, they say I'm +_mad_! And do you know I think I am. Sometimes there's the sound of +drums in my brain, great big drums beaten by giants, and sometimes the +sound of bells. And the sound of the bells is hot, it burns great +scars on--on--and there are hours for which I can't account, and cuts +and bruises on my feet and--and----" + +Very quietly the native woman rose, and passing one arm behind the bare +shoulder drew a hand across the low broad forehead, singing in her own +tongue so softly as to be almost inaudible. + +"I dream of blood, ayah," went on Leonie, "so often--so often--it is +warm to the fingers and drops so--so slowly--and----" + +The ayah pressed her fingers a little as she drew them behind the ears +to the nape of the neck, and raised her voice ever so slightly in the +Vega chant she had learnt as a lullaby. + +"The women," she crooned, "that are lying on a bench, lying on a couch, +lying in a litter; the women that--are--of--pure odour--all--of them +we--make--sleep!" + +The cracked voice sank suddenly as her child's face softened and +relaxed, but the dark hand passed to and fro ceaselessly above the eyes +and down behind the ears. + +"It walks so softly, ayah--it's--it's in that--corner now--look! can't +you see--its--its eyes--and the small--light--and she is--she is +calling--calling--just as she--has--has--always----" + +The tawny head fell backwards on to the white _sari_ picked out in +coloured silk, pulling it away from the head, and the marriage dower of +thirteen silver earrings in the left ear, and the turquoise studded +nose ring which shone dully in the dim light. + +"And it's dark--it's--quite----" + +Leonie slept, and her neighbours in the dining-room went through +certain anatomical gymnastics such as lifting the eyebrows, shrugging +the shoulders, and pursing the lips, all of which are supposed to +denote suspicion; while the native woman kept guard behind the reed +blind through which she watched a figure clothed in spotless white +flitting among the shadows of the trees. + +When those shadows marked the hour of midnight she sprang quickly to +her feet. + +With one violent uncontrollable movement, Leonie had risen to her knees +with the tips of the fingers of one hand against her lips and her eyes +slanting sideways towards the window near her bed. + +"Hush!" she whispered. "Listen!" + +Very softly, very sweetly there fell upon the night air the single +stroke of a temple bell. + +Once it fell, and twice, and yet again. And as it stopped the night +was filled with the dull faint throbbing of many drums. + +Calling! calling! calling! + + +Hidden in the shadows close to the reed blind, Madhu Krishnaghar +watched the girl with intent half-shut eyes as, outlined against the +dim light from the dressing-room, she twisted the heavy plaits of hair +about her head, pinning them with the diamond hilted dagger; then +stripping her flimsy garment from her, lifted the sheet from the bed, +and twisted it deftly about her waist; watched her as she mechanically +took a white _sari_ embroidered in silver from the ayah, and without +hesitation folded it in true native fashion about her body and small +head. + +The light of his religion flared into a flame of love and passion +almost uncontrolled when Leonie, lifting the chick, stood by his side +in the full light of the moon, with a smile of welcome on her lips, and +the light of unholy knowledge in her eyes. + +Quite close to him she stood with one hand upon his arm, as he hung +garlands of scented flowers about her neck, and then with a little +beckoning gesture was gone; and the ayah crouching on the floor, beat +her withered breast with her withered hand, a world of doubt in her +monkey eyes. + +Like two white moths they flitted through the gloom and the hanging +ropes of the banyan trees, down the narrow native path, and on through +strangely empty streets and deserted bazaar to the Praying Ghats. + +The air beat about them with the incessant throbbing of many drums, +calling to prayer--calling to sacrifice. + +Calling! calling! calling! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + + "Let us pass our lives at Benares, living by the banks + of the divine river, clad only in a single garment, and + with our hands uplifted over our heads."--_The Vairagya Sataka_. + + +The Praying Ghats or Steps lay desolate in the light of the full moon. + +Hundreds of small lights twinkled and flickered before the countless +temples; hundreds of fading flower garlands, hung about the temple +doors or festooned about the gods--some of which are quite +indescribable--perfumed the night air; and to the right and to the left +the smouldering bodies on the Burning Ghats cast a crimson glow on the +slow, silvery waters of India's most holy river. + +Of worshippers there was not one. + +Of the countless priests who crowd the steps at dawn there was but one. + +The mad priest. + +Naked save for a loin cloth, he stood as he always stands from dawn to +dawn with feet wide apart and hands upraised to the heavens, outlined +against some one of the Rajah's palaces which crown the top and stretch +the length of the terraces like a mighty rampart between the holiness +of the place, and the fret and traffic of the outer world. + +The holy man's arms, his legs, his emaciated body are covered with a +fine ash powder, his long hair is matted with cinders and cow-dung, his +mad eyes stare across the river into the infinite, at that which _we_ +cannot see, as he stands shouting unintelligible, maybe mad words, +maybe not, to the glory of his goddess, Kali the Terrible. + +Was he born mad? no one knows! What does he eat or drink? A handful +of rice, a sip of water from his glittering bronze vessel! When does +he sleep? No one can tell you. + +Who knows! who cares! + +He is a holy man! the mad priest of the Holy City! + +He alone had taken no heed of the incessant resistless throbbing of the +drums behind him in the city; neither did he take notice of the two +white figures as they ran lightly, swiftly, hand-in-hand down the +sunken, crooked, granite steps to a place between the praying rafts at +the water's edge. + +For a moment Leonie hesitated with the water lapping her feet on the +third step, then she turned her head slowly, and looked straight into +the man's eyes which had been fixed intently on the nape of her neck. + +She gave a little sigh, drew out the dagger and let fall the plaited +glory of her hair, and lifting the garlands from about her neck threw +them out on to the waters; then with a native woman's movement pulled +the _sari_ backwards from her head, and unwound it from her shoulders +which gleamed like ivory in the moonlight. Slowly, but without +hesitation, even as the man dropped his shawl and long white garment +upon the waters, she untwined the _sari_ from about her body, dropped +it across a _suttee_ stone, and the dagger upon the step behind, and +stood swaying gently with naught but the sheeting about her waist and +limbs. + +The man, naked save for a loin cloth, stood like some splendid bronze +statue two steps lower; straight as a pine was Madhu, the descendant of +princes, with a width of shoulder most unusual in the native of India, +and which served to emphasise the slimness of the waist. Muscle +rippled under the bronze skin of back, and chest, and limbs; and +between the breasts gleamed the painted symbol of his religion, just as +it shone between the brows. + +The lean face with its hawk nose, and curved mouth set close in a +straight line, had the look of an eagle as he stood gazing up at the +girl with burning eyes, in which fanaticism, heightened by the lapping +movement of the holy water about his knees, warred with an overwhelming +passion roused by the slenderness of the white girl's waist, the +virginity of her beautiful breast, and the satin whiteness of her skin. + +And she placed her hand in his and followed him submissively down the +steps. + +The waters bathed her ankles, her knees, her waist, as she made a cup +of her two hands and drank of the holy water; the jackals yelled from +the far shore, and the unseemly body of a dead youth floated past face +downwards a few yards away. + +For some long minutes she stood with her face uplifted, then dipping +her hands again into the water raised them and poured it upon her head +until she glittered as though beset with diamonds. Strange little +movements she made to right and left with both hands, circles she drew +on the face of the waters, and the man within an inch of her beautiful +body stood with arms folded hiding his hard clenched hands. + +Raising both arms straight above her head she called aloud in answer to +the spirit which moved her: + +"Flowing on, devoted to it," she cried in the soft words of India's +holy writ, "by day and by night flowing on; I, of desirable activity, +call upon the heavenly waters!" + +From the temple above the mad priest took up her words as he scourged +himself in the ecstasy of his worship, and shouted: + +"Kali! Kali! Kali!" + +Which eerie solitary cry brought the pigeons out of their nests in +thousands, to wheel and whirl madly in their fright before resettling +in the facade of the palaces, of the niches and nooks of the temples, +and the slender minarets of the Mosque of Aurangzeb. + +Bending backwards Leonie laughed up at the priest above, whose body was +running blood, then descending the last three steps worn by the feet of +thousands of pilgrims, and tilted by time and the resistless waters, +flung out her arms and sank beneath the surface while the great plaits +of hair floated towards the man and crept about his waist like loving, +living arms. + +Three times she sank, and three times she rose, singing gently to +herself, while great tremors shook the man from his turbaned head to +his slender feet. + +Love or religion? Who knows! + +Are they divided by much more than the breadth of a hair? + +Leonie turned and walked up the steps, the wet heavy sheeting hobbling +her about the knees and ankles, clinging to her as the skin to the +peach, her dripping hair making little pools of holy water upon the +holy steps; until, standing upon the one where lay the little crumpled +heap of her silken _sari_, she unplaited it and shook it out in the +night breeze. + +She picked up the _sari_ and the dagger, and ran a finger along the +razor edge, looking sideways at the man who moved not an inch when she +drove the point of the blade beneath the skin above his heart until the +blood ran; neither did she move when he dipped his finger in his own +blood and marked her between the brows with the sign of Kali. + +The mad priest, frothing at the mouth, swooned upon the slanting temple +roof, the drums were silent, the jackals had ceased their indecent +noise, being intent doubtless upon the task of tearing some body to +pieces before the arrival of the hosts of enemy pariah dogs; and +Leonie, beautiful, bewitched Leonie, holding the white _sari_ picked +out in silver against her breast, held out her hand, and with the +sweetest, maddest laugh in all the world sped like a deer up the great +nights of steps. + +And at the top when the man, moving swift and as surefooted as a buck, +closed in upon her, her heavy drapery folded itself soddenly about her +ankles so that when she essayed to save herself she twisted round and +fell backwards. + +Her mouth quivered in a smile, and her eyes, like stars, flashed back +into the flaming ones so near her own as the man, lost to all but his +consuming love for the girl, bent above her, and with slender hands +crushed her back against the edge of the steps until the skin of her +shoulders was torn and bruised. + +"As the creeper!" he said, whispering the words of the Vega hymn with +his eyes staring straight into her eyes. "As the creeper has +completely embraced the tree so do thou embrace me, that thou mayest be +one loving me, that thou mayest be one not going away from me!" + +He smiled softly as she half raised her arms and whispered to her, the +words sounding like a summer breeze blowing upon the hill-top. + +"As the eagle, flying forth, beats down his wings upon the earth, so do +I beat down thy mind, that thou mayest be one loving me, that thou +mayest be one not going away from me!" + +And his delicate finger-tips pressed about her temples as he whispered +to her. + +"As the sun goeth at one about the heaven--and--earth here, _so do I go +about thy mind_, that thou mayest be one loving me, that thou mayest be +one not going away from me!" + +Slowly he bent still closer, and gently put one hand upon the gracious +curve of her slender throat; and Leonie, wanton, seductive, bewitched +Leonie smiled as she too whispered in the tongue of India's holy writ. + +"Let yon man love me; being dear to me let him love me; ye gods send +forth love, let yon man burn for me. + +"That yon man may love me, not I him at any time, ye gods send forth +love, let yon man burn for me!" + +The silence which followed was pierced by the call of the holy conch +shell, so low, so sweet, to prayer, to sacrifice. + +Those who have not heard that call can never understand, those who have +heard will forgive this feeble description of the intoxicating, +soul-shattering, maddening sound. + +Soft and sweet it will steal insidiously into your ear, your brain, and +the whirlpool of your senses until you stand rooted in ecstasy in a +flooded field of sweet desire. Rising swiftly and shrilly it will tear +like racing waters at the ramparts we and our forefathers, have +assiduously and mistakenly built around our inner selves; built until +you and I and our neighbour have been metamorphosed through the ages +from that mighty thing which went forth and took exactly what it +wanted, to the almost shapeless slug form which, in the peace times of +the present enervated century, contentedly eats lettuce in the damp +seclusion of an overturned flowerpot. + +Yes! that call will pull those ramparts to pieces about your feet; and +at the last indescribable, insistent scream of triumph which sears your +brain and soul, it would be wise to be on the look out, and to keep a +strong hand upon the vows you may have vowed, and upon those of the +commandments you may not already have broken; because at that strange +seductive sound the solid chunks of love, honour, chastity and right +thinking; everything, in fact, that is in any way decent and above +board is likely to break into a thousand infinitesimal, unconsidered +atoms, and be blown broadcast by the wind of indiscretion. + +Leonie lay still, unconscious of the sound and the subtle change +creeping over the man who bent down to her, and who, high caste, +over-educated, overstrung, aflame with love and afire with the +sensuality of his religion, slowly tightened his hand upon the gracious +curves of the slender throat. + +Years ago Kali, his dire deity, had been outraged by denial in her +desire for sacrifice, and since then, in her wrath, the black goddess +had scourged the land with plague, pestilence, famine, and earthquake. + +Truly sacrifice of goats and buffaloes had been made until the altars +and the courts of her temples ran blood; offerings had been made to her +priests of grain and jewels, yet had she continued to whip the land +until thousands died of hunger and disease. + +Why should not his hand bring the long-desired and long-sought peace to +his well-loved land, and what more fitting place and time for sacrifice +than the steps of the Holy River, under the light of the full moon +which is Kali's lamp? + +Ah! and why should he not have his earthly reward in love, one short, +full hour of the delight he had denied himself, and then, even upon the +_suttee_ stone, that little memorial of the burning alive of the young +widow upon the funeral pyre of the beloved husband, drive the diamond +hilted dagger through the soft breast in worship of his god, and +through his own heart that he might follow his beloved quickly as she +passed to Paradise. + +Yes! sacrifice of the woman he loved that his god might be twice +pleased. + +He was crazed with the delirium of his religion, mad with the call of +the senses lashed to frenzy by the restraint which had been unnaturally +forced upon him throughout his life; his eyes had the look of the eyes +of those gods who spy down upon you from the shadowy corners of India's +temples, and his nostrils dilated as he touched the dagger in her hand. + +Only for a moment! For even as he touched it the single beat of a drum +fell heavily upon the air, causing him to sit back on his heels with a +smile upon the full curved lips, and a light of sudden understanding in +his eyes. + +There was more toward than a mere sacrifice! + +The Holy City was, and had been for days, in a positive ferment of +religious excitement; the bazaars were thronged with pilgrims who, by +boat and train and on foot, had hurried to the city of a thousand +temples. + +Something unusual was in the air although no one could clearly explain +what it was; something was to happen although no one could name the +hour or the day! + +Rice, and flowers, and jewels cemented with blood had been thrust into +and pressed down until they completely filled the great crack which had +suddenly appeared before the altar of the oldest and most venerated +image of Kali, the Goddess of Destruction, in the Holy City; and the +foreigner had been warned not to place his profane foot within the +precincts of the city upon this night of the full moon. + +The native laughed as he sprang to his feet, standing bare and +exceeding beautiful beside the indescribable graven images; and he +laughed as he searched in the folds of his turban, and having found the +pellets bent down and pressed them between Leonie's teeth, then jerked +her to her feet, steadying her with his eyes. + +He flung her back against the kiosk wall, and encircling her with his +arms drove them fiercely down and against her as he met his splendid +teeth in the whiteness of her shoulder--in love; and taking her hand +sped with her to the inner places of the city, shouting as he ran in +the frenzy of his religion. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + + "Neither let her take thee with her eyelids."--_The Bible_. + "And making a tinkling with their feet."--_The Bible_. + + +The bazaars were moving in one solid mass in the direction of, but not +to, the Cow Temple. + +For hours the endless streams had moved inch by inch through the narrow +streets lined with shops and gaily painted houses, towards the heart of +India's Holy City. + +Young women and old, young men and old, children, fakirs and holy men +pressed patiently forward, impelled and called by some mystic summons +they could not explain. + +There was no pushing nor striving, neither was there laughter nor any +kind of merry-making, although a flower garland hung around every neck, +although the multi-coloured raiment was of the best and cleanest and +brightest, and the different marks of the different religious sects +shone as though fresh painted between the eyes and upon the face and +body. + +The holy cows walked slowly with the people, hung with garlands and +painted on the face and sides; holding up the traffic as, unafraid, +they snuffled their velvety muzzles in the unguarded baskets of grain, +and pushed their way unconcernedly and by holy right across the human +stream into the Cow Temple as they passed the ever-open door. + +There was certainly no pushing nor striving to get one before the +other, but underneath the calm pulsated a certain restrained +excitement, to be read in the light of the thousands of eyes, and the +extraordinary spasmodic, almost uncontrolled, movements of the delicate +dusky hands. + +Mothers would suddenly jerk their children up into their arms and press +their little faces against one of the thousands of tiny shrines, where +the gods sit all day and all night behind the bars through which are +thrust offerings of flowers, of food, of jewels. + +Men would suddenly strip themselves of all except the loin-cloth and, +casting their clothing at the feet of some holy man, proceed calmly +upon their way. One out of a number of beautiful, fragile girls, with +cast-down painted eyes and half-veiled face, for no apparent reason +would sidle up against some man; rest for one moment against him, and +continue with him upon the road, his arm about her, crushing her body +to his; and the drums throbbed, and the horns screamed in and around +the temple of their goddess. + +Yet one did strive, and, heedless of rebuke, did push her way +ruthlessly through the throngs, slipping on the greasy pavement covered +with refuse and cow-dung; sliding, ducking, squirming her way in and +out, breathless and dishevelled, with a simple brown _sari_ slipping +from about her sleek head and pock-marked face. + +Her monkey eyes flashed this way and that in search of something or +someone she could not find; her withered hands beat her withered +breast; the sweat streamed down her face until at last the crowd gave +way, and looking upon her as one mentally afflicted, helped her +stumbling passage up to and through the temple gateway. + +Priests stood at the entrance to the outer court of the temple. They +did not stand there, as do the ushers in the West, in order to keep the +riff-raff, those humble, poverty-stricken children of God, from +occupying the plush-covered seats in His House; but knowing the +intimate connection between religion and the senses, and the limited +space of the court of sacrifice and the temple itself, they stood there +in order to keep a finger upon the pulse of that mass of humanity's +passions. + +The full moon flung her silver on to the stained worn flags of the +roofless court; hundreds, thousands even of tiny wicks in tiny +earthenware saucers flickered in the niches and on the outer edge of +the walls; hundreds of torches flung a smoky veil around the restless +figures passing in and out of the narrow entrance, and over dark heaps +which lay at the foot of the walls and in the corners. + +Black heaps which, lay upon dark carpets, heaps big and small which +seemed to move, around which hung an overpowering, sickening stench of +blood. + +Heaps revealed when touched by the fluttering drapery of some +worshipper to be the decapitated bodies of goats and bullocks lying in +their blood, and from which would rise the millions of ever-moving +flies which had given them a semblance of life in the torch-light. + +Millions of flies, bloated offences, which settle for a second heavily +on your face or arm and fly slowly back to their feasting. + +It had been a day of stupendous sacrifice, and the place ran blood. + +From the inner temple came the sweet never-stopping clang of a silver +bell, as in one continuous stream the worshippers climbed slowly up the +flight of steps, passed in, struck one note by swinging the tongue of +the bell to announce their arrival to their goddess, and passed out; +while babies of both sexes, naked save for a silver bead upon their +rotund little bellies in the male, or a profusion of tiny bracelets and +a nose-ring in the female, heaped the flower offerings in masses at +Kali's feet. + +Kali! Ah! formidable, terrible image graven in stone! + +Pictures, highly coloured and blatant reproductions which will shock +your artistic sense, can be bought for a few annas at the native shops +which swarm outside the temple walls; but it is probable, nay, it is +certain that not a single one of the Europeans who may read this book +will ever see the original goddess in all her terror, and all that +inexplicable power with which she holds the Hindu multitudes in the +palms of her black hands. + +Black, and crowned and heaped with jewels, she looks down at, or +through, or over you with her slanting fish-shaped eyes. Her small +ears, her flat nose, her arms, her pendant breasts are smothered in +priceless gems; a huge red tongue protruding through the stretched +mouth hangs far down upon the chest, ready to lick up the flames of +sacrificial fires; a magnificent tiara binds the black hair which +streams in masses behind her small distorted body; rows of pearls, +flower garlands, and a string of skulls hang about her short neck; one +hand holds a knife, the other a bleeding head, two are raised in +blessing, while behind her shines a sun of flaming tongues of fire, and +over all is spread an umbrella. + +Yet it is not the horror of the repulsive physique hewn in stone which +holds you breathless before her; you know it is stone you are looking +at, just as you know that the Sphinx is stone; but as with the Sphinx +you feel the life of centuries throbbing through the carved monster; +you feel that its breath, which is about you, is the wind which has +swept across the desert places and teeming cities of the East; you feel +that the eyes which are upon you have seen all things; in fact you are +almost mesmerised by the force of ages into falling upon your knees in +worship, before you suddenly wrench yourself violently round to face +the sun outside the open door; and even as you do it involuntarily put +your hands to your neck, upon the nape of which, by the suggestion of +unconfessed fear, you have felt the stealthy, longing, jewelled fingers. + +On this night the slanting fish eyes of the goddess seemed to look +through the doorway, and to linger upon the exquisite figure of a child +dancing upon the extreme edge of the terrace between the two flights of +steps. + +Dancing!--hardly that, as she stood, her body swaying slightly in the +whirl of her mixed emotions, and totally unconscious of four young men +who, arms entwined, stood below, watching the beauty of her body and +her movements with half-shut eyes. + +Her ankle-length, full muslin skirt swung this way and that, as she +moved slightly from her bare, over-slender waist, which accentuated the +wonder of the young bosom out of all proportion in any but an eastern +maid of ten years. + +Jewels flashed in her delicate nose and ears, and on her slender +fingers and parted toes, for was she not on the eve of her marriage, +this little maid? Who, finding herself upon this unwonted night, alone +for the first time in her life, had broken purdah, with her senses +strung by days and nights of never-ceasing preparation for her +marriage; during which she had been massaged by skilful, cunning hands; +bathed and perfumed, forced to dance, forced to over-feed; until roused +to a pitch of terrible excitement by drugs and curiosity, and the +religious ecstasy of all around her, she had crept out alone, and into +the temple with the teeming multitude to dance for the glory of her +goddess. + +Her little feet made patterns in the dust as she turned slightly, this +child of ten, until her snake-like arms seemed stretched in invitation +to the four pairs of burning eyes fixed upon the virgin beauty of the +little body. + +Who noticed in all that crowd when four pairs of hands shot up and +seized her about the knees, lifting her gently down, or who, in the +tumult, heard the cry smothered in the muffling cloth of a white coat +in a distant shadowed corner. + +And one dead body more or less in the morning, what does it signify or +matter in a place which reeks of blood? + +And just as this happened, and just as a dishevelled pock-marked woman +stole swiftly up the temple steps, every face turned in one direction, +and wave after wave of indescribable excitement swept the multitude. + +And yet there was nothing, no sound, no sight to account for it; only +the high priest, tall and terrible, with the face of a Roman emperor or +a Jesuit, came from behind the altar and stood at the open door, +looking first at the throngs and then at a mass of black cloud which, +as is sometimes the way in India, had suddenly spread itself towards +the east, and was slowly climbing the heavens. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + + "The gods approve + The depth, and not the tumult of the soul."--_Wordsworth_. + + +"What a frightful row the natives are making in the city," was the +fractious comment of one heat-distracted tourist to another through the +mosquito netting which divided the two beds. + +"Disgraceful!" peevishly assented the other as she turned restlessly +upon the thin, hot mattress, and heaved the one thin sheet to the foot +of the hot bed. + +A sharper note had topped the heavy murmur which, like the rumble of a +distant sea, had beaten the air without ceasing throughout the night. + +A film operator would have said that a crowd had woken up; a London +policeman, that a crowd was turning nasty, as the sharp note went +crescendo right along, until it took the definite tone of thousands of +human voices upraised in unrest of some kind. + +This way and that surged the multitude, bowing unconsciously before the +gusts of passion which swept from every quarter. + +The fret of the thousands of feet upon the paving sounded a silky +accompaniment to the strange throaty murmur of fast rising religious +hysteria; sharp, uncontrollable cries stood out like steel pencilling +against the velvet monotony of the throbbing drums; the never ceasing +tinkle of rings, and clanking of bracelets and holy chains against the +blare of the horns sounded as out of place as a child singing in a +thunder storm. + +The high priest, with the face of Rome, with a beckoning gesture, drew +towards him other priests. Some also with the face of Rome, and some +with the face of the field labourer; some, gaunt and stern; some, jolly +and rotund; well, just like any gathering of clergy, of any creed, you +can see any day, in any country of Europe. + +The chiming of the silver bell had stopped when the worshippers, upon +the peremptory command of the priests, fled pell-mell out of the temple +and down the steps to join the frenzied crowd; while from the direction +of the Praying Ghats there arose a roar of voices as two slim figures +sped swiftly up the narrow lane, which seemed to open of its own accord +before them. + +The woman, clad from the waist downwards in one linen piece, came +running swiftly, lightly, undisturbed, almost hidden in the masses of +her hair blown before her by the rising wind. + +Her naked body gleamed in the mixed lights; one hand, thrust out +through the hair, held a dagger with diamond hilt; the other was +clasped in the hand of the man who ran evenly and steadily beside her. + +There was not apparently an inch of space to spare in all those narrow +streets; but by the madness of religion which drove the packed humanity +back against the walls, a way was made for her who appeared to the +multitude as the long-promised earthly incarnation of the Goddess of +Death. + +When she had passed, those who were against the wall remained there, +standing crushed to death, supported by the indifferent neighbours who +had helped to drive in their ribs; and those who had slipped to their +knees in religious fervour, or by reason of the state of the street, +also remained prone upon the ground, the mass of people treading +indifferently upon their broken backs and necks, while the threatening +heavens were rent with screams of physical agony and cries of sensuous +delight. + +Straight up the steps ran Leonie, and into the interior of the temple, +just as a priest, a lad, with his face twitching spasmodically, and +calling upon his god, fell dead at her feet, smitten by the force of +his religion. + +Leonie, throwing up her arms, laughed as she put her cut and bleeding +foot upon the boy's neck--laughed until the place pealed and echoed +with the unseemly clamour, causing the crowds outside, held only in +check by the mental force of the handful of priests, to strain against +the invisible hypnotic barrier, and cry to high heaven for a sacrifice. + +Then Leonie turned about and ran out on to the terrace, standing a +ghastly, beautiful figure before the multitude; and only a pair of +monkey eyes, in a pock-marked face, hidden by the deep shadows of a +corner inside the temple, saw the high priest with _roomal_ in hand, +creep stealthily up behind the girl. + +No one in the tumult heard the growling of the elements; no one noticed +the clouds bent on enveloping the moon; no one but the pock-marked +woman understood what was towards for the appeasing of the outraged god. + +"Blood!" screamed the tight packed ranks; "a sacrifice of blood! Kali +is hungry! Kali is thirsty! Give unto the Black Mother that which she +demands!" + +Leonie flung up both arms and laughed, even as the high priest drew +back one step, scowling at the averted sacrifice. + +"A sacrifice!" went up the cry from thousands of throats; "a sacrifice! +a sacrifice!" + +Again Leonie flung out both arms, and, just as the _roomal_ was +slipping over the small head, with the scream of a tigress whose cub is +in danger, the ayah leapt straight at her beloved child, wrenching the +knotted handkerchief from the priest's hand. + +A horrible cry of disappointed blood lust shook the very earth; drums +beat, horns screamed, daggers flashed in the dense mass, and fingers +met round many a throat. + +They were mad indeed the people, but none so mad as Leonie as she stood +with feet apart glaring down at the ayah's sleek head, which she held +by the hair, in one hand. + +So mad was she that the priests drew back as from one divine; all but +the high-caste youth who stood unnoticed amongst them and who advanced +one step as Leonie raised her face to the moon. + +"She of the full moon," she chanted, "was the first worshipped one with +depths of days, of nights. They who, O worshipful one, gratify thee +with offerings, those well doers are entered into thy firmament!" + +To which the waiting multitude thundered a response. + +"A sacrifice! A sacrifice! A sacrifice!" + +Over and over again went up the cry as men and women and children fell +foaming to the ground, "and conches and kettledrums, tabors and drums, +and cow-horns blared." + +Then came a silence, deep, sinister, and foreboding; only for one +second before it was broken by a gasp, the catching of the breath in +ecstasy of thousands of mankind. + +And followed screams of pure delight as Leonie flung back her hand, in +which gleamed the diamond hilted dagger, just as a terrific peal of +thunder crashed upon the searing flash of lightning, which flamed from +the dense clouds as they swept over and blotted out the moon. + + + + +CHAPTER XL + + "Could I come near your beauty with my nails, + I'd set my ten commandments in your face!"--_Shakespeare_. + + +Leonie was sitting on the edge of her bed waiting for the _gharri_ to +take her to the station; she had lunched and breakfasted in her +bedroom, in fact she had lived there since her interview with the +manager, which had been indescribably unpleasant for him, in that it +had been so distressing to the gentle girl as she had sat and nodded +her head and looked at him out of agonised, forgiving eyes. + +The hotel _en masse_, at least the feminine portion of it, had had a +prior interview with the manager which had been _superlatively_ +unpleasant for him. + +Coerced by a force which was closely allied to the brute; almost +shouted down when he essayed to argue in favour of the hounded girl; +threatened by the immediate transfer of the entire visiting list to the +books of a rival hotel, he had ultimately owned to defeat; and Leonie +sat on the edge of her bed, staring vacantly into the denuded +dressing-room, while the native staff, yea! even unto him who had done +her no service, buzzed round in the vicinity of her door. + +Strange things had happened, things undefined, and therefore not +capable of bearing the light of honest dissection or discussion. + +What _had_ happened during the night of rioting--so-called--in the +city? What had been the meaning of those white-robed figures which had +fluttered near her door? And oh! why had her faithful ayah been found +on the edge of the river the morning after, stabbed through the heart? + +As if anyone in India with any sense at all _would_ make inquiries +about the last event. + +All that and a lot more! and quite enough to slam the gates of heaven +or the hotel upon any lovely woman on her own! + +Yes! but--did all _that_ really do the actual slamming? + +Not a bit of it! + +It was the most convenient excuse the womenfolk could find to hang upon +the peg of jealousy which had been knocked into the wall of feminine +conceit and bad intent, by the hammer of Leonie's beauty, and +irritating indifference to both men and women, especially the former. + +Let any woman lure to her side some other woman's own particular bit of +masculine property; poach successfully upon her understocked male +preserves; and figuratively, maybe verbally, most assuredly positively +if she live east of Blackfriars, the claws of jealousy will be +sharpened upon her; _but_--ignore the bit of masculine property, pass +it by on the other side, consider it as belonging to somebody else, +leave the preserves severely alone, and vials of execration, anathema, +and denunciation, which are all synonyms for the same thing, will be +poured upon her because of her lack of the appreciative faculty. + +Fact! + +Very few women can see the difference between joyfully hoarding genuine +antique pewter, and wearing a second-hand négligé. + +So Leonie was fleeing home via Calcutta, and she sat without movement, +hating herself and the world, even the man who, having taken her at her +word, had left her alone to stumble as best she could along the +crooked, lonely road which would end, as far as she could see, in a +padded cell. + +"How could you?" she suddenly cried aloud, and the natives made +surreptitious signs, and withdrew to a certain distance out of respect +to the disorder of her mind. "How _could_ you leave me! Didn't you +_know_ that it is because I love you so that I would rather _die_ than +let you share my curse? But couldn't you have done _something_, tried +to follow that clue, gone somewhere, oh! done _anything_ just to show +that----!" + +The rumble of wheels cut her agitation short, and drew the native +element closer to the door, in order that it should be quite near the +mem-sahib when she appeared--with her purse in her left hand. + +And while she sat on her bed, and later on in the train, striving to +break the mental thongs which bound her to some intangible stake, Jan +Cuxson was sitting in the secret places of the jungle temple, striving +to break the bonds of raw hide by which he had found himself fastened +to a ring in the wall. + +As he struggled he speculated savagely upon that insensate sense of +security, common to most Britishers, which had caused him to try and +find the Hindu temple under the guidance of an unknown native. + +He mentally reviewed his journey from the boat to the temple, fighting +through the tiger-grass, breaking through the delicate impeding +branches of the sundri trees, crushing the sundri breathers under his +heavy boots as he tramped behind the guide, having failed to notice, +owing to the resemblance that exists between one ordinary native and +the next, that the guide and coolie of the jungle were not the guide +and coolie of the paddle boat. + +He remembered that once he had stopped dead and laid a detaining hand +on the guide's shoulder, as through the darkening forest had come a +cry, eerie as it wailed through the shadows, to be taken up ahead of +them, and echoed and re-echoed until it became faint in the distance +and died away altogether. + +"What's that?" + +The native had not hesitated. + +"The cry, O Sahib, Protector of the poor, of the jungle owl as it seeks +its food!" + +Cuxson, unobservant for once, and anxious to get to the end of the +trail again failed to notice that it was still far too light for any +member of the owl family to be abroad. + +Also, when he sat down on a fallen tree trunk to readjust his boot +strap, he had mistaken for the booming of a huge jungle insect +something which whizzed through the space where his head had been a +second before. + +It is true he had questioned the guide as to the route they were +taking, pointing out that it was not the one traversed in the _shikar_. + +To which the guide had replied that doubtless the _shikari_ had taken +the sahibs many miles out of their way to ensure a big toll to the +sahibs' guns, and those of the mem-sahibs. + +Jan Cuxson had accepted every explanation. + +Extraordinary is this complacent sense of security of the British male +when he butts into the paths and customs of countries of which he knows +literally _nothing_; and he had arrived at the temple all in good time. + +Silence, intense and rather overwhelming, had hung about the forbidding +place which allied to the abomination of desolation had disconcerted +him, and made him turn to the guide for further reference. + +He had frowned, and involuntarily recoiled towards the wall when he +found that his guide had disappeared, and that he stood alone in the +heart of the jungle. + +But strangely enough, even as he stood staring at a white wall in front +of him, a sudden apathy had fallen upon him, also a strong +disinclination to move hand or foot; in fact, he remembered laughing +stupidly, and pulling out his cigarette case with the intention of +soothing a distinct sense of irritation aroused by something which +hammered incessantly upon his inner consciousness, warning him to be on +the look out. + +He remembered also looking once or twice in the direction of the temple +door with the feeling that someone was on the point of coming out +towards him, and then he had slipped contentedly to the ground, yawned, +and gone to sleep. + +All the sounds of a jungle dawn had greeted him on his awaking: a +monkey had swung itself up to the top of the ruined wall where it had +sat grimacing at him; an adjutant bird had clapped at his boot with its +huge bill as it stalked past him towards the door; and he had found +himself bound by waist and wrists to a stout ring in a wall which still +held traces of brilliant colouring. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI + + "And unto wizards that peep and that mutter."--_The Bible_. + + +Like some infuriated bull he had fought and tugged at his chains and +shouted for deliverance, until clouds of birds flew skywards in fright, +and blood had spurted from his finger-tips and stained the shirt about +his middle. + +Thongs of hide sound inadequate against the strength of a man, but +steel chains are weak compared with them for resistance, and to strive +against them simply results in pure agony if they have been thoroughly +soaked by the Indian dew which almost amounts to rain, and dried by the +Indian sun which almost amounts to a furnace. + +Of course, in a properly constructed novel he would have been left in a +position which would have enabled him to gnaw the hide with his strong +white teeth, or rub it until it wore through against some sharp stone. + +But this he could not do because his wrists were bound behind, leaving +the space of a foot or two between his waist and the wall; and when he +leant back he had the tragic outline of a modern Prometheus bound; when +he strained forward, that of one of Muller's pupils undergoing +treatment for the development of the chest. + +Neither could he, contort himself as he might, have brought his teeth +within gnawing distance of deliverance; moreover, ruins exposed for +centuries to the soft manipulation of a jungle climate, show no sharp +stones; they are rounded and polished by the passage of time, soft +feet, and that which crawls upon its belly. + +At length, however, peace quite strangely fell upon him, and though he +could not move, the agony of his hands and lacerated waist vanished +entirely; such perfect peace that he leant back against the wall and +idly tried to count the myriad tiny dainty hoof marks in the dust +between the doorway facing him, and the ruined archway on his left. + +He did not think it strange when turning his head he discovered an +ancient priest seated against the wall with his mahogany coloured old +body outlined against the dull blues and reds of the painted stones; +and his eyes, bright with religious fervour, fixed through the +crumbling arch, beyond the delicate sun-dried leaves, the blazing sun, +and the steel blue heavens, upon Eternity. + +The fine old man had no intention of torturing the white man, he had +merely bound him to the ring until his goddess should inspire him, her +servant, with her wishes concerning this stranger who was intimately +connected with the white woman in the care of his beloved disciple, +even Madhu Krishnaghar. + +Neither did he intend to starve the white man nor bring him to the +point of madness from thirst; but accustomed to hours and days of +self-subjection in which he neither ate, drank nor felt the need of +material sustenance, he failed to take into account the inner cravings +of a man when he had been tied for two nights to a ring in the wall. + +And he sprang to his feet and crossed the floor when Cuxson, after an +interval of forty-eight hours during which he had neither eaten nor +drunk, tortured by cramp from his waist to his feet caused by the +strangling hold of the hide thong, with his heart pounding the blood +against his brain until it shook, and his arms feeling like burning +staves ending in blocks of ice, suddenly scrambled somehow to his +knees, shouted, and fell forward with the soles of his feet against the +wall, and the whole weight of his heavy body hanging upon the wrists. + +It was but the work of an instant and a flashing knife and he lay face +down upon the floor at the feet of the priest who passed swiftly +through the doorway out into the jungle, and returning as swiftly, +bound great green shining leaves about the wounds, and squatting on his +heels gently massaged the black and swollen arms. + +A holy man! a Hindu priest touching the contaminating flesh of an +infidel! Impossible! + +There are many methods of purification from contamination, but the main +point in the priest's mental process of self-extenuation _was_ that an +infidel awaiting the verdict of the Great Mother should not be allowed +to _die_. + +Therefore more green and glistening leaves were placed upon the floor, +and food, and water in coarse earthenware, set upon them, until Cuxson +had revived sufficiently to eat, and enter into conversation with the +priest, who, seeing no reason to withhold the information sought, and +secure in the knowledge that the spreading jungle tied the sahib to the +temple even more securely than the thongs of hide, gradually unfolded +to him the dark history of the girl he loved. + +"Eighteen years," began the tranquil voice of the old man, "as the +sahibs count the passing of the moons, have gone since a high caste +woman knelt at full moon in this temple at the foot of the altar of +Kali, the Goddess of Destruction. + +"Kali the Black One; daughter of the Himalayas, wife of Siva! Durga +the inaccessible, Uma so sweet! + +"Chandika the fierce, Parvati who steppeth lightly upon the mountains. + +"Bhairavi the terrible, Kali of death, Kali! Kali!" + +The old priest, who had leapt to his feet under the exaltation of his +worship, sank down again upon the floor, and continued his tale in the +Indian tongue. + +"The high caste woman, chief wife of a great prince of Northern India, +held in her arms her first, her only son, a weakling, a sickly babe +nigh unto death. Thrice had she been shamed by the birth of a woman +child, and now her crown, her glory, her great gift unto her lord was +like to die. + +"Followed only by her body servant she had sped from her palace in the +shadows of the Everlasting Hills, even unto the southernmost limits of +Bengal, a pilgrim to this holy, secret temple where I pass my last days +in sacrifice and worship; I, even I, foremost _guru_, once teacher of +the Thugs, those beloved servants of Kali--before the law of the white +man forbade their sacrifices unto the goddess." + +Jan Cuxson, knowing of the sacrifices both human and animal offered in +bygone days to the terrible goddess, shivered as the horror of the +place seemed to close in upon him. + +"The high caste woman demanding from the Goddess of Death the boon of +life for her son, cast her jewels upon the altar and made promise of +cattle and grain and her three daughters as handmaidens in the secret +places of the temple. And I, aforetime great among the Thugs, lamented +that I had but a coal black kid to offer as a sacrifice, for behold, +Kali demands _life for life_, and _will not be denied_. + +"Flowers flung by the woman, O white man, strewed the stone floor upon +which I have worn a path during the passing of the years; hundreds of +small lights flickered in every corner, causing the shadows to dance +about these weary feet and the eyes of the great gods to shine from the +corners of the roof; and without I heard against the wall the rubbing +of the great tiger as it waited for the blood sacrifice which it +nightly devoured before the dawn, the striped cat upon which Kali rides +forth at night on her journeyings through the jungle. + +"Even as I plunged the sacrificial knife into the neck of the unworthy +sacrifice, I heard footsteps as of one running swiftly; and behold, +there came a low caste, pock-marked woman up the middle of the temple, +who flung herself at the feet of Kali, laying a sleeping babe upon the +altar steps." + +"Ah!" barely whispered Jan Cuxson with his eyes fixed upon the +fanatical old face. + +"And behold, the low caste woman was ayah in the services of one, even +a great colonel-sahib, who, being raised above his fellows, was +hastening back across the Black Water to his own land, taking with him +his one wife, and the one child of their union. + +"Loving the white girl child with the great strange love of the servant +of India for the offspring of the _feringhee_, the ayah had secretly +brought the babe in the absence of the mem-sahib upon visits of +farewell, that I might dedicate her to the goddess, binding her in +spirit for ever to the land of her birth." + +The white man sat in silence when the old man sprang to his feet, +standing relentless and formidable in the light of the one lamp. + +"See'st thou? See'st thou, sahib, my sin? The sacrifice was within my +hands, and yet I spared the child because of the woman's beseechings. +I hesitated, yea! I even asked a sign. Aye! and the sign was good, +twice pleasing to the Goddess of Death, for behold the owl hooted not, +neither was the voice of the jackal uplifted as the doe, coming from +the _right_, looked through the open door. + +"With the high caste woman I made covenant, that her male child in +return for his life should be a servant of the Black One, obeying in +all things the mandates of her priests. + +"And I held those sleeping babes upon my arm, and within the lips of +the girl child I placed the _goor_, the sacred sugar, and around her +neck the _roomal_, the noose of sacrifice. And I cut the sign of Kali +between the breasts of the man child and between the breasts of the +woman child, and marked him between the brows with her blood, and +marked her upon the forehead with his blood, so that his mind should be +her mind. And her will I bent to _my_ will, that her eyes should open +in sleep at the light of the full moon, and that she should go forth +upon the mission of the Black One, making sacrifice to the spouse of +Siva. + +"And yet, though she be bound to the secret temple and to Kali, and to +the son of princes until death shall release her, the Great Mother is +not pleased, nay, her wrath is terrible at the averted sacrifice, and +India, my land, has suffered through my fault." + +The priest stood motionless, staring down unseeingly upon the man at +his feet who spoke softly. + +"And what became of the white child?" + +"The white child, the infant _feringhee_? She lay asleep in my arms +with eyes wide open, and the high caste woman, picking up a jewel, even +one of the colour and shape of cat's eye, smeared it with the blood of +the kid, placed it above the heart of Kali, and then hung it by a +slender golden chain about the neck of the woman child. And the women, +content, departed, bearing with them the united babes, but since that +ill-begotten night my land has travailed in agony, stricken with plague +and pestilence and famine!" + +"And?" Cuxson scarcely breathed the word. + +The light of the moon slipped over the ruined wall, drawing a nimbus +round the old white head as the tall thin figure in the snow-white +garments swayed slightly. + +"I waited for the command of Kali, and after many years I sent my +beloved disciple, the son of princes, across the Black Water to bring +the white woman by the force of his will back to the land of her birth +and up to the altar steps. And now I wait--I wait--for a little, +little while." + +The old voice rose to a thin shout of triumph which lapsed into silence +as, totally oblivious of his prisoner, he sank to the ground, lost, +quite suddenly, in that wonderful abstraction of the East in which the +native can find escape from the trials of life at odd moments, and in +unaccountably odd places. + +During the long silence that followed, Jan Cuxson sat patiently puffing +at his pipe and trying to piece the strange tale together, until at an +advanced hour of the night he once more felt the hawk-like eyes fixed +upon his face. + +Eagerly he picked up the thread of the story as though there had been +no lapse. + +"You mesmerised her, you say, eighteen years ago, and you pretend you +can still bend her to your will?" + +"Nay, Sahib! Through me Kali the Terrible imprinted her will upon the +babe's tender mind those many moons ago!" + +Cuxson shook his head. + +"You can't make me believe _that_--it's rubbish--like the mango tree +and rope trick--it's impossible, simply _impossible_ to make +strong-minded, level-headed people do things against their will." + +In such wise does the westerner account to his own satisfaction for the +mysterious workings of the East. + +The old man said no word, but looked steadily between the young man's +eyes. + +"If the sahib will look to his right hand!" + +Cuxson turned his head and started. + +Eyes glaring, tail thrashing the ground, and ears flattened to the +great head, a tiger half crouched. + +"The devil!" he ejaculated, as the mouth of the great animal twisted +spasmodically. "Here's a fix." + +"The sahib will place his hand upon the tiger's head." + +"Not much!" + +"The sahib is afraid!" + +The quiet scorn of the words struck Cuxson like a whip, and he +stretched out his hand impulsively towards the smooth head with +flattened ears and glaring eyes. + +There was not a sound, though the tail swished the ground, and the huge +mouth opened slowly, showing the splendid ivories. + +"The sahib, if he is not afraid, will close his hand firmly upon the +throat!" + +Cuxson's hand closed gently upon the striped skin; then he exclaimed +sharply on perceiving that the only thing his hand grasped was air. + +"Why--what--how the----!" + +The old man nodded his head gently, and answered without a smile. "It +was the will of the Black One that the sahib should see the steed upon +which she roams the jungle at night!" + +But Cuxson was British, and would not be convinced. + +"I don't believe it," he said shortly. "That was a tame animal, which +strays in and out of the temple like a tame cat." + +"Will the sahib look at the dust upon the ground. Is there sign of +feet, marks of the body, or the lashing of the tail upon the dust?" + +Truly the dust, save for the deer marks, was undisturbed, but Cuxson +shook his head stoutly, and refused to believe the evidence of his own +eyes. + +"The sahib will not believe! Then will I make her, the white woman, +see thee, the man she desires as husband, a prisoner in the House of +Kali, covered in blood, and she will hasten forthwith to thee--and to +me!" + +Cuxson sprang to his feet with murder in his eyes, but stopped and +flung out his hands as though to thrust aside some obstacle. + +The priest laughed softly. + +"O babe in wisdom! Behold, thou shalt not be bound, yet shalt thou not +stir beyond yon temple wall until she come, and with her the son of +princes who yearns for her; then shall I lift my will from thee and tie +thee to the wall that thou mayst behold the double sacrifice of _love_ +and _life_ made to Kali the Terrible." + +The priest was gone, and Jan Cuxson sat down upon a fallen block of +masonry, covering his face with his wounded hands; and faintly from the +temple echoed the voice of the priest as he prayed to his god before +projecting his will across the space that divided him from the white +woman. + +Only for a little moment of despondency, and then he sat back and shook +his great shoulders with the light of battle in his eyes, and grim +determination in every line of the powerful jaw. + +How he was going to circumvent the priest and save his beloved he did +not know--he had no plan, but--he was going to pull it off. + +"The son of princes," he said, addressing a monkey which had flung a +stick at him from the top of the wall, "why I'd trust my dear, +bewitched or not, with a thousand sons of princes. I love her and she +loves me, you gibbering bit of fur, and d'you think _anything_ could +stand against _that_. Let her come! Just let her be within reach of +my arms, _then_ you'll see what you will see. Let the priest play into +my hands, and bring her here, the sooner the better, for _that_ is +exactly what _I_ want." + +And he laughed as he refilled his pipe, blessing the old priest for his +consideration in annexing naught but his rifle and revolver. + +Which is just about the simplest way of starting to get out of a tight +corner. + +Ignoring all obstacles, owning to no defeat. The splendid heritage of +the English speaking race. + +CHAPTER XLII + + "A good name is better than precious ointment."--_The Bible_. + + "And in its light the Star of Love aglow, + Shone with her beacon fire, a guide + and guardian still."--_Dante's Inferno_. + + +In the middle of the night Leonie lay face downwards upon her bed in +the great Eastern Hotel. + +All the luggage she had brought with her from England was stacked +around the small room, and even in the dressing-room; in fact, there +was that unfinished, unpacked air about the whole place which is +inseparable from anyone in India who is in the throes of going home. + +She had returned on the wings of panic from Benares, only to find that +the gossip which had been circulated about her had arrived well in +advance; and that, like crows after a dust cart, what remained of the +city's female population was busy pulling her to a thousand pieces with +claws and beaks sharpened by the million irritations of the hot weather. + +A dignified bearer had salaamed gravely, and handed her a chit upon her +arrival at the bungalow, where her friend was braving the pestilence of +the hot weather in comradeship with her husband, who, in the secret +places of his heart, wished to goodness she had gone to the hills with +the rest of 'em. + +Her luggage, the letter stated, had been shifted to the hotel, where a +room had been taken for her, and there would, it seemed, be plenty of +accommodation on the _City of Sparta_ which would be sailing in three +weeks' time for home. + +And that was all! + +It is wise in the hot weather to pull the purdah, which is the Indian +way of saying to shut the door, in the face of a young and unattached +girl with a tawny head and opalescent eyes; especially if the dust has +long been undisturbed upon the threshold of the secret places of the +male heart supposed to be entirely in your keeping. + +For days she had remained in her room, not daring to face the curious +glances, and subdued whispers, of the few visitors to be met with in +the marble desolation of the front hall; and not for worlds would she +have used the telephone for fear of the direct snub the wire would +surely have transmitted. + +Food she hardly touched; sleep she did, heavily, waking dull and +unrefreshed; and for hours she would sit and stare into the corners, or +peer over her shoulder into the stifling shadows, or study her face in +the mirror, wondering if her strange eyes were the eyes of a mad woman. + +The bearer had caused her long moments of worry. + +The morning after her arrival at the hotel, instead of the little, +dusky, nimble, monkey-eyed man of the night before, there had entered +one, tall and dignified, who had cleared a space on the table beside +her bed, deposited a bunch of flowers and the _chotar hazri_, or early +tea, and raising his hand to his turban had departed. + +Quite a usual procedure! But wakeful Leonie, who had indifferently +watched him through the mosquito curtain and from under the pillow +frill into which she had burrowed her head, frowned when something +familiar in the man or his movements had particularly attracted her +attention. + +Most natives look alike to the newcomer in India, but she frowned again +as she chewed the crust of buttered toast and racked her brain +fruitlessly for a clue. + +One by one she went over each city and place she had visited, each +railway journey she had made, each hotel she had stayed in. Then had +poured out a cup of tea and given it up. + +Having fruitlessly worried over this seemingly insignificant detail of +an Indian day's routine, she had impatiently countermanded the early +tea for the following mornings, and had indifferently left the really +lovely flowers which came up regularly on every tray, to the fantastic +arranging of the little dusky man who looked at her like a wistful +monkey, and slipped nimbly about the room in her service; and who, +likewise, rejoiced greatly over certain backsheesch which he, with the +joy the native has in all intrigue, imagined to be the outcome of love. + +I wonder if Europeans in India know with what interest their bearers or +ayahs watch, and what detailed accounts they could and do give of their +masters' or mistresses' love affairs, great and small, legitimate and +illegitimate. + +It is to be surmised that they do _not_! + +They were not the eyes of the nimble little bearer that were watching +from the bathroom on this particular night, when Leonie very quietly +raised herself in her sleep and, flinging back the netting, sat staring +silently into the corner nearest the door. + +She half knelt, half sat, with a faint look of surprise on her face, +which changed slowly to absolute amazement, then to the faintest +suspicion of love and happiness, during which transition her smile +reflected the glorious lights of the seventh heaven. + +"Oh, beloved!" she exclaimed, and laughed softly, the sound falling +eerily in the absolute stillness of the night, the shadows dancing +eerily upon the plaster walls as she threw out her arms. + +She flung them out in a beautiful abandonment of love, and the hidden +eyes glistened as they watched the fingers slowly curl and clench as a +look of horror crept gradually over the whole face, blotting out its +sweetness and light, changing it into a veritable mask of terror. + +A horrible dream! A nightmare! + +If you like! The label of casual explanation, tied by the string of +ignorance, never did much harm to any psychological package. + +Leonie was apparently asleep and evidently seeing things, so perforce +she must have been dreaming, for what else _could_ she have been doing! + +Anyway her heavy, unrefreshing sleep, induced by fatigue, mental +weariness, or a super-will, was very gradually being turned into a +thing of moving shapes. + +The shadows in the corner had lightened and darkened and lightened +again, lifting at last to show a half-ruined, roofless room and a +banyan tree outside an almost perfect archway. + +A wick in a coarse earthenware saucer flickered feebly in one corner, +two deer pattered swiftly across the flags and out of the door, and +very slowly a man jerked himself on to his knees and twisted his +death-white face towards the coming dawn. + +Jan Cuxson suffering the tortures of the damned, chained by his +rashness and his love to a ring in the wall with thongs of raw hide, +which were drawing blood from his wrists and staining his shirt about +his waist. + +This way and that he wrenched and tore, then stopped quite still +glaring into the shadows. + +This way and that again, hurling himself back, against the wall, +flinging himself forward until the agony of the thongs seemed to be +beyond all human endurance. + +Just for one ghastly instant, one second, he stopped, staring straight +into the eyes of his beloved, seeming to call insistently for help, his +face distorted until it lost all human semblance; then pitched forward, +hanging unconscious upon the thongs just as a priest, thin and gaunt, +with knife gleaming in his hand, rushed towards him; and Leonie, with a +piercing shriek, sprang straight out of bed, flung herself violently +against the wall, and woke up with her hands feebly groping over the +coloured plaster. + +And next evening the news that Lady Hickle had left the hotel without +her luggage, destination unknown, streaked like lightning through the +almost deserted Chowringhee, the Strand Road, the Maidan, and clubs and +bungalows. + +What a godsend is a bit of gossip in the hot weather, when your +neighbour's looks, wardrobe, and morals have been threshed bare; when +the mail has not arrived; and the hill news has only served to upset +your temperamental digestion; in fact there were little whirlpools of +excitement in the Saturday Club's stifling atmosphere, serving to add a +passing zest to the heat-stricken evening hours and pegs which no +amount of ice seemed to cool. + +Every man, high or low caste, white or not, who met Leonie, +figuratively cast himself at her slender feet. + +Men ran to do her service, they smiled in doing it, they mopped their +heated brows and cheered up, even at one hundred and two in the shade, +when she happened along to ask some good office with a smile on her red +mouth. + +She had paid her outrageous bill, left orders concerning her outrageous +luggage, and walked out of the hotel almost unnoticed, because of the +witchery of her most gracious manner which served to make her path +easy--where men were concerned of course; and without let or hindrance +she had cashed an outrageous cheque at her bank which left a few rupees +to her credit, and had walked through the building to give orders as to +her mail, and ask advice of the fair-haired, courteous young Englishman +who rose from his table as she turned away with the sweetest words of +thanks for the trouble he had taken in finding out for her how to get +quickly to the Sunderbunds. + +"I wonder why she's going there, of all places, in this infernal heat, +and in such a desperate hurry, and I wonder if she's going alone!" he +said half aloud as he drew beetles on his blotting-paper, and frowned +as somebody, breathless from heat, sank heavily into the chair on the +other side and slapped some documents on to the table. + +Leonie was acting quite subconsciously in all she did on that blazing +morning. + +Which does not mean that she was still walking in her sleep with her +eyes wide open, or that she was not aware of her own movements. + +Not at all. She was wide awake with a fixed determination to get to +the temple in the Sunderbunds as quickly as she could. + +Why?--well, who knows? + +As far as the dream was concerned her mind had been a perfect blank +when she had awakened the previous night groping over the plastered +walls; but branded across it, in letters of blood, had been the one +word Sunderbunds, standing out clearly against the fog which surrounded +something terrible she could not understand. No, she did not +understand, but she knew that everywhere she looked she saw the +lettering; and that every sound she heard, the soft slur of the lift, +the throb of the motor engine, the call of the indefatigable kite, +cried the one word aloud; and that in some inexplicable way the +resistless summons was connected with the man she loved. + +What was she to know of the working of an eastern mind in the secret +places of a Hindu temple? + +Neither did it strike her as strange that a taxi, with its flag up for +hire, should be standing opposite the bank door, blocking the way for +arriving vehicles; or that, having persistently refused many irate +would-be hirers, and patiently listened to the asperity of their +remarks, the driver should have opened the door and held it back as she +walked straight across the pavement, got in, and, without hesitating +gave the address of the Whiteway Laidlaw Company. + +It might have seemed odd to a stranger; still more odd would it have +appeared to any chance passer-by if they had overheard the following +short conversation as Leonie got out at the shop. + +"Can you drive me afterwards to Kulna?" she asked in her best but +inefficient Hindustani. + +"Even so, mem-sahib," promptly replied the lithe, good-looking son of +the East as he salaamed. "If the mem-sahib will pardon her servant he +would advise driving to Jessore and resting the night there at the dâk +bungalow, that is if the mem-sahib is not in too great haste!" + +Leonie frowned, only understanding half of what was said. + +"Don't you speak English?" + +"No, mem-sahib; but my brother, who lives near the New Market but a +minute's drive from here, speaks the mem-sahib's language. Also, he is +a good bearer, having travelled widely. If the mem-sahib permits, I +will call him to accompany her on her journey to Jessore." + +"Very well!" said Leonie, beckoning to a boy, who sprang towards her +with a huge basket which, for a few annas, he would carry round the +entire building after her, and into which she would throw her purchases +of all sizes and shapes. + +He emerged some time later jubilantly staggering with basket and hands +full. + +What a priceless mem-sahib who had not once complained about the price! + +The brother had materialised! Oh, those brothers and fathers, and +mothers and sisters, and all those relations who are always so +strangely near at hand in India! + +"If I may offer a suggestion," said the soft voice in the delightfully +choice English of the educated native of India who has sojourned in +England, "it would be that we drive only to Jessore, stopping at +Bongong dâk bungalow for tiffin. If the mem-sahib is sight-seeing, I +will arrange everything in the most convenient and pleasant manner for +her. From here to Kulna in one day would be a long and wearisome +journey in this great heat." + +Leonie half turned with the slightest frown as she passed her hand over +her eyes. + +Once again had come that suggestion of something familiar--a suggestion +too fleeting to be caught. + +"You can do exactly as you think best as long as I start for the +Sunderbunds to-morrow morning." + +"The public boat does not start for three days, mem-sahib." + +"I can hire a private launch, can I not? Money is no object, only +speed." + +"Easily, mem-sahib. Consider it arranged!" + +Leonie lifted her head for half a second, showing her face deathly +white, the crimson line of her beautiful mouth and the shadow-encircled +eyes emphasised by the dark green silk lining of her topee. + +She glanced quickly at the dignified figure beside her on the pavement +and looked away. + +You do not, as a rule, recognise people you have met in your sleep; +neither had her memory been impressed with the passing glimpses she had +caught of the handsome face in the British Museum and during the +_chotar shikar_. + +No, in spite of the tugging of her memory, there was nothing to link +this person in the spotless white turban and full-skirted coat of the +bearer to her fastidious self. + +Neither did that strange anonymous gift of glorious pearls which was +round her neck even then, or an unaccounted for mark upon her shoulder, +help her in any way. + +She leaned back listlessly as her newly acquired bearer arranged the +newly bought suit-case and the various packages. + +It was an absurd way of starting out on a jungle trip, picking up a car +any old how out of the streets, and a bearer from the labyrinths of the +bazaar without even glancing at his chits, which, even it she had, +would probably have been forgeries. + +She had certainly had the sense to put on her knee-high boots and +knee-length skirt, a low collared shirt waist and sports coat, also a +topee; but, wishing to leave no clue as to her future movements at the +hotel, she had slung everything else pell-mell into her trunks, locked +and left them to be fetched and stored at her bank. + +It had obviated the calling of a car and the giving of an address to +the hall porter, but it had forced her to buy everything she might be +likely to require for a day or two's sojourn in the waste places of an +Indian jungle. + +She had thought of everything with one exception, and that, of course, +the one item which should have been the most important on the list. + +Of weapons of defence she had none. + +But then, what was she to know of the workings of the mind of the man +sitting with his back to her as the car turned and sped swiftly down +the streets, which seem to stretch endlessly, until you strike the +heavenly tree-lined road which leads you through Dum Dum and other +well-known places to the river edge. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII + + "Thence shall I pass, approved + A man, for ay removed + From the developed brute; a god, + Though in the germ."--_Browning_. + + +Blazing hot simply did not describe the degree of heat which pressed +down upon and around Leonie as she sat totally unconscious of it on the +verandah of the Bongong dâk bungalow. + + +For the benefit of those who have not experienced the assorted joys of +travelling in India, a dâk--pronounced dork--bungalow is a travellers' +rest, humble or spacious, presided over or not, as the case may be, by +a simple and courteous native. They are to be found dotted about +everywhere--in jungles, on roads, and outside ruined cities; and there +you can stay for an hour or a night, sleeping in comfort, provided you +have brought your own bedding and mosquito netting; eating according to +the contents of your hamper. + +In the cooler hours vivid flashes of orange and black, or black and +red, or turquoise blue and green, or white flit across from tree to +tree; parrots chatter, crows scream, and the brain-fever bird soothes +or irritates you according to your mood, and you tap your fingers on +the table in time to the metallic anvil cry of the coppersmith bird, +until a tiger-ant or some such voracious insect claims your undivided +attention. + +In the heat of noon the only sounds to break the intense stillness are +the metallic anvil cry of the aforesaid coppersmith bird, and the +never-ceasing call of his brain-fever brother. + +Except for your own there is no movement whatever--the voracious insect +is always with you. + +Quite alone in the bungalow, with her back to the open bedroom, Leonie +sat undisturbed, with her eyes fixed unseeingly upon the tree-lined +road, and a torrent of disconnected thought swirling through her mind. + +Exactly what she was doing, and why she was doing it, she had no idea; +she only knew that do it she must, and was content to let it rest. + +Programme or plan she had none, only an intolerable desire to get to +the ruined temple in the jungle. + +For what? + +She had no notion! She had to get there quickly, that was all she knew. + +She sat on, with her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands, +without stirring; in fact you would have sworn she was asleep so still +was she in the silence broken only by the two birds. + +She could see the car a little way down the road awaiting her, with the +driver curled up sound asleep beside it at the foot of a tree; the +bearer asleep too somewhere, she surmised hazily, as the sound of the +packing of the hamper had altogether ceased. + +And then something, instinct maybe, or whatever you like to label the +incorporeal look-out in our psychological crow's nest, whispered to her +that it might be wise if she awoke to her surroundings. + +There had not been a sound, nevertheless she felt that somebody stood +quite near to her. + +She did not move her head, but her eyes flashed quickly to right and +left, and she frowned ever so slightly when she remembered that her +revolver had been left behind in Calcutta, safely tucked away at the +bottom of her dressing-case. + +As is the usual way when a revolver is owned by woman. + +Nothing stirred except the little curls on the nape of her neck, which +quivered when she shivered involuntarily. + +It happens every day in India! The land where curtains take the place +of wooden doors, and a deferential servant on noiseless, unshod feet +glides into your chamber unannounced, and stands patiently behind you +until it pleases your august self to turn and acknowledge his humble +presence. + +That's what you think, anyway. + +And it takes quite a time to become accustomed to the noiselessness of +this proceeding, and to control the start which gives you away +completely. + +Leonie could stand the uncertainty no longer, she suddenly swept round +in her chair, and remained quite still with her mouth slightly open, +and her eyes fixed upon the face of her bearer. + +He was just behind her chair, his white full-skirted coat touching the +back of it, his arms folded; but as Leonie turned he took one step back +and salaamed with both hands before his face, completely hiding the +blazing eyes for the one second sufficient for them to regain their +normal placid, indifferent look, as he gently made it known that all +was ready if the mem-sahib desired to depart or to sleep. + +Yes, his eyes _had_ blazed as they rested upon the gracious lines of +this woman he loved, but whom, before he had known her, he had vowed, +in the transports of his religion, to bring unto his god. + +Yes! and the whole body of this magnificent being, vowed to holiness by +his parents, _had_ trembled as he stood close to her sweet-scented +person; so close that it had seemed as though he stood knee deep in a +bed of clover at dawn. + +Yes! and he was alone with her, with the knowledge of his power upon +her mind; yet he would not have touched one hair of her head, nor laid +a finger upon her against her will, even though she was absolutely at +his mercy, and the inner room was misty with shadows. + +They are gentlemen of the finest type, these pure bred sons of India; +not the ravening beasts of prey towards women described so minutely, +and with such nauseating detail, in various religious and altruistic +pamphlets; little literary atrocities written mostly by men and women +who have gathered their experiences of the East from an exhibition or +two at the White City or Earl's Court, and their data from their own +scurrilous minds. + +Bad types there are in every country! But for pity's sake let these +social reformers stick to the West, and start on those who make it +unpleasant, if not unsafe, for an honest, well-groomed woman, with +pretty feet and veiled face, to walk slowly by day, or by night, +through the so-called decent streets of London town. + +Let them leave the fine, cultured men of India to their own gods and +their own customs, remembering that their ways are not our ways; for +which those of them who have tarried in our country, return thanks as, +laying an offering of thanksgiving before their god, they lift the +purdah, behind which awaits the modest, gentle little maid; perfumed +with the scents of the East instead of the aroma of whisky or brandy +pegs allied to the tobacco of Turkey or Virginia; and unbesmirched by +the close embrace of the fox-trot which caused a certain Maharajah, on +a visit to England, to remark to an Englishwoman: + +"Why! I thought----" + +Well, perhaps 'twere better that the damning commentary should be left +unwritten. + +It was late in the evening when Leonie questioned her servant. + +"Does the serang know exactly where I want to go? And how quickly can +he get there?" + +She was having dinner, and quite a good one, in the front part of the +living-room in Jessore's dâk bungalow. This room can be divided into +two by means of a curtain drawn across, and you can listen, in fact you +are obliged to listen, if there is another party ensconced behind, +either to the furtive love-whispers of those who should not be there, +or the frank abuse of each other of the _bonâ fide_ couple suffering +from intense heat and long years of matrimony. + +Leonie spoke over her shoulder in the direction of the bedroom, where +the bearer was arranging the mosquito net, her toilet things, and her +new-bought dainty night attire. + +It you are the right type or caste everything always goes smoothly for +you in India; if you are not it most emphatically does _not_; so she +had not given a thought to the extraordinary ease with which her wishes +seemed to be carried out, in fact forestalled. + +"It is the same serang who took the mem-sahib when she went on the +_shikar_ and killed the man-eating tiger. The two coolies to carry the +mem-sahib's luggage have been hired, and the boat will be moored +to-morrow night!" + +"To-morrow _night_," said Leonie, the light from the adjoining room +throwing up her white face against the shadows of the quickly falling +night. "But it took us _two_ nights to get there last time." + +"We are going a shorter way, mem-sahib. The launch will be moored in a +big creek on the front of the island at which the mem-sahib landed last +time. A small boat will take us through the very narrow creek, which +encircles the island, to the other side near which the temple stands. +There will not be much walking for the mem-sahib, she can proceed +immediately to the temple in time to see the sunrise, or pass the night +in a _suapattah_----" + +"Oh! never _that_!" said Leonie most decidedly, thinking of her last +experience. + +"But this hut is clean, mem-sahib!" + +Leonie turned right round in her chair. + +"How do you know that the last hut was not?" + +"All huts are dirty, mem-sahib." + +There was not a sign of confusion on the calm well-bred face, and he +stood like a statue as Leonie, unconsciously striving for light in the +darkness, continued her questioning. + +"How did you know I wanted to go to the same place--to the temple, I +mean?" + +"I did not know, the mem-sahib told the chauffeur!" + +At the last word Leonie lifted her head, and her eyes rested intently +upon the handsome face in the doorway between the two rooms. + +"No! I did not!" + +"The great heat of the day doubtless caused the mem-sahib to forget the +order she gave to her servant." + +Never argue with a native of India, because educated or not he will +invariably, and with the utmost courtesy, make you feel at the end of +the argument that, if not a born, you are at least an excellent +temporary liar. + +"Did your parents have you taught your remarkable English?" + +"The mem-sahib is too kind to inquire." + +In India you do not show curiosity about your servants' private affairs +or their families, it is not expected, it is not understood; and at the +silence which followed the answer Leonie, feeling herself rebuked, rose +from the table, and walked out on to the verandah to hide the colour +which swept her face from chin to brow. + +In the middle of the night, when suddenly and unaccountably aroused +from a restless doze, she spoke sharply as her eyes rested on a white +figure prone upon the floor in the reflected light of the moon. + +"_Bearer_!" + +Her voice was indignant, and the man with one movement rose to his feet +and salaamed. + +"What _do_ you mean by sleeping in my room?" + +Dear heaven, how he loved her as she sat like an image of wrath behind +the mosquito net with the sheet pulled up to her neck. + +"There are three doors to the mem-sahib's bedroom, and as the blinds +fit badly, except for the presence of her servant, there is nothing to +prevent a pariah dog, a jackal, or a thief from entering." + +"Please leave my room and sleep somewhere else. I do not like it, and +I am quite safe." + +Leonie, feeling acutely the want of dignity in her bunched-up attitude, +did not know what to say when the man refused suavely, but point-blank, +to leave her. + +"I regret that I cannot obey, as the mem-sahib is in my care, and I am +responsible for her safety; but until the day breaks I will keep watch +at the foot of the bed where the mem-sahib's eyes cannot rest upon her +servant!" + +Oh! Leonie! Leonie! With that strange, angry, and unaccounted-for +mark still upon your shoulder, if only you knew what a fuss you were +making over nothing. + +But she said thank you quite nicely when _chotar hazri_ was placed +beside her bed in the early morning, to the refreshing sound of water +being heaved into the tin bath in the dressing-room. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV + + "If thou faintest in the day of adversity, + thy strength is small."--_The Bible_. + + +Jan Cuxson was walking round and round the ruined chamber, pausing at +the doors as he passed them to look out at the seemingly never-ending +jungle; he would have reminded any onlooker of some caged beast as he +went monotonously round and round. + +He was rather a desperate sight, too, with harassed eyes in a gaunt +face, and his open shirt exposing a somewhat emaciated chest; not that +he had been starved, far from it; but eat you ever so heartily, fill +your interior with all the fatty substances, real or artificial, in the +world, worry will push in your cheek and temple, draw canals of woe +from your nose to your mouth, and force your cheek-bone, nose, and ribs +into high relief. + +Of course he ought to have had a many days' growth of beard all over +the face; but, owing to one particular fad, he had not; and thank +goodness! for it would have been simply appalling to have had to end +the book with the hero looking like a woolly hearthrug. + +His fad which saves the situation was that when travelling either for +hours or for days his safety razor invariably travelled in his pocket; +and the old priest had smiled when he caught him in the act of +lathering his face, less successfully, it is true, than more, with a +finger tip smeared in ghee, which is clarified fat; and had come back +later with a handful of stuff which looked for all the world and felt +almost as sticky as French almond rock, a certain vegetable root, +slightly acid of smell, which lathers beautifully in hot or cold water, +and which, in some districts, the natives use as soap. + +He was simply in an agony of mind. + +He had stormed, and threatened, and pleaded in turn, and offered the +whole of his kingdom in exchange for her safety--all of which had made +about as much impression upon the priest as a few snowflakes would upon +the Himalayas. + +His one and only attempt at escape, which had taken place twenty-four +hours before, had been a dire failure. + +Roaming around the courtyard outside his chamber, which seemed +curiously near, and yet cut off from the rest of the temple, he had +heard the tinkle of silver anklets, the sound of a native woman's +high-pitched laugh, and the bleating of a goat. + +And the thought struck him that if a woman had come to seek counsel of +the priest she must have come through the jungle by some safe road +known to the native, and she would have to go back by the same road; +and if he could only find the way into the temple itself, and watch her +from the shadows, what would be easier than to follow her and reach +Leonie in time to save her from the disaster and death threatening her. + +Although the thought of the death straight to which Leonie was coming, +blindfolded by the curse upon her, made his blood run cold and turned +his heart to stone at the knowledge of his own impotence, the picture +of what might happen to her at the hands of the native crazed with +religion and love well-nigh drove him frantic. + +He was absolutely at the priest's mercy. + +A stronger will than his own allowed him to wander so far and no +farther; indeed, he had been powerless even to reach the block of +stones from behind which the priest appeared when upon visiting bent, +and around which he disappeared when he went to worship before his god. + +"I am like a damned hen with a chalk circle drawn round it!" Cuxson had +exclaimed when he tried over and over again to pass the invisible line; +and he cursed aloud as he felt the deep sleep creeping upon him at +various hours of the day and night, and from which there was no escape, +try as he would to keep awake. + +But upon the day when he heard the tinkle of silver anklets and the +bleating of the goat, something, just as curiously incomprehensible, +had urged him to walk to the ruined mass of stones which hid the +priest's entrance and exit; and he had walked across the sun-stricken +court without let or hindrance, or covering to his head, and had found +on the other side a low doorway almost choked with jungle growth. + +He had not paused to think nor plan; he had merely bent his tall figure +and crept through and down the narrow, decaying passage, along which, +dotted irregularly here and there, shone little lights in tiny +earthenware saucers. He had paused once or twice, sickened by the +sight of offerings of which a description is not necessary, and +shivered, strong man though he was, when he had met the eyes of gods +leering, or glaring at him from little hewn-out shrines in the +crumbling masonry. + +His feet made no sound, for the narrow way was choked with the dust of +ages, and he gave no thought to what might lurk in the shadows in the +shape of beast or reptile, so intent was he on reaching the place which +held the woman, and which had seemed near when she had laughed, and +unaccountably far away as he stole stealthily forward. + +The passage twisted at every few yards, and once he had found himself +at a dead end in what he thought must be the priest's living room, as +far as he could make out by the dim light coming through a tiny +aperture high up in the wall. He had dimly seen a bed of leaves, a +single covering, and an earthenware platter and jug, before he turned +quickly and retreated when something hissed softly and rustled among +the leaves. + +Having got back into the passage and made some considerable headway, he +was almost choked, when on turning a corner he had been enveloped in a +sickly sweet smell of many flowers, allied to some sickening odour to +which he could give no name; and then he had stopped dead, and +flattened himself against the wall as he realised that he had come out +by the side of the altar into the temple itself. + +Arranged neatly on each side of the doorway were glittering brass +vessels, brass trays, and little piles of tiny earthenware saucers; to +his left was tethered a black kid, which lay contentedly upon a heap of +dying flowers; near it was what appeared to be a miniature guillotine +stained almost black; and above his head, in front of him and hanging +from a hook in a huge, upstanding block of granite, glittered, a short, +needle-pointed knife. + +One knife? + +Nay! two, three, a dozen, scores, thousands, thousands of glittering +knives whirled around his head; and hundreds of goats grinned from +corners and capered about his feet, and millions of evil eyes winked at +him from the dusky shadows; and voices rose in choirs, male and female +voices, whispering, laughing, singing. Louder, still louder, rising +like some all-conquering flood, while silver anklets clashed until the +brain was nigh to splitting with the din. + +He must see, he _must_ see, and watch the women who laughed shrilly and +often; he must see the front of that great block of stone which barred +his way to Leonie. Yes! Of course that was it, just that one great +block of stone which kept him from his love. + +Jan Cuxson made a mighty effort to move his heathen foot over the inch +of threshold which separated him from the holy place. His breath came +in gasps, and the veins stood out in knots upon his forehead as he +pushed with both hands at the empty air; he fought like a mad dog to +overcome that mighty force arrayed against him which neither advanced +nor retreated, but was just _there_. + +Then as something out of the void struck him cruelly between the eyes +he gave a mighty shout which made no sound at all, and fell with a +crash, scattering the brass vessels and tiny earthenware saucers to the +four corners of the space around the altar. + +Sunstroke?--well, _hardly_. + +Because the next morning, when he awoke with the hide thongs fastening +him by the wrist and the waist to the ring in the wall, he felt fit, +and fresh, and extremely wide awake. + +Perhaps it was that the blow, or whatever had struck Jan Cuxson down on +the threshold of the temple, had served to sharpen his wits; anyway, +for some unknown reason, words uttered by the priest on the first day +of his imprisonment began to repeat themselves over and over again in +his brain, as he sat uncomfortably with his back to the wall and his +eyes fixed with a certain crafty understanding upon a piece of rusty +metal half hidden under a fallen brick. + +Wherefore he wheedled and cajoled when the priest came to visit him +until the thongs were unfastened and his somewhat prescribed liberty +restored. + +"Only until the shadows fall, sahib," the old man said as he gathered +the hide thongs in his hands. "Tonight is the night of the full moon +and the white woman is even now approaching." + +"Leonie---I mean the mem-sahib--is in the _jungle_--with whom?" + +"Verily, sahib, with the man who loves her!" + +"Oh, my _God_!" said Cuxson slowly. "How do you know?" + +"_We_ need no wires or poles to carry us news, sahib! We have a surer +way, aye, and a quicker one. Struggle not to-night, sahib, when I tie +you to the ring in the wall. Bound you must be, for the Black One has +spoken; and it is her pleasure that I shall lift my will from you, even +as I did by mischance yesterday. India has suffered through this white +woman; my people have been tormented by her, and Kali, the Black One, +has commanded that the sufferings of the land shall be wiped out in the +white woman's blood, and the torments of the people in your torments." + +It has been said that Jan Cuxson was plodding to a degree akin to +slowness. + +He was! But you may be sure that if an idea came to him even at the +eleventh hour it would be a good idea and would be developed until it +reached an advanced stage of perfection. + +Some time after the priest had departed he drew the piece of metal, +which proved to be the broken blade of a knife, from under the fallen +stone, slipped it into his pocket, and was as well content as his +harassed mind and overwrought imagination would allow him to be. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV + + "Behold, thou art fair, my beloved, + thou art fair!"--_S. of Solomon_. + + "Yea! he is altogether lovely."--_S. of Solomon_. + + +With her bearer's hand to balance her, Leonie stepped off the gangway +into the rocking, canoe-shaped boat, made in the dim past by digging +out the interior of some tree trunk, and in the bows of which were +huddled the coolies with her luggage. + +Two bronze-hued rowers, nude save for the loin cloth, paddled the boat +round the bends of the narrow creek with a dexterity due to habit; and +then by chance or misfortune wedged her firmly into a glutinous +mud-bank from out of which it took the five men two hours and every +ounce of their united strength to push her. + +It is not wise to wade waist or knee deep in a Sunderbunds creek, and +clear a boat with a yo-heave-ho, for fear of some festive mugger, which +means alligator, lurking in the mud. + +She had therefore no option but to pass the night well above the jungle +perils in the _suapattah_ hut, like a cockatoo screeching defiance at a +cat from the safety of its perch; and to which safety you climb almost +flat on your face by means of a rocking, slender bamboo ladder, and +with about as much grace as a monkey manipulating a stick. + +There was a sharp tussle of wills after the dinner of which Leonie +partook on the small platform which comes between the top of the ladder +and the low door of the hut. + +Having arranged her bedding and mosquito curtains as best he could, and +seen to it that one of the low caste coolies negotiated the ladder with +a gourd of water upon his head and placed it upon the floor in the +mem-sahib's bed-chamber, her bearer, when Leonie retired for the night, +drew up the ladder and curled himself up in a corner. + +Almost stifled by the heat of the interior she came out again in search +of fresh air, and stared in amazement at the white figure as he sprang +to his feet perilously near the edge of the platform. + +No! nothing would move him from his post during the night, nothing. + +"But I am perfectly safe up here," remonstrated Leonie, "when you have +gone to the other hut I can quite easily pull the ladder up!" + +"Even so, mem-sahib," quietly replied the man, "but the mem-sahib is +not accustomed to these heights; there are no railings to the platform, +and one false step would send her crashing to the ground." + +"But I am going to _bed_," Leonie persisted. "Besides, if I did move I +can see quite plainly, it's almost full moon!" + +There was a barely perceptible pause and then; + +"Yes, mem-sahib, it is the full moon!" + +Leonie, stricken dumb in the belief that the story of her mental plight +had reached even to the bazaar, turned back and re-entered her +so-called bedroom, drawing a purdah made of _golaputtah_ leaves across +the door, and leaving her bearer to his own devices and thoughts. + +Which were utterly of her as he divested himself of his outer raiment, +and nude save for the loin cloth, sat like a bronze statue in the +overpowering heat of the night; and even as "the eagle flying forth +beats down his wings upon the earth," his thoughts beat down so +forcibly upon her mind that at midnight she arose in her sleep and +lifting the purdah walked out on to the platform. + +She walked straight forward, too far from the man for him to pull her +back; and in too deep a trance for him to have stopped her with safety +to her brain. His face was that of one tortured as he rose to his feet +and threw out his hands; and the sweat came out in great beads upon his +forehead under the supreme effort of will, which pulled her up within +an inch of certain death. + +For one long moment she stood with arms upstretched to the moon shining +in all its glory, then swung round and crossed to where he stood +against the hut. + +"Yes?" she said gently. "You called me!" + +The man drew his breath quickly as he looked at her, and forgot his +gods in his love, and his passions in the innate nobility of his soul. + +She looked for all the world like a mere schoolgirl in her over-long, +kimono-shaped, diaphanous night garment, with her hair hanging in two +great plaits, and her eyes and mouth lit by the suspicion of a smile. + +"Sit down!" he said gently, and she sank to the ground as easily and +with all the graceful suppleness of a native woman. + +"Yes!" she repeated. "You called me! What is it you desire?" + +She made a little gesture inviting him to sit beside her, and he sank +to the ground, lying prone at her knees with his chin in his hands, +staring straight into the green eyes which shone strangely, and looked +at him unblinkingly. + +"Tell me what you think of me," he said, speaking in the merest whisper +out of the depth of his love. "Tell me, and I will tell you what I +think of you--thou lotus bud," he finished desperately in his own +tongue. + +Leonie answered in the sweetest, purest Hindustani, using the beautiful +strange metaphors of India to describe the human body. + +"Thou art," she said. "Thou art--how can I tell thee I----" + +She stopped, laughing down at him as she put both hands out on a level +with her chin, palm upwards, towards him, in a little supplicating +gesture. + +"_Tell_ me!" + +"Behold," she said softly as she passed the tips of her fingers from +his forehead to his chin. "Behold is thy face softly rounded like the +egg of a bird, and thy brow is even as a tautened bow----" + +A great tremor shook the man at the touch of her hand, but he made no +movement as he broke across her words. + +"And thy face so fair, so dear, is even like the _pan_ leaf, and thy +dark brows like the _neem_ leaf disturbed by the wind, when thou art +displeased with him who so loveth thee. Yet when thou art not angry, +are thy drooping lids like the water-lily in their sweet repose. Thy +ears, those can I not see--ah!" + +Leonie laughed softly as the very tips of her fingers passed down the +side of his face. + +"And thine are like vultures with drooping head, and thy nose----" + +"Thine," he interrupted, twisting his head to evade the exquisite agony +of her touch, "is like a _sesame_ flower, and thy nostrils even unto +the seed of the barbarti, and thy lips--oh! thy lips are the +_bandihuli_ flower." + +He raised his face with agony in his eyes, closing them as she lightly +touched his mouth. + +"_Thy_ mouth is even as the _bimba_ fruit, which is warm and soft, and +thy chin is like a mango stone, and thy neck like unto a conch shell +which I encircle with both hands." + +She spanned his neck with the outspread thumbs and little fingers of +both hands, and laughed as he pulled them apart and buried his face in +his arms. + +"Dost fear?" she said. "Dost fear that I shall strangle thee? _Dost +fear_?" she repeated with a certain sharp note in the voice which +caused the man to look up quickly and straight into her eyes, upon +which she laughed quietly. + +"Tell me," he insisted gently, "tell me what thou thinkest of me!" + +"Ah!" she whispered, "thy shoulders are like the head of an elephant +and thy long arms are as the trunk, and the strength of thy breast is +even as that of a fastened door--which love perchance may open," the +heavy lids half-closed over her eyes as she slowly drew the finger-tips +of both hands down towards the slim waist, and the man's teeth drew +blood from his under lip. + +"Thy middle is like a lion's, so slender is it, and----" + +He stopped her fiercely as he twisted on to his right elbow and seized +both her hands in his left. + +"And the suppleness of thy arms, and the softness of thy limbs are like +the young _plaintain_ tree, and thy fingers are the buds of the +_champaka_ flower." He spoke rapidly, crushing her hands cruelly. +"The bone of thy knee showing whitely through thy garment is shaped +even as the shell of a crab, and the whiteness of the bone from thy +knee to thy slender ankle is like a full-roed fish----" + +"And thy feet and thy hands, O Lord, are as the young leaves of plants!" + +To which he replied through the teeth that were closed. + +"And thine so small, so dear, are as lotus buds--lotus buds swaying at +dawn in the wind of love." + +She smiled divinely as she stretched one perfect bare foot from under +her garment, and bent her head to catch the words as he passionately +whispered the Vega hymn. + +"Want thou the body of me, the feet; want thou the eyes; want the +thighs; let the eyes, the hair of thee, desiring me, dry up in love. + +"I make thee cling to my arm, cling to my heart; that thou mayest be in +my power, come unto my intent. + +"They----" + +He stopped, convulsed with passion, and bending kissed her feet. + +"Ah! thy hands, thy feet, are like lotus buds--lotus buds which I love, +even if they be drenched in blood." + +He leapt to his feet and caught Leonie's wrist in the vice of his hand +as she sprang upright in one movement, laughing as she pointed at his +mouth. + +"Blood," she whispered, "blood--it is warm--it drops slowly--slowly----" + +She ran her fingers across his mouth, and shook with hideous silent +laughter as she showed him the tips stained red. + +"Come," she said, "come--she is calling--calling----" and she struck at +the hand which gripped her shoulder, and tried to shake herself free. + +"Come!" said the man, looking straight into her eyes, "come with me." + +She slid her hand into his, and followed him docilely as he lifted the +reed purdah and entered her bedroom. + +"Lie down!" + +He lifted the netting and pointed to the bed. + +As he towered above her the scarlet mouth in the uplifted face was on a +level with his shoulder, as she smiled distractingly and raised her +hands palm upwards in a little supplicating gesture. + +"My Lord!" she whispered. "My Lord!" + +The temptations of all the ages, and the overpowering passion of his +own glowing East rose about him like a flood; he shook from head to +foot as she laid herself down and drawing the sheet about her whispered +again, "My Lord!" + +They were alone in the jungle, and his will was hers; she was as a bit +of wax upon which he might imprint his seal; there was no one to say +him nay if he should draw her unto his intent. + +And he loved her. + +Yes! he loved her, and because of the overpowering strength of this +love he knelt beside her and placed his fingers upon her temples. + +"Sleep, beloved," he whispered, "sleep--the women that are of pure +odour--all of them--we--make--sleep." + +And Leonie slept peacefully and undisturbed until the dawn, because +Madhu Krishnaghar, with his face buried in his arms, who lay across the +threshold of her bedroom, was one of the splendid type that India +breeds--an Indian nobleman. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI + + "Out of the abundance of the heart, + the mouth speaketh."--_The Bible_. + + +One thing after another happened to prevent Leonie from continuing what +remained of the journey during the cooler hours of sunrise. + +One coolie strayed and was not retrieved until the other two men were +hoarse from shouting, then another ran something into his foot, which +was only extracted after a mighty fuss, and something akin to a major +operation, skilfully performed with the bearer's knife and a few thorns +plucked from the bush. + +Last but not least, as they were on the point of starting, a snake +about two yards long had blithely wriggled its shining length across +their very path; and nothing short of hours of prayer and offerings to +their gods would move the coolies along that path after such a sign of +ill omen; no! rather than budge an inch they would have laid down in +their tracks and died of snake-bite, or a marauding tiger; and Leonie +was far too wise a traveller to lose sight of her luggage for one +second--in India. + +Although she had no idea why she was in such haste, she inwardly +fretted at the hours lost, but passed them with outward patience in the +shade of the jungle trees; eating what was brought her, and sleeping +away the afternoon stretched on a rug; unconscious of the fact that her +bearer sat behind her head, fanning her face gently, and with the +lightest and deftest of fingers removing the various insects, long and +short, fat and thin, smooth or horny, which seemed to have taken +unlimited return tickets for the journey over her body. + +They had been for some time on the way, the coolies trapesing behind to +the tune of some monotonous chant; and the moon was beginning to fling +handsful of silver out of her heavenly mint when Leonie, overcome by a +most unromantic craving for tea, gave the order to halt. + +"How much farther is it?" she asked, as she busied herself with a +spirit lamp and a tin of evaporated milk. + +Her bearer looked up at the moon. + +"Another half-hour, mem-sahib, and we reach the outer walls of the +temple--ah! allow me----" + +Leonie had dropped a teaspoon and was bending to pick it up, but +instead, straightening herself with the kind of snap an over-strung +violin string gives when it breaks, took one step forward and fixed her +eyes on her servant's face. + +"Of course," she said, speaking half to herself, "of course--no wonder +I thought I knew you--I saw you in London once--and it was you I saw on +the station--and your voice----" she clasped her hands together and +took a step quickly backwards--"you were the guide in the tiger hunt, +you--you have been following me--you are dogging me--hunting me +down--why--tell me why? What harm have I done you?--tell me?" + +Her eyes, which were shining strangely in the quickly falling night, +swept the man before her from head to foot, and she instinctively threw +out her hands and took another step backwards as she realised at last +his extraordinary beauty. + +"Why is the mem-sahib _afraid_? What has her servant done to cause +trouble to her soul? He meant but to lighten her load, and make smooth +her path." + +Leonie, with the desire common among women to hide the tell-tale +expression of their faces by the movement of their hands, knelt and +began fiddling among the tea things. + +"Sit down," she said abruptly, pointing to-the ground on the other side +of the earthy tea-table, "and tell me everything." + +"Nay, mem-sahib! A humble native may not sit in the presence of a +white woman." + +Leonie lifted her head. + +"Sit down," she said simply. + +And there in the heart of the jungle, by the side of the fire that had +been lighted to scare off any animal, they sat, those two splendid +specimens of two splendid races divided by custom and colour, while he +told her the strange story of the night on which they had both been +dedicated to the Goddess of Destruction, and the happenings thereafter. + +"Do you mean to tell me that you willed me to come to you in the museum +that day in London?" + +He looked straight into her perplexed eyes as he answered slowly: + +"I felt that if I could draw you through the ebb and flow and the +floods of London traffic, I could do as I would with you on the plains +of India. I did not know you--_then_!" + +"And the priest has made me come to the temple--against my will?" + +"Even so." + +"And what is to happen to me there to-night?" + +"A danger threatens you, beautiful white woman, a great danger +threatens you from which I alone can save you, yea! and will in spite +of all the gods!" + +"_You_ will save _me_--_you_--and why?" + +"Because I love you!" + +The words were out, and Leonie, springing to her feet, drew back as the +man rose and stood motionless in the dancing shadows thrown by the fire. + +"What do you mean? Oh, how dare you----" + +"How dare I--_dare_ I--tell you that I love you and want you for wife? +Why should I not love you from your beautiful head to your perfect +feet? Why should you not be my wife? Because I am what you call +_black_? because of this colouring of my skin which, outside my own +land, damns me to eternity, and bars me from all that I desire? Nay, +you _shall_ listen, and you _shall_ answer! You _will_, will you not?" + +The voice had dropped from the pitch of fierce denunciation to the +sound as of a deep river flowing in pleasant places, and Leonie nodded +mutely, succumbing, as is the way of woman, to the entrancing pastime +of playing with fire. + +She closed her eyes and clasped her hands tightly together when the +man, stepping across the barriers of interracial convention, came and +stood just behind her shoulder without touching her withal, and spoke +in his own tongue. + +"Ah, woman, I would call thee wife. Behold, I have much to offer: a +great name, vast wealth, palaces, broad lands, jewels, elephants, +villages; the esteem of my people, the love of my father and of my +mother, of whom I am the only son. All of which is nothing, nothing +compared with my love for thee. A love as virgin as the snow upon the +Everlasting Hills, swifter than Mother Ganges, deeper than the Indian +Ocean, and higher than the vault of heaven. What matter custom, or +law, or regulation, or colour, when such a love as mine is offered? +Thou as my wife, _thou_, and thy children my only children. Am I not +beautiful? even as beautiful a male as thou art a female? Would not +the days and the nights, the months and the years be as +heaven--together? _Love me_--nay! say but that I may call thee wife. +Give me thy promise and I will save thee!" + +"Save me?--from what?" + +Leonie turned and faced this splendid lover, shivering slightly as a +low moaning wind rustled the leaves of the trees and stirred the +undergrowth. + +"Even from death!" + +"Death?" she said quietly, looking straight into the man's eyes. +"_Death_--for _me_? Why I thought I was being willed to the temple to +make sacrifice to your god?" + +"To-night thou must surely die unless I save thee." + +"Oh! you are mistaken," came the quick, decisive reply. "Why, if I was +murdered, the whole Empire would be up in arms." + +"The British Raj would not know," was the quiet answer. + +"Oh! but----" + +"You have not seen the Fort of Agra, the sad, dead palace. There, in +the dungeons, is a beam stretched across the hidden wells and marked +with the fret of a rope. Many a beautiful woman has swung from that +beam by neck, or feet, or wrists, and her body dropped through the well +into the Holy Jumna without the knowledge of any save her master and +her executioner." + +"Oh!--oh! don't----" + +"Twice," continued the quiet voice relentlessly, "the sacrifice has +been averted, but _now_ the hour has come. Thou art here alone, none +knowing, and I--I _alone_ can save thee. And will not Kali, our +mother, raise her hands in blessing upon us united, even as we were +united when babes, and being appeased, lift the curse from off the +land. She is soft and gentle, treading lightly upon life's stony +paths, Uma so sweet, Parvati, daughter of the eternal snows. Oh! +woman, say that thou wilt be my wife, for behold, are we not marked +with the same mark which----" + +"Mark? _What_ mark?" Leonie questioned abruptly, looking back over her +shoulder, her mouth perilously near to his as he bent his head slightly +towards her; and there fell a little silence in which the thudding of +his heart could be felt against the silk thread of her jersey. + +"Between thy breasts, thou white dove, hast thou no mark?" + +Leonie tried to speak, and failing, nodded her russet head. + +"Even so, it is the mark of Kali which the priest cut upon thee and me, +uniting us all those moons ago in the Mother." + +She turned completely round and faced the man with a little look of +wonder in her eyes. + +"I have so often wondered about the--the little mark," she said. "But +you see--how could I marry you--I could not, do not--love you!" + +"Love," he said quietly. "_Love_! Thou wilt love me, aye! thou wilt +love me in thy waking hours, even as thou wouldst have loved me in thy +sleep if--if the gods had not intervened." + +"You--have--been with me--in--my--sleep?" she whispered. + +"When thou didst walk in thy sleep!" + +CHAPTER XLVII + + "For jealousy is the rage of a man; + therefore he will not spare in the day + of vengeance."--_The Bible_. + + +Suddenly she was struck with the full horror of those lost nights in +which the man beside her had been her companion. She stretched out her +hands and turned them over this way and that, scrutinising them with +horrified eyes. She touched her mouth with her finger-tips and drew +them with a shudder down her neck, and her breast, and her waist, as +she looked upon the beauty of the man before her with his passionate +mouth and gleaming eyes. + +"You--you have been with me when I have walked, unconscious in my +sleep; you have----" + +He interrupted her hastily, divining her thoughts. + +"Yea!" he said, "I have been with thee when, under the influence of +_my_ god, thou hast walked in thy sleep. I have watched over thee and +helped thy cut and bleeding feet over the roughness of the roads, as I +would help them over the perilous road of life. I have not touched thy +hand save in support; I have not touched the glory of thy mouth with my +mouth, because thou couldst not give me thy _consent_ so to do! + +"Dost think it has been a child's task to keep my hands and my kisses +from thee? Behold, I had but to make a sign, and thou, in thy +unconsciousness, would have come unto my intent! Oh, thou bud of +innocent fragrance; thou fruit ready to the plucking of loving hands! +Aye, thou wert, thou art in my power; and even have I seen thee in----" + +"Ah!" said Leonie sharply as her hand slid to her shoulder and the +words came through her closed teeth--"You _lie_!" + +"Lie!" + +"Yes, _lie_! You have not touched me you say; neither have you kissed +me, but _you_, and _only_ you, can tell me what the mark is on my +shoulder--a mark I shall carry to my grave." + +The man threw back his turbaned head and was about to make reply, when, +with those shrill cries which betray great fear, a troop of monkeys +passed them, chattering as they ran swiftly on all fours, or swung even +more swiftly from tree to tree; and the native looked after them, and +up to the sky, and over his shoulder along the narrow path by which +they had come, showing black and white in the alternate lights and +shadowings of the moon. + +"Answer me!" said Leonie more sharply than she knew, and with a woman's +superb indifference to any event or signs of approaching event outside +her own love orbit. + +"Nay, answer thou me!" replied the man who, expert in the knowledge of +jungle signs, yet put aside all thought save of his love for the woman. +"Tell me that thou wilt be my wife and the mother of my sons, thou +beautiful woman! Tell me that thou wilt come unto me this night, +wedded to _me_, by yon old priest; and that, within the arms of Uma so +sweet, of Parvati who steppeth so lightly, I may set my seal upon thee. + +"Lifting from thee, as I and the priest _only_ may lift, that which +thou callest the curse from about thee, bringing thee to happiness in +the shadow of the temple." + +But something had happened to Leonie, bringing her to a pitch of +excitement foreign to her in her waking hours. She looked swiftly to +right and left, and over her shoulder, and up the narrow path they must +go to the temple; and up to the sky she could see faintly through the +trees, and into the eyes of the man watching her intently. Then she +clasped her hands tightly and moved close to him, her face as white as +death. + +"And the sahib, the white man, where is he?" + +The native of India weaves and fashions the cloth of his cloak of love +out of many colours. Gorgeous colours, blinding, dazzling, in which +predominate the scarlet of passion and the emerald of the supreme +male's jealousy. And all, from the sweeper to the highest of birth and +caste, wear this wondrous garment in India, though not one out of the +teeming millions fashions his cloak upon the pattern of his neighbour's. + +Madhu Krishnaghar, the son of princes, with eyes dimmed by the +brilliance of his own particular garment, failed to perceive that +Leonie, too, was wrapped in a love mantle. + +The occidental mantle, made of honest homespun, uniform in colour, and +with a wide hem to allow for shrinkage; but guaranteed to stand all +weathers and to last a lifetime. + +He might have been flicking a fly from his sleeve, so indifferent was +his answer in his blindness. + +"The white man? He is bound to the temple walls, awaiting the woman he +allows to walk unveiled and alone throughout India." + +"Ah!" said Leonie, with that little hush in her voice which is heard in +the mother's when she first sees her new-born babe. "I am sorry," she +continued quietly, "so sorry I have not been honest with you. I cannot +marry you because----" + +She stopped and turned as with a sound like the tearing of silk a flock +of birds suddenly flew from the tree tops and whirled away into the +night. + +"Because? _Because_, woman?" + +For a moment Leonie unconsciously watched the flight of the birds, then +swung round, arms stretched wide, eyes shining, and her face aglow. + +"Because I love the white man in the temple who is tied to the wall, +_that_ is why!" + +Her voice rang clear and true under the sky, and she stepped back +quickly and threw out her hands as the man spoke. For the banked-down +fires of his passion and his love, and the hurt to his race, and his +own sudden-born agony flared in one half-second into a mighty, awful +conflagration. The flame of his words licked at her feet and the hem +of her garments, blazed across her hands with which she hid her face, +and swept right over her from head to heels, and yet he did not touch +her nor raise his voice one half tone. + +"Thou _woman_! Then shall no man have thee, for I will drive my dagger +through the white man's heart before thine eyes, and watch thee, thou +beautiful thing, wed him in the shadow of death." + +And Leonie, catching the look in his eyes and the set of the mouth, +knew that he meant what he said; and she laid her hand on his arm, so +that his agony was increased a thousandfold as he looked down upon her +whom he had lost. + +"You would not, could not do _that_?" she whispered. + +"Could not kill the _feringhee_?" and the hate in the old mutiny word +was terrible to hear. "What else should I do to him who has stolen the +sun from my sky, the fragrance from my rose?" + +The man seized her by the wrist, and, pulling her to him, bent down, +whispering soft, passionate words. + +"Shall I tell thee, love flower, what love is? It is the gold of noon, +and the silver of night, the might of the lion, and the soft cooing of +the gentle dove. As the slender vine around the straight palm, so will +my love twine around thy heart. Yea, and even as the banyan tree sends +out branches to draw dew from the rounded breast of earth, my love +shall yearn towards thee. Day and her lover, Night, with the Dawn and +the Sunset their children; the stag and the gentle doe, with their +fierce horned offspring, and their offspring as round and smooth even +as thy throat. So will our union be, for behold, my love for thee is +so surpassing that our sons could but be of the most perfect manhood, +and our daughter, why, she will be after thine own fashioning." + +The man's eyes shone as he felt the trembling of the girl, and he +pressed her, tempting her, revelling after the strange way of the East +in the agony of the defeat his victory would bring him. + +"And to save the life of the white man, thou opening bud of the passion +flower, wilt thou not come unto such a love as mine; to the shadowed +corners of my palaces, to the fragrance of my courts, wilt thou not?" + +Then a strange thing happened, unheeded by the two sorely tormented +souls. + +A great form crashed across the path behind them, followed by the +bounding passage of a herd of deer; and from all around came the sounds +of animals fleeing in panic, as Leonie lifted her face to the man's +with a desperate resolve in her stricken eyes. + +And the man, reading the answer, bowed his head to her stone cold hands +and crushed them to his heart. + +"Thou wilt marry _me_--_to-night_?" + +"For the sake of the man I love," came the steady answer; "to save his +life I will be--your--your wife. No, wait! On these conditions. That +he is set free and shown a way to safety--that I follow him in +secret--and see that he is safe--and that you tell him that I am dead. +Swear that to me before your gods and I will keep my promise; swear +that you will tell him that I am dead." + +And Madhu, the son of princes, put both hands to his forehead and bowed +before the woman; then stood erect, with hands upraised to heaven, +silent, wrestling with temptation; and having won, he spoke, his face +transfigured, his eyes half closed in agony. + +"Thou star of heaven! Thou highest point of the Everlasting Hills, +behold hast thy great love triumphed. I love thee, but my heart could +hold no wife who loved another as thou hast shown thou lovest this man. +I----" + +But, alas! Leonie, swept off her balance in her great relief, broke +across his words. + +"Let us hasten quickly, quickly. You will tell the priest; you will +help me to set him--the man I love--free. Oh, come quickly, quickly!" + +In her callous but uncalculated desire to use this man as a lever +wherewith to heave aside the mountain of trouble which threatened to +overwhelm Jan Cuxson; and, with the inexplicable cruelty of the woman +who loves, and will blissfully put a whole community to torture as long +as her beloved is saved a single hurt, she asked the one impossible +thing. + +He moved so quickly, fiercely, closely to her that she backed until she +stood in a patch of moonlight which shone upon her face. + +Higher she raised her face, and still higher, as she looked back +straight into the eyes intent on hers. + +And Madhu Krishnaghar laughed savagely as he looked down upon her. + +"Go!" he commanded; "go up the path to the temple gate to meet thy +fate. The Mother claims thee, and may thy blood and the blood of the +white man who has stolen thee from me flow upon her altar before she +shakes the earth in the fury of her displeasure." + +Tortured, his soul sought relief in the fanaticism of his religion +which flared in his eyes; consumed with love, he called her back as she +turned to do the bidding of a stronger will than her own. + +"Come!" + +She stopped and turned, gave a vacant little laugh, and crept into his +arms when he held them out, and closed them about her without touching +her. + +"Ah!" he whispered, "now that thou comest to me unknowingly I will have +none of thee. I love thee, love thee, love thee! Go to thy death that +my task may be well finished, and that everlasting torment may be +fastened upon the soul of him who stole thee from me! Go, beloved of +my soul, rose of the morning, delight of my heart! Ah, my love, my +love, go to thy death----!" + +And he opened wide his arms and pointed up the path, and Leonie went +where he pointed; and never once looked back at the man standing with +his arms stretched out towards her, whilst monkeys chattered, and +parrots screamed, and the jungle teemed with flying, frightened shapes. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII + + "A whirlpool of uncertainty, + a prison of punishment, + a basket of illusion, + the open throat of hell."--_The Spring Sataka_. + + +A brick and some plaster clattered about Jan Cuxson's feet as he +crossed the temple chamber and stood looking out at the jungle, and the +animals of all sizes and shapes which were hurtling through the +undergrowth. For a minute he stood twirling the rusty knife blade +between his fingers, then hid it carefully behind a block of broken +masonry. + +"Better so," he muttered, "not much good as a weapon of defence, but +better than nothing; might put the old man on the track if he happened +to find it on me when he comes to tie me up. My God! to think of it; +I, strong and healthy and sane, at the mercy of that old priest, +actually under his will--hypnotised, forced to do exactly what he tells +me. Please heavens the ghee will hold the plaster together round the +ring, and oh! I can't stand _much_ more of this suspense." + +He had come to the end of his endurance. + +Day had followed night, and night had followed day monotonously, +without a change in the heartbreaking dreariness of their round. + +During the day he had watched the jungle over the outer wall for hours, +rewarded by an occasional glimpse of deer; once by a striped yellow +shade which had slunk between the trees, causing him to yearn for his +rifle; at night he had lain gazing at the stars, comfortable enough +upon a thick bed of leaves, untroubled by the mosquito which, as he had +learned, does not thrive in the Sunderbunds Jungle; and day and night +over the wall, or up at the stars, he strove to look into the future +and found a dreary blank. + +But upon _this_ night he turned with a smile and a question on his lips +when the priest suddenly emerged from behind the heap of stones and +hurried across the flags towards him. + +"Haste, sahib! The Mother is infuriated at the long waiting, and I go +to make sacrifice to appease her. _Haste_, for it is not good for man +if she stamps with both her holy feet. Come, and struggle not! Nay, +look not at me in such fashion lest I lay the stress of my will upon +you." + +He looked so frail, that for an instant the white man had been tempted +to fling himself upon him, and find deliverance for himself and his +beloved by choking the wizened neck, or cracking the old pate against +the stones. + +But one is rather at a disadvantage when thoughts are liable to be +read, and plans disclosed before they are even matured; and he walked +submissively towards the ring in the wall, and seated himself +abjectedly upon the floor, just as a handful of plaster inserted itself +between his neck and the open collar of his shirt, and the back of his +head bumped the wall. + +"Something like a slight----" + +"Haste, sahib! I must away to placate Kali, the Goddess of +Destruction. There is not long now to wait for the great sacrifice for +which she has waited all these weary years; and then, and only then, +shall the plague, and the pestilence, and the famine be ended, and the +people of India return to their old-time happiness." + +He never once removed his eyes from those of the man beneath him, and +Cuxson sighed with relief, well content that the glaring eyes should +not move beyond his face. + +Having knotted the thongs tightly, the old man straightened himself, +and smiled up at the silvery heavens in the ecstasy of his worship. + +"Such sacrifice, O Mother, as thou hast longed for, and which has long +been forbidden thee through the might of the white man who rules us. +The temple is strewn with flowers, and the flames of hundreds of lights +shine in thy fish-shaped eyes, thou daughter of the eternal snows." He +looked down suddenly to Cuxson, and bending, whispered in his ear. +"The white woman approaches, O _feringhee_, even she who has caused +this land to travail in agony all these years. And you shall see her, +she shall come to you and know you not, and you shall hear her voice +upraised in worship as she lies upon the altar at her Mother's feet +while you are bound to the ring in the wall. She has done well in +worship, even in sacrifice, but it is in her rich warm blood that Kali +the Terrible would lave her hands. Struggle not, for behold, although +I have lifted my will from you that you should be tormented even as my +race has been tormented by a woman of your land, yet will the ring and +the hide hold you fast." + +Like some huge bird of prey he ran swiftly back across the flags and +disappeared behind the mass of stones, and Cuxson, not daring to move +for fear of tightening the thongs, sat almost numb with anxiety as he +wondered if his luck would hold at the crucial moment. + +Except for the crash of the frightened animals as they fought their way +through the undergrowth, there was no sound whatever in the place, but +as the moon took her seat above the exact centre of where once had been +the temple roof, he moved, and leant forward as far as the two feet of +raw hide would allow him, and from between his clenched teeth there +came one word: + +"_Hell_!" + +For the silence had been suddenly broken by a girl's sharp, hysterical +laugh, and though the sound was but a travesty, yet it was surely +Leonie's laugh. + +Twisting his arms in the space the two feet of raw hide allowed him, +the slow, sure, desperate man with a mute appeal to _his_ God, sought +and caught the iron ring in his hands. + +And in the jungle clearing where the fire smouldered dimly, and the +coolies, flat on their faces from abject terror, refused to move, Madhu +Krishnaghar sat, garbed as a servant, his brain in a whirl of religion +and hate, and his heart filled with love of the white girl he had sent +to certain death. + +Suddenly he sprang to his feet, and tearing his raiment from him flung +it wide, and stood nude save for the loin cloth about the slender +middle, and the turban which outlined his tortured face, looking like +some lost bronze statue in the deserted places of the jungle. He +raised his hands to heaven and prayed. + +"O Mother, spare her! O great god, have pity upon her," and the +suddenly risen wind took up his words and lifted them above the tree +tops, wafting them perhaps--and why not--to the God of Infinite Love. + +Yet even as he prayed Leonie crept up to the doorway of the temple, +staring unblinkingly at the far end of the interior illuminated by the +flickering wicks of the hundreds of little lights. She inhaled deeply, +and half closed her glaring eyes as the overpowering sickly perfume of +flowers, and some other indescribably sickening odour went to her head +like cheap wine. + +"Yes?" she said questioningly, although no sound had broken the intense +stillness, and stood quite still with her head a little on one side, +then dropped to one knee and commenced to unlace her high boots, the +slap of the laces pulled through the holes cutting the silence like a +knife. + +With her hands clasped to her breast, and walking on the tips of her +bare toes, she moved through the shadows towards the light, alone and +obedient to a will that had no pity. Flowers were strewn thick in +every direction, and over them she passed to her death, while the eyes +of the priest never once left her face as he crouched in the opening +which led to the secret places of the temple; he even smiled when she +came to a standstill in front of the altar and swayed, slightly +overcome by the heavy atmosphere even in her trance; and he nodded his +head gently when she bent down and gathering handsful of the flowers, +flung them up above her head and laughed the hysterical, crazy laugh +which had reached the ears of the man she loved. + +At her feet were _thalees_, brass plates laden with offerings of grain, +of woven stuffs, of gold and silver; at her right hand a crimson silk +_sari_ lay upon a heap of fallen stones, and upon it was a garland of +white flowers; and the slanting mother-o'-pearl eyes of the Goddess +Kali looked down from out the black face at this girl who was to be +sacrificed in atonement for the misery she had unwittingly brought upon +the land of India and her people. + +Leonie's hands moved mechanically to her hair, which she unfastened and +shook out in all its glory; then they moved to the fastening of her +jersey, and one by one her garments slipped to the floor, leaving her +nude save for the covering of her hair. + +Leaning down she lifted the _sari_, and with one quick movement twisted +it about her waist and across her breast; slipped the garland of white +flowers about her neck, and flinging back her hair raised her hands +above her head and shouted. + +She did not sing or cry aloud, she shouted with her mouth wide open, +and her head thrust forward between her uplifted arms, a degrading +picture of religious sensuality; and gathering up armsful of flowers +from the floor, ran lightly over to the priest upon the tip of her bare +toes which were stained a hideous red, and putting the palm of one hand +against her forehead salaamed and said "Yes?" questioningly. + +He laid no hand upon her, he made no sign and spoke no word, but she, +as drugged by another's will as if she were under the bane of opium, +followed him unhesitatingly into the secret places of the temple. Her +bare feet made no sound on the dust of centuries; her eyes looked back +unwaveringly into the eyes of the gods who leered down upon her; her +hair caught around those others of which it is not seemly to write; and +before them all she cast her flowers, and upon them all she laid her +open palm. + +And Jan Cuxson held his breath when she quietly sidled round the block +of fallen masonry, and standing in a moonray glanced at him from the +corner of her eyes. Hung with flowers, she looked like a bacchante, +with one beautiful arm and shoulder showing bare through her mantle of +tumbled hair. + +And his eyes caught the shadow of the priest cast by the passage lights +on to the floor as he stood hidden by the fallen stones, and he kept +still, but he called to his beloved, striving by his will to break her +chains, and truly at the sound of the loved voice the frozen horrors of +her face seemed to break like ice-floes before the sun in spring. + +"Leonie," he called gently, "Leonie, come to me, come here to _me_!" + +Her eyelids suddenly closed upon the staring gold-flecked eyes; her +mouth quivered in a little smile as she let fall the flowers about her +bloodstained feet and ran swiftly across to Jan; kneeling she touched +his face gently with her finger-tips, and stretched her hands across +his shoulders towards the thongs which bound him to the ring in the +wall. + +Her hair fell upon him as she leaned towards him, and a memory of the +day he had found her in Rockham Cove flashed across his mind; her +mouth, her beautiful scarlet virgin mouth had almost touched his when +the priest's power, closing down, jerked her back into the horrible +travesty of her sweet, gentle self. + +She sat back upon her heels and laughed, and said one word in +Hindustani which is best translated as dog, although it means +infinitely more and worse; and having uttered it she smote him across +the mouth with the flat of her hand and rose to her feet. + +She stood for a moment laughing silently, looking down upon him, and +turning, ran swiftly across the flags to the block of fallen stones. +There she paused and glanced at the white man bound to the wall with +the light of battle in his eyes, before she disappeared, beckoning to +the priest who followed as she ran down the passage of the gods, making +obeisance before them as she passed. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX + + "The soil out of which such men as he are made + is good to be born on, good to live on, + good to die for, and to be buried in."--_Lowell_. + + +Leonie lay motionless on the stained stone before the altar; her hair, +pulled back clear from her neck, swept behind her head like a cascade +of rust-coloured water to the floor; her hands were clasped between her +breasts, and her great unfathomable eyes stared up into those of the +stone woman who looked down at her and seemed to laugh with joy at her +long coveted prize. + +In every corner black shapes danced; advancing, retreating, springing +towards the roof and vanishing utterly. The place seemed infested with +goblins, or devils, things of untold evilness and vice, although, in +reality, they were but the shadows thrown by the little lights which +were like tongues licking the lips of darkness in sensuous anticipation +of the coming feast of blood. + +The old priest stood looking up at his god with perplexity in his +sunken eyes. + +Arrayed in snow-white garment, with long hair hanging down, he held the +knife of sacrifice in one hand, and in the other the sacred _roomal_. + +The terrible picture shone softly in the light of the full moon which +struck straight down upon the altar through a hole in the ruined roof. + +"Tell thy servant thy pleasure, O Black One!" prayed the priest, +swaying slightly to and fro. "Make him understand it the _roomal_ +shall be knotted about the neck of this white sacrifice, or if the +knife shall draw a necklace of red about the white neck and upon the +white breast. Give me an answer, O Mother, that I may right the wrong +of many moons ago. A sign, a sign, O Mother!" + +As he spoke; and for no apparent reason, Leonie's hands unclasped, her +arms opened and fell towards her sides, leaving the beautiful breast +bare with the jewel in shape and colour of a cat's eye winking craftily +with the cunning and knowledge of the sins of all ages, just above the +heart. + +The priest shouted in worship, and his words, caught, echoed and +re-echoed from the dome, drowned the sound of footsteps running at high +speed across the flower-strewn floor. + +Madhu Krishnaghar, naked save for the turban which bound his handsome +head and the loin cloth which girt the slender middle, sped like the +wind to the rescue of his beloved. + +In the black shades of the jungle, understanding at last that for him +there could be no life outside the life of the white woman he loved, +and no happiness outside her happiness, he had raced Time down the +jungle path, through the outer gates and temple door, pausing not for +the fraction of a second; realising, as he ran, that upon his speed +alone depended the life of his beloved. And even as the priest flung +back his arm with a scream of ecstasy, the knife was wrenched out of +his hand from behind. + +O Madhu, you splendid heathen, who defied the anger of your strange +gods for the love in your noble heart. + +"Ha!" said the old man as he swung round in fury; then he smiled and +opened wide his arms. "Thou! O my son! _thou_! Thou wouldst offer +the great sacrifice thyself to our most gentle mother. And art thou +not in the right? Thine has been the task and the toil, therefore is +it meet that thou shouldst have the reward." + +He laid his hands upon the shoulders of the youth, who straightway +gripped the veined old wrists and raised the withered arms high up +above their heads, while their eyes met in a sudden-born, subconscious +enmity, and the knife lay glittering along the wrinkled brown skin. + +Only for an instant, and Madhu let go his hold, and turning, stood +looking down upon the jewel above the woman's heart. As he looked, the +thing, catching the reflections of the lights, shone strangely bright +upon the snow-white skin, and the lust of blood swept him from head to +foot. + +He longed to drive the dagger through the breast above the shining +jewel; he craved to see the whiteness of the skin stained with red, to +throw himself upon the still form and shut the dead mouth with kisses. + +He was mad with passion, intoxicated with the heavy perfumed air, drunk +with the atmosphere of his surroundings, and his slim body shook as he +ran the needle-point of the dagger into his own breast. + +He closed his eyes in the ecstasy of that pain which is twin to the +ecstasy of desire fulfilled, and in their closing woke suddenly to the +purity of his strange love. He turned with a snarl and hit up the old +man's hand as it almost touched the nape of his neck, and stretching +wide his arms made a shield of his body between Leonie and the intent +he read in the priest's eyes, just as a brick fell and split to pieces +at their feet. + +"Linger not, my son," said the old priest fiercely. "Behold! the rites +have been performed, the chants sung, and the offerings made. Drive +the knife home, and give drink to thy mother of that which she loves. +Hasten! for she is angry at thy slowness, and the very earth trembles +at her wrath." + +But Madhu Krishnaghar looked straight back into the fierce, suspicious +old eyes, and moved quickly towards the priest who, taken by surprise, +retreated hurriedly. + +"Father!" came the words in the musical, steady voice. "O servant of +the Black One, I cannot, nay, I will not, for I love yon white woman +with a love passing all understanding. Nay, hearken! A sacrifice +there must be this night, and there shall be one. Even me, O my +Father. Let it suffice, for behold is my love so great, that she, the +slender white flower, seems but one with me. Let her go, let her go, +and lay me on the stone, warm with the life of her dear body, and drive +the knife through my heart, that through my love peace may be made with +thy god and my god!" + +The whole world seemed bound in a great terrible silence as the two men +stood staring at each other in the soft silver light of the moon; then +the old man smiled gently, with the cunning of all time in his eyes, +and creeping close to his pupil spoke in the merest whisper; tempting, +as have always tempted, those who desire to gain their own ends, and +who justify all means as long as that end is gained. + +"Thou lovest her, my son. The infidel white woman, the sacrifice long +dedicated to thy god. And why not, for thou are marked even with the +mark which shows between the breasts like lotus buds. But thinkest +thou, O son of princes, O descendant of the great, that thou art fit to +mate with her. She is white, a daughter of the all-conquering race; +thou--thou art black--a pariah--a dog--thou wouldst be whipped from her +presence, thou high-born son of India." + +The old man never moved his eyes from the young face, and neither the +one nor the other saw the great striped terrified beast which slunk +past them and disappeared into the shadows, seeking protection in its +terror. + +"But why shouldst thou let this woman, whom thou lovest, go? Why not +make sacrifice of love as well as life to the great one? Behold is she +soft and white and all-pleasing! Why, therefore, should she not come +unto thy intent neath the eyes of the Sweet One, while I make offerings +in the shadows towards thy well doing; so that the Black One will be +twice pleased." + +Of all the horrible temptations in that place of horror! And where in +the name of all the gods did the native, unshackled by convention or +code, find the strength to resist? + +For while the priest whispered the young face was swept by a flood of +conflicting emotions--which passed--leaving it as pure, as +soul-stirring as the Taj Mahal at dawn. + +"No! O Holy One! I will not--I love her--I love her--I will not!" + +The words were firm and the young mouth like steel, and the eyes looked +steadily back into those of the priest as the latter rushed upon him in +mighty, inhuman wrath. + +"And I say that thou shalt, thou begotten son of evil. I say that thou +shalt encompass this woman with thy might, and then offer her in +sacrifice to Kali, the Goddess of Death. I say that thou _shalt_." + +It was a case of will pitted against will, for the old man knew that +the younger would not dare raise hand against him for fear of +everlasting damnation. + +And Madhu Krishnaghar girded himself for the battle by putting his love +for the white woman in the forefront of his mind. + +And as they fought, desperately, with one last terrific pull which +caused the hide to cut down to the wrist bone, Jan Cuxson wrenched the +ring he had loosened from the wall, and stood swaying, sick with pain. +Sweat poured down his face and bare chest, and blood flowed from his +wrists while his burst finger-tips fumbled clumsily with the deep +embedded thongs. + +"I did it--I did it," he kept on repeating savagely, as his knees +trembled and his body turned cold in agony. "I did it--I did it--God +grant I am in time--in time." + +Free at last, smothered in blood, dragging his heavily booted feet with +difficulty, he sought and found the broken blade, staggered across the +floor, stooped, and entered the passage of the gods where the imprint +of his beloved's bare feet marked the dust of ages. + +And Leonie lay quite still; to all appearance dead, with her open eyes +turned back beneath the lids and her mouth half open showing her even +teeth. + +Not a word passed between the two men as they fought for her, one for +her life, the other for her death. This way and that they moved; the +one trying to escape from the direct range of the relentless +will-power, and yet keep himself between the girl and the religious +fanatic; the other striving to press his opponent back even to the +altar stone. + +Like iron to a magnet Madhu's hand was closed about the dagger hilt, +and try as he would he could not relax the grasp nor fling the knife +far back into the shadows; neither could he keep his footing, for +strive as he would the priest's magnetic power, developed and trained +through years and years of study and practice, drove him back inch by +inch towards the god who looked down upon them with her fish-shaped +eyes. + +A glint of triumph shone in the eyes of the priest, and twisted the +corner of his mouth as the heel of his enemy thudded against the stone +upon which lay the white girl; and he concentrated every ounce of his +strength for the last moment when, by sheer force of his will, the +knife should be lifted and driven down, deep, even to the hilt. And +the white man hastened as best he could, reeling at every step, with +blood streaming from his wrists and spattering upon the stones beneath +the leering eyes of the gods. Not one of the three heeded the low +moaning of the wind as it swept past the temple and through the trees, +to die away into a great, uncanny, unnatural silence, unbroken by sound +of beast or bird. + +Fate feeling for her shears, and peevish through want of sleep maybe, +or mayhap irritated by their obstreperous behaviour, jerked the strings +which bound those marionettes called humans to her palsied old fingers. + +The old priest, misjudging the pull given to his string, in what he +mistook to be his triumph, _laughed_. + +It is better to laugh last indeed, but oft-times it is best not to +laugh at all, for who can foresee the particle of dust which may enter +your indecently and injudiciously wide open mouth to choke you in your +ill-timed mirth. + +Only for an instant did he triumph above his enemy, but for just that +instant he loosened his will power; and Madhu Krishnaghar, sensing the +relief, and whipped by the laugh to one final desperate effort of his +failing powers, raised his hand and flung the knife far back to fall +with a clatter in some distant corner. + +It was done. + +Youth had mocked at experience, life at death, love at opposition, as +it has done since the beginning of time, and will do, let us hope, +until the end. + +For as the knife hurtled into the shadows, Madhu bent swiftly and +lifted Leonie into his arms, holding her in this his last moment of +heaven upon earth, tenderly and firmly, as he glared defiance over her +head at the priest. + +And he, understanding at last that he had failed, cast himself at the +feet of his god who, in her fury, stamped with both her blood-stained +feet. + + + + +CHAPTER L + + "Greater love hath no man."--_The Bible_. + + +There was a shout from the doorway leading to the secret places of the +temple as Cuxson, covered with blood and dust, half-crazed with horror, +paused for a moment as he took in the awful picture before him. + +Leonie, with her hair almost sweeping the ground, lay half clothed and +seemingly dead in the arms of a native, whose face was a picture of +triumphant love for all to see; and a wild-eyed priest beat his breast +before the horrible image of the terrible, all powerful Goddess of +Destruction. + +He sprang forward with another shout, which was lost in the shriek and +crash of the raging elements. + +For even as he moved there was a terrific roar as of tons of exploding +dynamite, and a shriek of wind as it tore through the building, blowing +out the little flickering lights, leaving the place pitch black save +for the steady light of the full moon. + +Then he swayed like a drunken man as the floor rose in a great wave and +yet another, heaving the flags this way and that, cracking and +splitting in every direction as it subsided. + +"Leonie!" he shouted, though no sound could be heard above the +appalling din. "Leonie! Leonie!" + +He saw her lying in a pool of moonlight as though asleep, and near her +knelt the native, with arms outstretched above her, sheltering her. + +There was a moment of complete dead silence, and then with a tearing, +rending sound the dome and the temple walls split from top to base; and +with a thundering crash the great block of stone upon which was carved +the image of Kali the Terrible split in two, toppled over and fell upon +the kneeling priest. + +Herds of screaming beasts hurled themselves through the riven walls and +fled across the temple floor, fighting blindly to escape. Monkeys in +hundreds scrambled over the mounds of fallen bricks, chattering and +calling like lost, frightened children; a tiger with one bound landed +noiselessly a few feet from those two in the moonlight, half reared +with a short coughing roar and bounded as noiselessly away. And God +alone knows what saved the three from instant death among the tottering +ruins. + +The power of Love perchance. + +The son of princes sheltering the girl slowly, oh! slowly straightened +himself, when a prolonged silence seemed to indicate the end of the +greatest earthquake that ever swept the Sunderbunds Jungle. + +Blood streamed from the side of his head, battered in by a broken +fragment of the high altar that had been hurled through the air; his +left shoulder was in splinters, crushed by the collapse of the roof +which must have killed Leonie if he had not covered her with his body; +blood spouted from some great severed artery in the arm which seemed to +hang by a thread from the splintered shoulder; yet was his face aglow +with light and love, and his eyes afire with happiness as he raised a +tawny tress of hair and pressed it to his lips. + +He was dying, quickly, yet he turned his head and smiled at the sound +of Jan Cuxson's boots scrambling over the impeding heaps of stone. For +one second only the torture of the sacrifice required of him flared in +the soft brown eyes; and then in the pride of his great race, and with +an effort of will beyond all telling, he put his unbroken arm round the +woman he loved so well, lifted her, got somehow to his feet, and +walked, aye! walked steadily across the few yards which separated him +from the white man. + +Cuxson, not realising his terrible plight, with eyes only for the woman +_he_ loved, wrenched Leonie from his hold and swept her from head to +foot with frantic eyes. + +"What have you done to her?" he demanded fiercely. "Before the +earthquake what did you do to her? Tell me--or by God I'll----" + +He stopped the bitter words in time to save himself from everlasting +remorse. + +For Madhu Krishnaghar suddenly straightened his battered body, and +looked the white man in the eyes. + +"She is safe, O white man, safe and unharmed. Take her, keep +her--carry her by the--the short road without the--the temple +gates--to--happiness, _I_ give _her_--to--you--because _I_--I +love--her--for ever!" + +There was a moment's terrible silence in which the two men stood +divided, yet united, in their great love for the one woman. + +The native of India put his hand to his forehead and salaamed before +the woman for whom he had sacrificed all, then turned slowly around +towards the place where the image of his god had so lately stood. + +"Kali!" he called, and his young voice was as the clashing of golden +bells at sunset. "Kali! Mother of all--I come!" + +And unwitting of the great reward awaiting those who attain everlasting +peace through the victory of the greater love, he crashed face +downwards, dead, upon the flower-strewn floor, and passed for ever into +the safe keeping of the one and only God. + + + + +CHAPTER LI + + "When the day breaks and the shadows flee away!"--_The Bible_. + + +Jan Cuxson lifted Leonie's face to the light of the moon, and caught +his breath at the sight of the turned back eyes and drooping mouth. + +This was the outcome of it all! _This_ was how she was left to him; +saved from physical hurt but with her mind for ever bound by the will +of yon dead priest. Hypnotised, mesmerised, to be under the influence +of the Goddess of Destruction until her death; maybe to pass her life +in the security of a padded cell; she, his Leonie, his love, his +wife-to-be. + +He crushed her in fierce despair against his heart as the ground moved +gently under his feet, and prayed aloud to his God to bring the riven +walls down upon them there in the moonlight, that in merciful death the +awful fate of his beloved might be lifted from her. + +The only answer to the desperate prayer was silence and shadows +enveloping them like a mantle, and he lifted his stern face to the +radiance of the moon, with the light of battle in the grey eyes. + +"I will find a way out, dear heart," he cried, as he turned her face +gently against his shoulder. "There is a way and I will find it." And +he strode as hastily as the masses of fallen stone would allow him +towards the door and the short path which would lead him to the water's +edge and safety. + +As he skirted the half of the fallen altar which lay across the body of +the priest, he paused for a moment and looked down upon the man who had +won even in death. + +As he looked the fingers of the out-flung hands twitched, and a violent +shiver shook the old frame. Slowly, very slowly the gnarled old arms +were gathered in under the breast as inch by inch the Hindu priest +raised himself from the floor. The lower limbs were hidden, crushed +under the fallen stone, and the old head hung down between the +shoulders, the grey hair tangled in a wreath of jasmin flower. + +He lifted his face, and the dim old eyes looked wistfully up into the +grey ones staring down at him out of the shadows. + +"Thou hast conquered, sahib, thou hast conquered in love," he +whispered. "And she is safe, for behold my--my power--has gone--from +her. I--even I--have not obeyed, and my god--has destroyed me!" + +Lifting his voice he cried aloud and died. + +And as he died Leonie turned her face from the shelter of her lover's +shoulder and closed her eyes, and opening them again laughed sweetly as +she looked up into his face. + +"You, Jan, _you_! Why--whatever has happened, and--why--wherever are +we?" And he looked down into the sweet face and laughed aloud, an +exultant, ringing laugh which was caught and echoed and re-echoed from +the dome until the place seemed filled with the sound of happiness. + +"There has been a bit of an earthquake, dear, and you got hit on the +head by a piece of falling brick. See, sweetheart," and he swept the +masses of hair together and twisted it between her head and his coat, +"turn your face this way until I have you safely out of here, it's nice +and soft, and shut your eyes, darling----" + +"Yes! but," said Leonie, as she turned her face as bidden and closed +her eyes with a sigh of great content, "but--but how did we escape?" + +"You were saved, dear!" + +"Saved!--from what? By whom?" + +She tried to turn her head, but he held it pressed close against his +heart. + +"From death--dear heart!" + +"And by whom--tell me--Jan--by whom?" + +Jan Cuxson paused a moment as he looked across towards the still figure +of Madhu Krishnaghar stretched peacefully upon the ground. + +"By the whitest man that has ever lived, dear!--by him!" + +And he turned without another word and strode through the temple and +out of the gates to the narrow way which led to safety. And where the +trees met in an arch above his head he stopped and looked back, and +Leonie, turning her face, passed her hand wonderingly over the tousled +masses of her hair and the silken drapery about her body. + +"Where are we going to? Where are you taking me?" + +He shifted her completely into his left arm, pulled at a golden slender +chain round her neck with his right hand, caught it in his strong white +teeth and wrenched it in two. + +And he answered her as he flung the jewelled cat's-eye far out into the +jungle. + +"To Devon, beloved, to Devon and happiness!" + +And as he closed her red mouth with kisses the earth shook gently under +his feet, and the temple, with a terrific crash, caved in; burying for +ever the dead priest, the broken image of Kali, the Goddess of +Destruction, and Madhu Krishnaghar, son of princes, her splendid Indian +lover. + + + + +THE END + + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Leonie of the Jungle, by Joan Conquest + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LEONIE OF THE JUNGLE *** + +***** This file should be named 15841-8.txt or 15841-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/5/8/4/15841/ + +Produced by Al Haines + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Leonie of the Jungle + +Author: Joan Conquest + +Release Date: May 16, 2005 [EBook #15841] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LEONIE OF THE JUNGLE *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + + +LEONIE OF THE JUNGLE + +BY + +JOAN CONQUEST + + + + +Author of "Desert Love" + + + + + +NEW YORK + +THE MACAULAY COMPANY + + + + +Copyright, 1921, by + +THE MACAULAY COMPANY + + + + + + +PRINTED IN THE U. S. A. + + + + +TO + + +THE SPLENDID NATIVE OF INDIA, + +THE LIVING + + +MADHU KRISHNAGHAR + + + + + +[Transcriber's Note: The name "Madhu" appears throughout this book. +The "u" in it can be correctly rendered only in Unicode, as +u-macron--uppercase U+016A, lowercase U+016B.] + + + + +CONTENTS + + +BOOK I + +THE WEST + + + +BOOK II + +THE EAST + + + +"And never the twain shall meet." + + + + +BOOK I + +THE WEST + + + + +LEONIE OF THE JUNGLE + + +CHAPTER I + + "To deliver thee from the strange woman!"--_The Bible_. + + +"Who found the kitten?" + +"Me," quavered the childish voice. + +Lady Susan Hetth tchcked with her tongue against her rather prominent +teeth at the lamentable lapse in grammar, and looked crossly at Leonie, +who immediately lifted up the quavering voice and wept. + +Sobs too big for such a little girl shook the slender body, whilst +great tears dripped from the long lashes to the tip of the upturned +nose, down the chin and on the knee of the famous specialist, against +which she rested. + +"Stand up, Leonie, and push your hair out of your eyes!" + +The thin little body tautened like an overstrung violin string, and a +shock of russet hair was pushed hastily back from a pair of indefinable +eyes, in which shone the light of an intense grief strange in one so +young. + +"Leave her to me, Lady Hetth!" + +The surgeon's voice was exceedingly suave but with the substratum of +steel which had served to bend other wills to his with an even greater +facility than the thumb of the potter moulds clay to his fancy. + +"Leonie is going to tell me everything, and then she is going to the +shop to buy a big doll and _forget_ all about it!" + +"Please may I have a book instead of----" + +"Leonie, that is very rude." + +"Please, Lady Hetth. Go on, darling---what kind of book." + +"'Bout tigers an' snakes, oh! an' elephants. Weal animals. Dolls, you +know"--she smiled as she confided the great secret--"aren't weal +_babies_, they're just full of sawdust." + +He lifted the child on to his knee, frowning at the weight, and +smoothed the tangled mass of curls away from the low forehead with a +touch which caused her to make a sound 'twixt sob and sigh, and to lie +back against the broad shoulder. + +It was a long and disjointed story, told in the inconsequent fashion of +a child of seven unused to converse with her elders; and continually +interrupted by the aunt, who, fretful and dying for her tea, jingled +her distracting bracelets and chains, fidgeted with the Anglo-Indian +odds-and-ends of her raiment, and disconcerted the child by the futile +verbal proddings; which are as bad for the infant mind as the criminal +attempts to force a baby to use its legs are to the infant body. + +"So! and you found the dear little kitten lying quite still in the +nursery this morning?" + +"Yes! Stwangled!" + +"Do pronounce your _r_'s, Leonie." + +The child shivered in the man's arms. + +"Who told you it was strangled?" + +"Auntie!" + +The man's hand closed for a moment on a heavy paper-weight as he looked +across the room at the woman who was waggling her foot and knitting her +scanty brows at the sound of the rending sobs. + +"Auntie was mistaken, darling. Kitty was asleep, tired out with +playing or running away from the dog next door." + +Leonie shook her head. "Kitty's dead," she wailed, "lying all black +and quiet, like--like my dweams!" + +There was a moment's pregnant silence, during which Leonie turned round +and snuffled into the great man's collar, and he frowned above the +russet head as he drew a block of paper and pencil towards him. + +"What dreams, darling?" + +"Don' know--dweams I dweam!" + +The specialist sat still for a second and then laughed, the great kind +laugh of a man with a big heart who adores children. + +"Let's play a game, Leonie! You tell me about the dreams, and I'll +tell you about my new motor-car, and the one who tells best will get a +big sweet!" + +With a child's sudden change of mood Leonie sat up, swinging her black +silk legs to and fro, her eyes dancing, her lips parted over the even +little teeth. + +"I _love_ sweets!" said she. "You begin!" + +"My car's grey!" said Sir Jonathan Cuxson. "What colour are your +dreams?" + +"_Black_!" was the unexpectedly decisive reply. "Black with lots of +wed--wet wed--and gween eyes--lots and lots of eyes--and--and soft +things I can't see, and--noises like kit--kit--kitty makes when she +purrs!" + +"Yes?" + +"Yes! and people with soft feet like the--the slippers Nannie wears at +night so that I can't hear them. And--and that's all!" + +She laughed like the child she ought to have been as she bit the end +off a big pink fondant which had materialised out of one of a dozen +little drawers in the desk, then holding up the other end to the man +laughed again spontaneously and delightfully as he pushed the sweet +into her mouth. + +Then he put her on her feet, tilted the little white face back till the +strong light shone into the opalescent, gold-flecked eyes, kissed the +curly head and told her to run round the room, open the cabinet doors +and look at the hidden treasures. + +"May I touch them?" + +"Of course, sweetheart!" + +"I'm vewy sowwy _you_ didn't win," she said in her old-fashioned way, +"because you are vewy, vewy nice. And"--she continued, suddenly +harking hack as a child will to a previous remark--"and it is all vewy, +vewy black, with a teeny, weeny light like the night-light Nannie +lights, and----!" + +She stopped dead and buried her head in the middle of Sir Jonathan's +waistcoat, fumbling his coat sleeves with her nervous little hands. + +"Yes, darling!" said the man, without a trace of expression in his +voice as he held up a finger warningly to the woman who had rustled in +her chair. + +"And--and sometimes there's a black woman. And I'm--I'm fwightened of +her 'cause she calls me, and--and--pulls me out of bed by my head." + +"How do you mean, darling? Does she catch hold of your hair? It must +hurt you dreadfully!" + +Leonie suddenly stood up, nervously pulling at the man's top waistcoat +button as she furtively glanced first over one shoulder and then over +the other. + +"No! she doesn't touch me," she faltered, "and I--I don't always see +her. But--but"--she laid her open palm against her forehead in a +curious little gesture suggestive of the East--"but she pulls me +through my forehead, and when she pulls I've--I've _got_ to go! May I +_hold_ that elephant?" + +The brain specialist looked straight into the strange eyes which smiled +confidingly back into his. + +"Just a moment, sweetheart," said he. "What do your little friends, +and Nannie, and Auntie say when you tell them about the dreams?" + +Leonie leant listlessly against the arm of the chair, and sighed as she +flashed a lightning glance at her aunt who was turning over a +periodical on a table by her side. + +"I don't tell Nannie because I think she wouldn't weally understand, +and--and----" + +Silence. + +"Well, darling?" + +"Auntie," she spoke in the merest whisper, "got awful cwoss the first +time I did tell her. She was going out to a dance, and I was telling +her whilst she was dwessing--it was a lovely dwess all sparkles and +little wosebuds--and I upset a bottle of scent over her gloves. The +scent too was like my dweams, just like--like--oh! I don't know, and I +haven't any!" + +Once more the man intuitively bridged the gulf. + +"No little friends? How's that?" + +"Bimba died," she announced casually. "She liked books, too. It's +vewy silly thinking dolls are babies, isn't it; that's why I love +weading, it--it seems weal!" + +Lady Hetth broke in hurriedly. + +"We simply can't keep her away from books when she's in town. Of +course when we are in the country she simply lives out of doors. It is +very difficult to keep her amused. She sulks when she goes to a party +and always wants to go home!" + +"I don't sulk weally, Auntie, I jus'--jus' don' seem to know how to +play!" + +She smiled a wan little smile at the woman who had no children of her +own, and moved away slowly with a backward doggy look at the man. + +"Good God!" he muttered. "Will you come here, Lady Hetth!" + + + + +CHAPTER II + + "When your fear cometh as a desolation."--_The Bible_. + + +Susan Hetth rose. + +She had always intensely disliked her brother-in-law's old friend, +failing utterly to perceive the heart of gold studded with rare gems +that was hidden under a bushel of intentional brusqueness. + +But as she was under an obligation to him she decided to make herself +as pleasant as possible, and to obey his orders, however irksome. + +Great brain specialist, great philanthropist, she had rung him up in a +panic that morning after having vainly ransacked her memory for some +other human being in whom she could with safety confide her fear, and +from whom she could expect some meed of succour. + +She knew, as everybody knew, that years ago he had given up the hours +of consultation which had seen his Harley Street waiting-room filled to +overflowing; that little by little, bit by bit, indeed, he had given +himself up entirely to research work, travelling in every quarter of +the globe in his quest for the knowledge necessary to the alleviation +of the mental troubles of his fellow-beings. And that when he found it +or some part of it he had hurried home, and having brought it to as +near a state of perfection as possible, had flung it broad-cast to the +suffering; just as he flung the immense sums of money he made among the +destitute for whom he loved to work without thought of the morrow. + +A genuine case of trouble he had never been known to dismiss, and Susan +Hetth had heaved a sigh of relief into the receiver when he fixed an +immediate appointment. + +The spook of fear is not the cheeriest companion of the early cup of +tea, and Nannie's words, allied to Nannie's face when she entered +without knocking, had caused the silly, invertebrate woman to take +immediate action for once in her life. + +Not for anything would she confess it, but she wished now she had +listened to Nannie when, just a year ago, she had so fervently urged a +visit to the doctor the first time she had discovered the baby girl +walking downstairs one step at a time in her sleep. + +She remembered the way the ever-changing house-parlourmaids had +furtively looked at the child when she came in to dessert; how one +after the other they had given notice, declaring that although they +really loved the child their nerves would not stand the ever-recurring +shock of finding her sitting in some corner in the dark; or the +pattering of her little feet on the stairs when she occasionally evaded +the nurse and walked about the house in her sleep; and she remembered +how other nurses who brought baby visitors to tea had watched the +child, surreptitiously touching their foreheads and wagging their heads +at each other. + +But, as is the way of the supine, she had put it off and put it off +until her negligence had culminated in the frightful scene of this same +very early morning, when Leonie, waking in the day nursery to find her +kitten dead, had screamed and shrieked hour after hour until the +house-parlourmaid had rushed in and given instant notice, with the +unsolicited information that the servants thought, and the neighbours +said, the child was mad and ought to be sent to a home. + +Then, indeed, had terror suddenly tweaked Susan Hetth's heart, the +social one, the maternal one having long since atrophied through want +of use; for the shadow of lunacy is about the blackest of all the +shadows that can fall across a butterfly's sunny, heedless path. + +Ten years ago she had lost her husband, in the year following most of +her capital had gone in a mad-cat speculation, and three years later +her gallant brother-in-law died, leaving her a yearly income sufficient +for expenses and education if she would undertake to mother his little +daughter. Since then she had led the usual abortive life of the woman +who lives on the past glamour of her husband's success and a limited +income, upon which she tries ineffectually to dovetail herself into a +society to which she does not rightly belong. Having noticed an +increasing plenitude of silver among the ash-gold of her hair, a +deepening of the lines of discord between her brows, and the threads of +discontent which were daily being hemstitched into her face by the +sharp needles of make-believe, covetousness, and a precarious banking +account, she had recently decided to try and annex, or rather try and +graft herself on to a certain unsuspecting male being _en secondes +noces_. + +And that simply cannot be done if there is the slightest shadow upon +one's appendages. + +So she sat down in the chair with as good a grace as she could muster, +and arranged her big picture hat so that the spring sun should not draw +Sir Jonathan's attention to the methods she employed to combat the +rapidity with which what remained of her prettiness, prematurely faded +by the Indian sun, was vanishing. + +For a long and trying moment he sat silently staring at her, wondering +as he had always wondered what had induced his old friend to place his +little girl in such inadequate, feeble hands. + +To break the tension Lady Hetth clanked a silver Indian bracelet bought +at Liberty's against an Egyptian chain sold by Swan & Edgar's, and the +man frowned as he drew a series of cats on his blotting-paper. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + "Against stupidity the very gods + Themselves contend in vain!"--_Schiller_. + + +"Let me see," he said slowly. "You have been in India I believe. I +wonder if you know anything about it!" + +"I lived _ten_ years in the Punjab." This information was given with +the intense self-satisfaction peculiar to the feminine Anglo-Indian. +"With my husband," was added after a rather damping silence, "who was +knighted for certain--er--work he did in the Indian Civil Service." + +"That doesn't mean that you know anything about the country, Mam. +Leonie has been with you almost seven years, please correct me if I +make any mistake. She is seven this month you say. She was four +months old when she came over from India. Did her ayah come with her, +by the way? No! Had she been good to the baby--yes! yes! I know, they +always are, but these dreams indicate that the child has been badly +frightened some time or another!" + +"But she _couldn't_ be frightened at four months," vacantly interrupted +Susan Hetth, who could not see the trend of the conversation, or the +need of the detailed interrogation. "She would be _far_ too young!" + +"Too _young_!" snapped Sir Jonathan. "Rubbish! Do you know why you +are afraid to-day of falling from a height?" + +"No," replied Susan Hetth, cordially loathing the man, his methods, and +his manners. + +"Because," he answered roughly, "you were frightened of falling from +your mother's or your nurse's arms when you were a few months old, and +the impression of height and fear made upon your baby mind is still +with you, _that's_ why!" + +"The brute!" she thought, as she smiled the propitiatory smile of one +who is afraid and murmured, "How very interesting!" + +"Is there anything else you can tell me about your little niece? no +matter how trivial a detail! Has she ever screamed for hours as she +screamed this morning? Does she get angry? I mean mad angry!" + +"No!" replied the aunt. "From what her nurse and daily governess tell +me she seems to be _remarkably_ sweet-tempered. You see I don't--I +haven't--I don't see much of her. I'm--I've--you see I have _so_ many +friends over here!" + +The man snorted. + +"I must say," she continued, "I have _never_ met a child so averse from +being kissed or being made a fuss of--she _hates_ anyone to touch her, +even--even _me_, her _mother_, as you might say; but they say she is +tractable, and has never been known to lose her temper, or slap, or +scratch, as some children do--no! there is _really_ nothing to tell +about her--of course she walks a bit in her sleep, at least so her +Nannie says!" + +The specialist's hand crashed on the table. "Good God, woman!" he +flung at her, "what in heaven's name _are_ you modern women made of? +How long has she been walking in her sleep? Tell me all you know _at +once_--and remember it's your niece's _brain_ and her future you are +talking about, so try and describe this sleep-walking with as much +interest and regard to detail as you would if you were talking about a +new dress. Why in heaven's name didn't you send her with the +nurse--the _servant_--instead of coming yourself--I might have learnt +something about the child _then_!" + +It seemed that Leonie while still quite a baby had walked about the +night nursery in her sleep; that she had been found in the day nursery +and on the lower landing, but had always gone back to bed without +waking; that she muttered a lot of rubbish which the nurse could not +understand, and was always very tired next day. That now that she was +older she slept in a room by herself as she became unaccountably +restless and wide awake if anyone slept in the room with her. No! the +nurse had never noticed the hour or the date, or anything, and that was +really all, and "couldn't you give the child a dose of bromide." + +Which sentence served to finish the history and to bring Sir Jonathan +with a bound from his chair. + +"Bromide," he snarled, "_bromide_! Now, Lady Hetth, listen to me. +There is something more than nerves and a highly strung temperament in +this. Next week I want Nannie, not _you_, to bring the child here on a +visit. I know India and her religions as far as any Englishman dare +say he knows anything about that unfathomable country--yes! Mam! +religions--Hinduism--Brahminism--Buddhism--why, I've passed the best +part of my life trying to unravel certain physical and psychical +threads knotted up in India; but the years are slipping by, and time is +getting shorter and shorter, and but a tithe done out of all there is +to do; but thanks be, my boy has inherited my love for this work, and +will carry on here when I have crossed the threshold and found the +solutions to my problems on the other side. Though I'm sure I don't +know why I'm telling _you_ all this," he finished brusquely, "we will +return to India." + +"Yes! India is very, very interesting!" piped Lady Hetth, rising and +standing on one foot so as to rest the other suffering from an +oversmall shoe. + +"Very, _very_ interesting!" she continued unctuously and with the +enthusiasm she reserved as a rule for the S.P.C.K.I, which letters +stand for an attempt to graft a new creed on to the tree of religion in +India which was bearing _fruit_ at a period when we were hobnobbing in +caves, with a boulder or good stout club as reasons for existence. + +"I'll write and tell you when to send the child and her nurse, and +between us we'll manage to keep her amused. And in the meantime stop +all lessons and let her do exactly as she likes, and feed her up, Mam, +feed her up, her bones are simply coming through her skin." + +Again he laughed a great rumbling laugh, as lifting the child from the +ground he felt the little hands in his mane of white hair. + +"You're nice," she decided, "vewy nice." + +"Like to come and stay with me?" + +"Oh, yes! if you won't--won't make me----!" + +She stopped short. + +"Well! what--won't make you what?" + +"Nothing--Auntie pulled my dwess!" + +The door closed softly. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + "The kindest man, + The best conditioned and unwearied spirit + In doing courtesies."--_Shakespeare_. + + +They met on the threshold. + +Swinging back the door to let Leonie and her aunt out, Ellen, the +middle-aged maid, almost an heirloom in the family of Cuxson, bristling +in starched cap and apron, let in the erstwhile plague of her life, but +now as ever the light of her eyes, Jonathan Cuxson, Junior. + +He took Lady Hetth's hand in a mighty and painful grip when after a +moment's hesitation she introduced herself. + +"Why, of course! You must be Jan! Except for being bigger you haven't +changed a bit since I saw you years ago one Speech Day at Harrow!" She +looked with open admiration at the very personable young man before her +who loomed large in the hall with his height of six feet two and a +tremendous width of shoulder. His eyes were grey, and as honest as a +genuine fine day; the jaw was just saved from a shadow of brutality in +its strength by a remarkably fine mouth; the ears were splendid from an +intellectual point of view, and the set of the head on the neck, and +the neck on the shoulders, perfect. The nose was a good nose, rather +broad at the top, with those delicate sensitive nostrils which usually +spell trouble for the owner. + +"I don't believe you remember me!" + +Happily the reply which must have been untrue or given in the negative +was averted by the hilarious arrival of a puppy. + +Having heard the deep voice associated in its canine mind with bits of +cake and joyous roughs-and-tumbles, it had forsaken the happy though +forbidden hunting ground of the upper storeys and negotiated the stairs +in a series of bumps and misses. + +Arrived in the hall it hurled itself blindly against Leonie's ankles, +and ricocheted on to its master's boots, where it essayed a _pas seul_ +on its hind legs in its efforts to reach the strong brown hand. + +"Oh!" said Leonie, as she fell on her knees with her arms outstretched +to the rampaging ball of white fluff and high spirits, the which +thinking it some new game squatted back on its hind legs with the front +ones wide apart, gave an infantile squeak, and whizzed round three +times apparently for luck, as tears welled up in the child's large eyes +and trickled down the white face. + +"Hello, kiddie! You're crying!" said Jan Cuxson, who like his father +had a positive mania for protecting and helping those in trouble, which +mania got him into an infinite and varied amount of trouble himself, +and led him into unexpected boles and corners of the earth. "I'm--I'm +not crying weally!" choked Leonie, "it's--it's my kitten!" + +"Oh! do stop, Leonie!" said her aunt, leaning down to catch the child's +hand and pull her to her feet. "She's coming to stay with you," she +added, as Leonie stood quite still with that piteous jerk of the chin +which comes from suppressed and overwhelming grief, as she watched the +puppy play a one-sided game of bumblefoot in a corner. + +"That's jolly," said the young man. + +"Oh! she's coming as a case. She walks a good deal in her sleep, and +as my brother-in-law, Colonel Hetth, if you remember, was such a----" + +But Jan Cuxson was not listening. + +He too had put his hand on the curly head and tilted it back gently so +that the light shone into the sorrow-laden eyes encircled by shadows. + +Then he smiled suddenly down at the mite, and she, perceiving that a +ray of light had suddenly pierced the all-pervading gloom, smiled back, +and catching his left hand in both of hers pressed it to her forehead. + +"Good Lord!" he muttered, as a thrill ran through him at the unexpected +and oriental action. + +And Fate, plucking in senile fashion at the loose ends which lay +nearest her old hand, knotted two tightly together with a bit of rare +golden strand she kept tucked away in her bodice. + +"And what shall we do when you come? Can you ride? I know of a lovely +pony a little boy rides!" + +Leonie shook her head mournfully, feeling unconsciously but acutely the +penalty of her sex for the first time in her life. + +"I can't wide astwide," she sighed, "I haven't any bweeches. Jill and +Maudie Wetherbourne always wide in skirts. But I can swim," she added +quickly, "an' jump in out of my depff. I learnt in the baff at the +seaside!" + +"Oh! come along, child, _do_!" broke in her aunt to her own undoing. + +"Auntie jumps in too, though she says she doesn't," proceeded Leonie in +a gallant effort to shore up her family's sporting reputation. + +"I do _not_, Leonie! I can't imagine how you ever got such an idea +into your head!" + +But Leonie, nothing daunted, shook back her russet mop of hair and gave +direct answer, to the confusion of the domestic who happily stood out +of Lady Hetth's eye-range. + +"But, Auntie! I've _often_ heard Wilkins tell Nannie that you've been +in off the deep end before bweakfast! Oh! do let me hold him just for +ever such a little while!" + +To save the expression of his face Jan Cuxson had bent and lifted the +pup by the scruff of its neck, and upon the piteous appeal put it +squirming and wriggling in the outstretched arms. + +Great tears dripped all over the animal though Leonie stood on one +foot, bit her underlip, and squeezed the puppy to suffocation in a +valiant effort to restrain this appalling sign of weakness. + +"Tell me what makes you cry like that?" + +"My--my kitten was--was stwangled by--by someone this morning, an'--an' +she was all soft an'--an' fluffy like----" + +The words ended in a paroxysm of sobs muffled in the puppy's coat +whereupon it ecstatically licked every visible part of the child's +neck, whilst Ellen, throwing decorum to the winds, knelt down and drew +the shaking little figure into her arms. + +"Anybody in there!" suddenly and very gruffly asked Jan Cuxson, jerking +his head in the direction of the room where the few and favoured +awaited the pleasure of the specialist. + +"No, Sir," replied Ellen, as she disentangled one of the puppy's claws +from the lace on Leonie's sleeve. "I'm going to call my father! I +don't think you understand your little girl very well!" + +He spoke quite gently but his face was white with anger, that almost +terrifying rage which surges over and through the mentally and +physically strong at the sight, or thought, of cruelty to the small and +weak. + +He whistled two exceedingly sharp notes and plunged his hands into his +pockets, where he scrunched up his keys and some loose change. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +"The liberal soul shall be made fat."--_The Bible_. + + +"Well! well! well!" + +Sir Jonathan walked over to the child and knelt down beside her as the +maid rose and straightened her crumpled apron. + +"Let me have the doggie, darling!" + +"No!--no!--_no_! I--I love him. He's all soft and cuddley. I want to +hold him for jus' a little, little longer!" + +The child's voice was shrill with excitement as she pulled back from +the encircling arms, her lips quivering, her eyes staring distractedly +first at the younger man then at the dog. + +"Would you like to have Jingles, kiddie?" + +The change in the child's face was electrifying, and Sir Jonathan, +rising with his eyes fixed upon her, touched his son's arm to draw his +attention to it. + +Tears like dewdrops on brown pansy petals hung heavily from the lashes, +but the corners of the mouth turned up in an adorable smile, and waves +of gratitude and delight swept up from chin to brow obliterating the +agony of the past hours. + +"For _me_--to _keep_?" she whispered, as she stood on her toes in an +instinctive effort to make the body reach and unite with the mind at +the highest point of this most perfect moment, whilst her little breast +heaved with the repressed sobs of her fully laden heart. + +"Yes! for keeps, little one!" + +The three elders stood silently, the specialist watching intently the +light which kindled in the child's eyes as she looked from one to the +other before she bent her head over the dog she had completely +surrounded with her arms. + +Jan Cuxson made a movement to end a situation which was bordering on +cruelty when Lady Hetth anticipated him with her customary dire +tactlessness. + +"There now, Leonie! _Now_ perhaps you'll be satisfied. Give Mr. +Cuxson a kiss and say thank you nicely!" + +Leonie would have cheerfully put her hand in the fire to serve this +wonderful being who royally distributed gifts, and _live_ ones at that, +and only hesitated for the barest fraction of a second before, her face +suffused with crimson, she walked up to him. + +"Of course if--if you want me to--I'll--I'll kiss you," she said +heroically, unconsciously squeezing the puppy under the stress of the +awful moment until it yelped, "but I'd--I'd wather----" She stopped +and looked up hurriedly into the understanding face of the elder man. + +He nodded as he caught her eye so that she finished all in a hopeful +burst. + +"But I'd wather not if you don't mind!" + +Lady Hetth frowned and put out her hand, murmuring something about +really having to go. + +"I'll send for her and Nannie, Lady Hetth. And keep her out of doors +as much as possible. Why don't you take her to the Zoo this afternoon?" + +"I couldn't _possibly_!" came the prompt and irritable reply. + +"What about me!" interrupted Jan Cuxson. "Eh! kiddie? You and I +riding big, fat elephants at the Zoo!" + +"_You_--and _Jingles_--and _me_!" said Leonie, disengaging her hand +from her aunt's. "And you," she said sweetly, laying it on the elder +man's coat sleeve. + +Heaven had opened wide its gates and she was for pulling everybody in +with her, and her eyes danced, and so did her patent shod feet on the +rug. + +"It's _too_ kind of you, Jan!" broke in her aunt. "I really don't like +to let you waste your time with a child!" + +"Not at all, Lady Hetth! I love kids--and the Zoo. Where shall I +bring her to afterwards?" + +"Oh! Yes! bring her to the Ladies' Union Club where I am staying. No! +you'd better take her to her Nannie as they don't allow children in the +Club, thank goodness. They are staying in York Street, Baker Street, +quite convenient for you." + +She trailed through the door as she spoke, pouring out a cascade of +vapid thanks and announcing also that she had shopping to do at +Debenham and Freebody's. + +She hadn't, she was going to catch an omnibus in Cavendish Square, +being of those who, blindly extravagant in most things, think they +economise when spoiling their clothes and temper in a penny ha'penny +bus, instead of keeping both unruffled in a taxi, at two shillings. + +Ellen, returning later triumphantly with a taxi, held wide the door, a +wide and loving smile across her plain face. + +"You come too, Sir," said Jan Cuxson. "Do you heaps of good to ride an +elephant!" + +"I only wish I could, boy," said the man as he laid one hand on the +shoulder of the son he loved, and the other on Leonie's head. "But +I've much to do in that opium case, and I'm dining out, and shall read +a bit when I get back----" + +"And I'm dining out too, more's the nuisance, otherwise I could help. +Sure to be awfully late as it's a farewell dinner to a fellow at the +hospital----" + +"Well! See you in the morning! Good-bye, sweetheart, I won't forget +the book, and just you make that lazy fellow show you everything!" + +He bent and kissed Leonie as she lifted her face, which was an +unheard-of thing for her to do, and watched her as, hugging the +struggling dog, she ran down the steps and was lifted into the taxi by +her companion. + +With his foot on the step Jan hesitated, then turned and walked back to +his father. + +"I don't know why. Sir, but I do wish you'd come too," he said slowly, +looking at the man he loved with a love past the comprehension of the +younger generation of the present day. + +He put out his hand as he spoke and gripped the elder man's hard, then +ran down the steps, jumped in beside Leonie, and turned to wave +hilariously with her as they sped away to the Zoo. + +The brain specialist went back thoughtfully to his room, and when he +had closed the door stood for a long time looking out at the little +garden with its one big tree. + +"I wonder, I _wonder_," he mused. "I'd give a good deal to get at that +ayah--well! why not?--I could start for----" He looked round suddenly, +then laughed as he passed his hand over his eyes. "Funny! I thought +someone opened the door." + +He moved to his desk and turned over his diary, showing blank page +after blank page. + +"Strange," he muttered. "There is nothing written down after to-day, +not a single engagement. I must have entered them in some other book; +very careless of me." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + "And the wild beasts of the islands shall cry + in their desolate homes."--_The Bible_. + + +"Gawd!" + +Mrs. Henry Higgins called upon the Almighty in the vernacular of Seven +Dials, sought gropingly for the members of her progeny who clutched her +skirt, and fortunately kept her head. + +"'Enery James--no! Gertrude Ellen--you've gotter better headpiece, +jest yer slip along to the keeper an' tell _'im_ to look slippy and +come along quick _h'and_ quiet!" + +Gertrude Ellen, puffed up with pride at the pull she had had over her +brother, slipped off, as her mother continued in a raucous whisper, +"Now if that young miss don't deserve a thorough good 'iding! I'd take +the skin off yer if any of yer did such a fing, strite I would. Drat +yer, keep stilt cawn't yer--you'll rouse the brute!" + +She shook her skirts so that the half-dozen clinging children rattled +like a bunch of keys, pushed her jet bonnet back from the shiny +wrinkled forehead, and waited, her motherly heart aquake in spite of +her drastic language. + +Jan Cuxson was standing in front of the lions' cage at one end of the +lion-house, talking to his old friend the keeper, under the impression +that Leonie was close beside him; but she, having taken advantage of +their conversation and a practically empty house, had slipped quietly +away, climbed the barrier near the far window, and was _also_ holding +conversation--with a tiger from Bengal. + +The animal lay outstretched with his wonderful head close to the bars, +and his unblinking opalescent gold-flecked eyes staring straight into +the opalescent gold-flecked eyes of the child as she stood on tip-toe +so that her face was almost on a level with that of the animal. + +"_Poor_ tiger!" she was saying. "I'm vewwy sowwy for you--I'm sure +you're not so vewy, vewy wicked, an' if you will bend your head I will +stwoke you behind the ear same as I did Kitty." + +Mrs. Henry Higgins gasped. + +Holding on to one bar tightly just near the tiger's mouth so as to +steady herself, Leonie stretched, and thrusting her hand inside began +to rub the tiger's head quite forcibly behind the ear. + +"Nice?" she inquired as the animal closed its eyes under the unexpected +and unexperienced caress, then opening them lifted the beautiful head +and yawned to the full capacity of the huge mouth, affording Leonie a +front row view of the splendid ivories and pale pink tongue. + +"Oh--h--h!" said she admiringly, standing flat and patting the nearest +paw. "I _do_ like you though you _do_ fwighten me when you walk so +softly in my dweams--oh--h--h!" + +She shivered with ecstasy as the tiger rolled on its back, displaying +its soft white belly as it bit its hind foot with the abandon of a +baby, then turned on its side, and leaping sideways to its feet, slunk +off to the far corner of the miserable den, which is all a civilised +country gives a wild animal in exchange for its jungle home. + +Meanwhile the Higgins brood, like hungry sparrows on a rail, were +sitting open-mouthed on the lower steps provided for the benefit of +those spectators who wish to revel with safety in the degrading sight +of the royal beasts fed with lumps of bleeding meat pushed through the +lower bar on the end of a prong. + +Rendered somewhat incoherent by fear, and haste, allied to the ghastly +English she had acquired in the streets and been allowed to retain in +the Council School, Gertrude Ellen had found it somewhat difficult to +arouse the keeper to a realisation of the impending disaster. + +But when he _did_ look over his shoulder in the direction her dirty +little hand was pointing he swore a mighty oath and acted promptly. + +"Keep still, Sir, for the love of heaven!" he whispered, catching hold +of Jan Cuxson's arm as the latter made a step forward. "Don't let that +there animal see yer, he's the blamedest, cussedest brute I've ever had +to do with. Never had a civil growl from him since he came here over +three years ago." + +Whilst speaking the man had hurriedly discarded his boots and climbed +inside the barrier, whilst Cuxson held the child quiet by her thin +little shoulders. + +"Damn that woman," went on the keeper, "why can't she keep still. Sure +as blazes if that there tiger sees her, which don't mean if he's +_looking_ at her, he'll go nasty and have that missy's 'and off." + +Mrs. Higgins, having clumped her brood into silence, was making frantic +and what she imagined to be surreptitious signals of distress with her +left arm, keeping her eyes glued on Leonie, who was clinging to the +bars with both hands whilst calling upon the tiger to come back. + +He came back, half crouched, noiselessly, stealthily, the hair of the +belly almost touching the ground, for all the world like a cat about to +spring upon an unsuspecting sparrow. + +He came to a standstill within an inch of the bars and threw his +pointed ears straight forward so that they stood out at right angles to +the beautifully marked face; spasmodically twitched back the mouth +without a sound issuing therefrom, and then lay down and pressed his +head against the bars. + +The tiny hand was stroking the silky ears, patting the head, and +prodding contentedly into the thick fur of the neck when suddenly with +a mighty heart-quaking roar the tiger leapt up and back, and then +hurled himself at the bars. + +The keeper had crept, bent double, along the inside of the barrier, and +had most suddenly and surprisingly seized Leonie by the waist and +wrenched her free from the bars to which she had tried to cling, +holding her like a vice in his arms where she vainly kicked and +struggled for freedom. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + ". . . that man could not be altogether cleared + from injustice in dealing with beasts as he now + does."--_Plutarch_. + + +The whole house was in an uproar. + +The lions were trotting round and round, stopping to listen and snuff in +the sawdust near the bars; the stumpy jaguar, black as ink, with a body +like a steel case, was rushing up and down, rubbing its forehead fiercely +as it turned; a lion and his mate were rearing themselves one after the +other against the walls, half turning from the middle to fall almost +backward in that peculiar movement which reminds one forcibly of great +succeeding waves stopped and thrown back upon themselves by some bleak +rock. + +People were pushing and straining to look in at the windows, and rattling +the doors which had been hurriedly locked by the keepers who had rushed +to ascertain the cause of the tumult, whilst the tiger made the place +resound with its terrific roars as it hurled its huge weight again and +again at the bars of its cage. + +"Come _on_, Mother," shouted the keeper above the din, "bring all those +children and let's get out. They'll quieten down when we've gone. Can't +you _read_!" + +He shook Leonie slightly under the stress of his agitation as he hauled +her in front of the notice which commands you to refrain from climbing +the barrier. + +"Of course I can wead," she replied with dignity; "I'm weading the +little----" + +"Well! read _that_!" + +"But--but"--stammered Leonie, having read with difficulty--"but I knew +the tiger, Mr. Keeper!" + +"_Oh_! yes! of course! You were tiger 'unting and brought him from the +Sunderbunds about four years ago; it wasn't the gentleman, of course not!" + +"But weally," pleaded Leonie with the tears very near, "weally I've--I've +dweamed lots about him, and--and--and----" + +"Take her away, Sir--she makes me see red she does. No thank you. +Sir--very much obliged, but it's part of my duty to see that people +_don't_ climb the barrier, and I kind of failed--p'raps the little girl +what came and----" + +They were outside by this time and the centre of an interested admiring +crowd; it is only bleeding meat at three o'clock as a rule which can +rouse the inhabitants of the lion house from their prison apathy. + +Taking the dirty little paw Cuxson, crumpling up a note, put it into the +dirty little palm and closed the fingers tightly over it. Whereupon +Gertrude Ellen blushed furiously, and went to her mother with her +clenched fist behind her back, where she kept it stiffly until tea-time, +when she held out the bit of paper without a word, to the tune of "Lawks +a mercy me!" from her mother, who immediately ordered more buns on the +strength of it. + +"Lor' bless yer, lovey!" said Mrs. Higgins, whose bonnet was bobbing on +the nape of her neck, leaving the wisps of hair to straggle +unrestrainedly in the honest grey eyes, as she knelt on the ground and +tugged Leonie's short skirts into place. "Yer did give us a turn, +dearie; yer might 'av 'ad yer 'and nipped orf by that there brute. Come +'_ere_, Lil and 'Erb--I'll 'ave yer eaten by the camuls next!" + +The bow-legged twins, with their spirit of adventure quashed, rolled back +to mother, and stood wide-eyed as she ran her work-worn hand through the +stranger's luxuriant curls. + +"Give us a kiss, lovey, an' go an' get some tea!" + +For the second time that day Leonie moved to obey the same command, but +this time there was no hesitation as she put her thin arms round the +woman's neck and kissed her sweetly once and again. + +And the woman, who sensed something amiss in the quivering little body, +held her firmly, patting her gently with the same hand which dealt out +indiscriminately such resounding and often well-earned smacks among her +own; and Leonie sighed and leant confidingly against the stout, badly +corseted figure. + +"How comfy," she whispered shyly. "How soft you are. Auntie never holds +me in her arms, and when Nannie does she's always full of bits of things +that stick _out_." + +And then with a little scream of delight she was away, speeding over the +gravel in the wake of a lumbering great form wending its way in and out +of the crowd. + +"Cut along, Sir, or you'll find her 'obnobbing with the gorilla next! +I've never _seen_ such a child for downright mischievousness." + +Cuxson cut along as bidden and for all he was worth, pulling Leonie up in +front of the ticket office for elephant rides, and after purchasing +tickets sidetracked her to a tea-table. + + * * * * * * * * + +"Mind you bring Jingles when you come to stay!" + +"Pwomise," called back Leonie from her Nannie's arms as she opened the +door to them and lifted the tired happy child from the taxi. + +But she didn't because she never went. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + "And make my seated heart knock at my ribs + Against the use of nature. Present fears + Are less than horrible imaginings."--_Shakespeare_. + + +Big Ben announced the approaching hour of midnight, throwing the +sonorous notes to the soft spring wind which wafted them up to Harley +Street. + +Save for the light thrown by the dancing flames of a log fire, and the +orange disc made on the desk by the light of a heavily shaded lamp, the +room was dark; the silence broken only by the occasional crackle of the +wood fire and the faint rustle as Sir Jonathan turned a page. + +"Notes" was written in letters of brass across the thick book heavily +bound in leather, and of which the small key to the massive Bramah lock +was kept in a pocket especially made in every waistcoat Sir Jonathan +possessed. + +Slowly he read through the page he had just written, crossing a t, +dotting an i, adding or scratching out a word of the writing which was +in no way more legible than that of any other surgeon; and when he had +read he ran his hand through the mass of snow-white hair, sighed, and +pushed the book further back on to the desk. + +It is an eerie sound that of someone speaking aloud to himself, and +still more eerie when it occurs in the middle of the night when the +only part of the speaker to be clearly seen is the strong white hands +moving in the orange disc thrown on the desk by the heavily shaded lamp. + +And it is a strange habit this talking aloud of the solitary soul. + +Mad? + +Not a bit. + +Dumb in the babel and din of chaotic midday, unresponsive to the +uncongenial matter around, it will talk on subjects gay and grave, and +even laugh with the silent sympathetic shades of midnight. + +Nevertheless it is mighty eerie to hear it unawares. + +For the twentieth time the famous specialist picked up a letter and +read it from beginning to end. + +"Strange, Jim, old fellow," said he as he laid it down, "strange how I +think of you to-night. Seeing your little one, I suppose. But somehow +to-night more than ever I feel the blank you made in my life when you +left. How you'd have loved the kiddie, Jim. Strange wee soul with a +shadow already on her life--a big black shadow, Jim, which I--I am +going----!" + +He turned his head and looked over his shoulder. + +"Ugh!" he said, as he turned back to the desk and drew the book towards +him. + +"Leonie Hetth--age seven--walks in her sleep and dreams--dreams are +evidently of India--things that walk softly and purr--a small +light--and wet red which may mean blood--green eyes and a black woman +who--who----" + +Once more he ran his hand through his hair, but time irritably, then +shook his head from side to side rubbed his hand across his eyes. + +"I've been sitting up too late these last few nights over that opium +case. Don't seem to be able to collect or hold my thoughts. Jim, old +fellow, I wonder what made you leave Leonie in the care of that damn +silly, shallow woman, and I wonder how you could ever have produced +anything so highly strung and temperamental as your little daughter. I +sup----" + +He stopped quite suddenly and rose, standing with his head bent forward. + +There was not a sound! + +Feeling for the arm of his chair with his face still turned to the +curtained window he sank back, only to spring upright with a bound. + +Noiselessly, swiftly he crossed to the window, and pulling back the +curtain an inch or two peered out into the small garden with its one +tree and border of shrubs. + +There was no sound and nothing moved. + +"Strange!" he muttered, "I could have sworn some-one knocked." + +He jerked back the curtains so that they rasped on the brass rod, +letting in the almost blinding glare of the full moon which drew a +nimbus from the silvery head and threw shadows which danced and +gibbered by the aid of the log fire over the walls and ceiling, and in +and out of the open safe. + +He turned, but stopped abruptly when half-way across the room, standing +stock still with his back to the window. + +There was a faint distinct tapping as though slender fingers were +beating a ghastly, distant drum. + +It stopped--it continued--it stopped. + +Then fell one little solitary rap like a drop of water falling on a +metal plate, and it died away into silence. + +And Sir Jonathan threw up his fine old head and laughed. + +"Surely I've got India on the brain to-night, and as surely I want a +good long holiday," he said, as he sat down at his desk and picked up +his pen. "And I must remember to tell the gardener to clip that tree +to-morrow. How Jan will laugh when I tell him that I was absolutely +scared by a branch rubbing against the window." + +For five long minutes he sat frowning down at the pen in his hand. +Three times he commenced to write, and three times he stopped; twice he +lit a cigarette and let it go out, and deeper grew the lines between +the brows and round the mouth, until he shivered and turned quickly in +his chair. + +"That felt just like a sea-fog creeping up behind; stupid to keep the +window open even in spring," he said as he picked up a log from a +basket by his side and threw it deftly into the wide-open grate, leant +sideways to separate two brass ornaments on a table which had jangled +one against the other, and sighing turned restlessly in his chair. + +"Confound those great market lorries," he muttered, looking round the +room with its cabinets and shelves filled with the strange and weird, +beautiful and unsightly curios he had brought back from every corner of +the globe. "They shake the house enough to bring it down about one's +ears." + +The moon was slowly shifting as he leant back and settled himself +comfortably in the high leather chair; the room was getting darker and +there had fallen that intense almost palpable stillness which envelops +most great cities after midnight, and against which his thoughts stood +out like steel points upon a velvet curtain. + +Clear and sharp as steel they shot indeed, this way and that through +his mind; but hold them he could not, analyse or arrange them he could +not, neither would his hand move towards the pen a few inches from the +finger-tips. + +"God!" he suddenly thundered, striking the arm of the chair with his +fist. "The answer is just there on the tip of my tongue--before my +very eyes--within reach of my fingers, and yet I cannot grasp it--ah! +why! could it _possibly_ be----" + +He rose as he spoke and crossed to a massive bookcase packed to +overflowing with books, switched on a light hanging near, opened the +glass door and ran his hand lovingly over the leather volumes. + +Then he very gently laid his hand on his left shoulder and turned with +a smile lighting up his face, which abruptly went blank in astonishment. + +"Upon my word," he said, "whatever made me think that Jan had come in +and had put his hand upon my shoulder. Old fool that I am to-night." + +For a moment he stood looking into the shadowy corners, then turned +again to the case, ran his finger along a row of books until he came to +one with the title "India," pulled it out and opened it under the light. + +The book opened quite suddenly and wide, and his eyes fell on the first +few lines. Without a movement he stood staring down at the printed +words, reading to the end of the page, then he violently closed the +book, thrust it back into the case, and closing the doors, pressed +against them with both hands as though in an endeavour to keep back +something which was trying to get out. + +"No! my God! No! never! not that--not _that_ as an end--not for _that_ +baby--and yet----" + +He moved across to the desk, sank heavily like a very old man into his +chair and covered his face with his hands. + +Then very slowly and as though against his will he uncovered his face, +and leaning forward stared across to the bookcase whilst he groped for +the pen beside the book. + +"And the cure," he muttered, "the remedy--I _must_ find it--I--I----" + +His heart was thudding heavily with the merest suspicion of a complete +pause between the beats, his hand trembled almost imperceptibly, whilst +his eyes glanced questioningly this way and that. + +"I don't understand, I don't understand!" he whispered, just like a +frightened child as he plucked at his collar and moved his head quickly +from side to side as though trying to loosen some stranglehold about +his neck. + +He turned and stared unseeingly into the fire with the look of +perplexity deepening on his face, then slowly he raised his eyes, first +to the delicate tracings of the Adams mantelpiece, then to the varied +ornaments on the shelf. + +"Tish!" he said impatiently as they roved from the central figure of +benign undisturbed Buddha, to a snake of brass holding a candle, and on +to a blatant and grotesque dragon from China. + +For a second he stared uncomprehendingly, then raised his head. + +Inch by inch his eyes moved until they reached the top shelf of the +overmantel and stopped. A shiver shook him as he lay back in his +chair, his widespread fingers clutched at the chair arms, a tiny bead +of perspiration showed upon the broad forehead. + +Staring down at him, shining evilly in the moonlight, was a glistening, +unwavering eye. + +Just a slanting mother-o'-pearl eye in the battered head of a god or +goddess of India, with features almost obliterated by the passage of +centuries. + +For a full minute Sir Jonathan sat staring up at the eye which stared +back; then moving with a convulsive jerk, ran both hands through the +mane of silvery hair as though to lift some crushing load from about +his head; and turning sideways in his chair stretched out one hand +between the eye above and his own as he clumsily seized the pen in the +shaking fingers. + +"Ah! my God!" he muttered, "the answer is still there, on the tip of my +tongue, before my eyes, within reach of my fingers, and I cannot grasp +it--ah!--yes----" + +Slowly and with infinite pain he wrote, printing the letters in thick +and crooked capitals, whilst his breath whistled through the dilated +nostrils and one foot beat unceasingly against the desk. + +"The answer to the problem concerning Leonie Hetth is in the third +volume upon----" + +His hand stopped suddenly when the fingers involuntarily spread wide +apart, letting fall the pen which rolled across the book; and the +silvery head turned inch by inch until the grey eyes had lifted to the +one shining in the shadows. + +And there commenced a desperate, a bitter struggle for a child's +reason, perhaps for a child's life, as the moon gently withdrew her +light. + +Like the clammy wraiths of fog upon the moor, like the searching +tentacles of some blind monster of the sea, fear crept upon the +splendid old man in this still hour of the night. + +It held his hands, it was folded about his mouth, it pounded violently +upon his gallant heart, whilst the eye looked him between the eyes, so +that his brain was seared as strive he might to turn away his head he +kept his face turned piteously upward. + +"What is it," he muttered thickly, as though his tongue clove to the +roof of the mouth, "what is it that is pulling me, pressing upon me, +choking me! I have no body, no--no hands--I--have--no power to +move--I----" + +And then he screamed, though but a whisper fell, as with a spasmodic +jump of his whole body he flung himself round in his chair, and +cowering low against the arm, peered into the deepening shadows. + +"All round about me," he whispered, "all about me those hands are +pulling, and yet--and--and----" + +He laughed until his face, a white cameo against a grey velvet pall, +grinned like a mask of mirthless death, as slowly he raised one +clenched fist and shook it weakly until it fell back with a dull thud, +useless, against the chair. + +"I thought I was afraid--I--I thought I saw--I saw death behind--but +I--I shall not die until--until I have written--written--what is it I +am to write--ah! yes!" + +Searching sideways with his left hand he groped and found the pen, then +very carefully, very slowly turned towards the desk. + +He drove the pen in fiercely, making a thick black mark; he pushed it +until the nib stuck, spluttered, and broke as he flung out both hands +as if grasping at something which evaded him. + +"Gone!" he mouthed, though there was no sound of speech in the room. +"Gone--gone!" and he suddenly tore at his collar and his cuffs as +though to break some bond which held him, as he glanced furtively about +the room. + +For one long moment he sat leaning forward, staring far beyond the +Indian screen upon which his eyes were fixed, and then slowly, almost +imperceptibly, his head moved. + +The drawn white face had the hunted look of some animal at bay, the +agonised eyes moved as the head moved; slowly, slowly, inch by inch, +the breath coming stertorously as the mouth tried vainly to frame some +word. + +The moon had gathered the last fold of her silvery raiment about her +and was creeping away through the open window just as Sir Jonathan +looked straight up into the eye gleaming malevolently through the gloom. + +And as he looked the head moved gently so that the eye leered cunningly +into the distorted face beneath; it, hovered for a fraction of time on +the edge of the shelf and fell, just as the old man, with a blinding +flash of understanding sweeping his face, sprang to his feet, stood +upright, swayed forward, and fell back sideways, dead, across his +chair, staring across the room into eternity with eyes full of +knowledge and infinite horror. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + "How have I hated instruction, and my heart + despised reproof!"--_The Bible_. + + +"Oh! dear!" + +The plaintive ejaculation fell on the drowsy noonday air, and the +speaker fished a chocolate out of the box, offered her in heartfelt +sympathy by her companion. + +"Buck up, old thing!" said the latter. "These very same old exam rods +were laid up in pickle for our forbears, and they survived the ordeal. +The summer's here and the holidays are due, so let's grin and bear it, +and what _does_ it matter if you _do_ mix your futures and +conditionals? As long as it's French and you don't split your +infinitives you're all right, the splitting, I believe, _is_ a mortal +sin in some cases, though I don't quite understand how, or exactly what +it means." + +Seaview House is an establishment for the finishing of young ladies, +which process includes the rounding of their anatomical angles by means +of dancing and physical culture, and the polishing of the facets of +their intelligence by the gentle manipulation of three or four foreign +governesses and professors of music, singing, drawing, etc. These +latter smile suavely through the excruciating half-hours they allot to +each unfinished damsel, and tear their hair in private at the memory of +the daily and hourly murderous executions of the old masters at which +they must perforce assist. + +And as much, and even more, attention is paid to the repousse work on +the outside of the platter. + +The hirsute covering is brushed and burnished until the heads of the +two score damsels bob about in the sun like globes of ebony, or straw, +or Dutch cheese, or ginger; finger nails shine like old cut glass, just +enough and not too much; figures are repressed or augmented until they +look more like figures and less like sacks of barley, or wood planks. +They are taught to sit down and stand up, and to cross, enter or leave +a room like humans instead of colts, to pitch the voice in a low and +gracious key, and to look upon slang as a luxury only to be enjoyed in +the absence of those in temporary power. In fact the establishment is +quite old-fashioned but infinitely charming, and has the reputation of +having more old pupils to a score of years happily or advantageously +married, and fewer ditto employed in a useful capacity than any other +school in Eastbourne. + +Which is all as it should be! + +"Yes! but," continued, let's call her Annie Smith; she does not appear +in the book again so that it really does not matter about her +nomenclature. "I could just see Leonie from my desk and she was +smiling all over her face and romping, simply _romping_ through the +French papers." + +"Oh! but," sympathised, let us call her Susan Brown for the same reason +that we christened Annie Smith, "_she_ has a brain!" + +Nice Susan Brown hadn't, but balanced the lack by a wealthy parentage. + +"Yes! of course she has! And _isn't_ she beautiful!" + +Nice Annie Smith was as plain as a bun, but balanced her defect by a +heart of gold, and found her ultimate and perfect joy in an overworked +curate and seven children by him, all of whom were destined to sit +round the festive board like seven plain little currantless buns on a +plate. + +"Yes! isn't she! She's wonderful, I think, and oh! so very different +to all of us." + +"I found the very word to suit her in the dictionary," rather +importantly added Susan Brown, "_bizarre_----" + +"Whatever does it mean?" inquired Annie Smith, who was destined never +again to run up against the word or its meaning during the rest of her +neutral life. + +"Er--a kind of a--er--_je ne sais quoi_ in the temperament--not exactly +a nonconformist, you know; but just a little--well, not _quite_ like +_us_!" + +"I see!" contentedly replied mystified Annie Smith. "But I _do_ love +her; she's such a dear. So gentle and so ready to help everybody, and +so _splendid_ at sports. What tremendous friends she and Jessica have +become, haven't they, since the night of the scare? I often wonder +what made her walk in her sleep like that; she's never done it since." + +"Indigestion, I've always thought. Cookie was away on her holidays, if +you remember, and her _locum tenens_, understudy, you know, made pastry +like cement; I always thought, too, that Principal gave her that lovely +little room right away from the rest of us on account of it--the +sleep-walking, I mean. I'm sure I should have _died_ if I'd found her +standing over me in the moonlight in the middle of the night. It must +be awfully jolly though having someone in India who writes to you every +three months. _Isn't_ she lucky to have been _born_ in India, and to +have had an ayah, a kind of native nurse, you know, who _still_ +worships her, and writes to her, and sends _real_ Indian presents, and +to have had a V.C. for a father--Leonie, I mean?" + +Annie Smith laughed that happy laugh which is the outcome of a +perfectly contented mind. "She deserves all the luck she gets, and +what luck for _us_ having her as head next term. What a favourite she +is with everyone, even old Signer Valenti! Oh, dear, I wish +to-morrow's exams were over; my fingers feel just like blanc-mange when +I think of that nocturne." + +"Never say die, Ann! _Have_ you heard Leonie play the Moonlight?" + +"No! What's it like?" + +"Simply _awful_, just like Mam'zel when she thumps downstairs in her +felt slippers." + +There fell a space of drowsy silence in which the girls lay back on the +grass incline, and solemnly munched chocolates with youth's delightful +dissociation from anything more perplexing than the passing of the +actual hour. + +"No!" murmured Annie Smith, breaking the drowsy spell. "She's _not_ +like us--couldn't be with a V.C. father and India as a birthright. But +isn't it all _wonderfully_ mysterious?" + +Dear unsophisticated soul, whose _wanderlust_ was yearly arrested, or +rather satisfied, with the summer holiday by the sea, and whose rector +father acted as a weekly soporific to his congregation. + +"I wonder who gave her that perfectly _horrible_ charm?" she added +sleepily. + +"The ayah, I _think_," came an equally sleepy answer. "Did I tell you +that I found it in the bath-room the other night? It's an eye--a +cat's-eye, you know--a perfect beast of a thing; I would swear it +winked at me when I dropped it on the floor. Anyway I left it there +and simply _flew_ out of the room to tell Leonie, and Jessica pinched, +I beg Principal's pardon, took my bath. Ugh! and she wears it night +and day--oh! look, here she comes----" + +"Oh!" sighed plain Annie Smith, "isn't she _beautiful_!" + +She was! + +Unaware that anyone was watching, Leonie stopped in front of a bush of +red roses. She neither touched or sniffed them; she just flung out her +arms, lifted her face to the blazing sun and laughed. + +The simple school frock showed the wonder of her figure, with the +beautiful rounded bust, the slender waist, and the moulded limbs; the +sun drew red and yellow lights out of the heavy russet hair, gold +flecks out of the green eyes, and a flash of crimson from the rather +full clear-cut mouth with its turned-up corners. + +Her skin was like ivory with the faintest tinge of pink just on the +very tip of the rather pronounced cheek-bones; her hands were small and +fine, and the fingers were like pea-pods, long and slender and slightly +dimpled. + +And when she moved away towards the summer-house where she could see +the sea, she moved not at all from her waist upwards. She held her +head and shoulders as though she had carried baskets of fruit or +washing upon the crown of her pate since her youth; her glorious bosom +was like a bed of lotus buds in the southern wind; she moved like a +deer, or a snake, or a bacchanalian dancer, as you will; but in any +case in a way which in the present tense caused the Principal to mourn +in secret, and in the future brought the condemnation of women and the +eyes of men full upon her. + +And behind the summer-house she leant against the wall. + +"One more term," she said, "only one more term, and then I shall be +free--free to go--free to wander--free to follow the voice which is +calling, calling! Only one more little term!" + +And Fate, grinning, pinched that one more little term between her +knotted old thumb and finger so that it was stillborn. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + "And hath gone and served other gods."--_The Bible_. + + +Shriek upon shriek tore the peaceful stillness of the night, and in one +second the sleeping house was transformed from a place of rest and +quiet to the semblance of a disturbed rookery. + +Deathly silence followed the horrible screams of fear and the sound of +the girls calling one to the other, during which mistresses extricated +themselves from the encumbering bedclothes to rush on to their +respective landings; elder girls peered in terror from their bedroom +doors, and younger ones clung to each other or the bed-post, or the +door-knob, anything in fact which would help to support their quaking +little knees. + +Once again the terrible screams rent the air, whipping everyone out of +the stunned apathy which great fear brings to some folk, just as the +Principal came out on to her landing and looked up to the second storey. + +"Miss Primstinn," she called, and her voice showed no sign of the +thudding of her heart. + +Pushed by one of those willing hands always so eager to thrust someone +else to the forefront of the battle, Miss Primstinn, clutching her +courage and a drab dressing-gown in both hands, half ran, half slipped +down the stairs. + +"_We_ will investigate, Miss Primstinn, and the young ladies will +retire to their rooms and shut the doors." + +In days long past the house had been well built after the excellent +design of a wealthy old architect who had fled the place when +Eastbourne had become a centre for girls' schools and summer trippers. + +The full moon flooded the hall round which ran the galleries belonging +to the successive storeys, each crowded with girls in various designs +of night attire who hung over the oak balustrades to watch developments. + +But they all leapt in unison, as though spurred into action by an +electric shock, when a deep voice boomed from the shadows round a green +baize door in the hall which led to the servants' quarters. + +Then a distinct sigh of relief whistled softly through the entire house +when the electric lights suddenly blazed and the speaker was discovered +to be cook. + +Cookie in an emerald green moirette petticoat and a somewhat _declasse_ +bedjacket, a tight knot of hair playing bob-cherry with her kindly +right blue eye, and a rolling-pin clutched truculently in her red right +hand. + +Dear old Cookie who scolded and complained unceasingly, but who loved +the entire school with a love which took the substantial form of +delicious cakes, and buns, and jellies. + +"H'I've come to h'investigate, Mum!" she called up. "Berglers or worse +got into Miss Jessica's room through them dratted French windies, I'll +be bound. Now just you stay where you are, Mum, an' I'll go an' see, +an' if I screams then come along. And I think a policeman might come +in handy, there may be one on the beat." + +She waddled away to another green door always left open o' nights, and +which led to the wing reserved entirely for the girls of the Upper +Sixth; and where each one revelled in her own dainty separate bedroom. + +"The young ladies will retire to their bedrooms and close their doors. +Mademoiselle, I depend upon you!" With one hand on the banisters and +one foot poised for descent, the Principal pitted her will against +overwhelming curiosity and won. + +Backing like a flock of sheep before the sheep-dog, they slowly retired +and shut the doors, only to fling them wide open and rush to the +balustrade in time to see the Principal, followed by Miss Primstinn, +hurrying down the stairs to meet Cookie, who had run back into the hall +shouting at the top of her voice. + +"Come along, Mum! Quick! Miss Jessica's dead and Miss Gertrude dying. +And where's Miss Lee-onny--fetch her someone--it's 'er friend, little +Miss Jessica, wots--wots----" + +The Principal, whose face looked suddenly livid and old, laid a hand on +Cookie's shoulder. + +"Run and fetch the doctor, Cook, please, it will be quicker than the +telephone! I can trust you to keep your head. Dr. Mumford is too far +away, fetch the new one at the end of the road." + +"Please to send Brown, Mum, she's younger an' quicker at runnin' than +me. An' I think I can 'elp you, Mum," said Cookie quietly, +unconsciously responding to the strength of her mistress's character. +"An' I'd like to fetch Miss Lee-onny, Mum, she's that to be depended +h'on an' clear'eaded." + +The Principal sighed under the sudden inrush of relief which had come +to her at the mention of her favourite pupil. + +She loved Leonie with a love quite separate from her affection for all +the young souls in her charge, and secretly admired the strength of +will which more than once had been pitted against her own; moreover, +accustomed to the quiet monotonous passage of time, she suddenly +realised that she needed someone young and energetic in this emergency. + +And the girl she needed in her distress was kneeling on her bed with +arms upraised above her head. + +The dying moon was slowly withdrawing her waning silvery light from the +billowing mass of tawny hair, tumbling in lavender-scented masses +around the girl; lingering for a moment on the eyes staring from under +the unblinking eyelids, and for a second upon the glint of even teeth +showing through the lips moving in prayer. + +And then she spoke, in the eerie tones of those who talk in their +sleep; and the words were even those of India's most holy writ, +sonorous and full of a surpassing dignity, rising and falling as she +knelt motionless, her eyelids slowly closing upon the terrible staring +eyes. + +"The sacrifice . . ." she chanted monotonously, "with voice, hearing, +mind, I make oblation. To this sacrifice . . . let the gods come well +willing!" + +And as the moon sank to rest there was no sound save for a little sigh +as Leonie, with closed eyes and white hands clasped upon her breast, +stretched herself upon the bed, then with a violent movement sat up, +and wide awake stared about the room. + +"Yes?" she whispered. "Yes?" + +And her strange eyes, with pin-point pupils in a yellow green circle, +seemed to follow something which crept slowly round the bare walls as +far as the chintz window-curtain moving softly in the breeze of the +coming dawn. The room was full of shadows thrown by a creeper +festooned outside the wide-open window; soft whisperings brought from +the distant corners of the earth by the restless ocean filled the air, +as she hastily twisted her hair into two great plaits with steady hands. + +Then she slipped quietly to the edge of the bed and searched with her +bare feet for the crimson slippers; searched fearfully as though afraid +of what they might touch whilst her eyes glanced this way and that +through the shadowed room. + +"Who is calling me?" she whispered. "Who wants me?" + +But there was no sound save for the whispering of the distant sea. + +She bent her head sideways as though to listen, rose to her feet, and +standing back against the bed, looked down at the shadows which danced +about the hem of her garment. A swift furtive glance over her shoulder +and her hand stole to the crimson kimono hanging on the brass rail, +whilst a jewelled cat's-eye winked cunningly among the embroidery of +her night-robe. + +"Come in," she said suddenly and sharply, "don't stand outside the +door, come in." + +And when there came no answer she thrust her arms swiftly into the +sleeves of the crimson kimono, and running across the room flung open +the door, and finding the corridor empty passed hurriedly on, leaving +the door wide so that the shadows skipped freakishly about the room in +tune to the rhythmical whisperings which the sea bore from the distant +corners of the earth. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + "Thy brother Death came, and cried, + 'Wouldst thou me?' + And I replied, + 'No, not thee!'"--_Shelley_. + + +The electric lights gave out a kind of fictitious radiance against the +dull grey of the hall windows through which the dawn was struggling. + +The place was packed with girls. Some clustered near the baize door, +standing nervously on tip-toe and with the intent of retiring +precipitately if there should be any sign of the Principal; others hung +over the stair or gallery banisters; the domestic staff stood round their +own particular door, their white faces shining dully like Chinese +lanterns; no one spoke or moved. In fact they might have been posing for +a photographer until those above suddenly swayed and bent this way and +that, and those in the hall parted to give way to Leonie. + +Clad in crimson satin kimono, with feet thrust into crimson satin +slippers and her hastily plaited hair hanging in two great ropes, she +passed through them like a flame, emanating strength and resolve and a +tremendous power of will. Although she looked neither to the right nor +left as she ran swiftly and disappeared into the wing where lay her +little friend, there was something very pleasing in the way the girls put +out their hands to touch her as she passed; and something distinctly +encouraging in the whispered remarks that followed her, and which might +be summarised in the "_Now_ it's all right," which under the high +pressure of intense excitement almost burst from the lips of Annie Smith. + +Like an arrow she sped to the bed, unconsciously pushing aside the women +who, almost frantic with fear and quite out of their bearings, were doing +their best to grapple with the problem of life or death so suddenly +placed before them. + +Kneeling, she turned the girl's livid little face towards her, vainly +feeling for the pulse in the wrist and bruised neck; then sprang to her +feet, faced the Principal and took the situation into her strong, capable +young hands. + +"What happened? And have you sent for the doctor?" + +Her usually sweet, clear voice was like the dull sound of a cracked +earthenware pot when flipped by thumb and finger. + +"Yes, dear!" was the quick reply. "The doctor will be here any +moment--and hot bottles and blankets are being prepared. Gertrude could +not sleep and crept into Jessica's room to look for a German grammar for +the examination to-morrow--to-day, and found Jessica in--in this--faint." + +And the elder woman suddenly laid a hand on the girl's arm and looked up +at her with the confidence she always inspired. "Help me, dear!" she +whispered, with the dread of disgrace and an untimely ending to an +honourable career in her old grey eyes. + +And Leonie smiled, answering with the superb confidence of youth, and a +slight ray of hope pierced the suffocating fog of fear, and brought +Cookie from the head of the bed where she had been standing in the shade +of a screen. + +"Can I 'elp, Miss Lee-onny?" + +"Cookie, _dear_--you and Miss Primstinn, Miss Leanto and--yes, and +Ellen--none of the girls--and quickly--there's not a moment to lose." + +"The doctor's coming, Mum," said a voice from the half-open door. + +"The doctor is coming, dear," repeated the Principal. + +Leonie answered with a strange authority in her words. + +"We will not wait for the doctor!" She passed the tips of her fingers +slowly across her forehead and down her cheek to the back of her neck, as +was her habit when trying to solve some problem. "No, we will not wait, +because--because _I_ know!" + +Ten minutes later the door opened to let in a young man, who stood for a +moment outlined against a sea of faces, and then turned and shut the door +most decisively and locked it. + +"Who thought of that, I wonder," he said to himself, as he watched the +four women kneeling round Jessica stretched out upon the floor. + +They were going through the movements used in resuscitating the drowned, +and he, too, knelt at a nod by the side of the fat old woman in an +emerald green moirette petticoat and a somewhat _declasse_ bedjacket, who +was breathing heavily through the unaccustomed exercise. + +"Let us be--a bit, Sir!" she panted. "She don't some'ow feel--quite--as +dead--like! Give us a--a chance. One--two--three--four. It's +the--reg'lar--as does--it. Miss Lee--onny's orders--Sir--bless er----" + +She jerked her head in the direction of Leonie, and the doctor looked. + +Behind her friend's head she knelt, her plaited hair twining like snakes +to the ground, her eyes closed, her mouth slightly open, and the fingers +of both hands pressing the temples of the child upon the floor, whilst to +and fro, lifeless, dull, swung the great cat's-eye from a gold chain +about the neck. + +"Good God!" muttered the young doctor who, having travelled the world as +ship's surgeon, knew that the scalpel and soda-cum-gentian do not +constitute the whole of the art of healing. + +As he looked a great bead of perspiration dropped from Leonie's forehead, +between the taut arms, on to her knees; and a sudden shiver shook her +from head to foot, and he heaved his overcoat into a chair, and edged +very quietly until he knelt between her and Cookie. + +"It's 'orrible, Sir!" the latter whispered, as she glanced at the pupil +she loved most. + +And it was. + +By now the perspiration was pouring in streams from the girl's face, +whilst the slim body shook and shook like a young tree in a storm; her +teeth chattered like castanets, her closed eyes were sunk in purple black +orbits, the cheeks were drawn and grey, and the nostrils were dilating +like those of a far-spent horse. + +"For Gawd's sake stop 'er. Sir--she's a-killing of 'erself." + +The doctor shook his head, took out a brandy flask and a metal box from a +leather case beside him on the floor. He held up the ready-filled glass +syringe to the light and sent a squirt of what looked like water through +the gleaming needle. + +"If the young lady shows signs of life I want you to get this brandy down +her throat _at once_, and begin to massage her heart." + +"Massige! that's same as kneading dough, ain't it, Sir!" + +"That's it! Miss--Miss--oh! Leonie will want the most attention, she is +only just alive. I will give her another two minutes, and if nothing has +happened by then I'll stop her, though it'll be an awful risk!" + +"What's she a-doin' of, Sir?" + +"She's forcing her own life, her vitality into her friend; she's +practically raising the dead!" + +"_Lor_, Sir!" + +He had just raised his hand to touch Leonie, praying to heaven for the +girl's reason, when she suddenly flung back her head. + +Up through the house-top, to the stars, the heavens, rushed the terrible +cry, wailing as wails the wolf who has lost its mate, insisting as +insists one who has staked his all on one final throw, imploring as +implores the mother in the last dire throes of childbirth. + +What the language was, what the words meant, to whom the prayer was +addressed, no one knew. + +But at the third terrible appeal to God, or Fate, or Death, or Life, and +even as those who listened outside and those who ceased their labours in +the room stuffed their ears with their fingers and sobbed, little Jessica +opened her eyes, and smiled just as Leonie, flinging up her arms, crashed +face downwards on the floor. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + "The fix'd events of Fate's remote decrees."--_Pope_. + + +Vultures drowsed in the shade thrown by the crumbling, sun-cracked, +heat-stricken mud walls and houses which lined the meandering unpaved +streets, or rather passages, of a certain village in northern India; +crows were packed everywhere, taking no notice for the nonce of the +feast of filth and garbage spread invitingly around them, and in which +sprawled the disgusting, distorted bodies of somnolent water buffaloes; +inside the houses hags, matrons, maidens, and little maids slept +through the terrific heat of the noonday hours; in the distance the +Himalayas, supreme and distressing, like a ridge across eternity, lay +behind the turrets and minarets of the town which, thanks to the Indian +atmosphere and the long distance, shone white, fretted, and--well, +exactly as you can see it any day in paint at the Academy or in Bond +Street. + +Perfectly motionless upon the high khaki-coloured wall, which entirely +surrounds the village, with dust upon his aged feet and raiment and +once white turban, oblivious of the heat, the flies, and everything +that slept, sat a man with age written upon every gnarled joint, and in +every crack and fissure of the parchment-like skin. + +_So_ old, and _yet_ with life, and hope, and youth eternal in the dark +hawk eye which gazed unseeingly through the outer world straight +towards the mountains. + +And the old body made no sign of life, even when the vultures without +sound soared majestically heavenwards, whilst the crows rose in +shrieking disordered squads, and a kite whistling melodiously swooped +from nowhere downwards across his head to the filth of the streets. + +Neither did he turn his head or his eyes when a coal-black stallion, +guided only by the pressure of its rider's knees, came to a stand +directly beneath him in the shadow of the wall, having scrambled and +slithered, jumping like a deer, climbing like a goat down the +rock-strewn road which leads to the village from the great house at its +rear; one of those abominable roads allotted to the calloused native +foot, honoured for the first time in this instance by the passage of +the prince's son and heir. + +An arresting picture the rider and his horse made as the man bent low +in the saddle and salaamed, then raised his turbaned head and sat +motionless, gazing at the holy man. + +Minutes passed before, with arms filled with offerings and garlands of +marigolds and jasmin swinging from his wrists, he slid from the saddle +to the ground, and took his way up the narrow tortuous path which Fate +had marked out for him through all time. + +High caste, high born, as slender and delicate and as pressed with life +as a budding branch in spring, Madhu Krishnaghar stood beside the +priest in the incongruous setting of the mud walls. + +A coat of fine white linen with broad orange waistband came to just +below the knees; white trousers fastened tight about the ankle fitted +almost like a stocking from ankle to knee; the slender, narrow feet +were shod in native slippers, the white turban with its regulation +folds outlined the pale bronze face with the sign of the man's religion +traced between the eyebrows; diamond solitaires sparkled in the ears, +and one necklace of great pearls hung about his neck. + +"Usual large gentle eye, hawk nose, mobile mouth and small-boned oval +face" would doubtlessly have been the flippant comment of any +occidental passer-by; "meet 'em everywhere, gambling at the street +corner, or squatting in the bazaar, or riding elephants." + +Yes! but--is not India's future history writ large upon that +small-boned oval face for those who, having the vision, read as they +walk warily. + +For those who run hastily past life's signposts cannot and will not see +that, like the fresh green grass which hides the dug pit, those gentle +luminous eyes draw attention from the subtle cruelty of the mouth, +through which gleam the pitiless perfect teeth. + +Glorying in his bull-neck and massive chin, and blinded by his insular, +inherited upbringing, the European will exclaim "Pah!" at sight of the +thin cheek and delicate oval face, failing utterly to notice the set of +the ears on the head; just as, muscle bound through worship at the +shrine of Sport, he will mistake the eastern courtesy and poetry of +movement for obsequiousness and humility, ignoring the terrible root +from which these delicate flowers spring; the root of patience; with +its tentacles ever twining and twisting through the eastern mind, +causing the very old to die placidly with a smile on their shrivelled +lips, and the young to envisage plague, pestilence, and famine with a +mere lifting of the shoulder. Patience! the card which India does not +hold up her sleeve in the game of life she is playing; the +dull-coloured drab little bit of cardboard which she throws on the +table openly, but which we ignore amongst the highly coloured, +bejewelled pictures she places before us, smiling with the tender +luminous eyes so that we shall forget the subtle cruelty of the mouth. + +Placing his offerings at the holy man's feet, and laying the garlands +gently about the bowed shoulders, Madhu Krishnaghar, the son of +princes, stooped and lifting the hem of the dust-covered garment, laid +it against his forehead, then quietly sat down a pace removed from the +ancient who took no notice whatever of his proceedings. + +And time passed, linking one hour of noon to its neighbour and the +next, until the hags, matrons, maidens, and little maids awoke to the +freshness of the evening and the monotony of its tasks. + +Kites called, crows screamed, men gambled in the shadows of the evening +and the upstanding, distorted, disgusting water buffalo; while the two +men, master and pupil in the religion of death, sat hour after hour +without movement, staring at the mountains, the dwelling-place of Siva +the terrible, and the birthplace of Kali his bride. + +Far into the night they sat, until the last quarter of the moon had +sunk to rest, when, with one single movement, the old man sprang to his +feet, flung out his arms, and bent in utter humility and cast dust upon +his once white turban. + +His voice was but a shrill cracked whisper when he called upon his god +from the crumbling top of the sunbaked, moon-drenched wall, and +turning, lifted his travel-stained mantle and laid it on the young +shoulders beside him. + +An hour had passed, and more, before the holy man's tale, which ran +back through the past seventeen years, was finished. And when it had +been told the high caste youth trembled in the ecstasy of his religion, +amazed at the enlightenment thrown upon his own enigmatical life, +uplifted at the task before him. Yea! he trembled in the ecstasy of +his religion, forgetting that love and passion and life ran just as +riotously in his supple perfect body. + +He leapt to his feet, smiting his forehead with clenched hand. + +"Give me a sign, O Kali! Show me that thou art pleased!" + +And he rent his garments in joy, showing the bronze breast with the +blood-red marks of his terrible religion traced upon it; then thrusting +his fingers in his ears sank to the ground and buried his head between +his knees. + +A black kid, the happiest of all good omens, bleating with hunger, +tripped and stumbled from a courtyard; yet even as it found its mother +and buried its little head in the warmth of the soft side, there had +come across the plains a weird, long-drawn-out sound, fraught with +disaster to those who believe in signs. + +Long and shrill it sounded and ceased; and once again--to be lost in +peals of indecent, discordant laughter. + +Uncontrolled, uncontrollable, loathesome sound which tears India's +nights to shreds. + +The jackals had found at dawn. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + "A continual dripping in a very rainy day + and a contentious woman are alike."--_The Bible_. + + +In the late spring Leonie stood at a cottage window watching the rush +of the incoming water as she listened to her aunt's ceaseless lament, +idly wondering if both would reach high tide together, and if there +would be any chance of slipping out for a swim before bedtime. + +She loved her aunt with the protective love of the very strong for the +very weak, and smilingly found excuses for the daily tirade against +fate, or ill-luck, or whatever it is weak people blame for the hopeless +knots they tie in their own particular bit of string by their haphazard +bursts of energy, or apathetic resignation to every little +stumbling-block they find in their path. + +Daily, almost hourly, through the splendid North Devon winter the aunt +had wailed, and bemoaned, and fretted, driving the girl out on the +tramp for hours in the wind, and the wet, and the sun, only to return +hurriedly at the thought of the weak, hapless, helpless woman in the +cottage at Lee. + +Susan Hetth complained about everything, from the lack of society to +the smallness of her income, plus a few scathing comments upon her +niece's weather-browned face and the hopeless outlook for her +matrimonial future. + +Her own bid in the matrimonial market _en secondes noces_ had failed, +and though Hope had not taken it lying down, the passage of the years +had not been lightened by what seemed to be a daily addition of silver +threads to the jaded ash gold of her hair, and the necessity of a still +more flagrant distribution upon her face of the substances she employed +to camouflage the passage of old Time. + +Ah, me! that moment before the stimulating advent of the early cup of +tea, when divested of our motley we see ourselves in the mirror as, +thanks be, others do not, and laying eager hands upon that offspring of +charity, the boudoir cap, wonder if it has been in hobnailed boots that +the old Father has tramped across our face during the night hours, +dragging his scythe behind him. + +Leonie's school-days had ended abruptly. + +Nothing definite had or could have been said, but it was not likely +that the parents would see exactly eye to eye with their daughters, who +wrote reams and whispered volumes of the delightful mystery which +surrounded the girl who next term would be head of the school. + +Long and excited had been the conclaves with the Principal, persuasive +or threatening the arguments used, according to the parental +temperament, and the upshot of it all was that Leonie had been asked to +go; and proud, hurt Leonie had left, with a valiant smile on her lovely +mouth, and a strange little questioning look that had only quite lately +crept into the beautiful eyes, and which neither the outpourings of +Jessica's love, a demonstration of affection from the entire school in +the shape of numerous and weird presents, or the broken-hearted kiss of +both the Principal and Cookie had been able to eradicate. + +The girl felt that she had left under a cloud, which a slight attack of +what the doctor had diagnosed as brain fever had not served to line +with silver. + +He had insisted upon complete change and rest, and had called twice a +day when Leonie was really ill, and four times when she was +convalescent; so upon fair Devon had they decided, Leonie cajoling and +smiling until she had obtained a year's lease, at an absurdly low rent, +of the little cottage on the left of Lee harbour as you face the sea. + +It is a place of charm if you are willing to do most of the work +yourself with the aid of a daily help. + +It is certainly rather like a band-box with the lid on, and the ocean +at high tide is only prevented by the harbour wall from invading your +front garden, which is the size of a handkerchief. + +But if you sit at the window you can feel the spray on your face, and +if you lie a-bed the tang of the air sweeping across the Atlantic will +get you out at the double; and the smell of the pines, and the hum of +the bees in summer, and the rush of the storm, and the crash of the +waves in winter, are of God's own fashioning. + +What with shopping expeditions to that crime in brick and mortar called +Ilfracombe, visits here and visits there, croquet, bridge, and picnics, +the summer and early autumn months had not dragged unduly for Susan +Hetth. + +But when the last visitor had gone, and the first real storm had broken +a window, then she had sunk like a lump of lead in a bucket of cold +water out of which she refused to be lifted. + +Leonie was youth incarnate, causing even the courteous folk of Devon to +turn and stare as she swung past with a cheery greeting in a skirt and +hob-nailed boots ending at her knees. + +For the first month, as one always does in Devon, she had walked +herself to the verge of scragginess, then had gradually put on weight, +as is the correct method. Her whistle could be heard in the woods and +fields, and on the beach from Lee to Hartland way; all the country folk +loved her, and scolded her for the risks she took in swimming, and she +seemingly had no care in the world. + +But the great heat of summer, the shriek of the wind, and the scream of +the birds in autumn would bring a little pucker between her brows; the +storm would drive her spirits up to breaking point, the calm would +leave her eyes full of trouble; in the woods she would stop and turn to +listen, then frown and trudge along between the trees. + +She was not at rest, for an unconfessed fear, a spook without name or +shape, was plucking at her will-power and her heart, a phantom of which +she would rather have died than have said one word. + +So she stood twisting the blind cord and watching the rocks as they +gradually disappeared under the swirling waters. + +Susan Hetth sat near the fire, which is oft-times necessary in the +spring at Lee, and tapped in irritation, and most irritatingly, with +her foot against the low fender. + +She was worried. + +She was not by birth or heredity a bad-tempered woman, merely one of +straw, who after the first two months of every quarter invariably found +herself in a corner which one injudicious move might render +uncomfortably tight. + +Her financial situation, in fact, had become so critical, and the bank +manager's demeanour so unpropitious, that in the previous year more +than once the dawn had found her trying to decide between the Scylla of +the thankless post of lady companion to some wealthy parvenu on the +Riviera, and the Charybdis of raising money enough to allow her to +harbour paying guests in the no-man's-land of Earls Court. + +Then Fate crossed her knees, and out of her lap had tumbled a widower +possessed of a substantial banking account and four children. + +A few more days, a little more encouragement, and he would most +certainly have offered her his name and the half of his worldly goods +in return for her help in quelling the riotous behaviour of his +motherless brood. + +But there had supervened the crisis at school. + +And grasping for once in her life the necessity of immediate action if +she wished to prevent an embellished account of her niece's untoward +behaviour from reaching the man's ears, she had fled to Devon, leaving +behind a trail of dainty scented notes explaining that it was all on +account of a slight nervous breakdown from overstudy on the part of her +niece "who," she added casually, "as I think I told you, is the only +daughter of my dear brother, Colonel Hetth, V.C." + +Snobbish, but quite effective as bait for a person who has not complete +control over the eighth letter of the alphabet. + +That very morning, quite unheedful of the beauties of the little witch +village, she had gone to collect her mail lying at the post office, +which in summer is almost hidden in its garden of flowers; and amongst +an assortment of spring sale catalogues from emporiums, mostly situated +in South Kensington, had found a letter from the widower, begging to be +allowed to come down for a change of air, and an opportunity of laying +a proposition before her. + +She had wandered up the side of the hill, unmindful of the birds and +buds almost bursting with the intoxication of spring; had pitched the +catalogues anywhere on the grass, as is the wont of the untidy who have +no bond with nature, and had tried to solve the problem as she scraped +the mud, with the aid of a twig, from her Louis-Quinze heels. + +But she was harassed, poor, hapless creature, for more than one reason. + +The words of alarm from the nurse, the innuendoes from departing +maid-servants, and the direct warning from the old specialist which had +long since faded from her mind, had been forcibly revived by the +happenings at the school; and being one of those who invariably plump +for the worst, and without giving the slightest thought to the +criminality of the proceeding, she had definitely decided, if she could +coerce the girl into falling in with her plans, to marry her to the +highest bidder before worse could happen. + +But she was downright afraid of her niece. Afraid of her moral +strength which dominated everything and everybody; ill at ease with the +straightforward way she had of speaking her mind on occasions, and +following up her speech with action. Never an untruth had she known to +pass the girl's lips, not once had she heard her say one belittling +thing about a living soul, and only twice had she seen the sweetness +and gentleness swept with anger. + +Cruelty to anything small or weak could transform the girl into a flame +of wrath, and her weakest spot was her overpowering sympathy with +anyone in distress, without any inquiries into the direct cause of the +adversity, which spot caused her to be considerably taken in by many of +those who had discerned it. + +An almost abnormal moral strength, allied to great gentleness and pity, +combined to make a character extraordinary in one so young, and which +her aunt summed up and summarily dismissed from her mind in the trite +sentence that "she certainly did not take after her parents." + +She was considered slow by the youths, and perplexing and therefore to +be avoided by the girls of her own age, and dull or frightfully +conceited by the men who had fluttered round her almost exotic beauty +until they had come up against the icy barrier of her supreme +indifference. + +To those who knew her intimately, such as the fisherfolk and the +farmers, and the tramps with whom she would sit and converse by the +wayside and share her lunch, she was the most lovable, cheery soul in +the world, which, of course, meant the county of Devon. + +"Damn standoffish, what!" + +Such had been the verdict passed by someone married who hailed from +London town, when Leonie had refused to sit out a dance in a secluded +shady nook. + +"Just a bit of heaven!" had said the tramp as he turned the corner in +the lane, leaving Leonie sitting on the milestone pondering upon the +man whose ragged clothes were out of keeping with the shape of his +nails, and the timbre of his voice with his unkempt hair. + +But leaving all that aside, and in all conscience it was bad enough, +the biggest worry hung as heavy and as threatening upon the horizon as +does at times the monsoon over the Indian Ocean. + +Once upon a time Susan Hetth had committed an indiscretion, nothing +_really_ wrong--she hadn't the nerve. But the nuisance of it was, +that, in addition to the indiscretion, she had broken the eleventh +commandment and had very nearly got hanged for her lamb. + +In the second year of her widowhood in the month of November, whilst +her hair was still golden and her colouring unpurchased, she had dined +_a deux_ in one of those delectable, ghost-ridden, low-ceilinged sets +of chambers which are tucked away in a certain Inn within the Fleet +Street boundary. + +Which is a silly thing to do if you do not own a car and a +long-suffering discreet chauffeur. + +The _diner a deux_ and a bit of a play had been the honest programme; +but the inevitable had happened in an all-enveloping blanket of a fog, +on account of which everything in the shape of a hackney carriage had +gone home, and an excursion on foot to the nearest tube rendered +hopeless by the simple fact that you could not see your hand before +your face. + +Which would not have mattered a bit if only, as the fog lifted and the +clock of St Dunstan's chimed the hour of three a.m., she had emerged +from the narrow opening into Fleet Street with the aplomb or +_savoir-faire_, which are almost twins, necessary to the occasion. + +She would then have beckoned to and smiled sweetly upon the young +ruffian into whom she bumped as he lounged on his way to Covent Garden +Market, and promised him just enough to bring her a taxi or something +on wheels, into which she would have got if it had materialised, and +been whirled away to safety and bed after adieux to her host uttered +with the nonchalance necessary to allay the young ruffian's suspicions. + +Instead of this she had slunk from the opening with her host close +behind, had bumped into the young ruffian and with an exclamation of +dismay had shrunk back into the shadows and her host's arms. + +In consequence of which action the bare-footed ruffian had shadowed +them until they had met a four-wheeler, had held the lady's dress from +the wheel and overheard the address given to the driver for which he +had received tuppence, and had disappeared into a doorway where he had +spat on his unearned increment and made his plans. + +The upshot of it all being the admittance a fortnight later of young +Wal. Hickle, attired in his best and primed with her family history, +into the presence of the terrified woman. + +He had simply asked for twenty pounds on the nail in return for his +silence. + +And she, scared out of her wits, instead of threatening him with the +law, had given him a cheque--yes! a cheque--and he, with a flash of +that cunning which was to lead him eventually to a seat amongst the +plutocrats, had pocketed it and grinned. + +"I doan' wan' mor' 'en twenty uv the best, lidy, jus' to mike a +start--an' I doan' wanter part wiv yer 'and-writin' niver. So jes' yer +send two rustlers, wot means notes, of ten pun each, rigistered, to W. +'ickle spelt wiv a haitch, 2 H'apple Blossom Row, Coving Gardin, afore +this toime ter-morrer. An' jes yer remember that h'as long as yer +lives I've got yer bit of 'andwritin.' I ain't goin' ter use it, but +some dye it might come in 'andy. 'Ardly loikly as 'ow yer'd buy twenty +pun wurf of veg from Wal 'ickle eh, lidy?--it 'ud want _some_ +h'explanation." + +Then this soul made in the image and likeness of his God and found +good, but hidden under the civilising process of the twentieth century +which had given him the morals of a jackal and the status of a pariah +dog, sighed as he looked round the dainty room. + +"S'welp me," he said, as he touched a satin cushion with his coarse, +broken-nailed finger-tips, "h'if oi h'understand wye a woman the loikes +uv _you_, wiv h'everyfink she wants, cawn't run _strite_!" + +"Oh! but," whimpered the woman, "it was all the fault of the fog, +_really_ it was!" + +"Garn!" replied the young ruffian as he opened the door and slammed it +behind him. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + "Surely I am more brutish than any man!"--_The Bible_. + + +And just about midsummer Fate tweaked the string to which was hobbled +Susan Hetth. + +A vulgar but resplendent bachelor middle-aged millionaire, sterling, +not dollars, in order to set his gastronomic house in order, had taken +a notion for the simple life for just as long as the notion should +last, and a perfect bijou of a thatched cottage t'other side of +Clovelly for a year. + +With a notion of buying the cottage at Lee in which had dwelt the three +historic maids, he had swept one day through the village in the latest +thing in cars. + +Baulked in his intent, and with time upon his podgy hands, he had +rolled, minus the car, along the village path over the strippet of +water and the sunbaked grass to the harbour. + +There he had bent, with ardour and misgivings, to pick up Leonie's +towel, just as the soft wind caught her bathing cloak as she stretched +out her hand with a smile of thanks. + +She had grabbed at the cloak and missed it by a bit, so that it had +swept behind her, hanging from one shoulder like some Grecian drapery, +and the rotund little man had trotted round her draped side, picked up +the cloak by the big button, and completed his trot, covering her up as +he moved. + +And as he trotted his little porcine eyes had glistened as they +lingered upon the perfect figure, from the slim ankles to the confused +face, and Leonie had blushed, though you could not have discerned it +through the tan, pulled the cloak tighter and hurried across the road +to the cottage gate. + +But with the clumsy swiftness of the elephantine, the man had run after +her and opened the cottage gate just as Susan Hetth opened the cottage +door with the welcoming announcement that tea was ready. + +"Ha!" he had snorted as he almost ran up the path, leaving Leonie to +stand still and stare in amazement at the little scene. "And I'll have +some tea, too, Lady Susan Hetth, and how d'you do. Long time since we +met, eh?" + +Diamonds sparkled in the sun as the man stretched out an effusive hand, +and a flame of anger sparkled in the small eyes as Lady Susan drew back +frigidly. + +Not being of them herself she set all the greater store on knowing +those she considered exactly the right people. + +"I don't think I have----" she commenced in her most primpsy voice, +when she was interrupted with a perfectly odious familiarity. + +"Now you're not going to say that you don't remember our little +meetings in Earls Court _and_ Fleet Street and"--the man spoke with an +extreme slowness as though keeping guard over each letter of each +word--"_and_ our little correspondence, come now." + +Leonie frowned and moved a step forward protectingly as her aunt caught +suddenly at the door handle, and then jerked herself forward with +outstretched hand. + +"Auntie, dear----" + +But her aunt was speaking in the falsetto of forced levity, and Leonie +held her peace and waited for an opportunity to slip past and into the +house. + +"Why, I do believe," said Susan Hetth, suddenly metamorphosed by a +certain tone in the man's voice into the terrified woman of years ago, +"Yes! I do believe it is Mr. Walter Hickle----" + +"_Sir_ Walter, _if_ you please." + +"Indeed, in-deed--how _very_ delightful, and after _all_ these years! +Leonie, this is--is--er----" + +"I'm one of your aunt's friends, Miss Leonie, bobbed up out of the +past. Glad to meet you, hope we shall be friends, too." + +Leonie, who had gained the door, looked back over her aunt's shoulder +and spoke with a gentle courtesy very much her own. + +"I always like to meet Auntie's friends!" + +Not knowing the man from Adam she spoke no untruth, but in spite of +reiterated calls to come down to tea she remained in her bedroom until +the loud-voiced guest had taken his departure. + +While the two women were having yet another cup of tea Sir Walter +Hickle, millionaire, tradesman, and knight, sat down gingerly upon a +rock and made his plans. + +He had made his plans as a bull-necked, offensive youth the first day +he had pulled out from Covent Garden with a barrow piled with walnuts +bought out of two rustlers, value of ten pun each. + +"I'll _get there_!" he had informed the nuts as he tweaked his cap over +one eye, and his red neckerchief into place; and had sworn a mighty and +quite unprintable oath as he struck a huge fist into a horny palm at +the corner of Ludgate Circus and New Bridge Street. + +"I'll _get there_!" he informed the seaweed as he lifted the soft grey +hat from his bald head and adjusted the enormous pearl pin in the pale +pink satin tie; and he sighed stertorously as he complacently patted +his knee with a podgy hand, upon the manicured plebeian fingers of +which shone two magnificent diamond rings. + +And if you cannot penetrate the strongholds of Devon county, it is not +difficult to make acquaintance with her visitors, especially if your +visiting card is a gilt edge security for future excursions and +diversions done in top-hole style. + +Unsuspecting Leonie, who never kept a grudge, after a week or so of +astonishment and aversion, thinking in her innocence of heart that she +perceived the trend of events, made up her mind to meet the rotund old +knight with the simple graciousness due to her aunt's would-be husband. + +True, the elasticity of her graciousness did not stretch enough to +allow her to accept the never-ending invitations which poured into the +cottage; but she would tuck her remonstrating aunt into the car which +was ever at the gate, and smile delightfully upon the infatuated old +fellow who put her aloofness down to mere girlish waywardness. + +Although the corporeal part of the old vulgarian grated on her +susceptibilities, she was quite willing to believe that if one chose to +dig deep enough it would prove to be only the rough earth covering a +positive mine of rare temperamental gems; and in her blindness whistled +cheerily as she thought of the joy her aunt would feel at not having to +drop her title when she changed her name, and at being able to retain +the same initials for her monogram. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + "To sell a bargain well is as cunning + as fast and loose."--_Shakespeare_. + + +"Now I want you to listen to me, Leonie!" + +"I am, Auntie!" + +"I mean _seriously_! I want to talk about myself for one thing, and +our very straitened means, which do not permit us to go on living even +like this; and oh! lots of other things." + +"Right, darling!" said her niece, moving across the room to sit on a +broad stool at her relation's feet, but twisting her head to one side +with a quick movement when her aunt laid her hand dramatically upon the +tawny hair. + +"Please, Auntie, don't! I can't bear to have my head touched!" + +"Just what I want to talk about!" vaguely said Susan Hetth as she tried +to disentangle an old-fashioned ring which had unfortunately caught a +few shining hairs in its loose setting. + +"Please don't touch my _head_, Auntie!" repeated Leonie as she sat +back. "Let my hair _go_, please!" + +"I'm not touching your hair, child," impatiently replied the elder +woman. "It's got caught in one of my rings!" + +Leonie's eyes were almost closed in a strange kind of psychological +agony; then just as though she acted unconsciously she seized her +aunt's hands and pulled them quickly from her head, tearing out the +hair entangled in the ring by the roots. + +"I can't stand it, Auntie. I have never been able to bear anyone +touching my head," she said very quietly. + +"I think you're insane at times, Leonie, _really_ I do!" + +The terrible words were out, and for one long moment the two women +stared into each other's eyes. + +"You think I am insane at times," whispered Leonie. "_You_--Auntie, +_you_ think I am _insane_!" + +And the elder woman, floundering in dismay at the awful effect of her +unconsidered words, sank to her neck in a bog of explanation. + +"No! Leonie--no, of course not--I wasn't thinking--of _course_ you're +not mad--insane I mean. What an idea! only I am worried about you, you +know that, don't you, dear! _Do_ be sensible, dear. Of course your +brain is not _quite_ normal. It can't be with all that sleep-walking, +can it, and all your abnormally brilliant exams!" + +Susan Hetth's disjointed remarks sounded like the clatter of a pair of +runaway mules, while Leonie clasped her hands tight as she sat crouched +on her stool. + +"Of course people _will_ talk, you know, dear! They did when you were +quite a baby and began walking in your sleep. And they did, you know, +at school after that unfortunate child nearly got strangled by her +sheets--I always do think that school fare is _most_ indigestible--and +_so_ likely to cause blemishes on the skin!" + +Leonie bowed her head. + +"Most unfortunate that you should have snubbed young +Mr--what's-his-name--so severely--and that his sister should have been +at school with you. Out of revenge _she_ has been talking about you +and your sleep-walking. People are most unkind and _most_ unjust--and +you are _far_ too pretty to receive any consideration from your _own_ +sex, how_ever_ much attention you may receive from the opposition--I +mean sex--opposite sex, I mean----" + +Leonie sat absolutely still. + +"Anyway, my child, we need not worry--there is a way out of our little +difficulties." + +Sensing that something was coming Leonie sat back with the light of the +oil lamp full on her face as she stared at the clutter on the +mantelpiece. + +"I _do_ so want you to do something for me, darling." + +The tone of Susan Hetth's voice and the touch of her hand on the girl's +arm were as wheedling as if she were about to ask her to tramp into +Ilfracombe on some trifling midnight errand. + +Leonie answered quite mechanically. + +"What is it, dear!" she said. "Say the word and I'll do it!" + +"Is that a promise?" + +"Ra-ther! Anything to please you, Auntiekins!" + +Susan Hetth took her fence in a rush! + +"I want you to get married," she said abruptly out of pure fright, and +wrenched at her bead chain when Leonie leapt to her feet. + +The girl stood quite still, outlined in her simple low-cut, +short-sleeved dress by the wall, her hands pressed back against it. + +There was no sound except the soft gurgle and murmur of the water until +she spoke, quietly, but with a world of horror in her low-pitched voice. + +"You want me to marry--_you_--when a moment ago you said that you +thought I was mad--you want me to marry some honest, unsuspecting man, +and bear him children!" + +Susan Hetth, shocked to the limit of her Pecksniffian soul, made a +nerveless fluttering gesture of protest with her hands. + +"Don't speak," said Leonie quickly, "please don't speak until I have +done. Marriage! I will tell you what I have thought about it while I +have been waiting for my mate." + +"Oh!" exploded Susan Hetth vehemently. "_My dear_! Surely you have +not been corresponding with anyone!" + +Leonie hesitated. + +How was she to make her aunt, this shallow, unbalanced being, +understand the joyous expectancy with which she had awaited the moment +when she should meet the man born for her? + +How was she to take the exquisite longings, the veiled desires, the +beautiful virgin thoughts, from her heart and lay them before this +woman who had taught her nothing but the twenty-third Psalm without its +real interpretation, plus the correct Sunday collect and daily prayers. + +How explain that to her the little golden ring would not represent a +key opening the door to the so-called freedom from which fifty per cent +of women descend, via the shallow flight of steps marked a good time, +to the plain of discontent; or that to her the word love was +sufficient, in that for her it included those of honour and obey, +without any separate declaration in public. + +When she spoke she spoke hurriedly, flushing from chin to brow. + +"Auntie--I correspond with no man--but my--my mate is waiting for me +somewhere--calling me all the time ever since--oh! ever since I can +remember--and--and I should have married him when I had met him +if--if----" + +In anger at this fresh complication, piled upon her appalling want of +tact of a few moments ago, Susan Hetth struck her hands on the arms of +her chair. + +"I think you absolutely _indecent_, Leonie, to go on like this about +someone you have never even seen. Now listen to me, and don't be so +theatrical. I have had an offer of marriage for you by someone who +knows all about you, and who, after my assurance that there is nothing +hereditary in your family on either side to account for the strangeness +of your actions at times, is perfectly willing, even anxious, to marry +you." + +"To take the risk, you mean," broke in Leonie. "Oh!--well, go on." + +Aunt Susan, somewhat out of breath from the rapidity and unaccustomed +lucidity of her words, inhaled deeply and continued. + +"He will make you an astounding marriage settlement, give you +everything you want, and swears to make you per-fect-ly happy!" + +"And his name?" + +"Oh! don't be stupid, Leonie, of course you know whom I mean!" + +Leonie leant forward, stretching out her hands, her face dead white in +the light of the lamp. + +"Tell me _his name_ and don't drive me beyond breaking point, Aunt +Susan!" + +"Tosh!" contemptuously remarked her aunt. "Don't be so childish--I +mean Sir Walter Hickle, of course!" + +Expecting some violent words of protest the elder woman half rose from +her chair, but appalled by the deathly silence and the look on the +girl's face, sank back, cowering in her seat, and stared in the +direction her niece's hand was pointing. + +"Look, Auntie, look!" + +Leonie stood with one hand pointing at the mantelpiece and the other +pressed against her throat as she tried to speak coherently. + +The pupils of her eyes were pin-points as she gazed at a wooden frame +which, adorned with edelweiss and the Lucerne Lion, held the snapshot +of a complaisant individual leaning over the harbour wall, attired in a +well-fitting but ill-placed yachting suit. + +"Old Pickled Walnuts! You want me to marry him--when--when--oh! when I +thought _he_ wanted to marry _you_!" + +She laughed, a laugh which sounded like the jangling of broken glass, +and died almost before it was born; and her aunt, terrified at the +sound and the expression on the girl's face, seized the outstretched +arm and shook it violently. + +"What _are_ you talking about, Leonie!" + +Leonie freed her arm with a shudder. + +"Please don't touch me!" Then making a desperate effort she continued +quietly, so quietly indeed that Susan Hetth looked anxiously over her +shoulder towards the door. + +"Don't you know that's his nickname? Oh! of _course_ you do! You +_know_ he made his fortune by pickling walnuts too rotten to sell. Sir +Walter Hickle--twist the name a bit and it's all in a nutshell--a--a +pickled walnut shell"--the little unnatural laugh broke across the +words--"and you want _me_ to marry him--Auntie! Auntie! he's awful +enough, heaven knows, but not bad enough, nobody could be, to have a--a +mad wife foisted on him--no! never--I'll go out and work!" + +There was something very decisive in the last words, but Susan Hetth, +like most weak people, found her strength suddenly in a mulish +obstinacy, which is a quite good equivalent for, and often more +efficacious than mere strength of will. + +This obstinacy, backed by the knowledge that people were beginning to +gossip about the girl's aloofness and love of solitude; that the +cashing of another cheque would see her overdrawn at the bank; and that +until the girl was settled and off her hands she would not be able to +solve her own matrimonial problem, drove her to a show of mental energy +of which she would not have been capable in an everyday argument. + +"Work!" she cried, "work! What can you do? _Nothing_--except go out +as a companion or nursery governess!--and who would take you without a +reference--and who would give _you_ one? Tell me!" + +Leonie remained silent--stunned. + +"As I have told you, we simply cannot afford to live even like _this_! +I'm overdrawn as it is, and----" + +"But," broke in Leonie with a gleam of hope, "but I have father's money +coming to me. I'm not quite sure how much it is, but you can have +it--_all_!" + +"It's two thousand pounds down for yourself, and two hundred and fifty +a year in trust for your children--to be given you on your _wedding_ +day." + +"Oh!" + +It was just a little pitiful exclamation as the girl realised the net +which was closing about her feet, but from the meshes of which she made +a last desperate effort to extricate herself. + +"I think I--see--a way," she said slowly. "Yes--listen--this terrible +mystery that surrounds me, this--this curse which seems to bring +disaster or pain to everyone I love, simply makes life not worth +living--so if--if I make a will in your favour, Auntie, dear, and go +for a swim at Morte Point where the cross currents are--it will----" + +But Susan Hetth interrupted violently, horror-stricken at the +suggestion made indifferently by the girl she loved as far as she was +capable of loving. + +"How is suicide going to help?" she demanded shrilly. "There would be +an inquest, every bit of gossip, everything you had ever done would be +brought to light; the verdict would be insanity----" + +"Oh, _Auntie_!" + +Driven to desperation and without finesse Susan Hetth flung down her +trump card. + +"But--I--I haven't told you the--the _worst_," she stammered, dabbing +her eyes with her handkerchief, and peering from behind it at Leonie +who, wearily pushing the hair off her forehead, stood apathetically +waiting. + +"That--that man"--she jerked her head at the mantelpiece--"has--has a +hold on me!" + +"What---do you mean Sir Walter--do you owe him _money_?" Leonie stared +in amazement as she spoke. + +"Oh, no--it's worse!" came the reply, followed by a curtailed but +sufficiently dramatic recital of the past indiscretion, to which Leonie +listened spellbound. + +"And you _do_ believe that it was just a bit of bad luck, and that +there was nothing _really_ wrong in it all, don't you, dear," insisted +the woman who, like ninety-nine per cent of humans, forgot the real +tragedy of the moment in the recital of her own pettifogging escapade. + +"Absolutely," replied Leonie flatly. + +"And you _do_ see the necessity of giving in, now that he has +threatened me with exposure if you refuse him when he proposes, _don't_ +you, dear?" + +"Absolutely," replied Leonie for the second time. + +There followed long minutes of silence which the swirl of the waters +alone dared to break, and then the girl spoke. + +"My life," she said very softly to herself; "my lovely, beautiful free +life done. The wind, and the birds, and the sea--Auntie--oh, +Auntie--_Auntie_!" + +And she turned and flung herself against the wall with her face crushed +into her upstretched arms. "Think of it," she whispered hoarsely, +"think of it, my youth, my spirit, my body given into that old man's +keeping. I who have kept my thoughts, my lips, my eyes for my mate +that was to be; I who have longed for his love, for the hours and the +days, and the months, and the years, even unto death, with him. How +could----" + +There was a click of the gate, and she flung round from the wall, +dry-eyed, dry-lipped, desperate, as her aunt hurriedly rose. + +"It's him--Sir Walter, Leonie--are you going to accept him?" + +"Of course," came the steady reply, and Leonie looked the elder woman +straight in the eyes, which darted this, that, and every way. "Will +you go upstairs, please." + + * * * * * * * * + +Just before dawn Leonie slid in through the window, and the water, +trickling from the bathing dress which clung to the wonderful figure, +formed little pools on the faded carpet. + +"Nothing will ever make me clean," she whispered, +"nothing--nothing--nothing. There is no ocean big or wide or deep +enough for that, oh! God--my God!" + +For five long minutes she stood absolutely still, looking straight and +unseeingly at the mantelpiece. + +Then as a rooster somewhere shrilly heralded the coming day she awoke +to her surroundings and moved. + +Like a beaten dog she crept to her bedroom, and stood staring at the +reflection of her haggard face in the mirror. A bird suddenly burst +into a song of welcome to the dawn which was dyeing the sky rose pink, +and she crossed to the window-seat, dropped to her knees, and buried +her lovely head in her outstretched arms, amid the ruins of her +beautiful Castle of Dreams. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + "For Fate has wove the thread of life with pain!"--_Pope_. + + +When _empty_ Rockham is a haven of delight, whether the little +connecting coves be awash with the tide, or the limpets, in an unglued +state, are airing themselves awaiting the return of the water. + +You can wander at will, if you have the right boots on, over the +never-ending sharp ridges of the rocks; you can pass hours gathering +_laver_, though it is not at its best just there; and you can find +sea-anemones and such treasure-trove as pit props, and boxes of butter, +yea! and even casks of wine after a storm if the gods be kind to you. + +Also you can don your bathing dress in comfort behind the wreck, one of +many, which has remained as witness to the force of the terrific gales +and the ripping propensities of the saw-teethed rocks. + +Walk in from Lee or Mortehoe, Woolacombe or Croyde, over fields in +which lambs stand on their front feet in exuberance of youth, or caper +on their back ones until called to order by their maternal parent; or +through lanes lined with primroses and violets, or roses, or nuts, or +berries, according to the season, whilst on the top twig of the high +hedges yellow-hammers, chaffinches, robins and the like gossip to you +about the hawk hovering in the distance. + +Arrived there, pause on the edge of the incline. _Don't_ go down if +you see a paper bag fluttering in the breeze, because a paper bag is +but a forerunner of lanky locks dripping on a towel-covered shoulder, +and bare and uncomely feet fiddling in the warm sand, whilst adjacent +is the rock over which the faded blue bathing dress hangs out to dry. + +Wait for the empty hour and then fly into the second cove, and the +next, and the next, but--_don't forget the tide_! + +The sand-covered rough-haired terrier stood with his head cocked on one +side, looking at the wonderful, waving, glistening mass in front of him. + +It certainly looked like seaweed, but it didn't smell like it, and long +bits of it floated in the air just like golden threads; besides, there +was something uncanny about it which sent thrills into the roots of his +rough hair, causing it to rise in clumps along his spine. + +It looked as if there were something dead underneath, too, and yet it +didn't; anyway it certainly did not look as though it were meant to be +played with or barked at; and he hastened back along the treacherous +narrow passage, which connects the two last coves, in search of +him-who-knew-all and was never afraid. + +"No, old fellow!" was the only response he got to his invitation to +"come and see." "I've already been fooled over anemones, and rooks, +and passing cloud shadows, and very dead starfish--nothing' doin', so +calm yourself!" + +But the dog backed into a pool, emitting barks which were strangled at +birth, snapped at a bit of rock which caught him unawares upon his +unprotected flank, trotted forward, backed again into the pool, and +turning, ran down the passage, came back and did it all over again. + +Talk about water-drops wearing away a stone, why they are simply not in +it when compared with a dog's method of wearing down your resistance. +After the fifth repetition of the above tactics the man rose, +stretched, put his pipe in his pocket, and hurling a pebble at the +delighted quadruped, followed in its wake. + +"Just look at that, and don't say I've brought you here for nothing," +said the terrier, as plainly as he could with eyes and quivering body +and tail. + +The man looked and held up a finger, which caused the dog to sit up and +beg, and walked as softly as possible up to Leonie who, tired out with +worry, heartache, and a long swim, was sitting fast asleep on that one +slanting, delightfully comfortable rock seat, with her hair spread out +over her face, and down to her knees, mantle wise, to dry. + +It is a somewhat ticklish job to lift an unknown lady's hair and tell +her abruptly that you think the tide is on the turn, and the man stood +in perplexity, while his brain refused obstinately to register anything +more practical than an overwhelming admiration for the picture before +him. + +However, with the attempt to unravel the problem, his hand went +instinctively to the pocket which held his pipe, and the slight +movement simultaneously upset his balance and solved the problem. + +He slipped with a rasp of nails on rock, waved his arms in a manner +likely to cause envy in any mere flag-wagger, and recovered himself +with all the clatter and confusion inseparable, under such +circumstances, from the saving of self-respect and the knees of skirt +or breeches. + +Quite unconscious that her stockings and high boots were upon another +rock, her skirt only reached just below the knee and her legs and +beautiful feet were bare, Leonie sat up as straight as she could and +peered from between her masses of hair; upon which the dog, thinking +that he alone was responsible for the discovery of this wild beast, +yelped and barked and growled as he slid in and out of the pools. + +Pushing her hair back, and shielding her eyes from the sun and her face +from the man, she flashed one swift glance from his shoes to his hair; +that non-looking, all-seeing glance of woman which leaves fork +lightning at the post, and causes you to wish you had spent a little +more time upon your toilet. + +Although she had barely looked at him, Leonie could have described the +man before her down to the minutest detail. + +No doubt about it he was good to look upon, with his steady eyes, the +straight ultra-refined nose with slightly-distended nostrils, and a jaw +which, in shape and strength, belied the almost feminine beauty of the +mouth. + +He stood well over six feet, though you would hardly have thought so +because of the massive shoulders which seemed to have been created to +carry the troubles of the entire world. + +His hands, the outward, visible and infallible sign of the inner man, +were perfect male hands, long and thin with square-tipped sensitive +fingers, and a certain look of steel about the back and wrists. + +But although he had been looking at her steadily for quite a minute, +owing to some inexplicable overpowering sensation which had seized upon +him, he would most certainly not have been able to tell you the colour +of her hair or that her feet were bare. + +"I beg your pardon," he said quite suddenly and a little hoarsely, "but +my dog brought me to you--and as I think the tide is on the turn, I +thought----" + +But any further description of his thoughts was cut short in most +unseemly fashion as, with an ear-splitting bark, the terrier hurled +himself into the girl's lap, standing up to put its fore-paws round her +neck, wriggling and squirming until the four feet, collar, and head +were thoroughly knotted in the beautiful hair. + +Leonie held on to her scalp to lessen the pain as stray hairs were +literally dragged out by the roots, whilst tears of agony streamed down +her face on to the man's hands as he held the squirming animal and +endeavoured to loosen its bonds. + +"Cut it!" + +"What! All that!" + +"Oh! I can spare it, but I can't stand the pain much longer, and I +can't bear having my head touched. Look, I'll hold the dog firmly on +my lap and bend my head, it won't hurt quite as much then, only do be +quick!" + +She put both hands on the shivering dog, who seemed to have sensed that +something had gone agley, and pressing him down upon her knees bent her +head, and her hair fell in waves about the man's feet as he unclasped a +pocket-knife. + +What there was in the attitude, whether it was the humility of the bent +head or the utter abandon of the waving hair about his knees, the man +never knew, but he suddenly began to hack savagely and ruthlessly at +the great strands until the dog was freed and flung far on to the sands. + +Then he bent and took hold of Leonie, lifting her bodily from her seat +into his arms, crushing her desperately against his breast. + +Just for one moment he stared down with blazing eyes, the nostrils +quivering slightly, and the lips drawn back enough to show the white +even teeth, whilst the rough tweed of his coat marked her cheek, and +the strength of his arms and hands bruised her body even through her +clothes; then he frowned, pushed her hair almost roughly right off her +face, and looked at her with the dawn of recognition in his eyes. + +And for just as long Leonie lay quite still, her eyes half closed, her +scarlet mouth opened slightly, enough to show the small white teeth. + +And then, she was standing on her feet with her hands clenched in his +against his breast. + +"_You_!" + +"And _you_!" she replied, striving gently to release her hands. + +"Forgive me! For God's sake forgive me! I--I have no excuse!" + +A seagull perched itself on the point of a jagged rock, uttered its +raucous cry and was gone towards Bull Point Lighthouse shining in the +sun; a flock of rooks suddenly swirled from the cliffs, screaming +battle upon their opponents as Leonie answered. + +"There is nothing to forgive! Some things are beyond our ken. Will +you get me my boots and stockings?" + +Her hands shook ever so slightly under the strain of the control she +was forcing upon herself, and the pupils of her eyes were strangely +dilated, looking like bits of night sky set in a moon circle; but she +spoke and moved quickly as the man, having brought the foot-gear and +unwound the cut hair from the abject dog, leant down and picked up a +tough seaweed root. + +"No!" she said sharply, laying her hand on his. "No! It's too late to +beat him!" + +"I _must_!" + +"I say _no_!" + +"But you don't understand!" + +Her lashes lay like a fringe on the cheek over which swept a flood of +colour as she whispered so softly that the lap of the water almost +drowned the word. + +"_Please_!" + +Save for the murmur of the water there was no sound whatever in the +rock-strewn empty spot; and save for the swaying of the seaweed in the +pools there was no movement as those two stood close to each other and +Fate counted time. + +Then Leonie smiled radiantly and sat down upon a rock with a stocking +in each hand. + +"Come and lunch in the next cove!" her companion said in a +matter-of-fact voice, carefully winding the cut strands of hair and +slipping them, without asking permission, into his breast pocket. +"It's not so sunny in there, and I've cold soup and cold chicken, +salad, jelly and cream--will you?" + +"Ra-ther!" said she, beginning to lace her boots. And picnicking _is_ +fun in the last cove at Rockham. The air smells so heavenly, the wind +is so soft, the clouds so lumpy and white; and there are little caves +in which to dress and undress for the purpose of bathing, to boil the +kettle, or hunt for those little bits of over-dried wood which go off +with the report of a pistol and plop out to singe your garments. + +And so _very_ few get as far! + +Somehow the tide is generally on the turn, and if by chance it is not, +the tortuous and narrow passages between the coves, with their rocking +rocks and hidden pools, are enough to twist the ankles and temper of +anyone who is not Devon born or bred. + +"Yes! I am due to sail for India about this day month," said Jonathan +Cuxson, Jan for short, a little later, as he drove the cold drumstick +of a Devon chicken into the paper bag containing salt, while Leonie, +holding the fellow leg in both hands, or at least the fingers of both +hands, gnawed right heartily at the middle thereof, and the pardoned +dog sat quivering with hope deferred. + +"Isn't this perfectly wonderful," he went on, and Leonie mumbled +"whum-whum" as interestedly and politely as her bone would allow. "I +mean our meeting like this!" + +She smiled and sat forward, resting one hand upon the rocks, and the +puppy, with a lamentable slump in manners, crawled up from behind and +gently relieved her of the bone which still had luscious scraps of +white flesh adhering to it, and a dream of a shining gristly knob at +the end. + +"Your idea of picnicing is somewhat luxurious," she said, taking a +cardboard plate full of jelly which he had smothered in cream. "Tell +me what you are going to make of your life!" + +"You must blame or thank Mrs. Pugsley for the luxury. I'm at +Woolacombe, perched on the top of the hill, and she simply spoils me. +Will you have a cigarette?" + +Leonie shook her head, and the two great, hastily twisted plaits +wriggled like shining snakes, causing the dog to lay one paw on his +bone and snarl. + +"I don't smoke!" + +"How delightful!" said Jan Cuxson. "I was sure you didn't--I love +women who smell of lavender." + +"Won't you smoke--your pipe--and tell me what you are going to make of +your life." + +"They--the plans--have all been fogged up this morning !" he said +slowly after a moment's pause. "How strange it all is. Do you know +that I was going up to town next week to hunt up _you_, of all people? +Do you remember anything of my father's death?" + +"We don't talk about it," said Leonie quietly, and the man looked at +her with a sudden questioning in the steady eyes. + +"I am taking on his work, you know, specialising in the brain. I have +got through all my exams quite decently, thanks, I think, to his +wonderful notes, have travelled a bit in the east, and before settling +down intended to go to India--what for do you think?" + +Leonie shook her head. "Holiday?" + +"Er--yes, almost. You know I simply _loved_ my father, and his very +last entry in his book of notes was about _you_. One line was this: +'Most interesting--shall go to India and find the ayah.' He died of +heart failure, you know, and he must have written the last line before +he died--it is: 'The answer to the problem concerning Leonie Hetth is +in the third volume upon----' There was nothing after that--I thought +he would be awfully pleased if I carried out his last wishes, and meant +to hunt you up and see if you were still--er--bothered with dreams and +then----" + +He stopped short as Leonie leapt to her feet and ran back from a wave +which had most unexpectedly swirled upon her from behind a rock. + +"Quick!" she laughed, "quick--the tide will be in. Where's the dog?" + +The dog was cavorting with a crab in a pool. + +"Jingles!" sternly admonished his master, who was heaving everything +pell-mell into his haversack. "By the way, what became of Jingles the +first?" + +A shadow crept into Leonie's eyes as she thought of the pain and +disaster she invariably seemed to bring to those she loved most. + +"He--he was run over--it was my fault, I whistled him across the road +and a car caught him. If we hurry," she continued, "we shall be in +time for tea--Auntie will love to see you again!" + +"Oh! of course--I'd almost forgotten her--will she?" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + "He that rebuketh a wicked man getteth + himself a blot!"--_The Bible_. + + +By all the ill-luck in the world Sir Walter Hickle was sitting in the +patch called the garden, turning a small parcel elatedly over and over +in his pocket, as Leonie, and her companion, and the dog came sliding +down the hill towards the cottage. + +For the time being Leonie had totally forgotten the proceedings of the +night before, which had metamorphosed her radiant self from a free into +a bond woman. + +"Oh!" she said, putting one hand unexpectedly on Jan Cuxson's arm and +digging her stick fiercely into the ground, as the man in the garden +half rose from his chair and sank back with a frown. + +"Oh!" she repeated. + +"Tired, dear?" + +Neither of them noticed the little endearing word which had slipped out +so naturally, but Leonie's face was wan and her eyes were dead as she +dragged herself down the last few yards, while her aunt fluttered down +to the gate to meet them, with her mind and skirts in a whirl. + +"Jan Cuxson!" she exclaimed, offering a limp hand, and "How _very_ +nice," she continued, lying quite successfully. "I should have known +you anywhere. _Do_ come in and have tea!" + +And in the same breath, and with that strange cruel cunning of the +shallow mind, which is the abortive twin of decent feminine intuition, +she leapt at the difficulty she saw threatening, and tried to dispel it. + +"Let me introduce you to Sir Walter Hickle, my niece's fiance." + +Sir Walter ambled forward with outstretched hand as Cuxson, nodding +curtly, bent to pick up Leonie's stick, which had clattered to the +floor. + +A malicious gleam shone in the elder man's little eyes as he looked at +the splendid young fellow who had seemed, physically anyway, so fit a +match for Leonie as they tramped down the hill together; and though +there was no sign of his inward perplexity and repulsion in Jan +Cuxson's face as his eyes swept the obese figure of the notorious old +knight, his jaw took a sudden, almost ugly, outward thrust with the +birth of a mighty resolution. + +Leonie walked to the gate with him when he took his departure, having +refused tea from a certain undefined feeling that he could not even sit +in the same room as the man whom he intended to do out of the odd trick. + +He crushed Leonie's hand as he looked straight into her eyes, so +desperate and ashamed, and spoke very gently and deliberately as he +slipped his hand to her wrist and pulled her a little closer. + +"I shall be in the last cove to-morrow at eleven, waiting for you." + +And naturally Leonie had responded to the mastery in the voice, as all +women do respond when the voice is the right one; and a soft wave of +colour swept from chin to brow as she turned from the gate, and walked +through the doorway straight to her bedroom; while her future lord +pranced furiously among the bric-a-brac, and her aunt's beads and +bracelets clashed against the china as she wrung her hands over the tea +things, and portending disaster. + +Leonie sat down on her bed with her eyes shining like stars. + +The lid of her life's casket had opened wide, and from under a hideous +heap of fear, disgust, lost illusions, and despair, hope had sprung, +spreading her iridescent wings in the warmth of love. + +She sat until the shadows crept about her, then got up from her bed +with a little laugh, and descended to give battle for her life and +freedom. + +Think of every synonym connected with the word tumult and you will get +a vague idea of the storm which crashed about the girl's defenceless +head as she stood with her back to the door of the tiny sitting-room, +with a perfectly gorgeous diamond ring sparkling and flashing in front +of her upon a table. + +"I cannot marry you, Sir Walter, I simply cannot do it," she was +saying, slowly and distinctly. "You must let me go. So please give +the ring to somebody else, there are heaps of girls ever--oh, ever so +much nicer than me!" + +She smiled sweetly as she picked up the ring and held it out to the +man, who snatched it from her as he sprang to his feet, and hurled it +through the window. + +Then he moved to the other side of the table and leant both clenched +fists upon it as he looked Leonie up and down. + +"You needn't wear the ring, my girl," he said slowly, "but no one picks +Walter Hickle up one day and throws him down the next. You're going to +marry me this day month, you take that straight from me. Let's hear +why you've changed your mind so sudden; willing to marry last night, +unwilling to marry to-day. + +"Come on, now, out with it!" he suddenly shouted, bringing his hand +with a crash on the table as Leonie hesitated, blushing divinely. + +"Only--be-cause I--I don't love you, Sir Walter, and it's--it's _not_ +right to marry without love!" + +"Posh! There wasn't so much of this 'ere right to marry last night. +Fallen in love with that young feller-me-lad, I suppose. Where did you +meet him? What were you doing? How--how----" + +Leonie turned the handle of the door, but shrank back as the man, with +a bound, flung himself at her and wrenched her hand free; and Susan +Hetth clashed her bracelets and bits as she put her hands tightly over +her face, in her fright forgetting the mixture of colours she heaped on +it daily in the hope of stemming the neap tide of old age. + +"Get out, you there!" snarled the man, lashed to fury by the whip of +jealousy. "Get out, go away, wash your face--you look like a--a--like +a damned fut'rist, get _out_!" + +And not daring to pass the two near the door, she prepared to get, with +a great loss of dignity, through the bow window; in fact, one foot was +just over the sill when the man called her back. + +"Come back," he bellowed, "I want you as witness to what I'm goin' to +say to your niece, the young lady what plays fast and loose with honest +men. Fast and loose, I _don't_ fink!" + +Leonie shuddered as the veneer of refinement cracked under the strain +of the man's rage, showing the brutality and grossness immediately +underneath. + +She pulled her hand free, and backed towards the mantelpiece, against +which she leant, staring at him. + +"I am not going to marry you!" + +The voice was low but positive, and the quiet in the room was intense +as Sir Walter bounced up within a foot of her and shook a fat +forefinger in her face. + +"Aren't you," he said, "aren't you! And I'll just tell you three +things what'll make you change your tune, my girl. + +"One," he placed the fat forefinger on the ill-bred thumb, "an' the +least important, you'll marry me 'cos you're an 'etth, daughter of +Colonel Bob Hetth, V.C., an' your fut'rist aunt ain't--hasn't half +rubbed it in about the Hetths never breaking their word, I give you +mine!" + +"Please leave my father's name out of this," quietly replied Leonie, +her face dead white from the sickening thudding of her heart. + +"Well, if you don't keep your word, Miss tiger cat, I'll run you in for +breach of promise, an' bring your father's name into court!" + +"You couldn't!" + +"_Couldn't_!--couldn't what?" stormed the man. + +"Run," said Leonie gently, and added sweetly, and with great vulgarity, +"you're too fat!" + +"Two!" continued Sir Walter, purple in the face, but wisely ignoring +the insult to his person. "You'll marry me 'cos no one else'll have +you. You're batty, my gel--gone in the top storey--can't even go out +to work for your living 'cause you ain't always to be trusted. I know +all about yer, but I'm willin' to take the risk. There won't be any +trapersin' round the 'ouse after dark once yer married to me, I give +you my word. Course, if you like to go on spungin' on your aunt, +obligin' her to live in a 'ole like this, well, that's your look +h'out--'ardly up to mark tho', being an 'etth, daughter of a V.C." + +His small eyes gleamed as they rested on Leonie's stricken face. + +"Stop, please," she said hurriedly, "I can't stand any more just now. +I--I couldn't really. Will you give me a week to think it over?" + +The man laughed contemptuously. + +"A few days, a few hours, then?" + +There was something horrible in the humiliation of the girl's pleading, +but it made not the slightest impression on the ex-costermonger, who +had at one time been accustomed to enforcing his commands with the +buckle end of his waist-belt. + +"Not a minute, not a second," he chortled, seeing the end of the chase +in sight. "Think of the 'old I have on yer aunt. Lady Susan Hetth, +sister of Colonel Bob 'etth, V.C., creeping out h'of a gentleman's +rooms at three h'o'clock of the mornin' an' payin' me 'ush money--think +of h'it. _Now_ what 'ev you got to say. Why don't you be sensible an' +quiet, gal? I've _got_ yer, it ain't no use kickin'. Be sensible an' +I'll smother you in di'monds, give yer two Rolls-Royce, yacht, Monty +Carlo any time, Park Lane--make every other woman want ter scratch yer +eyes out--what more _could_ yer want? Now what have yer got to say!" + +What was there to say? + +Aunt Susan tried to obliterate herself behind the window curtain; Sir +Walter, thumbs in armholes, tilted himself backwards and forwards on +toe and heel as Leonie came forward and leant with both hands the +table, as she looked from one to the other without speaking. + +In fact the silence became intolerable to Sir Walter, who had expected, +and would have thoroughly enjoyed a heated altercation, in which he +would have known exactly where he was. + +"Well, what 'ev yer got to say, my gel?" + +Leonie looked from one to the other. + +"I will marry you this day month, Sir Walter." She threw up her hand +as he laughed triumphantly. "Wait one moment! But until that day I +will have nothing to do with you, _nothing_. I will not meet you nor +go out with you, nor bother about a trousseau, nor the future in any +way. I shall go out and come in when I like, and go where and how I +like. I shall meet whom I like. I won't deceive you, I shall meet Jan +Cuxson just as often as I like. And I should advise you not to +interfere with me in any way. He is young and strong, and, as an old +friend of the family, might resent it. You can trust him, he is a +gentleman--which means--oh, well!--you will find the exact meaning in a +French dictionary." + +She crossed to the door, turned, and looked, slowly from one to the +other. + +"Is the bargain concluded?" + +"Yes!--I'll take yer on those terms--but you'll pay a 'undred per cent +interest on the month, I've lent yer--an' _then_ some I give yer _my_ +word!" + +The door shut quietly as the man sank into a chair. + +"Batty!" he said as he mopped his bald head, "absolutely balmy. But +it's worth while--it's worth while--let her have 'er month--let 'er--I +shall have a whole lifetime to break 'er in." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + "Why fret about them if to-day be sweet!"--_Omar Khayyam_. + + +The great grey breakers heaved themselves skywards, paused for half a +second, split and crashed down upon the rocks the next morning as +Leonie and Jan Cuxson sat on the sands under the lowering sky. + +They had argued, analysed, plotted, and planned, only to find that each +road they launched out upon full of hope, terminated in the blind alley +of the old man's power over the girl. + +"I've just got to go through with it," said Leonie, "there is simply no +way out." + +The man caught both hands in his. + +"Dear heaven, how I love you, child! How I long to pick you up, as I +did all those years ago, and carry you out of all this to happiness. +Leonie! Leonie! You must marry me, I love you so." + +And she had sat quite still, not daring to move for fear of the mighty +passion which surged about her. + +Yes! Quite true! They had only met twice; but there is a certain kind +of love, exceeding rare it's true in Europe, which from an +infinitesimal seed is capable in one second of blossoming into a tree, +fruit and all, in the shade of which you can sit content until your +life's end. + +It simply sprouts all over the East. + +Wishing to prevent a conflagration Leonie spoke quite calmly as she +withdrew her hands. + +"And I couldn't marry you, even if I were free, because--at times--as I +have just told you--they say that I--I--am not responsible for my +actions? I'm--I'm supposed to be----" + +"Be quiet!" + +Cuxson pulled her fiercely into his arms, crushing her cheek against +his. + +"Tell me all, every detail." + +They sat there as the tide went out, and the man registered the facts +of the tragic tale in his mind, eager to be out on the trail of the +mystery overshadowing the girl he loved. + +"Mad!" he laughed when she had finished, "_mad_!--no more than I am, +and I'm sane enough in all conscience except in my love for you. I +shall go to India, and wring or bribe the truth out of that ayah. But +we needn't worry about the date of starting yet a while, and between +then and now we shall have found a way out of this seeming impasse. +What is it?" + +Leonie had twisted herself suddenly out of his arms, looked over her +shoulders and shivered. + +"It is what I was telling you about, a sensation of someone standing +close behind me." + +"It's nothing, Leonie, just imagination," said Jan Cuxson. + +For how could he see a certain high caste native of India walking +slowly down the gangway from the great ship just docked at Tilbury, and +smiling inscrutably as he placed his foot in the country which held the +white woman he sought? + +Leonie turned her head quickly, and shivered again, violently. + +"It was just as though someone had called me," she said, speaking just +above a whisper. + +"Look at me, dear!" + +Leonie looked straight into the honest grey eyes, and the fear died out +of her own as she met the steady gaze. + +"I'm slow, dear, dead slow, plodding I suppose they'd call me, but once +I'm on to something I never let go until I've won. Things are black, +sweetheart, but something is telling me that I shall find a way out. +When--when is----" + +Leonie lied. + +It was beyond her power of will to place a limit to her sudden newborn +happiness; she would not give a definite date, and relying on the +certainty that the man would never allow anyone to gossip to him about +the wedding, she lied--deliberately. + +"Oh! there's _plenty_ of time, don't let's talk about it." + +She sprang to her feet and flung out her arms to the sea. + +"Let's forget, Jan, let's forget! Let's steal something from Fate and +be happy. Let's be friends, pals; we can't be anything else, because I +am in honour bound. And--and--I'm _so_ hungry "--she turned her +radiant, laughing face to him--"I'll race you to Barricane for tea." + +She was off as she spoke, with Cuxson close behind. They jumped from +rock to rock, they slipped, they slithered, they splashed up to their +knees in pools and out again. + +The man did not break the compact when he caught her in the shadow of +the wreck and drew her into the shelter of his arms. + +"Pal!" he whispered. "Little pal!" + +And she lay quite still until the thud of their hearts, caused by the +strenuous exercise, had given place to the stronger, steadier beat of +steadfast love; then she slipped down, ducked under his arms and was +away, and her laugh was caught by the wind and blown back to him as he +ran in hot pursuit. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + "Write them upon the table of thine heart!"--_The Bible_. + + +Leonie's wrist watch very softly chimed midnight, announcing in gentle +tones the birth of her wedding-day, as she sat with her chin in her +hands staring out to sea. + +She frowned and pulled savagely at the band until it broke; there was a +faint crash, and a faint splash, as the watch, hurtling through the +air, ricocheted from a rock into a pool as the girl stretched her arms +above her head, leant back, and closed her eyes. + +Her last midnight swim, the last time she would slip the bathing dress +over her beautiful virgin body, the last time she would revel in +freedom, oh! the last time of anything decent, and pure, and sweet. + +She had not lost her heart or her head, in fact she had gone through +none of those amorous gymnastics which seem necessary to the cardiac +state of being in love. + +She _loved_, and she knew it, and confessed it on her knees at night, +and when she walked, or swam, or rode, or carried her food on her back, +or braided her hair in the day. She was loved and she knew it, and +thanked her God when she lay down to sleep at night, and when she +shopped, or placated her petulant relation, or played bridge or the +piano equally badly, or got wet through in the storm, and tanned by the +wind. + +Many times Sir Walter had almost been on the verge of giving her her +desire. + +_Almost_! Because it only needed two things to make him toe the line +of sensual infatuation; the first being the graciousness of every line +of her beautiful person when she met him by chance; and the second, the +ungraciousness of her distinctly unpleasant manner upon the same +occasion, over both of which he promised himself as he inwardly raged +at her frequent, prolonged and unexplained absences, he would shortly +have full control. + +The month had slipped by so quickly, the month in which she had +indifferently left to her aunt and fiance the choosing of her +trousseau, and the arrangement of the ceremony; also the honeymoon, +that subsequent insight into purgatory which she was to endure as best +she could in an isolated, thatched cottage t'other side of Hartland +Point. + +A month during which she had walked, and talked, and walked again with +Jan Cuxson, who caused her heart to thud heavily even though he did not +touch her hand in greeting, or parting, or at any other time. + +They had gathered _laver_--that most delectable vegetable-seaweed--at +the base of the Woolacombe rocks; dug and scratched for the elusive +cowrie shell in the sands of Barricane Beach; devoured Mrs. Parker's +teas of bread and butter and cream, jam and cake, laid on snow-white +cloth upon trestle table; and watched their flat-pebbled ducks and +drakes skip more or less successfully across the waters. + +They had tramped to Croyde, George Ham, Saunton, and all the other +lovely spots, and whistled over the lighthouse wall at Bull Point to be +regaled by tea on a tray, handed over by one of the perfectly charming +family of Howgego, which comprises the lighthouse keeper, his wife, and +his bonny daughter. + +All this had been done by stealth. + +Creeping about the cottage in stockinged feet at dawn, polishing the +high boots before retiring to bed until they shone again; packing the +haversack, creeping out of the cottage, vaulting the wall to the left +to evade the gate which either jammed or creaked, and away up the steep +incline, also to the left, and to wherever love listed. + +Upbraidings at night are quite bearable when the heart is aglow, and +the future dimmed by present happiness; but upbraidings in the early +morning are quite intolerable when the outlook into the future shows a +black abyss through the medium of an empty stomach. + +She had seized upon every passing moment, wringing the uttermost out of +it that she might have something put by with which to fill in the +blanks of the drear future, the vacuum where should have been a +tumultuously throbbing heart of love, and a pulse of life and passion. + +Also did she glean and garner, so as to be tucked in stray corners, +memories of a flower in a hedgerow, a boat on the wing, a look in a +dog's eyes, and the indescribable smell of a mixture of tobacco, sea +air, and leather; and all the other little genuine antique, and ever +new odds-and-ends of the collection labelled Love in the heart museum. + +Not a word had she said about the wedding. + +Cowardly? Yes, indeed! But if a prisoner were given a bottle of +champagne to drink just before his death by hanging, it's odds on that +instead of merely tasting a few drops he would drink the whole bottle, +and go to his doom with the exultant thought of something nice, anyway, +having happened to cheer him on his final exit. + +She simply radiated love, and allowed neither the frequent upbraidings +of her distracted aunt, nor the hourly approach of the fatal day to dim +the sunlight of the hour in hand. + +"Never you worry," she said one day, when her aunt had waylaid and +implored her to have her wedding-dress fitted, "We'll pin it with +safety-pins if it doesn't hang right, and as long as I'm at the church +door on time, nothing else really matters. And I've given you my word +on that." + +And she had vaulted the wall and taken a short cut through the golf +course until she had come up behind the man who loved her; and he, +reading the trouble in her strange eyes, had drawn her hands to his +heart and held them tight. + +How often had they stood in the shade of the fir trees in the heat of +the day, with the intoxicating smell of the pines in their nostrils, +and the soothing sound of the humming of many bees in their ears. + +They had stood so still, so close, and so very much alone. + +Oh! he loved her and her ways! + +Loved the rarity of her beauty, and the vitality of her body, loved the +extreme care she took not to allow her fingers to touch his when +passing a cup or a hefty sandwich. + +Revelled in the surge of colour which swept her face when sometimes he +caught and steadied her on a rock; and the way in which, when sitting +on the sand, she would suddenly scrunch up her knees with her arms for +no apparent reason, and bury her scarlet mouth, and the eyes which +betrayed her, in the rough tweed of her skirt. + +He exulted in the little half-catch of her breath, the little happy +laugh, the extra polish he knew she put on her boots just for his sake; +and, above all, that perfect sense of virgin woman which emanated from +her, allied to the promise of a passion which most inhabitants of a +northern clime would have utterly misconstrued and misunderstood. + +Yes! He revelled and he exulted in every minute of every hour spent +with her; blinded with love, led astray by the thought of months ahead +in which he felt that Fate surely would find a way out for them, he let +the time slip by, up to the moment when Leonie said good-bye quite +gravely, shaking her head without a smile at the usual invitation to +meet on the morrow. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + "Working spells + Upon a mind o'erwrought!"--_Thomas Hardy_. + + +Secure in the solitude of her last few hours of freedom; oblivious of the +fact that her aunt, enraged and alarmed at the unseemly and most untimely +absence of the morrow's bride, was idiotically wringing her hands as she +ran up and down in front of the cottage; worn out and weary with despair, +Leonie, in her bathing dress, had gone to sleep with the full moon +shining down upon the small, pale face, full of shadows. + +Jan Cuxson, uneasy at the girl's curt refusal to meet him during the last +twenty-four hours, had started to walk to Woolacombe from Ilfracombe +where he had spent a wretched, restless, futile day. + +He had tramped through the sleeping village of Lee without a look at the +historic cottage once inhabited by the Three Old Maids, and along to the +other little cottage on the sea front where the absence of light in +Leonie's room caused him to guess that she was abroad. He passed as +quietly and quickly as possible, having determined to avoid the place for +fear of meeting the aunt, or old Hickle, and losing his self-control. + +As long as you know exactly where to lay your hand on them you don't +worry overmuch about your gold cigarette case, or your favourite pipe, or +the diamond brooch you pin haphazard into your laces; but mislay them for +a moment and see what a turmoil of inquietude you will be in! + +Never doubting the honesty of his beloved, tricked as it were by her +happy, care-free attitude, the man had drifted contentedly in the sun of +love, and the month of June; but to-night a bank of clouds was rising to +meet the moon half-way upon her celestial journey, and the winds of doubt +and uneasiness were lifting the corners of that warm, comforting mantle +of serenity which we seldom have a chance to take down from its peg in +the wardrobe of life. + +Yesterday she had left him with a flat refusal to meet him, and her eyes +had been like the eyes of the dead, and her hands had been like ice, and +her voice had been most uncompromisingly final. + +All day he had argued with himself, surmised and made excuses, sunned +himself in the cove at Rapparree, assuring himself stubbornly that +everything was quite all right; and at last, dinnerless, desperate, and +afraid, had started off hot foot to find her; intending to crush the +resistance out of her with the outpourings of his love, and force her to +risk everything for the sake of a life-long happiness. + +It was just about one o'clock when he scrunched past the rusty old wreck +and clambered up and over the rocks and through the opening to the second +cove; and his heart leapt as he steadied himself when his eyes found that +which they had eagerly sought; then missed a beat as, for some unknown +reason, he stood stock still, and drew back into the shadows. + +Leonie was standing knee deep in a pool. + +The saw-edged rocks rose behind her, shining like steel in the moonlight; +great strands of seaweed swirled about her, for all the world like +snakes, weaving in and out of the burnished hair which spread itself +fanwise on the water about her knees. + +Save for the thinnest, finest silk bathing dress which clung to the +perfect body, as does the soft fragrant skin to the peach, she was nude, +and so unaware of eyes upon her that the man held his breath, fearing she +might spy him in the shade. + +He knew, as everyone knows, that through the criminal teaching of the +girl-child in Europe, she would have had it instilled into her mind as +soon as it was capable of understanding, that the slightly draped _tout +ensemble_ of her glorious body was something to be thoroughly well +ashamed of, though on other occasions, by means of slit skirts and +excessive decolletage, she could expose in sections just as much as she +liked to the eyes of any alien waiter who hung over her with the sauce, +or any chauffeur who helped her into a car. + +Her eyes were wide and staring straight in his direction, and that she +was asleep he had not the faintest idea. + +So clearly was she outlined against the rock that every line of the +lovely limbs, every exquisite curve of the beautiful bosom showed as +plainly as if she had been standing in the broad light of noon as she +stepped out of the pool. + +With face upturned, and arms outstretched to the moon, she stood +undulating slightly with the exquisite movements of the nautch girl, +which has nothing to do with the _danse de ventre_ and other such +disgusting muscular exhibitions. + +Watch a spider's thread floating in the air at dawn, then you will get +some idea of the gentle, supple, alluring movement. + +The wind, blowing up before the storm, blew against her hair, and it +streamed out in front of her; her arms, twining and twisting, slid in and +out of the silky mass until she appeared to have at least four; her +exquisite feet seemed to beat upon a human figure which was really +nothing but the shadow of the rock behind her, and Jan Cuxson, in the +shadows, suddenly smote his forehead as she lifted up her voice and cried: + +"Kali! Kali! Kali!" + +The word thrice repeated rose softly on the night air, but struck like a +hammer upon the ears of the man who, in studying the brain, had found +himself often and inextricably entangled in the religions and mysteries +of the East. + +"My God!" he whispered, "My God, she is asleep and----" + +But he never moved as Leonie suddenly showed that she was aware of his +presence. + +It was not that she saw him, or that she knew him; she was simply aware +that a man was watching her. + +Not once did the eyelids close over the glaring eyes shining like two +green phosphorescent stones; not a sign of recognition showed in her face +as she laughed the sweetest little laugh in the world and moved towards +him. + +Jan Cuxson had travelled pretty widely in the last few years, and had +seen almost every kind of dance in the various ports at which he had +called, and the towns he had visited in the East, but for absolute +voluptuousness, and the portrayal of physical passions, he had never seen +anything to compare with this which he watched horror-stricken by the sea. + +"What have they done to her? What have they done to her? What spell has +been cast? What cruel thing have they done to her?" + +Over and over again the questions raced unanswered through his brain. + +For at the thrice repeated cry he had understood in a flash that +fastidious, pure, innocent Leonie was unconsciously performing the +preliminary rites customary to the worship of Kali, the goddess of death, +the wife of Siva, the daughter of the Himalayas; which rights might best +be described as a prolonged and terrible orgy of every passion known to +man. + +And well was it for Leonie Hetth that Jan Cuxson was straight and +thoroughbred, and that his love was pure, else might it have gone badly +with her, bringing her perchance to the door of the madhouse; for there +is but a hair's breadth between those who are wakened roughly from the +sleep in which they walk, and act, and speak, and those who rave in +padded cells. + +She held out her beautiful, bare arms in invitation, and as he remained +quite motionless, glided ever so swiftly to him, so close that he felt +the sweetness of her breath upon his cheek. + +"Behold!" she cried softly in perfect Hindustani, "Behold! O my beloved! +has the Sweet One! the Gentle One! the most blessed Mother looked with +graciousness upon her children! May our lips cling in worship, yea! and +our bodies in worship! She looketh with soft eyes upon our love, blessed +is she, O! Durga! most terrible, most fierce, most cruel!" + +Jan Cuxson hesitated. + +If he put his arms about her she might waken at any moment, and then the +shame and horror of it all. + +If he did not respond might she not hurt herself in her wrath as do those +who worship the Black One, and of whom he had heard in his travels in +India. + +What on earth was he to do? + +And where was he to find the strength to resist the overpowering appeal +of the sweet passion she offered him. + +He loved her, desired her, hungered for the touch of the sweet mouth, and +there she stood in her youth, her innocence, her beauty, asking to be +held against his heart, touching his hands gently with her finger-tips, +desirous of his mouth, his hands, his love. + +And even as he hesitated wild anger swept over the beautiful face, making +it terrible to behold as she raised it to the moon with a laugh that made +the man shudder to his soul, and gasp as she suddenly tore her bathing +suit from her and held it towards him in both hands. He unconsciously +took it from her, whereupon she shook from head to foot with wild +unseemly laughter, and her glorious hair swept about her, hiding her +completely from the desperate eyes that watched her. + +"Behold, O Parvati! who steppeth lightly upon the mountains! Behold! has +he chosen my raiment, therefore shalt thou be pleased! Yea! and even +shall there be blood upon it!" [1] + +And swinging her arm she struck it again and again against the rocks +until the flesh was torn and the blood streamed, causing the man to move +hurriedly with intent to waken the girl he loved, even at the risk of her +reason and his ultimate happiness. But he stopped. + +Leonie was standing still with uplifted arms, dripping blood upon her +face whilst her sweet, clear voice rose sonorously in the _Vega_ hymn +known as the Love Spell. + +Jan Cuxson had studied Hindustani in preparation for his travels in +India, but he frowned as he listened, for he did not understand one +syllable. + +And then his eyes opened wide in astonishment as he caught the meaning of +a word here and there, and "Sanskrit!" he muttered in amazement. + +Pulling a piece of pale green seaweed from the rock, she twined it and +whispered, "This plant is honey born; with honey we dig thee; forth from +honey art thou engendered; do thou make us possessed of honey. + +"At the tip of my tongue, honey; at the root of my tongue, honeyedness; +mayest thou be altogether in my power, mayest thou come unto my intent. + +"Honeyed is my in-stepping, honeyed my forthgoing, with my voice I speak +what is honeyed, may I be of honey aspect. + +"Than honey am I sweeter, than the honey plant more honeyed; of me, +verily shalt thou be fond, as of a honeyed branch. + +"About thee with an encompassing sugar-cane have I gone, in order to +absence of mutual hatred; that thou mayest be one loving me, that thou +mayest be one not going away from me!" + +Leonie swayed slightly as the words passed faintly and yet more faintly, +like a moan, from her lips; her eyes were closing slowly, very slowly; +and she slipped to her knees, her bleeding arms held out towards the man +before whom she knelt, as the breeze blew her glistening hair this way +and that, exposing for a second, then hiding the glories of the exquisite +white figure from the eyes which could not help but see. + +Drooping lower and lower she stretched herself, face downwards, upon the +sand, closed her eyes as the moon sank suddenly behind a dense mass of +clouds, and peacefully went to sleep. + + +[1]In one of the rites concerning the worship of Kali, women's garments +are thrown in a heap, from which men choose indiscriminately. The +garment he chooses gives the man a right to the woman who owns it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + "And wilt thou leave me thus + That hath given thee my heart?--Say nay! Say nay!"--Sir T. Wyatt. + + +What in heaven's name was he to do now? + +Touch her he would not; let her know that he had seen her in all her +unhidden beauty he could not; yet the gurgling and rustling and +whispering between the water and the stones told him that the tide was +racing in, and that what he intended to do he must do right quickly. + +All he wanted to do was to gather her up in his strong arms, and +wakening her with kisses carry her to safety. + +Safety from the sea, safety from the unknown spell which had been laid +upon her, safety from the horrible future; a safety he felt which could +only be found within the circumference of his arms folded about her in +love. + +But instead he looked round for the garments she must have left +somewhere, and seeing them, stepped quietly across the widening pools +and gathered up the soft, sweet-smelling heap of dainty raiment; +clenching his hands tight upon them to prevent himself from burying his +face in the perfumed delicate things which he had not the right even to +touch. + +A little knot of pale pink bebe ribbon came away in his hand, and he +twisted it around the seaweed ring she had twined about his finger, +then untwisted them both and slipped them into his pocket, and stooped +to pick up something which had slipped from the garments and tinkled on +the rocks. + +"Oh, you beauty!" he said as he held the jewel out in his open hand, +and "Oh, you brute!" he said again is the cat's-eye winked cunningly at +him with the knowledge of all ages in its lustrous depths. + +Then he went back, crushing his flimsy burden to his heart; and placing +it upon a rock near the sleeping girl, strode off to the opening of the +little connecting cove, where he stood in the shadows and called; + +"Leonie! Are you there, Leonie?" + +Leonie stirred, settled down again to sleep, and stirred each time the +voice rang insistently. + +Who knows if love would have brought her back to consciousness and the +immediate necessity to rise and clothe herself, and flee for safety? + +Anyway, the tide decided and sent a little wave that thoroughly +drenched her and brought her to her knees shivering and bewildered. + +"Tide in!" + +She glanced round hurriedly and drew her hand across her eyes. + +"Funny!" she said as she retreated before a wave which surged over the +rocks and swirled up behind her. "But--why--I've nothing on! And my +arm!--why, I'm simply cut to bits. And--and oh! I've been +dreaming--and how dark it is; there must be a storm coming!" + +As she spoke she hurriedly flung herself into her clothes, biting her +lips as the lace and ribbons caught in the horrible gash in her arm, +and was standing waiting for the water to recede before she jumped, +just as a voice as from heaven itself called. + +"Leonie! where are you? Leonie, the tide is coming in!" + +She did not wait, she jumped clear, stumbling and falling on the other +side, ripping her feet until they bled. + +Then she got up and ran blindly, impelled by terror pursued by the fear +of something far more terrible than death. + +"Jan! Jan! help me!" + +Without a word he caught her and lifted her, holding her closely. + +Never a word he said as they raced through from one cove to the other, +neither when the waters buffeted him nor when weeds twined about his +feet, and rocks impeded him. + +Swiftly he carried her up the slight incline and laid her on the grass, +took off his coat, ripped out his shirt sleeve, and tearing it into +strips, bound up the bleeding arm. + +Then sitting down beside her he leant over sideways and picked her up +bodily, clear from the ground into his arms; no mean feat with a toilet +jug full of water, let alone with a hefty maiden weighted with grief. + +He held her in that heavenly, comforting clasp known and practised by +stout old nurses and some mothers, within which you feel that you can +defy anything, even to the onslaughts of peevish Fortune. + +His left arm was under and round her shoulders, his left hand gently +pressed her head against his breast, his right arm was round her just +above the knees, and he rocked her gently. + +Oh! the heavenly, comforting bliss! + +History was repeating itself, for Leonie, with great dry sobs shaking +her from head to feet, was snuffling into Jan Cuxson's collar as she +had snuffled into his father's years ago. + +"Beloved!" + +Sobs. + +"Beloved! there is nothing to cry about--_nothing_! As I am holding +you now, so shall I always hold you, and no harm can come to you from +ocean, tempest or life. _Nothing_ can hurt you because I love you!" + +Sobs. + +"_Leonie_!" + +She lay absolutely still, unconsciously counting the beats of his heart +which was thudding heavily against her right shoulder, and waiting for +the moment when she would find the strength at last to turn down her +"empty glass." + +"Leonie! you've got to listen to me now, and I am not going to ask you +to decide because Fate has decided for you. And oh! beloved, beloved, +thank heaven that there is still time, that you are still free, that +heaven instead of hell is waiting for you. Yes! dear heart. Fate has +decided!" + +He stroked her hair as he looked down into the little face crushed +against his shoulder, and shifted her a wee bit that she might rest +more comfortably. Leonie closed her eyes and trembled from head to +foot as Fate pinched the decision between claw-like thumb and finger so +that it was stillborn. + +"Dear," continued Jan Cuxson as he gently patted her shoulder with his +left hand, "dear, oh! my dear, just as I hold you now, so I shall +always hold you. I am going to keep you, marry you, and take you right +away to India next week; I'll telegraph that my things are not to be +put on board to-morrow. You must have a nervous breakdown to-day, +_you_ darling, just to think of _that_," and his laugh rang out against +the sullen stillness of the dawn, "then we will slip away, and get +married, and--oh! Leonie, I _love_ you." + +Leonie said no word, but from her head to her feet swept a thrill which +the man felt from his feet to his head. + +He laughed again, laughed as a god might laugh with the world in his +hand, and crushed her fiercely to him. + +"Beloved! I love you! love you! love you! And you? Tell me you love +me! Why, you dare not look me in the face and say no! You love me, +dear! You are part of me; you are bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh! +Sorrow shall not touch you when you are all mine, your joys shall be my +joys! And--beloved, my children shall be your children!" + +With a sudden movement Leonie wrenched herself from his arms and on to +her feet, whilst a driving cloud surrounded them, and a growl of +thunder came over from Lundy Island way. + +"Love you!" cried the girl. "Yes! I love you, if that is the right +word to describe what it is I have in my heart for you. No! don't +touch me! Listen, I would live for you, _die_ for you in love. Pain +through you would be joy, joy through you would be heaven." + +She clasped her hands to her breast, then threw them out towards him, +palm uppermost, in a wonderful gesture of passionate surrender, but her +face was terrible to see, with eyes like burned out fires, and great +smears of blood across her mouth and cheek. + +"All that I have for you and more--oh! much more--but--I--I cannot +marry you!" + +The glass went down with a little clatter upon the coldest of life's +cold marble slabs as Jan Cuxson, grasping the girl's arms, pulled her +roughly towards him. + +That he had caught the arm right on the lacerated wound he had no idea +as he stood looking down into the eyes which were on a level with the +top button, of his coat. + +"Beloved! beloved! You are tired, distraught! You don't know what you +are saying! You are to go straight home and sleep, for _hours_, then +come out refreshed and gloriously happy to meet me where and when you +like! And we will fix everything down to the very smallest detail, oh! +dear heart, think of it! and this day week we will sail for India!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + "That day is a day of wrath--a day of clouds + and thick darkness."--_The Bible_. + + +"India!" repeated Leonie, "India!" + +She flung round towards the sea, standing on the very edge of the +cliff, the violence of the wind against her the only barrier between +her and certain death. + +"Tell me," she cried, pointing to the heaving, raging mass of waters +with a hand above which shone dully a blood-soaked bandage. "Tell me +what I did to myself down there just now. I awoke in a different place +from which I went to sleep. I had no--I am cut and bruised. Terrible +things happen wherever I am--they follow me. I woke one night in a +pitch dark room and saw two green eyes staring at me from the wall. +They were my eyes--reflected in a looking-glass--_mine_--they shine at +night like a cat's--and there's a voice calling--often. Oh! I tell +you I'm haunted, bewitched, _cursed_!" + +"Come to me, beloved." + +She turned and went like a child into the outstretched arms, and he, +having wet his handkerchief on the mist-damped grass, bent the weary +head back against his shoulder, and wiped away the blood-stains from +the despairing face. + +"You walk in your sleep, Leonie, by reason of the workings of an +overwrought brain, that is all. India is the problem, and your ayah is +the answer. _I_ think she frightened you somehow, made some deep +impression on you, on your baby brain, and we are going to India to +find her. It's very simple, dear, once find the cause we can easily +find the remedy, and it will be much better if you come with me. By +the way, who gave you that cat's-eye?" + +He had made a slip. + +"When did you see it?" answered Leonie quickly, "I never showed it to +you! Were--were you down _there_ near me, _before_ you called?" + +"No," steadily lied the man, "but the thing slipped through your blouse +one day--it's a brute. Who gave it to you?" + +"My ayah! Do you know, I think you are quite wrong about her. Auntie +says Mother told her that she nearly broke her heart when I left India, +seventeen years ago, and she writes to me regularly every three months. +Only last week I had a letter from----" + +"Do you speak Hindustani?" interrupted Cuxson abruptly, with a frown on +his face. + +"Not a word!" + +"Or Sanskrit?" + +"Oh! no, neither, but the letters are in English, evidently written by +one of those letter writers, who get so much for each letter they write +for the illiterate poor. And in every one she says how she loves me +and longs for my return, and although she is very happy in the service +of some Ranee in the north of India, she wants to give it up and come +to me." + +There was a pause, broken by the nearing thunder and the crash of the +waves against the cliffs. + +"Don't let's worry about that yet, dear, as everything is settled +splendidly and----" + +But Leonie pulled away and stood facing him with her hands in his +against his heart. + +"Do you really _love_ me?" + +The whisper was almost lost in the tumult of the breakers beneath. + +"_Love_ you, Leonie, _love_ you!" + +"What would you _forgive_ me through love?" + +"_Forgive_ you! Everything! Dishonour could not touch you, and +everything else I should forgive!" + +Leonie tried to speak as she looked past him to the little green track +between the downs which led to the world, and all it contained for her; +and he, obtuse male, content in the plans he had mapped out entirely to +his own satisfaction, and having blissfully taken the girl's consent to +the programme for granted, failed to read the agony written across her +face in capital letters. + +"Tell me that you will be content, dear. I'm rich enough, but nothing +compared with--oh! tell me, what do you like--what do you want--what do +you _really_ care for!" + +She freed her hands and turned to look out to sea, where the day had +been born in agony upon a bed of sullen, unbroken water. + +Then she looked straight down at the waves flinging themselves against +the cliffs, drenching her with spray, moaning, fretting at the barrier, +retiring only to do the same thing over and over again. + +"What do I want, O Man whom I love? I want a white house within high, +white walls, on the edge of the sea. I want my arms full of +children--yours and mine. I want love, oh! love and yet more love, +that is what I want!" + +The man twisted her round and held her at arms' length, her heels +within an inch of the edge, her body bent back over the chasm, and her +hair, spreading like a banner in the tearing wind, swept about his +shoulders and across his face, intoxicating him with its perfume and +silken caress. + +Passion swept over him, he shook her like a reed, and her foot slipped +off the earth into nothingness. + +But not a word said she, though she prayed that he might suddenly let +go his hold and send her crashing to sweet death on the rocks beneath. + +You see what happens when you are decent and honest and have a mind to +keep your word--just death rather than dishonour, and pain to others. + +Whereas if only she had been dishonest, and therefore commonplace, she +would either have chucked her given word to the devil, or the deep grey +sea over which she stood, and cleared for her own happiness and a +marriage licence; or kept her word in one sense while making deedy +little plans of triangular pattern for future reference. + +"Is that what you want, oh! heart of mine?" said Jan Cuxson, exulting +in the sensation that his hands alone held her metaphorically and +actually safe from the depths beneath. "And that is what I am going to +give you, beloved, and more, much more in exchange for the treasure you +will put into my hands. Oh! Leonie, my love----" + +And yet he did not kiss her, but pulled her farther inland and let her +go as she essayed to free herself, having come to the absolute breaking +point. + +What a wooing! + +The copper coloured clouds were massed above and about them, the trees +bent and straightened and bent again before the wind, the sea heaved in +huge unbroken waves right to the horizon; Lundy Island, Hartland, and +Baggy Point had disappeared in a driving sheet of rain. + +How beautiful she looked as she stood in the storm, cut, bruised and +dishevelled. + +Just for one moment she looked into the eyes of the man she loved, +whose hands were outstretched for the treasures she could not lay +therein; and then she turned and fled as a great streak of lightning +rent the clouds, and thunder like heavy artillery crashed about their +heads. + +She had not gone twenty yards when she stumbled and fell heavily. + +Her boots were being hurled here and there by the waves in the cove +where she had left them; her left foot was cut and bleeding badly, but +a sudden desperate courage came to her when she felt herself raised and +steadied. + +"I shall carry you to the foot of the hill near your cottage!" + +She struggled as he lifted her, struggled so violently that he put her +on her feet. + +"Don't touch me, Jan, don't come near me, because I--because----" + +And the mantle of his satisfaction and content being suddenly rent into +a thousand shreds by the knife edge of his intuition, he put both hands +on her shoulders, looked down into the misery of her eyes, and very +gently said one word. + +"Because?" + +"Because," and she began to laugh without making any sound, her mouth +twitching, her shoulders shaking, "because I am to be married _to-day_ +at noon!" + +"To-_day_! but you said----" + +"I lied." + +"You lied--to _me_!" + +She made a little sound which reminded him of an animal agonising in a +trap, whilst the fury of his own pain drove him to hurt her even more. + +"Why--_lie_?" + +"Why?" her eyes blazed as she defied the storm, her hell and fate. +"Why?--because I love you, because I love you so much that I wanted to +cheat life out of one month of happiness. And I have had it--I have +had it--and I love you----" + +She flung her hands up to the stormy skies and brought them down, +clenched against her breast. "I love you, _God_ hear me, I _love_ you!" + +And with a terrible cry that went wailing out to sea she fled away +through the lash of the blinding storm. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + "The lighted end of a torch may be turned towards the + ground, but the flames still point upwards."--_The Satakas_. + + +The church was simply packed! + +The lucky ones, almost all women, wedged tight and fast, crushed their +beautiful clothes against their neighbours' lovely raiment in the pews. + +The unlucky ones stood in rows in the side aisles, just as their +commoner sisters stand in rows upon the pavement edge to watch some +passing show. + +Some, less hindered by superfluous adipose tissue, had managed to seat +themselves upon the tomb of one Sir William de Tracy, who had one time +unduly concerned himself in the murder of a certain Thomas a Becket. + +Indeed he built this church in atonement for his unseemly conduct, +though something seems to have gone agley in the architectural penance, +as the ghost of Sir William is to be met o' nights upon the sands of +Woolacombe--so 'tis said. + +Some of the still younger fry among the spectators, I mean worshippers +in this solemn ceremony, clasped the heads in effigy of dead squire, or +dame, or knight, in order to get the necessary purchase for the task of +pulling themselves up for just one second in the supreme attempt to +catch a glimpse of the principals in the parade. + +Except for the setting of this beautiful house of God it might have +been an _entr'acte_ at some theatrical first night; same comments upon +actors and audience; same criticism upon dress and morals; same yawning +and fidgeting. + +What _had_ they not suffered and sacrificed to flatter the vulgar old +millionaire! Anyway they expected a good deal in return for the +excruciating journey down by rail or car, the whole day lost out of the +season in London town, _and_ the wedding present. + +Unless you own the genuine thing in rank or reputation, how +_frightfully_ difficult it is to send an astute vulgar old millionaire +the one present which will open his doors to you. + +If you do own the genuine thing, an electro-plated toast-rack will be +all-sufficient. If you _don't_, well it's simply no good worrying +around the bottom rung of the ladder which he has climbed, and from the +top of which he sits making faces of derision at you. + +The principal performers had just disappeared into the vestry as the +old clock chimed twelve, and Jan Cuxson, swinging back the churchyard +gate, strode up the narrow tomb-lined path to the church door. + +Every woman turned to look at him as he passed. + +"Look at 'e now, Mrs. Ovey! He be staying with me. Did 'ee iver zee +sich a butivul face. Jist like a picture. Sit 'ee still, young +Gracie, an' doan 'ee walk over thikee graves, now! I tell 'ee 'e'd +make a proper bridegroom, 'e wud!" + +"Iss, I reckon! 'Er 'av done mighty fine fer 'erself, 'er 'ave; Mrs. +Tucker tol' me all 'bout 'un, but 'er be terr'ble young, b'ain't 'er, +for the likes of thikee ol' man?" + +The country women patted and pulled at their best clothes, and turned +their sweet, slightly bronzed faces, with skins like satin, up to the +blazing sun. + +"Iss, vrai! that 'er be Mrs. Pugsley! But did 'ee iver zee the likes +on they ther zatins an' laces an' juels they vine wimen be wearin'?" + +"Iss! an' luk at th' ol' paint an' stuff ther be ol over ther vaces? +Dear, dear now, ther lips be terr'ble raid, b'ain't 'un? Luks lik' +they'd bin stealin' cherries! An' ther eyes be terr'ble black! Luks +lik' the'd bin fightin' with ther 'usbands." + +Silence fell, during which sweet music stole through the church windows +to fall like a benison upon the charming simple folk who, by their +courtesy and gentleness, make Devon such a blissful county to dwell in. + +"Can't think, now," suddenly remarked Mrs. Ovey, "w'y thikee young lady +'av chose Mortehoe Church fer 'er weddin'!" + +"I've year'd tell that 'er vather be related to zum lord 'oo 'elped +kill some ol' parson, yers an' yers gone by! Gracie! now wat be th' +ol' man's name now that taicher tol 'ee 'bout?" + +"Tracey!" + +"Iss, iss! I've year'd tell 'e be buried zumwher yer 'bouts, an' th' +ol' bridegroom be proper zet to be married down yer!" + +"After th' weddin'," continued Mrs. Ovey, supplying information, "all +th' vine volks be goin' on to Lay Hotel vur summat t' ate. Arter that +they tu be goin' vor 'oneymun over ta 'ardland in li'le ol' 'ouze. +Poor li'le lady, an' th' ouze they be goin' to be so small ther b'ain't +no room vur zervants nor nothin'!" + +"My now, Mrs. Ovey, but that young feller be proper 'ansom, b'ain't 'e +now? I reckon it be a pity that 'er 'adn't zeen 'im befor 'er vixed up +with old 'un. I remember when Bill was courtin' me, 'ow----" + +And so on and so forth, whilst inside the "vine wimen" from London Town +made comments after their own kind. + +"Some women have all the luck," remarked an enamelled dame, whose +bridge and dressmakers' debts were on a par with those of her three +daughters who had safely, oh! quite, but most unsuccessfully survived +many seasons, "I wonder how Susie managed it? Gawky young miss, isn't +she? Just out of school. Um--um--um!" + +"_Really! is_ she! Strange in her manner--you don't mean it--oh! of +_course_ not, dearest! _Fancy_! hates society, swims at night, walks +ten miles a day--yes, of course! not quite cosmos, what d'you call +it--um--um--um?" + +"Miraud Soeurs, I believe--yes--did you like that draped effect? I +suppose he did--poor old Susie's up to her eyes in debt! Didn't the +happy bride look ghastly? Wonder how she came by the accident--and +what it was--and means--um--um--um!" + +"Yes! _very_, in a bizarre way. I'm damned sorry for her. Did you +hear about the girl in the shop basement?--heavy! I should think +so--put the screw on what?--hear the bride's settlement is simply +enormous--um--um--um!" + +And as they gossiped and criticised, tearing each other to pieces +without zest, having already done it so often that their minds +resembled rows of backyards piled with the rags and bones of their +mutual enemies--or so-called friends--the organ played softly, and the +sun through the stained glass flung dazzling lozenges of colour upon +the tiles and pillars. + +Then came that unmistakable rustle of anticipation, followed by the +satisfied sigh of those who have patiently waited either for the +hoisting of the black flag upon the prison wall, or the appearance of a +popular bride in the doorway of the church. + +There was a shimmer of white and silver, and a strenuous tussle in the +pews and aisles as the stereotyped march from "Lohengrin" crashed +through the little church. + +Jan Cuxson made one step backwards, and stopped as his heel struck +against the wall, then stepped forward and stood right in the path of +the bridal party. + +Straight down they came without a halt; gushing women who did not know +her darted forward to shower the bride with their unwanted +congratulations, hesitated and darted back with self-conscious giggles +as they met the stony, unresponsive eyes in the death-white face. + +Very slowly she passed, with the fingers of one hand resting on the arm +of the corpulent, self-satisfied man beside her; the other arm, +bandaged from elbow to wrist, was held in a sling across her breast, +the fingers nearly touching the one jewel she wore, a sleepy cat's-eye +hanging from a slender golden chain. + +The happy bride was looking straight in front, down the road to +Calvary, where stood a man outlined against the burst of light flooding +through the door. + +She neither slowed nor hastened as she passed through the lane of +twitching mouths and popping eyes and approached him; then she stood +quite still, a gleaming, living statue in shimmering satin and lace, +and removing her hand from her husband's arm, laid it with a little +gracious gesture on Jan Cuxson's, and he, bending low, gently kissed it. + +An artist made the record lightning sketch of his life when in a few +lines he drew the dignity, the despair, and the tenderness of the +girl's face, upon whose brow and above whose heart rested weirdly two +great crimson stains flung by the sun through the coloured windows. + +For one brief second her moonlit eyes looked straight into the steady +grey ones; then the heavy lids sank slowly, and the faintest rose +colour swept from brow to chin, causing the artist to murmur to +himself, "The ice floes are breaking!" as, like the gallant gentleman +he was, he tore the sketch slowly across and across. + +Two little words had been whispered loud enough to reach the ears +beneath the orange blossom. + +"I forgive!" + +When he had said it Leonie once more laid her hand upon her irate +husband's arm, and passed out into the sun to be met with the shrill +cheers of the children who flung basketsful of wild flowers upon the +bridal path, and the church was filled with a sound like a swarm of +startled bees. + +"Um--um--um!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + "Many waters cannot quench love; + neither can floods drown it."--_The Bible_. + + +The girl kicked aside the jumble of clothes littering the cabin floor, +and bending her head squatted upon the bunk, and incidentally, and quite +indifferently, upon a crepe-de-Chine blouse which badly needed washing, +and casually watched her mother who was scrabbling through a cabin trunk +in a manner reminiscent of a terrier ratting in a hedge. + +"Why on earth couldn't you stay on deck?" demanded the mother angrily, as +she lifted the transformation from her brow and heaved it on to the upper +berth, thereby unashamedly exposing a head not unlike a gorse common +devastated by fire. + +"I can't find that--oh! here it is. What a state it's in. D'you think +the Chinese man could iron it?" + +_That_ was one of those hybrid negliges which can serve its turn as a +bath gown, a bedroom wrap, or, covered with a genuine native-made tinsel +shawl (bought at Teneriffe but made in Birmingham), can pass as an +evening gown in the tropics. The cabin was on one of the liners which, +calling at odd places like Genoa, Naples, Algiers, etc., allows you to +pick up letters brought by the mail boat to Port Said. The inhabitants +of the inner, double berthed black hole, called by courtesy a cabin, were +the mother and her last unmarried daughter who lived in Surbiton. + +The mother had successfully acquired a reputation as a world-wide +traveller, and husbands for her numerous daughters amounting to a net +total of six, by dint of travelling the latter backwards and forwards +over those heartbreaking routes which suffer from two weeks or more of +going without a break. + +Try from Aden to Sydney with one break at Colombo, and the above long and +somewhat involved paragraph will be easily understood. + +"I say, mater, guess who gave me these--have one?" + +Mater sat back on her heels, bumping her head against the washstand, +plucked a Simon Artz from its cardboard nest, lit it, and emitted volumes +of smoke from mouth, and nostrils, until the cabin resembled the +smoking-room of any West End ladies' club. + +"Oh! don't ask silly questions, it's too hot! Who?" + +"The Grizzly Bear!" + +"_No_!" + +"He _did_! He'd been ashore!" + +"_No_!" + +"Yes! I'd been talking to him, and had just turned to say something to +the Babe when he slipped down the gangway. I do wish we weren't so hard +up. It's an awful rag going ashore. He came back an hour ago, found a +letter, and has been sitting up and taking notice ever since. It was a +man's handwriting, I saw the envelope!" + +Mater flung everything pell-mell into the trunk, pushed it back with the +aid of her daughter's heels under the berth, bent her head and sat down +beside her. + +"He looked so different that I actually asked him for a cigarette, and he +gave me the box, and if it hadn't been for Mrs. Tomlinson-Tomlinson's +hateful little brat--you know--Muriel--we should have had a good long +talk. The little wretch actually sat on the arm of his chair; it's +extraordinary how he lets children worry him." + +"Yes! dear Lady de Smythe has christened him the wet nurse!" + +Which leaves no doubt whatever that some time, somewhere the dear lady +had been clawed by the grizzly. + +"Why don't you get into your black sequin to-night! It'll be frightfully +hot going down the Canal, and you can slip on the scarf if you go up on +the boat deck, as everyone does the first time they go through the Suez." + +"Yes! I might--the blue _does_ want ironing!" replied the daughter, +taking a hand in that weird game of "make-believe" which the majority of +women play between themselves. For what ultimate benefit it is +impossible to say, since from the moment the cards are shuffled they +know, to a nicety, the tricks and manoeuvres of each player. + +Anyway the sequin was fished out from somewhere, and shaken and pulled +this way and that. + +It consisted of a skirt of a kind, a waistbelt, two shoulder straps, and +a big jet butterfly poised just where, for the sake of decency, it was +necessary, and as a toilette allied with the boat deck would doubtless +prove most attractive to the man who was not in search of a wife. + +The man it was intended to subjugate, meanwhile, was lying full length on +his deck chair intent upon a letter, oblivious of the noise of the +harbour and the racket necessary to the boat's imminent departure. + +Jan Cuxson had read the letter five times and was just starting on it for +the sixth, subconsciously congratulating himself on his foresight, or +horse sense, which you will. + +His cabin was like nothing on earth, and in it, upon the outer edge of a +dead maelstrom of his entire wardrobe, stood John Smith, cabin steward. + +John Smith is not his name, but who does not know and bless him if they +have ever travelled on this particular boat. + +He has a big, very black mole on the extreme tip of his nose, and is the +cheeriest, most optimistic soul on the ocean wave, yea! even those +out-size waves in the Bay at its worst. + +After the first lightning perusal of the God-sped letter, Jan Cuxson had +given divers urgent orders for as much as possible of his gear in the +hold to be thrown ashore. + +Imagine it, and the boat almost due to sail! + +He had then rushed to his cabin and initiated the maelstrom, until common +sense had smitten him between the love-fogged eyes of his desire; +whereupon he had heaved a huge sigh of utter contentment, propped himself +against the door for the second perusal, rung the bell, countermanded all +he had ordered, and left John Smith to it. + +He had pulled the letter out of its envelope, growled at a vendor of +Egyptian wares, and turned with a whole-hearted smile at the sound of a +small voice. + +"Is 'oo velly unhappy, Mr. Bear?" + +The man did not know that he had become the object of that loathsome +habit of nicknaming all and sundry which a certain clique on every boat +consider so smart. + +"I'm the happiest man on earth--water, I mean, little one. Yes! come +along up--and why Mr. Bear?" + +Followed a scramble, a gurgle, and arranging of infinitesimal frills. + +"Mummie calls 'oo Mr. Grizzly Bear because you're cwoss! Mrs. +Tom--Tom--li'son says Mummie's cwoss 'cos 'oo wouldn't take the buns she +wanted 'oo too. Why didn't 'oo take the buns--buns nice, I fink!" + +An agitated nurse swooped down at this crucial moment and recovered that +which she had lost, leaving the man laughing aloud to the astonishment of +all near him. + +_Laugh_! Why he had not laughed since he had left Mortehoe Church, +neither had he smiled at any time upon the boat, or upon anybody except +the children; and now he laughed, all on account of an atrocious scrawl +on many sheets of thin paper which he started once more to read. + + +"I hope," ran the scrawl of the man for whom Cuxson had fagged at Harrow, +"that this catches you at Port Said, because"--followed a badly expressed +bit of business. "London's had the shock of many seasons, by the way. +You know that old brute, Pickled Walnuts, well I won't say anything about +the old scallawag because he's dead. Well! he married the other day, +you'd sailed I think, I didn't go to the wedding. Did you know Susan, +old Hetth, V.C.'s sister by marriage--up to her eyes in debt--sold her +niece to pay them, I suppose, to the old millionaire--wonder what hold +she had on the girl. + +"Anyway they went off somewhere in Devon for the honeymoon, God help her. +It seems that she had had an accident the night before, or something, and +fainted, or something, directly after dinner--the wedding dinner, I mean. +Did you ever learn composition on the Hill? I _didn't_! + +"The woman who looks after the cottage put Lady Hickle to bed and tucked +her up; placed a bottle of port in--all came out at the inquest--old +Hickle's room, and left the house. Next thing, about two o'clock in the +morning, a shepherd or something saw a blaze and went to look. Cottage +on fire, old Hickle burnt to a cinder, and the girl hauled out of bed +just in time, gibbering in French or something in panic I suppose. + +"The charwoman thinks the curtains caught fire in the candle, and that +the port had made the old man sleep heavily and that he was suffocated by +the smoke. + +"Full moon, too. What a sight it must have been! Place burned to the +ground. + +"I believe Lady Hickle is quite a girl and very beautiful--and is +starting on a tour round the world or something--she'll get most of his +millions, I believe. By the way, who _do_ you think have fixed it up. +Dear old Bumble and Diana Lytham. Heaven be good to him. Your turn +next, old boy! Well she'll be darned lucky who gets you, see how well I +trained you, d'you remember, etc., etc." + + +The man sat still for some long time, then suddenly sprang to his feet +and went aft. + +The dressing bugle had sounded but he had not heard; the dinner bugle had +sounded and still he had not heard, as he stood at the stern watching the +swirling wash of the slow-moving boat. + +"Full moon, too! She was hauled from her bed gibbering in French or +something." + +He quoted the words, and crushed the letter savagely in his hands, for +even in the fullness of his joy he remembered Leonie's words, "Terrible +things happen wherever I am--they follow me." But in the greatness of +his love he figuratively shrugged his shoulders, gathered his beloved +into the safe haven of his arms, and closed the moonlit eyes with kisses. + +Whilst a jet butterfly fluttered in vain over a very decollete expanse +which covered a heart agitated by rage and disappointment on the boat +deck. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + "And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee."--_The Bible_. + + +Leonie and her aunt were having tea at the Ladies' Union Club, of which +the latter was almost an original member. + +You know the place where, arriving on foot or with the trail of the +omnibus upon you in the shape of a two-penny ticket grasped tightly in +your right hand, you receive a stony stare as welcome from the hall +porter, and one of dead fish glassiness from the rest of the staff. + +There is a certain air of geniality diffused around a taxi arrival, but +a _car_!--two or eight cylinder--owned, borrowed, or stolen, well! +there you win in honours, no matter _what_ kind of private address you +camouflage with that of your club. + +Having cleared a way across the tobacco-laden atmosphere, through which +can be spied ladies, young and old, inhaling and exhaling with more +vigour than grace, they had ensconced themselves in the seat for two +which lies isolated from the jumble of chairs and couches. + +That seat having the advantage of isolation, your conversation does not +gladden the ears of your neighbour nor theirs yours. + +You know what that is like--if you don't, well, it's the kind that if +written would read in italics: _Ayah--kitmutgar--pukka--chotar +hazri--syce_, with reference, ultra-distinct and emphatic, to +_Government House_, _Simla_, and my dear old friend, _General +Methuselah_. + +Just those little British odds-and-ends which go to the ruling, more or +less, of the land of the peacock. Add to that the general, what shall +I say, touch-and-go attire of the majority of the members. You know +what it is like. + +Lace collars over reconstructed tailor-mades; pseudo-suede gloves, +chiffon scarfs, generally ropey and heliotrope of hue; odd-coloured +jerseys affiliated to odd-cut skirts, plus jangling oriental bracelets +and chains, and mix that with a few puckered, leather-hued countenances +and you get the club's principal ingredient. + +Anglo-Indian. + +Anyway the place is conveniently situated, and quite bearable if you +can put up with the waiter or the somewhat overdecorated and +ever-changing waitress telling you, in front of your guest, that you +"can only 'ave cakes and bread-un-butter forrer shilling, +every-think-else-is extra." + +Cheery, when you may have been doing your best to make an impression! + +Of course every member (if she ever gets as far as this) of every +ladies' club will here draw her pharisaical skirts about her and edge +nearer to her neighbour. + +"_Did_ you read this"--quotes--"_awfully_ good, isn't it? Of course +it's meant for the Imperatrix--the Toga--the Ninth Century--the Spook." + +It _isn't_! + +It's just typical. + +Is there any one thing in any one ladies' club to differentiate it from +its sister establishment--especially in the canteen? + +I will pay one year's town subscription to any woman knowing, of +course, the difference between husks and food, who will honestly +declare that her heart has _not_ plumped to her boots after a +spur-on-the-moment invitation to a _man_ to lunch or dine at her club. + +By spur-on-the-moment I mean when she has not had the time to negotiate +with the cook, via the head waiter. + +You do not need the menu to tell you that plaice is here your portion; +or a lightning glance to ascertain that the exact number of your prunes +is six, and that of your guest half a dozen; or just a sip of your +coffee--well! there you begin to talk feverishly and to press liqueurs +and cigarettes upon the suffering guest. + +But to come back to the club tea-room. + +"My dear," Susan Hetth was saying, jangling with the best, and pitching +her voice so that it literally, though slangily, beat the band, "I +really think, considering your position and recent bereavement, that +you _should_ wear----" + +"Please be quiet, Auntie," said Leonie, who in a grey and pale mauve +confection looked like a field of statice against a pearl-grey sky. "I +came here to talk about you, not clothes. You see I want to tell you +how I have settled things before I sail." + +Her aunt fretted with a teaspoon, and spoke in the absurd peevish way +which had been so attractive at seventeen. + +"For the last time, Leonie, I want you to listen to me!" + +"Other way round, Auntie," said Leonie, who had chosen the club, of all +places, for a last _tete-a-tete_ with her relation, in the hope that +the presence of others would serve as a dam to the flood of tears which +had streamed almost unceasingly during the last month. + +"But it's absurd, idiotic----" + +"Auntie, dear, we've been through all that a hundred times, and a +hundred million times more won't make me change. I will _not_ touch a +penny of Sir Walter's money----" + +"Oh! Leonie, your _husband_!" + +"Not my husband in any sense at all, except for the awful name. +Why"--and she spoke with sweet intense enthusiasm--"do you know they +are going to build a house in Devon for blind babies out of my marriage +settlement, and endow it, and have resident teachers--think of it----" + +Leonie broke off to manipulate the tea-things to the rhythm of a +one-step. + +"And all the rest of the money, Leonie, oh! it's scandalous!" + +"Oh, that!" said Leonie, manoeuvring the milk out of a broken milk-jug. +"Except for Sir Walter's special bequests, it all goes back to the +family. They've almost all come to see me at the hotel, such honest, +nice people; and oh! so grateful. Mrs. Sam Hickle is moving to Balham +from the Waterloo Road to open a fruit shop, she brought me a huge +basket of vegetables, carried it into my room herself; and a young Bert +Hickle, who has a whelk-barrow in the Borough, brought me a whole +turbot which had soaked through its newspaper wrapping. He gave it to +the page-boy to carry, and I _do_ wish you had seen their faces when +the tail suddenly burst through, just as the page-boy was gingerly +laying it down on a most appropriate resting-place, a marble consol." + +Leonie laughed just as the music stopped, a ringing, happy laugh which +caused people to stare and then nudge, or kick each other +surreptitiously as they recognised her. + +"It's all settled about you, Auntiekins. I'm paying your debts, which +aren't so terrific, only foolish, and giving you five hundred pounds to +go on with. That, with your own income, will be all right if only you +will live in the country instead of hanging on to the edge of a society +which doesn't want you. Still, you do exactly as you like, dear, only +remember that I shall only have just enough to live on when I've got +through the thousand pounds, and don't run up any more debts." + +"Why not _invest_ the thousand, Leonie, _sensibly_." Susan Hetth's +voice was dull, choked doubtlessly by the dust of her castle ruins. + +"I've got to go to India!" + +"Why, for goodness sake?" + +"I don't know, Auntie, I've simply got to go!" + +"How silly," said Auntie, as she forced a cigarette inartistically into +a holder, adding abruptly, as her commonplace mind jumped at a +commonplace loop-hole, "Where is Jan Cuxson? I should think----" + +Leonie answered quickly, breaking her aunt's words. + +"I have no idea! I haven't heard from him since he left England." + +"Huh!" said Susan Hetth, putting up an absolute smoke screen, "and what +will you do after the money is spent, pray?" + +Leonie stared wide-eyed into the tobacco haze. "That," she said +slowly, "is on the knees of the gods!" + +Talking being temporarily suspended by the band in the death throes of +the overture to Zampa, the two women sat silent; one frantically trying +to solve financial problems, the other with her head a little on one +side as though trying to catch the thread of some conversation. + +A strange thing happened as the band stopped. + +Leonie rose quite suddenly, with a half-eaten cake half-way to her +mouth. + +"I must go!" she said quite flatly, placing the cake on a plate and +looking at her aunt without seeing her. + +"_Go_!" shrilled Susan Hetth, putting her fourth cup of tea down with +an irritated slam. "Where on earth _to_?" + +But Leonie turned and walked away with never a word of explanation, and +her aunt, with the thrifty side of her plebeian soul uppermost, turned +to the task of getting through as much as possible of what was left of +the two teas for which two shillings had been paid. + +The porter looked hard at Leonie when she asked for a taxi, hesitated +for a moment, looked hard again, and refrained from putting the +question hovering on his tongue. + +"Seemed quite dazed like," he explained later to his wife in Camberwell +as she juggled with sausages, "pale as death, with a kind of funny look +round her eyes!" + +"To the British Museum," Leonie said through the window as the taxi +door closed, and the funny look round her eyes deepened into a line of +perplexity between the eyebrows, as the cab bore her swiftly to her +destination and her destiny. + +She walked swiftly up the steps to the institution she was visiting for +the first time, and through the glass swing doors, just as though she +was hurrying to an appointment; she turned, without hesitating, sharply +to the left up the long flight of stairs, passed through the rooms +filled with relics of Rome found in Britain, and stopped. + +Just for a second she put the palm of her ungloved hand against her +forehead, sighed quickly, with her head bent forward, then passed +through the doorway, turned to the left, stopped and said "Yes?" + +And the man, in faultless western clothes save for the white turban +which with its regulation folds outlined the pale bronze face, with a +look of satisfaction in the dark eyes, salaamed before the beautiful +woman who had looked at him questioningly. + +"Allow me!" he said simply, bending to pick up the glove she had +dropped, the smile of satisfaction deepening as he looked at her again. + +She had turned from him, and stock-still was staring into the glass +case which lined the wall. + +Closer she pressed, until her nose, flattened against the glass looked +like a white cherry. + +"Kali," she read, "Kali, the Goddess of Death. I thought--I----" + +Lower she leant to look at the square stone image numbered thirty-seven. + +High breasted, squatting on her crossed legs, garlanded with skulls, +with five hands, holding a sword, a thunderbolt, a skull, a snake, a +cup, and the other two raised in blessing, the goddess leers at you +like a very old woman from behind the glass. + +Leonie turned swiftly to find herself alone; and the hunted look in her +gold-flecked eyes deepened to horror as she gathered her skirts about +her, and fled blindly through the rooms, and down the stairs, and out +of the building. + +Heading straight down Museum Street for Oxford Street, she ran across +the road at the risk of her neck and the wrath of a taxi-driver; gave +one terrified backward glance at a law-abiding student from India, who +was going to his cheery lodgings in Bloomsbury; and fled into the +tea-rooms which lure you outside with the pretty apple-painted ware in +the window, and where inside, one beautiful little blonde head shines +like a field of ripening wheat. + +Safe, she crouched down behind the window curtain with her eyes fixed +unseeingly on the distorted figures of the Java frieze. + + + + +BOOK II + +THE EAST + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + "But when the desire cometh, + it is a tree of life."--_The Bible_. + + +The first-class passengers, leastways the passengers travelling first +class, lay stretched out side by side, one sex to starboard, t'other to +port, divided, however, more by the fear of the eyes of the other sex, +than by any hatch piled with chairs, or ship rule pinned upon the +notice-board, and signed by the chief. + +Surely the hours of the tropical nights passed in sleep on deck are +those in which we should return thanks for lacking the gift of seeing +ourselves as the officer going on, or coming off watch, the fugitive +apprentice, or some stray passenger see us. + +Human chrysalis, wrapt in the cocoon of sheet or unsightly night +attire, with starboard boudoir cap awry, exposing the steel cracker or +the lanky lock; unsightly pedal extremities peeping from the unfeminine +pyjama; ruby lips, uncarmined, ajar; whilst to port like rocks from the +ocean, unshaven chins rise unrebuked from blanket billows, and pyjama +button and buttonhole play touch across the unseemly, unrestrained and +unconfined masculine torso. + +It was one of those insufferably hot nights you get sometimes as you +turn into the Hoogli, when the smell of the land comes in sickening +wafts, and the enchantment of the East is considerably lessened in your +opinion by the oppression of the atmosphere. + +You are going up the Hoogli! you are passing the Sunderbunds! you can +almost see the tigers squatting in rows at the water's edge! it is the +East! it is India!--also it is infernally hot, and having retired to +your cabin to disrobe, you anathemise your stable companion who has +been likewise inspired; curse your overworked cabin steward who has +heaved your bedding on to the wrong site; re-arrange everything and bed +down. + +Everyone was asleep when the light of the full moon caused a subdued +lustre under the awnings, and a greenish light in Leonie's wide-open, +staring eyes, as she suddenly swung herself over the side of her bunk +and slid unhurt to the floor. + +She made an arresting picture as she stood listening intently, her +flimsy garment falling away from her shoulders, leaving the slender +white back bare to the waist, while she held handfuls of the +transparent stuff crushed against her breast, upon which lay a jewel +hung from a gold chain. + +Her feet were bare, her arms were bare, and her tawny mass of hair hung +in two thick scented plaits to her dimpled knees; and she repeated some +words over and over again like one insane or delirious. + +"_Ham abhi ate hai--ham abhi ate hai_." + +Which being translated means "I come--I come." + +Without the slightest hesitation she opened the door of No. 1 +state-room, which she had had to herself after Port Said, and which, as +anyone who has travelled on this particular boat will know, gives on to +the dining saloon; passed swiftly along the narrow passage past the +notice board and the head steward's cabin, and stood among the human +cocoons on deck. + +For a moment she paused irresolute, turned, and swiftly mounted the +companion-way to the bridge deck, her bare feet making no sound, her +beautiful body shining like ivory through the flimsy garment she held +gathered to her breast. + +Oh! well for her was it that the ship slept, and that the awnings made +it almost impossible for those on the bridge to see what took place on +the deck. + +Though a report of sleep-walking on board would only have served to +broaden the lines of laughter in the chief officer's mercurial soul, +and deepen the lines of cynicism around the second officer's cynical +mouth when the one relieved the other on the bridge at the matutinal +hour of four a.m. + +And very well for Leonie was it that the captain had forbidden sleeping +on his deck, and that the high caste native who had come aboard at +Colombo was sitting on the port side as she approached. + +Owing to his high caste, and the purity of his habits, the young native +had passed the days apart from his fellow-passengers since he had come +aboard; and the days left were too few for the white folk to show any +curiosity concerning the handsome man. + +You don't feel curious about anything after almost five weeks +seafaring; you feel kind of stunned. + +Leonie, therefore, had not noticed him particularly as he sat apart +with his delicate oval face behind a book when she approached, or +passed his chair; neither had she felt the gentle luminous eyes resting +upon her from the nape of her sunkissed neck to her slim ankle. + +Nor did he now, long after midnight, make any sign when, without +touching the rails, she came swiftly up the companion-ladder, bending +her bronze head to miss the edge of the awning; and he made no movement +as she sped past him, crossed the deck to the starboard rail, and +putting both hands upon it, swung her body back as you do when you are +going to vault clear. + +No movement of his body, but he gave a jerk of his will-power which +brought the veins out like whipcord upon his forehead, and drove the +nails deep into the palms of his hands. + +And in response, Leonie's arms slackened. She stood quite still, +staring out to where the Sunderbunds lay hidden under mist; then she +put one bare foot upon the lower rail, and swinging herself up, sat +sideways, leaning far over; in such a position that the slightest lurch +of the ship would have sent her headlong into the water. + +The native's eyes narrowed to slits, and his nostrils dilated strangely +as he pitted his will against the force which was impelling her. + +He dared not speak, he dared not touch her. For he knew that one +moment of recognition, one breath of scandal touching himself and the +woman he trailed, meant the crumbling of the altar he was building +stone by stone to his god. + +For that reason he had taken the mail instead of the slow boat she had +chosen, and had thought long before deciding to come aboard, even at +Colombo. + +He was afraid because of the evening she had answered when he called +her across London to his side, by the image of Kali the Terrible in a +glass case; afraid that she might recognise him and be on her guard, +undoing all that he had done in the last year in obedience to the +mandate of the old priest. + +Sleeping Leonie, having descended from her perilous seat, stood for a +moment with outflung arms, looking across the waters; then turned and +walked swiftly and softly like a cat, straight up to the man who rose. +Sweetly she laughed up into his face as she laid one little hand upon +the great white cloak which swung from his shoulders, unaware that in +moving her hand her own garment had slipped, and that her beauty lay +exposed like a lotus bud before his eyes. + +She came so close that her bare shoulder touched the fine white linen, +and the curves of her scarlet lips wet but a fraction of an inch from +his own; and her whimpered words in the eastern tongue were as a flame +to an oil well. + +"This plant," she murmured, with the light of unholiness in her +gleaming eyes, "this plant is honey born--at the tip of my tongue +honey--mayest thou come unto my intent!" + +He answered softly in the same sonorous tongue and she swayed towards +him like a flower. + +"About thee with an encompassing sugar-cane have I gone, in order to +absence of mutual hatred; that thou mayest be one loving me, that thou +mayest be one not going away from me!" + +Where is the dividing line? + +What is it that causes the saint suddenly to fling aside his holiness +and hurl himself headlong to perdition? or the sinner to hurl aside his +evilness and fling himself headlong into a monastery? + +The jogging of memory, mostly, I think. + +For what resolutions can not be conceived, and accomplished, or broken +by the scent of a flower, the touch of a hand, or the feel of a piece +of stuff. + +Love, sudden, overpowering oriental love consumed the man, passion +scorched his soul, and desire shook him from his dark head to the +slender feet. + +He was awake and the girl was asleep, and craving to set his seal upon +her in her unconsciousness, he bent towards her until the fierceness of +his breath disturbed the lacey frill about her breast, bringing to view +the jewel suspended from a golden chain. + +Instantly his joined hands were raised towards his face mechanically in +prayer, his eyes burned with the fanaticism of his creed, and his face +became old in knowledge. + +The dividing line? the lifted veil? Nay! nothing but a jewel with the +form and the colouring of a cat's-eye, which had cunningly winked up at +him from the secret places of the girl's bosom; so that she returned to +her cabin with her body unscathed, and her soul on the edge of the +precipice. + +And the most razor-tongued, detested colonel mem-sahib of the line in +India thanked her stars that the mosquitoes had roused her frantically, +but just in time, to see the trailing edge of Leonie's indecorous night +attire disappear through the door. + +Aloofness, allied to perfect shoes and silken hose, will find a woman +more enemies on board than all the pretty faces and frocks in the +world; and if, in addition, she _can_ heap on such items as a seductive +face and figure; and if gossip via the newspapers can and _does_ supply +information as to the contents of her pass-book, plus savoury rumours +concerning mysterious incidents in her past; well! 'twere better for +that woman to stop at home, bob her hair, and take to that field of +literature which is not bound on any side by the hedge of convention. + +So it came about that her friends, after stumbling up the gangway at +the Kidderpore Docks, with handkerchiefs held against their noses to +protect them from the effluvia wafted from Garden Reach, lifted their +eyebrows slightly at the frostiness of the adieux between their guest +and her fellow-passengers. + +And no one in the scramble and flurry noticed the elderly pock-marked +ayah who had been engaged as Leonie's bodywoman as she lifted the hem +of the mem-sahib's skirt and laid it against her forehead, and touched +the instep of the high caste native when he passed behind the girl and +disappeared in the crowd of his countrymen which opened up a way before +him. + +An ayah, who, to the utter astonishment of her friends, had given up +the high position of head body-woman to a Ranee of the North, in order +to accept the humble post of ayah to a mem-sahib. + +A post she had gained by the baffling methods of the East which bind +each man's work to that of his neighbour with an unbreakable, +untraceable chain; and gained too, over the sleek heads of many of her +sister ayahs, who, armed with countless and phenomenally laudatory +chits, had squatted patiently for hours in the servants' quarters of +the bungalow at Alipore. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + "For lo! the winter is past, + and the rain is over and gone!"--_The Bible_. + + +"That's Lady Hickle!" + +The two men turned in their saddles as Leonie went by at a canter near +the rails. + +The raking great waler forging ahead like an engine of destruction was +kept in check by Leonie, exuberant with health, the knowledge of a +perfect seat and hands, and that uprush of spirits which an early ride on +the Maidan brings--to some of us. + +"Not _the_ Lady Hickle?" + +"The same!" + +"Well, I'm damned! she's only a girl, and _what_ a seat! Chucked the +millions, too, didn't she? Having a good time?" + +John Thorne frowned as he backed his horse before answering. + +"We're great friends," he said shortly, and the other man tapped his +teeth with his whip. + +Thorne hadn't the slightest intention of implanting a snub, as the other +man knew, knowing him and his most unfortunate manner. + +Friends, yes! they were friends, two strong, super-sensitive characters +drawn in sympathy one to the other; and John Thorne would have liked to +have been a good deal more than a friend, but he had the sense to realise +that the only kind of woman he could ever ask to share his rising +fortune, bad manners, and worse temper, would be of the type designated +in the short and unromantic word _cow_. + +One of those slumbrous, sleek creatures who stand knee deep and content +in a field of domestic trivialities; ruminate placidly upon the happy +little events of the past hour; and always find a hedge under which to +shelter at the first intimation of a storm. + +Lucky, lucky cattle who do not know the temperamental ups and downs, the +mental lights and shadows, the physical and psychological upheavals, or +the intense joys and griefs of the more highly strung goat. + +At that moment Leonie rode back slowly with some friends, and smiled at +John Thorne. + +"No!" Thorne went on meditatively, "no, she's _not_ having a good time. +I can't quite make it out. You see, although she was only married for a +day, the defunct tradesman husband rather overshadows her father's +splendid career--old Bob Hetth, V.C., you remember. It _would_ in this +caste-bound country. Caste amongst _us_, ye gods! Then her clothes are +really lovely, oh! ripping! make Chowringhee confections look as though +they'd come from the _durzi_ or the Lal Bazaar. And it seems that she's +living on her capital, and that her hair curls naturally----" + +The other man laughed out loud. + +"Oh! you needn't laugh. Wait until you've been stationed as long as I +have in Calcutta, then you'll----" + +Leonie had turned and was coming up at a gentle trot. + +"Gad! isn't she beautiful?" said the newcomer. + +"Yes! I think that's _really_ her trouble," replied Thorne as he moved +to meet her. + +"Good morning, and don't come too near the Devil. We were out in the fog +this morning and it has made him as touchy as anything. Isn't it a +simply perfect morning!" + +For a moment she sat and looked at the funnels and masts swarming the +placid Hoogli, turned her head as a far-away siren announced the arrival +of a liner, gave a little sigh as she looked up at a kite sailing +care-free overhead, and came back to earth with a smile. + +"How d'you do," she smiled, upon the introduction of the other man. "And +don't come too near the Devil, he's nervy; in fact I think he will burst +with suppressed energy if I keep him standing longer. Shall we canter as +far--oh!----" + +"Hell!" finished Thorne after his kind, causing the corners of Leonie's +beautiful mouth to lift as she raised a reproving finger. + +The razor-tongued, most feared and detested colonel mem-sahib of the +line, in the whole of India, rode up with a seat which would not have +disgraced the sands of Margate. + +Thinking that she might as well share the pig-skin, she had, upon her +husband attaining his majority, taken a dozen riding lessons somewhere +near Regent's Park; had hacked irregularly ever since, and still, when +off her equine guard, talked about a horse's ankles. + +"Don't come too near the Devil, Mrs. Hudson, he's _so_ fidgety." + +"Nonsense!" brusquely replied the lady as she nodded to the men. "It's +you who are fidgety; comes of all your sleep-walking, brain fag or +whatever you call it; you've--you've inoculated the poor darling," she +added, clapping her hand on the Devil's hind-quarters. + +Thorne made an ineffectual grab as the Devil reared so straight that +Leonie's face was hidden in the mane, and backed his horse as the waler +came down with a terrific clatter on the hard ground, scraping the +colonel mem-sahib's foot as she wheeled about, emitting silly little +cries, whilst men tore up from all sides with desire to help. + +Up again he shot, pawing the air until it seemed that he surely must fall +backwards, and men and women stared aghast until Leonie, raising her arm, +brought her whip down between the silky ears. + +"Damnation!" said John Thorne as Leonie patted the Devil's neck as he +danced nervously on one spot. + +"Time I took him home," she said. "The syce?--no! I daren't give him to +anyone as he is--oh! good morning---- + +"Saw your _haute ecole_ stunt, Lady Hickle," burst out a lad who rode a +fallen star in the shape of a discarded discreditable polo pony. "Simply +topping--but the Devil's a nervy demon, you _shouldn't_ ride him--he'll +get away with you one of these fine days. What happened?" + +"He bumped into my horse, he's not safe to be out amongst us--indeed, he +is _not_. Lady Hickle, I have been in Cat----" + +The rest was lost in precipitate flight with the colonel mem-sahib's arms +closely hugging her pony's neck, to the joy and the infinite delight of +the rest of the spectators. + +Unseen, uncouth John Thorne, furious at the scant courtesy shown to the +lady of his dreams, had brought his whip down heftily, just above the +mangy tail of the colonel mem's pony. + +"I think I'll ride alone, if you don't mind," said Leonie with a ripple +of suppressed laughter in her voice. + +"All the way to Alipore?" + +"Oh! it's not far, and I daren't trust the syce, the Devil would simply +_eat_ him." + +The boy sidled in between her and Thorne, to the latter's infinite +annoyance. + +"Are you still keen on the _shikar_ stunt, Lady Hickle?" + +He gazed at her adoringly, and she smiled back into the honest, merry +eyes. + +"_Shikar_ stunt?" + +"Yes! you remember--Sunderbunds--dak bungalows--_shikari_--wild animals +in bunches--discomfort and all the rest. Say yes! Oh! _do_!" as Leonie +slowly shook her head, "It'll be such a rag! Major and Mrs. +Talbot--she's a fine shot--you and me, and we've got to get another +fe--woman 'cos a simply top-hole fellow walked into the club last night, +who's wonderfully keen on it; we're kind of related, his father was my +mother's second cousin." + +"And the higher the fewer," interposed Thorne, as Leonie laughed. "And +what's the top-hole fellow's name?" + +The youngster eyed the elder man with disapproval. + +"Name--coming brain specialist--setting the old fossils in Harley Street +by the ears--forgotten more than they've ever learned--name--why, Jan +Cuxson. Won't you come, Lady Hickle?" + +Leonie had suddenly bent to adjust her stirrup leather. + +Her face was dead white, her eyes like stars, her mouth like a gate to +heaven. + +Almost a year and not a word, not a sign! + +Tortured by doubt, racked with love, she had gone her way silently; +blaming herself one moment for the ease with which she had shown her +love; staking her all the next on the honesty of the man who had kissed +her hand in forgiveness in the old Devon church. + +Making excuses, heaping the blame upon herself, wearying, wondering--and +now! + +She lifted her face, which shone like the Taj at noon, and the worshipful +company of men looked at her, almost stunned by its incomprehensible +radiance. + +"Yes," she said softly, without thought of the Devil's nerve-storm. +"Yes, I will surely come!" + +As she spoke there was a terrific report as the hind tyre of a passing +car burst with due violence, a sudden convulsive bound as the Devil leapt +with all four feet off the ground, and a thunder of hoofs as, with the +bit between his teeth, he cleared for the open just as a man on a +sixteen-hand bay turned in at the race-stand opening. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + "To turn and wind a fiery Pegasus + And witch the world with noble horsemanship!"--_Shakespeare_. + + +The onlookers behaved in the orthodox runaway-horse manner. + +Women screamed, or took the opportunity to manipulate a surreptitious +powder-puff. + +Men shouted and waved their topees, or shouted and performed equestrian +gymnastics, and the jockeys _en masse_ cursed their masters' presence, +and the more or less mythical value of their respective mounts. + +Just for that one moment in which anything occurring out of your +ordinary rut leaves you practically stunned into inertia. + +Then things began to shape themselves, and for one unbelievable second +caste was thrown to the soft wind which was sweeping up the last rags +of mist. + +Military mingled with commerce, the I.C.S. which, written in full, +means God's Anointed, looked _at_ instead of _through_ the railway; +jute condescended to the tourist, and white ejaculated to kaffyolay as +they all sat gazing after the retreating form of the Devil and the +pursuing shapes of one or two, who, fairly decently mounted, were +pegging away stout-heartedly in a perfectly vain, but praiseworthy +effort to save Leonie from certain death. + +And then a sigh of relief went up. + +A bay, stretched out, was flying like the wind, hoofs thundering on the +hard ground, tail streaming, as, urged by his master's heel and voice, +he strove to get to the tank before the runaway. + +The distance and the speed were too great, the horse and kit were not +sufficiently familiar to allow the spectators to identify the one man +who seemed to have a plan in his head, and a horse under him. + +The women strained their eyes in an endeavour to distinguish him, men +kept theirs glued to Leonie who was riding straight and apparently +making no effort to check the Devil, and policemen, forgetful of their +dignity, their status, and their red turbans, hung over the rails near +the grand-stand entrance with a riff-raff of taxi chauffeurs, pukka +chauffeurs and syce. + +For the first two hundred yards across the brown grass of the Maidan, +Leonie thoroughly enjoyed the tearing gallop, having failed to grasp +the fact that the Devil was bolting; but after having spoken +soothingly, and pulled firmly without making any impression, somewhere +about the middle of the polo ground she awoke to the fact that +something had to be done. + +"They're in it! No! missed, by Jove!" + +The jockey bunched himself in an ecstasy of relief, and his mare danced +with a fellow-electrical feeling as the Devil, wheeling sharply from +the sparkling water in the tank, missed the lone tree by a foot; then +gathering fresh impetus from the ever-nearing sound of thudding hoofs, +tore towards the rails enclosing the two tracks. + +They are not high, but they are fairly close together, and four in all, +and a horse, blind from fear or temper, is quite as likely to let you +down at the first as at the fourth. + +But Jan Cuxson saw a gleam of hope. + +Surely the runaway would slacken, surely no horse could possibly take +four fences at that terrific speed; and if he did slacken, then the +bay, as nimble as a cat in spite of his weight, would catch up, and +something would be done before they dashed headlong across the +tram-threaded, crowded Kidderpore Road. + +Except for admiring her seat and seeming calm acceptance of her +inevitable and horrible end, he had not bothered about the girl as a +human being; but he frowned suddenly in a vague effort of recollection +when she stretched out her hand in a beckoning gesture for help to the +man she heard racing to her rescue. + +"By Jove!" he cried, and "_By_ Jove!" repeated the others behind, and +"By _Jove_!" echoed the distant on-lookers as, without hesitation or +click of hoof on wood, the Devil rose to the first, the second, the +third and the fourth rail, skimming them like a bird, while the bay, +just two rails behind, crashed over them with nothing to spare. + +Inky words take a long time to write, but Leonie's perilous career +towards the river was merely the matter of a few cyclonic minutes, +leaving the drivers of bullock and water-buffalo carts, _gharries_ and +trams no time in which to make an opening for her tempestuous passage. + +"Wah! Wah!" shouted a group of natives, draped in gaily coloured +shawls, who watched admiringly the woman's perfect seat, caring not an +_anna_ that she might be thrown and break her neck or be crushed to +death. In fact, the halo of death encircling the woman's head lent +enchantment to the sport, causing some of the more wealthy to bet upon +her end. + +A woman, white or brown, more or less in India of what account? though +it were a different matter in the case of the sahib who rode in +pursuit, with a mouth like a steel trap and eyes of fire. + +Two women, with babes astraddle on the hip, turned to watch Leonie, +then stuffing more betel nut into their already crimson mouths, moved +lightly through the dust towards the bazaar. Crouched at the foot of a +tree, inhaling the smoke from the bowl of his rude native pipe, an old +man under the benign influence of the drug, lost in dreams, took no +notice whatever of the disturbance around him. + +But the drivers, with raucous cries, twisted the tails of their kine to +port or starboard, or beat them forcibly, and the tram driver, roused +from the lethargy engendered by the cool of the early morning, by the +shouts and cries, put on his brake, bringing his tram to a stand-still +just as, with a terrific clatter of hoofs, Leonie dashed past the front +of it with Cuxson at her heels. + +There was a moment's uproar when, wishing for a better view, the driver +of a tawdry _ekka_ urged his half-starved pony forward. + +The bay caught the side of the pony's bleeding mouth, causing the +wretched animal to rear from pain and twist sideways into a bullock +cart. + +In its usual leisurely way the bullock swung itself also sideways, and +almost under the bay's feet, causing him to lose a precious second, for +which Cuxson made up by a ruthless use of his spurs, whilst before +Leonie's eyes, quite close, through the trees, appeared the funnels and +masts of the river craft. + +"Oh!" she said involuntarily, having retained no impression during her +motor drives of the road to Kidderpore; as the Devil tore with her +across the old polo ground and the old Ellenborough course, straight to +the crowded Strand Road. + +And then she sighed a little sigh of relief, for the bay heaved +alongside and a hand stretched for her bridle. + +Side by side they clattered across the Strand towards the Prinseps +Ghat, standing just as ostracised and white as the Marble Arch. + +Would the two horses crash headlong into the columns, or would the +Devil yield in time to the strong hand pulling on the bit? + +Neither. + +Terrified by the shouts of the populace, and the shrill whistling from +the river, he raced along so close to the left side of the monument +that Cuxson's boot scratched against the stone. + +But as they crashed across the Strand and the sharp incline on the +other side of the railway lines appeared, Cuxson, knowing that the +moment had arrived, dropped his reins, and gripping the bay with his +knees, leant over towards Leonie as she dropped her reins, and +loosening her grip on the pommel, prepared to break her neck or her +back or both as she slipped from the saddle. + +Then she felt an arm round her waist. + +She knew intuitively her rescuer's intention, _but_----! + +Would a man's left arm be strong enough to lift her across her horse's +hind-quarters at the terrific speed they were going, combined with her +weight? + +Would he be able to hold her until his horse slackened speed, or would +they both overbalance and hurtle to the ground together? Would there +be time to stop the horse, or would they all be hurled into the water? + +The questions had hardly flashed through her mind when she felt herself +lifted and swung. + +For one petrifying moment the bay, pulled savagely until blood stained +the bit, reared with its double weight within a yard of the steep +incline, then, yanked cruelly by its master, swung sideways and came +down; just as the Devil, striving at the last moment to check his wild +career, hesitated for one half-second, then, pushed by his own terrific +impetus, slid over the incline, and turning a complete somersault +backwards, crashed into the water. + + * * * * * * * * + +Leonie's scarlet mouth trembled, and her yellow-green eyes gleamed as +the man she loved pressed both her hands in his against his coat, until +the high relief of the button was marked upon her skin, even through +her glove. + +"You," she said, so softly that the one note sounded like the chime of +a temple bell. + +"You!" he said, giving her arms a little savage wrench, then letting +her go as the sound of approaching hoofs heralded the arrival of the +first of the hunt to be in at the averted death. + +A score or more of natives in their vivid colours, which seem so atune +with all that has to do with love, mattered not at all; but Leonie +turned and pointed casually to the Devil, enjoying his matutinal bath, +as the boy flung himself from the discredited polo pony on which he had +done his best. + +He seized both her hands and held them very tightly, then catching +sight of Cuxson, let them go suddenly. + +"Of course!" he said, "of course you would--you lucky beggar!" Then +added triumphantly, "But anyway, _I_ told her so!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + "A merry heart doeth good like a medicine!"--_The Bible_. + + +Guy Dean, the cheery optimistic lad who worshipped openly at Leonie's +beautiful feet, and who was seeing the world at the behest of his +wealthy old father, had been as good as his word. + +Bursting with excitement, he hurled himself into his racing-car one +Sunday morning, about a fortnight after Leonie's hasty ride riverwards, +and passed like a whirlwind through the fairly empty streets of +Calcutta and the suburb of Ballygunge to the Jodhpur Club. + +She was waiting for breakfast under the trees with some friends, +discussing the four-some they had just finished, and watching the +arrival of various cars which were parked, with some difficulty, with +the others which had arrived earlier. + +"Sounds all right," said Cuxson, as he looked with disfavour upon the +club's breakfast _piece de resistance_, namely fatty sausages and +mashed of all things. "I am beginning to feel quite thrilled. Let's +see, it will take us about a day to get to Tiger's Point by launch from +Kulna, and there we find monkeys, adjutant birds, spotted deer, and +tigers all ready." + +"Don't rot!" said young Dean. "I've bribed the finest _shikari_ in the +whole of Bengal to stage-manage the whole thing; he did seem rather +contemptuous over the _chotar shikar_, as he called it, I must say, +until I began to juggle with backsheesch, and then he bucked up +considerably and said he would do his very best to provide sport for +the mems. The programme includes a ruined temple but not a tiger, +'cause he says it would be too risky a job at such short notice; also, +and the real reason _I_ should say, there hasn't been a tiger seen, +anyway killed, since one was wounded and caught near that same Hindu +temple umpteen years ago." + +Leonie wrinkled her forehead at the last sentence, and looking up +caught Jan Cuxson's eyes upon her. + +"That sounds _so_ familiar," she said perplexedly, "I----" + +"The tiger at the Zoo which we knew all those years ago was trapped +near a ruined Hindu temple in the Sunderbunds, Lady Hickle," he said +quietly, watching the curious dilation of the pupils in the greenish +eyes as he spoke. + +"The very one!" broke in young Dean, as he suspiciously eyed a +proffered curry. + +"How did you come to think of the stunt?" + +"I ran up against a perfectly top-hole native prince at polo last +month. Amongst other things we started talking elephant and +_bagh_--tiger, you know," laughed the lad, who always seemed to be on +the point of bursting with high infectious spirits. "No, take it away, +I will _not_ eat a cold _chupattie_ of the consistency of a bicycle +tyre--as I was saying, we talked tiger, and somehow or other he +suggested a few days' pursuit, through the Sunderbunds, of the spotted +deer, muntjak or sambur----" + +"Neither." + +"Well, they're _spotted_." + +"Dogs, perhaps." + +Ignoring the execrable repartee, the boy turned completely round to +Leonie. + +"By the way, Lady Hickle, if you ever go to Benares, don't forget to +get off _en route_ and visit the tomb of what's-its-name, it's quite +near--oh! I forget--but it's on one of this fellow's father's estates. +They don't let many people go and see it--afraid, I expect, of paper +bags but if you _do_ go you'll find an elephant or two hanging about to +take you to the place in state. He's, the native prince, got some of +the finest elephants in the whole of this mosquito-ridden land--makes a +hobby of them." + +"What happened to the original tiger?" + +"Noah pushed him into the ark." + +The lad grinned, and offered his cigarette to Leonie, who shook her +head. + +"Oh! stop fooling, Dean. Did a sahib manage to trap the brute, or +what?" + +"Yes! and sent it across to Blighty and shoved it into the Zoo. +They're frightfully sick about that tiger being in a cage; they +wouldn't have minded a sahib killing it for the good of mankind it +seems, but putting it behind bars is an insult to some god, or +something like that. Are you any good as a gun, dear lady?" + +Leonie smiled at the tardiness of such an important question. + +"Fair," she said, refusing an unkempt pot of marmalade as she turned to +Cuxson. "I used to pass most of my holidays with the Wetherbournes, +you know them, don't you? They were awfully keen on sports, and had a +rifle-range, but I could beat them any day with a revolver." + +"That doesn't matter, Lady Hickle," said the lad blithely. "All you'll +have to do'll be to bob up and down in the tiger-grass in the approved +style; keep your trigger away from the bush, and so as to feel +thoroughly creepy, your eye out for pugs; which, in case some of you +don't know, means tiger-tracks, not the dog with the beastly curly +tail--and--oh, jolly!--here come the Talbots--just in time for the +_khubber_ which means tiger-news for those whose Hindustani is not as +perfect as mine. Mrs. Talbot, don't pass us by, we have plenty of room +and some superb sausages." + +Edna Talbot laughingly sank into a chair next Leonie whom she liked, +and immediately became enthralled in the discussion. + +Honest, sweet little woman, with an honest plodding husband in a native +regiment, inhabiting the dreary crumbling fort, without a murmur, +whilst living in hopes of better things to come. Soft-voiced, +considerate towards her native servants who worshipped her, one of the +finest shots in India, and a true upholder of the British Raj in word, +action, and clothes. + +A perfect oasis, in fact, among the desert of her sisters, who storm in +season and out at their native staff, before whom they likewise show +themselves in ill-considered neglige, with their unbrushed hair down +their backs, and their bare feet thrust into the evening shoes of last +night's dance. + +So it came about without any undue fuss that, after surviving the +excruciating heat of the railway journey, three sahibs, two mem-sahibs, +and their servants steamed out of Kulna in two launches to Tiger's +Point, where awaited them the finest _shikari_ in all Bengal, with an +adequate retinue in which was included a _chukler_ or skin dresser. + +And who would notice the look in an ayah's eyes as she wiped her +beloved mem-sahib's ant-ridden bunk with cotton-waste soaked in +kerosene, and who on earth would connect the jungle guide with the +British Museum. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + "A mighty hunter, and his prey was man!"--_Pope_. + + +It was the second evening and they were nearing the ruined temple. + +Walking silently and in single file along a faintly discernible track +is an eerie proceeding if you are not used to the Sunderbunds. + +True, in this jungle there are no serpent-like creepers festooned from +tree to tree to impede your progress, or luxuriant and rank vegetation +to hide snakes and other poisonous reptiles; neither is there a canopy +of thick dark leaves above to obliterate the light of day, or the stars +at night. + +But the space between the crowding sundri trees which predominate, is +packed with an undergrowth of light shrubs through which you have to +force and tear your way if you lose the track; and you trip and twist +your ankle at every step on the abominable sundri breathers which +thrust themselves through the soil at every inch, and vary in thickness +from a stick of vermicelli to a good stout bough. + +"Look," will whisper your _shikari_ as he sinks silently to the ground; +and look you do with all your eye-power, and yet fail to see the +spotted deer gazing at you, motionless from sheer fright, only a few +yards away in the undergrowth, so at one is the animal's colouring with +the dappled shadows on the leaves. + +What depths of humiliation you plumb when the deer flees to safety +through the trees and your _shikari_ sighs. + +Leonie as a gun had proved a dire, undiluted failure. + +As a companion no one could beat her. Nothing tired her, nothing +dismayed her. The terrific heat, the untoward hours and meals, the +sting of mosquito, and the rip of the thorn left her unmoved. + +She and Edna Talbot had gleefully climbed the ladder up to one of the +two _suapattah_ huts, which are a kind of shelter of leaves built for +the sundri wood collector upon high platforms near the water, and in +which they had passed their first vermin-stricken night. They had +climbed cheerfully down the next morning without a word of complaint +about the hours of torture they had endured as they sat at the hut door +in the light of the moon, whiling away the time until the jungle cocks +should crow by watching various shapes come down to the creek to drink. + +But the first time a deer, hypnotised by fear or curiosity, had stood +stock-still before her, simply asking for death, Leonie put her gun +down and shook her head. + +"I can't," she said sturdily. "I simply _could not_ kill except in +self-defence." + +And although young Dean sighed lugubriously over his lady's +defalcation, Jan Cuxson adored her utterly for her womanliness, and +translated the remark the head _shikari_ made as he handed back to the +mem-sahib the rifle he had examined. + +"He says he knows that in time of need you would be brave, and would +have no fear even of a man-eater, but he says that you _must_ carry +your rifle because you can never tell in the jungle what may be +awaiting you round the next corner." + +As none of the party knew that the temple stood well hidden but quite +close to the edge of one of the smallest creeks, open only to the +narrowest native craft, they had no idea they were being taken there by +a most circuitous route; and the _shikari_ who did know thought that +the silent guide was doing it purposely in order to give the sahibs an +opportunity to add yet more to the ever-increasing bag of +odds-and-ends, also to his backsheesch later on. + +They were all longing to get to the ruins; more than desirous for their +evening meal; aching to remove their boots, and the dust, and other +evidence of a hard day's tramp. + +"We are almost there, mem-sahib," said the very fine old _shikari_ who, +by the way, is a real personage, as he noticed a certain lack of +elasticity in Leonie's movements. "Let us hasten, because at the fall +of the shadows, all that is evil will come down to the waters, and +behold! as this jungle is cut across and yet across with water-ways, +the evil ones may even cross the sahibs' path." + +"How much farther is it?" + +"Another half-mile of this path, sahib, then through a glade without +trees, then another mile and we find the outer wall of the temple." + +The perfect English came from a small knot of natives difficult to +distinguish in the shadows. + +Leonie swung round and stared, and turning to Jan Cuxson put her hand +on his arm. + +"Funny, isn't it?" she said softly. "But do you know I am sure I have +heard that voice before, and all this"--and she waved a hand +vaguely--"seems so very, very familiar." + +The head-man halted them once more at the edge of the clearing. + +Strange bare spots these clearings which occur now and again in the +Sunderbunds, looking for all the world as though they _had_ been +cleared by man some time or another for building purposes. Well, who +knows if that doughty adventurer, Khan Jehan, did not prospect +thereabouts centuries back. + +"We will now place the mem-sahibs in the centre of a widening circle," +said the _shikari_ patiently, showing no sign of the detestation in +which he held all sports-women, and the amount of trouble and anxiety +their presence always entailed in a _shikar_, however insignificant. + +To lose a sahib would be bad enough, but to see a mem-sahib seized and +carried off before your very eyes, well, by the power of all the gods, +that would mean ruin if not death; for, being a very wise old man, +however good the news, he always prepared for the worst. + +"I dislike these clearings at the setting of the sun, O defender of the +poor!" he explained to the major, who kept his wife close and was +beginning to wish he had not brought her, even if she were far and away +the better shot of the two. "The trouble is upon one without even the +warning of a cracking twig. Neither have I any love for the temple, +for behold! one, even a great _guru_ up to within a few moons of this +day, lived there in worship, making sacrifice to the Black One. Yet is +he not there to welcome us. Maybe he has fallen victim to the _bhoot_ +of the great cat whom he once fed." + +Luckily for their peace of mind the sahib log only understood a quarter +of a man's lament, and did not trouble their heads about ghosts. + +"Aye, verily am I bewitched to allow of such tarrying, likewise to let +such fear enter my head," he muttered to himself, and as a cloak to his +misgivings sharply ordered ten men to proceed to the centre of the +clearing in a semi-circle, and there await further orders. + +They did as they were ordered, and were standing motionless when +suddenly without a sound a great striped body leapt straight from the +shadows of the surrounding trees upon a boy who had out-distanced his +companions. + +The instant double report of Jan Cuxson's rifle deadened the lad's +horrible screaming and the growling of the wounded beast as it crouched +flat, almost hidden behind the human body in the undergrowth, with tail +lashing, and great claws tearing the boy's shoulder, as the rest of the +terrified coolies ran shouting back to the party. + +"Fire, sahib," commanded the _shikari_. + +"Can't," tersely replied Major Talbot. "I shall kill the boy if I do; +the brute's making a shield of his body. I'll creep round to the flank +and----" + +"Fire, sahib," urged the native. "Better to kill the lad as he is +badly wounded," then added, "Tesch," as Talbot shook his head. "Stay +here, sahib, to protect the mem-sahibs, I will creep to----" + +"_God_!" + +The word simultaneously escaped the three men as they and Edna Talbot +raised their rifles. + +Leonie was walking across the space, neither hastening nor hesitating, +towards the tiger which crouched, growling softly, with its tail +sweeping the ground. + +Did she hypnotise the brute, or did her supreme courage build an +invisible barrier between the two? + +Who knows! + +Anyway she calmly approached within five yards, raised her rifle, took +deliberate aim, and fired just as, with a hoarse-coughing roar, the +tiger sprang. + +There was the dull thud of a bullet, a snarl, and the animal fell back +across the boy's body, twitching convulsively. + +Without one moment's hesitation, while the rest of the party stood +helpless owing to her position, Leonie, letting fall her rifle and +drawing her revolver, walked right up to the writhing brute and fired +straight into the terrible mouth. + +With one supreme effort the tiger reared itself on its hind legs, gave +a choking, strangled cough ending in a spurt of blood and froth which +drenched Leonie, and fell back dead; and the entire native staff, +shouting in wonder and joy, tore across the clearing and prostrated +themselves, in grateful layers around the girl's heavily booted feet. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + + "For her house inclineth unto death!"--_The Bible_. + + +We lie beneath the mosquito net, we undress behind the purdah, we sit +on the verandah, or stroll in the compound; we dance, we ride, we eat, +we sleep, ever heedless of the eyes watching, and of the hidden form; +but above all of that relentless will which causes some of us +uncontrollably to do odd things at odd moments under the Indian stars, +to our subsequent disgust and wonderment. + +Leonie, with Jan Cuxson behind her, stopped outside the temple door, +which, hanging upon one hinge, moved slowly to and fro in the night +breeze. + +And at the side of the altar, in the black shadows of the doorway which +led to the secret places of the temple, a pock-marked native woman, +draped in an orange coloured _sari_ embroidered in silver, laid one +hand upon the priest's arm and pointed with the other. + +"Behold the Sahib," she whispered with a snarl of hate at the corners +of her mouth, stained crimson with betel juice. "He who seeks her in +wife," she continued, pushing the _sari_ back from about her head so +that the thirteen silver rings she wore in her crumpled left ear +tinkled faintly, and her nose-ring of gold set with small but real +turquoise gleamed dully, "and once wedded she will return across the +Black Water. O father of the people, O wise one, I love her and thou +didst promise." + +She suddenly beat her breast, and the heavy silver bracelets jingled +faintly, then shrank back against the painted wall as a young man, even +the jungle guide, and beautiful to the verge of unseemliness, stealing +from the shadows, smote her fiercely across the mouth, and pulled the +_sari_ roughly over her head. + +"Hold thy peace and watch," he whispered, with a swift movement of the +arm, most suggestive of a cobra uncoiling itself with intent to strike, +as Leonie turned away from the doorway with a shudder. + +She took two steps and stopped irresolute, with the rays of the full +moon shining upon her upturned perplexed face. + +Then she stared down at the myriad things which crawled and hopped in +and out of the gleaming bones which lay about in little heaps, or +scattered in ones and twos, even up to the door and into the dim +interior. + +Too absorbed, neither Jan nor Leonie noticed the murmur of voices from +the far end of the court, nor the reek of the tiger's blood which came +from her stained dress and the carcase of the dead beast which was in +the process of being skinned, and around which hovered the native staff +awaiting the distribution of the coveted tiger's fat. + +Which more by faith, than any medicinal property it contains, is +supposed to work miracles in stressful times of rheumatism, and cattle +sickness. + +Jan Cuxson, trying to grasp and knot together the tag ends of a dawning +knowledge, stood behind his beloved, patiently awaiting her next +desire, instead of picking her up in his arms as he should have done, +and carrying her off to safety, a good wash and a better dinner at the +other end of the court. + +He was surprised when she spoke quickly and below her breath. + +"Take me away," she whispered hoarsely as he caught her outstretched +hands and pulled her fiercely into his arms. "Take me away, the place +is evil--evil I tell you--and"--she raised her hand and passed it +across his face, laughing softly, "I think I am bewitched--something +is--is--pulling--is------" + +She looked back over her shoulder, stared hard for a moment, and then, +tearing herself free, ran like a hunted deer through the crumbling +doorway into the blackness of the temple. + +"Who fears, O Woman?" whispered the man, whose beauty touched the +unseemly as he sank to the ground. "Who fears?" + +Half-way up the temple Leonie stopped, standing in a silver pool of +moonshine which blazed like the blade of a knife through a hole in the +roof; lighting up the ruined altar, the grass-grown stones, and the +image of a female deity carved in bas-relief upon a huge block of +granite. + +Nude was the woman carved out of stone, and of so dark a blue as to be +almost black; with tongue protruding and hair in waving masses, through +which were thrust four arms; garlanded with skulls she danced wantonly +upon the body of a man, with two hands raised in blessing, in the third +a knife, in the fourth a bleeding head. + +Kali! Kali! Kali! + +If only Jan Cuxson had been able to do something, anything, what a mint +of trouble he would have saved himself and others, but instead, he +stood rooted to a spot just inside the door, incapable of moving hand +or foot, held by a force he did not even guess at, and therefore could +not fight, watching Leonie as she moved slowly forward, as though she +were walking in her sleep towards the blood-stained altar. + +"So will she always come," murmured the old priest as he laid his hand +caressingly upon his well-beloved pupil. "So will she always come. +Love? Pah! who fears the love of man in the Black One's temple? Who?" + +And there was no answer from the shrouded future. + +Leonie stood still, quite still, unconscious of the eyes about her, and +everything save the terrible problem she was trying to solve. + +Then suddenly she cried aloud, and the words, like wings, beat against +the roof and walls. + +"I know!" she cried, "I know! I know!" + +And whirling round towards the spell-bound man, she turned her hands, +palm downwards, with a wonderful eastern gesture of renunciation, and +crumpled into a heap before the altar, and the three watching figures +stole noiselessly back into the secret places of the temple as Cuxson, +freed, strode hastily up to his beloved. + +He gathered up the unconscious girl as tenderly as a woman, oh! a good +deal more so, and turning her face to his shoulder, carried her out of +the temple; stopping for a second to hold her more securely in his left +arm as he bent to pick up something which glittered in the moonlight: a +piece of orange silk heavily embroidered in silver, for which Leonie +had ransacked the Old, the New, and the Lal Bazaars; a bit of her +ayah's _sari_ torn and caught in a sundri breather. "And she stayed +behind on the boat," said Jan to himself, with a flash of inspiration +as he turned the thing over in his hand, and slipped it into his pocket. + +And though his heart ached over his beloved's mental and physical +distress, he inwardly rejoiced at the untoward occurrences of the day +which had supplied his solid, trustworthy brain with the outline of a +key to the problem. + +Dear, stolid old Jan, who, given the time, could beat anyone at +unravelling the hardest, hard-tied, knotted problem. + +With a tale of sudden faintness he gave her into the care of Edna +Talbot, who cooed and fluttered over her like the woman she was, in +spite of her workmanlike appearance and her outrageous craving for a +big meal. And she herded the sahibs to the far end of the court, where +lay the sick man, after the big meal in which Leonie had joined right +heartily; a little white about the face, truly, and shadowed about the +eyes, but normal and content, with not the vaguest recollection of what +had happened after the killing of the tiger. + +"Oh! don't be dense," Edna Talbot said quite brusquely when Guy Dean, +having brutally ignored the suffering native, suggested returning to +the others. "You surely don't want to make a triangle." + +"Triangle--what!" + +"Well, you know the old saying about two being company, don't you?" + +"Of course I do--that's where it comes in," replied the lad not over +lucidly, "_I_ want to make the two!" + +The major laughed at the rueful countenance, as he clapped the boy on +the shoulder. + +"You'll get over it all right, old fellow; it's just like inoculation, +a feeble taste of something which might have been ever so much worse. +Trust me, you'll get over it!" + +"_Never_!" stoutly maintained young Dean as he heaved a stone at +something which fled across the court, his mental vision failing to +register a picture of the future in which Jill Wetherbourne, daughter +of Molly and Jack, occupied the principal position. + +Later, Leonie, sitting with Jan Cuxson on a block of fallen masonry, +smiled sweetly upon the head _shikari_, who, salaaming, prayed her to +honour him by accepting a little memento of the _shikar_ which had +terminated so successfully upon the slaying of the tiger. + +In his open palm he held two small bones about two and a half inches in +length, two little superstitious tokens which ensure sons to the woman +who treasures them, and which, he told her in his broken English, were +only found in the tiger, one on each side of the chest, unconnected +with any other bone at all. + +"It is a charm, O! Mem Sahib, defender of the poor, which will +assuredly bring you happiness. + +"And may the sons of the sahib grow straight as the pine tree," he +added slowly in his own tongue, as he felt the sahib's eyes fixed +steadily upon him. + +"What did he say to you, Jan?" + +As the shikari turned away Cuxson caught the girl's hands and crushed +them up against his heart. + +"I will tell you some day!" + +"Tell me _now_!" + +"No! not now! It is of love that I should have to speak, and in all +these past weeks you have not let me touch your hand or speak to you of +love. You have put a barrier between us, a barrier of a misplaced +fear, which has grown higher and stronger since I have had to confess +to failure in finding any trace of your old servant. India is wide, +dear, and its villages uncountable, and _I_ am not distressed over the +empty return of these last months; all that worries me is, that while +prowling about the Himalayas out of reach of the post, I never knew +what had happened to you, or that you were in India." + +Leonie sighed as she opened her hand and looked at the small bones. + +"Tell me now, Jan!" she insisted. + +"No! Leonie, I cannot. There will be no one near us when I do tell +you, and except as a souvenir of that very fine old man, you need not +keep them, because my love is a still greater and surer charm to bring +you the great happiness they promise." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + "And thou shalt become an astonishment, + a proverb, a byword."--_The Bible_. + + +When Leonie returned to Calcutta she found that the tale of her +courageous act which had preceded her, and of which home and local +papers had exhausted themselves in praise, had not served to endear her +to that little white community, which suffers from social myopia, and +the self-adjusted chains of what it most mistakenly calls caste. + +Not likely that the feminine members of Jute, military, railway, or law +circles _would_ open their arms any wider to this young, and beautiful, +widowed creature with the mop of naturally curling hair, now that, if +so minded, she could verbally and positively flap one of the finest +tiger skins that had ever come out of Bengal in their heat-stricken +faces. + +In fact some of the young ones as they wrestled with the nightly +problem of their own dank, straight particular bit of woman's glory, +would doubtless, if questioned, have upheld the Hindu custom of +completely shaving the widowed head. + +Many, in fact, had been the meetings of these younger mem-sahibs in +bungalows, or flats, at Firpoes, or in clubs, where, under the pretext +of criticising the latest fashions from overseas, they discussed the +pros and cons of accepting this person into the haven of their +Anglo-Indian bosom. + +The elder ones kept out of the clatter, having suffered and fought in +similar crises in their own day as had their mothers, and their +mothers' mothers before them since the days before the mutiny; being +moreover resigned to the corrugated appearance of their faces, and the, +in consequence, perambulatory instincts of their lords. + +"Her _undies_," said a woman who, with the excuse of borrowing a book, +had essayed to spy out the land of Leonie's cabin. "I saw her running +ribbons in them--the most _ex_-quisite crepe de Chine, hand embroidered +and trimmed with _real_ lace!" + +"How _de trop_!" had answered a matron, whose household _linge_ and +personal _lingerie_ showed complete only in the sections of finger +napkins and undervests, as is the way of a careless, untidy woman's +linen stock. + +"Well, that's easily understood," chimed in a third. "After all she +_is_ trade." + +And the no's had carried it. + +Wherefore, although in ignorance of the verdict, she did exactly what +every other woman did, and went where they went, she most certainly did +_not_ have what one would call a good time. She loved the Maidan and +golf at the Jodhpur Club, or Tollygunge, before breakfast; she +cordially loathed shopping and duty calls; grudged the hours lost out +of life in the daily afternoon siesta, and took part in dances, bridge, +dinners, and all the usual monotonous effort to kill time, with the air +of an indifferent, disgruntled statue. + +Gossip was no joy to her, scandal she would not tolerate, and the women +commenced the task of ostracism by means of half-uttered phrases and +little invidious smiles; and most men voted her _odd_ owing to a +certain indescribable barrier which they invariably encountered when +they approached her over impulsively, and which really did _not_ tally +with her enticing, bizarre beauty. + +Yes! they voted her odd, certainly, but in the secret places of their +hearts and bungalows some of them would ponder. + +Had not the major sahib's bearer curled himself up on the mat beneath +the bed and gone to sleep, while the major sahib, after the ball, had +sat in his shirt-sleeves upon that bed until three in the morning; and +over and over again mentally slid up and down the room with supple, +slender Leonie in his arms, where, in the earlier hours of the night, +she had rested seemingly content for one half-second before he had let +her go under the palms. + +And, "Damn it all, she's not a flirt," did not a certain youthful sahib +who worshipped openly at her shrine exclaim, as he thought, in the +unpleasantly heated watches of the night, of that moment when she had +smiled down sweetly into his adoring eyes, as his cheek brushed her +hand while she was arranging her habit, and he her stirrup leather. + +How _were_ they to know that, distracted by an ever-increasing fear, +and lost in an overwhelming love, Leonie had no more remembrance than +the man in the moon of the fact that she had danced with the one, and +smiled upon the other. + +It was the final flare of the season in the shape of a ball at +Government House; one of those mixed massed gatherings to which you are +invited either on account of your rank, or your unblemished reputation, +or the fact that you've had the forethought to inscribe your name in +the visiting-book. + +Leonie was standing with Jan Cuxson near an open door under a revolving +fan which disturbed the outer masses of the hair she had piled +haphazard upon the top of her small head, catching the great coils +together with huge pins, and strengthening the entire structure by +means of a finely wrought, diamond-hilted steel dagger, looted in the +Mutiny by a not over-punctilious forbear. + +"I wonder you don't cut your hair to bits," had once remarked before a +multitude, an envious dame, whose curls reposed cosily in a box o' +nights, and who had grave doubts as to the sincerity of Leonie's tawny +locks. + +"I run it through in its sheath," Leonie had replied, pulling the +sheathed dagger out as she spoke, so that her hair had fallen in a +jumbled scented mantle all over her, causing the men to put their hands +in their pockets, or behind their backs, and the women to mechanically +pat their heads; just as you fidget unconsciously with your veil, or +the curls above your ear, when someone of your own sex, and far better +turned-out, happens upon your horizon. + +On this night her absurdly small feet made her head look almost top +heavy, just as the uncorseted small waist emphasised the width of her +shoulders, and the violet shadows enlarged the opalescent weird eyes +looking wearily on the scene around her. + +Why didn't she go back to England if she hated it all so much? + +Because she couldn't! Because India held her and she waited upon Fate +as patiently as ever did Mr. Micawber. + +"Lady Hickle ought to go to the hills, she's looking absolutely fagged!" + +The male voice drifted in through the window upon a pause in the music. + +"Well! continuous _sleep-walking's_ not likely to make you look your +best, is it?" + +The damnable giggle at the end of the remark brought a frown to Jan +Cuxson's face as he picked up somebody's wrap from a chair, put it +round Leonie and led her unresistingly down the steps into the grounds. + +It sounds better to say "grounds" rather than "compound" when speaking +of Government House. + +"I--I _hate_ all this," Leonie said impulsively as she sat down on a +marble seat. "I hate India--I--I----" + +She flung her head back, and it came to rest upon the man's shoulder, +and she shivered ever so lightly when he pressed it still further back, +pinioning her arms so that she could not move. + +"Leonie." + +The sudden authority in the voice brought a light to the eyes on a +level with his mouth; she moved unconsciously, and Cuxson suddenly +letting her go caught both her hands in one of his, pulled her round +sideways, and jerked them up to his chin, and she laughed softly as she +fell slightly forward; and laughed even more softly when he crushed her +back again against him with his hands upon her breast. + +Both heedless in their love of the eyes watching, of the hidden form, +and above all of that relentless will which causes some of us +uncontrollably to do odd things at odd moments under the Indian stars. + +If _only_ he had not hesitated, if only he had turned the face to him +then and there and closed the gold-flecked eyes with kisses. + +But instead he held her crushed to the point of agony against him with +his mouth upon the sweetness of her neck, leaving the gold-flecked eyes +to open wider, and still wider as they stared straight into the +shrubbery around, where the flaming poinsettia flowers looked black +under the stars. + +"Beloved! Leonie, listen----" + +"_Don't!_ please don't!" + +She pulled herself free and knelt on one knee upon the bench, with both +hands outstretched against him; and he, not grasping the psychological +points of the moment, sat down dumbly beside her, instead of mastering +her physically, or mentally on the spot as it behoved him to do. + +Heavens! what fools some men can be with that jungle animal woman +within their hands. + +"Leonie, listen dear, I want you to marry me, dear--soon!" + +The words fell upon Leonie's clamouring soul as dismally as the +raindrops of your childhood fell upon the window-pane when you were +waiting to start for a picnic. + +"You don't know what you are saying!" she replied. "It is criminal +even to think of such a thing--mad as I believe I am--mad as I shall be +when I end in a padded room!" + +Her voice was barely a whisper, but it cut like slate on slate, and her +eyes stared straight ahead as she continued speaking rapidly, almost +uncontrollably, and yet with a certain air of relief as though glad to +give vent in words to the horror which pressed upon her brain. + +"Although you pretend it is only sleep-walking," she went on, heedless +of his efforts to interrupt her, "you know perfectly well there is +something wrong with me. You know it, so did your father, so does +Auntie, people here are whispering it. Yes! they are, they _are_," she +reiterated, "and they are _right_. Something more than just being +frightened by my ayah happened to me in India all those years ago, oh! +you know it did, I'm under a spell or bewitched--sometimes I have +a--a--" she struck her forehead with her open hand as she crouched back +upon the bench like some animal at bay--"a--oh! my God--you see--I +cannot even say what it is. Can't you tell me, Jan? Can't you help +me? _You_--you say you love me--you say you have found a clue--for +pity's sake follow it, follow it and save me--you--you----" + +"Leonie, _look_ at me!" + +Something in his voice forced her to look at him, and her eyes shone +like flat pieces of opalescent glass so contracted were the pupils, but +they widened even as she looked into the steadfast grey eyes, and her +mouth relaxed into the shadow of a smile. + +Good heavens, why didn't he take her in his arms and smother her up +against his heart, or put a bag over her head, or failing the bag, put +his hand before her eyes? + +What fools some men can be with the woman they love within their reach. + +But instead he left her, hurt and humiliated and desolate, to sit half +crouched by herself, whilst her eyes, against all striving, slowly +veered round to the shrub. + +He held her hand, it is true, whilst he talked, but what good is _that_ +to a frightened woman whose heart is crying for protection, and whose +body is clamouring to be forced into submission? + +"Dear," he said as Leonie stared at the poinsettia bush, "I am on the +track at last, and in a very little time shall know exactly what +happened to you all those years ago. There is only one link missing, +and that I shall surely find, as I find everything when I set my mind +to it. Then the whole thing will be cleared up, and this mysterious +cloud lifted from you. Look at me, dear!" Leonie turned and looked at +him blankly, and as he continued speaking, slowly, and as though +against her will, turned her eyes back to the poinsettia bush. "I want +you now in your distress. I want you in the storm as well as in the +sunshine, dear; I love to see you smile, it would be heaven to _make_ +you smile. Marry me, beloved, _now_. Dear, won't you? Let me lift +the cloud from my _wife_. Oh! Leonie, think of it--my _wife_!" + +Leonie answered mechanically, as though she were repeating a lesson and +had not heard one word of the man's pleading. + +"What have you found out? And what is missing?" + +"I have found the woman who was your ayah." + +Leonie pulled her hands away, and pushing the hair off her forehead, +sat quite still listening, but not hearing the music as it floated +through the night air, watching without seeing the couples as they +strolled about the grounds. + +And then she answered, but without any real interest, although very +distinctly, shivering slightly as the man put the wrap over her bare +shoulders. + +"Have you? And who is she, really? Of course I know her +name--but--but what do you know about her? I have had no answer to my +letters since I've been out here, is the poor thing still working?" + +"She's--not exactly working for a living, dear, and she is--is----" + +He stopped short with a world of perplexity in his eyes, then went on +as slowly and mechanically as Leonie had done. + +"Perhaps, dear, I--I had--better not say any more until--until I have +everything quite clear." + +And he drew his hand sharply across his eyes as Leonie sighed. + +"Very well!" she replied gently. "Just as you think best." + +"Tell me you love me, Leonie, let me be sure of that, let me just hear +you say it once." + +She put out both her hands, and he took them and kissed them. + +"Dear, do you count me as _so_ little? Don't you know, cannot you feel +that a love like mine endures for ever?" + +"Do you still want the little white house behind the white +wall--Leonie, _do_ you!" + +"Oh! Jan!" + +"Well, marry me--marry me, beloved, and give me the right to protect +you--from trouble, and these slanderous, murderous tongues." + +Leonie's face was lovely to behold, swept by a wave of colour, and with +eyes like stars; but she shook her head although a little smile parted +the crimson mouth. + +"No! Jan! Nothing will make me change. Not until we know and until I +am cured. Do you think I would risk our love, and our happiness? I +shall never, never marry you as long as I have this--this longing +to--this desire to--to--oh! what is it. Find out what has happened to +me, find out what I do when I walk in my sleep--just how mad I am, and +if the madness can be cured, and if it can, _then_ I will--will----" + +"Yes, dear?" + +"I will--will----!" + +It was no pretty sight to watch her striving to speak, her mouth +opening and shutting without sound, her hands against her throat. + +Then she looked at him suddenly, smiling sweetly, and put both hands in +his, while he, sick with pain and unconfessed fear, changed the +conversation abruptly by the grace of understanding. + +"I think you ought to go away, Leonie--to the hills--for a change. +It's getting frightfully hot, why don't you?" + +"Yes!--I might--I think I will--I'm so tired of everything--so +very--very tired!" + +"Where to, dear?" + +Leonie bent her head a little sideways as though listening, made a +strange little movement with both her hands, then placed the open palms +against her forehead and replied: + +"To Benares!" + +She had barely whispered the words, so quietly did she speak, as the +poinsettia flowers bent slightly--to a passing breeze--may be! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + + "Dona praesentis cape laetus horae, ac + Lingue severa."--_Horace_. + + +Leonie's first long-distance journey was just like other people's first +long-distance journey in India. + +And being of the type which revels in the new and unknown, she loved it. + +Who wouldn't! + +The seething masses of dusky humanity enchanted her; she delighted in +the glaring colouring, the clank of the holy man's chains, the +incessant call of the water carrier and sweetmeat vendor, and the clang +of iron on iron which announces the train's departure. + +She absolutely thrilled on disrobing the first night in the little +bathroom while her ayah spread her sheets and pillows and blankets upon +the lower berth; and when her bodywoman disappeared through the door +leading to the servants' compartment, she lay for a time watching the +stars, and the glimmer of passing mosque, or temple, or tomb. + +Then she laughed aloud in sheer content, wedged Jan Cuxson's box of +chocolate biscuits safely into the side of the bunk, and turned to the +side table to look for light literature in the shape of a magazine. + +Having acquired the pernicious habit of eating biscuits and reading +before going to sleep, she frowned upon the discovery that her ayah +appeared to have left the books upon Howrah Station; and had stretched +her arm to rap upon the wall to summon the woman, when her eye caught +sight of a paper volume lying under the opposite bunk. + +India is certainly a most dusty land, but a traveller can keep his +railway compartment and boots spotless by distributing a few _pice_ to +the dusky, cheery youngsters, who, salaaming, solicit the favour of +using boot polish, or floor brush, to the mutual benefit of self and +the sahib. Leonie, therefore, felt no repugnance when, clutching the +table with her left hand, she made a long arm and secured the book, +which proved to be a guide to India's most famous beauty spots. + +She turned the leaves casually and laughed. + +"Why! I'd completely forgotten it," she said aloud, turning the book +sideways to look at an illustration. "The wonderful tomb Guy Dean +insisted upon my visiting if I ever went to Benares. How beautiful! +Must be the tomb of some ancestor of that young prince he was talking +about. Oh! how beautiful, and--oh! how helpful! I suppose some +Englishman must have left the book in the train by mistake." + +She had picked up a bit of paper which had fallen from the book; a +rough time-table with directions in English as to the best means of +getting to the world-famed monument. + +"That decides it," she said sleepily as she switched off the light, +pulled a miniature mosquito net, deftly arranged by the ayah, over her +head, and the sheet up to her neck. "We get to the station +to-morrow--sometime--disembark--put luggage into cloak-room--find +elephant and--and dak bungalow--and--oh! almost full moon--how--_how_ +delicious---ride out and see the--the----" + +She slept, oblivious of the fact that she was carrying out implicitly +the programme mapped out for her. + +Travelling in India is real sport when the train doors are likely to +swing open at no given spot, soft-footed natives to enter +surreptitiously and disappear as quietly upon sight of your open eyes; +and guards to clamour for your ticket, while a mob collects outside +your door at the junction to look at the pretty unveiled mem-sahib +awakened from her slumber by a dignified bearer with his offering of +_chotar hazri_, which means the thrice blessed early tea-tray. + +Her restless spirit was soothed by the rush of the train through the +endless plain; strange scenes, strange sights wrenched her mind from +the terrible question everlastingly throbbing in her brain; and her eye +was not quick enough to distinguish one delicate oval face from +another, or to notice that at each stopping place her ayah meandered +down the length of the train to a compartment where, in consequence of +his high caste and rank, a man sat utterly alone--unconcerned and +totally oblivious of the screaming, chattering crowd upon the platform, +of beggars, pilgrims, and _bona fide_ native travellers. + +True, for one moment at the station where she alighted for the +world-famed tomb, she glanced back hurriedly at a native who placed +himself between her and an unsightly epileptic; and she looked back +once again as her intuition rapped out a message she did not grasp, and +her ayah suddenly besought her help with the coolies. + +A dilapidated tonga, drawn by a pony of the same description, took her +and her servant to the dak bungalow, built on a concrete platform in a +jungle clearing about two miles outside the village. + +There she gave carte blanche for the arrangement of the evening trip to +the guide who materialised serenely, all smiles and extreme deference. +Bathed, and fed, she had her hair brushed for half an hour by her ayah; +refused the offer of massage, which process she abhorred, and turned in +and slept the afternoon away upon her own bedding spread on a charpoy. + +Later she bathed again, attired herself in a simple low-cut, white silk +dress, dined, and wrapping herself in a heavy white Bedouin cloak, +wedding present from Jill Wetherbourne, who had got it from her +godmother in Egypt, seated herself on the verandah to await the arrival +of whatever means of locomotion the guide had chosen to take her to the +tomb. + +And down the jungle path loomed the shape of a great elephant, moving +at a gentle shuffle but an almost incredible speed. + +Without audible instructions it stopped in front of the verandah, threw +back its trunk, twined it gently about the middle of the _mahout_ or +driver, lifted him from his seat behind its ears and placed him on the +ground; then on a word, trumpeted shrilly in greeting to Leonie. + +"Oh!" said she as she almost sprang from her chair in delight. "Oh!" + +The _mahout_ salaamed, standing in the moonlight at the animal's head. + +He made a vivid eastern picture, dressed as he was from head to foot in +white, with two pleated side-pieces to the turban, hanging in suchwise +as to conceal half the face; and the guide, who had been squatting on +the edge of the path, also salaamed, smiling in glee at the mem-sahib's +delight. + +"Behold, mem-sahib," he said, "is the elephant even Rama, the pearl of +the prince's stables." His English was not quite as intelligible as +these printed words, but Leonie made shift to understand. + +"I have never seen such a beautiful elephant," she said, walking up to +the great beast, followed by the guide, the ayah and the bungalow +factotum. + +The mem's statement was quite within the range of possibility seeing +that her elephant lore had been gathered from the Zoo and other +low-caste specimens with their straight backs, mean tails, and long +stringy legs. + +"Does the--the _mahout_ speak English, because my Hindustani is not +very good. I would like to have the--the beauty of the animal +explained to me, and why it has its face and body painted; and why does +he, the _mahout_, I mean, wear those side pieces to the turban, they +are very unusual." + +A moment's pause, during which the _mahout_ stood like a rock, and then +the guide, shuffling his feet, answered to the effect that the driver +could not speak English, but that her humble servant would translate if +the mem-sahib would deign to listen to his mean speech; that the man +was the prince's best beloved--_mahout_, he added after a second's +pause, and that the side pieces were part of the uniform worn by the +prince's head-mahouts. + +Not a bit of which information was true, _mais que voulez vous_? + +So they all walked round Rama the beautiful, the guide translating the +soft Hindustani into lamentable English. + +Rama, it seemed, was a _koomeriah_, a royal or high-caste elephant, and +still a youth, being but forty years of age, _vide_ his ears. His +height was ten feet at the shoulder, and would the mem-sahib note the +perfect slope of the back down to the beautiful, long, feathery tail. +Also the massive chest and head, with the prominent lump between the +eyes so bright and kind, and full of knowledge. Notice also the deep +barrel, and short, so very short, hind legs, the heaviness of the +trunk, the plump cheeks which would indeed grace a comely elephant +maiden; count the eighteen nails upon the lovely feet, and place her +hand upon the soft skin which fell in folds about the tail. + +Leonie did as she was bid and ran her hand also down the nearest +magnificent tusk, with tip cut off and ringed about the middle with +bands of gold inlaid with precious stones. + +"Perfect ivory," continued the guide, "five feet in length with tip, +curving upwards with the curve of the sickle moon, and sloping slightly +from each other as though in anger." + +Leonie smiled at the guide's verbal imagery, and put her hand upon a +cream coloured mark near the base of the broad trunk. + +"Why, I thought it was paint!" she said, speaking over her shoulder to +the _mahout_, who, unperceived, held a fold of her white cloak in his +hand. "This is paint, surely," she added, running a finger-tip down +the vermilion and white lines which covered the great beast's face and +sides. + +It seemed that the yellowy-white blotches raised the animal's value +above that of sacksful of rubies, and the painting of the face and +sides served two purposes; one to render it easier for the animal to +find favour in the eyes of the gods, the other to bring about the same +result in the eyes of man; even as does woman when she accentuates the +night blackness of her eyes with antimony; and the slenderness of her +finger-tips with henna. + +In state procession it seemed that Rama the perfect carried a gold and +jewel encrusted howdah upon his beautiful sloping back; that what was +left uncovered of his anatomy was hung with a net of silver, with +tassels of pearls; that strings of seed pearls were entwined in the +glorious meshes of hair in the beautiful tail; and that his nails were +manicured, bracelets of golden bells hung about the ankles, and buckets +of perfume poured into his bath. + +"The _mahout_ has placed the humble cushioned seat this night upon the +back, mem-sahib, so that nothing shall be between the mem-sahib and the +light of the moon." + +Leonie gave orders that a succulent cake full of currants and flavour +should be brought forthwith from her hamper, and having pushed it as +far back into the mouth as possible, where it was demolished to the +accompaniment of the most disgusting masticatory noises, laughed aloud +when the elephant stood on its short hind legs to show its +appreciation, and said thank you by means of a soft purring sound in +the throat. + +The process of getting to the knees reminded Leonie somewhat of a +sailing vessel she had seen rolling in a rough sea, but she settled +herself comfortably in the cushioned seat and waited with glee for the +_mahout_ to get into position upon the animal's neck and order it to +rise. + +"What is he waiting for?" she asked, as he made no movement. + +"He wishes to know where the ayah is to sit," answered the guide. + +"_Ayah_!" said Leonie, and laughed gently. "But I am going alone!" + +The _mahout_ said something swiftly. + +"The way is many miles through the jungle, mem-sahib; there is no dak +bungalow, no people, the mem-Sahibs and also the sahibs go always +accompanied." + +"I am going alone," said Leonie quietly. "Tell the _mahout_ to get up." + +Upon a word of command the elephant got to its feet, and raised one +knee; the _mahout_ placed one foot upon it and swung himself up to his +seat upon the short neck, said something to the elephant, who moved off +up the jungle path, while the servants salaamed deeply to Leonie, and +again even more deeply in the direction of the elephant's head. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + + "Some little talk awhile of me and thee + There seem'd--and then no more of thee and me."--_Omar Khayyam_. + + +The elephant trumpeted before the gate. + +The two halves of the door opened from within, clanged against the +sides, and the _durwans_ in scarlet and silver bent almost double as +they salaamed before the white woman who passed under the red-stone, +centuries-old gate upon the back of Rama the Great and Perfect. + +The elephant knelt and Leonie stepped on to the marble pavement, +placing her hand for one instant upon the _mahout's_ arm to steady +herself. + +She looked up and down the double line of cypress trees and gave a +little cry, which was almost one of pain, at the sight of the glory +before her; and pressing her hands above her thudding heart, longed +with all her soul for the man she loved and had denied. + +For a moment she stood absolutely still, the heavy cloak swinging +gently in the slight breeze, then walked down the steps, and like some +ghost passed noiselessly beside the lily strewn water tanks towards the +marble, wondrous Tomb. Madhu Krishnaghar, waiting until she was well +out of earshot, spoke to the elephant, bringing it to its feet, and +gave a sharp order to the keepers of the door, which caused them to +speed from the scene as fast as their feet would carry them towards the +village where they had been commanded to stay until sunrise, leaving +the girl, a prey probably to that inexplicably sensuous feeling which +the desolation, and beauty, and pity of this place arouses in _some_, +alone with the man who loved her as men love in the East. + +He followed her slowly beside the water tanks, and absorbed in his love +and the joy of being alone with her, failed to catch the sharp call of +apprehension when Rama, as faithful as a dog, and far more intelligent +than many humans, rapped the ground smartly with the end of his trunk. + +Having been told by his beloved master to stand where he was until his +return, and being obedient even unto death, he did not move; but he +eyed the form which had slipped in through the gates with dislike, and +shuffled his feet in distrust as the man disappeared behind the cypress +trees. + +It was only a foolish curiosity-bitten _shudra_; a wretched member of +the lowest and most servile class, who, passing on his way to his +miserable hovel, had noticed the gate open at the untoward hour of +midnight, and the absence of the ferocious _durwans_. + +His low caste, which is the least of all, had prevented him, up to this +day, from entering what he thought must surely be paradise; and now he +took the risk and slipped in, not only stricken with curiosity, but +obsessed with a desire to tell a wonderful tale to his patient wife and +four sons, who, because they were _his_ sons, were doomed to remain of +the lowest servile caste; as would be their sons far, oh! far beyond +the third and fourth generation. + +How was he to know that a woman with unveiled face was visiting the +tomb at midnight, or that she was beloved by his master whose word was +life, or death, to those who served him. + +Leonie passed through the silver gates into the tomb, and stood beside +the marble, flower-strewn sarcophagi, which lie side by side, and over +which, day and night, hangs a lighted lamp. + +She did not move when a whispered golden sound fell gently through the +shadows. Like a cobweb thread, so fine it was; like a thread of gold, +so sweet it was; rising and falling, to rise again in one throbbing cry +of love, pleading, insisting, despairing. + +The echoes caught and held it in the dim corners of the marble cupola, +and answered cry with cry until the place seemed full of the sobbing of +lost souls. Back and forth, at the girl's feet and around her head, +surging over the dead lovers, beating against the walls and roof, to +die away, sobbing, sobbing like a weary child. + +Leonie, transfixed with ecstasy, stretched out her hands to catch the +dying notes; and for that infinitesimal fraction of a second, when the +golden sound crossed the boundary of human sense, felt as though she +stood upon the edge of eternity. + +She turned to see the driver of elephants standing like a bronze statue +outside the doorway; but speak she could not in that dim place fragrant +with the loves of the past, neither could she support the divine pain +alone, and picking up a rose and a sprig of bay from the marble, tucked +them into the V of her bodice and walked out. + +But she did speak, to remonstrate, in the sweetest, most imperfect +Hindustani in the world, when the man followed her at a quite +respectful distance. + +"It is not safe for the mem-sahib to go alone," he answered. "A wild +animal, a man, a snake, might be in hiding. The mem-sahib should have +been accompanied by her guide." + +Thus spoke Madhu Krishnaghar, who had not one evil thought about, nor +intent towards her, and who, having pushed the mandates of his religion +into the background for this one night, was living in the intoxication +of the actual moment. + +Leonie walked round the outside of the marble dream bathed in +moonlight, occasionally stopping to ask a question of the man who +followed. + +"Is it the tomb of an ancestor of the present prince?" she inquired +haltingly. + +"No! mem-sahib! look at the lettering in black marble inset in the +white; right round the tomb run those verses from the Koran. A +Mohammedan emperor built it--_I_ am a Hindu," the pause was scarcely +noticeable as he added quietly, "as is everyone upon the prince's +estates." + +She stopped in front of one of the four towers which stand at each +corner of the marble terrace, and looked upwards. + +"I am going up," she said. + +"Nay! mem-sahib. These towers are climbed only with a guide and a +lamp. They are not clean, they are not safe. A snake, a pariah dog, a +man might be on the stairs which wind round and round, and are as black +as a night of storm." + +Leonie had climbed the few outer steps and was standing inside the +door. Not once had the untowardness of the whole proceeding struck +her, nor had she given a thought to the fact that the man with her was +a low-caste elephant driver, not fit to touch her shoe-string. + +She made no reply, and disappeared into the darkness. You can see +fairly well up to one half of the tower, then pitch blackness surrounds +you, and you begin to feel cautiously with hands and feet for that +reason; also because just about here your head begins to whirl owing to +the stifling atmosphere, and the architect's corkscrew design. + +She had no idea that the man, alarmed for her safety, was following +her, and she stopped and gasped near the top, wondering how much +farther she had to go, and almost wishing that she had not started; and +so black was it that she did not even see the white turban which was on +a level with the step upon which she stood. + +Then there was a glimmer of light and more. Presently it grew quite +light and she staggered up the last few steps, and reeled on to the +small round cupola of the tower unprotected by rails. + +Well for her was it that Madhu, divining the danger, raced up the last +steps in one bound, reached her as she stood swaying on the edge, and +drew her quickly, roughly back into his arms, where, forgetting his +role of servant, his religion, caste and colour, he held her safe and +crushed against his heart. + +She, with her eyes shut and her head spinning, remained there without +understanding one word of what the man was saying. + +"And having held thee in my arms, how am I to let thee go," he +whispered, with his mouth near the scented masses of her hair. "Nay, I +cannot, thou white, wonderful flower in a land of drought. Behind the +purdah will I place thee, hidden from all eyes but mine. Thy +body-woman shall not touch thee, for _I_ will be thy servant, and _my_ +hands will draw the lace from about thy bosom, and _my_ hands will +perfume thee, and my love shall encompass thee until thou swoon upon +the ground even at _my_ feet. Waiting for thee I have known no woman, +and I will have no wife but thee, and many sons shalt thou bear me. +Yea! each year shall see thee bowed beneath the fruit of love, for I +will not spare thee. And thou shalt be honoured before all men; a high +estate shall be thine, and a flood of jewels and gold and grain shall +flow at thy small feet which I shall kiss. And thou _shalt_ veil thy +face, for I would kill him, _torture_ him who looked upon thee." + +Leonie opened her eyes and stared at the shimmering whiteness of the +tomb, and she smiled and did not move, for the witchery of the full +moon had fallen upon her. + +"Red!" she whispered, pointing to the dull glow of dead bodies burning +somewhere near, and laughing till her teeth flashed between her scarlet +lips. + +The man searched with one hand and found a small flat jewelled case in +the folds of his turban, and opening it, with the long, deft fingers +took out two pellets. + +He watched her as she lay upon his arm, and suddenly forced the pellets +between her teeth, and himself laughed, as she grimaced at the bitter +taste but swallowed them. + +He had not the slightest intention of doing her any harm, but with the +whole of his vividly mature brain and virgin body, he delighted in the +effect of the drug upon the woman he loved. + +There was no doubt about it that she suddenly awoke to the passion of +the man looking down upon her, and responded to it. + +Wave after wave swept her from head to foot, causing her body, +untrammelled by whalebone, to tremble against his, and he loosened the +white cloak and let it fall, holding her pressed to him in her thin +silk dress, laughing down at her, delighting in her eyes, her mouth, +her throat. + +Handsome men are an everyday sight in India, but this man was as the +gods, and Leonie, beautiful, drugged Leonie, looked at him from the +corner of her eyes as looks the wanton, and laughed. + +"I will not kiss thee," he whispered, watching the colour sweep her +face at his words, and smiling at the thudding of the heart beneath his +hand. "Nay, I will not bruise thee nor cause thee blemish until the +purdah hangs between us and the world. Look not at me thus-wise, and +lift not the glory of thy lips, for I will not seize thee as a beggar +seizes upon the _pice_. I am thy king and thy slave, and I will carry +thee to the gate. Nay, move not thy body for fear I throw thee upon +the ground and set my seal upon thee. Lie still! and yet--why not, why +_not_! perchance _has_ the hour struck." + +The man was crazed with love, and the girl intoxicated with the drug, +and they were perched up there above the world alone, in the stillness +of the Indian night. + +He hastily wrapped her in the cloak, and taking her into his arms, hid +her face against his shoulder, and stood for a moment staring out +towards the spot from whence had come the ill-omened jackal cry. + +"Not yet," he whispered. "Not yet!" + +Sure-footed as a goat he carried her down the winding stairs out into +the moonlight, and across the terrace, and up the marble steps, and +placed her upon the wide marble seat, and sat sideways upon it behind +her, unwitting of the miserable wretch who watched from between the +cypress trees. + +Leonie sat quite still until the mystery of the place, or whatever it +is, entered into the innermost recesses of her being; and she held out +her arms to the light burning day and night above the dead lovers, and +sobbed. + +Madhu Krishnaghar laid his hand upon hers on the cold marble of the +seat, and lost himself in ecstasy at the tears which welled into the +strange gold-green eyes and fell, then opening the collar of the white +linen coat, he lifted a necklace of priceless pearls over his turban +and passed it over the girl's head, holding it lightly until one end +had slid down into the scented laces of her bosom where lay a cat's-eye +on a golden chain. + +"Thou white doe," he said, "thou virgin snow," and added fiercely, +"give me the rose from above thy heart, that I may press it to my +couch." + +Obediently Leonie gave it, faded and warm, and looked at him with a +strange little gleam of anger in her eyes; and he, understanding that +the effect of the drug was passing, and that wrath maybe would follow +love, led her by the hand down through the double row of cypress trees +towards the gate. + +Alas! a twig cracked under the wretched _shudra's_ foot, snapping with +the report of a pistol in the stillness of the night; and the man, +feeling the hands of his gods upon him, fled like a hunted hare towards +the gate. + +Madhu Krishnaghar, with his face one blaze of fury, stood still and +called. + +"Rama," he called. "Rama, hold," and as the wretched creature, +forgetting the animal in his fear, sped past him, Rama curled his trunk +swiftly about him and jerked him to a standstill. + +Useless to strive against that strength; useless to fight against the +gods or raise his voice in shrieking prayer. + +For had he not looked upon the unveiled face of his master's woman. + +Slowly Madhu Krishnaghar led Leonie up the marble steps and stopped. + +"Thou dog," he said gently, "thou low-caste dog!" + +Then he drew Leonie into his arms and covered her completely with the +heavy coat. + +But the man, submitting to fate with the terrible resignation of the +East, let fly one last poisoned arrow. + +"The dog goes to his death," he cried. "But behold, the shame of the +lord is great, for have not the eyes of the low-caste dog rested upon +the woman's face." + +"_Usko marro_! Kill quickly!" thundered the son of princes, and turned +indifferently away. + +But even as the elephant threw the man upon the ground, and placing his +foot upon his head, tore him in twain, Leonie wrenched herself free, +and flinging up her arms to the moon, laughed and laughed until the +night echoed and re-echoed with the horrible sound, stopping only when +the smothering folds of the cloak were thrown about her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + "And thou shalt grope at noonday."--_The Bible_. + + +Jan Cuxson, hurt to the quick at Leonie's refusal to marry him, also at +her rejection of his offer to accompany her upon her travels, shut his +hurt away, and set his mind to the completion of his task. + +His suspicions had been aroused by the finding of that orange and +silver scrap of _sari_ near the temple, when the ayah had presumably +been left miles behind on the launch; and fully realising the futility +of employing the methods of the West against the subtlety of the East +he decided to pit native craft against native cunning. + +The only result of the investigation, however, was that Leonie's +present ayah had been traced back via the Ranee's house to the days +when she had been in the service of the Colonel-Sahib Hetth, V.C., but +beyond that was a blank wall. + +She had suddenly left the Ranee's service to become body-woman to +Leonie; without a single reference to the time when she had been nurse +to Leonie as a baby. + +Who was keeping her silent, and why? And what was she doing, and who +was she with in the deserted temple in the jungle? + +Whose tool was she? + +Certainly not the Ranee's. She was wrapped up in her duties toward the +fast ageing Rajah, and her only son, who seemed much the same as other +sons of princes. + +Having finally decided that the answer to the problem lay in the +temple, to the temple he decided to go, more with the intention of +having a look round than with any definite plan. + +The decision was made with the fixed though unspoken determination that +if the solving of the problem should involve a sojourn of ten years in +India, for ten years he would remain. + +He hired a guide and a coolie, both of whom looked exactly like any +other guide and coolie, and having much to think out, and sure thinking +being anything but a rapid process with him, also because he did not +wish to draw too much attention to his movements, he chose as a means +of conveyance the ugly flat-bottomed public paddle-boat which floats +unconcernedly down the Hoogli from Calcutta, through the bigger creeks +of the Sunderbunds, and up the Pusaka River to Kulna. + +If you want a few days' rest, or time in which to unravel a knot, pray +take that means of locomotion; you can be dropped anywhere into a +_nukur_ or native boat which will deposit you for a few annas on any +island you choose, but don't do it if you are in a hurry, or are filled +with a desire to see the lesser creeks, and the quite small ones, where +tigers are supposed to sit in rows upon the water's edge, monkeys to +swing across the water by means of the creepers interlacing the dark +and dismal trees, and crocodiles to lie in tumbled masses waiting to be +turned into portmanteau, dressing-case, or shoes. + +Cuxson's method and brain were rather like his gait; as he had said in +Rockham cove, he was _slow_! He could not and never had, even at +Harrow, been able to run a hundred yards without becoming most +uncomfortably blown; but he could walk anyone to death at a set +plodding steady tramp, accomplishing twenty miles without turning a +hair; while after a series of terrific spurts, and enforced periods of +rest, his companions would give up dishevelled, sweating, and +unpleasantly mortified miles away from the desired goal. + +Problems, mathematical or medical, were treated in just the same way. +The more brilliant of his fellow-students would seize upon a pen, fill +reams of paper and slap the result down triumphantly at the end of an +hour, to find themselves later, and again with mortification at the +bottom of the list, or not on it at all; whereas Cuxson, after hours of +searching here and there in the convolutions of his grey matter, would +light on a thread, a grain or a speck of dust which he would proceed to +turn inside out, or tear to pieces; the outcome of which process would +be printed at length in the _Lancet_ or some such-enlivening journal. + +So he lay on the long chair in the corner reserved for sahibs, and was +not too uncomfortable, nor in any way uneasy as to the result of his +investigations, although all that he had to build his hopes upon was +the word of a native, and a piece of orange silk picked out in silver +with the dust of a sundri breather adhering, which lay in his +pocketbook with a ring of seaweed, and some glistening strands of tawny +hair. + +The serang, meanwhile, parleyed with certain gatherers of _golaputtah_ +which is a special palm leaf growing in the Sunderbunds for the express +purpose of thatching boats and _suapatti_ huts; and having discussed +the ins and outs, and pros and cons of the situation with every male +upon the boat, had transferred the sahib with his guide and coolie to a +native boat, after a gratifying give and take in silver rupees which +are so much nicer to handle than dirty notes. + +And an old priest made sacrifice of a black kid unto his god, having +been apprised in the mysterious native way of the approaching arrival +of the last person on earth he wished to see. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + + "What hath night to do with sleep?"--_Milton_. + + +"What a nuisance!" + +Leonie turned on her bed and frowned through the chick at the two girls +who had ensconced themselves in long chairs on the verandah outside her +bedroom. + +Broad-minded and big-hearted, she had tried to overcome the intense +irritation which the Eurasian manner of speech invariably aroused in +her. Some get accustomed in time to the parrot-like monotony; some +don't; and to the end of his days the young, immaculately groomed and +turned-out assistant in Hamilton's will wonder why the beautiful girl +with gold-flecked eyes had suddenly frowned, and placing the trifle +intended for a wedding present upon the glass counter, had left the +shop with an appallingly inadequate excuse. + +Fortunately for him the pukka European has not been endowed with the +gift of hearing himself speak as others hear him. + +Like the broken flight of maimed birds over a lawn in the process of +being mown is the Eurasian speech and intonation; with the inevitable +dip in the middle, the rise at the end of each sentence, and the +ceaseless clipping of syllables. + +And Leonie frowned as she lay under the mosquito netting awaiting the +warning of the dressing bell, and even felt thankful to a crow which +suddenly perched itself on the top twig of a fir tree, and shrieked its +condemnation of the sunset, the star just above its head, and the +chatterers in the chairs. + +In an effort to break through the overpowering lethargy which lately +had fallen upon her at odd moments of the day, she lifted herself on to +her elbow, only to sink listlessly back on the very hard bed. After +all, why worry over problems to which there seemed no answer? Why fret +over the silence of the man she loved when she had curtly refused his +offer of companionship; for there always comes a time when mere man, +subjected to the unsatisfactory daily menu of snubs and refusals, tense +moods, and moody silences, will refuse it, and clear for a diet, which, +although somewhat lacking in salt and spice, will have the advantage of +being substantial, therefore satisfying. + +Also there was no doubt about it the social ostracism of Calcutta had +followed her to Benares; she had not failed to notice that the people +packing the hotel looked at her furtively, smiling spasmodically when +caught in the act, and seemed ill at ease when left alone with her. + +Another thing which annoyed her intensely was the habit she had +developed of peering into the shadows of the compound at odd moments, +and listening for a sound she could not even describe to herself, and +which she never heard; while through the blazing hours of the day, and +the stifling hours of the night, like a black thread woven into a +tissue of gold, ran the ghastly fear which had been with her since the +day when a schoolgirl had taunted her, and to which she had given voice +near the poinsettia bush to Jan Cuxson. + +She had _done_ Benares en tourist. + +She had watched the worshippers thronging the Praying Steps at dawn +from the deck of a boat rowed slowly up and down the holy river; had +enticed the monkeys with gram from the niches in the Doorga Kond, the +world-famed Monkey Temple; gazed fascinated and with reverence at the +firing of the pyres about the dead bodies shrouded in white or red +according to their sex upon the Burning Ghats; averted her eyes +steadfastly from the bloated bodies in process of being torn to pieces +by crows or vultures as they floated on the soft bosom of Mother Ganges +to everlasting peace; and had passed restful hours in the wonderful +ruins of the Buddhist temple some miles outside the city. + +She had done all that others have done and will do, and still she +waited, doing absolutely nothing and with no excuse for loitering in +the hotel with its long broad verandah; learning much of the city's +history from the charming manager who walks with a stick, and has the +blue-green-brown shadow of the peat bog in his eyes. + +"Shoo, you brute!" said one, of the girls on the verandah, and +continued speaking when the crow had flown farther afield. "Well, the +manager says we are not to go to the bazaar to-night on any account!" + +"Why ever not?" + +"Says there's a row or something brewing--something to do with the +natives and their religion!" + +The girl with the reddish-brown hair put a final polish to the nails, +which damned her everlastingly, as she spoke condescendingly of one +half of her forbears; while the other, a _bona fide_ blonde as to hair, +half opened the long sleepy brown eyes, which, combined with the shape +of her silken-hosed leg from ankle to knee branded her even before she +uttered a word. + +"Don't believe it," the latter replied. "It's a do on the part of the +guide to get more backsheesh; you simply can't trust these natives a +yard. I'll tell you what, though," she sat up with an energy +surprising in one of her kind, "let's ask Lady Hickle. She's _such_ a +pet, and there's _nothing_ she doesn't know about the place, she's been +here a whole month." + +Followed a short spell of peace in which Leonie raised her hand to +summon her ayah squatting on the dressing-room matting, and put an end +to the incessant chattering. + +But bolts do not wait upon the clapping of hands before they crash down +upon your defenceless head from out the blue, and the one destined for +her from all time hurled itself at her from out a wispy cloud of +Eurasian gossip. + +"Oh! but we can't do that!" announced the peevish high-pitched voice. + +"Why not?" + +"Ma says we're not to be with her alone. There's all sorts of weird +tales going round about her. Thought you knew. They say she killed +her first husband, and tried to stab someone in Calcutta with that +dagger she wears in her hair; that she lives on the q.t. with a +native--he gave her that gorgeous necklace of pink pearls; has been +seen with him in the compound after dark--Ma watched--and she's +positively dotty at the full moon. Fact! Mrs. Oswald told Ma that +there's no doubt that she's quite mad at times." + +The blonde slid her slightly bowed, silken-hosed limbs to the ground, +her face the colour of greenish putty through the superstitions of one +half of her forbears. + +"Let's go and find your ma!" said she. "It's full moon to-night." + +And after their departure Leonie sat very still on the edge of the bed, +with one foot tucked under her, and the other bare and very perfect +stretched down to the matting; the netting fell in folds behind her, +and her eyes stared into the corner where a one time nameless, unshaped +spook, having taken form and name at last, stood mouthing at her from +the shadows. + +She started violently and looked down when her body-woman touched the +arched instep with her wrinkled, dusky hand. + +Keenly intuitive, as are all the peoples of India, she had crept +noiselessly across the matting and crouched at Leonie's feet in her +desire to be near the beloved child in her distress. + +There was a heaven of love and a world of indecision in the monkey +eyes, but not a trace of fear when the beloved child suddenly twisted +the _sari_ from about the sleek head and pock-marked face and shook her +violently by the shoulder. Instead she rocked herself gently to and +fro, crooning in the toneless cracked voice of the native woman who +tends a white child and loves it. + +"Missy--baba, it's ayah!" went the tuneless song, "it's ayah--it's +ayah--be not afraid, baba--baba--it's ayah--ayah--ayah." + +Over and over again she repeated the words with her eyes on the +terror-stricken face above her. + +"Why!" said Leonie, frowning till her straight brows met as she pressed +the palms against her temples, "why, you used to sing that in--in--you +used to call me--in the name of all the gods, woman, tell me--help me, +oh! help me to understand!" + +Great tears stood in the native woman's eyes, and she opened her mouth +to speak, then turned her head slightly and looked towards the chick +which had rustled; scowled, and bowing her head ever so little placed +the palm of her hand against her forehead for an instant. + +"Won't you or _can't_ you speak?" said Leonie almost roughly, her voice +ending on a sharp note which changed to a little bubbling uncanny laugh +as she sat back on the bed holding her ayah at arm's length. + +She took no notice of the dressing-bell when it clanged throughout the +building, nor of the swish of the water as it was heaved into the tin +bath in the bathroom, but sat on with the plaits of her hair coiled +like snakes on each side of her, and the whiteness of her bare arms and +shoulders shining in the light from the bathroom. + +"Ayah! ayah!" she said in a dull sing-song sort of way, "do you know +what they say? Do you know what they think? They think, they say I'm +_mad_! And do you know I think I am. Sometimes there's the sound of +drums in my brain, great big drums beaten by giants, and sometimes the +sound of bells. And the sound of the bells is hot, it burns great +scars on--on--and there are hours for which I can't account, and cuts +and bruises on my feet and--and----" + +Very quietly the native woman rose, and passing one arm behind the bare +shoulder drew a hand across the low broad forehead, singing in her own +tongue so softly as to be almost inaudible. + +"I dream of blood, ayah," went on Leonie, "so often--so often--it is +warm to the fingers and drops so--so slowly--and----" + +The ayah pressed her fingers a little as she drew them behind the ears +to the nape of the neck, and raised her voice ever so slightly in the +Vega chant she had learnt as a lullaby. + +"The women," she crooned, "that are lying on a bench, lying on a couch, +lying in a litter; the women that--are--of--pure odour--all--of them +we--make--sleep!" + +The cracked voice sank suddenly as her child's face softened and +relaxed, but the dark hand passed to and fro ceaselessly above the eyes +and down behind the ears. + +"It walks so softly, ayah--it's--it's in that--corner now--look! can't +you see--its--its eyes--and the small--light--and she is--she is +calling--calling--just as she--has--has--always----" + +The tawny head fell backwards on to the white _sari_ picked out in +coloured silk, pulling it away from the head, and the marriage dower of +thirteen silver earrings in the left ear, and the turquoise studded +nose ring which shone dully in the dim light. + +"And it's dark--it's--quite----" + +Leonie slept, and her neighbours in the dining-room went through +certain anatomical gymnastics such as lifting the eyebrows, shrugging +the shoulders, and pursing the lips, all of which are supposed to +denote suspicion; while the native woman kept guard behind the reed +blind through which she watched a figure clothed in spotless white +flitting among the shadows of the trees. + +When those shadows marked the hour of midnight she sprang quickly to +her feet. + +With one violent uncontrollable movement, Leonie had risen to her knees +with the tips of the fingers of one hand against her lips and her eyes +slanting sideways towards the window near her bed. + +"Hush!" she whispered. "Listen!" + +Very softly, very sweetly there fell upon the night air the single +stroke of a temple bell. + +Once it fell, and twice, and yet again. And as it stopped the night +was filled with the dull faint throbbing of many drums. + +Calling! calling! calling! + + +Hidden in the shadows close to the reed blind, Madhu Krishnaghar +watched the girl with intent half-shut eyes as, outlined against the +dim light from the dressing-room, she twisted the heavy plaits of hair +about her head, pinning them with the diamond hilted dagger; then +stripping her flimsy garment from her, lifted the sheet from the bed, +and twisted it deftly about her waist; watched her as she mechanically +took a white _sari_ embroidered in silver from the ayah, and without +hesitation folded it in true native fashion about her body and small +head. + +The light of his religion flared into a flame of love and passion +almost uncontrolled when Leonie, lifting the chick, stood by his side +in the full light of the moon, with a smile of welcome on her lips, and +the light of unholy knowledge in her eyes. + +Quite close to him she stood with one hand upon his arm, as he hung +garlands of scented flowers about her neck, and then with a little +beckoning gesture was gone; and the ayah crouching on the floor, beat +her withered breast with her withered hand, a world of doubt in her +monkey eyes. + +Like two white moths they flitted through the gloom and the hanging +ropes of the banyan trees, down the narrow native path, and on through +strangely empty streets and deserted bazaar to the Praying Ghats. + +The air beat about them with the incessant throbbing of many drums, +calling to prayer--calling to sacrifice. + +Calling! calling! calling! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + + "Let us pass our lives at Benares, living by the banks + of the divine river, clad only in a single garment, and + with our hands uplifted over our heads."--_The Vairagya Sataka_. + + +The Praying Ghats or Steps lay desolate in the light of the full moon. + +Hundreds of small lights twinkled and flickered before the countless +temples; hundreds of fading flower garlands, hung about the temple +doors or festooned about the gods--some of which are quite +indescribable--perfumed the night air; and to the right and to the left +the smouldering bodies on the Burning Ghats cast a crimson glow on the +slow, silvery waters of India's most holy river. + +Of worshippers there was not one. + +Of the countless priests who crowd the steps at dawn there was but one. + +The mad priest. + +Naked save for a loin cloth, he stood as he always stands from dawn to +dawn with feet wide apart and hands upraised to the heavens, outlined +against some one of the Rajah's palaces which crown the top and stretch +the length of the terraces like a mighty rampart between the holiness +of the place, and the fret and traffic of the outer world. + +The holy man's arms, his legs, his emaciated body are covered with a +fine ash powder, his long hair is matted with cinders and cow-dung, his +mad eyes stare across the river into the infinite, at that which _we_ +cannot see, as he stands shouting unintelligible, maybe mad words, +maybe not, to the glory of his goddess, Kali the Terrible. + +Was he born mad? no one knows! What does he eat or drink? A handful +of rice, a sip of water from his glittering bronze vessel! When does +he sleep? No one can tell you. + +Who knows! who cares! + +He is a holy man! the mad priest of the Holy City! + +He alone had taken no heed of the incessant resistless throbbing of the +drums behind him in the city; neither did he take notice of the two +white figures as they ran lightly, swiftly, hand-in-hand down the +sunken, crooked, granite steps to a place between the praying rafts at +the water's edge. + +For a moment Leonie hesitated with the water lapping her feet on the +third step, then she turned her head slowly, and looked straight into +the man's eyes which had been fixed intently on the nape of her neck. + +She gave a little sigh, drew out the dagger and let fall the plaited +glory of her hair, and lifting the garlands from about her neck threw +them out on to the waters; then with a native woman's movement pulled +the _sari_ backwards from her head, and unwound it from her shoulders +which gleamed like ivory in the moonlight. Slowly, but without +hesitation, even as the man dropped his shawl and long white garment +upon the waters, she untwined the _sari_ from about her body, dropped +it across a _suttee_ stone, and the dagger upon the step behind, and +stood swaying gently with naught but the sheeting about her waist and +limbs. + +The man, naked save for a loin cloth, stood like some splendid bronze +statue two steps lower; straight as a pine was Madhu, the descendant of +princes, with a width of shoulder most unusual in the native of India, +and which served to emphasise the slimness of the waist. Muscle +rippled under the bronze skin of back, and chest, and limbs; and +between the breasts gleamed the painted symbol of his religion, just as +it shone between the brows. + +The lean face with its hawk nose, and curved mouth set close in a +straight line, had the look of an eagle as he stood gazing up at the +girl with burning eyes, in which fanaticism, heightened by the lapping +movement of the holy water about his knees, warred with an overwhelming +passion roused by the slenderness of the white girl's waist, the +virginity of her beautiful breast, and the satin whiteness of her skin. + +And she placed her hand in his and followed him submissively down the +steps. + +The waters bathed her ankles, her knees, her waist, as she made a cup +of her two hands and drank of the holy water; the jackals yelled from +the far shore, and the unseemly body of a dead youth floated past face +downwards a few yards away. + +For some long minutes she stood with her face uplifted, then dipping +her hands again into the water raised them and poured it upon her head +until she glittered as though beset with diamonds. Strange little +movements she made to right and left with both hands, circles she drew +on the face of the waters, and the man within an inch of her beautiful +body stood with arms folded hiding his hard clenched hands. + +Raising both arms straight above her head she called aloud in answer to +the spirit which moved her: + +"Flowing on, devoted to it," she cried in the soft words of India's +holy writ, "by day and by night flowing on; I, of desirable activity, +call upon the heavenly waters!" + +From the temple above the mad priest took up her words as he scourged +himself in the ecstasy of his worship, and shouted: + +"Kali! Kali! Kali!" + +Which eerie solitary cry brought the pigeons out of their nests in +thousands, to wheel and whirl madly in their fright before resettling +in the facade of the palaces, of the niches and nooks of the temples, +and the slender minarets of the Mosque of Aurangzeb. + +Bending backwards Leonie laughed up at the priest above, whose body was +running blood, then descending the last three steps worn by the feet of +thousands of pilgrims, and tilted by time and the resistless waters, +flung out her arms and sank beneath the surface while the great plaits +of hair floated towards the man and crept about his waist like loving, +living arms. + +Three times she sank, and three times she rose, singing gently to +herself, while great tremors shook the man from his turbaned head to +his slender feet. + +Love or religion? Who knows! + +Are they divided by much more than the breadth of a hair? + +Leonie turned and walked up the steps, the wet heavy sheeting hobbling +her about the knees and ankles, clinging to her as the skin to the +peach, her dripping hair making little pools of holy water upon the +holy steps; until, standing upon the one where lay the little crumpled +heap of her silken _sari_, she unplaited it and shook it out in the +night breeze. + +She picked up the _sari_ and the dagger, and ran a finger along the +razor edge, looking sideways at the man who moved not an inch when she +drove the point of the blade beneath the skin above his heart until the +blood ran; neither did she move when he dipped his finger in his own +blood and marked her between the brows with the sign of Kali. + +The mad priest, frothing at the mouth, swooned upon the slanting temple +roof, the drums were silent, the jackals had ceased their indecent +noise, being intent doubtless upon the task of tearing some body to +pieces before the arrival of the hosts of enemy pariah dogs; and +Leonie, beautiful, bewitched Leonie, holding the white _sari_ picked +out in silver against her breast, held out her hand, and with the +sweetest, maddest laugh in all the world sped like a deer up the great +nights of steps. + +And at the top when the man, moving swift and as surefooted as a buck, +closed in upon her, her heavy drapery folded itself soddenly about her +ankles so that when she essayed to save herself she twisted round and +fell backwards. + +Her mouth quivered in a smile, and her eyes, like stars, flashed back +into the flaming ones so near her own as the man, lost to all but his +consuming love for the girl, bent above her, and with slender hands +crushed her back against the edge of the steps until the skin of her +shoulders was torn and bruised. + +"As the creeper!" he said, whispering the words of the Vega hymn with +his eyes staring straight into her eyes. "As the creeper has +completely embraced the tree so do thou embrace me, that thou mayest be +one loving me, that thou mayest be one not going away from me!" + +He smiled softly as she half raised her arms and whispered to her, the +words sounding like a summer breeze blowing upon the hill-top. + +"As the eagle, flying forth, beats down his wings upon the earth, so do +I beat down thy mind, that thou mayest be one loving me, that thou +mayest be one not going away from me!" + +And his delicate finger-tips pressed about her temples as he whispered +to her. + +"As the sun goeth at one about the heaven--and--earth here, _so do I go +about thy mind_, that thou mayest be one loving me, that thou mayest be +one not going away from me!" + +Slowly he bent still closer, and gently put one hand upon the gracious +curve of her slender throat; and Leonie, wanton, seductive, bewitched +Leonie smiled as she too whispered in the tongue of India's holy writ. + +"Let yon man love me; being dear to me let him love me; ye gods send +forth love, let yon man burn for me. + +"That yon man may love me, not I him at any time, ye gods send forth +love, let yon man burn for me!" + +The silence which followed was pierced by the call of the holy conch +shell, so low, so sweet, to prayer, to sacrifice. + +Those who have not heard that call can never understand, those who have +heard will forgive this feeble description of the intoxicating, +soul-shattering, maddening sound. + +Soft and sweet it will steal insidiously into your ear, your brain, and +the whirlpool of your senses until you stand rooted in ecstasy in a +flooded field of sweet desire. Rising swiftly and shrilly it will tear +like racing waters at the ramparts we and our forefathers, have +assiduously and mistakenly built around our inner selves; built until +you and I and our neighbour have been metamorphosed through the ages +from that mighty thing which went forth and took exactly what it +wanted, to the almost shapeless slug form which, in the peace times of +the present enervated century, contentedly eats lettuce in the damp +seclusion of an overturned flowerpot. + +Yes! that call will pull those ramparts to pieces about your feet; and +at the last indescribable, insistent scream of triumph which sears your +brain and soul, it would be wise to be on the look out, and to keep a +strong hand upon the vows you may have vowed, and upon those of the +commandments you may not already have broken; because at that strange +seductive sound the solid chunks of love, honour, chastity and right +thinking; everything, in fact, that is in any way decent and above +board is likely to break into a thousand infinitesimal, unconsidered +atoms, and be blown broadcast by the wind of indiscretion. + +Leonie lay still, unconscious of the sound and the subtle change +creeping over the man who bent down to her, and who, high caste, +over-educated, overstrung, aflame with love and afire with the +sensuality of his religion, slowly tightened his hand upon the gracious +curves of the slender throat. + +Years ago Kali, his dire deity, had been outraged by denial in her +desire for sacrifice, and since then, in her wrath, the black goddess +had scourged the land with plague, pestilence, famine, and earthquake. + +Truly sacrifice of goats and buffaloes had been made until the altars +and the courts of her temples ran blood; offerings had been made to her +priests of grain and jewels, yet had she continued to whip the land +until thousands died of hunger and disease. + +Why should not his hand bring the long-desired and long-sought peace to +his well-loved land, and what more fitting place and time for sacrifice +than the steps of the Holy River, under the light of the full moon +which is Kali's lamp? + +Ah! and why should he not have his earthly reward in love, one short, +full hour of the delight he had denied himself, and then, even upon the +_suttee_ stone, that little memorial of the burning alive of the young +widow upon the funeral pyre of the beloved husband, drive the diamond +hilted dagger through the soft breast in worship of his god, and +through his own heart that he might follow his beloved quickly as she +passed to Paradise. + +Yes! sacrifice of the woman he loved that his god might be twice +pleased. + +He was crazed with the delirium of his religion, mad with the call of +the senses lashed to frenzy by the restraint which had been unnaturally +forced upon him throughout his life; his eyes had the look of the eyes +of those gods who spy down upon you from the shadowy corners of India's +temples, and his nostrils dilated as he touched the dagger in her hand. + +Only for a moment! For even as he touched it the single beat of a drum +fell heavily upon the air, causing him to sit back on his heels with a +smile upon the full curved lips, and a light of sudden understanding in +his eyes. + +There was more toward than a mere sacrifice! + +The Holy City was, and had been for days, in a positive ferment of +religious excitement; the bazaars were thronged with pilgrims who, by +boat and train and on foot, had hurried to the city of a thousand +temples. + +Something unusual was in the air although no one could clearly explain +what it was; something was to happen although no one could name the +hour or the day! + +Rice, and flowers, and jewels cemented with blood had been thrust into +and pressed down until they completely filled the great crack which had +suddenly appeared before the altar of the oldest and most venerated +image of Kali, the Goddess of Destruction, in the Holy City; and the +foreigner had been warned not to place his profane foot within the +precincts of the city upon this night of the full moon. + +The native laughed as he sprang to his feet, standing bare and +exceeding beautiful beside the indescribable graven images; and he +laughed as he searched in the folds of his turban, and having found the +pellets bent down and pressed them between Leonie's teeth, then jerked +her to her feet, steadying her with his eyes. + +He flung her back against the kiosk wall, and encircling her with his +arms drove them fiercely down and against her as he met his splendid +teeth in the whiteness of her shoulder--in love; and taking her hand +sped with her to the inner places of the city, shouting as he ran in +the frenzy of his religion. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + + "Neither let her take thee with her eyelids."--_The Bible_. + "And making a tinkling with their feet."--_The Bible_. + + +The bazaars were moving in one solid mass in the direction of, but not +to, the Cow Temple. + +For hours the endless streams had moved inch by inch through the narrow +streets lined with shops and gaily painted houses, towards the heart of +India's Holy City. + +Young women and old, young men and old, children, fakirs and holy men +pressed patiently forward, impelled and called by some mystic summons +they could not explain. + +There was no pushing nor striving, neither was there laughter nor any +kind of merry-making, although a flower garland hung around every neck, +although the multi-coloured raiment was of the best and cleanest and +brightest, and the different marks of the different religious sects +shone as though fresh painted between the eyes and upon the face and +body. + +The holy cows walked slowly with the people, hung with garlands and +painted on the face and sides; holding up the traffic as, unafraid, +they snuffled their velvety muzzles in the unguarded baskets of grain, +and pushed their way unconcernedly and by holy right across the human +stream into the Cow Temple as they passed the ever-open door. + +There was certainly no pushing nor striving to get one before the +other, but underneath the calm pulsated a certain restrained +excitement, to be read in the light of the thousands of eyes, and the +extraordinary spasmodic, almost uncontrolled, movements of the delicate +dusky hands. + +Mothers would suddenly jerk their children up into their arms and press +their little faces against one of the thousands of tiny shrines, where +the gods sit all day and all night behind the bars through which are +thrust offerings of flowers, of food, of jewels. + +Men would suddenly strip themselves of all except the loin-cloth and, +casting their clothing at the feet of some holy man, proceed calmly +upon their way. One out of a number of beautiful, fragile girls, with +cast-down painted eyes and half-veiled face, for no apparent reason +would sidle up against some man; rest for one moment against him, and +continue with him upon the road, his arm about her, crushing her body +to his; and the drums throbbed, and the horns screamed in and around +the temple of their goddess. + +Yet one did strive, and, heedless of rebuke, did push her way +ruthlessly through the throngs, slipping on the greasy pavement covered +with refuse and cow-dung; sliding, ducking, squirming her way in and +out, breathless and dishevelled, with a simple brown _sari_ slipping +from about her sleek head and pock-marked face. + +Her monkey eyes flashed this way and that in search of something or +someone she could not find; her withered hands beat her withered +breast; the sweat streamed down her face until at last the crowd gave +way, and looking upon her as one mentally afflicted, helped her +stumbling passage up to and through the temple gateway. + +Priests stood at the entrance to the outer court of the temple. They +did not stand there, as do the ushers in the West, in order to keep the +riff-raff, those humble, poverty-stricken children of God, from +occupying the plush-covered seats in His House; but knowing the +intimate connection between religion and the senses, and the limited +space of the court of sacrifice and the temple itself, they stood there +in order to keep a finger upon the pulse of that mass of humanity's +passions. + +The full moon flung her silver on to the stained worn flags of the +roofless court; hundreds, thousands even of tiny wicks in tiny +earthenware saucers flickered in the niches and on the outer edge of +the walls; hundreds of torches flung a smoky veil around the restless +figures passing in and out of the narrow entrance, and over dark heaps +which lay at the foot of the walls and in the corners. + +Black heaps which, lay upon dark carpets, heaps big and small which +seemed to move, around which hung an overpowering, sickening stench of +blood. + +Heaps revealed when touched by the fluttering drapery of some +worshipper to be the decapitated bodies of goats and bullocks lying in +their blood, and from which would rise the millions of ever-moving +flies which had given them a semblance of life in the torch-light. + +Millions of flies, bloated offences, which settle for a second heavily +on your face or arm and fly slowly back to their feasting. + +It had been a day of stupendous sacrifice, and the place ran blood. + +From the inner temple came the sweet never-stopping clang of a silver +bell, as in one continuous stream the worshippers climbed slowly up the +flight of steps, passed in, struck one note by swinging the tongue of +the bell to announce their arrival to their goddess, and passed out; +while babies of both sexes, naked save for a silver bead upon their +rotund little bellies in the male, or a profusion of tiny bracelets and +a nose-ring in the female, heaped the flower offerings in masses at +Kali's feet. + +Kali! Ah! formidable, terrible image graven in stone! + +Pictures, highly coloured and blatant reproductions which will shock +your artistic sense, can be bought for a few annas at the native shops +which swarm outside the temple walls; but it is probable, nay, it is +certain that not a single one of the Europeans who may read this book +will ever see the original goddess in all her terror, and all that +inexplicable power with which she holds the Hindu multitudes in the +palms of her black hands. + +Black, and crowned and heaped with jewels, she looks down at, or +through, or over you with her slanting fish-shaped eyes. Her small +ears, her flat nose, her arms, her pendant breasts are smothered in +priceless gems; a huge red tongue protruding through the stretched +mouth hangs far down upon the chest, ready to lick up the flames of +sacrificial fires; a magnificent tiara binds the black hair which +streams in masses behind her small distorted body; rows of pearls, +flower garlands, and a string of skulls hang about her short neck; one +hand holds a knife, the other a bleeding head, two are raised in +blessing, while behind her shines a sun of flaming tongues of fire, and +over all is spread an umbrella. + +Yet it is not the horror of the repulsive physique hewn in stone which +holds you breathless before her; you know it is stone you are looking +at, just as you know that the Sphinx is stone; but as with the Sphinx +you feel the life of centuries throbbing through the carved monster; +you feel that its breath, which is about you, is the wind which has +swept across the desert places and teeming cities of the East; you feel +that the eyes which are upon you have seen all things; in fact you are +almost mesmerised by the force of ages into falling upon your knees in +worship, before you suddenly wrench yourself violently round to face +the sun outside the open door; and even as you do it involuntarily put +your hands to your neck, upon the nape of which, by the suggestion of +unconfessed fear, you have felt the stealthy, longing, jewelled fingers. + +On this night the slanting fish eyes of the goddess seemed to look +through the doorway, and to linger upon the exquisite figure of a child +dancing upon the extreme edge of the terrace between the two flights of +steps. + +Dancing!--hardly that, as she stood, her body swaying slightly in the +whirl of her mixed emotions, and totally unconscious of four young men +who, arms entwined, stood below, watching the beauty of her body and +her movements with half-shut eyes. + +Her ankle-length, full muslin skirt swung this way and that, as she +moved slightly from her bare, over-slender waist, which accentuated the +wonder of the young bosom out of all proportion in any but an eastern +maid of ten years. + +Jewels flashed in her delicate nose and ears, and on her slender +fingers and parted toes, for was she not on the eve of her marriage, +this little maid? Who, finding herself upon this unwonted night, alone +for the first time in her life, had broken purdah, with her senses +strung by days and nights of never-ceasing preparation for her +marriage; during which she had been massaged by skilful, cunning hands; +bathed and perfumed, forced to dance, forced to over-feed; until roused +to a pitch of terrible excitement by drugs and curiosity, and the +religious ecstasy of all around her, she had crept out alone, and into +the temple with the teeming multitude to dance for the glory of her +goddess. + +Her little feet made patterns in the dust as she turned slightly, this +child of ten, until her snake-like arms seemed stretched in invitation +to the four pairs of burning eyes fixed upon the virgin beauty of the +little body. + +Who noticed in all that crowd when four pairs of hands shot up and +seized her about the knees, lifting her gently down, or who, in the +tumult, heard the cry smothered in the muffling cloth of a white coat +in a distant shadowed corner. + +And one dead body more or less in the morning, what does it signify or +matter in a place which reeks of blood? + +And just as this happened, and just as a dishevelled pock-marked woman +stole swiftly up the temple steps, every face turned in one direction, +and wave after wave of indescribable excitement swept the multitude. + +And yet there was nothing, no sound, no sight to account for it; only +the high priest, tall and terrible, with the face of a Roman emperor or +a Jesuit, came from behind the altar and stood at the open door, +looking first at the throngs and then at a mass of black cloud which, +as is sometimes the way in India, had suddenly spread itself towards +the east, and was slowly climbing the heavens. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + + "The gods approve + The depth, and not the tumult of the soul."--_Wordsworth_. + + +"What a frightful row the natives are making in the city," was the +fractious comment of one heat-distracted tourist to another through the +mosquito netting which divided the two beds. + +"Disgraceful!" peevishly assented the other as she turned restlessly +upon the thin, hot mattress, and heaved the one thin sheet to the foot +of the hot bed. + +A sharper note had topped the heavy murmur which, like the rumble of a +distant sea, had beaten the air without ceasing throughout the night. + +A film operator would have said that a crowd had woken up; a London +policeman, that a crowd was turning nasty, as the sharp note went +crescendo right along, until it took the definite tone of thousands of +human voices upraised in unrest of some kind. + +This way and that surged the multitude, bowing unconsciously before the +gusts of passion which swept from every quarter. + +The fret of the thousands of feet upon the paving sounded a silky +accompaniment to the strange throaty murmur of fast rising religious +hysteria; sharp, uncontrollable cries stood out like steel pencilling +against the velvet monotony of the throbbing drums; the never ceasing +tinkle of rings, and clanking of bracelets and holy chains against the +blare of the horns sounded as out of place as a child singing in a +thunder storm. + +The high priest, with the face of Rome, with a beckoning gesture, drew +towards him other priests. Some also with the face of Rome, and some +with the face of the field labourer; some, gaunt and stern; some, jolly +and rotund; well, just like any gathering of clergy, of any creed, you +can see any day, in any country of Europe. + +The chiming of the silver bell had stopped when the worshippers, upon +the peremptory command of the priests, fled pell-mell out of the temple +and down the steps to join the frenzied crowd; while from the direction +of the Praying Ghats there arose a roar of voices as two slim figures +sped swiftly up the narrow lane, which seemed to open of its own accord +before them. + +The woman, clad from the waist downwards in one linen piece, came +running swiftly, lightly, undisturbed, almost hidden in the masses of +her hair blown before her by the rising wind. + +Her naked body gleamed in the mixed lights; one hand, thrust out +through the hair, held a dagger with diamond hilt; the other was +clasped in the hand of the man who ran evenly and steadily beside her. + +There was not apparently an inch of space to spare in all those narrow +streets; but by the madness of religion which drove the packed humanity +back against the walls, a way was made for her who appeared to the +multitude as the long-promised earthly incarnation of the Goddess of +Death. + +When she had passed, those who were against the wall remained there, +standing crushed to death, supported by the indifferent neighbours who +had helped to drive in their ribs; and those who had slipped to their +knees in religious fervour, or by reason of the state of the street, +also remained prone upon the ground, the mass of people treading +indifferently upon their broken backs and necks, while the threatening +heavens were rent with screams of physical agony and cries of sensuous +delight. + +Straight up the steps ran Leonie, and into the interior of the temple, +just as a priest, a lad, with his face twitching spasmodically, and +calling upon his god, fell dead at her feet, smitten by the force of +his religion. + +Leonie, throwing up her arms, laughed as she put her cut and bleeding +foot upon the boy's neck--laughed until the place pealed and echoed +with the unseemly clamour, causing the crowds outside, held only in +check by the mental force of the handful of priests, to strain against +the invisible hypnotic barrier, and cry to high heaven for a sacrifice. + +Then Leonie turned about and ran out on to the terrace, standing a +ghastly, beautiful figure before the multitude; and only a pair of +monkey eyes, in a pock-marked face, hidden by the deep shadows of a +corner inside the temple, saw the high priest with _roomal_ in hand, +creep stealthily up behind the girl. + +No one in the tumult heard the growling of the elements; no one noticed +the clouds bent on enveloping the moon; no one but the pock-marked +woman understood what was towards for the appeasing of the outraged god. + +"Blood!" screamed the tight packed ranks; "a sacrifice of blood! Kali +is hungry! Kali is thirsty! Give unto the Black Mother that which she +demands!" + +Leonie flung up both arms and laughed, even as the high priest drew +back one step, scowling at the averted sacrifice. + +"A sacrifice!" went up the cry from thousands of throats; "a sacrifice! +a sacrifice!" + +Again Leonie flung out both arms, and, just as the _roomal_ was +slipping over the small head, with the scream of a tigress whose cub is +in danger, the ayah leapt straight at her beloved child, wrenching the +knotted handkerchief from the priest's hand. + +A horrible cry of disappointed blood lust shook the very earth; drums +beat, horns screamed, daggers flashed in the dense mass, and fingers +met round many a throat. + +They were mad indeed the people, but none so mad as Leonie as she stood +with feet apart glaring down at the ayah's sleek head, which she held +by the hair, in one hand. + +So mad was she that the priests drew back as from one divine; all but +the high-caste youth who stood unnoticed amongst them and who advanced +one step as Leonie raised her face to the moon. + +"She of the full moon," she chanted, "was the first worshipped one with +depths of days, of nights. They who, O worshipful one, gratify thee +with offerings, those well doers are entered into thy firmament!" + +To which the waiting multitude thundered a response. + +"A sacrifice! A sacrifice! A sacrifice!" + +Over and over again went up the cry as men and women and children fell +foaming to the ground, "and conches and kettledrums, tabors and drums, +and cow-horns blared." + +Then came a silence, deep, sinister, and foreboding; only for one +second before it was broken by a gasp, the catching of the breath in +ecstasy of thousands of mankind. + +And followed screams of pure delight as Leonie flung back her hand, in +which gleamed the diamond hilted dagger, just as a terrific peal of +thunder crashed upon the searing flash of lightning, which flamed from +the dense clouds as they swept over and blotted out the moon. + + + + +CHAPTER XL + + "Could I come near your beauty with my nails, + I'd set my ten commandments in your face!"--_Shakespeare_. + + +Leonie was sitting on the edge of her bed waiting for the _gharri_ to +take her to the station; she had lunched and breakfasted in her +bedroom, in fact she had lived there since her interview with the +manager, which had been indescribably unpleasant for him, in that it +had been so distressing to the gentle girl as she had sat and nodded +her head and looked at him out of agonised, forgiving eyes. + +The hotel _en masse_, at least the feminine portion of it, had had a +prior interview with the manager which had been _superlatively_ +unpleasant for him. + +Coerced by a force which was closely allied to the brute; almost +shouted down when he essayed to argue in favour of the hounded girl; +threatened by the immediate transfer of the entire visiting list to the +books of a rival hotel, he had ultimately owned to defeat; and Leonie +sat on the edge of her bed, staring vacantly into the denuded +dressing-room, while the native staff, yea! even unto him who had done +her no service, buzzed round in the vicinity of her door. + +Strange things had happened, things undefined, and therefore not +capable of bearing the light of honest dissection or discussion. + +What _had_ happened during the night of rioting--so-called--in the +city? What had been the meaning of those white-robed figures which had +fluttered near her door? And oh! why had her faithful ayah been found +on the edge of the river the morning after, stabbed through the heart? + +As if anyone in India with any sense at all _would_ make inquiries +about the last event. + +All that and a lot more! and quite enough to slam the gates of heaven +or the hotel upon any lovely woman on her own! + +Yes! but--did all _that_ really do the actual slamming? + +Not a bit of it! + +It was the most convenient excuse the womenfolk could find to hang upon +the peg of jealousy which had been knocked into the wall of feminine +conceit and bad intent, by the hammer of Leonie's beauty, and +irritating indifference to both men and women, especially the former. + +Let any woman lure to her side some other woman's own particular bit of +masculine property; poach successfully upon her understocked male +preserves; and figuratively, maybe verbally, most assuredly positively +if she live east of Blackfriars, the claws of jealousy will be +sharpened upon her; _but_--ignore the bit of masculine property, pass +it by on the other side, consider it as belonging to somebody else, +leave the preserves severely alone, and vials of execration, anathema, +and denunciation, which are all synonyms for the same thing, will be +poured upon her because of her lack of the appreciative faculty. + +Fact! + +Very few women can see the difference between joyfully hoarding genuine +antique pewter, and wearing a second-hand neglige. + +So Leonie was fleeing home via Calcutta, and she sat without movement, +hating herself and the world, even the man who, having taken her at her +word, had left her alone to stumble as best she could along the +crooked, lonely road which would end, as far as she could see, in a +padded cell. + +"How could you?" she suddenly cried aloud, and the natives made +surreptitious signs, and withdrew to a certain distance out of respect +to the disorder of her mind. "How _could_ you leave me! Didn't you +_know_ that it is because I love you so that I would rather _die_ than +let you share my curse? But couldn't you have done _something_, tried +to follow that clue, gone somewhere, oh! done _anything_ just to show +that----!" + +The rumble of wheels cut her agitation short, and drew the native +element closer to the door, in order that it should be quite near the +mem-sahib when she appeared--with her purse in her left hand. + +And while she sat on her bed, and later on in the train, striving to +break the mental thongs which bound her to some intangible stake, Jan +Cuxson was sitting in the secret places of the jungle temple, striving +to break the bonds of raw hide by which he had found himself fastened +to a ring in the wall. + +As he struggled he speculated savagely upon that insensate sense of +security, common to most Britishers, which had caused him to try and +find the Hindu temple under the guidance of an unknown native. + +He mentally reviewed his journey from the boat to the temple, fighting +through the tiger-grass, breaking through the delicate impeding +branches of the sundri trees, crushing the sundri breathers under his +heavy boots as he tramped behind the guide, having failed to notice, +owing to the resemblance that exists between one ordinary native and +the next, that the guide and coolie of the jungle were not the guide +and coolie of the paddle boat. + +He remembered that once he had stopped dead and laid a detaining hand +on the guide's shoulder, as through the darkening forest had come a +cry, eerie as it wailed through the shadows, to be taken up ahead of +them, and echoed and re-echoed until it became faint in the distance +and died away altogether. + +"What's that?" + +The native had not hesitated. + +"The cry, O Sahib, Protector of the poor, of the jungle owl as it seeks +its food!" + +Cuxson, unobservant for once, and anxious to get to the end of the +trail again failed to notice that it was still far too light for any +member of the owl family to be abroad. + +Also, when he sat down on a fallen tree trunk to readjust his boot +strap, he had mistaken for the booming of a huge jungle insect +something which whizzed through the space where his head had been a +second before. + +It is true he had questioned the guide as to the route they were +taking, pointing out that it was not the one traversed in the _shikar_. + +To which the guide had replied that doubtless the _shikari_ had taken +the sahibs many miles out of their way to ensure a big toll to the +sahibs' guns, and those of the mem-sahibs. + +Jan Cuxson had accepted every explanation. + +Extraordinary is this complacent sense of security of the British male +when he butts into the paths and customs of countries of which he knows +literally _nothing_; and he had arrived at the temple all in good time. + +Silence, intense and rather overwhelming, had hung about the forbidding +place which allied to the abomination of desolation had disconcerted +him, and made him turn to the guide for further reference. + +He had frowned, and involuntarily recoiled towards the wall when he +found that his guide had disappeared, and that he stood alone in the +heart of the jungle. + +But strangely enough, even as he stood staring at a white wall in front +of him, a sudden apathy had fallen upon him, also a strong +disinclination to move hand or foot; in fact, he remembered laughing +stupidly, and pulling out his cigarette case with the intention of +soothing a distinct sense of irritation aroused by something which +hammered incessantly upon his inner consciousness, warning him to be on +the look out. + +He remembered also looking once or twice in the direction of the temple +door with the feeling that someone was on the point of coming out +towards him, and then he had slipped contentedly to the ground, yawned, +and gone to sleep. + +All the sounds of a jungle dawn had greeted him on his awaking: a +monkey had swung itself up to the top of the ruined wall where it had +sat grimacing at him; an adjutant bird had clapped at his boot with its +huge bill as it stalked past him towards the door; and he had found +himself bound by waist and wrists to a stout ring in a wall which still +held traces of brilliant colouring. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI + + "And unto wizards that peep and that mutter."--_The Bible_. + + +Like some infuriated bull he had fought and tugged at his chains and +shouted for deliverance, until clouds of birds flew skywards in fright, +and blood had spurted from his finger-tips and stained the shirt about +his middle. + +Thongs of hide sound inadequate against the strength of a man, but +steel chains are weak compared with them for resistance, and to strive +against them simply results in pure agony if they have been thoroughly +soaked by the Indian dew which almost amounts to rain, and dried by the +Indian sun which almost amounts to a furnace. + +Of course, in a properly constructed novel he would have been left in a +position which would have enabled him to gnaw the hide with his strong +white teeth, or rub it until it wore through against some sharp stone. + +But this he could not do because his wrists were bound behind, leaving +the space of a foot or two between his waist and the wall; and when he +leant back he had the tragic outline of a modern Prometheus bound; when +he strained forward, that of one of Muller's pupils undergoing +treatment for the development of the chest. + +Neither could he, contort himself as he might, have brought his teeth +within gnawing distance of deliverance; moreover, ruins exposed for +centuries to the soft manipulation of a jungle climate, show no sharp +stones; they are rounded and polished by the passage of time, soft +feet, and that which crawls upon its belly. + +At length, however, peace quite strangely fell upon him, and though he +could not move, the agony of his hands and lacerated waist vanished +entirely; such perfect peace that he leant back against the wall and +idly tried to count the myriad tiny dainty hoof marks in the dust +between the doorway facing him, and the ruined archway on his left. + +He did not think it strange when turning his head he discovered an +ancient priest seated against the wall with his mahogany coloured old +body outlined against the dull blues and reds of the painted stones; +and his eyes, bright with religious fervour, fixed through the +crumbling arch, beyond the delicate sun-dried leaves, the blazing sun, +and the steel blue heavens, upon Eternity. + +The fine old man had no intention of torturing the white man, he had +merely bound him to the ring until his goddess should inspire him, her +servant, with her wishes concerning this stranger who was intimately +connected with the white woman in the care of his beloved disciple, +even Madhu Krishnaghar. + +Neither did he intend to starve the white man nor bring him to the +point of madness from thirst; but accustomed to hours and days of +self-subjection in which he neither ate, drank nor felt the need of +material sustenance, he failed to take into account the inner cravings +of a man when he had been tied for two nights to a ring in the wall. + +And he sprang to his feet and crossed the floor when Cuxson, after an +interval of forty-eight hours during which he had neither eaten nor +drunk, tortured by cramp from his waist to his feet caused by the +strangling hold of the hide thong, with his heart pounding the blood +against his brain until it shook, and his arms feeling like burning +staves ending in blocks of ice, suddenly scrambled somehow to his +knees, shouted, and fell forward with the soles of his feet against the +wall, and the whole weight of his heavy body hanging upon the wrists. + +It was but the work of an instant and a flashing knife and he lay face +down upon the floor at the feet of the priest who passed swiftly +through the doorway out into the jungle, and returning as swiftly, +bound great green shining leaves about the wounds, and squatting on his +heels gently massaged the black and swollen arms. + +A holy man! a Hindu priest touching the contaminating flesh of an +infidel! Impossible! + +There are many methods of purification from contamination, but the main +point in the priest's mental process of self-extenuation _was_ that an +infidel awaiting the verdict of the Great Mother should not be allowed +to _die_. + +Therefore more green and glistening leaves were placed upon the floor, +and food, and water in coarse earthenware, set upon them, until Cuxson +had revived sufficiently to eat, and enter into conversation with the +priest, who, seeing no reason to withhold the information sought, and +secure in the knowledge that the spreading jungle tied the sahib to the +temple even more securely than the thongs of hide, gradually unfolded +to him the dark history of the girl he loved. + +"Eighteen years," began the tranquil voice of the old man, "as the +sahibs count the passing of the moons, have gone since a high caste +woman knelt at full moon in this temple at the foot of the altar of +Kali, the Goddess of Destruction. + +"Kali the Black One; daughter of the Himalayas, wife of Siva! Durga +the inaccessible, Uma so sweet! + +"Chandika the fierce, Parvati who steppeth lightly upon the mountains. + +"Bhairavi the terrible, Kali of death, Kali! Kali!" + +The old priest, who had leapt to his feet under the exaltation of his +worship, sank down again upon the floor, and continued his tale in the +Indian tongue. + +"The high caste woman, chief wife of a great prince of Northern India, +held in her arms her first, her only son, a weakling, a sickly babe +nigh unto death. Thrice had she been shamed by the birth of a woman +child, and now her crown, her glory, her great gift unto her lord was +like to die. + +"Followed only by her body servant she had sped from her palace in the +shadows of the Everlasting Hills, even unto the southernmost limits of +Bengal, a pilgrim to this holy, secret temple where I pass my last days +in sacrifice and worship; I, even I, foremost _guru_, once teacher of +the Thugs, those beloved servants of Kali--before the law of the white +man forbade their sacrifices unto the goddess." + +Jan Cuxson, knowing of the sacrifices both human and animal offered in +bygone days to the terrible goddess, shivered as the horror of the +place seemed to close in upon him. + +"The high caste woman demanding from the Goddess of Death the boon of +life for her son, cast her jewels upon the altar and made promise of +cattle and grain and her three daughters as handmaidens in the secret +places of the temple. And I, aforetime great among the Thugs, lamented +that I had but a coal black kid to offer as a sacrifice, for behold, +Kali demands _life for life_, and _will not be denied_. + +"Flowers flung by the woman, O white man, strewed the stone floor upon +which I have worn a path during the passing of the years; hundreds of +small lights flickered in every corner, causing the shadows to dance +about these weary feet and the eyes of the great gods to shine from the +corners of the roof; and without I heard against the wall the rubbing +of the great tiger as it waited for the blood sacrifice which it +nightly devoured before the dawn, the striped cat upon which Kali rides +forth at night on her journeyings through the jungle. + +"Even as I plunged the sacrificial knife into the neck of the unworthy +sacrifice, I heard footsteps as of one running swiftly; and behold, +there came a low caste, pock-marked woman up the middle of the temple, +who flung herself at the feet of Kali, laying a sleeping babe upon the +altar steps." + +"Ah!" barely whispered Jan Cuxson with his eyes fixed upon the +fanatical old face. + +"And behold, the low caste woman was ayah in the services of one, even +a great colonel-sahib, who, being raised above his fellows, was +hastening back across the Black Water to his own land, taking with him +his one wife, and the one child of their union. + +"Loving the white girl child with the great strange love of the servant +of India for the offspring of the _feringhee_, the ayah had secretly +brought the babe in the absence of the mem-sahib upon visits of +farewell, that I might dedicate her to the goddess, binding her in +spirit for ever to the land of her birth." + +The white man sat in silence when the old man sprang to his feet, +standing relentless and formidable in the light of the one lamp. + +"See'st thou? See'st thou, sahib, my sin? The sacrifice was within my +hands, and yet I spared the child because of the woman's beseechings. +I hesitated, yea! I even asked a sign. Aye! and the sign was good, +twice pleasing to the Goddess of Death, for behold the owl hooted not, +neither was the voice of the jackal uplifted as the doe, coming from +the _right_, looked through the open door. + +"With the high caste woman I made covenant, that her male child in +return for his life should be a servant of the Black One, obeying in +all things the mandates of her priests. + +"And I held those sleeping babes upon my arm, and within the lips of +the girl child I placed the _goor_, the sacred sugar, and around her +neck the _roomal_, the noose of sacrifice. And I cut the sign of Kali +between the breasts of the man child and between the breasts of the +woman child, and marked him between the brows with her blood, and +marked her upon the forehead with his blood, so that his mind should be +her mind. And her will I bent to _my_ will, that her eyes should open +in sleep at the light of the full moon, and that she should go forth +upon the mission of the Black One, making sacrifice to the spouse of +Siva. + +"And yet, though she be bound to the secret temple and to Kali, and to +the son of princes until death shall release her, the Great Mother is +not pleased, nay, her wrath is terrible at the averted sacrifice, and +India, my land, has suffered through my fault." + +The priest stood motionless, staring down unseeingly upon the man at +his feet who spoke softly. + +"And what became of the white child?" + +"The white child, the infant _feringhee_? She lay asleep in my arms +with eyes wide open, and the high caste woman, picking up a jewel, even +one of the colour and shape of cat's eye, smeared it with the blood of +the kid, placed it above the heart of Kali, and then hung it by a +slender golden chain about the neck of the woman child. And the women, +content, departed, bearing with them the united babes, but since that +ill-begotten night my land has travailed in agony, stricken with plague +and pestilence and famine!" + +"And?" Cuxson scarcely breathed the word. + +The light of the moon slipped over the ruined wall, drawing a nimbus +round the old white head as the tall thin figure in the snow-white +garments swayed slightly. + +"I waited for the command of Kali, and after many years I sent my +beloved disciple, the son of princes, across the Black Water to bring +the white woman by the force of his will back to the land of her birth +and up to the altar steps. And now I wait--I wait--for a little, +little while." + +The old voice rose to a thin shout of triumph which lapsed into silence +as, totally oblivious of his prisoner, he sank to the ground, lost, +quite suddenly, in that wonderful abstraction of the East in which the +native can find escape from the trials of life at odd moments, and in +unaccountably odd places. + +During the long silence that followed, Jan Cuxson sat patiently puffing +at his pipe and trying to piece the strange tale together, until at an +advanced hour of the night he once more felt the hawk-like eyes fixed +upon his face. + +Eagerly he picked up the thread of the story as though there had been +no lapse. + +"You mesmerised her, you say, eighteen years ago, and you pretend you +can still bend her to your will?" + +"Nay, Sahib! Through me Kali the Terrible imprinted her will upon the +babe's tender mind those many moons ago!" + +Cuxson shook his head. + +"You can't make me believe _that_--it's rubbish--like the mango tree +and rope trick--it's impossible, simply _impossible_ to make +strong-minded, level-headed people do things against their will." + +In such wise does the westerner account to his own satisfaction for the +mysterious workings of the East. + +The old man said no word, but looked steadily between the young man's +eyes. + +"If the sahib will look to his right hand!" + +Cuxson turned his head and started. + +Eyes glaring, tail thrashing the ground, and ears flattened to the +great head, a tiger half crouched. + +"The devil!" he ejaculated, as the mouth of the great animal twisted +spasmodically. "Here's a fix." + +"The sahib will place his hand upon the tiger's head." + +"Not much!" + +"The sahib is afraid!" + +The quiet scorn of the words struck Cuxson like a whip, and he +stretched out his hand impulsively towards the smooth head with +flattened ears and glaring eyes. + +There was not a sound, though the tail swished the ground, and the huge +mouth opened slowly, showing the splendid ivories. + +"The sahib, if he is not afraid, will close his hand firmly upon the +throat!" + +Cuxson's hand closed gently upon the striped skin; then he exclaimed +sharply on perceiving that the only thing his hand grasped was air. + +"Why--what--how the----!" + +The old man nodded his head gently, and answered without a smile. "It +was the will of the Black One that the sahib should see the steed upon +which she roams the jungle at night!" + +But Cuxson was British, and would not be convinced. + +"I don't believe it," he said shortly. "That was a tame animal, which +strays in and out of the temple like a tame cat." + +"Will the sahib look at the dust upon the ground. Is there sign of +feet, marks of the body, or the lashing of the tail upon the dust?" + +Truly the dust, save for the deer marks, was undisturbed, but Cuxson +shook his head stoutly, and refused to believe the evidence of his own +eyes. + +"The sahib will not believe! Then will I make her, the white woman, +see thee, the man she desires as husband, a prisoner in the House of +Kali, covered in blood, and she will hasten forthwith to thee--and to +me!" + +Cuxson sprang to his feet with murder in his eyes, but stopped and +flung out his hands as though to thrust aside some obstacle. + +The priest laughed softly. + +"O babe in wisdom! Behold, thou shalt not be bound, yet shalt thou not +stir beyond yon temple wall until she come, and with her the son of +princes who yearns for her; then shall I lift my will from thee and tie +thee to the wall that thou mayst behold the double sacrifice of _love_ +and _life_ made to Kali the Terrible." + +The priest was gone, and Jan Cuxson sat down upon a fallen block of +masonry, covering his face with his wounded hands; and faintly from the +temple echoed the voice of the priest as he prayed to his god before +projecting his will across the space that divided him from the white +woman. + +Only for a little moment of despondency, and then he sat back and shook +his great shoulders with the light of battle in his eyes, and grim +determination in every line of the powerful jaw. + +How he was going to circumvent the priest and save his beloved he did +not know--he had no plan, but--he was going to pull it off. + +"The son of princes," he said, addressing a monkey which had flung a +stick at him from the top of the wall, "why I'd trust my dear, +bewitched or not, with a thousand sons of princes. I love her and she +loves me, you gibbering bit of fur, and d'you think _anything_ could +stand against _that_. Let her come! Just let her be within reach of +my arms, _then_ you'll see what you will see. Let the priest play into +my hands, and bring her here, the sooner the better, for _that_ is +exactly what _I_ want." + +And he laughed as he refilled his pipe, blessing the old priest for his +consideration in annexing naught but his rifle and revolver. + +Which is just about the simplest way of starting to get out of a tight +corner. + +Ignoring all obstacles, owning to no defeat. The splendid heritage of +the English speaking race. + +CHAPTER XLII + + "A good name is better than precious ointment."--_The Bible_. + + "And in its light the Star of Love aglow, + Shone with her beacon fire, a guide + and guardian still."--_Dante's Inferno_. + + +In the middle of the night Leonie lay face downwards upon her bed in +the great Eastern Hotel. + +All the luggage she had brought with her from England was stacked +around the small room, and even in the dressing-room; in fact, there +was that unfinished, unpacked air about the whole place which is +inseparable from anyone in India who is in the throes of going home. + +She had returned on the wings of panic from Benares, only to find that +the gossip which had been circulated about her had arrived well in +advance; and that, like crows after a dust cart, what remained of the +city's female population was busy pulling her to a thousand pieces with +claws and beaks sharpened by the million irritations of the hot weather. + +A dignified bearer had salaamed gravely, and handed her a chit upon her +arrival at the bungalow, where her friend was braving the pestilence of +the hot weather in comradeship with her husband, who, in the secret +places of his heart, wished to goodness she had gone to the hills with +the rest of 'em. + +Her luggage, the letter stated, had been shifted to the hotel, where a +room had been taken for her, and there would, it seemed, be plenty of +accommodation on the _City of Sparta_ which would be sailing in three +weeks' time for home. + +And that was all! + +It is wise in the hot weather to pull the purdah, which is the Indian +way of saying to shut the door, in the face of a young and unattached +girl with a tawny head and opalescent eyes; especially if the dust has +long been undisturbed upon the threshold of the secret places of the +male heart supposed to be entirely in your keeping. + +For days she had remained in her room, not daring to face the curious +glances, and subdued whispers, of the few visitors to be met with in +the marble desolation of the front hall; and not for worlds would she +have used the telephone for fear of the direct snub the wire would +surely have transmitted. + +Food she hardly touched; sleep she did, heavily, waking dull and +unrefreshed; and for hours she would sit and stare into the corners, or +peer over her shoulder into the stifling shadows, or study her face in +the mirror, wondering if her strange eyes were the eyes of a mad woman. + +The bearer had caused her long moments of worry. + +The morning after her arrival at the hotel, instead of the little, +dusky, nimble, monkey-eyed man of the night before, there had entered +one, tall and dignified, who had cleared a space on the table beside +her bed, deposited a bunch of flowers and the _chotar hazri_, or early +tea, and raising his hand to his turban had departed. + +Quite a usual procedure! But wakeful Leonie, who had indifferently +watched him through the mosquito curtain and from under the pillow +frill into which she had burrowed her head, frowned when something +familiar in the man or his movements had particularly attracted her +attention. + +Most natives look alike to the newcomer in India, but she frowned again +as she chewed the crust of buttered toast and racked her brain +fruitlessly for a clue. + +One by one she went over each city and place she had visited, each +railway journey she had made, each hotel she had stayed in. Then had +poured out a cup of tea and given it up. + +Having fruitlessly worried over this seemingly insignificant detail of +an Indian day's routine, she had impatiently countermanded the early +tea for the following mornings, and had indifferently left the really +lovely flowers which came up regularly on every tray, to the fantastic +arranging of the little dusky man who looked at her like a wistful +monkey, and slipped nimbly about the room in her service; and who, +likewise, rejoiced greatly over certain backsheesch which he, with the +joy the native has in all intrigue, imagined to be the outcome of love. + +I wonder if Europeans in India know with what interest their bearers or +ayahs watch, and what detailed accounts they could and do give of their +masters' or mistresses' love affairs, great and small, legitimate and +illegitimate. + +It is to be surmised that they do _not_! + +They were not the eyes of the nimble little bearer that were watching +from the bathroom on this particular night, when Leonie very quietly +raised herself in her sleep and, flinging back the netting, sat staring +silently into the corner nearest the door. + +She half knelt, half sat, with a faint look of surprise on her face, +which changed slowly to absolute amazement, then to the faintest +suspicion of love and happiness, during which transition her smile +reflected the glorious lights of the seventh heaven. + +"Oh, beloved!" she exclaimed, and laughed softly, the sound falling +eerily in the absolute stillness of the night, the shadows dancing +eerily upon the plaster walls as she threw out her arms. + +She flung them out in a beautiful abandonment of love, and the hidden +eyes glistened as they watched the fingers slowly curl and clench as a +look of horror crept gradually over the whole face, blotting out its +sweetness and light, changing it into a veritable mask of terror. + +A horrible dream! A nightmare! + +If you like! The label of casual explanation, tied by the string of +ignorance, never did much harm to any psychological package. + +Leonie was apparently asleep and evidently seeing things, so perforce +she must have been dreaming, for what else _could_ she have been doing! + +Anyway her heavy, unrefreshing sleep, induced by fatigue, mental +weariness, or a super-will, was very gradually being turned into a +thing of moving shapes. + +The shadows in the corner had lightened and darkened and lightened +again, lifting at last to show a half-ruined, roofless room and a +banyan tree outside an almost perfect archway. + +A wick in a coarse earthenware saucer flickered feebly in one corner, +two deer pattered swiftly across the flags and out of the door, and +very slowly a man jerked himself on to his knees and twisted his +death-white face towards the coming dawn. + +Jan Cuxson suffering the tortures of the damned, chained by his +rashness and his love to a ring in the wall with thongs of raw hide, +which were drawing blood from his wrists and staining his shirt about +his waist. + +This way and that he wrenched and tore, then stopped quite still +glaring into the shadows. + +This way and that again, hurling himself back, against the wall, +flinging himself forward until the agony of the thongs seemed to be +beyond all human endurance. + +Just for one ghastly instant, one second, he stopped, staring straight +into the eyes of his beloved, seeming to call insistently for help, his +face distorted until it lost all human semblance; then pitched forward, +hanging unconscious upon the thongs just as a priest, thin and gaunt, +with knife gleaming in his hand, rushed towards him; and Leonie, with a +piercing shriek, sprang straight out of bed, flung herself violently +against the wall, and woke up with her hands feebly groping over the +coloured plaster. + +And next evening the news that Lady Hickle had left the hotel without +her luggage, destination unknown, streaked like lightning through the +almost deserted Chowringhee, the Strand Road, the Maidan, and clubs and +bungalows. + +What a godsend is a bit of gossip in the hot weather, when your +neighbour's looks, wardrobe, and morals have been threshed bare; when +the mail has not arrived; and the hill news has only served to upset +your temperamental digestion; in fact there were little whirlpools of +excitement in the Saturday Club's stifling atmosphere, serving to add a +passing zest to the heat-stricken evening hours and pegs which no +amount of ice seemed to cool. + +Every man, high or low caste, white or not, who met Leonie, +figuratively cast himself at her slender feet. + +Men ran to do her service, they smiled in doing it, they mopped their +heated brows and cheered up, even at one hundred and two in the shade, +when she happened along to ask some good office with a smile on her red +mouth. + +She had paid her outrageous bill, left orders concerning her outrageous +luggage, and walked out of the hotel almost unnoticed, because of the +witchery of her most gracious manner which served to make her path +easy--where men were concerned of course; and without let or hindrance +she had cashed an outrageous cheque at her bank which left a few rupees +to her credit, and had walked through the building to give orders as to +her mail, and ask advice of the fair-haired, courteous young Englishman +who rose from his table as she turned away with the sweetest words of +thanks for the trouble he had taken in finding out for her how to get +quickly to the Sunderbunds. + +"I wonder why she's going there, of all places, in this infernal heat, +and in such a desperate hurry, and I wonder if she's going alone!" he +said half aloud as he drew beetles on his blotting-paper, and frowned +as somebody, breathless from heat, sank heavily into the chair on the +other side and slapped some documents on to the table. + +Leonie was acting quite subconsciously in all she did on that blazing +morning. + +Which does not mean that she was still walking in her sleep with her +eyes wide open, or that she was not aware of her own movements. + +Not at all. She was wide awake with a fixed determination to get to +the temple in the Sunderbunds as quickly as she could. + +Why?--well, who knows? + +As far as the dream was concerned her mind had been a perfect blank +when she had awakened the previous night groping over the plastered +walls; but branded across it, in letters of blood, had been the one +word Sunderbunds, standing out clearly against the fog which surrounded +something terrible she could not understand. No, she did not +understand, but she knew that everywhere she looked she saw the +lettering; and that every sound she heard, the soft slur of the lift, +the throb of the motor engine, the call of the indefatigable kite, +cried the one word aloud; and that in some inexplicable way the +resistless summons was connected with the man she loved. + +What was she to know of the working of an eastern mind in the secret +places of a Hindu temple? + +Neither did it strike her as strange that a taxi, with its flag up for +hire, should be standing opposite the bank door, blocking the way for +arriving vehicles; or that, having persistently refused many irate +would-be hirers, and patiently listened to the asperity of their +remarks, the driver should have opened the door and held it back as she +walked straight across the pavement, got in, and, without hesitating +gave the address of the Whiteway Laidlaw Company. + +It might have seemed odd to a stranger; still more odd would it have +appeared to any chance passer-by if they had overheard the following +short conversation as Leonie got out at the shop. + +"Can you drive me afterwards to Kulna?" she asked in her best but +inefficient Hindustani. + +"Even so, mem-sahib," promptly replied the lithe, good-looking son of +the East as he salaamed. "If the mem-sahib will pardon her servant he +would advise driving to Jessore and resting the night there at the dak +bungalow, that is if the mem-sahib is not in too great haste!" + +Leonie frowned, only understanding half of what was said. + +"Don't you speak English?" + +"No, mem-sahib; but my brother, who lives near the New Market but a +minute's drive from here, speaks the mem-sahib's language. Also, he is +a good bearer, having travelled widely. If the mem-sahib permits, I +will call him to accompany her on her journey to Jessore." + +"Very well!" said Leonie, beckoning to a boy, who sprang towards her +with a huge basket which, for a few annas, he would carry round the +entire building after her, and into which she would throw her purchases +of all sizes and shapes. + +He emerged some time later jubilantly staggering with basket and hands +full. + +What a priceless mem-sahib who had not once complained about the price! + +The brother had materialised! Oh, those brothers and fathers, and +mothers and sisters, and all those relations who are always so +strangely near at hand in India! + +"If I may offer a suggestion," said the soft voice in the delightfully +choice English of the educated native of India who has sojourned in +England, "it would be that we drive only to Jessore, stopping at +Bongong dak bungalow for tiffin. If the mem-sahib is sight-seeing, I +will arrange everything in the most convenient and pleasant manner for +her. From here to Kulna in one day would be a long and wearisome +journey in this great heat." + +Leonie half turned with the slightest frown as she passed her hand over +her eyes. + +Once again had come that suggestion of something familiar--a suggestion +too fleeting to be caught. + +"You can do exactly as you think best as long as I start for the +Sunderbunds to-morrow morning." + +"The public boat does not start for three days, mem-sahib." + +"I can hire a private launch, can I not? Money is no object, only +speed." + +"Easily, mem-sahib. Consider it arranged!" + +Leonie lifted her head for half a second, showing her face deathly +white, the crimson line of her beautiful mouth and the shadow-encircled +eyes emphasised by the dark green silk lining of her topee. + +She glanced quickly at the dignified figure beside her on the pavement +and looked away. + +You do not, as a rule, recognise people you have met in your sleep; +neither had her memory been impressed with the passing glimpses she had +caught of the handsome face in the British Museum and during the +_chotar shikar_. + +No, in spite of the tugging of her memory, there was nothing to link +this person in the spotless white turban and full-skirted coat of the +bearer to her fastidious self. + +Neither did that strange anonymous gift of glorious pearls which was +round her neck even then, or an unaccounted for mark upon her shoulder, +help her in any way. + +She leaned back listlessly as her newly acquired bearer arranged the +newly bought suit-case and the various packages. + +It was an absurd way of starting out on a jungle trip, picking up a car +any old how out of the streets, and a bearer from the labyrinths of the +bazaar without even glancing at his chits, which, even it she had, +would probably have been forgeries. + +She had certainly had the sense to put on her knee-high boots and +knee-length skirt, a low collared shirt waist and sports coat, also a +topee; but, wishing to leave no clue as to her future movements at the +hotel, she had slung everything else pell-mell into her trunks, locked +and left them to be fetched and stored at her bank. + +It had obviated the calling of a car and the giving of an address to +the hall porter, but it had forced her to buy everything she might be +likely to require for a day or two's sojourn in the waste places of an +Indian jungle. + +She had thought of everything with one exception, and that, of course, +the one item which should have been the most important on the list. + +Of weapons of defence she had none. + +But then, what was she to know of the workings of the mind of the man +sitting with his back to her as the car turned and sped swiftly down +the streets, which seem to stretch endlessly, until you strike the +heavenly tree-lined road which leads you through Dum Dum and other +well-known places to the river edge. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII + + "Thence shall I pass, approved + A man, for ay removed + From the developed brute; a god, + Though in the germ."--_Browning_. + + +Blazing hot simply did not describe the degree of heat which pressed +down upon and around Leonie as she sat totally unconscious of it on the +verandah of the Bongong dak bungalow. + + +For the benefit of those who have not experienced the assorted joys of +travelling in India, a dak--pronounced dork--bungalow is a travellers' +rest, humble or spacious, presided over or not, as the case may be, by +a simple and courteous native. They are to be found dotted about +everywhere--in jungles, on roads, and outside ruined cities; and there +you can stay for an hour or a night, sleeping in comfort, provided you +have brought your own bedding and mosquito netting; eating according to +the contents of your hamper. + +In the cooler hours vivid flashes of orange and black, or black and +red, or turquoise blue and green, or white flit across from tree to +tree; parrots chatter, crows scream, and the brain-fever bird soothes +or irritates you according to your mood, and you tap your fingers on +the table in time to the metallic anvil cry of the coppersmith bird, +until a tiger-ant or some such voracious insect claims your undivided +attention. + +In the heat of noon the only sounds to break the intense stillness are +the metallic anvil cry of the aforesaid coppersmith bird, and the +never-ceasing call of his brain-fever brother. + +Except for your own there is no movement whatever--the voracious insect +is always with you. + +Quite alone in the bungalow, with her back to the open bedroom, Leonie +sat undisturbed, with her eyes fixed unseeingly upon the tree-lined +road, and a torrent of disconnected thought swirling through her mind. + +Exactly what she was doing, and why she was doing it, she had no idea; +she only knew that do it she must, and was content to let it rest. + +Programme or plan she had none, only an intolerable desire to get to +the ruined temple in the jungle. + +For what? + +She had no notion! She had to get there quickly, that was all she knew. + +She sat on, with her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands, +without stirring; in fact you would have sworn she was asleep so still +was she in the silence broken only by the two birds. + +She could see the car a little way down the road awaiting her, with the +driver curled up sound asleep beside it at the foot of a tree; the +bearer asleep too somewhere, she surmised hazily, as the sound of the +packing of the hamper had altogether ceased. + +And then something, instinct maybe, or whatever you like to label the +incorporeal look-out in our psychological crow's nest, whispered to her +that it might be wise if she awoke to her surroundings. + +There had not been a sound, nevertheless she felt that somebody stood +quite near to her. + +She did not move her head, but her eyes flashed quickly to right and +left, and she frowned ever so slightly when she remembered that her +revolver had been left behind in Calcutta, safely tucked away at the +bottom of her dressing-case. + +As is the usual way when a revolver is owned by woman. + +Nothing stirred except the little curls on the nape of her neck, which +quivered when she shivered involuntarily. + +It happens every day in India! The land where curtains take the place +of wooden doors, and a deferential servant on noiseless, unshod feet +glides into your chamber unannounced, and stands patiently behind you +until it pleases your august self to turn and acknowledge his humble +presence. + +That's what you think, anyway. + +And it takes quite a time to become accustomed to the noiselessness of +this proceeding, and to control the start which gives you away +completely. + +Leonie could stand the uncertainty no longer, she suddenly swept round +in her chair, and remained quite still with her mouth slightly open, +and her eyes fixed upon the face of her bearer. + +He was just behind her chair, his white full-skirted coat touching the +back of it, his arms folded; but as Leonie turned he took one step back +and salaamed with both hands before his face, completely hiding the +blazing eyes for the one second sufficient for them to regain their +normal placid, indifferent look, as he gently made it known that all +was ready if the mem-sahib desired to depart or to sleep. + +Yes, his eyes _had_ blazed as they rested upon the gracious lines of +this woman he loved, but whom, before he had known her, he had vowed, +in the transports of his religion, to bring unto his god. + +Yes! and the whole body of this magnificent being, vowed to holiness by +his parents, _had_ trembled as he stood close to her sweet-scented +person; so close that it had seemed as though he stood knee deep in a +bed of clover at dawn. + +Yes! and he was alone with her, with the knowledge of his power upon +her mind; yet he would not have touched one hair of her head, nor laid +a finger upon her against her will, even though she was absolutely at +his mercy, and the inner room was misty with shadows. + +They are gentlemen of the finest type, these pure bred sons of India; +not the ravening beasts of prey towards women described so minutely, +and with such nauseating detail, in various religious and altruistic +pamphlets; little literary atrocities written mostly by men and women +who have gathered their experiences of the East from an exhibition or +two at the White City or Earl's Court, and their data from their own +scurrilous minds. + +Bad types there are in every country! But for pity's sake let these +social reformers stick to the West, and start on those who make it +unpleasant, if not unsafe, for an honest, well-groomed woman, with +pretty feet and veiled face, to walk slowly by day, or by night, +through the so-called decent streets of London town. + +Let them leave the fine, cultured men of India to their own gods and +their own customs, remembering that their ways are not our ways; for +which those of them who have tarried in our country, return thanks as, +laying an offering of thanksgiving before their god, they lift the +purdah, behind which awaits the modest, gentle little maid; perfumed +with the scents of the East instead of the aroma of whisky or brandy +pegs allied to the tobacco of Turkey or Virginia; and unbesmirched by +the close embrace of the fox-trot which caused a certain Maharajah, on +a visit to England, to remark to an Englishwoman: + +"Why! I thought----" + +Well, perhaps 'twere better that the damning commentary should be left +unwritten. + +It was late in the evening when Leonie questioned her servant. + +"Does the serang know exactly where I want to go? And how quickly can +he get there?" + +She was having dinner, and quite a good one, in the front part of the +living-room in Jessore's dak bungalow. This room can be divided into +two by means of a curtain drawn across, and you can listen, in fact you +are obliged to listen, if there is another party ensconced behind, +either to the furtive love-whispers of those who should not be there, +or the frank abuse of each other of the _bona fide_ couple suffering +from intense heat and long years of matrimony. + +Leonie spoke over her shoulder in the direction of the bedroom, where +the bearer was arranging the mosquito net, her toilet things, and her +new-bought dainty night attire. + +It you are the right type or caste everything always goes smoothly for +you in India; if you are not it most emphatically does _not_; so she +had not given a thought to the extraordinary ease with which her wishes +seemed to be carried out, in fact forestalled. + +"It is the same serang who took the mem-sahib when she went on the +_shikar_ and killed the man-eating tiger. The two coolies to carry the +mem-sahib's luggage have been hired, and the boat will be moored +to-morrow night!" + +"To-morrow _night_," said Leonie, the light from the adjoining room +throwing up her white face against the shadows of the quickly falling +night. "But it took us _two_ nights to get there last time." + +"We are going a shorter way, mem-sahib. The launch will be moored in a +big creek on the front of the island at which the mem-sahib landed last +time. A small boat will take us through the very narrow creek, which +encircles the island, to the other side near which the temple stands. +There will not be much walking for the mem-sahib, she can proceed +immediately to the temple in time to see the sunrise, or pass the night +in a _suapattah_----" + +"Oh! never _that_!" said Leonie most decidedly, thinking of her last +experience. + +"But this hut is clean, mem-sahib!" + +Leonie turned right round in her chair. + +"How do you know that the last hut was not?" + +"All huts are dirty, mem-sahib." + +There was not a sign of confusion on the calm well-bred face, and he +stood like a statue as Leonie, unconsciously striving for light in the +darkness, continued her questioning. + +"How did you know I wanted to go to the same place--to the temple, I +mean?" + +"I did not know, the mem-sahib told the chauffeur!" + +At the last word Leonie lifted her head, and her eyes rested intently +upon the handsome face in the doorway between the two rooms. + +"No! I did not!" + +"The great heat of the day doubtless caused the mem-sahib to forget the +order she gave to her servant." + +Never argue with a native of India, because educated or not he will +invariably, and with the utmost courtesy, make you feel at the end of +the argument that, if not a born, you are at least an excellent +temporary liar. + +"Did your parents have you taught your remarkable English?" + +"The mem-sahib is too kind to inquire." + +In India you do not show curiosity about your servants' private affairs +or their families, it is not expected, it is not understood; and at the +silence which followed the answer Leonie, feeling herself rebuked, rose +from the table, and walked out on to the verandah to hide the colour +which swept her face from chin to brow. + +In the middle of the night, when suddenly and unaccountably aroused +from a restless doze, she spoke sharply as her eyes rested on a white +figure prone upon the floor in the reflected light of the moon. + +"_Bearer_!" + +Her voice was indignant, and the man with one movement rose to his feet +and salaamed. + +"What _do_ you mean by sleeping in my room?" + +Dear heaven, how he loved her as she sat like an image of wrath behind +the mosquito net with the sheet pulled up to her neck. + +"There are three doors to the mem-sahib's bedroom, and as the blinds +fit badly, except for the presence of her servant, there is nothing to +prevent a pariah dog, a jackal, or a thief from entering." + +"Please leave my room and sleep somewhere else. I do not like it, and +I am quite safe." + +Leonie, feeling acutely the want of dignity in her bunched-up attitude, +did not know what to say when the man refused suavely, but point-blank, +to leave her. + +"I regret that I cannot obey, as the mem-sahib is in my care, and I am +responsible for her safety; but until the day breaks I will keep watch +at the foot of the bed where the mem-sahib's eyes cannot rest upon her +servant!" + +Oh! Leonie! Leonie! With that strange, angry, and unaccounted-for +mark still upon your shoulder, if only you knew what a fuss you were +making over nothing. + +But she said thank you quite nicely when _chotar hazri_ was placed +beside her bed in the early morning, to the refreshing sound of water +being heaved into the tin bath in the dressing-room. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV + + "If thou faintest in the day of adversity, + thy strength is small."--_The Bible_. + + +Jan Cuxson was walking round and round the ruined chamber, pausing at +the doors as he passed them to look out at the seemingly never-ending +jungle; he would have reminded any onlooker of some caged beast as he +went monotonously round and round. + +He was rather a desperate sight, too, with harassed eyes in a gaunt +face, and his open shirt exposing a somewhat emaciated chest; not that +he had been starved, far from it; but eat you ever so heartily, fill +your interior with all the fatty substances, real or artificial, in the +world, worry will push in your cheek and temple, draw canals of woe +from your nose to your mouth, and force your cheek-bone, nose, and ribs +into high relief. + +Of course he ought to have had a many days' growth of beard all over +the face; but, owing to one particular fad, he had not; and thank +goodness! for it would have been simply appalling to have had to end +the book with the hero looking like a woolly hearthrug. + +His fad which saves the situation was that when travelling either for +hours or for days his safety razor invariably travelled in his pocket; +and the old priest had smiled when he caught him in the act of +lathering his face, less successfully, it is true, than more, with a +finger tip smeared in ghee, which is clarified fat; and had come back +later with a handful of stuff which looked for all the world and felt +almost as sticky as French almond rock, a certain vegetable root, +slightly acid of smell, which lathers beautifully in hot or cold water, +and which, in some districts, the natives use as soap. + +He was simply in an agony of mind. + +He had stormed, and threatened, and pleaded in turn, and offered the +whole of his kingdom in exchange for her safety--all of which had made +about as much impression upon the priest as a few snowflakes would upon +the Himalayas. + +His one and only attempt at escape, which had taken place twenty-four +hours before, had been a dire failure. + +Roaming around the courtyard outside his chamber, which seemed +curiously near, and yet cut off from the rest of the temple, he had +heard the tinkle of silver anklets, the sound of a native woman's +high-pitched laugh, and the bleating of a goat. + +And the thought struck him that if a woman had come to seek counsel of +the priest she must have come through the jungle by some safe road +known to the native, and she would have to go back by the same road; +and if he could only find the way into the temple itself, and watch her +from the shadows, what would be easier than to follow her and reach +Leonie in time to save her from the disaster and death threatening her. + +Although the thought of the death straight to which Leonie was coming, +blindfolded by the curse upon her, made his blood run cold and turned +his heart to stone at the knowledge of his own impotence, the picture +of what might happen to her at the hands of the native crazed with +religion and love well-nigh drove him frantic. + +He was absolutely at the priest's mercy. + +A stronger will than his own allowed him to wander so far and no +farther; indeed, he had been powerless even to reach the block of +stones from behind which the priest appeared when upon visiting bent, +and around which he disappeared when he went to worship before his god. + +"I am like a damned hen with a chalk circle drawn round it!" Cuxson had +exclaimed when he tried over and over again to pass the invisible line; +and he cursed aloud as he felt the deep sleep creeping upon him at +various hours of the day and night, and from which there was no escape, +try as he would to keep awake. + +But upon the day when he heard the tinkle of silver anklets and the +bleating of the goat, something, just as curiously incomprehensible, +had urged him to walk to the ruined mass of stones which hid the +priest's entrance and exit; and he had walked across the sun-stricken +court without let or hindrance, or covering to his head, and had found +on the other side a low doorway almost choked with jungle growth. + +He had not paused to think nor plan; he had merely bent his tall figure +and crept through and down the narrow, decaying passage, along which, +dotted irregularly here and there, shone little lights in tiny +earthenware saucers. He had paused once or twice, sickened by the +sight of offerings of which a description is not necessary, and +shivered, strong man though he was, when he had met the eyes of gods +leering, or glaring at him from little hewn-out shrines in the +crumbling masonry. + +His feet made no sound, for the narrow way was choked with the dust of +ages, and he gave no thought to what might lurk in the shadows in the +shape of beast or reptile, so intent was he on reaching the place which +held the woman, and which had seemed near when she had laughed, and +unaccountably far away as he stole stealthily forward. + +The passage twisted at every few yards, and once he had found himself +at a dead end in what he thought must be the priest's living room, as +far as he could make out by the dim light coming through a tiny +aperture high up in the wall. He had dimly seen a bed of leaves, a +single covering, and an earthenware platter and jug, before he turned +quickly and retreated when something hissed softly and rustled among +the leaves. + +Having got back into the passage and made some considerable headway, he +was almost choked, when on turning a corner he had been enveloped in a +sickly sweet smell of many flowers, allied to some sickening odour to +which he could give no name; and then he had stopped dead, and +flattened himself against the wall as he realised that he had come out +by the side of the altar into the temple itself. + +Arranged neatly on each side of the doorway were glittering brass +vessels, brass trays, and little piles of tiny earthenware saucers; to +his left was tethered a black kid, which lay contentedly upon a heap of +dying flowers; near it was what appeared to be a miniature guillotine +stained almost black; and above his head, in front of him and hanging +from a hook in a huge, upstanding block of granite, glittered, a short, +needle-pointed knife. + +One knife? + +Nay! two, three, a dozen, scores, thousands, thousands of glittering +knives whirled around his head; and hundreds of goats grinned from +corners and capered about his feet, and millions of evil eyes winked at +him from the dusky shadows; and voices rose in choirs, male and female +voices, whispering, laughing, singing. Louder, still louder, rising +like some all-conquering flood, while silver anklets clashed until the +brain was nigh to splitting with the din. + +He must see, he _must_ see, and watch the women who laughed shrilly and +often; he must see the front of that great block of stone which barred +his way to Leonie. Yes! Of course that was it, just that one great +block of stone which kept him from his love. + +Jan Cuxson made a mighty effort to move his heathen foot over the inch +of threshold which separated him from the holy place. His breath came +in gasps, and the veins stood out in knots upon his forehead as he +pushed with both hands at the empty air; he fought like a mad dog to +overcome that mighty force arrayed against him which neither advanced +nor retreated, but was just _there_. + +Then as something out of the void struck him cruelly between the eyes +he gave a mighty shout which made no sound at all, and fell with a +crash, scattering the brass vessels and tiny earthenware saucers to the +four corners of the space around the altar. + +Sunstroke?--well, _hardly_. + +Because the next morning, when he awoke with the hide thongs fastening +him by the wrist and the waist to the ring in the wall, he felt fit, +and fresh, and extremely wide awake. + +Perhaps it was that the blow, or whatever had struck Jan Cuxson down on +the threshold of the temple, had served to sharpen his wits; anyway, +for some unknown reason, words uttered by the priest on the first day +of his imprisonment began to repeat themselves over and over again in +his brain, as he sat uncomfortably with his back to the wall and his +eyes fixed with a certain crafty understanding upon a piece of rusty +metal half hidden under a fallen brick. + +Wherefore he wheedled and cajoled when the priest came to visit him +until the thongs were unfastened and his somewhat prescribed liberty +restored. + +"Only until the shadows fall, sahib," the old man said as he gathered +the hide thongs in his hands. "Tonight is the night of the full moon +and the white woman is even now approaching." + +"Leonie---I mean the mem-sahib--is in the _jungle_--with whom?" + +"Verily, sahib, with the man who loves her!" + +"Oh, my _God_!" said Cuxson slowly. "How do you know?" + +"_We_ need no wires or poles to carry us news, sahib! We have a surer +way, aye, and a quicker one. Struggle not to-night, sahib, when I tie +you to the ring in the wall. Bound you must be, for the Black One has +spoken; and it is her pleasure that I shall lift my will from you, even +as I did by mischance yesterday. India has suffered through this white +woman; my people have been tormented by her, and Kali, the Black One, +has commanded that the sufferings of the land shall be wiped out in the +white woman's blood, and the torments of the people in your torments." + +It has been said that Jan Cuxson was plodding to a degree akin to +slowness. + +He was! But you may be sure that if an idea came to him even at the +eleventh hour it would be a good idea and would be developed until it +reached an advanced stage of perfection. + +Some time after the priest had departed he drew the piece of metal, +which proved to be the broken blade of a knife, from under the fallen +stone, slipped it into his pocket, and was as well content as his +harassed mind and overwrought imagination would allow him to be. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV + + "Behold, thou art fair, my beloved, + thou art fair!"--_S. of Solomon_. + + "Yea! he is altogether lovely."--_S. of Solomon_. + + +With her bearer's hand to balance her, Leonie stepped off the gangway +into the rocking, canoe-shaped boat, made in the dim past by digging +out the interior of some tree trunk, and in the bows of which were +huddled the coolies with her luggage. + +Two bronze-hued rowers, nude save for the loin cloth, paddled the boat +round the bends of the narrow creek with a dexterity due to habit; and +then by chance or misfortune wedged her firmly into a glutinous +mud-bank from out of which it took the five men two hours and every +ounce of their united strength to push her. + +It is not wise to wade waist or knee deep in a Sunderbunds creek, and +clear a boat with a yo-heave-ho, for fear of some festive mugger, which +means alligator, lurking in the mud. + +She had therefore no option but to pass the night well above the jungle +perils in the _suapattah_ hut, like a cockatoo screeching defiance at a +cat from the safety of its perch; and to which safety you climb almost +flat on your face by means of a rocking, slender bamboo ladder, and +with about as much grace as a monkey manipulating a stick. + +There was a sharp tussle of wills after the dinner of which Leonie +partook on the small platform which comes between the top of the ladder +and the low door of the hut. + +Having arranged her bedding and mosquito curtains as best he could, and +seen to it that one of the low caste coolies negotiated the ladder with +a gourd of water upon his head and placed it upon the floor in the +mem-sahib's bed-chamber, her bearer, when Leonie retired for the night, +drew up the ladder and curled himself up in a corner. + +Almost stifled by the heat of the interior she came out again in search +of fresh air, and stared in amazement at the white figure as he sprang +to his feet perilously near the edge of the platform. + +No! nothing would move him from his post during the night, nothing. + +"But I am perfectly safe up here," remonstrated Leonie, "when you have +gone to the other hut I can quite easily pull the ladder up!" + +"Even so, mem-sahib," quietly replied the man, "but the mem-sahib is +not accustomed to these heights; there are no railings to the platform, +and one false step would send her crashing to the ground." + +"But I am going to _bed_," Leonie persisted. "Besides, if I did move I +can see quite plainly, it's almost full moon!" + +There was a barely perceptible pause and then; + +"Yes, mem-sahib, it is the full moon!" + +Leonie, stricken dumb in the belief that the story of her mental plight +had reached even to the bazaar, turned back and re-entered her +so-called bedroom, drawing a purdah made of _golaputtah_ leaves across +the door, and leaving her bearer to his own devices and thoughts. + +Which were utterly of her as he divested himself of his outer raiment, +and nude save for the loin cloth, sat like a bronze statue in the +overpowering heat of the night; and even as "the eagle flying forth +beats down his wings upon the earth," his thoughts beat down so +forcibly upon her mind that at midnight she arose in her sleep and +lifting the purdah walked out on to the platform. + +She walked straight forward, too far from the man for him to pull her +back; and in too deep a trance for him to have stopped her with safety +to her brain. His face was that of one tortured as he rose to his feet +and threw out his hands; and the sweat came out in great beads upon his +forehead under the supreme effort of will, which pulled her up within +an inch of certain death. + +For one long moment she stood with arms upstretched to the moon shining +in all its glory, then swung round and crossed to where he stood +against the hut. + +"Yes?" she said gently. "You called me!" + +The man drew his breath quickly as he looked at her, and forgot his +gods in his love, and his passions in the innate nobility of his soul. + +She looked for all the world like a mere schoolgirl in her over-long, +kimono-shaped, diaphanous night garment, with her hair hanging in two +great plaits, and her eyes and mouth lit by the suspicion of a smile. + +"Sit down!" he said gently, and she sank to the ground as easily and +with all the graceful suppleness of a native woman. + +"Yes!" she repeated. "You called me! What is it you desire?" + +She made a little gesture inviting him to sit beside her, and he sank +to the ground, lying prone at her knees with his chin in his hands, +staring straight into the green eyes which shone strangely, and looked +at him unblinkingly. + +"Tell me what you think of me," he said, speaking in the merest whisper +out of the depth of his love. "Tell me, and I will tell you what I +think of you--thou lotus bud," he finished desperately in his own +tongue. + +Leonie answered in the sweetest, purest Hindustani, using the beautiful +strange metaphors of India to describe the human body. + +"Thou art," she said. "Thou art--how can I tell thee I----" + +She stopped, laughing down at him as she put both hands out on a level +with her chin, palm upwards, towards him, in a little supplicating +gesture. + +"_Tell_ me!" + +"Behold," she said softly as she passed the tips of her fingers from +his forehead to his chin. "Behold is thy face softly rounded like the +egg of a bird, and thy brow is even as a tautened bow----" + +A great tremor shook the man at the touch of her hand, but he made no +movement as he broke across her words. + +"And thy face so fair, so dear, is even like the _pan_ leaf, and thy +dark brows like the _neem_ leaf disturbed by the wind, when thou art +displeased with him who so loveth thee. Yet when thou art not angry, +are thy drooping lids like the water-lily in their sweet repose. Thy +ears, those can I not see--ah!" + +Leonie laughed softly as the very tips of her fingers passed down the +side of his face. + +"And thine are like vultures with drooping head, and thy nose----" + +"Thine," he interrupted, twisting his head to evade the exquisite agony +of her touch, "is like a _sesame_ flower, and thy nostrils even unto +the seed of the barbarti, and thy lips--oh! thy lips are the +_bandihuli_ flower." + +He raised his face with agony in his eyes, closing them as she lightly +touched his mouth. + +"_Thy_ mouth is even as the _bimba_ fruit, which is warm and soft, and +thy chin is like a mango stone, and thy neck like unto a conch shell +which I encircle with both hands." + +She spanned his neck with the outspread thumbs and little fingers of +both hands, and laughed as he pulled them apart and buried his face in +his arms. + +"Dost fear?" she said. "Dost fear that I shall strangle thee? _Dost +fear_?" she repeated with a certain sharp note in the voice which +caused the man to look up quickly and straight into her eyes, upon +which she laughed quietly. + +"Tell me," he insisted gently, "tell me what thou thinkest of me!" + +"Ah!" she whispered, "thy shoulders are like the head of an elephant +and thy long arms are as the trunk, and the strength of thy breast is +even as that of a fastened door--which love perchance may open," the +heavy lids half-closed over her eyes as she slowly drew the finger-tips +of both hands down towards the slim waist, and the man's teeth drew +blood from his under lip. + +"Thy middle is like a lion's, so slender is it, and----" + +He stopped her fiercely as he twisted on to his right elbow and seized +both her hands in his left. + +"And the suppleness of thy arms, and the softness of thy limbs are like +the young _plaintain_ tree, and thy fingers are the buds of the +_champaka_ flower." He spoke rapidly, crushing her hands cruelly. +"The bone of thy knee showing whitely through thy garment is shaped +even as the shell of a crab, and the whiteness of the bone from thy +knee to thy slender ankle is like a full-roed fish----" + +"And thy feet and thy hands, O Lord, are as the young leaves of plants!" + +To which he replied through the teeth that were closed. + +"And thine so small, so dear, are as lotus buds--lotus buds swaying at +dawn in the wind of love." + +She smiled divinely as she stretched one perfect bare foot from under +her garment, and bent her head to catch the words as he passionately +whispered the Vega hymn. + +"Want thou the body of me, the feet; want thou the eyes; want the +thighs; let the eyes, the hair of thee, desiring me, dry up in love. + +"I make thee cling to my arm, cling to my heart; that thou mayest be in +my power, come unto my intent. + +"They----" + +He stopped, convulsed with passion, and bending kissed her feet. + +"Ah! thy hands, thy feet, are like lotus buds--lotus buds which I love, +even if they be drenched in blood." + +He leapt to his feet and caught Leonie's wrist in the vice of his hand +as she sprang upright in one movement, laughing as she pointed at his +mouth. + +"Blood," she whispered, "blood--it is warm--it drops slowly--slowly----" + +She ran her fingers across his mouth, and shook with hideous silent +laughter as she showed him the tips stained red. + +"Come," she said, "come--she is calling--calling----" and she struck at +the hand which gripped her shoulder, and tried to shake herself free. + +"Come!" said the man, looking straight into her eyes, "come with me." + +She slid her hand into his, and followed him docilely as he lifted the +reed purdah and entered her bedroom. + +"Lie down!" + +He lifted the netting and pointed to the bed. + +As he towered above her the scarlet mouth in the uplifted face was on a +level with his shoulder, as she smiled distractingly and raised her +hands palm upwards in a little supplicating gesture. + +"My Lord!" she whispered. "My Lord!" + +The temptations of all the ages, and the overpowering passion of his +own glowing East rose about him like a flood; he shook from head to +foot as she laid herself down and drawing the sheet about her whispered +again, "My Lord!" + +They were alone in the jungle, and his will was hers; she was as a bit +of wax upon which he might imprint his seal; there was no one to say +him nay if he should draw her unto his intent. + +And he loved her. + +Yes! he loved her, and because of the overpowering strength of this +love he knelt beside her and placed his fingers upon her temples. + +"Sleep, beloved," he whispered, "sleep--the women that are of pure +odour--all of them--we--make--sleep." + +And Leonie slept peacefully and undisturbed until the dawn, because +Madhu Krishnaghar, with his face buried in his arms, who lay across the +threshold of her bedroom, was one of the splendid type that India +breeds--an Indian nobleman. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI + + "Out of the abundance of the heart, + the mouth speaketh."--_The Bible_. + + +One thing after another happened to prevent Leonie from continuing what +remained of the journey during the cooler hours of sunrise. + +One coolie strayed and was not retrieved until the other two men were +hoarse from shouting, then another ran something into his foot, which +was only extracted after a mighty fuss, and something akin to a major +operation, skilfully performed with the bearer's knife and a few thorns +plucked from the bush. + +Last but not least, as they were on the point of starting, a snake +about two yards long had blithely wriggled its shining length across +their very path; and nothing short of hours of prayer and offerings to +their gods would move the coolies along that path after such a sign of +ill omen; no! rather than budge an inch they would have laid down in +their tracks and died of snake-bite, or a marauding tiger; and Leonie +was far too wise a traveller to lose sight of her luggage for one +second--in India. + +Although she had no idea why she was in such haste, she inwardly +fretted at the hours lost, but passed them with outward patience in the +shade of the jungle trees; eating what was brought her, and sleeping +away the afternoon stretched on a rug; unconscious of the fact that her +bearer sat behind her head, fanning her face gently, and with the +lightest and deftest of fingers removing the various insects, long and +short, fat and thin, smooth or horny, which seemed to have taken +unlimited return tickets for the journey over her body. + +They had been for some time on the way, the coolies trapesing behind to +the tune of some monotonous chant; and the moon was beginning to fling +handsful of silver out of her heavenly mint when Leonie, overcome by a +most unromantic craving for tea, gave the order to halt. + +"How much farther is it?" she asked, as she busied herself with a +spirit lamp and a tin of evaporated milk. + +Her bearer looked up at the moon. + +"Another half-hour, mem-sahib, and we reach the outer walls of the +temple--ah! allow me----" + +Leonie had dropped a teaspoon and was bending to pick it up, but +instead, straightening herself with the kind of snap an over-strung +violin string gives when it breaks, took one step forward and fixed her +eyes on her servant's face. + +"Of course," she said, speaking half to herself, "of course--no wonder +I thought I knew you--I saw you in London once--and it was you I saw on +the station--and your voice----" she clasped her hands together and +took a step quickly backwards--"you were the guide in the tiger hunt, +you--you have been following me--you are dogging me--hunting me +down--why--tell me why? What harm have I done you?--tell me?" + +Her eyes, which were shining strangely in the quickly falling night, +swept the man before her from head to foot, and she instinctively threw +out her hands and took another step backwards as she realised at last +his extraordinary beauty. + +"Why is the mem-sahib _afraid_? What has her servant done to cause +trouble to her soul? He meant but to lighten her load, and make smooth +her path." + +Leonie, with the desire common among women to hide the tell-tale +expression of their faces by the movement of their hands, knelt and +began fiddling among the tea things. + +"Sit down," she said abruptly, pointing to-the ground on the other side +of the earthy tea-table, "and tell me everything." + +"Nay, mem-sahib! A humble native may not sit in the presence of a +white woman." + +Leonie lifted her head. + +"Sit down," she said simply. + +And there in the heart of the jungle, by the side of the fire that had +been lighted to scare off any animal, they sat, those two splendid +specimens of two splendid races divided by custom and colour, while he +told her the strange story of the night on which they had both been +dedicated to the Goddess of Destruction, and the happenings thereafter. + +"Do you mean to tell me that you willed me to come to you in the museum +that day in London?" + +He looked straight into her perplexed eyes as he answered slowly: + +"I felt that if I could draw you through the ebb and flow and the +floods of London traffic, I could do as I would with you on the plains +of India. I did not know you--_then_!" + +"And the priest has made me come to the temple--against my will?" + +"Even so." + +"And what is to happen to me there to-night?" + +"A danger threatens you, beautiful white woman, a great danger +threatens you from which I alone can save you, yea! and will in spite +of all the gods!" + +"_You_ will save _me_--_you_--and why?" + +"Because I love you!" + +The words were out, and Leonie, springing to her feet, drew back as the +man rose and stood motionless in the dancing shadows thrown by the fire. + +"What do you mean? Oh, how dare you----" + +"How dare I--_dare_ I--tell you that I love you and want you for wife? +Why should I not love you from your beautiful head to your perfect +feet? Why should you not be my wife? Because I am what you call +_black_? because of this colouring of my skin which, outside my own +land, damns me to eternity, and bars me from all that I desire? Nay, +you _shall_ listen, and you _shall_ answer! You _will_, will you not?" + +The voice had dropped from the pitch of fierce denunciation to the +sound as of a deep river flowing in pleasant places, and Leonie nodded +mutely, succumbing, as is the way of woman, to the entrancing pastime +of playing with fire. + +She closed her eyes and clasped her hands tightly together when the +man, stepping across the barriers of interracial convention, came and +stood just behind her shoulder without touching her withal, and spoke +in his own tongue. + +"Ah, woman, I would call thee wife. Behold, I have much to offer: a +great name, vast wealth, palaces, broad lands, jewels, elephants, +villages; the esteem of my people, the love of my father and of my +mother, of whom I am the only son. All of which is nothing, nothing +compared with my love for thee. A love as virgin as the snow upon the +Everlasting Hills, swifter than Mother Ganges, deeper than the Indian +Ocean, and higher than the vault of heaven. What matter custom, or +law, or regulation, or colour, when such a love as mine is offered? +Thou as my wife, _thou_, and thy children my only children. Am I not +beautiful? even as beautiful a male as thou art a female? Would not +the days and the nights, the months and the years be as +heaven--together? _Love me_--nay! say but that I may call thee wife. +Give me thy promise and I will save thee!" + +"Save me?--from what?" + +Leonie turned and faced this splendid lover, shivering slightly as a +low moaning wind rustled the leaves of the trees and stirred the +undergrowth. + +"Even from death!" + +"Death?" she said quietly, looking straight into the man's eyes. +"_Death_--for _me_? Why I thought I was being willed to the temple to +make sacrifice to your god?" + +"To-night thou must surely die unless I save thee." + +"Oh! you are mistaken," came the quick, decisive reply. "Why, if I was +murdered, the whole Empire would be up in arms." + +"The British Raj would not know," was the quiet answer. + +"Oh! but----" + +"You have not seen the Fort of Agra, the sad, dead palace. There, in +the dungeons, is a beam stretched across the hidden wells and marked +with the fret of a rope. Many a beautiful woman has swung from that +beam by neck, or feet, or wrists, and her body dropped through the well +into the Holy Jumna without the knowledge of any save her master and +her executioner." + +"Oh!--oh! don't----" + +"Twice," continued the quiet voice relentlessly, "the sacrifice has +been averted, but _now_ the hour has come. Thou art here alone, none +knowing, and I--I _alone_ can save thee. And will not Kali, our +mother, raise her hands in blessing upon us united, even as we were +united when babes, and being appeased, lift the curse from off the +land. She is soft and gentle, treading lightly upon life's stony +paths, Uma so sweet, Parvati, daughter of the eternal snows. Oh! +woman, say that thou wilt be my wife, for behold, are we not marked +with the same mark which----" + +"Mark? _What_ mark?" Leonie questioned abruptly, looking back over her +shoulder, her mouth perilously near to his as he bent his head slightly +towards her; and there fell a little silence in which the thudding of +his heart could be felt against the silk thread of her jersey. + +"Between thy breasts, thou white dove, hast thou no mark?" + +Leonie tried to speak, and failing, nodded her russet head. + +"Even so, it is the mark of Kali which the priest cut upon thee and me, +uniting us all those moons ago in the Mother." + +She turned completely round and faced the man with a little look of +wonder in her eyes. + +"I have so often wondered about the--the little mark," she said. "But +you see--how could I marry you--I could not, do not--love you!" + +"Love," he said quietly. "_Love_! Thou wilt love me, aye! thou wilt +love me in thy waking hours, even as thou wouldst have loved me in thy +sleep if--if the gods had not intervened." + +"You--have--been with me--in--my--sleep?" she whispered. + +"When thou didst walk in thy sleep!" + +CHAPTER XLVII + + "For jealousy is the rage of a man; + therefore he will not spare in the day + of vengeance."--_The Bible_. + + +Suddenly she was struck with the full horror of those lost nights in +which the man beside her had been her companion. She stretched out her +hands and turned them over this way and that, scrutinising them with +horrified eyes. She touched her mouth with her finger-tips and drew +them with a shudder down her neck, and her breast, and her waist, as +she looked upon the beauty of the man before her with his passionate +mouth and gleaming eyes. + +"You--you have been with me when I have walked, unconscious in my +sleep; you have----" + +He interrupted her hastily, divining her thoughts. + +"Yea!" he said, "I have been with thee when, under the influence of +_my_ god, thou hast walked in thy sleep. I have watched over thee and +helped thy cut and bleeding feet over the roughness of the roads, as I +would help them over the perilous road of life. I have not touched thy +hand save in support; I have not touched the glory of thy mouth with my +mouth, because thou couldst not give me thy _consent_ so to do! + +"Dost think it has been a child's task to keep my hands and my kisses +from thee? Behold, I had but to make a sign, and thou, in thy +unconsciousness, would have come unto my intent! Oh, thou bud of +innocent fragrance; thou fruit ready to the plucking of loving hands! +Aye, thou wert, thou art in my power; and even have I seen thee in----" + +"Ah!" said Leonie sharply as her hand slid to her shoulder and the +words came through her closed teeth--"You _lie_!" + +"Lie!" + +"Yes, _lie_! You have not touched me you say; neither have you kissed +me, but _you_, and _only_ you, can tell me what the mark is on my +shoulder--a mark I shall carry to my grave." + +The man threw back his turbaned head and was about to make reply, when, +with those shrill cries which betray great fear, a troop of monkeys +passed them, chattering as they ran swiftly on all fours, or swung even +more swiftly from tree to tree; and the native looked after them, and +up to the sky, and over his shoulder along the narrow path by which +they had come, showing black and white in the alternate lights and +shadowings of the moon. + +"Answer me!" said Leonie more sharply than she knew, and with a woman's +superb indifference to any event or signs of approaching event outside +her own love orbit. + +"Nay, answer thou me!" replied the man who, expert in the knowledge of +jungle signs, yet put aside all thought save of his love for the woman. +"Tell me that thou wilt be my wife and the mother of my sons, thou +beautiful woman! Tell me that thou wilt come unto me this night, +wedded to _me_, by yon old priest; and that, within the arms of Uma so +sweet, of Parvati who steppeth so lightly, I may set my seal upon thee. + +"Lifting from thee, as I and the priest _only_ may lift, that which +thou callest the curse from about thee, bringing thee to happiness in +the shadow of the temple." + +But something had happened to Leonie, bringing her to a pitch of +excitement foreign to her in her waking hours. She looked swiftly to +right and left, and over her shoulder, and up the narrow path they must +go to the temple; and up to the sky she could see faintly through the +trees, and into the eyes of the man watching her intently. Then she +clasped her hands tightly and moved close to him, her face as white as +death. + +"And the sahib, the white man, where is he?" + +The native of India weaves and fashions the cloth of his cloak of love +out of many colours. Gorgeous colours, blinding, dazzling, in which +predominate the scarlet of passion and the emerald of the supreme +male's jealousy. And all, from the sweeper to the highest of birth and +caste, wear this wondrous garment in India, though not one out of the +teeming millions fashions his cloak upon the pattern of his neighbour's. + +Madhu Krishnaghar, the son of princes, with eyes dimmed by the +brilliance of his own particular garment, failed to perceive that +Leonie, too, was wrapped in a love mantle. + +The occidental mantle, made of honest homespun, uniform in colour, and +with a wide hem to allow for shrinkage; but guaranteed to stand all +weathers and to last a lifetime. + +He might have been flicking a fly from his sleeve, so indifferent was +his answer in his blindness. + +"The white man? He is bound to the temple walls, awaiting the woman he +allows to walk unveiled and alone throughout India." + +"Ah!" said Leonie, with that little hush in her voice which is heard in +the mother's when she first sees her new-born babe. "I am sorry," she +continued quietly, "so sorry I have not been honest with you. I cannot +marry you because----" + +She stopped and turned as with a sound like the tearing of silk a flock +of birds suddenly flew from the tree tops and whirled away into the +night. + +"Because? _Because_, woman?" + +For a moment Leonie unconsciously watched the flight of the birds, then +swung round, arms stretched wide, eyes shining, and her face aglow. + +"Because I love the white man in the temple who is tied to the wall, +_that_ is why!" + +Her voice rang clear and true under the sky, and she stepped back +quickly and threw out her hands as the man spoke. For the banked-down +fires of his passion and his love, and the hurt to his race, and his +own sudden-born agony flared in one half-second into a mighty, awful +conflagration. The flame of his words licked at her feet and the hem +of her garments, blazed across her hands with which she hid her face, +and swept right over her from head to heels, and yet he did not touch +her nor raise his voice one half tone. + +"Thou _woman_! Then shall no man have thee, for I will drive my dagger +through the white man's heart before thine eyes, and watch thee, thou +beautiful thing, wed him in the shadow of death." + +And Leonie, catching the look in his eyes and the set of the mouth, +knew that he meant what he said; and she laid her hand on his arm, so +that his agony was increased a thousandfold as he looked down upon her +whom he had lost. + +"You would not, could not do _that_?" she whispered. + +"Could not kill the _feringhee_?" and the hate in the old mutiny word +was terrible to hear. "What else should I do to him who has stolen the +sun from my sky, the fragrance from my rose?" + +The man seized her by the wrist, and, pulling her to him, bent down, +whispering soft, passionate words. + +"Shall I tell thee, love flower, what love is? It is the gold of noon, +and the silver of night, the might of the lion, and the soft cooing of +the gentle dove. As the slender vine around the straight palm, so will +my love twine around thy heart. Yea, and even as the banyan tree sends +out branches to draw dew from the rounded breast of earth, my love +shall yearn towards thee. Day and her lover, Night, with the Dawn and +the Sunset their children; the stag and the gentle doe, with their +fierce horned offspring, and their offspring as round and smooth even +as thy throat. So will our union be, for behold, my love for thee is +so surpassing that our sons could but be of the most perfect manhood, +and our daughter, why, she will be after thine own fashioning." + +The man's eyes shone as he felt the trembling of the girl, and he +pressed her, tempting her, revelling after the strange way of the East +in the agony of the defeat his victory would bring him. + +"And to save the life of the white man, thou opening bud of the passion +flower, wilt thou not come unto such a love as mine; to the shadowed +corners of my palaces, to the fragrance of my courts, wilt thou not?" + +Then a strange thing happened, unheeded by the two sorely tormented +souls. + +A great form crashed across the path behind them, followed by the +bounding passage of a herd of deer; and from all around came the sounds +of animals fleeing in panic, as Leonie lifted her face to the man's +with a desperate resolve in her stricken eyes. + +And the man, reading the answer, bowed his head to her stone cold hands +and crushed them to his heart. + +"Thou wilt marry _me_--_to-night_?" + +"For the sake of the man I love," came the steady answer; "to save his +life I will be--your--your wife. No, wait! On these conditions. That +he is set free and shown a way to safety--that I follow him in +secret--and see that he is safe--and that you tell him that I am dead. +Swear that to me before your gods and I will keep my promise; swear +that you will tell him that I am dead." + +And Madhu, the son of princes, put both hands to his forehead and bowed +before the woman; then stood erect, with hands upraised to heaven, +silent, wrestling with temptation; and having won, he spoke, his face +transfigured, his eyes half closed in agony. + +"Thou star of heaven! Thou highest point of the Everlasting Hills, +behold hast thy great love triumphed. I love thee, but my heart could +hold no wife who loved another as thou hast shown thou lovest this man. +I----" + +But, alas! Leonie, swept off her balance in her great relief, broke +across his words. + +"Let us hasten quickly, quickly. You will tell the priest; you will +help me to set him--the man I love--free. Oh, come quickly, quickly!" + +In her callous but uncalculated desire to use this man as a lever +wherewith to heave aside the mountain of trouble which threatened to +overwhelm Jan Cuxson; and, with the inexplicable cruelty of the woman +who loves, and will blissfully put a whole community to torture as long +as her beloved is saved a single hurt, she asked the one impossible +thing. + +He moved so quickly, fiercely, closely to her that she backed until she +stood in a patch of moonlight which shone upon her face. + +Higher she raised her face, and still higher, as she looked back +straight into the eyes intent on hers. + +And Madhu Krishnaghar laughed savagely as he looked down upon her. + +"Go!" he commanded; "go up the path to the temple gate to meet thy +fate. The Mother claims thee, and may thy blood and the blood of the +white man who has stolen thee from me flow upon her altar before she +shakes the earth in the fury of her displeasure." + +Tortured, his soul sought relief in the fanaticism of his religion +which flared in his eyes; consumed with love, he called her back as she +turned to do the bidding of a stronger will than her own. + +"Come!" + +She stopped and turned, gave a vacant little laugh, and crept into his +arms when he held them out, and closed them about her without touching +her. + +"Ah!" he whispered, "now that thou comest to me unknowingly I will have +none of thee. I love thee, love thee, love thee! Go to thy death that +my task may be well finished, and that everlasting torment may be +fastened upon the soul of him who stole thee from me! Go, beloved of +my soul, rose of the morning, delight of my heart! Ah, my love, my +love, go to thy death----!" + +And he opened wide his arms and pointed up the path, and Leonie went +where he pointed; and never once looked back at the man standing with +his arms stretched out towards her, whilst monkeys chattered, and +parrots screamed, and the jungle teemed with flying, frightened shapes. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII + + "A whirlpool of uncertainty, + a prison of punishment, + a basket of illusion, + the open throat of hell."--_The Spring Sataka_. + + +A brick and some plaster clattered about Jan Cuxson's feet as he +crossed the temple chamber and stood looking out at the jungle, and the +animals of all sizes and shapes which were hurtling through the +undergrowth. For a minute he stood twirling the rusty knife blade +between his fingers, then hid it carefully behind a block of broken +masonry. + +"Better so," he muttered, "not much good as a weapon of defence, but +better than nothing; might put the old man on the track if he happened +to find it on me when he comes to tie me up. My God! to think of it; +I, strong and healthy and sane, at the mercy of that old priest, +actually under his will--hypnotised, forced to do exactly what he tells +me. Please heavens the ghee will hold the plaster together round the +ring, and oh! I can't stand _much_ more of this suspense." + +He had come to the end of his endurance. + +Day had followed night, and night had followed day monotonously, +without a change in the heartbreaking dreariness of their round. + +During the day he had watched the jungle over the outer wall for hours, +rewarded by an occasional glimpse of deer; once by a striped yellow +shade which had slunk between the trees, causing him to yearn for his +rifle; at night he had lain gazing at the stars, comfortable enough +upon a thick bed of leaves, untroubled by the mosquito which, as he had +learned, does not thrive in the Sunderbunds Jungle; and day and night +over the wall, or up at the stars, he strove to look into the future +and found a dreary blank. + +But upon _this_ night he turned with a smile and a question on his lips +when the priest suddenly emerged from behind the heap of stones and +hurried across the flags towards him. + +"Haste, sahib! The Mother is infuriated at the long waiting, and I go +to make sacrifice to appease her. _Haste_, for it is not good for man +if she stamps with both her holy feet. Come, and struggle not! Nay, +look not at me in such fashion lest I lay the stress of my will upon +you." + +He looked so frail, that for an instant the white man had been tempted +to fling himself upon him, and find deliverance for himself and his +beloved by choking the wizened neck, or cracking the old pate against +the stones. + +But one is rather at a disadvantage when thoughts are liable to be +read, and plans disclosed before they are even matured; and he walked +submissively towards the ring in the wall, and seated himself +abjectedly upon the floor, just as a handful of plaster inserted itself +between his neck and the open collar of his shirt, and the back of his +head bumped the wall. + +"Something like a slight----" + +"Haste, sahib! I must away to placate Kali, the Goddess of +Destruction. There is not long now to wait for the great sacrifice for +which she has waited all these weary years; and then, and only then, +shall the plague, and the pestilence, and the famine be ended, and the +people of India return to their old-time happiness." + +He never once removed his eyes from those of the man beneath him, and +Cuxson sighed with relief, well content that the glaring eyes should +not move beyond his face. + +Having knotted the thongs tightly, the old man straightened himself, +and smiled up at the silvery heavens in the ecstasy of his worship. + +"Such sacrifice, O Mother, as thou hast longed for, and which has long +been forbidden thee through the might of the white man who rules us. +The temple is strewn with flowers, and the flames of hundreds of lights +shine in thy fish-shaped eyes, thou daughter of the eternal snows." He +looked down suddenly to Cuxson, and bending, whispered in his ear. +"The white woman approaches, O _feringhee_, even she who has caused +this land to travail in agony all these years. And you shall see her, +she shall come to you and know you not, and you shall hear her voice +upraised in worship as she lies upon the altar at her Mother's feet +while you are bound to the ring in the wall. She has done well in +worship, even in sacrifice, but it is in her rich warm blood that Kali +the Terrible would lave her hands. Struggle not, for behold, although +I have lifted my will from you that you should be tormented even as my +race has been tormented by a woman of your land, yet will the ring and +the hide hold you fast." + +Like some huge bird of prey he ran swiftly back across the flags and +disappeared behind the mass of stones, and Cuxson, not daring to move +for fear of tightening the thongs, sat almost numb with anxiety as he +wondered if his luck would hold at the crucial moment. + +Except for the crash of the frightened animals as they fought their way +through the undergrowth, there was no sound whatever in the place, but +as the moon took her seat above the exact centre of where once had been +the temple roof, he moved, and leant forward as far as the two feet of +raw hide would allow him, and from between his clenched teeth there +came one word: + +"_Hell_!" + +For the silence had been suddenly broken by a girl's sharp, hysterical +laugh, and though the sound was but a travesty, yet it was surely +Leonie's laugh. + +Twisting his arms in the space the two feet of raw hide allowed him, +the slow, sure, desperate man with a mute appeal to _his_ God, sought +and caught the iron ring in his hands. + +And in the jungle clearing where the fire smouldered dimly, and the +coolies, flat on their faces from abject terror, refused to move, Madhu +Krishnaghar sat, garbed as a servant, his brain in a whirl of religion +and hate, and his heart filled with love of the white girl he had sent +to certain death. + +Suddenly he sprang to his feet, and tearing his raiment from him flung +it wide, and stood nude save for the loin cloth about the slender +middle, and the turban which outlined his tortured face, looking like +some lost bronze statue in the deserted places of the jungle. He +raised his hands to heaven and prayed. + +"O Mother, spare her! O great god, have pity upon her," and the +suddenly risen wind took up his words and lifted them above the tree +tops, wafting them perhaps--and why not--to the God of Infinite Love. + +Yet even as he prayed Leonie crept up to the doorway of the temple, +staring unblinkingly at the far end of the interior illuminated by the +flickering wicks of the hundreds of little lights. She inhaled deeply, +and half closed her glaring eyes as the overpowering sickly perfume of +flowers, and some other indescribably sickening odour went to her head +like cheap wine. + +"Yes?" she said questioningly, although no sound had broken the intense +stillness, and stood quite still with her head a little on one side, +then dropped to one knee and commenced to unlace her high boots, the +slap of the laces pulled through the holes cutting the silence like a +knife. + +With her hands clasped to her breast, and walking on the tips of her +bare toes, she moved through the shadows towards the light, alone and +obedient to a will that had no pity. Flowers were strewn thick in +every direction, and over them she passed to her death, while the eyes +of the priest never once left her face as he crouched in the opening +which led to the secret places of the temple; he even smiled when she +came to a standstill in front of the altar and swayed, slightly +overcome by the heavy atmosphere even in her trance; and he nodded his +head gently when she bent down and gathering handsful of the flowers, +flung them up above her head and laughed the hysterical, crazy laugh +which had reached the ears of the man she loved. + +At her feet were _thalees_, brass plates laden with offerings of grain, +of woven stuffs, of gold and silver; at her right hand a crimson silk +_sari_ lay upon a heap of fallen stones, and upon it was a garland of +white flowers; and the slanting mother-o'-pearl eyes of the Goddess +Kali looked down from out the black face at this girl who was to be +sacrificed in atonement for the misery she had unwittingly brought upon +the land of India and her people. + +Leonie's hands moved mechanically to her hair, which she unfastened and +shook out in all its glory; then they moved to the fastening of her +jersey, and one by one her garments slipped to the floor, leaving her +nude save for the covering of her hair. + +Leaning down she lifted the _sari_, and with one quick movement twisted +it about her waist and across her breast; slipped the garland of white +flowers about her neck, and flinging back her hair raised her hands +above her head and shouted. + +She did not sing or cry aloud, she shouted with her mouth wide open, +and her head thrust forward between her uplifted arms, a degrading +picture of religious sensuality; and gathering up armsful of flowers +from the floor, ran lightly over to the priest upon the tip of her bare +toes which were stained a hideous red, and putting the palm of one hand +against her forehead salaamed and said "Yes?" questioningly. + +He laid no hand upon her, he made no sign and spoke no word, but she, +as drugged by another's will as if she were under the bane of opium, +followed him unhesitatingly into the secret places of the temple. Her +bare feet made no sound on the dust of centuries; her eyes looked back +unwaveringly into the eyes of the gods who leered down upon her; her +hair caught around those others of which it is not seemly to write; and +before them all she cast her flowers, and upon them all she laid her +open palm. + +And Jan Cuxson held his breath when she quietly sidled round the block +of fallen masonry, and standing in a moonray glanced at him from the +corner of her eyes. Hung with flowers, she looked like a bacchante, +with one beautiful arm and shoulder showing bare through her mantle of +tumbled hair. + +And his eyes caught the shadow of the priest cast by the passage lights +on to the floor as he stood hidden by the fallen stones, and he kept +still, but he called to his beloved, striving by his will to break her +chains, and truly at the sound of the loved voice the frozen horrors of +her face seemed to break like ice-floes before the sun in spring. + +"Leonie," he called gently, "Leonie, come to me, come here to _me_!" + +Her eyelids suddenly closed upon the staring gold-flecked eyes; her +mouth quivered in a little smile as she let fall the flowers about her +bloodstained feet and ran swiftly across to Jan; kneeling she touched +his face gently with her finger-tips, and stretched her hands across +his shoulders towards the thongs which bound him to the ring in the +wall. + +Her hair fell upon him as she leaned towards him, and a memory of the +day he had found her in Rockham Cove flashed across his mind; her +mouth, her beautiful scarlet virgin mouth had almost touched his when +the priest's power, closing down, jerked her back into the horrible +travesty of her sweet, gentle self. + +She sat back upon her heels and laughed, and said one word in +Hindustani which is best translated as dog, although it means +infinitely more and worse; and having uttered it she smote him across +the mouth with the flat of her hand and rose to her feet. + +She stood for a moment laughing silently, looking down upon him, and +turning, ran swiftly across the flags to the block of fallen stones. +There she paused and glanced at the white man bound to the wall with +the light of battle in his eyes, before she disappeared, beckoning to +the priest who followed as she ran down the passage of the gods, making +obeisance before them as she passed. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX + + "The soil out of which such men as he are made + is good to be born on, good to live on, + good to die for, and to be buried in."--_Lowell_. + + +Leonie lay motionless on the stained stone before the altar; her hair, +pulled back clear from her neck, swept behind her head like a cascade +of rust-coloured water to the floor; her hands were clasped between her +breasts, and her great unfathomable eyes stared up into those of the +stone woman who looked down at her and seemed to laugh with joy at her +long coveted prize. + +In every corner black shapes danced; advancing, retreating, springing +towards the roof and vanishing utterly. The place seemed infested with +goblins, or devils, things of untold evilness and vice, although, in +reality, they were but the shadows thrown by the little lights which +were like tongues licking the lips of darkness in sensuous anticipation +of the coming feast of blood. + +The old priest stood looking up at his god with perplexity in his +sunken eyes. + +Arrayed in snow-white garment, with long hair hanging down, he held the +knife of sacrifice in one hand, and in the other the sacred _roomal_. + +The terrible picture shone softly in the light of the full moon which +struck straight down upon the altar through a hole in the ruined roof. + +"Tell thy servant thy pleasure, O Black One!" prayed the priest, +swaying slightly to and fro. "Make him understand it the _roomal_ +shall be knotted about the neck of this white sacrifice, or if the +knife shall draw a necklace of red about the white neck and upon the +white breast. Give me an answer, O Mother, that I may right the wrong +of many moons ago. A sign, a sign, O Mother!" + +As he spoke; and for no apparent reason, Leonie's hands unclasped, her +arms opened and fell towards her sides, leaving the beautiful breast +bare with the jewel in shape and colour of a cat's eye winking craftily +with the cunning and knowledge of the sins of all ages, just above the +heart. + +The priest shouted in worship, and his words, caught, echoed and +re-echoed from the dome, drowned the sound of footsteps running at high +speed across the flower-strewn floor. + +Madhu Krishnaghar, naked save for the turban which bound his handsome +head and the loin cloth which girt the slender middle, sped like the +wind to the rescue of his beloved. + +In the black shades of the jungle, understanding at last that for him +there could be no life outside the life of the white woman he loved, +and no happiness outside her happiness, he had raced Time down the +jungle path, through the outer gates and temple door, pausing not for +the fraction of a second; realising, as he ran, that upon his speed +alone depended the life of his beloved. And even as the priest flung +back his arm with a scream of ecstasy, the knife was wrenched out of +his hand from behind. + +O Madhu, you splendid heathen, who defied the anger of your strange +gods for the love in your noble heart. + +"Ha!" said the old man as he swung round in fury; then he smiled and +opened wide his arms. "Thou! O my son! _thou_! Thou wouldst offer +the great sacrifice thyself to our most gentle mother. And art thou +not in the right? Thine has been the task and the toil, therefore is +it meet that thou shouldst have the reward." + +He laid his hands upon the shoulders of the youth, who straightway +gripped the veined old wrists and raised the withered arms high up +above their heads, while their eyes met in a sudden-born, subconscious +enmity, and the knife lay glittering along the wrinkled brown skin. + +Only for an instant, and Madhu let go his hold, and turning, stood +looking down upon the jewel above the woman's heart. As he looked, the +thing, catching the reflections of the lights, shone strangely bright +upon the snow-white skin, and the lust of blood swept him from head to +foot. + +He longed to drive the dagger through the breast above the shining +jewel; he craved to see the whiteness of the skin stained with red, to +throw himself upon the still form and shut the dead mouth with kisses. + +He was mad with passion, intoxicated with the heavy perfumed air, drunk +with the atmosphere of his surroundings, and his slim body shook as he +ran the needle-point of the dagger into his own breast. + +He closed his eyes in the ecstasy of that pain which is twin to the +ecstasy of desire fulfilled, and in their closing woke suddenly to the +purity of his strange love. He turned with a snarl and hit up the old +man's hand as it almost touched the nape of his neck, and stretching +wide his arms made a shield of his body between Leonie and the intent +he read in the priest's eyes, just as a brick fell and split to pieces +at their feet. + +"Linger not, my son," said the old priest fiercely. "Behold! the rites +have been performed, the chants sung, and the offerings made. Drive +the knife home, and give drink to thy mother of that which she loves. +Hasten! for she is angry at thy slowness, and the very earth trembles +at her wrath." + +But Madhu Krishnaghar looked straight back into the fierce, suspicious +old eyes, and moved quickly towards the priest who, taken by surprise, +retreated hurriedly. + +"Father!" came the words in the musical, steady voice. "O servant of +the Black One, I cannot, nay, I will not, for I love yon white woman +with a love passing all understanding. Nay, hearken! A sacrifice +there must be this night, and there shall be one. Even me, O my +Father. Let it suffice, for behold is my love so great, that she, the +slender white flower, seems but one with me. Let her go, let her go, +and lay me on the stone, warm with the life of her dear body, and drive +the knife through my heart, that through my love peace may be made with +thy god and my god!" + +The whole world seemed bound in a great terrible silence as the two men +stood staring at each other in the soft silver light of the moon; then +the old man smiled gently, with the cunning of all time in his eyes, +and creeping close to his pupil spoke in the merest whisper; tempting, +as have always tempted, those who desire to gain their own ends, and +who justify all means as long as that end is gained. + +"Thou lovest her, my son. The infidel white woman, the sacrifice long +dedicated to thy god. And why not, for thou are marked even with the +mark which shows between the breasts like lotus buds. But thinkest +thou, O son of princes, O descendant of the great, that thou art fit to +mate with her. She is white, a daughter of the all-conquering race; +thou--thou art black--a pariah--a dog--thou wouldst be whipped from her +presence, thou high-born son of India." + +The old man never moved his eyes from the young face, and neither the +one nor the other saw the great striped terrified beast which slunk +past them and disappeared into the shadows, seeking protection in its +terror. + +"But why shouldst thou let this woman, whom thou lovest, go? Why not +make sacrifice of love as well as life to the great one? Behold is she +soft and white and all-pleasing! Why, therefore, should she not come +unto thy intent neath the eyes of the Sweet One, while I make offerings +in the shadows towards thy well doing; so that the Black One will be +twice pleased." + +Of all the horrible temptations in that place of horror! And where in +the name of all the gods did the native, unshackled by convention or +code, find the strength to resist? + +For while the priest whispered the young face was swept by a flood of +conflicting emotions--which passed--leaving it as pure, as +soul-stirring as the Taj Mahal at dawn. + +"No! O Holy One! I will not--I love her--I love her--I will not!" + +The words were firm and the young mouth like steel, and the eyes looked +steadily back into those of the priest as the latter rushed upon him in +mighty, inhuman wrath. + +"And I say that thou shalt, thou begotten son of evil. I say that thou +shalt encompass this woman with thy might, and then offer her in +sacrifice to Kali, the Goddess of Death. I say that thou _shalt_." + +It was a case of will pitted against will, for the old man knew that +the younger would not dare raise hand against him for fear of +everlasting damnation. + +And Madhu Krishnaghar girded himself for the battle by putting his love +for the white woman in the forefront of his mind. + +And as they fought, desperately, with one last terrific pull which +caused the hide to cut down to the wrist bone, Jan Cuxson wrenched the +ring he had loosened from the wall, and stood swaying, sick with pain. +Sweat poured down his face and bare chest, and blood flowed from his +wrists while his burst finger-tips fumbled clumsily with the deep +embedded thongs. + +"I did it--I did it," he kept on repeating savagely, as his knees +trembled and his body turned cold in agony. "I did it--I did it--God +grant I am in time--in time." + +Free at last, smothered in blood, dragging his heavily booted feet with +difficulty, he sought and found the broken blade, staggered across the +floor, stooped, and entered the passage of the gods where the imprint +of his beloved's bare feet marked the dust of ages. + +And Leonie lay quite still; to all appearance dead, with her open eyes +turned back beneath the lids and her mouth half open showing her even +teeth. + +Not a word passed between the two men as they fought for her, one for +her life, the other for her death. This way and that they moved; the +one trying to escape from the direct range of the relentless +will-power, and yet keep himself between the girl and the religious +fanatic; the other striving to press his opponent back even to the +altar stone. + +Like iron to a magnet Madhu's hand was closed about the dagger hilt, +and try as he would he could not relax the grasp nor fling the knife +far back into the shadows; neither could he keep his footing, for +strive as he would the priest's magnetic power, developed and trained +through years and years of study and practice, drove him back inch by +inch towards the god who looked down upon them with her fish-shaped +eyes. + +A glint of triumph shone in the eyes of the priest, and twisted the +corner of his mouth as the heel of his enemy thudded against the stone +upon which lay the white girl; and he concentrated every ounce of his +strength for the last moment when, by sheer force of his will, the +knife should be lifted and driven down, deep, even to the hilt. And +the white man hastened as best he could, reeling at every step, with +blood streaming from his wrists and spattering upon the stones beneath +the leering eyes of the gods. Not one of the three heeded the low +moaning of the wind as it swept past the temple and through the trees, +to die away into a great, uncanny, unnatural silence, unbroken by sound +of beast or bird. + +Fate feeling for her shears, and peevish through want of sleep maybe, +or mayhap irritated by their obstreperous behaviour, jerked the strings +which bound those marionettes called humans to her palsied old fingers. + +The old priest, misjudging the pull given to his string, in what he +mistook to be his triumph, _laughed_. + +It is better to laugh last indeed, but oft-times it is best not to +laugh at all, for who can foresee the particle of dust which may enter +your indecently and injudiciously wide open mouth to choke you in your +ill-timed mirth. + +Only for an instant did he triumph above his enemy, but for just that +instant he loosened his will power; and Madhu Krishnaghar, sensing the +relief, and whipped by the laugh to one final desperate effort of his +failing powers, raised his hand and flung the knife far back to fall +with a clatter in some distant corner. + +It was done. + +Youth had mocked at experience, life at death, love at opposition, as +it has done since the beginning of time, and will do, let us hope, +until the end. + +For as the knife hurtled into the shadows, Madhu bent swiftly and +lifted Leonie into his arms, holding her in this his last moment of +heaven upon earth, tenderly and firmly, as he glared defiance over her +head at the priest. + +And he, understanding at last that he had failed, cast himself at the +feet of his god who, in her fury, stamped with both her blood-stained +feet. + + + + +CHAPTER L + + "Greater love hath no man."--_The Bible_. + + +There was a shout from the doorway leading to the secret places of the +temple as Cuxson, covered with blood and dust, half-crazed with horror, +paused for a moment as he took in the awful picture before him. + +Leonie, with her hair almost sweeping the ground, lay half clothed and +seemingly dead in the arms of a native, whose face was a picture of +triumphant love for all to see; and a wild-eyed priest beat his breast +before the horrible image of the terrible, all powerful Goddess of +Destruction. + +He sprang forward with another shout, which was lost in the shriek and +crash of the raging elements. + +For even as he moved there was a terrific roar as of tons of exploding +dynamite, and a shriek of wind as it tore through the building, blowing +out the little flickering lights, leaving the place pitch black save +for the steady light of the full moon. + +Then he swayed like a drunken man as the floor rose in a great wave and +yet another, heaving the flags this way and that, cracking and +splitting in every direction as it subsided. + +"Leonie!" he shouted, though no sound could be heard above the +appalling din. "Leonie! Leonie!" + +He saw her lying in a pool of moonlight as though asleep, and near her +knelt the native, with arms outstretched above her, sheltering her. + +There was a moment of complete dead silence, and then with a tearing, +rending sound the dome and the temple walls split from top to base; and +with a thundering crash the great block of stone upon which was carved +the image of Kali the Terrible split in two, toppled over and fell upon +the kneeling priest. + +Herds of screaming beasts hurled themselves through the riven walls and +fled across the temple floor, fighting blindly to escape. Monkeys in +hundreds scrambled over the mounds of fallen bricks, chattering and +calling like lost, frightened children; a tiger with one bound landed +noiselessly a few feet from those two in the moonlight, half reared +with a short coughing roar and bounded as noiselessly away. And God +alone knows what saved the three from instant death among the tottering +ruins. + +The power of Love perchance. + +The son of princes sheltering the girl slowly, oh! slowly straightened +himself, when a prolonged silence seemed to indicate the end of the +greatest earthquake that ever swept the Sunderbunds Jungle. + +Blood streamed from the side of his head, battered in by a broken +fragment of the high altar that had been hurled through the air; his +left shoulder was in splinters, crushed by the collapse of the roof +which must have killed Leonie if he had not covered her with his body; +blood spouted from some great severed artery in the arm which seemed to +hang by a thread from the splintered shoulder; yet was his face aglow +with light and love, and his eyes afire with happiness as he raised a +tawny tress of hair and pressed it to his lips. + +He was dying, quickly, yet he turned his head and smiled at the sound +of Jan Cuxson's boots scrambling over the impeding heaps of stone. For +one second only the torture of the sacrifice required of him flared in +the soft brown eyes; and then in the pride of his great race, and with +an effort of will beyond all telling, he put his unbroken arm round the +woman he loved so well, lifted her, got somehow to his feet, and +walked, aye! walked steadily across the few yards which separated him +from the white man. + +Cuxson, not realising his terrible plight, with eyes only for the woman +_he_ loved, wrenched Leonie from his hold and swept her from head to +foot with frantic eyes. + +"What have you done to her?" he demanded fiercely. "Before the +earthquake what did you do to her? Tell me--or by God I'll----" + +He stopped the bitter words in time to save himself from everlasting +remorse. + +For Madhu Krishnaghar suddenly straightened his battered body, and +looked the white man in the eyes. + +"She is safe, O white man, safe and unharmed. Take her, keep +her--carry her by the--the short road without the--the temple +gates--to--happiness, _I_ give _her_--to--you--because _I_--I +love--her--for ever!" + +There was a moment's terrible silence in which the two men stood +divided, yet united, in their great love for the one woman. + +The native of India put his hand to his forehead and salaamed before +the woman for whom he had sacrificed all, then turned slowly around +towards the place where the image of his god had so lately stood. + +"Kali!" he called, and his young voice was as the clashing of golden +bells at sunset. "Kali! Mother of all--I come!" + +And unwitting of the great reward awaiting those who attain everlasting +peace through the victory of the greater love, he crashed face +downwards, dead, upon the flower-strewn floor, and passed for ever into +the safe keeping of the one and only God. + + + + +CHAPTER LI + + "When the day breaks and the shadows flee away!"--_The Bible_. + + +Jan Cuxson lifted Leonie's face to the light of the moon, and caught +his breath at the sight of the turned back eyes and drooping mouth. + +This was the outcome of it all! _This_ was how she was left to him; +saved from physical hurt but with her mind for ever bound by the will +of yon dead priest. Hypnotised, mesmerised, to be under the influence +of the Goddess of Destruction until her death; maybe to pass her life +in the security of a padded cell; she, his Leonie, his love, his +wife-to-be. + +He crushed her in fierce despair against his heart as the ground moved +gently under his feet, and prayed aloud to his God to bring the riven +walls down upon them there in the moonlight, that in merciful death the +awful fate of his beloved might be lifted from her. + +The only answer to the desperate prayer was silence and shadows +enveloping them like a mantle, and he lifted his stern face to the +radiance of the moon, with the light of battle in the grey eyes. + +"I will find a way out, dear heart," he cried, as he turned her face +gently against his shoulder. "There is a way and I will find it." And +he strode as hastily as the masses of fallen stone would allow him +towards the door and the short path which would lead him to the water's +edge and safety. + +As he skirted the half of the fallen altar which lay across the body of +the priest, he paused for a moment and looked down upon the man who had +won even in death. + +As he looked the fingers of the out-flung hands twitched, and a violent +shiver shook the old frame. Slowly, very slowly the gnarled old arms +were gathered in under the breast as inch by inch the Hindu priest +raised himself from the floor. The lower limbs were hidden, crushed +under the fallen stone, and the old head hung down between the +shoulders, the grey hair tangled in a wreath of jasmin flower. + +He lifted his face, and the dim old eyes looked wistfully up into the +grey ones staring down at him out of the shadows. + +"Thou hast conquered, sahib, thou hast conquered in love," he +whispered. "And she is safe, for behold my--my power--has gone--from +her. I--even I--have not obeyed, and my god--has destroyed me!" + +Lifting his voice he cried aloud and died. + +And as he died Leonie turned her face from the shelter of her lover's +shoulder and closed her eyes, and opening them again laughed sweetly as +she looked up into his face. + +"You, Jan, _you_! Why--whatever has happened, and--why--wherever are +we?" And he looked down into the sweet face and laughed aloud, an +exultant, ringing laugh which was caught and echoed and re-echoed from +the dome until the place seemed filled with the sound of happiness. + +"There has been a bit of an earthquake, dear, and you got hit on the +head by a piece of falling brick. See, sweetheart," and he swept the +masses of hair together and twisted it between her head and his coat, +"turn your face this way until I have you safely out of here, it's nice +and soft, and shut your eyes, darling----" + +"Yes! but," said Leonie, as she turned her face as bidden and closed +her eyes with a sigh of great content, "but--but how did we escape?" + +"You were saved, dear!" + +"Saved!--from what? By whom?" + +She tried to turn her head, but he held it pressed close against his +heart. + +"From death--dear heart!" + +"And by whom--tell me--Jan--by whom?" + +Jan Cuxson paused a moment as he looked across towards the still figure +of Madhu Krishnaghar stretched peacefully upon the ground. + +"By the whitest man that has ever lived, dear!--by him!" + +And he turned without another word and strode through the temple and +out of the gates to the narrow way which led to safety. And where the +trees met in an arch above his head he stopped and looked back, and +Leonie, turning her face, passed her hand wonderingly over the tousled +masses of her hair and the silken drapery about her body. + +"Where are we going to? Where are you taking me?" + +He shifted her completely into his left arm, pulled at a golden slender +chain round her neck with his right hand, caught it in his strong white +teeth and wrenched it in two. + +And he answered her as he flung the jewelled cat's-eye far out into the +jungle. + +"To Devon, beloved, to Devon and happiness!" + +And as he closed her red mouth with kisses the earth shook gently under +his feet, and the temple, with a terrific crash, caved in; burying for +ever the dead priest, the broken image of Kali, the Goddess of +Destruction, and Madhu Krishnaghar, son of princes, her splendid Indian +lover. + + + + +THE END + + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Leonie of the Jungle, by Joan Conquest + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LEONIE OF THE JUNGLE *** + +***** This file should be named 15841.txt or 15841.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/1/5/8/4/15841/ + +Produced by Al Haines + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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