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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Primrose Ring + + +Author: Ruth Sawyer + +Release Date: March 27, 2005 [eBook #15482] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PRIMROSE RING*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +THE PRIMROSE RING + +by + +RUTH SAWYER + +Illustrated + +Harper & Brothers Publishers +New York & London + +1915 + + + + + + + + To + + The Little Mother + this book in memory of the + Primrose Ring + she wove for me once on a time + + + + +FOREWORD + + +DEAR PEOPLE,--Whoever you are and wherever you may be when you take up +this book--I beg of you not to feel disturbed because I have let Fancy +and a faery or two slip in between the covers. You will find them +quite harmless and friendly--and very eager to become acquainted. + +Furthermore, please do not search about for Saint Margaret's; it does +not exist. I shamelessly confess to the building of it myself, using +my right of authorship to bring a stone from this place, and a cornice +from that, to cap the foundation I discovered long ago--when I was a +child. In a like manner have I furnished its board of trustees. Do +not misjudge them; remember that when one is so careless as to let +Fancy and faeries into a book she is forced to let the stepmothers be +unkind and the giants cruel. + +I should like to remind those who may be forgetting that Tir-na-n'Og is +the land of eternal youth and joyousness--the Celtic "Land of Heart's +Desire." It is a country which belongs to us all by right of natural +heritage; but we turned our backs to it and started journeying from it +almost the instant we stepped out of our cradles. + +As for the primrose ring--reach across it to Bridget and let her give +you back again the heart of a child which you may have lost somewhere +along the road of Growing-Old-and-Wise. + + R. S. + +THE PRIMROSE RING + + +I + +CONCERNING FANCY AND SAINT MARGARET'S + +Would it ever have happened at all if Trustee Day had not fallen on the +30th of April--which is May Eve, as everybody knows? + +This is something you must ask of those wiser than I, for I am only the +story-teller, sitting in the shadow of the market-place, passing on the +tale that comes to my ears. But I can remind you that May Eve is one +of the most bewitched and bewitching times of the whole year--reason +enough to account for any number of strange happenings; and I can point +out to your notice that Margaret MacLean, in charge of Ward C at Saint +Margaret's, found the flower-seller at the corner of the street that +morning with his basket full of primroses. Now primroses are "gentle +flowers," as everybody ought to know--which means that the faeries have +been using them for thousands of years to work magic; and Margaret +MacLean bought the full of her hands that morning. + +And this brings us back to Trustee Day at Saint Margaret's--which fell +on the 30th of April--and to the beginning of the story. + + +Saint Margaret's Free Hospital for Children does not belong to the +city. It was built by a rich man as a memorial to his son, a little +crippled lad who stayed just long enough to leave behind as a legacy +for his father a great crying hunger to minister to all little ailing +and crippled bodies. There are golden tales concerning those first +years of the hospital--tales passed on by word of mouth alone and so +old as to have gathered a bit of the misty glow of illusion that hangs +over all myths and traditions. They made of Saint Margaret's an +arcadian refuge, where the Founder wandered all day and every day like +a patron saint. Tradition endowed him with all the attributes of all +saints belonging to childhood: the protectiveness of Saint Christopher, +the tenderness of Saint Anthony, the loving comradeship of Saint +Valentine, and the joyfulness of Saint Nicholas. + +But that was more than fifty years ago; and institutions can change +marvelously in half a century. Time had buried more than the Founder. + +The rich still support Saint Margaret's. Society gives bazars and +costumed balls for it annually; great artists give benefit concerts; +bankers, corporation presidents, and heiresses send liberal checks once +a year--and from this last group are chosen the trustees. They have +made of Saint Margaret's the best-appointed hospital in the city. It +is supplied with everything money and power can obtain; leading +surgeons are listed on its staff; its nurses rank at the head. It has +outspanned the greatest dream of the Founder--professionally. And +twelve times a year--at the end of every month--the trustees hold their +day; which means that all through the late afternoon, until the +business meeting at five-thirty, they wander over the building. + +Now it is the business of institutional directors to be thorough, and +the trustees of Saint Margaret's, previous to the 30th of April, never +forgot their business. They looked into corners and behind doors to +see what had not been done; they followed the work-trails of every +employee--from old Cassie, the scrub-woman, to the Superintendent +herself; and if one was a wise employee one blazed conspicuously and +often. They gathered in little groups and discussed methods for +conservation and greater efficiency, being as up to date in their +charities as in everything else. Also, they brought guests and showed +them about; for when one was rich and had put one's money into +collections of sick and crippled children instead of old ivories and +first editions, it did not at all mean that one had not retained the +same pride of exhibiting. + +There are a few rare natures who make collections for the sheer love of +the objects they collect, and if they can be persuaded to show them off +at all it is always with so much tenderness and sympathy that even the +feelings of a delicately wrought Buddha could not be bruised. But +there were none of these natures numbered among the trustees of Saint +Margaret's. And because it was purely a matter of charity and pride +with them, and because they never had any time left over from being +thorough and business-like to spend on the children themselves, they +never failed to leave a shaft of gloom behind them on Trustee Day. The +contagious ward always escaped by virtue of its own power of +self-defense; but the shaft started at the door of the surgical ward +and went widening along through the medical and the convalescent until +it reached the incurables at an angle of indefinite radiation. There +was a reason for this--as Margaret MacLean put it once in paraphrase: + +"Children come and children go, but we stay on for ever." + +Trustee Day was an abiding memory only with the incurables; which meant +that twelve times a year--at the end of every month--Ward C cried +itself to sleep. + +Spring could not have begun the day better. She is never the +spendthrift that summer is, but once in a while she plunges recklessly +into her treasure-store and scatters it broadcast. On this last day of +April she was prodigal with her sunshine; out countryward she garnished +every field and wood and hollow with her best. Everywhere were flowers +and pungent herby things in such abundance that even the city folk +could sense them afar off. + +Little cajoling breezes scuttled around corners and down +thoroughfares, blowing good humor in and bad humor out. Birds of +passage--song-sparrows, tanagers, bluebirds, and orioles--even a pair +of cardinals--stopped wherever they could find a tree or bush from +which to pipe a friendly greeting. Yes, spring certainly could not +have begun the day better; it was as if everything had said to itself, +"We know this is a very special occasion and we must do our share in +making it fine." + +So well did everything succeed that Margaret MacLean was up and out of +Saint Margaret's a full half-hour earlier than usual, her heart singing +antiphonally with the birds outside. Coatless, but capped and in her +gray uniform, she jumped the hospital steps, two at a time, and danced +the length of the street. + +Now Margaret MacLean was small and slender, and there was nothing +grotesque in the dancing. It had become a natural means of expressing +the abundant life and joyousness she had felt ever since she had been +free of crutches and wheeled chairs; and an impartial stranger, had he +been passing, would have watched her with the same uncritical delight +that he might have bestowed on any wood creature had it suddenly +appeared darting along the pavement. She reached the corner just in +time to bump into the flower-seller, who was turning about like some +old tabby to settle himself and his basket. + +"Oh!" she cried in dismay, for the flower-seller was wizened and +unsteady of foot, and she had sent him spinning about in a dizzy +fashion. She put out a steadying hand. "Oh . . . !" This time it was +in ecstasy; she had spied the primroses in the basket just as the +sunshine splashed over the edge of the corner building straight down +upon them. Margaret MacLean dropped to one knee and laid her cheek +against them. "The happy things--you can hear them laugh! I want +all--all I can carry." She looked up quizzically at the flower-seller. +"Now how did you ever happen to think of bringing these--to-day?" + +A pair of watery old eyes twinkled, thereby becoming amazingly young in +an instant, and he wagged his head mysteriously while he raised a +significant finger. "Sure, wasn't I knowin', an' could I be afther +bringin' anythin' else? But the rest that passes--or stops--will see +naught but yellow flowers in a basket, I'm thinkin'." And the +flower-seller set to shaking his head sorrowfully. + +"Perhaps not. There are the children--" + +"Aye, the childher; but the most o' them be's gettin' too terrible +wise." + +"I know--I know--but mine aren't. I'm going to take my children back +as many as I can carry." She stretched both hands about a mass of +stems--all they could compass. "See"--she held up a giant bunch--"so +much happiness is worth a great deal. Feel in the pocket of my apron +and you will find--gold for gold. It was the only money I had in my +purse. Keep it all, please." With a nod and a smile she left him, +dancing her way back along the still deserted street. + +"'Tis the faeries' own day, afther all," chuckled the flower-seller as +he eyed the tiny gold disk in his palm; then he remembered, and called +after the diminishing figure of the nurse: "Hey, there! Mind what ye +do wi' them blossoms. They be's powerful strong magic." And he +chuckled again. + +The hall-boy, shorn of uniform and dignity, was outside, polishing +brasses, when Margaret MacLean reached the hospital door. She stopped +for an interchange of grins and greetings. + +"Mornin', Miss Peggie." + +"Morning, Patsy." + +He was "Patrick" to the rest of Saint Margaret's; no one else seemed to +realize that he was only about one-fifth uniform and the other fifths +were boy--small boy at that. + +She eyed his work critically. "That's right--polish them well, Patsy. +They must shine especially bright to-day." + +"Why, what's happenin' to-day?" + +"Oh--everything, and--nothing at all." + +And she passed on through the door with a most mysterious smile, +thereby causing Patsy to mentally comment: + +"My, don't she beat all! More'n half the time a feller don't know what +she's kiddin' about; but, gee! don't he like it!" + +As it happened the primroses did not get as far as Ward C then. +Margaret MacLean found the door of the board-room ajar, and, glancing +in, looked square into the eyes of the Founder of Saint Margaret's, +where he hung in his great gold frame--silent and questioning. + +"If all the tales they tell about you are true, you must wonder what +has happened to Saint Margaret's since you turned it over to a board of +trustees." + +She went in and stood close to him, smiling wistfully. "Perhaps you +would like me to leave you the primroses until after the meeting--they +would be sure to cheer you up; and they might--they might--" Laughing, +she went over to the President's desk and put the flowers in the green +Devonshire bowl. + +She was sitting in the President's chair, coaxing some of the hoydenish +blossoms into place, when the House Surgeon looked in a moment later. + +"Hello! What are you doing? I thought you detested this room." He +spoke in a teasing, big-brother way, while his eyes dwelt pleasurably +on the small gray figure in the President's chair. For, be it said +without partiality or prejudice, Margaret MacLean was beautiful, with a +beauty altogether free from self-appraisement. + +"I do--I hate it!" Then she wagged her head and raised a significant +finger in perfect imitation of the flower-seller. "I am dabbling +in--magic. I am starting here a terrible and insidious campaign +against gloom." + +The House Surgeon looked amused. "You make me shiver, all right; but I +haven't the smallest guess coming. Would you mind putting it into +scientific American?" + +"I'm afraid I couldn't. But I can make a plain statement in +prose--this is Trustee Day." + +"Hell!" The House Surgeon walked over to the calendar on the desk to +verify the fact. "Well, what are you going to do about it?" + +Margaret MacLean spread her hands over the primroses, indicatively. "I +told you--magic." She wrinkled up her forehead into a worrisome frown. +"Let me see; I counted them, up last night, and I have had two hundred +and twenty-eight Trustee Days in my life. I have tried about +everything else--philosophy, Christianity, optimism, mental sclerosis, +and missionary fever; but never magic. Don't you think it +sounds--hopeful?" + +The House Surgeon laughed. "You are the funniest little person I ever +knew. On duty you're as old as Methuselah and as wise as Hippocrates, +but the rest of the time I believe your feet are eternally treading the +nap off antique wishing-carpets. I wonder how many you've worn out. +As for that head of yours, it bobs like a penny balloon among the +clouds looking for--" + +"Faeries?" suggested Margaret MacLean. + +"That just about hits it. Will you please tell me how you, of all +people, ever evolved these--ideas--out of Saint Margaret's?" + +A grim smile tightened the corners of her mouth while she looked across +the room to the portrait that hung opposite the Founder's--the portrait +of the Old Senior Surgeon. "I had to," she said at last. "When a +person is born with absolutely nothing--nothing of the human things a +human baby is entitled to--she has to evolve something to live in; a +sort of sea-urchin affair with spines of make-believe sticking out all +over it to keep prodding away life as it really is. If she didn't the +things she had missed would flatten her out into a flabby pulp--just +skin and feelings." + +"And so you make believe that Trustee Day isn't really bad?" + +"Oh dear, no! But I keep believing it's going to be much better. Did +you ever think what it could be like--if the trustees would only make +it something more than--a matter of business? Why, it could be as good +as any faery-tale come true, with a dozen god-parents instead of one; +and think of the wonderful things they could do it they tried. +Think--think--and, oh, the fun of it!" + +She broke off with a little shivering ache. When the picture became so +alive that it pulled at one's heart-strings, it was time to stop. But +the next moment she was laughing merrily. + +"Do you know, when I was a little tad and couldn't sleep at night with +the pain, I used to make believe I was a 'truster' and say over to +myself all the nice, comforting things I wished they would say. It +began to sound so real that one day I answered--just as if some one had +said something pleasant." + +"Well?" interrogated the House Surgeon, much amused. + +"Well, it was the Oldest Trustee, of course; and she raised those +lorgnettes and reminded me that a good child never spoke unless she was +spoken to. I suppose it will take lots and lots of magic to turn them +into god-parents." + +"Look here," and the House Surgeon reached across the desk and took a +firm, big-brother grip of her hands, "faery-tales have to have +stepmothers as well as godmothers--think of it that way. And remember +that those kiddies of yours were never born to ride in pumpkin coaches." + +"But I'm not reaching out for faery luxuries for them. I want them to +be children--plain, happy, laughing children--with as normal a heritage +as we can scrape together for them. All it needs is the magic of a +little human understanding. That's the most potent magic in the whole +world. Why, it can do anything!" + +A little-girl look came into Margaret MacLean's face. It always did +when she was wanting anything very much or was thinking about something +very intensely. It was the hardest kind of a look to resist. She had +often threshed this subject out with the House Surgeon before; for it +was her theory that when a body's material condition was rather poor +and meager there was all the more reason for scraping together what one +could of a spiritual heritage and living thereby. + +"And don't you see," she had urged, at least a score of times, +"if we could only teach all the cripples to let their minds +run--free-limbed--over hilltops and pleasant places, their natures +would never need to warp and wither after the fashion of their poor +bodies. And the time to begin is in childhood, when the mind is +learning to walk alone." + +Usually the House Surgeon was easily convinced to the Margaret MacLean +side of any argument; but this time, for reasons of his own, he turned +an unsympathetic and stubborn ear. He was coming to believe very +strongly that all this fanciful optimism was so much laughing-gas, with +only a passing power, and when the effect wore off there would be the +Dickens to pay. He did not want to see Margaret MacLean turn into a +bitter-minded woman of the world--stripped of her trust and her dreams. +He--all of them--had need of her as she was. Her belief in the +ultimate good of things and persons, however, was beyond power of human +achievement; and the surest cure for disappointments was to amputate +all expectations. So the House Surgeon hardened his heart and became +as professionally severe as he knew how to be. + +"It's absolutely impossible to expect a group of incurable children in +an institution to be made as normal and happy as other children. It +can't be done. Those kiddies are up against a pretty hard proposition, +I know; but the kindest thing you can do for them is to toughen them +into not feeling--" + +The nurse in charge of Ward C wrenched away her hands fiercely. +"You're just like the Senior Surgeon. He thinks the whole dependent +world--the sick and the poor and the incompetent--have no business with +ideas or feelings of their own. He's always saying, 'Train it out of +them; train it out of them; and it will make it easier for institutions +to take care of them.' It's for ever the 'right of the strong' with +him. Unless you are able to take care of yourself you are not entitled +to the ordinary privileges of a human being." + +"I'm not at all like the Senior Surgeon. I don't mean that, and you +know it. What I am trying to make you understand is that these kiddies +can't keep you always; some time they will have to learn to do without +you. When that happens it will come tough on them. It would come +tough on anybody; and the square thing for you to do is to stop +being--so all-fired adorable." The House Surgeon flung back his head +and marched out of the board-room, slamming the door. + +Behind the slammed door Margaret MacLean eyed the primroses +suspiciously. "I wonder--is your magic working all right to-day? +Please--please don't weave any charms against him, little faery people. +He is the only other grown-up person who has ever understood the least +bit; and I couldn't bear to lose him, too." + +For the second time that morning she nestled her cheek against the +blossoms. Then the clock on the hospital tower struck eight. She +jumped with a start. "Time to go on duty." Once again her eyes met +the eyes of the Founder and sparkled witchingly. She raised high the +green Devonshire bowl from the President's desk as for a toast. + +"Here's to Saint Margaret's--as you founded her; and the children--as +you meant them to be; and here's to the one who first understood!" She +turned from the Founder to the portrait hanging opposite, and bowed +most worshipfully to the Old Senior Surgeon. + + + + +II + +IN WHICH MARGARET MACLEAN REVIEWS A MEMORY + +As Margaret MacLean climbed the stairs to Ward C--she rarely took the +lift, it was too remindful of the time when she could not climb +stairs--her mind thought back a step for each step she mounted. When +she had reached the top of the first flight she was a child again, back +in one of the little white iron cribs in her own ward; and it was the +day when the first stringent consciousness came to her that she hated +Trustee Day. + +The Old Senior Surgeon--the present one, of whom Saint Margaret's felt +inordinately proud, was house surgeon then--had come into Ward C for a +peep at her, and had called out, according to a firmly established +custom, "Hello, Thumbkin! What's the news?" + +She had been "Thumbkin" to him ever since the night he had carried her +into the hospital, a tiny mite of a baby; and he had woven out of her +coming a marvelous story--fancy-fashioned. This he had told her at +least twice a week, from the time she was old enough to ask for it, +because it had popped into his head quite suddenly that this morsel of +humanity would some day insist on being accounted for. + +The bare facts concerning her were rather shabby ones. She had been +unceremoniously dumped into his arms by a delegate from the Foundling +Asylum, who had found him the most convenient receptacle nearest the +door; and he had been offered the meager information that she belonged +to no one, was wrong somehow, and a hospital was the place for her. + +One hardly likes to pass on shabby garments, much less shabby facts, to +cover another's past. So the Old Senior Surgeon had forestalled her +inquisitiveness with a tale adorned with all the pretty imaginings that +he, "a clumsy-minded old gruffian," could conjure up. + +Margaret MacLean remembered the story--word for word--as we remember +"The House That Jack Built." It began with the Old Senior Surgeon +himself, who heard a pair of birds disputing in one of the two trees +which sentineled the hospital. They had built a nest therein; it was +bedtime, and they wished to retire, only something prevented. Upon +investigation he discovered the cause--"and there you were, my dear, no +bigger than my thumb!" + +This was the nucleus of the story; but the Old Senior Surgeon had +rolled it about, hither and yon, adding adventure after adventure, +until it had assumed gigantic proportions. As she grew older she took +a hand in the adventure-making herself, he supplying the bare plot, she +weaving the threads therefrom into a detailed narrative which she +retold to him later, with a few imaginings of her own added. This is +what had established the custom for the Old Senior Surgeon to take a +peep into Ward C at day's end and call across to her: "Hello, Thumbkin! +What's the news?" or, "What's happened next?" And until this day the +answer had always been a joyous one. + +Margaret MacLean, grown, could look back at tiny Margaret MacLean and +see her very clearly as she straightened up in the little iron crib and +answered in a shrill, tense voice: "I'm not Thumbkin. I'm a foundling. +I don't belong to anybody. I never had any father or mother or +nothing, but just a hurt back; they said so. They stood right +there--two of them; and one told the other all about me." + +This was the end of the story, and the beginning of Trustee Days for +Margaret MacLean. + +She soon made the discovery that she was not the only child in the ward +who felt about it that way. Her discovery was a matter of intuition +rather than knowledge; for--as if by silent consent--the topic was +carefully avoided in the usual ward conversation. One does not make it +a rule to talk about the hobgoblins that lurk in the halls at night, or +the gray, creeping shapes that come out of dark corners and closets +after one has gone to bed, if one is so pitifully unfortunate as to +possess these things in childhood. Instead one just remembers and +waits, shivering. Only to old Cassie, the scrub-woman, who was young +Cassie then, did she confide her fear. From her she received a +charm--compounded of goose eggshells and vinegar--which Cassie claimed +to be what they used in Ireland to unbewitch changelings. She kept the +charm hidden for months under her pillow. It proved comforting, +although absolutely ineffectual. + +And for months there had been a strained relationship between the Old +Senior Surgeon and herself, causing them both much embarrassment. She +resented the story he had made for her with all her child soul; he had +cheated her--fooled her. She felt much as we felt toward our parents +when we made our first discovery concerning Santa Claus. + +But after a time--a long time--the story came to belong to her again; +she grew to realize that the Old Senior Surgeon had told it +truthfully--only with the unconscious tongue of the poet instead of the +grim realist. She found out as well that it had done a wonderful thing +for her: it had turned life into an adventure--a quest upon which one +was bound to depart, no matter how poorly one's feet might be shod or +how persistently the rain and wind bit at one's marrow through the rags +of a conventional cloak. More than this--it had colored the road ahead +for her, promising pleasant comradeship and good cheer; it would keep +her from ever losing heart or turning back. + +A day came at last when she and the Old Senior Surgeon could laugh--a +little foolishly, perhaps--over the child-story; and then, just because +they could laugh at it and feel happy, they told it together all over +again. They made much of Thumbkin's christening feast, and the gifts +the good godmothers brought. + +"Let me see," said the Old Senior Surgeon, cocking his head +thoughtfully, "there was the business-like little party on a +broomstick, carrying grit--plain grit." + +"And the next one brought happiness--didn't she?" asked little Margaret +MacLean. + +He nodded. "Of course. Then came a little gray-haired faery with a +nosegay of Thoughts-for-other-folks, all dried and ready to put away +like sweet lavender." + +"And did the next bring love?" + +Again he agreed. "But after her, my dear, came a comfortable old lady +in a chaise with a market-basket full of common-sense." + +"And then--then-- Oh, couldn't the one after her bring beauty? Some +one always did in the book stories. I think I wouldn't mind the back +and--other things so much if my face could be nice." + +Margaret MacLean, grown, could remember well how tearfully eager little +Margaret MacLean had been. + +The Old Senior Surgeon looked down with an odd, crinkly smile. "Have +you never looked into a glass, Thumbkin?" + +She shook her head. + +Children in the wards of free hospitals have no way of telling how they +look, and perhaps it is better that way. Only if it happens--as it +does sometimes--that they spend a good share of their life there, it +seems as if they never had a chance to get properly acquainted with +themselves. + +For a moment he patted her hand; after which he said, very solemnly: +"Wait for a year and a day--then look. You will find out then just +what the next faery brought." + +Margaret MacLean had obeyed this command to the letter. When the year +and a day came she had been able to stand on tiptoe and look at herself +for the first time in her life; and she would never forget the gladness +of that moment. It had appeared nothing short of a miracle to her that +she should actually possess something of which she need not be +ashamed--something nice to share with the world. And whenever Margaret +MacLean thought of her looks at all, which was rare, she thought of +them in that way. + +She took up the memory again where she had dropped it on the second +flight of stairs, slowly climbing her way to Ward C, and went on with +the story. + +They came to the place where Thumbkin was pricked by the wicked faery +with the sleeping-thorn and put to sleep for a hundred years, after the +fashion of many another story princess; and the Old Senior Surgeon +suddenly stopped and looked at her sharply. + +"Some day, Thumbkin, I may play the wicked faery and put you to sleep. +What would you say to that?" + +She did not say--then. + +More months passed, months which brought an ashen, drawn look to the +face of the Old Senior Surgeon, and a tired-out droop to his shoulders +and eyes. She began to notice that the nurses eyed him pityingly +whenever he came into the ward, and the house surgeon shook his head +ominously. She wondered what it meant; she wondered more when he came +at last to remind her of his threatened promise. + +"You remember, Thumbkin, about that sleep? Would you let an old faery +doctor put you to sleep, for a little while, if he was very sure you +would wake up to find happiness--and health--and love--and all the +other gifts the godmothers brought?" + +She tried her best to keep the frightened look out of her eyes. By the +way he watched her, however, she knew some of it must have crept in. +"Operation?" she managed to choke out at last. + +Operation was a fairly common word in Ward C, and not an over-hopeful +one. + +"It's this way, Thumbkin; and let's make a bargain of it. I think +there's a cure for that back of yours. It hasn't been tried very much; +about often enough to make it worth while for us to take a chance. +I'll be honest with you and tell you the house surgeon doesn't think it +can be done; but that's where the bargain comes in. He thinks he can +mend my trouble, and I don't; and we're both dreadfully greedy to prove +we're right. Now if you will give me my way with you I will give him +his. But you must come first." + +"A hundred years is a long time to be asleep," she objected. + +"Bless you, it won't be a hundred minutes." + +"And does your back need it, too?" + +"Not my back; my stomach. It's about the only chance for either of us, +Thumbkin." + +"And you won't unless I do?" + +The Old Senior Surgeon gave his head a terrific shake; then he caught +her small hands in his great, warm, comforting ones. "Think. It means +a strong back; a pair of sturdy little legs to take you anywhere; and +the whole world before you!" + +"And you'll have them, too?" + +He smiled convincingly. + +"All right. Let's." She gave his hand a hard, trustful squeeze. + +She liked to remember that squeeze. She often wondered if it might not +have helped him to do what he had to do. + +Her operation was record-making in its success; and after he had seen +her well on the mend he gave himself over to the house surgeon and a +fellow-colleague, according to the bargain. He proved the house +surgeon wrong, for he never rallied. Undoubtedly he knew this would be +the way of it; for he stopped in Ward C before he went up to the +operating-room and said to her: + +"I shall be sleeping longer than you did, Thumbkin; but, never fear, I +shall be waking some time, somewhere. And remember this: Never grow so +strong and well that you forget how tiresome a hospital crib can be. +Never be so happy that you grow blind to the heartaches of other +children; and never wander so far away from Saint Margaret's that you +can't come back, sometimes, and make a story for some one else." + +She puzzled a good bit over this, especially the first part of it; but +when they told her the next day, she understood. Probably she grieved +for him more than had any one else; even more than the members of his +own family or profession. For, whereas there are many people in the +world who can give life to others, there are but few who can help +others to possess it. + +What childhood she had had she left behind her soon after this, along +with her aching back, her helpless limbs, and the little iron crib in +Ward C. + +On the first Trustee Day following her complete recovery she appeared, +at her own request, before the meeting of the board. In a small, +frightened voice she asked them to please send her away to school. She +wanted to learn enough to come back to Saint Margaret's and be a nurse. + +The trustees consented. Having assumed the responsibility of her +well-being for over fifteen years, they could not very easily shirk it +now. Furthermore, was it not a praise-worthy tribute to Saint +Margaret's as a charitable institution, and to themselves as trustees, +that this child whom they had sheltered and helped to cure should +choose this way of showing her gratitude? Verily, the board pruned and +plumed itself well that day. + +All this Margaret MacLean lived over again as she climbed the stairs to +Ward C on the 30th of April, her heart glowing warm with the memory of +this man who had first understood; who had freed her mind from the +abnormality of her body and the stigma of her heritage; who had made it +possible for her to live wholesomely and deeply; and who had set her +feet upon a joyous mission. For the thousandth time she blessed that +memory. + +It had been no disloyalty on her part that she had closed her lips and +said nothing when the House Surgeon had questioned her about her +fancy-making. She could never get away from the feeling that some of +the sweetness and sacredness might be lost with the telling of the +memory. One is so apt to cheapen a thing when one tries hastily to put +it into words, and ever afterward it is never quite the same. + +On the second floor she stopped; and by chance she looked over, between +spiral banisters, to the patch of hallway below. It just happened that +the House Surgeon was standing there, talking with one of the internes. + +Margaret MacLean smiled whimsically. "If there is a soul in the wide +world I could share it with, it is the House Surgeon." And then she +added, aloud, softly apostrophizing the top of his head, "I think some +day you might grow to be very--very like the Old Senior Surgeon; that +is, if you would only stop trying to be like the present one." + +[Illustration: "If there is a soul in the wide world I could share it +with, it is the House Surgeon."] + + + + +III + +WARD C + +A welcoming shout went up from Ward C as Margaret MacLean entered. It +was lusty enough to have come from the throats of healthy children, and +it would have sounded happily to the most impartial ears; to the nurse +in charge it was a very pagan of gladness. + +"Wish you good morning, good meals, and good manners," laughed Margaret +MacLean; and then she went from crib to crib with a special greeting +for each one. Oh, she firmly believed that a great deal depended on +how the day began. + +In the first crib lay Pancho, of South American parentage, partially +paralyzed and wholly captivating. He had been in Saint Margaret's +since babyhood--he was six now--and had never worn anything but a +little hospital shirt. + +"Good morning, Brown Baby," she said, kissing his forehead. "It's just +the day for you out on the sun-porch; and you'll hear birds--lots of +them." + +"Wobins?" + +"Yes, and bluebirds, too. I've heard them already." + +Next came Sandy--merry of heart--a humpback laddie from Aberdeen. His +parents had gone down with the steerage of a great ocean liner, and +society had cared for him until the first horror of the tragedy had +passed; then some one fortunately had mentioned Saint Margaret's, and +society was relieved of its burden. In the year he had spent here his +Aberdonian burr had softened somewhat and a number of American +colloquialisms had crept into his speech; but for all that he was "the +braw canny Scot"--as the House Surgeon always termed him--and he +objected to kisses. So the good-morning greeting was a hearty +hand-shake between the two--comrade fashion. + +"It wad be a bonnie day i' Aberdeen," he reminded her, blithely. "But +'tis no the robins there 'at wad be singin'." + +"Shall I guess?" + +"Na, I'll tell ye. Laverocks!" + +"Really, Sandy?" And then she suddenly remembered something. "Now you +guess what you're going to have for supper to-night." + +"Porridge?" + +"No; scones!" + +"Bully!" And Sandy clapped his hands ecstatically. + +Beside Sandy lay Susan--smart, shrewd, and American, with braced legs +and back, and a philosophy that failed her only on Trustee Days. But +as calendars are not kept in Ward C no one knew what this day was; and +consequently Susan was grinning all over her pinched, gnome-like little +face. Margaret MacLean kissed her on both cheeks; the Susan-kind +hunger for affection, but the world rarely finds it out and therefore +gives sparingly. + +"Guess yer couldn't guess what I dreamt last night, Miss Peggie?" + +"About the aunt?" This was a mythical relation of Susan's who lived +somewhere and who was supposed to turn up some day and claim Susan with +open arms. She was the source of many dreams and of much interested +conversation and heated argument in the ward, and the children had her +pictured down to the smallest detail of person and clothes. + +"No, 'tain't my aunt this time. I dreamt you was gettin' married, Miss +Peggie." And Susan giggled delightedly. + +"An' goin' away?" This was groaned out in chorus from the two cots +following Susan's, wherein lay James and John--fellow-Apostles of +pain--bound closely together in that spiritual brotherhood. They were +sitting up, holding hands and staring at Margaret with wide, +anguish-filled eyes. + +"Of course I'm not going away, little brothers; and I'm not going to +get married. Does any one ever get married in Saint Margaret's?" + +The Apostles thought very hard about it for a moment; but as it had +never happened before, of course it never would now, and Miss Peggie +was safe. + +The whole ward smiled again. But in that moment Margaret MacLean +remembered what the House Surgeon had said, and wondered. Was she +building up for them an ultimate discontent in trying to make life +happy and full for them now? Could not minds like theirs be taught to +walk alone, after all? And then she laughed to herself for worrying. +Why should the children ever have to do without her--unless--unless +something came to them far better--like Susan's mythical aunt? The +children need never leave Saint Margaret's as long as they lived, and +she never should; and she passed on to the next cot, content that all +was well. + +As she stooped over the bed a pair of thin little arms flew out and +clasped themselves tightly about her neck; a head with a shock of red +curls buried itself in the folds of the gray uniform. This was +Bridget--daughter of the Irish sod, oldest of the ward, general +caretaker and best beloved; although it should be added in justice to +both Bridget and Margaret MacLean that the former had no consciousness +of it, and the latter took great care to hide it. + +[Illustration: As she stooped over the bed a pair of thin little arms +flew out and clasped themselves tightly about her neck.] + +It was Bridget who read to the others when no one else could; it was +Bridget who remembered some wonderful story to tell on those days when +Sandy's back was particularly bad or the Apostles grew over-despondent; +and it was Bridget who laughed and sang on the gray days when the sun +refused to be cheery. Undoubtedly it was because of all these things +that her cot was in the center of Ward C. + +Concerning Bridget herself, hers was a case of arsenical poisoning, +slowly absorbed while winding daisy-stems for an East Broadway +manufacturer of cheap artificial flowers. She had done this for three +years--since she was five--thereby helping her mother to support +themselves and two younger children. She was ten now and the Senior +Surgeon had already reckoned her days. + +In the shadow of Bridget's cot was Rosita's crib--Rosita being the +youngest, the most sensitive, and the most given to homesickness. This +last was undoubtedly due to the fact that she was the only child in the +incurable ward blessed in the matter of a home. Her parents were +honest-working Italians who adored her, but who were too ignorant and +indulgent to keep her alive. They came every Sunday, and sat out the +allotted time for visitors beside her crib, while the other children +watched in a silent, hungry-eyed fashion. + +Margaret MacLean passed her with a kiss and went on to +Peter--Peter--seven years old--congenital hip disease--and all boy. + +"Hello, you!" he shouted, squirming under the kiss that he would not +have missed for anything. + +"Hello, you!" answered back the administering nurse, and then she +asked, solemnly, "How's Toby?" + +"He's--he's fine. That soap the House Surgeon give me cured his fleas +all up." + +Toby was even more mythical than Susan's aunt; she was based on certain +authentic facts, whereas Toby was solely the creation of a dog-adoring +little brain. But no one was ever inconsiderate enough to hint at his +airy fabrication; and Margaret MacLean always inquired after him every +morning with the same interest that she bestowed on the other occupants +of Ward C. + +Last in the ward came Michael, a diminutive Russian exile with valvular +heart trouble and a most atrocious vocabulary. The one seemed as +incurable as the other. Margaret MacLean had wrestled with the +vocabulary on memorable occasions--to no avail; and although she had +long since discovered it was a matter of words and not meanings with +him, it troubled her none the less. And because Michael came the +nearest to being the black sheep of this sanitary fold she showed for +him always an unfailing gentleness. + +"Good morning, dear," she said, running her fingers through the +perpendicular curls that bristled continuously. + +"Goot mornun, tear," he mimicked, mischievously; and then he added, +with an irresistible smile, "Und Got-tam-you." + +"Oh, Michael, don't you remember, the next time you were going to say +'God bless you'?" + +"Awright--next time." + +Margaret MacLean sighed unconsciously. Michael's "next time" was about +as reliable as the South American _mañana_; and he seemed as much an +alien now as the day he was brought into the ward. And then, because +she believed that kindness was the strongest weapon for victory in the +end, she did the thing Michael loved best. + +Ward C was turned into a circus menagerie, and Margaret MacLean and her +assistant were turned into keepers. Together they set about the duties +for the day with great good-humor. Two seals, a wriggling +hippopotamus, a roaring polar bear, a sea-serpent of surprising +activities, two teeth-grinding alligators, a walrus, and a baby +elephant were bathed with considerable difficulty and excitement. It +was Sandy who insisted on being the elephant in spite of a heated +argument from the other animals that, having a hump, he ought to be a +camel. They forgave him later, however, when he squirted forth his +tooth-brush water and trumpeted triumphantly, thereby causing the +entire menagerie to squirm about and bellow in great glee. + +At this point the head keeper had to turn them all back instantly into +children, and she delivered a firm but gentle lecture on the +inconsiderateness of soaking a freshly changed bed. + +Sandy broke into penitent tears; and because tears were never allowed +to dampen the atmosphere of Ward C when they could possibly be dammed, +Margaret MacLean did the "best-of-all-things." She pushed the cribs +and cots all together into a "special" with observation-cars; then, +changing into an engineer, and with a call to Toby to jump aboard, she +swung herself into the caboose-rocker and opened the throttle. The +bell rang; the whistle tooted; and the engine gave a final snort and +puff, bounding away countryward where spring had come. + +Those of you who live where you can always look out on pleasant places, +or who can travel at will into them, may find it hard to understand how +wearisome and stupid it grows to be always in one room with an +encompassing sky-line of roof-tops and chimneys, or may fail to sound +the full depths of wonder and delight over the ride that Ward C took +that memorable day. + +The engineer pointed out everything--meadows full of flowers, trees +full of birds, gardens new planted, and corn-fields guarded by +scarecrows. She slowed up at the barnyards that the children might +hear the crowing cocks and clucking hens with their new-hatched broods, +and see the neighboring pastures with their flocks of sheep and tiny +lambs. + +"A ken them weel--hoo the wee creepits bleeted hame i' Aberdeen!" +shouted Sandy, bleeting for the whole pastureful. + +And when they came to the smallest of mountain brooks the engineer +followed it, down, down, until it had grown into a stream with +cowslipped banks; and on and on until it had grown into a river with +little boats and sandy shore and leaping fish. Here the engineer +stopped the train; and every one who wanted to--and there were none who +did not--went paddling; and some went splashing about just as if they +could swim. + +Back in the "special," they climbed a hilltop, slowly, so that the +engineer could point out each farm and pasture and stream in miniature +that they had seen close by. + +"That's the wonder of a hilltop," she explained; "you can see +everything neighboring each other." And when they reached the crest +she clapped her hands. "Oh, children dear, wouldn't it be beautiful to +build a house on a hilltop just like this to live in always!" + +Afterward they rode into deep woods, where the sunlight came down +through the trees like splashes of gold; and here the engineer +suggested they should have a picnic. + +As Margaret MacLean stepped out into the hall to look up the +dinner-trays she met the House Surgeon. + +"Dreading it as much as usual?" he asked, in the teasing, big-brother +tone; but he looked at her in quite another way. + +She laughed. "I'm hoping it isn't going to be as bad as the time +before--and the time before that--and the time before that." She +pushed back some moist curls that had slipped out from under her +cap--engineering was hard work--and the little-girl look came into her +face. She looked up mischievously at the House Surgeon. "You couldn't +possibly guess what I've been doing all morning." + +The House Surgeon wrinkled his forehead in his most professional +manner. "Precautionary disinfecting?" + +Margaret MacLean laughed again. "That's an awfully good guess, but +it's wrong. I've been administering antitoxin for trusteria." + +In spite of her gay assurance before the House Surgeon, however, it was +rather a sober nurse in charge of Ward C who sat down that afternoon +with a book of faery-tales on her knee open to the story of "The +Steadfast Tin Soldier." As for Ward C, it was supremely happy; its +beloved "Miss Peggie" was on duty for the afternoon with the favorite +book for company; moreover, no one had discovered as yet that this was +Trustee Day and that the trustees themselves were already near at hand. + +A shadow fell athwart the threshold that very moment. Margaret MacLean +could feel it without taking her eyes from the book, and, purposefully +unmindful of its presence, she kept reading steadily on: + +"'The paper boat was rocking up and down; sometimes it turned round so +quickly that the Tin Soldier trembled; but he remained firm, he did not +move a muscle, and looked straight forward, shouldering his musket.'" + +"Ah, Miss MacLean, may I speak with you a moment?" It was the voice of +the Meanest Trustee. + +The nurse in charge rose quickly and met him half-way, hoping to keep +him and whatever he might have to say as far from the children as +possible. + +The Meanest Trustee continued in a little, short, sharp voice: "The +cook tells me that the patients in this ward have been having extra +food prepared for them of late, such as fruit and jellies and scones +and even ice-cream. I discovered it for myself. I saw some pineapples +in the refrigerator when I was inspecting it this afternoon, and the +cook said it was your orders." + +Margaret MacLean smiled her most ingratiating smile. "You see," she +said, eagerly, "the children in this ward get fearfully tired of the +same things to eat; it is not like the other wards where the children +stay only a short time. So I thought it would be nice to have +something different--once in a while; and then the old things would +taste all the better--don't you see? I felt sure the trustees would be +willing." + +"Well, they are not. It is an entirely unnecessary expense which I +will not countenance. The regular food is good and wholesome, and the +patients ought to feel grateful for it instead of finding fault." + +The nurse looked anxiously toward the cots, then dropped her voice half +an octave lower. + +"The children have never found fault; it was just my idea to give them +a treat when they were not expecting it. As for the extra expense, +there has been none; I have paid for everything myself." + +The Meanest Trustee readjusted his eye-glasses and looked closer at the +young woman before him. "Do you mean to say you paid for them out of +your own wages?" + +The nurse nodded. + +"Then all I have to say is that I consider it an extremely idiotic +performance which had better be stopped. Children should not be +indulged." + +And he went away muttering something about the poor always remaining +poor with their foolish notions of throwing away money; and Margaret +MacLean went back to the book of faery-tales. But as she was looking +for the place Sandy grunted forth stubbornly: + +"A'm no wantin' ony scones the nicht, so ye maun na fetch them." + +And Peter piped out, "Trusterday, ain't it, Miss Peggie?" + +"Yes, dear. Now shall we go on with the story?" + +She had read to where the rat was demanding the passport when she +recognized the President's step outside the door. In another moment he +was standing beside her chair, looking at the book on her knee. + +"Humph! faery-tales! Is that not very foolish? Don't you think, Miss +Margaret, it would be more suitable to their condition in life if you +should select--hmm--something like _Pilgrim's Progress_ or _Lives of +the Saints and Martyrs_? Something that would be a preparation--so to +speak--for the future." He stood facing her now, his back to the +children. + +"Excuse me"--she was smiling up at him--"but I thought this was a +better preparation." + +The President frowned. He was a much-tried man--a man of charitable +parts, who directed or presided over thirty organizations. It took him +nearly thirty days each month--with the help of two private secretaries +and a luxurious office--to properly attend to all the work resulting +therefrom; and the matters in hand were often so trying and perplexing +that he had to go abroad every other year to avoid a nervous breakdown. + +"I think we took up this matter at one of the business meetings," he +went on, patiently, "and some arrangement was made for one of the +trustees to come and read the Bible and teach the children their +respective creeds and catechisms." + +Margaret MacLean nodded. "There was; Miss N----"--and she named the +Youngest and Prettiest Trustee--"generally comes an hour before the +meeting and reads to them; but to-day she was detained by a--tango tea, +I believe. That's why I chose this." Her eyes danced unconsciously as +she tapped the book. + +The President looked at her sharply. "I should think, my dear young +lady, that you, of all persons, would realize what a very serious thing +life is to any one in this condition. Instead of that I fear at times +that you are--shall I say--flippant?" He turned about and looked at +the children. "How do you do?" he asked, kindly. + +"Thank you, sir, we are very well, sir," they chorused in reply. Saint +Margaret's was never found wanting in politeness. + +The President left; and the nurse in charge of Ward C went on with the +reading. + +"'The Tin Soldier stood up to his neck in water; deeper and deeper sank +the boat, and the paper became more and more limp; then the water +closed over him; but the Tin Soldier remained firm and shouldered his +musket.'" + +A group filled the doorway; it was the voice of the Oldest Trustee that +floated in. "This, my dear, is the incurable ward; we are very much +interested in it." + +They stood just over the threshold--the Oldest Trustee in advance, her +figure commanding and unbent, for all her seventy years, and her +lorgnette raised. As she was speaking a little gray wisp of a woman +detached herself from the group and moved slowly down the row of cots. + +"Yes," continued the Oldest Trustee, "we have two cases of congenital +hip disease and three of spinal tuberculosis--that is one of them in +the second crib." Her eyes moved on from Sandy to Rosita. "And the +fifth patient has such a dreadful case of rheumatism. Sad, isn't it, +in so young a child? Yes, the Senior Surgeon says it is absolutely +incurable." + +Margaret MacLean closed the book with a bang; for five minutes the +children had been looking straight ahead with big, conscious eyes, +hearing not a word. Rebellion gripped at her heart and she rose +quickly and went over to the group. + +"Wouldn't you like to come in and talk to the children? They are +rather sober this afternoon; perhaps you could make them laugh." + +"Yes, wouldn't you like to go in?" put in the Oldest Trustee. "They +are very nice children." + +But the visitors shrank back an almost infinitesimal distance; and one +said, hesitatingly: + +"I'm afraid we wouldn't know quite what to say to them." + +"Perhaps you would like to see the new pictures for the nurses' room?" +the nurse in charge suggested, wistfully. + +The Oldest Trustee glanced at her with a hint of annoyance. "We have +already seen them. I think you must have forgotten, my dear, that it +was I who gave them." + +With flashing cheeks Margaret MacLean fled from Ward C. If she had +stayed long enough to watch the little gray wisp of a woman move +quietly from cot to cot, patting each small hand and asking, tenderly, +"And what is your name, dearie?" she might have carried with her a +happier feeling. At the door of the board-room she ran into the House +Surgeon. + +"Is it as bad as all that?" he asked after one good look at her. + +"It's worse--a hundred times worse!" She tossed her head angrily. "Do +you know what is going to happen some day? I shall forget who I +am--and who they are and what they have done for me--and say things +they will never forgive. My mind-string will just snap, that's all; +and every little pestering, forbidden thought that has been kicking its +heels against self-control and sense-of-duty all these years will come +tumbling out and slip off the edge of my tongue before I even know it +is there." + +"They are some hot little thoughts, I wager," laughed the House Surgeon. + +And then, from the far end of the cross-corridor, came the voice of the +Oldest Trustee, talking to the group: + +". . . such a very sweet girl--never forgets her place or her duty. +She was brought here from the Foundling Asylum when she was a baby, in +almost a dying condition. Every one thought it was an incurable case; +the doctors still shake their heads over her miraculous recovery. Of +course it took years; and she grew up in the hospital." + +With a look of dumb, battling anger the nurse in charge of Ward C +turned from the House Surgeon--her hands clenched--while the voice of +the Oldest Trustee came back to them, still exhibiting: + +"No, we have never been able to find out anything about her parentage; +undoubtedly she was abandoned. We named her 'Margaret MacLean,' after +the hospital and the superintendent who was here then. Yes, indeed--a +very, very sad--" + +When the Oldest Trustee reached the boardroom it was empty, barring the +primroses, which were guilelessly nodding in the green Devonshire bowl +on the President's desk. + + + + +IV + +CURABLES AND INCURABLES + +No one who entered the board-room that late afternoon remembered that +it was May Eve; and even had he remembered, it would have amounted to +nothing more than the mental process of association. It would not have +given him the faintest presentiment that at that very moment the Little +People were busy pressing their cloth-o'-dream mantles and reblocking +their wishing-caps; that the instant the sun went down the spell would +be off the faery raths, setting them free all over the world, and that +the gates of Tir-na-n'Og would be open wide for mortals to wander back +again. No, not one of the board remembered; the trustees sat looking +straight at the primroses and saw nothing, felt nothing, guessed +nothing. + +They were not unusual types of trustees who served on the board of +Saint Margaret's. You could find one or more of them duplicated in the +directors' book of nearly any charitable institution, if you hunted for +them; the strange part was, perhaps, that they were gathered together +in a single unit of power. Besides the Oldest and the Meanest +Trustees, there were the Executive, the Social, the Disagreeable, the +Busiest, the Dominating, the Calculating, the Petty, and the Youngest +and Prettiest. She came fluttering in a minute late from her tea; and +right after her came the little gray wisp of a woman, who sat down in a +chair by the door so unpretentiously as to make it appear as though she +did not belong among them. When the others saw her they nodded +distantly: they had just been talking about her. + +It seemed that she was the widow of the Richest Trustee. The board had +elected her to fill her husband's place lest the annual check of ten +thousand--a necessary item on Saint Margaret's books--might not be +forthcoming; and this was her first meeting. It was, in fact, her +first visit to the hospital. She could never bear to come during her +husband's trusteeship because, children having been denied her, she had +wished to avoid them wherever and whenever she could, and spare herself +the pain their suggestion always brought her. She would not have come +now, but that her husband's memory seemed to require it of her. + +For years gossip had been busy with the wife of the Richest Trustee--as +the widow she did not relax her hold. What the trustees said that day +they only repeated from gossip: the little gray wisp of a woman was a +nonentity--nothing more--with the spirit of a mouse. She held no +position in society, and what she did with her time or her money no one +knew. The trustees smiled inwardly and reckoned silently with +themselves; at least they would never need to fear opposition from her +on any matter of importance. + +The last person of all to enter the boardroom was the Senior Surgeon. +The President had evidently waited for him, for he nodded to the House +Surgeon to close the doors the moment he came. + +Now the Senior Surgeon was a man who used capitals for Surgery, +Science, and Self, unconsciously eliminating them elsewhere. He had +begun in Saint Margaret's as house surgeon; and he had grown to be +considered by many of his own profession the leading man of his day. +The trustees were as proud of him as they were of the hospital, and it +has never been recorded in the traditions of Saint Margaret's that the +Senior Surgeon had ever asked for anything that went ungranted. He +seldom attended a board meeting; consequently when he came in at +five-thirty there was an audible rustle of excitement and the raising +of anticipatory eyebrows. + +When the President called the meeting to order every trustee was +present, as well as the heads of the four wards, the Superintendent, +and the two surgeons. The Senior Surgeon sat next to the President; +the House Surgeon sat where he could watch equally well the profiles of +the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee and Margaret MacLean. His heart had +always been inclined to intermit; or--as he put it to himself--he +adored them both in quite opposite ways; and which way was the better +and more endurable he had never been able to decide. + +"In view of the fact," said the President, rising, "that the Senior +Surgeon can be with us but a short time this afternoon, and that he has +a grave and vital issue to present to you, we will postpone the regular +reports until the end of the meeting and take up at once the business +in hand." He paused a moment, feeling the dramatic value of his next +remark. "For some time the Senior Surgeon has seriously questioned +the--hmm--advisability of continuing the incurable ward. He wishes +very much to bring the matter before you, and he is prepared to give +you his reasons for so doing. Afterward, I think it would be wise for +us to discuss the matter very informally." He bowed to the Senior +Surgeon and sat down. + +The Meanest Trustee snapped his teeth together in an expression of grim +satisfaction. "That ward is costing a lot of unnecessary expense, I +think," he barked out, sharply, "and it's being run with altogether too +free a hand." And he looked meaningly toward Margaret MacLean. + +No one paid any particular attention to his remark; they were too +deeply engrossed in the Senior Surgeon. And the House Surgeon, +watching, saw the profile of the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee become +even prettier as it blushed and turned in witching eagerness toward the +man who was rising to address the meeting. The other profile had +turned rigid and white as a piece of marble. + +Now the Senior Surgeon could do a critical major operation in twenty +minutes; and he could operate on critical issues quite as rapidly. +Speed was his creed; therefore he characteristically attacked the +subject in hand without any prefatory remarks. + +"Ladies and gentlemen of the board, the incurable ward is doing +nothing. I can see no possible reason or opportunity for further +observation or experimentation there. Every case in it at the present +time, as well as every Case that is likely to come to us, is as a +sealed document as far as science is concerned. They are +incurable--they will remain incurable for all time." + +"How do you know?" The question came from the set lips of the nurse in +charge of Ward C. + +"How do we know anything in science? We prove it by undeniable, +irrevocable facts." + +"Even then you are not sure of it. I was proved incurable--but I got +well." + +"That proves absolutely nothing!" And the Senior Surgeon growled as he +always did when things went against his liking. "You were a case in a +thousand--in a lifetime. Because it happened once--here in this +hospital--is no reason for believing that it will ever happen again." + +"Oh yes, it is!" persisted Margaret MacLean. "There is just as much +reason for believing as for not believing. Every one of those +children, in the ward now might--yes, they might--be a case in a +thousand; and no one has any right to take that thousandth of a chance +away from them." + +"You are talking nonsense--stupid, irrational nonsense." And the +Senior Surgeon glared at her. + +The truth was that he had never forgiven her for getting well. To have +had a slip of a girl juggle with the most reliable of scientific data, +as well as with his own undeniable skill as a diagnostician, and grow +up normally, healthfully perfect, was insufferable. He had never quite +forgiven the Old Senior Surgeon for his share in it. And to have her +stand against him and his great desire, now, and actually throw this +thing in his face, was more than he could endure. He did not know that +Margaret MacLean was fighting for what she loved most on earth, the one +thing that seemed to belong to her, the thing that had been given into +her keeping by the right of a memory bequeathed to her by the man he +could not save. Truth to tell, Margaret MacLean had never quite +forgiven the Senior Surgeon for this, blameless as she knew him to be. + +And so for the space of a quick breath the two faced each other, +aggressive and accusing. + +When the Senior Surgeon turned again to the President and the trustees +his face wore a faint smile suggestive of amused toleration. + +"I hope the time will soon come," he said very distinctly, "when every +training-school for nurses will bar out the so-called sentimental, +imaginative type; they do a great deal of harm to the profession. As I +was saying, the incurable ward is doing nothing, and we need it for +surgical cases. Look over the reports for the last few months and you +will see how many cases we have had to turn away--twenty in March, +sixteen in February; and this month it is over thirty--one a day. Now +why waste that room for no purpose?" + +"Every one of those cases could get into, some of the other hospitals; +but who would take the incurables? What would you do with the children +in Ward C, now?" and Margaret MacLean's voice rang out its challenge. + +The Senior Surgeon managed to check an angry explosive and turned to +the President for succor. + +"I think," said that man of charitable parts, "that the meeting is +getting a trifle too informal for order. After the Senior Surgeon has +finished I will call on those whom I feel have something +of--hmm--importance to say. In the mean time, my dear young lady, I +beg of you not to interrupt again. The children, of course, could all +be returned to their homes." + +"Oh no, they couldn't--" There was something hypnotic in the +persistence of the nurse in charge of Ward C. + +Usually keenly sensitive, abnormally alive to impressions and +atmosphere, she shrank from ever intruding herself or her opinions +where they were not welcome; but now all personal consciousness was +dead. She was wholly unaware that she had worked the Senior Surgeon +into a state where he had almost lost his self-control--a condition +heretofore unknown in the Senior Surgeon; that she had exasperated the +President and reduced the trustees to open-mouthed amazement. The +lorgnette shook unsteadily in the hand of the Oldest; and, unmindful of +it all, Margaret MacLean went steadily on: + +"Most of them haven't any homes, and the others couldn't live in theirs +a month. You don't know how terrible they are--five families in one +garret, nothing to eat some of the time, father drunk most of the time, +and filth and foul air all of the time. That's the kind of homes they +have--if they have any." + +Her outburst was met with a complete silence, ignoring and humiliating. +After a moment the Senior Surgeon went on, as if no one had spoken. + +"Am I not right in supposing that you wish to further, as far as it +lies within your power, the physical welfare and betterment of the poor +in this city? That you wish to do the greatest possible good to the +greatest number of children? Ah! I thought so. Well, do you not see +how continuing to keep a number of incurable cases for two or three +years--or as long as they live--is hindering this? You are keeping out +so many more curable cases. For every case in that ward now we could +handle ten or fifteen surgical cases each year. Is that not worth +considering?" + +The trustees nodded approval to one another; it was as if they would +say, "The Senior Surgeon is always right." + +The surgeon himself looked at his watch; he had three minutes left to +clinch their convictions. Clearly and admirably he outlined his +present scope of work; then, stepping into the future, he showed into +what it might easily grow, had it the room and beds. He showed +indisputably what experimental surgery had done for science--what a +fertile field it was; and wherein lay Saint Margaret's chance to plow a +furrow more and reap its harvest. At the end he intimated that he had +outgrown his present limited conditions there, that unless these were +changed he should have to betake himself and his operative skill +elsewhere. + +A painfully embarrassing hush closed in on the meeting as the Senior +Surgeon resumed his seat. It was broken by an enthusiastic chirp from +the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee. She had never attempted to keep +her interest for him concealed in the bud, causing much perturbation to +the House Surgeon, and leading the Disagreeable Trustee to remark, +frequently: + +"Good Lord! She'll throw herself at his head until he loses +consciousness, and then she'll marry him." + +"I think," said she, beaming in the direction of the Senior Surgeon, +"that it would be perfectly wonderful to be the means of discovering +some great new thing in surgery. And as our own great surgeon has just +said, it is really ridiculous to let a few perfectly incurable cases +stand in the way of science." + +The House Surgeon looked from the beaming profile to the tense, drawn +outline of mouth and chin belonging to the nurse in charge of Ward C, +and he found himself wondering if art had ever pictured a crucified +Madonna, and, if so, why it had not taken Margaret MacLean as a model. +That moment the President called his name. + +[Illustration: The House Surgeon looked from the beaming profile to the +tense, drawn outline of mouth and chin belonging to the nurse in charge +of Ward C.] + +The House Surgeon was still young and unspoiled enough to blush +whenever he was consulted. Moreover, he hated to speak in public, +knowing, as he did, that he lacked the cultured manner and the polished +speech of the Senior Surgeon. He always crawled out of it whenever he +could, putting some one else more ready of tongue in his place. He was +preparing to crawl this time when another look at the white profile in +front of him brought him to his feet. + +"See here," he burst out, bluntly, "we all know the chief is as clever +as any surgeon in the country, and that he can do anything in the world +he sets out to do, even to turning Saint Margaret's into a surgical +laboratory. But you ought to stop him--you've got to stop him--that is +your business as trustees of this institution. We don't need any more +surgical laboratories just yet--they are getting along fast enough at +Rockefeller, Johns Hopkins, and the Mayo clinic. What we scientific +chaps need to remember--and it ought to be hammered at us three times a +day, and then some--is that humanity was never put into the world for +the sole purpose of benefiting science. We are apt to forget this and +get to thinking that a few human beings more or less don't count in the +face of establishing one scientific fact." + +He paused just long enough to snatch a breath, and then went racing +madly on. "Institutions are apt to forget that they are taking care of +the souls and minds of human beings as well as their bodies. It seems +to me that the man who founded this hospital intended it for humane +rather than scientific purposes. His wishes ought to be considered +now; and I wager he would say, if he were here, to let science go hang +and keep the incurables." + +The House Surgeon sat down, breathing heavily and mopping his forehead. +It was the longest speech he had ever made, and he was painfully +conscious of its inadequacy. The Senior Surgeon excused himself and +left the room, not, however, until he had given the House Surgeon a +look pregnant with meaning; Saint Margaret's would hardly be large +enough to hold them both after the 30th of April. + +The trustees moved restlessly in their chairs. The unexpected had +happened; there was an internal rupture at Saint Margaret's; and for +forty years the trustees had boasted of its harmonious behavior and +kindly feelings. In a like manner do those dwellers in the shadow of a +volcano continue to boast of their safety and the harmlessness of the +crater up to the very hour of its eruption. And all the while the gray +wisp of a woman by the door sat silent, her hands still folded on her +lap. + +At last the President rose; he coughed twice before speaking. "I think +we will call upon the hospital committee now for their reports. +Afterward we will take up the question of the incurable ward among the +trustees--hmm--alone." + +Every one sat quietly, almost listlessly, during the reading until +Margaret MacLean rose, the report for Ward C in her hand. Then there +came a raising of heads and a stiffening of backs and a setting of +chins. She was very calm, the still calm of the China Sea before a +typhoon strikes it; when she had finished reading she put the report on +the chair back of her and faced the President with clasped hands and--a +smile. + +"It's funny," she said, irrelevantly, "for the first time in my life I +am not afraid here." + +And the House Surgeon muttered, under his breath: "Great guns! That +mind-string has snapped." + +"There is more to the report than I had the courage to write down when +I was making it out; but I can give it very easily now, if you will not +mind listening a little longer. You have always thought that I came +back to Saint Margaret's because I felt grateful for what you had done +for me--for the food and the clothes and the care, and later for the +education that you paid for. This isn't true. I am grateful--very +grateful--but it is a dutiful kind of gratitude which wouldn't have +brought me back in a thousand years. I am so sorry to feel this way. +Perhaps I would not if, in all the years that I was here as a child, +one of you had shown me a single personal kindness, or some one had +thought to send me a letter or a message while I was away at school. +No, you took care of me because you thought it was your duty, and I am +grateful for the same reason; but it was quite another thing which +brought me back to Saint Margaret's." + +The smile had gone; she was very sober now. And the House Surgeon, +still watching the two profiles, suddenly felt his heart settle down to +a single steady beat. He wanted to get up that very instant and tell +the nurse in charge of Ward C what had happened and what he thought of +her; but instead he dug his hands deep in his pockets. How in the name +of the seven continents had he never before realized that she was the +sweetest, finest, most adorable, and onliest girl in the world, and +worth a whole board-room full of youngest and prettiest trustees? + +"I came back," went on Margaret MacLean, slowly, "really because of the +Old Senior Surgeon, to stand, as he stood in the days long ago, between +you and the incurable ward; to shut out--if I could--the little, +thoughtless, hurting things that you are always saying without being in +the least bit conscious of them, and to keep the children from wanting +too much the friendship and loving interest that, somehow, they +expected from you. I wanted to try and make them feel that they were +not case this and case that, abnormally diseased and therefore objects +of pity and curiosity to be pointed out to sympathetic visitors, but +children--just children--with a right to be happy and loved. I wanted +to fill their minds so full of fun and make-believe that they would +have to forget about their poor little bodies. I tried to make you +feel this and help without putting it--cruelly--into words; but you +would never understand. You have never let them forget for a moment +that they are 'incurables,' any more than you have let me forget that I +am a--foundling." + +She stopped a moment for breath, and the smile came back--a wistfully +pleading smile. "I am afraid that last was not in the report. What I +want to say is--please keep the incurable ward; take the time to really +know them--and love them a little. If you only could you would never +consider sending them away for a moment. And if, in addition to the +splendid care you have given their bodies, you would only help to keep +their minds and hearts sound and sweet, and shield them against curious +visitors, why--why--some of them might turn out to be 'a case in a +thousand.' Don't you see--can't you see--that they have as much right +to their scraps of life and happiness--as your children have to their +complete lives, and that there is no place for them anywhere if Saint +Margaret's closes her doors?" + +With an overwhelming suddenness she became conscious of the attitude of +the trustees. She, who was nothing but a foundling and a charity +patient herself, had dared to pass judgment on them; it was +inconceivable--it was impertinent--it was beyond all precedent. Only +the gray wisp of a woman sat silent, seeming to express nothing. +Margaret MacLean's cheeks flamed; she shrank into herself, her whole +being acutely alive to their thoughts. The scared little-girl look +came into her face. + +"Perhaps--perhaps," she stammered, pitifully, "after what I have said +you would rather I did not stay on--in charge of Ward C?" + +The Dominating Trustee rose abruptly. "Mr. President, I suggest that +we act upon Miss MacLean's resignation at once." + +"I second the motion," came in a quick bark from the Meanest Trustee, +while the Oldest Trustee could be heard quoting, "Sharper than a +serpent's tooth--" + +The Executive Trustee rose, looking past Margaret MacLean as he spoke. +"In view of the fact that we shall possibly discontinue the incurable +ward, and that Miss MacLean seems wholly unsatisfied with our methods +and supervision here, I motion that her resignation be accepted now, +and that she shall be free to leave Saint Margaret's when her month +shall have expired," + +"I second the motion," came from the Social Trustee, while she added to +the Calculating, who happened to be sitting next: "So ill-bred. It +just shows that a person can never be educated above her station in +life." + +The President rose. "The motion has been made and seconded. Will you +please signify by raising your hands if it is your wish that Miss +MacLean's resignation be accepted at once?" + +Hand after hand went up. Only the little gray wisp of a woman in the +chair by the door sat with her hands still folded on her lap. + +"It is, so to speak, a unanimous vote." There was a strong hint of +approval in the President's voice. He was a good man; but he belonged +to that sect which holds as one of the main articles of its faith, "I +believe in the infallibility of the rich." + +"Can any one tell me when Miss MacLean's time expires?" + +The person under discussion answered for herself. "On the last day of +the month, Mr. President." + +"Oh, very well." He was extremely polite in his manner. "We thank you +for your very full and--hmm--comprehensive report. After to-night you +are excused from your duties at Saint Margaret's." + +The President bowed her courteously out of the board-room, while the +primroses in the green Devonshire bowl on his desk still nodded +guilelessly. + + + + +V + +ODDS AND ENDS + +Margaret MacLean walked the length of the first corridor; once out of +sight and hearing, she tore up the stairs, her cheeks crimson and her +eyes suspiciously moist. Before she had reached the second flight the +House Surgeon overtook her. + +"I wish," he panted behind her, trying his best to look the big-brother +way of old--"I wish you'd wait a moment. This habit of yours of always +walking up is a beastly one." + +"Don't worry about it." There was a sharp, metallic ring in her voice +that made it unnatural. "That's one habit that will soon be broken." + +The House Surgeon smiled rather helplessly; inside he was making one of +the few prayers of his life--a prayer to keep Margaret MacLean free of +bitterness. "There is something I want to say to you," he began. + +She broke in feverishly: "No, there isn't! And I don't want to hear +it. I don't want to hear you're sorry. I don't want to hear they'll +be taken care of--somewhere--somehow. I think I should scream if you +told me it was bound to happen--or will all turn out for the best." + +"I had no intention of saying any of those things--in fact, they hadn't +even entered my mind. What I was going to--" + +"Oh, I know. You were going to remind me of what you said this +morning. Almost prophetic, wasn't it?" And there was a strong touch +of irony in her laugh. She turned on him crushingly. "Perhaps you +knew it all along. Perhaps it was your way of letting me down gently." + +"See here," said the House Surgeon, bluntly, "that's the second +disagreeable thing you've said to-day. I don't think it's quite +square. Do you?" + +"No!" Her lips quivered; her hands reached out toward his impulsively. +"I don't know why I keep saying things I know are not true. I'm +perfectly--unforgivably horrid." + +As impulsively he took both hands, turned them palm uppermost, and +kissed them. + +[Illustration: Impulsively he took both hands, turned them palm +uppermost, and kissed them.] + +She snatched them away; the crimson in her cheeks deepened. "Don't, +please. Your pity only makes it harder. Oh, I don't know what has +happened--here--" And she struck her breast fiercely. "If--if they +send the children away I shall never believe in anything again; the +part of me that has believed and trusted and been glad will stop--it +will break all to pieces." With a hard, dry sob she left him, running +up the remaining stairs to Ward C. She did not see his arms reach +hungrily after her or the great longing in his face. + +The House Surgeon turned and went downstairs again. + +In the lower corridor he ran across the President, who was looking for +him. With much courtesy and circumlocution he was told the thing he +had been waiting to hear: the board, likewise, had discovered that +Saint Margaret's had suddenly grown too small to hold both the Senior +Surgeon and himself. Strangely enough, this troubled him little; there +are times in a man's life when even the most momentous of happenings +shrink into nothing beside the simple process of telling the girl he +loves that he loves her. + +The President was somewhat startled by the House Surgeon's commonplace +acceptance of the board's decision; and he returned to the board-room +distinctly puzzled. + +Meanwhile Margaret MacLean, having waited outside of Ward C for her +cheeks to cool and her eyes to dry, opened the door and went in. + +Ward C had been fed by the assistant nurse and put to bed; that is, all +who could limp or wheel themselves about the room were back in their +cribs, and the others were no longer braced or bolstered up. As she +had expected, gloom canopied every crib and cot; beneath, eight small +figures, covered to their noses, shook with held-back sobs or wailed +softly. According to the custom that had unwittingly established +itself, Ward C was crying itself to sleep. Not that it knew what it +was crying about, it being merely a matter of atmosphere and unstrung +nerves; but that is cause enough to turn the mind of a sick child all +awry, twisting out happiness and twisting in peevish, fretful feelings. + +She stood by the door, unnoticed, looking down the ward. Pancho lay +wound up in his blanket like a giant chrysalis, rolling in silent +misery. Sandy was stretched as straight and stiff as if he had been +"laid out"; his eyes were closed, and there was a stolid, +expressionless set to his features. Margaret MacLean knew that it +betokened much internal disturbance. Susan, ex-philosopher, was +sobbing aloud, pulling with rebellious fingers at the pieces of iron +that kept her head where nature had planned it. The Apostles gripped +hands and moaned in unison, while Peter hugged his blanket, seeking +thereby some consolation for the dispelled Toby. Toby persistently +refused to be conjured up on Trustee Days. + +Only Bridget was alert and watchful. One hand was slipped through the +bars of Rosita's crib, administering comforting pats to the rhythmic +croon of an Irish reel. Every once in a while her eyes would wander to +the neighboring cots with the disquiet of an over-troubled mother; the +only moments of real unhappiness or worry Bridget ever knew were those +which brought sorrow to the ward past her power of mending. + +To Margaret MacLean, standing there, it seemed unbearable--as if life +had suddenly become too sinister and cruel to strike at souls so little +and helpless as these. There were things one could never explain in +terms of God. She found herself wondering if that was why the Senior +Surgeon worshiped science; and she shivered. + +The room had become repellent; it was a sepulchral place entombing all +she had lost. In the midst of the dusk and gloom her mind groped +about--after its habit--for something cheerful, something that would +break the colorless monotone of the room and change the atmosphere. In +a flash she remembered the primroses; and the remembrance brought a +smile. + +"They're nothing but charlatans," she thought, "but the children will +never find that out, and they'll be something bright for them to wake +up to in the morning." + +This was what sent her down the stairs again, just as the board meeting +adjourned. + +Now the board adjourned with thumbs down--signifying that the incurable +ward was no more, as far as the future of Saint Margaret's was +concerned. The trustees stirred in their chairs with a comfortable +relaxing of joint and muscle, as if to say, "There, that is a piece of +business well despatched; nothing like methods of conservation and +efficiency, you know." Only the little gray wisp of a woman by the +door sat rigid, her hands still folded on her lap. + +The Oldest Trustee had just remarked to the Social Trustee that all the +things gossip had said of the widow of the Richest Trustee were +undoubtedly true--she was a nonentity--when the Senior Surgeon dropped +in. This was according to the President's previous request. That +gentleman of charitable parts had implied that there would undoubtedly +be good news and congratulations awaiting him. This did not mean that +the board intended to slight its duty and fail to consider the matter +of the incurables with due conscientiousness--the board was as strong +for conscience as for conservation. It merely went to show that the +fate of Ward C had been preordained from the beginning; and that the +President felt wholly justified in requesting the presence of the +Senior Surgeon at the end of the meeting. + +His appearance called forth such a laudatory buzzing of tongues and +such a cordial shaking of hands that one might have easily mistaken the +meeting for a successful political rally or a religious revival. The +Youngest and Prettiest Trustee fluttered about him, chirping ecstatic +expletives, while the Disagreeable Trustee watched her and growled to +himself. + +"So splendid," she chirped, "the unanimous indorsement of the board--at +least, practically unanimous." And she eyed the widow of the Richest +Trustee accusingly. + +"The incurable ward and Margaret MacLean have really been a terrible +responsibility, haven't they? I can't help feeling it will mean quite +a load off our minds." It was the Social Trustee who spoke, and she +followed it with a little sigh of relief. + +The sigh was echoed twice--thrice--about the room. Then the Meanest +Trustee barked out: + +"I hope it will mean a load off our purses. That ward and that nurse +have always wanted things, and had them, that they had no business +wanting. I hope we can save a substantial sum now for the endowment +fund." + +The Oldest Trustee smiled tolerantly. "Of course it isn't as if the +cases were not hopeless. I can see no object, however, in making +concessions and sacrifices to keep in the hospital cases that cannot be +cured; and, no doubt, we can place them most satisfactorily in state +institutions for orphans or deficients." + +At that moment the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee spied the primroses +on the President's desk--she had been too engrossed in the surgical +profession to observe much apart. "I believe I'm going to decorate +you." And she dimpled up at the Senior Surgeon, coquettishly. +Selecting one of the blossoms with great care, she drew it through the +buttonhole in his lapel. "See, I'm decorating you with the Order of +the Golden Primrose--for brilliancy." Whereupon she dropped her eyes +becomingly. + +"Good Lord!" muttered the Disagreeable Trustee to the President, his +eye focused on the two. "She'll fetch him this time. And she'll have +him so hypnotized with all this chirping and dancing business that +he'll be perfectly helpless in a month, or I miss--" + +The Youngest and Prettiest Trustee looked up just in time to intercept +that eye, and she attacked it with a saucy little stare. "I believe +you are both jealous," she flung over her shoulder. But the very next +moment she was dimpling again. "I believe I am going to decorate +everybody--including myself. I'm sure we all deserve it for our loyal +support of Science." She, likewise, always spelled it with a capital, +having acquired the habit from the Senior Surgeon. + +She snatched a cluster of primroses from the green Devonshire bowl; and +one was fastened securely in the lapel or frill of every trustee, not +even omitting the gray wisp of a woman by the door. + +And so it came to pass that every member of the board of Saint +Margaret's Free Hospital for Children went home on May Eve with one of +the faeries' own flowers tucked somewhere about his or her person. +Moreover, they went home at precisely three minutes and twenty-two +seconds past seven by the clock on the tower--the astronomical time for +the sun to go down on the 30th of April. Crack went all the +combination locks on all the faery raths, spilling the Little People +over all the world; and creak went the gates of Tir-na-n'Og, swinging +wide open for wandering mortals to come back. + +As the trustees left the hospital the Senior Surgeon turned into the +cross-corridor for his case, still gay with his Order of the Golden +Primrose; and there, at the foot of the stairs, he ran into Margaret +MacLean. They faced each other for the merest fraction of a breath, +both conscious and embarrassed; then she glimpsed the flower in his +coat and a cry of surprise escaped her. + +He smiled, almost foolishly. "I thought they--it--looked rather pretty +and--spring-like," he began, by way of explanation. His teeth ground +together angrily; he sounded absurd, and he knew it. Furthermore, it +was inexcusable of her to corner him in this fashion. + +Now Margaret MacLean knew well enough that he would never have +discovered the prettiness of anything by himself--not in a century of +springtimes, and she sensed the truth. + +"Did she decorate you?" she inquired, with an irritating little curl of +her lips. The Senior Surgeon's self-confessed blush lent speed to her +tongue. "I think I might be privileged to ask what it was for. You +see, I presented the flowers to the board meeting. Was it for +self-sacrifice?" Her eyes challenged his. + +"You are capable of talking more nonsense and being more impertinent +than any nurse I have ever known. May I pass?" His eyes returned her +challenge, blazing. + +But she never moved; the mind-string once broken, there seemed to be no +limit to the thoughts that could come tumbling off the end of her +tongue. Her eyes went back to the flower in his coat. + +"Perhaps you would like to know that I bought those this morning +because they seemed the very breath of spring itself--a bit of promise +and gladness. I thought they would keep the day going right." + +"Well, they have--for me." And the Senior Surgeon could not resist a +look of triumph. + +"The trustees"--she drew in a quick breath and put out a steadying hand +on the banisters--"you mean--they have given up the incurable ward?" + +He nodded. His voice took on a more genial tone. He felt he could +generously afford to be pleasant and patient toward the one who had not +succeeded. "It was something that was bound to happen sooner or later. +Can't you see that yourself? But I am sorry, very sorry for you." + +Suddenly, and for the first time in their long sojourn together in +Saint Margaret's, he became wholly conscious of the girl before him. +He realized that Margaret MacLean had grown into a vital and vitalizing +personality--a force with which those who came in contact would have to +reckon. She stood before him now, frozen into a gray, accusing figure. + +"Are you ill?" he found himself asking. + +"No." + +He shifted his weight uneasily to the other foot. "Is there anything +you want?" + +Her face softened into the little-girl look. Her eyes brimmed with a +sadness past remedy. "What a funny question from you--you, who have +taken from me the only thing I ever let myself want--the love and +dependence of those children. Success, and having whatever you want, +are such common things with you, that you must count them very cheap; +but you can't judge what they mean to others--or what they may cost +them." + +"As I said before, I am sorry, very sorry you have lost your position +here; but you have no one but yourself to blame for that. I should +have been very glad to have you remain in the new surgical ward; you +are one of the best operative nurses I ever had." He added this in all +justice to her; and to mitigate, if he could, his own feeling of +discomfort. + +Margaret MacLean smiled grimly. "Thank you. I was not referring to +the loss of my position, however; that matters very little." + +"It should matter." The voice of the Senior Surgeon became instantly +professional. "Every nurse should put her work, satisfactorily and +scientifically executed, before everything else. That is where you are +radically weak. Let me remind you that it is your sole business to +look after the physical betterment of your patients--nothing else; and +the sooner you give up all this sentimental, fanciful nonsense the +sooner you will succeed." + +"You are wrong. I should never succeed that way--never. Some cases +may need only the bodily care--maybe; but you are a very poor doctor, +after all, if you think that is all that children need--or half the +grown-ups. There are more people ailing with mind-sickness and +heart-sickness, as well as body-sickness, than the world would guess, +and you've just got to nurse the whole of them. You will succeed, +whether you ever find this out or not; but you will miss a great deal +out of your life." + +Anger was rekindling in the eyes of the Senior Surgeon; and Margaret +MacLean, seeing, grew gentle--all in a minute. + +"Oh, I wish I could make you understand. You have always been so +strong and well and sufficient unto yourself, it's hard, I suppose, to +be able to think or see life through the iron slats of a hospital crib. +Just make believe you had been a little crippled boy, with nothing +belonging to you, nothing back of you to remember, nothing happy coming +to you but what the nurses or the doctors or the trustees thought to +bring. And then make believe you were cured and grew up. Wouldn't you +remember what life had been in that hospital crib, and wouldn't you +fight to make it happier for the children coming after you? Why, the +incurable ward was my whole life--home, family, friends, work; +everything wrapped up in nine little crippled bodies. It was all I +asked or expected of life. Oh, I can tell you that a foundling, with +questionable ancestry, with no birth-record or blood-inheritance to +boast of, claims very little of the every-day happiness that comes to +other people. And yet I was so glad to be alive--and strong and needed +by those children that I could have been content all my life with just +that." + +The Senior Surgeon cleared his throat, preparatory to making some +comment, but the nurse raised a silencing finger. + +"Wait! there is one thing more. What you have taken from me is the +smallest part. The children pay double--treble as much. I pay only +with my heart and faith; they pay with their whole lives. Remember +that when you install your new surgical ward--and don't reckon it too +cheap." + +She left him still clearing his throat; and when she came out of the +board-room a few seconds later with the green Devonshire bowl in her +arms he had disappeared. + +Margaret MacLean found Ward C as she had left it. As she was putting +down the primroses, on the table in the center of the room she caught +Bridget's white face beckoning to her eagerly. Softly she went over to +her cot. + +"What is it, dear?" + +"Miss Peggie darlin', if ye'd only give me leave to talk quiet I'd have +the childher cheered up in no time." + +"Would you promise not to make any noise?" + +"Promise on m' heart! I'll have 'em all asleep quicker 'n nothin'. Ye +see, just." + +"Very well. I'll be back after supper to see if the promise has been +kept." She stooped, brushed away the curls, and kissed the little +white forehead. "Oh, Bridget! Bridget! no matter what happens, always +remember to keep happy!" + +"Sure an' I will," agreed Bridget; and she watched the nurse go out, +much puzzled. + + + + +VI + +THE PRIMROSE RING + +Bridget, oldest of the ward, general caretaker and best beloved, +hunched herself up on her pillows until she was sitting reasonably +straight, and clapped her hands. "Whist!" she called, softly. "Whist +there, all o' ye! What's ailin'?" + +Eight woebegone pairs of eyes turned in her direction. + +"Ye needn't be afeared o' speakin'. Miss Peggie give us leave to talk +quiet." + +"It's them trusters," wailed Peter. "They come a-peekin' round to see +we don't get well." + +"They alters calls us 'uncurables,'" moaned Susan. + +"Pig of water-drinking Americans!" came from the last cot. + +"Ye shut up, Michael! Who did ye ever hear say that?" + +"Mine fader." And Michael spat in a perfect imitation thereof. + +"Well, don't ye ever say it ag'in--do ye hear? Miss Peggie's American, +and so's the House Surgeon, an' it's the next best thing to bein' +Irish--which every one can't be, the Lord knows. Now them trusters is +heathen, an' they don't know nothin' more'n heathen, an' we ought to be +easy on 'em for bein' so ignorant." + +"They ken us 'll nae mair be gettin' weel," said Sandy, mournfully. + +"Aw, ye're talkin' foolish entirely. What do ye think that C on the +door means?" + +A silence, significant of much brain-racking, followed. + +"C stands for children," announced Susan, triumphantly. + +"Aye, it does that, but there be's somethin' more." + +"Crutches," suggested Pancho, tentatively. + +"Aw, go on wid ye," laughed Bridget. "Ye're 'way off." She paused a +moment impressively. "C means 'cured.' '_Childher Cured_,' that's +what! Now all we've got to do is to forget trusters an' humps an' +pains an' them disagreeable things, an' think o' somethin' pleasant." + +"Ain't nothin' pleasant ter think of in er horspital," wailed John, the +present disheartenment clouding over all past happiness. + +"Ain't, neither," agreed James. + +"Aye, there be," contradicted Sandy. "Dinna ye ken the wee gray woman +'at cam creepity round an' smiled?" + +"She was nice," said Susan, with obvious approval. "Do ye think, now, +she might ha' been me aunt?" + +A chorus of positive negation settled all further speculation, while +Bridget bluntly inquired. "Honest to goodness, Susan, do ye think the +likes o' ye could belong to the likes o' that?" + +Pancho broke the painful silence by reverting to the original topic in +hand. "Mi' Peggie pleasant too," he suggested, smiling adorably. + +"But we've not got either of 'em no longer, so they're no good now," +Peter unfortunately reminded every one. + +"Don't ye know there be's always somethin' pleasant to think about if +ye just hunt round a bit, an' things an' feelin's never get that bad ye +can't squeeze out some pleasantment. Don't ye mind the time the +trusters had planned to give us all paint-boxes for Christmas, an' half +of us not able to hold a brush, let alone paint things, an' Miss Peggie +blarneyed them round into givin' us books? Don't ye mind? Now we've +got somethin' pleasant here, right now--" And Bridget smiled. + +"What?" + +"May Eve." + +"What's that?" + +"'Tain't nothin'," said Susan, sliding back disappointedly on her +pillow. + +"Sure an' it is," said Bridget; "it's somethin' grand." + +"'Tain't nothin'," persisted Susan, "but a May party in Cen'ral Park. +Every one takes somethin' ter eat in a box, an' the boys play ball an' +the girls dance round, an' the cops let you run on the grass. I knows +all about it, fer my sister Katie was 'queen' onct." + +"We couldn't play ball, ner run on the grass, ner anything," said +Peter, regretfully. + +"'Tisn't what Susan says at all," said Bridget, by way of consolation. +"If ye'll harken to me a minute, just, I'll be afther tellin' ye what +it is." + +Ward C became instantly silent--hopefully expectant; Bridget had led +them into pleasant places too often for them not to believe in her +implicitly and do what she said. + +"May Eve," began Bridget, slowly, "is the night o' the year when the +faeries come throopin' out o' the ground to fly about on twigs o' thorn +an' dance to the music o' the faery pipers. They're all dthressed in +wee green jackets an' caps, an' 'tis grand luck to any that sees them. +And all the wishes good childher make on May Eve are sure to come +thrue." She stopped a moment. "Let's make believe; let's make +believe--" Her eyes fell on the primroses, and for the first time she +recognized them. "Holy Saint Bridget! them's faery primroses!" + +Ward C was properly impressed. Eight little figures sat up as straight +as they could; eight pairs of eager eyes followed Bridget's pointing +finger and gazed in speechless wonder at the green Devonshire bowl. + +"Do ye think, Sandy, that ye could scrooch out o' bed an' hump yerself +over to them? If Pether tries he's sure to tumble over, an' some one +might hear." + +Sandy looked at the flowers without enthusiasm. "Phat are ye wantin' +wi' 'em?" + +"I'll tell ye when ye get there. Just thry; ye'll be yondther afore ye +know it." + +Cautiously Sandy rolled over on his stomach and pushed two shrunken +little legs out from the covers. Putting them gingerly to the floor, +he stood up, holding fast to the bed; then working his way from bed to +bed, he reached the table at last, spurred on by Bridget's irresistible +blarney: + +"Sure ye're walkin' grand, Sandy. I never saw any one puttin' one leg +past another smarther than what ye are. Ye'd fetch up to Aberdeen i' +no time if ye kept on at the pace ye are goin'." + +Pride lies above pain; and Sandy held his head very high as he steadied +himself by the table and looked toward Bridget for further orders. + +[Illustration: Sandy held his head very high as he steadied himself by +the table and looked toward Bridget for further orders.] + +"Phat wull a do the noo?" he asked. + +In the excitement Bridget had pulled herself to the foot of the cot; +and there, eyes shining and cheeks growing pinker and pinker, she held +her breath while the pleasantest thought of all shaped itself somewhere +under the shock of red curls. + +"Ye could never guess in a hundthred years what I was thinkin' this +minute," she burst forth, ecstatically. + +Eight mouths opened wide in anticipated wonder; but no one thought of +guessing. + +"I'm thinkin'--I'm thinkin' we could make a primrose ring the night. +Is there any knowledgeable one among ye that knows aught of a primrose +ring?" + +Eight heads shook an emphatic negative. + +"Aye, wasn't I sayin' so! Well, sure, a primrose ring is a faery ring; +an' any one that makes it an' steps inside, wishin' a wish, is like to +have anythin' at all happen them afore they steps out of it ag'in." + +Eight breaths were drawn in and sighed out with the shivering delight +that always accompanies that feeling which lies between fear and +desire; likewise, eight delicious thrills zigzagged up eight cold +little spines. Then Bridget shook a commanding finger at Sandy. + +"Ye take them flowers out o' the pot an' dthrop them, one by one, till +ye have the ground covered from the head of Pancho's bed to the tail o' +Michael's. 'Twon't make the whole of a ring, but if ye crook it out i' +the middle to the wall yondther, 'twill be like enough." + +With a doubtful eye Sandy spanned the distance. "Na--na. Gien a +hustled a wud be a dee'd loonie afore a had 'em spilled." + +"Aw, go on!" chorused the watchers. + +"Thry, just," urged Bridget, "an' we'll sing 'Onward, Christian +Soldier' to hearten ye up." + +Eight shrill voices piped out the tune; and Sandy, caught by its +martial spirit, before he knew it was limping a circle about the beds, +marking his trail with golden blossoms. Luckily for Ward C, the nurse +on duty during the dinner-hour was in the medical ward, with the door +closed. And when she came back to her listening post in the corridor +the last word had been sung, the last flower dropped, and Sandy was in +his cot again, stretching tired little legs under the covers. + +Perhaps the geometrician, or the accurate-minded reader, will doubt +whether the primrose ring was made at all--seeing that the wall of Ward +C cut off nearly thirty degrees of it. But in the world of fancy +geometrical accuracy does not hold; and the only important thing is +believing that the ring has been made. I have known of a few who could +step inside the faery circle whenever they willed, and without a +visible primrose about; but for most of us the blossoms are needed to +make the enchantment. + +This is one of the heritages that come to those who are lucky enough to +dwell much in the world of fancy. They can wish for things and possess +them, and enjoy them without actually grasping them with their two +hands and saying, "These are my personal belongings." Material things +are rather a nuisance, on the whole, for they have to be dusted and +kept in order, repatched or repainted; and if one wishes to carry them +about there are always the bother of packing and the danger of losing. +But these other possessions are different--they are with us wherever we +go and whenever we want them--to-day, to-morrow, or for eternity. + +"If we had the wee red wishin'-cap," said Bridget, thoughtfully, "we'd +not have to be waitin' for what's likely to happen. We could just wish +ourselves into Tir-na-n'Og." + +"What's that?" demanded Peter. + +"Tis the place the faeries live in, an' 'tis in Irelan'. Sure, 'tis +easy gettin' the cap," continued Bridget, with conviction. "All ye +need do is to say afther me, 'I wish--I wish for the wee red cap,' an' +ye have it." + +Bridget extended her hands, palms upward, and the others followed her +example; and together they whispered: "I wish--I wish for the wee red +cap." + +Immediately Bridget's hands closed over a cubic inch of atmosphere, and +she cried, exultantly, "Hold on to it tight an' slip it on your head +quick--afore it gets from ye!" + +Only seven pairs of hands obeyed--Michael protested. + +"I have nothinks got," he said, disgustedly. + +"Shut up!" And Bridget shook a menacing fist at him. "He's foolish +entirely. He thinks he hasn't anythin' foreby he can't see it. Now, +all together, 'We wish--'" + +"Can we go 'thout any clothes?" interrupted Susan. "We'd feel awful +queer in nightshirts." + +"Don't ye worry, darlin'. Like as not when we get there the queen +herself 'll open a monsthrous big chest where they keeps all the faery +clothes, an' let us choose anythin' at all we wants to wear." + +"Pants?" queried Peter, eagerly. + +"Sure, an' silk dresses an' straw hats wi' ribbon on them, an--" + +"Will shoes in the chest be?" Pancho was very anxious; he had never +had a pair of shoes in all his six years. + +Bridget beamed. "Not i' the chest; but I'll be tellin' ye how ye'll +come by them. When we get there we'll look about for a +blackthorn-bush--an' there--like as not--in undther it--will be a wee +man wi' a leather apron across his knee--the leprechaun, big as life!" + +"What's him?" + +"Faith I'm tellin' ye--'tis the faery cobbler. An' the minute he slaps +the tail of his eye on us he'll sing out: 'Hello, Pancho an' Sandy an' +Susan an' all o' yez. I've your boots finished, just.' An' wi' that +he'll fetch down the nine pairs an' hand them round." + +A sigh of blissful contentment started from the cot by the door, +burbled down the length of the ward, and vanished out of the window. +Is there anything dearer to the pride of a child than boots--new boots? + +Bridget took up the dropped thread and went on. "An' afther that the +leprechaun reaches for his crock o' gold an' pulls out a penny. Ye can +buy anythin' i' the whole world wi' a faery penny." + +"Anythinks!" said Michael, skeptically. + +"That's what I said." + +"Could yer buy a dorg?" Peter asked, opening one renegade eye. + +"Sure--a million dogs." + +"Don't want a million. Want jus' one real live black dorg--named +Toby--wiv yeller spots an' half-legs--an' long ears--an' a stand-up +tail--an' legs--an' long--long--long--" The renegade eye closed tight +and Peter was smiling at something afar off. + +An antiphonal chorus of yawns broke the hush that followed, while +Bridget worked herself back under the covers. + +"A ken the penny micht be buyin' a hame," came in a drowsy voice from +Sandy's crib. "'Twad be a hame in Aberdeen--wi' trees an' flo'ers an' +mickle wee creepit things--an'--Miss Peggie--an'--us--" + +"Sure, an' it could be buyin' a grand home in Irelan', the same," +Bridget beamed; and then she added, struck forcibly with an +afterthought: "But what would be the sense of a home anywheres but +here--furninst--within easy reach of a crutch or a wheeled chair? Tell +me that!" + +Sandy grunted ambiguously; and Bridget took up again the thread of her +recounting. + +"Ye could never be guessin' half o' the sthrange adventures we'll be +havin'! Like as not Sandy 'll be gettin' his hump lifted off him. I +mind the story--me mother often told it me. There was a humpy back in +Irelan', once, who went always about wi' song in his heart an' another +on his lips; an' one day he fetched up inside a faery rath. The pipers +were pipin' an' the Wee People was dancin', an' while they was dancin' +they was singin' like this: 'Monday an' Tuesday--an' Monday an' +Tuesday--an' Monday an' Tuesday'--an' it sounded all jerky and bad. +'That's a terrible poor song,' says the humpy, speakin' out plain. +'What's that?' says the faeries, stoppin' their dance an' gatherin' +round him. ''Tis mortal poor music ye are making' says the humpy +ag'in. 'Can ye improve it any?' asked the faeries. 'I can that,' says +the humpy. 'Add Wednesday to it an' ye'll have double as good a song.' +An' when the faeries tried it it was so pretty, an' they was so +pleased, they took the hump off him." + +Sandy had curled up like a kitten; his eyes were shut, and he was +smiling, too. Every one was very quiet; only Rosita moved, reaching +out a frightened hand to Bridget. + +"Fwaid," she lisped. "All dark--fwaid to do." + +"Whist, darlin', ye needn't be afeared. Bridget 'll hold tight to your +hand all the way. An' the stars will be out there makin' it bright--so +bright--foreby the stars are the faeries' old rush-lights. When +they're all burned out, just, they throw them up i' the sky--far as +ever they can--an' God reaches out an' catches them. Then He sets them +all a-burnin' ag'in, so's the wee angel babies can see what road to be +takin'. An' Sandy 'll lose his hump--an' Michael 'll get a new +heart--maybe--that won't bump--an' they'll put all the trusters in +cages--all but the nice Wee One--cages like they have in the circus-- +An' they'll never get out to pesther us--never--never--no--more--" +Bridget's voice trailed off into the distance, carrying with it the +last of Rosita's fearing consciousness. + +Ward C had suddenly become empty--empty except for a row of tumbled +beds and nine little tired-out, cast-off bodies. They had been shed as +easily as a boy slips out of his dusty, uncomfortable overalls on a +late sultry afternoon, and leaves them behind him on a shady bank, +while he plunges, head first, into the cool, dark waters of the +swimming-pool just below him, which have been calling and calling and +calling. + + + + +VII + +AND BEYOND + +What happened beyond the primrose ring is, perhaps, rather a +crazy-quilt affair, having to be patched out of the squares and +three-cornered bits of Fancy which the children remembered to bring +back with them. I have tried to piece them together into a fairly +substantial pattern; but, of course, it can be easily ripped out and +raveled into nothing. So I beg of you, on the children's account, to +handle it gently, for they believe implicitly in the durability of the +fabric. + +Sandy remembered the beginning of it--the plunge straight across the +primrose ring into the River of Make-Believe; and how they paddled over +like puppies--one after another. It was perfectly safe to swim, even +if you had never swum before; and the only danger was for those who +might stop in the middle of the river and say, or think, "A dinna +believe i' faeries." Whoever should do this would sink like a stone, +going down, down, down until he struck his bed with a thud and woke, +crying. + +It was starlight in Tir-na-n'Og--just as Bridget had said it would +be--only the stars were far bigger and brighter. The children stood on +the white, pebbly beach and shook themselves dry; while Bridget showed +them how to pull down their nightshirts to keep them from shrinking, +and how to wring out their faery caps to keep the wishes from growing +musty or mildewed. After that they met the faery ferryman, +who--according to Sandy--"wore a wee kiltie o' reeds, an' a tammie made +frae a loch-lily pad wi' a cat-o'-nine-tail tossel, lukin' sae ilk the +brae ye wad niver ken he was a mon glen ye dinna see his legs, +walkin'." He told them how he ferried over all the "old bodies" who +had grown feeble-hearted and were too afraid to swim. + +It was Pancho who remembered best about the leprechaun--how they found +him sitting cross-legged under the blackthorn-bush with a leather apron +spread over his knees, and how he had called out--just as Bridget had +said he would: + +"Hello, Pancho and Susan and Sandy and all!" + +"Have you any shoes got?" Pancho shouted. + +The faery cobbler nodded and pointed with his awl to the branches above +his head; there hung nine pairs of little green shoes, curled at the +toes, with silver buckles, all stitched and soled and ready to wear. + +"Will they fit?" asked Pancho, breathlessly. + +"Faery shoes always fit. Now reach them down and hand them round." + +This Pancho did with despatch. Nine pairs of little white feet were +thrust joyously into the green shoes and buckled in tight. On looking +back, Pancho was quite sure that this was the happiest moment of his +life. The children squealed and clapped their hands and cried: + +"They fit fine!" + +"Shoes is grand to wear!" + +"I feel skippy." + +"I feel dancy." + +Whereupon they all jumped to their feet and with arms wide-spread, hand +clasping hand, they ringed about the cobbler and the thorn-bush. They +danced until there was not a scrap of breath left in their bodies; then +they tumbled over and rolled about like a nest of young puppies, while +the cobbler laughed and laughed until he held his sides with the aching. + +It was here that everybody remembered about the faery penny; in fact, +that was the one thing remembered by all. And this is hardly strange; +if you or I ever possessed a faery penny--even in the confines of a +primrose ring--we should never forget it. + +It was Bridget, however, who reminded the leprechaun. "Ye haven't by +any chance forgotten somethin' ye'd like to be rememberin', have ye?" +she asked, diplomatically. + +"I don't know," and the cobbler pulled his thinking-lock. "What might +it be?" + +"Sure, it might be a faery penny," and Bridget eyed him anxiously. + +The cobbler slapped his apron and laughed again. "To be sure it +might--and I came near forgetting it." + +He reached, over and pulled up a tuft of sod at his side; for all one +could have told, it might have been growing there, neighbor to all the +other sods. Underneath was a dark little hole in the ground; and out +of this he brought a brown earthen crock. + +"The crock o' gold!" everybody whispered, awesomely. + +"Aye, the crock o' gold," agreed the cobbler. "But I keep it hidden, +for there is naught that can make more throuble--sometimes." He raised +the lid and took out a single shining piece. "Will one do ye?" + +Nine heads nodded eloquently, while nine hands were stretched out +eagerly to take it. + +"Bide a bit. Ye can't all be carrying it at the one time. I think ye +had best choose a treasurer." + +Bridget was elected unanimously. She took the penny and deposited it +in the heel of her faery shoe. + +"Mind," said the leprechaun as they were turning to go, "ye mind a +faery penny will buy but the one thing. See to it that ye are all +agreed on the same thing." + +The children chorused an assent and skipped merrily away. And here is +where Peter's patch joins Pancho's. + +They had not gone far over the silvery-green meadow--three +shadow-lengths, perhaps--when they saw something coming toward them. +It was coming as fast as half-legs could carry it; and it was wagging a +_long_, stand-up tail. Everybody guessed in an instant that it was +Peter's "black dorg wiv yeller spots." + +"Who der thunk it? Who der thunk it?" shouted Peter, jumping up and +down; and then he knelt on the grass, his arms flung wide open, while +he called: "Toby, Toby! Here's me!" + +Of course Toby knew Peter--that goes without saying. He barked and +wagged his tail and licked Peter's face; in fact, he did every +dog-thing Peter had longed for since Peter's mind had first fashioned +him. + +"Well," and Bridget put both arms akimbo and smiled a smile of complete +satisfaction, "what was I a-tellin' ye, anyways? Faith, don't it beat +all how things come thrue--when ye think 'em pleasant an' hard enough?" + +Peter remembered the wonderful way their feet skimmed over the +ground--"'most like flyin'." Not a blade of grass bent under their +weight, not a grain of sand was dislodged; and--more marvelous than +all--there was no tiredness, no aching of joint or muscle. All of +which was bound to happen when feet were shod with faery shoes. + +"See me walk!" cried some one. + +"See me run!" cried some one else. + +"See me hop and jump!" + +And Bridget added, "Faith, 'tis as easy as lyin' in bed." + +They were no longer alone; hosts of Little People passed them, going in +the same direction. Peter said most of them rode "straddle-legs" on +night birds or moths, while some flew along on a funny thing that was +horse before and weeds behind. I judge this must have been the +buchailin buidhe or benweed, which the faeries bewitch and ride the +same as a witch mounts her broomstick. + +And everybody who passed always called out in the friendliest way, +"Hello, Peter!" or "Hello, Bridget!" or "The luck rise with ye!" which +is the most common of all greetings in Tir-na-n'Og. + +"Gee!" was Peter's habitual comment after the telling, "maybe it wasn't +swell havin' 'em know us--names an' all. Betcher life we wasn't cases +to them--no, siree!" + +It was Susan who remembered best how everything looked--Susan, who had +never been to the country in all her starved little life--that is, if +one excepts the times Margaret MacLean had taken her on the Ward C +"special." She told so well how all the trees and flowers were +fashioned that it was an easy matter putting names to them. + +In the center of Tir-na-n'Og towered a great hill; but instead of its +being capped with peak or rocks it was gently hollowed at the top, as +though in the beginning, when it was thrown up molten from the depths +of somewhere, a giant thumb had pressed it down and smoothed it round +and even. All about the brim of it grew hawthorns and rowans and +hazel-trees. In the grass, everywhere, were thousands and millions of +primroses, heart's-ease, and morning-glories; all crowded together, so +Susan said, like the patterns on the Persian carpet in the board-room. +It was all so beautiful and faeryish and heart-desired that "yer'd have +said it wasn't real if yer hadn't ha' knowed it was." + +The children stood on the brink of the giant hollow and clapped their +hands for the very joy of seeing it all; and there--a little man +stepped up to them and doffed his cap. The queen wanted them--she was +waiting for them by the throne that very minute; and the little man was +to bring them to her. + +Now that throne--according to Susan--was nothing like the thrones one +finds in stories or Journeys through palaces to see. It was not cold, +hard, or forbidding; instead, it was as soft and green and pillowy as +an inflated golf-bunker might be, and just high and comfortable enough +for the baby faeries to discover it and go to sleep there whenever they +felt tired. The throne was full of them when the children looked, and +some one was tumbling them off like so many kittens. + +"That is the queen," said the little man, pointing. + +The children stood on tiptoes and craned their necks the better to see; +but it was not until they had come quite close that they saw that her +dress was gray, and her hair was gray, and she was small, and her face +was like-- + +"Bless me if it ain't!" shouted Susan in amazement. "It's Sandy's wee +creepity woman!" + +The queen smiled when she saw them. She reached out her hands and +patted theirs in turn, asking, "Now what is your name, dearie?" + +"Are ye sure ye're the queen?" gasped Bridget. + +"Maybe I am--and maybe I'm not," was the answer. + +"Then ye been't the wee gray woman--back yonder?" asked Sandy. + +"Maybe I'm not--and maybe I am." And then she laughed. "Dear +children, it doesn't matter in the least who I am. I look a hundred +different ways to a hundred different people. Now let me see--I think +you wanted some--clothes." + +A long, rapturous sigh was the only answer. It lasted while the queen +got down on her knees--just like an every-day, ordinary person--and +pulled from under the throne a great carved chest. She threw open the +lid wide; and there, heaped to the top and spilling over, were dresses +and mantles and coats and trousers and caps. They were all lengths, +sizes, and fashions--just what you most wanted after you had been in +bed for years and never worn anything but a hospital shirt; and +everything was made of cloth o' dreams and embroidered with pearls from +the River of Make-Believe. + +"You can choose whatever you like, dearies," said the queen. And +that--according to Susan--was the best of all. + +Next came the dancing; the Apostles remembered about that +co-operatively. They had donned pants of pink and yellow, +respectively, with shirts of royal purple and striked stockings, when +the pipers began to play. James said it sounded like soldiers +marching; John was certain that it was more like a circus; but I am +inclined to believe that they played "The Music of Glad Memories" and +"What-is-Sure-to-Come-True," for those are the two popular airs in +Tir-na-n'Og. + +Away and away must have danced pairs of little feet that had never +danced before, and pairs of old feet that had long ago forgotten how; +and millions of faery feet, for no one can dance half as joyously as +when faeries dance with them. And I have heard it said that the pipers +there can play sadness into gladness, and tears into laughter, and old +age young again; and that those who have ever danced to the music of +faery pipes never really grow heavy-hearted again. + +Needless to say, the Apostles danced together, and Peter danced with +Toby; and it must have been the maddest, merriest dance, for they never +told about it afterward without bursting into peal after peal of +laughter. Truth to tell, the Apostles' patch of fancy ended right +there--all raveling out into smiles and squirms of delight. + +Another memory of Sandy's adjoins that of the Apostles'; and he told it +with great precision and regard for the truth. + +Ever since crossing the River of Make-Believe Sandy had been able to +think of nothing but the story Bridget had told--the very last thing in +Ward C--and ever since he had left the leprechaun's bush behind he had +been wondering and scheming how he could get rid of his hump. He was +the only person in Tir-na-n'Og that night who did not dance. +Unnoticed, he climbed into a corner of the throne--among the sleeping +baby faeries--and there he thought hard. As he listened to the pipers' +music he shook his head mournfully. + +"A canna make music mair bonny nor that--a canna," he said; and he set +about searching through the scraps of his memory for what music he did +know. There were the hymns they sang every Sunday at Saint Margaret's; +but he somewhat doubted their appropriateness here. Then there were +the songs his mother had sung to him home in Aberdeen. Long ago the +words had been forgotten; but often and often he had hummed the music +of them over to himself when he was going to sleep--it was good music +for that. One of the airs popped into his mind that very minute; it +was a Jacobite song about "Charlie," and he started to hum it softly. +Close on the humming came an idea--a braw one; it made him sit up in +the corner of the throne and clap his hands, while his toes wriggled +exultantly inside his faery shoes. + +"A can do't--a can!" He shouted it so loud that the baby faeries woke +up and asked what he was going to do, and gathered about him to listen +the better. + +The pipers played until there were no more memories left and everything +had come true; and the queen came back to her throne to find Sandy +waiting, eager-eyed, for her. + +"A have a bonny song made for ye. Wull ye tak it frae me noo?" + +"Take what?" + +"The hump. Ye tuk it frae the ither loonie gien he made ye some guid +music; an' a ha' fetched ye mair--here." And he tapped his head to +signify that it was not written down. + +"Is the song ready, now?" + +Sandy nodded. + +"Then turn about and sing it loud enough for all to hear; they must be +the judges if the song is worth the price of a hump." And the queen +smiled very tenderly. + +Sandy did as he was bid; he clasped his hands tightly in front of him. +"'Tis no for the faeries," he explained. "Ye see--they be hardly +needin' ony music, wi' muckle o' their ain. 'Tis for the children--the +children i' horspitals--a bonny song for them to sleepit on." He +marked the rhythm a moment with his foot, and hummed it through once to +be sure he had it. Then he broke out clearly into the old Jacobite +air--with words of his own making: + + "Ye weave a bonny primrose ring; + Ye hear the River callin'; + Ye ken the Land whaur faeries sing-- + Whaur starlicht beams are fallin'. + 'Tis there the pipers play things true; + 'Tis there ye'll gae--my dearie-- + The bonny Land 'at waits for you, + Whaur ye'll be nae mair weary. + + "A wee man by a blackthorn-tree + Maun stitchit shoes for dancin', + An' there's a pair for ye an' me-- + To set our feet a-prancin'. + 'Tis muckle gladness 'at ye'll find + In Tir-na-n'Og, my dearie; + The bonny Land 'at's aye sae kind, + Whaur ye'll be nae mair weary. + + "Ye'll ken the birdeen's blithie song, + Ye'll hark till flo'ers lauchen; + An' see the faeries trippit long + By brook an' brae an' bracken. + Sae doon your heid--an' shut your een; + Gien ye'd be away, my dearie-- + An' the bonny sauncy faery queen + Wull keep ye--nae mair weary." + +You may think it uncommonly strange that Sandy could make a song like +this, by himself; but, you see, he was not entirely alone--there were +the baby faeries. They helped a lot; as fast as ever he thought out +the words they rhymed them for him--this being a part of the A B C of +faery education. + +When the song was finished Sandy turned to the queen again. +"Aighe--wull it do?" + +"If the faeries like it, and think it good enough to send down to the +children, they will have it all learned by heart and will sing it back +to you in a minute. Listen! Can you hear anything?" + +For a moment only the rustle of the trees could be heard. Sandy +strained his ears until he caught a low, sobbing sound coming through +the hazel-leaves. + +"'Tis but the wind--greetin'," he said, wistfully. + +"Listen again!" + +The sound grew, breaking into a cadence and a counter-cadence, and +thence into a harmony. "'Tis verra ilk the grand pipe-organ i' the +kirk, hame in Aberdeen." + +"Listen again!" + +Mellow and sweet came the notes of the Jacobite air--a bar of it; and +then the faeries began to sing, sending the song back to Sandy like a +belated echo: + + "Ye weave a bonny primrose ring; + Ye hear the River callin'; + Ye ken the Land whaur faeries sing-- + Whaur starlicht beams are fallin'." + +"For the love o' Mike!" laughed Sandy. "A'm unco glad--a am." He +dropped to his knees beside the queen and nestled his cheek in the hand +that was resting in her lap. "'Tis aricht noo." And he sighed +contentedly. + +And it was. The queen leaned over and lifted off the hump as easily as +you might take the cover from a box. Sandy stretched himself and +yawned--after the fashion of any one who has been sleeping a long time +in a cramped position; and without being in the least conscious of it, +he sidled up to the arm of the throne and rubbed his back up and +down--to test the perfect straightness of it. + +"'Tis gone--guid! Wull it nae mair coom back?" And he eyed the queen +gravely. + +"Never to be burdensome, little lad. Others may think they see it +there, but for you the back will be straight and strong." + +Rosita came back--empty-handed; she was so busy holding tight to +Bridget's hand and getting ready to be afraid that she forgot +everything else. As for Michael, he gave his patch into Bridget's +keeping; which brings us to what Bridget remembered. + +From the moment that the penny had been given over to her she had been +weighed down with a mighty responsibility. The financier of any large +syndicate is bound to feel harassed at times over the outcome of his +investments; and Bridget felt personally accountable for the +forthcoming happiness due the eight other stockholders in her company. +She was also mindful of what had happened in the past to other persons +who had speculated heedlessly or unwisely with faery gifts. There was +the case of the fisherman and his wife, and the aged couple and their +sausage, and the old soldier; on the other hand, there was the man from +Letterkenny who had hoarded his gold and had it turn to dry leaves as a +punishment. She must neither keep nor spend foolishly. + +"Sure I'll think all round a thing twict afore I have my mind made to +anythin'; then I'll keep it made for a good bit afore I give over the +penny." + +She repeated this advice while she considered all possible investments, +but she found nothing to her liking. The children made frequent +suggestions, such as bagpipes and clothes-chests, and contrivances for +feast-spreading and transportation; and Susan was strongly in favor of +a baby faery to take back to Miss Peggie. But to all of these Bridget +shook an emphatic negative. + +"Sure ye'd be tired o' the lot afore ye'd gone half-way back. Like as +not we'll never have another penny to spend as long as we live, an' I'm +goin' to see that ye'll all get somethin' that will last." + +She was beginning to fear that theirs would be the fate of the man from +Letterkenny, when she chanced upon Peter and Toby performing for the +benefit of the pipers. + +"Them trusters will never be lettin' Pether take that dog back to the +horspital," she thought, mindful of the sign in Saint Margaret's yard +that dogs were not allowed. "He'd have to be changin' him back into a +make-believe dog to get him in at all; an' Pether'd never be satisfied +wi' him that way, now--afther havin' him real." + +Her trouble took her to the queen. "Is there any way of buyin' a dog +into a horspital?" she asked, solemnly. + +"I think it would be easier to buy a home to put him in." + +"Could ye--could ye get one for the price of a penny?" Bridget +considered her own question, and coupled it with something she +remembered Sandy had been wishing for back in Ward C. "Wait a minute; +I'll ask ye another. Could ye be buyin' a home for childher an' dogs +for the price of a penny?" + +The queen nodded. + +"Would it be big enough for nine childher--an' one dog; an' would it be +afther havin' all improvements like Miss Peggie an' the House Surgeon?" + +Again the queen nodded. + +Bridget lowered her voice. "An' could we put up a sign furninst, 'No +Trusters Allowed'?" + +"I shouldn't wonder." + +"Then," said Bridget, with decision, "I've thought all round it twict +an' my mind's been made to stay; we'll buy a home." + +She made a hollow of her two hands and called, "Whist--whist there, all +o' yez! Pether an' Pancho--Michael--Susan--do ye hear!" And when she +had them rounded up, she counted them twice to make sure they were all +present. "Now ye listen." Bridget raised a commanding finger to the +circle about her while she exhibited the golden penny. "Is there any +one objectin' to payin' this down for a home?" + +"What kind of a home?" asked Susan, shrewdly. + +"Sure the kind ye live in--same as other folks have that don't live in +horspitals or asylums." + +"Hurrah!" chorused everybody, and Bridget sighed with relief. + +"Faith, spendin' money's terrible easy." + +She put the penny in the queen's out-stretched hand. "Do I get a piece +o' paper sayin' I paid the money on it?" she demanded, remembering her +responsibility. + +This time the queen shook her head. "No; I give you only my promise; +but a promise made across a primrose ring is never broken." + +"And Toby?" Peter asked it anxiously. + +"You must leave him behind. You see, if you took him back over the +River of Make-Believe he would have to turn back into a make-believe +dog again; but--I promise he shall be waiting in the home for you." + +The queen led them down the hill to the shore again; and there they +found the ferry-man ready, waiting. It is customary, I believe, for +every one to be ferried home. The river, that way, is treble as wide, +and the sandman is always wandering up and down the brink, scattering +his sand so that one is apt to get too drowsy to swim the whole +distance. The children piled into the boat--all but Michael; he stood +clinging fast to the queen's gray dress. + +"Don't you want to go back?" she asked, gently. + +"Nyet; the heart by me no longer to bump--here," and Michael pointed to +the pit of his stomach. + +"Aw, come on," called Peter. + +But Michael only shook his head and clung closer to the gray dress. + +"All right, ferryman; he may stay," said the queen. + +"Good-by!" shouted the children. "Don't forget us, Michael." + +"Nyet; goo'-by," Michael shouted back; and then he laughed. "You tell +Mi' Peggie--I say--Go' blees you!" + +And this was Michael's patch. + +The ferryman stood in the stem and swung his great oar. Slowly the +boat moved, scrunching over the white pebbles, and slipped into the +water. The children saw Michael and the queen waving their hands until +they had dwindled to shadow-specks in the distance; they watched the +wake of starshine lengthen out behind them; they listened to the +ripples lapping at the keel. To and fro, to and fro, swayed the +ferryman to the swing of his oar. "Sleep--sleep--sleep," sang the +river, running with them. Bridget stretched her arms about as many +children as she could compass and held them close while eight pairs of +eyes slowly--slowly--shut. + + + + +VIII + +IN WHICH A PART OF THE BOARD HAS DISTURBING DREAMS + +It is a far cry from a primrose ring to a disbanded board meeting; but +Fancy bridged it in a twinkling and without an effort. She blew the +trustees off the door-step of Saint Margaret's, homeward, with an +insistent buzzing of "ifs" and "buts" in their ears, and the faint +woodsy odor of primroses under their noses. + +To each member of the board entering his own home, unsupported by the +presence of his fellow-members and the scientific zeal of the Senior +Surgeon, the business of the afternoon began to change its aspect. For +some unaccountable reason--unless we take Fancy into the +reckoning--this sudden abandoning of Ward C did not seem the simple +matter of an hour previous; while in perspective even Margaret +MacLean's outspokenness became less heinous and more human. + +As they settled themselves for the evening, each quietly and alone +after his or her particular fashion of comfort, the "ifs" and "buts" +were still buzzing riotously; while the primroses, although forgotten, +clung persistently to the frills or coat lapels where the Youngest and +Prettiest Trustee had put them. There it was that Fancy slipped +unnoticed over the threshold of library, den, and boudoir in turn; and +with a glint of mischief in her eyes she set the stage in each place to +her own liking, while she summoned whatever players she chose to do her +bidding. + +Now the trustees were very different from the children in the matter of +telling what they remembered of that May Eve. Of course they were +hampered with all the self-consciousness and skepticism of grown-ups, +which would make them quite unwilling to own up to anything strange or +out of the conventional path, not in a hundred years. Therefore I am +forced to leave their part of the telling to Fancy, and you may believe +or discredit as much or as little as you choose; only I am hoping that +by this time you have acquired at least a sprinkling of fern-seed in +your eyes. You may have forgotten that fern-seed is the most subtle of +eye-openers known to Fancy; and that it enables you to see the things +that have existed only in your imagination. It is very scarce +nowadays, and hard to find, for the bird-fanciers no longer keep +it--and the nursery-gardeners have forgotten how to grow it. In the +light of what happened afterward, I think you will agree that Fancy has +not been far wrong concerning the trustees; she has a way of putting +things a little differently, that is all. + +To be sure, you may argue that it was all chance, conscience, or even +indigestion; because the trustees dined late they must have dined +heavily. But if you do, you know very well that Fancy will answer: +"Poof! Nothing of the kind. It was a simple matter of primrose magic +and--faeries; nothing else." And she ought to know, for she was there. + +The President began it. + +He sat in his den, yawning over the annual report of the United +Charities; he had already yawned a score of times, and the type had +commenced running together in a zigzagging line that baffled +deciphering. The President inserted a finger in the report to mark his +place, making a mental note to consult his oculist the following day; +after which he leaned back and closed his eyes for the space of a +moment--to clear his vision. + +When he opened his eyes again his vision had cleared to such an extent +that he was quite positive he was seeing things that were not in the +room. Little shadowy figures haunted the dark places: corners, and +curtained recesses, and the unlighted hall beyond. They peered at him +shyly, with such witching, happy faces and eyes that laughed coaxingly. +The President found himself peering back at them and scrutinizing the +faces closely. Oddly enough he could recognize many, not by name, of +course, but he could place them in the many institutions over which he +presided. It was very evident that they were expecting something of +him; they were looking at him that way. For once in his life he was at +loss for the correct thing to say. He tried closing his eyes two or +three times to see if he could not blink them into vanishing; but when +he looked again there they were, more eager-eyed than before. + +"Well," he found himself saying at last--"well, what is it?" + +That was all; but it brought the children like a Hamlin troop to the +piper's cry--flocking about him unafraid. Never in all his charitable +life had he ever had children gather about him and look up at him this +way. Little groping hands pulled at his cuffs or steadied themselves +on his knee; more venturesome ones slipped into his or hunted their way +into his coat pockets. They were such warm, friendly, trusting little +hands--and the faces; the President of Saint Margaret's Free Hospital +for Children caught himself wondering why in all his charitable +experience he had never had a child overstep a respectful distance +before, or look at him save with a strange, alien expression. + +He sat very still for fear of frightening them off; he liked the warmth +and friendliness of their little bodies pressed close to him; there was +something pleasantly hypnotic in the feeling of small hands tugging at +him. Suddenly he became conscious of a change in the children's faces; +the gladness was fading out and in its place was creeping a perplexed, +questioning sorrow. + +"Don't." And the President patted assuringly as many little backs as +he could reach. "What--what was it you expected?" + +He was answered by a quivering of lips and more insistent tugs at his +pockets. It flashed upon him--out of some dim memory--that children +liked surprises discovered unexpectedly in some one's pockets. Was +this why they had searched him out? He found himself frantically +wishing that he had something stowed away somewhere for them. His +hands followed theirs into all the numerous pockets he possessed; +trousers, coat, and vest were searched twice over; they were even +turned inside out in the last hope of disclosing just one surprise. + +"I should think," said the President, addressing himself, "that a man +might keep something pleasant in empty pockets. What are pockets for, +anyway?" + +The children shook their heads sorrowfully. + +"Wouldn't to-morrow do?" he suggested, hopefully; but there was no +response from the children, and the weight that had been settling down +upon him, in the region of his chest, noticeably increased. He tried +to shake it off, it was so depressing--like the accruing misfortune of +some pending event. + +"Don't shake," said a voice behind him; "that isn't your misfortune. +You will only shake it off on the children, and it's time enough for +them to bear it when they wake up in the morning and find out--" + +"Find out what?" The President asked it fearfully. + +"Find out--find out--" droned the voice, monotonously. + +The President sat up very straight in his chair. "The children--the +children." He remembered now--they were the children from the +incurable ward at Saint Margaret's. + +He sank back with a feeling of great helplessness, and closed his eyes +again. And there he sat, immovable, his finger still marking his place +in the report of the United Charities. + +The Oldest Trustee sat alone, knitting comforters for the Preventorium +patients. Like many another elderly person, her usual retiring hour +was later than that of the younger members of her household, +undoubtedly due to the frequent cat-naps snatched from the evening. + +The Oldest Trustee had a habit of knitting the day's events in with her +yarn. What she had done and said and heard were all thought over again +to the rhythmic click of her needles. And the results at the end of +the evening were usually a finished comforter and a comfortable +feeling. This night, however, the knitting lagged and the thoughts +were unaccountably dissatisfying; she could not even settle down to a +cat-nap with the habitual serenity. + +"I don't know why I should feel disturbed," and the Oldest Trustee +prodded her yarn ball with a disquieting needle, "but I certainly miss +the usual gratification of a day well spent." + +She closed her eyes, hoping thereby to lose herself for the space of a +moment, but instead-- She was startled to hear voices at her very +elbow; a number of persons must have entered the room, but how they +could have done so without her knowing it she could not understand. Of +course they thought her asleep; it was just as well to let them think +so. She really felt too tired to talk. + +"Mother's undoubtedly growing old. Have you noticed how much she naps +in the evening, now?" It was the voice of her youngest daughter. + +"I heard her telling some one the other day she was five years younger +than she is. That's a sure sign," and her son laughed an amused little +chuckle. + +"I can tell you a surer one." This time it was her oldest +daughter--her first-born. "Haven't you noticed how all mother's little +peculiarities are growing on her? She is getting so much more +dictatorial and preachy. Of course, we know that mother means to be +kind and helpful, but she has always been so--tactless--and blunt; and +it's growing worse and worse." + +"I have often wondered how all her charity people take her; it must +come tough on them, sometimes. Gee! Can't you see her raising those +lorgnettes of hers and saying, 'My good boy, do you read your Bible?' +or, 'My little girl, I hope you remember to be grateful for all you +receive.' Say, wouldn't you hate to have charity stuffed down your +throat that way?" and the oldest and favorite grandson groaned out his +feelings. + +"That isn't what I should mind the most." It was the youngest daughter +speaking again. "I've been with mother when she has made remarks about +the patients in the hospital, loud enough for them to hear, and I was +so mortified I wanted to sink through the floor, And you simply can't +shut mother up. Of course she doesn't realize how it sounds; she +doesn't believe they hear her, but I know they do. I wonder how mother +would like to have us stand around her--and we know her and love +her--and have us say she was getting deaf, or her hair was coming out, +or her memory was beginning to fail, or--" + +The Oldest Trustee smiled grimly. "Oh, don't stop, my dear. If there +is any other failing you can think of--" She opened her eyes with a +start. "Goodness gracious!" she exclaimed. "My grandson is in college +five hundred miles away, and my daughter is abroad. Have I been +dreaming?" + +The Meanest Trustee unlocked the drawer of his desk and took out a +cigar. He did not intend that his sons or his servants should smoke at +his expense; furthermore, it was well not to spread temptation before +others. He took up the evening paper and examined the creases +carefully. He wished to make sure it had not been unfolded before; +being the one to pay for the news in his house, he preferred to be the +first one to read it. The creases proved perfectly satisfactory; so he +lighted his cigar, crossed his feet, and settled himself--content in +his own comfort. The smoke spun into spirals about his head; and after +he had skimmed the cream of the day's events he read more leisurely, +stopping to watch the spirals with a certain lazy enjoyment. They +seemed to grow increasingly larger. They spun themselves about into +all kinds of shapes, wavering and illusive, that defied the somewhat +atrophied imagination of the Meanest Trustee. + +"Hallucinations," he barked to himself. "I believe I understand now +what is implied when people are said to have them." + +Suddenly the spirals commenced to lengthen downward instead of upward. +To the amazement of the Meanest Trustee he discovered them shifting +into human shapes: here was the form of a child, here a youth, here a +lover and his lass, here a little old dame, and scores more; while into +the corners of the room drifted others that turned into the drollest of +droll pipers--with kilt and brata and cap. It made him feel as if he +had been dropped into the center of a giant kaleidoscope, with +thousands of pieces of gray smoke turning, at the twist of a hand, into +form and color, motion and music. The pipers piped; the figures +danced, whirling and whirling about him, and their laughter could be +heard above the pipers' music. + +"Stop!" barked the Meanest Trustee at last; but they only danced the +faster. "Stop!" And he shook his fist at the pipers, who played +louder and merrier. "Stop!" And he pounded the arms of his chair with +both hands. "I hate music! I hate children! I hate noise and +confusion! Stop! I say." + +Still the pipers played and the figures danced on; and the Meanest +Trustee was compelled to hear and see. To him it seemed an +interminable time. He would have stopped his ears with his fingers and +shut his eyes, only, strangely enough, he could not. But at last it +all came to an end--the figures floated laughing away, and the pipers +came and stood about him, their caps in their hands out-stretched +before him. + +He eyed them suspiciously. "What's that for?" + +"It is time to pay the pipers," said one. + +"Let those who dance pay; that's according to the adage," and he smiled +caustically at his own wit. + +"It's a false adage," said a second, "like many another that you follow +in your world. It is not the ones who dance that should pay, but the +ones who keep others from dancing--the ones who help to rob the world +of some of its joy. And the ones who rob the most must pay the +heaviest. Come!" And he shook his cap significantly. + +A sudden feeling of helplessness overpowered the Meanest Trustee. +Muttering something about "pickpockets" and "hold-ups," he ferreted +around in his pocket and brought out a single coin, which he dropped +ungraciously into the insistent cap. + +"What's that?" asked the head piper, curiously. + +"It looks to me like money--good money--and I'm throwing it away on a +parcel of rascals." + +"Come, come, my good man," and the piper tapped him gently on the +shoulder, in the fashion of a professional philanthropist when he +remonstrates with a professional vagrant; "don't you see you are not +giving your soul any room to grow in? A great deal of joy might have +reached the world across your open palm. Instead, you have crushed it +in a hard, tight fist. You must pay now for all the souls you've kept +from dancing. Come--fill all our caps." + +"Fill!" There was something akin to actual terror in the voice of the +Meanest Trustee. He could feel himself growing pale; his tongue seemed +to drop back in his throat, choking him. "That would take a great deal +of money," he managed to wheeze out at last; and then he braced +himself, his hands clutched deep in his pockets. "I will never pay; +never, never, never!" + +"Oh yes, you will!" and the piper's smile was insultingly cheerful. +"It was a great deal of joy, you know," he reminded him. "Come, +lads"--to the other pipers--"hold out your caps, there." + +The Meanest Trustee had the strange experience of feeling himself +worked by a force outside of his own will; it was as if he had been a +marionette with a master-hand pulling the wires. Quite mechanically he +found himself taking something out of his pocket and dropping it into +the caps thrust under his very nose, and at the same time his pockets +began to fill with money--his money. In and out, in and out, his hands +flew like wooden members, until there was not a coin left and the last +piper turned away satisfied. He closed his eyes, for he was feeling +very weak; then he became conscious of the touch of a warm, friendly +hand on his wrist and he heard the voice of the old family doctor--the +one who had set his leg when he was a little shaver and had fallen off +the banisters, sliding downstairs. + +"You will recover," it was saying. "A good rest is all you need. +Sometimes there is nothing so beneficial and speedy as the +old-fashioned treatment of bleeding a patient." + +Some warm ashes dropped across the wrist of the Meanest Trustee and +scattered on the floor; his cigar had gone out. + +The Executive Trustee dozed at his study table. For months he had been +working his brain overtime; he had still more to demand of it, and he +was deliberately detaching it from immediate executive consciousness +for a few minutes that he might set it to work again all the harder. + +The Executive Trustee knew that he was dozing; but for all that it was +unbearable--this feeling of being bound by coil after coil of rope +until he could not stir a finger. A terrifying numbness began to creep +over him--as if his body had died. The thought came to him like a +shock that he had an active, commanding intelligence, still alive, and +nothing for it to command. What did people do who had to live with +dead, paralyzed bodies, dependent upon others to execute the dictates +of their brains? Did not their brains go in the end, too, and leave +just a breathing husk behind? The thought became a horror to him. + +And yet people did live, just so. Yes, even children. +Somewhere--somewhere--he knew of hundreds of them--or were there only a +few? He tried to remember, but he could not. He did remember, +however, that he had once heard them laughing; and he found himself +wondering now at the strangeness of it. He hoped there was some one +who would always keep them laughing--they deserved that much out of +life, anyway; and some one who could understand and could administer to +them lovingly--yes, that was the word--lovingly! As for himself, there +was no one who could supply for him that strength and power for action +that he had always worshiped; he must exist for the rest of his life +simply as a thinking, ineffective intelligence. The Executive Trustee +forgot that he was dozing. He wrestled with the ropes that bound him +like a crazed man; he called for help again and again, until his lips +could make no sound. For the first time in his remembrance he tasted +the bitterness of despair. Then it was that the door opened +noiselessly and Margaret MacLean entered, her finger to her lips. Coil +after coil she unwound until he was free once more and could feel the +marvelous response of muscle and nerve impulse. With a cry--half sob, +half thankfulness--he flung his arms across the table and buried his +face in them. + +The Executive Trustee slept heavily, after the fashion of a man +exhausted from hard labor. + +In the house left by the Richest Trustee a little gray wisp of a woman +sat huddled in a great carved chair close to the hearth, thinking and +thinking and thinking. The fire was blazing high, trying its best to +burn away the heart-cold and loneliness that clung about everything +like a Dover fog. For years she had ceased to exist apart from her +husband--her thoughts, her wishes, her interests were of his creating; +she had drawn her very nourishment of life from his strong, dominant, +genial personality. It was parasitic--oh yes, but it had been +something rarely beautiful to them both--her great need of him. The +need had grown all the greater because no children had come to fill her +life; and the need of something to take care of had grown with him. +Their love, and her dependence, had become the greatest factors in his +life; in hers they were the only ones. Therefore, it was hardly +strange, now that he had died, that she should find it hard to take up +an individual existence again; to be truthful, she had found it +impossible--she had not even existed. + +The habit of individual, separate thinking had grown rusty, and as she +sat before the hearth ideas came slowly. The room was dim--lighted +only by the firelight; and in that dimness her mind began to stir and +stretch and yawn itself awake, like a creature that had been +hibernating through a long, dark winter. Suddenly the widow of the +Richest Trustee broke out into a feeble little laugh--a convalescing +laugh that acted as if it was just getting about for the first time. + +"I haven't the least idea what is the matter with me," she said, +addressing the fire, "but I think--I think--I'm becoming alive again." + +The fire gave an appreciative chuckle--it even slapped one of the logs +on the back; then it sputtered and blazed the harder, just as if it +were ashamed of showing any emotion. + +"It is funny," agreed the little gray wisp of a woman, "but I actually +feel as I used to when I was a little girl and Christmas Eve had come, +or Hallowe'en, and--and-- What other night in the year was it that I +used to feel creepy and expectant--as if something wonderful was going +to happen?" + +The fire coughed twice, as if it would have liked to remind her that it +was May Eve, but felt it might be an intrusion. + +"I believe," she continued, speculatively--"I believe I am going to +begin to think things and do them again; and what's more, I believe I +am going to like doing them." + +The fire chuckled again, and danced about for a minute in an absurd +fashion; it was so absurd that one of the logs broke a sap-vessel. +After that the fire settled down to its intended vocation, that of +making dream-pictures out of red and gold flames, and black, charred +embers. + +The widow of the Richest Trustee watched them happily for a long time, +until they became very definite and actual pictures. Then she got up, +went to her desk, and wrote two letters. + +The first was addressed to "The Board of Trustees of Saint Margaret's +Free Hospital for Children"; the second was addressed to "Miss Margaret +MacLean." They were both sealed and mailed that night. + +What befell the other trustees does not matter, either from the +standpoint of Fancy or of what happened afterward; moreover, it was +nearly midnight, and what occurs after that on May Eve does not count. + + + + +IX + +THE LOVE-TALKER + +All through the evening Saint Margaret's had been frankly miserable. +Nurses gathered in groups in the nurses' annex and talked about the +closing of the incurable ward and the going of Margaret MacLean. The +passing of the incurables mattered little to them, one way or another, +but they knew what it mattered to the nurse in charge, and they were +just beginning to realize what she had meant to them all. The +Superintendent felt so much concerned that she dropped her official +manner when she chanced upon Margaret MacLean on her way from supper. + +"Oh, my dear--my dear"--and the Superintendent's voice had almost +broken--"what shall we do without you? You have kept Saint Margaret's +human--and wholesome for the rest of us." + +The House Surgeon had been miserable unto the third degree. It had +forced him into doing all those things he had left undone for months +passed; and he bustled through the building--from pharmacy to +laboratory and from operating-room to supply-closets--giving the +impression of a very scientific man, while he was inwardly praying for +a half-dozen minutes alone with Margaret MacLean. He had passed her +more than once in the corridors, but she had eluded him each time, +brushing by him with a tightening of the lips and a little shake of the +head, half pleading, half commanding. At last, in grim despair, he +gave up appearances and patrolled the second-floor hall until the night +nurse fixed upon him such a greenly suspicious eye that he fled to his +quarters--vowing unspeakable things. + +Even old Cassie, the scrub-woman, shared in the general misery--Cassie, +who had brewed the egg-shell charm against Trustee Days. She had +stayed past her hours for a glimpse of "Miss Peggie," with the best +intention in the world of cheering her up. When the glimpse came, +however, she stood mute--tears channeling the old wrinkled face--while +the nurse patted her hands and made her laugh through the tears. In +fact, Margaret MacLean had been kept so busy doling out cheer and +consolation to others that she had had no time to remember her own +trouble--not until Saint Margaret's had gone to bed. + +She was on her way for a final visit to her ward--the visit she had +told Bridget she would make to see if the promise had been kept--when a +line from Hauptman's faery play flashed through her mind: "At dawn we +are kings; at night we are only beggars." + +How true it was of her--this day. How beggared she felt! The fact +that she was very nearly penniless troubled her very little; it was the +homelessness--friendlessness--that frightened her. She had never had +but two friends: the one who had gone so long ago was past helping her +now; the other-- + +No; she had made up her mind some hours before that she should slip +away in the morning without saying anything to the House Surgeon. It +would make it so much easier for him. Otherwise--he might--because of +his friendship--say or do something he would have to regret all his +life. She had been very much in earnest when she had told the Senior +Surgeon on the stairs that such as she laid no claim to the every-day +happiness that felt to the lot of others. That was why she had kept +persistently out of the House Surgeon's way all the evening. + +She pushed back the door of Ward C. The night light in the hall +outside was shaded; only a glimmer came through the windows from the +street lamps below; consequently things could not be seen very clearly +or distinguishably in the room. Across the threshold her foot slid +over something soft and slippery; stooping, her hand closed upon a +flower, while she brushed another. Puzzled, she felt her way over to +the table in the center of the room, where she had put the green +Devonshire bowl. It was empty. + +"That's funny," she murmured, her mind attempting to ferret out an +explanation. She dropped to her knees and scanned the floor closely. +There they were, the primroses, a curving trail of them stretching from +the head of Pancho's bed to the foot of Michael's. She choked back an +exclamation just as a shadow cut off the light from the hall. It was a +man's shadow, and the voice of the House Surgeon came over the +threshold in a whisper: + +"What are you doing--burying ghosts?" + +"Come and see, and let the light in after you." + +The House Surgeon came and stood behind her where she knelt. She +looked so little and childlike there that he wanted to pick her up and +tell her--oh, such a host of things! But he was a wise House Surgeon, +and his experience on the stairs had not counted for nothing; moreover, +he was a great believer in the psychological moment, so he peered over +her shoulder and tried to make out what she was looking at. + +"Faded flowers," he volunteered at last, somewhat doubtfully. + +"A primrose ring," she contradicted. "But who ever heard of one in a +hospital? Take care--" For the surgeon's shoe was carelessly knocking +some of the blossoms out of place. "Don't you know that no one must +disturb a primrose ring? It's sacred to Fancy; and there is no telling +what is happening inside there to-night." + +"What?" The House Surgeon asked it as breathlessly as any little boy +might have. Science had goaded him hard along the road of established +facts, thereby causing him to miss many pleasant things which he still +looked back upon regretfully, and found himself eager for, at times. +Of course, he had scoffed at them aloud and before Margaret MacLean, +but inwardly he adored them. + +She did not answer; she was too busy wondering about something to hear +the House Surgeon's question. Her eyes looked very big and round in +the darkness, and her face wore the little-girl scarey look as she +reached up for his hand and clutched it tight, while her other hand +pointed across the primrose ring to the row of beds. + +"See, they look empty, quite---quite empty." + +"Just nerves." And he patted the hand in his reassuringly; he tried +his best to pat it in the old, big-brother way. "You've had an awfully +trying day--most women would be in their rooms having hysteria or +doldrums." + +Still she did not hear. Her eyes were traveling from cot to crib and +on to cot again, as they had once before that night. "Every single bed +looks empty," she repeated. "The clothes tumbled as if the children +had slipped quietly out from under them." She shivered ever so +slightly. "Perhaps they have found out they are not wanted any longer +and have run away." + +"Come, come," the House Surgeon spoke in a gruff whisper. "I believe +you're getting feverish." And mechanically his ringers closed over her +pulse. Then he pulled her to her feet. "Go over to those beds this +minute and see for yourself that every child is there, safe and sound +asleep." + +But she held back, laughing nervously. "No, no; we mustn't spoil the +magic of the ring." Her voice trailed off into a dreamy, wistful +monotone. "Who knows--Cinderella's godmother came to her when it was +only a matter of ragged clothes and a party; the need here was far +greater. Who knows?" She caught her breath with a sudden in-drawn +cry. "Why, to-night is May Eve!" + +"Why, of course it is!" agreed the House Surgeon, as if he had known it +from the beginning. + +"And who knows but the faeries may have come and stolen them all away?" + +Now the House Surgeon was old in understanding, although he was young +in years; and he knew it was wiser sometimes to give in to the whims of +a tired, overwrought brain. He knew without being told--for Margaret +MacLean would never have told--how tired and hopelessly heart-sick and +mind-sick she was to-night. What he did not know, however, was how +pitifully lonely and starved her life had always been; and that this +was the hour for the full conscious reckoning of it. + +She had often said, whimsically, "Those who are born with wooden +instead of golden spoons in their mouths had better learn very young to +keep them well scoured, or they'll find them getting so rough and +splintered that they can't possibly eat with them." She had followed +her own advice bravely, and kept happy; but now even the wooden spoon +had been taken from her. + +The House Surgeon lifted her up and put her gently into the rocker, +while he sat down on the corner of the table, neighbor to the green +Devonshire bowl. + +Perhaps Margaret MacLean was not to find bitterness, after all; perhaps +it would be his glad good fortune to keep it from her. It was +surprising the way he felt his misery dwindling, and instantly he +pulled up his courage--another hole. + +"I think you said 'faeries,'" he suggested, seriously. "Why not +faeries?" + +She nodded in equal seriousness. "Why not? They always come May Eve +to the lonely of heart; and even a hospital might have faeries once in +a generation. Only--only why couldn't they have taken me with the +children? It wasn't exactly fair to leave me behind, was it?" + +Her lips managed to keep reasonably steady, but she was wishing all the +time that the House Surgeon would go and leave her free to be foolishly +childish and weak. She wanted to drop down beside Bridget's bed and +sob out her trouble. + +But the House Surgeon had a very permanent look as he went on soberly +talking. + +"Well, you see, they took the children first because they were all +ready. Probably, very probably, they are sending for you +later--special messenger. It's still some minutes before midnight; and +that's the time things like that happen. Isn't it?" + +"Perhaps." A little amused smile crept into the corners of her mouth +while she rummaged about in some old memories for something she had +almost forgotten. "Perhaps"--she began again--"they will send the +Love-Talker." + +"The what?" + +"The Love-Talker. Old Cassie used to tell us about him, when I was an +'incurable.' He's a faery youth who comes on May Eve in the guise of +some well-appearing young man and beguiles a maid back with him into +faeryland. He's a very ardent wooer--so Cassie said--and there's no +maid living who can resist him." + +"Wish I'd had a course with him," muttered the House Surgeon under his +breath. Then he gripped the table hard with both hands while the +spirit of mischief leaped, flagrant, into his eyes. "Would you go with +him--if he came?" he asked, intensely. + +"If he came--if he came--" she repeated, dreamily. "How do I know what +I would do? It would all depend upon the way he wooed." + +Unexpectedly the House Surgeon jumped to his feet, making a +considerable clatter. + +"Hush! you'll waken the children." + +"But they're not here," he reminded her. + +"Yes, I know; but you might waken them, just the same." + +Instead of answering, the House Surgeon stepped behind the rocker and +lifted her out of it bodily; then his hands closed over hers and he +lifted them to her eyes, thereby blind-folding them. "Now," he +commanded, "take two steps forward." + +She did it obediently; and then stood waiting for further orders. + +"You are now inside this magical primrose ring; and you said yourself, +a moment ago, there was no telling what might happen inside. Keep very +still; don't move, don't speak. Remember you mustn't uncover your +eyes, or the spell will be broken. Hark! Can you hear something--some +one coming nearer and nearer and nearer?" + +For the space of a dozen breaths nothing could be heard in Ward C; that +is--unless one was tactless enough to mention the sound of two +throbbing hearts. One fluttered, frightened and hesitating; the other +thumped, steady and determined. Then out of the darkness came the +striking of the hospital clock on the tower--twelve long, mournful +tolls--and one of the House Surgeon's arms slipped gently about the +shoulders of Margaret MacLean. + +"Dearest, the Love-Talker has turned so completely human that he has to +say at the outset he's not half good enough for you, But he wants +you--he wants you, just the same, to carry back with him to his +faery-land. It will be rather a funny little old faery-land, made up +of work and poverty--and love; but, you see, the last is so big and +strong it can shoulder the other two and never know it's carrying a +thing. If you'll only come, dearest, you can make it the finest, most +magical faeryland a man ever set up home-making in." + +Another silence settled over Ward C. + +"Well--" said the House Surgeon, breaking it at last and sounding a +trifle nervous. "Well--" + +"I thought you said I wasn't to move or speak, or the spell would be +broken?" + +"That's right, excellent nurse--followed doctor's orders exactly." He +was smiling radiantly now, only no one could see. Slowly he drew her +hands away from her eyes and kissed the lids. "You can open them if +you solemnly promise not to be disappointed when you see the +Love-Talker has stepped into an ordinary house surgeon's uniform and +looks like the--devil." With a laugh the House Surgeon gathered her +close in his arms. + +"The devil was only a rebelling angel," she murmured, contentedly. + +"But I'm not rebelling. Bless those trustees! If they hadn't put us +both out of the hospital we might be jogging along for the next ten +years on the wholesome, easily digested diet of friendship, and never +dreamed of the feast we were missing--like this--and this--and--" + +Margaret MacLean buried her face in the uniform with a sob. + +"What is it, dearest? Don't you like them?" + +"I--love--them. Don't you understand? I never belonged to anybody +before in all my life, so no one ever wanted to--" + +The rest was unintelligible, but perfectly satisfactory to the House +Surgeon. He held her even closer while she sobbed out the tears that +had been intended for the edge of Bridget's bed; and when they were +spent he wiped away all traces with some antiseptic gauze that happened +to be in his pocket. + +"I will never be foolish again and remember what lies behind to-night," +said Margaret MacLean, knowing full well that she would be, and that +often, because of the joy that would lie in remembering and comparing. +"Now tell me, did they make you go, too?" + +"The President told me, very courteously, that he felt sure I would be +wishing to find another position elsewhere better suited to my rising +abilities; and if an opportunity should come--next month, perhaps--they +would not wish in any way to interfere with my leaving." + +"Ugh! I--" + +"No, you don't, dearest. You couldn't expect them to want us around +after the things we magnanimously refrained from saying--but so +perfectly implied." + +"All right, I'll love them instead, if you want me to, only--" And she +puckered her forehead into deep furrows of perplexity. "I have kept it +out of my mind all through the evening, but we might as well face it +now as to-morrow morning. What is going to happen to us?" + +The House Surgeon turned her about until she was again looking across +the line of scattered blossoms--into the indistinguishable darkness +beyond. He laughed joyously, as a man can laugh when everything lies +before him and there are no regrets left behind. "Have you forgotten +so soon? We are to cross the primrose ring--right here; and follow the +road--there--into faeryland after the children." + +"The beds really do look empty." + +"They certainly do." + +"And we'll find the children there?" + +"Of course." + +"And I'll not have to give them up?" + +"Of course not." + +"And we'll all be happy together--somewhere?" + +"Yes, somewhere!" + +She turned quickly and reached out her arms to him hungrily. "I know +now why a maid always follows the Love-Talker when he comes a-wooing." + +"Why, dearest?" + +"Because he makes her believe in him and the country where he is taking +her, and that's all a woman asks." + + + + +X + +WHAT HAPPENED AFTERWARD + +Everybody woke with a start on the morning following the 30th of April; +things began to happen even before the postman had made his first +rounds. The operators at the telephone switchboards were rushed at an +unconscionably early hour, considering that their station compassed the +Avenue. The President was trying to get the trustees, Saint +Margaret's, and the Senior Surgeon; the trustees were trying to get one +another; while the Senior Surgeon was rapidly covering the distance +between his home and the hospital--his mind busy with a multitude of +things, none of which he had ever written with capitals. + +Saint Margaret's was astir before its usual hour; there was a tang of +joyousness in the air, and everybody's heart and mind, strangely +enough, seemed to be in festal attire, although nobody was outwardly +conscious of it. It was all the more inexplicable because Saint +Margaret's had gone to bed miserable, and events naturally pointed +toward depression: Margaret MacLean's coming departure, the abandoning +of Ward C, the House Surgeon's resignation, and Michael's empty crib. + +Ward C had wakened with a laugh. Margaret MacLean, who had been moving +noiselessly about the room for some time, picking up the withered +remains of the primrose ring, looked up with apprehension. The tears +she had shed over Michael's crib were quite dry, and she had a brave +little speech on the end of her tongue ready for the children's +awakening. Eight pairs of sleepy eyes were rubbed open, and then +unhesitatingly turned in the direction of the empty crib in the corner. + +"Michael has gone away." she said, softly, steadying her voice with +great care. "He has gone where he will be well--and his heart sound +and strong." + +She was wholly unprepared for the children's response. It was so +unexpected, in fact, that for the moment she tottered perilously near +the verge of hysterics. The children actually grinned; while Bridget +remarked, with a chuckle: + +"Ye are afther meanin' that he didn't come back--that's what!" And +then she added, as an afterthought, "He said to tell ye 'God bless ye,' +Miss Peggie." + +Margaret MacLean did not know whether to be shocked or glad that the +passing of a comrade had brought no sign of grief. Instead of being +either, she went on picking up the primroses and wondering. As for the +children, they lay back peacefully in their beds, their eyes laughing +riotously. And every once in a while they would look over at one +another, giving the funniest little expressive nods, which seemed to +say: "I know what you're thinking about, and you know what I'm thinking +about, so what's the need of talking. But when is it going to happen?" + +The House Surgeon brought up her mail; it was an excuse to see her +again before his official visit. "Are the children very much broken up +over it?" he asked, anxiously, outside the door. + +For answer Margaret MacLean beckoned him and pointed to the eight +occupied cots--unquestionably serene and happy. + +"Well, I'll be--" began the House Surgeon, retiring precipitously back +to the door again; but the nurse put a silencing finger over his lips. + +"Hush, dear! The children are probably clearer visioned than we are. +I have the distinct feeling this morning of being very blind and +stupid, while they seem--oh, so wise." + +The House Surgeon grunted expressively. "Well, perhaps they won't take +your going away so dreadfully to heart--now; or theirs, for that +matter." + +"I hope not," and then she smiled wistfully. "But I thought you told +me last night we were all going together? At any rate, I am not going +to tell them anything. If it must be it must be, and I shall slip off +quietly, when the children are napping, and leave the trustees to tell." + +She looked her mail over casually; there were the usual number of +advertisements, a letter from one of the nurses who had gone South, and +another in an unfamiliar hand-writing. She tore off the corner of the +last, and, running her finger down the flap, she commented: + +"Looks like quality. A letter outside the profession is a very rare +thing for me." + +She read the letter through without a sound, and then she read it +again, the House Surgeon watching, the old big-brother look gone for +ever from his face, and in its place a worshipful proprietorship. The +effect of the letter was undeniably Aprilish; she looked up at the +House Surgeon with the most radiant of smiles, while her eyes spilled +recklessly over. + +"How did you know it? How did you know it?" she repeated. + +He was trying his best to find out what it was all about when one of +the nurses came hurrying down the corridor. + +"You are both wanted down in the board-room. They have called a +special meeting of the trustees for nine o'clock; everybody's here and +acting decidedly peculiar, I think. Why, as I passed the door I am +sure I saw the President slapping the Senior Surgeon on the back. I +never heard of anything like this happening before." + +"Come," said Margaret MacLean to the House Surgeon. "If we walk down +very slowly we will have time enough to read the letter on the way." + +As the nurse had intimated, it was an altogether unprecedented meeting. +Formality had been gently tossed out of the window; after which the +President sat, not behind his desk, but upon it--an open letter in his +hand. His whole attitude suggested a wish to banish, as far as it lay +within his power, the atmosphere of the previous afternoon. + +"Here is a letter to be considered first," he said, a bit gravely. "It +makes rather a good prologue to our reconsideration of the incurable +ward," and the ghost of a smile twitched at the corners of his mouth. +"This is from the widow of the Richest Trustee." He read, slowly: + + +"MESDAMES AND GENTLEMEN OF THE BOARD,--I thank you for your courtesy in +asking me to fill my husband's place as one of the trustees of Saint +Margaret's. Until this afternoon I had every intention of so doing; +but I cannot think now that my husband would wish me to continue his +support of an institution whose directors have so far forgotten the +name under which they dispense their charity as to put science and +pride first. As for myself--I find I am strongly interested in +incurables--your incurables. + Yours very truly" + + +The President laid the letter behind him on the desk, while the entire +board gasped in amazement. + +"Well, I'll be hanged!" muttered the Disagreeable Trustee. + +"But just think of _her_--writing it!" burst forth the Oldest Trustee. + +The Meanest Trustee barked out an exclamation, but nothing followed it; +undoubtedly that was due to the President's interrupting: + +"I think if we had received this yesterday we should have been +very--exceedingly--indignant; we should have censured the writer +severely. As it is--hmm--" The President stopped short; it was as if +his mind had refused to tabulate his feelings. + +"As it is"--the Executive Trustee took up the dropped thread and went +on--"we have decided to reconsider the removal of the incurable ward +without any--preaching--or priming of conscience." + +"I am so glad we really had changed our minds first. I should so hate +to have that insignificant little woman think that we were influenced +by anything she might write. Wouldn't you?" And the Youngest and +Prettiest Trustee dimpled ravishingly at the Senior Surgeon. + +"Wouldn't you two like to go into the consulting-room and talk it over? +We could settle the business in hand, this time, without your +assistance, I think." The voice of the Disagreeable Trustee dripped +sarcasm. + +"I should suggest," said the President, returning to the business of +the meeting, "that the ward might be continued for the present, until +we investigate the home condition of the patients and understand +perhaps a little more thoroughly just what they need, and where they +can be made most--comfortable." + +"And retain Margaret MacLean in charge?" The Meanest Trustee gave it +the form of a question, but his manner implied the statement of a +disagreeable fact. + +"Why not? Is there any one more competent to take charge?" The +Executive Trustee interrogated each individual member of the board with +a quizzical eye. + +"But the new surgical ward--and science?" The Youngest and Prettiest +threw it, Jason-fashion, and waited expectantly for a clash of steel. + +Instead the Senior Surgeon stepped forward, rather pink and +embarrassed. "I should like to withdraw my request for a new surgical +ward. It can wait--for the present, at least." + +And then it was that Margaret MacLean and the House Surgeon entered the +board-room. + +The President nodded to them pleasantly, and motioned to the chairs +near him. "We are having what you professional people call a reaction. +I hardly know what started it; but--hmmm--" For the second time that +morning he came to a dead stop. + +Everybody took great pains to avoid looking at everybody else; while +each face wore a painful expression of sham innocence. It was as if so +many naughty children had been suddenly caught on the wrong side of the +fence, the stolen fruit in their pockets. It was gone in less time +than it takes for the telling; but it would have left the careful +observer, had he been there, with the firm conviction that, for the +first time in their conservative lives, the trustees of Saint +Margaret's had come perilously near to giving themselves away. + +In a twinkling the board sat at ease once more, and the President's +habitual composure returned. "Will some one motion that we adopt the +two measures we have suggested? This is not parliamentary, but we are +all in a hurry." + +"I motion that we keep the incurables for the present, and that Miss +MacLean be requested to continue in charge." There was a note of +relieved repression in the voice of the Executive Trustee as he made +the motion; and he stretched his shoulders unconsciously. + +"But you mustn't make any such motion." Margaret MacLean rose, +reaching forth protesting hands. "You would spoil the very best thing +that has happened for years and years. Just wait--wait until you have +heard." + +As she unfolded her letter the President's alert eye promptly compared +it with the one behind him on the desk. "So--you have likewise heard +from the widow of the Richest Trustee?" + +She looked at him, puzzled. "Oh, you know! She has written you?" + +"Not what she has written you, I judge. One could hardly term our +communication 'the best thing that has happened in years.'" And again +a smile twitched at the corners of the President's mouth. + +"Then listen to this." Margaret MacLean read the letter eagerly: + + +"DEAE MARGARET MACLEAN,--There is a home standing on a hilltop--an +hour's ride from the city. It belongs to a lonely old woman who finds +that it is too large and too lonely for her to live in, and too full of +haunting memories to be left empty. Therefore she wants to fill it +with incurable children, and she would like to begin with the discarded +ward of Saint Margaret's." + + +"That's a miserable way to speak of a lot of children," muttered the +Disagreeable Trustee; but no one paid any attention, and Margaret +MacLean went on: + + +"There is room now for about twenty beds; and annexes can easily be +added as fast as the need grows. This lonely old woman would consider +it a great kindness if you will take charge; she would also like to +have you persuade the House Surgeon that it is high time for him to +become Senior Surgeon, and the new home is the place for him to begin. +Together we should be able to equip it without delay; so that the +children could be moved direct from Saint Margaret's. It is the whim +of this old woman to call it a 'Home for Curables'--which, of course, +is only a whim. Will you come to see me as soon as you can and let us +talk it over?" + + +Margaret MacLean folded the letter slowly and put it back in its +envelope. "You see," she said, the little-girl look spreading over her +face--"you see, you mustn't take us back again. I could not possibly +refuse, even if I wanted to; it is just what the children have longed +for--and wished for--and--" + +"We are not going to give up the ward; she would have to start her home +with other children." The Dominant Trustee announced it flatly. + +Strangely enough, the faces of his fellow-directors corroborated his +assertion. Often the value of a collection drops so persistently in +the estimate of its possessor that he begins to contemplate exchanging +it for something more up to date or interesting. But let a rival +collector march forth with igniting enthusiasm and proclaim a desire +for the scorned objects, and that very moment does the possessor +tighten his grip on them and add a decimal or two to their value. So +was it with the trustees of Saint Margaret's. For the first time in +their lives they desired the incurable ward and wished to retain it. + +"Not only do we intend to keep the children, but there are many +improvements I shall suggest to the board when there is more time. I +should like to insist on a more careful supervision of--curious +visitors." And the Oldest Trustee raised her lorgnette and compassed +the gathering with a look that challenged dispute. + +Margaret MacLean's face became unaccountably old and tired. The vision +that had seemed so close, so tangible, so ready to be made actual, had +suddenly retreated beyond her reach, and she was left as empty of heart +and hand as she had been before. For a moment her whole figure seemed +to crumple; and then she shook herself together into a resisting, +fighting force again. + +"You can't keep the children, after this. Think, think what it means +to them--a home in the country, on a hilltop, trees and birds and +flowers all about. Many of them could wheel themselves out of doors, +and the others could have hammocks and cots under the trees. Forget +for this once that you are trustees, and think what it means to the +children." + +"But can't you understand?" urged the President, "we feel a special +interest in these children. They are beginning to belong to us--as you +do, yourself, for that matter." + +The little-girl look came rushing into Margaret MacLean's face, +flooding it with wistfulness. "It's a little hard to believe--this +belonging to anybody. Yesterday I seemed to be the only person who +wanted me at all, and I wasn't dreadfully keen about it myself." Then +she clapped her hands with the suddenness of an idea. "After all, it's +the children who are really most concerned. Why shouldn't we ask them? +Of course I know it is very much out of the accustomed order of things, +but why not try it? Couldn't we?" + +Anxiously she scanned the faces about her. There was surprise, +amusement, but no dissent. The Disagreeable Trustee smiled secretly +behind his hand; it appealed to his latent sense of humor. + +"It would be rather a Balaam and his ass affair, but, as Miss MacLean +suggests, why not try it?" he asked. + +Margaret MacLean did not wait an instant longer. She turned to the +House Surgeon. "Bring Bridget down, quickly." + +As he disappeared obediently through the door she faced the trustees, +as she had faced them once before, on the day previous. "Bridget will +know better than any one else what will make the children happiest. +Now wouldn't it be fun"--and she smiled adorably--"if you should all +play you were faery godparents, for once in your lifetime, and give +Bridget her choice, whatever it may be?" + +This time the entire board smiled back at her; somehow, in some strange +way, it had caught a breath of Fancy. And then--the House Surgeon +re-entered with Bridget in his arms, looking very scared until she +spied "Miss Peggie." + +The President did the nicest thing, proving himself the good man he +really was. He crossed hands with the House Surgeon, thereby making a +swinging chair for Bridget, and together they held her while Margaret +MacLean explained: + +"It's this way, dear. Some one has offered you--and all the +children--a home in the country--a home of your very own. But the +trustees of Saint Margaret's hardly want to give you up; they think +they can take as good care of you--and make you just as happy here." + +"But--sure--they'll have to be givin' us up. Weren't we afther givin' +a penny to the wee one yondther for the home?" and Bridget pointed a +commanding finger toward the door. + +Everybody looked. There on the threshold stood the widow of the +Richest Trustee. + +"What do you mean, dear? How could you have given her a penny?" +Margaret MacLean asked it in bewilderment. + +"'Twas all the doin's o' the primrose ring." And then Bridget shouted +gaily across to the gray wisp of a woman. "Ye tell them. Weren't ye +afther givin' us the promise of a home?" + +"And haven't I come to keep the promise?" she answered, as gaily. But +in an instant she sobered as her eyes fell on the open letter on the +President's desk. "I am so sorry I wrote it--that is why I have come; +not that I don't think you deserved it, for you do," and the widow of +the Richest Trustee looked at them unwaveringly. + +If she was conscious of the surprised faces about, she gave no sign for +others to reckon by. Instead, she walked the length of the board-room +to the President's desk and went on speaking hurriedly, as if she +feared to be interrupted before she had said all she had come to say. +"I wish I had written in another way, a more helpful way. Why not add +your second surgical ward to Saint Margaret's and do all the good work +you can, as you had planned? Only let me have these children to start +a home which shall be a future harbor for all the cases you cannot mend +with your science and which you ought not to set adrift. You can send +me all the convalescing children, too, who need country air and +building up. In return for this, and because you deserve to be +punished--just a little--for yesterday--I shall try my best to take +with me Margaret MacLean and your House Surgeon." + +She laid a hand on both, while she added, softly: "Suppose we three go +home together and talk things over. Shall we?" + + +So the "Home for Curables" has come true. It crests a hilltop, and is +well worth the penny that Bridget gave for it. As the children +specified, there are no "trusters"; and it has all the modern +improvements, including Margaret MacLean, who is still "Miss Peggie," +although she is married to their new Senior Surgeon. + +There is one very particular thing about the Home which ought to be +mentioned. When the children arrived Toby was on the steps, barking a +welcome. No one was surprised; in fact, everybody acted as though he +belonged there. Perhaps the surprising thing would have been not +having the promise kept. Toby is allowed right of way, everywhere; and +rumor has it that he often sneaks in at night and sleeps on Peter's +bed. But, of course, that is just rumor. + +The children are supremely happy; which means that no one is allowed to +cross the threshold who cannot give the password of a friend. And you +might like to know that many of the trustees of Saint Margaret's come +as often as anybody, and are always welcomed with a shout. The +President, in particular, has developed the habit of secreting things +in his pockets until he comes looking very bulgy. + +Margaret MacLean always puts the children to sleep with Sandy's song; +she said it was written by a famous poet who loved children, and the +children have never told her the truth about it. And if it happens, as +it does once in a great while, that some one is missing in the morning, +there is no sorrowing for him, or heavy-heartedness. They miss him, of +course; but they picture him running, sturdy-limbed, up the slope to +the leprechaun's tree, with Michael waiting for him not far off. + +To the children Tir-na-n'Og is the waiting-place for all child-souls +until Saint Anthony is ready to gather them up and carry them away with +him to the "Blessed Mother"; and Margaret MacLean, having nothing +better to tell them, keeps silent. But she has thought of the nicest +custom: A new picture is hung in the Home after a child has gone. It +bears his name; and it is always something that he liked--birds or +flowers or ships or some one from a story. Peter has his chosen +already; it is to be--a dog. + +Whenever Saint Margaret's Senior Surgeon finds a hip or a heart or a +back that he can do nothing for, he sends it to the Home; and he always +writes the same thing: + +"Here is another case in a thousand for you, Margaret MacLean. How +many are there now?" + +He has married the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee, as the Disagreeable +Trustee prophesied, and gossip says that they are very happy. This +much I know--there are two more words which he now writes with +capitals--Son and Sympathy. + +Margaret MacLean often says with the Danish faery-man: "My life, too, +is a faery-tale written by God's finger." And the House Surgeon always +chuckles at this, and adds: + +"Praise Heaven! He wrote me into it." + +As for the widow of the Richest Trustee, she has found a greater +measure of contentment than she thought the world could hold--with love +to brim it; for Margaret MacLean has adopted her along with the +children. The children still regard her, however, as a very mysterious +person; and she has taken the place of Susan's mythical aunt in the +ward conversation. It has never been argued out to the complete +satisfaction of every one whether she is really the faery queen or just +the "Wee Gray Woman," as Sandy calls her. The arguments wax hot at +times, and it is Bridget who generally has to put in the final +silencing word: + +"Faith, she kept her promise, didn't she? and everything come thrue, +hasn't it? Well, what more do ye want?" + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PRIMROSE RING*** + + +******* This file should be named 15482-8.txt or 15482-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/5/4/8/15482 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Primrose Ring + + +Author: Ruth Sawyer + +Release Date: March 27, 2005 [eBook #15482] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PRIMROSE RING*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +THE PRIMROSE RING + +by + +RUTH SAWYER + +Illustrated + +Harper & Brothers Publishers +New York & London + +1915 + + + + + + + + To + + The Little Mother + this book in memory of the + Primrose Ring + she wove for me once on a time + + + + +FOREWORD + + +DEAR PEOPLE,--Whoever you are and wherever you may be when you take up +this book--I beg of you not to feel disturbed because I have let Fancy +and a faery or two slip in between the covers. You will find them +quite harmless and friendly--and very eager to become acquainted. + +Furthermore, please do not search about for Saint Margaret's; it does +not exist. I shamelessly confess to the building of it myself, using +my right of authorship to bring a stone from this place, and a cornice +from that, to cap the foundation I discovered long ago--when I was a +child. In a like manner have I furnished its board of trustees. Do +not misjudge them; remember that when one is so careless as to let +Fancy and faeries into a book she is forced to let the stepmothers be +unkind and the giants cruel. + +I should like to remind those who may be forgetting that Tir-na-n'Og is +the land of eternal youth and joyousness--the Celtic "Land of Heart's +Desire." It is a country which belongs to us all by right of natural +heritage; but we turned our backs to it and started journeying from it +almost the instant we stepped out of our cradles. + +As for the primrose ring--reach across it to Bridget and let her give +you back again the heart of a child which you may have lost somewhere +along the road of Growing-Old-and-Wise. + + R. S. + +THE PRIMROSE RING + + +I + +CONCERNING FANCY AND SAINT MARGARET'S + +Would it ever have happened at all if Trustee Day had not fallen on the +30th of April--which is May Eve, as everybody knows? + +This is something you must ask of those wiser than I, for I am only the +story-teller, sitting in the shadow of the market-place, passing on the +tale that comes to my ears. But I can remind you that May Eve is one +of the most bewitched and bewitching times of the whole year--reason +enough to account for any number of strange happenings; and I can point +out to your notice that Margaret MacLean, in charge of Ward C at Saint +Margaret's, found the flower-seller at the corner of the street that +morning with his basket full of primroses. Now primroses are "gentle +flowers," as everybody ought to know--which means that the faeries have +been using them for thousands of years to work magic; and Margaret +MacLean bought the full of her hands that morning. + +And this brings us back to Trustee Day at Saint Margaret's--which fell +on the 30th of April--and to the beginning of the story. + + +Saint Margaret's Free Hospital for Children does not belong to the +city. It was built by a rich man as a memorial to his son, a little +crippled lad who stayed just long enough to leave behind as a legacy +for his father a great crying hunger to minister to all little ailing +and crippled bodies. There are golden tales concerning those first +years of the hospital--tales passed on by word of mouth alone and so +old as to have gathered a bit of the misty glow of illusion that hangs +over all myths and traditions. They made of Saint Margaret's an +arcadian refuge, where the Founder wandered all day and every day like +a patron saint. Tradition endowed him with all the attributes of all +saints belonging to childhood: the protectiveness of Saint Christopher, +the tenderness of Saint Anthony, the loving comradeship of Saint +Valentine, and the joyfulness of Saint Nicholas. + +But that was more than fifty years ago; and institutions can change +marvelously in half a century. Time had buried more than the Founder. + +The rich still support Saint Margaret's. Society gives bazars and +costumed balls for it annually; great artists give benefit concerts; +bankers, corporation presidents, and heiresses send liberal checks once +a year--and from this last group are chosen the trustees. They have +made of Saint Margaret's the best-appointed hospital in the city. It +is supplied with everything money and power can obtain; leading +surgeons are listed on its staff; its nurses rank at the head. It has +outspanned the greatest dream of the Founder--professionally. And +twelve times a year--at the end of every month--the trustees hold their +day; which means that all through the late afternoon, until the +business meeting at five-thirty, they wander over the building. + +Now it is the business of institutional directors to be thorough, and +the trustees of Saint Margaret's, previous to the 30th of April, never +forgot their business. They looked into corners and behind doors to +see what had not been done; they followed the work-trails of every +employee--from old Cassie, the scrub-woman, to the Superintendent +herself; and if one was a wise employee one blazed conspicuously and +often. They gathered in little groups and discussed methods for +conservation and greater efficiency, being as up to date in their +charities as in everything else. Also, they brought guests and showed +them about; for when one was rich and had put one's money into +collections of sick and crippled children instead of old ivories and +first editions, it did not at all mean that one had not retained the +same pride of exhibiting. + +There are a few rare natures who make collections for the sheer love of +the objects they collect, and if they can be persuaded to show them off +at all it is always with so much tenderness and sympathy that even the +feelings of a delicately wrought Buddha could not be bruised. But +there were none of these natures numbered among the trustees of Saint +Margaret's. And because it was purely a matter of charity and pride +with them, and because they never had any time left over from being +thorough and business-like to spend on the children themselves, they +never failed to leave a shaft of gloom behind them on Trustee Day. The +contagious ward always escaped by virtue of its own power of +self-defense; but the shaft started at the door of the surgical ward +and went widening along through the medical and the convalescent until +it reached the incurables at an angle of indefinite radiation. There +was a reason for this--as Margaret MacLean put it once in paraphrase: + +"Children come and children go, but we stay on for ever." + +Trustee Day was an abiding memory only with the incurables; which meant +that twelve times a year--at the end of every month--Ward C cried +itself to sleep. + +Spring could not have begun the day better. She is never the +spendthrift that summer is, but once in a while she plunges recklessly +into her treasure-store and scatters it broadcast. On this last day of +April she was prodigal with her sunshine; out countryward she garnished +every field and wood and hollow with her best. Everywhere were flowers +and pungent herby things in such abundance that even the city folk +could sense them afar off. + +Little cajoling breezes scuttled around corners and down +thoroughfares, blowing good humor in and bad humor out. Birds of +passage--song-sparrows, tanagers, bluebirds, and orioles--even a pair +of cardinals--stopped wherever they could find a tree or bush from +which to pipe a friendly greeting. Yes, spring certainly could not +have begun the day better; it was as if everything had said to itself, +"We know this is a very special occasion and we must do our share in +making it fine." + +So well did everything succeed that Margaret MacLean was up and out of +Saint Margaret's a full half-hour earlier than usual, her heart singing +antiphonally with the birds outside. Coatless, but capped and in her +gray uniform, she jumped the hospital steps, two at a time, and danced +the length of the street. + +Now Margaret MacLean was small and slender, and there was nothing +grotesque in the dancing. It had become a natural means of expressing +the abundant life and joyousness she had felt ever since she had been +free of crutches and wheeled chairs; and an impartial stranger, had he +been passing, would have watched her with the same uncritical delight +that he might have bestowed on any wood creature had it suddenly +appeared darting along the pavement. She reached the corner just in +time to bump into the flower-seller, who was turning about like some +old tabby to settle himself and his basket. + +"Oh!" she cried in dismay, for the flower-seller was wizened and +unsteady of foot, and she had sent him spinning about in a dizzy +fashion. She put out a steadying hand. "Oh . . . !" This time it was +in ecstasy; she had spied the primroses in the basket just as the +sunshine splashed over the edge of the corner building straight down +upon them. Margaret MacLean dropped to one knee and laid her cheek +against them. "The happy things--you can hear them laugh! I want +all--all I can carry." She looked up quizzically at the flower-seller. +"Now how did you ever happen to think of bringing these--to-day?" + +A pair of watery old eyes twinkled, thereby becoming amazingly young in +an instant, and he wagged his head mysteriously while he raised a +significant finger. "Sure, wasn't I knowin', an' could I be afther +bringin' anythin' else? But the rest that passes--or stops--will see +naught but yellow flowers in a basket, I'm thinkin'." And the +flower-seller set to shaking his head sorrowfully. + +"Perhaps not. There are the children--" + +"Aye, the childher; but the most o' them be's gettin' too terrible +wise." + +"I know--I know--but mine aren't. I'm going to take my children back +as many as I can carry." She stretched both hands about a mass of +stems--all they could compass. "See"--she held up a giant bunch--"so +much happiness is worth a great deal. Feel in the pocket of my apron +and you will find--gold for gold. It was the only money I had in my +purse. Keep it all, please." With a nod and a smile she left him, +dancing her way back along the still deserted street. + +"'Tis the faeries' own day, afther all," chuckled the flower-seller as +he eyed the tiny gold disk in his palm; then he remembered, and called +after the diminishing figure of the nurse: "Hey, there! Mind what ye +do wi' them blossoms. They be's powerful strong magic." And he +chuckled again. + +The hall-boy, shorn of uniform and dignity, was outside, polishing +brasses, when Margaret MacLean reached the hospital door. She stopped +for an interchange of grins and greetings. + +"Mornin', Miss Peggie." + +"Morning, Patsy." + +He was "Patrick" to the rest of Saint Margaret's; no one else seemed to +realize that he was only about one-fifth uniform and the other fifths +were boy--small boy at that. + +She eyed his work critically. "That's right--polish them well, Patsy. +They must shine especially bright to-day." + +"Why, what's happenin' to-day?" + +"Oh--everything, and--nothing at all." + +And she passed on through the door with a most mysterious smile, +thereby causing Patsy to mentally comment: + +"My, don't she beat all! More'n half the time a feller don't know what +she's kiddin' about; but, gee! don't he like it!" + +As it happened the primroses did not get as far as Ward C then. +Margaret MacLean found the door of the board-room ajar, and, glancing +in, looked square into the eyes of the Founder of Saint Margaret's, +where he hung in his great gold frame--silent and questioning. + +"If all the tales they tell about you are true, you must wonder what +has happened to Saint Margaret's since you turned it over to a board of +trustees." + +She went in and stood close to him, smiling wistfully. "Perhaps you +would like me to leave you the primroses until after the meeting--they +would be sure to cheer you up; and they might--they might--" Laughing, +she went over to the President's desk and put the flowers in the green +Devonshire bowl. + +She was sitting in the President's chair, coaxing some of the hoydenish +blossoms into place, when the House Surgeon looked in a moment later. + +"Hello! What are you doing? I thought you detested this room." He +spoke in a teasing, big-brother way, while his eyes dwelt pleasurably +on the small gray figure in the President's chair. For, be it said +without partiality or prejudice, Margaret MacLean was beautiful, with a +beauty altogether free from self-appraisement. + +"I do--I hate it!" Then she wagged her head and raised a significant +finger in perfect imitation of the flower-seller. "I am dabbling +in--magic. I am starting here a terrible and insidious campaign +against gloom." + +The House Surgeon looked amused. "You make me shiver, all right; but I +haven't the smallest guess coming. Would you mind putting it into +scientific American?" + +"I'm afraid I couldn't. But I can make a plain statement in +prose--this is Trustee Day." + +"Hell!" The House Surgeon walked over to the calendar on the desk to +verify the fact. "Well, what are you going to do about it?" + +Margaret MacLean spread her hands over the primroses, indicatively. "I +told you--magic." She wrinkled up her forehead into a worrisome frown. +"Let me see; I counted them, up last night, and I have had two hundred +and twenty-eight Trustee Days in my life. I have tried about +everything else--philosophy, Christianity, optimism, mental sclerosis, +and missionary fever; but never magic. Don't you think it +sounds--hopeful?" + +The House Surgeon laughed. "You are the funniest little person I ever +knew. On duty you're as old as Methuselah and as wise as Hippocrates, +but the rest of the time I believe your feet are eternally treading the +nap off antique wishing-carpets. I wonder how many you've worn out. +As for that head of yours, it bobs like a penny balloon among the +clouds looking for--" + +"Faeries?" suggested Margaret MacLean. + +"That just about hits it. Will you please tell me how you, of all +people, ever evolved these--ideas--out of Saint Margaret's?" + +A grim smile tightened the corners of her mouth while she looked across +the room to the portrait that hung opposite the Founder's--the portrait +of the Old Senior Surgeon. "I had to," she said at last. "When a +person is born with absolutely nothing--nothing of the human things a +human baby is entitled to--she has to evolve something to live in; a +sort of sea-urchin affair with spines of make-believe sticking out all +over it to keep prodding away life as it really is. If she didn't the +things she had missed would flatten her out into a flabby pulp--just +skin and feelings." + +"And so you make believe that Trustee Day isn't really bad?" + +"Oh dear, no! But I keep believing it's going to be much better. Did +you ever think what it could be like--if the trustees would only make +it something more than--a matter of business? Why, it could be as good +as any faery-tale come true, with a dozen god-parents instead of one; +and think of the wonderful things they could do it they tried. +Think--think--and, oh, the fun of it!" + +She broke off with a little shivering ache. When the picture became so +alive that it pulled at one's heart-strings, it was time to stop. But +the next moment she was laughing merrily. + +"Do you know, when I was a little tad and couldn't sleep at night with +the pain, I used to make believe I was a 'truster' and say over to +myself all the nice, comforting things I wished they would say. It +began to sound so real that one day I answered--just as if some one had +said something pleasant." + +"Well?" interrogated the House Surgeon, much amused. + +"Well, it was the Oldest Trustee, of course; and she raised those +lorgnettes and reminded me that a good child never spoke unless she was +spoken to. I suppose it will take lots and lots of magic to turn them +into god-parents." + +"Look here," and the House Surgeon reached across the desk and took a +firm, big-brother grip of her hands, "faery-tales have to have +stepmothers as well as godmothers--think of it that way. And remember +that those kiddies of yours were never born to ride in pumpkin coaches." + +"But I'm not reaching out for faery luxuries for them. I want them to +be children--plain, happy, laughing children--with as normal a heritage +as we can scrape together for them. All it needs is the magic of a +little human understanding. That's the most potent magic in the whole +world. Why, it can do anything!" + +A little-girl look came into Margaret MacLean's face. It always did +when she was wanting anything very much or was thinking about something +very intensely. It was the hardest kind of a look to resist. She had +often threshed this subject out with the House Surgeon before; for it +was her theory that when a body's material condition was rather poor +and meager there was all the more reason for scraping together what one +could of a spiritual heritage and living thereby. + +"And don't you see," she had urged, at least a score of times, +"if we could only teach all the cripples to let their minds +run--free-limbed--over hilltops and pleasant places, their natures +would never need to warp and wither after the fashion of their poor +bodies. And the time to begin is in childhood, when the mind is +learning to walk alone." + +Usually the House Surgeon was easily convinced to the Margaret MacLean +side of any argument; but this time, for reasons of his own, he turned +an unsympathetic and stubborn ear. He was coming to believe very +strongly that all this fanciful optimism was so much laughing-gas, with +only a passing power, and when the effect wore off there would be the +Dickens to pay. He did not want to see Margaret MacLean turn into a +bitter-minded woman of the world--stripped of her trust and her dreams. +He--all of them--had need of her as she was. Her belief in the +ultimate good of things and persons, however, was beyond power of human +achievement; and the surest cure for disappointments was to amputate +all expectations. So the House Surgeon hardened his heart and became +as professionally severe as he knew how to be. + +"It's absolutely impossible to expect a group of incurable children in +an institution to be made as normal and happy as other children. It +can't be done. Those kiddies are up against a pretty hard proposition, +I know; but the kindest thing you can do for them is to toughen them +into not feeling--" + +The nurse in charge of Ward C wrenched away her hands fiercely. +"You're just like the Senior Surgeon. He thinks the whole dependent +world--the sick and the poor and the incompetent--have no business with +ideas or feelings of their own. He's always saying, 'Train it out of +them; train it out of them; and it will make it easier for institutions +to take care of them.' It's for ever the 'right of the strong' with +him. Unless you are able to take care of yourself you are not entitled +to the ordinary privileges of a human being." + +"I'm not at all like the Senior Surgeon. I don't mean that, and you +know it. What I am trying to make you understand is that these kiddies +can't keep you always; some time they will have to learn to do without +you. When that happens it will come tough on them. It would come +tough on anybody; and the square thing for you to do is to stop +being--so all-fired adorable." The House Surgeon flung back his head +and marched out of the board-room, slamming the door. + +Behind the slammed door Margaret MacLean eyed the primroses +suspiciously. "I wonder--is your magic working all right to-day? +Please--please don't weave any charms against him, little faery people. +He is the only other grown-up person who has ever understood the least +bit; and I couldn't bear to lose him, too." + +For the second time that morning she nestled her cheek against the +blossoms. Then the clock on the hospital tower struck eight. She +jumped with a start. "Time to go on duty." Once again her eyes met +the eyes of the Founder and sparkled witchingly. She raised high the +green Devonshire bowl from the President's desk as for a toast. + +"Here's to Saint Margaret's--as you founded her; and the children--as +you meant them to be; and here's to the one who first understood!" She +turned from the Founder to the portrait hanging opposite, and bowed +most worshipfully to the Old Senior Surgeon. + + + + +II + +IN WHICH MARGARET MACLEAN REVIEWS A MEMORY + +As Margaret MacLean climbed the stairs to Ward C--she rarely took the +lift, it was too remindful of the time when she could not climb +stairs--her mind thought back a step for each step she mounted. When +she had reached the top of the first flight she was a child again, back +in one of the little white iron cribs in her own ward; and it was the +day when the first stringent consciousness came to her that she hated +Trustee Day. + +The Old Senior Surgeon--the present one, of whom Saint Margaret's felt +inordinately proud, was house surgeon then--had come into Ward C for a +peep at her, and had called out, according to a firmly established +custom, "Hello, Thumbkin! What's the news?" + +She had been "Thumbkin" to him ever since the night he had carried her +into the hospital, a tiny mite of a baby; and he had woven out of her +coming a marvelous story--fancy-fashioned. This he had told her at +least twice a week, from the time she was old enough to ask for it, +because it had popped into his head quite suddenly that this morsel of +humanity would some day insist on being accounted for. + +The bare facts concerning her were rather shabby ones. She had been +unceremoniously dumped into his arms by a delegate from the Foundling +Asylum, who had found him the most convenient receptacle nearest the +door; and he had been offered the meager information that she belonged +to no one, was wrong somehow, and a hospital was the place for her. + +One hardly likes to pass on shabby garments, much less shabby facts, to +cover another's past. So the Old Senior Surgeon had forestalled her +inquisitiveness with a tale adorned with all the pretty imaginings that +he, "a clumsy-minded old gruffian," could conjure up. + +Margaret MacLean remembered the story--word for word--as we remember +"The House That Jack Built." It began with the Old Senior Surgeon +himself, who heard a pair of birds disputing in one of the two trees +which sentineled the hospital. They had built a nest therein; it was +bedtime, and they wished to retire, only something prevented. Upon +investigation he discovered the cause--"and there you were, my dear, no +bigger than my thumb!" + +This was the nucleus of the story; but the Old Senior Surgeon had +rolled it about, hither and yon, adding adventure after adventure, +until it had assumed gigantic proportions. As she grew older she took +a hand in the adventure-making herself, he supplying the bare plot, she +weaving the threads therefrom into a detailed narrative which she +retold to him later, with a few imaginings of her own added. This is +what had established the custom for the Old Senior Surgeon to take a +peep into Ward C at day's end and call across to her: "Hello, Thumbkin! +What's the news?" or, "What's happened next?" And until this day the +answer had always been a joyous one. + +Margaret MacLean, grown, could look back at tiny Margaret MacLean and +see her very clearly as she straightened up in the little iron crib and +answered in a shrill, tense voice: "I'm not Thumbkin. I'm a foundling. +I don't belong to anybody. I never had any father or mother or +nothing, but just a hurt back; they said so. They stood right +there--two of them; and one told the other all about me." + +This was the end of the story, and the beginning of Trustee Days for +Margaret MacLean. + +She soon made the discovery that she was not the only child in the ward +who felt about it that way. Her discovery was a matter of intuition +rather than knowledge; for--as if by silent consent--the topic was +carefully avoided in the usual ward conversation. One does not make it +a rule to talk about the hobgoblins that lurk in the halls at night, or +the gray, creeping shapes that come out of dark corners and closets +after one has gone to bed, if one is so pitifully unfortunate as to +possess these things in childhood. Instead one just remembers and +waits, shivering. Only to old Cassie, the scrub-woman, who was young +Cassie then, did she confide her fear. From her she received a +charm--compounded of goose eggshells and vinegar--which Cassie claimed +to be what they used in Ireland to unbewitch changelings. She kept the +charm hidden for months under her pillow. It proved comforting, +although absolutely ineffectual. + +And for months there had been a strained relationship between the Old +Senior Surgeon and herself, causing them both much embarrassment. She +resented the story he had made for her with all her child soul; he had +cheated her--fooled her. She felt much as we felt toward our parents +when we made our first discovery concerning Santa Claus. + +But after a time--a long time--the story came to belong to her again; +she grew to realize that the Old Senior Surgeon had told it +truthfully--only with the unconscious tongue of the poet instead of the +grim realist. She found out as well that it had done a wonderful thing +for her: it had turned life into an adventure--a quest upon which one +was bound to depart, no matter how poorly one's feet might be shod or +how persistently the rain and wind bit at one's marrow through the rags +of a conventional cloak. More than this--it had colored the road ahead +for her, promising pleasant comradeship and good cheer; it would keep +her from ever losing heart or turning back. + +A day came at last when she and the Old Senior Surgeon could laugh--a +little foolishly, perhaps--over the child-story; and then, just because +they could laugh at it and feel happy, they told it together all over +again. They made much of Thumbkin's christening feast, and the gifts +the good godmothers brought. + +"Let me see," said the Old Senior Surgeon, cocking his head +thoughtfully, "there was the business-like little party on a +broomstick, carrying grit--plain grit." + +"And the next one brought happiness--didn't she?" asked little Margaret +MacLean. + +He nodded. "Of course. Then came a little gray-haired faery with a +nosegay of Thoughts-for-other-folks, all dried and ready to put away +like sweet lavender." + +"And did the next bring love?" + +Again he agreed. "But after her, my dear, came a comfortable old lady +in a chaise with a market-basket full of common-sense." + +"And then--then-- Oh, couldn't the one after her bring beauty? Some +one always did in the book stories. I think I wouldn't mind the back +and--other things so much if my face could be nice." + +Margaret MacLean, grown, could remember well how tearfully eager little +Margaret MacLean had been. + +The Old Senior Surgeon looked down with an odd, crinkly smile. "Have +you never looked into a glass, Thumbkin?" + +She shook her head. + +Children in the wards of free hospitals have no way of telling how they +look, and perhaps it is better that way. Only if it happens--as it +does sometimes--that they spend a good share of their life there, it +seems as if they never had a chance to get properly acquainted with +themselves. + +For a moment he patted her hand; after which he said, very solemnly: +"Wait for a year and a day--then look. You will find out then just +what the next faery brought." + +Margaret MacLean had obeyed this command to the letter. When the year +and a day came she had been able to stand on tiptoe and look at herself +for the first time in her life; and she would never forget the gladness +of that moment. It had appeared nothing short of a miracle to her that +she should actually possess something of which she need not be +ashamed--something nice to share with the world. And whenever Margaret +MacLean thought of her looks at all, which was rare, she thought of +them in that way. + +She took up the memory again where she had dropped it on the second +flight of stairs, slowly climbing her way to Ward C, and went on with +the story. + +They came to the place where Thumbkin was pricked by the wicked faery +with the sleeping-thorn and put to sleep for a hundred years, after the +fashion of many another story princess; and the Old Senior Surgeon +suddenly stopped and looked at her sharply. + +"Some day, Thumbkin, I may play the wicked faery and put you to sleep. +What would you say to that?" + +She did not say--then. + +More months passed, months which brought an ashen, drawn look to the +face of the Old Senior Surgeon, and a tired-out droop to his shoulders +and eyes. She began to notice that the nurses eyed him pityingly +whenever he came into the ward, and the house surgeon shook his head +ominously. She wondered what it meant; she wondered more when he came +at last to remind her of his threatened promise. + +"You remember, Thumbkin, about that sleep? Would you let an old faery +doctor put you to sleep, for a little while, if he was very sure you +would wake up to find happiness--and health--and love--and all the +other gifts the godmothers brought?" + +She tried her best to keep the frightened look out of her eyes. By the +way he watched her, however, she knew some of it must have crept in. +"Operation?" she managed to choke out at last. + +Operation was a fairly common word in Ward C, and not an over-hopeful +one. + +"It's this way, Thumbkin; and let's make a bargain of it. I think +there's a cure for that back of yours. It hasn't been tried very much; +about often enough to make it worth while for us to take a chance. +I'll be honest with you and tell you the house surgeon doesn't think it +can be done; but that's where the bargain comes in. He thinks he can +mend my trouble, and I don't; and we're both dreadfully greedy to prove +we're right. Now if you will give me my way with you I will give him +his. But you must come first." + +"A hundred years is a long time to be asleep," she objected. + +"Bless you, it won't be a hundred minutes." + +"And does your back need it, too?" + +"Not my back; my stomach. It's about the only chance for either of us, +Thumbkin." + +"And you won't unless I do?" + +The Old Senior Surgeon gave his head a terrific shake; then he caught +her small hands in his great, warm, comforting ones. "Think. It means +a strong back; a pair of sturdy little legs to take you anywhere; and +the whole world before you!" + +"And you'll have them, too?" + +He smiled convincingly. + +"All right. Let's." She gave his hand a hard, trustful squeeze. + +She liked to remember that squeeze. She often wondered if it might not +have helped him to do what he had to do. + +Her operation was record-making in its success; and after he had seen +her well on the mend he gave himself over to the house surgeon and a +fellow-colleague, according to the bargain. He proved the house +surgeon wrong, for he never rallied. Undoubtedly he knew this would be +the way of it; for he stopped in Ward C before he went up to the +operating-room and said to her: + +"I shall be sleeping longer than you did, Thumbkin; but, never fear, I +shall be waking some time, somewhere. And remember this: Never grow so +strong and well that you forget how tiresome a hospital crib can be. +Never be so happy that you grow blind to the heartaches of other +children; and never wander so far away from Saint Margaret's that you +can't come back, sometimes, and make a story for some one else." + +She puzzled a good bit over this, especially the first part of it; but +when they told her the next day, she understood. Probably she grieved +for him more than had any one else; even more than the members of his +own family or profession. For, whereas there are many people in the +world who can give life to others, there are but few who can help +others to possess it. + +What childhood she had had she left behind her soon after this, along +with her aching back, her helpless limbs, and the little iron crib in +Ward C. + +On the first Trustee Day following her complete recovery she appeared, +at her own request, before the meeting of the board. In a small, +frightened voice she asked them to please send her away to school. She +wanted to learn enough to come back to Saint Margaret's and be a nurse. + +The trustees consented. Having assumed the responsibility of her +well-being for over fifteen years, they could not very easily shirk it +now. Furthermore, was it not a praise-worthy tribute to Saint +Margaret's as a charitable institution, and to themselves as trustees, +that this child whom they had sheltered and helped to cure should +choose this way of showing her gratitude? Verily, the board pruned and +plumed itself well that day. + +All this Margaret MacLean lived over again as she climbed the stairs to +Ward C on the 30th of April, her heart glowing warm with the memory of +this man who had first understood; who had freed her mind from the +abnormality of her body and the stigma of her heritage; who had made it +possible for her to live wholesomely and deeply; and who had set her +feet upon a joyous mission. For the thousandth time she blessed that +memory. + +It had been no disloyalty on her part that she had closed her lips and +said nothing when the House Surgeon had questioned her about her +fancy-making. She could never get away from the feeling that some of +the sweetness and sacredness might be lost with the telling of the +memory. One is so apt to cheapen a thing when one tries hastily to put +it into words, and ever afterward it is never quite the same. + +On the second floor she stopped; and by chance she looked over, between +spiral banisters, to the patch of hallway below. It just happened that +the House Surgeon was standing there, talking with one of the internes. + +Margaret MacLean smiled whimsically. "If there is a soul in the wide +world I could share it with, it is the House Surgeon." And then she +added, aloud, softly apostrophizing the top of his head, "I think some +day you might grow to be very--very like the Old Senior Surgeon; that +is, if you would only stop trying to be like the present one." + +[Illustration: "If there is a soul in the wide world I could share it +with, it is the House Surgeon."] + + + + +III + +WARD C + +A welcoming shout went up from Ward C as Margaret MacLean entered. It +was lusty enough to have come from the throats of healthy children, and +it would have sounded happily to the most impartial ears; to the nurse +in charge it was a very pagan of gladness. + +"Wish you good morning, good meals, and good manners," laughed Margaret +MacLean; and then she went from crib to crib with a special greeting +for each one. Oh, she firmly believed that a great deal depended on +how the day began. + +In the first crib lay Pancho, of South American parentage, partially +paralyzed and wholly captivating. He had been in Saint Margaret's +since babyhood--he was six now--and had never worn anything but a +little hospital shirt. + +"Good morning, Brown Baby," she said, kissing his forehead. "It's just +the day for you out on the sun-porch; and you'll hear birds--lots of +them." + +"Wobins?" + +"Yes, and bluebirds, too. I've heard them already." + +Next came Sandy--merry of heart--a humpback laddie from Aberdeen. His +parents had gone down with the steerage of a great ocean liner, and +society had cared for him until the first horror of the tragedy had +passed; then some one fortunately had mentioned Saint Margaret's, and +society was relieved of its burden. In the year he had spent here his +Aberdonian burr had softened somewhat and a number of American +colloquialisms had crept into his speech; but for all that he was "the +braw canny Scot"--as the House Surgeon always termed him--and he +objected to kisses. So the good-morning greeting was a hearty +hand-shake between the two--comrade fashion. + +"It wad be a bonnie day i' Aberdeen," he reminded her, blithely. "But +'tis no the robins there 'at wad be singin'." + +"Shall I guess?" + +"Na, I'll tell ye. Laverocks!" + +"Really, Sandy?" And then she suddenly remembered something. "Now you +guess what you're going to have for supper to-night." + +"Porridge?" + +"No; scones!" + +"Bully!" And Sandy clapped his hands ecstatically. + +Beside Sandy lay Susan--smart, shrewd, and American, with braced legs +and back, and a philosophy that failed her only on Trustee Days. But +as calendars are not kept in Ward C no one knew what this day was; and +consequently Susan was grinning all over her pinched, gnome-like little +face. Margaret MacLean kissed her on both cheeks; the Susan-kind +hunger for affection, but the world rarely finds it out and therefore +gives sparingly. + +"Guess yer couldn't guess what I dreamt last night, Miss Peggie?" + +"About the aunt?" This was a mythical relation of Susan's who lived +somewhere and who was supposed to turn up some day and claim Susan with +open arms. She was the source of many dreams and of much interested +conversation and heated argument in the ward, and the children had her +pictured down to the smallest detail of person and clothes. + +"No, 'tain't my aunt this time. I dreamt you was gettin' married, Miss +Peggie." And Susan giggled delightedly. + +"An' goin' away?" This was groaned out in chorus from the two cots +following Susan's, wherein lay James and John--fellow-Apostles of +pain--bound closely together in that spiritual brotherhood. They were +sitting up, holding hands and staring at Margaret with wide, +anguish-filled eyes. + +"Of course I'm not going away, little brothers; and I'm not going to +get married. Does any one ever get married in Saint Margaret's?" + +The Apostles thought very hard about it for a moment; but as it had +never happened before, of course it never would now, and Miss Peggie +was safe. + +The whole ward smiled again. But in that moment Margaret MacLean +remembered what the House Surgeon had said, and wondered. Was she +building up for them an ultimate discontent in trying to make life +happy and full for them now? Could not minds like theirs be taught to +walk alone, after all? And then she laughed to herself for worrying. +Why should the children ever have to do without her--unless--unless +something came to them far better--like Susan's mythical aunt? The +children need never leave Saint Margaret's as long as they lived, and +she never should; and she passed on to the next cot, content that all +was well. + +As she stooped over the bed a pair of thin little arms flew out and +clasped themselves tightly about her neck; a head with a shock of red +curls buried itself in the folds of the gray uniform. This was +Bridget--daughter of the Irish sod, oldest of the ward, general +caretaker and best beloved; although it should be added in justice to +both Bridget and Margaret MacLean that the former had no consciousness +of it, and the latter took great care to hide it. + +[Illustration: As she stooped over the bed a pair of thin little arms +flew out and clasped themselves tightly about her neck.] + +It was Bridget who read to the others when no one else could; it was +Bridget who remembered some wonderful story to tell on those days when +Sandy's back was particularly bad or the Apostles grew over-despondent; +and it was Bridget who laughed and sang on the gray days when the sun +refused to be cheery. Undoubtedly it was because of all these things +that her cot was in the center of Ward C. + +Concerning Bridget herself, hers was a case of arsenical poisoning, +slowly absorbed while winding daisy-stems for an East Broadway +manufacturer of cheap artificial flowers. She had done this for three +years--since she was five--thereby helping her mother to support +themselves and two younger children. She was ten now and the Senior +Surgeon had already reckoned her days. + +In the shadow of Bridget's cot was Rosita's crib--Rosita being the +youngest, the most sensitive, and the most given to homesickness. This +last was undoubtedly due to the fact that she was the only child in the +incurable ward blessed in the matter of a home. Her parents were +honest-working Italians who adored her, but who were too ignorant and +indulgent to keep her alive. They came every Sunday, and sat out the +allotted time for visitors beside her crib, while the other children +watched in a silent, hungry-eyed fashion. + +Margaret MacLean passed her with a kiss and went on to +Peter--Peter--seven years old--congenital hip disease--and all boy. + +"Hello, you!" he shouted, squirming under the kiss that he would not +have missed for anything. + +"Hello, you!" answered back the administering nurse, and then she +asked, solemnly, "How's Toby?" + +"He's--he's fine. That soap the House Surgeon give me cured his fleas +all up." + +Toby was even more mythical than Susan's aunt; she was based on certain +authentic facts, whereas Toby was solely the creation of a dog-adoring +little brain. But no one was ever inconsiderate enough to hint at his +airy fabrication; and Margaret MacLean always inquired after him every +morning with the same interest that she bestowed on the other occupants +of Ward C. + +Last in the ward came Michael, a diminutive Russian exile with valvular +heart trouble and a most atrocious vocabulary. The one seemed as +incurable as the other. Margaret MacLean had wrestled with the +vocabulary on memorable occasions--to no avail; and although she had +long since discovered it was a matter of words and not meanings with +him, it troubled her none the less. And because Michael came the +nearest to being the black sheep of this sanitary fold she showed for +him always an unfailing gentleness. + +"Good morning, dear," she said, running her fingers through the +perpendicular curls that bristled continuously. + +"Goot mornun, tear," he mimicked, mischievously; and then he added, +with an irresistible smile, "Und Got-tam-you." + +"Oh, Michael, don't you remember, the next time you were going to say +'God bless you'?" + +"Awright--next time." + +Margaret MacLean sighed unconsciously. Michael's "next time" was about +as reliable as the South American _manana_; and he seemed as much an +alien now as the day he was brought into the ward. And then, because +she believed that kindness was the strongest weapon for victory in the +end, she did the thing Michael loved best. + +Ward C was turned into a circus menagerie, and Margaret MacLean and her +assistant were turned into keepers. Together they set about the duties +for the day with great good-humor. Two seals, a wriggling +hippopotamus, a roaring polar bear, a sea-serpent of surprising +activities, two teeth-grinding alligators, a walrus, and a baby +elephant were bathed with considerable difficulty and excitement. It +was Sandy who insisted on being the elephant in spite of a heated +argument from the other animals that, having a hump, he ought to be a +camel. They forgave him later, however, when he squirted forth his +tooth-brush water and trumpeted triumphantly, thereby causing the +entire menagerie to squirm about and bellow in great glee. + +At this point the head keeper had to turn them all back instantly into +children, and she delivered a firm but gentle lecture on the +inconsiderateness of soaking a freshly changed bed. + +Sandy broke into penitent tears; and because tears were never allowed +to dampen the atmosphere of Ward C when they could possibly be dammed, +Margaret MacLean did the "best-of-all-things." She pushed the cribs +and cots all together into a "special" with observation-cars; then, +changing into an engineer, and with a call to Toby to jump aboard, she +swung herself into the caboose-rocker and opened the throttle. The +bell rang; the whistle tooted; and the engine gave a final snort and +puff, bounding away countryward where spring had come. + +Those of you who live where you can always look out on pleasant places, +or who can travel at will into them, may find it hard to understand how +wearisome and stupid it grows to be always in one room with an +encompassing sky-line of roof-tops and chimneys, or may fail to sound +the full depths of wonder and delight over the ride that Ward C took +that memorable day. + +The engineer pointed out everything--meadows full of flowers, trees +full of birds, gardens new planted, and corn-fields guarded by +scarecrows. She slowed up at the barnyards that the children might +hear the crowing cocks and clucking hens with their new-hatched broods, +and see the neighboring pastures with their flocks of sheep and tiny +lambs. + +"A ken them weel--hoo the wee creepits bleeted hame i' Aberdeen!" +shouted Sandy, bleeting for the whole pastureful. + +And when they came to the smallest of mountain brooks the engineer +followed it, down, down, until it had grown into a stream with +cowslipped banks; and on and on until it had grown into a river with +little boats and sandy shore and leaping fish. Here the engineer +stopped the train; and every one who wanted to--and there were none who +did not--went paddling; and some went splashing about just as if they +could swim. + +Back in the "special," they climbed a hilltop, slowly, so that the +engineer could point out each farm and pasture and stream in miniature +that they had seen close by. + +"That's the wonder of a hilltop," she explained; "you can see +everything neighboring each other." And when they reached the crest +she clapped her hands. "Oh, children dear, wouldn't it be beautiful to +build a house on a hilltop just like this to live in always!" + +Afterward they rode into deep woods, where the sunlight came down +through the trees like splashes of gold; and here the engineer +suggested they should have a picnic. + +As Margaret MacLean stepped out into the hall to look up the +dinner-trays she met the House Surgeon. + +"Dreading it as much as usual?" he asked, in the teasing, big-brother +tone; but he looked at her in quite another way. + +She laughed. "I'm hoping it isn't going to be as bad as the time +before--and the time before that--and the time before that." She +pushed back some moist curls that had slipped out from under her +cap--engineering was hard work--and the little-girl look came into her +face. She looked up mischievously at the House Surgeon. "You couldn't +possibly guess what I've been doing all morning." + +The House Surgeon wrinkled his forehead in his most professional +manner. "Precautionary disinfecting?" + +Margaret MacLean laughed again. "That's an awfully good guess, but +it's wrong. I've been administering antitoxin for trusteria." + +In spite of her gay assurance before the House Surgeon, however, it was +rather a sober nurse in charge of Ward C who sat down that afternoon +with a book of faery-tales on her knee open to the story of "The +Steadfast Tin Soldier." As for Ward C, it was supremely happy; its +beloved "Miss Peggie" was on duty for the afternoon with the favorite +book for company; moreover, no one had discovered as yet that this was +Trustee Day and that the trustees themselves were already near at hand. + +A shadow fell athwart the threshold that very moment. Margaret MacLean +could feel it without taking her eyes from the book, and, purposefully +unmindful of its presence, she kept reading steadily on: + +"'The paper boat was rocking up and down; sometimes it turned round so +quickly that the Tin Soldier trembled; but he remained firm, he did not +move a muscle, and looked straight forward, shouldering his musket.'" + +"Ah, Miss MacLean, may I speak with you a moment?" It was the voice of +the Meanest Trustee. + +The nurse in charge rose quickly and met him half-way, hoping to keep +him and whatever he might have to say as far from the children as +possible. + +The Meanest Trustee continued in a little, short, sharp voice: "The +cook tells me that the patients in this ward have been having extra +food prepared for them of late, such as fruit and jellies and scones +and even ice-cream. I discovered it for myself. I saw some pineapples +in the refrigerator when I was inspecting it this afternoon, and the +cook said it was your orders." + +Margaret MacLean smiled her most ingratiating smile. "You see," she +said, eagerly, "the children in this ward get fearfully tired of the +same things to eat; it is not like the other wards where the children +stay only a short time. So I thought it would be nice to have +something different--once in a while; and then the old things would +taste all the better--don't you see? I felt sure the trustees would be +willing." + +"Well, they are not. It is an entirely unnecessary expense which I +will not countenance. The regular food is good and wholesome, and the +patients ought to feel grateful for it instead of finding fault." + +The nurse looked anxiously toward the cots, then dropped her voice half +an octave lower. + +"The children have never found fault; it was just my idea to give them +a treat when they were not expecting it. As for the extra expense, +there has been none; I have paid for everything myself." + +The Meanest Trustee readjusted his eye-glasses and looked closer at the +young woman before him. "Do you mean to say you paid for them out of +your own wages?" + +The nurse nodded. + +"Then all I have to say is that I consider it an extremely idiotic +performance which had better be stopped. Children should not be +indulged." + +And he went away muttering something about the poor always remaining +poor with their foolish notions of throwing away money; and Margaret +MacLean went back to the book of faery-tales. But as she was looking +for the place Sandy grunted forth stubbornly: + +"A'm no wantin' ony scones the nicht, so ye maun na fetch them." + +And Peter piped out, "Trusterday, ain't it, Miss Peggie?" + +"Yes, dear. Now shall we go on with the story?" + +She had read to where the rat was demanding the passport when she +recognized the President's step outside the door. In another moment he +was standing beside her chair, looking at the book on her knee. + +"Humph! faery-tales! Is that not very foolish? Don't you think, Miss +Margaret, it would be more suitable to their condition in life if you +should select--hmm--something like _Pilgrim's Progress_ or _Lives of +the Saints and Martyrs_? Something that would be a preparation--so to +speak--for the future." He stood facing her now, his back to the +children. + +"Excuse me"--she was smiling up at him--"but I thought this was a +better preparation." + +The President frowned. He was a much-tried man--a man of charitable +parts, who directed or presided over thirty organizations. It took him +nearly thirty days each month--with the help of two private secretaries +and a luxurious office--to properly attend to all the work resulting +therefrom; and the matters in hand were often so trying and perplexing +that he had to go abroad every other year to avoid a nervous breakdown. + +"I think we took up this matter at one of the business meetings," he +went on, patiently, "and some arrangement was made for one of the +trustees to come and read the Bible and teach the children their +respective creeds and catechisms." + +Margaret MacLean nodded. "There was; Miss N----"--and she named the +Youngest and Prettiest Trustee--"generally comes an hour before the +meeting and reads to them; but to-day she was detained by a--tango tea, +I believe. That's why I chose this." Her eyes danced unconsciously as +she tapped the book. + +The President looked at her sharply. "I should think, my dear young +lady, that you, of all persons, would realize what a very serious thing +life is to any one in this condition. Instead of that I fear at times +that you are--shall I say--flippant?" He turned about and looked at +the children. "How do you do?" he asked, kindly. + +"Thank you, sir, we are very well, sir," they chorused in reply. Saint +Margaret's was never found wanting in politeness. + +The President left; and the nurse in charge of Ward C went on with the +reading. + +"'The Tin Soldier stood up to his neck in water; deeper and deeper sank +the boat, and the paper became more and more limp; then the water +closed over him; but the Tin Soldier remained firm and shouldered his +musket.'" + +A group filled the doorway; it was the voice of the Oldest Trustee that +floated in. "This, my dear, is the incurable ward; we are very much +interested in it." + +They stood just over the threshold--the Oldest Trustee in advance, her +figure commanding and unbent, for all her seventy years, and her +lorgnette raised. As she was speaking a little gray wisp of a woman +detached herself from the group and moved slowly down the row of cots. + +"Yes," continued the Oldest Trustee, "we have two cases of congenital +hip disease and three of spinal tuberculosis--that is one of them in +the second crib." Her eyes moved on from Sandy to Rosita. "And the +fifth patient has such a dreadful case of rheumatism. Sad, isn't it, +in so young a child? Yes, the Senior Surgeon says it is absolutely +incurable." + +Margaret MacLean closed the book with a bang; for five minutes the +children had been looking straight ahead with big, conscious eyes, +hearing not a word. Rebellion gripped at her heart and she rose +quickly and went over to the group. + +"Wouldn't you like to come in and talk to the children? They are +rather sober this afternoon; perhaps you could make them laugh." + +"Yes, wouldn't you like to go in?" put in the Oldest Trustee. "They +are very nice children." + +But the visitors shrank back an almost infinitesimal distance; and one +said, hesitatingly: + +"I'm afraid we wouldn't know quite what to say to them." + +"Perhaps you would like to see the new pictures for the nurses' room?" +the nurse in charge suggested, wistfully. + +The Oldest Trustee glanced at her with a hint of annoyance. "We have +already seen them. I think you must have forgotten, my dear, that it +was I who gave them." + +With flashing cheeks Margaret MacLean fled from Ward C. If she had +stayed long enough to watch the little gray wisp of a woman move +quietly from cot to cot, patting each small hand and asking, tenderly, +"And what is your name, dearie?" she might have carried with her a +happier feeling. At the door of the board-room she ran into the House +Surgeon. + +"Is it as bad as all that?" he asked after one good look at her. + +"It's worse--a hundred times worse!" She tossed her head angrily. "Do +you know what is going to happen some day? I shall forget who I +am--and who they are and what they have done for me--and say things +they will never forgive. My mind-string will just snap, that's all; +and every little pestering, forbidden thought that has been kicking its +heels against self-control and sense-of-duty all these years will come +tumbling out and slip off the edge of my tongue before I even know it +is there." + +"They are some hot little thoughts, I wager," laughed the House Surgeon. + +And then, from the far end of the cross-corridor, came the voice of the +Oldest Trustee, talking to the group: + +". . . such a very sweet girl--never forgets her place or her duty. +She was brought here from the Foundling Asylum when she was a baby, in +almost a dying condition. Every one thought it was an incurable case; +the doctors still shake their heads over her miraculous recovery. Of +course it took years; and she grew up in the hospital." + +With a look of dumb, battling anger the nurse in charge of Ward C +turned from the House Surgeon--her hands clenched--while the voice of +the Oldest Trustee came back to them, still exhibiting: + +"No, we have never been able to find out anything about her parentage; +undoubtedly she was abandoned. We named her 'Margaret MacLean,' after +the hospital and the superintendent who was here then. Yes, indeed--a +very, very sad--" + +When the Oldest Trustee reached the boardroom it was empty, barring the +primroses, which were guilelessly nodding in the green Devonshire bowl +on the President's desk. + + + + +IV + +CURABLES AND INCURABLES + +No one who entered the board-room that late afternoon remembered that +it was May Eve; and even had he remembered, it would have amounted to +nothing more than the mental process of association. It would not have +given him the faintest presentiment that at that very moment the Little +People were busy pressing their cloth-o'-dream mantles and reblocking +their wishing-caps; that the instant the sun went down the spell would +be off the faery raths, setting them free all over the world, and that +the gates of Tir-na-n'Og would be open wide for mortals to wander back +again. No, not one of the board remembered; the trustees sat looking +straight at the primroses and saw nothing, felt nothing, guessed +nothing. + +They were not unusual types of trustees who served on the board of +Saint Margaret's. You could find one or more of them duplicated in the +directors' book of nearly any charitable institution, if you hunted for +them; the strange part was, perhaps, that they were gathered together +in a single unit of power. Besides the Oldest and the Meanest +Trustees, there were the Executive, the Social, the Disagreeable, the +Busiest, the Dominating, the Calculating, the Petty, and the Youngest +and Prettiest. She came fluttering in a minute late from her tea; and +right after her came the little gray wisp of a woman, who sat down in a +chair by the door so unpretentiously as to make it appear as though she +did not belong among them. When the others saw her they nodded +distantly: they had just been talking about her. + +It seemed that she was the widow of the Richest Trustee. The board had +elected her to fill her husband's place lest the annual check of ten +thousand--a necessary item on Saint Margaret's books--might not be +forthcoming; and this was her first meeting. It was, in fact, her +first visit to the hospital. She could never bear to come during her +husband's trusteeship because, children having been denied her, she had +wished to avoid them wherever and whenever she could, and spare herself +the pain their suggestion always brought her. She would not have come +now, but that her husband's memory seemed to require it of her. + +For years gossip had been busy with the wife of the Richest Trustee--as +the widow she did not relax her hold. What the trustees said that day +they only repeated from gossip: the little gray wisp of a woman was a +nonentity--nothing more--with the spirit of a mouse. She held no +position in society, and what she did with her time or her money no one +knew. The trustees smiled inwardly and reckoned silently with +themselves; at least they would never need to fear opposition from her +on any matter of importance. + +The last person of all to enter the boardroom was the Senior Surgeon. +The President had evidently waited for him, for he nodded to the House +Surgeon to close the doors the moment he came. + +Now the Senior Surgeon was a man who used capitals for Surgery, +Science, and Self, unconsciously eliminating them elsewhere. He had +begun in Saint Margaret's as house surgeon; and he had grown to be +considered by many of his own profession the leading man of his day. +The trustees were as proud of him as they were of the hospital, and it +has never been recorded in the traditions of Saint Margaret's that the +Senior Surgeon had ever asked for anything that went ungranted. He +seldom attended a board meeting; consequently when he came in at +five-thirty there was an audible rustle of excitement and the raising +of anticipatory eyebrows. + +When the President called the meeting to order every trustee was +present, as well as the heads of the four wards, the Superintendent, +and the two surgeons. The Senior Surgeon sat next to the President; +the House Surgeon sat where he could watch equally well the profiles of +the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee and Margaret MacLean. His heart had +always been inclined to intermit; or--as he put it to himself--he +adored them both in quite opposite ways; and which way was the better +and more endurable he had never been able to decide. + +"In view of the fact," said the President, rising, "that the Senior +Surgeon can be with us but a short time this afternoon, and that he has +a grave and vital issue to present to you, we will postpone the regular +reports until the end of the meeting and take up at once the business +in hand." He paused a moment, feeling the dramatic value of his next +remark. "For some time the Senior Surgeon has seriously questioned +the--hmm--advisability of continuing the incurable ward. He wishes +very much to bring the matter before you, and he is prepared to give +you his reasons for so doing. Afterward, I think it would be wise for +us to discuss the matter very informally." He bowed to the Senior +Surgeon and sat down. + +The Meanest Trustee snapped his teeth together in an expression of grim +satisfaction. "That ward is costing a lot of unnecessary expense, I +think," he barked out, sharply, "and it's being run with altogether too +free a hand." And he looked meaningly toward Margaret MacLean. + +No one paid any particular attention to his remark; they were too +deeply engrossed in the Senior Surgeon. And the House Surgeon, +watching, saw the profile of the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee become +even prettier as it blushed and turned in witching eagerness toward the +man who was rising to address the meeting. The other profile had +turned rigid and white as a piece of marble. + +Now the Senior Surgeon could do a critical major operation in twenty +minutes; and he could operate on critical issues quite as rapidly. +Speed was his creed; therefore he characteristically attacked the +subject in hand without any prefatory remarks. + +"Ladies and gentlemen of the board, the incurable ward is doing +nothing. I can see no possible reason or opportunity for further +observation or experimentation there. Every case in it at the present +time, as well as every Case that is likely to come to us, is as a +sealed document as far as science is concerned. They are +incurable--they will remain incurable for all time." + +"How do you know?" The question came from the set lips of the nurse in +charge of Ward C. + +"How do we know anything in science? We prove it by undeniable, +irrevocable facts." + +"Even then you are not sure of it. I was proved incurable--but I got +well." + +"That proves absolutely nothing!" And the Senior Surgeon growled as he +always did when things went against his liking. "You were a case in a +thousand--in a lifetime. Because it happened once--here in this +hospital--is no reason for believing that it will ever happen again." + +"Oh yes, it is!" persisted Margaret MacLean. "There is just as much +reason for believing as for not believing. Every one of those +children, in the ward now might--yes, they might--be a case in a +thousand; and no one has any right to take that thousandth of a chance +away from them." + +"You are talking nonsense--stupid, irrational nonsense." And the +Senior Surgeon glared at her. + +The truth was that he had never forgiven her for getting well. To have +had a slip of a girl juggle with the most reliable of scientific data, +as well as with his own undeniable skill as a diagnostician, and grow +up normally, healthfully perfect, was insufferable. He had never quite +forgiven the Old Senior Surgeon for his share in it. And to have her +stand against him and his great desire, now, and actually throw this +thing in his face, was more than he could endure. He did not know that +Margaret MacLean was fighting for what she loved most on earth, the one +thing that seemed to belong to her, the thing that had been given into +her keeping by the right of a memory bequeathed to her by the man he +could not save. Truth to tell, Margaret MacLean had never quite +forgiven the Senior Surgeon for this, blameless as she knew him to be. + +And so for the space of a quick breath the two faced each other, +aggressive and accusing. + +When the Senior Surgeon turned again to the President and the trustees +his face wore a faint smile suggestive of amused toleration. + +"I hope the time will soon come," he said very distinctly, "when every +training-school for nurses will bar out the so-called sentimental, +imaginative type; they do a great deal of harm to the profession. As I +was saying, the incurable ward is doing nothing, and we need it for +surgical cases. Look over the reports for the last few months and you +will see how many cases we have had to turn away--twenty in March, +sixteen in February; and this month it is over thirty--one a day. Now +why waste that room for no purpose?" + +"Every one of those cases could get into, some of the other hospitals; +but who would take the incurables? What would you do with the children +in Ward C, now?" and Margaret MacLean's voice rang out its challenge. + +The Senior Surgeon managed to check an angry explosive and turned to +the President for succor. + +"I think," said that man of charitable parts, "that the meeting is +getting a trifle too informal for order. After the Senior Surgeon has +finished I will call on those whom I feel have something +of--hmm--importance to say. In the mean time, my dear young lady, I +beg of you not to interrupt again. The children, of course, could all +be returned to their homes." + +"Oh no, they couldn't--" There was something hypnotic in the +persistence of the nurse in charge of Ward C. + +Usually keenly sensitive, abnormally alive to impressions and +atmosphere, she shrank from ever intruding herself or her opinions +where they were not welcome; but now all personal consciousness was +dead. She was wholly unaware that she had worked the Senior Surgeon +into a state where he had almost lost his self-control--a condition +heretofore unknown in the Senior Surgeon; that she had exasperated the +President and reduced the trustees to open-mouthed amazement. The +lorgnette shook unsteadily in the hand of the Oldest; and, unmindful of +it all, Margaret MacLean went steadily on: + +"Most of them haven't any homes, and the others couldn't live in theirs +a month. You don't know how terrible they are--five families in one +garret, nothing to eat some of the time, father drunk most of the time, +and filth and foul air all of the time. That's the kind of homes they +have--if they have any." + +Her outburst was met with a complete silence, ignoring and humiliating. +After a moment the Senior Surgeon went on, as if no one had spoken. + +"Am I not right in supposing that you wish to further, as far as it +lies within your power, the physical welfare and betterment of the poor +in this city? That you wish to do the greatest possible good to the +greatest number of children? Ah! I thought so. Well, do you not see +how continuing to keep a number of incurable cases for two or three +years--or as long as they live--is hindering this? You are keeping out +so many more curable cases. For every case in that ward now we could +handle ten or fifteen surgical cases each year. Is that not worth +considering?" + +The trustees nodded approval to one another; it was as if they would +say, "The Senior Surgeon is always right." + +The surgeon himself looked at his watch; he had three minutes left to +clinch their convictions. Clearly and admirably he outlined his +present scope of work; then, stepping into the future, he showed into +what it might easily grow, had it the room and beds. He showed +indisputably what experimental surgery had done for science--what a +fertile field it was; and wherein lay Saint Margaret's chance to plow a +furrow more and reap its harvest. At the end he intimated that he had +outgrown his present limited conditions there, that unless these were +changed he should have to betake himself and his operative skill +elsewhere. + +A painfully embarrassing hush closed in on the meeting as the Senior +Surgeon resumed his seat. It was broken by an enthusiastic chirp from +the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee. She had never attempted to keep +her interest for him concealed in the bud, causing much perturbation to +the House Surgeon, and leading the Disagreeable Trustee to remark, +frequently: + +"Good Lord! She'll throw herself at his head until he loses +consciousness, and then she'll marry him." + +"I think," said she, beaming in the direction of the Senior Surgeon, +"that it would be perfectly wonderful to be the means of discovering +some great new thing in surgery. And as our own great surgeon has just +said, it is really ridiculous to let a few perfectly incurable cases +stand in the way of science." + +The House Surgeon looked from the beaming profile to the tense, drawn +outline of mouth and chin belonging to the nurse in charge of Ward C, +and he found himself wondering if art had ever pictured a crucified +Madonna, and, if so, why it had not taken Margaret MacLean as a model. +That moment the President called his name. + +[Illustration: The House Surgeon looked from the beaming profile to the +tense, drawn outline of mouth and chin belonging to the nurse in charge +of Ward C.] + +The House Surgeon was still young and unspoiled enough to blush +whenever he was consulted. Moreover, he hated to speak in public, +knowing, as he did, that he lacked the cultured manner and the polished +speech of the Senior Surgeon. He always crawled out of it whenever he +could, putting some one else more ready of tongue in his place. He was +preparing to crawl this time when another look at the white profile in +front of him brought him to his feet. + +"See here," he burst out, bluntly, "we all know the chief is as clever +as any surgeon in the country, and that he can do anything in the world +he sets out to do, even to turning Saint Margaret's into a surgical +laboratory. But you ought to stop him--you've got to stop him--that is +your business as trustees of this institution. We don't need any more +surgical laboratories just yet--they are getting along fast enough at +Rockefeller, Johns Hopkins, and the Mayo clinic. What we scientific +chaps need to remember--and it ought to be hammered at us three times a +day, and then some--is that humanity was never put into the world for +the sole purpose of benefiting science. We are apt to forget this and +get to thinking that a few human beings more or less don't count in the +face of establishing one scientific fact." + +He paused just long enough to snatch a breath, and then went racing +madly on. "Institutions are apt to forget that they are taking care of +the souls and minds of human beings as well as their bodies. It seems +to me that the man who founded this hospital intended it for humane +rather than scientific purposes. His wishes ought to be considered +now; and I wager he would say, if he were here, to let science go hang +and keep the incurables." + +The House Surgeon sat down, breathing heavily and mopping his forehead. +It was the longest speech he had ever made, and he was painfully +conscious of its inadequacy. The Senior Surgeon excused himself and +left the room, not, however, until he had given the House Surgeon a +look pregnant with meaning; Saint Margaret's would hardly be large +enough to hold them both after the 30th of April. + +The trustees moved restlessly in their chairs. The unexpected had +happened; there was an internal rupture at Saint Margaret's; and for +forty years the trustees had boasted of its harmonious behavior and +kindly feelings. In a like manner do those dwellers in the shadow of a +volcano continue to boast of their safety and the harmlessness of the +crater up to the very hour of its eruption. And all the while the gray +wisp of a woman by the door sat silent, her hands still folded on her +lap. + +At last the President rose; he coughed twice before speaking. "I think +we will call upon the hospital committee now for their reports. +Afterward we will take up the question of the incurable ward among the +trustees--hmm--alone." + +Every one sat quietly, almost listlessly, during the reading until +Margaret MacLean rose, the report for Ward C in her hand. Then there +came a raising of heads and a stiffening of backs and a setting of +chins. She was very calm, the still calm of the China Sea before a +typhoon strikes it; when she had finished reading she put the report on +the chair back of her and faced the President with clasped hands and--a +smile. + +"It's funny," she said, irrelevantly, "for the first time in my life I +am not afraid here." + +And the House Surgeon muttered, under his breath: "Great guns! That +mind-string has snapped." + +"There is more to the report than I had the courage to write down when +I was making it out; but I can give it very easily now, if you will not +mind listening a little longer. You have always thought that I came +back to Saint Margaret's because I felt grateful for what you had done +for me--for the food and the clothes and the care, and later for the +education that you paid for. This isn't true. I am grateful--very +grateful--but it is a dutiful kind of gratitude which wouldn't have +brought me back in a thousand years. I am so sorry to feel this way. +Perhaps I would not if, in all the years that I was here as a child, +one of you had shown me a single personal kindness, or some one had +thought to send me a letter or a message while I was away at school. +No, you took care of me because you thought it was your duty, and I am +grateful for the same reason; but it was quite another thing which +brought me back to Saint Margaret's." + +The smile had gone; she was very sober now. And the House Surgeon, +still watching the two profiles, suddenly felt his heart settle down to +a single steady beat. He wanted to get up that very instant and tell +the nurse in charge of Ward C what had happened and what he thought of +her; but instead he dug his hands deep in his pockets. How in the name +of the seven continents had he never before realized that she was the +sweetest, finest, most adorable, and onliest girl in the world, and +worth a whole board-room full of youngest and prettiest trustees? + +"I came back," went on Margaret MacLean, slowly, "really because of the +Old Senior Surgeon, to stand, as he stood in the days long ago, between +you and the incurable ward; to shut out--if I could--the little, +thoughtless, hurting things that you are always saying without being in +the least bit conscious of them, and to keep the children from wanting +too much the friendship and loving interest that, somehow, they +expected from you. I wanted to try and make them feel that they were +not case this and case that, abnormally diseased and therefore objects +of pity and curiosity to be pointed out to sympathetic visitors, but +children--just children--with a right to be happy and loved. I wanted +to fill their minds so full of fun and make-believe that they would +have to forget about their poor little bodies. I tried to make you +feel this and help without putting it--cruelly--into words; but you +would never understand. You have never let them forget for a moment +that they are 'incurables,' any more than you have let me forget that I +am a--foundling." + +She stopped a moment for breath, and the smile came back--a wistfully +pleading smile. "I am afraid that last was not in the report. What I +want to say is--please keep the incurable ward; take the time to really +know them--and love them a little. If you only could you would never +consider sending them away for a moment. And if, in addition to the +splendid care you have given their bodies, you would only help to keep +their minds and hearts sound and sweet, and shield them against curious +visitors, why--why--some of them might turn out to be 'a case in a +thousand.' Don't you see--can't you see--that they have as much right +to their scraps of life and happiness--as your children have to their +complete lives, and that there is no place for them anywhere if Saint +Margaret's closes her doors?" + +With an overwhelming suddenness she became conscious of the attitude of +the trustees. She, who was nothing but a foundling and a charity +patient herself, had dared to pass judgment on them; it was +inconceivable--it was impertinent--it was beyond all precedent. Only +the gray wisp of a woman sat silent, seeming to express nothing. +Margaret MacLean's cheeks flamed; she shrank into herself, her whole +being acutely alive to their thoughts. The scared little-girl look +came into her face. + +"Perhaps--perhaps," she stammered, pitifully, "after what I have said +you would rather I did not stay on--in charge of Ward C?" + +The Dominating Trustee rose abruptly. "Mr. President, I suggest that +we act upon Miss MacLean's resignation at once." + +"I second the motion," came in a quick bark from the Meanest Trustee, +while the Oldest Trustee could be heard quoting, "Sharper than a +serpent's tooth--" + +The Executive Trustee rose, looking past Margaret MacLean as he spoke. +"In view of the fact that we shall possibly discontinue the incurable +ward, and that Miss MacLean seems wholly unsatisfied with our methods +and supervision here, I motion that her resignation be accepted now, +and that she shall be free to leave Saint Margaret's when her month +shall have expired," + +"I second the motion," came from the Social Trustee, while she added to +the Calculating, who happened to be sitting next: "So ill-bred. It +just shows that a person can never be educated above her station in +life." + +The President rose. "The motion has been made and seconded. Will you +please signify by raising your hands if it is your wish that Miss +MacLean's resignation be accepted at once?" + +Hand after hand went up. Only the little gray wisp of a woman in the +chair by the door sat with her hands still folded on her lap. + +"It is, so to speak, a unanimous vote." There was a strong hint of +approval in the President's voice. He was a good man; but he belonged +to that sect which holds as one of the main articles of its faith, "I +believe in the infallibility of the rich." + +"Can any one tell me when Miss MacLean's time expires?" + +The person under discussion answered for herself. "On the last day of +the month, Mr. President." + +"Oh, very well." He was extremely polite in his manner. "We thank you +for your very full and--hmm--comprehensive report. After to-night you +are excused from your duties at Saint Margaret's." + +The President bowed her courteously out of the board-room, while the +primroses in the green Devonshire bowl on his desk still nodded +guilelessly. + + + + +V + +ODDS AND ENDS + +Margaret MacLean walked the length of the first corridor; once out of +sight and hearing, she tore up the stairs, her cheeks crimson and her +eyes suspiciously moist. Before she had reached the second flight the +House Surgeon overtook her. + +"I wish," he panted behind her, trying his best to look the big-brother +way of old--"I wish you'd wait a moment. This habit of yours of always +walking up is a beastly one." + +"Don't worry about it." There was a sharp, metallic ring in her voice +that made it unnatural. "That's one habit that will soon be broken." + +The House Surgeon smiled rather helplessly; inside he was making one of +the few prayers of his life--a prayer to keep Margaret MacLean free of +bitterness. "There is something I want to say to you," he began. + +She broke in feverishly: "No, there isn't! And I don't want to hear +it. I don't want to hear you're sorry. I don't want to hear they'll +be taken care of--somewhere--somehow. I think I should scream if you +told me it was bound to happen--or will all turn out for the best." + +"I had no intention of saying any of those things--in fact, they hadn't +even entered my mind. What I was going to--" + +"Oh, I know. You were going to remind me of what you said this +morning. Almost prophetic, wasn't it?" And there was a strong touch +of irony in her laugh. She turned on him crushingly. "Perhaps you +knew it all along. Perhaps it was your way of letting me down gently." + +"See here," said the House Surgeon, bluntly, "that's the second +disagreeable thing you've said to-day. I don't think it's quite +square. Do you?" + +"No!" Her lips quivered; her hands reached out toward his impulsively. +"I don't know why I keep saying things I know are not true. I'm +perfectly--unforgivably horrid." + +As impulsively he took both hands, turned them palm uppermost, and +kissed them. + +[Illustration: Impulsively he took both hands, turned them palm +uppermost, and kissed them.] + +She snatched them away; the crimson in her cheeks deepened. "Don't, +please. Your pity only makes it harder. Oh, I don't know what has +happened--here--" And she struck her breast fiercely. "If--if they +send the children away I shall never believe in anything again; the +part of me that has believed and trusted and been glad will stop--it +will break all to pieces." With a hard, dry sob she left him, running +up the remaining stairs to Ward C. She did not see his arms reach +hungrily after her or the great longing in his face. + +The House Surgeon turned and went downstairs again. + +In the lower corridor he ran across the President, who was looking for +him. With much courtesy and circumlocution he was told the thing he +had been waiting to hear: the board, likewise, had discovered that +Saint Margaret's had suddenly grown too small to hold both the Senior +Surgeon and himself. Strangely enough, this troubled him little; there +are times in a man's life when even the most momentous of happenings +shrink into nothing beside the simple process of telling the girl he +loves that he loves her. + +The President was somewhat startled by the House Surgeon's commonplace +acceptance of the board's decision; and he returned to the board-room +distinctly puzzled. + +Meanwhile Margaret MacLean, having waited outside of Ward C for her +cheeks to cool and her eyes to dry, opened the door and went in. + +Ward C had been fed by the assistant nurse and put to bed; that is, all +who could limp or wheel themselves about the room were back in their +cribs, and the others were no longer braced or bolstered up. As she +had expected, gloom canopied every crib and cot; beneath, eight small +figures, covered to their noses, shook with held-back sobs or wailed +softly. According to the custom that had unwittingly established +itself, Ward C was crying itself to sleep. Not that it knew what it +was crying about, it being merely a matter of atmosphere and unstrung +nerves; but that is cause enough to turn the mind of a sick child all +awry, twisting out happiness and twisting in peevish, fretful feelings. + +She stood by the door, unnoticed, looking down the ward. Pancho lay +wound up in his blanket like a giant chrysalis, rolling in silent +misery. Sandy was stretched as straight and stiff as if he had been +"laid out"; his eyes were closed, and there was a stolid, +expressionless set to his features. Margaret MacLean knew that it +betokened much internal disturbance. Susan, ex-philosopher, was +sobbing aloud, pulling with rebellious fingers at the pieces of iron +that kept her head where nature had planned it. The Apostles gripped +hands and moaned in unison, while Peter hugged his blanket, seeking +thereby some consolation for the dispelled Toby. Toby persistently +refused to be conjured up on Trustee Days. + +Only Bridget was alert and watchful. One hand was slipped through the +bars of Rosita's crib, administering comforting pats to the rhythmic +croon of an Irish reel. Every once in a while her eyes would wander to +the neighboring cots with the disquiet of an over-troubled mother; the +only moments of real unhappiness or worry Bridget ever knew were those +which brought sorrow to the ward past her power of mending. + +To Margaret MacLean, standing there, it seemed unbearable--as if life +had suddenly become too sinister and cruel to strike at souls so little +and helpless as these. There were things one could never explain in +terms of God. She found herself wondering if that was why the Senior +Surgeon worshiped science; and she shivered. + +The room had become repellent; it was a sepulchral place entombing all +she had lost. In the midst of the dusk and gloom her mind groped +about--after its habit--for something cheerful, something that would +break the colorless monotone of the room and change the atmosphere. In +a flash she remembered the primroses; and the remembrance brought a +smile. + +"They're nothing but charlatans," she thought, "but the children will +never find that out, and they'll be something bright for them to wake +up to in the morning." + +This was what sent her down the stairs again, just as the board meeting +adjourned. + +Now the board adjourned with thumbs down--signifying that the incurable +ward was no more, as far as the future of Saint Margaret's was +concerned. The trustees stirred in their chairs with a comfortable +relaxing of joint and muscle, as if to say, "There, that is a piece of +business well despatched; nothing like methods of conservation and +efficiency, you know." Only the little gray wisp of a woman by the +door sat rigid, her hands still folded on her lap. + +The Oldest Trustee had just remarked to the Social Trustee that all the +things gossip had said of the widow of the Richest Trustee were +undoubtedly true--she was a nonentity--when the Senior Surgeon dropped +in. This was according to the President's previous request. That +gentleman of charitable parts had implied that there would undoubtedly +be good news and congratulations awaiting him. This did not mean that +the board intended to slight its duty and fail to consider the matter +of the incurables with due conscientiousness--the board was as strong +for conscience as for conservation. It merely went to show that the +fate of Ward C had been preordained from the beginning; and that the +President felt wholly justified in requesting the presence of the +Senior Surgeon at the end of the meeting. + +His appearance called forth such a laudatory buzzing of tongues and +such a cordial shaking of hands that one might have easily mistaken the +meeting for a successful political rally or a religious revival. The +Youngest and Prettiest Trustee fluttered about him, chirping ecstatic +expletives, while the Disagreeable Trustee watched her and growled to +himself. + +"So splendid," she chirped, "the unanimous indorsement of the board--at +least, practically unanimous." And she eyed the widow of the Richest +Trustee accusingly. + +"The incurable ward and Margaret MacLean have really been a terrible +responsibility, haven't they? I can't help feeling it will mean quite +a load off our minds." It was the Social Trustee who spoke, and she +followed it with a little sigh of relief. + +The sigh was echoed twice--thrice--about the room. Then the Meanest +Trustee barked out: + +"I hope it will mean a load off our purses. That ward and that nurse +have always wanted things, and had them, that they had no business +wanting. I hope we can save a substantial sum now for the endowment +fund." + +The Oldest Trustee smiled tolerantly. "Of course it isn't as if the +cases were not hopeless. I can see no object, however, in making +concessions and sacrifices to keep in the hospital cases that cannot be +cured; and, no doubt, we can place them most satisfactorily in state +institutions for orphans or deficients." + +At that moment the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee spied the primroses +on the President's desk--she had been too engrossed in the surgical +profession to observe much apart. "I believe I'm going to decorate +you." And she dimpled up at the Senior Surgeon, coquettishly. +Selecting one of the blossoms with great care, she drew it through the +buttonhole in his lapel. "See, I'm decorating you with the Order of +the Golden Primrose--for brilliancy." Whereupon she dropped her eyes +becomingly. + +"Good Lord!" muttered the Disagreeable Trustee to the President, his +eye focused on the two. "She'll fetch him this time. And she'll have +him so hypnotized with all this chirping and dancing business that +he'll be perfectly helpless in a month, or I miss--" + +The Youngest and Prettiest Trustee looked up just in time to intercept +that eye, and she attacked it with a saucy little stare. "I believe +you are both jealous," she flung over her shoulder. But the very next +moment she was dimpling again. "I believe I am going to decorate +everybody--including myself. I'm sure we all deserve it for our loyal +support of Science." She, likewise, always spelled it with a capital, +having acquired the habit from the Senior Surgeon. + +She snatched a cluster of primroses from the green Devonshire bowl; and +one was fastened securely in the lapel or frill of every trustee, not +even omitting the gray wisp of a woman by the door. + +And so it came to pass that every member of the board of Saint +Margaret's Free Hospital for Children went home on May Eve with one of +the faeries' own flowers tucked somewhere about his or her person. +Moreover, they went home at precisely three minutes and twenty-two +seconds past seven by the clock on the tower--the astronomical time for +the sun to go down on the 30th of April. Crack went all the +combination locks on all the faery raths, spilling the Little People +over all the world; and creak went the gates of Tir-na-n'Og, swinging +wide open for wandering mortals to come back. + +As the trustees left the hospital the Senior Surgeon turned into the +cross-corridor for his case, still gay with his Order of the Golden +Primrose; and there, at the foot of the stairs, he ran into Margaret +MacLean. They faced each other for the merest fraction of a breath, +both conscious and embarrassed; then she glimpsed the flower in his +coat and a cry of surprise escaped her. + +He smiled, almost foolishly. "I thought they--it--looked rather pretty +and--spring-like," he began, by way of explanation. His teeth ground +together angrily; he sounded absurd, and he knew it. Furthermore, it +was inexcusable of her to corner him in this fashion. + +Now Margaret MacLean knew well enough that he would never have +discovered the prettiness of anything by himself--not in a century of +springtimes, and she sensed the truth. + +"Did she decorate you?" she inquired, with an irritating little curl of +her lips. The Senior Surgeon's self-confessed blush lent speed to her +tongue. "I think I might be privileged to ask what it was for. You +see, I presented the flowers to the board meeting. Was it for +self-sacrifice?" Her eyes challenged his. + +"You are capable of talking more nonsense and being more impertinent +than any nurse I have ever known. May I pass?" His eyes returned her +challenge, blazing. + +But she never moved; the mind-string once broken, there seemed to be no +limit to the thoughts that could come tumbling off the end of her +tongue. Her eyes went back to the flower in his coat. + +"Perhaps you would like to know that I bought those this morning +because they seemed the very breath of spring itself--a bit of promise +and gladness. I thought they would keep the day going right." + +"Well, they have--for me." And the Senior Surgeon could not resist a +look of triumph. + +"The trustees"--she drew in a quick breath and put out a steadying hand +on the banisters--"you mean--they have given up the incurable ward?" + +He nodded. His voice took on a more genial tone. He felt he could +generously afford to be pleasant and patient toward the one who had not +succeeded. "It was something that was bound to happen sooner or later. +Can't you see that yourself? But I am sorry, very sorry for you." + +Suddenly, and for the first time in their long sojourn together in +Saint Margaret's, he became wholly conscious of the girl before him. +He realized that Margaret MacLean had grown into a vital and vitalizing +personality--a force with which those who came in contact would have to +reckon. She stood before him now, frozen into a gray, accusing figure. + +"Are you ill?" he found himself asking. + +"No." + +He shifted his weight uneasily to the other foot. "Is there anything +you want?" + +Her face softened into the little-girl look. Her eyes brimmed with a +sadness past remedy. "What a funny question from you--you, who have +taken from me the only thing I ever let myself want--the love and +dependence of those children. Success, and having whatever you want, +are such common things with you, that you must count them very cheap; +but you can't judge what they mean to others--or what they may cost +them." + +"As I said before, I am sorry, very sorry you have lost your position +here; but you have no one but yourself to blame for that. I should +have been very glad to have you remain in the new surgical ward; you +are one of the best operative nurses I ever had." He added this in all +justice to her; and to mitigate, if he could, his own feeling of +discomfort. + +Margaret MacLean smiled grimly. "Thank you. I was not referring to +the loss of my position, however; that matters very little." + +"It should matter." The voice of the Senior Surgeon became instantly +professional. "Every nurse should put her work, satisfactorily and +scientifically executed, before everything else. That is where you are +radically weak. Let me remind you that it is your sole business to +look after the physical betterment of your patients--nothing else; and +the sooner you give up all this sentimental, fanciful nonsense the +sooner you will succeed." + +"You are wrong. I should never succeed that way--never. Some cases +may need only the bodily care--maybe; but you are a very poor doctor, +after all, if you think that is all that children need--or half the +grown-ups. There are more people ailing with mind-sickness and +heart-sickness, as well as body-sickness, than the world would guess, +and you've just got to nurse the whole of them. You will succeed, +whether you ever find this out or not; but you will miss a great deal +out of your life." + +Anger was rekindling in the eyes of the Senior Surgeon; and Margaret +MacLean, seeing, grew gentle--all in a minute. + +"Oh, I wish I could make you understand. You have always been so +strong and well and sufficient unto yourself, it's hard, I suppose, to +be able to think or see life through the iron slats of a hospital crib. +Just make believe you had been a little crippled boy, with nothing +belonging to you, nothing back of you to remember, nothing happy coming +to you but what the nurses or the doctors or the trustees thought to +bring. And then make believe you were cured and grew up. Wouldn't you +remember what life had been in that hospital crib, and wouldn't you +fight to make it happier for the children coming after you? Why, the +incurable ward was my whole life--home, family, friends, work; +everything wrapped up in nine little crippled bodies. It was all I +asked or expected of life. Oh, I can tell you that a foundling, with +questionable ancestry, with no birth-record or blood-inheritance to +boast of, claims very little of the every-day happiness that comes to +other people. And yet I was so glad to be alive--and strong and needed +by those children that I could have been content all my life with just +that." + +The Senior Surgeon cleared his throat, preparatory to making some +comment, but the nurse raised a silencing finger. + +"Wait! there is one thing more. What you have taken from me is the +smallest part. The children pay double--treble as much. I pay only +with my heart and faith; they pay with their whole lives. Remember +that when you install your new surgical ward--and don't reckon it too +cheap." + +She left him still clearing his throat; and when she came out of the +board-room a few seconds later with the green Devonshire bowl in her +arms he had disappeared. + +Margaret MacLean found Ward C as she had left it. As she was putting +down the primroses, on the table in the center of the room she caught +Bridget's white face beckoning to her eagerly. Softly she went over to +her cot. + +"What is it, dear?" + +"Miss Peggie darlin', if ye'd only give me leave to talk quiet I'd have +the childher cheered up in no time." + +"Would you promise not to make any noise?" + +"Promise on m' heart! I'll have 'em all asleep quicker 'n nothin'. Ye +see, just." + +"Very well. I'll be back after supper to see if the promise has been +kept." She stooped, brushed away the curls, and kissed the little +white forehead. "Oh, Bridget! Bridget! no matter what happens, always +remember to keep happy!" + +"Sure an' I will," agreed Bridget; and she watched the nurse go out, +much puzzled. + + + + +VI + +THE PRIMROSE RING + +Bridget, oldest of the ward, general caretaker and best beloved, +hunched herself up on her pillows until she was sitting reasonably +straight, and clapped her hands. "Whist!" she called, softly. "Whist +there, all o' ye! What's ailin'?" + +Eight woebegone pairs of eyes turned in her direction. + +"Ye needn't be afeared o' speakin'. Miss Peggie give us leave to talk +quiet." + +"It's them trusters," wailed Peter. "They come a-peekin' round to see +we don't get well." + +"They alters calls us 'uncurables,'" moaned Susan. + +"Pig of water-drinking Americans!" came from the last cot. + +"Ye shut up, Michael! Who did ye ever hear say that?" + +"Mine fader." And Michael spat in a perfect imitation thereof. + +"Well, don't ye ever say it ag'in--do ye hear? Miss Peggie's American, +and so's the House Surgeon, an' it's the next best thing to bein' +Irish--which every one can't be, the Lord knows. Now them trusters is +heathen, an' they don't know nothin' more'n heathen, an' we ought to be +easy on 'em for bein' so ignorant." + +"They ken us 'll nae mair be gettin' weel," said Sandy, mournfully. + +"Aw, ye're talkin' foolish entirely. What do ye think that C on the +door means?" + +A silence, significant of much brain-racking, followed. + +"C stands for children," announced Susan, triumphantly. + +"Aye, it does that, but there be's somethin' more." + +"Crutches," suggested Pancho, tentatively. + +"Aw, go on wid ye," laughed Bridget. "Ye're 'way off." She paused a +moment impressively. "C means 'cured.' '_Childher Cured_,' that's +what! Now all we've got to do is to forget trusters an' humps an' +pains an' them disagreeable things, an' think o' somethin' pleasant." + +"Ain't nothin' pleasant ter think of in er horspital," wailed John, the +present disheartenment clouding over all past happiness. + +"Ain't, neither," agreed James. + +"Aye, there be," contradicted Sandy. "Dinna ye ken the wee gray woman +'at cam creepity round an' smiled?" + +"She was nice," said Susan, with obvious approval. "Do ye think, now, +she might ha' been me aunt?" + +A chorus of positive negation settled all further speculation, while +Bridget bluntly inquired. "Honest to goodness, Susan, do ye think the +likes o' ye could belong to the likes o' that?" + +Pancho broke the painful silence by reverting to the original topic in +hand. "Mi' Peggie pleasant too," he suggested, smiling adorably. + +"But we've not got either of 'em no longer, so they're no good now," +Peter unfortunately reminded every one. + +"Don't ye know there be's always somethin' pleasant to think about if +ye just hunt round a bit, an' things an' feelin's never get that bad ye +can't squeeze out some pleasantment. Don't ye mind the time the +trusters had planned to give us all paint-boxes for Christmas, an' half +of us not able to hold a brush, let alone paint things, an' Miss Peggie +blarneyed them round into givin' us books? Don't ye mind? Now we've +got somethin' pleasant here, right now--" And Bridget smiled. + +"What?" + +"May Eve." + +"What's that?" + +"'Tain't nothin'," said Susan, sliding back disappointedly on her +pillow. + +"Sure an' it is," said Bridget; "it's somethin' grand." + +"'Tain't nothin'," persisted Susan, "but a May party in Cen'ral Park. +Every one takes somethin' ter eat in a box, an' the boys play ball an' +the girls dance round, an' the cops let you run on the grass. I knows +all about it, fer my sister Katie was 'queen' onct." + +"We couldn't play ball, ner run on the grass, ner anything," said +Peter, regretfully. + +"'Tisn't what Susan says at all," said Bridget, by way of consolation. +"If ye'll harken to me a minute, just, I'll be afther tellin' ye what +it is." + +Ward C became instantly silent--hopefully expectant; Bridget had led +them into pleasant places too often for them not to believe in her +implicitly and do what she said. + +"May Eve," began Bridget, slowly, "is the night o' the year when the +faeries come throopin' out o' the ground to fly about on twigs o' thorn +an' dance to the music o' the faery pipers. They're all dthressed in +wee green jackets an' caps, an' 'tis grand luck to any that sees them. +And all the wishes good childher make on May Eve are sure to come +thrue." She stopped a moment. "Let's make believe; let's make +believe--" Her eyes fell on the primroses, and for the first time she +recognized them. "Holy Saint Bridget! them's faery primroses!" + +Ward C was properly impressed. Eight little figures sat up as straight +as they could; eight pairs of eager eyes followed Bridget's pointing +finger and gazed in speechless wonder at the green Devonshire bowl. + +"Do ye think, Sandy, that ye could scrooch out o' bed an' hump yerself +over to them? If Pether tries he's sure to tumble over, an' some one +might hear." + +Sandy looked at the flowers without enthusiasm. "Phat are ye wantin' +wi' 'em?" + +"I'll tell ye when ye get there. Just thry; ye'll be yondther afore ye +know it." + +Cautiously Sandy rolled over on his stomach and pushed two shrunken +little legs out from the covers. Putting them gingerly to the floor, +he stood up, holding fast to the bed; then working his way from bed to +bed, he reached the table at last, spurred on by Bridget's irresistible +blarney: + +"Sure ye're walkin' grand, Sandy. I never saw any one puttin' one leg +past another smarther than what ye are. Ye'd fetch up to Aberdeen i' +no time if ye kept on at the pace ye are goin'." + +Pride lies above pain; and Sandy held his head very high as he steadied +himself by the table and looked toward Bridget for further orders. + +[Illustration: Sandy held his head very high as he steadied himself by +the table and looked toward Bridget for further orders.] + +"Phat wull a do the noo?" he asked. + +In the excitement Bridget had pulled herself to the foot of the cot; +and there, eyes shining and cheeks growing pinker and pinker, she held +her breath while the pleasantest thought of all shaped itself somewhere +under the shock of red curls. + +"Ye could never guess in a hundthred years what I was thinkin' this +minute," she burst forth, ecstatically. + +Eight mouths opened wide in anticipated wonder; but no one thought of +guessing. + +"I'm thinkin'--I'm thinkin' we could make a primrose ring the night. +Is there any knowledgeable one among ye that knows aught of a primrose +ring?" + +Eight heads shook an emphatic negative. + +"Aye, wasn't I sayin' so! Well, sure, a primrose ring is a faery ring; +an' any one that makes it an' steps inside, wishin' a wish, is like to +have anythin' at all happen them afore they steps out of it ag'in." + +Eight breaths were drawn in and sighed out with the shivering delight +that always accompanies that feeling which lies between fear and +desire; likewise, eight delicious thrills zigzagged up eight cold +little spines. Then Bridget shook a commanding finger at Sandy. + +"Ye take them flowers out o' the pot an' dthrop them, one by one, till +ye have the ground covered from the head of Pancho's bed to the tail o' +Michael's. 'Twon't make the whole of a ring, but if ye crook it out i' +the middle to the wall yondther, 'twill be like enough." + +With a doubtful eye Sandy spanned the distance. "Na--na. Gien a +hustled a wud be a dee'd loonie afore a had 'em spilled." + +"Aw, go on!" chorused the watchers. + +"Thry, just," urged Bridget, "an' we'll sing 'Onward, Christian +Soldier' to hearten ye up." + +Eight shrill voices piped out the tune; and Sandy, caught by its +martial spirit, before he knew it was limping a circle about the beds, +marking his trail with golden blossoms. Luckily for Ward C, the nurse +on duty during the dinner-hour was in the medical ward, with the door +closed. And when she came back to her listening post in the corridor +the last word had been sung, the last flower dropped, and Sandy was in +his cot again, stretching tired little legs under the covers. + +Perhaps the geometrician, or the accurate-minded reader, will doubt +whether the primrose ring was made at all--seeing that the wall of Ward +C cut off nearly thirty degrees of it. But in the world of fancy +geometrical accuracy does not hold; and the only important thing is +believing that the ring has been made. I have known of a few who could +step inside the faery circle whenever they willed, and without a +visible primrose about; but for most of us the blossoms are needed to +make the enchantment. + +This is one of the heritages that come to those who are lucky enough to +dwell much in the world of fancy. They can wish for things and possess +them, and enjoy them without actually grasping them with their two +hands and saying, "These are my personal belongings." Material things +are rather a nuisance, on the whole, for they have to be dusted and +kept in order, repatched or repainted; and if one wishes to carry them +about there are always the bother of packing and the danger of losing. +But these other possessions are different--they are with us wherever we +go and whenever we want them--to-day, to-morrow, or for eternity. + +"If we had the wee red wishin'-cap," said Bridget, thoughtfully, "we'd +not have to be waitin' for what's likely to happen. We could just wish +ourselves into Tir-na-n'Og." + +"What's that?" demanded Peter. + +"Tis the place the faeries live in, an' 'tis in Irelan'. Sure, 'tis +easy gettin' the cap," continued Bridget, with conviction. "All ye +need do is to say afther me, 'I wish--I wish for the wee red cap,' an' +ye have it." + +Bridget extended her hands, palms upward, and the others followed her +example; and together they whispered: "I wish--I wish for the wee red +cap." + +Immediately Bridget's hands closed over a cubic inch of atmosphere, and +she cried, exultantly, "Hold on to it tight an' slip it on your head +quick--afore it gets from ye!" + +Only seven pairs of hands obeyed--Michael protested. + +"I have nothinks got," he said, disgustedly. + +"Shut up!" And Bridget shook a menacing fist at him. "He's foolish +entirely. He thinks he hasn't anythin' foreby he can't see it. Now, +all together, 'We wish--'" + +"Can we go 'thout any clothes?" interrupted Susan. "We'd feel awful +queer in nightshirts." + +"Don't ye worry, darlin'. Like as not when we get there the queen +herself 'll open a monsthrous big chest where they keeps all the faery +clothes, an' let us choose anythin' at all we wants to wear." + +"Pants?" queried Peter, eagerly. + +"Sure, an' silk dresses an' straw hats wi' ribbon on them, an--" + +"Will shoes in the chest be?" Pancho was very anxious; he had never +had a pair of shoes in all his six years. + +Bridget beamed. "Not i' the chest; but I'll be tellin' ye how ye'll +come by them. When we get there we'll look about for a +blackthorn-bush--an' there--like as not--in undther it--will be a wee +man wi' a leather apron across his knee--the leprechaun, big as life!" + +"What's him?" + +"Faith I'm tellin' ye--'tis the faery cobbler. An' the minute he slaps +the tail of his eye on us he'll sing out: 'Hello, Pancho an' Sandy an' +Susan an' all o' yez. I've your boots finished, just.' An' wi' that +he'll fetch down the nine pairs an' hand them round." + +A sigh of blissful contentment started from the cot by the door, +burbled down the length of the ward, and vanished out of the window. +Is there anything dearer to the pride of a child than boots--new boots? + +Bridget took up the dropped thread and went on. "An' afther that the +leprechaun reaches for his crock o' gold an' pulls out a penny. Ye can +buy anythin' i' the whole world wi' a faery penny." + +"Anythinks!" said Michael, skeptically. + +"That's what I said." + +"Could yer buy a dorg?" Peter asked, opening one renegade eye. + +"Sure--a million dogs." + +"Don't want a million. Want jus' one real live black dorg--named +Toby--wiv yeller spots an' half-legs--an' long ears--an' a stand-up +tail--an' legs--an' long--long--long--" The renegade eye closed tight +and Peter was smiling at something afar off. + +An antiphonal chorus of yawns broke the hush that followed, while +Bridget worked herself back under the covers. + +"A ken the penny micht be buyin' a hame," came in a drowsy voice from +Sandy's crib. "'Twad be a hame in Aberdeen--wi' trees an' flo'ers an' +mickle wee creepit things--an'--Miss Peggie--an'--us--" + +"Sure, an' it could be buyin' a grand home in Irelan', the same," +Bridget beamed; and then she added, struck forcibly with an +afterthought: "But what would be the sense of a home anywheres but +here--furninst--within easy reach of a crutch or a wheeled chair? Tell +me that!" + +Sandy grunted ambiguously; and Bridget took up again the thread of her +recounting. + +"Ye could never be guessin' half o' the sthrange adventures we'll be +havin'! Like as not Sandy 'll be gettin' his hump lifted off him. I +mind the story--me mother often told it me. There was a humpy back in +Irelan', once, who went always about wi' song in his heart an' another +on his lips; an' one day he fetched up inside a faery rath. The pipers +were pipin' an' the Wee People was dancin', an' while they was dancin' +they was singin' like this: 'Monday an' Tuesday--an' Monday an' +Tuesday--an' Monday an' Tuesday'--an' it sounded all jerky and bad. +'That's a terrible poor song,' says the humpy, speakin' out plain. +'What's that?' says the faeries, stoppin' their dance an' gatherin' +round him. ''Tis mortal poor music ye are making' says the humpy +ag'in. 'Can ye improve it any?' asked the faeries. 'I can that,' says +the humpy. 'Add Wednesday to it an' ye'll have double as good a song.' +An' when the faeries tried it it was so pretty, an' they was so +pleased, they took the hump off him." + +Sandy had curled up like a kitten; his eyes were shut, and he was +smiling, too. Every one was very quiet; only Rosita moved, reaching +out a frightened hand to Bridget. + +"Fwaid," she lisped. "All dark--fwaid to do." + +"Whist, darlin', ye needn't be afeared. Bridget 'll hold tight to your +hand all the way. An' the stars will be out there makin' it bright--so +bright--foreby the stars are the faeries' old rush-lights. When +they're all burned out, just, they throw them up i' the sky--far as +ever they can--an' God reaches out an' catches them. Then He sets them +all a-burnin' ag'in, so's the wee angel babies can see what road to be +takin'. An' Sandy 'll lose his hump--an' Michael 'll get a new +heart--maybe--that won't bump--an' they'll put all the trusters in +cages--all but the nice Wee One--cages like they have in the circus-- +An' they'll never get out to pesther us--never--never--no--more--" +Bridget's voice trailed off into the distance, carrying with it the +last of Rosita's fearing consciousness. + +Ward C had suddenly become empty--empty except for a row of tumbled +beds and nine little tired-out, cast-off bodies. They had been shed as +easily as a boy slips out of his dusty, uncomfortable overalls on a +late sultry afternoon, and leaves them behind him on a shady bank, +while he plunges, head first, into the cool, dark waters of the +swimming-pool just below him, which have been calling and calling and +calling. + + + + +VII + +AND BEYOND + +What happened beyond the primrose ring is, perhaps, rather a +crazy-quilt affair, having to be patched out of the squares and +three-cornered bits of Fancy which the children remembered to bring +back with them. I have tried to piece them together into a fairly +substantial pattern; but, of course, it can be easily ripped out and +raveled into nothing. So I beg of you, on the children's account, to +handle it gently, for they believe implicitly in the durability of the +fabric. + +Sandy remembered the beginning of it--the plunge straight across the +primrose ring into the River of Make-Believe; and how they paddled over +like puppies--one after another. It was perfectly safe to swim, even +if you had never swum before; and the only danger was for those who +might stop in the middle of the river and say, or think, "A dinna +believe i' faeries." Whoever should do this would sink like a stone, +going down, down, down until he struck his bed with a thud and woke, +crying. + +It was starlight in Tir-na-n'Og--just as Bridget had said it would +be--only the stars were far bigger and brighter. The children stood on +the white, pebbly beach and shook themselves dry; while Bridget showed +them how to pull down their nightshirts to keep them from shrinking, +and how to wring out their faery caps to keep the wishes from growing +musty or mildewed. After that they met the faery ferryman, +who--according to Sandy--"wore a wee kiltie o' reeds, an' a tammie made +frae a loch-lily pad wi' a cat-o'-nine-tail tossel, lukin' sae ilk the +brae ye wad niver ken he was a mon glen ye dinna see his legs, +walkin'." He told them how he ferried over all the "old bodies" who +had grown feeble-hearted and were too afraid to swim. + +It was Pancho who remembered best about the leprechaun--how they found +him sitting cross-legged under the blackthorn-bush with a leather apron +spread over his knees, and how he had called out--just as Bridget had +said he would: + +"Hello, Pancho and Susan and Sandy and all!" + +"Have you any shoes got?" Pancho shouted. + +The faery cobbler nodded and pointed with his awl to the branches above +his head; there hung nine pairs of little green shoes, curled at the +toes, with silver buckles, all stitched and soled and ready to wear. + +"Will they fit?" asked Pancho, breathlessly. + +"Faery shoes always fit. Now reach them down and hand them round." + +This Pancho did with despatch. Nine pairs of little white feet were +thrust joyously into the green shoes and buckled in tight. On looking +back, Pancho was quite sure that this was the happiest moment of his +life. The children squealed and clapped their hands and cried: + +"They fit fine!" + +"Shoes is grand to wear!" + +"I feel skippy." + +"I feel dancy." + +Whereupon they all jumped to their feet and with arms wide-spread, hand +clasping hand, they ringed about the cobbler and the thorn-bush. They +danced until there was not a scrap of breath left in their bodies; then +they tumbled over and rolled about like a nest of young puppies, while +the cobbler laughed and laughed until he held his sides with the aching. + +It was here that everybody remembered about the faery penny; in fact, +that was the one thing remembered by all. And this is hardly strange; +if you or I ever possessed a faery penny--even in the confines of a +primrose ring--we should never forget it. + +It was Bridget, however, who reminded the leprechaun. "Ye haven't by +any chance forgotten somethin' ye'd like to be rememberin', have ye?" +she asked, diplomatically. + +"I don't know," and the cobbler pulled his thinking-lock. "What might +it be?" + +"Sure, it might be a faery penny," and Bridget eyed him anxiously. + +The cobbler slapped his apron and laughed again. "To be sure it +might--and I came near forgetting it." + +He reached, over and pulled up a tuft of sod at his side; for all one +could have told, it might have been growing there, neighbor to all the +other sods. Underneath was a dark little hole in the ground; and out +of this he brought a brown earthen crock. + +"The crock o' gold!" everybody whispered, awesomely. + +"Aye, the crock o' gold," agreed the cobbler. "But I keep it hidden, +for there is naught that can make more throuble--sometimes." He raised +the lid and took out a single shining piece. "Will one do ye?" + +Nine heads nodded eloquently, while nine hands were stretched out +eagerly to take it. + +"Bide a bit. Ye can't all be carrying it at the one time. I think ye +had best choose a treasurer." + +Bridget was elected unanimously. She took the penny and deposited it +in the heel of her faery shoe. + +"Mind," said the leprechaun as they were turning to go, "ye mind a +faery penny will buy but the one thing. See to it that ye are all +agreed on the same thing." + +The children chorused an assent and skipped merrily away. And here is +where Peter's patch joins Pancho's. + +They had not gone far over the silvery-green meadow--three +shadow-lengths, perhaps--when they saw something coming toward them. +It was coming as fast as half-legs could carry it; and it was wagging a +_long_, stand-up tail. Everybody guessed in an instant that it was +Peter's "black dorg wiv yeller spots." + +"Who der thunk it? Who der thunk it?" shouted Peter, jumping up and +down; and then he knelt on the grass, his arms flung wide open, while +he called: "Toby, Toby! Here's me!" + +Of course Toby knew Peter--that goes without saying. He barked and +wagged his tail and licked Peter's face; in fact, he did every +dog-thing Peter had longed for since Peter's mind had first fashioned +him. + +"Well," and Bridget put both arms akimbo and smiled a smile of complete +satisfaction, "what was I a-tellin' ye, anyways? Faith, don't it beat +all how things come thrue--when ye think 'em pleasant an' hard enough?" + +Peter remembered the wonderful way their feet skimmed over the +ground--"'most like flyin'." Not a blade of grass bent under their +weight, not a grain of sand was dislodged; and--more marvelous than +all--there was no tiredness, no aching of joint or muscle. All of +which was bound to happen when feet were shod with faery shoes. + +"See me walk!" cried some one. + +"See me run!" cried some one else. + +"See me hop and jump!" + +And Bridget added, "Faith, 'tis as easy as lyin' in bed." + +They were no longer alone; hosts of Little People passed them, going in +the same direction. Peter said most of them rode "straddle-legs" on +night birds or moths, while some flew along on a funny thing that was +horse before and weeds behind. I judge this must have been the +buchailin buidhe or benweed, which the faeries bewitch and ride the +same as a witch mounts her broomstick. + +And everybody who passed always called out in the friendliest way, +"Hello, Peter!" or "Hello, Bridget!" or "The luck rise with ye!" which +is the most common of all greetings in Tir-na-n'Og. + +"Gee!" was Peter's habitual comment after the telling, "maybe it wasn't +swell havin' 'em know us--names an' all. Betcher life we wasn't cases +to them--no, siree!" + +It was Susan who remembered best how everything looked--Susan, who had +never been to the country in all her starved little life--that is, if +one excepts the times Margaret MacLean had taken her on the Ward C +"special." She told so well how all the trees and flowers were +fashioned that it was an easy matter putting names to them. + +In the center of Tir-na-n'Og towered a great hill; but instead of its +being capped with peak or rocks it was gently hollowed at the top, as +though in the beginning, when it was thrown up molten from the depths +of somewhere, a giant thumb had pressed it down and smoothed it round +and even. All about the brim of it grew hawthorns and rowans and +hazel-trees. In the grass, everywhere, were thousands and millions of +primroses, heart's-ease, and morning-glories; all crowded together, so +Susan said, like the patterns on the Persian carpet in the board-room. +It was all so beautiful and faeryish and heart-desired that "yer'd have +said it wasn't real if yer hadn't ha' knowed it was." + +The children stood on the brink of the giant hollow and clapped their +hands for the very joy of seeing it all; and there--a little man +stepped up to them and doffed his cap. The queen wanted them--she was +waiting for them by the throne that very minute; and the little man was +to bring them to her. + +Now that throne--according to Susan--was nothing like the thrones one +finds in stories or Journeys through palaces to see. It was not cold, +hard, or forbidding; instead, it was as soft and green and pillowy as +an inflated golf-bunker might be, and just high and comfortable enough +for the baby faeries to discover it and go to sleep there whenever they +felt tired. The throne was full of them when the children looked, and +some one was tumbling them off like so many kittens. + +"That is the queen," said the little man, pointing. + +The children stood on tiptoes and craned their necks the better to see; +but it was not until they had come quite close that they saw that her +dress was gray, and her hair was gray, and she was small, and her face +was like-- + +"Bless me if it ain't!" shouted Susan in amazement. "It's Sandy's wee +creepity woman!" + +The queen smiled when she saw them. She reached out her hands and +patted theirs in turn, asking, "Now what is your name, dearie?" + +"Are ye sure ye're the queen?" gasped Bridget. + +"Maybe I am--and maybe I'm not," was the answer. + +"Then ye been't the wee gray woman--back yonder?" asked Sandy. + +"Maybe I'm not--and maybe I am." And then she laughed. "Dear +children, it doesn't matter in the least who I am. I look a hundred +different ways to a hundred different people. Now let me see--I think +you wanted some--clothes." + +A long, rapturous sigh was the only answer. It lasted while the queen +got down on her knees--just like an every-day, ordinary person--and +pulled from under the throne a great carved chest. She threw open the +lid wide; and there, heaped to the top and spilling over, were dresses +and mantles and coats and trousers and caps. They were all lengths, +sizes, and fashions--just what you most wanted after you had been in +bed for years and never worn anything but a hospital shirt; and +everything was made of cloth o' dreams and embroidered with pearls from +the River of Make-Believe. + +"You can choose whatever you like, dearies," said the queen. And +that--according to Susan--was the best of all. + +Next came the dancing; the Apostles remembered about that +co-operatively. They had donned pants of pink and yellow, +respectively, with shirts of royal purple and striked stockings, when +the pipers began to play. James said it sounded like soldiers +marching; John was certain that it was more like a circus; but I am +inclined to believe that they played "The Music of Glad Memories" and +"What-is-Sure-to-Come-True," for those are the two popular airs in +Tir-na-n'Og. + +Away and away must have danced pairs of little feet that had never +danced before, and pairs of old feet that had long ago forgotten how; +and millions of faery feet, for no one can dance half as joyously as +when faeries dance with them. And I have heard it said that the pipers +there can play sadness into gladness, and tears into laughter, and old +age young again; and that those who have ever danced to the music of +faery pipes never really grow heavy-hearted again. + +Needless to say, the Apostles danced together, and Peter danced with +Toby; and it must have been the maddest, merriest dance, for they never +told about it afterward without bursting into peal after peal of +laughter. Truth to tell, the Apostles' patch of fancy ended right +there--all raveling out into smiles and squirms of delight. + +Another memory of Sandy's adjoins that of the Apostles'; and he told it +with great precision and regard for the truth. + +Ever since crossing the River of Make-Believe Sandy had been able to +think of nothing but the story Bridget had told--the very last thing in +Ward C--and ever since he had left the leprechaun's bush behind he had +been wondering and scheming how he could get rid of his hump. He was +the only person in Tir-na-n'Og that night who did not dance. +Unnoticed, he climbed into a corner of the throne--among the sleeping +baby faeries--and there he thought hard. As he listened to the pipers' +music he shook his head mournfully. + +"A canna make music mair bonny nor that--a canna," he said; and he set +about searching through the scraps of his memory for what music he did +know. There were the hymns they sang every Sunday at Saint Margaret's; +but he somewhat doubted their appropriateness here. Then there were +the songs his mother had sung to him home in Aberdeen. Long ago the +words had been forgotten; but often and often he had hummed the music +of them over to himself when he was going to sleep--it was good music +for that. One of the airs popped into his mind that very minute; it +was a Jacobite song about "Charlie," and he started to hum it softly. +Close on the humming came an idea--a braw one; it made him sit up in +the corner of the throne and clap his hands, while his toes wriggled +exultantly inside his faery shoes. + +"A can do't--a can!" He shouted it so loud that the baby faeries woke +up and asked what he was going to do, and gathered about him to listen +the better. + +The pipers played until there were no more memories left and everything +had come true; and the queen came back to her throne to find Sandy +waiting, eager-eyed, for her. + +"A have a bonny song made for ye. Wull ye tak it frae me noo?" + +"Take what?" + +"The hump. Ye tuk it frae the ither loonie gien he made ye some guid +music; an' a ha' fetched ye mair--here." And he tapped his head to +signify that it was not written down. + +"Is the song ready, now?" + +Sandy nodded. + +"Then turn about and sing it loud enough for all to hear; they must be +the judges if the song is worth the price of a hump." And the queen +smiled very tenderly. + +Sandy did as he was bid; he clasped his hands tightly in front of him. +"'Tis no for the faeries," he explained. "Ye see--they be hardly +needin' ony music, wi' muckle o' their ain. 'Tis for the children--the +children i' horspitals--a bonny song for them to sleepit on." He +marked the rhythm a moment with his foot, and hummed it through once to +be sure he had it. Then he broke out clearly into the old Jacobite +air--with words of his own making: + + "Ye weave a bonny primrose ring; + Ye hear the River callin'; + Ye ken the Land whaur faeries sing-- + Whaur starlicht beams are fallin'. + 'Tis there the pipers play things true; + 'Tis there ye'll gae--my dearie-- + The bonny Land 'at waits for you, + Whaur ye'll be nae mair weary. + + "A wee man by a blackthorn-tree + Maun stitchit shoes for dancin', + An' there's a pair for ye an' me-- + To set our feet a-prancin'. + 'Tis muckle gladness 'at ye'll find + In Tir-na-n'Og, my dearie; + The bonny Land 'at's aye sae kind, + Whaur ye'll be nae mair weary. + + "Ye'll ken the birdeen's blithie song, + Ye'll hark till flo'ers lauchen; + An' see the faeries trippit long + By brook an' brae an' bracken. + Sae doon your heid--an' shut your een; + Gien ye'd be away, my dearie-- + An' the bonny sauncy faery queen + Wull keep ye--nae mair weary." + +You may think it uncommonly strange that Sandy could make a song like +this, by himself; but, you see, he was not entirely alone--there were +the baby faeries. They helped a lot; as fast as ever he thought out +the words they rhymed them for him--this being a part of the A B C of +faery education. + +When the song was finished Sandy turned to the queen again. +"Aighe--wull it do?" + +"If the faeries like it, and think it good enough to send down to the +children, they will have it all learned by heart and will sing it back +to you in a minute. Listen! Can you hear anything?" + +For a moment only the rustle of the trees could be heard. Sandy +strained his ears until he caught a low, sobbing sound coming through +the hazel-leaves. + +"'Tis but the wind--greetin'," he said, wistfully. + +"Listen again!" + +The sound grew, breaking into a cadence and a counter-cadence, and +thence into a harmony. "'Tis verra ilk the grand pipe-organ i' the +kirk, hame in Aberdeen." + +"Listen again!" + +Mellow and sweet came the notes of the Jacobite air--a bar of it; and +then the faeries began to sing, sending the song back to Sandy like a +belated echo: + + "Ye weave a bonny primrose ring; + Ye hear the River callin'; + Ye ken the Land whaur faeries sing-- + Whaur starlicht beams are fallin'." + +"For the love o' Mike!" laughed Sandy. "A'm unco glad--a am." He +dropped to his knees beside the queen and nestled his cheek in the hand +that was resting in her lap. "'Tis aricht noo." And he sighed +contentedly. + +And it was. The queen leaned over and lifted off the hump as easily as +you might take the cover from a box. Sandy stretched himself and +yawned--after the fashion of any one who has been sleeping a long time +in a cramped position; and without being in the least conscious of it, +he sidled up to the arm of the throne and rubbed his back up and +down--to test the perfect straightness of it. + +"'Tis gone--guid! Wull it nae mair coom back?" And he eyed the queen +gravely. + +"Never to be burdensome, little lad. Others may think they see it +there, but for you the back will be straight and strong." + +Rosita came back--empty-handed; she was so busy holding tight to +Bridget's hand and getting ready to be afraid that she forgot +everything else. As for Michael, he gave his patch into Bridget's +keeping; which brings us to what Bridget remembered. + +From the moment that the penny had been given over to her she had been +weighed down with a mighty responsibility. The financier of any large +syndicate is bound to feel harassed at times over the outcome of his +investments; and Bridget felt personally accountable for the +forthcoming happiness due the eight other stockholders in her company. +She was also mindful of what had happened in the past to other persons +who had speculated heedlessly or unwisely with faery gifts. There was +the case of the fisherman and his wife, and the aged couple and their +sausage, and the old soldier; on the other hand, there was the man from +Letterkenny who had hoarded his gold and had it turn to dry leaves as a +punishment. She must neither keep nor spend foolishly. + +"Sure I'll think all round a thing twict afore I have my mind made to +anythin'; then I'll keep it made for a good bit afore I give over the +penny." + +She repeated this advice while she considered all possible investments, +but she found nothing to her liking. The children made frequent +suggestions, such as bagpipes and clothes-chests, and contrivances for +feast-spreading and transportation; and Susan was strongly in favor of +a baby faery to take back to Miss Peggie. But to all of these Bridget +shook an emphatic negative. + +"Sure ye'd be tired o' the lot afore ye'd gone half-way back. Like as +not we'll never have another penny to spend as long as we live, an' I'm +goin' to see that ye'll all get somethin' that will last." + +She was beginning to fear that theirs would be the fate of the man from +Letterkenny, when she chanced upon Peter and Toby performing for the +benefit of the pipers. + +"Them trusters will never be lettin' Pether take that dog back to the +horspital," she thought, mindful of the sign in Saint Margaret's yard +that dogs were not allowed. "He'd have to be changin' him back into a +make-believe dog to get him in at all; an' Pether'd never be satisfied +wi' him that way, now--afther havin' him real." + +Her trouble took her to the queen. "Is there any way of buyin' a dog +into a horspital?" she asked, solemnly. + +"I think it would be easier to buy a home to put him in." + +"Could ye--could ye get one for the price of a penny?" Bridget +considered her own question, and coupled it with something she +remembered Sandy had been wishing for back in Ward C. "Wait a minute; +I'll ask ye another. Could ye be buyin' a home for childher an' dogs +for the price of a penny?" + +The queen nodded. + +"Would it be big enough for nine childher--an' one dog; an' would it be +afther havin' all improvements like Miss Peggie an' the House Surgeon?" + +Again the queen nodded. + +Bridget lowered her voice. "An' could we put up a sign furninst, 'No +Trusters Allowed'?" + +"I shouldn't wonder." + +"Then," said Bridget, with decision, "I've thought all round it twict +an' my mind's been made to stay; we'll buy a home." + +She made a hollow of her two hands and called, "Whist--whist there, all +o' yez! Pether an' Pancho--Michael--Susan--do ye hear!" And when she +had them rounded up, she counted them twice to make sure they were all +present. "Now ye listen." Bridget raised a commanding finger to the +circle about her while she exhibited the golden penny. "Is there any +one objectin' to payin' this down for a home?" + +"What kind of a home?" asked Susan, shrewdly. + +"Sure the kind ye live in--same as other folks have that don't live in +horspitals or asylums." + +"Hurrah!" chorused everybody, and Bridget sighed with relief. + +"Faith, spendin' money's terrible easy." + +She put the penny in the queen's out-stretched hand. "Do I get a piece +o' paper sayin' I paid the money on it?" she demanded, remembering her +responsibility. + +This time the queen shook her head. "No; I give you only my promise; +but a promise made across a primrose ring is never broken." + +"And Toby?" Peter asked it anxiously. + +"You must leave him behind. You see, if you took him back over the +River of Make-Believe he would have to turn back into a make-believe +dog again; but--I promise he shall be waiting in the home for you." + +The queen led them down the hill to the shore again; and there they +found the ferry-man ready, waiting. It is customary, I believe, for +every one to be ferried home. The river, that way, is treble as wide, +and the sandman is always wandering up and down the brink, scattering +his sand so that one is apt to get too drowsy to swim the whole +distance. The children piled into the boat--all but Michael; he stood +clinging fast to the queen's gray dress. + +"Don't you want to go back?" she asked, gently. + +"Nyet; the heart by me no longer to bump--here," and Michael pointed to +the pit of his stomach. + +"Aw, come on," called Peter. + +But Michael only shook his head and clung closer to the gray dress. + +"All right, ferryman; he may stay," said the queen. + +"Good-by!" shouted the children. "Don't forget us, Michael." + +"Nyet; goo'-by," Michael shouted back; and then he laughed. "You tell +Mi' Peggie--I say--Go' blees you!" + +And this was Michael's patch. + +The ferryman stood in the stem and swung his great oar. Slowly the +boat moved, scrunching over the white pebbles, and slipped into the +water. The children saw Michael and the queen waving their hands until +they had dwindled to shadow-specks in the distance; they watched the +wake of starshine lengthen out behind them; they listened to the +ripples lapping at the keel. To and fro, to and fro, swayed the +ferryman to the swing of his oar. "Sleep--sleep--sleep," sang the +river, running with them. Bridget stretched her arms about as many +children as she could compass and held them close while eight pairs of +eyes slowly--slowly--shut. + + + + +VIII + +IN WHICH A PART OF THE BOARD HAS DISTURBING DREAMS + +It is a far cry from a primrose ring to a disbanded board meeting; but +Fancy bridged it in a twinkling and without an effort. She blew the +trustees off the door-step of Saint Margaret's, homeward, with an +insistent buzzing of "ifs" and "buts" in their ears, and the faint +woodsy odor of primroses under their noses. + +To each member of the board entering his own home, unsupported by the +presence of his fellow-members and the scientific zeal of the Senior +Surgeon, the business of the afternoon began to change its aspect. For +some unaccountable reason--unless we take Fancy into the +reckoning--this sudden abandoning of Ward C did not seem the simple +matter of an hour previous; while in perspective even Margaret +MacLean's outspokenness became less heinous and more human. + +As they settled themselves for the evening, each quietly and alone +after his or her particular fashion of comfort, the "ifs" and "buts" +were still buzzing riotously; while the primroses, although forgotten, +clung persistently to the frills or coat lapels where the Youngest and +Prettiest Trustee had put them. There it was that Fancy slipped +unnoticed over the threshold of library, den, and boudoir in turn; and +with a glint of mischief in her eyes she set the stage in each place to +her own liking, while she summoned whatever players she chose to do her +bidding. + +Now the trustees were very different from the children in the matter of +telling what they remembered of that May Eve. Of course they were +hampered with all the self-consciousness and skepticism of grown-ups, +which would make them quite unwilling to own up to anything strange or +out of the conventional path, not in a hundred years. Therefore I am +forced to leave their part of the telling to Fancy, and you may believe +or discredit as much or as little as you choose; only I am hoping that +by this time you have acquired at least a sprinkling of fern-seed in +your eyes. You may have forgotten that fern-seed is the most subtle of +eye-openers known to Fancy; and that it enables you to see the things +that have existed only in your imagination. It is very scarce +nowadays, and hard to find, for the bird-fanciers no longer keep +it--and the nursery-gardeners have forgotten how to grow it. In the +light of what happened afterward, I think you will agree that Fancy has +not been far wrong concerning the trustees; she has a way of putting +things a little differently, that is all. + +To be sure, you may argue that it was all chance, conscience, or even +indigestion; because the trustees dined late they must have dined +heavily. But if you do, you know very well that Fancy will answer: +"Poof! Nothing of the kind. It was a simple matter of primrose magic +and--faeries; nothing else." And she ought to know, for she was there. + +The President began it. + +He sat in his den, yawning over the annual report of the United +Charities; he had already yawned a score of times, and the type had +commenced running together in a zigzagging line that baffled +deciphering. The President inserted a finger in the report to mark his +place, making a mental note to consult his oculist the following day; +after which he leaned back and closed his eyes for the space of a +moment--to clear his vision. + +When he opened his eyes again his vision had cleared to such an extent +that he was quite positive he was seeing things that were not in the +room. Little shadowy figures haunted the dark places: corners, and +curtained recesses, and the unlighted hall beyond. They peered at him +shyly, with such witching, happy faces and eyes that laughed coaxingly. +The President found himself peering back at them and scrutinizing the +faces closely. Oddly enough he could recognize many, not by name, of +course, but he could place them in the many institutions over which he +presided. It was very evident that they were expecting something of +him; they were looking at him that way. For once in his life he was at +loss for the correct thing to say. He tried closing his eyes two or +three times to see if he could not blink them into vanishing; but when +he looked again there they were, more eager-eyed than before. + +"Well," he found himself saying at last--"well, what is it?" + +That was all; but it brought the children like a Hamlin troop to the +piper's cry--flocking about him unafraid. Never in all his charitable +life had he ever had children gather about him and look up at him this +way. Little groping hands pulled at his cuffs or steadied themselves +on his knee; more venturesome ones slipped into his or hunted their way +into his coat pockets. They were such warm, friendly, trusting little +hands--and the faces; the President of Saint Margaret's Free Hospital +for Children caught himself wondering why in all his charitable +experience he had never had a child overstep a respectful distance +before, or look at him save with a strange, alien expression. + +He sat very still for fear of frightening them off; he liked the warmth +and friendliness of their little bodies pressed close to him; there was +something pleasantly hypnotic in the feeling of small hands tugging at +him. Suddenly he became conscious of a change in the children's faces; +the gladness was fading out and in its place was creeping a perplexed, +questioning sorrow. + +"Don't." And the President patted assuringly as many little backs as +he could reach. "What--what was it you expected?" + +He was answered by a quivering of lips and more insistent tugs at his +pockets. It flashed upon him--out of some dim memory--that children +liked surprises discovered unexpectedly in some one's pockets. Was +this why they had searched him out? He found himself frantically +wishing that he had something stowed away somewhere for them. His +hands followed theirs into all the numerous pockets he possessed; +trousers, coat, and vest were searched twice over; they were even +turned inside out in the last hope of disclosing just one surprise. + +"I should think," said the President, addressing himself, "that a man +might keep something pleasant in empty pockets. What are pockets for, +anyway?" + +The children shook their heads sorrowfully. + +"Wouldn't to-morrow do?" he suggested, hopefully; but there was no +response from the children, and the weight that had been settling down +upon him, in the region of his chest, noticeably increased. He tried +to shake it off, it was so depressing--like the accruing misfortune of +some pending event. + +"Don't shake," said a voice behind him; "that isn't your misfortune. +You will only shake it off on the children, and it's time enough for +them to bear it when they wake up in the morning and find out--" + +"Find out what?" The President asked it fearfully. + +"Find out--find out--" droned the voice, monotonously. + +The President sat up very straight in his chair. "The children--the +children." He remembered now--they were the children from the +incurable ward at Saint Margaret's. + +He sank back with a feeling of great helplessness, and closed his eyes +again. And there he sat, immovable, his finger still marking his place +in the report of the United Charities. + +The Oldest Trustee sat alone, knitting comforters for the Preventorium +patients. Like many another elderly person, her usual retiring hour +was later than that of the younger members of her household, +undoubtedly due to the frequent cat-naps snatched from the evening. + +The Oldest Trustee had a habit of knitting the day's events in with her +yarn. What she had done and said and heard were all thought over again +to the rhythmic click of her needles. And the results at the end of +the evening were usually a finished comforter and a comfortable +feeling. This night, however, the knitting lagged and the thoughts +were unaccountably dissatisfying; she could not even settle down to a +cat-nap with the habitual serenity. + +"I don't know why I should feel disturbed," and the Oldest Trustee +prodded her yarn ball with a disquieting needle, "but I certainly miss +the usual gratification of a day well spent." + +She closed her eyes, hoping thereby to lose herself for the space of a +moment, but instead-- She was startled to hear voices at her very +elbow; a number of persons must have entered the room, but how they +could have done so without her knowing it she could not understand. Of +course they thought her asleep; it was just as well to let them think +so. She really felt too tired to talk. + +"Mother's undoubtedly growing old. Have you noticed how much she naps +in the evening, now?" It was the voice of her youngest daughter. + +"I heard her telling some one the other day she was five years younger +than she is. That's a sure sign," and her son laughed an amused little +chuckle. + +"I can tell you a surer one." This time it was her oldest +daughter--her first-born. "Haven't you noticed how all mother's little +peculiarities are growing on her? She is getting so much more +dictatorial and preachy. Of course, we know that mother means to be +kind and helpful, but she has always been so--tactless--and blunt; and +it's growing worse and worse." + +"I have often wondered how all her charity people take her; it must +come tough on them, sometimes. Gee! Can't you see her raising those +lorgnettes of hers and saying, 'My good boy, do you read your Bible?' +or, 'My little girl, I hope you remember to be grateful for all you +receive.' Say, wouldn't you hate to have charity stuffed down your +throat that way?" and the oldest and favorite grandson groaned out his +feelings. + +"That isn't what I should mind the most." It was the youngest daughter +speaking again. "I've been with mother when she has made remarks about +the patients in the hospital, loud enough for them to hear, and I was +so mortified I wanted to sink through the floor, And you simply can't +shut mother up. Of course she doesn't realize how it sounds; she +doesn't believe they hear her, but I know they do. I wonder how mother +would like to have us stand around her--and we know her and love +her--and have us say she was getting deaf, or her hair was coming out, +or her memory was beginning to fail, or--" + +The Oldest Trustee smiled grimly. "Oh, don't stop, my dear. If there +is any other failing you can think of--" She opened her eyes with a +start. "Goodness gracious!" she exclaimed. "My grandson is in college +five hundred miles away, and my daughter is abroad. Have I been +dreaming?" + +The Meanest Trustee unlocked the drawer of his desk and took out a +cigar. He did not intend that his sons or his servants should smoke at +his expense; furthermore, it was well not to spread temptation before +others. He took up the evening paper and examined the creases +carefully. He wished to make sure it had not been unfolded before; +being the one to pay for the news in his house, he preferred to be the +first one to read it. The creases proved perfectly satisfactory; so he +lighted his cigar, crossed his feet, and settled himself--content in +his own comfort. The smoke spun into spirals about his head; and after +he had skimmed the cream of the day's events he read more leisurely, +stopping to watch the spirals with a certain lazy enjoyment. They +seemed to grow increasingly larger. They spun themselves about into +all kinds of shapes, wavering and illusive, that defied the somewhat +atrophied imagination of the Meanest Trustee. + +"Hallucinations," he barked to himself. "I believe I understand now +what is implied when people are said to have them." + +Suddenly the spirals commenced to lengthen downward instead of upward. +To the amazement of the Meanest Trustee he discovered them shifting +into human shapes: here was the form of a child, here a youth, here a +lover and his lass, here a little old dame, and scores more; while into +the corners of the room drifted others that turned into the drollest of +droll pipers--with kilt and brata and cap. It made him feel as if he +had been dropped into the center of a giant kaleidoscope, with +thousands of pieces of gray smoke turning, at the twist of a hand, into +form and color, motion and music. The pipers piped; the figures +danced, whirling and whirling about him, and their laughter could be +heard above the pipers' music. + +"Stop!" barked the Meanest Trustee at last; but they only danced the +faster. "Stop!" And he shook his fist at the pipers, who played +louder and merrier. "Stop!" And he pounded the arms of his chair with +both hands. "I hate music! I hate children! I hate noise and +confusion! Stop! I say." + +Still the pipers played and the figures danced on; and the Meanest +Trustee was compelled to hear and see. To him it seemed an +interminable time. He would have stopped his ears with his fingers and +shut his eyes, only, strangely enough, he could not. But at last it +all came to an end--the figures floated laughing away, and the pipers +came and stood about him, their caps in their hands out-stretched +before him. + +He eyed them suspiciously. "What's that for?" + +"It is time to pay the pipers," said one. + +"Let those who dance pay; that's according to the adage," and he smiled +caustically at his own wit. + +"It's a false adage," said a second, "like many another that you follow +in your world. It is not the ones who dance that should pay, but the +ones who keep others from dancing--the ones who help to rob the world +of some of its joy. And the ones who rob the most must pay the +heaviest. Come!" And he shook his cap significantly. + +A sudden feeling of helplessness overpowered the Meanest Trustee. +Muttering something about "pickpockets" and "hold-ups," he ferreted +around in his pocket and brought out a single coin, which he dropped +ungraciously into the insistent cap. + +"What's that?" asked the head piper, curiously. + +"It looks to me like money--good money--and I'm throwing it away on a +parcel of rascals." + +"Come, come, my good man," and the piper tapped him gently on the +shoulder, in the fashion of a professional philanthropist when he +remonstrates with a professional vagrant; "don't you see you are not +giving your soul any room to grow in? A great deal of joy might have +reached the world across your open palm. Instead, you have crushed it +in a hard, tight fist. You must pay now for all the souls you've kept +from dancing. Come--fill all our caps." + +"Fill!" There was something akin to actual terror in the voice of the +Meanest Trustee. He could feel himself growing pale; his tongue seemed +to drop back in his throat, choking him. "That would take a great deal +of money," he managed to wheeze out at last; and then he braced +himself, his hands clutched deep in his pockets. "I will never pay; +never, never, never!" + +"Oh yes, you will!" and the piper's smile was insultingly cheerful. +"It was a great deal of joy, you know," he reminded him. "Come, +lads"--to the other pipers--"hold out your caps, there." + +The Meanest Trustee had the strange experience of feeling himself +worked by a force outside of his own will; it was as if he had been a +marionette with a master-hand pulling the wires. Quite mechanically he +found himself taking something out of his pocket and dropping it into +the caps thrust under his very nose, and at the same time his pockets +began to fill with money--his money. In and out, in and out, his hands +flew like wooden members, until there was not a coin left and the last +piper turned away satisfied. He closed his eyes, for he was feeling +very weak; then he became conscious of the touch of a warm, friendly +hand on his wrist and he heard the voice of the old family doctor--the +one who had set his leg when he was a little shaver and had fallen off +the banisters, sliding downstairs. + +"You will recover," it was saying. "A good rest is all you need. +Sometimes there is nothing so beneficial and speedy as the +old-fashioned treatment of bleeding a patient." + +Some warm ashes dropped across the wrist of the Meanest Trustee and +scattered on the floor; his cigar had gone out. + +The Executive Trustee dozed at his study table. For months he had been +working his brain overtime; he had still more to demand of it, and he +was deliberately detaching it from immediate executive consciousness +for a few minutes that he might set it to work again all the harder. + +The Executive Trustee knew that he was dozing; but for all that it was +unbearable--this feeling of being bound by coil after coil of rope +until he could not stir a finger. A terrifying numbness began to creep +over him--as if his body had died. The thought came to him like a +shock that he had an active, commanding intelligence, still alive, and +nothing for it to command. What did people do who had to live with +dead, paralyzed bodies, dependent upon others to execute the dictates +of their brains? Did not their brains go in the end, too, and leave +just a breathing husk behind? The thought became a horror to him. + +And yet people did live, just so. Yes, even children. +Somewhere--somewhere--he knew of hundreds of them--or were there only a +few? He tried to remember, but he could not. He did remember, +however, that he had once heard them laughing; and he found himself +wondering now at the strangeness of it. He hoped there was some one +who would always keep them laughing--they deserved that much out of +life, anyway; and some one who could understand and could administer to +them lovingly--yes, that was the word--lovingly! As for himself, there +was no one who could supply for him that strength and power for action +that he had always worshiped; he must exist for the rest of his life +simply as a thinking, ineffective intelligence. The Executive Trustee +forgot that he was dozing. He wrestled with the ropes that bound him +like a crazed man; he called for help again and again, until his lips +could make no sound. For the first time in his remembrance he tasted +the bitterness of despair. Then it was that the door opened +noiselessly and Margaret MacLean entered, her finger to her lips. Coil +after coil she unwound until he was free once more and could feel the +marvelous response of muscle and nerve impulse. With a cry--half sob, +half thankfulness--he flung his arms across the table and buried his +face in them. + +The Executive Trustee slept heavily, after the fashion of a man +exhausted from hard labor. + +In the house left by the Richest Trustee a little gray wisp of a woman +sat huddled in a great carved chair close to the hearth, thinking and +thinking and thinking. The fire was blazing high, trying its best to +burn away the heart-cold and loneliness that clung about everything +like a Dover fog. For years she had ceased to exist apart from her +husband--her thoughts, her wishes, her interests were of his creating; +she had drawn her very nourishment of life from his strong, dominant, +genial personality. It was parasitic--oh yes, but it had been +something rarely beautiful to them both--her great need of him. The +need had grown all the greater because no children had come to fill her +life; and the need of something to take care of had grown with him. +Their love, and her dependence, had become the greatest factors in his +life; in hers they were the only ones. Therefore, it was hardly +strange, now that he had died, that she should find it hard to take up +an individual existence again; to be truthful, she had found it +impossible--she had not even existed. + +The habit of individual, separate thinking had grown rusty, and as she +sat before the hearth ideas came slowly. The room was dim--lighted +only by the firelight; and in that dimness her mind began to stir and +stretch and yawn itself awake, like a creature that had been +hibernating through a long, dark winter. Suddenly the widow of the +Richest Trustee broke out into a feeble little laugh--a convalescing +laugh that acted as if it was just getting about for the first time. + +"I haven't the least idea what is the matter with me," she said, +addressing the fire, "but I think--I think--I'm becoming alive again." + +The fire gave an appreciative chuckle--it even slapped one of the logs +on the back; then it sputtered and blazed the harder, just as if it +were ashamed of showing any emotion. + +"It is funny," agreed the little gray wisp of a woman, "but I actually +feel as I used to when I was a little girl and Christmas Eve had come, +or Hallowe'en, and--and-- What other night in the year was it that I +used to feel creepy and expectant--as if something wonderful was going +to happen?" + +The fire coughed twice, as if it would have liked to remind her that it +was May Eve, but felt it might be an intrusion. + +"I believe," she continued, speculatively--"I believe I am going to +begin to think things and do them again; and what's more, I believe I +am going to like doing them." + +The fire chuckled again, and danced about for a minute in an absurd +fashion; it was so absurd that one of the logs broke a sap-vessel. +After that the fire settled down to its intended vocation, that of +making dream-pictures out of red and gold flames, and black, charred +embers. + +The widow of the Richest Trustee watched them happily for a long time, +until they became very definite and actual pictures. Then she got up, +went to her desk, and wrote two letters. + +The first was addressed to "The Board of Trustees of Saint Margaret's +Free Hospital for Children"; the second was addressed to "Miss Margaret +MacLean." They were both sealed and mailed that night. + +What befell the other trustees does not matter, either from the +standpoint of Fancy or of what happened afterward; moreover, it was +nearly midnight, and what occurs after that on May Eve does not count. + + + + +IX + +THE LOVE-TALKER + +All through the evening Saint Margaret's had been frankly miserable. +Nurses gathered in groups in the nurses' annex and talked about the +closing of the incurable ward and the going of Margaret MacLean. The +passing of the incurables mattered little to them, one way or another, +but they knew what it mattered to the nurse in charge, and they were +just beginning to realize what she had meant to them all. The +Superintendent felt so much concerned that she dropped her official +manner when she chanced upon Margaret MacLean on her way from supper. + +"Oh, my dear--my dear"--and the Superintendent's voice had almost +broken--"what shall we do without you? You have kept Saint Margaret's +human--and wholesome for the rest of us." + +The House Surgeon had been miserable unto the third degree. It had +forced him into doing all those things he had left undone for months +passed; and he bustled through the building--from pharmacy to +laboratory and from operating-room to supply-closets--giving the +impression of a very scientific man, while he was inwardly praying for +a half-dozen minutes alone with Margaret MacLean. He had passed her +more than once in the corridors, but she had eluded him each time, +brushing by him with a tightening of the lips and a little shake of the +head, half pleading, half commanding. At last, in grim despair, he +gave up appearances and patrolled the second-floor hall until the night +nurse fixed upon him such a greenly suspicious eye that he fled to his +quarters--vowing unspeakable things. + +Even old Cassie, the scrub-woman, shared in the general misery--Cassie, +who had brewed the egg-shell charm against Trustee Days. She had +stayed past her hours for a glimpse of "Miss Peggie," with the best +intention in the world of cheering her up. When the glimpse came, +however, she stood mute--tears channeling the old wrinkled face--while +the nurse patted her hands and made her laugh through the tears. In +fact, Margaret MacLean had been kept so busy doling out cheer and +consolation to others that she had had no time to remember her own +trouble--not until Saint Margaret's had gone to bed. + +She was on her way for a final visit to her ward--the visit she had +told Bridget she would make to see if the promise had been kept--when a +line from Hauptman's faery play flashed through her mind: "At dawn we +are kings; at night we are only beggars." + +How true it was of her--this day. How beggared she felt! The fact +that she was very nearly penniless troubled her very little; it was the +homelessness--friendlessness--that frightened her. She had never had +but two friends: the one who had gone so long ago was past helping her +now; the other-- + +No; she had made up her mind some hours before that she should slip +away in the morning without saying anything to the House Surgeon. It +would make it so much easier for him. Otherwise--he might--because of +his friendship--say or do something he would have to regret all his +life. She had been very much in earnest when she had told the Senior +Surgeon on the stairs that such as she laid no claim to the every-day +happiness that felt to the lot of others. That was why she had kept +persistently out of the House Surgeon's way all the evening. + +She pushed back the door of Ward C. The night light in the hall +outside was shaded; only a glimmer came through the windows from the +street lamps below; consequently things could not be seen very clearly +or distinguishably in the room. Across the threshold her foot slid +over something soft and slippery; stooping, her hand closed upon a +flower, while she brushed another. Puzzled, she felt her way over to +the table in the center of the room, where she had put the green +Devonshire bowl. It was empty. + +"That's funny," she murmured, her mind attempting to ferret out an +explanation. She dropped to her knees and scanned the floor closely. +There they were, the primroses, a curving trail of them stretching from +the head of Pancho's bed to the foot of Michael's. She choked back an +exclamation just as a shadow cut off the light from the hall. It was a +man's shadow, and the voice of the House Surgeon came over the +threshold in a whisper: + +"What are you doing--burying ghosts?" + +"Come and see, and let the light in after you." + +The House Surgeon came and stood behind her where she knelt. She +looked so little and childlike there that he wanted to pick her up and +tell her--oh, such a host of things! But he was a wise House Surgeon, +and his experience on the stairs had not counted for nothing; moreover, +he was a great believer in the psychological moment, so he peered over +her shoulder and tried to make out what she was looking at. + +"Faded flowers," he volunteered at last, somewhat doubtfully. + +"A primrose ring," she contradicted. "But who ever heard of one in a +hospital? Take care--" For the surgeon's shoe was carelessly knocking +some of the blossoms out of place. "Don't you know that no one must +disturb a primrose ring? It's sacred to Fancy; and there is no telling +what is happening inside there to-night." + +"What?" The House Surgeon asked it as breathlessly as any little boy +might have. Science had goaded him hard along the road of established +facts, thereby causing him to miss many pleasant things which he still +looked back upon regretfully, and found himself eager for, at times. +Of course, he had scoffed at them aloud and before Margaret MacLean, +but inwardly he adored them. + +She did not answer; she was too busy wondering about something to hear +the House Surgeon's question. Her eyes looked very big and round in +the darkness, and her face wore the little-girl scarey look as she +reached up for his hand and clutched it tight, while her other hand +pointed across the primrose ring to the row of beds. + +"See, they look empty, quite---quite empty." + +"Just nerves." And he patted the hand in his reassuringly; he tried +his best to pat it in the old, big-brother way. "You've had an awfully +trying day--most women would be in their rooms having hysteria or +doldrums." + +Still she did not hear. Her eyes were traveling from cot to crib and +on to cot again, as they had once before that night. "Every single bed +looks empty," she repeated. "The clothes tumbled as if the children +had slipped quietly out from under them." She shivered ever so +slightly. "Perhaps they have found out they are not wanted any longer +and have run away." + +"Come, come," the House Surgeon spoke in a gruff whisper. "I believe +you're getting feverish." And mechanically his ringers closed over her +pulse. Then he pulled her to her feet. "Go over to those beds this +minute and see for yourself that every child is there, safe and sound +asleep." + +But she held back, laughing nervously. "No, no; we mustn't spoil the +magic of the ring." Her voice trailed off into a dreamy, wistful +monotone. "Who knows--Cinderella's godmother came to her when it was +only a matter of ragged clothes and a party; the need here was far +greater. Who knows?" She caught her breath with a sudden in-drawn +cry. "Why, to-night is May Eve!" + +"Why, of course it is!" agreed the House Surgeon, as if he had known it +from the beginning. + +"And who knows but the faeries may have come and stolen them all away?" + +Now the House Surgeon was old in understanding, although he was young +in years; and he knew it was wiser sometimes to give in to the whims of +a tired, overwrought brain. He knew without being told--for Margaret +MacLean would never have told--how tired and hopelessly heart-sick and +mind-sick she was to-night. What he did not know, however, was how +pitifully lonely and starved her life had always been; and that this +was the hour for the full conscious reckoning of it. + +She had often said, whimsically, "Those who are born with wooden +instead of golden spoons in their mouths had better learn very young to +keep them well scoured, or they'll find them getting so rough and +splintered that they can't possibly eat with them." She had followed +her own advice bravely, and kept happy; but now even the wooden spoon +had been taken from her. + +The House Surgeon lifted her up and put her gently into the rocker, +while he sat down on the corner of the table, neighbor to the green +Devonshire bowl. + +Perhaps Margaret MacLean was not to find bitterness, after all; perhaps +it would be his glad good fortune to keep it from her. It was +surprising the way he felt his misery dwindling, and instantly he +pulled up his courage--another hole. + +"I think you said 'faeries,'" he suggested, seriously. "Why not +faeries?" + +She nodded in equal seriousness. "Why not? They always come May Eve +to the lonely of heart; and even a hospital might have faeries once in +a generation. Only--only why couldn't they have taken me with the +children? It wasn't exactly fair to leave me behind, was it?" + +Her lips managed to keep reasonably steady, but she was wishing all the +time that the House Surgeon would go and leave her free to be foolishly +childish and weak. She wanted to drop down beside Bridget's bed and +sob out her trouble. + +But the House Surgeon had a very permanent look as he went on soberly +talking. + +"Well, you see, they took the children first because they were all +ready. Probably, very probably, they are sending for you +later--special messenger. It's still some minutes before midnight; and +that's the time things like that happen. Isn't it?" + +"Perhaps." A little amused smile crept into the corners of her mouth +while she rummaged about in some old memories for something she had +almost forgotten. "Perhaps"--she began again--"they will send the +Love-Talker." + +"The what?" + +"The Love-Talker. Old Cassie used to tell us about him, when I was an +'incurable.' He's a faery youth who comes on May Eve in the guise of +some well-appearing young man and beguiles a maid back with him into +faeryland. He's a very ardent wooer--so Cassie said--and there's no +maid living who can resist him." + +"Wish I'd had a course with him," muttered the House Surgeon under his +breath. Then he gripped the table hard with both hands while the +spirit of mischief leaped, flagrant, into his eyes. "Would you go with +him--if he came?" he asked, intensely. + +"If he came--if he came--" she repeated, dreamily. "How do I know what +I would do? It would all depend upon the way he wooed." + +Unexpectedly the House Surgeon jumped to his feet, making a +considerable clatter. + +"Hush! you'll waken the children." + +"But they're not here," he reminded her. + +"Yes, I know; but you might waken them, just the same." + +Instead of answering, the House Surgeon stepped behind the rocker and +lifted her out of it bodily; then his hands closed over hers and he +lifted them to her eyes, thereby blind-folding them. "Now," he +commanded, "take two steps forward." + +She did it obediently; and then stood waiting for further orders. + +"You are now inside this magical primrose ring; and you said yourself, +a moment ago, there was no telling what might happen inside. Keep very +still; don't move, don't speak. Remember you mustn't uncover your +eyes, or the spell will be broken. Hark! Can you hear something--some +one coming nearer and nearer and nearer?" + +For the space of a dozen breaths nothing could be heard in Ward C; that +is--unless one was tactless enough to mention the sound of two +throbbing hearts. One fluttered, frightened and hesitating; the other +thumped, steady and determined. Then out of the darkness came the +striking of the hospital clock on the tower--twelve long, mournful +tolls--and one of the House Surgeon's arms slipped gently about the +shoulders of Margaret MacLean. + +"Dearest, the Love-Talker has turned so completely human that he has to +say at the outset he's not half good enough for you, But he wants +you--he wants you, just the same, to carry back with him to his +faery-land. It will be rather a funny little old faery-land, made up +of work and poverty--and love; but, you see, the last is so big and +strong it can shoulder the other two and never know it's carrying a +thing. If you'll only come, dearest, you can make it the finest, most +magical faeryland a man ever set up home-making in." + +Another silence settled over Ward C. + +"Well--" said the House Surgeon, breaking it at last and sounding a +trifle nervous. "Well--" + +"I thought you said I wasn't to move or speak, or the spell would be +broken?" + +"That's right, excellent nurse--followed doctor's orders exactly." He +was smiling radiantly now, only no one could see. Slowly he drew her +hands away from her eyes and kissed the lids. "You can open them if +you solemnly promise not to be disappointed when you see the +Love-Talker has stepped into an ordinary house surgeon's uniform and +looks like the--devil." With a laugh the House Surgeon gathered her +close in his arms. + +"The devil was only a rebelling angel," she murmured, contentedly. + +"But I'm not rebelling. Bless those trustees! If they hadn't put us +both out of the hospital we might be jogging along for the next ten +years on the wholesome, easily digested diet of friendship, and never +dreamed of the feast we were missing--like this--and this--and--" + +Margaret MacLean buried her face in the uniform with a sob. + +"What is it, dearest? Don't you like them?" + +"I--love--them. Don't you understand? I never belonged to anybody +before in all my life, so no one ever wanted to--" + +The rest was unintelligible, but perfectly satisfactory to the House +Surgeon. He held her even closer while she sobbed out the tears that +had been intended for the edge of Bridget's bed; and when they were +spent he wiped away all traces with some antiseptic gauze that happened +to be in his pocket. + +"I will never be foolish again and remember what lies behind to-night," +said Margaret MacLean, knowing full well that she would be, and that +often, because of the joy that would lie in remembering and comparing. +"Now tell me, did they make you go, too?" + +"The President told me, very courteously, that he felt sure I would be +wishing to find another position elsewhere better suited to my rising +abilities; and if an opportunity should come--next month, perhaps--they +would not wish in any way to interfere with my leaving." + +"Ugh! I--" + +"No, you don't, dearest. You couldn't expect them to want us around +after the things we magnanimously refrained from saying--but so +perfectly implied." + +"All right, I'll love them instead, if you want me to, only--" And she +puckered her forehead into deep furrows of perplexity. "I have kept it +out of my mind all through the evening, but we might as well face it +now as to-morrow morning. What is going to happen to us?" + +The House Surgeon turned her about until she was again looking across +the line of scattered blossoms--into the indistinguishable darkness +beyond. He laughed joyously, as a man can laugh when everything lies +before him and there are no regrets left behind. "Have you forgotten +so soon? We are to cross the primrose ring--right here; and follow the +road--there--into faeryland after the children." + +"The beds really do look empty." + +"They certainly do." + +"And we'll find the children there?" + +"Of course." + +"And I'll not have to give them up?" + +"Of course not." + +"And we'll all be happy together--somewhere?" + +"Yes, somewhere!" + +She turned quickly and reached out her arms to him hungrily. "I know +now why a maid always follows the Love-Talker when he comes a-wooing." + +"Why, dearest?" + +"Because he makes her believe in him and the country where he is taking +her, and that's all a woman asks." + + + + +X + +WHAT HAPPENED AFTERWARD + +Everybody woke with a start on the morning following the 30th of April; +things began to happen even before the postman had made his first +rounds. The operators at the telephone switchboards were rushed at an +unconscionably early hour, considering that their station compassed the +Avenue. The President was trying to get the trustees, Saint +Margaret's, and the Senior Surgeon; the trustees were trying to get one +another; while the Senior Surgeon was rapidly covering the distance +between his home and the hospital--his mind busy with a multitude of +things, none of which he had ever written with capitals. + +Saint Margaret's was astir before its usual hour; there was a tang of +joyousness in the air, and everybody's heart and mind, strangely +enough, seemed to be in festal attire, although nobody was outwardly +conscious of it. It was all the more inexplicable because Saint +Margaret's had gone to bed miserable, and events naturally pointed +toward depression: Margaret MacLean's coming departure, the abandoning +of Ward C, the House Surgeon's resignation, and Michael's empty crib. + +Ward C had wakened with a laugh. Margaret MacLean, who had been moving +noiselessly about the room for some time, picking up the withered +remains of the primrose ring, looked up with apprehension. The tears +she had shed over Michael's crib were quite dry, and she had a brave +little speech on the end of her tongue ready for the children's +awakening. Eight pairs of sleepy eyes were rubbed open, and then +unhesitatingly turned in the direction of the empty crib in the corner. + +"Michael has gone away." she said, softly, steadying her voice with +great care. "He has gone where he will be well--and his heart sound +and strong." + +She was wholly unprepared for the children's response. It was so +unexpected, in fact, that for the moment she tottered perilously near +the verge of hysterics. The children actually grinned; while Bridget +remarked, with a chuckle: + +"Ye are afther meanin' that he didn't come back--that's what!" And +then she added, as an afterthought, "He said to tell ye 'God bless ye,' +Miss Peggie." + +Margaret MacLean did not know whether to be shocked or glad that the +passing of a comrade had brought no sign of grief. Instead of being +either, she went on picking up the primroses and wondering. As for the +children, they lay back peacefully in their beds, their eyes laughing +riotously. And every once in a while they would look over at one +another, giving the funniest little expressive nods, which seemed to +say: "I know what you're thinking about, and you know what I'm thinking +about, so what's the need of talking. But when is it going to happen?" + +The House Surgeon brought up her mail; it was an excuse to see her +again before his official visit. "Are the children very much broken up +over it?" he asked, anxiously, outside the door. + +For answer Margaret MacLean beckoned him and pointed to the eight +occupied cots--unquestionably serene and happy. + +"Well, I'll be--" began the House Surgeon, retiring precipitously back +to the door again; but the nurse put a silencing finger over his lips. + +"Hush, dear! The children are probably clearer visioned than we are. +I have the distinct feeling this morning of being very blind and +stupid, while they seem--oh, so wise." + +The House Surgeon grunted expressively. "Well, perhaps they won't take +your going away so dreadfully to heart--now; or theirs, for that +matter." + +"I hope not," and then she smiled wistfully. "But I thought you told +me last night we were all going together? At any rate, I am not going +to tell them anything. If it must be it must be, and I shall slip off +quietly, when the children are napping, and leave the trustees to tell." + +She looked her mail over casually; there were the usual number of +advertisements, a letter from one of the nurses who had gone South, and +another in an unfamiliar hand-writing. She tore off the corner of the +last, and, running her finger down the flap, she commented: + +"Looks like quality. A letter outside the profession is a very rare +thing for me." + +She read the letter through without a sound, and then she read it +again, the House Surgeon watching, the old big-brother look gone for +ever from his face, and in its place a worshipful proprietorship. The +effect of the letter was undeniably Aprilish; she looked up at the +House Surgeon with the most radiant of smiles, while her eyes spilled +recklessly over. + +"How did you know it? How did you know it?" she repeated. + +He was trying his best to find out what it was all about when one of +the nurses came hurrying down the corridor. + +"You are both wanted down in the board-room. They have called a +special meeting of the trustees for nine o'clock; everybody's here and +acting decidedly peculiar, I think. Why, as I passed the door I am +sure I saw the President slapping the Senior Surgeon on the back. I +never heard of anything like this happening before." + +"Come," said Margaret MacLean to the House Surgeon. "If we walk down +very slowly we will have time enough to read the letter on the way." + +As the nurse had intimated, it was an altogether unprecedented meeting. +Formality had been gently tossed out of the window; after which the +President sat, not behind his desk, but upon it--an open letter in his +hand. His whole attitude suggested a wish to banish, as far as it lay +within his power, the atmosphere of the previous afternoon. + +"Here is a letter to be considered first," he said, a bit gravely. "It +makes rather a good prologue to our reconsideration of the incurable +ward," and the ghost of a smile twitched at the corners of his mouth. +"This is from the widow of the Richest Trustee." He read, slowly: + + +"MESDAMES AND GENTLEMEN OF THE BOARD,--I thank you for your courtesy in +asking me to fill my husband's place as one of the trustees of Saint +Margaret's. Until this afternoon I had every intention of so doing; +but I cannot think now that my husband would wish me to continue his +support of an institution whose directors have so far forgotten the +name under which they dispense their charity as to put science and +pride first. As for myself--I find I am strongly interested in +incurables--your incurables. + Yours very truly" + + +The President laid the letter behind him on the desk, while the entire +board gasped in amazement. + +"Well, I'll be hanged!" muttered the Disagreeable Trustee. + +"But just think of _her_--writing it!" burst forth the Oldest Trustee. + +The Meanest Trustee barked out an exclamation, but nothing followed it; +undoubtedly that was due to the President's interrupting: + +"I think if we had received this yesterday we should have been +very--exceedingly--indignant; we should have censured the writer +severely. As it is--hmm--" The President stopped short; it was as if +his mind had refused to tabulate his feelings. + +"As it is"--the Executive Trustee took up the dropped thread and went +on--"we have decided to reconsider the removal of the incurable ward +without any--preaching--or priming of conscience." + +"I am so glad we really had changed our minds first. I should so hate +to have that insignificant little woman think that we were influenced +by anything she might write. Wouldn't you?" And the Youngest and +Prettiest Trustee dimpled ravishingly at the Senior Surgeon. + +"Wouldn't you two like to go into the consulting-room and talk it over? +We could settle the business in hand, this time, without your +assistance, I think." The voice of the Disagreeable Trustee dripped +sarcasm. + +"I should suggest," said the President, returning to the business of +the meeting, "that the ward might be continued for the present, until +we investigate the home condition of the patients and understand +perhaps a little more thoroughly just what they need, and where they +can be made most--comfortable." + +"And retain Margaret MacLean in charge?" The Meanest Trustee gave it +the form of a question, but his manner implied the statement of a +disagreeable fact. + +"Why not? Is there any one more competent to take charge?" The +Executive Trustee interrogated each individual member of the board with +a quizzical eye. + +"But the new surgical ward--and science?" The Youngest and Prettiest +threw it, Jason-fashion, and waited expectantly for a clash of steel. + +Instead the Senior Surgeon stepped forward, rather pink and +embarrassed. "I should like to withdraw my request for a new surgical +ward. It can wait--for the present, at least." + +And then it was that Margaret MacLean and the House Surgeon entered the +board-room. + +The President nodded to them pleasantly, and motioned to the chairs +near him. "We are having what you professional people call a reaction. +I hardly know what started it; but--hmmm--" For the second time that +morning he came to a dead stop. + +Everybody took great pains to avoid looking at everybody else; while +each face wore a painful expression of sham innocence. It was as if so +many naughty children had been suddenly caught on the wrong side of the +fence, the stolen fruit in their pockets. It was gone in less time +than it takes for the telling; but it would have left the careful +observer, had he been there, with the firm conviction that, for the +first time in their conservative lives, the trustees of Saint +Margaret's had come perilously near to giving themselves away. + +In a twinkling the board sat at ease once more, and the President's +habitual composure returned. "Will some one motion that we adopt the +two measures we have suggested? This is not parliamentary, but we are +all in a hurry." + +"I motion that we keep the incurables for the present, and that Miss +MacLean be requested to continue in charge." There was a note of +relieved repression in the voice of the Executive Trustee as he made +the motion; and he stretched his shoulders unconsciously. + +"But you mustn't make any such motion." Margaret MacLean rose, +reaching forth protesting hands. "You would spoil the very best thing +that has happened for years and years. Just wait--wait until you have +heard." + +As she unfolded her letter the President's alert eye promptly compared +it with the one behind him on the desk. "So--you have likewise heard +from the widow of the Richest Trustee?" + +She looked at him, puzzled. "Oh, you know! She has written you?" + +"Not what she has written you, I judge. One could hardly term our +communication 'the best thing that has happened in years.'" And again +a smile twitched at the corners of the President's mouth. + +"Then listen to this." Margaret MacLean read the letter eagerly: + + +"DEAE MARGARET MACLEAN,--There is a home standing on a hilltop--an +hour's ride from the city. It belongs to a lonely old woman who finds +that it is too large and too lonely for her to live in, and too full of +haunting memories to be left empty. Therefore she wants to fill it +with incurable children, and she would like to begin with the discarded +ward of Saint Margaret's." + + +"That's a miserable way to speak of a lot of children," muttered the +Disagreeable Trustee; but no one paid any attention, and Margaret +MacLean went on: + + +"There is room now for about twenty beds; and annexes can easily be +added as fast as the need grows. This lonely old woman would consider +it a great kindness if you will take charge; she would also like to +have you persuade the House Surgeon that it is high time for him to +become Senior Surgeon, and the new home is the place for him to begin. +Together we should be able to equip it without delay; so that the +children could be moved direct from Saint Margaret's. It is the whim +of this old woman to call it a 'Home for Curables'--which, of course, +is only a whim. Will you come to see me as soon as you can and let us +talk it over?" + + +Margaret MacLean folded the letter slowly and put it back in its +envelope. "You see," she said, the little-girl look spreading over her +face--"you see, you mustn't take us back again. I could not possibly +refuse, even if I wanted to; it is just what the children have longed +for--and wished for--and--" + +"We are not going to give up the ward; she would have to start her home +with other children." The Dominant Trustee announced it flatly. + +Strangely enough, the faces of his fellow-directors corroborated his +assertion. Often the value of a collection drops so persistently in +the estimate of its possessor that he begins to contemplate exchanging +it for something more up to date or interesting. But let a rival +collector march forth with igniting enthusiasm and proclaim a desire +for the scorned objects, and that very moment does the possessor +tighten his grip on them and add a decimal or two to their value. So +was it with the trustees of Saint Margaret's. For the first time in +their lives they desired the incurable ward and wished to retain it. + +"Not only do we intend to keep the children, but there are many +improvements I shall suggest to the board when there is more time. I +should like to insist on a more careful supervision of--curious +visitors." And the Oldest Trustee raised her lorgnette and compassed +the gathering with a look that challenged dispute. + +Margaret MacLean's face became unaccountably old and tired. The vision +that had seemed so close, so tangible, so ready to be made actual, had +suddenly retreated beyond her reach, and she was left as empty of heart +and hand as she had been before. For a moment her whole figure seemed +to crumple; and then she shook herself together into a resisting, +fighting force again. + +"You can't keep the children, after this. Think, think what it means +to them--a home in the country, on a hilltop, trees and birds and +flowers all about. Many of them could wheel themselves out of doors, +and the others could have hammocks and cots under the trees. Forget +for this once that you are trustees, and think what it means to the +children." + +"But can't you understand?" urged the President, "we feel a special +interest in these children. They are beginning to belong to us--as you +do, yourself, for that matter." + +The little-girl look came rushing into Margaret MacLean's face, +flooding it with wistfulness. "It's a little hard to believe--this +belonging to anybody. Yesterday I seemed to be the only person who +wanted me at all, and I wasn't dreadfully keen about it myself." Then +she clapped her hands with the suddenness of an idea. "After all, it's +the children who are really most concerned. Why shouldn't we ask them? +Of course I know it is very much out of the accustomed order of things, +but why not try it? Couldn't we?" + +Anxiously she scanned the faces about her. There was surprise, +amusement, but no dissent. The Disagreeable Trustee smiled secretly +behind his hand; it appealed to his latent sense of humor. + +"It would be rather a Balaam and his ass affair, but, as Miss MacLean +suggests, why not try it?" he asked. + +Margaret MacLean did not wait an instant longer. She turned to the +House Surgeon. "Bring Bridget down, quickly." + +As he disappeared obediently through the door she faced the trustees, +as she had faced them once before, on the day previous. "Bridget will +know better than any one else what will make the children happiest. +Now wouldn't it be fun"--and she smiled adorably--"if you should all +play you were faery godparents, for once in your lifetime, and give +Bridget her choice, whatever it may be?" + +This time the entire board smiled back at her; somehow, in some strange +way, it had caught a breath of Fancy. And then--the House Surgeon +re-entered with Bridget in his arms, looking very scared until she +spied "Miss Peggie." + +The President did the nicest thing, proving himself the good man he +really was. He crossed hands with the House Surgeon, thereby making a +swinging chair for Bridget, and together they held her while Margaret +MacLean explained: + +"It's this way, dear. Some one has offered you--and all the +children--a home in the country--a home of your very own. But the +trustees of Saint Margaret's hardly want to give you up; they think +they can take as good care of you--and make you just as happy here." + +"But--sure--they'll have to be givin' us up. Weren't we afther givin' +a penny to the wee one yondther for the home?" and Bridget pointed a +commanding finger toward the door. + +Everybody looked. There on the threshold stood the widow of the +Richest Trustee. + +"What do you mean, dear? How could you have given her a penny?" +Margaret MacLean asked it in bewilderment. + +"'Twas all the doin's o' the primrose ring." And then Bridget shouted +gaily across to the gray wisp of a woman. "Ye tell them. Weren't ye +afther givin' us the promise of a home?" + +"And haven't I come to keep the promise?" she answered, as gaily. But +in an instant she sobered as her eyes fell on the open letter on the +President's desk. "I am so sorry I wrote it--that is why I have come; +not that I don't think you deserved it, for you do," and the widow of +the Richest Trustee looked at them unwaveringly. + +If she was conscious of the surprised faces about, she gave no sign for +others to reckon by. Instead, she walked the length of the board-room +to the President's desk and went on speaking hurriedly, as if she +feared to be interrupted before she had said all she had come to say. +"I wish I had written in another way, a more helpful way. Why not add +your second surgical ward to Saint Margaret's and do all the good work +you can, as you had planned? Only let me have these children to start +a home which shall be a future harbor for all the cases you cannot mend +with your science and which you ought not to set adrift. You can send +me all the convalescing children, too, who need country air and +building up. In return for this, and because you deserve to be +punished--just a little--for yesterday--I shall try my best to take +with me Margaret MacLean and your House Surgeon." + +She laid a hand on both, while she added, softly: "Suppose we three go +home together and talk things over. Shall we?" + + +So the "Home for Curables" has come true. It crests a hilltop, and is +well worth the penny that Bridget gave for it. As the children +specified, there are no "trusters"; and it has all the modern +improvements, including Margaret MacLean, who is still "Miss Peggie," +although she is married to their new Senior Surgeon. + +There is one very particular thing about the Home which ought to be +mentioned. When the children arrived Toby was on the steps, barking a +welcome. No one was surprised; in fact, everybody acted as though he +belonged there. Perhaps the surprising thing would have been not +having the promise kept. Toby is allowed right of way, everywhere; and +rumor has it that he often sneaks in at night and sleeps on Peter's +bed. But, of course, that is just rumor. + +The children are supremely happy; which means that no one is allowed to +cross the threshold who cannot give the password of a friend. And you +might like to know that many of the trustees of Saint Margaret's come +as often as anybody, and are always welcomed with a shout. The +President, in particular, has developed the habit of secreting things +in his pockets until he comes looking very bulgy. + +Margaret MacLean always puts the children to sleep with Sandy's song; +she said it was written by a famous poet who loved children, and the +children have never told her the truth about it. And if it happens, as +it does once in a great while, that some one is missing in the morning, +there is no sorrowing for him, or heavy-heartedness. They miss him, of +course; but they picture him running, sturdy-limbed, up the slope to +the leprechaun's tree, with Michael waiting for him not far off. + +To the children Tir-na-n'Og is the waiting-place for all child-souls +until Saint Anthony is ready to gather them up and carry them away with +him to the "Blessed Mother"; and Margaret MacLean, having nothing +better to tell them, keeps silent. But she has thought of the nicest +custom: A new picture is hung in the Home after a child has gone. It +bears his name; and it is always something that he liked--birds or +flowers or ships or some one from a story. Peter has his chosen +already; it is to be--a dog. + +Whenever Saint Margaret's Senior Surgeon finds a hip or a heart or a +back that he can do nothing for, he sends it to the Home; and he always +writes the same thing: + +"Here is another case in a thousand for you, Margaret MacLean. How +many are there now?" + +He has married the Youngest and Prettiest Trustee, as the Disagreeable +Trustee prophesied, and gossip says that they are very happy. This +much I know--there are two more words which he now writes with +capitals--Son and Sympathy. + +Margaret MacLean often says with the Danish faery-man: "My life, too, +is a faery-tale written by God's finger." And the House Surgeon always +chuckles at this, and adds: + +"Praise Heaven! He wrote me into it." + +As for the widow of the Richest Trustee, she has found a greater +measure of contentment than she thought the world could hold--with love +to brim it; for Margaret MacLean has adopted her along with the +children. The children still regard her, however, as a very mysterious +person; and she has taken the place of Susan's mythical aunt in the +ward conversation. It has never been argued out to the complete +satisfaction of every one whether she is really the faery queen or just +the "Wee Gray Woman," as Sandy calls her. The arguments wax hot at +times, and it is Bridget who generally has to put in the final +silencing word: + +"Faith, she kept her promise, didn't she? and everything come thrue, +hasn't it? Well, what more do ye want?" + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PRIMROSE RING*** + + +******* This file should be named 15482.txt or 15482.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/5/4/8/15482 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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