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Wistarias rambled over both sides, +wreathing the stone window-frames in their grape-like clusters of +lilac bloom, and flagstones running from end to end, shallow, and so +worn that a delicate growth of stonecrop fringed them, shelved down +to a lawn. + +Indoors in the great hall it was dark because floor and staircase +and wall and ceiling were all lined with Spanish chestnut-wood, +while the windows were full of Flemish glass in purple and sepia +and blue. There was nothing to reflect a glint of light except a +collection of weapons of all ages which occupied the wall behind +a bare stone hearth; suits of inlaid armour, coats of chainmail +as flexible as silk, assegais and blowpipes, Bornean parangs and +Gurkha kukris, Abyssinian shotels with their double blades, +Mexican knives in chert and chalcedony, damascened swords and +automatic pistols, a Chinese bronze drum, a Persian mace of the +date of Rustum, and an Austrian cavalry helmet marked with a +bullet-hole and a stain. + +Gradually, as her eyes grew used to the gloom Laura found her way +to her husband's couch. She would have liked to kiss him, but +dared not: the narrow mocking smile, habitual on his lips, showed +no disposition to respond to advances. Dressed in an ordinary +suit of Irish tweed, Bernard Clowes lay at full length in an easy +attitude, his hands in his pockets and his legs decently extended +as Barry, his male nurse, had left them twenty minutes ago: a +big, powerful man, well over six feet in height, permanently +bronze and darkly handsome, his immense shoulders still held back +so flat that his coat fitted without a wrinkle--but a cripple +since the war. + +Laura Clowes too was tall and slightly sunburnt, but thin for +her height, and rather plain except for her sweet eyes, her silky +brown hair, and--rarer gift!--the vague elegance which was a +prerogative of Selincourt women. She rarely wore expensive +clothes, her maid Catherine made most of her indoor dresses, +and yet she could still hold her own, as in old days, among +women who shopped in the Rue de la Paix. This afternoon, in her +silk muslin of the same shade as the trail of wistaria tucked +in where the frills crossed over her breast, she might have gone +astray out of the seventeenth century. + +"Tea is in the parlour," said Mrs. Clowes. "Shall I wheel you +round through the garden? It's a lovely day and the roses are +in their perfection, I counted eighty blooms on the old Frau +Karl. I should like you to see her." + +"I shouldn't. But you can drag me into the parlour if you like," +said Bernard Clowes--a grudging concession: more often than not +he ate his food in the hall. His wife pushed his couch, which +ran on cycle wheels and so lightly that a child could propel it, +into her sitting-room and as near as she dared to the French +windows that opened without step or ledge on the terrace +flagstones and the verdure of the lawn. Out of doors, for some +obscure reason, he refused to go, though the garden was sweet +with the scent of clover and the gold sunlight was screened by +the milky branches of a great acacia. Still he was in the fresh +air, and Laura hastily busied herself with her flowered Dresden +teacups, pretending unconsciousness because if she had shown the +slightest satisfaction he would probably have demanded to be +taken back. Her mild duplicity was of course mere make believe: +the two understood each other only too well: but it was wiser to +keep a veil drawn in case Bernard Clowes should suddenly return +to his senses. For this reason Laura always spoke as if his +choice of a coffined life were only a day or two old. Had he +said--as he might say at any moment--"Laura, I should like to +go for a drive," Laura would have been able without inconsistency +to reply, "Yes, dear: what time shall I order the car?" as though +they had been driving together every evening of their married +life. + +"What have you been doing today?" Clowes asked, sipping his tea +and looking out of the window. He had shut himself up in his +bedroom with a headache and his wife had not seen him since the +night before. + +"This morning I motored into Amesbury to change the library +books and to enquire after Canon Bodington. I saw Mrs. Bodington +and Phoebe and George--," + +"Who's George?" + +"Their son in the Navy, don't you remember? The Sapphire is in +dry dock--" + +"How old is he?" + +"Nineteen," said Mrs. Clowes. + +"Oh. Go on." + +"I don't remember doing anything else except get some stamps at +the post office. Stay, now I come to think of it, I met Mr. +Maturin, but I didn't speak to him. He only took off his hat to +me, Bernard. He is seventy-four." + +"Dull sort of morning you seem to have had," said Bernard Clowes. + +"What did you do after lunch?" + +"With a great want of intelligence, I strolled down to Wharton to +see Yvonne, but she was out. They had all gone over to the big +garden party at Temple Brading. I forgot about it--" + +"Why weren't you asked?" + +"I was asked but I didn't care to go. Now that I am no longer in +my first youth these expensive crushes cease to amuse me." +Bernard gave an incredulous sniff but said nothing. "On my way +home I looked in at the vicarage to settle the day for the school +treat. Isabel has made Jack Bendish promise to help with the +cricket, and she seems to be under the impression that Yvonne +will join in the games. I can hardly believe that anything will +induce Yvonne to play Nuts and May, but if it is to be done that +energetic child will do it. No, I didn't see Val or Mr. +Stafford. Val was over at Red Springs and Mr. Stafford was +preparing his sermon." + +"Have you written any letters?" + +"I wrote to father and sent him fifty pounds. It was out of my +own allowance. He seems even harder up than usual. I'm afraid +the latest system is not profitable." + +"I should not think it would be, for Mr. Selincourt," replied +Bernard Clowes politely. "Monte Carlo never does pay unless one's +pretty sharp, and your father hasn't the brains of a flea. Was +that the only letter you wrote?" + +"Yes--will you have some more bread and butter?" + +"And what letters did you get?" Clowes pursued his leisured +catechism while he helped himself daintily to a fragile sandwich. +This was all part of the daily routine, and Laura, if she felt +any resentment, had long since grown out of showing it. + +"One from Lucian. He's in Paris--" + +"With--?" + +"No one, so far as I know," Laura replied, not affecting to +misunderstand his jibe. Lucian Selincourt was her only brother +and very dear to her, but there was no denying that his career +had its seamy side. He was not, like her father, a family +skeleton--he had never been warned off the Turf: but he was +rarely solitary and never out of debt. "Poor Lucian, he's hard +up too. I wish I could send him fifty pounds, but if I did he'd +send it back." + +"What other letters did you have?" + +Mrs. Clowes had had a sheaf of unimportant notes, which she was +made to describe in detail, her husband listening in his hard +patience. When they were exhausted Laura went on in a hesitating +voice, "And there was one more that I want to consult you about. +I know you'll say we can't have him, but I hardly liked to refuse +on my own imitative, as he's your cousin, not mine. It was from +Lawrence Hyde, offering to come here for a day or two." + +"Lawrence Hyde? Why, I haven't seen or heard of him for years," +Clowes raised his head with a gleam of interest. "I remember him +well enough though. Good-looking chap, six foot two or three and +as strong as a horse. Well-built chap, too. Women ran after +him. I haven't seen him since we were in the trenches together." + +"Yes, Bernard. Don't you recollect his going to see you in +hospital?" + +"So he did, by Jove! I'd forgotten that. He'd ten days' leave +and he chucked one of them away to look me up. Not such a bad +sort, old Lawrence." + +"I liked him very much," said Laura quietly. + +"Wants to come to us, does he? Why? Where does he write from?" + +"Paris. It seems he ran across Lucian at Auteuil--" + +"Let me see the letter." + +Laura give it over. "Calls you Laura, does he?" Clowes read it +aloud with a running commentary of his own. "H'm: pleasant +relationship, cousins-in-law. . . 'Met Lucian . . . chat about +old times'--is he a bird of Lucian's feather, I wonder? He +wasn't keen on women in the old days, but people change a lot +in ten years . . . 'Like to come and see us while he's in +England . . . run over for the day'--bosh, he knows we should +have to put him up for a couple of nights! . . . 'Sorry to hear +such a bad account of Bernard'--Very kind of him, does he want +a cheque? Hallo! 'Lucian says he is leading you a deuce of a +life.' Upon my word!" He lowered the letter and burst out +laughing--the first hearty laugh she had heard from him for many +a long day. Laura, who had given him the letter in fear and +trembling and only because she could not help herself, was +exceedingly relieved and joined in merrily. But while she was +laughing she had to wink a sudden moisture from her eyelashes: +this glimpse of the natural self of the man she had married went +to her heart. "Is it true?" he said, still with that friendly +twinkle in his eyes. "Do I lead you the deuce of a life, poor +old Laura?" + +"I don't mind," said Laura, smiling back at him. She could have +been more eloquent, but she dared not. Bernard's moods required +delicate handling. + +"He's a cool hand anyhow to write like that to a woman about her +husband. But Lawrence always was a cool hand. I remember the +turn-up we had in the Farringay woods when I was twelve and he +was fourteen. He nearly murdered me. But I paid him out," said +Bernard in a glow of pleasurable reminiscence. "He was too +heavy for me. Old Andrew Hyde came and dragged him off. But +I marked him: he was banished from his mother's drawingroom for +a week--not that he minded that much . . . Aunt Helen was a +pretty woman. Gertrude and I never could think why she married +Uncle Andrew, but I believe they got on all right, though she was +a big handsome woman--a Clowes all over--while old Andrew +looked like any little scrub out of Houndsditch. Never can tell +why people marry each other, can you?" Bernard was becoming +philosophical. I suppose if you go to the bottom it's Nature +that takes them by the scruff of the neck and gives them a gentle +shove and says 'More babies, please.' She doesn't always bring it +off though, witness you and me, my love.-- But I say, Laura, I +like the way you handed over that letter! Thought it would do me +good, didn't you? Look here, I can't have my character taken +away behind my back! You tell him to come and judge for +himself." + +"You'll get very tired of him, Berns," said Laura doubtfully. +"You always say you get sick of people in twenty-four hours: and +I can't take him entirely off your hands--you'll have to do your +share of entertaining him. He's your cousin, not mine, and it'll +be you he comes to see." + +"I shan't see any more of him than I want to, my dear, on that +you may depend," said Bernard with easy emphasis. "If he +invites himself he'll have to put with what he can get. But +I can stand a good deal of him. Regimental shop is always +amusing, and Lawrence will know heaps of fellows I used to know, +and tell me what's become of them all. Besides, I'm sick to +death of the local gang and Lawrence will be a change. He's got +more brains than Jack Bendish, and from the style of his letter +he can't be so much like a curate as Val is." Val Stafford was +agent for the Wanhope property. "Oh, by George!" + +"What's the matter?" + +Bernard threw back his head and grinned broadly with half shut +eyes. "Ha, ha! by Gad, that's funny--that's very funny. Why, +Val knows him!" + +"Knows Lawrence? I never heard Val mention his name." + +"No, my love, but one can't get Val to open his lips on that +subject. Lawrence and I were in the same battalion. He was there +when Val got his ribbon." + +"Really? That will be nice for Val, meeting him again." + +"Oh rather!" said Bernard Clowes. "On my word it's a shame and +I've half a mind . . .. No, let him come: let him come and be +damned to the pair of them! Straighten me out, will you?" He was +liable like most paralytics to mechanical jerks and convulsions +which drove him mad with impatience. Laura drew down the +helplessly twitching knee, and ran one firm hand over him from +thigh to ankle. Her touch had a mesmeric effect on his nerves +when he could endure it, but nine times out of ten he struck it +away. He did so now. "Go to the devil! How often have I told +you not to paw me about? I wish you'd do as you're told. What +do you call him Lawrence for?" + +"I always did. But I'll call him Captain Hyde if you like--" + +"'Mr.,' you mean: he's probably dropped the 'Captain.' He was +only a 'temporary.'" + +"For all that, he has stuck to his prefix," said Laura smiling. +"Lucian chaffed him about it. But Lawrence was always rather a +baby in some ways: clocked socks to match his ties, and +astonishing adventures in jewellery, and so on. Oh yes, I knew +him very well indeed when I was a girl. Mr. and Mrs. Hyde were +among the last of the old set who kept up with us after father +was turned out of his clubs. I've stayed at Farringay." + +"You never told me that!" + +"I never thought of telling you. Lawrence hasn't been near us +since we came to Wanhope and I don't recollect your ever +mentioning his name. You see I tell you now." + +"How old were you when you stayed at Farringay?" + +"Twenty-two. Lawrence and I are the same age." + +"And you knew him well, did you?" + +"We were great friends," said Mrs. Clowes, tossing a lump of +sugar out of the window to a lame jackdaw. She had many such +pensioners, alike in a community of misfortune. "And, yes, +Berns, you're right, we flirted a little--only a little: wasn't +it natural? It was only for fun, because we were both young and +it was such heavenly weather--it was the Easter before war broke +out. No, he didn't ask me to marry him! Nothing was farther +from his mind." + +"Did he kiss you?" + +Laura slowly and smilingly shook her head. "Am I, Yvonne?" + +"But you liked the fellow?" + +"Oh yes, he was charming. A little too much one of a class, +perhaps: there's a strong family likeness, isn't there, between +Cambridge undergraduates? But he was more cultivated than a good +many of his class. We used to go up the river together and read +--what did one read in the spring of 1914? Masefield, I suppose, +or was it Maeterlinck? Rupert Brooks came with the war. Imagine +reading 'Pelleas et Melisande' in a Canadian canoe! It makes one +want to be twenty-two again, so young and so delightfully +serious." It was hard to run on while the glow faded out of +Bernard's face and a cold gloom again came over it, but sad +experience had taught Laura that at all costs, under whatever +temptation, it was wiser to be frank. It would have been easier +for the moment to paint the boy and girl friendship in neutral +tints, but if its details came out later, trivial and innocent +as they were, the economy of today would cost her dear tomorrow, +Her own impression was that Clowes had never been jealous of her +in his life. But the pretence of jealousy was one of his few +diversions. + +"I dare say you do wish you were twenty-two again," he said, +delicately setting down his tea cup on the tray--all his +movements, so far as he could control them, were delicate and +fastidious. "I dare say you would like a chance to play your +cards differently. Can't be done, my, girl, but what a good +fellow I am to ask Lawrence to Wanhope, ain't I? No one can say +I'm not an obliging husband. Lawrence isn't a jumping doll. He's +six and thirty and as strong as a horse. You'll have no end of a +good time knitting up your severed friendship .. 'Pon my word, +I've a good mind to put him off. . I shouldn't care to fall foul +of the King's Proctor." + +"Will you have another cup of tea before I ring" + +"No, thanks . . . Do I lead you the deuce of a life, Lally?" + +"You do now and then," said his wife, smiling with pale lips. + +"It isn't that I'm sensitive for myself, because I know you don't +mean a word of it, but I rather hate it for your own sake. It +isn't worthy of you, old boy. It's so--so ungentlemanly." + +"So it is. But I do it because I'm bored. I am bored, you know. +Desperately!" He stretched out his hand to her with such haggard, +hunted eyes that Laura, reckless, threw herself down by him and +kissed the heavy eyelids. Clowes put his arm round her neck, +fondling her hair, and for a little while peace, the peace of +perfect mutual tenderness, fell on this hard-driven pair. But +soon, a great sigh bursting from his breast, Clowes pushed her +away, his features settling back into their old harsh lines of +savage pain and scorn. + +"Get away! get up! do you want Parker to see you through the +window? If there's a thing on earth I hate it's a dishevelled +crying woman. Write to Lawrence. Say I shall be delighted to +see him and that I hope he'll give us at least a week. Stop. +Warn him that I shan't be able to see much of him because of +my invalid habits, and that I shall depute you to entertain +him. That ought to fetch him if he remembers you when you were +twenty-two." + +Laura was neither dishevelled nor in tears: perhaps such scenes +were no novelty to her. She leant against the frame of the open +window, looking out over the sunlit garden full of flowers, over +the wide expanse of turf that sloped down to a wide, shallow +river all sparkling in western light, and over airy fields on +the other side of it to the roofs of the distant village strung +out under a break of woody hill. + +"Are you sure you want him? He used to have a hot temper when he +was a young man, and you know, Berns, it would be tiresome if +there were any open scandal." + +"Scandal be hanged," said Bernard Clowes. "You do as you're +told." His wife gave an almost imperceptible shrug of the +shoulders as if to disclaim further responsibility. She was +breathing rather hurriedly as if she had been running, and her +neck was so white that the shadow of her sunlit wistaria threw a +faint lilac stain on the warm, fine grain of her skin. And the +haggard look returned to Bernard's eyes as he watched her, and +with it a wistfulness, a weariness of desire, "hungry, and +barren, and sharp as the sea." Laura never saw that hunger in +his eyes. If he spared her nothing else he spared her that. + +"You do as I tell you, old girl," his harsh voice had softened +again. "There won't be any row. Honestly I'd like to have old +Lawrence here for a bit, I'm not rotting now. He had almost four +years of it--almost as long as I had. I'll guarantee it put a +mark on him. It scarred us all. It'll amuse me to dine him and +Val together, and make them talk shop, our own old shop, and see +what the war's done for each of us: three retired veterans, +that's what we shall be, putting our legs under the same +mahogany: three old comrades in arms." He gave his strange, +jarring laugh. "Wonder which of us is scarred deepest?" + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +WANHOPE and Castle Wharton--or, to give them their due order, +Wharton and Wanhope, for Major Clowes' place would have gone +inside the Castle three times over--were the only country +houses in the Reverend James Stafford's parish. The village +of Chilmark--a stone bridge, crossroads, a church with Norman +tower and frondlike Renaissance tracery, and an irregular line +of school, shops, and cottages strung out between the stream and +chalky beech-crested hillside occupied one of those long, winding, +sheltered crannies that mark the beds of watercourses along the +folds of Salisbury Plain. Uplands rose steeply all along it +except on the south, where it widened away into the flats of +Dorsetshire. Wharton overlooked this expanse of hunting country: +a formidable Norman keep, round which, by gradual accretion, a +dwelling-place had grown up, a history of English architecture +and English gardening written in stone and brick and grass and +flowers. One sunny square there was, enclosed between arched +hedges set upon pillars of carpenters' work, which still kept the +design of old Verulam: and Yvonne of the Castle loved its little +turrets and cages of singing birds, and its alleys paved with +burnet, wild thyme, and watermints, which perfume the air most +delightfully, not passed by as the rest, but being trodden upon +and crushed. + +Wanhope also, though modest by comparison, had a good deal of +land attached to it, but the Clowes property lay north up the +Plain, where they sowed the headlands with red wheat still as +in the days of Justice Shallow. The shining Mere, a tributary +of the Avon, came dancing down out of these hills: strange +pastoral cliffs of chalk covered with fine sward, and worked by +the hands of prehistoric man into bastions and ramparts that +imitated in verdure the bold sweep of masonry. + +Mr. Stafford was a man of sixty, white-haired and of sensitive, +intelligent features. He was a High Churchman, but wore a felt +wideawake in winter because when he bought it wideawakes were +the fashion for High Churchmen. In the summer he usually roved +about his parish without any hat at all, his white curls flying +in the wind. He was of gentle birth, which tended to ease his +intercourse with the Castle. He had a hundred a year of his own, +and the living of Chilmark was worth 175 pounds net. So it may +have been partly from necessity that he went about in clothes at +which any respectable tramp would have turned his nose up: but +idiosyncrasy alone can have inspired him to get the village tailor +to line his short blue pilot jacket with pink flannelette. "It's +very warm and comfortable, my dear," he said apologetically to his +wife, who sat and gazed at him aghast, "so much more cosy than +Italian cloth." + +On that occasion Mrs. Stafford was too late to interfere, but as +a rule she exercised a restraining influence, and while she lived +the vicar was not allowed to go about with holes in his trousers. +After her death Mr. Stafford mourned her sincerely and cherished +her memory, but all the same he was glad to be able to wear his +old boots. However, he had a cold bath every morning and kept +his hands irreproachable, not from vanity but from an inbred +instinct of personal care. Yvonne of the Castle, who spoke her +mind as Yvonne's of the Castle commonly do, said that the fewer +clothes Mr. Stafford wore the better she liked him, because he +was always clean and they were not. + +Mr. Stafford had three children; Val, late of the Dorchester +Regiment, Rowsley an Artillery lieutenant two years younger, +and Isabel the curate, a tall slip of a girl of nineteen. They +were all beloved, but Val was the prop of the family and the +pride of his father's heart. Invalided out of the Army after +six weeks' fighting, with an honourable distinction and an +irremediably shattered arm, he had been given the agency of the +Wanhope property, and lived at home, where the greater part of +his three hundred a year went to pay the family bills. Most of +these were for what Mr. Stafford gave away, for the vicar had no +idea of the value of money, and was equally generous with Val's +income and his own. + +Altogether Mr. Stafford was a contented and happy man, and his +only worry was the thought, which crossed his mind now and then, +that Chilmark for a young man of Val's age was dull, and that the +Wanhope agency led nowhere. If Val had been an ambitious man! +But Val was not ambitious, and Mr Stafford thanked heaven that +this pattern son of his had never been infected by the vulgar +modern craze for money making. His salary would not have kept him +in luxury in a cottage of his own, but it was enough to make the +vicarage a comfortable home for him; and, so long as he remained +unmarried, what could he want more, after all, than the society +of his own family and his kind country neighbours? + +Rowsley, cheerfully making both ends meet in the Artillery on an +allowance from his godmother, was off his father's hands. +Isabel? Mr. Stafford did not trouble much about Isabel, who was +only a little girl. She was a happy, healthy young thing, and +Mr. Stafford was giving her a thoroughly good education. She +would be able to earn her own living when he died, if she were +not married, as every woman ought to be. (There was no one for +Isabel to marry, but Mr. Stafford's principles rose superior to +facts.) Meantime it was not as if she were running wild: that +sweet woman Laura Clowes and the charming minx at the Castle +between them could safely be left to form her manners and see +after her clothes. + +One summer afternoon Isabel was coming back from an afternoon's +tennis at Wharton. Mrs. Clowes brought her in the Wanhope car as +far as the Wanhope footpath, and would have sent her home, but +Isabel declined, ostensibly because she wanted to stretch her +legs, actually because she couldn't afford to tip the Wanhope +chauffeur. So she tumbled out of the car and walked away at a +great rate, waving Laura farewell with her tennis racquet. +Isabel was a tall girl of nineteen, but she still plaited her +hair in a pigtail which swung, thick and dark and glossy, well +below her waist. She wore a holland blouse and skirt, a sailor +hat trimmed with a band of Rowsley's ribbon, brown cotton +stockings, and brown sandshoes bought for 5/11-3/4 of Chapman, +the leading draper in Chilmark High Street. Isabel made her own +clothes and made them badly. Her skirt was short in front and +narrow below the waist, and her sailor blouse was comfortably but +inelegantly loose round the armholes. Laura Clowes, who had a +French instinct of dress, and would have clad Isabel as Guinevere +clad Enid, if Isabel had not been prouder than Enid, looked after +her with a smile and a sigh: it was a grief to her to see her +young friend so shabby, but, bless the child! how little she +cared--and how little it signified after all! Isabel's poverty +sat as light on her spirits as the sailor hat, never straight, +sat on her upflung head. + +Isabel knew every one in Chilmark parish. Pausing before a knot +of boys playing marbles: "Herbert," she said sternly, "why +weren't you at school on Sunday?" Old Hewett, propped like a +wheezy mummy against the oak tree that shaded the Prince of +Wales's Feathers, brought up his stiff arm slowly in a salute to +the vicar's daughter. "'Evening," said Isabel cheerfully, "what a +night for rheumatics isn't it?" Hewitt chuckled mightily at this +subtle joke. "'Evening, Isabel," called out Dr. Verney, putting +up one finger to his cap: he considered one finger enough for a +young lady whom he had brought into the world. Isabel knew every +one in Chilmark and every one knew her. Such a range of +intensive acquaintance is not so narrow as people who have never +lived in a country village are apt to suppose. + +Past the schoolhouse, past the wide stone bridge where Isabel +loved to hang over the parapet watching for trout--but not +tonight, for it was late, and Isabel after a "company tea" wanted +her supper: by a footpath through the churchyard, closely mown +and planted with rosebushes: and so into the church, where, after +dropping a hurried professional curtsey to the altar, she set +about her evening duties. Isabel called herself the curate, but +she did a good deal which is not expected of a curate, such as +shutting windows and changing lesson-markers, propping up the +trebles when they went astray in the pointing of the Psalms, +altering the numbers on the hymn-board, writing out choir papers, +putting flowers in the vases and candles in the benediction +lights, playing the organ as required and occasionally blowing +it. . . . Before leaving the church she fell on her knees, in +deference to Mr. Stafford and the text by the door, and said a +prayer. What did she pray? "O Lord bless this church and all +who worship in it and make father preach a good sermon next +Sunday. I wish I'd been playing with Val instead of Jack, we +should have won that last set if Jack hadn't muffed his +services. . . . Well, this curate was only nineteen." + +And then, coming out into the fading light, she locked the north +door behind her and went off whistling like a blackbird, if a +blackbird could whistle the alto of Calkin's Magnificat in B +flat. . . . Five minutes climbing of the steep brown floor of +the beechwood, and she was out on uplands in the dying fires of +day. It had been twilight in the valley, but here the wide plain +was sunlit and the air was fresh and dry: in the valley even the +river-aspens were almost quiet, but here there was still a sough +of wind coming and going, through the dry grass thick set with +lemon thyme and lady's slipper, or along the low garden wall +where red valerian sprouted out of yellow stonecrop. + +A wishing gate led into the garden, and Isabel made for an open +window, but halfway over the sill she paused, gazing with all her +soul in her eyes across the vicarage gooseberry bushes. That +grey suit was Val's of course, but who was inside the belted coat +and riding breeches? "Rows-lee!" sang out Isabel, tumbling back +into the garden with a generous display of leg. The raiders rose +up each holding a handful of large red strawberries melting ripe, +and Isabel, pitching in her racquet on a sofa, ran across the +grass and enfolded her brother in her arms. Rowsley, dark and +slight and shrewd, returned her hug with one arm, while carefully +guarding his strawberries with the other--"You pig, you perfect +pig!" wailed Isabel. "I was saving them for tea tomorrow, +Laura's coming and I can't afford a cake. Oh joy, you can buy me +one! How long can you stay?" + +"Over the week end: but I didn't come to buy you cakes, Baby. I +haven't any money either. I came because I wanted you to buy me +cakes." + +"O well never mind, I'll make one," Isabel joyously slipped her +hand through Rowsley's arm. "Then I can get the flour from the +baker and it won't cost anything at all--it'll go down in the +bill. Well give me one anyhow, now they're picked it would be a +pity to waste them." She helped herself liberally out of Val's +hand. "Now stop both of you, you can't have any more." + +She linked her other arm in Val's and dragged her brothers out of +the dangerous proximity of the strawberry beds. Val sat down on +a deck chair, one leg thrown over the other, Rowsley dropped at +full length on the turf, and Isabel doubled herself up between +them, her arms clasped round her knees. "How's the Old Man?" she +asked in friendly reference to Rowsley's commanding officer. +"Oh Rose, I knew there was something I wanted to ask you. Will +Spillsby be able to play on the Fourth?" Spillsby, a brother +subaltern and a famous bat, had twisted his ankle at the nets, +and Rowsley in his last letter had been uncertain whether he +would be well enough to play the Sappers at the annual fixture. + +Happily Rowsley was able to reassure his young sister: the ankle +was much better and Spillsby was already allowed to walk on it. +Isabel then turned her large velvet eyes--gazelle eyes with a +world of pathos in their velvet gloom on her elder brother. +"Coruscate, Val," she commanded. "You haven't said anything at +all yet. We should all try to be bright in the home circle. We +cannot all be witty, but-Ow! Rowsley, if you pull my hair I +shall hit you in the--in the place where the Gauls fined their +soldiers if they stuck out on parade. Oh, Val, that really isn't +vulgar, I found it in Matthew Arnold! Their stomachs, you know. +They wouldn't have fined you anyhow. You look fagged, darling-- +are you?" + +"Not so much fagged as hungry," said Val in his soft voice. "It's +getting on for nine o'clock and I was done out of my tea. I went +in to Wanhope, but Laura was out, and Clowes was drinking whisky +and soda. I cannot stand whisky at four in the afternoon, and +Irish whisky at that. There'll be some supper going before long, +won't there?" + +"Not until half past nine because Jimmy has his Bible class +tonight." Jimmy was Mr. Stafford: and perhaps a purist might +have objected that Mrs. Clowes and Yvonne Bendish had not done +all they might have done to form Isabel's manners. "I'm so sorry, +darling," she continued, preparing to leap to her feet. "Shall I +get you a biscuit? There are oatmeals in the sideboard, the kind +you like, I won't be a minute--" + +"Thanks very much, I'd rather wait. Did you see Mrs. Clowes +today? Clowes said she was at the Castle." + +"So she was, sitting with Mrs. Morley in an angelic striped +cotton. Mrs. Morley was in mauve ninon and a Gainsborough hat. +Yvonne says Mr. Morley is a Jew and made his money in I. D. B.'s, +which I suppose are some sort of stocks?" Neither of her brothers +offered to enlighten her, Rowsley because he was feeling +indolent, Val because he never said an unkind word to any one. +Isabel, who was enamoured of her own voice flowed on with little +delay: "If he really is a Jew, I can't think how she could marry +him; I wouldn't. Mrs. Morley can't be very happy or Laura +wouldn't go and talk to her. Laura is so sweet, she always sits +with people that other people run away from. Oh Val, did Major +Clowes tell you their news?" Isabel might refer to her father as +Jimmy and to Rowsley's commander as the Old Man, but she rarely +failed to give Bernard Clowes his correct prefix. + +"No--is there any?" + +"Only that they have some one coming to stay with them. Won't he +have a deadly time?" Isabel glanced from Val to Rowsley in the +certainty of a common response. "Imagine staying at Wanhope! +However, he invited himself, so it's at his own risk. Perhaps +he's embarrassed like you, Rose, and wants Laura to feed him. +It's rather fun for Laura, though--that is, it will be, if Major +Clowes isn't too hopeless." + +Strange freemasonry of the generations! Mr. Stafford's children +loved him dearly and he was wont to say that there were no +secrets at the vicarage, yet they lived in a conspiracy of +silence, and even Val, who was mentally nearer to his father's +age, would have been loth to let Mr. Stafford know as much as +Isabel knew about Wanhope. It was assumed that Val's job was the +very job Val wanted. Mr. Stafford had indeed a suspicion that it +was not all plain sailing: Bernard Clowes retained just so much +of the decently bred man as to be courteous to his wife before a +mere acquaintance, but the vicar came and went at odd hours, and +he observed now and then vague intimations--undertones from +Bernard himself, an uncontrollable shrinking on Laura's part, an +occasional hesitation or reluctance in Val--which hinted at +flying storms. But Val, the father supposed, could make +allowance for a cripple: Bernard was so much to be pitied that no +man would resent an occasional burst of temper! And there his +children left him. The younger generation can trust one another +not to interfere, but when the seniors strike in, with their cut +and dry precedents and rule of thumb moralities, who knows what +mischief may follow? Elder people are so indiscreet! + +"It's a cousin of Major Clowes," Isabel continued, "but they +haven't met for years and years--not since the war. Laura knows +him too, she met him before she was married and liked him very +much indeed. She's looking forward to it--that is, she would be +if she had spirit enough to look forward to anything." + +"Clowes never said a word to me about it," remarked Val. + +"Didn't he?" Isabel unfolded herself and stood up. "That means he +is going to be tiresome. I must run now, it's five past nine. +Which will you both have, cold beef or eggs?" + +"Oh, anything that's going," said Val. + +"Eggs," said Rowsley, "not less than four. Without prejudice to +the cold beef if it's underdone. Hallo!" + +"What?" + +"What's the matter with your skirt?" + +"Nothing," said Isabel shortly. She screwed her head over her +shoulder in a vain endeavour to see her own back. "It's +perfectly all right." + +"It would be, on a scarecrow." Isabel stuck her chin up. "Have +you been over to the Castle in that kit, Baby? Well, if Yvonne +won't give you some of her old clothes, you might ask the +kitchenmaid." + +"The kitchenmaid has more money than I have," said Isabel +cheerfully. "Is it so very bad? It's clean anyway, I washed and +ironed it myself." + +"It looks very nice and so do you," said Val. Isabel eyed him +with a softened glance: one could rely on Val to salve one's +wounded vanity, but, alas! Val did not know home-made from +tailor-made. Reluctantly she owned to herself that she had more +faith in Rowsley's judgment. "It seems rather short though," Val +added. "I suppose you will have to go into long frocks pretty +soon, won't you, and put your hair up?" + +"Oh bother my hair and my dresses!" said Isabel with a great +sigh. "I will pin my hair up when I get some new clothes, but +how can I when I haven't any money and Jim hasn't any money and +neither of you have any money? Don't you see, idiot," this was +exclusively to Rowsley, "when I pin my hair up I shall turn into +a grown up lady? And then I shall have to wear proper clothes. +At present I'm only a little girl and it doesn't signify what I +wear. If any one will give me five pounds I'll pin my hair up +like a shot. Oh dear, I wonder what Yvonne would say if Jack +expected her to outfit herself for five pounds? I do wish some +one would leave me 10,000 pounds a year. Get up now, you lazy +beggar, come and help me lay the supper. It's Fanny's evening +out." + +She pulled Rowsley to his feet and they went off together leaving +Val alone on the lawn: good comrades those two, and apparently +more of an age, in spite of the long gap between them, than +Rowsley and Val, who was the eldest by only eighteen months. And +Val sat on alone, while stains of coral and amber faded out of +the lavender sky, and a rack of sea clouds, which half an hour +ago had shone like fiery ripples, dwindled away into smoke--mist +--a mere shadow on the breast of the night. Stars began to +sparkle, moths and humming cockchafers sailed by him, a chase of +bats overhead endlessly fell down airy precipices and rose in +long loops of darkling flight: honeysuckle and night-scented +stock tinged with their sweet garden perfume the cool airs from +the moor. + +Val lit a cigarette, a rare indulgence. If cigarettes grew on +gooseberry bushes Val would have been an inveterate smoker, but +good Egyptians were a luxury which he could not often afford +The Wanhope agency was ample for his needs, though underpaid as +agencies go: but there was Rowsley, always hard up, uncomplaining, +but sensitive, as a young fellow in his position is sure to be, and +secretly fretting because he could not do as other men did: and there +was Isabel, for whom Val felt the anxiety Mr. Stafford ought to have +felt, and was trying to make the provision Mr. Stafford ought to have +made: and then there was the vicar himself, who laid out a great deal +of money in those investments for which we are promised cent per cent +interest, but upon a system of deferred payment. + +Tonight however Val lit a cigarette, and then a second, to the +surprise of Isabel, who saw the red spark on the lawn. She +thought her brother must be tired, and perhaps it really was the +long day without food that made him so restless in mind and so +uneasy. Bernard Clowes had been more than usually cranky that +afternoon. Even the patient Val had had thoughts of throwing up +his job when the cripple made him go through his week's accounts, +scrutinizing every entry and cross-examining him on every +transaction in such a tone as the head of a firm might employ to +a junior clerk suspected of dishonesty. It was Bernard's way: +it meant nothing: but it was irksome to Val, especially when he +could not soothe himself by dropping into Laura's quiet parlour +for a cup of tea. Yet his irritation would not have lingered +through a cigarette if Isabel's news had not revived it. This +cousin of Bernard's! Val had not much faith in any cousin of +Bernard Clowes: nor in the kindness of life. + +Val was a slight, fair, pleasant-looking man of eight or nine and +twenty, quiet of movement, friendly-mannered and as inconspicuous +as his own rather worn grey tweeds: one of a class, till he +raised his eyes: and then? There was something strange in Val's eyes +when they were fully raised, an indrawn arresting brilliance +difficult to analyse: imaginative and sympathetic, as if he were at +home in dark places: the quality of acceptance of pain. + +Adepts in old days knew by his eyes a man who had been on the +rack. Stafford had been racked: and by the pain that is half +shame, the keenest, the most lacerating and destructive of +wounds. He had suffered till he could suffer no more, and +tonight in the starlit garden he, suffered still, without hope, +or rebellion, or defence. + +Indoors Rowsley and Isabel, with the rapidity of long use, laid +the cloth, and Isabel fetched cold beef from the larder and +butter and eggs from the dairy, while Rowsley went down the +cellar with a jug and a candle and drew from the cask a generous +allowance of beer. "Come along in, old Val," said Isabel, +reappearing at the open window, "You and Rose are both famishing +and I'm not," this was a pious fiction, "so you can begin and +I'll wait for Jimmy. I dare say he's gone wandering off +somewhere and won't be in till ten." + +Val came across the dark, cool lawn and climbed over the window +sill. A shabby room, large and low: a faded paper, grey toning +to blue: a carpet of faded roses on a grey ground: the shaded +Dresden lamp and roselit supper table shining like an island in +a pool of shadow, and those two beloved heads, both so dark and +smooth and young, tam cara capita! Neither of them suspected +that Val was unhappy. His feeling for them was more fatherly +than fraternal, and Rowsley, strange to say, fell in with Val's +attitude, coming to his brother for money as naturally as most +young men go to their parents. Val sat at the head of the table +because Mr. Stafford could not carve. "There!" said Isabel, +giving him his plate. "Mustard? I've just made it so you +needn't look to see if it's fresh. Watercress: I picked it +myself. Lettuce. Cream and vinegar and sugar. Beer. Now do +you feel happy? Lord love you, dear, I like to see you eat." + +She sat on the arm of Mr. Stafford's mahogany chair. "What time +do you want breakfast? Seven o'clock? Major Clowes wouldn't come +down at seven if he were your agent. Can you get back to tea +tomorrow? Laura may bring the cousin up to tea with her and she +wants him to meet you." + +"Very good of her. Why?" + +"Oh, because he was in the Army too and all through the war. He +went out with the first hundred thousand. He's much older than +you are--the same age as Laura. Oh, wait a minute!" exclaimed +Isabel in the tone in which a Frenchwoman says Tenez. I forgot. +She thinks you must have met him, Val." + +"Possibly," said Val. + +"Was he in the Dorchesters?" asked Rowsley--much more +interested than his brother, no doubt because he was not so +hungry as Val, who was giving all his attention to his supper. + +"No, in the Winchesters," said Isabel. "Do I mean the +Winchesters, Val? What was Major Clowes' old regiment?" + +"Clowes was in the Wintons." + +Isabel nodded. "Then so was the cousin. And Laura says he was +out there when the Wintons were in the next bit of trench north +of the Dorchesters. He was there when--when you were wounded." +Such was Val Stafford's modesty that in the family circle it was +not in etiquette to refer in other terms to that famous occasion. + +"I don't remember any fellow named Clowes and I never knew +Bernard Clowes had a cousin out there," said Val, mixing himself +a salad. + +"Oh, his name isn't Clowes. It's Ryde or Pride or something like +that. I'm sorry to be so vague, but Jack Bendish and Yvonne and +Mrs. Morley were all talking at once. Lawrence Pied--Fried--" + +"Lawrence Hyde?" + +"Yes, that's it! Then you really do remember him?" + +"Er--yes. Is that lamp smoking, Rowsley? You might turn it +down a trifle, I can't reach." + +"Let me, let me?-- What was he like?" + +"Who--Hyde? Oh," said Val vaguely, "he was like the rest of us +--very tired." + +"Tired?" echoed Isabel with a blank face, "but, Val darling, he +couldn't have been only tired! What should you think he was like +when he wasn't tired?" + +"That is a question I have occasionally asked myself," Val +answered with his faint indecipherable smile. "My dear child, +I only saw him once or twice. He was a senior captain and +commanded his company. I was a very junior lieutenant." + +"Still he was there at the time," reflected Isabel. "O Rose! if +he's anything like nice, which is almost past praying for in +Major Clowes' cousin, let's beguile him into the gooseberry +bushes and make him tell us all about it! Val is very dear to +his family, but no one, however tenderly attached to him, could +call him a brilliant raconteur. Now Mr. Hyde won't have any +modest scruples. Val, if there is a slug in that lettuce I wish +you would say so. It would hurt my feelings less than for you to +sit looking at it in a stony silence. Was he good-looking?" + +"Possibly he might be," said Val, "when he scraped the dirt off." + After a moment he added, "He was very decent to me." + +"Was he? Then he was nice?" + +"Gnat," said Rowsley from the middle of his third egg. Isabel +rounded him indignantly. + +"I'm not gnatting! I'm not asking Val anything about himself, am +I? Val can't possibly mind telling me about another man in +another regiment. You eat your eggs, there's a good boy, before +they get cold.-- Laura says the Dorchesters dined the Winchesters +once when they were in billets. Was that when you and Mr. Hyde +were there?" + +"Captain Hyde," Val corrected his young sister. "Yes, we both +graced the festive board. It was too festive for me. We had +Buszard's soup and curried chicken and real cream, and more +champagne than was good for us. But it was not on that occasion +that Hyde was so decent to me. The day I--the day Dale went +down--" Rowsley nodded to him as he raised his glass of beer to +his lips--"thank you, Rose.-- As I was saying, that evening I +ran across Hyde between the lines. The Dorsets and Wintons had +gone over the top together, and he had been left behind with a +bullet in his chest. I was done to the world, but he had some +brandy left and shared it with me. If it had not been for Hyde I +should never have brought Dale in." + +"Well, I've never heard that before," said Rowsley to his fourth +egg. + +Isabel was silent, and her eyes in the shadow of a momentary +gravity were the eyes of a woman and not of a child. She raised +them to look out at the evening sky, indigo blue against the +lamplit interior, or faintly primrose in the west, and wondered +for the thousandth time why it was still such an effort to Val to +refer to his brief military experience. Soft country noises came +in, peaceful and soothing: the short shrill shriek of a bat, the +rustle of a branch of rose-leaves moving like a hand over the +window panes, a faint breathing of wind from the moor. Surely +the scar of war ought to be healed by now! Isabel kept these +thoughts to herself: young as she was, her solitary life--for +a woman alone among men is always to some extent solitary--had +trained her to a clear perception of what had better not be said. + +"When is Hyde coming?" asked Val, going on with his salad. + +"Tomorrow, didn't you hear me say Laura is going to bring him +here to tea? He's staying at his own place, Farringay--I think +from the way Laura spoke it is what one calls a place--and they +expect him by the morning train. Laura's to meet him in the +car." + +"Did you ask her to bring him in to tea," said Rowsley, frowning +over the marmalade jar, "when Val is safe to be out and you +didn't know I should be here?" + +"Yes: oughtn't I to have?" + +"No." + +"Is there anything else you would like to speak to me about?" +said Isabel after a pregnant silence. "Dear Rowsley, you seem +determined to look after my manners and morals! I asked him to +please Laura. She's nervous of Major Clowes. Jack and Yvonne +are coming too." + +"Oh I don't see that it signifies," said Val. Mrs. Clowes +wouldn't have accepted if it weren't all right. I don't see that +you or I need worry if she doesn't. Isabel is old enough to pour +out tea for herself. In any case, as it happens, you'll be here +if I'm not, and I dare say Jimmy will look in for ten minutes." + +"You are sweet, Val," said Isabel gratefully. + +"Oh I don't say Rowsley's not right! Prigs generally are: and +besides now I come to think of it, Laura did look faintly amused +when I asked her. But these stupid things never occur to me till +afterwards! After all, what am I to do? I can't manufacture a +chaperon, and it would be very bad for the parish if the vicar +never entertained. And it's not as if Captain Hyde were a young +man; he's thirty-six if he's a day." + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +When the sea retreats after a storm one finds on the beach all +sorts of strange flotsam. Bernard Clowes was a bit of human +wreckage left on the sands of society by the storm of the war. +When it broke out he was a second lieutenant in the Winchester +Regiment, a keen polo player and first class batsman who rarely +opened a book. He was sent out with the First Division and +carried himself with his usual phlegmatic good humour through +almost four years of fighting from Mons to Cambrai. + +In the March break-through he had his wrist broken by a rifle-bullet +and was invalided home, where he took advantage of his leave to get +married, partly because most of the men he knew were already married, +and partly to please his sister. There were no other brothers, and +Mrs. Morrison, a practical lady, but always a little regretful of her +own marriage with Morrison's Boot and Shoe Company, recommended him +with the family bluntness to arrange for an olive branch before the +Huns got him. + +Laura, a penniless woman two years his senior and handicapped by +her disreputable belongings, was not the wife Gertrude Morrison +would have chosen for him: still it might have been worse, for +Laura was well-born and personally irreproachable, while Clowes, +hot-blooded and casual, was as likely as not to have married a +chorus-girl. If any disappointment lingered, Gertrude soothed +it by trying over in her own mind the irritation that she would +be able to produce in Morrison circles: "Where he met her? +Oh, when she was staying with her married sister at Castle +Wharton . . . .Yvonne, the elder Selincourt girl, married into +the Bendish family." + +Bernard did not care a straw either for the paternal handicap or +for the glories of the Wharton connection. He took his +love-affair as simply as his cricket and with the same bold +confidence. Laura was what he wanted; she would fit into her +surroundings at Wanhope as delicately as an old picture fits +into an old frame, and one could leave her about--so he put +it to himself--without fear of her getting damaged. When Tom +Morrison, shrewd business man, dropped a hint about the rashness +of marrying the daughter of a scamp like Ferdinand Selincourt, +Bernard merely stared at him and let the indiscretion go in +silence. He can scarcely be said to have loved his bride, for +up to the time of the wedding his nature was not much more +developed than that of a prize bull, but he considered her a +very pretty woman, and his faith in her was a religion. + +So they were married, and went to Eastbourne for their honeymoon: +an average match, not marked by passion on either side, but +destined apparently to an average amount of comfort and good +will. They had ten gay days before Laura was left on a victoria +platform, gallantly smiling with pale lips and waving her +handkerchief after the train that carried Bernard back to the +front. + +Five months later on the eve of the Armistice he was flung out +of the service, a broken man, paralysed below the waist, cursing +every one who came near him and chiefly the surgeons for not +letting him die. No one ever desired life more passionately than +Bernard desired death. For some time he clung to the hope that +his mind would wear his body out. But his body was too young, +too strong, too tenacious of earth to be betrayed by the renegade +mind. + +There came a day when Clowes felt his youth welling up in him +like sap in a fallen tree: new energy throbbed in his veins, his +heart beat strong and even, it was hard to believe that he could +not get off his bed if he liked and go down to the playing fields +or throw his leg over a horse. This mood fastened on him without +warning in a Surbiton hospital after a calm night without a +sleeping draught, when through his open window he could see green +branches waving in sunlight, and hear the cries of men playing +cricket and the smack of the driven ball: and it was torture. +Tears forced their way suddenly into Bernard's eyes. His nurse, +who had watched not a few reluctant recoveries, went out of the +room. Then his great chest heaved, and he sobbed aloud, lying +on his back with face unhidden, his wide black eyes blinking at +the sweet pale June sky. No chance of death for him: he was good +for ten, twenty, fifty years more: he could not bear it, but it +had to be borne. He tried to pull himself up: if he could only +have reached the window! But the arms that felt so strong were +as weak as an infant's, while the dead weight of his helpless +legs dragged on him like lead. The only result of his struggle +was a dreadful access of pain. Reaction followed, for he had +learnt in his A B C days not to whimper when he was hurt, and by +the time the nurse returned Clowes had scourged himself back to +his usual savage tranquillity. "Can I have that window shut, +please?" he asked, cynically frank. "I used to play cricket +myself." + +Laura Clowes in this period went through an experience almost +equally formative. Two years older than Bernard, she was also +more mature for her years and had developed more evenly, and from +the outset her engagement and marriage had meant more to her then +to Bernard, because her girlhood had been unhappy and they provided +a way of escape. Her sister Yvonne had met Jack Bendish at a +race-meeting and he had fallen madly in love with her and married +her in a month in the teeth of opposition. That was luck--heaven-sent +luck, for Yvonne on the night before her marriage had broken down +utterly and confessed that if Jack had not saved her she would have +gone off with the first man who asked her on any terms, because she +was twenty-nine and sick to death of wandering with her father on the +outskirts of society. Subsequently Yvonne had after a hard fight won +a footing at Wharton for herself and her sister, and there Laura had +met Clowes, not such a social prize as Jack, but rich and able to +give his wife an assured position. She was shrewd and realized that +in himself he had little to offer beyond a handsome and highly +trained physique and a mind that worked lucidly within the limits of +a narrow imagination but she was beyond all words grateful to him, +and he fascinated her more than she realized. + +The ten days at Eastbourne opened her eyes. Bernard enjoyed +every minute of them and was exceedingly pleased with himself +and proud of his wife, but for Laura they were a time of heavy +strain. Innocent and shy, she had feared her husband, only to +discover that she loved him better than he was capable of loving +her. Laura was not blind. She understood Bernard and all his +limitations, the dangerous grip that his passions had of him, +his boyish impatience, his wild-bull courage, and his inability +to distinguish between a wife and a mistress: she was happiest +when he slept, always holding her in his arms, exacting even in +sleep, but so naively youthful in the bloom of his four and +twenty summers, and, for the moment, all her own. She loved him +"because I am I--because you are you," and her tenderness was +edged with the profound pity that women felt in those days for +the men who came to them under the shadow of death. It was her +hope that the strong half-developed nature would grow to meet her +need. It grew swiftly enough: in the forcing-house of pain he +soon learned to think and to feel: but the change did not lead +him to his wife's heart. + +Laura had married a man of a class and apparently normal to a +fault: she found herself united now to incarnate storm and +tempest. The first time she saw him at Surbiton, he drove her +out in five minutes with curses and insult. Why? Laura, +wandering about half-stunned in the visitors' room, had no idea +why. She stumbled against the furniture: she looked at the +photographs of Windermere and King's College Chapel and the +Nursing Staff on the walls: she took up Punch and began to read +it. Laura was no dreamer, she had never doubted that her husband +would rather have the use of his legs again than all the feminine +devotion in the world, but she had hoped to soothe him, perhaps +for a little while to make him forget: it had not crossed her +mind that her anguish of love and service would be rejected. +Enlightenment was like folding a sword to her breast. + +By and by his nurse came down to her, a young hard-looking woman +with tired eyes. She had little comfort to give, but what she +gave Laura never forgot, because it was the truth without any +conventional or sentimental gloss. "You're having a bad time +with him, aren't you?" she said, coldly sympathetic. "It won't +last. Nothing lasts. You mustn't think he's left off caring for +you. I expect he was very fond of you, wasn't he? That's the +trouble. Some men take invalid life nicely and let their wives +fuss over them to their hearts' content, but Major Clowes is one +of those tremendously strong masculine men that always want to be +top dog. Besides, you're young and pretty, if you don't mind my +saying so, and you remind him of what he's done out of . . . +Twenty-four, isn't he? Don't give way, Mrs. Clowes, you've a +long road before you; these paralysis cases are a frightful +worry, almost as bad for the friends as they are for the patient; +but if you play up it'll get better instead of worse. He'll get +used to it and so will you. One gets used to anything." + +Even so: time goes on and storms subside. Bernard Clowes came +out of the hospital and he and his wife settled down on friendly +terms after all. "It's not what you bargained for when you +married me," said the cripple with his hard smile. "However, it's +no good crying over spilt milk, and you must console yourself +with the fact that there's still plenty of money going. But I +wish we'd had a little more time together first." He pierced her +with his black eyes, restless and fiery. "I dare say you would +have liked a boy. So should I. Nevermind, my girl, you shan't +miss much else." + +Wanhope, the family property, was buried deep in Wiltshire, three +or four miles from a station. Laura liked the country: Wanhope +let it be, then: and Wanhope it was, with the additional +advantage that Yvonne was at Castle Wharton within a stroll. +Laura liked a wide house and airy rooms, a wide garden, plenty of +land, privacy from her neighbours: all this Wanhope gave her, no +slight relief to a girl who had been brought up between Brighton +and Monte Carlo. The place was too big to be run without an +agent? No drawback, the agent: on the contrary, Clowes looked +out for a fellow who would be useful to Laura, a gentleman, an +unmarried man, who would be available to ride with her or make a +fourth at bridge--and there by good luck was Val Stafford ready +to hand. Born and reared in the country, though young and +untrained, Val brought to his job a wide casual knowledge of +local conditions and a natural head for business, and was only +too glad to squire Laura in the hunting field. For Laura must +hunt: as Laura Selincourt she had hunted whenever she was offered +a mount, and she was to go on doing as she had always done. +Laura would rather not have hunted, for the freshness of her +youth was gone and the strain of her life left her permanently +tired, and she pleaded first expense, then propriety. "Don't be +a damned fool," replied Bernard Clowes. So Laura went riding +with Val Stafford. + +"Come in," said Major Clowes in a rasping snarl, and Laura came +into her husband's room and stumbled over a chair. The windows +were shuttered and the room was still dark at eleven o'clock of a +fine June morning. Laura, irrepressibly annoyed, groped her way +through a disorder of furniture, which seemed, as furniture +always does in the dark, to be out of place and malevolently full +of corners, and without asking leave flung down a shutter and +flung up a window. In a field across the river they were cutting +hay, and the dry summer smell of it breathed in, and with it the +long rolling whirr of a haymaking machine and its periodical +clash, most familiar of summer noises. And the June daylight lit +up the gaunt body of Bernard Clowes stretched out on a water +mattress, his silk jacket unbuttoned over his strong, haggard +throat. "Really, Berns," said Laura, flinging down a second +shutter, "I don't wonder you sleep badly. The room is positively +stuffy! I should have a racking headache if I slept in it." + +"Well, you don't, you see," Bernard replied politely. "Stop +pulling those blinds about. Come over here." Laura came to him. +"Kiss me," said Clowes, and she laid her cool lips on his cheek. +Clowes received her kiss passively: even Laura, though she +understood him pretty well, never was sure whether he made her +kiss him because he liked it or because he thought she did not +like it. + +"Where are you off to now?" asked Clowes, pushing her away: "you +look very smart. I like that cotton dress. It is cotton, isn't +it?" he rubbed the fabric gingerly between his finger and thumb. +"Did Catherine make it? That girl is a jewel. I like that gipsy +hat too, it's a pretty shape and it shades your eyes. I call +that sensible, which can't often be said for a woman's clothes. +You have good eyes, Laura, well worth shading, though your figure +is your trump card. I like these fitting bodices that give a +woman a chance to show what shape she is. All you Selincourt +women score in evening gowns. Yvonne has a topping figure, +though she's an ugly little devil. She has an American +complexion and her eyes aren't as good as yours. Where did you +say you were going?" + +"To the station to meet Lawrence. I promised to fetch him in the +car." + +"Lawrence? So he's due today, is he? I'd forgotten all about +him. And you're meeting him? Oh yes, that explains the dress +and hat, I thought you wouldn't have put them on for my +benefit." + +"Dear, it's only one of the cotton frocks I wear every day, and I +couldn't go driving without a hat, could I?" + +"Can't conceive why you want to go at all." Laura was silent. +"If Lawrence must be met, why can't Miller go alone?" Miller was +the chauffeur. "Undignified, I call it, the way you women run +after a man nowadays. You think men like it but they don't." + +Laura wondered if she dared tell him not to be silly. He might +take it with a grin, in which case he would probably relent and +let her go: or--? The field of alternative conjecture was wide. +In the end Laura, whose knee was still aching from her adventure +with the chair, decided to chance it. But--perhaps because they +were suffused with irritation--the words had no sooner left her +lips than she regretted them. + +"I won't have it." Bernard's heavy jaw was clenched like a +bloodhound's. "It's not decent running after Hyde while I'm tied +here by the leg. I won't have you set all the village talking. +There's the Times on my table. Stop. Where are you going?" + +"To ring the bell. It's time Miller started. You don't want your +cousin to find no one there to meet him--not even a cart for his +luggage." + +"He can walk. Do him good: and Miller can fetch the luggage +afterwards. You do as I tell you. Take the Times. Sit down in +that chair with your face to the light and read me the leading +articles and the rest of the news on Page 7. Don't gabble: read +distinctly if you can--you're supposed to be an educated woman, +aren't you?" + +Poor Laura had been looking forward to her drive. She had taken +some innocent pleasure in choosing the prettiest of her morning +dresses, a gingham that fell into soft folds the colour of a +periwinkle, and in rearranging the liberty scarf on her drooping +gipsy straw, and in putting on her long fringed gauntlets and +little country shoes. Her husband's compliments made her wince, +Jack Bendish had eyes only for his wife, Val Stafford's +admiration was sweet but indiscriminate: but she remembered +Lawrence as a connoisseur. And worse than the sting of her own +small disappointment were the breaking of her promise to +Lawrence, the failure in hospitality, in common courtesy. + +And for the thousandth time Laura wondered whether it would not +have been better for Bernard, in the long run, to defy his +senseless tyranny. He was at her mercy: it would have been easy +to defy him. Easy, but how cruel! A trained nurse would have +made short work of Bernard's whims, he would have been washed and +brushed and fed and exercised and disregarded--till he died +under it? Perhaps. It was safer at all events to let him go +his own way. He could never hope to command his regiment now: +let him get what satisfaction he could out of commanding his +wife! She would have preferred a form of sacrifice which looked +less like fear, but there was little sentiment in Bernard, and +love must not pick and choose. For it was love still, the old +inexplicable fascination: in the middle of one of his tirades, +when he was at his most wayward, she would lose herself in the +contemplation of some small physical trait, the scar of a burn on +his wrist or the tiny trefoil-shaped birthmark on his temple, as +if that summed up for her the essence of his personality, and +were more truly Bernard Clowes then his intemperate insignificance +of speech. . . . Even when others suffered for it she yielded to +Bernard, because she loved him and because he suffered so infinitely +worse than they. + +For denial maddened him. He raised himself on his arm, crimson +with anger, his chest heaving under the thin silken jacket which +defined his gaunt ribs--"Sit down, will you, damn you?" Because +Laura believed that she and she only stood between her husband +and despair, she yielded and began to read out the Times leader +in a voice that was perfectly gentle and placid. + +Bernard sank back and watched her like a cat after a mouse. He +was under no delusion: he knew she was not cowed or nervous, but +that the spring of her devotion was pity--pity ever fed anew by +his dreadful helplessness: and it was this knowledge that drove +him into brutality. The instincts of possession and domination +were strong in him, and but for the accident that wrenched his +mind awry he would probably have made himself a king to Laura, +for, once her master, he would have grown more gentle and more +tender as the years went by, while Laura was one of those women +who find happiness in love and duty: not a weak woman, not a +coward, but a humble-minded woman with no great opinion of her +own judgment, who would have liked to look up to father, brother, +sister, husband, as better and wiser than herself. But in his +present avatar he could not master her: and Clowes, feeling as +she felt, seeing himself as she saw him, came sometimes as near +madness as any man out of an asylum. He was not far off it now, +though he lay quiet enough, with not one grain of expression in +his cold black eyes. + +The 11:39 pulled up at Countisford station, and Lawrence Hyde got +out of a first class smoking carriage and stood at ease, waiting +for his servant to come and look after him. "There'll be a car +waiting from Wanhope, Gaston--" + +"Zere no car 'ere, M'sieu--ze man say." + +"What, no one to meet me?" Evidently no one: there were not half +a dozen people on the flower-bordered platform, and those few +were country folk with bundles and bags. Lawrence strolled out +into the yard, hoping that his servant's incorrigibly lame +English might have led to a misunderstanding. But there was no +vehicle of any kind, and the station master could not recommend a +cab. Countisford was a small village, smaller even than +Chilmark, and owed the distinction of the railway solely to its +being in the flat country under the Plain. "But you don't mean +to say," said Lawrence incredulous, "that I shall have to walk?" + +But it seemed there was no help for it, unless he preferred to +sit in the station while a small boy on a bicycle was despatched +to Chilmark for the fly from the Prince of Wales's Feathers; and +in the end Lawrence went afoot, though his expression when faced +with four miles of dusty road would have moved pity in any heart +but that of his little valet. Hyde was one of those men who +change their habits when they change their clothes. He did not +care what happened to him when he was out of England, following +the Alaskan trail in eighty degrees of frost, or thrashing round +the Horn in a tramp steamer, but when he shaved off his beard, +and put on silk underclothing and the tweeds of Sackville Street, +he grew as lazy as any flaneur of the pavement. Gaston however +was not sympathetic. He was always glad when anything unpleasant +happened to his master. + +Leaving Gaston to sit on the luggage, Lawrence swung off with his +long even stride, flicking with his stick at the bachelor's +buttons in the hedge. He could not miss his way, said the +station master: straight down the main road for a couple of +miles, then the first turning on the left and the first on the +left again. Some half a mile out of Countisford however Lawrence +came on a signpost and with the traveller's instinct stopped to +read it: + + WINCANTON 8 M. + CASTLE WHARTON 3 1/2 M. + CHILMARK 3 M. + +So ran the clear lettering on the southern arm. Eastwards a much +more weatherbeaten arm, pointing crookedly up a stony cart track, +said in dim brown characters: "CHILMARK 2 M." Plainly a short cut +over the moor! Better stones underfoot than padded dust: and +Lawrence struck uphill swiftly, glad to escape from the traffic +of the London road. But he knew too much about short cuts to be +surprised when, after climbing five hundred feet in twice as many +yards--for the gradients off the Plain are steep--he found +himself adrift on the open moor, his track going five ways at +once in the light dry grass. + +He halted, leaning on his stick. He was on the edge of the +Plain: below him stretched away a great half-ring of cultivated +country, its saliencies the square tower of a church jutting over +a group of elms, or the glint of light on a stream, or pale +haystacks dotted round the disorderly yard of a grange--the +tillage and the quiet dwellings of close on a thousand years. +On all this Lawrence Hyde looked with the reflective smile of an +alien. It touched him, but to revolt. More than a child of the +soil he felt the charm of its tranquillity, but he felt it also +as an oppression, a limitation: an ordered littleness from which +world-interests were excluded. He was a lover of art and a +cosmopolitan, and though the lowland landscape was itself a piece +of art, and perfect in its way, Hyde's mind found no home in it. +Yet, he reflected with his tolerant smile, he had fought for it, +and was ready any day to fight for it again--for stability and +tradition, the Game Laws, the Established Church, and the +rotation of crops. He was the son of an English mother and had +received the training of an Englishman. A rather cynical smile, +now and then, at the random and diffident ways of England was the +only freedom he allowed to the foreign strain within him. + +And when he looked the other way even this faint feeling of +irritation passed off, blown away by the wind that always blows +across a moor, thin and sweet now, and sunlit as the light curled +clouds that it carried overhead through the profound June blue. +Acres upon acres of pale sward, sown all over with the blue of +scabious and the lemon-yellow of hawkweed, stretched away in +rolling undulations like the plain of the sea; dense woods hung +massed on the far horizon, beech-woods, sapphire blue beyond the +pale silver and amber, of the middle distance, and under them a +puff of white smoke from a passing train, or was it the white +scar of a quarry? He could not be sure across so many miles of +sunlit air, but it must have been smoke, for it dissolved slowly +away till there was no gleam left under the brown hillside. Here +too was stability, permanence: the wind ruffling the grass as it +had done when the Normans crossed their not far distant Channel, +or rattling over hilltops through leather-coated oak groves which +had kept their symmetry since their progenitors were planted by +the Druids. Here was nothing to cramp the mind: here was the +England that has absorbed Celt, Saxon, Fleming, Norman, +generation after generation, each with its passing form of +political faith: the England of traditional eld, the beloved +country. + +In the meanwhile Lawrence had to find Chilmark. He had neither +map nor compass and was unfamiliar with the lie of the land, but, +mindful of the station master's directions to go south and turn +twice to the left, he shaped a course south-east and looked for a +shepherd to ask his way of. At present there were no shepherds +to be seen and no houses; here and there a trail of smoke marked +some hidden hamlet, sunk deep in cup or cranny, but which was +Chilmark he could not tell. Down went the track, plunging +towards a stream that brawled in a wild bottom: up over a rough +hillside ruby-red with willowherb: then down again to a pool +shaded by two willows and a silver birch, and lying so cool and +solitary in its own cloven nook, bounded in every direction by +half a furlong of chalky hillside, that Lawrence was seized with +a desire to strip and bathe, and sun himself dry on the brilliant +mossy lawn at its brink. But out of regard for the Wanhope lunch +hour he walked on, following a trickle of water between reeds and +knotgrafis, till in the next winding of the glen he came on a +house: only a labourer's cot, two rooms below and one above, but +inhabited, for smoke was coming out of the chimney. Lawrence +turned up a worn thread of path and knocked with his stick at the +open door. + +It was answered by a tall young girl with a dirty face, wearing a +serge skirt pinned up under a dirty apron. The house was dirty +too: the smell of an unwashed, unswept interior came out of it, +together with the wailing of a fretful baby. "I've missed my +way on the moor," said Lawrence, inobtrusively holding his +handkerchief to his nose. "Can you direct me to Chilmark?" + +"Do you mean Chilmark or Castle Wharton? Oh Dorrie, don't cry!" +She lifted the babe on her arm and stood gazing at Lawrence in a +leisured and friendly manner, as if she wondered who he were. "It +isn't far, but it's a long rambling village and there are any +number of paths down. And if you want the Bendishes--" Evidently +she thought he must want the Bendishes, and perhaps Lawrence's +judgment was a little bribed by her artless compliment, for at +this point he began to think her pretty in an undeveloped way: +certainly she had lovely eyes, dark blue under black lashes, +which reminded him of other eyes that he had seen long ago--but +when? He could not remember those wistful eyes in any other +woman's face. + +"I'm making for Wanhope--Major Clowe's house." + +"Oh, but then you must be Captain Hyde," exclaimed Miss +Stafford: "aren't you? that Mrs. Clowes was expecting." + +"My name is Hyde. No one met me at the station" in spite of +himself Lawrence could not keep his grievance out of his voice +"so, as there are no cabs at Countisford, I had to walk." + +"Oh! dear, how sad: and on such a hot day too! You'll be so +tired." Was this satire? Pert little thing! Lawrence was +faintly amused--not irritated, because she was certainly very +pretty: what a swan's throat she had under her holland blouse, +and what a smooth slope of neck! But for all that she ought to +have sirred him. + +"So you know Mrs. Clowes, do you?" He said with as much +politeness as a little girl deserves who has lovely eyes and a +dirty face. It had crossed his mind that she might be one of the +servants at Wanhope: he knew next to nothing of the English +labouring classes, but was not without experience of lady's +maids. + +"Yes, I know her," said Isabel. She hung on the brink of +introducing herself--was not Captain Hyde coming to tea with her +that afternoon?--but was deterred by a very unusual feeling of +constraint. She was not accustomed to be watched as Hyde was +watching her, and she felt shy and restless, though she knew not +why. It never entered her head that he had taken her for Dorrie +Drury's sister. She was dressed like a servant, but what of +that? In Chilmark she would have remained "Miss Isabel" if she +had gone about in rags, and it would have wounded her bitterly to +learn that she owed the deference of the parish rather to her +rank as the vicar's daughter, who visited at Wanhope and Wharton, +than to any dignity of her own. In all her young life no one had +ever taken a liberty with Isabel. And, for that matter, why +should any one take a liberty with Dorrie Drury's sister? +Isabel's father would not have done so, nor her brothers, nor +indeed Jack Bendish, and she was too ignorant of other men to +know what it was that made her so hot under Hyde's eyes. "But +you'll be late for lunch. Wait half a minute and I'll run up with +you to the top of the glen." + +Lawrence watched her wrap her charge carefully in a shawl, and +fetch milk from the dresser, and coax till Dorrie turned her +small head, heavy with the cares of neglected babyhood, sideways +on the old plaid maud and began to suck. Apparently he had +interrupted the scrubbing of the kitchen floor, for the tiles +were wet three quarters of the way over, and on a dry oasis stood +a pail, a scrubbing brush, and a morsel of soap. Among less +honourable odours he was glad to distinguish a good strong whiff +of carbolic. + +Isabel meanwhile had recovered from her little fit of shyness. +She pulled off her apron and pulled down her skirt (it had been +kilted to the knee), rinsed her hands under a tap, wiped her face +with a wet handkerchief, and came out into the June sunshine +bareheaded, her long pigtail swinging between drilled and slender +shoulders. "Yours are London boots," she remarked as she +buttoned her cuff. "Do you mind going over the marsh?" + +"Not at all." + +"Not if you get your feet wet?" Lawrence laughed outright. "But +it's a real marsh!" said Isabel offended: "and you're not used to +mud, are you? You don't look as if you were." She pointed down +the glen, and Lawrence saw that some high spring, dammed at its +exit and turned back on itself, had filled the wide bottom with a +sponge of moss thickset with flowering rush and silken fluff of +cotton grass. "There's no danger in summertime, the shepherds +often cross it and so do I. Still if you're afraid--" + +"I assure you I'm not afraid," said Lawrence, looking at her so +oddly that Isabel was not sure whether he was angry or amused. +Nor was Lawrence. She had struck out of his male vanity a +resentment so crude that he was ashamed of it, ashamed or even +shocked? He was not readily shocked. A pure cynic, he let into +his mind, on an easy footing, primitive desires that the average +man admits only behind a screen. Yet when these libertine +fancies played over Isabel's innocent head they were distasteful +to him: as he remembered once, in a Barbizon studio, to have +knocked a man down for a Gallic jest on the Queen of Heaven +although Luke's Evangel meant no more to him than the legend of +Eros and Psyche. But one can't knock oneself down--more's the +pity! + +"Oh, all right," said Isabel impatiently. He was watching her +again! "But do look where you're going, this isn't Piccadilly. +You had better hold my hand." + +Lawrence was six and thirty. At eighteen he would have snatched +her up and carried her over: at thirty-six he said: "Thanks very +much," touched the tips of her fingers, let them fall. . . . +Unfortunately however he weighed more than Isabel or the +shepherds, and, half way across, the green floor quietly gave way +under him: first one foot immersed itself with a gentle splash +and then the other--"Oh dear" said Isabel, seized with a great +disposition to laugh. Lawrence was not amused. His boots were +full of mud and water and he had an aching sense of injured +dignity. The bog was not even dangerous: and ankle-deep, +calf-deep, knee-deep he waded through it and got out on the +opposite bank, bringing up a cloud of little marsh-bubbles on his +heels. Isabel would have given all the money she had in the +world--about five shillings to go away and laugh, but she had +been well brought up and she remained grave, though she grew very +red. + +"I am so sorry!" she faltered, looking up at Lawrence with her +beautiful sympathetic eyes (one must never say I told you so). +"I never thought you really would go in. You must be very heavy! +Oh! dear, I'm afraid you've spoilt your trousers, and it was all +my fault. Oh! dear, I hope you won't catch cold. Do you catch +cold easily?" + +"Oh no, thanks. Do you mind showing me the way to Wanhope?" + +Isabel without another word took the steep hillside at a run. In +her decalogue of manners to refuse an apology was an unpardonable +sin. How differently Val would have behaved! Val never lost his +temper over trifles, and if anything happened to make him look +ridiculous he was the first to laugh at himself. At this time in +her life Isabel compared Val with all the other men she met and +much to his advantage. She forgot that Lawrence was not her +brother and that no man cares to be made ridiculous before a +woman, or rather she never thought of herself as a woman at all. + +She pointed east by south across the Plain. "Do you see that +hawk hovering? Carry your eye down to the patch of smoke right +under him, in the trees: those are the Wanhope chimneys. If you +go straight over there till you strike the road, it will bring +you into Chilmark High Street. Go on past Chapman the draper's +shop, turn sharp down a footpath opposite the Prince of Wales's +Feathers, cross the stream by a footbridge, and you'll be in the +grounds of Wanhope." + +"Thank you," said Lawrence, "your directions are most precise." +He had one hand in his pocket feeling among his loose silver: +tips are more easily given than thanks, especially when one is +not feeling grateful, and he was accustomed to pay his way +through the world with the facile profusion of a rich man. Still +he hesitated: if he had not the refined intuition that would have +made such a blunder impossible to Val Stafford, he had at all +events enough intelligence to hesitate. There is a coinage that +is safer than silver, and Lawrence thought it might well pass +current (now that she had washed her face) with this fair +schoolgirl of sixteen, ruffled by sun and wind and unaware of her +beauty. He would not confess to himself that the prospect of +Isabel's confusion pleased him. + +He bent his head, smiling into Isabel's eyes. "You're a very kind +little girl. May I--?" + +"No," said Isabel. + +The blood sprang to her cheek, but she did not budge, not by a +hair's breadth. "I beg your pardon," said Lawrence, standing +erect. He had measured in that moment the extent of his error, +and he cursed, not for the first time, his want of perception, +which his ever-candid father had once called a streak of +vulgarity. Defrauded of the pleasure he had promised himself +from the contact of Isabel's smooth cheek, he grew suddenly very +tired of her. Young girls with their trick of attaching +importance to trifles are a nuisance! + +He forced a smile. "I beg your pardon, I had no idea-- I see +you're ever so much older than I thought you were. Some day I +shall find my way up here again and you must let me make my peace +with a box of chocolates." He raised his hat--he had not done so +when she opened the door--and swung off across the moor, leaving +the vicar's daughter to go back and scrub Mrs. Drury's floor as +it had never been scrubbed before in its life. The honours of +the day lay with Isabel, but she was not proud of them, and her +face flamed for the rest of the morning. "You're worse than +Major Clowes!" she said violently to the kitchen tap. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +"How do?" Bernard Clowes was saying an hour later. "So good of +you to look us up." + +Lawrence, coming down from his own room after brushing his muddy +clothes, met his cousin with a good humoured smile which covered +dismay. Heavens, what a wreck of manhood! And how chill it +struck indoors, and how dark, after the June sunshine on the +moor! Delicately he took the hand that Clowes held out to him-- +but seized in a grip that made him wince. Clowes gave his curt +"Ha ha!" + +"I can still use my arms, Lawrence. Don't be so timid, I shan't +break to pieces if I'm touched. It's only these legs of mine +that won't work. Awkward, isn't it? But never mind that now, +it's an old story. You had a mishap on the moor, the servants +tell me? Ah! while I think of it, let me apologize for leaving +you to walk from the station. Laura, my wife, you know, forgot +to send the car. By the by, you know her, don't you? She says +she met you once or twice before she married me." + +Like most men who surrender to their temperaments, Lawrence was +as a rule well served by his intuitions. Now and again they +failed him as with Isabel, but when his mind was alert it was a +sensitive medium. He dropped with crossed knees into his chair +and glanced reflectively at Bernard Clowes, heu quantum +mutatus. . . . When the body was wrecked, was there not nine +times out of ten some corresponding mental warp? Bernard's +fluent geniality struck him as too good to be true--it was not +in Bernard's line: and why translate a close friendship into +"meeting once or twice"? Was Bernard misled or mistaken, or was +he laying a trap?--Not misled: the Laura Selincourt of Hyde's +recollection was not one to stoop to petty shifts. + +"'Once or twice?'" Lawrence echoed: "Oh, much oftener than that! +Mrs. Clowes and I are old friends, at least I hoped we were. She +can't be so ungracious as to have forgotten me?" + +"She seems to have, doesn't she?" Bernard with his inscrutable +smile let the question drop. "Just touch that bell, will you, +there's a good fellow? So sorry to make you dance attendance-- +Hallo, here she is!" + +Laura had been waiting in the parlour, under orders not to enter +till the bell rang. She had heard all, and wondered whether it +was innocence or subtlety that had walked in and out of Bernard's +trap. She remembered Hyde was much like other fourth-year +University men except that he was not egotistical and not shy: +he had altered away from his class, but in what direction it was +difficult to tell: there was no deciphering the pleasant +blankness of his features or the conventional smile in his black +eyes. + +"I haven't seen you for fourteen years," she said, giving him her +hand. "Oh Lawrence, how old you make me feel!" + +"Shall I swear you haven't changed? It would be a poor +compliment." + +"And one I couldn't return. I shouldn't have known you, unless +it were by your likeness to Bernard." + +"Am I like Bernard?" said Lawrence, startled. + +"That's a good joke, isn't it?" said Clowes. "But my wife is +right. If I were not paralysed, we should be a good bit alike." + +Under the casual manner, it was in that moment that Hyde saw his +cousin for what he was: a rebel in agony. There was a tragedy at +Wanhope then, Lucian Selincourt had not exaggerated. Though +Lawrence was not naturally sympathetic, he felt an unpleasant +twinge of pity, much the same as when his dog was run over in the +street: a pain in the region of the heart, as well defined as +rheumatism. In Sally's case, after convincing himself that she +would never get on her legs again, he had eased it by carrying +her to the nearest chemist's: the loving little thing had licked +his hand with her last breath, but when the brightness faded out +of her brown eyes, in his quality of Epicurean, Lawrence had not +let himself grieve over her. Unluckily one could not pay a +chemist to put Bernard Clowes out of his pain! "This is going to +be deuced uncomfortable," was the reflection that crossed his +mind in its naked selfishness. "I wish I had never come near the +place. I'll get away as soon as I can." + +Then he saw that Bernard was struggling to turn over on his side, +flapping about with his slow uncouth gestures like a bird with a +broken wing. "Let me--!" Laura's "No, Lawrence!" came too late. +Hyde had taken the cripple in his arms, lifting him like a child: +"You're light for your height," he said softly. He was as strong +as Barry and as gentle as Val Stafford. Laura had turned +perfectly white. She fully expected Clowes to strike his cousin. +She could hardly believe her eyes when with a great gasp of +relief he flung his arm round Hyde's neck and lay back on Hyde's +shoulder. "Thanks, that's damned comfortable--first easy moment +I've had since last night," he murmured: then, to Laura, "we must +persuade this fellow to stop on a bit. You're not in a hurry to +get off, are you, Lawrence?" + +"Not I. I'll stay as long as you and Laura care to keep me." + +"I and Laura, hey?" + +Bernard's flush faded: he slipped from Hyde's arm. + +"H'm, yes, you're old friends, aren't you? Met at Farringay? +I'd forgotten that." He shut his eyes. "And Laura's dying to +renew the intimacy. It's dull for her down here. Take him into +the garden, Lally. You'll excuse me now, Lawrence, I can't talk +long without getting fagged. Wretched state of things, isn't it? +I'm a vile bad host but I can't help it. At the present moment +for example I'm undergoing grinding torments and it doesn't amuse +me to make conversation, so you two can cut along and disport +yourselves in any way you like. Give Lawrence a drink, will you, +my love? . . . . Oh no, thanks, you've done a lot but you can't +do any more, no one can, I just have to grin and bear it. Laura, +would you mind ringing for Barry? I'm not sure I shall show up +again before dinner-time. It's no end good of you, old chap, to +come to such a beastly house. . ." + +He pursued them with banal gratitude till they were out of +earshot, when Lawrence drew a deep breath as if to throw off +some physical oppression. Under the weathered archway, down the +flagged steps and over the lawn. . . . How still it was, and how +sweet! The milk-blooms in the spire of the acacia were beginning +to turn faintly brown, but its perfume still hung in the valley +air, mixed with the honey-heavy breath of a great white double +lime tree on the edge of the stream. There were no dense woods +at Wanhope, the trees were set apart with an airy and graceful +effect, so that one could trace the course of their branches; and +between them were visible hayfields from which the hay had +recently been carried, and the headlands of the Plain--fair +sunny distances, the lowlands bloomed over with summer mist, the +uplands delicately clear like those blue landscapes that in early +Italian pictures lie behind the wheel of Saint Catherine or the +turrets of Saint Barbara. + +"A sweet pretty place you have here. I was in China nine weeks +ago. Everlasting mud huts and millet fields. I must say there's +nothing to beat an English June." + +"Or a French June?" suggested Laura, her accent faintly sly. +"Lucian said he met you at Auteuil." + +"Dear old Lucian! He seemed very fit, but rather worried about +you, Laura--may I call you Laura? We're cousins by marriage, +which constitutes a sort of tie. Besides, you let me at +Farringay." + +"Farringay. . . . What a long while ago it seems! I can't keep +up any pretence of juvenility with you, can I? We were the same +age then so we're both thirty-six now. Isn't it strange to think +that half one's life is over? Mine doesn't seem ever to have +begun. But you wouldn't feel that: a man's life is so much +fuller than a woman's. You've been half over the world while +Berns and I have been patiently cultivating our cabbage patch. +I envy you: it would be jolly to have one's mind stored full of +queer foreign adventures and foreign landscapes to think about in +odd moments, even if it were only millet fields." + +"I've no ties, you see, nothing to keep me in England. Come to +think of it, Bernard is my nearest male relative, since my father +died five years ago." + +"I heard of that and wanted to write to you, but I wasn't sure of +your address" + +"I was in Peru. They cabled to me to come home when he was taken +ill, but I was up country and missed it. The first news I had +was a second cable announcing his death. It was unlucky." + +"For both of you," said Laura gently, "if it meant that he was alone +when he died." Sincere herself, Mrs. Clowes exacted from her friends +either sincerity or silence, and her sweet half-melancholy smile +pierced through Hyde's conventional regrets. He was silent, a little +confused. + +They were near the river now, and in the pale shadow of the lime +tree Laura sat down on a bench, while Hyde threw himself on a +patch of sunlit turf at her feet. Most men of his age would have +looked clumsy in such an unbuttoned attitude, but Hyde was an +athlete still, and Laura, who was fond of sketching, admired his +vigorous grace. She felt intimate with him already: she was not +shy nor was Lawrence, but this was an intimacy of sympathy that +went deeper than the mere trained ease of social intercourse: she +could be herself with him: she could say whatever she liked. +And, looking back on the old days which she had half forgotten, +Laura remembered that she had always felt the same freedom from +constraint in Hyde's company: she had found it pleasant fourteen +years ago, when she was young and had no reserves except a +natural delicacy of mind, and it was pleasant still, but strange, +after the isolating adventure of her marriage. Perhaps she would +not now have felt it so strongly, if he had not been her +husband's cousin as well as her friend. + +She sat with folded hands watching Lawrence with a vague, observant +smile. Drilled to a stately ease and worn down to a lean hardihood +by his life of war and wandering, he was, like his cousin, a big, +handsome man, but distinguished by the singular combination of black +eyes and fair hair. Was there a corresponding anomaly in his +temperament? He looked as though he had lived through many +experiences and had come out of them fortified with philosophy--that +easy negative philosophy of a man of the world, for which death is +only the last incident in life and not the most important. Of +Bernard's hot passions there was not a sign. Amiable? Laura fancied +that so far as she was concerned she could count on a personal +amiability: he liked her, she was sure of that, his eyes softened +when he spoke to her. But the ruck of people? She doubted whether +Lawrence would have lost his appetite for lunch if they had all been +drowned. + +The pleasant, selfish man of the world is a common type, but she +could not confine Lawrence to his type. He basked in the sun: +with every nerve of his thinly-clad body he relinquished himself +to the contact of the warm grass: deliberately and consciously he +was savouring the honied air, the babble of running water, the +caress of the tiny green blades fresh against his cheek and hand, +the swell of earth that supported his broad, powerful limbs. +This sensuous acceptance of the physical joy of life pleased +Laura, born a Selincourt, bred in France, and temperamentally out +of touch with middle-class England. + +Whether one could rely on him for any serviceable friendship +Laura was uncertain. As a youth he had inclined to idealize +women, but she was suspicious of his later record. Good or bad +it had left no mark on him. Probably he had not much principle +where women were concerned. Few of the men Laura had known in +early life had had any principles of any sort except a common +spirit of kindliness and fair play. Her brother was always +drifting in and out of amatory entanglements--the hunter or the +hunted--and he was not much the worse for it so far as Laura +could see. Perhaps Hyde was of the game stamp, in which case +there might well be no lines round his mouth, since lines are +drawn by conflict: or perhaps a wandering life had kept him out +of harm's way. It made no great odds to Laura--she had not the +shrinking abhorrence which most women feel for that special form +of evil: it was on the same footing in her mind as other errors +to which male human nature is more prone than female, a little +worse than drunkenness but not so bad as cruelty. From her own +life of serene married maidenhood such sins of the flesh seemed +as remote as murder. + +The strong southern light broke in splinters on the dancing +water, and was mirrored in reflected ripplings, silver-pale, +tremulous, over the shadowy understems of grass and loosestrife +on the opposite bank. "And I never gave you anything to drink +after all!" said Laura after a long, companionable silence. "Why +didn't you remind me?" + +"Because I didn't want it. Don't you worry: I'll look after +myself. I always do. I'm a charming guest, no trouble to any +one." + +"At least have a cigarette while you're waiting for lunch! I'm +sorry to have none to offer you." + +"Don't you smoke now? You did at Farringay." + +"No, I've given it up. I never much cared for it, and Bernard +does so hate to see a woman smoking. He is very old-fashioned in +some ways." + +"And do you always do as Bernard likes?" Lawrence asked with an +impertinence so airy that it left Laura no time to be offended. +"--It was a great shock to me to find him so helpless. Is he +always like that?" + +"He can never get about, if that's what you mean." It was not all +Hyde meant, but Laura had not the heart to repress him; she felt +that thrill of guilty joy which we all feel when some one says +for us what we are too magnanimous to say for ourselves. "He +lies indoors all day smoking and reading quantities of novels." + +"Fearfully sad. Very galling to the temper. But there are a lot +of modern mechanical appliances, aren't there, that ought to make +him fairly independent?" + +"He won't touch any of them." + +"Sick men have their whims. But can't you drag him out into the +sun? He ought not to lie in that mausoleum of a hall." + +"He has never been in the garden in all our years at Wanhope." + +Lawrence took off his straw hat to fan himself with. It was not +only the heat of the day that oppressed him. "Poor, wretched +Bernard! But I dare say I should be equally mulish if I were in +his shoes. By the by, was he really in pain just now?" + +"Really in pain?" Laura echoed. "Why--why should you say that?" +She no longer doubted Lawrence Hyde's subtlety. "'He's +constantly in pain and he scarcely ever complains." + +"Oh? I didn't know one suffered, with paralysis." + +"He has racking neuritis in his shoulders and back." + +"That's bad. I'm afraid he can't be much up to entertaining +visitors. Does he hate having me here?" + +"No! oh no! I know he sometimes seems a little odd," said poor +Laura, wishing her guest were less clear-sighted: and yet before +he came she had been hoping that Lawrence would divine the less +obvious aspects of the situation, and perhaps, since a man can do +more with a man like Bernard than any woman can, succeed in +easing it. "But can you wonder? Struck down like this at five +and twenty! and he never was keen on indoor interests--sport and +his profession were all he cared about. Please, Lawrence, make +allowances for him--he had been looking forward so much to your +coming here! A man's society always does him good, and you know +how few men there are in this country: we have only the vicar, +and the doctor, and Jack Bendish and people who stay at the +Castle. And if you only realized how different he was with you +from what he is with most people, you would be flattered! He +won't let any one touch him as a rule, except Barry, whom he +treats like a machine. But he was quite grateful to you--he +seemed to lean on you." + +"Did he?" + +She had made Lawrence feel uncomfortable again in the region of +the heart, but he was deliberately stifling pity, as five years +ago, in a Peruvian fonda, he had subdued his filial tenderness +and grief. He was not callous: if he had had the earlier cable +he would have sailed for home without delay. But since Andrew +Hyde was dead and would never know whether his son wept for him +or not, Lawrence set himself to repress not only tears but the +fount of human feeling that fed them. He had dabbled enough in +psychology to know that natural emotions, if not indulged, may +only be driven down under the surface, there to work havoc among +the roots of nerve life. Lawrence however had no nerves and no +fear of Nemesis, and no inclination to sacrifice himself for +Bernard, and he determined, if Wanhope continued to inspire these +oppressive sensations to send himself a telegram calling him +away. + +He changed the subject. "It's a long while since I've heard +stockdoves cooing. And, yes, that's a nightingale. Oh, you +jolly little beggar!" His face fell into boyish creases when he +smiled. "Do you remember the nightingales at Farringay? Laura-- +may I say it?--while rusticating in Arden you haven't forgotten +certain talents you used to possess. The dress is delightful, +but where the masterhand appears is in the way it's worn. That +carries me back to Auteull." + +"Nonsense!" said Laura, changing her attitude, but not visibly +displeased. + +"Oh I shan't say don't move" Lawrence murmured. "The slippers +also. . . . Are there many trout in this river, I wonder? Hallo! +there's a big fellow rubbing along by that black stone! Must +weigh a cool pound and a half. I suppose the angling rights go +with the property?" + +"You can fish all day long if you like: the water is ours, both +sides of it, as far south as the mill above Wharton and a good +half-mile upstream. The banks are kept clear on principle, +though none of us ever touch a line. The Castle people come +over now and then: Jack Bendish is keen, and he says our sport +is better than theirs because they fish theirs down too much. +Val put some stock in this spring." + +"Val?" + +"You seem to fit in so naturally," Laura smiled, "that I forget +you've only just come. Val is Bernard's agent, and I ought not +to have omitted him from our list of country neighbours, but he's +like one of the family. Bernard wants you, to meet him because +he was near you in the war. But I don't know that you'll have +much in common: Val was very junior to you, and he's not keen on +talking about it in any case. So many men have that shrinking. +Have you, I wonder?" + +"I'm afraid I don't take impressions easily. Didn't your friend +enjoy it?" + +"He had no chance. He had only six or seven weeks at the front; +he was barely nineteen, poor boy, when he was invalided out. +That was why Bernard offered him the agency--he was delighted to +lend a helping hand to one of his old brother officers." + +"Wounded?" + +"Yes, he had his right arm smashed by a revolver bullet. Then +rheumatic fever set in, and the trouble went to the heart, and he +was very ill for a long time. I don't suppose he ever has been +so strong as he was before. What made it so sad was the splendid +way he had just distinguished himself," Laura continued. She +gave a little sketch of the rescue of Dale, far more vivid than +Val had ever given to his family. "Perhaps you can imagine what +a fuss Chilmark made over its solitary hero! We're still proud +of him. Val is always in request at local shows: he appears on +the platform looking very shy and bored. Poor boy! I believe he +sometimes wishes he had never won that embarrassing decoration." + +"What's his name?" + +"Val Stafford. Why--do you remember him?" + +"Er--yes, I do," said Lawrence. He took out his cigar case and +turned from Laura to light a cigar. "I knew a lot of the +Dorchesters. . . Amiable-looking, fair boy, wasn't he?" + +"Middle height, and rather sunburnt. But that description fits +such dozens! However, I'm taking you up to tea there this +afternoon, if the prospect doesn't bore you, so you'll be able to +judge for yourself. He has a young sister who threatens to be +very pretty. Are you still interested in pretty girls, M. le +capitaine?" + +"Immensely." Hyde lay back on one arm, smoking rather fast. "I +see no immediate prospect of my being bored, thanks. Rather fun +running into Stafford again after all these years! I shall love a +chat over old times." He raised his black eyes, and Laura +started. Was it her fancy, or a trick of the sunlight, that +conjured up in them that sparkle of smiling cruelty, gone before +she could fix it? "You say he doesn't care to talk about his +military exploits? He always was a modest youth, I should love +to see him on a recruiting platform. Wait till I get him to +myself, he won't be shy with me. Did you tell him I was coming?" + +"I told his sister Isabel, who probably told him. I haven't seen +him since, he hasn't happened to come in; I suppose the hay +harvest has kept him extra busy--Dear me! why, there he is!" + +In the field across the stream a young man on horseback had come +into view. Catching sight of Laura he slipped across a low +boundary wall, his brown mare, a thoroughbred, changing her feet +in a ladylike way on the worn stones, and trotted down to the +riverbank, raising his cap. + +"Coming in to lunch, Val?" Laura called across the water. + +"Thank you very much, I'm afraid I shan't have time." + +"But you haven't been in since Sunday!" Laura's accent was +reproachful. "Why are you forsaking us? We need you more than +the farm does!" + +Val's pleasant laugh was the avoidance of an answer. "So sorry! +But I can't come in now, Laura: I have to go over to Countisford +to talk to Bishop about the new tractor, and I want to get back +by teatime. Isabel tells me you're bringing Captain Hyde up to +see us." He raised his cap again, smiling directly at Lawrence, +who returned the salute with such gay good humour that Laura was +able to dismiss that first fleeting impression from her mind. +So this was Val Stafford, was it? And a very personable fellow +too! Hyde had not foreseen that ten years would work as great a +change in Val as in himself, or greater. + +"I was going to call on you in due form, sir, but my young +sister hasn't left me the chance. You haven't forgotten me, have +you?" + +"No, I remember you most distinctly. Delighted to meet you +again." + +"Thank you. The pleasure is mutual. Now I must push on or I +shall be late." + +"He can use his arm, then," said Lawrence, as Val rode away, +jumping his mare over a fence into the road. "Shaves himself and +all that, I suppose? He rides well." + +"A great deal too well! and rides to hounds too, but he ought not +to do it, and I'm always scolding him. He can't straighten his +right arm, and has very little power in it. He was badly thrown +last winter, but directly he got up he was out again on Kitty." + +"Living up to his reputation." Lawrence flicked the ash from his +cigar. "I should have known him anywhere by his eyes." + +"He has kept very young, hasn't he? An uneventful life without +much anxiety does keep people young," philosophized Laura. "I +feel like a mother to him. But you'll see more of him this +afternoon." + +"So I shall," said Lawrence, "if he isn't detained at +Countisford." + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +The reason why Lawrence found Isabel scrubbing Mrs. Drury's +floor was that Dorrie's pretty, sluttish little mother had been +whisked off to the Cottage Hospital with appendicitis an hour +earlier. She was in great distress about Dorrie when Isabel, +coming in with the parish magazine, offered to stay while Drury +went to fetch an aunt from Winterbourne Stoke. When Drury drove +up in a borrowed farm cart, Isabel without expecting or receiving +many thanks dragged her bicycle to the top of the glen and pelted +off across the moor. Her Sunbeam was worn and old, so old that +it had a fixed wheel, but what was that to Isabel? She put her +feet up and rattled down the hill, first on the turf and then on +the road, in a happy reliance on her one serviceable brake. + +Her father was locked in his study writing a sermon: Isabel +however tumbled in by the window. She sidled up to Mr. Stafford, +sat on his knee, and wound one arm round his neck. "Jim +darling," she murmured in his ear, "have you any money?" + +"Isabel," said Mr. Stafford, "how often have I told you that I +will not be interrupted in the middle of my morning's work? You +come in like a whirlwind, with holes in your stockings--" + +Isabel giggled suddenly. "Never mind, darling, I'll help you +with your sermon. Whereabouts are you? Oh!--'I need not tell +you, my friends, the story we all know so well'--Jim, that's +what my tutor calls 'Redundancy and repetition.' You know quite +well you're going to tell us every word of it. Darling take its +little pen and cross it out--so--with its own nasty little +cross-nibbed J--" + +"What do you mean by saying you want money," Mr. Stafford +hurriedly changed the subject, "and how much do you want? The +butcher's bill came to half a sovereign this week, and I must +keep five shillings to take to old Hewitt--" + +"I want pounds and pounds." + +"My dear!" said Mr. Stafford aghast. He took off his spectacles +to polish them, and then as he put them on again, "If it's for +that Appleton boy I really can't allow it. There's nothing +whatever wrong with him but laziness" + +"It isn't for Appleton. It's for me myself." Isabel sat up +straight, a little flushed. "I'm growing up. Isn't it a +nuisance? I want a new dress! I did think I could carry on till +the winter, but I can't. Could you let me have enough to buy one +ready-made? Chapman's have one in their window that would fit me +pretty well. It's rather dear, but somehow when I make my own +they never come right. And Rowsley says I look like a scarecrow, +and even Val's been telling me to put my hair up!" + +"Put your hair up, my child? Why, how old are you? I don't like +little girls to be in a hurry to turn into big ones" + +"I'm not a little girl," said Isabel shortly. "I'm nineteen." + +"Nineteen? no, surely not!" + +"Twenty next December." + +"Dear me!" said Mr. Stafford, quite overcome. "How time flies!" +He set her down from his knee and went to his cash box. "If Val +tells you to put your hair up, no doubt you had better do it." He +paused. "I don't know whether Val said you ought to have a new +frock, though? I can't bear spending money on fripperies when +even in our own parish so many people--" Some glimmering +perception reached him of the repressed anguish in Isabel's eyes. +"But of course you must have what you need. How much is it?" + +"1. 11. 6." + +"Oh, my dear! That seems a great deal." + +"It isn't really much for a best dress," said poor Isabel. + +"But you mustn't be extravagant, darling," said Mr. Stafford +tenderly. "I see other girls running about in little cotton +dresses or bits of muslin or what not that look very nice--much +nicer on a young girl than 'silksand fine array.' Last time +Yvonne came to tea she wore a little frock as simple as a +child's" + +"She did," said Isabel. "She picked it up in a French sale. It +was very cheap--only 275 francs." + +"Eleven pounds!" Mr. Stafford held up his hands. "My dear, are +you sure?" + +"Quite," said Isabel. Mr. Stafford sighed. "I must speak to +Yvonne. 'How hardly shall they...'" He took a note out of his +cash box. "Can't you make that do--?" he was beginning when a +qualm of compunction came upon him. After all it was a long time +since he had given Isabel any money for herself, and there must +be many little odds and ends about a young girl's clothing that +an elderly man wouldn't understand. He took out a second note +and pressed them both hurriedly into Isabel's palm. "There! now +run off and don't ask me for another penny for the next +twelvemonth!" he exclaimed, beaming over his generosity though +more than half ashamed of it. "You extravagant puss, you! dear, +dear, who'd have a daughter?" + +Isabel gave him a rather hasty though warm embrace (she was +terribly afraid that his conscience would prick him and that he +would take the second note away again), and flew out of the +window faster than she had come in. The clock was striking a +quarter past one, and she had to scamper down to Chapman's to buy +the dress, and a length of lilac ribbon for a sash, and a packet +of bronze hairpins, and be back in time to lay the cloth for two +o'clock lunch. If it is only for idle hands that Satan finds +mischief, he could not have had much satisfaction out of Isabel +Stafford. + +Soon after four Mrs. Clowes stepped from her car, shook out her +soft flounces, and led the way across the lawn, Lawrence Hyde in +attendance. The vicarage was an old-fashioned house too large +for the living, its long front, dotted with rosebushes, rising up +honey-coloured against the clear green of a beech grove. There +are grand houses that one sees at once will never be comfortable, +and there are unpretentious houses that promise to be cool in +summer and warm in winter and restful all the year round: of such +was Chilmark vicarage, sunning itself in the afternoon clearness, +while faded green sunblinds filled the interior with verdant +shadow, and the smell of sweetbrier and Japanese honeysuckle +breathed round the rough-cast walls. + +Isabel had laid tea on the lawn, and Mrs. Clowes smiled to herself +when she saw seven worn deck chairs drawn up round the table; she was +always secretly amused at Isabel in her character of hostess, at the +naive natural confidence with which the young lady scattered +invitations and dispensed hospitality. But when Isabel came forward +Laura's covert smile passed into irrepressible surprise. She raised +her eyebrows at Isabel, who replied by an almost imperceptible but +triumphant nod. In her white and mauve embroidered muslin, her dark +hair accurately parted at the side of her head and drawn back into +what she called a soup plate of plaits, Isabel no longer threatened +to be pretty. Impelled by that singularly pure benevolence which a +woman who has ceased to hope for happiness feels for the eager +innocence of youth, Laura drew her close and kissed her. "My sweet, +I'm so glad," she whispered. A bright blush was Isabel's only answer. +Then Mrs. Clowes stepped back and indicated her cavalier, very big +and handsome in white clothes and a Panama hat: "May I introduce-- +Captain Hyde, Miss Stafford," with a delicate formality which +thrilled Isabel to her finger-tips. Let him see if he would call her +a little girl now! + +Lawrence recognized Isabel at a glance, but he was not abashed. +He scarcely gave her a second thought till he had satisfied +himself that Val Stafford was not present. Lawrence smiled, not +at all surprised: he had had a presentiment that Val, the modest +easy-going Val of his recollections, would be detained at +Countisford: too modest by half, if he was shy of meeting an old +friend! Rowsley Stafford was doing the honours and came forward +to be introduced to Lawrence, a ceremony remarkable only because +they both took an instantaneous dislike to each other. Lawrence +disliked Rowsley because he was young and well-meaning and the +child of a parsonage, and Rowsley disliked Lawrence because a +manner which owed some of its serenity to his physical advantages, +and his tailor, and his income, irritated the susceptibilities of +the poor man's son. + +Poor men's sons were often annoyed by Lawrence Hyde's manner. +Not so Jack Bendish, sprawling in a deck chair which had no +sound pair of notches: not so his wife, Laura's sister, Yvonne of +the Castle, curled up on a moth-eaten tigerskin rug, and clad in +raiment of brown and silver which even Mr. Stafford would not +have credited to Chapman's General Drapery and Grocery Stores. +Isabel was innocently surprised when the Bendishes found they had +met Captain Hyde in town. Laura's smile was very faintly tinged +with bitterness: she knew of that small world where every one +meets every one, though she had been barred out of it most of her +life, first by her disreputable father and then by the tragedy of +her marriage: Rowsley pulled his tooth-brush moustache and said +nothing. He was young, but not so young as Isabel, and there +were moments when he felt his own footing at the Castle to be +vaguely anomalous. + +However, the talk ran easily. Lawrence, as was inevitable, sat +down by Yvonne Bendish: she did not raise an eyelash to summon +him, but it seemed to be a natural law that the rich unmarried +man should sit beside her and talk cosmopolitan scandal, and show +a discreet appreciation of her clothing and her eyes. Meanwhile +the other four conversed with much greater simplicity upon such +homely subjects as the coming school treat and the way Isabel had +done her hair, Rowsley's regimental doings, and a recent turn-up +between Jack Bendish as deputy M. F. H. and Mr. Morley the Jew. + +Bernard Clowes had described Mrs. Jack Bendish as a plain little +devil, but as a rule the devilry was more conspicuous than the +plainness. She was a tall and extremely slight woman, her +features insignificant and her complexion sallow, but her figure +indecorously beautiful under its close French draperies. And yet +if she had let Lawrence alone he would have gone over to the +other camp. How they laughed, three out of the four of them, and +what marvellous good tea they put away! The little Stafford girl +had a particularly infectious laugh, a real child's giggle which +doubled her up in her chair. Lawrence had no desire to join in +the school treat and barnyard conversation, but he would have +liked to sit and listen. + +"If no one will have any more tea," said Isabel, jumping up and +shaking the crumbs out of her lap, "will you all come and eat +strawberries?" + +"Isn't Val coming in?" asked Laura. + +"Not till after five. He said we weren't to wait for him: he was +delayed in getting off. He sent his love to you, Laura, and he +was very sorry." + +"His love!" said Yvonne Bendish. + +"My dear Isabel, I'm sure he didn't," said Laura laughing. + +"Kind regards then," said Isabel: "not that it signifies, because +we all do love you, darling. Val's always telling me that if I +want to be a lady when I grow up I must model my manners on yours. +Not yours, Yvonne." + +"After that the least I can do is to wait and give him his tea +when he does appear," said Laura. "It's very hot among the +strawberry beds, and I'm a little tired: and I haven't seen Val +for days." + +"No more have I," said Yvonne in her odd drawl, "and I'm tired +too." Mrs. Jack Bendish was made of whipcord: she had been +brought up to ride Irish horses over Irish fences and to dance all +night, after tramping the moors all day with a gun. "I'll stay with +you and rest. Jack, you run on. Bring me some big ones in a cabbage +leaf. And, Captain Hyde, you'll find them excellent with bread and +butter." By which Lawrence perceived that his interest in the other +camp had not gone unobserved, and that was the worst of Yvonne: +but--and that was the best of Yvonne: there was no tinge of spite in +her jeering eyes. + +So the sisters remained on the lawn, and Jack Bendish, a +perfectly simple young man, walked off with Rowsley to pick a +cabbage leaf. Isabel was demureness itself as she followed with +Captain Hyde. The embroidered muslin gave her courage, more +courage perhaps than if she could have heard his frank opinion of +it. "The trailing skirt of the young girl," said Miss Stafford +to herself, "made a gentle frou-frou as she swept over the velvet +lawn." A quoi revent les junes filles? Very innocent was the +vanity of Isabel's dreams. She was not strictly pretty, but she +was young and fresh, and the spotless muslin fell in graceful +folds round her tall, lissome figure. To the jaded man of the +world at her side . . . . Alas for Isabel! The jaded man of +the world was a trifle bored: he was easily bored. He liked +listening to Miss Stafford's artless merriment but he had no +desire to share in it; what had he to say to a promoted +schoolgirl in her Sunday best? + +He began politely making conversation. "What a pretty place this +is!" It seemed wiser not to refer even by way of apology to the +indiscretion of the morning. "You have a beautiful view over the +Plain. Rather dreary in winter though, isn't it?" + +"I like it best then," said Isabel briefly. "Don't you want any +strawberries?" She indicated the netted furrows among which +little could be seen of Rowsley and Jack Bendish except their +stern ends. + +"No, thanks, I had too much tea." Isabel checked herself on the +brink of reminding him that he had eaten only two cucumber +sandwiches and a macaroon. In Lawrence Hyde's society her +conversation had not its usual happy flow, she felt tonguetied +and missish. "How close you are to the Downs here!" They were +following a flagged path between espalier pear trees, and beds of +broccoli and carrots and onions, and borders full of old standard +roses and lavender and sweet herbs and tall lilies; at the end +appeared a wishing gate in a low stone wall, and beyond it, +pathless and sunshiny, the southern stretches of the Plain. "Are +you a great gardener, Miss Isabel?" + +"Some," said Isabel. "I look after my pet vegetables. The +flowers have to look after themselves. My father has eruptions +of industry." She overflowed into a little laugh. "We don't +encourage him in it. He had a bad attack of weeding last spring, +and pulled up all my little salads by mistake." Now that small +tale, she reflected, would have tickled Jack Bendish, but Captain +Hyde, though he smiled at it dutifully, did not seem to be +amused. + +"Oh bother you!" Isabel apostrophised him mentally. "You're not +the grandson of a duke anyhow. I expect you would be nicer if you +were." + +She folded her arms on the gate and gazed across the Plain. The +village below was not far off, but they could see nothing of it, +buried as it was in the river-valley and behind a green arras of +beech leaves: in every other direction, far as the eye could see, +leagues of feathery pale grass besprinkled with blue and yellow +flowers went away in ribbed undulations, occasionally rolling up +into a crest on which a company of fir trees hung like men on +march. The sun was pale and smudged, the sky veiled: on its +silken pallor floated, here and there, a blot of dark low cloud, +and the clear distances presaged rain. + +"May I--?" Lawrence took out his cigarettes. Isabel gave a +grudging assent. She could not understand how any one could be +willing to taint the sweet summering air that had blown over so +many leagues of grass and flowers. "Dare I offer you one?" +Lawrence asked, tendering his case. It was of gold, and bore his +monogram in diamonds. Isabel eyed it scornfully. Jack Bendish's +was only silver and much scratched and dinted into the bargain. +Now Jack Bendish was the grandson of a duke. + +"'No thank you," said Miss Stafford. "I detest smoking." + + To this Lawrence made no reply at all, no doubt, thought Isabel, +because he did not consider it worth one. She was proportionally +surprised and a trifle flattered when he replaced the cigarette +to which he had just helped himself. "'The young girl had not +realized her own power. She was only just coming into her +woman's kingdom. Her heart beat faster and a vermilion blush +dyed her pale cheek."' Isabel's favourite authors were Stevenson +and Mr. Kipling, but her mental rubric insisted on clothing itself +in the softer style of Molly Bawn. + +"I don't detest other people's smoking," she explained in a +rather penitent tone. + +"Let's get out on the downs," said Lawrence. He swung the gate +to and fro for her, then took off his hat and strolled slowly by +her side through the rustling grass. "Really," he said, more to +himself than to her, "there are places in England that are very +well worth while." + +"Worth while what?" + +"Er--worth coming to see. I suppose there isn't much shooting +to be had except rabbits." He swung an imaginary gun to his +shoulder and sighted it at a quarry which seemed to Isabel to be +equally imaginary. "See him? Under that heap of stones left of +the beech ring." Isabel's vision was both keen and practised, but +she saw nothing till the rabbit showed his white scut in a +flickering leap to earth. + +"You have jolly good eyes," she conceded, still rather +grudgingly. + +"So have bunnies, unluckily. Major Clowes tells me there's +pretty good shooting over Wanhope. I suppose your brother looks +after it, for of course Clowes can do nothing. It was a great +stroke of luck for my cousin, getting hold of a fellow like Val." + +"I don't know about that. It was a great stroke of luck for +Val." + +"I want so much to meet him. I'm disappointed at missing him this +afternoon. I remember him perfectly in the army, though he was +only a boy then and I wasn't much more myself. He must be close +on thirty now. But when I met him this morning it struck me he +hadn't altered much." Isabel, looking up eager-eyed, felt +faintly and mysteriously chilled. Was there a point of cruelty +in Hyde's smile? as there was now and then in his cousin's: she +had seen Bernard Clowes watching his wife with the same secret +glow. + +"Val is old for his age," she said. "He always seems much older +than my other brother, although there are only two or three years +between them." + +"Probably his spell in the army aged him. It must have been a +formative experience." + +This time Isabel had no doubt about it, there was certainly a +touch of cruel irony in Hyde's soft voice. Her breath came fast. +"Why do you say that": she cried--"say it like that?" + +The smile faded: Lawrence turned, startled out of his self-possession. +"Like what?" + +"As if you we're sneering at Val!" + +"I?-- My dear Miss Isabel, aren't you a little fanciful?" + +Isabel supposed so too, on second thoughts: how could any man +sneer at a record like Val's: unless indeed it were with that +peculiarly graceless sneer which springs from jealousy? And, +little as she liked Captain Hyde, she could not think him weak +enough for that. She blushed again, this time without any rubric, +and hung her head. "I'm sorry! But you did say it as if you +didn't mean it. Perhaps you think we make too much fuss over +Val? But in these sleepy country villages exciting things don't +happen every day. I dare say you've had scores of adventures +since that time you met Val. But Chilmark hasn't had any. That +makes us remember." + +"My dear child," said Lawrence with an earnest gentleness foreign +to his ordinary manner, "you misunderstood me altogether. I +liked your brother very much. Remember, I was there when he won +his decoration--" He broke off. An intensely visual memory had +flashed over him. Now he knew of whom Isabel had reminded him +that morning: she had her brother's eyes. + +"At the very time? Were you really? Do, do, do tell me about +it! Major Clowes never will--he pretends he can't remember." + +"Has Val never told you?" + +"Hardly any more than was in the official account--that he was +left between the lines after one of our raids, and went back in +spite of his wound to bring in Mr. Dale. He had to wait till +after dark?" Lawrence nodded.. "And 'under particularly trying +conditions.' Why was that?" + +"Because Dale was so close to the German lines. He was entangled +in their wire." + +Isabel shuddered. "It seems so long ago. One can't understand +why such cruelties were ever allowed. Of course they will never +be again." This naive voice of the younger generation made +Lawrence smile. "And Val had to cut their wire?" + +"To peel it off Dale, or peel Dale off it--what was left of him. +He didn't live more than twenty minutes after he was brought in." + +"Did you know Dale?" + +"Not well: he was in my cousin's company, not in mine." + +"And was Val under fire at the time?" + +"Under heavy fire. The Boches were sending up starshells that +made the place as light as day." + +"I can't understand how Val could do it with his broken arm." + +"His arm wasn't broken when he cut their wires." + +"Oh! When was it then?" + +Hyde flicked with his stick at the airy heads of grass that rose +up thin-sown out of a burnished carpet of lady's slipper. His +manner was even but his face was dark. "He had it splintered by +a revolver--shot on his way home, near our lines." + +"Oh! But the Army doctors said the shot must have been fired at +close quarters?" + +"There, you see I'm not much of an authority, am I? No doubt, +if they said so, they were right. The fact is I was knocked out +myself that afternoon with a rifle bullet in the ribs. It was a +hot corner for the Wintons and Dorsets." + +"Were you? I'm sorry." Isabel ran her eyes with a touch of +whimsical solicitude over Hyde's tall easy figure and the +exquisite keeping of his white clothes. Difficult to connect him +with the bloody disarray of war! "Were you too left lying +between the lines?" + +"With a good many others, English and German. + +"There was a fellow near me that hadn't a scratch. He was +frightened--mad with fear: he lay up in the long grass and wept +most of the day. I never hated any one so much in my life. I +could have shot him with pleasure." + +"German, of course?" + +Hyde smiled. "German, of course." + +"If he had been English he would have deserved to be shot," said +Isabel briefly: then, reverting to a subject in which she was far +more deeply interested, "Rowsley--my second brother--said I +wasn't to cross-examine you: but it was a great temptation, +because one never can get anything out of Val. And after all +we've the right to be proud of him! Even then, when every one +was so brave, you would say, wouldn't you, that Val earned his +distinction? It really was what the Gazette called it, 'conspicuous +gallantry'?" + +"It was a daring piece of work," said Lawrence, reddening to his +hair. He fought down a sensation so unfamiliar that he could +scarcely put a name to it, and forced himself on: "We were all proud +of him and we none of us forget it. Don't tell him I said so, +though. It isn't etiquette. You won't think I'm trying to minimize +what Val did, will you, if I say that we who were through the +fighting saw so many horrible and ghastly things . . ." Again his +voice failed. He was aware of Isabel's bewilderment, but he was +seeing more ghosts than he had seen in all the intervening years of +peace, and they came between him and the sunlit landscape and +Isabel's young eyes. War! always war! human bodies torn to rags in a +moment, and the flowers of the field wet with a darker moisture than +rain: the very smell of the trenches was in his nostrils, their odour +of blood and decay. What in heaven's name had brought it all back, +and, stranger still, what had moved him to speak of it and to betray +feelings whose very existence was unknown to him and which he had +never betrayed before? + +The silence was brief though to Lawrence it seemed endless. He +drove the ghosts back to quarters and finished quietly: "Well, we +won't talk about that, it's not a pleasant subject. Only give +Val my love and tell him if he doesn't look me up soon I shall +come and call on him. We're much too old friends to stand on +ceremony." + +"All right, I will," said Isabel. + +There was a shrub of juniper close by, and she felt under its +sharp branches. "Do you like honeysuckle?" She held up a fresh +sprig fragrant with its pale horns, which she had tracked to +covert by its scent. Lawrence was not given to wearing +buttonholes, but he understood the friendly and apologetic +intention and inclined his broad shoulder for Miss Stafford to +pass the stem through the lapel of his coat. Isabel had not +intended to pin it in for him, but she was generally willing to +do what was expected of her. She took a pin from her own dress +(there were plenty in it), and fastened the flower deftly on the +breast of Captain Hyde's white jacket. + +And so standing before him, her head bent over her task, she +unwittingly left Lawrence free to observe the texture of her +skin, bloomed over with down like a peach, and the curves of her +young shoulders, a little inclined to stoop, as young backs often +are in the strain of growth, but so firm, so fresh, so white +under the thin stuff of her bodice: below her silken plaits, on +the nape of her neck, a curl or two of hair grew in close rings, +so fine that it was almost indistinguishable from its own shadow. +Swiftly, without warning, Lawrence was aware of a pleasurable +commotion in his veins, a thrill that shook through him like a +burst of gay music. This experience was not novel, he had felt +it three or four times before in his life, and on the spot, while +it was sending gentle electric currents to his finger-tips, he +was able to analyse its origin--item, to warm weather and +laziness after the strain of his Chinese journey, so much: item, +to Isabel's promise of beauty, so much: item, to the disparity +between her age and his own, to her ignorance and immaturity, the +bloom on the untouched fruit, so much more. But there was this +difference between the present and previous occasions when he had +fallen or thought of falling in love, that he desired no victory: +no, it was he and not Isabel who was to capitulate, leaning his +forehead upon her young hand. . . . And he had never seen her +till that morning, and the child was nineteen, the daughter of a +country vicarage, brought up to wear calico and to say her +prayers! more, she was Val Stafford's sister, and she loved her +brother. Lawrence gave himself a gentle shake. At six and +thirty it is time to put away childish things. "Thank you very +much. Is that Mrs. Clowes calling us?" + +It was Laura Clowes and Yvonne Bendish, and Lawrence, as he +strolled back with Isabel to the garden gate, had an uneasy +suspicion that the episode of the honeysuckle had been overseen. +Laura was graver than usual, while Yvonne had a sardonic spark in +her eye. "I'm afraid it's no use waiting any longer, Isabel," +said Laura. + +"What do you think, Lawrence? It's after six o'clock." + +"Hasn't Val come?" said Isabel. + +"No, he must have been kept at Countisford. It's a long ride for +him on such a hot day. Perhaps Mrs. Bishop made him stay to +tea." + +"As if he would stay with any old Mrs. Bishop when he knew you were +coming here!" said Isabel scornfully. "Poor old Val, I shan't tell +him how you misjudged him, he'd be so hurt. But I'll send him down, +shall I, to see you and Captain Hyde after supper?--Tired? Oh no, +he's never too tired to go to Wanhope." + +She kissed Laura, gave Lawrence her sweetest friendly smile, and +returned to the lawn, where Yvonne had apparently taken root upon +her tigerskin. Isabel heard Rowsley say, "Make her shut up, +Jack," but before she could ask why Yvonne was to be shut up the +daughter of Lilith had opened fire on the daughter of Eve. "And +what did you think of Lawrence Hyde?" Mrs. Bendish asked, +stretching herself out like a snake and examining Isabel out of +her pale eyes, much the colour of an unripe gooseberry. "Was he +very attractive? Oh Isabel! oh Isabel! I should not have +thought this of one so young." + +Isabel considered the point. "I can't understand him," she said +honestly. "I liked parts of him. He isn't so--so homogeneous as +most people are. + +"Did he ask you for the honeysuckle?" + +"No, I gave it to him for a peace offering. I hurt his feelings, +and afterwards I was sorry and wanted to make it up with him. +But would you have thought he had any feelings? any, that is, +that anything I said would hurt?" + +"Certainly not," from Rowsley. + +"Any woman can hurt any man," said Yvonne. "But, of course, you +aren't a woman, Isabel. What was the trouble?" + +"Oh, something about the war." + +"No, my child, it wasn't about the war. It was something that +stung up his vanity or his self-love. Lawrence isn't a +sentimentalist like Jack or Val." Here Jack Bendish got as far +as an artless "Oh, I say!" but his wife paid no attention. +"Lawrence never took the war seriously." + +"But he did," insisted Isabel. "He coloured all over his face--" + +She paused, realizing that Mrs. Bendish, under her mask of +scepticism, was agog with curiosity. Isabel was not fond of +being drawn out. Lawrence had given her his confidence, and she +valued it, for with all her ignorance of society she had seen too +much of plain human nature to suppose that he was often taken off +his guard as he had been by her: and was she going to expose him +to Yvonne's lacerating raillery? A thousand times no! "I +misunderstood something he said about Val," she continued with +scarcely a break, and falling back on one of those explanations +that deceive the sceptical by their economy of truth. "It was +stupid of me, and awkward for him, so I had to apologize." + +"I see. Come, Jack." Yvonne rose to her feet, more like a snake +than ever in her flexibility and swiftness, and held Isabel to +her for a moment, her arm round her young friend's waist. "But +if you pin any more buttonholes into Captain Hyde's coat," the +last low murmur was only for Isabel's ear, "he will infallibly +kiss you: so now you are forewarned and can choose whether or no +you will continue to pay him these little attentions." + +Isabel was not disturbed. She had early formed the habit of not +attending to Mrs. Bendish, and she unwound herself without even +changing colour. + +"You always remind me of Nettie Hills at the Clowes's lodge," she +retorted. "Mrs. Hills says she's that flighty in the way she +carries on, no one would believe what a good sensible girl she is +under all her nonsense, and walks out with her own young man as +regular as clockwork." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +And that evening Val Stafford came to pay his respects to his old +comrade in arms. Lawrence had travelled so much that it never +took him long to settle down. Even at Wanhope he managed within +a few hours to make himself at home. A trap sent over to +Countisford brought back his manservant and an effeminate +quantity of luggage, and by teatime his room was strewn from end +to end with a litter of expensive trifles more proper to a pretty +woman than to a man. Mrs. Clowes, slipping in to cast a +housewifely glance to his comfort, held up her hands in mock +dismay. "You must give yourself plenty of time to dust all this +tomorrow morning, Caroline," she said to the house-maid. She +laughed at the gold brushes and gold manicure set, the polished +array of boots, the fine silk and linen laid out on his bed, the +perfume of sandalwood and Russian leather and eau de cologne. +"And I hope you will be able to make Captain Hyde's valet +comfortable. Did he say whether he liked his room?" + +"I reelly don't know, ma'am," replied the truthful Caroline. +"You see he's a foreigner, and most of what he says, well, it +reelly sounds like swearing. + +"Madame." It was Gaston himself, appearing from nowhere at +Laura's elbow, and saluting her with an empressement that was +due, if Laura had only known it, to the harmony of her flounces. +Laura eyed the little Gaston kindly. "You are of the South, +are you not?" she said in her soft French, the French of a +Frenchwoman but for a slight stiffness of disuse: "and are you +comfortable here, Gaston? You must tell me if there is anything +you want." + +Gaston was grateful less for her solicitude than for the sound +of his own language. When she had left the room he caught up a +photograph, thrust it back into his master's dressingcase, and +spat through the open window--"C'est fini avec toi, vieille +biche," said he: "allons donc! j'aime mieux celle-ci par +exemple." + +But, though Laura laughed, it was with indulgence. While Isabel +and Lawrence were conversing among the juniper bushes, the +Bendishes had given Mrs. Clowes a sketch of Hyde which had +confirmed her own impressions. Although he liked good food and +wine and cigars, he liked sport and travel too, and music and +painting and books. His eighty-guinea breechloaders were dearer +to him than the lady of the ivory frame. Who was the lady of the +ivory frame? Gaston would have been happy to define with the +leer of the boulevards the relations between his master and +Philippa Cleve. Gaston had no doubt of them, nor had Frederick +Cleve; Philippa had high hopes; Lawrence alone hung fire. If he +continued to meet her and she to offer him lavish opportunities +the situation might develop, for Lawrence was not sufficiently +in earnest in any direction to play what has been called the +ill-favoured part of a Joseph, but in his heart of hearts, this +Joseph wished Potiphar would keep his wife in order. And, +strange to say, Yvonne was not far wide of the mark. She +believed that Joseph was a sinner but not a willing one: and Jack +Bendish, a little astray among these feminine subtleties, +assented after his fashion--"Hyde's rather an ass in some +ways," he said simply, "but he's an all-round sportsman." + +Thus primed, Laura was able to draw out her guest, and dinner +passed off gaily, for Bernard Clowes was no dog in the manger, +and listened with sparkling eyes to adventures that ranged from +Atlantic sailing in a thirty-ton yacht to a Nigerian rhinoceros +shoot. Nor was Lawrence the focus of the lime-light-he was +unaffectedly modest; but when, in expatiating on a favourite +rifle, he confessed to having held fire till a charging +rhinoceros bull was within eight and twenty yards of him, Bernard +could supply the footnotes for himself. "I knew she wouldn't let +me down," said Lawrence apologetically. "Ah! she was a bonnie +thing, that old gun of mine. Ever shoot with a cordite rifle?" +Bernard shook his head. "I'd like you to see my guns," Lawrence +continued, too shrewd to be tactful. "I'll have them sent down, +shall I? Or Gaston shall run up and fetch 'em. He loves a day in +town." + +Under this bracing treatment Bernard became more natural than +Laura had seen him for a long time, and he stayed in the +drawingroom after dinner, chatting with Lawrence and listening to +his wife at the piano, till Laura thought the Golden Age had come +again. How long would it last? Philosophers like Laura never +ask that question. At all events it lasted till half past nine, +when the sick man was honestly tired and the lines of no +fictitious pain were drawn deep about his mouth and eyes. + +Mrs. Clowes went away with her husband, who liked to have her at +hand while Barry was getting him to bed, and Lawrence had +strolled out on the lawn, when a shutter was thrown down in +Bernard's room and Laura reappeared at the open window. +"Lawrence, are you there?" she asked, shading her eyes between +her hands. + +"Here," said Lawrence removing his cigar. + +"Will you be so very kind as to unlock the gate over the +footbridge? If Val does look us up tonight he's sure to scramble +over it, which is awkward for him with his stiff arm." + +She dropped a key down to Lawrence. A voice--Bernard's called +from within, "Good night, old fellow, thanks for a pleasant +evening. I'm being washed now." + +The night was overcast, warm, quiet, and very dark under the +trees: there was husbandry in heaven, their candles were all out. +And by the bridge under the pleated and tasselled branches of an +alder coppice the river ran quiet as the night, only uttering an +occasional murmur or a deep sucking gurgle when a rotten stick, +framed in foam, span down the silken whirl of an eddy: but +down-stream, where waifs of mist curled like smoke off a grey mirror, +there was a continual talking of open water, small cold river voices +that chattered over a pebbly channel, or heaped themselves up and +died down again in the harsh distant murmur of the weir. The +quantity of water that passed through the lock gates should have been +constant from minute to minute, but the roar of it was not constant, +nor the pitch of its note, which fell when Lawrence stood erect, but +rose to a shrill overtone when he bent his head: sometimes one would +have thought the river was going down in spate, and then the volume +of sound dwindled to a mere thread, a lisp in the air. Lawrence was +observing these phenomena with a mind vacant of thought when he heard +footsteps brushing through the grass by the field path from the +village. Val had come, then, after all! + +Val had naturally no idea that any one was near him. He had +reached the gate and was preparing to vault it when out of the +dense alder-shadow a hand seized his arm. "So sorry if I +startled you." But Val was not visibly startled. "Mrs. Clowes +sent me, down to let you in." + +"Did she? Very good of her, and of you," returned Val's voice, +pleasant and friendly. "She always expects me to walk into the +river. But, after all, I shouldn't be drowned if I did. Is +Clowes gone to bed?" + +"He's on his way there. Did you want to see him?" + +"I'll look in for five minutes after Barry has tucked him up. +Have you been introduced to Barry yet? He's quite a character." + +"So I should imagine. He came in to cart Bernard off, and did +something clumsy, or Bernard said he did, and Bernard cuffed his +head for him. Barry didn't seem to mind much. Why does he stay? +Is it devotion?" + +"He stays because your cousin pays him twice what he would get +anywhere else. No, I shouldn't call Barry devoted. But he does +his work well, and it isn't anybody's job." + +"I believe you," Lawrence muttered. + +"Warm tonight, isn't it? No, thanks, I won't have anything to +drink-- I've only just finished supper. By the by, let me +apologize for my absence this afternoon. I was most awfully +sorry to miss you, but I never got away from Countisford till +after half past five, and my mare cast a shoe on the way back. +Then I tried to get her shod in Liddiard St. Agnes, which is one +of those idyllic villages that people write books about, and +there I found an Odd-fellows' fete in full swing. The village +blacksmith was altogether too harmonious for business, so not +being able to cuff his head, like your cousin, I was obliged to +walk home. + +"Really'? Have a cigar if you won't have anything else." Val +accepted one, and in default of a match Lawrence made him light +it from his own. He was entirely at his ease, though the +situation struck him as bizarre, but he did not believe that Val +was at ease, no, not for all his natural manner and fertility in +commonplace. Lawrence was faintly sorry for the poor devil, but +only faintly: after all, an awkward interview once in ten years +was a low price to pay for that night which Lawrence never had +forgotten and never would forget. He had an excellent memory, +photographic and phonographic, a gift that wise men covet for +themselves but deprecate in their friends. + +Lawrence was no Pharisee, but he was not a Samaritan either. He +had deliberately set himself to pull up any stray weeds of moral +scruple that lingered in a mind stripped bare of Christian ethic, +a task harder than some realize, since thousands of men who have +no faith in Christ practise virtues that were not known for +virtues by the Western world before Christ came to it. But every +man is his own special pleader, and Lawrence, whose theory was +that one man is as good as another, retained a good hearty +prejudice against certain forms of moral failure, and excused it +on the ground that it was rather a taste than a principle. He +looked directly into Stafford's eyes as the red glow of the cigar +flamed and faded between the two heads so close together, and in +his own eyes there was the same point of smiling ironic cruelty +that Isabel had read in them--the same as Stafford himself had +read in them not so many years ago. But apparently Stafford read +nothing in them now. + +"Sit down, won't you? you've had a fagging day." Lawrence +indicated the chairs left on the lawn. "Hear me beginning to +play the host! As a matter of fact, you must know your way about +the place far better than I do. Although we're cousins, Bernard +and I have seen next to nothing of each other since we were boys +at school. You, Val, must know him better than any one except +his wife. I want you to tell me about him. I'm in dangerous +country and I need a map." + +"I should be inclined to vary the metaphor a little and call him +an uncharted sea," Val smiled as he threw one leg over the other +and settled himself among his cushions. He was dead tired, +having been up since six in the morning and on his feet or in +the saddle all day. "But I'm at your service, subject always to +the proviso that I'm Bernard's agent, which makes my position +rather delicate. What is it you want to know?" + +Since it was whether Clowes behaved decently to his wife, +Lawrence shifted in his chair and flicked the ash from his cigar. +"Imprimis, whether Bernard has a trout rod I can borrow. I +didn't know there was any fishing to be had or I'd have brought +my own." + +"You can have mine: I scarcely ever touch a line now. Certainly +not in hay-harvest! I'll send it down for you the first thing--" +Was it possible that he was as insouciant as he professed to be? + +"Oh, thanks very much," Hyde cut in swiftly, but I couldn't +borrow yours. I'll find out if Clowes can't lend me one." + +"As you please." Stafford left it at that and passed on. "But I +don't fancy Bernard has ever thrown a line in his life, he is too +energetic to make a fisherman. By the way, I suppose you won't +be staying any length of time at Wanhope?" + +Lawrence smiled, the wish was father to the thought: that was +more like the Val of old times! + +"That depends--mainly on my cousin, to be frank: I suspect he'll +soon get sick of having a third person in the house." + +"Oh, probably. But you needn't take any notice of that." +Lawrence looked up in surprise. "But, perhaps, that is none of +my business. Or will you let me give you one warning, since +you've asked for a map? Don't be too prompt to take Bernard at +his word. He may be very rude to you and yet not want you to go. +He sacks Barry every few weeks. In fact now I come to think of it +I'm under notice myself, for last time I saw him he told me to +look out for another job. He said what he wanted was a practical +man who knew a little about farming." + +"And you stay on? Quite right, if it suits your book." +Unconsciously putting the worst construction on everything Val +said or did, Lawrence's conclusion was that probably Val, an +amateur farmer, was paid, like Barry, twice what he was worth in +the market. "But it wouldn't suit mine. However, I don't +imagine Bernard will try it on with me. I'm not Barry. If he +hits me I shall hit him back." + +"Oh, will you?" returned Val, invisibly amused. "I'm not sure +that wouldn't be a good plan. It has at least the merit of +originality. All the same I'm afraid Mrs. Clowes wouldn't like +it, she is a standing obstacle in the way of drastic measures." + +"But why do you want me to stay?" Lawrence asked more and more +surprised. + +"Well, here is what brought me up tonight, when I knew Bernard +would be on his way to bed. Will you--" he leaned forward, his +hands clasped between his knees--"stick it out, whatever happens, +for a week or two, and keep your eyes open? Life at Wanhope +isn't all plain sailing." + +"Plain sailing for Bernard?" + +"Or for his wife." + +"You speak as the friend of the house who sees both sides?" + +"They're forced on me." + +"I'll stay as long as I'm comfortable," said Lawrence, cynically +frank. "More I can't promise." + +Val leant back with an imperceptible shrug. He was disappointed +but not surprised: there was in Hyde a vein of hard selfishness-- +not a weakness, for the egoism which openly says "I will consult +my own convenience first" is too scornful of public opinion to be +called weak, but an acquired defensive quality on which argument +would have been thrown away. Val's arm dropped inert, he was +tired, not in body alone, but by the strain of contact with +another mind, hostile, and pitiless, and dominant. + +And Lawrence also was content to sit silent, lulled by the rising +and falling murmur of the stream, and by that agreeably cruel +memory. . . . He had no inclination to recall it to Val, but it +lent an emotional piquancy to their intercourse. He had the whip +hand of Val through the past, and perhaps the present also. +Lawrence had been struck by Val's allusion to Mrs. Clowes. He +was the friend of the house, was he? Now the position of a +friend of the house who shields a wife from her husband is +notoriously a delicate one. + +Val roused himself. "Well, we'll drop this. I must now say two +words on a different subject: I'd rather let it alone, and so I +dare say would you, but we shall meet a good deal off and on +while you're here, and it had better be got over. I'm sorry if I +embarrass you--" + +"Set your mind at rest," said Lawrence, silkenly brutal. "You +don't embarrass me at all." + +He threw away his cigar and got up laughing, and as Val also rose +Lawrence gently slapped him on the back. "I know what you're +driving at--that you've not forgotten that small indiscretion +of yours, or ceased to regret it. Don't you worry, Val! You +always were one of the worrying sort, weren't you? But you need +never refer to it again, and I won't if you don't." Surely a +generous, a handsome offer! But Stafford only touched with the +tips of his fingers the ringed and manicured hand of the elder +man. + +"Thank you! But I wasn't going to say anything of the sort. The +fact is that for a long while I've been making up my mind to see +you some time when you were in England: there was no hurry, +because so long as my father's alive I can do nothing, but when I +heard you were coming to Wanhope the opportunity was too good to +be missed. Railway fares," Val added with a preoccupied smile, +"are a consideration to me. So don't walk away yet, Hyde, +please. I have such a vivid recollection of the last time we met. +Between the lines at dawn. Do you remember?" + +"Everything, Val." + +"You were badly hurt, but before you fainted you dragged a +promise out of me." + +"Dragged it out of you?" Lawrence repeated: "that's one way of +putting it!" + +"But I made some feeble resistance at the time," said Val mildly. +"My head wasn't clear then or for a long while after, but I had +a--a presentiment that it was a mistake. You meant it kindly." +Had he? Lawrence laughed. He had never been able, to analyse +the complex of instincts and passions that had determined his +dealings with Stafford on that dim day between the lines. + +"You were in a damned funk weren't you, Val?" + +Stafford gave a slight start, the reaction of the prisoner under +a blow. But apart from the coarse cynicism of it, which +irritated him, it was no more than he had foreseen, and from then +on till the end he did not flinch. + +"Yes, anything you like: you can't overstate it. But my point is +that I gave you my parole. Will you release me from it?" + +"Good God!" said Lawrence. + +He had never been more surprised in his life. "Come in: let us +talk this over in the light." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Through the open windows of the drawingroom, where candlesticks +of twisted silver glimmered among Laura's old, silvery brocades, +and dim mirrors, and branches of pink and white rosebuds blooming +deliciously in rose-coloured Dubarry jars, the two men came in +together, Lawrence keenly on the watch. But observation was +wasted on Stafford who had nothing to conceal, who was merely +what he appeared to be, a faded and tired-looking man of middle +height, with blue eyes and brown hair turning grey, and wellworn +evening clothes a trifle rubbed at the cuffs. It was difficult to +connect this gentle and unassuming person with the fiery memory +of the war, and Lawrence without apology took hold of Stafford's +arm like a surgeon and tried to flex the rigid elbow-muscles, and +to distinguish with his fingers used to handling wounds the hard +seams and hollows below its shrunken joint. The action, which +was overbearing was by no means redeemed by the intention, which +was brutal. + +"Surely after all these years you don't propose to confess, Val?" + +"I should like to make some sort of amends." + +"Too late: these things can never be undone." + +"No, of course not. Undone? no, nothing once done can be undone. + +"But one needn't follow a wrong path to the bitter end. You made +me give you that promise for the sake of discipline and morale. +But of the men who were in the trenches with us that night how +many are left? Your battalion were pretty badly cut up at +Cambrai, weren't they? And the survivors are all back in civil +life like ourselves. If it were to come out now there aren't +twenty men who would remember anything about it: except of course +here in Chilmark, where they know my people so well." + +"But you surely don't contemplate writing to the War Office? +I've no idea what course they would take, but they'd be safe to +make themselves unpleasant. I might even come in for a reprimand +myself! That's a fate I could support with equanimity, but what +about you? If I were you I shouldn't care to be hauled up for an +interview!" + +"Really, if you'll forgive my saying so, I don't want to enter +into contingencies at all. Give me my promise back, Hyde, +there's a good fellow, it's worth nothing now to anyone but the +owner." + +"What about your own people?" said Lawrence, his hands in his +pockets, and falling unawares into the tone of the orderly room. +"You'll do nothing while your father's alive: I'm glad you've +sense enough for that: but what about your brother and sister? +You're suffering under some unpractical attack of remorse, Val, +and like most penitent souls you think of nothing but yourself." + +"On the contrary, I shrink very much from bringing distress on +other people. I'm well aware," said Val slowly, "that a man who +does what I've done forfeits his right to take an easy way out." + +"An easy way?" + +"Believe me, I haven't found the way you imposed on me an easy +one." + +"Poor wretch!" said Lawrence under his breath. Stafford heard, +perhaps he was meant to hear: and he glanced out over the dark +turf on which the windows traced a golden oblong, over the trees, +dark and mysterious except where the same light caught and +bronzed the tips of their branches. In its glow every leaf stood +out separate and defined, clearer than by day through the +contrast of the immense surrounding darkness: and so it had been +in that bit of French forest years ago, when the wild bright +searchlights lit up its plague-spotted glades. Civilians talk +glibly of courage and cowardice who have never smelt the odour +of corruption. . . . + +"What's your motive? Some misbegotten sense of duty?" + +"Partly," said Val, turning from the window. How like his eyes +were to his young sister's! The impression was unwelcome, and +Lawrence flung it off. "I ought never to have given way to you. +I ought to have faced Wynn-West and let him deal with me as he +thought fit. After all, I was of no standing in the regiment. +A boy of nineteen--what on earth would it have signified? I +was so very young." + +Nineteen! yes, one called a lad young at nineteen even in those +pitiless days. Under normal conditions he would have had two or +three years' more training before he was required to shoulder the +responsibilities and develop the braced muscles of manhood. + +"Anyhow it's all over now--" + +"No, you forget." A wave of colour swept over Val's face but his +voice was steady. "Through me the regiment holds a distinction +it hasn't earned, and the distinction is in hands that don't +deserve to hold it. That isn't consonant with the traditions of +the service." + +"Oh, when it comes to the honour of the Army--!" Lawrence jeered +at him. "There speaks the soldier born and bred. But I was only +a 'temporary.' Give me a personal reason." + +"Well, I can do that too! I hate sailing under false colours. +The good folk of Chilmark; my own people; Bernard, Laura . . . ." +Lawrence's eyes began to sparkle: when a man's voice deepens over +a woman's name--! "Oh, I dare say nothing will ever come of it," +Val resumed after a moment: "my father may live another thirty +years, and by that time I should be too old to stand in a white +sheet. Or perhaps I shall only tell one or two people--" + +"Mrs. Clowes?" + +"I beg your pardon?" + +"You would like to tell my cousin and his wife?" + +"I should like to feel myself a free agent, which I'm not now, +because I'm under parole to you." + +"And so you will remain," said Lawrence coldly. + +"You mean that?" + +"Thoroughly. I've no wish to distress you, Val, but I'm no more +convinced now than I was ten years ago that you can be trusted to +judge for yourself. You were an impulsive boy then with remarkably +little self-control: you're--forgive my saying so--an impulsive man +now, capable of doing things that in five minutes you would be +uncommonly sorry for. How long would Bernard keep your secret? If +I'm not much mistaken you would lose your billet and the whole county +would hear why. The whole thing's utter rubbish. You make too much +of your ribbon: you--I--it would never have been given if Dale's +father hadn't been a brass hat." + +Stafford was ashy pale. "I know you think you're just." + +"No, I don't. I'm not just, my good chap: I'm weakly, idiotically +generous. In your heart of hearts you're grateful to me. Now +let's drop all this. Nothing you can say will have the slightest +effect, so you may as well not say it." He stood by Val's chair, +laughing down at him and gently gripping him by the shoulder. +"Be a man, Val! you're not nineteen now. You've got a comfortable +job and the esteem of all who know you--take it and be thankful: +it's more than you deserve. If you must indulge in a hair shirt, +wear it under your clothes. It isn't necessary to embarrass other +people by undressing in public." + +Thought is free: one may be at a man's mercy and in his debt and +keep one's own opinion of him, impersonal and cold. With a faint +smile on his lips Val got up and strolled over to the piano. +"Hullo, what's all this music lying about?" he said in his +ordinary manner. "Has Laura been playing? Good, I'm so glad: +Bernard can hardly ever stand it. See the first fruits of your +bracing influence! Oh, the Polonaises . . ." And then he in +his turn began to play, but not the melancholy fiery lyrics that +had soothed Laura's unsatisfied heart. Val, a thorough musician, +went for sympathy to the classics. Impulsive? There was not +much impulse left in this quiet, reticent man, who with his old +trouble fresh on him could sit down and play a chorale of Bach or +a prelude of Mozart, subordinating his own imperious anguish to +the grave universal daylight of the elder masters. Long since +Val had resolved that no shadow from him should fall across any +other life. He had foresworn "that impure passion of remorse," +and so keen an observer as Rowsley had grown up in his intimacy +without suspecting anything wrong. Unfortunately for Val, +however, he still suffered, though he was now denied all +expression, all relief: the wounded mind bled inwardly. It was +no wonder Val's hair was turning grey. + +Lawrence, no mean judge of music, understood much--not all--of +the significance of Val's playing. He was an imaginative man-- +far more so than Val, who would have lived an ordinary life and +travelled on ordinary lines of thought but for the war, which +wrenched so many men out of their natural development. But it +was again unfortunate for Val that the sporting instinct ran +strong in Captain Hyde. He was irritated by Val's grave superior +dignity, and deep and unacknowledged there was working in him the +instinct of the bully, the love of cruelty, overlaid by layer on +layer of civilization, of chivalry, of decency, yet native to the +human heart and quick to reassert itself at any age: in the boy +who thrashes a smaller boy, in the young man who takes advantage +of a woman, in the fighter who hounds down surrendered men. + +He settled himself in a chair close to the piano. "Val, I'm very +glad to have met you. Having taken so much upon me," he was +smiling into Val's eyes, "I've often wondered what had become of +you. This," he lightly touched Val's arm, "was a cruel handicap. +I had to disable you, but it need not have been permanent." + +"Do you mind moving? you're in my light." + +He shifted his chair by an inch or so. "After all, what's a single +failure of nerve? Physical causes--wet, cold, indigestion, tight +puttees--account for nine out of ten of these queer breakdowns. +At all events you've paid, Val, paid twice over: when I read your +name in the Honours List I laughed, but I was sorry for you. The +sword-and-epaulets business would have been mild compared to that." + +"Cat and mouse, is it?" said Val, resting his hands on the keys. + +"What?" + +"I'm not going to stand this sort of thing, Hyde, not for a +minute." + +"I don't know what you mean," said Lawrence, reddening slowly to +his forehead. But it was a lie: he was not one of those who can +overstep limits with impunity. The streak of vulgarity again! +and worse than vulgarity: Andrew Hyde's sardonic old voice was +ringing in his ears, "Lawrence, you'll never be a gentleman." + +"All right, we'll leave it at that. Only don't do it again." +Lawrence was dumb. "Here's Mrs. Clowes." + +Val rose as Laura came in, released at length from attendance on +her husband. "I heard you playing," she said, giving him her hand +with her sweet, friendly smile. "So you've introduced yourself to +Captain Hyde? I hope you were nice to him, for my gratitude to +him is boundless. I haven't seen Bernard looking so fit or so +bright for months and months! Now sit down, both of you, and +we'll have cigarettes and coffee. Ring, Val, will you--? it's +barely half past ten. + +"I can only stay for one cigarette, Laura: I must get home to +bed." + +"But, my dear boy, how tired you look!" exclaimed Laura. "You do +too much--I'm sure you do too much. He wears himself out, +Lawrence--oh! my scarf!" She was wearing a silver scarf over her +black dress, and as she moved it fluttered up and caught on the +chain round her throat. "Unfasten me, please, Val," she said, +bending her fair neck, and Val was obliged laboriously to +disentangle the silken cobweb from the spurs of her clear-set +diamonds, a process which fascinated Lawrence, whose mind was +more French than English in its permanent interest in women. +Certainly Val's office of friend of the family was not less +delicate because Laura, secure in her few years seniority, +treated him like a younger brother! Watching, not Val, but Val's +reflection in a mirror, Lawrence overlooked no shade of +constraint, no effort that Val made to avoid touching with his +finger-tips the satin allure of Laura's exquisite skin. "Poor +miserable Val!" Suspicion was crystallizing into certainty. "Or +is it poor Bernard? No, I swear she doesn't know. Does he know +himself?" + +A servant had brought in coffee, and Lawrence in his quality of +cousin poured out two cups and carried them over to Laura and to +Val. "Well, I'm damned!" murmured Lawrence as Val refastened the +clasp of the chain. "Picturesque, all this.-- Here, Val, here's +your coffee." + +"But do you know each other so well as that?" exclaimed Laura, +arching her wren's-feather eyebrows. + +"I was an infant subaltern when Hyde knew me," said Val laughing, +"and he was a howling swell of a captain. Do you remember that +night you all dined with us, sir, when we were in billets? We +stood you champagne--" + +"Purchased locally. I remember the champagne." + +"Dine with us tomorrow night," said Laura. "Do! and bring +Isabel." Lawrence gave an imperceptible start: for the last hour +he had forgotten Isabel's existence except when her eyes had +looked at him out of her brother's face. "The child will enjoy +it, I never knew any one so easily pleased; and you and Lawrence +and Bernard can rag one another to your heart's content. Yes, +you will, I know you will, Army men always do when they get +together; and you're all boys, even Bernard, even you with your +grey hair, my dear Val; as for Lawrence, he's only giving himself +airs." + +"Yes, do bring your sister," said Lawrence. "She is the most +charming young girl I've met for years, if a man of my mature age +may say so. She is so natural, a rare thing nowadays: the modern +jeune fille is a sophisticated product." + +"Bravo, Lawrence!" cried Mrs. Clowes, clapping her hands. "Now, +Val, didn't I tell you Isabel was going to be very, very pretty? +That's settled, then, you'll both come: and, to please me," she +looked not much older than Isabel as she took hold of the lapel +of Val's coat, "will you wear your ribbon? I know you hate +wearing it in civilian kit! But I do so love to see you in it: +and it's not as if there would be any one here but ourselves." + +Lawrence swung round on his heel and walked away. One may enjoy +the pleasures of the chase and yet draw the line at watching an +application of the rack, and it sickened him to remember that his +own hand had given a turn to the screw. It had needed that brief +colloquy to let him see what Stafford's life was like at Wanhope, +and in what slow nerve-by-nerve laceration amends were being +made. He admired the gallantry of Stafford's reply. + +"My dear Laura, I would tie myself up in ribbon from head to foot +if it would give you pleasure. I'll wear it if you like, though +my superior officer will certainly rag me if I do." + +"No, I shan't," said Lawrence shortly. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +"And now tell me," murmured Mrs. Clowes in the mischievously +caressing tone that she kept for Isabel, "did mamma's little girl +enjoy her party?" + +"Rather!" said Isabel--with a great sigh, the satisfied sigh of +a dog curling up after a meal. "They were lovely strawberries. +And what do you call that French thing? Oh, that's what a +vol-au-vent is, is it? I wish I knew how to make it, but probably +it's one of those recipes that begin 'Take twelve eggs and a quart of +cream.' I wish nice things to eat weren't so dear, Jimmy would love +it. Captain Hyde took two helps--did you see?--big ones! If he +always eats as much as he did tonight he'll be fat before he's fifty, +which will be a pity. He ate three times what Val did." + +"Is that what you were thinking of all the time? I noticed you +didn't say very much." + +"Well, I was between Captain Hyde and Major Clowes, and they +neither of them think I'm grown up," explained Isabel. "They +talked to each other over the top of me. Oh no, not rudely, +Major Clowes was as nice as he could be" (Isabel salved her +conscience by reflecting that this was verbally true since Major +Clowes could never he nice), "and Captain Hyde asked me if I was +fond of dolls--" + +"My dear Isabel!" + +"Or words to that effect. Oh! it's perfectly fair, I'm not grown +up, or only by fits and starts. Some of me is a weary forty-five +but the rest is still in pigtails. It's curious, isn't it? +considering that I'm nearly twenty. Let's go through the wood, +my stockings are coming down." Out of sight of the house in a +clearing of the loosely planted alder-coppice by the bridge, she +pulled them up, slowly and candidly: white cotton stockings +supported by garters of black elastic. "After all," she +continued, "I'm housekeeper, and in common politeness we shall +have to dine you back, so I really did want to see what sort of +things Captain Hyde likes. But it's no use, he won't like +anything we give him. Not though we strain our resources to the +uttermost. Laura! would Mrs. Fryar give me the receipt for that +vol-au-vent? I don't suppose we could run to it, but I should +love to try." + +"Mrs. Fryar would be flattered," said Laura, finding a chair in +the forked stem of a wild apple-tree, while Isabel sat plump +down on the net of moss-fronds and fine ivy and grey wood-violets +at her feet. "But, my darling, you're not to worry your small +head over vol-au-vents! Lawrence will like one of your own roast +chickens just as well, or any simple thing--" + +"Oh no, Lawrence won't!" Isabel gave a little laugh. "Excuse my +contradicting you, but Lawrence isn't a bit fond of simple +things. That's why he doesn't like me, because I'm simple, +simple as a daisy. I don't mind--much," she added truthfully. +"I can survive his most extended want of interest. After all +what can you expect if you go out to dinner in the same nun's +veiling frock you wore when you were confirmed, with the tucks +let down and the collar taken out? O! Laura, I wish someone +would give me twenty pounds on condition that I spent it all on +dress! I'd buy--I'd buy--oh,--silk stockings, and long +gloves, and French cambric underclothes, and chiffon nightgowns +like those Yvonne wears (but they aren't decent: still that +doesn't matter so long as you're not married, and they are so +pretty)! And a homespun tailor-made suit with a seam down the +back and open tails: and--and--one of those real Panamas that +you can pull through a wedding ring: and--oh! dear, I am greedy! +It must be because I never have any clothes at all that I'm +always wanting some. I ache all over when I look at catalogues. +Isn't it silly?" + +If so it was a form of silliness with which Mrs. Clowes was in +full sympathy. In her world, to be young and pretty gave a woman +a claim on Fate to provide her with pretty dresses and the +admiration of men. As for Yvonne, till she married Jack Bendish +she had never been out of debt in her life. "No, it's the most +natural thing on earth," said Laura. "How I wish--!" + +"No, no," said Isabel hastily. "It's very, very sweet of you, +but even Jimmy wouldn't like it: and as for Val I don't know what +he'd say! Poor old Val, he wants some new evening clothes +himself, and it's worse for him than for me because men do so +hate to look shabby and out at elbows. He's worn that suit for +ten years. My one consolation is that Captain Hyde couldn't wear +a suit he wore ten years ago. It would burst." + +"Isabel! really! you ridiculous child, why have you such a +spite against poor Lawrence? Any one would think he was a +perfect Daniel Lambert! Do you know he's a pukka sportsman and +has shot all over the world? Lions and tigers, and rhinoceros, +and grizzly bears, and all sorts of ferocious animals! He's +promised me a black panther skin for my parlour and he's +persuaded Bernard to call in Dr. Verney for his neuritis, so I +won't hear another word against him!" + +"Has he? H'm. . . . No, I haven't any prejudice against him: in +fact I like him," said Isabel, smiling to herself. "But he +reminds me of Tom Wallis at the Prince of Wales's Feathers. Do +you remember Tom? 'Poor Tom,' Mrs. Wallis always says, 'he went +from bad to worse. First it was a drop too much of an evening: +and then he began getting drunk mornings: and then he 'listed for +a soldier!' Not that Captain Hyde would get drunk, but he has the +same excitable temperament. . . . Laura!" + +"What is it?" said Mrs. Clowes, framing the young face between +her hands as Isabel rose up kneeling before her. In the +quivering apple-tree shadow Isabel's eyes were very dark, and +penetrating and reflective too, as if she had just undergone one +of those transitions from childhood to womanhood which are the +mark and the charm of her variable age. Laura was puzzled by her +judgment of Lawrence Hyde, so keen, yet so wide of the truth as +Laura saw it: "excitable" was the last thing that Laura would +have called him, and she couldn't see any likeness to Tom Wallis. +But one can't argue over a man's character with a child. "Why so +serious?" + +"This evening, at dinner, weren't there some queer +undercurrents?" + +"Undercurrents!" Laura drew her hands away. She looked startled +and nervous. "What sort of undercurrents?" + +"When they were chaffing Val about his ribbon. Oh, I don't know," +said Isabel vaguely. Laura drew a breath of relief. "I was sorry +you made him wear it. But he'd cut his hand off to please you, +darling. You don't really realize the way you can make Val do +anything you like." + +"Nonsense," said Laura, but with an indulgent smile, which was +her way of saying that it was true but did not signify. She was +no coquette, but she preferred to create an agreeable impression. +Always in France, where women are the focus of social interest, +there had been men who did as Laura Selincourt pleased, and the +incense which Val alone continued to burn was not ungrateful to +her altar. "As if Val would mind about a little thing like +that." + +Isabel shook her head. "Perhaps you weren't attending. Major +Clowes was very down on him for wearing it--chaffing him, of +course, but chaffing half in earnest: a snowball with a stone in +it. Naturally Val wasn't going to say you made him--" + +"No, but Lawrence did: or I should have cut in myself." + +"Yes, after a minute, he interfered, and then Major Clowes shut +up, but it was all rather--rather queer, and I'm sure Val hated +it. You won't make him do it again, will you? Val's so odd. +Laura--don't tell any one--I sometimes think Val's very +unhappy." + +"Val, unhappy? You fanciful child, this is worse than Tom +Wallis! What should make Val unhappy? He might be dull," said +Laura ruefully. "Life at Wanhope isn't exciting! But he's keen +on his work and very fond of the country. Val is one of the most +contented people I know." + +A shadow fell over Isabel's face, the veil that one draws down +when one has offered a confidence to hands that are not ready to +receive it. "Then it must be all my imagination." She abandoned +the subject as rapidly as she had introduced it. "O! dear, I am +sleepy." She stretched herself and yawned, opening her mouth wide +and shutting it with a little snap like a kitten. "I was up at +six to give Val his breakfast, and I've been running about all +day, what with the school treat next week, and Jimmy's new +night-shirts that I had to get the stuff for and cut them out, +and choir practice, and Fanny taking it into her head to make +rhubarb jam. How can London people stay up till twelve or one +o'clock every night? But of course they don't get up at six." + +"Have a snooze in my hammock," suggested Laura. "I see Barry +coming, which means that Bernard is going off and I shall have to +run away and leave you, and probably the men won't come out for +some time. Take forty winks, you poor child, it will freshen you +up." + +"I never, never go to sleep in the daytime," said Isabel firmly. +"It's a demoralizing habit. But I shouldn't mind tumbling into +your hammock, thank you very much." And, while Mrs. Clowes went +away with Barry, she slipped across to Laura's large comfortable +cot, swung waist-high between two alders that knelt on the river +brink. + +Isabel sprawled luxuriously at full length, one arm under her +head and the other dropped over the netting: her young frame was +tired, little flying aches of fatigue were darting pins and +needles through her knees and shoulders and the base of her +spine. The evening was very warm and the stars winked at her, +they were green diamonds that sparkled through chinks in the +alder leafage overhead: round dark leaves like coins, and +scattered in clusters, like branches of black bloom. Near at +hand the river ran in silken blackness, but below the coppice, +where it widened into shallows, it went whispering and rippling +over a pebbly bottom on its way to the humming thunder of the +mill. And in a fir-tree not far off a nightingale was singing, +now a string of pearls dropping bead by bead from his throat, now +rich turns and grace-notes, and now again a reiterated metallic +chink which melted into liquid fluting: + + Vogek im Tannenwald + Pfeifet so hell: + Pfeifet de Wald aus und ein, + wo wird mein Schatze sein? + Vogele im Tannenwald pfeifet so hell. + +Isabel was still so young that she felt the beauty more deeply +when she could link it with some poetic association, and as she +listened to the nightingale she murmured to herself "'In some +melodious plot of beechen green with shadows numberless'--but +it isn't a beech, it's a fir-tree," and then wandering off into +another literary channel, "'How thick the bursts come crowding +through the leaves! Eternal passion--eternal pain' . . . but I +don't believe he feels any pain at all. It is we who feel pain. +He's not been long married, and it's lovely weather, and there's +plenty for them to eat, and they're in love . . . what a heavenly +night it is! I wish some one were in love with me. I wonder if +any one ever will be. + +"How thrilling it would be to refuse him! Of course I couldn't +possibly accept him--not the first: it would be too slow, +because then one couldn't have any more. One would be like +Laura. Poor Laura! Now if she were in that tree"--Isabel's +ideas were becoming slightly confused--"it would be natural for +her to be melancholy--only if she were a bird she wouldn't care, +she would fly off with some one else and leave Major Clowes, and +all the other birds would come and peck him to death. They +manage these things better in bird land." Isabel's eyes shut but +she hurriedly opened them again. "I'm not going to go to sleep. +It's perfectly absurd. It can't be much after nine o'clock. I +dare say Captain Hyde will come out before so very long . . . I +should like to talk to him again by myself. He isn't so +interesting when other people are there. I wonder why I told +Laura he was getting fat? He isn't: he couldn't be, to travel +all over the world and shoot black panthers. And if he did take +two helps of vol-au-vent, you must remember, Isabel, he's a big +man--well over six feet--and requires good support. He +certainly is not greedy or he would have tried to pick out the +oysters: all men love oysters. + +"He was nice about Val's ribbon, too . . . wish I understood +about that ribbon. Val was grateful: he said 'Thanks, Hyde' +while Major Clowes was speaking to Barry. Laura isn't stupid, +but she never understands Val. 'Contented?' My dearest darling +Val! If he were being roasted over a slow fire he would be +'contented' if Laura was looking on. That's the worst of being +perfectly unselfish: people never realize that you're unselfish +at all. Wives don't seem to hear what their husbands say. Often +and often Major Clowes is absolutely insulting to Val, before +Laura and before me. But Laura always looks on Val as a boy. +Perhaps if Captain Hyde hears it going on he'll interfere and +shut Major Clowes up as he did tonight. He can manage Major +Clowes . . . which is clever of him! 'A strong, silent man'--as +a matter of fact he talks a good deal. . . . But I loved him for +sitting on Major Clowes. I'd rather he were nice to Val than to +me. + +"But he might be nice to me too. . . . + +"He was, yesterday afternoon. How he coloured up! He was +absolutely natural for the minute. That can't often happen. +People who don't like giving themselves away are thrilling when +they do." + +Another yawn came upon her. + +"O! dear, I really mustn't go to sleep. What a lulling noise you +make, you old river! I don't think I can get up at six tomorrow. +This hammock is as comfortable as a bed. 'The young girl +reclined in a graceful attitude, her head pillowed on her slender +hand, her long dark lashes entangled and resting on her ivory +cheek.' Well, they couldn't rest anywhere else: unless they were +long enough to rest on her nose. 'Her--her breathing was soft +and regular . . .'" It became so. Isabel slept. + +Val would rather have owed no gratitude to a man he disliked so +much as Hyde. When Bernard was wheeled away, an interchange of +perfunctory civilities was followed by a constrained silence, +which Val broke by rising. "Hyde, if you'll excuse me, I'll say +five words to Bernard before Barry begins getting him to bed. +There's a right of way dispute going on that he liked me to keep +him posted up in." + +"Do," said Lawrence vaguely. He brushed past Val and escaped into +the garden. + +Lawrence was enjoying his stay at Wanhope, but tonight he felt +defrauded, though he knew not why. He had had an agreeable day. +In the morning Jack Bendish had appeared on horseback and Lawrence +had ridden over with him to lunch at Wharton, a sufficiently amusing +experience, what with the crabbed high-spirited whims of Jack's +grandfather and the old-fashioned courtesy of Lord Grantchester, and +Yvonne's romantic toilette: later Laura had joined them and they had +played bowls on the famous green: in the cool of the evening he had +strolled home with Laura through the fields. Dinner too had been +amusing in its way, the wines were excellent, the parlour maid waited +at table like a deft ghost, and he recognized in Mrs. Fryar an artist +who was thrown away alike on Bernard's devotion to roast beef and +Val's inability to remember what he ate. Yet Lawrence was left +vaguely discontented. + +Bernard's manner to Val had set his teeth on edge. Bernard could +have meant no harm: no one had ever known the truth except +Lawrence and Val, and possibly Dale with such torn shreds of +consciousness as H. E. and barbed wire had left him: but in all +innocence Bernard had set the rack to work as deftly as Lawrence +could have done it himself. Lawrence pitied--no, that was a +slip of the mind: he was not so weak as to pity Stafford, but +their intercourse was difficult, genant. + +And Isabel Stafford too: Clowes had left her out of the +conversation as though she were a child, and though Lawrence +tried to bring her in she remained, so to say, in the nursery +most of the time, speaking when she was spoken to but without any +of her characteristic freshness and boldness. She was the +schoolgirl that Clowes expected her to be. Her very dress +irritated Lawrence, as if he had seen a fine painting in a tawdry +frame, or a pearl of price foiled by a spurious setting. He had +not felt any glow at all, and was left to suppose his fancy had +played him a trick. Disappointing! and now there was no chance +of revising his impression, for apparently she had gone away with +Laura--who should have known better than to leave Captain Hyde +to his own devices. But probably Miss Stafford had refused to +face the men alone: it was what a little shy country girl would +do. + +Isabel's arm hanging over the edge of the hammock, and pearly +white in the dark, was his first warning of her presence. He +crossed the wood with his hunter's step and found her lapped in +dreams, the starlight that filtered between the alder branches +chequering her with a faint diaper of light and shade. Only the +very young can afford to be, seen asleep, when the face sinks +back into its original repose, and lines and wrinkles reappear in +the loss of all that smiling charm of expression which may efface +them by day. Laura, asleep, looked old and haggard. But Isabel +presented a blank page, a face virginally pure, and candid, and +lineless: from the attitude of her young body one would have +thought she was constructed without bones, and from her serenity +it might have been a child who slept there in the June night, so +placidly entrusting herself to its mild embrace. Vividly aware +that he had no right to watch her, Lawrence stood watching her, +though afraid at every breath that she would wake up: it was hard +to believe that even in her sleep she could remain insensible of +his eyes. Here was the authentic Isabel, the girl who had +enchanted him on the moor: the incarnation of that classic beauty +by which alone his spirit was capable of being touched to fine +issues. The alder branches quivered, their clusters of black +shadow fell like an embroidered veil over the imperfections of +her dress, but what light there was shone clear on her head and +throat, and the pearly moulding of her shoulder, based where her +sleeve was dragged down a little by the tension of her weight +upon it. All the mystery of womanhood and all its promise of +life in bud and life not yet sown lay on this young girl asleep +in the starshine. Lights flashed up in the house, figures were +moving between the curtains: Laura had left Bernard, soon she +would come out into the garden and call to Isabel, and Isabel +would wake and his chance be lost. His chance? Isabel had +rashly incurred a forfeit and would have to pay. The frolic was +old, there was plenty of precedent for it, and not for one moment +did Lawrence dream of letting her off. A moth, a dead leaf might +have settled on her sleeping lips and she would have been none +the wiser, and just such a moth's touch he promised himself, the +contact of a moment, but enough to intoxicate him with its +sweetness, and the first--yes, he believed it would be the +first: not from any special faith in Isabel's obduracy, but +because no one in Chilmark was enough of a connoisseur to +appreciate her. Yes, the first, the bloom on the fruit, the +unfolding of the bud, he promised himself that: and warily he +stooped over Isabel, who slept as tranquil as though she were in +her own room under the vicarage eaves. Lawrence held his breath. +If she were to wake? Then?--Oh, then the middleaged friend of +the family claiming his gloves and his jest! But Lawrence was +not feeling middle-aged. + +"O! dear," said Isabel, "I've been asleep!" + +She sat up rubbing her eyes. "Laura, are you there?" But no one +was there. Yet, though she was alone, in the solitude of the +alder shade Isabel blushed scarlet. "What a ridiculous dream! +worse than ridiculous, What would Val say if he knew? Really, +Isabel, you ought to be whipped!" She slipped to her feet and +peered suspiciously this way and that into the shadowy corners of +the wood. Not a step: not the rustle of a leaf: no one. + +Yet Isabel's cheeks continued to burn, till with a little +frightened laugh she buried them in her hands. "O! it was-- +it was a dream--?" + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Lawrence's reflections when he went to bed that night were more +insurgent and disorderly than usual. In his negative philosophy, +when he shut the door of his room, it was his custom to shut the +door on memory too--to empty his mind of all its contents except +the physical disposition to sleep. He cultivated an Indian's +self-involved and deliberate vacancy. On this his second night +at Wanhope however--Wanhope which was to bring him a good many +white nights before he was done with it--he lay long awake, +watching the stars that winked and glittered in the field of his +open window, the same stars that were perhaps shining on Isabel's +pillow. . . . + +Isabel: it was on her that his thoughts ran with a tiring +persistency against which his common sense rebelled. A kiss! +what was it after all? A Christmas forfeit, a prank of which +even Val Stafford could have said no worse than that it was +beneath the dignity of his six and thirty years: only too +flattering for such a little country girl, sunburnt, simple, and +occasionally tongue-tied. The lady of the ivory frame (whom +Lawrence had fished out of her seclusion and set up on his +dressing table, to the disgust of Caroline: who was a Baptist, +and didn't care to dust a person who wore so few clothes), the +lady of the ivory frame was far handsomer than Isabel, or at +least handsome in a far more finished style. + +Lawrence had the curiosity to get out of bed and carry Mrs. Cleve +to the window. Yes, she certainly was an expensive luxury, this +smiling lady, her eyes large and liquid, her waved hair rippling +under its diamond aigrette, her rather wide, eighteenth century +shoulders dimpling down under a collar of diamonds to the half +bare swell of her breast: and for an amateur of her type she was +charming, with her tired, sophisticated glance and her fresh +mouth, like a rouged child: but it was borne in on Lawrence that +she was not for him. He had kissed her two or three times, as +occasion served and she seemed to desire it, but he had never +lain awake afterwards, nor had his heart beaten any faster, no, +not even in the summerhouse at Bingley when she was fairly in his +arms. He pitched the photograph into a drawer. Frederick Cleve +was safe, for him. + +Strolling out on the balcony, Lawrence folded his arms on the +balustrade. The night was hot: perhaps that was why he could not +sleep. By his watch it was ten minutes past two. The moon was +near her setting. She lay on her back with tumbled clouds all +round her: mother & pearl clouds, quilted, and tinged with a +sheen of opal. He wondered whether Bernard was asleep: poor +Bernard, lying alone through the dreary hours. Perhaps it was +because Lawrence was not at all like a curate that Bernard had +already made his cousin free of certain dark corners which Val +had never been allowed to explore. "My wife? She's not my +wife," Clowes had said, staring up at Lawrence with his wide +black eyes. "She's my nurse." And he went on defining the +situation with the large coarse frankness which he permitted +himself since his accident, and which did not repel Lawrence, as +it would have repelled Val or Jack Bendish, because Lawrence +habitually used the same frankness in his own mind. There was +some family likeness between the cousins, and it came out in +their common contempt for modern delicacy, which Bernard called +squeamishness and Lawrence damned in more literary language as +the Victorian manner. + +The moon dipped lower over the trees while Lawrence took one of +his sharp turns of self-analysis. Most men live in a haze, but +Lawrence was naturally a clear thinker, and he had neither a warm +heart nor a sentimental temperament to blind him. Cleve was +safe: but with his Rabelaisian candour and cultivated want of +scruple Lawrence reflected that Cleve had been anything but safe +at Bingley. Whence the change? From Isabel Stafford! Lawrence +shrugged his shoulders: he was accustomed to examine himself in a +dry light of curiosity, and no vice or weakness shocked him, but +here was pure folly. + +What was he doing at Wanhope? "I'm contracting attachments," he +reflected, unbuttoning his silk jacket to feel the night air cool +on his chest, a characteristic action: wind, sunshine, a +wandering scent, the freshness of dew, all the small sensuous +pleasures that most men neglect, Lawrence would go out of his way +to procure. "I'm breaking my rule." Long ago he had resolved +never to let himself get fond of any one again, because in this +world of chance and change, at the mercy of a blindly striking +power, the game is not worth the candle: one suffers too much. + +As for Miss Stafford, one need not be a professed stole to draw +the line at a little country girl, pious to insipidity and simple +to the brink of silliness. Here Lawrence, not being one of those +who deny facts when they are unwelcome, caught himself up: she +was not insipid and her power over him was undeniable. Twice +within forty-eight hours she had defeated his will, and what was +stranger was that each time he had surrendered eagerly, feeling +for the moment as though it didn't matter what he said or did +before Isabel.--It was at this point of his analysis that Lawrence +began to take fright. "You rascal," he said to himself, "so that's +why you're off Mrs. Cleve, is it? What is it you want--to marry the +child? You would be sick to death of her in six weeks--and haven't +you had enough of giving hostages to Fortune?" + +Hostages to fortune: that pregnant phrase frightens men who fear +nothing else in heaven or earth. But not one of Hyde's friends +knew that he had ever given fortune a hostage. He was not +reserved as a rule: indeed he was always willing to argue creed +and code with a frankness rare in the self-conscious English +race: he was never shy and there was little in him that was +distinctively English. But he was too subtle and inconsistent +for the average homogeneous Englishman, and not even the comrades +of trench and tent knew much about his private life. Lawrence +was one of those products of a high civilization which have in +them pretty strong affinities with barbarism,--but always with a +difference. The noble savage tortures his enemy out of hate or +revenge: Lawrence, more sophisticated in brutality, was capable +of doing it by way of a psychological experiment. The savage +takes a short cut from desire to possession: Lawrence though his +blood ran hot curbed it from caution, because in modern life +women are a burden and a drag. + +This was the trained and tempered Lawrence Hyde, a personage of +great good humour and numitigable egoism. This was the companion +of easy morals with whom Lawrence was on familiar terms. But on +that first white night at Wanhope Lawrence grew dimly aware of +the upheaval of deeper forces, as if his youth were stirring in +its grave. When Laura Clowes smiled at him with her gallant +bearing: when Bernard gripped his hand in wishing him good night: +when Val in the middle of the psychological experiment pierced +him with his grave tired eyes, all sorts of feelings long dormant +and believed to be dead came to life in Lawrence: pity, and +affection, and remorse and shame. "Hang the fellow!" Lawrence +reflected. "He's too like his sister. And Isabel? She is a +child." Whose voice was it that answered, "This is the woman I +have been waiting for all my life?" + +And then, turning at bay, he came to a sufficiently cynical +conclusion. "No nonsense!" he said to himself. "Your trouble is +that she's twenty and you're six and thirty, which is a dangerous +age. But you don't want to marry her, and there's no middle +course. Fruit defendu, mon ami: hands off! If you can't be +sensible you'll have to shift out of Wanhope and compromise on +Mrs. Cleve." + +The rain held off, and after breakfast--a cheery meal at which +Bernard for the first time for many months appeared dressed and +in a good temper--Lawrence fulfilled the main duty of a guest by +going for a walk. + +He came by footbridge and field path into the High Street, where +he was immediately buttonholed by the vicar. Lawrence had a +fixed idea that all priests were hypocrites: they must be, since +as educated men they could not well believe the fables they were +paid to teach! But it was hard to associate hypocrisy with Mr. +Stafford, whose fond ambition it was to nail Lawrence Hyde to +lecture on his Chinese travels before the Bible Class. "Oh, nothing +religious," he explained, holding his victim firmly by the coat as +Lawrence edged away. "Only half an hour's story-telling to put a few +new ideas into their heads--as if you were talking to a young brother +of your own. I'm always trying to get them to emigrate, but they +need a great deal of shoving." Lawrence said they could not emigrate +to China, and, further, that he didn't regard them as brothers. "How +narrow you are, some of you University men!" sighed Mr. Stafford. +"What a concept of society! But," brightening, "you're not so bad as +you're painted. Come, come! a fifth-of-August recruit can't very +well deny that we're all brothers in arms?" Before Lawrence escaped +he was not sure that he hadn't pledged himself to an address on +"Fringes of the Empire," with special reference to the C.U.M.C.A. + +It was too sunny to fish, but the trout lured him, and from the +cross-roads by the stone bridge he struck into a footpath that +led upstream into the hills, behind whose green spurs Chilmark +before long was out of sight. Here it was lonely country. +Sometimes on a headland the sun flashed white over a knot of +labourers, scything the hay where no machine could go: sometimes +a shepherd's cote gleamed far off above the pale wattlings of a +fold: but as he wound on--and on into the Plain there was no +sign of man in all the hot landscape, and no motion but the +bicker of the stream over its stony bed, and the hum of insect +life busy on its millions of dark and tiny vibrant wings. Not a +breath of wind stirred among these grassy valleys, and Lawrence, +feeling warm, had sat down by a pool under a sapling birchtree, +when he heard a step on the path. It was Isabel Stafford. + +He had hardly seen her again overnight, for Val had carried his +young sister away before ten o'clock. He waited for her in the +rare shadow of the birchtree, a tall powerful figure in a white +drill suit of the tropics, his fair skin and black eyes shaded by +a wide Panama hat. Isabel as she drew near was vexed to find +herself blushing. She was a little shy of Captain Hyde, a little +averse to meet his sparkling eyes. + +"Isn't it hot?" she said, frankly wiping her face with a large +handkerchief. "This is a favourite pool of mine, I often sit +here when I come this way. I never saw such beautiful dragonflies, +did you? They must be nearly as big as hummingbirds." + +Over the brown mirror of the pool a troop of great dragonflies +were ceaselessly darting to and fro, their metallic wings making +a faint whirr as they looped in blinding mazes through the air +that glowed blue with their splendour. "Very beautiful," said +Lawrence. + +"Are you out for a walk? I'm on my way to Wancote." Here panic +fell on Isabel, the panic that lies in wait for young girls: if +he were to think she thought he ought to offer to escort her! +"I'm late, I must go on now. Good-bye!" + +Lawrence stood looking down at her, impassive, almost sombre, but +for the hot glow in his eyes. His caution had gone overboard. +"Mayn't I come too?" + +"Oh. . . ." + +"Do let me." + +"If you--if you like." + +The valley narrowed as it receded, the upland air began to +sparkle with a myriad prismatic needles that glittered from the +wings of flies and beetles, and from dewdrops on patches of turf +still as grey as hoarfrost in the shadow on the edge of a wood, +and from wayside hollies whose leaf-points were all starred in +silver. The blue bow overhead was stainless, not a cloud in it +nor a mist: azure, azure, and unfathomable, like the heart of +man, or the justice of God.--Isabel was not shy now but alert +and radiant, as if she had caught a sparkle from the air: and +expansive, as women are when they are sure of pleasing. "'For +the jaded man of the world at her side, the young girl's rustic +freshness was her chief charm. She was so different from the +beautiful but heartless mondaines he had known in Town. No +diamonds glittered round her slender throat, and her hands, +though small and well-shaped, were tanned by the summer sun. But +for the jaded-man-of-the-world, weary of sparkling epigram or +caustic repartee, her simple chatter held a fascination of its +own.' I don't believe," reflected Isabel, coming down mentally to +plain prose, "he'd mind if I talked to him about the dinner or +last week's washing bill." + +She did not in fact enter on any such intimate topic, but +conversed sedately about parish politics and the beauties of the +Plain. "This is a very lonely part," she said, "there are +scarcely any houses. I'm taking the magazine to one of Major +Clowes' shepherds. It's rather interesting going there. He's +mad." + +"Mad!" + +"As a March hare. He's perfectly harmless of course, and an +excellent shepherd. In lambing time he looks after the ewes like +a mother, Val says his flock hardly ever lose a lamb. But he's a +thrilling person to district-visit. Last time I went he had the +Prince of Wales staying with him." + +"Why on earth don't they put him in an asylum?" + +"Do you know much about country villages?" Isabel enquired. "I +thought not. They never put any one in an asylum till after he's +got into trouble, and not always then if he doesn't want to go: +just as they never build a bridge over a level crossing till one +or two people have been killed. We had a woman in Chilmark that +was much madder than poor dear Ben is. She took a knife out of +her drawer once when I was there and told me she was going to cut +her throat with it. She made me feel the edge to see how sharp +it was. At last she cut the children's throats instead of her +own, and then they put her away, but none of them died and she's +out again now. She's supposed to be cured. You see a County +asylum doesn't keep people longer than it must because the money +comes out of the rates." + +"Do you mean to say," Lawrence fastened on the point that struck +him most forcibly, "that your father lets you go to such places +by yourself?" + +"Oh yes: why not? He would think it showed want of faith to +prevent me. He's very sensible about things like that," said +Isabel without affectation. "There are always typhoid and +diphtheria about in the autumn, but Jimmy never fusses. It +wouldn't be much use if he did, with him and Val always in and +out of infected houses." + +"Pure fatalism--" said Lawrence, hitting with his stick at the +flowers by their path. "Your brother ought to put his foot +down--" Isabel seized his arm. + +"Take care!-- There was a bee in it. You really are most +careless Captain Hyde! I shan't take you for any more walks if +you do that. I dare say it was one of my own bees, and he had +the very narrowest escape! And Val wouldn't dream of interfering. +Ben and I are the best of friends. Besides, it's Mrs. Janaway I +really go to see, poor dear, she don't ever hear a bit o' news from +week's end to week's end. Wouldn't you be glad to see me," her eyes +were destitute of challenge but not of humour, "if you lived three +miles deep in the Plain, alone with your husband and the Prince of +Wales?" + +"I should be delighted to see you at any time." + +Isabel, not knowing what to do with this speech, let it alone. +"And the dog: I mustn't forget the dog. They have a thoroughbred +Great Dane. Mr. Bendish gave Ben the puppy because it was the +worst of the litter and they thought it would die: but it didn't +die--no animal does that Ben gets hold of--and he's too fond of +it now to part with it, though a dog fancier from Amesbury has +offered him practically his own price for it." + +"I should like to see the Dane." + +"Well, you will, if you come with me. There's the cottage." + +They had turned a bend and the head of the dale lay before them, +a mere dimpling depression between breasts of chalky grass. Set +close by the way on a cross-track, which forded the brook by +stepping stones and went on over the downs to Amesbury, stood a +small, square, tumbledown cottage, its door opening on primeval +turf, though behind it a plot of garden enclosed in a quickset +hedge provided Mrs. Janaway with cabbages and gooseberries and +sour apples and room to hang out the clothes. + +"Ben won't be in, but Billy will be looking after Clara. Billy +is no good with the sheep, but he's death on tramps. In fact if +I weren't here it wouldn't be too safe for you to go to the door. +A Dane can pull any man down: I've heard even Jack Bendish say he +wouldn't care to tackle him--" + +Even Jack Bendish! Lawrence smiled. He felt the prick of +Isabel's blade, it amused him, automatically he reacted to it, +she made him want to fight the Dane first and Jack Bendish +afterwards--but he retained just too much of the ascendancy of +his six and thirty years to gratify her by self-betrayal. +"You're a very brave young lady," he said cheerfully, "but if I +were Val--" + +He stopped short. From the cottage window, now not twenty yards +off, there had come a burst of the most appalling screams he had +ever heard in his life, the mechanical screaming of mortal agony. +Isabel went as white as chalk and even Hyde felt the blood turn +cold at his heart. Next moment the door was torn open and out of +it came a big red-bearded man, dressed in a brown tweed jacket +and velveteen trousers tied at the knees, and prancing high in a +solemn jig. In one hand he held up an iron stake and in the +other a rag of red and black carpet . . . the body of a woman in +a black dress, her arms and legs hanging down, her face a scarlet +mask that had ceased to scream. + +"Keep back, Isabel," said Lawrence: then, running across the +turf, "Drop that, Janaway! drop her!" in the hard authoritative +voice of the barrack square. With the fitful docility of the +mad, Janaway obeyed, and directly he did so Lawrence checked and +stood on the defensive, taking a moment to collect his wits--he +had need of them: he had to make his head guard his hands. He +was a tall powerful man, but so was the shepherd: to offset +Hyde's science, Janaway was mad and would be stopped by no +punishment short of a knock-out blow: and Lawrence carried only +an ordinary walking-stick, while Janaway had hold of an upright +from a bit of iron railing, five feet long and barbed like a +spear. + +"If he whacks me over the head with that or jabs it into my +stomach, I'm done," Lawrence thought, and pat to the moment +Janaway, his mouth open and his teeth bare, rushed on him and +struck at his eyes. Lawrence parried and sprang aside: but his +arm was jarred to the elbow. "That was a close call. Ha! my +chance now . . ." Like a flash, as Janaway turned, Lawrence +ran in to meet him body to body, seized him by the lapels of his +coat, pinned down his arms, set one foot against his thigh, and +with no great exertion of strength, by the Samurai's trick of +falling with one's enemy, heaved him up and shot him clean over +his own shoulder: then, as they dropped together, struck with his +wrist a paralysing blow at the base of the spine. Janaway's yell +of fury was choked into a rattling groan. + +Lawrence was up in a twinkling, but the shepherd lay where he had +fallen, and Lawrence let him lie: he knew that, so handled, the +victim could be counted out of action, perhaps for good and all. +He stood erect, breathing deep. Ben could wait, but what of Mrs. +Ben? He was shocked to find Isabel already at her side on the +reddened turf. + +Mechanically Lawrence picked up his stick before he went to join +her. Clara was huddled up over a pool of blood, her head between +her knees: not a pleasant sight for a young girl. But Isabel, +though white and trembling, was collected. "I can't feel her +heart, I--I'm afraid--" + +She broke off. Her glance had travelled beyond Lawrence and her +features were stiffening into a mask of fear. "Oh, the dog, the +dog!" she pointed past him. "Billy, Billy, down, sir!" + +From some eyrie on the hillside the Dane had watched without +emotion the legitimate spectacle of his master beating his +mistress: in the war of the sexes, a dog is ever on the man's +side. But when the tables were turned Billy went to the rescue. +He was coming round the corner of the cottage when Isabel caught +sight of him, travelling in great bounds at the pace of a wolf, +but silent. Lawrence had but just time to swing Isabel behind +him before the Dane leapt for his throat. Lawrence struck him +over the head, but the blow glanced: so sudden, so thundering +came the impact that Lawrence all but went down under it: and +once down. . . . + +The great jaws snapped one inch from his cheek, and before the +Dane could recover Lawrence had seized him by the throat and +fought him off. Then Lawrence set his back against the cottage +wall and felt safer. A second blow got home, and spoilt Billy's +beauty for ever: it laid open his left eye and the left side of +his jaw. Undaunted, the Dane gave himself an angry shake, which +spattered Lawrence with blood, and gathered his haunches for a +second spring. But by now Lawrence had clubbed his stick and was +beating him about the head with its heavy knobbed handle. Swift +as the dog was, the man was swifter: they fought eye to eye, the +man forestalling every motion of the dog's whipcord frame: +Lawrence's blood was up, he would have liked to fight it out +bare-handed. They would not have been ill-matched, for when the +Dane reared Lawrence overtopped him only by an inch or so, and +the weight of the steelclad paws on his breast tore open his +clothes and pinned him to the wall. But Lawrence thrashed him +off his feet whenever he tried to rise, till at length the lean +muzzle sank with a low baffled moan. + +Even then there was such fell strength in him that Lawrence dared +not spare him, and blow rained on blow.--"Don't kill him," said +Isabel. "Put this over his head." + +Lawrence took the length of serge she gave him and with +characteristic indifference to danger stooped over the dog, whose +spirit he admired, and tried to swathe his head in its heavy +folds. But, torn, blinded, baffled, the Dane was undefeated. He +wrenched his jaws out of their mufflings and rolled his head from +side to side, snapping right and left. "Oh Billy," cried Isabel, +"you know me, lie down, dear old man!" A pure-bred dog when sight +and hearing are gone will recognize a familiar scent. In an +agony of pity Isabel flung her arm over the heaving shoulders-- + +"Don't!" Lawrence dragged her off, but too late: the Dane's teeth +had snapped on her wrist. The next moment he was lying on his +side with his brains beaten out. Lawrence was willing to spare +his own enemy but not Isabel's. + +"Oh," said Isabel, shivering and moaning, "oh, my poor old +Billy!" + +"Damn your poor old Billy," said Lawrence: "let me look at your +arm." + +He carried her indoors, leaving Janaway and his wife and the Dane +lying scattered on the sunlit turf. He did not care one straw +whether they lived or died. In the little front parlour, neat +and fresh with its window full of white muslin and red geraniums, +he laid Isabel on a sofa and rolled up her sleeve: the flesh was +not much torn but the Dane's fangs had sunk in deep and clean. +"How far are we from a doctor?" + +"Four miles. Why? Billy wasn't mad. I shall be all right +directly. May I have some water to drink?" + +"Curse these country hamlets," said Lawrence. He could not carry +her four miles, nor was she fit to walk so far: but to fetch help +would mean an hour or so's delay. He went into the kitchen to +filla tumbler from the pump, and found an iron wash-bowl in Clara +Janaway's neat sink, and a kettle boiling on the hob beside a +saucepan of potatoes that she had been cooking for dinner. +Isabel sat up and took the glass from his hand. + +"I'm so sorry," she murmured, raising her beautiful dark eyes in +a diffident apology. "It was all my own fault." Lawrence slipped +a cushion under her head and drew her gently down. "Oh, thank +you! But please don't trouble about me. I do feel rather queer." +Lawrence thought it probable. He had been bitten by a dog +himself and knew how horribly such a wound smarts. "It was all +so--so very dreadful. But I shall be all right directly.. Do go +back to the others: I'm afraid poor Clara--oh! oh, Captain +Hyde! What are you doing?" + +"Set your teeth and shut your eyes," said Lawrence "it won't take +long. Your beloved Billy wasn't a nice animal to be bitten by. +No, he wasn't mad, but his teeth weren't very clean, and we don't +want blood poisoning to set up. Steady now." He pressed his lips +to her arm. + +Isabel's hand lay lax in his grasp while he methodically sucked +the wound and rinsed his mouth from her tumbler. He hurt her, +but she had been bred to accept pain philosophically. "Is it +done?" she asked meekly when he released her. "Not any more?" + +"No, that's enough. Now for a drop of warm water." He bathed the +wound thoroughly and in default of a better dressing bound it up +with his own handkerchief. "I wish I had some brandy to give +you, but there isn't a drop in the place. Your estimable friend +appears to have been a teetotaller. I don't doubt he was a +pattern of all the virtues.-- But for that matter I couldn't give +the child publichouse stuff.-- Now, my little friend, if you'll +lie quiet for five minutes, I'll see what's going on outside." + +"Please may I have my skirt?" + +"Your what?" + +"My serge skirt." + +It had not struck Lawrence till then that she was dressed in a +white muslin blouse and a pink and blue striped petticoat. "Do +you mean to say that was your skirt you gave me to tie up the +dog's head in?" + +"I hadn't anything else," said Isabel still more apologetically, +and blushing--she was feeling very guilty, very much ashamed of +the trouble she had given: "and you don't know how fond Ben was +of Billy!" + +"Oh, damn Billy!" said Lawrence for the second time. + +He went out into the summer sunshine. The dog, the fallen man, +the fallen woman, not one of them had stirred a hair. All was +peaceful and clear in every note of black and white and scarlet +on the turf plat where they lay as if on a stage, in their green +setting of dimpled hillside and beech grove and marsh. There was +a sickly smell in the hot bright air which carried Lawrence back +to the trenches. + +He went to examine the human wreckage. No need to examine Billy +--his record for good or ill was manifestly closed: and Lawrence +had a sickening suspicion that Mrs. Janaway too had finished with +a world which perhaps had not offered her much inducement to +remain in it. He lifted her up and laid her down again in a +decent posture, straightening her limbs and sweeping back her +clotted grey hair: no, no need to feel for the pulse in that +faded breast from which her husband had partly torn away the +neatly darned stuff bodice, so modest with its white tucker and +silver Mizpah brooch. Lawrence composed its disorder with a +reverent hand, spreading his own coat over her face. + +He went on to Ben, and was frankly disappointed to find that Ben +was not dead--far from it: he gave a deep groan when Lawrence +rolled him over: but it was a case of broken arm and collarbone, +if not of spinal injury as well. Lawrence found a length of line +in the yard--Clara's clothes-line, in fact--and knotted it into +a triple cord, for, though no sane man could have got far in such +a state, it was on the cards that Janaway in his madness might +scramble up and wander away on the downs. So Lawrence lashed him +hand and foot, and Ben blinked and grinned at the sun and +slavered over his beard. + +It was while thus employed that Lawrence began to wonder what +would have happened if Isabel had come to Wancote alone. She +might have run away. But would she, while Ben was engaged in +carpet-beating? Not she! Lawrence was not a fanciful man: but +the red and grey remains of Clara Janaway would have set the +visualizing faculty to work in the mind of a ploughboy. After +tying the last of a dozen knots, reef knots and none too loose, +he went to the back of the cottage where Isabel could not see him +and was swiftly and violently sick. + +After that he felt better. There was a pump in the yard, and he +rinsed his head and hands under it, and washed off as best he +could the stains of the fight, and re-knotted his scarf and shook +himself down into his disordered clothes before going back to +Isabel. And then it was that Isabel received of him a fresh +impression as though she had never known him before, one of those +vivid second impressions that efface earlier memories. + +Val had always held paternal rank, Captain Hyde had been +introduced as Val's late superior officer, and so Isabel had +accepted him as Val's contemporary, of the generation before her +own. But framed in the sunlit doorway, a very tall handsome man +in undress, his coat thrown off, his trousers belted on his lean +flanks, his wet shirt modelling itself over his powerful throat +and shoulders and sticking to his ribs, Hyde might have been +only six or seven and twenty: and certainly his manner was not +middle-aged! Val's language was refined enough for a curate, and +even Rowsley in his young sister's presence never went beyond a +sarcenet oath; but Hyde's frank fury was piquant to Isabel's not +very decorous taste. When he came in, her pain and faintness +began to diminish as if a stream of warm fresh life were flowing +into her veins. + +"Are you better, Miss Isabel?" + +"Ever so much better, thank you. Is--is Clara--?" + +Cool, grave, and tranquil, Lawrence took her hand. "Clara is +dead." He felt her trembling, and found a form of consolation +which would have been slow to occur to his unprompted fancy. +"Better so, isn't it? She wouldn't have been very happy after her +husband's trying to kill her." + +"No, she wouldn't want them to put him in an asylum," Isabel +agreed, but in a subdued voice. "Did you forget my skirt?" + +"No, but it was rather in a mess with the unfortunate Billy, and +I'm afraid you'll have to do without it. I'm going to take you +home now. You can walk, can't you, with my help? I'd like to +carry you a few steps, till we're out of sight of the cottage. +Put your arm round my neck." Isabel hesitated. She had been +frightened out of her life and still felt cruelly shaken, but her +quick sense of the ridiculous protested against this deference +paid to her when she wasn't really hurt and it was all her own +fault. What would Val have said? But apparently Captain Hyde +was less exacting than Val. "Ah! let me: it is an ugly little +scene outside and I don't want you to be haunted by it." + +She resigned herself. She had not yet begun to feel shy of +Lawrence, she was a child still, a child with the instincts of a +woman, but those instincts all asleep. They quickened in her +when she felt the glow of his life so near her own, but there was +a touch of Miranda in Isabel, and no cautionary withdrawal +followed. + +And Lawrence? The trustfulness of a noble nature begets what it +assumes. One need not ask what would have become of Miranda if +she had given her troth to an unworthy Ferdinand, because the +Mirandas of this world are rarely deceived. Hyde was but a +battered Ferdinand. He was a man of strong and rather coarse +fibre who had indifferently indulged tastes that he saw no reason +to restrain. But he was changing: when he carried Isabel across +the sunlit grass plot, her beautiful grave childish head lying +warm on his shoulder, he had travelled far from the Hyde of the +summer house at Bingley. + +"My word!" said Yvonne Bendish, startled out of her drawl. "Is +it you, Isabel?" She reined in and sat gazing with all her eyes +at the couple coming down the field path to Chilmark Bridge. +"Have you had an accident? What's happened?" + +"Excuse my hat," said Lawrence with rather more than his habitual +calm. "How lucky to have met you. There has been a shocking +business up at Wancote. Perhaps you would take Miss Stafford +home? She should be got to bed, I think." + +Mrs. Jack Bendish was not soon ruffled, nor for long. "Lift her +in," she said. "Sorry I can't make room for you too, Captain +Hyde, you are as white as a ghost. Very upsetting, isn't it? but +don't worry, girls of her age turn faint rather easily. Her arm +hurt? . . ." She pointed down the road with her whip. "Dr. +Verney lives at The Laburnus, on the right, beyond the publichouse. +If you would be so kind as to send him up to the vicarage?" + +She whipped up her black ponies and was gone. Lawrence was +grateful to her for asking no questions, but he would rather have +taken Isabel direct to Val. Romance in bud requires a delicate +hand. Now Mrs. Jack Bendish had all the bourgeois virtues except +modesty and discretion. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The Wancote affair made a nine days' wonder in the Plain. Indeed +it even got into the London papers, under such titles as "A +Domestic Tragedy" or "Duel with a Dog": and, while the Morning +Post added a thumbnail sketch of Captain Hyde's distinguished +career, the Spectator took Ben as the text of a "middle" on "The +Abuse of Asylum Administration in Rural Districts." + +Lawrence himself, when he had despatched Hubert Verney to the +vicarage, would have liked to cut his responsibility. But it +could not be done: first there was the village policeman to run +to earth and information to be laid before him, and then, since +Brown's first flustered impulse was to arrest all concerned from +Lawrence to Clara Janaway, Lawrence had to walk down with him to +Wharton to interview Jack Bendish, as both the nearest magistrate +and the nearest sensible man. But after pouring his tale into +Jack's sympathetic ear he felt entitled to wash his hands of the +affair. Instead of going back to Wanhope with the relief party +he got Bendish to drop him at the field path to Wanhope: and he +slipped up to his room by a garden door, bathed, changed, and +came down to lunch without trace of discomposure. Gaston, +curtly ordered to take his master's clothes away and burn them, +was eaten by curiosity, but in vain. + +Even before his cousin, Lawrence did not own to his adventure +till the servants had left the room. If it could have been kept +dark he would not have owned to it at all. He did so only +because it must soon be common property and he did not care to be +taxed with affectation. + +When, bit by bits his story came out across the liqueur glasses +and the early strawberries, Major Clowes laid his head back and +roared with laughter. Lawrence was annoyed: he had not found it +amusing and he felt that his cousin had a macabre and uncomfortable +sense of humour. But Bernard, wiping the tears from his eyes, +developed unabashed his idea of a good joke. "Hark to him! Now +isn't that Lawrence all over? What! can't you run down for +twenty-four hours to a hamlet the size of Chilmark but you must +bring your faics divers in your pocket?" + +"It isn't my fault if you have dangerous lunatics at large," said +Lawrence, helping himself daintily to cream. "If this is a +specimen of the way things go on in country districts, thank you, +give me a London slum. The brute was as mad as a hatter. He +ought to have been locked up years ago. I can't conceive what +Stafford was about to keep him on the estate." + +"All very fine," Bernard chuckled, "but I'd lay any odds Ben +didn't go for Mrs. Ben till he saw you coming." + +"Adventures are to the adventurous," Laura mildly translated the +bitter jest. Her mission in life was to smooth down Bernard's +rough edges. "But that is too ugly, Berns. You oughtn't to say +such a thing even in fun. It was no fun for Lawrence." + +"I don't object to an occasional scrap," said Lawrence. "But +this one was overdone." He shivered suddenly from head to foot. + +"Hallo, old man, I didn't know you had a nerve in your body!" +said Bernard staring at him. + +Lawrence went on with his strawberries in an ungenial silence. +He was irritated by his momentary self betrayal. If he had cared +to explain it he would have had to confess that though personally +indifferent to adventures he disliked to have women mixed up in +them. He was glad when Laura with her intuitive tact changed the +conversation, not too abruptly. + +"All modern men have nerves. I should think Lawrence had as few +as any, but it must have been a frightful scene. I must run up +after lunch and see Isabel. Poor child! But she's wonderfully +brave. All the Staffords were brought up to be stoical: if they +knocked themselves about as children they were never allowed to +cry. Mr. Stafford is a fanatic on the point of personal courage. +Val told me once that the only sins for which his father ever +cuffed him were telling fibs and running away." + +"Did he get cuffed often?" Lawrence enquired. + +"Shouldn't wonder," said Bernard. "Val's one of your nervy men." + +"Not after he was ten years old," said Laura smiling. "But as a +little boy he was always in trouble. Not the wisest treatment, +was it? for a delicate, sensitive child." + +"Miss Isabel is not nervous," said Lawrence. "She is as cool a +young lady as I have ever seen. I believe she still owes me a +grudge for hitting Billy so hard." He dipped his fingers +delicately into his finger bowl. "No, no more, thanks. Did I +tell you that the brute of a Dane bit her?" + +"Bit Isabel!" + +"Made his teeth pretty nearly meet in her forearm. She was +trying to soothe the dear dog. Mr. Stafford's theories may be +ethically beautiful, but I object to their being carried to +extremes. Frankly, I should describe your young friend as +idiotically rash," said Lawrence with a wintry smile. "I +couldn't prevent her doing it because I hadn't the remotest +notion she was going to do it. The Dane was practically mad with +rage. I could have cuffed her myself with pleasure. It was a +wild thing to do and not at all agreeable for me." + +"But, my dear Lawrence, that is one way of looking at it!" Laura +protested, amused by his cool egoism, though she took it with the +necessary grain of salt. "Bitten by that horrible dog? My poor +Isabel! she loves dogs--I don't suppose she stopped to consider +her own feelings or yours." + +"She ought to have had more sense." + +"Hear, hear!" said Bernard. "Half the trouble in the world comes +from women shoving in where they're not wanted. It's a pleasure +to talk to you, Lawrence, after lying here to be slobbered over +by a pack of old women. I always exclude you, my dear," he +nodded to Laura, "but the parson twaddles on till he makes me +sick, and Val's not much better. What's a woman want with +courage? Teach her to buy decent clothes and put 'em on +properly, and she's learning something useful. I'll guarantee +Isabel only got in the way. But you, Lawrence," he measured his +cousin with an admiring eye, much as a Roman connoisseur might +have run over the points of a favourite gladiator, "I should have +liked to see you tackle the Dane. You're a big chap--deeper in +the chest than I ever was, and longer in the reach. What's your +chest measurement?-- Yes, you look it. And nothing in your hand +but a stick? By Jove, it must have been worth watching! Hey, +Laura?" + +"Bernard, you are embarrassing! You will make even Lawrence shy. +But, yes," Laura laid her hand on Hyde's arm: "I should have +liked to watch you fight the Dane." + +How long was it since any one had spoken to Lawrence in that warm +tone of affection? Not since his father died. From time to time +Mrs. Cleve or other ladies had flattered his senses or his +vanity, but none of them had ever looked at him with Laura's kind +admiring eyes. Perhaps after all there was something to be said +for family life! Tragic wreck as Clowes was, he would have been +far more to be pitied but for his wife: their marriage, crippled +and sterilized, was yet--as Lawrence saw it--a beautiful +relation. Suppose he stood in that relation to Isabel? Sitting +at table in the cool panelled diningroom, his careless pose +stiffening under Laura's touch, Lawrence for the first time began +to wonder whether he would not gain more in happiness than he +would lose in freedom if he were to make the child his wife. + +"To make the child his wife." He was not really more of an egoist +than the average man, but he did assume that if he wanted her he +could win her. His mistress was very young: it was her rose of +youth and her unquelled spirit that charmed him even more than +her beauty: and she had not sixpence to her name, while he was a +rich man. He did not, as Bernard would have done, go on to plume +himself on his magnanimity, or infer that Isabel's gratitude +would give him a claim on her fealty over and beyond the Pauline +duty of wives. In the immediate personal relation Lawrence was +visited by a saving humility. But on the main issue he took, or +thought he took, a practical view. A man in love cannot soberly +analyse his own psychological state, and Lawrence did not know +that he had fallen in love with Isabel at first sight or that the +germ of matrimonial intentions had lain all along in his mind. +Here and now he believed that he first thought of marrying her. + +Then he would have to stay on at Wanhope. And court Isabel +under the eyes of all Chilmark? Under Bernard's eyes at all +events; they were already watching him. Lawrence was irritated: +whatever happened, he was not going to be watched by his cousin +and chaffed and argued over and betted on. In most points +indifferently frank, Lawrence was silent as the grave where sex +came into play. + +"Thank you." He touched with his lips the hand that Laura had +innocently laid on his wrist. "It can't really be fourteen +years, Laura, since you were staying at Farringay." + +"Flatterer!" said Laura, smiling but startled, and rising from +her chair. "This to an old married woman!" + +"Ah! when I remember that I knew you before this fellow did--!" + +"Here, I say," came Bernard's voice across the table, riotously +amused, "none o' that! none o' that!" + +"Penalty for having a charming wife," laughed Lawrence, in his +preoccupation blind and deaf to danger signals. He rose to open +the door for Laura. "By the by, if you go to the vicarage this +afternoon, I'll stroll up with you, if I may. I suppose I owe +the young lady that much civility!" + +"I can't: I'm busy," said Laura hastily. "That is, I don't know +what time I shall get away. Go by yourself, don't wait for me." + +"Rubbish," said Bernard. "Much pleasanter for both of you to +have the walk together. Lawrence doesn't want to go alone, do +you?" ("Rather not," said Lawrence heartily.) "And I don't want +you here, my love, if that's the trouble, I can't have you tied +to the leg of my sofa." + +Later, when Lawrence had gone out on the lawn to smoke, Bernard +recalled Laura. She came to him. He took hold of her wrist and lay +smiling up at her. "Nice relationship, isn't it, cousins-in-law? +So free and easy. You--. I watched you pawing him about. So +affectionate. He felt it too. Did you see the start he gave? He +twigged fast enough. Think you can play that game under my nose, do +you? So you can. I don't care what you do. Take yourself off now +and take him with you." + +"Don't pinch my wrist below the cuff, Bernard," said his wife. "I +can't wear gloves at tea." + +"You can stop out all night for all I care," said Clowes. "I'm +sick of the sight of you." + +Then Laura knew that the Golden Age was over. + +Isabel had refused to go to bed. She had no nerves: she saw life +in its proper colours without refraction. The dreadful scene at +Wancote had made its full impression on her, but she was not +beset like Hyde by visions of what might have been. Still she +was tired and subdued, and when Verney had dressed her arm she +announced her intention of spending the afternoon in the garden +out of the way of kind enquiries: and she settled herself on an +Indian chair behind a thicket of lilac and syringa, while Val and +Rowsley and Yvonne brought books and cushions and chocolate and +eau de cologne to comfort beauty in distress. + +But she had reckoned without the wicket gate in the garden wall, +which Lawrence let himself in by. He caught sight of her as he +crossed the lawn and came up to her bare-headed. "How are you?" +he asked without preface. "Better now?" + +His informality went against the grain of Isabel's taste: he had +no right to presume on a forced situation: with what fastidious +modesty Val would have drawn back! She was tired, and she did +not want to be reminded of what had happened in the morning. She +shut up her book, but kept a finger in the place. "Thank you. +I'm sorry the others are all out." + +"Mrs. Clowes sent me on ahead." + +For the second time she had made Lawrence redden like a girl, and +his easy manner deserted him. Isabel unconsciously let the book +slip from her hand. The lives of the Forsythe family were less +absorbing than her own life when this fiery dramatic glow was +shed over it. A singular smile flitted over her lips: "Well, you +may as well sit down now you are here," she observed. Lawrence +sat down in a deck chair and Isabel's smile broadened: she was +laughing at him and teasing him with her eyes, though what she +said remained conventional to the point of primness. "Is Laura +coming to see me? How sweet of her! But what a pity she +couldn't come with you! Why couldn't she?" + +"I believe she stayed to look after my cousin." + +"How is Major Clowes? Did he have a good night and was he in a-- +was he cheerful today?" + +"So-so: he's not a great talker, is he?" + +Isabel's speaking face expressed dissent. "Perhaps not when +he's in a good temper. Oh, I'm so sorry, I'm always forgetting +he's your cousin." + +"I'm prone to forget it myself. I've seen so little of him." + + "('Though the blase-man-of-the-world had seen thousands of +superbly beautiful women in elegant creations by Paquin or Worth, +his gaze was riveted as by a mesmeric attraction on the innocent +young girl in her simple little white muslin frock, with her +lissome ankles and slim, sunburnt hands.') Laura said you had +been a great traveller. Shall you settle down in England?" + +"Not unless I marry." + +Isabel declined this topic, on which Mrs. Jack Bendish would have +expatiated. "Laura says you have a lovely old house in +Somersetshire. It must be jolly to have an ancestral house." + +"Mine is not ancestral," said Lawrence amused. "My father bought +it forty years ago at the time of the agricultural depression. +It belonged to some county people--Sir Frank Fleet--who +couldn't afford to keep it up. It is a lovely place, Farringay, +but it's full of Fleet ghosts and the neighbourhood doesn't let +me forget that I'm an alien." + +"But how absurd! how narrow-minded!" exclaimed Isabel. "Houses +must change hands now and then, and I dare say your father was a +better landlord than the Fleets were. Besides, see how much worse it +might have been! There's Wilmerdings, here in Chilmark, that the +Morleys have taken: his name isn't Morley at all, Yvonne says it's +Moss in the City: but they foreclosed on the Orr-Matthews' mortgage +and turned them out, and that darling old place is delivered over to +a horrid little Jew!" + +"Poor Morley!" said Lawrence laughing. "I am a Jew myself." +Isabel was stricken dumb. "I thought I had better tell you than +let you hear it from some one else. No, don't apologize! these +things will happen, and I'm not deeply hurt, for I refuse to call +sibb with a Moss-Morley. I should never foreclose on any one's +mortgage. My mother was an Englishwoman and my father was a +Levantine--half Jew, half Greek. Have you never heard of Andrew +Hyde the big curio dealer in New Bond Street? He was commonly +known as old Hyde-and-seek. The Hyde galleries are famous. As I +remember him he was a common-looking little old man with a +passion for art." + +"Well, I'm sorry I said such a stupid thing," said Isabel, still +very red, "not because of hurting your feelings, for it isn't +likely that anything I said would do that--but because it was +stupid in itself, and narrow-minded, and snobbish. It'll be a +lesson to me. All the same, it's interesting." She had +forgotten by now that she was an innocent-young-girl and Lawrence +a blase-man-of-the-world, and had slipped into a vein of intimacy +which was fast charming Lawrence out of all his caution. "I +suppose you take after your father, and that's why you're so +unlike Major Clowes. He is a Clowes, but you're a Hyde." + +"What does that mean?" + +Isabel waited a moment to think it out. "You're more of a +cosmopolitan; I expect you have a passion for art too, like your +father. Major Clowes hasn't. He doesn't care two pins for the +beauty of his old swords and daggers, he cares only for getting +all the different sorts. You, perhaps, might care almost too +much." Lawrence dropped his eyes. "And you vary more, you're +not always the same, you have more facets: one can see you've +done all sorts of things and mixed with all sorts of people. I +suppose that's why you're so easily bored--I don't mean to be +rude!" + +"At the present moment I am deeply interested. Go on: it charms +me to be dissected to my face, and by such an able hand." + +"No: it's absurd and I never meant to begin it. Of course I +don't know a bit what you're like." + +"God forbid!" Lawrence murmured:--"Guess away and I'll tell you +if you're right." + +"You won't play fair. You won't own up and you'll get cross if I +do." + +"Not I, I have the most amiable temper in the world." + +"Now I wonder if that's true?" said Isabel, scrutinizing him +closely. "Perhaps you wouldn't often take the trouble to get in +a wax. Oh well," surrendering at indiscretion, "then I guess +that you care for very few people and for those few very much." + +"Missed both barrels. I like any number of people and I +shouldn't care if I never saw one of them again." + +Isabel laughed. "I said you wouldn't play fair." + +"Don't you believe me?" + +"No, of course not. You wouldn't say it if it were true." + +Lawrence drew a deep breath and looked away. Their nook of turf was +out of sight of the house, sheltered from it behind a great thicket +of lilac and syringa, which walled off the lawn from the kitchen +garden full of sweet-smelling currant bushes and apple-trees laden +with green fruit. The sleepy air was alive with gilded wasps, and +between the stiffly-drooping apple-branches, with their coarse +foliage, and the pencilled frieze of stonecrop and valerian waving +along the low stone boundarywall, there was a dim honey-coloured +expanse that stretched away like an inland sea, where, the afternoon +sunshine lay in a yellow haze over brown and yellow and blue tracts +of the Plain. Nothing was to be heard but the drone of wings near at +hand and the whirr of a haycutter far down in the valley. No one was +near and summer lay heavy on the land. + +"I did care once. . I had a bad smash in my life when I was +little more than a boy." He dragged a heavy gold band from his +finger. "That was my wedding ring." + +"Oh ... I'm sorry!" faltered Isabel. She was stunned by the +extraordinary confidence. + +"I married out of my class. It was when I was at Cambridge. She +was a beautiful girl but she was not a lady. Her father was a +tobacconist in the Cury, and Lizzie liked to serve in the shop. +As she didn't want to lose her character nor I my degree, we +compromised on secret nuptials. I took a house for her in Newham +where I could go and visit her. I ought not to tell you the rest +of the story." + +"Oh yes, you can," said Isabel simply. "I hear all sorts of +stories in the village." + +So childish in some ways, so mature in others, she saw that +Lawrence was longing to unbosom himself, and her instinct was to +listen quietly, for, after all, this, though the strangest, was +not the first such confidence that had been poured into her ear. +She and her brother Val were alike in occasionally hearing +secrets that had never been told to any one else. Why? Probably +because they never gave advice, never moralized, never thought of +themselves at all but only of the friend in distress. Isabel took +Hyde's hand and held it closely, palm to palm. "Tell me all +about it." + +"There was another fellow at Trinity who had been in the Sixth at +Eton with me, a year older than I was, a very brilliant man and +as hard as nails: Rendell, his name was: an athlete, a tophole +centre-forward, with a fascinating Irish manner and blazing blue +eyes. To him I told my tale, because we were Damon and Pythias, +and I couldn't have kept a secret from him to save my life. I +was an ingenuous youngster in those days: never was such a pal as +my pal! He saw me through my marriage and afterwards I took him +with me once or twice to Myrtle Villa: it may illuminate the +situation if I say that it made me all the prouder of Lizzie when +I saw Rendell admired her: never was such an idyll as my manage a +trois! Unluckily, one evening when I turned up unexpectedly I +found them together." + +"Oh! . . . What did you do?" + +"Nothing. There was nothing to be done. I wasn't going to ruin +myself by divorcing her. Luckily the war broke out and Rendell +and I both enlisted the next day. He was killed fighting by my +side at Neuve Chapelle, and I had the job of breaking the news to +Lizzie. She was royally angry, poor Lizzle: told me I had no +right to be alive when a better man than myself was dead. I +agreed: Rendell was--the better man, though he didn't behave +well to me. He died better than he lived. Out there it didn't +seem to matter much. He died in my arms." + +"Did you forgive your wife?" + +"I never lived with her again, if that's what you mean. If I had +been willing, which I wasn't, she never would have consented. +She had the rather irrational prejudices of her type and class, +and persisted in regarding me, or professing to regard me, as +answerable for Rendell's death. It wasn't true," said Lawrence, +turning his eyes on Isabel without any attempt to veil their +agony. "If I'd meant to shoot him I should have shot him to his +face. But I'd have saved him if I could. How on earth could any +one do anything in such a hell as Neuve Chapelle? That week +every officer in my company was either killed or wounded. But +Lizzie had no imagination. She couldn't get beyond the fact that +I was alive and he was dead." + +"What became of her?" + +"I'm sorry to say she went to the bad. She had money from both +of us, but she spent it in public houses--didn't seem to care +what happened to her after losing Arthur: a wretched life: it +ended last January with her death from pneumonia after measles. +That was what brought me back to England; I couldn't stand coming +home before." + +"Was it a relief when she died?" + +"No, I was sorry," said Hyde. His wide black eyes, devil-driven +beyond reticence, were riveted on Isabel's: apparently she no +longer existed for him except as the Chorus before whom he could +strip himself of the last rag of his reserve. "It brought it all +back. I was besotted when I married her, and I remembered all +that when I saw her dead. I forgot the other men. It was just as +it was when Arthur died. I couldn't do anything for him, and he +was in agony: he was shot through the stomach: it didn't seem to +matter then that he had robbed me of Lizzie. I couldn't even get +him a drop of water to drink. He died hard, did Rendell. It +wasn't true, what Lizzie said. I'd have given my life for him. +But I couldn't even make it easy for him to go." + +"Poor Rendell," said Isabel softly, "and poor you! Oh, I'm so +sorry--I'm so sorry!" + +She was not afraid of Hyde now nor shy of him, she felt only an +immense pity for him--this man who for no conceivable reason and +without the slightest warning had flung the weight of his +terrible past on her young shoulders. She longed to comfort him. +But he was inaccessibly far away, isolated, his voice rapid and +hard and clear, his manner normal: every nerve stripped bare but +still rigid. Inexperienced as she was, Isabel had a shrewd idea +of his immediate need. She took up the ring that Lawrence had +wrenched off and slipped it on his finger again. + +"Don't do that," said Lawrence starting: "why do you do that?" + +"But I shall love to see you wear it," said Isabel. "It's the +sign that you've forgiven them both." + +"Have I?" + +"Of course you have. You loved them too much not to forgive." + +"It is true. But I hate myself for it," said Lawrence. "I hate +your etiolated Christian ethics. I don't believe in the +forgiveness of sins. The complaisant husband, O God! If I'd had +the spirit of a man, I should have shot Arthur the night--that +night--. . . . + + "But you loved him," said Isabel, "and your wife too. You felt +revenge and hate and passion, but love was stronger: and love is +nobler than hate. They betrayed you, but you never betrayed +them. It wasn't unmanly of you, it was defeat and dishonour for +them, not for you, when Rendell, after that great wrong he had +done you, when you tried to make it easy for him to go." + +"May I--?" said Lawrence. + +He leaned his face down on her open palms, and she felt the tears +that she could not see. He could not control them, and indeed +after the first racking agony, when he felt as though his will +were being torn out of him by the roots, he made no effort to +control them, releasing Isabel and dropping at full length upon +the turf. Nothing else, no torment of his own thoughts, not +Rendell's last pangs nor his wife's beauty young again in death +had ever made Hyde weep: if Rendell had died hard, Lawrence had +lived equally hard, locking up his frightful trouble in his own +breast, escaping from it when he could, cursing it and fighting +against it when it threatened to overpower him. But now he +surrendered to it and acknowledged to himself that it had broken +his life. And he felt no shame, not one iota, nothing but a +profound soulagement: the proud reticent man, too vain to shed +tears in his own room alone, wept voluntarily before Isabel, +uncovering for her pity the wounds not only of grief but of rage +and humiliation. + +Such an outbreak would have been impossible in a man of pure +English blood, and in a pure Oriental it would have manifested +itself differently, but Isabel had truly said of Hyde that his +temperament was not homogeneous: the mixed strain in him betrayed +him into strange incongruities of strength and weakness. Isabel +shut her eyes to incongruity. She gave him without stint the +pitying gentleness he thirsted for. She refused now to contrast +him with her brother. Certainly Val's judgment would have been +cutting and curt. But just? Hardly. By instinct Isabel felt +that her brother's clear, sane, English mind had not all the +factors necessary for judging this collapse. + +Her imagination was at work in the shadow: "'the night--that +night. . . ." How do men live through such hours? She saw Lizzie +as a chocolate-box beauty, but redeemed from hebetude by her +robust youth: able to attract Hyde by his love of luxury and to +hold him by main force: uneducated, coarse, and cruel, but not +weak. What a disastrous marriage! doomed from the outset, even +if no Rendell had come on the scene. Isabel dismissed Rendell +rather scornfully: in that night at Myrtle Villa she felt pretty +sure that the duel had been fought out between husband and wife: +the very staging of it, picturesque for Lizzie Hyde and tragic +for her husband, must for the entrapped lover have taken a frame +of ignominious farce. A gleam shot through Isabel's eyes-as she +imagined Rendell trying to face Hyde, and Hyde sparing him and +sending him away untouched. No, no! as between the two men, the +honours lay with Hyde. + +But as between him and Lizzie? There the reckoning was not so +easy. His wife had set scars on him that would never wear out. +Dimly Isabel guessed that since coming out of her destructive +hands Hyde himself could be both coarse and cruel: the seed of +brutality must have been in him all along, but Myrtle Villa had +fertilized it. If he married again, what would be required of +Lizzie's successor? A strange deep smile gave to Isabel's young +lips the wisdom of the women of all the ages. Love that gives +without stint asking for no recompense: love that understands yet +will not criticize nor listen to criticism: love that dares to +deny its lover for his own sake. + +After collapse came quiescence, and, after a long quiescence, +revival. Hyde raised himself on his arm and felt for his +handkerchief--indifferent to Isabel's observation, or soothed by +it: his features were ravaged. Isabel drenched her own +handkerchief in Mrs. Bendish's eau-de cologne and gave it him, +dripping wet. "Take this, it will do you good." + +"Thank you" said Lawrence, exhausted and subdued. + +Becoming gradually rather more composed, he raised his eyes +again. "What must you think of me? It is beyond apology. Will +you ever forgive me?" + +"There's nothing to forgive: I'm not hurt." + +"You're rather young to hear such a history as mine." + +She blushed. "Val says it doesn't matter what one knows so long +as one doesn't think about it in the wrong way." With her sweet +friendly smile, she touched with her fingertip the lapel of his +coat: an airy gesture, but there was a fire as well as sweetness +in Isabel, and for his life Lawrence could not repress a start. +"You mustn't mind me, Captain Hyde. You needn't mind, because +you couldn't help it. One can keep a secret for twenty years but +not for ever, and for confessor I suppose any woman will do +better than a man, won't she? It's not as though I should ever +tell any one else: I never will, I promise you that. You'll go +away and never see me again, and it'll be as though no one knew +or as though I were dead." + +Touching innocence! Did she indeed imagine that after such a +scene . . .? + +"But I do not care two straws," said Lawrence, "so spare your +consolations! On the contrary, it has been a great relief to me. +It's as if you had unlocked a door. The prisoner you have set +free thanks you. I was only afraid it might have been too much +for you, but you're made of strong stuff. Yet I don't suppose +you ever saw a man weep before: well, you've seen it now: mon +Dieu, mon Dieu, but I am tired! But you've let yourself in for a +considerable responsibility." + +"For what?" + +"For me. Do you think it can ever again be the same between us?" +On one knee by Isabel's chair, Hyde laughed down at her with his +brilliant eyes, irreticent and unsparing of timidity in others. +"Do you think I could have leaned my head on any hands but +yours?" + +He came too near, he touched her. Isabel had gone through a +great deal that day, but, with the cruel and sordid history of +Hyde's married life fresh in her mind, none of the material +horrors at Wancote had produced in her such a shuddering recoil +as now. His wife had not been dead six months! "Captain Hyde, +how dare you?" + +"I beg your pardon." + +Lawrence drew himself up, a good-humoured smile on his lips: but +they were pale. "I--I didn't mean to hurt you," faltered +Isabel, as the tension of his silence reached her. What right +had she, a young girl, to impose her own code of delicacy on a +man of Hyde's age and standing?--Lawrence looked at her +searchingly and his eyes changed, the sad irony died out of them, +and rapidly, imperceptibly, he returned to his normal manner. + +"Nor I to frighten you. Why, what a child it is, after all! +Yes, your hands are strong, but they aren't practised yet. Never +mind, you shall forget or remember anything you like, except this +one thing which it pleases me and may please you to remember that +I'm very glad you know the worst and weakest of me--" + +"Isabel, are you there?" + +Thus daily life revenges itself on those who forget its +existence. + +"That is Val's voice," said Lawrence. He stood up, no longer +pale. "Heavens, I can't face him!" + +"Oh dear!" said Isabel in dismay. She was no more anxious for +them to meet than Lawrence was, but Val's footstep on the turf +was dangerously near. But he was making for the middle of the +lilac-hedge, for the red rose archway and the asphalt walk +between reddening apple trees: and Isabel was sitting near the +end, close to the garden wall. She flew out of her chair, held +up a branch while Lawrence squeezed between the wall and the +lilacs, and flew back and curled up again. The lilac leaves had +not finished twinkling and rustling when Val appeared. + +"How are you, invalid? I came home early on purpose to look +after you." He was in well-worn grey riding clothes, booted and +spurred, his whip in one hand and his gloves in the other: a +slight, cool, well-knit figure of low tones and half-lights. +"Have you had a quiet afternoon?" + +"So-so," said Isabel, crimson. + +"You look flushed, my darling," said Val tenderly. He sat down +at the foot of Isabel's Indian chair and laid a finger on her +wrist. "You don't feel feverish, do you?" The light click of the +wicket gate, which meant that Lawrence was safely off the +premises, enabled Isabel to say no with a sigh of relief. "It +must be the hot weather. Hallo! what have we here?" + +He held up the gold cigarette case which had dropped from Hyde's +coat when he was lying on the grass. + +"Some of Mrs. Bendish's property by the look of it," remarked +Val. "Diamonds, begad! I should have thought Yvonne had better +taste. But it must be hers, though the cipher doesn't seem to +have a B in it. I'll guarantee it isn't Rosy's." He slipped it +into his pocket. "I'll give it to Jack, I shall see him tonight +at the vestry-meeting." + +"It belongs to Captain Hyde." + +"How do you know?" + +"He's been here this afternoon." + +"How long did he stay?" + +"What time is it?-- An hour and twenty minutes." + +"What brought him?" said Val, bewildered. + +Isabel was mute. . . "I don't know what you're talking about, +Isabel. Has he been with you all that time? Very stupid of him +when I particularly wanted you to have a quiet afternoon. When +did he go?" + +"He has only just gone." + +"Just gone? I never saw him." + +"He went by the wicket gate." + +"But I came in by the wicket gate myself!" said Val. His kind +serene eyes rested on his sister without a shadow of any thought +behind surprise. + +"I left the mare with Rowsley in the village." + +Isabel sat up suddenly and wound her arms round Val's neck. "I +sent him away when I heard you coming. He dodged you behind the +lilacs. I didn't want to tell you he'd been here. I never should +have told you if you hadn't found that case." + +"You got rid of him-- This minute? Because I came--? Isabel!" +Stafford held her off. "It is not possible--! Listen to me: I +will have an answer. I know Hyde. Has he said anything to +offend you?" + +"No! no! oh Val, don't be so angry!" + +"Lucky for him," said Val, drawing a long breath and sitting down +again, his whip across his knee. "My dear little sister, you +mustn't make mysteries out of nothing at all! I'm sorry I +startled you, but you startled me: I didn't know what to make of +it. Hyde has not a very good name. . . . In fact I'd rather you +didn't see too much of him unless Rose or I were there: it was +cheek of him to come up this afternoon when I was out, considering +that he scarcely knows you: but I suppose he thinks the Wancote show +gives him right of entry. That is the sort of thing a chap like Hyde +does think. Now begin again and tell me what it's all about." + +"Oh, nothing, Val, nothing!" said Isabel, laughing, though the +tears were not far from her eyes. "I didn't know you could get +in such a wax if you tried! It's as you say, a little mystery of +nothing at all. I'd tell you like a shot if I could, but I can't +because it would be breaking a promise." + +"Hyde had no earthly right to make you promise." + +"It was of my own accord." + +"It is all wrong," said Val. "Promises and silly secrets between +a child like you and a fellow like Hyde!" He was more grave and +vexed than Isabel had ever seen him. "There must be no more of +it." + +"There won't if I can help it!" said Isabel. "I like Captain +Hyde--yes, I do: I know you don't, and I can quite see that he's +what Rose would call a bit of an outsider, but I'm sorry for him +and there's a great deal I like in him. But I don't want to see +him again for years and years." She gave a little shiver of +distaste: if anything had been wanting to heighten the reaction +of her youth against Hyde's stained middle age, the evasions in +which he had involved her would have done it. "Now don't scold +me any more! I'm innocent, and I feel rather sad. The world +looks unhomely this afternoon. All except you! You stay there +where I can watch you: you're so comfortably English, so nice and +cool and quiet! There's no one like you, no one: the more I see +of other people the more I like you! I'm so glad you don't wear +linen clothes and a Panama hat and rings. I'd give you away if +you did with half a pound of tea. No, it's no use asking me any +more questions because I shan't answer them: a promise is all the +more binding if one would rather not keep it. No, and it's no +use fishing either, I can keep a secret as well as you can--" + +She broke off before the white alteration in Val's face. + +"Has--. + +"No," said Isabel slowly: "no, he never mentioned your name." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +"Val" + +"M'm." + +"I say" + +"What, then?" + +"What's all this about the Etchingham agency?" + +Val Stafford, smoking a well-earned pipe some hours later in the +evening sunlight on the vicarage lawn, looked up at his brother +over the Chronicle with a faint frown. "Who?" + +"Ah! who?" said Rowsley, squatting cross-legged on the turf. + +"Jack began on it this afternoon, and I had to switch him off, for +I didn't care to own that it was news to me." + +"There's nothing in it at present." + +"The duke has offered me the management of his Etchingham +property," said Val unwillingly. "Oh no, not to give up Bernard: +Etchingham, you see, marches with Wanhope and the two could be +run together. He was awfully nice about it: would take what time +I could give him: quite saw that Wanhope would have to come +first." + +"How much?" + +"Four hundred and an allowance for a house. Five, to be precise, +which is what he is giving Mills: but of course I couldn't take +full time pay for a part-time job." + +Rowsley whistled. + +"Yes, it would be very nice," said Val, always temperate. "It +would practically be 300 pounds, for I couldn't go on taking my +full 300 pounds from Bernard. I should get him to put on a young +fellow to work under me." + +"It would make a lot of difference to you, even so." + +"To us," Val corrected him. "Another pound a week would oil the +wheels of Isabel's housekeeping. And--" he hesitated, but +having gone so far one might as well go on--"it would enable me +to do two things I've long set my heart on, only it was no use +saying so: give you another hundred and fifty a year and insure +my life in Isabel's favour. It would lift a weight off my mind +if I could do that. Suppose I were to die suddenly--one never +knows what would become of her? She'll be able to earn her own +living after taking her degree in October, but women's posts are +badly paid and it's uncommonly hard to save. Oh yes, old boy, I +know you'd look after her! But I don't want her to be a drag on +you: it's bad enough now--you never grumble, but I know what +it's like never to have a penny to spare. Times have changed +since I was in the Army, but nothing alters the fact that it's +uncommonly unpleasant to be worse off than other fellows. I hate +it for you--all the more because you don't grumble. It is a +constant worry to me not to be able to put you in a better +position." + +Rowsley had been too long inured to this paternal tenderness to +be sensible of its touching absurdity on the lips of a man not +much older than himself. But he was not a selfish youth, and he +remonstrated with Val, though more like a son than a brother. +"Yes, I dare say, but where do you come in? A stiff premium for +Isabel and 50 pounds for Jim and 150 pounds for me doesn't leave +much change out of 300 pounds!" + +"Oh, I've all I want. Living at home, I don't get the chance of +spending a lot of pocket money." + +"Why don't you close at once?" + +"Because I can't get an answer out of Bernard. I've spoken to him +but he won't decide one way or the other. And he's my master, +and I can't take on another job if he objects. That's why I kept +it dark at home: what's the good of raising hopes that may be +disappointed?" + +"Pity you can't chuck Bernard and take on Etchingham and the +five hundred." + +"I should never do that," said Val in the rare tone of decision +which in him was final. "After all these years I could never +leave Bernard in the lurch. I owe him too much." + +"As if the boot weren't on the other leg!" Rowsley muttered. He +was not mercenary--none of Mr. Stafford's children were: he saw +eye to eye with Val in Val's calm preference of six to eight +hundred a year: but when Val carried his financial principles +into the realm of sentiment Rowsley now and then lost his temper. +His brother smiled at him, amused by his irritation, unmoved by +it: other men's opinions rarely had any weight with Val Stafford. + +"Pax till it happens, at all events! Honestly I don't think +Bernard means to object: he's been all smiles the last day or +two--Hyde's coming has shaken him up and done him good--" + +"Oh! Hyde!" + +Val let fail his paper and looked curiously at Rowsley, whose +tone was a challenge. "What is it now?" + +"Do you like this chap Hyde?" + +"That depends on what you mean by liking him. He's not a bad +specimen of his class." + +"What is his class? Do you know anything of his people?" + +"Of his family I know little except that he has Jew blood in him +and is very well off," Val could have told his brother where the +money came from, but forbore out of consideration for Lawrence, +who might not care to have his connection with the Hyde Galleries +known in Chilmark. "He came here because Lucian Selincourt asked +him to see if he could do anything for Bernard." + +"I can't see Hyde putting himself out of his way to oblige Mr. +Selincourt." + +"If you ask me, Rose, I should say he had only just got back to +England and was at a loose end. But there was a dash of good +nature in it: he's genuinely fond of Mrs. Clowes." + +"So I gathered," said Rowsley. His tone was pregnant. Val sat +silent for a moment. + +"What rubbish! He hasn't seen her for eight or ten years." + +"Since her marriage." Val shrugged his shoulders. "Sorry, Val, +but I cannot see Hyde staying on at Wanhope out of cousinly +affection for Bernard Clowes. It must be a beastly uncomfortable +house to stay in. Nicely run and all that, and they do you very +well, but Bernard is distinctly an acquired taste. Oh, my dear +chap!" as Val's silence stiffened, "no one suggests that Laura's +ever looked at the fellow! But facts are facts, and Hyde is-- +Hyde. I'm not a bit surprised to hear he has Jew blood in him," +Rowsley continued, warming to the discussion: he was a much +keener judge of character that the tolerant and easy-going Val. +"That accounts for the arty strain in him. Yvonne says he's a +thorough musician, and Jack told me Lord Grantchester took to him +because he knew such a lot about pictures. Well, so he ought! +He's a Londoner. What does he know of the country? Only what +you pick up at a big country-house party or a big shoot! He's +not the sort of chap to stay on at Wanhope for the pleasure of +cheering up across-grained br--a fellow like Bernard. Yes, he's +talking of staying on indefinitely: is going to send to town for +one of his confounded cars. . . . And what other woman is there +in Chilmark that he'd walk across the road to look at?" + +"I'm not sure you're fair to him." + +Rowsley turned up to his brother an amused, rather sweet smile. +"Val, you'd pray for the devil?" + +"Oh, Hyde isn't a devil! I came pretty close to him ten years +ago. He has a streak of generosity in him: no one knows that +better than I do, for I'm in his debt. What? Oh! no, not in +money matters: is that likely? But he's capable of . . . +magnanimity, one might call it," Stafford fastidiously felt after +precision: "no, he wouldn't pursue Laura; he wouldn't make her +life harder than it is already." + +"He might propose to make it easier." Rowsley threw a daisy at a +cockchafer and missed it. "You and I are sons of a parsonage. +We shouldn't run off with a married lady because it would be +against our principles." His thin brown features were twisted +into a faint grimace. Rowsley, like Val, possessed a satirical +sense of humour, and gave it freer play than Val did. "It's so +difficult to shake off early prejudices. When Fowler and I were +at the club the other day, we met a horrid little sweep who waxed +confidential. I said I couldn't make love to a married woman if +I tried, and Fowler said he could but held rather not, and we +walked off, but as I remarked to Fowler afterwards the funny +thing was that it was true. I don't see anything romantic in the +situation. It strikes me as immoral and disgusting. But Hyde +wouldn't take a narrow view like mine. He has to live up to his +tailor." + +"Oh, really, Rose!" Val gave his unwilling laugh. "You're like +Isabel, who can't forgive him for sporting a diamond monogram." + +"No, but I'm interested. I know Jack's limitations, and Jimmy's, +and yours, but Hyde's I don't know, and he intrigues me," said +Rowsley, lighting a cigarette with his agile brown fingers. +"Now I'll tell you the way he really strikes me. He's not a bad +sort: I shouldn't wonder if there were more decency in him than +he'd care to get credit for. But I should think," he looked up +at Val with his clear speculative hazel eyes, "that he's never in +his life taken a thrashing. He's always had pots of money and +superb health. I know nothing, of his private concerns, but at +all events he isn't married, and from what Jack says he's sought +safety in numbers. No wife, no kids, no near relations--that +means none of the big wrenches. No: I don't believe Hyde's ever +taken a licking in his life." + +"You sound as if you would like to administer one." + +"Only by way of a literary experiment," said Rowsley with his +mischievous grin. He was of the new Army, Val of the old: it was +a constant source of mild surprise to Val that his brother read +books about philosophy, and psychology, and sociology, of which +pre-war Sandhurst had never heard: read poetry too, not Tennyson +or Shakespeare, but slim modern volumes with brown covers and +wide margins: and wrote verses now and then, and sent them to +orange-coloured magazines or annual anthologies, at which Val +gazed from a respectful distance. "I don't owe him any grudge. +I'm not Bernard's dry-nurse!" + +Val turned a leaf of his paper, but he was not reading it. + +"I rather wish you hadn't said all this, Rowsley. It does no +good: not even if it were true." + +"Val, if it weren't such a warm evening I'd get up and punch your +head. You're a little too bright and good, aren't you? Yvonne +Bendish says it, and she's Laura's sister." + +"Yvonne would say anything. I wish you had given her a hint to +hold her tongue. She may do most pestilent mischief if she sets +this gossip going." + +"It'll set itself going," said Rowsley. "And, though I know the +Bendishes pretty well, I really shouldn't care to tell Mrs. Jack +not to gossip about her own sister. You might see your way to +it, reverend sir, but I don't." + +"If it came to Bernard's ears I wouldn't answer for the +consequences." + +"Won't Bernard see it for himself?" + +"If I thought that," said Val, "if I thought that. . . . + +"You couldn't interfere, old man," said Rowsley with a shrewd +glance at his brother. "Your hands are tied." + +"H'm: yes, that's true." It was much truer than Rowsley knew. "I +don't care," said Val, involuntarily crushing the paper in his +hand: "I would not let that stand in my way: I'd speak to Hyde." + +"Are you prepared to take high ground? I can't imagine any one +less likely to be amenable to moral suasion, unless of course +you're much more intimate with him than you ever let on to me. +Perhaps you are," Rowsley added. "He certainly is interested in +you." + +"Hyde is?" + +"Watches you like a cat after a mouse. What's at the root of it, +Val? Is it the original obligation you spoke of? I'm not sure +that I should care to be under an obligation to Hyde myself. +Hullo, are you off?" Val had risen, folding the newspaper, +laying it carefully down on his chair: in all his ways he was as +neat as an old maid. + +"I have to be at the managers' meeting by half past eight, and +it's twenty past now." + +Watching his brother across the lawn, Rowsley cudgelled his +brains to account for Val's precipitate departure. The pretext +was valid, for Val was always punctual, and yet it looked like a +retreat--not to say a rout. But what had he said to put Val to +flight? + +Present at the managers' meeting were Val, still in breeches: +Jack Bendish in a dinner jacket and black tie: Garrett the +blacksmith, cursorily washed: Thurlow, a leading Nonconformist +tradesman: and Mrs. Verney the doctor's wife. Agenda: to instruct +the Correspondent to requisition a new scrubbing brush for the +Infants' School. This done and formally entered in the Minutes by +Mrs. Verney, the meeting resolved itself into a Committee of Ways +and Means for getting rid of the boys' headmaster without falling +foul of the National Union of Teachers; but these proceedings, though +of extreme interest to all concerned, were recorded in no Minutes. + +The meeting broke up in amity and Bendish came out into the +purple twilight, taking Val's arm. It was gently withdrawn. +"Neuritis again?" said Jack. "Why don't you try massage?" He +always asked the same question, and, being born to fifteen +thousand a year, never read between the lines of Val's vague +reply. Val had a touch of neuritis in his injured arm two nights +out of seven, but he could not find the shillings for his train +fare to Salisbury, far less the fees of a professional masseuse. +Bendish, who could have settled that difficulty out of a week's +cigar bills, would have been shocked and distressed if Val had +owned to it, but it was beyond the scope of his imagination, +though he was a thoughtful young man and quietly did his best to +protect Val from the tax of chauffeurs and gamekeepers. He +understood that poor men cannot always find sovereigns. But he +really did not know that sometimes they cannot even find +shillings. Tonight he said, "I can't think why you don't get a +woman over to massage you," and then, reverting to the peccant +master, "Brown's a nuisance. He has a rotten influence on the +elder boys. He's thick with all that beastly Labour crowd, and I +believe Thurlow's right about his goings on with Warner's wife, +though I wasn't going to say so to Thurlow. I do wish he'd do +something, then we could fire him. But we don't want a row with +the N.U.T." + +"You can't fire a man for his political opinions." + +"Why not, if they're wrong?" said Bendish placidly. + +His was the creed that Labour men are so slow to understand +because it is so slow to explain itself: not a blind prejudice, +but the reasonable faith of one who feels himself to belong to an +hereditary officer caste for whom privilege and responsibility go +hand in hand. And an excellent working rule it is so long as +practice is not divorced from theory: so long as the average +member of the governing class acts up to the tradition of +government, be he sachem or daimio or resident English squire. +It amused Val: but he admired it. + +"Brown is a thorn in Jimmy's side," he remarked, dropping the +impersonal issue. "I never in my life heard a man make such a +disagreeable noise on the organ. I tackled him about it last +Sunday. He said it ciphered, but organs don't cipher in dry +weather, so I went to look at it and found three or four keys +glued together with candle grease." + +"Filthy swine! Are you coming round to Wanhope? I have to call +in on my way home, my wife's dining there." + +Val made no reply. "Are you coming up or not? You look fagged, +Val," said Bendish affectionately. "Anything wrong?" + +"No: I was only wondering whether I'd get you to take a message +for me, but I'd better go myself." + +Bendish nodded. "Just as you like. Have you settled yet about +the Etchingham agency?" + +"No, I'm waiting for Bernard." + +"Hope you'll see your way to accepting. My only fear is that it +would throw too much work on you; you're such a conscientious beggar! +but of course you wouldn't do for us all the odd jobs you do for poor +Bernard. Seems to me," Jack ruminated, "the best plan would be for +you to have a car. One gets about quicker like that and it wouldn't +be such a fag. There's that little green Napier roadster, she'd come +in handy if we stabled her at Nicholson's." He added simply, to +obviate any possible misunderstanding, "Garage bills our show, of +course." + +"Thanks most awfully," said Val, accepting without false pride. +"I should love it, I do get tired after being in the saddle all +day. It would more than make up for the extra work." + +They were crossing the Wanhope lawn as he spoke, on their way to +the open French windows of the parlour, gold-lit with many +candles against an amethyst evening sky. Laura, in a plain black +dress, was at the piano, the cool drenched foliage of Claude +Debussy's rainwet gardens rustling under her magic fingers. +Bernard was talking to Mrs. Jack Bendish, for the sufficient +reason that she disliked him and disliked talking to any one +while Laura played. Her defiant sparkle, her gipsy features, her +slim white shoulders emerging from the brocade and sapphires of a +sleeveless bodice cut open almost to her waist, produced the +effect of a Carolus Duran lady come to life and threw Laura back +into a dimmed and tired middle age. Jack's eyes glowed as they +dwelt on her. His marriage had been a trial to his family, but +no one could deny that Yvonne had made a success of it, for Jack +worshipped her.--Lawrence, leaning forward in his chair, his +forehead on his hand to shield his eyes from the light, looked +exceedingly tired, and probably was so. + +"Queer chap Hyde," said Bendish to Val as they waited on the +grass for the music to finish. "Can't think what he's stopping +on for." + +"Oh, Jack, for heaven's sake don't you begin on that subject!" + +"Hey? Oh! No, by Jove. Seems a shame, doesn't it?" returned +Bendish, taking the point with that rapid effortless readiness of +his class which made him more soothing to Val than many a +cleverer man. "It all says itself, so what's the good of saying +it? All the same I shan't be sorry when Hyde packs his movin' +tent a day's march nearer Jerusalem." And with a casual wink at +Val he stepped over the threshold. His judgment, so vague and +shrewd and sure of itself, represented probably the kindest view +that would be taken in Chilmark. + +Their entrance broke up the gathering. Jack carried off his +wife, and Barry appeared to wheel Bernard away to bed. With a +word to Laura, Val followed the cripple to his room. The Duke +was pressing for an answer, and long experience had taught Val +that for Bernard one time was as good as another: it was not +possible to count on his moods. And there was not much to be +said; all pros and cons had been thrashed out before; the five +minutes while Barry was out of the room fetching Bernard's +indispensable hot-water bottles would give Val ample time to +secure Bernard's consent.--Laura had scarcely finished putting +away her music when Val came back, humming under his breath the +jangled tune that echoes night in the streets of Granada. Laura +glanced at Lawrence, who had gone into the garden to smoke and +was passing and repassing the open window: no, he could not hear. +"Well, Val?" + +"Let me do that for you, shall I?" said Val, lightly smiling, at +her. "Your ottoman has a heavy lid." + +"Have you spoken to Bernard?" + +"I have." + +"And it's all right?" + +"Yes" said Val, deftly flinging diamond-wise a glittering Chinese +cloth: "is that straight?--that is, for me. I shan't take the +agency." + +"Val!" + +"Bernard agrees with me that the double work would be too heavy. +Of course I should like the money and I'm awfully sorry to +disoblige Lord Grantchester and Jack, but one has one's +limitations, and I don't want to knock up." + +"It is too bad--too bad of Bernard,". said Laura, lowering her +voice as Lawrence lingered near the window. "He doesn't half +deserve your goodness to him." + +"Bosh!" said Val laughing. "Where do these candlesticks go? In +my heart of hearts I'm grateful to him. I'm a cowardly beggar, +Laura, and I was dreading the big financial responsibility. Oh +no, Bernard didn't put any pressure on me: simply offered me the +choice between Etchingham and Wanhope." + +"They would pay you twice what you get from Bernard. Oh, Val, I +wish you would take it and throw us over!" + +"That's very unkind of you." + +"Is this definite?" + +"Quite: Bernard had thought it well over and made up his mind. I +shouldn't speak to him about it if I were you." + +"I shan't. I couldn't bear to." + +"Bosh again--excuse me. I must go home. Good-night, dear." He +held out his hand, wishing, in the repressed way that had become +a second nature to him, that Laura would not wring it so warmly +and so long. In the first bitterness of disappointment--so much +the keener for his unlucky confidence to Rowsley--Val could not +stand sympathy. Not even from Laura? Least of all from Laura. +He nodded to her with a bright careless smile and went out into +the night. + +But he had still one more mission to perform before he could go +home to break the bad news to Rowsley: a trying mission under +which Val fretted in repressed distaste. He came up to Lawrence +holding out the gold cigarette case. "You dropped this at our +place when you were talking to my sister this afternoon." + +"Did I?" Lawrence slipped it into his pocket. His manner was +perfectly calm. "Thanks so much.--I hadn't missed it." He had +no fear of having been betrayed, in essentials, by Isabel. + +"I don't want to offend you," Val continued with his direct +simplicity of manner, "but perhaps you hardly realize how young +my sister is." + +"Some one said she was nineteen, but why?" + +"I don't know what you said to her, probably nothing of the +slightest consequence, but she's only a child, and you managed to +upset her. To be frank, I didn't want her to see any one this +afternoon. Oh, she's all right, but her arm has run her up a bit +of a temperature, and Verney wants her to keep quiet for a few +days. It'll give her an excuse to keep clear of the inquest too. +This sounds ungrateful as well as ungracious, when we owe you so +much, but there's no ingratitude in it, only common sense." + +"Oh, damn your common sense!" exclaimed Lawrence. + +It was as laconic a warning-off as civility allowed: and it +irritated Lawrence beyond bearing to be rebuked by young +Stafford, whose social life stood in his danger, whom he could at +pleasure strip to universal crucifying shame. But there was +neither defiance nor fear in Val: tranquil and unpretentious, in +his force of character he reminded Lawrence of Laura Clowes. She +too had been attacked once or twice that evening by her husband, +and Lawrence had admired the way in which she either foiled or +evaded the rapier point, or took it to her bosom without +flinching. This same silken courage, it seemed, Val also +possessed. Both would stand up to a blow with the same grave +dignity and--perhaps--secret scorn. + +Minutes passed. Val waited because he chose not to be the first +to break silence, Lawrence because he was absorbing fresh +impressions with that intensity which wipes out time and place. +He was in the mood to receive them: tired, softened, and +quickened, from the tears of the afternoon. After all Val was +Isabel's brother and possessed Isabel's eyes! This drew Lawrence +to him by a double cord: practically, because it is inconvenient +to be on bad terms with one's brother-in-law, and mystically, +because in his profound romantic passion he loved whatever was +associated with her, down to the very sprig of honeysuckle that +she had pinned into his coat. But for this cord his relations +with Stafford would have begun and ended in a casual regret for +the casual indulgence of a cruel impulse. But Isabel's brother +had ex officio a right of entry into Hyde's private life, and, +the doors once opened, he was dazed by the light that Val let in. + +It was after ten o'clock and dews were falling, falling from a +clear night. "One faint eternal eventide of gems," beading the +dark turf underfoot and the pale faces of roses that had bloomed +all day in sunshine: now prodigal of scent only they hung their +heads like ghosts of flowers among dark glossy leaves. Stars +hung sparkling on the dark field of heaven, stars threw down +their spears on the dark river fleeting to the star-roofed +distant Channel. Stream and grass and leaf-buds were ephemeral +and eternal, ever passing and ever renewed, old as the stars, or +the waste ether in which they range: the green, sappy stem, the +dew-bead that hung on it, the shape of a ripple were the same now +as when Nineveh was a queen of civilization and men's flesh was +reddening alive in osier cages over altar fires on Wiltshire +downs. And all the sweetness, all the romance of an English +midsummer night seized the heart of Lawrence, a nomad, a returned +exile, and a man in love--as if he had never known England +before. + +Or her inhabitants either! Lawrence, without country, creed, +profession, or territorial obligation, was one of those sons of +rich men who form, in any social order, its loosest and most +self-centred class. In his set, frank egoism was the only motive +for which one need not apologize. But in Chilmark it was not +so. Far other forces were in play in the lives of the Stafford +family, and Laura Clowes, and Lord Grantchester and his wife and +Jack Bendish. What were these forces? Lawrence thought in +flashes, by imagery, scene after scene flitting before him out of +the last forty-eight hours. Homespun virtues: unselfishness, +indifference to money values, the constant sense of filial, +fraternal, social responsibility . . . the glow in Jack's eyes +when they rested on his wife: Verney's war on cesspools: Leverton +Morley as scoutmaster: the Chinese lecture: rosebushes in the +churchyard, by the great stone cross with its list of names +beginning "George Potts, Wiltshire Rifles, aged 49," and ending +"Robert Denis Bendish, Grenadier Guards, aged 19: Into Thy Hands, +O Lord": old, old feudal England, closeknit, no pastoral of easy +virtues, yet holding together in a fellowship which underlies +class disunion: whose sons, from days long before the Conquest, +have always desired to go to sea when the cuckoo sang, and to +come home again when they were tired of the hail and salt +showers, because they could not bear to be landless and lordless +men. . . . + +[Footnote] + + "Swylce geac mona geomran reorde, singe sumeres + weard, sorge beade bittre in breosthord; pset se + beorn ne wat, secg esteadig, hwset pa sume dreoga, + pe pa wrseclastas widost lecga! . . . . pince him + on mode pset he his monndryhten clyppe and cysse + andon cneo lecge honda and heafod; ponne onwsecne, + gesihp him beforan fealwe wegas, bapian brimfuglas." + + "Even so the cuckoo warns him with its sad voice, + Summer's warden sings foreboding sorrow, bitter grief + of heart. Little knows the prosperous fellow what + others are doing who follow far and wide the tracks + of exile . . . Then dreams the seafarer that he clasps + his lord and kisses him, and on his knee lays hand and + head; but he awakes and sees before him the fallow + waterways and the sea-fowls bathing." + +[End of Footnote] + + +Lawrence flung off the impression with a jerk of his shoulders, +as if it were a physical weight. It was too heavy to be endured. +Not even to marry Isabel was he going to impose on his own +unbroken egoism the restricting code of a country village. + +"You are a dreamer, Val! Why don't you throw over Bernard and +take the Etchingham agency? Yes, I heard every word you said to +Laura: you made a gallant effort, but the facts speak for +themselves, and your terminological inexactitudes wouldn't +deceive a babe at the breast. Bernard pays you 300 pounds a year +and orders you about like a groom, Grautchester would give you +six and behave like a gentleman. But no, you must needs stick to +Bernard, though you never get any thanks for it! You're an +unpractical dreamer." + +"I don't know what on earth you're talking about." + +"And you're all in it together, damn you!" Lawrence broke out +with an angry laugh. "It's all equally picturesque--feudal's +the word! I never knew anything like it in my life and I +wouldn't have believed it could continue to exist. What do you +do with gipsies? evict 'em, I suppose." He flung a second +question at Val which made the son of a vicarage knit his brows. + +"As a matter of fact there's a house in Brook Lane about which +Bendish and I are a good deal exercised in our minds at the +present moment . . . and the percentage of children born too soon +after marriage is disastrous. You're all out, Hyde. Nothing +could be more commonplace than Chilmark, believe me: life is like +this all over rural England, and it's only from a distance that +one takes it for Arcadia." + +"Folly," said Lawrence. "Good God, why should you exercise your +simple minds over the house in Brook Lane? Ah! because the men +who go to it are your own men, and the parsonage and the Castle +are answerable for their souls." Val, irritated, suggested that +if Hyde's forebears had lived in Chilmark since the time when +every freeman had to swear fealty, laying his hands between the +knees of his lord, Hyde might have shared this feeling. "But +they didn't," said Lawrence, drily. "My grandfather was a +pawnbroker in the New Cut." + +"Then perhaps you're hardly in a position to judge." + +"Judge? I don't judge, my good fellow--I'm lost in admiration! +In an age of materialism it's refreshing to come across these +simple, homespun virtues. I didn't know there was a man left in +England that would exist, for choice, on three hundred a year. +Are you always content with your rustic ideals, Val? Haven't you +any ambition?" + +"I?" said Val. + +"'Carry me out of the fight,'" quoted Lawrence under his breath. +"I swear I forgot." + +Silence fell again, the silence on Lawrence's part of continual +conflict and adjustment, and on Val's mainly of irritation. +Lawrence talked too much and too loosely, and was over-given to +damning what he disliked--a trick that went with his rings and +his diamond monogram. Val was not interested in a townsman's +amateur satire; in so far as Lawrence was not satirical, he had +probably drunk one glass more of Bernard's' champagne than was +good for him! In the upshot, Val was less disinclined to credit +Rowsley than half an hour ago. + +Lawrence roused himself. "About your sister: I was sorry +afterwards to have stayed so long. She seemed none the worse for +it at the time, but no doubt she ought to keep quiet for a bit. +Will you make my excuses to her?" + +"I will with pleasure." + +"And will you allow me to tackle Bernard about the agency?" + +"To--?" + +"If you won't resent my interfering? I can generally knock some +sense into Bernard's head. It's an iniquitous thing that he +should take advantage of your generosity, Val." + +Stafford was completely taken by surprise. "I'd rather--it's +most awfully kind of you," he stammered, "but I couldn't trespass +on your kindness--" + +"Kindness, nonsense! Bernard's my cousin: if your services are +worth more in the open market than he pays you, it's up to me to +see he doesn't fleece you. Otherwise you might ultimately chuck +up your job, and where should we be then? In the soup: for he'd +never get another man of your class--a gentleman--to put up +with the rough side of his tongue. No: he must be brought to +book: if you'll allow me?" + +Val's disposition was to refuse; it was odious to him to accept a +favour from Hyde. But pride is one of the luxuries that poor men +cannot afford. "I should be most grateful. Thank you very much." + +"And now go to bed: you're tired and so am I. I've had the devil +of a hard day." He stretched himself, raising his wrists to the +level of his shoulders, luxuriously tense under the closefitting +coat. "I shall hope to see your sister again after the inquest." + +"Yes," said Val, hesitating: "are you staying on, then?" + +"As you advised." + +"You'll be very bored." + +"No, I've fallen in love." Val gave a perceptible start. "With +the country," Lawrence explained with a merry laugh. "Rustic +ideals. Don't misjudge me, I beg: I have no designs on Mrs. +Bendish." + +"Hyde . . . + +"Well, my dear Val?" + +"Give me back my parole." + +"Not I." + +"You're unjust and ungenerous," said Val with repressed passion. +"But I warn you that I shall interfere none the less to protect +others if necessary. Good-night." + +Lawrence watched him across the lawn with a bewildered +expression. But he forgot him in a minute--or remembered him +only in the association with Isabel which brought Val into the +radius of his good will. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +"Hadow's bringing out a new play," remarked Lawrence, looking up +from the Morning Post. "A Moore comedy, They're clever stuff, +Moore's comedies: always well written, and well put on when Hadow +has a hand in it. You never were a playgoer, Bernard." + +"Not I," said Bernard Clowes. He and his guest were smoking +together in the hall after breakfast, Lawrence imparting items of +news from the Morning Post, while Bernard, propped up in a +sitting attitude on the latest model of invalid couch, turned +over and sorted on a swing table a quantity of curios mainly in +copper, steel, and iron. Both swing-table and couch had been +bought in London by Lawrence, and to his vigorous protests it was +also due that the great leaved doors were thrown wide to the +amber sunshine: while the curios came out of one of his Eastern +packing-cases, which he had had unpacked by Gaston for Bernard to +take what he liked. Lawrence's instincts were acquisitive, not +to say predatory. Wherever he went he amassed native treasures +which seemed to stick to his fingers, and which in nine cases out +of ten, thanks to his racial tact, would have fetched at +Christie's more than he gave for them. Coming fresh from foreign +soil, they were a godsend to Bernard, who was weary of collecting +from collectors' catalogues. "Can I have this flint knife? +Egyptian, isn't it? Oh, thanks awfully, I'm taking all the +best." This was true. But Lawrence, like most of his nation, +gave freely when he gave at all. "No, I never was one for plays +except Gilbert and Sullivan and the 'Merry Widow' and things like +that with catchy tunes in 'em. Choruses." He gave a reminiscent +laugh. + +"Legs?" suggested Lawrence. + +"Exactly," said Bernard, winking at him. "Oh damn!" A mechanical +jerk of his own legs had tilted the table and sent the knife +rolling on the floor. Lawrence picked it up for him, drew his +feet down, and tucked a rug over his hips. + +"Mind that box of Burmese darts, old man, they're poisoned.-- I +used to be an inveterate first-nighter. Still am, in fact, when +I'm in or near town. I can sit out anything from 'Here We Are +Again' to 'Samson Agonistes.' To be frank, I rather liked +'Samson': it does one's ears good to listen to that austere, +delicate English." + +"How long would these take to polish one off?" + +"Ten or twelve hours, chiefly in the form of a hoop. No, Berns, +I can't recommend them." He drew from its jewelled sheath and put +into Bernard's hands a Persian dagger nine inches long, the naked +blade damascened in wavy ripplings and slightly curved from point +to hilt. "That would do your trick better. Under the fifth rib. +I bought it of a Greek muleteer, God knows how he got hold of it, +but he was a bit of a poet: he assured me it would go in 'as soft +as a kiss.' For its softness I cannot speak, but it is as sharp +as a knife need be." + +"Sharper," said Bernard, his thumb in his mouth. + +"You silly ass, I warned you!-- I should rather like to see this +Moore play. I suppose Laura never goes, as you don't?" + +"I don't stop her going, as you jolly well know. She's welcome +to go six nights a week if she likes." + +"She couldn't very well go alone," Lawrence ignored the scowl of +his host. "Tell you what: suppose I took her tonight? I could +run her up and down in my car, or we could get back by the +midnight train. Would the feelings of Chilmark be outraged?" + +"What business is it of Chilmark's? If I'm complaisant, that's +enough," said Bernard, his features relaxing into a broad grin. +"I may be planked down in a country village for the rest of my +very unnatural life, but I'll be shot if I'll regulate mine or my +wife'& behaviour by the twaddle they talk! I'll have that +dagger." Slipping it slowly into its sheath he watched it travel +home, the supple female curve gliding and yielding as a woman +yields to a man's caress. "Voluptuous, I call it. Under the +left breast, eh?" He drew it again and held it poised and +pointing at his cousin. "Come, even I could cut your heart out +with a gem of a blade like that." Lawrence held himself lightly +erect, his big frame stiffening from head to foot and the pupils +of his eyes dilating till the irids were blackened. "Call +Laura." Bernard sheathed the dagger again and laid it down. +"She's out there snipping away at the roses. Why can't she leave +'em to Parker? She's always messing about out there dirtying her +hands, and then she comes in and paws me. Call her in." + +Lawrence escaped into the sunshine. He had not liked that moment +when Bernard had held up the dagger, nor was it the first time +that Bernard had made him shiver, but these vague apprehensions +soon faded in the open air. It was a sallow sunshine, a light +wind was blowing, and the lawn was spun over with brilliancies of +gossamer and flecked with yellow leaflets of acacia and lime. +Little light clouds floated overhead, sun-smitten to a fiery +whiteness, or curling in gold and silver surf over the grey of +distant hayfields. In the borders the velvet bodies of bees hung +between the velvet petals, ruby-red, of dahlias. There had been +no frost, and yet a foreboding of frost was in the air, a +sparkle, a sting--enough to have braced Lawrence when he went +down to bathe before breakfast, standing stripped amid long +river-herbage drenched in dew, a west wind striking cold on his +wet limbs: sensations exquisite so long as the blood of health +and manhood glowed under the chilled skin! It was early autumn. + + +Time slips away fast in a country village, and Lawrence remained +a welcome guest at Wanhope, where Chilmark said--though with a +covert smile--that Captain Hyde had done his cousin a great deal +of good. Bernard was better behaved with Lawrence than with any +one else, less surly, less unsociable, less violently coarse: +since June there had been fewer quarrels with Val and Barry and +the servants, and less open incivility to Laura. He had even +let Laura give a few mild entertainments, arrears of hospitality +which she was glad to clear off: and he had appeared at them in +person, polite and well dressed, and on the friendliest terms +with his cousin and his wife. + +Lawrence knew his own mind now. It was because he knew it that +he held his hand: meeting Isabel two or three times a week, +entering into the life of the little place because it was her +life, fighting Val's battle with Bernard--and winning it-- +because Val was her brother. When he remembered his collapse he +was not abashed: shame was an emotion which he rarely felt: but +he had gone too far and too fast, and was content to mark time in +a more rational and conventional courtship. + +But a courtship under the rose, for before others he hid his love +like a crime, treating Isabel as good humoured elderly men treat +pretty children. Where the astringent memory of Lizzie came +into play, Lawrence was dumb. The one aspect of that fiasco +which he had not fully confessed to Isabel--though only because +it was not then prominent in his mind--was its scorching, its +lacerating effect on his pride. But for it he would probably +have flung discretion to the winds, confided in Laura, in +Bernard, in Val, pursued Isabel with a hot and headstrong +impetuosity: but it had left the entire tract of sex in him one +seared and branded scar. + +Even when they were alone together, which rarely happened--Val +saw to that--he had as yet made no open love to her: it was +difficult to do so when one was never secure from interruption +for ten minutes together. Of late he had begun to chafe against +Val's cobweb barriers. Three months is a long time! and patience +was not a virtue that came natural to Lawrence Hyde. + +He found Laura cutting off dead roses, a sufficiently harmless +occupation, one would have thought: a trifle thinner, a trifle +paler than when he came: and were those grey threads in her brown +hair? + +"Berns wants you," said Lawrence. "I've done such an awful +thing, Laura--" + +Again that flash of imperfect perception! What was going on +under the surface at Wanhope, that Laura should turn as white as +her handkerchief? He hurried on as if he had noticed nothing. +"Bernard and I have been laying our heads together. Do you know +what I'm going to do? Run you up to town to see the new Moore +play at Hadow's." + +"Delightful!" Already Laura had recovered herself: her smile was +as sweet as ever, and as serene. "Was it your idea or Bernard's?" + +"Mine. . . I say, Laura: Bernard is all right, isn't he?" + +"In what way, all right?" + +Lawrence reddened, regretting his indiscretion. "I've fancied +his manner queer, once or twice." + +"There is a close connection, of course, between the spine and +the brain," said Laura quietly. "But my husband is perfectly +sane. . . . Oh my dear Lawrence, of course I forgive you! what is +there to forgive? I only wish I could come tonight, but I'm +afraid it can't be managed--" + +"She says it can't be managed," said Lawrence, standing aside +for Laura to pass in. "Pitch into her, Bernard. Hear her talk +like a woman of sixty! Are you frightened of the night air, +Laura? Or would Chilmark chatter?" + +"It might, if you and I went alone," Laura smiled. + +"Make up a party then," suggested Lawrence. "Get the Bendishes +to come too." + +She shook her head. "They're dining with the Dean." + +"And decanal dinner-parties can't be thrown over." When he made +the suggestion, Lawrence had known that the Bendishes were dining +with the Dean. "Some one else, then." + +"Whom could I ask like this at the last moment? No, I won't +go--thank you all the same. I'm not so keen on late hours and +long train journeys as I used to be. Go by yourself and you can +tell us all about it afterwards. Berns and I shall enjoy that as +much as seeing it ourselves. Shan't we, Berns?" Clowes gave a +short laugh: he could not have expressed his opinion more clearly +if he had called his wife a fool to her face. + +"You weren't so particular before you married me, my love. When +you ran that French flat with Yvonne you jolly well knew how to +amuse yourself." + +"Girls do many things before they're married," said Laura +vaguely. "I know better now." + +"Oh, you know a lot. She ought to go, Lawrence. It'll do her +good. Now you shall go, my dear, that's flat." + +Lawrence began to wish he had held his tongue. He had his own +ends to serve, but, to do him justice, he had not meant to serve +them at Laura's expense. But he had still his trump card to +play. "Surely we could find a chaperon?" he said gently, ignoring +Bernard. "What about the Staffords? Hardly in Val's line, +perhaps. But the child--little Miss Isabel--won't she do?" + +To his relief, Laura's eyes lit up with pleasure. "Isabel? I +never thought of her! Yes, she would love to come!--But, if she +does, she must come as my guest. You would never have asked her +of your own accord, and the Staffords are so proud, I'm sure Val +wouldn't like you to pay for her." Again Bernard's short, +sardonic laugh translated the silence of his cousin's constraint +and dismay. + +"Hark to her! I'll sort her for you, Lawrence. She shall go, +and you shall be paymaster. Yes, and for the Stafford brat too. +Lawrence and I don't understand these modern manners, my dear. +When we take a pretty woman out we like to do the treating. Now +cut along and see about the tickets, Lawrence. You can 'phone +from the post office." + +Lawrence had secured a box ten days ago, but he strolled out, +thinking that the husband and wife might understand each other +better when alone. As soon as he was out of earshot Bernard +turned on Laura and seized her by the wrist, his features +altering, their sardonic mask recast in deep lines of hate. +"Why wouldn't you go up alone? That's what he wanted. Why have +you saddled him with the little Stafford girl? You can't take +her to dine in a private room." + +"It was because I foresaw this that I refused. Why do you +torment yourself by forcing me to go?" + +"I? What do I care? Do you think I should shed many tears if +you walked out of the house and never came back? Think I don't +know he's your lover? you're uncommonly circumspect with your +stable door! . . . A woman like you! Look here." He picked up the +Persian dagger. "See it? That's been used before. I should like +to use it on you. I should like to cut your tongue out with it. +Don't be afraid, I'm not going to stab you." + +"Afraid?" said his wife with her serene ironical smile. "My +dear Bernard, you tempt me to wish you were." + +"Oh, not before tonight. Jolly time you'll have tonight, you and +Lawrence . . . I can only trust you'll respect the Stafford +child's innocence." + +"Bernard! Bernard!" + +"Don't you Bernard me. You can't take me in. Stop. Where are +you off to now?" + +"To tell Lawrence not to get the tickets. I shan't go with him." + +"You will go with him," said Bernard Clowes, his fingers +tightening on her wrist. "Stop here: come closer." He locked his +arm round her waist. "Is he your lover yet, Lally? Tell me: I +swear I won't kill you if you do. Are you on the borderland of +virtue still, or over it?" + +"Let me go," said Laura, panting for breath under his clenched +grip. "I will not answer such questions. You know you don't +mean one word of them. Take care, you're tearing my blouse. Oh, +that frightful war! what has it done to you, to turn you from the +man I married into what you are?" + +"What am I?" + +"A madman, or not far off it. End this horrible life: send him +away. It's killing me, and as for you, if you were sane enough +to understand what you're doing, you would blow your brains out." + +"Likely enough," said Bernard Clowes. + +He let her go. "Come back to me now, Laura." His wife leant +over him, unfaltering, though she had known for some time that +she was dealing with the abnormal. "Kiss me." Laura touched his +lips. "That's better, old girl. I am a cross-grained devil and +I make your life a hell to you, don't I? But don't--don't leave +me. Don't chuck me over. Let me have your love to cling to. I +don't believe in God, I don't believe in any other man, often +enough I don't believe in myself, I feel, I feel unreal . . . ." +He stopped, shut his eyes, moved his head on the pillow, and felt +about over his rug with the blind groping hands of a delirious, +almost of a dying man. Laura gathered them up and held them to +her heart. "That's better," said Bernard, his voice gaining +strength as he opened his eyes on the beautiful still face bent +over him. "Just now and again, in my lucid moments, I do--I do +believe in you, old girl. You are just the one thing I have +left. You won't forsake me, will you, ever? not whatever I do to +you." + +"Never, my darling." + +"Seems a bit one-sided, that bargain," said Bernard. + +He lay perfectly still for a little while, his great hands softly +pressed against his wife's firm breast. + +"And now get your hat and trot up to the village with Lawrence. +Yes, I should like you to go tonight. It'll do you good. Give +you a breath of fresh air after your extra dose of sulphur. Yes, +you shall take Isabel. Then you'll be safe: I can't insult you +if you and Lawrence weren't alone. Now run along, I've had +enough emotions. But don't forget. Laura," he spoke thickly and +with effort, turning his head away as he pushed her from him +"yes, get out, I've had enough of you for the present--but don't +forget all the same that you're the one thing on earth that ever +is real to me." + +Isabel was up a ladder in the orchard picking plums. Waving her +hand to Laura and Lawrence Hyde, she called out to them to look +the other way while she came down. It must be owned that neither +Laura nor Lawrence obeyed her, and they were rewarded, while she +felt about for the top rung, with an unimpeded view of two very +pretty legs. Lawrence really thought she was going to fall out +of the tree, but eventually she came safe to earth, and +approached holding out a basket full of glowing fruit. "Though +you don't deserve them," she said reproachfully, "because I could +feel you looking at me. I did think I should be safe at this +hour in the morning!" + +"Do I see Val?" said Laura, screwing up her eyes to peer in +through the slats of the green jalousies. "I'll go and talk him +round, while you break the news to Miss Stafford. Such do's, +Isabel! You don't know what dissipations are in store for you, if +only Val will say yes." She like every one else elevated Val to +the parental dignity vice Mr. Stafford deposed. + + +"He's come in for some lunch. He'll love to have you watch him +eat," said Isabel. "What's it to be, Captain Hyde? A picnic?" + +Isabel's imagination had never soared beyond a picnic. When +Lawrence unfolded the London scheme her eyes grew round with +astonishment and an awed silence fell on her. "Oh, it won't +happen," she said, when she had recovered sufficiently to reply +at all. "Nothing so angelically wonderful ever would happen to +me. I'm perfectly certain Val will say no. Now we've settled +that, you can tell me all about it, because of course you and +Laura will go in any case." + +"But that's precisely what we can't do." Gently and imperceptibly +Lawrence impelled her through the rose archway into the kitchen +garden, where they were partly sheltered behind the walls of +lilacs, a little thinner than they had been in June but still an +effective screen. He had not found himself alone with Isabel for +ten days. Since Val was with Laura, Lawrence drew the rather +cynical conclusion that he could count on a breathing space, and +he wondered if Isabel too were glad of it. She was in a brown +cotton dress, her right sleeve still tucked up high on her bare +arm: a rounded slender arm not much tanned even at the wrist, for +her skin was almost impervious to sunburn. Above the elbow it +was milk-white with a faint bloom on it, in texture not like +ivory, which is a dead, cold, and polished material, but like a +flower petal, one of those flowers that have a downy sheen on +them, white hyacinths or tall lilies. Lawrence fixed his eyes on +it unconsciously but so steadily that Isabel became aware of his +admiration. She blushed and was going to pull down her sleeve, +but checked herself, and turning a little away, so that she could +pretend not to know that he was looking at her, raised her arm to +smooth her hair, lifting it and pushing a loosened hairpin into +place. After all . . . This was Isabel's first venture into +coquetry. But it was half unconscious. + +"Why can't you? oh, I suppose people would be silly. Major +Clowes himself is silly enough for anything. Oh, I'm so sorry, +I always forget he's your cousin! Is that why you want me to +go?" + +"No." + +She laughed. "Never mind, you'll soon find some one else. What +play is it?" + +"'She Promised to Marry.'" + +"Oh ah, yes: that's by Moore, who wrote 'The Milkmaid' and +'Sheddon, M.P.' I've read some of his things. I liked them so, I +made Rowsley give me them for my last birthday. They're quite +cheap in brown paper. O! dear, I should love to see one of them +on the stage!" Isabel gave a great sigh. "A London stage too! +I've never been to a theatre except in Salisbury. And Hadow's is +the one to go to, isn't it? Where they play the clever plays +that aren't tiresome. Who's acting tonight?" + +"Madeleine Wild and Peter Sennet." + +"Have you ever seen them?" + + Lawrence laughed outright. "I was at their wedding. Madeleine +is half French: I knew her first when she was singing in a cafe +chantant on the Champs Elysees. She is dark and pretty and Peter +is fair and pretty, and Peter is the deadliest poker player that +ever scored off an American train crook." + +"Oh," said Isabel with a second sigh that nearly blew her away, +"how I should love to know actors and actresses and people who +play poker! It must make Life so intensely interesting!" + +Behind her badinage was she half in earnest? Lawrence's eye +ranged over the old pale walls of the vicarage, on which the +climbing roses were already beginning to redden their leaves: +over the lavender borders: over the dry pale turf underfoot and +the silver and brown of the Plain, burnt by a hot summer. The +fruit that had been green in June was ripe now, and down the +Painted-Lady apple-trees fell such a cascade of ruby and +coral-coloured apples, from high sprig to heavy bole, that they +looked like trees in a Kate Greenaway drawing. But there was no +other change. Life at Chilmark flowed on uneventful from day to +day. He did not admonish Isabel to be content with it. "Should +you like to live in Chelsea?" + +Isabel shut her eyes. "I should like fifteen thousand a year and +a yacht. Don't tell Jimmy, it would break his heart. He says +money is a curse. But he's not much of a judge, dear angel, +because he's never had any. What's your opinion--you're rich, +aren't you? Has it done you any harm?" + +"Oh, I am a fairly decent sort of fellow as men go." + +"But would you be a nobler character if you were poor?" Isabel +asked, pillowing her round chin on her palm and examining +Lawrence apparently in a spirit of scientific enquiry. "Because +that is Jimmy's theory, and merely to say that you're noble now +doesn't meet the case. Do you do good with your money?" + +"No fear! I encourage trade. I've never touched second rate +stuff in my life." + +"Oh, you are different!" Isabel exclaimed. They had been using +words for counters, to mean at once less and more than they said, +but under his irony she penetrated to a hard material egoism, as +swiftly as he had detected in her the eternal unrest of youth. +"Val was right." + +"What saith the Gospel according to St. Val?" + +"That you were only a bird of passage." + + Lawrence waited a moment before replying. "Birds of passage +have their mating seasons." Once more Isabel, not knowing what +to make of this remark, let it alone. "But I should like to +possess Val's good opinion. What have I done to offend him? +Can't you give me any tips?" + +"It isn't so much what you do as what you are. Val's very, very +English." + +"But what am I?" + +"Foreign," said Isabel simply. + +"A Jew? Yes, I knew I should have that prejudice to live down. +But I'm not a hall-marked Israelite, am I? After all I'm half +English by birth and wholly so by breeding." Isabel was betrayed +into an involuntary and fleeting smile. "Hallo! what's this?" + +"Oh, Captain Hyde--" + +"Go on." + +"No: it's the tiniest trifle, and besides I've no right." + +"Ask me anything you like, I give you the right." + +Isabel blushed. "You must be descended from Jephthah!-- O! dear, +I didn't mean that!" + +"Never mind," said Lawrence, unable to help laughing. "My +feelings are not sensitive. But do finish--you fill me with +curiosity. What shibboleth do I fail in?" + +Faithful are the wounds of a friend. "Englishmen don't wear +jewellery," murmured Isabel apologetic. + +"Sac a papier!" said Lawrence. "My rings?" + + He stretched out his hand, a characteristic hand, strong and +flexible, but soft from idleness and white from Gaston's daily +attentions: a diamond richly set in a cluster of diamonds and +emeralds sparkled on the second finger, and a royal turquoise +from Iran, an immense stone the colour of the Mediterranean in +April, on the third. "Does Val object to them? Certainly Val +is very English. My pocket editions of beauty! That diamond was +presented by one of the Rothschilds in gratitude for the help old +Hyde-and-seek gave him in getting together his collection of +early English watercolours: as for the other, it never ought to +have left the Persian treasury, and there'd have been trouble in +the royal house if my father had worn it at the Court. Have you +ever seen such a blue? On a dull railway journey I can sit and +watch those stones by the hour together. But Val would rather +read the Daily Mail" + +"Every one laughs at them: Jack and Lord Grantchester, and even +Jimmy." + +"And you?" said Lawrence, taking off the rings:--not visibly +nettled, but a trifle regretful. + +Isabel knit her brows. "Can a thing be very beautiful and +historic, and yet not in good taste?-- It can if it's out of +harmony: that's what the Greeks never forgot. Men ought not to +look effeminate-- Oh! O Captain Hyde, don't!" + +Lawrence, standing up, had with one powerful smooth drive of the +arm sent both rings skimming over the borders, under the apple +trees, over the garden wall, to scatter and drop on the open +moor. "And here comes Mrs. Clowes, so now I shall learn my fate. +I thought Val would not leave us long together.-- Well, Val, what +is it to be? May the young lady come?" + +Isabel also sprang up, changing from woman to child as Lawrence +changed from deference to patronage. Their manner to each other +when alone was always different from their manner before an +audience. But this change, deliberate in Lawrence, had hitherto +been instinctive and almost unconscious in Isabel. It was not so +now, she fled to Val and to her younger self for refuge. What a +fanfaronade! Why couldn't Captain Hyde have put the rings in his +pocket? But no, it must all be done with an air--and what an +air! Rings worth thousands--historic mementoes--stripped off +and tossed away to please--! And at that Isabel, enchanted and +terrified, bundled the entire dialogue into the cellars of her +mind and locked the doors on it. Later,--later,--when one was +alone! "Oh, Val, say I may go!" she cried, clasping her hands on +Val's arm, so cool and firm amid a spinning world. + +[Footnote] + +What actually happened later that afternoon was that Isabel, who +had a practical mind, spent three-quarters of an hour on the moor +hunting for the rings. The turquoise she found, conspicuous on a +patch of smooth turf: the other was never recovered. + +[End of Footnote] + +"You may," said Val laughing. He disliked the scheme, but was +incapable of refusing Laura Clowes: he gave her Isabel as he would +have given her the last drops of his blood, if she had asked for them +in that low voice of hers, and with those sweet eyes that never +seemed to anticipate refusal. There are women--not necessarily the +most beautiful of their sex--to whom men find it hard to refuse +anything. And, consenting, it was not in Val to consent with an ill +grace. "Certainly you may, if Captain Hyde is kind enough to take +you!" Stafford's lips, finely cut and sensitive, betrayed the +sarcastic sense of humour which he ruled out of his voice: perhaps +the less said about kindness the better! "But do look over her +wardrobe first, Laura: I'm never sure whether Isabel is grown up or +not, but she could hardly figure at Hadow's in her present easy-going +kit--" + +He stopped, because Isabel was trying to waltz him round the +lawn. In her reaction from a deeper excitement, she was as +excited as a child. She released Val soon and hugged Laura +Clowes instead, while Lawrence, looking on with his wintry smile, +wondered whether she would have extended the same civility to him +if she had known how much he desired it. . . . There were moments +when he hated Isabel. Was she never going to grow up? + +Not at present, apparently. "What must I wear, Laura? Do people +wear evening dress? Where shall we sit? What time shall we get +back? How are you going? What time must I be ready? Will you +have dinner before you go or take sandwiches with you?"--how +long the patter of questions would have run on it is hard to say, +if the extreme naivete of the last one had not drowned them in +universal laughter, and Isabel in crimson. + +Mrs. Jack Bendish rode up while they were talking, slipped from +her saddle, and threw the reins to Val without apology, though +she knew there was no one but Val to take the mare to the stable. +Yvonne was the only member of the Castle household who presumed +on Val's subordinate position. She treated him like a superior +servant. When she heard what was in the wind her eyes were as +green as a cat's. "How kind of Captain Hyde!" she drawled, as +Lawrence, irritated by her manner, went to help Val, while Isabel +was called indoors by Fanny to listen to a tale of distress, +unravel a grievance, and prescribe for anemia. "Some one ought +to warn the child." + +"Warn her of what?" + +"Has it never struck you that Isabel is a pretty girl and +Lawrence a good looking man?" + +"But Isabel is too intelligent to have her head turned by the +first handsome man she meets!" Yvonne looked as though she found +her sister rather hopeless. "Dear, you really must be sensible!" +Laura pleaded. "It's not as if poor Lawrence had tried to flirt +with her. He never even thought of asking her for tonight till I +suggested it!" This was the impression left on Laura's memory. +"She isn't the sort of woman to attract him." + +"What sort of woman would attract him, I wonder?" said Mrs. Jack, +blowing rings of smoke delicately down her thin nostrils. + +"Oh, when he marries it will be some one older than Isabel, more +sophisticated, more a woman of the world. I like Lawrence +immensely, but there is just that in him: he's one of the men who +expect their wives to do them credit." + +"Some one more like me," suggested Yvonne. "Or you." Her face was +a study in untroubled innocence. Laura eyed her rather sharply. +"But Lawrence isn't a marrying man. He won't marry till some +woman raises the price on him." + +"You speak as if between men and women life were always a duel." + +"So It is." Laura made a small inarticulate sound of dissent. +"Sex is a duel. Don't you know"--an infinitesimal hesitation +marked the conscious forcing of a barrier: cynically frank as she +was on most points, Mrs. Bendish had always left her sister's +married life alone:--"that--that's what's wrong with Bernard? Oh! +Laura! Simpleton that you are. . . I'm often frightfully sorry +for Bernard. It has thrown him clean off the rails. One can't +wonder that he's consumed with jealousy." + +In the stillness that followed Yvonne occupied herself with her +cigarette. Mrs. Clowes was formidable even to her sister in her +delicately inaccessible dignity. + +"Had you any special motive in saying this to me now, Yvonne?" + +"This theatre business." + +"I don't contemplate running away with Lawrence, if that is what +you mean." + +"Wish you would!" confessed Mrs. Bendish frankly. "Then Bernard +could divorce you and you could start fair again. I'm fed up +with Bernard. I'm sorry for him, poor devil, but he never was +much of a joy as a husband, and he's going from bad to worse. +Think I'm blind? Of course he's jealous. High dresses and lace +cuffs aren't the fashion now, Lal." + +Her sister slowly turned back the frill from her wrist and +examined the scarlet stain of Bernard's finger-print. "Does it +show so plainly? I hope other people haven't noticed. Bernard +doesn't remember how strong his hands still are." + +"Doesn't care, you mean." + +"Do you want me quite naked?" said Laura. "Well, doesn't care, +then." + +Yvonne was not accustomed to the smart of pity. She winced under +it, and her tongue, an edge-tool of intelligence or passion, but +not naturally prone to express tenderness, became more than ever +articulate. "Sorry!" she said with difficulty, and then, "Didn't +want to rake all this up. But I'm fond of you. We've always +been pals, you and I, Lulu." + +"Say whatever you like." + +"Then--" she sat up, throwing away her cigarette-"I'm going to +warn you. All Chilmark believes Lawrence is your lover." + +"And do you?" + +"No. I know you wouldn't run an intrigue." + +"Thank you." + +"But Jack and I both think, if you don't want to cut and run with +him, you ought to pack him off. Mind, if you do want to, you can +count me in, and Jack too. I'm not religious: Jack is, but he's +not narrow. As for the social bother of it--marriage is a +useful institution and all that, but it's perfectly obvious that +one can get--over the rails and back again if one has money. +There aren't twenty houses (worth going to) in London that would +cut you if you turned up properly remarried to a rich man." + +"Are you . . . recommending this course?" + +"I'd like you to be happy." + +"And what about Bernard?" + +"Put in a couple of good trained nurses who wouldn't give him his +head as you do, and he'd be a different man by the spring." + +"He certainly would," said Laura drily. "He would be dead." + +"Not he. He's far too strong to die of being made uncomfortable. +As a matter of fact it would do him all the good in the world," +pursued Yvonne calmly. "He cries out to be bullied. What's so +irritating in the present situation is that though you let him +rack you to pieces you never give him what he wants! You don't +shine as a wife, my dear." + +"It will end in my sending Lawrence away," said Laura with a subdued +sigh. "I didn't want to because in many ways he has done Bernard so +much good; no one else has ever had the same influence over him; +besides, I liked having him at Wanhope for my own sake--he freshened +us up and gave us different things to talk about, outside interests, +new ideas. And after all, so far as Bernard himself is concerned, +one is as good as another. He always has been jealous and always +will be. But if all Chilmark credits us with the rather ignominious +feat of betraying him, Lawrence will have to go." + +"Lawrence may have something to say to that." + +"He's not in love with me." Yvonne's eyes widened in genuine +scepticism.--"Oh dear, as if I shouldn't know!" Laura broke out +petulantly. Might not Yvonne have remembered that, in the days +when they were living together in a French appartement, Laura's +experience had been pretty nearly as wide as her own? "He is +not, I tell you! nor I with him. But, if we were, I shouldn't +desert Bernard. I do not believe in your two highly trained +nurses. I don't think you much believe in them yourself. They +might break him in, because nurses are drilled to deal with +tiresome and unmanageable patients, but it would be worse for +him, not better. He rebels fiercely enough now, but if I weren't +there he would rebel still more fiercely, and all the rage and +humiliation would have no outlet. You want me to be happy? We +Selincourts are so quick to seize happiness! Father did it . . . +and Lucian does it: dear Lulu! We both love him, but it's +difficult to be proud of him. Yet he has good qualities, good +abilities. He's far cleverer than I am, and so are you," Laura's +tone was diffident, "but oh, you are wrong in thinking so much of +mere happiness. There is an immense amount of pain in the world, +and if one doesn't bear one's own share it falls on some one +else. My life with Bernard isn't--always easy," she found a +momentary difficulty in controlling her voice, "but he's my +husband and I shall stick to him. The more so for being deeply +conscious that a different woman might manage him better. No I +don't mind your saying it. Oh, how often I've felt the truth of +it! But, such as I am, I'm all he has." + +"You're a thousand times too good for him. Why are you so good?" + +"I'm not good and no more is Lulu." Mrs. Bendish sighed, +impressed perhaps by Laura's alien moralities, certainly by her +determination. "However, if you won't you won't, and in a way +I'm glad, selfishly that is, because of Jack's people. But in +that case, dear girl, do get rid of Lawrence! The situation +strikes me as fraught with danger. One of those situations where +every one says something's sure to happen, and then they're all +flabbergasted when it does." + +"Bernard is not a formidable enemy," said Mrs. Clowes drily. +"But, yes, Lawrence must go. I'll speak to him tomorrow." + +"Why not today?" + +"It would spoil our evening." + +"Give it up." + +"And disappoint Isabel?" + +"I don't like it." + +"Nor I. But I was forced into it, and I can't break my word to +Lawrence and the child. After all, there's no great odds between +today and tomorrow. What can happen in twenty-four hours?" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +In after life, when Isabel was destined to look back on that day +as the last day of her youth, she recalled no part of it more +clearly than wandering up to her own room after an early tea to +dress, and flinging herself down on her bed instead of dressing. +She slept next to Val. But while Val's room, sailor-like in +its neatness, was bare as any garret and got no sun at all, +Isabel's was comfortable in a shabby way and faced south and west +over the garden: an autumn garden now, bathed in westering +sunshine, fortified from the valley by a carved gold height of +beech trees, open on every other side over sunburnt moorland pale +and rough as a stubble-field in its autumn feathering of light +brown grasses and seedling flowers aflicker in a west wind. +Tonight however Isabel saw nothing of it, she lay as if asleep, +her face hidden in her pillow: she, the most active person in the +house, who was never tired like Val nor lazy like Rowsley! +Conscience pricked her, but she was muffled so thick in happiness +that she scarcely felt it: the fancies that floated into her mind +frightened her, and yet they were too sweet to banish: and then +after all were they wrong? + +Always on clear evenings the sun flung a great ray across her +wall, turning the faded pale green paper into a liquid gold-green +like sunlit water, evoking a dusty gleam from her mirror, and +deepening the shadows in an old mezzo tint of Botticelli's Spring +which was pinned up where she could gaze at it while she brushed +her hair. The room thus illumined was that of a young girl with +little time to spare and less money, and an ungrown individual +taste not yet critical enough to throw off early loyalties. +There were no other pictures, except an engraving of "The Light +of the World," given her by Val, who admired it. There was a +tall bookcase, the top shelves devoted to Sweet's "Anglo-Saxon +Reader," Lanson's "Histoire de la litterature Francaise," and +other textbooks that she was reading for her examination in +October, the lower a ragged regiment of novels and verse--"The +Three Musketeers," "Typhoon," "Many Inventions," Landor's +"Hellenics," "with fondest love from Laura," "Une Vie" and "Fort +comme la Mort" in yellow and initialled "Y.B." There were also a big +table strewn with papers and books, and a chintz covered box-ottoman +into which Isabel bundled all those rubbishing treasures that people +who love their past can never make up their weak minds to throw away. +She examined them all in the stream of gold sunlight as if she had +never seen them before. It was time to get up and arrange her hair +and change into her lace petticoats. If she did not get up at once +she would be late and they would lose their train. And it seemed to +her that she would die if they lost their train, that she never could +survive such a disappointment: and yet she could not bring herself to +get up and give over dreaming. + +And what dreams they were, oh! what would Val say to them?--And +yet again after all were they so wicked?--They were incredibly +naif and innocent, and so dim that within twenty-four hours +Isabel was to look back on them as a woman looks back on her +childhood. She was not ignorant of the mysteries of birth and +death. She had lived all her life among the poor, and knew many +things which are not included in school curricula, such as the +gentle art of keeping children's hair clean, how to divide a +four-roomed cottage between a man and wife and six children and a +lodger, and what to say when shown "a beautiful corpse": but she +had never had a lover of her own. There were no marriageable men +in Chilmark--there never are in an English village--and she was +too young for Rowsley's brother officers, or they were too young +for her. She had dreamed of fairy princes (blases-men-of-the-world, +mostly in the Guards or the diplomatic service), but it was never +precisely Isabel Stafford whom they clasped to their hearts--no, it +was LaSignora Isabella, the star of Covent Garden, or the Lady Isabel +de Stafford, a Duke's daughter in disguise. And Lawrence came to her +in the mantle of these patrician ghosts. + +But--and at this point Isabel hid her face on her arm--he was no +ghost: he knew what he wanted and he meant to have it: and it was a +far cry from visionary Heroes to Lawrence Hyde in the flesh, son of a +Jew, smelling of cigar-smoke, and taking hold of her with his large, +fair, overmanicured hands. A far cry even from Val or Jack Bendish: +from the cool, mannered Englishman to the hot Oriental blood. When +people were engaged they often kissed each other . . . but when it +came to imagining oneself . . . one's head against that thick +tweed . . . no . . . it must be one of the things that are safe to do +but dangerous to dream of doing. Oh, never, never!--But she had been +trained in sincerity: and was this cry sincere? Her mind was chaos. + +And yet after all why dangerous? Even Laura, Val's adored Laura, +had been engaged twice before she married Major Clowes: as for +Yvonne, Isabel felt sure she had been kissed many times, and not +by Jack Bendish only. Such things happen, then! in real life, +not only in books. As for the cigars and the valet . . . and +Val's warnings . . . one can't have all one wants in this world! +It contains no ideal heroes: what was it Yvonne had once said? +"Every marriage is either a delusion or a compromise." And Isabel +had shortcomings enough of her own: she was irritable, lazy, +selfish: read novels when she ought to have been at her lessons: +left household jobs undone in the certainty that Val, however +tired he was, would do them for her: small sins, but then her +temptations were small! Take it by and large, she was probably +no better than Captain Hyde except for want of opportunity. And +how he would laugh if he heard her say so! + +She liked him for laughing. She had been brought up in an +atmosphere of scruple. Her father overworked his conscience, +treating a question of taste as a moral issue, and drawing no +line between great and small--like the man who gave a penny to a +beggar and implored him not to spend it on debauchery. Charity +and a sense of fun saved Val, but if more lenient to others he +was ruthlessly stern to himself. Lawrence blew on Isabel like a +breath of sea air. In her reaction she liked his external +characteristics, his manner to servants, his expensive clothes +and boots, all the signs of money spent freely on himself. + +She even liked his politics. Isabel had been brought up all her +life to talk politics. Mr. Stafford was a Christian Socialist, a +creed which in her private opinion was nicely calculated to +produce the maximum of human discomfort: and from a conversation +between Hyde and Jack Bendish she had learnt that Hyde was all of +her own view. There was no nonsense about him--none of that +sweet blind altruism which, as Isabel saw it, only made the +altruist and his family so bitterly uncomfortable without doing +any good to the poor. The poor? She knew intuitively that +servants and porters and waiters would far rather serve Hyde than +her father. Mr. Stafford longed to uplift the working classes, +but Isabel had never got herself thoroughly convinced that they +stood in need of uplifting. Her practical common sense rose in +arms against Movements that tried to get them to go to picture +galleries instead of picture palaces. Why shouldn't they do as +they liked? Does one reform one's friends? Captain Hyde would +live and let live. + +And he was rich. Few girls as cramped as Isabel could have +remained blind to that wide horizon, and she made no pretence of +doing so: she was honest with herself and owned that she had +always longed to be rich. No one could call her discontented! +her happy sunny temper took life as it came and enjoyed every +minute of it, but her tastes were not really simple, though Val +thought they were. She had long felt a clear though perfectly +good-humoured and philosophic impatience of her narrow scope. +Hyde could give her all and more than all she had ever desired-- +foreign countries and fine clothes, books and paintings, and +power apparently and the admiration of men . . . Isabel Hyde +. . . Mrs. Lawrence Hyde . . . .smiling she tried his name under +her breath . . .and suddenly she found herself standing before +the mirror, examining her face in its dusky shallows and asking +of it the question that has perplexed many a young girl as +beautiful as she--"Am I pretty?" She pulled the pins out of her +hair and ran a comb through it till it fell this way and that +like an Indian veil, darkly burnished and sunset-shot with +threads of bronze. "Lawrence has never seen it loose," she +reflected: "surely I am rather pretty?" and then "Oh, oh, I shall +be late!" and Isabel's dreams were drenched and scattered under +the shock of cold water. + +Dreamlike the run through the warm September landscape: dreamlike +the slip of country platform, where, while Lawrence took their +tickets, she and Laura walked up and down and fingered the tall +hollyhocks flowering upward in quilled rosettes of lemon-yellow +and coral red, like paper lanterns lit by a fairy lamplighter on +a spiral stair: and most dreamlike of all the discovery that the +Exeter express had been flagged for them and that she was +expected to precede Laura into a reserved first class carriage. +It was not more than once or twice in a year that Isabel went by +train, and she had never travelled but third class in her life. +How smoothly life runs for those who have great possessions! How +polite the railway staff were! The station master himself held +open the door for the Wanhope party. Now she knew Mr. Chivers +very well, but in all previous intercourse one finger to his cap +had been enough for young Miss Isabel. Certainly it was +agreeable, this hothouse atmosphere. "Shall you feel cold?" +Lawrence asked, and Isabel, murmuring "No, thank you," blushed in +response to the touch of formality in his manner. She felt what +women often feel in the early stages of a love affair, that he +had been nearer to her when he was not there, than now when they +were together in the presence of a third person. She had grown +shy and strange before this careless composed man lounging +opposite her with his light overcoat thrown open and his crush +hat on his knees, conventionally polite, his long legs stretched +out sideways to give her and Laura plenty of room. + +And Lawrence on the journey neither spoke to her nor watched her, +though Isabel shone in borrowed plumes. There had been no time +to buy clothes, and so Val, though grudgingly, had allowed Laura +and Yvonne to ransack their shelves and presses for Cinderella's +adornment. But one glance had painted her portrait for him, tall +and slender in a long sealskin coat of Yvonne's which was rulled +and collared and flounced with fur, her glossy hair parted on one +side and drawn back into what she called a soup-plate of plaits. +Once only he directly addressed her, when Laura loosened her own +sables. "Do undo your coat, won't you? It's hot tonight for +September." + +"I'm not hot, thank you," said Isabel stiffly: but slowly, as if +against her will, she opened the collar of her coat and pushed it +back from her young neck and the crossed folds of her lace gown. +The gown was very old, it had indeed belonged to Laura Selincourt: it +was because Laura loved its soft, graceful, dateless lines that it +had survived so long. She had seized on it with her unerring tact: +this was right for Isabel, this dim transparency of rosepoint +modelling itself over the immature slenderness of nineteen: and she +and her maid Catherine and Mrs. Bendish had spent patient hours +trying it on and modifying it to suit the fashion of the day. Laura +had refused to impose upon Isabel either her own modish elegance or +Yvonne's effect of the arresting and bizarre. "Isn't she almost too +slight for it?" Yvonne had asked, and Laura for all answer had +hummed a little French song-- + + 'Mignonne allons voir si la rose + Qui ce matin avoit desclose + Sa robe de pourpre au soleil + A point perdu ceste vespree + I as plis de sa robe pourpree + Et son teint au votre pareil . . .' + +She discerned in Isabel that quality of beauty, noble, spirited, +and yet wistful, which requires a most expensive setting of +simplicity. And that was why Isabel opened her coat. If Captain +Hyde had admired her in her Chilmark muslin, what would he think +of flounce and fold of rose-point of Alencon under Yvonne's +perfumed furs? And then she blushed again because the yearning +in his eyes made her wonder if he cared after all whether she +wore lace or cotton. Everything was so strange! + +Strangest of all it was, to the brink of unreality, that Laura +evidently remained blind. But Laura was always blind. "Why, she +never even sees Val!" reflected Isabel scornfully. And yet-- +suppose Isabel were deceiving herself? What if Captain Hyde were +not in earnest? But her older self comforted her child's self: +careless was he, and composed? "You were not always so composed, +Lawrence," in her own mind the elder Isabel mocked him with her +sparkling eyes. + +Waterloo, lamplit and resonant: the pulsing of many lamps, the +hurry of many steps, the flitting by of many faces under an arch +of gloom: dark quiet and the scent of violets in a waiting car. + +"What a jolly taxi!" Isabel exclaimed. "I never was in a taxi +like this before. Is it a more expensive kind?" + +"My dear Lawrence, you certainly have the art of making your life +run on wheels!" said Laura smiling. "How many telegrams have you +sent today?" + +"If you do a thing at all you may as well do it in decent +comfort," Lawrence replied sententiously. "Half past seven; +that'll give us easy time! I booked a table at Malvani's, I +thought you would prefer it to one of the big crowded shows." + +"Are we going to have supper--dinner I mean--at a restaurant?" +asked Isabel awestruck. + +Laurance smiled at her with irrepressible tenderness. "Did you +think you weren't going to get anything to eat at all?" He +forbore to remind her of her unfortunate allusion to sandwiches-- +for which Isabel was grateful to him. "Aren't you hungry?" + +"Oh yes: but then I often am. Is Malvani's a very quiet place?" + +Lawrence looked at Laura with a comical expression. "What an ass +I was! Wouldn't the Ritz have been more to the point?" + +"Never mind, sweetheart," said Laura. "Malvani's isn't dowdily +quiet. It's the smartest of the smart, and there are always a +lot of distinguished people in it. Dear me, how long it is since +I've dined in town! Really it's great fun, I feel as if I had +come out of a tomb--" she checked herself: but she might have +been as indiscreet as she liked, for her companions were not +listening. Laura was faintly, very faintly startled by their +attitude--Hyde leaning forward in the half-light of the brougham +to button Isabel's glove--but she was soon smiling at her own +fancy. "Poor Isabel, poor simple Isabel!" She was only a child +after all. + +A child, but a very gay and winning child, when she came into +Malvani's with her long swaying step, direct glance, and joyous +mouth. A spirit of excitement sparkled in Isabel tonight, and +every movement was a separate and conscious pleasure to her: the +physical sensation of walking delicately, the ripple of her skirt +over her ankles, the poise of her shoulders under their +transparent veil. . . . Laura saw a dozen men turn to look after +the Wanhope party, and took no credit for it, though not long ago +she had been accustomed to be watched when she moved through a +public room. But now she was better pleased to see Isabel +admired than to be admired herself. + +As they neared their reserved table a man who had been sitting at +it rose with an amused smile. "Have you forgotten who I am, +Laura?" + +"One might as well be even numbers," Lawrence explained. "So, as +I knew Selincourt was in town, I wired to him to join us." + +A worn, fatigued-looking, but not ungentle rake of forty, +Selincourt had stayed once at Wanhope, but the visit had not been +a success: indeed Laura had been thankful when it ended before +host and guest threw the decanters at each other's heads. That +she was pleased to see him now there could be no doubt: she had +taken him by both hands and was smiling at him as if she would +have liked to fling decorum to the winds and kiss him. Lawrence +also smiled but with a touch of finesse. His plan was working. +Laura was going to enjoy herself: bon! he was truly fond of Laura +and delighted to give her pleasure. But by it he would be left +free to devote himself to Isabel. + +It was to this end that he had planned the entire expedition. At +Chilmark they met continually in the same setting, and he had no +means of printing a fresh image of himself on her mind, but here +he was free of country customs, a rich man among his equals, an +expert in the art of "doing oneself well"--one of those who rule +over modern civilization by divine right of a chequebook and a +trained manner. Isabel had been brought up by High Churchmen, +had she? Let them test what hold they had of her! Every aspect +of their journey and of the supper-table at Malvani's, with its +heady music and smell of rich food and wines, had been calculated +to produce a certain effect--an intoxication of excitement and +pleasure. And he set himself to stamp his own impression on +Isabel, naming to her, in his soft, isolating undertones, the +notable men and women in the room, describing their careers, +their finances, even their scandals--it amused him to watch her +repress a start. It amused him still more to stand up and shake +hands when the immense body and Hebraic nose of an international +financier went by with two great ladies and a cabinet minister in +tow. "One of my countrymen," Hyde turned to Isabel with a +mocking smile. "I am a citizen of no mean city. Those--" with an +imperceptible jerk of the head--"would lick the dust off his +boots to find out what line the Jew bankers mean to take in the +Syrian question. They might as well lick mine." + +"Why, do you know?" breathed Isabel. + +"Verily, O Gentile maiden." Lawrence grinned at her over his +champagne. "I lunched Raphael last time I was in town and he +told me all about it. But I shouldn't tell them. It isn't good +for Gentiles to know too much about Weltpotitik. That's our +show." He leant back in his chair and his hot eyes challenged her +to call him a dirty Jew. + +Selincourt caught his last remark and looked him up and down with +a twinkling glance. He no longer wondered why Lawrence had spent +his summer in the tents of Kedar--so differently do brothers +look on their own and other men's sisters. But he knew men and +things pretty well, and at a moment when Laura was speaking to +Isabel he looked straight at Lawrence and touched his glass with +a murmured, "Go slow, old man." The elder man had seen instantly +what neither Mrs. Clowes nor Isabel had any notion of, that under +his easy manner Hyde's nerves were all on edge. Lawrence started +and stared at him, half offended: but after a moment his good +sense extorted a grudging "Thanks." It warned him to be grateful +for the hint, and he took it: a second glass of champagne that +night would infallibly have gone to his head. + +A darkened theatre, fantastically decorated in scarlet and +silver: a French orchestra already playing a delicate prelude: a +lively audience--a typical "Moor" audience--agreeably ready to +be piqued and scandalized as well as amused. + +All the plays Isabel had ever seen were Salisbury matinees of +"As You Like It" and "Julius Caesar." It was not by chance that +Hyde introduced her tonight to this filigree comedy, so cynical +under its glittering dialogue. He could find no swifter way to +present to her le monde ou l'on s'amuse in all its refined and +defiant charm. He liked to watch her laugh, he laughed himself +and gave a languid clap or two when Madeleine Wild made one of +her famous entries, but his main interest was in his plan of +campaign. + +Yet chance can never he counted out. When the lights went up +after the first act Lawrence found himself looking directly +across the rather small and narrow proscenium at a lady in the +opposite box. Who the devil was it?--The devil, with a +vengeance! It was Mrs. Cleve. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Conscious to his fingertips that Selincourt was watching him with +an amused smile, Lawrence returned Mrs. Cleve's nod with less +than his usual ease. Her eye ranged on from Selincourt, to whom +she waved a butterfly salute, over the rather faded elegance of +Laura Clowes and the extremely youthful charms of Isabel: +apparently she did not admire Lawrence's ladies: she spoke to her +cavalier, an elderly, foreign-looking man with a copper complexion +and curly dark hair, and they laughed together. What ensued between +them was not difficult to follow. She made him a request, he rolled +plaintive eyeballs at her, the lady carried her point, the gentleman +left the box. Then--one saw it coming--she leaned forward till the +diamonds in her plenitude of fair hair sparkled like a crown of +flame, and beckoned Lawrence to join her. + +He cursed her impertinence. Apart from leaving Isabel, he did +not want to talk to Mrs. Cleve: he had forgotten her existence, +and it was a shock to him to meet her again. Good heavens, had +he ever admired her? That white blanc-mange of a woman in her +ruby-red French gown, cut open lower than one of Yvonne's without +the saying of Yvonne's wiry slimness? Remembering the summerhouse at +Bingley Lawrence blushed with shame, not for his morals but for his +taste: he was thankful to have gone no further and wondered why he +had gone so far.--He had not yet realized that during three months +among women of a different stamp his taste had imperceptibly modified +itself from day to day. + +But she had been his hostess. Impossible to refuse: and with a +vexed word of apology to Laura he went out. "Dear me, what an +opulent lady!" said Laura with lifted eyebrows. "Who's your +friend, Lulu?" + +Lucian drily named her. "Queen's Gate, and Sundays at the +Metropole. They're shipping people, which is where the diamond +ta-ra-ras come from. Oh yes, there's a husband, quite a nice +fellow, crocked in the Flying Corps. No, I don't know who the +chap is she's got with her. Some dusky brother. Not Cleve." He +fell silent as Lawrence appeared in the opposite box. + +It was an odd scene to watch in dumbshow. Mrs. Cleve shook +hands, and Lawrence was held for more than the conventional +moment. He remained standing till she pointed to her cavalier's +empty chair: then dropped into it, but sat forward leaning his +aim along the balcony, while she, drawn back behind her curtain, +was almost drowned in shadow except for an occasional flash of +diamonds, or an opaque gleam of white and dimpled neck. An +interlude entirely decorous, and yet, so crude was the force of +Philippa's personality, one would have had to be very young, or +very innocent, to overlook her drift. + +"Well, my darling," said Laura, "and what do you think of +Madeleine Wild?" She did not wish Isabel to watch Mrs. Cleve. +"Is she as nice as your Salisbury Rosalind?" + +"Angelical!" said Isabel. "And isn't it luck for me, Royalty +coming tonight? I've never seen any one Royal before. It's one +of those evenings when nothing goes wrong." + +Was not Isabel a trifle too guileless for this wicked world? She +prattled on, Selincourt and Laura lending an indulgent ear, +Selincourt, like any other man of his type, touched by her +innocence, Laura faintly irritated: and meanwhile Isabel through +her black lashes watched, not the Duchess of Cumberland's rubies, +but those two in the opposite box. Between it and her stretched +a beautiful woodland drop-scene, the glitter of the stalls, and +the murmur of violins humming through the rising flames of the +Feuerzauber . . . presently the Fire Charm eddied away and the +lights went down, yet still Lawrence sat on though the interval +was over. Across the semi-dark of a "Courtyard by Moonlight" it +was hard to distinguish anything but the silhouette of his hand +and arm, and Mrs. Cleve's fair hair and immense jewelled fan. +What were they saying to each other in this public isolation +where anything might be said so long as decorum was preserved? + +Selincourt gave a little laugh as the curtain rose. "An old +flame," he whispered to Laura, not dreaming that Isabel would +understand even if she heard. + +"What's an old flame?" asked Isabel, examining him with her +brilliant eyes. + +"Feuerzauber," said Selincourt readily. "It means fire spell. +It's often played between the acts." + +"Lucian, Lucian!" said his sister laughing. + +"I don't know much about music," said Isabel. "Was it well +played?" + +"Ah! I know a lot about music," said Selincourt, looking at her +very kindly. "No, it was rottenly played. But some fellers +can't tell a good tune from a bad one." + +Lawrence did not return till the middle of the third act, and +offered no apology. He looked fierce and jaded and his eyes were +strained. "Past eleven," he said, hurrying Laura into her coat +while the orchestra played through the National Anthem, for which +Selincourt stood stiffly to attention. "No time for supper, our +train goes at 11:59, I hate first nights, the waits between the +acts are so infernally long." Laura's eyebrows, faintly arched, +hinted at derision. "Oh, it dragged," said Lawrence impatiently. +"Let's get out of this." + +It was a clear autumn night: the air was mild, and stars were +burning overhead almost as brightly as the lamps in Shaftesbury +Avenue. What a chase of lamps, high and low, like fireflies in a +wood: green as grass, red as blood, or yellow as a naked flame! +What a sombre city, and what a fleeting crowd! Isabel had never +seen midnight London before. Coming out into the hurrying street +roofed with stars, she was seized by an impression of a solitude +lonelier than any desert, and dark, like the terror of an eerie +sunset or a dry storm on the moor. + +"These taxis are waiting for us," Lawrence had come up behind her +and his hand was on her arm. "Will you bring your sister, +Selincourt?-- Miss Isabel, will you come with me?" + +"Oh but--!" said Laura, startled. She was responsible to Val for +Isabel, and she was not sure that either Val or Isabel would +welcome this arrangement. + +"Thank you," said Isabel, obediently getting into the second cab. + +"Better come, dear," said Selincourt with a shrug, and Laura +yielded, for it would have been tiresome to make Isabel get out +again, and after all what signified a twenty minutes' run? Yet +after the Cleve incident she did not quite like it. Nor did +Selincourt; Hyde's overbearing manner set his teeth on edge; but +the gentle Lucian would sooner have faced a loaded rifle than a +dispute. He agreed with Laura, however, that her fair Arcadian +was a trifle too innocent for her years. + +Alone with Isabel, Lawrence took off his hat and ran his fingers +through his thick fair hair, so thick that it might have been +grey, while the deep lines round his mouth began to soften as +though fatigue and irritation were being wiped away. "Thank +heaven that's over." + +"I've enjoyed every minute of it," said Isabel smiling. "Thank +you, Captain Hyde, for giving me such a delightful treat! If I +weren't sleepy I should like to begin again." + +"Oh, don't get sleepy yet," said Lawrence. He pulled up the fur +collar of her coat and buttoned it under her chin. "I can't have +you catching cold, or what will Val say? You aren't used to +driving about in evening dress and we've a long run before us. +And how I have been longing for it all the evening, haven't you? +I didn't know how to sit through that confounded play. Yes, you +can take in Selincourt and Laura but you can't take me in. I know +you must have hated it as much as I did. But it's all right now." +Sitting sideways with one knee crossed over the other, his face +turned towards Isabel, without warning he put his arm round her +waist. He had determined not to ask her to marry him till he was +sure of her answer, but he was sure of it now, intuitively sure +of it . . . the truth being that under his impassive manner +impulse was driving him along like a leaf in the wind. "I love +you, Isabel, and you love me. Don't deny it." + +"Don't do that," said Isabel: "don't hold me." + +"Why not? no one can see us." + +"Take your arm away. I won't have you hold me. No, Captain Hyde, +I will not. I am not Mrs. Cleve." + +"Isabel!" said Lawrence, turning grey under his bronze. + +"O! I oughtn't to have said that," Isabel murmured. She hid her +face in her hands. "Oh Val-- I wish Val were here!" + +"My darling," they were among the dark streets now that border +the river, and he leant forward making no effort to conceal his +tenderness, "what is there you can't say to me or I to you? +You're so strange, my Isabel, a child one minute and a woman the +next, I never know where to have you, but I love the woman more +than the child, and there's nothing on earth you need be ashamed +to ask me. Naturally you want to be sure. . . . But there was +nothing in it except that I hated leaving you, there never has +been; I can't discuss it, but there's no tie, no--do you +understand?" + +"Yes." + +"Then, dearest darling of the world, what are you crying for?" + +"I'm not crying." She tried to face him, but he was too old for +her, and mingling in his love she discerned indulgence, the +seasoned judgment and the fixed view. Struggling in imperfect +apprehensions of life, she was not yet master of her forces-- +they came near to mastering her. In his eyes it was natural for +her to be jealous. But she was not jealous. That passion can +hardly coexist with such sincere and cool contempt as she had +felt for Mrs. Cleve. What had pierced her heart and killed her +childhood in her was terror lest Lawrence should turn out to have +lowered himself to the same level. She knew now that she loved +him, and too much to care whether he was Saxon or Jew or rich or +poor, but he must--he must be what in her child's vocabulary she +called "good," or if not that he must at least see good and bad +with clear eyes: sins one can pardon, but the idea of any +essential inferiority of taste was torture to her. And meanwhile +Lawrence wide of the mark began to coax her. . "My own," his arm +stole inside her coat again, "there's nothing to get so red +about! Come, you do like me--confess now--you like me better +than Val?" + +"No, no," Isabel murmured, and slowly, though she had not +strength to free herself, she turned her head away. "If you kiss +me now I never shall forgive you." + +"I won't, but why are you so shy? My Isabel, what is there to be +afraid of?" + +"You," Isabel sighed out. He was gratified, and betrayed it. "No, +Lawrence, you misunderstand. I am not--not shy of you . . ." Under +his mocking eyes she gave it up and tried again. "Well, I am, but +if that were all I shouldn't refuse . . . I should like you to be +happy. Oh! yes, I love you, and I'd so far rather not fight, I'd +rather--" she waited a moment like a swimmer on the sand's edge, but +his deep need of her carried her away and with a little sigh she +flung herself into the open sea--"let you kiss me, because I don't +want anything so much as to make you happy, and I believe you would +be, and besides I--I should like it myself. But I must know more. +I must know the truth. She--Mrs. Cleve--" + +"I've already given you my word: do you think I would lie to +you?" + +"No, I don't; they say men do, but I'm sure you wouldn't. I +don't believe you ever would deceive me. But there have been +other women, haven't there, since your wife left you?" Lawrence +assented briefly. At that moment he would have liked to see Mrs. +Cleve hanged and drawn and quartered. "Other women who were-- +who--with whom--" + +"Must you distress yourself like this? Wouldn't it do if I +promised to lay my record before Val, and let him be judge?" + +"Would you do that?" + +"If you wish it." + +"Wouldn't you hate it?" + +Lawrence smiled. + +"And I should hate it for you,", said Isabel. "No: no one can +judge you for me and no one shall try. I know you better than +Val ever would. No, if you're to be humiliated it shall be before +me and me only." She brought the colour into his face. "There +have been others, Lawrence?" + +"My dear, I've lived the life of other men." + +"Do all men live so?" + +"Pretty well all." + +"Does Val?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. "His facilities are limited!" + +"He did once--might again?" + +"Couldn't we confine the issue to ourselves?" + +"Are you afraid of my misjudging Val? I never should: my dearest +darling Val is a fixed standard for me, and nothing could alter +the way I think of him." + +"Don't challenge luck," Lawrence muttered. + +"I'm not, it's true. I'm surer of Val than I am of myself, or +you, or the sun's rising tomorrow. All I want is to cheek you by +him." + +"Val is genuinely religious and a bit of an ascetic. I have no +doubt that his life is now and will continue to be spotless. But +that it was always so is most unlikely. Army subalterns during +the war were given no end of a good time. And quite right too, +it was the least that could be done for us: and the most, in nine +cases out of ten: personally I had no use for munition workers in +mud-coloured overalls, but I still remember with gratitude the +nymphs who decorated my week end leaves." + +Isabel shivered: the hand that he was holding had grown icy cold. + +"There, you see!" said Hyde with his saddened cynicism. "You +will have it all out but you can't stand it when it comes. You +had better have left it to Val: not but what I'd rather talk to +you, but I hate to distress you, and you're not old enough yet, +my darling, to see these trivial things--yes, trivial to nine-tenths +of the world: it's only the clergy, and unmarried women, and a small +number of hyper-sensitives like Val, who attach an importance to them +that they don't deserve. But you're too young to see them in +perspective. Try to do it for my sake. Try to see me as I am." + +"Well, show me then." + +But what he showed her was not himself but the aspect of himself +that he wished her to see--a very different matter. "I'm too +old for you. I'm the son of a Jew, and a Houndsditch Jew at +that. But I'm rich--what's called rich in my set--and when I +marry I shan't keep my wife dependent on me. Ah! don't +misunderstand me--yours is a rich manysided nature, and you're +too intelligent to underrate the value of money. It means a wide +life and lots of interests, books, pictures, music, travel, +mixing with the men and women best worth knowing. You're +ambitious, my dear, and as my wife you can build yourself up any +social position you like. Farringay's not as big as Wharton, but +on my soul it's more perfect in its way. I've never seen such +panelling in my life, and the gardens are admittedly the most +beautiful in Dorsetshire. There are Sevres services more +precious than gold plate, and if you come to that there's gold +plate into the bargain. Can't I see you there as chatelaine, +entertaining the county! You'll wear the sapphires my mother +wore; the old man couldn't have been more happily inspired, +they're the very colour of your eyes. And there'll be no price +to pay, for since I'm a Jew and a cosmopolitan, and not a country +squire, you'll keep your personal freedom inviolate. You'll give +what you will, when you will, as you will. Any other terms are +to my mind unthinkable--a brutalizing of what ought to be the +most delicate of things. Heavens, how I hate a middleclass +English marriage! Ah! but I'm not so accommodating as I sound, +for you won't be a grudging giver; you're not an ascetic like +Val, there's passion in you though you've been trained to repress +it, you'll soon learn what love means as we understand it in the +sunny countries. . . . Isabel, my Isabel, when we get away from +these grey English skies you won't refuse to let me kiss +you. . ." + +Isabel had ceased to listen. Without her own will a scene had sprung +up before her eyes: an imaginary scene, like one of those romantic +adventures that she had invented a thousand times before--but this +was not romantic nor was she precisely the heroine. A foreign hotel +with long corridors and many rooms: a door thoughtlessly left ajar: +and through it a glimpse of Lawrence--her husband--holding another +woman in his arms. It was lifelike, she could have counted the buds +embroidered on the girl's blouse, their rose-pink reflected in the +hot flush on Hyde's cheek and the glow in his eyes as he stooped over +her. And then the imaginary Isabel with a pain at her heart like the +stab of a knife, and a smile of inexpressible self-contempt on her +lips, noiselessly closed the door so that no one else might see what +she had seen, and left him. . . . It would all happen one day, if not +that way, some other way; and he would come to her by and by without +explanation--she was convinced that he would not lie to her--smiling, +the hot glow still on his face, a subdued air of well-being diffused +over him from head to foot--and then? The vision faded; her +clairvoyance, which had already carried her far beyond her +experience, broke down in sheer anguish. But reason took it up and +told her that she would speak to him, and that he would apologize and +she would forgive him--and that it would all happen again the next +time temptation met him in a weak hour. + +Faithful? it was not in him to be faithful: with so much that was +generous and gallant, there was this vice of taste in him which +had offended her that first morning on the moor and again at +night in Laura's garden, and which now led him to make love to +her when she was under his protection and while the scent of Mrs. +Cleve's flowers still clung to his coat. And what love! if he +had simply spoken to her out of his need of her, one would not +have known how to resist, but it was he who was to be the giver, +and what he offered was the measure of what he desired--a lesson +in passion and a liberal allowance. . . . + +"O no, no, no, I can't!" Isabel cried out, turning from him. +"Yes, I love you, but I don't trust you, and I won't marry you. +I'm too much afraid." + +"Afraid of me?" + +"Afraid of the pain." + +"What pain?" + +"And the--wickedness of it." Lawrence, frozen with astonishment--he +had foreseen resistance, but not of this quality--let fall her hand. +"Yes, we'll part now. We can part now. I love you, but not too much +to get over it in a year or so; and you? you'll forget sooner, +because I'm not worth remembering." + +"Forget you?" + +"Oh! yes, it's not as if you really cared for me; you wouldn't +talk to me of money if you did. But I suppose you've known so +many. . . . Val warned me long ago that you had not a good name +with women." + +"Val said that? Val!" + +"And now you're angry with Val; I repeat what I oughtn't to +repeat, and make mischief. Lawrence, this isn't Val's doing; it +isn't even Mrs. Cleve's: it's my own cowardice. I daren't marry +you." + +"But why not?" + +"You're not trying to be good." + +"The language of the nursery defeats me, Isabel." + +She flushed. "That means I've hurt you." + +"Naturally." + +"I can't help it." That was truer than he realized, for she could +hardly help crying. She could not soften her refusal, because she +was so shaken and exhausted by the strain of it that she dared +not venture on more than one sentence at a time. + +"I'm very sorry." + +"But as my wife you could be as 'good' as you liked?" + +"You would not leave me strength for it." + +"I should corrupt you?" + +"Yes, I think you would deliberately tempt me. . . . I think you +have tonight." + +"Do you care for no one but yourself?" he flung at her in his +vertigo of humiliation and anger. + +"No: I care for God." + +"For God!" Lawrence repeated stupidly: "what has that to do with +your marrying me?" + +He heard his own betise as it left his lips, and felt the +immeasurable depth of it, but he had not time to retract before +every personal consideration was wiped from his mind by a cry +from Isabel in a very different accent--"Lawrence! oh! look at +the time!" + +She pointed to the dial of an illuminated clock, hanging high in +the soft September night. It was eight minutes to twelve. "What +time did you say our train went?" + +They were in Whitehall. Lawrence caught up the speaking tube. +"Waterloo main entrance--and drive like the devil, please, we're +late." + +"I thought we had plenty of time?" + +"So we had: so much so that I told the man to drive round and +round for a bit." + +"And have we still time?" + +"No." + +"We shan't lose the train?" + +"Unless it's delayed in starting, which isn't likely." + +"Will the others go on and leave us?" + +"Hardly!" + +"You don't mean that Laura won't get home till tomorrow? Oh!" + +"No. But don't look so frightened, no one will blame you--the +responsibility is mine entirely." + +Isabel's lip curled. It was for Laura that she felt afraid and +not for herself, and surely he might have guessed as much as +that! "Did you do it on purpose?" + +"No." + +"I beg your pardon. That was stupid of me." + +"Very," said Lawrence with his keen sarcastic smile. + +At Waterloo he sprang out, tossed a sovereign to the driver, and +made Isabel catch up her skirts and run like a deer. But before +they reached the platform it was after twelve and the rails +beyond were empty. Selincourt and Laura were waiting by the +barrier, Selincourt red with impatience, Laura very pale. + +"Are you aware you've lost the last train down?" said the elder +man with ill-concealed anger, as Lawrence, shortening his step, +strolled up in apparent tranquillity with Isabel on his arm. +"What on earth has become of you? We've been waiting here for +half an hour!" + +"We were held up in the traffic," said Lawrence deliberately. +Isabel turned scarlet. The truth would have been insupportable, +but so was the lie. "Although it was no fault of mine, Laura, +I'm more sorry than I can say. Will you let me telephone for my +own car and motor you down? I could get you to Chilmark in the +small hours--long before the first morning train." + +Laura hesitated: but Selincourt's brow was dark. The streets that +night had not been unusually crowded, ample time had been allowed +to cover any ordinary delay, and Isabel was cruelly confused. In +his simple code Hyde had committed at least one if not two +unpardonable sins--he had neglected one of the ladies in his +care if he had not affronted the other. + +"That wouldn't do at all," he said with decision. "You've been +either careless or unlucky once, Lawrence. It might happen +again." + +It was a direct challenge, and cost him an effort, but it was not +resented. "It would not. From my soul I regret this contretemps, +Lucian. Do you settle what's to be done: you're Laura's brother, I +put myself unreservedly in your hands." + +"My dear fellow!" the gentle Lucian was instantly disarmed. +"After all we needn't make a mountain out of a molehill--they'll +know we're all right, four of us together!" + +"At all events it can't be helped," said Mrs. Clowes, smiling at +Lawrence with her kind trustful eyes, "so don't distress +yourself. My sweet Isabel too, so tired!" she took Isabel's cold +hand. "Never mind, Val won't let your father worry, and we shall +be home by ten or eleven in the morning. It is only to go to an +hotel for a few hours. Come, dear Lawrence, don't look so +subdued! It wasn't your fault, so you mustn't trouble even if--" + +"Even if what?" + +"Even if Bernard locks the door in my face," she finished +laughing. "He'll be fearfully cross! but I dare say Val will go +down and smooth his ruffled plumage." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +"I do not like all this running about to places of amusement," +said Mr. Stafford, rumpling up his curls till they stood on end +in a plume. "If you or Rowsley were to visit a theatre I should +say nothing. You're men and must judge for yourselves. But +Isabel is different. I have a good mind to put my foot down once +and for all. An atmosphere of luxury is not good for a young +girl." + +He stretched himself out in his shabby chair; a shabby, slight +man, whose delicate foot, the toes poking out of a shabby +slipper, looked as if it were too small to make much impression +however firmly put down. Val, smoking his temperate pipe on the +other side of the diningroom hearth, temperately suggested that +the amount of luxury in Isabel's life wouldn't hurt a fly. + +"One grain of strychnine will destroy a life: and one hour of +temptation may destroy a soul for ever." Val bowed his head in +assent. "Why are we all so fond of Isabel? Because she hasn't a +particle of self-consciousness in her. A single evening's +flattery may infect her with that detestable vice." + +"She must grow up some time." + +"More's the pity," retorted the vicar. "Another point: I'm not +by any means sure I approve of that fellow Hyde. I doubt if he's +a religious man." Val brushed away a smile. "He comes to church +with Laura pretty regularly, but would he come if her influence +were removed? I greatly doubt it." So did Val, therefore he +prudently held his tongue. "I hate to be uncharitable," continued +Mr. Stafford "but I doubt if he is even what one narrowly calls a +moral man. Take Jack Bendish, now one can see at a glance that +he's a good fellow, right-living and clean-minded. But Hyde +doesn't inspire me with any such confidence. I know nothing of +his private life--" + +"Nor do I," said Val rather wearily. "But what does any man know +of another man's private life? If you come to that, Jim, what do +you know of Rowsley's--or mine?" + +"Pouf, nonsense!" said Mr. Stafford. + +At his feet lay a small black cat, curled up in the attitude of a +comma. Before going on he inserted one toe under her waist, +rapidly turned her upside down, and chucked her under her ruffled +and indignant chin. + +"Val, my boy, has any one repeated to you a nasty bit of gossip +that's going about the village?" + +"This violence to a lady!" Val held out his hand and made small +coaxing noises with his lips. But Amelia after a cold stare +walked away and sat down in the middle of the floor, turning +her back and sticking out a refined but implacable tail. "There +now! you've hurt her feelings." + +"Of course there's nothing in it--on one side at least. But I +can't help wondering whether Hyde . . . . our dear Laura would +naturally be the last to hear of it. But Hyde's a man of the +world and knows how quickly tongues begin to wag. In Laura's +unprotected position he ought to be doubly careful." + +"He ought." + +"But he is not. Now is that designed or accidental? We'll allow +him the benefit of the doubt and call it an error of judgment. +Then some one ought to give him a hint." + +"Some one would be knocked down for his pains." + +"D'you think he'd knock me down?" asked Mr. Stafford, casting a +comical glance over his slender elderly frame. + +"Hardly," said Val laughing. "But--no, Jim, it wouldn't do. +Too formal, too official." His real objection was that Mr. +Stafford would base his appeal on ethical and spiritual grounds, +which were not likely to influence Lawrence, as Val read him. +"But if you like I'll give him a hint myself. I can do it +informally; and I very nearly did it as long ago as last June. +Hyde is amenable to treatment if he's taken quietly." + +Mr. Stafford, by temperament and training a member of the Church +Militant, clearly felt a trifle disappointed, but he had little +petty vanity and accepted Val's amendment without a murmur. "Very +well, if you think you can do it better! I don't care who does +it so long as it's done." The clock struck. "Half past eleven is +that? Isabel can't be home before four. Dear me, how I hate +these ridiculous hours, turning night into day!" As some +correspondents put the point of a letter into a postscript, so +the vicar in returning to his Church Times revealed the peculiar +sting that was working in his mind. "And I don't-- I do not like +Isabel to make one of that trio--in view of what's being said." + +"She is with Mrs. Clowes," said Val shortly, and colouring all +over his face. Fling enough mud and some of it is sure to stick! +If his unworldly father could think Laura, though innocent, so +far compromised that Isabel was not safe in her care, what were +other people saying? Val got up. "I shall walk down and smoke a +pipe with Clowes. He won't go to bed till they come in." + +The beechen way was dark and steep; roosting birds blundered out +from overhead with a sleepy clamour of alarm-notes and a great +rustle of leaf-brushed wings; one could have tracked Val's course +by the commotion they made. On the footbridge dark in alder-shadow +he lingered to enjoy the cool woodland air and lulling ripple +underfoot. Not a star pierced to that black water, it might have +been unfathomably deep; and though the village street was only a +quarter of a mile away the night was intensely quiet, for all +Chilmark went to bed after closing time. It was not often that Val, +overworked and popular, tasted such a profound solitude. Not a leaf +stirred: no one was near: under golden stars it was chilling towards +one of the first faint frosts of the year: and insensibly Val relaxed +his guard: a heavy sigh broke from him, and he moved restlessly, +indulging himself in recollection as a man who habitually endures +pain without wincing will now and then allow himself the relief of +defeat. + +For it is a relief not to pretend any more nor fight: to let pain +take its way, like a slow tide invading every nerve and flooding +every recess of thought, till one is pierced and penetrated by +it, married to it, indifferent so long as one can drop the mask +of that cruel courage which exacts so many sacrifices. Val was +still only twenty-nine. Forty years more of a life like +this! . . . Lawrence had once compared him to a man on the rack. +But, though Lawrence knew all, Val had never relaxed the strain +before him: was incapable of relaxing it before any spectator. +He needed to be not only alone, but in the dark, hidden even from +himself: and even so no open expression was possible to him, not +a movement after the first deep sigh: it was relief enough for +him to be sincere with himself and own that he was unhappy. But +why specially unhappy now? + +Midnight: the church clock had begun to strike in a deep whirring +chime, muffled among the million leaves of the wood. + +That trio were in the train now, Isabel probably fast falling +asleep, Hyde and Laura virtually alone for the run from Waterloo +to Chilmark. + +A handsome man, Hyde, and attractive to women, or so rumour and +Yvonne Bendish affirmed. If even Yvonne, who was Laura's own +sister, was afraid of Hyde! ... Well, Hyde was to be given the +hint to take himself off, and surely no more than such a hint +would be necessary? Val smiled, the prospect was not without a +wry humour. If he had been Hyde's brother, what he had to say +would not have said itself easily. "Let us hope he won't knock +me down," Val reflected, "or the situation will really become +strained; but he won't--that's not his way." What was his way? +The worst of it was that Val was not at all sure what way Hyde +would take, nor whether he would consent to go alone. A handsome +man, confound him, and a picked specimen of his type: one of +those high-geared and smoothly running physical machines that are +all grace in a lady's drawingroom and all steel under their +skins. What a contrast between him and poor Bernard! the one so +impotent and devil-ridden, the other so virile, unscrupulous, and +serene. + +Val stirred restlessly and gripped the rail of the bridge between +his clenched hands. His mind was a chaos of loose ends and he +dared not follow any one of them to its logical conclusion. What +was he letting himself think of Laura? Such fears were an insult +to her clear chastity and strength of will. Or, in any event, +what was it to him? He was Bernard's friend, and Laura's but he +was not the keeper of Bernard's honour. . . . But Hyde and +Laura . . . alone . . . the train with its plume of fire rushing +on through the dark sleeping night. . . . + +"In manus tuas . . ." Val raised his head, and shivered, the +wind struck chill: he was tired out. Yet only a second or so had +gone by while he was indulging himself in useless regrets for +what could never be undone, and still more useless anxiety for a +future which was not only beyond his control but outside his +province as Bernard's agent. That after all was his status at +Wanhope, he had no other. It was still striking twelve: the last +echo of the last chime trembled away on a faint, fresh sough of +wind. . . . A lolloping splash off the bank into the water--what +was that? A dark blot among ripples on a flat and steely +glimmer, the sketch of a whiskered feline mask . . . Val made a +mental note to speak to Jack Bendish about it: otters are bad +housekeepers in a trout stream. + +"Hallo! Good man!" Major Clowes was on his back in the +drawingroom, in evening dress, and playing patience. "I've tried +Kings, Queens and Knaves, and Little Demon, and Fair Lucy, and +brought every one of 'em out first round. Something must be +going to happen." With a sweep of his arm he flung all the cards +on the floor. "What do you want?" + +"A pipe," said Val, going on one knee to pick up the scattered +pack. "I looked in to see how you were getting on. Aren't you +going to bed?" + +"Not before they come in." + +"Nor will Jimmy, I left him sitting up for Isabel. You're both +of you very silly, you'll be dead tired tomorrow, and what's the +object of it?" + +"To make sure they do come in," Bernard explained with a broad +grin. Val sprang up: intolerable, this reflection of his own +fear in Bernard's distorting mirror! "Ha ha! Suppose they +didn't? Laura was rather fond of larks before she married me. +She was, I give you my word--she and the other girl. You +wouldn't think it of Laura, would you? Butter wouldn't melt in +her mouth. But she might like a fling for a change. Who'd blame +her? I'm no good as a husband, and Lawrence is a picked +specimen. Quelle type, eh?" + +"Very good-looking." + +"'Very good-looking!'" Bernard mocked at him. "You and your Army +vocabulary! And I'm a nice chap, and Laura's quite a pretty +woman, and this is a topping knife, isn't it, and life's a jolly +old beano-- Pity I can't get out of it, by the by: if physiology +is the basis of marriage, those two would run well in harness." + +"There's an otter in the river," remarked Val, examining the +little dagger, the same that Lawrence had given Bernard. "I +heard him from the bridge. They come down from the upper +reaches. Remind me to tell Jack, he's always charmed to get a +day's sport with his hounds." He laid the dagger on a side-table. + +"Have one of my cigars? You can't afford cigars, can you? poor +devil! They're on that shelf. Not those: they're Hyde's." Val +put back the box as if it had burnt his fingers. "Leaves his +things about as if the place were a hotel!" grumbled Major +Clowes. "That's one of his books. Pick it up. What is it?" Val +read out the title. "Poetry? Good Lord deliver us! Do you read +poetry, Val?" + +"I occasionally dip into Tennyson," Val replied, settling himself +in an easy chair. "I can't understand modern verse as a rule, +it's too clever for me, and the fellows who write it always seem +to go in for such gloomy subjects. I don't like gloomy books, I +like stuff that rests and refreshes you. There are enough sad +things in life without writing stories about them. I can read the +'Idylls of the King,' but I can't read Bernard Shaw." + +"Nor anybody else," said Bernard. He fixed his eyes on Val: eyes +like his cousin's in form and colour, large, and so black under +their black lashes that the pupil was almost indistinguishable +from the iris, but smouldering in a perpetual glow, while Hyde's +were clear and indifferent. "You're a good sort to have come +down to look after me. I don't feel very brash tonight. Oh Val! +oh Val! I know I'm a brute, a coarse-minded, foul-mouthed brute. +I usedn't to be. When I was twenty-five, if any man had said +before me what I say of Laura, I'd have kicked him out of his own +house. Why don't you kick me?" + +"I am not violent." + +"Ain't you? I am." He flung out his arm. "Give me your hand." +Val complied, amused or touched: as often happened when they were +alone, he remained on the borderline. But it was taken in no +affectionate clasp. Bernard's grip closed on him, tighter and +tighter, till the nails were driven into his palm. "Is that +painful?" Clowes asked with his Satanic grin. "Glad of it. I'm +in pain too. I've got neuritis in my spine and I can't sleep for +it. I haven't had any proper sleep for a week.--Oh my God, my +God, my God! do you think I'd grumble if that were all? I can't, +I can't lie on my back all my life playing patience or fiddling +over secondhand penknives! I was born for action. Action, Val! +I'm not a curate. I'd like to smash something--crush it to a +jelly." Val mincingly pointed out that such a consummation was +not far off, but he was ignored. "Oh damn the war! and damn +England too--what did we go to fight for? What asses we were! +Did we ever believe in a reason? Give me these ten years over +again and I wouldn't be such a fool. Who cares whether we lick +Germany or Germany licks England? I don't." + +"I do." + +Bernard stared at him, incredulous. "What--'freedom and +honour' and all the rest of it?" + +"In a defensive war--" + +"Oh for God's sake! I've just had my supper." + +"--any man who won't fight for his country deserves to be shot." + +"You combine the brains of a rabbit with the morals of a eunuch." + +Val crossed his legs and withdrew his cigar to laugh. + +"Ah! I apologize." Clowes shrugged his shoulders. "'Eunuch' is +the wrong word for you--as a breed they're a cowardly lot. But +I used the term in the sense of a Palace favourite who swallows +all the slop that's pumped into him. 'Lloyd George for ever and +Britannia rules the waves.' Dare say I should sing it myself if +I'd come out covered with glory like you did." + +"I met Gainsford today. He says the longacre fences ought to be +renewed before winter. Parts of them are so rotten that the +first gale will bring them down." + +"Damn Gainsford and damn the fences and damn you." + +"Really, really!" Val stretched himself out and put his feet up. +"You're very monotonous tonight." + +"And you, you're tired: I wear you both out, you and Laura--and +yet you're the only people on earth. . . . Why can't I die? +Sometimes I wonder if it's anything but cowardice that prevents +me from cutting my throat. But my life is infernally strong in +me, I don't want to die: what I want is to get on my legs again +and kick that fellow Hyde down the steps. What does he stop on +here for?" + +"Well, you're always pressing him to stay, aren't you? Why do +you do it, if this is the way you feel towards him?" + +"Because I've always sworn I'd give Laura all the rope she +wanted," said Clowes between his teeth. "If she wants to hang +herself, let her. I should score in the long run. Hyde would +chuck her away like an old shoe when he got sick of her." There +was a fire not far from madness burning now in the wide, dilated +eyes. "Afterwards she'd have to come back, because those +Selincourts haven't got twopence between the lot of them, and if +she did she'd be mine for good and all. Hyde would break her in +for me." + +"You don't realize what you're saying, Berns, old man. You +can't," said Val gently, "or you wouldn't say it. It is too +unutterably beastly." + +"Ah! perhaps the point of view is a bit warped," Bernard returned +carelessly to sanity. "It shocks you, does it? But the fact is +Laura has the whip hand of me and I can't forgive her for it. +She's the saint and I'm the sinner. She's a bit too good. If +Hyde broke her in and sent her home on her knees, I should have +the whip hand of her, and I'd like to reverse the positions. Can +you follow that? Yes! A bit warped, I own. But I am warped-- +bound to be. Give the body such a wrench as the Saxons gave mine +and you're bound to get some corresponding wrench in the mind." + +"That's rank materialism." + +"Bosh! it's common sense. Look at your own case! Do you never +analyze your own behaviour? You would if you lay on your back +year in year out like me. You're maimed too." + +"No, am I?" Val reached for a fourth cushion. "Think o' that, +now." + +"Or you wouldn't be content to hang on in Chilmark, riding over +another man's property and squiring another man's wife. The shot +that broke your arm broke your life. You had the makings of a +fine soldier in you, but you were knocked out of your profession +and you don't care for any other. With all your ability you'll +never be worth more than six or seven hundred a year, for you've +no initiative and you're as nervous as a cat. You're not married +and you'll never marry: you're too passive, too continent, too +much of a monk to attract a healthy woman. No: don't you flatter +yourself that you've escaped any more than I have. The only +difference is that the Saxons mucked up my life and you've mucked +up your own. You fool! you high-minded, over-scrupulous +fool! . . . You and I are wreckage of war, Val: cursed, senseless +devilry of war.-- Go and play a tune, I'm sick of talking." + +Val was not any less sick of listening. He went to the piano, +but not to play a tune. Impossible to insult that crippled +tempest on the sofa with the sweet eternal placidities of Mozart +or Bach. His fingers wandered over the lower register, +improvising, modulating from one minor key to another in a cobweb +of silver harmony spun pale and low from a minimum of technical +attention. For once Bernard had struck home. "The shot that +broke your arm broke your life." Stripped of Bernard's rhetoric, +was it true? + +Val could not remember the time when his ambition had not been +set on soldiering: regiments of Hussars and Dragoons had deployed +on his earliest Land of Counterpane: he had never cared for any +other toys. But as soon as war was over he had resigned his +commission, a high sense of duty driving him from a field in +which he felt unfit to serve. He had pitilessly executed his own +judgment: no man can do more. But what if in judgement itself +had been unhinged--warped--deflected by the interaction of +splintered bone and cut sinew and dazed, ghost-ridden mind? Have +not psychologists said that few fighting men were strictly normal +in or for some time after the war? + +If that were true, Val had wasted the best years of his life on a +delusion. It was a disturbing thought, but it brought a sparkle +to his eyes and an electric force to his fingertips: he raised +his head and looked out into the September night as if there was +stirring in him the restless sap of spring. After all he was +still a young man. Forty years more! If these grey ten years +since the war could be taken as finite, not endless: if after +them one were to break the chain, tear off the hair shirt, come +out of one's cell into the warm sun--then, oh then--Val's +shoulders remembered their military set--life might be life +again and not life in death. + +"What the devil are you strumming now?" + +"Tipperary." + +"That's not much in your line." + +"Oh! I was in the Army once," said Val. "You go to sleep." + +He had his wish. The heavy eyelids closed, the great chest rose +and fell evenly, and some--not all--of the deep lines of pain +were smoothed away from Bernard's lips. Even in sleep it was a +restless, suffering head, but it was no longer so devil-ridden as +when he was talking of his wife. Val played on softly: once when +he desisted Bernard stirred and muttered something which sounded +like "Go on, damn you," a proof that his mind was not far from +his body, only the thinnest of veils lying over its terrible +activity. David would have played the clock round, if Saul would +have slept on. + +Saul did not. He woke--with a tremendous start, sure sign of +broken nerves: a start that shook him like a fall and shook the +couch too. "Hallo!" he came instantly into full possession of +his faculties: "you still here? What's the time? I feel as if +I'd been asleep for years. Why, it's daylight!" He dragged out +his watch. "What the devil is the time?" + +Val rose and pulled back a curtain. The morning sky was full of +grey light, and long pale shadows fell over frost-silvered turf: +mists were steaming up like pale smoke from the river, over whose +surface they swept in fantastic shapes like ghosts taking hands +in an evanescent arabesque: the clouds, the birds, the flowers +were all awake. The house was awake too, and in fact it was the +clatter of a housemaid's brush on the staircase that had roused +Bernard. "It's nearly six o'clock," said Val. "You've had a long +sleep, Berns. I'm afraid the others have missed their train." + +"Missed their train!" + +"First night performances are often slow, and they mayn't have +been able to get a cab at once. It's tiresome, but there's no +cause for anxiety." + +"Missed their train!" + +"Well, they can't all have been swallowed up by an earthquake! +Of course fire or a railway smash is on the cards, but the less +thrilling explanation is more probable, don't you think, old +man?" + +"Missed the last train and were obliged to stay in town?" + +"And a rotten time they'll have of it. It's no joke, trying to +get rooms in a London hotel when you've ladies with you and no +luggage." + +"You think Laura would let Hyde take her to an hotel?" + +"Well, Berns, what else are they to do?" said Val impatiently. +"They can't very well sit in a Waterloo waitingroom!" + +"No, no," said Clowes. "Much better pass the night at an hotel. +Is that what you call a rotten time? If I were Lawrence I should +call it a jolly one." + +Val turned round from the window. "If I were Hyde," he said +stiffly, "I should take the ladies to some decent place and go to +a club myself. You might give your cousin credit for common +sense if not for common decency! You seem to forget the +existence of Isabel." + +"Oh, all right," said Bernard after a moment. "I was only +joking. No offence to your sister, Val, I'm sure Laura will look +after her all right. But it is a bit awkward in a gossippy hole +like Chilmark. When does the next train get in?" + +No man knows offhand the trains that leave London in the small +hours, but Val hunted up a timetable--its date of eighteen +mouths ago a pregnant commentary on life at Wanhope--and came +back with the information that if they left at seven-fifteen they +could be at Countisford by ten. "Too late to keep it quiet," he +owned. "The servants are a nuisance. But thank heaven Isabel's +with them." + +"Thank heaven indeed," Bernard assented. "Not that I care two +straws for gossip myself, but Laura would hate to be talked +about. Well, well! Here's a pretty kettle of fish. How would +it be if you were to meet them at the station? I suppose they're +safe to come by that train? Or will they wait for a second one? +Getting up early is not Laura's strong point at the best of +times, and she'll be extra tired after the varied excitements of +the night." + +Val examined him narrowly. His manner was natural if a trifle +subdued; the unhealthy glow had died down and his black eyes were +frank and clear. Nevertheless Val was not at ease, this natural +way of taking the mishap was for Bernard Clowes so unnatural and +extraordinary: if he had stormed and sworn Val would have felt +more tranquil. But perhaps after the fireworks of last night the +devil had gone out of him for a season? Yet Val knew from +painful experience that Bernard's devil was tenacious and wiry, +not soon tired. + +"They might," he said cautiously, "but I shouldn't think they +will. Laura knows you, old fellow. She'll be prepared for a +terrific wigging, and she'll want to get home and get it over." +A dim gleam of mirth relieved Val's mind a trifle: when the devil +of jealousy was in possession he always cast out Bernard's sense +of humour, a subordinate imp at the best of times and not of a +healthy breed. "Besides, there's Isabel to consider. She'll be +in a great state of mind, poor child, though it probably isn't in +the least her fault. By the bye, if there's no more I can do for +you, I ought to go home and see after Jim. He expressed his +intention of sitting up for Isabel, and I only wonder he hasn't +been down here before now. Probably he went to sleep over his +Church Times, or else buried himself in some venerable volume of +patristic literature and forgot about her. But when Fanny gets +down he'll be tearing his hair." + +"Go by all means," said Bernard. "You must be fagged out, Val; +have you been at the piano all these hours? How you spoil me, +you and Laura! Get some breakfast, lie down for a nap, and after +that you can go on to Countisford and meet them in the car." + +"All right!" In face of Bernard's thoughtful and practical good +humour Val's suspicions had faded. "Shall I come back or will +you send the car up for me?" Neither he nor Clowes saw anything +unusual in these demands on his time and energy: it was +understood that the duties of the agency comprised doing anything +Bernard wanted done at any hour of day or night. + +"I'll send her up. Stop a bit." Clowes knit his brows and looked +down, evidently deep in thought. "Yes, that's the ticket. You +take Isabel home and send Lawrence and Laura on alone. Drop them +at the lodge before you drive her up. She'll be tired out and +it's a good step up the hill. And you must apologize for me to +your father for giving him so much anxiety. Lawrence must have +been abominably careless to let them lose their train: they ought +to have had half an hour to spare." + +"He is casual." + +"Oh very: thinks of nothing but himself. Pity you and he can't +strike a balance! Good-bye. Mind you take your sister straight +home and apologize to your father for Hyde's antics. Say I'm +sorry, very sorry to mix her up in such a pickle, and I wouldn't +have let her in for it if it could have been avoided. Touch the +bell for me before you go, will you? I want Barry." + +Val let himself out by the window and the impassive valet +entered. But it was some time before Bernard spoke to him. + +"Is that you, Barry? I didn't hear you come in." + +"Now what's in the wind?" speculated Barry behind his +professional mask. "Up all night and civil in the morning? Oh +no, I don't think." + +"Shall I wheel you to your room, sir?" + +"Not yet," said Clowes. He waited to collect his strength. +"Shut all those windows." Barry obeyed. "Turn on the electric +light . . . .Put up the shutters and fasten them securely . . . . +Now I want you to go all over the house and shut and fasten all +the other ground floor windows: then come back to me." + +"Am I to turn on the electric light everywhere, sir?" Barry asked +after a pause. + +"Where necessary. Not in the billiard room; nor in Mrs. Clowes' +parlour." Barry had executed too many equally singular orders +to raise any demur. He came back in ten minutes with the news +that it was done. + +"Now wheel me into the hall," said Clowes. Barry obeyed. "Shut +the front doors. . . . Lock them and put up the chain." + +This time Barry did hesitate. "Sir, if I do that no one won't be +able to get in or out except by the back way: and it's close on +seven o'clock." + +"You do what you're told." + +Barry obeyed. + +"Now wheel my couch in front of the doors." + +"Mad as a March hare!" was Barry's private comment. "Lord, I +wish Mr. Stafford was here." + +"That will do," said Clowes. + +He settled his great shoulders square and comfortable on his +pillow and folded his arms over his breast. + +"I want you to take an important message from me to the other +servants. Tell them that if Mrs. Clowes or Captain Hyde come to +the house they're not to be let in. Mrs. Clowes has left me and +I do not intend her to return. If they force their way in I'll +deal with them, but any one who opens the door will leave my +service today. Now get me some breakfast. I'll have some coffee +and eggs and bacon. Tell Fryar to see that the boiled milk's +properly hot." + +Barry, stupefied, went out without a word, leaving the big couch, +and the big helpless body stretched out upon it, drawn like a bar +across the door. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +It was a fatigued and jaded party that got out on the platform at +Countisford. The mere wearing of evening dress when other people +are at breakfast will damp the spirits of the most hardened, and +even Lawrence had an up-all-night expression which reddened his +eyelids and brought out the lines about his mouth. Isabel's hair +was rumpled and her fresh bloom all dimmed. Laura Clowes had +suffered least: there was not a thread astray in her satin waves, +and the finished grace of her aspect had survived a night in a +chair. But even she was very pale, though she contrived to smile +at Val. + +"How's Bernard?" were her first words. + +"All serene. He slept most of the time. I was with him, luckily. +We guessed what had happened. You missed your train?" In this +question Val included Lawrence. + +"It was my fault," said Lawrence shortly. It was what he would +have said if it had not been his fault. + +"It was nobody's fault!" cried Laura. "We were held up in the +traffic. But Lawrence is one of those people who will feel +responsible if they have ladies with them on the Day of Judgment, +won't you, Lawrence?" + +"I ought to have left more time," said Lawrence impatiently. +"Let's get home." + +In the car Val heard from Laura the details of their +misadventure. Selincourt had waited with the women while +Lawrence secured rooms for them in a Waterloo hotel: when they +were safe, Lawrence had gone to Lucian's rooms in Victoria +Street, where the men had passed what remained of the night in a +mild game of cards. They had all breakfasted together by +lamplight at the hotel, and Selincourt had seen his sister into +the Chilmark train. Nothing could have been more circumspect-- +comically circumspect! between Selincourt and Isabel and the +chambermaid, malice itself was put to silence. But Lawrence was +fever-fretted by the secret sense of guilt. + +At the lodge gates Val drew up. "It's preposterous, but I'm +under Bernard's express orders to drive Isabel straight home. I +don't know how to apologize for turning you and Hyde out of your +own car, Laura!" No apology was needed, Laura and Lawrence knew +too well how direct Bernard's orders commonly were to Val. +Lawrence silently offered his hand to Mrs. Clowes. The morning +air was fresh, fog was still hanging over the river, and the sun +had not yet thrown off an autumn quilting of cloud. Touched by +the chill of dawn, some leaves had fallen and lay in the dust, +their ribs beaded with dark dew: others, yellow and shrivelling, +where shaken down by the wind of the car and fluttered slowly in +the eddying air. Laura drew her sable scarf close over her bare +neck. + +"What I should like best, Lawrence, would be for you to go home +with Isabel and make our excuses to Mr. Stafford. Would you +mind? Or is it too much to ask before you get out of your +evening dress?" + +"I should be delighted," said Lawrence, feeling and indeed +looking entirely the reverse. "But Miss Isabel has her brother +to take care of her, she doesn't want me." Isabel gave that +indefinable start which is the prelude of candour, but remained +dumb. "I don't like to leave you to walk up to Wanhope alone." +This, was as near as in civilized life he could go to saying +"to face Clowes alone." + +"The length of the drive?" said Laura smiling. "I should prefer +it. You know what Berns is." This was what Lawrence had never +known. "If he's put out I'd rather you weren't there." + +"Why, you can't imagine I should care what Bernard said?" + +Laura struck her hands together.-"There! There!" she turned to +Val, "can you wonder Bernard feels it?" + +"I beg your pardon," said Lawrence from his heart. + +"No, the contrast is poignant,'' said Val coldly. + +"Dear Val, you always agree with me," said Laura. "Take Captain +Hyde home and give him some breakfast. I'd rather go alone, +Lawrence: it will be easier that way, believe me." + +It was impossible to argue with her. But while Val wheeled and +turned in the wide cross, before they took their upward bend +under the climbing beechwood, Lawrence glanced over his shoulder +and saw Mrs. Clowes still standing by the gate of Wanhope, +solitary, a wan gleam of sunlight striking down over her gold +embroideries and ivory coat, a russet leaf or two whirling slowly +round her drooping head: like a butterfly in winter, delicate, +fantastic, and astray. + +Breakfast at the vicarage was not a genial meal. Val was anxious +and preoccupied, Isabel in eclipse, even Mr. Stafford out of +humour--vexed with Lawrence, and with Val for bringing Lawrence +in under the immunities of a guest. Lawrence himself was in a +frozen mood. As soon as they had finished he rose: "If you'll +excuse my rushing off I'll go down to Wanhope now." + +"By all means," said Mr. Stafford drily. + +"Good-bye," said Isabel, casting about for a form of consolation, +and evolving one which, in the circumstances, was possibly +unique: "You'll feel better when you've had a bath." + +"I'll walk down with you to Wanhope" said Val. + +"You? Oh! no, don't bother," said Lawrence very curtly. "I can +manage my cousin, thanks." + +But Val's only reply was to open the door for him and stroll with +him across the lawn. At the wicket gate Hyde turned: "Excuse my +saying so, but I prefer to go alone." + +"I'm not coming in at Wanhope. But I've ten words to say to you +before you go there." + +"Oh?" said Lawrence. He swung through leaving Val to follow or +not as he liked. + +"Stop, Hyde, you must listen. You're going into a house full of +the materials for an explosion. You don't know your own danger." + +"I dislike hints. What are you driving at?" + +"Laura." + +"Mrs. Clowes?" + +"Naturally," said Val with a faint smile. "You know as well as I +do how pointless that correction is. You imply by it that as I'm +not her brother I've no right to meddle. But I told you in June +that I should interfere if it became necessary to protect +others." + +"And since when, my dear Val, has it become necessary? Last +night?" + +"Well, not that only: all Chilmark has been talking for weeks and +weeks." + +"Chilmark--" + +"Oh," Val interrupted, flinging out his delicate hands, "what's +the good of that? Who would ever suggest that you care what +Chilmark says? But she has to live in it." + +The scene had to be faced, and a secret vein of cruelty in +Lawrence was not averse from facing it. This storm had been +brewing all summer.--They were alone, for the beechen way was +used only as a short cut to the vicarage. Above them the garden +wall lifted its feathery fringe of grass into great golden boughs +that drooped over it: all round them the beech forest ran down +into the valley, the eye losing itself among clear glades at the +end of which perhaps a thicket of hollies twinkled darkly or a +marbled gleam of blue shone in from overhead; the steep dark path +was illumined by the golden lamplight of millions on millions of +pointed leaves, hanging motionless in the sunny autumnal morning +air which smelt of dry moss and wood smoke. + +"And what's the rumour? That I'm going to prevail or that I've +prevailed already?" + +"The worst of it is," Val kept his point and his temper, "that +it's not only Chilmark. One could afford to ignore village +gossip, but this has reached Wharton, my father--Mrs. Clowes +herself. You wouldn't willingly do anything to make her unhappy: +indeed it's because of your consistent and delicate kindness both +to her and to Bernard that I've refrained from giving you a hint +before. You've done Bernard an immense amount of good. But the +good doesn't any longer counterbalance the involuntary mischief: +hasn't for some time past: can't you see it for yourself? One +has only to watch the change coming over her, to look into her +eyes--" + +"Really, if you'll excuse my saying so, you seem to have looked +into them a little too often yourself." + +Val waited to take out his case and light a cigarette. He +offered one to Hyde--"Won't you?" + +"No, thanks: if you've done I'll be moving on." + +"Why I haven't really begun yet. You make me nervous--it's a +rotten thing to say to any man, and doubly difficult from me to +you--and I express myself badly, But I must chance being called +impertinent. The trouble is with your cousin. If you had heard +him last night. . . . He's madly jealous." + +"Of me? Last night?" Lawrence gave a short laugh: this time he +really was amused. + +"Dangerously jealous." + +"There's not room for a shadow of suspicion. Go and interview +Selincourt's servant if you like, or nose around the Continental." + +"Well," said Val, coaxing a lucifer between his cupped palms, +"I dare say it'll come to that. I've done a good deal of +Bernard's dirty work. Some one has to do it for the sake of a +quiet life. His suspicions aren't rational, you know." + +"I should think you put them into his head." + +"I?" the serene eyes widened slightly, irritating Lawrence by +their effect of a delicacy too fastidious for contempt. For this +courtesy, of finer grain than his own sarcasm, made him itch to +violate and soil it, as mobs will destroy what they never can +possess. "Need we drag in personalities? He was jealous of you +before you came to Wanhope. He fancies or pretends to fancy that +you were in love with Mrs. Clowes when you were boy and girl. +We're not dealing with a sane or normal nature: he was +practically mad last night--he frightened me. May I give you, +word for word, what he said? That he let you stay on because he +meant to give his wife rope enough to hang herself." + +"What do you want me to do?" said Lawrence after a pause. + +"To leave Wanhope." + +More at his ease than Val, in spite of the disadvantage of his +evening dress, Lawrence stood looking down at him with brilliant +inexpressive eyes. "Is it your own idea that I stayed on at +Wanhope to make love to Laura?" + +"If I answer that, you'll tell me that I'm meddling with what is +none of my business, and this time you'll be right." + +"No: after going so far, you owe me a reply." + +"Well then, I've never been able to see any other reason." + +"Oh? Bernard's my cousin." + +"Since you will have it, Hyde, I can't see you burying yourself +in a country village out of cousinly affection. You said you'd +stay as long as you were comfortable. Well, it won't be +comfortable now! I'm not presuming to judge you. I've no idea +what your ethical or social standards are. Quite likely you +would consider yourself justified in taking away your cousin's +wife. Some modern professors and people who write about social +questions would say, wouldn't they, that she ought to be able to +divorce him: that a marriage which can't be fruitful ought not to +be a binding tie? I've never got up the subject because for me +it's settled out of hand on religious grounds, but they may not +influence you, nor perhaps would the other possible deterrent, +pity for the weak--if one can call Bernard weak. It would be an +impertinence for me to judge you by my code, when perhaps your +own is pure social expediency--which would certainly be better +served if Mrs. Clowes went to you." + +"Assuming that you've correctly defined my standard--why should +I go?" + +Val shrugged his shoulders. "You know well enough. Because Mrs. +Clowes is old-fashioned; her duty to Bernard is the ruling force +in her life, and you could never make her give him up. Or if you +did she wouldn't live long enough for you to grow tired of her-- +it would break her heart." + +"Really?" said Lawrence. "Before I grew tired of her?" + +He had never been so angry in his life. To be brought to book at +all was bad enough, but what rankled worst was the nature of the +charge. Sometimes it takes a false accusation to make a man +realize the esteem in which he is held, the opinions which others +attribute to him and which perhaps, without examining them too +closely, he has allowed to pass for his own. Lawrence had +indulged in plenty of loose talk about Nietzschean ethics and the +danger of altruism and the social inexpediency of sacrificing the +strong for the weak, but when it came to his own honour not Val +himself could have held a more conservative view. He, take +advantage of a cripple? He commit a breach of hospitality? He +sneak into Wanhope as his cousin's friend to corrupt his cousin's +wife? What has been called the pickpocket form of adultery had +never been to his taste. Had Bernard been on his feet, a strong +man armed, Lawrence might, if he had fallen in love with Laura, +have gloried in carrying her off openly; but of the baseness of +which Val accused him he knew himself to be incapable. + +"Really?" he said, looking down at Val out of his wide black +eyes, so like Bernard's except that they concealed all that +Bernard revealed. "So now we understand each other. I know why +you want me to go and you know why I want to stay." + +"If I've done you an injustice I'm sorry for it." + +"Oh, don't apologize," said Lawrence laughing. His manner +bewildered Val, who could make nothing of it except that it was +incompatible with any sense of guilt. + +"But, then," the question broke from Val involuntarily, "why did +you stay?" + +"Why do you?" + +"I?" + +"Yes, you. Did it never strike you that I might retort with a tu +quoque?" + +"How on earth--?" + +"You were perhaps a little preoccupied," said Lawrence with his +deadly smile. "I suggest, Val, that whether Clowes was jealous or +not--you were." + +"I?" + +"Yes, my dear fellow:" the Jew laughed: it gave him precisely the +same satisfaction to violate Val's reticence, as it might have +given one of his ancestors to cut Christian flesh to ribbons in +the markets of the East: "and who's to blame you? Thrown so much +into the society of a very pretty and very unhappy woman, what +more natural than for you to--how shall I put it?--constitute +yourself her protector? Set your mind at rest. You have only +one rival, Val--her husband." + +He enjoyed his triumph for a few moments, during which Stafford +was slowly taking account with himself. + +"I'm not such a cautious moralist as you are," Lawrence pursued, +"and so I don't hold a pistol to your head and give you ten +minutes to clear out of Wanhope, as you did to mine. On the +contrary, I hope you'll long continue to act as Bernard's agent. +I'm sure he'll never get a better one. As for Laura, she won't +discover your passion unless you proclaim it, which I'm sure +you'll never do. She looks on you as a brother--an affectionate +younger brother invaluable for running errands. And you'll +continue to fetch and carry, enduring all things from her and +Bernard much as you do from me. When I do go--which won't be +just yet--I shan't feel the faintest compunction about leaving +you behind. I'm sure Bernard's honour will be as safe in your +hands as it is in mine." + +And thus one paved the way to pleasant relations with ones +brother-in-law. The civilized second self, always a dismayed and +cynical spectator of Hyde's lapses into savagery, raised its +voice in vain. + +"You seem a little confused, Val--you always were a modest chap. +But surely you of all men can trust my discretion--?" + +"That's enough," said Val. He touched Hyde's coat with his +finger-tips, an airy movement, almost a caress, which seemed to +come from a long way off. "Lawrence, you're hurting yourself +more than me." + +It was enough and more than enough: an arrest instant and final. +Later Lawrence wondered whether Val knew what he had done, or +whether it was only a thought unconsciously made visible; it was +so unlike all he had seen of Val, so like much that he had felt. + +It put him to silence. Not only so, but it flung a light cloud +of mystery over what had seemed noonday clear. Since that first +night when he had watched in a mirror the disentangling of +Laura's scarf, Lawrence had entertained no doubt of Val's +sentiments, but now he was left uncertain. Val had translated +himself into a country to which Lawrence could not follow him, +and the light of an unknown sun was on his way. + +Lawrence drew back with an impatient gesture. "Oh, let's drop +all this!" The civilized second self was in revolt alike against +his own morbid cruelty and Val's escape into heaven: he would +admit nothing except that he had gone through one trying scene +after another in the last eighteen hours, and that Val had paid +for the irritation produced successively by Mrs. Cleve, Isabel, a +white night, and a distressed anxious consciousness of unavowed +guilt. "We shall be at each other's throats in a minute, which +wouldn't suit either your book or mine--you've no idea, Val, how +little it would suit mine! I'm sorry I was so offensive. But +you wrong me, you do indeed; I'm not in love with Laura, and, if +I were, the notion of picking poor Bernard's pocket is absolutely +repugnant to me. Social expediency be hanged! What! as his +guest?-- But let's drop recrimination; I had no right to resent +what you said after forcing you to say it, nor, in any case, to +taunt you . . . I beg your pardon: there! for heaven's sake let's +leave it at that." + +"Will you release me from my parole?" + +"Yes, and wish to heaven I'd never extracted it. I had no right +to impose it on you or to hold you to it. But don't give +yourself away, Val, I can't bear to think of what you'll have to +face. It will be what you once called it--crucifixion." + +"No, freedom," said Val. "After all these years in prison." He +put up his hand to his head. "The brand--the--What's the +matter?" Lawrence had seized his arm. "Am I--am I talking +rubbish? I feel half asleep. But one night's sitting up +aughtn't to-- Oh, this is absurd! . . ." + +Lawrence waited in the patience of dismay. It was no excuse to +plead that till then he had not known all the harm he had done; +men should not set racks to work in ignorance of their effect on +trembling human nerves. + +"That's over," said Val, wiping his forehead. "Sorry to make a +fuss, but it came rather suddenly. Things always happen so +simply when they do happen." + +"Are you going to confess?" + +"Oh yes. I ought to have done it long ago. In fact last night I +made up my mind to break my parole if you wouldn't let me off, +but I'd rather have it this way. Remains only to choose time and +place: that'll need care, for I mustn't hurt others more than I +can help. But I wouldn't mind betting it'll all be as simple as +shelling peas. The odds are that people won't believe half I +say. They'll have forgotten all about the war by now, and +they'll make far too much allowance for my being only nineteen." + +"And for a voluntary confession: that always carries great +weight. They would judge you very differently if it had come out +by chance. Rightly, too: if you're going to make such a +confession at your time of life, it will be difficult for any one +to call you a coward." + +"Thank you!" Val shrugged his shoulders with the old indolent +irony. "But moral courage was always my long suit." + +"How young you still are!" said Lawrence smiling at him, "young +enough to be bitter. But you're under a delusion. No, let me +finish-- I'm an older man than you are, I've seen a good deal of +life, and I had four years out there instead of six weeks like +you. So far as I can judge you never were a coward. Thousands +and hundreds of thousands of men broke down like you, but they +were lucky and it wasn't known, or at all events it wasn't +critical. Their failure of nerve didn't coincide with the +special call to action. You would have redeemed yourself if you +had been able to stick to your profession. You have redeemed +yourself: and you'd prove it fast enough if you got the chance, +only of course in these piping times of peace unluckily you +won't." He coloured suddenly to his temples. "Good God, Val! if +there were any weakness left in you, could you have mastered me +like this?" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +The quickest way to Wanhope was by High Street and field path. +But Lawrence to avoid the village entered the drive by the lodge, +through iron gates over which Bernard had set up the arms and +motto of his family: FORTIS ET FIDELIS, faithful and strong. +Winding between dense shrubs of rhododendron under darker +deodars, the road was long and gloomy, but Lawrence was thankful +to be out of sight of Chilmark. He hurried on with his light +swinging step--light for his build--his tired mind vacant or +intent only on a bath and a change of clothes, till in the last +bend, within a hundred yards of Wanhope he came on Mrs. Clowes. + +He never could clearly remember his first sight of her, the shock +was too great, but as he came up she put out her hands to him and +he took them in his own. She was still in her evening dress but +without cloak or fur, which had probably slipped off her +shoulders: they were bare, and her beautiful bodice was torn. +"Oh, here you are," she said with her faint smile. "I was afraid +you would come by the field." She looked down at herself and made +a weak and ineffective effort to gather her loosened laces +together. "I'm--I'm not very tidy, am I?" + +Lawrence was carrying an overcoat on his arm. He put her into +it, and, as she did not seem able to cope with it, buttoned it +for her. "What has happened, dear?" + +"Bernard has turned me out," said Laura with the same piteous, +bewildered smile. "Indeed he never let me in. I went home soon +after you left me. The door was shut, I tried the window, but +that was shut too, so I had to go back to the door. I couldn't +open it and I rang. He answered me through the door, 'Who's +there?'" She ended as if the motive power of speech had died +down in her. + +"And you--?" + +"Oh, I said, 'It's I--Laura.'" + +"Go on, dear," Lawrence gently prompted her. + +"I said 'I'm your wife.' He said 'I have no wife.' And he called +me--coarse names, words I couldn't repeat to any one. I couldn't +answer him. Then he said 'Where's Hyde? Are you there, Hyde?' +and that you were a coward or you wouldn't stand by and hear him +calling me a--what he had called me. So I told him you weren't +there, that you had gone back with Isabel and Val. He said: +after you had had all you wanted out of me--I beg your pardon?" + +"Nothing. Go on, dear: tell me all about it." + +"But ought I to?" said Laura, raising her dimmed eyes to his +face. "It's such a horrible story to tell a man, especially the +very man who--I feel so queer, Lawrence: don't let me say +anything I ought not!" + +"Laura dear, whatever you say is sacred to me. Besides, I'm your +cousin by marriage, and it's my business to think and act for +you: let me help you into this alley." A little further on there +was a by-path through the shrubberies, and Lawrence drew her +towards it, but her limbs were giving way under her, and after a +momentary hesitation he carried her into it in his arms. "There: +sit on this bank. Lean on me," he sat down by her. "Is that +better?" + +"Oh yes: thank you: I'm so glad to be out of the drive," said +Laura, letting her head fall, like a child, on his shoulder. "I +seem to have been there such a long while. I didn't know where to +go. Once a tradesman's cart drove by, the butcher's it was: you +know Bernard gets so cross because they will drive this way to +save the long round by the stables. He stared at me, but I +didn't know what to do." Lawrence repressed a groan: it would be +all over the village then, there was no help for it. "Where was +I to go in these clothes? I did wish you would come, I always +feel so safe with you." + +Lawrence silently stroked her hair. His heart was riven. "So +safe?" and this was all his doing. + +"Was the door locked?" + +"Yes." + +"And he refused to open it?" + +"No, he did open it." + +"He did open it, do you say?" + +"Yes, because--oh, my head." + +"You aren't hurt anywhere, are you?" asked Lawrence, feeling cold +to his fingertips. + +"No, no," she roused herself, dimly sensible of his anxiety, +"it's only that I feel faint, but it's passing off. No, I don't +want any water! I'd far rather you stayed with me. It's such a +comfort to have you here." Lawrence was speechless. Her hands +went to her hair. "Oh dear, I wish I weren't so untidy! Never +mind, I shall be all right directly: it does me more good than +anything else just to tell you about it." + +"Well, tell me then." + +"The door was locked," she continued languidly but a thought more +clearly, "and the chain was up and Bernard's couch was drawn +across inside. He must have got Barry to wheel it over. When I +begged him to let me in he unlocked the door but left it on the +chain so that it would only open a few inches. I tried to push my +way in, but he held me back." + +"Laura, did he strike you?" + +"No, no," said Laura with greater energy than she had yet shown. +Lawrence drew a breath of relief. He had felt a horrible fear +that her faintness might be the result of a blow or a fall. "Oh, +how could you think that? All he did was to put his hand out +flat against my chest and push me back." + +"But your dress is torn" said Lawrence, sickening over the +question yet feeling that he must know all. + +"His ring caught in it. These crepe de chine dresses tear if you +look at them." + +"Well, did you give it up after that?" + +"No, oh no: I never can be angry with Berns because it--it isn't +Berns really," she glanced up at Lawrence with her pleading eyes. +"It's a possession of the devil. He suffers so frightfully, +Lawrence: he never ceases to rebel, and no one can soothe him but +me. So that I hadn't the heart to leave him. You'll think it +poor-spirited of me, but I--I can't help loving the real +Bernard, a Bernard you've never seen. So I waited because--I +never can make Yvonne understand--I am so sorry for him: he +hurts himself more than me--" + +Lawrence started. The echo struck strangely on his ear. "I +understand." + +"You always understand. So I tried again; I said: would he at +least let me go to my room and change my clothes and get some +money. But he said it was your turn to buy my clothes now. When +I'd convinced myself that he was unapproachable, I thought of +trying to get in by a side door or through the kitchen. It would +have been ignominious, but anything was better than standing on +the steps; Bernard was talking at the top of his voice, and the +maids were at the bedroom windows overhead. I didn't look up but +I saw the curtains flutter." + +"Servants don't matter much. But you did quite right. What +happened?" + +"He held me by the arm as I turned to go, and told me that all +the doors and windows were locked and that he had given orders +not to admit me: not to admit either of us." + +"Either you or--?" + +"Yourself. If we liked to stay out all night together we could +stay out for ever." + +"And then?" + +"Don't ask me." She shuddered and drooped, and the colour came up +into her face, a rose-pink patch of fever. "I can't remember any +more." + +"He must have gone raving mad." + +"He is not mad, Lawrence. But he has indulged his imagination +too long and now it has the mastery of him," said Laura slowly. +"It's fatal to do that. 'Withstand the beginning: after-remedies +come too late.' Ever since you came he's been nursing an +imaginary jealousy of you: though he knew it was imaginary, he +indulged it as though it were genuine: and now it has turned on +him and got him by the throat. Oh, he is so unhappy? But what +can I do?" + +What, indeed? Lawrence, recalling Val's warning, subdued a curse +or a groan. "A house full of the materials for an explosion." +And he had lived in that house--blind fool!--week after week +and had noticed nothing! "Why--why did no one warn me before?" +he stammered. "My poor Laura! Why didn't you send me away?" + +"But if it hadn't been you it would have been someone else!" said +Mrs. Clowes simply. "At one time it was Val: then it was Dr. +Verney's junior partner, who attended me for influenza while Dr. +Verney was away: and once it was a young chauffeur we had, who +happened to be a University man. I did get rid of him, because +he found out, and that made everything so awkward. But I +couldn't get rid of Val, and in many ways I was most unwilling to +let you go,--you did him so much good. But I'd made up my mind +to turn you out: Yvonne was at me--" she paused--"yes, it +really was only yesterday! I promised her to speak to you this +morning. Well, I've done it!" + +"Did you explain to Bernard that Selincourt and Isabel were with +us all the time?" + +"He talked me down." + +"He must be made to listen to reason." + +"He won't: not yet. Later, perhaps, but not in time to save the +situation. Never mind, you're not married, and if he does +divorce me people will only say 'Another Selincourt gone wrong.'" +A dreary and rather cynical gleam of humour played over Laura's +lips. "I'm sorry mainly for Yvonne, Jack's people are so +particular; they hated the marriage, and now, when she's lived it +all down and made them fond of her, I must needs go and +compromise myself and drag our wretched family into the mud +again!" + +"Good heavens! he can't propose to divorce you?" + +"He said he would." + +Bit by bit it was all coming out, the cruel and sordid drama +played before an audience of housemaids, as one admission led to +another and her strength revived for the ordeal. Lawrence +shuddered and sat silent, trying to gauge the extent of the +mischief. "What can I do?" said Laura. She looked down at +herself and blushed again. "I do feel so--so disreputable in +these clothes. I haven't even been able to wash my face and hands +or tidy my hair since I left the hotel." + +"Have you been wandering about in the drive all this time?" + +"I suppose so. I was afraid to go into the road in such a +pickle." + +"These infernal clothes!" Lawrence burst out exasperated. Their +wretched plight was reduced to farce by the fact that they were +locked out of their bedrooms, unable to get at their wardrobes, +their soaps and sponges and brushes, his collars, her hairpins, +all those trifles of the toilette without which civilized man can +scarcely feel himself civilized. Most of these wants the +vicarage could supply; but to reach the vicarage they had to +cross the road. Lawrence got up and stood looking down at Laura. +"Can you trust your maid?" + +"Trust her? I can't trust her not to gossip. She's a nice girl +and a very good maid, but I've only had her a year." + +"Silly question! One doesn't trust servants nowadays. My man's +a scamp, but I can depend on him up to a certain point because I +pay him well. Anyhow we must make the best of a bad job. If I +cut straight down from here I shall get into the tradesmen's +drive, shan't I?" + +"But you can't go to the back door!" + +"Apparently I can't go to the front," said Lawrence with his +wintry smile. He promised himself to go to the front by and by, +but not while Laura was shivering in torn clothes under a bush. + +"But what are you going to do?" + +"Simply to get us a few necessaries of life. You can't be seen +like this, and you can't stand here forever, catching cold with +next to nothing on: besides, you've had no food since five +o'clock this morning--and not much then." + +"But the servants--if they have orders--" + +"Servants!" He laughed. + +"But you don't mean to force your way in?" + +"Not past Bernard, dear. Don't be afraid: I shall skulk in by +the rear." + +It was easy to say "Don't be afraid": doubly easy for Lawrence, +who had never known Bernard's darker temper. But there was no +coward blood in Mrs. Clowes, and she steadied herself under the +rallying influence of Hyde's firm look and tone. + +"Go, then, but don't be long. And, Lawrence promise me. . ." + +"Anything, dear." + +"You won't touch Bernard, will you?" Lawrence was dumb, from wonder, +not from indecision. "No one can do that," said Laura under her +breath. "Oh, I know you wouldn't dream of it. But yet--if he +insulted you, if he struck you . . . if he insulted me. . . ?" + +"No, on my honour." + +He touched her hand with his lips--a ceremony performed by +Lawrence only once beforehand in what different circumstances!-- +and left her: more like a winter butterfly than ever, with her +shining hair, pale face, and gallant eyes, and the silver threads +of her embroidered skirt flowing round her over the sunburnt +turf. + +Wanhope was an old-fashioned house, and the domestic premises +were much the same as they had been in the eighteenth century, except +that Clowes had turned one wing of the stables into a garage and +rooms for the chauffeur. He kept no indoor menservants except Barry, +the groom and gardener living in the village, while three or four +maids were ample to wait on that quiet family. Pursuing the +tradesman's drive between coach-house, tool shed, coal shed, and +miscellaneous outbuildings, Lawrence emerged on a brick yard, ducked +under a clothes-line, made for an open doorway, and found himself in +the scullery. It was empty, and he went on into a big old-fashioned +kitchen, draughty enough with its high roof and blue plastered walls. +Here, too, there was not a soul to be seen: a kettle was furiously +boiling over on the hob, a gas ring was running to waste near by, +turned on but left unlit and volleying evil fumes. His next +researches carried him into a flagged passage, on his right a sunlit +pantry, on his left a dingy alcove evidently dedicated to the +trimming of lamps and the cleaning of boots. He began to wonder if +every one had run away. But no: a sharp turn, a couple of steps, and +he came on an inner door, comfortably covered with green baize, +through which issued a perfect hubbub of voices all talking at once. +He listened long enough to hear himself characterized by a baritone +as a stinking Jew, and by a treble as not her style and a bit too gay +but quite the gentleman, before he raised the latch and stepped in. + +His appearance produced a perfect hush. Except Barry and his own +valet they were all there, the entire domestic staff of Wanhope: +and to face them was not the least courageous act that Lawrence +had ever performed. It was a large, comfortable room, lit by +large windows overlooking the kitchen garden; a cheerful fire +burnt in the grate this autumn morning, and in a big chair before +it sat a cheerful, comely person in a print gown, in whom he +recognized Mrs. Fryar the cook. Gordon the chauffeur, a +pragmatic young man from the Clyde, in this levelling hour was +sitting on the edge of the table with a glass of beer in his +hand. Caroline, the Baptist housemaid, held the floor: she was +declaiming, when Lawrence entered, that it was a shame of Major +Clowes and she didn't care who heard her say so, but apparently +Lawrence was an exception, for like all the rest she was +instantly stricken dumb as the grave. + +Lawrence remained standing in the open doorway. He would have +given a thousand pounds to be in morning attire, but no +constraint was perceptible in the big, careless, impassive figure +framed against the sunlit yard. + +"Are you Mrs. Clowes's maid?" he singled out a tall, rather +stiff, quiet-looking girl in the plain black dress of her +calling. "Is your name Catherine? I want to speak to you." + +She stood up--they were all standing by now except Gordon--but +she looked at him very oddly, as if she were half frightened and +half inclined to be familiar. "I suppose you can tell me where +my lady is, sir?" + +"She is waiting for you," said Lawrence. "I say that I want to +speak to you by yourself. Come in here, please." Catherine +continued to look as if she felt inclined to flounce and toss her +head, but under his cold and steady eyes she thought better of it +and followed him into the pantry. Lawrence shut the door. + +"I'd have gone to my lady, sir, if I'd known where she was." + +"You're going to her now," said Lawrence. "I want you, please, +to run up to her room and fetch some clothes, the sort of clothes +she would wear to go out walking: you understand what I mean? A +jacket and dress and hat, walking boots, a veil--" Catherine +intimated that she did understand: much better than any +gentleman, her smile implied. + +"Perhaps," she suggested, "what you would like is for me to pack +a small box for her, sir? My lady will want a lot of things that +gentlemen don't think of: underskirts and--" + +"Good God, what do I care?" said Lawrence impatiently. "No, +nothing of that sort: take just what she wants to change out of +evening dress into morning dress. It'll be only for a few hours. +Go and get them, and be as quick and quiet as you can. Say +nothing to Major Clowes." He laid his hand on her shoulder. +"Are you a decent girl, I wonder?" + +She drew up and for the first time looked him straight in the +eyes. "If you mean, sir, that you're going to take my poor lady +away, why, I think it's high time too. I was always brought up +respectable, but when it comes to a gentleman calling his own +married wife such names, why, it's time some one did interfere. +I heard him with my own ears call her a--" + +"That'll do," said Lawrence. + +"And struck her, that he did, which you ought to know," Catherine +persisted eagerly: "put his arm out through the door and gave her +a great blow! and it's not the first time neither. Many's the +night when I've undressed my lady but perhaps you've seen for +yourself--" + +She stopped short and put her hand over her mouth. + +"Go and get the things," said Lawrence, "then wait for me in the +yard." + +Catherine retired in disorder and Lawrence followed her out. He +found Barry waiting to speak to him. "Where's my man?" Lawrence +asked. "Send him to me, will you?" + +"Beg pardon, sir, but are you going to speak to Major Clowes?" + +"Why?" + +Barry looked down. "His orders was that you weren't to be +admitted, sir." + +"How is Major Clowes?" + +"Very queer. I took it on myself to send for the doctor, but he +was out: but they sent word that he'd step round as soon as he +came in. I'd have liked to catch Mr. Val, but he slipped off +while I was waiting on the Major." + +"But Major Clowes isn't ill?" + +"Oh no, sir. But I don't care for so much responsibility." + +"Shall I have a look at him?" + +"Oh no," a much more decided negative. "I wouldn't go near the +Major, sir, not if I was you." + +"Why, what's the matter with him?" Lawrence asked curiously. But +Barry refused to commit himself beyond repeating that the Major +was very queer, and after promising to send Val to the rescue +Lawrence dismissed him, as Gaston came hurrying up. Something +suspiciously like a grin twinkled over the little Frenchman's +face when he found his master waiting for him on the sill of +Caroline's pantry, silhouetted against row on row of shining +glass and silver, and wearing at noon-day the purple and fine +linen, the white waistcoat and thin boots of last night. But his +French breeding triumphed and he remained, except for that one +furtive twinkle, the conscientious valet, nescient and urbane. +Lawrence did not give him even so much explanation as he had +given Catherine. "Is there a back staircase?" he asked, and +then, "Take me up by it. I'm going to my room." + +Gaston led the way through the servants' hall. Lawrence, +following, had to fight down a nausea of humiliation that was +almost physical: he had never before done anything that so +sickened him as this sneaking progress through the kitchen +quarters in another man's house. At length Gaston, holding up a +finger to enjoin silence, brought him out on the main landing +overlooking the hall. + +There was no carpet on the polished floor but Lawrence when he +chose could tread like a cat. He stepped to the balustrade. It +was as dark as a dark evening, for the great doors were still +fast shut, and what scanty light filtered through the painted +panes was absorbed, not reflected, by raftered roof, panelled +walls, and Jacobean stair. But as he grew used to the gloom he +could distinguish Bernard's couch and the powerful prostrate +figure stretched out on it like a living bar. Bernard's arms +were crossed over his breast: his features were the colour of +stone: he might have been dead. + +Lawrence was startled. But he could do no good now, and the +Frenchman was fidgeting at his bedroom door. Later . . . + +Secure of privacy Gaston's decorum relaxed a trifle, for it was +clear to him that confidences must be at least tacitly exchanged: +M'sieur le captaine could not hope to keep him in the dark, there +never was an elopement yet of which valet and lady's maid were +not cognizant. Like Catherine, "You wish I pack for you, Sare?" +he asked in his lively imperfect English. He was naturally a +chatterbox and brimful of a Parisian's salted malice, even after +six years in the service of Captain Hyde, who did not encourage +his attendants to be communicative. + +Lawrence was tearing off his accursed evening clothes. (All day +it had been the one drop of sweetness in his bitter cup that he +had borrowed Lucian's razor and shaved in Lucian's rooms.) "Get +me a tweed suit and boots." + +Gaston frowned, wrinkling his nose: if M'sieur imagined that that +nose had no scent for an affair of gallantry--! But still he +persisted, even he, though the snub was a bitter pill: himself a +gallant man, could allow for jaded nerves. "You wish I pack, +yes?" he deprecated reticence by his insinuatingly sympathetic +tone. + +"No," said Lawrence, tying his tie before a mirror. "I'm coming +back." + +"'Ere? Back--so--'ere, m'sieur?" + +"Yes, before tonight." + +It was more than flesh and blood could stand. "Sir Clowes 'e say +no," remarked Gaston in a detached and nonchalant tone, as he +gathered up the garments which his master had strewn over the +floor. "'E verree angree. 'E say 'Zut! m'sieur le captaine est +parti!--il ne revient plus.'" + +"Gaston." The Frenchman turned from the press in which he was +hanging up Lawrence's coat. "You're a perfect scamp, my man," +Lawrence spoke over his shoulder as he ran through the contents +of a pocketbook, "and I should be sorry to think you were +attached to me. But your billet is comfortable, I believe: I pay +you jolly good wages, you steal pretty much what you like, and +you have the additional pleasure of reading all my letters. Now +listen: I'm coming back to Wanhope before tonight and so is Mrs. +Clowes. I'm not going to run away with her, as Major Clowes gave +you all to understand. What you think is of no importance +whatever to any one, what you say is equally trilling, but I +don't choose to have my servant say it: so, if you continue to +drop these interesting hints, I shall not only boot you out, but" +--he turned "I shall give you such a thrashing in the rear, +Gaston--in this direction, Gaston--that you won't be able to +sit down comfortably for a month." + +"M'sieur is so droll," murmured Gaston, removing himself with +dignified agility and an unabashed grimace. + +Lawrence let himself out by the back stairs again and the kitchen +--now in a state of great activity, the gas ring lit and +preparations for lunch going on apace--and forth into the yard. +Out in the open air he drew a long breath: safe in tweeds and a +felt hat, he was his own man again, but he felt as though he had +been wading in mud. The mystified Catherine followed him at a +sign into the drive. There Hyde stood still. "Take that path to +the left. You'll find your mistress waiting for you. Help her +to dress, and tell her I shall be at the lodge gates when she's +ready. And, Catherine--" + +He paused, feeling an almost insuperable distaste for his job. +But it had to be done, the girl must not find him tight with his +money: that she would hold her tongue was beyond expectation, but +if well tipped at least she might not invent lies. It went +against the grain of his temper to bribe one of Bernard's maids, +but fate was not now consulting his likes or dislikes. He thrust +his hand into his pocket--"Look after your mistress, will you?" + +The respectably brought up Catherine turned scarlet. She put her +hand behind her back. "I'm sure, sir, I don't want your money to +make me do that!" + +"If you prick us shall we not bleed?" It was the first time that +Lawrence had ever discovered a servant to be a human being: and +his philosophical musings were chequered, till he moved out of +earshot, by the clamour of Catherine's irrepressible dismay. +"Oh madam!" he heard, and, "Well, if I ever-!" and then in a +tone suddenly softened from horror to sympathy, "there now, +there, let me get your dress off . . . ." From Mrs. Clowes came +no answer, or none audible to him. + +Laura joined him in ten minutes' time, neatly dressed, gloved, +and veiled, her hair smoothed--it had never been rough so far as +Lawrence could observe--her complexion regulated by Catherine's +powder puff. "Are you better?" said Lawrence, examining her +anxiously: "able to walk as far as the vicarage?" + +"The vicarage?" + +"Wharton's too far off. You're dead tired: You'll have to lie +down and keep quiet. Isabel will look after you." It speaks to +the complete overthrow of Lawrence's ideas that for the last hour +he had not recollected Isabel's existence. "And we shall have to +wait till Bernard raises the siege: one can't bawl explanations +through a keyhole. Besides, I must wire to Lucian." He slipped +his hand under her arm. "Would you like this good girl of yours +to come with you?" + +"I will come, madam, directly I've fetched my hat," said +Catherine eagerly. "You must have some one to look after you, +and your hair never brushed and all." + +But Laura shook her head, Catherine must not defy her master. +"If you want to please me," she said not without humour "--I +can't help it, Lawrence--try to look after Major Clowes. You +had better not go near him yourself, because as you know he isn't +very pleased with me just now, but see that Mrs. Fryar sends him +in a nice lunch and ask Barry to try to get him to eat it. I +ordered some oysters to come this morning, and Major Clowes will +enjoy those when he won't touch anything else." + +Catherine watched her lady up the road with a disappointed eye. +It was a tame conclusion to a promising adventure. Although +respectably brought up, her sympathies were all with Captain Hyde: +she had foreseen herself, the image of regretful discretion, +sacrificing her lifelong principles to escort Mrs. Clowes to +Brighton, or Switzerland, or that place where they had the little +horses that Mr. Duval made such a 'mysterious joke about--it would +have been amusing to do foreign parts with Mr. Duval. But when Laura +took the turning to the vicarage Catherine was invaded by a creeping +chill of doubt. Was it possible that Captain Hyde was not Mrs. +Clowes's lover after all? + +"I know which I'd choose," she said to Gordon. "I've no patience +with the Major. Such a way to behave! and my poor lady with the +patience of an angel, putting up and putting up-- No man's worth +it, that's what I say." + +"Well, it is a bit thick," said Gordon: "calling his own wife a--" + +"Mr. Gordon!" + +The son of the Clyde was a contentious young man, and a jealous +one. "You didn't seem to mind when the French chap was talking +about a fille de joy. What d'ye suppose a fille de joy is in +English? but there's some of us can do no wrong." + +"French sounds so much more refined," said Catherine firmly. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +Inaction was hard on Lawrence. He hated it: and he was not used +to it: his impulse was to go direct to Wanhope and break down the +door: but it was not to be done. When he reached the vicarage +Mr. Stafford had gone out after an early lunch to take a wedding +in Countisford, while Val had been obliged to ride over to a +neighbouring farm. Leaving Laura to Isabel, who startled him by +her cool "So Major Clowes has done it at last?" he hurried down +to the post office to telephone to Selincourt (aware on his way +that every eye was staring at him: no doubt the tale was already +on every lip), but Selincourt too was out, and he had to be +content with despatching colourless duplicate telegrams to his +rooms and club. From a hint let fall during the night he was +aware that no more than the most laconic wire would be needed, +but he fretted under the delay, which meant that Selincourt could +not arrive before six o'clock. After that he would have liked to +go to Wharton, but dared not, for, though Jack's grandfather was +what Yvonne called a Romantic, the Grantchesters were old-fashioned +straightlaced people who had better not hear of the scandal till it +was over. No, till Selincourt and Val appeared there was no more to +be done, and Lawrence, returned to the vicarage and flung himself +into a chair to wait. He dreaded inaction: inaction meant thought: +and thought meant such bitter realities as he knew not how to stand +up against: but what he liked or disliked was no longer to the point. + +In that easy-going household, where comfort was obtained at the +expense of appearances, there was always a diningroom fire in +cold weather, and on this September morning the glow of the +flames had a lulling effect. Dead tired, he dropped asleep, to +be roused by the feeling that there was some one in the room. +There was, it was Isabel; and in the drugged heaviness that +follows daylight slumber Hyde simply held out his arms to her in +oblivion of last night. "Oh, oh!" said Isabel smiling at him +and touching his palms with the tips of her fingers, "were you +dreaming of me?" Hyde drew back, a deep flush covering his face. +What had changed Isabel? she was pure fascination. "I've been +watching you a long time while you were asleep. I thought you +would never wake. You're so, so tired! Here's a cup of coffee +for you." + +"Thank you," said Lawrence, entirely subdued. + +He still felt half dazed: confused and shy, emotions the harder +to disguise because they were so unfamiliar: and restless under +Isabel's merry eyes. How near she was to him, the leaping flames +flinging a dance of light and shadow over her silk shirt, and the +bloom on her cheek, and the dark hair parted on one side (a +boyish fashion which he had always disliked) and waved over her +head! So near that without rising he could have pressed his lips +to that white throat of hers. . . . Last night it had been beauty +clouded, beauty averse, but this morning it was beauty in the +most delicate and derisive and fleeting sunlight of pleasure; and +the temperament of his race delivered Lawrence hand and foot into +its power. The deep waters went over him and he ceased to +struggle--"Isabel," he heard himself saying in a level voice but +without his own volition, "should you mind if I were to kiss +you?" + +What a banality to ask of a woman, his second self scoffed at +him: a woman who should be kissed or left alone, but never asked +for a kiss! + +"Not very much," said Isabel, presenting her smooth cheek. "Not +if it would do you any good." + +Oh irony, oh disenchantment! "Thank you." He curbed his passion +and sat still. "I am not Val." + +"Shut your eyes then." + +He held his breath: the thick beating of his heart was like a +muffled hammer. + +"This isn't the way I kiss Val." + +"Isabel!" exclaimed Lawrence. He held out his arms again but +they closed on the empty firelight: she had gone dancing off, the +most fugitive, the most insubstantial of mistresses, nothing left +of her to him but the memory of that moth's wing touch. + +"Isabel, come here!" He, sprang to his feet. From the other end +of the room Isabel turned round, wistful, her head bent, glancing +up at him under her eyelashes. + +"Oh must you have me?--all of me? Oh Lawrence!--well then--" + +She advanced step by step, slowly. Lawrence waited, convinced +that if he tried to seize her she would be gone, such a vague +thistledown grace there was in her slender immaturity. He waited +and Isabel came to him, drifted into his arms, was lying for a +moment on his breast, and then, "Let me go: dearest, don't hold +me!" + +He kept her long enough to ask "But are you mine?" + +"Yes," said Isabel, sighing. + +"This is a grudging gift, Isabel." + +"Oh no," she whispered, "not grudging. All my heart: all of me. +Only don't hold me, I'm still afraid." + +"Of me?" + +"Yes: now are you triumphant?" She escaped. + +"Will you sit down in a chair, you sprite, and let me kneel at +your ladyship's feet?" + +"No--yes--No, you too sit down." Then as Lawrence, enchained, +relapsed into the deep easy chair by the fire, she came behind +and leant over him, wreathing her arms over his shoulders. +"There: now lie still: so: is that cosy for you? Now will you go +to sleep?" + +"Circe . . ." + +"You don't feel as though you were going to sleep." + +"Mon Dieu!" Lawrence murmured under his breath. + +"Don't say that," her voice was so soft that it was like the +voice of his own heart speaking to him, "it isn't a proper reply +to make when a lady says she loves you." + +"Oh! provided that you do love me--!" + +She took his temples between her fingertips and again her +enchanting caress brushed his lips. Lawrence lay helpless. It +was like receiving the caresses of a fairy: a delight and a +torment, a serenity and a flame. "I love you. I will marry you. +I shall be a most exacting wife, 'December when I wed.' Very soon +you'll wish you had never set eyes on me. You'll have to marry +Val too and all the family." Her long lashes were fluttering +against his cheek. "As you're thirty-six and I'm only nineteen, +you'll have to be very docile or I shall tell you you're +ungenerous." + +"Presuming on my income, as you said--was it last night?" + +"When you were free. Does it seem so long ago?" She gave a +little laugh, airy and sweet. "Oh poor Benedict! Would you like +to cry off? Let me see: you may scratch any time before I tell +Val, which will be when he comes in at five o'clock. Now then?" + +This mention of Val was like a dash of cold water, and Lawrence +tried to rouse himself. "Will you be serious for half a second, +you incarnation of mischief?" + +"No--yes--no, I don't want to be serious," she turned in his +arms and the Isabel of last night pierced him with her dark, +humid, brilliant eyes. "I want to forget. Make me forget!" + +"Forget what?" + +"Other women." + +"There are no other women, Isabel." + +"There have been.--Lawrence!" the scent of the honeysuckle +pinned into her blouse seemed to narcotize all his senses with +its irresistible sweetness, "you will be true to me, won't you? +You won't love other women now? Say you never wanted to kiss any +of them so much as-- Oh!" Drunk with her Circean cup, Hyde was +more than willing to convince her, but in a fashion of his own. +Isabel gave a little sigh and faded out of his clasp: he tried to +seize her but she was gone, leaving only the scent of bruised +petals and the memory of a silken contact. "You're so--so +stormy," the gossamer voice mocked him with its magic of youth +and gaiety. "Val says--" + +"Isabel, I'm sick of that formula. You're going to marry me, not +Val." + +"--You're not one-third English." + +"I've lived in countries where they knew how to manage women," +Lawrence muttered. + +"With a whip?" + +"No." + +"What a pity!" + +"No, the other method is more effective." + +"You terrify me," her eyes were sparkling now like a diamond. +"Don't fling any more of those dark threats at me or I shall +never marry you at all. Some day you'll be madly jealous of me like +Major Clowes--you are like him: you could be just as brutal: and I'm +not like Laura--and you'll lure me out of England and wreak a +mysterious vengeance." + +"I wish we were out of England now." + +"So do I. Oh Lawrence, I'd sell my soul to go to Egypt!" + +"Red-hot days and blue sands in the moonlight. Shall I take you +there for our honeymoon?" + +"Or Spain: or Sicily: or what about Majorea?-- Let's slip off +alone in a nom de plume and an aeroplane to some place where no +one ever goes, all roses and lemon thyme and honey-coloured +cliffs and a bay of blue sea--" + +"Should you like to be alone with me?" + +"Yes ... why not?" + +"Good!" said Hyde laughing. "I see no reason if you don't." He +put his hand before his eyes, which were throbbing as though he +had looked too long at a bright light. But Isabel pulled down +his wrist. "Don't do that. I like to watch your eyes. I allow +no reserves, Lawrence. And isn't it rather too late to lock the +door? I've seen you--" + +"Isabel!" He freed himself and stood up. "I beg your pardon, but +you must not-- I can't stand--" His face was burning. Isabel had +not realized--it is difficult for a young girl to realize, +convinced of her own insignificance--how deeply his pride had +been cut overnight, but she was under no delusion now. He was +hot with shame and anger, and had to wait to fight them down +before he could go on. "Nineteen are you--or nine? I can't +play with you today. Make allowance for me, dearest! I'm in a +most difficult position. I've done incalculable mischief, and, +to tell you the truth, I shouldn't have chosen to raise this +subject again till I'm clear of it. Your people may very fairly +object. My cousin is threatening a divorce action. He's mad: +and no decent lawyer would take his case into court: but the fact +remains that poor Laura has been turned out of doors, and for +that I am, in myself-centred carelessness, to blame. You won't +misunderstand me, will you, if I say that while this abominable +business is hanging over me we can't be formally engaged? Val +must be told--nothing would induce me to keep him in the dark +for an hour. But for all that I shan't know how to face him. +What! ask him for you, and in the same breath tell him that Laura +has been turned adrift because I've compromised her? If I were Val +there'd be the devil and all to pay. In the meantime I must--I +must be sure of you. But you change like the wind: last night you +refused me, and to-day . . ." He walked over to the window and stood +looking out into the garden, fighting down one of those tremendous +storms of memory which swept over him from time to time and made the +present seem absolutely one with the past. + +"What's the matter?" + +He turned, but his voice was thick. "Last time I trusted a woman +she betrayed me." + +"You're thinking of your wife." + +"I often think of her," Hyde said savagely, "and wonder if all +women are tarred with the same brush." + +"Oh, that is brutal," said Isabel, paling: "but you're tired +out." + +It was true, he was too tired to rest: heartsick and ashamed, +painfully aware of the immense harm he had done and uncertain how +to mend it. This sense of guilt was the more harassing because +he was not in the habit of regretting his actions, good or bad: +but now he could no longer fling off responsibility: it was +riveted on him by all the other emotions which Wanhope had +evoked, pity for Bernard, and affection for Laura, and humility +before Val. + +Among the lilacs a robin was singing his delicate and bold +welcome to autumn, and over the window a branch of red roses +nodded persistently and rhythmically in a draught of wind. +Lawrence stood looking out into the garden of which he saw +nothing, and Isabel, watching him, felt tears coming into her own +eyes, the tears of that unnerving pity which a woman feels for +the man she loves, when she has never before seen him in defeat +or depression. No wonder he thought her fickle! How could he +read what was dark to her? + +Isabel had not deliberately altered her mind in the night. She +had lain down free and risen up bond, waking from sound sleep, +the sleep of a child, to find that the silent inner Court of +Appeal had reversed her verdict while she slept. Her first +thought had been, "I'm going to marry Lawrence!" For he needed +her: that was what she had forgotten last night: by his parade of +wealth he had defeated his own ends, but, her first anger over, +she had realized that one should no more refuse a man for being +rich, than accept him. Far other were the grounds on which that +decision had to be made. It had been pity that carried Isabel +away. Perhaps in any case she could not have held out for long. + +Did she expect to be happy? Scarcely, for she did not trust him +enough to be frank with him. Sophisticated men soon tire of candid +women: it was in this faith that Isabel had clouded herself in such +an iridescence of mystery and coquetry, laughing when she felt more +inclined to cry, eluding Lawrence when she would rather have rested +in his arms. Roses and steel: innocence in a saffron scarf: +ascendancy won and held only by surrender: such was to be the life of +the woman who married Lawrence Hyde, as she had seen it long ago on a +June evening, and as, with some necessary failings for human +weakness, she carried it out to the end. If any moralities at all +were to be fulfilled in their union, it was for her to impose them, +for Hyde had none. Within the limits of his code of honour he would +simply do as he liked. And with nine-tenths of her nature Isabel +would have liked nothing better than to shut her eyes and yield to +him as all her life she had yielded to Val, for she too loved red +roses and sunshine and the pleasure of the senses: but her innermost +self, the warder of her will, would rather have died than yield, she +the child of an ascetic and trained in Val's simple code of duty. + +But there should be compromise: one must not--one need not--cheat +him of the pride of his manhood. Isabel's heart ached for +her lover. She could not defend herself against him any longer, +and in her yielding the warder of her will whispered, "You may +yield now. Not to be frank with him now would be unfair as well +as unkind." + +She came softly to him in the window, and instantly by some +change of tension Lawrence discovered to his delight that Circe +had vanished. His mistress was his own now, a girl of nineteen +who had promised to be his wife, and he was carried beyond doubt +or anger by the rush of tenderness which went over him when he +began to taste the sweetness of his victory. "Have I won you?" +he whispered, his voice as unsteady as a boy's in his first +passion. "You won't fail me?" + +"Oh never! never!" + +"You have the most beautiful eyes in the world. I believe one +reason why I always secretly liked Val was that his eyes reminded +me of yours. I can't stand it when he looks at me under your +eyelashes. I always want to say 'Here take it Val.'" + +"Take what?" + +"Anything he wants. I'm going to extend a protecting wing over +my young brother-in-law. He shall not, no, I swear he shall not +come to grief. I can't stand it, he's too like you. When did you +first fall in love with me?" + +"When did you?" + +"The night you went to sleep in the garden at Wanhope." + +"Oh! when you kissed me?" + +"When I--?" + +Isabel was speechless. + +"How do you know I kissed you, Isabel? I thought you were +asleep." + +"So I was," said Isabel, blushing deeply. "Oh! Captain Hyde, I +wasn't pretending! But I woke up directly after, and heard a +rustling in the wood, and I--I knew, don't ask me: I could feel +-" + +"This?" + +"Yes," Isabel murmured, resigning herself. + +"How strange!" said Lawrence under his breath. "You were asleep +and you felt me kiss you?" + +She looked up at him through her eyelashes. "Is that so strange?" + +"Rather: because I never did kiss you." + +"Not?" + +"No: I bent over you to do it, but you were so defenceless and so +young, I didn't dare.-- Isabel! my darling! what have I done?" + +The first days of love are supposed to be blind days, but too +often they are days of overstrained criticism, when from very +fear each sees slips and imperfections even where they do not +exist. The discovery that she had misjudged Hyde was an +exquisite joy to Isabel. This trivial, crucial scruple, of +morality or taste, whichever one liked to call it, was the sign +of a chastity of mind which could coexist, it seemed, with the +coarse and careless sins that he had never denied. After all no +marriage on earth is perfect, and husbands as well as wives have +to make allowances; but as years go on, and affection does its +daily work, the rubs are less and less felt, till the time comes +when deeper wisdom can look back smiling on the fears of youth. +Isabel at nineteen did not possess this wisdom but she had youth +itself. + +The flames crackled low on the hearth: the wind, a small autumn +wind, piped weakly round white wall and high chimneypot: outside +in the garden late roses were shedding their petals loosened by a +touch of frost in the night. "Tears because you mistrusted me?" +said Hyde in his soft voice. "But why should the Gentile maiden +trust a Jew?" + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +Riding back from Liddiard St. Agnes in the low September +sunshine, Val became aware of something pleasantly pictorial in +the landscape. It was a day when the hills looked higher than +usual, the tilt of the Plain sharper, the shadows a darker umber, +the light clearer under a softly-quilted autumn sky. When he +crossed a reaped cornfield, the pale golden stalks of stubble to +westward were tipped each with a spark of light, so that all the +upland flashed away from him toward the declining sun. + +In his own mind there was a lull which corresponded with this +clear quietness of Nature: a pleasant vacancy and a suspension of +personal interest, so that even his anxiety about Laura was put +at a little distance, and he could see her and Bernard, and +Lawrence himself, like figures in a picture, hazed over by a kind +of moral sunlight--the Grace of God, say, which from Val's point +of view shapes all our ends: + + I do not ask to see + The distant scene: one step enough for me, + +this courage came to Val now without effort, and not for himself +only, which would have been easy at any time, but for Laura in +her difficult married life, and for those other beloved heads on +which he was fated to bring disgrace--his father, Rowsley, +Isabel: come what might, sorrow could not harm them, nor fear +annoy. How quiet it was! the quieter for the wrangling of rooks +in the border elms, and for the low autumn wind that rustled in +the hedgerows: and how full of light the sky, in spite of the +soft bloomy clouds that had hung about all day, imbrowning the +sunshine! far off in the valley doves were grieving, and over the +reaped and glittering cornstalks curlews were flying and calling +with their melancholy--shrill wail, an echo from the sea, while +small birds in flocks flew away twittering as he rode up, and +settled again further on, and rose and settled again, always with +a clatter of tiny wings. Evening coming on: and winter coming +on: and light, light everywhere, and calm, over the harvest +fields and the darkened copses, and the far blue headlands that +seemed to lift themselves up into immeasurable serenities of sky. + +It was lucky for Val that he was able to enjoy this quiet hour, +for it was soon over. When he crossed the turf to the diningroom +window, the fire had burnt down into red embers and not much +light came in from out of doors under that low ceiling, but there +was enough to show him Isabel in Lawrence's arms. Fatality! He +had not foreseen it, not for a moment: and yet directly he saw it +he seemed to have known it all along. After a momentary +suspension of his faculties, during which his ideas shifted much +as they do when an unfamiliar turns into a familiar road, Val +tapped on the glass and strolled in, giving his young sister one +of his light teasing smiles. "Am I to bestow my consent, +Isabel?" + +"Oh Val!-- Don't be angry, or not with Lawrence anyhow, it wasn't +his fault." + +Isabel disengaged herself but without confusion. Her brother +watched her in increasing surprise. Rosy and sparkling, she +seemed to have grown from child to woman in an hour, as after a +late spring the first hot day brings a million buds into leaf. + +"Are you startled?" she asked, holding up her cheek for a kiss. + +"Not so much so as I should have been twenty-four hours ago. No, +I didn't guess--not a bit; I suppose brothers never expect +people to want to marry their sisters. We know too much about +you." + +"Better run off to the nursery, Isabel," said Lawrence. Isabel +made him a little smiling curtsey eloquent of her disdain--it +was so like Captain Hyde to be saucy before Val!--and slipped +away. When Lawrence returned after holding open the door for her, +he found a certain difficulty in meeting Val's eyes. + +"And this then is the mysterious attraction that has kept you at +Wanhope all the summer? Wonderful! What will Mrs. Jack say? +But I suppose nineteen, for forty, has a charm of its own." + +Lawrence was not forty. But he refused to be drawn. "She is +very beautiful." + +"Oh, very," Val was nothing if not cordial. "But her face is her +fortune. I needn't ask if you can keep her in the state to which +she's accustomed," his eye wandered over the dilapidated vicarage +furniture, "or whether your attentions are disinterested. +Evidently you're one of those men who like their wives to be +dependent on them-- Dear me!" + +"Damn the money!" said Lawrence at white heat. "Jew I may be, +but it's you and Isabel that harp on it, not I." + +"Come, come!" Val arched his eyebrows. "So sorry to ruffle you, +but these questions are in all the etiquette books and some one +has to ask them. If you could look on me as Isabel's father--?" + +It was too much. Angry as he was, Lawrence began to laugh. "No, +I won't look on you as Isabel's father," he had regained the +advantage of age and position, neutralized till now by Val's +cooler self-restraint. "I won't look on you as anything but a +brother-in-law; a younger brother of my own, Val, if you can +support the relation. Won't you start fresh with me? I've not +given you much cause to think well of me up to now, but I love +Isabel, and I'll do my best to make her happy. I might find +forgiveness difficult if I were you, but then," for his life he +could not have said whether he was in earnest or chaffing Val, +"I'm a Jew of Shylock's breed and you're a Christian." + +"But, my dear fellow, what is there to forgive? We're only too +delighted and grateful for the honour done us: it's a brilliant +match, of course, far better than she could expect to make." A +duller man than Lawrence could not have missed the secret silken +mischief. "And to me, to all of us, you're more than kind; it's +nice to feel that instead of losing a sister I shall gain a +brother." + +"You are an infernal prig, Val!" + +"Oh," said Val, this time without irony, "It's easy for you to +come with an apology in one hand and a cheque in the other." + +He turned away and stood looking out into the garden. In the +lilac bushes over the lawn Isabel's robin was still singing his +winter carol, and the atmosphere was saturated with the smell of +wet, dead leaves, the poignant, fatal smell of autumn. "There's +winter in the air tonight," said Val half aloud. + +"What?" said Lawrence startled. + +"I say that life's too short for quarrelling." He held out his +hand. "But be gentle with her, she is very young.-- Yes, what is +it, Fanny?" + +"Major Clowes's compliments, sir, and he would be glad to see +Captain Hyde as soon as convenient." + +At Wanhope half an hour later the sun had gone down behind a bank +of purple fog, and cloud after cloud had put off its vermilion +glow and faded into a vague dimness of twilight: house and garden +were quiet, except for the silver rippling of the river which +went on and on, ceaselessly fleeting over shallows or washing +along through faded sedge. These river murmurs haunted Wanhope +all day and night, and so did the low river-mists: in autumn by +six o'clock the grass was already ankle deep and white as a field +of lilies. + +The tall doors were wide open now: no lamps were lit, but a big +log fire blazed on the hearth, and through the empurpled evening +air the house streamed with flame-light, flinging a ruddy glow +over leafless acacia and misty turf. Stretched on his couch in a +warm and dark angle by the staircase, Clowes was busy with his +collection, examining and sorting a number of small objects which +were laid out on his tray: sparks of light winked between his +fingers as iron or gold or steel turned up a reflecting edge. His +face as white as his hands, the wide eyes blackened by the +expansion of their pupils, he looked like a ghost, but a ghost of +normal habits, washed and shaved and dressed in ordinary tweeds. + +"Hullo, Bernard." + +"Good evening, Lawrence. Oh, you've brought Val and-- +Selincourt, is it? What years since we've met, Selincourt! Very +good of you to come down, and I'm delighted to see you, one can't +have too many witnesses. Mild evening, isn't it? Leave the +doors open, Val, Barry has made up an immense fire, big enough +for January. Now sit down all of you, will you? I shan't keep +you long." + +Propped high on cushions, he lay like a statue, his huge +shoulders squared against them as boldly as if he were in the +saddle. Lawrence, so like him in frame and colouring, stood with +his back to the hearth: Selincourt with his tired eyes and grey +hair sat near the door, one hand slipped between his crossed +knees: Val preferred to stay in the background, a spectator, +interested and deeply sympathetic, but a trifle shadowy. They +were three to one, but the dominant personality was that of the +cripple. + +"It's with you, Lawrence, that I have to do business. You passed +last night with my wife." + +The heavy voice was deadened out of all heat except grossness. +How had Clowes spent the last twelve hours? In reliving over and +over again his wife's fall: defiling her image and poisoning his +own soul with emanations of a diseased mind, from which +Selincourt, a straightforward sinner, would have turned in +disgust. Men of strong passions like Bernard need greater +control than Bernard possessed to curb what they cannot indulge: +and a mind full of gross imagery was nature's revenge on him for +a love that had been to him "hungry, and barren, and sharp as the +sea." But for the friend, the brother, and the lover it was +difficult to grant him such allowances as would have been made by +a physician. + +"That'll do," said Lawrence, raising his hand. "Your wife is +innocent. Send any one you like to the hotel--private detective +if you like--and find out what rooms Miss Stafford and Laura +had, or whether Selincourt and I stayed five minutes in the place +after the ladies went upstairs." + +"So Laura said this morning." + +"There's no loophole for suspicion. I went back with Selincourt +to his rooms and we sat up the rest of the night smoking and +playing auction piquet. He won about five pounds off me. Ask +him: he'll confirm it." + +"That's what he came for, isn't it?" Bernard smiled. "My good +chap, think I don't know that if you gave him a five pound note +to do it Selincourt would hold the door for you?" + +Selincourt's pale face was scarlet. "I say she shall not return +to him!" he broke out loudly. "If this is a specimen of what +he'll say to us, what does he say to her?" + +"No offence, no offence,'' Bernard bore him down, insolent and +jovial. "'The Lord commended the unjust steward.' I foresaw that +Lawrence would lie through thick and thin, and if I'd given it a +thought either way I should have known you'd be brought down to +back him up. And quite right too to stand by your sister--the +more so that all you Selincourts are as poor as Church rats and +naturally don't want your damaged goods back on your hands. But +don't get huffy, keep calm like me. You deny everything, +Lawrence. Quite right: a man's not worth his salt if he won't lie +to protect a woman. Laura also denies everything. Quite right +again: a woman's bound to lie to save her reputation. But the +husband also has his natural function, which is to exercise a +decent incredulity. Perhaps it's a bit difficult for you to +enter into my feelings. You're none of you married men and you +don't know how it stings a man up when his wife makes him a-- +Hallo!" + +"What?" + +"What's the matter with you?" + +"Go on," said Lawrence, flinging himself into a chair: "if you +have a point, come to it. I'm pretty well sick of this." + +"So it seems," said Bernard staring at him. "Is it the good +old-fashioned English word that you can't stomach? All right, after +tonight I shan't offend again. That's my point and I'm coming to +it as fast as I can. I won't have any one of the lot of you near +me again except Val: I acquit him of complicity: he probably +believes Laura innocent. Don't you, Val?" + +"There's no evidence whatever against her, outside your +imagination, old man." + +"You're in love with her yourself," Bernard retorted brutally. +Val started, it was the second time in twelve hours. "Oh! think +I haven't seen that? There's not much I don't see, that goes on +around me. Cheer up, I'm not really jealous of you. Laura never +cared that for you. She was my wife for ten days, after all: it +takes a man to master her." + +"What he wants is a medical man," said Lawrence to Selincourt in +a low voice. He dared not look at Val. + +"After tonight neither Selincourt nor you, Lawrence nor your lady +friend will darken my doors again. Try it on and I'll have you +warned off by the police." + +"Bernard, you over-rate the attractions of your society." + +"Pass to my second point. I don't propose to divorce Laura." + +"You couldn't get a divorce, you ass: you've no case." + +"But equally I don't propose to take her back. If she lives alone +and conducts herself decently I'll make her an allowance--say +four or five hundred a year. If she lives with a lover or tries +to force her way in here I won't give her a stiver. Now, +Selincourt, you had better use your influence or you'll have her +planted on you directly Lawrence gets sick of her. If she goes +from me to Lawrence she can go from Lawrence on the streets for +all I--shut that door, Val!--Keep her out!" + +"Laura! go away!" cried Selincourt. The scene was rising into a +nightmare and his nerves shivered under it. But he was too late. +The wide doorway had filled with people: Laura with her satin +hair, her flying veil, her ineffaceable French grace of air and +dress: Isabel bare-headed, very pale and reluctant: and Mr. +Stafford, who had come down to exercise a moderating influence in +the direction of compromise. Isabel edged round towards +Lawrence, while Mr. Stafford stood glancing from one to another +with keen authoritative eyes, waiting a chance to strike in. But +Laura after her long sleep had recovered her fighting temper and +was no longer content to remain a cipher in her own house. She +smiled and shook her head at Lucian, reddening under her dark +skin. + +"Bernard, have they told you the truth yet? No, I thought not, +Lawrence was too shy." High spirited, for all her sensitiveness, +she laid her slight hand on her husband's wrist. "Did you think +if Lawrence stayed on at Wanhope it must be because he admired +me? You forget that there are younger and prettier women in +Chilmark than I am. Lawrence is going to marry Isabel. It's a +romantic tale," was there a touch of pique in Laura's charming +voice? "and I'm afraid they both of them took some pains to throw +dust in our eyes. I've only this moment learnt it from Isabel." +Yes, undeniably a trace of pique. Women like Laura, used to the +admiration of men however innocent, cannot forego it without a +sigh. She did not grudge Isabel her happiness or even envy it, +and she had never believed Lawrence to be in love with herself, +and yet this courtship that had gone on under her blind eyes +produced in her a faint sense of irritation, of male defection +that had made her look a little silly. She was aware of it +herself and faintly amused and faintly ashamed. "My time for +romantic adventure has gone by. Oh my poor Berns, you forget +that I'm thirty-six!" + +Here was the authentic accent of truth. Clowes heard it, but he +had got beyond the point where a man is capable of saying "I was +wrong, forgive me." At that moment he no longer desired Laura to +be innocent, he would have preferred to justify himself by +proving her guilty. "Take your damned face out of this," he +said, enveloping her in an intensity of hate before which Laura's +delicate personality seemed to shrivel like a scorched leaf. +"Take it away before I kill you." He struck her hand from his +wrist and dashed himself down on the pillow, his great arms and +shoulders writhing above the marble waist like some fierce animal +trapped by the loins. "Oh, I can't stand it, I can't stand +it . . ." + +"Oh dear, this is awful," said Selincourt weakly. He got up and +stood in the doorway. Despair is a terrible thing to watch. Not +even Lawrence dared go near Bernard. It was the priest, inured +to scenes of grief and rebellion, who came forward with the cold +strong common sense of the Christian stoic. "But you will have +to stand it," said Mr. Stafford sternly, "it is the Will of God +and rebellion only makes it worse. After all, thousands of men +of all ranks have had to bear the same trial and with much less +alleviation. You know now that your wife is innocent and is +prepared to forgive you." It did not strike Mr. Stafford that men +like Bernard Clowes do not care to be forgiven by their wives. +There was no confessional box in Chilmark church. "You have +plenty of interests left and plenty of friends: so long as you +don't alienate them by behaving in such an unmanly way. Lift +him, Val.-- Come, Major Clowes, you're torturing your wife. This +is cowardice--" + +"Like Val's, eh?" + +"Like--?" + +"Like your precious Val behaved ten years ago." Clowes raised +himself on his elbows. "Aha! how's that for a smack in the eye?" + +"Val, my darling lad," said Mr. Stafford, stumbling a little in +his speech, "what--what is this?" + +"Poor chap!" Clowes gave his curt "Ha ha!" as he reached out a +long arm to turn on all the lights. "Who was that chap, Hercules +was it, that pulled the temple on his own head? By God, if my +life's gone to pieces, I'll take some of you with me. You, Val, +I was always fond of you: tell your daddy, or shall I, what you +did in the Great War?" + +"Bernard. . . ." + +"Can't stand it, eh? But, like me, you'll have to stand it. +Come, come, Val, this is cowardice--" + +"Lawrence, don't touch him: let it come." + +But no one dared touch Clowes. "Before his sister!" Selincourt +muttered. He had no idea what was coming but Val's grey pallor +frightened him. "And the old man!" Lawrence added with clenched +hands. Clowes ignored them both. He held the entire group in +subjection by sheer savage force of personality. + +"Simple little anecdote of war. Dale, you remember, was a +brother officer of mine. He was shot in a raid and left hanging +on the German wire. In the night when he was dying another chap +in our regiment, that had been lying up all day between the lines +with a bullet in his ribs, crawled across for him. The Boches +opened fire but he got Dale off and started back. Three quarters +of the way over they found a third casualty, a subaltern in the +Dorchesters. This chap wasn't hurt but he was weeping with fear. +He had gone to ground in a shellhole during the advance and +stayed there too frightened to move. The Winchester man was by +now done to the world. He kicked the Dorchester to his feet and +ordered him to carry on with Dale. The Dorchester pointed out +that if he turned up without a scratch on him, he would probably +be shot by court martial, so the other fellow by way of pretext +put a shot through his arm. 'Now you can tell 'em it was you who +fetched Dale.' 'Oh I can't, I'm frightened,' says the Dorchester +boy. 'By God you shall,' says the other, 'or I'll put a second +bullet through your brains.' Now, Val, you finish telling us how +you did the return trip in tears with Dale on your shoulders and +Lawrence at your heels chivying you with a revolver." + +"You unutterable devil," said Lawrence under his breath, "who +told you that?" + +Bernard grinned at him almost amicably. He had got one blow home +at last and felt better. "Why, I've always known it. Dale told +me himself. He lived twenty minutes after you got him in." + +"Val," said Mr. Stafford, "this isn't true?" + +"Perfectly true, sir." + +Undefended, unreserved, stripped even of pride, Val stood up +before them all as if before a firing party, for the others had +involuntarily fallen back leaving him alone. . . . To Lawrence +the silence seemed endless, it went on and on, while through the +open doorway grey shadows crept in, the leafy smell of night and +the liquid river-murmur so much louder than it could have been +heard by day. Suddenly, as if he could not stand the strain any +longer, Val covered his eyes with his hands. The movement, full +of shame galvanized Lawrence into activity. But he had not the +courage to approach Val. He had but one desire which was to get +out of the house. + +"Bernard, if you weren't a cripple I'd put the fear of God into +you with a stick" He stood near the door eyeing his cousin with +a cold dislike more cutting than anger. "You're as safe as a +woman. But I'm through with you. I'll never forgive you this, +never. I'm going: and I shall take your wife with me." He +turned. "Come, Laura--" + +"Take care, Lawrence!" cried Isabel. + +She spoke too late. Bernard's hand was already raised and a +glint of steel shone between his fingers. No one was near enough +to disarm him. Unable to move without exposing Laura, Lawrence +mechanically threw up his wrist on guard, but the trick of +Bernard's left-handed throw was difficult to counter, and +Lawrence was bracing himself for a shock when Val stepped into +the line of fire. Selincourt uttered an exclamation of horror, +and Val reeled heavily. "For me!" said Lawrence under his +breath. He was by Val in a moment, bending over him, tender and +protecting, an arm round his shoulders. "Are you hurt, Val? +What is it, old man?" + +Stafford had one hand pressed to his side. "He meant it for +you," he said, grimacing over the words as if he had not perfect +control of his facial muscles. "Take care. Ah! that's better." +Selincourt with a sweep of his arm had sent the remaining +contents of the swing-tray flying across the floor. There was no +need of such violence, however, for the devil had gone out of +Bernard Clowes now. Deathly pale, his eyes blank with startled +fear, his great frame seemed to break and collapse and he turned +like a lost child to his wife: Laura--Laura . . ." + +"I'm here, my darling." In panic, as if the police were already +at the door, Laura fell on her knees by the low couch. Come what +might he was still her husband, still the man she loved, to be +defended against the consequences of his own acts irrespective of +his deserts. There was much of the wife but more of the mother +in the way she covered him with her arms and breast. "No one +shall touch you, no one. It was only an accident, you never +meant it, and besides Val's only a little hurt--" + +Val, still with that wrenched grimace of pain, turned round and +leant against Lawrence. "Get me out of this," he said weakly. +"Invent some story. Anything, but spare her. Get me out, I'm +going to faint." + +Between them, Lawrence and Selincourt carried him out and laid +him on the steps. No one else paid any attention. Laura was +taken up with Bernard. Mr. Stafford had shuffled over to the +fire and was stooping down to warm his fingers while Isabel tried +brokenly to soothe the anguish from which old and tired hearts +rarely recover. She was more frightened for him than for Val, +and the grief she felt for him was a grief outside herself, which +could be pitied and comforted, whereas the blow that had fallen +on Val seemed to have fallen on her own life also, withering +where it struck. She suffered for her father but with Val, and +this intensity of communion hardened her into steel, for it +seemed as weak and vain to pity him as it would have been to pity +herself if she like him had fallen under the stress of war. The +weak must first be served--later, later there would be time to +pity the strong. + +She did not realize that for Val, whom instinctively she still +classed among the strong, time and opportunity were over. He +fainted before they got him out into the air, and his hand fell +away from his side, and then they saw what was wrong. He had +been stabbed: stabbed with the Persian dagger that Lawrence +himself had given Bernard. Val had taken it under his left +breast, and it was buried to its delicate hilt. When Lawrence +opened his coat and shirt there was scarcely any blood flowing: +scarcely any sign of mischief except his leaden pallor and the +all-but-cessation of his pulse. "Internal haemorrhage," said +Lawrence. He drew out the weapon, which came forth with a slow +sidelong wrench of its curved blade: a gush of blood followed, +running down over Val's shirt, over his shabby coat, over the +steps of Wanhope and the dry autumn turf. Lawrence held the lips +of the wound together with his hand. "Go and find Verney, will +you? Mind, it was an accident. Don't be drawn into giving any +details. We must all stick to the same story." + +"But--but" Selincourt could not frame a coherent question with +his pale frightened lips: "you don't--you can't think--" + +"That he's dying? He won't see another sun rise." + +"But do they--do they--in there--understand?" + +"Oh for them," said Lawrence with his bitter ironical smile, "he +died five minutes ago." + +This then was the end. Waiting in the autumn twilight with Val's +head on his arm Lawrence tried to retrace the steps by which it +had been reached. Bernard's revenge had struck blind and wild as +revenge is apt to strike, but it had helped to bring the wheel +full circle. Val's expiation was complete. In his heart +Lawrence knew that his own was complete also. In breaking Val's +life he had permanently scarred his own. + +And the night when it had all begun came back to him, a March +night, quiet and dark but for the periodical fanbeam of an enemy +searchlight from the slope of an opposite hill: a mild rain had +been falling, falling, ceaselessly, plashingly, over muddy +ploughland or sere grass, over the intricacy of trenchwork behind +the firing lines and the dreary expanse of no man's land between +them: falling over wire entanglements from which dangled rags of +uniform and rags of flesh: falling on faces of the unburied dead +that it was helping to dissolve into, their primal pulp of clay. +War! always war! and no theatre of scarlet and gold and cavalry +charges, but a rat's war of mud and cold and fleas and unutterable, +nerve-dissolving fatigue. Not far off occasionally the rustle of +clothes or the tinkle of an entrenching tool, as a sleeper turned +over or the group sentry shifted arms on the parapet; and always in a +lulling undertone the plash of rain on grass or wire, and the heavy +breathing of tired men. For four years these nocturnal sounds of war +had been familiar in the ears of Lawrence Hyde. He could hear them +now, the river-murmur repeated them. And then as now he had taken +young Stafford's head on his arm, the boy lying as he had lain for +eighteen hours, immovable, the rain running down over his face and +through his short fair hair. + +He had failed . . . Lawrence recalled his own first near glimpse +of death, a fellow subaltern hideously killed at his side: he had +turned faint as the nightmare shape fell and rose and fell again, +spouting blood over his clothes: contact with elder men had +steadied him. By night and alone? Well: even by night and alone +Lawrence knew that he would have recovered himself and gone on. +It was no more than they all had to fight through, thousands of +officers, millions of men. Val had failed. . . . Yet how vast +the disproportion between the crime and the punishment! Endurance +is at a low ebb at nineteen when one's eyelids are dropping and one's +head nodding with fatigue. Oh to sleep--sleep for twelve hours on a +bed between clean sheets, and wake with a mind wiped clear of bloody +memories! . . . memories above all . . . incommunicable things that +even years later, even to men who have shared them, cannot be +recalled except by a half-averted glance and a low "Do you +remember--?" like frightened children holding hands in the dark of +the world. . . . Had any one of them kept sane that night--those +many nights? . . . But how should a civilian understand? + +He felt Val's heart. It was beating slower and slower. If one +could only have one's life over again! but the gods themselves +cannot recall their gifts. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +It was one March evening six mouths later, one of those warm, +still, sunshot-and-grey March evenings when elm-root are blue +with violets and the air is full of the faint indeterminate scent +of tree flowers, that Lawrence brought his bride home to +Farringay. March weather is uncertain, and he preferred to go +where he could be sure of comfort, while Isabel, having once +consented to be married, left all arrangements to him. It was +eight o'clock before they reached the house, and Isabel never +forgot the impression which it made on her when she came in out +of the bloomy twilight; warm and dim and smelling of violets that +were set about in bowls on bookcase and cabinet, while the flames +of an immense wood fire on an open hearth flickered over the blue +and rose of porcelain or the oakleaf and gold of morocco. She +stood in the middle of an ocean of polished floor and looked +round her as if she had lost her way in it, till Lawrence came to +her and kissed her hands. "Isabel, do you like the look of your +new home?" + +"Very much. Thank you." + +"May I take off your furs for you?" Getting no answer he took +them off. Framed in the sable cap and scarf that Yvonne had +given her Isabel still parted her hair on one side, a fashion +which Lawrence had grown to admire immensely, but her young +throat and the fine straight masque of her features were thin and +she had lost much of her colour since the autumn. Lawrence held +her by the wrists and stood looking down at her, compelling her +to raise her eyes, though they soon fell again with a flutter of +the sensitive eyelids. "Are you tired, sweetheart?" + +"Oh no, thank you." + +"Cold?" + +"Not now." + +"Frightened?" + +"A little." + +"You wouldn't rather I left you for a little while?" + +Isabel almost imperceptibly shook her head, but with a shade of +mockery in her smile which prevented Lawrence from taking her in +his arms. "Am I an unsatisfactory wife? Will you soon be tired +of me? No, not yet," she said, moving away from him to put down +her gloves and muff. "I've hardly had time to thank you for my +presents yet. Oh Lawrence, how you spoil me!" She held up her +watch to admire the lettering on its Roman enamel. "'I.H.' Does +that stand for me--am I really Isabel Hyde? And are those +sapphires mine, and can I drink my tea out of this roseleaf +Dresden cup? It does seem strange that saying a few words and +writing one's name in a book should make so much difference." + +"Regretful?" + +"A little oppressed, that's all. I shall soon get used to it. +If you were not you I should hate it. But there's something +essentially generous and careless in you, Lawrence, that makes it +easy to take from you. Come here." He came to her. "Oh, I've +made you blush!" said Isabel, naively surprised. Under her rare +and unexpected praise he had coloured against his will. "Oh +foolish one!" She kissed him sweetly. "Lawrence, are you sorry +Val died?" Lawrence freed himself and turned away. It was six +months since Val's death, but he still could not bear to think of +it and he had scarcely spoken of it to Isabel. + +There had been no protracted farewell for Val. He had died in +Lawrence's arms on the steps of Wanhope without recovering +consciousness, while Verney stood by helpless, and Isabel, by a +stroke of irony, tried to convince poor agonized Laura Clowes +that the law should not touch her husband. It had not done so. +He had been saved mainly by the unscrupulous concerted perjury of +Lawrence and Selincourt, who swore that Val had stumbled and +fallen by accident with the dagger in his hand, while Verney +confined himself to drily agreeing that the wound might have been +self-inflicted. In the absence of any contrary evidence the lie +was allowed to pass, but perhaps it would hardly have done so if +it had not been universally taken for a half-truth. The day +before the inquest there appeared in the Gazette a laconic notice +that Second Lieutenant Valentine Ormsby Stafford, late of the +Dorchester Regiment, had been deprived of his distinction on +account of circumstances recently brought to light. After that, +no need to ask why Val should have had a dagger in his hand! A +jury who had known Val and his father before him were not anxious +to press the case; and perhaps even the coroner was secretly +grateful for evidence which spared him the pain of calling Mr. +Stafford. + +Except in Chilmark, the scandal scarcely ran its nine days, but +there of course it raged like a fire, and no one was much +surprised when the vicar resigned his living and crept away to a +bed-sittingroom in Museum Street, a broken old man, to spend the +brief remainder of his life among black letter texts and +incunabula. He could have borne any sin in the Decalogue less +hardly than a breach of the military oath. He stopped Isabel, +Rowsley, Lawrence himself when they tried to plead for Val. "I +am not angry," he said feebly. "If my son were alive I wouldn't +shut my door on him. But it's better as it is." He even tried to +persuade Isabel to break with Lawrence. "Captain Hyde is an +honourable man and no doubt considers himself bound to you, so +you mustn't wait for him to release himself. It is very sad for +you, my dear, but you belong to a disgraced family now and you +must suffer with the rest of us." Isabel agreed, and returned +her engagement ring. Followed a rather fiery scene, in which +Lawrence lost his temper, and Isabel wept: and finally Mr. +Stafford, finding Lawrence obdurate, broke down and owned that +his one last wish was to see his daughter happily married. He +refused to take her to Bloomsbury. She stayed with Rowsley or at +the Castle till Lawrence brought her to Farringay. + +So there were changes at Chilmark, for the parish went to a +hot-tempered Welshman with a wife and six children, and Wanhope was +let to an American steel magnate, and Mrs. Jack Bendish, always +mischievous when she was unhappy, embroiled them with each other +first and then quarrelled with both. Yes, Wanhope was let: a +fortnight after Val's death Major Clowes went by car to Cornwall +with his wife for a change of air after the shock. He was +reported to have stood the journey very well, but Laura's letters +were not expansive. + +Nor was Isabel: nor any other of those who had been eyewitnesses +of the tragedy at Wanhope. The memory of it cast a shadow and a +silence. Lawrence had never discussed it with Isabel; nor with +Selincourt, except in a hurried whispered interchange of notes to +avoid discrepancy in their evidence; nor with Bernard . . . the +murderer. Since the night when he carried Val dead over the +vicarage threshold Lawrence had not seen his cousin. He had seen +Laura and tried to comfort her, but what could one say? It was +murder. Had it not been for Laura he would have left Clowes to +stand his trial. Even for her sake he would not have kept the +secret if Rowsley, to whom alone it was revealed, had not given +his leave, in the dim blinded room where revenge and anger seemed +small things, and Val's last words, almost unremarked at the +time, took on the solemn force of a dying injunction. The grey +placidity of Val's closed eyelids and crossed hands was the last +memory that Lawrence would have chosen to evoke on his wedding +night. + +"Come and get warm," said Isabel. She saw that she had startled +and distressed her husband, and she drew him down into an immense +armchair by the fire, a man's chair, spacious and soft. "Is +there room for me too?" She slipped into it beside him and threw +her arms round his neck. Lawrence held her lightly and +passively. Not once during their engagement had she so +surrendered herself to him for more than a moment, and he dared +not take advantage of his opportunities for fear of losing her +again. But Isabel smiled at him with shut eyes. "All my heart," +she murmured; "don't be afraid, I'm not going to slip through +your fingers now . . . I love you too, too much . . . Val would +say it was wrong to care so much for any one." + +Val again! Lawrence lifted her eyelashes with his finger. +"Isabel, why are you haunted by Val now? I don't want you to +think of any one but me." + +"Are you jealous of the dead?" + +"Not I!" his voice rang out harsh with passion: "with you in my +arms why should I be jealous of any one in heaven or earth?" + +"Val would say that was wrong too. . . . Lawrence, do you +remember your first wedding night?" + +"Well enough." + +"Was Lizzie beautiful?" + +"I thought so then. She was a tall, well-made piece: black hair, +blue eyes, buxom and plenty of colour. I was shy of her because-- +it's a curious fact--she was my first experience of your sex: +but she was not shy with me, though I believe she too was-- +technically--innocent. Even at the time I was conscious of +something wanting--some grace, some reserve, some economy of +effect. She was of a coming-on disposition, very amorous and +towardly." + +"Val would call that coarse." + +"Probably. Do you object? You asked for it." + +"Not a bit. I don't mind your telling me any thing that's a +fact. Bad thoughts are different, but facts, good or bad, coarse +or refined, are the stuff the world's made of, and why should we +shut our eyes to them? I like to take life as it comes without +expurgation. Lawrence, Lizzie never had any children, did she?" + +"By me?" + +"Yes." + +"No, our married life didn't last long. I should have warned you, +my dear, if I had had any responsibilities of that description." + +"So you would--I forgot that." Isabel lay silent a moment, +nestling her closed eyelids against his throat. "Lawrence, my +darling, I don't want to hurt you; but tell me, did she have any +children after she left you?" + +"Yes--one, a boy: Rendell's." + +"What became of him after Rendell died?" + +"When it became impossible to leave him with Lizzie I sent him to +school. He spends his holidays with my agent here at Farringay. +He's quite a nice little chap, and good looking, like Arther, and +by the gossip of the neighbourhood I'm supposed to be his father. +Do you mind leaving it at that? It's no worse for him and less +ignominious for me." + +"Nothing in what I've heard of your married life is ignominious +for you. So you brought up Rendell's child? Essentially generous +. . . . Kiss me." Isabel's pale beauty glowed like a flame. A +Christian malagre lui and very much ashamed of it, Lawrence gave +her the lightest of butterfly kisses, one on either eyelid. "Oh, +I suppose you'll say I am--what was it?--towardly too," +murmured Isabel. "Don't you want to kiss me?" He shook his head. +Isabel, a trifle startled, opened her eyes, but was apparently +satisfied, for she shut them again hurriedly and let her arm fall +across them. "We'll go and see Rendell's boy tomorrow. You +shall take me. I can say what I like to you now, can't I? . . . +Shall you like to have one of our own?" + +"Isabel, Isabel!" + +"But it's perfectly proper now we're married! Oh Lawrence, it'll +so soon come to seem commonplace-- I want to taste the +strangeness of it while I'm still near enough to Isabel Stafford +to realize what a miracle it'll be. Our own! it seems so strange +to say 'ours.'" + +"I don't want any brats to come between you and me." + +"Aren't you always in your secret soul afraid of life?" + +"Afraid of life--I?" + +"You have no faith . . . Everything we possess--your happiness, +our love, the children you'll give me--don't you hold it all at +the sword's point? You're afraid of death or change?" + +"Yes." + +"How frank you are!" Isabel smiled fleetingly. "Aren't there any +locked doors?--no?--I may go wherever I like ?--Lawrence, are +you sorry Val's dead?" + +"Oh, for heaven's sake, not Val again!" + +"One locked door after all?" + +"I was fond of him," said Lawrence with difficult passion. "He +told me once that I broke his life, it was no one's doing but +mine that he had to go through the crucifixion of that last hour +at Wanhope, and he was killed for me." He left her and went to +the window, flung it up and stood looking out into the night. +"I'd have given my life to save him. I'd give it now--now." + +"I heard from Laura this morning." + +"I wonder she dared write to you." + +"Major Clowes is wonderfully better. He drives out with her +every day and mixes with other people in the sanatorium and makes +friends with them. He's been sleeping better than he has ever +done since his accident." + +"Good God!" + +"He has been having a new massage treatment, and there's just a +faint hope that some day he may be able to get about on +crutches." + +Lawrence had an inclination to laugh. "That's enough," he said, +shuddering. "I don't want to hear any more." + +"She sent a message to you." + +"Well, give it to me, then." + +"'Don't let Lawrence suppose that Bernard has gone unpunished.'" + +"He should have stood his trial," said Lawrence thickly. "It was +murder." + +He understood all that Laura's laconic message implied. Bernard +reformed was Bernard broken by remorse: if he had shot himself-- +which was what Lawrence had anticipated--he would have deserved +less pity. Yet Lawrence would have liked some swifter and less +subtle form of punishment. + +Out of doors in the garden an owl was hooting and the night air +breathed on him its perfume of lilac and violets. How quiet it +was and how fragrant and dim! one could scarcely distinguish +between the dewy glimmer of turf and the dark island-like +thickets of guelder-rose and other flowering shrubs. It was one +of those late spring nights that are full of the promise of +summer; but for Val there were no summers to come. His death had +been as quiet as his life and without any struggle; his head on +Lawrence's arm, he had stretched himself out with a little sigh, +and was gone. Lawrence with his keen physical memory could still +feel that light burden leaning on him. Isabel too had memories +she was afraid of, the watch ticking on the dead man's wrist was +one of them. Many tears had been shed for Val, some very bitter +ones by Yvonne Bendish, but none by Lawrence or by Isabel. It +was murder: a flash of devil's lightning, that withered where it +struck. + +Isabel turned in her chair to watch her husband. He had brought +her straight into the drawingroom without staying to remove his +leathern driving coat, which set off his big frame and the +drilled flatness of his shoulders; everything he wore or used was +expensive and fashionable. There came on her suddenly the +impression of being shut up alone with a stranger, a man of whom +she knew nothing except that in upbringing and outlook he was +entirely different from her and her family. The room seemed +immense and Hyde was at the other end of it. Suddenly he turned +and came striding back to Isabel. Her instinct was to defend +herself. She checked it and kept still, her arms and hands +thrown out motionless along the arms of the chair in which her +slight figure was lying in perfect repose. Lawrence tenderly +took her head between his finger-tips and kissed her mouth. +"Why did you raise a ghost you can't lay?" he said. "My cousin +killed your brother." Isabel smiled at him without moving. Her +eyes were mysteriously full of light. Lawrence knelt down and +threw his arms round her waist and let his head fall against her +bosom. What strength there was in this immature personality +neither yielded nor withdrawn! Lawrence was entirely disarmed +and subdued. He uttered a deep sigh and gave up to Isabel with +the simplicity of a child the secret of his tormented restlessness. +"I am unhappy, Isabel." + +"I know you are, my darling, and that's why I raised the ghost. +What is it troubles you?" + +"My own guilt. I never knew what remorse meant before, but your +Christian ethics have mastered me this time. I had no right to +extract that promise from Val." + +"No. Why did you? It seems so motiveless." + +"Because it amused me to get a man into my power." Isabel felt +him shuddering. "Is this what you call the sense of sin? I used +to hear it described as a theological fiction. But it tears +one's heart out. Bernard killed him: but who put the weapon into +Bernard's hand?" + +"Val did." + +"I don't understand you." + +"The original fault was Val's, and you and Major Clowes were +entangled in the consequences of it. Let us two face the truth +once and for all! Val can stand it--can't you, Val? . . . He +broke his military oath. He deserved a sharp stinging punishment, +and if you had reported him he would have had it; perhaps a worse one +than you exacted, except for that last awful hour at Wanhope, and for +that Major Clowes, not you, was responsible. Oh, I won't say he +deserved precisely what he got! because judgment ought to be +dispassionate, and in yours there was an element of cruelty for +cruelty's sake; wasn't there? You half enjoyed it and half shivered +under it . . ." + +"More than half enjoyed it," said Hyde under his breath. + +"But I do not believe that was your only motive. I think you +were sorry for Val. Haven't I seen you watching him at Wanhope? +with such a strange half-unwilling pity, as if you hated yourself +for it. Oh Lawrence, it's for that I love you!" Lawrence shook +his head. He had never been able to analyse the complex of +feelings that had determined his attitude to Val. "Well, in any +case it was not your fault only. A coward is an irresistible +temptation to a bully." + +"Do you call Val a coward? Nervous collapses were not so +uncommon as you may have gathered from the Daily Mail." + +"Did Major Clowes describe the scene truthfully?" + +"Yes." + +"Did you ever break down like Val?" + +"I was older." + +"There were plenty of boys of nineteen, officers and men. Did +you ever know such another case so complete, so prolonged?" + +"I've commanded a firing party." + +"For cowardice?" + +"For cowardice." + +"A worse exhibition than Val's?" + +"Isabel, you are pitiless!" + +"Because Val deserves justice not mercy. It's his due: he died +to earn it." + +Hyde was silent, not thoroughly understanding her. + +"He wasn't a coward when he died," said Isabel with her sweet +half melancholy smile. "He fought under a heavy handicap, and +won: he paid his debt, paid it to the last farthing; and now do +you grudge him his sleep? 'He hates him, that would upon the +rack of this tough world stretch him out longer. . . .'" Her +beautiful voice dropped to a murmur which was almost lost in the +rustling of flames on the hearth and the stir of wind among +budded branches in the garden. + +The clock struck ten and Lawrence raised his head. "It's growing +late, Isabel. Aren't you tired?" + +"A little. I got up at five to say good-bye to all the animals." + +"All the--?" + +"My cocks and hens and Val's mare and Dodor and Zou-zou and +Rowsley's old rabbits. They're at the Castle, don't you +remember? Jack Bendish offered to take charge of them when we +turned out of the vicarage." + +"I hope you put your pinafore on," said her husband. + +He took her by the hands and raised her to her feet, and Isabel +with irreproachable docility began to collect her scattered +belongings, her sable scarf and mull and veil. Lawrence +forestalled her. "Mayn't I even carry my own gloves?" Isabel +pleaded. "No, you're so slow," said Lawrence laughing down at +her. Isabel's cheeks flew their scarlet flag before the invading +enemy. "Isabel," Lawrence murmured, "are you shy of me?" + +"A little. I'm only twenty," Isabel excused herself. + +"And I'm not gentle. I shall brush the bloom off. . . . Yet I +love the bloom." + +He went to close the window. A breath of night wind shook +through the bushes on the lawn and blew off a snow of petals +through the soft air. He was not a believer in the immortality +of the soul, but tonight he would have given much to know that +Val was near him, a spirit of smiling tenderness. But no: the +night was empty of everything except moonlight and petals and the +sighing of wind over diapered turf. Youth passes, and beauty, and +bloom: it is of the essence of their sweetness that they cannot +last. 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Wistarias rambled over both sides, +wreathing the stone window-frames in their grape-like clusters of +lilac bloom, and flagstones running from end to end, shallow, and so +worn that a delicate growth of stonecrop fringed them, shelved down +to a lawn. + +Indoors in the great hall it was dark because floor and staircase +and wall and ceiling were all lined with Spanish chestnut-wood, +while the windows were full of Flemish glass in purple and sepia +and blue. There was nothing to reflect a glint of light except a +collection of weapons of all ages which occupied the wall behind +a bare stone hearth; suits of inlaid armour, coats of chainmail +as flexible as silk, assegais and blowpipes, Bornean parangs and +Gurkha kukris, Abyssinian shotels with their double blades, +Mexican knives in chert and chalcedony, damascened swords and +automatic pistols, a Chinese bronze drum, a Persian mace of the +date of Rustum, and an Austrian cavalry helmet marked with a +bullet-hole and a stain. + +Gradually, as her eyes grew used to the gloom Laura found her way +to her husband's couch. She would have liked to kiss him, but +dared not: the narrow mocking smile, habitual on his lips, showed +no disposition to respond to advances. Dressed in an ordinary +suit of Irish tweed, Bernard Clowes lay at full length in an easy +attitude, his hands in his pockets and his legs decently extended +as Barry, his male nurse, had left them twenty minutes ago: a +big, powerful man, well over six feet in height, permanently +bronze and darkly handsome, his immense shoulders still held back +so flat that his coat fitted without a wrinkle--but a cripple +since the war. + +Laura Clowes too was tall and slightly sunburnt, but thin for +her height, and rather plain except for her sweet eyes, her silky +brown hair, and--rarer gift!--the vague elegance which was a +prerogative of Selincourt women. She rarely wore expensive +clothes, her maid Catherine made most of her indoor dresses, +and yet she could still hold her own, as in old days, among +women who shopped in the Rue de la Paix. This afternoon, in her +silk muslin of the same shade as the trail of wistaria tucked +in where the frills crossed over her breast, she might have gone +astray out of the seventeenth century. + +"Tea is in the parlour," said Mrs. Clowes. "Shall I wheel you +round through the garden? It's a lovely day and the roses are +in their perfection, I counted eighty blooms on the old Frau +Karl. I should like you to see her." + +"I shouldn't. But you can drag me into the parlour if you like," +said Bernard Clowes--a grudging concession: more often than not +he ate his food in the hall. His wife pushed his couch, which +ran on cycle wheels and so lightly that a child could propel it, +into her sitting-room and as near as she dared to the French +windows that opened without step or ledge on the terrace +flagstones and the verdure of the lawn. Out of doors, for some +obscure reason, he refused to go, though the garden was sweet +with the scent of clover and the gold sunlight was screened by +the milky branches of a great acacia. Still he was in the fresh +air, and Laura hastily busied herself with her flowered Dresden +teacups, pretending unconsciousness because if she had shown the +slightest satisfaction he would probably have demanded to be +taken back. Her mild duplicity was of course mere make believe: +the two understood each other only too well: but it was wiser to +keep a veil drawn in case Bernard Clowes should suddenly return +to his senses. For this reason Laura always spoke as if his +choice of a coffined life were only a day or two old. Had he +said--as he might say at any moment--"Laura, I should like to +go for a drive," Laura would have been able without inconsistency +to reply, "Yes, dear: what time shall I order the car?" as though +they had been driving together every evening of their married +life. + +"What have you been doing today?" Clowes asked, sipping his tea +and looking out of the window. He had shut himself up in his +bedroom with a headache and his wife had not seen him since the +night before. + +"This morning I motored into Amesbury to change the library +books and to enquire after Canon Bodington. I saw Mrs. Bodington +and Phoebe and George--," + +"Who's George?" + +"Their son in the Navy, don't you remember? The Sapphire is in +dry dock--" + +"How old is he?" + +"Nineteen," said Mrs. Clowes. + +"Oh. Go on." + +"I don't remember doing anything else except get some stamps at +the post office. Stay, now I come to think of it, I met Mr. +Maturin, but I didn't speak to him. He only took off his hat to +me, Bernard. He is seventy-four." + +"Dull sort of morning you seem to have had," said Bernard Clowes. + +"What did you do after lunch?" + +"With a great want of intelligence, I strolled down to Wharton to +see Yvonne, but she was out. They had all gone over to the big +garden party at Temple Brading. I forgot about it--" + +"Why weren't you asked?" + +"I was asked but I didn't care to go. Now that I am no longer in +my first youth these expensive crushes cease to amuse me." +Bernard gave an incredulous sniff but said nothing. "On my way +home I looked in at the vicarage to settle the day for the school +treat. Isabel has made Jack Bendish promise to help with the +cricket, and she seems to be under the impression that Yvonne +will join in the games. I can hardly believe that anything will +induce Yvonne to play Nuts and May, but if it is to be done that +energetic child will do it. No, I didn't see Val or Mr. +Stafford. Val was over at Red Springs and Mr. Stafford was +preparing his sermon." + +"Have you written any letters?" + +"I wrote to father and sent him fifty pounds. It was out of my +own allowance. He seems even harder up than usual. I'm afraid +the latest system is not profitable." + +"I should not think it would be, for Mr. Selincourt," replied +Bernard Clowes politely. "Monte Carlo never does pay unless one's +pretty sharp, and your father hasn't the brains of a flea. Was +that the only letter you wrote?" + +"Yes--will you have some more bread and butter?" + +"And what letters did you get?" Clowes pursued his leisured +catechism while he helped himself daintily to a fragile sandwich. +This was all part of the daily routine, and Laura, if she felt +any resentment, had long since grown out of showing it. + +"One from Lucian. He's in Paris--" + +"With--?" + +"No one, so far as I know," Laura replied, not affecting to +misunderstand his jibe. Lucian Selincourt was her only brother +and very dear to her, but there was no denying that his career +had its seamy side. He was not, like her father, a family +skeleton--he had never been warned off the Turf: but he was +rarely solitary and never out of debt. "Poor Lucian, he's hard +up too. I wish I could send him fifty pounds, but if I did he'd +send it back." + +"What other letters did you have?" + +Mrs. Clowes had had a sheaf of unimportant notes, which she was +made to describe in detail, her husband listening in his hard +patience. When they were exhausted Laura went on in a hesitating +voice, "And there was one more that I want to consult you about. +I know you'll say we can't have him, but I hardly liked to refuse +on my own imitative, as he's your cousin, not mine. It was from +Lawrence Hyde, offering to come here for a day or two." + +"Lawrence Hyde? Why, I haven't seen or heard of him for years," +Clowes raised his head with a gleam of interest. "I remember him +well enough though. Good-looking chap, six foot two or three and +as strong as a horse. Well-built chap, too. Women ran after +him. I haven't seen him since we were in the trenches together." + +"Yes, Bernard. Don't you recollect his going to see you in +hospital?" + +"So he did, by Jove! I'd forgotten that. He'd ten days' leave +and he chucked one of them away to look me up. Not such a bad +sort, old Lawrence." + +"I liked him very much," said Laura quietly. + +"Wants to come to us, does he? Why? Where does he write from?" + +"Paris. It seems he ran across Lucian at Auteuil--" + +"Let me see the letter." + +Laura give it over. "Calls you Laura, does he?" Clowes read it +aloud with a running commentary of his own. "H'm: pleasant +relationship, cousins-in-law. . . 'Met Lucian . . . chat about +old times'--is he a bird of Lucian's feather, I wonder? He +wasn't keen on women in the old days, but people change a lot +in ten years . . . 'Like to come and see us while he's in +England . . . run over for the day'--bosh, he knows we should +have to put him up for a couple of nights! . . . 'Sorry to hear +such a bad account of Bernard'--Very kind of him, does he want +a cheque? Hallo! 'Lucian says he is leading you a deuce of a +life.' Upon my word!" He lowered the letter and burst out +laughing--the first hearty laugh she had heard from him for many +a long day. Laura, who had given him the letter in fear and +trembling and only because she could not help herself, was +exceedingly relieved and joined in merrily. But while she was +laughing she had to wink a sudden moisture from her eyelashes: +this glimpse of the natural self of the man she had married went +to her heart. "Is it true?" he said, still with that friendly +twinkle in his eyes. "Do I lead you the deuce of a life, poor +old Laura?" + +"I don't mind," said Laura, smiling back at him. She could have +been more eloquent, but she dared not. Bernard's moods required +delicate handling. + +"He's a cool hand anyhow to write like that to a woman about her +husband. But Lawrence always was a cool hand. I remember the +turn-up we had in the Farringay woods when I was twelve and he +was fourteen. He nearly murdered me. But I paid him out," said +Bernard in a glow of pleasurable reminiscence. "He was too +heavy for me. Old Andrew Hyde came and dragged him off. But +I marked him: he was banished from his mother's drawingroom for +a week--not that he minded that much . . . Aunt Helen was a +pretty woman. Gertrude and I never could think why she married +Uncle Andrew, but I believe they got on all right, though she was +a big handsome woman--a Clowes all over--while old Andrew +looked like any little scrub out of Houndsditch. Never can tell +why people marry each other, can you?" Bernard was becoming +philosophical. I suppose if you go to the bottom it's Nature +that takes them by the scruff of the neck and gives them a gentle +shove and says 'More babies, please.' She doesn't always bring it +off though, witness you and me, my love.-- But I say, Laura, I +like the way you handed over that letter! Thought it would do me +good, didn't you? Look here, I can't have my character taken +away behind my back! You tell him to come and judge for +himself." + +"You'll get very tired of him, Berns," said Laura doubtfully. +"You always say you get sick of people in twenty-four hours: and +I can't take him entirely off your hands--you'll have to do your +share of entertaining him. He's your cousin, not mine, and it'll +be you he comes to see." + +"I shan't see any more of him than I want to, my dear, on that +you may depend," said Bernard with easy emphasis. "If he +invites himself he'll have to put with what he can get. But +I can stand a good deal of him. Regimental shop is always +amusing, and Lawrence will know heaps of fellows I used to know, +and tell me what's become of them all. Besides, I'm sick to +death of the local gang and Lawrence will be a change. He's got +more brains than Jack Bendish, and from the style of his letter +he can't be so much like a curate as Val is." Val Stafford was +agent for the Wanhope property. "Oh, by George!" + +"What's the matter?" + +Bernard threw back his head and grinned broadly with half shut +eyes. "Ha, ha! by Gad, that's funny--that's very funny. Why, +Val knows him!" + +"Knows Lawrence? I never heard Val mention his name." + +"No, my love, but one can't get Val to open his lips on that +subject. Lawrence and I were in the same battalion. He was there +when Val got his ribbon." + +"Really? That will be nice for Val, meeting him again." + +"Oh rather!" said Bernard Clowes. "On my word it's a shame and +I've half a mind . . .. No, let him come: let him come and be +damned to the pair of them! Straighten me out, will you?" He was +liable like most paralytics to mechanical jerks and convulsions +which drove him mad with impatience. Laura drew down the +helplessly twitching knee, and ran one firm hand over him from +thigh to ankle. Her touch had a mesmeric effect on his nerves +when he could endure it, but nine times out of ten he struck it +away. He did so now. "Go to the devil! How often have I told +you not to paw me about? I wish you'd do as you're told. What +do you call him Lawrence for?" + +"I always did. But I'll call him Captain Hyde if you like--" + +"'Mr.,' you mean: he's probably dropped the 'Captain.' He was +only a 'temporary.'" + +"For all that, he has stuck to his prefix," said Laura smiling. +"Lucian chaffed him about it. But Lawrence was always rather a +baby in some ways: clocked socks to match his ties, and +astonishing adventures in jewellery, and so on. Oh yes, I knew +him very well indeed when I was a girl. Mr. and Mrs. Hyde were +among the last of the old set who kept up with us after father +was turned out of his clubs. I've stayed at Farringay." + +"You never told me that!" + +"I never thought of telling you. Lawrence hasn't been near us +since we came to Wanhope and I don't recollect your ever +mentioning his name. You see I tell you now." + +"How old were you when you stayed at Farringay?" + +"Twenty-two. Lawrence and I are the same age." + +"And you knew him well, did you?" + +"We were great friends," said Mrs. Clowes, tossing a lump of +sugar out of the window to a lame jackdaw. She had many such +pensioners, alike in a community of misfortune. "And, yes, +Berns, you're right, we flirted a little--only a little: wasn't +it natural? It was only for fun, because we were both young and +it was such heavenly weather--it was the Easter before war broke +out. No, he didn't ask me to marry him! Nothing was farther +from his mind." + +"Did he kiss you?" + +Laura slowly and smilingly shook her head. "Am I, Yvonne?" + +"But you liked the fellow?" + +"Oh yes, he was charming. A little too much one of a class, +perhaps: there's a strong family likeness, isn't there, between +Cambridge undergraduates? But he was more cultivated than a good +many of his class. We used to go up the river together and read +--what did one read in the spring of 1914? Masefield, I suppose, +or was it Maeterlinck? Rupert Brooks came with the war. Imagine +reading 'Pelleas et Melisande' in a Canadian canoe! It makes one +want to be twenty-two again, so young and so delightfully +serious." It was hard to run on while the glow faded out of +Bernard's face and a cold gloom again came over it, but sad +experience had taught Laura that at all costs, under whatever +temptation, it was wiser to be frank. It would have been easier +for the moment to paint the boy and girl friendship in neutral +tints, but if its details came out later, trivial and innocent +as they were, the economy of today would cost her dear tomorrow, +Her own impression was that Clowes had never been jealous of her +in his life. But the pretence of jealousy was one of his few +diversions. + +"I dare say you do wish you were twenty-two again," he said, +delicately setting down his tea cup on the tray--all his +movements, so far as he could control them, were delicate and +fastidious. "I dare say you would like a chance to play your +cards differently. Can't be done, my, girl, but what a good +fellow I am to ask Lawrence to Wanhope, ain't I? No one can say +I'm not an obliging husband. Lawrence isn't a jumping doll. He's +six and thirty and as strong as a horse. You'll have no end of a +good time knitting up your severed friendship .. 'Pon my word, +I've a good mind to put him off. . I shouldn't care to fall foul +of the King's Proctor." + +"Will you have another cup of tea before I ring" + +"No, thanks . . . Do I lead you the deuce of a life, Lally?" + +"You do now and then," said his wife, smiling with pale lips. + +"It isn't that I'm sensitive for myself, because I know you don't +mean a word of it, but I rather hate it for your own sake. It +isn't worthy of you, old boy. It's so--so ungentlemanly." + +"So it is. But I do it because I'm bored. I am bored, you know. +Desperately!" He stretched out his hand to her with such haggard, +hunted eyes that Laura, reckless, threw herself down by him and +kissed the heavy eyelids. Clowes put his arm round her neck, +fondling her hair, and for a little while peace, the peace of +perfect mutual tenderness, fell on this hard-driven pair. But +soon, a great sigh bursting from his breast, Clowes pushed her +away, his features settling back into their old harsh lines of +savage pain and scorn. + +"Get away! get up! do you want Parker to see you through the +window? If there's a thing on earth I hate it's a dishevelled +crying woman. Write to Lawrence. Say I shall be delighted to +see him and that I hope he'll give us at least a week. Stop. +Warn him that I shan't be able to see much of him because of +my invalid habits, and that I shall depute you to entertain +him. That ought to fetch him if he remembers you when you were +twenty-two." + +Laura was neither dishevelled nor in tears: perhaps such scenes +were no novelty to her. She leant against the frame of the open +window, looking out over the sunlit garden full of flowers, over +the wide expanse of turf that sloped down to a wide, shallow +river all sparkling in western light, and over airy fields on +the other side of it to the roofs of the distant village strung +out under a break of woody hill. + +"Are you sure you want him? He used to have a hot temper when he +was a young man, and you know, Berns, it would be tiresome if +there were any open scandal." + +"Scandal be hanged," said Bernard Clowes. "You do as you're +told." His wife gave an almost imperceptible shrug of the +shoulders as if to disclaim further responsibility. She was +breathing rather hurriedly as if she had been running, and her +neck was so white that the shadow of her sunlit wistaria threw a +faint lilac stain on the warm, fine grain of her skin. And the +haggard look returned to Bernard's eyes as he watched her, and +with it a wistfulness, a weariness of desire, "hungry, and +barren, and sharp as the sea." Laura never saw that hunger in +his eyes. If he spared her nothing else he spared her that. + +"You do as I tell you, old girl," his harsh voice had softened +again. "There won't be any row. Honestly I'd like to have old +Lawrence here for a bit, I'm not rotting now. He had almost four +years of it--almost as long as I had. I'll guarantee it put a +mark on him. It scarred us all. It'll amuse me to dine him and +Val together, and make them talk shop, our own old shop, and see +what the war's done for each of us: three retired veterans, +that's what we shall be, putting our legs under the same +mahogany: three old comrades in arms." He gave his strange, +jarring laugh. "Wonder which of us is scarred deepest?" + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +WANHOPE and Castle Wharton--or, to give them their due order, +Wharton and Wanhope, for Major Clowes' place would have gone +inside the Castle three times over--were the only country +houses in the Reverend James Stafford's parish. The village +of Chilmark--a stone bridge, crossroads, a church with Norman +tower and frondlike Renaissance tracery, and an irregular line +of school, shops, and cottages strung out between the stream and +chalky beech-crested hillside occupied one of those long, winding, +sheltered crannies that mark the beds of watercourses along the +folds of Salisbury Plain. Uplands rose steeply all along it +except on the south, where it widened away into the flats of +Dorsetshire. Wharton overlooked this expanse of hunting country: +a formidable Norman keep, round which, by gradual accretion, a +dwelling-place had grown up, a history of English architecture +and English gardening written in stone and brick and grass and +flowers. One sunny square there was, enclosed between arched +hedges set upon pillars of carpenters' work, which still kept the +design of old Verulam: and Yvonne of the Castle loved its little +turrets and cages of singing birds, and its alleys paved with +burnet, wild thyme, and watermints, which perfume the air most +delightfully, not passed by as the rest, but being trodden upon +and crushed. + +Wanhope also, though modest by comparison, had a good deal of +land attached to it, but the Clowes property lay north up the +Plain, where they sowed the headlands with red wheat still as +in the days of Justice Shallow. The shining Mere, a tributary +of the Avon, came dancing down out of these hills: strange +pastoral cliffs of chalk covered with fine sward, and worked by +the hands of prehistoric man into bastions and ramparts that +imitated in verdure the bold sweep of masonry. + +Mr. Stafford was a man of sixty, white-haired and of sensitive, +intelligent features. He was a High Churchman, but wore a felt +wideawake in winter because when he bought it wideawakes were +the fashion for High Churchmen. In the summer he usually roved +about his parish without any hat at all, his white curls flying +in the wind. He was of gentle birth, which tended to ease his +intercourse with the Castle. He had a hundred a year of his own, +and the living of Chilmark was worth 175 pounds net. So it may +have been partly from necessity that he went about in clothes at +which any respectable tramp would have turned his nose up: but +idiosyncrasy alone can have inspired him to get the village tailor +to line his short blue pilot jacket with pink flannelette. "It's +very warm and comfortable, my dear," he said apologetically to his +wife, who sat and gazed at him aghast, "so much more cosy than +Italian cloth." + +On that occasion Mrs. Stafford was too late to interfere, but as +a rule she exercised a restraining influence, and while she lived +the vicar was not allowed to go about with holes in his trousers. +After her death Mr. Stafford mourned her sincerely and cherished +her memory, but all the same he was glad to be able to wear his +old boots. However, he had a cold bath every morning and kept +his hands irreproachable, not from vanity but from an inbred +instinct of personal care. Yvonne of the Castle, who spoke her +mind as Yvonne's of the Castle commonly do, said that the fewer +clothes Mr. Stafford wore the better she liked him, because he +was always clean and they were not. + +Mr. Stafford had three children; Val, late of the Dorchester +Regiment, Rowsley an Artillery lieutenant two years younger, +and Isabel the curate, a tall slip of a girl of nineteen. They +were all beloved, but Val was the prop of the family and the +pride of his father's heart. Invalided out of the Army after +six weeks' fighting, with an honourable distinction and an +irremediably shattered arm, he had been given the agency of the +Wanhope property, and lived at home, where the greater part of +his three hundred a year went to pay the family bills. Most of +these were for what Mr. Stafford gave away, for the vicar had no +idea of the value of money, and was equally generous with Val's +income and his own. + +Altogether Mr. Stafford was a contented and happy man, and his +only worry was the thought, which crossed his mind now and then, +that Chilmark for a young man of Val's age was dull, and that the +Wanhope agency led nowhere. If Val had been an ambitious man! +But Val was not ambitious, and Mr Stafford thanked heaven that +this pattern son of his had never been infected by the vulgar +modern craze for money making. His salary would not have kept him +in luxury in a cottage of his own, but it was enough to make the +vicarage a comfortable home for him; and, so long as he remained +unmarried, what could he want more, after all, than the society +of his own family and his kind country neighbours? + +Rowsley, cheerfully making both ends meet in the Artillery on an +allowance from his godmother, was off his father's hands. +Isabel? Mr. Stafford did not trouble much about Isabel, who was +only a little girl. She was a happy, healthy young thing, and +Mr. Stafford was giving her a thoroughly good education. She +would be able to earn her own living when he died, if she were +not married, as every woman ought to be. (There was no one for +Isabel to marry, but Mr. Stafford's principles rose superior to +facts.) Meantime it was not as if she were running wild: that +sweet woman Laura Clowes and the charming minx at the Castle +between them could safely be left to form her manners and see +after her clothes. + +One summer afternoon Isabel was coming back from an afternoon's +tennis at Wharton. Mrs. Clowes brought her in the Wanhope car as +far as the Wanhope footpath, and would have sent her home, but +Isabel declined, ostensibly because she wanted to stretch her +legs, actually because she couldn't afford to tip the Wanhope +chauffeur. So she tumbled out of the car and walked away at a +great rate, waving Laura farewell with her tennis racquet. +Isabel was a tall girl of nineteen, but she still plaited her +hair in a pigtail which swung, thick and dark and glossy, well +below her waist. She wore a holland blouse and skirt, a sailor +hat trimmed with a band of Rowsley's ribbon, brown cotton +stockings, and brown sandshoes bought for 5/11-3/4 of Chapman, +the leading draper in Chilmark High Street. Isabel made her own +clothes and made them badly. Her skirt was short in front and +narrow below the waist, and her sailor blouse was comfortably but +inelegantly loose round the armholes. Laura Clowes, who had a +French instinct of dress, and would have clad Isabel as Guinevere +clad Enid, if Isabel had not been prouder than Enid, looked after +her with a smile and a sigh: it was a grief to her to see her +young friend so shabby, but, bless the child! how little she +cared--and how little it signified after all! Isabel's poverty +sat as light on her spirits as the sailor hat, never straight, +sat on her upflung head. + +Isabel knew every one in Chilmark parish. Pausing before a knot +of boys playing marbles: "Herbert," she said sternly, "why +weren't you at school on Sunday?" Old Hewett, propped like a +wheezy mummy against the oak tree that shaded the Prince of +Wales's Feathers, brought up his stiff arm slowly in a salute to +the vicar's daughter. "'Evening," said Isabel cheerfully, "what a +night for rheumatics isn't it?" Hewitt chuckled mightily at this +subtle joke. "'Evening, Isabel," called out Dr. Verney, putting +up one finger to his cap: he considered one finger enough for a +young lady whom he had brought into the world. Isabel knew every +one in Chilmark and every one knew her. Such a range of +intensive acquaintance is not so narrow as people who have never +lived in a country village are apt to suppose. + +Past the schoolhouse, past the wide stone bridge where Isabel +loved to hang over the parapet watching for trout--but not +tonight, for it was late, and Isabel after a "company tea" wanted +her supper: by a footpath through the churchyard, closely mown +and planted with rosebushes: and so into the church, where, after +dropping a hurried professional curtsey to the altar, she set +about her evening duties. Isabel called herself the curate, but +she did a good deal which is not expected of a curate, such as +shutting windows and changing lesson-markers, propping up the +trebles when they went astray in the pointing of the Psalms, +altering the numbers on the hymn-board, writing out choir papers, +putting flowers in the vases and candles in the benediction +lights, playing the organ as required and occasionally blowing +it. . . . Before leaving the church she fell on her knees, in +deference to Mr. Stafford and the text by the door, and said a +prayer. What did she pray? "O Lord bless this church and all +who worship in it and make father preach a good sermon next +Sunday. I wish I'd been playing with Val instead of Jack, we +should have won that last set if Jack hadn't muffed his +services. . . . Well, this curate was only nineteen." + +And then, coming out into the fading light, she locked the north +door behind her and went off whistling like a blackbird, if a +blackbird could whistle the alto of Calkin's Magnificat in B +flat. . . . Five minutes climbing of the steep brown floor of +the beechwood, and she was out on uplands in the dying fires of +day. It had been twilight in the valley, but here the wide plain +was sunlit and the air was fresh and dry: in the valley even the +river-aspens were almost quiet, but here there was still a sough +of wind coming and going, through the dry grass thick set with +lemon thyme and lady's slipper, or along the low garden wall +where red valerian sprouted out of yellow stonecrop. + +A wishing gate led into the garden, and Isabel made for an open +window, but halfway over the sill she paused, gazing with all her +soul in her eyes across the vicarage gooseberry bushes. That +grey suit was Val's of course, but who was inside the belted coat +and riding breeches? "Rows-lee!" sang out Isabel, tumbling back +into the garden with a generous display of leg. The raiders rose +up each holding a handful of large red strawberries melting ripe, +and Isabel, pitching in her racquet on a sofa, ran across the +grass and enfolded her brother in her arms. Rowsley, dark and +slight and shrewd, returned her hug with one arm, while carefully +guarding his strawberries with the other--"You pig, you perfect +pig!" wailed Isabel. "I was saving them for tea tomorrow, +Laura's coming and I can't afford a cake. Oh joy, you can buy me +one! How long can you stay?" + +"Over the week end: but I didn't come to buy you cakes, Baby. I +haven't any money either. I came because I wanted you to buy me +cakes." + +"O well never mind, I'll make one," Isabel joyously slipped her +hand through Rowsley's arm. "Then I can get the flour from the +baker and it won't cost anything at all--it'll go down in the +bill. Well give me one anyhow, now they're picked it would be a +pity to waste them." She helped herself liberally out of Val's +hand. "Now stop both of you, you can't have any more." + +She linked her other arm in Val's and dragged her brothers out of +the dangerous proximity of the strawberry beds. Val sat down on +a deck chair, one leg thrown over the other, Rowsley dropped at +full length on the turf, and Isabel doubled herself up between +them, her arms clasped round her knees. "How's the Old Man?" she +asked in friendly reference to Rowsley's commanding officer. +"Oh Rose, I knew there was something I wanted to ask you. Will +Spillsby be able to play on the Fourth?" Spillsby, a brother +subaltern and a famous bat, had twisted his ankle at the nets, +and Rowsley in his last letter had been uncertain whether he +would be well enough to play the Sappers at the annual fixture. + +Happily Rowsley was able to reassure his young sister: the ankle +was much better and Spillsby was already allowed to walk on it. +Isabel then turned her large velvet eyes--gazelle eyes with a +world of pathos in their velvet gloom on her elder brother. +"Coruscate, Val," she commanded. "You haven't said anything at +all yet. We should all try to be bright in the home circle. We +cannot all be witty, but-Ow! Rowsley, if you pull my hair I +shall hit you in the--in the place where the Gauls fined their +soldiers if they stuck out on parade. Oh, Val, that really isn't +vulgar, I found it in Matthew Arnold! Their stomachs, you know. +They wouldn't have fined you anyhow. You look fagged, darling-- +are you?" + +"Not so much fagged as hungry," said Val in his soft voice. "It's +getting on for nine o'clock and I was done out of my tea. I went +in to Wanhope, but Laura was out, and Clowes was drinking whisky +and soda. I cannot stand whisky at four in the afternoon, and +Irish whisky at that. There'll be some supper going before long, +won't there?" + +"Not until half past nine because Jimmy has his Bible class +tonight." Jimmy was Mr. Stafford: and perhaps a purist might +have objected that Mrs. Clowes and Yvonne Bendish had not done +all they might have done to form Isabel's manners. "I'm so sorry, +darling," she continued, preparing to leap to her feet. "Shall I +get you a biscuit? There are oatmeals in the sideboard, the kind +you like, I won't be a minute--" + +"Thanks very much, I'd rather wait. Did you see Mrs. Clowes +today? Clowes said she was at the Castle." + +"So she was, sitting with Mrs. Morley in an angelic striped +cotton. Mrs. Morley was in mauve ninon and a Gainsborough hat. +Yvonne says Mr. Morley is a Jew and made his money in I. D. B.'s, +which I suppose are some sort of stocks?" Neither of her brothers +offered to enlighten her, Rowsley because he was feeling +indolent, Val because he never said an unkind word to any one. +Isabel, who was enamoured of her own voice flowed on with little +delay: "If he really is a Jew, I can't think how she could marry +him; I wouldn't. Mrs. Morley can't be very happy or Laura +wouldn't go and talk to her. Laura is so sweet, she always sits +with people that other people run away from. Oh Val, did Major +Clowes tell you their news?" Isabel might refer to her father as +Jimmy and to Rowsley's commander as the Old Man, but she rarely +failed to give Bernard Clowes his correct prefix. + +"No--is there any?" + +"Only that they have some one coming to stay with them. Won't he +have a deadly time?" Isabel glanced from Val to Rowsley in the +certainty of a common response. "Imagine staying at Wanhope! +However, he invited himself, so it's at his own risk. Perhaps +he's embarrassed like you, Rose, and wants Laura to feed him. +It's rather fun for Laura, though--that is, it will be, if Major +Clowes isn't too hopeless." + +Strange freemasonry of the generations! Mr. Stafford's children +loved him dearly and he was wont to say that there were no +secrets at the vicarage, yet they lived in a conspiracy of +silence, and even Val, who was mentally nearer to his father's +age, would have been loth to let Mr. Stafford know as much as +Isabel knew about Wanhope. It was assumed that Val's job was the +very job Val wanted. Mr. Stafford had indeed a suspicion that it +was not all plain sailing: Bernard Clowes retained just so much +of the decently bred man as to be courteous to his wife before a +mere acquaintance, but the vicar came and went at odd hours, and +he observed now and then vague intimations--undertones from +Bernard himself, an uncontrollable shrinking on Laura's part, an +occasional hesitation or reluctance in Val--which hinted at +flying storms. But Val, the father supposed, could make +allowance for a cripple: Bernard was so much to be pitied that no +man would resent an occasional burst of temper! And there his +children left him. The younger generation can trust one another +not to interfere, but when the seniors strike in, with their cut +and dry precedents and rule of thumb moralities, who knows what +mischief may follow? Elder people are so indiscreet! + +"It's a cousin of Major Clowes," Isabel continued, "but they +haven't met for years and years--not since the war. Laura knows +him too, she met him before she was married and liked him very +much indeed. She's looking forward to it--that is, she would be +if she had spirit enough to look forward to anything." + +"Clowes never said a word to me about it," remarked Val. + +"Didn't he?" Isabel unfolded herself and stood up. "That means he +is going to be tiresome. I must run now, it's five past nine. +Which will you both have, cold beef or eggs?" + +"Oh, anything that's going," said Val. + +"Eggs," said Rowsley, "not less than four. Without prejudice to +the cold beef if it's underdone. Hallo!" + +"What?" + +"What's the matter with your skirt?" + +"Nothing," said Isabel shortly. She screwed her head over her +shoulder in a vain endeavour to see her own back. "It's +perfectly all right." + +"It would be, on a scarecrow." Isabel stuck her chin up. "Have +you been over to the Castle in that kit, Baby? Well, if Yvonne +won't give you some of her old clothes, you might ask the +kitchenmaid." + +"The kitchenmaid has more money than I have," said Isabel +cheerfully. "Is it so very bad? It's clean anyway, I washed and +ironed it myself." + +"It looks very nice and so do you," said Val. Isabel eyed him +with a softened glance: one could rely on Val to salve one's +wounded vanity, but, alas! Val did not know home-made from +tailor-made. Reluctantly she owned to herself that she had more +faith in Rowsley's judgment. "It seems rather short though," Val +added. "I suppose you will have to go into long frocks pretty +soon, won't you, and put your hair up?" + +"Oh bother my hair and my dresses!" said Isabel with a great +sigh. "I will pin my hair up when I get some new clothes, but +how can I when I haven't any money and Jim hasn't any money and +neither of you have any money? Don't you see, idiot," this was +exclusively to Rowsley, "when I pin my hair up I shall turn into +a grown up lady? And then I shall have to wear proper clothes. +At present I'm only a little girl and it doesn't signify what I +wear. If any one will give me five pounds I'll pin my hair up +like a shot. Oh dear, I wonder what Yvonne would say if Jack +expected her to outfit herself for five pounds? I do wish some +one would leave me 10,000 pounds a year. Get up now, you lazy +beggar, come and help me lay the supper. It's Fanny's evening +out." + +She pulled Rowsley to his feet and they went off together leaving +Val alone on the lawn: good comrades those two, and apparently +more of an age, in spite of the long gap between them, than +Rowsley and Val, who was the eldest by only eighteen months. And +Val sat on alone, while stains of coral and amber faded out of +the lavender sky, and a rack of sea clouds, which half an hour +ago had shone like fiery ripples, dwindled away into smoke--mist +--a mere shadow on the breast of the night. Stars began to +sparkle, moths and humming cockchafers sailed by him, a chase of +bats overhead endlessly fell down airy precipices and rose in +long loops of darkling flight: honeysuckle and night-scented +stock tinged with their sweet garden perfume the cool airs from +the moor. + +Val lit a cigarette, a rare indulgence. If cigarettes grew on +gooseberry bushes Val would have been an inveterate smoker, but +good Egyptians were a luxury which he could not often afford +The Wanhope agency was ample for his needs, though underpaid as +agencies go: but there was Rowsley, always hard up, uncomplaining, +but sensitive, as a young fellow in his position is sure to be, and +secretly fretting because he could not do as other men did: and there +was Isabel, for whom Val felt the anxiety Mr. Stafford ought to have +felt, and was trying to make the provision Mr. Stafford ought to have +made: and then there was the vicar himself, who laid out a great deal +of money in those investments for which we are promised cent per cent +interest, but upon a system of deferred payment. + +Tonight however Val lit a cigarette, and then a second, to the +surprise of Isabel, who saw the red spark on the lawn. She +thought her brother must be tired, and perhaps it really was the +long day without food that made him so restless in mind and so +uneasy. Bernard Clowes had been more than usually cranky that +afternoon. Even the patient Val had had thoughts of throwing up +his job when the cripple made him go through his week's accounts, +scrutinizing every entry and cross-examining him on every +transaction in such a tone as the head of a firm might employ to +a junior clerk suspected of dishonesty. It was Bernard's way: +it meant nothing: but it was irksome to Val, especially when he +could not soothe himself by dropping into Laura's quiet parlour +for a cup of tea. Yet his irritation would not have lingered +through a cigarette if Isabel's news had not revived it. This +cousin of Bernard's! Val had not much faith in any cousin of +Bernard Clowes: nor in the kindness of life. + +Val was a slight, fair, pleasant-looking man of eight or nine and +twenty, quiet of movement, friendly-mannered and as inconspicuous +as his own rather worn grey tweeds: one of a class, till he +raised his eyes: and then? There was something strange in Val's eyes +when they were fully raised, an indrawn arresting brilliance +difficult to analyse: imaginative and sympathetic, as if he were at +home in dark places: the quality of acceptance of pain. + +Adepts in old days knew by his eyes a man who had been on the +rack. Stafford had been racked: and by the pain that is half +shame, the keenest, the most lacerating and destructive of +wounds. He had suffered till he could suffer no more, and +tonight in the starlit garden he, suffered still, without hope, +or rebellion, or defence. + +Indoors Rowsley and Isabel, with the rapidity of long use, laid +the cloth, and Isabel fetched cold beef from the larder and +butter and eggs from the dairy, while Rowsley went down the +cellar with a jug and a candle and drew from the cask a generous +allowance of beer. "Come along in, old Val," said Isabel, +reappearing at the open window, "You and Rose are both famishing +and I'm not," this was a pious fiction, "so you can begin and +I'll wait for Jimmy. I dare say he's gone wandering off +somewhere and won't be in till ten." + +Val came across the dark, cool lawn and climbed over the window +sill. A shabby room, large and low: a faded paper, grey toning +to blue: a carpet of faded roses on a grey ground: the shaded +Dresden lamp and roselit supper table shining like an island in +a pool of shadow, and those two beloved heads, both so dark and +smooth and young, tam cara capita! Neither of them suspected +that Val was unhappy. His feeling for them was more fatherly +than fraternal, and Rowsley, strange to say, fell in with Val's +attitude, coming to his brother for money as naturally as most +young men go to their parents. Val sat at the head of the table +because Mr. Stafford could not carve. "There!" said Isabel, +giving him his plate. "Mustard? I've just made it so you +needn't look to see if it's fresh. Watercress: I picked it +myself. Lettuce. Cream and vinegar and sugar. Beer. Now do +you feel happy? Lord love you, dear, I like to see you eat." + +She sat on the arm of Mr. Stafford's mahogany chair. "What time +do you want breakfast? Seven o'clock? Major Clowes wouldn't come +down at seven if he were your agent. Can you get back to tea +tomorrow? Laura may bring the cousin up to tea with her and she +wants him to meet you." + +"Very good of her. Why?" + +"Oh, because he was in the Army too and all through the war. He +went out with the first hundred thousand. He's much older than +you are--the same age as Laura. Oh, wait a minute!" exclaimed +Isabel in the tone in which a Frenchwoman says Tenez. I forgot. +She thinks you must have met him, Val." + +"Possibly," said Val. + +"Was he in the Dorchesters?" asked Rowsley--much more +interested than his brother, no doubt because he was not so +hungry as Val, who was giving all his attention to his supper. + +"No, in the Winchesters," said Isabel. "Do I mean the +Winchesters, Val? What was Major Clowes' old regiment?" + +"Clowes was in the Wintons." + +Isabel nodded. "Then so was the cousin. And Laura says he was +out there when the Wintons were in the next bit of trench north +of the Dorchesters. He was there when--when you were wounded." +Such was Val Stafford's modesty that in the family circle it was +not in etiquette to refer in other terms to that famous occasion. + +"I don't remember any fellow named Clowes and I never knew +Bernard Clowes had a cousin out there," said Val, mixing himself +a salad. + +"Oh, his name isn't Clowes. It's Ryde or Pride or something like +that. I'm sorry to be so vague, but Jack Bendish and Yvonne and +Mrs. Morley were all talking at once. Lawrence Pied--Fried--" + +"Lawrence Hyde?" + +"Yes, that's it! Then you really do remember him?" + +"Er--yes. Is that lamp smoking, Rowsley? You might turn it +down a trifle, I can't reach." + +"Let me, let me?-- What was he like?" + +"Who--Hyde? Oh," said Val vaguely, "he was like the rest of us +--very tired." + +"Tired?" echoed Isabel with a blank face, "but, Val darling, he +couldn't have been only tired! What should you think he was like +when he wasn't tired?" + +"That is a question I have occasionally asked myself," Val +answered with his faint indecipherable smile. "My dear child, +I only saw him once or twice. He was a senior captain and +commanded his company. I was a very junior lieutenant." + +"Still he was there at the time," reflected Isabel. "O Rose! if +he's anything like nice, which is almost past praying for in +Major Clowes' cousin, let's beguile him into the gooseberry +bushes and make him tell us all about it! Val is very dear to +his family, but no one, however tenderly attached to him, could +call him a brilliant raconteur. Now Mr. Hyde won't have any +modest scruples. Val, if there is a slug in that lettuce I wish +you would say so. It would hurt my feelings less than for you to +sit looking at it in a stony silence. Was he good-looking?" + +"Possibly he might be," said Val, "when he scraped the dirt off." + After a moment he added, "He was very decent to me." + +"Was he? Then he was nice?" + +"Gnat," said Rowsley from the middle of his third egg. Isabel +rounded him indignantly. + +"I'm not gnatting! I'm not asking Val anything about himself, am +I? Val can't possibly mind telling me about another man in +another regiment. You eat your eggs, there's a good boy, before +they get cold.-- Laura says the Dorchesters dined the Winchesters +once when they were in billets. Was that when you and Mr. Hyde +were there?" + +"Captain Hyde," Val corrected his young sister. "Yes, we both +graced the festive board. It was too festive for me. We had +Buszard's soup and curried chicken and real cream, and more +champagne than was good for us. But it was not on that occasion +that Hyde was so decent to me. The day I--the day Dale went +down--" Rowsley nodded to him as he raised his glass of beer to +his lips--"thank you, Rose.-- As I was saying, that evening I +ran across Hyde between the lines. The Dorsets and Wintons had +gone over the top together, and he had been left behind with a +bullet in his chest. I was done to the world, but he had some +brandy left and shared it with me. If it had not been for Hyde I +should never have brought Dale in." + +"Well, I've never heard that before," said Rowsley to his fourth +egg. + +Isabel was silent, and her eyes in the shadow of a momentary +gravity were the eyes of a woman and not of a child. She raised +them to look out at the evening sky, indigo blue against the +lamplit interior, or faintly primrose in the west, and wondered +for the thousandth time why it was still such an effort to Val to +refer to his brief military experience. Soft country noises came +in, peaceful and soothing: the short shrill shriek of a bat, the +rustle of a branch of rose-leaves moving like a hand over the +window panes, a faint breathing of wind from the moor. Surely +the scar of war ought to be healed by now! Isabel kept these +thoughts to herself: young as she was, her solitary life--for +a woman alone among men is always to some extent solitary--had +trained her to a clear perception of what had better not be said. + +"When is Hyde coming?" asked Val, going on with his salad. + +"Tomorrow, didn't you hear me say Laura is going to bring him +here to tea? He's staying at his own place, Farringay--I think +from the way Laura spoke it is what one calls a place--and they +expect him by the morning train. Laura's to meet him in the +car." + +"Did you ask her to bring him in to tea," said Rowsley, frowning +over the marmalade jar, "when Val is safe to be out and you +didn't know I should be here?" + +"Yes: oughtn't I to have?" + +"No." + +"Is there anything else you would like to speak to me about?" +said Isabel after a pregnant silence. "Dear Rowsley, you seem +determined to look after my manners and morals! I asked him to +please Laura. She's nervous of Major Clowes. Jack and Yvonne +are coming too." + +"Oh I don't see that it signifies," said Val. Mrs. Clowes +wouldn't have accepted if it weren't all right. I don't see that +you or I need worry if she doesn't. Isabel is old enough to pour +out tea for herself. In any case, as it happens, you'll be here +if I'm not, and I dare say Jimmy will look in for ten minutes." + +"You are sweet, Val," said Isabel gratefully. + +"Oh I don't say Rowsley's not right! Prigs generally are: and +besides now I come to think of it, Laura did look faintly amused +when I asked her. But these stupid things never occur to me till +afterwards! After all, what am I to do? I can't manufacture a +chaperon, and it would be very bad for the parish if the vicar +never entertained. And it's not as if Captain Hyde were a young +man; he's thirty-six if he's a day." + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +When the sea retreats after a storm one finds on the beach all +sorts of strange flotsam. Bernard Clowes was a bit of human +wreckage left on the sands of society by the storm of the war. +When it broke out he was a second lieutenant in the Winchester +Regiment, a keen polo player and first class batsman who rarely +opened a book. He was sent out with the First Division and +carried himself with his usual phlegmatic good humour through +almost four years of fighting from Mons to Cambrai. + +In the March break-through he had his wrist broken by a rifle-bullet +and was invalided home, where he took advantage of his leave to get +married, partly because most of the men he knew were already married, +and partly to please his sister. There were no other brothers, and +Mrs. Morrison, a practical lady, but always a little regretful of her +own marriage with Morrison's Boot and Shoe Company, recommended him +with the family bluntness to arrange for an olive branch before the +Huns got him. + +Laura, a penniless woman two years his senior and handicapped by +her disreputable belongings, was not the wife Gertrude Morrison +would have chosen for him: still it might have been worse, for +Laura was well-born and personally irreproachable, while Clowes, +hot-blooded and casual, was as likely as not to have married a +chorus-girl. If any disappointment lingered, Gertrude soothed +it by trying over in her own mind the irritation that she would +be able to produce in Morrison circles: "Where he met her? +Oh, when she was staying with her married sister at Castle +Wharton . . . .Yvonne, the elder Selincourt girl, married into +the Bendish family." + +Bernard did not care a straw either for the paternal handicap or +for the glories of the Wharton connection. He took his +love-affair as simply as his cricket and with the same bold +confidence. Laura was what he wanted; she would fit into her +surroundings at Wanhope as delicately as an old picture fits +into an old frame, and one could leave her about--so he put +it to himself--without fear of her getting damaged. When Tom +Morrison, shrewd business man, dropped a hint about the rashness +of marrying the daughter of a scamp like Ferdinand Selincourt, +Bernard merely stared at him and let the indiscretion go in +silence. He can scarcely be said to have loved his bride, for +up to the time of the wedding his nature was not much more +developed than that of a prize bull, but he considered her a +very pretty woman, and his faith in her was a religion. + +So they were married, and went to Eastbourne for their honeymoon: +an average match, not marked by passion on either side, but +destined apparently to an average amount of comfort and good +will. They had ten gay days before Laura was left on a victoria +platform, gallantly smiling with pale lips and waving her +handkerchief after the train that carried Bernard back to the +front. + +Five months later on the eve of the Armistice he was flung out +of the service, a broken man, paralysed below the waist, cursing +every one who came near him and chiefly the surgeons for not +letting him die. No one ever desired life more passionately than +Bernard desired death. For some time he clung to the hope that +his mind would wear his body out. But his body was too young, +too strong, too tenacious of earth to be betrayed by the renegade +mind. + +There came a day when Clowes felt his youth welling up in him +like sap in a fallen tree: new energy throbbed in his veins, his +heart beat strong and even, it was hard to believe that he could +not get off his bed if he liked and go down to the playing fields +or throw his leg over a horse. This mood fastened on him without +warning in a Surbiton hospital after a calm night without a +sleeping draught, when through his open window he could see green +branches waving in sunlight, and hear the cries of men playing +cricket and the smack of the driven ball: and it was torture. +Tears forced their way suddenly into Bernard's eyes. His nurse, +who had watched not a few reluctant recoveries, went out of the +room. Then his great chest heaved, and he sobbed aloud, lying +on his back with face unhidden, his wide black eyes blinking at +the sweet pale June sky. No chance of death for him: he was good +for ten, twenty, fifty years more: he could not bear it, but it +had to be borne. He tried to pull himself up: if he could only +have reached the window! But the arms that felt so strong were +as weak as an infant's, while the dead weight of his helpless +legs dragged on him like lead. The only result of his struggle +was a dreadful access of pain. Reaction followed, for he had +learnt in his A B C days not to whimper when he was hurt, and by +the time the nurse returned Clowes had scourged himself back to +his usual savage tranquillity. "Can I have that window shut, +please?" he asked, cynically frank. "I used to play cricket +myself." + +Laura Clowes in this period went through an experience almost +equally formative. Two years older than Bernard, she was also +more mature for her years and had developed more evenly, and from +the outset her engagement and marriage had meant more to her then +to Bernard, because her girlhood had been unhappy and they provided +a way of escape. Her sister Yvonne had met Jack Bendish at a +race-meeting and he had fallen madly in love with her and married +her in a month in the teeth of opposition. That was luck--heaven-sent +luck, for Yvonne on the night before her marriage had broken down +utterly and confessed that if Jack had not saved her she would have +gone off with the first man who asked her on any terms, because she +was twenty-nine and sick to death of wandering with her father on the +outskirts of society. Subsequently Yvonne had after a hard fight won +a footing at Wharton for herself and her sister, and there Laura had +met Clowes, not such a social prize as Jack, but rich and able to +give his wife an assured position. She was shrewd and realized that +in himself he had little to offer beyond a handsome and highly +trained physique and a mind that worked lucidly within the limits of +a narrow imagination but she was beyond all words grateful to him, +and he fascinated her more than she realized. + +The ten days at Eastbourne opened her eyes. Bernard enjoyed +every minute of them and was exceedingly pleased with himself +and proud of his wife, but for Laura they were a time of heavy +strain. Innocent and shy, she had feared her husband, only to +discover that she loved him better than he was capable of loving +her. Laura was not blind. She understood Bernard and all his +limitations, the dangerous grip that his passions had of him, +his boyish impatience, his wild-bull courage, and his inability +to distinguish between a wife and a mistress: she was happiest +when he slept, always holding her in his arms, exacting even in +sleep, but so naively youthful in the bloom of his four and +twenty summers, and, for the moment, all her own. She loved him +"because I am I--because you are you," and her tenderness was +edged with the profound pity that women felt in those days for +the men who came to them under the shadow of death. It was her +hope that the strong half-developed nature would grow to meet her +need. It grew swiftly enough: in the forcing-house of pain he +soon learned to think and to feel: but the change did not lead +him to his wife's heart. + +Laura had married a man of a class and apparently normal to a +fault: she found herself united now to incarnate storm and +tempest. The first time she saw him at Surbiton, he drove her +out in five minutes with curses and insult. Why? Laura, +wandering about half-stunned in the visitors' room, had no idea +why. She stumbled against the furniture: she looked at the +photographs of Windermere and King's College Chapel and the +Nursing Staff on the walls: she took up Punch and began to read +it. Laura was no dreamer, she had never doubted that her husband +would rather have the use of his legs again than all the feminine +devotion in the world, but she had hoped to soothe him, perhaps +for a little while to make him forget: it had not crossed her +mind that her anguish of love and service would be rejected. +Enlightenment was like folding a sword to her breast. + +By and by his nurse came down to her, a young hard-looking woman +with tired eyes. She had little comfort to give, but what she +gave Laura never forgot, because it was the truth without any +conventional or sentimental gloss. "You're having a bad time +with him, aren't you?" she said, coldly sympathetic. "It won't +last. Nothing lasts. You mustn't think he's left off caring for +you. I expect he was very fond of you, wasn't he? That's the +trouble. Some men take invalid life nicely and let their wives +fuss over them to their hearts' content, but Major Clowes is one +of those tremendously strong masculine men that always want to be +top dog. Besides, you're young and pretty, if you don't mind my +saying so, and you remind him of what he's done out of . . . +Twenty-four, isn't he? Don't give way, Mrs. Clowes, you've a +long road before you; these paralysis cases are a frightful +worry, almost as bad for the friends as they are for the patient; +but if you play up it'll get better instead of worse. He'll get +used to it and so will you. One gets used to anything." + +Even so: time goes on and storms subside. Bernard Clowes came +out of the hospital and he and his wife settled down on friendly +terms after all. "It's not what you bargained for when you +married me," said the cripple with his hard smile. "However, it's +no good crying over spilt milk, and you must console yourself +with the fact that there's still plenty of money going. But I +wish we'd had a little more time together first." He pierced her +with his black eyes, restless and fiery. "I dare say you would +have liked a boy. So should I. Nevermind, my girl, you shan't +miss much else." + +Wanhope, the family property, was buried deep in Wiltshire, three +or four miles from a station. Laura liked the country: Wanhope +let it be, then: and Wanhope it was, with the additional +advantage that Yvonne was at Castle Wharton within a stroll. +Laura liked a wide house and airy rooms, a wide garden, plenty of +land, privacy from her neighbours: all this Wanhope gave her, no +slight relief to a girl who had been brought up between Brighton +and Monte Carlo. The place was too big to be run without an +agent? No drawback, the agent: on the contrary, Clowes looked +out for a fellow who would be useful to Laura, a gentleman, an +unmarried man, who would be available to ride with her or make a +fourth at bridge--and there by good luck was Val Stafford ready +to hand. Born and reared in the country, though young and +untrained, Val brought to his job a wide casual knowledge of +local conditions and a natural head for business, and was only +too glad to squire Laura in the hunting field. For Laura must +hunt: as Laura Selincourt she had hunted whenever she was offered +a mount, and she was to go on doing as she had always done. +Laura would rather not have hunted, for the freshness of her +youth was gone and the strain of her life left her permanently +tired, and she pleaded first expense, then propriety. "Don't be +a damned fool," replied Bernard Clowes. So Laura went riding +with Val Stafford. + +"Come in," said Major Clowes in a rasping snarl, and Laura came +into her husband's room and stumbled over a chair. The windows +were shuttered and the room was still dark at eleven o'clock of a +fine June morning. Laura, irrepressibly annoyed, groped her way +through a disorder of furniture, which seemed, as furniture +always does in the dark, to be out of place and malevolently full +of corners, and without asking leave flung down a shutter and +flung up a window. In a field across the river they were cutting +hay, and the dry summer smell of it breathed in, and with it the +long rolling whirr of a haymaking machine and its periodical +clash, most familiar of summer noises. And the June daylight lit +up the gaunt body of Bernard Clowes stretched out on a water +mattress, his silk jacket unbuttoned over his strong, haggard +throat. "Really, Berns," said Laura, flinging down a second +shutter, "I don't wonder you sleep badly. The room is positively +stuffy! I should have a racking headache if I slept in it." + +"Well, you don't, you see," Bernard replied politely. "Stop +pulling those blinds about. Come over here." Laura came to him. +"Kiss me," said Clowes, and she laid her cool lips on his cheek. +Clowes received her kiss passively: even Laura, though she +understood him pretty well, never was sure whether he made her +kiss him because he liked it or because he thought she did not +like it. + +"Where are you off to now?" asked Clowes, pushing her away: "you +look very smart. I like that cotton dress. It is cotton, isn't +it?" he rubbed the fabric gingerly between his finger and thumb. +"Did Catherine make it? That girl is a jewel. I like that gipsy +hat too, it's a pretty shape and it shades your eyes. I call +that sensible, which can't often be said for a woman's clothes. +You have good eyes, Laura, well worth shading, though your figure +is your trump card. I like these fitting bodices that give a +woman a chance to show what shape she is. All you Selincourt +women score in evening gowns. Yvonne has a topping figure, +though she's an ugly little devil. She has an American +complexion and her eyes aren't as good as yours. Where did you +say you were going?" + +"To the station to meet Lawrence. I promised to fetch him in the +car." + +"Lawrence? So he's due today, is he? I'd forgotten all about +him. And you're meeting him? Oh yes, that explains the dress +and hat, I thought you wouldn't have put them on for my +benefit." + +"Dear, it's only one of the cotton frocks I wear every day, and I +couldn't go driving without a hat, could I?" + +"Can't conceive why you want to go at all." Laura was silent. +"If Lawrence must be met, why can't Miller go alone?" Miller was +the chauffeur. "Undignified, I call it, the way you women run +after a man nowadays. You think men like it but they don't." + +Laura wondered if she dared tell him not to be silly. He might +take it with a grin, in which case he would probably relent and +let her go: or--? The field of alternative conjecture was wide. +In the end Laura, whose knee was still aching from her adventure +with the chair, decided to chance it. But--perhaps because they +were suffused with irritation--the words had no sooner left her +lips than she regretted them. + +"I won't have it." Bernard's heavy jaw was clenched like a +bloodhound's. "It's not decent running after Hyde while I'm tied +here by the leg. I won't have you set all the village talking. +There's the Times on my table. Stop. Where are you going?" + +"To ring the bell. It's time Miller started. You don't want your +cousin to find no one there to meet him--not even a cart for his +luggage." + +"He can walk. Do him good: and Miller can fetch the luggage +afterwards. You do as I tell you. Take the Times. Sit down in +that chair with your face to the light and read me the leading +articles and the rest of the news on Page 7. Don't gabble: read +distinctly if you can--you're supposed to be an educated woman, +aren't you?" + +Poor Laura had been looking forward to her drive. She had taken +some innocent pleasure in choosing the prettiest of her morning +dresses, a gingham that fell into soft folds the colour of a +periwinkle, and in rearranging the liberty scarf on her drooping +gipsy straw, and in putting on her long fringed gauntlets and +little country shoes. Her husband's compliments made her wince, +Jack Bendish had eyes only for his wife, Val Stafford's +admiration was sweet but indiscriminate: but she remembered +Lawrence as a connoisseur. And worse than the sting of her own +small disappointment were the breaking of her promise to +Lawrence, the failure in hospitality, in common courtesy. + +And for the thousandth time Laura wondered whether it would not +have been better for Bernard, in the long run, to defy his +senseless tyranny. He was at her mercy: it would have been easy +to defy him. Easy, but how cruel! A trained nurse would have +made short work of Bernard's whims, he would have been washed and +brushed and fed and exercised and disregarded--till he died +under it? Perhaps. It was safer at all events to let him go +his own way. He could never hope to command his regiment now: +let him get what satisfaction he could out of commanding his +wife! She would have preferred a form of sacrifice which looked +less like fear, but there was little sentiment in Bernard, and +love must not pick and choose. For it was love still, the old +inexplicable fascination: in the middle of one of his tirades, +when he was at his most wayward, she would lose herself in the +contemplation of some small physical trait, the scar of a burn on +his wrist or the tiny trefoil-shaped birthmark on his temple, as +if that summed up for her the essence of his personality, and +were more truly Bernard Clowes then his intemperate insignificance +of speech. . . . Even when others suffered for it she yielded to +Bernard, because she loved him and because he suffered so infinitely +worse than they. + +For denial maddened him. He raised himself on his arm, crimson +with anger, his chest heaving under the thin silken jacket which +defined his gaunt ribs--"Sit down, will you, damn you?" Because +Laura believed that she and she only stood between her husband +and despair, she yielded and began to read out the Times leader +in a voice that was perfectly gentle and placid. + +Bernard sank back and watched her like a cat after a mouse. He +was under no delusion: he knew she was not cowed or nervous, but +that the spring of her devotion was pity--pity ever fed anew by +his dreadful helplessness: and it was this knowledge that drove +him into brutality. The instincts of possession and domination +were strong in him, and but for the accident that wrenched his +mind awry he would probably have made himself a king to Laura, +for, once her master, he would have grown more gentle and more +tender as the years went by, while Laura was one of those women +who find happiness in love and duty: not a weak woman, not a +coward, but a humble-minded woman with no great opinion of her +own judgment, who would have liked to look up to father, brother, +sister, husband, as better and wiser than herself. But in his +present avatar he could not master her: and Clowes, feeling as +she felt, seeing himself as she saw him, came sometimes as near +madness as any man out of an asylum. He was not far off it now, +though he lay quiet enough, with not one grain of expression in +his cold black eyes. + +The 11:39 pulled up at Countisford station, and Lawrence Hyde got +out of a first class smoking carriage and stood at ease, waiting +for his servant to come and look after him. "There'll be a car +waiting from Wanhope, Gaston--" + +"Zere no car 'ere, M'sieu--ze man say." + +"What, no one to meet me?" Evidently no one: there were not half +a dozen people on the flower-bordered platform, and those few +were country folk with bundles and bags. Lawrence strolled out +into the yard, hoping that his servant's incorrigibly lame +English might have led to a misunderstanding. But there was no +vehicle of any kind, and the station master could not recommend a +cab. Countisford was a small village, smaller even than +Chilmark, and owed the distinction of the railway solely to its +being in the flat country under the Plain. "But you don't mean +to say," said Lawrence incredulous, "that I shall have to walk?" + +But it seemed there was no help for it, unless he preferred to +sit in the station while a small boy on a bicycle was despatched +to Chilmark for the fly from the Prince of Wales's Feathers; and +in the end Lawrence went afoot, though his expression when faced +with four miles of dusty road would have moved pity in any heart +but that of his little valet. Hyde was one of those men who +change their habits when they change their clothes. He did not +care what happened to him when he was out of England, following +the Alaskan trail in eighty degrees of frost, or thrashing round +the Horn in a tramp steamer, but when he shaved off his beard, +and put on silk underclothing and the tweeds of Sackville Street, +he grew as lazy as any flaneur of the pavement. Gaston however +was not sympathetic. He was always glad when anything unpleasant +happened to his master. + +Leaving Gaston to sit on the luggage, Lawrence swung off with his +long even stride, flicking with his stick at the bachelor's +buttons in the hedge. He could not miss his way, said the +station master: straight down the main road for a couple of +miles, then the first turning on the left and the first on the +left again. Some half a mile out of Countisford however Lawrence +came on a signpost and with the traveller's instinct stopped to +read it: + + WINCANTON 8 M. + CASTLE WHARTON 3 1/2 M. + CHILMARK 3 M. + +So ran the clear lettering on the southern arm. Eastwards a much +more weatherbeaten arm, pointing crookedly up a stony cart track, +said in dim brown characters: "CHILMARK 2 M." Plainly a short cut +over the moor! Better stones underfoot than padded dust: and +Lawrence struck uphill swiftly, glad to escape from the traffic +of the London road. But he knew too much about short cuts to be +surprised when, after climbing five hundred feet in twice as many +yards--for the gradients off the Plain are steep--he found +himself adrift on the open moor, his track going five ways at +once in the light dry grass. + +He halted, leaning on his stick. He was on the edge of the +Plain: below him stretched away a great half-ring of cultivated +country, its saliencies the square tower of a church jutting over +a group of elms, or the glint of light on a stream, or pale +haystacks dotted round the disorderly yard of a grange--the +tillage and the quiet dwellings of close on a thousand years. +On all this Lawrence Hyde looked with the reflective smile of an +alien. It touched him, but to revolt. More than a child of the +soil he felt the charm of its tranquillity, but he felt it also +as an oppression, a limitation: an ordered littleness from which +world-interests were excluded. He was a lover of art and a +cosmopolitan, and though the lowland landscape was itself a piece +of art, and perfect in its way, Hyde's mind found no home in it. +Yet, he reflected with his tolerant smile, he had fought for it, +and was ready any day to fight for it again--for stability and +tradition, the Game Laws, the Established Church, and the +rotation of crops. He was the son of an English mother and had +received the training of an Englishman. A rather cynical smile, +now and then, at the random and diffident ways of England was the +only freedom he allowed to the foreign strain within him. + +And when he looked the other way even this faint feeling of +irritation passed off, blown away by the wind that always blows +across a moor, thin and sweet now, and sunlit as the light curled +clouds that it carried overhead through the profound June blue. +Acres upon acres of pale sward, sown all over with the blue of +scabious and the lemon-yellow of hawkweed, stretched away in +rolling undulations like the plain of the sea; dense woods hung +massed on the far horizon, beech-woods, sapphire blue beyond the +pale silver and amber, of the middle distance, and under them a +puff of white smoke from a passing train, or was it the white +scar of a quarry? He could not be sure across so many miles of +sunlit air, but it must have been smoke, for it dissolved slowly +away till there was no gleam left under the brown hillside. Here +too was stability, permanence: the wind ruffling the grass as it +had done when the Normans crossed their not far distant Channel, +or rattling over hilltops through leather-coated oak groves which +had kept their symmetry since their progenitors were planted by +the Druids. Here was nothing to cramp the mind: here was the +England that has absorbed Celt, Saxon, Fleming, Norman, +generation after generation, each with its passing form of +political faith: the England of traditional eld, the beloved +country. + +In the meanwhile Lawrence had to find Chilmark. He had neither +map nor compass and was unfamiliar with the lie of the land, but, +mindful of the station master's directions to go south and turn +twice to the left, he shaped a course south-east and looked for a +shepherd to ask his way of. At present there were no shepherds +to be seen and no houses; here and there a trail of smoke marked +some hidden hamlet, sunk deep in cup or cranny, but which was +Chilmark he could not tell. Down went the track, plunging +towards a stream that brawled in a wild bottom: up over a rough +hillside ruby-red with willowherb: then down again to a pool +shaded by two willows and a silver birch, and lying so cool and +solitary in its own cloven nook, bounded in every direction by +half a furlong of chalky hillside, that Lawrence was seized with +a desire to strip and bathe, and sun himself dry on the brilliant +mossy lawn at its brink. But out of regard for the Wanhope lunch +hour he walked on, following a trickle of water between reeds and +knotgrafis, till in the next winding of the glen he came on a +house: only a labourer's cot, two rooms below and one above, but +inhabited, for smoke was coming out of the chimney. Lawrence +turned up a worn thread of path and knocked with his stick at the +open door. + +It was answered by a tall young girl with a dirty face, wearing a +serge skirt pinned up under a dirty apron. The house was dirty +too: the smell of an unwashed, unswept interior came out of it, +together with the wailing of a fretful baby. "I've missed my +way on the moor," said Lawrence, inobtrusively holding his +handkerchief to his nose. "Can you direct me to Chilmark?" + +"Do you mean Chilmark or Castle Wharton? Oh Dorrie, don't cry!" +She lifted the babe on her arm and stood gazing at Lawrence in a +leisured and friendly manner, as if she wondered who he were. "It +isn't far, but it's a long rambling village and there are any +number of paths down. And if you want the Bendishes--" Evidently +she thought he must want the Bendishes, and perhaps Lawrence's +judgment was a little bribed by her artless compliment, for at +this point he began to think her pretty in an undeveloped way: +certainly she had lovely eyes, dark blue under black lashes, +which reminded him of other eyes that he had seen long ago--but +when? He could not remember those wistful eyes in any other +woman's face. + +"I'm making for Wanhope--Major Clowe's house." + +"Oh, but then you must be Captain Hyde," exclaimed Miss +Stafford: "aren't you? that Mrs. Clowes was expecting." + +"My name is Hyde. No one met me at the station" in spite of +himself Lawrence could not keep his grievance out of his voice +"so, as there are no cabs at Countisford, I had to walk." + +"Oh! dear, how sad: and on such a hot day too! You'll be so +tired." Was this satire? Pert little thing! Lawrence was +faintly amused--not irritated, because she was certainly very +pretty: what a swan's throat she had under her holland blouse, +and what a smooth slope of neck! But for all that she ought to +have sirred him. + +"So you know Mrs. Clowes, do you?" He said with as much +politeness as a little girl deserves who has lovely eyes and a +dirty face. It had crossed his mind that she might be one of the +servants at Wanhope: he knew next to nothing of the English +labouring classes, but was not without experience of lady's +maids. + +"Yes, I know her," said Isabel. She hung on the brink of +introducing herself--was not Captain Hyde coming to tea with her +that afternoon?--but was deterred by a very unusual feeling of +constraint. She was not accustomed to be watched as Hyde was +watching her, and she felt shy and restless, though she knew not +why. It never entered her head that he had taken her for Dorrie +Drury's sister. She was dressed like a servant, but what of +that? In Chilmark she would have remained "Miss Isabel" if she +had gone about in rags, and it would have wounded her bitterly to +learn that she owed the deference of the parish rather to her +rank as the vicar's daughter, who visited at Wanhope and Wharton, +than to any dignity of her own. In all her young life no one had +ever taken a liberty with Isabel. And, for that matter, why +should any one take a liberty with Dorrie Drury's sister? +Isabel's father would not have done so, nor her brothers, nor +indeed Jack Bendish, and she was too ignorant of other men to +know what it was that made her so hot under Hyde's eyes. "But +you'll be late for lunch. Wait half a minute and I'll run up with +you to the top of the glen." + +Lawrence watched her wrap her charge carefully in a shawl, and +fetch milk from the dresser, and coax till Dorrie turned her +small head, heavy with the cares of neglected babyhood, sideways +on the old plaid maud and began to suck. Apparently he had +interrupted the scrubbing of the kitchen floor, for the tiles +were wet three quarters of the way over, and on a dry oasis stood +a pail, a scrubbing brush, and a morsel of soap. Among less +honourable odours he was glad to distinguish a good strong whiff +of carbolic. + +Isabel meanwhile had recovered from her little fit of shyness. +She pulled off her apron and pulled down her skirt (it had been +kilted to the knee), rinsed her hands under a tap, wiped her face +with a wet handkerchief, and came out into the June sunshine +bareheaded, her long pigtail swinging between drilled and slender +shoulders. "Yours are London boots," she remarked as she +buttoned her cuff. "Do you mind going over the marsh?" + +"Not at all." + +"Not if you get your feet wet?" Lawrence laughed outright. "But +it's a real marsh!" said Isabel offended: "and you're not used to +mud, are you? You don't look as if you were." She pointed down +the glen, and Lawrence saw that some high spring, dammed at its +exit and turned back on itself, had filled the wide bottom with a +sponge of moss thickset with flowering rush and silken fluff of +cotton grass. "There's no danger in summertime, the shepherds +often cross it and so do I. Still if you're afraid--" + +"I assure you I'm not afraid," said Lawrence, looking at her so +oddly that Isabel was not sure whether he was angry or amused. +Nor was Lawrence. She had struck out of his male vanity a +resentment so crude that he was ashamed of it, ashamed or even +shocked? He was not readily shocked. A pure cynic, he let into +his mind, on an easy footing, primitive desires that the average +man admits only behind a screen. Yet when these libertine +fancies played over Isabel's innocent head they were distasteful +to him: as he remembered once, in a Barbizon studio, to have +knocked a man down for a Gallic jest on the Queen of Heaven +although Luke's Evangel meant no more to him than the legend of +Eros and Psyche. But one can't knock oneself down--more's the +pity! + +"Oh, all right," said Isabel impatiently. He was watching her +again! "But do look where you're going, this isn't Piccadilly. +You had better hold my hand." + +Lawrence was six and thirty. At eighteen he would have snatched +her up and carried her over: at thirty-six he said: "Thanks very +much," touched the tips of her fingers, let them fall. . . . +Unfortunately however he weighed more than Isabel or the +shepherds, and, half way across, the green floor quietly gave way +under him: first one foot immersed itself with a gentle splash +and then the other--"Oh dear" said Isabel, seized with a great +disposition to laugh. Lawrence was not amused. His boots were +full of mud and water and he had an aching sense of injured +dignity. The bog was not even dangerous: and ankle-deep, +calf-deep, knee-deep he waded through it and got out on the +opposite bank, bringing up a cloud of little marsh-bubbles on his +heels. Isabel would have given all the money she had in the +world--about five shillings to go away and laugh, but she had +been well brought up and she remained grave, though she grew very +red. + +"I am so sorry!" she faltered, looking up at Lawrence with her +beautiful sympathetic eyes (one must never say I told you so). +"I never thought you really would go in. You must be very heavy! +Oh! dear, I'm afraid you've spoilt your trousers, and it was all +my fault. Oh! dear, I hope you won't catch cold. Do you catch +cold easily?" + +"Oh no, thanks. Do you mind showing me the way to Wanhope?" + +Isabel without another word took the steep hillside at a run. In +her decalogue of manners to refuse an apology was an unpardonable +sin. How differently Val would have behaved! Val never lost his +temper over trifles, and if anything happened to make him look +ridiculous he was the first to laugh at himself. At this time in +her life Isabel compared Val with all the other men she met and +much to his advantage. She forgot that Lawrence was not her +brother and that no man cares to be made ridiculous before a +woman, or rather she never thought of herself as a woman at all. + +She pointed east by south across the Plain. "Do you see that +hawk hovering? Carry your eye down to the patch of smoke right +under him, in the trees: those are the Wanhope chimneys. If you +go straight over there till you strike the road, it will bring +you into Chilmark High Street. Go on past Chapman the draper's +shop, turn sharp down a footpath opposite the Prince of Wales's +Feathers, cross the stream by a footbridge, and you'll be in the +grounds of Wanhope." + +"Thank you," said Lawrence, "your directions are most precise." +He had one hand in his pocket feeling among his loose silver: +tips are more easily given than thanks, especially when one is +not feeling grateful, and he was accustomed to pay his way +through the world with the facile profusion of a rich man. Still +he hesitated: if he had not the refined intuition that would have +made such a blunder impossible to Val Stafford, he had at all +events enough intelligence to hesitate. There is a coinage that +is safer than silver, and Lawrence thought it might well pass +current (now that she had washed her face) with this fair +schoolgirl of sixteen, ruffled by sun and wind and unaware of her +beauty. He would not confess to himself that the prospect of +Isabel's confusion pleased him. + +He bent his head, smiling into Isabel's eyes. "You're a very kind +little girl. May I--?" + +"No," said Isabel. + +The blood sprang to her cheek, but she did not budge, not by a +hair's breadth. "I beg your pardon," said Lawrence, standing +erect. He had measured in that moment the extent of his error, +and he cursed, not for the first time, his want of perception, +which his ever-candid father had once called a streak of +vulgarity. Defrauded of the pleasure he had promised himself +from the contact of Isabel's smooth cheek, he grew suddenly very +tired of her. Young girls with their trick of attaching +importance to trifles are a nuisance! + +He forced a smile. "I beg your pardon, I had no idea-- I see +you're ever so much older than I thought you were. Some day I +shall find my way up here again and you must let me make my peace +with a box of chocolates." He raised his hat--he had not done so +when she opened the door--and swung off across the moor, leaving +the vicar's daughter to go back and scrub Mrs. Drury's floor as +it had never been scrubbed before in its life. The honours of +the day lay with Isabel, but she was not proud of them, and her +face flamed for the rest of the morning. "You're worse than +Major Clowes!" she said violently to the kitchen tap. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +"How do?" Bernard Clowes was saying an hour later. "So good of +you to look us up." + +Lawrence, coming down from his own room after brushing his muddy +clothes, met his cousin with a good humoured smile which covered +dismay. Heavens, what a wreck of manhood! And how chill it +struck indoors, and how dark, after the June sunshine on the +moor! Delicately he took the hand that Clowes held out to him-- +but seized in a grip that made him wince. Clowes gave his curt +"Ha ha!" + +"I can still use my arms, Lawrence. Don't be so timid, I shan't +break to pieces if I'm touched. It's only these legs of mine +that won't work. Awkward, isn't it? But never mind that now, +it's an old story. You had a mishap on the moor, the servants +tell me? Ah! while I think of it, let me apologize for leaving +you to walk from the station. Laura, my wife, you know, forgot +to send the car. By the by, you know her, don't you? She says +she met you once or twice before she married me." + +Like most men who surrender to their temperaments, Lawrence was +as a rule well served by his intuitions. Now and again they +failed him as with Isabel, but when his mind was alert it was a +sensitive medium. He dropped with crossed knees into his chair +and glanced reflectively at Bernard Clowes, heu quantum +mutatus. . . . When the body was wrecked, was there not nine +times out of ten some corresponding mental warp? Bernard's +fluent geniality struck him as too good to be true--it was not +in Bernard's line: and why translate a close friendship into +"meeting once or twice"? Was Bernard misled or mistaken, or was +he laying a trap?--Not misled: the Laura Selincourt of Hyde's +recollection was not one to stoop to petty shifts. + +"'Once or twice?'" Lawrence echoed: "Oh, much oftener than that! +Mrs. Clowes and I are old friends, at least I hoped we were. She +can't be so ungracious as to have forgotten me?" + +"She seems to have, doesn't she?" Bernard with his inscrutable +smile let the question drop. "Just touch that bell, will you, +there's a good fellow? So sorry to make you dance attendance-- +Hallo, here she is!" + +Laura had been waiting in the parlour, under orders not to enter +till the bell rang. She had heard all, and wondered whether it +was innocence or subtlety that had walked in and out of Bernard's +trap. She remembered Hyde was much like other fourth-year +University men except that he was not egotistical and not shy: +he had altered away from his class, but in what direction it was +difficult to tell: there was no deciphering the pleasant +blankness of his features or the conventional smile in his black +eyes. + +"I haven't seen you for fourteen years," she said, giving him her +hand. "Oh Lawrence, how old you make me feel!" + +"Shall I swear you haven't changed? It would be a poor +compliment." + +"And one I couldn't return. I shouldn't have known you, unless +it were by your likeness to Bernard." + +"Am I like Bernard?" said Lawrence, startled. + +"That's a good joke, isn't it?" said Clowes. "But my wife is +right. If I were not paralysed, we should be a good bit alike." + +Under the casual manner, it was in that moment that Hyde saw his +cousin for what he was: a rebel in agony. There was a tragedy at +Wanhope then, Lucian Selincourt had not exaggerated. Though +Lawrence was not naturally sympathetic, he felt an unpleasant +twinge of pity, much the same as when his dog was run over in the +street: a pain in the region of the heart, as well defined as +rheumatism. In Sally's case, after convincing himself that she +would never get on her legs again, he had eased it by carrying +her to the nearest chemist's: the loving little thing had licked +his hand with her last breath, but when the brightness faded out +of her brown eyes, in his quality of Epicurean, Lawrence had not +let himself grieve over her. Unluckily one could not pay a +chemist to put Bernard Clowes out of his pain! "This is going to +be deuced uncomfortable," was the reflection that crossed his +mind in its naked selfishness. "I wish I had never come near the +place. I'll get away as soon as I can." + +Then he saw that Bernard was struggling to turn over on his side, +flapping about with his slow uncouth gestures like a bird with a +broken wing. "Let me--!" Laura's "No, Lawrence!" came too late. +Hyde had taken the cripple in his arms, lifting him like a child: +"You're light for your height," he said softly. He was as strong +as Barry and as gentle as Val Stafford. Laura had turned +perfectly white. She fully expected Clowes to strike his cousin. +She could hardly believe her eyes when with a great gasp of +relief he flung his arm round Hyde's neck and lay back on Hyde's +shoulder. "Thanks, that's damned comfortable--first easy moment +I've had since last night," he murmured: then, to Laura, "we must +persuade this fellow to stop on a bit. You're not in a hurry to +get off, are you, Lawrence?" + +"Not I. I'll stay as long as you and Laura care to keep me." + +"I and Laura, hey?" + +Bernard's flush faded: he slipped from Hyde's arm. + +"H'm, yes, you're old friends, aren't you? Met at Farringay? +I'd forgotten that." He shut his eyes. "And Laura's dying to +renew the intimacy. It's dull for her down here. Take him into +the garden, Lally. You'll excuse me now, Lawrence, I can't talk +long without getting fagged. Wretched state of things, isn't it? +I'm a vile bad host but I can't help it. At the present moment +for example I'm undergoing grinding torments and it doesn't amuse +me to make conversation, so you two can cut along and disport +yourselves in any way you like. Give Lawrence a drink, will you, +my love? . . . . Oh no, thanks, you've done a lot but you can't +do any more, no one can, I just have to grin and bear it. Laura, +would you mind ringing for Barry? I'm not sure I shall show up +again before dinner-time. It's no end good of you, old chap, to +come to such a beastly house. . ." + +He pursued them with banal gratitude till they were out of +earshot, when Lawrence drew a deep breath as if to throw off +some physical oppression. Under the weathered archway, down the +flagged steps and over the lawn. . . . How still it was, and how +sweet! The milk-blooms in the spire of the acacia were beginning +to turn faintly brown, but its perfume still hung in the valley +air, mixed with the honey-heavy breath of a great white double +lime tree on the edge of the stream. There were no dense woods +at Wanhope, the trees were set apart with an airy and graceful +effect, so that one could trace the course of their branches; and +between them were visible hayfields from which the hay had +recently been carried, and the headlands of the Plain--fair +sunny distances, the lowlands bloomed over with summer mist, the +uplands delicately clear like those blue landscapes that in early +Italian pictures lie behind the wheel of Saint Catherine or the +turrets of Saint Barbara. + +"A sweet pretty place you have here. I was in China nine weeks +ago. Everlasting mud huts and millet fields. I must say there's +nothing to beat an English June." + +"Or a French June?" suggested Laura, her accent faintly sly. +"Lucian said he met you at Auteuil." + +"Dear old Lucian! He seemed very fit, but rather worried about +you, Laura--may I call you Laura? We're cousins by marriage, +which constitutes a sort of tie. Besides, you let me at +Farringay." + +"Farringay. . . . What a long while ago it seems! I can't keep +up any pretence of juvenility with you, can I? We were the same +age then so we're both thirty-six now. Isn't it strange to think +that half one's life is over? Mine doesn't seem ever to have +begun. But you wouldn't feel that: a man's life is so much +fuller than a woman's. You've been half over the world while +Berns and I have been patiently cultivating our cabbage patch. +I envy you: it would be jolly to have one's mind stored full of +queer foreign adventures and foreign landscapes to think about in +odd moments, even if it were only millet fields." + +"I've no ties, you see, nothing to keep me in England. Come to +think of it, Bernard is my nearest male relative, since my father +died five years ago." + +"I heard of that and wanted to write to you, but I wasn't sure of +your address" + +"I was in Peru. They cabled to me to come home when he was taken +ill, but I was up country and missed it. The first news I had +was a second cable announcing his death. It was unlucky." + +"For both of you," said Laura gently, "if it meant that he was alone +when he died." Sincere herself, Mrs. Clowes exacted from her friends +either sincerity or silence, and her sweet half-melancholy smile +pierced through Hyde's conventional regrets. He was silent, a little +confused. + +They were near the river now, and in the pale shadow of the lime +tree Laura sat down on a bench, while Hyde threw himself on a +patch of sunlit turf at her feet. Most men of his age would have +looked clumsy in such an unbuttoned attitude, but Hyde was an +athlete still, and Laura, who was fond of sketching, admired his +vigorous grace. She felt intimate with him already: she was not +shy nor was Lawrence, but this was an intimacy of sympathy that +went deeper than the mere trained ease of social intercourse: she +could be herself with him: she could say whatever she liked. +And, looking back on the old days which she had half forgotten, +Laura remembered that she had always felt the same freedom from +constraint in Hyde's company: she had found it pleasant fourteen +years ago, when she was young and had no reserves except a +natural delicacy of mind, and it was pleasant still, but strange, +after the isolating adventure of her marriage. Perhaps she would +not now have felt it so strongly, if he had not been her +husband's cousin as well as her friend. + +She sat with folded hands watching Lawrence with a vague, observant +smile. Drilled to a stately ease and worn down to a lean hardihood +by his life of war and wandering, he was, like his cousin, a big, +handsome man, but distinguished by the singular combination of black +eyes and fair hair. Was there a corresponding anomaly in his +temperament? He looked as though he had lived through many +experiences and had come out of them fortified with philosophy--that +easy negative philosophy of a man of the world, for which death is +only the last incident in life and not the most important. Of +Bernard's hot passions there was not a sign. Amiable? Laura fancied +that so far as she was concerned she could count on a personal +amiability: he liked her, she was sure of that, his eyes softened +when he spoke to her. But the ruck of people? She doubted whether +Lawrence would have lost his appetite for lunch if they had all been +drowned. + +The pleasant, selfish man of the world is a common type, but she +could not confine Lawrence to his type. He basked in the sun: +with every nerve of his thinly-clad body he relinquished himself +to the contact of the warm grass: deliberately and consciously he +was savouring the honied air, the babble of running water, the +caress of the tiny green blades fresh against his cheek and hand, +the swell of earth that supported his broad, powerful limbs. +This sensuous acceptance of the physical joy of life pleased +Laura, born a Selincourt, bred in France, and temperamentally out +of touch with middle-class England. + +Whether one could rely on him for any serviceable friendship +Laura was uncertain. As a youth he had inclined to idealize +women, but she was suspicious of his later record. Good or bad +it had left no mark on him. Probably he had not much principle +where women were concerned. Few of the men Laura had known in +early life had had any principles of any sort except a common +spirit of kindliness and fair play. Her brother was always +drifting in and out of amatory entanglements--the hunter or the +hunted--and he was not much the worse for it so far as Laura +could see. Perhaps Hyde was of the game stamp, in which case +there might well be no lines round his mouth, since lines are +drawn by conflict: or perhaps a wandering life had kept him out +of harm's way. It made no great odds to Laura--she had not the +shrinking abhorrence which most women feel for that special form +of evil: it was on the same footing in her mind as other errors +to which male human nature is more prone than female, a little +worse than drunkenness but not so bad as cruelty. From her own +life of serene married maidenhood such sins of the flesh seemed +as remote as murder. + +The strong southern light broke in splinters on the dancing +water, and was mirrored in reflected ripplings, silver-pale, +tremulous, over the shadowy understems of grass and loosestrife +on the opposite bank. "And I never gave you anything to drink +after all!" said Laura after a long, companionable silence. "Why +didn't you remind me?" + +"Because I didn't want it. Don't you worry: I'll look after +myself. I always do. I'm a charming guest, no trouble to any +one." + +"At least have a cigarette while you're waiting for lunch! I'm +sorry to have none to offer you." + +"Don't you smoke now? You did at Farringay." + +"No, I've given it up. I never much cared for it, and Bernard +does so hate to see a woman smoking. He is very old-fashioned in +some ways." + +"And do you always do as Bernard likes?" Lawrence asked with an +impertinence so airy that it left Laura no time to be offended. +"--It was a great shock to me to find him so helpless. Is he +always like that?" + +"He can never get about, if that's what you mean." It was not all +Hyde meant, but Laura had not the heart to repress him; she felt +that thrill of guilty joy which we all feel when some one says +for us what we are too magnanimous to say for ourselves. "He +lies indoors all day smoking and reading quantities of novels." + +"Fearfully sad. Very galling to the temper. But there are a lot +of modern mechanical appliances, aren't there, that ought to make +him fairly independent?" + +"He won't touch any of them." + +"Sick men have their whims. But can't you drag him out into the +sun? He ought not to lie in that mausoleum of a hall." + +"He has never been in the garden in all our years at Wanhope." + +Lawrence took off his straw hat to fan himself with. It was not +only the heat of the day that oppressed him. "Poor, wretched +Bernard! But I dare say I should be equally mulish if I were in +his shoes. By the by, was he really in pain just now?" + +"Really in pain?" Laura echoed. "Why--why should you say that?" +She no longer doubted Lawrence Hyde's subtlety. "'He's +constantly in pain and he scarcely ever complains." + +"Oh? I didn't know one suffered, with paralysis." + +"He has racking neuritis in his shoulders and back." + +"That's bad. I'm afraid he can't be much up to entertaining +visitors. Does he hate having me here?" + +"No! oh no! I know he sometimes seems a little odd," said poor +Laura, wishing her guest were less clear-sighted: and yet before +he came she had been hoping that Lawrence would divine the less +obvious aspects of the situation, and perhaps, since a man can do +more with a man like Bernard than any woman can, succeed in +easing it. "But can you wonder? Struck down like this at five +and twenty! and he never was keen on indoor interests--sport and +his profession were all he cared about. Please, Lawrence, make +allowances for him--he had been looking forward so much to your +coming here! A man's society always does him good, and you know +how few men there are in this country: we have only the vicar, +and the doctor, and Jack Bendish and people who stay at the +Castle. And if you only realized how different he was with you +from what he is with most people, you would be flattered! He +won't let any one touch him as a rule, except Barry, whom he +treats like a machine. But he was quite grateful to you--he +seemed to lean on you." + +"Did he?" + +She had made Lawrence feel uncomfortable again in the region of +the heart, but he was deliberately stifling pity, as five years +ago, in a Peruvian fonda, he had subdued his filial tenderness +and grief. He was not callous: if he had had the earlier cable +he would have sailed for home without delay. But since Andrew +Hyde was dead and would never know whether his son wept for him +or not, Lawrence set himself to repress not only tears but the +fount of human feeling that fed them. He had dabbled enough in +psychology to know that natural emotions, if not indulged, may +only be driven down under the surface, there to work havoc among +the roots of nerve life. Lawrence however had no nerves and no +fear of Nemesis, and no inclination to sacrifice himself for +Bernard, and he determined, if Wanhope continued to inspire these +oppressive sensations to send himself a telegram calling him +away. + +He changed the subject. "It's a long while since I've heard +stockdoves cooing. And, yes, that's a nightingale. Oh, you +jolly little beggar!" His face fell into boyish creases when he +smiled. "Do you remember the nightingales at Farringay? Laura-- +may I say it?--while rusticating in Arden you haven't forgotten +certain talents you used to possess. The dress is delightful, +but where the masterhand appears is in the way it's worn. That +carries me back to Auteull." + +"Nonsense!" said Laura, changing her attitude, but not visibly +displeased. + +"Oh I shan't say don't move" Lawrence murmured. "The slippers +also. . . . Are there many trout in this river, I wonder? Hallo! +there's a big fellow rubbing along by that black stone! Must +weigh a cool pound and a half. I suppose the angling rights go +with the property?" + +"You can fish all day long if you like: the water is ours, both +sides of it, as far south as the mill above Wharton and a good +half-mile upstream. The banks are kept clear on principle, +though none of us ever touch a line. The Castle people come +over now and then: Jack Bendish is keen, and he says our sport +is better than theirs because they fish theirs down too much. +Val put some stock in this spring." + +"Val?" + +"You seem to fit in so naturally," Laura smiled, "that I forget +you've only just come. Val is Bernard's agent, and I ought not +to have omitted him from our list of country neighbours, but he's +like one of the family. Bernard wants you, to meet him because +he was near you in the war. But I don't know that you'll have +much in common: Val was very junior to you, and he's not keen on +talking about it in any case. So many men have that shrinking. +Have you, I wonder?" + +"I'm afraid I don't take impressions easily. Didn't your friend +enjoy it?" + +"He had no chance. He had only six or seven weeks at the front; +he was barely nineteen, poor boy, when he was invalided out. +That was why Bernard offered him the agency--he was delighted to +lend a helping hand to one of his old brother officers." + +"Wounded?" + +"Yes, he had his right arm smashed by a revolver bullet. Then +rheumatic fever set in, and the trouble went to the heart, and he +was very ill for a long time. I don't suppose he ever has been +so strong as he was before. What made it so sad was the splendid +way he had just distinguished himself," Laura continued. She +gave a little sketch of the rescue of Dale, far more vivid than +Val had ever given to his family. "Perhaps you can imagine what +a fuss Chilmark made over its solitary hero! We're still proud +of him. Val is always in request at local shows: he appears on +the platform looking very shy and bored. Poor boy! I believe he +sometimes wishes he had never won that embarrassing decoration." + +"What's his name?" + +"Val Stafford. Why--do you remember him?" + +"Er--yes, I do," said Lawrence. He took out his cigar case and +turned from Laura to light a cigar. "I knew a lot of the +Dorchesters. . . Amiable-looking, fair boy, wasn't he?" + +"Middle height, and rather sunburnt. But that description fits +such dozens! However, I'm taking you up to tea there this +afternoon, if the prospect doesn't bore you, so you'll be able to +judge for yourself. He has a young sister who threatens to be +very pretty. Are you still interested in pretty girls, M. le +capitaine?" + +"Immensely." Hyde lay back on one arm, smoking rather fast. "I +see no immediate prospect of my being bored, thanks. Rather fun +running into Stafford again after all these years! I shall love a +chat over old times." He raised his black eyes, and Laura +started. Was it her fancy, or a trick of the sunlight, that +conjured up in them that sparkle of smiling cruelty, gone before +she could fix it? "You say he doesn't care to talk about his +military exploits? He always was a modest youth, I should love +to see him on a recruiting platform. Wait till I get him to +myself, he won't be shy with me. Did you tell him I was coming?" + +"I told his sister Isabel, who probably told him. I haven't seen +him since, he hasn't happened to come in; I suppose the hay +harvest has kept him extra busy--Dear me! why, there he is!" + +In the field across the stream a young man on horseback had come +into view. Catching sight of Laura he slipped across a low +boundary wall, his brown mare, a thoroughbred, changing her feet +in a ladylike way on the worn stones, and trotted down to the +riverbank, raising his cap. + +"Coming in to lunch, Val?" Laura called across the water. + +"Thank you very much, I'm afraid I shan't have time." + +"But you haven't been in since Sunday!" Laura's accent was +reproachful. "Why are you forsaking us? We need you more than +the farm does!" + +Val's pleasant laugh was the avoidance of an answer. "So sorry! +But I can't come in now, Laura: I have to go over to Countisford +to talk to Bishop about the new tractor, and I want to get back +by teatime. Isabel tells me you're bringing Captain Hyde up to +see us." He raised his cap again, smiling directly at Lawrence, +who returned the salute with such gay good humour that Laura was +able to dismiss that first fleeting impression from her mind. +So this was Val Stafford, was it? And a very personable fellow +too! Hyde had not foreseen that ten years would work as great a +change in Val as in himself, or greater. + +"I was going to call on you in due form, sir, but my young +sister hasn't left me the chance. You haven't forgotten me, have +you?" + +"No, I remember you most distinctly. Delighted to meet you +again." + +"Thank you. The pleasure is mutual. Now I must push on or I +shall be late." + +"He can use his arm, then," said Lawrence, as Val rode away, +jumping his mare over a fence into the road. "Shaves himself and +all that, I suppose? He rides well." + +"A great deal too well! and rides to hounds too, but he ought not +to do it, and I'm always scolding him. He can't straighten his +right arm, and has very little power in it. He was badly thrown +last winter, but directly he got up he was out again on Kitty." + +"Living up to his reputation." Lawrence flicked the ash from his +cigar. "I should have known him anywhere by his eyes." + +"He has kept very young, hasn't he? An uneventful life without +much anxiety does keep people young," philosophized Laura. "I +feel like a mother to him. But you'll see more of him this +afternoon." + +"So I shall," said Lawrence, "if he isn't detained at +Countisford." + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +The reason why Lawrence found Isabel scrubbing Mrs. Drury's +floor was that Dorrie's pretty, sluttish little mother had been +whisked off to the Cottage Hospital with appendicitis an hour +earlier. She was in great distress about Dorrie when Isabel, +coming in with the parish magazine, offered to stay while Drury +went to fetch an aunt from Winterbourne Stoke. When Drury drove +up in a borrowed farm cart, Isabel without expecting or receiving +many thanks dragged her bicycle to the top of the glen and pelted +off across the moor. Her Sunbeam was worn and old, so old that +it had a fixed wheel, but what was that to Isabel? She put her +feet up and rattled down the hill, first on the turf and then on +the road, in a happy reliance on her one serviceable brake. + +Her father was locked in his study writing a sermon: Isabel +however tumbled in by the window. She sidled up to Mr. Stafford, +sat on his knee, and wound one arm round his neck. "Jim +darling," she murmured in his ear, "have you any money?" + +"Isabel," said Mr. Stafford, "how often have I told you that I +will not be interrupted in the middle of my morning's work? You +come in like a whirlwind, with holes in your stockings--" + +Isabel giggled suddenly. "Never mind, darling, I'll help you +with your sermon. Whereabouts are you? Oh!--'I need not tell +you, my friends, the story we all know so well'--Jim, that's +what my tutor calls 'Redundancy and repetition.' You know quite +well you're going to tell us every word of it. Darling take its +little pen and cross it out--so--with its own nasty little +cross-nibbed J--" + +"What do you mean by saying you want money," Mr. Stafford +hurriedly changed the subject, "and how much do you want? The +butcher's bill came to half a sovereign this week, and I must +keep five shillings to take to old Hewitt--" + +"I want pounds and pounds." + +"My dear!" said Mr. Stafford aghast. He took off his spectacles +to polish them, and then as he put them on again, "If it's for +that Appleton boy I really can't allow it. There's nothing +whatever wrong with him but laziness" + +"It isn't for Appleton. It's for me myself." Isabel sat up +straight, a little flushed. "I'm growing up. Isn't it a +nuisance? I want a new dress! I did think I could carry on till +the winter, but I can't. Could you let me have enough to buy one +ready-made? Chapman's have one in their window that would fit me +pretty well. It's rather dear, but somehow when I make my own +they never come right. And Rowsley says I look like a scarecrow, +and even Val's been telling me to put my hair up!" + +"Put your hair up, my child? Why, how old are you? I don't like +little girls to be in a hurry to turn into big ones" + +"I'm not a little girl," said Isabel shortly. "I'm nineteen." + +"Nineteen? no, surely not!" + +"Twenty next December." + +"Dear me!" said Mr. Stafford, quite overcome. "How time flies!" +He set her down from his knee and went to his cash box. "If Val +tells you to put your hair up, no doubt you had better do it." He +paused. "I don't know whether Val said you ought to have a new +frock, though? I can't bear spending money on fripperies when +even in our own parish so many people--" Some glimmering +perception reached him of the repressed anguish in Isabel's eyes. +"But of course you must have what you need. How much is it?" + +"1. 11. 6." + +"Oh, my dear! That seems a great deal." + +"It isn't really much for a best dress," said poor Isabel. + +"But you mustn't be extravagant, darling," said Mr. Stafford +tenderly. "I see other girls running about in little cotton +dresses or bits of muslin or what not that look very nice--much +nicer on a young girl than 'silksand fine array.' Last time +Yvonne came to tea she wore a little frock as simple as a +child's" + +"She did," said Isabel. "She picked it up in a French sale. It +was very cheap--only 275 francs." + +"Eleven pounds!" Mr. Stafford held up his hands. "My dear, are +you sure?" + +"Quite," said Isabel. Mr. Stafford sighed. "I must speak to +Yvonne. 'How hardly shall they...'" He took a note out of his +cash box. "Can't you make that do--?" he was beginning when a +qualm of compunction came upon him. After all it was a long time +since he had given Isabel any money for herself, and there must +be many little odds and ends about a young girl's clothing that +an elderly man wouldn't understand. He took out a second note +and pressed them both hurriedly into Isabel's palm. "There! now +run off and don't ask me for another penny for the next +twelvemonth!" he exclaimed, beaming over his generosity though +more than half ashamed of it. "You extravagant puss, you! dear, +dear, who'd have a daughter?" + +Isabel gave him a rather hasty though warm embrace (she was +terribly afraid that his conscience would prick him and that he +would take the second note away again), and flew out of the +window faster than she had come in. The clock was striking a +quarter past one, and she had to scamper down to Chapman's to buy +the dress, and a length of lilac ribbon for a sash, and a packet +of bronze hairpins, and be back in time to lay the cloth for two +o'clock lunch. If it is only for idle hands that Satan finds +mischief, he could not have had much satisfaction out of Isabel +Stafford. + +Soon after four Mrs. Clowes stepped from her car, shook out her +soft flounces, and led the way across the lawn, Lawrence Hyde in +attendance. The vicarage was an old-fashioned house too large +for the living, its long front, dotted with rosebushes, rising up +honey-coloured against the clear green of a beech grove. There +are grand houses that one sees at once will never be comfortable, +and there are unpretentious houses that promise to be cool in +summer and warm in winter and restful all the year round: of such +was Chilmark vicarage, sunning itself in the afternoon clearness, +while faded green sunblinds filled the interior with verdant +shadow, and the smell of sweetbrier and Japanese honeysuckle +breathed round the rough-cast walls. + +Isabel had laid tea on the lawn, and Mrs. Clowes smiled to herself +when she saw seven worn deck chairs drawn up round the table; she was +always secretly amused at Isabel in her character of hostess, at the +naive natural confidence with which the young lady scattered +invitations and dispensed hospitality. But when Isabel came forward +Laura's covert smile passed into irrepressible surprise. She raised +her eyebrows at Isabel, who replied by an almost imperceptible but +triumphant nod. In her white and mauve embroidered muslin, her dark +hair accurately parted at the side of her head and drawn back into +what she called a soup plate of plaits, Isabel no longer threatened +to be pretty. Impelled by that singularly pure benevolence which a +woman who has ceased to hope for happiness feels for the eager +innocence of youth, Laura drew her close and kissed her. "My sweet, +I'm so glad," she whispered. A bright blush was Isabel's only answer. +Then Mrs. Clowes stepped back and indicated her cavalier, very big +and handsome in white clothes and a Panama hat: "May I introduce-- +Captain Hyde, Miss Stafford," with a delicate formality which +thrilled Isabel to her finger-tips. Let him see if he would call her +a little girl now! + +Lawrence recognized Isabel at a glance, but he was not abashed. +He scarcely gave her a second thought till he had satisfied +himself that Val Stafford was not present. Lawrence smiled, not +at all surprised: he had had a presentiment that Val, the modest +easy-going Val of his recollections, would be detained at +Countisford: too modest by half, if he was shy of meeting an old +friend! Rowsley Stafford was doing the honours and came forward +to be introduced to Lawrence, a ceremony remarkable only because +they both took an instantaneous dislike to each other. Lawrence +disliked Rowsley because he was young and well-meaning and the +child of a parsonage, and Rowsley disliked Lawrence because a +manner which owed some of its serenity to his physical advantages, +and his tailor, and his income, irritated the susceptibilities of +the poor man's son. + +Poor men's sons were often annoyed by Lawrence Hyde's manner. +Not so Jack Bendish, sprawling in a deck chair which had no +sound pair of notches: not so his wife, Laura's sister, Yvonne of +the Castle, curled up on a moth-eaten tigerskin rug, and clad in +raiment of brown and silver which even Mr. Stafford would not +have credited to Chapman's General Drapery and Grocery Stores. +Isabel was innocently surprised when the Bendishes found they had +met Captain Hyde in town. Laura's smile was very faintly tinged +with bitterness: she knew of that small world where every one +meets every one, though she had been barred out of it most of her +life, first by her disreputable father and then by the tragedy of +her marriage: Rowsley pulled his tooth-brush moustache and said +nothing. He was young, but not so young as Isabel, and there +were moments when he felt his own footing at the Castle to be +vaguely anomalous. + +However, the talk ran easily. Lawrence, as was inevitable, sat +down by Yvonne Bendish: she did not raise an eyelash to summon +him, but it seemed to be a natural law that the rich unmarried +man should sit beside her and talk cosmopolitan scandal, and show +a discreet appreciation of her clothing and her eyes. Meanwhile +the other four conversed with much greater simplicity upon such +homely subjects as the coming school treat and the way Isabel had +done her hair, Rowsley's regimental doings, and a recent turn-up +between Jack Bendish as deputy M. F. H. and Mr. Morley the Jew. + +Bernard Clowes had described Mrs. Jack Bendish as a plain little +devil, but as a rule the devilry was more conspicuous than the +plainness. She was a tall and extremely slight woman, her +features insignificant and her complexion sallow, but her figure +indecorously beautiful under its close French draperies. And yet +if she had let Lawrence alone he would have gone over to the +other camp. How they laughed, three out of the four of them, and +what marvellous good tea they put away! The little Stafford girl +had a particularly infectious laugh, a real child's giggle which +doubled her up in her chair. Lawrence had no desire to join in +the school treat and barnyard conversation, but he would have +liked to sit and listen. + +"If no one will have any more tea," said Isabel, jumping up and +shaking the crumbs out of her lap, "will you all come and eat +strawberries?" + +"Isn't Val coming in?" asked Laura. + +"Not till after five. He said we weren't to wait for him: he was +delayed in getting off. He sent his love to you, Laura, and he +was very sorry." + +"His love!" said Yvonne Bendish. + +"My dear Isabel, I'm sure he didn't," said Laura laughing. + +"Kind regards then," said Isabel: "not that it signifies, because +we all do love you, darling. Val's always telling me that if I +want to be a lady when I grow up I must model my manners on yours. +Not yours, Yvonne." + +"After that the least I can do is to wait and give him his tea +when he does appear," said Laura. "It's very hot among the +strawberry beds, and I'm a little tired: and I haven't seen Val +for days." + +"No more have I," said Yvonne in her odd drawl, "and I'm tired +too." Mrs. Jack Bendish was made of whipcord: she had been +brought up to ride Irish horses over Irish fences and to dance all +night, after tramping the moors all day with a gun. "I'll stay with +you and rest. Jack, you run on. Bring me some big ones in a cabbage +leaf. And, Captain Hyde, you'll find them excellent with bread and +butter." By which Lawrence perceived that his interest in the other +camp had not gone unobserved, and that was the worst of Yvonne: +but--and that was the best of Yvonne: there was no tinge of spite in +her jeering eyes. + +So the sisters remained on the lawn, and Jack Bendish, a +perfectly simple young man, walked off with Rowsley to pick a +cabbage leaf. Isabel was demureness itself as she followed with +Captain Hyde. The embroidered muslin gave her courage, more +courage perhaps than if she could have heard his frank opinion of +it. "The trailing skirt of the young girl," said Miss Stafford +to herself, "made a gentle frou-frou as she swept over the velvet +lawn." A quoi revent les junes filles? Very innocent was the +vanity of Isabel's dreams. She was not strictly pretty, but she +was young and fresh, and the spotless muslin fell in graceful +folds round her tall, lissome figure. To the jaded man of the +world at her side . . . . Alas for Isabel! The jaded man of +the world was a trifle bored: he was easily bored. He liked +listening to Miss Stafford's artless merriment but he had no +desire to share in it; what had he to say to a promoted +schoolgirl in her Sunday best? + +He began politely making conversation. "What a pretty place this +is!" It seemed wiser not to refer even by way of apology to the +indiscretion of the morning. "You have a beautiful view over the +Plain. Rather dreary in winter though, isn't it?" + +"I like it best then," said Isabel briefly. "Don't you want any +strawberries?" She indicated the netted furrows among which +little could be seen of Rowsley and Jack Bendish except their +stern ends. + +"No, thanks, I had too much tea." Isabel checked herself on the +brink of reminding him that he had eaten only two cucumber +sandwiches and a macaroon. In Lawrence Hyde's society her +conversation had not its usual happy flow, she felt tonguetied +and missish. "How close you are to the Downs here!" They were +following a flagged path between espalier pear trees, and beds of +broccoli and carrots and onions, and borders full of old standard +roses and lavender and sweet herbs and tall lilies; at the end +appeared a wishing gate in a low stone wall, and beyond it, +pathless and sunshiny, the southern stretches of the Plain. "Are +you a great gardener, Miss Isabel?" + +"Some," said Isabel. "I look after my pet vegetables. The +flowers have to look after themselves. My father has eruptions +of industry." She overflowed into a little laugh. "We don't +encourage him in it. He had a bad attack of weeding last spring, +and pulled up all my little salads by mistake." Now that small +tale, she reflected, would have tickled Jack Bendish, but Captain +Hyde, though he smiled at it dutifully, did not seem to be +amused. + +"Oh bother you!" Isabel apostrophised him mentally. "You're not +the grandson of a duke anyhow. I expect you would be nicer if you +were." + +She folded her arms on the gate and gazed across the Plain. The +village below was not far off, but they could see nothing of it, +buried as it was in the river-valley and behind a green arras of +beech leaves: in every other direction, far as the eye could see, +leagues of feathery pale grass besprinkled with blue and yellow +flowers went away in ribbed undulations, occasionally rolling up +into a crest on which a company of fir trees hung like men on +march. The sun was pale and smudged, the sky veiled: on its +silken pallor floated, here and there, a blot of dark low cloud, +and the clear distances presaged rain. + +"May I--?" Lawrence took out his cigarettes. Isabel gave a +grudging assent. She could not understand how any one could be +willing to taint the sweet summering air that had blown over so +many leagues of grass and flowers. "Dare I offer you one?" +Lawrence asked, tendering his case. It was of gold, and bore his +monogram in diamonds. Isabel eyed it scornfully. Jack Bendish's +was only silver and much scratched and dinted into the bargain. +Now Jack Bendish was the grandson of a duke. + +"'No thank you," said Miss Stafford. "I detest smoking." + + To this Lawrence made no reply at all, no doubt, thought Isabel, +because he did not consider it worth one. She was proportionally +surprised and a trifle flattered when he replaced the cigarette +to which he had just helped himself. "'The young girl had not +realized her own power. She was only just coming into her +woman's kingdom. Her heart beat faster and a vermilion blush +dyed her pale cheek."' Isabel's favourite authors were Stevenson +and Mr. Kipling, but her mental rubric insisted on clothing itself +in the softer style of Molly Bawn. + +"I don't detest other people's smoking," she explained in a +rather penitent tone. + +"Let's get out on the downs," said Lawrence. He swung the gate +to and fro for her, then took off his hat and strolled slowly by +her side through the rustling grass. "Really," he said, more to +himself than to her, "there are places in England that are very +well worth while." + +"Worth while what?" + +"Er--worth coming to see. I suppose there isn't much shooting +to be had except rabbits." He swung an imaginary gun to his +shoulder and sighted it at a quarry which seemed to Isabel to be +equally imaginary. "See him? Under that heap of stones left of +the beech ring." Isabel's vision was both keen and practised, but +she saw nothing till the rabbit showed his white scut in a +flickering leap to earth. + +"You have jolly good eyes," she conceded, still rather +grudgingly. + +"So have bunnies, unluckily. Major Clowes tells me there's +pretty good shooting over Wanhope. I suppose your brother looks +after it, for of course Clowes can do nothing. It was a great +stroke of luck for my cousin, getting hold of a fellow like Val." + +"I don't know about that. It was a great stroke of luck for +Val." + +"I want so much to meet him. I'm disappointed at missing him this +afternoon. I remember him perfectly in the army, though he was +only a boy then and I wasn't much more myself. He must be close +on thirty now. But when I met him this morning it struck me he +hadn't altered much." Isabel, looking up eager-eyed, felt +faintly and mysteriously chilled. Was there a point of cruelty +in Hyde's smile? as there was now and then in his cousin's: she +had seen Bernard Clowes watching his wife with the same secret +glow. + +"Val is old for his age," she said. "He always seems much older +than my other brother, although there are only two or three years +between them." + +"Probably his spell in the army aged him. It must have been a +formative experience." + +This time Isabel had no doubt about it, there was certainly a +touch of cruel irony in Hyde's soft voice. Her breath came fast. +"Why do you say that": she cried--"say it like that?" + +The smile faded: Lawrence turned, startled out of his self-possession. +"Like what?" + +"As if you we're sneering at Val!" + +"I?-- My dear Miss Isabel, aren't you a little fanciful?" + +Isabel supposed so too, on second thoughts: how could any man +sneer at a record like Val's: unless indeed it were with that +peculiarly graceless sneer which springs from jealousy? And, +little as she liked Captain Hyde, she could not think him weak +enough for that. She blushed again, this time without any rubric, +and hung her head. "I'm sorry! But you did say it as if you +didn't mean it. Perhaps you think we make too much fuss over +Val? But in these sleepy country villages exciting things don't +happen every day. I dare say you've had scores of adventures +since that time you met Val. But Chilmark hasn't had any. That +makes us remember." + +"My dear child," said Lawrence with an earnest gentleness foreign +to his ordinary manner, "you misunderstood me altogether. I +liked your brother very much. Remember, I was there when he won +his decoration--" He broke off. An intensely visual memory had +flashed over him. Now he knew of whom Isabel had reminded him +that morning: she had her brother's eyes. + +"At the very time? Were you really? Do, do, do tell me about +it! Major Clowes never will--he pretends he can't remember." + +"Has Val never told you?" + +"Hardly any more than was in the official account--that he was +left between the lines after one of our raids, and went back in +spite of his wound to bring in Mr. Dale. He had to wait till +after dark?" Lawrence nodded.. "And 'under particularly trying +conditions.' Why was that?" + +"Because Dale was so close to the German lines. He was entangled +in their wire." + +Isabel shuddered. "It seems so long ago. One can't understand +why such cruelties were ever allowed. Of course they will never +be again." This naive voice of the younger generation made +Lawrence smile. "And Val had to cut their wire?" + +"To peel it off Dale, or peel Dale off it--what was left of him. +He didn't live more than twenty minutes after he was brought in." + +"Did you know Dale?" + +"Not well: he was in my cousin's company, not in mine." + +"And was Val under fire at the time?" + +"Under heavy fire. The Boches were sending up starshells that +made the place as light as day." + +"I can't understand how Val could do it with his broken arm." + +"His arm wasn't broken when he cut their wires." + +"Oh! When was it then?" + +Hyde flicked with his stick at the airy heads of grass that rose +up thin-sown out of a burnished carpet of lady's slipper. His +manner was even but his face was dark. "He had it splintered by +a revolver--shot on his way home, near our lines." + +"Oh! But the Army doctors said the shot must have been fired at +close quarters?" + +"There, you see I'm not much of an authority, am I? No doubt, +if they said so, they were right. The fact is I was knocked out +myself that afternoon with a rifle bullet in the ribs. It was a +hot corner for the Wintons and Dorsets." + +"Were you? I'm sorry." Isabel ran her eyes with a touch of +whimsical solicitude over Hyde's tall easy figure and the +exquisite keeping of his white clothes. Difficult to connect him +with the bloody disarray of war! "Were you too left lying +between the lines?" + +"With a good many others, English and German. + +"There was a fellow near me that hadn't a scratch. He was +frightened--mad with fear: he lay up in the long grass and wept +most of the day. I never hated any one so much in my life. I +could have shot him with pleasure." + +"German, of course?" + +Hyde smiled. "German, of course." + +"If he had been English he would have deserved to be shot," said +Isabel briefly: then, reverting to a subject in which she was far +more deeply interested, "Rowsley--my second brother--said I +wasn't to cross-examine you: but it was a great temptation, +because one never can get anything out of Val. And after all +we've the right to be proud of him! Even then, when every one +was so brave, you would say, wouldn't you, that Val earned his +distinction? It really was what the Gazette called it, 'conspicuous +gallantry'?" + +"It was a daring piece of work," said Lawrence, reddening to his +hair. He fought down a sensation so unfamiliar that he could +scarcely put a name to it, and forced himself on: "We were all proud +of him and we none of us forget it. Don't tell him I said so, +though. It isn't etiquette. You won't think I'm trying to minimize +what Val did, will you, if I say that we who were through the +fighting saw so many horrible and ghastly things . . ." Again his +voice failed. He was aware of Isabel's bewilderment, but he was +seeing more ghosts than he had seen in all the intervening years of +peace, and they came between him and the sunlit landscape and +Isabel's young eyes. War! always war! human bodies torn to rags in a +moment, and the flowers of the field wet with a darker moisture than +rain: the very smell of the trenches was in his nostrils, their odour +of blood and decay. What in heaven's name had brought it all back, +and, stranger still, what had moved him to speak of it and to betray +feelings whose very existence was unknown to him and which he had +never betrayed before? + +The silence was brief though to Lawrence it seemed endless. He +drove the ghosts back to quarters and finished quietly: "Well, we +won't talk about that, it's not a pleasant subject. Only give +Val my love and tell him if he doesn't look me up soon I shall +come and call on him. We're much too old friends to stand on +ceremony." + +"All right, I will," said Isabel. + +There was a shrub of juniper close by, and she felt under its +sharp branches. "Do you like honeysuckle?" She held up a fresh +sprig fragrant with its pale horns, which she had tracked to +covert by its scent. Lawrence was not given to wearing +buttonholes, but he understood the friendly and apologetic +intention and inclined his broad shoulder for Miss Stafford to +pass the stem through the lapel of his coat. Isabel had not +intended to pin it in for him, but she was generally willing to +do what was expected of her. She took a pin from her own dress +(there were plenty in it), and fastened the flower deftly on the +breast of Captain Hyde's white jacket. + +And so standing before him, her head bent over her task, she +unwittingly left Lawrence free to observe the texture of her +skin, bloomed over with down like a peach, and the curves of her +young shoulders, a little inclined to stoop, as young backs often +are in the strain of growth, but so firm, so fresh, so white +under the thin stuff of her bodice: below her silken plaits, on +the nape of her neck, a curl or two of hair grew in close rings, +so fine that it was almost indistinguishable from its own shadow. +Swiftly, without warning, Lawrence was aware of a pleasurable +commotion in his veins, a thrill that shook through him like a +burst of gay music. This experience was not novel, he had felt +it three or four times before in his life, and on the spot, while +it was sending gentle electric currents to his finger-tips, he +was able to analyse its origin--item, to warm weather and +laziness after the strain of his Chinese journey, so much: item, +to Isabel's promise of beauty, so much: item, to the disparity +between her age and his own, to her ignorance and immaturity, the +bloom on the untouched fruit, so much more. But there was this +difference between the present and previous occasions when he had +fallen or thought of falling in love, that he desired no victory: +no, it was he and not Isabel who was to capitulate, leaning his +forehead upon her young hand. . . . And he had never seen her +till that morning, and the child was nineteen, the daughter of a +country vicarage, brought up to wear calico and to say her +prayers! more, she was Val Stafford's sister, and she loved her +brother. Lawrence gave himself a gentle shake. At six and +thirty it is time to put away childish things. "Thank you very +much. Is that Mrs. Clowes calling us?" + +It was Laura Clowes and Yvonne Bendish, and Lawrence, as he +strolled back with Isabel to the garden gate, had an uneasy +suspicion that the episode of the honeysuckle had been overseen. +Laura was graver than usual, while Yvonne had a sardonic spark in +her eye. "I'm afraid it's no use waiting any longer, Isabel," +said Laura. + +"What do you think, Lawrence? It's after six o'clock." + +"Hasn't Val come?" said Isabel. + +"No, he must have been kept at Countisford. It's a long ride for +him on such a hot day. Perhaps Mrs. Bishop made him stay to +tea." + +"As if he would stay with any old Mrs. Bishop when he knew you were +coming here!" said Isabel scornfully. "Poor old Val, I shan't tell +him how you misjudged him, he'd be so hurt. But I'll send him down, +shall I, to see you and Captain Hyde after supper?--Tired? Oh no, +he's never too tired to go to Wanhope." + +She kissed Laura, gave Lawrence her sweetest friendly smile, and +returned to the lawn, where Yvonne had apparently taken root upon +her tigerskin. Isabel heard Rowsley say, "Make her shut up, +Jack," but before she could ask why Yvonne was to be shut up the +daughter of Lilith had opened fire on the daughter of Eve. "And +what did you think of Lawrence Hyde?" Mrs. Bendish asked, +stretching herself out like a snake and examining Isabel out of +her pale eyes, much the colour of an unripe gooseberry. "Was he +very attractive? Oh Isabel! oh Isabel! I should not have +thought this of one so young." + +Isabel considered the point. "I can't understand him," she said +honestly. "I liked parts of him. He isn't so--so homogeneous as +most people are. + +"Did he ask you for the honeysuckle?" + +"No, I gave it to him for a peace offering. I hurt his feelings, +and afterwards I was sorry and wanted to make it up with him. +But would you have thought he had any feelings? any, that is, +that anything I said would hurt?" + +"Certainly not," from Rowsley. + +"Any woman can hurt any man," said Yvonne. "But, of course, you +aren't a woman, Isabel. What was the trouble?" + +"Oh, something about the war." + +"No, my child, it wasn't about the war. It was something that +stung up his vanity or his self-love. Lawrence isn't a +sentimentalist like Jack or Val." Here Jack Bendish got as far +as an artless "Oh, I say!" but his wife paid no attention. +"Lawrence never took the war seriously." + +"But he did," insisted Isabel. "He coloured all over his face--" + +She paused, realizing that Mrs. Bendish, under her mask of +scepticism, was agog with curiosity. Isabel was not fond of +being drawn out. Lawrence had given her his confidence, and she +valued it, for with all her ignorance of society she had seen too +much of plain human nature to suppose that he was often taken off +his guard as he had been by her: and was she going to expose him +to Yvonne's lacerating raillery? A thousand times no! "I +misunderstood something he said about Val," she continued with +scarcely a break, and falling back on one of those explanations +that deceive the sceptical by their economy of truth. "It was +stupid of me, and awkward for him, so I had to apologize." + +"I see. Come, Jack." Yvonne rose to her feet, more like a snake +than ever in her flexibility and swiftness, and held Isabel to +her for a moment, her arm round her young friend's waist. "But +if you pin any more buttonholes into Captain Hyde's coat," the +last low murmur was only for Isabel's ear, "he will infallibly +kiss you: so now you are forewarned and can choose whether or no +you will continue to pay him these little attentions." + +Isabel was not disturbed. She had early formed the habit of not +attending to Mrs. Bendish, and she unwound herself without even +changing colour. + +"You always remind me of Nettie Hills at the Clowes's lodge," she +retorted. "Mrs. Hills says she's that flighty in the way she +carries on, no one would believe what a good sensible girl she is +under all her nonsense, and walks out with her own young man as +regular as clockwork." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +And that evening Val Stafford came to pay his respects to his old +comrade in arms. Lawrence had travelled so much that it never +took him long to settle down. Even at Wanhope he managed within +a few hours to make himself at home. A trap sent over to +Countisford brought back his manservant and an effeminate +quantity of luggage, and by teatime his room was strewn from end +to end with a litter of expensive trifles more proper to a pretty +woman than to a man. Mrs. Clowes, slipping in to cast a +housewifely glance to his comfort, held up her hands in mock +dismay. "You must give yourself plenty of time to dust all this +tomorrow morning, Caroline," she said to the house-maid. She +laughed at the gold brushes and gold manicure set, the polished +array of boots, the fine silk and linen laid out on his bed, the +perfume of sandalwood and Russian leather and eau de cologne. +"And I hope you will be able to make Captain Hyde's valet +comfortable. Did he say whether he liked his room?" + +"I reelly don't know, ma'am," replied the truthful Caroline. +"You see he's a foreigner, and most of what he says, well, it +reelly sounds like swearing. + +"Madame." It was Gaston himself, appearing from nowhere at +Laura's elbow, and saluting her with an empressement that was +due, if Laura had only known it, to the harmony of her flounces. +Laura eyed the little Gaston kindly. "You are of the South, +are you not?" she said in her soft French, the French of a +Frenchwoman but for a slight stiffness of disuse: "and are you +comfortable here, Gaston? You must tell me if there is anything +you want." + +Gaston was grateful less for her solicitude than for the sound +of his own language. When she had left the room he caught up a +photograph, thrust it back into his master's dressingcase, and +spat through the open window--"C'est fini avec toi, vieille +biche," said he: "allons donc! j'aime mieux celle-ci par +exemple." + +But, though Laura laughed, it was with indulgence. While Isabel +and Lawrence were conversing among the juniper bushes, the +Bendishes had given Mrs. Clowes a sketch of Hyde which had +confirmed her own impressions. Although he liked good food and +wine and cigars, he liked sport and travel too, and music and +painting and books. His eighty-guinea breechloaders were dearer +to him than the lady of the ivory frame. Who was the lady of the +ivory frame? Gaston would have been happy to define with the +leer of the boulevards the relations between his master and +Philippa Cleve. Gaston had no doubt of them, nor had Frederick +Cleve; Philippa had high hopes; Lawrence alone hung fire. If he +continued to meet her and she to offer him lavish opportunities +the situation might develop, for Lawrence was not sufficiently +in earnest in any direction to play what has been called the +ill-favoured part of a Joseph, but in his heart of hearts, this +Joseph wished Potiphar would keep his wife in order. And, +strange to say, Yvonne was not far wide of the mark. She +believed that Joseph was a sinner but not a willing one: and Jack +Bendish, a little astray among these feminine subtleties, +assented after his fashion--"Hyde's rather an ass in some +ways," he said simply, "but he's an all-round sportsman." + +Thus primed, Laura was able to draw out her guest, and dinner +passed off gaily, for Bernard Clowes was no dog in the manger, +and listened with sparkling eyes to adventures that ranged from +Atlantic sailing in a thirty-ton yacht to a Nigerian rhinoceros +shoot. Nor was Lawrence the focus of the lime-light-he was +unaffectedly modest; but when, in expatiating on a favourite +rifle, he confessed to having held fire till a charging +rhinoceros bull was within eight and twenty yards of him, Bernard +could supply the footnotes for himself. "I knew she wouldn't let +me down," said Lawrence apologetically. "Ah! she was a bonnie +thing, that old gun of mine. Ever shoot with a cordite rifle?" +Bernard shook his head. "I'd like you to see my guns," Lawrence +continued, too shrewd to be tactful. "I'll have them sent down, +shall I? Or Gaston shall run up and fetch 'em. He loves a day in +town." + +Under this bracing treatment Bernard became more natural than +Laura had seen him for a long time, and he stayed in the +drawingroom after dinner, chatting with Lawrence and listening to +his wife at the piano, till Laura thought the Golden Age had come +again. How long would it last? Philosophers like Laura never +ask that question. At all events it lasted till half past nine, +when the sick man was honestly tired and the lines of no +fictitious pain were drawn deep about his mouth and eyes. + +Mrs. Clowes went away with her husband, who liked to have her at +hand while Barry was getting him to bed, and Lawrence had +strolled out on the lawn, when a shutter was thrown down in +Bernard's room and Laura reappeared at the open window. +"Lawrence, are you there?" she asked, shading her eyes between +her hands. + +"Here," said Lawrence removing his cigar. + +"Will you be so very kind as to unlock the gate over the +footbridge? If Val does look us up tonight he's sure to scramble +over it, which is awkward for him with his stiff arm." + +She dropped a key down to Lawrence. A voice--Bernard's called +from within, "Good night, old fellow, thanks for a pleasant +evening. I'm being washed now." + +The night was overcast, warm, quiet, and very dark under the +trees: there was husbandry in heaven, their candles were all out. +And by the bridge under the pleated and tasselled branches of an +alder coppice the river ran quiet as the night, only uttering an +occasional murmur or a deep sucking gurgle when a rotten stick, +framed in foam, span down the silken whirl of an eddy: but +down-stream, where waifs of mist curled like smoke off a grey mirror, +there was a continual talking of open water, small cold river voices +that chattered over a pebbly channel, or heaped themselves up and +died down again in the harsh distant murmur of the weir. The +quantity of water that passed through the lock gates should have been +constant from minute to minute, but the roar of it was not constant, +nor the pitch of its note, which fell when Lawrence stood erect, but +rose to a shrill overtone when he bent his head: sometimes one would +have thought the river was going down in spate, and then the volume +of sound dwindled to a mere thread, a lisp in the air. Lawrence was +observing these phenomena with a mind vacant of thought when he heard +footsteps brushing through the grass by the field path from the +village. Val had come, then, after all! + +Val had naturally no idea that any one was near him. He had +reached the gate and was preparing to vault it when out of the +dense alder-shadow a hand seized his arm. "So sorry if I +startled you." But Val was not visibly startled. "Mrs. Clowes +sent me, down to let you in." + +"Did she? Very good of her, and of you," returned Val's voice, +pleasant and friendly. "She always expects me to walk into the +river. But, after all, I shouldn't be drowned if I did. Is +Clowes gone to bed?" + +"He's on his way there. Did you want to see him?" + +"I'll look in for five minutes after Barry has tucked him up. +Have you been introduced to Barry yet? He's quite a character." + +"So I should imagine. He came in to cart Bernard off, and did +something clumsy, or Bernard said he did, and Bernard cuffed his +head for him. Barry didn't seem to mind much. Why does he stay? +Is it devotion?" + +"He stays because your cousin pays him twice what he would get +anywhere else. No, I shouldn't call Barry devoted. But he does +his work well, and it isn't anybody's job." + +"I believe you," Lawrence muttered. + +"Warm tonight, isn't it? No, thanks, I won't have anything to +drink-- I've only just finished supper. By the by, let me +apologize for my absence this afternoon. I was most awfully +sorry to miss you, but I never got away from Countisford till +after half past five, and my mare cast a shoe on the way back. +Then I tried to get her shod in Liddiard St. Agnes, which is one +of those idyllic villages that people write books about, and +there I found an Odd-fellows' fete in full swing. The village +blacksmith was altogether too harmonious for business, so not +being able to cuff his head, like your cousin, I was obliged to +walk home. + +"Really'? Have a cigar if you won't have anything else." Val +accepted one, and in default of a match Lawrence made him light +it from his own. He was entirely at his ease, though the +situation struck him as bizarre, but he did not believe that Val +was at ease, no, not for all his natural manner and fertility in +commonplace. Lawrence was faintly sorry for the poor devil, but +only faintly: after all, an awkward interview once in ten years +was a low price to pay for that night which Lawrence never had +forgotten and never would forget. He had an excellent memory, +photographic and phonographic, a gift that wise men covet for +themselves but deprecate in their friends. + +Lawrence was no Pharisee, but he was not a Samaritan either. He +had deliberately set himself to pull up any stray weeds of moral +scruple that lingered in a mind stripped bare of Christian ethic, +a task harder than some realize, since thousands of men who have +no faith in Christ practise virtues that were not known for +virtues by the Western world before Christ came to it. But every +man is his own special pleader, and Lawrence, whose theory was +that one man is as good as another, retained a good hearty +prejudice against certain forms of moral failure, and excused it +on the ground that it was rather a taste than a principle. He +looked directly into Stafford's eyes as the red glow of the cigar +flamed and faded between the two heads so close together, and in +his own eyes there was the same point of smiling ironic cruelty +that Isabel had read in them--the same as Stafford himself had +read in them not so many years ago. But apparently Stafford read +nothing in them now. + +"Sit down, won't you? you've had a fagging day." Lawrence +indicated the chairs left on the lawn. "Hear me beginning to +play the host! As a matter of fact, you must know your way about +the place far better than I do. Although we're cousins, Bernard +and I have seen next to nothing of each other since we were boys +at school. You, Val, must know him better than any one except +his wife. I want you to tell me about him. I'm in dangerous +country and I need a map." + +"I should be inclined to vary the metaphor a little and call him +an uncharted sea," Val smiled as he threw one leg over the other +and settled himself among his cushions. He was dead tired, +having been up since six in the morning and on his feet or in +the saddle all day. "But I'm at your service, subject always to +the proviso that I'm Bernard's agent, which makes my position +rather delicate. What is it you want to know?" + +Since it was whether Clowes behaved decently to his wife, +Lawrence shifted in his chair and flicked the ash from his cigar. +"Imprimis, whether Bernard has a trout rod I can borrow. I +didn't know there was any fishing to be had or I'd have brought +my own." + +"You can have mine: I scarcely ever touch a line now. Certainly +not in hay-harvest! I'll send it down for you the first thing--" +Was it possible that he was as insouciant as he professed to be? + +"Oh, thanks very much," Hyde cut in swiftly, but I couldn't +borrow yours. I'll find out if Clowes can't lend me one." + +"As you please." Stafford left it at that and passed on. "But I +don't fancy Bernard has ever thrown a line in his life, he is too +energetic to make a fisherman. By the way, I suppose you won't +be staying any length of time at Wanhope?" + +Lawrence smiled, the wish was father to the thought: that was +more like the Val of old times! + +"That depends--mainly on my cousin, to be frank: I suspect he'll +soon get sick of having a third person in the house." + +"Oh, probably. But you needn't take any notice of that." +Lawrence looked up in surprise. "But, perhaps, that is none of +my business. Or will you let me give you one warning, since +you've asked for a map? Don't be too prompt to take Bernard at +his word. He may be very rude to you and yet not want you to go. +He sacks Barry every few weeks. In fact now I come to think of it +I'm under notice myself, for last time I saw him he told me to +look out for another job. He said what he wanted was a practical +man who knew a little about farming." + +"And you stay on? Quite right, if it suits your book." +Unconsciously putting the worst construction on everything Val +said or did, Lawrence's conclusion was that probably Val, an +amateur farmer, was paid, like Barry, twice what he was worth in +the market. "But it wouldn't suit mine. However, I don't +imagine Bernard will try it on with me. I'm not Barry. If he +hits me I shall hit him back." + +"Oh, will you?" returned Val, invisibly amused. "I'm not sure +that wouldn't be a good plan. It has at least the merit of +originality. All the same I'm afraid Mrs. Clowes wouldn't like +it, she is a standing obstacle in the way of drastic measures." + +"But why do you want me to stay?" Lawrence asked more and more +surprised. + +"Well, here is what brought me up tonight, when I knew Bernard +would be on his way to bed. Will you--" he leaned forward, his +hands clasped between his knees--"stick it out, whatever happens, +for a week or two, and keep your eyes open? Life at Wanhope +isn't all plain sailing." + +"Plain sailing for Bernard?" + +"Or for his wife." + +"You speak as the friend of the house who sees both sides?" + +"They're forced on me." + +"I'll stay as long as I'm comfortable," said Lawrence, cynically +frank. "More I can't promise." + +Val leant back with an imperceptible shrug. He was disappointed +but not surprised: there was in Hyde a vein of hard selfishness-- +not a weakness, for the egoism which openly says "I will consult +my own convenience first" is too scornful of public opinion to be +called weak, but an acquired defensive quality on which argument +would have been thrown away. Val's arm dropped inert, he was +tired, not in body alone, but by the strain of contact with +another mind, hostile, and pitiless, and dominant. + +And Lawrence also was content to sit silent, lulled by the rising +and falling murmur of the stream, and by that agreeably cruel +memory. . . . He had no inclination to recall it to Val, but it +lent an emotional piquancy to their intercourse. He had the whip +hand of Val through the past, and perhaps the present also. +Lawrence had been struck by Val's allusion to Mrs. Clowes. He +was the friend of the house, was he? Now the position of a +friend of the house who shields a wife from her husband is +notoriously a delicate one. + +Val roused himself. "Well, we'll drop this. I must now say two +words on a different subject: I'd rather let it alone, and so I +dare say would you, but we shall meet a good deal off and on +while you're here, and it had better be got over. I'm sorry if I +embarrass you--" + +"Set your mind at rest," said Lawrence, silkenly brutal. "You +don't embarrass me at all." + +He threw away his cigar and got up laughing, and as Val also rose +Lawrence gently slapped him on the back. "I know what you're +driving at--that you've not forgotten that small indiscretion +of yours, or ceased to regret it. Don't you worry, Val! You +always were one of the worrying sort, weren't you? But you need +never refer to it again, and I won't if you don't." Surely a +generous, a handsome offer! But Stafford only touched with the +tips of his fingers the ringed and manicured hand of the elder +man. + +"Thank you! But I wasn't going to say anything of the sort. The +fact is that for a long while I've been making up my mind to see +you some time when you were in England: there was no hurry, +because so long as my father's alive I can do nothing, but when I +heard you were coming to Wanhope the opportunity was too good to +be missed. Railway fares," Val added with a preoccupied smile, +"are a consideration to me. So don't walk away yet, Hyde, +please. I have such a vivid recollection of the last time we met. +Between the lines at dawn. Do you remember?" + +"Everything, Val." + +"You were badly hurt, but before you fainted you dragged a +promise out of me." + +"Dragged it out of you?" Lawrence repeated: "that's one way of +putting it!" + +"But I made some feeble resistance at the time," said Val mildly. +"My head wasn't clear then or for a long while after, but I had +a--a presentiment that it was a mistake. You meant it kindly." +Had he? Lawrence laughed. He had never been able, to analyse +the complex of instincts and passions that had determined his +dealings with Stafford on that dim day between the lines. + +"You were in a damned funk weren't you, Val?" + +Stafford gave a slight start, the reaction of the prisoner under +a blow. But apart from the coarse cynicism of it, which +irritated him, it was no more than he had foreseen, and from then +on till the end he did not flinch. + +"Yes, anything you like: you can't overstate it. But my point is +that I gave you my parole. Will you release me from it?" + +"Good God!" said Lawrence. + +He had never been more surprised in his life. "Come in: let us +talk this over in the light." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Through the open windows of the drawingroom, where candlesticks +of twisted silver glimmered among Laura's old, silvery brocades, +and dim mirrors, and branches of pink and white rosebuds blooming +deliciously in rose-coloured Dubarry jars, the two men came in +together, Lawrence keenly on the watch. But observation was +wasted on Stafford who had nothing to conceal, who was merely +what he appeared to be, a faded and tired-looking man of middle +height, with blue eyes and brown hair turning grey, and wellworn +evening clothes a trifle rubbed at the cuffs. It was difficult to +connect this gentle and unassuming person with the fiery memory +of the war, and Lawrence without apology took hold of Stafford's +arm like a surgeon and tried to flex the rigid elbow-muscles, and +to distinguish with his fingers used to handling wounds the hard +seams and hollows below its shrunken joint. The action, which +was overbearing was by no means redeemed by the intention, which +was brutal. + +"Surely after all these years you don't propose to confess, Val?" + +"I should like to make some sort of amends." + +"Too late: these things can never be undone." + +"No, of course not. Undone? no, nothing once done can be undone. + +"But one needn't follow a wrong path to the bitter end. You made +me give you that promise for the sake of discipline and morale. +But of the men who were in the trenches with us that night how +many are left? Your battalion were pretty badly cut up at +Cambrai, weren't they? And the survivors are all back in civil +life like ourselves. If it were to come out now there aren't +twenty men who would remember anything about it: except of course +here in Chilmark, where they know my people so well." + +"But you surely don't contemplate writing to the War Office? +I've no idea what course they would take, but they'd be safe to +make themselves unpleasant. I might even come in for a reprimand +myself! That's a fate I could support with equanimity, but what +about you? If I were you I shouldn't care to be hauled up for an +interview!" + +"Really, if you'll forgive my saying so, I don't want to enter +into contingencies at all. Give me my promise back, Hyde, +there's a good fellow, it's worth nothing now to anyone but the +owner." + +"What about your own people?" said Lawrence, his hands in his +pockets, and falling unawares into the tone of the orderly room. +"You'll do nothing while your father's alive: I'm glad you've +sense enough for that: but what about your brother and sister? +You're suffering under some unpractical attack of remorse, Val, +and like most penitent souls you think of nothing but yourself." + +"On the contrary, I shrink very much from bringing distress on +other people. I'm well aware," said Val slowly, "that a man who +does what I've done forfeits his right to take an easy way out." + +"An easy way?" + +"Believe me, I haven't found the way you imposed on me an easy +one." + +"Poor wretch!" said Lawrence under his breath. Stafford heard, +perhaps he was meant to hear: and he glanced out over the dark +turf on which the windows traced a golden oblong, over the trees, +dark and mysterious except where the same light caught and +bronzed the tips of their branches. In its glow every leaf stood +out separate and defined, clearer than by day through the +contrast of the immense surrounding darkness: and so it had been +in that bit of French forest years ago, when the wild bright +searchlights lit up its plague-spotted glades. Civilians talk +glibly of courage and cowardice who have never smelt the odour +of corruption. . . . + +"What's your motive? Some misbegotten sense of duty?" + +"Partly," said Val, turning from the window. How like his eyes +were to his young sister's! The impression was unwelcome, and +Lawrence flung it off. "I ought never to have given way to you. +I ought to have faced Wynn-West and let him deal with me as he +thought fit. After all, I was of no standing in the regiment. +A boy of nineteen--what on earth would it have signified? I +was so very young." + +Nineteen! yes, one called a lad young at nineteen even in those +pitiless days. Under normal conditions he would have had two or +three years' more training before he was required to shoulder the +responsibilities and develop the braced muscles of manhood. + +"Anyhow it's all over now--" + +"No, you forget." A wave of colour swept over Val's face but his +voice was steady. "Through me the regiment holds a distinction +it hasn't earned, and the distinction is in hands that don't +deserve to hold it. That isn't consonant with the traditions of +the service." + +"Oh, when it comes to the honour of the Army--!" Lawrence jeered +at him. "There speaks the soldier born and bred. But I was only +a 'temporary.' Give me a personal reason." + +"Well, I can do that too! I hate sailing under false colours. +The good folk of Chilmark; my own people; Bernard, Laura . . . ." +Lawrence's eyes began to sparkle: when a man's voice deepens over +a woman's name--! "Oh, I dare say nothing will ever come of it," +Val resumed after a moment: "my father may live another thirty +years, and by that time I should be too old to stand in a white +sheet. Or perhaps I shall only tell one or two people--" + +"Mrs. Clowes?" + +"I beg your pardon?" + +"You would like to tell my cousin and his wife?" + +"I should like to feel myself a free agent, which I'm not now, +because I'm under parole to you." + +"And so you will remain," said Lawrence coldly. + +"You mean that?" + +"Thoroughly. I've no wish to distress you, Val, but I'm no more +convinced now than I was ten years ago that you can be trusted to +judge for yourself. You were an impulsive boy then with remarkably +little self-control: you're--forgive my saying so--an impulsive man +now, capable of doing things that in five minutes you would be +uncommonly sorry for. How long would Bernard keep your secret? If +I'm not much mistaken you would lose your billet and the whole county +would hear why. The whole thing's utter rubbish. You make too much +of your ribbon: you--I--it would never have been given if Dale's +father hadn't been a brass hat." + +Stafford was ashy pale. "I know you think you're just." + +"No, I don't. I'm not just, my good chap: I'm weakly, idiotically +generous. In your heart of hearts you're grateful to me. Now +let's drop all this. Nothing you can say will have the slightest +effect, so you may as well not say it." He stood by Val's chair, +laughing down at him and gently gripping him by the shoulder. +"Be a man, Val! you're not nineteen now. You've got a comfortable +job and the esteem of all who know you--take it and be thankful: +it's more than you deserve. If you must indulge in a hair shirt, +wear it under your clothes. It isn't necessary to embarrass other +people by undressing in public." + +Thought is free: one may be at a man's mercy and in his debt and +keep one's own opinion of him, impersonal and cold. With a faint +smile on his lips Val got up and strolled over to the piano. +"Hullo, what's all this music lying about?" he said in his +ordinary manner. "Has Laura been playing? Good, I'm so glad: +Bernard can hardly ever stand it. See the first fruits of your +bracing influence! Oh, the Polonaises . . ." And then he in +his turn began to play, but not the melancholy fiery lyrics that +had soothed Laura's unsatisfied heart. Val, a thorough musician, +went for sympathy to the classics. Impulsive? There was not +much impulse left in this quiet, reticent man, who with his old +trouble fresh on him could sit down and play a chorale of Bach or +a prelude of Mozart, subordinating his own imperious anguish to +the grave universal daylight of the elder masters. Long since +Val had resolved that no shadow from him should fall across any +other life. He had foresworn "that impure passion of remorse," +and so keen an observer as Rowsley had grown up in his intimacy +without suspecting anything wrong. Unfortunately for Val, +however, he still suffered, though he was now denied all +expression, all relief: the wounded mind bled inwardly. It was +no wonder Val's hair was turning grey. + +Lawrence, no mean judge of music, understood much--not all--of +the significance of Val's playing. He was an imaginative man-- +far more so than Val, who would have lived an ordinary life and +travelled on ordinary lines of thought but for the war, which +wrenched so many men out of their natural development. But it +was again unfortunate for Val that the sporting instinct ran +strong in Captain Hyde. He was irritated by Val's grave superior +dignity, and deep and unacknowledged there was working in him the +instinct of the bully, the love of cruelty, overlaid by layer on +layer of civilization, of chivalry, of decency, yet native to the +human heart and quick to reassert itself at any age: in the boy +who thrashes a smaller boy, in the young man who takes advantage +of a woman, in the fighter who hounds down surrendered men. + +He settled himself in a chair close to the piano. "Val, I'm very +glad to have met you. Having taken so much upon me," he was +smiling into Val's eyes, "I've often wondered what had become of +you. This," he lightly touched Val's arm, "was a cruel handicap. +I had to disable you, but it need not have been permanent." + +"Do you mind moving? you're in my light." + +He shifted his chair by an inch or so. "After all, what's a single +failure of nerve? Physical causes--wet, cold, indigestion, tight +puttees--account for nine out of ten of these queer breakdowns. +At all events you've paid, Val, paid twice over: when I read your +name in the Honours List I laughed, but I was sorry for you. The +sword-and-epaulets business would have been mild compared to that." + +"Cat and mouse, is it?" said Val, resting his hands on the keys. + +"What?" + +"I'm not going to stand this sort of thing, Hyde, not for a +minute." + +"I don't know what you mean," said Lawrence, reddening slowly to +his forehead. But it was a lie: he was not one of those who can +overstep limits with impunity. The streak of vulgarity again! +and worse than vulgarity: Andrew Hyde's sardonic old voice was +ringing in his ears, "Lawrence, you'll never be a gentleman." + +"All right, we'll leave it at that. Only don't do it again." +Lawrence was dumb. "Here's Mrs. Clowes." + +Val rose as Laura came in, released at length from attendance on +her husband. "I heard you playing," she said, giving him her hand +with her sweet, friendly smile. "So you've introduced yourself to +Captain Hyde? I hope you were nice to him, for my gratitude to +him is boundless. I haven't seen Bernard looking so fit or so +bright for months and months! Now sit down, both of you, and +we'll have cigarettes and coffee. Ring, Val, will you--? it's +barely half past ten. + +"I can only stay for one cigarette, Laura: I must get home to +bed." + +"But, my dear boy, how tired you look!" exclaimed Laura. "You do +too much--I'm sure you do too much. He wears himself out, +Lawrence--oh! my scarf!" She was wearing a silver scarf over her +black dress, and as she moved it fluttered up and caught on the +chain round her throat. "Unfasten me, please, Val," she said, +bending her fair neck, and Val was obliged laboriously to +disentangle the silken cobweb from the spurs of her clear-set +diamonds, a process which fascinated Lawrence, whose mind was +more French than English in its permanent interest in women. +Certainly Val's office of friend of the family was not less +delicate because Laura, secure in her few years seniority, +treated him like a younger brother! Watching, not Val, but Val's +reflection in a mirror, Lawrence overlooked no shade of +constraint, no effort that Val made to avoid touching with his +finger-tips the satin allure of Laura's exquisite skin. "Poor +miserable Val!" Suspicion was crystallizing into certainty. "Or +is it poor Bernard? No, I swear she doesn't know. Does he know +himself?" + +A servant had brought in coffee, and Lawrence in his quality of +cousin poured out two cups and carried them over to Laura and to +Val. "Well, I'm damned!" murmured Lawrence as Val refastened the +clasp of the chain. "Picturesque, all this.-- Here, Val, here's +your coffee." + +"But do you know each other so well as that?" exclaimed Laura, +arching her wren's-feather eyebrows. + +"I was an infant subaltern when Hyde knew me," said Val laughing, +"and he was a howling swell of a captain. Do you remember that +night you all dined with us, sir, when we were in billets? We +stood you champagne--" + +"Purchased locally. I remember the champagne." + +"Dine with us tomorrow night," said Laura. "Do! and bring +Isabel." Lawrence gave an imperceptible start: for the last hour +he had forgotten Isabel's existence except when her eyes had +looked at him out of her brother's face. "The child will enjoy +it, I never knew any one so easily pleased; and you and Lawrence +and Bernard can rag one another to your heart's content. Yes, +you will, I know you will, Army men always do when they get +together; and you're all boys, even Bernard, even you with your +grey hair, my dear Val; as for Lawrence, he's only giving himself +airs." + +"Yes, do bring your sister," said Lawrence. "She is the most +charming young girl I've met for years, if a man of my mature age +may say so. She is so natural, a rare thing nowadays: the modern +jeune fille is a sophisticated product." + +"Bravo, Lawrence!" cried Mrs. Clowes, clapping her hands. "Now, +Val, didn't I tell you Isabel was going to be very, very pretty? +That's settled, then, you'll both come: and, to please me," she +looked not much older than Isabel as she took hold of the lapel +of Val's coat, "will you wear your ribbon? I know you hate +wearing it in civilian kit! But I do so love to see you in it: +and it's not as if there would be any one here but ourselves." + +Lawrence swung round on his heel and walked away. One may enjoy +the pleasures of the chase and yet draw the line at watching an +application of the rack, and it sickened him to remember that his +own hand had given a turn to the screw. It had needed that brief +colloquy to let him see what Stafford's life was like at Wanhope, +and in what slow nerve-by-nerve laceration amends were being +made. He admired the gallantry of Stafford's reply. + +"My dear Laura, I would tie myself up in ribbon from head to foot +if it would give you pleasure. I'll wear it if you like, though +my superior officer will certainly rag me if I do." + +"No, I shan't," said Lawrence shortly. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +"And now tell me," murmured Mrs. Clowes in the mischievously +caressing tone that she kept for Isabel, "did mamma's little girl +enjoy her party?" + +"Rather!" said Isabel--with a great sigh, the satisfied sigh of +a dog curling up after a meal. "They were lovely strawberries. +And what do you call that French thing? Oh, that's what a +vol-au-vent is, is it? I wish I knew how to make it, but probably +it's one of those recipes that begin 'Take twelve eggs and a quart of +cream.' I wish nice things to eat weren't so dear, Jimmy would love +it. Captain Hyde took two helps--did you see?--big ones! If he +always eats as much as he did tonight he'll be fat before he's fifty, +which will be a pity. He ate three times what Val did." + +"Is that what you were thinking of all the time? I noticed you +didn't say very much." + +"Well, I was between Captain Hyde and Major Clowes, and they +neither of them think I'm grown up," explained Isabel. "They +talked to each other over the top of me. Oh no, not rudely, +Major Clowes was as nice as he could be" (Isabel salved her +conscience by reflecting that this was verbally true since Major +Clowes could never he nice), "and Captain Hyde asked me if I was +fond of dolls--" + +"My dear Isabel!" + +"Or words to that effect. Oh! it's perfectly fair, I'm not grown +up, or only by fits and starts. Some of me is a weary forty-five +but the rest is still in pigtails. It's curious, isn't it? +considering that I'm nearly twenty. Let's go through the wood, +my stockings are coming down." Out of sight of the house in a +clearing of the loosely planted alder-coppice by the bridge, she +pulled them up, slowly and candidly: white cotton stockings +supported by garters of black elastic. "After all," she +continued, "I'm housekeeper, and in common politeness we shall +have to dine you back, so I really did want to see what sort of +things Captain Hyde likes. But it's no use, he won't like +anything we give him. Not though we strain our resources to the +uttermost. Laura! would Mrs. Fryar give me the receipt for that +vol-au-vent? I don't suppose we could run to it, but I should +love to try." + +"Mrs. Fryar would be flattered," said Laura, finding a chair in +the forked stem of a wild apple-tree, while Isabel sat plump +down on the net of moss-fronds and fine ivy and grey wood-violets +at her feet. "But, my darling, you're not to worry your small +head over vol-au-vents! Lawrence will like one of your own roast +chickens just as well, or any simple thing--" + +"Oh no, Lawrence won't!" Isabel gave a little laugh. "Excuse my +contradicting you, but Lawrence isn't a bit fond of simple +things. That's why he doesn't like me, because I'm simple, +simple as a daisy. I don't mind--much," she added truthfully. +"I can survive his most extended want of interest. After all +what can you expect if you go out to dinner in the same nun's +veiling frock you wore when you were confirmed, with the tucks +let down and the collar taken out? O! Laura, I wish someone +would give me twenty pounds on condition that I spent it all on +dress! I'd buy--I'd buy--oh,--silk stockings, and long +gloves, and French cambric underclothes, and chiffon nightgowns +like those Yvonne wears (but they aren't decent: still that +doesn't matter so long as you're not married, and they are so +pretty)! And a homespun tailor-made suit with a seam down the +back and open tails: and--and--one of those real Panamas that +you can pull through a wedding ring: and--oh! dear, I am greedy! +It must be because I never have any clothes at all that I'm +always wanting some. I ache all over when I look at catalogues. +Isn't it silly?" + +If so it was a form of silliness with which Mrs. Clowes was in +full sympathy. In her world, to be young and pretty gave a woman +a claim on Fate to provide her with pretty dresses and the +admiration of men. As for Yvonne, till she married Jack Bendish +she had never been out of debt in her life. "No, it's the most +natural thing on earth," said Laura. "How I wish--!" + +"No, no," said Isabel hastily. "It's very, very sweet of you, +but even Jimmy wouldn't like it: and as for Val I don't know what +he'd say! Poor old Val, he wants some new evening clothes +himself, and it's worse for him than for me because men do so +hate to look shabby and out at elbows. He's worn that suit for +ten years. My one consolation is that Captain Hyde couldn't wear +a suit he wore ten years ago. It would burst." + +"Isabel! really! you ridiculous child, why have you such a +spite against poor Lawrence? Any one would think he was a +perfect Daniel Lambert! Do you know he's a pukka sportsman and +has shot all over the world? Lions and tigers, and rhinoceros, +and grizzly bears, and all sorts of ferocious animals! He's +promised me a black panther skin for my parlour and he's +persuaded Bernard to call in Dr. Verney for his neuritis, so I +won't hear another word against him!" + +"Has he? H'm. . . . No, I haven't any prejudice against him: in +fact I like him," said Isabel, smiling to herself. "But he +reminds me of Tom Wallis at the Prince of Wales's Feathers. Do +you remember Tom? 'Poor Tom,' Mrs. Wallis always says, 'he went +from bad to worse. First it was a drop too much of an evening: +and then he began getting drunk mornings: and then he 'listed for +a soldier!' Not that Captain Hyde would get drunk, but he has the +same excitable temperament. . . . Laura!" + +"What is it?" said Mrs. Clowes, framing the young face between +her hands as Isabel rose up kneeling before her. In the +quivering apple-tree shadow Isabel's eyes were very dark, and +penetrating and reflective too, as if she had just undergone one +of those transitions from childhood to womanhood which are the +mark and the charm of her variable age. Laura was puzzled by her +judgment of Lawrence Hyde, so keen, yet so wide of the truth as +Laura saw it: "excitable" was the last thing that Laura would +have called him, and she couldn't see any likeness to Tom Wallis. +But one can't argue over a man's character with a child. "Why so +serious?" + +"This evening, at dinner, weren't there some queer +undercurrents?" + +"Undercurrents!" Laura drew her hands away. She looked startled +and nervous. "What sort of undercurrents?" + +"When they were chaffing Val about his ribbon. Oh, I don't know," +said Isabel vaguely. Laura drew a breath of relief. "I was sorry +you made him wear it. But he'd cut his hand off to please you, +darling. You don't really realize the way you can make Val do +anything you like." + +"Nonsense," said Laura, but with an indulgent smile, which was +her way of saying that it was true but did not signify. She was +no coquette, but she preferred to create an agreeable impression. +Always in France, where women are the focus of social interest, +there had been men who did as Laura Selincourt pleased, and the +incense which Val alone continued to burn was not ungrateful to +her altar. "As if Val would mind about a little thing like +that." + +Isabel shook her head. "Perhaps you weren't attending. Major +Clowes was very down on him for wearing it--chaffing him, of +course, but chaffing half in earnest: a snowball with a stone in +it. Naturally Val wasn't going to say you made him--" + +"No, but Lawrence did: or I should have cut in myself." + +"Yes, after a minute, he interfered, and then Major Clowes shut +up, but it was all rather--rather queer, and I'm sure Val hated +it. You won't make him do it again, will you? Val's so odd. +Laura--don't tell any one--I sometimes think Val's very +unhappy." + +"Val, unhappy? You fanciful child, this is worse than Tom +Wallis! What should make Val unhappy? He might be dull," said +Laura ruefully. "Life at Wanhope isn't exciting! But he's keen +on his work and very fond of the country. Val is one of the most +contented people I know." + +A shadow fell over Isabel's face, the veil that one draws down +when one has offered a confidence to hands that are not ready to +receive it. "Then it must be all my imagination." She abandoned +the subject as rapidly as she had introduced it. "O! dear, I am +sleepy." She stretched herself and yawned, opening her mouth wide +and shutting it with a little snap like a kitten. "I was up at +six to give Val his breakfast, and I've been running about all +day, what with the school treat next week, and Jimmy's new +night-shirts that I had to get the stuff for and cut them out, +and choir practice, and Fanny taking it into her head to make +rhubarb jam. How can London people stay up till twelve or one +o'clock every night? But of course they don't get up at six." + +"Have a snooze in my hammock," suggested Laura. "I see Barry +coming, which means that Bernard is going off and I shall have to +run away and leave you, and probably the men won't come out for +some time. Take forty winks, you poor child, it will freshen you +up." + +"I never, never go to sleep in the daytime," said Isabel firmly. +"It's a demoralizing habit. But I shouldn't mind tumbling into +your hammock, thank you very much." And, while Mrs. Clowes went +away with Barry, she slipped across to Laura's large comfortable +cot, swung waist-high between two alders that knelt on the river +brink. + +Isabel sprawled luxuriously at full length, one arm under her +head and the other dropped over the netting: her young frame was +tired, little flying aches of fatigue were darting pins and +needles through her knees and shoulders and the base of her +spine. The evening was very warm and the stars winked at her, +they were green diamonds that sparkled through chinks in the +alder leafage overhead: round dark leaves like coins, and +scattered in clusters, like branches of black bloom. Near at +hand the river ran in silken blackness, but below the coppice, +where it widened into shallows, it went whispering and rippling +over a pebbly bottom on its way to the humming thunder of the +mill. And in a fir-tree not far off a nightingale was singing, +now a string of pearls dropping bead by bead from his throat, now +rich turns and grace-notes, and now again a reiterated metallic +chink which melted into liquid fluting: + + Vogek im Tannenwald + Pfeifet so hell: + Pfeifet de Wald aus und ein, + wo wird mein Schatze sein? + Vogele im Tannenwald pfeifet so hell. + +Isabel was still so young that she felt the beauty more deeply +when she could link it with some poetic association, and as she +listened to the nightingale she murmured to herself "'In some +melodious plot of beechen green with shadows numberless'--but +it isn't a beech, it's a fir-tree," and then wandering off into +another literary channel, "'How thick the bursts come crowding +through the leaves! Eternal passion--eternal pain' . . . but I +don't believe he feels any pain at all. It is we who feel pain. +He's not been long married, and it's lovely weather, and there's +plenty for them to eat, and they're in love . . . what a heavenly +night it is! I wish some one were in love with me. I wonder if +any one ever will be. + +"How thrilling it would be to refuse him! Of course I couldn't +possibly accept him--not the first: it would be too slow, +because then one couldn't have any more. One would be like +Laura. Poor Laura! Now if she were in that tree"--Isabel's +ideas were becoming slightly confused--"it would be natural for +her to be melancholy--only if she were a bird she wouldn't care, +she would fly off with some one else and leave Major Clowes, and +all the other birds would come and peck him to death. They +manage these things better in bird land." Isabel's eyes shut but +she hurriedly opened them again. "I'm not going to go to sleep. +It's perfectly absurd. It can't be much after nine o'clock. I +dare say Captain Hyde will come out before so very long . . . I +should like to talk to him again by myself. He isn't so +interesting when other people are there. I wonder why I told +Laura he was getting fat? He isn't: he couldn't be, to travel +all over the world and shoot black panthers. And if he did take +two helps of vol-au-vent, you must remember, Isabel, he's a big +man--well over six feet--and requires good support. He +certainly is not greedy or he would have tried to pick out the +oysters: all men love oysters. + +"He was nice about Val's ribbon, too . . . wish I understood +about that ribbon. Val was grateful: he said 'Thanks, Hyde' +while Major Clowes was speaking to Barry. Laura isn't stupid, +but she never understands Val. 'Contented?' My dearest darling +Val! If he were being roasted over a slow fire he would be +'contented' if Laura was looking on. That's the worst of being +perfectly unselfish: people never realize that you're unselfish +at all. Wives don't seem to hear what their husbands say. Often +and often Major Clowes is absolutely insulting to Val, before +Laura and before me. But Laura always looks on Val as a boy. +Perhaps if Captain Hyde hears it going on he'll interfere and +shut Major Clowes up as he did tonight. He can manage Major +Clowes . . . which is clever of him! 'A strong, silent man'--as +a matter of fact he talks a good deal. . . . But I loved him for +sitting on Major Clowes. I'd rather he were nice to Val than to +me. + +"But he might be nice to me too. . . . + +"He was, yesterday afternoon. How he coloured up! He was +absolutely natural for the minute. That can't often happen. +People who don't like giving themselves away are thrilling when +they do." + +Another yawn came upon her. + +"O! dear, I really mustn't go to sleep. What a lulling noise you +make, you old river! I don't think I can get up at six tomorrow. +This hammock is as comfortable as a bed. 'The young girl +reclined in a graceful attitude, her head pillowed on her slender +hand, her long dark lashes entangled and resting on her ivory +cheek.' Well, they couldn't rest anywhere else: unless they were +long enough to rest on her nose. 'Her--her breathing was soft +and regular . . .'" It became so. Isabel slept. + +Val would rather have owed no gratitude to a man he disliked so +much as Hyde. When Bernard was wheeled away, an interchange of +perfunctory civilities was followed by a constrained silence, +which Val broke by rising. "Hyde, if you'll excuse me, I'll say +five words to Bernard before Barry begins getting him to bed. +There's a right of way dispute going on that he liked me to keep +him posted up in." + +"Do," said Lawrence vaguely. He brushed past Val and escaped into +the garden. + +Lawrence was enjoying his stay at Wanhope, but tonight he felt +defrauded, though he knew not why. He had had an agreeable day. +In the morning Jack Bendish had appeared on horseback and Lawrence +had ridden over with him to lunch at Wharton, a sufficiently amusing +experience, what with the crabbed high-spirited whims of Jack's +grandfather and the old-fashioned courtesy of Lord Grantchester, and +Yvonne's romantic toilette: later Laura had joined them and they had +played bowls on the famous green: in the cool of the evening he had +strolled home with Laura through the fields. Dinner too had been +amusing in its way, the wines were excellent, the parlour maid waited +at table like a deft ghost, and he recognized in Mrs. Fryar an artist +who was thrown away alike on Bernard's devotion to roast beef and +Val's inability to remember what he ate. Yet Lawrence was left +vaguely discontented. + +Bernard's manner to Val had set his teeth on edge. Bernard could +have meant no harm: no one had ever known the truth except +Lawrence and Val, and possibly Dale with such torn shreds of +consciousness as H. E. and barbed wire had left him: but in all +innocence Bernard had set the rack to work as deftly as Lawrence +could have done it himself. Lawrence pitied--no, that was a +slip of the mind: he was not so weak as to pity Stafford, but +their intercourse was difficult, genant. + +And Isabel Stafford too: Clowes had left her out of the +conversation as though she were a child, and though Lawrence +tried to bring her in she remained, so to say, in the nursery +most of the time, speaking when she was spoken to but without any +of her characteristic freshness and boldness. She was the +schoolgirl that Clowes expected her to be. Her very dress +irritated Lawrence, as if he had seen a fine painting in a tawdry +frame, or a pearl of price foiled by a spurious setting. He had +not felt any glow at all, and was left to suppose his fancy had +played him a trick. Disappointing! and now there was no chance +of revising his impression, for apparently she had gone away with +Laura--who should have known better than to leave Captain Hyde +to his own devices. But probably Miss Stafford had refused to +face the men alone: it was what a little shy country girl would +do. + +Isabel's arm hanging over the edge of the hammock, and pearly +white in the dark, was his first warning of her presence. He +crossed the wood with his hunter's step and found her lapped in +dreams, the starlight that filtered between the alder branches +chequering her with a faint diaper of light and shade. Only the +very young can afford to be, seen asleep, when the face sinks +back into its original repose, and lines and wrinkles reappear in +the loss of all that smiling charm of expression which may efface +them by day. Laura, asleep, looked old and haggard. But Isabel +presented a blank page, a face virginally pure, and candid, and +lineless: from the attitude of her young body one would have +thought she was constructed without bones, and from her serenity +it might have been a child who slept there in the June night, so +placidly entrusting herself to its mild embrace. Vividly aware +that he had no right to watch her, Lawrence stood watching her, +though afraid at every breath that she would wake up: it was hard +to believe that even in her sleep she could remain insensible of +his eyes. Here was the authentic Isabel, the girl who had +enchanted him on the moor: the incarnation of that classic beauty +by which alone his spirit was capable of being touched to fine +issues. The alder branches quivered, their clusters of black +shadow fell like an embroidered veil over the imperfections of +her dress, but what light there was shone clear on her head and +throat, and the pearly moulding of her shoulder, based where her +sleeve was dragged down a little by the tension of her weight +upon it. All the mystery of womanhood and all its promise of +life in bud and life not yet sown lay on this young girl asleep +in the starshine. Lights flashed up in the house, figures were +moving between the curtains: Laura had left Bernard, soon she +would come out into the garden and call to Isabel, and Isabel +would wake and his chance be lost. His chance? Isabel had +rashly incurred a forfeit and would have to pay. The frolic was +old, there was plenty of precedent for it, and not for one moment +did Lawrence dream of letting her off. A moth, a dead leaf might +have settled on her sleeping lips and she would have been none +the wiser, and just such a moth's touch he promised himself, the +contact of a moment, but enough to intoxicate him with its +sweetness, and the first--yes, he believed it would be the +first: not from any special faith in Isabel's obduracy, but +because no one in Chilmark was enough of a connoisseur to +appreciate her. Yes, the first, the bloom on the fruit, the +unfolding of the bud, he promised himself that: and warily he +stooped over Isabel, who slept as tranquil as though she were in +her own room under the vicarage eaves. Lawrence held his breath. +If she were to wake? Then?--Oh, then the middleaged friend of +the family claiming his gloves and his jest! But Lawrence was +not feeling middle-aged. + +"O! dear," said Isabel, "I've been asleep!" + +She sat up rubbing her eyes. "Laura, are you there?" But no one +was there. Yet, though she was alone, in the solitude of the +alder shade Isabel blushed scarlet. "What a ridiculous dream! +worse than ridiculous, What would Val say if he knew? Really, +Isabel, you ought to be whipped!" She slipped to her feet and +peered suspiciously this way and that into the shadowy corners of +the wood. Not a step: not the rustle of a leaf: no one. + +Yet Isabel's cheeks continued to burn, till with a little +frightened laugh she buried them in her hands. "O! it was-- +it was a dream--?" + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Lawrence's reflections when he went to bed that night were more +insurgent and disorderly than usual. In his negative philosophy, +when he shut the door of his room, it was his custom to shut the +door on memory too--to empty his mind of all its contents except +the physical disposition to sleep. He cultivated an Indian's +self-involved and deliberate vacancy. On this his second night +at Wanhope however--Wanhope which was to bring him a good many +white nights before he was done with it--he lay long awake, +watching the stars that winked and glittered in the field of his +open window, the same stars that were perhaps shining on Isabel's +pillow. . . . + +Isabel: it was on her that his thoughts ran with a tiring +persistency against which his common sense rebelled. A kiss! +what was it after all? A Christmas forfeit, a prank of which +even Val Stafford could have said no worse than that it was +beneath the dignity of his six and thirty years: only too +flattering for such a little country girl, sunburnt, simple, and +occasionally tongue-tied. The lady of the ivory frame (whom +Lawrence had fished out of her seclusion and set up on his +dressing table, to the disgust of Caroline: who was a Baptist, +and didn't care to dust a person who wore so few clothes), the +lady of the ivory frame was far handsomer than Isabel, or at +least handsome in a far more finished style. + +Lawrence had the curiosity to get out of bed and carry Mrs. Cleve +to the window. Yes, she certainly was an expensive luxury, this +smiling lady, her eyes large and liquid, her waved hair rippling +under its diamond aigrette, her rather wide, eighteenth century +shoulders dimpling down under a collar of diamonds to the half +bare swell of her breast: and for an amateur of her type she was +charming, with her tired, sophisticated glance and her fresh +mouth, like a rouged child: but it was borne in on Lawrence that +she was not for him. He had kissed her two or three times, as +occasion served and she seemed to desire it, but he had never +lain awake afterwards, nor had his heart beaten any faster, no, +not even in the summerhouse at Bingley when she was fairly in his +arms. He pitched the photograph into a drawer. Frederick Cleve +was safe, for him. + +Strolling out on the balcony, Lawrence folded his arms on the +balustrade. The night was hot: perhaps that was why he could not +sleep. By his watch it was ten minutes past two. The moon was +near her setting. She lay on her back with tumbled clouds all +round her: mother & pearl clouds, quilted, and tinged with a +sheen of opal. He wondered whether Bernard was asleep: poor +Bernard, lying alone through the dreary hours. Perhaps it was +because Lawrence was not at all like a curate that Bernard had +already made his cousin free of certain dark corners which Val +had never been allowed to explore. "My wife? She's not my +wife," Clowes had said, staring up at Lawrence with his wide +black eyes. "She's my nurse." And he went on defining the +situation with the large coarse frankness which he permitted +himself since his accident, and which did not repel Lawrence, as +it would have repelled Val or Jack Bendish, because Lawrence +habitually used the same frankness in his own mind. There was +some family likeness between the cousins, and it came out in +their common contempt for modern delicacy, which Bernard called +squeamishness and Lawrence damned in more literary language as +the Victorian manner. + +The moon dipped lower over the trees while Lawrence took one of +his sharp turns of self-analysis. Most men live in a haze, but +Lawrence was naturally a clear thinker, and he had neither a warm +heart nor a sentimental temperament to blind him. Cleve was +safe: but with his Rabelaisian candour and cultivated want of +scruple Lawrence reflected that Cleve had been anything but safe +at Bingley. Whence the change? From Isabel Stafford! Lawrence +shrugged his shoulders: he was accustomed to examine himself in a +dry light of curiosity, and no vice or weakness shocked him, but +here was pure folly. + +What was he doing at Wanhope? "I'm contracting attachments," he +reflected, unbuttoning his silk jacket to feel the night air cool +on his chest, a characteristic action: wind, sunshine, a +wandering scent, the freshness of dew, all the small sensuous +pleasures that most men neglect, Lawrence would go out of his way +to procure. "I'm breaking my rule." Long ago he had resolved +never to let himself get fond of any one again, because in this +world of chance and change, at the mercy of a blindly striking +power, the game is not worth the candle: one suffers too much. + +As for Miss Stafford, one need not be a professed stole to draw +the line at a little country girl, pious to insipidity and simple +to the brink of silliness. Here Lawrence, not being one of those +who deny facts when they are unwelcome, caught himself up: she +was not insipid and her power over him was undeniable. Twice +within forty-eight hours she had defeated his will, and what was +stranger was that each time he had surrendered eagerly, feeling +for the moment as though it didn't matter what he said or did +before Isabel.--It was at this point of his analysis that Lawrence +began to take fright. "You rascal," he said to himself, "so that's +why you're off Mrs. Cleve, is it? What is it you want--to marry the +child? You would be sick to death of her in six weeks--and haven't +you had enough of giving hostages to Fortune?" + +Hostages to fortune: that pregnant phrase frightens men who fear +nothing else in heaven or earth. But not one of Hyde's friends +knew that he had ever given fortune a hostage. He was not +reserved as a rule: indeed he was always willing to argue creed +and code with a frankness rare in the self-conscious English +race: he was never shy and there was little in him that was +distinctively English. But he was too subtle and inconsistent +for the average homogeneous Englishman, and not even the comrades +of trench and tent knew much about his private life. Lawrence +was one of those products of a high civilization which have in +them pretty strong affinities with barbarism,--but always with a +difference. The noble savage tortures his enemy out of hate or +revenge: Lawrence, more sophisticated in brutality, was capable +of doing it by way of a psychological experiment. The savage +takes a short cut from desire to possession: Lawrence though his +blood ran hot curbed it from caution, because in modern life +women are a burden and a drag. + +This was the trained and tempered Lawrence Hyde, a personage of +great good humour and numitigable egoism. This was the companion +of easy morals with whom Lawrence was on familiar terms. But on +that first white night at Wanhope Lawrence grew dimly aware of +the upheaval of deeper forces, as if his youth were stirring in +its grave. When Laura Clowes smiled at him with her gallant +bearing: when Bernard gripped his hand in wishing him good night: +when Val in the middle of the psychological experiment pierced +him with his grave tired eyes, all sorts of feelings long dormant +and believed to be dead came to life in Lawrence: pity, and +affection, and remorse and shame. "Hang the fellow!" Lawrence +reflected. "He's too like his sister. And Isabel? She is a +child." Whose voice was it that answered, "This is the woman I +have been waiting for all my life?" + +And then, turning at bay, he came to a sufficiently cynical +conclusion. "No nonsense!" he said to himself. "Your trouble is +that she's twenty and you're six and thirty, which is a dangerous +age. But you don't want to marry her, and there's no middle +course. Fruit defendu, mon ami: hands off! If you can't be +sensible you'll have to shift out of Wanhope and compromise on +Mrs. Cleve." + +The rain held off, and after breakfast--a cheery meal at which +Bernard for the first time for many months appeared dressed and +in a good temper--Lawrence fulfilled the main duty of a guest by +going for a walk. + +He came by footbridge and field path into the High Street, where +he was immediately buttonholed by the vicar. Lawrence had a +fixed idea that all priests were hypocrites: they must be, since +as educated men they could not well believe the fables they were +paid to teach! But it was hard to associate hypocrisy with Mr. +Stafford, whose fond ambition it was to nail Lawrence Hyde to +lecture on his Chinese travels before the Bible Class. "Oh, nothing +religious," he explained, holding his victim firmly by the coat as +Lawrence edged away. "Only half an hour's story-telling to put a few +new ideas into their heads--as if you were talking to a young brother +of your own. I'm always trying to get them to emigrate, but they +need a great deal of shoving." Lawrence said they could not emigrate +to China, and, further, that he didn't regard them as brothers. "How +narrow you are, some of you University men!" sighed Mr. Stafford. +"What a concept of society! But," brightening, "you're not so bad as +you're painted. Come, come! a fifth-of-August recruit can't very +well deny that we're all brothers in arms?" Before Lawrence escaped +he was not sure that he hadn't pledged himself to an address on +"Fringes of the Empire," with special reference to the C.U.M.C.A. + +It was too sunny to fish, but the trout lured him, and from the +cross-roads by the stone bridge he struck into a footpath that +led upstream into the hills, behind whose green spurs Chilmark +before long was out of sight. Here it was lonely country. +Sometimes on a headland the sun flashed white over a knot of +labourers, scything the hay where no machine could go: sometimes +a shepherd's cote gleamed far off above the pale wattlings of a +fold: but as he wound on--and on into the Plain there was no +sign of man in all the hot landscape, and no motion but the +bicker of the stream over its stony bed, and the hum of insect +life busy on its millions of dark and tiny vibrant wings. Not a +breath of wind stirred among these grassy valleys, and Lawrence, +feeling warm, had sat down by a pool under a sapling birchtree, +when he heard a step on the path. It was Isabel Stafford. + +He had hardly seen her again overnight, for Val had carried his +young sister away before ten o'clock. He waited for her in the +rare shadow of the birchtree, a tall powerful figure in a white +drill suit of the tropics, his fair skin and black eyes shaded by +a wide Panama hat. Isabel as she drew near was vexed to find +herself blushing. She was a little shy of Captain Hyde, a little +averse to meet his sparkling eyes. + +"Isn't it hot?" she said, frankly wiping her face with a large +handkerchief. "This is a favourite pool of mine, I often sit +here when I come this way. I never saw such beautiful dragonflies, +did you? They must be nearly as big as hummingbirds." + +Over the brown mirror of the pool a troop of great dragonflies +were ceaselessly darting to and fro, their metallic wings making +a faint whirr as they looped in blinding mazes through the air +that glowed blue with their splendour. "Very beautiful," said +Lawrence. + +"Are you out for a walk? I'm on my way to Wancote." Here panic +fell on Isabel, the panic that lies in wait for young girls: if +he were to think she thought he ought to offer to escort her! +"I'm late, I must go on now. Good-bye!" + +Lawrence stood looking down at her, impassive, almost sombre, but +for the hot glow in his eyes. His caution had gone overboard. +"Mayn't I come too?" + +"Oh. . . ." + +"Do let me." + +"If you--if you like." + +The valley narrowed as it receded, the upland air began to +sparkle with a myriad prismatic needles that glittered from the +wings of flies and beetles, and from dewdrops on patches of turf +still as grey as hoarfrost in the shadow on the edge of a wood, +and from wayside hollies whose leaf-points were all starred in +silver. The blue bow overhead was stainless, not a cloud in it +nor a mist: azure, azure, and unfathomable, like the heart of +man, or the justice of God.--Isabel was not shy now but alert +and radiant, as if she had caught a sparkle from the air: and +expansive, as women are when they are sure of pleasing. "'For +the jaded man of the world at her side, the young girl's rustic +freshness was her chief charm. She was so different from the +beautiful but heartless mondaines he had known in Town. No +diamonds glittered round her slender throat, and her hands, +though small and well-shaped, were tanned by the summer sun. But +for the jaded-man-of-the-world, weary of sparkling epigram or +caustic repartee, her simple chatter held a fascination of its +own.' I don't believe," reflected Isabel, coming down mentally to +plain prose, "he'd mind if I talked to him about the dinner or +last week's washing bill." + +She did not in fact enter on any such intimate topic, but +conversed sedately about parish politics and the beauties of the +Plain. "This is a very lonely part," she said, "there are +scarcely any houses. I'm taking the magazine to one of Major +Clowes' shepherds. It's rather interesting going there. He's +mad." + +"Mad!" + +"As a March hare. He's perfectly harmless of course, and an +excellent shepherd. In lambing time he looks after the ewes like +a mother, Val says his flock hardly ever lose a lamb. But he's a +thrilling person to district-visit. Last time I went he had the +Prince of Wales staying with him." + +"Why on earth don't they put him in an asylum?" + +"Do you know much about country villages?" Isabel enquired. "I +thought not. They never put any one in an asylum till after he's +got into trouble, and not always then if he doesn't want to go: +just as they never build a bridge over a level crossing till one +or two people have been killed. We had a woman in Chilmark that +was much madder than poor dear Ben is. She took a knife out of +her drawer once when I was there and told me she was going to cut +her throat with it. She made me feel the edge to see how sharp +it was. At last she cut the children's throats instead of her +own, and then they put her away, but none of them died and she's +out again now. She's supposed to be cured. You see a County +asylum doesn't keep people longer than it must because the money +comes out of the rates." + +"Do you mean to say," Lawrence fastened on the point that struck +him most forcibly, "that your father lets you go to such places +by yourself?" + +"Oh yes: why not? He would think it showed want of faith to +prevent me. He's very sensible about things like that," said +Isabel without affectation. "There are always typhoid and +diphtheria about in the autumn, but Jimmy never fusses. It +wouldn't be much use if he did, with him and Val always in and +out of infected houses." + +"Pure fatalism--" said Lawrence, hitting with his stick at the +flowers by their path. "Your brother ought to put his foot +down--" Isabel seized his arm. + +"Take care!-- There was a bee in it. You really are most +careless Captain Hyde! I shan't take you for any more walks if +you do that. I dare say it was one of my own bees, and he had +the very narrowest escape! And Val wouldn't dream of interfering. +Ben and I are the best of friends. Besides, it's Mrs. Janaway I +really go to see, poor dear, she don't ever hear a bit o' news from +week's end to week's end. Wouldn't you be glad to see me," her eyes +were destitute of challenge but not of humour, "if you lived three +miles deep in the Plain, alone with your husband and the Prince of +Wales?" + +"I should be delighted to see you at any time." + +Isabel, not knowing what to do with this speech, let it alone. +"And the dog: I mustn't forget the dog. They have a thoroughbred +Great Dane. Mr. Bendish gave Ben the puppy because it was the +worst of the litter and they thought it would die: but it didn't +die--no animal does that Ben gets hold of--and he's too fond of +it now to part with it, though a dog fancier from Amesbury has +offered him practically his own price for it." + +"I should like to see the Dane." + +"Well, you will, if you come with me. There's the cottage." + +They had turned a bend and the head of the dale lay before them, +a mere dimpling depression between breasts of chalky grass. Set +close by the way on a cross-track, which forded the brook by +stepping stones and went on over the downs to Amesbury, stood a +small, square, tumbledown cottage, its door opening on primeval +turf, though behind it a plot of garden enclosed in a quickset +hedge provided Mrs. Janaway with cabbages and gooseberries and +sour apples and room to hang out the clothes. + +"Ben won't be in, but Billy will be looking after Clara. Billy +is no good with the sheep, but he's death on tramps. In fact if +I weren't here it wouldn't be too safe for you to go to the door. +A Dane can pull any man down: I've heard even Jack Bendish say he +wouldn't care to tackle him--" + +Even Jack Bendish! Lawrence smiled. He felt the prick of +Isabel's blade, it amused him, automatically he reacted to it, +she made him want to fight the Dane first and Jack Bendish +afterwards--but he retained just too much of the ascendancy of +his six and thirty years to gratify her by self-betrayal. +"You're a very brave young lady," he said cheerfully, "but if I +were Val--" + +He stopped short. From the cottage window, now not twenty yards +off, there had come a burst of the most appalling screams he had +ever heard in his life, the mechanical screaming of mortal agony. +Isabel went as white as chalk and even Hyde felt the blood turn +cold at his heart. Next moment the door was torn open and out of +it came a big red-bearded man, dressed in a brown tweed jacket +and velveteen trousers tied at the knees, and prancing high in a +solemn jig. In one hand he held up an iron stake and in the +other a rag of red and black carpet . . . the body of a woman in +a black dress, her arms and legs hanging down, her face a scarlet +mask that had ceased to scream. + +"Keep back, Isabel," said Lawrence: then, running across the +turf, "Drop that, Janaway! drop her!" in the hard authoritative +voice of the barrack square. With the fitful docility of the +mad, Janaway obeyed, and directly he did so Lawrence checked and +stood on the defensive, taking a moment to collect his wits--he +had need of them: he had to make his head guard his hands. He +was a tall powerful man, but so was the shepherd: to offset +Hyde's science, Janaway was mad and would be stopped by no +punishment short of a knock-out blow: and Lawrence carried only +an ordinary walking-stick, while Janaway had hold of an upright +from a bit of iron railing, five feet long and barbed like a +spear. + +"If he whacks me over the head with that or jabs it into my +stomach, I'm done," Lawrence thought, and pat to the moment +Janaway, his mouth open and his teeth bare, rushed on him and +struck at his eyes. Lawrence parried and sprang aside: but his +arm was jarred to the elbow. "That was a close call. Ha! my +chance now . . ." Like a flash, as Janaway turned, Lawrence +ran in to meet him body to body, seized him by the lapels of his +coat, pinned down his arms, set one foot against his thigh, and +with no great exertion of strength, by the Samurai's trick of +falling with one's enemy, heaved him up and shot him clean over +his own shoulder: then, as they dropped together, struck with his +wrist a paralysing blow at the base of the spine. Janaway's yell +of fury was choked into a rattling groan. + +Lawrence was up in a twinkling, but the shepherd lay where he had +fallen, and Lawrence let him lie: he knew that, so handled, the +victim could be counted out of action, perhaps for good and all. +He stood erect, breathing deep. Ben could wait, but what of Mrs. +Ben? He was shocked to find Isabel already at her side on the +reddened turf. + +Mechanically Lawrence picked up his stick before he went to join +her. Clara was huddled up over a pool of blood, her head between +her knees: not a pleasant sight for a young girl. But Isabel, +though white and trembling, was collected. "I can't feel her +heart, I--I'm afraid--" + +She broke off. Her glance had travelled beyond Lawrence and her +features were stiffening into a mask of fear. "Oh, the dog, the +dog!" she pointed past him. "Billy, Billy, down, sir!" + +From some eyrie on the hillside the Dane had watched without +emotion the legitimate spectacle of his master beating his +mistress: in the war of the sexes, a dog is ever on the man's +side. But when the tables were turned Billy went to the rescue. +He was coming round the corner of the cottage when Isabel caught +sight of him, travelling in great bounds at the pace of a wolf, +but silent. Lawrence had but just time to swing Isabel behind +him before the Dane leapt for his throat. Lawrence struck him +over the head, but the blow glanced: so sudden, so thundering +came the impact that Lawrence all but went down under it: and +once down. . . . + +The great jaws snapped one inch from his cheek, and before the +Dane could recover Lawrence had seized him by the throat and +fought him off. Then Lawrence set his back against the cottage +wall and felt safer. A second blow got home, and spoilt Billy's +beauty for ever: it laid open his left eye and the left side of +his jaw. Undaunted, the Dane gave himself an angry shake, which +spattered Lawrence with blood, and gathered his haunches for a +second spring. But by now Lawrence had clubbed his stick and was +beating him about the head with its heavy knobbed handle. Swift +as the dog was, the man was swifter: they fought eye to eye, the +man forestalling every motion of the dog's whipcord frame: +Lawrence's blood was up, he would have liked to fight it out +bare-handed. They would not have been ill-matched, for when the +Dane reared Lawrence overtopped him only by an inch or so, and +the weight of the steelclad paws on his breast tore open his +clothes and pinned him to the wall. But Lawrence thrashed him +off his feet whenever he tried to rise, till at length the lean +muzzle sank with a low baffled moan. + +Even then there was such fell strength in him that Lawrence dared +not spare him, and blow rained on blow.--"Don't kill him," said +Isabel. "Put this over his head." + +Lawrence took the length of serge she gave him and with +characteristic indifference to danger stooped over the dog, whose +spirit he admired, and tried to swathe his head in its heavy +folds. But, torn, blinded, baffled, the Dane was undefeated. He +wrenched his jaws out of their mufflings and rolled his head from +side to side, snapping right and left. "Oh Billy," cried Isabel, +"you know me, lie down, dear old man!" A pure-bred dog when sight +and hearing are gone will recognize a familiar scent. In an +agony of pity Isabel flung her arm over the heaving shoulders-- + +"Don't!" Lawrence dragged her off, but too late: the Dane's teeth +had snapped on her wrist. The next moment he was lying on his +side with his brains beaten out. Lawrence was willing to spare +his own enemy but not Isabel's. + +"Oh," said Isabel, shivering and moaning, "oh, my poor old +Billy!" + +"Damn your poor old Billy," said Lawrence: "let me look at your +arm." + +He carried her indoors, leaving Janaway and his wife and the Dane +lying scattered on the sunlit turf. He did not care one straw +whether they lived or died. In the little front parlour, neat +and fresh with its window full of white muslin and red geraniums, +he laid Isabel on a sofa and rolled up her sleeve: the flesh was +not much torn but the Dane's fangs had sunk in deep and clean. +"How far are we from a doctor?" + +"Four miles. Why? Billy wasn't mad. I shall be all right +directly. May I have some water to drink?" + +"Curse these country hamlets," said Lawrence. He could not carry +her four miles, nor was she fit to walk so far: but to fetch help +would mean an hour or so's delay. He went into the kitchen to +filla tumbler from the pump, and found an iron wash-bowl in Clara +Janaway's neat sink, and a kettle boiling on the hob beside a +saucepan of potatoes that she had been cooking for dinner. +Isabel sat up and took the glass from his hand. + +"I'm so sorry," she murmured, raising her beautiful dark eyes in +a diffident apology. "It was all my own fault." Lawrence slipped +a cushion under her head and drew her gently down. "Oh, thank +you! But please don't trouble about me. I do feel rather queer." +Lawrence thought it probable. He had been bitten by a dog +himself and knew how horribly such a wound smarts. "It was all +so--so very dreadful. But I shall be all right directly.. Do go +back to the others: I'm afraid poor Clara--oh! oh, Captain +Hyde! What are you doing?" + +"Set your teeth and shut your eyes," said Lawrence "it won't take +long. Your beloved Billy wasn't a nice animal to be bitten by. +No, he wasn't mad, but his teeth weren't very clean, and we don't +want blood poisoning to set up. Steady now." He pressed his lips +to her arm. + +Isabel's hand lay lax in his grasp while he methodically sucked +the wound and rinsed his mouth from her tumbler. He hurt her, +but she had been bred to accept pain philosophically. "Is it +done?" she asked meekly when he released her. "Not any more?" + +"No, that's enough. Now for a drop of warm water." He bathed the +wound thoroughly and in default of a better dressing bound it up +with his own handkerchief. "I wish I had some brandy to give +you, but there isn't a drop in the place. Your estimable friend +appears to have been a teetotaller. I don't doubt he was a +pattern of all the virtues.-- But for that matter I couldn't give +the child publichouse stuff.-- Now, my little friend, if you'll +lie quiet for five minutes, I'll see what's going on outside." + +"Please may I have my skirt?" + +"Your what?" + +"My serge skirt." + +It had not struck Lawrence till then that she was dressed in a +white muslin blouse and a pink and blue striped petticoat. "Do +you mean to say that was your skirt you gave me to tie up the +dog's head in?" + +"I hadn't anything else," said Isabel still more apologetically, +and blushing--she was feeling very guilty, very much ashamed of +the trouble she had given: "and you don't know how fond Ben was +of Billy!" + +"Oh, damn Billy!" said Lawrence for the second time. + +He went out into the summer sunshine. The dog, the fallen man, +the fallen woman, not one of them had stirred a hair. All was +peaceful and clear in every note of black and white and scarlet +on the turf plat where they lay as if on a stage, in their green +setting of dimpled hillside and beech grove and marsh. There was +a sickly smell in the hot bright air which carried Lawrence back +to the trenches. + +He went to examine the human wreckage. No need to examine Billy +--his record for good or ill was manifestly closed: and Lawrence +had a sickening suspicion that Mrs. Janaway too had finished with +a world which perhaps had not offered her much inducement to +remain in it. He lifted her up and laid her down again in a +decent posture, straightening her limbs and sweeping back her +clotted grey hair: no, no need to feel for the pulse in that +faded breast from which her husband had partly torn away the +neatly darned stuff bodice, so modest with its white tucker and +silver Mizpah brooch. Lawrence composed its disorder with a +reverent hand, spreading his own coat over her face. + +He went on to Ben, and was frankly disappointed to find that Ben +was not dead--far from it: he gave a deep groan when Lawrence +rolled him over: but it was a case of broken arm and collarbone, +if not of spinal injury as well. Lawrence found a length of line +in the yard--Clara's clothes-line, in fact--and knotted it into +a triple cord, for, though no sane man could have got far in such +a state, it was on the cards that Janaway in his madness might +scramble up and wander away on the downs. So Lawrence lashed him +hand and foot, and Ben blinked and grinned at the sun and +slavered over his beard. + +It was while thus employed that Lawrence began to wonder what +would have happened if Isabel had come to Wancote alone. She +might have run away. But would she, while Ben was engaged in +carpet-beating? Not she! Lawrence was not a fanciful man: but +the red and grey remains of Clara Janaway would have set the +visualizing faculty to work in the mind of a ploughboy. After +tying the last of a dozen knots, reef knots and none too loose, +he went to the back of the cottage where Isabel could not see him +and was swiftly and violently sick. + +After that he felt better. There was a pump in the yard, and he +rinsed his head and hands under it, and washed off as best he +could the stains of the fight, and re-knotted his scarf and shook +himself down into his disordered clothes before going back to +Isabel. And then it was that Isabel received of him a fresh +impression as though she had never known him before, one of those +vivid second impressions that efface earlier memories. + +Val had always held paternal rank, Captain Hyde had been +introduced as Val's late superior officer, and so Isabel had +accepted him as Val's contemporary, of the generation before her +own. But framed in the sunlit doorway, a very tall handsome man +in undress, his coat thrown off, his trousers belted on his lean +flanks, his wet shirt modelling itself over his powerful throat +and shoulders and sticking to his ribs, Hyde might have been +only six or seven and twenty: and certainly his manner was not +middle-aged! Val's language was refined enough for a curate, and +even Rowsley in his young sister's presence never went beyond a +sarcenet oath; but Hyde's frank fury was piquant to Isabel's not +very decorous taste. When he came in, her pain and faintness +began to diminish as if a stream of warm fresh life were flowing +into her veins. + +"Are you better, Miss Isabel?" + +"Ever so much better, thank you. Is--is Clara--?" + +Cool, grave, and tranquil, Lawrence took her hand. "Clara is +dead." He felt her trembling, and found a form of consolation +which would have been slow to occur to his unprompted fancy. +"Better so, isn't it? She wouldn't have been very happy after her +husband's trying to kill her." + +"No, she wouldn't want them to put him in an asylum," Isabel +agreed, but in a subdued voice. "Did you forget my skirt?" + +"No, but it was rather in a mess with the unfortunate Billy, and +I'm afraid you'll have to do without it. I'm going to take you +home now. You can walk, can't you, with my help? I'd like to +carry you a few steps, till we're out of sight of the cottage. +Put your arm round my neck." Isabel hesitated. She had been +frightened out of her life and still felt cruelly shaken, but her +quick sense of the ridiculous protested against this deference +paid to her when she wasn't really hurt and it was all her own +fault. What would Val have said? But apparently Captain Hyde +was less exacting than Val. "Ah! let me: it is an ugly little +scene outside and I don't want you to be haunted by it." + +She resigned herself. She had not yet begun to feel shy of +Lawrence, she was a child still, a child with the instincts of a +woman, but those instincts all asleep. They quickened in her +when she felt the glow of his life so near her own, but there was +a touch of Miranda in Isabel, and no cautionary withdrawal +followed. + +And Lawrence? The trustfulness of a noble nature begets what it +assumes. One need not ask what would have become of Miranda if +she had given her troth to an unworthy Ferdinand, because the +Mirandas of this world are rarely deceived. Hyde was but a +battered Ferdinand. He was a man of strong and rather coarse +fibre who had indifferently indulged tastes that he saw no reason +to restrain. But he was changing: when he carried Isabel across +the sunlit grass plot, her beautiful grave childish head lying +warm on his shoulder, he had travelled far from the Hyde of the +summer house at Bingley. + +"My word!" said Yvonne Bendish, startled out of her drawl. "Is +it you, Isabel?" She reined in and sat gazing with all her eyes +at the couple coming down the field path to Chilmark Bridge. +"Have you had an accident? What's happened?" + +"Excuse my hat," said Lawrence with rather more than his habitual +calm. "How lucky to have met you. There has been a shocking +business up at Wancote. Perhaps you would take Miss Stafford +home? She should be got to bed, I think." + +Mrs. Jack Bendish was not soon ruffled, nor for long. "Lift her +in," she said. "Sorry I can't make room for you too, Captain +Hyde, you are as white as a ghost. Very upsetting, isn't it? but +don't worry, girls of her age turn faint rather easily. Her arm +hurt? . . ." She pointed down the road with her whip. "Dr. +Verney lives at The Laburnus, on the right, beyond the publichouse. +If you would be so kind as to send him up to the vicarage?" + +She whipped up her black ponies and was gone. Lawrence was +grateful to her for asking no questions, but he would rather have +taken Isabel direct to Val. Romance in bud requires a delicate +hand. Now Mrs. Jack Bendish had all the bourgeois virtues except +modesty and discretion. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The Wancote affair made a nine days' wonder in the Plain. Indeed +it even got into the London papers, under such titles as "A +Domestic Tragedy" or "Duel with a Dog": and, while the Morning +Post added a thumbnail sketch of Captain Hyde's distinguished +career, the Spectator took Ben as the text of a "middle" on "The +Abuse of Asylum Administration in Rural Districts." + +Lawrence himself, when he had despatched Hubert Verney to the +vicarage, would have liked to cut his responsibility. But it +could not be done: first there was the village policeman to run +to earth and information to be laid before him, and then, since +Brown's first flustered impulse was to arrest all concerned from +Lawrence to Clara Janaway, Lawrence had to walk down with him to +Wharton to interview Jack Bendish, as both the nearest magistrate +and the nearest sensible man. But after pouring his tale into +Jack's sympathetic ear he felt entitled to wash his hands of the +affair. Instead of going back to Wanhope with the relief party +he got Bendish to drop him at the field path to Wanhope: and he +slipped up to his room by a garden door, bathed, changed, and +came down to lunch without trace of discomposure. Gaston, +curtly ordered to take his master's clothes away and burn them, +was eaten by curiosity, but in vain. + +Even before his cousin, Lawrence did not own to his adventure +till the servants had left the room. If it could have been kept +dark he would not have owned to it at all. He did so only +because it must soon be common property and he did not care to be +taxed with affectation. + +When, bit by bits his story came out across the liqueur glasses +and the early strawberries, Major Clowes laid his head back and +roared with laughter. Lawrence was annoyed: he had not found it +amusing and he felt that his cousin had a macabre and uncomfortable +sense of humour. But Bernard, wiping the tears from his eyes, +developed unabashed his idea of a good joke. "Hark to him! Now +isn't that Lawrence all over? What! can't you run down for +twenty-four hours to a hamlet the size of Chilmark but you must +bring your faics divers in your pocket?" + +"It isn't my fault if you have dangerous lunatics at large," said +Lawrence, helping himself daintily to cream. "If this is a +specimen of the way things go on in country districts, thank you, +give me a London slum. The brute was as mad as a hatter. He +ought to have been locked up years ago. I can't conceive what +Stafford was about to keep him on the estate." + +"All very fine," Bernard chuckled, "but I'd lay any odds Ben +didn't go for Mrs. Ben till he saw you coming." + +"Adventures are to the adventurous," Laura mildly translated the +bitter jest. Her mission in life was to smooth down Bernard's +rough edges. "But that is too ugly, Berns. You oughtn't to say +such a thing even in fun. It was no fun for Lawrence." + +"I don't object to an occasional scrap," said Lawrence. "But +this one was overdone." He shivered suddenly from head to foot. + +"Hallo, old man, I didn't know you had a nerve in your body!" +said Bernard staring at him. + +Lawrence went on with his strawberries in an ungenial silence. +He was irritated by his momentary self betrayal. If he had cared +to explain it he would have had to confess that though personally +indifferent to adventures he disliked to have women mixed up in +them. He was glad when Laura with her intuitive tact changed the +conversation, not too abruptly. + +"All modern men have nerves. I should think Lawrence had as few +as any, but it must have been a frightful scene. I must run up +after lunch and see Isabel. Poor child! But she's wonderfully +brave. All the Staffords were brought up to be stoical: if they +knocked themselves about as children they were never allowed to +cry. Mr. Stafford is a fanatic on the point of personal courage. +Val told me once that the only sins for which his father ever +cuffed him were telling fibs and running away." + +"Did he get cuffed often?" Lawrence enquired. + +"Shouldn't wonder," said Bernard. "Val's one of your nervy men." + +"Not after he was ten years old," said Laura smiling. "But as a +little boy he was always in trouble. Not the wisest treatment, +was it? for a delicate, sensitive child." + +"Miss Isabel is not nervous," said Lawrence. "She is as cool a +young lady as I have ever seen. I believe she still owes me a +grudge for hitting Billy so hard." He dipped his fingers +delicately into his finger bowl. "No, no more, thanks. Did I +tell you that the brute of a Dane bit her?" + +"Bit Isabel!" + +"Made his teeth pretty nearly meet in her forearm. She was +trying to soothe the dear dog. Mr. Stafford's theories may be +ethically beautiful, but I object to their being carried to +extremes. Frankly, I should describe your young friend as +idiotically rash," said Lawrence with a wintry smile. "I +couldn't prevent her doing it because I hadn't the remotest +notion she was going to do it. The Dane was practically mad with +rage. I could have cuffed her myself with pleasure. It was a +wild thing to do and not at all agreeable for me." + +"But, my dear Lawrence, that is one way of looking at it!" Laura +protested, amused by his cool egoism, though she took it with the +necessary grain of salt. "Bitten by that horrible dog? My poor +Isabel! she loves dogs--I don't suppose she stopped to consider +her own feelings or yours." + +"She ought to have had more sense." + +"Hear, hear!" said Bernard. "Half the trouble in the world comes +from women shoving in where they're not wanted. It's a pleasure +to talk to you, Lawrence, after lying here to be slobbered over +by a pack of old women. I always exclude you, my dear," he +nodded to Laura, "but the parson twaddles on till he makes me +sick, and Val's not much better. What's a woman want with +courage? Teach her to buy decent clothes and put 'em on +properly, and she's learning something useful. I'll guarantee +Isabel only got in the way. But you, Lawrence," he measured his +cousin with an admiring eye, much as a Roman connoisseur might +have run over the points of a favourite gladiator, "I should have +liked to see you tackle the Dane. You're a big chap--deeper in +the chest than I ever was, and longer in the reach. What's your +chest measurement?-- Yes, you look it. And nothing in your hand +but a stick? By Jove, it must have been worth watching! Hey, +Laura?" + +"Bernard, you are embarrassing! You will make even Lawrence shy. +But, yes," Laura laid her hand on Hyde's arm: "I should have +liked to watch you fight the Dane." + +How long was it since any one had spoken to Lawrence in that warm +tone of affection? Not since his father died. From time to time +Mrs. Cleve or other ladies had flattered his senses or his +vanity, but none of them had ever looked at him with Laura's kind +admiring eyes. Perhaps after all there was something to be said +for family life! Tragic wreck as Clowes was, he would have been +far more to be pitied but for his wife: their marriage, crippled +and sterilized, was yet--as Lawrence saw it--a beautiful +relation. Suppose he stood in that relation to Isabel? Sitting +at table in the cool panelled diningroom, his careless pose +stiffening under Laura's touch, Lawrence for the first time began +to wonder whether he would not gain more in happiness than he +would lose in freedom if he were to make the child his wife. + +"To make the child his wife." He was not really more of an egoist +than the average man, but he did assume that if he wanted her he +could win her. His mistress was very young: it was her rose of +youth and her unquelled spirit that charmed him even more than +her beauty: and she had not sixpence to her name, while he was a +rich man. He did not, as Bernard would have done, go on to plume +himself on his magnanimity, or infer that Isabel's gratitude +would give him a claim on her fealty over and beyond the Pauline +duty of wives. In the immediate personal relation Lawrence was +visited by a saving humility. But on the main issue he took, or +thought he took, a practical view. A man in love cannot soberly +analyse his own psychological state, and Lawrence did not know +that he had fallen in love with Isabel at first sight or that the +germ of matrimonial intentions had lain all along in his mind. +Here and now he believed that he first thought of marrying her. + +Then he would have to stay on at Wanhope. And court Isabel +under the eyes of all Chilmark? Under Bernard's eyes at all +events; they were already watching him. Lawrence was irritated: +whatever happened, he was not going to be watched by his cousin +and chaffed and argued over and betted on. In most points +indifferently frank, Lawrence was silent as the grave where sex +came into play. + +"Thank you." He touched with his lips the hand that Laura had +innocently laid on his wrist. "It can't really be fourteen +years, Laura, since you were staying at Farringay." + +"Flatterer!" said Laura, smiling but startled, and rising from +her chair. "This to an old married woman!" + +"Ah! when I remember that I knew you before this fellow did--!" + +"Here, I say," came Bernard's voice across the table, riotously +amused, "none o' that! none o' that!" + +"Penalty for having a charming wife," laughed Lawrence, in his +preoccupation blind and deaf to danger signals. He rose to open +the door for Laura. "By the by, if you go to the vicarage this +afternoon, I'll stroll up with you, if I may. I suppose I owe +the young lady that much civility!" + +"I can't: I'm busy," said Laura hastily. "That is, I don't know +what time I shall get away. Go by yourself, don't wait for me." + +"Rubbish," said Bernard. "Much pleasanter for both of you to +have the walk together. Lawrence doesn't want to go alone, do +you?" ("Rather not," said Lawrence heartily.) "And I don't want +you here, my love, if that's the trouble, I can't have you tied +to the leg of my sofa." + +Later, when Lawrence had gone out on the lawn to smoke, Bernard +recalled Laura. She came to him. He took hold of her wrist and lay +smiling up at her. "Nice relationship, isn't it, cousins-in-law? +So free and easy. You--. I watched you pawing him about. So +affectionate. He felt it too. Did you see the start he gave? He +twigged fast enough. Think you can play that game under my nose, do +you? So you can. I don't care what you do. Take yourself off now +and take him with you." + +"Don't pinch my wrist below the cuff, Bernard," said his wife. "I +can't wear gloves at tea." + +"You can stop out all night for all I care," said Clowes. "I'm +sick of the sight of you." + +Then Laura knew that the Golden Age was over. + +Isabel had refused to go to bed. She had no nerves: she saw life +in its proper colours without refraction. The dreadful scene at +Wancote had made its full impression on her, but she was not +beset like Hyde by visions of what might have been. Still she +was tired and subdued, and when Verney had dressed her arm she +announced her intention of spending the afternoon in the garden +out of the way of kind enquiries: and she settled herself on an +Indian chair behind a thicket of lilac and syringa, while Val and +Rowsley and Yvonne brought books and cushions and chocolate and +eau de cologne to comfort beauty in distress. + +But she had reckoned without the wicket gate in the garden wall, +which Lawrence let himself in by. He caught sight of her as he +crossed the lawn and came up to her bare-headed. "How are you?" +he asked without preface. "Better now?" + +His informality went against the grain of Isabel's taste: he had +no right to presume on a forced situation: with what fastidious +modesty Val would have drawn back! She was tired, and she did +not want to be reminded of what had happened in the morning. She +shut up her book, but kept a finger in the place. "Thank you. +I'm sorry the others are all out." + +"Mrs. Clowes sent me on ahead." + +For the second time she had made Lawrence redden like a girl, and +his easy manner deserted him. Isabel unconsciously let the book +slip from her hand. The lives of the Forsythe family were less +absorbing than her own life when this fiery dramatic glow was +shed over it. A singular smile flitted over her lips: "Well, you +may as well sit down now you are here," she observed. Lawrence +sat down in a deck chair and Isabel's smile broadened: she was +laughing at him and teasing him with her eyes, though what she +said remained conventional to the point of primness. "Is Laura +coming to see me? How sweet of her! But what a pity she +couldn't come with you! Why couldn't she?" + +"I believe she stayed to look after my cousin." + +"How is Major Clowes? Did he have a good night and was he in a-- +was he cheerful today?" + +"So-so: he's not a great talker, is he?" + +Isabel's speaking face expressed dissent. "Perhaps not when +he's in a good temper. Oh, I'm so sorry, I'm always forgetting +he's your cousin." + +"I'm prone to forget it myself. I've seen so little of him." + + "('Though the blase-man-of-the-world had seen thousands of +superbly beautiful women in elegant creations by Paquin or Worth, +his gaze was riveted as by a mesmeric attraction on the innocent +young girl in her simple little white muslin frock, with her +lissome ankles and slim, sunburnt hands.') Laura said you had +been a great traveller. Shall you settle down in England?" + +"Not unless I marry." + +Isabel declined this topic, on which Mrs. Jack Bendish would have +expatiated. "Laura says you have a lovely old house in +Somersetshire. It must be jolly to have an ancestral house." + +"Mine is not ancestral," said Lawrence amused. "My father bought +it forty years ago at the time of the agricultural depression. +It belonged to some county people--Sir Frank Fleet--who +couldn't afford to keep it up. It is a lovely place, Farringay, +but it's full of Fleet ghosts and the neighbourhood doesn't let +me forget that I'm an alien." + +"But how absurd! how narrow-minded!" exclaimed Isabel. "Houses +must change hands now and then, and I dare say your father was a +better landlord than the Fleets were. Besides, see how much worse it +might have been! There's Wilmerdings, here in Chilmark, that the +Morleys have taken: his name isn't Morley at all, Yvonne says it's +Moss in the City: but they foreclosed on the Orr-Matthews' mortgage +and turned them out, and that darling old place is delivered over to +a horrid little Jew!" + +"Poor Morley!" said Lawrence laughing. "I am a Jew myself." +Isabel was stricken dumb. "I thought I had better tell you than +let you hear it from some one else. No, don't apologize! these +things will happen, and I'm not deeply hurt, for I refuse to call +sibb with a Moss-Morley. I should never foreclose on any one's +mortgage. My mother was an Englishwoman and my father was a +Levantine--half Jew, half Greek. Have you never heard of Andrew +Hyde the big curio dealer in New Bond Street? He was commonly +known as old Hyde-and-seek. The Hyde galleries are famous. As I +remember him he was a common-looking little old man with a +passion for art." + +"Well, I'm sorry I said such a stupid thing," said Isabel, still +very red, "not because of hurting your feelings, for it isn't +likely that anything I said would do that--but because it was +stupid in itself, and narrow-minded, and snobbish. It'll be a +lesson to me. All the same, it's interesting." She had +forgotten by now that she was an innocent-young-girl and Lawrence +a blase-man-of-the-world, and had slipped into a vein of intimacy +which was fast charming Lawrence out of all his caution. "I +suppose you take after your father, and that's why you're so +unlike Major Clowes. He is a Clowes, but you're a Hyde." + +"What does that mean?" + +Isabel waited a moment to think it out. "You're more of a +cosmopolitan; I expect you have a passion for art too, like your +father. Major Clowes hasn't. He doesn't care two pins for the +beauty of his old swords and daggers, he cares only for getting +all the different sorts. You, perhaps, might care almost too +much." Lawrence dropped his eyes. "And you vary more, you're +not always the same, you have more facets: one can see you've +done all sorts of things and mixed with all sorts of people. I +suppose that's why you're so easily bored--I don't mean to be +rude!" + +"At the present moment I am deeply interested. Go on: it charms +me to be dissected to my face, and by such an able hand." + +"No: it's absurd and I never meant to begin it. Of course I +don't know a bit what you're like." + +"God forbid!" Lawrence murmured:--"Guess away and I'll tell you +if you're right." + +"You won't play fair. You won't own up and you'll get cross if I +do." + +"Not I, I have the most amiable temper in the world." + +"Now I wonder if that's true?" said Isabel, scrutinizing him +closely. "Perhaps you wouldn't often take the trouble to get in +a wax. Oh well," surrendering at indiscretion, "then I guess +that you care for very few people and for those few very much." + +"Missed both barrels. I like any number of people and I +shouldn't care if I never saw one of them again." + +Isabel laughed. "I said you wouldn't play fair." + +"Don't you believe me?" + +"No, of course not. You wouldn't say it if it were true." + +Lawrence drew a deep breath and looked away. Their nook of turf was +out of sight of the house, sheltered from it behind a great thicket +of lilac and syringa, which walled off the lawn from the kitchen +garden full of sweet-smelling currant bushes and apple-trees laden +with green fruit. The sleepy air was alive with gilded wasps, and +between the stiffly-drooping apple-branches, with their coarse +foliage, and the pencilled frieze of stonecrop and valerian waving +along the low stone boundarywall, there was a dim honey-coloured +expanse that stretched away like an inland sea, where, the afternoon +sunshine lay in a yellow haze over brown and yellow and blue tracts +of the Plain. Nothing was to be heard but the drone of wings near at +hand and the whirr of a haycutter far down in the valley. No one was +near and summer lay heavy on the land. + +"I did care once. . I had a bad smash in my life when I was +little more than a boy." He dragged a heavy gold band from his +finger. "That was my wedding ring." + +"Oh ... I'm sorry!" faltered Isabel. She was stunned by the +extraordinary confidence. + +"I married out of my class. It was when I was at Cambridge. She +was a beautiful girl but she was not a lady. Her father was a +tobacconist in the Cury, and Lizzie liked to serve in the shop. +As she didn't want to lose her character nor I my degree, we +compromised on secret nuptials. I took a house for her in Newham +where I could go and visit her. I ought not to tell you the rest +of the story." + +"Oh yes, you can," said Isabel simply. "I hear all sorts of +stories in the village." + +So childish in some ways, so mature in others, she saw that +Lawrence was longing to unbosom himself, and her instinct was to +listen quietly, for, after all, this, though the strangest, was +not the first such confidence that had been poured into her ear. +She and her brother Val were alike in occasionally hearing +secrets that had never been told to any one else. Why? Probably +because they never gave advice, never moralized, never thought of +themselves at all but only of the friend in distress. Isabel took +Hyde's hand and held it closely, palm to palm. "Tell me all +about it." + +"There was another fellow at Trinity who had been in the Sixth at +Eton with me, a year older than I was, a very brilliant man and +as hard as nails: Rendell, his name was: an athlete, a tophole +centre-forward, with a fascinating Irish manner and blazing blue +eyes. To him I told my tale, because we were Damon and Pythias, +and I couldn't have kept a secret from him to save my life. I +was an ingenuous youngster in those days: never was such a pal as +my pal! He saw me through my marriage and afterwards I took him +with me once or twice to Myrtle Villa: it may illuminate the +situation if I say that it made me all the prouder of Lizzie when +I saw Rendell admired her: never was such an idyll as my manage a +trois! Unluckily, one evening when I turned up unexpectedly I +found them together." + +"Oh! . . . What did you do?" + +"Nothing. There was nothing to be done. I wasn't going to ruin +myself by divorcing her. Luckily the war broke out and Rendell +and I both enlisted the next day. He was killed fighting by my +side at Neuve Chapelle, and I had the job of breaking the news to +Lizzie. She was royally angry, poor Lizzle: told me I had no +right to be alive when a better man than myself was dead. I +agreed: Rendell was--the better man, though he didn't behave +well to me. He died better than he lived. Out there it didn't +seem to matter much. He died in my arms." + +"Did you forgive your wife?" + +"I never lived with her again, if that's what you mean. If I had +been willing, which I wasn't, she never would have consented. +She had the rather irrational prejudices of her type and class, +and persisted in regarding me, or professing to regard me, as +answerable for Rendell's death. It wasn't true," said Lawrence, +turning his eyes on Isabel without any attempt to veil their +agony. "If I'd meant to shoot him I should have shot him to his +face. But I'd have saved him if I could. How on earth could any +one do anything in such a hell as Neuve Chapelle? That week +every officer in my company was either killed or wounded. But +Lizzie had no imagination. She couldn't get beyond the fact that +I was alive and he was dead." + +"What became of her?" + +"I'm sorry to say she went to the bad. She had money from both +of us, but she spent it in public houses--didn't seem to care +what happened to her after losing Arthur: a wretched life: it +ended last January with her death from pneumonia after measles. +That was what brought me back to England; I couldn't stand coming +home before." + +"Was it a relief when she died?" + +"No, I was sorry," said Hyde. His wide black eyes, devil-driven +beyond reticence, were riveted on Isabel's: apparently she no +longer existed for him except as the Chorus before whom he could +strip himself of the last rag of his reserve. "It brought it all +back. I was besotted when I married her, and I remembered all +that when I saw her dead. I forgot the other men. It was just as +it was when Arthur died. I couldn't do anything for him, and he +was in agony: he was shot through the stomach: it didn't seem to +matter then that he had robbed me of Lizzie. I couldn't even get +him a drop of water to drink. He died hard, did Rendell. It +wasn't true, what Lizzie said. I'd have given my life for him. +But I couldn't even make it easy for him to go." + +"Poor Rendell," said Isabel softly, "and poor you! Oh, I'm so +sorry--I'm so sorry!" + +She was not afraid of Hyde now nor shy of him, she felt only an +immense pity for him--this man who for no conceivable reason and +without the slightest warning had flung the weight of his +terrible past on her young shoulders. She longed to comfort him. +But he was inaccessibly far away, isolated, his voice rapid and +hard and clear, his manner normal: every nerve stripped bare but +still rigid. Inexperienced as she was, Isabel had a shrewd idea +of his immediate need. She took up the ring that Lawrence had +wrenched off and slipped it on his finger again. + +"Don't do that," said Lawrence starting: "why do you do that?" + +"But I shall love to see you wear it," said Isabel. "It's the +sign that you've forgiven them both." + +"Have I?" + +"Of course you have. You loved them too much not to forgive." + +"It is true. But I hate myself for it," said Lawrence. "I hate +your etiolated Christian ethics. I don't believe in the +forgiveness of sins. The complaisant husband, O God! If I'd had +the spirit of a man, I should have shot Arthur the night--that +night--. . . . + + "But you loved him," said Isabel, "and your wife too. You felt +revenge and hate and passion, but love was stronger: and love is +nobler than hate. They betrayed you, but you never betrayed +them. It wasn't unmanly of you, it was defeat and dishonour for +them, not for you, when Rendell, after that great wrong he had +done you, when you tried to make it easy for him to go." + +"May I--?" said Lawrence. + +He leaned his face down on her open palms, and she felt the tears +that she could not see. He could not control them, and indeed +after the first racking agony, when he felt as though his will +were being torn out of him by the roots, he made no effort to +control them, releasing Isabel and dropping at full length upon +the turf. Nothing else, no torment of his own thoughts, not +Rendell's last pangs nor his wife's beauty young again in death +had ever made Hyde weep: if Rendell had died hard, Lawrence had +lived equally hard, locking up his frightful trouble in his own +breast, escaping from it when he could, cursing it and fighting +against it when it threatened to overpower him. But now he +surrendered to it and acknowledged to himself that it had broken +his life. And he felt no shame, not one iota, nothing but a +profound soulagement: the proud reticent man, too vain to shed +tears in his own room alone, wept voluntarily before Isabel, +uncovering for her pity the wounds not only of grief but of rage +and humiliation. + +Such an outbreak would have been impossible in a man of pure +English blood, and in a pure Oriental it would have manifested +itself differently, but Isabel had truly said of Hyde that his +temperament was not homogeneous: the mixed strain in him betrayed +him into strange incongruities of strength and weakness. Isabel +shut her eyes to incongruity. She gave him without stint the +pitying gentleness he thirsted for. She refused now to contrast +him with her brother. Certainly Val's judgment would have been +cutting and curt. But just? Hardly. By instinct Isabel felt +that her brother's clear, sane, English mind had not all the +factors necessary for judging this collapse. + +Her imagination was at work in the shadow: "'the night--that +night. . . ." How do men live through such hours? She saw Lizzie +as a chocolate-box beauty, but redeemed from hebetude by her +robust youth: able to attract Hyde by his love of luxury and to +hold him by main force: uneducated, coarse, and cruel, but not +weak. What a disastrous marriage! doomed from the outset, even +if no Rendell had come on the scene. Isabel dismissed Rendell +rather scornfully: in that night at Myrtle Villa she felt pretty +sure that the duel had been fought out between husband and wife: +the very staging of it, picturesque for Lizzie Hyde and tragic +for her husband, must for the entrapped lover have taken a frame +of ignominious farce. A gleam shot through Isabel's eyes-as she +imagined Rendell trying to face Hyde, and Hyde sparing him and +sending him away untouched. No, no! as between the two men, the +honours lay with Hyde. + +But as between him and Lizzie? There the reckoning was not so +easy. His wife had set scars on him that would never wear out. +Dimly Isabel guessed that since coming out of her destructive +hands Hyde himself could be both coarse and cruel: the seed of +brutality must have been in him all along, but Myrtle Villa had +fertilized it. If he married again, what would be required of +Lizzie's successor? A strange deep smile gave to Isabel's young +lips the wisdom of the women of all the ages. Love that gives +without stint asking for no recompense: love that understands yet +will not criticize nor listen to criticism: love that dares to +deny its lover for his own sake. + +After collapse came quiescence, and, after a long quiescence, +revival. Hyde raised himself on his arm and felt for his +handkerchief--indifferent to Isabel's observation, or soothed by +it: his features were ravaged. Isabel drenched her own +handkerchief in Mrs. Bendish's eau-de cologne and gave it him, +dripping wet. "Take this, it will do you good." + +"Thank you" said Lawrence, exhausted and subdued. + +Becoming gradually rather more composed, he raised his eyes +again. "What must you think of me? It is beyond apology. Will +you ever forgive me?" + +"There's nothing to forgive: I'm not hurt." + +"You're rather young to hear such a history as mine." + +She blushed. "Val says it doesn't matter what one knows so long +as one doesn't think about it in the wrong way." With her sweet +friendly smile, she touched with her fingertip the lapel of his +coat: an airy gesture, but there was a fire as well as sweetness +in Isabel, and for his life Lawrence could not repress a start. +"You mustn't mind me, Captain Hyde. You needn't mind, because +you couldn't help it. One can keep a secret for twenty years but +not for ever, and for confessor I suppose any woman will do +better than a man, won't she? It's not as though I should ever +tell any one else: I never will, I promise you that. You'll go +away and never see me again, and it'll be as though no one knew +or as though I were dead." + +Touching innocence! Did she indeed imagine that after such a +scene . . .? + +"But I do not care two straws," said Lawrence, "so spare your +consolations! On the contrary, it has been a great relief to me. +It's as if you had unlocked a door. The prisoner you have set +free thanks you. I was only afraid it might have been too much +for you, but you're made of strong stuff. Yet I don't suppose +you ever saw a man weep before: well, you've seen it now: mon +Dieu, mon Dieu, but I am tired! But you've let yourself in for a +considerable responsibility." + +"For what?" + +"For me. Do you think it can ever again be the same between us?" +On one knee by Isabel's chair, Hyde laughed down at her with his +brilliant eyes, irreticent and unsparing of timidity in others. +"Do you think I could have leaned my head on any hands but +yours?" + +He came too near, he touched her. Isabel had gone through a +great deal that day, but, with the cruel and sordid history of +Hyde's married life fresh in her mind, none of the material +horrors at Wancote had produced in her such a shuddering recoil +as now. His wife had not been dead six months! "Captain Hyde, +how dare you?" + +"I beg your pardon." + +Lawrence drew himself up, a good-humoured smile on his lips: but +they were pale. "I--I didn't mean to hurt you," faltered +Isabel, as the tension of his silence reached her. What right +had she, a young girl, to impose her own code of delicacy on a +man of Hyde's age and standing?--Lawrence looked at her +searchingly and his eyes changed, the sad irony died out of them, +and rapidly, imperceptibly, he returned to his normal manner. + +"Nor I to frighten you. Why, what a child it is, after all! +Yes, your hands are strong, but they aren't practised yet. Never +mind, you shall forget or remember anything you like, except this +one thing which it pleases me and may please you to remember that +I'm very glad you know the worst and weakest of me--" + +"Isabel, are you there?" + +Thus daily life revenges itself on those who forget its +existence. + +"That is Val's voice," said Lawrence. He stood up, no longer +pale. "Heavens, I can't face him!" + +"Oh dear!" said Isabel in dismay. She was no more anxious for +them to meet than Lawrence was, but Val's footstep on the turf +was dangerously near. But he was making for the middle of the +lilac-hedge, for the red rose archway and the asphalt walk +between reddening apple trees: and Isabel was sitting near the +end, close to the garden wall. She flew out of her chair, held +up a branch while Lawrence squeezed between the wall and the +lilacs, and flew back and curled up again. The lilac leaves had +not finished twinkling and rustling when Val appeared. + +"How are you, invalid? I came home early on purpose to look +after you." He was in well-worn grey riding clothes, booted and +spurred, his whip in one hand and his gloves in the other: a +slight, cool, well-knit figure of low tones and half-lights. +"Have you had a quiet afternoon?" + +"So-so," said Isabel, crimson. + +"You look flushed, my darling," said Val tenderly. He sat down +at the foot of Isabel's Indian chair and laid a finger on her +wrist. "You don't feel feverish, do you?" The light click of the +wicket gate, which meant that Lawrence was safely off the +premises, enabled Isabel to say no with a sigh of relief. "It +must be the hot weather. Hallo! what have we here?" + +He held up the gold cigarette case which had dropped from Hyde's +coat when he was lying on the grass. + +"Some of Mrs. Bendish's property by the look of it," remarked +Val. "Diamonds, begad! I should have thought Yvonne had better +taste. But it must be hers, though the cipher doesn't seem to +have a B in it. I'll guarantee it isn't Rosy's." He slipped it +into his pocket. "I'll give it to Jack, I shall see him tonight +at the vestry-meeting." + +"It belongs to Captain Hyde." + +"How do you know?" + +"He's been here this afternoon." + +"How long did he stay?" + +"What time is it?-- An hour and twenty minutes." + +"What brought him?" said Val, bewildered. + +Isabel was mute. . . "I don't know what you're talking about, +Isabel. Has he been with you all that time? Very stupid of him +when I particularly wanted you to have a quiet afternoon. When +did he go?" + +"He has only just gone." + +"Just gone? I never saw him." + +"He went by the wicket gate." + +"But I came in by the wicket gate myself!" said Val. His kind +serene eyes rested on his sister without a shadow of any thought +behind surprise. + +"I left the mare with Rowsley in the village." + +Isabel sat up suddenly and wound her arms round Val's neck. "I +sent him away when I heard you coming. He dodged you behind the +lilacs. I didn't want to tell you he'd been here. I never should +have told you if you hadn't found that case." + +"You got rid of him-- This minute? Because I came--? Isabel!" +Stafford held her off. "It is not possible--! Listen to me: I +will have an answer. I know Hyde. Has he said anything to +offend you?" + +"No! no! oh Val, don't be so angry!" + +"Lucky for him," said Val, drawing a long breath and sitting down +again, his whip across his knee. "My dear little sister, you +mustn't make mysteries out of nothing at all! I'm sorry I +startled you, but you startled me: I didn't know what to make of +it. Hyde has not a very good name. . . . In fact I'd rather you +didn't see too much of him unless Rose or I were there: it was +cheek of him to come up this afternoon when I was out, considering +that he scarcely knows you: but I suppose he thinks the Wancote show +gives him right of entry. That is the sort of thing a chap like Hyde +does think. Now begin again and tell me what it's all about." + +"Oh, nothing, Val, nothing!" said Isabel, laughing, though the +tears were not far from her eyes. "I didn't know you could get +in such a wax if you tried! It's as you say, a little mystery of +nothing at all. I'd tell you like a shot if I could, but I can't +because it would be breaking a promise." + +"Hyde had no earthly right to make you promise." + +"It was of my own accord." + +"It is all wrong," said Val. "Promises and silly secrets between +a child like you and a fellow like Hyde!" He was more grave and +vexed than Isabel had ever seen him. "There must be no more of +it." + +"There won't if I can help it!" said Isabel. "I like Captain +Hyde--yes, I do: I know you don't, and I can quite see that he's +what Rose would call a bit of an outsider, but I'm sorry for him +and there's a great deal I like in him. But I don't want to see +him again for years and years." She gave a little shiver of +distaste: if anything had been wanting to heighten the reaction +of her youth against Hyde's stained middle age, the evasions in +which he had involved her would have done it. "Now don't scold +me any more! I'm innocent, and I feel rather sad. The world +looks unhomely this afternoon. All except you! You stay there +where I can watch you: you're so comfortably English, so nice and +cool and quiet! There's no one like you, no one: the more I see +of other people the more I like you! I'm so glad you don't wear +linen clothes and a Panama hat and rings. I'd give you away if +you did with half a pound of tea. No, it's no use asking me any +more questions because I shan't answer them: a promise is all the +more binding if one would rather not keep it. No, and it's no +use fishing either, I can keep a secret as well as you can--" + +She broke off before the white alteration in Val's face. + +"Has--. + +"No," said Isabel slowly: "no, he never mentioned your name." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +"Val" + +"M'm." + +"I say" + +"What, then?" + +"What's all this about the Etchingham agency?" + +Val Stafford, smoking a well-earned pipe some hours later in the +evening sunlight on the vicarage lawn, looked up at his brother +over the Chronicle with a faint frown. "Who?" + +"Ah! who?" said Rowsley, squatting cross-legged on the turf. + +"Jack began on it this afternoon, and I had to switch him off, for +I didn't care to own that it was news to me." + +"There's nothing in it at present." + +"The duke has offered me the management of his Etchingham +property," said Val unwillingly. "Oh no, not to give up Bernard: +Etchingham, you see, marches with Wanhope and the two could be +run together. He was awfully nice about it: would take what time +I could give him: quite saw that Wanhope would have to come +first." + +"How much?" + +"Four hundred and an allowance for a house. Five, to be precise, +which is what he is giving Mills: but of course I couldn't take +full time pay for a part-time job." + +Rowsley whistled. + +"Yes, it would be very nice," said Val, always temperate. "It +would practically be 300 pounds, for I couldn't go on taking my +full 300 pounds from Bernard. I should get him to put on a young +fellow to work under me." + +"It would make a lot of difference to you, even so." + +"To us," Val corrected him. "Another pound a week would oil the +wheels of Isabel's housekeeping. And--" he hesitated, but +having gone so far one might as well go on--"it would enable me +to do two things I've long set my heart on, only it was no use +saying so: give you another hundred and fifty a year and insure +my life in Isabel's favour. It would lift a weight off my mind +if I could do that. Suppose I were to die suddenly--one never +knows what would become of her? She'll be able to earn her own +living after taking her degree in October, but women's posts are +badly paid and it's uncommonly hard to save. Oh yes, old boy, I +know you'd look after her! But I don't want her to be a drag on +you: it's bad enough now--you never grumble, but I know what +it's like never to have a penny to spare. Times have changed +since I was in the Army, but nothing alters the fact that it's +uncommonly unpleasant to be worse off than other fellows. I hate +it for you--all the more because you don't grumble. It is a +constant worry to me not to be able to put you in a better +position." + +Rowsley had been too long inured to this paternal tenderness to +be sensible of its touching absurdity on the lips of a man not +much older than himself. But he was not a selfish youth, and he +remonstrated with Val, though more like a son than a brother. +"Yes, I dare say, but where do you come in? A stiff premium for +Isabel and 50 pounds for Jim and 150 pounds for me doesn't leave +much change out of 300 pounds!" + +"Oh, I've all I want. Living at home, I don't get the chance of +spending a lot of pocket money." + +"Why don't you close at once?" + +"Because I can't get an answer out of Bernard. I've spoken to him +but he won't decide one way or the other. And he's my master, +and I can't take on another job if he objects. That's why I kept +it dark at home: what's the good of raising hopes that may be +disappointed?" + +"Pity you can't chuck Bernard and take on Etchingham and the +five hundred." + +"I should never do that," said Val in the rare tone of decision +which in him was final. "After all these years I could never +leave Bernard in the lurch. I owe him too much." + +"As if the boot weren't on the other leg!" Rowsley muttered. He +was not mercenary--none of Mr. Stafford's children were: he saw +eye to eye with Val in Val's calm preference of six to eight +hundred a year: but when Val carried his financial principles +into the realm of sentiment Rowsley now and then lost his temper. +His brother smiled at him, amused by his irritation, unmoved by +it: other men's opinions rarely had any weight with Val Stafford. + +"Pax till it happens, at all events! Honestly I don't think +Bernard means to object: he's been all smiles the last day or +two--Hyde's coming has shaken him up and done him good--" + +"Oh! Hyde!" + +Val let fail his paper and looked curiously at Rowsley, whose +tone was a challenge. "What is it now?" + +"Do you like this chap Hyde?" + +"That depends on what you mean by liking him. He's not a bad +specimen of his class." + +"What is his class? Do you know anything of his people?" + +"Of his family I know little except that he has Jew blood in him +and is very well off," Val could have told his brother where the +money came from, but forbore out of consideration for Lawrence, +who might not care to have his connection with the Hyde Galleries +known in Chilmark. "He came here because Lucian Selincourt asked +him to see if he could do anything for Bernard." + +"I can't see Hyde putting himself out of his way to oblige Mr. +Selincourt." + +"If you ask me, Rose, I should say he had only just got back to +England and was at a loose end. But there was a dash of good +nature in it: he's genuinely fond of Mrs. Clowes." + +"So I gathered," said Rowsley. His tone was pregnant. Val sat +silent for a moment. + +"What rubbish! He hasn't seen her for eight or ten years." + +"Since her marriage." Val shrugged his shoulders. "Sorry, Val, +but I cannot see Hyde staying on at Wanhope out of cousinly +affection for Bernard Clowes. It must be a beastly uncomfortable +house to stay in. Nicely run and all that, and they do you very +well, but Bernard is distinctly an acquired taste. Oh, my dear +chap!" as Val's silence stiffened, "no one suggests that Laura's +ever looked at the fellow! But facts are facts, and Hyde is-- +Hyde. I'm not a bit surprised to hear he has Jew blood in him," +Rowsley continued, warming to the discussion: he was a much +keener judge of character that the tolerant and easy-going Val. +"That accounts for the arty strain in him. Yvonne says he's a +thorough musician, and Jack told me Lord Grantchester took to him +because he knew such a lot about pictures. Well, so he ought! +He's a Londoner. What does he know of the country? Only what +you pick up at a big country-house party or a big shoot! He's +not the sort of chap to stay on at Wanhope for the pleasure of +cheering up across-grained br--a fellow like Bernard. Yes, he's +talking of staying on indefinitely: is going to send to town for +one of his confounded cars. . . . And what other woman is there +in Chilmark that he'd walk across the road to look at?" + +"I'm not sure you're fair to him." + +Rowsley turned up to his brother an amused, rather sweet smile. +"Val, you'd pray for the devil?" + +"Oh, Hyde isn't a devil! I came pretty close to him ten years +ago. He has a streak of generosity in him: no one knows that +better than I do, for I'm in his debt. What? Oh! no, not in +money matters: is that likely? But he's capable of . . . +magnanimity, one might call it," Stafford fastidiously felt after +precision: "no, he wouldn't pursue Laura; he wouldn't make her +life harder than it is already." + +"He might propose to make it easier." Rowsley threw a daisy at a +cockchafer and missed it. "You and I are sons of a parsonage. +We shouldn't run off with a married lady because it would be +against our principles." His thin brown features were twisted +into a faint grimace. Rowsley, like Val, possessed a satirical +sense of humour, and gave it freer play than Val did. "It's so +difficult to shake off early prejudices. When Fowler and I were +at the club the other day, we met a horrid little sweep who waxed +confidential. I said I couldn't make love to a married woman if +I tried, and Fowler said he could but held rather not, and we +walked off, but as I remarked to Fowler afterwards the funny +thing was that it was true. I don't see anything romantic in the +situation. It strikes me as immoral and disgusting. But Hyde +wouldn't take a narrow view like mine. He has to live up to his +tailor." + +"Oh, really, Rose!" Val gave his unwilling laugh. "You're like +Isabel, who can't forgive him for sporting a diamond monogram." + +"No, but I'm interested. I know Jack's limitations, and Jimmy's, +and yours, but Hyde's I don't know, and he intrigues me," said +Rowsley, lighting a cigarette with his agile brown fingers. +"Now I'll tell you the way he really strikes me. He's not a bad +sort: I shouldn't wonder if there were more decency in him than +he'd care to get credit for. But I should think," he looked up +at Val with his clear speculative hazel eyes, "that he's never in +his life taken a thrashing. He's always had pots of money and +superb health. I know nothing, of his private concerns, but at +all events he isn't married, and from what Jack says he's sought +safety in numbers. No wife, no kids, no near relations--that +means none of the big wrenches. No: I don't believe Hyde's ever +taken a licking in his life." + +"You sound as if you would like to administer one." + +"Only by way of a literary experiment," said Rowsley with his +mischievous grin. He was of the new Army, Val of the old: it was +a constant source of mild surprise to Val that his brother read +books about philosophy, and psychology, and sociology, of which +pre-war Sandhurst had never heard: read poetry too, not Tennyson +or Shakespeare, but slim modern volumes with brown covers and +wide margins: and wrote verses now and then, and sent them to +orange-coloured magazines or annual anthologies, at which Val +gazed from a respectful distance. "I don't owe him any grudge. +I'm not Bernard's dry-nurse!" + +Val turned a leaf of his paper, but he was not reading it. + +"I rather wish you hadn't said all this, Rowsley. It does no +good: not even if it were true." + +"Val, if it weren't such a warm evening I'd get up and punch your +head. You're a little too bright and good, aren't you? Yvonne +Bendish says it, and she's Laura's sister." + +"Yvonne would say anything. I wish you had given her a hint to +hold her tongue. She may do most pestilent mischief if she sets +this gossip going." + +"It'll set itself going," said Rowsley. "And, though I know the +Bendishes pretty well, I really shouldn't care to tell Mrs. Jack +not to gossip about her own sister. You might see your way to +it, reverend sir, but I don't." + +"If it came to Bernard's ears I wouldn't answer for the +consequences." + +"Won't Bernard see it for himself?" + +"If I thought that," said Val, "if I thought that. . . . + +"You couldn't interfere, old man," said Rowsley with a shrewd +glance at his brother. "Your hands are tied." + +"H'm: yes, that's true." It was much truer than Rowsley knew. "I +don't care," said Val, involuntarily crushing the paper in his +hand: "I would not let that stand in my way: I'd speak to Hyde." + +"Are you prepared to take high ground? I can't imagine any one +less likely to be amenable to moral suasion, unless of course +you're much more intimate with him than you ever let on to me. +Perhaps you are," Rowsley added. "He certainly is interested in +you." + +"Hyde is?" + +"Watches you like a cat after a mouse. What's at the root of it, +Val? Is it the original obligation you spoke of? I'm not sure +that I should care to be under an obligation to Hyde myself. +Hullo, are you off?" Val had risen, folding the newspaper, +laying it carefully down on his chair: in all his ways he was as +neat as an old maid. + +"I have to be at the managers' meeting by half past eight, and +it's twenty past now." + +Watching his brother across the lawn, Rowsley cudgelled his +brains to account for Val's precipitate departure. The pretext +was valid, for Val was always punctual, and yet it looked like a +retreat--not to say a rout. But what had he said to put Val to +flight? + +Present at the managers' meeting were Val, still in breeches: +Jack Bendish in a dinner jacket and black tie: Garrett the +blacksmith, cursorily washed: Thurlow, a leading Nonconformist +tradesman: and Mrs. Verney the doctor's wife. Agenda: to instruct +the Correspondent to requisition a new scrubbing brush for the +Infants' School. This done and formally entered in the Minutes by +Mrs. Verney, the meeting resolved itself into a Committee of Ways +and Means for getting rid of the boys' headmaster without falling +foul of the National Union of Teachers; but these proceedings, though +of extreme interest to all concerned, were recorded in no Minutes. + +The meeting broke up in amity and Bendish came out into the +purple twilight, taking Val's arm. It was gently withdrawn. +"Neuritis again?" said Jack. "Why don't you try massage?" He +always asked the same question, and, being born to fifteen +thousand a year, never read between the lines of Val's vague +reply. Val had a touch of neuritis in his injured arm two nights +out of seven, but he could not find the shillings for his train +fare to Salisbury, far less the fees of a professional masseuse. +Bendish, who could have settled that difficulty out of a week's +cigar bills, would have been shocked and distressed if Val had +owned to it, but it was beyond the scope of his imagination, +though he was a thoughtful young man and quietly did his best to +protect Val from the tax of chauffeurs and gamekeepers. He +understood that poor men cannot always find sovereigns. But he +really did not know that sometimes they cannot even find +shillings. Tonight he said, "I can't think why you don't get a +woman over to massage you," and then, reverting to the peccant +master, "Brown's a nuisance. He has a rotten influence on the +elder boys. He's thick with all that beastly Labour crowd, and I +believe Thurlow's right about his goings on with Warner's wife, +though I wasn't going to say so to Thurlow. I do wish he'd do +something, then we could fire him. But we don't want a row with +the N.U.T." + +"You can't fire a man for his political opinions." + +"Why not, if they're wrong?" said Bendish placidly. + +His was the creed that Labour men are so slow to understand +because it is so slow to explain itself: not a blind prejudice, +but the reasonable faith of one who feels himself to belong to an +hereditary officer caste for whom privilege and responsibility go +hand in hand. And an excellent working rule it is so long as +practice is not divorced from theory: so long as the average +member of the governing class acts up to the tradition of +government, be he sachem or daimio or resident English squire. +It amused Val: but he admired it. + +"Brown is a thorn in Jimmy's side," he remarked, dropping the +impersonal issue. "I never in my life heard a man make such a +disagreeable noise on the organ. I tackled him about it last +Sunday. He said it ciphered, but organs don't cipher in dry +weather, so I went to look at it and found three or four keys +glued together with candle grease." + +"Filthy swine! Are you coming round to Wanhope? I have to call +in on my way home, my wife's dining there." + +Val made no reply. "Are you coming up or not? You look fagged, +Val," said Bendish affectionately. "Anything wrong?" + +"No: I was only wondering whether I'd get you to take a message +for me, but I'd better go myself." + +Bendish nodded. "Just as you like. Have you settled yet about +the Etchingham agency?" + +"No, I'm waiting for Bernard." + +"Hope you'll see your way to accepting. My only fear is that it +would throw too much work on you; you're such a conscientious beggar! +but of course you wouldn't do for us all the odd jobs you do for poor +Bernard. Seems to me," Jack ruminated, "the best plan would be for +you to have a car. One gets about quicker like that and it wouldn't +be such a fag. There's that little green Napier roadster, she'd come +in handy if we stabled her at Nicholson's." He added simply, to +obviate any possible misunderstanding, "Garage bills our show, of +course." + +"Thanks most awfully," said Val, accepting without false pride. +"I should love it, I do get tired after being in the saddle all +day. It would more than make up for the extra work." + +They were crossing the Wanhope lawn as he spoke, on their way to +the open French windows of the parlour, gold-lit with many +candles against an amethyst evening sky. Laura, in a plain black +dress, was at the piano, the cool drenched foliage of Claude +Debussy's rainwet gardens rustling under her magic fingers. +Bernard was talking to Mrs. Jack Bendish, for the sufficient +reason that she disliked him and disliked talking to any one +while Laura played. Her defiant sparkle, her gipsy features, her +slim white shoulders emerging from the brocade and sapphires of a +sleeveless bodice cut open almost to her waist, produced the +effect of a Carolus Duran lady come to life and threw Laura back +into a dimmed and tired middle age. Jack's eyes glowed as they +dwelt on her. His marriage had been a trial to his family, but +no one could deny that Yvonne had made a success of it, for Jack +worshipped her.--Lawrence, leaning forward in his chair, his +forehead on his hand to shield his eyes from the light, looked +exceedingly tired, and probably was so. + +"Queer chap Hyde," said Bendish to Val as they waited on the +grass for the music to finish. "Can't think what he's stopping +on for." + +"Oh, Jack, for heaven's sake don't you begin on that subject!" + +"Hey? Oh! No, by Jove. Seems a shame, doesn't it?" returned +Bendish, taking the point with that rapid effortless readiness of +his class which made him more soothing to Val than many a +cleverer man. "It all says itself, so what's the good of saying +it? All the same I shan't be sorry when Hyde packs his movin' +tent a day's march nearer Jerusalem." And with a casual wink at +Val he stepped over the threshold. His judgment, so vague and +shrewd and sure of itself, represented probably the kindest view +that would be taken in Chilmark. + +Their entrance broke up the gathering. Jack carried off his +wife, and Barry appeared to wheel Bernard away to bed. With a +word to Laura, Val followed the cripple to his room. The Duke +was pressing for an answer, and long experience had taught Val +that for Bernard one time was as good as another: it was not +possible to count on his moods. And there was not much to be +said; all pros and cons had been thrashed out before; the five +minutes while Barry was out of the room fetching Bernard's +indispensable hot-water bottles would give Val ample time to +secure Bernard's consent.--Laura had scarcely finished putting +away her music when Val came back, humming under his breath the +jangled tune that echoes night in the streets of Granada. Laura +glanced at Lawrence, who had gone into the garden to smoke and +was passing and repassing the open window: no, he could not hear. +"Well, Val?" + +"Let me do that for you, shall I?" said Val, lightly smiling, at +her. "Your ottoman has a heavy lid." + +"Have you spoken to Bernard?" + +"I have." + +"And it's all right?" + +"Yes" said Val, deftly flinging diamond-wise a glittering Chinese +cloth: "is that straight?--that is, for me. I shan't take the +agency." + +"Val!" + +"Bernard agrees with me that the double work would be too heavy. +Of course I should like the money and I'm awfully sorry to +disoblige Lord Grantchester and Jack, but one has one's +limitations, and I don't want to knock up." + +"It is too bad--too bad of Bernard,". said Laura, lowering her +voice as Lawrence lingered near the window. "He doesn't half +deserve your goodness to him." + +"Bosh!" said Val laughing. "Where do these candlesticks go? In +my heart of hearts I'm grateful to him. I'm a cowardly beggar, +Laura, and I was dreading the big financial responsibility. Oh +no, Bernard didn't put any pressure on me: simply offered me the +choice between Etchingham and Wanhope." + +"They would pay you twice what you get from Bernard. Oh, Val, I +wish you would take it and throw us over!" + +"That's very unkind of you." + +"Is this definite?" + +"Quite: Bernard had thought it well over and made up his mind. I +shouldn't speak to him about it if I were you." + +"I shan't. I couldn't bear to." + +"Bosh again--excuse me. I must go home. Good-night, dear." He +held out his hand, wishing, in the repressed way that had become +a second nature to him, that Laura would not wring it so warmly +and so long. In the first bitterness of disappointment--so much +the keener for his unlucky confidence to Rowsley--Val could not +stand sympathy. Not even from Laura? Least of all from Laura. +He nodded to her with a bright careless smile and went out into +the night. + +But he had still one more mission to perform before he could go +home to break the bad news to Rowsley: a trying mission under +which Val fretted in repressed distaste. He came up to Lawrence +holding out the gold cigarette case. "You dropped this at our +place when you were talking to my sister this afternoon." + +"Did I?" Lawrence slipped it into his pocket. His manner was +perfectly calm. "Thanks so much.--I hadn't missed it." He had +no fear of having been betrayed, in essentials, by Isabel. + +"I don't want to offend you," Val continued with his direct +simplicity of manner, "but perhaps you hardly realize how young +my sister is." + +"Some one said she was nineteen, but why?" + +"I don't know what you said to her, probably nothing of the +slightest consequence, but she's only a child, and you managed to +upset her. To be frank, I didn't want her to see any one this +afternoon. Oh, she's all right, but her arm has run her up a bit +of a temperature, and Verney wants her to keep quiet for a few +days. It'll give her an excuse to keep clear of the inquest too. +This sounds ungrateful as well as ungracious, when we owe you so +much, but there's no ingratitude in it, only common sense." + +"Oh, damn your common sense!" exclaimed Lawrence. + +It was as laconic a warning-off as civility allowed: and it +irritated Lawrence beyond bearing to be rebuked by young +Stafford, whose social life stood in his danger, whom he could at +pleasure strip to universal crucifying shame. But there was +neither defiance nor fear in Val: tranquil and unpretentious, in +his force of character he reminded Lawrence of Laura Clowes. She +too had been attacked once or twice that evening by her husband, +and Lawrence had admired the way in which she either foiled or +evaded the rapier point, or took it to her bosom without +flinching. This same silken courage, it seemed, Val also +possessed. Both would stand up to a blow with the same grave +dignity and--perhaps--secret scorn. + +Minutes passed. Val waited because he chose not to be the first +to break silence, Lawrence because he was absorbing fresh +impressions with that intensity which wipes out time and place. +He was in the mood to receive them: tired, softened, and +quickened, from the tears of the afternoon. After all Val was +Isabel's brother and possessed Isabel's eyes! This drew Lawrence +to him by a double cord: practically, because it is inconvenient +to be on bad terms with one's brother-in-law, and mystically, +because in his profound romantic passion he loved whatever was +associated with her, down to the very sprig of honeysuckle that +she had pinned into his coat. But for this cord his relations +with Stafford would have begun and ended in a casual regret for +the casual indulgence of a cruel impulse. But Isabel's brother +had ex officio a right of entry into Hyde's private life, and, +the doors once opened, he was dazed by the light that Val let in. + +It was after ten o'clock and dews were falling, falling from a +clear night. "One faint eternal eventide of gems," beading the +dark turf underfoot and the pale faces of roses that had bloomed +all day in sunshine: now prodigal of scent only they hung their +heads like ghosts of flowers among dark glossy leaves. Stars +hung sparkling on the dark field of heaven, stars threw down +their spears on the dark river fleeting to the star-roofed +distant Channel. Stream and grass and leaf-buds were ephemeral +and eternal, ever passing and ever renewed, old as the stars, or +the waste ether in which they range: the green, sappy stem, the +dew-bead that hung on it, the shape of a ripple were the same now +as when Nineveh was a queen of civilization and men's flesh was +reddening alive in osier cages over altar fires on Wiltshire +downs. And all the sweetness, all the romance of an English +midsummer night seized the heart of Lawrence, a nomad, a returned +exile, and a man in love--as if he had never known England +before. + +Or her inhabitants either! Lawrence, without country, creed, +profession, or territorial obligation, was one of those sons of +rich men who form, in any social order, its loosest and most +self-centred class. In his set, frank egoism was the only motive +for which one need not apologize. But in Chilmark it was not +so. Far other forces were in play in the lives of the Stafford +family, and Laura Clowes, and Lord Grantchester and his wife and +Jack Bendish. What were these forces? Lawrence thought in +flashes, by imagery, scene after scene flitting before him out of +the last forty-eight hours. Homespun virtues: unselfishness, +indifference to money values, the constant sense of filial, +fraternal, social responsibility . . . the glow in Jack's eyes +when they rested on his wife: Verney's war on cesspools: Leverton +Morley as scoutmaster: the Chinese lecture: rosebushes in the +churchyard, by the great stone cross with its list of names +beginning "George Potts, Wiltshire Rifles, aged 49," and ending +"Robert Denis Bendish, Grenadier Guards, aged 19: Into Thy Hands, +O Lord": old, old feudal England, closeknit, no pastoral of easy +virtues, yet holding together in a fellowship which underlies +class disunion: whose sons, from days long before the Conquest, +have always desired to go to sea when the cuckoo sang, and to +come home again when they were tired of the hail and salt +showers, because they could not bear to be landless and lordless +men. . . . + +[Footnote] + + "Swylce geac mona geomran reorde, singe sumeres + weard, sorge beade bittre in breosthord; pset se + beorn ne wat, secg esteadig, hwset pa sume dreoga, + pe pa wrseclastas widost lecga! . . . . pince him + on mode pset he his monndryhten clyppe and cysse + andon cneo lecge honda and heafod; ponne onwsecne, + gesihp him beforan fealwe wegas, bapian brimfuglas." + + "Even so the cuckoo warns him with its sad voice, + Summer's warden sings foreboding sorrow, bitter grief + of heart. Little knows the prosperous fellow what + others are doing who follow far and wide the tracks + of exile . . . Then dreams the seafarer that he clasps + his lord and kisses him, and on his knee lays hand and + head; but he awakes and sees before him the fallow + waterways and the sea-fowls bathing." + +[End of Footnote] + + +Lawrence flung off the impression with a jerk of his shoulders, +as if it were a physical weight. It was too heavy to be endured. +Not even to marry Isabel was he going to impose on his own +unbroken egoism the restricting code of a country village. + +"You are a dreamer, Val! Why don't you throw over Bernard and +take the Etchingham agency? Yes, I heard every word you said to +Laura: you made a gallant effort, but the facts speak for +themselves, and your terminological inexactitudes wouldn't +deceive a babe at the breast. Bernard pays you 300 pounds a year +and orders you about like a groom, Grautchester would give you +six and behave like a gentleman. But no, you must needs stick to +Bernard, though you never get any thanks for it! You're an +unpractical dreamer." + +"I don't know what on earth you're talking about." + +"And you're all in it together, damn you!" Lawrence broke out +with an angry laugh. "It's all equally picturesque--feudal's +the word! I never knew anything like it in my life and I +wouldn't have believed it could continue to exist. What do you +do with gipsies? evict 'em, I suppose." He flung a second +question at Val which made the son of a vicarage knit his brows. + +"As a matter of fact there's a house in Brook Lane about which +Bendish and I are a good deal exercised in our minds at the +present moment . . . and the percentage of children born too soon +after marriage is disastrous. You're all out, Hyde. Nothing +could be more commonplace than Chilmark, believe me: life is like +this all over rural England, and it's only from a distance that +one takes it for Arcadia." + +"Folly," said Lawrence. "Good God, why should you exercise your +simple minds over the house in Brook Lane? Ah! because the men +who go to it are your own men, and the parsonage and the Castle +are answerable for their souls." Val, irritated, suggested that +if Hyde's forebears had lived in Chilmark since the time when +every freeman had to swear fealty, laying his hands between the +knees of his lord, Hyde might have shared this feeling. "But +they didn't," said Lawrence, drily. "My grandfather was a +pawnbroker in the New Cut." + +"Then perhaps you're hardly in a position to judge." + +"Judge? I don't judge, my good fellow--I'm lost in admiration! +In an age of materialism it's refreshing to come across these +simple, homespun virtues. I didn't know there was a man left in +England that would exist, for choice, on three hundred a year. +Are you always content with your rustic ideals, Val? Haven't you +any ambition?" + +"I?" said Val. + +"'Carry me out of the fight,'" quoted Lawrence under his breath. +"I swear I forgot." + +Silence fell again, the silence on Lawrence's part of continual +conflict and adjustment, and on Val's mainly of irritation. +Lawrence talked too much and too loosely, and was over-given to +damning what he disliked--a trick that went with his rings and +his diamond monogram. Val was not interested in a townsman's +amateur satire; in so far as Lawrence was not satirical, he had +probably drunk one glass more of Bernard's' champagne than was +good for him! In the upshot, Val was less disinclined to credit +Rowsley than half an hour ago. + +Lawrence roused himself. "About your sister: I was sorry +afterwards to have stayed so long. She seemed none the worse for +it at the time, but no doubt she ought to keep quiet for a bit. +Will you make my excuses to her?" + +"I will with pleasure." + +"And will you allow me to tackle Bernard about the agency?" + +"To--?" + +"If you won't resent my interfering? I can generally knock some +sense into Bernard's head. It's an iniquitous thing that he +should take advantage of your generosity, Val." + +Stafford was completely taken by surprise. "I'd rather--it's +most awfully kind of you," he stammered, "but I couldn't trespass +on your kindness--" + +"Kindness, nonsense! Bernard's my cousin: if your services are +worth more in the open market than he pays you, it's up to me to +see he doesn't fleece you. Otherwise you might ultimately chuck +up your job, and where should we be then? In the soup: for he'd +never get another man of your class--a gentleman--to put up +with the rough side of his tongue. No: he must be brought to +book: if you'll allow me?" + +Val's disposition was to refuse; it was odious to him to accept a +favour from Hyde. But pride is one of the luxuries that poor men +cannot afford. "I should be most grateful. Thank you very much." + +"And now go to bed: you're tired and so am I. I've had the devil +of a hard day." He stretched himself, raising his wrists to the +level of his shoulders, luxuriously tense under the closefitting +coat. "I shall hope to see your sister again after the inquest." + +"Yes," said Val, hesitating: "are you staying on, then?" + +"As you advised." + +"You'll be very bored." + +"No, I've fallen in love." Val gave a perceptible start. "With +the country," Lawrence explained with a merry laugh. "Rustic +ideals. Don't misjudge me, I beg: I have no designs on Mrs. +Bendish." + +"Hyde . . . + +"Well, my dear Val?" + +"Give me back my parole." + +"Not I." + +"You're unjust and ungenerous," said Val with repressed passion. +"But I warn you that I shall interfere none the less to protect +others if necessary. Good-night." + +Lawrence watched him across the lawn with a bewildered +expression. But he forgot him in a minute--or remembered him +only in the association with Isabel which brought Val into the +radius of his good will. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +"Hadow's bringing out a new play," remarked Lawrence, looking up +from the Morning Post. "A Moore comedy, They're clever stuff, +Moore's comedies: always well written, and well put on when Hadow +has a hand in it. You never were a playgoer, Bernard." + +"Not I," said Bernard Clowes. He and his guest were smoking +together in the hall after breakfast, Lawrence imparting items of +news from the Morning Post, while Bernard, propped up in a +sitting attitude on the latest model of invalid couch, turned +over and sorted on a swing table a quantity of curios mainly in +copper, steel, and iron. Both swing-table and couch had been +bought in London by Lawrence, and to his vigorous protests it was +also due that the great leaved doors were thrown wide to the +amber sunshine: while the curios came out of one of his Eastern +packing-cases, which he had had unpacked by Gaston for Bernard to +take what he liked. Lawrence's instincts were acquisitive, not +to say predatory. Wherever he went he amassed native treasures +which seemed to stick to his fingers, and which in nine cases out +of ten, thanks to his racial tact, would have fetched at +Christie's more than he gave for them. Coming fresh from foreign +soil, they were a godsend to Bernard, who was weary of collecting +from collectors' catalogues. "Can I have this flint knife? +Egyptian, isn't it? Oh, thanks awfully, I'm taking all the +best." This was true. But Lawrence, like most of his nation, +gave freely when he gave at all. "No, I never was one for plays +except Gilbert and Sullivan and the 'Merry Widow' and things like +that with catchy tunes in 'em. Choruses." He gave a reminiscent +laugh. + +"Legs?" suggested Lawrence. + +"Exactly," said Bernard, winking at him. "Oh damn!" A mechanical +jerk of his own legs had tilted the table and sent the knife +rolling on the floor. Lawrence picked it up for him, drew his +feet down, and tucked a rug over his hips. + +"Mind that box of Burmese darts, old man, they're poisoned.-- I +used to be an inveterate first-nighter. Still am, in fact, when +I'm in or near town. I can sit out anything from 'Here We Are +Again' to 'Samson Agonistes.' To be frank, I rather liked +'Samson': it does one's ears good to listen to that austere, +delicate English." + +"How long would these take to polish one off?" + +"Ten or twelve hours, chiefly in the form of a hoop. No, Berns, +I can't recommend them." He drew from its jewelled sheath and put +into Bernard's hands a Persian dagger nine inches long, the naked +blade damascened in wavy ripplings and slightly curved from point +to hilt. "That would do your trick better. Under the fifth rib. +I bought it of a Greek muleteer, God knows how he got hold of it, +but he was a bit of a poet: he assured me it would go in 'as soft +as a kiss.' For its softness I cannot speak, but it is as sharp +as a knife need be." + +"Sharper," said Bernard, his thumb in his mouth. + +"You silly ass, I warned you!-- I should rather like to see this +Moore play. I suppose Laura never goes, as you don't?" + +"I don't stop her going, as you jolly well know. She's welcome +to go six nights a week if she likes." + +"She couldn't very well go alone," Lawrence ignored the scowl of +his host. "Tell you what: suppose I took her tonight? I could +run her up and down in my car, or we could get back by the +midnight train. Would the feelings of Chilmark be outraged?" + +"What business is it of Chilmark's? If I'm complaisant, that's +enough," said Bernard, his features relaxing into a broad grin. +"I may be planked down in a country village for the rest of my +very unnatural life, but I'll be shot if I'll regulate mine or my +wife'& behaviour by the twaddle they talk! I'll have that +dagger." Slipping it slowly into its sheath he watched it travel +home, the supple female curve gliding and yielding as a woman +yields to a man's caress. "Voluptuous, I call it. Under the +left breast, eh?" He drew it again and held it poised and +pointing at his cousin. "Come, even I could cut your heart out +with a gem of a blade like that." Lawrence held himself lightly +erect, his big frame stiffening from head to foot and the pupils +of his eyes dilating till the irids were blackened. "Call +Laura." Bernard sheathed the dagger again and laid it down. +"She's out there snipping away at the roses. Why can't she leave +'em to Parker? She's always messing about out there dirtying her +hands, and then she comes in and paws me. Call her in." + +Lawrence escaped into the sunshine. He had not liked that moment +when Bernard had held up the dagger, nor was it the first time +that Bernard had made him shiver, but these vague apprehensions +soon faded in the open air. It was a sallow sunshine, a light +wind was blowing, and the lawn was spun over with brilliancies of +gossamer and flecked with yellow leaflets of acacia and lime. +Little light clouds floated overhead, sun-smitten to a fiery +whiteness, or curling in gold and silver surf over the grey of +distant hayfields. In the borders the velvet bodies of bees hung +between the velvet petals, ruby-red, of dahlias. There had been +no frost, and yet a foreboding of frost was in the air, a +sparkle, a sting--enough to have braced Lawrence when he went +down to bathe before breakfast, standing stripped amid long +river-herbage drenched in dew, a west wind striking cold on his +wet limbs: sensations exquisite so long as the blood of health +and manhood glowed under the chilled skin! It was early autumn. + + +Time slips away fast in a country village, and Lawrence remained +a welcome guest at Wanhope, where Chilmark said--though with a +covert smile--that Captain Hyde had done his cousin a great deal +of good. Bernard was better behaved with Lawrence than with any +one else, less surly, less unsociable, less violently coarse: +since June there had been fewer quarrels with Val and Barry and +the servants, and less open incivility to Laura. He had even +let Laura give a few mild entertainments, arrears of hospitality +which she was glad to clear off: and he had appeared at them in +person, polite and well dressed, and on the friendliest terms +with his cousin and his wife. + +Lawrence knew his own mind now. It was because he knew it that +he held his hand: meeting Isabel two or three times a week, +entering into the life of the little place because it was her +life, fighting Val's battle with Bernard--and winning it-- +because Val was her brother. When he remembered his collapse he +was not abashed: shame was an emotion which he rarely felt: but +he had gone too far and too fast, and was content to mark time in +a more rational and conventional courtship. + +But a courtship under the rose, for before others he hid his love +like a crime, treating Isabel as good humoured elderly men treat +pretty children. Where the astringent memory of Lizzie came +into play, Lawrence was dumb. The one aspect of that fiasco +which he had not fully confessed to Isabel--though only because +it was not then prominent in his mind--was its scorching, its +lacerating effect on his pride. But for it he would probably +have flung discretion to the winds, confided in Laura, in +Bernard, in Val, pursued Isabel with a hot and headstrong +impetuosity: but it had left the entire tract of sex in him one +seared and branded scar. + +Even when they were alone together, which rarely happened--Val +saw to that--he had as yet made no open love to her: it was +difficult to do so when one was never secure from interruption +for ten minutes together. Of late he had begun to chafe against +Val's cobweb barriers. Three months is a long time! and patience +was not a virtue that came natural to Lawrence Hyde. + +He found Laura cutting off dead roses, a sufficiently harmless +occupation, one would have thought: a trifle thinner, a trifle +paler than when he came: and were those grey threads in her brown +hair? + +"Berns wants you," said Lawrence. "I've done such an awful +thing, Laura--" + +Again that flash of imperfect perception! What was going on +under the surface at Wanhope, that Laura should turn as white as +her handkerchief? He hurried on as if he had noticed nothing. +"Bernard and I have been laying our heads together. Do you know +what I'm going to do? Run you up to town to see the new Moore +play at Hadow's." + +"Delightful!" Already Laura had recovered herself: her smile was +as sweet as ever, and as serene. "Was it your idea or Bernard's?" + +"Mine. . . I say, Laura: Bernard is all right, isn't he?" + +"In what way, all right?" + +Lawrence reddened, regretting his indiscretion. "I've fancied +his manner queer, once or twice." + +"There is a close connection, of course, between the spine and +the brain," said Laura quietly. "But my husband is perfectly +sane. . . . Oh my dear Lawrence, of course I forgive you! what is +there to forgive? I only wish I could come tonight, but I'm +afraid it can't be managed--" + +"She says it can't be managed," said Lawrence, standing aside +for Laura to pass in. "Pitch into her, Bernard. Hear her talk +like a woman of sixty! Are you frightened of the night air, +Laura? Or would Chilmark chatter?" + +"It might, if you and I went alone," Laura smiled. + +"Make up a party then," suggested Lawrence. "Get the Bendishes +to come too." + +She shook her head. "They're dining with the Dean." + +"And decanal dinner-parties can't be thrown over." When he made +the suggestion, Lawrence had known that the Bendishes were dining +with the Dean. "Some one else, then." + +"Whom could I ask like this at the last moment? No, I won't +go--thank you all the same. I'm not so keen on late hours and +long train journeys as I used to be. Go by yourself and you can +tell us all about it afterwards. Berns and I shall enjoy that as +much as seeing it ourselves. Shan't we, Berns?" Clowes gave a +short laugh: he could not have expressed his opinion more clearly +if he had called his wife a fool to her face. + +"You weren't so particular before you married me, my love. When +you ran that French flat with Yvonne you jolly well knew how to +amuse yourself." + +"Girls do many things before they're married," said Laura +vaguely. "I know better now." + +"Oh, you know a lot. She ought to go, Lawrence. It'll do her +good. Now you shall go, my dear, that's flat." + +Lawrence began to wish he had held his tongue. He had his own +ends to serve, but, to do him justice, he had not meant to serve +them at Laura's expense. But he had still his trump card to +play. "Surely we could find a chaperon?" he said gently, ignoring +Bernard. "What about the Staffords? Hardly in Val's line, +perhaps. But the child--little Miss Isabel--won't she do?" + +To his relief, Laura's eyes lit up with pleasure. "Isabel? I +never thought of her! Yes, she would love to come!--But, if she +does, she must come as my guest. You would never have asked her +of your own accord, and the Staffords are so proud, I'm sure Val +wouldn't like you to pay for her." Again Bernard's short, +sardonic laugh translated the silence of his cousin's constraint +and dismay. + +"Hark to her! I'll sort her for you, Lawrence. She shall go, +and you shall be paymaster. Yes, and for the Stafford brat too. +Lawrence and I don't understand these modern manners, my dear. +When we take a pretty woman out we like to do the treating. Now +cut along and see about the tickets, Lawrence. You can 'phone +from the post office." + +Lawrence had secured a box ten days ago, but he strolled out, +thinking that the husband and wife might understand each other +better when alone. As soon as he was out of earshot Bernard +turned on Laura and seized her by the wrist, his features +altering, their sardonic mask recast in deep lines of hate. +"Why wouldn't you go up alone? That's what he wanted. Why have +you saddled him with the little Stafford girl? You can't take +her to dine in a private room." + +"It was because I foresaw this that I refused. Why do you +torment yourself by forcing me to go?" + +"I? What do I care? Do you think I should shed many tears if +you walked out of the house and never came back? Think I don't +know he's your lover? you're uncommonly circumspect with your +stable door! . . . A woman like you! Look here." He picked up the +Persian dagger. "See it? That's been used before. I should like +to use it on you. I should like to cut your tongue out with it. +Don't be afraid, I'm not going to stab you." + +"Afraid?" said his wife with her serene ironical smile. "My +dear Bernard, you tempt me to wish you were." + +"Oh, not before tonight. Jolly time you'll have tonight, you and +Lawrence . . . I can only trust you'll respect the Stafford +child's innocence." + +"Bernard! Bernard!" + +"Don't you Bernard me. You can't take me in. Stop. Where are +you off to now?" + +"To tell Lawrence not to get the tickets. I shan't go with him." + +"You will go with him," said Bernard Clowes, his fingers +tightening on her wrist. "Stop here: come closer." He locked his +arm round her waist. "Is he your lover yet, Lally? Tell me: I +swear I won't kill you if you do. Are you on the borderland of +virtue still, or over it?" + +"Let me go," said Laura, panting for breath under his clenched +grip. "I will not answer such questions. You know you don't +mean one word of them. Take care, you're tearing my blouse. Oh, +that frightful war! what has it done to you, to turn you from the +man I married into what you are?" + +"What am I?" + +"A madman, or not far off it. End this horrible life: send him +away. It's killing me, and as for you, if you were sane enough +to understand what you're doing, you would blow your brains out." + +"Likely enough," said Bernard Clowes. + +He let her go. "Come back to me now, Laura." His wife leant +over him, unfaltering, though she had known for some time that +she was dealing with the abnormal. "Kiss me." Laura touched his +lips. "That's better, old girl. I am a cross-grained devil and +I make your life a hell to you, don't I? But don't--don't leave +me. Don't chuck me over. Let me have your love to cling to. I +don't believe in God, I don't believe in any other man, often +enough I don't believe in myself, I feel, I feel unreal . . . ." +He stopped, shut his eyes, moved his head on the pillow, and felt +about over his rug with the blind groping hands of a delirious, +almost of a dying man. Laura gathered them up and held them to +her heart. "That's better," said Bernard, his voice gaining +strength as he opened his eyes on the beautiful still face bent +over him. "Just now and again, in my lucid moments, I do--I do +believe in you, old girl. You are just the one thing I have +left. You won't forsake me, will you, ever? not whatever I do to +you." + +"Never, my darling." + +"Seems a bit one-sided, that bargain," said Bernard. + +He lay perfectly still for a little while, his great hands softly +pressed against his wife's firm breast. + +"And now get your hat and trot up to the village with Lawrence. +Yes, I should like you to go tonight. It'll do you good. Give +you a breath of fresh air after your extra dose of sulphur. Yes, +you shall take Isabel. Then you'll be safe: I can't insult you +if you and Lawrence weren't alone. Now run along, I've had +enough emotions. But don't forget. Laura," he spoke thickly and +with effort, turning his head away as he pushed her from him +"yes, get out, I've had enough of you for the present--but don't +forget all the same that you're the one thing on earth that ever +is real to me." + +Isabel was up a ladder in the orchard picking plums. Waving her +hand to Laura and Lawrence Hyde, she called out to them to look +the other way while she came down. It must be owned that neither +Laura nor Lawrence obeyed her, and they were rewarded, while she +felt about for the top rung, with an unimpeded view of two very +pretty legs. Lawrence really thought she was going to fall out +of the tree, but eventually she came safe to earth, and +approached holding out a basket full of glowing fruit. "Though +you don't deserve them," she said reproachfully, "because I could +feel you looking at me. I did think I should be safe at this +hour in the morning!" + +"Do I see Val?" said Laura, screwing up her eyes to peer in +through the slats of the green jalousies. "I'll go and talk him +round, while you break the news to Miss Stafford. Such do's, +Isabel! You don't know what dissipations are in store for you, if +only Val will say yes." She like every one else elevated Val to +the parental dignity vice Mr. Stafford deposed. + + +"He's come in for some lunch. He'll love to have you watch him +eat," said Isabel. "What's it to be, Captain Hyde? A picnic?" + +Isabel's imagination had never soared beyond a picnic. When +Lawrence unfolded the London scheme her eyes grew round with +astonishment and an awed silence fell on her. "Oh, it won't +happen," she said, when she had recovered sufficiently to reply +at all. "Nothing so angelically wonderful ever would happen to +me. I'm perfectly certain Val will say no. Now we've settled +that, you can tell me all about it, because of course you and +Laura will go in any case." + +"But that's precisely what we can't do." Gently and imperceptibly +Lawrence impelled her through the rose archway into the kitchen +garden, where they were partly sheltered behind the walls of +lilacs, a little thinner than they had been in June but still an +effective screen. He had not found himself alone with Isabel for +ten days. Since Val was with Laura, Lawrence drew the rather +cynical conclusion that he could count on a breathing space, and +he wondered if Isabel too were glad of it. She was in a brown +cotton dress, her right sleeve still tucked up high on her bare +arm: a rounded slender arm not much tanned even at the wrist, for +her skin was almost impervious to sunburn. Above the elbow it +was milk-white with a faint bloom on it, in texture not like +ivory, which is a dead, cold, and polished material, but like a +flower petal, one of those flowers that have a downy sheen on +them, white hyacinths or tall lilies. Lawrence fixed his eyes on +it unconsciously but so steadily that Isabel became aware of his +admiration. She blushed and was going to pull down her sleeve, +but checked herself, and turning a little away, so that she could +pretend not to know that he was looking at her, raised her arm to +smooth her hair, lifting it and pushing a loosened hairpin into +place. After all . . . This was Isabel's first venture into +coquetry. But it was half unconscious. + +"Why can't you? oh, I suppose people would be silly. Major +Clowes himself is silly enough for anything. Oh, I'm so sorry, +I always forget he's your cousin! Is that why you want me to +go?" + +"No." + +She laughed. "Never mind, you'll soon find some one else. What +play is it?" + +"'She Promised to Marry.'" + +"Oh ah, yes: that's by Moore, who wrote 'The Milkmaid' and +'Sheddon, M.P.' I've read some of his things. I liked them so, I +made Rowsley give me them for my last birthday. They're quite +cheap in brown paper. O! dear, I should love to see one of them +on the stage!" Isabel gave a great sigh. "A London stage too! +I've never been to a theatre except in Salisbury. And Hadow's is +the one to go to, isn't it? Where they play the clever plays +that aren't tiresome. Who's acting tonight?" + +"Madeleine Wild and Peter Sennet." + +"Have you ever seen them?" + + Lawrence laughed outright. "I was at their wedding. Madeleine +is half French: I knew her first when she was singing in a cafe +chantant on the Champs Elysees. She is dark and pretty and Peter +is fair and pretty, and Peter is the deadliest poker player that +ever scored off an American train crook." + +"Oh," said Isabel with a second sigh that nearly blew her away, +"how I should love to know actors and actresses and people who +play poker! It must make Life so intensely interesting!" + +Behind her badinage was she half in earnest? Lawrence's eye +ranged over the old pale walls of the vicarage, on which the +climbing roses were already beginning to redden their leaves: +over the lavender borders: over the dry pale turf underfoot and +the silver and brown of the Plain, burnt by a hot summer. The +fruit that had been green in June was ripe now, and down the +Painted-Lady apple-trees fell such a cascade of ruby and +coral-coloured apples, from high sprig to heavy bole, that they +looked like trees in a Kate Greenaway drawing. But there was no +other change. Life at Chilmark flowed on uneventful from day to +day. He did not admonish Isabel to be content with it. "Should +you like to live in Chelsea?" + +Isabel shut her eyes. "I should like fifteen thousand a year and +a yacht. Don't tell Jimmy, it would break his heart. He says +money is a curse. But he's not much of a judge, dear angel, +because he's never had any. What's your opinion--you're rich, +aren't you? Has it done you any harm?" + +"Oh, I am a fairly decent sort of fellow as men go." + +"But would you be a nobler character if you were poor?" Isabel +asked, pillowing her round chin on her palm and examining +Lawrence apparently in a spirit of scientific enquiry. "Because +that is Jimmy's theory, and merely to say that you're noble now +doesn't meet the case. Do you do good with your money?" + +"No fear! I encourage trade. I've never touched second rate +stuff in my life." + +"Oh, you are different!" Isabel exclaimed. They had been using +words for counters, to mean at once less and more than they said, +but under his irony she penetrated to a hard material egoism, as +swiftly as he had detected in her the eternal unrest of youth. +"Val was right." + +"What saith the Gospel according to St. Val?" + +"That you were only a bird of passage." + + Lawrence waited a moment before replying. "Birds of passage +have their mating seasons." Once more Isabel, not knowing what +to make of this remark, let it alone. "But I should like to +possess Val's good opinion. What have I done to offend him? +Can't you give me any tips?" + +"It isn't so much what you do as what you are. Val's very, very +English." + +"But what am I?" + +"Foreign," said Isabel simply. + +"A Jew? Yes, I knew I should have that prejudice to live down. +But I'm not a hall-marked Israelite, am I? After all I'm half +English by birth and wholly so by breeding." Isabel was betrayed +into an involuntary and fleeting smile. "Hallo! what's this?" + +"Oh, Captain Hyde--" + +"Go on." + +"No: it's the tiniest trifle, and besides I've no right." + +"Ask me anything you like, I give you the right." + +Isabel blushed. "You must be descended from Jephthah!-- O! dear, +I didn't mean that!" + +"Never mind," said Lawrence, unable to help laughing. "My +feelings are not sensitive. But do finish--you fill me with +curiosity. What shibboleth do I fail in?" + +Faithful are the wounds of a friend. "Englishmen don't wear +jewellery," murmured Isabel apologetic. + +"Sac a papier!" said Lawrence. "My rings?" + + He stretched out his hand, a characteristic hand, strong and +flexible, but soft from idleness and white from Gaston's daily +attentions: a diamond richly set in a cluster of diamonds and +emeralds sparkled on the second finger, and a royal turquoise +from Iran, an immense stone the colour of the Mediterranean in +April, on the third. "Does Val object to them? Certainly Val +is very English. My pocket editions of beauty! That diamond was +presented by one of the Rothschilds in gratitude for the help old +Hyde-and-seek gave him in getting together his collection of +early English watercolours: as for the other, it never ought to +have left the Persian treasury, and there'd have been trouble in +the royal house if my father had worn it at the Court. Have you +ever seen such a blue? On a dull railway journey I can sit and +watch those stones by the hour together. But Val would rather +read the Daily Mail" + +"Every one laughs at them: Jack and Lord Grantchester, and even +Jimmy." + +"And you?" said Lawrence, taking off the rings:--not visibly +nettled, but a trifle regretful. + +Isabel knit her brows. "Can a thing be very beautiful and +historic, and yet not in good taste?-- It can if it's out of +harmony: that's what the Greeks never forgot. Men ought not to +look effeminate-- Oh! O Captain Hyde, don't!" + +Lawrence, standing up, had with one powerful smooth drive of the +arm sent both rings skimming over the borders, under the apple +trees, over the garden wall, to scatter and drop on the open +moor. "And here comes Mrs. Clowes, so now I shall learn my fate. +I thought Val would not leave us long together.-- Well, Val, what +is it to be? May the young lady come?" + +Isabel also sprang up, changing from woman to child as Lawrence +changed from deference to patronage. Their manner to each other +when alone was always different from their manner before an +audience. But this change, deliberate in Lawrence, had hitherto +been instinctive and almost unconscious in Isabel. It was not so +now, she fled to Val and to her younger self for refuge. What a +fanfaronade! Why couldn't Captain Hyde have put the rings in his +pocket? But no, it must all be done with an air--and what an +air! Rings worth thousands--historic mementoes--stripped off +and tossed away to please--! And at that Isabel, enchanted and +terrified, bundled the entire dialogue into the cellars of her +mind and locked the doors on it. Later,--later,--when one was +alone! "Oh, Val, say I may go!" she cried, clasping her hands on +Val's arm, so cool and firm amid a spinning world. + +[Footnote] + +What actually happened later that afternoon was that Isabel, who +had a practical mind, spent three-quarters of an hour on the moor +hunting for the rings. The turquoise she found, conspicuous on a +patch of smooth turf: the other was never recovered. + +[End of Footnote] + +"You may," said Val laughing. He disliked the scheme, but was +incapable of refusing Laura Clowes: he gave her Isabel as he would +have given her the last drops of his blood, if she had asked for them +in that low voice of hers, and with those sweet eyes that never +seemed to anticipate refusal. There are women--not necessarily the +most beautiful of their sex--to whom men find it hard to refuse +anything. And, consenting, it was not in Val to consent with an ill +grace. "Certainly you may, if Captain Hyde is kind enough to take +you!" Stafford's lips, finely cut and sensitive, betrayed the +sarcastic sense of humour which he ruled out of his voice: perhaps +the less said about kindness the better! "But do look over her +wardrobe first, Laura: I'm never sure whether Isabel is grown up or +not, but she could hardly figure at Hadow's in her present easy-going +kit--" + +He stopped, because Isabel was trying to waltz him round the +lawn. In her reaction from a deeper excitement, she was as +excited as a child. She released Val soon and hugged Laura +Clowes instead, while Lawrence, looking on with his wintry smile, +wondered whether she would have extended the same civility to him +if she had known how much he desired it. . . . There were moments +when he hated Isabel. Was she never going to grow up? + +Not at present, apparently. "What must I wear, Laura? Do people +wear evening dress? Where shall we sit? What time shall we get +back? How are you going? What time must I be ready? Will you +have dinner before you go or take sandwiches with you?"--how +long the patter of questions would have run on it is hard to say, +if the extreme naivete of the last one had not drowned them in +universal laughter, and Isabel in crimson. + +Mrs. Jack Bendish rode up while they were talking, slipped from +her saddle, and threw the reins to Val without apology, though +she knew there was no one but Val to take the mare to the stable. +Yvonne was the only member of the Castle household who presumed +on Val's subordinate position. She treated him like a superior +servant. When she heard what was in the wind her eyes were as +green as a cat's. "How kind of Captain Hyde!" she drawled, as +Lawrence, irritated by her manner, went to help Val, while Isabel +was called indoors by Fanny to listen to a tale of distress, +unravel a grievance, and prescribe for anemia. "Some one ought +to warn the child." + +"Warn her of what?" + +"Has it never struck you that Isabel is a pretty girl and +Lawrence a good looking man?" + +"But Isabel is too intelligent to have her head turned by the +first handsome man she meets!" Yvonne looked as though she found +her sister rather hopeless. "Dear, you really must be sensible!" +Laura pleaded. "It's not as if poor Lawrence had tried to flirt +with her. He never even thought of asking her for tonight till I +suggested it!" This was the impression left on Laura's memory. +"She isn't the sort of woman to attract him." + +"What sort of woman would attract him, I wonder?" said Mrs. Jack, +blowing rings of smoke delicately down her thin nostrils. + +"Oh, when he marries it will be some one older than Isabel, more +sophisticated, more a woman of the world. I like Lawrence +immensely, but there is just that in him: he's one of the men who +expect their wives to do them credit." + +"Some one more like me," suggested Yvonne. "Or you." Her face was +a study in untroubled innocence. Laura eyed her rather sharply. +"But Lawrence isn't a marrying man. He won't marry till some +woman raises the price on him." + +"You speak as if between men and women life were always a duel." + +"So It is." Laura made a small inarticulate sound of dissent. +"Sex is a duel. Don't you know"--an infinitesimal hesitation +marked the conscious forcing of a barrier: cynically frank as she +was on most points, Mrs. Bendish had always left her sister's +married life alone:--"that--that's what's wrong with Bernard? Oh! +Laura! Simpleton that you are. . . I'm often frightfully sorry +for Bernard. It has thrown him clean off the rails. One can't +wonder that he's consumed with jealousy." + +In the stillness that followed Yvonne occupied herself with her +cigarette. Mrs. Clowes was formidable even to her sister in her +delicately inaccessible dignity. + +"Had you any special motive in saying this to me now, Yvonne?" + +"This theatre business." + +"I don't contemplate running away with Lawrence, if that is what +you mean." + +"Wish you would!" confessed Mrs. Bendish frankly. "Then Bernard +could divorce you and you could start fair again. I'm fed up +with Bernard. I'm sorry for him, poor devil, but he never was +much of a joy as a husband, and he's going from bad to worse. +Think I'm blind? Of course he's jealous. High dresses and lace +cuffs aren't the fashion now, Lal." + +Her sister slowly turned back the frill from her wrist and +examined the scarlet stain of Bernard's finger-print. "Does it +show so plainly? I hope other people haven't noticed. Bernard +doesn't remember how strong his hands still are." + +"Doesn't care, you mean." + +"Do you want me quite naked?" said Laura. "Well, doesn't care, +then." + +Yvonne was not accustomed to the smart of pity. She winced under +it, and her tongue, an edge-tool of intelligence or passion, but +not naturally prone to express tenderness, became more than ever +articulate. "Sorry!" she said with difficulty, and then, "Didn't +want to rake all this up. But I'm fond of you. We've always +been pals, you and I, Lulu." + +"Say whatever you like." + +"Then--" she sat up, throwing away her cigarette-"I'm going to +warn you. All Chilmark believes Lawrence is your lover." + +"And do you?" + +"No. I know you wouldn't run an intrigue." + +"Thank you." + +"But Jack and I both think, if you don't want to cut and run with +him, you ought to pack him off. Mind, if you do want to, you can +count me in, and Jack too. I'm not religious: Jack is, but he's +not narrow. As for the social bother of it--marriage is a +useful institution and all that, but it's perfectly obvious that +one can get--over the rails and back again if one has money. +There aren't twenty houses (worth going to) in London that would +cut you if you turned up properly remarried to a rich man." + +"Are you . . . recommending this course?" + +"I'd like you to be happy." + +"And what about Bernard?" + +"Put in a couple of good trained nurses who wouldn't give him his +head as you do, and he'd be a different man by the spring." + +"He certainly would," said Laura drily. "He would be dead." + +"Not he. He's far too strong to die of being made uncomfortable. +As a matter of fact it would do him all the good in the world," +pursued Yvonne calmly. "He cries out to be bullied. What's so +irritating in the present situation is that though you let him +rack you to pieces you never give him what he wants! You don't +shine as a wife, my dear." + +"It will end in my sending Lawrence away," said Laura with a subdued +sigh. "I didn't want to because in many ways he has done Bernard so +much good; no one else has ever had the same influence over him; +besides, I liked having him at Wanhope for my own sake--he freshened +us up and gave us different things to talk about, outside interests, +new ideas. And after all, so far as Bernard himself is concerned, +one is as good as another. He always has been jealous and always +will be. But if all Chilmark credits us with the rather ignominious +feat of betraying him, Lawrence will have to go." + +"Lawrence may have something to say to that." + +"He's not in love with me." Yvonne's eyes widened in genuine +scepticism.--"Oh dear, as if I shouldn't know!" Laura broke out +petulantly. Might not Yvonne have remembered that, in the days +when they were living together in a French appartement, Laura's +experience had been pretty nearly as wide as her own? "He is +not, I tell you! nor I with him. But, if we were, I shouldn't +desert Bernard. I do not believe in your two highly trained +nurses. I don't think you much believe in them yourself. They +might break him in, because nurses are drilled to deal with +tiresome and unmanageable patients, but it would be worse for +him, not better. He rebels fiercely enough now, but if I weren't +there he would rebel still more fiercely, and all the rage and +humiliation would have no outlet. You want me to be happy? We +Selincourts are so quick to seize happiness! Father did it . . . +and Lucian does it: dear Lulu! We both love him, but it's +difficult to be proud of him. Yet he has good qualities, good +abilities. He's far cleverer than I am, and so are you," Laura's +tone was diffident, "but oh, you are wrong in thinking so much of +mere happiness. There is an immense amount of pain in the world, +and if one doesn't bear one's own share it falls on some one +else. My life with Bernard isn't--always easy," she found a +momentary difficulty in controlling her voice, "but he's my +husband and I shall stick to him. The more so for being deeply +conscious that a different woman might manage him better. No I +don't mind your saying it. Oh, how often I've felt the truth of +it! But, such as I am, I'm all he has." + +"You're a thousand times too good for him. Why are you so good?" + +"I'm not good and no more is Lulu." Mrs. Bendish sighed, +impressed perhaps by Laura's alien moralities, certainly by her +determination. "However, if you won't you won't, and in a way +I'm glad, selfishly that is, because of Jack's people. But in +that case, dear girl, do get rid of Lawrence! The situation +strikes me as fraught with danger. One of those situations where +every one says something's sure to happen, and then they're all +flabbergasted when it does." + +"Bernard is not a formidable enemy," said Mrs. Clowes drily. +"But, yes, Lawrence must go. I'll speak to him tomorrow." + +"Why not today?" + +"It would spoil our evening." + +"Give it up." + +"And disappoint Isabel?" + +"I don't like it." + +"Nor I. But I was forced into it, and I can't break my word to +Lawrence and the child. After all, there's no great odds between +today and tomorrow. What can happen in twenty-four hours?" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +In after life, when Isabel was destined to look back on that day +as the last day of her youth, she recalled no part of it more +clearly than wandering up to her own room after an early tea to +dress, and flinging herself down on her bed instead of dressing. +She slept next to Val. But while Val's room, sailor-like in +its neatness, was bare as any garret and got no sun at all, +Isabel's was comfortable in a shabby way and faced south and west +over the garden: an autumn garden now, bathed in westering +sunshine, fortified from the valley by a carved gold height of +beech trees, open on every other side over sunburnt moorland pale +and rough as a stubble-field in its autumn feathering of light +brown grasses and seedling flowers aflicker in a west wind. +Tonight however Isabel saw nothing of it, she lay as if asleep, +her face hidden in her pillow: she, the most active person in the +house, who was never tired like Val nor lazy like Rowsley! +Conscience pricked her, but she was muffled so thick in happiness +that she scarcely felt it: the fancies that floated into her mind +frightened her, and yet they were too sweet to banish: and then +after all were they wrong? + +Always on clear evenings the sun flung a great ray across her +wall, turning the faded pale green paper into a liquid gold-green +like sunlit water, evoking a dusty gleam from her mirror, and +deepening the shadows in an old mezzo tint of Botticelli's Spring +which was pinned up where she could gaze at it while she brushed +her hair. The room thus illumined was that of a young girl with +little time to spare and less money, and an ungrown individual +taste not yet critical enough to throw off early loyalties. +There were no other pictures, except an engraving of "The Light +of the World," given her by Val, who admired it. There was a +tall bookcase, the top shelves devoted to Sweet's "Anglo-Saxon +Reader," Lanson's "Histoire de la litterature Francaise," and +other textbooks that she was reading for her examination in +October, the lower a ragged regiment of novels and verse--"The +Three Musketeers," "Typhoon," "Many Inventions," Landor's +"Hellenics," "with fondest love from Laura," "Une Vie" and "Fort +comme la Mort" in yellow and initialled "Y.B." There were also a big +table strewn with papers and books, and a chintz covered box-ottoman +into which Isabel bundled all those rubbishing treasures that people +who love their past can never make up their weak minds to throw away. +She examined them all in the stream of gold sunlight as if she had +never seen them before. It was time to get up and arrange her hair +and change into her lace petticoats. If she did not get up at once +she would be late and they would lose their train. And it seemed to +her that she would die if they lost their train, that she never could +survive such a disappointment: and yet she could not bring herself to +get up and give over dreaming. + +And what dreams they were, oh! what would Val say to them?--And +yet again after all were they so wicked?--They were incredibly +naif and innocent, and so dim that within twenty-four hours +Isabel was to look back on them as a woman looks back on her +childhood. She was not ignorant of the mysteries of birth and +death. She had lived all her life among the poor, and knew many +things which are not included in school curricula, such as the +gentle art of keeping children's hair clean, how to divide a +four-roomed cottage between a man and wife and six children and a +lodger, and what to say when shown "a beautiful corpse": but she +had never had a lover of her own. There were no marriageable men +in Chilmark--there never are in an English village--and she was +too young for Rowsley's brother officers, or they were too young +for her. She had dreamed of fairy princes (blases-men-of-the-world, +mostly in the Guards or the diplomatic service), but it was never +precisely Isabel Stafford whom they clasped to their hearts--no, it +was LaSignora Isabella, the star of Covent Garden, or the Lady Isabel +de Stafford, a Duke's daughter in disguise. And Lawrence came to her +in the mantle of these patrician ghosts. + +But--and at this point Isabel hid her face on her arm--he was no +ghost: he knew what he wanted and he meant to have it: and it was a +far cry from visionary Heroes to Lawrence Hyde in the flesh, son of a +Jew, smelling of cigar-smoke, and taking hold of her with his large, +fair, overmanicured hands. A far cry even from Val or Jack Bendish: +from the cool, mannered Englishman to the hot Oriental blood. When +people were engaged they often kissed each other . . . but when it +came to imagining oneself . . . one's head against that thick +tweed . . . no . . . it must be one of the things that are safe to do +but dangerous to dream of doing. Oh, never, never!--But she had been +trained in sincerity: and was this cry sincere? Her mind was chaos. + +And yet after all why dangerous? Even Laura, Val's adored Laura, +had been engaged twice before she married Major Clowes: as for +Yvonne, Isabel felt sure she had been kissed many times, and not +by Jack Bendish only. Such things happen, then! in real life, +not only in books. As for the cigars and the valet . . . and +Val's warnings . . . one can't have all one wants in this world! +It contains no ideal heroes: what was it Yvonne had once said? +"Every marriage is either a delusion or a compromise." And Isabel +had shortcomings enough of her own: she was irritable, lazy, +selfish: read novels when she ought to have been at her lessons: +left household jobs undone in the certainty that Val, however +tired he was, would do them for her: small sins, but then her +temptations were small! Take it by and large, she was probably +no better than Captain Hyde except for want of opportunity. And +how he would laugh if he heard her say so! + +She liked him for laughing. She had been brought up in an +atmosphere of scruple. Her father overworked his conscience, +treating a question of taste as a moral issue, and drawing no +line between great and small--like the man who gave a penny to a +beggar and implored him not to spend it on debauchery. Charity +and a sense of fun saved Val, but if more lenient to others he +was ruthlessly stern to himself. Lawrence blew on Isabel like a +breath of sea air. In her reaction she liked his external +characteristics, his manner to servants, his expensive clothes +and boots, all the signs of money spent freely on himself. + +She even liked his politics. Isabel had been brought up all her +life to talk politics. Mr. Stafford was a Christian Socialist, a +creed which in her private opinion was nicely calculated to +produce the maximum of human discomfort: and from a conversation +between Hyde and Jack Bendish she had learnt that Hyde was all of +her own view. There was no nonsense about him--none of that +sweet blind altruism which, as Isabel saw it, only made the +altruist and his family so bitterly uncomfortable without doing +any good to the poor. The poor? She knew intuitively that +servants and porters and waiters would far rather serve Hyde than +her father. Mr. Stafford longed to uplift the working classes, +but Isabel had never got herself thoroughly convinced that they +stood in need of uplifting. Her practical common sense rose in +arms against Movements that tried to get them to go to picture +galleries instead of picture palaces. Why shouldn't they do as +they liked? Does one reform one's friends? Captain Hyde would +live and let live. + +And he was rich. Few girls as cramped as Isabel could have +remained blind to that wide horizon, and she made no pretence of +doing so: she was honest with herself and owned that she had +always longed to be rich. No one could call her discontented! +her happy sunny temper took life as it came and enjoyed every +minute of it, but her tastes were not really simple, though Val +thought they were. She had long felt a clear though perfectly +good-humoured and philosophic impatience of her narrow scope. +Hyde could give her all and more than all she had ever desired-- +foreign countries and fine clothes, books and paintings, and +power apparently and the admiration of men . . . Isabel Hyde +. . . Mrs. Lawrence Hyde . . . .smiling she tried his name under +her breath . . .and suddenly she found herself standing before +the mirror, examining her face in its dusky shallows and asking +of it the question that has perplexed many a young girl as +beautiful as she--"Am I pretty?" She pulled the pins out of her +hair and ran a comb through it till it fell this way and that +like an Indian veil, darkly burnished and sunset-shot with +threads of bronze. "Lawrence has never seen it loose," she +reflected: "surely I am rather pretty?" and then "Oh, oh, I shall +be late!" and Isabel's dreams were drenched and scattered under +the shock of cold water. + +Dreamlike the run through the warm September landscape: dreamlike +the slip of country platform, where, while Lawrence took their +tickets, she and Laura walked up and down and fingered the tall +hollyhocks flowering upward in quilled rosettes of lemon-yellow +and coral red, like paper lanterns lit by a fairy lamplighter on +a spiral stair: and most dreamlike of all the discovery that the +Exeter express had been flagged for them and that she was +expected to precede Laura into a reserved first class carriage. +It was not more than once or twice in a year that Isabel went by +train, and she had never travelled but third class in her life. +How smoothly life runs for those who have great possessions! How +polite the railway staff were! The station master himself held +open the door for the Wanhope party. Now she knew Mr. Chivers +very well, but in all previous intercourse one finger to his cap +had been enough for young Miss Isabel. Certainly it was +agreeable, this hothouse atmosphere. "Shall you feel cold?" +Lawrence asked, and Isabel, murmuring "No, thank you," blushed in +response to the touch of formality in his manner. She felt what +women often feel in the early stages of a love affair, that he +had been nearer to her when he was not there, than now when they +were together in the presence of a third person. She had grown +shy and strange before this careless composed man lounging +opposite her with his light overcoat thrown open and his crush +hat on his knees, conventionally polite, his long legs stretched +out sideways to give her and Laura plenty of room. + +And Lawrence on the journey neither spoke to her nor watched her, +though Isabel shone in borrowed plumes. There had been no time +to buy clothes, and so Val, though grudgingly, had allowed Laura +and Yvonne to ransack their shelves and presses for Cinderella's +adornment. But one glance had painted her portrait for him, tall +and slender in a long sealskin coat of Yvonne's which was rulled +and collared and flounced with fur, her glossy hair parted on one +side and drawn back into what she called a soup-plate of plaits. +Once only he directly addressed her, when Laura loosened her own +sables. "Do undo your coat, won't you? It's hot tonight for +September." + +"I'm not hot, thank you," said Isabel stiffly: but slowly, as if +against her will, she opened the collar of her coat and pushed it +back from her young neck and the crossed folds of her lace gown. +The gown was very old, it had indeed belonged to Laura Selincourt: it +was because Laura loved its soft, graceful, dateless lines that it +had survived so long. She had seized on it with her unerring tact: +this was right for Isabel, this dim transparency of rosepoint +modelling itself over the immature slenderness of nineteen: and she +and her maid Catherine and Mrs. Bendish had spent patient hours +trying it on and modifying it to suit the fashion of the day. Laura +had refused to impose upon Isabel either her own modish elegance or +Yvonne's effect of the arresting and bizarre. "Isn't she almost too +slight for it?" Yvonne had asked, and Laura for all answer had +hummed a little French song-- + + 'Mignonne allons voir si la rose + Qui ce matin avoit desclose + Sa robe de pourpre au soleil + A point perdu ceste vespree + I as plis de sa robe pourpree + Et son teint au votre pareil . . .' + +She discerned in Isabel that quality of beauty, noble, spirited, +and yet wistful, which requires a most expensive setting of +simplicity. And that was why Isabel opened her coat. If Captain +Hyde had admired her in her Chilmark muslin, what would he think +of flounce and fold of rose-point of Alencon under Yvonne's +perfumed furs? And then she blushed again because the yearning +in his eyes made her wonder if he cared after all whether she +wore lace or cotton. Everything was so strange! + +Strangest of all it was, to the brink of unreality, that Laura +evidently remained blind. But Laura was always blind. "Why, she +never even sees Val!" reflected Isabel scornfully. And yet-- +suppose Isabel were deceiving herself? What if Captain Hyde were +not in earnest? But her older self comforted her child's self: +careless was he, and composed? "You were not always so composed, +Lawrence," in her own mind the elder Isabel mocked him with her +sparkling eyes. + +Waterloo, lamplit and resonant: the pulsing of many lamps, the +hurry of many steps, the flitting by of many faces under an arch +of gloom: dark quiet and the scent of violets in a waiting car. + +"What a jolly taxi!" Isabel exclaimed. "I never was in a taxi +like this before. Is it a more expensive kind?" + +"My dear Lawrence, you certainly have the art of making your life +run on wheels!" said Laura smiling. "How many telegrams have you +sent today?" + +"If you do a thing at all you may as well do it in decent +comfort," Lawrence replied sententiously. "Half past seven; +that'll give us easy time! I booked a table at Malvani's, I +thought you would prefer it to one of the big crowded shows." + +"Are we going to have supper--dinner I mean--at a restaurant?" +asked Isabel awestruck. + +Laurance smiled at her with irrepressible tenderness. "Did you +think you weren't going to get anything to eat at all?" He +forbore to remind her of her unfortunate allusion to sandwiches-- +for which Isabel was grateful to him. "Aren't you hungry?" + +"Oh yes: but then I often am. Is Malvani's a very quiet place?" + +Lawrence looked at Laura with a comical expression. "What an ass +I was! Wouldn't the Ritz have been more to the point?" + +"Never mind, sweetheart," said Laura. "Malvani's isn't dowdily +quiet. It's the smartest of the smart, and there are always a +lot of distinguished people in it. Dear me, how long it is since +I've dined in town! Really it's great fun, I feel as if I had +come out of a tomb--" she checked herself: but she might have +been as indiscreet as she liked, for her companions were not +listening. Laura was faintly, very faintly startled by their +attitude--Hyde leaning forward in the half-light of the brougham +to button Isabel's glove--but she was soon smiling at her own +fancy. "Poor Isabel, poor simple Isabel!" She was only a child +after all. + +A child, but a very gay and winning child, when she came into +Malvani's with her long swaying step, direct glance, and joyous +mouth. A spirit of excitement sparkled in Isabel tonight, and +every movement was a separate and conscious pleasure to her: the +physical sensation of walking delicately, the ripple of her skirt +over her ankles, the poise of her shoulders under their +transparent veil. . . . Laura saw a dozen men turn to look after +the Wanhope party, and took no credit for it, though not long ago +she had been accustomed to be watched when she moved through a +public room. But now she was better pleased to see Isabel +admired than to be admired herself. + +As they neared their reserved table a man who had been sitting at +it rose with an amused smile. "Have you forgotten who I am, +Laura?" + +"One might as well be even numbers," Lawrence explained. "So, as +I knew Selincourt was in town, I wired to him to join us." + +A worn, fatigued-looking, but not ungentle rake of forty, +Selincourt had stayed once at Wanhope, but the visit had not been +a success: indeed Laura had been thankful when it ended before +host and guest threw the decanters at each other's heads. That +she was pleased to see him now there could be no doubt: she had +taken him by both hands and was smiling at him as if she would +have liked to fling decorum to the winds and kiss him. Lawrence +also smiled but with a touch of finesse. His plan was working. +Laura was going to enjoy herself: bon! he was truly fond of Laura +and delighted to give her pleasure. But by it he would be left +free to devote himself to Isabel. + +It was to this end that he had planned the entire expedition. At +Chilmark they met continually in the same setting, and he had no +means of printing a fresh image of himself on her mind, but here +he was free of country customs, a rich man among his equals, an +expert in the art of "doing oneself well"--one of those who rule +over modern civilization by divine right of a chequebook and a +trained manner. Isabel had been brought up by High Churchmen, +had she? Let them test what hold they had of her! Every aspect +of their journey and of the supper-table at Malvani's, with its +heady music and smell of rich food and wines, had been calculated +to produce a certain effect--an intoxication of excitement and +pleasure. And he set himself to stamp his own impression on +Isabel, naming to her, in his soft, isolating undertones, the +notable men and women in the room, describing their careers, +their finances, even their scandals--it amused him to watch her +repress a start. It amused him still more to stand up and shake +hands when the immense body and Hebraic nose of an international +financier went by with two great ladies and a cabinet minister in +tow. "One of my countrymen," Hyde turned to Isabel with a +mocking smile. "I am a citizen of no mean city. Those--" with an +imperceptible jerk of the head--"would lick the dust off his +boots to find out what line the Jew bankers mean to take in the +Syrian question. They might as well lick mine." + +"Why, do you know?" breathed Isabel. + +"Verily, O Gentile maiden." Lawrence grinned at her over his +champagne. "I lunched Raphael last time I was in town and he +told me all about it. But I shouldn't tell them. It isn't good +for Gentiles to know too much about Weltpotitik. That's our +show." He leant back in his chair and his hot eyes challenged her +to call him a dirty Jew. + +Selincourt caught his last remark and looked him up and down with +a twinkling glance. He no longer wondered why Lawrence had spent +his summer in the tents of Kedar--so differently do brothers +look on their own and other men's sisters. But he knew men and +things pretty well, and at a moment when Laura was speaking to +Isabel he looked straight at Lawrence and touched his glass with +a murmured, "Go slow, old man." The elder man had seen instantly +what neither Mrs. Clowes nor Isabel had any notion of, that under +his easy manner Hyde's nerves were all on edge. Lawrence started +and stared at him, half offended: but after a moment his good +sense extorted a grudging "Thanks." It warned him to be grateful +for the hint, and he took it: a second glass of champagne that +night would infallibly have gone to his head. + +A darkened theatre, fantastically decorated in scarlet and +silver: a French orchestra already playing a delicate prelude: a +lively audience--a typical "Moor" audience--agreeably ready to +be piqued and scandalized as well as amused. + +All the plays Isabel had ever seen were Salisbury matinees of +"As You Like It" and "Julius Caesar." It was not by chance that +Hyde introduced her tonight to this filigree comedy, so cynical +under its glittering dialogue. He could find no swifter way to +present to her le monde ou l'on s'amuse in all its refined and +defiant charm. He liked to watch her laugh, he laughed himself +and gave a languid clap or two when Madeleine Wild made one of +her famous entries, but his main interest was in his plan of +campaign. + +Yet chance can never he counted out. When the lights went up +after the first act Lawrence found himself looking directly +across the rather small and narrow proscenium at a lady in the +opposite box. Who the devil was it?--The devil, with a +vengeance! It was Mrs. Cleve. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Conscious to his fingertips that Selincourt was watching him with +an amused smile, Lawrence returned Mrs. Cleve's nod with less +than his usual ease. Her eye ranged on from Selincourt, to whom +she waved a butterfly salute, over the rather faded elegance of +Laura Clowes and the extremely youthful charms of Isabel: +apparently she did not admire Lawrence's ladies: she spoke to her +cavalier, an elderly, foreign-looking man with a copper complexion +and curly dark hair, and they laughed together. What ensued between +them was not difficult to follow. She made him a request, he rolled +plaintive eyeballs at her, the lady carried her point, the gentleman +left the box. Then--one saw it coming--she leaned forward till the +diamonds in her plenitude of fair hair sparkled like a crown of +flame, and beckoned Lawrence to join her. + +He cursed her impertinence. Apart from leaving Isabel, he did +not want to talk to Mrs. Cleve: he had forgotten her existence, +and it was a shock to him to meet her again. Good heavens, had +he ever admired her? That white blanc-mange of a woman in her +ruby-red French gown, cut open lower than one of Yvonne's without +the saying of Yvonne's wiry slimness? Remembering the summerhouse at +Bingley Lawrence blushed with shame, not for his morals but for his +taste: he was thankful to have gone no further and wondered why he +had gone so far.--He had not yet realized that during three months +among women of a different stamp his taste had imperceptibly modified +itself from day to day. + +But she had been his hostess. Impossible to refuse: and with a +vexed word of apology to Laura he went out. "Dear me, what an +opulent lady!" said Laura with lifted eyebrows. "Who's your +friend, Lulu?" + +Lucian drily named her. "Queen's Gate, and Sundays at the +Metropole. They're shipping people, which is where the diamond +ta-ra-ras come from. Oh yes, there's a husband, quite a nice +fellow, crocked in the Flying Corps. No, I don't know who the +chap is she's got with her. Some dusky brother. Not Cleve." He +fell silent as Lawrence appeared in the opposite box. + +It was an odd scene to watch in dumbshow. Mrs. Cleve shook +hands, and Lawrence was held for more than the conventional +moment. He remained standing till she pointed to her cavalier's +empty chair: then dropped into it, but sat forward leaning his +aim along the balcony, while she, drawn back behind her curtain, +was almost drowned in shadow except for an occasional flash of +diamonds, or an opaque gleam of white and dimpled neck. An +interlude entirely decorous, and yet, so crude was the force of +Philippa's personality, one would have had to be very young, or +very innocent, to overlook her drift. + +"Well, my darling," said Laura, "and what do you think of +Madeleine Wild?" She did not wish Isabel to watch Mrs. Cleve. +"Is she as nice as your Salisbury Rosalind?" + +"Angelical!" said Isabel. "And isn't it luck for me, Royalty +coming tonight? I've never seen any one Royal before. It's one +of those evenings when nothing goes wrong." + +Was not Isabel a trifle too guileless for this wicked world? She +prattled on, Selincourt and Laura lending an indulgent ear, +Selincourt, like any other man of his type, touched by her +innocence, Laura faintly irritated: and meanwhile Isabel through +her black lashes watched, not the Duchess of Cumberland's rubies, +but those two in the opposite box. Between it and her stretched +a beautiful woodland drop-scene, the glitter of the stalls, and +the murmur of violins humming through the rising flames of the +Feuerzauber . . . presently the Fire Charm eddied away and the +lights went down, yet still Lawrence sat on though the interval +was over. Across the semi-dark of a "Courtyard by Moonlight" it +was hard to distinguish anything but the silhouette of his hand +and arm, and Mrs. Cleve's fair hair and immense jewelled fan. +What were they saying to each other in this public isolation +where anything might be said so long as decorum was preserved? + +Selincourt gave a little laugh as the curtain rose. "An old +flame," he whispered to Laura, not dreaming that Isabel would +understand even if she heard. + +"What's an old flame?" asked Isabel, examining him with her +brilliant eyes. + +"Feuerzauber," said Selincourt readily. "It means fire spell. +It's often played between the acts." + +"Lucian, Lucian!" said his sister laughing. + +"I don't know much about music," said Isabel. "Was it well +played?" + +"Ah! I know a lot about music," said Selincourt, looking at her +very kindly. "No, it was rottenly played. But some fellers +can't tell a good tune from a bad one." + +Lawrence did not return till the middle of the third act, and +offered no apology. He looked fierce and jaded and his eyes were +strained. "Past eleven," he said, hurrying Laura into her coat +while the orchestra played through the National Anthem, for which +Selincourt stood stiffly to attention. "No time for supper, our +train goes at 11:59, I hate first nights, the waits between the +acts are so infernally long." Laura's eyebrows, faintly arched, +hinted at derision. "Oh, it dragged," said Lawrence impatiently. +"Let's get out of this." + +It was a clear autumn night: the air was mild, and stars were +burning overhead almost as brightly as the lamps in Shaftesbury +Avenue. What a chase of lamps, high and low, like fireflies in a +wood: green as grass, red as blood, or yellow as a naked flame! +What a sombre city, and what a fleeting crowd! Isabel had never +seen midnight London before. Coming out into the hurrying street +roofed with stars, she was seized by an impression of a solitude +lonelier than any desert, and dark, like the terror of an eerie +sunset or a dry storm on the moor. + +"These taxis are waiting for us," Lawrence had come up behind her +and his hand was on her arm. "Will you bring your sister, +Selincourt?-- Miss Isabel, will you come with me?" + +"Oh but--!" said Laura, startled. She was responsible to Val for +Isabel, and she was not sure that either Val or Isabel would +welcome this arrangement. + +"Thank you," said Isabel, obediently getting into the second cab. + +"Better come, dear," said Selincourt with a shrug, and Laura +yielded, for it would have been tiresome to make Isabel get out +again, and after all what signified a twenty minutes' run? Yet +after the Cleve incident she did not quite like it. Nor did +Selincourt; Hyde's overbearing manner set his teeth on edge; but +the gentle Lucian would sooner have faced a loaded rifle than a +dispute. He agreed with Laura, however, that her fair Arcadian +was a trifle too innocent for her years. + +Alone with Isabel, Lawrence took off his hat and ran his fingers +through his thick fair hair, so thick that it might have been +grey, while the deep lines round his mouth began to soften as +though fatigue and irritation were being wiped away. "Thank +heaven that's over." + +"I've enjoyed every minute of it," said Isabel smiling. "Thank +you, Captain Hyde, for giving me such a delightful treat! If I +weren't sleepy I should like to begin again." + +"Oh, don't get sleepy yet," said Lawrence. He pulled up the fur +collar of her coat and buttoned it under her chin. "I can't have +you catching cold, or what will Val say? You aren't used to +driving about in evening dress and we've a long run before us. +And how I have been longing for it all the evening, haven't you? +I didn't know how to sit through that confounded play. Yes, you +can take in Selincourt and Laura but you can't take me in. I know +you must have hated it as much as I did. But it's all right now." +Sitting sideways with one knee crossed over the other, his face +turned towards Isabel, without warning he put his arm round her +waist. He had determined not to ask her to marry him till he was +sure of her answer, but he was sure of it now, intuitively sure +of it . . . the truth being that under his impassive manner +impulse was driving him along like a leaf in the wind. "I love +you, Isabel, and you love me. Don't deny it." + +"Don't do that," said Isabel: "don't hold me." + +"Why not? no one can see us." + +"Take your arm away. I won't have you hold me. No, Captain Hyde, +I will not. I am not Mrs. Cleve." + +"Isabel!" said Lawrence, turning grey under his bronze. + +"O! I oughtn't to have said that," Isabel murmured. She hid her +face in her hands. "Oh Val-- I wish Val were here!" + +"My darling," they were among the dark streets now that border +the river, and he leant forward making no effort to conceal his +tenderness, "what is there you can't say to me or I to you? +You're so strange, my Isabel, a child one minute and a woman the +next, I never know where to have you, but I love the woman more +than the child, and there's nothing on earth you need be ashamed +to ask me. Naturally you want to be sure. . . . But there was +nothing in it except that I hated leaving you, there never has +been; I can't discuss it, but there's no tie, no--do you +understand?" + +"Yes." + +"Then, dearest darling of the world, what are you crying for?" + +"I'm not crying." She tried to face him, but he was too old for +her, and mingling in his love she discerned indulgence, the +seasoned judgment and the fixed view. Struggling in imperfect +apprehensions of life, she was not yet master of her forces-- +they came near to mastering her. In his eyes it was natural for +her to be jealous. But she was not jealous. That passion can +hardly coexist with such sincere and cool contempt as she had +felt for Mrs. Cleve. What had pierced her heart and killed her +childhood in her was terror lest Lawrence should turn out to have +lowered himself to the same level. She knew now that she loved +him, and too much to care whether he was Saxon or Jew or rich or +poor, but he must--he must be what in her child's vocabulary she +called "good," or if not that he must at least see good and bad +with clear eyes: sins one can pardon, but the idea of any +essential inferiority of taste was torture to her. And meanwhile +Lawrence wide of the mark began to coax her. . "My own," his arm +stole inside her coat again, "there's nothing to get so red +about! Come, you do like me--confess now--you like me better +than Val?" + +"No, no," Isabel murmured, and slowly, though she had not +strength to free herself, she turned her head away. "If you kiss +me now I never shall forgive you." + +"I won't, but why are you so shy? My Isabel, what is there to be +afraid of?" + +"You," Isabel sighed out. He was gratified, and betrayed it. "No, +Lawrence, you misunderstand. I am not--not shy of you . . ." Under +his mocking eyes she gave it up and tried again. "Well, I am, but +if that were all I shouldn't refuse . . . I should like you to be +happy. Oh! yes, I love you, and I'd so far rather not fight, I'd +rather--" she waited a moment like a swimmer on the sand's edge, but +his deep need of her carried her away and with a little sigh she +flung herself into the open sea--"let you kiss me, because I don't +want anything so much as to make you happy, and I believe you would +be, and besides I--I should like it myself. But I must know more. +I must know the truth. She--Mrs. Cleve--" + +"I've already given you my word: do you think I would lie to +you?" + +"No, I don't; they say men do, but I'm sure you wouldn't. I +don't believe you ever would deceive me. But there have been +other women, haven't there, since your wife left you?" Lawrence +assented briefly. At that moment he would have liked to see Mrs. +Cleve hanged and drawn and quartered. "Other women who were-- +who--with whom--" + +"Must you distress yourself like this? Wouldn't it do if I +promised to lay my record before Val, and let him be judge?" + +"Would you do that?" + +"If you wish it." + +"Wouldn't you hate it?" + +Lawrence smiled. + +"And I should hate it for you,", said Isabel. "No: no one can +judge you for me and no one shall try. I know you better than +Val ever would. No, if you're to be humiliated it shall be before +me and me only." She brought the colour into his face. "There +have been others, Lawrence?" + +"My dear, I've lived the life of other men." + +"Do all men live so?" + +"Pretty well all." + +"Does Val?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. "His facilities are limited!" + +"He did once--might again?" + +"Couldn't we confine the issue to ourselves?" + +"Are you afraid of my misjudging Val? I never should: my dearest +darling Val is a fixed standard for me, and nothing could alter +the way I think of him." + +"Don't challenge luck," Lawrence muttered. + +"I'm not, it's true. I'm surer of Val than I am of myself, or +you, or the sun's rising tomorrow. All I want is to cheek you by +him." + +"Val is genuinely religious and a bit of an ascetic. I have no +doubt that his life is now and will continue to be spotless. But +that it was always so is most unlikely. Army subalterns during +the war were given no end of a good time. And quite right too, +it was the least that could be done for us: and the most, in nine +cases out of ten: personally I had no use for munition workers in +mud-coloured overalls, but I still remember with gratitude the +nymphs who decorated my week end leaves." + +Isabel shivered: the hand that he was holding had grown icy cold. + +"There, you see!" said Hyde with his saddened cynicism. "You +will have it all out but you can't stand it when it comes. You +had better have left it to Val: not but what I'd rather talk to +you, but I hate to distress you, and you're not old enough yet, +my darling, to see these trivial things--yes, trivial to nine-tenths +of the world: it's only the clergy, and unmarried women, and a small +number of hyper-sensitives like Val, who attach an importance to them +that they don't deserve. But you're too young to see them in +perspective. Try to do it for my sake. Try to see me as I am." + +"Well, show me then." + +But what he showed her was not himself but the aspect of himself +that he wished her to see--a very different matter. "I'm too +old for you. I'm the son of a Jew, and a Houndsditch Jew at +that. But I'm rich--what's called rich in my set--and when I +marry I shan't keep my wife dependent on me. Ah! don't +misunderstand me--yours is a rich manysided nature, and you're +too intelligent to underrate the value of money. It means a wide +life and lots of interests, books, pictures, music, travel, +mixing with the men and women best worth knowing. You're +ambitious, my dear, and as my wife you can build yourself up any +social position you like. Farringay's not as big as Wharton, but +on my soul it's more perfect in its way. I've never seen such +panelling in my life, and the gardens are admittedly the most +beautiful in Dorsetshire. There are Sevres services more +precious than gold plate, and if you come to that there's gold +plate into the bargain. Can't I see you there as chatelaine, +entertaining the county! You'll wear the sapphires my mother +wore; the old man couldn't have been more happily inspired, +they're the very colour of your eyes. And there'll be no price +to pay, for since I'm a Jew and a cosmopolitan, and not a country +squire, you'll keep your personal freedom inviolate. You'll give +what you will, when you will, as you will. Any other terms are +to my mind unthinkable--a brutalizing of what ought to be the +most delicate of things. Heavens, how I hate a middleclass +English marriage! Ah! but I'm not so accommodating as I sound, +for you won't be a grudging giver; you're not an ascetic like +Val, there's passion in you though you've been trained to repress +it, you'll soon learn what love means as we understand it in the +sunny countries. . . . Isabel, my Isabel, when we get away from +these grey English skies you won't refuse to let me kiss +you. . ." + +Isabel had ceased to listen. Without her own will a scene had sprung +up before her eyes: an imaginary scene, like one of those romantic +adventures that she had invented a thousand times before--but this +was not romantic nor was she precisely the heroine. A foreign hotel +with long corridors and many rooms: a door thoughtlessly left ajar: +and through it a glimpse of Lawrence--her husband--holding another +woman in his arms. It was lifelike, she could have counted the buds +embroidered on the girl's blouse, their rose-pink reflected in the +hot flush on Hyde's cheek and the glow in his eyes as he stooped over +her. And then the imaginary Isabel with a pain at her heart like the +stab of a knife, and a smile of inexpressible self-contempt on her +lips, noiselessly closed the door so that no one else might see what +she had seen, and left him. . . . It would all happen one day, if not +that way, some other way; and he would come to her by and by without +explanation--she was convinced that he would not lie to her--smiling, +the hot glow still on his face, a subdued air of well-being diffused +over him from head to foot--and then? The vision faded; her +clairvoyance, which had already carried her far beyond her +experience, broke down in sheer anguish. But reason took it up and +told her that she would speak to him, and that he would apologize and +she would forgive him--and that it would all happen again the next +time temptation met him in a weak hour. + +Faithful? it was not in him to be faithful: with so much that was +generous and gallant, there was this vice of taste in him which +had offended her that first morning on the moor and again at +night in Laura's garden, and which now led him to make love to +her when she was under his protection and while the scent of Mrs. +Cleve's flowers still clung to his coat. And what love! if he +had simply spoken to her out of his need of her, one would not +have known how to resist, but it was he who was to be the giver, +and what he offered was the measure of what he desired--a lesson +in passion and a liberal allowance. . . . + +"O no, no, no, I can't!" Isabel cried out, turning from him. +"Yes, I love you, but I don't trust you, and I won't marry you. +I'm too much afraid." + +"Afraid of me?" + +"Afraid of the pain." + +"What pain?" + +"And the--wickedness of it." Lawrence, frozen with astonishment--he +had foreseen resistance, but not of this quality--let fall her hand. +"Yes, we'll part now. We can part now. I love you, but not too much +to get over it in a year or so; and you? you'll forget sooner, +because I'm not worth remembering." + +"Forget you?" + +"Oh! yes, it's not as if you really cared for me; you wouldn't +talk to me of money if you did. But I suppose you've known so +many. . . . Val warned me long ago that you had not a good name +with women." + +"Val said that? Val!" + +"And now you're angry with Val; I repeat what I oughtn't to +repeat, and make mischief. Lawrence, this isn't Val's doing; it +isn't even Mrs. Cleve's: it's my own cowardice. I daren't marry +you." + +"But why not?" + +"You're not trying to be good." + +"The language of the nursery defeats me, Isabel." + +She flushed. "That means I've hurt you." + +"Naturally." + +"I can't help it." That was truer than he realized, for she could +hardly help crying. She could not soften her refusal, because she +was so shaken and exhausted by the strain of it that she dared +not venture on more than one sentence at a time. + +"I'm very sorry." + +"But as my wife you could be as 'good' as you liked?" + +"You would not leave me strength for it." + +"I should corrupt you?" + +"Yes, I think you would deliberately tempt me. . . . I think you +have tonight." + +"Do you care for no one but yourself?" he flung at her in his +vertigo of humiliation and anger. + +"No: I care for God." + +"For God!" Lawrence repeated stupidly: "what has that to do with +your marrying me?" + +He heard his own betise as it left his lips, and felt the +immeasurable depth of it, but he had not time to retract before +every personal consideration was wiped from his mind by a cry +from Isabel in a very different accent--"Lawrence! oh! look at +the time!" + +She pointed to the dial of an illuminated clock, hanging high in +the soft September night. It was eight minutes to twelve. "What +time did you say our train went?" + +They were in Whitehall. Lawrence caught up the speaking tube. +"Waterloo main entrance--and drive like the devil, please, we're +late." + +"I thought we had plenty of time?" + +"So we had: so much so that I told the man to drive round and +round for a bit." + +"And have we still time?" + +"No." + +"We shan't lose the train?" + +"Unless it's delayed in starting, which isn't likely." + +"Will the others go on and leave us?" + +"Hardly!" + +"You don't mean that Laura won't get home till tomorrow? Oh!" + +"No. But don't look so frightened, no one will blame you--the +responsibility is mine entirely." + +Isabel's lip curled. It was for Laura that she felt afraid and +not for herself, and surely he might have guessed as much as +that! "Did you do it on purpose?" + +"No." + +"I beg your pardon. That was stupid of me." + +"Very," said Lawrence with his keen sarcastic smile. + +At Waterloo he sprang out, tossed a sovereign to the driver, and +made Isabel catch up her skirts and run like a deer. But before +they reached the platform it was after twelve and the rails +beyond were empty. Selincourt and Laura were waiting by the +barrier, Selincourt red with impatience, Laura very pale. + +"Are you aware you've lost the last train down?" said the elder +man with ill-concealed anger, as Lawrence, shortening his step, +strolled up in apparent tranquillity with Isabel on his arm. +"What on earth has become of you? We've been waiting here for +half an hour!" + +"We were held up in the traffic," said Lawrence deliberately. +Isabel turned scarlet. The truth would have been insupportable, +but so was the lie. "Although it was no fault of mine, Laura, +I'm more sorry than I can say. Will you let me telephone for my +own car and motor you down? I could get you to Chilmark in the +small hours--long before the first morning train." + +Laura hesitated: but Selincourt's brow was dark. The streets that +night had not been unusually crowded, ample time had been allowed +to cover any ordinary delay, and Isabel was cruelly confused. In +his simple code Hyde had committed at least one if not two +unpardonable sins--he had neglected one of the ladies in his +care if he had not affronted the other. + +"That wouldn't do at all," he said with decision. "You've been +either careless or unlucky once, Lawrence. It might happen +again." + +It was a direct challenge, and cost him an effort, but it was not +resented. "It would not. From my soul I regret this contretemps, +Lucian. Do you settle what's to be done: you're Laura's brother, I +put myself unreservedly in your hands." + +"My dear fellow!" the gentle Lucian was instantly disarmed. +"After all we needn't make a mountain out of a molehill--they'll +know we're all right, four of us together!" + +"At all events it can't be helped," said Mrs. Clowes, smiling at +Lawrence with her kind trustful eyes, "so don't distress +yourself. My sweet Isabel too, so tired!" she took Isabel's cold +hand. "Never mind, Val won't let your father worry, and we shall +be home by ten or eleven in the morning. It is only to go to an +hotel for a few hours. Come, dear Lawrence, don't look so +subdued! It wasn't your fault, so you mustn't trouble even if--" + +"Even if what?" + +"Even if Bernard locks the door in my face," she finished +laughing. "He'll be fearfully cross! but I dare say Val will go +down and smooth his ruffled plumage." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +"I do not like all this running about to places of amusement," +said Mr. Stafford, rumpling up his curls till they stood on end +in a plume. "If you or Rowsley were to visit a theatre I should +say nothing. You're men and must judge for yourselves. But +Isabel is different. I have a good mind to put my foot down once +and for all. An atmosphere of luxury is not good for a young +girl." + +He stretched himself out in his shabby chair; a shabby, slight +man, whose delicate foot, the toes poking out of a shabby +slipper, looked as if it were too small to make much impression +however firmly put down. Val, smoking his temperate pipe on the +other side of the diningroom hearth, temperately suggested that +the amount of luxury in Isabel's life wouldn't hurt a fly. + +"One grain of strychnine will destroy a life: and one hour of +temptation may destroy a soul for ever." Val bowed his head in +assent. "Why are we all so fond of Isabel? Because she hasn't a +particle of self-consciousness in her. A single evening's +flattery may infect her with that detestable vice." + +"She must grow up some time." + +"More's the pity," retorted the vicar. "Another point: I'm not +by any means sure I approve of that fellow Hyde. I doubt if he's +a religious man." Val brushed away a smile. "He comes to church +with Laura pretty regularly, but would he come if her influence +were removed? I greatly doubt it." So did Val, therefore he +prudently held his tongue. "I hate to be uncharitable," continued +Mr. Stafford "but I doubt if he is even what one narrowly calls a +moral man. Take Jack Bendish, now one can see at a glance that +he's a good fellow, right-living and clean-minded. But Hyde +doesn't inspire me with any such confidence. I know nothing of +his private life--" + +"Nor do I," said Val rather wearily. "But what does any man know +of another man's private life? If you come to that, Jim, what do +you know of Rowsley's--or mine?" + +"Pouf, nonsense!" said Mr. Stafford. + +At his feet lay a small black cat, curled up in the attitude of a +comma. Before going on he inserted one toe under her waist, +rapidly turned her upside down, and chucked her under her ruffled +and indignant chin. + +"Val, my boy, has any one repeated to you a nasty bit of gossip +that's going about the village?" + +"This violence to a lady!" Val held out his hand and made small +coaxing noises with his lips. But Amelia after a cold stare +walked away and sat down in the middle of the floor, turning +her back and sticking out a refined but implacable tail. "There +now! you've hurt her feelings." + +"Of course there's nothing in it--on one side at least. But I +can't help wondering whether Hyde . . . . our dear Laura would +naturally be the last to hear of it. But Hyde's a man of the +world and knows how quickly tongues begin to wag. In Laura's +unprotected position he ought to be doubly careful." + +"He ought." + +"But he is not. Now is that designed or accidental? We'll allow +him the benefit of the doubt and call it an error of judgment. +Then some one ought to give him a hint." + +"Some one would be knocked down for his pains." + +"D'you think he'd knock me down?" asked Mr. Stafford, casting a +comical glance over his slender elderly frame. + +"Hardly," said Val laughing. "But--no, Jim, it wouldn't do. +Too formal, too official." His real objection was that Mr. +Stafford would base his appeal on ethical and spiritual grounds, +which were not likely to influence Lawrence, as Val read him. +"But if you like I'll give him a hint myself. I can do it +informally; and I very nearly did it as long ago as last June. +Hyde is amenable to treatment if he's taken quietly." + +Mr. Stafford, by temperament and training a member of the Church +Militant, clearly felt a trifle disappointed, but he had little +petty vanity and accepted Val's amendment without a murmur. "Very +well, if you think you can do it better! I don't care who does +it so long as it's done." The clock struck. "Half past eleven is +that? Isabel can't be home before four. Dear me, how I hate +these ridiculous hours, turning night into day!" As some +correspondents put the point of a letter into a postscript, so +the vicar in returning to his Church Times revealed the peculiar +sting that was working in his mind. "And I don't-- I do not like +Isabel to make one of that trio--in view of what's being said." + +"She is with Mrs. Clowes," said Val shortly, and colouring all +over his face. Fling enough mud and some of it is sure to stick! +If his unworldly father could think Laura, though innocent, so +far compromised that Isabel was not safe in her care, what were +other people saying? Val got up. "I shall walk down and smoke a +pipe with Clowes. He won't go to bed till they come in." + +The beechen way was dark and steep; roosting birds blundered out +from overhead with a sleepy clamour of alarm-notes and a great +rustle of leaf-brushed wings; one could have tracked Val's course +by the commotion they made. On the footbridge dark in alder-shadow +he lingered to enjoy the cool woodland air and lulling ripple +underfoot. Not a star pierced to that black water, it might have +been unfathomably deep; and though the village street was only a +quarter of a mile away the night was intensely quiet, for all +Chilmark went to bed after closing time. It was not often that Val, +overworked and popular, tasted such a profound solitude. Not a leaf +stirred: no one was near: under golden stars it was chilling towards +one of the first faint frosts of the year: and insensibly Val relaxed +his guard: a heavy sigh broke from him, and he moved restlessly, +indulging himself in recollection as a man who habitually endures +pain without wincing will now and then allow himself the relief of +defeat. + +For it is a relief not to pretend any more nor fight: to let pain +take its way, like a slow tide invading every nerve and flooding +every recess of thought, till one is pierced and penetrated by +it, married to it, indifferent so long as one can drop the mask +of that cruel courage which exacts so many sacrifices. Val was +still only twenty-nine. Forty years more of a life like +this! . . . Lawrence had once compared him to a man on the rack. +But, though Lawrence knew all, Val had never relaxed the strain +before him: was incapable of relaxing it before any spectator. +He needed to be not only alone, but in the dark, hidden even from +himself: and even so no open expression was possible to him, not +a movement after the first deep sigh: it was relief enough for +him to be sincere with himself and own that he was unhappy. But +why specially unhappy now? + +Midnight: the church clock had begun to strike in a deep whirring +chime, muffled among the million leaves of the wood. + +That trio were in the train now, Isabel probably fast falling +asleep, Hyde and Laura virtually alone for the run from Waterloo +to Chilmark. + +A handsome man, Hyde, and attractive to women, or so rumour and +Yvonne Bendish affirmed. If even Yvonne, who was Laura's own +sister, was afraid of Hyde! ... Well, Hyde was to be given the +hint to take himself off, and surely no more than such a hint +would be necessary? Val smiled, the prospect was not without a +wry humour. If he had been Hyde's brother, what he had to say +would not have said itself easily. "Let us hope he won't knock +me down," Val reflected, "or the situation will really become +strained; but he won't--that's not his way." What was his way? +The worst of it was that Val was not at all sure what way Hyde +would take, nor whether he would consent to go alone. A handsome +man, confound him, and a picked specimen of his type: one of +those high-geared and smoothly running physical machines that are +all grace in a lady's drawingroom and all steel under their +skins. What a contrast between him and poor Bernard! the one so +impotent and devil-ridden, the other so virile, unscrupulous, and +serene. + +Val stirred restlessly and gripped the rail of the bridge between +his clenched hands. His mind was a chaos of loose ends and he +dared not follow any one of them to its logical conclusion. What +was he letting himself think of Laura? Such fears were an insult +to her clear chastity and strength of will. Or, in any event, +what was it to him? He was Bernard's friend, and Laura's but he +was not the keeper of Bernard's honour. . . . But Hyde and +Laura . . . alone . . . the train with its plume of fire rushing +on through the dark sleeping night. . . . + +"In manus tuas . . ." Val raised his head, and shivered, the +wind struck chill: he was tired out. Yet only a second or so had +gone by while he was indulging himself in useless regrets for +what could never be undone, and still more useless anxiety for a +future which was not only beyond his control but outside his +province as Bernard's agent. That after all was his status at +Wanhope, he had no other. It was still striking twelve: the last +echo of the last chime trembled away on a faint, fresh sough of +wind. . . . A lolloping splash off the bank into the water--what +was that? A dark blot among ripples on a flat and steely +glimmer, the sketch of a whiskered feline mask . . . Val made a +mental note to speak to Jack Bendish about it: otters are bad +housekeepers in a trout stream. + +"Hallo! Good man!" Major Clowes was on his back in the +drawingroom, in evening dress, and playing patience. "I've tried +Kings, Queens and Knaves, and Little Demon, and Fair Lucy, and +brought every one of 'em out first round. Something must be +going to happen." With a sweep of his arm he flung all the cards +on the floor. "What do you want?" + +"A pipe," said Val, going on one knee to pick up the scattered +pack. "I looked in to see how you were getting on. Aren't you +going to bed?" + +"Not before they come in." + +"Nor will Jimmy, I left him sitting up for Isabel. You're both +of you very silly, you'll be dead tired tomorrow, and what's the +object of it?" + +"To make sure they do come in," Bernard explained with a broad +grin. Val sprang up: intolerable, this reflection of his own +fear in Bernard's distorting mirror! "Ha ha! Suppose they +didn't? Laura was rather fond of larks before she married me. +She was, I give you my word--she and the other girl. You +wouldn't think it of Laura, would you? Butter wouldn't melt in +her mouth. But she might like a fling for a change. Who'd blame +her? I'm no good as a husband, and Lawrence is a picked +specimen. Quelle type, eh?" + +"Very good-looking." + +"'Very good-looking!'" Bernard mocked at him. "You and your Army +vocabulary! And I'm a nice chap, and Laura's quite a pretty +woman, and this is a topping knife, isn't it, and life's a jolly +old beano-- Pity I can't get out of it, by the by: if physiology +is the basis of marriage, those two would run well in harness." + +"There's an otter in the river," remarked Val, examining the +little dagger, the same that Lawrence had given Bernard. "I +heard him from the bridge. They come down from the upper +reaches. Remind me to tell Jack, he's always charmed to get a +day's sport with his hounds." He laid the dagger on a side-table. + +"Have one of my cigars? You can't afford cigars, can you? poor +devil! They're on that shelf. Not those: they're Hyde's." Val +put back the box as if it had burnt his fingers. "Leaves his +things about as if the place were a hotel!" grumbled Major +Clowes. "That's one of his books. Pick it up. What is it?" Val +read out the title. "Poetry? Good Lord deliver us! Do you read +poetry, Val?" + +"I occasionally dip into Tennyson," Val replied, settling himself +in an easy chair. "I can't understand modern verse as a rule, +it's too clever for me, and the fellows who write it always seem +to go in for such gloomy subjects. I don't like gloomy books, I +like stuff that rests and refreshes you. There are enough sad +things in life without writing stories about them. I can read the +'Idylls of the King,' but I can't read Bernard Shaw." + +"Nor anybody else," said Bernard. He fixed his eyes on Val: eyes +like his cousin's in form and colour, large, and so black under +their black lashes that the pupil was almost indistinguishable +from the iris, but smouldering in a perpetual glow, while Hyde's +were clear and indifferent. "You're a good sort to have come +down to look after me. I don't feel very brash tonight. Oh Val! +oh Val! I know I'm a brute, a coarse-minded, foul-mouthed brute. +I usedn't to be. When I was twenty-five, if any man had said +before me what I say of Laura, I'd have kicked him out of his own +house. Why don't you kick me?" + +"I am not violent." + +"Ain't you? I am." He flung out his arm. "Give me your hand." +Val complied, amused or touched: as often happened when they were +alone, he remained on the borderline. But it was taken in no +affectionate clasp. Bernard's grip closed on him, tighter and +tighter, till the nails were driven into his palm. "Is that +painful?" Clowes asked with his Satanic grin. "Glad of it. I'm +in pain too. I've got neuritis in my spine and I can't sleep for +it. I haven't had any proper sleep for a week.--Oh my God, my +God, my God! do you think I'd grumble if that were all? I can't, +I can't lie on my back all my life playing patience or fiddling +over secondhand penknives! I was born for action. Action, Val! +I'm not a curate. I'd like to smash something--crush it to a +jelly." Val mincingly pointed out that such a consummation was +not far off, but he was ignored. "Oh damn the war! and damn +England too--what did we go to fight for? What asses we were! +Did we ever believe in a reason? Give me these ten years over +again and I wouldn't be such a fool. Who cares whether we lick +Germany or Germany licks England? I don't." + +"I do." + +Bernard stared at him, incredulous. "What--'freedom and +honour' and all the rest of it?" + +"In a defensive war--" + +"Oh for God's sake! I've just had my supper." + +"--any man who won't fight for his country deserves to be shot." + +"You combine the brains of a rabbit with the morals of a eunuch." + +Val crossed his legs and withdrew his cigar to laugh. + +"Ah! I apologize." Clowes shrugged his shoulders. "'Eunuch' is +the wrong word for you--as a breed they're a cowardly lot. But +I used the term in the sense of a Palace favourite who swallows +all the slop that's pumped into him. 'Lloyd George for ever and +Britannia rules the waves.' Dare say I should sing it myself if +I'd come out covered with glory like you did." + +"I met Gainsford today. He says the longacre fences ought to be +renewed before winter. Parts of them are so rotten that the +first gale will bring them down." + +"Damn Gainsford and damn the fences and damn you." + +"Really, really!" Val stretched himself out and put his feet up. +"You're very monotonous tonight." + +"And you, you're tired: I wear you both out, you and Laura--and +yet you're the only people on earth. . . . Why can't I die? +Sometimes I wonder if it's anything but cowardice that prevents +me from cutting my throat. But my life is infernally strong in +me, I don't want to die: what I want is to get on my legs again +and kick that fellow Hyde down the steps. What does he stop on +here for?" + +"Well, you're always pressing him to stay, aren't you? Why do +you do it, if this is the way you feel towards him?" + +"Because I've always sworn I'd give Laura all the rope she +wanted," said Clowes between his teeth. "If she wants to hang +herself, let her. I should score in the long run. Hyde would +chuck her away like an old shoe when he got sick of her." There +was a fire not far from madness burning now in the wide, dilated +eyes. "Afterwards she'd have to come back, because those +Selincourts haven't got twopence between the lot of them, and if +she did she'd be mine for good and all. Hyde would break her in +for me." + +"You don't realize what you're saying, Berns, old man. You +can't," said Val gently, "or you wouldn't say it. It is too +unutterably beastly." + +"Ah! perhaps the point of view is a bit warped," Bernard returned +carelessly to sanity. "It shocks you, does it? But the fact is +Laura has the whip hand of me and I can't forgive her for it. +She's the saint and I'm the sinner. She's a bit too good. If +Hyde broke her in and sent her home on her knees, I should have +the whip hand of her, and I'd like to reverse the positions. Can +you follow that? Yes! A bit warped, I own. But I am warped-- +bound to be. Give the body such a wrench as the Saxons gave mine +and you're bound to get some corresponding wrench in the mind." + +"That's rank materialism." + +"Bosh! it's common sense. Look at your own case! Do you never +analyze your own behaviour? You would if you lay on your back +year in year out like me. You're maimed too." + +"No, am I?" Val reached for a fourth cushion. "Think o' that, +now." + +"Or you wouldn't be content to hang on in Chilmark, riding over +another man's property and squiring another man's wife. The shot +that broke your arm broke your life. You had the makings of a +fine soldier in you, but you were knocked out of your profession +and you don't care for any other. With all your ability you'll +never be worth more than six or seven hundred a year, for you've +no initiative and you're as nervous as a cat. You're not married +and you'll never marry: you're too passive, too continent, too +much of a monk to attract a healthy woman. No: don't you flatter +yourself that you've escaped any more than I have. The only +difference is that the Saxons mucked up my life and you've mucked +up your own. You fool! you high-minded, over-scrupulous +fool! . . . You and I are wreckage of war, Val: cursed, senseless +devilry of war.-- Go and play a tune, I'm sick of talking." + +Val was not any less sick of listening. He went to the piano, +but not to play a tune. Impossible to insult that crippled +tempest on the sofa with the sweet eternal placidities of Mozart +or Bach. His fingers wandered over the lower register, +improvising, modulating from one minor key to another in a cobweb +of silver harmony spun pale and low from a minimum of technical +attention. For once Bernard had struck home. "The shot that +broke your arm broke your life." Stripped of Bernard's rhetoric, +was it true? + +Val could not remember the time when his ambition had not been +set on soldiering: regiments of Hussars and Dragoons had deployed +on his earliest Land of Counterpane: he had never cared for any +other toys. But as soon as war was over he had resigned his +commission, a high sense of duty driving him from a field in +which he felt unfit to serve. He had pitilessly executed his own +judgment: no man can do more. But what if in judgement itself +had been unhinged--warped--deflected by the interaction of +splintered bone and cut sinew and dazed, ghost-ridden mind? Have +not psychologists said that few fighting men were strictly normal +in or for some time after the war? + +If that were true, Val had wasted the best years of his life on a +delusion. It was a disturbing thought, but it brought a sparkle +to his eyes and an electric force to his fingertips: he raised +his head and looked out into the September night as if there was +stirring in him the restless sap of spring. After all he was +still a young man. Forty years more! If these grey ten years +since the war could be taken as finite, not endless: if after +them one were to break the chain, tear off the hair shirt, come +out of one's cell into the warm sun--then, oh then--Val's +shoulders remembered their military set--life might be life +again and not life in death. + +"What the devil are you strumming now?" + +"Tipperary." + +"That's not much in your line." + +"Oh! I was in the Army once," said Val. "You go to sleep." + +He had his wish. The heavy eyelids closed, the great chest rose +and fell evenly, and some--not all--of the deep lines of pain +were smoothed away from Bernard's lips. Even in sleep it was a +restless, suffering head, but it was no longer so devil-ridden as +when he was talking of his wife. Val played on softly: once when +he desisted Bernard stirred and muttered something which sounded +like "Go on, damn you," a proof that his mind was not far from +his body, only the thinnest of veils lying over its terrible +activity. David would have played the clock round, if Saul would +have slept on. + +Saul did not. He woke--with a tremendous start, sure sign of +broken nerves: a start that shook him like a fall and shook the +couch too. "Hallo!" he came instantly into full possession of +his faculties: "you still here? What's the time? I feel as if +I'd been asleep for years. Why, it's daylight!" He dragged out +his watch. "What the devil is the time?" + +Val rose and pulled back a curtain. The morning sky was full of +grey light, and long pale shadows fell over frost-silvered turf: +mists were steaming up like pale smoke from the river, over whose +surface they swept in fantastic shapes like ghosts taking hands +in an evanescent arabesque: the clouds, the birds, the flowers +were all awake. The house was awake too, and in fact it was the +clatter of a housemaid's brush on the staircase that had roused +Bernard. "It's nearly six o'clock," said Val. "You've had a long +sleep, Berns. I'm afraid the others have missed their train." + +"Missed their train!" + +"First night performances are often slow, and they mayn't have +been able to get a cab at once. It's tiresome, but there's no +cause for anxiety." + +"Missed their train!" + +"Well, they can't all have been swallowed up by an earthquake! +Of course fire or a railway smash is on the cards, but the less +thrilling explanation is more probable, don't you think, old +man?" + +"Missed the last train and were obliged to stay in town?" + +"And a rotten time they'll have of it. It's no joke, trying to +get rooms in a London hotel when you've ladies with you and no +luggage." + +"You think Laura would let Hyde take her to an hotel?" + +"Well, Berns, what else are they to do?" said Val impatiently. +"They can't very well sit in a Waterloo waitingroom!" + +"No, no," said Clowes. "Much better pass the night at an hotel. +Is that what you call a rotten time? If I were Lawrence I should +call it a jolly one." + +Val turned round from the window. "If I were Hyde," he said +stiffly, "I should take the ladies to some decent place and go to +a club myself. You might give your cousin credit for common +sense if not for common decency! You seem to forget the +existence of Isabel." + +"Oh, all right," said Bernard after a moment. "I was only +joking. No offence to your sister, Val, I'm sure Laura will look +after her all right. But it is a bit awkward in a gossippy hole +like Chilmark. When does the next train get in?" + +No man knows offhand the trains that leave London in the small +hours, but Val hunted up a timetable--its date of eighteen +mouths ago a pregnant commentary on life at Wanhope--and came +back with the information that if they left at seven-fifteen they +could be at Countisford by ten. "Too late to keep it quiet," he +owned. "The servants are a nuisance. But thank heaven Isabel's +with them." + +"Thank heaven indeed," Bernard assented. "Not that I care two +straws for gossip myself, but Laura would hate to be talked +about. Well, well! Here's a pretty kettle of fish. How would +it be if you were to meet them at the station? I suppose they're +safe to come by that train? Or will they wait for a second one? +Getting up early is not Laura's strong point at the best of +times, and she'll be extra tired after the varied excitements of +the night." + +Val examined him narrowly. His manner was natural if a trifle +subdued; the unhealthy glow had died down and his black eyes were +frank and clear. Nevertheless Val was not at ease, this natural +way of taking the mishap was for Bernard Clowes so unnatural and +extraordinary: if he had stormed and sworn Val would have felt +more tranquil. But perhaps after the fireworks of last night the +devil had gone out of him for a season? Yet Val knew from +painful experience that Bernard's devil was tenacious and wiry, +not soon tired. + +"They might," he said cautiously, "but I shouldn't think they +will. Laura knows you, old fellow. She'll be prepared for a +terrific wigging, and she'll want to get home and get it over." +A dim gleam of mirth relieved Val's mind a trifle: when the devil +of jealousy was in possession he always cast out Bernard's sense +of humour, a subordinate imp at the best of times and not of a +healthy breed. "Besides, there's Isabel to consider. She'll be +in a great state of mind, poor child, though it probably isn't in +the least her fault. By the bye, if there's no more I can do for +you, I ought to go home and see after Jim. He expressed his +intention of sitting up for Isabel, and I only wonder he hasn't +been down here before now. Probably he went to sleep over his +Church Times, or else buried himself in some venerable volume of +patristic literature and forgot about her. But when Fanny gets +down he'll be tearing his hair." + +"Go by all means," said Bernard. "You must be fagged out, Val; +have you been at the piano all these hours? How you spoil me, +you and Laura! Get some breakfast, lie down for a nap, and after +that you can go on to Countisford and meet them in the car." + +"All right!" In face of Bernard's thoughtful and practical good +humour Val's suspicions had faded. "Shall I come back or will +you send the car up for me?" Neither he nor Clowes saw anything +unusual in these demands on his time and energy: it was +understood that the duties of the agency comprised doing anything +Bernard wanted done at any hour of day or night. + +"I'll send her up. Stop a bit." Clowes knit his brows and looked +down, evidently deep in thought. "Yes, that's the ticket. You +take Isabel home and send Lawrence and Laura on alone. Drop them +at the lodge before you drive her up. She'll be tired out and +it's a good step up the hill. And you must apologize for me to +your father for giving him so much anxiety. Lawrence must have +been abominably careless to let them lose their train: they ought +to have had half an hour to spare." + +"He is casual." + +"Oh very: thinks of nothing but himself. Pity you and he can't +strike a balance! Good-bye. Mind you take your sister straight +home and apologize to your father for Hyde's antics. Say I'm +sorry, very sorry to mix her up in such a pickle, and I wouldn't +have let her in for it if it could have been avoided. Touch the +bell for me before you go, will you? I want Barry." + +Val let himself out by the window and the impassive valet +entered. But it was some time before Bernard spoke to him. + +"Is that you, Barry? I didn't hear you come in." + +"Now what's in the wind?" speculated Barry behind his +professional mask. "Up all night and civil in the morning? Oh +no, I don't think." + +"Shall I wheel you to your room, sir?" + +"Not yet," said Clowes. He waited to collect his strength. +"Shut all those windows." Barry obeyed. "Turn on the electric +light . . . .Put up the shutters and fasten them securely . . . . +Now I want you to go all over the house and shut and fasten all +the other ground floor windows: then come back to me." + +"Am I to turn on the electric light everywhere, sir?" Barry asked +after a pause. + +"Where necessary. Not in the billiard room; nor in Mrs. Clowes' +parlour." Barry had executed too many equally singular orders +to raise any demur. He came back in ten minutes with the news +that it was done. + +"Now wheel me into the hall," said Clowes. Barry obeyed. "Shut +the front doors. . . . Lock them and put up the chain." + +This time Barry did hesitate. "Sir, if I do that no one won't be +able to get in or out except by the back way: and it's close on +seven o'clock." + +"You do what you're told." + +Barry obeyed. + +"Now wheel my couch in front of the doors." + +"Mad as a March hare!" was Barry's private comment. "Lord, I +wish Mr. Stafford was here." + +"That will do," said Clowes. + +He settled his great shoulders square and comfortable on his +pillow and folded his arms over his breast. + +"I want you to take an important message from me to the other +servants. Tell them that if Mrs. Clowes or Captain Hyde come to +the house they're not to be let in. Mrs. Clowes has left me and +I do not intend her to return. If they force their way in I'll +deal with them, but any one who opens the door will leave my +service today. Now get me some breakfast. I'll have some coffee +and eggs and bacon. Tell Fryar to see that the boiled milk's +properly hot." + +Barry, stupefied, went out without a word, leaving the big couch, +and the big helpless body stretched out upon it, drawn like a bar +across the door. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +It was a fatigued and jaded party that got out on the platform at +Countisford. The mere wearing of evening dress when other people +are at breakfast will damp the spirits of the most hardened, and +even Lawrence had an up-all-night expression which reddened his +eyelids and brought out the lines about his mouth. Isabel's hair +was rumpled and her fresh bloom all dimmed. Laura Clowes had +suffered least: there was not a thread astray in her satin waves, +and the finished grace of her aspect had survived a night in a +chair. But even she was very pale, though she contrived to smile +at Val. + +"How's Bernard?" were her first words. + +"All serene. He slept most of the time. I was with him, luckily. +We guessed what had happened. You missed your train?" In this +question Val included Lawrence. + +"It was my fault," said Lawrence shortly. It was what he would +have said if it had not been his fault. + +"It was nobody's fault!" cried Laura. "We were held up in the +traffic. But Lawrence is one of those people who will feel +responsible if they have ladies with them on the Day of Judgment, +won't you, Lawrence?" + +"I ought to have left more time," said Lawrence impatiently. +"Let's get home." + +In the car Val heard from Laura the details of their +misadventure. Selincourt had waited with the women while +Lawrence secured rooms for them in a Waterloo hotel: when they +were safe, Lawrence had gone to Lucian's rooms in Victoria +Street, where the men had passed what remained of the night in a +mild game of cards. They had all breakfasted together by +lamplight at the hotel, and Selincourt had seen his sister into +the Chilmark train. Nothing could have been more circumspect-- +comically circumspect! between Selincourt and Isabel and the +chambermaid, malice itself was put to silence. But Lawrence was +fever-fretted by the secret sense of guilt. + +At the lodge gates Val drew up. "It's preposterous, but I'm +under Bernard's express orders to drive Isabel straight home. I +don't know how to apologize for turning you and Hyde out of your +own car, Laura!" No apology was needed, Laura and Lawrence knew +too well how direct Bernard's orders commonly were to Val. +Lawrence silently offered his hand to Mrs. Clowes. The morning +air was fresh, fog was still hanging over the river, and the sun +had not yet thrown off an autumn quilting of cloud. Touched by +the chill of dawn, some leaves had fallen and lay in the dust, +their ribs beaded with dark dew: others, yellow and shrivelling, +where shaken down by the wind of the car and fluttered slowly in +the eddying air. Laura drew her sable scarf close over her bare +neck. + +"What I should like best, Lawrence, would be for you to go home +with Isabel and make our excuses to Mr. Stafford. Would you +mind? Or is it too much to ask before you get out of your +evening dress?" + +"I should be delighted," said Lawrence, feeling and indeed +looking entirely the reverse. "But Miss Isabel has her brother +to take care of her, she doesn't want me." Isabel gave that +indefinable start which is the prelude of candour, but remained +dumb. "I don't like to leave you to walk up to Wanhope alone." +This, was as near as in civilized life he could go to saying +"to face Clowes alone." + +"The length of the drive?" said Laura smiling. "I should prefer +it. You know what Berns is." This was what Lawrence had never +known. "If he's put out I'd rather you weren't there." + +"Why, you can't imagine I should care what Bernard said?" + +Laura struck her hands together.-"There! There!" she turned to +Val, "can you wonder Bernard feels it?" + +"I beg your pardon," said Lawrence from his heart. + +"No, the contrast is poignant,'' said Val coldly. + +"Dear Val, you always agree with me," said Laura. "Take Captain +Hyde home and give him some breakfast. I'd rather go alone, +Lawrence: it will be easier that way, believe me." + +It was impossible to argue with her. But while Val wheeled and +turned in the wide cross, before they took their upward bend +under the climbing beechwood, Lawrence glanced over his shoulder +and saw Mrs. Clowes still standing by the gate of Wanhope, +solitary, a wan gleam of sunlight striking down over her gold +embroideries and ivory coat, a russet leaf or two whirling slowly +round her drooping head: like a butterfly in winter, delicate, +fantastic, and astray. + +Breakfast at the vicarage was not a genial meal. Val was anxious +and preoccupied, Isabel in eclipse, even Mr. Stafford out of +humour--vexed with Lawrence, and with Val for bringing Lawrence +in under the immunities of a guest. Lawrence himself was in a +frozen mood. As soon as they had finished he rose: "If you'll +excuse my rushing off I'll go down to Wanhope now." + +"By all means," said Mr. Stafford drily. + +"Good-bye," said Isabel, casting about for a form of consolation, +and evolving one which, in the circumstances, was possibly +unique: "You'll feel better when you've had a bath." + +"I'll walk down with you to Wanhope" said Val. + +"You? Oh! no, don't bother," said Lawrence very curtly. "I can +manage my cousin, thanks." + +But Val's only reply was to open the door for him and stroll with +him across the lawn. At the wicket gate Hyde turned: "Excuse my +saying so, but I prefer to go alone." + +"I'm not coming in at Wanhope. But I've ten words to say to you +before you go there." + +"Oh?" said Lawrence. He swung through leaving Val to follow or +not as he liked. + +"Stop, Hyde, you must listen. You're going into a house full of +the materials for an explosion. You don't know your own danger." + +"I dislike hints. What are you driving at?" + +"Laura." + +"Mrs. Clowes?" + +"Naturally," said Val with a faint smile. "You know as well as I +do how pointless that correction is. You imply by it that as I'm +not her brother I've no right to meddle. But I told you in June +that I should interfere if it became necessary to protect +others." + +"And since when, my dear Val, has it become necessary? Last +night?" + +"Well, not that only: all Chilmark has been talking for weeks and +weeks." + +"Chilmark--" + +"Oh," Val interrupted, flinging out his delicate hands, "what's +the good of that? Who would ever suggest that you care what +Chilmark says? But she has to live in it." + +The scene had to be faced, and a secret vein of cruelty in +Lawrence was not averse from facing it. This storm had been +brewing all summer.--They were alone, for the beechen way was +used only as a short cut to the vicarage. Above them the garden +wall lifted its feathery fringe of grass into great golden boughs +that drooped over it: all round them the beech forest ran down +into the valley, the eye losing itself among clear glades at the +end of which perhaps a thicket of hollies twinkled darkly or a +marbled gleam of blue shone in from overhead; the steep dark path +was illumined by the golden lamplight of millions on millions of +pointed leaves, hanging motionless in the sunny autumnal morning +air which smelt of dry moss and wood smoke. + +"And what's the rumour? That I'm going to prevail or that I've +prevailed already?" + +"The worst of it is," Val kept his point and his temper, "that +it's not only Chilmark. One could afford to ignore village +gossip, but this has reached Wharton, my father--Mrs. Clowes +herself. You wouldn't willingly do anything to make her unhappy: +indeed it's because of your consistent and delicate kindness both +to her and to Bernard that I've refrained from giving you a hint +before. You've done Bernard an immense amount of good. But the +good doesn't any longer counterbalance the involuntary mischief: +hasn't for some time past: can't you see it for yourself? One +has only to watch the change coming over her, to look into her +eyes--" + +"Really, if you'll excuse my saying so, you seem to have looked +into them a little too often yourself." + +Val waited to take out his case and light a cigarette. He +offered one to Hyde--"Won't you?" + +"No, thanks: if you've done I'll be moving on." + +"Why I haven't really begun yet. You make me nervous--it's a +rotten thing to say to any man, and doubly difficult from me to +you--and I express myself badly, But I must chance being called +impertinent. The trouble is with your cousin. If you had heard +him last night. . . . He's madly jealous." + +"Of me? Last night?" Lawrence gave a short laugh: this time he +really was amused. + +"Dangerously jealous." + +"There's not room for a shadow of suspicion. Go and interview +Selincourt's servant if you like, or nose around the Continental." + +"Well," said Val, coaxing a lucifer between his cupped palms, +"I dare say it'll come to that. I've done a good deal of +Bernard's dirty work. Some one has to do it for the sake of a +quiet life. His suspicions aren't rational, you know." + +"I should think you put them into his head." + +"I?" the serene eyes widened slightly, irritating Lawrence by +their effect of a delicacy too fastidious for contempt. For this +courtesy, of finer grain than his own sarcasm, made him itch to +violate and soil it, as mobs will destroy what they never can +possess. "Need we drag in personalities? He was jealous of you +before you came to Wanhope. He fancies or pretends to fancy that +you were in love with Mrs. Clowes when you were boy and girl. +We're not dealing with a sane or normal nature: he was +practically mad last night--he frightened me. May I give you, +word for word, what he said? That he let you stay on because he +meant to give his wife rope enough to hang herself." + +"What do you want me to do?" said Lawrence after a pause. + +"To leave Wanhope." + +More at his ease than Val, in spite of the disadvantage of his +evening dress, Lawrence stood looking down at him with brilliant +inexpressive eyes. "Is it your own idea that I stayed on at +Wanhope to make love to Laura?" + +"If I answer that, you'll tell me that I'm meddling with what is +none of my business, and this time you'll be right." + +"No: after going so far, you owe me a reply." + +"Well then, I've never been able to see any other reason." + +"Oh? Bernard's my cousin." + +"Since you will have it, Hyde, I can't see you burying yourself +in a country village out of cousinly affection. You said you'd +stay as long as you were comfortable. Well, it won't be +comfortable now! I'm not presuming to judge you. I've no idea +what your ethical or social standards are. Quite likely you +would consider yourself justified in taking away your cousin's +wife. Some modern professors and people who write about social +questions would say, wouldn't they, that she ought to be able to +divorce him: that a marriage which can't be fruitful ought not to +be a binding tie? I've never got up the subject because for me +it's settled out of hand on religious grounds, but they may not +influence you, nor perhaps would the other possible deterrent, +pity for the weak--if one can call Bernard weak. It would be an +impertinence for me to judge you by my code, when perhaps your +own is pure social expediency--which would certainly be better +served if Mrs. Clowes went to you." + +"Assuming that you've correctly defined my standard--why should +I go?" + +Val shrugged his shoulders. "You know well enough. Because Mrs. +Clowes is old-fashioned; her duty to Bernard is the ruling force +in her life, and you could never make her give him up. Or if you +did she wouldn't live long enough for you to grow tired of her-- +it would break her heart." + +"Really?" said Lawrence. "Before I grew tired of her?" + +He had never been so angry in his life. To be brought to book at +all was bad enough, but what rankled worst was the nature of the +charge. Sometimes it takes a false accusation to make a man +realize the esteem in which he is held, the opinions which others +attribute to him and which perhaps, without examining them too +closely, he has allowed to pass for his own. Lawrence had +indulged in plenty of loose talk about Nietzschean ethics and the +danger of altruism and the social inexpediency of sacrificing the +strong for the weak, but when it came to his own honour not Val +himself could have held a more conservative view. He, take +advantage of a cripple? He commit a breach of hospitality? He +sneak into Wanhope as his cousin's friend to corrupt his cousin's +wife? What has been called the pickpocket form of adultery had +never been to his taste. Had Bernard been on his feet, a strong +man armed, Lawrence might, if he had fallen in love with Laura, +have gloried in carrying her off openly; but of the baseness of +which Val accused him he knew himself to be incapable. + +"Really?" he said, looking down at Val out of his wide black +eyes, so like Bernard's except that they concealed all that +Bernard revealed. "So now we understand each other. I know why +you want me to go and you know why I want to stay." + +"If I've done you an injustice I'm sorry for it." + +"Oh, don't apologize," said Lawrence laughing. His manner +bewildered Val, who could make nothing of it except that it was +incompatible with any sense of guilt. + +"But, then," the question broke from Val involuntarily, "why did +you stay?" + +"Why do you?" + +"I?" + +"Yes, you. Did it never strike you that I might retort with a tu +quoque?" + +"How on earth--?" + +"You were perhaps a little preoccupied," said Lawrence with his +deadly smile. "I suggest, Val, that whether Clowes was jealous or +not--you were." + +"I?" + +"Yes, my dear fellow:" the Jew laughed: it gave him precisely the +same satisfaction to violate Val's reticence, as it might have +given one of his ancestors to cut Christian flesh to ribbons in +the markets of the East: "and who's to blame you? Thrown so much +into the society of a very pretty and very unhappy woman, what +more natural than for you to--how shall I put it?--constitute +yourself her protector? Set your mind at rest. You have only +one rival, Val--her husband." + +He enjoyed his triumph for a few moments, during which Stafford +was slowly taking account with himself. + +"I'm not such a cautious moralist as you are," Lawrence pursued, +"and so I don't hold a pistol to your head and give you ten +minutes to clear out of Wanhope, as you did to mine. On the +contrary, I hope you'll long continue to act as Bernard's agent. +I'm sure he'll never get a better one. As for Laura, she won't +discover your passion unless you proclaim it, which I'm sure +you'll never do. She looks on you as a brother--an affectionate +younger brother invaluable for running errands. And you'll +continue to fetch and carry, enduring all things from her and +Bernard much as you do from me. When I do go--which won't be +just yet--I shan't feel the faintest compunction about leaving +you behind. I'm sure Bernard's honour will be as safe in your +hands as it is in mine." + +And thus one paved the way to pleasant relations with ones +brother-in-law. The civilized second self, always a dismayed and +cynical spectator of Hyde's lapses into savagery, raised its +voice in vain. + +"You seem a little confused, Val--you always were a modest chap. +But surely you of all men can trust my discretion--?" + +"That's enough," said Val. He touched Hyde's coat with his +finger-tips, an airy movement, almost a caress, which seemed to +come from a long way off. "Lawrence, you're hurting yourself +more than me." + +It was enough and more than enough: an arrest instant and final. +Later Lawrence wondered whether Val knew what he had done, or +whether it was only a thought unconsciously made visible; it was +so unlike all he had seen of Val, so like much that he had felt. + +It put him to silence. Not only so, but it flung a light cloud +of mystery over what had seemed noonday clear. Since that first +night when he had watched in a mirror the disentangling of +Laura's scarf, Lawrence had entertained no doubt of Val's +sentiments, but now he was left uncertain. Val had translated +himself into a country to which Lawrence could not follow him, +and the light of an unknown sun was on his way. + +Lawrence drew back with an impatient gesture. "Oh, let's drop +all this!" The civilized second self was in revolt alike against +his own morbid cruelty and Val's escape into heaven: he would +admit nothing except that he had gone through one trying scene +after another in the last eighteen hours, and that Val had paid +for the irritation produced successively by Mrs. Cleve, Isabel, a +white night, and a distressed anxious consciousness of unavowed +guilt. "We shall be at each other's throats in a minute, which +wouldn't suit either your book or mine--you've no idea, Val, how +little it would suit mine! I'm sorry I was so offensive. But +you wrong me, you do indeed; I'm not in love with Laura, and, if +I were, the notion of picking poor Bernard's pocket is absolutely +repugnant to me. Social expediency be hanged! What! as his +guest?-- But let's drop recrimination; I had no right to resent +what you said after forcing you to say it, nor, in any case, to +taunt you . . . I beg your pardon: there! for heaven's sake let's +leave it at that." + +"Will you release me from my parole?" + +"Yes, and wish to heaven I'd never extracted it. I had no right +to impose it on you or to hold you to it. But don't give +yourself away, Val, I can't bear to think of what you'll have to +face. It will be what you once called it--crucifixion." + +"No, freedom," said Val. "After all these years in prison." He +put up his hand to his head. "The brand--the--What's the +matter?" Lawrence had seized his arm. "Am I--am I talking +rubbish? I feel half asleep. But one night's sitting up +aughtn't to-- Oh, this is absurd! . . ." + +Lawrence waited in the patience of dismay. It was no excuse to +plead that till then he had not known all the harm he had done; +men should not set racks to work in ignorance of their effect on +trembling human nerves. + +"That's over," said Val, wiping his forehead. "Sorry to make a +fuss, but it came rather suddenly. Things always happen so +simply when they do happen." + +"Are you going to confess?" + +"Oh yes. I ought to have done it long ago. In fact last night I +made up my mind to break my parole if you wouldn't let me off, +but I'd rather have it this way. Remains only to choose time and +place: that'll need care, for I mustn't hurt others more than I +can help. But I wouldn't mind betting it'll all be as simple as +shelling peas. The odds are that people won't believe half I +say. They'll have forgotten all about the war by now, and +they'll make far too much allowance for my being only nineteen." + +"And for a voluntary confession: that always carries great +weight. They would judge you very differently if it had come out +by chance. Rightly, too: if you're going to make such a +confession at your time of life, it will be difficult for any one +to call you a coward." + +"Thank you!" Val shrugged his shoulders with the old indolent +irony. "But moral courage was always my long suit." + +"How young you still are!" said Lawrence smiling at him, "young +enough to be bitter. But you're under a delusion. No, let me +finish-- I'm an older man than you are, I've seen a good deal of +life, and I had four years out there instead of six weeks like +you. So far as I can judge you never were a coward. Thousands +and hundreds of thousands of men broke down like you, but they +were lucky and it wasn't known, or at all events it wasn't +critical. Their failure of nerve didn't coincide with the +special call to action. You would have redeemed yourself if you +had been able to stick to your profession. You have redeemed +yourself: and you'd prove it fast enough if you got the chance, +only of course in these piping times of peace unluckily you +won't." He coloured suddenly to his temples. "Good God, Val! if +there were any weakness left in you, could you have mastered me +like this?" + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +The quickest way to Wanhope was by High Street and field path. +But Lawrence to avoid the village entered the drive by the lodge, +through iron gates over which Bernard had set up the arms and +motto of his family: FORTIS ET FIDELIS, faithful and strong. +Winding between dense shrubs of rhododendron under darker +deodars, the road was long and gloomy, but Lawrence was thankful +to be out of sight of Chilmark. He hurried on with his light +swinging step--light for his build--his tired mind vacant or +intent only on a bath and a change of clothes, till in the last +bend, within a hundred yards of Wanhope he came on Mrs. Clowes. + +He never could clearly remember his first sight of her, the shock +was too great, but as he came up she put out her hands to him and +he took them in his own. She was still in her evening dress but +without cloak or fur, which had probably slipped off her +shoulders: they were bare, and her beautiful bodice was torn. +"Oh, here you are," she said with her faint smile. "I was afraid +you would come by the field." She looked down at herself and made +a weak and ineffective effort to gather her loosened laces +together. "I'm--I'm not very tidy, am I?" + +Lawrence was carrying an overcoat on his arm. He put her into +it, and, as she did not seem able to cope with it, buttoned it +for her. "What has happened, dear?" + +"Bernard has turned me out," said Laura with the same piteous, +bewildered smile. "Indeed he never let me in. I went home soon +after you left me. The door was shut, I tried the window, but +that was shut too, so I had to go back to the door. I couldn't +open it and I rang. He answered me through the door, 'Who's +there?'" She ended as if the motive power of speech had died +down in her. + +"And you--?" + +"Oh, I said, 'It's I--Laura.'" + +"Go on, dear," Lawrence gently prompted her. + +"I said 'I'm your wife.' He said 'I have no wife.' And he called +me--coarse names, words I couldn't repeat to any one. I couldn't +answer him. Then he said 'Where's Hyde? Are you there, Hyde?' +and that you were a coward or you wouldn't stand by and hear him +calling me a--what he had called me. So I told him you weren't +there, that you had gone back with Isabel and Val. He said: +after you had had all you wanted out of me--I beg your pardon?" + +"Nothing. Go on, dear: tell me all about it." + +"But ought I to?" said Laura, raising her dimmed eyes to his +face. "It's such a horrible story to tell a man, especially the +very man who--I feel so queer, Lawrence: don't let me say +anything I ought not!" + +"Laura dear, whatever you say is sacred to me. Besides, I'm your +cousin by marriage, and it's my business to think and act for +you: let me help you into this alley." A little further on there +was a by-path through the shrubberies, and Lawrence drew her +towards it, but her limbs were giving way under her, and after a +momentary hesitation he carried her into it in his arms. "There: +sit on this bank. Lean on me," he sat down by her. "Is that +better?" + +"Oh yes: thank you: I'm so glad to be out of the drive," said +Laura, letting her head fall, like a child, on his shoulder. "I +seem to have been there such a long while. I didn't know where to +go. Once a tradesman's cart drove by, the butcher's it was: you +know Bernard gets so cross because they will drive this way to +save the long round by the stables. He stared at me, but I +didn't know what to do." Lawrence repressed a groan: it would be +all over the village then, there was no help for it. "Where was +I to go in these clothes? I did wish you would come, I always +feel so safe with you." + +Lawrence silently stroked her hair. His heart was riven. "So +safe?" and this was all his doing. + +"Was the door locked?" + +"Yes." + +"And he refused to open it?" + +"No, he did open it." + +"He did open it, do you say?" + +"Yes, because--oh, my head." + +"You aren't hurt anywhere, are you?" asked Lawrence, feeling cold +to his fingertips. + +"No, no," she roused herself, dimly sensible of his anxiety, +"it's only that I feel faint, but it's passing off. No, I don't +want any water! I'd far rather you stayed with me. It's such a +comfort to have you here." Lawrence was speechless. Her hands +went to her hair. "Oh dear, I wish I weren't so untidy! Never +mind, I shall be all right directly: it does me more good than +anything else just to tell you about it." + +"Well, tell me then." + +"The door was locked," she continued languidly but a thought more +clearly, "and the chain was up and Bernard's couch was drawn +across inside. He must have got Barry to wheel it over. When I +begged him to let me in he unlocked the door but left it on the +chain so that it would only open a few inches. I tried to push my +way in, but he held me back." + +"Laura, did he strike you?" + +"No, no," said Laura with greater energy than she had yet shown. +Lawrence drew a breath of relief. He had felt a horrible fear +that her faintness might be the result of a blow or a fall. "Oh, +how could you think that? All he did was to put his hand out +flat against my chest and push me back." + +"But your dress is torn" said Lawrence, sickening over the +question yet feeling that he must know all. + +"His ring caught in it. These crepe de chine dresses tear if you +look at them." + +"Well, did you give it up after that?" + +"No, oh no: I never can be angry with Berns because it--it isn't +Berns really," she glanced up at Lawrence with her pleading eyes. +"It's a possession of the devil. He suffers so frightfully, +Lawrence: he never ceases to rebel, and no one can soothe him but +me. So that I hadn't the heart to leave him. You'll think it +poor-spirited of me, but I--I can't help loving the real +Bernard, a Bernard you've never seen. So I waited because--I +never can make Yvonne understand--I am so sorry for him: he +hurts himself more than me--" + +Lawrence started. The echo struck strangely on his ear. "I +understand." + +"You always understand. So I tried again; I said: would he at +least let me go to my room and change my clothes and get some +money. But he said it was your turn to buy my clothes now. When +I'd convinced myself that he was unapproachable, I thought of +trying to get in by a side door or through the kitchen. It would +have been ignominious, but anything was better than standing on +the steps; Bernard was talking at the top of his voice, and the +maids were at the bedroom windows overhead. I didn't look up but +I saw the curtains flutter." + +"Servants don't matter much. But you did quite right. What +happened?" + +"He held me by the arm as I turned to go, and told me that all +the doors and windows were locked and that he had given orders +not to admit me: not to admit either of us." + +"Either you or--?" + +"Yourself. If we liked to stay out all night together we could +stay out for ever." + +"And then?" + +"Don't ask me." She shuddered and drooped, and the colour came up +into her face, a rose-pink patch of fever. "I can't remember any +more." + +"He must have gone raving mad." + +"He is not mad, Lawrence. But he has indulged his imagination +too long and now it has the mastery of him," said Laura slowly. +"It's fatal to do that. 'Withstand the beginning: after-remedies +come too late.' Ever since you came he's been nursing an +imaginary jealousy of you: though he knew it was imaginary, he +indulged it as though it were genuine: and now it has turned on +him and got him by the throat. Oh, he is so unhappy? But what +can I do?" + +What, indeed? Lawrence, recalling Val's warning, subdued a curse +or a groan. "A house full of the materials for an explosion." +And he had lived in that house--blind fool!--week after week +and had noticed nothing! "Why--why did no one warn me before?" +he stammered. "My poor Laura! Why didn't you send me away?" + +"But if it hadn't been you it would have been someone else!" said +Mrs. Clowes simply. "At one time it was Val: then it was Dr. +Verney's junior partner, who attended me for influenza while Dr. +Verney was away: and once it was a young chauffeur we had, who +happened to be a University man. I did get rid of him, because +he found out, and that made everything so awkward. But I +couldn't get rid of Val, and in many ways I was most unwilling to +let you go,--you did him so much good. But I'd made up my mind +to turn you out: Yvonne was at me--" she paused--"yes, it +really was only yesterday! I promised her to speak to you this +morning. Well, I've done it!" + +"Did you explain to Bernard that Selincourt and Isabel were with +us all the time?" + +"He talked me down." + +"He must be made to listen to reason." + +"He won't: not yet. Later, perhaps, but not in time to save the +situation. Never mind, you're not married, and if he does +divorce me people will only say 'Another Selincourt gone wrong.'" +A dreary and rather cynical gleam of humour played over Laura's +lips. "I'm sorry mainly for Yvonne, Jack's people are so +particular; they hated the marriage, and now, when she's lived it +all down and made them fond of her, I must needs go and +compromise myself and drag our wretched family into the mud +again!" + +"Good heavens! he can't propose to divorce you?" + +"He said he would." + +Bit by bit it was all coming out, the cruel and sordid drama +played before an audience of housemaids, as one admission led to +another and her strength revived for the ordeal. Lawrence +shuddered and sat silent, trying to gauge the extent of the +mischief. "What can I do?" said Laura. She looked down at +herself and blushed again. "I do feel so--so disreputable in +these clothes. I haven't even been able to wash my face and hands +or tidy my hair since I left the hotel." + +"Have you been wandering about in the drive all this time?" + +"I suppose so. I was afraid to go into the road in such a +pickle." + +"These infernal clothes!" Lawrence burst out exasperated. Their +wretched plight was reduced to farce by the fact that they were +locked out of their bedrooms, unable to get at their wardrobes, +their soaps and sponges and brushes, his collars, her hairpins, +all those trifles of the toilette without which civilized man can +scarcely feel himself civilized. Most of these wants the +vicarage could supply; but to reach the vicarage they had to +cross the road. Lawrence got up and stood looking down at Laura. +"Can you trust your maid?" + +"Trust her? I can't trust her not to gossip. She's a nice girl +and a very good maid, but I've only had her a year." + +"Silly question! One doesn't trust servants nowadays. My man's +a scamp, but I can depend on him up to a certain point because I +pay him well. Anyhow we must make the best of a bad job. If I +cut straight down from here I shall get into the tradesmen's +drive, shan't I?" + +"But you can't go to the back door!" + +"Apparently I can't go to the front," said Lawrence with his +wintry smile. He promised himself to go to the front by and by, +but not while Laura was shivering in torn clothes under a bush. + +"But what are you going to do?" + +"Simply to get us a few necessaries of life. You can't be seen +like this, and you can't stand here forever, catching cold with +next to nothing on: besides, you've had no food since five +o'clock this morning--and not much then." + +"But the servants--if they have orders--" + +"Servants!" He laughed. + +"But you don't mean to force your way in?" + +"Not past Bernard, dear. Don't be afraid: I shall skulk in by +the rear." + +It was easy to say "Don't be afraid": doubly easy for Lawrence, +who had never known Bernard's darker temper. But there was no +coward blood in Mrs. Clowes, and she steadied herself under the +rallying influence of Hyde's firm look and tone. + +"Go, then, but don't be long. And, Lawrence promise me. . ." + +"Anything, dear." + +"You won't touch Bernard, will you?" Lawrence was dumb, from wonder, +not from indecision. "No one can do that," said Laura under her +breath. "Oh, I know you wouldn't dream of it. But yet--if he +insulted you, if he struck you . . . if he insulted me. . . ?" + +"No, on my honour." + +He touched her hand with his lips--a ceremony performed by +Lawrence only once beforehand in what different circumstances!-- +and left her: more like a winter butterfly than ever, with her +shining hair, pale face, and gallant eyes, and the silver threads +of her embroidered skirt flowing round her over the sunburnt +turf. + +Wanhope was an old-fashioned house, and the domestic premises +were much the same as they had been in the eighteenth century, except +that Clowes had turned one wing of the stables into a garage and +rooms for the chauffeur. He kept no indoor menservants except Barry, +the groom and gardener living in the village, while three or four +maids were ample to wait on that quiet family. Pursuing the +tradesman's drive between coach-house, tool shed, coal shed, and +miscellaneous outbuildings, Lawrence emerged on a brick yard, ducked +under a clothes-line, made for an open doorway, and found himself in +the scullery. It was empty, and he went on into a big old-fashioned +kitchen, draughty enough with its high roof and blue plastered walls. +Here, too, there was not a soul to be seen: a kettle was furiously +boiling over on the hob, a gas ring was running to waste near by, +turned on but left unlit and volleying evil fumes. His next +researches carried him into a flagged passage, on his right a sunlit +pantry, on his left a dingy alcove evidently dedicated to the +trimming of lamps and the cleaning of boots. He began to wonder if +every one had run away. But no: a sharp turn, a couple of steps, and +he came on an inner door, comfortably covered with green baize, +through which issued a perfect hubbub of voices all talking at once. +He listened long enough to hear himself characterized by a baritone +as a stinking Jew, and by a treble as not her style and a bit too gay +but quite the gentleman, before he raised the latch and stepped in. + +His appearance produced a perfect hush. Except Barry and his own +valet they were all there, the entire domestic staff of Wanhope: +and to face them was not the least courageous act that Lawrence +had ever performed. It was a large, comfortable room, lit by +large windows overlooking the kitchen garden; a cheerful fire +burnt in the grate this autumn morning, and in a big chair before +it sat a cheerful, comely person in a print gown, in whom he +recognized Mrs. Fryar the cook. Gordon the chauffeur, a +pragmatic young man from the Clyde, in this levelling hour was +sitting on the edge of the table with a glass of beer in his +hand. Caroline, the Baptist housemaid, held the floor: she was +declaiming, when Lawrence entered, that it was a shame of Major +Clowes and she didn't care who heard her say so, but apparently +Lawrence was an exception, for like all the rest she was +instantly stricken dumb as the grave. + +Lawrence remained standing in the open doorway. He would have +given a thousand pounds to be in morning attire, but no +constraint was perceptible in the big, careless, impassive figure +framed against the sunlit yard. + +"Are you Mrs. Clowes's maid?" he singled out a tall, rather +stiff, quiet-looking girl in the plain black dress of her +calling. "Is your name Catherine? I want to speak to you." + +She stood up--they were all standing by now except Gordon--but +she looked at him very oddly, as if she were half frightened and +half inclined to be familiar. "I suppose you can tell me where +my lady is, sir?" + +"She is waiting for you," said Lawrence. "I say that I want to +speak to you by yourself. Come in here, please." Catherine +continued to look as if she felt inclined to flounce and toss her +head, but under his cold and steady eyes she thought better of it +and followed him into the pantry. Lawrence shut the door. + +"I'd have gone to my lady, sir, if I'd known where she was." + +"You're going to her now," said Lawrence. "I want you, please, +to run up to her room and fetch some clothes, the sort of clothes +she would wear to go out walking: you understand what I mean? A +jacket and dress and hat, walking boots, a veil--" Catherine +intimated that she did understand: much better than any +gentleman, her smile implied. + +"Perhaps," she suggested, "what you would like is for me to pack +a small box for her, sir? My lady will want a lot of things that +gentlemen don't think of: underskirts and--" + +"Good God, what do I care?" said Lawrence impatiently. "No, +nothing of that sort: take just what she wants to change out of +evening dress into morning dress. It'll be only for a few hours. +Go and get them, and be as quick and quiet as you can. Say +nothing to Major Clowes." He laid his hand on her shoulder. +"Are you a decent girl, I wonder?" + +She drew up and for the first time looked him straight in the +eyes. "If you mean, sir, that you're going to take my poor lady +away, why, I think it's high time too. I was always brought up +respectable, but when it comes to a gentleman calling his own +married wife such names, why, it's time some one did interfere. +I heard him with my own ears call her a--" + +"That'll do," said Lawrence. + +"And struck her, that he did, which you ought to know," Catherine +persisted eagerly: "put his arm out through the door and gave her +a great blow! and it's not the first time neither. Many's the +night when I've undressed my lady but perhaps you've seen for +yourself--" + +She stopped short and put her hand over her mouth. + +"Go and get the things," said Lawrence, "then wait for me in the +yard." + +Catherine retired in disorder and Lawrence followed her out. He +found Barry waiting to speak to him. "Where's my man?" Lawrence +asked. "Send him to me, will you?" + +"Beg pardon, sir, but are you going to speak to Major Clowes?" + +"Why?" + +Barry looked down. "His orders was that you weren't to be +admitted, sir." + +"How is Major Clowes?" + +"Very queer. I took it on myself to send for the doctor, but he +was out: but they sent word that he'd step round as soon as he +came in. I'd have liked to catch Mr. Val, but he slipped off +while I was waiting on the Major." + +"But Major Clowes isn't ill?" + +"Oh no, sir. But I don't care for so much responsibility." + +"Shall I have a look at him?" + +"Oh no," a much more decided negative. "I wouldn't go near the +Major, sir, not if I was you." + +"Why, what's the matter with him?" Lawrence asked curiously. But +Barry refused to commit himself beyond repeating that the Major +was very queer, and after promising to send Val to the rescue +Lawrence dismissed him, as Gaston came hurrying up. Something +suspiciously like a grin twinkled over the little Frenchman's +face when he found his master waiting for him on the sill of +Caroline's pantry, silhouetted against row on row of shining +glass and silver, and wearing at noon-day the purple and fine +linen, the white waistcoat and thin boots of last night. But his +French breeding triumphed and he remained, except for that one +furtive twinkle, the conscientious valet, nescient and urbane. +Lawrence did not give him even so much explanation as he had +given Catherine. "Is there a back staircase?" he asked, and +then, "Take me up by it. I'm going to my room." + +Gaston led the way through the servants' hall. Lawrence, +following, had to fight down a nausea of humiliation that was +almost physical: he had never before done anything that so +sickened him as this sneaking progress through the kitchen +quarters in another man's house. At length Gaston, holding up a +finger to enjoin silence, brought him out on the main landing +overlooking the hall. + +There was no carpet on the polished floor but Lawrence when he +chose could tread like a cat. He stepped to the balustrade. It +was as dark as a dark evening, for the great doors were still +fast shut, and what scanty light filtered through the painted +panes was absorbed, not reflected, by raftered roof, panelled +walls, and Jacobean stair. But as he grew used to the gloom he +could distinguish Bernard's couch and the powerful prostrate +figure stretched out on it like a living bar. Bernard's arms +were crossed over his breast: his features were the colour of +stone: he might have been dead. + +Lawrence was startled. But he could do no good now, and the +Frenchman was fidgeting at his bedroom door. Later . . . + +Secure of privacy Gaston's decorum relaxed a trifle, for it was +clear to him that confidences must be at least tacitly exchanged: +M'sieur le captaine could not hope to keep him in the dark, there +never was an elopement yet of which valet and lady's maid were +not cognizant. Like Catherine, "You wish I pack for you, Sare?" +he asked in his lively imperfect English. He was naturally a +chatterbox and brimful of a Parisian's salted malice, even after +six years in the service of Captain Hyde, who did not encourage +his attendants to be communicative. + +Lawrence was tearing off his accursed evening clothes. (All day +it had been the one drop of sweetness in his bitter cup that he +had borrowed Lucian's razor and shaved in Lucian's rooms.) "Get +me a tweed suit and boots." + +Gaston frowned, wrinkling his nose: if M'sieur imagined that that +nose had no scent for an affair of gallantry--! But still he +persisted, even he, though the snub was a bitter pill: himself a +gallant man, could allow for jaded nerves. "You wish I pack, +yes?" he deprecated reticence by his insinuatingly sympathetic +tone. + +"No," said Lawrence, tying his tie before a mirror. "I'm coming +back." + +"'Ere? Back--so--'ere, m'sieur?" + +"Yes, before tonight." + +It was more than flesh and blood could stand. "Sir Clowes 'e say +no," remarked Gaston in a detached and nonchalant tone, as he +gathered up the garments which his master had strewn over the +floor. "'E verree angree. 'E say 'Zut! m'sieur le captaine est +parti!--il ne revient plus.'" + +"Gaston." The Frenchman turned from the press in which he was +hanging up Lawrence's coat. "You're a perfect scamp, my man," +Lawrence spoke over his shoulder as he ran through the contents +of a pocketbook, "and I should be sorry to think you were +attached to me. But your billet is comfortable, I believe: I pay +you jolly good wages, you steal pretty much what you like, and +you have the additional pleasure of reading all my letters. Now +listen: I'm coming back to Wanhope before tonight and so is Mrs. +Clowes. I'm not going to run away with her, as Major Clowes gave +you all to understand. What you think is of no importance +whatever to any one, what you say is equally trilling, but I +don't choose to have my servant say it: so, if you continue to +drop these interesting hints, I shall not only boot you out, but" +--he turned "I shall give you such a thrashing in the rear, +Gaston--in this direction, Gaston--that you won't be able to +sit down comfortably for a month." + +"M'sieur is so droll," murmured Gaston, removing himself with +dignified agility and an unabashed grimace. + +Lawrence let himself out by the back stairs again and the kitchen +--now in a state of great activity, the gas ring lit and +preparations for lunch going on apace--and forth into the yard. +Out in the open air he drew a long breath: safe in tweeds and a +felt hat, he was his own man again, but he felt as though he had +been wading in mud. The mystified Catherine followed him at a +sign into the drive. There Hyde stood still. "Take that path to +the left. You'll find your mistress waiting for you. Help her +to dress, and tell her I shall be at the lodge gates when she's +ready. And, Catherine--" + +He paused, feeling an almost insuperable distaste for his job. +But it had to be done, the girl must not find him tight with his +money: that she would hold her tongue was beyond expectation, but +if well tipped at least she might not invent lies. It went +against the grain of his temper to bribe one of Bernard's maids, +but fate was not now consulting his likes or dislikes. He thrust +his hand into his pocket--"Look after your mistress, will you?" + +The respectably brought up Catherine turned scarlet. She put her +hand behind her back. "I'm sure, sir, I don't want your money to +make me do that!" + +"If you prick us shall we not bleed?" It was the first time that +Lawrence had ever discovered a servant to be a human being: and +his philosophical musings were chequered, till he moved out of +earshot, by the clamour of Catherine's irrepressible dismay. +"Oh madam!" he heard, and, "Well, if I ever-!" and then in a +tone suddenly softened from horror to sympathy, "there now, +there, let me get your dress off . . . ." From Mrs. Clowes came +no answer, or none audible to him. + +Laura joined him in ten minutes' time, neatly dressed, gloved, +and veiled, her hair smoothed--it had never been rough so far as +Lawrence could observe--her complexion regulated by Catherine's +powder puff. "Are you better?" said Lawrence, examining her +anxiously: "able to walk as far as the vicarage?" + +"The vicarage?" + +"Wharton's too far off. You're dead tired: You'll have to lie +down and keep quiet. Isabel will look after you." It speaks to +the complete overthrow of Lawrence's ideas that for the last hour +he had not recollected Isabel's existence. "And we shall have to +wait till Bernard raises the siege: one can't bawl explanations +through a keyhole. Besides, I must wire to Lucian." He slipped +his hand under her arm. "Would you like this good girl of yours +to come with you?" + +"I will come, madam, directly I've fetched my hat," said +Catherine eagerly. "You must have some one to look after you, +and your hair never brushed and all." + +But Laura shook her head, Catherine must not defy her master. +"If you want to please me," she said not without humour "--I +can't help it, Lawrence--try to look after Major Clowes. You +had better not go near him yourself, because as you know he isn't +very pleased with me just now, but see that Mrs. Fryar sends him +in a nice lunch and ask Barry to try to get him to eat it. I +ordered some oysters to come this morning, and Major Clowes will +enjoy those when he won't touch anything else." + +Catherine watched her lady up the road with a disappointed eye. +It was a tame conclusion to a promising adventure. Although +respectably brought up, her sympathies were all with Captain Hyde: +she had foreseen herself, the image of regretful discretion, +sacrificing her lifelong principles to escort Mrs. Clowes to +Brighton, or Switzerland, or that place where they had the little +horses that Mr. Duval made such a 'mysterious joke about--it would +have been amusing to do foreign parts with Mr. Duval. But when Laura +took the turning to the vicarage Catherine was invaded by a creeping +chill of doubt. Was it possible that Captain Hyde was not Mrs. +Clowes's lover after all? + +"I know which I'd choose," she said to Gordon. "I've no patience +with the Major. Such a way to behave! and my poor lady with the +patience of an angel, putting up and putting up-- No man's worth +it, that's what I say." + +"Well, it is a bit thick," said Gordon: "calling his own wife a--" + +"Mr. Gordon!" + +The son of the Clyde was a contentious young man, and a jealous +one. "You didn't seem to mind when the French chap was talking +about a fille de joy. What d'ye suppose a fille de joy is in +English? but there's some of us can do no wrong." + +"French sounds so much more refined," said Catherine firmly. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +Inaction was hard on Lawrence. He hated it: and he was not used +to it: his impulse was to go direct to Wanhope and break down the +door: but it was not to be done. When he reached the vicarage +Mr. Stafford had gone out after an early lunch to take a wedding +in Countisford, while Val had been obliged to ride over to a +neighbouring farm. Leaving Laura to Isabel, who startled him by +her cool "So Major Clowes has done it at last?" he hurried down +to the post office to telephone to Selincourt (aware on his way +that every eye was staring at him: no doubt the tale was already +on every lip), but Selincourt too was out, and he had to be +content with despatching colourless duplicate telegrams to his +rooms and club. From a hint let fall during the night he was +aware that no more than the most laconic wire would be needed, +but he fretted under the delay, which meant that Selincourt could +not arrive before six o'clock. After that he would have liked to +go to Wharton, but dared not, for, though Jack's grandfather was +what Yvonne called a Romantic, the Grantchesters were old-fashioned +straightlaced people who had better not hear of the scandal till it +was over. No, till Selincourt and Val appeared there was no more to +be done, and Lawrence, returned to the vicarage and flung himself +into a chair to wait. He dreaded inaction: inaction meant thought: +and thought meant such bitter realities as he knew not how to stand +up against: but what he liked or disliked was no longer to the point. + +In that easy-going household, where comfort was obtained at the +expense of appearances, there was always a diningroom fire in +cold weather, and on this September morning the glow of the +flames had a lulling effect. Dead tired, he dropped asleep, to +be roused by the feeling that there was some one in the room. +There was, it was Isabel; and in the drugged heaviness that +follows daylight slumber Hyde simply held out his arms to her in +oblivion of last night. "Oh, oh!" said Isabel smiling at him +and touching his palms with the tips of her fingers, "were you +dreaming of me?" Hyde drew back, a deep flush covering his face. +What had changed Isabel? she was pure fascination. "I've been +watching you a long time while you were asleep. I thought you +would never wake. You're so, so tired! Here's a cup of coffee +for you." + +"Thank you," said Lawrence, entirely subdued. + +He still felt half dazed: confused and shy, emotions the harder +to disguise because they were so unfamiliar: and restless under +Isabel's merry eyes. How near she was to him, the leaping flames +flinging a dance of light and shadow over her silk shirt, and the +bloom on her cheek, and the dark hair parted on one side (a +boyish fashion which he had always disliked) and waved over her +head! So near that without rising he could have pressed his lips +to that white throat of hers. . . . Last night it had been beauty +clouded, beauty averse, but this morning it was beauty in the +most delicate and derisive and fleeting sunlight of pleasure; and +the temperament of his race delivered Lawrence hand and foot into +its power. The deep waters went over him and he ceased to +struggle--"Isabel," he heard himself saying in a level voice but +without his own volition, "should you mind if I were to kiss +you?" + +What a banality to ask of a woman, his second self scoffed at +him: a woman who should be kissed or left alone, but never asked +for a kiss! + +"Not very much," said Isabel, presenting her smooth cheek. "Not +if it would do you any good." + +Oh irony, oh disenchantment! "Thank you." He curbed his passion +and sat still. "I am not Val." + +"Shut your eyes then." + +He held his breath: the thick beating of his heart was like a +muffled hammer. + +"This isn't the way I kiss Val." + +"Isabel!" exclaimed Lawrence. He held out his arms again but +they closed on the empty firelight: she had gone dancing off, the +most fugitive, the most insubstantial of mistresses, nothing left +of her to him but the memory of that moth's wing touch. + +"Isabel, come here!" He, sprang to his feet. From the other end +of the room Isabel turned round, wistful, her head bent, glancing +up at him under her eyelashes. + +"Oh must you have me?--all of me? Oh Lawrence!--well then--" + +She advanced step by step, slowly. Lawrence waited, convinced +that if he tried to seize her she would be gone, such a vague +thistledown grace there was in her slender immaturity. He waited +and Isabel came to him, drifted into his arms, was lying for a +moment on his breast, and then, "Let me go: dearest, don't hold +me!" + +He kept her long enough to ask "But are you mine?" + +"Yes," said Isabel, sighing. + +"This is a grudging gift, Isabel." + +"Oh no," she whispered, "not grudging. All my heart: all of me. +Only don't hold me, I'm still afraid." + +"Of me?" + +"Yes: now are you triumphant?" She escaped. + +"Will you sit down in a chair, you sprite, and let me kneel at +your ladyship's feet?" + +"No--yes--No, you too sit down." Then as Lawrence, enchained, +relapsed into the deep easy chair by the fire, she came behind +and leant over him, wreathing her arms over his shoulders. +"There: now lie still: so: is that cosy for you? Now will you go +to sleep?" + +"Circe . . ." + +"You don't feel as though you were going to sleep." + +"Mon Dieu!" Lawrence murmured under his breath. + +"Don't say that," her voice was so soft that it was like the +voice of his own heart speaking to him, "it isn't a proper reply +to make when a lady says she loves you." + +"Oh! provided that you do love me--!" + +She took his temples between her fingertips and again her +enchanting caress brushed his lips. Lawrence lay helpless. It +was like receiving the caresses of a fairy: a delight and a +torment, a serenity and a flame. "I love you. I will marry you. +I shall be a most exacting wife, 'December when I wed.' Very soon +you'll wish you had never set eyes on me. You'll have to marry +Val too and all the family." Her long lashes were fluttering +against his cheek. "As you're thirty-six and I'm only nineteen, +you'll have to be very docile or I shall tell you you're +ungenerous." + +"Presuming on my income, as you said--was it last night?" + +"When you were free. Does it seem so long ago?" She gave a +little laugh, airy and sweet. "Oh poor Benedict! Would you like +to cry off? Let me see: you may scratch any time before I tell +Val, which will be when he comes in at five o'clock. Now then?" + +This mention of Val was like a dash of cold water, and Lawrence +tried to rouse himself. "Will you be serious for half a second, +you incarnation of mischief?" + +"No--yes--no, I don't want to be serious," she turned in his +arms and the Isabel of last night pierced him with her dark, +humid, brilliant eyes. "I want to forget. Make me forget!" + +"Forget what?" + +"Other women." + +"There are no other women, Isabel." + +"There have been.--Lawrence!" the scent of the honeysuckle +pinned into her blouse seemed to narcotize all his senses with +its irresistible sweetness, "you will be true to me, won't you? +You won't love other women now? Say you never wanted to kiss any +of them so much as-- Oh!" Drunk with her Circean cup, Hyde was +more than willing to convince her, but in a fashion of his own. +Isabel gave a little sigh and faded out of his clasp: he tried to +seize her but she was gone, leaving only the scent of bruised +petals and the memory of a silken contact. "You're so--so +stormy," the gossamer voice mocked him with its magic of youth +and gaiety. "Val says--" + +"Isabel, I'm sick of that formula. You're going to marry me, not +Val." + +"--You're not one-third English." + +"I've lived in countries where they knew how to manage women," +Lawrence muttered. + +"With a whip?" + +"No." + +"What a pity!" + +"No, the other method is more effective." + +"You terrify me," her eyes were sparkling now like a diamond. +"Don't fling any more of those dark threats at me or I shall +never marry you at all. Some day you'll be madly jealous of me like +Major Clowes--you are like him: you could be just as brutal: and I'm +not like Laura--and you'll lure me out of England and wreak a +mysterious vengeance." + +"I wish we were out of England now." + +"So do I. Oh Lawrence, I'd sell my soul to go to Egypt!" + +"Red-hot days and blue sands in the moonlight. Shall I take you +there for our honeymoon?" + +"Or Spain: or Sicily: or what about Majorea?-- Let's slip off +alone in a nom de plume and an aeroplane to some place where no +one ever goes, all roses and lemon thyme and honey-coloured +cliffs and a bay of blue sea--" + +"Should you like to be alone with me?" + +"Yes ... why not?" + +"Good!" said Hyde laughing. "I see no reason if you don't." He +put his hand before his eyes, which were throbbing as though he +had looked too long at a bright light. But Isabel pulled down +his wrist. "Don't do that. I like to watch your eyes. I allow +no reserves, Lawrence. And isn't it rather too late to lock the +door? I've seen you--" + +"Isabel!" He freed himself and stood up. "I beg your pardon, but +you must not-- I can't stand--" His face was burning. Isabel had +not realized--it is difficult for a young girl to realize, +convinced of her own insignificance--how deeply his pride had +been cut overnight, but she was under no delusion now. He was +hot with shame and anger, and had to wait to fight them down +before he could go on. "Nineteen are you--or nine? I can't +play with you today. Make allowance for me, dearest! I'm in a +most difficult position. I've done incalculable mischief, and, +to tell you the truth, I shouldn't have chosen to raise this +subject again till I'm clear of it. Your people may very fairly +object. My cousin is threatening a divorce action. He's mad: +and no decent lawyer would take his case into court: but the fact +remains that poor Laura has been turned out of doors, and for +that I am, in myself-centred carelessness, to blame. You won't +misunderstand me, will you, if I say that while this abominable +business is hanging over me we can't be formally engaged? Val +must be told--nothing would induce me to keep him in the dark +for an hour. But for all that I shan't know how to face him. +What! ask him for you, and in the same breath tell him that Laura +has been turned adrift because I've compromised her? If I were Val +there'd be the devil and all to pay. In the meantime I must--I +must be sure of you. But you change like the wind: last night you +refused me, and to-day . . ." He walked over to the window and stood +looking out into the garden, fighting down one of those tremendous +storms of memory which swept over him from time to time and made the +present seem absolutely one with the past. + +"What's the matter?" + +He turned, but his voice was thick. "Last time I trusted a woman +she betrayed me." + +"You're thinking of your wife." + +"I often think of her," Hyde said savagely, "and wonder if all +women are tarred with the same brush." + +"Oh, that is brutal," said Isabel, paling: "but you're tired +out." + +It was true, he was too tired to rest: heartsick and ashamed, +painfully aware of the immense harm he had done and uncertain how +to mend it. This sense of guilt was the more harassing because +he was not in the habit of regretting his actions, good or bad: +but now he could no longer fling off responsibility: it was +riveted on him by all the other emotions which Wanhope had +evoked, pity for Bernard, and affection for Laura, and humility +before Val. + +Among the lilacs a robin was singing his delicate and bold +welcome to autumn, and over the window a branch of red roses +nodded persistently and rhythmically in a draught of wind. +Lawrence stood looking out into the garden of which he saw +nothing, and Isabel, watching him, felt tears coming into her own +eyes, the tears of that unnerving pity which a woman feels for +the man she loves, when she has never before seen him in defeat +or depression. No wonder he thought her fickle! How could he +read what was dark to her? + +Isabel had not deliberately altered her mind in the night. She +had lain down free and risen up bond, waking from sound sleep, +the sleep of a child, to find that the silent inner Court of +Appeal had reversed her verdict while she slept. Her first +thought had been, "I'm going to marry Lawrence!" For he needed +her: that was what she had forgotten last night: by his parade of +wealth he had defeated his own ends, but, her first anger over, +she had realized that one should no more refuse a man for being +rich, than accept him. Far other were the grounds on which that +decision had to be made. It had been pity that carried Isabel +away. Perhaps in any case she could not have held out for long. + +Did she expect to be happy? Scarcely, for she did not trust him +enough to be frank with him. Sophisticated men soon tire of candid +women: it was in this faith that Isabel had clouded herself in such +an iridescence of mystery and coquetry, laughing when she felt more +inclined to cry, eluding Lawrence when she would rather have rested +in his arms. Roses and steel: innocence in a saffron scarf: +ascendancy won and held only by surrender: such was to be the life of +the woman who married Lawrence Hyde, as she had seen it long ago on a +June evening, and as, with some necessary failings for human +weakness, she carried it out to the end. If any moralities at all +were to be fulfilled in their union, it was for her to impose them, +for Hyde had none. Within the limits of his code of honour he would +simply do as he liked. And with nine-tenths of her nature Isabel +would have liked nothing better than to shut her eyes and yield to +him as all her life she had yielded to Val, for she too loved red +roses and sunshine and the pleasure of the senses: but her innermost +self, the warder of her will, would rather have died than yield, she +the child of an ascetic and trained in Val's simple code of duty. + +But there should be compromise: one must not--one need not--cheat +him of the pride of his manhood. Isabel's heart ached for +her lover. She could not defend herself against him any longer, +and in her yielding the warder of her will whispered, "You may +yield now. Not to be frank with him now would be unfair as well +as unkind." + +She came softly to him in the window, and instantly by some +change of tension Lawrence discovered to his delight that Circe +had vanished. His mistress was his own now, a girl of nineteen +who had promised to be his wife, and he was carried beyond doubt +or anger by the rush of tenderness which went over him when he +began to taste the sweetness of his victory. "Have I won you?" +he whispered, his voice as unsteady as a boy's in his first +passion. "You won't fail me?" + +"Oh never! never!" + +"You have the most beautiful eyes in the world. I believe one +reason why I always secretly liked Val was that his eyes reminded +me of yours. I can't stand it when he looks at me under your +eyelashes. I always want to say 'Here take it Val.'" + +"Take what?" + +"Anything he wants. I'm going to extend a protecting wing over +my young brother-in-law. He shall not, no, I swear he shall not +come to grief. I can't stand it, he's too like you. When did you +first fall in love with me?" + +"When did you?" + +"The night you went to sleep in the garden at Wanhope." + +"Oh! when you kissed me?" + +"When I--?" + +Isabel was speechless. + +"How do you know I kissed you, Isabel? I thought you were +asleep." + +"So I was," said Isabel, blushing deeply. "Oh! Captain Hyde, I +wasn't pretending! But I woke up directly after, and heard a +rustling in the wood, and I--I knew, don't ask me: I could feel +-" + +"This?" + +"Yes," Isabel murmured, resigning herself. + +"How strange!" said Lawrence under his breath. "You were asleep +and you felt me kiss you?" + +She looked up at him through her eyelashes. "Is that so strange?" + +"Rather: because I never did kiss you." + +"Not?" + +"No: I bent over you to do it, but you were so defenceless and so +young, I didn't dare.-- Isabel! my darling! what have I done?" + +The first days of love are supposed to be blind days, but too +often they are days of overstrained criticism, when from very +fear each sees slips and imperfections even where they do not +exist. The discovery that she had misjudged Hyde was an +exquisite joy to Isabel. This trivial, crucial scruple, of +morality or taste, whichever one liked to call it, was the sign +of a chastity of mind which could coexist, it seemed, with the +coarse and careless sins that he had never denied. After all no +marriage on earth is perfect, and husbands as well as wives have +to make allowances; but as years go on, and affection does its +daily work, the rubs are less and less felt, till the time comes +when deeper wisdom can look back smiling on the fears of youth. +Isabel at nineteen did not possess this wisdom but she had youth +itself. + +The flames crackled low on the hearth: the wind, a small autumn +wind, piped weakly round white wall and high chimneypot: outside +in the garden late roses were shedding their petals loosened by a +touch of frost in the night. "Tears because you mistrusted me?" +said Hyde in his soft voice. "But why should the Gentile maiden +trust a Jew?" + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +Riding back from Liddiard St. Agnes in the low September +sunshine, Val became aware of something pleasantly pictorial in +the landscape. It was a day when the hills looked higher than +usual, the tilt of the Plain sharper, the shadows a darker umber, +the light clearer under a softly-quilted autumn sky. When he +crossed a reaped cornfield, the pale golden stalks of stubble to +westward were tipped each with a spark of light, so that all the +upland flashed away from him toward the declining sun. + +In his own mind there was a lull which corresponded with this +clear quietness of Nature: a pleasant vacancy and a suspension of +personal interest, so that even his anxiety about Laura was put +at a little distance, and he could see her and Bernard, and +Lawrence himself, like figures in a picture, hazed over by a kind +of moral sunlight--the Grace of God, say, which from Val's point +of view shapes all our ends: + + I do not ask to see + The distant scene: one step enough for me, + +this courage came to Val now without effort, and not for himself +only, which would have been easy at any time, but for Laura in +her difficult married life, and for those other beloved heads on +which he was fated to bring disgrace--his father, Rowsley, +Isabel: come what might, sorrow could not harm them, nor fear +annoy. How quiet it was! the quieter for the wrangling of rooks +in the border elms, and for the low autumn wind that rustled in +the hedgerows: and how full of light the sky, in spite of the +soft bloomy clouds that had hung about all day, imbrowning the +sunshine! far off in the valley doves were grieving, and over the +reaped and glittering cornstalks curlews were flying and calling +with their melancholy--shrill wail, an echo from the sea, while +small birds in flocks flew away twittering as he rode up, and +settled again further on, and rose and settled again, always with +a clatter of tiny wings. Evening coming on: and winter coming +on: and light, light everywhere, and calm, over the harvest +fields and the darkened copses, and the far blue headlands that +seemed to lift themselves up into immeasurable serenities of sky. + +It was lucky for Val that he was able to enjoy this quiet hour, +for it was soon over. When he crossed the turf to the diningroom +window, the fire had burnt down into red embers and not much +light came in from out of doors under that low ceiling, but there +was enough to show him Isabel in Lawrence's arms. Fatality! He +had not foreseen it, not for a moment: and yet directly he saw it +he seemed to have known it all along. After a momentary +suspension of his faculties, during which his ideas shifted much +as they do when an unfamiliar turns into a familiar road, Val +tapped on the glass and strolled in, giving his young sister one +of his light teasing smiles. "Am I to bestow my consent, +Isabel?" + +"Oh Val!-- Don't be angry, or not with Lawrence anyhow, it wasn't +his fault." + +Isabel disengaged herself but without confusion. Her brother +watched her in increasing surprise. Rosy and sparkling, she +seemed to have grown from child to woman in an hour, as after a +late spring the first hot day brings a million buds into leaf. + +"Are you startled?" she asked, holding up her cheek for a kiss. + +"Not so much so as I should have been twenty-four hours ago. No, +I didn't guess--not a bit; I suppose brothers never expect +people to want to marry their sisters. We know too much about +you." + +"Better run off to the nursery, Isabel," said Lawrence. Isabel +made him a little smiling curtsey eloquent of her disdain--it +was so like Captain Hyde to be saucy before Val!--and slipped +away. When Lawrence returned after holding open the door for her, +he found a certain difficulty in meeting Val's eyes. + +"And this then is the mysterious attraction that has kept you at +Wanhope all the summer? Wonderful! What will Mrs. Jack say? +But I suppose nineteen, for forty, has a charm of its own." + +Lawrence was not forty. But he refused to be drawn. "She is +very beautiful." + +"Oh, very," Val was nothing if not cordial. "But her face is her +fortune. I needn't ask if you can keep her in the state to which +she's accustomed," his eye wandered over the dilapidated vicarage +furniture, "or whether your attentions are disinterested. +Evidently you're one of those men who like their wives to be +dependent on them-- Dear me!" + +"Damn the money!" said Lawrence at white heat. "Jew I may be, +but it's you and Isabel that harp on it, not I." + +"Come, come!" Val arched his eyebrows. "So sorry to ruffle you, +but these questions are in all the etiquette books and some one +has to ask them. If you could look on me as Isabel's father--?" + +It was too much. Angry as he was, Lawrence began to laugh. "No, +I won't look on you as Isabel's father," he had regained the +advantage of age and position, neutralized till now by Val's +cooler self-restraint. "I won't look on you as anything but a +brother-in-law; a younger brother of my own, Val, if you can +support the relation. Won't you start fresh with me? I've not +given you much cause to think well of me up to now, but I love +Isabel, and I'll do my best to make her happy. I might find +forgiveness difficult if I were you, but then," for his life he +could not have said whether he was in earnest or chaffing Val, +"I'm a Jew of Shylock's breed and you're a Christian." + +"But, my dear fellow, what is there to forgive? We're only too +delighted and grateful for the honour done us: it's a brilliant +match, of course, far better than she could expect to make." A +duller man than Lawrence could not have missed the secret silken +mischief. "And to me, to all of us, you're more than kind; it's +nice to feel that instead of losing a sister I shall gain a +brother." + +"You are an infernal prig, Val!" + +"Oh," said Val, this time without irony, "It's easy for you to +come with an apology in one hand and a cheque in the other." + +He turned away and stood looking out into the garden. In the +lilac bushes over the lawn Isabel's robin was still singing his +winter carol, and the atmosphere was saturated with the smell of +wet, dead leaves, the poignant, fatal smell of autumn. "There's +winter in the air tonight," said Val half aloud. + +"What?" said Lawrence startled. + +"I say that life's too short for quarrelling." He held out his +hand. "But be gentle with her, she is very young.-- Yes, what is +it, Fanny?" + +"Major Clowes's compliments, sir, and he would be glad to see +Captain Hyde as soon as convenient." + +At Wanhope half an hour later the sun had gone down behind a bank +of purple fog, and cloud after cloud had put off its vermilion +glow and faded into a vague dimness of twilight: house and garden +were quiet, except for the silver rippling of the river which +went on and on, ceaselessly fleeting over shallows or washing +along through faded sedge. These river murmurs haunted Wanhope +all day and night, and so did the low river-mists: in autumn by +six o'clock the grass was already ankle deep and white as a field +of lilies. + +The tall doors were wide open now: no lamps were lit, but a big +log fire blazed on the hearth, and through the empurpled evening +air the house streamed with flame-light, flinging a ruddy glow +over leafless acacia and misty turf. Stretched on his couch in a +warm and dark angle by the staircase, Clowes was busy with his +collection, examining and sorting a number of small objects which +were laid out on his tray: sparks of light winked between his +fingers as iron or gold or steel turned up a reflecting edge. His +face as white as his hands, the wide eyes blackened by the +expansion of their pupils, he looked like a ghost, but a ghost of +normal habits, washed and shaved and dressed in ordinary tweeds. + +"Hullo, Bernard." + +"Good evening, Lawrence. Oh, you've brought Val and-- +Selincourt, is it? What years since we've met, Selincourt! Very +good of you to come down, and I'm delighted to see you, one can't +have too many witnesses. Mild evening, isn't it? Leave the +doors open, Val, Barry has made up an immense fire, big enough +for January. Now sit down all of you, will you? I shan't keep +you long." + +Propped high on cushions, he lay like a statue, his huge +shoulders squared against them as boldly as if he were in the +saddle. Lawrence, so like him in frame and colouring, stood with +his back to the hearth: Selincourt with his tired eyes and grey +hair sat near the door, one hand slipped between his crossed +knees: Val preferred to stay in the background, a spectator, +interested and deeply sympathetic, but a trifle shadowy. They +were three to one, but the dominant personality was that of the +cripple. + +"It's with you, Lawrence, that I have to do business. You passed +last night with my wife." + +The heavy voice was deadened out of all heat except grossness. +How had Clowes spent the last twelve hours? In reliving over and +over again his wife's fall: defiling her image and poisoning his +own soul with emanations of a diseased mind, from which +Selincourt, a straightforward sinner, would have turned in +disgust. Men of strong passions like Bernard need greater +control than Bernard possessed to curb what they cannot indulge: +and a mind full of gross imagery was nature's revenge on him for +a love that had been to him "hungry, and barren, and sharp as the +sea." But for the friend, the brother, and the lover it was +difficult to grant him such allowances as would have been made by +a physician. + +"That'll do," said Lawrence, raising his hand. "Your wife is +innocent. Send any one you like to the hotel--private detective +if you like--and find out what rooms Miss Stafford and Laura +had, or whether Selincourt and I stayed five minutes in the place +after the ladies went upstairs." + +"So Laura said this morning." + +"There's no loophole for suspicion. I went back with Selincourt +to his rooms and we sat up the rest of the night smoking and +playing auction piquet. He won about five pounds off me. Ask +him: he'll confirm it." + +"That's what he came for, isn't it?" Bernard smiled. "My good +chap, think I don't know that if you gave him a five pound note +to do it Selincourt would hold the door for you?" + +Selincourt's pale face was scarlet. "I say she shall not return +to him!" he broke out loudly. "If this is a specimen of what +he'll say to us, what does he say to her?" + +"No offence, no offence,'' Bernard bore him down, insolent and +jovial. "'The Lord commended the unjust steward.' I foresaw that +Lawrence would lie through thick and thin, and if I'd given it a +thought either way I should have known you'd be brought down to +back him up. And quite right too to stand by your sister--the +more so that all you Selincourts are as poor as Church rats and +naturally don't want your damaged goods back on your hands. But +don't get huffy, keep calm like me. You deny everything, +Lawrence. Quite right: a man's not worth his salt if he won't lie +to protect a woman. Laura also denies everything. Quite right +again: a woman's bound to lie to save her reputation. But the +husband also has his natural function, which is to exercise a +decent incredulity. Perhaps it's a bit difficult for you to +enter into my feelings. You're none of you married men and you +don't know how it stings a man up when his wife makes him a-- +Hallo!" + +"What?" + +"What's the matter with you?" + +"Go on," said Lawrence, flinging himself into a chair: "if you +have a point, come to it. I'm pretty well sick of this." + +"So it seems," said Bernard staring at him. "Is it the good +old-fashioned English word that you can't stomach? All right, after +tonight I shan't offend again. That's my point and I'm coming to +it as fast as I can. I won't have any one of the lot of you near +me again except Val: I acquit him of complicity: he probably +believes Laura innocent. Don't you, Val?" + +"There's no evidence whatever against her, outside your +imagination, old man." + +"You're in love with her yourself," Bernard retorted brutally. +Val started, it was the second time in twelve hours. "Oh! think +I haven't seen that? There's not much I don't see, that goes on +around me. Cheer up, I'm not really jealous of you. Laura never +cared that for you. She was my wife for ten days, after all: it +takes a man to master her." + +"What he wants is a medical man," said Lawrence to Selincourt in +a low voice. He dared not look at Val. + +"After tonight neither Selincourt nor you, Lawrence nor your lady +friend will darken my doors again. Try it on and I'll have you +warned off by the police." + +"Bernard, you over-rate the attractions of your society." + +"Pass to my second point. I don't propose to divorce Laura." + +"You couldn't get a divorce, you ass: you've no case." + +"But equally I don't propose to take her back. If she lives alone +and conducts herself decently I'll make her an allowance--say +four or five hundred a year. If she lives with a lover or tries +to force her way in here I won't give her a stiver. Now, +Selincourt, you had better use your influence or you'll have her +planted on you directly Lawrence gets sick of her. If she goes +from me to Lawrence she can go from Lawrence on the streets for +all I--shut that door, Val!--Keep her out!" + +"Laura! go away!" cried Selincourt. The scene was rising into a +nightmare and his nerves shivered under it. But he was too late. +The wide doorway had filled with people: Laura with her satin +hair, her flying veil, her ineffaceable French grace of air and +dress: Isabel bare-headed, very pale and reluctant: and Mr. +Stafford, who had come down to exercise a moderating influence in +the direction of compromise. Isabel edged round towards +Lawrence, while Mr. Stafford stood glancing from one to another +with keen authoritative eyes, waiting a chance to strike in. But +Laura after her long sleep had recovered her fighting temper and +was no longer content to remain a cipher in her own house. She +smiled and shook her head at Lucian, reddening under her dark +skin. + +"Bernard, have they told you the truth yet? No, I thought not, +Lawrence was too shy." High spirited, for all her sensitiveness, +she laid her slight hand on her husband's wrist. "Did you think +if Lawrence stayed on at Wanhope it must be because he admired +me? You forget that there are younger and prettier women in +Chilmark than I am. Lawrence is going to marry Isabel. It's a +romantic tale," was there a touch of pique in Laura's charming +voice? "and I'm afraid they both of them took some pains to throw +dust in our eyes. I've only this moment learnt it from Isabel." +Yes, undeniably a trace of pique. Women like Laura, used to the +admiration of men however innocent, cannot forego it without a +sigh. She did not grudge Isabel her happiness or even envy it, +and she had never believed Lawrence to be in love with herself, +and yet this courtship that had gone on under her blind eyes +produced in her a faint sense of irritation, of male defection +that had made her look a little silly. She was aware of it +herself and faintly amused and faintly ashamed. "My time for +romantic adventure has gone by. Oh my poor Berns, you forget +that I'm thirty-six!" + +Here was the authentic accent of truth. Clowes heard it, but he +had got beyond the point where a man is capable of saying "I was +wrong, forgive me." At that moment he no longer desired Laura to +be innocent, he would have preferred to justify himself by +proving her guilty. "Take your damned face out of this," he +said, enveloping her in an intensity of hate before which Laura's +delicate personality seemed to shrivel like a scorched leaf. +"Take it away before I kill you." He struck her hand from his +wrist and dashed himself down on the pillow, his great arms and +shoulders writhing above the marble waist like some fierce animal +trapped by the loins. "Oh, I can't stand it, I can't stand +it . . ." + +"Oh dear, this is awful," said Selincourt weakly. He got up and +stood in the doorway. Despair is a terrible thing to watch. Not +even Lawrence dared go near Bernard. It was the priest, inured +to scenes of grief and rebellion, who came forward with the cold +strong common sense of the Christian stoic. "But you will have +to stand it," said Mr. Stafford sternly, "it is the Will of God +and rebellion only makes it worse. After all, thousands of men +of all ranks have had to bear the same trial and with much less +alleviation. You know now that your wife is innocent and is +prepared to forgive you." It did not strike Mr. Stafford that men +like Bernard Clowes do not care to be forgiven by their wives. +There was no confessional box in Chilmark church. "You have +plenty of interests left and plenty of friends: so long as you +don't alienate them by behaving in such an unmanly way. Lift +him, Val.-- Come, Major Clowes, you're torturing your wife. This +is cowardice--" + +"Like Val's, eh?" + +"Like--?" + +"Like your precious Val behaved ten years ago." Clowes raised +himself on his elbows. "Aha! how's that for a smack in the eye?" + +"Val, my darling lad," said Mr. Stafford, stumbling a little in +his speech, "what--what is this?" + +"Poor chap!" Clowes gave his curt "Ha ha!" as he reached out a +long arm to turn on all the lights. "Who was that chap, Hercules +was it, that pulled the temple on his own head? By God, if my +life's gone to pieces, I'll take some of you with me. You, Val, +I was always fond of you: tell your daddy, or shall I, what you +did in the Great War?" + +"Bernard. . . ." + +"Can't stand it, eh? But, like me, you'll have to stand it. +Come, come, Val, this is cowardice--" + +"Lawrence, don't touch him: let it come." + +But no one dared touch Clowes. "Before his sister!" Selincourt +muttered. He had no idea what was coming but Val's grey pallor +frightened him. "And the old man!" Lawrence added with clenched +hands. Clowes ignored them both. He held the entire group in +subjection by sheer savage force of personality. + +"Simple little anecdote of war. Dale, you remember, was a +brother officer of mine. He was shot in a raid and left hanging +on the German wire. In the night when he was dying another chap +in our regiment, that had been lying up all day between the lines +with a bullet in his ribs, crawled across for him. The Boches +opened fire but he got Dale off and started back. Three quarters +of the way over they found a third casualty, a subaltern in the +Dorchesters. This chap wasn't hurt but he was weeping with fear. +He had gone to ground in a shellhole during the advance and +stayed there too frightened to move. The Winchester man was by +now done to the world. He kicked the Dorchester to his feet and +ordered him to carry on with Dale. The Dorchester pointed out +that if he turned up without a scratch on him, he would probably +be shot by court martial, so the other fellow by way of pretext +put a shot through his arm. 'Now you can tell 'em it was you who +fetched Dale.' 'Oh I can't, I'm frightened,' says the Dorchester +boy. 'By God you shall,' says the other, 'or I'll put a second +bullet through your brains.' Now, Val, you finish telling us how +you did the return trip in tears with Dale on your shoulders and +Lawrence at your heels chivying you with a revolver." + +"You unutterable devil," said Lawrence under his breath, "who +told you that?" + +Bernard grinned at him almost amicably. He had got one blow home +at last and felt better. "Why, I've always known it. Dale told +me himself. He lived twenty minutes after you got him in." + +"Val," said Mr. Stafford, "this isn't true?" + +"Perfectly true, sir." + +Undefended, unreserved, stripped even of pride, Val stood up +before them all as if before a firing party, for the others had +involuntarily fallen back leaving him alone. . . . To Lawrence +the silence seemed endless, it went on and on, while through the +open doorway grey shadows crept in, the leafy smell of night and +the liquid river-murmur so much louder than it could have been +heard by day. Suddenly, as if he could not stand the strain any +longer, Val covered his eyes with his hands. The movement, full +of shame galvanized Lawrence into activity. But he had not the +courage to approach Val. He had but one desire which was to get +out of the house. + +"Bernard, if you weren't a cripple I'd put the fear of God into +you with a stick" He stood near the door eyeing his cousin with +a cold dislike more cutting than anger. "You're as safe as a +woman. But I'm through with you. I'll never forgive you this, +never. I'm going: and I shall take your wife with me." He +turned. "Come, Laura--" + +"Take care, Lawrence!" cried Isabel. + +She spoke too late. Bernard's hand was already raised and a +glint of steel shone between his fingers. No one was near enough +to disarm him. Unable to move without exposing Laura, Lawrence +mechanically threw up his wrist on guard, but the trick of +Bernard's left-handed throw was difficult to counter, and +Lawrence was bracing himself for a shock when Val stepped into +the line of fire. Selincourt uttered an exclamation of horror, +and Val reeled heavily. "For me!" said Lawrence under his +breath. He was by Val in a moment, bending over him, tender and +protecting, an arm round his shoulders. "Are you hurt, Val? +What is it, old man?" + +Stafford had one hand pressed to his side. "He meant it for +you," he said, grimacing over the words as if he had not perfect +control of his facial muscles. "Take care. Ah! that's better." +Selincourt with a sweep of his arm had sent the remaining +contents of the swing-tray flying across the floor. There was no +need of such violence, however, for the devil had gone out of +Bernard Clowes now. Deathly pale, his eyes blank with startled +fear, his great frame seemed to break and collapse and he turned +like a lost child to his wife: Laura--Laura . . ." + +"I'm here, my darling." In panic, as if the police were already +at the door, Laura fell on her knees by the low couch. Come what +might he was still her husband, still the man she loved, to be +defended against the consequences of his own acts irrespective of +his deserts. There was much of the wife but more of the mother +in the way she covered him with her arms and breast. "No one +shall touch you, no one. It was only an accident, you never +meant it, and besides Val's only a little hurt--" + +Val, still with that wrenched grimace of pain, turned round and +leant against Lawrence. "Get me out of this," he said weakly. +"Invent some story. Anything, but spare her. Get me out, I'm +going to faint." + +Between them, Lawrence and Selincourt carried him out and laid +him on the steps. No one else paid any attention. Laura was +taken up with Bernard. Mr. Stafford had shuffled over to the +fire and was stooping down to warm his fingers while Isabel tried +brokenly to soothe the anguish from which old and tired hearts +rarely recover. She was more frightened for him than for Val, +and the grief she felt for him was a grief outside herself, which +could be pitied and comforted, whereas the blow that had fallen +on Val seemed to have fallen on her own life also, withering +where it struck. She suffered for her father but with Val, and +this intensity of communion hardened her into steel, for it +seemed as weak and vain to pity him as it would have been to pity +herself if she like him had fallen under the stress of war. The +weak must first be served--later, later there would be time to +pity the strong. + +She did not realize that for Val, whom instinctively she still +classed among the strong, time and opportunity were over. He +fainted before they got him out into the air, and his hand fell +away from his side, and then they saw what was wrong. He had +been stabbed: stabbed with the Persian dagger that Lawrence +himself had given Bernard. Val had taken it under his left +breast, and it was buried to its delicate hilt. When Lawrence +opened his coat and shirt there was scarcely any blood flowing: +scarcely any sign of mischief except his leaden pallor and the +all-but-cessation of his pulse. "Internal haemorrhage," said +Lawrence. He drew out the weapon, which came forth with a slow +sidelong wrench of its curved blade: a gush of blood followed, +running down over Val's shirt, over his shabby coat, over the +steps of Wanhope and the dry autumn turf. Lawrence held the lips +of the wound together with his hand. "Go and find Verney, will +you? Mind, it was an accident. Don't be drawn into giving any +details. We must all stick to the same story." + +"But--but" Selincourt could not frame a coherent question with +his pale frightened lips: "you don't--you can't think--" + +"That he's dying? He won't see another sun rise." + +"But do they--do they--in there--understand?" + +"Oh for them," said Lawrence with his bitter ironical smile, "he +died five minutes ago." + +This then was the end. Waiting in the autumn twilight with Val's +head on his arm Lawrence tried to retrace the steps by which it +had been reached. Bernard's revenge had struck blind and wild as +revenge is apt to strike, but it had helped to bring the wheel +full circle. Val's expiation was complete. In his heart +Lawrence knew that his own was complete also. In breaking Val's +life he had permanently scarred his own. + +And the night when it had all begun came back to him, a March +night, quiet and dark but for the periodical fanbeam of an enemy +searchlight from the slope of an opposite hill: a mild rain had +been falling, falling, ceaselessly, plashingly, over muddy +ploughland or sere grass, over the intricacy of trenchwork behind +the firing lines and the dreary expanse of no man's land between +them: falling over wire entanglements from which dangled rags of +uniform and rags of flesh: falling on faces of the unburied dead +that it was helping to dissolve into, their primal pulp of clay. +War! always war! and no theatre of scarlet and gold and cavalry +charges, but a rat's war of mud and cold and fleas and unutterable, +nerve-dissolving fatigue. Not far off occasionally the rustle of +clothes or the tinkle of an entrenching tool, as a sleeper turned +over or the group sentry shifted arms on the parapet; and always in a +lulling undertone the plash of rain on grass or wire, and the heavy +breathing of tired men. For four years these nocturnal sounds of war +had been familiar in the ears of Lawrence Hyde. He could hear them +now, the river-murmur repeated them. And then as now he had taken +young Stafford's head on his arm, the boy lying as he had lain for +eighteen hours, immovable, the rain running down over his face and +through his short fair hair. + +He had failed . . . Lawrence recalled his own first near glimpse +of death, a fellow subaltern hideously killed at his side: he had +turned faint as the nightmare shape fell and rose and fell again, +spouting blood over his clothes: contact with elder men had +steadied him. By night and alone? Well: even by night and alone +Lawrence knew that he would have recovered himself and gone on. +It was no more than they all had to fight through, thousands of +officers, millions of men. Val had failed. . . . Yet how vast +the disproportion between the crime and the punishment! Endurance +is at a low ebb at nineteen when one's eyelids are dropping and one's +head nodding with fatigue. Oh to sleep--sleep for twelve hours on a +bed between clean sheets, and wake with a mind wiped clear of bloody +memories! . . . memories above all . . . incommunicable things that +even years later, even to men who have shared them, cannot be +recalled except by a half-averted glance and a low "Do you +remember--?" like frightened children holding hands in the dark of +the world. . . . Had any one of them kept sane that night--those +many nights? . . . But how should a civilian understand? + +He felt Val's heart. It was beating slower and slower. If one +could only have one's life over again! but the gods themselves +cannot recall their gifts. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +It was one March evening six mouths later, one of those warm, +still, sunshot-and-grey March evenings when elm-root are blue +with violets and the air is full of the faint indeterminate scent +of tree flowers, that Lawrence brought his bride home to +Farringay. March weather is uncertain, and he preferred to go +where he could be sure of comfort, while Isabel, having once +consented to be married, left all arrangements to him. It was +eight o'clock before they reached the house, and Isabel never +forgot the impression which it made on her when she came in out +of the bloomy twilight; warm and dim and smelling of violets that +were set about in bowls on bookcase and cabinet, while the flames +of an immense wood fire on an open hearth flickered over the blue +and rose of porcelain or the oakleaf and gold of morocco. She +stood in the middle of an ocean of polished floor and looked +round her as if she had lost her way in it, till Lawrence came to +her and kissed her hands. "Isabel, do you like the look of your +new home?" + +"Very much. Thank you." + +"May I take off your furs for you?" Getting no answer he took +them off. Framed in the sable cap and scarf that Yvonne had +given her Isabel still parted her hair on one side, a fashion +which Lawrence had grown to admire immensely, but her young +throat and the fine straight masque of her features were thin and +she had lost much of her colour since the autumn. Lawrence held +her by the wrists and stood looking down at her, compelling her +to raise her eyes, though they soon fell again with a flutter of +the sensitive eyelids. "Are you tired, sweetheart?" + +"Oh no, thank you." + +"Cold?" + +"Not now." + +"Frightened?" + +"A little." + +"You wouldn't rather I left you for a little while?" + +Isabel almost imperceptibly shook her head, but with a shade of +mockery in her smile which prevented Lawrence from taking her in +his arms. "Am I an unsatisfactory wife? Will you soon be tired +of me? No, not yet," she said, moving away from him to put down +her gloves and muff. "I've hardly had time to thank you for my +presents yet. Oh Lawrence, how you spoil me!" She held up her +watch to admire the lettering on its Roman enamel. "'I.H.' Does +that stand for me--am I really Isabel Hyde? And are those +sapphires mine, and can I drink my tea out of this roseleaf +Dresden cup? It does seem strange that saying a few words and +writing one's name in a book should make so much difference." + +"Regretful?" + +"A little oppressed, that's all. I shall soon get used to it. +If you were not you I should hate it. But there's something +essentially generous and careless in you, Lawrence, that makes it +easy to take from you. Come here." He came to her. "Oh, I've +made you blush!" said Isabel, naively surprised. Under her rare +and unexpected praise he had coloured against his will. "Oh +foolish one!" She kissed him sweetly. "Lawrence, are you sorry +Val died?" Lawrence freed himself and turned away. It was six +months since Val's death, but he still could not bear to think of +it and he had scarcely spoken of it to Isabel. + +There had been no protracted farewell for Val. He had died in +Lawrence's arms on the steps of Wanhope without recovering +consciousness, while Verney stood by helpless, and Isabel, by a +stroke of irony, tried to convince poor agonized Laura Clowes +that the law should not touch her husband. It had not done so. +He had been saved mainly by the unscrupulous concerted perjury of +Lawrence and Selincourt, who swore that Val had stumbled and +fallen by accident with the dagger in his hand, while Verney +confined himself to drily agreeing that the wound might have been +self-inflicted. In the absence of any contrary evidence the lie +was allowed to pass, but perhaps it would hardly have done so if +it had not been universally taken for a half-truth. The day +before the inquest there appeared in the Gazette a laconic notice +that Second Lieutenant Valentine Ormsby Stafford, late of the +Dorchester Regiment, had been deprived of his distinction on +account of circumstances recently brought to light. After that, +no need to ask why Val should have had a dagger in his hand! A +jury who had known Val and his father before him were not anxious +to press the case; and perhaps even the coroner was secretly +grateful for evidence which spared him the pain of calling Mr. +Stafford. + +Except in Chilmark, the scandal scarcely ran its nine days, but +there of course it raged like a fire, and no one was much +surprised when the vicar resigned his living and crept away to a +bed-sittingroom in Museum Street, a broken old man, to spend the +brief remainder of his life among black letter texts and +incunabula. He could have borne any sin in the Decalogue less +hardly than a breach of the military oath. He stopped Isabel, +Rowsley, Lawrence himself when they tried to plead for Val. "I +am not angry," he said feebly. "If my son were alive I wouldn't +shut my door on him. But it's better as it is." He even tried to +persuade Isabel to break with Lawrence. "Captain Hyde is an +honourable man and no doubt considers himself bound to you, so +you mustn't wait for him to release himself. It is very sad for +you, my dear, but you belong to a disgraced family now and you +must suffer with the rest of us." Isabel agreed, and returned +her engagement ring. Followed a rather fiery scene, in which +Lawrence lost his temper, and Isabel wept: and finally Mr. +Stafford, finding Lawrence obdurate, broke down and owned that +his one last wish was to see his daughter happily married. He +refused to take her to Bloomsbury. She stayed with Rowsley or at +the Castle till Lawrence brought her to Farringay. + +So there were changes at Chilmark, for the parish went to a +hot-tempered Welshman with a wife and six children, and Wanhope was +let to an American steel magnate, and Mrs. Jack Bendish, always +mischievous when she was unhappy, embroiled them with each other +first and then quarrelled with both. Yes, Wanhope was let: a +fortnight after Val's death Major Clowes went by car to Cornwall +with his wife for a change of air after the shock. He was +reported to have stood the journey very well, but Laura's letters +were not expansive. + +Nor was Isabel: nor any other of those who had been eyewitnesses +of the tragedy at Wanhope. The memory of it cast a shadow and a +silence. Lawrence had never discussed it with Isabel; nor with +Selincourt, except in a hurried whispered interchange of notes to +avoid discrepancy in their evidence; nor with Bernard . . . the +murderer. Since the night when he carried Val dead over the +vicarage threshold Lawrence had not seen his cousin. He had seen +Laura and tried to comfort her, but what could one say? It was +murder. Had it not been for Laura he would have left Clowes to +stand his trial. Even for her sake he would not have kept the +secret if Rowsley, to whom alone it was revealed, had not given +his leave, in the dim blinded room where revenge and anger seemed +small things, and Val's last words, almost unremarked at the +time, took on the solemn force of a dying injunction. The grey +placidity of Val's closed eyelids and crossed hands was the last +memory that Lawrence would have chosen to evoke on his wedding +night. + +"Come and get warm," said Isabel. She saw that she had startled +and distressed her husband, and she drew him down into an immense +armchair by the fire, a man's chair, spacious and soft. "Is +there room for me too?" She slipped into it beside him and threw +her arms round his neck. Lawrence held her lightly and +passively. Not once during their engagement had she so +surrendered herself to him for more than a moment, and he dared +not take advantage of his opportunities for fear of losing her +again. But Isabel smiled at him with shut eyes. "All my heart," +she murmured; "don't be afraid, I'm not going to slip through +your fingers now . . . I love you too, too much . . . Val would +say it was wrong to care so much for any one." + +Val again! Lawrence lifted her eyelashes with his finger. +"Isabel, why are you haunted by Val now? I don't want you to +think of any one but me." + +"Are you jealous of the dead?" + +"Not I!" his voice rang out harsh with passion: "with you in my +arms why should I be jealous of any one in heaven or earth?" + +"Val would say that was wrong too. . . . Lawrence, do you +remember your first wedding night?" + +"Well enough." + +"Was Lizzie beautiful?" + +"I thought so then. She was a tall, well-made piece: black hair, +blue eyes, buxom and plenty of colour. I was shy of her because-- +it's a curious fact--she was my first experience of your sex: +but she was not shy with me, though I believe she too was-- +technically--innocent. Even at the time I was conscious of +something wanting--some grace, some reserve, some economy of +effect. She was of a coming-on disposition, very amorous and +towardly." + +"Val would call that coarse." + +"Probably. Do you object? You asked for it." + +"Not a bit. I don't mind your telling me any thing that's a +fact. Bad thoughts are different, but facts, good or bad, coarse +or refined, are the stuff the world's made of, and why should we +shut our eyes to them? I like to take life as it comes without +expurgation. Lawrence, Lizzie never had any children, did she?" + +"By me?" + +"Yes." + +"No, our married life didn't last long. I should have warned you, +my dear, if I had had any responsibilities of that description." + +"So you would--I forgot that." Isabel lay silent a moment, +nestling her closed eyelids against his throat. "Lawrence, my +darling, I don't want to hurt you; but tell me, did she have any +children after she left you?" + +"Yes--one, a boy: Rendell's." + +"What became of him after Rendell died?" + +"When it became impossible to leave him with Lizzie I sent him to +school. He spends his holidays with my agent here at Farringay. +He's quite a nice little chap, and good looking, like Arther, and +by the gossip of the neighbourhood I'm supposed to be his father. +Do you mind leaving it at that? It's no worse for him and less +ignominious for me." + +"Nothing in what I've heard of your married life is ignominious +for you. So you brought up Rendell's child? Essentially generous +. . . . Kiss me." Isabel's pale beauty glowed like a flame. A +Christian malagre lui and very much ashamed of it, Lawrence gave +her the lightest of butterfly kisses, one on either eyelid. "Oh, +I suppose you'll say I am--what was it?--towardly too," +murmured Isabel. "Don't you want to kiss me?" He shook his head. +Isabel, a trifle startled, opened her eyes, but was apparently +satisfied, for she shut them again hurriedly and let her arm fall +across them. "We'll go and see Rendell's boy tomorrow. You +shall take me. I can say what I like to you now, can't I? . . . +Shall you like to have one of our own?" + +"Isabel, Isabel!" + +"But it's perfectly proper now we're married! Oh Lawrence, it'll +so soon come to seem commonplace-- I want to taste the +strangeness of it while I'm still near enough to Isabel Stafford +to realize what a miracle it'll be. Our own! it seems so strange +to say 'ours.'" + +"I don't want any brats to come between you and me." + +"Aren't you always in your secret soul afraid of life?" + +"Afraid of life--I?" + +"You have no faith . . . Everything we possess--your happiness, +our love, the children you'll give me--don't you hold it all at +the sword's point? You're afraid of death or change?" + +"Yes." + +"How frank you are!" Isabel smiled fleetingly. "Aren't there any +locked doors?--no?--I may go wherever I like ?--Lawrence, are +you sorry Val's dead?" + +"Oh, for heaven's sake, not Val again!" + +"One locked door after all?" + +"I was fond of him," said Lawrence with difficult passion. "He +told me once that I broke his life, it was no one's doing but +mine that he had to go through the crucifixion of that last hour +at Wanhope, and he was killed for me." He left her and went to +the window, flung it up and stood looking out into the night. +"I'd have given my life to save him. I'd give it now--now." + +"I heard from Laura this morning." + +"I wonder she dared write to you." + +"Major Clowes is wonderfully better. He drives out with her +every day and mixes with other people in the sanatorium and makes +friends with them. He's been sleeping better than he has ever +done since his accident." + +"Good God!" + +"He has been having a new massage treatment, and there's just a +faint hope that some day he may be able to get about on +crutches." + +Lawrence had an inclination to laugh. "That's enough," he said, +shuddering. "I don't want to hear any more." + +"She sent a message to you." + +"Well, give it to me, then." + +"'Don't let Lawrence suppose that Bernard has gone unpunished.'" + +"He should have stood his trial," said Lawrence thickly. "It was +murder." + +He understood all that Laura's laconic message implied. Bernard +reformed was Bernard broken by remorse: if he had shot himself-- +which was what Lawrence had anticipated--he would have deserved +less pity. Yet Lawrence would have liked some swifter and less +subtle form of punishment. + +Out of doors in the garden an owl was hooting and the night air +breathed on him its perfume of lilac and violets. How quiet it +was and how fragrant and dim! one could scarcely distinguish +between the dewy glimmer of turf and the dark island-like +thickets of guelder-rose and other flowering shrubs. It was one +of those late spring nights that are full of the promise of +summer; but for Val there were no summers to come. His death had +been as quiet as his life and without any struggle; his head on +Lawrence's arm, he had stretched himself out with a little sigh, +and was gone. Lawrence with his keen physical memory could still +feel that light burden leaning on him. Isabel too had memories +she was afraid of, the watch ticking on the dead man's wrist was +one of them. Many tears had been shed for Val, some very bitter +ones by Yvonne Bendish, but none by Lawrence or by Isabel. It +was murder: a flash of devil's lightning, that withered where it +struck. + +Isabel turned in her chair to watch her husband. He had brought +her straight into the drawingroom without staying to remove his +leathern driving coat, which set off his big frame and the +drilled flatness of his shoulders; everything he wore or used was +expensive and fashionable. There came on her suddenly the +impression of being shut up alone with a stranger, a man of whom +she knew nothing except that in upbringing and outlook he was +entirely different from her and her family. The room seemed +immense and Hyde was at the other end of it. Suddenly he turned +and came striding back to Isabel. Her instinct was to defend +herself. She checked it and kept still, her arms and hands +thrown out motionless along the arms of the chair in which her +slight figure was lying in perfect repose. Lawrence tenderly +took her head between his finger-tips and kissed her mouth. +"Why did you raise a ghost you can't lay?" he said. "My cousin +killed your brother." Isabel smiled at him without moving. Her +eyes were mysteriously full of light. Lawrence knelt down and +threw his arms round her waist and let his head fall against her +bosom. What strength there was in this immature personality +neither yielded nor withdrawn! Lawrence was entirely disarmed +and subdued. He uttered a deep sigh and gave up to Isabel with +the simplicity of a child the secret of his tormented restlessness. +"I am unhappy, Isabel." + +"I know you are, my darling, and that's why I raised the ghost. +What is it troubles you?" + +"My own guilt. I never knew what remorse meant before, but your +Christian ethics have mastered me this time. I had no right to +extract that promise from Val." + +"No. Why did you? It seems so motiveless." + +"Because it amused me to get a man into my power." Isabel felt +him shuddering. "Is this what you call the sense of sin? I used +to hear it described as a theological fiction. But it tears +one's heart out. Bernard killed him: but who put the weapon into +Bernard's hand?" + +"Val did." + +"I don't understand you." + +"The original fault was Val's, and you and Major Clowes were +entangled in the consequences of it. Let us two face the truth +once and for all! Val can stand it--can't you, Val? . . . He +broke his military oath. He deserved a sharp stinging punishment, +and if you had reported him he would have had it; perhaps a worse one +than you exacted, except for that last awful hour at Wanhope, and for +that Major Clowes, not you, was responsible. Oh, I won't say he +deserved precisely what he got! because judgment ought to be +dispassionate, and in yours there was an element of cruelty for +cruelty's sake; wasn't there? You half enjoyed it and half shivered +under it . . ." + +"More than half enjoyed it," said Hyde under his breath. + +"But I do not believe that was your only motive. I think you +were sorry for Val. Haven't I seen you watching him at Wanhope? +with such a strange half-unwilling pity, as if you hated yourself +for it. Oh Lawrence, it's for that I love you!" Lawrence shook +his head. He had never been able to analyse the complex of +feelings that had determined his attitude to Val. "Well, in any +case it was not your fault only. A coward is an irresistible +temptation to a bully." + +"Do you call Val a coward? Nervous collapses were not so +uncommon as you may have gathered from the Daily Mail." + +"Did Major Clowes describe the scene truthfully?" + +"Yes." + +"Did you ever break down like Val?" + +"I was older." + +"There were plenty of boys of nineteen, officers and men. Did +you ever know such another case so complete, so prolonged?" + +"I've commanded a firing party." + +"For cowardice?" + +"For cowardice." + +"A worse exhibition than Val's?" + +"Isabel, you are pitiless!" + +"Because Val deserves justice not mercy. It's his due: he died +to earn it." + +Hyde was silent, not thoroughly understanding her. + +"He wasn't a coward when he died," said Isabel with her sweet +half melancholy smile. "He fought under a heavy handicap, and +won: he paid his debt, paid it to the last farthing; and now do +you grudge him his sleep? 'He hates him, that would upon the +rack of this tough world stretch him out longer. . . .'" Her +beautiful voice dropped to a murmur which was almost lost in the +rustling of flames on the hearth and the stir of wind among +budded branches in the garden. + +The clock struck ten and Lawrence raised his head. "It's growing +late, Isabel. Aren't you tired?" + +"A little. I got up at five to say good-bye to all the animals." + +"All the--?" + +"My cocks and hens and Val's mare and Dodor and Zou-zou and +Rowsley's old rabbits. They're at the Castle, don't you +remember? Jack Bendish offered to take charge of them when we +turned out of the vicarage." + +"I hope you put your pinafore on," said her husband. + +He took her by the hands and raised her to her feet, and Isabel +with irreproachable docility began to collect her scattered +belongings, her sable scarf and mull and veil. Lawrence +forestalled her. "Mayn't I even carry my own gloves?" Isabel +pleaded. "No, you're so slow," said Lawrence laughing down at +her. Isabel's cheeks flew their scarlet flag before the invading +enemy. "Isabel," Lawrence murmured, "are you shy of me?" + +"A little. I'm only twenty," Isabel excused herself. + +"And I'm not gentle. I shall brush the bloom off. . . . Yet I +love the bloom." + +He went to close the window. A breath of night wind shook +through the bushes on the lawn and blew off a snow of petals +through the soft air. He was not a believer in the immortality +of the soul, but tonight he would have given much to know that +Val was near him, a spirit of smiling tenderness. But no: the +night was empty of everything except moonlight and petals and the +sighing of wind over diapered turf. Youth passes, and beauty, and +bloom: it is of the essence of their sweetness that they cannot +last. 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