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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/12672-0.txt b/12672-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b0ceaea --- /dev/null +++ b/12672-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8670 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12672 *** + +A SPINNER IN THE SUN + +BY + +MYRTLE REED + +1906 + + + + + + + +Contents + + I. "THE FIRE WAS KIND" + II. MISS MEHITABLE + III. THE PEARLS + IV. "FROM THE DEPTHS OF HIS LOVE" + V. ARAMINTA + VI. PIPES O' PAN + VII. THE HONOUR OF THE SPOKEN WORD + VIII. PIPER TOM + IX. HOUSECLEANING + X. RALPH'S FIRST CASE + XI. THE LOOSE LINK + XII. A GREY KITTEN + XIII. THE RIVER COMES INTO ITS OWN + XIV. A LITTLE HOUR OF TRIUMPH + XV. THE STATE OF ARAMINTA'S SOUL + XVI. THE MARCH OF THE DAYS + XVII. LOVED BY A DOG + XVIII. UNDINE + XIX. IN THE SHADOW OF THE CYPRESS + XX. THE SECRET OF THE VEIL + XXI. THE POPPIES CLAIM THEIR OWN + XXII. FORGIVENESS + XXIII. UNDINE FINDS HER SOUL + XXIV. TELLING AUNT HITTY + XXV. REDEEMED + XXVI. THE LIFTING OF THE VEIL + + + + +A Spinner in the Sun + + + + +I + +"The Fire was Kind" + +The little house was waiting, as it had waited for many years. Grey +and weather-worn, it leaned toward the sheltering hillside as though to +gather from the kindly earth some support and comfort for old age. +Five-and-twenty Winters had broken its spirit, five-and-twenty Springs +had not brought back the heart of it, that had once gone out, with +dancing feet and singing, and had returned no more. + +For a quarter of a century, the garden had lain desolate. Summers came +and went, but only a few straggling blooms made their way above the +mass of weeds. In early Autumn, thistles and milkweed took possession +of the place, the mournful purple of their flowering hiding the garden +beneath trappings of woe. And at night, when the Autumn moon shone +dimly, frail ghosts of dead flowers were set free from the thistles and +milkweed. The wind of Indian Summer, itself a ghost, convoyed them +about the garden, but they never went beyond it. Each year the panoply +of purple spread farther, more surely hiding the brave blooms beneath. + +Far down the path, beside the broken gate, a majestic cypress cast +portentous gloom. Across from it, and quite hiding the ruin of the +gate, was a rose-bush, which, every June, put forth one perfect white +rose. Love had come through the gate and Love had gone out again, but +this one flower was left behind. + +Brambles grew about the doorstep, and the hinges of the door were deep +in rust. No friendly light gleamed at night from the lattice, a beacon +to the wayfarer or a message of cheer to the disheartened, since the +little house was alone. The secret spinners had hung a drapery of +cobwebs before the desolate windows, as though to veil the loneliness +from passers-by. No fire warmed the solitary hearth, no gay and +careless laughter betrayed the sleeping echoes into answer. Within the +house were only dreams, which never had come true. + +A bit of sewing yet lay upon the marble-topped table in the +sitting-room, and an embroidery frame, holding still a square of fine +linen, had fallen from a chair. An open book was propped against the +back of the chair, and a low rocker, facing it, was swerved sharply +aside. The evidence of daily occupation, suddenly interrupted, was all +there--a quiet content, overlaid by a dumb, creeping paralysis. + +The March wind blew fiercely through the night and the little house +leaned yet more toward the sheltering hill. Afar, in the village, a +train rumbled into the station; the midnight train from the city by +which the people of Rushton regulated their watches and clocks. +Strangely enough, it stopped, and more than one good man, turning +uneasily upon his pillow, wondered if the world might have come to its +end. + +Half an hour afterward, a lone figure ascended the steep road which led +to the house. A woman, fearless of the night, because Life had already +done its worst to her, stumbled up the stony, overgrown way. The moon +shone fitfully among the flying clouds, and she guided herself by its +uncertain gleams, pausing now and then, in complete darkness, to wait +for more light. + +Ghost-like, a long white chiffon veil trailed behind her, too securely +fastened to her hat to be blown away. Even in the night, she watched +furtively and listened for approaching footsteps, one hand holding the +end of her veil in such a way that she might quickly hide her face. + +Outside the gate she paused, irresolute. At the last moment, it seemed +as if she could never enter the house again. A light snow had fallen +upon the dead garden, covering its scarred face with white. Miss +Evelina noted quickly that her garden, too, was hidden as by chiffon. + +A gust of wind made her shiver--or was it the veiled garden? Nerving +herself to her necessity, she took up her satchel and went up the path +as one might walk, with bared feet, up a ladder of swords. Each step +that took her nearer the house hurt her the more, but she was not of +those who cry out when hurt. She set her lips more firmly together and +continued upon her self-appointed way. + +When she reached the house, she already had the key in her uncertain +fingers. The rusty lock yielded at length and the door opened noisily. +Her heart surged painfully as she entered the musty darkness. It was +so that Miss Evelina came home, after five-and-twenty years. + +The thousand noises of an empty house greeted her discordantly. A +rattling window was answered by a creaking stair, a rafter groaned +dismally, and the scurrying feet of mice pattered across a distant +floor. + +Fumbling in her satchel, Miss Evelina drew out a candle and a box of +matches. Presently there was light in the little house--a faint +glimmering light, which flickered, when the wind shook the walls, and +twinkled again bravely when it ceased. + +She took off her wraps, and, through force of habit, pinned the +multitudinous folds of her veil to her hair, forgetting that at +midnight, and in her own house, there were none to see her face. + +Then she made a fire, for the body must be warmed, though the heart is +dead, and the soul stricken dumb. She had brought with her a box +containing a small canister of tea, and she soon had ready a cup of it, +so strong that it was bitter. + +With her feet upon the hearth and the single candle flickering upon the +mantel shelf, she sat in the lonely house and sipped her tea. Her +well-worn black gown clung closely to her figure, and the white chiffon +veil, thrown back, did not wholly hide her abundant hair. The horror +of one night had whitened Miss Evelina's brown hair at twenty, for the +sorrows of Youth are unmercifully keen. + +"I have come back," she thought. "I have come back through that door. +I went out of it, laughing, at twenty. At forty-five, I have come +back, heart-broken, and I have lived. + +"Why did I not die?" she questioned, for the thousandth time. "If +there had been a God in Heaven, surely I must have died." + +The flames leaped merrily in the fireplace and the discordant noises of +the house resolved themselves into vague harmony. A cricket, safely +ensconced for the Winter in a crevice of the hearth, awoke in the +unaccustomed warmth, piping a shrill and cheery welcome, but Miss +Evelina sat abstractedly, staring into the fire. + +After all, there had never been anything but happiness in the +house--the misery had been outside. Peace and quiet content had dwelt +there securely, but the memory of it brought no balm now. + +As though it were yesterday, the black walnut chair, covered with +haircloth, stood primly against the wall. Miss Evelina had always +hated the chair, and here, after twenty-five years, it confronted her +again. She mused, ironically, upon the permanence of things usually +considered transient and temporary. Her mother's sewing was still upon +the marble-topped table, but the hands that held it were long since +mingled with the dust. Her own embroidery had apparently but just +fallen from the chair, and the dream that had led to its +fashioning--was only a dream, from which she awoke to enduring agony. +With swift hatred, she turned her back upon the embroidery frame, and +hid her face in her hands. + +Time, as time, had ceased to exist for her. She suffered until +suffering brought its own far anodyne--the inability to sustain it +further,--then she slept, from sheer weariness. Before dawn, usually, +she awoke, sufficiently rested to suffer again. When she felt faint, +she ate, scarcely knowing what she ate, for food was as dust and ashes +in her mouth. + +In the bag that hung from her belt was a vial of laudanum, renewed from +time to time as she feared its strength was waning. She had been +taught that it was wicked to take one's own life, and that God was +always kind. Not having experienced the kindness, she began to doubt +the existence of God, and was immediately face to face with the idea +that it could not be wrong to die if one was too miserable to live. +Her mind revolved perpetually in this circle and came continually back +to a compromise. She would live one more day, and then she would free +herself. There was always a to-morrow when she should be free, but it +never came. + +The fire died down and the candle had but a few minutes more to burn. +It was the hour of the night when life is at its lowest--when souls +pass out into the great Beyond. Miss Evelina took the vial from her +reticule and uncorked it. The bitter, pungent odour came as sweet +incense to her nostrils. No one knew she had come. No one would ever +enter her door again. She might die peacefully in her own house, and +no one would know until the walls crumbled to dust--perhaps not even +then. And Miss Evelina had a horror of a grave. + +She drew a long breath of the bitterness. The silken leaves of the +poppies--flowers of sleep--had been crushed into this. The lees must +be drained from the Cup of Life before the Cup could be set aside. +Every one came to this, sooner or later. Why not choose? Why not +drain the Cup now? When it had all been bitter, why hesitate to drink +the lees? + +The monstrous and incredible passion of the race was slowly creeping +upon her. Her eyes gleamed and her cheeks burned. The hunger for +death at her own hands and on her own terms possessed her frail body to +the full. "If there had been a God in Heaven," she said, aloud, +"surely I must have died!" + +The words startled her and her hand shook so that some of the laudanum +was spilled. It was long since she had heard her own voice in more +than a monosyllabic answer to some necessary question. Inscrutably +veiled in many folds of chiffon, she held herself apart from the world, +and the world, carelessly kind, had left her wholly to herself. + +Slowly, she put the cork tightly into the vial and slipped it back into +her bag. "Tomorrow," she sighed; "to-morrow I shall set myself free." + +The fire flickered and without warning the candle went out, in a gust +of wind which shook the house to its foundations. Stray currents of +air had come through the crevices of the rattling windows and kept up +an imperfect ventilation. She took another candle from her satchel, +put it into a candlestick of blackened brass, and slowly ascended the +stairs. + +She went to her own room, though her feet failed her at the threshold +and she sank helplessly to the floor. Too weak to stand, she made her +way on her knees to her bed, leaving the candle in the hall, just +outside her door. As she had suspected, it was hardest of all to enter +this room. + +A pink and white gown of dimity, yellowed, and grimed with dust, yet +lay upon her bed. Cobwebs were woven over the lace that trimmed the +neck and sleeves. Out of the fearful shadows, mute reminders of a lost +joy mocked her from every corner of the room. + +She knelt there until some measure of strength came back to her, and, +with it, a mad fancy. "To-night," she said to herself, "I will be +brave. For once I will play a part, since to-morrow I shall be free. +To-night, it shall be as though nothing had happened--as though I were +to be married to-morrow and not to--to Death!" + +She laughed wildly, and, even to her own ears, it had a fantastic, +unearthly sound. The empty rooms took up the echo and made merry with +it, the sound dying at last into a silence like that of the tomb. + +She brought in the candle, took the dimity gown from the bed, and shook +it to remove the dust. In her hands it fell apart, broken, because it +was too frail to tear. She laid it on a chair, folding it carefully, +then took the dusty bedding from her bed and carried it into the hall, +dust and all. In an oaken chest in a corner of her room was her store +of linen, hemmed exquisitely and embroidered with the initials: "E. G." + +She began to move about feverishly, fearing that her resolution might +fail. The key of the chest was in a drawer in her dresser, hidden +beneath a pile of yellowed garments. Her hands, so long nerveless, +were alive and sentient now. When she opened the chest, the scent of +lavender and rosemary, long since dead, struck her like a blow. + +The room swam before her, yet Miss Evelina dragged forth her linen +sheets and pillow-slips, musty, but clean, and made her bed. Once or +twice, her veil slipped down over her face, and she impatiently pushed +it back. The candle, burning low, warned her that she must make haste, + +In one of the smaller drawers of her dresser was a nightgown of +sheerest linen, wonderfully stitched by her own hands. She hesitated a +moment, then opened the drawer. + +Tiny bags of sweet herbs fell from the folds as she shook it out. It +was yellowed and musty and as frail as a bit of fine lace, but it did +not tear in her hands. "I will wear it," she thought, grimly, "as I +planned to do, long ago." + +At last she stood before her mirror, the ivory-tinted lace falling away +from her neck and shoulders. Her neck was white and firm, but her +right shoulder was deeply, hideously scarred. "Burned body and burned +soul," she muttered, "and this my wedding night!" + +For the first time in her life, she pitied herself, not knowing that +self-pity is the first step toward relief from overpowering sorrow. +When detachment is possible, the long, slow healing has faintly, but +surely, begun. + +She unpinned her veil, took down her heavy white hair, and braided it. +There was no gleam of silver, even in the light--it was as lustreless +as a field of snow upon a dark day. That done, she stood there, +staring at herself in the mirror, and living over, remorselessly, the +one day that, like a lightning stroke, had blasted her life. + +Her veil slipped, unheeded, from her dresser to the floor. Leaning +forward, she studied her face, that she had once loved, then swiftly +learned to hate. Even on the street, closely veiled, she would not +look at a shop window, lest she might see herself reflected in the +plate glass, and she had kept the mirror, in her room covered with a +cloth, + +Since the day she left the hospital, where they all had been so kind to +her, no human being, save herself, had seen her face. She had prayed +for death, but had not been more than slightly ill, upborne, as she +was, by a great grief which sustained her as surely as an ascetic is +kept alive by the passion of his faith. She hungered now for the sight +of her face as she hungered for death, and held the flaring candle +aloft that she might see better. + +Then a wave of impassioned self-pity swept her like flame. "The fire +was kind," she said, stubbornly, as though to defend herself from it. +"It showed me the truth." + +She leaned yet closer to the glass, holding the dripping candle on +high. "The fire was kind," she insisted again. Then the floodgates +opened, and for the first time in all the sorrowful years, she felt the +hot tears streaming over her face. Her hand shook, but she held her +candle tightly and leaned so close to the mirror that her white hair +brushed its cracked surface. + +"The fire was kind," sobbed Miss Evelina. "Oh, but the fire was kind!" + + + + +II + +Miss Mehitable + +The slanting sunbeams of late afternoon crept through the cobwebbed +window, and Miss Evelina stirred uneasily in her sleep. The mocking +dream vanished and she awoke to feel, as always, the iron, icy hand +that unmercifully clutched her heart. The room was cold and she +shivered as she lay beneath her insufficient covering. + +At length she rose, and dressed mechanically, avoiding the mirror, and +pinning her veil securely to her hair. She went downstairs slowly, +clinging to the railing from sheer weakness. She was as frail and +ghostly as some disembodied spirit of Grief. + +Soon, she had a fire. As the warmth increased, she opened the rear +door of the house to dispel the musty atmosphere. The March wind blew +strong and clear through the lonely rooms, stirring the dust before it +and swaying the cobwebs. Suddenly, Miss Evelina heard a footstep +outside and instinctively drew down her veil. + +Before she could close the door, a woman, with a shawl over her head, +appeared on the threshold, peered curiously into the house, then +unhesitatingly entered. + +"For the land's sake!" cried a cheery voice. "You scared me most to +death! I saw the smoke coming from the chimney and thought the house +was afire, so I come over to see." + +Miss Evelina stiffened, and made no reply. + +"I don't know who you are," said the woman again, mildly defiant, "but +this is Evelina Grey's house." + +"And I," answered Miss Evelina, almost inaudibly, "am Evelina Grey." + +"For the land's sake!" cried the visitor again. "Don't you remember +me? Why, Evelina, you and I used to go to school together. You----" + +She stopped, abruptly. The fact of the veiled face confronted her +stubbornly. She ransacked her memory for a forgotten catastrophe, a +quarter of a century back. Impenetrably, a wall was reared between +them. + +"I--I'm afraid I don't remember," stammered Miss Evelina, in a low +voice, hoping that the intruder would go. + +"I used to be Mehitable Smith, and that's what I am still, having been +spared marriage. Mehitable is my name, but folks calls me Hitty--Miss +Hitty," she added, with a slight accent on the "Miss." + +"Oh," answered Miss Evelina, "I remember," though she did not remember +at all. + +"Well, I'm glad you've come back," went on the guest, politely. +Altogether in the manner of one invited to do so, she removed her shawl +and sat down, furtively eyeing Miss Evelina, yet affecting to look +carelessly about the house. + +She was a woman of fifty or more, brisk and active of body and kindly, +though inquisitive, of countenance. Her dark hair, scarcely touched +with grey, was parted smoothly in the exact centre and plastered down +on both sides, as one guessed, by a brush and cold water. Her black +eyes were bright and keen, and her gold-bowed spectacles were +habitually worn half-way down her nose. Her mouth and chin were +indicative of great firmness--those whose misfortune it was to differ +from Miss Hitty were accustomed to call it obstinacy. People of +plainer speech said it was "mulishness." + +Her gown was dark calico, stiffly starched, and made according to the +durable and comfortable pattern of her school-days. "All in one +piece," Miss Hitty was wont to say. "Then when I bend over, as folks +that does housework has to bend over, occasionally, I don't come apart +in the back. For my part, I never could see sense in wearing clothes +that's held by a safety-pin in the back instead of good, firm cloth, +and, moreover, a belt that either slides around or pinches where it +ain't pleasant to be pinched, ain't my notion of comfort. Apron +strings is bad enough, for you have to have 'em tight to keep from +slipping." Miss Hitty had never worn corsets, and had the straight, +slender figure of a boy. + +The situation became awkward. Miss Evelina still stood in the middle +of the room, her veiled face slightly averted. The impenetrable +shelter of chiffon awed Miss Mehitable, but she was not a woman to give +up easily when embarked upon the quest for knowledge. Some unusual +state of mind kept her from asking a direct question about the veil, +and meanwhile she continually racked her memory. + +Miss Evelina's white, slender hands opened and closed nervously. Miss +Hitty set her feet squarely on the floor, and tucked her immaculate +white apron closely about her knees. "When did you come?" she demanded +finally, with the air of the attorney for the prosecution. + +"Last night," murmured Miss Evelina. + +"On that late train?" + +"Yes." + +"I heard it stop, but I never sensed it was you. Seemed to me I heard +somebody go by, too, but I was too sleepy to get up and see. I thought +I must be dreaming, but I was sure I heard somebody on the walk. If +I'd known it was you, I'd have made you stop at my house for the rest +of the night, instead of coming up here alone." + +"Very kind," said Miss Evelina, after an uncomfortable pause. + +"You might as well set down," remarked Miss Hitty, with a new +gentleness of manner. "I'm going to set a spell." + +Miss Evelina sat, helplessly, in the hair-cloth chair which she hated, +and turned her veiled face yet farther away from her guest. Seeing +that her hostess did not intend to talk, Miss Hitty began a +conversation, if anything wholly one-sided may be so termed. + +"I live in the same place," she said. "Ma died seventeen years ago on +the eighteenth of next April, and left the house and the income for me. +There was enough to take care of two, and so I took my sister's child, +Araminta, to bring up. You know my poor sister got married. She ought +to have known better, but she didn't. She just put her head into the +noose, and it slipped up on her, as I told her it would, both before +and after the ceremony. Having seen all the trouble men make in the +world, I sh'd think women would know enough to keep away from 'em, but +they don't--that is, some women don't." Miss Hitty smoothed her stiff +white apron with an air of conscious virtue. + +"Araminta was only a year old when her ma got enough of marrying and +went to her reward in Heaven. What she 'd been through would have +tried the patience of a saint, and Barbara wasn't no saint. None of +the Smith family have ever grown wings here on earth, but it's my +belief that we'll all be awarded our proper plumage in Heaven. + +"He--" the pronoun was sufficiently definite to indicate Araminta's +hapless father--"was always tracking dirt into the clean kitchen, and +he had an appetite like a horse. Barbara would make a cake to set away +for company, and he'd gobble it all up at one meal just as if 't was a +doughnut. She was forever cooking and washing dishes and sweeping up +after him. When he come into the house, she'd run for the broom and +dustpan, and follow him around, sweeping up, and if you'll believe me, +the brute scolded her for it. He actually said once, in my presence, +that if he'd known how neat she was, he didn't believe he'd have +married her. That shows what men are--if it needs showing. It's no +wonder poor Barbara died. I hope there ain't any brooms in Heaven and +that she's havin' a good rest now. + +"Araminta's goin' on nineteen, and she's a sensible girl, if I do say +it as shouldn't. She's never spoke to a man except to say 'yes' and +'no.' I've taught her to steer clear of 'em, and even when she was +only seven years old, she'd run if she saw one coming. She knows they +'re pizen and I don't believe I'll ever have any cause to worry about +Minty. + +"I've got the minister boarding with me," pursued Miss Hitty, +undaunted, and cheerfully taking a fresh start. "Ministers don't +count, and I must say that, for a man, Mr. Thorpe is very little +trouble. He wipes his feet sometimes for as much as five minutes when +he's coming in, and mostly, when it's pleasant weather, he's out. When +he's in, he usually stays in his room, except at meals. He don't eat +much more 'n a canary, and likes what he eats, and don't need hardly +any pickin' up after, though a week ago last Saturday he left a collar +layin' on the bureau instead of putting it into his bag. + +"I left it right where 't was, and Sunday morning he put it where it +belonged. He's never been married and he's learned to pick up after +himself. I wouldn't have had him, on Araminta's account, only that +there wasn't no other place for him to stay, and it was put to me by +the elders as being my Christian duty. I wouldn't have took him, +otherwise, and we've never had an unmarried minister before. + +"Besides, Mr. Thorpe ain't pleasing the congregation, and I don't know +that he'll stay long. He's been here six months and three Sundays +over, and I've been to every single service, church and Sunday-school +and prayer-meeting, and he ain't never said one word about hell. It's +all of the joys of Heaven and a sure reward in the hereafter for +everybody that's done what they think is right--nothing much, mind you, +about what is right. Why, when Mr. Brewster was preaching for us, some +of the sinners would get up and run right out of the church when he got +started on hell and the lost souls writhin' in the flames. That was a +minister worth having. + +"But Mr. Thorpe, now, he doesn't seem to have no sense of the duties of +his position. Week before last, I heard of his walkin' along the river +with Andy Rogers--arm in arm, if you'll believe me, with the worst +drunkard and chicken thief in town. The very idea of a minister +associatin' with sinners! Mr. Brewster would never have done that. +Why, Andy was one of them that run out of the church the day the +minister give us that movin' sermon on hell, and he ain't never dared +to show his face in a place of worship since. + +"As I said, I don't think Mr. Thorpe 'll be with us long, for the +vestry and the congregation is getting dissatisfied. There ain't been +any open talk, except in the Ladies' Aid Society, but public opinion is +settin' pretty strongly in that direction." Miss Hitty dropped her +final g's when she got thoroughly interested in her subject and at +times became deeply involved in grammatical complications. + +"Us older ones, that's strong in the faith, ain't likely to be injured +by it, I suppose, but there's always the young ones to be considered, +and it's highly important for Araminta to have the right kind of +influence. Of course Mr. Thorpe don't talk on religious subjects at +home, and I ain't let Araminta go to church the last two Sundays. +Meanwhile, I've talked hell to her stronger 'n common. + +"But, upon my soul, I don't know what Rushton is comin' to. A month or +so ago, there was an outlandish, heathen character come here that beats +anything I've ever heard tell of. His name is Tom Barnaby and he's set +up a store on the edge of town, in the front parlour of Widow Simon's +house. She's went and rented it to him, and she says he pays his rent +regular. + +"He wears leather leggings and a hat with a red feather stuck in it, +and he's gone into competition with Mrs. Allen, who's kept the +dry-goods here for the last twenty years. + +"Of course," she went on, a little wistfully, "I've always patronised +Mrs. Allen, and I always shall. They do say Barnaby's goods is a great +deal cheaper, but I'd feel it my duty to buy of a woman, anyhow, even +though she has been married. She's been a widow for so long, it's most +the same as if she'd never been married at ail. + +"Barnaby lives with a dog and does for himself, but he's hardly ever in +his store. People go there to buy things and find the door propped +open with a brick, and a sign says to come in and take what you want. +The price of everything is marked good and plain, and another sign says +to put the money in the drawer and make your own change. The +blacksmith was at him for doing business so shiftless, and Barnaby +laughed and said that if anybody wanted anything he had bad enough to +steal it, whoever it was, he was good and welcome to it. That just +shows how crazy he is. Most of the time he's roaming around the +country, with his yellow dog at his heels, making outlandish noises on +some kind of a flute. He can't play a tune, but he keeps trying. +Folks around here call him Piper Tom. + +"Of course I wouldn't want Mrs. Allen to know, but I've thought that +sometime when he was away and there was nobody there to see, I'd just +step in for a few minutes and take a look at his goods. Elmiry Jones +says his calico is beautiful, and that for her part, she's going to +trade there instead of at Allen's. I suppose it is a temptation. I +might do it myself, if 't want for my principles." + +The speaker paused for breath, but Miss Evelina still sat silently in +her chair. "What was it?" thought Miss Hitty. "I was here, and I knew +at the time, but what happened? How did I come to forget? I must be +getting old!" + +She searched her memory without result. Her house was situated at the +crossroads, and, being on higher ground, commanded a good view of the +village below. Gradually, her dooryard had become a sort of clearing +house for neighbourhood gossip. Travellers going and coming stopped at +Miss Hitty's to drink from the moss-grown well, give their bit of news, +and receive, in return, the scandal of the countryside. Had it not +been for the faithful and industrious Miss Mehitable, the town might +have needed a daily paper. + +"Strange I can't think," she said to herself. "I don't doubt it'll +come to me, though. Something happened to Evelina, and she went away, +and her mother went with her to take care of her, and then her mother +died, all at once, of heart failure. It happened the same week old +Mis' Hicks had a doctor from the city for an operation, and the +Millerses barn was struck by lightning and burnt up, and so I s'pose +it's no wonder I've sorter lost track of it." + +Miss Evelina's veiled face was wholly averted now, and Miss Hitty +studied her shrewdly. She noted that the black gown was well-worn, and +had, indeed, been patched in several places. The shoes which tapped +impatiently on the floor were undeniably shabby, though they had been +carefully blacked. Against the unrelieved sombreness of her gown. +Miss Evelina's hands were singularly frail and transparent. Every line +of her body was eloquent of weakness and well-nigh insupportable grief. + +"Well," said Miss Hitty, again, though she felt that the words were +flat; "I'm glad you've come back. It seems like old times for us to be +settin' here, talkin', and--" here she laughed shrilly--"we've both +been spared marriage." + +A small, slender hand clutched convulsively at the arm of the haircloth +chair, but Miss Evelina did not speak. + +"I see," went on Miss Hitty, not unkindly, "that you're still in +mourning for your mother. You mustn't take it so hard. Sometimes +folks get to feeling so sorry about something that they can't never get +over it, and they keep on going round and round all the time like a +squirrel in a wheel, and keep on getting weaker till it gets to be a +kind of disease there ain't no cure for. Leastwise, that's what Doctor +Dexter says." + +"Doctor Dexter!" With a cry, Miss Evelina sprang to her feet, her +hands tightly pressed to her heart. + +"The same," nodded Miss Hitty, overjoyed to discover that at last her +hostess was interested. "Doctor Anthony Dexter, our old schoolmate, as +had just graduated when you lived here before. He went away for a year +and then he came back, bringing a pretty young wife. She's dead, but +he has a son, Ralph, who's away studying to be a doctor. He'll +graduate this Spring and then he's coming here to help his father with +his practice. Doctor Dexter's getting old, like the rest of us, and he +don't like the night work. Some folks is inconsiderate enough to get +sick in the night. They orter have regular hours for it, same as a +doctor has hours for business. Things would fit better. + +"Well, I must be going, for I left soup on the stove, and Araminta's +likely as not to let it burn. I'm going to send your supper over to +you, and next week, if the weather's favourable, we'll clean this +house. Goodness knows it needs it. I'd just as soon send over all +your meals till you get settled--'t wouldn't be any trouble. Or, you +can come over to my house if you wouldn't mind eating with the +minister. It seems queer to set down to the table with a man, and not +altogether natural, but I'm beginning to get used to it, and it gives +us the advantage of a blessing, and, anyway, ministers don't count. +Come over when you can. Goodbye!" + +With a rustle of stiffly starched garments Miss Mehitable took her +departure, carefully closing the door and avoiding the appearance of +haste. This was an effort, for every fibre of her being ached to get +back to the clearing house, where she might speculate upon Evelina's +return. It was her desire, also, to hunt up the oldest inhabitant +before nightfall and correct her pitiful lapse of memory. + +At the same time, she was planning to send Araminta over with a nice +hot supper, for Miss Evelina seemed to be far from strong, and, even to +one lacking in discernment, acutely unhappy. + +Down the road she went, her head bowed in deep and fruitless thought. +Swiftly, as in a lightning flash, and without premonition, she +remembered. + +"Evelina was burnt," she said to herself, triumphantly, "over to Doctor +Dexter's, and they took her on the train to the hospital. I guess she +wears that veil all the time." + +Then Miss Hitty stopped at her own gate, catching her breath quickly. +"She must have been burnt awful," she thought. "Poor soul!" she +murmured, her sharp eyes softening with tears. "Poor soul!" + + + + +III + +The Pearls + +A rap at the door roused Miss Evelina from a deadly stupor which seemed +stabbed through with daggers of pain. She sat quite still, determined +not to open the door. Presently, she heard the sound of retreating +footsteps, and was reassured. Then she saw a bit of folded paper which +had been slipped under the door, and, mechanically, she picked it up. + +"Here's your supper," the note read, briefly. "When you get done, +leave the tray outside. I'll come and get it. I would like to have +you come over if you want to.--Mehitable Smith." + +Touched by the unexpected kindness, Miss Evelina took in the tray. +There was a bowl of soup, steaming hot, a baked potato, a bit of thin +steak, fried, in country fashion, two crisp, buttered rolls, and a pot +of tea. Faint and sick of heart, she pushed it aside, then in simple +justice to Miss Hitty, tasted of the soup. A little later, she put the +tray out on the doorstep again, having eaten as she had not eaten for +months. + +She considered the chain of circumstances that had led her back to +Rushton. First, the knowledge that Doctor Dexter had left the place +for good. She had heard of that, long ago, but, until now, no one had +told her that he had returned. She had thought it impossible for him +ever to return--even to think of it again, + +Otherwise--here the thread of her thought snapped, and she clutched at +the vial of laudanum which, as always, was in the bag at her belt. She +perceived that the way of escape was closed to her. Broken in spirit +though she was, she was yet too proud to die like a dog at Anthony +Dexter's door, even after five-and-twenty years. + +Bitterest need alone had driven her to take the step which she so +keenly regretted now. The death of her mother, hastened by misfortune, +had left her with a small but certain income, paid regularly from two +separate sources. One source had failed without warning, and her +slender legacy was cut literally in two. Upon the remaining half she +must eke out the rest of her existence, if she continued to exist at +all. It was absolutely necessary for her to come back to the one +shelter which she could call her own. + +Weary, despairing, and still in the merciless grip of her obsession, +she had come--only to find that Anthony Dexter had long since preceded +her. A year afterward, Miss Hitty said, he had come back, with a +pretty young wife. And he had a son. + +The new knowledge hurt, and Evelina had fancied that she could be hurt +no more, that she had reached the uttermost limits of pain. By a +singular irony, the last refuge was denied her at the very moment of +her greatest temptation to avail herself of it. Long hours of thought +led her invariably to the one possible conclusion--to avoid every one, +keep wholly to herself, and, by starvation, if need be, save enough of +her insignificant pittance to take her far away. And after +that--freedom. + +Since the night of full realisation which had turned her brown hair to +a dull white she had thought of death in but one way--escape. Set free +from the insufferable bondage of earthly existence. Miss Evelina +dreamed of peace as a prisoner in a dungeon may dream of green fields. +To sleep and wake no more, never to feel again the cold hand upon her +heart that tore persistently at the inmost fibres of it, to forget---- + +Miss Evelina took the vial from her bag and uncorked it. The incense +of the poppies crept subtly through the room, mingling inextricably +with the mustiness and the dust. The grey cobwebs swayed at the +windows, sunset touching them to iridescence. Conscious that she was +the most desolate and lonely thing in all the desolate house, Miss +Evelina buried her face in her hands. + +The poppies breathed from the vial. In her distorted fancy, she saw +vast plains of them, shimmering in the sun--scarlet like the lips of a +girl, pink as the flush of dawn upon the eastern sky, blood-red as the +passionate heart that never dreamed of betrayal. + +The sun was shining on the field of poppies and Miss Evelina walked +among them, her face unveiled. Golden masses of bloom were spread at +her feet, starred here and there by stately blossoms as white as the +blown snow. Her ragged garments touched the silken petals, her worn +shoes crushed them, bud and blossom alike. Always, the numbing, sleepy +odour came from the field. Dew was on the petals of the flowers; their +deep cups gathered it and held it, never to be surrendered, since the +dew of the poppies was tears. + +Like some evil genius rising from the bottle, the Spirit of the Poppies +seemed to incarnate itself in the vapour. A woman with a face of +deadly white arose to meet Miss Evelina, with outspread arms. In her +eyes was Lethe, in her hands was the gift of forgetfulness. She +brought pardon for all that was past and to come, eternal healing, +unfathomable oblivion. "Come," the drowsy voice seemed to say. "I +have waited long and yet you do not come. The peace that passeth all +understanding is mine to give and yours to take. Come--only come! +Come! Come!" + +Miss Evelina laughed bitterly. Never in all the years gone by had the +Spirit of the Poppies pleaded with her thus. Now, at the hour when +surrender meant the complete triumph of her enemy, the ghostly figure +came to offer her the last and supreme gift. + +The afterglow yet lingered in the west. The grey of a March twilight +was in the valley, but it was still late afternoon on the summit of the +hill. Miss Evelina drew her veil about her and went out into the +garden, the vial in her hand. + +Where was it that she had planted the poppies? Through the mass of +undergrowth and brambles, she made scant headway. Thorns pressed +forward rudely as if to stab the intruder. Vines, closely matted, +forbade her to pass, yet she kept on until she reached the western +slope of the garden. + +Here, unshaded, and in the full blaze of the Summer sun, the poppies +had spread their brilliant pageantry. In all the village there had +been no such poppies as grew in Evelina's garden. Now they were dead +and only the overgrown stubble was left. + +"Dust to dust, earth to earth, and ashes to ashes." The solemn words +of the burial service were chanted in her consciousness as she lifted +the vial high and emptied it. She held it steadily until the last drop +was drained from it. The poppies had given it and to the poppies she +had returned it. She put the cork into the empty vial and flung it far +away from her, then turned back to the house. + +There was a sound of wheels upon the road. Miss Evelina hastened her +steps, but the dense undergrowth made walking difficult. Praying that +she might not be seen, she turned her head. + +Anthony Dexter, in the doctor's carriage, was travelling at a leisurely +pace. As he passed the old house, he glanced at it mechanically, from +sheer force of habit. Long ago, it had ceased to have any definite +meaning for him. Once he had even stripped every white rose from the +neglected bush at the gate, to take to his wife, who, that day, for the +first time, had held their son in her arms. + +Motionless in the wreck of the garden, a veiled figure stood with +averted face. Doctor Dexter looked keenly for an instant in the fast +gathering twilight, then whipped up his horse, and was swiftly out of +sight. Against his better judgment, he was shaken in mind and body. +Could he have seen a ghost? Nonsense! He was tired, he had +overworked, he had had an hallucination. His cool, calm, professional +sense fought with the insistent idea. It was well that Ralph was +coming to relieve his old father of a part of his burden. + +Meanwhile, Miss Evelina, her frail body quivering as though under the +lash, crept back into the house. With the sure intuition of a woman, +she knew who had driven by in the first darkness. That he should dare! +That he should actually trespass upon her road; take the insolent +liberty of looking at her house! + +"A pretty young wife," Miss Hitty had said. Yes, doubtless a pretty +one. Anthony Dexter delighted in the beauty of a woman in the same +impersonal way that another man would regard a picture. And a son. A +straight, tall young fellow, doubtless, with eyes like his +father's--eyes that a woman would trust, not dreaming of the false +heart and craven soul. Why had she been brought here to suffer this +last insult, this last humiliation? Weakly, as many a woman before +her, Miss Evelina groped in the maze of Life, searching for some clue +to its blind mystery. + +Was it possible that she had not suffered enough? If five-and-twenty +years of sodden misery were not sufficient for one who had done no +wrong, what punishment would be meted out to a sinner by a God who was +always kind? Miss Evelina's lips curled scornfully. She had taken +what he should have borne--Anthony Dexter had gone scot free. + +"The man sins and the woman pays." The cynical saying, which, after +all, is not wholly untrue, took shape in her thought and said +itself--aloud. Yet it was not altogether impossible that he might yet +be made to pay--could be-- + +Her cheeks burned and her hands closed tightly. What if she were the +chosen instrument? What if she had been sent here, after all the dead, +miserable years, for some purpose which hitherto she had not guessed? + +What if she, herself, with her veiled face, were to be the tardy +avenger of her own wrong? Her soul stirred in its despair as the dead +might stir in the winding sheet. Out of her sodden grief, could she +ever emerge--alive? + +"The fire was kind," said Miss Evelina, in a whisper. "It showed me +the truth. The fire was kind and God is kind. He has brought me here +to pay my debt--in full." + +She began to consider what she might do that would hurt Anthony Dexter +and make him suffer as she had suffered for half a lifetime. If he had +forgotten, she would make him remember--ah, yes, he must remember +before he could be hurt. But what could she do? What had he given her +aside from the misery that she hungered to give back to him? + +The pearls! Miss Evelina lighted her candle and hurried upstairs. + +In her dower chest, beneath the piles of heavy, yellowed linen, was a +small jewel case. She knelt before the chest, gasping, and thrust her +questioning fingers down through the linen to the solid oak. With a +little cry, she rose to her feet, the jewel case in her hand. + +The purple velvet was crushed, the satin was yellowed, but the string +of pearls was there--yellowed, too, by the slow passage of the years. +One or two of them were black. A slip of paper fluttered out as she +opened the case, and she caught it as it fell. The paper was yellow +and brittle and the ink had faded, but the words were still there, +written in Anthony Dexter's clear, bold hand; "First from the depths of +the sea, and then from the depths of my love." + +"Depths!" muttered Miss Evelina, from between her clenched teeth. + +Once the necklace had been beautiful--a single strand of large, +perfectly matched pearls. The gold of the clasp was dull, but the +diamond gleamed like the eye of some evil thing. She wound the +necklace twice about her wrist, then shuddered, for it was cold and +smooth and sinuous, like a snake. + +She coiled the discoloured necklace carefully upon its yellowed satin +bed, laid the folded slip of paper over it, and closed it with a snap. +To-morrow--no, this very night, Anthony Dexter should have the pearls, +that had come first from the depths of the sea, and then from the +depths of his love. + +No hand but hers should give them back, for she saw it written in the +scheme of vengeance that she herself should, mutely, make him pay. She +felt a new strength of body and a fresh clearness of mind as, with grim +patience, she set herself to wait. + +The clocks in the house were all still. Miss Evelina's watch had long +ago been sold. There was no town clock in the village, but the train +upon which she had come was due shortly after midnight. She knew every +step of the way by dark as well as by daylight, but the night was clear +and there would be the light of the dying moon, + +Her own clouded skies were clearing. Dimly she began to perceive +herself as a part of things, not set aside helplessly to suffer +eternally, but in some sort of relation to the rest of the world. + +On the Sunday before the catastrophe, Miss Evelina had been to church, +and even yet, she remembered fragments of the sermon. "God often uses +people to carry out His plans," the minister had said. At the time, it +had not particularly impressed her, and she had never gone to church +again. If she had listened further, she might have heard the minister +say that the devil was wont to do the same thing. + +Minute by minute, the hours passed. Miss Evelina's heart was beating +painfully, but, all unknowingly, she had entered upon a new phase. She +had turned in the winding sheet of her own weaving, and her hands were +clutching at the binding fabric. + +At last, the train came in. It did not stop, but thundered through the +sleeping village, shrieking as it went. The sound died into a distant +rumble, then merged into the stillness of the night. Miss Evelina rose +from her chair, put on her wraps, slipped the jewel case into her bag, +and went out, closely veiled. + +The light of the waning moon was dim and, veiled as she was, she felt +rather than saw the way. Steadfastly, she went down the steep road, +avoiding the sidewalk, for she remembered that Miss Mehitable's ears +were keen. Past the crossroads, to the right, down into the village, +across the tracks, then sharply to the left--the way was the same, but +the wayfarer was sadly changed. + +She went unemotionally, seeing herself a divinely appointed instrument +of vengeance. Something outside her obsession had its clutch upon her +also, but it was new, and she did not guess that it was fully as +hideous. + +Doctor Dexter's house was near the corner on a shaded street. At the +gate. Miss Evelina paused and, with her veil lifted, carefully +scrutinised the house for a possible light. She feared that some one +might be stirring, late as it was, but the old housekeeper always went +to bed promptly at nine, and on this particular night, Anthony Dexter +had gone to his room at ten, making sleep sure by a drug. + +With hushed steps, Miss Evelina went furtively up to the house on the +bare earth beside the brick pavement. She was in a panic of fear, but +something beyond her control urged her on. Reaching the steps, she +hesitated, baffled for the moment, then sank to her knees. Slowly she +crept to the threshold, placed the jewel case so that it would fall +inward when the door was opened, and started back. Instinct bade her +hurry, but reason made her cautious. She forced herself to walk slowly +and to muffle the latch of the gate with her skirts as she had done +when she came in. + +It seemed an hour before she crossed the tracks again, at the deserted +point she had chosen, but, in reality, it was only a few minutes. At +last she reached home, utterly exhausted by the strain she had put upon +herself. She had seen no one, heard no footstep save her own; she had +gone and returned as mysteriously as the night itself. + +When she slept, she dreamed of the poppy bed on the western slope of +the garden. It was twilight, and she stood there with a vial of +laudanum in one hand and a necklace of discoloured pearls in the other. +She poured the laudanum upon the earth and a great black poppy with a +deadly fragrance sprang up at her feet. Then Anthony Dexter drove up +in a carriage and took the pearls away from her. She could not see him +clearly, because his face was veiled, like her own. + +The odour of the black poppy made her faint and she went into the house +to escape from it, but the scent of it clung to her garments and hands +and could not be washed away. + + + + +IV + +"From the Depths of his Love" + +At seven o'clock, precisely, Anthony Dexter's old housekeeper rang the +rising bell. Drowsy with the soporific he had taken, the doctor did +not at once respond to the summons. In fact, the breakfast bell had +rung before he was fully awake. + +He dressed leisurely, and was haunted by a vague feeling that something +unpleasant had happened. At length he remembered that just before +dusk, in the garden of Evelina Grey's old house, he had seen a ghost--a +ghost who confronted him mutely with a thing he had long since +forgotten. + +"It was subjective, purely," mused Anthony Dexter. "I have been +working too hard." His reason was fully satisfied with the plausible +explanation, but he was not a man who was likely to have an +hallucination of any sort. + +He was strong and straight of body, finely muscular, and did not look +over forty, though it was more than eight years ago that he had reached +the fortieth milestone. His hair was thinning a little at the temples +and the rest of it was touched generously with grey. His features were +regular and his skin clear. A full beard, closely cropped, hid the +weakness of his chin, but did not entirely conceal those fine lines +about the mouth which mean cruelty. + +Someway, in looking at him, one got the impression of a machine, +well-nigh perfect of its kind. His dark eyes were sharp and +penetrating. Once they had been sympathetic, but he had outgrown that. +His hands were large, white, and well-kept, his fingers knotted, and +blunt at the tips. He had, pre-eminently, the hand of the surgeon, +capable of swiftness and strength, and yet of delicacy. It was not a +hand that would tremble easily; it was powerful and, in a way, brutal. + +He was thoroughly self-satisfied, as well he might be, for the entire +countryside admitted his skill, and even in the operating rooms of the +hospitals in the city not far distant. Doctor Dexter's name was well +known. He had thought seriously, at times, of seeking a wider field, +but he liked the country and the open air, and his practice would give +Ralph the opportunity he needed. At his father's death, the young +physician would fail heir to a practice which had taken many years of +hard work to build up. + +At the thought of Ralph, the man's face softened a trifle and his keen +eyes became a little less keen. The boy's picture was before him upon +his chiffonier. Ralph was twenty-three now and would finish in a few +weeks at a famous medical school--Doctor Dexter's own alma mater. He +had not been at home since he entered the school, having undertaken to +do in three years the work which usually required four. + +He wrote frequently, however, and Doctor Dexter invariably went to the +post-office himself on the days Ralph's letters were expected. He had +the entire correspondence on file and whiled away many a lonely evening +by reading and re-reading the breezy epistles. The last one was in his +pocket now. + +"To think, Father," Ralph had written, "in three weeks more or less, I +shall be at home with my sheepskin and a fine new shingle with 'Dr. +Ralph Dexter' painted on it, all ready to hang up on the front of the +house beside yours. I'll be glad to get out of the grind for a while, +I can tell you that. I've worked as His Satanic Majesty undoubtedly +does when he receives word that a fresh batch of Mormons has hit the +trail for the good-intentions pavement. _Decensus facilis Averni_. +That's about all the Latin I've got left. + +"At first, I suppose, there won't be much for me to do. I'll have to +win the confidence of the community by listening to the old ladies' +symptoms three or four hours a day, regularly. Finally, they'll let me +vaccinate the kids and the rest will be pitifully easy. Kids always +like me, for some occult reason, and if the children cry for me, it +won't be long till I've got your whole blooming job away from you. +Never mind, though, dad--I'll be generous and whack up, as you've +always done with me." + +Remembering the boyishness of it, Anthony Dexter smiled a little and +took another satisfying look at the pictured face before him. Ralph's +eyes were as his father's had been--frank and friendly and clear, with +no hint of suspicion. His chin was firm and his mouth determined, but +the corners of it turned up decidedly, and the upper lip was short. +The unprejudiced observer would have seen merely an honest, +intelligent, manly young fellow, who looked as if he might be good +company. Anthony Dexter saw all this--and a great deal more. + +It was his pride that he was unemotional. By rigid self-discipline, he +had wholly mastered himself. His detachment from his kind was at first +spasmodic, then exceptionally complete. Excepting Ralph, his relation +to the world was that of an unimpassioned critic. He was so sure of +his own ground that he thought he considered Ralph impersonally, also. + +Over a nature which, at the beginning, was warmly human, Doctor Dexter +had laid this glacial mask. He did what he had to do with neatness and +dispatch. If an operation was necessary, he said so at once, not +troubling himself to approach the subject gradually. If there was +doubt as to the outcome, he would cheerfully advise the patient to make +a will first, but there was seldom doubt, for those white, blunt +fingers were very sure. He believed in the clean-cut, sudden stroke, +and conducted his life upon that basis. + +Without so much as the quiver of an eyelash, Anthony Dexter could tell +a man that within an hour his wife would be dead. He could predict the +death of a child, almost to the minute, without a change in his +mask-like expression, and feel a faint throb of professional pride when +his prediction was precisely fulfilled. The people feared him, +respected him, and admired his skill, but no one loved him except his +son. + +Among all his acquaintances, there was none who called him friend +except Austin Thorpe, the old minister who had but lately come to town. +This, in itself, was no distinction, for Thorpe was the friend of every +man, woman, child, and animal in the village. No two men could have +been more unlike, but friendship, like love, is often a matter of +chemical affinity, wherein opposites rush together in obedience to a +hidden law. + +The broadly human creed of the minister included every living thing, +and the man himself interested Doctor Dexter in much the same way that +a new slide for his microscope might interest him. They exchanged +visits frequently when the duties of both permitted, and the Doctor +reflected that, when Ralph came, Thorpe would be lonely. + +The Dexter house was an old one but it had been kept in good repair. +From time to time, wings had been added to the original structure, +until now it sprawled lazily in every direction. One wing, at the +right of the house, contained the Doctor's medical library, office, +reception room, and laboratory. Doors were arranged in metropolitan +fashion, so that patients might go out of the office without meeting +any one. The laboratory, at the back of the wing, was well fitted with +modern appliances for original research, and had, too, its own outside +door. + +When Ralph came home, the other wing, at the left of the house, was to +be arranged in like manner for him if he so desired. Doctor Dexter had +some rough drawings under consideration, but wanted Ralph to order the +plans in accordance with his own ideas. + +The breakfast bell rang again, and Doctor Dexter went downstairs. The +servant met him in the hall. "Breakfast is waiting, sir," she said. + +"All right," returned the Doctor, absently. "I'll be there in a +moment." + +He opened the door for a breath of fresh air, and immediately perceived +the small, purple velvet box at his feet. He picked it up, +wonderingly, and opened it. + +Inside were the discoloured pearls on their bed of yellowed satin, and +the ivory-tinted slip of paper on which he had written, so long ago, in +his clear, boyish hand: "First, from the depths of the sea, and then +from the depths of my love." + +Being unemotional, he experienced nothing at first, save natural +surprise. He stood there, staring into vacancy, idly fingering the +pearls. By some evil magic of the moment, the hour seemed set back a +full quarter of a century. As though it were yesterday, he saw Evelina +before him. + +She had been a girl of extraordinary beauty and charm. He had +travelled far and seen many, but there had been none like Evelina. How +he had loved her, in those dead yesterdays, and how she had loved him! +The poignant sweetness of it came back, changed by some fatal alchemy +into bitterness. + +Anthony Dexter had seen enough of the world to recognise cowardice when +he saw it, even in himself. His books had taught him that the mind +could hold but one thought at a time, and, persistently, he had +displaced the unpleasant ones which constantly strove for the right of +possession. + +Hard work and new love and daily wearying of the body to the point of +exhaustion had banished those phantoms of earlier years, save in his +dreams. At night, the soul claims its own--its right to suffer for its +secret sins, its shirking, its betrayals. + +It is not pleasant for a man to be branded, in his own consciousness, a +coward. Refusal to admit it by day does not change the hour of the +night when life is at its lowest ebb, and, sleepless, man faces himself +as he is. + +The necklace slipped snakily over his hand--one of those white, firm +hands which could guide the knife so well--and Anthony Dexter +shuddered. He flung the box far from him into the shrubbery, went back +into the house, and slammed the door. + +He sat down at the table, but could not eat. The Past had come from +its grave, veiled, like the ghost in the garden that he had seen +yesterday. + +It was not an hallucination, then. Only one person in the world could +have laid those discoloured pearls at his door in the dead of night. +The black figure in the garden, with the chiffon fluttering about its +head, was Evelina Grey--or what was left of her. + +"Why?" he questioned uneasily of himself. "Why?" He had repeatedly +told himself that any other man, in his position, would do as he had +done, yet it was as though some one had slipped a stiletto under his +armour and found a vulnerable spot. + +Before his mental vision hovered two women. One was a girl of twenty, +laughing, exquisitely lovely. The other was a bent and broken woman in +black, whose veil concealed the dreadful hideousness of her face. + +"Pshaw!" grumbled Doctor Dexter, aloud. "I've overworked, that's all." + +He determined to vanquish the spectre that had reared itself before +him, not perceiving that Remorse incarnate, in the shape of Evelina, +had come back to haunt him until his dying day. + + + + +V + +Araminta + +"Araminta," said Miss Mehitable, "go and get your sewing and do your +stent." + +"Yes, Aunt Hitty," answered the girl, obediently. + +Each year, Araminta made a new patchwork quilt. Seven were neatly +folded and put away in an old trunk in the attic. The eighth was +progressing well, but the young seamstress was becoming sated with +quilts. She had never been to school, but Miss Mehitable had taught +her all she knew. Unkind critics might have intimated that Araminta +had not been taught much, but she could sew nicely, keep house +neatly, and write a stilted letter in a queer, old-fashioned hand +almost exactly like Miss Mehitable's. + +That valiant dame saw no practical use in further knowledge. She was +concerned with no books except the Bible and the ancient ledger in +which, with painstaking exactness, she kept her household accounts. +She deemed it wise, moreover, that Araminta should not know too much. + +From a drawer in the high, black-walnut bureau in the upper hall, +Araminta drew forth an assortment of red, white, and blue cotton +squares and diamonds. This was to be a "patriotic" quilt, made after +a famous old pattern which Miss Hitty had selfishly refused to give +to any one else, though she had often been asked for it by +contemporary ladies of similar interests. + +The younger generation was inclined to scout at quilt-making, and +needlework heresy was rampant in the neighbourhood. Tatting, +crocheting, and knitting were on the wane. An "advanced" woman who +had once spent a Summer in the village had spread abroad the delights +of Battenberg and raised embroidery. At all of these, Miss Hitty +sniffed contemptuously. + +"Quilt makin' was good enough for their mas and their grandmas," she +said scornfully, "and I reckon it's good enough for anybody else. +I've no patience with such things." + +Araminta knew that. She had never forgotten the vial of wrath which +broke upon her luckless head the day she had timorously suggested +making lace as a pleasing change from unending quilts. + +She sat now, in a low rocker by the window, with one foot upon a +wobbly stool. A marvellous cover, of Aunt Hitty's making, which +dated back to her frivolous and girlish days, was underneath. Nobody +ever saw it, however, and the gaudy woollen roses blushed unseen. A +white linen cover, severely plain, was put upon the footstool every +Wednesday and every Saturday, year in and year out. + +Unlike most good housewives, Miss Mehitable used her parlour every +day in the week. She was obliged to, in fact, for it was the only +room in her house, except Mr. Thorpe's, which commanded an +unobstructed view of the crossroads. A cover of brown denim +protected the carpet, and the chairs were shrouded in shapeless +habiliments of cambric and calico. For the rest, however, the room +was mildly cheerful, and had a habitable look which was distinctly +uncommon in village parlours. + +There was a fireplace, which was dusted and scrubbed at intervals, +but never, under any circumstances, profaned by a fire. It was +curtained by a gay remnant of figured plush, however, so nobody +missed the fire. White and gold china vases stood on the mantel, and +a little china dog, who would never have dared to bark had he been +alive, so chaste and humble of countenance was he, sat forever +between the two vases, keeping faithful guard over Miss Mehitable's +treasures. + +The silver coffin plates of the Smiths, matted with black, and deeply +framed, occupied the place of honour over the mantel. On the +marble-topped table in the exact centre of the room was a basket of +wax flowers and fruit, covered by a bell-shaped glass shade. Miss +Hitty's album and her Bible were placed near it with mathematical +precision. On the opposite wall was a hair wreath, made from the +shorn locks of departed Smiths by Miss Hitty's mother. The proud +possessor felt a covert reproach in the fact that she herself was +unable to make hair wreaths. It was a talent for which she had great +admiration. + +Araminta rocked back and forth in her low chair by the window. She +hummed a bit of "Sweet Bye and Bye" to herself, for hymns were the +only songs she knew. She could play some of them, with one hand, on +the melodeon in the corner, but she dared not touch the yellow keys +of the venerated instrument except when Miss Hitty was out. + +The sunlight shone lovingly on Araminta's brown hair, tightly combed +back, braided, and pinned up, but rippling riotously, none the less. +Her deep, thoughtful eyes were grey and her nose turned up +coquettishly. To a guardian of greater penetration, Araminta's mouth +would have given deep concern. It was a demure, rosy mouth, warning +and tantalising by turns. Mischievous little dimples lurked in the +corners of it, and even Aunt Hitty was not proof against the magic of +Araminta's smile. The girl's face had the creamy softness of a white +rose petal, but her cheeks bloomed with the flush of health and she +had a most disconcerting trick of blushing. With Spartan +thoroughness, Miss Mehitable constantly strove to cure Araminta of +this distressing fault, but as yet she had not succeeded. + +The pretty child had grown into an exquisitely lovely woman, to her +stern guardian's secret uneasiness. "It's goin' to be harder to keep +Minty right than 't would be if she was plain," mused Miss Hitty, +"but t guess I'll be given strength to do it. I've done well by her +so far." + +"In the Sweet Bye and Bye," sang Araminta, in a piping, girlish +soprano, "we shall meet on that beautiful shore." + +"Maybe we shall and maybe we sha'n't," said Miss Hitty, grimly. +"Some folks 'll never see the beautiful shore. They'll go to the bad +place." + +Araminta lifted her great, grey, questioning eyes. "Why?" she asked, +simply. + +"Because they've been bad," answered Miss Hitty, defiantly. + +"But if they didn't know any better?" queried Araminta, threading her +needle. "Would they go to the bad place just because they didn't +know?" + +Miss Mehitable squirmed in her chair, for never before had Araminta +spoken thus. "There's no excuse for their not knowin'," she said, +sharply. + +"Perhaps not," sighed Araminta, "but it seems dreadful to think of +people being burned up just for ignorance. Do you think I'll be +burned up, Aunt Hitty?" she continued, anxiously. "There's so many +things I don't know!" + +Miss Mehitable set herself firmly to her task. "Araminta Lee," she +said, harshly, "don't get to bothering about what you don't know. +That's the sure way to perdition. I've told you time and time again +what's right for you to believe and what's right for you to do. You +walk in that path and turn neither to the right nor the left, and you +won't have no trouble--here or anywheres else." + +"Yes, Aunt Hitty," said the girl, dutifully. "It must be awful to be +burned." + +Miss Mehitable looked about her furtively, then drew her chair closer +to Araminta's. "That brings to my mind something I wanted to speak +to you about, and I don't know but what this is as good a chance as +any. You know where I told you to go the other day with the tray, +and to set it down at the back door, and rap, and run?" + +"Yes." Araminta's eyes were wide open now. She had wondered much at +her mysterious errand, but had not dared to ask questions. + +"Well," continued Aunt Hitty, after an aggravating pause, "the woman +that lives in that house has been burnt." + +Araminta gasped. "Oh, Aunt Hitty, was she bad? What did she do and +how did she get burned before she was dead?" + +Miss Mehitable brushed aside the question as though it were an +annoying fly. "I don't want it talked of," she said, severely. +"Evelina Grey was a friend of mine, and she is yet. If there's +anything on earth I despise, it's a gossip. People who haven't +anything better to do than to go around prying into other folks's +affairs are better off dead, I take it. My mother never permitted me +to gossip, and I've held true to her teachin'." Aunt Hitty smoothed +her skirts with superior virtue and tied a knot in her thread. + +"How did she get burned?" asked Araminta, eagerly. + +"Gossip," said Miss Mehitable, sententiously, "does a lot of harm and +makes a lot of folks miserable. It's a good thing to keep away from, +and if I ever hear of your gossiping about anybody, I'll shut you up +in your room for two weeks and keep you on bread and water." + +Araminta trembled. "What is gossiping, Aunt Hitty?" she asked in a +timid, awe-struck tone. + +"Talking about folks," explained Miss Hitty. "Tellin' things about +'em they wouldn't tell themselves." + +It occurred to Araminta that much of the conversation at the +crossroads might appropriately be classed under that head, but, of +course, Aunt Hitty knew what she was talking about. She remembered +the last quilting Aunt Hitty had given, when the Ladies' Aid Society +had been invited, en masse, to finish off the quilt Araminta's +rebellious fingers had just completed. One of the ladies had been +obliged to leave earlier than the rest, and---- + +"I don't believe," thought Araminta, "that Mrs. Gardner would have +told how her son ran away from home, nor that she didn't dust her bed +slats except at house-cleaning time, nor that they ate things other +people would give to the pigs." + +"I expect there'll be a lot of questions asked about Evelina," +observed Miss Mehitable, breaking in rudely upon Araminta's train of +thought, "as soon 's folks finds out she's come back to live here, +and that she has to wear a veil all the time, even when she doesn't +wear her hat. What I'm telling you for is to show you what happens +to women that haven't sense enough to keep away from men. If Evelina +'d kept away from Doctor Dexter, she wouldn't have got burnt." + +"Did Doctor Dexter burn her?" asked Araminta, breathlessly. "I +thought it was God." + +At the psychological moment, Doctor Dexter drove by, bowing to Miss +Mehitable as he passed. Araminta had observed that this particular +event always flustered her aunt. + +"Maybe, it was God and maybe it was Doctor Dexter," answered Miss +Mehitable, quickly. "That's something there don't nobody know except +Evelina and Doctor Dexter, and it's not for me to ask either one of +'em, though I don't doubt some of the sewin' society 'll make an +errand to Evelina's to find out. I've got to keep 'em off 'n her, if +I can, and that's a big job for one woman to tackle. + +"Anyhow, she got burnt and got burnt awful, and it was at his house +that it happened. It was shameless, the way Evelina carried on. +Why, if you'll believe me, she'd actually go to his house when there +wa'n't no need of it--nobody sick, nor no medicine to be bought, nor +anything. Some said they was goin' to be married." + +The scorn which Miss Mehitable managed to throw into the word +"married" indicated that the state was the crowning ignominy of the +race. The girl's cheek flamed into crimson, for her own mother had +been married, and everybody knew it. Sometimes the deep disgrace +seemed almost too much for Araminta to endure. + +"That's what comes of it," explained Miss Hitty, patiently, as a +teacher might point to a demonstration clearly made out on a +blackboard for an eager class. "If she'd stayed at home as a girl +should stay, and hadn't gone to Doctor Dexter's, she wouldn't have +got burnt. Anybody can see that. + +"There was so much goin' on at the time that I sorter lost track of +everything, otherwise I'd have known more about it, but I guess I +know as much as anybody ever knew. Evelina was to Doctor +Dexter's--shameless hussy that she was--and she got burnt. She was +there all the afternoon and they took her to the hospital in the city +on the night train and she stayed there until she was well, but she +never came back here until just now. Her mother went with her to +take care of her and before Evelina came out of the hospital, her +mother keeled over and died. Sarah Grey always had a weak heart and +a weak head to match it. If she hadn't have had, she'd have brought +up Evelina different, + +"Neither of 'em was ever in the house again. Neither one ever came +back, even for their clothes. They had plenty of money, then, and +they just bought new ones. When the word come that Evelina was +burnt, Sarah Grey just put on her hat and locked her doors and run up +to Doctor Dexter's. Nobody ever heard from them again until Jim +Gardner's second cousin on his father's side sent a paper with Sarah +Grey's obituary in it. And now, after twenty-five years, Evelina's +come back. + +"The poor soul's just sittin' there, in all the dust and cobwebs. +When I get time, I aim to go over there and clean up the house for +her--'t ain't decent for a body to live like that. I'll take you +with me, to help scrub, and what I'm telling you all this for is so +'s you won't ask any questions, nor act as if you thought it was +queer for a woman to wear a white veil all the time. You'll have to +act as if nothing was out of the way at all, and not look at her any +more than you can help. Just pretend it's the style to wear a veil +pinned to your hair all the time, and you've been wearin' one right +along and have forgot and left it to home. Do you understand me?" + +"Yes, Aunt Hitty." + +"And when people come here to find out about it, you're not to say +anything. Leave it all to me. 'T ain't necessary for you to lie, +but you can keep your mouth shut. And I hope you see now what it +means to a woman to walk straight on her own path that the Lord has +laid out for her, and to let men alone. They're pizen, every one of +'em." + +Nun-like, Araminta sat in her chair and sewed steadily at her dainty +seam, but, none the less, she was deeply stirred with pity for women +who so forgot themselves--who had not Aunt Hitty's superior wisdom. +At the end of the prayer which Miss Mehitable had taught the child, +and which the woman still repeated in her nightly devotions, was this +eloquent passage: + +"And, Oh Lord, keep me from the contamination of marriage. For Thy +sake. Amen." + +"Araminta," said Aunt Hitty, severely, "cover up your foot!" +Modestly, Araminta drew down her skirt. One foot was on the +immaculate footstool and her ankle was exposed to view--a lovely +ankle, in spite of the broad-soled, common-sense shoes which she +always wore. + +"How often have I told you to keep your ankles covered ?" demanded +Miss Mehitable. "Suppose the minister had come in suddenly! +Suppose--upon my word! Speakin' of angels--if there ain't the +minister now!" + +The Reverend Austin Thorpe came slowly up the brick-bordered path, +his head bowed in thought. He was painfully near-sighted, but he +refused to wear glasses. On the doorstep he paused and wiped his +feet upon the corn-husk mat until even Miss Mehitable, beaming at him +through the window, thought he was overdoing it. Unconsciously, she +took credit to herself for the minister's neatness. + +Stepping carefully, lest he profane the hall carpet by wandering off +the rug, the minister entered the parlour, having first taken off his +coat and hat and hung them upon their appointed hooks in the hall. +It was cold, and the cheery warmth of the room beckoned him in. He +did not know that he tried Miss Hitty by trespassing, so to speak, +upon her preserves. She would have been better pleased if he +remained in his room when he was not at the table or out, but, to do +him justice, the reverend gentleman did not often offend her thus. + +Araminta, blushing, took her foot from the footstool and pulled +feverishly at her skirts. As Mr. Thorpe entered the room, she did +not look up, but kept her eyes modestly upon her work. + +"There ain't no need to tear out the gathers," Miss Hitty said, in a +warning undertone, referring to Aramlnta's skirts. "Why, Mr. Thorpe! +How you surprised me! Come in and set a spell," she added, +grudgingly. + +Steering well away from the centre-table with its highly prized +ornament, Thorpe gained the chair in which, if he did not lean +against the tidy, he was permitted to sit. He held himself bolt +upright and warmed his hands at the stove. "It is good to be out," +he said, cheerfully, "and good to come in again. A day like this +makes one appreciate the blessing of a home." + +Miss Hitty watched the white-haired, inoffensive old man with the +keen scrutiny of an eagle guarding its nest. He did not lean upon +the tidy, nor rest his elbows upon the crocheted mats which protected +the arms of the chair. In short, he conducted himself as a gentleman +should when in the parlour of a lady. + +His blue, near-sighted eyes rested approvingly upon Araminta. "How +the child grows!" he said, with a friendly smile upon his kindly old +face. "Soon we shall have a young lady on our hands." + +Araminta coloured and bent more closely to her sewing. + +"I hope I'm not annoying you?" questioned the minister, after an +interval. + +"Not at all," said Miss Mehitable, politely. + +"I wanted to ask about some one," pursued the Reverend Mr. Thorpe. +"It seems that there is a new tenant in the old house on the hill +that has been empty for so long--the one the village people say is +haunted. It seems a woman is living there, quite alone; and she +always wears a veil, on account of some--some disfigurement." + +Miss Hitty's false teeth clicked, sharply, but there was no other +sound except the clock, which, in the pause, struck four. "I +thought--" continued the minister, with a rising inflection. + +Hitherto, he had found his hostess of invaluable assistance in his +parish work. It had been necessary to mention only the name. As +upon the turning of a faucet a stream of information gushed forth +from the fountain of her knowledge. Age, date and place of birth, +ancestry on both sides three generations back, with complete and +illuminating biographical details of ancestry and individual; +education, financial standing, manner of living, illnesses in the +family, including dates and durations of said illnesses, accidents, +if any, medical attendance, marriages, births, deaths, opinions, +reverses, present locations and various careers of descendants, list +of misfortunes, festivities, entertainments, church affiliation past +and present, political leanings, and a vast amount of other personal +data had been immediately forthcoming. Tagged to it, like the +postscript of a woman's letter, was Miss Hitty's own concise, +permanent, neatly labelled opinion of the family or individual, the +latter thrown in without extra charge. + +"Perhaps you didn't know," remarked the minister, "that such a woman +had come." His tone was inquiring. It seemed to him that something +must be wrong if she did not know. + +"Minty," said Miss Hitty, abruptly, "leave the room!" + +Araminta rose, gathered up her patchwork, and went out, carefully +closing the door. It was only in moments of great tenderness that +her aunt called her "Minty." + +The light footsteps died away upon the stairs. Tactlessly, the +minister persisted. "Don't you know?" he asked. + +Miss Mehitable turned upon him. "If I did," she replied, hotly, "I +wouldn't tell any prying, gossiping man. I never knew before it was +part of a minister's business to meddle in folks' private affairs. +You'd better be writing your sermon and studyin' up on hell." + +"I--I--" stammered the minister, taken wholly by surprise, "I only +hoped to give her the consolation of the church." + +"Consolation nothing!" snorted Miss Hitty. "Let her alone!" She went +out of the room and slammed the door furiously, leaving the Reverend +Austin Thorpe overcome with deep and lasting amazement. + + + + +VI + +Pipes o' Pan + +Sleet had fallen in the night, but at sunrise, the storm ceased. Miss +Evelina had gone to sleep, lulled into a sense of security by the icy +fingers tapping at her cobwebbed window pane. She awoke in a +transfigured world. Every branch and twig was encased in crystal, upon +which the sun was dazzling. Jewels, poised in midair, twinkled with +the colours of the rainbow. On the tip of the cypress at the gate was +a ruby, a sapphire gleamed from the rose-bush, and everywhere were +diamonds and pearls. + +Frosty vapour veiled the spaces between the trees and javelins of +sunlight pierced it here and there. Beyond, there were glimpses of +blue sky, and drops of water, falling from the trees, made a musical, +cadence upon the earth beneath. + +Miss Evelina opened her window still more. The air was peculiarly soft +and sweet. It had the fragrance of opening buds and growing things and +still had not lost the tang of the frost. + +She drew a long breath of it and straightway was uplifted, though +seemingly against her will. Spring was stirring at the heart of the +world, sending new currents of sap into the veins of the trees, new +aspirations into dead roots and fibres, fresh hopes of bloom into every +sleeping rose. Life incarnate knocked at the wintry tomb; eager, +unseen hands were rolling away the stone. The tide of the year was +rising, soon to break into the wonder of green boughs and violets, +shimmering wings and singing winds. + +The cold hand that clutched her heart took a firmer hold. With acute +self-pity, she perceived her isolation. Of all the world, she alone +was set apart; branded, scarred, locked in a prison house that had no +door. The one release was denied her until she could get away. + +Poverty had driven her back. Circumstances outside her control had +pushed her through the door she had thought never to enter again. +Through all the five-and-twenty years, she had thought of the house +with a shudder, peopling it with a thousand terrors, not knowing that +there was no terror save her own fear. + +Sorrow had put its chains upon her suddenly, at a time when she had not +the strength to break the bond. At first she had struggled; then +ceased. Since then, her faculties had been in suspense, as it were. +She had forgotten laughter, veiled herself from joy, and walked hand in +hand with the grisly phantom of her own conjuring. + +Behind the shelter of her veil she had mutely prayed for peace--she +dared not ask for more. And peace had never come. Her crowning +humiliation would be to meet Anthony Dexter face to face--to know him, +and to have him know her. Not knowing where he was, she had travelled +far to avoid him. Now, seeking the last refuge, the one place on earth +where he could not be, she found herself separated from him by less +than a mile. More than that, she had gone to his house, as she had +gone on the fateful day a quarter of a century ago. She had taken back +the pearls, and had not died in doing it. Strangely enough, it had +given her a vague relief. + +Miss Evelina's mind had paused at twenty; she had not grown. The acute +suffering of Youth was still upon her, a woman of forty-five. It was +as though a clock had gone on ticking and the hands had never moved; +the dial of her being was held at that dread hour, while her broken +heart beat on. + +She had not discovered that secret compensation which clings to the +commonest affairs of life. One sees before him a mountain of toil, an +apparently endless drudgery from which there is no escape. Having once +begun it, an interest appears unexpectedly; new forces ally themselves +with the fumbling hands. Misfortunes come, "not singly, but in +battalions." After the first shock of realisation, one perceives +through the darkness that the strength to bear them has come also, like +some good angel. + +A lover shudders at the thought of Death, yet knows that some day, on +the road they walk together, the Grey Angel with the white poppies will +surely take one of them by the hand. The road winds through shadows, +past many strange and difficult places, and wrecks are strewn all along +the way. They laugh at the storms that beat upon them, take no reck of +bruised feet nor stumbling, for, behold, they are together, and in that +one word lies all. + +Sometimes, in the mist ahead, which, as they enter it, is seen to be +wholly of tears, the road forks blindly, and there is nothing but night +ahead for each. The Grey Angel with the unfathomable eyes approaches +slowly, with no sound save the hushed murmur of wings. The dread white +poppies are in his outstretched hand--the great, nodding white poppies +which have come from the dank places and have never known the sun. + +There is no possible denial. At first, one knows only that the +faithful hand has grown cold, then, that it has unclasped. In the +intolerable darkness, one fares forth alone on the other fork of the +road, too stricken for tears. + +At length there is a change. Memories troop from the shadow to whisper +consolation, to say that Death himself is powerless against Love, when +a heart is deep enough to hold a grave. The clouds lift, and through +the night comes some stray gleam of dawn. No longer cold, the dear +hand nestles once more into the one that held it so long. Not as an +uncertain presence but as a loved reality, that other abides with him +still. + +Shut out forever from the possibility of estrangement, for there is +always that drop of bitterness in the cup of Life and Love; eternally +beyond the reach of misunderstanding or change, spared the pitfalls and +disasters of the way ahead, blinded no longer by the mists of earth, +but immortally and unchangeably his, that other fares with him, though +unseen, upon the selfsame road. + +From the broken night comes singing, for the white poppies have also +brought balm. Step by step, his Sorrow has become his friend, and at +the last, when the old feet are weary and the steep road has grown +still more steep, the Grey Angel comes once more. + +Past the mist of tears in which he once was shrouded, the face of the +Grey Angel is seen to be wondrously kind. By his mysterious alchemy, +he has crystallised the doubtful waters, which once were in the cup of +Life and Love, into a jewel which has no flaw. He has kept the child +forever a child, caught the maiden at the noon of her beauty to +enshrine her thus for always in the heart that loved her most; made the +true and loving comrade a comrade always, though on the highways of the +vast Unknown. + +It is seen now that the road has many windings and that, unconsciously, +the wayfarer has turned back. Eagerly the trembling hands reach +forward to take the white poppies, and the tired eyes close as though +the silken petals had already fluttered downward on the lids, for, +radiant past all believing, the Grey Angel still holds the Best Beloved +by the hand, and the roads that long ago had forked in darkness, have +come together, in more than mortal dawn, at the selfsame place. + +Upon the beauty of the crystalline March morning, the memory of the +Winter sorrow still lay. The bare, brown earth was not wholly hidden +by the mantle of sleet and snow, yet there was some intangible Easter +close at hand. Miss Evelina felt it, stricken though she was. + +From a distant thicket came a robin's cheery call, a glimmer of blue +wings flashed across the desolate garden, a south wind stirred the +bending, icy branches to a tinkling music, and she knew that Spring had +come to all but her. + +Some indefinite impulse sent her outdoors. Closely veiled, she started +off down the road, looking neither to the right nor the left. Miss +Hitty saw her pass, but graciously forbore to call to her; Araminta +looked up enquiringly from her sewing, but the question died on her +lips. + +Down through the village she went, across the tracks, and up to the +river road. It had been a favourite walk of hers in her girlhood. +Then she had gone with a quick, light step; now she went slowly, like +one grown old. + +Yet, all unconsciously, life was quickening in her pulses; the old +magic of Spring was stirring in her, too. Dark and deep, the waters of +the river rolled dreamily by, waiting for the impulse which should send +the shallows singing to the sea, and stir the depths to a low, +murmurous symphony. + +Upon the left, as she walked, the road was bordered with elms and +maples, stretching far back to the hills. The woods were full of +unsuspected ravines and hollows, queer winding paths, great rocks, and +tiny streams. The children had called it the enchanted forest, and +played that a fairy prince and princess dwelt therein. + +The childhood memories came back to Evelina with a pang. She stopped +to wipe away the tears beneath her veil, to choke back a sob that +tightened her throat. Suddenly, she felt a presentiment of oncoming +evil, a rushing destiny that could not be swerved aside. Frightened, +she turned to go back; then stopped again. + +From above, on the upper part of the road, came the tread of horse's +feet and the murmur of wheels. Her face paled to marble, her feet +refused to move. The heart within her stood portentously still. With +downcast eyes she stood there, petrified, motionless, like a woman +carved in stone and clothed in black, veiled impenetrably in chiffon. + +At a furious pace, Anthony Dexter dashed by, his face as white as her +chiffon. She had known unerringly who was coming; and had felt the +searing consciousness of his single glance before, with a muttered +oath, he had lashed his horse to a gallop. This, then, was the last; +there was nothing more. + +The sound of the wheels died away in the distance. He had the pearls, +he had seen her, he knew that she had come back. And still she lived. + +Clear and high, like a bugle call, a strain of wild music came from the +enchanted forest. Evelina threw back her head, gasping for breath; her +sluggish feet stirred forward. Some forgotten valour of her spirit +leaped to answer the summons, as a soldier, wounded unto death, turns +to follow the singing trumpets that lead the charge. + +Strangely soft and tender, the strain came again, less militant, less +challenging. Swiftly upon its echo breathed another, hinting of peace. +Shaken to her inmost soul by agony, she took heed of the music with the +precise consciousness one gives to trifles at moments of unendurable +stress. Blindly she turned into the forest. + +"What was it?" she asked herself, repeatedly, wondering that she could +even hear at a time like this. A bird? No, there was never a bird to +sing like that. Almost it might be Pan himself with his syrinx, +walking abroad on the first day of Spring. + +The fancy appealed to her strongly, her swirling senses having become +exquisitely acute. "Pipes o' Pan," she whispered, "I will find and +follow you." To see the face of Pan meant death, according to the old +Greek legend, but death was something of which she was not afraid. + +Lyric, tremulous, softly appealing, the music came again. The bare +boughs bent with their chiming crystal, and a twig fell at her feet, +Sunlight starred the misty distance with pearl; shining branches swayed +to meet her as she passed. + +Farther in the wood, she turned, unconsciously in pursuit of that +will-o'-the-wisp of sound. Here and there out of the silence, it came +to startle her; to fill her with strange forebodings which were not +wholly of pain. + +Some subliminal self guided her, for heart and soul were merged in a +quivering ecstasy of torture which throbbed and thundered and +overflowed. "He saw me! He saw me! He saw me! He knew me! He knew +me! He knew me!" In a triple rhythm the words vibrated back and forth +unceasingly, as though upon a weaver's shuttle. + +For nearly an hour she went blindly in search of the music, pausing now +and then to listen intently, at times disheartened enough to turn back. +She had a mad fancy that Death was calling her, from some far height, +because Anthony Dexter had passed her on the road. + +Now trumpet-like and commanding, now tender and appealing, the mystic +music danced about her capriciously. Her feet grew weary, but the +blood and the love of life had begun to move in her, too, when her +whole nature was unspeakably stirred. She paused and leaned against a +tree, to listen for the pipes o' Pan. But all was silent; the white +stillness of the enchanted forest was like that of another world. With +a sigh, she turned to the left, reflecting that a long walk straight +through the woods would bring her out on the other road at a point near +her own home. + +Exquisitely faint and tender, the call rang out again. It was like +some far flute of April blown in a March dawn. "Oh, pipes o' Pan," +breathed Evelina, behind her shielding veil; "I pray you find me! I +pray you, give me joy--or death!" + +Swiftly the music answered, like a trumpet chanting from a height. +Scarcely knowing what she did, she began to climb the hill. It was a +more difficult way, but a nearer one, for just beyond the hill was her +house. + +Half-way up the ascent, the hill sloped back. There was a small level +place where one might rest before going on to the summit. It was not +more than a little nook, surrounded by pines. As she came to it, there +was a frightened chirp, and a flock of birds fluttered up from her +feet, leaving a generous supply of crumbs and grain spread upon the +earth. + +Against a great tree leaned a man, so brown and shaggy in his short +coat that he seemed like part of the tree trunk. He was of medium +height, wore high leather gaiters, and a grey felt hat with a long red +quill thrust rakishly through the band. His face was round and rosy +and the kindest eyes in the world twinkled at Evelina from beneath his +bushy eyebrows. At his feet, quietly happy, was a bright-eyed, yellow +mongrel with a stubby tail which wagged violently as Evelina +approached. Slung over the man's shoulder by a cord was a +silver-mounted flute. + +From his elevated position, he must have seen her when she entered the +wood, and had glimpses of her at intervals ever since. It was evident +that he thoroughly enjoyed the musical hide-and-seek he had forced her +to play while he was feeding the birds. His eyes laughed and there +were mischievous dimples in his round, rosy cheeks. + +"Oh," cried Evelina, in a tone of dull disappointment. + +"I called you," said the Piper, gently, "and you came." + +She turned on her heel and walked swiftly away. She went downhill with +more haste than dignity, turned to her right, and struck out through +the woods for the main road. + +The Piper watched her until she was lost among the trees. The birds +came back for their crumbs and grain and he stood patiently until his +feathered pensioners had finished and flown away, chirping with +satisfaction. Then he stooped to pat the yellow mongrel. + +"Laddie," he said, "I'm thinking there's no more gypsying for us just +now. To-morrow, we will not pack our shop upon our back and march on, +as we had thought to do. Some one needs us here, eh, Laddie?" + +The dog capered about his master's feet as if he understood and fully +agreed. He was a pitiful sort, even for a mongrel. One of his legs +had been broken and unskilfully set, so he did not run quite like other +dogs. + +"'T isn't a very good leg, Laddie," the Piper observed, "but I'm +thinking 't is better than none. Anyway, I did my best with it, and +now we'll push on a bit. It's our turn to follow, and we 're fain, +Laddie, you and I, to see where she lives." + +Bidding the dog stay at heel, the Piper followed Miss Evelina's track. +By dint of rapid walking, he reached the main road shortly after she +did. Keeping a respectful distance, and walking at the side of the +road, he watched her as she went home. From the safe shelter of a +clump of alders just below Miss Mehitable's he saw the veiled figure +enter the broken gate. + +"'T is the old house, Laddie," he said to the dog; "the very one we +were thinking of taking ourselves. Come on, now; we'll be going. +Down, sir! Home!" + + + + +VII + +"The Honour of the Spoken Word" + +Anthony Dexter sat in his library, alone, as usual. Under the lamp, +Ralph's letters were spread out before him, but he was not reading. +Indeed, he knew every line of them by heart, but he could not keep his +mind upon the letters. + +Between his eyes and the written pages there came persistently a veiled +figure, clothed shabbily in sombre black. Continually he fancied the +horror the veil concealed; continually, out of the past, his cowardice +and his shirking arose to confront him. + +A photograph of his wife, who had died soon after Ralph was born, had +been taken from the drawer. "A pretty, sweet woman," he mused. "A +good wife and a good mother." He told himself again that he had loved +her--that he loved her still. + +Yet behind his thought was sure knowledge. The woman who had entered +the secret fastnesses of his soul, and before whom he had trembled, was +the one whom he had seen in the dead garden, frail as a ghost, and +again on the road that morning. + +Dimly, and now for the first time, there came to his perception that +recognition of his mate which each man carries in his secret heart when +he has found his mate at all. Past the anguish that lay between them +like a two-edged sword, and through the mists of the estranging years, +Evelina had come back to claim her own. + +He saw that they were bound together, scarred in body or scarred in +soul; crippled, mutilated, or maimed though either or both might be, +the one significant fact was not altered. + +He knew now that his wife and the mother of his child had stood +outside, as all women but the one must ever stand. Nor did he guess +that she had known it from the first and that heart-hunger had hastened +her death. + +Aside from a very deep-seated gratitude to her for his son, Anthony +Dexter cherished no emotion for the sake of his dead wife. She had +come and gone across his existence as a butterfly crosses a field, +touching lightly here and there, but lingering not at all. Except for +Ralph, it was as though she had never been, so little did she now exist +for him. + +Yet Evelina was vital, alive, and out of the horror she had come back. +To him? He did not believe that she had come definitely to seek +him--he knew her pride too well for that. His mind strove to grasp the +reason of her coming, but it eluded him; evaded him at every point. +She had not forgotten; if she had, she would not have given back that +sinuous necklace of discoloured pearls. + +By the way, what had he done with the necklace? He remembered now. He +had thrown it far into the shrubbery, for the pearls were dead and the +love was dead. + +"First from the depths of the sea and then from the depths of my love." +The mocking words, written in faded ink on the yellowed slip of paper, +danced impishly across the pages of Ralph's letters. He had a curious +fancy that if his love had been deep enough the pearls would not have +turned black. + +Impatiently, he rose from the table and paced back and forth restlessly +across the library. "I'm a fool," he growled; "a doddering old fool. +No, that's not it--I've worked too hard." + +Valiantly he strove to dispel the phantoms that clustered about him. A +light step behind him chimed in with his as he walked and he feared to +look around, not knowing it was but the echo of his own. + +He went to a desk in the corner of the room and opened a secret drawer +that had not been opened for a long time. He took out a photograph, +wrapped in yellowed tissue paper, and went back to the table. He +unwrapped it, his blunt white fingers trembling ever so slightly, and +sat down. + +A face of surpassing loveliness looked back at him. It was Evelina, at +the noon of her girlish beauty, her face alight with love. Anthony +Dexter looked long at the perfect features, the warm, sweet, tempting +mouth, the great, trusting eyes, and the brown hair that waved so +softly back from her face; the all-pervading and abiding womanliness. +There was strength as well as beauty; tenderness, courage, charm. + +"Mate for a man," said Dexter, aloud. For such women as Evelina, the +knights of old did battle, and men of other centuries fought with their +own temptations and weaknesses. It was such as she who led men to the +heights, and pointed them to heights yet farther on. + +Insensibly, he compared Ralph's mother with Evelina. The two women +stood as far apart as a little, meaningless song stands from a great +symphony. One would fire a man with high ambition, exalt him with +noble striving--ah, but had she? Was it Evelina's fault that Anthony +Dexter was a coward and a shirk? Cravenly, he began to blame the +woman, to lay the burden of his own shortcomings at Evelina's door. + +Yet still the face stirred him. There was life in those walled +fastnesses of his nature which long ago he had denied. Self-knowledge +at last confronted him, and would not be put away. + +"And so, Evelina," he said aloud, "you have come back. And what do you +want? What can I do for you?" + +The bell rang sharply, as if answering his question. He started from +his chair, having heard no approaching footsteps. He covered the +photograph of Evelina with Ralph's letters, but the sweet face of the +boy's mother still looked out at him from its gilt frame. + +The old housekeeper went to the door with the utmost leisure. It +seemed to him an eternity before the door was opened. He stood there, +waiting, summoning his faculties of calmness and his powers of control, +to meet Evelina--to have out, at last, all the shame of the years. + +But it was not Evelina. The Reverend Austin Thorpe was wiping his feet +carefully upon the door-mat, and asking in deep, vibrant tones: "Is the +Doctor in?" + +Anthony Dexter could have cried out from relief. When the white-haired +old man came in, floundering helplessly among the furniture, as a +near-sighted person does, he greeted him with a cordiality that warmed +his heart. + +"I am glad," said the minister, "to find you in. Sometimes I am not so +fortunate. I came late, for that reason." + +"I've been busy," returned the Doctor. "Sit down." + +The minister sank into an easy chair and leaned toward the light. "I +wish I could have a lamp like this in my room," he remarked. "It gives +a good light." + +"You can have this one," returned Dexter, with an hysterical laugh, + +"I was not begging," said Mr. Thorpe, with dignity. "Miss Mehitable's +lamps are all small. Some of them give no more light than a candle." + +"'How far that little candle throws its beams,'" quoted Dexter. "'So +shines a good deed in a naughty world.'" + +There was a long interval of silence. Sometimes Thorpe and Doctor +Dexter would sit for an entire evening with less than a dozen words +spoken on either side, yet feeling the comfort of human companionship. + +"I was thinking," said, Thorpe, finally, "of the supreme isolation of +the human soul. You and I sit here, talking or not, as the mood +strikes us, and yet, what does speech matter? You know no more of me +than I choose to give you, nor I of you." + +"No," responded Dexter, "that is quite true." He did not realise what +Thorpe had just said, but he felt that it was safe to agree. + +"One grows morbid in thinking of it," pursued Thorpe, screening his +blue eyes from the light with his hand. "We are like a vast plain of +mountain peaks. Some of us have our heads in the clouds always, up +among the eternal snows. Thunders boom about us, lightning rives us, +storm and sleet beat upon us. There is a rumbling on some distant peak +and we know that it rains there, too. That is all we ever know. We +are not quite sure when our neighbours are happy or when they are +troubled; when there is sun and when there is storm. The secret forces +in the interior of the mountain work on unceasingly. The distance +hides it all. We never get near enough to another peak to see the +scars upon its surface, to know of the dead timber and the dried +streams, the marks of avalanches and glacial drift, the precipices and +pitfalls, the barren wastes. In blue, shimmering distance, the peaks +are veiled and all seem fair but our own." + +At the word "veiled," Dexter shuddered. "Very pretty," he said, with a +forced laugh which sounded flat. "Why don't you put it into a sermon?" + +Thorpe's face became troubled. "My sermons do not please," he +answered, with touching simplicity. "They say there is not enough of +hell." + +"I'm satisfied," commented the Doctor, in a grating voice. "I think +there's plenty of hell." + +"You never come to church," remarked the minister, not seeing the point. + +"There's hell enough outside--for any reasonable mortal," returned +Dexter. He was keyed to a high pitch. He felt that, at any instant, +something might snap and leave him inert. + +Thorpe sighed. His wrinkled old hand strayed out across the papers and +turned the face of Ralph's mother toward him. He studied it closely, +not having seen it before. Then he looked up at the Doctor, whose face +was again like a mask. + +"Your--?" A lift of the eyebrows finished the question. + +Dexter nodded, with assumed carelessness. There was another long pause. + +"Sometimes I envy you," said Thorpe, laying the picture down carefully, +"you have had so much of life and joy. I think it is better for you to +have had her and lost her than not to have had her at all," he +continued, unconsciously paraphrasing. "Even in your loneliness, you +have the comfort of memory, and your boy--I have wondered what a son +might mean to me, now, in my old age. Dead though she is, you know she +still loves you; that somewhere she is waiting to take your hand in +hers." + +"Don't!" cried Dexter. The strain was well-nigh insupportable. + +"Forgive me, my friend," returned Thorpe, quickly. "I--" Then he +paused. "As I was saying," he went on, after a little, "I have often +envied you." + +"Don't," said Dexter, again. "As you were also saying, distance hides +the peak and you do not see the scars." + +Thorpe's eyes sought the picture of Dexter's wife with an evident +tenderness, mingled with yearning. "I often think," he sighed, "that +in Heaven we may have a chance to pay our debt to woman. Through +woman's agony we come into the world, by woman's care we are nourished, +by woman's wisdom we are taught, by woman's love we are sheltered, and, +at the last, it is a woman who closes our eyes. At every crisis of a +man's life, a woman is always waiting, to help him if she may, and I +have seen that at any crisis in a woman's life, we are apt to draw back +and shirk. She helps us bear our difficulties; she faces hers alone." + +Dexter turned uneasily in his chair. His face was inscrutable. The +silent moment cried out for speech--for anything to relieve the +tension. Through Ralph's letters Evelina's eyes seemed to be upon him, +beseeching him to speak. + +"I knew a man,", said Anthony Dexter, hoarsely, "who unintentionally +contracted quite an unusual debt to a woman." + +"Yes?" returned, Thorpe, inquiringly. He was interested. + +"He was a friend of mine," the Doctor continued, with difficulty, "or +rather a classmate. I knew him best at college and afterward--only +slightly." + +"The debt," Thorpe reminded him, after a pause. "You were speaking, of +his debt to a woman." + +Dexter turned his face away from Thorpe and from the accusing eyes +beneath Ralph's letters. "She was a very beautiful girl," he went on, +carefully choosing his words, "and they loved each other as people love +but once. My--my friend was much absorbed in chemistry and had a +fondness for original experiment. She--the girl, you know--used to +study with him. He was teaching her and she often helped him in the +laboratory. + +"They were to be married," continued Dexter. "The day before they were +to be married, he went to her house and invited her to come to the +laboratory to see an experiment which he was trying for the first time +and which promised to be unusually interesting. I need not explain the +experiment--you would not understand. + +"On the way to the laboratory, they were talking, as lovers will. She +asked him if he loved her because she was herself; because, of all the +women in the world, she was the one God meant for him, or if he loved +her because he thought her beautiful. + +"He said that he loved her because she was herself, and, most of all, +because she was his. 'Then,' she asked, timidly, 'when I am old and +all the beauty has gone, you will love me still? It will be the same, +even when I am no longer lovely?' + +"He answered her as any man would, never dreaming how soon he was to be +tested. + +"In the laboratory, they were quite alone. He began the experiment, +explaining as he went, and she watched it as eagerly as he. He turned +away for a moment, to get another chemical. As he leaned over the +retort to put it in, he heard it seethe. With all her strength, she +pushed him away instantly. There was an explosion which shook the +walls of the laboratory, a quantity of deadly gas was released, and, in +the fumes, they both fainted. + +"When he came to his senses, he learned that she had been terribly +burned, and had been taken on the train to the hospital. He was the +one physician in the place and it was the only thing to be done. + +"As soon as he could, he went to the hospital. They told him there +that her life would be saved and they hoped for her eyesight, but that +she would be permanently and horribly disfigured. All of her features +were destroyed, they said--she would be only a pitiful wreck of a +woman." + +Thorpe was silent. His blue eyes were dim with pity. Dexter rose and +stood in front of him. "Do you understand?" he asked, in a voice that +was almost unrecognisable. "His face was close to the retort when she +pushed him away. She saved his life and he went away--he never saw her +again. He left her without so much as a word." + +"He went away?" asked the minister, incredulously. "Went away and left +her when she had so much to bear? Deserted her when she needed him to +help her bear it, and when she had saved him from death, or worse?" + +"You would not believe it possible?" queried Dexter, endeavouring to +make his voice even. + +"Of a cur, yes," said the minister, his voice trembling with +indignation, "but of a man, no." + +Anthony Dexter shrank back within himself. He was breathing heavily, +but his companion did not notice. + +"It was long ago," the Doctor continued, when he had partially regained +his composure. He dared not tell Thorpe that the man had married in +the meantime, lest he should guess too much. "The woman still lives, +and my--friend lives also. He has never felt right about it. What +should he do?" + +"The honour of the spoken word still holds him," said Thorpe, evenly. +"As I understand, he asked her to marry him and she consented. He was +never released from his promise--did not even ask for it. He slunk +away like a cur. In the sight of God he is bound to her by his own +word still. He should go to her and either fulfil his promise or ask +for release. The tardy fulfilment of his promise would be the only +atonement he could make." + +The midnight train came in and stopped, but neither heard it. + +"It would be very difficult," Thorpe was saying, "to retain any shred +of respect for a man like that. It shows your broad charity when you +call him 'friend.' I myself have not so much grace." + +Anthony Dexter's breath came painfully. He tightened his fingers on +the arm of the chair and said nothing. + +"It is a peculiar coincidence," mused Thorpe, He was thinking aloud +now. "In the old house just beyond Miss Mehitable's, farther up, you +know, a woman has just come to live who seems to have passed through +something like that. It would be strange, would it not, if she were +the one whom your--friend--had wronged?" + +"Very," answered Dexter, in a voice the other scarcely heard. + +"Perhaps, in this way, we may bring them together again. If the woman +is here, and you can find your friend, we may help him to wash the +stain of cowardice off his soul. Sometimes," cried Thorpe +passionately, "I think there is no sin but shirking. I can excuse a +liar, I can pardon a thief, I can pity a murderer, but a shirk--no!" +His voice broke and his wrinkled old hands trembled. + +"My--my friend," lied Anthony Dexter, wiping the cold sweat from his +forehead, "lives abroad. I have no way of finding him." + +"It is a pity," returned Thorpe. "Think of a man meeting his God like +that! It tempts one to believe in a veritable hell!" + +"I think there is a veritable hell," said Dexter, with a laugh which +was not good to hear. "I think, by this time, my friend must believe +in it as well. I remember that he did not, before the--it, I mean, +happened." + +Far from feeling relief, Anthony Dexter was scourged anew. A thousand +demons leaped from the silence to mock him; the earth rolled beneath +his feet. The impulse of confession was strong upon him, even in the +face of Thorpe's scorn. He wondered why only one church saw the need +of the confessional, why he could not go, even to Thorpe, and share the +burden that oppressed his guilty soul. + +The silence was not to be borne. The walls of the room swayed back and +forth, as though they were of fabric and stirred by all the winds of +hell. The floor undulated; his chair sank dizzily beneath him. + +Dexter struggled to his feet, clutching convulsively at the table. His +lips were parched and his tongue clung to the roof of his mouth. +"Thorpe," he said, in a hoarse whisper, "I----" + +The minister raised his hand. "Listen! I thought I heard----" + +A whistle sounded outside, the gate clanged shut. A quick, light step +ran up the walk, the door opened noisily, and a man rushed in. He +seemed to bring into that hopeless place all the freshness of immortal +Youth. + +Blinded, Dexter moved forward, his hands outstretched to meet that +eager clasp. + +"Father! Father!" cried Ralph, joyously; "I've come home!" + + + + +VIII + +Piper Tom + +"Laddie," said the Piper to the yellow mongrel, "we'll be having +breakfast now." + +The dog answered with a joyous yelp. "You talk too much," observed his +master, in affectionate reproof; "'t is fitting that small yellow dogs +should be seen and not heard." + +It was scarcely sunrise, but the Piper's day began--and ended--early. +He had a roaring fire in the tiny stove which warmed his shop, and the +tea-kettle hummed cheerily. All about him was the atmosphere of +immaculate neatness. It was not merely the lack of dust and dirt, but +a positive cleanliness. + +His beardless face was youthful, but the Piper's hair was tinged with +grey at the temples. One judged him to be well past forty, yet fully +to have retained his youth. His round, rosy mouth was puckered in a +whistle as he moved about the shop and spread the tiny table with a +clean cloth. + +Ranged about him in orderly rows was his merchandise. Tom Barnaby +never bothered with fixtures and showcases. Chairs, drygoods boxes, +rough shelves of his own making, and a few baskets sufficed him. + +In the waterproof pedler's pack which he carried on his back when his +shop was in transit, he had only the smaller articles which women +continually need. Calico, mosquito netting, buttons, needles, thread, +tape, ribbons, stationery, hooks and eyes, elastic, shoe laces, sewing +silk, darning cotton, pins, skirt binding, and a few small frivolities +in the way of neckwear, veils, and belts--these formed Piper Tom's +stock in trade. By dint of close packing, he wedged an astonishing +number of things into a small space, and was not too heavily laden +when, with his dog and his flute, he set forth upon the highway to +establish his shop in the next place that seemed promising. + +"All unknowing, Laddie," he said to the dog, as he sat down to his +simple breakfast, "we've come into competition with a woman who keeps a +shop like ours, which we didn't mean to do. It's for this that we were +making a new set of price tags all day of yesterday, which happened to +be the Sabbath. It wouldn't be becoming of us to charge less than she +and take her trade away from her, so we've started out on an even basis. + +"Poor lady," laughed the Piper, "she was not willing for us to know her +prices, thinking we were going to sell cheaper than she. 'T is a hard +world for women, Laddie. I'm thinking 'tis no wonder they grow +suspicious at times." + +The dog sat patiently till Piper Tom finished his breakfast, well +knowing that a generous share would be given him outside. While the +dog ate, his master put the shop into the most perfect order, removing +every particle of dust, and whistling meanwhile. + +When the weather permitted, the shop was often left to keep itself, the +door being hospitably propped open with a brick, while the dog and his +master went gypsying. With a ragged, well-worn book in one pocket, a +parcel of bread and cheese in another, and his flute slung over his +shoulder, the Piper was prepared to spend the day abroad. He carried, +too, a bone for the dog, well wrapped in newspaper, and an old silver +cup to drink from. + +Having finished his breakfast, the dog scampered about eagerly, +indicating, by many leaps and barks, that it was time to travel, but +the Piper raised his hand. + +"Not to-day, Laddie," he said. "If we travel to-day, we'll not be +going far. Have you forgotten that 't was only day before yesterday we +found our work? Come here." + +The dog seated himself before the Piper, his stubby tail wagging +impatiently. + +"She's a poor soul, Laddie," sighed the Piper, at length. "I'm +thinking she's seen Sorrow face to face and has never had the courage +to turn away. She was walking in the woods, trying to find the strange +music, and was disappointed when she saw 't was only us. We must make +her glad 't was us." + +After a long time, the Piper spoke again, with a lingering tenderness. +"She must be very beautiful, I'm thinking, Laddie; else she would not +hide her face. Very beautiful and very sad." + +When the sun was high, Piper Tom climbed the hill, followed by his +faithful dog. On his shoulder he bore a scythe and under the other arm +was a spade. He entered Miss Evelina's gate without ceremony and made +a wry face as he looked about him. He scarcely knew where to begin. + +The sound of the wide, even strokes roused Miss Evelina from her +lethargy, and she went to the window, veiled. At first she was +frightened when she saw the queer man whom she had met in the woods +hard at work in her garden. + +The red feather in his hat bobbed cheerfully up and down, the little +yellow dog ran about busily, and the Piper was whistling lustily an +old, half-forgotten tune. + +She watched him for some time, then a new thought frightened her again. +She had no money with which to pay him for clearing out her garden, and +he would undoubtedly expect payment. She must go out and tell him not +to work any more; that she did not wish to have the weeds removed. + +Cringing before the necessity, she went out. The Piper did not see her +until she was very near him, then, startled in his turn, he said, "Oh!" +and took off his hat. + +"Good-morning, madam," he went on, making a low bow. She noted that +the tip of his red feather brushed the ground. "What can I do for you, +more than I'm doing now?" + +"It is about that," stammered Evelina, "that I came. You must not work +in my garden." + +"Surely," said the Piper, "you don't mean that! Would you have it all +weeds? And 't is hard work for such as you." + +"I--I--" answered Miss Evelina, almost in a whisper; "I have no money." + +The Piper laughed heartily and put on his hat again. "Neither have I," +he said, between bursts of seemingly uncalled-for merriment, "and +probably I'm the only man in these parts who's not looking for it. Did +you think I'd ask for pay for working in the garden?" + +His tone made her feel that she had misjudged him and she did not know +what to say in reply. + +"Laddie and I have no garden of our own," he explained, "and so we're +digging in yours. The place wants cleaning, for 't is a long time +since any one cared enough for it to dig. I was passing, and I saw a +place I thought I could make more pleasant. Have I your leave to try?" + +"Why--why, yes," returned Miss Evelina, slowly. "If you'd like to, I +don't mind." + +He dismissed her airily, with a wave of his hand, and she went back +into the house, never once turning her head. + +"She's our work, Laddie," said the Piper, "and I'm thinking we've begun +in the right way. All the old sadness is piled up in the garden, and +I'm thinking there's weeds in her life, too, that it's our business to +take out. At any rate, we'll begin here and do this first. One step +at a time, Laddie--one step at a time. That's all we have to take, +fortunately. When we can't see ahead, it's because we can't look +around a corner." + +All that day from behind her cobwebbed windows, Miss Evelina watched +the Piper and his dog. Weeds and thistles fell like magic before his +strong, sure strokes. He carried out armful after armful of rubbish +and made a small-sized mountain in the road, confining it with stray +boards and broken branches, as it was too wet to be burned. + +Wherever she went, in the empty house, she heard that cheery, +persistent whistle. As usual, Miss Hitty left a tray on her doorstep, +laden with warm, wholesome food. Since that first day, she had made no +attempt to see Miss Evelina. She brought her tray, rapped, and went +away quietly, exchanging it for another when it was time for the next +meal. + +Meanwhile, Miss Evelina's starved body was responding, slowly but +surely, to the simple, well-cooked food. Hitherto, she had not cared +to eat and scarcely knew what she was eating. Now she had learned to +discriminate between hot rolls and baking-powder biscuit, between thick +soups and thin broths, custards and jellies. + +Miss Evelina had wound one of the clocks, setting it by the midnight +train, and loosening the machinery by a few drops of oil which she had +found in an old bottle, securely corked. At eight, at one, and at six, +Miss Hitty's tray was left at her back door--there had not been the +variation of a minute since the first day. Preoccupied though she was, +Evelina was not insensible of the kindness, nor of the fact that she +was stronger, physically, than she had been for years. + +And now in the desolate garden, there was visible evidence of more +kindness. Perhaps the world was not wholly a place of grief and tears. +Out there among the weeds a man laboured cheerfully--a man of whom she +had no knowledge and upon whom she had no claim. + +He sang and whistled as he strove mightily with the weeds. Now and +then, he sharpened his scythe with his whetstone and attacked the dense +undergrowth with yet more vigour. The little yellow mongrel capered +joyfully and unceasingly, affecting to hide amidst the mass of rubbish, +scrambling out with sharp, eager barks when his master playfully buried +him, and retreating hastily before the oncoming scythe. + +Miss Evelina could not hear, but she knew that the man was talking to +the dog in the pauses of his whistling. She knew also that the dog +liked it, even if he did not understand. She observed that the dog was +not beautiful--could not be called so by any stretch of the +imagination--and yet the man talked to him, made a friend of him, loved +him. + +At noon, the Piper laid down his scythe, clambered up on the crumbling +stone wall, and ate his bread and cheese, while the dog nibbled at his +bone. From behind a shutter in an upper room, Miss Evelina noted that +the dog also had bread and cheese, sharing equally with his master. + +The Piper went to the well, near the kitchen door, and drank copiously +of the cool, clear water from his silver cup. Then he went back to +work again. + +Out in the road, the rubbish accumulated. When the Piper stood behind +it. Miss Evelina could barely see the tip of the red feather that +bobbed rakishly in his hat. Once he disappeared, leaving the dog to +keep a reluctant guard over the spade and scythe. When he came back, +he had a rake and a large basket, which made the collection of rubbish +easier. + +Safe in her house, Miss Evelina watched him idly. Her thought was +taken from herself for the first time in all the five-and-twenty years. +She contemplated anew the willing service of Miss Mehitable, who asked +nothing of her except the privilege of leaving daily sustenance at her +barred and forbidding door. "Truly," said Miss Evelina to herself, "it +is a strange world." + +The personality of the Piper affected her in a way she could not +analyse. He did not attract her, neither was he wholly repellent. She +did not feel friendly toward him, yet she could not turn wholly aside. +There had been something strangely alluring in his music, which haunted +her even now, though she resented his making game of her and leading +her through the woods as he had. + +Over and above and beyond all, she remembered the encounter upon the +road, always with a keen, remorseless pain which cut at her heart like +a knife. Miss Evelina thought she was familiar with knives, but this +one hurt in a new way and cut, seemingly, at a place which had not been +touched before. + +Since the "white night" which had turned her hair to lustreless snow, +nothing had hurt her so much. Her coming to the empty house, driven, +as she was, by poverty--entering alone into a tomb of memories and dead +happiness,--had not stabbed so deeply or so surely. She saw herself +first on one peak and then on another, a valley of humiliation and +suffering between which it had taken twenty-five years to cross. From +the greatest hurt at the beginning to the greatest hurt--at the end? +Miss Evelina started from her chair, her hands upon her leaping heart. +The end? Ah, dear God, no! There was no end to grief like hers! + +Insistently, through her memory, sounded the pipes o' Pan--the wild, +sweet, tremulous strain which had led her away from the road where she +had been splashed with the mud from Anthony Dexter's carriage wheels. +The man with the red feather in his hat had called her, and she had +come. Now he was digging in her garden, making the desolate place +clean, if not cheerful. + +Conscious of an unfamiliar detachment, Miss Evelina settled herself to +think. The first hurt and the long pain which followed it, the blurred +agony of remembrance when she had come back to the empty house, then +the sharp, clean-cut stroke when she stood on the road, her eyes +downcast, and heard the wheels rush by, then clear and challenging, the +pipes o' Pan. + +"'There is a divinity that shapes our ends,'" she thought, "'rough-hew +them how we may.'" Where had she heard that before? She remembered, +now--it was a favourite quotation of Anthony Dexter's. + +Her lip curled scornfully. Was she never to be free from Anthony +Dexter? Was she always to be confronted with his cowardice, his +shirking, his spoken and written thoughts? Was she always to see his +face as she had seen it last, his great love for her shining in his +eyes for all the world to read? Was she to see forever his pearl +necklace, discoloured, snaky, and cold, as meaningless as the yellow +slip of paper that had come with it? + +Where was the divinity that had shaped her course hither? Why had she +been driven back to the place of her crucifixion, to stand veiled in +the road while he drove by and splashed her with mud from his wheels? + +Out in the garden, the Piper still strove with the weeds. He had the +place nearly half cleared now. The space on the other side of the +house was, as yet, untouched, and the trees and shrubbery all needed +trimming. The wall was broken in places, earth had drifted upon it, +and grass and weeds had taken root in the crevices. + +Upon one side of the house, nearly all of the bare earth had been raked +clean. He was on the western slope, now, where the splendid poppies +had once grown. Pausing in his whistling, the Piper stooped and picked +up some small object. Miss Evelina cowered behind her shielding +shutters, for she guessed that he had found the empty vial which had +contained laudanum. + +The Piper sniffed twice at the bottle. His scent was as keen as a +hunting dog's. Then he glanced quickly toward the house where Miss +Evelina, unveiled, shrank back into the farthest corner of an upper +room. + +He walked to the gate, no longer whistling, and slowly, thoughtfully, +buried it deep in the rubbish. Could Miss Evelina have seen his face, +she would have marvelled at the tenderness which transfigured it and +wondered at the mist that veiled his eyes. + +He stood at the gate for a long time, leaning on his scythe, his back +to the house. In sympathy with his master's mood, the dog was quiet, +and merely nosed about among the rubbish. By a flash of intuition, +Miss Evelina knew that the finding of the bottle had made clear to the +Piper much that he had not known before. + +She felt herself an open book before those kind, keen eyes, which +neither sought nor avoided her veiled face. All the sorrow and the +secret suffering would be his, if he chose to read it. Miss Evelina +knew that she must keep away. + +The sun set without splendour. Still the Piper stood there, leaning on +his scythe, thinking. All the rubbish in the garden was old, except +the empty laudanum bottle. The label was still legible, and also the +warning word, "Poison." She had put it there herself--he had no doubt +of that. + +The dog whined and licked his master's hand, as though to say it was +time to go home. At length the Piper roused himself and gathered up +his tools. He carried them to a shed at the back of the house, and +Miss Evelina, watching, knew that he was coming back to finish his +self-appointed task. + +"Yes," said the Piper, "we'll be going. 'T is not needful to bark." + +He went down-hill slowly, the little dog trotting beside him and +occasionally licking his hand. They went into the shop, the door of +which was still propped open. The Piper built a fire, removed his coat +and hat, took off his leggings, cleaned his boots, and washed his hands. + +Then, unmindful of the fact that it was supper-time, he sat down. The +dog sat down, too, pressing hard against him. The Piper took the dog's +head between his hands and looked long into the loving, eager eyes. + +"She will be very beautiful, Laddie," he sighed, at length, "very +beautiful and very brave." + + + + +IX + +Housecleaning + +The brisk, steady tap sounded at Miss Evelina's door. It was a little +after eight, and she opened it, expecting to find her breakfast, as +usual. Much to her surprise, Miss Mehitable stood there, armed with a +pail, mop, and broom. Behind her, shy and frightened, was Araminta, +similarly equipped. + +The Reverend Austin Thorpe, having carried a step-ladder to the back +door, had then been abruptly dismissed. Under the handle of her +scrubbing pail, the ministering angel had slipped the tray containing +Miss Evelina's breakfast. + +"I've slopped it over some," she said, in explanation, "but you won't +mind that. Someway, I've never had hands enough to do what I've had to +do. Most of the work in the world is slid onto women, and then, as if +that wasn't enough, they're given skirts to hold up, too. Seems to me +that if the Almighty had meant for women to be carrying skirts all +their lives, He'd have give us another hand and elbow in our backs, +like a jinted stove-pipe, for the purpose. Not having the extra hand, +I go short on skirts when I'm cleaning." + +Miss Mehitable's clean, crisp, calico gown ceased abruptly at her +ankles. Araminta's blue and white gingham was of a similar length, and +her sleeves, guiltless of ruffles, came only to her dimpled elbows. +Araminta was trying hard not to stare at Miss Evelina's veil while Aunt +Hitty talked. + +"We've come," asserted Miss Mehitable, "to clean your house. We've +cleaned our own and we ain't tired yet, so we're going to do some +scrubbing here. I guess it needs it." + +Miss Evelina was reminded of the Piper, who was digging in her garden +because he had no garden of his own. "I can't let you," she said, +hesitating over the words. "You're too kind to me, and I'm going to do +my cleaning myself." + +"Fiddlesticks!" snorted Miss Hitty, brushing Miss Evelina from her path +and marching triumphantly in. "You ain't strong enough to do cleaning. +You just set down and eat your breakfast. Me and Minty will begin +upstairs." + +In obedience to a gesture from her aunt, Araminta crept upstairs. The +house had not yet taken on a habitable look, and as she stood in the +large front room, deep in dust and draped with cobwebs, she was afraid. + +Meanwhile Miss Mehitable had built a fire in the kitchen stove, put +kettles of water on to heat, stretched a line across the yard, and +brought in the step-ladder. Miss Evelina sat quietly, and apparently +took no notice of the stir that was going on about her. She had not +touched her breakfast. + +"Why don't you eat?" inquired Miss Hitty, not unkindly. + +"I'm not hungry," returned Miss Evelina, timidly. + +"Well," answered Miss Mehitable, her perception having acted in the +interval, "I don't wonder you ain't, with all this racket goin' on. +I'll be out of here in a minute and then you can set here, nice and +quiet, and eat. I never like to eat when there's anything else going +on around me. It drives me crazy." + +True to her word, she soon ascended the stairs, where the quaking +Araminta awaited her. "It'll take some time for the water to heat," +observed Miss Hitty, "but there's plenty to do before we get to +scrubbing. Remember what I've told you, Minty. The first step in +cleaning a room is to take out of it everything that ain't nailed to +it." + +Every window was opened to its highest point. Some were difficult to +move, but with the aid of Araminta's strong young arms, they eventually +went up as desired. From the windows descended torrents of bedding, +rugs, and curtains, a veritable dust storm being raised in the process. + +"When I go down after the hot water, I'll hang these things on the +line," said Miss Mehitable, briskly. "They can't get any dustier on +the ground than they are now." + +The curtains were so frail that they fell apart in Miss Hitty's hands. +"You can make her some new ones, Minty," she said. "She can get some +muslin at Mis' Allen's, and you can sew on curtains for a while instead +of quilts. It'll be a change." + +None too carefully, Miss Mehitable tore up the rag carpet and threw it +out of the window, sneezing violently. "There's considerable less dirt +here already than there was when we come," she continued, "though we +ain't done any real cleaning yet. She can't never put that carpet down +again, it's too weak. We'll get a bucket of paint and paint the +floors. I guess Sarah Grey had plenty of rugs. She's got a lot of rag +carpeting put away in the attic if the moths ain't ate it, and, now +that I think of it, I believe she packed it into the cedar chest. +Anyway I advised her to. 'It'll come handy,' I told her, 'for Evelina, +if you don't live to use it yourself.' So if the moths ain't got the +good of it, there's carpet that can be made into rugs with some fringe +on the ends. I always did like the smell of fresh paint, anyhow. +There's nothin' you can put into a house that'll make it smell as fresh +and clean as paint. Varnish is good, too, but it's more expensive. +I'll go down now, and get the hot water and the ladder. I reckon she's +through with her breakfast by this time." + +Miss Evelina had finished her breakfast, as the empty tray proved. She +sat listlessly in her chair and the water on the stove was boiling over. + +"My sakes, Evelina," cried Miss Hitty, sharply, "I should think +you'd--I should think you'd hear the water fallin' on the stove," she +concluded, lamely. It was impossible to scold her as she would have +scolded Araminta. + +"I'm goin' out now to put things on the line," continued Miss Hitty. +"When I get Minty started to cleanin', I'll come down and beat." + +Miss Evelina made no response. She watched her brisk neighbour +wearily, without interest, as she hurried about the yard, dragging +mattresses into the sunlight, hanging musty bedding on the line, and +carrying the worn curtains to the mountain of rubbish which the Piper +had reared in front of the house. + +"That creeter with the red feather can clean the yard if he's a mind +to," mused Miss Hitty, who was fully conversant with the Piper's work, +"but he can't clean the house. I'm going to do that myself." + +She went in and was presently in her element. The smell of yellow soap +was as sweet incense in the nostrils of Miss Hitty, and the sound of +the scrubbing brush was melodious in her ears. She brushed down the +walls with a flannel cloth tied over a broom, washed the windows, +scrubbed every inch of the woodwork, and prepared the floor for its +destined coat of paint. + +Then she sent Araminta into the next room with the ladder, and began on +the furniture. This, too, was thoroughly scrubbed, and as much paint +and varnish as would come off was allowed to come. "It'll have to be +painted," thought Miss Hitty, scrubbing happily, "but when it is +painted, it'll be clean underneath, and that's more than it has been. +Evelina 'll sleep clean to-night for the first time since she come +here. There's a year's washin' to be done in this house and before I +get round to that, I'll lend her some of my clean sheets and a quilt or +two of Minty's." + +Adjourning to the back yard, Miss Mehitable energetically beat a +mattress until no more dust rose from it. With Araminta's aid she +carried it upstairs and put it in place. "I'm goin' home now after my +dinner and Evelina's," said Miss Hitty, "and when I come back I'll +bring sheets and quilts for this. You clean till I come back, and then +you can go home for your own lunch." + +Araminta assented and continued her work. She never questioned her +aunt's dictates, and this was why there was no friction between the two. + +When Miss Mehitable came back, however, half buried under the mountain +of bedding, she was greeted by a portentous silence. Hurrying +upstairs, she discovered that Araminta had fallen from the ladder and +was in a white and helpless heap on the floor, while Miss Evelina +chafed her hands and sprinkled her face with water. + +"For the land's sake!" cried Miss Hitty. "What possessed Minty to go +and fall off the ladder! Help me pick her up, Evelina, and we'll lay +her on the bed in the room we've just cleaned. She'll come to +presently. She ain't hurt." + +But Araminta did not "come to." Miss Mehitable tried everything she +could think of, and fairly drenched the girl with cold water, without +avail. + +"What did it?" she demanded with some asperity. "Did she see anything +that scared her?" + +"No," answered Miss Evelina, shrinking farther back into her veil. "I +was downstairs and heard her scream, then she fell and I ran up. It +was just a minute or two before you came in." + +"Well," sighed Miss Hitty, "I suppose we'll have to have a doctor. You +fix that bed with the clean things I brought. It's easy to do it +without movin' her after the under sheet is on and I'll help you with +that. Don't pour any more cold water on her. If water would have +brung her to she'd be settin' up by now. And don't get scared. Minty +ain't hurt." + +With this comforting assurance, Miss Hitty sped down-stairs, but her +mind was far from at rest. At the gate she stopped, suddenly +confronted by the fact that she could not bring Anthony Dexter to +Evelina's house. + +"What'll I do!" moaned Miss Hitty. "What'll I do! Minty'll die if she +ain't dead now!" + +The tears rolled down her wrinkled cheeks, but she ran on, as fast as +her feet would carry her, toward Doctor Dexter's. "The way'll be +opened," she thought--"I'm sure it will." + +The way was opened in an unexpected fashion, for Doctor Ralph Dexter +answered Miss Hitty's frantic ring at his door. + +"I'd clean forgotten you," she stammered, wholly taken aback. "I don't +believe you're anything but a play doctor, but, as things is, I reckon +you'll have to do." + +Doctor Ralph Dexter threw back his head and laughed--a clear, ringing +boyish laugh which was very good to hear. + +"'Play doctor' is good," he said, "when anybody's worked as much like a +yellow dog as I have. Anyhow, I'll have to do, for father's not at +home. Who's dead?" + +"It's Araminta," explained Miss Hitty, already greatly relieved. "She +fell off a step-ladder and ain't come to yet." + +Doctor Ralph's face grew grave. "Wait a minute." He went into the +office and returned almost immediately. As luck would have it, the +doctor's carriage was at the door, waiting for a hurry call. + +"Jump in," commanded Doctor Ralph. "You can tell me about it on the +way. Where do we go?" + +Miss Hitty issued directions to the driver and climbed in. In spite of +her trouble, she was not insensible of the comfort of the cushions nor +the comparative luxury of the conveyance. She was also mindful of the +excitement her presence in the doctor's carriage produced in her +acquaintances as they rushed past. + +By dint of much questioning, Doctor Ralph obtained a full account of +the accident, all immaterial circumstances being brutally eliminated as +they cropped up in the course of her speech. "It's God's own mercy," +said Miss Hitty, as they stopped at the gate, "that we'd cleaned that +room. We couldn't have got it any cleaner if 't was for a layin' out +instead of a sickness. Oh, Ralph," she pleaded, "don't let Minty die!" + +"Hush!" said Doctor Ralph, sternly. He spoke with an authority new to +Miss Hitty, who, in earlier days, had been wont to drive Ralph out of +her incipient orchard with a bed slat, sharpened at one end into a +formidable weapon of offence. + +Araminta was still unconscious, but she was undressed, and in bed, clad +in one of Miss Evelina's dainty but yellowed nightgowns. Doctor Ralph +worked with incredible quickness and Miss Hitty watched him, wondering, +frightened, yet with a certain sneaking confidence in him. + +"Fracture of the ankle," he announced, briefly, "and one or two bad +bruises. Plaster cast and no moving." + +When Araminta returned to consciousness, she thought she was dead and +had gone to Heaven. The room was heavy with soothing antiseptic +odours, and she seemed to be suspended in a vapoury cloud. On the edge +of the cloud hovered Miss Evelina, veiled, and Aunt Hitty, who was most +assuredly crying. There was a stranger, too, and Araminta gazed at him +questioningly. + +Doctor Ralph's hand, firm and cool, closed over hers. "Don't you +remember me, Araminta?" he asked, much as one would speak to a child. +"The last time I saw you, you were hanging out a basket of clothes. +The grass was very green and the sky was a bright blue, and the petals +of apple blossoms were drifting all round your feet. I called to you, +and you ran into the house. Now I've got you where you can't get away." + +Araminta's pale cheeks flushed. She looked pleadingly at Aunt Hitty, +who had always valiantly defended her from the encroachments of boys +and men. + +"You come downstairs with me, Ralph Dexter," commanded Aunt Hitty. +"I've got some talking to do to you. Evelina, you set here with +Araminta till I get back." + +Miss Evelina drew a damp, freshly scrubbed chair to the bedside. "I +fell off the step-ladder, didn't I?" asked Araminta, vaguely. + +"Yes, dear." Miss Evelina's voice was very low and sweet. "You fell, +but you're all right now. You're going to stay here until you get +well. Aunt Hitty and I are going to take care of you." + +In the cobwebbed parlour, meanwhile, Doctor Ralph was in the hands of +the attorney for the prosecution, who questioned him ceaselessly. + +"What's wrong with Minty?" + +"Broken ankle." + +"How did it happen to get broke?" demanded Miss Hitty, with harshness. +"I never knew an ankle to get broke by falling off a ladder." + +"Any ankle will break," temporised Dr. Ralph, "if it is hurt at the +right point." + +"I wish I could have had your father." + +"Father wasn't there," returned Ralph, secretly amused. "You had to +take me." + +Miss Hitty's face softened. There were other reasons why she could not +have had Ralph's father. + +"When can Minty go home?" + +"Minty can't go home until she's well. She's got to stay right here." + +"If she'd fell in the yard," asked Miss Hitty, peering keenly at him +over her spectacles, "would she have had to stay in the yard till she +got well?" + +The merest suspicion of a dimple crept into the corner of Doctor +Ralph's mouth. His eyes danced, but otherwise his face was very grave. +"She would," he said, in his best professional manner. "A shed would +have had to be built over her." He fancied that Miss Hitty's constant +presence might prove disastrous to a nervous patient. He liked the +quiet, veiled woman, who obeyed his orders without question. + +"How much," demanded Miss Mehitable, "is it going to cost?" + +"I don't know," answered Ralph, honestly. "I'll have to come every day +for a long time--perhaps twice a day," he added, remembering the curve +of Araminta's cheek and her long, dark lashes. + +Miss Hitty made an indescribable sound. Pain, fear, disbelief, and +contempt were all mingled in it. + +"Don't worry," said Ralph, kindly. "You know doctoring sometimes comes +by wholesale." + +Miss Hitty's relief was instantaneous and evident. "There's regular +prices, I suppose," she said. "Broken toe, broken ankle, broken +leg--each one so much. Is that it?" + +Doctor Ralph was seized with a violent fit of coughing. + +"How much is ankles?" demanded his inquisitor. + +"I'll leave that all to you, Miss Hitty," said Ralph, when he recovered +his composure. "You can pay me whatever you think is right." + +"I shouldn't pay you anything I didn't think was right," she returned, +sharply, "unless I was made to by law. As long as you've got to come +every day for a spell, and mebbe twice, I'll give you five dollars the +day Minty walks again. If that won't do, I'll get the doctor over to +the Ridge." + +Doctor Ralph coughed so hard that he was obliged to cover his face with +his handkerchief. "I should think," said Miss Mehitable, "that if you +were as good a doctor as you pretend to be, you'd cure your own +coughin' spells. First thing you know, you'll be running into quick +consumption. Will five dollars do?" + +Ralph bowed, but his face was very red and he appeared to be struggling +with some secret emotion. "I couldn't think of taking as much as five +dollars, Miss Hitty," he said, gallantly. "I should not have ventured +to suggest over four and a half." + +"He's cheaper than his father," thought Miss Hitty, quickly suspicious. +"That's because he ain't as good a doctor." + +"Four and a half, then," she said aloud. "Is it a bargain?" + +"It is," said Ralph, "and I'll take the best possible care of Araminta. +Shake hands on it." He went out, his shoulders shaking with suppressed +merriment, and Miss Hitty watched him through the grimy front window. + +"Seems sort of decent," she thought, "and not too grasping. He might +be real nice if he wasn't a man." + + + + +X + +Ralph's First Case + +"Father," said Ralph at breakfast, "I got my first case yesterday." + +Anthony Dexter smiled at the tall, straight young fellow who sat +opposite him. He did not care about the case but he found endless +satisfaction in Ralph. + +"What was it?" he asked, idly. + +"Broken ankle. I only happened to get it because you were out. I was +accused of being a 'play doctor,' but, under the circumstances, I had +to do." + +"Miss Mehitable?" queried Doctor Dexter, with lifted brows. "I +wouldn't have thought her ankles could be broken by anything short of +machinery." + +"Guess they couldn't," laughed Ralph. "Anyhow, they were all right at +last accounts. It's Araminta--the pretty little thing who lives with +the dragon." + +"Oh!" There was the merest shade of tenderness in the exclamation. +"How did it happen?" + +"Divesting the circumstance of all irrelevant material," returned +Ralph, reaching for another crisp roll, "it was like this. With true +missionary spirit and in the belief that cleanliness is closely related +to godliness, Miss Mehitable determined to clean the old house on the +hill. The shack has been empty a long time; but now has a tenant--of +whom more anon. + +"Miss Mehitable's own mansion, it seems, has been scrubbed inside and +out, and painted and varnished and generally torn up, even though it is +early in the year for such unholy doings. Having finished her own +premises, and still having strength in her elbow, and the housecleaning +microbe being yet on an unchecked rampage through her virtuous system, +and there being some soap left, Miss Mehitable wanders up to the house +with her pail. + +"Shackled to her, also with a pail, is the helpless Araminta. Among +the impedimenta are the Reverend Austin Thorpe and the step-ladder, the +Reverend Thorpe being, dismissed at the door and allowed to run amuck +for the day. + +"The Penates are duly thrown out of the windows, the veiled chatelaine +sitting by mute and helpless. One room is scrubbed till it's so clean +a fly would fall down in it, and the ministering angel goes back to her +own spotless residence after bedding. I believe I didn't understand +exactly why she went after the bedding, but I can doubtless find out +the next time I see Miss Mehitable. + +"In the absence of the superintendent, Araminta seizes the opportunity +to fall off the top of the ladder, lighting on her ankle, and fainting +most completely on the way down. The rest is history. + +"Doctor Dexter being out, his son, perforce, has to serve. The ankle +being duly set and the excitement allayed, terms are made in private +with the 'play doctor.' How much, Father, do you suppose I am to be +paid the day Araminta walks again?" + +Doctor Dexter dismissed the question. "Couldn't guess," he grunted. + +"Four and a half," said Ralph, proudly. + +"Hundred?" asked Doctor Dexter, with a gleam of interest. "You must +have imbibed high notions at college." + +"Hundred!" shouted Ralph, "Heavens, no! Four dollars and a half! Four +dollars and fifty cents, marked down from five for this day only. +Special remnant sale of repaired ankles!" The boy literally doubled +himself in his merriment. + +"You bloated bondholder," said his father, fondly. "Don't be +extravagant with it." + +"I won't," returned Ralph, between gasps. "I thought I'd put some of +it into unincumbered real estate and loan the rest on good security at +five per cent." + +Into the lonely house Ralph's laughter came like the embodied spirit of +Youth. It searched out the hidden corners, illuminated the shadows, +stirred the silences to music. A sunbeam danced on the stair, where, +according to Doctor Dexter's recollection, no sunbeam had ever dared to +dance before. Ah, it, was good to have the boy at home! + +"Miss Mehitable," observed Doctor Dexter, after a pause, "is like the +poor--always with us. I seldom get to a patient who is really in +danger before she does. She seems to have secret wires stretched all +over the country and she has the clinical history of the neighbourhood +at her tongue's end. What's more, she distributes it, continually, +painstakingly, untiringly. Every detail of every case I have charge of +is spread broadcast, by Miss Mehitable. I'd have a bad reputation, +professionally, if so much about my patients was generally known +anywhere else." + +"Is she a good nurse?" asked Ralph. + +"According to her light, yes; but she isn't willing to work on +recognised lines. She'll dose my patients with roots and herbs of her +own concocting if she gets a chance, and proudly claim credit for the +cure. If the patient dies, everybody blames me. I can't sit by a case +of measles and keep Miss Mehitable from throwing sassafras tea into it +more than ten hours at a stretch." + +"Why don't you talk to her?" queried Ralph. + +"Talk to her!" snorted Doctor Dexter. "Do you suppose I haven't +ruptured my vocal cords more than once? I might just as well put my +head out of the front window and whisper it as to talk to her." + +"She won't monkey with my case," said Ralph. His mouth was firmly set. + +"Won't she?" parried Doctor Dexter, sarcastically. "You go up there +and see if the cast isn't off and the fracture being fomented with +pennyroyal tea or some such mess." + +"I always had an impression," said Ralph, thoughtfully, "that people +were afraid of you." + +"They are," grunted Doctor Dexter, "but Miss Mehitable isn't 'people.' +She goes by herself, and isn't afraid of man or devil. If I had horns +and a barbed tail and breathed smoke, I couldn't scare her. The +patient's family, being more afraid of her than of me, invariably give +her free access to the sick-room." + +"I don't want her to worry Araminta," said Ralph. + +"If you don't want Araminta worried," replied Doctor Dexter, +conclusively, "you'd better put a few things into your suit case, and +move up there until she walks." + +"All right," said Ralph. "I'm here to rout your malign influence. +It's me to sit by Araminta's crib and scare the old girl off. I'll bet +I can fix her." + +"If you can," returned Doctor Dexter, "you are considerably more +intelligent than I take you to be." + +With the welfare of his young patient very earnestly at heart, Ralph +went up the hill. Miss Evelina admitted him, and Ralph drew her into +the dusty parlour. "Can you take care of anybody?" he inquired, +without preliminary. "Can you follow directions?" + +"I--think so." + +"Then," Ralph went on, "I turn Araminta over to you. Miss Mehitable +has nothing to do with the case from this moment. Araminta is in your +care and mine. You take directions from me and from nobody else. Do +you understand?" + +"Yes," whispered Miss Evelina, "but Mehitable won't--won't let me." + +"Won't let you nothing," said Ralph, scornfully. "She's to be kept +out." + +"She--she--" stammered Miss Evelina, "she's up there now." + +Ralph started upstairs. Half-way up, he heard the murmur of voices, +and went up more quietly. He stepped lightly along the hall and stood +just outside Araminta's door, shamelessly listening. + +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself," said an indignant feminine +voice. "The idea of a big girl like you not bein' able to stand on a +ladder without fallin' off. It's your mother's foolishness cropping +out in you, after all I've done for you. I've stood on ladders all my +life and never so much as slipped. I believe you did it a purpose, +though what you thought you'd get for doin' it puzzles me some. P'raps +you thought you'd get out of the housecleanin' but you won't. When it +comes time for the Fall cleanin,' you'll do every stroke yourself, to +pay for all this trouble and expense. Do you know what it's costin'? +Four dollars and a half of good money! I should think you'd be +ashamed!" + +"But, Aunt Hitty--" began the girl, pleadingly. + +"Stop! Don't you 'Aunt Hitty' me," continued the angry voice. "You +needn't tell me you didn't fall off that ladder a purpose. Four +dollars and a half and all the trouble besides! I hope you'll think of +that while you're laying here like a lady and your poor old aunt is +slavin' for you, workin' her fingers to the bone." + +"If I can ever get the four dollars and a half," cried Araminta, with +tears in her voice, "I will give it back to you--oh, indeed I will!" + +At this point, Doctor Ralph Dexter entered the room, his eyes snapping +dangerously. + +"Miss Mehitable," he said with forced calmness, "will you kindly come +downstairs a moment? I wish to speak to you." + +Dazed and startled, Miss Mehitable rose from her chair and followed +him. There was in Ralph's voice a quality which literally compelled +obedience. He drew her into the dusty parlour and closed all the doors +carefully. Miss Evelina was nowhere to be seen. + +"I was standing in the hall," said Ralph, coolly, "and I heard every +word you said to that poor, helpless child. You ought to know, if you +know anything at all, that nobody ever fell off a step-ladder on +purpose. She's hurt, and she's badly hurt, and she's not in any way to +blame for it, and I positively forbid you ever to enter that room +again." + +"Forbid!" bristled Aunt Hitty. "Who are you?" she demanded +sarcastically, "to 'forbid' me from nursing my own niece!" + +"I am the attending physician," returned Ralph, calmly. "It is my +case, and nobody else is going to manage it. I have already arranged +with--the lady who lives here--to take care of Araminta, and----" + +"Arrange no such thing," interrupted Miss Hitty, violently. Her temper +was getting away from her. + +"One moment," interrupted Ralph. "If I hear of your entering that room +again before I say Araminta is cured, I will charge you just exactly +one hundred dollars for my services, and collect it by law." + +Miss Hitty's lower jaw dropped, her strong, body shook. She gazed at +Ralph as one might look at an intimate friend gone suddenly daft. She +had heard of people who lost their reason without warning. Was it +possible that she was in the room with a lunatic? + +She edged toward the door, keeping her eyes on Ralph. + +He anticipated her, and opened it with a polite flourish. "Remember," +he warned her. "One step into Araminta's room, one word addressed to +her, and it costs you just exactly one hundred dollars." He opened the +other door and pointed suggestively down the hill, She lost no time in +obeying the gesture, but scudded down the road as though His Satanic +Majesty himself was in her wake. + +Ralph laughed to himself all the way upstairs but in the hall he paused +and his face grew grave again. From Araminta's room came the sound of +sobbing. + +She did not see him enter, for her face was hidden in her pillow. +"Araminta!" said Ralph, tenderly, "You poor child." + +Touched by the unexpected sympathy, Araminta raised her head to look at +him. "Oh Doctor--" she began, + +"Doctor Ralph," said the young man, sitting down on the bed beside her. +"My father is Doctor Dexter and I am Doctor Ralph." + +"I'm ashamed of myself for being such a baby," sobbed Araminta. "I +didn't mean to cry." + +"You're not a baby at all," said Doctor Ralph, soothingly, taking her +hot hand in his. "You're hurt, and you've been bothered, and if you +want to cry, you can. Here's my handkerchief." + +After a little, her sobs ceased. Doctor Ralph still sat there, +regarding her with a sort of questioning tenderness which was entirely +outside of Araminta's brief experience. + +"You're not to be bothered any more," he said. "I've seen your aunt, +and she's not to set foot in this room again until you get well. If +she even speaks to you from the hall, you're to tell me." + +Araminta gazed at him, wide-eyed and troubled. "I can't take care of +myself," she said, with a pathetic little smile. + +"You're not going to. The lady who lives here is going to take care of +you." + +"Miss Evelina? She got burned because she was bad and she has to wear +a veil all the time." + +"How was she bad?" asked Ralph. + +"I don't just know," whispered Araminta, cautiously. "Aunt Hitty +didn't know, or else she wouldn't tell me, but she was bad. She went +to a man's house. She----" + +Then Araminta remembered that it was Doctor Dexter's house to which +Miss Evelina had gone. In shame and terror, she hid her face again. + +"I don't believe anybody ever got burned just for being bad," Ralph was +saying, "but your face is hot and I'm going to cool it for you." + +He brought a bowl of cold water, and with his handkerchief bathed +Araminta's flushed face and her hot hands. "Doesn't that feel good?" +he asked, when the traces of tears had been practically removed. + +"Yes," sighed Araminta, gratefully, "but I've always washed my own face +before. I saw a cat once," she continued. "He was washing his +children's faces." + +"Must have been a lady cat," observed Ralph, with a smile. + +"The little cats," pursued Araminta, "looked to be very soft. I think +they liked it." + +"They are soft," admitted Ralph. "Don't you think so?" + +"I don't know. I never had a little cat." + +"Never had a kitten?" cried Ralph. "You poor, defrauded child! What +kind of a kitten would you like best?" + +"A little grey cat," said Araminta, seriously, "a little grey cat with +blue eyes, but Aunt Hitty would never let me have one." + +"See here," said Ralph. "Aunt Hitty isn't running this show. I'm +stage manager and ticket taker and advance man and everything else, all +rolled into one. I can't promise positively, because I'm not posted on +the cat supply around here, but if I can find one, you shall have a +grey kitten with blue eyes, and you shall have some kind of a kitten, +anyhow." + +"Oh!" cried Araminta, her eyes shining. "Truly?" + +"Truly," nodded Ralph. + +"Would--would--" hesitated Araminta--"would it be any more than four +dollars and a half if you brought me the little cat? Because if it is, +I can't----" + +"It wouldn't," interrupted Ralph. "On any bill over a dollar and a +quarter, I always throw in a kitten. Didn't you know that?" + +"No," answered Araminta, with a happy little laugh. How kind he was, +eyen though he was a man! Perhaps, if he knew how wicked her mother +had been, he would not be so kind to her. The stern Puritan conscience +rose up and demanded explanation. + +"I--I--must tell you," she said, "before you bring me the little cat. +My mother--she--" here Araminta turned her crimson face away. She +swallowed a lump in her throat, then said, bravely: "My mother was +married!" + +Doctor Ralph Dexter laughed--a deep, hearty, boyish laugh that rang +cheerfully through the empty house. "I'll tell you something," he +said. He leaned over and whispered in her ear; "So was mine!" + +Araminta's tell-tale face betrayed her relief. He knew the worst +now--and he was similarly branded. His mother, too, had been an +outcast, beyond Aunt Hitty's pale. There was comfort in the thought, +though Araminta had been taught not to rejoice at another's misfortune. + +Ralph strolled off down the hill, his hands in his pockets, for the +moment totally forgetting the promised kitten. "The little saint," he +mused, "she's been kept in a cage all her life. She doesn't know +anything except what the dragon has taught her. She looks at life with +the dragon's sidewise squint. I'll open the door for her," he +continued, mentally, "for I think she's worth saving. Hope to Moses +and the prophets I don't forget that cat." + +No suspicion that he could forget penetrated Araminta's consciousness. +It had been pleasant to have Doctor Ralph sit there and wash her face, +talking to her meanwhile, even though he was a man, and men were +poison. Like a strong, sure bond between them, Araminta felt their +common disgrace. + +"His mother was married," she thought, drowsily, "and so was mine. +Neither of them knew any better. Oh, Lord," prayed Araminta, with +renewed vigour, "keep me from the contamination of marriage, for Thy +sake. Amen." + + + + +XI + +The Loose Link + +Seated primly on a chair in Miss Evelina's kitchen, Miss Mehitable gave +a full account of her sentiments toward Doctor Ralph Dexter. She began +with his birth and remarked that he was a puny infant, and, for a time, +it was feared that he was "light headed." + +"He got his senses after a while, though," she continued, grudgingly, +"that is, such as they are." + +She proceeded through his school-days, repeated unflattering opinions +which his teachers had expressed to her, gave an elaborate description +of the conflict that ensued when she caught him stealing green apples +from her incipient, though highly promising, orchard, alluded darkly to +his tendency to fight with his schoolmates, suggested that certain +thefts of chickens ten years and more ago could, if the truth were +known, safely be attributed to Ralph Dexter, and speculated upon the +trials and tribulations a scapegrace son might cause an upright and +respected father. + +All the dead and buried crimes of the small boys of the village were +excavated from the past and charged to Ralph Dexter. Miss Mehitable +brought the record fully up to the time he left Rushton for college, +having been prepared for entrance by his father. Then she began with +Araminta. + +First upon the schedule were Miss Mehitable's painful emotions when +Barbara Smith had married Henry Lee. She croaked anew all her +raven-like prophecies of misfortune which had added excitement to the +wedding, and brought forth the birth of Araminta in full proof. Full +details of Barbara's death were given, and the highly magnified events +which had led to her adoption of the child. Condescending for a moment +to speak of the domestic virtues, Miss Mehitable explained, with proper +pride, how she had "brought up" Araminta. The child had been kept +close at the side of her guardian angel, never had been to school, had +been carefully taught at home, had not been allowed to play with other +children; in short, save at extremely rare intervals, Araminta had seen +no one unless in the watchful presence of her counsellor. + +"And if you don't think that's work," observed Miss Hitty, piously, +"you just keep tied to one person for almost nineteen years, day and +night, never lettin' 'em out of your sight, and layin' the foundation +of their manners and morals and education, and see how you'll feel when +a blackmailing sprig of a play-doctor threatens to collect a hundred +dollars from you if you dast to nurse your own niece!" + +Miss Evelina, silent as always, was moving restlessly about the +kitchen. Unaccustomed since her girlhood to activity of any +description, she found her new tasks hard. Muscles, long unused, ached +miserably from exertion. Yet Araminta had to be taken care of and her +room kept clean. + +The daily visits of Doctor Ralph, who was almost painfully neat, had +made Miss Evelina ashamed of her house, though he had not appeared to +notice that anything was wrong. She avoided him when she could, but it +was not always possible, for directions had to be given and reports +made. Miss Evelina never looked at him directly. One look into his +eyes, so like his father's, had made her so faint that she would have +fallen, had not Doctor Ralph steadied her with his strong arm. + +To her, he was Anthony Dexter in the days of his youth, though she +continually wondered to find it so. She remembered a story she had +read, a long time ago, of a young woman who lost her husband of a few +weeks in a singularly pathetic manner. In exploring a mountain, he +fell into a crevasse, and his body could not be recovered. Scientists +calculated that, at the rate the glacier was moving, his body might be +expected to appear at the foot of the mountain in about twenty-three +years; so, grimly, the young bride set herself to wait. + +At the appointed time, the glacier gave up its dead, in perfect +preservation, owing to the intense cold. But the woman who had waited +for her husband thus was twenty-three years older; she had aged, and he +was still young. In some such way had Anthony Dexter come back to her; +eager, boyish, knowing none of life except its joy, while she, a +quarter of a century older, had borne incredible griefs, been wasted by +long vigils, and now stood, desolate, at the tomb of a love which was +not dead, but continually tore at its winding sheet and prayed for +release. + +To Evelina, at times, the past twenty-five years seemed like a long +nightmare. This was Anthony Dexter--this boy with the quick, light +step, the ringing laugh, the broad shoulders and clear, true eyes. No +terror lay between them, all was straight and right; yet the +realisation still enshrouded her like a black cloud. + +"And," said Miss Hitty, mournfully, "after ail my patience and hard +work in bringing up Araminta as a lady should be brought up, and having +taught her to beware of men and even of boys, she's took away from me +when she's sick, and nobody allowed to see her except a blackmailing +play-doctor, who is putting Heaven knows what devilment into her head. +I suppose there's nothing to prevent me from finishing the +housecleaning, if I don't speak to my own niece as I pass her door?" + +She spoke inquiringly, but Miss Evelina did not reply. + +"Most folks," continued Miss Hitty, with asperity, "is pleased enough +to have their houses cleaned for 'em to say 'thank you,' but I'm some +accustomed to ingratitude. What I do now in the way of cleanin' will +be payin' for the nursin' of Araminta." + +Still Miss Evelina did not answer, her thoughts being far away. + +"Maybe I did speak cross to Minty," admitted Miss Hitty, grudgingly, +"at a time when I had no business to. If I did, I'm willin' to tell +her so, but not that blackmailing play-doctor with a hundred-dollar +bill for a club. I was clean out of patience with Minty for falling +off the ladder, but I guess, as he says, she didn't go for to do it. +'T ain't in reason for folks to step off ladders or out of windows +unless they're walkin' in their sleep, and I've never let Minty sleep +in the daytime." + +Unceasingly, Miss Mehitable prattled on. Reminiscence, anecdote, and +philosophical observations succeeded one another with startling +rapidity, ending always in vituperation and epithet directed toward +Araminta's physician. Dark allusions to the base ingratitude of +everybody with whom Miss Hitty had ever been concerned alternately +cumbered her speech. At length the persistent sound wore upon Miss +Evelina, much as the vibration of sound may distress one totally deaf. + +The kitchen door was open and Miss Evelina went outdoors. Miss +Mehitable continued to converse, then shortly perceived that she was +alone. "Well, I never!" she gasped. "Guess I'll go home!" + +Her back was very stiff and straight when she marched downhill, firmly +determined to abandon Evelina, scorn Doctor Ralph Dexter, and leave +Araminta to her well-deserved fate. One thought and one only +illuminated her gloom. "He ain't got his four dollars and a half, +yet," she chuckled, craftily. "Mebbe he'll get it and mebbe he won't. +We'll see." + +While straying about the garden. Miss Evelina saw her unwelcome guest +take her militant departure, and reproached herself for her lack of +hospitality. Miss Mehitable had been very kind to her and deserved +only kindness in return. She had acted upon impulse and was ashamed. + +Miss Evelina meditated calling her back, but the long years of +self-effacement and inactivity had left her inert, with capacity only +for suffering. That very suffering to which she had become accustomed +had of late assumed fresh phases. She was hurt continually in new +ways, yet, after the first shock of returning to her old home, not so +much as she had expected. It is a way of life, and one of its inmost +compensations--this finding of a reality so much easier than our fears. + +April had come over the hills, singing, with a tinkle of rain and a +rush of warm winds, and yet the Piper had not returned. His tools were +in the shed, and the mountain of rubbish was still in the road in front +of the house. Half of the garden had not been touched. On one side of +the house was the bare brown earth, with tiny green shoots springing up +through it, and on the other was a twenty-five years' growth of weeds. +Miss Evelina reflected that the place was not unlike her own life; half +of it full of promise, a forbidding wreck in the midst of it, and, +beyond it, desolation, ended only by a stone wall. + +"Did you think," asked a cheerful voice at her elbow, "that I was never +coming back to finish my job?" + +Miss Evelina started, and gazed into the round, smiling face of Piper +Tom, who was accompanied, as always, by his faithful dog. + +"'T is not our way," he went on, including the yellow mongrel in the +pronoun, "to leave undone what we've set our hands and paws to do, eh, +Laddie?" + +He waited a moment, but Miss Evelina did not speak. + +"I got some seeds for my garden," he continued, taking bulging parcels +from the pockets of his short, shaggy coat. "The year's sorrow is at +an end." + +"Sorrow never comes to an end," she cried, bitterly. + +"Doesn't it," he asked. "How old is yours?" + +"Twenty-five years," she answered, choking. The horror of it was +pressing heavily upon her. + +"Then," said the Piper, very gently, "I'm thinking there is something +wrong. No sorrow should last more than a year--'t is written all +around us so." + +"Written? I have never seen it written." + +"No," returned the Piper, kindly, "but 't is because you have not +looked to see. Have you ever known a tree that failed to put out its +green leaves in the Spring, unless it had died from lightning or old +age? When a rose blossoms, then goes to sleep, does it wait for more +than a year before it blooms again? Is it more than a year from bud to +bud, from flower to flower, from fruit to fruit? 'T is God's way of +showing that a year of darkness is enough,--at a time." + +The Piper's voice was very tender; the little dog lay still at his +feet. She leaned against the crumbling wall, and turned her veiled +face away. + +"'T is not for us to be happy without trying," continued the Piper, +"any more than it is for a tree to bear fruit without effort. All the +beauty and joy in the world are the result of work--work for each other +and in ourselves. When you see a butterfly over a field of clover, 't +is because he has worked to get out of his chrysalis. He was not +content to abide within his veil." + +"Suppose," said Miss Evelina, in a voice that was scarcely audible, +"that he couldn't get out?" + +"Ah, but he could," answered the Piper. "We can get out of anything, +if we try. I'm not meaning by escape, but by growth. You put an acorn +into a crevice in a rock. It has no wings, it cannot fly out, nobody +will lift it out. But it grows, and the oak splits the rock; even +takes from the rock nourishment for its root." + +"People are not like acorns and butterflies," she stammered. "We are +not subject to the same laws." + +"Why not?" asked the Piper. "God made us all, and I'm thinking we're +all brothers, having, in a way, the same Father. 'T is not for me to +hold myself above Laddie here, though he's a dog and I'm a man. 'T is +not for me to say that men are better than dogs; that they're more +honest, more true, more kind. The seed that I have in my hand, here, +I'm thinking 't is my brother, too. If I plant it, water it, and keep +the weeds away from it, 't will give me back a blossom. 'T is service +binds us all into the brotherhood." + +"Did you never," asked Evelina, thickly, "hear of chains?" + +"Aye," said the Piper, "chains of our own making. 'T is like the +ancient people in one of my ragged books. When one man killed another, +they chained the dead man to the living one, so that he was forever +dragging his own sin. When he struck the blow, he made his own chain." + +"I am chained," cried Evelina, piteously, "but not to my own sin." + +"'T is wrong," said the Piper; "I'm thinking there's a loose link +somewhere that can be slipped off." + +"I cannot find it," she sobbed; "I've hunted for it in the dark for +twenty-five years." + +"Poor soul," said the Piper, softly. "'T is because of the darkness, +I'm thinking. From the distaff of Eternity, you take the thread of +your life, but you're sitting in the night, and God meant you to be a +spinner in the sun. When the day breaks for you, you'll be finding the +loose link to set yourself free." + +"When the day breaks," repeated Evelina, in a whisper. "There is no +day." + +"There is day. I've come to lead you to it. We'll find the light +together and set the thread to going right again." + +"Who are you?" cried Evelina, suddenly terror stricken. + +The Piper laughed, a low, deep friendly laugh. Then he doffed his grey +hat and bowed, sweeping the earth with the red feather, in cavalier +fashion. "Tom Barnaby, at your service, but most folks call me Piper +Tom. 'T is the flute, you know," he continued in explanation, "that +I'm forever playing on in the woods, having no knowledge of the +instrument, but sort of liking the sound." + +Miss Evelina turned and went into the house, shaken to her inmost soul. +More than ever, she felt the chains that bound her. Straining against +her bonds, she felt them cutting deep into her flesh. Anthony Dexter +had bound her; he alone could set her free. From this there seemed no +possible appeal. + +Meanwhile the Piper mowed down the weeds in the garden, whistling +cheerily. He burned the rubbish in the road, and the smoke made a blue +haze on the hill. He spaded and raked and found new stones for the +broken wall, and kept up a constant conversation with the dog. + +It was twilight long before he got ready to make the flower beds, so he +carried the tools back into the shed and safely stored away the seeds. +Miss Evelina watched him from the grimy front window as he started +downhill, but he did not once look back. + +There was something jaunty in the Piper's manner, aside from the +drooping red feather which bobbed rakishly as he went home, whistling. +When he was no longer to be seen, Miss Evelina sighed. Something +seemed to have gone out of her life, like a sunbeam which has suddenly +faded. In a safe shadow of the house, she raised her veil, and wiped +away a tear. + +When out of sight and hearing, the Piper stopped his whistling. "'T is +no need to be cheerful, Laddie," he explained to the dog, "when there's +none to be saddened if you're not. We don't know about the loose link, +and perhaps we can never find it, but we're going to try. We'll take +off the chain and put the poor soul in the sun again before we go away, +if we can learn how to do it, but I'm thinking 't is a heavy chain and +the sun has long since ceased to shine." + +After supper, he lighted a candle and absorbed himself in going over +his stock. He had made a few purchases in the city and it took some +time to arrange them properly. + +Last of all, he took out a box and opened it. He held up to the +flickering light length after length of misty white chiffon--a fabric +which the Piper had never bought before. + +"'T is expensive, Laddie," he said; "so expensive that neither of us +will taste meat again for more than a week, though we walked both ways, +but I'm thinking she'll need more sometime and there was none to be had +here. We'll not be in the way of charging for it since her gown is +shabby and her shoes are worn." + +Twilight deepened into night and still the Piper sat there, handling +the chiffon curiously and yet with reverence. It was silky to his +touch, filmy, cloud-like. He folded it into small compass, and crushed +it in his hands, much surprised to find that it did not crumple. All +the meaning of chiffon communicated itself to him--the lightness and +the laughter, the beauty and the love. Roses and moonlight seemed to +belong with it, youth and a singing heart. + +"'T is a rare stuff, I'm thinking, Laddie," he said, at length, not +noting that the dog was asleep. "'T is a rare, fine stuff, and well +suited to her wearing, because she is so beautiful that she hides her +face." + + + + +XII + +A Grey Kitten + +With her mouth firmly set, and assuming the air of a martyr trying to +make himself a little more comfortable against the stake, Miss +Mehitable climbed the hill. In her capable hands were the implements +of warfare--pails, yellow soap, and rags. She carried a mop on her +shoulder as a regular carries a gun. + +"Havin' said I would clean house, I will clean house," she mused, "in +spite of all the ingratitude and not listenin'. 'T won't take long, +and it'll do my heart good to see the place clean again. Evelina's got +no gumption about a house--never did have. I s'pose she thinks it's +clean just because she's swept it and brushed down the cobwebs, but it +needs more 'n a broom to take out twenty-five years' dirt." + +Her militant demeanour was somewhat chastened when she presented +herself at the house. When the door was opened, she brushed past Miss +Evelina with a muttered explanation, and made straight for the kitchen +stove. She heated a huge kettle of water, filled her pail, and then, +for the first time, spoke. + +"I've come to finish cleanin' as I promised I would, and I hope it'll +offset your nursin' of Minty. And if that blackmailing play-doctor +comes while I'm at work, you can tell him that I ain't speakin' to +Minty from the hall, nor settin' foot in her room, and that he needn't +be in any hurry to make out his bill, 'cause I'm goin' to take my time +about payin' it." + +She went upstairs briskly, and presently the clatter of moving +furniture fairly shook the house over Miss Evelina's head. It sounded +as if Miss Mehitable did not know there was an invalid in the house, +and found distinct pleasure in making unnecessary noise. The quick, +regular strokes of the scrubbing brush swished through the hall. +Resentment inspired the ministering influence to speed. + +But it was not in Miss Hitty's nature to cherish her wrath long, while +the incense of yellow soap was in her nostrils and the pleasing foam of +suds was everywhere in sight. + +Presently she began to sing, in a high, cracked voice which wavered +continually off the key. She went through her repertory of hymns with +conscientious thoroughness. Then a bright idea came to her. + +"There wa'n't nothin' said about singin'," she said to herself. "I +wa'n't to speak to Minty from the hall, nor set foot into her room. +But I ain't pledged not to sing in the back room, and I can sing any +tune I please, and any words. Reckon Minty can hear." + +The moving of the ladder drowned the sound made by the opening of the +lower door. Secure upon her height, with her head near the open +transom of the back room. Miss Mehitable began to sing. + +"Araminta Lee is a bad, un-grate-ful girl," she warbled, to a tune the +like of which no mortal had ever heard before. "She fell off of a +step-lad-der, and sprained her an-kle, and the play-doc-tor said it was +broke in or-der to get more mon-ey, breaks being more val-u-able than +sprains. Araminta Lee is lay-ing in bed like a la-dy, while her poor +old aunt works her fingers to the bone, to pay for doc-tor's bills and +nursin'. Four dollars and a half," she chanted, mournfully, "and +no-body to pay it but a poor old aunt who has to work her fin-gers to +the bone. Four dollars and a half, four dollars and a half--almost +five dollars. Araminta thinks she will get out of work by pretending +to be sick, but it is not so, not so. Araminta will find out she is +much mis-taken. She will do the Fall clean-ing all alone, alone, and +we do not think there will be any sprained an-kles, nor any four +dollars--" + +Doctor Ralph Dexter appeared in the doorway, his face flaming with +wrath. Miss Mehitable continued to sing, apparently unconcerned, +though her heart pounded violently against her ribs. By a swift change +of words and music, she was singing "Rock of Ages," as any woman is +privileged to do, when cleaning house, or at any other time. + +But the young man still stood there, his angry eyes fixed upon her. +The scrutiny made Miss Mehitable uncomfortable, and at length she +descended from the ladder, still singing, ostensibly to refill her pail. + +"Let me hide--" warbled Miss Hitty, tremulously, attempting to leave +the room. + +Doctor Ralph effectually barred the way. "I should think you'd want to +hide," he said, scornfully. "If I hear of anything; like this again, +I'll send in that bill I told you of. I know a lawyer who can collect +it." + +"If you do," commented Miss Mehitable, ironically, "you know more 'n I +do." She tried to speak with assurance, but her soul was quaking +within her. Was it possible that any one knew she had over three +hundred dollars safely concealed in the attic? + +"I mean exactly what I say," continued Ralph. "If you so much as climb +these stairs again, you and I will have trouble," + +Sniffing disdainfully, Miss Mehitable went down into the kitchen, no +longer singing. "You'll have to finish your own cleanin'," she said to +Miss Evelina. "That blackmailing play-doctor thinks it ain't good for +my health to climb ladders. He's afraid I'll fall off same as Minty +did and he hesitates to take more of my money." + +"I'd much rather you wouldn't do any more," replied Miss Evelina, +kindly. "You have been very good to me, ever since I came here, and I +appreciate it more than I can tell you. I'm going to clean my own +house, for, indeed, I'm ashamed of it." + +Miss Hitty grunted unintelligibly, gathered up her paraphernalia, and +prepared to depart. "When Minty's well," she said, "I'll come back and +be neighbourly." + +"I hope you'll come before that," responded Miss Evelina. "I shall +miss you if you don't." + +Miss Hitty affected not to hear, but she was mollified, none the less. + +From his patient's window, Doctor Ralph observed the enemy in full +retreat, and laughed gleefully. "What is funny?" queried Araminta, She +had been greatly distressed by the recitative in the back bedroom and +her cheeks were flushed with fever. + +"I was just laughing," said Doctor Ralph, "because your aunt has gone +home and is never coming back here any more." + +"Oh, Doctor Ralph! Isn't she?" There was alarm in Araminta's voice, +but her grey eyes were shining. + +"Never any more," he assured her, in a satisfied tone. "How long have +you lived with Aunt Hitty?" + +"Ever since I was a baby." + +"H--m! And how old are you now?" + +"Almost nineteen." + +"Where did you go to school?" + +"I didn't go to school. Aunt Hitty taught me, at home." + +"Didn't you ever have anybody to play with?" + +"Only Aunt Hitty. We used to play a quilt game. I sewed the little +blocks together, and she made the big ones." + +"Must have been highly exciting. Didn't you ever have a doll?" + +"Oh, no!" Araminta's eyes were wide and reproachful now. "The Bible +says 'thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image.'" + +Doctor Ralph sighed deeply, put his hands in his pockets, and paced +restlessly across Araminta's bare, nun-like chamber. As though in a +magic mirror, he saw her nineteen years of deprivation, her cramped and +narrow childhood, her dense ignorance of life. No playmates, no +dolls--nothing but Aunt Hitty. She had kept Araminta wrapped in cotton +wool, mentally; shut her out from the world, and persistently shaped +her toward a monastic ideal. + +A child brought up in a convent could have been no more of a nun in +mind and spirit than Araminta. Ralph well knew that the stern +guardianship had not been relaxed a moment, either by night or by day. +Miss Mehitable had a well-deserved reputation for thoroughness in +whatever she undertook. + +And Araminta was made for love. Ralph turned to look at her as she lay +on her pillow, her brown, wavy hair rioting about her flushed face. +Araminta's great grey eyes were very grave and sweet; her mouth was +that of a lovable child. Her little hands were dimpled at the +knuckles, in fact, as Ralph now noted; there were many dimples +appertaining to Araminta. + +One of them hovered for an instant about the corner of her mouth. "Why +must you walk?" she asked. "Is it because you're glad your ankle isn't +broken?" + +Doctor Ralph came back and sat down on the bed beside her. He had that +rare sympathy which is the inestimable gift of the physician, and long +years of practice had not yet calloused him so that a suffering +fellow-mortal was merely a "case". His heart, was dangerously tender +toward her. + +"Lots of things are worse than broken ankles," he assured her. "Has it +been so bad to be shut up here, away from Aunt Hitty?" + +"No," said the truthful Araminta. "I have always been with Aunt Hitty, +and it seems queer, but very nice. Someway, I feel as if I had grown +up." + +"Has Miss Evelina been good to you?" + +"Oh, so good," returned Araminta, gratefully. "Why?" + +"Because," said Ralph, concisely, "if she hadn't been, I'd break her +neck." + +"You couldn't," whispered Araminta, softly, "you're too kind. You +wouldn't hurt anybody." + +"Not unless I had to. Sometimes there has to be a little hurt to keep +away a greater one." + +"You hurt me, I think, but I didn't know just when. It was the smelly, +sweet stuff, wasn't it?" + +Ralph did not heed the question. He was wondering what would become of +Araminta when she went back to Miss Mehitable's, as she soon must. Her +ankle was healing nicely and in a very short time she would be able to +walk again. He could not keep her there much longer. By a whimsical +twist of his thought, he perceived that he was endeavouring to wrap +Araminta in cotton wool of a different sort, to prevent Aunt Hitty from +wrapping her in her own particular brand. + +"The little cat," said Araminta, fondly. "I thought perhaps it would +come to-day. Is it coming when I am well?" + +"Holy Moses!" ejaculated Ralph. He had never thought of the kitten +again, and the poor child had been waiting patiently, with never a +word. The clear grey eyes were upon him, eloquent with belief. + +"The little cat," replied Ralph, shamelessly perjuring himself, "was +not old enough to leave its mother. We'll have to wait until to-morrow +or next day. I was keeping it for a surprise; that's why I didn't say +anything about it. I thought you'd forgotten." + +"Oh, no! When I go back home, you know, I can't have it. Aunt Hitty +would never let me." + +"Won't she?" queried Ralph. "We'll see!" + +He spoke with confidence he was far from feeling, and was dimly aware +that Araminta had the faith he lacked. "She thinks I'm a +wonder-worker," he said to himself, grimly, "and I've got to live up to +it." + +It was not necessary to count Araminta's pulse again, but Doctor Ralph +took her hand--a childish, dimpled hand that nestled confidingly in his. + +"Listen, child," he said; "I want to talk to you. Your Aunt Hitty +hasn't done right by you. She's kept you in cotton when you ought to +be outdoors. You should have gone to school and had other children to +play with." + +"And cats?" + +"Cats, dogs, birds, rabbits, snakes, mice, pigeons, +guinea-pigs--everything." + +"I was never in cotton," corrected Araminta, "except once, when I had a +bad cold." + +"That isn't just what I mean, but I'm afraid I can't make you +understand. There's a whole world full of big, beautiful things that +you don't know anything about; great sorrows, great joys, and great +loves. Look here, did you ever feel badly about anything?" + +"Only--only--" stammered Araminta; "my mother, you know. She was--was +married." + +"Poor child," said Ralph, beginning to comprehend. "Have you been +taught that it's wrong to be married?" + +"Why, yes," answered Araminta, confidently. "It's dreadful. Aunt +Hitty isn't married, neither is the minister. It's very, very wrong. +Aunt Hitty told my mother so, but she would do it." + +There was a long pause. The little warm hand still rested trustingly +in Ralph's. "Listen, dear," he began, clearing his throat; "it isn't +wrong to be married. I never before in all my life heard of anybody +who thought it was. Something is twisted in Aunt Hitty's mind, or else +she's taught you that because she's so brutally selfish that she +doesn't want you ever to be married. Some people, who are unhappy +themselves, are so constituted that they can't bear to see anybody else +happy. She's afraid of life, and she's taught you to be. + +"It's better to be unhappy, Araminta, than never to take any risks. It +all lies in yourself at last. If you're a true, loving woman, and +never let yourself be afraid, nothing very bad can ever happen to you. +Aunt Hitty has been unjust to deny you life. You have the right to +love and learn and suffer, to make great sacrifices, see great +sacrifices made for you; to believe, to trust--even to be betrayed. +It's your right, and it's been kept away from you." + +Araminta was very still and her hand was cold. She moved it uneasily. + +"Don't, dear," said Ralph, his voice breaking. "Don't you like to have +me hold your hand? I won't, if you don't want me to." + +Araminta drew her hand away. She was frightened. + +"I don't wonder you're afraid," continued Ralph, huskily. "You little +wild bird, you've been in a cage all your life. I'm going to open the +door and set you free." + +Miss Evelina tapped gently on the door, then entered, with a bowl of +broth for the invalid. She set it down on the table at the head of the +bed, and went out, as quietly as she had come. + +"I'm going to feed you now," laughed Ralph, with a swift change of +mood, "and when I come to see you to-morrow, I'm going to bring you a +book." + +"What kind of a hook?" asked Araminta, between spoonfuls. + +"A novel--a really, truly novel." + +"You mustn't!" she cried, frightened again. "You get burned if you +read novels." + +"Some of them are pretty hot stuff, I'll admit," returned Ralph, +missing her meaning, "but, of course, I wouldn't give you that kind. +What sort of stories do you like best?" + +"Daniel in the lions' den and about the ark. I've read all the Bible +twice to Aunt Hitty while she sewed, and most of the _Pilgrim's +Progress_, too. Don't ask me to read a novel, for I can't. It would +be wicked." + +"All right--we won't call it a novel. It'll be just a story book. It +isn't wrong to read stories, is it?" + +"No-o," said Araminta, doubtfully. "Aunt Hitty never said it was." + +"I wouldn't have you do anything wrong, Araminta--you know that. +Good-bye, now, until to-morrow." + +Beset by strange emotions, Doctor Ralph Dexter went home. Finding that +the carriage was not in use, he set forth alone upon his feline quest, +reflecting that Araminta herself was not much more than a little grey +kitten. Everywhere he went, he was regarded with suspicion. People +denied the possession of cats, even while cats were mewing in defiance +of the assertion. Bribes were offered, and sternly refused. + +At last, ten miles from home, he found a maltese kitten its owner was +willing to part with, in consideration of three dollars and a solemn +promise that the cat was not to be hurt. + +"It's for a little girl who is ill," he said. "I've promised her a +kitten." + +"So your father's often said," responded the woman, "but someway, I +believe you." + +On the way home, he pondered long before the hideous import of it came +to him. All at once, he knew. + + + + +XIII + +The River Comes into its Own + +"Father," asked Ralph, "who is Evelina Grey?" + +Anthony Dexter started from his chair as though he had heard a pistol +shot, then settled back, forcing his features into mask-like calmness. +He waited a moment before speaking. + +"I don't know," he answered, trying to make his voice even, "Why?" + +"She lives in the house with my one patient," explained Ralph; "up on +the hill, you know. She's a frail, ghostly little woman in black, and +she always wears a thick white veil." + +"That's her privilege, isn't it?" queried Anthony Dexter. He had +gained control of himself, now, and spoke almost as usual. + +"Of course I didn't ask any questions," continued Ralph, thoughtfully, +"but, obviously, the only reason for her wearing it is some terrible +disfigurement. So much is surgically possible in these days that I +thought something might be done for her. Has she never consulted you +about it, Father?" + +The man laughed--a hollow, mirthless laugh. "No," he said; "she +hasn't." Then he laughed once more--in a way that jarred upon his son. + +Ralph paced back and forth across the room, his hands in his pockets. +"Father," he began, at length, "it may be because I'm young, but I hold +before me, very strongly, the ideals of our profession. It seems a +very beautiful and wonderful life that is opening before me--always to +help, to give, to heal. I--I feel as though I had been dedicated to +some sacred calling--some lifelong service. And service means +brotherhood." + +"You'll get over that," returned Anthony Dexter, shortly, yet not +without a certain secret admiration. "When you've had to engage a +lawyer to collect your modest wages for your uplifting work, the healed +not being sufficiently grateful to pay the healer, and when you've gone +ten miles in the dead of Winter, at midnight, to take a pin out of a +squalling infant's back, why, you may change your mind." + +"If the healed aren't grateful," observed Ralph, thoughtfully, "it must +be in some way my fault, or else they haven't fully understood. And +I'd go ten miles to take a pin out of a baby's back--yes, I'm sure I +would." + +Anthony Dexter's face softened, almost imperceptibly. "It's youth," he +said, "and youth is a fault we all get over soon enough, Heaven knows. +When you're forty, you'll see that the whole thing is a matter of +business and that, in the last analysis, we're working against Nature's +laws. We endeavour to prolong the lives of the unfit, when only the +fittest should survive." + +"That makes me think of something else," continued Ralph, in a low +tone. "Yesterday, I canvassed the township to get a cat for +Araminta--the poor child never had a kitten. Nobody would let me have +one till I got far away from home, and, even then, it was difficult. +They thought I wanted it for--for the laboratory," he concluded, almost +in a whisper. + +"Yes?" returned Doctor Dexter, with a rising inflection. "I could have +told you that the cat and dog supply was somewhat depleted +hereabouts--through my own experiments." + +"Father!" cried Ralph, his face eloquent with reproach. + +Laughing, yet secretly ashamed, Anthony Dexter began to speak. +"Surely, Ralph," he said, "you're not so womanish as that. If I'd +known they taught such stuff as that at my old Alma Mater, I'd have +sent you somewhere else. Who's doing it? What old maid have they +added to their faculty?" + +"Oh, I know, Father," interrupted Ralph, waiving discussion. "I've +heard all the arguments, but, unfortunately, I have a heart. I don't +know by what right we assume that human life is more precious than +animal life; by what right we torture and murder the fit in order to +prolong the lives of the unfit, even if direct evidence were obtainable +in every case, which it isn't. Anyhow, I can't do it, I never have +done it, and I never will. I recognise your individual right to shape +your life in accordance with the dictates of your own conscience, but, +because I'm your son, I can't help being ashamed. A man capable of +torturing an animal, no matter for what purpose, is also capable of +torturing a fellow human being, for purposes of his own." + +Anthony Dexter's face suddenly blanched with anger, then grew livid. +"You--" he began, hotly. + +"Don't, Father," interrupted Ralph. "We'll not have any words. We'll +not let a difference of opinion on any subject keep us from being +friends. Perhaps it's because I'm young, as you say, but, all the time +I was at college, I felt that I had something to lean on, some standard +to shape myself to. Mother died so soon after I was born that it is +almost as if I had not had a mother. I haven't even a childish memory +of her, and, perhaps for that reason, you meant more to me than the +other fellows' fathers did to them. + +"When I was tempted to any wrongdoing, the thought of you always held +me back. 'Father wouldn't do it,' I said to myself. 'Father always +does the square thing, and I'm his son.' I remembered that our name +means 'right.' So I never did it." + +"And I suppose, now," commented Anthony Dexter, with assumed sarcasm, +"your idol has fallen?" + +"Not fallen, Father. Don't say that. You have the same right to your +opinions that I have, but it isn't square to cut up an animal alive, +just because you're the stronger and there's no law to prevent you. +You know it isn't square!" + +In the accusing silence, Ralph left the room, and was shortly on his +way uphill, with Araminta's promised cat mewing in his coat pocket. + +The grim, sardonic humour of the situation appealed strongly to Doctor +Dexter. "To think," he said to himself, "that only last night, that +identical cat was observed as a fresh and promising specimen, +providentially sent to me in the hour of need. And if I hadn't wanted +Ralph to help me, Araminta's pet would at this moment have been on the +laboratory table, having its heart studied--in action." + +Repeatedly, he strove to find justification for a pursuit which his +human instinct told him had no justification. His reason was fully +adequate, but something else failed at the crucial point. He felt +definitely uncomfortable and wished that Ralph might have avoided the +subject. It was none of his business, anyway. But then, Ralph himself +had admitted that. + +His experiments were nearly completed along the line in which he had +been working. In deference to a local sentiment which he felt to be +extremely narrow and dwarfing, he had done his work secretly. He had +kept the door of the laboratory locked and the key in his pocket. All +the doors and windows had been closely barred. When his subjects had +given out under the heavy physical strain, he had buried the pitiful +little bodies himself. + +He had counted, rather too surely, on the deafness of his old +housekeeper, and had also heavily discounted her personal interest in +his pursuits and her tendency to gossip. Yet, through this single +channel had been disseminated information and conjecture which made it +difficult for Ralph to buy a pet for Araminta. + +Anthony Dexter shuddered at his narrow escape. Suppose Araminta's cat +had been sacrificed, and he had been obliged to tell Ralph? One more +experiment was absolutely necessary. He was nearly satisfied, but not +quite. It would be awkward to have Ralph make any unpleasant +discoveries, and he could not very well keep him out of the laboratory, +now, without arousing his suspicion. Very possibly, a man who would +torture an animal would also torture a human being, but he was +unwilling to hurt Ralph. Consequently, there was a flaw in the +logic--the boy's reasoning was faulty, unless this might be the +exception which proved the rule. + +Who was Evelina Grey? He wondered how Ralph had come to ask the +question. Suppose he had told him that Evelina Grey was the name of a +woman who haunted him, night and day! In her black gown and with her +burned face heavily veiled, she was seldom out of his mental sight. + +All through the past twenty-five years, he had continually told himself +that he had forgotten. When the accusing thought presented itself, he +had invariably pushed it aside, and compelled it to give way to +another. In this way, he had acquired an emotional control for which +he, personally, had great admiration, not observing that his admiration +of himself was an emotion, and, at that, less creditable than some +others might have been. + +Man walls up a river, and commands it to do his bidding. Outwardly, +the river assents to the arrangement, yielding to it with a readiness +which, in itself, is suspicious, but man, rapt in contemplation of his +own skill, sees little else. By night and by day the river leans +heavily against the dam. Tiny, sharp currents, like fingers, tear +constantly at the structure, working always underneath. Hidden and +undreamed-of eddies burrow beneath the dam; little river animals +undermine it, ever so slightly, with tooth and claw. + +At last an imperceptible opening is made. Streams rush down from the +mountain to join the river; even raindrops lend their individually +insignificant aid. All the forces of nature are subtly arrayed against +the obstruction in the river channel. Suddenly, with the thunder of +pent-up waters at last unleashed, the dam breaks, and the structures +placed in the path by complacent and self-satisfied man are swept on to +the sea like so much kindling-wood. The river, at last, has come into +its own, + +A feeling, long controlled, must eventually break its bonds. Forbidden +expression, and not spent by expression, it accumulates force. When +the dam breaks, the flood is more destructive than the steady, normal +current ever could have been. Having denied himself remorse, and +having refused to meet the fact of his own cowardice, Anthony Dexter +was now face to face with the inevitable catastrophe. + +He told himself that Ralph's coming had begun it, but, in his heart, he +knew that it was that veiled and ghostly figure standing at twilight in +the wrecked garden. He had seen it again on the road, where +hallucination was less likely, if not altogether impossible. Then the +cold and sinuous necklace of discoloured pearls had been laid at his +door--the pearls which had come first from the depths of the sea, and +then from the depths of his love. His love had given up its dead as +the sea does, maimed past all recognition. + +The barrier had been so undermined that on the night of Ralph's return +he had been on the point of telling Thorpe everything--indeed, nothing +but Ralph's swift entrance had stopped his impassioned speech. Was he +so weak that only a slight accident had kept him from utter +self-betrayal, after twenty-five years of magnificent control? Anthony +Dexter liked that word "magnificent" as it came into his thoughts in +connection with himself. + +"Father wouldn't do it. Father always does the square thing, and I'm +his son." Ralph's words returned with a pang unbearably keen. Had +Father always done the square thing, or had Father been a coward, a +despicable shirk? And what if Ralph should some day come to know? + +The man shuddered at the thought of the boy's face--if he knew. Those +clear, honest eyes would pierce him through and through, because +"Father always does the square thing." + +Remorsely, the need of confession surged upon him. There was no +confessional in his church--he even had no church. Yet Thorpe was his +friend. What would Thorpe tell him to do? + +Then Anthony Dexter laughed, for Thorpe had unconsciously told him what +to do--and he was spared the confession. As though written in letters +of fire, the words came back: + + +_The honour of the spoken word still holds him. He asked her to marry +him, and she consented. He was never released from his promise--did +not even ask for it. He slunk away like a cur. In the sight of God he +is hound to her by his own word still. He should go to her and either +fulfil his promise, or ask for release. The tardy fulfilment of his +promise would be the only atonement he could make_. + + +Had Evelina come back to demand atonement? Was this why the vision of +her confronted him everywhere? She waited for him on the road in +daylight, mocked him from the shadows, darted to meet him from every +tree. She followed him on the long and lonely ways he took to escape +her, and, as he walked, her step chimed in with his. + +In darkness, Anthony Dexter feared to turn suddenly, lest he see that +black, veiled figure at his heels. She stood aside on the stairs to +let him pass her, entered the carriage with him and sat opposite, her +veiled face averted. She stood with him beside the sick-bed, listened, +with him, to the heart-beats when he used the stethoscope, waited while +he counted the pulse and measured the respiration. + +Always disapprovingly, she stood in the background of his +consciousness. When he wrote a prescription, his pencil seemed to +catch on the white chiffon which veiled the paper he was using. At +night, she stood beside his bed, waiting. In his sleep, most often +secured in these days by drugs, she steadfastly and unfailingly came. +She spoke no word; she simply followed him, veiled--and the phantom +presence was driving him mad. He admitted it now. + +And "Father always does the square thing." Very well, what was the +square thing? If Father always does it, he will do it now. What is it? + +Anthony Dexter did not know that he asked the question aloud. From the +silence vibrated the answer in Thorpe's low, resonant tones: + +_The honour of the spoken word still holds him . . . he was never +released . . . he slunk away like a cur . . . in the sight of God he +is bound to her by his own word still_. + +Bound to her! In every fibre of his being he felt the bitter truth. +He was bound to her--had been bound for twenty-five years--was bound +now. And "Father always does the square thing." + +Once in a man's life, perhaps, he sees himself as he is. In a blinding +flash of insight, he saw what he must do. Confession must be made, but +not to any pallid priest in a confessional, not to Thorpe, nor to +Ralph, but to Evelina, herself. + +_He should go to her and either fulfil his promise, or ask for release. +The tardy fulfilment of his promise would be the only atonement he +could make_. + +Then again, still in Thorpe's voice: + +_If the woman is here and you can find your friend, we may help him to +wash the stain of cowardice off his soul_. + +"The stain is deep," muttered Anthony Dexter. "God knows it is deep." + +Once again came Thorpe's voice, shrilling at him, now, out of the +vibrant silence: + +_Sometimes I think there is no sin but shirking. I can excuse a liar, +I can pardon a thief, I can pity a murderer, but a shirk--no_! + +"Father always does the square thing." + +Evidently, Ralph would like to have his father bring him a +stepmother--a woman whose face had been destroyed by fire--and place +her at the head of his table, veiled or not, as Ralph chose. Terribly +burned, hopelessly disfigured, she must live with them always--because +she had saved him from the same thing, if she had not actually saved +his life. + +The walls of the room swayed, the furniture moved dizzily, the floor +undulated. Anthony Dexter reeled and fell--in a dead faint. + + +"Are you all right now, Father?" It was Ralph's voice, anxious, yet +cheery. "Who'd have thought I'd get another patient so soon!" + +Doctor Dexter sat up and rubbed his eyes. Memory returned slowly; +strength more slowly still. + +"Can't have my Father fainting all over the place without a permit," +resumed Ralph. "You've been doing too much. I take the night work +from this time on." + +The day wore into late afternoon. Doctor Dexter lay on the couch in +the library, the phantom Evelina persistently at his side. His body +had failed, but his mind still fought, feebly. + +"There is no one here," he said aloud. "I am all alone. I can see +nothing because there is nothing here." + +Was it fancy, or did the veiled woman convey the impression that her +burned lips distorted themselves yet further by a smile? + +At dusk, there was a call. Ralph received from his father a full +history of the case, with suggestions for treatment in either of two +changes that might possibly have taken place, and drove away. + +The loneliness was keen. The empty house, shorne of Ralph's sunny +presence, was unbearable. A thousand memories surged to meet him; a +thousand voices leaped from the stillness. Always, the veiled figure +stood by him, mutely accusing him of shameful cowardice. Above and +beyond all was Thorpe's voice, shrilling at him: + +_The honour of the spoken word still holds him . . . he was never +released . . . he slunk away like a cur . . . he is bound to her still +. . . there is no sin but shirking_ . . . + +Over and over again, the words rang through his consciousness. Then, +like an afterclap of thunder: + +_Father always does the square thing_! + +The dam crashed, the barrier of years was broken, the obstructions were +swept out to sea. Remorse and shame, no longer denied, overwhelmingly +submerged his soul. He struggled up from the couch blindly, and went +out--broken in body, crushed in spirit, yet triumphantly a man at last. + + + + +XIV + +A Little Hour of Triumph + +Miss Evelina sat alone in her parlour, which was now spotlessly clean. +Araminta had had her supper, her bath, and her clean linen--there was +nothing more to do until morning. The hard work had proved a blessing +to Miss Evelina; her thoughts had been constantly forced away from +herself. She had even learned to love Araminta with the protecting +love which grows out of dependence, and, at the same time, she felt +herself stronger; better fitted, as it were, to cope with her own grief. + +Since coming back to her old home, her thought and feeling had been +endlessly and painfully confused. She sat in her low rocker with her +veil thrown back, and endeavoured to analyse herself and her +surroundings, to see, if she might, whither she was being led. She was +most assuredly being led, for she had not come willingly, nor remained +willingly; she had been hurt here as she had not been hurt since the +very first, and yet, if a dead heart can be glad of anything, she was +glad she had come. Upon the far horizon of her future, she dimly saw +change. + +She had that particular sort of peace which comes from the knowledge +that the worst is over; that nothing remains. The last drop of +humiliation had been poured from her cup the day she met Anthony Dexter +on the road and had been splashed with mud from his wheels as he drove +by. It was inconceivable that there should be more. + +Dusk came and the west gleamed faintly. The afterglow merged into the +first night and at star-break, Venus blazed superbly on high, sending +out rays mystically prismatic, as from some enchanted lamp. "Our +star," Anthony Dexter had been wont to call it, as they watched for it +in the scented dusk. For him, perhaps, it had been indeed the +love-star, but she had followed it, with breaking heart, into the +quicksands. + +To shut out the sight of it, Miss Evelina closed the blinds and lighted +a candle, then sat down again, to think. + +There was a dull, uncertain rap at the door. Doctor Ralph, +possibly--he had sometimes come in the evening,--or else Miss Hitty, +with some delicacy for Araminta's breakfast. + +Drawing down her veil, she went to the door and opened it, thinking, as +she did so, that lives were often wrecked or altered by the opening or +closing of a door. + +Anthony Dexter brushed past her and strode into the parlour. Through +her veil, she would scarcely have recognised him--he was so changed. +Upon the instant, there was a transformation in herself. The +suffering, broken-hearted woman was strangely pushed aside--she could +come again, but she must step aside now. In her place arose a veiled +vengeance, emotionless, keen, watchful; furtively searching for the +place to strike. + +"Evelina," began the man, without preliminary, "I have come back. I +have come to tell you that I am a coward--a shirk." + +Miss Evelina laughed quietly in a way that stung him. "Yes?" she said, +politely. "I knew that. You need not have troubled to come and tell +me." + +He winced. "Don't," he muttered. "If you knew how I have suffered!" + +"I have suffered myself," she returned, coldly, wondering at her own +composure. She marvelled that she could speak at all. + +"Twenty-five years ago," he continued in a parrot-like tone, "I asked +you to marry me, and you consented. I have never been released from my +promise--I did not even ask to be. I slunk away like a cur. The +honour of the spoken word still holds me. The tardy fulfilment of my +promise is the only atonement I can make." + +The candle-light shone on his iron-grey hair, thinning at the temples; +touched into bold relief every line of his face. + +"Twenty-five years ago," said Evelina, in a voice curiously low and +distinct, "you asked me to marry you, and I consented. You have never +been released from your promise--you did not even ask to be." The +silence was vibrant; literally tense with emotion. Out of it leaped, +with passionate pride: "I release you now!" + +"No!" he cried. "I have come to fulfil my promise--to atone, if +atonement can be made!" + +"Do you call your belated charity atonement? Twenty-five years ago, I +saved you from death--or worse. One of us had to be burned, and it was +I, instead of you. I chose it, not deliberately, but instinctively, +because I loved you. When you came to the hospital, after three +days----" + +"I was ill," he interrupted. "The gas----" + +"You were told," she went on, her voice dominating his, "that I had +been so badly burned that I would be disfigured for life. That was +enough for you. You never asked to see me, never tried in any way to +help me, never sent by a messenger a word of thanks for your cowardly +life, never even waited to be sure it was not a mistake. You simply +went away." + +"There was no mistake," he muttered, helplessly. "I made sure." + +He turned his eyes away from her miserably. Through his mind came +detached fragments of speech. _The honour of the spoken word still +holds him . . . Father always does the square thing_ . . . + +"I am asking you," said Anthony Dexter, "to be my wife. I am offering +you the fulfilment of the promise I made so long ago. I am asking you +to marry me, to live with me, to be a mother to my son." + +"Yes," repeated Evelina, "you ask me to marry you. Would you have a +scarred and disfigured wife? A man usually chooses a beautiful woman, +or one he thinks beautiful, to sit at the head of his table, manage his +house, take the place of a servant when it is necessary, accept gladly +what money he chooses to give her, and bear and rear his children. +Poor thing that I am, you offer me this. In return, I offer you +release. I gave you your life once, I give you freedom now. Take your +last look at the woman who would not marry you to save you from--hell!" + +The man started forward, his face ashen, for she had raised her veil, +and was standing full in the light. + +In the tense silence he gazed at her, fascinated. Every emotion that +possessed him was written plainly on his face for her to read. "The +night of realisation," she was saying, "turned my hair white. Since I +left the hospital, no human being has seen my face till now. I think +you understand--why?" + +Anthony Dexter breathed hard; his body trembled. He was suffering as +the helpless animals had suffered on the table in his laboratory. +Evelina was merciless, but at last, when he thought she had no pity, +she lowered her veil. + +The length of chiffon fell between them eternally; it was like the +closing of a door. "I understand," he breathed, "oh, I understand. It +is my punishment--you have scored at last. Good----" + +A sob drowned the last word. He took her cold hand in his, and, +bending over it, touched it with his quivering lips. + +"Yes," laughed Evelina, "kiss my hand, if you choose. Why not? My +hand was not burned!" + +His face working piteously, he floundered out into the night and +staggered through the gate as he had come--alone. + +The night wind came through the open door, dank and cold. She closed +it, then bolted it as though to shut out Anthony Dexter for ever. + +It was his punishment, he had said. She had scored at last. If he had +suffered, as he told her he had, the sight of her face would be +torture. Yes, Evelina knew that she had scored. From her hand she +wiped away tears--a man's hot, terrible tears. + +Through the night she sat there, wide-eyed and sleepless, fearlessly +unveiled. The chiffon trailed its misty length unheeded upon the +floor. The man she had loved was as surely dead to her as though he +had never been. + +Anthony Dexter was dead. True, his body and mind still lived, but he +was not the man she had loved. The face that had looked into hers was +not the face of Anthony Dexter. It had been cold and calm and cruel, +until he came to her house. His eyes were fish-like, and, stirred by +emotion, he was little less than hideous. + +Her suffering had been an obsession--there had been no reason for it, +not the shadow of an excuse. A year, as the Piper said, would have +been long enough for her to grieve. She saw her long sorrow now as +something outside of herself, a beast whose prey she had been. When +Anthony Dexter had proved himself a coward, she should have thanked God +that she knew him before it was too late. And because she was weak in +body, because her hurt heart still clung to her love for him, she had +groped in the darkness for more than half of her life. + +And now he had come back! The blood of triumph surged hard. She loved +him no longer; then, why was she not free? Her chains yet lay heavily +upon her; in the midst of victory, she was still bound. + +The night waned. She was exhausted by stress of feeling and the long +vigil, but the iron, icy hand that had clasped her .heart so long did +not for a moment relax its hold. She went to the window and looked +out. Stars were paling, the mysterious East had trembled; soon it +would be day. + +She watched the dawn as though it were for the first time and she was +privileged to stand upon some lofty peak when "God said: 'Let there be +light,' and there was light." The tapestry of morning flamed +splendidly across the night, reflecting its colour back upon her +unveiled face. + +From far away, in the distant hills, whose summits only as yet were +touched with dawn, came faint, sweet music--the pipes o' Pan. She +guessed that the Piper was abroad with Laddie, in some fantastic spirit +of sun-worship, and smiled. + +Her little hour of triumph was over; her soul was once more back in its +prison. The prison house was larger, and different, but it was still a +prison. For an instant, freedom had flashed before her and dazed her; +now it was dark again. + +"Why?" breathed Evelina. "Dear God, why?" + +As if in answer, the music came back from the hills in uncertain +silvery echoes. "Oh, pipes o' Pan," cried Evelina, choking back a sob, +"I pray you, find me! I pray you, teach me joy!" + + + + +XV + +The State of Araminta's Soul + +The Reverend Austin Thorpe was in his room at Miss Mehitable's, with a +pencil held loosely in his wrinkled hand. On the table before him was +a pile of rough copy paper, and at the top of the first sheet was +written, in capitals, the one word: "Hell." It was underlined, and +around it he had drawn sundry fantastic flourishes and shadings, but +the rest of the sheet was blank. + +For more than an hour the old man had sat there, his blue, near-sighted +eyes wandering about the room. A self-appointed committee from his +congregation had visited him and requested him to preach a sermon on +the future abode of the wicked. The wicked, as the minister gathered +from the frank talk of the committee, included all who did not belong +to their own sect. + +Try as he might, the minister could find in his heart nothing save +charity. Anger and resentment were outside of his nature. He told +himself that he knew the world, and had experienced his share of +injustice, that he had seen sin in all of its hideous phases. Yet, +even for the unrepentant sinner, Thorpe had only kindness. + +Of one sin only, Thorpe failed in comprehension. As he had said to +Anthony Dexter, he could excuse a liar, pardon a thief, and pity a +murderer, but he had only contempt for a shirk. + +Persistently, he analysed and questioned himself, but got no further. +To him, all sin resolved itself at last into injustice, and he did not +believe that any one was ever intentionally unjust. But the +congregation desired to hear of hell--"as if," thought Thorpe, +whimsically, "I received daily reports." + +With a sigh, he turned to his blank sheet. "In the earlier stages of +our belief," he wrote, "we conceived of hell as literally a place of +fire and brimstone, of eternal suffering and torture. In the light +which has come to us later, we perceive that hell is a spiritual state, +and realise that the consciousness of a sin is its punishment." + +Then he tore the sheet into bits, for this was not what his +congregation wanted; yet it was his sincere belief. He could not +stultify himself to please his audience--they must take him as he was, +or let him go. + +Yet the thought of leaving was unpleasant, for he had found work to do +in a field where, as it seemed to him, he was sorely needed. His +parishioners had heard much of punishment, but very little of mercy and +love. They were tangled in doctrinal meshes, distraught by quibbles, +and at swords' points with each other. + +He felt that he must in some way temporise, and hold his place until he +had led his flock to a loftier height. He had no desire to force his +opinions upon any one else, but he wished to make clear his own strong, +simple faith, and spread abroad, if he might, his own perfect trust. + +A commanding rap resounded upon his door. "Come," he called, and Miss +Mehitable entered. + +Thorpe was not subtle, but he felt that this errand was of deeper +import than usual. The rustle of her stiffly-starched garments was +portentous, and there was a set look about her mouth which boded no +good to anybody. + +"Will you sit down?" he asked, offering her his own chair. + +"No," snapped Miss Mehitable, "I won't. What I've got to say, I can +say standin'. I come," she announced, solemnly, "from the Ladies' Aid +Society." + +"Yes?" Thorpe's tone was interrogative, but he was evidently not +particularly interested. + +"I'm appointed a committee of one," she resumed, "to say that the +Ladies' Aid Society have voted unanimously that they want you to preach +on hell. The Church is goin' to rack and ruin, and we ain't goin' to +stand it no longer. Even the disreputable characters will walk right +in and stay all through the sermon--Andy Rogers and the rest. And I +was particularly requested to ask whether you wished to have us +understand that you approve of Andy Rogers and his goin's on." + +"What," temporised Thorpe, "does Andy Rogers do?" + +"For the lands sake!" ejaculated Miss Mehitable. "Wasn't he drunk four +months ago and wasn't he caught stealing the Deacon's chickens? You +don't mean to tell me you never heard of that?" + +"I believe I did hear," returned the minister, in polite recognition of +the fact that it had been Miss Mehitable's sole conversational topic at +the time. "He stole the chickens because he was hungry, and he got +drunk because he didn't know any better. I talked with him, and he +promised me that he would neither steal nor drink any more. Moreover, +he earned the money and paid full price for the chickens. Have you +heard that he has broken his promise?" + +"No I dunno's I have, but he'll do it again if he gets the chance--you +just see!" + +Thorpe drummed idly on the table with his pencil, wishing that Miss +Mehitable would go. He had for his fellow-men that deep and abiding +love which enables one to let other people alone. He was a +humanitarian in a broad and admirable sense. + +"I was told," said Miss Mehitable, "to get a definite answer." + +Thorpe bowed his white head ever so slightly. "You may tell the +Ladies' Aid Society, for me, that next Sunday morning I will give my +congregation a sermon on hell." + +"I thought I could make you see the reason in it," remarked Miss +Mehitable, piously taking credit to herself, "and now that it's +settled, I want to speak of Araminta." + +"She's getting well all right, isn't she?" queried Thorpe, anxiously. +He had a tender place in his heart for the child. + +"That's what I don't know, not bein' allowed to speak to her or touch +her. What I do know is that her immortal soul is in peril, now that +she's taken away from my influence. I want you to get a permit from +that black-mailing play-doctor that's curing her, or pretending to, and +go up and see her. I guess her pastor has a right to see her, even if +her poor old aunt ain't. I want you to find out when she'll be able to +be moved, and talk to her about her soul, dwellin' particularly on +hell." + +Thorpe bowed again. "I will be very glad to do anything I can for +Araminta." + +Shortly afterward, he made an errand to Doctor Dexter's and saw Ralph, +who readily gave him permission to visit his entire clientele. + +"I've got another patient," laughed the boy. "My practice is +increasing at the rate of one case a month. If I weren't too +high-minded to dump a batch of germs into the water supply, I'd have a +lot more." + +"How is Araminta?" asked Thorpe, passing by Ralph's frivolity. + +"She's all right," he answered, his sunny face clouding. "She can go +home almost any time now. I hate to send her back into her cage--bless +her little heart." + +It was late afternoon when Thorpe started up the hill, to observe and +report upon the state of Araminta's soul. He had struggled vainly with +his own problem, and had at last decided to read a fiery sermon by one +of the early evangelists, from a volume which he happened to have. The +sermon was lurid with flame, and he thought it would satisfy his +congregation. He would preface it with the statement that it was not +his, but he hoped they would regard it as a privilege to hear the views +of a man who was, without doubt, wiser and better than he. + +Miss Evelina came to the door when he rapped, and at the sight of her +veiled face, a flood of pity overwhelmed him. He introduced himself +and asked whether he might see Araminta. + +When he was ushered into the invalid's room, he found her propped up by +pillows, and her hair was rioting in waves about her flushed face. A +small maltese kitten, curled into a fluffy ball, slept on the snowy +counterpane beside her. Araminta had been reading the "story book" +which Doctor Ralph had brought her. + +"Little maid," asked the minister, "how is the ankle?" + +"It's well, and to-morrow I'm to walk on it for the first time. Doctor +Ralph has been so good to me--everybody's been good." + +Thorpe picked up the book, which lay face downward, and held it close +to his near-sighted eyes. Araminta trembled; she was afraid he would +take it away from her. + +All that day, she had lived in a new land, where men were brave and +women were fair. Castle towers loomed darkly purple in the sunset, or +shone whitely at noon. Kings and queens, knights and ladies, moved +sedately across the tapestry, mounted on white chargers with trappings +of scarlet and gold. Long lances shimmered in the sun and the armour +of the knights gave back the light an hundred fold. Strange music +sounded in Araminta's ears--love songs and serenades, hymns of battle +and bugle calls. She felt the rush of conflict, knew the anguish of +the wounded, and heard the exultant strains of victory. + +And all of it--Araminta had greatly marvelled at this--was done for +love, the love of man and woman. + +A knight in the book had asked the lady of his heart to marry him, and +she had not seen that she was insulted, nor guessed that he was +offering her disgrace. Araminta wondered that the beautiful lady could +be so stupid, but, of course, she had no Aunt Hitty to set her right. +Far from feeling shame, the lady's heart had sung for joy, but +secretly, since she was proud. Further on, the same beautiful lady had +humbled her pride for the sake of her love and had asked the gallant +knight to marry her, since she had once refused to marry him. + +"Why, Araminta!" exclaimed Mr. Thorpe, greatly surprised. "I thought +Miss Mehitable did not allow you to read novels." + +"A novel! Why, no, Mr. Thorpe, it isn't a novel! It's just a story +book. Doctor Ralph told me so." + +Austin Thorpe laughed indulgently. "A rose by any other name," he +said, "is--none the less a rose. Doctor Ralph was right--it is a story +book, and I am right, too, for it is also a novel." + +Araminta turned very pale and her eyes filled with tears. + +"Mr. Thorpe," she said, in an anguished whisper, "will I be burned?" + +"Why, child, what do you mean?" + +"I didn't know it was a novel," sobbed Araminta. "I thought it was a +story book. Aunt Hitty says people who read novels get burned--they +writhe in hell forever in the lake of fire." + +The Reverend Austin Thorpe went to the door and looked out into the +hall. No one was in sight. He closed the door very gently and came +back to Araminta's bed. He drew his chair nearer and leaned over her, +speaking in a low voice, that he might not be heard. + +"Araminta, my poor child," he said, "perhaps I am a heretic. I don't +know. But I do not believe that a being divine enough to be a God +could be human enough to cherish so fiendish a passion as revenge. +Look up, dear child, look up!" + +Araminta turned toward him obediently, but she was still sobbing. + +"It is a world of mystery," he went on. "We do not know why we come +nor where we go--we only know that we come and that eventually, we go. +Yet I do not think that any one of us nor any number of us have the +right to say what the rest of us shall believe. + +"I cannot think of Heaven as a place sparsely populated by my own sect, +with a world of sinners languishing in flames below. I think of Heaven +as a sunny field, where clover blooms and birds sing all day. There +are trees, with long, cool shadows where the weary may rest; there is a +crystal stream where they may forget their thirst. I do not think of +Heaven as a place of judgment, but rather of pardon and love. + +"Punishment there is, undoubtedly, but it has seemed to me that we are +sufficiently punished here for all we do that is wrong. We don't +intend to do wrong, Araminta--we get tired, and things and people worry +us, and we are unjust. We are like children afraid in the dark; we +live in a world of doubting, we are made the slaves of our own fears, +and so we shirk." + +"But the burning," said Araminta, wiping her eyes. "Is nobody ever to +be burned?" + +"The God I worship," answered Thorpe, passionately, "never could be +cruel, but there are many gods, it seems, and many strange beliefs. +Listen, Araminta. Whom do you love most?" + +"Aunt Hitty?" she questioned. + +"No, you don't have to say that if it isn't so. You can be honest with +me. Who, of all the world, is nearest to you? Whom would you choose to +be with you always, if you could have only one?" + +"Doctor Ralph!" cried Araminta, her eyes shining. + +"I thought so," replied Thorpe. "I don't know that I blame you. Now +suppose Doctor Ralph did things that hurt you; that there was continual +misunderstanding and distrust. Suppose he wronged you, cruelly, and +apparently did everything he could to distress you and make you +miserable. Could you condemn him to a lake of fire?" + +"Why, no!" she cried. "I'd know he never meant to do it!" + +"Suppose you knew he meant it?" persisted Thorpe, looking at her keenly. + +"Then," said Araminta, tenderly, "I'd feel very, very sorry." + +"Exactly, and why? Because, as you say, you love him. And God is +love, Araminta. Do you understand?" + +Upon the cramped and imprisoned soul of the child, the light slowly +dawned. "God is love," she repeated, "and nobody would burn people +they loved." + +There was an illuminating silence, then Thorpe spoke again. He told +Araminta of a love so vast and deep that it could not be measured by +finite standards; of infinite pity and infinite pardon. This love was +everywhere; it was impossible to conceive of a place where it was +not--it enveloped not only the whole world, but all the shining worlds +beyond. And this love, in itself and of itself, was God. + +"This," said Araminta, touching the book timidly; "is it bad?" + +"Nothing is bad," explained Thorpe, carefully, "which does not harm you +or some one else. Of the two, it is better to harm yourself than +another. How does the book make you feel?" + +"It makes me feel as if the world was a beautiful place, and as if I +ought to be better, so I could make it still more beautiful by living +in it." + +"Then, Araminta, it is a good book." + +Thorpe went down-stairs strangely uplifted. To him, Truth was not a +creed, but a light which illumined all creeds. His soul was aflame +with eagerness to help and comfort the whole world. Miss Evelina was +waiting in the hall, veiled and silent, as always. + +She opened the door, but Thorpe lingered, striving vainly for the right +word. He could not find it, but he had to speak. + +"Miss Evelina," he stammered, the high colour mounting to his temples, +"if there should ever be anything I can do for you, will you let me +know?" + +She seemed to shrink back into her veil. "Yes," she said, at length, +"I will." Then, fearing she had been ungracious, she added: "Thank +you." + +His mood of exaltation was still upon him, and he wandered long in the +woods before going home. His spirit dwelt in the high places, and from +the height he gained the broad view. + +When he entered the house. Miss Mehitable was waiting for him with a +torrent of questions. When he had an opportunity to reply he reported +that he had seen Doctor Ralph and Araminta could come home almost any +time, now. Yes, he had talked with Araminta about her soul, and she +had cried. He thought he had done her good by going, and was greatly +indebted to Miss Mehitable for the suggestion. + + + + +XVI + +The March of the Days + +Out in the garden, the Piper was attending to his belated planting. He +had cleared the entire place, repaired the wall, and made flower-beds +in fantastic shapes that pleased his own fancy. To-day, he was putting +in the seeds, while Laddie played about his feet, and Miss Evelina +stood by, timidly watchful. + +"I do not see," she said, "why you take so much trouble to make me a +garden. Nobody was ever so good to me before." + +The Piper laughed and paused a moment to wipe his ruddy face. "Did +nobody ever care before whether or not you had a garden?" + +"Never," returned Evelina, sadly. + +"Then 't is time some one did, so Laddie and I have come to make it for +you, but I'm thinking 't is largely for ourselves, too, since the doing +is the best part of anything." + +Miss Evelina made no answer. Speech did not come easily to her after +twenty-five years of habitual repression. + +"'T will be a brave garden," continued the Piper, cheerily. "Marigolds +and larkspur and mignonette; phlox and lad's love, rosemary, lavender, +and verbena, and many another that you'll not guess till the time comes +for blossoming." + +"Lad's love grew in my garden once," sighed Evelina, after a little. +"It was sweet while it lasted--oh, but it was sweet!" + +She spoke so passionately that the Piper gathered the underlying +significance of her words. + +"You're speaking of another garden, I think," he ventured; "the garden +in your heart. "'T is meet that lad's love should grow there. Are you +sure 't was not a weed?" + +"Yes, it was a weed," she replied, bitterly. "The mistake was mine." + +The Piper leaned on his rake thoughtfully. "'T is hard, I think," he +said, "for us to see that the mistakes are all ours. The Gardener +plants rightly, but we are never satisfied. When sweet herbs are meant +for us, we ask for roses, and 't is not every garden in which a rose +will bloom. If we could keep it clean of weeds, and make it free of +all anger and distrust, there'd be heartsease there instead of thorns." + +"Heartsease?" asked Evelina, piteously. "I thought there was no more!" + +"Lady," said the Piper, "there is heartsease for the asking. I'm +thinking 't is you who have spoiled your garden." + +"No!" cried Evelina. "Believe me, it was not I!" + +"Who else?" queried the Piper, with a look which made her shrink +farther back into the shelter of her chiffon. "Ah, I was not asking a +question that needed an answer; I do not concern myself with names and +things. But ask this of yourself--is there sin on your soul?" + +"No," she whispered, "unless it be a sin to suffer for twenty-five +years." + +"Another's sin, then? You're grieving because another has done wrong?" + +"Because another has done wrong to me." The Piper came to her and laid +his hand very gently upon hers. There was reassurance in the friendly, +human touch. "'T is there," he said, "that the trouble lies. 'T is +not for you to suffer because you are wronged, but for the one who has +wronged you. He must have been very dear to you, I'm thinking; else +you would not hide the beauty of your face." + +"Beauty?" repeated Evelina, scornfully. "You do not understand. I was +burned--horribly burned." + +"Yes," said the Piper, softly, "and what of that? Beauty is of the +soul." + +He went out to the gate and brought in a small, flat box. "'T is for +you," he said. "I got it for you when I went to the city--there was +none here." + +She opened the box, her fingers trembling, and held up length after +length of misty white chiffon. "I ask no questions," said the Piper, +proudly, "but I know that because you are so beautiful, you hide your +face. Laddie and I, we got more of the white stuff to help you hide +it, because you would not let us see how beautiful you are." + +The chiffon fluttered in her hand, though there was no wind. "Why?" +she asked, in a strange voice; "why did you do this?" + +"You gave me a garden," laughed the Piper, "when I had no garden of my +own, so why should I not get the white stuff for you? 'T was queer, +the day I got it," he went on, chuckling at the recollection, "for I +did not know its name. Every place I went, I asked for white stuff, +and they showed me many kinds, but nothing like this. At last I said +to a young girl: 'What is it that is like a cloud, all white and soft, +which one can see through, but through which no one can be seen--the +stuff that ladies wear when they are so beautiful that they do not want +their faces seen?' She smiled, and told me it was 'chiffon.' And +so--" A wave of the hand finished his explanation. + +After an interval of silence, the Piper spoke again. "There are chains +that bind you," he began, "but they are chains of your own forging. No +one else can shackle you--you must always do it yourself. Whatever is +past is over, and I'm thinking you have no more to do with it than a +butterfly has with the empty chrysalis from which he came. The law of +life is growth, and we cannot linger--we must always be going on. + +"You stand alone upon a height," he said, dreamily, "like one in a +dreary land. Behind you all is darkness, before you all is darkness; +there is but one small space of light. In that one space is a day. +They come, one at a time, from the night of To-morrow, and vanish into +the night of Yesterday. + +"I have thought of the days as men and women, for a woman's day is not +at all like a man's. For you, I think, they first were children, with +laughing eyes and little, dimpled hands. One at a time, they came out +of the darkness, and disappeared into the darkness on the other side. +Some brought you flowers or new toys and some brought you childish +griefs, but none came empty-handed. Each day laid its gift at your +feet and went on. + +"Some brought their gifts wrapped up, that you might have the surprise +of opening them. Many a gift in a bright-hued covering turned out to +be far from what you expected when you were opening it. Some of the +happiest gifts were hidden in dull coverings you took off slowly, +dreading to see the contents. Some days brought many gifts, others +only one. + +"As the days grew older, some brought you laughter; some gave you light +and love. Others came with music and pleasure--and some of them +brought pain." + +"Yes," sighed Evelina, "some brought pain." + +"It is of that," went on the Piper, "that I wished to be speaking. It +was one day, was it not, that brought you a long sorrow?" + +"Yes." + +"Not more than one? Was it only one day?" + +"Yes, only one day," + +"See," said The Piper, gently, "the day came with her gift. You would +not let her lay it at your feet and pass on into the darkness of +Yesterday. You held her by her grey garments and would not let her go. +You kept searching her sad eyes to see whether she did not have further +pain for you. Why keep her back from her appointed way? Why not let +your days go by?" + +"The other days," murmured Evelina, "have all been sad." + +"Yes, and why? You were holding fast to one day--the one that brought +you pain. So, with downcast eyes they passed you, and carried their +appointed gifts on into Yesterday, where you can never find them again. +Even now, the one day you have been holding is struggling to free +herself from the chains you have put upon her. You have no right to +keep a day." + +"Should I not keep the gifts?" she asked. His fancy pleased her. + +"The gifts, yes--even the gifts of tears, but never a day. You cannot +hold a happy day, for it goes too quickly. This one sad day that +marched so slowly by you is the one you chose to hold. Lady," he +pleaded, "let her go!" + +"The other days," she whispered, brokenly. "What of them?" + +"No man can say. While you have been holding this one, the others have +passed you, taking your gifts into Yesterday. Memory guards Yesterday, +but there is a veil on the face of To-morrow. Sometimes I think +To-morrow is so beautiful that she hides her face." + +"God veils her face," cried Evelina, "or else we could not live!" + +"Lady," said the Piper, "have you lived so long and never learned this +simple thing? Whatever a day may bring you, whatever terrible gifts of +woe, if you search her closely, you will always find the strength to +meet her face to face. Overshadowed by her burden of bitterness, one +fails to find the balm. Concealed within her garments or held loosely +in her hand, she always has her bit of consolation; rosemary in the +midst of her rue, belief with the doubt, life with the death." + +"I found no balm," murmured Evelina, "in the day you say I held." + +"Had there been no secret balm, you could never have held her--the +thorns would have pierced your hands. Have you not seen that you can +never have sorrow until you have first had joy? Happiness is the light +and sadness the shade. God sets you right, and you stray from the +path, into the shadow of the cypress." + +"The cypress casts a long shadow," said Evelina, pointing to the tree +at the gate. + +The Piper smiled. "The shadow of a sorrow is longer than the sorrow," +he answered. "The shadow of one day, with you, has stretched over +twenty-five years. 'T is approaching night that makes long shadows; +when life is at noon, they are short. When life is at its highest, +there are no shadows at all." + +Miss Evelina sighed and leaned uneasily against the wall. + +"This, I'm thinking," mused the Piper, "is the inmost truth of +living--there is always a balance which swings true. A sorrow is +precisely equal to a joy, and the shadow can loom no larger unless the +light slants. And if you sit always in the sun, the shadow that lies +behind a joy can be scarcely seen at all." + +A faint breath of Spring stirred Miss Evelina's veil. She caught at it +and tied the long floating ends about her neck. + +"I would not look," said the Piper, softly. "If your veil should blow +away, I would close my eyes and feel my way to the gate. Unless you +chose to have me see your beauty, I would never ask, nor take advantage +of an accidental opportunity. I'm thinking you are very beautiful, but +you need never be afraid of me." + +Miss Evelina did not reply; she only leaned more heavily against the +wall. + +"Lady," he continued, "perhaps you think I do not know. You may think +I'm talking blindly, but there are few sorrows in the world that I have +not seen face to face. Those I have not had myself, my friends have +had, and I have been privileged to share with them. The sorrows of the +world are not so many--they are few, and, in essence, the same. + +"It's very strange, I'm thinking. The little laughing, creeping days +go by us, then the awkward ones that bring us the first footsteps, then +childhood comes, and youth, and then maturity. But the days have begun +to grow feeble before one learns how to meet them; how to take the +gifts humbly, scorning none, and how to make each day give up its +secret balm. Memory, the angel who stands at the portal of Yesterday, +has always an inscrutable smile. She keeps for us so many things that +we would be glad to spare, and pushes headlong into Yesterday so much +that we fain would keep. I do not yet know all the ways of Memory--I +only know that she means to be kind." + +"Kind!" repeated Evelina. Her tone was indescribably bitter. + +"Yes," returned the Piper, "Memory means to be kind--she is kind. I +have said that I do not know her ways, but of that I am sure. Lady, I +would that you could let go of the day you are holding back. Cast her +from you, and let her go into the Yesterday from which you have kept +her so long. Perhaps Memory will be kinder to you then, for, remember, +she stands at the gate." + +"I cannot," breathed Evelina. "I have tried and I cannot let her go!" + +"Yes," said the Piper, very gently, "you can. 'T is that, I'm +thinking, that has set your life all wrong. Unclasp your hands from +her rough garments, cease to question her closed eyes. Take her gift +and the balm that infallibly comes with it; meet To-day with kindness +and To-morrow with a brave heart. Oh, Spinner in the Shadow," he +cried, his voice breaking, "I fain would see you a Spinner in the Sun!" + +"No," she sighed, "I have been in the dark too long. There is no light +for me." + +"There is light," he insisted. "When you admit the shadow, you have at +the same time acknowledged the light." + +Evelina shook her head. "Too late," she said, despairingly; "it is too +late." + +"Ah," cried the Piper, "if you could only trust me! I have helped many +a soul into the sun again." + +"I trusted," said Evelina, "and my trust was betrayed." + +"Yes," he answered, "I know. I have trusted, too, and I have been +betrayed, also, but I know that the one who wronged me must suffer more +than I." + +She laughed; a wild, fantastic laugh. "The one who wronged me," she +said, "has not suffered at all. He married in a year." + +"There are different ways of suffering," he explained. "With a woman, +it is most often spread out over a long period. The quick, clean-cut +stroke is seldom given to a woman--she suffers less and longer than a +man. With him, I'm thinking, it has come, or will come, all at once." + +"If it does," she cried, her frail body quivering, "what a day for him, +oh, what a day!" + +Her voice was trembling with the hideous passion for revenge, and the +Piper read her, unerringly. "Lady," he said, sadly, "'t is a long way +to the light, but I'm here to help | you find it. We'll be going now. +Laddie and I, but we'll come back soon." + +He whistled to the dog and the two went off downhill together. She +watched him from the gate until the bobbing red feather turned a corner +at the foot of the hill, and the cheery whistle had ceased. + +The stillness was acute, profound. It was so deep that it seemed +positive, rather than negative. She went back into the house, her +steps dragging painfully. + +As in a vision she saw the days passing her while she stood upon a +height. All around her were bare rocks and fearful precipices; there +was nothing but a narrow path in front. Day by day, they came, +peacefully, contentedly; till at last dawned that terrible one which +had blasted her life. Was it true that she still held that day by the +garment, and could not unclasp her hands? + +One by one they had passed her, leaving no gifts, because she still +clung to one. If she could let go, what gifts would the others bring? +Joy? Never--there was no joy in the world for her. + +Sometime that mystical procession must come to an end. When the last +day passed on, she would follow, too, and go into the night of +Yesterday, where, perhaps, there was peace. As never before, she +craved the last gift, praying to see the uplifted head and stately +figure of the last Day--grave, silent, unfathomable, tender; the Day +with the veiled face, bearing white poppies in her hands. + + + + +XVII + +Loved by a Dog + +Anthony Dexter sat on the porch in front of his house, alone. Ralph +had been out since early morning, attending to his calls. It was the +last of April and the trees were brave in their panoply of new leaves. +Birds were singing and the very air was eloquent with new life. + +Between Anthony Dexter and the lilac bush at the gate, there moved +perpetually the black, veiled figure of Evelina Grey. He knew she was +not there and he was fully certain of the fact that it was an +hallucination, but his assurance had not done away with the phantom. + +How mercilessly she followed him! Since the night he had flung himself +out of her house, tortured in every nerve, she had not for a moment +left him. When he walked through the house, she followed him, her +stealthy footfall sounding just the merest fraction of a second after +his. He avoided the bare polished floors and walked on the rugs +whenever possible, that he might not hear that soft, slow step so +plainly. Ralph had laughed at him, once, for taking a long, awkward +jump from rug to rug. + +Within the line of his vision she moved horizontally, but never back +and forth. Sometimes her veiled face was averted, and sometimes, +through the eternal barrier of chiffon, he could feel her burning eyes +fixed pitilessly upon his. + +He never slept, now, without drugs. Gradually he had increased the +dose, but to no purpose. Evelina haunted his sleep endlessly and he +had no respite. Through the dull stupor of the night, she was never +for a moment absent, and in every horrible dream, she stood in the +foreground, mute, solitary, accusing. + +He was fully aware of the fact that he was in the clutches of a drug +addiction, but that was nothing to be feared in comparison with his +veiled phantom. He had exhausted the harmless soporifics long ago, and +turned, perforce, to the swift and deadly ministers of forgetfulness. + +The veiled figure moved slowly back and forth across the yard, lifting +its skirts daintily to avoid a tiny pool of water where a thirsty robin +was drinking. The robin, evidently, did not fear Evelina. He could +hear the soft, slow footfalls on the turf, and the echo of three or +four steps upon the brick walk, when she crossed. She kept carefully +within the line of his vision; he did not have to turn his head to see +her. When he did turn his head, she moved with equal swiftness. Not +for a single pitying instant was she out of his sight. + +Farther on, doubtless, as he thought, she would come closer. She might +throw back her veil as she had done on that terrible night, or lay her +cold hand on his--she might even speak to him. What hideous +conversations they might have--he and the woman he had once loved and +to whom he was still bound! Anthony Dexter knew now that even his +marriage had not released him and that Evelina had held him, through +all the five-and-twenty years. + +Such happiness as he had known had been purely negative. The thrill of +joyous life had died, for him, the day he took Evelina into the +laboratory. He was no longer capable of caring for any one except +Ralph. The remnant of his cowardly heart was passionately and wholly +given to his son. + +He meditated laying his case before Ralph. as one physician to +another, then the inmost soul of him shuddered at the very thought. +Rather than have Ralph know, he would die a thousand deaths. He would +face the uttermost depths of hell, rather than see those clear, honest +eyes fixed upon him in judgment. + +He might go to the city to see a specialist--it would be an easy matter +to accomplish, and Ralph would gladly attend to his work. Yes, he +might go--he and Evelina. He could go to a brother physician and say: + +"This woman haunts me. She saved my life and continually follows me. +I want her kept away. What, do you not see her, too?" + +Anthony Dexter laughed harshly, and fancied that the veiled figure +paused slightly at the sound. "No," he said, aloud, "you need not +prepare for travel, Evelina. We shall not go to the city--you and I." + +That was his mate, walking in his garden before him, veiled. She was +his and he was hers. They were mated as two atoms of hydrogen and one +of oxygen, forming a molecule of water. All these years, her suffering +had reacted upon him, kept him from being happy, and made him fight +continually to keep her out of his remembrance. For having kept her +out, he was paying, now, with compound interest. + +Upon a lofty spire of granite stands a wireless telegraph instrument. +Fogs are thick about it, wild surges crash in the unfathomable depths +below; the silence is that of chaos, before the first day of creation. +Out of the emptiness, a world away, comes a message. At the first +syllable, the wireless instrument leaps to answer its mate. With the +universe between them, those two are bound together, inextricably, +eternally bound. One may fancy that a disorder in one might cause +vague unrest in the other. In like manner, Evelina's obsession had +preyed upon Anthony Dexter for twenty-five years. Now, the line was at +work again and there was an unceasing flow of communication. + +Perhaps, if he had the strength, he might learn to ignore the phantom +as he had ignored memory. Eventually, he might be able to put aside +the eternal presence as he had put aside his own cowardice. There was +indefinite comfort in the thought. + +Having preached the gospel of work for so long, he began to apply it to +himself. Work was undoubtedly what he needed--the one thing which +could set him right again. After a little, he could make the rounds +with Ralph, and dwell constantly in the boy's sunny presence. In the +meantime, there was his paper, for the completion of which one more +experiment was absolutely essential. + +He stirred uneasily in his chair. He wished that Ralph had not been so +womanish, or else that he had more diplomatically concealed his own +opinions, to which, indeed, Ralph had admitted his right. Condemnation +from Ralph was the one thing he could not bear, but, after all, was it +needful that Ralph should know? + +The experiment would not take long, as he wished to satisfy himself on +but one minor point. It could be done, easily, while Ralph was out +upon his daily round. Behind the lilac bushes there was yet room for +one more tiny grave. + +One more experiment, and then, in deference to Ralph's foolish, +effeminate sentiments, he would give it up. One more heart in action, +the conclusion of his brilliant paper, and then--why, he would be +willing to devote the rest of his life, in company with Ralph, to +curing whooping-cough, measles, and mumps. + +The veiled figure still paced restlessly back and forth, now on the +turf and now on the brick walk. He closed his eyes, but he still saw +Evelina and noted the slight difference of sound in her footfalls as +she crossed the walk. He heard the swish of her skirts as she lifted +them when she passed the pool of water--was it possible that his +hearing was becoming more keen? He was sure that he had not heard it +from that distance before. + + +It was certainly an inviting yard and the gate stood temptingly ajar. +The gravelled highway was rough for a little dog's feet, and Laddie and +the Piper had travelled far. For many a mile, there had been no water, +and in this cool, green yard, there was a small pool. Laddie whined +softly and nosed the gate farther open. + +A man sat on the porch, but he was asleep--anyhow, his eyes were +closed. Perhaps he had a dog of his own. At any rate, he could not +object to a tired yellow mongrel quenching his thirst at his pool. The +Piper had gone on without observing that his wayworn companion had +stopped. + +Except for a mob of boys who had thrown stones at him and broken his +leg, humans had been kind to Laddie. It had been a human, Piper Tom, +in fact, who had rescued him from the boys and made his leg good again. +Laddie cherished no resentment against the mob, for he had that eternal +forgiveness of blows and neglect which lives in the heart of the +commonest cur. + +Opening his eyes, Anthony Dexter noted that a small, rough-coated +yellow dog was drinking eagerly at the pool of water past which Evelina +continually moved. She went by twice while the dog was drinking, but +he took no notice of her. Neither robins nor dogs seemed to fear +Evelina--it was only men, or, to be exact, one man, who had hitherto +feared nothing save self-analysis. + +The turf was cool and soft to a little dog's tired feet. Laddie walked +leisurely toward the shrubbery, where there was deep and quiet shade. +Under the lilac bush, he lay down to rest, but was presently on his +feet again, curiously exploring the place. + +He sniffed carefully at the ground behind the lilac bushes, and the +wiry hair on his back bristled. There was something uncanny about it, +and a guarding instinct warned him away. But what was this that lay on +the ground, so soaked with rains that, in the shade, it had not yet +dried? Laddie dragged it out into the sunlight to see. + +It was small and square and soft on the outside, yet hard within. +Except for the soft, damp outer covering, it might have been the block +of pine with which Piper Tom and he would play by the hour. The Piper +would throw the block of wood far from him, sometimes even into the +water, and Laddie would race after it, barking gaily. When he brought +it back, he was rewarded with a pat on the head, or, sometimes, a bone. +Always, there would be friendly talk. Perhaps the man on the porch had +thrown this, and was waiting for him to bring it back. + +Laddie took the mysterious thing carefully in his strong jaws, and +trotted exultantly up to the porch, wagging his stub of a tail. +Strangely enough, just at the steps, the thing opened, and something +small and cold and snake-like slipped out. The man could scarcely have +seen the necklace of discoloured pearls before, with an oath, he rose +to his feet, and, firmly holding Laddie under his arm, strode into the +house, entering at the side door. + +The Piper had reached home before he missed his dog. He waited a +little, then called, but there was no answer. It was not like Laddie +to stray, for he was usually close at his master's heels. + +"Poor little man," said the Piper to himself, "I'm thinking we went too +far." + +He retraced his steps over the dusty road, searching the ground. He +discovered that Laddie's tracks ended in the road near Doctor Dexter's +house, and turned toward the gate. Tales of mysterious horrors, +vaguely hinted at, came back to him now with ominous force. He +searched the yard carefully, looking in every nook and corner, then a +cry of anguish reached his ears. + +Great beads of sweat stood out upon Piper Tom's forehead, as he burst +in at the laboratory door. On a narrow table, tightly strapped down, +lay Laddie, fully conscious, his faithful heart laid bare. The odour +of anesthetics was so faint as to be scarcely noticeable. At the dog's +side stood Doctor Dexter, in a blood-stained linen coat, with a pad of +paper and a short pencil in his white, firm hands. He was taking notes. + +With infinite appeal in his agonised eyes, Laddie recognised his +master, who at last had come too late. Piper Tom seized the knife from +the table, and, with a quick, clean stroke, ended the torture. Doctor +Dexter looked up, his mask-like face wearing an expression of insolent +inquiry. + +"Man," cried the Piper, his voice shaking, "have you never been loved +by a dog?" + +The silence was tense, but Doctor Dexter had taken out his watch, and +was timing the spasmodic pulsations of the heart he had been so +carefully studying. + +"Aye," said the Piper, passionately, "watch it till the last--you +cannot hurt him now. 'T is the truest heart in all the world save a +woman's, and you do well to study it, having no heart of your own. A +poor beast you are, if a dog has never loved you. Take your pencil and +write down on the bit of paper you have there that you've seen the +heart of a dog. Write down that you've seen the heart of one who left +his own kind to be with you, to fight for you, even against them. +Write down that 't is a good honest heart with red blood in it, that +never once failed and never could fail. + +"When a man's mother casts him off, when his wife forsakes him, when +his love betrays him, his dog stays true. When he's poor and his +friends pass him by on the other side of the street, looking the other +way, his dog fares with him, ready to starve with him for very love of +him. 'T is a man and his dog, I'm thinking, against the whole world. + +"This little lad here was only a yellow mongrel, there was no fine +blood in him; he couldn't bring in the birds nor swim after the ducks +men kill to amuse themselves. He was worth no high price to +anybody--nobody wanted him but me. When I took him away from the boys +who were hurting him, and set his poor broken leg as best I could, he +knew me for his master and claimed me then. + +"He's walked with me through four States and never whined. He's gone +without food for days at a time, and never complained. He's been cold +and hungry, and we've slept together, more than once, on the ground in +the snow, with only one blanket between us. He's kept me from freezing +to death with his warm body, he's suffered from thirst the same as I, +and never so much as whimpered. We've been comrades and we've fared +together, as only man and dog may fare. + +"When every man's face was set against you, did you never have a dog to +trust you? When there was never a man nor a woman you could call your +friend, did a dog never come to you and lick your hand? When you've +been bent with grief you couldn't stand up under, did a dog never come +to you and put his cold nose on your face? Did a dog never reach out a +friendly paw to tell you that you were not alone--that it was you two +together? + +"When you've come home alone late at night, tired to death with the +world and its ways, was there never a dog to greet you with his bark of +welcome? Did a dog never sit where you told him to sit, and guard your +property till you came back, though it might be hours? When you could +trust no man to guard your treasures, could you never trust a dog? +Man, man, the world has fair been cruel if you've never known the love +of a dog! + +"I've heard these things of you, but I thought folks were prattling, as +folks will, but dogs never do. I thought they were lying about +you--that such things couldn't be true. They said you were cutting up +dogs to learn more of people, and I'm thinking, if we're so much alike +as that, 't is murder to kill a dog." + +"You killed him," said Anthony Dexter, speaking for the first time. "I +didn't." + +"Yes," answered the Piper, "I killed him, but 't was to keep him from +being hurt. I'd do the same for a man or a woman, if there was need. +If 't was a child you had tied down here with your blood-stained +straps, cut open to see an innocent heart, your own being black past +all pardon, I'd do the same for the child and all the more quickly if +it was my own. I never had a child--I've never had a woman to love me, +but I've been loved by a dog. I've thought that even yet I might know +the love of a woman, for a man who deserves the love of a dog is worthy +of a woman, and a man who will torture a dog will torture a woman, too. + +"Laddie," said the Piper, laying his hand upon the blood-stained body, +"no man ever had a truer comrade, and I'll not insult your kind by +calling this brute a cur. Laddie, it was you and I, and now it's I +alone. Laddie--" here the Piper's voice broke, and, taking up the +knife again, he cut the straps. With the tears raining down his face, +he stumbled out of the laboratory, the mutilated body of his pet in his +arms. + + +Anthony Dexter looked after him curiously. The mask-like expression of +his face was slightly changed. In a corner of the laboratory, seeming +to shrink from him, stood the phantom black figure, closely veiled. +Out of the echoing stillness came the passionate accusation: "A man who +will torture a dog will torture a woman, too." + +He carefully removed the blood stains from the narrow table, and pushed +it back in its place, behind a screen. The straps were cut, and +consequently useless, so he wrapped them up in a newspaper and threw +them into the waste basket. He cleaned his knife with unusual care, +and wiped an ugly stain from his forceps. + +Then he took off his linen coat, folded it up, and placed it in the +covered basket which held soiled linen from the laboratory. He washed +his hands and copied the notes he had made, for there was blood upon +the page. He tore the original sheet into fine bits, and put the +pieces into the waste basket. Then he put on his cuffs and his coat, +and went out of the laboratory. + +He was dazed, and did not see that his own self-torture had filled him +with primeval lust to torture in return. He only knew that his +brilliant paper must remain forever incomplete, since his services to +science were continually unappreciated and misunderstood. What was one +yellow dog, more or less, in the vast economy of Nature? Was he +lacking in discernment, because, as Piper Tom said, he had never been +loved by a dog? + +He sat down in the library to collect himself and observed, with a +curious sense of detachment, that Evelina was walking in the hall +instead of in the library, as she usually did when he sat there. + +An hour--or perhaps two--went by, then, unexpectedly, Ralph came home, +having paused a moment outside. He rushed into the library with his +face aglow. + +"Look, Dad," he cried, boyishly, holding it at arm's length; "see what +I found on the steps! It's a pearl necklace, with a diamond in the +clasp! Some of the stones are discoloured, but they're good and can be +made right again, I've found it, so it's mine, and I'm going to give it +to the girl I marry!" + +Anthony Dexter's pale face suddenly became livid. He staggered over to +Ralph, snatched the necklace out of his hand, and ground the pearls +under his heel. "No," he cried, "a thousand times, no! The pearls are +cursed!" + +Then, for the second time, he fainted. + + + + +XVIII + +Undine + +"It's almost as good as new!" cried Araminta, gleefully. She was clad +in a sombre calico Mother Hubbard, of Miss Mehitable's painstaking +manufacture, and hopping back and forth on the bare floor of her room +at Miss Evelina's. + +"Yes," answered Doctor Ralph, "I think it's quite as good as new." He +was filled with professional pride at the satisfactory outcome of his +first case, and yet was not at all pleased with the idea of Araminta's +returning to Miss Mehitable's, as, perforce, she soon must do. + +"Don't walk any more just now," he said "Come here and sit down. I +want to talk to you." + +Araminta obeyed him unquestioningly. He settled her comfortably in the +haircloth easy-chair and drew his own chair closer. There was a pause, +then she looked up at him, smiling with childish wistfulness. + +"Are you sorry it's well?" he asked. + +"I--I think I am," she answered, shyly, the deep crimson dyeing her +face. + +"I can't see you any more, you know," said Ralph, watching her intently. + +The sweet face saddened in an instant and Araminta tapped her foot +restlessly upon the floor. "Perhaps," she returned, slowly, "Aunt +Hitty will be taken sick. Oh, I do hope she will!" + +"You miserable little sinner," laughed Ralph, "do you suppose for a +moment that Aunt Hitty would send for me if she were ill? Why, I +believe she'd die first!" + +"Maybe Mr. Thorpe might be taken sick," suggested Araminta, hopefully. +"He's old, and sometimes I think he isn't very strong." + +"He'd insist on having my father. You know they're old friends." + +"Mr. Thorpe is old and your father is old," corrected Araminta, +precisely, "but they haven't been friends long. Aunt Hitty says you +must always say what you mean." + +"That is what I meant. Each is old and both are friends. See?" + +"It must be nice to be men," sighed Araminta, "and have friends. I've +never had anybody but Aunt Hitty--and you," she added, in a lower tone, + +"'No money, no friends, nothing but relatives,'" quoted Ralph, +cynically. "It's hard lines, little maid--hard lines." He walked back +and forth across the small room, his hands clasped behind his back--a +favourite attitude, Araminta had noted, during the month of her illness. + +He pictured his probable reception should he venture to call upon her. +Personally, as it was, he stood none too high in the favour of the +dragon, as he was wont to term Miss Mehitable in his unflattering +thoughts. Moreover, he was a man, which counted heavily against him. +Since he had taken up his father's practice, he had heard a great deal +about Miss Mehitable's view of marriage, and her determination to +shield Araminta from such an unhappy fate. + +And Araminta had not been intended, by Dame Nature, for such shielding. +Every line of her body, rounding into womanhood, defied Aunt Hitty's +well-meant efforts. The soft curve of her cheek, the dimples that +lurked unsuspected in the comers of her mouth, the grave, sweet +eyes--all these marked Araminta for love. She had, too, a wistful, +appealing childishness. + +"Did you like the story book?" asked Ralph. + +"Oh, so much!" + +"I thought you would. What part of it did you like best?" + +"It was all lovely," replied Araminta, thoughtfully, "but I think the +best part of it was when she went back to him after she had made him go +away. It made him so glad to know that they were to talk together +again." + +Ralph looked keenly at Araminta, the love of man and woman was so +evidently outside her ken. The sleeping princess in the tower had been +no more set apart. But, as he remembered; the sleeping princess had +been wakened by a kiss--when the right man came. + +A lump came into his throat and he swallowed hard. Blindly, he went +over to her chair. The girl's flower-like face was lifted +questioningly to his. He bent over and kissed her, full upon the lips. + +Araminta shrank from him a little, and the colour surged into her face, +but her eyes, still trustful, still tender, never wavered from his. + +"I suppose I'm a brute," Ralph said, huskily, "but God knows I haven't +meant to be." + +Araminta smiled--a sweet, uncomprehending smile. Ralph possessed +himself of her hand. It was warm and steady--his own was cold and +tremulous. + +"Child," he said, "did any one ever kiss you before?" + +"No," replied Araminta; "only Aunt Hitty. It was when I was a baby and +she thought I was lost. She kissed me--here." Araminta pointed to her +soft cheek. "Did you kiss me because I was well?" + +Ralph shook his head despairingly. "The man in the book kissed the +lady," went on Araminta, happily, "because he was so glad they were to +talk together again, but we--why, I shall never see you any more," she +concluded, sadly. + +His fingers tightened upon hers. "Yes," he said, in a strange voice, +"we shall see each other again." + +"They both seem very well," sighed Araminta, referring to Aunt Hitty +and Mr. Thorpe, "and even if I fell off of a ladder again, it might not +hurt me at all. I have fallen from lots of places and only got black +and blue. I never broke before." + +"Listen, child," said Ralph. "Would you rather live with Aunt Hitty, +or with me?" + +"Why, Doctor Ralph! Of course I'd rather live with you, but Aunt Hitty +would never let me!" + +"We're not talking about Aunt Hitty now. Is there anyone in the world +whom you like better than you do me?" + +"No," said Araminta, softly, her eyes shining. "How could there be?" + +"Do you love me, Araminta?" + +"Yes," she answered, sweetly, "of course I do! You've been so good to +me!" + +The tone made the words meaningless. "Child," said Ralph, "you break +my heart." + +He walked back and forth again, restlessly, and Araminta watched him, +vaguely troubled. What in the world had she done? + +Meanwhile, he was meditating. He could not bear to have her go back to +her prison, even for a little while. Had he found her only to lose +her, because she had no soul? + +Presently he came back to her and stood by her chair. "Listen, dear," +he said, tenderly. "You told me there was no one in the world for whom +you cared more than you care for me. You said you loved me, and I love +you--God knows I do. If you'll trust me, Araminta, you'll never be +sorry, never for one single minute as long as you live. Would you like +to live with me in a little house with roses climbing over it, just us +two alone?" + +"Yes," returned Araminta, dreamily, "and I could keep the little cat." + +"You can have a million cats, if you like, but all I want is you. Just +you, sweetheart, to love me, with all the love you can give me. Will +you come?" + +"Oh," cried Araminta, "if Aunt Hitty would only let me, but she never +would!" + +"We won't ask her," returned Ralph. "We'll go away to-night, and be +married." + +At the word, Araminta started out of her chair. Her face was white and +her eyes wide with fear. "I couldn't," she said, with difficulty. +"You shouldn't ask me to do what you know is wrong. Just because my +mother was married, because she was wicked--you must not think that I +would be wicked, too." + +Hot words were struggling for utterance, but Ralph choked them back. +The fog was thick before him and he saw Araminta as through a heavy +veil. "Undine," he said, moistening his parched lips, "some day you +will find your soul. And when you do, come to me. I shall be waiting." + +He went out of the room unsteadily, and closed the door. He stood at +the head of the stairs for a long time before he went down. Apparently +there was no one in the house. He went into the parlour and sat down, +wiping the cold sweat from his forehead, and trying to regain his +self-control. + +He saw, clearly, that Araminta was not in the least to blame; that +almost ever since her birth, she had been under the thumb of a +domineering woman who persistently inculcated her own warped ideas. +Since her earliest childhood, Araminta had been taught that marriage +was wrong--that her own mother was wicked, because she had been +married. And of the love between man and woman, the child knew +absolutely nothing. + +"Good God!" muttered Ralph. "My little girl, oh, my little girl!" +Man-like, he loved her more than ever because she had denied him; +man-like, he wanted her now as he had never wanted her before. Through +the weeks that he had seen her every day, he had grown to feel his need +of her, to hunger for the sweetness of her absolute dependence upon +him. Yet, until now, he had not guessed how deeply he cared, nor +guessed that such caring was possible. + +He sat there for the better part of an hour, slowly regaining command +of himself. Miss Evelina came through the hall and paused just outside +the door, feeling intuitively that some one was in the house. She drew +down her veil and went in. + +"I thought you had gone," she said. "Did you wish to see me?" + +"No," returned Ralph, wearily; "not especially." + +She sat down opposite him silently. All her movements were quiet, for +she had never been the noisy sort of woman. There was something +soothing in the veiled presence. + +"I hope I'm not intruding," ventured Ralph, at length. "I'll go, +presently. I've just had a--well, a blow. That little saint upstairs +has been taught that marriage is wicked." + +"I know," returned Miss Evelina, instantly comprehending. "Mehitable +has very strange ideas. I'm sorry," she added, in a tone she might +have used in speaking to Anthony Dexter, years before. + +Her sympathy touched the right chord. It was not obtrusive, it had no +hint of pity; it was simply that one who had been hurt fully understood +the hurt of another. Ralph felt a mysterious kinship. + +"I've wanted for some time to ask you," he began awkwardly, "if there +was not something I could do for you. The--the veil, you know--" He +stopped, at a loss for further words. + +"Yes?" Miss Evelina's voice was politely inquiring. She thought it odd +for Anthony Dexter's son to be concerned about her veil. She wondered +whether he meditated giving her a box of chiffon, as Piper Tom had done. + +"Believe me," he said, impetuously, "I only want to help. I want to +make it possible for you to take that--to take that thing off." + +"It is not possible," returned Miss Evelina, after a painful interval. +"I shall always wear my veil." + +"You don't understand," explained Ralph. It seemed to him that he had +spent the day telling women they did not understand. "I know, of +course, that there was some dreadful accident, and that it happened a +long time ago. Since then, wonderful advances have been made in +surgery--there is a great deal possible now that was not dreamed of +then. Of course I should not think of attempting it myself, but I +would find the man who could do it, take you to him, and stand by you +until it was over." + +The clock ticked loudly and a little bird sang outside, but there was +no other sound. + +"I want to help you," said Ralph, humbly, as he rose to his feet; +"believe me, I want to help you." + +Miss Evelina said nothing, but she followed him to the door. At the +threshold, Ralph turned back. "Won't you let me help you?" he asked. +"Won't you even let me try?" + +"I thank you," said Miss Evelina, coldly, "but nothing can be done." + +The door closed behind him with a portentous suggestion of finality. +As he went down the path, Ralph felt himself shut out from love and +from all human service. He did not look back to the upper window, +where Araminta was watching, her face stained with tears. + +As he went out of the gate, she, too, felt shut out from something +strangely new and sweet, but her conscience rigidly approved, none the +less. Against Aunt Hitty's moral precepts, Araminta leaned securely, +and she was sure that she had done right. + +The Maltese kitten was purring upon a cushion, the loved story book lay +on the table nearby. Doctor Ralph was going down the road, his head +bowed. They would never see each other again--never in all the world. + +She would not tell Aunt Hitty that Doctor Ralph had asked her to marry +him; she would shield him, even though he had insulted her. She would +not tell Aunt Hitty that Doctor Ralph had kissed her, as the man in the +story book had kissed the lady who came back to him. She would not +tell anybody. "Never in all the world," thought Araminta. "We shall +never see each other again." + +Doctor Ralph was out of sight, now, and she could never watch for him +any more. He had gone away forever, and she had broken his heart. For +the moment, Araminta straightened herself proudly, for she had been +taught that it did not matter whether one's heart broke or not--one +must always do what was right. And Aunt Hitty knew what was right. + +Suddenly, she sank on her knees beside her bed, burying her face in the +pillow, for her heart was breaking, too. "Oh, Lord," she prayed, +sobbing wildly, "keep me from the contamination of marriage, for Thy +sake. Amen." + + +The door opened silently, a soft, slow step came near. The pillow was +drawn away and a cool hand was laid upon Araminta's burning cheek. +"Child," said Miss Evelina, "what is wrong?" + +Araminta had not meant to tell, but she did. She sobbed out, in +disjointed fragments, all the sorry tale. Wisely, Miss Evelina waited +until the storm had spent itself, secretly wishing that she, too, might +know the relief of tears. + +"I knew," said Miss Evelina, her cool, quiet hand still upon Araminta's +face. "Doctor Ralph told me before he went home." + +"Oh," cried Araminta, "does he hate me?" + +"Hate you?" repeated Miss Evelina. "Dear child, no. He loves you. +Would you believe me, Araminta, if I told you that it was not wrong to +be married--that there was no reason in the world why you should not +marry the man who loves you?" + +"Not wrong!" exclaimed Araminta, incredulously. "Aunt Hitty says it +is. My mother was married!" + +"Yes," said Miss Evelina, "and so was mine. Aunt Hitty's mother was +married, too." + +"Are you sure?" demanded Araminta. "She never told me so. If her +mother was married, why didn't she tell me?" + +"I don't know, dear," returned Miss Evelina, truthfully. "Mehitable's +ways are strange." Had she been asked to choose, at the moment, +between Araminta's dense ignorance and all of her own knowledge, +embracing, as it did, a world of pain, she would have chosen gladly, +the fuller life. + +The door-bell below rang loudly, defiantly. It was the kind of a ring +which might impel the dead to answer it. Miss Evelina fairly ran +downstairs. + +Outside stood Miss Mehitable. Unwillingly, in her wake, had come the +Reverend Austin Thorpe. Under Miss Mehitable's capable and constant +direction, he had made a stretcher out of the clothes poles and a +sheet. He was jaded in spirit beyond all words to express, but he had +come, as Roman captives came, chained to the chariot wheels of the +conqueror. + +"Me and the minister," announced Miss Mehitable, imperiously, "have +come to take Minty home!" + + + + +XIX + +In the Shadow of the Cypress + +The house seemed lonely without Araminta. Miss Evelina missed the +child more than she had supposed she could ever miss any one. She had +grown to love her, and, too, she missed the work. + +Miss Evelina's house was clean, now, and most of the necessary labour +had been performed by her own frail hands. The care of Araminta had +been an added burden, which she had borne because it had been forced +upon her. Slowly, but surely, she had been compelled to take thought +for others. + +The promise of Spring had come to beautiful fulfilment, and the world +was all abloom. Faint mists of May were rising from the earth, and +filmy clouds half veiled the moon. The loneliness of the house was +unbearable, so Miss Evelina went out into the garden, her veil +fluttering, moth-like, about her head. + +The old pain was still at her heart, yet, in a way, it was changed. +She had come again into the field of service. Miss Mehitable had been +kind to her, indeed, more than kind. The Piper had made her a garden, +and she had taken care of Araminta. Doctor Ralph, meaning to be wholly +kind, had offered to help her, if he could, and she had been on the +point of doing a small service for him, when Fate, in the person of +Miss Mehitable, intervened. And over and above and beyond all, Anthony +Dexter had come back, to offer her tardy reparation. + +That hour was continually present with her. She could not forget his +tortured face when she had thrown back her veil. What if she had taken +him at his word, and gone with him, to be, as he said, a mother to his +son? Miss Evelina laughed bitterly. + +The beauty of the night brought her no peace as she wandered about the +garden. Without knowing it, she longed for human companionship. Piper +Tom had finished his work. Doctor Ralph would come no more, Araminta +had gone, and Miss Mehitable offered little comfort. + +She went to the gate and leaned upon it, looking down the road. Thus +she had watched for Anthony Dexter in years gone by. Memories, +mercilessly keen, returned to her. As though it were yesterday, she +remembered the moonlit night of their betrothal, felt his eager arms +about her and his bearded cheek pressed close to hers. She heard again +the music of his voice as he whispered, passionately: "I love you, oh, +I love you--for life, for death, for all eternity!" + +The rose-bush had been carefully pruned and tied up, but it promised +little, at best. The cypress had grown steadily, and, at times, its +long shadow reached through the door and into the house. Heavily, too, +upon her heart, the shadow of the cypress lay, for sorrow seems so much +deeper than joy. + +A figure came up the road, and she turned away, intending to go into +the house. Then she perceived that it was Piper Tom, and, drawing +down her veil, turned back to wait for him. He had never come at night +before. + +Even in the darkness, she noted a change in him; the atmosphere of +youth was all gone. He walked slowly, as though he had aged, and the +red feather no longer bobbed in his hat. + +He went past her silently, and sat down on the steps. + +"Will you come in?" asked Evelina. + +"No," answered the Piper, sadly, "I'll not be coming in. 'T is selfish +of me, perhaps, but I came to you because I had sorrow of my own." + +Miss Evelina sat down on the step beside him, and waited for him to +speak. + +"'T is a small sorrow, perhaps, you'll be thinking," he said, at last. +"I'm not knowing what great ones you have seen, face to face, but 't is +so ordered That all sorrows are not the same. 'T is all in the heart +that bears them. I told you I had known them all, and at the time, I +was thinking I spoke the truth. A woman never loved me, and so I have +lost the love of no woman, but," he went on with difficulty, "no one +had ever killed my dog." + +"How?" asked Miss Evelina, dully. It seemed a matter of small moment +to her. + +"I'll not be paining you with that," the Piper answered, "At the last, +'t was I who killed him to save him from further hurt. 'T was the best +I could do for the little lad, and I'm thinking he'd take it from me +rather than from any one else. I'm missing his cheerful bark and his +pleasant ways, but I've taken him away for ever from Doctor Dexter and +his kind." + +"Doctor Dexter!" Evelina sprang to her feet, her body tense and +quivering. + +"Aye, Doctor Dexter--not the young man, but the old one." + +A deep-drawn breath was her only answer, but the Piper looked up, +startled. Slowly he rose to his feet and leaned toward her intently, +as though to see her face behind her veil. + +"Spinner in the Shadow," he said, with infinite tenderness, "I'm +thinking 't was he who hurt you, too!" + +Evelina's head drooped, she swayed, and would have fallen, had he not +put his arm around her. She sat down on the step again, and hid her +veiled face in her hands. + +"'T was that, I'm thinking, that brought me to you," he went on. "I +knew you did not care much for the little lad--he was naught to any one +but me. 'T is this that binds us together--you and I." + +The moon climbed higher into the heavens and the clouds were blown +away. The shadow of the cypress was thrown toward them, and the dense +night of it concealed the half-open door. + +"See," breathed Evelina, "the shadow of the cypress is long." + +"Aye," answered Piper Tom, "the shadow of the cypress is long and the +rose blooms but once a year. 'T is the way of the world." + +He loosened his flute from the cord by which it was slung over his +shoulder. "I was going to the woods," he said, "but at the last, I +could not, for the little lad always fared with me when I went out to +play. He would sit quite still when I made the music, so still that he +never frightened even the birds. The birds came, too. + +"'T is a way I've had for long," he continued. "I never could be +learning the printed music, so I made music of my own. So many laughed +at it, not hearing any tune, that I've always played by myself. 'T was +my own soul breathing into it--perhaps I'm not to blame that it never +made a tune. + +"Sometimes I'm thinking that there may be tunes and tunes. I was once +in a place where there were many instruments, all playing at once, and +there was nothing came from it that one could call a tune. But 't was +great and beautiful beyond any words of mine to tell you, and the +master of them all, standing up in front, knew just when each must play. + +"Most, of course, I watched the one who played the flute and listened +to the voice of it. 'T is strange how, if you listen, you can pick out +one instrument from all the rest. I saw that sometimes he did not play +at all, and yet the music went on. Sometimes, again, he was privileged +to play just a note or two--not at all like a tune. + +"'T was just his part, and, by itself, it would have sounded queer. I +might have laughed at it myself if I did not know, and was listening +for a tune. But the master of them all was pleased, because the man +with the flute made his few notes to sing rightly when they should sing +and because he kept still when there was no need of his instrument. + +"So I'm thinking," concluded the Piper, humbly, "that these few notes +of mine may belong to something I cannot hear, and that the Master +himself leads me, when 't is time to play." + +He put the instrument to his lips and began to play softly. The low, +sweet notes were, as he said, no evident part of a tune, yet they were +not without a deep and tender appeal. + +Evelina listened, her head still bowed. It did not sound like the +pipes o' Pan, but rather like some fragment of a mysterious, +heart-breaking melody. Faint, far echoes rang back from the +surrounding hills, as though in a distant forest cathedral another +Piper sat enthroned. + +The sound of singing waters murmured through the night as the Piper's +flute breathed of stream and sea. There was the rush of a Summer wind +through swaying branches, the tinkle of raindrops, the deep notes of +rising storm. Moonlight shimmered through it, birds sang in green +silences, and there was scent of birch and pine. + +Then swiftly the music changed. Through the utter sadness of it came +also a hint of peace, as though one had planted a garden of roses and +instead there had come up herbs and balm. In the passionate pain, +there was also uplifting--a flight on broken wings. Above and beyond +all there was a haunting question, to which the answer seemed lost. + +At length the Piper laid down his flute. "You do not laugh," he said, +"and yet I'm thinking you may not care for music that has no tune." + +"I do care," returned Evelina. + +"I remember," he answered, slowly. "It was the day in the woods, when +I called you and you came." + +"I was hurt," she said. "I had been terribly hurt, only that morning," + +"Yes, many have come to me so. Often when I have played in the woods +the music that has no tune, some one who was very sad has come to me. +I saw you that day from far and I felt you were sad, so I called you. +I called you," he repeated, lingering on the words, "and you came." + +"I do not so much care for the printed music," he went on, after an +interval, "unless it might be the great, beautiful music which takes so +many to play. I have often thought of it and wondered what might +happen if the players were not willing to follow the master--if one +should play a tune where no tune was written, and he who has the violin +should insist on playing the flute. + +"I would not want the violin, for I think the flute is best of all. It +is made from the trees on the mountains and the silver hidden within, +and so is best fitted for the message of the mountains--the great, high +music. + +"I'm thinking that the life we live is not unlike the players. We have +each our own instrument, but we are not content to follow as the Master +leads. We do not like the low, long notes that mean sadness; we will +not take what is meant for us, but insist on the dancing tunes and the +light music of pleasure. It is this that makes the discord and all the +confusion. The Master knows his meaning and could we each play our +part well, at the right time, there would be nothing wrong in all the +world." + +Miss Evelina sighed, deeply, and the Piper put his hand on hers. + +"I'm not meaning to reproach you," he said, kindly, "though, truly, I +do think you have played wrong. In any music I have heard, there has +never been any one instrument that has played all the time and sadly. +When there is sadness, there is always rest, and you have had no rest." + +"No," said Evelina, her voice breaking, "I have had no rest--God knows +that!" + +"Then do you not see," asked the Piper very gently, "that you cannot +help but make the music wrong? The Master gives you one deep note to +play, and you hold it, always the same note, till the music is at an +end. + +"'T is something wrong, I'm thinking, that has made you hold it so. +I'm not asking you to tell me, but I think that one day I shall see. +Together we shall find what makes the music wrong, and together we +shall make it right again." + +"Together," repeated Evelina, unconsciously. Once the word had been +sweet to her, but now it brought only bitterness. + +"Aye, together. 'T is for that I stayed. Laddie and I were going on, +that very day we saw you in the wood--the day I called you, and you +came. I shall see, some day, what has made it wrong--yes. Spinner in +the Shadow, I shall see. I'm grieving now for Laddie and my heart is +sore, but when I have forgiven him, I shall be at rest." + +"Forgiven who?" queried Evelina. + +"Why, the man who hurt Laddie--the same, I'm thinking, who hurt you. +But your hurt was worse than Laddie's, I take it, and so 't is harder +to forgive." + +Evelina's heart beat hard. Never before had she thought of forgiving +Anthony Dexter. She put it aside quickly as altogether impossible. +Moreover, he had not asked. + +"What is it to forgive?" she questioned, curiously. + +"The word is not made right," answered the Piper, "I'm thinking 't is +wrong end to, as many things in this world are until we move and look +at them from another way. It's giving for, that's all. When you have +put self so wholly aside that you can be sorry for him because he has +wronged you, why, then, you have forgiven." + +"I shall never be able to do that," she returned. "Why, I should not +even try." + +"Ah," cried the Piper, "I knew that some day I should find what was +wrong, but I did not think it would be now. 'T is because you have not +forgiven that you have been sad for so long. When you have forgiven, +you will be free." + +"He never asked," muttered Evelina. + +"No; 't is very strange, I'm thinking, but those who most need to be +forgiven are those who never ask. 'T is hard, I know, for I cannot yet +be sorry for him because he hurt Laddie--I can only be sorry for +Laddie, who was hurt. But the great truth is there. When I have grown +to where I can be sorry for him as well as for Laddie, why, my grieving +will be done. + +"The little chap," mused the Piper, fondly, "he was a faithful comrade. +'T was a true heart that the brute--ah, what am I saying! I'll not be +forgetting how he fared with me in sun and storm, sharing a crust with +me, often, as man to man, and not complaining, because we were +together. A woman never loved me but a dog has, and I'm thinking that +some day I may have the greater love because I've been worthy of the +less. + +"My mother died when I was born and, because of that, I've tried to +make the world easier for all women. I'm not thinking I have wholly +failed, yet the great love has not come. I've often thought," went on +Piper Tom, simply, "that if a woman waited for me at night when I went +home, with love on her face, and if a woman's hand might be in mine +when the Master tells me that I am no longer needed for the music, 't +would make the leaving very easy, and I should not ask for Heaven. + +"I've seen, so often, the precious jewel of a woman's love cast aside +by a man who did not know what he had, having blinded himself with +tinsel until his true knowledge was lost. You'll forgive me for my +rambling talk, I'm thinking, for I'm still grieving for the little +chap, and I cannot say yet that I have forgiven." + +He rose, slung his flute over his shoulder again, and went slowly +toward the gate. Evelina followed him, to the cypress tree. + +"See," he said, turning, "the shadow of the cypress is long. 'T is +because you have not forgiven. I'm thinking it may be easier for us to +forgive together, since it is the same man." + +"Yes," returned Evelina, steadily, "the shadow of the cypress is long, +and I never shall forgive." + +"Aye," said the Piper, "we'll forgive him together--you and I. I'll +help you, since your hurt is greater than mine. You have veiled your +soul as you have veiled your face, but, through forgiveness, the beauty +of the one will shine out again, and, I'm thinking, through love, the +other may shine out, too. You have hidden your face because you are so +beautiful; you have hidden your soul because you are so sad. I called +you in the woods, and I call you now. I shall never cease calling, +until you come." + +He went out of the gate, and did not answer her faint "good-night." +Was it true, as he said, that he should never cease calling her? +Something in her spirit stirred strangely at his appeal, as a far, +celestial trumpet blown from on high might summon the valiant soul of a +warrior who had died in the charge. + + + + +XX + +The Secret of the Veil + +"Father," said Ralph, pacing back and forth, as was his habit, "I have +wanted for some time to ask you about Miss Evelina--the woman, you +know, in the little house on the hill. She always wears a veil and +there can be no reason for it except some terrible disfigurement. Has +she never consulted you?" + +"Never," answered Anthony Dexter, with dry lips. + +"I remember, you told me, but it seems strange. I spoke to her about +it the other day. I told her I was sure that something could be done. +I offered to find the best available specialist for her, go with her, +and stand by her until it was over." + +Anthony Dexter laughed--a harsh, unnatural laugh that jarred upon his +son. + +"I fail to see anything particularly funny about it," remarked Ralph, +coldly. + +"What did she say?" asked his father, not daring to meet Ralph's eyes. + +"She thanked me, and said nothing could be done." + +"She didn't show you her face, I take it." + +"No." + +"I should have thought she would, under the circumstances--under all +the circumstances." + +"Have you seen her face?" asked Ralph, quickly, "by chance, or in any +other way?" + +"Yes." + +"How is it? Is it so bad that nothing can be done?" + +"She was perfectly right," returned Anthony Dexter, slowly. "There is +nothing to be done." + +At the moment, the phantom Evelina was pacing back and forth between +the man and his son. Her veiled face was proudly turned away. "I +wonder," thought Anthony Dexter, curiously, "if she hears. If she did, +though, she'd speak, or throw back her veil, so she doesn't hear." + +"I may be wrong," sighed Ralph, "but I've always believed that nothing +is so bad it can't be made better." + +"The unfailing ear-mark of Youth, my son," returned Anthony Dexter, +patronisingly. "You'll get over that." + +He laughed again, gratingly, and went out, followed by his persistent +apparition. "We'll go out for a walk, Evelina," he muttered, when he +was half-way to the gate. "We'll see how far you can go without +getting tired." The fantastic notion of wearying his veiled pursuer +appealed to him strongly. + +Ralph watched his father uneasily. Even though he had been relieved of +the greater part of his work, Anthony Dexter did not seem to be +improving. He was morose, unreasonable, and given to staring vacantly +into space for hours at a time. Ralph often spoke to him when he did +not hear at all, and at times he turned his head from left to right and +back again, slowly, but with the maddening regularity of clock-work. +He ate little, but claimed to sleep well. + +Whatever it was seemed to be of the mind rather than the body, and +Ralph could find nothing in his father's circumstances calculated to +worry any one in the slightest degree. He planned, vaguely, to invite +a friend who was skilled in the diagnosis of obscure mental disorders +to spend a week-end with him, a little later on, and to ask him to +observe his father closely. He did not doubt but that Anthony Dexter +would see quickly through so flimsy a pretence, but, unless he +improved, something of the kind would have to be done soon. + +Meanwhile, his heart yearned strangely toward Miss Evelina. It was +altogether possible that something, might be done. Ralph was modest, +but new discoveries were constantly being made, and he knew that his +own knowledge was more abreast of the times than his father's could be. +At any rate, he was not so easily satisfied. + +He was trying faithfully to forget Araminta, but was not succeeding. +The sweet, childish face haunted him as constantly as the veiled +phantom haunted his father, but in a different way. Through his own +unhappiness, he came into kinship with all the misery of the world. He +longed to uplift, to help, to heal. + +He decided to try once more to talk with Miss Evelina, to ask her, +point blank, if need be, to let him see her face. He knew that his +father lacked sympathy, and he was sure that when Miss Evelina once +thoroughly understood him, she would be willing to let him help her. + +On the way uphill, he considered how he should approach the subject. +He had already planned to make an ostensible errand of the book he had +loaned Araminta. Perhaps Miss Evelina had read it, or would like to, +and he could begin, in that way, to talk to her. + +When he reached the gate, the house seemed deserted, though the front +door was ajar. It was a warm, sweet afternoon in early Summer, and the +world was very still, except for the winged folk of wood and field. + +He tapped gently at the door, but there was no answer. He went around +to the back door, but it was closed, and there was no sign that the +place was occupied, except quantities of white chiffon hung upon the +line. Being a man, Ralph did not perceive that Miss Evelina had washed +every veil she possessed. + +He went back to the front of the house again and found that the door +was still ajar. She might have gone away, though it seemed unlikely, +or it was not impossible that she might have been taken suddenly ill +and was unable to come to the door. + +Ralph went in, softly, as he had often done before. Miss Evelina had +frequently left the door open for him at the hour he was expected to +visit his patient. + +He paused a moment in the hall, but heard no sound save slow, deep +breathing. He turned into the parlour, but stopped on the threshold as +if he had been suddenly changed to stone. + +Upon the couch lay Miss Evelina, asleep, and unveiled. Her face was +turned toward him--a face of such surpassing beauty that he gasped in +astonishment. He had never seen such wondrous perfection of line and +feature, nor such a crown of splendour as her lustreless white hair, +falling loosely about her shoulders. Her face was as pure and as cold +as marble, flawless, and singularly transparent. Her lips were deep +scarlet and perfectly shaped; the white slender column of her throat +held her head proudly. Long, dark lashes swept her cheek, and the +years had left no lines. Feeling the intense scrutiny, Miss Evelina +opened her eyes, slowly, like one still half asleep. + +Her eyes were violet, so deep in colour as to seem almost black. She +stared at Ralph, unseeing, then the light of recognition flashed over +her face and she sat up, reaching back quickly for her missing veil. + +"Miss Evelina!" cried Ralph. "Why, oh why!" + +"Why did you come in?" she demanded, resentfully. "You had no right!" + +"Forgive me," he pleaded, coming to her. "I've often come in when the +door was open. Why, you've left it open for me yourself, don't you +know you have?" + +"Perhaps," she answered, a faint colour coming into her cheek. "I had +no idea of going to sleep. I am sorry." + +"I thought you might be ill," said Ralph. excusing himself further. +"Believe me, Miss Evelina, I had no thought of intruding. I only came +to help you." + +He stood before her, still staring, and her eyes met his clearly in +return. In the violet depths was a world of knowledge and pain +Suffering had transfigured her face into a noble beauty for which there +were no words. Such a face might be the dream of a sculptor, the +despair of a painter, and the ecstasy of a lover. + +"Why?", cried Ralph, again. + +"Because," she answered, simply, "my beauty was my curse." + +Ralph did not see that the words were melodramatic; he only sat down, +weakly, in a chair opposite her. He never once took his eyes away from +her, but stared at her helplessly, like a man in a dream. + +"Why?" he questioned, again. "Tell me why!" + +"It was in a laboratory," explained Miss Evelina. "I was there with +the man I loved and to whom I was to be married the next day. No one +knew of our engagement, for, in a small town, you know, people will +talk, and we both felt that it was too sacred to be spoken of lightly. + +"He was trying an experiment, and I was watching. He came to the +retort to put in another chemical, and leaned over it. I heard the +mass seething and pushed him away with all my strength. Instantly, +there was a terrible explosion. When I came to my senses again, I was +in the hospital, wrapped in bandages. I had been terribly burned--see?" + +She loosened her black gown at the throat and pushed it down over her +right shoulder. Ralph shuddered at the deep, flaming scars. + +"My arm is worse," she said, quickly covering her shoulder again. "I +need not show you that. My face was burned, too, but scarcely at all. +To this day, I do not know how I escaped. I must have thrown up my arm +instinctively to shield my face. See, there are no scars." + +"I see," murmured Ralph; "and what of him?" + +The dark eyes gleamed indescribably. "What of him?" she asked, with +assumed lightness. "Why, he was not hurt at all. I saved him from +disfigurement, if not from death. I bear the scars; he goes free." + +"I know," said Ralph, "but why were you not married? All his life and +love would be little enough to give in return for that." + +Miss Evelina fixed her deep eyes upon Anthony Dexter's son. In her +voice there was no hint of faltering. + +"I never saw him again," she said, "until twenty-five years afterward, +and then I was veiled. He went away." + +"Went away!" repeated Ralph, incredulously. "Miss Evelina, what do you +mean?" + +"What I said," she replied. "He went away. He came once to the +hospital. As it happened, there was another girl there, named Evelyn +Grey, burned by acid, and infinitely worse than I. The two names +became confused. He was told that I would be disfigured for life--that +every feature was destroyed except my sight. That was enough for him. +He asked no more questions, but simply went away." + +"Coward!" cried Ralph, his face white. "Cur!" + +Miss Evelina's eyes gleamed with subtle triumph. "What would you?" she +asked unemotionally. "He told me that day of the accident that it was +my soul he loved, and not my body, but at the test, he failed. Men +usually fail women, do they not, in anything that puts their love to +the test? He went away. In a year, he was married, and he has a son." + +"A son!" repeated Ralph. "What a heritage of disgrace for a son! Does +the boy know?" + +There was a significant silence. "I do not think his father has told +him," said Evelina, with forced calmness. + +"If he had," muttered Ralph, his hands clenched and his teeth set, "his +son must have struck him dead where he stood. To accept that from a +woman, and then to go away!" + +"What would you?" asked Evelina again. A curious, tigerish impulse was +taking definite shape in her. "Would you have him marry her?" + +"Marry her? A thousand times, yes, if she would stoop so low! What +man is worthy of a woman who saves his life at the risk of her own?" + +"Disfigured? asked Evelina, in an odd voice. + +"Yes," cried Ralph, "with the scars she bore for him!" + +There was a tense, painful interval. Miss Evelina was grappling with a +hideous temptation. One word from her, and she was revenged upon +Anthony Dexter for all the years of suffering. One word from her, and +sure payment would be made in the most subtle, terrible way. She +guessed that he could not bear the condemnation of this idolised son. + +The old pain gnawed at her heart. Anthony Dexter had come back, she +had had her little hour of triumph, and still she had not been freed. +The Piper had told her that only forgiveness could loosen her chains. +And how could Anthony Dexter be forgiven, when even his son said that +he was a coward and a cur? + +"I--" Miss Evelina's lips moved, then became still. + +"And so," said Ralph, "you have gone veiled ever since, for the sake of +that beast?" + +"No, it was for my own sake. Do you wonder that I have done it? When +I first realised what had happened, in an awful night that turned my +brown hair white, I knew that Love and I were strangers forevermore. + +"When I left the hospital, I was obliged, for a time, to wear it. The +new skin was tender and bright red; it broke very easily." + +"I know," nodded Ralph. + +"There were oils to be kept upon it, too, and so I wore the veil. I +became accustomed to the shelter of it. I could walk the streets and +see, dimly, without being seen. In those days, I thought that, +perhaps, I might meet--him." + +"I don't wonder you shrank from it," returned Ralph. His voice was +almost inaudible. + +"It became harder still to put it by. My heart was broken, and it +shielded me as a long, black veil shields a widow. It protected me +from curious questions. Never but once or twice in all the twenty-five +years have I been asked about it, and then, I simply did not answer. +People, after all, are very kind." + +"Were you never ill?" + +"Never, though every night of my life I have prayed for death. At +first, I clung to it without reason, except what I have told you, then, +later on, I began to see a further protection. Veiled as I was, no man +would ever love me again. I should never be tempted to trust, only to +be betrayed. Not that I ever could trust, you understand, but still, +sometimes," concluded Miss Evelina, piteously, "I think the heart of a +woman is strangely hungry for love." + +"I understand," said Ralph, "and, believe me, I do not blame you. +Perhaps it was the best thing you could do. Let me ask you of the man. +You said, I think, that he still lives?" + +"Yes." Miss Evelina's voice was very low. + +"He is well and happy--prosperous?" + +"Yes." + +"Do you know where he lives?" + +"Yes." + +"Has he ever suffered at all from his cowardice, his shirking?" + +"How should I know?" + +"Then, Miss Evelina," said Ralph, his voice thick with passion and his +hands tightly clenched, "will you let me go to him? For the honour of +men, I should like to punish this one brute. I think I could present +an argument that even he might understand!" + +The temptation became insistent. The sheathed dagger was in Evelina's +hands; she had only to draw forth the glittering steel. A vengeance +more subtle than she had ever dared to dream of was hers to command. + +"Tell me his name," breathed Ralph. "Only tell me his name!" + +Miss Evelina threw back her beautiful head proudly. "No," she said, +firmly, "I will not. Go," she cried, pointing uncertainly to the door. +"For the love of God, go!" + + + + +XXI + +The Poppies Claim Their Own + +It was dusk, and Anthony Dexter sat in the library. Through the day, +he had wearied himself to the point of exhaustion, but his phantom +pursuer had not tired. The veiled figure of Evelina had kept pace +easily with his quick, nervous stride. At the point on the river +road, where he had met her for the first time, she had, indeed, +seemed to go ahead of him and wait for him there. + +Night brought no relief. By a singular fatality, he could see her in +darkness as plainly as in sunshine, and even when his eyes were +closed, she hovered persistently before him. Throughout his drugged +sleep she moved continuously; he never dreamed save of her. + +In days gone by, he had been certain that he was the victim of an +hallucination, but now, he was not so sure. He would not have sworn +that the living Evelina was not eternally in his sight. Time and +time again he had darted forward quickly to catch her, but she +swiftly eluded him. "If," he thought, gritting his teeth, "I could +once get my hands upon her----" + +His fists dosed tightly, then, by a supreme effort of will, he put +the maddening thought away. "I will not add murder to my sins," he +muttered; "no, by Heaven, I will not!" + +By a whimsical change of his thought, he conceived himself dead and +in his coffin. Would Evelina pace ceaselessly before him then? When +he was in his grave, would she wait eternally at the foot of it, and +would those burning eyes pierce the shielding sod that parted them? +Life had not served to separate them--could he hope that Death would +prove potent where Life had failed? + +Ralph came in, tired, having done his father's work for the day. The +room was wholly dark, but he paused upon the threshold, conscious +that some one was there. + +"Alone, father?" he called, cheerily. + +"No," returned Anthony Dexter, grimly. + +"Who's here?" asked Ralph, stumbling into the room. "It's so dark, I +can't see." + +Fumbling for a match, he lighted a wax candle which stood in an +antique candlestick on the library table. The face of his father +materialised suddenly out of the darkness, wearing an expression +which made Ralph uneasy. + +"I thought," he said, troubled, "that some one was with you." + +"Aren't you here?" asked Anthony Dexter, trying to make his voice +even. + +"Oh," returned Ralph. "I see." + +With the candle flickering uncertainly between them, the two men +faced each other. Sharp shadows lay on the floor and Anthony +Dexter's profile was silhouetted upon the opposite wall. He noted +that the figure of Evelina, pacing to and fro, cast no shadow. It +seemed strange. + +In the endeavour to find some interesting subject upon which to talk, +Ralph chanced upon the fatal one. "Father," he began, "you know that +this morning we were speaking of Miss Evelina?" + +The tone was inquiring, but there was no audible answer. + +"Well," continued Ralph, "I saw her again to-day. And I saw her +face." He had forgotten that his father had seen it, also, and had +told him only yesterday. + +Anthony Dexter almost leaped from his chair--toward the veiled figure +now approaching him. "Did--did she show you her face?" he asked with +difficulty. + +"No. It was an accident. She often left the front door open for me +when I was attending--Araminta--and so, to-day, when I found it open, +I went in. She was asleep, on the couch in the parlour, and she wore +no veil." + +At once, the phantom Evelina changed her tactics. Hitherto, she had +walked back and forth from side to side of his vision. Now she +advanced slowly toward him and as slowly retreated. Her face was no +longer averted; she walked backward cautiously, then advanced. From +behind her veil, he could feel her burning, accusing eyes. + +"Father," said Ralph, "she is beautiful. She is the most beautiful +woman I have ever seen in all my life. Her face is as exquisite as +if chiselled in marble, and you never saw such eyes. And she wears +that veil all the time." + +Anthony Dexter's cold fingers were forced to drum on the table with +apparent carelessness. Yes, he knew she was beautiful. He had not +forgotten it for an instant since she had thrown back her veil and +faced him. "Did--did she tell you why?" he asked. + +"Yes," answered Ralph. "She told me why." + +A sword, suspended by a single hair, seemed swaying uncertainly over +Anthony Dexter's head--a two-edged sword, sure to strike mercilessly +if it fell. Ralph's eyes were upon him, but not in contempt. God, +in His infinite pity, had made them kind. + +"Father," said Ralph, again, "she would not tell the name of the man, +though I begged her to." Anthony Dexter's heart began to beat again, +slowly at first, then with a sudden and unbearable swiftness. The +blood thundered in his ears like the roar of a cataract. He could +hardly hear what Ralph was saying. + +"It was in a laboratory," the boy continued, though the words were +almost lost. "She was there with the man she loved and whom she was +pledged to marry. He was trying a new experiment, and she was +watching. While he was leaning over the retort to put in another +chemical, she heard the mass seethe, and pushed him away, just in +time to save him. + +"There was an explosion, and she was terribly burned. He was not +touched, mind you--she had saved him. They took her to the hospital, +and wrapped her in bandages. He went there only once. There was +another girl there, named Evelyn Grey, who was so badly burned that +every feature was destroyed. The two names became confused, and a +mistake was made. They told him she would be disfigured for life, +and so he went away." + +The walls of the room swayed as though they were of fabric. The +floor undulated; his chair rocked dizzily. Out of the accusing +silence, Thorpe's words leaped to mock him: + +_The honour of the spoken word still holds him. He asked her to +marry him and she consented . . . he was never released from his +promise . . . did not even ask for it. He slunk away like a +cur . . . sometimes I think there is no sin but shirking. . . I can +excuse a liar . . . I can pardon a thief . . . I can pity a +murderer . . . but a shirk, no_. + +"Father," Ralph was saying, "you do not seem to understand. I +suppose it is difficult for you to comprehend such cowardice--you +have always done the square thing." The man winced, but the boy did +not see it. + +"Try to think of a brute like that, Father, and be glad that our name +means 'right.' She saved him from terrible disfigurement if not from +death. Having instinctively thrown up her right arm, she got the +worst of it there, and on her shoulder. Her face was badly burned, +but not so deeply as to be scarred. She showed me her shoulder--it +is awful. I never had seen anything like it. She said her arm was +worse, but she did not show me that." + +"He never knew?" asked Anthony Dexter, huskily. Ralph seemed to be +demanding something of him, and the veiled figure, steadily advancing +and retreating, demanded more still. + +"No," answered Ralph, "he never knew. He went to the hospital only +once. He had told her that very day that he loved her for the +beautiful soul she had, and at the test, his love failed. He never +saw her again. He went away, and married, and he has a son. Think +of the son, Father, only think of the son! Suppose he knew it! How +could he ever bear a disgrace like that!" + +"I do not know," muttered Anthony Dexter. His lips were cold and +stiff and he did not recognise his own voice. + +"When she understood what had happened," Ralph continued, "and how he +had deserted her for ever, after taking his cowardly life from her as +a gift, her hair turned white. She has wonderful hair. Father--it's +heavy and white and dull--it does not shine. She wore the veil at +first because she had to, because her face was healing, and before it +had wholly healed she had become accustomed to the shelter of it. +Then, too, as she said, it kept people away from her--she could not +be tempted to love or trust again." + +There was an interval of silence, though the very walls seemed to be +crying out: "Tell him! Tell him! Confess, and purge your guilty +soul!" The clock ticked loudly, the blood roared in his ears. His +hands were cold and almost lifeless; his body seemed paralysed, but +he heard, so acutely that it was agony. + +"Miss Evelina said," resumed Ralph, "that she did not think he had +told his son. Do you know what I was thinking, Father, while she was +talking? I was thinking of you, and how you had always done the +square thing." + +It seemed to Anthony Dexter that all the tortures of his laboratory +had been chemically concentrated and were being poured out upon his +head. "Our name means 'right,'" said the boy, proudly, and the man +writhed in his chair. + +For a moment, the ghostly Evelina went to Ralph, her hands +outstretched in disapproval. Immediately she returned to her former +position, advancing, retreating, advancing, retreating, with the +regularity of the tide. + +"I begged her," continued Ralph, "to tell me the man's name, but she +would not. He still lives, she said, he is happy and prosperous and +he has not suffered at all. For the honour of men, I want to punish +that brute. Father, do you know that when I think of a cur like +that, I believe I could rend him with my own hands?" + +Anthony Dexter got to his feet unsteadily. The mists about him +cleared and the veiled figure whisked suddenly out of his sight. He +went up to Ralph as he might walk to the scaffold, but his head was +held high. All the anguish of his soul crystallised itself into one +passionate word: + +"Strike!" + +For an instant the boy faced him, unbelieving. Then he remembered +that his father had seen Miss Evelina's face, that he must have known +she was beautiful--and why she wore the veil. "Father!" he cried, +shrilly. "Oh, never you!" + +Anthony Dexter looked into the eyes of his son until he could bear to +look no more. The veiled figure no longer stood between them, but +something else was there, infinitely more terrible. As he had +watched the beating of the dog's bared heart, the man watched the +boy's face. Incredulity, amazement, wonder, and fear resolved +themselves gradually into conviction. Then came contempt, so deep +and profound and permanent that from it there could never be appeal. +With all the strength of his young and knightly soul, Ralph despised +his father--and Anthony Dexter knew it. + +"Father," whispered the boy, hoarsely, "it was never you! Tell me it +isn't true! Just a word, and I'll believe you! For the sake of our +manhood, Father, tell me it isn't true!" + +Anthony Dexter's head drooped, his eyes lowered before his son's. +The cold sweat dripped from his face; his hands groped pitifully, +like those of a blind man, feeling his way in a strange place. + +His hands fumbled helplessly toward Ralph's and the boy shrank back +as though from the touch of a snake. With a deep-drawn breath of +agony, the man flung himself, unseeing, out of the room. Ralph +reeled like a drunken man against his chair. He sank into it +helplessly and his head fell forward on the table, his shoulders +shaking with that awful grief which knows no tears. + +"Father!" he breathed. "Father! Father!" + +Upstairs, Anthony Dexter walked through the hall, followed, or +occasionally preceded, by the ghostly figure of Evelina. Her veil +was thrown back now, and seemed a part of the mist which surrounded +her. Sometimes he had told a patient that there was never a point +beyond which human endurance could not be made to go. He knew now +that he had lied. + +Ralph's unspoken condemnation had hurt him cruelly. He could have +borne words, he thought, better than that look on his son's face. +For the first time, he realised how much he had cared for Ralph; how +much--God help him!--he cared for him still. + +Yet above it all, dominant, compelling, was man's supreme +passion--that for his mate. As Evelina moved before him in her +unveiled beauty, his hungry soul leaped to meet hers. Now, +strangely, he loved her as he had loved her in the long ago, yet with +an added grace. There was an element in his love that had never been +there before--the mysterious bond which welds more firmly into one, +two who have suffered together. + +He hungered for Ralph--for the strong young arm thrown about his +shoulders in friendly fashion, for the eager, boyish laugh, the +hearty word. He hungered for Evelina, radiant with a beauty no woman +had ever worn before. Far past the promise of her girlhood, the +noble, transfigured face, with its glory of lustreless white hair, +set his pulses to throbbing wildly. And subtly, unconsciously, but +not the less surely, he hungered for death. + +Anthony Dexter had cherished no sentiment about the end of life; to +him it had seemed much the same as the stopping of a clock, and of as +little moment. He had failed to see why such a fuss was made about +the inevitable, though he had at times been scientifically interested +in the hysterical effect he had produced in a household by announcing +that within an hour or so a particular human clock might be expected +to stop. It had never occurred to him, either, that a man had not a +well-defined right to stop the clock of his own being whenever it +seemed desirable or expedient. + +Now he thought of death as the final, beautiful solution of all +mundane problems. If he were dead, Ralph could not look at him with +contempt; the veiled--or unveiled--Evelina could not haunt him as she +had, remorselessly, for months. Yes, death was beautiful, and he +well knew how to make it sure. + +By an incredibly swift transition, his pain passed into an exquisite +pleasure. The woman he loved was walking in the hall before him; the +son he loved was downstairs. What man could have more? + + "For sudden the worst turns the best to the brave, + The black minute's at end, + And the elements' rage, the fiend voices that rave, + Shall dwindle, shall blend, + Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain, + Then a light, then thy breast-- + Oh thou soul of my soul, I shall clasp thee again, + And with God be the rest!" + +The wonderful words sang themselves over in his consciousness. He +smiled and the unveiled Evelina smiled back at him, with infinite +tenderness, infinite love. To-night he would sleep as he had not +slept before--in the sleep that knows no waking. + +He had the tiny white tablets, plenty of them, but the fancy seized +him to taste this last bitterness to the full. He took a wine glass +from his chiffonier--those white, blunt fingers had never been more +steady than now. He lifted the vial on high and poured out the +laudanum, faltering no more than when he had guided the knife in an +operation that made him famous throughout the State. + +"Evelina," he said, his voice curiously soft, "I pledge you now, in a +bond that cannot break!" Was it fancy, or did the violet eyes soften +with tears, even though the scarlet lips smiled? + +He drank. The silken petals of the poppies, crushed into the peace +that passeth all understanding, began their gentle ministry. He +made his way to his bed, put out his candle, and lay down. The +Spirit of the Poppies stood before him--a woman with a face like +Evelina's, but her garments were scarlet, and Evelina always wore +black. + +In the darkness, he could not distinguish clearly. "Evelina," he +called, aloud, "come! Come to me, and put your hand in mine!" + +At once she seemed to answer him, wholly tender, wholly kind. Was he +dreaming, or did Evelina come and kneel beside him? He groped for +her hand, but it eluded him. + +"Evelina," he said, again, "dear heart! Come! Forgive," he +breathed, drowsily. "Ah, only forgive!" + +Then, as if by a miracle, her hand slipped into his and he felt his +head drawn tenderly to man's first and last resting place--a woman's +breast. + +And so, after a little, Anthony Dexter slept. The Spirit of the +Poppies had claimed her own at last. + + + + +XXII + +Forgiveness + +Haggard and worn, after a sleepless night, Ralph went down-stairs. +Heavily upon his young shoulders, he bore the burden of his father's +disgrace. Through their kinship, the cowardice and the shirking became +a part of his heritage. + +There was nothing to be done, for he could not raise his hand in anger +against his own father. They must continue to live together, and keep +an unbroken front to the world, even though the bond between them had +come to be the merest pretence. He despised his father, but no one +must ever know it--not even the father whom he despised. Ralph did not +guess that his father had read his face. + +He saw, now, why Miss Evelina had refused to tell him the man's name, +and he honoured her for her reticence. He perceived, too, the hideous +temptation with which she was grappling when she begged him to leave +her. She had feared that she would tell him, and he must never let her +suspect that he knew. + +The mighty, unseen forces that lie beneath our daily living were +surging through Ralph's troubled soul. Love, hatred, shame, remorse, +anger, despair--the words are but symbols of things that work +devastation within. + +Behold a man, in all outward seeming a gentleman. Observe his +courtesy, refinement, and consideration, his perfect self-control. +Note his mastery of the lower nature, and see the mind in complete +triumph over the beast. Remark his education, the luxury of his +surroundings, and the fine quality of his thought. Wonder at the high +levels whereon his life is laid, and marvel at the perfect adjustment +between him and his circumstances. Subject this man to the onslaught +of some vast, cyclonic passion, and see the barriers crumble, then +fall. See all the artifice of civilisation swept away at one fell +stroke, and behold your gentleman, transformed in an instant into a +beast, with all a beast's primeval qualities. + +Under stress like this Ralph was fighting to regain his self mastery. +He knew that he must force himself to sit opposite his father at the +table, and exchange the daily, commonplace talk. No one must ever +suspect that anything was amiss--it is this demand of Society which +keeps the structure in place and draws the line between civilisation +and barbarism. He knew that he never again could look his father +straight in the face, that he must always avoid his eyes. It would be +hard at first, but Ralph had never given up anything simply because it +was difficult. + +It was a relief to find that he was downstairs first. Hearing his +father's step upon the stair, he thought, would enable him to steel +himself more surely to the inevitable meeting. After they had once +spoken together, it would be easier. At length they might even become +accustomed to the ghastly thing that lay between them and veil it, as +it were, with commonplaces. + +Ralph took up the morning paper and pretended to read, though the words +danced all over the page. The old housekeeper brought in his +breakfast, and, likewise, he affected to eat. An hour went by, and +still the dreaded step did not sound upon the stair. At length the old +housekeeper said, with a certain timid deference: + +"Your father's very late this morning, Doctor Ralph. He has never been +so late before." + +"He'll be down, presently. He's probably overslept." + +"It's not your father's way to oversleep. Hadn't you better go up and +see?" + +Thus forced, Ralph went leisurely up-stairs, intending only to rap upon +the door, which was always closed. Perhaps, with the closed door +between them, the first speech might be easier. + +He rapped once, with hesitation, then again, more definitely. There +was no answer. Wholly without suspicion, Ralph opened the door, and +went in. + +Anthony Dexter lay upon his bed, fully dressed. On his face was a +smile of ineffable peace. Ralph went to him quickly, shook him, and +felt his pulse, but vainly. The heart of the man made no answer to the +questioning fingers of his son. The eyes were closed and, his hands +trembling now, Ralph forced them open. The contracted pupils gave him +all the information he needed. He found the wineglass, which still +smelled of laudanum. He washed it carefully, put it away, then went +down-stairs. + +His first sensation was entirely relief. Anthony Dexter had chosen the +one sure way out. Ralph had a distinct sense of gratitude until he +remembered that death did not end disgrace. Never again need he look +in his father's eyes; there was no imperative demand that he should +conceal his contempt. With the hiding of Anthony Dexter's body beneath +the shriving sod, all would be over save memory. Could he put by this +memory as his father had his? Ralph did not know. + +The sorrowful preliminaries were all over before Ralph's feeling was in +any way changed. Then the pity of it all overwhelmed him in a blinding +flood. + +Searching for something or some one to lean upon, his thought turned to +Miss Evelina. Surely, now, he might go to her. If comfort was to be +had, of any sort, he could find it there. At any rate, they were +bound, much as his father had been bound to her before, by the logic of +events. + +He went uphill, scarcely knowing how he made his way. Miss Evelina, +veiled, as usual, opened the door for him. Ralph stumbled across the +threshold, crying out: + +"My father is dead! He died by his own hand!" + +"Yes," returned Miss Evelina, quietly. "I have heard. I am +sorry--for you." + +"You need not be," flashed Ralph, quickly. "It is for us, my father +and I, to be sorry for you--to make amends, if any amends can be made +by the living or the dead." + +Miss Evelina started. He knew, then? And it had not been necessary +for her to draw out the sheathed dagger which only yesterday she had +held in her hand. The glittering vengeance had gone home, through no +direct agency of hers. + +"Miss Evelina!" cried the boy. "I have come to ask you to forgive my +father!" + +A silence fell between them, as cold and forbidding as Death itself. +After an interval which seemed an hour, Miss Evelina spoke. + +"He never asked," she said. Her tone was icy, repellent. + +"I know," answered Ralph, despairingly, "but I, his son, ask it. +Anthony Dexter's son asks you to forgive Anthony Dexter--not to let him +go to his grave unforgiven." + +"He never asked," said Miss Evelina again, stubbornly. + +"His need is all the greater for that," pleaded the boy, "and mine. +Have you thought of my need of it? My name meant 'right' until my +father changed its meaning. Don't you see that unless you forgive my +father, I can never hold up my head again?" + +What the Piper had said to Evelina came back to her now, eloquent with +appeal; + +_The word is not made right. I'm thinking 't is wrong end to, as many +things in this world are until we move and look at them from another +way. It's giving for, that's all. When you have put self so wholly +aside that you can he sorry for him because he has wronged you, why, +then you have forgiven_. + +She moved about restlessly. It seemed to her that she could never be +sorry for Anthony Dexter because he had wronged her; that she could +never grow out of the hurt of her own wrong. + +"Come with me," said Ralph, choking. "I know it's a hard thing I ask +of you. God knows I haven't forgiven him myself, but I know I've got +to, and you'll have to, too. Miss Evelina, you've got to forgive him, +or I never can bear my disgrace." + +She let him lead her out of the house. On the long way to Anthony +Dexter's, no word passed between them. Only the sound of their +footfalls, and Ralph's long, choking breaths, half sobs, broke the +silence. + +At the gate, the usual knot of curious people had gathered. They were +wondering, in undertones, how one so skilful as Doctor Dexter had +happened to take an overdose of laudanum, but they stood by, +respectfully, to make way for Ralph and the mysterious, veiled woman in +black. The audible whispers followed them up to the very door: "Who is +she? What had she to do with him?" + +As yet, Anthony Dexter's body lay in his own room. Ralph led Miss +Evelina in, and closed the door. "Here he is," sobbed the boy. "He +has gone and left the shame for me. Forgive him, Miss Evelina! For +the love of God, forgive him!" + +Evelina sighed. She was standing close to Anthony Dexter now without +fear. She had no wish to torture him, as she once had, with the sight +of her unveiled face. It was the man she had loved, now--the emotion +which had made him hideous to her was past and gone. To her, as to him +the night before, death seemed the solution of all problems, the +supreme answer to all perplexing questions. + +Ralph crept out of the room and closed the door so softly that she did +not hear. She was alone, as every woman some day is; alone with her +dead. + +She threw back her veil. The morning sun lay strong upon Anthony +Dexter's face, revealing every line. Death had been kind to him at +last, had closed the tortured eyes, blotted out the lines of cruelty +around his mouth, and changed the mask-like expression to a tender calm. + +A hint of the old, loving smile was there; once again he was the man +she had loved, but the love itself had burned out of her heart long +ago. He was naught to her, nor she to him. + +The door knob turned, and, quickly, she lowered her veil. Piper Tom +came in, with a soft, slow step. He did not seem to see Miss Evelina; +one would have said he did not know she was in the room. He went +straight to Anthony Dexter, and laid his warm hand upon the cold one. + +"Man," he said, "I've come to say I forgive you for hurting Laddie. +I'm not thinking, now, that you would have done it if you had known. +I'm sorry for you because you could do it. I've forgiven you as I hope +God will forgive you for that and for everything else." + +Then he turned to Evelina, and whispered, as though to keep the dead +from hearing: "'T was hard, but I've done it. 'T is easier, I'm +thinking, to forgive the dead than the living." He went out again, as +silently as he had come, and closed the door. + +Was it, in truth, easier to forgive the dead? In her inmost soul, +Evelina knew that she could not have cherished lifelong resentment +against any other person in the world. To those we love most, we are +invariably most cruel, but she did not love him now. The man she had +loved was no more than a stranger--and from a stranger can come no +intentional wrong. + +"O God," prayed Evelina, for the first time, "help me to forgive!" + +She threw back her veil once more. They were face to face at last, +with only a prayer between. His mute helplessness pleaded with her and +Ralph's despairing cry rang in her ears. The estranging mists cleared, +and, in truth, she put self aside. + +Intuitively, she saw how he had suffered since the night he came to her +to make it right, if he could. He must have suffered, unless he were +more than human. "Dear God," she prayed, again, "oh, help me forgive!" + +All at once there was a change. The light seemed thrown into the +uttermost places of her darkened soul. She illumined, and a wave of +infinite pity swept her from head to foot. She leaned forward, her +hands seeking his, and upon Anthony Dexter's dead face there fell the +forgiving baptism of her tears. + + +In the hall, as she went out, she encountered Miss Mehitable. That +face, too, was changed. She had not come, as comes that ghoulish +procession of merest acquaintances, to gloat, living, over the helpless +dead. + +At the sight of Evelina, she retreated. "I'll go back," murmured Miss +Mehitable, enigmatically. "You had the best right." + +Evelina went down-stairs and home again, but Miss Mehitable did not +enter that silent room. + +The third day came, and there was no resurrection. Since the miracle +of Easter, the world has waited its three days for the dead to rise +again. Ralph sat in the upper hall, just beyond the turn of the stair, +and beside him, unveiled, was Miss Evelina. + +"It's you and I," he had pleaded, "don't you see that? Have you never +thought that you should have been my mother?" + +From below, in Thorpe's deep voice, came the words of the burial +service: "I am the resurrection and the life. He that believeth on me, +though he were dead, yet shall he live." + +For a few moments, Thorpe spoke of death as the inevitable end of life, +and our ignorance of what lies beyond. He spoke of that mystic veil +which never parts save for a passage, and from behind which no word +ever comes. He said that life was a rainbow spanning brilliantly the +two silences, that man's ceasing was no more strange than his +beginning, and that the God who ordained the beginning had also +ordained the end. He said, too, that the love which gave life might +safely be trusted with that same life, at its mysterious conclusion. +At length, he struck the personal note. + +"It is hard for me," Thorpe went on, "to perform this last service for +my friend. All of you are my friends, but the one who lies here was +especially dear. He was a man of few friendships, and I was privileged +to come close, to know him as he was. + +"His life was clean, and upon his record there rests no shadow of +disgrace." At this Ralph, in the upper hall, buried his face in his +hands. Miss Evelina sat quietly, to all intents and purposes unmoved. + +"He was a brave man," Thorpe was saying; "a valiant soldier on the +great battlefield of the world. He met his temptations face to face, +and conquered them. For him, there was no such thing as cowardice--he +never shirked. He met every responsibility like a man, and never +swerved aside. He took his share, and more, of the world's work, and +did it nobly, as a man should do. + +"His brusque manner concealed a great heart. I fear that, at times, +some of you may have misunderstood him. There was no man in our +community more deeply and lovingly the friend of us all, and there is +no man among us more noble in thought and act than he. + +"We who have known him cannot but be the better for the knowing. It +would be a beautiful world, indeed, if we were all as good as he. We +cannot fail to be inspired by his example. Through knowing him, each +of us is better fitted for life. We can conquer cowardice more easily, +meet our temptations more valiantly, and more surely keep from the sin +of shirking, because Anthony Dexter has lived. + +"To me," said Thorpe, his voice breaking, "it is the greatest loss, +save one, that I have ever known. But it is only through our own +sorrow that we come to understand the sorrow of others, only through +our own weaknesses that we learn to pity the weakness of others, and +only through our own love and forgiveness that we can ever comprehend +the infinite love and forgiveness of God. If any of you have ever +thought he wronged you, in some small, insignificant way, I give you my +word that it was entirely unintentional, and I bespeak for him your +pardon. + +"He goes to his grave to-day, to wait, in the great silence, for the +final solution of God's infinite mysteries, and, as you and I believe, +for God's sure reward. He goes with the love of us all, with the +forgiveness of us all, and with the hope of us all that when we come to +die, we may be as certain of Heaven as he." + +Perceiving that his grief was overmastering him, Thorpe proceeded +quickly to the benediction. In the pause that followed, Ralph leaned +toward the woman who sat beside him. + +"Have you," he breathed, "forgiven him--and me?" + +Miss Evelina nodded, her beautiful eyes shining with tears. + +"Mother!" said Ralph, thickly. Like a hurt child, he went to her, and +sobbed his heart out, in the shelter of her arms. + + + + +XXIII + +Undine Finds Her Soul + +The year was at its noon. Every rose-bush was glorious with bloom, and +even the old climbing rose which clung, in its decay, to Miss +Mehitable's porch railing had put forth a few fragrant blossoms. + +Soon after Araminta had been carried back home, she discovered that she +had changed since she went away. Aunt Hitty no longer seemed +infallible. Indeed, Araminta had admitted to herself, though with the +pangs of a guilty conscience, that it was possible for Aunt Hitty to be +mistaken. It was probable that the entire knowledge of the world was +not concentrated in Aunt Hitty. + +Outwardly, things went on as usual. Miss Mehitable issued orders to +Araminta as the commander in chief of an army issues instructions to +his subordinates, and Araminta obeyed as faithfully as before, yet with +a distinct difference. She did what she was told to do out of +gratitude for lifelong care, and not because she felt that she had to. + +She went, frequently, to see Miss Evelina, having disposed of +objections by the evident fact that she could not neglect any one who +had been so kind to her as Miss Evelina had. Usually, however, the +faithful guardian went along, and the three sat in the garden, Evelina +with her frail hands listlessly folded, and the others stitching away +at the endless and monotonous patchwork. + +Miss Mehitable had a secret fear that the bloom had been brushed from +her rose. Until the accident, Araminta had scarcely been out of her +sight since she brought her home, a toddling infant. Miss Mehitable's +mind had unerringly controlled two bodies until Araminta fell off the +ladder. Now, the other mind began to show distressing signs of +activity. + +By dint of extra work, Araminta's eighth patchwork quilt was made for +quilting, and the Ladies' Aid Society was invited to Miss Mehitable's +for the usual Summer revelry of quilting and gossip. Miss Evelina was +invited, but refused to go. + +After the festivity was over, Miss Mehitable made a fruitful excavation +into a huge chest in the attic, and emerged, flushed but happy, with +enough scraps for three quilts. + +"This here next quilt, Minty," she said, with the air of one announcing +a pleasant surprise, "will be the Risin' Sun and Star pattern. It's +harder 'n the others, and that's why I've kep' it until now. You've +done all them other quilts real good," she added, grudgingly. + +Araminta had her own surprise ready, but it was not of a pleasant +nature. "Thank you, Aunt Hitty," she replied, "but I'm not going to +make any more quilts, for a while, at any rate." + +Miss Mehitable's lower jaw dropped in amazement. Never before had +Araminta failed to obey her suggestions. "Minty," she said, anxiously, +"don't you feel right? It was hot yesterday, and the excitement, and +all--I dunno but you may have had a stroke." + +Araminta smiled--a lovable, winning smile. "No, I haven't had any +'stroke,' but I've made all the quilts I'm going to until I get to be +an old woman, and have nothing else to do." + +"What are you layin' out to do, Minty?" demanded Miss Mehitable. + +"I'm going to be outdoors all I want to, and I'm going up to Miss +Evelina's and play with my kitten, and help you with the housework, or +do anything else you want me to do, but--no more quilts," concluded the +girl, firmly. + +"Araminta Lee!" cried Miss Mehitable, speech having returned. "If I +ain't ashamed of you! Here's your poor old aunt that's worked her +fingers to the bone, slaving for you almost ever since the day you was +born, and payin' a doctor's outrageous bill of four dollars and a +half--or goin' to pay," she corrected, her conscience reproaching her, +"and you refusin' to mind! + +"Haven't I took good care of you all these eighteen years? Haven't I +set up with you when you was sick and never let you out of my sight for +a minute, and taught you to be as good a housekeeper as any in Rushton, +and made you into a first-class seamstress, and educated you myself, +and looked after your religious training, and made your clothes? Ain't +I been father and mother and sister and brother and teacher and +grandparents all rolled into one? And now you're refusin' to make +quilts!" + +Araminta's heart reproached her, but the blood of some fighting +ancestor was in her pulses now. "I know, Aunt Hitty," she said, +kindly, "you've done all that and more, and I'm not in the least +ungrateful, though you may think so. But I'm not going to make any +more quilts!" + +"Araminta Lee," said Miss Mehitable, warningly, "look careful where +you're steppin'. Hell is yawning in front of you this very minute!" + +Araminta smiled sweetly. Since the day the minister had gone to see +her, she had had no fear of hell. "I don't see it, Aunt Hitty," she +said, "but if everybody who hasn't pieced more than eight quilts by +hand is in there, it must be pretty crowded." + +"Araminta Lee," cried Miss Mehitable, "you're your mother all over +again. She got just as high-steppin' as you before her downfall, and +see where she ended at. She was married," concluded the accuser, +scornfully, "yes, actually married!" + +"Aunt Hitty," said Araminta, her sweet mouth quivering ever so little, +"your mother was married, too, wasn't she?" With this parting shaft, +the girl went out of the room, her head held high. + +Miss Mehitable stared after her, uncomprehending. Slowly it dawned +upon her that some one had been telling tales and undoing her careful +work. "Minty! Minty!" she cried, "how can you talk to me so!" + +But 'Minty' was outdoors and on her way to Miss Evelina's, bareheaded, +this being strictly forbidden, so she did not hear. She was hoping +against hope that some day, at Miss Evelina's, she might meet Doctor +Ralph again and tell him she was sorry she had broken his heart. + +Since the day he went away from her, Araminta had not had even a +glimpse of him. She had gone to his father's funeral, as everyone else +in the village did, and had wondered that he was not in the front seat, +where, in her brief experience of funerals, mourners usually sat. + +She admitted, to herself, that she had gone to the funeral solely for +the sake of seeing Doctor Ralph. Araminta was wholly destitute of +curiosity regarding the dead, and she had not joined the interested +procession which wound itself around Anthony Dexter's coffin before +passing out, regretfully, at the front door. Neither had Miss +Mehitable. At the time, Araminta had thought it strange, for at all +previous occasions of the kind, within her remembrance. Aunt Hitty had +been well up among the mourners and had usually gone around the casket +twice. + +At Miss Evelina's, she knocked in vain. There was white chiffon upon +the line, but all the doors were locked. Doctor Ralph was not there, +either, and even the kitten was not in sight, so, regretfully, Araminta +went home again. + +Throughout the day, Miss Mehitable did not speak to her erring niece, +but Araminta felt it to be a relief, rather than a punishment. In the +afternoon, the emancipated young woman put on her best gown--a white, +cross-barred muslin which she had made herself. It was not Sunday, and +Araminta was forbidden to wear the glorified raiment save on occasions +of high state. + +She added further to her sins by picking a pink rose--Miss Mehitable +did not think flowers were made to pick--and fastening it coquettishly +in her brown hair. Moreover, Araminta had put her hair up loosely, +instead of in the neat, tight wad which Miss Mehitable had forced upon +her the day she donned long skirts. When Miss Mehitable beheld her +transformed charge she would have broken her vow of silence had not the +words mercifully failed. Aunt Hitty's vocabulary was limited, and she +had no language in which to express her full opinion of the wayward +one, so she assumed, instead, the pose of a suffering martyr. + +The atmosphere at the table, during supper, was icy, even though it was +the middle of June. Thorpe noticed it and endeavoured to talk, but was +not successful. Miss Mehitable's few words, which were invariably +addressed to him, were so acrid in quality that they made him nervous. +The Reverend Austin Thorpe, innocent as he was of all intentional +wrong, was made to feel like a criminal haled to the bar of justice. + +But Araminta glowed and dimpled and smiled. Her eyes danced with +mischief, and the colour came and went upon her velvety cheeks. She +took pains to ask Aunt Hitty for the salt or the bread, and kept up a +continuous flow of high-spirited talk. Had it not been for Araminta, +the situation would have become openly strained. + +Afterward, she began to clear up the dishes as usual, but Miss +Mehitable pushed her out of the room with a violence indicative of +suppressed passion. So, humming a hymn at an irreverent tempo, +Araminta went out and sat down on the front porch, spreading down the +best rug in the house that she might not soil her gown. This, also, +was forbidden. + +When the dishes were washed and put away, Miss Mehitable came out, clad +in her rustling black silk and her best bonnet. "Miss Lee," she said +very coldly, "I am going out." + +"All right, Aunt Hitty" returned Araminta, cheerfully. "As it happens, +I'm not." + +Miss Mehitable repressed an exclamation of horror. Seemingly, then, it +had occurred to Araminta to go out in the evening--alone! + +Miss Mehitable's feet moved swiftly away from the house. She was going +to the residence of the oldest and most orthodox deacon in Thorpe's +church, to ask for guidance in dealing with her wayward charge, but +Araminta never dreamed of this. + +Dusk came, the sweet, June dusk, starred with fireflies and clouded +with great white moths. The roses and mignonette and honeysuckle made +the air delicately fragrant. To the emancipated one, it was, indeed, a +beautiful world. + +Austin Thorpe came out, having found his room unbearably close. As the +near-sighted sometimes do, he saw more clearly at twilight than at +other times. + +"You here, child?" he asked. + +"Yes, I'm here," replied Araminta, happily. "Sit down, won't you?" +Having taken the first step, she found the others comparatively easy, +and was rejoicing in her new freedom. She felt sure, too, that some +day she should see Doctor Ralph once more and all would be made right +between them. + +The minister sat down gladly, his old heart yearning toward Araminta as +toward a loved and only child. "Where is your aunt?" he asked, timidly. + +"Goodness knows," laughed Araminta, irreverently. "She's gone out, in +all her best clothes. She didn't say whether she was coming back or +not." + +Thorpe was startled, for he had never heard speech like this from +Araminta. He knew her only as a docile, timid child. Now, she seemed +suddenly to have grown up. + +For her part, Araminta remembered how the minister had once helped her +out of a difficulty, and taken away from her forever the terrible, +haunting fear of hell. Here was a dazzling opportunity to acquire new +knowledge. + +"Mr. Thorpe," she demanded, eagerly, "what is it to be married?" + +"To be married," repeated Austin Thorpe, dreamily, his eyes fixed upon +a firefly that flitted, star-tike, near the rose, "is, I think, the +nearest this world can come to Heaven." + +"Oh!" cried Araminta, in astonishment. "What does it mean?" + +"It means," answered Thorpe, softly, "that a man and a woman whom God +meant to be mated have found each other at last. It means there is +nothing in the world that you have to face alone, that all your joys +are doubled and all your sorrows shared. It means that there is no +depth into which you can go alone, that one other hand is always in +yours; trusting, clinging, tender, to help you bear whatever comes. + +"It means that the infinite love has been given, in part, to you, for +daily strength and comfort. It is a balm for every wound, a spur for +every lagging, a sure dependence in every weakness, a belief in every +doubt. The perfect being is neither man nor woman, but a merging of +dual natures into a united whole. To be married gives a man a woman's +tenderness; a woman, a man's courage. The long years stretch before +them, and what lies beyond no one can say, but they face it, smiling +and serene, because they are together." + +"My mother was married," said Araminta, softly. All at once, the stain +of disgrace was wiped out. + +"Yes, dear child, and, I hope, to the man she loved, as I hope that +some day you will be married to the man who loves you." + +Araminta's whole heart yearned toward Ralph--yearned unspeakably. In +something else, surely, Aunt Hitty was wrong. + +"Araminta," said Thorpe, his voice shaking; "dear child, come here." + +She followed him into the house. His trembling old hands lighted a +candle and she saw that his eyes were full of tears. From an inner +pocket, he drew out a small case, wrapped in many thicknesses of worn +paper. He unwound it reverently, his face alight with a look she had +never seen there before. + +"See!" he said. He opened the ornate case and showed her an old +daguerreotype. A sweet, girlish face looked out at her, a woman with +trusting, loving eyes, a sweet mouth, and dark, softly parted hair. + +"Oh," whispered Araminta. "Were you married--to her?" + +"No," answered Thorpe, hoarsely, shutting the case with a snap and +beginning to wrap it again in the many folds of paper. "I was to have +been married to her." His voice lingered with inexpressible fondness +upon the words. "She died," he said, his lips quivering. + +"Oh," cried the girl, "I'm sorry!" A sharp pang pierced her through +and through. + +"Child," said Thorpe, his wrinkled hand closing on hers, "to those who +love, there is no such thing as Death. Do you think that just because +she is dead, I have ceased to care? Death has made her mine as Life +could never do. She walks beside me daily, as though we were hand in +hand. Her tenderness makes me tender, her courage gives me strength, +her great charity makes me kind. Her belief has made my own faith more +sure, her steadfastness keeps me from faltering, and her patience +enables me to wait until the end, when I go, into the Unknown, to meet +her. Child, I do not know if there be a Heaven, but if God gives me +her, and her love, as I knew it once, I shall not ask for more." + +Unable to say more, for the tears, Thorpe stumbled out of the room. +Araminta's own eyes were wet and her heart was strangely tender to all +the world. Miss Evelina, the kitten, Mr. Thorpe, Doctor Ralph--even +Aunt Hitty--were all included in a wave of unspeakable tenderness. + +Never stopping to question, Araminta sped out of the house, her feet +following where her heart led. Past the crossroads, to the right, down +into the village, across the tracks, then sharply to the left, up to +Doctor Dexter's, where, only a few weeks before, she had gone in the +hope of seeing Doctor Ralph, Araminta ran like some young Atalanta, +across whose path no golden apples were thrown. + +The door was open, and she rushed in, unthinking, turning by instinct +into the library, where Ralph sat alone, leaning his head upon his hand. + +"Doctor Ralph!" she cried, "I've come!" + +He looked up, then started forward. One look into her glorified face +told him all that he needed to know. "Undine," he said, huskily, "have +you found your soul?" + +"I don't know what I've found," sobbed Araminta, from the shelter of +his arms, "but I've come, to stay with you always, if you'll let me!" + +"If I'll let you," murmured Ralph, kissing away her happy tears. "You +little saint, it's what I want as I want nothing else in the world." + +"I know what it is to be married," said Araminta, after a little, her +grave, sweet eyes on his. "I asked Mr. Thorpe to-night and he told me. +It's to be always with the one you love, and never to mind what anybody +else says or does. It's to help each other bear everything and be +twice as happy because you're together. It means that somebody will +always help you when things go wrong, and there'll always be something +you can lean on. You'll never be afraid of anything, because you're +together. My mother was married, your mother was married, and I've +found out that Aunt Hitty's mother was married, too. + +"And Mr. Thorpe--he would have been married, but she died. He told me +and he showed me her picture, and he says that it doesn't make any +difference to be dead, when you love anybody, and that Heaven, for him, +will be where she waits for him and puts her hand in his again. He was +crying, and so was I, but it's because he has her and I have you!" + +"Sweetheart! Darling!" cried Ralph, crushing her into his close +embrace. "It's God Himself who brought you to me now!" + +"No," returned Araminta, missing the point, "I came all by myself. And +I ran all the way. Nobody brought me. But I've come, for always, and +I'll never leave you again. I'm sorry I broke your heart!" + +"You've made it well again," he said, fondly, "and so we'll be +married--you and I." + +"Yes," repeated Araminta, her beautiful face alight with love, "we'll +be married, you and I!" + +"Sweet," he said, "do you think I deserve so much?" + +"Being married is giving everything," she explained, "but I haven't +anything at all. Only eight quilts and me! Do you care for quilts?" + +"Quilts be everlastingly condemned. I'm going to tell Aunt Hitty." + +"No," said Araminta, "I'm going to tell her my own self, so now! And +I'll tell her to-morrow!" + +It was after ten when Ralph took Araminta home. From the parlour +window Miss Mehitable was watching anxiously. She had divested herself +of the rustling black silk and was safely screened by the shutters. +She had been at home an hour or more, and though she had received +plenty of good advice, of a stern nature, from her orthodox counsellor, +her mind was far from at rest. Having conjured up all sorts of dire +happenings, she was relieved when she heard voices outside. + +Miss Mehitable peered out eagerly from behind the shutters. Up the +road came Araminta--may the saints preserve us!--with a man! Miss +Mehitable quickly placed him as that blackmailing play-doctor who now +should never have his four dollars and a half unless he collected it by +law. Only in the last ditch would she surrender. + +They were talking and laughing, and Ralph's black-coated arm was around +Araminta's white-robed waist. They came slowly to the gate, where they +stopped. Araminta laid her head confidingly upon Ralph's shoulder and +he held her tightly in his arms, kissing her repeatedly, as Miss +Mehitable guessed, though she could not see very well. + +At last they parted and Araminta ran lightly into the house, saying, in +a low, tender voice: "To-morrow, dear, to-morrow!" + +She went up-stairs, singing. Even then Miss Mehitable observed that it +was not a hymn, but some light and ungodly tune she had picked up, +Heaven knew where! + +She went to her room, still humming, and presently her light was out, +but her guardian angel was too stiff with horror to move. + +"O Lord," prayed Araminta, as she sank to sleep, "keep me from the +contamination of--not being married to him, for Thy sake, Amen." + + + + +XXIV + +Telling Aunt Hitty + +Araminta woke with the birds. As yet, it was dark, but from afar came +the cheery voice of a robin, piping gaily of coming dawn. When the +first ray of light crept into her room, and every bird for miles around +was swelling his tiny throat in song, it seemed to her that, until now, +she had never truly lived. + +The bird that rocked on the maple branch, outside her window, carolling +with all his might, was no more free than she. Love had rolled away +the stone Aunt Hitty had set before the door of Araminta's heart, and +the imprisoned thing was trying its wings, as joyously as the birds +themselves. + +Every sense was exquisitely alive and thrilling. Had she been older +and known more of the world, Love would not have come to her so, but +rather with a great peace, an unending trust. But having waked as +surely as the sleeping princess in the tower, she knew the uttermost +ecstasy of it--heard the sound of singing trumpets and saw the white +light. + +Her fear of Aunt Hitty had died, mysteriously and suddenly. She +appreciated now, as never before, all that had been done for her. She +saw, too, that many things had been done that were better left undone, +but in her happy heart was no condemnation for anybody or anything. + +Araminta dressed leisurely. Usually, she hurried into her clothes and +ran down-stairs to help Aunt Hitty, who was always ready for the day's +work before anybody else was awake but this morning she took her time. + +She loved the coolness of the water on her face, she loved her white +plump arms, her softly rounded throat, the velvety roses that blossomed +on her cheeks, and the wavy brown masses of her hair, touched by the +sun into tints of copper and gold. For the first time in all her life, +Araminta realised that she was beautiful. She did not know that Love +brings beauty with it, nor that the light in her eyes, like a new star, +had not risen until last night. + +She was seriously tempted to slide down the banister--this also having +been interdicted since her earliest remembrance--but, being a grown +woman, now, she compromised with herself by taking two stairs at a time +in a light, skipping, perilous movement that landed her, safe but +breathless, in the lower hall. + +In the kitchen, wearing an aspect distinctly funereal, was Miss +Mehitable. Her brisk, active manner was gone and she moved slowly. +She did not once look up as Araminta came in. + +"Good-morning, Aunt Hitty!" cried the girl, pirouetting around the bare +floor. "Isn't this the beautifullest morning that ever was, and aren't +you glad you're alive?" + +"No," returned Miss Mehitable, acidly; "I am not." + +"Aren't you?" asked Araminta, casually, too happy to be deeply +concerned about anybody else; "why, what's wrong?" + +"I should think, Araminta Lee, that you 'd be the last one on earth to +ask what's wrong!" The flood gates were open now. "Wasn't it only +yesterday that you broke away from all restraint and refused to make +any more quilts? Didn't you put on your best dress in the afternoon +when 't want Sunday and I hadn't told you that you could? Didn't you +pick a rose and stick it into your hair, and have I ever allowed you to +pick a flower on the place, to say nothing of doing anything so foolish +as to put it in your hair? Flowers and hair don't go together." + +"There's hair in the parlour," objected Araminta, frivolously, "made up +into a wreath of flowers, so I thought as long as you had them made out +of dead people's hair, I'd put some roses in mine, now, while I'm +alive." + +Miss Mehitable compressed her lips sternly and went on. + +"Didn't you take a rug out of the parlour last night and spread it on +the porch, and have I ever had rugs outdoor except when they was being +beat? And didn't you sit down on the front porch, where I've never +allowed you to sit, it not being modest for a young female to sit +outside of her house?" + +"Yes," admitted Araminta, cheerfully, "I did all those things, and I +put my hair up loosely instead of tightly, as you've always taught me. +You forgot that." + +"No, I didn't," denied Miss Mehitable, vigorously; "I was coming to +that. Didn't you go up to Miss Evelina's without asking me if you +could, and didn't you go bareheaded, as I've never allowed you to do?" + +"Yes," laughed Araminta, "I did." + +"After I went away," pursued Miss Mehitable, swiftly approaching her +climax, "didn't you go up to Doctor Dexter's like a shameless hussy?" + +"If it makes a shameless hussy of me to go to Doctor Dexter's, that's +what I am." + +"You went there to see Doctor Ralph Dexter, didn't you?" + +"Yes, I did," sang Araminta, "and oh, Aunt Hitty, he was there! He was +there!" + +"Ain't I told you," demanded Miss Mehitable, "how one woman went up +there when she had no business to go and got burnt so awful that she +has to wear a veil all the rest of her life?" + +"Yes, you told me, Aunt Hitty, but, you see, I didn't get burned." + +"Araminta Lee, you're going right straight to hell, just as fast as you +can get there. Perdition is yawning at your feet. Didn't that +blackmailing play-doctor come home with you?" + +"Ralph," Said Araminta--and the way she spoke his name made it a +caress--"Ralph came home with me." + +"I saw you comin' home," continued Miss Mehitable, with her sharp eyes +keenly fixed upon the culprit. "I saw his arm around your waist and +you leanin' your head on his shoulder." + +"Yes," laughed Araminta, "I haven't forgotten. I can feel his arms +around me now." + +"And at the gate--you needn't deny it, for I saw it all--he KISSED you!" + +"That's right, Aunt Hitty. At his house, he kissed me, too, lots and +lots of times. And," she added, her eyes meeting her accuser's +clearly, "I kissed him." + +"How do you suppose I feel to see such goin's on, after all I've done +for you?" + +"You needn't have looked, Aunty, if you didn't like to see it." + +"Do you know where I went when I went out? I went up to Deacon +Robinson's to lay your case before him." Miss Mehitable paused, for +the worthy deacon was the fearsome spectre of young sinners. + +Araminta executed an intricate dance step of her own devising, but did +not seem interested in the advice he had given. + +"He told me," went on Miss Mehitable, in the manner of a judge +pronouncing sentence upon a criminal, "that at any cost I must trample +down this godless uprising, and assert my rightful authority. 'Honour +thy father and thy mother,' the Bible says, and I'm your father and +mother, rolled into one. He said that if I couldn't make you listen in +any other way, it would be right and proper for me to shut you up in +your room and keep you on bread and water until you came to your +senses." + +Araminta giggled. "I wouldn't be there long," she said. "How funny it +would be for Ralph to come with a ladder and take me out!" + +"Araminta Lee, what do you mean?" + +"Why," explained the girl, "we're going to be married--Ralph and I." + +A nihilist bomb thrown into the immaculate kitchen could not have +surprised Miss Mehitable more. She had no idea that it had gone so +far. "Married!" she gasped. "You!" + +"Not just me alone, Aunty, but Ralph and I. There has to be two, and +I'm of age, so I can if I want to." This last heresy had been learned +from Ralph, only the night before. + +"Married!" gasped Miss Mehitable, again. + +"Yes," returned Araminta, firmly, "married. My mother was married, and +Ralph's mother was married, and your mother was married. Everybody's +mother is married, and Mr. Thorpe says it's the nearest there is to +Heaven. He was going to be married himself, but she died. + +"Dear Aunt Hitty," cooed Araminta, with winning sweetness, "don't look +so frightened. It's nothing dreadful, it's only natural and right, and +I'm the happiest girl the sun shines on to-day. Don't be selfish, +Aunty--you've had me all my life, and it's his turn now. I'll come to +see you every day and you can come and see me. Kiss me, and tell me +you're glad I'm going to be married!" + +At this juncture, Thorpe entered the kitchen, not aware that he was +upon forbidden ground. Attracted by the sound of voices, he had come +in, just in time to hear Araminta's last words. + +"Dear child!" he said, his fine old face illumined. "And so you're +going to be married to the man you love! I'm so glad! God bless you!" +He stooped, and kissed Araminta gently upon the forehead. + +Having thus seen, as it were, the sanction of the Church placed upon +Araminta's startling announcement, Miss Mehitable could say no more. +During breakfast she did not speak at all, even to Thorpe. Araminta +chattered gleefully of everything under the blue heaven, and even the +minister noted the liquid melody of her voice. + +Afterward, she went out, as naturally as a flower turns toward the sun. +It was a part of the magic beauty of the world that she should meet +Ralph, just outside the gate, with a face as radiant as her own. + +"I was coming," he said, after the first rapture had somewhat subsided, +"to tell Aunt Hitty." + +"I told her," returned the girl, proudly, "all by my own self!" + +"You don't mean it! What did she say?" + +"She said everything. She told me hell was yawning at my feet, but I'm +sure it's Heaven. She said that she was my father and mother rolled +into one, and I was obliged to remind her that I was of age. You +thought of that," she said, admiringly. "I didn't even know that I'd +ever get old enough not to mind anybody but myself--or you." + +"You won't have to 'mind' me," laughed Ralph. "I'll give you a long +rope." + +"What would I do with a rope?" queried Araminta, seriously. + +"You funny, funny girl! Didn't you ever see a cow staked out in a +pasture?" + +"Yes. Am I a cow?" + +"For the purposes of illustration, yes, and Aunt Hitty represents the +stake. For eighteen or nineteen years, your rope has been so short +that you could hardly move at all. Now things are changed, and I +represent the stake. You've got the longest rope, now, that was ever +made in one piece. See?" + +"I'll come back," answered Araminta, seriously. "I don't think I need +any rope at all." + +"No, dear, I know that. I was only joking. You poor child, you've +lived so long with that old dragon that you scarcely recognise a joke +when you see one. A sense of humour, Araminta, is a saving grace for +anybody. Next to Love, it's the finest gift of the gods." + +"Have I got it?" + +"I guess so. I think it's asleep, but we'll wake it up. Look here, +dear--see what I brought you." + +From his pocket, Ralph took a small purple velvet case, lined with +white satin. Within was a ring, set with a diamond, small in +circumference, but deep, and of unusual brilliancy. By a singular +coincidence, it fitted Araminta's third finger exactly. + +"Oh-h!" she cried, her cheeks glowing. "For me?" + +"Yes, for you--till I get you another one. This was my mother's ring, +sweetheart. I found it among my father's things. Will you wear it, +for her sake and for mine?" + +"I'll wear it always," answered Araminta, her great grey eyes on his, +"and I don't want any other ring. Why, if it hadn't been for her, I +never could have had you." + +Ralph took her into his arms. His heart was filled with that supreme +love which has no need of words. + + +Meanwhile Miss Mehitable was having her bad quarter of an hour. +Man-like, Thorpe had taken himself away from a spot where he felt there +was about to be a display of emotion. She was in the house alone, and +the acute stillness of it seemed an accurate foreshadowing of the +future. + +Miss Mehitable was not among those rare souls who are seldom lonely. +Her nature demanded continuous conversation, the subject alone being +unimportant. Every thought that came into her mind was destined for a +normal outlet in speech. She had no mental reservoir. + +Araminta was going away--to be married. In spite of her trouble, Miss +Mehitable noted the taint of heredity. "It's in her blood," she +murmured, "and maybe Minty ain't so much to blame." + +In this crisis, however, Miss Mehitable had the valiant support of her +conscience. She had never allowed the child to play with boys--in +fact, she had not had any playmates at all. As soon as Araminta was +old enough to understand, she was taught that boys and men--indeed all +human things that wore trousers, long or short--were rank poison, and +were to be steadfastly avoided if a woman desired peace of mind. Miss +Mehitable frequently said that she had everything a husband could have +given her except a lot of trouble. + +Daily, almost hourly, the wisdom of single blessedness had been +impressed upon Araminta. Miss Mehitable neglected no illustration +calculated to bring the lesson home. She had even taught her that her +own mother was an outcast and had brought disgrace upon her family by +marrying; she had held aloft her maiden standard and literally +compelled Araminta to enlist. + +Now, all her work had gone for naught. Nature had triumphantly +reasserted itself, and Araminta had fallen in love. The years +stretched before Miss Mehitable in a vast and gloomy vista illumined by +no light. No soft step upon the stair, no sunny face at her table, no +sweet, girlish laugh, no long companionable afternoons with patchwork, +while she talked and Araminta listened. At the thought, her stern +mouth quivered, ever so slightly, and, all at once, she found the +relief of tears. + +An hour or so afterward, she went up to the attic, walking with a +stealthy, cat-like tread, though there was no one in the house to hear. +In a corner, far back under the eaves, three trunks were piled, one on +top of the other. Miss Hitty lifted off the two top trunks without +apparent effort, for her arms were strong, and drew the lowest one out +into the path of sunlight that lay upon the floor, maple branches +swaying across it in silhouette. + +In another corner of the attic, up among the rafters, was a box +apparently filled with old newspapers. Miss Hitty reached down among +the newspapers with accustomed fingers and drew out a crumpled wad, +tightly wedged into one corner of the box. + +She listened carefully at the door, but there was no step in the house. +She was absolutely alone. None the less, she bolted the door of the +attic before she picked the crumpled paper apart, and took out the key +of the trunk. + +The old lock opened readily, and from the trunk came the musty odour of +long-dead lavender and rosemary, lemon verbena and rose geranium. On +top was Barbara Lee's wedding gown. Miss Hitty always handled it with +reverence not unmixed with awe, never having had a wedding gown herself. + +Underneath were the baby clothes which the girl-wife had begun to make +when she first knew of her child's coming. The cloth was none too fine +and the little garments were awkwardly cut and badly sewn, but every +stitch had been guided by a great love. + +Araminta's first shoes were there, too--soft, formless things of +discoloured white kid. Folded in a yellowed paper was a tiny, golden +curl, snipped secretly, and marked on the outside: "Minty's hair." +Farther down in the trunk were the few relics of Miss Mehitable's +far-away girlhood. + +A dog-eared primer, a string of bright buttons, a broken slate, a +ragged, disreputable doll, and a few blown birds' eggs carefully packed +away in a small box of cotton--these were her treasures. There was an +old autograph album with a gay blue cover which the years in the trunk +had not served to fade. Far down in the trunk was a package which Miss +Mehitable took out reverently. It was large and flat and tied with +heavy string in hard knots. She untied the knots patiently--her mother +had taught her never to cut a string. + +Underneath was more paper, and more string. It took her half an hour +to bring to light the inmost contents of the package, bound in layer +after layer of fine muslin, but not tied. She unrolled the yellowed +cloth carefully, for it was very frail. At last she took out a +photograph--Anthony Dexter at three-and-twenty--and gazed at it long. + +On one page of her autograph album was written an old rhyme. The ink +had faded so that it was scarcely legible, but Miss Hitty knew it by +heart: + + "'If you love me as I love you + No knife can cut our love in two.' + Your sincere friend, + ANTHONY DEXTER." + +Like a tiny sprig of lavender taken from a bush which has never +bloomed, this bit of romance lay far back in the secret places of her +life. She had a knot of blue ribbon which Anthony Dexter had once +given her, a lead pencil which he had gallantly sharpened, and which +she had never used. + +Her life had been barren--Miss Mehitable knew that, and in her hours of +self-analysis, admitted it. She would gladly have taken Evelina's full +measure of suffering in exchange for one tithe of Araminta's joy. +After Anthony Dexter had turned from her to Evelina, Miss Mehitable had +openly scorned him. She had spent the rest of her life, since, in +showing him and the rest that men were nothing to her and that he was +least of all. + +She had hovered near his patients simply for the sake of seeing +him--she did not care for them at all. She sat in the front window +that she might see him drive by, and counted that day lost which +brought her no sight of him. This was her one tenderness, her one +vulnerable point. + +The afternoon shadows grew long and the maple branches ceased to sway. +Outside a bird crooned a lullaby to his nesting mate. An oriole +perched on the topmost twig of an evergreen in a corner of the yard, +and opened his golden throat in a rapture of song. + +Love was abroad in the world that day. Bees hummed it, birds sang it, +roses breathed it. The black and gold messengers of the fields bore +velvety pollen from flower to flower, moving lazily on shimmering, +gossamer wings. A meadow-lark rose from a distant clover field, +dropping exquisite, silvery notes as he flew. The scent of green +fields and honeysuckles came in at the open window, mingled +inextricably with the croon of the bees, but Miss Mehitable knew only +that it was Summer, that the world was young, but she was old and alone +and would be alone for the rest of her life. + +She leaned forward to look at the picture, and Anthony Dexter smiled +back at her, boyish, frank, eager, lovable. A tear dropped on the +pictured face--not the first one, for the photograph was blistered +oddly here and there. + +"I've done all I could," said Miss Mehitable to herself, as she wrapped +it up again in its many yellowed folds of muslin. "I thought Minty +would be happier so, but maybe, after all, God knows best." + + + + +XXV + +Redeemed + +Miss Evelina sat alone, in her house, at peace with Anthony Dexter and +with all the world. The surging flood of forgiveness and compassion +which had swept over her as she gazed at his dead face, had broken down +all barriers, abrogated all reserves. She saw that Piper Tom was +right; had she forgiven him, she would have been free long ago. + +She shrank no longer from her kind, but yearned, instead, for friendly +companionship. Once she had taken off her veil and started down the +road to Miss Mehitable's, but the habit of the years was strong upon +her, and she turned back, affrighted, when she came within sight of the +house. + +Since she left the hospital, no human being had seen her face, save +Anthony Dexter and his son. She had crept, nun-like, into the shelter +of her chiffon, dimly taking note of a world which could not, in turn, +look upon her. She clung to it still, yet perceived that it was a lie. + +She studied herself in the mirror, no longer hating the sight of her +own face. She was not now blind to her own beauty, nor did she fail to +see that transfiguring touch of sorrow and peace. These two are +sculptors, one working both from within and without, and the other only +from within. + +Why should she not put her veil forever away from her now? Why should +she not meet the world face to face, as frankly as the world met her? +Why should she delay? + +She had questioned herself continually, but found no answer. Since she +came back to her old home, she had been mysteriously led. Perhaps she +was to be led further through the deep mazes of life--it was not only +possible, but probable. + +"I'll wait," she said to herself, "for a sign." + +She had not seen the Piper since the day they met so strangely, with +Anthony Dexter lying dead between them. Quite often, however, she had +heard the flute, usually at sunrise or sunset, afar off in the hills. +Once, at the hour of the turning night, the melody had come to her on +the first grey winds of dawn. + +A robin had waked to answer it, for the Piper's fluting was wondrously +like his own voice. + +Contrasting her present peace with her days of torment. Miss Evelina +thrilled with gratitude to Piper Tom, who had taken the weeds out of +her garden in more senses than one. His hand had guided her, slowly, +yet surely, to the heights of calm. She saw her life now as a desolate +valley lying between two peaks. One was sunlit, yet opaline with the +mists of morning; the other was scarcely a peak, but merely a high and +grassy plain upon which the afternoon shadows lay long. + +Ah, but there were terrors in the dark valley which lay between! Sharp +crags and treeless wastes, tortuous paths and abysmal depths, with +never a rest for the wayfarer who struggled blindly on. She was not +yet so secure upon the height that she could contemplate the valley +unmoved. + +Her house was immaculate, now, and was kept so by her own hands. At +first, she had not cared, and the dust and the cobwebs had not mattered +at all. Miss Mehitable, in the beginning, had inspired her to +housewifely effort, and Doctor Ralph's personal neatness had made her +ashamed. She worked in the garden, too, keeping the brick-bordered +paths free from weeds, and faithfully attending to every plant. + +Yet life seemed strangely empty, lifted above its all-embracing pain. +The house and garden did not occupy her fully, and she had few books. +These were all old ones, and she knew them by heart, though she had +found some pleasure in reading again the well-thumbed fairy books of +her childhood. + +She had read the book which Ralph had brought Araminta, and thought of +asking him to lend her more--if she ever saw him again. She knew that +he was very busy, but she felt that, surely, he would come again before +long. + +Araminta danced up the path, singing, and rapped at Miss Evelina's +door. When she came in, it was like a ray of sunlight in a gloomy +place. + +"Miss Evelina!" she cried; "Oh, Miss Evelina! I'm going to be married!" + +"I'm glad," said Evelina, tenderly, yet with a certain wistfulness. +Once the joy of it had been in her feet, too, and the dread valley of +desolation had opened before her. + +"See!" cried Araminta, extending a dimpled hand. "See my ring! It's +my engagement ring," she added, proudly. + +Miss Evelina winced a little behind her veil, for the ring was the one +Anthony Dexter had given her soon after their betrothal. Fearing +gossip, she had refused to wear it until after they were married. So +he had taken it, to have it engraved, but, evidently, the engraving had +never been done. Otherwise Ralph would not have given it to +Araminta--she was sure of that. + +"It was his mother's ring, Miss Evelina, and now it's mine. His father +loved his mother just as Ralph loves me. It's so funny not to have to +say 'Doctor Ralph.' Oh, I'm so glad I broke my ankle! He's coming, +but I wanted to come first by myself. I made him wait for five minutes +down under the elm because I wanted to tell you first. I told Aunt +Hitty, all alone, and I wasn't a bit afraid. Oh, Miss Evelina, I wish +you had somebody to love you as he loves me!" + +"So do I," murmured Evelina, grateful for the chiffon that hid her +tears. + +"Wasn't there ever anybody?" + +"Yes." + +"I knew it--you're so sweet nobody could help loving you. Did he die?" + +"Yes." + +"It was that way with Mr. Thorpe," mused Araminta, reminiscently. +"They loved each other and were going to be married, but she died. He +said, though, that death didn't make any difference with loving. +There's Ralph, now." + +"Little witch," said the boy, fondly, as she met him at the door; "did +you think I could wait a whole five minutes?" + +They sat in the parlour for half an hour or more, and during this time +it was not necessary for their hostess to say a single word. They were +quite unaware that they were not properly conducting a three-sided +conversation, and Miss Evelina made no effort to enlighten them. Youth +and laughter and love had not been in her house before for a quarter of +a century. + +"Come again," she begged, when they started home. Joy incarnate was a +welcome guest--it did not mock her now. + +Half-way down the path, Ralph turned back to the veiled woman who stood +wistfully in the doorway. Araminta was swinging, in childish fashion, +upon the gate. Ralph took Miss Evelina's hand in his. + +"I wish I could say all I feel," he began, awkwardly, "but I can't. +With all my heart, I wish I could give some of my happiness to you!" + +"I am content--since I have forgiven." + +"If you had not, I could never have been happy again, and even now, I +still feel the shame of it. Are you going to wear that--veil--always?" + +"No," she whispered, shrinking back into the shelter of it, "but I am +waiting for a sign." + +"May it soon come," said Ralph, earnestly. + +"I am used to waiting. My life has been made up of waiting. God bless +you," she concluded, impulsively. + +"And you," he answered, touching his lips to her hand. He started +away, but she held him back. "Ralph," she said, passionately, "be true +to her, be good to her, and never let her doubt you. Teach her to +trust you, and make yourself worthy of her trust. Never break a +promise made to her, though it cost you everything else you have in the +world. I am old, and I know that, at the end, nothing counts for an +instant beside the love of two. Remember that keeping faith with her +is keeping faith with God!" + +"I will," returned Ralph, his voice low and uneven. "It is what my own +mother would have said to me had she been alive to-day. I thank you." + + +The house was very lonely after they had gone, though the echoes of +love and laughter seemed to have come back to a place where they once +held full sway. The afternoon wore to its longest shadows and the +dense shade of the cypress was thrown upon the garden. Evelina smiled +to herself, for it was only a shadow. + +The mignonette breathed fragrance into the dusk. Scent of lavender and +rosemary filled the stillness with balm. Drowsy birds chirped sleepily +in their swaying nests, and the fairy folk of field and meadow set up a +whirr of melodious wings. White, ghostly moths fluttered, cloud-like, +over the quiet garden, and here and there a tiny lamp-bearer starred +the night. A flaming meteor sped across the uncharted dark of the +heavens, where only the love-star shone. The moon had not yet risen. + +From within, Evelina recognised the sturdy figure of Piper Tom, and +went out to meet him as he approached. She had drawn down her veil, +but her heart was strangely glad. + +"Shall we sit in the garden?" she asked. + +"Aye, in the garden," answered the Piper, "since 't is for the last +time." + +His voice was sad, and Evelina yearned to help him, even as he had +helped her. "What is it?" she asked. "Is it anything you can tell me?" + +"Only that I'll be trudging on to-morrow. My work here is done. I can +do no more." + +"Then let me tell you how grateful I am for all you have done for me. +You made me see things in their true relation and taught me how to +forgive. I was in bondage, and you made me free." + +The Piper sprang to his feet. "Spinner in the Sun," he cried, "is it +true? Just as I thought your night was endless, has the light come? +Tell me again," he pleaded, "ah, tell me 't is true!" + +"It is true," said Evelina, with solemn joy. "In all my heart there is +nothing but forgiveness. The anger and resentment are gone--all gone." + +"Spinner in the Sun!" breathed the Piper, scarcely conscious that he +spoke the words aloud. "My Spinner in the Sun!" + +Slowly the moon climbed toward the zenith, and still, because there was +no need, they spoke no word. Dew rose whitely from the clover fields +beyond, veiling them as with white chiffon. It was the Piper, at last, +who broke the silence. + +"When I trudge on to-morrow," he said, "'t will be with a glad heart, +even though the little chap is no longer with me. 'T is a fair, brave +world, I'm thinking, since I've set your threads to going right again. +I called you," he added, softly, "and you came." + +"Yes," said Evelina, happily, "you called me, and I came." + +"Spinner in the Sun," said the Piper, tenderly, "have you guessed my +work?" + +"Why, keeping the shop, isn't it?" asked Evelina, wonderingly; "the +needles and thread and pins and buttons and all the little trifles that +women need? A pedler's pack, set up in a house?" + +The Piper laughed. "No," he replied, "I'm thinking that is not my +work, nor yet the music that has no tune, which I'm for ever playing on +my flute. Lady, I have travelled far, and seen much, and always there +has been one thing that is strangest of all. In every place that I +have been in yet, there has been a church and a minister, whose +business was to watch over human souls. + +"He's told them what was right according to his own thinking, which I'm +far from saying isn't true for him, and never minded anything more. In +spite of blood and tears and agony, he's always held up the one +standard, and, I'm thinking, has always pointed to the hardest way to +reach it. The way has been so hard that many have never reached it at +all, and those who have--I've not seen that they are the happiest or +the kindest, nor that they are loved the most. + +"In the same place, too, there is always a doctor, whose business it is +to watch over the body. If you have a broken leg or a broken arm, or a +fever, he can set you right again. Blind eyes can be made to see, and +deaf ears made to hear, but, Lady, who is there to care about a broken +heart? + +"I have taken in my pedler's pack the things that women need, because +'t is women, mostly, who bear the heartaches of the world, and I come +closer to them so. What you say I have done for you, I have done for +many more. I'm trying to make the world a bit easier for all women +because a woman gave me life. And because I love another woman in +another way," he added, his voice breaking, "I'll be trudging on +to-morrow alone, though 't would be easier, I'm thinking, to linger +here." + +Evelina's heart leaped with a throb of the old pain. "Tell me about +her," she said, because it seemed the only thing to say. + +"The woman I love," answered the Piper, "is not for me. She'd never be +thinking of stooping to such as I, and I'd not be insulting her by +asking. She's very proud, but she could be tender if she chose, and +she's the bravest soul I ever knew--so brave that she fears neither +death nor life, though life itself has not been kind. + +"Her little feet have been set upon the rough pathways, almost since +the beginning, and her hands catch at my heart-strings, they are so +frail. They're fluttering always like frightened birds, and the +fluttering is in her voice, too." + +"And her face?" + +"Ah, but I've dreamed of her face! I've thought it was noble beyond +all words, with eyes like the first deep violets of Spring, but filled +with compassion for all the world. So brave, so true, so tender it +might be that I'm thinking if I could see it once, with love on it for +me, that I'd never be asking more." + +"Why haven't you seen her face?" asked Evelina, idly, to relieve an +awkward pause. "Is she only a dream-woman?" + +"Nay, she's not a dream-woman. She lives and breathes as dreams never +do, but she hides her face because she is so beautiful. She veils her +face from me as once she veiled her soul." + +Then, at last, Evelina understood. She felt the hot blood mantling her +face, and was thankful, once more, for the shelter of her chiffon. + +"Spinner in the Sun," said the Piper, with suppressed tenderness, "were +you thinking I could see you more than once or twice and not be caring? +Were you thinking I could have the inmost soul of me torn because you'd +been hurt, and never be knowing what lay beyond it, for me? Were you +thinking I could be talking to you day after day, without having the +longing to talk with you always? And now that I've done my best for +you, and given you all that rests with me for giving, do you see why +I'll be trudging on to-morrow, alone? + +"'T is not for me to be asking it, for God knows I could never be +worthy, but I've thought of Heaven as a place where you and I might +fare together always, with me to heal your wounds, help you over the +rough places, and guide you through the dark. That part of it, I'm to +have, I'm thinking, for God has been very good to me. I'm to know that +wherever you are, you re happy at last, because it's been given me to +lead you into the light. I called you, and you came." + +"Yes," said Evelina, her voice lingering upon the words, "you called me +and I came, and was redeemed. Tell me, in your thought of Heaven, have +you ever asked to see my face?" + +"Nay," cried the Piper, "do you think I'd be asking for what you hide +from me? I know that 't is because you are so beautiful, and such +beauty is not for my eyes to see." + +"Piper Tom," she answered; "dear Piper Tom! I told you once that I had +been terribly burned. I was hurt so badly that when the man I was +pledged to marry, and whose life I had saved, was told that every +feature of mine was destroyed except my sight, he went away, and never +came back any more." + +"The brute who hurt Laddie," he said, in a low tone. "I told him then +that a man who would torture a dog would torture a woman, too. I'd not +be minding the scars," he added, "since they're brave scars, and not +the marks of sin or shame. I'm thinking that 't is the brave scars +that have made you so beautiful--so beautiful," he repeated, "that you +hide your face." + +Into Evelina's heart came something new and sweet--that perfect, +absolute, unwavering trust which a woman has but once in her life and +of which Anthony Dexter had never given her the faintest hint. All at +once, she knew that she could not let him go; that he must either stay, +or take her, too. + +She leaned forward. "Piper Tom," she said, unashamed, "when you go, +will you take me with you? I think we belong together--you and I." + +"Belong together?" he repeated, incredulously. "Ah, 't is your +pleasure to mock me. Oh, my Spinner in the Sun, why would you wish to +hurt me so?" + +Tears blinded Evelina so that, through her veil, and in the night, she +could not see at all. When the mists cleared, he was gone. + + + + +XXVI + +The Lifting of the Veil + +From afar, at the turn of night, came the pipes o' Pan--the wild, +mysterious strain which had first summoned Evelina from pain to peace. +At the sound, she sat up in bed, her heavy, lustreless white hair +falling about her shoulders. She guessed that Piper Tom was out upon +the highway, with his pedler's pack strapped to his sturdy back. As in +a vision, she saw him marching onward from place to place, to make the +world easier for all women because a woman had given him life, and +because he loved another woman in another way. + +Was it always to be so, she wondered; should she for ever thirst while +others drank? While others loved, must she eternally stand aside +heart-hungry? Unyielding Fate confronted her, veiled inscrutably, but +she guessed that the veil concealed a mocking smile. + +Out of her Nessus-robe of agony, Evelina had emerged with one truth. +Whatever is may not be right, but it is the outcome of deep and +far-reaching forces with which our finite hands may not meddle. The +problem has but one solution--adjustment. Hedged in by the iron bars +of circumstance as surely as a bird within his cage, it remains for the +individual to choose whether he will beat his wings against the bars +until he dies, or take his place serenely on the perch ordained for +him--and sing. + +Within his cage, the bird may do as he likes. He may sleep or eat or +bathe, or whet his beak uselessly against the cuttlebone thrust between +the bars. He may hop about endlessly and chirp salutations to other +birds, likewise caged, or he may try his eager wings in a flight which +is little better than no flight at all. His cage may be a large one, +yet, if he explores far enough, he will most surely bruise his body +against the bars of circumstance. With beak and claws and constant +toil he may, perhaps, force an opening in the bars wide enough to get +through, slowly, and with great discomfort. He has gained, however, +only a larger cage. + +If he is a wise bird, he settles down and tries to become satisfied +with his surroundings; even to gather pleasure from the gilt wires and +the cuttlebone thrust picturesquely between them. When the sea gull +wings his majestic way past his habitation, free as the wind itself, +the wise bird will close his eyes, and affect not to see. So, also, +will the gull, for there is no loneliness comparable with unlimited +freedom. + +Upon the heights, the great ones stand--alone. To the dweller in the +valley, those distant peaks are clad in more than mortal splendour. +Time and distance veil the jagged cliffs and hide the precipices. Day +comes first to the peaks and lingers there longest; while it is night +in the valley, there is still afterglow upon the hills. + +Perhaps, some dweller in the valley longs for the height, and sets +forth, heeding not the eager hands that, selfishly, as it seems, would +keep him within their loving reach. Having once turned his face +upward, he does not falter, even for the space of a backward look. He +finds that the way is steep, that there is no place to rest, and that +the comfort and shelter of the valley are unknown. The sun burns him, +and the cold freezes his very blood, for there are only extremes on the +way to the peak. Glittering wastes of ice dazzle him and snow blinds +him, with terror and not with beauty as from below. The opaline mists +are gone, and he sees with dreadful clearness the path which lies +immediately ahead. + +Beyond, there is emptiness, vast as the desert. At the timber line, he +pauses, and, for the first time, looks back. Ah, how fair the valley +lies below him! The silvery ribbon of the river winds through a +pageantry of green and gold. Upon the banks are woodland nooks, +fragrant with growing things and filled with a tender quiet broken only +by the murmer of the stream. The turf is soft and cool to the +wayfarer's tired feet, and there is crystal water in abundance to +quench his thirst. + +But, from the peak, no traveller returns, for the way is hopelessly cut +off. Above the timber line there is only a waste of rock, worn by vast +centuries in which every day is an ordinary lifetime, into small, +jagged stones that cut the feet. The crags are thunder-swept and blown +by cataclysmic storms of which the dwellers in the valley have never +dreamed. In the unspeakable loneliness, the pilgrim abides for ever +with his mocking wreath of laurel, cheered only by a rumbling, +reverberant "All Hail!" which comes, at age-long intervals, from some +peak before whose infinite distance his finite sight fails. + +At intervals throughout the day, Miss Evelina heard the Piper's flute, +always from the hills. Each time it brought her comfort, for she knew +that, as yet, he had not gone. Once she fancied that he had gone long +ago, and some woodland deity, magically transported from ancient +Greece, had taken his place. Late in the afternoon, she heard it once, +but so far and faintly that she guessed it was for the last time. + +In her garden there were flowers, blooming luxuriantly. From their +swaying censers, fragrant incense filled the air. The weeds had been +taken out and no trace was left. From the garden of her heart the +weeds were gone, too, but there were no flowers. Rue and asphodel had +been replaced by lavender and rosemary; the deadly black poppy had been +uprooted, and where it had grown there were spikenard and balm. Yet, +as the Piper had said, she asked for roses, and it is not every garden +in which roses will bloom. + +At dusk she went out into her transformed garden. Where once the +thorns had held her back, the paths were straight and smooth. Dense +undergrowth and clinging vines no longer made her steps difficult. +Piper Tom had made her garden right, and opened before her, clearly, +the way of her soul. + +In spite of the beauty there was desolation, because the cheery +presence had gone to return no more. Her loneliness was so acute that +it was almost pain, and yet the pain was bearable, because he had +taught her how to endure and to look beyond. + +Fairy-like, the white moths fluttered through the garden, and the +crickets piped cheerily. Miss Evelina stopped her ears that she might +not hear their piping, rude reminder, as it was, of music that should +come no more, but, even so, she could not shut out remembrance. + +With a flash of her old resentment, she recalled how everything upon +which she had ever depended had been taken away from her, almost +immediately. No sooner had she learned the sweetness of clinging than +she had been forced to stand alone. One by one the supports had been +removed, until she stood alone, desolate and wretched, indeed, but +alone. Of such things as these self-reliance is made. + +Suddenly, the still air seemed to stir. A sound that was neither +breath nor music, so softly was it blown, echoed in from the hills. +Then came another and another--merest hints of melody, till at last she +started up, trembling. Surely these distant flutings were the pipes o' +Pan! + +She set herself to listen, her tiny hands working convulsively. Nearer +and nearer the music came, singing of wind and stream and mountain--the +"music that had no tune." No sooner had it become clear than it ceased +altogether. + +But, an hour or so afterward, when the moon had risen, there was a +familiar step upon the road outside. Veiled, Evelina went to the gate +and met Piper Tom, whose red feather was aloft in his hat again and +whose flute was slung over his shoulder by its accustomed cord. His +pedler's pack was not to be seen. + +"I thought you had gone," she said. + +"I had," he answered, "but 't is not written, I'm thinking, that a man +may not change his mind as well as a woman. My heart would not let my +feet go away from you until I knew for sure whether or not you were +mocking me last night." + +"Mocking you? No! Surely you know I would never do that?" + +"No, I did not know. The ways of women are strange, I'm thinking, past +all finding out. In truth, 't would be stranger if you were not +mocking me than it ever could be if you were. Tell me," he pleaded, +"ah, tell me what you were meaning, in words so plain that I can +understand!" + +"Come," said Evelina; "come to where we were sitting last night and I +will tell you." He followed her back to the maple beside the broken +wall, where the two chairs still faced each other. He leaned forward, +resting his elbows on his knees, and looked at her so keenly that she +felt, in spite of the darkness and her veil, that he must see her face. + +"Piper Tom," she said, "when you came to me, I was the most miserable +woman on earth. I had been most cruelly betrayed, and sorrow seized +upon me when I was not strong enough to stand it. It preyed upon me +until it became an obsession--it possessed me absolutely, and from it +there was no escape but death." + +"I know," answered the Piper. "I found the bottle that had held the +dreamless sleep. I'm thinking you had thrown it away." + +"Yes, I had thrown it away, but only because I was too proud to die at +his door--do you understand?" + +"Yes, I'm thinking I understand, but go on. You've not told me whether +or no you mocked me. What did you mean?" + +"I meant," said Evelina, steadfastly, "that if you cared for the woman +you had led out of the shadow of the cypress, and for all that was in +her heart to give you, she was yours. Not only out of gratitude, but +because you have put trust into a heart that has known no trust since +its betrayal, and because, where trust is, there may some day +come--more." + +Her voice sank almost to a whisper, but Piper Tom heard it. He took +her hand in his own, and she felt him tremble--she was the strong one, +now. + +"Spinner in the Sun," he began, huskily, "were you meaning that you'd +go with me when I took the highway again, and help me make the world +easier for everybody with a hurt heart?" + +"Yes," she answered. "You called me and I came--for always." + +"Were you meaning that you'd face the storms and the cold with me, and +take no heed of the rain--that you'd live on the coarse fare I could +pick up from day to day, and never mind it?" + +"Yes, I meant all that." + +"Were you meaning, perhaps, that you'd make a home for me? Ah, Spinner +in the Sun, it takes a woman to make a home!" + +"Yes, I'd make a home, or go gypsying with you, just as you chose." + +The Piper laughed, with inexpressible tenderness. "You know, I'm +thinking, that 't would be a home, and not gypsying--that I'd not let +you face anything I could shield you from." + +Evelina laughed, too--a low, sweet laugh. "Yes, I know," she said. + +The Piper turned away, struggling with temptation. At length he came +back to her. "'T is wrong of me, I'm thinking, but I take you as a man +takes Heaven, and we'll do the work together. 'T is as though I had +risen from the dead and the gates of pearl were open, with all the +angels of God beckoning me in." + +In the exaltation that was upon him, he had no thought of profaning her +by a touch. She stood apart from him as something high and holy, +enthroned in a sacred place. + +"Beloved," he pleaded, "will you be coming; with me now to the place +where I saw you first? 'T is night now, and then 'twas day, but I'm +thinking the words are wrong. 'T is day now, with the sun and moon and +stars all shining at once and suns that I never saw before. Will you +come?" + +"I'll go wherever you lead me," she answered. "While you hold my hand +in yours, I can never be afraid." + +They went through the night together, taking the shorter way over the +hills. She stumbled and he took her hand, his own still trembling. +"Close your beautiful eyes," he whispered, "and trust me to lead you." + +Though she did not close her eyes, she gave herself wholly to his +guidance, noting how he chose for himself the rougher places to give +her the easier path. He pushed aside the undergrowth before her, +lifted her gently over damp hollows, and led her around the stones. + +At last they came to the woods that opened out upon the upper river +road, where she had stood the day she had been splashed with mud from +Anthony Dexter's wheels, and, at the same instant, had heard the +mysterious flutings from afar. They entered near the hill to which her +long wandering had led her, and at the foot of it, the Piper paused. + +"You'll have no fear, I'm thinking, since the moon makes the clearing +as bright as day, and I'll not be letting you out of my sight. I have +a fancy to stand upon yonder level place and call you as I called you +once before. Only, this time, the heart of me will dance to my own +music, for I know you'll be coming all the while I play." + +He left her and clambered up the hill to the narrow ledge which sloped +back, and was surrounded with pines. He kept in the open spaces, so +that the moonlight was always upon him, and she did not lose sight of +him more than once or twice, and then only for a moment. The hill was +not a high one and the ascent was very gradual. Within a few minutes, +he had gained his place. + +Clear and sweet through the moonlit forest rang out the pipes o' Pan, +singing of love and joy. Never before had the Piper's flute given +forth such music as this. The melody was as instinctive as the +mating-call of a thrush, as crystalline as a mountain stream, and as +pure as the snow from whence the stream had come. + +Evelina climbed to meet him, her face and heart uplifted. The silvery +notes dropped about her like rain as she ascended, strangely glad and +strangely at peace. When she reached the level place where he was +standing, his face illumined with unspeakable joy. He dropped his +flute and opened his arms. + +"My Spinner in the Sun," he whispered, "I called you, and you came." + +"Yes," she answered, from his close embrace, "you called me, and I have +come--for always." + +At last, he released her and they stood facing each other. The Piper +was stirred to the depths of his soul. "Last night I dreamed," he +said, "and 't was the dream that brought me back. It was a little +place, with a brook close by, and almost too small to be called a +house, but 'twas a home, I'm thinking, because you were there. It was +night, and I had come back from making the world a bit easier for some +poor woman-soul, and you were standing in the door, waiting. + +"The veil was gone, and there was love on your face--ah, I've often +dreamed a woman was waiting for me so, but because you hide your beauty +from me, 't is not for me to be asking more. God knows I have enough +given me, now. + +"Since the first, I've known you were very beautiful, and very brave. +I knew, too, that you were sad--that you had been through sorrows no +man would dare to face. I've dreamed your eyes were like the first +violets of Spring, your lips deep scarlet like the Winter berries, and +I know the wonder of your hair, for The veil does not hide it all. +I've dreamed your face was cold and pure, as if made from marble, yet +tender, too, and I well know that it's noble past all words of mine, +because it bears brave scars. + +"I've told you I would never ask, and I'll keep my word, for I know +well 't is not for the likes of me to see it, but only to dream. Don't +think I'm asking, for I never will, but, Spinner in the Sun, because +you said you would fare with me on the highway and face the cold and +storm, it gives me courage to ask for this. + +"If I close my eyes, will you lift your veil, and let me kiss the brave +scars, that were never from sin or shame? The brave scars, +Beloved--ah, if you would let me, only once, kiss the brave scars!" + +Evelina laughed--a laugh that was half a sob--and leaning forward, full +into the moonlight, she lifted her veil--for ever. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12672 *** diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: A Spinner in the Sun + +Author: Myrtle Reed + +Release Date: June 21, 2004 [eBook #12672] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: US-ASCII + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A SPINNER IN THE SUN*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +A SPINNER IN THE SUN + +BY + +MYRTLE REED + +1906 + + + + + + + +Contents + + I. "THE FIRE WAS KIND" + II. MISS MEHITABLE + III. THE PEARLS + IV. "FROM THE DEPTHS OF HIS LOVE" + V. ARAMINTA + VI. PIPES O' PAN + VII. THE HONOUR OF THE SPOKEN WORD + VIII. PIPER TOM + IX. HOUSECLEANING + X. RALPH'S FIRST CASE + XI. THE LOOSE LINK + XII. A GREY KITTEN + XIII. THE RIVER COMES INTO ITS OWN + XIV. A LITTLE HOUR OF TRIUMPH + XV. THE STATE OF ARAMINTA'S SOUL + XVI. THE MARCH OF THE DAYS + XVII. LOVED BY A DOG + XVIII. UNDINE + XIX. IN THE SHADOW OF THE CYPRESS + XX. THE SECRET OF THE VEIL + XXI. THE POPPIES CLAIM THEIR OWN + XXII. FORGIVENESS + XXIII. UNDINE FINDS HER SOUL + XXIV. TELLING AUNT HITTY + XXV. REDEEMED + XXVI. THE LIFTING OF THE VEIL + + + + +A Spinner in the Sun + + + + +I + +"The Fire was Kind" + +The little house was waiting, as it had waited for many years. Grey +and weather-worn, it leaned toward the sheltering hillside as though to +gather from the kindly earth some support and comfort for old age. +Five-and-twenty Winters had broken its spirit, five-and-twenty Springs +had not brought back the heart of it, that had once gone out, with +dancing feet and singing, and had returned no more. + +For a quarter of a century, the garden had lain desolate. Summers came +and went, but only a few straggling blooms made their way above the +mass of weeds. In early Autumn, thistles and milkweed took possession +of the place, the mournful purple of their flowering hiding the garden +beneath trappings of woe. And at night, when the Autumn moon shone +dimly, frail ghosts of dead flowers were set free from the thistles and +milkweed. The wind of Indian Summer, itself a ghost, convoyed them +about the garden, but they never went beyond it. Each year the panoply +of purple spread farther, more surely hiding the brave blooms beneath. + +Far down the path, beside the broken gate, a majestic cypress cast +portentous gloom. Across from it, and quite hiding the ruin of the +gate, was a rose-bush, which, every June, put forth one perfect white +rose. Love had come through the gate and Love had gone out again, but +this one flower was left behind. + +Brambles grew about the doorstep, and the hinges of the door were deep +in rust. No friendly light gleamed at night from the lattice, a beacon +to the wayfarer or a message of cheer to the disheartened, since the +little house was alone. The secret spinners had hung a drapery of +cobwebs before the desolate windows, as though to veil the loneliness +from passers-by. No fire warmed the solitary hearth, no gay and +careless laughter betrayed the sleeping echoes into answer. Within the +house were only dreams, which never had come true. + +A bit of sewing yet lay upon the marble-topped table in the +sitting-room, and an embroidery frame, holding still a square of fine +linen, had fallen from a chair. An open book was propped against the +back of the chair, and a low rocker, facing it, was swerved sharply +aside. The evidence of daily occupation, suddenly interrupted, was all +there--a quiet content, overlaid by a dumb, creeping paralysis. + +The March wind blew fiercely through the night and the little house +leaned yet more toward the sheltering hill. Afar, in the village, a +train rumbled into the station; the midnight train from the city by +which the people of Rushton regulated their watches and clocks. +Strangely enough, it stopped, and more than one good man, turning +uneasily upon his pillow, wondered if the world might have come to its +end. + +Half an hour afterward, a lone figure ascended the steep road which led +to the house. A woman, fearless of the night, because Life had already +done its worst to her, stumbled up the stony, overgrown way. The moon +shone fitfully among the flying clouds, and she guided herself by its +uncertain gleams, pausing now and then, in complete darkness, to wait +for more light. + +Ghost-like, a long white chiffon veil trailed behind her, too securely +fastened to her hat to be blown away. Even in the night, she watched +furtively and listened for approaching footsteps, one hand holding the +end of her veil in such a way that she might quickly hide her face. + +Outside the gate she paused, irresolute. At the last moment, it seemed +as if she could never enter the house again. A light snow had fallen +upon the dead garden, covering its scarred face with white. Miss +Evelina noted quickly that her garden, too, was hidden as by chiffon. + +A gust of wind made her shiver--or was it the veiled garden? Nerving +herself to her necessity, she took up her satchel and went up the path +as one might walk, with bared feet, up a ladder of swords. Each step +that took her nearer the house hurt her the more, but she was not of +those who cry out when hurt. She set her lips more firmly together and +continued upon her self-appointed way. + +When she reached the house, she already had the key in her uncertain +fingers. The rusty lock yielded at length and the door opened noisily. +Her heart surged painfully as she entered the musty darkness. It was +so that Miss Evelina came home, after five-and-twenty years. + +The thousand noises of an empty house greeted her discordantly. A +rattling window was answered by a creaking stair, a rafter groaned +dismally, and the scurrying feet of mice pattered across a distant +floor. + +Fumbling in her satchel, Miss Evelina drew out a candle and a box of +matches. Presently there was light in the little house--a faint +glimmering light, which flickered, when the wind shook the walls, and +twinkled again bravely when it ceased. + +She took off her wraps, and, through force of habit, pinned the +multitudinous folds of her veil to her hair, forgetting that at +midnight, and in her own house, there were none to see her face. + +Then she made a fire, for the body must be warmed, though the heart is +dead, and the soul stricken dumb. She had brought with her a box +containing a small canister of tea, and she soon had ready a cup of it, +so strong that it was bitter. + +With her feet upon the hearth and the single candle flickering upon the +mantel shelf, she sat in the lonely house and sipped her tea. Her +well-worn black gown clung closely to her figure, and the white chiffon +veil, thrown back, did not wholly hide her abundant hair. The horror +of one night had whitened Miss Evelina's brown hair at twenty, for the +sorrows of Youth are unmercifully keen. + +"I have come back," she thought. "I have come back through that door. +I went out of it, laughing, at twenty. At forty-five, I have come +back, heart-broken, and I have lived. + +"Why did I not die?" she questioned, for the thousandth time. "If +there had been a God in Heaven, surely I must have died." + +The flames leaped merrily in the fireplace and the discordant noises of +the house resolved themselves into vague harmony. A cricket, safely +ensconced for the Winter in a crevice of the hearth, awoke in the +unaccustomed warmth, piping a shrill and cheery welcome, but Miss +Evelina sat abstractedly, staring into the fire. + +After all, there had never been anything but happiness in the +house--the misery had been outside. Peace and quiet content had dwelt +there securely, but the memory of it brought no balm now. + +As though it were yesterday, the black walnut chair, covered with +haircloth, stood primly against the wall. Miss Evelina had always +hated the chair, and here, after twenty-five years, it confronted her +again. She mused, ironically, upon the permanence of things usually +considered transient and temporary. Her mother's sewing was still upon +the marble-topped table, but the hands that held it were long since +mingled with the dust. Her own embroidery had apparently but just +fallen from the chair, and the dream that had led to its +fashioning--was only a dream, from which she awoke to enduring agony. +With swift hatred, she turned her back upon the embroidery frame, and +hid her face in her hands. + +Time, as time, had ceased to exist for her. She suffered until +suffering brought its own far anodyne--the inability to sustain it +further,--then she slept, from sheer weariness. Before dawn, usually, +she awoke, sufficiently rested to suffer again. When she felt faint, +she ate, scarcely knowing what she ate, for food was as dust and ashes +in her mouth. + +In the bag that hung from her belt was a vial of laudanum, renewed from +time to time as she feared its strength was waning. She had been +taught that it was wicked to take one's own life, and that God was +always kind. Not having experienced the kindness, she began to doubt +the existence of God, and was immediately face to face with the idea +that it could not be wrong to die if one was too miserable to live. +Her mind revolved perpetually in this circle and came continually back +to a compromise. She would live one more day, and then she would free +herself. There was always a to-morrow when she should be free, but it +never came. + +The fire died down and the candle had but a few minutes more to burn. +It was the hour of the night when life is at its lowest--when souls +pass out into the great Beyond. Miss Evelina took the vial from her +reticule and uncorked it. The bitter, pungent odour came as sweet +incense to her nostrils. No one knew she had come. No one would ever +enter her door again. She might die peacefully in her own house, and +no one would know until the walls crumbled to dust--perhaps not even +then. And Miss Evelina had a horror of a grave. + +She drew a long breath of the bitterness. The silken leaves of the +poppies--flowers of sleep--had been crushed into this. The lees must +be drained from the Cup of Life before the Cup could be set aside. +Every one came to this, sooner or later. Why not choose? Why not +drain the Cup now? When it had all been bitter, why hesitate to drink +the lees? + +The monstrous and incredible passion of the race was slowly creeping +upon her. Her eyes gleamed and her cheeks burned. The hunger for +death at her own hands and on her own terms possessed her frail body to +the full. "If there had been a God in Heaven," she said, aloud, +"surely I must have died!" + +The words startled her and her hand shook so that some of the laudanum +was spilled. It was long since she had heard her own voice in more +than a monosyllabic answer to some necessary question. Inscrutably +veiled in many folds of chiffon, she held herself apart from the world, +and the world, carelessly kind, had left her wholly to herself. + +Slowly, she put the cork tightly into the vial and slipped it back into +her bag. "Tomorrow," she sighed; "to-morrow I shall set myself free." + +The fire flickered and without warning the candle went out, in a gust +of wind which shook the house to its foundations. Stray currents of +air had come through the crevices of the rattling windows and kept up +an imperfect ventilation. She took another candle from her satchel, +put it into a candlestick of blackened brass, and slowly ascended the +stairs. + +She went to her own room, though her feet failed her at the threshold +and she sank helplessly to the floor. Too weak to stand, she made her +way on her knees to her bed, leaving the candle in the hall, just +outside her door. As she had suspected, it was hardest of all to enter +this room. + +A pink and white gown of dimity, yellowed, and grimed with dust, yet +lay upon her bed. Cobwebs were woven over the lace that trimmed the +neck and sleeves. Out of the fearful shadows, mute reminders of a lost +joy mocked her from every corner of the room. + +She knelt there until some measure of strength came back to her, and, +with it, a mad fancy. "To-night," she said to herself, "I will be +brave. For once I will play a part, since to-morrow I shall be free. +To-night, it shall be as though nothing had happened--as though I were +to be married to-morrow and not to--to Death!" + +She laughed wildly, and, even to her own ears, it had a fantastic, +unearthly sound. The empty rooms took up the echo and made merry with +it, the sound dying at last into a silence like that of the tomb. + +She brought in the candle, took the dimity gown from the bed, and shook +it to remove the dust. In her hands it fell apart, broken, because it +was too frail to tear. She laid it on a chair, folding it carefully, +then took the dusty bedding from her bed and carried it into the hall, +dust and all. In an oaken chest in a corner of her room was her store +of linen, hemmed exquisitely and embroidered with the initials: "E. G." + +She began to move about feverishly, fearing that her resolution might +fail. The key of the chest was in a drawer in her dresser, hidden +beneath a pile of yellowed garments. Her hands, so long nerveless, +were alive and sentient now. When she opened the chest, the scent of +lavender and rosemary, long since dead, struck her like a blow. + +The room swam before her, yet Miss Evelina dragged forth her linen +sheets and pillow-slips, musty, but clean, and made her bed. Once or +twice, her veil slipped down over her face, and she impatiently pushed +it back. The candle, burning low, warned her that she must make haste, + +In one of the smaller drawers of her dresser was a nightgown of +sheerest linen, wonderfully stitched by her own hands. She hesitated a +moment, then opened the drawer. + +Tiny bags of sweet herbs fell from the folds as she shook it out. It +was yellowed and musty and as frail as a bit of fine lace, but it did +not tear in her hands. "I will wear it," she thought, grimly, "as I +planned to do, long ago." + +At last she stood before her mirror, the ivory-tinted lace falling away +from her neck and shoulders. Her neck was white and firm, but her +right shoulder was deeply, hideously scarred. "Burned body and burned +soul," she muttered, "and this my wedding night!" + +For the first time in her life, she pitied herself, not knowing that +self-pity is the first step toward relief from overpowering sorrow. +When detachment is possible, the long, slow healing has faintly, but +surely, begun. + +She unpinned her veil, took down her heavy white hair, and braided it. +There was no gleam of silver, even in the light--it was as lustreless +as a field of snow upon a dark day. That done, she stood there, +staring at herself in the mirror, and living over, remorselessly, the +one day that, like a lightning stroke, had blasted her life. + +Her veil slipped, unheeded, from her dresser to the floor. Leaning +forward, she studied her face, that she had once loved, then swiftly +learned to hate. Even on the street, closely veiled, she would not +look at a shop window, lest she might see herself reflected in the +plate glass, and she had kept the mirror, in her room covered with a +cloth, + +Since the day she left the hospital, where they all had been so kind to +her, no human being, save herself, had seen her face. She had prayed +for death, but had not been more than slightly ill, upborne, as she +was, by a great grief which sustained her as surely as an ascetic is +kept alive by the passion of his faith. She hungered now for the sight +of her face as she hungered for death, and held the flaring candle +aloft that she might see better. + +Then a wave of impassioned self-pity swept her like flame. "The fire +was kind," she said, stubbornly, as though to defend herself from it. +"It showed me the truth." + +She leaned yet closer to the glass, holding the dripping candle on +high. "The fire was kind," she insisted again. Then the floodgates +opened, and for the first time in all the sorrowful years, she felt the +hot tears streaming over her face. Her hand shook, but she held her +candle tightly and leaned so close to the mirror that her white hair +brushed its cracked surface. + +"The fire was kind," sobbed Miss Evelina. "Oh, but the fire was kind!" + + + + +II + +Miss Mehitable + +The slanting sunbeams of late afternoon crept through the cobwebbed +window, and Miss Evelina stirred uneasily in her sleep. The mocking +dream vanished and she awoke to feel, as always, the iron, icy hand +that unmercifully clutched her heart. The room was cold and she +shivered as she lay beneath her insufficient covering. + +At length she rose, and dressed mechanically, avoiding the mirror, and +pinning her veil securely to her hair. She went downstairs slowly, +clinging to the railing from sheer weakness. She was as frail and +ghostly as some disembodied spirit of Grief. + +Soon, she had a fire. As the warmth increased, she opened the rear +door of the house to dispel the musty atmosphere. The March wind blew +strong and clear through the lonely rooms, stirring the dust before it +and swaying the cobwebs. Suddenly, Miss Evelina heard a footstep +outside and instinctively drew down her veil. + +Before she could close the door, a woman, with a shawl over her head, +appeared on the threshold, peered curiously into the house, then +unhesitatingly entered. + +"For the land's sake!" cried a cheery voice. "You scared me most to +death! I saw the smoke coming from the chimney and thought the house +was afire, so I come over to see." + +Miss Evelina stiffened, and made no reply. + +"I don't know who you are," said the woman again, mildly defiant, "but +this is Evelina Grey's house." + +"And I," answered Miss Evelina, almost inaudibly, "am Evelina Grey." + +"For the land's sake!" cried the visitor again. "Don't you remember +me? Why, Evelina, you and I used to go to school together. You----" + +She stopped, abruptly. The fact of the veiled face confronted her +stubbornly. She ransacked her memory for a forgotten catastrophe, a +quarter of a century back. Impenetrably, a wall was reared between +them. + +"I--I'm afraid I don't remember," stammered Miss Evelina, in a low +voice, hoping that the intruder would go. + +"I used to be Mehitable Smith, and that's what I am still, having been +spared marriage. Mehitable is my name, but folks calls me Hitty--Miss +Hitty," she added, with a slight accent on the "Miss." + +"Oh," answered Miss Evelina, "I remember," though she did not remember +at all. + +"Well, I'm glad you've come back," went on the guest, politely. +Altogether in the manner of one invited to do so, she removed her shawl +and sat down, furtively eyeing Miss Evelina, yet affecting to look +carelessly about the house. + +She was a woman of fifty or more, brisk and active of body and kindly, +though inquisitive, of countenance. Her dark hair, scarcely touched +with grey, was parted smoothly in the exact centre and plastered down +on both sides, as one guessed, by a brush and cold water. Her black +eyes were bright and keen, and her gold-bowed spectacles were +habitually worn half-way down her nose. Her mouth and chin were +indicative of great firmness--those whose misfortune it was to differ +from Miss Hitty were accustomed to call it obstinacy. People of +plainer speech said it was "mulishness." + +Her gown was dark calico, stiffly starched, and made according to the +durable and comfortable pattern of her school-days. "All in one +piece," Miss Hitty was wont to say. "Then when I bend over, as folks +that does housework has to bend over, occasionally, I don't come apart +in the back. For my part, I never could see sense in wearing clothes +that's held by a safety-pin in the back instead of good, firm cloth, +and, moreover, a belt that either slides around or pinches where it +ain't pleasant to be pinched, ain't my notion of comfort. Apron +strings is bad enough, for you have to have 'em tight to keep from +slipping." Miss Hitty had never worn corsets, and had the straight, +slender figure of a boy. + +The situation became awkward. Miss Evelina still stood in the middle +of the room, her veiled face slightly averted. The impenetrable +shelter of chiffon awed Miss Mehitable, but she was not a woman to give +up easily when embarked upon the quest for knowledge. Some unusual +state of mind kept her from asking a direct question about the veil, +and meanwhile she continually racked her memory. + +Miss Evelina's white, slender hands opened and closed nervously. Miss +Hitty set her feet squarely on the floor, and tucked her immaculate +white apron closely about her knees. "When did you come?" she demanded +finally, with the air of the attorney for the prosecution. + +"Last night," murmured Miss Evelina. + +"On that late train?" + +"Yes." + +"I heard it stop, but I never sensed it was you. Seemed to me I heard +somebody go by, too, but I was too sleepy to get up and see. I thought +I must be dreaming, but I was sure I heard somebody on the walk. If +I'd known it was you, I'd have made you stop at my house for the rest +of the night, instead of coming up here alone." + +"Very kind," said Miss Evelina, after an uncomfortable pause. + +"You might as well set down," remarked Miss Hitty, with a new +gentleness of manner. "I'm going to set a spell." + +Miss Evelina sat, helplessly, in the hair-cloth chair which she hated, +and turned her veiled face yet farther away from her guest. Seeing +that her hostess did not intend to talk, Miss Hitty began a +conversation, if anything wholly one-sided may be so termed. + +"I live in the same place," she said. "Ma died seventeen years ago on +the eighteenth of next April, and left the house and the income for me. +There was enough to take care of two, and so I took my sister's child, +Araminta, to bring up. You know my poor sister got married. She ought +to have known better, but she didn't. She just put her head into the +noose, and it slipped up on her, as I told her it would, both before +and after the ceremony. Having seen all the trouble men make in the +world, I sh'd think women would know enough to keep away from 'em, but +they don't--that is, some women don't." Miss Hitty smoothed her stiff +white apron with an air of conscious virtue. + +"Araminta was only a year old when her ma got enough of marrying and +went to her reward in Heaven. What she 'd been through would have +tried the patience of a saint, and Barbara wasn't no saint. None of +the Smith family have ever grown wings here on earth, but it's my +belief that we'll all be awarded our proper plumage in Heaven. + +"He--" the pronoun was sufficiently definite to indicate Araminta's +hapless father--"was always tracking dirt into the clean kitchen, and +he had an appetite like a horse. Barbara would make a cake to set away +for company, and he'd gobble it all up at one meal just as if 't was a +doughnut. She was forever cooking and washing dishes and sweeping up +after him. When he come into the house, she'd run for the broom and +dustpan, and follow him around, sweeping up, and if you'll believe me, +the brute scolded her for it. He actually said once, in my presence, +that if he'd known how neat she was, he didn't believe he'd have +married her. That shows what men are--if it needs showing. It's no +wonder poor Barbara died. I hope there ain't any brooms in Heaven and +that she's havin' a good rest now. + +"Araminta's goin' on nineteen, and she's a sensible girl, if I do say +it as shouldn't. She's never spoke to a man except to say 'yes' and +'no.' I've taught her to steer clear of 'em, and even when she was +only seven years old, she'd run if she saw one coming. She knows they +'re pizen and I don't believe I'll ever have any cause to worry about +Minty. + +"I've got the minister boarding with me," pursued Miss Hitty, +undaunted, and cheerfully taking a fresh start. "Ministers don't +count, and I must say that, for a man, Mr. Thorpe is very little +trouble. He wipes his feet sometimes for as much as five minutes when +he's coming in, and mostly, when it's pleasant weather, he's out. When +he's in, he usually stays in his room, except at meals. He don't eat +much more 'n a canary, and likes what he eats, and don't need hardly +any pickin' up after, though a week ago last Saturday he left a collar +layin' on the bureau instead of putting it into his bag. + +"I left it right where 't was, and Sunday morning he put it where it +belonged. He's never been married and he's learned to pick up after +himself. I wouldn't have had him, on Araminta's account, only that +there wasn't no other place for him to stay, and it was put to me by +the elders as being my Christian duty. I wouldn't have took him, +otherwise, and we've never had an unmarried minister before. + +"Besides, Mr. Thorpe ain't pleasing the congregation, and I don't know +that he'll stay long. He's been here six months and three Sundays +over, and I've been to every single service, church and Sunday-school +and prayer-meeting, and he ain't never said one word about hell. It's +all of the joys of Heaven and a sure reward in the hereafter for +everybody that's done what they think is right--nothing much, mind you, +about what is right. Why, when Mr. Brewster was preaching for us, some +of the sinners would get up and run right out of the church when he got +started on hell and the lost souls writhin' in the flames. That was a +minister worth having. + +"But Mr. Thorpe, now, he doesn't seem to have no sense of the duties of +his position. Week before last, I heard of his walkin' along the river +with Andy Rogers--arm in arm, if you'll believe me, with the worst +drunkard and chicken thief in town. The very idea of a minister +associatin' with sinners! Mr. Brewster would never have done that. +Why, Andy was one of them that run out of the church the day the +minister give us that movin' sermon on hell, and he ain't never dared +to show his face in a place of worship since. + +"As I said, I don't think Mr. Thorpe 'll be with us long, for the +vestry and the congregation is getting dissatisfied. There ain't been +any open talk, except in the Ladies' Aid Society, but public opinion is +settin' pretty strongly in that direction." Miss Hitty dropped her +final g's when she got thoroughly interested in her subject and at +times became deeply involved in grammatical complications. + +"Us older ones, that's strong in the faith, ain't likely to be injured +by it, I suppose, but there's always the young ones to be considered, +and it's highly important for Araminta to have the right kind of +influence. Of course Mr. Thorpe don't talk on religious subjects at +home, and I ain't let Araminta go to church the last two Sundays. +Meanwhile, I've talked hell to her stronger 'n common. + +"But, upon my soul, I don't know what Rushton is comin' to. A month or +so ago, there was an outlandish, heathen character come here that beats +anything I've ever heard tell of. His name is Tom Barnaby and he's set +up a store on the edge of town, in the front parlour of Widow Simon's +house. She's went and rented it to him, and she says he pays his rent +regular. + +"He wears leather leggings and a hat with a red feather stuck in it, +and he's gone into competition with Mrs. Allen, who's kept the +dry-goods here for the last twenty years. + +"Of course," she went on, a little wistfully, "I've always patronised +Mrs. Allen, and I always shall. They do say Barnaby's goods is a great +deal cheaper, but I'd feel it my duty to buy of a woman, anyhow, even +though she has been married. She's been a widow for so long, it's most +the same as if she'd never been married at ail. + +"Barnaby lives with a dog and does for himself, but he's hardly ever in +his store. People go there to buy things and find the door propped +open with a brick, and a sign says to come in and take what you want. +The price of everything is marked good and plain, and another sign says +to put the money in the drawer and make your own change. The +blacksmith was at him for doing business so shiftless, and Barnaby +laughed and said that if anybody wanted anything he had bad enough to +steal it, whoever it was, he was good and welcome to it. That just +shows how crazy he is. Most of the time he's roaming around the +country, with his yellow dog at his heels, making outlandish noises on +some kind of a flute. He can't play a tune, but he keeps trying. +Folks around here call him Piper Tom. + +"Of course I wouldn't want Mrs. Allen to know, but I've thought that +sometime when he was away and there was nobody there to see, I'd just +step in for a few minutes and take a look at his goods. Elmiry Jones +says his calico is beautiful, and that for her part, she's going to +trade there instead of at Allen's. I suppose it is a temptation. I +might do it myself, if 't want for my principles." + +The speaker paused for breath, but Miss Evelina still sat silently in +her chair. "What was it?" thought Miss Hitty. "I was here, and I knew +at the time, but what happened? How did I come to forget? I must be +getting old!" + +She searched her memory without result. Her house was situated at the +crossroads, and, being on higher ground, commanded a good view of the +village below. Gradually, her dooryard had become a sort of clearing +house for neighbourhood gossip. Travellers going and coming stopped at +Miss Hitty's to drink from the moss-grown well, give their bit of news, +and receive, in return, the scandal of the countryside. Had it not +been for the faithful and industrious Miss Mehitable, the town might +have needed a daily paper. + +"Strange I can't think," she said to herself. "I don't doubt it'll +come to me, though. Something happened to Evelina, and she went away, +and her mother went with her to take care of her, and then her mother +died, all at once, of heart failure. It happened the same week old +Mis' Hicks had a doctor from the city for an operation, and the +Millerses barn was struck by lightning and burnt up, and so I s'pose +it's no wonder I've sorter lost track of it." + +Miss Evelina's veiled face was wholly averted now, and Miss Hitty +studied her shrewdly. She noted that the black gown was well-worn, and +had, indeed, been patched in several places. The shoes which tapped +impatiently on the floor were undeniably shabby, though they had been +carefully blacked. Against the unrelieved sombreness of her gown. +Miss Evelina's hands were singularly frail and transparent. Every line +of her body was eloquent of weakness and well-nigh insupportable grief. + +"Well," said Miss Hitty, again, though she felt that the words were +flat; "I'm glad you've come back. It seems like old times for us to be +settin' here, talkin', and--" here she laughed shrilly--"we've both +been spared marriage." + +A small, slender hand clutched convulsively at the arm of the haircloth +chair, but Miss Evelina did not speak. + +"I see," went on Miss Hitty, not unkindly, "that you're still in +mourning for your mother. You mustn't take it so hard. Sometimes +folks get to feeling so sorry about something that they can't never get +over it, and they keep on going round and round all the time like a +squirrel in a wheel, and keep on getting weaker till it gets to be a +kind of disease there ain't no cure for. Leastwise, that's what Doctor +Dexter says." + +"Doctor Dexter!" With a cry, Miss Evelina sprang to her feet, her +hands tightly pressed to her heart. + +"The same," nodded Miss Hitty, overjoyed to discover that at last her +hostess was interested. "Doctor Anthony Dexter, our old schoolmate, as +had just graduated when you lived here before. He went away for a year +and then he came back, bringing a pretty young wife. She's dead, but +he has a son, Ralph, who's away studying to be a doctor. He'll +graduate this Spring and then he's coming here to help his father with +his practice. Doctor Dexter's getting old, like the rest of us, and he +don't like the night work. Some folks is inconsiderate enough to get +sick in the night. They orter have regular hours for it, same as a +doctor has hours for business. Things would fit better. + +"Well, I must be going, for I left soup on the stove, and Araminta's +likely as not to let it burn. I'm going to send your supper over to +you, and next week, if the weather's favourable, we'll clean this +house. Goodness knows it needs it. I'd just as soon send over all +your meals till you get settled--'t wouldn't be any trouble. Or, you +can come over to my house if you wouldn't mind eating with the +minister. It seems queer to set down to the table with a man, and not +altogether natural, but I'm beginning to get used to it, and it gives +us the advantage of a blessing, and, anyway, ministers don't count. +Come over when you can. Goodbye!" + +With a rustle of stiffly starched garments Miss Mehitable took her +departure, carefully closing the door and avoiding the appearance of +haste. This was an effort, for every fibre of her being ached to get +back to the clearing house, where she might speculate upon Evelina's +return. It was her desire, also, to hunt up the oldest inhabitant +before nightfall and correct her pitiful lapse of memory. + +At the same time, she was planning to send Araminta over with a nice +hot supper, for Miss Evelina seemed to be far from strong, and, even to +one lacking in discernment, acutely unhappy. + +Down the road she went, her head bowed in deep and fruitless thought. +Swiftly, as in a lightning flash, and without premonition, she +remembered. + +"Evelina was burnt," she said to herself, triumphantly, "over to Doctor +Dexter's, and they took her on the train to the hospital. I guess she +wears that veil all the time." + +Then Miss Hitty stopped at her own gate, catching her breath quickly. +"She must have been burnt awful," she thought. "Poor soul!" she +murmured, her sharp eyes softening with tears. "Poor soul!" + + + + +III + +The Pearls + +A rap at the door roused Miss Evelina from a deadly stupor which seemed +stabbed through with daggers of pain. She sat quite still, determined +not to open the door. Presently, she heard the sound of retreating +footsteps, and was reassured. Then she saw a bit of folded paper which +had been slipped under the door, and, mechanically, she picked it up. + +"Here's your supper," the note read, briefly. "When you get done, +leave the tray outside. I'll come and get it. I would like to have +you come over if you want to.--Mehitable Smith." + +Touched by the unexpected kindness, Miss Evelina took in the tray. +There was a bowl of soup, steaming hot, a baked potato, a bit of thin +steak, fried, in country fashion, two crisp, buttered rolls, and a pot +of tea. Faint and sick of heart, she pushed it aside, then in simple +justice to Miss Hitty, tasted of the soup. A little later, she put the +tray out on the doorstep again, having eaten as she had not eaten for +months. + +She considered the chain of circumstances that had led her back to +Rushton. First, the knowledge that Doctor Dexter had left the place +for good. She had heard of that, long ago, but, until now, no one had +told her that he had returned. She had thought it impossible for him +ever to return--even to think of it again, + +Otherwise--here the thread of her thought snapped, and she clutched at +the vial of laudanum which, as always, was in the bag at her belt. She +perceived that the way of escape was closed to her. Broken in spirit +though she was, she was yet too proud to die like a dog at Anthony +Dexter's door, even after five-and-twenty years. + +Bitterest need alone had driven her to take the step which she so +keenly regretted now. The death of her mother, hastened by misfortune, +had left her with a small but certain income, paid regularly from two +separate sources. One source had failed without warning, and her +slender legacy was cut literally in two. Upon the remaining half she +must eke out the rest of her existence, if she continued to exist at +all. It was absolutely necessary for her to come back to the one +shelter which she could call her own. + +Weary, despairing, and still in the merciless grip of her obsession, +she had come--only to find that Anthony Dexter had long since preceded +her. A year afterward, Miss Hitty said, he had come back, with a +pretty young wife. And he had a son. + +The new knowledge hurt, and Evelina had fancied that she could be hurt +no more, that she had reached the uttermost limits of pain. By a +singular irony, the last refuge was denied her at the very moment of +her greatest temptation to avail herself of it. Long hours of thought +led her invariably to the one possible conclusion--to avoid every one, +keep wholly to herself, and, by starvation, if need be, save enough of +her insignificant pittance to take her far away. And after +that--freedom. + +Since the night of full realisation which had turned her brown hair to +a dull white she had thought of death in but one way--escape. Set free +from the insufferable bondage of earthly existence. Miss Evelina +dreamed of peace as a prisoner in a dungeon may dream of green fields. +To sleep and wake no more, never to feel again the cold hand upon her +heart that tore persistently at the inmost fibres of it, to forget---- + +Miss Evelina took the vial from her bag and uncorked it. The incense +of the poppies crept subtly through the room, mingling inextricably +with the mustiness and the dust. The grey cobwebs swayed at the +windows, sunset touching them to iridescence. Conscious that she was +the most desolate and lonely thing in all the desolate house, Miss +Evelina buried her face in her hands. + +The poppies breathed from the vial. In her distorted fancy, she saw +vast plains of them, shimmering in the sun--scarlet like the lips of a +girl, pink as the flush of dawn upon the eastern sky, blood-red as the +passionate heart that never dreamed of betrayal. + +The sun was shining on the field of poppies and Miss Evelina walked +among them, her face unveiled. Golden masses of bloom were spread at +her feet, starred here and there by stately blossoms as white as the +blown snow. Her ragged garments touched the silken petals, her worn +shoes crushed them, bud and blossom alike. Always, the numbing, sleepy +odour came from the field. Dew was on the petals of the flowers; their +deep cups gathered it and held it, never to be surrendered, since the +dew of the poppies was tears. + +Like some evil genius rising from the bottle, the Spirit of the Poppies +seemed to incarnate itself in the vapour. A woman with a face of +deadly white arose to meet Miss Evelina, with outspread arms. In her +eyes was Lethe, in her hands was the gift of forgetfulness. She +brought pardon for all that was past and to come, eternal healing, +unfathomable oblivion. "Come," the drowsy voice seemed to say. "I +have waited long and yet you do not come. The peace that passeth all +understanding is mine to give and yours to take. Come--only come! +Come! Come!" + +Miss Evelina laughed bitterly. Never in all the years gone by had the +Spirit of the Poppies pleaded with her thus. Now, at the hour when +surrender meant the complete triumph of her enemy, the ghostly figure +came to offer her the last and supreme gift. + +The afterglow yet lingered in the west. The grey of a March twilight +was in the valley, but it was still late afternoon on the summit of the +hill. Miss Evelina drew her veil about her and went out into the +garden, the vial in her hand. + +Where was it that she had planted the poppies? Through the mass of +undergrowth and brambles, she made scant headway. Thorns pressed +forward rudely as if to stab the intruder. Vines, closely matted, +forbade her to pass, yet she kept on until she reached the western +slope of the garden. + +Here, unshaded, and in the full blaze of the Summer sun, the poppies +had spread their brilliant pageantry. In all the village there had +been no such poppies as grew in Evelina's garden. Now they were dead +and only the overgrown stubble was left. + +"Dust to dust, earth to earth, and ashes to ashes." The solemn words +of the burial service were chanted in her consciousness as she lifted +the vial high and emptied it. She held it steadily until the last drop +was drained from it. The poppies had given it and to the poppies she +had returned it. She put the cork into the empty vial and flung it far +away from her, then turned back to the house. + +There was a sound of wheels upon the road. Miss Evelina hastened her +steps, but the dense undergrowth made walking difficult. Praying that +she might not be seen, she turned her head. + +Anthony Dexter, in the doctor's carriage, was travelling at a leisurely +pace. As he passed the old house, he glanced at it mechanically, from +sheer force of habit. Long ago, it had ceased to have any definite +meaning for him. Once he had even stripped every white rose from the +neglected bush at the gate, to take to his wife, who, that day, for the +first time, had held their son in her arms. + +Motionless in the wreck of the garden, a veiled figure stood with +averted face. Doctor Dexter looked keenly for an instant in the fast +gathering twilight, then whipped up his horse, and was swiftly out of +sight. Against his better judgment, he was shaken in mind and body. +Could he have seen a ghost? Nonsense! He was tired, he had +overworked, he had had an hallucination. His cool, calm, professional +sense fought with the insistent idea. It was well that Ralph was +coming to relieve his old father of a part of his burden. + +Meanwhile, Miss Evelina, her frail body quivering as though under the +lash, crept back into the house. With the sure intuition of a woman, +she knew who had driven by in the first darkness. That he should dare! +That he should actually trespass upon her road; take the insolent +liberty of looking at her house! + +"A pretty young wife," Miss Hitty had said. Yes, doubtless a pretty +one. Anthony Dexter delighted in the beauty of a woman in the same +impersonal way that another man would regard a picture. And a son. A +straight, tall young fellow, doubtless, with eyes like his +father's--eyes that a woman would trust, not dreaming of the false +heart and craven soul. Why had she been brought here to suffer this +last insult, this last humiliation? Weakly, as many a woman before +her, Miss Evelina groped in the maze of Life, searching for some clue +to its blind mystery. + +Was it possible that she had not suffered enough? If five-and-twenty +years of sodden misery were not sufficient for one who had done no +wrong, what punishment would be meted out to a sinner by a God who was +always kind? Miss Evelina's lips curled scornfully. She had taken +what he should have borne--Anthony Dexter had gone scot free. + +"The man sins and the woman pays." The cynical saying, which, after +all, is not wholly untrue, took shape in her thought and said +itself--aloud. Yet it was not altogether impossible that he might yet +be made to pay--could be-- + +Her cheeks burned and her hands closed tightly. What if she were the +chosen instrument? What if she had been sent here, after all the dead, +miserable years, for some purpose which hitherto she had not guessed? + +What if she, herself, with her veiled face, were to be the tardy +avenger of her own wrong? Her soul stirred in its despair as the dead +might stir in the winding sheet. Out of her sodden grief, could she +ever emerge--alive? + +"The fire was kind," said Miss Evelina, in a whisper. "It showed me +the truth. The fire was kind and God is kind. He has brought me here +to pay my debt--in full." + +She began to consider what she might do that would hurt Anthony Dexter +and make him suffer as she had suffered for half a lifetime. If he had +forgotten, she would make him remember--ah, yes, he must remember +before he could be hurt. But what could she do? What had he given her +aside from the misery that she hungered to give back to him? + +The pearls! Miss Evelina lighted her candle and hurried upstairs. + +In her dower chest, beneath the piles of heavy, yellowed linen, was a +small jewel case. She knelt before the chest, gasping, and thrust her +questioning fingers down through the linen to the solid oak. With a +little cry, she rose to her feet, the jewel case in her hand. + +The purple velvet was crushed, the satin was yellowed, but the string +of pearls was there--yellowed, too, by the slow passage of the years. +One or two of them were black. A slip of paper fluttered out as she +opened the case, and she caught it as it fell. The paper was yellow +and brittle and the ink had faded, but the words were still there, +written in Anthony Dexter's clear, bold hand; "First from the depths of +the sea, and then from the depths of my love." + +"Depths!" muttered Miss Evelina, from between her clenched teeth. + +Once the necklace had been beautiful--a single strand of large, +perfectly matched pearls. The gold of the clasp was dull, but the +diamond gleamed like the eye of some evil thing. She wound the +necklace twice about her wrist, then shuddered, for it was cold and +smooth and sinuous, like a snake. + +She coiled the discoloured necklace carefully upon its yellowed satin +bed, laid the folded slip of paper over it, and closed it with a snap. +To-morrow--no, this very night, Anthony Dexter should have the pearls, +that had come first from the depths of the sea, and then from the +depths of his love. + +No hand but hers should give them back, for she saw it written in the +scheme of vengeance that she herself should, mutely, make him pay. She +felt a new strength of body and a fresh clearness of mind as, with grim +patience, she set herself to wait. + +The clocks in the house were all still. Miss Evelina's watch had long +ago been sold. There was no town clock in the village, but the train +upon which she had come was due shortly after midnight. She knew every +step of the way by dark as well as by daylight, but the night was clear +and there would be the light of the dying moon, + +Her own clouded skies were clearing. Dimly she began to perceive +herself as a part of things, not set aside helplessly to suffer +eternally, but in some sort of relation to the rest of the world. + +On the Sunday before the catastrophe, Miss Evelina had been to church, +and even yet, she remembered fragments of the sermon. "God often uses +people to carry out His plans," the minister had said. At the time, it +had not particularly impressed her, and she had never gone to church +again. If she had listened further, she might have heard the minister +say that the devil was wont to do the same thing. + +Minute by minute, the hours passed. Miss Evelina's heart was beating +painfully, but, all unknowingly, she had entered upon a new phase. She +had turned in the winding sheet of her own weaving, and her hands were +clutching at the binding fabric. + +At last, the train came in. It did not stop, but thundered through the +sleeping village, shrieking as it went. The sound died into a distant +rumble, then merged into the stillness of the night. Miss Evelina rose +from her chair, put on her wraps, slipped the jewel case into her bag, +and went out, closely veiled. + +The light of the waning moon was dim and, veiled as she was, she felt +rather than saw the way. Steadfastly, she went down the steep road, +avoiding the sidewalk, for she remembered that Miss Mehitable's ears +were keen. Past the crossroads, to the right, down into the village, +across the tracks, then sharply to the left--the way was the same, but +the wayfarer was sadly changed. + +She went unemotionally, seeing herself a divinely appointed instrument +of vengeance. Something outside her obsession had its clutch upon her +also, but it was new, and she did not guess that it was fully as +hideous. + +Doctor Dexter's house was near the corner on a shaded street. At the +gate. Miss Evelina paused and, with her veil lifted, carefully +scrutinised the house for a possible light. She feared that some one +might be stirring, late as it was, but the old housekeeper always went +to bed promptly at nine, and on this particular night, Anthony Dexter +had gone to his room at ten, making sleep sure by a drug. + +With hushed steps, Miss Evelina went furtively up to the house on the +bare earth beside the brick pavement. She was in a panic of fear, but +something beyond her control urged her on. Reaching the steps, she +hesitated, baffled for the moment, then sank to her knees. Slowly she +crept to the threshold, placed the jewel case so that it would fall +inward when the door was opened, and started back. Instinct bade her +hurry, but reason made her cautious. She forced herself to walk slowly +and to muffle the latch of the gate with her skirts as she had done +when she came in. + +It seemed an hour before she crossed the tracks again, at the deserted +point she had chosen, but, in reality, it was only a few minutes. At +last she reached home, utterly exhausted by the strain she had put upon +herself. She had seen no one, heard no footstep save her own; she had +gone and returned as mysteriously as the night itself. + +When she slept, she dreamed of the poppy bed on the western slope of +the garden. It was twilight, and she stood there with a vial of +laudanum in one hand and a necklace of discoloured pearls in the other. +She poured the laudanum upon the earth and a great black poppy with a +deadly fragrance sprang up at her feet. Then Anthony Dexter drove up +in a carriage and took the pearls away from her. She could not see him +clearly, because his face was veiled, like her own. + +The odour of the black poppy made her faint and she went into the house +to escape from it, but the scent of it clung to her garments and hands +and could not be washed away. + + + + +IV + +"From the Depths of his Love" + +At seven o'clock, precisely, Anthony Dexter's old housekeeper rang the +rising bell. Drowsy with the soporific he had taken, the doctor did +not at once respond to the summons. In fact, the breakfast bell had +rung before he was fully awake. + +He dressed leisurely, and was haunted by a vague feeling that something +unpleasant had happened. At length he remembered that just before +dusk, in the garden of Evelina Grey's old house, he had seen a ghost--a +ghost who confronted him mutely with a thing he had long since +forgotten. + +"It was subjective, purely," mused Anthony Dexter. "I have been +working too hard." His reason was fully satisfied with the plausible +explanation, but he was not a man who was likely to have an +hallucination of any sort. + +He was strong and straight of body, finely muscular, and did not look +over forty, though it was more than eight years ago that he had reached +the fortieth milestone. His hair was thinning a little at the temples +and the rest of it was touched generously with grey. His features were +regular and his skin clear. A full beard, closely cropped, hid the +weakness of his chin, but did not entirely conceal those fine lines +about the mouth which mean cruelty. + +Someway, in looking at him, one got the impression of a machine, +well-nigh perfect of its kind. His dark eyes were sharp and +penetrating. Once they had been sympathetic, but he had outgrown that. +His hands were large, white, and well-kept, his fingers knotted, and +blunt at the tips. He had, pre-eminently, the hand of the surgeon, +capable of swiftness and strength, and yet of delicacy. It was not a +hand that would tremble easily; it was powerful and, in a way, brutal. + +He was thoroughly self-satisfied, as well he might be, for the entire +countryside admitted his skill, and even in the operating rooms of the +hospitals in the city not far distant. Doctor Dexter's name was well +known. He had thought seriously, at times, of seeking a wider field, +but he liked the country and the open air, and his practice would give +Ralph the opportunity he needed. At his father's death, the young +physician would fail heir to a practice which had taken many years of +hard work to build up. + +At the thought of Ralph, the man's face softened a trifle and his keen +eyes became a little less keen. The boy's picture was before him upon +his chiffonier. Ralph was twenty-three now and would finish in a few +weeks at a famous medical school--Doctor Dexter's own alma mater. He +had not been at home since he entered the school, having undertaken to +do in three years the work which usually required four. + +He wrote frequently, however, and Doctor Dexter invariably went to the +post-office himself on the days Ralph's letters were expected. He had +the entire correspondence on file and whiled away many a lonely evening +by reading and re-reading the breezy epistles. The last one was in his +pocket now. + +"To think, Father," Ralph had written, "in three weeks more or less, I +shall be at home with my sheepskin and a fine new shingle with 'Dr. +Ralph Dexter' painted on it, all ready to hang up on the front of the +house beside yours. I'll be glad to get out of the grind for a while, +I can tell you that. I've worked as His Satanic Majesty undoubtedly +does when he receives word that a fresh batch of Mormons has hit the +trail for the good-intentions pavement. _Decensus facilis Averni_. +That's about all the Latin I've got left. + +"At first, I suppose, there won't be much for me to do. I'll have to +win the confidence of the community by listening to the old ladies' +symptoms three or four hours a day, regularly. Finally, they'll let me +vaccinate the kids and the rest will be pitifully easy. Kids always +like me, for some occult reason, and if the children cry for me, it +won't be long till I've got your whole blooming job away from you. +Never mind, though, dad--I'll be generous and whack up, as you've +always done with me." + +Remembering the boyishness of it, Anthony Dexter smiled a little and +took another satisfying look at the pictured face before him. Ralph's +eyes were as his father's had been--frank and friendly and clear, with +no hint of suspicion. His chin was firm and his mouth determined, but +the corners of it turned up decidedly, and the upper lip was short. +The unprejudiced observer would have seen merely an honest, +intelligent, manly young fellow, who looked as if he might be good +company. Anthony Dexter saw all this--and a great deal more. + +It was his pride that he was unemotional. By rigid self-discipline, he +had wholly mastered himself. His detachment from his kind was at first +spasmodic, then exceptionally complete. Excepting Ralph, his relation +to the world was that of an unimpassioned critic. He was so sure of +his own ground that he thought he considered Ralph impersonally, also. + +Over a nature which, at the beginning, was warmly human, Doctor Dexter +had laid this glacial mask. He did what he had to do with neatness and +dispatch. If an operation was necessary, he said so at once, not +troubling himself to approach the subject gradually. If there was +doubt as to the outcome, he would cheerfully advise the patient to make +a will first, but there was seldom doubt, for those white, blunt +fingers were very sure. He believed in the clean-cut, sudden stroke, +and conducted his life upon that basis. + +Without so much as the quiver of an eyelash, Anthony Dexter could tell +a man that within an hour his wife would be dead. He could predict the +death of a child, almost to the minute, without a change in his +mask-like expression, and feel a faint throb of professional pride when +his prediction was precisely fulfilled. The people feared him, +respected him, and admired his skill, but no one loved him except his +son. + +Among all his acquaintances, there was none who called him friend +except Austin Thorpe, the old minister who had but lately come to town. +This, in itself, was no distinction, for Thorpe was the friend of every +man, woman, child, and animal in the village. No two men could have +been more unlike, but friendship, like love, is often a matter of +chemical affinity, wherein opposites rush together in obedience to a +hidden law. + +The broadly human creed of the minister included every living thing, +and the man himself interested Doctor Dexter in much the same way that +a new slide for his microscope might interest him. They exchanged +visits frequently when the duties of both permitted, and the Doctor +reflected that, when Ralph came, Thorpe would be lonely. + +The Dexter house was an old one but it had been kept in good repair. +From time to time, wings had been added to the original structure, +until now it sprawled lazily in every direction. One wing, at the +right of the house, contained the Doctor's medical library, office, +reception room, and laboratory. Doors were arranged in metropolitan +fashion, so that patients might go out of the office without meeting +any one. The laboratory, at the back of the wing, was well fitted with +modern appliances for original research, and had, too, its own outside +door. + +When Ralph came home, the other wing, at the left of the house, was to +be arranged in like manner for him if he so desired. Doctor Dexter had +some rough drawings under consideration, but wanted Ralph to order the +plans in accordance with his own ideas. + +The breakfast bell rang again, and Doctor Dexter went downstairs. The +servant met him in the hall. "Breakfast is waiting, sir," she said. + +"All right," returned the Doctor, absently. "I'll be there in a +moment." + +He opened the door for a breath of fresh air, and immediately perceived +the small, purple velvet box at his feet. He picked it up, +wonderingly, and opened it. + +Inside were the discoloured pearls on their bed of yellowed satin, and +the ivory-tinted slip of paper on which he had written, so long ago, in +his clear, boyish hand: "First, from the depths of the sea, and then +from the depths of my love." + +Being unemotional, he experienced nothing at first, save natural +surprise. He stood there, staring into vacancy, idly fingering the +pearls. By some evil magic of the moment, the hour seemed set back a +full quarter of a century. As though it were yesterday, he saw Evelina +before him. + +She had been a girl of extraordinary beauty and charm. He had +travelled far and seen many, but there had been none like Evelina. How +he had loved her, in those dead yesterdays, and how she had loved him! +The poignant sweetness of it came back, changed by some fatal alchemy +into bitterness. + +Anthony Dexter had seen enough of the world to recognise cowardice when +he saw it, even in himself. His books had taught him that the mind +could hold but one thought at a time, and, persistently, he had +displaced the unpleasant ones which constantly strove for the right of +possession. + +Hard work and new love and daily wearying of the body to the point of +exhaustion had banished those phantoms of earlier years, save in his +dreams. At night, the soul claims its own--its right to suffer for its +secret sins, its shirking, its betrayals. + +It is not pleasant for a man to be branded, in his own consciousness, a +coward. Refusal to admit it by day does not change the hour of the +night when life is at its lowest ebb, and, sleepless, man faces himself +as he is. + +The necklace slipped snakily over his hand--one of those white, firm +hands which could guide the knife so well--and Anthony Dexter +shuddered. He flung the box far from him into the shrubbery, went back +into the house, and slammed the door. + +He sat down at the table, but could not eat. The Past had come from +its grave, veiled, like the ghost in the garden that he had seen +yesterday. + +It was not an hallucination, then. Only one person in the world could +have laid those discoloured pearls at his door in the dead of night. +The black figure in the garden, with the chiffon fluttering about its +head, was Evelina Grey--or what was left of her. + +"Why?" he questioned uneasily of himself. "Why?" He had repeatedly +told himself that any other man, in his position, would do as he had +done, yet it was as though some one had slipped a stiletto under his +armour and found a vulnerable spot. + +Before his mental vision hovered two women. One was a girl of twenty, +laughing, exquisitely lovely. The other was a bent and broken woman in +black, whose veil concealed the dreadful hideousness of her face. + +"Pshaw!" grumbled Doctor Dexter, aloud. "I've overworked, that's all." + +He determined to vanquish the spectre that had reared itself before +him, not perceiving that Remorse incarnate, in the shape of Evelina, +had come back to haunt him until his dying day. + + + + +V + +Araminta + +"Araminta," said Miss Mehitable, "go and get your sewing and do your +stent." + +"Yes, Aunt Hitty," answered the girl, obediently. + +Each year, Araminta made a new patchwork quilt. Seven were neatly +folded and put away in an old trunk in the attic. The eighth was +progressing well, but the young seamstress was becoming sated with +quilts. She had never been to school, but Miss Mehitable had taught +her all she knew. Unkind critics might have intimated that Araminta +had not been taught much, but she could sew nicely, keep house +neatly, and write a stilted letter in a queer, old-fashioned hand +almost exactly like Miss Mehitable's. + +That valiant dame saw no practical use in further knowledge. She was +concerned with no books except the Bible and the ancient ledger in +which, with painstaking exactness, she kept her household accounts. +She deemed it wise, moreover, that Araminta should not know too much. + +From a drawer in the high, black-walnut bureau in the upper hall, +Araminta drew forth an assortment of red, white, and blue cotton +squares and diamonds. This was to be a "patriotic" quilt, made after +a famous old pattern which Miss Hitty had selfishly refused to give +to any one else, though she had often been asked for it by +contemporary ladies of similar interests. + +The younger generation was inclined to scout at quilt-making, and +needlework heresy was rampant in the neighbourhood. Tatting, +crocheting, and knitting were on the wane. An "advanced" woman who +had once spent a Summer in the village had spread abroad the delights +of Battenberg and raised embroidery. At all of these, Miss Hitty +sniffed contemptuously. + +"Quilt makin' was good enough for their mas and their grandmas," she +said scornfully, "and I reckon it's good enough for anybody else. +I've no patience with such things." + +Araminta knew that. She had never forgotten the vial of wrath which +broke upon her luckless head the day she had timorously suggested +making lace as a pleasing change from unending quilts. + +She sat now, in a low rocker by the window, with one foot upon a +wobbly stool. A marvellous cover, of Aunt Hitty's making, which +dated back to her frivolous and girlish days, was underneath. Nobody +ever saw it, however, and the gaudy woollen roses blushed unseen. A +white linen cover, severely plain, was put upon the footstool every +Wednesday and every Saturday, year in and year out. + +Unlike most good housewives, Miss Mehitable used her parlour every +day in the week. She was obliged to, in fact, for it was the only +room in her house, except Mr. Thorpe's, which commanded an +unobstructed view of the crossroads. A cover of brown denim +protected the carpet, and the chairs were shrouded in shapeless +habiliments of cambric and calico. For the rest, however, the room +was mildly cheerful, and had a habitable look which was distinctly +uncommon in village parlours. + +There was a fireplace, which was dusted and scrubbed at intervals, +but never, under any circumstances, profaned by a fire. It was +curtained by a gay remnant of figured plush, however, so nobody +missed the fire. White and gold china vases stood on the mantel, and +a little china dog, who would never have dared to bark had he been +alive, so chaste and humble of countenance was he, sat forever +between the two vases, keeping faithful guard over Miss Mehitable's +treasures. + +The silver coffin plates of the Smiths, matted with black, and deeply +framed, occupied the place of honour over the mantel. On the +marble-topped table in the exact centre of the room was a basket of +wax flowers and fruit, covered by a bell-shaped glass shade. Miss +Hitty's album and her Bible were placed near it with mathematical +precision. On the opposite wall was a hair wreath, made from the +shorn locks of departed Smiths by Miss Hitty's mother. The proud +possessor felt a covert reproach in the fact that she herself was +unable to make hair wreaths. It was a talent for which she had great +admiration. + +Araminta rocked back and forth in her low chair by the window. She +hummed a bit of "Sweet Bye and Bye" to herself, for hymns were the +only songs she knew. She could play some of them, with one hand, on +the melodeon in the corner, but she dared not touch the yellow keys +of the venerated instrument except when Miss Hitty was out. + +The sunlight shone lovingly on Araminta's brown hair, tightly combed +back, braided, and pinned up, but rippling riotously, none the less. +Her deep, thoughtful eyes were grey and her nose turned up +coquettishly. To a guardian of greater penetration, Araminta's mouth +would have given deep concern. It was a demure, rosy mouth, warning +and tantalising by turns. Mischievous little dimples lurked in the +corners of it, and even Aunt Hitty was not proof against the magic of +Araminta's smile. The girl's face had the creamy softness of a white +rose petal, but her cheeks bloomed with the flush of health and she +had a most disconcerting trick of blushing. With Spartan +thoroughness, Miss Mehitable constantly strove to cure Araminta of +this distressing fault, but as yet she had not succeeded. + +The pretty child had grown into an exquisitely lovely woman, to her +stern guardian's secret uneasiness. "It's goin' to be harder to keep +Minty right than 't would be if she was plain," mused Miss Hitty, +"but t guess I'll be given strength to do it. I've done well by her +so far." + +"In the Sweet Bye and Bye," sang Araminta, in a piping, girlish +soprano, "we shall meet on that beautiful shore." + +"Maybe we shall and maybe we sha'n't," said Miss Hitty, grimly. +"Some folks 'll never see the beautiful shore. They'll go to the bad +place." + +Araminta lifted her great, grey, questioning eyes. "Why?" she asked, +simply. + +"Because they've been bad," answered Miss Hitty, defiantly. + +"But if they didn't know any better?" queried Araminta, threading her +needle. "Would they go to the bad place just because they didn't +know?" + +Miss Mehitable squirmed in her chair, for never before had Araminta +spoken thus. "There's no excuse for their not knowin'," she said, +sharply. + +"Perhaps not," sighed Araminta, "but it seems dreadful to think of +people being burned up just for ignorance. Do you think I'll be +burned up, Aunt Hitty?" she continued, anxiously. "There's so many +things I don't know!" + +Miss Mehitable set herself firmly to her task. "Araminta Lee," she +said, harshly, "don't get to bothering about what you don't know. +That's the sure way to perdition. I've told you time and time again +what's right for you to believe and what's right for you to do. You +walk in that path and turn neither to the right nor the left, and you +won't have no trouble--here or anywheres else." + +"Yes, Aunt Hitty," said the girl, dutifully. "It must be awful to be +burned." + +Miss Mehitable looked about her furtively, then drew her chair closer +to Araminta's. "That brings to my mind something I wanted to speak +to you about, and I don't know but what this is as good a chance as +any. You know where I told you to go the other day with the tray, +and to set it down at the back door, and rap, and run?" + +"Yes." Araminta's eyes were wide open now. She had wondered much at +her mysterious errand, but had not dared to ask questions. + +"Well," continued Aunt Hitty, after an aggravating pause, "the woman +that lives in that house has been burnt." + +Araminta gasped. "Oh, Aunt Hitty, was she bad? What did she do and +how did she get burned before she was dead?" + +Miss Mehitable brushed aside the question as though it were an +annoying fly. "I don't want it talked of," she said, severely. +"Evelina Grey was a friend of mine, and she is yet. If there's +anything on earth I despise, it's a gossip. People who haven't +anything better to do than to go around prying into other folks's +affairs are better off dead, I take it. My mother never permitted me +to gossip, and I've held true to her teachin'." Aunt Hitty smoothed +her skirts with superior virtue and tied a knot in her thread. + +"How did she get burned?" asked Araminta, eagerly. + +"Gossip," said Miss Mehitable, sententiously, "does a lot of harm and +makes a lot of folks miserable. It's a good thing to keep away from, +and if I ever hear of your gossiping about anybody, I'll shut you up +in your room for two weeks and keep you on bread and water." + +Araminta trembled. "What is gossiping, Aunt Hitty?" she asked in a +timid, awe-struck tone. + +"Talking about folks," explained Miss Hitty. "Tellin' things about +'em they wouldn't tell themselves." + +It occurred to Araminta that much of the conversation at the +crossroads might appropriately be classed under that head, but, of +course, Aunt Hitty knew what she was talking about. She remembered +the last quilting Aunt Hitty had given, when the Ladies' Aid Society +had been invited, en masse, to finish off the quilt Araminta's +rebellious fingers had just completed. One of the ladies had been +obliged to leave earlier than the rest, and---- + +"I don't believe," thought Araminta, "that Mrs. Gardner would have +told how her son ran away from home, nor that she didn't dust her bed +slats except at house-cleaning time, nor that they ate things other +people would give to the pigs." + +"I expect there'll be a lot of questions asked about Evelina," +observed Miss Mehitable, breaking in rudely upon Araminta's train of +thought, "as soon 's folks finds out she's come back to live here, +and that she has to wear a veil all the time, even when she doesn't +wear her hat. What I'm telling you for is to show you what happens +to women that haven't sense enough to keep away from men. If Evelina +'d kept away from Doctor Dexter, she wouldn't have got burnt." + +"Did Doctor Dexter burn her?" asked Araminta, breathlessly. "I +thought it was God." + +At the psychological moment, Doctor Dexter drove by, bowing to Miss +Mehitable as he passed. Araminta had observed that this particular +event always flustered her aunt. + +"Maybe, it was God and maybe it was Doctor Dexter," answered Miss +Mehitable, quickly. "That's something there don't nobody know except +Evelina and Doctor Dexter, and it's not for me to ask either one of +'em, though I don't doubt some of the sewin' society 'll make an +errand to Evelina's to find out. I've got to keep 'em off 'n her, if +I can, and that's a big job for one woman to tackle. + +"Anyhow, she got burnt and got burnt awful, and it was at his house +that it happened. It was shameless, the way Evelina carried on. +Why, if you'll believe me, she'd actually go to his house when there +wa'n't no need of it--nobody sick, nor no medicine to be bought, nor +anything. Some said they was goin' to be married." + +The scorn which Miss Mehitable managed to throw into the word +"married" indicated that the state was the crowning ignominy of the +race. The girl's cheek flamed into crimson, for her own mother had +been married, and everybody knew it. Sometimes the deep disgrace +seemed almost too much for Araminta to endure. + +"That's what comes of it," explained Miss Hitty, patiently, as a +teacher might point to a demonstration clearly made out on a +blackboard for an eager class. "If she'd stayed at home as a girl +should stay, and hadn't gone to Doctor Dexter's, she wouldn't have +got burnt. Anybody can see that. + +"There was so much goin' on at the time that I sorter lost track of +everything, otherwise I'd have known more about it, but I guess I +know as much as anybody ever knew. Evelina was to Doctor +Dexter's--shameless hussy that she was--and she got burnt. She was +there all the afternoon and they took her to the hospital in the city +on the night train and she stayed there until she was well, but she +never came back here until just now. Her mother went with her to +take care of her and before Evelina came out of the hospital, her +mother keeled over and died. Sarah Grey always had a weak heart and +a weak head to match it. If she hadn't have had, she'd have brought +up Evelina different, + +"Neither of 'em was ever in the house again. Neither one ever came +back, even for their clothes. They had plenty of money, then, and +they just bought new ones. When the word come that Evelina was +burnt, Sarah Grey just put on her hat and locked her doors and run up +to Doctor Dexter's. Nobody ever heard from them again until Jim +Gardner's second cousin on his father's side sent a paper with Sarah +Grey's obituary in it. And now, after twenty-five years, Evelina's +come back. + +"The poor soul's just sittin' there, in all the dust and cobwebs. +When I get time, I aim to go over there and clean up the house for +her--'t ain't decent for a body to live like that. I'll take you +with me, to help scrub, and what I'm telling you all this for is so +'s you won't ask any questions, nor act as if you thought it was +queer for a woman to wear a white veil all the time. You'll have to +act as if nothing was out of the way at all, and not look at her any +more than you can help. Just pretend it's the style to wear a veil +pinned to your hair all the time, and you've been wearin' one right +along and have forgot and left it to home. Do you understand me?" + +"Yes, Aunt Hitty." + +"And when people come here to find out about it, you're not to say +anything. Leave it all to me. 'T ain't necessary for you to lie, +but you can keep your mouth shut. And I hope you see now what it +means to a woman to walk straight on her own path that the Lord has +laid out for her, and to let men alone. They're pizen, every one of +'em." + +Nun-like, Araminta sat in her chair and sewed steadily at her dainty +seam, but, none the less, she was deeply stirred with pity for women +who so forgot themselves--who had not Aunt Hitty's superior wisdom. +At the end of the prayer which Miss Mehitable had taught the child, +and which the woman still repeated in her nightly devotions, was this +eloquent passage: + +"And, Oh Lord, keep me from the contamination of marriage. For Thy +sake. Amen." + +"Araminta," said Aunt Hitty, severely, "cover up your foot!" +Modestly, Araminta drew down her skirt. One foot was on the +immaculate footstool and her ankle was exposed to view--a lovely +ankle, in spite of the broad-soled, common-sense shoes which she +always wore. + +"How often have I told you to keep your ankles covered ?" demanded +Miss Mehitable. "Suppose the minister had come in suddenly! +Suppose--upon my word! Speakin' of angels--if there ain't the +minister now!" + +The Reverend Austin Thorpe came slowly up the brick-bordered path, +his head bowed in thought. He was painfully near-sighted, but he +refused to wear glasses. On the doorstep he paused and wiped his +feet upon the corn-husk mat until even Miss Mehitable, beaming at him +through the window, thought he was overdoing it. Unconsciously, she +took credit to herself for the minister's neatness. + +Stepping carefully, lest he profane the hall carpet by wandering off +the rug, the minister entered the parlour, having first taken off his +coat and hat and hung them upon their appointed hooks in the hall. +It was cold, and the cheery warmth of the room beckoned him in. He +did not know that he tried Miss Hitty by trespassing, so to speak, +upon her preserves. She would have been better pleased if he +remained in his room when he was not at the table or out, but, to do +him justice, the reverend gentleman did not often offend her thus. + +Araminta, blushing, took her foot from the footstool and pulled +feverishly at her skirts. As Mr. Thorpe entered the room, she did +not look up, but kept her eyes modestly upon her work. + +"There ain't no need to tear out the gathers," Miss Hitty said, in a +warning undertone, referring to Aramlnta's skirts. "Why, Mr. Thorpe! +How you surprised me! Come in and set a spell," she added, +grudgingly. + +Steering well away from the centre-table with its highly prized +ornament, Thorpe gained the chair in which, if he did not lean +against the tidy, he was permitted to sit. He held himself bolt +upright and warmed his hands at the stove. "It is good to be out," +he said, cheerfully, "and good to come in again. A day like this +makes one appreciate the blessing of a home." + +Miss Hitty watched the white-haired, inoffensive old man with the +keen scrutiny of an eagle guarding its nest. He did not lean upon +the tidy, nor rest his elbows upon the crocheted mats which protected +the arms of the chair. In short, he conducted himself as a gentleman +should when in the parlour of a lady. + +His blue, near-sighted eyes rested approvingly upon Araminta. "How +the child grows!" he said, with a friendly smile upon his kindly old +face. "Soon we shall have a young lady on our hands." + +Araminta coloured and bent more closely to her sewing. + +"I hope I'm not annoying you?" questioned the minister, after an +interval. + +"Not at all," said Miss Mehitable, politely. + +"I wanted to ask about some one," pursued the Reverend Mr. Thorpe. +"It seems that there is a new tenant in the old house on the hill +that has been empty for so long--the one the village people say is +haunted. It seems a woman is living there, quite alone; and she +always wears a veil, on account of some--some disfigurement." + +Miss Hitty's false teeth clicked, sharply, but there was no other +sound except the clock, which, in the pause, struck four. "I +thought--" continued the minister, with a rising inflection. + +Hitherto, he had found his hostess of invaluable assistance in his +parish work. It had been necessary to mention only the name. As +upon the turning of a faucet a stream of information gushed forth +from the fountain of her knowledge. Age, date and place of birth, +ancestry on both sides three generations back, with complete and +illuminating biographical details of ancestry and individual; +education, financial standing, manner of living, illnesses in the +family, including dates and durations of said illnesses, accidents, +if any, medical attendance, marriages, births, deaths, opinions, +reverses, present locations and various careers of descendants, list +of misfortunes, festivities, entertainments, church affiliation past +and present, political leanings, and a vast amount of other personal +data had been immediately forthcoming. Tagged to it, like the +postscript of a woman's letter, was Miss Hitty's own concise, +permanent, neatly labelled opinion of the family or individual, the +latter thrown in without extra charge. + +"Perhaps you didn't know," remarked the minister, "that such a woman +had come." His tone was inquiring. It seemed to him that something +must be wrong if she did not know. + +"Minty," said Miss Hitty, abruptly, "leave the room!" + +Araminta rose, gathered up her patchwork, and went out, carefully +closing the door. It was only in moments of great tenderness that +her aunt called her "Minty." + +The light footsteps died away upon the stairs. Tactlessly, the +minister persisted. "Don't you know?" he asked. + +Miss Mehitable turned upon him. "If I did," she replied, hotly, "I +wouldn't tell any prying, gossiping man. I never knew before it was +part of a minister's business to meddle in folks' private affairs. +You'd better be writing your sermon and studyin' up on hell." + +"I--I--" stammered the minister, taken wholly by surprise, "I only +hoped to give her the consolation of the church." + +"Consolation nothing!" snorted Miss Hitty. "Let her alone!" She went +out of the room and slammed the door furiously, leaving the Reverend +Austin Thorpe overcome with deep and lasting amazement. + + + + +VI + +Pipes o' Pan + +Sleet had fallen in the night, but at sunrise, the storm ceased. Miss +Evelina had gone to sleep, lulled into a sense of security by the icy +fingers tapping at her cobwebbed window pane. She awoke in a +transfigured world. Every branch and twig was encased in crystal, upon +which the sun was dazzling. Jewels, poised in midair, twinkled with +the colours of the rainbow. On the tip of the cypress at the gate was +a ruby, a sapphire gleamed from the rose-bush, and everywhere were +diamonds and pearls. + +Frosty vapour veiled the spaces between the trees and javelins of +sunlight pierced it here and there. Beyond, there were glimpses of +blue sky, and drops of water, falling from the trees, made a musical, +cadence upon the earth beneath. + +Miss Evelina opened her window still more. The air was peculiarly soft +and sweet. It had the fragrance of opening buds and growing things and +still had not lost the tang of the frost. + +She drew a long breath of it and straightway was uplifted, though +seemingly against her will. Spring was stirring at the heart of the +world, sending new currents of sap into the veins of the trees, new +aspirations into dead roots and fibres, fresh hopes of bloom into every +sleeping rose. Life incarnate knocked at the wintry tomb; eager, +unseen hands were rolling away the stone. The tide of the year was +rising, soon to break into the wonder of green boughs and violets, +shimmering wings and singing winds. + +The cold hand that clutched her heart took a firmer hold. With acute +self-pity, she perceived her isolation. Of all the world, she alone +was set apart; branded, scarred, locked in a prison house that had no +door. The one release was denied her until she could get away. + +Poverty had driven her back. Circumstances outside her control had +pushed her through the door she had thought never to enter again. +Through all the five-and-twenty years, she had thought of the house +with a shudder, peopling it with a thousand terrors, not knowing that +there was no terror save her own fear. + +Sorrow had put its chains upon her suddenly, at a time when she had not +the strength to break the bond. At first she had struggled; then +ceased. Since then, her faculties had been in suspense, as it were. +She had forgotten laughter, veiled herself from joy, and walked hand in +hand with the grisly phantom of her own conjuring. + +Behind the shelter of her veil she had mutely prayed for peace--she +dared not ask for more. And peace had never come. Her crowning +humiliation would be to meet Anthony Dexter face to face--to know him, +and to have him know her. Not knowing where he was, she had travelled +far to avoid him. Now, seeking the last refuge, the one place on earth +where he could not be, she found herself separated from him by less +than a mile. More than that, she had gone to his house, as she had +gone on the fateful day a quarter of a century ago. She had taken back +the pearls, and had not died in doing it. Strangely enough, it had +given her a vague relief. + +Miss Evelina's mind had paused at twenty; she had not grown. The acute +suffering of Youth was still upon her, a woman of forty-five. It was +as though a clock had gone on ticking and the hands had never moved; +the dial of her being was held at that dread hour, while her broken +heart beat on. + +She had not discovered that secret compensation which clings to the +commonest affairs of life. One sees before him a mountain of toil, an +apparently endless drudgery from which there is no escape. Having once +begun it, an interest appears unexpectedly; new forces ally themselves +with the fumbling hands. Misfortunes come, "not singly, but in +battalions." After the first shock of realisation, one perceives +through the darkness that the strength to bear them has come also, like +some good angel. + +A lover shudders at the thought of Death, yet knows that some day, on +the road they walk together, the Grey Angel with the white poppies will +surely take one of them by the hand. The road winds through shadows, +past many strange and difficult places, and wrecks are strewn all along +the way. They laugh at the storms that beat upon them, take no reck of +bruised feet nor stumbling, for, behold, they are together, and in that +one word lies all. + +Sometimes, in the mist ahead, which, as they enter it, is seen to be +wholly of tears, the road forks blindly, and there is nothing but night +ahead for each. The Grey Angel with the unfathomable eyes approaches +slowly, with no sound save the hushed murmur of wings. The dread white +poppies are in his outstretched hand--the great, nodding white poppies +which have come from the dank places and have never known the sun. + +There is no possible denial. At first, one knows only that the +faithful hand has grown cold, then, that it has unclasped. In the +intolerable darkness, one fares forth alone on the other fork of the +road, too stricken for tears. + +At length there is a change. Memories troop from the shadow to whisper +consolation, to say that Death himself is powerless against Love, when +a heart is deep enough to hold a grave. The clouds lift, and through +the night comes some stray gleam of dawn. No longer cold, the dear +hand nestles once more into the one that held it so long. Not as an +uncertain presence but as a loved reality, that other abides with him +still. + +Shut out forever from the possibility of estrangement, for there is +always that drop of bitterness in the cup of Life and Love; eternally +beyond the reach of misunderstanding or change, spared the pitfalls and +disasters of the way ahead, blinded no longer by the mists of earth, +but immortally and unchangeably his, that other fares with him, though +unseen, upon the selfsame road. + +From the broken night comes singing, for the white poppies have also +brought balm. Step by step, his Sorrow has become his friend, and at +the last, when the old feet are weary and the steep road has grown +still more steep, the Grey Angel comes once more. + +Past the mist of tears in which he once was shrouded, the face of the +Grey Angel is seen to be wondrously kind. By his mysterious alchemy, +he has crystallised the doubtful waters, which once were in the cup of +Life and Love, into a jewel which has no flaw. He has kept the child +forever a child, caught the maiden at the noon of her beauty to +enshrine her thus for always in the heart that loved her most; made the +true and loving comrade a comrade always, though on the highways of the +vast Unknown. + +It is seen now that the road has many windings and that, unconsciously, +the wayfarer has turned back. Eagerly the trembling hands reach +forward to take the white poppies, and the tired eyes close as though +the silken petals had already fluttered downward on the lids, for, +radiant past all believing, the Grey Angel still holds the Best Beloved +by the hand, and the roads that long ago had forked in darkness, have +come together, in more than mortal dawn, at the selfsame place. + +Upon the beauty of the crystalline March morning, the memory of the +Winter sorrow still lay. The bare, brown earth was not wholly hidden +by the mantle of sleet and snow, yet there was some intangible Easter +close at hand. Miss Evelina felt it, stricken though she was. + +From a distant thicket came a robin's cheery call, a glimmer of blue +wings flashed across the desolate garden, a south wind stirred the +bending, icy branches to a tinkling music, and she knew that Spring had +come to all but her. + +Some indefinite impulse sent her outdoors. Closely veiled, she started +off down the road, looking neither to the right nor the left. Miss +Hitty saw her pass, but graciously forbore to call to her; Araminta +looked up enquiringly from her sewing, but the question died on her +lips. + +Down through the village she went, across the tracks, and up to the +river road. It had been a favourite walk of hers in her girlhood. +Then she had gone with a quick, light step; now she went slowly, like +one grown old. + +Yet, all unconsciously, life was quickening in her pulses; the old +magic of Spring was stirring in her, too. Dark and deep, the waters of +the river rolled dreamily by, waiting for the impulse which should send +the shallows singing to the sea, and stir the depths to a low, +murmurous symphony. + +Upon the left, as she walked, the road was bordered with elms and +maples, stretching far back to the hills. The woods were full of +unsuspected ravines and hollows, queer winding paths, great rocks, and +tiny streams. The children had called it the enchanted forest, and +played that a fairy prince and princess dwelt therein. + +The childhood memories came back to Evelina with a pang. She stopped +to wipe away the tears beneath her veil, to choke back a sob that +tightened her throat. Suddenly, she felt a presentiment of oncoming +evil, a rushing destiny that could not be swerved aside. Frightened, +she turned to go back; then stopped again. + +From above, on the upper part of the road, came the tread of horse's +feet and the murmur of wheels. Her face paled to marble, her feet +refused to move. The heart within her stood portentously still. With +downcast eyes she stood there, petrified, motionless, like a woman +carved in stone and clothed in black, veiled impenetrably in chiffon. + +At a furious pace, Anthony Dexter dashed by, his face as white as her +chiffon. She had known unerringly who was coming; and had felt the +searing consciousness of his single glance before, with a muttered +oath, he had lashed his horse to a gallop. This, then, was the last; +there was nothing more. + +The sound of the wheels died away in the distance. He had the pearls, +he had seen her, he knew that she had come back. And still she lived. + +Clear and high, like a bugle call, a strain of wild music came from the +enchanted forest. Evelina threw back her head, gasping for breath; her +sluggish feet stirred forward. Some forgotten valour of her spirit +leaped to answer the summons, as a soldier, wounded unto death, turns +to follow the singing trumpets that lead the charge. + +Strangely soft and tender, the strain came again, less militant, less +challenging. Swiftly upon its echo breathed another, hinting of peace. +Shaken to her inmost soul by agony, she took heed of the music with the +precise consciousness one gives to trifles at moments of unendurable +stress. Blindly she turned into the forest. + +"What was it?" she asked herself, repeatedly, wondering that she could +even hear at a time like this. A bird? No, there was never a bird to +sing like that. Almost it might be Pan himself with his syrinx, +walking abroad on the first day of Spring. + +The fancy appealed to her strongly, her swirling senses having become +exquisitely acute. "Pipes o' Pan," she whispered, "I will find and +follow you." To see the face of Pan meant death, according to the old +Greek legend, but death was something of which she was not afraid. + +Lyric, tremulous, softly appealing, the music came again. The bare +boughs bent with their chiming crystal, and a twig fell at her feet, +Sunlight starred the misty distance with pearl; shining branches swayed +to meet her as she passed. + +Farther in the wood, she turned, unconsciously in pursuit of that +will-o'-the-wisp of sound. Here and there out of the silence, it came +to startle her; to fill her with strange forebodings which were not +wholly of pain. + +Some subliminal self guided her, for heart and soul were merged in a +quivering ecstasy of torture which throbbed and thundered and +overflowed. "He saw me! He saw me! He saw me! He knew me! He knew +me! He knew me!" In a triple rhythm the words vibrated back and forth +unceasingly, as though upon a weaver's shuttle. + +For nearly an hour she went blindly in search of the music, pausing now +and then to listen intently, at times disheartened enough to turn back. +She had a mad fancy that Death was calling her, from some far height, +because Anthony Dexter had passed her on the road. + +Now trumpet-like and commanding, now tender and appealing, the mystic +music danced about her capriciously. Her feet grew weary, but the +blood and the love of life had begun to move in her, too, when her +whole nature was unspeakably stirred. She paused and leaned against a +tree, to listen for the pipes o' Pan. But all was silent; the white +stillness of the enchanted forest was like that of another world. With +a sigh, she turned to the left, reflecting that a long walk straight +through the woods would bring her out on the other road at a point near +her own home. + +Exquisitely faint and tender, the call rang out again. It was like +some far flute of April blown in a March dawn. "Oh, pipes o' Pan," +breathed Evelina, behind her shielding veil; "I pray you find me! I +pray you, give me joy--or death!" + +Swiftly the music answered, like a trumpet chanting from a height. +Scarcely knowing what she did, she began to climb the hill. It was a +more difficult way, but a nearer one, for just beyond the hill was her +house. + +Half-way up the ascent, the hill sloped back. There was a small level +place where one might rest before going on to the summit. It was not +more than a little nook, surrounded by pines. As she came to it, there +was a frightened chirp, and a flock of birds fluttered up from her +feet, leaving a generous supply of crumbs and grain spread upon the +earth. + +Against a great tree leaned a man, so brown and shaggy in his short +coat that he seemed like part of the tree trunk. He was of medium +height, wore high leather gaiters, and a grey felt hat with a long red +quill thrust rakishly through the band. His face was round and rosy +and the kindest eyes in the world twinkled at Evelina from beneath his +bushy eyebrows. At his feet, quietly happy, was a bright-eyed, yellow +mongrel with a stubby tail which wagged violently as Evelina +approached. Slung over the man's shoulder by a cord was a +silver-mounted flute. + +From his elevated position, he must have seen her when she entered the +wood, and had glimpses of her at intervals ever since. It was evident +that he thoroughly enjoyed the musical hide-and-seek he had forced her +to play while he was feeding the birds. His eyes laughed and there +were mischievous dimples in his round, rosy cheeks. + +"Oh," cried Evelina, in a tone of dull disappointment. + +"I called you," said the Piper, gently, "and you came." + +She turned on her heel and walked swiftly away. She went downhill with +more haste than dignity, turned to her right, and struck out through +the woods for the main road. + +The Piper watched her until she was lost among the trees. The birds +came back for their crumbs and grain and he stood patiently until his +feathered pensioners had finished and flown away, chirping with +satisfaction. Then he stooped to pat the yellow mongrel. + +"Laddie," he said, "I'm thinking there's no more gypsying for us just +now. To-morrow, we will not pack our shop upon our back and march on, +as we had thought to do. Some one needs us here, eh, Laddie?" + +The dog capered about his master's feet as if he understood and fully +agreed. He was a pitiful sort, even for a mongrel. One of his legs +had been broken and unskilfully set, so he did not run quite like other +dogs. + +"'T isn't a very good leg, Laddie," the Piper observed, "but I'm +thinking 't is better than none. Anyway, I did my best with it, and +now we'll push on a bit. It's our turn to follow, and we 're fain, +Laddie, you and I, to see where she lives." + +Bidding the dog stay at heel, the Piper followed Miss Evelina's track. +By dint of rapid walking, he reached the main road shortly after she +did. Keeping a respectful distance, and walking at the side of the +road, he watched her as she went home. From the safe shelter of a +clump of alders just below Miss Mehitable's he saw the veiled figure +enter the broken gate. + +"'T is the old house, Laddie," he said to the dog; "the very one we +were thinking of taking ourselves. Come on, now; we'll be going. +Down, sir! Home!" + + + + +VII + +"The Honour of the Spoken Word" + +Anthony Dexter sat in his library, alone, as usual. Under the lamp, +Ralph's letters were spread out before him, but he was not reading. +Indeed, he knew every line of them by heart, but he could not keep his +mind upon the letters. + +Between his eyes and the written pages there came persistently a veiled +figure, clothed shabbily in sombre black. Continually he fancied the +horror the veil concealed; continually, out of the past, his cowardice +and his shirking arose to confront him. + +A photograph of his wife, who had died soon after Ralph was born, had +been taken from the drawer. "A pretty, sweet woman," he mused. "A +good wife and a good mother." He told himself again that he had loved +her--that he loved her still. + +Yet behind his thought was sure knowledge. The woman who had entered +the secret fastnesses of his soul, and before whom he had trembled, was +the one whom he had seen in the dead garden, frail as a ghost, and +again on the road that morning. + +Dimly, and now for the first time, there came to his perception that +recognition of his mate which each man carries in his secret heart when +he has found his mate at all. Past the anguish that lay between them +like a two-edged sword, and through the mists of the estranging years, +Evelina had come back to claim her own. + +He saw that they were bound together, scarred in body or scarred in +soul; crippled, mutilated, or maimed though either or both might be, +the one significant fact was not altered. + +He knew now that his wife and the mother of his child had stood +outside, as all women but the one must ever stand. Nor did he guess +that she had known it from the first and that heart-hunger had hastened +her death. + +Aside from a very deep-seated gratitude to her for his son, Anthony +Dexter cherished no emotion for the sake of his dead wife. She had +come and gone across his existence as a butterfly crosses a field, +touching lightly here and there, but lingering not at all. Except for +Ralph, it was as though she had never been, so little did she now exist +for him. + +Yet Evelina was vital, alive, and out of the horror she had come back. +To him? He did not believe that she had come definitely to seek +him--he knew her pride too well for that. His mind strove to grasp the +reason of her coming, but it eluded him; evaded him at every point. +She had not forgotten; if she had, she would not have given back that +sinuous necklace of discoloured pearls. + +By the way, what had he done with the necklace? He remembered now. He +had thrown it far into the shrubbery, for the pearls were dead and the +love was dead. + +"First from the depths of the sea and then from the depths of my love." +The mocking words, written in faded ink on the yellowed slip of paper, +danced impishly across the pages of Ralph's letters. He had a curious +fancy that if his love had been deep enough the pearls would not have +turned black. + +Impatiently, he rose from the table and paced back and forth restlessly +across the library. "I'm a fool," he growled; "a doddering old fool. +No, that's not it--I've worked too hard." + +Valiantly he strove to dispel the phantoms that clustered about him. A +light step behind him chimed in with his as he walked and he feared to +look around, not knowing it was but the echo of his own. + +He went to a desk in the corner of the room and opened a secret drawer +that had not been opened for a long time. He took out a photograph, +wrapped in yellowed tissue paper, and went back to the table. He +unwrapped it, his blunt white fingers trembling ever so slightly, and +sat down. + +A face of surpassing loveliness looked back at him. It was Evelina, at +the noon of her girlish beauty, her face alight with love. Anthony +Dexter looked long at the perfect features, the warm, sweet, tempting +mouth, the great, trusting eyes, and the brown hair that waved so +softly back from her face; the all-pervading and abiding womanliness. +There was strength as well as beauty; tenderness, courage, charm. + +"Mate for a man," said Dexter, aloud. For such women as Evelina, the +knights of old did battle, and men of other centuries fought with their +own temptations and weaknesses. It was such as she who led men to the +heights, and pointed them to heights yet farther on. + +Insensibly, he compared Ralph's mother with Evelina. The two women +stood as far apart as a little, meaningless song stands from a great +symphony. One would fire a man with high ambition, exalt him with +noble striving--ah, but had she? Was it Evelina's fault that Anthony +Dexter was a coward and a shirk? Cravenly, he began to blame the +woman, to lay the burden of his own shortcomings at Evelina's door. + +Yet still the face stirred him. There was life in those walled +fastnesses of his nature which long ago he had denied. Self-knowledge +at last confronted him, and would not be put away. + +"And so, Evelina," he said aloud, "you have come back. And what do you +want? What can I do for you?" + +The bell rang sharply, as if answering his question. He started from +his chair, having heard no approaching footsteps. He covered the +photograph of Evelina with Ralph's letters, but the sweet face of the +boy's mother still looked out at him from its gilt frame. + +The old housekeeper went to the door with the utmost leisure. It +seemed to him an eternity before the door was opened. He stood there, +waiting, summoning his faculties of calmness and his powers of control, +to meet Evelina--to have out, at last, all the shame of the years. + +But it was not Evelina. The Reverend Austin Thorpe was wiping his feet +carefully upon the door-mat, and asking in deep, vibrant tones: "Is the +Doctor in?" + +Anthony Dexter could have cried out from relief. When the white-haired +old man came in, floundering helplessly among the furniture, as a +near-sighted person does, he greeted him with a cordiality that warmed +his heart. + +"I am glad," said the minister, "to find you in. Sometimes I am not so +fortunate. I came late, for that reason." + +"I've been busy," returned the Doctor. "Sit down." + +The minister sank into an easy chair and leaned toward the light. "I +wish I could have a lamp like this in my room," he remarked. "It gives +a good light." + +"You can have this one," returned Dexter, with an hysterical laugh, + +"I was not begging," said Mr. Thorpe, with dignity. "Miss Mehitable's +lamps are all small. Some of them give no more light than a candle." + +"'How far that little candle throws its beams,'" quoted Dexter. "'So +shines a good deed in a naughty world.'" + +There was a long interval of silence. Sometimes Thorpe and Doctor +Dexter would sit for an entire evening with less than a dozen words +spoken on either side, yet feeling the comfort of human companionship. + +"I was thinking," said, Thorpe, finally, "of the supreme isolation of +the human soul. You and I sit here, talking or not, as the mood +strikes us, and yet, what does speech matter? You know no more of me +than I choose to give you, nor I of you." + +"No," responded Dexter, "that is quite true." He did not realise what +Thorpe had just said, but he felt that it was safe to agree. + +"One grows morbid in thinking of it," pursued Thorpe, screening his +blue eyes from the light with his hand. "We are like a vast plain of +mountain peaks. Some of us have our heads in the clouds always, up +among the eternal snows. Thunders boom about us, lightning rives us, +storm and sleet beat upon us. There is a rumbling on some distant peak +and we know that it rains there, too. That is all we ever know. We +are not quite sure when our neighbours are happy or when they are +troubled; when there is sun and when there is storm. The secret forces +in the interior of the mountain work on unceasingly. The distance +hides it all. We never get near enough to another peak to see the +scars upon its surface, to know of the dead timber and the dried +streams, the marks of avalanches and glacial drift, the precipices and +pitfalls, the barren wastes. In blue, shimmering distance, the peaks +are veiled and all seem fair but our own." + +At the word "veiled," Dexter shuddered. "Very pretty," he said, with a +forced laugh which sounded flat. "Why don't you put it into a sermon?" + +Thorpe's face became troubled. "My sermons do not please," he +answered, with touching simplicity. "They say there is not enough of +hell." + +"I'm satisfied," commented the Doctor, in a grating voice. "I think +there's plenty of hell." + +"You never come to church," remarked the minister, not seeing the point. + +"There's hell enough outside--for any reasonable mortal," returned +Dexter. He was keyed to a high pitch. He felt that, at any instant, +something might snap and leave him inert. + +Thorpe sighed. His wrinkled old hand strayed out across the papers and +turned the face of Ralph's mother toward him. He studied it closely, +not having seen it before. Then he looked up at the Doctor, whose face +was again like a mask. + +"Your--?" A lift of the eyebrows finished the question. + +Dexter nodded, with assumed carelessness. There was another long pause. + +"Sometimes I envy you," said Thorpe, laying the picture down carefully, +"you have had so much of life and joy. I think it is better for you to +have had her and lost her than not to have had her at all," he +continued, unconsciously paraphrasing. "Even in your loneliness, you +have the comfort of memory, and your boy--I have wondered what a son +might mean to me, now, in my old age. Dead though she is, you know she +still loves you; that somewhere she is waiting to take your hand in +hers." + +"Don't!" cried Dexter. The strain was well-nigh insupportable. + +"Forgive me, my friend," returned Thorpe, quickly. "I--" Then he +paused. "As I was saying," he went on, after a little, "I have often +envied you." + +"Don't," said Dexter, again. "As you were also saying, distance hides +the peak and you do not see the scars." + +Thorpe's eyes sought the picture of Dexter's wife with an evident +tenderness, mingled with yearning. "I often think," he sighed, "that +in Heaven we may have a chance to pay our debt to woman. Through +woman's agony we come into the world, by woman's care we are nourished, +by woman's wisdom we are taught, by woman's love we are sheltered, and, +at the last, it is a woman who closes our eyes. At every crisis of a +man's life, a woman is always waiting, to help him if she may, and I +have seen that at any crisis in a woman's life, we are apt to draw back +and shirk. She helps us bear our difficulties; she faces hers alone." + +Dexter turned uneasily in his chair. His face was inscrutable. The +silent moment cried out for speech--for anything to relieve the +tension. Through Ralph's letters Evelina's eyes seemed to be upon him, +beseeching him to speak. + +"I knew a man,", said Anthony Dexter, hoarsely, "who unintentionally +contracted quite an unusual debt to a woman." + +"Yes?" returned, Thorpe, inquiringly. He was interested. + +"He was a friend of mine," the Doctor continued, with difficulty, "or +rather a classmate. I knew him best at college and afterward--only +slightly." + +"The debt," Thorpe reminded him, after a pause. "You were speaking, of +his debt to a woman." + +Dexter turned his face away from Thorpe and from the accusing eyes +beneath Ralph's letters. "She was a very beautiful girl," he went on, +carefully choosing his words, "and they loved each other as people love +but once. My--my friend was much absorbed in chemistry and had a +fondness for original experiment. She--the girl, you know--used to +study with him. He was teaching her and she often helped him in the +laboratory. + +"They were to be married," continued Dexter. "The day before they were +to be married, he went to her house and invited her to come to the +laboratory to see an experiment which he was trying for the first time +and which promised to be unusually interesting. I need not explain the +experiment--you would not understand. + +"On the way to the laboratory, they were talking, as lovers will. She +asked him if he loved her because she was herself; because, of all the +women in the world, she was the one God meant for him, or if he loved +her because he thought her beautiful. + +"He said that he loved her because she was herself, and, most of all, +because she was his. 'Then,' she asked, timidly, 'when I am old and +all the beauty has gone, you will love me still? It will be the same, +even when I am no longer lovely?' + +"He answered her as any man would, never dreaming how soon he was to be +tested. + +"In the laboratory, they were quite alone. He began the experiment, +explaining as he went, and she watched it as eagerly as he. He turned +away for a moment, to get another chemical. As he leaned over the +retort to put it in, he heard it seethe. With all her strength, she +pushed him away instantly. There was an explosion which shook the +walls of the laboratory, a quantity of deadly gas was released, and, in +the fumes, they both fainted. + +"When he came to his senses, he learned that she had been terribly +burned, and had been taken on the train to the hospital. He was the +one physician in the place and it was the only thing to be done. + +"As soon as he could, he went to the hospital. They told him there +that her life would be saved and they hoped for her eyesight, but that +she would be permanently and horribly disfigured. All of her features +were destroyed, they said--she would be only a pitiful wreck of a +woman." + +Thorpe was silent. His blue eyes were dim with pity. Dexter rose and +stood in front of him. "Do you understand?" he asked, in a voice that +was almost unrecognisable. "His face was close to the retort when she +pushed him away. She saved his life and he went away--he never saw her +again. He left her without so much as a word." + +"He went away?" asked the minister, incredulously. "Went away and left +her when she had so much to bear? Deserted her when she needed him to +help her bear it, and when she had saved him from death, or worse?" + +"You would not believe it possible?" queried Dexter, endeavouring to +make his voice even. + +"Of a cur, yes," said the minister, his voice trembling with +indignation, "but of a man, no." + +Anthony Dexter shrank back within himself. He was breathing heavily, +but his companion did not notice. + +"It was long ago," the Doctor continued, when he had partially regained +his composure. He dared not tell Thorpe that the man had married in +the meantime, lest he should guess too much. "The woman still lives, +and my--friend lives also. He has never felt right about it. What +should he do?" + +"The honour of the spoken word still holds him," said Thorpe, evenly. +"As I understand, he asked her to marry him and she consented. He was +never released from his promise--did not even ask for it. He slunk +away like a cur. In the sight of God he is bound to her by his own +word still. He should go to her and either fulfil his promise or ask +for release. The tardy fulfilment of his promise would be the only +atonement he could make." + +The midnight train came in and stopped, but neither heard it. + +"It would be very difficult," Thorpe was saying, "to retain any shred +of respect for a man like that. It shows your broad charity when you +call him 'friend.' I myself have not so much grace." + +Anthony Dexter's breath came painfully. He tightened his fingers on +the arm of the chair and said nothing. + +"It is a peculiar coincidence," mused Thorpe, He was thinking aloud +now. "In the old house just beyond Miss Mehitable's, farther up, you +know, a woman has just come to live who seems to have passed through +something like that. It would be strange, would it not, if she were +the one whom your--friend--had wronged?" + +"Very," answered Dexter, in a voice the other scarcely heard. + +"Perhaps, in this way, we may bring them together again. If the woman +is here, and you can find your friend, we may help him to wash the +stain of cowardice off his soul. Sometimes," cried Thorpe +passionately, "I think there is no sin but shirking. I can excuse a +liar, I can pardon a thief, I can pity a murderer, but a shirk--no!" +His voice broke and his wrinkled old hands trembled. + +"My--my friend," lied Anthony Dexter, wiping the cold sweat from his +forehead, "lives abroad. I have no way of finding him." + +"It is a pity," returned Thorpe. "Think of a man meeting his God like +that! It tempts one to believe in a veritable hell!" + +"I think there is a veritable hell," said Dexter, with a laugh which +was not good to hear. "I think, by this time, my friend must believe +in it as well. I remember that he did not, before the--it, I mean, +happened." + +Far from feeling relief, Anthony Dexter was scourged anew. A thousand +demons leaped from the silence to mock him; the earth rolled beneath +his feet. The impulse of confession was strong upon him, even in the +face of Thorpe's scorn. He wondered why only one church saw the need +of the confessional, why he could not go, even to Thorpe, and share the +burden that oppressed his guilty soul. + +The silence was not to be borne. The walls of the room swayed back and +forth, as though they were of fabric and stirred by all the winds of +hell. The floor undulated; his chair sank dizzily beneath him. + +Dexter struggled to his feet, clutching convulsively at the table. His +lips were parched and his tongue clung to the roof of his mouth. +"Thorpe," he said, in a hoarse whisper, "I----" + +The minister raised his hand. "Listen! I thought I heard----" + +A whistle sounded outside, the gate clanged shut. A quick, light step +ran up the walk, the door opened noisily, and a man rushed in. He +seemed to bring into that hopeless place all the freshness of immortal +Youth. + +Blinded, Dexter moved forward, his hands outstretched to meet that +eager clasp. + +"Father! Father!" cried Ralph, joyously; "I've come home!" + + + + +VIII + +Piper Tom + +"Laddie," said the Piper to the yellow mongrel, "we'll be having +breakfast now." + +The dog answered with a joyous yelp. "You talk too much," observed his +master, in affectionate reproof; "'t is fitting that small yellow dogs +should be seen and not heard." + +It was scarcely sunrise, but the Piper's day began--and ended--early. +He had a roaring fire in the tiny stove which warmed his shop, and the +tea-kettle hummed cheerily. All about him was the atmosphere of +immaculate neatness. It was not merely the lack of dust and dirt, but +a positive cleanliness. + +His beardless face was youthful, but the Piper's hair was tinged with +grey at the temples. One judged him to be well past forty, yet fully +to have retained his youth. His round, rosy mouth was puckered in a +whistle as he moved about the shop and spread the tiny table with a +clean cloth. + +Ranged about him in orderly rows was his merchandise. Tom Barnaby +never bothered with fixtures and showcases. Chairs, drygoods boxes, +rough shelves of his own making, and a few baskets sufficed him. + +In the waterproof pedler's pack which he carried on his back when his +shop was in transit, he had only the smaller articles which women +continually need. Calico, mosquito netting, buttons, needles, thread, +tape, ribbons, stationery, hooks and eyes, elastic, shoe laces, sewing +silk, darning cotton, pins, skirt binding, and a few small frivolities +in the way of neckwear, veils, and belts--these formed Piper Tom's +stock in trade. By dint of close packing, he wedged an astonishing +number of things into a small space, and was not too heavily laden +when, with his dog and his flute, he set forth upon the highway to +establish his shop in the next place that seemed promising. + +"All unknowing, Laddie," he said to the dog, as he sat down to his +simple breakfast, "we've come into competition with a woman who keeps a +shop like ours, which we didn't mean to do. It's for this that we were +making a new set of price tags all day of yesterday, which happened to +be the Sabbath. It wouldn't be becoming of us to charge less than she +and take her trade away from her, so we've started out on an even basis. + +"Poor lady," laughed the Piper, "she was not willing for us to know her +prices, thinking we were going to sell cheaper than she. 'T is a hard +world for women, Laddie. I'm thinking 'tis no wonder they grow +suspicious at times." + +The dog sat patiently till Piper Tom finished his breakfast, well +knowing that a generous share would be given him outside. While the +dog ate, his master put the shop into the most perfect order, removing +every particle of dust, and whistling meanwhile. + +When the weather permitted, the shop was often left to keep itself, the +door being hospitably propped open with a brick, while the dog and his +master went gypsying. With a ragged, well-worn book in one pocket, a +parcel of bread and cheese in another, and his flute slung over his +shoulder, the Piper was prepared to spend the day abroad. He carried, +too, a bone for the dog, well wrapped in newspaper, and an old silver +cup to drink from. + +Having finished his breakfast, the dog scampered about eagerly, +indicating, by many leaps and barks, that it was time to travel, but +the Piper raised his hand. + +"Not to-day, Laddie," he said. "If we travel to-day, we'll not be +going far. Have you forgotten that 't was only day before yesterday we +found our work? Come here." + +The dog seated himself before the Piper, his stubby tail wagging +impatiently. + +"She's a poor soul, Laddie," sighed the Piper, at length. "I'm +thinking she's seen Sorrow face to face and has never had the courage +to turn away. She was walking in the woods, trying to find the strange +music, and was disappointed when she saw 't was only us. We must make +her glad 't was us." + +After a long time, the Piper spoke again, with a lingering tenderness. +"She must be very beautiful, I'm thinking, Laddie; else she would not +hide her face. Very beautiful and very sad." + +When the sun was high, Piper Tom climbed the hill, followed by his +faithful dog. On his shoulder he bore a scythe and under the other arm +was a spade. He entered Miss Evelina's gate without ceremony and made +a wry face as he looked about him. He scarcely knew where to begin. + +The sound of the wide, even strokes roused Miss Evelina from her +lethargy, and she went to the window, veiled. At first she was +frightened when she saw the queer man whom she had met in the woods +hard at work in her garden. + +The red feather in his hat bobbed cheerfully up and down, the little +yellow dog ran about busily, and the Piper was whistling lustily an +old, half-forgotten tune. + +She watched him for some time, then a new thought frightened her again. +She had no money with which to pay him for clearing out her garden, and +he would undoubtedly expect payment. She must go out and tell him not +to work any more; that she did not wish to have the weeds removed. + +Cringing before the necessity, she went out. The Piper did not see her +until she was very near him, then, startled in his turn, he said, "Oh!" +and took off his hat. + +"Good-morning, madam," he went on, making a low bow. She noted that +the tip of his red feather brushed the ground. "What can I do for you, +more than I'm doing now?" + +"It is about that," stammered Evelina, "that I came. You must not work +in my garden." + +"Surely," said the Piper, "you don't mean that! Would you have it all +weeds? And 't is hard work for such as you." + +"I--I--" answered Miss Evelina, almost in a whisper; "I have no money." + +The Piper laughed heartily and put on his hat again. "Neither have I," +he said, between bursts of seemingly uncalled-for merriment, "and +probably I'm the only man in these parts who's not looking for it. Did +you think I'd ask for pay for working in the garden?" + +His tone made her feel that she had misjudged him and she did not know +what to say in reply. + +"Laddie and I have no garden of our own," he explained, "and so we're +digging in yours. The place wants cleaning, for 't is a long time +since any one cared enough for it to dig. I was passing, and I saw a +place I thought I could make more pleasant. Have I your leave to try?" + +"Why--why, yes," returned Miss Evelina, slowly. "If you'd like to, I +don't mind." + +He dismissed her airily, with a wave of his hand, and she went back +into the house, never once turning her head. + +"She's our work, Laddie," said the Piper, "and I'm thinking we've begun +in the right way. All the old sadness is piled up in the garden, and +I'm thinking there's weeds in her life, too, that it's our business to +take out. At any rate, we'll begin here and do this first. One step +at a time, Laddie--one step at a time. That's all we have to take, +fortunately. When we can't see ahead, it's because we can't look +around a corner." + +All that day from behind her cobwebbed windows, Miss Evelina watched +the Piper and his dog. Weeds and thistles fell like magic before his +strong, sure strokes. He carried out armful after armful of rubbish +and made a small-sized mountain in the road, confining it with stray +boards and broken branches, as it was too wet to be burned. + +Wherever she went, in the empty house, she heard that cheery, +persistent whistle. As usual, Miss Hitty left a tray on her doorstep, +laden with warm, wholesome food. Since that first day, she had made no +attempt to see Miss Evelina. She brought her tray, rapped, and went +away quietly, exchanging it for another when it was time for the next +meal. + +Meanwhile, Miss Evelina's starved body was responding, slowly but +surely, to the simple, well-cooked food. Hitherto, she had not cared +to eat and scarcely knew what she was eating. Now she had learned to +discriminate between hot rolls and baking-powder biscuit, between thick +soups and thin broths, custards and jellies. + +Miss Evelina had wound one of the clocks, setting it by the midnight +train, and loosening the machinery by a few drops of oil which she had +found in an old bottle, securely corked. At eight, at one, and at six, +Miss Hitty's tray was left at her back door--there had not been the +variation of a minute since the first day. Preoccupied though she was, +Evelina was not insensible of the kindness, nor of the fact that she +was stronger, physically, than she had been for years. + +And now in the desolate garden, there was visible evidence of more +kindness. Perhaps the world was not wholly a place of grief and tears. +Out there among the weeds a man laboured cheerfully--a man of whom she +had no knowledge and upon whom she had no claim. + +He sang and whistled as he strove mightily with the weeds. Now and +then, he sharpened his scythe with his whetstone and attacked the dense +undergrowth with yet more vigour. The little yellow mongrel capered +joyfully and unceasingly, affecting to hide amidst the mass of rubbish, +scrambling out with sharp, eager barks when his master playfully buried +him, and retreating hastily before the oncoming scythe. + +Miss Evelina could not hear, but she knew that the man was talking to +the dog in the pauses of his whistling. She knew also that the dog +liked it, even if he did not understand. She observed that the dog was +not beautiful--could not be called so by any stretch of the +imagination--and yet the man talked to him, made a friend of him, loved +him. + +At noon, the Piper laid down his scythe, clambered up on the crumbling +stone wall, and ate his bread and cheese, while the dog nibbled at his +bone. From behind a shutter in an upper room, Miss Evelina noted that +the dog also had bread and cheese, sharing equally with his master. + +The Piper went to the well, near the kitchen door, and drank copiously +of the cool, clear water from his silver cup. Then he went back to +work again. + +Out in the road, the rubbish accumulated. When the Piper stood behind +it. Miss Evelina could barely see the tip of the red feather that +bobbed rakishly in his hat. Once he disappeared, leaving the dog to +keep a reluctant guard over the spade and scythe. When he came back, +he had a rake and a large basket, which made the collection of rubbish +easier. + +Safe in her house, Miss Evelina watched him idly. Her thought was +taken from herself for the first time in all the five-and-twenty years. +She contemplated anew the willing service of Miss Mehitable, who asked +nothing of her except the privilege of leaving daily sustenance at her +barred and forbidding door. "Truly," said Miss Evelina to herself, "it +is a strange world." + +The personality of the Piper affected her in a way she could not +analyse. He did not attract her, neither was he wholly repellent. She +did not feel friendly toward him, yet she could not turn wholly aside. +There had been something strangely alluring in his music, which haunted +her even now, though she resented his making game of her and leading +her through the woods as he had. + +Over and above and beyond all, she remembered the encounter upon the +road, always with a keen, remorseless pain which cut at her heart like +a knife. Miss Evelina thought she was familiar with knives, but this +one hurt in a new way and cut, seemingly, at a place which had not been +touched before. + +Since the "white night" which had turned her hair to lustreless snow, +nothing had hurt her so much. Her coming to the empty house, driven, +as she was, by poverty--entering alone into a tomb of memories and dead +happiness,--had not stabbed so deeply or so surely. She saw herself +first on one peak and then on another, a valley of humiliation and +suffering between which it had taken twenty-five years to cross. From +the greatest hurt at the beginning to the greatest hurt--at the end? +Miss Evelina started from her chair, her hands upon her leaping heart. +The end? Ah, dear God, no! There was no end to grief like hers! + +Insistently, through her memory, sounded the pipes o' Pan--the wild, +sweet, tremulous strain which had led her away from the road where she +had been splashed with the mud from Anthony Dexter's carriage wheels. +The man with the red feather in his hat had called her, and she had +come. Now he was digging in her garden, making the desolate place +clean, if not cheerful. + +Conscious of an unfamiliar detachment, Miss Evelina settled herself to +think. The first hurt and the long pain which followed it, the blurred +agony of remembrance when she had come back to the empty house, then +the sharp, clean-cut stroke when she stood on the road, her eyes +downcast, and heard the wheels rush by, then clear and challenging, the +pipes o' Pan. + +"'There is a divinity that shapes our ends,'" she thought, "'rough-hew +them how we may.'" Where had she heard that before? She remembered, +now--it was a favourite quotation of Anthony Dexter's. + +Her lip curled scornfully. Was she never to be free from Anthony +Dexter? Was she always to be confronted with his cowardice, his +shirking, his spoken and written thoughts? Was she always to see his +face as she had seen it last, his great love for her shining in his +eyes for all the world to read? Was she to see forever his pearl +necklace, discoloured, snaky, and cold, as meaningless as the yellow +slip of paper that had come with it? + +Where was the divinity that had shaped her course hither? Why had she +been driven back to the place of her crucifixion, to stand veiled in +the road while he drove by and splashed her with mud from his wheels? + +Out in the garden, the Piper still strove with the weeds. He had the +place nearly half cleared now. The space on the other side of the +house was, as yet, untouched, and the trees and shrubbery all needed +trimming. The wall was broken in places, earth had drifted upon it, +and grass and weeds had taken root in the crevices. + +Upon one side of the house, nearly all of the bare earth had been raked +clean. He was on the western slope, now, where the splendid poppies +had once grown. Pausing in his whistling, the Piper stooped and picked +up some small object. Miss Evelina cowered behind her shielding +shutters, for she guessed that he had found the empty vial which had +contained laudanum. + +The Piper sniffed twice at the bottle. His scent was as keen as a +hunting dog's. Then he glanced quickly toward the house where Miss +Evelina, unveiled, shrank back into the farthest corner of an upper +room. + +He walked to the gate, no longer whistling, and slowly, thoughtfully, +buried it deep in the rubbish. Could Miss Evelina have seen his face, +she would have marvelled at the tenderness which transfigured it and +wondered at the mist that veiled his eyes. + +He stood at the gate for a long time, leaning on his scythe, his back +to the house. In sympathy with his master's mood, the dog was quiet, +and merely nosed about among the rubbish. By a flash of intuition, +Miss Evelina knew that the finding of the bottle had made clear to the +Piper much that he had not known before. + +She felt herself an open book before those kind, keen eyes, which +neither sought nor avoided her veiled face. All the sorrow and the +secret suffering would be his, if he chose to read it. Miss Evelina +knew that she must keep away. + +The sun set without splendour. Still the Piper stood there, leaning on +his scythe, thinking. All the rubbish in the garden was old, except +the empty laudanum bottle. The label was still legible, and also the +warning word, "Poison." She had put it there herself--he had no doubt +of that. + +The dog whined and licked his master's hand, as though to say it was +time to go home. At length the Piper roused himself and gathered up +his tools. He carried them to a shed at the back of the house, and +Miss Evelina, watching, knew that he was coming back to finish his +self-appointed task. + +"Yes," said the Piper, "we'll be going. 'T is not needful to bark." + +He went down-hill slowly, the little dog trotting beside him and +occasionally licking his hand. They went into the shop, the door of +which was still propped open. The Piper built a fire, removed his coat +and hat, took off his leggings, cleaned his boots, and washed his hands. + +Then, unmindful of the fact that it was supper-time, he sat down. The +dog sat down, too, pressing hard against him. The Piper took the dog's +head between his hands and looked long into the loving, eager eyes. + +"She will be very beautiful, Laddie," he sighed, at length, "very +beautiful and very brave." + + + + +IX + +Housecleaning + +The brisk, steady tap sounded at Miss Evelina's door. It was a little +after eight, and she opened it, expecting to find her breakfast, as +usual. Much to her surprise, Miss Mehitable stood there, armed with a +pail, mop, and broom. Behind her, shy and frightened, was Araminta, +similarly equipped. + +The Reverend Austin Thorpe, having carried a step-ladder to the back +door, had then been abruptly dismissed. Under the handle of her +scrubbing pail, the ministering angel had slipped the tray containing +Miss Evelina's breakfast. + +"I've slopped it over some," she said, in explanation, "but you won't +mind that. Someway, I've never had hands enough to do what I've had to +do. Most of the work in the world is slid onto women, and then, as if +that wasn't enough, they're given skirts to hold up, too. Seems to me +that if the Almighty had meant for women to be carrying skirts all +their lives, He'd have give us another hand and elbow in our backs, +like a jinted stove-pipe, for the purpose. Not having the extra hand, +I go short on skirts when I'm cleaning." + +Miss Mehitable's clean, crisp, calico gown ceased abruptly at her +ankles. Araminta's blue and white gingham was of a similar length, and +her sleeves, guiltless of ruffles, came only to her dimpled elbows. +Araminta was trying hard not to stare at Miss Evelina's veil while Aunt +Hitty talked. + +"We've come," asserted Miss Mehitable, "to clean your house. We've +cleaned our own and we ain't tired yet, so we're going to do some +scrubbing here. I guess it needs it." + +Miss Evelina was reminded of the Piper, who was digging in her garden +because he had no garden of his own. "I can't let you," she said, +hesitating over the words. "You're too kind to me, and I'm going to do +my cleaning myself." + +"Fiddlesticks!" snorted Miss Hitty, brushing Miss Evelina from her path +and marching triumphantly in. "You ain't strong enough to do cleaning. +You just set down and eat your breakfast. Me and Minty will begin +upstairs." + +In obedience to a gesture from her aunt, Araminta crept upstairs. The +house had not yet taken on a habitable look, and as she stood in the +large front room, deep in dust and draped with cobwebs, she was afraid. + +Meanwhile Miss Mehitable had built a fire in the kitchen stove, put +kettles of water on to heat, stretched a line across the yard, and +brought in the step-ladder. Miss Evelina sat quietly, and apparently +took no notice of the stir that was going on about her. She had not +touched her breakfast. + +"Why don't you eat?" inquired Miss Hitty, not unkindly. + +"I'm not hungry," returned Miss Evelina, timidly. + +"Well," answered Miss Mehitable, her perception having acted in the +interval, "I don't wonder you ain't, with all this racket goin' on. +I'll be out of here in a minute and then you can set here, nice and +quiet, and eat. I never like to eat when there's anything else going +on around me. It drives me crazy." + +True to her word, she soon ascended the stairs, where the quaking +Araminta awaited her. "It'll take some time for the water to heat," +observed Miss Hitty, "but there's plenty to do before we get to +scrubbing. Remember what I've told you, Minty. The first step in +cleaning a room is to take out of it everything that ain't nailed to +it." + +Every window was opened to its highest point. Some were difficult to +move, but with the aid of Araminta's strong young arms, they eventually +went up as desired. From the windows descended torrents of bedding, +rugs, and curtains, a veritable dust storm being raised in the process. + +"When I go down after the hot water, I'll hang these things on the +line," said Miss Mehitable, briskly. "They can't get any dustier on +the ground than they are now." + +The curtains were so frail that they fell apart in Miss Hitty's hands. +"You can make her some new ones, Minty," she said. "She can get some +muslin at Mis' Allen's, and you can sew on curtains for a while instead +of quilts. It'll be a change." + +None too carefully, Miss Mehitable tore up the rag carpet and threw it +out of the window, sneezing violently. "There's considerable less dirt +here already than there was when we come," she continued, "though we +ain't done any real cleaning yet. She can't never put that carpet down +again, it's too weak. We'll get a bucket of paint and paint the +floors. I guess Sarah Grey had plenty of rugs. She's got a lot of rag +carpeting put away in the attic if the moths ain't ate it, and, now +that I think of it, I believe she packed it into the cedar chest. +Anyway I advised her to. 'It'll come handy,' I told her, 'for Evelina, +if you don't live to use it yourself.' So if the moths ain't got the +good of it, there's carpet that can be made into rugs with some fringe +on the ends. I always did like the smell of fresh paint, anyhow. +There's nothin' you can put into a house that'll make it smell as fresh +and clean as paint. Varnish is good, too, but it's more expensive. +I'll go down now, and get the hot water and the ladder. I reckon she's +through with her breakfast by this time." + +Miss Evelina had finished her breakfast, as the empty tray proved. She +sat listlessly in her chair and the water on the stove was boiling over. + +"My sakes, Evelina," cried Miss Hitty, sharply, "I should think +you'd--I should think you'd hear the water fallin' on the stove," she +concluded, lamely. It was impossible to scold her as she would have +scolded Araminta. + +"I'm goin' out now to put things on the line," continued Miss Hitty. +"When I get Minty started to cleanin', I'll come down and beat." + +Miss Evelina made no response. She watched her brisk neighbour +wearily, without interest, as she hurried about the yard, dragging +mattresses into the sunlight, hanging musty bedding on the line, and +carrying the worn curtains to the mountain of rubbish which the Piper +had reared in front of the house. + +"That creeter with the red feather can clean the yard if he's a mind +to," mused Miss Hitty, who was fully conversant with the Piper's work, +"but he can't clean the house. I'm going to do that myself." + +She went in and was presently in her element. The smell of yellow soap +was as sweet incense in the nostrils of Miss Hitty, and the sound of +the scrubbing brush was melodious in her ears. She brushed down the +walls with a flannel cloth tied over a broom, washed the windows, +scrubbed every inch of the woodwork, and prepared the floor for its +destined coat of paint. + +Then she sent Araminta into the next room with the ladder, and began on +the furniture. This, too, was thoroughly scrubbed, and as much paint +and varnish as would come off was allowed to come. "It'll have to be +painted," thought Miss Hitty, scrubbing happily, "but when it is +painted, it'll be clean underneath, and that's more than it has been. +Evelina 'll sleep clean to-night for the first time since she come +here. There's a year's washin' to be done in this house and before I +get round to that, I'll lend her some of my clean sheets and a quilt or +two of Minty's." + +Adjourning to the back yard, Miss Mehitable energetically beat a +mattress until no more dust rose from it. With Araminta's aid she +carried it upstairs and put it in place. "I'm goin' home now after my +dinner and Evelina's," said Miss Hitty, "and when I come back I'll +bring sheets and quilts for this. You clean till I come back, and then +you can go home for your own lunch." + +Araminta assented and continued her work. She never questioned her +aunt's dictates, and this was why there was no friction between the two. + +When Miss Mehitable came back, however, half buried under the mountain +of bedding, she was greeted by a portentous silence. Hurrying +upstairs, she discovered that Araminta had fallen from the ladder and +was in a white and helpless heap on the floor, while Miss Evelina +chafed her hands and sprinkled her face with water. + +"For the land's sake!" cried Miss Hitty. "What possessed Minty to go +and fall off the ladder! Help me pick her up, Evelina, and we'll lay +her on the bed in the room we've just cleaned. She'll come to +presently. She ain't hurt." + +But Araminta did not "come to." Miss Mehitable tried everything she +could think of, and fairly drenched the girl with cold water, without +avail. + +"What did it?" she demanded with some asperity. "Did she see anything +that scared her?" + +"No," answered Miss Evelina, shrinking farther back into her veil. "I +was downstairs and heard her scream, then she fell and I ran up. It +was just a minute or two before you came in." + +"Well," sighed Miss Hitty, "I suppose we'll have to have a doctor. You +fix that bed with the clean things I brought. It's easy to do it +without movin' her after the under sheet is on and I'll help you with +that. Don't pour any more cold water on her. If water would have +brung her to she'd be settin' up by now. And don't get scared. Minty +ain't hurt." + +With this comforting assurance, Miss Hitty sped down-stairs, but her +mind was far from at rest. At the gate she stopped, suddenly +confronted by the fact that she could not bring Anthony Dexter to +Evelina's house. + +"What'll I do!" moaned Miss Hitty. "What'll I do! Minty'll die if she +ain't dead now!" + +The tears rolled down her wrinkled cheeks, but she ran on, as fast as +her feet would carry her, toward Doctor Dexter's. "The way'll be +opened," she thought--"I'm sure it will." + +The way was opened in an unexpected fashion, for Doctor Ralph Dexter +answered Miss Hitty's frantic ring at his door. + +"I'd clean forgotten you," she stammered, wholly taken aback. "I don't +believe you're anything but a play doctor, but, as things is, I reckon +you'll have to do." + +Doctor Ralph Dexter threw back his head and laughed--a clear, ringing +boyish laugh which was very good to hear. + +"'Play doctor' is good," he said, "when anybody's worked as much like a +yellow dog as I have. Anyhow, I'll have to do, for father's not at +home. Who's dead?" + +"It's Araminta," explained Miss Hitty, already greatly relieved. "She +fell off a step-ladder and ain't come to yet." + +Doctor Ralph's face grew grave. "Wait a minute." He went into the +office and returned almost immediately. As luck would have it, the +doctor's carriage was at the door, waiting for a hurry call. + +"Jump in," commanded Doctor Ralph. "You can tell me about it on the +way. Where do we go?" + +Miss Hitty issued directions to the driver and climbed in. In spite of +her trouble, she was not insensible of the comfort of the cushions nor +the comparative luxury of the conveyance. She was also mindful of the +excitement her presence in the doctor's carriage produced in her +acquaintances as they rushed past. + +By dint of much questioning, Doctor Ralph obtained a full account of +the accident, all immaterial circumstances being brutally eliminated as +they cropped up in the course of her speech. "It's God's own mercy," +said Miss Hitty, as they stopped at the gate, "that we'd cleaned that +room. We couldn't have got it any cleaner if 't was for a layin' out +instead of a sickness. Oh, Ralph," she pleaded, "don't let Minty die!" + +"Hush!" said Doctor Ralph, sternly. He spoke with an authority new to +Miss Hitty, who, in earlier days, had been wont to drive Ralph out of +her incipient orchard with a bed slat, sharpened at one end into a +formidable weapon of offence. + +Araminta was still unconscious, but she was undressed, and in bed, clad +in one of Miss Evelina's dainty but yellowed nightgowns. Doctor Ralph +worked with incredible quickness and Miss Hitty watched him, wondering, +frightened, yet with a certain sneaking confidence in him. + +"Fracture of the ankle," he announced, briefly, "and one or two bad +bruises. Plaster cast and no moving." + +When Araminta returned to consciousness, she thought she was dead and +had gone to Heaven. The room was heavy with soothing antiseptic +odours, and she seemed to be suspended in a vapoury cloud. On the edge +of the cloud hovered Miss Evelina, veiled, and Aunt Hitty, who was most +assuredly crying. There was a stranger, too, and Araminta gazed at him +questioningly. + +Doctor Ralph's hand, firm and cool, closed over hers. "Don't you +remember me, Araminta?" he asked, much as one would speak to a child. +"The last time I saw you, you were hanging out a basket of clothes. +The grass was very green and the sky was a bright blue, and the petals +of apple blossoms were drifting all round your feet. I called to you, +and you ran into the house. Now I've got you where you can't get away." + +Araminta's pale cheeks flushed. She looked pleadingly at Aunt Hitty, +who had always valiantly defended her from the encroachments of boys +and men. + +"You come downstairs with me, Ralph Dexter," commanded Aunt Hitty. +"I've got some talking to do to you. Evelina, you set here with +Araminta till I get back." + +Miss Evelina drew a damp, freshly scrubbed chair to the bedside. "I +fell off the step-ladder, didn't I?" asked Araminta, vaguely. + +"Yes, dear." Miss Evelina's voice was very low and sweet. "You fell, +but you're all right now. You're going to stay here until you get +well. Aunt Hitty and I are going to take care of you." + +In the cobwebbed parlour, meanwhile, Doctor Ralph was in the hands of +the attorney for the prosecution, who questioned him ceaselessly. + +"What's wrong with Minty?" + +"Broken ankle." + +"How did it happen to get broke?" demanded Miss Hitty, with harshness. +"I never knew an ankle to get broke by falling off a ladder." + +"Any ankle will break," temporised Dr. Ralph, "if it is hurt at the +right point." + +"I wish I could have had your father." + +"Father wasn't there," returned Ralph, secretly amused. "You had to +take me." + +Miss Hitty's face softened. There were other reasons why she could not +have had Ralph's father. + +"When can Minty go home?" + +"Minty can't go home until she's well. She's got to stay right here." + +"If she'd fell in the yard," asked Miss Hitty, peering keenly at him +over her spectacles, "would she have had to stay in the yard till she +got well?" + +The merest suspicion of a dimple crept into the corner of Doctor +Ralph's mouth. His eyes danced, but otherwise his face was very grave. +"She would," he said, in his best professional manner. "A shed would +have had to be built over her." He fancied that Miss Hitty's constant +presence might prove disastrous to a nervous patient. He liked the +quiet, veiled woman, who obeyed his orders without question. + +"How much," demanded Miss Mehitable, "is it going to cost?" + +"I don't know," answered Ralph, honestly. "I'll have to come every day +for a long time--perhaps twice a day," he added, remembering the curve +of Araminta's cheek and her long, dark lashes. + +Miss Hitty made an indescribable sound. Pain, fear, disbelief, and +contempt were all mingled in it. + +"Don't worry," said Ralph, kindly. "You know doctoring sometimes comes +by wholesale." + +Miss Hitty's relief was instantaneous and evident. "There's regular +prices, I suppose," she said. "Broken toe, broken ankle, broken +leg--each one so much. Is that it?" + +Doctor Ralph was seized with a violent fit of coughing. + +"How much is ankles?" demanded his inquisitor. + +"I'll leave that all to you, Miss Hitty," said Ralph, when he recovered +his composure. "You can pay me whatever you think is right." + +"I shouldn't pay you anything I didn't think was right," she returned, +sharply, "unless I was made to by law. As long as you've got to come +every day for a spell, and mebbe twice, I'll give you five dollars the +day Minty walks again. If that won't do, I'll get the doctor over to +the Ridge." + +Doctor Ralph coughed so hard that he was obliged to cover his face with +his handkerchief. "I should think," said Miss Mehitable, "that if you +were as good a doctor as you pretend to be, you'd cure your own +coughin' spells. First thing you know, you'll be running into quick +consumption. Will five dollars do?" + +Ralph bowed, but his face was very red and he appeared to be struggling +with some secret emotion. "I couldn't think of taking as much as five +dollars, Miss Hitty," he said, gallantly. "I should not have ventured +to suggest over four and a half." + +"He's cheaper than his father," thought Miss Hitty, quickly suspicious. +"That's because he ain't as good a doctor." + +"Four and a half, then," she said aloud. "Is it a bargain?" + +"It is," said Ralph, "and I'll take the best possible care of Araminta. +Shake hands on it." He went out, his shoulders shaking with suppressed +merriment, and Miss Hitty watched him through the grimy front window. + +"Seems sort of decent," she thought, "and not too grasping. He might +be real nice if he wasn't a man." + + + + +X + +Ralph's First Case + +"Father," said Ralph at breakfast, "I got my first case yesterday." + +Anthony Dexter smiled at the tall, straight young fellow who sat +opposite him. He did not care about the case but he found endless +satisfaction in Ralph. + +"What was it?" he asked, idly. + +"Broken ankle. I only happened to get it because you were out. I was +accused of being a 'play doctor,' but, under the circumstances, I had +to do." + +"Miss Mehitable?" queried Doctor Dexter, with lifted brows. "I +wouldn't have thought her ankles could be broken by anything short of +machinery." + +"Guess they couldn't," laughed Ralph. "Anyhow, they were all right at +last accounts. It's Araminta--the pretty little thing who lives with +the dragon." + +"Oh!" There was the merest shade of tenderness in the exclamation. +"How did it happen?" + +"Divesting the circumstance of all irrelevant material," returned +Ralph, reaching for another crisp roll, "it was like this. With true +missionary spirit and in the belief that cleanliness is closely related +to godliness, Miss Mehitable determined to clean the old house on the +hill. The shack has been empty a long time; but now has a tenant--of +whom more anon. + +"Miss Mehitable's own mansion, it seems, has been scrubbed inside and +out, and painted and varnished and generally torn up, even though it is +early in the year for such unholy doings. Having finished her own +premises, and still having strength in her elbow, and the housecleaning +microbe being yet on an unchecked rampage through her virtuous system, +and there being some soap left, Miss Mehitable wanders up to the house +with her pail. + +"Shackled to her, also with a pail, is the helpless Araminta. Among +the impedimenta are the Reverend Austin Thorpe and the step-ladder, the +Reverend Thorpe being, dismissed at the door and allowed to run amuck +for the day. + +"The Penates are duly thrown out of the windows, the veiled chatelaine +sitting by mute and helpless. One room is scrubbed till it's so clean +a fly would fall down in it, and the ministering angel goes back to her +own spotless residence after bedding. I believe I didn't understand +exactly why she went after the bedding, but I can doubtless find out +the next time I see Miss Mehitable. + +"In the absence of the superintendent, Araminta seizes the opportunity +to fall off the top of the ladder, lighting on her ankle, and fainting +most completely on the way down. The rest is history. + +"Doctor Dexter being out, his son, perforce, has to serve. The ankle +being duly set and the excitement allayed, terms are made in private +with the 'play doctor.' How much, Father, do you suppose I am to be +paid the day Araminta walks again?" + +Doctor Dexter dismissed the question. "Couldn't guess," he grunted. + +"Four and a half," said Ralph, proudly. + +"Hundred?" asked Doctor Dexter, with a gleam of interest. "You must +have imbibed high notions at college." + +"Hundred!" shouted Ralph, "Heavens, no! Four dollars and a half! Four +dollars and fifty cents, marked down from five for this day only. +Special remnant sale of repaired ankles!" The boy literally doubled +himself in his merriment. + +"You bloated bondholder," said his father, fondly. "Don't be +extravagant with it." + +"I won't," returned Ralph, between gasps. "I thought I'd put some of +it into unincumbered real estate and loan the rest on good security at +five per cent." + +Into the lonely house Ralph's laughter came like the embodied spirit of +Youth. It searched out the hidden corners, illuminated the shadows, +stirred the silences to music. A sunbeam danced on the stair, where, +according to Doctor Dexter's recollection, no sunbeam had ever dared to +dance before. Ah, it, was good to have the boy at home! + +"Miss Mehitable," observed Doctor Dexter, after a pause, "is like the +poor--always with us. I seldom get to a patient who is really in +danger before she does. She seems to have secret wires stretched all +over the country and she has the clinical history of the neighbourhood +at her tongue's end. What's more, she distributes it, continually, +painstakingly, untiringly. Every detail of every case I have charge of +is spread broadcast, by Miss Mehitable. I'd have a bad reputation, +professionally, if so much about my patients was generally known +anywhere else." + +"Is she a good nurse?" asked Ralph. + +"According to her light, yes; but she isn't willing to work on +recognised lines. She'll dose my patients with roots and herbs of her +own concocting if she gets a chance, and proudly claim credit for the +cure. If the patient dies, everybody blames me. I can't sit by a case +of measles and keep Miss Mehitable from throwing sassafras tea into it +more than ten hours at a stretch." + +"Why don't you talk to her?" queried Ralph. + +"Talk to her!" snorted Doctor Dexter. "Do you suppose I haven't +ruptured my vocal cords more than once? I might just as well put my +head out of the front window and whisper it as to talk to her." + +"She won't monkey with my case," said Ralph. His mouth was firmly set. + +"Won't she?" parried Doctor Dexter, sarcastically. "You go up there +and see if the cast isn't off and the fracture being fomented with +pennyroyal tea or some such mess." + +"I always had an impression," said Ralph, thoughtfully, "that people +were afraid of you." + +"They are," grunted Doctor Dexter, "but Miss Mehitable isn't 'people.' +She goes by herself, and isn't afraid of man or devil. If I had horns +and a barbed tail and breathed smoke, I couldn't scare her. The +patient's family, being more afraid of her than of me, invariably give +her free access to the sick-room." + +"I don't want her to worry Araminta," said Ralph. + +"If you don't want Araminta worried," replied Doctor Dexter, +conclusively, "you'd better put a few things into your suit case, and +move up there until she walks." + +"All right," said Ralph. "I'm here to rout your malign influence. +It's me to sit by Araminta's crib and scare the old girl off. I'll bet +I can fix her." + +"If you can," returned Doctor Dexter, "you are considerably more +intelligent than I take you to be." + +With the welfare of his young patient very earnestly at heart, Ralph +went up the hill. Miss Evelina admitted him, and Ralph drew her into +the dusty parlour. "Can you take care of anybody?" he inquired, +without preliminary. "Can you follow directions?" + +"I--think so." + +"Then," Ralph went on, "I turn Araminta over to you. Miss Mehitable +has nothing to do with the case from this moment. Araminta is in your +care and mine. You take directions from me and from nobody else. Do +you understand?" + +"Yes," whispered Miss Evelina, "but Mehitable won't--won't let me." + +"Won't let you nothing," said Ralph, scornfully. "She's to be kept +out." + +"She--she--" stammered Miss Evelina, "she's up there now." + +Ralph started upstairs. Half-way up, he heard the murmur of voices, +and went up more quietly. He stepped lightly along the hall and stood +just outside Araminta's door, shamelessly listening. + +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself," said an indignant feminine +voice. "The idea of a big girl like you not bein' able to stand on a +ladder without fallin' off. It's your mother's foolishness cropping +out in you, after all I've done for you. I've stood on ladders all my +life and never so much as slipped. I believe you did it a purpose, +though what you thought you'd get for doin' it puzzles me some. P'raps +you thought you'd get out of the housecleanin' but you won't. When it +comes time for the Fall cleanin,' you'll do every stroke yourself, to +pay for all this trouble and expense. Do you know what it's costin'? +Four dollars and a half of good money! I should think you'd be +ashamed!" + +"But, Aunt Hitty--" began the girl, pleadingly. + +"Stop! Don't you 'Aunt Hitty' me," continued the angry voice. "You +needn't tell me you didn't fall off that ladder a purpose. Four +dollars and a half and all the trouble besides! I hope you'll think of +that while you're laying here like a lady and your poor old aunt is +slavin' for you, workin' her fingers to the bone." + +"If I can ever get the four dollars and a half," cried Araminta, with +tears in her voice, "I will give it back to you--oh, indeed I will!" + +At this point, Doctor Ralph Dexter entered the room, his eyes snapping +dangerously. + +"Miss Mehitable," he said with forced calmness, "will you kindly come +downstairs a moment? I wish to speak to you." + +Dazed and startled, Miss Mehitable rose from her chair and followed +him. There was in Ralph's voice a quality which literally compelled +obedience. He drew her into the dusty parlour and closed all the doors +carefully. Miss Evelina was nowhere to be seen. + +"I was standing in the hall," said Ralph, coolly, "and I heard every +word you said to that poor, helpless child. You ought to know, if you +know anything at all, that nobody ever fell off a step-ladder on +purpose. She's hurt, and she's badly hurt, and she's not in any way to +blame for it, and I positively forbid you ever to enter that room +again." + +"Forbid!" bristled Aunt Hitty. "Who are you?" she demanded +sarcastically, "to 'forbid' me from nursing my own niece!" + +"I am the attending physician," returned Ralph, calmly. "It is my +case, and nobody else is going to manage it. I have already arranged +with--the lady who lives here--to take care of Araminta, and----" + +"Arrange no such thing," interrupted Miss Hitty, violently. Her temper +was getting away from her. + +"One moment," interrupted Ralph. "If I hear of your entering that room +again before I say Araminta is cured, I will charge you just exactly +one hundred dollars for my services, and collect it by law." + +Miss Hitty's lower jaw dropped, her strong, body shook. She gazed at +Ralph as one might look at an intimate friend gone suddenly daft. She +had heard of people who lost their reason without warning. Was it +possible that she was in the room with a lunatic? + +She edged toward the door, keeping her eyes on Ralph. + +He anticipated her, and opened it with a polite flourish. "Remember," +he warned her. "One step into Araminta's room, one word addressed to +her, and it costs you just exactly one hundred dollars." He opened the +other door and pointed suggestively down the hill, She lost no time in +obeying the gesture, but scudded down the road as though His Satanic +Majesty himself was in her wake. + +Ralph laughed to himself all the way upstairs but in the hall he paused +and his face grew grave again. From Araminta's room came the sound of +sobbing. + +She did not see him enter, for her face was hidden in her pillow. +"Araminta!" said Ralph, tenderly, "You poor child." + +Touched by the unexpected sympathy, Araminta raised her head to look at +him. "Oh Doctor--" she began, + +"Doctor Ralph," said the young man, sitting down on the bed beside her. +"My father is Doctor Dexter and I am Doctor Ralph." + +"I'm ashamed of myself for being such a baby," sobbed Araminta. "I +didn't mean to cry." + +"You're not a baby at all," said Doctor Ralph, soothingly, taking her +hot hand in his. "You're hurt, and you've been bothered, and if you +want to cry, you can. Here's my handkerchief." + +After a little, her sobs ceased. Doctor Ralph still sat there, +regarding her with a sort of questioning tenderness which was entirely +outside of Araminta's brief experience. + +"You're not to be bothered any more," he said. "I've seen your aunt, +and she's not to set foot in this room again until you get well. If +she even speaks to you from the hall, you're to tell me." + +Araminta gazed at him, wide-eyed and troubled. "I can't take care of +myself," she said, with a pathetic little smile. + +"You're not going to. The lady who lives here is going to take care of +you." + +"Miss Evelina? She got burned because she was bad and she has to wear +a veil all the time." + +"How was she bad?" asked Ralph. + +"I don't just know," whispered Araminta, cautiously. "Aunt Hitty +didn't know, or else she wouldn't tell me, but she was bad. She went +to a man's house. She----" + +Then Araminta remembered that it was Doctor Dexter's house to which +Miss Evelina had gone. In shame and terror, she hid her face again. + +"I don't believe anybody ever got burned just for being bad," Ralph was +saying, "but your face is hot and I'm going to cool it for you." + +He brought a bowl of cold water, and with his handkerchief bathed +Araminta's flushed face and her hot hands. "Doesn't that feel good?" +he asked, when the traces of tears had been practically removed. + +"Yes," sighed Araminta, gratefully, "but I've always washed my own face +before. I saw a cat once," she continued. "He was washing his +children's faces." + +"Must have been a lady cat," observed Ralph, with a smile. + +"The little cats," pursued Araminta, "looked to be very soft. I think +they liked it." + +"They are soft," admitted Ralph. "Don't you think so?" + +"I don't know. I never had a little cat." + +"Never had a kitten?" cried Ralph. "You poor, defrauded child! What +kind of a kitten would you like best?" + +"A little grey cat," said Araminta, seriously, "a little grey cat with +blue eyes, but Aunt Hitty would never let me have one." + +"See here," said Ralph. "Aunt Hitty isn't running this show. I'm +stage manager and ticket taker and advance man and everything else, all +rolled into one. I can't promise positively, because I'm not posted on +the cat supply around here, but if I can find one, you shall have a +grey kitten with blue eyes, and you shall have some kind of a kitten, +anyhow." + +"Oh!" cried Araminta, her eyes shining. "Truly?" + +"Truly," nodded Ralph. + +"Would--would--" hesitated Araminta--"would it be any more than four +dollars and a half if you brought me the little cat? Because if it is, +I can't----" + +"It wouldn't," interrupted Ralph. "On any bill over a dollar and a +quarter, I always throw in a kitten. Didn't you know that?" + +"No," answered Araminta, with a happy little laugh. How kind he was, +eyen though he was a man! Perhaps, if he knew how wicked her mother +had been, he would not be so kind to her. The stern Puritan conscience +rose up and demanded explanation. + +"I--I--must tell you," she said, "before you bring me the little cat. +My mother--she--" here Araminta turned her crimson face away. She +swallowed a lump in her throat, then said, bravely: "My mother was +married!" + +Doctor Ralph Dexter laughed--a deep, hearty, boyish laugh that rang +cheerfully through the empty house. "I'll tell you something," he +said. He leaned over and whispered in her ear; "So was mine!" + +Araminta's tell-tale face betrayed her relief. He knew the worst +now--and he was similarly branded. His mother, too, had been an +outcast, beyond Aunt Hitty's pale. There was comfort in the thought, +though Araminta had been taught not to rejoice at another's misfortune. + +Ralph strolled off down the hill, his hands in his pockets, for the +moment totally forgetting the promised kitten. "The little saint," he +mused, "she's been kept in a cage all her life. She doesn't know +anything except what the dragon has taught her. She looks at life with +the dragon's sidewise squint. I'll open the door for her," he +continued, mentally, "for I think she's worth saving. Hope to Moses +and the prophets I don't forget that cat." + +No suspicion that he could forget penetrated Araminta's consciousness. +It had been pleasant to have Doctor Ralph sit there and wash her face, +talking to her meanwhile, even though he was a man, and men were +poison. Like a strong, sure bond between them, Araminta felt their +common disgrace. + +"His mother was married," she thought, drowsily, "and so was mine. +Neither of them knew any better. Oh, Lord," prayed Araminta, with +renewed vigour, "keep me from the contamination of marriage, for Thy +sake. Amen." + + + + +XI + +The Loose Link + +Seated primly on a chair in Miss Evelina's kitchen, Miss Mehitable gave +a full account of her sentiments toward Doctor Ralph Dexter. She began +with his birth and remarked that he was a puny infant, and, for a time, +it was feared that he was "light headed." + +"He got his senses after a while, though," she continued, grudgingly, +"that is, such as they are." + +She proceeded through his school-days, repeated unflattering opinions +which his teachers had expressed to her, gave an elaborate description +of the conflict that ensued when she caught him stealing green apples +from her incipient, though highly promising, orchard, alluded darkly to +his tendency to fight with his schoolmates, suggested that certain +thefts of chickens ten years and more ago could, if the truth were +known, safely be attributed to Ralph Dexter, and speculated upon the +trials and tribulations a scapegrace son might cause an upright and +respected father. + +All the dead and buried crimes of the small boys of the village were +excavated from the past and charged to Ralph Dexter. Miss Mehitable +brought the record fully up to the time he left Rushton for college, +having been prepared for entrance by his father. Then she began with +Araminta. + +First upon the schedule were Miss Mehitable's painful emotions when +Barbara Smith had married Henry Lee. She croaked anew all her +raven-like prophecies of misfortune which had added excitement to the +wedding, and brought forth the birth of Araminta in full proof. Full +details of Barbara's death were given, and the highly magnified events +which had led to her adoption of the child. Condescending for a moment +to speak of the domestic virtues, Miss Mehitable explained, with proper +pride, how she had "brought up" Araminta. The child had been kept +close at the side of her guardian angel, never had been to school, had +been carefully taught at home, had not been allowed to play with other +children; in short, save at extremely rare intervals, Araminta had seen +no one unless in the watchful presence of her counsellor. + +"And if you don't think that's work," observed Miss Hitty, piously, +"you just keep tied to one person for almost nineteen years, day and +night, never lettin' 'em out of your sight, and layin' the foundation +of their manners and morals and education, and see how you'll feel when +a blackmailing sprig of a play-doctor threatens to collect a hundred +dollars from you if you dast to nurse your own niece!" + +Miss Evelina, silent as always, was moving restlessly about the +kitchen. Unaccustomed since her girlhood to activity of any +description, she found her new tasks hard. Muscles, long unused, ached +miserably from exertion. Yet Araminta had to be taken care of and her +room kept clean. + +The daily visits of Doctor Ralph, who was almost painfully neat, had +made Miss Evelina ashamed of her house, though he had not appeared to +notice that anything was wrong. She avoided him when she could, but it +was not always possible, for directions had to be given and reports +made. Miss Evelina never looked at him directly. One look into his +eyes, so like his father's, had made her so faint that she would have +fallen, had not Doctor Ralph steadied her with his strong arm. + +To her, he was Anthony Dexter in the days of his youth, though she +continually wondered to find it so. She remembered a story she had +read, a long time ago, of a young woman who lost her husband of a few +weeks in a singularly pathetic manner. In exploring a mountain, he +fell into a crevasse, and his body could not be recovered. Scientists +calculated that, at the rate the glacier was moving, his body might be +expected to appear at the foot of the mountain in about twenty-three +years; so, grimly, the young bride set herself to wait. + +At the appointed time, the glacier gave up its dead, in perfect +preservation, owing to the intense cold. But the woman who had waited +for her husband thus was twenty-three years older; she had aged, and he +was still young. In some such way had Anthony Dexter come back to her; +eager, boyish, knowing none of life except its joy, while she, a +quarter of a century older, had borne incredible griefs, been wasted by +long vigils, and now stood, desolate, at the tomb of a love which was +not dead, but continually tore at its winding sheet and prayed for +release. + +To Evelina, at times, the past twenty-five years seemed like a long +nightmare. This was Anthony Dexter--this boy with the quick, light +step, the ringing laugh, the broad shoulders and clear, true eyes. No +terror lay between them, all was straight and right; yet the +realisation still enshrouded her like a black cloud. + +"And," said Miss Hitty, mournfully, "after ail my patience and hard +work in bringing up Araminta as a lady should be brought up, and having +taught her to beware of men and even of boys, she's took away from me +when she's sick, and nobody allowed to see her except a blackmailing +play-doctor, who is putting Heaven knows what devilment into her head. +I suppose there's nothing to prevent me from finishing the +housecleaning, if I don't speak to my own niece as I pass her door?" + +She spoke inquiringly, but Miss Evelina did not reply. + +"Most folks," continued Miss Hitty, with asperity, "is pleased enough +to have their houses cleaned for 'em to say 'thank you,' but I'm some +accustomed to ingratitude. What I do now in the way of cleanin' will +be payin' for the nursin' of Araminta." + +Still Miss Evelina did not answer, her thoughts being far away. + +"Maybe I did speak cross to Minty," admitted Miss Hitty, grudgingly, +"at a time when I had no business to. If I did, I'm willin' to tell +her so, but not that blackmailing play-doctor with a hundred-dollar +bill for a club. I was clean out of patience with Minty for falling +off the ladder, but I guess, as he says, she didn't go for to do it. +'T ain't in reason for folks to step off ladders or out of windows +unless they're walkin' in their sleep, and I've never let Minty sleep +in the daytime." + +Unceasingly, Miss Mehitable prattled on. Reminiscence, anecdote, and +philosophical observations succeeded one another with startling +rapidity, ending always in vituperation and epithet directed toward +Araminta's physician. Dark allusions to the base ingratitude of +everybody with whom Miss Hitty had ever been concerned alternately +cumbered her speech. At length the persistent sound wore upon Miss +Evelina, much as the vibration of sound may distress one totally deaf. + +The kitchen door was open and Miss Evelina went outdoors. Miss +Mehitable continued to converse, then shortly perceived that she was +alone. "Well, I never!" she gasped. "Guess I'll go home!" + +Her back was very stiff and straight when she marched downhill, firmly +determined to abandon Evelina, scorn Doctor Ralph Dexter, and leave +Araminta to her well-deserved fate. One thought and one only +illuminated her gloom. "He ain't got his four dollars and a half, +yet," she chuckled, craftily. "Mebbe he'll get it and mebbe he won't. +We'll see." + +While straying about the garden. Miss Evelina saw her unwelcome guest +take her militant departure, and reproached herself for her lack of +hospitality. Miss Mehitable had been very kind to her and deserved +only kindness in return. She had acted upon impulse and was ashamed. + +Miss Evelina meditated calling her back, but the long years of +self-effacement and inactivity had left her inert, with capacity only +for suffering. That very suffering to which she had become accustomed +had of late assumed fresh phases. She was hurt continually in new +ways, yet, after the first shock of returning to her old home, not so +much as she had expected. It is a way of life, and one of its inmost +compensations--this finding of a reality so much easier than our fears. + +April had come over the hills, singing, with a tinkle of rain and a +rush of warm winds, and yet the Piper had not returned. His tools were +in the shed, and the mountain of rubbish was still in the road in front +of the house. Half of the garden had not been touched. On one side of +the house was the bare brown earth, with tiny green shoots springing up +through it, and on the other was a twenty-five years' growth of weeds. +Miss Evelina reflected that the place was not unlike her own life; half +of it full of promise, a forbidding wreck in the midst of it, and, +beyond it, desolation, ended only by a stone wall. + +"Did you think," asked a cheerful voice at her elbow, "that I was never +coming back to finish my job?" + +Miss Evelina started, and gazed into the round, smiling face of Piper +Tom, who was accompanied, as always, by his faithful dog. + +"'T is not our way," he went on, including the yellow mongrel in the +pronoun, "to leave undone what we've set our hands and paws to do, eh, +Laddie?" + +He waited a moment, but Miss Evelina did not speak. + +"I got some seeds for my garden," he continued, taking bulging parcels +from the pockets of his short, shaggy coat. "The year's sorrow is at +an end." + +"Sorrow never comes to an end," she cried, bitterly. + +"Doesn't it," he asked. "How old is yours?" + +"Twenty-five years," she answered, choking. The horror of it was +pressing heavily upon her. + +"Then," said the Piper, very gently, "I'm thinking there is something +wrong. No sorrow should last more than a year--'t is written all +around us so." + +"Written? I have never seen it written." + +"No," returned the Piper, kindly, "but 't is because you have not +looked to see. Have you ever known a tree that failed to put out its +green leaves in the Spring, unless it had died from lightning or old +age? When a rose blossoms, then goes to sleep, does it wait for more +than a year before it blooms again? Is it more than a year from bud to +bud, from flower to flower, from fruit to fruit? 'T is God's way of +showing that a year of darkness is enough,--at a time." + +The Piper's voice was very tender; the little dog lay still at his +feet. She leaned against the crumbling wall, and turned her veiled +face away. + +"'T is not for us to be happy without trying," continued the Piper, +"any more than it is for a tree to bear fruit without effort. All the +beauty and joy in the world are the result of work--work for each other +and in ourselves. When you see a butterfly over a field of clover, 't +is because he has worked to get out of his chrysalis. He was not +content to abide within his veil." + +"Suppose," said Miss Evelina, in a voice that was scarcely audible, +"that he couldn't get out?" + +"Ah, but he could," answered the Piper. "We can get out of anything, +if we try. I'm not meaning by escape, but by growth. You put an acorn +into a crevice in a rock. It has no wings, it cannot fly out, nobody +will lift it out. But it grows, and the oak splits the rock; even +takes from the rock nourishment for its root." + +"People are not like acorns and butterflies," she stammered. "We are +not subject to the same laws." + +"Why not?" asked the Piper. "God made us all, and I'm thinking we're +all brothers, having, in a way, the same Father. 'T is not for me to +hold myself above Laddie here, though he's a dog and I'm a man. 'T is +not for me to say that men are better than dogs; that they're more +honest, more true, more kind. The seed that I have in my hand, here, +I'm thinking 't is my brother, too. If I plant it, water it, and keep +the weeds away from it, 't will give me back a blossom. 'T is service +binds us all into the brotherhood." + +"Did you never," asked Evelina, thickly, "hear of chains?" + +"Aye," said the Piper, "chains of our own making. 'T is like the +ancient people in one of my ragged books. When one man killed another, +they chained the dead man to the living one, so that he was forever +dragging his own sin. When he struck the blow, he made his own chain." + +"I am chained," cried Evelina, piteously, "but not to my own sin." + +"'T is wrong," said the Piper; "I'm thinking there's a loose link +somewhere that can be slipped off." + +"I cannot find it," she sobbed; "I've hunted for it in the dark for +twenty-five years." + +"Poor soul," said the Piper, softly. "'T is because of the darkness, +I'm thinking. From the distaff of Eternity, you take the thread of +your life, but you're sitting in the night, and God meant you to be a +spinner in the sun. When the day breaks for you, you'll be finding the +loose link to set yourself free." + +"When the day breaks," repeated Evelina, in a whisper. "There is no +day." + +"There is day. I've come to lead you to it. We'll find the light +together and set the thread to going right again." + +"Who are you?" cried Evelina, suddenly terror stricken. + +The Piper laughed, a low, deep friendly laugh. Then he doffed his grey +hat and bowed, sweeping the earth with the red feather, in cavalier +fashion. "Tom Barnaby, at your service, but most folks call me Piper +Tom. 'T is the flute, you know," he continued in explanation, "that +I'm forever playing on in the woods, having no knowledge of the +instrument, but sort of liking the sound." + +Miss Evelina turned and went into the house, shaken to her inmost soul. +More than ever, she felt the chains that bound her. Straining against +her bonds, she felt them cutting deep into her flesh. Anthony Dexter +had bound her; he alone could set her free. From this there seemed no +possible appeal. + +Meanwhile the Piper mowed down the weeds in the garden, whistling +cheerily. He burned the rubbish in the road, and the smoke made a blue +haze on the hill. He spaded and raked and found new stones for the +broken wall, and kept up a constant conversation with the dog. + +It was twilight long before he got ready to make the flower beds, so he +carried the tools back into the shed and safely stored away the seeds. +Miss Evelina watched him from the grimy front window as he started +downhill, but he did not once look back. + +There was something jaunty in the Piper's manner, aside from the +drooping red feather which bobbed rakishly as he went home, whistling. +When he was no longer to be seen, Miss Evelina sighed. Something +seemed to have gone out of her life, like a sunbeam which has suddenly +faded. In a safe shadow of the house, she raised her veil, and wiped +away a tear. + +When out of sight and hearing, the Piper stopped his whistling. "'T is +no need to be cheerful, Laddie," he explained to the dog, "when there's +none to be saddened if you're not. We don't know about the loose link, +and perhaps we can never find it, but we're going to try. We'll take +off the chain and put the poor soul in the sun again before we go away, +if we can learn how to do it, but I'm thinking 't is a heavy chain and +the sun has long since ceased to shine." + +After supper, he lighted a candle and absorbed himself in going over +his stock. He had made a few purchases in the city and it took some +time to arrange them properly. + +Last of all, he took out a box and opened it. He held up to the +flickering light length after length of misty white chiffon--a fabric +which the Piper had never bought before. + +"'T is expensive, Laddie," he said; "so expensive that neither of us +will taste meat again for more than a week, though we walked both ways, +but I'm thinking she'll need more sometime and there was none to be had +here. We'll not be in the way of charging for it since her gown is +shabby and her shoes are worn." + +Twilight deepened into night and still the Piper sat there, handling +the chiffon curiously and yet with reverence. It was silky to his +touch, filmy, cloud-like. He folded it into small compass, and crushed +it in his hands, much surprised to find that it did not crumple. All +the meaning of chiffon communicated itself to him--the lightness and +the laughter, the beauty and the love. Roses and moonlight seemed to +belong with it, youth and a singing heart. + +"'T is a rare stuff, I'm thinking, Laddie," he said, at length, not +noting that the dog was asleep. "'T is a rare, fine stuff, and well +suited to her wearing, because she is so beautiful that she hides her +face." + + + + +XII + +A Grey Kitten + +With her mouth firmly set, and assuming the air of a martyr trying to +make himself a little more comfortable against the stake, Miss +Mehitable climbed the hill. In her capable hands were the implements +of warfare--pails, yellow soap, and rags. She carried a mop on her +shoulder as a regular carries a gun. + +"Havin' said I would clean house, I will clean house," she mused, "in +spite of all the ingratitude and not listenin'. 'T won't take long, +and it'll do my heart good to see the place clean again. Evelina's got +no gumption about a house--never did have. I s'pose she thinks it's +clean just because she's swept it and brushed down the cobwebs, but it +needs more 'n a broom to take out twenty-five years' dirt." + +Her militant demeanour was somewhat chastened when she presented +herself at the house. When the door was opened, she brushed past Miss +Evelina with a muttered explanation, and made straight for the kitchen +stove. She heated a huge kettle of water, filled her pail, and then, +for the first time, spoke. + +"I've come to finish cleanin' as I promised I would, and I hope it'll +offset your nursin' of Minty. And if that blackmailing play-doctor +comes while I'm at work, you can tell him that I ain't speakin' to +Minty from the hall, nor settin' foot in her room, and that he needn't +be in any hurry to make out his bill, 'cause I'm goin' to take my time +about payin' it." + +She went upstairs briskly, and presently the clatter of moving +furniture fairly shook the house over Miss Evelina's head. It sounded +as if Miss Mehitable did not know there was an invalid in the house, +and found distinct pleasure in making unnecessary noise. The quick, +regular strokes of the scrubbing brush swished through the hall. +Resentment inspired the ministering influence to speed. + +But it was not in Miss Hitty's nature to cherish her wrath long, while +the incense of yellow soap was in her nostrils and the pleasing foam of +suds was everywhere in sight. + +Presently she began to sing, in a high, cracked voice which wavered +continually off the key. She went through her repertory of hymns with +conscientious thoroughness. Then a bright idea came to her. + +"There wa'n't nothin' said about singin'," she said to herself. "I +wa'n't to speak to Minty from the hall, nor set foot into her room. +But I ain't pledged not to sing in the back room, and I can sing any +tune I please, and any words. Reckon Minty can hear." + +The moving of the ladder drowned the sound made by the opening of the +lower door. Secure upon her height, with her head near the open +transom of the back room. Miss Mehitable began to sing. + +"Araminta Lee is a bad, un-grate-ful girl," she warbled, to a tune the +like of which no mortal had ever heard before. "She fell off of a +step-lad-der, and sprained her an-kle, and the play-doc-tor said it was +broke in or-der to get more mon-ey, breaks being more val-u-able than +sprains. Araminta Lee is lay-ing in bed like a la-dy, while her poor +old aunt works her fingers to the bone, to pay for doc-tor's bills and +nursin'. Four dollars and a half," she chanted, mournfully, "and +no-body to pay it but a poor old aunt who has to work her fin-gers to +the bone. Four dollars and a half, four dollars and a half--almost +five dollars. Araminta thinks she will get out of work by pretending +to be sick, but it is not so, not so. Araminta will find out she is +much mis-taken. She will do the Fall clean-ing all alone, alone, and +we do not think there will be any sprained an-kles, nor any four +dollars--" + +Doctor Ralph Dexter appeared in the doorway, his face flaming with +wrath. Miss Mehitable continued to sing, apparently unconcerned, +though her heart pounded violently against her ribs. By a swift change +of words and music, she was singing "Rock of Ages," as any woman is +privileged to do, when cleaning house, or at any other time. + +But the young man still stood there, his angry eyes fixed upon her. +The scrutiny made Miss Mehitable uncomfortable, and at length she +descended from the ladder, still singing, ostensibly to refill her pail. + +"Let me hide--" warbled Miss Hitty, tremulously, attempting to leave +the room. + +Doctor Ralph effectually barred the way. "I should think you'd want to +hide," he said, scornfully. "If I hear of anything; like this again, +I'll send in that bill I told you of. I know a lawyer who can collect +it." + +"If you do," commented Miss Mehitable, ironically, "you know more 'n I +do." She tried to speak with assurance, but her soul was quaking +within her. Was it possible that any one knew she had over three +hundred dollars safely concealed in the attic? + +"I mean exactly what I say," continued Ralph. "If you so much as climb +these stairs again, you and I will have trouble," + +Sniffing disdainfully, Miss Mehitable went down into the kitchen, no +longer singing. "You'll have to finish your own cleanin'," she said to +Miss Evelina. "That blackmailing play-doctor thinks it ain't good for +my health to climb ladders. He's afraid I'll fall off same as Minty +did and he hesitates to take more of my money." + +"I'd much rather you wouldn't do any more," replied Miss Evelina, +kindly. "You have been very good to me, ever since I came here, and I +appreciate it more than I can tell you. I'm going to clean my own +house, for, indeed, I'm ashamed of it." + +Miss Hitty grunted unintelligibly, gathered up her paraphernalia, and +prepared to depart. "When Minty's well," she said, "I'll come back and +be neighbourly." + +"I hope you'll come before that," responded Miss Evelina. "I shall +miss you if you don't." + +Miss Hitty affected not to hear, but she was mollified, none the less. + +From his patient's window, Doctor Ralph observed the enemy in full +retreat, and laughed gleefully. "What is funny?" queried Araminta, She +had been greatly distressed by the recitative in the back bedroom and +her cheeks were flushed with fever. + +"I was just laughing," said Doctor Ralph, "because your aunt has gone +home and is never coming back here any more." + +"Oh, Doctor Ralph! Isn't she?" There was alarm in Araminta's voice, +but her grey eyes were shining. + +"Never any more," he assured her, in a satisfied tone. "How long have +you lived with Aunt Hitty?" + +"Ever since I was a baby." + +"H--m! And how old are you now?" + +"Almost nineteen." + +"Where did you go to school?" + +"I didn't go to school. Aunt Hitty taught me, at home." + +"Didn't you ever have anybody to play with?" + +"Only Aunt Hitty. We used to play a quilt game. I sewed the little +blocks together, and she made the big ones." + +"Must have been highly exciting. Didn't you ever have a doll?" + +"Oh, no!" Araminta's eyes were wide and reproachful now. "The Bible +says 'thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image.'" + +Doctor Ralph sighed deeply, put his hands in his pockets, and paced +restlessly across Araminta's bare, nun-like chamber. As though in a +magic mirror, he saw her nineteen years of deprivation, her cramped and +narrow childhood, her dense ignorance of life. No playmates, no +dolls--nothing but Aunt Hitty. She had kept Araminta wrapped in cotton +wool, mentally; shut her out from the world, and persistently shaped +her toward a monastic ideal. + +A child brought up in a convent could have been no more of a nun in +mind and spirit than Araminta. Ralph well knew that the stern +guardianship had not been relaxed a moment, either by night or by day. +Miss Mehitable had a well-deserved reputation for thoroughness in +whatever she undertook. + +And Araminta was made for love. Ralph turned to look at her as she lay +on her pillow, her brown, wavy hair rioting about her flushed face. +Araminta's great grey eyes were very grave and sweet; her mouth was +that of a lovable child. Her little hands were dimpled at the +knuckles, in fact, as Ralph now noted; there were many dimples +appertaining to Araminta. + +One of them hovered for an instant about the corner of her mouth. "Why +must you walk?" she asked. "Is it because you're glad your ankle isn't +broken?" + +Doctor Ralph came back and sat down on the bed beside her. He had that +rare sympathy which is the inestimable gift of the physician, and long +years of practice had not yet calloused him so that a suffering +fellow-mortal was merely a "case". His heart, was dangerously tender +toward her. + +"Lots of things are worse than broken ankles," he assured her. "Has it +been so bad to be shut up here, away from Aunt Hitty?" + +"No," said the truthful Araminta. "I have always been with Aunt Hitty, +and it seems queer, but very nice. Someway, I feel as if I had grown +up." + +"Has Miss Evelina been good to you?" + +"Oh, so good," returned Araminta, gratefully. "Why?" + +"Because," said Ralph, concisely, "if she hadn't been, I'd break her +neck." + +"You couldn't," whispered Araminta, softly, "you're too kind. You +wouldn't hurt anybody." + +"Not unless I had to. Sometimes there has to be a little hurt to keep +away a greater one." + +"You hurt me, I think, but I didn't know just when. It was the smelly, +sweet stuff, wasn't it?" + +Ralph did not heed the question. He was wondering what would become of +Araminta when she went back to Miss Mehitable's, as she soon must. Her +ankle was healing nicely and in a very short time she would be able to +walk again. He could not keep her there much longer. By a whimsical +twist of his thought, he perceived that he was endeavouring to wrap +Araminta in cotton wool of a different sort, to prevent Aunt Hitty from +wrapping her in her own particular brand. + +"The little cat," said Araminta, fondly. "I thought perhaps it would +come to-day. Is it coming when I am well?" + +"Holy Moses!" ejaculated Ralph. He had never thought of the kitten +again, and the poor child had been waiting patiently, with never a +word. The clear grey eyes were upon him, eloquent with belief. + +"The little cat," replied Ralph, shamelessly perjuring himself, "was +not old enough to leave its mother. We'll have to wait until to-morrow +or next day. I was keeping it for a surprise; that's why I didn't say +anything about it. I thought you'd forgotten." + +"Oh, no! When I go back home, you know, I can't have it. Aunt Hitty +would never let me." + +"Won't she?" queried Ralph. "We'll see!" + +He spoke with confidence he was far from feeling, and was dimly aware +that Araminta had the faith he lacked. "She thinks I'm a +wonder-worker," he said to himself, grimly, "and I've got to live up to +it." + +It was not necessary to count Araminta's pulse again, but Doctor Ralph +took her hand--a childish, dimpled hand that nestled confidingly in his. + +"Listen, child," he said; "I want to talk to you. Your Aunt Hitty +hasn't done right by you. She's kept you in cotton when you ought to +be outdoors. You should have gone to school and had other children to +play with." + +"And cats?" + +"Cats, dogs, birds, rabbits, snakes, mice, pigeons, +guinea-pigs--everything." + +"I was never in cotton," corrected Araminta, "except once, when I had a +bad cold." + +"That isn't just what I mean, but I'm afraid I can't make you +understand. There's a whole world full of big, beautiful things that +you don't know anything about; great sorrows, great joys, and great +loves. Look here, did you ever feel badly about anything?" + +"Only--only--" stammered Araminta; "my mother, you know. She was--was +married." + +"Poor child," said Ralph, beginning to comprehend. "Have you been +taught that it's wrong to be married?" + +"Why, yes," answered Araminta, confidently. "It's dreadful. Aunt +Hitty isn't married, neither is the minister. It's very, very wrong. +Aunt Hitty told my mother so, but she would do it." + +There was a long pause. The little warm hand still rested trustingly +in Ralph's. "Listen, dear," he began, clearing his throat; "it isn't +wrong to be married. I never before in all my life heard of anybody +who thought it was. Something is twisted in Aunt Hitty's mind, or else +she's taught you that because she's so brutally selfish that she +doesn't want you ever to be married. Some people, who are unhappy +themselves, are so constituted that they can't bear to see anybody else +happy. She's afraid of life, and she's taught you to be. + +"It's better to be unhappy, Araminta, than never to take any risks. It +all lies in yourself at last. If you're a true, loving woman, and +never let yourself be afraid, nothing very bad can ever happen to you. +Aunt Hitty has been unjust to deny you life. You have the right to +love and learn and suffer, to make great sacrifices, see great +sacrifices made for you; to believe, to trust--even to be betrayed. +It's your right, and it's been kept away from you." + +Araminta was very still and her hand was cold. She moved it uneasily. + +"Don't, dear," said Ralph, his voice breaking. "Don't you like to have +me hold your hand? I won't, if you don't want me to." + +Araminta drew her hand away. She was frightened. + +"I don't wonder you're afraid," continued Ralph, huskily. "You little +wild bird, you've been in a cage all your life. I'm going to open the +door and set you free." + +Miss Evelina tapped gently on the door, then entered, with a bowl of +broth for the invalid. She set it down on the table at the head of the +bed, and went out, as quietly as she had come. + +"I'm going to feed you now," laughed Ralph, with a swift change of +mood, "and when I come to see you to-morrow, I'm going to bring you a +book." + +"What kind of a hook?" asked Araminta, between spoonfuls. + +"A novel--a really, truly novel." + +"You mustn't!" she cried, frightened again. "You get burned if you +read novels." + +"Some of them are pretty hot stuff, I'll admit," returned Ralph, +missing her meaning, "but, of course, I wouldn't give you that kind. +What sort of stories do you like best?" + +"Daniel in the lions' den and about the ark. I've read all the Bible +twice to Aunt Hitty while she sewed, and most of the _Pilgrim's +Progress_, too. Don't ask me to read a novel, for I can't. It would +be wicked." + +"All right--we won't call it a novel. It'll be just a story book. It +isn't wrong to read stories, is it?" + +"No-o," said Araminta, doubtfully. "Aunt Hitty never said it was." + +"I wouldn't have you do anything wrong, Araminta--you know that. +Good-bye, now, until to-morrow." + +Beset by strange emotions, Doctor Ralph Dexter went home. Finding that +the carriage was not in use, he set forth alone upon his feline quest, +reflecting that Araminta herself was not much more than a little grey +kitten. Everywhere he went, he was regarded with suspicion. People +denied the possession of cats, even while cats were mewing in defiance +of the assertion. Bribes were offered, and sternly refused. + +At last, ten miles from home, he found a maltese kitten its owner was +willing to part with, in consideration of three dollars and a solemn +promise that the cat was not to be hurt. + +"It's for a little girl who is ill," he said. "I've promised her a +kitten." + +"So your father's often said," responded the woman, "but someway, I +believe you." + +On the way home, he pondered long before the hideous import of it came +to him. All at once, he knew. + + + + +XIII + +The River Comes into its Own + +"Father," asked Ralph, "who is Evelina Grey?" + +Anthony Dexter started from his chair as though he had heard a pistol +shot, then settled back, forcing his features into mask-like calmness. +He waited a moment before speaking. + +"I don't know," he answered, trying to make his voice even, "Why?" + +"She lives in the house with my one patient," explained Ralph; "up on +the hill, you know. She's a frail, ghostly little woman in black, and +she always wears a thick white veil." + +"That's her privilege, isn't it?" queried Anthony Dexter. He had +gained control of himself, now, and spoke almost as usual. + +"Of course I didn't ask any questions," continued Ralph, thoughtfully, +"but, obviously, the only reason for her wearing it is some terrible +disfigurement. So much is surgically possible in these days that I +thought something might be done for her. Has she never consulted you +about it, Father?" + +The man laughed--a hollow, mirthless laugh. "No," he said; "she +hasn't." Then he laughed once more--in a way that jarred upon his son. + +Ralph paced back and forth across the room, his hands in his pockets. +"Father," he began, at length, "it may be because I'm young, but I hold +before me, very strongly, the ideals of our profession. It seems a +very beautiful and wonderful life that is opening before me--always to +help, to give, to heal. I--I feel as though I had been dedicated to +some sacred calling--some lifelong service. And service means +brotherhood." + +"You'll get over that," returned Anthony Dexter, shortly, yet not +without a certain secret admiration. "When you've had to engage a +lawyer to collect your modest wages for your uplifting work, the healed +not being sufficiently grateful to pay the healer, and when you've gone +ten miles in the dead of Winter, at midnight, to take a pin out of a +squalling infant's back, why, you may change your mind." + +"If the healed aren't grateful," observed Ralph, thoughtfully, "it must +be in some way my fault, or else they haven't fully understood. And +I'd go ten miles to take a pin out of a baby's back--yes, I'm sure I +would." + +Anthony Dexter's face softened, almost imperceptibly. "It's youth," he +said, "and youth is a fault we all get over soon enough, Heaven knows. +When you're forty, you'll see that the whole thing is a matter of +business and that, in the last analysis, we're working against Nature's +laws. We endeavour to prolong the lives of the unfit, when only the +fittest should survive." + +"That makes me think of something else," continued Ralph, in a low +tone. "Yesterday, I canvassed the township to get a cat for +Araminta--the poor child never had a kitten. Nobody would let me have +one till I got far away from home, and, even then, it was difficult. +They thought I wanted it for--for the laboratory," he concluded, almost +in a whisper. + +"Yes?" returned Doctor Dexter, with a rising inflection. "I could have +told you that the cat and dog supply was somewhat depleted +hereabouts--through my own experiments." + +"Father!" cried Ralph, his face eloquent with reproach. + +Laughing, yet secretly ashamed, Anthony Dexter began to speak. +"Surely, Ralph," he said, "you're not so womanish as that. If I'd +known they taught such stuff as that at my old Alma Mater, I'd have +sent you somewhere else. Who's doing it? What old maid have they +added to their faculty?" + +"Oh, I know, Father," interrupted Ralph, waiving discussion. "I've +heard all the arguments, but, unfortunately, I have a heart. I don't +know by what right we assume that human life is more precious than +animal life; by what right we torture and murder the fit in order to +prolong the lives of the unfit, even if direct evidence were obtainable +in every case, which it isn't. Anyhow, I can't do it, I never have +done it, and I never will. I recognise your individual right to shape +your life in accordance with the dictates of your own conscience, but, +because I'm your son, I can't help being ashamed. A man capable of +torturing an animal, no matter for what purpose, is also capable of +torturing a fellow human being, for purposes of his own." + +Anthony Dexter's face suddenly blanched with anger, then grew livid. +"You--" he began, hotly. + +"Don't, Father," interrupted Ralph. "We'll not have any words. We'll +not let a difference of opinion on any subject keep us from being +friends. Perhaps it's because I'm young, as you say, but, all the time +I was at college, I felt that I had something to lean on, some standard +to shape myself to. Mother died so soon after I was born that it is +almost as if I had not had a mother. I haven't even a childish memory +of her, and, perhaps for that reason, you meant more to me than the +other fellows' fathers did to them. + +"When I was tempted to any wrongdoing, the thought of you always held +me back. 'Father wouldn't do it,' I said to myself. 'Father always +does the square thing, and I'm his son.' I remembered that our name +means 'right.' So I never did it." + +"And I suppose, now," commented Anthony Dexter, with assumed sarcasm, +"your idol has fallen?" + +"Not fallen, Father. Don't say that. You have the same right to your +opinions that I have, but it isn't square to cut up an animal alive, +just because you're the stronger and there's no law to prevent you. +You know it isn't square!" + +In the accusing silence, Ralph left the room, and was shortly on his +way uphill, with Araminta's promised cat mewing in his coat pocket. + +The grim, sardonic humour of the situation appealed strongly to Doctor +Dexter. "To think," he said to himself, "that only last night, that +identical cat was observed as a fresh and promising specimen, +providentially sent to me in the hour of need. And if I hadn't wanted +Ralph to help me, Araminta's pet would at this moment have been on the +laboratory table, having its heart studied--in action." + +Repeatedly, he strove to find justification for a pursuit which his +human instinct told him had no justification. His reason was fully +adequate, but something else failed at the crucial point. He felt +definitely uncomfortable and wished that Ralph might have avoided the +subject. It was none of his business, anyway. But then, Ralph himself +had admitted that. + +His experiments were nearly completed along the line in which he had +been working. In deference to a local sentiment which he felt to be +extremely narrow and dwarfing, he had done his work secretly. He had +kept the door of the laboratory locked and the key in his pocket. All +the doors and windows had been closely barred. When his subjects had +given out under the heavy physical strain, he had buried the pitiful +little bodies himself. + +He had counted, rather too surely, on the deafness of his old +housekeeper, and had also heavily discounted her personal interest in +his pursuits and her tendency to gossip. Yet, through this single +channel had been disseminated information and conjecture which made it +difficult for Ralph to buy a pet for Araminta. + +Anthony Dexter shuddered at his narrow escape. Suppose Araminta's cat +had been sacrificed, and he had been obliged to tell Ralph? One more +experiment was absolutely necessary. He was nearly satisfied, but not +quite. It would be awkward to have Ralph make any unpleasant +discoveries, and he could not very well keep him out of the laboratory, +now, without arousing his suspicion. Very possibly, a man who would +torture an animal would also torture a human being, but he was +unwilling to hurt Ralph. Consequently, there was a flaw in the +logic--the boy's reasoning was faulty, unless this might be the +exception which proved the rule. + +Who was Evelina Grey? He wondered how Ralph had come to ask the +question. Suppose he had told him that Evelina Grey was the name of a +woman who haunted him, night and day! In her black gown and with her +burned face heavily veiled, she was seldom out of his mental sight. + +All through the past twenty-five years, he had continually told himself +that he had forgotten. When the accusing thought presented itself, he +had invariably pushed it aside, and compelled it to give way to +another. In this way, he had acquired an emotional control for which +he, personally, had great admiration, not observing that his admiration +of himself was an emotion, and, at that, less creditable than some +others might have been. + +Man walls up a river, and commands it to do his bidding. Outwardly, +the river assents to the arrangement, yielding to it with a readiness +which, in itself, is suspicious, but man, rapt in contemplation of his +own skill, sees little else. By night and by day the river leans +heavily against the dam. Tiny, sharp currents, like fingers, tear +constantly at the structure, working always underneath. Hidden and +undreamed-of eddies burrow beneath the dam; little river animals +undermine it, ever so slightly, with tooth and claw. + +At last an imperceptible opening is made. Streams rush down from the +mountain to join the river; even raindrops lend their individually +insignificant aid. All the forces of nature are subtly arrayed against +the obstruction in the river channel. Suddenly, with the thunder of +pent-up waters at last unleashed, the dam breaks, and the structures +placed in the path by complacent and self-satisfied man are swept on to +the sea like so much kindling-wood. The river, at last, has come into +its own, + +A feeling, long controlled, must eventually break its bonds. Forbidden +expression, and not spent by expression, it accumulates force. When +the dam breaks, the flood is more destructive than the steady, normal +current ever could have been. Having denied himself remorse, and +having refused to meet the fact of his own cowardice, Anthony Dexter +was now face to face with the inevitable catastrophe. + +He told himself that Ralph's coming had begun it, but, in his heart, he +knew that it was that veiled and ghostly figure standing at twilight in +the wrecked garden. He had seen it again on the road, where +hallucination was less likely, if not altogether impossible. Then the +cold and sinuous necklace of discoloured pearls had been laid at his +door--the pearls which had come first from the depths of the sea, and +then from the depths of his love. His love had given up its dead as +the sea does, maimed past all recognition. + +The barrier had been so undermined that on the night of Ralph's return +he had been on the point of telling Thorpe everything--indeed, nothing +but Ralph's swift entrance had stopped his impassioned speech. Was he +so weak that only a slight accident had kept him from utter +self-betrayal, after twenty-five years of magnificent control? Anthony +Dexter liked that word "magnificent" as it came into his thoughts in +connection with himself. + +"Father wouldn't do it. Father always does the square thing, and I'm +his son." Ralph's words returned with a pang unbearably keen. Had +Father always done the square thing, or had Father been a coward, a +despicable shirk? And what if Ralph should some day come to know? + +The man shuddered at the thought of the boy's face--if he knew. Those +clear, honest eyes would pierce him through and through, because +"Father always does the square thing." + +Remorsely, the need of confession surged upon him. There was no +confessional in his church--he even had no church. Yet Thorpe was his +friend. What would Thorpe tell him to do? + +Then Anthony Dexter laughed, for Thorpe had unconsciously told him what +to do--and he was spared the confession. As though written in letters +of fire, the words came back: + + +_The honour of the spoken word still holds him. He asked her to marry +him, and she consented. He was never released from his promise--did +not even ask for it. He slunk away like a cur. In the sight of God he +is hound to her by his own word still. He should go to her and either +fulfil his promise, or ask for release. The tardy fulfilment of his +promise would be the only atonement he could make_. + + +Had Evelina come back to demand atonement? Was this why the vision of +her confronted him everywhere? She waited for him on the road in +daylight, mocked him from the shadows, darted to meet him from every +tree. She followed him on the long and lonely ways he took to escape +her, and, as he walked, her step chimed in with his. + +In darkness, Anthony Dexter feared to turn suddenly, lest he see that +black, veiled figure at his heels. She stood aside on the stairs to +let him pass her, entered the carriage with him and sat opposite, her +veiled face averted. She stood with him beside the sick-bed, listened, +with him, to the heart-beats when he used the stethoscope, waited while +he counted the pulse and measured the respiration. + +Always disapprovingly, she stood in the background of his +consciousness. When he wrote a prescription, his pencil seemed to +catch on the white chiffon which veiled the paper he was using. At +night, she stood beside his bed, waiting. In his sleep, most often +secured in these days by drugs, she steadfastly and unfailingly came. +She spoke no word; she simply followed him, veiled--and the phantom +presence was driving him mad. He admitted it now. + +And "Father always does the square thing." Very well, what was the +square thing? If Father always does it, he will do it now. What is it? + +Anthony Dexter did not know that he asked the question aloud. From the +silence vibrated the answer in Thorpe's low, resonant tones: + +_The honour of the spoken word still holds him . . . he was never +released . . . he slunk away like a cur . . . in the sight of God he +is bound to her by his own word still_. + +Bound to her! In every fibre of his being he felt the bitter truth. +He was bound to her--had been bound for twenty-five years--was bound +now. And "Father always does the square thing." + +Once in a man's life, perhaps, he sees himself as he is. In a blinding +flash of insight, he saw what he must do. Confession must be made, but +not to any pallid priest in a confessional, not to Thorpe, nor to +Ralph, but to Evelina, herself. + +_He should go to her and either fulfil his promise, or ask for release. +The tardy fulfilment of his promise would be the only atonement he +could make_. + +Then again, still in Thorpe's voice: + +_If the woman is here and you can find your friend, we may help him to +wash the stain of cowardice off his soul_. + +"The stain is deep," muttered Anthony Dexter. "God knows it is deep." + +Once again came Thorpe's voice, shrilling at him, now, out of the +vibrant silence: + +_Sometimes I think there is no sin but shirking. I can excuse a liar, +I can pardon a thief, I can pity a murderer, but a shirk--no_! + +"Father always does the square thing." + +Evidently, Ralph would like to have his father bring him a +stepmother--a woman whose face had been destroyed by fire--and place +her at the head of his table, veiled or not, as Ralph chose. Terribly +burned, hopelessly disfigured, she must live with them always--because +she had saved him from the same thing, if she had not actually saved +his life. + +The walls of the room swayed, the furniture moved dizzily, the floor +undulated. Anthony Dexter reeled and fell--in a dead faint. + + +"Are you all right now, Father?" It was Ralph's voice, anxious, yet +cheery. "Who'd have thought I'd get another patient so soon!" + +Doctor Dexter sat up and rubbed his eyes. Memory returned slowly; +strength more slowly still. + +"Can't have my Father fainting all over the place without a permit," +resumed Ralph. "You've been doing too much. I take the night work +from this time on." + +The day wore into late afternoon. Doctor Dexter lay on the couch in +the library, the phantom Evelina persistently at his side. His body +had failed, but his mind still fought, feebly. + +"There is no one here," he said aloud. "I am all alone. I can see +nothing because there is nothing here." + +Was it fancy, or did the veiled woman convey the impression that her +burned lips distorted themselves yet further by a smile? + +At dusk, there was a call. Ralph received from his father a full +history of the case, with suggestions for treatment in either of two +changes that might possibly have taken place, and drove away. + +The loneliness was keen. The empty house, shorne of Ralph's sunny +presence, was unbearable. A thousand memories surged to meet him; a +thousand voices leaped from the stillness. Always, the veiled figure +stood by him, mutely accusing him of shameful cowardice. Above and +beyond all was Thorpe's voice, shrilling at him: + +_The honour of the spoken word still holds him . . . he was never +released . . . he slunk away like a cur . . . he is bound to her still +. . . there is no sin but shirking_ . . . + +Over and over again, the words rang through his consciousness. Then, +like an afterclap of thunder: + +_Father always does the square thing_! + +The dam crashed, the barrier of years was broken, the obstructions were +swept out to sea. Remorse and shame, no longer denied, overwhelmingly +submerged his soul. He struggled up from the couch blindly, and went +out--broken in body, crushed in spirit, yet triumphantly a man at last. + + + + +XIV + +A Little Hour of Triumph + +Miss Evelina sat alone in her parlour, which was now spotlessly clean. +Araminta had had her supper, her bath, and her clean linen--there was +nothing more to do until morning. The hard work had proved a blessing +to Miss Evelina; her thoughts had been constantly forced away from +herself. She had even learned to love Araminta with the protecting +love which grows out of dependence, and, at the same time, she felt +herself stronger; better fitted, as it were, to cope with her own grief. + +Since coming back to her old home, her thought and feeling had been +endlessly and painfully confused. She sat in her low rocker with her +veil thrown back, and endeavoured to analyse herself and her +surroundings, to see, if she might, whither she was being led. She was +most assuredly being led, for she had not come willingly, nor remained +willingly; she had been hurt here as she had not been hurt since the +very first, and yet, if a dead heart can be glad of anything, she was +glad she had come. Upon the far horizon of her future, she dimly saw +change. + +She had that particular sort of peace which comes from the knowledge +that the worst is over; that nothing remains. The last drop of +humiliation had been poured from her cup the day she met Anthony Dexter +on the road and had been splashed with mud from his wheels as he drove +by. It was inconceivable that there should be more. + +Dusk came and the west gleamed faintly. The afterglow merged into the +first night and at star-break, Venus blazed superbly on high, sending +out rays mystically prismatic, as from some enchanted lamp. "Our +star," Anthony Dexter had been wont to call it, as they watched for it +in the scented dusk. For him, perhaps, it had been indeed the +love-star, but she had followed it, with breaking heart, into the +quicksands. + +To shut out the sight of it, Miss Evelina closed the blinds and lighted +a candle, then sat down again, to think. + +There was a dull, uncertain rap at the door. Doctor Ralph, +possibly--he had sometimes come in the evening,--or else Miss Hitty, +with some delicacy for Araminta's breakfast. + +Drawing down her veil, she went to the door and opened it, thinking, as +she did so, that lives were often wrecked or altered by the opening or +closing of a door. + +Anthony Dexter brushed past her and strode into the parlour. Through +her veil, she would scarcely have recognised him--he was so changed. +Upon the instant, there was a transformation in herself. The +suffering, broken-hearted woman was strangely pushed aside--she could +come again, but she must step aside now. In her place arose a veiled +vengeance, emotionless, keen, watchful; furtively searching for the +place to strike. + +"Evelina," began the man, without preliminary, "I have come back. I +have come to tell you that I am a coward--a shirk." + +Miss Evelina laughed quietly in a way that stung him. "Yes?" she said, +politely. "I knew that. You need not have troubled to come and tell +me." + +He winced. "Don't," he muttered. "If you knew how I have suffered!" + +"I have suffered myself," she returned, coldly, wondering at her own +composure. She marvelled that she could speak at all. + +"Twenty-five years ago," he continued in a parrot-like tone, "I asked +you to marry me, and you consented. I have never been released from my +promise--I did not even ask to be. I slunk away like a cur. The +honour of the spoken word still holds me. The tardy fulfilment of my +promise is the only atonement I can make." + +The candle-light shone on his iron-grey hair, thinning at the temples; +touched into bold relief every line of his face. + +"Twenty-five years ago," said Evelina, in a voice curiously low and +distinct, "you asked me to marry you, and I consented. You have never +been released from your promise--you did not even ask to be." The +silence was vibrant; literally tense with emotion. Out of it leaped, +with passionate pride: "I release you now!" + +"No!" he cried. "I have come to fulfil my promise--to atone, if +atonement can be made!" + +"Do you call your belated charity atonement? Twenty-five years ago, I +saved you from death--or worse. One of us had to be burned, and it was +I, instead of you. I chose it, not deliberately, but instinctively, +because I loved you. When you came to the hospital, after three +days----" + +"I was ill," he interrupted. "The gas----" + +"You were told," she went on, her voice dominating his, "that I had +been so badly burned that I would be disfigured for life. That was +enough for you. You never asked to see me, never tried in any way to +help me, never sent by a messenger a word of thanks for your cowardly +life, never even waited to be sure it was not a mistake. You simply +went away." + +"There was no mistake," he muttered, helplessly. "I made sure." + +He turned his eyes away from her miserably. Through his mind came +detached fragments of speech. _The honour of the spoken word still +holds him . . . Father always does the square thing_ . . . + +"I am asking you," said Anthony Dexter, "to be my wife. I am offering +you the fulfilment of the promise I made so long ago. I am asking you +to marry me, to live with me, to be a mother to my son." + +"Yes," repeated Evelina, "you ask me to marry you. Would you have a +scarred and disfigured wife? A man usually chooses a beautiful woman, +or one he thinks beautiful, to sit at the head of his table, manage his +house, take the place of a servant when it is necessary, accept gladly +what money he chooses to give her, and bear and rear his children. +Poor thing that I am, you offer me this. In return, I offer you +release. I gave you your life once, I give you freedom now. Take your +last look at the woman who would not marry you to save you from--hell!" + +The man started forward, his face ashen, for she had raised her veil, +and was standing full in the light. + +In the tense silence he gazed at her, fascinated. Every emotion that +possessed him was written plainly on his face for her to read. "The +night of realisation," she was saying, "turned my hair white. Since I +left the hospital, no human being has seen my face till now. I think +you understand--why?" + +Anthony Dexter breathed hard; his body trembled. He was suffering as +the helpless animals had suffered on the table in his laboratory. +Evelina was merciless, but at last, when he thought she had no pity, +she lowered her veil. + +The length of chiffon fell between them eternally; it was like the +closing of a door. "I understand," he breathed, "oh, I understand. It +is my punishment--you have scored at last. Good----" + +A sob drowned the last word. He took her cold hand in his, and, +bending over it, touched it with his quivering lips. + +"Yes," laughed Evelina, "kiss my hand, if you choose. Why not? My +hand was not burned!" + +His face working piteously, he floundered out into the night and +staggered through the gate as he had come--alone. + +The night wind came through the open door, dank and cold. She closed +it, then bolted it as though to shut out Anthony Dexter for ever. + +It was his punishment, he had said. She had scored at last. If he had +suffered, as he told her he had, the sight of her face would be +torture. Yes, Evelina knew that she had scored. From her hand she +wiped away tears--a man's hot, terrible tears. + +Through the night she sat there, wide-eyed and sleepless, fearlessly +unveiled. The chiffon trailed its misty length unheeded upon the +floor. The man she had loved was as surely dead to her as though he +had never been. + +Anthony Dexter was dead. True, his body and mind still lived, but he +was not the man she had loved. The face that had looked into hers was +not the face of Anthony Dexter. It had been cold and calm and cruel, +until he came to her house. His eyes were fish-like, and, stirred by +emotion, he was little less than hideous. + +Her suffering had been an obsession--there had been no reason for it, +not the shadow of an excuse. A year, as the Piper said, would have +been long enough for her to grieve. She saw her long sorrow now as +something outside of herself, a beast whose prey she had been. When +Anthony Dexter had proved himself a coward, she should have thanked God +that she knew him before it was too late. And because she was weak in +body, because her hurt heart still clung to her love for him, she had +groped in the darkness for more than half of her life. + +And now he had come back! The blood of triumph surged hard. She loved +him no longer; then, why was she not free? Her chains yet lay heavily +upon her; in the midst of victory, she was still bound. + +The night waned. She was exhausted by stress of feeling and the long +vigil, but the iron, icy hand that had clasped her .heart so long did +not for a moment relax its hold. She went to the window and looked +out. Stars were paling, the mysterious East had trembled; soon it +would be day. + +She watched the dawn as though it were for the first time and she was +privileged to stand upon some lofty peak when "God said: 'Let there be +light,' and there was light." The tapestry of morning flamed +splendidly across the night, reflecting its colour back upon her +unveiled face. + +From far away, in the distant hills, whose summits only as yet were +touched with dawn, came faint, sweet music--the pipes o' Pan. She +guessed that the Piper was abroad with Laddie, in some fantastic spirit +of sun-worship, and smiled. + +Her little hour of triumph was over; her soul was once more back in its +prison. The prison house was larger, and different, but it was still a +prison. For an instant, freedom had flashed before her and dazed her; +now it was dark again. + +"Why?" breathed Evelina. "Dear God, why?" + +As if in answer, the music came back from the hills in uncertain +silvery echoes. "Oh, pipes o' Pan," cried Evelina, choking back a sob, +"I pray you, find me! I pray you, teach me joy!" + + + + +XV + +The State of Araminta's Soul + +The Reverend Austin Thorpe was in his room at Miss Mehitable's, with a +pencil held loosely in his wrinkled hand. On the table before him was +a pile of rough copy paper, and at the top of the first sheet was +written, in capitals, the one word: "Hell." It was underlined, and +around it he had drawn sundry fantastic flourishes and shadings, but +the rest of the sheet was blank. + +For more than an hour the old man had sat there, his blue, near-sighted +eyes wandering about the room. A self-appointed committee from his +congregation had visited him and requested him to preach a sermon on +the future abode of the wicked. The wicked, as the minister gathered +from the frank talk of the committee, included all who did not belong +to their own sect. + +Try as he might, the minister could find in his heart nothing save +charity. Anger and resentment were outside of his nature. He told +himself that he knew the world, and had experienced his share of +injustice, that he had seen sin in all of its hideous phases. Yet, +even for the unrepentant sinner, Thorpe had only kindness. + +Of one sin only, Thorpe failed in comprehension. As he had said to +Anthony Dexter, he could excuse a liar, pardon a thief, and pity a +murderer, but he had only contempt for a shirk. + +Persistently, he analysed and questioned himself, but got no further. +To him, all sin resolved itself at last into injustice, and he did not +believe that any one was ever intentionally unjust. But the +congregation desired to hear of hell--"as if," thought Thorpe, +whimsically, "I received daily reports." + +With a sigh, he turned to his blank sheet. "In the earlier stages of +our belief," he wrote, "we conceived of hell as literally a place of +fire and brimstone, of eternal suffering and torture. In the light +which has come to us later, we perceive that hell is a spiritual state, +and realise that the consciousness of a sin is its punishment." + +Then he tore the sheet into bits, for this was not what his +congregation wanted; yet it was his sincere belief. He could not +stultify himself to please his audience--they must take him as he was, +or let him go. + +Yet the thought of leaving was unpleasant, for he had found work to do +in a field where, as it seemed to him, he was sorely needed. His +parishioners had heard much of punishment, but very little of mercy and +love. They were tangled in doctrinal meshes, distraught by quibbles, +and at swords' points with each other. + +He felt that he must in some way temporise, and hold his place until he +had led his flock to a loftier height. He had no desire to force his +opinions upon any one else, but he wished to make clear his own strong, +simple faith, and spread abroad, if he might, his own perfect trust. + +A commanding rap resounded upon his door. "Come," he called, and Miss +Mehitable entered. + +Thorpe was not subtle, but he felt that this errand was of deeper +import than usual. The rustle of her stiffly-starched garments was +portentous, and there was a set look about her mouth which boded no +good to anybody. + +"Will you sit down?" he asked, offering her his own chair. + +"No," snapped Miss Mehitable, "I won't. What I've got to say, I can +say standin'. I come," she announced, solemnly, "from the Ladies' Aid +Society." + +"Yes?" Thorpe's tone was interrogative, but he was evidently not +particularly interested. + +"I'm appointed a committee of one," she resumed, "to say that the +Ladies' Aid Society have voted unanimously that they want you to preach +on hell. The Church is goin' to rack and ruin, and we ain't goin' to +stand it no longer. Even the disreputable characters will walk right +in and stay all through the sermon--Andy Rogers and the rest. And I +was particularly requested to ask whether you wished to have us +understand that you approve of Andy Rogers and his goin's on." + +"What," temporised Thorpe, "does Andy Rogers do?" + +"For the lands sake!" ejaculated Miss Mehitable. "Wasn't he drunk four +months ago and wasn't he caught stealing the Deacon's chickens? You +don't mean to tell me you never heard of that?" + +"I believe I did hear," returned the minister, in polite recognition of +the fact that it had been Miss Mehitable's sole conversational topic at +the time. "He stole the chickens because he was hungry, and he got +drunk because he didn't know any better. I talked with him, and he +promised me that he would neither steal nor drink any more. Moreover, +he earned the money and paid full price for the chickens. Have you +heard that he has broken his promise?" + +"No I dunno's I have, but he'll do it again if he gets the chance--you +just see!" + +Thorpe drummed idly on the table with his pencil, wishing that Miss +Mehitable would go. He had for his fellow-men that deep and abiding +love which enables one to let other people alone. He was a +humanitarian in a broad and admirable sense. + +"I was told," said Miss Mehitable, "to get a definite answer." + +Thorpe bowed his white head ever so slightly. "You may tell the +Ladies' Aid Society, for me, that next Sunday morning I will give my +congregation a sermon on hell." + +"I thought I could make you see the reason in it," remarked Miss +Mehitable, piously taking credit to herself, "and now that it's +settled, I want to speak of Araminta." + +"She's getting well all right, isn't she?" queried Thorpe, anxiously. +He had a tender place in his heart for the child. + +"That's what I don't know, not bein' allowed to speak to her or touch +her. What I do know is that her immortal soul is in peril, now that +she's taken away from my influence. I want you to get a permit from +that black-mailing play-doctor that's curing her, or pretending to, and +go up and see her. I guess her pastor has a right to see her, even if +her poor old aunt ain't. I want you to find out when she'll be able to +be moved, and talk to her about her soul, dwellin' particularly on +hell." + +Thorpe bowed again. "I will be very glad to do anything I can for +Araminta." + +Shortly afterward, he made an errand to Doctor Dexter's and saw Ralph, +who readily gave him permission to visit his entire clientele. + +"I've got another patient," laughed the boy. "My practice is +increasing at the rate of one case a month. If I weren't too +high-minded to dump a batch of germs into the water supply, I'd have a +lot more." + +"How is Araminta?" asked Thorpe, passing by Ralph's frivolity. + +"She's all right," he answered, his sunny face clouding. "She can go +home almost any time now. I hate to send her back into her cage--bless +her little heart." + +It was late afternoon when Thorpe started up the hill, to observe and +report upon the state of Araminta's soul. He had struggled vainly with +his own problem, and had at last decided to read a fiery sermon by one +of the early evangelists, from a volume which he happened to have. The +sermon was lurid with flame, and he thought it would satisfy his +congregation. He would preface it with the statement that it was not +his, but he hoped they would regard it as a privilege to hear the views +of a man who was, without doubt, wiser and better than he. + +Miss Evelina came to the door when he rapped, and at the sight of her +veiled face, a flood of pity overwhelmed him. He introduced himself +and asked whether he might see Araminta. + +When he was ushered into the invalid's room, he found her propped up by +pillows, and her hair was rioting in waves about her flushed face. A +small maltese kitten, curled into a fluffy ball, slept on the snowy +counterpane beside her. Araminta had been reading the "story book" +which Doctor Ralph had brought her. + +"Little maid," asked the minister, "how is the ankle?" + +"It's well, and to-morrow I'm to walk on it for the first time. Doctor +Ralph has been so good to me--everybody's been good." + +Thorpe picked up the book, which lay face downward, and held it close +to his near-sighted eyes. Araminta trembled; she was afraid he would +take it away from her. + +All that day, she had lived in a new land, where men were brave and +women were fair. Castle towers loomed darkly purple in the sunset, or +shone whitely at noon. Kings and queens, knights and ladies, moved +sedately across the tapestry, mounted on white chargers with trappings +of scarlet and gold. Long lances shimmered in the sun and the armour +of the knights gave back the light an hundred fold. Strange music +sounded in Araminta's ears--love songs and serenades, hymns of battle +and bugle calls. She felt the rush of conflict, knew the anguish of +the wounded, and heard the exultant strains of victory. + +And all of it--Araminta had greatly marvelled at this--was done for +love, the love of man and woman. + +A knight in the book had asked the lady of his heart to marry him, and +she had not seen that she was insulted, nor guessed that he was +offering her disgrace. Araminta wondered that the beautiful lady could +be so stupid, but, of course, she had no Aunt Hitty to set her right. +Far from feeling shame, the lady's heart had sung for joy, but +secretly, since she was proud. Further on, the same beautiful lady had +humbled her pride for the sake of her love and had asked the gallant +knight to marry her, since she had once refused to marry him. + +"Why, Araminta!" exclaimed Mr. Thorpe, greatly surprised. "I thought +Miss Mehitable did not allow you to read novels." + +"A novel! Why, no, Mr. Thorpe, it isn't a novel! It's just a story +book. Doctor Ralph told me so." + +Austin Thorpe laughed indulgently. "A rose by any other name," he +said, "is--none the less a rose. Doctor Ralph was right--it is a story +book, and I am right, too, for it is also a novel." + +Araminta turned very pale and her eyes filled with tears. + +"Mr. Thorpe," she said, in an anguished whisper, "will I be burned?" + +"Why, child, what do you mean?" + +"I didn't know it was a novel," sobbed Araminta. "I thought it was a +story book. Aunt Hitty says people who read novels get burned--they +writhe in hell forever in the lake of fire." + +The Reverend Austin Thorpe went to the door and looked out into the +hall. No one was in sight. He closed the door very gently and came +back to Araminta's bed. He drew his chair nearer and leaned over her, +speaking in a low voice, that he might not be heard. + +"Araminta, my poor child," he said, "perhaps I am a heretic. I don't +know. But I do not believe that a being divine enough to be a God +could be human enough to cherish so fiendish a passion as revenge. +Look up, dear child, look up!" + +Araminta turned toward him obediently, but she was still sobbing. + +"It is a world of mystery," he went on. "We do not know why we come +nor where we go--we only know that we come and that eventually, we go. +Yet I do not think that any one of us nor any number of us have the +right to say what the rest of us shall believe. + +"I cannot think of Heaven as a place sparsely populated by my own sect, +with a world of sinners languishing in flames below. I think of Heaven +as a sunny field, where clover blooms and birds sing all day. There +are trees, with long, cool shadows where the weary may rest; there is a +crystal stream where they may forget their thirst. I do not think of +Heaven as a place of judgment, but rather of pardon and love. + +"Punishment there is, undoubtedly, but it has seemed to me that we are +sufficiently punished here for all we do that is wrong. We don't +intend to do wrong, Araminta--we get tired, and things and people worry +us, and we are unjust. We are like children afraid in the dark; we +live in a world of doubting, we are made the slaves of our own fears, +and so we shirk." + +"But the burning," said Araminta, wiping her eyes. "Is nobody ever to +be burned?" + +"The God I worship," answered Thorpe, passionately, "never could be +cruel, but there are many gods, it seems, and many strange beliefs. +Listen, Araminta. Whom do you love most?" + +"Aunt Hitty?" she questioned. + +"No, you don't have to say that if it isn't so. You can be honest with +me. Who, of all the world, is nearest to you? Whom would you choose to +be with you always, if you could have only one?" + +"Doctor Ralph!" cried Araminta, her eyes shining. + +"I thought so," replied Thorpe. "I don't know that I blame you. Now +suppose Doctor Ralph did things that hurt you; that there was continual +misunderstanding and distrust. Suppose he wronged you, cruelly, and +apparently did everything he could to distress you and make you +miserable. Could you condemn him to a lake of fire?" + +"Why, no!" she cried. "I'd know he never meant to do it!" + +"Suppose you knew he meant it?" persisted Thorpe, looking at her keenly. + +"Then," said Araminta, tenderly, "I'd feel very, very sorry." + +"Exactly, and why? Because, as you say, you love him. And God is +love, Araminta. Do you understand?" + +Upon the cramped and imprisoned soul of the child, the light slowly +dawned. "God is love," she repeated, "and nobody would burn people +they loved." + +There was an illuminating silence, then Thorpe spoke again. He told +Araminta of a love so vast and deep that it could not be measured by +finite standards; of infinite pity and infinite pardon. This love was +everywhere; it was impossible to conceive of a place where it was +not--it enveloped not only the whole world, but all the shining worlds +beyond. And this love, in itself and of itself, was God. + +"This," said Araminta, touching the book timidly; "is it bad?" + +"Nothing is bad," explained Thorpe, carefully, "which does not harm you +or some one else. Of the two, it is better to harm yourself than +another. How does the book make you feel?" + +"It makes me feel as if the world was a beautiful place, and as if I +ought to be better, so I could make it still more beautiful by living +in it." + +"Then, Araminta, it is a good book." + +Thorpe went down-stairs strangely uplifted. To him, Truth was not a +creed, but a light which illumined all creeds. His soul was aflame +with eagerness to help and comfort the whole world. Miss Evelina was +waiting in the hall, veiled and silent, as always. + +She opened the door, but Thorpe lingered, striving vainly for the right +word. He could not find it, but he had to speak. + +"Miss Evelina," he stammered, the high colour mounting to his temples, +"if there should ever be anything I can do for you, will you let me +know?" + +She seemed to shrink back into her veil. "Yes," she said, at length, +"I will." Then, fearing she had been ungracious, she added: "Thank +you." + +His mood of exaltation was still upon him, and he wandered long in the +woods before going home. His spirit dwelt in the high places, and from +the height he gained the broad view. + +When he entered the house. Miss Mehitable was waiting for him with a +torrent of questions. When he had an opportunity to reply he reported +that he had seen Doctor Ralph and Araminta could come home almost any +time, now. Yes, he had talked with Araminta about her soul, and she +had cried. He thought he had done her good by going, and was greatly +indebted to Miss Mehitable for the suggestion. + + + + +XVI + +The March of the Days + +Out in the garden, the Piper was attending to his belated planting. He +had cleared the entire place, repaired the wall, and made flower-beds +in fantastic shapes that pleased his own fancy. To-day, he was putting +in the seeds, while Laddie played about his feet, and Miss Evelina +stood by, timidly watchful. + +"I do not see," she said, "why you take so much trouble to make me a +garden. Nobody was ever so good to me before." + +The Piper laughed and paused a moment to wipe his ruddy face. "Did +nobody ever care before whether or not you had a garden?" + +"Never," returned Evelina, sadly. + +"Then 't is time some one did, so Laddie and I have come to make it for +you, but I'm thinking 't is largely for ourselves, too, since the doing +is the best part of anything." + +Miss Evelina made no answer. Speech did not come easily to her after +twenty-five years of habitual repression. + +"'T will be a brave garden," continued the Piper, cheerily. "Marigolds +and larkspur and mignonette; phlox and lad's love, rosemary, lavender, +and verbena, and many another that you'll not guess till the time comes +for blossoming." + +"Lad's love grew in my garden once," sighed Evelina, after a little. +"It was sweet while it lasted--oh, but it was sweet!" + +She spoke so passionately that the Piper gathered the underlying +significance of her words. + +"You're speaking of another garden, I think," he ventured; "the garden +in your heart. "'T is meet that lad's love should grow there. Are you +sure 't was not a weed?" + +"Yes, it was a weed," she replied, bitterly. "The mistake was mine." + +The Piper leaned on his rake thoughtfully. "'T is hard, I think," he +said, "for us to see that the mistakes are all ours. The Gardener +plants rightly, but we are never satisfied. When sweet herbs are meant +for us, we ask for roses, and 't is not every garden in which a rose +will bloom. If we could keep it clean of weeds, and make it free of +all anger and distrust, there'd be heartsease there instead of thorns." + +"Heartsease?" asked Evelina, piteously. "I thought there was no more!" + +"Lady," said the Piper, "there is heartsease for the asking. I'm +thinking 't is you who have spoiled your garden." + +"No!" cried Evelina. "Believe me, it was not I!" + +"Who else?" queried the Piper, with a look which made her shrink +farther back into the shelter of her chiffon. "Ah, I was not asking a +question that needed an answer; I do not concern myself with names and +things. But ask this of yourself--is there sin on your soul?" + +"No," she whispered, "unless it be a sin to suffer for twenty-five +years." + +"Another's sin, then? You're grieving because another has done wrong?" + +"Because another has done wrong to me." The Piper came to her and laid +his hand very gently upon hers. There was reassurance in the friendly, +human touch. "'T is there," he said, "that the trouble lies. 'T is +not for you to suffer because you are wronged, but for the one who has +wronged you. He must have been very dear to you, I'm thinking; else +you would not hide the beauty of your face." + +"Beauty?" repeated Evelina, scornfully. "You do not understand. I was +burned--horribly burned." + +"Yes," said the Piper, softly, "and what of that? Beauty is of the +soul." + +He went out to the gate and brought in a small, flat box. "'T is for +you," he said. "I got it for you when I went to the city--there was +none here." + +She opened the box, her fingers trembling, and held up length after +length of misty white chiffon. "I ask no questions," said the Piper, +proudly, "but I know that because you are so beautiful, you hide your +face. Laddie and I, we got more of the white stuff to help you hide +it, because you would not let us see how beautiful you are." + +The chiffon fluttered in her hand, though there was no wind. "Why?" +she asked, in a strange voice; "why did you do this?" + +"You gave me a garden," laughed the Piper, "when I had no garden of my +own, so why should I not get the white stuff for you? 'T was queer, +the day I got it," he went on, chuckling at the recollection, "for I +did not know its name. Every place I went, I asked for white stuff, +and they showed me many kinds, but nothing like this. At last I said +to a young girl: 'What is it that is like a cloud, all white and soft, +which one can see through, but through which no one can be seen--the +stuff that ladies wear when they are so beautiful that they do not want +their faces seen?' She smiled, and told me it was 'chiffon.' And +so--" A wave of the hand finished his explanation. + +After an interval of silence, the Piper spoke again. "There are chains +that bind you," he began, "but they are chains of your own forging. No +one else can shackle you--you must always do it yourself. Whatever is +past is over, and I'm thinking you have no more to do with it than a +butterfly has with the empty chrysalis from which he came. The law of +life is growth, and we cannot linger--we must always be going on. + +"You stand alone upon a height," he said, dreamily, "like one in a +dreary land. Behind you all is darkness, before you all is darkness; +there is but one small space of light. In that one space is a day. +They come, one at a time, from the night of To-morrow, and vanish into +the night of Yesterday. + +"I have thought of the days as men and women, for a woman's day is not +at all like a man's. For you, I think, they first were children, with +laughing eyes and little, dimpled hands. One at a time, they came out +of the darkness, and disappeared into the darkness on the other side. +Some brought you flowers or new toys and some brought you childish +griefs, but none came empty-handed. Each day laid its gift at your +feet and went on. + +"Some brought their gifts wrapped up, that you might have the surprise +of opening them. Many a gift in a bright-hued covering turned out to +be far from what you expected when you were opening it. Some of the +happiest gifts were hidden in dull coverings you took off slowly, +dreading to see the contents. Some days brought many gifts, others +only one. + +"As the days grew older, some brought you laughter; some gave you light +and love. Others came with music and pleasure--and some of them +brought pain." + +"Yes," sighed Evelina, "some brought pain." + +"It is of that," went on the Piper, "that I wished to be speaking. It +was one day, was it not, that brought you a long sorrow?" + +"Yes." + +"Not more than one? Was it only one day?" + +"Yes, only one day," + +"See," said The Piper, gently, "the day came with her gift. You would +not let her lay it at your feet and pass on into the darkness of +Yesterday. You held her by her grey garments and would not let her go. +You kept searching her sad eyes to see whether she did not have further +pain for you. Why keep her back from her appointed way? Why not let +your days go by?" + +"The other days," murmured Evelina, "have all been sad." + +"Yes, and why? You were holding fast to one day--the one that brought +you pain. So, with downcast eyes they passed you, and carried their +appointed gifts on into Yesterday, where you can never find them again. +Even now, the one day you have been holding is struggling to free +herself from the chains you have put upon her. You have no right to +keep a day." + +"Should I not keep the gifts?" she asked. His fancy pleased her. + +"The gifts, yes--even the gifts of tears, but never a day. You cannot +hold a happy day, for it goes too quickly. This one sad day that +marched so slowly by you is the one you chose to hold. Lady," he +pleaded, "let her go!" + +"The other days," she whispered, brokenly. "What of them?" + +"No man can say. While you have been holding this one, the others have +passed you, taking your gifts into Yesterday. Memory guards Yesterday, +but there is a veil on the face of To-morrow. Sometimes I think +To-morrow is so beautiful that she hides her face." + +"God veils her face," cried Evelina, "or else we could not live!" + +"Lady," said the Piper, "have you lived so long and never learned this +simple thing? Whatever a day may bring you, whatever terrible gifts of +woe, if you search her closely, you will always find the strength to +meet her face to face. Overshadowed by her burden of bitterness, one +fails to find the balm. Concealed within her garments or held loosely +in her hand, she always has her bit of consolation; rosemary in the +midst of her rue, belief with the doubt, life with the death." + +"I found no balm," murmured Evelina, "in the day you say I held." + +"Had there been no secret balm, you could never have held her--the +thorns would have pierced your hands. Have you not seen that you can +never have sorrow until you have first had joy? Happiness is the light +and sadness the shade. God sets you right, and you stray from the +path, into the shadow of the cypress." + +"The cypress casts a long shadow," said Evelina, pointing to the tree +at the gate. + +The Piper smiled. "The shadow of a sorrow is longer than the sorrow," +he answered. "The shadow of one day, with you, has stretched over +twenty-five years. 'T is approaching night that makes long shadows; +when life is at noon, they are short. When life is at its highest, +there are no shadows at all." + +Miss Evelina sighed and leaned uneasily against the wall. + +"This, I'm thinking," mused the Piper, "is the inmost truth of +living--there is always a balance which swings true. A sorrow is +precisely equal to a joy, and the shadow can loom no larger unless the +light slants. And if you sit always in the sun, the shadow that lies +behind a joy can be scarcely seen at all." + +A faint breath of Spring stirred Miss Evelina's veil. She caught at it +and tied the long floating ends about her neck. + +"I would not look," said the Piper, softly. "If your veil should blow +away, I would close my eyes and feel my way to the gate. Unless you +chose to have me see your beauty, I would never ask, nor take advantage +of an accidental opportunity. I'm thinking you are very beautiful, but +you need never be afraid of me." + +Miss Evelina did not reply; she only leaned more heavily against the +wall. + +"Lady," he continued, "perhaps you think I do not know. You may think +I'm talking blindly, but there are few sorrows in the world that I have +not seen face to face. Those I have not had myself, my friends have +had, and I have been privileged to share with them. The sorrows of the +world are not so many--they are few, and, in essence, the same. + +"It's very strange, I'm thinking. The little laughing, creeping days +go by us, then the awkward ones that bring us the first footsteps, then +childhood comes, and youth, and then maturity. But the days have begun +to grow feeble before one learns how to meet them; how to take the +gifts humbly, scorning none, and how to make each day give up its +secret balm. Memory, the angel who stands at the portal of Yesterday, +has always an inscrutable smile. She keeps for us so many things that +we would be glad to spare, and pushes headlong into Yesterday so much +that we fain would keep. I do not yet know all the ways of Memory--I +only know that she means to be kind." + +"Kind!" repeated Evelina. Her tone was indescribably bitter. + +"Yes," returned the Piper, "Memory means to be kind--she is kind. I +have said that I do not know her ways, but of that I am sure. Lady, I +would that you could let go of the day you are holding back. Cast her +from you, and let her go into the Yesterday from which you have kept +her so long. Perhaps Memory will be kinder to you then, for, remember, +she stands at the gate." + +"I cannot," breathed Evelina. "I have tried and I cannot let her go!" + +"Yes," said the Piper, very gently, "you can. 'T is that, I'm +thinking, that has set your life all wrong. Unclasp your hands from +her rough garments, cease to question her closed eyes. Take her gift +and the balm that infallibly comes with it; meet To-day with kindness +and To-morrow with a brave heart. Oh, Spinner in the Shadow," he +cried, his voice breaking, "I fain would see you a Spinner in the Sun!" + +"No," she sighed, "I have been in the dark too long. There is no light +for me." + +"There is light," he insisted. "When you admit the shadow, you have at +the same time acknowledged the light." + +Evelina shook her head. "Too late," she said, despairingly; "it is too +late." + +"Ah," cried the Piper, "if you could only trust me! I have helped many +a soul into the sun again." + +"I trusted," said Evelina, "and my trust was betrayed." + +"Yes," he answered, "I know. I have trusted, too, and I have been +betrayed, also, but I know that the one who wronged me must suffer more +than I." + +She laughed; a wild, fantastic laugh. "The one who wronged me," she +said, "has not suffered at all. He married in a year." + +"There are different ways of suffering," he explained. "With a woman, +it is most often spread out over a long period. The quick, clean-cut +stroke is seldom given to a woman--she suffers less and longer than a +man. With him, I'm thinking, it has come, or will come, all at once." + +"If it does," she cried, her frail body quivering, "what a day for him, +oh, what a day!" + +Her voice was trembling with the hideous passion for revenge, and the +Piper read her, unerringly. "Lady," he said, sadly, "'t is a long way +to the light, but I'm here to help | you find it. We'll be going now. +Laddie and I, but we'll come back soon." + +He whistled to the dog and the two went off downhill together. She +watched him from the gate until the bobbing red feather turned a corner +at the foot of the hill, and the cheery whistle had ceased. + +The stillness was acute, profound. It was so deep that it seemed +positive, rather than negative. She went back into the house, her +steps dragging painfully. + +As in a vision she saw the days passing her while she stood upon a +height. All around her were bare rocks and fearful precipices; there +was nothing but a narrow path in front. Day by day, they came, +peacefully, contentedly; till at last dawned that terrible one which +had blasted her life. Was it true that she still held that day by the +garment, and could not unclasp her hands? + +One by one they had passed her, leaving no gifts, because she still +clung to one. If she could let go, what gifts would the others bring? +Joy? Never--there was no joy in the world for her. + +Sometime that mystical procession must come to an end. When the last +day passed on, she would follow, too, and go into the night of +Yesterday, where, perhaps, there was peace. As never before, she +craved the last gift, praying to see the uplifted head and stately +figure of the last Day--grave, silent, unfathomable, tender; the Day +with the veiled face, bearing white poppies in her hands. + + + + +XVII + +Loved by a Dog + +Anthony Dexter sat on the porch in front of his house, alone. Ralph +had been out since early morning, attending to his calls. It was the +last of April and the trees were brave in their panoply of new leaves. +Birds were singing and the very air was eloquent with new life. + +Between Anthony Dexter and the lilac bush at the gate, there moved +perpetually the black, veiled figure of Evelina Grey. He knew she was +not there and he was fully certain of the fact that it was an +hallucination, but his assurance had not done away with the phantom. + +How mercilessly she followed him! Since the night he had flung himself +out of her house, tortured in every nerve, she had not for a moment +left him. When he walked through the house, she followed him, her +stealthy footfall sounding just the merest fraction of a second after +his. He avoided the bare polished floors and walked on the rugs +whenever possible, that he might not hear that soft, slow step so +plainly. Ralph had laughed at him, once, for taking a long, awkward +jump from rug to rug. + +Within the line of his vision she moved horizontally, but never back +and forth. Sometimes her veiled face was averted, and sometimes, +through the eternal barrier of chiffon, he could feel her burning eyes +fixed pitilessly upon his. + +He never slept, now, without drugs. Gradually he had increased the +dose, but to no purpose. Evelina haunted his sleep endlessly and he +had no respite. Through the dull stupor of the night, she was never +for a moment absent, and in every horrible dream, she stood in the +foreground, mute, solitary, accusing. + +He was fully aware of the fact that he was in the clutches of a drug +addiction, but that was nothing to be feared in comparison with his +veiled phantom. He had exhausted the harmless soporifics long ago, and +turned, perforce, to the swift and deadly ministers of forgetfulness. + +The veiled figure moved slowly back and forth across the yard, lifting +its skirts daintily to avoid a tiny pool of water where a thirsty robin +was drinking. The robin, evidently, did not fear Evelina. He could +hear the soft, slow footfalls on the turf, and the echo of three or +four steps upon the brick walk, when she crossed. She kept carefully +within the line of his vision; he did not have to turn his head to see +her. When he did turn his head, she moved with equal swiftness. Not +for a single pitying instant was she out of his sight. + +Farther on, doubtless, as he thought, she would come closer. She might +throw back her veil as she had done on that terrible night, or lay her +cold hand on his--she might even speak to him. What hideous +conversations they might have--he and the woman he had once loved and +to whom he was still bound! Anthony Dexter knew now that even his +marriage had not released him and that Evelina had held him, through +all the five-and-twenty years. + +Such happiness as he had known had been purely negative. The thrill of +joyous life had died, for him, the day he took Evelina into the +laboratory. He was no longer capable of caring for any one except +Ralph. The remnant of his cowardly heart was passionately and wholly +given to his son. + +He meditated laying his case before Ralph. as one physician to +another, then the inmost soul of him shuddered at the very thought. +Rather than have Ralph know, he would die a thousand deaths. He would +face the uttermost depths of hell, rather than see those clear, honest +eyes fixed upon him in judgment. + +He might go to the city to see a specialist--it would be an easy matter +to accomplish, and Ralph would gladly attend to his work. Yes, he +might go--he and Evelina. He could go to a brother physician and say: + +"This woman haunts me. She saved my life and continually follows me. +I want her kept away. What, do you not see her, too?" + +Anthony Dexter laughed harshly, and fancied that the veiled figure +paused slightly at the sound. "No," he said, aloud, "you need not +prepare for travel, Evelina. We shall not go to the city--you and I." + +That was his mate, walking in his garden before him, veiled. She was +his and he was hers. They were mated as two atoms of hydrogen and one +of oxygen, forming a molecule of water. All these years, her suffering +had reacted upon him, kept him from being happy, and made him fight +continually to keep her out of his remembrance. For having kept her +out, he was paying, now, with compound interest. + +Upon a lofty spire of granite stands a wireless telegraph instrument. +Fogs are thick about it, wild surges crash in the unfathomable depths +below; the silence is that of chaos, before the first day of creation. +Out of the emptiness, a world away, comes a message. At the first +syllable, the wireless instrument leaps to answer its mate. With the +universe between them, those two are bound together, inextricably, +eternally bound. One may fancy that a disorder in one might cause +vague unrest in the other. In like manner, Evelina's obsession had +preyed upon Anthony Dexter for twenty-five years. Now, the line was at +work again and there was an unceasing flow of communication. + +Perhaps, if he had the strength, he might learn to ignore the phantom +as he had ignored memory. Eventually, he might be able to put aside +the eternal presence as he had put aside his own cowardice. There was +indefinite comfort in the thought. + +Having preached the gospel of work for so long, he began to apply it to +himself. Work was undoubtedly what he needed--the one thing which +could set him right again. After a little, he could make the rounds +with Ralph, and dwell constantly in the boy's sunny presence. In the +meantime, there was his paper, for the completion of which one more +experiment was absolutely essential. + +He stirred uneasily in his chair. He wished that Ralph had not been so +womanish, or else that he had more diplomatically concealed his own +opinions, to which, indeed, Ralph had admitted his right. Condemnation +from Ralph was the one thing he could not bear, but, after all, was it +needful that Ralph should know? + +The experiment would not take long, as he wished to satisfy himself on +but one minor point. It could be done, easily, while Ralph was out +upon his daily round. Behind the lilac bushes there was yet room for +one more tiny grave. + +One more experiment, and then, in deference to Ralph's foolish, +effeminate sentiments, he would give it up. One more heart in action, +the conclusion of his brilliant paper, and then--why, he would be +willing to devote the rest of his life, in company with Ralph, to +curing whooping-cough, measles, and mumps. + +The veiled figure still paced restlessly back and forth, now on the +turf and now on the brick walk. He closed his eyes, but he still saw +Evelina and noted the slight difference of sound in her footfalls as +she crossed the walk. He heard the swish of her skirts as she lifted +them when she passed the pool of water--was it possible that his +hearing was becoming more keen? He was sure that he had not heard it +from that distance before. + + +It was certainly an inviting yard and the gate stood temptingly ajar. +The gravelled highway was rough for a little dog's feet, and Laddie and +the Piper had travelled far. For many a mile, there had been no water, +and in this cool, green yard, there was a small pool. Laddie whined +softly and nosed the gate farther open. + +A man sat on the porch, but he was asleep--anyhow, his eyes were +closed. Perhaps he had a dog of his own. At any rate, he could not +object to a tired yellow mongrel quenching his thirst at his pool. The +Piper had gone on without observing that his wayworn companion had +stopped. + +Except for a mob of boys who had thrown stones at him and broken his +leg, humans had been kind to Laddie. It had been a human, Piper Tom, +in fact, who had rescued him from the boys and made his leg good again. +Laddie cherished no resentment against the mob, for he had that eternal +forgiveness of blows and neglect which lives in the heart of the +commonest cur. + +Opening his eyes, Anthony Dexter noted that a small, rough-coated +yellow dog was drinking eagerly at the pool of water past which Evelina +continually moved. She went by twice while the dog was drinking, but +he took no notice of her. Neither robins nor dogs seemed to fear +Evelina--it was only men, or, to be exact, one man, who had hitherto +feared nothing save self-analysis. + +The turf was cool and soft to a little dog's tired feet. Laddie walked +leisurely toward the shrubbery, where there was deep and quiet shade. +Under the lilac bush, he lay down to rest, but was presently on his +feet again, curiously exploring the place. + +He sniffed carefully at the ground behind the lilac bushes, and the +wiry hair on his back bristled. There was something uncanny about it, +and a guarding instinct warned him away. But what was this that lay on +the ground, so soaked with rains that, in the shade, it had not yet +dried? Laddie dragged it out into the sunlight to see. + +It was small and square and soft on the outside, yet hard within. +Except for the soft, damp outer covering, it might have been the block +of pine with which Piper Tom and he would play by the hour. The Piper +would throw the block of wood far from him, sometimes even into the +water, and Laddie would race after it, barking gaily. When he brought +it back, he was rewarded with a pat on the head, or, sometimes, a bone. +Always, there would be friendly talk. Perhaps the man on the porch had +thrown this, and was waiting for him to bring it back. + +Laddie took the mysterious thing carefully in his strong jaws, and +trotted exultantly up to the porch, wagging his stub of a tail. +Strangely enough, just at the steps, the thing opened, and something +small and cold and snake-like slipped out. The man could scarcely have +seen the necklace of discoloured pearls before, with an oath, he rose +to his feet, and, firmly holding Laddie under his arm, strode into the +house, entering at the side door. + +The Piper had reached home before he missed his dog. He waited a +little, then called, but there was no answer. It was not like Laddie +to stray, for he was usually close at his master's heels. + +"Poor little man," said the Piper to himself, "I'm thinking we went too +far." + +He retraced his steps over the dusty road, searching the ground. He +discovered that Laddie's tracks ended in the road near Doctor Dexter's +house, and turned toward the gate. Tales of mysterious horrors, +vaguely hinted at, came back to him now with ominous force. He +searched the yard carefully, looking in every nook and corner, then a +cry of anguish reached his ears. + +Great beads of sweat stood out upon Piper Tom's forehead, as he burst +in at the laboratory door. On a narrow table, tightly strapped down, +lay Laddie, fully conscious, his faithful heart laid bare. The odour +of anesthetics was so faint as to be scarcely noticeable. At the dog's +side stood Doctor Dexter, in a blood-stained linen coat, with a pad of +paper and a short pencil in his white, firm hands. He was taking notes. + +With infinite appeal in his agonised eyes, Laddie recognised his +master, who at last had come too late. Piper Tom seized the knife from +the table, and, with a quick, clean stroke, ended the torture. Doctor +Dexter looked up, his mask-like face wearing an expression of insolent +inquiry. + +"Man," cried the Piper, his voice shaking, "have you never been loved +by a dog?" + +The silence was tense, but Doctor Dexter had taken out his watch, and +was timing the spasmodic pulsations of the heart he had been so +carefully studying. + +"Aye," said the Piper, passionately, "watch it till the last--you +cannot hurt him now. 'T is the truest heart in all the world save a +woman's, and you do well to study it, having no heart of your own. A +poor beast you are, if a dog has never loved you. Take your pencil and +write down on the bit of paper you have there that you've seen the +heart of a dog. Write down that you've seen the heart of one who left +his own kind to be with you, to fight for you, even against them. +Write down that 't is a good honest heart with red blood in it, that +never once failed and never could fail. + +"When a man's mother casts him off, when his wife forsakes him, when +his love betrays him, his dog stays true. When he's poor and his +friends pass him by on the other side of the street, looking the other +way, his dog fares with him, ready to starve with him for very love of +him. 'T is a man and his dog, I'm thinking, against the whole world. + +"This little lad here was only a yellow mongrel, there was no fine +blood in him; he couldn't bring in the birds nor swim after the ducks +men kill to amuse themselves. He was worth no high price to +anybody--nobody wanted him but me. When I took him away from the boys +who were hurting him, and set his poor broken leg as best I could, he +knew me for his master and claimed me then. + +"He's walked with me through four States and never whined. He's gone +without food for days at a time, and never complained. He's been cold +and hungry, and we've slept together, more than once, on the ground in +the snow, with only one blanket between us. He's kept me from freezing +to death with his warm body, he's suffered from thirst the same as I, +and never so much as whimpered. We've been comrades and we've fared +together, as only man and dog may fare. + +"When every man's face was set against you, did you never have a dog to +trust you? When there was never a man nor a woman you could call your +friend, did a dog never come to you and lick your hand? When you've +been bent with grief you couldn't stand up under, did a dog never come +to you and put his cold nose on your face? Did a dog never reach out a +friendly paw to tell you that you were not alone--that it was you two +together? + +"When you've come home alone late at night, tired to death with the +world and its ways, was there never a dog to greet you with his bark of +welcome? Did a dog never sit where you told him to sit, and guard your +property till you came back, though it might be hours? When you could +trust no man to guard your treasures, could you never trust a dog? +Man, man, the world has fair been cruel if you've never known the love +of a dog! + +"I've heard these things of you, but I thought folks were prattling, as +folks will, but dogs never do. I thought they were lying about +you--that such things couldn't be true. They said you were cutting up +dogs to learn more of people, and I'm thinking, if we're so much alike +as that, 't is murder to kill a dog." + +"You killed him," said Anthony Dexter, speaking for the first time. "I +didn't." + +"Yes," answered the Piper, "I killed him, but 't was to keep him from +being hurt. I'd do the same for a man or a woman, if there was need. +If 't was a child you had tied down here with your blood-stained +straps, cut open to see an innocent heart, your own being black past +all pardon, I'd do the same for the child and all the more quickly if +it was my own. I never had a child--I've never had a woman to love me, +but I've been loved by a dog. I've thought that even yet I might know +the love of a woman, for a man who deserves the love of a dog is worthy +of a woman, and a man who will torture a dog will torture a woman, too. + +"Laddie," said the Piper, laying his hand upon the blood-stained body, +"no man ever had a truer comrade, and I'll not insult your kind by +calling this brute a cur. Laddie, it was you and I, and now it's I +alone. Laddie--" here the Piper's voice broke, and, taking up the +knife again, he cut the straps. With the tears raining down his face, +he stumbled out of the laboratory, the mutilated body of his pet in his +arms. + + +Anthony Dexter looked after him curiously. The mask-like expression of +his face was slightly changed. In a corner of the laboratory, seeming +to shrink from him, stood the phantom black figure, closely veiled. +Out of the echoing stillness came the passionate accusation: "A man who +will torture a dog will torture a woman, too." + +He carefully removed the blood stains from the narrow table, and pushed +it back in its place, behind a screen. The straps were cut, and +consequently useless, so he wrapped them up in a newspaper and threw +them into the waste basket. He cleaned his knife with unusual care, +and wiped an ugly stain from his forceps. + +Then he took off his linen coat, folded it up, and placed it in the +covered basket which held soiled linen from the laboratory. He washed +his hands and copied the notes he had made, for there was blood upon +the page. He tore the original sheet into fine bits, and put the +pieces into the waste basket. Then he put on his cuffs and his coat, +and went out of the laboratory. + +He was dazed, and did not see that his own self-torture had filled him +with primeval lust to torture in return. He only knew that his +brilliant paper must remain forever incomplete, since his services to +science were continually unappreciated and misunderstood. What was one +yellow dog, more or less, in the vast economy of Nature? Was he +lacking in discernment, because, as Piper Tom said, he had never been +loved by a dog? + +He sat down in the library to collect himself and observed, with a +curious sense of detachment, that Evelina was walking in the hall +instead of in the library, as she usually did when he sat there. + +An hour--or perhaps two--went by, then, unexpectedly, Ralph came home, +having paused a moment outside. He rushed into the library with his +face aglow. + +"Look, Dad," he cried, boyishly, holding it at arm's length; "see what +I found on the steps! It's a pearl necklace, with a diamond in the +clasp! Some of the stones are discoloured, but they're good and can be +made right again, I've found it, so it's mine, and I'm going to give it +to the girl I marry!" + +Anthony Dexter's pale face suddenly became livid. He staggered over to +Ralph, snatched the necklace out of his hand, and ground the pearls +under his heel. "No," he cried, "a thousand times, no! The pearls are +cursed!" + +Then, for the second time, he fainted. + + + + +XVIII + +Undine + +"It's almost as good as new!" cried Araminta, gleefully. She was clad +in a sombre calico Mother Hubbard, of Miss Mehitable's painstaking +manufacture, and hopping back and forth on the bare floor of her room +at Miss Evelina's. + +"Yes," answered Doctor Ralph, "I think it's quite as good as new." He +was filled with professional pride at the satisfactory outcome of his +first case, and yet was not at all pleased with the idea of Araminta's +returning to Miss Mehitable's, as, perforce, she soon must do. + +"Don't walk any more just now," he said "Come here and sit down. I +want to talk to you." + +Araminta obeyed him unquestioningly. He settled her comfortably in the +haircloth easy-chair and drew his own chair closer. There was a pause, +then she looked up at him, smiling with childish wistfulness. + +"Are you sorry it's well?" he asked. + +"I--I think I am," she answered, shyly, the deep crimson dyeing her +face. + +"I can't see you any more, you know," said Ralph, watching her intently. + +The sweet face saddened in an instant and Araminta tapped her foot +restlessly upon the floor. "Perhaps," she returned, slowly, "Aunt +Hitty will be taken sick. Oh, I do hope she will!" + +"You miserable little sinner," laughed Ralph, "do you suppose for a +moment that Aunt Hitty would send for me if she were ill? Why, I +believe she'd die first!" + +"Maybe Mr. Thorpe might be taken sick," suggested Araminta, hopefully. +"He's old, and sometimes I think he isn't very strong." + +"He'd insist on having my father. You know they're old friends." + +"Mr. Thorpe is old and your father is old," corrected Araminta, +precisely, "but they haven't been friends long. Aunt Hitty says you +must always say what you mean." + +"That is what I meant. Each is old and both are friends. See?" + +"It must be nice to be men," sighed Araminta, "and have friends. I've +never had anybody but Aunt Hitty--and you," she added, in a lower tone, + +"'No money, no friends, nothing but relatives,'" quoted Ralph, +cynically. "It's hard lines, little maid--hard lines." He walked back +and forth across the small room, his hands clasped behind his back--a +favourite attitude, Araminta had noted, during the month of her illness. + +He pictured his probable reception should he venture to call upon her. +Personally, as it was, he stood none too high in the favour of the +dragon, as he was wont to term Miss Mehitable in his unflattering +thoughts. Moreover, he was a man, which counted heavily against him. +Since he had taken up his father's practice, he had heard a great deal +about Miss Mehitable's view of marriage, and her determination to +shield Araminta from such an unhappy fate. + +And Araminta had not been intended, by Dame Nature, for such shielding. +Every line of her body, rounding into womanhood, defied Aunt Hitty's +well-meant efforts. The soft curve of her cheek, the dimples that +lurked unsuspected in the comers of her mouth, the grave, sweet +eyes--all these marked Araminta for love. She had, too, a wistful, +appealing childishness. + +"Did you like the story book?" asked Ralph. + +"Oh, so much!" + +"I thought you would. What part of it did you like best?" + +"It was all lovely," replied Araminta, thoughtfully, "but I think the +best part of it was when she went back to him after she had made him go +away. It made him so glad to know that they were to talk together +again." + +Ralph looked keenly at Araminta, the love of man and woman was so +evidently outside her ken. The sleeping princess in the tower had been +no more set apart. But, as he remembered; the sleeping princess had +been wakened by a kiss--when the right man came. + +A lump came into his throat and he swallowed hard. Blindly, he went +over to her chair. The girl's flower-like face was lifted +questioningly to his. He bent over and kissed her, full upon the lips. + +Araminta shrank from him a little, and the colour surged into her face, +but her eyes, still trustful, still tender, never wavered from his. + +"I suppose I'm a brute," Ralph said, huskily, "but God knows I haven't +meant to be." + +Araminta smiled--a sweet, uncomprehending smile. Ralph possessed +himself of her hand. It was warm and steady--his own was cold and +tremulous. + +"Child," he said, "did any one ever kiss you before?" + +"No," replied Araminta; "only Aunt Hitty. It was when I was a baby and +she thought I was lost. She kissed me--here." Araminta pointed to her +soft cheek. "Did you kiss me because I was well?" + +Ralph shook his head despairingly. "The man in the book kissed the +lady," went on Araminta, happily, "because he was so glad they were to +talk together again, but we--why, I shall never see you any more," she +concluded, sadly. + +His fingers tightened upon hers. "Yes," he said, in a strange voice, +"we shall see each other again." + +"They both seem very well," sighed Araminta, referring to Aunt Hitty +and Mr. Thorpe, "and even if I fell off of a ladder again, it might not +hurt me at all. I have fallen from lots of places and only got black +and blue. I never broke before." + +"Listen, child," said Ralph. "Would you rather live with Aunt Hitty, +or with me?" + +"Why, Doctor Ralph! Of course I'd rather live with you, but Aunt Hitty +would never let me!" + +"We're not talking about Aunt Hitty now. Is there anyone in the world +whom you like better than you do me?" + +"No," said Araminta, softly, her eyes shining. "How could there be?" + +"Do you love me, Araminta?" + +"Yes," she answered, sweetly, "of course I do! You've been so good to +me!" + +The tone made the words meaningless. "Child," said Ralph, "you break +my heart." + +He walked back and forth again, restlessly, and Araminta watched him, +vaguely troubled. What in the world had she done? + +Meanwhile, he was meditating. He could not bear to have her go back to +her prison, even for a little while. Had he found her only to lose +her, because she had no soul? + +Presently he came back to her and stood by her chair. "Listen, dear," +he said, tenderly. "You told me there was no one in the world for whom +you cared more than you care for me. You said you loved me, and I love +you--God knows I do. If you'll trust me, Araminta, you'll never be +sorry, never for one single minute as long as you live. Would you like +to live with me in a little house with roses climbing over it, just us +two alone?" + +"Yes," returned Araminta, dreamily, "and I could keep the little cat." + +"You can have a million cats, if you like, but all I want is you. Just +you, sweetheart, to love me, with all the love you can give me. Will +you come?" + +"Oh," cried Araminta, "if Aunt Hitty would only let me, but she never +would!" + +"We won't ask her," returned Ralph. "We'll go away to-night, and be +married." + +At the word, Araminta started out of her chair. Her face was white and +her eyes wide with fear. "I couldn't," she said, with difficulty. +"You shouldn't ask me to do what you know is wrong. Just because my +mother was married, because she was wicked--you must not think that I +would be wicked, too." + +Hot words were struggling for utterance, but Ralph choked them back. +The fog was thick before him and he saw Araminta as through a heavy +veil. "Undine," he said, moistening his parched lips, "some day you +will find your soul. And when you do, come to me. I shall be waiting." + +He went out of the room unsteadily, and closed the door. He stood at +the head of the stairs for a long time before he went down. Apparently +there was no one in the house. He went into the parlour and sat down, +wiping the cold sweat from his forehead, and trying to regain his +self-control. + +He saw, clearly, that Araminta was not in the least to blame; that +almost ever since her birth, she had been under the thumb of a +domineering woman who persistently inculcated her own warped ideas. +Since her earliest childhood, Araminta had been taught that marriage +was wrong--that her own mother was wicked, because she had been +married. And of the love between man and woman, the child knew +absolutely nothing. + +"Good God!" muttered Ralph. "My little girl, oh, my little girl!" +Man-like, he loved her more than ever because she had denied him; +man-like, he wanted her now as he had never wanted her before. Through +the weeks that he had seen her every day, he had grown to feel his need +of her, to hunger for the sweetness of her absolute dependence upon +him. Yet, until now, he had not guessed how deeply he cared, nor +guessed that such caring was possible. + +He sat there for the better part of an hour, slowly regaining command +of himself. Miss Evelina came through the hall and paused just outside +the door, feeling intuitively that some one was in the house. She drew +down her veil and went in. + +"I thought you had gone," she said. "Did you wish to see me?" + +"No," returned Ralph, wearily; "not especially." + +She sat down opposite him silently. All her movements were quiet, for +she had never been the noisy sort of woman. There was something +soothing in the veiled presence. + +"I hope I'm not intruding," ventured Ralph, at length. "I'll go, +presently. I've just had a--well, a blow. That little saint upstairs +has been taught that marriage is wicked." + +"I know," returned Miss Evelina, instantly comprehending. "Mehitable +has very strange ideas. I'm sorry," she added, in a tone she might +have used in speaking to Anthony Dexter, years before. + +Her sympathy touched the right chord. It was not obtrusive, it had no +hint of pity; it was simply that one who had been hurt fully understood +the hurt of another. Ralph felt a mysterious kinship. + +"I've wanted for some time to ask you," he began awkwardly, "if there +was not something I could do for you. The--the veil, you know--" He +stopped, at a loss for further words. + +"Yes?" Miss Evelina's voice was politely inquiring. She thought it odd +for Anthony Dexter's son to be concerned about her veil. She wondered +whether he meditated giving her a box of chiffon, as Piper Tom had done. + +"Believe me," he said, impetuously, "I only want to help. I want to +make it possible for you to take that--to take that thing off." + +"It is not possible," returned Miss Evelina, after a painful interval. +"I shall always wear my veil." + +"You don't understand," explained Ralph. It seemed to him that he had +spent the day telling women they did not understand. "I know, of +course, that there was some dreadful accident, and that it happened a +long time ago. Since then, wonderful advances have been made in +surgery--there is a great deal possible now that was not dreamed of +then. Of course I should not think of attempting it myself, but I +would find the man who could do it, take you to him, and stand by you +until it was over." + +The clock ticked loudly and a little bird sang outside, but there was +no other sound. + +"I want to help you," said Ralph, humbly, as he rose to his feet; +"believe me, I want to help you." + +Miss Evelina said nothing, but she followed him to the door. At the +threshold, Ralph turned back. "Won't you let me help you?" he asked. +"Won't you even let me try?" + +"I thank you," said Miss Evelina, coldly, "but nothing can be done." + +The door closed behind him with a portentous suggestion of finality. +As he went down the path, Ralph felt himself shut out from love and +from all human service. He did not look back to the upper window, +where Araminta was watching, her face stained with tears. + +As he went out of the gate, she, too, felt shut out from something +strangely new and sweet, but her conscience rigidly approved, none the +less. Against Aunt Hitty's moral precepts, Araminta leaned securely, +and she was sure that she had done right. + +The Maltese kitten was purring upon a cushion, the loved story book lay +on the table nearby. Doctor Ralph was going down the road, his head +bowed. They would never see each other again--never in all the world. + +She would not tell Aunt Hitty that Doctor Ralph had asked her to marry +him; she would shield him, even though he had insulted her. She would +not tell Aunt Hitty that Doctor Ralph had kissed her, as the man in the +story book had kissed the lady who came back to him. She would not +tell anybody. "Never in all the world," thought Araminta. "We shall +never see each other again." + +Doctor Ralph was out of sight, now, and she could never watch for him +any more. He had gone away forever, and she had broken his heart. For +the moment, Araminta straightened herself proudly, for she had been +taught that it did not matter whether one's heart broke or not--one +must always do what was right. And Aunt Hitty knew what was right. + +Suddenly, she sank on her knees beside her bed, burying her face in the +pillow, for her heart was breaking, too. "Oh, Lord," she prayed, +sobbing wildly, "keep me from the contamination of marriage, for Thy +sake. Amen." + + +The door opened silently, a soft, slow step came near. The pillow was +drawn away and a cool hand was laid upon Araminta's burning cheek. +"Child," said Miss Evelina, "what is wrong?" + +Araminta had not meant to tell, but she did. She sobbed out, in +disjointed fragments, all the sorry tale. Wisely, Miss Evelina waited +until the storm had spent itself, secretly wishing that she, too, might +know the relief of tears. + +"I knew," said Miss Evelina, her cool, quiet hand still upon Araminta's +face. "Doctor Ralph told me before he went home." + +"Oh," cried Araminta, "does he hate me?" + +"Hate you?" repeated Miss Evelina. "Dear child, no. He loves you. +Would you believe me, Araminta, if I told you that it was not wrong to +be married--that there was no reason in the world why you should not +marry the man who loves you?" + +"Not wrong!" exclaimed Araminta, incredulously. "Aunt Hitty says it +is. My mother was married!" + +"Yes," said Miss Evelina, "and so was mine. Aunt Hitty's mother was +married, too." + +"Are you sure?" demanded Araminta. "She never told me so. If her +mother was married, why didn't she tell me?" + +"I don't know, dear," returned Miss Evelina, truthfully. "Mehitable's +ways are strange." Had she been asked to choose, at the moment, +between Araminta's dense ignorance and all of her own knowledge, +embracing, as it did, a world of pain, she would have chosen gladly, +the fuller life. + +The door-bell below rang loudly, defiantly. It was the kind of a ring +which might impel the dead to answer it. Miss Evelina fairly ran +downstairs. + +Outside stood Miss Mehitable. Unwillingly, in her wake, had come the +Reverend Austin Thorpe. Under Miss Mehitable's capable and constant +direction, he had made a stretcher out of the clothes poles and a +sheet. He was jaded in spirit beyond all words to express, but he had +come, as Roman captives came, chained to the chariot wheels of the +conqueror. + +"Me and the minister," announced Miss Mehitable, imperiously, "have +come to take Minty home!" + + + + +XIX + +In the Shadow of the Cypress + +The house seemed lonely without Araminta. Miss Evelina missed the +child more than she had supposed she could ever miss any one. She had +grown to love her, and, too, she missed the work. + +Miss Evelina's house was clean, now, and most of the necessary labour +had been performed by her own frail hands. The care of Araminta had +been an added burden, which she had borne because it had been forced +upon her. Slowly, but surely, she had been compelled to take thought +for others. + +The promise of Spring had come to beautiful fulfilment, and the world +was all abloom. Faint mists of May were rising from the earth, and +filmy clouds half veiled the moon. The loneliness of the house was +unbearable, so Miss Evelina went out into the garden, her veil +fluttering, moth-like, about her head. + +The old pain was still at her heart, yet, in a way, it was changed. +She had come again into the field of service. Miss Mehitable had been +kind to her, indeed, more than kind. The Piper had made her a garden, +and she had taken care of Araminta. Doctor Ralph, meaning to be wholly +kind, had offered to help her, if he could, and she had been on the +point of doing a small service for him, when Fate, in the person of +Miss Mehitable, intervened. And over and above and beyond all, Anthony +Dexter had come back, to offer her tardy reparation. + +That hour was continually present with her. She could not forget his +tortured face when she had thrown back her veil. What if she had taken +him at his word, and gone with him, to be, as he said, a mother to his +son? Miss Evelina laughed bitterly. + +The beauty of the night brought her no peace as she wandered about the +garden. Without knowing it, she longed for human companionship. Piper +Tom had finished his work. Doctor Ralph would come no more, Araminta +had gone, and Miss Mehitable offered little comfort. + +She went to the gate and leaned upon it, looking down the road. Thus +she had watched for Anthony Dexter in years gone by. Memories, +mercilessly keen, returned to her. As though it were yesterday, she +remembered the moonlit night of their betrothal, felt his eager arms +about her and his bearded cheek pressed close to hers. She heard again +the music of his voice as he whispered, passionately: "I love you, oh, +I love you--for life, for death, for all eternity!" + +The rose-bush had been carefully pruned and tied up, but it promised +little, at best. The cypress had grown steadily, and, at times, its +long shadow reached through the door and into the house. Heavily, too, +upon her heart, the shadow of the cypress lay, for sorrow seems so much +deeper than joy. + +A figure came up the road, and she turned away, intending to go into +the house. Then she perceived that it was Piper Tom, and, drawing +down her veil, turned back to wait for him. He had never come at night +before. + +Even in the darkness, she noted a change in him; the atmosphere of +youth was all gone. He walked slowly, as though he had aged, and the +red feather no longer bobbed in his hat. + +He went past her silently, and sat down on the steps. + +"Will you come in?" asked Evelina. + +"No," answered the Piper, sadly, "I'll not be coming in. 'T is selfish +of me, perhaps, but I came to you because I had sorrow of my own." + +Miss Evelina sat down on the step beside him, and waited for him to +speak. + +"'T is a small sorrow, perhaps, you'll be thinking," he said, at last. +"I'm not knowing what great ones you have seen, face to face, but 't is +so ordered That all sorrows are not the same. 'T is all in the heart +that bears them. I told you I had known them all, and at the time, I +was thinking I spoke the truth. A woman never loved me, and so I have +lost the love of no woman, but," he went on with difficulty, "no one +had ever killed my dog." + +"How?" asked Miss Evelina, dully. It seemed a matter of small moment +to her. + +"I'll not be paining you with that," the Piper answered, "At the last, +'t was I who killed him to save him from further hurt. 'T was the best +I could do for the little lad, and I'm thinking he'd take it from me +rather than from any one else. I'm missing his cheerful bark and his +pleasant ways, but I've taken him away for ever from Doctor Dexter and +his kind." + +"Doctor Dexter!" Evelina sprang to her feet, her body tense and +quivering. + +"Aye, Doctor Dexter--not the young man, but the old one." + +A deep-drawn breath was her only answer, but the Piper looked up, +startled. Slowly he rose to his feet and leaned toward her intently, +as though to see her face behind her veil. + +"Spinner in the Shadow," he said, with infinite tenderness, "I'm +thinking 't was he who hurt you, too!" + +Evelina's head drooped, she swayed, and would have fallen, had he not +put his arm around her. She sat down on the step again, and hid her +veiled face in her hands. + +"'T was that, I'm thinking, that brought me to you," he went on. "I +knew you did not care much for the little lad--he was naught to any one +but me. 'T is this that binds us together--you and I." + +The moon climbed higher into the heavens and the clouds were blown +away. The shadow of the cypress was thrown toward them, and the dense +night of it concealed the half-open door. + +"See," breathed Evelina, "the shadow of the cypress is long." + +"Aye," answered Piper Tom, "the shadow of the cypress is long and the +rose blooms but once a year. 'T is the way of the world." + +He loosened his flute from the cord by which it was slung over his +shoulder. "I was going to the woods," he said, "but at the last, I +could not, for the little lad always fared with me when I went out to +play. He would sit quite still when I made the music, so still that he +never frightened even the birds. The birds came, too. + +"'T is a way I've had for long," he continued. "I never could be +learning the printed music, so I made music of my own. So many laughed +at it, not hearing any tune, that I've always played by myself. 'T was +my own soul breathing into it--perhaps I'm not to blame that it never +made a tune. + +"Sometimes I'm thinking that there may be tunes and tunes. I was once +in a place where there were many instruments, all playing at once, and +there was nothing came from it that one could call a tune. But 't was +great and beautiful beyond any words of mine to tell you, and the +master of them all, standing up in front, knew just when each must play. + +"Most, of course, I watched the one who played the flute and listened +to the voice of it. 'T is strange how, if you listen, you can pick out +one instrument from all the rest. I saw that sometimes he did not play +at all, and yet the music went on. Sometimes, again, he was privileged +to play just a note or two--not at all like a tune. + +"'T was just his part, and, by itself, it would have sounded queer. I +might have laughed at it myself if I did not know, and was listening +for a tune. But the master of them all was pleased, because the man +with the flute made his few notes to sing rightly when they should sing +and because he kept still when there was no need of his instrument. + +"So I'm thinking," concluded the Piper, humbly, "that these few notes +of mine may belong to something I cannot hear, and that the Master +himself leads me, when 't is time to play." + +He put the instrument to his lips and began to play softly. The low, +sweet notes were, as he said, no evident part of a tune, yet they were +not without a deep and tender appeal. + +Evelina listened, her head still bowed. It did not sound like the +pipes o' Pan, but rather like some fragment of a mysterious, +heart-breaking melody. Faint, far echoes rang back from the +surrounding hills, as though in a distant forest cathedral another +Piper sat enthroned. + +The sound of singing waters murmured through the night as the Piper's +flute breathed of stream and sea. There was the rush of a Summer wind +through swaying branches, the tinkle of raindrops, the deep notes of +rising storm. Moonlight shimmered through it, birds sang in green +silences, and there was scent of birch and pine. + +Then swiftly the music changed. Through the utter sadness of it came +also a hint of peace, as though one had planted a garden of roses and +instead there had come up herbs and balm. In the passionate pain, +there was also uplifting--a flight on broken wings. Above and beyond +all there was a haunting question, to which the answer seemed lost. + +At length the Piper laid down his flute. "You do not laugh," he said, +"and yet I'm thinking you may not care for music that has no tune." + +"I do care," returned Evelina. + +"I remember," he answered, slowly. "It was the day in the woods, when +I called you and you came." + +"I was hurt," she said. "I had been terribly hurt, only that morning," + +"Yes, many have come to me so. Often when I have played in the woods +the music that has no tune, some one who was very sad has come to me. +I saw you that day from far and I felt you were sad, so I called you. +I called you," he repeated, lingering on the words, "and you came." + +"I do not so much care for the printed music," he went on, after an +interval, "unless it might be the great, beautiful music which takes so +many to play. I have often thought of it and wondered what might +happen if the players were not willing to follow the master--if one +should play a tune where no tune was written, and he who has the violin +should insist on playing the flute. + +"I would not want the violin, for I think the flute is best of all. It +is made from the trees on the mountains and the silver hidden within, +and so is best fitted for the message of the mountains--the great, high +music. + +"I'm thinking that the life we live is not unlike the players. We have +each our own instrument, but we are not content to follow as the Master +leads. We do not like the low, long notes that mean sadness; we will +not take what is meant for us, but insist on the dancing tunes and the +light music of pleasure. It is this that makes the discord and all the +confusion. The Master knows his meaning and could we each play our +part well, at the right time, there would be nothing wrong in all the +world." + +Miss Evelina sighed, deeply, and the Piper put his hand on hers. + +"I'm not meaning to reproach you," he said, kindly, "though, truly, I +do think you have played wrong. In any music I have heard, there has +never been any one instrument that has played all the time and sadly. +When there is sadness, there is always rest, and you have had no rest." + +"No," said Evelina, her voice breaking, "I have had no rest--God knows +that!" + +"Then do you not see," asked the Piper very gently, "that you cannot +help but make the music wrong? The Master gives you one deep note to +play, and you hold it, always the same note, till the music is at an +end. + +"'T is something wrong, I'm thinking, that has made you hold it so. +I'm not asking you to tell me, but I think that one day I shall see. +Together we shall find what makes the music wrong, and together we +shall make it right again." + +"Together," repeated Evelina, unconsciously. Once the word had been +sweet to her, but now it brought only bitterness. + +"Aye, together. 'T is for that I stayed. Laddie and I were going on, +that very day we saw you in the wood--the day I called you, and you +came. I shall see, some day, what has made it wrong--yes. Spinner in +the Shadow, I shall see. I'm grieving now for Laddie and my heart is +sore, but when I have forgiven him, I shall be at rest." + +"Forgiven who?" queried Evelina. + +"Why, the man who hurt Laddie--the same, I'm thinking, who hurt you. +But your hurt was worse than Laddie's, I take it, and so 't is harder +to forgive." + +Evelina's heart beat hard. Never before had she thought of forgiving +Anthony Dexter. She put it aside quickly as altogether impossible. +Moreover, he had not asked. + +"What is it to forgive?" she questioned, curiously. + +"The word is not made right," answered the Piper, "I'm thinking 't is +wrong end to, as many things in this world are until we move and look +at them from another way. It's giving for, that's all. When you have +put self so wholly aside that you can be sorry for him because he has +wronged you, why, then, you have forgiven." + +"I shall never be able to do that," she returned. "Why, I should not +even try." + +"Ah," cried the Piper, "I knew that some day I should find what was +wrong, but I did not think it would be now. 'T is because you have not +forgiven that you have been sad for so long. When you have forgiven, +you will be free." + +"He never asked," muttered Evelina. + +"No; 't is very strange, I'm thinking, but those who most need to be +forgiven are those who never ask. 'T is hard, I know, for I cannot yet +be sorry for him because he hurt Laddie--I can only be sorry for +Laddie, who was hurt. But the great truth is there. When I have grown +to where I can be sorry for him as well as for Laddie, why, my grieving +will be done. + +"The little chap," mused the Piper, fondly, "he was a faithful comrade. +'T was a true heart that the brute--ah, what am I saying! I'll not be +forgetting how he fared with me in sun and storm, sharing a crust with +me, often, as man to man, and not complaining, because we were +together. A woman never loved me but a dog has, and I'm thinking that +some day I may have the greater love because I've been worthy of the +less. + +"My mother died when I was born and, because of that, I've tried to +make the world easier for all women. I'm not thinking I have wholly +failed, yet the great love has not come. I've often thought," went on +Piper Tom, simply, "that if a woman waited for me at night when I went +home, with love on her face, and if a woman's hand might be in mine +when the Master tells me that I am no longer needed for the music, 't +would make the leaving very easy, and I should not ask for Heaven. + +"I've seen, so often, the precious jewel of a woman's love cast aside +by a man who did not know what he had, having blinded himself with +tinsel until his true knowledge was lost. You'll forgive me for my +rambling talk, I'm thinking, for I'm still grieving for the little +chap, and I cannot say yet that I have forgiven." + +He rose, slung his flute over his shoulder again, and went slowly +toward the gate. Evelina followed him, to the cypress tree. + +"See," he said, turning, "the shadow of the cypress is long. 'T is +because you have not forgiven. I'm thinking it may be easier for us to +forgive together, since it is the same man." + +"Yes," returned Evelina, steadily, "the shadow of the cypress is long, +and I never shall forgive." + +"Aye," said the Piper, "we'll forgive him together--you and I. I'll +help you, since your hurt is greater than mine. You have veiled your +soul as you have veiled your face, but, through forgiveness, the beauty +of the one will shine out again, and, I'm thinking, through love, the +other may shine out, too. You have hidden your face because you are so +beautiful; you have hidden your soul because you are so sad. I called +you in the woods, and I call you now. I shall never cease calling, +until you come." + +He went out of the gate, and did not answer her faint "good-night." +Was it true, as he said, that he should never cease calling her? +Something in her spirit stirred strangely at his appeal, as a far, +celestial trumpet blown from on high might summon the valiant soul of a +warrior who had died in the charge. + + + + +XX + +The Secret of the Veil + +"Father," said Ralph, pacing back and forth, as was his habit, "I have +wanted for some time to ask you about Miss Evelina--the woman, you +know, in the little house on the hill. She always wears a veil and +there can be no reason for it except some terrible disfigurement. Has +she never consulted you?" + +"Never," answered Anthony Dexter, with dry lips. + +"I remember, you told me, but it seems strange. I spoke to her about +it the other day. I told her I was sure that something could be done. +I offered to find the best available specialist for her, go with her, +and stand by her until it was over." + +Anthony Dexter laughed--a harsh, unnatural laugh that jarred upon his +son. + +"I fail to see anything particularly funny about it," remarked Ralph, +coldly. + +"What did she say?" asked his father, not daring to meet Ralph's eyes. + +"She thanked me, and said nothing could be done." + +"She didn't show you her face, I take it." + +"No." + +"I should have thought she would, under the circumstances--under all +the circumstances." + +"Have you seen her face?" asked Ralph, quickly, "by chance, or in any +other way?" + +"Yes." + +"How is it? Is it so bad that nothing can be done?" + +"She was perfectly right," returned Anthony Dexter, slowly. "There is +nothing to be done." + +At the moment, the phantom Evelina was pacing back and forth between +the man and his son. Her veiled face was proudly turned away. "I +wonder," thought Anthony Dexter, curiously, "if she hears. If she did, +though, she'd speak, or throw back her veil, so she doesn't hear." + +"I may be wrong," sighed Ralph, "but I've always believed that nothing +is so bad it can't be made better." + +"The unfailing ear-mark of Youth, my son," returned Anthony Dexter, +patronisingly. "You'll get over that." + +He laughed again, gratingly, and went out, followed by his persistent +apparition. "We'll go out for a walk, Evelina," he muttered, when he +was half-way to the gate. "We'll see how far you can go without +getting tired." The fantastic notion of wearying his veiled pursuer +appealed to him strongly. + +Ralph watched his father uneasily. Even though he had been relieved of +the greater part of his work, Anthony Dexter did not seem to be +improving. He was morose, unreasonable, and given to staring vacantly +into space for hours at a time. Ralph often spoke to him when he did +not hear at all, and at times he turned his head from left to right and +back again, slowly, but with the maddening regularity of clock-work. +He ate little, but claimed to sleep well. + +Whatever it was seemed to be of the mind rather than the body, and +Ralph could find nothing in his father's circumstances calculated to +worry any one in the slightest degree. He planned, vaguely, to invite +a friend who was skilled in the diagnosis of obscure mental disorders +to spend a week-end with him, a little later on, and to ask him to +observe his father closely. He did not doubt but that Anthony Dexter +would see quickly through so flimsy a pretence, but, unless he +improved, something of the kind would have to be done soon. + +Meanwhile, his heart yearned strangely toward Miss Evelina. It was +altogether possible that something, might be done. Ralph was modest, +but new discoveries were constantly being made, and he knew that his +own knowledge was more abreast of the times than his father's could be. +At any rate, he was not so easily satisfied. + +He was trying faithfully to forget Araminta, but was not succeeding. +The sweet, childish face haunted him as constantly as the veiled +phantom haunted his father, but in a different way. Through his own +unhappiness, he came into kinship with all the misery of the world. He +longed to uplift, to help, to heal. + +He decided to try once more to talk with Miss Evelina, to ask her, +point blank, if need be, to let him see her face. He knew that his +father lacked sympathy, and he was sure that when Miss Evelina once +thoroughly understood him, she would be willing to let him help her. + +On the way uphill, he considered how he should approach the subject. +He had already planned to make an ostensible errand of the book he had +loaned Araminta. Perhaps Miss Evelina had read it, or would like to, +and he could begin, in that way, to talk to her. + +When he reached the gate, the house seemed deserted, though the front +door was ajar. It was a warm, sweet afternoon in early Summer, and the +world was very still, except for the winged folk of wood and field. + +He tapped gently at the door, but there was no answer. He went around +to the back door, but it was closed, and there was no sign that the +place was occupied, except quantities of white chiffon hung upon the +line. Being a man, Ralph did not perceive that Miss Evelina had washed +every veil she possessed. + +He went back to the front of the house again and found that the door +was still ajar. She might have gone away, though it seemed unlikely, +or it was not impossible that she might have been taken suddenly ill +and was unable to come to the door. + +Ralph went in, softly, as he had often done before. Miss Evelina had +frequently left the door open for him at the hour he was expected to +visit his patient. + +He paused a moment in the hall, but heard no sound save slow, deep +breathing. He turned into the parlour, but stopped on the threshold as +if he had been suddenly changed to stone. + +Upon the couch lay Miss Evelina, asleep, and unveiled. Her face was +turned toward him--a face of such surpassing beauty that he gasped in +astonishment. He had never seen such wondrous perfection of line and +feature, nor such a crown of splendour as her lustreless white hair, +falling loosely about her shoulders. Her face was as pure and as cold +as marble, flawless, and singularly transparent. Her lips were deep +scarlet and perfectly shaped; the white slender column of her throat +held her head proudly. Long, dark lashes swept her cheek, and the +years had left no lines. Feeling the intense scrutiny, Miss Evelina +opened her eyes, slowly, like one still half asleep. + +Her eyes were violet, so deep in colour as to seem almost black. She +stared at Ralph, unseeing, then the light of recognition flashed over +her face and she sat up, reaching back quickly for her missing veil. + +"Miss Evelina!" cried Ralph. "Why, oh why!" + +"Why did you come in?" she demanded, resentfully. "You had no right!" + +"Forgive me," he pleaded, coming to her. "I've often come in when the +door was open. Why, you've left it open for me yourself, don't you +know you have?" + +"Perhaps," she answered, a faint colour coming into her cheek. "I had +no idea of going to sleep. I am sorry." + +"I thought you might be ill," said Ralph. excusing himself further. +"Believe me, Miss Evelina, I had no thought of intruding. I only came +to help you." + +He stood before her, still staring, and her eyes met his clearly in +return. In the violet depths was a world of knowledge and pain +Suffering had transfigured her face into a noble beauty for which there +were no words. Such a face might be the dream of a sculptor, the +despair of a painter, and the ecstasy of a lover. + +"Why?", cried Ralph, again. + +"Because," she answered, simply, "my beauty was my curse." + +Ralph did not see that the words were melodramatic; he only sat down, +weakly, in a chair opposite her. He never once took his eyes away from +her, but stared at her helplessly, like a man in a dream. + +"Why?" he questioned, again. "Tell me why!" + +"It was in a laboratory," explained Miss Evelina. "I was there with +the man I loved and to whom I was to be married the next day. No one +knew of our engagement, for, in a small town, you know, people will +talk, and we both felt that it was too sacred to be spoken of lightly. + +"He was trying an experiment, and I was watching. He came to the +retort to put in another chemical, and leaned over it. I heard the +mass seething and pushed him away with all my strength. Instantly, +there was a terrible explosion. When I came to my senses again, I was +in the hospital, wrapped in bandages. I had been terribly burned--see?" + +She loosened her black gown at the throat and pushed it down over her +right shoulder. Ralph shuddered at the deep, flaming scars. + +"My arm is worse," she said, quickly covering her shoulder again. "I +need not show you that. My face was burned, too, but scarcely at all. +To this day, I do not know how I escaped. I must have thrown up my arm +instinctively to shield my face. See, there are no scars." + +"I see," murmured Ralph; "and what of him?" + +The dark eyes gleamed indescribably. "What of him?" she asked, with +assumed lightness. "Why, he was not hurt at all. I saved him from +disfigurement, if not from death. I bear the scars; he goes free." + +"I know," said Ralph, "but why were you not married? All his life and +love would be little enough to give in return for that." + +Miss Evelina fixed her deep eyes upon Anthony Dexter's son. In her +voice there was no hint of faltering. + +"I never saw him again," she said, "until twenty-five years afterward, +and then I was veiled. He went away." + +"Went away!" repeated Ralph, incredulously. "Miss Evelina, what do you +mean?" + +"What I said," she replied. "He went away. He came once to the +hospital. As it happened, there was another girl there, named Evelyn +Grey, burned by acid, and infinitely worse than I. The two names +became confused. He was told that I would be disfigured for life--that +every feature was destroyed except my sight. That was enough for him. +He asked no more questions, but simply went away." + +"Coward!" cried Ralph, his face white. "Cur!" + +Miss Evelina's eyes gleamed with subtle triumph. "What would you?" she +asked unemotionally. "He told me that day of the accident that it was +my soul he loved, and not my body, but at the test, he failed. Men +usually fail women, do they not, in anything that puts their love to +the test? He went away. In a year, he was married, and he has a son." + +"A son!" repeated Ralph. "What a heritage of disgrace for a son! Does +the boy know?" + +There was a significant silence. "I do not think his father has told +him," said Evelina, with forced calmness. + +"If he had," muttered Ralph, his hands clenched and his teeth set, "his +son must have struck him dead where he stood. To accept that from a +woman, and then to go away!" + +"What would you?" asked Evelina again. A curious, tigerish impulse was +taking definite shape in her. "Would you have him marry her?" + +"Marry her? A thousand times, yes, if she would stoop so low! What +man is worthy of a woman who saves his life at the risk of her own?" + +"Disfigured? asked Evelina, in an odd voice. + +"Yes," cried Ralph, "with the scars she bore for him!" + +There was a tense, painful interval. Miss Evelina was grappling with a +hideous temptation. One word from her, and she was revenged upon +Anthony Dexter for all the years of suffering. One word from her, and +sure payment would be made in the most subtle, terrible way. She +guessed that he could not bear the condemnation of this idolised son. + +The old pain gnawed at her heart. Anthony Dexter had come back, she +had had her little hour of triumph, and still she had not been freed. +The Piper had told her that only forgiveness could loosen her chains. +And how could Anthony Dexter be forgiven, when even his son said that +he was a coward and a cur? + +"I--" Miss Evelina's lips moved, then became still. + +"And so," said Ralph, "you have gone veiled ever since, for the sake of +that beast?" + +"No, it was for my own sake. Do you wonder that I have done it? When +I first realised what had happened, in an awful night that turned my +brown hair white, I knew that Love and I were strangers forevermore. + +"When I left the hospital, I was obliged, for a time, to wear it. The +new skin was tender and bright red; it broke very easily." + +"I know," nodded Ralph. + +"There were oils to be kept upon it, too, and so I wore the veil. I +became accustomed to the shelter of it. I could walk the streets and +see, dimly, without being seen. In those days, I thought that, +perhaps, I might meet--him." + +"I don't wonder you shrank from it," returned Ralph. His voice was +almost inaudible. + +"It became harder still to put it by. My heart was broken, and it +shielded me as a long, black veil shields a widow. It protected me +from curious questions. Never but once or twice in all the twenty-five +years have I been asked about it, and then, I simply did not answer. +People, after all, are very kind." + +"Were you never ill?" + +"Never, though every night of my life I have prayed for death. At +first, I clung to it without reason, except what I have told you, then, +later on, I began to see a further protection. Veiled as I was, no man +would ever love me again. I should never be tempted to trust, only to +be betrayed. Not that I ever could trust, you understand, but still, +sometimes," concluded Miss Evelina, piteously, "I think the heart of a +woman is strangely hungry for love." + +"I understand," said Ralph, "and, believe me, I do not blame you. +Perhaps it was the best thing you could do. Let me ask you of the man. +You said, I think, that he still lives?" + +"Yes." Miss Evelina's voice was very low. + +"He is well and happy--prosperous?" + +"Yes." + +"Do you know where he lives?" + +"Yes." + +"Has he ever suffered at all from his cowardice, his shirking?" + +"How should I know?" + +"Then, Miss Evelina," said Ralph, his voice thick with passion and his +hands tightly clenched, "will you let me go to him? For the honour of +men, I should like to punish this one brute. I think I could present +an argument that even he might understand!" + +The temptation became insistent. The sheathed dagger was in Evelina's +hands; she had only to draw forth the glittering steel. A vengeance +more subtle than she had ever dared to dream of was hers to command. + +"Tell me his name," breathed Ralph. "Only tell me his name!" + +Miss Evelina threw back her beautiful head proudly. "No," she said, +firmly, "I will not. Go," she cried, pointing uncertainly to the door. +"For the love of God, go!" + + + + +XXI + +The Poppies Claim Their Own + +It was dusk, and Anthony Dexter sat in the library. Through the day, +he had wearied himself to the point of exhaustion, but his phantom +pursuer had not tired. The veiled figure of Evelina had kept pace +easily with his quick, nervous stride. At the point on the river +road, where he had met her for the first time, she had, indeed, +seemed to go ahead of him and wait for him there. + +Night brought no relief. By a singular fatality, he could see her in +darkness as plainly as in sunshine, and even when his eyes were +closed, she hovered persistently before him. Throughout his drugged +sleep she moved continuously; he never dreamed save of her. + +In days gone by, he had been certain that he was the victim of an +hallucination, but now, he was not so sure. He would not have sworn +that the living Evelina was not eternally in his sight. Time and +time again he had darted forward quickly to catch her, but she +swiftly eluded him. "If," he thought, gritting his teeth, "I could +once get my hands upon her----" + +His fists dosed tightly, then, by a supreme effort of will, he put +the maddening thought away. "I will not add murder to my sins," he +muttered; "no, by Heaven, I will not!" + +By a whimsical change of his thought, he conceived himself dead and +in his coffin. Would Evelina pace ceaselessly before him then? When +he was in his grave, would she wait eternally at the foot of it, and +would those burning eyes pierce the shielding sod that parted them? +Life had not served to separate them--could he hope that Death would +prove potent where Life had failed? + +Ralph came in, tired, having done his father's work for the day. The +room was wholly dark, but he paused upon the threshold, conscious +that some one was there. + +"Alone, father?" he called, cheerily. + +"No," returned Anthony Dexter, grimly. + +"Who's here?" asked Ralph, stumbling into the room. "It's so dark, I +can't see." + +Fumbling for a match, he lighted a wax candle which stood in an +antique candlestick on the library table. The face of his father +materialised suddenly out of the darkness, wearing an expression +which made Ralph uneasy. + +"I thought," he said, troubled, "that some one was with you." + +"Aren't you here?" asked Anthony Dexter, trying to make his voice +even. + +"Oh," returned Ralph. "I see." + +With the candle flickering uncertainly between them, the two men +faced each other. Sharp shadows lay on the floor and Anthony +Dexter's profile was silhouetted upon the opposite wall. He noted +that the figure of Evelina, pacing to and fro, cast no shadow. It +seemed strange. + +In the endeavour to find some interesting subject upon which to talk, +Ralph chanced upon the fatal one. "Father," he began, "you know that +this morning we were speaking of Miss Evelina?" + +The tone was inquiring, but there was no audible answer. + +"Well," continued Ralph, "I saw her again to-day. And I saw her +face." He had forgotten that his father had seen it, also, and had +told him only yesterday. + +Anthony Dexter almost leaped from his chair--toward the veiled figure +now approaching him. "Did--did she show you her face?" he asked with +difficulty. + +"No. It was an accident. She often left the front door open for me +when I was attending--Araminta--and so, to-day, when I found it open, +I went in. She was asleep, on the couch in the parlour, and she wore +no veil." + +At once, the phantom Evelina changed her tactics. Hitherto, she had +walked back and forth from side to side of his vision. Now she +advanced slowly toward him and as slowly retreated. Her face was no +longer averted; she walked backward cautiously, then advanced. From +behind her veil, he could feel her burning, accusing eyes. + +"Father," said Ralph, "she is beautiful. She is the most beautiful +woman I have ever seen in all my life. Her face is as exquisite as +if chiselled in marble, and you never saw such eyes. And she wears +that veil all the time." + +Anthony Dexter's cold fingers were forced to drum on the table with +apparent carelessness. Yes, he knew she was beautiful. He had not +forgotten it for an instant since she had thrown back her veil and +faced him. "Did--did she tell you why?" he asked. + +"Yes," answered Ralph. "She told me why." + +A sword, suspended by a single hair, seemed swaying uncertainly over +Anthony Dexter's head--a two-edged sword, sure to strike mercilessly +if it fell. Ralph's eyes were upon him, but not in contempt. God, +in His infinite pity, had made them kind. + +"Father," said Ralph, again, "she would not tell the name of the man, +though I begged her to." Anthony Dexter's heart began to beat again, +slowly at first, then with a sudden and unbearable swiftness. The +blood thundered in his ears like the roar of a cataract. He could +hardly hear what Ralph was saying. + +"It was in a laboratory," the boy continued, though the words were +almost lost. "She was there with the man she loved and whom she was +pledged to marry. He was trying a new experiment, and she was +watching. While he was leaning over the retort to put in another +chemical, she heard the mass seethe, and pushed him away, just in +time to save him. + +"There was an explosion, and she was terribly burned. He was not +touched, mind you--she had saved him. They took her to the hospital, +and wrapped her in bandages. He went there only once. There was +another girl there, named Evelyn Grey, who was so badly burned that +every feature was destroyed. The two names became confused, and a +mistake was made. They told him she would be disfigured for life, +and so he went away." + +The walls of the room swayed as though they were of fabric. The +floor undulated; his chair rocked dizzily. Out of the accusing +silence, Thorpe's words leaped to mock him: + +_The honour of the spoken word still holds him. He asked her to +marry him and she consented . . . he was never released from his +promise . . . did not even ask for it. He slunk away like a +cur . . . sometimes I think there is no sin but shirking. . . I can +excuse a liar . . . I can pardon a thief . . . I can pity a +murderer . . . but a shirk, no_. + +"Father," Ralph was saying, "you do not seem to understand. I +suppose it is difficult for you to comprehend such cowardice--you +have always done the square thing." The man winced, but the boy did +not see it. + +"Try to think of a brute like that, Father, and be glad that our name +means 'right.' She saved him from terrible disfigurement if not from +death. Having instinctively thrown up her right arm, she got the +worst of it there, and on her shoulder. Her face was badly burned, +but not so deeply as to be scarred. She showed me her shoulder--it +is awful. I never had seen anything like it. She said her arm was +worse, but she did not show me that." + +"He never knew?" asked Anthony Dexter, huskily. Ralph seemed to be +demanding something of him, and the veiled figure, steadily advancing +and retreating, demanded more still. + +"No," answered Ralph, "he never knew. He went to the hospital only +once. He had told her that very day that he loved her for the +beautiful soul she had, and at the test, his love failed. He never +saw her again. He went away, and married, and he has a son. Think +of the son, Father, only think of the son! Suppose he knew it! How +could he ever bear a disgrace like that!" + +"I do not know," muttered Anthony Dexter. His lips were cold and +stiff and he did not recognise his own voice. + +"When she understood what had happened," Ralph continued, "and how he +had deserted her for ever, after taking his cowardly life from her as +a gift, her hair turned white. She has wonderful hair. Father--it's +heavy and white and dull--it does not shine. She wore the veil at +first because she had to, because her face was healing, and before it +had wholly healed she had become accustomed to the shelter of it. +Then, too, as she said, it kept people away from her--she could not +be tempted to love or trust again." + +There was an interval of silence, though the very walls seemed to be +crying out: "Tell him! Tell him! Confess, and purge your guilty +soul!" The clock ticked loudly, the blood roared in his ears. His +hands were cold and almost lifeless; his body seemed paralysed, but +he heard, so acutely that it was agony. + +"Miss Evelina said," resumed Ralph, "that she did not think he had +told his son. Do you know what I was thinking, Father, while she was +talking? I was thinking of you, and how you had always done the +square thing." + +It seemed to Anthony Dexter that all the tortures of his laboratory +had been chemically concentrated and were being poured out upon his +head. "Our name means 'right,'" said the boy, proudly, and the man +writhed in his chair. + +For a moment, the ghostly Evelina went to Ralph, her hands +outstretched in disapproval. Immediately she returned to her former +position, advancing, retreating, advancing, retreating, with the +regularity of the tide. + +"I begged her," continued Ralph, "to tell me the man's name, but she +would not. He still lives, she said, he is happy and prosperous and +he has not suffered at all. For the honour of men, I want to punish +that brute. Father, do you know that when I think of a cur like +that, I believe I could rend him with my own hands?" + +Anthony Dexter got to his feet unsteadily. The mists about him +cleared and the veiled figure whisked suddenly out of his sight. He +went up to Ralph as he might walk to the scaffold, but his head was +held high. All the anguish of his soul crystallised itself into one +passionate word: + +"Strike!" + +For an instant the boy faced him, unbelieving. Then he remembered +that his father had seen Miss Evelina's face, that he must have known +she was beautiful--and why she wore the veil. "Father!" he cried, +shrilly. "Oh, never you!" + +Anthony Dexter looked into the eyes of his son until he could bear to +look no more. The veiled figure no longer stood between them, but +something else was there, infinitely more terrible. As he had +watched the beating of the dog's bared heart, the man watched the +boy's face. Incredulity, amazement, wonder, and fear resolved +themselves gradually into conviction. Then came contempt, so deep +and profound and permanent that from it there could never be appeal. +With all the strength of his young and knightly soul, Ralph despised +his father--and Anthony Dexter knew it. + +"Father," whispered the boy, hoarsely, "it was never you! Tell me it +isn't true! Just a word, and I'll believe you! For the sake of our +manhood, Father, tell me it isn't true!" + +Anthony Dexter's head drooped, his eyes lowered before his son's. +The cold sweat dripped from his face; his hands groped pitifully, +like those of a blind man, feeling his way in a strange place. + +His hands fumbled helplessly toward Ralph's and the boy shrank back +as though from the touch of a snake. With a deep-drawn breath of +agony, the man flung himself, unseeing, out of the room. Ralph +reeled like a drunken man against his chair. He sank into it +helplessly and his head fell forward on the table, his shoulders +shaking with that awful grief which knows no tears. + +"Father!" he breathed. "Father! Father!" + +Upstairs, Anthony Dexter walked through the hall, followed, or +occasionally preceded, by the ghostly figure of Evelina. Her veil +was thrown back now, and seemed a part of the mist which surrounded +her. Sometimes he had told a patient that there was never a point +beyond which human endurance could not be made to go. He knew now +that he had lied. + +Ralph's unspoken condemnation had hurt him cruelly. He could have +borne words, he thought, better than that look on his son's face. +For the first time, he realised how much he had cared for Ralph; how +much--God help him!--he cared for him still. + +Yet above it all, dominant, compelling, was man's supreme +passion--that for his mate. As Evelina moved before him in her +unveiled beauty, his hungry soul leaped to meet hers. Now, +strangely, he loved her as he had loved her in the long ago, yet with +an added grace. There was an element in his love that had never been +there before--the mysterious bond which welds more firmly into one, +two who have suffered together. + +He hungered for Ralph--for the strong young arm thrown about his +shoulders in friendly fashion, for the eager, boyish laugh, the +hearty word. He hungered for Evelina, radiant with a beauty no woman +had ever worn before. Far past the promise of her girlhood, the +noble, transfigured face, with its glory of lustreless white hair, +set his pulses to throbbing wildly. And subtly, unconsciously, but +not the less surely, he hungered for death. + +Anthony Dexter had cherished no sentiment about the end of life; to +him it had seemed much the same as the stopping of a clock, and of as +little moment. He had failed to see why such a fuss was made about +the inevitable, though he had at times been scientifically interested +in the hysterical effect he had produced in a household by announcing +that within an hour or so a particular human clock might be expected +to stop. It had never occurred to him, either, that a man had not a +well-defined right to stop the clock of his own being whenever it +seemed desirable or expedient. + +Now he thought of death as the final, beautiful solution of all +mundane problems. If he were dead, Ralph could not look at him with +contempt; the veiled--or unveiled--Evelina could not haunt him as she +had, remorselessly, for months. Yes, death was beautiful, and he +well knew how to make it sure. + +By an incredibly swift transition, his pain passed into an exquisite +pleasure. The woman he loved was walking in the hall before him; the +son he loved was downstairs. What man could have more? + + "For sudden the worst turns the best to the brave, + The black minute's at end, + And the elements' rage, the fiend voices that rave, + Shall dwindle, shall blend, + Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain, + Then a light, then thy breast-- + Oh thou soul of my soul, I shall clasp thee again, + And with God be the rest!" + +The wonderful words sang themselves over in his consciousness. He +smiled and the unveiled Evelina smiled back at him, with infinite +tenderness, infinite love. To-night he would sleep as he had not +slept before--in the sleep that knows no waking. + +He had the tiny white tablets, plenty of them, but the fancy seized +him to taste this last bitterness to the full. He took a wine glass +from his chiffonier--those white, blunt fingers had never been more +steady than now. He lifted the vial on high and poured out the +laudanum, faltering no more than when he had guided the knife in an +operation that made him famous throughout the State. + +"Evelina," he said, his voice curiously soft, "I pledge you now, in a +bond that cannot break!" Was it fancy, or did the violet eyes soften +with tears, even though the scarlet lips smiled? + +He drank. The silken petals of the poppies, crushed into the peace +that passeth all understanding, began their gentle ministry. He +made his way to his bed, put out his candle, and lay down. The +Spirit of the Poppies stood before him--a woman with a face like +Evelina's, but her garments were scarlet, and Evelina always wore +black. + +In the darkness, he could not distinguish clearly. "Evelina," he +called, aloud, "come! Come to me, and put your hand in mine!" + +At once she seemed to answer him, wholly tender, wholly kind. Was he +dreaming, or did Evelina come and kneel beside him? He groped for +her hand, but it eluded him. + +"Evelina," he said, again, "dear heart! Come! Forgive," he +breathed, drowsily. "Ah, only forgive!" + +Then, as if by a miracle, her hand slipped into his and he felt his +head drawn tenderly to man's first and last resting place--a woman's +breast. + +And so, after a little, Anthony Dexter slept. The Spirit of the +Poppies had claimed her own at last. + + + + +XXII + +Forgiveness + +Haggard and worn, after a sleepless night, Ralph went down-stairs. +Heavily upon his young shoulders, he bore the burden of his father's +disgrace. Through their kinship, the cowardice and the shirking became +a part of his heritage. + +There was nothing to be done, for he could not raise his hand in anger +against his own father. They must continue to live together, and keep +an unbroken front to the world, even though the bond between them had +come to be the merest pretence. He despised his father, but no one +must ever know it--not even the father whom he despised. Ralph did not +guess that his father had read his face. + +He saw, now, why Miss Evelina had refused to tell him the man's name, +and he honoured her for her reticence. He perceived, too, the hideous +temptation with which she was grappling when she begged him to leave +her. She had feared that she would tell him, and he must never let her +suspect that he knew. + +The mighty, unseen forces that lie beneath our daily living were +surging through Ralph's troubled soul. Love, hatred, shame, remorse, +anger, despair--the words are but symbols of things that work +devastation within. + +Behold a man, in all outward seeming a gentleman. Observe his +courtesy, refinement, and consideration, his perfect self-control. +Note his mastery of the lower nature, and see the mind in complete +triumph over the beast. Remark his education, the luxury of his +surroundings, and the fine quality of his thought. Wonder at the high +levels whereon his life is laid, and marvel at the perfect adjustment +between him and his circumstances. Subject this man to the onslaught +of some vast, cyclonic passion, and see the barriers crumble, then +fall. See all the artifice of civilisation swept away at one fell +stroke, and behold your gentleman, transformed in an instant into a +beast, with all a beast's primeval qualities. + +Under stress like this Ralph was fighting to regain his self mastery. +He knew that he must force himself to sit opposite his father at the +table, and exchange the daily, commonplace talk. No one must ever +suspect that anything was amiss--it is this demand of Society which +keeps the structure in place and draws the line between civilisation +and barbarism. He knew that he never again could look his father +straight in the face, that he must always avoid his eyes. It would be +hard at first, but Ralph had never given up anything simply because it +was difficult. + +It was a relief to find that he was downstairs first. Hearing his +father's step upon the stair, he thought, would enable him to steel +himself more surely to the inevitable meeting. After they had once +spoken together, it would be easier. At length they might even become +accustomed to the ghastly thing that lay between them and veil it, as +it were, with commonplaces. + +Ralph took up the morning paper and pretended to read, though the words +danced all over the page. The old housekeeper brought in his +breakfast, and, likewise, he affected to eat. An hour went by, and +still the dreaded step did not sound upon the stair. At length the old +housekeeper said, with a certain timid deference: + +"Your father's very late this morning, Doctor Ralph. He has never been +so late before." + +"He'll be down, presently. He's probably overslept." + +"It's not your father's way to oversleep. Hadn't you better go up and +see?" + +Thus forced, Ralph went leisurely up-stairs, intending only to rap upon +the door, which was always closed. Perhaps, with the closed door +between them, the first speech might be easier. + +He rapped once, with hesitation, then again, more definitely. There +was no answer. Wholly without suspicion, Ralph opened the door, and +went in. + +Anthony Dexter lay upon his bed, fully dressed. On his face was a +smile of ineffable peace. Ralph went to him quickly, shook him, and +felt his pulse, but vainly. The heart of the man made no answer to the +questioning fingers of his son. The eyes were closed and, his hands +trembling now, Ralph forced them open. The contracted pupils gave him +all the information he needed. He found the wineglass, which still +smelled of laudanum. He washed it carefully, put it away, then went +down-stairs. + +His first sensation was entirely relief. Anthony Dexter had chosen the +one sure way out. Ralph had a distinct sense of gratitude until he +remembered that death did not end disgrace. Never again need he look +in his father's eyes; there was no imperative demand that he should +conceal his contempt. With the hiding of Anthony Dexter's body beneath +the shriving sod, all would be over save memory. Could he put by this +memory as his father had his? Ralph did not know. + +The sorrowful preliminaries were all over before Ralph's feeling was in +any way changed. Then the pity of it all overwhelmed him in a blinding +flood. + +Searching for something or some one to lean upon, his thought turned to +Miss Evelina. Surely, now, he might go to her. If comfort was to be +had, of any sort, he could find it there. At any rate, they were +bound, much as his father had been bound to her before, by the logic of +events. + +He went uphill, scarcely knowing how he made his way. Miss Evelina, +veiled, as usual, opened the door for him. Ralph stumbled across the +threshold, crying out: + +"My father is dead! He died by his own hand!" + +"Yes," returned Miss Evelina, quietly. "I have heard. I am +sorry--for you." + +"You need not be," flashed Ralph, quickly. "It is for us, my father +and I, to be sorry for you--to make amends, if any amends can be made +by the living or the dead." + +Miss Evelina started. He knew, then? And it had not been necessary +for her to draw out the sheathed dagger which only yesterday she had +held in her hand. The glittering vengeance had gone home, through no +direct agency of hers. + +"Miss Evelina!" cried the boy. "I have come to ask you to forgive my +father!" + +A silence fell between them, as cold and forbidding as Death itself. +After an interval which seemed an hour, Miss Evelina spoke. + +"He never asked," she said. Her tone was icy, repellent. + +"I know," answered Ralph, despairingly, "but I, his son, ask it. +Anthony Dexter's son asks you to forgive Anthony Dexter--not to let him +go to his grave unforgiven." + +"He never asked," said Miss Evelina again, stubbornly. + +"His need is all the greater for that," pleaded the boy, "and mine. +Have you thought of my need of it? My name meant 'right' until my +father changed its meaning. Don't you see that unless you forgive my +father, I can never hold up my head again?" + +What the Piper had said to Evelina came back to her now, eloquent with +appeal; + +_The word is not made right. I'm thinking 't is wrong end to, as many +things in this world are until we move and look at them from another +way. It's giving for, that's all. When you have put self so wholly +aside that you can he sorry for him because he has wronged you, why, +then you have forgiven_. + +She moved about restlessly. It seemed to her that she could never be +sorry for Anthony Dexter because he had wronged her; that she could +never grow out of the hurt of her own wrong. + +"Come with me," said Ralph, choking. "I know it's a hard thing I ask +of you. God knows I haven't forgiven him myself, but I know I've got +to, and you'll have to, too. Miss Evelina, you've got to forgive him, +or I never can bear my disgrace." + +She let him lead her out of the house. On the long way to Anthony +Dexter's, no word passed between them. Only the sound of their +footfalls, and Ralph's long, choking breaths, half sobs, broke the +silence. + +At the gate, the usual knot of curious people had gathered. They were +wondering, in undertones, how one so skilful as Doctor Dexter had +happened to take an overdose of laudanum, but they stood by, +respectfully, to make way for Ralph and the mysterious, veiled woman in +black. The audible whispers followed them up to the very door: "Who is +she? What had she to do with him?" + +As yet, Anthony Dexter's body lay in his own room. Ralph led Miss +Evelina in, and closed the door. "Here he is," sobbed the boy. "He +has gone and left the shame for me. Forgive him, Miss Evelina! For +the love of God, forgive him!" + +Evelina sighed. She was standing close to Anthony Dexter now without +fear. She had no wish to torture him, as she once had, with the sight +of her unveiled face. It was the man she had loved, now--the emotion +which had made him hideous to her was past and gone. To her, as to him +the night before, death seemed the solution of all problems, the +supreme answer to all perplexing questions. + +Ralph crept out of the room and closed the door so softly that she did +not hear. She was alone, as every woman some day is; alone with her +dead. + +She threw back her veil. The morning sun lay strong upon Anthony +Dexter's face, revealing every line. Death had been kind to him at +last, had closed the tortured eyes, blotted out the lines of cruelty +around his mouth, and changed the mask-like expression to a tender calm. + +A hint of the old, loving smile was there; once again he was the man +she had loved, but the love itself had burned out of her heart long +ago. He was naught to her, nor she to him. + +The door knob turned, and, quickly, she lowered her veil. Piper Tom +came in, with a soft, slow step. He did not seem to see Miss Evelina; +one would have said he did not know she was in the room. He went +straight to Anthony Dexter, and laid his warm hand upon the cold one. + +"Man," he said, "I've come to say I forgive you for hurting Laddie. +I'm not thinking, now, that you would have done it if you had known. +I'm sorry for you because you could do it. I've forgiven you as I hope +God will forgive you for that and for everything else." + +Then he turned to Evelina, and whispered, as though to keep the dead +from hearing: "'T was hard, but I've done it. 'T is easier, I'm +thinking, to forgive the dead than the living." He went out again, as +silently as he had come, and closed the door. + +Was it, in truth, easier to forgive the dead? In her inmost soul, +Evelina knew that she could not have cherished lifelong resentment +against any other person in the world. To those we love most, we are +invariably most cruel, but she did not love him now. The man she had +loved was no more than a stranger--and from a stranger can come no +intentional wrong. + +"O God," prayed Evelina, for the first time, "help me to forgive!" + +She threw back her veil once more. They were face to face at last, +with only a prayer between. His mute helplessness pleaded with her and +Ralph's despairing cry rang in her ears. The estranging mists cleared, +and, in truth, she put self aside. + +Intuitively, she saw how he had suffered since the night he came to her +to make it right, if he could. He must have suffered, unless he were +more than human. "Dear God," she prayed, again, "oh, help me forgive!" + +All at once there was a change. The light seemed thrown into the +uttermost places of her darkened soul. She illumined, and a wave of +infinite pity swept her from head to foot. She leaned forward, her +hands seeking his, and upon Anthony Dexter's dead face there fell the +forgiving baptism of her tears. + + +In the hall, as she went out, she encountered Miss Mehitable. That +face, too, was changed. She had not come, as comes that ghoulish +procession of merest acquaintances, to gloat, living, over the helpless +dead. + +At the sight of Evelina, she retreated. "I'll go back," murmured Miss +Mehitable, enigmatically. "You had the best right." + +Evelina went down-stairs and home again, but Miss Mehitable did not +enter that silent room. + +The third day came, and there was no resurrection. Since the miracle +of Easter, the world has waited its three days for the dead to rise +again. Ralph sat in the upper hall, just beyond the turn of the stair, +and beside him, unveiled, was Miss Evelina. + +"It's you and I," he had pleaded, "don't you see that? Have you never +thought that you should have been my mother?" + +From below, in Thorpe's deep voice, came the words of the burial +service: "I am the resurrection and the life. He that believeth on me, +though he were dead, yet shall he live." + +For a few moments, Thorpe spoke of death as the inevitable end of life, +and our ignorance of what lies beyond. He spoke of that mystic veil +which never parts save for a passage, and from behind which no word +ever comes. He said that life was a rainbow spanning brilliantly the +two silences, that man's ceasing was no more strange than his +beginning, and that the God who ordained the beginning had also +ordained the end. He said, too, that the love which gave life might +safely be trusted with that same life, at its mysterious conclusion. +At length, he struck the personal note. + +"It is hard for me," Thorpe went on, "to perform this last service for +my friend. All of you are my friends, but the one who lies here was +especially dear. He was a man of few friendships, and I was privileged +to come close, to know him as he was. + +"His life was clean, and upon his record there rests no shadow of +disgrace." At this Ralph, in the upper hall, buried his face in his +hands. Miss Evelina sat quietly, to all intents and purposes unmoved. + +"He was a brave man," Thorpe was saying; "a valiant soldier on the +great battlefield of the world. He met his temptations face to face, +and conquered them. For him, there was no such thing as cowardice--he +never shirked. He met every responsibility like a man, and never +swerved aside. He took his share, and more, of the world's work, and +did it nobly, as a man should do. + +"His brusque manner concealed a great heart. I fear that, at times, +some of you may have misunderstood him. There was no man in our +community more deeply and lovingly the friend of us all, and there is +no man among us more noble in thought and act than he. + +"We who have known him cannot but be the better for the knowing. It +would be a beautiful world, indeed, if we were all as good as he. We +cannot fail to be inspired by his example. Through knowing him, each +of us is better fitted for life. We can conquer cowardice more easily, +meet our temptations more valiantly, and more surely keep from the sin +of shirking, because Anthony Dexter has lived. + +"To me," said Thorpe, his voice breaking, "it is the greatest loss, +save one, that I have ever known. But it is only through our own +sorrow that we come to understand the sorrow of others, only through +our own weaknesses that we learn to pity the weakness of others, and +only through our own love and forgiveness that we can ever comprehend +the infinite love and forgiveness of God. If any of you have ever +thought he wronged you, in some small, insignificant way, I give you my +word that it was entirely unintentional, and I bespeak for him your +pardon. + +"He goes to his grave to-day, to wait, in the great silence, for the +final solution of God's infinite mysteries, and, as you and I believe, +for God's sure reward. He goes with the love of us all, with the +forgiveness of us all, and with the hope of us all that when we come to +die, we may be as certain of Heaven as he." + +Perceiving that his grief was overmastering him, Thorpe proceeded +quickly to the benediction. In the pause that followed, Ralph leaned +toward the woman who sat beside him. + +"Have you," he breathed, "forgiven him--and me?" + +Miss Evelina nodded, her beautiful eyes shining with tears. + +"Mother!" said Ralph, thickly. Like a hurt child, he went to her, and +sobbed his heart out, in the shelter of her arms. + + + + +XXIII + +Undine Finds Her Soul + +The year was at its noon. Every rose-bush was glorious with bloom, and +even the old climbing rose which clung, in its decay, to Miss +Mehitable's porch railing had put forth a few fragrant blossoms. + +Soon after Araminta had been carried back home, she discovered that she +had changed since she went away. Aunt Hitty no longer seemed +infallible. Indeed, Araminta had admitted to herself, though with the +pangs of a guilty conscience, that it was possible for Aunt Hitty to be +mistaken. It was probable that the entire knowledge of the world was +not concentrated in Aunt Hitty. + +Outwardly, things went on as usual. Miss Mehitable issued orders to +Araminta as the commander in chief of an army issues instructions to +his subordinates, and Araminta obeyed as faithfully as before, yet with +a distinct difference. She did what she was told to do out of +gratitude for lifelong care, and not because she felt that she had to. + +She went, frequently, to see Miss Evelina, having disposed of +objections by the evident fact that she could not neglect any one who +had been so kind to her as Miss Evelina had. Usually, however, the +faithful guardian went along, and the three sat in the garden, Evelina +with her frail hands listlessly folded, and the others stitching away +at the endless and monotonous patchwork. + +Miss Mehitable had a secret fear that the bloom had been brushed from +her rose. Until the accident, Araminta had scarcely been out of her +sight since she brought her home, a toddling infant. Miss Mehitable's +mind had unerringly controlled two bodies until Araminta fell off the +ladder. Now, the other mind began to show distressing signs of +activity. + +By dint of extra work, Araminta's eighth patchwork quilt was made for +quilting, and the Ladies' Aid Society was invited to Miss Mehitable's +for the usual Summer revelry of quilting and gossip. Miss Evelina was +invited, but refused to go. + +After the festivity was over, Miss Mehitable made a fruitful excavation +into a huge chest in the attic, and emerged, flushed but happy, with +enough scraps for three quilts. + +"This here next quilt, Minty," she said, with the air of one announcing +a pleasant surprise, "will be the Risin' Sun and Star pattern. It's +harder 'n the others, and that's why I've kep' it until now. You've +done all them other quilts real good," she added, grudgingly. + +Araminta had her own surprise ready, but it was not of a pleasant +nature. "Thank you, Aunt Hitty," she replied, "but I'm not going to +make any more quilts, for a while, at any rate." + +Miss Mehitable's lower jaw dropped in amazement. Never before had +Araminta failed to obey her suggestions. "Minty," she said, anxiously, +"don't you feel right? It was hot yesterday, and the excitement, and +all--I dunno but you may have had a stroke." + +Araminta smiled--a lovable, winning smile. "No, I haven't had any +'stroke,' but I've made all the quilts I'm going to until I get to be +an old woman, and have nothing else to do." + +"What are you layin' out to do, Minty?" demanded Miss Mehitable. + +"I'm going to be outdoors all I want to, and I'm going up to Miss +Evelina's and play with my kitten, and help you with the housework, or +do anything else you want me to do, but--no more quilts," concluded the +girl, firmly. + +"Araminta Lee!" cried Miss Mehitable, speech having returned. "If I +ain't ashamed of you! Here's your poor old aunt that's worked her +fingers to the bone, slaving for you almost ever since the day you was +born, and payin' a doctor's outrageous bill of four dollars and a +half--or goin' to pay," she corrected, her conscience reproaching her, +"and you refusin' to mind! + +"Haven't I took good care of you all these eighteen years? Haven't I +set up with you when you was sick and never let you out of my sight for +a minute, and taught you to be as good a housekeeper as any in Rushton, +and made you into a first-class seamstress, and educated you myself, +and looked after your religious training, and made your clothes? Ain't +I been father and mother and sister and brother and teacher and +grandparents all rolled into one? And now you're refusin' to make +quilts!" + +Araminta's heart reproached her, but the blood of some fighting +ancestor was in her pulses now. "I know, Aunt Hitty," she said, +kindly, "you've done all that and more, and I'm not in the least +ungrateful, though you may think so. But I'm not going to make any +more quilts!" + +"Araminta Lee," said Miss Mehitable, warningly, "look careful where +you're steppin'. Hell is yawning in front of you this very minute!" + +Araminta smiled sweetly. Since the day the minister had gone to see +her, she had had no fear of hell. "I don't see it, Aunt Hitty," she +said, "but if everybody who hasn't pieced more than eight quilts by +hand is in there, it must be pretty crowded." + +"Araminta Lee," cried Miss Mehitable, "you're your mother all over +again. She got just as high-steppin' as you before her downfall, and +see where she ended at. She was married," concluded the accuser, +scornfully, "yes, actually married!" + +"Aunt Hitty," said Araminta, her sweet mouth quivering ever so little, +"your mother was married, too, wasn't she?" With this parting shaft, +the girl went out of the room, her head held high. + +Miss Mehitable stared after her, uncomprehending. Slowly it dawned +upon her that some one had been telling tales and undoing her careful +work. "Minty! Minty!" she cried, "how can you talk to me so!" + +But 'Minty' was outdoors and on her way to Miss Evelina's, bareheaded, +this being strictly forbidden, so she did not hear. She was hoping +against hope that some day, at Miss Evelina's, she might meet Doctor +Ralph again and tell him she was sorry she had broken his heart. + +Since the day he went away from her, Araminta had not had even a +glimpse of him. She had gone to his father's funeral, as everyone else +in the village did, and had wondered that he was not in the front seat, +where, in her brief experience of funerals, mourners usually sat. + +She admitted, to herself, that she had gone to the funeral solely for +the sake of seeing Doctor Ralph. Araminta was wholly destitute of +curiosity regarding the dead, and she had not joined the interested +procession which wound itself around Anthony Dexter's coffin before +passing out, regretfully, at the front door. Neither had Miss +Mehitable. At the time, Araminta had thought it strange, for at all +previous occasions of the kind, within her remembrance. Aunt Hitty had +been well up among the mourners and had usually gone around the casket +twice. + +At Miss Evelina's, she knocked in vain. There was white chiffon upon +the line, but all the doors were locked. Doctor Ralph was not there, +either, and even the kitten was not in sight, so, regretfully, Araminta +went home again. + +Throughout the day, Miss Mehitable did not speak to her erring niece, +but Araminta felt it to be a relief, rather than a punishment. In the +afternoon, the emancipated young woman put on her best gown--a white, +cross-barred muslin which she had made herself. It was not Sunday, and +Araminta was forbidden to wear the glorified raiment save on occasions +of high state. + +She added further to her sins by picking a pink rose--Miss Mehitable +did not think flowers were made to pick--and fastening it coquettishly +in her brown hair. Moreover, Araminta had put her hair up loosely, +instead of in the neat, tight wad which Miss Mehitable had forced upon +her the day she donned long skirts. When Miss Mehitable beheld her +transformed charge she would have broken her vow of silence had not the +words mercifully failed. Aunt Hitty's vocabulary was limited, and she +had no language in which to express her full opinion of the wayward +one, so she assumed, instead, the pose of a suffering martyr. + +The atmosphere at the table, during supper, was icy, even though it was +the middle of June. Thorpe noticed it and endeavoured to talk, but was +not successful. Miss Mehitable's few words, which were invariably +addressed to him, were so acrid in quality that they made him nervous. +The Reverend Austin Thorpe, innocent as he was of all intentional +wrong, was made to feel like a criminal haled to the bar of justice. + +But Araminta glowed and dimpled and smiled. Her eyes danced with +mischief, and the colour came and went upon her velvety cheeks. She +took pains to ask Aunt Hitty for the salt or the bread, and kept up a +continuous flow of high-spirited talk. Had it not been for Araminta, +the situation would have become openly strained. + +Afterward, she began to clear up the dishes as usual, but Miss +Mehitable pushed her out of the room with a violence indicative of +suppressed passion. So, humming a hymn at an irreverent tempo, +Araminta went out and sat down on the front porch, spreading down the +best rug in the house that she might not soil her gown. This, also, +was forbidden. + +When the dishes were washed and put away, Miss Mehitable came out, clad +in her rustling black silk and her best bonnet. "Miss Lee," she said +very coldly, "I am going out." + +"All right, Aunt Hitty" returned Araminta, cheerfully. "As it happens, +I'm not." + +Miss Mehitable repressed an exclamation of horror. Seemingly, then, it +had occurred to Araminta to go out in the evening--alone! + +Miss Mehitable's feet moved swiftly away from the house. She was going +to the residence of the oldest and most orthodox deacon in Thorpe's +church, to ask for guidance in dealing with her wayward charge, but +Araminta never dreamed of this. + +Dusk came, the sweet, June dusk, starred with fireflies and clouded +with great white moths. The roses and mignonette and honeysuckle made +the air delicately fragrant. To the emancipated one, it was, indeed, a +beautiful world. + +Austin Thorpe came out, having found his room unbearably close. As the +near-sighted sometimes do, he saw more clearly at twilight than at +other times. + +"You here, child?" he asked. + +"Yes, I'm here," replied Araminta, happily. "Sit down, won't you?" +Having taken the first step, she found the others comparatively easy, +and was rejoicing in her new freedom. She felt sure, too, that some +day she should see Doctor Ralph once more and all would be made right +between them. + +The minister sat down gladly, his old heart yearning toward Araminta as +toward a loved and only child. "Where is your aunt?" he asked, timidly. + +"Goodness knows," laughed Araminta, irreverently. "She's gone out, in +all her best clothes. She didn't say whether she was coming back or +not." + +Thorpe was startled, for he had never heard speech like this from +Araminta. He knew her only as a docile, timid child. Now, she seemed +suddenly to have grown up. + +For her part, Araminta remembered how the minister had once helped her +out of a difficulty, and taken away from her forever the terrible, +haunting fear of hell. Here was a dazzling opportunity to acquire new +knowledge. + +"Mr. Thorpe," she demanded, eagerly, "what is it to be married?" + +"To be married," repeated Austin Thorpe, dreamily, his eyes fixed upon +a firefly that flitted, star-tike, near the rose, "is, I think, the +nearest this world can come to Heaven." + +"Oh!" cried Araminta, in astonishment. "What does it mean?" + +"It means," answered Thorpe, softly, "that a man and a woman whom God +meant to be mated have found each other at last. It means there is +nothing in the world that you have to face alone, that all your joys +are doubled and all your sorrows shared. It means that there is no +depth into which you can go alone, that one other hand is always in +yours; trusting, clinging, tender, to help you bear whatever comes. + +"It means that the infinite love has been given, in part, to you, for +daily strength and comfort. It is a balm for every wound, a spur for +every lagging, a sure dependence in every weakness, a belief in every +doubt. The perfect being is neither man nor woman, but a merging of +dual natures into a united whole. To be married gives a man a woman's +tenderness; a woman, a man's courage. The long years stretch before +them, and what lies beyond no one can say, but they face it, smiling +and serene, because they are together." + +"My mother was married," said Araminta, softly. All at once, the stain +of disgrace was wiped out. + +"Yes, dear child, and, I hope, to the man she loved, as I hope that +some day you will be married to the man who loves you." + +Araminta's whole heart yearned toward Ralph--yearned unspeakably. In +something else, surely, Aunt Hitty was wrong. + +"Araminta," said Thorpe, his voice shaking; "dear child, come here." + +She followed him into the house. His trembling old hands lighted a +candle and she saw that his eyes were full of tears. From an inner +pocket, he drew out a small case, wrapped in many thicknesses of worn +paper. He unwound it reverently, his face alight with a look she had +never seen there before. + +"See!" he said. He opened the ornate case and showed her an old +daguerreotype. A sweet, girlish face looked out at her, a woman with +trusting, loving eyes, a sweet mouth, and dark, softly parted hair. + +"Oh," whispered Araminta. "Were you married--to her?" + +"No," answered Thorpe, hoarsely, shutting the case with a snap and +beginning to wrap it again in the many folds of paper. "I was to have +been married to her." His voice lingered with inexpressible fondness +upon the words. "She died," he said, his lips quivering. + +"Oh," cried the girl, "I'm sorry!" A sharp pang pierced her through +and through. + +"Child," said Thorpe, his wrinkled hand closing on hers, "to those who +love, there is no such thing as Death. Do you think that just because +she is dead, I have ceased to care? Death has made her mine as Life +could never do. She walks beside me daily, as though we were hand in +hand. Her tenderness makes me tender, her courage gives me strength, +her great charity makes me kind. Her belief has made my own faith more +sure, her steadfastness keeps me from faltering, and her patience +enables me to wait until the end, when I go, into the Unknown, to meet +her. Child, I do not know if there be a Heaven, but if God gives me +her, and her love, as I knew it once, I shall not ask for more." + +Unable to say more, for the tears, Thorpe stumbled out of the room. +Araminta's own eyes were wet and her heart was strangely tender to all +the world. Miss Evelina, the kitten, Mr. Thorpe, Doctor Ralph--even +Aunt Hitty--were all included in a wave of unspeakable tenderness. + +Never stopping to question, Araminta sped out of the house, her feet +following where her heart led. Past the crossroads, to the right, down +into the village, across the tracks, then sharply to the left, up to +Doctor Dexter's, where, only a few weeks before, she had gone in the +hope of seeing Doctor Ralph, Araminta ran like some young Atalanta, +across whose path no golden apples were thrown. + +The door was open, and she rushed in, unthinking, turning by instinct +into the library, where Ralph sat alone, leaning his head upon his hand. + +"Doctor Ralph!" she cried, "I've come!" + +He looked up, then started forward. One look into her glorified face +told him all that he needed to know. "Undine," he said, huskily, "have +you found your soul?" + +"I don't know what I've found," sobbed Araminta, from the shelter of +his arms, "but I've come, to stay with you always, if you'll let me!" + +"If I'll let you," murmured Ralph, kissing away her happy tears. "You +little saint, it's what I want as I want nothing else in the world." + +"I know what it is to be married," said Araminta, after a little, her +grave, sweet eyes on his. "I asked Mr. Thorpe to-night and he told me. +It's to be always with the one you love, and never to mind what anybody +else says or does. It's to help each other bear everything and be +twice as happy because you're together. It means that somebody will +always help you when things go wrong, and there'll always be something +you can lean on. You'll never be afraid of anything, because you're +together. My mother was married, your mother was married, and I've +found out that Aunt Hitty's mother was married, too. + +"And Mr. Thorpe--he would have been married, but she died. He told me +and he showed me her picture, and he says that it doesn't make any +difference to be dead, when you love anybody, and that Heaven, for him, +will be where she waits for him and puts her hand in his again. He was +crying, and so was I, but it's because he has her and I have you!" + +"Sweetheart! Darling!" cried Ralph, crushing her into his close +embrace. "It's God Himself who brought you to me now!" + +"No," returned Araminta, missing the point, "I came all by myself. And +I ran all the way. Nobody brought me. But I've come, for always, and +I'll never leave you again. I'm sorry I broke your heart!" + +"You've made it well again," he said, fondly, "and so we'll be +married--you and I." + +"Yes," repeated Araminta, her beautiful face alight with love, "we'll +be married, you and I!" + +"Sweet," he said, "do you think I deserve so much?" + +"Being married is giving everything," she explained, "but I haven't +anything at all. Only eight quilts and me! Do you care for quilts?" + +"Quilts be everlastingly condemned. I'm going to tell Aunt Hitty." + +"No," said Araminta, "I'm going to tell her my own self, so now! And +I'll tell her to-morrow!" + +It was after ten when Ralph took Araminta home. From the parlour +window Miss Mehitable was watching anxiously. She had divested herself +of the rustling black silk and was safely screened by the shutters. +She had been at home an hour or more, and though she had received +plenty of good advice, of a stern nature, from her orthodox counsellor, +her mind was far from at rest. Having conjured up all sorts of dire +happenings, she was relieved when she heard voices outside. + +Miss Mehitable peered out eagerly from behind the shutters. Up the +road came Araminta--may the saints preserve us!--with a man! Miss +Mehitable quickly placed him as that blackmailing play-doctor who now +should never have his four dollars and a half unless he collected it by +law. Only in the last ditch would she surrender. + +They were talking and laughing, and Ralph's black-coated arm was around +Araminta's white-robed waist. They came slowly to the gate, where they +stopped. Araminta laid her head confidingly upon Ralph's shoulder and +he held her tightly in his arms, kissing her repeatedly, as Miss +Mehitable guessed, though she could not see very well. + +At last they parted and Araminta ran lightly into the house, saying, in +a low, tender voice: "To-morrow, dear, to-morrow!" + +She went up-stairs, singing. Even then Miss Mehitable observed that it +was not a hymn, but some light and ungodly tune she had picked up, +Heaven knew where! + +She went to her room, still humming, and presently her light was out, +but her guardian angel was too stiff with horror to move. + +"O Lord," prayed Araminta, as she sank to sleep, "keep me from the +contamination of--not being married to him, for Thy sake, Amen." + + + + +XXIV + +Telling Aunt Hitty + +Araminta woke with the birds. As yet, it was dark, but from afar came +the cheery voice of a robin, piping gaily of coming dawn. When the +first ray of light crept into her room, and every bird for miles around +was swelling his tiny throat in song, it seemed to her that, until now, +she had never truly lived. + +The bird that rocked on the maple branch, outside her window, carolling +with all his might, was no more free than she. Love had rolled away +the stone Aunt Hitty had set before the door of Araminta's heart, and +the imprisoned thing was trying its wings, as joyously as the birds +themselves. + +Every sense was exquisitely alive and thrilling. Had she been older +and known more of the world, Love would not have come to her so, but +rather with a great peace, an unending trust. But having waked as +surely as the sleeping princess in the tower, she knew the uttermost +ecstasy of it--heard the sound of singing trumpets and saw the white +light. + +Her fear of Aunt Hitty had died, mysteriously and suddenly. She +appreciated now, as never before, all that had been done for her. She +saw, too, that many things had been done that were better left undone, +but in her happy heart was no condemnation for anybody or anything. + +Araminta dressed leisurely. Usually, she hurried into her clothes and +ran down-stairs to help Aunt Hitty, who was always ready for the day's +work before anybody else was awake but this morning she took her time. + +She loved the coolness of the water on her face, she loved her white +plump arms, her softly rounded throat, the velvety roses that blossomed +on her cheeks, and the wavy brown masses of her hair, touched by the +sun into tints of copper and gold. For the first time in all her life, +Araminta realised that she was beautiful. She did not know that Love +brings beauty with it, nor that the light in her eyes, like a new star, +had not risen until last night. + +She was seriously tempted to slide down the banister--this also having +been interdicted since her earliest remembrance--but, being a grown +woman, now, she compromised with herself by taking two stairs at a time +in a light, skipping, perilous movement that landed her, safe but +breathless, in the lower hall. + +In the kitchen, wearing an aspect distinctly funereal, was Miss +Mehitable. Her brisk, active manner was gone and she moved slowly. +She did not once look up as Araminta came in. + +"Good-morning, Aunt Hitty!" cried the girl, pirouetting around the bare +floor. "Isn't this the beautifullest morning that ever was, and aren't +you glad you're alive?" + +"No," returned Miss Mehitable, acidly; "I am not." + +"Aren't you?" asked Araminta, casually, too happy to be deeply +concerned about anybody else; "why, what's wrong?" + +"I should think, Araminta Lee, that you 'd be the last one on earth to +ask what's wrong!" The flood gates were open now. "Wasn't it only +yesterday that you broke away from all restraint and refused to make +any more quilts? Didn't you put on your best dress in the afternoon +when 't want Sunday and I hadn't told you that you could? Didn't you +pick a rose and stick it into your hair, and have I ever allowed you to +pick a flower on the place, to say nothing of doing anything so foolish +as to put it in your hair? Flowers and hair don't go together." + +"There's hair in the parlour," objected Araminta, frivolously, "made up +into a wreath of flowers, so I thought as long as you had them made out +of dead people's hair, I'd put some roses in mine, now, while I'm +alive." + +Miss Mehitable compressed her lips sternly and went on. + +"Didn't you take a rug out of the parlour last night and spread it on +the porch, and have I ever had rugs outdoor except when they was being +beat? And didn't you sit down on the front porch, where I've never +allowed you to sit, it not being modest for a young female to sit +outside of her house?" + +"Yes," admitted Araminta, cheerfully, "I did all those things, and I +put my hair up loosely instead of tightly, as you've always taught me. +You forgot that." + +"No, I didn't," denied Miss Mehitable, vigorously; "I was coming to +that. Didn't you go up to Miss Evelina's without asking me if you +could, and didn't you go bareheaded, as I've never allowed you to do?" + +"Yes," laughed Araminta, "I did." + +"After I went away," pursued Miss Mehitable, swiftly approaching her +climax, "didn't you go up to Doctor Dexter's like a shameless hussy?" + +"If it makes a shameless hussy of me to go to Doctor Dexter's, that's +what I am." + +"You went there to see Doctor Ralph Dexter, didn't you?" + +"Yes, I did," sang Araminta, "and oh, Aunt Hitty, he was there! He was +there!" + +"Ain't I told you," demanded Miss Mehitable, "how one woman went up +there when she had no business to go and got burnt so awful that she +has to wear a veil all the rest of her life?" + +"Yes, you told me, Aunt Hitty, but, you see, I didn't get burned." + +"Araminta Lee, you're going right straight to hell, just as fast as you +can get there. Perdition is yawning at your feet. Didn't that +blackmailing play-doctor come home with you?" + +"Ralph," Said Araminta--and the way she spoke his name made it a +caress--"Ralph came home with me." + +"I saw you comin' home," continued Miss Mehitable, with her sharp eyes +keenly fixed upon the culprit. "I saw his arm around your waist and +you leanin' your head on his shoulder." + +"Yes," laughed Araminta, "I haven't forgotten. I can feel his arms +around me now." + +"And at the gate--you needn't deny it, for I saw it all--he KISSED you!" + +"That's right, Aunt Hitty. At his house, he kissed me, too, lots and +lots of times. And," she added, her eyes meeting her accuser's +clearly, "I kissed him." + +"How do you suppose I feel to see such goin's on, after all I've done +for you?" + +"You needn't have looked, Aunty, if you didn't like to see it." + +"Do you know where I went when I went out? I went up to Deacon +Robinson's to lay your case before him." Miss Mehitable paused, for +the worthy deacon was the fearsome spectre of young sinners. + +Araminta executed an intricate dance step of her own devising, but did +not seem interested in the advice he had given. + +"He told me," went on Miss Mehitable, in the manner of a judge +pronouncing sentence upon a criminal, "that at any cost I must trample +down this godless uprising, and assert my rightful authority. 'Honour +thy father and thy mother,' the Bible says, and I'm your father and +mother, rolled into one. He said that if I couldn't make you listen in +any other way, it would be right and proper for me to shut you up in +your room and keep you on bread and water until you came to your +senses." + +Araminta giggled. "I wouldn't be there long," she said. "How funny it +would be for Ralph to come with a ladder and take me out!" + +"Araminta Lee, what do you mean?" + +"Why," explained the girl, "we're going to be married--Ralph and I." + +A nihilist bomb thrown into the immaculate kitchen could not have +surprised Miss Mehitable more. She had no idea that it had gone so +far. "Married!" she gasped. "You!" + +"Not just me alone, Aunty, but Ralph and I. There has to be two, and +I'm of age, so I can if I want to." This last heresy had been learned +from Ralph, only the night before. + +"Married!" gasped Miss Mehitable, again. + +"Yes," returned Araminta, firmly, "married. My mother was married, and +Ralph's mother was married, and your mother was married. Everybody's +mother is married, and Mr. Thorpe says it's the nearest there is to +Heaven. He was going to be married himself, but she died. + +"Dear Aunt Hitty," cooed Araminta, with winning sweetness, "don't look +so frightened. It's nothing dreadful, it's only natural and right, and +I'm the happiest girl the sun shines on to-day. Don't be selfish, +Aunty--you've had me all my life, and it's his turn now. I'll come to +see you every day and you can come and see me. Kiss me, and tell me +you're glad I'm going to be married!" + +At this juncture, Thorpe entered the kitchen, not aware that he was +upon forbidden ground. Attracted by the sound of voices, he had come +in, just in time to hear Araminta's last words. + +"Dear child!" he said, his fine old face illumined. "And so you're +going to be married to the man you love! I'm so glad! God bless you!" +He stooped, and kissed Araminta gently upon the forehead. + +Having thus seen, as it were, the sanction of the Church placed upon +Araminta's startling announcement, Miss Mehitable could say no more. +During breakfast she did not speak at all, even to Thorpe. Araminta +chattered gleefully of everything under the blue heaven, and even the +minister noted the liquid melody of her voice. + +Afterward, she went out, as naturally as a flower turns toward the sun. +It was a part of the magic beauty of the world that she should meet +Ralph, just outside the gate, with a face as radiant as her own. + +"I was coming," he said, after the first rapture had somewhat subsided, +"to tell Aunt Hitty." + +"I told her," returned the girl, proudly, "all by my own self!" + +"You don't mean it! What did she say?" + +"She said everything. She told me hell was yawning at my feet, but I'm +sure it's Heaven. She said that she was my father and mother rolled +into one, and I was obliged to remind her that I was of age. You +thought of that," she said, admiringly. "I didn't even know that I'd +ever get old enough not to mind anybody but myself--or you." + +"You won't have to 'mind' me," laughed Ralph. "I'll give you a long +rope." + +"What would I do with a rope?" queried Araminta, seriously. + +"You funny, funny girl! Didn't you ever see a cow staked out in a +pasture?" + +"Yes. Am I a cow?" + +"For the purposes of illustration, yes, and Aunt Hitty represents the +stake. For eighteen or nineteen years, your rope has been so short +that you could hardly move at all. Now things are changed, and I +represent the stake. You've got the longest rope, now, that was ever +made in one piece. See?" + +"I'll come back," answered Araminta, seriously. "I don't think I need +any rope at all." + +"No, dear, I know that. I was only joking. You poor child, you've +lived so long with that old dragon that you scarcely recognise a joke +when you see one. A sense of humour, Araminta, is a saving grace for +anybody. Next to Love, it's the finest gift of the gods." + +"Have I got it?" + +"I guess so. I think it's asleep, but we'll wake it up. Look here, +dear--see what I brought you." + +From his pocket, Ralph took a small purple velvet case, lined with +white satin. Within was a ring, set with a diamond, small in +circumference, but deep, and of unusual brilliancy. By a singular +coincidence, it fitted Araminta's third finger exactly. + +"Oh-h!" she cried, her cheeks glowing. "For me?" + +"Yes, for you--till I get you another one. This was my mother's ring, +sweetheart. I found it among my father's things. Will you wear it, +for her sake and for mine?" + +"I'll wear it always," answered Araminta, her great grey eyes on his, +"and I don't want any other ring. Why, if it hadn't been for her, I +never could have had you." + +Ralph took her into his arms. His heart was filled with that supreme +love which has no need of words. + + +Meanwhile Miss Mehitable was having her bad quarter of an hour. +Man-like, Thorpe had taken himself away from a spot where he felt there +was about to be a display of emotion. She was in the house alone, and +the acute stillness of it seemed an accurate foreshadowing of the +future. + +Miss Mehitable was not among those rare souls who are seldom lonely. +Her nature demanded continuous conversation, the subject alone being +unimportant. Every thought that came into her mind was destined for a +normal outlet in speech. She had no mental reservoir. + +Araminta was going away--to be married. In spite of her trouble, Miss +Mehitable noted the taint of heredity. "It's in her blood," she +murmured, "and maybe Minty ain't so much to blame." + +In this crisis, however, Miss Mehitable had the valiant support of her +conscience. She had never allowed the child to play with boys--in +fact, she had not had any playmates at all. As soon as Araminta was +old enough to understand, she was taught that boys and men--indeed all +human things that wore trousers, long or short--were rank poison, and +were to be steadfastly avoided if a woman desired peace of mind. Miss +Mehitable frequently said that she had everything a husband could have +given her except a lot of trouble. + +Daily, almost hourly, the wisdom of single blessedness had been +impressed upon Araminta. Miss Mehitable neglected no illustration +calculated to bring the lesson home. She had even taught her that her +own mother was an outcast and had brought disgrace upon her family by +marrying; she had held aloft her maiden standard and literally +compelled Araminta to enlist. + +Now, all her work had gone for naught. Nature had triumphantly +reasserted itself, and Araminta had fallen in love. The years +stretched before Miss Mehitable in a vast and gloomy vista illumined by +no light. No soft step upon the stair, no sunny face at her table, no +sweet, girlish laugh, no long companionable afternoons with patchwork, +while she talked and Araminta listened. At the thought, her stern +mouth quivered, ever so slightly, and, all at once, she found the +relief of tears. + +An hour or so afterward, she went up to the attic, walking with a +stealthy, cat-like tread, though there was no one in the house to hear. +In a corner, far back under the eaves, three trunks were piled, one on +top of the other. Miss Hitty lifted off the two top trunks without +apparent effort, for her arms were strong, and drew the lowest one out +into the path of sunlight that lay upon the floor, maple branches +swaying across it in silhouette. + +In another corner of the attic, up among the rafters, was a box +apparently filled with old newspapers. Miss Hitty reached down among +the newspapers with accustomed fingers and drew out a crumpled wad, +tightly wedged into one corner of the box. + +She listened carefully at the door, but there was no step in the house. +She was absolutely alone. None the less, she bolted the door of the +attic before she picked the crumpled paper apart, and took out the key +of the trunk. + +The old lock opened readily, and from the trunk came the musty odour of +long-dead lavender and rosemary, lemon verbena and rose geranium. On +top was Barbara Lee's wedding gown. Miss Hitty always handled it with +reverence not unmixed with awe, never having had a wedding gown herself. + +Underneath were the baby clothes which the girl-wife had begun to make +when she first knew of her child's coming. The cloth was none too fine +and the little garments were awkwardly cut and badly sewn, but every +stitch had been guided by a great love. + +Araminta's first shoes were there, too--soft, formless things of +discoloured white kid. Folded in a yellowed paper was a tiny, golden +curl, snipped secretly, and marked on the outside: "Minty's hair." +Farther down in the trunk were the few relics of Miss Mehitable's +far-away girlhood. + +A dog-eared primer, a string of bright buttons, a broken slate, a +ragged, disreputable doll, and a few blown birds' eggs carefully packed +away in a small box of cotton--these were her treasures. There was an +old autograph album with a gay blue cover which the years in the trunk +had not served to fade. Far down in the trunk was a package which Miss +Mehitable took out reverently. It was large and flat and tied with +heavy string in hard knots. She untied the knots patiently--her mother +had taught her never to cut a string. + +Underneath was more paper, and more string. It took her half an hour +to bring to light the inmost contents of the package, bound in layer +after layer of fine muslin, but not tied. She unrolled the yellowed +cloth carefully, for it was very frail. At last she took out a +photograph--Anthony Dexter at three-and-twenty--and gazed at it long. + +On one page of her autograph album was written an old rhyme. The ink +had faded so that it was scarcely legible, but Miss Hitty knew it by +heart: + + "'If you love me as I love you + No knife can cut our love in two.' + Your sincere friend, + ANTHONY DEXTER." + +Like a tiny sprig of lavender taken from a bush which has never +bloomed, this bit of romance lay far back in the secret places of her +life. She had a knot of blue ribbon which Anthony Dexter had once +given her, a lead pencil which he had gallantly sharpened, and which +she had never used. + +Her life had been barren--Miss Mehitable knew that, and in her hours of +self-analysis, admitted it. She would gladly have taken Evelina's full +measure of suffering in exchange for one tithe of Araminta's joy. +After Anthony Dexter had turned from her to Evelina, Miss Mehitable had +openly scorned him. She had spent the rest of her life, since, in +showing him and the rest that men were nothing to her and that he was +least of all. + +She had hovered near his patients simply for the sake of seeing +him--she did not care for them at all. She sat in the front window +that she might see him drive by, and counted that day lost which +brought her no sight of him. This was her one tenderness, her one +vulnerable point. + +The afternoon shadows grew long and the maple branches ceased to sway. +Outside a bird crooned a lullaby to his nesting mate. An oriole +perched on the topmost twig of an evergreen in a corner of the yard, +and opened his golden throat in a rapture of song. + +Love was abroad in the world that day. Bees hummed it, birds sang it, +roses breathed it. The black and gold messengers of the fields bore +velvety pollen from flower to flower, moving lazily on shimmering, +gossamer wings. A meadow-lark rose from a distant clover field, +dropping exquisite, silvery notes as he flew. The scent of green +fields and honeysuckles came in at the open window, mingled +inextricably with the croon of the bees, but Miss Mehitable knew only +that it was Summer, that the world was young, but she was old and alone +and would be alone for the rest of her life. + +She leaned forward to look at the picture, and Anthony Dexter smiled +back at her, boyish, frank, eager, lovable. A tear dropped on the +pictured face--not the first one, for the photograph was blistered +oddly here and there. + +"I've done all I could," said Miss Mehitable to herself, as she wrapped +it up again in its many yellowed folds of muslin. "I thought Minty +would be happier so, but maybe, after all, God knows best." + + + + +XXV + +Redeemed + +Miss Evelina sat alone, in her house, at peace with Anthony Dexter and +with all the world. The surging flood of forgiveness and compassion +which had swept over her as she gazed at his dead face, had broken down +all barriers, abrogated all reserves. She saw that Piper Tom was +right; had she forgiven him, she would have been free long ago. + +She shrank no longer from her kind, but yearned, instead, for friendly +companionship. Once she had taken off her veil and started down the +road to Miss Mehitable's, but the habit of the years was strong upon +her, and she turned back, affrighted, when she came within sight of the +house. + +Since she left the hospital, no human being had seen her face, save +Anthony Dexter and his son. She had crept, nun-like, into the shelter +of her chiffon, dimly taking note of a world which could not, in turn, +look upon her. She clung to it still, yet perceived that it was a lie. + +She studied herself in the mirror, no longer hating the sight of her +own face. She was not now blind to her own beauty, nor did she fail to +see that transfiguring touch of sorrow and peace. These two are +sculptors, one working both from within and without, and the other only +from within. + +Why should she not put her veil forever away from her now? Why should +she not meet the world face to face, as frankly as the world met her? +Why should she delay? + +She had questioned herself continually, but found no answer. Since she +came back to her old home, she had been mysteriously led. Perhaps she +was to be led further through the deep mazes of life--it was not only +possible, but probable. + +"I'll wait," she said to herself, "for a sign." + +She had not seen the Piper since the day they met so strangely, with +Anthony Dexter lying dead between them. Quite often, however, she had +heard the flute, usually at sunrise or sunset, afar off in the hills. +Once, at the hour of the turning night, the melody had come to her on +the first grey winds of dawn. + +A robin had waked to answer it, for the Piper's fluting was wondrously +like his own voice. + +Contrasting her present peace with her days of torment. Miss Evelina +thrilled with gratitude to Piper Tom, who had taken the weeds out of +her garden in more senses than one. His hand had guided her, slowly, +yet surely, to the heights of calm. She saw her life now as a desolate +valley lying between two peaks. One was sunlit, yet opaline with the +mists of morning; the other was scarcely a peak, but merely a high and +grassy plain upon which the afternoon shadows lay long. + +Ah, but there were terrors in the dark valley which lay between! Sharp +crags and treeless wastes, tortuous paths and abysmal depths, with +never a rest for the wayfarer who struggled blindly on. She was not +yet so secure upon the height that she could contemplate the valley +unmoved. + +Her house was immaculate, now, and was kept so by her own hands. At +first, she had not cared, and the dust and the cobwebs had not mattered +at all. Miss Mehitable, in the beginning, had inspired her to +housewifely effort, and Doctor Ralph's personal neatness had made her +ashamed. She worked in the garden, too, keeping the brick-bordered +paths free from weeds, and faithfully attending to every plant. + +Yet life seemed strangely empty, lifted above its all-embracing pain. +The house and garden did not occupy her fully, and she had few books. +These were all old ones, and she knew them by heart, though she had +found some pleasure in reading again the well-thumbed fairy books of +her childhood. + +She had read the book which Ralph had brought Araminta, and thought of +asking him to lend her more--if she ever saw him again. She knew that +he was very busy, but she felt that, surely, he would come again before +long. + +Araminta danced up the path, singing, and rapped at Miss Evelina's +door. When she came in, it was like a ray of sunlight in a gloomy +place. + +"Miss Evelina!" she cried; "Oh, Miss Evelina! I'm going to be married!" + +"I'm glad," said Evelina, tenderly, yet with a certain wistfulness. +Once the joy of it had been in her feet, too, and the dread valley of +desolation had opened before her. + +"See!" cried Araminta, extending a dimpled hand. "See my ring! It's +my engagement ring," she added, proudly. + +Miss Evelina winced a little behind her veil, for the ring was the one +Anthony Dexter had given her soon after their betrothal. Fearing +gossip, she had refused to wear it until after they were married. So +he had taken it, to have it engraved, but, evidently, the engraving had +never been done. Otherwise Ralph would not have given it to +Araminta--she was sure of that. + +"It was his mother's ring, Miss Evelina, and now it's mine. His father +loved his mother just as Ralph loves me. It's so funny not to have to +say 'Doctor Ralph.' Oh, I'm so glad I broke my ankle! He's coming, +but I wanted to come first by myself. I made him wait for five minutes +down under the elm because I wanted to tell you first. I told Aunt +Hitty, all alone, and I wasn't a bit afraid. Oh, Miss Evelina, I wish +you had somebody to love you as he loves me!" + +"So do I," murmured Evelina, grateful for the chiffon that hid her +tears. + +"Wasn't there ever anybody?" + +"Yes." + +"I knew it--you're so sweet nobody could help loving you. Did he die?" + +"Yes." + +"It was that way with Mr. Thorpe," mused Araminta, reminiscently. +"They loved each other and were going to be married, but she died. He +said, though, that death didn't make any difference with loving. +There's Ralph, now." + +"Little witch," said the boy, fondly, as she met him at the door; "did +you think I could wait a whole five minutes?" + +They sat in the parlour for half an hour or more, and during this time +it was not necessary for their hostess to say a single word. They were +quite unaware that they were not properly conducting a three-sided +conversation, and Miss Evelina made no effort to enlighten them. Youth +and laughter and love had not been in her house before for a quarter of +a century. + +"Come again," she begged, when they started home. Joy incarnate was a +welcome guest--it did not mock her now. + +Half-way down the path, Ralph turned back to the veiled woman who stood +wistfully in the doorway. Araminta was swinging, in childish fashion, +upon the gate. Ralph took Miss Evelina's hand in his. + +"I wish I could say all I feel," he began, awkwardly, "but I can't. +With all my heart, I wish I could give some of my happiness to you!" + +"I am content--since I have forgiven." + +"If you had not, I could never have been happy again, and even now, I +still feel the shame of it. Are you going to wear that--veil--always?" + +"No," she whispered, shrinking back into the shelter of it, "but I am +waiting for a sign." + +"May it soon come," said Ralph, earnestly. + +"I am used to waiting. My life has been made up of waiting. God bless +you," she concluded, impulsively. + +"And you," he answered, touching his lips to her hand. He started +away, but she held him back. "Ralph," she said, passionately, "be true +to her, be good to her, and never let her doubt you. Teach her to +trust you, and make yourself worthy of her trust. Never break a +promise made to her, though it cost you everything else you have in the +world. I am old, and I know that, at the end, nothing counts for an +instant beside the love of two. Remember that keeping faith with her +is keeping faith with God!" + +"I will," returned Ralph, his voice low and uneven. "It is what my own +mother would have said to me had she been alive to-day. I thank you." + + +The house was very lonely after they had gone, though the echoes of +love and laughter seemed to have come back to a place where they once +held full sway. The afternoon wore to its longest shadows and the +dense shade of the cypress was thrown upon the garden. Evelina smiled +to herself, for it was only a shadow. + +The mignonette breathed fragrance into the dusk. Scent of lavender and +rosemary filled the stillness with balm. Drowsy birds chirped sleepily +in their swaying nests, and the fairy folk of field and meadow set up a +whirr of melodious wings. White, ghostly moths fluttered, cloud-like, +over the quiet garden, and here and there a tiny lamp-bearer starred +the night. A flaming meteor sped across the uncharted dark of the +heavens, where only the love-star shone. The moon had not yet risen. + +From within, Evelina recognised the sturdy figure of Piper Tom, and +went out to meet him as he approached. She had drawn down her veil, +but her heart was strangely glad. + +"Shall we sit in the garden?" she asked. + +"Aye, in the garden," answered the Piper, "since 't is for the last +time." + +His voice was sad, and Evelina yearned to help him, even as he had +helped her. "What is it?" she asked. "Is it anything you can tell me?" + +"Only that I'll be trudging on to-morrow. My work here is done. I can +do no more." + +"Then let me tell you how grateful I am for all you have done for me. +You made me see things in their true relation and taught me how to +forgive. I was in bondage, and you made me free." + +The Piper sprang to his feet. "Spinner in the Sun," he cried, "is it +true? Just as I thought your night was endless, has the light come? +Tell me again," he pleaded, "ah, tell me 't is true!" + +"It is true," said Evelina, with solemn joy. "In all my heart there is +nothing but forgiveness. The anger and resentment are gone--all gone." + +"Spinner in the Sun!" breathed the Piper, scarcely conscious that he +spoke the words aloud. "My Spinner in the Sun!" + +Slowly the moon climbed toward the zenith, and still, because there was +no need, they spoke no word. Dew rose whitely from the clover fields +beyond, veiling them as with white chiffon. It was the Piper, at last, +who broke the silence. + +"When I trudge on to-morrow," he said, "'t will be with a glad heart, +even though the little chap is no longer with me. 'T is a fair, brave +world, I'm thinking, since I've set your threads to going right again. +I called you," he added, softly, "and you came." + +"Yes," said Evelina, happily, "you called me, and I came." + +"Spinner in the Sun," said the Piper, tenderly, "have you guessed my +work?" + +"Why, keeping the shop, isn't it?" asked Evelina, wonderingly; "the +needles and thread and pins and buttons and all the little trifles that +women need? A pedler's pack, set up in a house?" + +The Piper laughed. "No," he replied, "I'm thinking that is not my +work, nor yet the music that has no tune, which I'm for ever playing on +my flute. Lady, I have travelled far, and seen much, and always there +has been one thing that is strangest of all. In every place that I +have been in yet, there has been a church and a minister, whose +business was to watch over human souls. + +"He's told them what was right according to his own thinking, which I'm +far from saying isn't true for him, and never minded anything more. In +spite of blood and tears and agony, he's always held up the one +standard, and, I'm thinking, has always pointed to the hardest way to +reach it. The way has been so hard that many have never reached it at +all, and those who have--I've not seen that they are the happiest or +the kindest, nor that they are loved the most. + +"In the same place, too, there is always a doctor, whose business it is +to watch over the body. If you have a broken leg or a broken arm, or a +fever, he can set you right again. Blind eyes can be made to see, and +deaf ears made to hear, but, Lady, who is there to care about a broken +heart? + +"I have taken in my pedler's pack the things that women need, because +'t is women, mostly, who bear the heartaches of the world, and I come +closer to them so. What you say I have done for you, I have done for +many more. I'm trying to make the world a bit easier for all women +because a woman gave me life. And because I love another woman in +another way," he added, his voice breaking, "I'll be trudging on +to-morrow alone, though 't would be easier, I'm thinking, to linger +here." + +Evelina's heart leaped with a throb of the old pain. "Tell me about +her," she said, because it seemed the only thing to say. + +"The woman I love," answered the Piper, "is not for me. She'd never be +thinking of stooping to such as I, and I'd not be insulting her by +asking. She's very proud, but she could be tender if she chose, and +she's the bravest soul I ever knew--so brave that she fears neither +death nor life, though life itself has not been kind. + +"Her little feet have been set upon the rough pathways, almost since +the beginning, and her hands catch at my heart-strings, they are so +frail. They're fluttering always like frightened birds, and the +fluttering is in her voice, too." + +"And her face?" + +"Ah, but I've dreamed of her face! I've thought it was noble beyond +all words, with eyes like the first deep violets of Spring, but filled +with compassion for all the world. So brave, so true, so tender it +might be that I'm thinking if I could see it once, with love on it for +me, that I'd never be asking more." + +"Why haven't you seen her face?" asked Evelina, idly, to relieve an +awkward pause. "Is she only a dream-woman?" + +"Nay, she's not a dream-woman. She lives and breathes as dreams never +do, but she hides her face because she is so beautiful. She veils her +face from me as once she veiled her soul." + +Then, at last, Evelina understood. She felt the hot blood mantling her +face, and was thankful, once more, for the shelter of her chiffon. + +"Spinner in the Sun," said the Piper, with suppressed tenderness, "were +you thinking I could see you more than once or twice and not be caring? +Were you thinking I could have the inmost soul of me torn because you'd +been hurt, and never be knowing what lay beyond it, for me? Were you +thinking I could be talking to you day after day, without having the +longing to talk with you always? And now that I've done my best for +you, and given you all that rests with me for giving, do you see why +I'll be trudging on to-morrow, alone? + +"'T is not for me to be asking it, for God knows I could never be +worthy, but I've thought of Heaven as a place where you and I might +fare together always, with me to heal your wounds, help you over the +rough places, and guide you through the dark. That part of it, I'm to +have, I'm thinking, for God has been very good to me. I'm to know that +wherever you are, you re happy at last, because it's been given me to +lead you into the light. I called you, and you came." + +"Yes," said Evelina, her voice lingering upon the words, "you called me +and I came, and was redeemed. Tell me, in your thought of Heaven, have +you ever asked to see my face?" + +"Nay," cried the Piper, "do you think I'd be asking for what you hide +from me? I know that 't is because you are so beautiful, and such +beauty is not for my eyes to see." + +"Piper Tom," she answered; "dear Piper Tom! I told you once that I had +been terribly burned. I was hurt so badly that when the man I was +pledged to marry, and whose life I had saved, was told that every +feature of mine was destroyed except my sight, he went away, and never +came back any more." + +"The brute who hurt Laddie," he said, in a low tone. "I told him then +that a man who would torture a dog would torture a woman, too. I'd not +be minding the scars," he added, "since they're brave scars, and not +the marks of sin or shame. I'm thinking that 't is the brave scars +that have made you so beautiful--so beautiful," he repeated, "that you +hide your face." + +Into Evelina's heart came something new and sweet--that perfect, +absolute, unwavering trust which a woman has but once in her life and +of which Anthony Dexter had never given her the faintest hint. All at +once, she knew that she could not let him go; that he must either stay, +or take her, too. + +She leaned forward. "Piper Tom," she said, unashamed, "when you go, +will you take me with you? I think we belong together--you and I." + +"Belong together?" he repeated, incredulously. "Ah, 't is your +pleasure to mock me. Oh, my Spinner in the Sun, why would you wish to +hurt me so?" + +Tears blinded Evelina so that, through her veil, and in the night, she +could not see at all. When the mists cleared, he was gone. + + + + +XXVI + +The Lifting of the Veil + +From afar, at the turn of night, came the pipes o' Pan--the wild, +mysterious strain which had first summoned Evelina from pain to peace. +At the sound, she sat up in bed, her heavy, lustreless white hair +falling about her shoulders. She guessed that Piper Tom was out upon +the highway, with his pedler's pack strapped to his sturdy back. As in +a vision, she saw him marching onward from place to place, to make the +world easier for all women because a woman had given him life, and +because he loved another woman in another way. + +Was it always to be so, she wondered; should she for ever thirst while +others drank? While others loved, must she eternally stand aside +heart-hungry? Unyielding Fate confronted her, veiled inscrutably, but +she guessed that the veil concealed a mocking smile. + +Out of her Nessus-robe of agony, Evelina had emerged with one truth. +Whatever is may not be right, but it is the outcome of deep and +far-reaching forces with which our finite hands may not meddle. The +problem has but one solution--adjustment. Hedged in by the iron bars +of circumstance as surely as a bird within his cage, it remains for the +individual to choose whether he will beat his wings against the bars +until he dies, or take his place serenely on the perch ordained for +him--and sing. + +Within his cage, the bird may do as he likes. He may sleep or eat or +bathe, or whet his beak uselessly against the cuttlebone thrust between +the bars. He may hop about endlessly and chirp salutations to other +birds, likewise caged, or he may try his eager wings in a flight which +is little better than no flight at all. His cage may be a large one, +yet, if he explores far enough, he will most surely bruise his body +against the bars of circumstance. With beak and claws and constant +toil he may, perhaps, force an opening in the bars wide enough to get +through, slowly, and with great discomfort. He has gained, however, +only a larger cage. + +If he is a wise bird, he settles down and tries to become satisfied +with his surroundings; even to gather pleasure from the gilt wires and +the cuttlebone thrust picturesquely between them. When the sea gull +wings his majestic way past his habitation, free as the wind itself, +the wise bird will close his eyes, and affect not to see. So, also, +will the gull, for there is no loneliness comparable with unlimited +freedom. + +Upon the heights, the great ones stand--alone. To the dweller in the +valley, those distant peaks are clad in more than mortal splendour. +Time and distance veil the jagged cliffs and hide the precipices. Day +comes first to the peaks and lingers there longest; while it is night +in the valley, there is still afterglow upon the hills. + +Perhaps, some dweller in the valley longs for the height, and sets +forth, heeding not the eager hands that, selfishly, as it seems, would +keep him within their loving reach. Having once turned his face +upward, he does not falter, even for the space of a backward look. He +finds that the way is steep, that there is no place to rest, and that +the comfort and shelter of the valley are unknown. The sun burns him, +and the cold freezes his very blood, for there are only extremes on the +way to the peak. Glittering wastes of ice dazzle him and snow blinds +him, with terror and not with beauty as from below. The opaline mists +are gone, and he sees with dreadful clearness the path which lies +immediately ahead. + +Beyond, there is emptiness, vast as the desert. At the timber line, he +pauses, and, for the first time, looks back. Ah, how fair the valley +lies below him! The silvery ribbon of the river winds through a +pageantry of green and gold. Upon the banks are woodland nooks, +fragrant with growing things and filled with a tender quiet broken only +by the murmer of the stream. The turf is soft and cool to the +wayfarer's tired feet, and there is crystal water in abundance to +quench his thirst. + +But, from the peak, no traveller returns, for the way is hopelessly cut +off. Above the timber line there is only a waste of rock, worn by vast +centuries in which every day is an ordinary lifetime, into small, +jagged stones that cut the feet. The crags are thunder-swept and blown +by cataclysmic storms of which the dwellers in the valley have never +dreamed. In the unspeakable loneliness, the pilgrim abides for ever +with his mocking wreath of laurel, cheered only by a rumbling, +reverberant "All Hail!" which comes, at age-long intervals, from some +peak before whose infinite distance his finite sight fails. + +At intervals throughout the day, Miss Evelina heard the Piper's flute, +always from the hills. Each time it brought her comfort, for she knew +that, as yet, he had not gone. Once she fancied that he had gone long +ago, and some woodland deity, magically transported from ancient +Greece, had taken his place. Late in the afternoon, she heard it once, +but so far and faintly that she guessed it was for the last time. + +In her garden there were flowers, blooming luxuriantly. From their +swaying censers, fragrant incense filled the air. The weeds had been +taken out and no trace was left. From the garden of her heart the +weeds were gone, too, but there were no flowers. Rue and asphodel had +been replaced by lavender and rosemary; the deadly black poppy had been +uprooted, and where it had grown there were spikenard and balm. Yet, +as the Piper had said, she asked for roses, and it is not every garden +in which roses will bloom. + +At dusk she went out into her transformed garden. Where once the +thorns had held her back, the paths were straight and smooth. Dense +undergrowth and clinging vines no longer made her steps difficult. +Piper Tom had made her garden right, and opened before her, clearly, +the way of her soul. + +In spite of the beauty there was desolation, because the cheery +presence had gone to return no more. Her loneliness was so acute that +it was almost pain, and yet the pain was bearable, because he had +taught her how to endure and to look beyond. + +Fairy-like, the white moths fluttered through the garden, and the +crickets piped cheerily. Miss Evelina stopped her ears that she might +not hear their piping, rude reminder, as it was, of music that should +come no more, but, even so, she could not shut out remembrance. + +With a flash of her old resentment, she recalled how everything upon +which she had ever depended had been taken away from her, almost +immediately. No sooner had she learned the sweetness of clinging than +she had been forced to stand alone. One by one the supports had been +removed, until she stood alone, desolate and wretched, indeed, but +alone. Of such things as these self-reliance is made. + +Suddenly, the still air seemed to stir. A sound that was neither +breath nor music, so softly was it blown, echoed in from the hills. +Then came another and another--merest hints of melody, till at last she +started up, trembling. Surely these distant flutings were the pipes o' +Pan! + +She set herself to listen, her tiny hands working convulsively. Nearer +and nearer the music came, singing of wind and stream and mountain--the +"music that had no tune." No sooner had it become clear than it ceased +altogether. + +But, an hour or so afterward, when the moon had risen, there was a +familiar step upon the road outside. Veiled, Evelina went to the gate +and met Piper Tom, whose red feather was aloft in his hat again and +whose flute was slung over his shoulder by its accustomed cord. His +pedler's pack was not to be seen. + +"I thought you had gone," she said. + +"I had," he answered, "but 't is not written, I'm thinking, that a man +may not change his mind as well as a woman. My heart would not let my +feet go away from you until I knew for sure whether or not you were +mocking me last night." + +"Mocking you? No! Surely you know I would never do that?" + +"No, I did not know. The ways of women are strange, I'm thinking, past +all finding out. In truth, 't would be stranger if you were not +mocking me than it ever could be if you were. Tell me," he pleaded, +"ah, tell me what you were meaning, in words so plain that I can +understand!" + +"Come," said Evelina; "come to where we were sitting last night and I +will tell you." He followed her back to the maple beside the broken +wall, where the two chairs still faced each other. He leaned forward, +resting his elbows on his knees, and looked at her so keenly that she +felt, in spite of the darkness and her veil, that he must see her face. + +"Piper Tom," she said, "when you came to me, I was the most miserable +woman on earth. I had been most cruelly betrayed, and sorrow seized +upon me when I was not strong enough to stand it. It preyed upon me +until it became an obsession--it possessed me absolutely, and from it +there was no escape but death." + +"I know," answered the Piper. "I found the bottle that had held the +dreamless sleep. I'm thinking you had thrown it away." + +"Yes, I had thrown it away, but only because I was too proud to die at +his door--do you understand?" + +"Yes, I'm thinking I understand, but go on. You've not told me whether +or no you mocked me. What did you mean?" + +"I meant," said Evelina, steadfastly, "that if you cared for the woman +you had led out of the shadow of the cypress, and for all that was in +her heart to give you, she was yours. Not only out of gratitude, but +because you have put trust into a heart that has known no trust since +its betrayal, and because, where trust is, there may some day +come--more." + +Her voice sank almost to a whisper, but Piper Tom heard it. He took +her hand in his own, and she felt him tremble--she was the strong one, +now. + +"Spinner in the Sun," he began, huskily, "were you meaning that you'd +go with me when I took the highway again, and help me make the world +easier for everybody with a hurt heart?" + +"Yes," she answered. "You called me and I came--for always." + +"Were you meaning that you'd face the storms and the cold with me, and +take no heed of the rain--that you'd live on the coarse fare I could +pick up from day to day, and never mind it?" + +"Yes, I meant all that." + +"Were you meaning, perhaps, that you'd make a home for me? Ah, Spinner +in the Sun, it takes a woman to make a home!" + +"Yes, I'd make a home, or go gypsying with you, just as you chose." + +The Piper laughed, with inexpressible tenderness. "You know, I'm +thinking, that 't would be a home, and not gypsying--that I'd not let +you face anything I could shield you from." + +Evelina laughed, too--a low, sweet laugh. "Yes, I know," she said. + +The Piper turned away, struggling with temptation. At length he came +back to her. "'T is wrong of me, I'm thinking, but I take you as a man +takes Heaven, and we'll do the work together. 'T is as though I had +risen from the dead and the gates of pearl were open, with all the +angels of God beckoning me in." + +In the exaltation that was upon him, he had no thought of profaning her +by a touch. She stood apart from him as something high and holy, +enthroned in a sacred place. + +"Beloved," he pleaded, "will you be coming; with me now to the place +where I saw you first? 'T is night now, and then 'twas day, but I'm +thinking the words are wrong. 'T is day now, with the sun and moon and +stars all shining at once and suns that I never saw before. Will you +come?" + +"I'll go wherever you lead me," she answered. "While you hold my hand +in yours, I can never be afraid." + +They went through the night together, taking the shorter way over the +hills. She stumbled and he took her hand, his own still trembling. +"Close your beautiful eyes," he whispered, "and trust me to lead you." + +Though she did not close her eyes, she gave herself wholly to his +guidance, noting how he chose for himself the rougher places to give +her the easier path. He pushed aside the undergrowth before her, +lifted her gently over damp hollows, and led her around the stones. + +At last they came to the woods that opened out upon the upper river +road, where she had stood the day she had been splashed with mud from +Anthony Dexter's wheels, and, at the same instant, had heard the +mysterious flutings from afar. They entered near the hill to which her +long wandering had led her, and at the foot of it, the Piper paused. + +"You'll have no fear, I'm thinking, since the moon makes the clearing +as bright as day, and I'll not be letting you out of my sight. I have +a fancy to stand upon yonder level place and call you as I called you +once before. Only, this time, the heart of me will dance to my own +music, for I know you'll be coming all the while I play." + +He left her and clambered up the hill to the narrow ledge which sloped +back, and was surrounded with pines. He kept in the open spaces, so +that the moonlight was always upon him, and she did not lose sight of +him more than once or twice, and then only for a moment. The hill was +not a high one and the ascent was very gradual. Within a few minutes, +he had gained his place. + +Clear and sweet through the moonlit forest rang out the pipes o' Pan, +singing of love and joy. Never before had the Piper's flute given +forth such music as this. The melody was as instinctive as the +mating-call of a thrush, as crystalline as a mountain stream, and as +pure as the snow from whence the stream had come. + +Evelina climbed to meet him, her face and heart uplifted. The silvery +notes dropped about her like rain as she ascended, strangely glad and +strangely at peace. When she reached the level place where he was +standing, his face illumined with unspeakable joy. He dropped his +flute and opened his arms. + +"My Spinner in the Sun," he whispered, "I called you, and you came." + +"Yes," she answered, from his close embrace, "you called me, and I have +come--for always." + +At last, he released her and they stood facing each other. The Piper +was stirred to the depths of his soul. "Last night I dreamed," he +said, "and 't was the dream that brought me back. It was a little +place, with a brook close by, and almost too small to be called a +house, but 'twas a home, I'm thinking, because you were there. It was +night, and I had come back from making the world a bit easier for some +poor woman-soul, and you were standing in the door, waiting. + +"The veil was gone, and there was love on your face--ah, I've often +dreamed a woman was waiting for me so, but because you hide your beauty +from me, 't is not for me to be asking more. God knows I have enough +given me, now. + +"Since the first, I've known you were very beautiful, and very brave. +I knew, too, that you were sad--that you had been through sorrows no +man would dare to face. I've dreamed your eyes were like the first +violets of Spring, your lips deep scarlet like the Winter berries, and +I know the wonder of your hair, for The veil does not hide it all. +I've dreamed your face was cold and pure, as if made from marble, yet +tender, too, and I well know that it's noble past all words of mine, +because it bears brave scars. + +"I've told you I would never ask, and I'll keep my word, for I know +well 't is not for the likes of me to see it, but only to dream. Don't +think I'm asking, for I never will, but, Spinner in the Sun, because +you said you would fare with me on the highway and face the cold and +storm, it gives me courage to ask for this. + +"If I close my eyes, will you lift your veil, and let me kiss the brave +scars, that were never from sin or shame? The brave scars, +Beloved--ah, if you would let me, only once, kiss the brave scars!" + +Evelina laughed--a laugh that was half a sob--and leaning forward, full +into the moonlight, she lifted her veil--for ever. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A SPINNER IN THE SUN*** + + +******* This file should be named 12672.txt or 12672.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/1/2/6/7/12672 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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