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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/12647-0.txt b/12647-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..29408fa --- /dev/null +++ b/12647-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4121 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12647 *** + +J. S. LE FANU'S GHOSTLY TALES, VOLUME 4 + +Ghost Stories of Chapelizod (1851) +The Drunkard's Dream (1838) +The Ghost and the Bone-setter (1838) +The Mysterious Lodger (1850) + +by + +Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu + + + + + + +GHOST STORIES OF CHAPELIZOD + + + + +Take my word for it, there is no such thing as an ancient village, +especially if it has seen better days, unillustrated by its legends of +terror. You might as well expect to find a decayed cheese without mites, +or an old house without rats, as an antique and dilapidated town without +an authentic population of goblins. Now, although this class of +inhabitants are in nowise amenable to the police authorities, yet, as +their demeanor directly affects the comforts of her Majesty's subjects, I +cannot but regard it as a grave omission that the public have hitherto +been left without any statistical returns of their numbers, activity, +etc., etc. And I am persuaded that a Commission to inquire into and +report upon the numerical strength, habits, haunts, etc., etc., of +supernatural agents resident in Ireland, would be a great deal more +innocent and entertaining than half the Commissions for which the country +pays, and at least as instructive. This I say, more from a sense of duty, +and to deliver my mind of a grave truth, than with any hope of seeing the +suggestion adopted. But, I am sure, my readers will deplore with me that +the comprehensive powers of belief, and apparently illimitable leisure, +possessed by parliamentary commissions of inquiry, should never have been +applied to the subject I have named, and that the collection of that +species of information should be confided to the gratuitous and desultory +labours of individuals, who, like myself, have other occupations to +attend to. This, however, by the way. + +Among the village outposts of Dublin, Chapelizod once held a +considerable, if not a foremost rank. Without mentioning its connexion +with the history of the great Kilmainham Preceptory of the Knights of St. +John, it will be enough to remind the reader of its ancient and +celebrated Castle, not one vestige of which now remains, and of the fact +that it was for, we believe, some centuries, the summer residence of the +Viceroys of Ireland. The circumstance of its being up, we believe, to the +period at which that corps was disbanded, the headquarters of the Royal +Irish Artillery, gave it also a consequence of an humbler, but not less +substantial kind. With these advantages in its favour, it is not +wonderful that the town exhibited at one time an air of substantial and +semi-aristocratic prosperity unknown to Irish villages in modern times. + +A broad street, with a well-paved footpath, and houses as lofty as were +at that time to be found in the fashionable streets of Dublin; a goodly +stone-fronted barrack; an ancient church, vaulted beneath, and with a +tower clothed from its summit to its base with the richest ivy; an humble +Roman Catholic chapel; a steep bridge spanning the Liffey, and a great +old mill at the near end of it, were the principal features of the town. +These, or at least most of them, remain still, but the greater part in a +very changed and forlorn condition. Some of them indeed are superseded, +though not obliterated by modern erections, such as the bridge, the +chapel, and the church in part; the rest forsaken by the order who +originally raised them, and delivered up to poverty, and in some cases to +absolute decay. + +The village lies in the lap of the rich and wooded valley of the Liffey, +and is overlooked by the high grounds of the beautiful Phoenix Park on +the one side, and by the ridge of the Palmerstown hills on the other. Its +situation, therefore, is eminently picturesque; and factory-fronts and +chimneys notwithstanding, it has, I think, even in its decay, a sort of +melancholy picturesqueness of its own. Be that as it may, I mean to +relate two or three stories of that sort which may be read with very good +effect by a blazing fire on a shrewd winter's night, and are all directly +connected with the altered and somewhat melancholy little town I have +named. The first I shall relate concerns + + + + +The Village Bully + + +About thirty years ago there lived in the town of Chapelizod an +ill-conditioned fellow of herculean strength, well known throughout the +neighbourhood by the title of Bully Larkin. In addition to his remarkable +physical superiority, this fellow had acquired a degree of skill as a +pugilist which alone would have made him formidable. As it was, he was +the autocrat of the village, and carried not the sceptre in vain. +Conscious of his superiority, and perfectly secure of impunity, he lorded +it over his fellows in a spirit of cowardly and brutal insolence, which +made him hated even more profoundly than he was feared. + +Upon more than one occasion he had deliberately forced quarrels upon men +whom he had singled out for the exhibition of his savage prowess; and in +every encounter his over-matched antagonist had received an amount of +"punishment" which edified and appalled the spectators, and in some +instances left ineffaceable scars and lasting injuries after it. + +Bully Larkin's pluck had never been fairly tried. For, owing to his +prodigious superiority in weight, strength, and skill, his victories had +always been certain and easy; and in proportion to the facility with +which he uniformly smashed an antagonist, his pugnacity and insolence +were inflamed. He thus became an odious nuisance in the neighbourhood, +and the terror of every mother who had a son, and of every wife who had a +husband who possessed a spirit to resent insult, or the smallest +confidence in his own pugilistic capabilities. + +Now it happened that there was a young fellow named Ned Moran--better +known by the soubriquet of "Long Ned," from his slender, lathy +proportions--at that time living in the town. He was, in truth, a mere +lad, nineteen years of age, and fully twelve years younger than the +stalwart bully. This, however, as the reader will see, secured for him no +exemption from the dastardly provocations of the ill-conditioned +pugilist. Long Ned, in an evil hour, had thrown eyes of affection upon a +certain buxom damsel, who, notwithstanding Bully Larkin's amorous +rivalry, inclined to reciprocate them. + +I need not say how easily the spark of jealousy, once kindled, is blown +into a flame, and how naturally, in a coarse and ungoverned nature, it +explodes in acts of violence and outrage. + +"The bully" watched his opportunity, and contrived to provoke Ned Moran, +while drinking in a public-house with a party of friends, into an +altercation, in the course of which he failed not to put such insults +upon his rival as manhood could not tolerate. Long Ned, though a simple, +good-natured sort of fellow, was by no means deficient in spirit, and +retorted in a tone of defiance which edified the more timid, and gave his +opponent the opportunity he secretly coveted. + +Bully Larkin challenged the heroic youth, whose pretty face he had +privately consigned to the mangling and bloody discipline he was himself +so capable of administering. The quarrel, which he had himself contrived +to get up, to a certain degree covered the ill blood and malignant +premeditation which inspired his proceedings, and Long Ned, being full of +generous ire and whiskey punch, accepted the gauge of battle on the +instant. The whole party, accompanied by a mob of idle men and boys, and +in short by all who could snatch a moment from the calls of business, +proceeded in slow procession through the old gate into the Phoenix Park, +and mounting the hill overlooking the town, selected near its summit a +level spot on which to decide the quarrel. + +The combatants stripped, and a child might have seen in the contrast +presented by the slight, lank form and limbs of the lad, and the muscular +and massive build of his veteran antagonist, how desperate was the chance +of poor Ned Moran. + +"Seconds" and "bottle-holders"--selected of course for their love of the +game--were appointed, and "the fight" commenced. + +I will not shock my readers with a description of the cool-blooded +butchery that followed. The result of the combat was what anybody might +have predicted. At the eleventh round, poor Ned refused to "give in"; the +brawny pugilist, unhurt, in good wind, and pale with concentrated and as +yet unslaked revenge, had the gratification of seeing his opponent seated +upon his second's knee, unable to hold up his head, his left arm +disabled; his face a bloody, swollen, and shapeless mass; his breast +scarred and bloody, and his whole body panting and quivering with rage +and exhaustion. + +"Give in, Ned, my boy," cried more than one of the bystanders. + +"Never, never," shrieked he, with a voice hoarse and choking. + +Time being "up," his second placed him on his feet again. Blinded with +his own blood, panting and staggering, he presented but a helpless mark +for the blows of his stalwart opponent. It was plain that a touch would +have been sufficient to throw him to the earth. But Larkin had no notion +of letting him off so easily. He closed with him without striking a blow +(the effect of which, prematurely dealt, would have been to bring him at +once to the ground, and so put an end to the combat), and getting his +battered and almost senseless head under his arm, fast in that peculiar +"fix" known to the fancy pleasantly by the name of "chancery," he held +him firmly, while with monotonous and brutal strokes he beat his fist, as +it seemed, almost into his face. A cry of "shame" broke from the crowd, +for it was plain that the beaten man was now insensible, and supported +only by the herculean arm of the bully. The round and the fight ended by +his hurling him upon the ground, falling upon him at the same time with +his knee upon his chest. + +The bully rose, wiping the perspiration from his white face with his +blood-stained hands, but Ned lay stretched and motionless upon the grass. +It was impossible to get him upon his legs for another round. So he was +carried down, just as he was, to the pond which then lay close to the old +Park gate, and his head and body were washed beside it. Contrary to the +belief of all he was not dead. He was carried home, and after some months +to a certain extent recovered. But he never held up his head again, and +before the year was over he had died of consumption. Nobody could doubt +how the disease had been induced, but there was no actual proof to +connect the cause and effect, and the ruffian Larkin escaped the +vengeance of the law. A strange retribution, however, awaited him. + +After the death of Long Ned, he became less quarrelsome than before, but +more sullen and reserved. Some said "he took it to heart," and others, +that his conscience was not at ease about it. Be this as it may, however, +his health did not suffer by reason of his presumed agitations, nor was +his worldly prosperity marred by the blasting curses with which poor +Moran's enraged mother pursued him; on the contrary he had rather risen +in the world, and obtained regular and well-remunerated employment from +the Chief Secretary's gardener, at the other side of the Park. He still +lived in Chapelizod, whither, on the close of his day's work, he used to +return across the Fifteen Acres. + +It was about three years after the catastrophe we have mentioned, and +late in the autumn, when, one night, contrary to his habit, he did not +appear at the house where he lodged, neither had he been seen anywhere, +during the evening, in the village. His hours of return had been so very +regular, that his absence excited considerable surprise, though, of +course, no actual alarm; and, at the usual hour, the house was closed for +the night, and the absent lodger consigned to the mercy of the elements, +and the care of his presiding star. Early in the morning, however, he was +found lying in a state of utter helplessness upon the slope immediately +overlooking the Chapelizod gate. He had been smitten with a paralytic +stroke: his right side was dead; and it was many weeks before he had +recovered his speech sufficiently to make himself at all understood. + +He then made the following relation:--He had been detained, it appeared, +later than usual, and darkness had closed before he commenced his +homeward walk across the Park. It was a moonlit night, but masses of +ragged clouds were slowly drifting across the heavens. He had not +encountered a human figure, and no sounds but the softened rush of the +wind sweeping through bushes and hollows met his ear. These wild and +monotonous sounds, and the utter solitude which surrounded him, did not, +however, excite any of those uneasy sensations which are ascribed to +superstition, although he said he did feel depressed, or, in his own +phraseology, "lonesome." Just as he crossed the brow of the hill which +shelters the town of Chapelizod, the moon shone out for some moments +with unclouded lustre, and his eye, which happened to wander by the +shadowy enclosures which lay at the foot of the slope, was arrested by +the sight of a human figure climbing, with all the haste of one pursued, +over the churchyard wall, and running up the steep ascent directly +towards him. Stories of "resurrectionists" crossed his recollection, as +he observed this suspicious-looking figure. But he began, momentarily, +to be aware with a sort of fearful instinct which he could not explain, +that the running figure was directing his steps, with a sinister +purpose, towards himself. + +The form was that of a man with a loose coat about him, which, as he ran, +he disengaged, and as well as Larkin could see, for the moon was again +wading in clouds, threw from him. The figure thus advanced until within +some two score yards of him, it arrested its speed, and approached with a +loose, swaggering gait. The moon again shone out bright and clear, and, +gracious God! what was the spectacle before him? He saw as distinctly as +if he had been presented there in the flesh, Ned Moran, himself, stripped +naked from the waist upward, as if for pugilistic combat, and drawing +towards him in silence. Larkin would have shouted, prayed, cursed, fled +across the Park, but he was absolutely powerless; the apparition stopped +within a few steps, and leered on him with a ghastly mimicry of the +defiant stare with which pugilists strive to cow one another before +combat. For a time, which he could not so much as conjecture, he was held +in the fascination of that unearthly gaze, and at last the thing, +whatever it was, on a sudden swaggered close up to him with extended +palms. With an impulse of horror, Larkin put out his hand to keep the +figure off, and their palms touched--at least, so he believed--for a +thrill of unspeakable agony, running through his arm, pervaded his entire +frame, and he fell senseless to the earth. + +Though Larkin lived for many years after, his punishment was terrible. He +was incurably maimed; and being unable to work, he was forced, for +existence, to beg alms of those who had once feared and flattered him. He +suffered, too, increasingly, under his own horrible interpretation of the +preternatural encounter which was the beginning of all his miseries. It +was vain to endeavour to shake his faith in the reality of the +apparition, and equally vain, as some compassionately did, to try to +persuade him that the greeting with which his vision closed was intended, +while inflicting a temporary trial, to signify a compensating +reconciliation. + +"No, no," he used to say, "all won't do. I know the meaning of it well +enough; it is a challenge to meet him in the other world--in Hell, where +I am going--that's what it means, and nothing else." + +And so, miserable and refusing comfort, he lived on for some years, and +then died, and was buried in the same narrow churchyard which contains +the remains of his victim. + +I need hardly say, how absolute was the faith of the honest inhabitants, +at the time when I heard the story, in the reality of the preternatural +summons which, through the portals of terror, sickness, and misery, had +summoned Bully Larkin to his long, last home, and that, too, upon the +very ground on which he had signalised the guiltiest triumph of his +violent and vindictive career. + +I recollect another story of the preternatural sort, which made no small +sensation, some five-and-thirty years ago, among the good gossips of the +town; and, with your leave, courteous reader, I shall relate it. + + + + +The Sexton's Adventure + + +Those who remember Chapelizod a quarter of a century ago, or more, may +possibly recollect the parish sexton. Bob Martin was held much in awe by +truant boys who sauntered into the churchyard on Sundays, to read the +tombstones, or play leap frog over them, or climb the ivy in search of +bats or sparrows' nests, or peep into the mysterious aperture under the +eastern window, which opened a dim perspective of descending steps +losing themselves among profounder darkness, where lidless coffins gaped +horribly among tattered velvet, bones, and dust, which time and +mortality had strewn there. Of such horribly curious, and otherwise +enterprising juveniles, Bob was, of course, the special scourge and +terror. But terrible as was the official aspect of the sexton, and +repugnant as his lank form, clothed in rusty, sable vesture, his small, +frosty visage, suspicious grey eyes, and rusty, brown scratch-wig, might +appear to all notions of genial frailty; it was yet true, that Bob +Martin's severe morality sometimes nodded, and that Bacchus did not +always solicit him in vain. + +Bob had a curious mind, a memory well stored with "merry tales," and +tales of terror. His profession familiarized him with graves and goblins, +and his tastes with weddings, wassail, and sly frolics of all sorts. And +as his personal recollections ran back nearly three score years into the +perspective of the village history, his fund of local anecdote was +copious, accurate, and edifying. + +As his ecclesiastical revenues were by no means considerable, he was not +unfrequently obliged, for the indulgence of his tastes, to arts which +were, at the best, undignified. + +He frequently invited himself when his entertainers had forgotten to do +so; he dropped in accidentally upon small drinking parties of his +acquaintance in public houses, and entertained them with stories, queer +or terrible, from his inexhaustible reservoir, never scrupling to accept +an acknowledgment in the shape of hot whiskey-punch, or whatever else +was going. + +There was at that time a certain atrabilious publican, called Philip +Slaney, established in a shop nearly opposite the old turnpike. This man +was not, when left to himself, immoderately given to drinking; but being +naturally of a saturnine complexion, and his spirits constantly requiring +a fillip, he acquired a prodigious liking for Bob Martin's company. The +sexton's society, in fact, gradually became the solace of his existence, +and he seemed to lose his constitutional melancholy in the fascination of +his sly jokes and marvellous stories. + +This intimacy did not redound to the prosperity or reputation of the +convivial allies. Bob Martin drank a good deal more punch than was good +for his health, or consistent with the character of an ecclesiastical +functionary. Philip Slaney, too, was drawn into similar indulgences, for +it was hard to resist the genial seductions of his gifted companion; and +as he was obliged to pay for both, his purse was believed to have +suffered even more than his head and liver. + +Be this as it may, Bob Martin had the credit of having made a drunkard of +"black Phil Slaney"--for by this cognomen was he distinguished; and Phil +Slaney had also the reputation of having made the sexton, if possible, a +"bigger bliggard" than ever. Under these circumstances, the accounts of +the concern opposite the turnpike became somewhat entangled; and it came +to pass one drowsy summer morning, the weather being at once sultry and +cloudy, that Phil Slaney went into a small back parlour, where he kept +his books, and which commanded, through its dirty window-panes, a full +view of a dead wall, and having bolted the door, he took a loaded pistol, +and clapping the muzzle in his mouth, blew the upper part of his skull +through the ceiling. + +This horrid catastrophe shocked Bob Martin extremely; and partly on this +account, and partly because having been, on several late occasions, found +at night in a state of abstraction, bordering on insensibility, upon the +high road, he had been threatened with dismissal; and, as some said, +partly also because of the difficulty of finding anybody to "treat" him +as poor Phil Slaney used to do, he for a time forswore alcohol in all its +combinations, and became an eminent example of temperance and sobriety. + +Bob observed his good resolutions, greatly to the comfort of his wife, +and the edification of the neighbourhood, with tolerable punctuality. He +was seldom tipsy, and never drunk, and was greeted by the better part of +society with all the honours of the prodigal son. + +Now it happened, about a year after the grisly event we have mentioned, +that the curate having received, by the post, due notice of a funeral to +be consummated in the churchyard of Chapelizod, with certain instructions +respecting the site of the grave, despatched a summons for Bob Martin, +with a view to communicate to that functionary these official details. + +It was a lowering autumn night: piles of lurid thunder-clouds, slowly +rising from the earth, had loaded the sky with a solemn and boding canopy +of storm. The growl of the distant thunder was heard afar off upon the +dull, still air, and all nature seemed, as it were, hushed and cowering +under the oppressive influence of the approaching tempest. + +It was past nine o'clock when Bob, putting on his official coat of seedy +black, prepared to attend his professional superior. + +"Bobby, darlin'," said his wife, before she delivered the hat she held in +her hand to his keeping, "sure you won't, Bobby, darlin'--you won't--you +know what." + +"I _don't_ know what," he retorted, smartly, grasping at his hat. + +"You won't be throwing up the little finger, Bobby, acushla?" she said, +evading his grasp. + +"Arrah, why would I, woman? there, give me my hat, will you?" + +"But won't you promise me, Bobby darlin'--won't you, alanna?" + +"Ay, ay, to be sure I will--why not?--there, give me my hat, and +let me go." + +"Ay, but you're not promisin', Bobby, mavourneen; you're not promisin' +all the time." + +"Well, divil carry me if I drink a drop till I come back again," said the +sexton, angrily; "will that do you? And _now_ will you give me my hat?" + +"Here it is, darlin'," she said, "and God send you safe back." + +And with this parting blessing she closed the door upon his retreating +figure, for it was now quite dark, and resumed her knitting till his +return, very much relieved; for she thought he had of late been oftener +tipsy than was consistent with his thorough reformation, and feared the +allurements of the half dozen "publics" which he had at that time to pass +on his way to the other end of the town. + +They were still open, and exhaled a delicious reek of whiskey, as Bob +glided wistfully by them; but he stuck his hands in his pockets and +looked the other way, whistling resolutely, and filling his mind with the +image of the curate and anticipations of his coming fee. Thus he steered +his morality safely through these rocks of offence, and reached the +curate's lodging in safety. + +He had, however, an unexpected sick call to attend, and was not at home, +so that Bob Martin had to sit in the hall and amuse himself with the +devil's tattoo until his return. This, unfortunately, was very long +delayed, and it must have been fully twelve o'clock when Bob Martin set +out upon his homeward way. By this time the storm had gathered to a +pitchy darkness, the bellowing thunder was heard among the rocks and +hollows of the Dublin mountains, and the pale, blue lightning shone upon +the staring fronts of the houses. + +By this time, too, every door was closed; but as Bob trudged homeward, +his eye mechanically sought the public-house which had once belonged to +Phil Slaney. A faint light was making its way through the shutters and +the glass panes over the doorway, which made a sort of dull, foggy halo +about the front of the house. + +As Bob's eyes had become accustomed to the obscurity by this time, the +light in question was quite sufficient to enable him to see a man in a +sort of loose riding-coat seated upon a bench which, at that time, was +fixed under the window of the house. He wore his hat very much over his +eyes, and was smoking a long pipe. The outline of a glass and a quart +bottle were also dimly traceable beside him; and a large horse saddled, +but faintly discernible, was patiently awaiting his master's leisure. + +There was something odd, no doubt, in the appearance of a traveller +refreshing himself at such an hour in the open street; but the sexton +accounted for it easily by supposing that, on the closing of the house +for the night, he had taken what remained of his refection to the place +where he was now discussing it al fresco. + +At another time Bob might have saluted the stranger as he passed with a +friendly "good night"; but, somehow, he was out of humour and in no +genial mood, and was about passing without any courtesy of the sort, +when the stranger, without taking the pipe from his mouth, raised the +bottle, and with it beckoned him familiarly, while, with a sort of lurch +of the head and shoulders, and at the same time shifting his seat to the +end of the bench, he pantomimically invited him to share his seat and +his cheer. There was a divine fragrance of whiskey about the spot, and +Bob half relented; but he remembered his promise just as he began to +waver, and said: + +"No, I thank you, sir, I can't stop to-night." + +The stranger beckoned with vehement welcome, and pointed to the vacant +space on the seat beside him. + +"I thank you for your polite offer," said Bob, "but it's what I'm too +late as it is, and haven't time to spare, so I wish you a good night." + +The traveller jingled the glass against the neck of the bottle, as if to +intimate that he might at least swallow a dram without losing time. Bob +was mentally quite of the same opinion; but, though his mouth watered, he +remembered his promise, and shaking his head with incorruptible +resolution, walked on. + +The stranger, pipe in mouth, rose from his bench, the bottle in one hand, +and the glass in the other, and followed at the sexton's heels, his dusky +horse keeping close in his wake. + +There was something suspicious and unaccountable in this importunity. + +Bob quickened his pace, but the stranger followed close. The sexton began +to feel queer, and turned about. His pursuer was behind, and still +inviting him with impatient gestures to taste his liquor. + +"I told you before," said Bob, who was both angry and frightened, "that I +would not taste it, and that's enough. I don't want to have anything to +say to you or your bottle; and in God's name," he added, more vehemently, +observing that he was approaching still closer, "fall back and don't be +tormenting me this way." + +These words, as it seemed, incensed the stranger, for he shook the bottle +with violent menace at Bob Martin; but, notwithstanding this gesture of +defiance, he suffered the distance between them to increase. Bob, +however, beheld him dogging him still in the distance, for his pipe shed +a wonderful red glow, which duskily illuminated his entire figure like +the lurid atmosphere of a meteor. + +"I wish the devil had his own, my boy," muttered the excited sexton, "and +I know well enough where you'd be." + +The next time he looked over his shoulder, to his dismay he observed the +importunate stranger as close as ever upon his track. + +"Confound you," cried the man of skulls and shovels, almost beside +himself with rage and horror, "what is it you want of me?" + +The stranger appeared more confident, and kept wagging his head and +extending both glass and bottle toward him as he drew near, and Bob +Martin heard the horse snorting as it followed in the dark. + +"Keep it to yourself, whatever it is, for there is neither grace nor +luck about you," cried Bob Martin, freezing with terror; "leave me +alone, will you." + +And he fumbled in vain among the seething confusion of his ideas for a +prayer or an exorcism. He quickened his pace almost to a run; he was now +close to his own door, under the impending bank by the river side. + +"Let me in, let me in, for God's sake; Molly, open the door," he cried, +as he ran to the threshold, and leant his back against the plank. His +pursuer confronted him upon the road; the pipe was no longer in his +mouth, but the dusky red glow still lingered round him. He uttered some +inarticulate cavernous sounds, which were wolfish and indescribable, +while he seemed employed in pouring out a glass from the bottle. + +The sexton kicked with all his force against the door, and cried at the +same time with a despairing voice. + +"In the name of God Almighty, once for all, leave me alone." + +His pursuer furiously flung the contents of the bottle at Bob Martin; +but instead of fluid it issued out in a stream of flame, which expanded +and whirled round them, and for a moment they were both enveloped in a +faint blaze; at the same instant a sudden gust whisked off the +stranger's hat, and the sexton beheld that his skull was roofless. For +an instant he beheld the gaping aperture, black and shattered, and then +he fell senseless into his own doorway, which his affrighted wife had +just unbarred. + +I need hardly give my reader the key to this most intelligible and +authentic narrative. The traveller was acknowledged by all to have been +the spectre of the suicide, called up by the Evil One to tempt the +convivial sexton into a violation of his promise, sealed, as it was, by +an imprecation. Had he succeeded, no doubt the dusky steed, which Bob had +seen saddled in attendance, was destined to have carried back a double +burden to the place from whence he came. + +As an attestation of the reality of this visitation, the old thorn tree +which overhung the doorway was found in the morning to have been blasted +with the infernal fires which had issued from the bottle, just as if a +thunder-bolt had scorched it. + +The moral of the above tale is upon the surface, apparent, and, so to +speak, _self-acting_--a circumstance which happily obviates the +necessity of our discussing it together. Taking our leave, therefore, of +honest Bob Martin, who now sleeps soundly in the same solemn dormitory +where, in his day, he made so many beds for others, I come to a legend +of the Royal Irish Artillery, whose headquarters were for so long a time +in the town of Chapelizod. I don't mean to say that I cannot tell a +great many more stories, equally authentic and marvellous, touching this +old town; but as I may possibly have to perform a like office for other +localities, and as Anthony Poplar is known, like Atropos, to carry a +shears, wherewith to snip across all "yarns" which exceed reasonable +bounds, I consider it, on the whole, safer to despatch the traditions of +Chapelizod with one tale more. + +Let me, however, first give it a name; for an author can no more despatch +a tale without a title, than an apothecary can deliver his physic without +a label. We shall, therefore, call it-- + + + + +The Spectre Lovers + + +There lived some fifteen years since in a small and ruinous house, little +better than a hovel, an old woman who was reported to have considerably +exceeded her eightieth year, and who rejoiced in the name of Alice, or +popularly, Ally Moran. Her society was not much courted, for she was +neither rich, nor, as the reader may suppose, beautiful. In addition to a +lean cur and a cat she had one human companion, her grandson, Peter +Brien, whom, with laudable good nature, she had supported from the period +of his orphanage down to that of my story, which finds him in his +twentieth year. Peter was a good-natured slob of a fellow, much more +addicted to wrestling, dancing, and love-making, than to hard work, and +fonder of whiskey-punch than good advice. His grandmother had a high +opinion of his accomplishments, which indeed was but natural, and also of +his genius, for Peter had of late years begun to apply his mind to +politics; and as it was plain that he had a mortal hatred of honest +labour, his grandmother predicted, like a true fortuneteller, that he was +born to marry an heiress, and Peter himself (who had no mind to forego +his freedom even on such terms) that he was destined to find a pot of +gold. Upon one point both agreed, that being unfitted by the peculiar +bias of his genius for work, he was to acquire the immense fortune to +which his merits entitled him by means of a pure run of good luck. This +solution of Peter's future had the double effect of reconciling both +himself and his grandmother to his idle courses, and also of maintaining +that even flow of hilarious spirits which made him everywhere welcome, +and which was in truth the natural result of his consciousness of +approaching affluence. + +It happened one night that Peter had enjoyed himself to a very late hour +with two or three choice spirits near Palmerstown. They had talked +politics and love, sung songs, and told stories, and, above all, had +swallowed, in the chastened disguise of punch, at least a pint of good +whiskey, every man. + +It was considerably past one o'clock when Peter bid his companions +goodbye, with a sigh and a hiccough, and lighting his pipe set forth on +his solitary homeward way. + +The bridge of Chapelizod was pretty nearly the midway point of his night +march, and from one cause or another his progress was rather slow, and it +was past two o'clock by the time he found himself leaning over its old +battlements, and looking up the river, over whose winding current and +wooded banks the soft moonlight was falling. + +The cold breeze that blew lightly down the stream was grateful to him. It +cooled his throbbing head, and he drank it in at his hot lips. The scene, +too, had, without his being well sensible of it, a secret fascination. +The village was sunk in the profoundest slumber, not a mortal stirring, +not a sound afloat, a soft haze covered it all, and the fairy moonlight +hovered over the entire landscape. + +In a state between rumination and rapture, Peter continued to lean over +the battlements of the old bridge, and as he did so he saw, or fancied he +saw, emerging one after another along the river bank in the little +gardens and enclosures in the rear of the street of Chapelizod, the +queerest little white-washed huts and cabins he had ever seen there +before. They had not been there that evening when he passed the bridge on +the way to his merry tryst. But the most remarkable thing about it was +the odd way in which these quaint little cabins showed themselves. First +he saw one or two of them just with the corner of his eye, and when he +looked full at them, strange to say, they faded away and disappeared. +Then another and another came in view, but all in the same coy way, just +appearing and gone again before he could well fix his gaze upon them; in +a little while, however, they began to bear a fuller gaze, and he found, +as it seemed to himself, that he was able by an effort of attention to +fix the vision for a longer and a longer time, and when they waxed faint +and nearly vanished, he had the power of recalling them into light and +substance, until at last their vacillating indistinctness became less and +less, and they assumed a permanent place in the moonlit landscape. + +"Be the hokey," said Peter, lost in amazement, and dropping his pipe into +the river unconsciously, "them is the quarist bits iv mud cabins I ever +seen, growing up like musharoons in the dew of an evening, and poppin' up +here and down again there, and up again in another place, like so many +white rabbits in a warren; and there they stand at last as firm and fast +as if they were there from the Deluge; bedad it's enough to make a man +a'most believe in the fairies." + +This latter was a large concession from Peter, who was a bit of a +free-thinker, and spoke contemptuously in his ordinary conversation of +that class of agencies. + +Having treated himself to a long last stare at these mysterious fabrics, +Peter prepared to pursue his homeward way; having crossed the bridge and +passed the mill, he arrived at the corner of the main-street of the +little town, and casting a careless look up the Dublin road, his eye was +arrested by a most unexpected spectacle. + +This was no other than a column of foot soldiers, marching with perfect +regularity towards the village, and headed by an officer on horseback. +They were at the far side of the turnpike, which was closed; but much to +his perplexity he perceived that they marched on through it without +appearing to sustain the least check from that barrier. + +On they came at a slow march; and what was most singular in the matter +was, that they were drawing several cannons along with them; some held +ropes, others spoked the wheels, and others again marched in front of the +guns and behind them, with muskets shouldered, giving a stately character +of parade and regularity to this, as it seemed to Peter, most unmilitary +procedure. + +It was owing either to some temporary defect in Peter's vision, or to +some illusion attendant upon mist and moonlight, or perhaps to some other +cause, that the whole procession had a certain waving and vapoury +character which perplexed and tasked his eyes not a little. It was like +the pictured pageant of a phantasmagoria reflected upon smoke. It was as +if every breath disturbed it; sometimes it was blurred, sometimes +obliterated; now here, now there. Sometimes, while the upper part was +quite distinct, the legs of the column would nearly fade away or vanish +outright, and then again they would come out into clear relief, marching +on with measured tread, while the cocked hats and shoulders grew, as it +were, transparent, and all but disappeared. + +Notwithstanding these strange optical fluctuations, however, the column +continued steadily to advance. Peter crossed the street from the corner +near the old bridge, running on tip-toe, and with his body stooped to +avoid observation, and took up a position upon the raised footpath in the +shadow of the houses, where, as the soldiers kept the middle of the road, +he calculated that he might, himself undetected, see them distinctly +enough as they passed. + +"What the div--, what on airth," he muttered, checking the irreligious +ejaculation with which he was about to start, for certain queer +misgivings were hovering about his heart, notwithstanding the factitious +courage of the whiskey bottle. "What on airth is the manin' of all this? +is it the French that's landed at last to give us a hand and help us in +airnest to this blessed repale? If it is not them, I simply ask who the +div--, I mane who on airth are they, for such sogers as them I never +seen before in my born days?" + +By this time the foremost of them were quite near, and truth to say they +were the queerest soldiers he had ever seen in the course of his life. +They wore long gaiters and leather breeches, three-cornered hats, bound +with silver lace, long blue coats, with scarlet facings and linings, +which latter were shewn by a fastening which held together the two +opposite corners of the skirt behind; and in front the breasts were in +like manner connected at a single point, where and below which they +sloped back, disclosing a long-flapped waistcoat of snowy whiteness; they +had very large, long cross-belts, and wore enormous pouches of white +leather hung extraordinarily low, and on each of which a little silver +star was glittering. But what struck him as most grotesque and outlandish +in their costume was their extraordinary display of shirt-frill in front, +and of ruffle about their wrists, and the strange manner in which their +hair was frizzled out and powdered under their hats, and clubbed up into +great rolls behind. But one of the party was mounted. He rode a tall +white horse, with high action and arching neck; he had a snow-white +feather in his three-cornered hat, and his coat was shimmering all over +with a profusion of silver lace. From these circumstances Peter concluded +that he must be the commander of the detachment, and examined him as he +passed attentively. He was a slight, tall man, whose legs did not half +fill his leather breeches, and he appeared to be at the wrong side of +sixty. He had a shrunken, weather-beaten, mulberry-coloured face, carried +a large black patch over one eye, and turned neither to the right nor to +the left, but rode on at the head of his men, with a grim, military +inflexibility. + +The countenances of these soldiers, officers as well as men, seemed all +full of trouble, and, so to speak, scared and wild. He watched in vain +for a single contented or comely face. They had, one and all, a +melancholy and hang-dog look; and as they passed by, Peter fancied that +the air grew cold and thrilling. + +He had seated himself upon a stone bench, from which, staring with all +his might, he gazed upon the grotesque and noiseless procession as it +filed by him. Noiseless it was; he could neither hear the jingle of +accoutrements, the tread of feet, nor the rumble of the wheels; and when +the old colonel turned his horse a little, and made as though he were +giving the word of command, and a trumpeter, with a swollen blue nose and +white feather fringe round his hat, who was walking beside him, turned +about and put his bugle to his lips, still Peter heard nothing, although +it was plain the sound had reached the soldiers, for they instantly +changed their front to three abreast. + +"Botheration!" muttered Peter, "is it deaf I'm growing?" + +But that could not be, for he heard the sighing of the breeze and the +rush of the neighbouring Liffey plain enough. + +"Well," said he, in the same cautious key, "by the piper, this bangs +Banagher fairly! It's either the Frinch army that's in it, come to take +the town iv Chapelizod by surprise, an' makin' no noise for feard iv +wakenin' the inhabitants; or else it's--it's--what it's--somethin' else. +But, tundher-an-ouns, what's gone wid Fitzpatrick's shop across the way?" + +The brown, dingy stone building at the opposite side of the street looked +newer and cleaner than he had been used to see it; the front door of it +stood open, and a sentry, in the same grotesque uniform, with shouldered +musket, was pacing noiselessly to and fro before it. At the angle of this +building, in like manner, a wide gate (of which Peter had no recollection +whatever) stood open, before which, also, a similar sentry was gliding, +and into this gateway the whole column gradually passed, and Peter +finally lost sight of it. + +"I'm not asleep; I'm not dhramin'," said he, rubbing his eyes, and +stamping slightly on the pavement, to assure himself that he was wide +awake. "It is a quare business, whatever it is; an' it's not alone that, +but everything about town looks strange to me. There's Tresham's house +new painted, bedad, an' them flowers in the windies! An' Delany's house, +too, that had not a whole pane of glass in it this morning, and scarce a +slate on the roof of it! It is not possible it's what it's dhrunk I am. +Sure there's the big tree, and not a leaf of it changed since I passed, +and the stars overhead, all right. I don't think it is in my eyes it is." + +And so looking about him, and every moment finding or fancying new food +for wonder, he walked along the pavement, intending, without further +delay, to make his way home. + +But his adventures for the night were not concluded. He had nearly +reached the angle of the short land that leads up to the church, when for +the first time he perceived that an officer, in the uniform he had just +seen, was walking before, only a few yards in advance of him. + +The officer was walking along at an easy, swinging gait, and carried +his sword under his arm, and was looking down on the pavement with an +air of reverie. + +In the very fact that he seemed unconscious of Peter's presence, and +disposed to keep his reflections to himself, there was something +reassuring. Besides, the reader must please to remember that our hero had +a quantum sufficit of good punch before his adventure commenced, and was +thus fortified against those qualms and terrors under which, in a more +reasonable state of mind, he might not impossibly have sunk. + +The idea of the French invasion revived in full power in Peter's fuddled +imagination, as he pursued the nonchalant swagger of the officer. + +"Be the powers iv Moll Kelly, I'll ax him what it is," said Peter, with a +sudden accession of rashness. "He may tell me or not, as he plases, but +he can't be offinded, anyhow." + +With this reflection having inspired himself, Peter cleared his voice +and began-- + +"Captain!" said he, "I ax your pardon, captain, an' maybe you'd be so +condescindin' to my ignorance as to tell me, if it's plasin' to yer +honour, whether your honour is not a Frinchman, if it's plasin' to you." + +This he asked, not thinking that, had it been as he suspected, not one +word of his question in all probability would have been intelligible to +the person he addressed. He was, however, understood, for the officer +answered him in English, at the same time slackening his pace and moving +a little to the side of the pathway, as if to invite his interrogator to +take his place beside him. + +"No; I am an Irishman," he answered. + +"I humbly thank your honour," said Peter, drawing nearer--for the +affability and the nativity of the officer encouraged him--"but maybe +your honour is in the _sarvice_ of the King of France?" + +"I serve the same King as you do," he answered, with a sorrowful +significance which Peter did not comprehend at the time; and, +interrogating in turn, he asked, "But what calls you forth at this hour +of the day?" + +"The _day,_ your honour!--the night, you mane." + +"It was always our way to turn night into day, and we keep to it still," +remarked the soldier. "But, no matter, come up here to my house; I have a +job for you, if you wish to earn some money easily. I live here." + +As he said this, he beckoned authoritatively to Peter, who followed +almost mechanically at his heels, and they turned up a little lane near +the old Roman Catholic chapel, at the end of which stood, in Peter's +time, the ruins of a tall, stone-built house. + +Like everything else in the town, it had suffered a metamorphosis. The +stained and ragged walls were now erect, perfect, and covered with +pebble-dash; window-panes glittered coldly in every window; the green +hall-door had a bright brass knocker on it. Peter did not know whether to +believe his previous or his present impressions; seeing is believing, and +Peter could not dispute the reality of the scene. All the records of his +memory seemed but the images of a tipsy dream. In a trance of +astonishment and perplexity, therefore, he submitted himself to the +chances of his adventure. + +The door opened, the officer beckoned with a melancholy air of authority +to Peter, and entered. Our hero followed him into a sort of hall, which +was very dark, but he was guided by the steps of the soldier, and, in +silence, they ascended the stairs. The moonlight, which shone in at the +lobbies, showed an old, dark wainscoting, and a heavy, oak banister. They +passed by closed doors at different landing-places, but all was dark and +silent as, indeed, became that late hour of the night. + +Now they ascended to the topmost floor. The captain paused for a minute +at the nearest door, and, with a heavy groan, pushing it open, entered +the room. Peter remained at the threshold. A slight female form in a +sort of loose, white robe, and with a great deal of dark hair hanging +loosely about her, was standing in the middle of the floor, with her +back towards them. + +The soldier stopped short before he reached her, and said, in a voice of +great anguish, "Still the same, sweet bird--sweet bird! still the same." +Whereupon, she turned suddenly, and threw her arms about the neck of the +officer, with a gesture of fondness and despair, and her frame was +agitated as if by a burst of sobs. He held her close to his breast in +silence; and honest Peter felt a strange terror creep over him, as he +witnessed these mysterious sorrows and endearments. + +"To-night, to-night--and then ten years more--ten long years--another +ten years." + +The officer and the lady seemed to speak these words together; her voice +mingled with his in a musical and fearful wail, like a distant summer +wind, in the dead hour of night, wandering through ruins. Then he heard +the officer say, alone, in a voice of anguish-- + +"Upon me be it all, for ever, sweet birdie, upon me." + +And again they seemed to mourn together in the same soft and desolate +wail, like sounds of grief heard from a great distance. + +Peter was thrilled with horror, but he was also under a strange +fascination; and an intense and dreadful curiosity held him fast. + +The moon was shining obliquely into the room, and through the window +Peter saw the familiar slopes of the Park, sleeping mistily under its +shimmer. He could also see the furniture of the room with tolerable +distinctness--the old balloon-backed chairs, a four-post bed in a sort of +recess, and a rack against the wall, from which hung some military +clothes and accoutrements; and the sight of all these homely objects +reassured him somewhat, and he could not help feeling unspeakably curious +to see the face of the girl whose long hair was streaming over the +officer's epaulet. + +Peter, accordingly, coughed, at first slightly, and afterward more +loudly, to recall her from her reverie of grief; and, apparently, he +succeeded; for she turned round, as did her companion, and both, standing +hand in hand, gazed upon him fixedly. He thought he had never seen such +large, strange eyes in all his life; and their gaze seemed to chill the +very air around him, and arrest the pulses of his heart. An eternity of +misery and remorse was in the shadowy faces that looked upon him. + +If Peter had taken less whisky by a single thimbleful, it is probable +that he would have lost heart altogether before these figures, which +seemed every moment to assume a more marked and fearful, though hardly +definable, contrast to ordinary human shapes. + +"What is it you want with me?" he stammered. + +"To bring my lost treasure to the churchyard," replied the lady, in a +silvery voice of more than mortal desolation. + +The word "treasure" revived the resolution of Peter, although a cold +sweat was covering him, and his hair was bristling with horror; he +believed, however, that he was on the brink of fortune, if he could but +command nerve to brave the interview to its close. + +"And where," he gasped, "is it hid--where will I find it?" + +They both pointed to the sill of the window, through which the moon was +shining at the far end of the room, and the soldier said-- + +"Under that stone." + +Peter drew a long breath, and wiped the cold dew from his face, +preparatory to passing to the window, where he expected to secure the +reward of his protracted terrors. But looking steadfastly at the window, +he saw the faint image of a new-born child sitting upon the sill in the +moonlight, with its little arms stretched toward him, and a smile so +heavenly as he never beheld before. + +At sight of this, strange to say, his heart entirely failed him, he +looked on the figures that stood near, and beheld them gazing on the +infantine form with a smile so guilty and distorted, that he felt as if +he were entering alive among the scenery of hell, and shuddering, he +cried in an irrepressible agony of horror-- + +"I'll have nothing to say with you, and nothing to do with you; I don't +know what yez are or what yez want iv me, but let me go this minute, +every one of yez, in the name of God." + +With these words there came a strange rumbling and sighing about +Peter's ears; he lost sight of everything, and felt that peculiar and +not unpleasant sensation of falling softly, that sometimes supervenes +in sleep, ending in a dull shock. After that he had neither dream nor +consciousness till he wakened, chill and stiff, stretched between two +piles of old rubbish, among the black and roofless walls of the +ruined house. + +We need hardly mention that the village had put on its wonted air of +neglect and decay, or that Peter looked around him in vain for traces of +those novelties which had so puzzled and distracted him upon the +previous night. + +"Ay, ay," said his grandmother, removing her pipe, as he ended his +description of the view from the bridge, "sure enough I remember myself, +when I was a slip of a girl, these little white cabins among the gardens +by the river side. The artillery sogers that was married, or had not room +in the barracks, used to be in them, but they're all gone long ago. + +"The Lord be merciful to us!" she resumed, when he had described the +military procession, "It's often I seen the regiment marchin' into the +town, jist as you saw it last night, acushla. Oh, voch, but it makes my +heart sore to think iv them days; they were pleasant times, sure enough; +but is not it terrible, avick, to think it's what it was the ghost of the +rigiment you seen? The Lord betune us an' harm, for it was nothing else, +as sure as I'm sittin' here." + +When he mentioned the peculiar physiognomy and figure of the old officer +who rode at the head of the regiment-- + +"That," said the old crone, dogmatically, "was ould Colonel Grimshaw, the +Lord presarve us! he's buried in the churchyard iv Chapelizod, and well I +remember him, when I was a young thing, an' a cross ould floggin' fellow +he was wid the men, an' a devil's boy among the girls--rest his soul!" + +"Amen!" said Peter; "it's often I read his tombstone myself; but he's a +long time dead." + +"Sure, I tell you he died when I was no more nor a slip iv a girl--the +Lord betune us and harm!" + +"I'm afeard it is what I'm not long for this world myself, afther seeing +such a sight as that," said Peter, fearfully. + +"Nonsinse, avourneen," retorted his grandmother, indignantly, though she +had herself misgivings on the subject; "sure there was Phil Doolan, the +ferryman, that seen black Ann Scanlan in his own boat, and what harm ever +kem of it?" + +Peter proceeded with his narrative, but when he came to the description +of the house, in which his adventure had had so sinister a conclusion, +the old woman was at fault. + +"I know the house and the ould walls well, an' I can remember the time +there was a roof on it, and the doors an' windows in it, but it had a bad +name about being haunted, but by who, or for what, I forget intirely." + +"Did you ever hear was there goold or silver there?" he inquired. + +"No, no, avick, don't be thinking about the likes; take a fool's advice, +and never go next to near them ugly black walls again the longest day you +have to live; an' I'd take my davy, it's what it's the same word the +priest himself id be afther sayin' to you if you wor to ax his raverence +consarnin' it, for it's plain to be seen it was nothing good you seen +there, and there's neither luck nor grace about it." + +Peter's adventure made no little noise in the neighbourhood, as the +reader may well suppose; and a few evenings after it, being on an errand +to old Major Vandeleur, who lived in a snug old-fashioned house, close by +the river, under a perfect bower of ancient trees, he was called on to +relate the story in the parlour. + +The Major was, as I have said, an old man; he was small, lean, and +upright, with a mahogany complexion, and a wooden inflexibility of face; +he was a man, besides, of few words, and if _he_ was old, it follows +plainly that his mother was older still. Nobody could guess or tell _how_ +old, but it was admitted that her own generation had long passed away, +and that she had not a competitor left. She had French blood in her +veins, and although she did not retain her charms quite so well as Ninon +de l'Enclos, she was in full possession of all her mental activity, and +talked quite enough for herself and the Major. + +"So, Peter," she said, "you have seen the dear, old Royal Irish again in +the streets of Chapelizod. Make him a tumbler of punch, Frank; and Peter, +sit down, and while you take it let us have the story." + +Peter accordingly, seated, near the door, with a tumbler of the nectarian +stimulant steaming beside him, proceeded with marvellous courage, +considering they had no light but the uncertain glare of the fire, to +relate with minute particularity his awful adventure. The old lady +listened at first with a smile of good-natured incredulity; her +cross-examination touching the drinking-bout at Palmerstown had been +teazing, but as the narrative proceeded she became attentive, and at +length absorbed, and once or twice she uttered ejaculations of pity or +awe. When it was over, the old lady looked with a somewhat sad and stern +abstraction on the table, patting her cat assiduously meanwhile, and then +suddenly looking upon her son, the Major, she said-- + +"Frank, as sure as I live he has seen the wicked Captain Devereux." + +The Major uttered an inarticulate expression of wonder. + +"The house was precisely that he has described. I have told you the story +often, as I heard it from your dear grandmother, about the poor young +lady he ruined, and the dreadful suspicion about the little baby. _She_, +poor thing, died in that house heart-broken, and you know he was shot +shortly after in a duel." + +This was the only light that Peter ever received respecting his +adventure. It was supposed, however, that he still clung to the hope that +treasure of some sort was hidden about the old house, for he was often +seen lurking about its walls, and at last his fate overtook him, poor +fellow, in the pursuit; for climbing near the summit one day, his holding +gave way, and he fell upon the hard uneven ground, fracturing a leg and a +rib, and after a short interval died, and he, like the other heroes of +these true tales, lies buried in the little churchyard of Chapelizod. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE DRUNKARD'S DREAM + + +_Being a Fourth Extract from the Legacy of the Late F. Purcell, P. P. of +Drumcoolagh_ + +"All this _he_ told with some confusion and +Dismay, the usual consequence of dreams +Of the unpleasant kind, with none at hand +To expound their vain and visionary gleams. +I've known some odd ones which seemed really planned +Prophetically, as that which one deems +'A strange coincidence,' to use a phrase +By which such things are settled now-a-days." + +BYRON. + + +Dreams--What age, or what country of the world has not felt and +acknowledged the mystery of their origin and end? I have thought not a +little upon the subject, seeing it is one which has been often forced +upon my attention, and sometimes strangely enough; and yet I have never +arrived at any thing which at all appeared a satisfactory conclusion. It +does appear that a mental phenomenon so extraordinary cannot be wholly +without its use. We know, indeed, that in the olden times it has been +made the organ of communication between the Deity and his creatures; and +when, as I have seen, a dream produces upon a mind, to all appearance +hopelessly reprobate and depraved, an effect so powerful and so lasting +as to break down the inveterate habits, and to reform the life of an +abandoned sinner. We see in the result, in the reformation of morals, +which appeared incorrigible in the reclamation of a human soul which +seemed to be irretrievably lost, something more than could be produced by +a mere chimaera of the slumbering fancy, something more than could arise +from the capricious images of a terrified imagination; but once +prevented, we behold in all these things, in the tremendous and +mysterious results, the operation of the hand of God. And while Reason +rejects as absurd the superstition which will read a prophecy in every +dream, she may, without violence to herself, recognize, even in the +wildest and most incongruous of the wanderings of a slumbering intellect, +the evidences and the fragments of a language which may be spoken, which +_has_ been spoken to terrify, to warn, and to command. We have reason to +believe too, by the promptness of action, which in the age of the +prophets, followed all intimations of this kind, and by the strength of +conviction and strange permanence of the effects resulting from certain +dreams in latter times, which effects ourselves may have witnessed, that +when this medium of communication has been employed by the Deity, the +evidences of his presence have been unequivocal. My thoughts were +directed to this subject, in a manner to leave a lasting impression upon +my mind, by the events which I shall now relate, the statement of which, +however extraordinary, is nevertheless _accurately correct_. + +About the year l7-- having been appointed to the living of C----h, I +rented a small house in the town, which bears the same name: one morning, +in the month of November, I was awakened before my usual time, by my +servant, who bustled into my bedroom for the purpose of announcing a sick +call. As the Catholic Church holds her last rites to be totally +indispensable to the safety of the departing sinner, no conscientious +clergyman can afford a moment's unnecessary delay, and in little more +than five minutes I stood ready cloaked and booted for the road in the +small front parlour, in which the messenger, who was to act as my guide, +awaited my coming. I found a poor little girl crying piteously near the +door, and after some slight difficulty I ascertained that her father was +either dead, or just dying. + +"And what may be your father's name, my poor child?" said I. She held +down her head, as if ashamed. I repeated the question, and the wretched +little creature burst into floods of tears, still more bitter than she +had shed before. At length, almost provoked by conduct which appeared to +me so unreasonable, I began to lose patience, spite of the pity which I +could not help feeling towards her, and I said rather harshly, "If you +will not tell me the name of the person to whom you would lead me, your +silence can arise from no good motive, and I might be justified in +refusing to go with you at all." + +"Oh! don't say that, don't say that," cried she. "Oh! sir, it was that I +was afeard of when I would not tell you--I was afeard when you heard his +name you would not come with me; but it is no use hidin' it now--it's Pat +Connell, the carpenter, your honour." + +She looked in my face with the most earnest anxiety, as if her very +existence depended upon what she should read there; but I relieved her at +once. The name, indeed, was most unpleasantly familiar to me; but, +however fruitless my visits and advice might have been at another time, +the present was too fearful an occasion to suffer my doubts of their +utility as my reluctance to re-attempting what appeared a hopeless task +to weigh even against the lightest chance, that a consciousness of his +imminent danger might produce in him a more docile and tractable +disposition. Accordingly I told the child to lead the way, and followed +her in silence. She hurried rapidly through the long narrow street which +forms the great thoroughfare of the town. The darkness of the hour, +rendered still deeper by the close approach of the old fashioned houses, +which lowered in tall obscurity on either side of the way; the damp +dreary chill which renders the advance of morning peculiarly cheerless, +combined with the object of my walk, to visit the death-bed of a +presumptuous sinner, to endeavour, almost against my own conviction, to +infuse a hope into the heart of a dying reprobate--a drunkard, but too +probably perishing under the consequences of some mad fit of +intoxication; all these circumstances united served to enhance the gloom +and solemnity of my feelings, as I silently followed my little guide, who +with quick steps traversed the uneven pavement of the main street. After +a walk of about five minutes she turned off into a narrow lane, of that +obscure and comfortless class which are to be found in almost all small +old fashioned towns, chill without ventilation, reeking with all manner +of offensive effluviae, dingy, smoky, sickly and pent-up buildings, +frequently not only in a wretched but in a dangerous condition. + +"Your father has changed his abode since I last visited him, and, I am +afraid, much for the worse," said I. + +"Indeed he has, sir, but we must not complain," replied she; "we have to +thank God that we have lodging and food, though it's poor enough, it is, +your honour." + +Poor child! thought I, how many an older head might learn wisdom from +thee--how many a luxurious philosopher, who is skilled to preach but not +to suffer, might not thy patient words put to the blush! The manner and +language of this child were alike above her years and station; and, +indeed, in all cases in which the cares and sorrows of life have +anticipated their usual date, and have fallen, as they sometimes do, with +melancholy prematurity to the lot of childhood, I have observed the +result to have proved uniformly the same. A young mind, to which joy and +indulgence have been strangers, and to which suffering and self-denial +have been familiarised from the first, acquires a solidity and an +elevation which no other discipline could have bestowed, and which, in +the present case, communicated a striking but mournful peculiarity to the +manners, even to the voice of the child. We paused before a narrow, crazy +door, which she opened by means of a latch, and we forthwith began to +ascend the steep and broken stairs, which led upwards to the sick man's +room. As we mounted flight after flight towards the garret floor, I heard +more and more distinctly the hurried talking of many voices. I could also +distinguish the low sobbing of a female. On arriving upon the uppermost +lobby, these sounds became fully audible. + +"This way, your honor," said my little conductress, at the same time +pushing open a door of patched and half rotten plank, she admitted me +into the squalid chamber of death and misery. But one candle, held in the +fingers of a scared and haggard-looking child, was burning in the room, +and that so dim that all was twilight or darkness except within its +immediate influence. The general obscurity, however, served to throw into +prominent and startling relief the death-bed and its occupant. The light +was nearly approximated to, and fell with horrible clearness upon, the +blue and swollen features of the drunkard. I did not think it possible +that a human countenance could look so terrific. The lips were black and +drawn apart--the teeth were firmly set--the eyes a little unclosed, and +nothing but the whites appearing--every feature was fixed and livid, and +the whole face wore a ghastly and rigid expression of despairing terror +such as I never saw equalled; his hands were crossed upon his breast, and +firmly clenched, while, as if to add to the corpse-like effect of the +whole, some white cloths, dipped in water, were wound about the forehead +and temples. As soon as I could remove my eyes from this horrible +spectacle, I observed my friend Dr. D----, one of the most humane of a +humane profession, standing by the bedside. He had been attempting, but +unsuccessfully, to bleed the patient, and had now applied his finger to +the pulse. + +"Is there any hope?" I inquired in a whisper. + +A shake of the head was the reply. There was a pause while he continued +to hold the wrist; but he waited in vain for the throb of life, it was +not there, and when he let go the hand it fell stiffly back into its +former position upon the other. + +"The man is dead," said the physician, as he turned from the bed where +the terrible figure lay. + +Dead! thought I, scarcely venturing to look upon the tremendous and +revolting spectacle--dead! without an hour for repentance, even a +moment for reflection--dead! without the rites which even the best +should have. Is there a hope for him? The glaring eyeball, the grinning +mouth, the distorted brow--that unutterable look in which a painter +would have sought to embody the fixed despair of the nethermost +hell--these were my answer. + +The poor wife sat at a little distance, crying as if her heart would +break--the younger children clustered round the bed, looking, with +wondering curiosity, upon the form of death, never seen before. When the +first tumult of uncontrollable sorrow had passed away, availing myself of +the solemnity and impressiveness of the scene, I desired the +heart-stricken family to accompany me in prayer, and all knelt down, +while I solemnly and fervently repeated some of those prayers which +appeared most applicable to the occasion. I employed myself thus in a +manner which, I trusted, was not unprofitable, at least to the living, +for about ten minutes, and having accomplished my task, I was the first +to arise. I looked upon the poor, sobbing, helpless creatures who knelt +so humbly around me, and my heart bled for them. With a natural +transition, I turned my eyes from them to the bed in which the body lay, +and, great God! what was the revulsion, the horror which I experienced on +seeing the corpse-like, terrific thing seated half upright before me--the +white cloths, which had been wound about the head, had now partly slipped +from their position, and were hanging in grotesque festoons about the +face and shoulders, while the distorted eyes leered from amid them-- + +"A sight to dream of, not to tell." + +I stood actually rivetted to the spot. The figure nodded its head and +lifted its arm, I thought with a menacing gesture. A thousand confused +and horrible thoughts at once rushed upon my mind. I had often read that +the body of a presumptuous sinner, who, during life, had been the willing +creature of every satanic impulse, after the human tenant had deserted +it, had been known to become the horrible sport of demoniac possession. I +was roused from the stupefaction of terror in which I stood, by the +piercing scream of the mother, who now, for the first time, perceived the +change which had taken place. She rushed towards the bed, but, stunned by +the shock and overcome by the conflict of violent emotions, before she +reached it, she fell prostrate upon the floor. I am perfectly convinced +that had I not been startled from the torpidity of horror in which I was +bound, by some powerful and arousing stimulant, I should have gazed upon +this unearthly apparition until I had fairly lost my senses. As it was, +however, the spell was broken, superstition gave way to reason: the man +whom all believed to have been actually dead, was living! Dr. D---- was +instantly standing by the bedside, and, upon examination, he found that a +sudden and copious flow of blood had taken place from the wound which the +lancet had left, and this, no doubt, had effected his sudden and almost +preternatural restoration to an existence from which all thought he had +been for ever removed. The man was still speechless, but he seemed to +understand the physician when he forbid his repeating the painful and +fruitless attempts which he made to articulate, and he at once resigned +himself quietly into his hands. + +I left the patient with leeches upon his temples, and bleeding +freely--apparently with little of the drowsiness which accompanies +apoplexy; indeed, Dr. D---- told me that he had never before witnessed a +seizure which seemed to combine the symptoms of so many kinds, and yet +which belonged to none of the recognized classes; it certainly was not +apoplexy, catalepsy, _nor delirium tremens_, and yet it seemed, in some +degree, to partake of the properties of all--it was strange, but stranger +things are coming. + +During two or three days Dr. D---- would not allow his patient to +converse in a manner which could excite or exhaust him, with any one; he +suffered him merely, as briefly as possible, to express his immediate +wants, and it was not until the fourth day after my early visit, the +particulars of which I have just detailed, that it was thought expedient +that I should see him, and then only because it appeared that his extreme +importunity and impatience were likely to retard his recovery more than +the mere exhaustion attendant upon a short conversation could possibly +do; perhaps, too, my friend entertained some hope that if by holy +confession his patient's bosom were eased of the perilous stuff, which no +doubt, oppressed it, his recovery would be more assured and rapid. It +was, then, as I have said, upon the fourth day after my first +professional call, that I found myself once more in the dreary chamber of +want and sickness. The man was in bed, and appeared low and restless. On +my entering the room he raised himself in the bed, and muttered twice or +thrice--"Thank God! thank God." I signed to those of his family who stood +by, to leave the room, and took a chair beside the bed. So soon as we +were alone, he said, rather doggedly--"There's no use now in telling me +of the sinfulness of bad ways--I know it all--I know where they lead +to--I seen everything about it with my own eyesight, as plain as I see +you." He rolled himself in the bed, as if to hide his face in the +clothes, and then suddenly raising himself, he exclaimed with startling +vehemence--"Look, sir, there is no use in mincing the matter; I'm blasted +with the fires of hell; I have been in hell; what do you think of +that?--in hell--I'm lost for ever--I have not a chance--I am damned +already--damned--damned--." The end of this sentence he actually +shouted; his vehemence was perfectly terrific; he threw himself back, and +laughed, and sobbed hysterically. I poured some water into a tea-cup, and +gave it to him. After he had swallowed it, I told him if he had anything +to communicate, to do so as briefly as he could, and in a manner as +little agitating to himself as possible; threatening at the same time, +though I had no intention of doing so, to leave him at once, in case he +again gave way to such passionate excitement. "It's only foolishness," he +continued, "for me to try to thank you for coming to such a villain as +myself at all; it's no use for me to wish good to you, or to bless you; +for such as me has no blessings to give." I told him that I had but done +my duty, and urged him to proceed to the matter which weighed upon his +mind; he then spoke nearly as follows:--"I came in drunk on Friday night +last, and got to my bed here, I don't remember how; sometime in the +night, it seemed to me, I wakened, and feeling unasy in myself, I got up +out of the bed. I wanted the fresh air, but I would not make a noise to +open the window, for fear I'd waken the crathurs. It was very dark, and +throublesome to find the door; but at last I did get it, and I groped my +way out, and went down as asy as I could. I felt quite sober, and I +counted the steps one after another, as I was going down, that I might +not stumble at the bottom. When I came to the first landing-place, God be +about us always! the floor of it sunk under me, and I went down, down, +down, till the senses almost left me. I do not know how long I was +falling, but it seemed to me a great while. When I came rightly to myself +at last, I was sitting at a great table, near the top of it; and I could +not see the end of it, if it had any, it was so far off; and there was +men beyond reckoning, sitting down, all along by it, at each side, as far +as I could see at all. I did not know at first was it in the open air; +but there was a close smothering feel in it, that was not natural, and +there was a kind of light that my eyesight never saw before, red and +unsteady, and I did not see for a long time where it was coming from, +until I looked straight up, and then I seen that it came from great balls +of blood-coloured fire, that were rolling high over head with a sort of +rushing, trembling sound, and I perceived that they shone on the ribs of +a great roof of rock that was arched overhead instead of the sky. When I +seen this, scarce knowing what I did, I got up, and I said, 'I have no +right to be here; I must go,' and the man that was sitting at my left +hand, only smiled, and said, 'sit down again, you can _never_ leave this +place,' and his voice was weaker than any child's voice I ever heerd, and +when he was done speaking he smiled again. Then I spoke out very loud and +bold, and I said--'in the name of God, let me out of this bad place.' And +there was a great man, that I did not see before, sitting at the end of +the table that I was near, and he was taller than twelve men, and his +face was very proud and terrible to look at, and he stood up and +stretched out his hand before him, and when he stood up, all that was +there, great and small, bowed down with a sighing sound, and a dread came +on my heart, and he looked at me, and I could not speak. I felt I was his +own, to do what he liked with, for I knew at once who he was, and he +said, 'if you promise to return, you may depart for a season'; and the +voice he spoke with was terrible and mournful, and the echoes of it went +rolling and swelling down the endless cave, and mixing with the trembling +of the fire overhead; so that, when he sate down, there was a sound after +him, all through the place like the roaring of a furnace, and I said, +with all the strength I had, 'I promise to come back; in God's name let +me go,' and with that I lost the sight and the hearing of all that was +there, and when my senses came to me again, I was sitting in the bed with +the blood all over me, and you and the rest praying around the room." +Here he paused and wiped away the chill drops of horror which hung upon +his forehead. + +I remained silent for some moments. The vision which he had just +described struck my imagination not a little, for this was long before +Vathek and the "Hall of Iblis" had delighted the world; and the +description which he gave had, as I received it, all the attractions of +novelty beside the impressiveness which always belongs to the narration +of an _eye-witness_, whether in the body or in the spirit, of the scenes +which he describes. There was something, too, in the stern horror with +which the man related these things, and in the incongruity of his +description, with the vulgarly received notions of the great place of +punishment, and of its presiding spirit, which struck my mind with awe, +almost with fear. At length he said, with an expression of horrible, +imploring earnestness, which I shall never forget--"Well, sir, is there +any hope; is there any chance at all? or, is my soul pledged and promised +away for ever? is it gone out of my power? must I go back to the place?" + +In answering him I had no easy task to perform; for however clear might +be my internal conviction of the groundlessness of his fears, and however +strong my scepticism respecting the reality of what he had described, I +nevertheless felt that his impression to the contrary, and his humility +and terror resulting from it, might be made available as no mean engines +in the work of his conversion from profligacy, and of his restoration to +decent habits, and to religious feeling. I therefore told him that he was +to regard his dream rather in the light of a warning than in that of a +prophecy; that our salvation depended not upon the word or deed of a +moment, but upon the habits of a life; that, in fine, if he at once +discarded his idle companions and evil habits, and firmly adhered to a +sober, industrious, and religious course of life, the powers of darkness +might claim his soul in vain, for that there were higher and firmer +pledges than human tongue could utter, which promised salvation to him +who should repent and lead a new life. + +I left him much comforted, and with a promise to return upon the next +day. I did so, and found him much more cheerful, and without any remains +of the dogged sullenness which I suppose had arisen from his despair. +His promises of amendment were given in that tone of deliberate +earnestness, which belongs to deep and solemn determination; and it was +with no small delight that I observed, after repeated visits, that his +good resolutions, so far from failing, did but gather strength by time; +and when I saw that man shake off the idle and debauched companions, +whose society had for years formed alike his amusement and his ruin, and +revive his long discarded habits of industry and sobriety, I said within +myself, there is something more in all this than the operation of an +idle dream. One day, sometime after his perfect restoration to health, I +was surprised on ascending the stairs, for the purpose of visiting this +man, to find him busily employed in nailing down some planks upon the +landing place, through which, at the commencement of his mysterious +vision, it seemed to him that he had sunk. I perceived at once that he +was strengthening the floor with a view to securing himself against such +a catastrophe, and could scarcely forbear a smile as I bid "God bless +his work." + +He perceived my thoughts, I suppose, for he immediately said, + +"I can never pass over that floor without trembling. I'd leave this +house if I could, but I can't find another lodging in the town so cheap, +and I'll not take a better till I've paid off all my debts, please God; +but I could not be asy in my mind till I made it as safe as I could. +You'll hardly believe me, your honor, that while I'm working, maybe a +mile away, my heart is in a flutter the whole way back, with the bare +thoughts of the two little steps I have to walk upon this bit of a +floor. So it's no wonder, sir, I'd thry to make it sound and firm with +any idle timber I have." + +I applauded his resolution to pay off his debts, and the steadiness with +which he pursued his plans of conscientious economy, and passed on. + +Many months elapsed, and still there appeared no alteration in his +resolutions of amendment. He was a good workman, and with his better +habits he recovered his former extensive and profitable employment. Every +thing seemed to promise comfort and respectability. I have little more to +add, and that shall be told quickly. I had one evening met Pat Connell, +as he returned from his work, and as usual, after a mutual, and on his +side respectful salutation, I spoke a few words of encouragement and +approval. I left him industrious, active, healthy--when next I saw him, +not three days after, he was a corpse. The circumstances which marked the +event of his death were somewhat strange--I might say fearful. The +unfortunate man had accidentally met an early friend, just returned, +after a long absence, and in a moment of excitement, forgetting +everything in the warmth of his joy, he yielded to his urgent invitation +to accompany him into a public house, which lay close by the spot where +the encounter had taken place. Connell, however, previously to entering +the room, had announced his determination to take nothing more than the +strictest temperance would warrant. But oh! who can describe the +inveterate tenacity with which a drunkard's habits cling to him through +life. He may repent--he may reform--he may look with actual abhorrence +upon his past profligacy; but amid all this reformation and compunction, +who can tell the moment in which the base and ruinous propensity may not +recur, triumphing over resolution, remorse, shame, everything, and +prostrating its victim once more in all that is destructive and revolting +in that fatal vice. + +The wretched man left the place in a state of utter intoxication. He was +brought home nearly insensible, and placed in his bed, where he lay in +the deep calm lethargy of drunkenness. The younger part of the family +retired to rest much after their usual hour; but the poor wife remained +up sitting by the fire, too much grieved and shocked at the recurrence of +what she had so little expected, to settle to rest; fatigue, however, at +length overcame her, and she sunk gradually into an uneasy slumber. She +could not tell how long she had remained in this state, when she +awakened, and immediately on opening her eyes, she perceived by the faint +red light of the smouldering turf embers, two persons, one of whom she +recognized as her husband noiselessly gliding out of the room. + +"Pat, darling, where are you going?" said she. There was no answer--the +door closed after them; but in a moment she was startled and terrified by +a loud and heavy crash, as if some ponderous body had been hurled down +the stair. Much alarmed, she started up, and going to the head of the +staircase, she called repeatedly upon her husband, but in vain. She +returned to the room, and with the assistance of her daughter, whom I had +occasion to mention before, she succeeded in finding and lighting a +candle, with which she hurried again to the head of the staircase. At the +bottom lay what seemed to be a bundle of clothes, heaped together, +motionless, lifeless--it was her husband. In going down the stairs, for +what purpose can never now be known, he had fallen helplessly and +violently to the bottom, and coming head foremost, the spine at the neck +had been dislocated by the shock, and instant death must have ensued. The +body lay upon that landing-place to which his dream had referred. It is +scarcely worth endeavouring to clear up a single point in a narrative +where all is mystery; yet I could not help suspecting that the second +figure which had been seen in the room by Connell's wife on the night of +his death, might have been no other than his own shadow. I suggested this +solution of the difficulty; but she told me that the unknown person had +been considerably in advance of the other, and on reaching the door, had +turned back as if to communicate something to his companion--it was then +a mystery. Was the dream verified?--whither had the disembodied spirit +sped?--who can say? We know not. But I left the house of death that day +in a state of horror which I could not describe. It seemed to me that I +was scarce awake. I heard and saw everything as if under the spell of a +nightmare. The coincidence was terrible. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE GHOST AND THE BONE-SETTER + + +In looking over the papers of my late valued and respected friend, +Francis Purcell, who for nearly fifty years discharged the arduous duties +of a parish priest in the south of Ireland, I met with the following +document. It is one of many such, for he was a curious and industrious +collector of old local traditions--a commodity in which the quarter where +he resided mightily abounded. The collection and arrangement of such +legends was, as long as I can remember him, his _hobby_; but I had never +learned that his love of the marvellous and whimsical had carried him so +far as to prompt him to commit the results of his enquiries to writing, +until, in the character of _residuary legatee_, his will put me in +possession of all his manuscript papers. To such as may think the +composing of such productions as these inconsistent with the character +and habits of a country priest, it is necessary to observe, that there +did exist a race of priests--those of the old school, a race now nearly +extinct--whose habits were from many causes more refined, and whose +tastes more literary than are those of the alumni of Maynooth. + +It is perhaps necessary to add that the superstition illustrated by the +following story, namely, that the corpse last buried is obliged, during +his juniority of interment, to supply his brother tenants of the +churchyard in which he lies, with fresh water to allay the burning thirst +of purgatory, is prevalent throughout the south of Ireland. The writer +can vouch for a case in which a respectable and wealthy farmer, on the +borders of Tipperary, in tenderness to the corns of his departed +helpmate, enclosed in her coffin two pair of brogues, a light and a +heavy, the one for dry, the other for sloppy weather; seeking thus to +mitigate the fatigues of her inevitable perambulations in procuring +water, and administering it to the thirsty souls of purgatory. Fierce and +desperate conflicts have ensued in the case of two funeral parties +approaching the same churchyard together, each endeavouring to secure to +his own dead priority of sepulture, and a consequent immunity from the +tax levied upon the pedestrian powers of the last comer. An instance not +long since occurred, in which one of two such parties, through fear of +losing to their deceased friend this inestimable advantage, made their +way to the churchyard by a _short cut_, and in violation of one of their +strongest prejudices, actually threw the coffin over the wall, lest time +should be lost in making their entrance through the gate. Innumerable +instances of the same kind might be quoted, all tending to show how +strongly, among the peasantry of the south, this superstition is +entertained. However, I shall not detain the reader further, by any +prefatory remarks, but shall proceed to lay before him the following:-- + +_Extract from the Ms. Papers of the Late Rev. Francis Purcell, of +Drumcoolagh_ + +"I tell the following particulars, as nearly as I can recollect them, +in the words of the narrator. It may be necessary to observe that he +was what is termed a _well-spoken_ man, having for a considerable time +instructed the ingenious youth of his native parish in such of the +liberal arts and sciences as he found it convenient to profess--a +circumstance which may account for the occurrence of several big +words, in the course of this narrative, more distinguished for +euphonious effect, than for correctness of application. I proceed +then, without further preface, to lay before you the wonderful +adventures of Terry Neil. + +"Why, thin, 'tis a quare story, an' as thrue as you're sittin' there; and +I'd make bould to say there isn't a boy in the seven parishes could tell +it better nor crickther than myself, for 'twas my father himself it +happened to, an' many's the time I heerd it out iv his own mouth; an' I +can say, an' I'm proud av that same, my father's word was as incredible +as any squire's oath in the counthry; and so signs an' if a poor man got +into any unlucky throuble, he was the boy id go into the court an' prove; +but that dosen't signify--he was as honest and as sober a man, barrin' he +was a little bit too partial to the glass, as you'd find in a day's walk; +an' there wasn't the likes of him in the counthry round for nate +labourin' an' _baan_ diggin'; and he was mighty handy entirely for +carpenther's work, and mendin' ould spudethrees, an' the likes i' that. +An' so he tuck up with bone-setting, as was most nathural, for none of +them could come up to him in mendin' the leg iv a stool or a table; an' +sure, there never was a bone-setter got so much custom--man an' child, +young an' ould--there never was such breakin' and mendin' of bones known +in the memory of man. Well, Terry Neil, for that was my father's name, +began to feel his heart growin' light and his purse heavy; an' he took a +bit iv a farm in Squire Phalim's ground, just undher the ould castle, an' +a pleasant little spot it was; an' day an' mornin', poor crathurs not +able to put a foot to the ground, with broken arms and broken legs, id be +comin' ramblin' in from all quarters to have their bones spliced up. +Well, yer honour, all this was as well as well could be; but it was +customary when Sir Phelim id go any where out iv the country, for some iv +the tinants to sit up to watch in the ould castle, just for a kind of a +compliment to the ould family--an' a mighty unpleasant compliment it was +for the tinants, for there wasn't a man of them but knew there was some +thing quare about the ould castle. The neighbours had it, that the +squire's ould grandfather, as good a gintleman, God be with him, as I +heer'd as ever stood in shoe leather, used to keep walkin' about in the +middle iv the night, ever sinst he bursted a blood vessel pullin' out a +cork out iv a bottle, as you or I might be doin', and will too, plase +God; but that dosen't signify. So, as I was sayin', the ould squire used +to come down out of the frame, where his picthur was hung up, and to +brake the bottles and glasses, God be marciful to us all, an' dhrink all +he could come at--an' small blame to him for that same; and then if any +of the family id be comin' in, he id be up again in his place, looking as +quite an' innocent as if he didn't know any thing about it--the +mischievous ould chap. + +"Well, your honour, as I was sayin', one time the family up at the +castle was stayin' in Dublin for a week or two; and so as usual, some of +the tenants had to sit up in the castle, and the third night it kem to +my father's turn. 'Oh, tare an ouns,' says he unto himself, 'an' must I +sit up all night, and that ould vagabond of a sperit, glory be to God,' +says he, 'serenading through the house, an' doin' all sorts iv +mischief.' However, there was no gettin' aff, and so he put a bould face +on it, an' he went up at nightfall with a bottle of pottieen, and +another of holy wather. + +"It was rainin' smart enough, an' the evenin' was darksome and gloomy, +when my father got in, and the holy wather he sprinkled on himself, it +wasn't long till he had to swallee a cup iv the pottieen, to keep the +cowld out iv his heart. It was the ould steward, Lawrence Connor, that +opened the door--and he an' my father wor always very great. So when he +seen who it was, an' my father tould him how it was his turn to watch in +the castle, he offered to sit up along with him; and you may be sure my +father wasn't sorry for that same. So says Larry, + +"'We'll have a bit iv fire in the parlour,' says he. + +"'An' why not in the hall?' says my father, for he knew that the squire's +picthur was hung in the parlour. + +"'No fire can be lit in the hall,' says Lawrence, 'for there's an ould +jackdaw's nest in the chimney.' + +"'Oh thin,' says my father, 'let us stop in the kitchen, for it's very +umproper for the likes iv me to be sittin' in the parlour,' says he. + +"'Oh, Terry, that can't be,' says Lawrence; 'if we keep up the ould +custom at all, we may as well keep it up properly,' says he. + +"'Divil sweep the ould custom,' says my father--to himself, do ye mind, +for he didn't like to let Lawrence see that he was more afeard himself. + +"'Oh, very well,' says he. 'I'm agreeable, Lawrence,' says he; and so +down they both went to the kitchen, until the fire id be lit in the +parlour--an' that same wasn't long doin'. + +"Well, your honour, they soon wint up again, an' sat down mighty +comfortable by the parlour fire, and they beginn'd to talk, an' to smoke, +an' to dhrink a small taste iv the pottieen; and, moreover, they had a +good rousing fire of bogwood and turf, to warm their shins over. + +"Well, sir, as I was sayin' they kep convarsin' and smokin' together +most agreeable, until Lawrence beginn'd to get sleepy, as was but +nathural for him, for he was an ould sarvint man, and was used to a +great dale iv sleep. + +"'Sure it's impossible,' says my father, 'it's gettin' sleepy you are?' + +"'Oh, divil a taste,' says Larry, 'I'm only shuttin' my eyes,' says he, +'to keep out the parfume of the tibacky smoke, that's makin' them +wather,' says he. 'So don't you mind other people's business,' says he +stiff enough (for he had a mighty high stomach av his own, rest his +sowl), 'and go on,' says he, 'with your story, for I'm listenin',' says +he, shuttin' down his eyes. + +"Well, when my father seen spakin' was no use, he went on with his +story.--By the same token, it was the story of Jim Soolivan and his ould +goat he was tellin'--an' a pleasant story it is--an' there was so much +divarsion in it, that it was enough to waken a dormouse, let alone to +pervint a Christian goin' asleep. But, faix, the way my father tould it, +I believe there never was the likes heerd sinst nor before for he bawled +out every word av it, as if the life was fairly leavin' him thrying to +keep ould Larry awake; but, faix, it was no use, for the hoorsness came +an him, an' before he kem to the end of his story, Larry O'Connor +beginned to snore like a bagpipes. + +"'Oh, blur an' agres,' says my father, 'isn't this a hard case,' says +he, 'that ould villain, lettin' on to be my friend, and to go asleep +this way, an' us both in the very room with a sperit,' says he. 'The +crass o' Christ about us,' says he; and with that he was goin' to shake +Lawrence to waken him, but he just remimbered if he roused him, that +he'd surely go off to his bed, an lave him completely alone, an' that id +be by far worse. + +"'Oh thin,' says my father, 'I'll not disturb the poor boy. It id be +neither friendly nor good-nathured,' says he, 'to tormint him while he is +asleep,' says he; 'only I wish I was the same way myself,' says he. + +"An' with that he beginned to walk up an' down, an' sayin' his prayers, +until he worked himself into a sweat, savin' your presence. But it was +all no good; so he dhrunk about a pint of sperits, to compose his mind. + +"'Oh,' says he, 'I wish to the Lord I was as asy in my mind as Larry +there. Maybe,' says he, 'if I thried I could go asleep'; an' with that he +pulled a big arm-chair close beside Lawrence, an' settled himself in it +as well as he could. + +"But there was one quare thing I forgot to tell you. He couldn't help, in +spite av himself, lookin' now an' thin at the picthur, an' he immediately +observed that the eyes av it was follyin' him about, an' starin' at him, +an' winkin' at him, wherever he wint. 'Oh,' says he, when he seen that, +'it's a poor chance I have,' says he; 'an' bad luck was with me the day I +kem into this unforthunate place,' says he; 'but any way there's no use +in bein' freckened now,' says he; 'for if I am to die, I may as well +parspire undaunted,' says he. + +"Well, your honour, he thried to keep himself quite an' asy, an' he +thought two or three times he might have wint asleep, but for the way the +storm was groanin' and creekin' through the great heavy branches outside, +an' whistlin' through the ould chimnies iv the castle. Well, afther one +great roarin' blast iv the wind, you'd think the walls iv the castle was +just goin' to fall, quite an' clane, with the shakin' iv it. All av a +suddint the storm stopt, as silent an' as quite as if it was a July +evenin'. Well, your honour, it wasn't stopped blowin' for three minnites, +before he thought he hard a sort iv a noise over the chimney-piece; an' +with that my father just opened his eyes the smallest taste in life, an' +sure enough he seen the ould squire gettin' out iv the picthur, for all +the world as if he was throwin' aff his ridin' coat, until he stept out +clane an' complate, out av the chimly-piece, an' thrun himself down an +the floor. Well, the slieveen ould chap--an' my father thought it was the +dirtiest turn iv all--before he beginned to do anything out iv the way, +he stopped, for a while, to listen wor they both asleep; an' as soon as +he thought all was quite, he put out his hand, and tuck hould iv the +whiskey bottle, an' dhrank at laste a pint iv it. Well, your honour, when +he tuck his turn out iv it, he settled it back mighty cute intirely, in +the very same spot it was in before. An' he beginn'd to walk up an' down +the room, lookin' as sober an' as solid as if he never done the likes at +all. An' whinever he went apast my father, he thought he felt a great +scent of brimstone, an' it was that that freckened him entirely; for he +knew it was brimstone that was burned in hell, savin' your presence. At +any rate, he often heer'd it from Father Murphy, an' he had a right to +know what belonged to it--he's dead since, God rest him. Well, your +honour, my father was asy enough until the sperit kem past him; so close, +God be marciful to us all, that the smell iv the sulphur tuck the breath +clane out iv him; an' with that he tuck such a fit iv coughin', that it +al-a-most shuck him out iv the chair he was sittin' in. + +"'Ho, ho!' says the squire, stoppin' short about two steps aff, and +turnin' round facin' my father, 'is it you that's in it?--an' how's all +with you, Terry Neil?' + +"'At your honour's sarvice,' says my father (as well as the fright id let +him, for he was more dead than alive), 'an' it's proud I am to see your +honour to-night,' says he. + +"'Terence,' says the squire, 'you're a respectable man (an' it was thrue +for him), an industhrious, sober man, an' an example of inebriety to the +whole parish,' says he. + +"'Thank your honour,' says my father, gettin' courage, 'you were always a +civil spoken gintleman, God rest your honour.' + +"'Rest my honour,' says the sperit (fairly gettin' red in the face with +the madness), 'Rest my honour?' says he. 'Why, you ignorant spalpeen,' +says he, 'you mane, niggarly ignoramush,' says he, 'where did you lave +your manners?' says he. 'If I _am_ dead, it's no fault iv mine,' says he; +'an' it's not to be thrun in my teeth at every hand's turn, by the likes +iv you,' says he, stampin' his foot an the flure, that you'd think the +boords id smash undher him. + +"'Oh,' says my father, 'I'm only a foolish, ignorant, poor man,' says he. + +"'You're nothing else,' says the squire; 'but any way,' says he, 'it's +not to be listenin' to your gosther, nor convarsin' with the likes iv +you, that I came _up_--down I mane,' says he--(an' as little as the +mistake was, my father tuck notice iv it). 'Listen to me now, Terence +Neil,' says he, 'I was always a good masther to Pathrick Neil, your +grandfather,' says he. + +"'Tis thrue for your honour,' says my father. + +"'And, moreover, I think I was always a sober, riglar gintleman,' says +the squire. + +"'That's your name, sure enough,' says my father (though it was a big lie +for him, but he could not help it). + +"'Well,' says the sperit, 'although I was as sober as most men--at laste +as most gintlemen'--says he; 'an' though I was at different pariods a +most extempory Christian, and most charitable and inhuman to the poor,' +says he; 'for all that I'm not as asy where I am now,' says he, 'as I had +a right to expect,' says he. + +"'An' more's the pity,' says my father; 'maybe your honour id wish to +have a word with Father Murphy?' + +"'Hould your tongue, you misherable bliggard,' says the squire; 'it's +not iv my sowl I'm thinkin'--an' I wondher you'd have the impitence to +talk to a gintleman consarnin' his sowl;--and when I want _that_ fixed,' +says he, slappin' his thigh, 'I'll go to them that knows what belongs to +the likes,' says he. 'It's not my sowl,' says he, sittin' down opposite +my father; 'it's not my sowl that's annoyin' me most--I'm unasy on my +right leg,' says he, 'that I bruck at Glenvarloch cover the day I killed +black Barney.' + +"(My father found out afther, it was a favourite horse that fell undher +him, afther leapin' the big fince that runs along by the glen.) + +"'I hope,' says my father, 'your honour's not unasy about the +killin' iv him? + +"'Hould your tongue, ye fool,' said the squire, 'an' I'll tell you why +I'm anasy an my leg,' says he. 'In the place, where I spend most iv my +time,' says he, 'except the little leisure I have for lookin' about me +here,' says he, 'I have to walk a great dale more than I was ever used +to,' says he, 'and by far more than is good for me either,' says he; 'for +I must tell you,' says he, 'the people where I am is ancommonly fond iv +could wather, for there is nothin' betther to be had; an', moreover, the +weather is hotter than is altogether plisint,' says he; 'and I'm +appinted,' says he, 'to assist in carryin' the wather, an' gets a mighty +poor share iv it myself,' says he, 'an' a mighty throublesome, warin' job +it is, I can tell you,' says he; 'for they're all iv them surprisingly +dhry, an' dhrinks it as fast as my legs can carry it,' says he; 'but what +kills me intirely,' says he, 'is the wakeness in my leg,' says he, 'an' I +want you to give it a pull or two to bring it to shape,' says he, 'and +that's the long an' the short iv it,' says he. + +"'Oh, plase your honour,' says my father (for he didn't like to handle +the sperit at all), 'I wouldn't have the impitence to do the likes to +your honour,' says he; 'it's only to poor crathurs like myself I'd do it +to,' says he. + +"'None iv your blarney,' says the squire, 'here's my leg,' says he, +cockin' it up to him, 'pull it for the bare life,' says he; 'an' if you +don't, by the immortial powers I'll not lave a bone in your carcish I'll +not powdher,' says he. + +"'When my father heerd that, he seen there was no use in purtendin', so +he tuck hould iv the leg, an' he kept pullin' an' pullin', till the +sweat, God bless us, beginned to pour down his face. + +"'Pull, you divil', says the squire. + +"'At your sarvice, your honour,' says my father. + +"'Pull harder,' says the squire. + +"My father pulled like the divil. + +"'I'll take a little sup,' says the squire, rachin' over his hand to the +bottle, 'to keep up my courage,' says he, lettin' an to be very wake in +himself intirely. But, as cute as he was, he was out here, for he tuck +the wrong one. 'Here's to your good health, Terence,' says he, 'an' now +pull like the very divil,' 'an' with that he lifted the bottle of holy +wather, but it was hardly to his mouth, whin he let a screech out, you'd +think the room id fairly split with it, an' made one chuck that sent the +leg clane aff his body in my father's hands; down wint the squire over +the table, an' bang wint my father half way across the room on his back, +upon the flure. Whin he kem to himself the cheerful mornin' sun was +shinin' through the windy shutthers, an' he was lying flat an his back, +with the leg iv one of the great ould chairs pulled clane out iv the +socket an' tight in his hand, pintin' up to the ceilin', an' ould Larry +fast asleep, an' snorin' as loud as ever. My father wint that mornin' to +Father Murphy, an' from that to the day of his death, he never neglected +confission nor mass, an' what he tould was betther believed that he spake +av it but seldom. An', as for the squire, that is the sperit, whether it +was that he did not like his liquor, or by rason iv the loss iv his leg, +he was never known to walk again." + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE MYSTERIOUS LODGER + + + + +PART I + + +About the year 1822 I resided in a comfortable and roomy old house, the +exact locality of which I need not particularise, further than to say +that it was not very far from Old Brompton, in the immediate +neighbourhood, or rather continuity (as even my Connemara readers +perfectly well know), of the renowned city of London. + +Though this house was roomy and comfortable, as I have said, it was not, +by any means, a handsome one. It was composed of dark red brick, with +small windows, and thick white sashes; a porch, too--none of your flimsy +trellis-work, but a solid projection of the same vermillion +masonry--surmounted by a leaded balcony, with heavy, half-rotten +balustrades, darkened the hall-door with a perennial gloom. The mansion +itself stood in a walled enclosure, which had, perhaps, from the date of +the erection itself, been devoted to shrubs and flowers. Some of the +former had grown there almost to the dignity of trees; and two dark +little yews stood at each side of the porch, like swart and inauspicious +dwarfs, guarding the entrance of an enchanted castle. Not that my +domicile in any respect deserved the comparison: it had no reputation as +a haunted house; if it ever had any ghosts, nobody remembered them. Its +history was not known to me: it may have witnessed plots, cabals, and +forgeries, bloody suicides and cruel murders. It was certainly old enough +to have become acquainted with iniquity; a small stone slab, under the +balustrade, and over the arch of the porch I mentioned, had the date +1672, and a half-effaced coat of arms, which I might have deciphered any +day, had I taken the trouble to get a ladder, but always put it off. All +I can say for the house is, that it was well stricken in years, with a +certain air of sombre comfort about it; contained a vast number of rooms +and closets; and, what was of far greater importance, was got by me a +dead bargain. + +Its individuality attracted me. I grew fond of it for itself, and for its +associations, until other associations of a hateful kind first disturbed, +and then destroyed, their charm. I forgave its dull red brick, and +pinched white windows, for the sake of the beloved and cheerful faces +within: its ugliness was softened by its age; and its sombre evergreens, +and moss-grown stone flower-pots, were relieved by the brilliant hues of +a thousand gay and graceful flowers that peeped among them, or nodded +over the grass. + +Within that old house lay my life's treasure! I had a darling little +girl of nine, and another little darling--a boy--just four years of age; +and dearer, unspeakably, than either--a wife--the prettiest, gayest, +best little wife in all London. When I tell you that our income was +scarcely £380 a-year, you will perceive that our establishment cannot +have been a magnificent one; yet, I do assure you, we were more +comfortable than a great many lords, and happier, I dare say, than the +whole peerage put together. + +This happiness was not, however, what it ought to have been. The reader +will understand at once, and save me a world of moralising +circumlocution, when he learns, bluntly and nakedly, that, among all my +comforts and blessings, I was an infidel. + +I had not been without religious training; on the contrary, more than +average pains had been bestowed upon my religious instruction from my +earliest childhood. My father, a good, plain, country clergyman, had +worked hard to make me as good as himself; and had succeeded, at least, +in training me in godly habits. He died, however, when I was but twelve +years of age; and fate had long before deprived me of the gentle care of +a mother. A boarding-school, followed by a college life, where nobody +having any very direct interest in realising in my behalf the ancient +blessing, that in fulness of time I should "die a good old man," I was +left very much to my own devices, which, in truth, were none of the best. + +Among these were the study of Voltaire, Tom Paine, Hume, Shelley, and the +whole school of infidels, poetical as well as prose. This pursuit, and +the all but blasphemous vehemence with which I gave myself up to it, was, +perhaps, partly reactionary. A somewhat injudicious austerity and +precision had indissolubly associated in my childish days the ideas of +restraint and gloom with religion. I bore it a grudge; and so, when I +became thus early my own master, I set about paying off, after my own +fashion, the old score I owed it. I was besides, like every other young +infidel whom it has been my fate to meet, a conceited coxcomb. A +smattering of literature, without any real knowledge, and a great +assortment of all the cut-and-dry flippancies of the school I had +embraced, constituted my intellectual stock in trade. I was, like most of +my school of philosophy, very proud of being an unbeliever; and fancied +myself, in the complacency of my wretched ignorance, at an immeasurable +elevation above the church-going, Bible-reading herd, whom I treated with +a good-humoured superciliousness which I thought vastly indulgent. + +My wife was an excellent little creature and truly pious. She had married +me in the full confidence that my levity was merely put on, and would at +once give way before the influence she hoped to exert upon my mind. Poor +little thing! she deceived herself. I allowed her, indeed, to do entirely +as she pleased; but for myself, I carried my infidelity to the length of +an absolute superstition. I made an ostentation of it. I would rather +have been in a "hell" than in a church on Sunday; and though I did not +prevent my wife's instilling her own principles into the minds of our +children, I, in turn, took especial care to deliver mine upon all +occasions in their hearing, by which means I trusted to sow the seeds of +that unprejudiced scepticism in which I prided myself, at least as early +as my good little partner dropped those of her own gentle "superstition" +into their infant minds. Had I had my own absurd and impious will in this +matter, my children should have had absolutely no religious education +whatsoever, and been left wholly unshackled to choose for themselves +among all existing systems, infidelity included, precisely as chance, +fancy, or interest might hereafter determine. + +It is not to be supposed that such a state of things did not afford her +great uneasiness. Nevertheless, we were so very fond of one another, +and in our humble way enjoyed so many blessings, that we were as +entirely happy as any pair can be without the holy influence of +religious sympathy. + +But the even flow of prosperity which had for so long gladdened my little +household was not destined to last for ever. It was ordained that I +should experience the bitter truth of more than one of the wise man's +proverbs, and first, especially, of that which declares that "he that +hateth suretyship is sure." I found myself involved (as how many have +been before) by a "d--d good-natured friend," for more than two hundred +pounds. This agreeable intelligence was conveyed to me in an attorney's +letter, which, to obviate unpleasant measures, considerately advised my +paying the entire amount within just one week of the date of his pleasant +epistle. Had I been called upon within that time to produce the Pitt +diamond, or to make title to the Buckingham estates, the demand would +have been just as easily complied with. + +I have no wish to bore my reader further with this little worry--a very +serious one to me, however--and it will be enough to mention, that the +kindness of a friend extricated me from the clutches of the law by a +timely advance, which, however, I was bound to replace within two years. +To enable me to fulfill this engagement, my wife and I, after repeated +consultations, resolved upon the course which resulted in the odd and +unpleasant consequences which form the subject of this narrative. + +We resolved to advertise for a lodger, with or without board, &c.; and by +resolutely submitting, for a single year, to the economy we had +prescribed for ourselves, as well as to the annoyance of a stranger's +intrusion, we calculated that at the end of that term we should have +liquidated our debt. + +Accordingly, without losing time, we composed an advertisement in the +most tempting phraseology we could devise, consistently with that +economic laconism which the cost per line in the columns of the _Times_ +newspaper imposes upon the rhetoric of the advertising public. + +Somehow we were unlucky; for although we repeated our public notification +three times in the course of a fortnight, we had but two applications. +The one was from a clergyman in ill health--a man of great ability and +zealous piety, whom we both knew by reputation, and who has since been +called to his rest. My good little wife was very anxious that we should +close with his offer, which was very considerably under what we had fixed +upon; and I have no doubt that she was influenced by the hope that his +talents and zeal might exert a happy influence upon my stubborn and +unbelieving heart. For my part, his religious character displeased me. I +did not wish my children's heads to be filled with mythic dogmas--for so +I judged the doctrines of our holy faith--and instinctively wished him +away. I therefore declined his offer; and I have often since thought not +quite so graciously as I ought to have done. The other offer--if so it +can be called--was so very inadequate that we could not entertain it. + +I was now beginning to grow seriously uneasy--our little project, so far +from bringing in the gains on which we had calculated, had put me +considerably out of pocket; for, independently of the cost of the +advertisement I have mentioned, there were sundry little expenses +involved in preparing for the meet reception of our expected inmate, +which, under ordinary circumstances, we should not have dreamed of. +Matters were in this posture, when an occurrence took place which +immediately revived my flagging hopes. + +As we had no superfluity of servants, our children were early obliged to +acquire habits of independence; and my little girl, then just nine years +of age, was frequently consigned with no other care than that of her own +good sense, to the companionship of a little band of playmates, pretty +similarly circumstanced, with whom it was her wont to play. Having one +fine summer afternoon gone out as usual with these little companions, she +did not return quite so soon as we had expected her; when she did so, she +was out of breath, and excited. + +"Oh, papa," she said, "I have seen such a nice old, kind gentleman, and +he told me to tell you that he has a particular friend who wants a +lodging in a quiet place, and that he thinks your house would suit him +exactly, and ever so much more; and, look here, he gave me this." + +She opened her hand, and shewed me a sovereign. + +"Well, this does look promisingly," I said, my wife and I having first +exchanged a smiling glance. + +"And what kind of gentleman was he, dear?" inquired she. "Was he well +dressed--whom was he like?" + +"He was not like any one that I know," she answered; "but he had very +nice new clothes on, and he was one of the fattest men I ever saw; and +I am sure he is sick, for he looks very pale, and he had a crutch +beside him." + +"Dear me, how strange!" exclaimed my wife; though, in truth there was +nothing very wonderful in the matter. "Go on, child," I said; "let us +hear it all out." + +"Well, papa, he had such an immense yellow waistcoat!--I never did see +such a waistcoat," she resumed; "and he was sitting or leaning, I can't +say which, against the bank of the green lane; I suppose to rest himself, +for he seems very weak, poor gentleman!" + +"And how did you happen to speak to him?" asked my wife. + +"When we were passing by, none of us saw him at all but I suppose he +heard them talking to me, and saying my name; for he said, +'Fanny--little Fanny--so, that's your name--come here child, I have a +question to ask you.'" + +"And so you went to him?" I said. + +"Yes," she continued, "he beckoned to me, and I did go over to him, but +not very near, for I was greatly afraid of him at first." + +"Afraid! dear, and why afraid?" asked I. + +"I was afraid, because he looked very old, very frightful, and as if he +would hurt me." + +"What was there so old and frightful about him?" I asked. + +She paused and reflected a little, and then said-- + +"His face was very large and pale, and it was looking upwards: it seemed +very angry, I thought, but maybe it was angry from pain; and sometimes +one side of it used to twitch and tremble for a minute, and then to grow +quite still again; and all the time he was speaking to me, he never +looked at me once, but always kept his face and eyes turned upwards; but +his voice was very soft, and he called me little Fanny, and gave me this +pound to buy toys with; so I was not so frightened in a little time, and +then he sent a long message to you, papa, and told me if I forgot it he +would beat me; but I knew he was only joking, so that did not frighten +me either." + +"And what was the message, my girl?" I asked, patting her pretty head +with my hand. + +"Now, let me remember it all," she said, reflectively; "for he told it to +me twice. He asked me if there was a good bedroom at the top of the +house, standing by itself--and you know there is, so I told him so; it +was exactly the kind of room that he described. And then he said that his +friend would pay two hundred pounds a-year for that bedroom, his board +and attendance; and he told me to ask you, and have your answer when he +should next meet me." + +"Two hundred pounds!" ejaculated my poor little wife; "why that is nearly +twice as much as we expected." + +"But did he say that his friend was sick, or very old; or that he had any +servant to be supported also?" I asked. + +"Oh! no; he told me that he was quite able to take care of himself, and +that he had, I think he called it, an asthma, but nothing else the +matter; and that he would give no trouble at all, and that any friend who +came to see him, he would see, not in the house, but only in the garden." + +"In the garden!" I echoed, laughing in spite of myself. + +"Yes, indeed he said so; and he told me to say that he would pay one +hundred pounds when he came here, and the next hundred in six months, and +so on," continued she. + +"Oh, ho! half-yearly in advance--better and better," said I. + +"And he bid me say, too, if you should ask about his character, that he +is just as good as the master of the house himself," she added; "and when +he said that, he laughed a little." + +"Why, if he gives us a hundred pounds in advance," I answered, turning to +my wife, "we are safe enough; for he will not find half that value in +plate and jewels in the entire household, if he is disposed to rob us. So +I see no reason against closing with the offer, should it be seriously +meant--do you, dear?" + +"Quite the contrary, love," said she. "I think it most desirable--indeed, +most _providential_." + +"Providential! my dear little bigot!" I repeated, with a smile. "Well, be +it so. I call it _lucky_ merely; but, perhaps, you are happier in your +faith, than I in my philosophy. Yes, you are _grateful_ for the chance +that I only rejoice at. You receive it as a proof of a divine and tender +love--I as an accident. Delusions are often more elevating than truth." + +And so saying, I kissed away the saddened cloud that for a moment +overcast her face. + +"Papa, he bid me be sure to have an answer for him when we meet again," +resumed the child. "What shall I say to him when he asks me?" + +"Say that we agree to his proposal, my dear--or stay," I said, addressing +my wife, "may it not be prudent to reduce what the child says to writing, +and accept the offer so? This will prevent misunderstanding, as she may +possibly have made some mistake." + +My wife agreed, and I wrote a brief note, stating that I was willing to +receive an inmate upon the terms recounted by little Fanny, and which I +distinctly specified, so that no mistake could possibly arise owing to +the vagueness of what lawyers term a parole agreement. This important +memorandum I placed in the hands of my little girl, who was to deliver +it whenever the old gentleman in the yellow waistcoat should chance to +meet her. And all these arrangements completed, I awaited the issue of +the affair with as much patience as I could affect. Meanwhile, my wife +and I talked it over incessantly; and she, good little soul, almost wore +herself to death in settling and unsettling the furniture and +decorations of our expected inmate's apartments. Days passed away--days +of hopes deferred, tedious and anxious. We were beginning to despond +again, when one morning our little girl ran into the breakfast-parlour, +more excited even than she had been before, and fresh from a new +interview with the gentleman in the yellow waistcoat. She had +encountered him suddenly, pretty nearly where she had met him before, +and the result was, that he had read the little note I have mentioned, +and desired the child to inform me that his friend, _Mr. Smith_, would +take possession of the apartments I proposed setting, on the terms +agreed between us, that very evening. + +"This evening!" exclaimed my wife and I simultaneously--_I_ full of the +idea of making a first instalment on the day following; _she_, of the +hundred-and-one preparations which still remained to be completed. + +"And so Smith is his name! Well, that does not tell us much," said I; +"but where did you meet your friend on this occasion, and how long is +it since?" + +"Near the corner of the wall-flower lane (so we indicated one which +abounded in these fragrant plants); he was leaning with his back against +the old tree you cut my name on, and his crutch was under his arm." + +"But how long ago?" I urged. + +"Only this moment; I ran home as fast as I could," she replied. + +"Why, you little blockhead, you should have told me that at first," I +cried, snatching up my hat, and darting away in pursuit of the yellow +waistcoat, whose acquaintance I not unnaturally coveted, inasmuch as a +man who, for the first time, admits a stranger into his house, on the +footing of permanent residence, desires generally to know a little more +about him than that his name is Smith. + +The place indicated was only, as we say, a step away; and as yellow +waistcoat was fat, and used a crutch, I calculated on easily overtaking +him. I was, however, disappointed; crutch, waistcoat, and all had +disappeared. I climbed to the top of the wall, and from this commanding +point of view made a sweeping observation--but in vain. I returned +home, cursing my ill-luck, the child's dulness, and the fat old +fellow's activity. + +I need hardly say that Mr. Smith, in all his aspects, moral, social, +physical, and monetary, formed a fruitful and interesting topic of +speculation during dinner. How many phantom Smiths, short and long, stout +and lean, ill-tempered and well-tempered--rich, respectable, or highly +dangerous merchants, spies, forgers, nabobs, swindlers, danced before us, +in the endless mazes of fanciful conjecture, during that anxious +_tête-à -tête_, which was probably to be interrupted by the arrival of the +gentleman himself. + +My wife and I puzzled over the problem as people would over the possible +_dénouement_ of a French novel; and at last, by mutual consent, we came +to the conclusion that Smith could, and would turn out to be no other +than the good-natured valetudinarian in the yellow waistcoat himself, a +humorist, as was evident enough, and a millionaire, as we unhesitatingly +pronounced, who had no immediate relatives, and as I hoped, and my wife +"was certain," taken a decided fancy to our little Fanny; I patted the +child's head with something akin to pride, as I thought of the +magnificent, though remote possibilities, in store for her. + +Meanwhile, hour after hour stole away. It was a beautiful autumn evening, +and the amber lustre of the declining sun fell softly upon the yews and +flowers, and gave an air, half melancholy, half cheerful, to the dark-red +brick piers surmounted with their cracked and grass-grown stone urns, and +furnished with the light foliage of untended creeping plants. Down the +short broad walk leading to this sombre entrance, my eye constantly +wandered; but no impatient rattle on the latch, no battering at the gate, +indicated the presence of a visited, and the lazy bell hung dumbly among +the honey-suckles. + +"When will he come? Yellow waistcoat promised _this evening_! It has +been evening a good hour and a half, and yet he is not here. When will +he come? It will soon be dark--the evening will have passed--will he +come at all?" + +Such were the uneasy speculations which began to trouble us. Redder and +duskier grew the light of the setting sun, till it saddened into the +mists of night. Twilight came, and then darkness, and still no arrival, +no summons at the gate. I would not admit even to my wife the excess of +my own impatience. I could, however, stand it no longer; so I took my hat +and walked to the gate, where I stood by the side of the public road, +watching every vehicle and person that approached, in a fever of +expectation. Even these, however, began to fail me, and the road grew +comparatively quiet and deserted. Having kept guard like a sentinel for +more than half an hour, I returned in no very good humour, with the +punctuality of an expected inmate--ordered the servant to draw the +curtains and secure the hall-door; and so my wife and I sate down to our +disconsolate cup of tea. It must have been about ten o'clock, and we were +both sitting silently--she working, I looking moodily into a paper--and +neither of us any longer entertaining a hope that anything but +disappointment would come of the matter, when a sudden tapping, very loud +and sustained, upon the window pane, startled us both in an instant from +our reveries. + +I am not sure whether I mentioned before that the sitting-room we +occupied was upon the ground-floor, and the sward came close under the +window. I drew the curtains, and opened the shutters with a revived hope; +and looking out, saw a very tall thin figure, a good deal wrapped up, +standing about a yard before me, and motioning with head and hand +impatiently towards the hall-door. Though the night was clear, there was +no moon, and therefore I could see no more than the black outline, like +that of an _ombre chinoise_ figure, signing to me with mop and moe. In a +moment I was at the hall-door, candle in hand; the stranger stept in--his +long fingers clutched in the handle of a valise, and a bag which trailed +upon the ground behind him. + +The light fell full upon him. He wore a long, ill-made, black surtout, +buttoned across, and which wrinkled and bagged about his lank figure; his +hat was none of the best, and rather broad in the brim; a sort of white +woollen muffler enveloped the lower part of his face; a pair of prominent +green goggles, fenced round with leather, completely concealed his eyes; +and nothing of the genuine man, but a little bit of yellow forehead, and +a small transverse segment of equally yellow cheek and nose, encountered +the curious gaze of your humble servant. + +"You are--I suppose"--I began; for I really was a little doubtful +about my man. + +"Mr. Smith--the same; be good enough to show me to my bedchamber," +interrupted the stranger, brusquely, and in a tone which, spite of the +muffler that enveloped his mouth, was sharp and grating enough. + +"Ha!--Mr. Smith--so I supposed. I hope you may find everything as +comfortable as we desire to make it--" + +I was about making a speech, but was cut short by a slight bow, and a +decisive gesture of the hand in the direction of the staircase. It was +plain that the stranger hated ceremony. + +Together, accordingly, we mounted the staircase; he still pulling his +luggage after him, and striding lightly up without articulating a word; +and on reaching his bedroom, he immediately removed his hat, showing a +sinister, black scratch-wig underneath, and then began unrolling the +mighty woolen wrapping of his mouth and chin. + +"Come," thought I, "we _shall_ see something of your face after all." + +This something, however, proved to be very little; for under his muffler +was a loose cravat, which stood up in front of his chin and upon his +mouth, he wore a respirator--an instrument which I had never seen before, +and of the use of which I was wholly ignorant. + +There was something so excessively odd in the effect of this piece of +unknown mechanism upon his mouth, surmounted by the huge goggles which +encased his eyes, that I believe I should have laughed outright, were +it not for a certain unpleasant and peculiar impressiveness in the +_tout ensemble_ of the narrow-chested, long-limbed, and cadaverous +figure in black. As it was, we stood looking at one another in silence +for several seconds. + +"Thank you, sir," at last he said, abruptly. "I shan't want anything +whatever to-night; if you can only spare me this candle." + +I assented; and, becoming more communicative, he added-- + +"I am, though an invalid, an independent sort of fellow enough. I am a +bit of a philosopher; I am my own servant, and, I hope, my own master, +too. I rely upon myself in matters of the body and of the mind. I place +valets and priests in the same category--fellows who live by our +laziness, intellectual or corporeal. I am a Voltaire, without his +luxuries--a Robinson Crusoe, without his Bible--an anchorite, without a +superstition--in short, my indulgence is asceticism, and my faith +infidelity. Therefore, I shan't disturb your servants much with my bell, +nor yourselves with my psalmody. You have got a rational lodger, who +knows how to attend upon himself." + +During this singular address he was drawing off his ill-fitting black +gloves, and when he had done so, a bank-note, which had been slipped +underneath for safety, remained in his hand. + +"Punctuality, sir, is one of my poor pleasures," he said; "will you allow +me to enjoy it now? To-morrow you may acknowledge this; I should not rest +were you to decline it." + +He extended his bony and discoloured fingers, and placed the note in my +hand. Oh, Fortune and Plutus! It was a £100 bank-note. + +"Pray, not one word, my dear sir," he continued, unbending still further; +"it is simply done pursuant to agreement. We shall know one another +better, I hope, in a little time; you will find me always equally +punctual. At present pray give yourself no further trouble; I require +nothing more. Good night." + +I returned the valediction, closed his door, and groped my way down the +stairs. It was not until I had nearly reached the hall, that I +recollected that I had omitted to ask our new inmate at what hour he +would desire to be called in the morning, and so I groped my way back +again. As I reached the lobby on which his chamber opened, I perceived a +long line of light issuing from the partially-opened door, within which +stood Mr. Smith, the same odd figure I had just left; while along the +boards was creeping towards him across the lobby, a great, big-headed, +buff-coloured cat. I had never seen this ugly animal before; and it had +reached the threshold of his door, arching its back, and rubbing itself +on the post, before either appeared conscious of my approach, when, with +an angry growl, it sprang into the stranger's room. + +"What do you want?" he demanded, sharply, standing in the doorway. + +I explained my errand. + +"I shall call myself," was his sole reply; and he shut the door with a +crash that indicated no very pleasurable emotions. + +I cared very little about my lodger's temper. The stealthy rustle of his +bank-note in my waistcoat pocket was music enough to sweeten the harshest +tones of his voice, and to keep alive a cheerful good humour in my heart; +and although there was, indisputably, something queer about him, I was, +on the whole, very well pleased with my bargain. + +The next day our new inmate did not ring his bell until noon. As soon +as he had had some breakfast, of which he very sparingly partook, he +told the servant that, for the future, he desired that a certain +quantity of milk and bread might be left outside his door; and this +being done, he would dispense with regular meals. He desired, too, +that, on my return, I should be acquainted that he wished to see me in +his own room at about nine o'clock; and, meanwhile, he directed that he +should be left undisturbed. I found my little wife full of astonishment +at Mr. Smith's strange frugality and seclusion, and very curious to +learn the object of the interview he had desired with me. At nine +o'clock I repaired to his room. + +I found him in precisely the costume in which I had left him--the same +green goggles--the same muffling of the mouth, except that being now no +more than a broadly-folded black silk handkerchief, very loose, and +covering even the lower part of the nose, it was obviously intended for +the sole purpose of concealment. It was plain I was not to see more of +his features than he had chosen to disclose at our first interview. The +effect was as if the lower part of his face had some hideous wound or +sore. He closed the door with his own hand on my entrance, nodded +slightly, and took his seat. I expected him to begin, but he was so long +silent that I was at last constrained to address him. + +I said, for want of something more to the purpose, that I hoped he had +not been tormented by the strange cat the night before. + +"What cat?" he asked, abruptly; "what the plague do you mean?" + +"Why, I certainly did see a cat go into your room last night," I resumed. + +"Hey, and what if you did--though I fancy you dreamed it--I'm not afraid +of a cat; are you?" he interrupted, tartly. + +At this moment there came a low growling mew from the closet which opened +from the room in which we sat. + +"Talk of the devil," said I, pointing towards the closet. My companion, +without any exact change of expression, looked, I thought, somehow +still more sinister and lowering; and I felt for a moment a sort of +superstitious misgiving, which made the rest of the sentence die away +on my lips. + +Perhaps Mr. Smith perceived this, for he said, in a tone calculated to +reassure me-- + +"Well, sir, I think I am bound to tell you that I like my apartments very +well; they suit me, and I shall probably be your tenant for much longer +than at first you anticipated." + +I expressed my gratification. + +He then began to talk, something in the strain in which he had spoken of +his own peculiarities of habit and thinking upon the previous evening. He +disposed of all classes and denominations of superstition with an easy +sarcastic slang, which for me was so captivating, that I soon lost all +reserve, and found myself listening and suggesting by turns--acquiescent +and pleased--sometimes hazarding dissent; but whenever I did, foiled and +floored by a few pointed satirical sentences, whose sophistry, for such I +must now believe it, confounded me with a rapidity which, were it not for +the admiration with which he had insensibly inspired me, would have +piqued and irritated my vanity not a little. + +While this was going on, from time to time the mewing and growling of a +cat within the closet became more and more audible. At last these sounds +became so loud, accompanied by scratching at the door, that I paused in +the midst of a sentence, and observed-- + +"There certainly is a cat shut up in the closet?" + +"Is there?" he ejaculated, in a surprised tone; "nay, I do not hear it." + +He rose abruptly and approached the door; his back was towards me, but I +observed he raised the goggles which usually covered his eyes, and looked +steadfastly at the closet door. The angry sounds all died away into a +low, protracted growl, which again subsided into silence. He continued in +the same attitude for some moments, and then returned. + +"I do not hear it," he said, as he resumed his place, and taking a book +from his capacious pocket, asked me if I had seen it before? I never had, +and this surprised me, for I had flattered myself that I knew, at least +by name, every work published in England during the last fifty years in +favour of that philosophy in which we both delighted. The book, moreover, +was an odd one, as both its title and table of contents demonstrated. + +While we were discoursing upon these subjects, I became more and more +distinctly conscious of a new class of sounds proceeding from the same +closet. I plainly heard a measured and heavy tread, accompanied by the +tapping of some hard and heavy substance like the end of a staff, pass up +and down the floor--first, as it seemed, stealthily, and then more and +more unconcealedly. I began to feel very uncomfortable and suspicious. As +the noise proceeded, and became more and more unequivocal, Mr. Smith +abruptly rose, opened the closet door, just enough to admit his own +lath-like person, and steal within the threshold for some seconds. What +he did I could not see--I felt conscious he had an associate concealed +there; and though my eyes remained fixed on the book, I could not avoid +listening for some audible words, or signal of caution. I heard, however, +nothing of the kind. Mr. Smith turned back--walked a step or two towards +me, and said-- + +"I fancied I heard a sound from that closet, but there is +nothing--nothing--nothing whatever; bring the candle, let us both look." + +I obeyed with some little trepidation, for I fully anticipated that I +should detect the intruder, of whose presence my own ears had given me, +for nearly half an hour, the most unequivocal proofs. We entered the +closet together; it contained but a few chairs and a small spider table. +At the far end of the room there was a sort of grey woollen cloth upon +the floor, and a bundle of something underneath it. I looked jealously at +it, and half thought I could trace the outline of a human figure; but, if +so, it was perfectly motionless. + +"Some of my poor wardrobe," he muttered, as he pointed his lean finger in +the direction. "It did not sound like a cat, did it--hey--did it?" he +muttered; and without attending to my answer, he went about the +apartment, clapping his hands, and crying, "Hish--hish--hish!" + +The game, however, whatever it was, did not start. As I entered I had +seen, however, a large crutch reposing against the wall in the corner +opposite to the door. This was the only article in the room, except that +I have mentioned, with which I was not familiar. With the exception of +our two selves, there was not a living creature to be seen there; no +shadow but ours upon the bare walls; no feet but our own upon the +comfortless floor. + +I had never before felt so strange and unpleasant a sensation. + +"There is nothing unusual in the room but that crutch," I said. + +"What crutch, you dolt? I see no crutch," he ejaculated, in a tone of +sudden but suppressed fury. + +"Why, _that_ crutch," I answered (for somehow I neither felt nor resented +his rudeness), turning and pointing to the spot where I had seen it. It +was gone!--it was neither there nor anywhere else. It must have been an +illusion--rather an odd one, to be sure. And yet I could at this moment, +with a safe conscience, _swear_ that I never saw an object more +distinctly than I had seen it but a second before. + +My companion was muttering fast to himself as we withdrew; his presence +rather scared than reassured me; and I felt something almost amounting to +horror, as, holding the candle above his cadaverous and sable figure, he +stood at his threshold, while I descended the stairs, and said, in a sort +of whisper-- + +"Why, but that I am, like yourself, a philosopher, I should say that your +house is--is--a--ha! ha! ha!--HAUNTED!" + +"You look very pale, my love," said my wife, as I entered the +drawing-room, where she had been long awaiting my return. "Nothing +unpleasant has happened?" + +"Nothing, nothing, I assure you. Pale!--_do_ I look pale?" I answered. +"We are excellent friends, I assure you. So far from having had the +smallest disagreement, there is every prospect of our agreeing but too +well, as you will say; for I find that he holds all my opinions upon +speculative subjects. We have had a great deal of conversation this +evening, I assure you; and I never met, I think, so scholarlike and +able a man." + +"I am sorry for it, dearest," she said, sadly. "The greater his talents, +if such be his opinions, the more dangerous a companion is he." + +We turned, however, to more cheerful topics, and it was late before we +retired to rest. I believe it was pride--perhaps only vanity--but, at all +events, some obstructive and stubborn instinct of my nature, which I +could not overcome--that prevented my telling my wife the odd occurrences +which had disturbed my visit to our guest. I was unable or ashamed to +confess that so slight a matter had disturbed me; and, above all, that +any accident could possibly have clouded, even for a moment, the frosty +clearness of my pure and lofty scepticism with the shadows of +superstition. + +Almost every day seemed to develop some new eccentricity of our strange +guest. His dietary consisted, without any variety or relief, of the +monotonous bread and milk with which he started; his bed had not been +made for nearly a week; nobody had been admitted into his room since my +visit, just described; and he never ventured down stairs, or out of +doors, until after nightfall, when he used sometimes to glide swiftly +round our little enclosed shrubbery, and at others stand quite +motionless, composed, as if in an attitude of deep attention. After +employing about an hour in this way, he would return, and steal up stairs +to his room, when he would shut himself up, and not be seen again until +the next night--or, it might be, the night after that--when, perhaps, he +would repeat his odd excursion. + +Strange as his habits were, their eccentricity was all upon the side +least troublesome to us. He required literally no attendance; and as to +his occasional night ramble, even _it_ caused not the slightest +disturbance of our routine hour for securing the house and locking up the +hall-door for the night, inasmuch as he had invariably retired before +that hour arrived. + +All this stimulated curiosity, and, in no small degree, that of my wife, +who, notwithstanding her vigilance and her anxiety to see our strange +inmate, had been hitherto foiled by a series of cross accidents. We were +sitting together somewhere about ten o'clock at night, when there came a +tap at the room-door. We had just been discussing the unaccountable +Smith; and I felt a sheepish consciousness that he might be himself at +the door, and have possibly even overheard our speculation--some of them +anything but complimentary, respecting himself. + +"Come in," cried, I, with an effort; and the tall form of our lodger +glided into the room. My wife was positively frightened, and stood +looking at him, as he advanced, with a stare of manifest apprehension, +and even recoiled mechanically, and caught my hand. + +Sensitiveness, however, was not his fault: he made a kind of stiff nod as +I mumbled an introduction; and seating himself unasked, began at once to +chat in that odd, off-hand, and sneering style, in which he excelled, and +which had, as he wielded it, a sort of fascination of which I can pretend +to convey no idea. + +My wife's alarm subsided, and although she still manifestly felt some +sort of misgiving about our visitor, she yet listened to his +conversation, and, spite of herself, soon began to enjoy it. He stayed +for nearly half an hour. But although he glanced at a great variety of +topics, he did not approach the subject of religion. As soon as he was +gone, my wife delivered judgment upon him in form. She admitted he was +agreeable; but then he was such an unnatural, awful-looking object: there +was, besides, something indescribably frightful, she thought, in his +manner--the very tone of his voice was strange and hateful; and, on the +whole, she felt unutterably relieved at his departure. + +A few days after, on my return, I found my poor little wife agitated and +dispirited. Mr. Smith had paid her a visit, and brought with him a book, +which he stated he had been reading, and which contained some references +to the Bible which he begged of her to explain in that profounder and +less obvious sense in which they had been cited. This she had endeavoured +to do; and affecting to be much gratified by her satisfactory exposition, +he had requested her to reconcile some discrepancies which he said had +often troubled him when reading the Scriptures. Some of them were quite +new to my good little wife; they startled and even horrified her. He +pursued this theme, still pretending only to seek for information to +quiet his own doubts, while in reality he was sowing in her mind the +seeds of the first perturbations that had ever troubled the sources of +her peace. He had been with her, she thought, no more than a quarter of +an hour; but he had contrived to leave her abundant topics on which to +ruminate for days. I found her shocked and horrified at the doubts which +this potent Magus had summoned from the pit--doubts which she knew not +how to combat, and from the torment of which she could not escape. + +"He has made me very miserable with his deceitful questions. I never +thought of them before; and, merciful Heaven! I cannot answer them! What +am I to do? My serenity is gone; I shall never be happy again." + +In truth, she was so very miserable, and, as it seemed to me, so +disproportionately excited, that, inconsistent in me as the task would +have been, I would gladly have explained away her difficulties, and +restored to her mind its wonted confidence and serenity, had I possessed +sufficient knowledge for the purpose. I really pitied her, and heartily +wished Mr. Smith, for the nonce, at the devil. + +I observed after this that my wife's spirits appeared permanently +affected. There was a constantly-recurring anxiety, and I thought +something was lying still more heavily at her heart than the +uncertainties inspired by our lodger. + +One evening, as we two were sitting together, after a long silence, she +suddenly laid her hand upon my arm, and said-- + +"Oh, Richard, my darling! would to God you could pray for me!" + +There was something so agitated, and even terrified, in her manner, +that I was absolutely startled. I urged her to disclose whatever preyed +upon her mind. + +"You can't sympathise with me--you can't help me--you can scarcely +compassionate me in my misery! Oh, dearest Richard! Some evil influence +has been gaining upon my heart, dulling and destroying my convictions, +killing all my holy affections, and--and absolutely transforming me. I +look inward upon myself with amazement, with terror--with--oh, God!--with +actual despair!" + +Saying this, she threw herself on her knees, and wept an agonised flood +of tears, with her head reposing in my lap. + +Poor little thing, my heart bled for her! But what could I do or say? + +All I could suggest was what I really thought, that she was +unwell--hysterical--and needed to take better care of her precious self; +that her change of feeling was fancied, not real; and that a few days +would restore her to her old health and former spirits and serenity. + +"And sometimes," she resumed, after I had ended a consolatory discussion, +which it was but too manifest had fallen unprofitably upon her ear, "such +dreadful, impious thoughts come into my mind, whether I choose it or not; +they come, and stay, and return, strive as I may; and I can't pray +against them. They are forced upon me with the strength of an independent +will; and oh!--horrible--frightful--they blaspheme the character of God +himself. They upbraid the Almighty upon his throne, and I can't pray +against them; there is something in me now that resists prayer." + +There was such a real and fearful anguish in the agitation of my gentle +companion, that it shook my very soul within me, even while I was +affecting to make light of her confessions. I had never before witnessed +a struggle at all like this, and I was awe-struck at the spectacle. + +At length she became comparatively calm. I did gradually succeed, though +very imperfectly, in reassuring her. She strove hard against her +depression, and recovered a little of her wonted cheerfulness. + +After a while, however, the cloud returned. She grew sad and earnest, +though no longer excited; and entreated, or rather implored, of me to +grant her one special favour, and this was, to avoid the society of +our lodger. + +"I never," she said, "could understand till now the instinctive dread +with which poor Margaret, in _Faust_, shrinks from the hateful presence +of Mephistopheles. I now feel it in myself. The dislike and suspicion I +first felt for that man--Smith, or whatever else he may call himself--has +grown into literal detestation and terror. I hate him--I am afraid of +him--I never knew what anguish of mind was until he entered our doors; +and would to God--would to God he were gone." + +I reasoned with her--kissed her--laughed at her; but could not dissipate, +in the least degree, the intense and preternatural horror with which she +had grown to regard the poor philosophic invalid, who was probably, at +that moment, poring over some metaphysical book in his solitary +bedchamber. + +The circumstance I am about to mention will give you some notion of the +extreme to which these excited feelings had worked upon her nerves. I was +that night suddenly awakened by a piercing scream--I started upright in +the bed, and saw my wife standing at the bedside, white as ashes with +terror. It was some seconds, so startled was I, before I could find words +to ask her the cause of her affright. She caught my wrist in her icy +grasp, and climbed, trembling violently, into bed. Notwithstanding my +repeated entreaties, she continued for a long time stupified and dumb. At +length, however, she told me, that having lain awake for a long time, she +felt, on a sudden, that she could pray, and lighting the candle, she had +stolen from beside me, and kneeled down for the purpose. She had, +however, scarcely assumed the attitude of prayer, when somebody, she +said, clutched her arm violently near the wrist, and she heard, at the +same instant, some blasphemous menace, the import of which escaped her +the moment it was spoken, muttered close in her ear. This terrifying +interruption was the cause of the scream which had awakened me; and the +condition in which she continued during the remainder of the night +confirmed me more than ever in the conviction, that she was suffering +under some morbid action of the nervous system. + +After this event, which _I_ had no hesitation in attributing to fancy, +she became literally afraid to pray, and her misery and despondency +increased proportionately. + +It was shortly after this that an unusual pressure of business called me +into town one evening after office hours. I had left my dear little wife +tolerably well, and little Fanny was to be her companion until I +returned. She and her little companion occupied the same room in which we +sat on the memorable evening which witnessed the arrival of our eccentric +guest. Though usually a lively child, it most provokingly happened upon +this night that Fanny was heavy and drowsy to excess. Her mamma would +have sent her to bed, but that she now literally feared to be left alone; +although, however, she could not so far overcome her horror of solitude +as to do this, she yet would not persist in combating the poor child's +sleepiness. + +Accordingly, little Fanny was soon locked in a sound sleep, while her +mamma quietly pursued her work beside her. They had been perhaps some +ten minutes thus circumstanced, when my wife heard the window softly +raised from without--a bony hand parted the curtains, and Mr. Smith +leaned into the room. + +She was so utterly overpowered at sight of this apparition, that even had +it, as she expected, climbed into the room, she told me she could not +have uttered a sound, or stirred from the spot where she sate transfixed +and petrified. + +"Ha, ha!" he said gently, "I hope you'll excuse this, I must admit, very +odd intrusion; but I knew I should find you here, and could not resist +the opportunity of raising the window just for a moment, to look in upon +a little family picture, and say a word to yourself. I understand that +you are troubled, because for some cause you cannot say your +prayers--because what you call your 'faith' is, so to speak, dead and +gone, and also because what _you_ consider bad thoughts are constantly +recurring to your mind. Now, all that is very silly. If it is really +impossible for you to believe and to pray, what are you to infer from +that? It is perfectly plain your Christian system can't be a true +one--faith and _prayer_ it everywhere represents as the conditions of +grace, acceptance, and salvation; and yet your Creator will not _permit_ +you either to believe or pray. The Christian system is, forsooth, a +_free_ gift, and yet he who formed _you_ and _it_, makes it absolutely +impossible for you to accept it. _Is_ it, I ask you, from your own +experience--is it a free gift? And if your own experience, in which you +can't be mistaken, gives its pretensions the lie, why, in the name of +common sense, will you persist in believing it? I say it is downright +blasphemy to think it has emanated from the Good Spirit--assuming that +there is one. It tells you that you must be tormented hereafter in a way +only to be made intelligible by the image of eternal fires--pretty +strong, we must all allow--unless you comply with certain conditions, +which it pretends are so easy that it is a positive pleasure to embrace +and perform them; and yet, for the life of you, you can't--physically +_can't_--do either. Is this truth and mercy?--or is it swindling and +cruelty? Is it the part of the Redeemer, or that of the tyrant, deceiver, +and tormentor?" + +Up to that moment, my wife had sate breathless and motionless, listening, +in the catalepsy of nightmare, to a sort of echo of the vile and impious +reasoning which had haunted her for so long. At the last words of the +sentence his voice became harsh and thrilling; and his whole manner +bespoke a sort of crouching and terrific hatred, the like of which she +could not have conceived. + +Whatever may have been the cause, she was on a sudden disenchanted. She +started to her feet; and, freezing with horror though she was, in a +shrill cry of agony commanded him, in the name of God, to depart from +her. His whole frame seemed to darken; he drew back silently; the +curtains dropped into their places, the window was let down again as +stealthily as it had just been raised; and my wife found herself alone in +the chamber with our little child, who had been startled from her sleep +by her mother's cry of anguish, and with the fearful words, "tempter," +"destroyer," "devil," still ringing in her ears, was weeping bitterly, +and holding her terrified mother's hand. + +There is nothing, I believe, more infectious than that species of +nervousness which shows itself in superstitious fears. I began--although +I could not bring myself to admit anything the least like it--to partake +insensibly, but strongly of the peculiar feelings with which my wife, and +indeed my whole household, already regarded the lodger up stairs. The +fact was, beside, that the state of my poor wife's mind began to make me +seriously uneasy; and, although I was fully sensible of the pecuniary and +other advantages attendant upon his stay, they were yet far from +outweighing the constant gloom and frequent misery in which the +protracted sojourn was involving my once cheerful house. I resolved, +therefore, at whatever monetary sacrifice, to put an end to these +commotions; and, after several debates with my wife, in which the subject +was, as usual, turned in all its possible and impossible bearings, we +agreed that, deducting a fair proportion for his five weeks' sojourn, I +should return the remainder of his £100, and request immediate possession +of his apartments. Like a man suddenly relieved of an insufferable load, +and breathing freely once more, I instantly prepared to carry into effect +the result of our deliberations. + +In pursuance of this resolution, I waited upon Mr. Smith. This time my +call was made in the morning, somewhere about nine o'clock. He +received me at his door, standing as usual in the stealthy opening +which barely admitted his lank person. There he stood, fully equipped +with goggles and respirator, and swathed, rather than dressed, in his +puckered black garments. + +As he did not seem disposed to invite me into his apartment, although +I had announced my visit as one of business, I was obliged to open my +errand where I stood; and after a great deal of fumbling and +muttering, I contrived to place before him distinctly the resolution +to which I had come. + +"But I can't think of taking back any portion of the sum I have paid +you," said he, with a cool, dry emphasis. + +"Your reluctance to do so, Mr. Smith, is most handsome, and I assure you, +appreciated," I replied. "It is very generous; but, at the same time, it +is quite impossible for me to accept what I have no right to take, and I +must beg of you not to mention that part of the subject again." + +"And why should _I_ take it?" demanded Mr. Smith. + +"Because you have paid this hundred pounds for six months, and you are +leaving me with nearly five months of the term still unexpired," I +replied. "I expect to receive fair play myself, and always give it." + +"But who on earth said that I was going away so soon?" pursued Mr. Smith, +in the same dry, sarcastic key. "_I_ have not said so--because I really +don't intend it; I mean to stay here to the last day of the six months +for which I have paid you. I have no notion of vacating my hired +lodgings, simply because you say, _go_. I shan't quarrel with you--I +never quarrel with anybody. I'm as much your friend as ever; but, without +the least wish to disoblige, I can't do this, positively I cannot. Is +there anything else?" + +I had not anticipated in the least the difficulty which thus +encountered and upset our plans. I had so set my heart upon effecting +the immediate retirement of our inauspicious inmate, that the +disappointment literally stunned me for a moment. I, however, returned +to the charge: I urged, and prayed, and almost besought him to give up +his apartments, and to leave us. I offered to repay every farthing of +the sum he had paid me--reserving nothing on account of the time he had +already been with us. I suggested all the disadvantages of the house. I +shifted my ground, and told him that my wife wanted the rooms; I +pressed his gallantry--his good nature--his economy; in short, I +assailed him upon every point--but in vain, he did not even take the +trouble of repeating what he had said before--he neither relented, nor +showed the least irritation, but simply said-- + +"I can't do this; here I am, and here I stay until the half-year has +expired. You wanted a lodger, and you have got one--the quietest, least +troublesome, least expensive person you could have; and though your +house, servants, and furniture are none of the best, I don't care for +that. I pursue my own poor business and enjoyments here entirely to my +satisfaction." + +Having thus spoken, he gave me a sort of nod, and closed the door. + +So, instead of getting rid of him the next day, as we had hoped, we had +nearly five months more of his company in expectancy; I hated, and my +wife dreaded the prospect. She was literally miserable and panic-struck +at her disappointment--and grew so nervous and wretched that I made up my +mind to look out for lodgings for her and the children (subversive of all +our schemes of retrenchment as such a step would be), and surrendering +the house absolutely to Mr. Smith and the servants during the remainder +of his term. + +Circumstances, however, occurred to prevent our putting this plan in +execution. My wife, meanwhile, was, if possible, more depressed and +nervous every day. The servants seemed to sympathise in the dread and +gloom which involved ourselves; the very children grew timid and +spiritless, without knowing why--and the entire house was pervaded with +an atmosphere of uncertainty and fear. A poorhouse or a dungeon would +have been cheerful, compared with a dwelling haunted unceasingly with +unearthly suspicions and alarms. I would have made any sacrifice short of +ruin, to emancipate our household from the odious mental and moral +thraldom which was invisibly established over us--overcasting us with +strange anxieties and an undefined terror. + +About this time my wife had a dream which troubled her much, although +she could not explain its supposed significance satisfactorily by any +of the ordinary rules of interpretation in such matters. The vision was +as follows. + +She dreamed that we were busily employed in carrying out our scheme of +removal, and that I came into the parlour where she was making some +arrangements, and, with rather an agitated manner, told her that the +carriage had come for the children. She thought she went out to the hall, +in consequence, holding little Fanny by one hand, and the boy--or, as we +still called him, "baby,"--by the other, and feeling, as she did so, an +unaccountable gloom, almost amounting to terror, steal over her. The +children, too, seemed, she thought, frightened, and disposed to cry. + +So close to the hall-door as to exclude the light, stood some kind of +vehicle, of which she could see nothing but that its door was wide open, +and the interior involved in total darkness. The children, she thought, +shrunk back in great trepidation, and she addressed herself to induce +them, by persuasion, to enter, telling them that they were only "going to +their new home." So, in a while, little Fanny approached it; but, at the +same instant, some person came swiftly up from behind, and, raising the +little boy in his hands, said fiercely, "No, the baby first"; and placed +him in the carriage. This person was our lodger, Mr. Smith, and was gone +as soon as seen. My wife, even in her dream, could not act or speak; but +as the child was lifted into the carriage-door, a man, whose face was +full of beautiful tenderness and compassion, leaned forward from the +carriage and received the little child, which, stretching his arms to the +stranger, looked back with a strange smile upon his mother. + +"He is safe with me, and I will deliver him to you when you come." + +These words the man spoke, looking upon her, as he received him, and +immediately the carriage-door shut, and the noise of its closing wakened +my wife from her nightmare. + +This dream troubled her very much, and even haunted my mind unpleasantly +too. We agreed, however, not to speak of it to anybody, not to divulge +any of our misgivings respecting the stranger. We were anxious that +neither the children nor the servants should catch the contagion of those +fears which had seized upon my poor little wife, and, if truth were +spoken, upon myself in some degree also. But this precaution was, I +believe, needless, for, as I said before, everybody under the same roof +with Mr. Smith was, to a certain extent, affected with the same nervous +gloom and apprehension. + +And now commences a melancholy chapter in my life. My poor little Fanny +was attacked with a cough which soon grew very violent, and after a time +degenerated into a sharp attack of inflammation. We were seriously +alarmed for her life, and nothing that care and medicine could effect +was spared to save it. Her mother was indefatigable, and scarcely left +her night or day; and, indeed, for some time, we all but despaired of +her recovery. + +One night, when she was at the worst, her poor mother, who had sat for +many a melancholy hour listening, by her bedside, to those plaintive +incoherences of delirium and moanings of fever, which have harrowed so +many a fond heart, gained gradually from her very despair the courage +which she had so long wanted, and knelt down at the side of her sick +darling's bed to pray for her deliverance. + +With clasped hands, in an agony of supplication, she prayed that God +would, in his mercy, spare her little child--that, justly as she herself +deserved the sorest chastisement his hand could inflict, he would yet +deal patiently and tenderly with her in this one thing. She poured out +her sorrows before the mercy-seat--she opened her heart, and declared her +only hope to be in his pity; without which, she felt that her darling +would only leave the bed where she was lying for her grave. + +Exactly as she came to this part of her supplication, the child, who had +grown, as it seemed, more and more restless, and moaned and muttered with +increasing pain and irritation, on a sudden started upright in her bed, +and, in a thrilling voice, cried-- + +"No! no!--the baby first." + +The mysterious sentence which had secretly tormented her for so long, +thus piercingly uttered by this delirious, and, perhaps, dying child, +with what seemed a preternatural earnestness and strength, arrested her +devotions, and froze her with a feeling akin to terror. + +"Hush, hush, my darling!" said the poor mother, almost wildly, as she +clasped the attenuated frame of the sick child in her arms; "hush, my +darling; don't cry out so loudly--there--there--my own love." + +The child did not appear to see or hear her, but sate up still with +feverish cheeks, and bright unsteady eyes, while her dry lips were +muttering inaudible words. + +"Lie down, my sweet child--lie down, for your own mother," she said; +"if you tire yourself, you can't grow well, and your poor mother will +lose you." + +At these words, the child suddenly cried out again, in precisely the same +loud, strong voice--"No! no! the baby first, the baby first"--and +immediately afterwards lay down, and fell, for the first time since her +illness into a tranquil sleep. + +My good little wife sate, crying bitterly by her bedside. The child was +better--_that_ was, indeed, delightful. But then there was an omen in the +words, thus echoed from her dream, which she dared not trust herself to +interpret, and which yet had seized, with a grasp of iron, upon every +fibre of her brain. + +"Oh, Richard," she cried, as she threw her arms about my neck, "I am +terrified at this horrible menace from the unseen world. Oh! poor, +darling little baby, I shall lose you--I am sure I shall lose you. +Comfort me, darling, and say he is not to die." + +And so I did; and tasked all my powers of argument and persuasion to +convince her how unsubstantial was the ground of her anxiety. The little +boy was perfectly well, and, even were he to die before his sister that +event might not occur for seventy years to come. I could not, however, +conceal from myself that there was something odd and unpleasant in the +coincidence; and my poor wife had grown so nervous and excitable, that a +much less ominous conjecture would have sufficed to alarm her. + +Meanwhile, the unaccountable terror which our lodger's presence inspired +continued to increase. One of our maids gave us warning, solely from her +dread of our queer inmate, and the strange accessories which haunted him. +She said--and this was corroborated by her fellow-servant--that Mr. Smith +seemed to have constantly a companion in his room; that although they +never heard them speak, they continually and distinctly heard the tread +of two persons walking up and down the room together, and described +accurately the peculiar sound of a stick or crutch tapping upon the +floor, which my own ears had heard. They also had seen the large, +ill-conditioned cat I have mentioned, frequently steal in and out of the +stranger's room; and observed that when our little girl was in greatest +danger, the hateful animal was constantly writhing, fawning, and crawling +about the door of the sick room after nightfall. They were thoroughly +persuaded that this ill-omened beast was the foul fiend himself, and I +confess I could not--sceptic as I was--bring myself absolutely to the +belief that he was nothing more than a "harmless, necessary cat." These +and similar reports--implicitly believed as they palpably were by those +who made them--were certainly little calculated to allay the perturbation +and alarm with which our household was filled. + +The evenings had by this time shortened very much, and darkness often +overtook us before we sate down to our early tea. It happened just at +this period of which I have been speaking, after my little girl had begun +decidedly to mend, that I was sitting in our dining-parlour, with my +little boy fast asleep upon my knees, and thinking of I know not what, my +wife having gone up stairs, as usual, to sit in the room with little +Fanny. As I thus sate in what was to me, in effect, total solitude, +darkness unperceived stole on us. + +On a sudden, as I sate, with my elbow leaning upon the table, and my +other arm round the sleeping child, I felt, as I thought, a cold +current of air faintly blowing upon my forehead. I raised my head, and +saw, as nearly as I could calculate, at the far end of the table on +which my arm rested, two large green eyes confronting me. I could see +no more, but instantly concluded they were those of the abominable cat. +Yielding to an impulse of horror and abhorrence, I caught a water-croft +that was close to my hand, and threw it full at it with all my force. I +must have missed my object, for the shining eyes continued fixed for a +second, and then glided still nearer to me, and then a little nearer +still. The noise of the glass smashed with so much force upon the table +called in the servant, who happened to be passing. She had a candle in +her hand, and, perhaps, the light alarmed the odious beast, for as she +came in it was gone. + +I had had an undefined idea that its approach was somehow connected with +a designed injury of some sort to the sleeping child. I could not be +mistaken as to the fact that I had plainly seen the two broad, glaring, +green eyes. Where the cursed animal had gone I had not observed: it +might, indeed, easily have run out at the door as the servant opened it, +but neither of us had seen it do so; and we were every one of us in such +a state of nervous excitement, that even this incident was something in +the catalogue of our ambiguous experiences. + +It was a great happiness to see our darling little Fanny every day +mending, and now quite out of danger: this was cheering and delightful. +It was also something to know that more than two months of our lodger's +term of occupation had already expired; and to realise, as we now could +do, by anticipation, the unspeakable relief of his departure. + +My wife strove hard to turn our dear child's recovery to good account for +me; but the impressions of fear soon depart, and those of religious +gratitude must be preceded by religious faith. All as yet was but as seed +strewn upon the rock. + +Little Fanny, though recovering rapidly, was still very weak, and her +mother usually passed a considerable part of every evening in her +bedroom--for the child was sometimes uneasy and restless at night. It +happened at this period that, sitting as usual at Fanny's bedside, she +witnessed an occurrence which agitated her not a little. + +The child had been, as it seems, growing sleepy, and was lying +listlessly, with eyes half open, apparently taking no note of what was +passing. Suddenly, however, with an expression of the wildest terror, she +drew up her limbs, and cowered in the bed's head, gazing at some object; +which, judging from the motion of her eyes, must have been slowly +advancing from the end of the room next the door. + +The child made a low shuddering cry, as she grasped her mother's hand, +and, with features white and tense with terror, slowly following with her +eyes the noiseless course of some unseen spectre, shrinking more and more +fearfully backward every moment. + +"What is it? Where? What is it that frightens you, my darling?" asked the +poor mother, who, thrilled with horror, looked in vain for the apparition +which seemed to have all but bereft the child of reason. + +"Stay with me--save me--keep it away--look, look at it--making signs to +me--don't let it hurt me--it is angry--Oh! mamma, save me, save me!" + +The child said this, all the time clinging to her with both her hands, in +an ecstasy of panic. + +"There--there, my darling," said my poor wife, "don't be afraid; there's +nothing but me--your own mamma--and little baby in the room; nothing, my +darling; nothing indeed." + +"Mamma, mamma, don't move; don't go near him"; the child continued +wildly. "It's only his back now; don't make him turn again; he's untying +his handkerchief. Oh! baby, baby; he'll _kill_ baby! and he's lifting up +those green things from his eyes; don't you see him doing it? Mamma, +mamma, why does he come here? Oh, mamma, poor baby--poor little baby!" + +She was looking with a terrified gaze at the little boy's bed, which lay +directly opposite to her own, and in which he was sleeping calmly. + +"Hush, hush, my darling child," said my wife, with difficulty +restraining an hysterical burst of tears; "for God's sake don't speak so +wildly, my own precious love--there, there--don't be frightened--there, +darling, there." + +"Oh! poor baby--poor little darling baby," the child continued as before; +"will no one save him--tell that wicked man to go away--oh--there--why, +mamma--don't--oh, sure you won't let him--don't--don't--he'll take the +child's life--will you let him lie down that way on the bed--save poor +little baby--oh, baby, baby, waken--his head is on your face." + +As she said this she raised her voice to a cry of despairing terror which +made the whole room ring again. + +This cry, or rather yell, reached my ears as I sate reading in the +parlour by myself, and fearing I knew not what, I rushed to the +apartment; before I reached it, the sound had subsided into low but +violent sobbing; and, just as I arrived at the threshold I heard, close +at my feet, a fierce protracted growl, and something rubbing along the +surbase. I was in the dark, but, with a feeling of mingled terror and +fury, I stamped and struck at the abhorred brute with my feet, but in +vain. The next moment I was in the room, and heard little Fanny, through +her sobs, cry-- + +"Oh, poor baby is killed--that wicked man has killed him--he uncovered +his face, and put it on him, and lay upon the bed and killed poor baby. I +knew he came to kill him. Ah, papa, papa, why did you not come up before +he went?--he is gone, he went away as soon as he killed our poor little +darling baby." + +I could not conceal my agitation, quite, and I said to my wife-- + +"Has he, Smith, been here?" + +"No." + +"What is it, then?" + +"The child has seen _some_ one." + +"Seen whom? Who? Who has been here?" + +"I did not see it; but--but I am sure the child saw--that is, _thought_ +she saw _him_;--the person you have named. Oh, God, in mercy deliver us! +What shall I do--what shall I do!" + +Thus saying, the dear little woman burst into tears, and crying, as if +her heart would break, sobbed out an entreaty that I would look at baby; +adding, that she herself had not courage to see whether her darling was +sleeping or dead. + +"Dead!" I exclaimed. "Tut, tut, my darling; you must not give way to such +morbid fancies--he is very well, I see him breathing;" and so saying, I +went over to the bed where our little boy was lying. He was slumbering; +though it seemed to me very heavily, and his cheeks were flushed. + +"Sleeping tranquilly, my darling--tranquilly, and deeply; and with a +warm colour in his cheeks," I said, rearranging the coverlet, and +retiring to my wife, who sate almost breathless whilst I was looking at +our little boy. + +"Thank God--thank God," she said quietly; and she wept again; and rising, +came to his bedside. + +"Yes, yes--alive; thank God; but it seems to me he is breathing very +short, and with difficulty, and he looks--_does_ he not look hot and +feverish? Yes, he _is_ very hot; feel his little hand--feel his neck; +merciful heaven! he is burning." + +It was, indeed, very true, that his skin was unnaturally dry and hot; his +little pulse, too, was going at a fearful rate. + +"I do think," said I--resolved to conceal the extent of my own +apprehensions--"I do think that he is just a _little_ feverish; but he +has often been much more so; and will, I dare say, in the morning, be +perfectly well again. I dare say, but for little Fanny's _dream_, we +should not have observed it at all." + +"Oh, my darling, my darling, my darling!" sobbed the poor little woman, +leaning over the bed, with her hands locked together, and looking the +very picture of despair. "Oh, my darling, what has happened to you? I put +you into your bed, looking so well and beautiful, this evening, and here +you are, stricken with sickness, my own little love. Oh, you will +not--you cannot, leave your poor mother!" + +It was quite plain that she despaired of the child from the moment we had +ascertained that it was unwell. As it happened, her presentiment was but +too truly prophetic. The apothecary said the child's ailment was +"suppressed small-pox"; the physician pronounced it "typhus." The only +certainty about it was the issue--the child died. + +To me few things appear so beautiful as a very young child in its +shroud. The little innocent face looks so sublimely simple and confiding +amongst the cold terrors of death--crimeless, and fearless, that little +mortal has passed alone under the shadow, and explored the mystery of +dissolution. There is death in its sublimest and purest image--no +hatred, no hypocrisy, no suspicion, no care for the morrow ever darkened +that little face; death has come lovingly upon it; there is nothing +cruel, or harsh, in his victory. The yearnings of love, indeed, cannot +be stifled; for the prattle, and smiles, and all the little world of +thoughts that were so delightful, are gone for ever. Awe, too, will +overcast us in its presence--for we are looking on death; but we do not +fear for the little, lonely voyager--for the child has gone, simple and +trusting, into the presence of its all-wise Father; and of such, we +know, is the kingdom of heaven. + +And so we parted from poor little baby. I and his poor old nurse +drove in a mourning carriage, in which lay the little coffin, early +in the morning, to the churchyard of ----. Sore, indeed, was my +heart, as I followed that little coffin to the grave! Another burial +had just concluded as we entered the churchyard, and the mourners +stood in clusters round the grave, into which the sexton was now +shovelling the mould. + +As I stood, with head uncovered, listening to the sublime and touching +service which our ritual prescribes, I found that a gentleman had drawn +near also, and was standing at my elbow. I did not turn to look at him +until the earth had closed over my darling boy; I then walked a little +way apart, that I might be alone, and drying my eyes, sat down upon a +tombstone, to let the confusion of my mind subside. + +While I was thus lost in a sorrowful reverie, the gentleman who had stood +near me at the grave was once more at my side. The face of the stranger, +though I could not call it handsome, was very remarkable; its expression +was the purest and noblest I could conceive, and it was made very +beautiful by a look of such compassion as I never saw before. + +"Why do you sorrow as one without hope?" he said, gently. + +"I _have_ no hope," I answered. + +"Nay, I think you have," he answered again; "and I am sure you will soon +have more. That little child for which you grieve, has escaped the +dangers and miseries of life; its body has perished; but he will receive +in the end the crown of life. God has given him an early victory." + +I know not what it was in him that rebuked my sullen pride, and humbled +and saddened me, as I listened to this man. He was dressed in deep +mourning, and looked more serene, noble, and sweet than any I had ever +seen. He was young, too, as I have said, and his voice very clear and +harmonious. He talked to me for a long time, and I listened to him with +involuntary reverence. At last, however, he left me, saying he had often +seen me walking into town, about the same hour that he used to go that +way, and that if he saw me again he would walk with me, and so we might +reason of these things together. + +It was late when I returned to my home, now a house of mourning. + + + + +PART II + + +Our home was one of sorrow and of fear. The child's death had stricken us +with terror no less than grief. Referring it, as we both tacitly did, to +the mysterious and fiendish agency of the abhorred being whom, in an evil +hour, we had admitted into our house, we both viewed him with a degree +and species of fear for which I can find no name. + +I felt that some further calamity was impending. I could not hope that we +were to be delivered from the presence of the malignant agent who +haunted, rather than inhabited our home, without some additional proofs +alike of his malice and his power. + +My poor wife's presentiments were still more terrible and overpowering, +though not more defined, than my own. She was never tranquil while our +little girl was out of her sight; always dreading and expecting some new +revelation of the evil influence which, as we were indeed both persuaded, +had bereft our darling little boy of life. Against an hostility so +unearthly and intangible there was no guarding, and the sense of +helplessness intensified the misery of our situation. Tormented with +doubts of the very basis of her religion, and recoiling from the ordeal +of prayer with the strange horror with which the victim of hydrophobia +repels the pure water, she no longer found the consolation which, had +sorrow reached her in any other shape, she would have drawn from the +healing influence of religion. We were both of us unhappy, dismayed, +DEMON-STRICKEN. + +Meanwhile, our lodger's habits continued precisely the same. If, indeed, +the sounds which came from his apartments were to be trusted, he and his +agents were more on the alert than ever. I can convey to you, good +reader, no notion, even the faintest, of the dreadful sensation always +more or less present to my mind, and sometimes with a reality which +thrilled me almost to frenzy--the apprehension that I had admitted into +my house the incarnate spirit of the dead or damned, to torment me and +my family. + +It was some nights after the burial of our dear little baby; we had not +gone to bed until late, and I had slept, I suppose, some hours, when I +was awakened by my wife, who clung to me with the energy of terror. She +said nothing, but grasped and shook me with more than her natural +strength. She had crept close to me, and was cowering with her head under +the bedclothes. + +The room was perfectly dark, as usual, for we burned no night-light; but +from the side of the bed next her proceeded a voice as of one sitting +there with his head within a foot of the curtains--and, merciful heavens! +it was the voice of our lodger. + +He was discoursing of the death of our baby, and inveighing, in the old +mocking tone of hate and suppressed fury, against the justice, mercy, and +goodness of God. He did this with a terrible plausibility of sophistry, +and with a resolute emphasis and precision, which seemed to imply, "I +have got something to tell you, and, whether you like it or like it not, +I _will_ say out my say." + +To pretend that I felt anger at his intrusion, or emotion of any sort, +save the one sense of palsied terror, would be to depart from the truth. +I lay, cold and breathless, as if frozen to death--unable to move, unable +to utter a cry--with the voice of that demon pouring, in the dark, his +undisguised blasphemies and temptations close into my ears. At last the +dreadful voice ceased--whether the speaker went or stayed I could not +tell--the silence, which he might be improving for the purpose of some +hellish strategem, was to me more tremendous even than his speech. + +We both lay awake, not daring to move or speak, scarcely even breathing, +but clasping one another fast, until at length the welcome light of day +streamed into the room through the opening door, as the servant came in +to call us. I need not say that our nocturnal visitant had left us. + +The magnanimous reader will, perhaps, pronounce that I ought to have +pulled on my boots and inexpressibles with all available despatch, run to +my lodger's bedroom, and kicked him forthwith downstairs, and the entire +way moreover out to the public road, as some compensation for the +scandalous affront put upon me and my wife by his impertinent visit. Now, +at that time, I had no scruples against what are termed the laws of +honour, was by no means deficient in "pluck," and gifted, moreover, with +a somewhat excitable temper. Yet, I will honestly avow that, so far from +courting a collision with the dreaded stranger, I would have recoiled at +his very sight, and given my eyes to avoid him, such was the ascendancy +which he had acquired over me, as well as everybody else in my household, +in his own quiet, irresistible, hellish way. + +The shuddering antipathy which our guest inspired did not rob his +infernal homily of its effect. It was not a new or strange thing which +he presented to our minds. There was an awful subtlety in the train of +his suggestions. All that he had said had floated through my own mind +before, without order, indeed, or shew of logic. From my own rebellious +heart the same evil thoughts had risen, like pale apparitions hovering +and lost in the fumes of a necromancer's cauldron. His was like the +summing up of all this--a reflection of my own feelings and fancies--but +reduced to an awful order and definiteness, and clothed with a +sophistical form of argument. The effect of it was powerful. It revived +and exaggerated these bad emotions--it methodised and justified +them--and gave to impulses and impressions, vague and desultory before, +something of the compactness of a system. + +My misfortune, therefore, did not soften, it exasperated me. I regarded +the Great Disposer of events as a persecutor of the human race, who took +delight in their miseries. I asked why my innocent child had been smitten +down into the grave?--and why my darling wife, whose first object, I +knew, had ever been to serve and glorify her Maker, should have been thus +tortured and desolated by the cruelest calamity which the malignity of a +demon could have devised? I railed and blasphemed, and even in my agony +defied God with the impotent rage and desperation of a devil, in his +everlasting torment. + +In my bitterness, I could not forbear speaking these impenitent +repetitions of the language of our nightly visitant, even in the presence +of my wife. She heard me with agony, almost with terror. I pitied and +loved her too much not to respect even her weaknesses--for so I +characterised her humble submission to the chastisements of heaven. But +even while I spared her reverential sensitiveness, the spectacle of her +patience but enhanced my own gloomy and impenitent rage. + +I was walking into town in this evil mood, when I was overtaken by the +gentleman whom I had spoken with in the churchyard on the morning when my +little boy was buried. I call him _gentleman_, but I could not say _what_ +was his rank--I never thought about it; there was a grace, a purity, a +compassion, and a grandeur of intellect in his countenance, in his +language, in his mien, that was beautiful and kinglike. I felt, in his +company, a delightful awe, and an humbleness more gratifying than any +elation of earthly pride. + +He divined my state of feeling, but he said nothing harsh. He did not +rebuke, but he reasoned with me--and oh! how mighty was that +reasoning--without formality--without effort--as the flower grows and +blossoms. Its process was in harmony with the successions of +nature--gentle, spontaneous, irresistible. + +At last he left me. I was grieved at his departure--I was +wonder-stricken. His discourse had made me cry tears at once sweet and +bitter; it had sounded depths I knew not of, and my heart was disquieted +within me. Yet my trouble was happier than the resentful and defiant calm +that had reigned within me before. + +When I came home, I told my wife of my having met the same good, wise man +I had first seen by the grave of my child. I recounted to her his +discourse, and, as I brought it again to mind, my tears flowed afresh, +and I was happy while I wept. + +I now see that the calamity which bore at first such evil fruit, was good +for me. It fixed my mind, however rebelliously, upon God, and it stirred +up all the passions of my heart. Levity, inattention, and +self-complacency are obstacles harder to be overcome than the violence of +evil passions--the transition from hate is easier than from indifference, +to love. A mighty change was making on my mind. + +I need not particularise the occasions upon which I again met my +friend, for so I knew him to be, nor detail the train of reasoning and +feeling which in such interviews he followed out; it is enough to say, +that he assiduously cultivated the good seed he had sown, and that his +benignant teachings took deep root, and flourished in my soul, +heretofore so barren. + +One evening, having enjoyed on the morning of the same day another of +those delightful and convincing conversations, I was returning on foot +homeward; and as darkness had nearly closed, and the night threatened +cold and fog, the footpaths were nearly deserted. + +As I walked on, deeply absorbed in the discourse I had heard on the same +morning, a person overtook me, and continued to walk, without much +increasing the interval between us, a little in advance of me. There came +upon me, at the same moment, an indefinable sinking of the heart, a +strange and unaccountable fear. The pleasing topics of my meditations +melted away, and gave place to a sense of danger, all the more unpleasant +that it was vague and objectless. I looked up. What was that which moved +before me? I stared--I faltered; my heart fluttered as if it would choke +me, and then stood still. It was the peculiar and unmistakeable form of +our lodger. + +Exactly as I looked at him, he turned his head, and looked at me over his +shoulder. His face was muffled as usual. I cannot have seen its features +with any completeness, yet I felt that his look was one of fury. The next +instant he was at my side; and my heart quailed within me--my limbs all +but refused their office; yet the very emotions of terror, which might +have overcome me, acted as a stimulus, and I quickened my pace. + +"Hey! what a pious person! So I suppose you have learned at last that +'evil communications corrupt good manners'; and you are absolutely afraid +of the old infidel, the old blasphemer, hey?" + +I made him no answer; I was indeed too much agitated to speak. + +"You'll make a good Christian, no doubt," he continued; "the independent +man, who thinks for himself, reasons his way to his principles, and +sticks fast to them, is sure to be true to whatever system he embraces. +You have been so consistent a philosopher, that I am sure you will make a +steady Christian. You're not the man to be led by the nose by a +sophistical mumbler. _You_ could never be made the prey of a grasping +proselytism; _you_ are not the sport of every whiff of doctrine, nor the +facile slave of whatever superstition is last buzzed in your ear. No, no: +you've got a masculine intellect, and think for yourself, hey?" + +I was incapable of answering him. I quickened my pace to escape from his +detested persecution; but he was close beside me still. + +We walked on together thus for a time, during which I heard him muttering +fast to himself, like a man under fierce and malignant excitement. We +reached, at length, the gateway of my dwelling; and I turned the +latch-key in the wicket, and entered the enclosure. As we stood together +within, he turned full upon me, and confronting me with an aspect whose +character I felt rather than saw, he said-- + +"And so you mean to be a Christian, after all! Now just reflect how very +absurdly you are choosing. Leave the Bible to that class of fanatics who +may hope to be saved under its system, and, in the name of common sense, +study the Koran, or some less ascetic tome. Don't be gulled by a +plausible slave, who wants nothing more than to multiply _professors_ of +his theory. Why don't you _read_ the Bible, you miserable, puling +poltroon, before you hug it as a treasure? Why don't you read it, and +learn out of the mouth of the founder of Christianity, that there is one +sin for which there is _no_ forgiveness--blasphemy against the Holy +Ghost, hey?--and that sin I myself have heard you commit by the hour--in +my presence--in my room. I have heard you commit it in our free +discussions a dozen times. The Bible seals against you the lips of mercy. +If _it_ be true, you are this moment as irrevocably damned as if you had +died with those blasphemies on your lips." + +Having thus spoken, he glided into the house. I followed slowly. + +His words rang in my ears--I was stunned. What he had said I feared might +be true. Giant despair felled me to the earth. He had recalled, and +lighted up with a glare from the pit, remembrances with which I knew not +how to cope. It was true I had spoken with daring impiety of subjects +whose sacredness I now began to appreciate. With trembling hands I opened +the Bible. I read and re-read the mysterious doom recorded by the +Redeemer himself against blasphemers of the Holy Ghost--monsters set +apart from the human race, and damned and dead, even while they live and +walk upon the earth. I groaned--I wept. Henceforward the Bible, I +thought, must be to me a dreadful record of despair. I dared not read it. + +I will not weary you with all my mental agonies. My dear little wife did +something toward relieving my mind, but it was reserved for the friend, +to whose heavenly society I owed so much, to tranquillise it once more. +He talked this time to me longer, and even more earnestly than before. I +soon encountered him again. He expounded to me the ways of Providence, +and showed me how needful sorrow was for every servant of God. How mercy +was disguised in tribulation, and our best happiness came to us, like our +children, in tears and wailing. He showed me that trials were sent to +call us up, with a voice of preternatural power, from the mortal apathy +of sin and the world. And then, again, in our new and better state, to +prove our patience and our faith-- + +"The more trouble befalls you, the nearer is God to you. He visits you in +sorrow--and sorrow, as well as joy, is a sign of his presence. If, then, +other griefs overtake you, remember this--be patient, be faithful; and +bless the name of God." + +I returned home comforted and happy, although I felt assured that some +further and sadder trial was before me. + +Still our household was overcast by the same insurmountable dread of our +tenant. The same strange habits characterised him, and the same +unaccountable sounds disquieted us--an atmosphere of death and malice +hovered about his door, and we all hated and feared to pass it. + +Let me now tell, as well and briefly as I may, the dreadful circumstances +of my last great trial. One morning, my wife being about her household +affairs, and I on the point of starting for town, I went into the parlour +for some letters which I was to take with me. I cannot easily describe my +consternation when, on entering the room, I saw our lodger seated near +the window, with our darling little girl upon his knee. + +His back was toward the door, but I could plainly perceive that the +respirator had been removed from his mouth, and that the odious green +goggles were raised. He was sitting, as it seemed, absolutely without +motion, and his face was advanced close to that of the child. + +I stood looking at this group in a state of stupor for some seconds. He +was, I suppose, conscious of my presence, for although he did not turn +his head, or otherwise take any note of my arrival, he readjusted the +muffler which usually covered his mouth, and lowered the clumsy +spectacles to their proper place. + +The child was sitting upon his knee as motionless as he himself, with a +countenance white and rigid as that of a corpse, and from which every +trace of meaning, except some vague character of terror, had fled, and +staring with a fixed and dilated gaze into his face. + +As it seemed, she did not perceive my presence. Her eyes were transfixed +and fascinated. She did not even seem to me to breathe. Horror and +anguish at last overcame my stupefaction. + +"What--what is it?" I cried; "what ails my child, my darling child?" + +"I'd be glad to know, myself," he replied, coolly; "it is certainly +something very queer." + +"What is it, darling?" I repeated, frantically, addressing the child. + +"What is it?" he reiterated. "Why it's pretty plain, I should suppose, +that the child is ill." + +"Oh merciful God!" I cried, half furious, half terrified--"You have +injured her--you have terrified her. Give me my child--give her to me." + +These words I absolutely shouted, and stamped upon the floor in my horrid +excitement. + +"Pooh, pooh!" he said, with a sort of ugly sneer; "the child is +nervous--you'll make her more so--be quiet and she'll probably find her +tongue presently. I have had her on my knee some minutes, but the sweet +bird could not tell what ails her." + +"Let the child go," I shouted in a voice of thunder; "let her go, I +say--let her go." + +He took the passive, death-like child, and placed her standing by the +window, and rising, he simply said-- + +"As soon as you grow cool, you are welcome to ask me what questions you +like. The child is plainly ill. I should not wonder if she had seen +something that frightened her." + +Having thus spoken, he passed from the room. I felt as if I spoke, saw, +and walked in a horrid dream. I seized the darling child in my arms, and +bore her away to her mother. + +"What is it--for mercy's sake what is the matter?" she cried, growing in +an instant as pale as the poor child herself. + +"I found that--that _demon_--in the parlour with the child on his lap, +staring in her face. She is manifestly terrified." + +"Oh! gracious God! she is lost--she is killed," cried the poor +mother, frantically looking into the white, apathetic, meaningless +face of the child. + +"Fanny, darling Fanny, tell us if you are ill," I cried, pressing the +little girl in terror to my heart. + +"Tell your own mother, my darling," echoed my poor little wife. "Oh! +darling, darling child, speak to your poor mother." + +It was all in vain. Still the same dilated, imploring gaze--the same pale +face--wild and dumb. We brought her to the open window--we gave her cold +water to drink--we sprinkled it in her face. We sent for the apothecary, +who lived hard by, and he arrived in a few moments, with a parcel of +tranquillising medicines. These, however, were equally unavailing. + +Hour after hour passed away. The darling child looked upon us as if she +would have given the world to speak to us, or to weep, but she uttered no +sound. Now and then she drew a long breath as though preparing to say +something, but still she was mute. She often put her hand to her throat, +as if there was some pain or obstruction there. + +I never can, while I live, lose one line of that mournful and terrible +portrait--the face of my stricken child. As hour after hour passed away, +without bringing the smallest change or amendment, we grew both alarmed, +and at length absolutely terrified for her safety. + +We called in a physician toward night, and told him that we had reason to +suspect that the child had somehow been frightened, and that in no other +way could we at all account for the extraordinary condition in which he +found her. + +This was a man, I may as well observe, though I do not name him, of the +highest eminence in his profession, and one in whose skill, from past +personal experience, I had the best possible reasons for implicitly +confiding. + +He asked a multiplicity of questions, the answers to which seemed to +baffle his attempts to arrive at a satisfactory diagnosis. There was +something undoubtedly anomalous in the case, and I saw plainly that there +were features in it which puzzled and perplexed him not a little. + +At length, however, he wrote his prescription, and promised to return at +nine o'clock. I remember there was something to be rubbed along her +spine, and some medicines beside. + +But these remedies were as entirely unavailing as the others. In a state +of dismay and distraction we watched by the bed in which, in accordance +with the physician's direction, we had placed her. The absolute +changelessness of her condition filled us with despair. The day which had +elapsed had not witnessed even a transitory variation in the dreadful +character of her seizure. Any change, even a change for the worse, would +have been better than this sluggish, hopeless monotony of suffering. + +At the appointed hour the physician returned. He appeared disappointed, +almost shocked, at the failure of his prescriptions. On feeling her pulse +he declared that she must have a little wine. There had been a wonderful +prostration of all the vital powers since he had seen her before. He +evidently thought the case a strange and precarious one. + +She was made to swallow the wine, and her pulse rallied for a time, but +soon subsided again. I and the physician were standing by the fire, +talking in whispers of the darling child's symptoms, and likelihood of +recovery, when we were arrested in our conversation by a cry of anguish +from the poor mother, who had never left the bedside of her little child, +and this cry broke into bitter and convulsive weeping. + +The poor little child had, on a sudden, stretched down her little hands +and feet, and died. There is no mistaking the features of death: the +filmy eye and dropt jaw once seen, are recognised whenever we meet them +again. Yet, spite of our belief, we cling to hope; and the distracted +mother called on the physician, in accents which might have moved a +statue, to say that her darling was not dead, not quite dead--that +something might still be done--that it could not be all over. Silently +he satisfied himself that no throb of life still fluttered in that +little frame. + +"It is, indeed, all over," he said, in tones scarce above a whisper; and +pressing my hand kindly, he said, "comfort your poor wife"; and so, after +a momentary pause, he left the room. + +This blow had smitten me with stunning suddenness. I looked at the dead +child, and from her to her poor mother. Grief and pity were both +swallowed up in transports of fury and detestation with which the +presence in my house of the wretch who had wrought all this destruction +and misery filled my soul. My heart swelled with ungovernable rage; for a +moment my habitual fear of him was neutralised by the vehemence of these +passions. I seized a candle in silence, and mounted the stairs. The sight +of the accursed cat, flitting across the lobby, and the loneliness of the +hour, made me hesitate for an instant. I had, however, gone so far, that +shame sustained me. Overcoming a momentary thrill of dismay, and +determined to repel and defy the influence that had so long awed me, I +knocked sharply at the door, and, almost at the same instant, pushed it +open, and entered our lodger's chamber. + +He had had no candle in the room, and it was lighted only by the +"darkness visible" that entered through the window. The candle which I +held very imperfectly illuminated the large apartment; but I saw his +spectral form floating, rather than walking, back and forward in front of +the windows. + +At sight of him, though I hated him more than ever, my instinctive fear +returned. He confronted me, and drew nearer and nearer, without speaking. +There was something indefinably fearful in the silent attraction which +seemed to be drawing him to me. I could not help recoiling, little by +little, as he came toward me, and with an effort I said-- + +"You know why I have come: the child--she's dead!" + +"Dead--ha!--_dead_--is she?" he said, in his odious, mocking tone. + +"Yes--dead!" I cried, with an excitement which chilled my very marrow +with horror; "and _you_ have killed her, as you killed my other." + +"How?--I killed her!--eh?--ha, ha!" he said, still edging nearer +and nearer. + +"Yes; I say you!" I shouted, trembling in every joint, but +possessed by that unaccountable infatuation which has made men +invoke, spite of themselves, their own destruction, and which I was +powerless to resist--"deny it as you may, it is you who killed +her--wretch!--FIEND!--no wonder she could not stand the breath and +glare of HELL!" + +"And you are one of those who believe that not a sparrow falls to the +ground without your Creator's consent," he said, with icy sarcasm; "and +this is a specimen of Christian resignation--hey? You charge his act upon +a poor fellow like me, simply that you may cheat the devil, and rave and +rebel against the decrees of heaven, under pretence of abusing me. The +breath and flare of hell!--eh? You mean that I removed this and these +(touching the covering of his mouth and eyes successively) as I _shall_ +do now again, and show you there's no great harm in that." + +There was a tone of menace in his concluding words not to be mistaken. + +"Murderer and liar from the beginning, as you are, I defy you!" I +shouted, in a frenzy of hate and horror, stamping furiously on the floor. + +As I said this, it seemed to me that he darkened and dilated before my +eyes. My senses, thoughts, consciousness, grew horribly confused, as if +some powerful, extraneous will, were seizing upon the functions of my +brain. Whether I were to be mastered by death, or madness, or possession, +I knew not; but hideous destruction of some sort was impending: all hung +upon the moment, and I cried aloud, in my agony, an adjuration in the +name of the three persons of the Trinity, that he should not torment me. + +Stunned, bewildered, like a man recovered from a drunken fall, I stood, +freezing and breathless, in the same spot, looking into the room, which +wore, in my eyes, a strange, unearthly character. Mr. Smith was cowering +darkly in the window, and, after a silence, spoke to me in a croaking, +sulky tone, which was, however, unusually submissive. + +"Don't it strike you as an odd procedure to break into a gentleman's +apartment at such an hour, for the purpose of railing at him in the +coarsest language? If you have any charge to make against me, do so; I +invite inquiry and defy your worst. If you think you can bring home to me +the smallest share of blame in this unlucky matter, call the coroner, and +let his inquest examine and cross-examine me, and sift the matter--if, +indeed, there is anything to _be_ sifted--to the bottom. Meanwhile, go +you about your business, and leave me to mine. But I see how the wind +sits; you want to get rid of me, and so you make the place odious to me. +But it won't do; and if you take to making criminal charges against me, +you had better look to yourself; for two can play at that game." + +There was a suppressed whine in all this, which strangely contrasted with +the cool and threatening tone of his previous conversation. + +Without answering a word I hurried from the room, and scarcely felt +secure, even when once more in the melancholy chamber, where my poor wife +was weeping. + +Miserable, horrible was the night that followed. The loss of our child +was a calamity which we had not dared to think of. It had come, and with +a suddenness enough to bereave me of reason. It seemed all unreal, all +fantastic. It needed an effort to convince me, minute after minute, that +the dreadful truth was so; and the old accustomed feeling that she was +still alive, still running from room to room, and the expectation that I +should hear her step and her voice, and see her entering at the door, +would return. But still the sense of dismay, of having received some +stunning, irreparable blow, remained behind; and then came the horrible +effort, like that with which one rouses himself from a haunted sleep, the +question, "What disaster is this that has befallen?"--answered, alas! but +too easily, too terribly! Amidst all this was perpetually rising before +my fancy the obscure, dilated figure of our lodger, as he had confronted +me in his malign power that night. I dismissed the image with a shudder +as often as it recurred; and even now, at this distance of time, I have +felt more than I could well describe in the mere effort to fix my +recollection upon its hated traits, while writing the passages I have +just concluded. + +This hateful scene I did not recount to my poor wife. Its horrors were +too fresh upon me. I had not courage to trust myself with the agitating +narrative; and so I sate beside her, with her hand locked in mine: I had +no comfort to offer but the dear love I bore her. + +At last, like a child, she cried herself to sleep--the dull, heavy +slumber of worn-out grief. As for me, the agitation of my soul was too +fearful and profound for repose. My eye accidentally rested on the holy +volume, which lay upon the table open, as I had left it in the morning; +and the first words which met my eye were these--"For our light +affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more +exceeding and eternal weight of glory." This blessed sentence riveted my +attention, and shed a stream of solemn joy upon my heart; and so the +greater part of that mournful night, I continued to draw comfort and +heavenly wisdom from the same inspired source. + +Next day brought the odious incident, the visit of the undertaker--the +carpentery, upholstery, and millinery of death. Why has not civilisation +abolished these repulsive and shocking formalities? What has the poor +corpse to do with frills, and pillows, and napkins, and all the equipage +in which it rides on its last journey? There is no intrusion so jarring +to the decent grief of surviving affection, no conceivable mummery more +derisive of mortality. + +In the room which we had been so long used to call "the nursery," now +desolate and mute, the unclosed coffin lay, with our darling shrouded in +it. Before we went to our rest at night we visited it. In the morning the +lid was to close over that sweet face, and I was to see the child laid by +her little brother. We looked upon the well-known and loved features, +purified in the sublime serenity of death, for a long time, whispering to +one another, among our sobs, how sweet and beautiful we thought she +looked; and at length, weeping bitterly, we tore ourselves away. + +We talked and wept for many hours, and at last, in sheer exhaustion, +dropt asleep. My little wife awaked me, and said-- + +"I think they have come--the--the undertakers." + +It was still dark, so I could not consult my watch; but they were to have +arrived early, and as it was winter, and the nights long, the hour of +their visit might well have arrived. + +"What, darling, is your reason for thinking so?" I asked. + +"I am sure I have heard them for some time in the nursery," she answered. +"Oh! dear, dear little Fanny! Don't allow them to close the coffin until +I have seen my darling once more." + +I got up, and threw some clothes hastily about me. I opened the door and +listened. A sound like a muffled knocking reached me from the nursery. + +"Yes, my darling!" I said, "I think they have come. I will go and desire +them to wait until you have seen her again." + +And, so saying, I hastened from the room. + +Our bedchamber lay at the end of a short corridor, opening from the +lobby, at the head of the stairs, and the nursery was situated nearly at +the end of a corresponding passage, which opened from the same lobby at +the opposite side As I hurried along I distinctly heard the same sounds. +The light of dawn had not yet appeared, but there was a strong moonlight +shining through the windows. I thought the morning could hardly be so far +advanced as we had at first supposed; but still, strangely as it now +seems to me, suspecting nothing amiss, I walked on in noiseless, +slippered feet, to the nursery-door. It stood half open; some one had +unquestionably visited it since we had been there. I stepped forward, and +entered. At the threshold horror arrested my advance. + +The coffin was placed upon tressles at the further extremity of the +chamber, with the foot of it nearly towards the door, and a large window +at the side of it admitted the cold lustre of the moon full upon the +apparatus of mortality, and the objects immediately about it. + +At the foot of the coffin stood the ungainly form of our lodger. He +seemed to be intently watching the face of the corpse, and was stooped a +little, while with his hands he tapped sharply, from time to time at the +sides of the coffin, like one who designs to awaken a slumberer. Perched +upon the body of the child, and nuzzling among the grave-clothes, with a +strange kind of ecstasy, was the detested brute, the cat I have so often +mentioned. + +The group thus revealed, I looked upon but for one instant; in the next I +shouted, in absolute terror-- + +"In God's name! what are you doing?" + +Our lodger shuffled away abruptly, as if disconcerted; but the +ill-favoured cat, whisking round, stood like a demon sentinel upon the +corpse, growling and hissing, with arched back and glaring eyes. + +The lodger, turning abruptly toward me, motioned me to one side. +Mechanically I obeyed his gesture, and he hurried hastily from the room. + +Sick and dizzy, I returned to my own chamber. I confess I had not nerve +to combat the infernal brute, which still held possession of the room, +and so I left it undisturbed. + +This incident I did not tell to my wife until some time afterwards; and I +mention it here because it was, and is, in my mind associated with a +painful circumstance which very soon afterwards came to light. + +That morning I witnessed the burial of my darling child. Sore and +desolate was my heart; but with infinite gratitude to the great +controller of all events, I recognised in it a change which nothing but +the spirit of all good can effect. The love and fear of God had grown +strong within me--in humbleness I bowed to his awful will--with a sincere +trust I relied upon the goodness, the wisdom, and the mercy of him who +had sent this great affliction. But a further incident connected with +this very calamity was to test this trust and patience to the uttermost. + +It was still early when I returned, having completed the last sad office. +My wife, as I afterwards learned, still lay weeping upon her bed. But +somebody awaited my return in the hall, and opened the door, anticipating +my knock. This person was our lodger. + +I was too much appalled by the sudden presentation of this abhorred +spectre even to retreat, as my instinct would have directed, through the +open door. + +"I have been expecting your return," he said, "with the design of saying +something which it might have profited you to learn, but now I apprehend +it is too late. What a pity you are so violent and impatient; you would +not have heard me, in all probability, this morning. You cannot think +how cross-grained and intemperate you have grown since you became a +saint--but that is your affair, not mine. You have buried your little +daughter this morning. It requires a good deal of that new attribute of +yours, _faith_, which judges all things by a rule of contraries, and can +never see anything but kindness in the worst afflictions which malignity +could devise, to discover benignity and mercy in the torturing calamity +which has just punished you and your wife for _nothing_! But I fancy +that it will be harder still when I tell you what I more than +suspect--ha, ha. It would be really ridiculous, if it were not +heart-rending; that your little girl has been actually buried _alive_; +do you comprehend me?--alive. For, upon my life, I fancy she was not +dead as she lay in her coffin." + +I knew the wretch was exulting in the fresh anguish he had just +inflicted. I know not how it was, but any announcement of _disaster_ from +his lips, seemed to me to be necessarily true. Half-stifled with the +dreadful emotions he had raised, palpitating between hope and terror, I +rushed frantically back again, the way I had just come, running as fast +as my speed could carry me, toward the, alas! distant burial-ground where +my darling lay. + +I stopped a cab slowly returning to town, at the corner of the lane, +sprang into it, directed the man to drive to the church of ----, and +promised him anything and everything for despatch. The man seemed amazed; +doubtful, perhaps, whether he carried a maniac or a malefactor. Still he +took his chance for the promised reward, and galloped his horse, while I, +tortured with suspense, yelled my frantic incentives to further speed. + +At last, in a space immeasurably short, but which to me was protracted +almost beyond endurance, we reached the spot. I halloed to the sexton, +who was now employed upon another grave, to follow me. I myself seized a +mattock, and in obedience to my incoherent and agonised commands, he +worked as he had never worked before. The crumbling mould flew swiftly to +the upper soil--deeper and deeper, every moment, grew the narrow +grave--at last I sobbed, "Thank God--thank God," as I saw the face of the +coffin emerge; a few seconds more and it lay upon the sward beside me, +and we both, with the edges of our spades, ripped up the lid. + +_There_ was the corpse--but not the tranquil statue I had seen it last. +Its knees were both raised, and one of its little hands drawn up and +clenched near its throat, as if in a feeble but agonised struggle to +force up the superincumbent mass. The eyes, that I had last seen closed, +were now open, and the face no longer serenely pale, but livid and +distorted. + +I had time to see all in an instant; the whole scene reeled and darkened +before me, and I swooned away. + +When I came to myself, I found that I had been removed to the +vestry-room. The open coffin was in the aisle of the church, surrounded +by a curious crowd. A medical gentleman had examined the body carefully, +and had pronounced life totally extinct. The trepidation and horror I +experienced were indescribable. I felt like the murderer of my own child. +Desperate as I was of any chance of its life, I dispatched messengers for +no less than three of the most eminent physicians then practising in +London. All concurred--the child was now as dead as any other, the oldest +tenant of the churchyard. + +Notwithstanding which, I would not permit the body to be reinterred for +several days, until the symptoms of decay became unequivocal, and the +most fantastic imagination could no longer cherish a doubt. This, +however, I mention only parenthetically, as I hasten to the conclusion of +my narrative. The circumstance which I have last described found its way +to the public, and caused no small sensation at the time. + +I drove part of the way home, and then discharged the cab, and walked the +remainder. On my way, with an emotion of ecstasy I cannot describe, I met +the good being to whom I owed so much. I ran to meet him, and felt as if +I could throw myself at his feet, and kiss the very ground before him. I +knew by his heavenly countenance he was come to speak comfort and healing +to my heart. + +With humbleness and gratitude, I drank in his sage and holy discourse. I +need not follow the gracious and delightful exposition of God's revealed +will and character with which he cheered and confirmed my faltering +spirit. A solemn joy, a peace and trust, streamed on my heart. The wreck +and desolation there, lost their bleak and ghastly character, like ruins +illuminated by the mellow beams of a solemn summer sunset. + +In this conversation, I told him what I had never revealed to any one +before--the absolute terror, in all its stupendous and maddening +amplitude, with which I regarded our ill-omened lodger, and my agonised +anxiety to rid my house of him. My companion answered me-- + +"I know the person of whom you speak--he designs no good for you or any +other. He, too, knows me, and I have intimated to him that he must now +leave you, and visit you no more. Be firm and bold, trusting in God, +through his Son, like a good soldier, and you will win the victory from a +greater and even worse than he--the _unseen_ enemy of mankind. You need +not see or speak with your evil tenant any more. Call to him from your +hall, in the name of the Most Holy, to leave you bodily, with all that +appertains to him, this evening. He knows that he must go, and will obey +you. But leave the house as soon as may be yourself; you will scarce have +peace in it. Your own remembrances will trouble you and _other minds have +established associations within its walls and chambers too_." + +These words sounded mysteriously in my ears. + +Let me say here, before I bring my reminiscences to a close, a word or +two about the house in which these detested scenes occurred, and which I +did not long continue to inhabit. What I afterwards learned of it, seemed +to supply in part a dim explanation of these words. + +In a country village there is no difficulty in accounting for the +tenacity with which the sinister character of a haunted tenement cleaves +to it. Thin neighbourhoods are favourable to scandal; and in such +localities the reputation of a house, like that of a woman, once blown +upon, never quite recovers. In huge London, however, it is quite another +matter; and, therefore, it was with some surprise that, five years after +I had vacated the house in which the occurrences I have described took +place, I learned that a respectable family who had taken it were obliged +to give it up, on account of annoyances, for which they could not +account, and all proceeding from the apartments formerly occupied by our +"lodger." Among the sounds described were footsteps restlessly +traversing the floor of that room, accompanied by the peculiar tapping +of the crutch. + +I was so anxious about this occurrence, that I contrived to have strict +inquiries made into the matter. The result, however, added little to what +I had at first learned--except, indeed, that our old friend, the cat, +bore a part in the transaction as I suspected; for the servant, who had +been placed to sleep in the room, complained that something bounded on +and off, and ran to-and-fro along the foot of the bed, in the dark. The +same servant, while in the room, in the broad daylight, had heard the +sound of walking, and even the rustling of clothes near him, as of people +passing and repassing; and, although he had never seen anything, he yet +became so terrified that he would not remain in the house, and +ultimately, in a short time, left his situation. + +These sounds, attention having been called to them, were now incessantly +observed--the measured walking up and down the room, the opening and +closing of the door, and the teazing tap of the crutch--all these sounds +were continually repeated, until at last, worn out, frightened, and +worried, its occupants resolved on abandoning the house. + +About four years since, having had occasion to visit the capital, I +resolved on a ramble by Old Brompton, just to see if the house were still +inhabited. I searched for it, however, in vain, and at length, with +difficulty, ascertained its site, upon which now stood two small, +staring, bran-new brick houses, with each a gay enclosure of flowers. +Every trace of our old mansion, and, let us hope, of our "mysterious +lodger," had entirely vanished. + +Let me, however, return to my narrative where I left it. + +Discoursing upon heavenly matters, my good and gracious friend +accompanied me even within the outer gate of my own house. I asked him to +come in and rest himself, but he would not; and before he turned to +depart, he lifted up his hand, and blessed me and my household. + +Having done this, he went away. My eyes followed him till he disappeared, +and I turned to the house. My darling wife was standing at the window of +the parlour. There was a seraphic smile on her face--pale, pure, and +beautiful as death. She was gazing with an humble, heavenly earnestness +on us. The parting blessing of the stranger shed a sweet and hallowed +influence on my heart. I went into the parlour, to my darling: childless +she was now; I had now need to be a tender companion to her. + +She raised her arms in a sort of transport, with the same smile of +gratitude and purity, and, throwing them round my neck, she said-- + +"I have seen him--it is he--the man that came with you to the door, and +blessed us as he went away--is the same I saw in my dream--the same who +took little baby in his arms, and said he would take care of him, and +give him safely to me again." + +More than a quarter of a century has glided away since then; other +children have been given us by the good God--children who have been, from +infancy to maturity, a pride and blessing to us. Sorrows and reverses, +too, have occasionally visited us; yet, on the whole, we have been +greatly blessed; prosperity has long since ended all the cares of the +_res angusta domi_, and expanded our power of doing good to our +fellow-creatures. God has given it; and God, we trust, directs its +dispensation. In our children, and--would you think it?--our +_grand_-children, too, the same beneficent God has given us objects that +elicit and return all the delightful affections, and exchange the sweet +converse that makes home and family dearer than aught else, save that +blessed home where the Christian family shall meet at last. + +The dear companion of my early love and sorrows still lives, blessed be +Heaven! The evening tints of life have fallen upon her; but the dear +remembrance of a first love, that never grew cold, makes her beauty +changeless for me. As for your humble servant, he is considerably her +senior, and looks it: time has stolen away his raven locks, and given +him a _chevelure_ of snow instead. But, as I said before, I and my wife +love, and, I believe, _admire_ one another more than ever; and I have +often seen our elder children smile archly at one another, when they +thought we did not observe them, thinking, no doubt, how like a pair of +lovers we two were. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12647 *** diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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Le Fanu's Ghostly Tales, Volume 4 + +Author: Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu + +Release Date: June 18, 2004 [eBook #12647] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK J. S. LE FANU'S GHOSTLY TALES, +VOLUME 4*** + + +E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Project Gutenberg Beginners Projects, +Mary Meehan, and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + +J. S. LE FANU'S GHOSTLY TALES, VOLUME 4 + +Ghost Stories of Chapelizod (1851) +The Drunkard's Dream (1838) +The Ghost and the Bone-setter (1838) +The Mysterious Lodger (1850) + +by + +Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu + + + + + + +GHOST STORIES OF CHAPELIZOD + + + + +Take my word for it, there is no such thing as an ancient village, +especially if it has seen better days, unillustrated by its legends of +terror. You might as well expect to find a decayed cheese without mites, +or an old house without rats, as an antique and dilapidated town without +an authentic population of goblins. Now, although this class of +inhabitants are in nowise amenable to the police authorities, yet, as +their demeanor directly affects the comforts of her Majesty's subjects, I +cannot but regard it as a grave omission that the public have hitherto +been left without any statistical returns of their numbers, activity, +etc., etc. And I am persuaded that a Commission to inquire into and +report upon the numerical strength, habits, haunts, etc., etc., of +supernatural agents resident in Ireland, would be a great deal more +innocent and entertaining than half the Commissions for which the country +pays, and at least as instructive. This I say, more from a sense of duty, +and to deliver my mind of a grave truth, than with any hope of seeing the +suggestion adopted. But, I am sure, my readers will deplore with me that +the comprehensive powers of belief, and apparently illimitable leisure, +possessed by parliamentary commissions of inquiry, should never have been +applied to the subject I have named, and that the collection of that +species of information should be confided to the gratuitous and desultory +labours of individuals, who, like myself, have other occupations to +attend to. This, however, by the way. + +Among the village outposts of Dublin, Chapelizod once held a +considerable, if not a foremost rank. Without mentioning its connexion +with the history of the great Kilmainham Preceptory of the Knights of St. +John, it will be enough to remind the reader of its ancient and +celebrated Castle, not one vestige of which now remains, and of the fact +that it was for, we believe, some centuries, the summer residence of the +Viceroys of Ireland. The circumstance of its being up, we believe, to the +period at which that corps was disbanded, the headquarters of the Royal +Irish Artillery, gave it also a consequence of an humbler, but not less +substantial kind. With these advantages in its favour, it is not +wonderful that the town exhibited at one time an air of substantial and +semi-aristocratic prosperity unknown to Irish villages in modern times. + +A broad street, with a well-paved footpath, and houses as lofty as were +at that time to be found in the fashionable streets of Dublin; a goodly +stone-fronted barrack; an ancient church, vaulted beneath, and with a +tower clothed from its summit to its base with the richest ivy; an humble +Roman Catholic chapel; a steep bridge spanning the Liffey, and a great +old mill at the near end of it, were the principal features of the town. +These, or at least most of them, remain still, but the greater part in a +very changed and forlorn condition. Some of them indeed are superseded, +though not obliterated by modern erections, such as the bridge, the +chapel, and the church in part; the rest forsaken by the order who +originally raised them, and delivered up to poverty, and in some cases to +absolute decay. + +The village lies in the lap of the rich and wooded valley of the Liffey, +and is overlooked by the high grounds of the beautiful Phoenix Park on +the one side, and by the ridge of the Palmerstown hills on the other. Its +situation, therefore, is eminently picturesque; and factory-fronts and +chimneys notwithstanding, it has, I think, even in its decay, a sort of +melancholy picturesqueness of its own. Be that as it may, I mean to +relate two or three stories of that sort which may be read with very good +effect by a blazing fire on a shrewd winter's night, and are all directly +connected with the altered and somewhat melancholy little town I have +named. The first I shall relate concerns + + + + +The Village Bully + + +About thirty years ago there lived in the town of Chapelizod an +ill-conditioned fellow of herculean strength, well known throughout the +neighbourhood by the title of Bully Larkin. In addition to his remarkable +physical superiority, this fellow had acquired a degree of skill as a +pugilist which alone would have made him formidable. As it was, he was +the autocrat of the village, and carried not the sceptre in vain. +Conscious of his superiority, and perfectly secure of impunity, he lorded +it over his fellows in a spirit of cowardly and brutal insolence, which +made him hated even more profoundly than he was feared. + +Upon more than one occasion he had deliberately forced quarrels upon men +whom he had singled out for the exhibition of his savage prowess; and in +every encounter his over-matched antagonist had received an amount of +"punishment" which edified and appalled the spectators, and in some +instances left ineffaceable scars and lasting injuries after it. + +Bully Larkin's pluck had never been fairly tried. For, owing to his +prodigious superiority in weight, strength, and skill, his victories had +always been certain and easy; and in proportion to the facility with +which he uniformly smashed an antagonist, his pugnacity and insolence +were inflamed. He thus became an odious nuisance in the neighbourhood, +and the terror of every mother who had a son, and of every wife who had a +husband who possessed a spirit to resent insult, or the smallest +confidence in his own pugilistic capabilities. + +Now it happened that there was a young fellow named Ned Moran--better +known by the soubriquet of "Long Ned," from his slender, lathy +proportions--at that time living in the town. He was, in truth, a mere +lad, nineteen years of age, and fully twelve years younger than the +stalwart bully. This, however, as the reader will see, secured for him no +exemption from the dastardly provocations of the ill-conditioned +pugilist. Long Ned, in an evil hour, had thrown eyes of affection upon a +certain buxom damsel, who, notwithstanding Bully Larkin's amorous +rivalry, inclined to reciprocate them. + +I need not say how easily the spark of jealousy, once kindled, is blown +into a flame, and how naturally, in a coarse and ungoverned nature, it +explodes in acts of violence and outrage. + +"The bully" watched his opportunity, and contrived to provoke Ned Moran, +while drinking in a public-house with a party of friends, into an +altercation, in the course of which he failed not to put such insults +upon his rival as manhood could not tolerate. Long Ned, though a simple, +good-natured sort of fellow, was by no means deficient in spirit, and +retorted in a tone of defiance which edified the more timid, and gave his +opponent the opportunity he secretly coveted. + +Bully Larkin challenged the heroic youth, whose pretty face he had +privately consigned to the mangling and bloody discipline he was himself +so capable of administering. The quarrel, which he had himself contrived +to get up, to a certain degree covered the ill blood and malignant +premeditation which inspired his proceedings, and Long Ned, being full of +generous ire and whiskey punch, accepted the gauge of battle on the +instant. The whole party, accompanied by a mob of idle men and boys, and +in short by all who could snatch a moment from the calls of business, +proceeded in slow procession through the old gate into the Phoenix Park, +and mounting the hill overlooking the town, selected near its summit a +level spot on which to decide the quarrel. + +The combatants stripped, and a child might have seen in the contrast +presented by the slight, lank form and limbs of the lad, and the muscular +and massive build of his veteran antagonist, how desperate was the chance +of poor Ned Moran. + +"Seconds" and "bottle-holders"--selected of course for their love of the +game--were appointed, and "the fight" commenced. + +I will not shock my readers with a description of the cool-blooded +butchery that followed. The result of the combat was what anybody might +have predicted. At the eleventh round, poor Ned refused to "give in"; the +brawny pugilist, unhurt, in good wind, and pale with concentrated and as +yet unslaked revenge, had the gratification of seeing his opponent seated +upon his second's knee, unable to hold up his head, his left arm +disabled; his face a bloody, swollen, and shapeless mass; his breast +scarred and bloody, and his whole body panting and quivering with rage +and exhaustion. + +"Give in, Ned, my boy," cried more than one of the bystanders. + +"Never, never," shrieked he, with a voice hoarse and choking. + +Time being "up," his second placed him on his feet again. Blinded with +his own blood, panting and staggering, he presented but a helpless mark +for the blows of his stalwart opponent. It was plain that a touch would +have been sufficient to throw him to the earth. But Larkin had no notion +of letting him off so easily. He closed with him without striking a blow +(the effect of which, prematurely dealt, would have been to bring him at +once to the ground, and so put an end to the combat), and getting his +battered and almost senseless head under his arm, fast in that peculiar +"fix" known to the fancy pleasantly by the name of "chancery," he held +him firmly, while with monotonous and brutal strokes he beat his fist, as +it seemed, almost into his face. A cry of "shame" broke from the crowd, +for it was plain that the beaten man was now insensible, and supported +only by the herculean arm of the bully. The round and the fight ended by +his hurling him upon the ground, falling upon him at the same time with +his knee upon his chest. + +The bully rose, wiping the perspiration from his white face with his +blood-stained hands, but Ned lay stretched and motionless upon the grass. +It was impossible to get him upon his legs for another round. So he was +carried down, just as he was, to the pond which then lay close to the old +Park gate, and his head and body were washed beside it. Contrary to the +belief of all he was not dead. He was carried home, and after some months +to a certain extent recovered. But he never held up his head again, and +before the year was over he had died of consumption. Nobody could doubt +how the disease had been induced, but there was no actual proof to +connect the cause and effect, and the ruffian Larkin escaped the +vengeance of the law. A strange retribution, however, awaited him. + +After the death of Long Ned, he became less quarrelsome than before, but +more sullen and reserved. Some said "he took it to heart," and others, +that his conscience was not at ease about it. Be this as it may, however, +his health did not suffer by reason of his presumed agitations, nor was +his worldly prosperity marred by the blasting curses with which poor +Moran's enraged mother pursued him; on the contrary he had rather risen +in the world, and obtained regular and well-remunerated employment from +the Chief Secretary's gardener, at the other side of the Park. He still +lived in Chapelizod, whither, on the close of his day's work, he used to +return across the Fifteen Acres. + +It was about three years after the catastrophe we have mentioned, and +late in the autumn, when, one night, contrary to his habit, he did not +appear at the house where he lodged, neither had he been seen anywhere, +during the evening, in the village. His hours of return had been so very +regular, that his absence excited considerable surprise, though, of +course, no actual alarm; and, at the usual hour, the house was closed for +the night, and the absent lodger consigned to the mercy of the elements, +and the care of his presiding star. Early in the morning, however, he was +found lying in a state of utter helplessness upon the slope immediately +overlooking the Chapelizod gate. He had been smitten with a paralytic +stroke: his right side was dead; and it was many weeks before he had +recovered his speech sufficiently to make himself at all understood. + +He then made the following relation:--He had been detained, it appeared, +later than usual, and darkness had closed before he commenced his +homeward walk across the Park. It was a moonlit night, but masses of +ragged clouds were slowly drifting across the heavens. He had not +encountered a human figure, and no sounds but the softened rush of the +wind sweeping through bushes and hollows met his ear. These wild and +monotonous sounds, and the utter solitude which surrounded him, did not, +however, excite any of those uneasy sensations which are ascribed to +superstition, although he said he did feel depressed, or, in his own +phraseology, "lonesome." Just as he crossed the brow of the hill which +shelters the town of Chapelizod, the moon shone out for some moments +with unclouded lustre, and his eye, which happened to wander by the +shadowy enclosures which lay at the foot of the slope, was arrested by +the sight of a human figure climbing, with all the haste of one pursued, +over the churchyard wall, and running up the steep ascent directly +towards him. Stories of "resurrectionists" crossed his recollection, as +he observed this suspicious-looking figure. But he began, momentarily, +to be aware with a sort of fearful instinct which he could not explain, +that the running figure was directing his steps, with a sinister +purpose, towards himself. + +The form was that of a man with a loose coat about him, which, as he ran, +he disengaged, and as well as Larkin could see, for the moon was again +wading in clouds, threw from him. The figure thus advanced until within +some two score yards of him, it arrested its speed, and approached with a +loose, swaggering gait. The moon again shone out bright and clear, and, +gracious God! what was the spectacle before him? He saw as distinctly as +if he had been presented there in the flesh, Ned Moran, himself, stripped +naked from the waist upward, as if for pugilistic combat, and drawing +towards him in silence. Larkin would have shouted, prayed, cursed, fled +across the Park, but he was absolutely powerless; the apparition stopped +within a few steps, and leered on him with a ghastly mimicry of the +defiant stare with which pugilists strive to cow one another before +combat. For a time, which he could not so much as conjecture, he was held +in the fascination of that unearthly gaze, and at last the thing, +whatever it was, on a sudden swaggered close up to him with extended +palms. With an impulse of horror, Larkin put out his hand to keep the +figure off, and their palms touched--at least, so he believed--for a +thrill of unspeakable agony, running through his arm, pervaded his entire +frame, and he fell senseless to the earth. + +Though Larkin lived for many years after, his punishment was terrible. He +was incurably maimed; and being unable to work, he was forced, for +existence, to beg alms of those who had once feared and flattered him. He +suffered, too, increasingly, under his own horrible interpretation of the +preternatural encounter which was the beginning of all his miseries. It +was vain to endeavour to shake his faith in the reality of the +apparition, and equally vain, as some compassionately did, to try to +persuade him that the greeting with which his vision closed was intended, +while inflicting a temporary trial, to signify a compensating +reconciliation. + +"No, no," he used to say, "all won't do. I know the meaning of it well +enough; it is a challenge to meet him in the other world--in Hell, where +I am going--that's what it means, and nothing else." + +And so, miserable and refusing comfort, he lived on for some years, and +then died, and was buried in the same narrow churchyard which contains +the remains of his victim. + +I need hardly say, how absolute was the faith of the honest inhabitants, +at the time when I heard the story, in the reality of the preternatural +summons which, through the portals of terror, sickness, and misery, had +summoned Bully Larkin to his long, last home, and that, too, upon the +very ground on which he had signalised the guiltiest triumph of his +violent and vindictive career. + +I recollect another story of the preternatural sort, which made no small +sensation, some five-and-thirty years ago, among the good gossips of the +town; and, with your leave, courteous reader, I shall relate it. + + + + +The Sexton's Adventure + + +Those who remember Chapelizod a quarter of a century ago, or more, may +possibly recollect the parish sexton. Bob Martin was held much in awe by +truant boys who sauntered into the churchyard on Sundays, to read the +tombstones, or play leap frog over them, or climb the ivy in search of +bats or sparrows' nests, or peep into the mysterious aperture under the +eastern window, which opened a dim perspective of descending steps +losing themselves among profounder darkness, where lidless coffins gaped +horribly among tattered velvet, bones, and dust, which time and +mortality had strewn there. Of such horribly curious, and otherwise +enterprising juveniles, Bob was, of course, the special scourge and +terror. But terrible as was the official aspect of the sexton, and +repugnant as his lank form, clothed in rusty, sable vesture, his small, +frosty visage, suspicious grey eyes, and rusty, brown scratch-wig, might +appear to all notions of genial frailty; it was yet true, that Bob +Martin's severe morality sometimes nodded, and that Bacchus did not +always solicit him in vain. + +Bob had a curious mind, a memory well stored with "merry tales," and +tales of terror. His profession familiarized him with graves and goblins, +and his tastes with weddings, wassail, and sly frolics of all sorts. And +as his personal recollections ran back nearly three score years into the +perspective of the village history, his fund of local anecdote was +copious, accurate, and edifying. + +As his ecclesiastical revenues were by no means considerable, he was not +unfrequently obliged, for the indulgence of his tastes, to arts which +were, at the best, undignified. + +He frequently invited himself when his entertainers had forgotten to do +so; he dropped in accidentally upon small drinking parties of his +acquaintance in public houses, and entertained them with stories, queer +or terrible, from his inexhaustible reservoir, never scrupling to accept +an acknowledgment in the shape of hot whiskey-punch, or whatever else +was going. + +There was at that time a certain atrabilious publican, called Philip +Slaney, established in a shop nearly opposite the old turnpike. This man +was not, when left to himself, immoderately given to drinking; but being +naturally of a saturnine complexion, and his spirits constantly requiring +a fillip, he acquired a prodigious liking for Bob Martin's company. The +sexton's society, in fact, gradually became the solace of his existence, +and he seemed to lose his constitutional melancholy in the fascination of +his sly jokes and marvellous stories. + +This intimacy did not redound to the prosperity or reputation of the +convivial allies. Bob Martin drank a good deal more punch than was good +for his health, or consistent with the character of an ecclesiastical +functionary. Philip Slaney, too, was drawn into similar indulgences, for +it was hard to resist the genial seductions of his gifted companion; and +as he was obliged to pay for both, his purse was believed to have +suffered even more than his head and liver. + +Be this as it may, Bob Martin had the credit of having made a drunkard of +"black Phil Slaney"--for by this cognomen was he distinguished; and Phil +Slaney had also the reputation of having made the sexton, if possible, a +"bigger bliggard" than ever. Under these circumstances, the accounts of +the concern opposite the turnpike became somewhat entangled; and it came +to pass one drowsy summer morning, the weather being at once sultry and +cloudy, that Phil Slaney went into a small back parlour, where he kept +his books, and which commanded, through its dirty window-panes, a full +view of a dead wall, and having bolted the door, he took a loaded pistol, +and clapping the muzzle in his mouth, blew the upper part of his skull +through the ceiling. + +This horrid catastrophe shocked Bob Martin extremely; and partly on this +account, and partly because having been, on several late occasions, found +at night in a state of abstraction, bordering on insensibility, upon the +high road, he had been threatened with dismissal; and, as some said, +partly also because of the difficulty of finding anybody to "treat" him +as poor Phil Slaney used to do, he for a time forswore alcohol in all its +combinations, and became an eminent example of temperance and sobriety. + +Bob observed his good resolutions, greatly to the comfort of his wife, +and the edification of the neighbourhood, with tolerable punctuality. He +was seldom tipsy, and never drunk, and was greeted by the better part of +society with all the honours of the prodigal son. + +Now it happened, about a year after the grisly event we have mentioned, +that the curate having received, by the post, due notice of a funeral to +be consummated in the churchyard of Chapelizod, with certain instructions +respecting the site of the grave, despatched a summons for Bob Martin, +with a view to communicate to that functionary these official details. + +It was a lowering autumn night: piles of lurid thunder-clouds, slowly +rising from the earth, had loaded the sky with a solemn and boding canopy +of storm. The growl of the distant thunder was heard afar off upon the +dull, still air, and all nature seemed, as it were, hushed and cowering +under the oppressive influence of the approaching tempest. + +It was past nine o'clock when Bob, putting on his official coat of seedy +black, prepared to attend his professional superior. + +"Bobby, darlin'," said his wife, before she delivered the hat she held in +her hand to his keeping, "sure you won't, Bobby, darlin'--you won't--you +know what." + +"I _don't_ know what," he retorted, smartly, grasping at his hat. + +"You won't be throwing up the little finger, Bobby, acushla?" she said, +evading his grasp. + +"Arrah, why would I, woman? there, give me my hat, will you?" + +"But won't you promise me, Bobby darlin'--won't you, alanna?" + +"Ay, ay, to be sure I will--why not?--there, give me my hat, and +let me go." + +"Ay, but you're not promisin', Bobby, mavourneen; you're not promisin' +all the time." + +"Well, divil carry me if I drink a drop till I come back again," said the +sexton, angrily; "will that do you? And _now_ will you give me my hat?" + +"Here it is, darlin'," she said, "and God send you safe back." + +And with this parting blessing she closed the door upon his retreating +figure, for it was now quite dark, and resumed her knitting till his +return, very much relieved; for she thought he had of late been oftener +tipsy than was consistent with his thorough reformation, and feared the +allurements of the half dozen "publics" which he had at that time to pass +on his way to the other end of the town. + +They were still open, and exhaled a delicious reek of whiskey, as Bob +glided wistfully by them; but he stuck his hands in his pockets and +looked the other way, whistling resolutely, and filling his mind with the +image of the curate and anticipations of his coming fee. Thus he steered +his morality safely through these rocks of offence, and reached the +curate's lodging in safety. + +He had, however, an unexpected sick call to attend, and was not at home, +so that Bob Martin had to sit in the hall and amuse himself with the +devil's tattoo until his return. This, unfortunately, was very long +delayed, and it must have been fully twelve o'clock when Bob Martin set +out upon his homeward way. By this time the storm had gathered to a +pitchy darkness, the bellowing thunder was heard among the rocks and +hollows of the Dublin mountains, and the pale, blue lightning shone upon +the staring fronts of the houses. + +By this time, too, every door was closed; but as Bob trudged homeward, +his eye mechanically sought the public-house which had once belonged to +Phil Slaney. A faint light was making its way through the shutters and +the glass panes over the doorway, which made a sort of dull, foggy halo +about the front of the house. + +As Bob's eyes had become accustomed to the obscurity by this time, the +light in question was quite sufficient to enable him to see a man in a +sort of loose riding-coat seated upon a bench which, at that time, was +fixed under the window of the house. He wore his hat very much over his +eyes, and was smoking a long pipe. The outline of a glass and a quart +bottle were also dimly traceable beside him; and a large horse saddled, +but faintly discernible, was patiently awaiting his master's leisure. + +There was something odd, no doubt, in the appearance of a traveller +refreshing himself at such an hour in the open street; but the sexton +accounted for it easily by supposing that, on the closing of the house +for the night, he had taken what remained of his refection to the place +where he was now discussing it al fresco. + +At another time Bob might have saluted the stranger as he passed with a +friendly "good night"; but, somehow, he was out of humour and in no +genial mood, and was about passing without any courtesy of the sort, +when the stranger, without taking the pipe from his mouth, raised the +bottle, and with it beckoned him familiarly, while, with a sort of lurch +of the head and shoulders, and at the same time shifting his seat to the +end of the bench, he pantomimically invited him to share his seat and +his cheer. There was a divine fragrance of whiskey about the spot, and +Bob half relented; but he remembered his promise just as he began to +waver, and said: + +"No, I thank you, sir, I can't stop to-night." + +The stranger beckoned with vehement welcome, and pointed to the vacant +space on the seat beside him. + +"I thank you for your polite offer," said Bob, "but it's what I'm too +late as it is, and haven't time to spare, so I wish you a good night." + +The traveller jingled the glass against the neck of the bottle, as if to +intimate that he might at least swallow a dram without losing time. Bob +was mentally quite of the same opinion; but, though his mouth watered, he +remembered his promise, and shaking his head with incorruptible +resolution, walked on. + +The stranger, pipe in mouth, rose from his bench, the bottle in one hand, +and the glass in the other, and followed at the sexton's heels, his dusky +horse keeping close in his wake. + +There was something suspicious and unaccountable in this importunity. + +Bob quickened his pace, but the stranger followed close. The sexton began +to feel queer, and turned about. His pursuer was behind, and still +inviting him with impatient gestures to taste his liquor. + +"I told you before," said Bob, who was both angry and frightened, "that I +would not taste it, and that's enough. I don't want to have anything to +say to you or your bottle; and in God's name," he added, more vehemently, +observing that he was approaching still closer, "fall back and don't be +tormenting me this way." + +These words, as it seemed, incensed the stranger, for he shook the bottle +with violent menace at Bob Martin; but, notwithstanding this gesture of +defiance, he suffered the distance between them to increase. Bob, +however, beheld him dogging him still in the distance, for his pipe shed +a wonderful red glow, which duskily illuminated his entire figure like +the lurid atmosphere of a meteor. + +"I wish the devil had his own, my boy," muttered the excited sexton, "and +I know well enough where you'd be." + +The next time he looked over his shoulder, to his dismay he observed the +importunate stranger as close as ever upon his track. + +"Confound you," cried the man of skulls and shovels, almost beside +himself with rage and horror, "what is it you want of me?" + +The stranger appeared more confident, and kept wagging his head and +extending both glass and bottle toward him as he drew near, and Bob +Martin heard the horse snorting as it followed in the dark. + +"Keep it to yourself, whatever it is, for there is neither grace nor +luck about you," cried Bob Martin, freezing with terror; "leave me +alone, will you." + +And he fumbled in vain among the seething confusion of his ideas for a +prayer or an exorcism. He quickened his pace almost to a run; he was now +close to his own door, under the impending bank by the river side. + +"Let me in, let me in, for God's sake; Molly, open the door," he cried, +as he ran to the threshold, and leant his back against the plank. His +pursuer confronted him upon the road; the pipe was no longer in his +mouth, but the dusky red glow still lingered round him. He uttered some +inarticulate cavernous sounds, which were wolfish and indescribable, +while he seemed employed in pouring out a glass from the bottle. + +The sexton kicked with all his force against the door, and cried at the +same time with a despairing voice. + +"In the name of God Almighty, once for all, leave me alone." + +His pursuer furiously flung the contents of the bottle at Bob Martin; +but instead of fluid it issued out in a stream of flame, which expanded +and whirled round them, and for a moment they were both enveloped in a +faint blaze; at the same instant a sudden gust whisked off the +stranger's hat, and the sexton beheld that his skull was roofless. For +an instant he beheld the gaping aperture, black and shattered, and then +he fell senseless into his own doorway, which his affrighted wife had +just unbarred. + +I need hardly give my reader the key to this most intelligible and +authentic narrative. The traveller was acknowledged by all to have been +the spectre of the suicide, called up by the Evil One to tempt the +convivial sexton into a violation of his promise, sealed, as it was, by +an imprecation. Had he succeeded, no doubt the dusky steed, which Bob had +seen saddled in attendance, was destined to have carried back a double +burden to the place from whence he came. + +As an attestation of the reality of this visitation, the old thorn tree +which overhung the doorway was found in the morning to have been blasted +with the infernal fires which had issued from the bottle, just as if a +thunder-bolt had scorched it. + +The moral of the above tale is upon the surface, apparent, and, so to +speak, _self-acting_--a circumstance which happily obviates the +necessity of our discussing it together. Taking our leave, therefore, of +honest Bob Martin, who now sleeps soundly in the same solemn dormitory +where, in his day, he made so many beds for others, I come to a legend +of the Royal Irish Artillery, whose headquarters were for so long a time +in the town of Chapelizod. I don't mean to say that I cannot tell a +great many more stories, equally authentic and marvellous, touching this +old town; but as I may possibly have to perform a like office for other +localities, and as Anthony Poplar is known, like Atropos, to carry a +shears, wherewith to snip across all "yarns" which exceed reasonable +bounds, I consider it, on the whole, safer to despatch the traditions of +Chapelizod with one tale more. + +Let me, however, first give it a name; for an author can no more despatch +a tale without a title, than an apothecary can deliver his physic without +a label. We shall, therefore, call it-- + + + + +The Spectre Lovers + + +There lived some fifteen years since in a small and ruinous house, little +better than a hovel, an old woman who was reported to have considerably +exceeded her eightieth year, and who rejoiced in the name of Alice, or +popularly, Ally Moran. Her society was not much courted, for she was +neither rich, nor, as the reader may suppose, beautiful. In addition to a +lean cur and a cat she had one human companion, her grandson, Peter +Brien, whom, with laudable good nature, she had supported from the period +of his orphanage down to that of my story, which finds him in his +twentieth year. Peter was a good-natured slob of a fellow, much more +addicted to wrestling, dancing, and love-making, than to hard work, and +fonder of whiskey-punch than good advice. His grandmother had a high +opinion of his accomplishments, which indeed was but natural, and also of +his genius, for Peter had of late years begun to apply his mind to +politics; and as it was plain that he had a mortal hatred of honest +labour, his grandmother predicted, like a true fortuneteller, that he was +born to marry an heiress, and Peter himself (who had no mind to forego +his freedom even on such terms) that he was destined to find a pot of +gold. Upon one point both agreed, that being unfitted by the peculiar +bias of his genius for work, he was to acquire the immense fortune to +which his merits entitled him by means of a pure run of good luck. This +solution of Peter's future had the double effect of reconciling both +himself and his grandmother to his idle courses, and also of maintaining +that even flow of hilarious spirits which made him everywhere welcome, +and which was in truth the natural result of his consciousness of +approaching affluence. + +It happened one night that Peter had enjoyed himself to a very late hour +with two or three choice spirits near Palmerstown. They had talked +politics and love, sung songs, and told stories, and, above all, had +swallowed, in the chastened disguise of punch, at least a pint of good +whiskey, every man. + +It was considerably past one o'clock when Peter bid his companions +goodbye, with a sigh and a hiccough, and lighting his pipe set forth on +his solitary homeward way. + +The bridge of Chapelizod was pretty nearly the midway point of his night +march, and from one cause or another his progress was rather slow, and it +was past two o'clock by the time he found himself leaning over its old +battlements, and looking up the river, over whose winding current and +wooded banks the soft moonlight was falling. + +The cold breeze that blew lightly down the stream was grateful to him. It +cooled his throbbing head, and he drank it in at his hot lips. The scene, +too, had, without his being well sensible of it, a secret fascination. +The village was sunk in the profoundest slumber, not a mortal stirring, +not a sound afloat, a soft haze covered it all, and the fairy moonlight +hovered over the entire landscape. + +In a state between rumination and rapture, Peter continued to lean over +the battlements of the old bridge, and as he did so he saw, or fancied he +saw, emerging one after another along the river bank in the little +gardens and enclosures in the rear of the street of Chapelizod, the +queerest little white-washed huts and cabins he had ever seen there +before. They had not been there that evening when he passed the bridge on +the way to his merry tryst. But the most remarkable thing about it was +the odd way in which these quaint little cabins showed themselves. First +he saw one or two of them just with the corner of his eye, and when he +looked full at them, strange to say, they faded away and disappeared. +Then another and another came in view, but all in the same coy way, just +appearing and gone again before he could well fix his gaze upon them; in +a little while, however, they began to bear a fuller gaze, and he found, +as it seemed to himself, that he was able by an effort of attention to +fix the vision for a longer and a longer time, and when they waxed faint +and nearly vanished, he had the power of recalling them into light and +substance, until at last their vacillating indistinctness became less and +less, and they assumed a permanent place in the moonlit landscape. + +"Be the hokey," said Peter, lost in amazement, and dropping his pipe into +the river unconsciously, "them is the quarist bits iv mud cabins I ever +seen, growing up like musharoons in the dew of an evening, and poppin' up +here and down again there, and up again in another place, like so many +white rabbits in a warren; and there they stand at last as firm and fast +as if they were there from the Deluge; bedad it's enough to make a man +a'most believe in the fairies." + +This latter was a large concession from Peter, who was a bit of a +free-thinker, and spoke contemptuously in his ordinary conversation of +that class of agencies. + +Having treated himself to a long last stare at these mysterious fabrics, +Peter prepared to pursue his homeward way; having crossed the bridge and +passed the mill, he arrived at the corner of the main-street of the +little town, and casting a careless look up the Dublin road, his eye was +arrested by a most unexpected spectacle. + +This was no other than a column of foot soldiers, marching with perfect +regularity towards the village, and headed by an officer on horseback. +They were at the far side of the turnpike, which was closed; but much to +his perplexity he perceived that they marched on through it without +appearing to sustain the least check from that barrier. + +On they came at a slow march; and what was most singular in the matter +was, that they were drawing several cannons along with them; some held +ropes, others spoked the wheels, and others again marched in front of the +guns and behind them, with muskets shouldered, giving a stately character +of parade and regularity to this, as it seemed to Peter, most unmilitary +procedure. + +It was owing either to some temporary defect in Peter's vision, or to +some illusion attendant upon mist and moonlight, or perhaps to some other +cause, that the whole procession had a certain waving and vapoury +character which perplexed and tasked his eyes not a little. It was like +the pictured pageant of a phantasmagoria reflected upon smoke. It was as +if every breath disturbed it; sometimes it was blurred, sometimes +obliterated; now here, now there. Sometimes, while the upper part was +quite distinct, the legs of the column would nearly fade away or vanish +outright, and then again they would come out into clear relief, marching +on with measured tread, while the cocked hats and shoulders grew, as it +were, transparent, and all but disappeared. + +Notwithstanding these strange optical fluctuations, however, the column +continued steadily to advance. Peter crossed the street from the corner +near the old bridge, running on tip-toe, and with his body stooped to +avoid observation, and took up a position upon the raised footpath in the +shadow of the houses, where, as the soldiers kept the middle of the road, +he calculated that he might, himself undetected, see them distinctly +enough as they passed. + +"What the div--, what on airth," he muttered, checking the irreligious +ejaculation with which he was about to start, for certain queer +misgivings were hovering about his heart, notwithstanding the factitious +courage of the whiskey bottle. "What on airth is the manin' of all this? +is it the French that's landed at last to give us a hand and help us in +airnest to this blessed repale? If it is not them, I simply ask who the +div--, I mane who on airth are they, for such sogers as them I never +seen before in my born days?" + +By this time the foremost of them were quite near, and truth to say they +were the queerest soldiers he had ever seen in the course of his life. +They wore long gaiters and leather breeches, three-cornered hats, bound +with silver lace, long blue coats, with scarlet facings and linings, +which latter were shewn by a fastening which held together the two +opposite corners of the skirt behind; and in front the breasts were in +like manner connected at a single point, where and below which they +sloped back, disclosing a long-flapped waistcoat of snowy whiteness; they +had very large, long cross-belts, and wore enormous pouches of white +leather hung extraordinarily low, and on each of which a little silver +star was glittering. But what struck him as most grotesque and outlandish +in their costume was their extraordinary display of shirt-frill in front, +and of ruffle about their wrists, and the strange manner in which their +hair was frizzled out and powdered under their hats, and clubbed up into +great rolls behind. But one of the party was mounted. He rode a tall +white horse, with high action and arching neck; he had a snow-white +feather in his three-cornered hat, and his coat was shimmering all over +with a profusion of silver lace. From these circumstances Peter concluded +that he must be the commander of the detachment, and examined him as he +passed attentively. He was a slight, tall man, whose legs did not half +fill his leather breeches, and he appeared to be at the wrong side of +sixty. He had a shrunken, weather-beaten, mulberry-coloured face, carried +a large black patch over one eye, and turned neither to the right nor to +the left, but rode on at the head of his men, with a grim, military +inflexibility. + +The countenances of these soldiers, officers as well as men, seemed all +full of trouble, and, so to speak, scared and wild. He watched in vain +for a single contented or comely face. They had, one and all, a +melancholy and hang-dog look; and as they passed by, Peter fancied that +the air grew cold and thrilling. + +He had seated himself upon a stone bench, from which, staring with all +his might, he gazed upon the grotesque and noiseless procession as it +filed by him. Noiseless it was; he could neither hear the jingle of +accoutrements, the tread of feet, nor the rumble of the wheels; and when +the old colonel turned his horse a little, and made as though he were +giving the word of command, and a trumpeter, with a swollen blue nose and +white feather fringe round his hat, who was walking beside him, turned +about and put his bugle to his lips, still Peter heard nothing, although +it was plain the sound had reached the soldiers, for they instantly +changed their front to three abreast. + +"Botheration!" muttered Peter, "is it deaf I'm growing?" + +But that could not be, for he heard the sighing of the breeze and the +rush of the neighbouring Liffey plain enough. + +"Well," said he, in the same cautious key, "by the piper, this bangs +Banagher fairly! It's either the Frinch army that's in it, come to take +the town iv Chapelizod by surprise, an' makin' no noise for feard iv +wakenin' the inhabitants; or else it's--it's--what it's--somethin' else. +But, tundher-an-ouns, what's gone wid Fitzpatrick's shop across the way?" + +The brown, dingy stone building at the opposite side of the street looked +newer and cleaner than he had been used to see it; the front door of it +stood open, and a sentry, in the same grotesque uniform, with shouldered +musket, was pacing noiselessly to and fro before it. At the angle of this +building, in like manner, a wide gate (of which Peter had no recollection +whatever) stood open, before which, also, a similar sentry was gliding, +and into this gateway the whole column gradually passed, and Peter +finally lost sight of it. + +"I'm not asleep; I'm not dhramin'," said he, rubbing his eyes, and +stamping slightly on the pavement, to assure himself that he was wide +awake. "It is a quare business, whatever it is; an' it's not alone that, +but everything about town looks strange to me. There's Tresham's house +new painted, bedad, an' them flowers in the windies! An' Delany's house, +too, that had not a whole pane of glass in it this morning, and scarce a +slate on the roof of it! It is not possible it's what it's dhrunk I am. +Sure there's the big tree, and not a leaf of it changed since I passed, +and the stars overhead, all right. I don't think it is in my eyes it is." + +And so looking about him, and every moment finding or fancying new food +for wonder, he walked along the pavement, intending, without further +delay, to make his way home. + +But his adventures for the night were not concluded. He had nearly +reached the angle of the short land that leads up to the church, when for +the first time he perceived that an officer, in the uniform he had just +seen, was walking before, only a few yards in advance of him. + +The officer was walking along at an easy, swinging gait, and carried +his sword under his arm, and was looking down on the pavement with an +air of reverie. + +In the very fact that he seemed unconscious of Peter's presence, and +disposed to keep his reflections to himself, there was something +reassuring. Besides, the reader must please to remember that our hero had +a quantum sufficit of good punch before his adventure commenced, and was +thus fortified against those qualms and terrors under which, in a more +reasonable state of mind, he might not impossibly have sunk. + +The idea of the French invasion revived in full power in Peter's fuddled +imagination, as he pursued the nonchalant swagger of the officer. + +"Be the powers iv Moll Kelly, I'll ax him what it is," said Peter, with a +sudden accession of rashness. "He may tell me or not, as he plases, but +he can't be offinded, anyhow." + +With this reflection having inspired himself, Peter cleared his voice +and began-- + +"Captain!" said he, "I ax your pardon, captain, an' maybe you'd be so +condescindin' to my ignorance as to tell me, if it's plasin' to yer +honour, whether your honour is not a Frinchman, if it's plasin' to you." + +This he asked, not thinking that, had it been as he suspected, not one +word of his question in all probability would have been intelligible to +the person he addressed. He was, however, understood, for the officer +answered him in English, at the same time slackening his pace and moving +a little to the side of the pathway, as if to invite his interrogator to +take his place beside him. + +"No; I am an Irishman," he answered. + +"I humbly thank your honour," said Peter, drawing nearer--for the +affability and the nativity of the officer encouraged him--"but maybe +your honour is in the _sarvice_ of the King of France?" + +"I serve the same King as you do," he answered, with a sorrowful +significance which Peter did not comprehend at the time; and, +interrogating in turn, he asked, "But what calls you forth at this hour +of the day?" + +"The _day,_ your honour!--the night, you mane." + +"It was always our way to turn night into day, and we keep to it still," +remarked the soldier. "But, no matter, come up here to my house; I have a +job for you, if you wish to earn some money easily. I live here." + +As he said this, he beckoned authoritatively to Peter, who followed +almost mechanically at his heels, and they turned up a little lane near +the old Roman Catholic chapel, at the end of which stood, in Peter's +time, the ruins of a tall, stone-built house. + +Like everything else in the town, it had suffered a metamorphosis. The +stained and ragged walls were now erect, perfect, and covered with +pebble-dash; window-panes glittered coldly in every window; the green +hall-door had a bright brass knocker on it. Peter did not know whether to +believe his previous or his present impressions; seeing is believing, and +Peter could not dispute the reality of the scene. All the records of his +memory seemed but the images of a tipsy dream. In a trance of +astonishment and perplexity, therefore, he submitted himself to the +chances of his adventure. + +The door opened, the officer beckoned with a melancholy air of authority +to Peter, and entered. Our hero followed him into a sort of hall, which +was very dark, but he was guided by the steps of the soldier, and, in +silence, they ascended the stairs. The moonlight, which shone in at the +lobbies, showed an old, dark wainscoting, and a heavy, oak banister. They +passed by closed doors at different landing-places, but all was dark and +silent as, indeed, became that late hour of the night. + +Now they ascended to the topmost floor. The captain paused for a minute +at the nearest door, and, with a heavy groan, pushing it open, entered +the room. Peter remained at the threshold. A slight female form in a +sort of loose, white robe, and with a great deal of dark hair hanging +loosely about her, was standing in the middle of the floor, with her +back towards them. + +The soldier stopped short before he reached her, and said, in a voice of +great anguish, "Still the same, sweet bird--sweet bird! still the same." +Whereupon, she turned suddenly, and threw her arms about the neck of the +officer, with a gesture of fondness and despair, and her frame was +agitated as if by a burst of sobs. He held her close to his breast in +silence; and honest Peter felt a strange terror creep over him, as he +witnessed these mysterious sorrows and endearments. + +"To-night, to-night--and then ten years more--ten long years--another +ten years." + +The officer and the lady seemed to speak these words together; her voice +mingled with his in a musical and fearful wail, like a distant summer +wind, in the dead hour of night, wandering through ruins. Then he heard +the officer say, alone, in a voice of anguish-- + +"Upon me be it all, for ever, sweet birdie, upon me." + +And again they seemed to mourn together in the same soft and desolate +wail, like sounds of grief heard from a great distance. + +Peter was thrilled with horror, but he was also under a strange +fascination; and an intense and dreadful curiosity held him fast. + +The moon was shining obliquely into the room, and through the window +Peter saw the familiar slopes of the Park, sleeping mistily under its +shimmer. He could also see the furniture of the room with tolerable +distinctness--the old balloon-backed chairs, a four-post bed in a sort of +recess, and a rack against the wall, from which hung some military +clothes and accoutrements; and the sight of all these homely objects +reassured him somewhat, and he could not help feeling unspeakably curious +to see the face of the girl whose long hair was streaming over the +officer's epaulet. + +Peter, accordingly, coughed, at first slightly, and afterward more +loudly, to recall her from her reverie of grief; and, apparently, he +succeeded; for she turned round, as did her companion, and both, standing +hand in hand, gazed upon him fixedly. He thought he had never seen such +large, strange eyes in all his life; and their gaze seemed to chill the +very air around him, and arrest the pulses of his heart. An eternity of +misery and remorse was in the shadowy faces that looked upon him. + +If Peter had taken less whisky by a single thimbleful, it is probable +that he would have lost heart altogether before these figures, which +seemed every moment to assume a more marked and fearful, though hardly +definable, contrast to ordinary human shapes. + +"What is it you want with me?" he stammered. + +"To bring my lost treasure to the churchyard," replied the lady, in a +silvery voice of more than mortal desolation. + +The word "treasure" revived the resolution of Peter, although a cold +sweat was covering him, and his hair was bristling with horror; he +believed, however, that he was on the brink of fortune, if he could but +command nerve to brave the interview to its close. + +"And where," he gasped, "is it hid--where will I find it?" + +They both pointed to the sill of the window, through which the moon was +shining at the far end of the room, and the soldier said-- + +"Under that stone." + +Peter drew a long breath, and wiped the cold dew from his face, +preparatory to passing to the window, where he expected to secure the +reward of his protracted terrors. But looking steadfastly at the window, +he saw the faint image of a new-born child sitting upon the sill in the +moonlight, with its little arms stretched toward him, and a smile so +heavenly as he never beheld before. + +At sight of this, strange to say, his heart entirely failed him, he +looked on the figures that stood near, and beheld them gazing on the +infantine form with a smile so guilty and distorted, that he felt as if +he were entering alive among the scenery of hell, and shuddering, he +cried in an irrepressible agony of horror-- + +"I'll have nothing to say with you, and nothing to do with you; I don't +know what yez are or what yez want iv me, but let me go this minute, +every one of yez, in the name of God." + +With these words there came a strange rumbling and sighing about +Peter's ears; he lost sight of everything, and felt that peculiar and +not unpleasant sensation of falling softly, that sometimes supervenes +in sleep, ending in a dull shock. After that he had neither dream nor +consciousness till he wakened, chill and stiff, stretched between two +piles of old rubbish, among the black and roofless walls of the +ruined house. + +We need hardly mention that the village had put on its wonted air of +neglect and decay, or that Peter looked around him in vain for traces of +those novelties which had so puzzled and distracted him upon the +previous night. + +"Ay, ay," said his grandmother, removing her pipe, as he ended his +description of the view from the bridge, "sure enough I remember myself, +when I was a slip of a girl, these little white cabins among the gardens +by the river side. The artillery sogers that was married, or had not room +in the barracks, used to be in them, but they're all gone long ago. + +"The Lord be merciful to us!" she resumed, when he had described the +military procession, "It's often I seen the regiment marchin' into the +town, jist as you saw it last night, acushla. Oh, voch, but it makes my +heart sore to think iv them days; they were pleasant times, sure enough; +but is not it terrible, avick, to think it's what it was the ghost of the +rigiment you seen? The Lord betune us an' harm, for it was nothing else, +as sure as I'm sittin' here." + +When he mentioned the peculiar physiognomy and figure of the old officer +who rode at the head of the regiment-- + +"That," said the old crone, dogmatically, "was ould Colonel Grimshaw, the +Lord presarve us! he's buried in the churchyard iv Chapelizod, and well I +remember him, when I was a young thing, an' a cross ould floggin' fellow +he was wid the men, an' a devil's boy among the girls--rest his soul!" + +"Amen!" said Peter; "it's often I read his tombstone myself; but he's a +long time dead." + +"Sure, I tell you he died when I was no more nor a slip iv a girl--the +Lord betune us and harm!" + +"I'm afeard it is what I'm not long for this world myself, afther seeing +such a sight as that," said Peter, fearfully. + +"Nonsinse, avourneen," retorted his grandmother, indignantly, though she +had herself misgivings on the subject; "sure there was Phil Doolan, the +ferryman, that seen black Ann Scanlan in his own boat, and what harm ever +kem of it?" + +Peter proceeded with his narrative, but when he came to the description +of the house, in which his adventure had had so sinister a conclusion, +the old woman was at fault. + +"I know the house and the ould walls well, an' I can remember the time +there was a roof on it, and the doors an' windows in it, but it had a bad +name about being haunted, but by who, or for what, I forget intirely." + +"Did you ever hear was there goold or silver there?" he inquired. + +"No, no, avick, don't be thinking about the likes; take a fool's advice, +and never go next to near them ugly black walls again the longest day you +have to live; an' I'd take my davy, it's what it's the same word the +priest himself id be afther sayin' to you if you wor to ax his raverence +consarnin' it, for it's plain to be seen it was nothing good you seen +there, and there's neither luck nor grace about it." + +Peter's adventure made no little noise in the neighbourhood, as the +reader may well suppose; and a few evenings after it, being on an errand +to old Major Vandeleur, who lived in a snug old-fashioned house, close by +the river, under a perfect bower of ancient trees, he was called on to +relate the story in the parlour. + +The Major was, as I have said, an old man; he was small, lean, and +upright, with a mahogany complexion, and a wooden inflexibility of face; +he was a man, besides, of few words, and if _he_ was old, it follows +plainly that his mother was older still. Nobody could guess or tell _how_ +old, but it was admitted that her own generation had long passed away, +and that she had not a competitor left. She had French blood in her +veins, and although she did not retain her charms quite so well as Ninon +de l'Enclos, she was in full possession of all her mental activity, and +talked quite enough for herself and the Major. + +"So, Peter," she said, "you have seen the dear, old Royal Irish again in +the streets of Chapelizod. Make him a tumbler of punch, Frank; and Peter, +sit down, and while you take it let us have the story." + +Peter accordingly, seated, near the door, with a tumbler of the nectarian +stimulant steaming beside him, proceeded with marvellous courage, +considering they had no light but the uncertain glare of the fire, to +relate with minute particularity his awful adventure. The old lady +listened at first with a smile of good-natured incredulity; her +cross-examination touching the drinking-bout at Palmerstown had been +teazing, but as the narrative proceeded she became attentive, and at +length absorbed, and once or twice she uttered ejaculations of pity or +awe. When it was over, the old lady looked with a somewhat sad and stern +abstraction on the table, patting her cat assiduously meanwhile, and then +suddenly looking upon her son, the Major, she said-- + +"Frank, as sure as I live he has seen the wicked Captain Devereux." + +The Major uttered an inarticulate expression of wonder. + +"The house was precisely that he has described. I have told you the story +often, as I heard it from your dear grandmother, about the poor young +lady he ruined, and the dreadful suspicion about the little baby. _She_, +poor thing, died in that house heart-broken, and you know he was shot +shortly after in a duel." + +This was the only light that Peter ever received respecting his +adventure. It was supposed, however, that he still clung to the hope that +treasure of some sort was hidden about the old house, for he was often +seen lurking about its walls, and at last his fate overtook him, poor +fellow, in the pursuit; for climbing near the summit one day, his holding +gave way, and he fell upon the hard uneven ground, fracturing a leg and a +rib, and after a short interval died, and he, like the other heroes of +these true tales, lies buried in the little churchyard of Chapelizod. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE DRUNKARD'S DREAM + + +_Being a Fourth Extract from the Legacy of the Late F. Purcell, P. P. of +Drumcoolagh_ + +"All this _he_ told with some confusion and +Dismay, the usual consequence of dreams +Of the unpleasant kind, with none at hand +To expound their vain and visionary gleams. +I've known some odd ones which seemed really planned +Prophetically, as that which one deems +'A strange coincidence,' to use a phrase +By which such things are settled now-a-days." + +BYRON. + + +Dreams--What age, or what country of the world has not felt and +acknowledged the mystery of their origin and end? I have thought not a +little upon the subject, seeing it is one which has been often forced +upon my attention, and sometimes strangely enough; and yet I have never +arrived at any thing which at all appeared a satisfactory conclusion. It +does appear that a mental phenomenon so extraordinary cannot be wholly +without its use. We know, indeed, that in the olden times it has been +made the organ of communication between the Deity and his creatures; and +when, as I have seen, a dream produces upon a mind, to all appearance +hopelessly reprobate and depraved, an effect so powerful and so lasting +as to break down the inveterate habits, and to reform the life of an +abandoned sinner. We see in the result, in the reformation of morals, +which appeared incorrigible in the reclamation of a human soul which +seemed to be irretrievably lost, something more than could be produced by +a mere chimaera of the slumbering fancy, something more than could arise +from the capricious images of a terrified imagination; but once +prevented, we behold in all these things, in the tremendous and +mysterious results, the operation of the hand of God. And while Reason +rejects as absurd the superstition which will read a prophecy in every +dream, she may, without violence to herself, recognize, even in the +wildest and most incongruous of the wanderings of a slumbering intellect, +the evidences and the fragments of a language which may be spoken, which +_has_ been spoken to terrify, to warn, and to command. We have reason to +believe too, by the promptness of action, which in the age of the +prophets, followed all intimations of this kind, and by the strength of +conviction and strange permanence of the effects resulting from certain +dreams in latter times, which effects ourselves may have witnessed, that +when this medium of communication has been employed by the Deity, the +evidences of his presence have been unequivocal. My thoughts were +directed to this subject, in a manner to leave a lasting impression upon +my mind, by the events which I shall now relate, the statement of which, +however extraordinary, is nevertheless _accurately correct_. + +About the year l7-- having been appointed to the living of C----h, I +rented a small house in the town, which bears the same name: one morning, +in the month of November, I was awakened before my usual time, by my +servant, who bustled into my bedroom for the purpose of announcing a sick +call. As the Catholic Church holds her last rites to be totally +indispensable to the safety of the departing sinner, no conscientious +clergyman can afford a moment's unnecessary delay, and in little more +than five minutes I stood ready cloaked and booted for the road in the +small front parlour, in which the messenger, who was to act as my guide, +awaited my coming. I found a poor little girl crying piteously near the +door, and after some slight difficulty I ascertained that her father was +either dead, or just dying. + +"And what may be your father's name, my poor child?" said I. She held +down her head, as if ashamed. I repeated the question, and the wretched +little creature burst into floods of tears, still more bitter than she +had shed before. At length, almost provoked by conduct which appeared to +me so unreasonable, I began to lose patience, spite of the pity which I +could not help feeling towards her, and I said rather harshly, "If you +will not tell me the name of the person to whom you would lead me, your +silence can arise from no good motive, and I might be justified in +refusing to go with you at all." + +"Oh! don't say that, don't say that," cried she. "Oh! sir, it was that I +was afeard of when I would not tell you--I was afeard when you heard his +name you would not come with me; but it is no use hidin' it now--it's Pat +Connell, the carpenter, your honour." + +She looked in my face with the most earnest anxiety, as if her very +existence depended upon what she should read there; but I relieved her at +once. The name, indeed, was most unpleasantly familiar to me; but, +however fruitless my visits and advice might have been at another time, +the present was too fearful an occasion to suffer my doubts of their +utility as my reluctance to re-attempting what appeared a hopeless task +to weigh even against the lightest chance, that a consciousness of his +imminent danger might produce in him a more docile and tractable +disposition. Accordingly I told the child to lead the way, and followed +her in silence. She hurried rapidly through the long narrow street which +forms the great thoroughfare of the town. The darkness of the hour, +rendered still deeper by the close approach of the old fashioned houses, +which lowered in tall obscurity on either side of the way; the damp +dreary chill which renders the advance of morning peculiarly cheerless, +combined with the object of my walk, to visit the death-bed of a +presumptuous sinner, to endeavour, almost against my own conviction, to +infuse a hope into the heart of a dying reprobate--a drunkard, but too +probably perishing under the consequences of some mad fit of +intoxication; all these circumstances united served to enhance the gloom +and solemnity of my feelings, as I silently followed my little guide, who +with quick steps traversed the uneven pavement of the main street. After +a walk of about five minutes she turned off into a narrow lane, of that +obscure and comfortless class which are to be found in almost all small +old fashioned towns, chill without ventilation, reeking with all manner +of offensive effluviae, dingy, smoky, sickly and pent-up buildings, +frequently not only in a wretched but in a dangerous condition. + +"Your father has changed his abode since I last visited him, and, I am +afraid, much for the worse," said I. + +"Indeed he has, sir, but we must not complain," replied she; "we have to +thank God that we have lodging and food, though it's poor enough, it is, +your honour." + +Poor child! thought I, how many an older head might learn wisdom from +thee--how many a luxurious philosopher, who is skilled to preach but not +to suffer, might not thy patient words put to the blush! The manner and +language of this child were alike above her years and station; and, +indeed, in all cases in which the cares and sorrows of life have +anticipated their usual date, and have fallen, as they sometimes do, with +melancholy prematurity to the lot of childhood, I have observed the +result to have proved uniformly the same. A young mind, to which joy and +indulgence have been strangers, and to which suffering and self-denial +have been familiarised from the first, acquires a solidity and an +elevation which no other discipline could have bestowed, and which, in +the present case, communicated a striking but mournful peculiarity to the +manners, even to the voice of the child. We paused before a narrow, crazy +door, which she opened by means of a latch, and we forthwith began to +ascend the steep and broken stairs, which led upwards to the sick man's +room. As we mounted flight after flight towards the garret floor, I heard +more and more distinctly the hurried talking of many voices. I could also +distinguish the low sobbing of a female. On arriving upon the uppermost +lobby, these sounds became fully audible. + +"This way, your honor," said my little conductress, at the same time +pushing open a door of patched and half rotten plank, she admitted me +into the squalid chamber of death and misery. But one candle, held in the +fingers of a scared and haggard-looking child, was burning in the room, +and that so dim that all was twilight or darkness except within its +immediate influence. The general obscurity, however, served to throw into +prominent and startling relief the death-bed and its occupant. The light +was nearly approximated to, and fell with horrible clearness upon, the +blue and swollen features of the drunkard. I did not think it possible +that a human countenance could look so terrific. The lips were black and +drawn apart--the teeth were firmly set--the eyes a little unclosed, and +nothing but the whites appearing--every feature was fixed and livid, and +the whole face wore a ghastly and rigid expression of despairing terror +such as I never saw equalled; his hands were crossed upon his breast, and +firmly clenched, while, as if to add to the corpse-like effect of the +whole, some white cloths, dipped in water, were wound about the forehead +and temples. As soon as I could remove my eyes from this horrible +spectacle, I observed my friend Dr. D----, one of the most humane of a +humane profession, standing by the bedside. He had been attempting, but +unsuccessfully, to bleed the patient, and had now applied his finger to +the pulse. + +"Is there any hope?" I inquired in a whisper. + +A shake of the head was the reply. There was a pause while he continued +to hold the wrist; but he waited in vain for the throb of life, it was +not there, and when he let go the hand it fell stiffly back into its +former position upon the other. + +"The man is dead," said the physician, as he turned from the bed where +the terrible figure lay. + +Dead! thought I, scarcely venturing to look upon the tremendous and +revolting spectacle--dead! without an hour for repentance, even a +moment for reflection--dead! without the rites which even the best +should have. Is there a hope for him? The glaring eyeball, the grinning +mouth, the distorted brow--that unutterable look in which a painter +would have sought to embody the fixed despair of the nethermost +hell--these were my answer. + +The poor wife sat at a little distance, crying as if her heart would +break--the younger children clustered round the bed, looking, with +wondering curiosity, upon the form of death, never seen before. When the +first tumult of uncontrollable sorrow had passed away, availing myself of +the solemnity and impressiveness of the scene, I desired the +heart-stricken family to accompany me in prayer, and all knelt down, +while I solemnly and fervently repeated some of those prayers which +appeared most applicable to the occasion. I employed myself thus in a +manner which, I trusted, was not unprofitable, at least to the living, +for about ten minutes, and having accomplished my task, I was the first +to arise. I looked upon the poor, sobbing, helpless creatures who knelt +so humbly around me, and my heart bled for them. With a natural +transition, I turned my eyes from them to the bed in which the body lay, +and, great God! what was the revulsion, the horror which I experienced on +seeing the corpse-like, terrific thing seated half upright before me--the +white cloths, which had been wound about the head, had now partly slipped +from their position, and were hanging in grotesque festoons about the +face and shoulders, while the distorted eyes leered from amid them-- + +"A sight to dream of, not to tell." + +I stood actually rivetted to the spot. The figure nodded its head and +lifted its arm, I thought with a menacing gesture. A thousand confused +and horrible thoughts at once rushed upon my mind. I had often read that +the body of a presumptuous sinner, who, during life, had been the willing +creature of every satanic impulse, after the human tenant had deserted +it, had been known to become the horrible sport of demoniac possession. I +was roused from the stupefaction of terror in which I stood, by the +piercing scream of the mother, who now, for the first time, perceived the +change which had taken place. She rushed towards the bed, but, stunned by +the shock and overcome by the conflict of violent emotions, before she +reached it, she fell prostrate upon the floor. I am perfectly convinced +that had I not been startled from the torpidity of horror in which I was +bound, by some powerful and arousing stimulant, I should have gazed upon +this unearthly apparition until I had fairly lost my senses. As it was, +however, the spell was broken, superstition gave way to reason: the man +whom all believed to have been actually dead, was living! Dr. D---- was +instantly standing by the bedside, and, upon examination, he found that a +sudden and copious flow of blood had taken place from the wound which the +lancet had left, and this, no doubt, had effected his sudden and almost +preternatural restoration to an existence from which all thought he had +been for ever removed. The man was still speechless, but he seemed to +understand the physician when he forbid his repeating the painful and +fruitless attempts which he made to articulate, and he at once resigned +himself quietly into his hands. + +I left the patient with leeches upon his temples, and bleeding +freely--apparently with little of the drowsiness which accompanies +apoplexy; indeed, Dr. D---- told me that he had never before witnessed a +seizure which seemed to combine the symptoms of so many kinds, and yet +which belonged to none of the recognized classes; it certainly was not +apoplexy, catalepsy, _nor delirium tremens_, and yet it seemed, in some +degree, to partake of the properties of all--it was strange, but stranger +things are coming. + +During two or three days Dr. D---- would not allow his patient to +converse in a manner which could excite or exhaust him, with any one; he +suffered him merely, as briefly as possible, to express his immediate +wants, and it was not until the fourth day after my early visit, the +particulars of which I have just detailed, that it was thought expedient +that I should see him, and then only because it appeared that his extreme +importunity and impatience were likely to retard his recovery more than +the mere exhaustion attendant upon a short conversation could possibly +do; perhaps, too, my friend entertained some hope that if by holy +confession his patient's bosom were eased of the perilous stuff, which no +doubt, oppressed it, his recovery would be more assured and rapid. It +was, then, as I have said, upon the fourth day after my first +professional call, that I found myself once more in the dreary chamber of +want and sickness. The man was in bed, and appeared low and restless. On +my entering the room he raised himself in the bed, and muttered twice or +thrice--"Thank God! thank God." I signed to those of his family who stood +by, to leave the room, and took a chair beside the bed. So soon as we +were alone, he said, rather doggedly--"There's no use now in telling me +of the sinfulness of bad ways--I know it all--I know where they lead +to--I seen everything about it with my own eyesight, as plain as I see +you." He rolled himself in the bed, as if to hide his face in the +clothes, and then suddenly raising himself, he exclaimed with startling +vehemence--"Look, sir, there is no use in mincing the matter; I'm blasted +with the fires of hell; I have been in hell; what do you think of +that?--in hell--I'm lost for ever--I have not a chance--I am damned +already--damned--damned--." The end of this sentence he actually +shouted; his vehemence was perfectly terrific; he threw himself back, and +laughed, and sobbed hysterically. I poured some water into a tea-cup, and +gave it to him. After he had swallowed it, I told him if he had anything +to communicate, to do so as briefly as he could, and in a manner as +little agitating to himself as possible; threatening at the same time, +though I had no intention of doing so, to leave him at once, in case he +again gave way to such passionate excitement. "It's only foolishness," he +continued, "for me to try to thank you for coming to such a villain as +myself at all; it's no use for me to wish good to you, or to bless you; +for such as me has no blessings to give." I told him that I had but done +my duty, and urged him to proceed to the matter which weighed upon his +mind; he then spoke nearly as follows:--"I came in drunk on Friday night +last, and got to my bed here, I don't remember how; sometime in the +night, it seemed to me, I wakened, and feeling unasy in myself, I got up +out of the bed. I wanted the fresh air, but I would not make a noise to +open the window, for fear I'd waken the crathurs. It was very dark, and +throublesome to find the door; but at last I did get it, and I groped my +way out, and went down as asy as I could. I felt quite sober, and I +counted the steps one after another, as I was going down, that I might +not stumble at the bottom. When I came to the first landing-place, God be +about us always! the floor of it sunk under me, and I went down, down, +down, till the senses almost left me. I do not know how long I was +falling, but it seemed to me a great while. When I came rightly to myself +at last, I was sitting at a great table, near the top of it; and I could +not see the end of it, if it had any, it was so far off; and there was +men beyond reckoning, sitting down, all along by it, at each side, as far +as I could see at all. I did not know at first was it in the open air; +but there was a close smothering feel in it, that was not natural, and +there was a kind of light that my eyesight never saw before, red and +unsteady, and I did not see for a long time where it was coming from, +until I looked straight up, and then I seen that it came from great balls +of blood-coloured fire, that were rolling high over head with a sort of +rushing, trembling sound, and I perceived that they shone on the ribs of +a great roof of rock that was arched overhead instead of the sky. When I +seen this, scarce knowing what I did, I got up, and I said, 'I have no +right to be here; I must go,' and the man that was sitting at my left +hand, only smiled, and said, 'sit down again, you can _never_ leave this +place,' and his voice was weaker than any child's voice I ever heerd, and +when he was done speaking he smiled again. Then I spoke out very loud and +bold, and I said--'in the name of God, let me out of this bad place.' And +there was a great man, that I did not see before, sitting at the end of +the table that I was near, and he was taller than twelve men, and his +face was very proud and terrible to look at, and he stood up and +stretched out his hand before him, and when he stood up, all that was +there, great and small, bowed down with a sighing sound, and a dread came +on my heart, and he looked at me, and I could not speak. I felt I was his +own, to do what he liked with, for I knew at once who he was, and he +said, 'if you promise to return, you may depart for a season'; and the +voice he spoke with was terrible and mournful, and the echoes of it went +rolling and swelling down the endless cave, and mixing with the trembling +of the fire overhead; so that, when he sate down, there was a sound after +him, all through the place like the roaring of a furnace, and I said, +with all the strength I had, 'I promise to come back; in God's name let +me go,' and with that I lost the sight and the hearing of all that was +there, and when my senses came to me again, I was sitting in the bed with +the blood all over me, and you and the rest praying around the room." +Here he paused and wiped away the chill drops of horror which hung upon +his forehead. + +I remained silent for some moments. The vision which he had just +described struck my imagination not a little, for this was long before +Vathek and the "Hall of Iblis" had delighted the world; and the +description which he gave had, as I received it, all the attractions of +novelty beside the impressiveness which always belongs to the narration +of an _eye-witness_, whether in the body or in the spirit, of the scenes +which he describes. There was something, too, in the stern horror with +which the man related these things, and in the incongruity of his +description, with the vulgarly received notions of the great place of +punishment, and of its presiding spirit, which struck my mind with awe, +almost with fear. At length he said, with an expression of horrible, +imploring earnestness, which I shall never forget--"Well, sir, is there +any hope; is there any chance at all? or, is my soul pledged and promised +away for ever? is it gone out of my power? must I go back to the place?" + +In answering him I had no easy task to perform; for however clear might +be my internal conviction of the groundlessness of his fears, and however +strong my scepticism respecting the reality of what he had described, I +nevertheless felt that his impression to the contrary, and his humility +and terror resulting from it, might be made available as no mean engines +in the work of his conversion from profligacy, and of his restoration to +decent habits, and to religious feeling. I therefore told him that he was +to regard his dream rather in the light of a warning than in that of a +prophecy; that our salvation depended not upon the word or deed of a +moment, but upon the habits of a life; that, in fine, if he at once +discarded his idle companions and evil habits, and firmly adhered to a +sober, industrious, and religious course of life, the powers of darkness +might claim his soul in vain, for that there were higher and firmer +pledges than human tongue could utter, which promised salvation to him +who should repent and lead a new life. + +I left him much comforted, and with a promise to return upon the next +day. I did so, and found him much more cheerful, and without any remains +of the dogged sullenness which I suppose had arisen from his despair. +His promises of amendment were given in that tone of deliberate +earnestness, which belongs to deep and solemn determination; and it was +with no small delight that I observed, after repeated visits, that his +good resolutions, so far from failing, did but gather strength by time; +and when I saw that man shake off the idle and debauched companions, +whose society had for years formed alike his amusement and his ruin, and +revive his long discarded habits of industry and sobriety, I said within +myself, there is something more in all this than the operation of an +idle dream. One day, sometime after his perfect restoration to health, I +was surprised on ascending the stairs, for the purpose of visiting this +man, to find him busily employed in nailing down some planks upon the +landing place, through which, at the commencement of his mysterious +vision, it seemed to him that he had sunk. I perceived at once that he +was strengthening the floor with a view to securing himself against such +a catastrophe, and could scarcely forbear a smile as I bid "God bless +his work." + +He perceived my thoughts, I suppose, for he immediately said, + +"I can never pass over that floor without trembling. I'd leave this +house if I could, but I can't find another lodging in the town so cheap, +and I'll not take a better till I've paid off all my debts, please God; +but I could not be asy in my mind till I made it as safe as I could. +You'll hardly believe me, your honor, that while I'm working, maybe a +mile away, my heart is in a flutter the whole way back, with the bare +thoughts of the two little steps I have to walk upon this bit of a +floor. So it's no wonder, sir, I'd thry to make it sound and firm with +any idle timber I have." + +I applauded his resolution to pay off his debts, and the steadiness with +which he pursued his plans of conscientious economy, and passed on. + +Many months elapsed, and still there appeared no alteration in his +resolutions of amendment. He was a good workman, and with his better +habits he recovered his former extensive and profitable employment. Every +thing seemed to promise comfort and respectability. I have little more to +add, and that shall be told quickly. I had one evening met Pat Connell, +as he returned from his work, and as usual, after a mutual, and on his +side respectful salutation, I spoke a few words of encouragement and +approval. I left him industrious, active, healthy--when next I saw him, +not three days after, he was a corpse. The circumstances which marked the +event of his death were somewhat strange--I might say fearful. The +unfortunate man had accidentally met an early friend, just returned, +after a long absence, and in a moment of excitement, forgetting +everything in the warmth of his joy, he yielded to his urgent invitation +to accompany him into a public house, which lay close by the spot where +the encounter had taken place. Connell, however, previously to entering +the room, had announced his determination to take nothing more than the +strictest temperance would warrant. But oh! who can describe the +inveterate tenacity with which a drunkard's habits cling to him through +life. He may repent--he may reform--he may look with actual abhorrence +upon his past profligacy; but amid all this reformation and compunction, +who can tell the moment in which the base and ruinous propensity may not +recur, triumphing over resolution, remorse, shame, everything, and +prostrating its victim once more in all that is destructive and revolting +in that fatal vice. + +The wretched man left the place in a state of utter intoxication. He was +brought home nearly insensible, and placed in his bed, where he lay in +the deep calm lethargy of drunkenness. The younger part of the family +retired to rest much after their usual hour; but the poor wife remained +up sitting by the fire, too much grieved and shocked at the recurrence of +what she had so little expected, to settle to rest; fatigue, however, at +length overcame her, and she sunk gradually into an uneasy slumber. She +could not tell how long she had remained in this state, when she +awakened, and immediately on opening her eyes, she perceived by the faint +red light of the smouldering turf embers, two persons, one of whom she +recognized as her husband noiselessly gliding out of the room. + +"Pat, darling, where are you going?" said she. There was no answer--the +door closed after them; but in a moment she was startled and terrified by +a loud and heavy crash, as if some ponderous body had been hurled down +the stair. Much alarmed, she started up, and going to the head of the +staircase, she called repeatedly upon her husband, but in vain. She +returned to the room, and with the assistance of her daughter, whom I had +occasion to mention before, she succeeded in finding and lighting a +candle, with which she hurried again to the head of the staircase. At the +bottom lay what seemed to be a bundle of clothes, heaped together, +motionless, lifeless--it was her husband. In going down the stairs, for +what purpose can never now be known, he had fallen helplessly and +violently to the bottom, and coming head foremost, the spine at the neck +had been dislocated by the shock, and instant death must have ensued. The +body lay upon that landing-place to which his dream had referred. It is +scarcely worth endeavouring to clear up a single point in a narrative +where all is mystery; yet I could not help suspecting that the second +figure which had been seen in the room by Connell's wife on the night of +his death, might have been no other than his own shadow. I suggested this +solution of the difficulty; but she told me that the unknown person had +been considerably in advance of the other, and on reaching the door, had +turned back as if to communicate something to his companion--it was then +a mystery. Was the dream verified?--whither had the disembodied spirit +sped?--who can say? We know not. But I left the house of death that day +in a state of horror which I could not describe. It seemed to me that I +was scarce awake. I heard and saw everything as if under the spell of a +nightmare. The coincidence was terrible. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE GHOST AND THE BONE-SETTER + + +In looking over the papers of my late valued and respected friend, +Francis Purcell, who for nearly fifty years discharged the arduous duties +of a parish priest in the south of Ireland, I met with the following +document. It is one of many such, for he was a curious and industrious +collector of old local traditions--a commodity in which the quarter where +he resided mightily abounded. The collection and arrangement of such +legends was, as long as I can remember him, his _hobby_; but I had never +learned that his love of the marvellous and whimsical had carried him so +far as to prompt him to commit the results of his enquiries to writing, +until, in the character of _residuary legatee_, his will put me in +possession of all his manuscript papers. To such as may think the +composing of such productions as these inconsistent with the character +and habits of a country priest, it is necessary to observe, that there +did exist a race of priests--those of the old school, a race now nearly +extinct--whose habits were from many causes more refined, and whose +tastes more literary than are those of the alumni of Maynooth. + +It is perhaps necessary to add that the superstition illustrated by the +following story, namely, that the corpse last buried is obliged, during +his juniority of interment, to supply his brother tenants of the +churchyard in which he lies, with fresh water to allay the burning thirst +of purgatory, is prevalent throughout the south of Ireland. The writer +can vouch for a case in which a respectable and wealthy farmer, on the +borders of Tipperary, in tenderness to the corns of his departed +helpmate, enclosed in her coffin two pair of brogues, a light and a +heavy, the one for dry, the other for sloppy weather; seeking thus to +mitigate the fatigues of her inevitable perambulations in procuring +water, and administering it to the thirsty souls of purgatory. Fierce and +desperate conflicts have ensued in the case of two funeral parties +approaching the same churchyard together, each endeavouring to secure to +his own dead priority of sepulture, and a consequent immunity from the +tax levied upon the pedestrian powers of the last comer. An instance not +long since occurred, in which one of two such parties, through fear of +losing to their deceased friend this inestimable advantage, made their +way to the churchyard by a _short cut_, and in violation of one of their +strongest prejudices, actually threw the coffin over the wall, lest time +should be lost in making their entrance through the gate. Innumerable +instances of the same kind might be quoted, all tending to show how +strongly, among the peasantry of the south, this superstition is +entertained. However, I shall not detain the reader further, by any +prefatory remarks, but shall proceed to lay before him the following:-- + +_Extract from the Ms. Papers of the Late Rev. Francis Purcell, of +Drumcoolagh_ + +"I tell the following particulars, as nearly as I can recollect them, +in the words of the narrator. It may be necessary to observe that he +was what is termed a _well-spoken_ man, having for a considerable time +instructed the ingenious youth of his native parish in such of the +liberal arts and sciences as he found it convenient to profess--a +circumstance which may account for the occurrence of several big +words, in the course of this narrative, more distinguished for +euphonious effect, than for correctness of application. I proceed +then, without further preface, to lay before you the wonderful +adventures of Terry Neil. + +"Why, thin, 'tis a quare story, an' as thrue as you're sittin' there; and +I'd make bould to say there isn't a boy in the seven parishes could tell +it better nor crickther than myself, for 'twas my father himself it +happened to, an' many's the time I heerd it out iv his own mouth; an' I +can say, an' I'm proud av that same, my father's word was as incredible +as any squire's oath in the counthry; and so signs an' if a poor man got +into any unlucky throuble, he was the boy id go into the court an' prove; +but that dosen't signify--he was as honest and as sober a man, barrin' he +was a little bit too partial to the glass, as you'd find in a day's walk; +an' there wasn't the likes of him in the counthry round for nate +labourin' an' _baan_ diggin'; and he was mighty handy entirely for +carpenther's work, and mendin' ould spudethrees, an' the likes i' that. +An' so he tuck up with bone-setting, as was most nathural, for none of +them could come up to him in mendin' the leg iv a stool or a table; an' +sure, there never was a bone-setter got so much custom--man an' child, +young an' ould--there never was such breakin' and mendin' of bones known +in the memory of man. Well, Terry Neil, for that was my father's name, +began to feel his heart growin' light and his purse heavy; an' he took a +bit iv a farm in Squire Phalim's ground, just undher the ould castle, an' +a pleasant little spot it was; an' day an' mornin', poor crathurs not +able to put a foot to the ground, with broken arms and broken legs, id be +comin' ramblin' in from all quarters to have their bones spliced up. +Well, yer honour, all this was as well as well could be; but it was +customary when Sir Phelim id go any where out iv the country, for some iv +the tinants to sit up to watch in the ould castle, just for a kind of a +compliment to the ould family--an' a mighty unpleasant compliment it was +for the tinants, for there wasn't a man of them but knew there was some +thing quare about the ould castle. The neighbours had it, that the +squire's ould grandfather, as good a gintleman, God be with him, as I +heer'd as ever stood in shoe leather, used to keep walkin' about in the +middle iv the night, ever sinst he bursted a blood vessel pullin' out a +cork out iv a bottle, as you or I might be doin', and will too, plase +God; but that dosen't signify. So, as I was sayin', the ould squire used +to come down out of the frame, where his picthur was hung up, and to +brake the bottles and glasses, God be marciful to us all, an' dhrink all +he could come at--an' small blame to him for that same; and then if any +of the family id be comin' in, he id be up again in his place, looking as +quite an' innocent as if he didn't know any thing about it--the +mischievous ould chap. + +"Well, your honour, as I was sayin', one time the family up at the +castle was stayin' in Dublin for a week or two; and so as usual, some of +the tenants had to sit up in the castle, and the third night it kem to +my father's turn. 'Oh, tare an ouns,' says he unto himself, 'an' must I +sit up all night, and that ould vagabond of a sperit, glory be to God,' +says he, 'serenading through the house, an' doin' all sorts iv +mischief.' However, there was no gettin' aff, and so he put a bould face +on it, an' he went up at nightfall with a bottle of pottieen, and +another of holy wather. + +"It was rainin' smart enough, an' the evenin' was darksome and gloomy, +when my father got in, and the holy wather he sprinkled on himself, it +wasn't long till he had to swallee a cup iv the pottieen, to keep the +cowld out iv his heart. It was the ould steward, Lawrence Connor, that +opened the door--and he an' my father wor always very great. So when he +seen who it was, an' my father tould him how it was his turn to watch in +the castle, he offered to sit up along with him; and you may be sure my +father wasn't sorry for that same. So says Larry, + +"'We'll have a bit iv fire in the parlour,' says he. + +"'An' why not in the hall?' says my father, for he knew that the squire's +picthur was hung in the parlour. + +"'No fire can be lit in the hall,' says Lawrence, 'for there's an ould +jackdaw's nest in the chimney.' + +"'Oh thin,' says my father, 'let us stop in the kitchen, for it's very +umproper for the likes iv me to be sittin' in the parlour,' says he. + +"'Oh, Terry, that can't be,' says Lawrence; 'if we keep up the ould +custom at all, we may as well keep it up properly,' says he. + +"'Divil sweep the ould custom,' says my father--to himself, do ye mind, +for he didn't like to let Lawrence see that he was more afeard himself. + +"'Oh, very well,' says he. 'I'm agreeable, Lawrence,' says he; and so +down they both went to the kitchen, until the fire id be lit in the +parlour--an' that same wasn't long doin'. + +"Well, your honour, they soon wint up again, an' sat down mighty +comfortable by the parlour fire, and they beginn'd to talk, an' to smoke, +an' to dhrink a small taste iv the pottieen; and, moreover, they had a +good rousing fire of bogwood and turf, to warm their shins over. + +"Well, sir, as I was sayin' they kep convarsin' and smokin' together +most agreeable, until Lawrence beginn'd to get sleepy, as was but +nathural for him, for he was an ould sarvint man, and was used to a +great dale iv sleep. + +"'Sure it's impossible,' says my father, 'it's gettin' sleepy you are?' + +"'Oh, divil a taste,' says Larry, 'I'm only shuttin' my eyes,' says he, +'to keep out the parfume of the tibacky smoke, that's makin' them +wather,' says he. 'So don't you mind other people's business,' says he +stiff enough (for he had a mighty high stomach av his own, rest his +sowl), 'and go on,' says he, 'with your story, for I'm listenin',' says +he, shuttin' down his eyes. + +"Well, when my father seen spakin' was no use, he went on with his +story.--By the same token, it was the story of Jim Soolivan and his ould +goat he was tellin'--an' a pleasant story it is--an' there was so much +divarsion in it, that it was enough to waken a dormouse, let alone to +pervint a Christian goin' asleep. But, faix, the way my father tould it, +I believe there never was the likes heerd sinst nor before for he bawled +out every word av it, as if the life was fairly leavin' him thrying to +keep ould Larry awake; but, faix, it was no use, for the hoorsness came +an him, an' before he kem to the end of his story, Larry O'Connor +beginned to snore like a bagpipes. + +"'Oh, blur an' agres,' says my father, 'isn't this a hard case,' says +he, 'that ould villain, lettin' on to be my friend, and to go asleep +this way, an' us both in the very room with a sperit,' says he. 'The +crass o' Christ about us,' says he; and with that he was goin' to shake +Lawrence to waken him, but he just remimbered if he roused him, that +he'd surely go off to his bed, an lave him completely alone, an' that id +be by far worse. + +"'Oh thin,' says my father, 'I'll not disturb the poor boy. It id be +neither friendly nor good-nathured,' says he, 'to tormint him while he is +asleep,' says he; 'only I wish I was the same way myself,' says he. + +"An' with that he beginned to walk up an' down, an' sayin' his prayers, +until he worked himself into a sweat, savin' your presence. But it was +all no good; so he dhrunk about a pint of sperits, to compose his mind. + +"'Oh,' says he, 'I wish to the Lord I was as asy in my mind as Larry +there. Maybe,' says he, 'if I thried I could go asleep'; an' with that he +pulled a big arm-chair close beside Lawrence, an' settled himself in it +as well as he could. + +"But there was one quare thing I forgot to tell you. He couldn't help, in +spite av himself, lookin' now an' thin at the picthur, an' he immediately +observed that the eyes av it was follyin' him about, an' starin' at him, +an' winkin' at him, wherever he wint. 'Oh,' says he, when he seen that, +'it's a poor chance I have,' says he; 'an' bad luck was with me the day I +kem into this unforthunate place,' says he; 'but any way there's no use +in bein' freckened now,' says he; 'for if I am to die, I may as well +parspire undaunted,' says he. + +"Well, your honour, he thried to keep himself quite an' asy, an' he +thought two or three times he might have wint asleep, but for the way the +storm was groanin' and creekin' through the great heavy branches outside, +an' whistlin' through the ould chimnies iv the castle. Well, afther one +great roarin' blast iv the wind, you'd think the walls iv the castle was +just goin' to fall, quite an' clane, with the shakin' iv it. All av a +suddint the storm stopt, as silent an' as quite as if it was a July +evenin'. Well, your honour, it wasn't stopped blowin' for three minnites, +before he thought he hard a sort iv a noise over the chimney-piece; an' +with that my father just opened his eyes the smallest taste in life, an' +sure enough he seen the ould squire gettin' out iv the picthur, for all +the world as if he was throwin' aff his ridin' coat, until he stept out +clane an' complate, out av the chimly-piece, an' thrun himself down an +the floor. Well, the slieveen ould chap--an' my father thought it was the +dirtiest turn iv all--before he beginned to do anything out iv the way, +he stopped, for a while, to listen wor they both asleep; an' as soon as +he thought all was quite, he put out his hand, and tuck hould iv the +whiskey bottle, an' dhrank at laste a pint iv it. Well, your honour, when +he tuck his turn out iv it, he settled it back mighty cute intirely, in +the very same spot it was in before. An' he beginn'd to walk up an' down +the room, lookin' as sober an' as solid as if he never done the likes at +all. An' whinever he went apast my father, he thought he felt a great +scent of brimstone, an' it was that that freckened him entirely; for he +knew it was brimstone that was burned in hell, savin' your presence. At +any rate, he often heer'd it from Father Murphy, an' he had a right to +know what belonged to it--he's dead since, God rest him. Well, your +honour, my father was asy enough until the sperit kem past him; so close, +God be marciful to us all, that the smell iv the sulphur tuck the breath +clane out iv him; an' with that he tuck such a fit iv coughin', that it +al-a-most shuck him out iv the chair he was sittin' in. + +"'Ho, ho!' says the squire, stoppin' short about two steps aff, and +turnin' round facin' my father, 'is it you that's in it?--an' how's all +with you, Terry Neil?' + +"'At your honour's sarvice,' says my father (as well as the fright id let +him, for he was more dead than alive), 'an' it's proud I am to see your +honour to-night,' says he. + +"'Terence,' says the squire, 'you're a respectable man (an' it was thrue +for him), an industhrious, sober man, an' an example of inebriety to the +whole parish,' says he. + +"'Thank your honour,' says my father, gettin' courage, 'you were always a +civil spoken gintleman, God rest your honour.' + +"'Rest my honour,' says the sperit (fairly gettin' red in the face with +the madness), 'Rest my honour?' says he. 'Why, you ignorant spalpeen,' +says he, 'you mane, niggarly ignoramush,' says he, 'where did you lave +your manners?' says he. 'If I _am_ dead, it's no fault iv mine,' says he; +'an' it's not to be thrun in my teeth at every hand's turn, by the likes +iv you,' says he, stampin' his foot an the flure, that you'd think the +boords id smash undher him. + +"'Oh,' says my father, 'I'm only a foolish, ignorant, poor man,' says he. + +"'You're nothing else,' says the squire; 'but any way,' says he, 'it's +not to be listenin' to your gosther, nor convarsin' with the likes iv +you, that I came _up_--down I mane,' says he--(an' as little as the +mistake was, my father tuck notice iv it). 'Listen to me now, Terence +Neil,' says he, 'I was always a good masther to Pathrick Neil, your +grandfather,' says he. + +"'Tis thrue for your honour,' says my father. + +"'And, moreover, I think I was always a sober, riglar gintleman,' says +the squire. + +"'That's your name, sure enough,' says my father (though it was a big lie +for him, but he could not help it). + +"'Well,' says the sperit, 'although I was as sober as most men--at laste +as most gintlemen'--says he; 'an' though I was at different pariods a +most extempory Christian, and most charitable and inhuman to the poor,' +says he; 'for all that I'm not as asy where I am now,' says he, 'as I had +a right to expect,' says he. + +"'An' more's the pity,' says my father; 'maybe your honour id wish to +have a word with Father Murphy?' + +"'Hould your tongue, you misherable bliggard,' says the squire; 'it's +not iv my sowl I'm thinkin'--an' I wondher you'd have the impitence to +talk to a gintleman consarnin' his sowl;--and when I want _that_ fixed,' +says he, slappin' his thigh, 'I'll go to them that knows what belongs to +the likes,' says he. 'It's not my sowl,' says he, sittin' down opposite +my father; 'it's not my sowl that's annoyin' me most--I'm unasy on my +right leg,' says he, 'that I bruck at Glenvarloch cover the day I killed +black Barney.' + +"(My father found out afther, it was a favourite horse that fell undher +him, afther leapin' the big fince that runs along by the glen.) + +"'I hope,' says my father, 'your honour's not unasy about the +killin' iv him? + +"'Hould your tongue, ye fool,' said the squire, 'an' I'll tell you why +I'm anasy an my leg,' says he. 'In the place, where I spend most iv my +time,' says he, 'except the little leisure I have for lookin' about me +here,' says he, 'I have to walk a great dale more than I was ever used +to,' says he, 'and by far more than is good for me either,' says he; 'for +I must tell you,' says he, 'the people where I am is ancommonly fond iv +could wather, for there is nothin' betther to be had; an', moreover, the +weather is hotter than is altogether plisint,' says he; 'and I'm +appinted,' says he, 'to assist in carryin' the wather, an' gets a mighty +poor share iv it myself,' says he, 'an' a mighty throublesome, warin' job +it is, I can tell you,' says he; 'for they're all iv them surprisingly +dhry, an' dhrinks it as fast as my legs can carry it,' says he; 'but what +kills me intirely,' says he, 'is the wakeness in my leg,' says he, 'an' I +want you to give it a pull or two to bring it to shape,' says he, 'and +that's the long an' the short iv it,' says he. + +"'Oh, plase your honour,' says my father (for he didn't like to handle +the sperit at all), 'I wouldn't have the impitence to do the likes to +your honour,' says he; 'it's only to poor crathurs like myself I'd do it +to,' says he. + +"'None iv your blarney,' says the squire, 'here's my leg,' says he, +cockin' it up to him, 'pull it for the bare life,' says he; 'an' if you +don't, by the immortial powers I'll not lave a bone in your carcish I'll +not powdher,' says he. + +"'When my father heerd that, he seen there was no use in purtendin', so +he tuck hould iv the leg, an' he kept pullin' an' pullin', till the +sweat, God bless us, beginned to pour down his face. + +"'Pull, you divil', says the squire. + +"'At your sarvice, your honour,' says my father. + +"'Pull harder,' says the squire. + +"My father pulled like the divil. + +"'I'll take a little sup,' says the squire, rachin' over his hand to the +bottle, 'to keep up my courage,' says he, lettin' an to be very wake in +himself intirely. But, as cute as he was, he was out here, for he tuck +the wrong one. 'Here's to your good health, Terence,' says he, 'an' now +pull like the very divil,' 'an' with that he lifted the bottle of holy +wather, but it was hardly to his mouth, whin he let a screech out, you'd +think the room id fairly split with it, an' made one chuck that sent the +leg clane aff his body in my father's hands; down wint the squire over +the table, an' bang wint my father half way across the room on his back, +upon the flure. Whin he kem to himself the cheerful mornin' sun was +shinin' through the windy shutthers, an' he was lying flat an his back, +with the leg iv one of the great ould chairs pulled clane out iv the +socket an' tight in his hand, pintin' up to the ceilin', an' ould Larry +fast asleep, an' snorin' as loud as ever. My father wint that mornin' to +Father Murphy, an' from that to the day of his death, he never neglected +confission nor mass, an' what he tould was betther believed that he spake +av it but seldom. An', as for the squire, that is the sperit, whether it +was that he did not like his liquor, or by rason iv the loss iv his leg, +he was never known to walk again." + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE MYSTERIOUS LODGER + + + + +PART I + + +About the year 1822 I resided in a comfortable and roomy old house, the +exact locality of which I need not particularise, further than to say +that it was not very far from Old Brompton, in the immediate +neighbourhood, or rather continuity (as even my Connemara readers +perfectly well know), of the renowned city of London. + +Though this house was roomy and comfortable, as I have said, it was not, +by any means, a handsome one. It was composed of dark red brick, with +small windows, and thick white sashes; a porch, too--none of your flimsy +trellis-work, but a solid projection of the same vermillion +masonry--surmounted by a leaded balcony, with heavy, half-rotten +balustrades, darkened the hall-door with a perennial gloom. The mansion +itself stood in a walled enclosure, which had, perhaps, from the date of +the erection itself, been devoted to shrubs and flowers. Some of the +former had grown there almost to the dignity of trees; and two dark +little yews stood at each side of the porch, like swart and inauspicious +dwarfs, guarding the entrance of an enchanted castle. Not that my +domicile in any respect deserved the comparison: it had no reputation as +a haunted house; if it ever had any ghosts, nobody remembered them. Its +history was not known to me: it may have witnessed plots, cabals, and +forgeries, bloody suicides and cruel murders. It was certainly old enough +to have become acquainted with iniquity; a small stone slab, under the +balustrade, and over the arch of the porch I mentioned, had the date +1672, and a half-effaced coat of arms, which I might have deciphered any +day, had I taken the trouble to get a ladder, but always put it off. All +I can say for the house is, that it was well stricken in years, with a +certain air of sombre comfort about it; contained a vast number of rooms +and closets; and, what was of far greater importance, was got by me a +dead bargain. + +Its individuality attracted me. I grew fond of it for itself, and for its +associations, until other associations of a hateful kind first disturbed, +and then destroyed, their charm. I forgave its dull red brick, and +pinched white windows, for the sake of the beloved and cheerful faces +within: its ugliness was softened by its age; and its sombre evergreens, +and moss-grown stone flower-pots, were relieved by the brilliant hues of +a thousand gay and graceful flowers that peeped among them, or nodded +over the grass. + +Within that old house lay my life's treasure! I had a darling little +girl of nine, and another little darling--a boy--just four years of age; +and dearer, unspeakably, than either--a wife--the prettiest, gayest, +best little wife in all London. When I tell you that our income was +scarcely £380 a-year, you will perceive that our establishment cannot +have been a magnificent one; yet, I do assure you, we were more +comfortable than a great many lords, and happier, I dare say, than the +whole peerage put together. + +This happiness was not, however, what it ought to have been. The reader +will understand at once, and save me a world of moralising +circumlocution, when he learns, bluntly and nakedly, that, among all my +comforts and blessings, I was an infidel. + +I had not been without religious training; on the contrary, more than +average pains had been bestowed upon my religious instruction from my +earliest childhood. My father, a good, plain, country clergyman, had +worked hard to make me as good as himself; and had succeeded, at least, +in training me in godly habits. He died, however, when I was but twelve +years of age; and fate had long before deprived me of the gentle care of +a mother. A boarding-school, followed by a college life, where nobody +having any very direct interest in realising in my behalf the ancient +blessing, that in fulness of time I should "die a good old man," I was +left very much to my own devices, which, in truth, were none of the best. + +Among these were the study of Voltaire, Tom Paine, Hume, Shelley, and the +whole school of infidels, poetical as well as prose. This pursuit, and +the all but blasphemous vehemence with which I gave myself up to it, was, +perhaps, partly reactionary. A somewhat injudicious austerity and +precision had indissolubly associated in my childish days the ideas of +restraint and gloom with religion. I bore it a grudge; and so, when I +became thus early my own master, I set about paying off, after my own +fashion, the old score I owed it. I was besides, like every other young +infidel whom it has been my fate to meet, a conceited coxcomb. A +smattering of literature, without any real knowledge, and a great +assortment of all the cut-and-dry flippancies of the school I had +embraced, constituted my intellectual stock in trade. I was, like most of +my school of philosophy, very proud of being an unbeliever; and fancied +myself, in the complacency of my wretched ignorance, at an immeasurable +elevation above the church-going, Bible-reading herd, whom I treated with +a good-humoured superciliousness which I thought vastly indulgent. + +My wife was an excellent little creature and truly pious. She had married +me in the full confidence that my levity was merely put on, and would at +once give way before the influence she hoped to exert upon my mind. Poor +little thing! she deceived herself. I allowed her, indeed, to do entirely +as she pleased; but for myself, I carried my infidelity to the length of +an absolute superstition. I made an ostentation of it. I would rather +have been in a "hell" than in a church on Sunday; and though I did not +prevent my wife's instilling her own principles into the minds of our +children, I, in turn, took especial care to deliver mine upon all +occasions in their hearing, by which means I trusted to sow the seeds of +that unprejudiced scepticism in which I prided myself, at least as early +as my good little partner dropped those of her own gentle "superstition" +into their infant minds. Had I had my own absurd and impious will in this +matter, my children should have had absolutely no religious education +whatsoever, and been left wholly unshackled to choose for themselves +among all existing systems, infidelity included, precisely as chance, +fancy, or interest might hereafter determine. + +It is not to be supposed that such a state of things did not afford her +great uneasiness. Nevertheless, we were so very fond of one another, +and in our humble way enjoyed so many blessings, that we were as +entirely happy as any pair can be without the holy influence of +religious sympathy. + +But the even flow of prosperity which had for so long gladdened my little +household was not destined to last for ever. It was ordained that I +should experience the bitter truth of more than one of the wise man's +proverbs, and first, especially, of that which declares that "he that +hateth suretyship is sure." I found myself involved (as how many have +been before) by a "d--d good-natured friend," for more than two hundred +pounds. This agreeable intelligence was conveyed to me in an attorney's +letter, which, to obviate unpleasant measures, considerately advised my +paying the entire amount within just one week of the date of his pleasant +epistle. Had I been called upon within that time to produce the Pitt +diamond, or to make title to the Buckingham estates, the demand would +have been just as easily complied with. + +I have no wish to bore my reader further with this little worry--a very +serious one to me, however--and it will be enough to mention, that the +kindness of a friend extricated me from the clutches of the law by a +timely advance, which, however, I was bound to replace within two years. +To enable me to fulfill this engagement, my wife and I, after repeated +consultations, resolved upon the course which resulted in the odd and +unpleasant consequences which form the subject of this narrative. + +We resolved to advertise for a lodger, with or without board, &c.; and by +resolutely submitting, for a single year, to the economy we had +prescribed for ourselves, as well as to the annoyance of a stranger's +intrusion, we calculated that at the end of that term we should have +liquidated our debt. + +Accordingly, without losing time, we composed an advertisement in the +most tempting phraseology we could devise, consistently with that +economic laconism which the cost per line in the columns of the _Times_ +newspaper imposes upon the rhetoric of the advertising public. + +Somehow we were unlucky; for although we repeated our public notification +three times in the course of a fortnight, we had but two applications. +The one was from a clergyman in ill health--a man of great ability and +zealous piety, whom we both knew by reputation, and who has since been +called to his rest. My good little wife was very anxious that we should +close with his offer, which was very considerably under what we had fixed +upon; and I have no doubt that she was influenced by the hope that his +talents and zeal might exert a happy influence upon my stubborn and +unbelieving heart. For my part, his religious character displeased me. I +did not wish my children's heads to be filled with mythic dogmas--for so +I judged the doctrines of our holy faith--and instinctively wished him +away. I therefore declined his offer; and I have often since thought not +quite so graciously as I ought to have done. The other offer--if so it +can be called--was so very inadequate that we could not entertain it. + +I was now beginning to grow seriously uneasy--our little project, so far +from bringing in the gains on which we had calculated, had put me +considerably out of pocket; for, independently of the cost of the +advertisement I have mentioned, there were sundry little expenses +involved in preparing for the meet reception of our expected inmate, +which, under ordinary circumstances, we should not have dreamed of. +Matters were in this posture, when an occurrence took place which +immediately revived my flagging hopes. + +As we had no superfluity of servants, our children were early obliged to +acquire habits of independence; and my little girl, then just nine years +of age, was frequently consigned with no other care than that of her own +good sense, to the companionship of a little band of playmates, pretty +similarly circumstanced, with whom it was her wont to play. Having one +fine summer afternoon gone out as usual with these little companions, she +did not return quite so soon as we had expected her; when she did so, she +was out of breath, and excited. + +"Oh, papa," she said, "I have seen such a nice old, kind gentleman, and +he told me to tell you that he has a particular friend who wants a +lodging in a quiet place, and that he thinks your house would suit him +exactly, and ever so much more; and, look here, he gave me this." + +She opened her hand, and shewed me a sovereign. + +"Well, this does look promisingly," I said, my wife and I having first +exchanged a smiling glance. + +"And what kind of gentleman was he, dear?" inquired she. "Was he well +dressed--whom was he like?" + +"He was not like any one that I know," she answered; "but he had very +nice new clothes on, and he was one of the fattest men I ever saw; and +I am sure he is sick, for he looks very pale, and he had a crutch +beside him." + +"Dear me, how strange!" exclaimed my wife; though, in truth there was +nothing very wonderful in the matter. "Go on, child," I said; "let us +hear it all out." + +"Well, papa, he had such an immense yellow waistcoat!--I never did see +such a waistcoat," she resumed; "and he was sitting or leaning, I can't +say which, against the bank of the green lane; I suppose to rest himself, +for he seems very weak, poor gentleman!" + +"And how did you happen to speak to him?" asked my wife. + +"When we were passing by, none of us saw him at all but I suppose he +heard them talking to me, and saying my name; for he said, +'Fanny--little Fanny--so, that's your name--come here child, I have a +question to ask you.'" + +"And so you went to him?" I said. + +"Yes," she continued, "he beckoned to me, and I did go over to him, but +not very near, for I was greatly afraid of him at first." + +"Afraid! dear, and why afraid?" asked I. + +"I was afraid, because he looked very old, very frightful, and as if he +would hurt me." + +"What was there so old and frightful about him?" I asked. + +She paused and reflected a little, and then said-- + +"His face was very large and pale, and it was looking upwards: it seemed +very angry, I thought, but maybe it was angry from pain; and sometimes +one side of it used to twitch and tremble for a minute, and then to grow +quite still again; and all the time he was speaking to me, he never +looked at me once, but always kept his face and eyes turned upwards; but +his voice was very soft, and he called me little Fanny, and gave me this +pound to buy toys with; so I was not so frightened in a little time, and +then he sent a long message to you, papa, and told me if I forgot it he +would beat me; but I knew he was only joking, so that did not frighten +me either." + +"And what was the message, my girl?" I asked, patting her pretty head +with my hand. + +"Now, let me remember it all," she said, reflectively; "for he told it to +me twice. He asked me if there was a good bedroom at the top of the +house, standing by itself--and you know there is, so I told him so; it +was exactly the kind of room that he described. And then he said that his +friend would pay two hundred pounds a-year for that bedroom, his board +and attendance; and he told me to ask you, and have your answer when he +should next meet me." + +"Two hundred pounds!" ejaculated my poor little wife; "why that is nearly +twice as much as we expected." + +"But did he say that his friend was sick, or very old; or that he had any +servant to be supported also?" I asked. + +"Oh! no; he told me that he was quite able to take care of himself, and +that he had, I think he called it, an asthma, but nothing else the +matter; and that he would give no trouble at all, and that any friend who +came to see him, he would see, not in the house, but only in the garden." + +"In the garden!" I echoed, laughing in spite of myself. + +"Yes, indeed he said so; and he told me to say that he would pay one +hundred pounds when he came here, and the next hundred in six months, and +so on," continued she. + +"Oh, ho! half-yearly in advance--better and better," said I. + +"And he bid me say, too, if you should ask about his character, that he +is just as good as the master of the house himself," she added; "and when +he said that, he laughed a little." + +"Why, if he gives us a hundred pounds in advance," I answered, turning to +my wife, "we are safe enough; for he will not find half that value in +plate and jewels in the entire household, if he is disposed to rob us. So +I see no reason against closing with the offer, should it be seriously +meant--do you, dear?" + +"Quite the contrary, love," said she. "I think it most desirable--indeed, +most _providential_." + +"Providential! my dear little bigot!" I repeated, with a smile. "Well, be +it so. I call it _lucky_ merely; but, perhaps, you are happier in your +faith, than I in my philosophy. Yes, you are _grateful_ for the chance +that I only rejoice at. You receive it as a proof of a divine and tender +love--I as an accident. Delusions are often more elevating than truth." + +And so saying, I kissed away the saddened cloud that for a moment +overcast her face. + +"Papa, he bid me be sure to have an answer for him when we meet again," +resumed the child. "What shall I say to him when he asks me?" + +"Say that we agree to his proposal, my dear--or stay," I said, addressing +my wife, "may it not be prudent to reduce what the child says to writing, +and accept the offer so? This will prevent misunderstanding, as she may +possibly have made some mistake." + +My wife agreed, and I wrote a brief note, stating that I was willing to +receive an inmate upon the terms recounted by little Fanny, and which I +distinctly specified, so that no mistake could possibly arise owing to +the vagueness of what lawyers term a parole agreement. This important +memorandum I placed in the hands of my little girl, who was to deliver +it whenever the old gentleman in the yellow waistcoat should chance to +meet her. And all these arrangements completed, I awaited the issue of +the affair with as much patience as I could affect. Meanwhile, my wife +and I talked it over incessantly; and she, good little soul, almost wore +herself to death in settling and unsettling the furniture and +decorations of our expected inmate's apartments. Days passed away--days +of hopes deferred, tedious and anxious. We were beginning to despond +again, when one morning our little girl ran into the breakfast-parlour, +more excited even than she had been before, and fresh from a new +interview with the gentleman in the yellow waistcoat. She had +encountered him suddenly, pretty nearly where she had met him before, +and the result was, that he had read the little note I have mentioned, +and desired the child to inform me that his friend, _Mr. Smith_, would +take possession of the apartments I proposed setting, on the terms +agreed between us, that very evening. + +"This evening!" exclaimed my wife and I simultaneously--_I_ full of the +idea of making a first instalment on the day following; _she_, of the +hundred-and-one preparations which still remained to be completed. + +"And so Smith is his name! Well, that does not tell us much," said I; +"but where did you meet your friend on this occasion, and how long is +it since?" + +"Near the corner of the wall-flower lane (so we indicated one which +abounded in these fragrant plants); he was leaning with his back against +the old tree you cut my name on, and his crutch was under his arm." + +"But how long ago?" I urged. + +"Only this moment; I ran home as fast as I could," she replied. + +"Why, you little blockhead, you should have told me that at first," I +cried, snatching up my hat, and darting away in pursuit of the yellow +waistcoat, whose acquaintance I not unnaturally coveted, inasmuch as a +man who, for the first time, admits a stranger into his house, on the +footing of permanent residence, desires generally to know a little more +about him than that his name is Smith. + +The place indicated was only, as we say, a step away; and as yellow +waistcoat was fat, and used a crutch, I calculated on easily overtaking +him. I was, however, disappointed; crutch, waistcoat, and all had +disappeared. I climbed to the top of the wall, and from this commanding +point of view made a sweeping observation--but in vain. I returned +home, cursing my ill-luck, the child's dulness, and the fat old +fellow's activity. + +I need hardly say that Mr. Smith, in all his aspects, moral, social, +physical, and monetary, formed a fruitful and interesting topic of +speculation during dinner. How many phantom Smiths, short and long, stout +and lean, ill-tempered and well-tempered--rich, respectable, or highly +dangerous merchants, spies, forgers, nabobs, swindlers, danced before us, +in the endless mazes of fanciful conjecture, during that anxious +_tête-à-tête_, which was probably to be interrupted by the arrival of the +gentleman himself. + +My wife and I puzzled over the problem as people would over the possible +_dénouement_ of a French novel; and at last, by mutual consent, we came +to the conclusion that Smith could, and would turn out to be no other +than the good-natured valetudinarian in the yellow waistcoat himself, a +humorist, as was evident enough, and a millionaire, as we unhesitatingly +pronounced, who had no immediate relatives, and as I hoped, and my wife +"was certain," taken a decided fancy to our little Fanny; I patted the +child's head with something akin to pride, as I thought of the +magnificent, though remote possibilities, in store for her. + +Meanwhile, hour after hour stole away. It was a beautiful autumn evening, +and the amber lustre of the declining sun fell softly upon the yews and +flowers, and gave an air, half melancholy, half cheerful, to the dark-red +brick piers surmounted with their cracked and grass-grown stone urns, and +furnished with the light foliage of untended creeping plants. Down the +short broad walk leading to this sombre entrance, my eye constantly +wandered; but no impatient rattle on the latch, no battering at the gate, +indicated the presence of a visited, and the lazy bell hung dumbly among +the honey-suckles. + +"When will he come? Yellow waistcoat promised _this evening_! It has +been evening a good hour and a half, and yet he is not here. When will +he come? It will soon be dark--the evening will have passed--will he +come at all?" + +Such were the uneasy speculations which began to trouble us. Redder and +duskier grew the light of the setting sun, till it saddened into the +mists of night. Twilight came, and then darkness, and still no arrival, +no summons at the gate. I would not admit even to my wife the excess of +my own impatience. I could, however, stand it no longer; so I took my hat +and walked to the gate, where I stood by the side of the public road, +watching every vehicle and person that approached, in a fever of +expectation. Even these, however, began to fail me, and the road grew +comparatively quiet and deserted. Having kept guard like a sentinel for +more than half an hour, I returned in no very good humour, with the +punctuality of an expected inmate--ordered the servant to draw the +curtains and secure the hall-door; and so my wife and I sate down to our +disconsolate cup of tea. It must have been about ten o'clock, and we were +both sitting silently--she working, I looking moodily into a paper--and +neither of us any longer entertaining a hope that anything but +disappointment would come of the matter, when a sudden tapping, very loud +and sustained, upon the window pane, startled us both in an instant from +our reveries. + +I am not sure whether I mentioned before that the sitting-room we +occupied was upon the ground-floor, and the sward came close under the +window. I drew the curtains, and opened the shutters with a revived hope; +and looking out, saw a very tall thin figure, a good deal wrapped up, +standing about a yard before me, and motioning with head and hand +impatiently towards the hall-door. Though the night was clear, there was +no moon, and therefore I could see no more than the black outline, like +that of an _ombre chinoise_ figure, signing to me with mop and moe. In a +moment I was at the hall-door, candle in hand; the stranger stept in--his +long fingers clutched in the handle of a valise, and a bag which trailed +upon the ground behind him. + +The light fell full upon him. He wore a long, ill-made, black surtout, +buttoned across, and which wrinkled and bagged about his lank figure; his +hat was none of the best, and rather broad in the brim; a sort of white +woollen muffler enveloped the lower part of his face; a pair of prominent +green goggles, fenced round with leather, completely concealed his eyes; +and nothing of the genuine man, but a little bit of yellow forehead, and +a small transverse segment of equally yellow cheek and nose, encountered +the curious gaze of your humble servant. + +"You are--I suppose"--I began; for I really was a little doubtful +about my man. + +"Mr. Smith--the same; be good enough to show me to my bedchamber," +interrupted the stranger, brusquely, and in a tone which, spite of the +muffler that enveloped his mouth, was sharp and grating enough. + +"Ha!--Mr. Smith--so I supposed. I hope you may find everything as +comfortable as we desire to make it--" + +I was about making a speech, but was cut short by a slight bow, and a +decisive gesture of the hand in the direction of the staircase. It was +plain that the stranger hated ceremony. + +Together, accordingly, we mounted the staircase; he still pulling his +luggage after him, and striding lightly up without articulating a word; +and on reaching his bedroom, he immediately removed his hat, showing a +sinister, black scratch-wig underneath, and then began unrolling the +mighty woolen wrapping of his mouth and chin. + +"Come," thought I, "we _shall_ see something of your face after all." + +This something, however, proved to be very little; for under his muffler +was a loose cravat, which stood up in front of his chin and upon his +mouth, he wore a respirator--an instrument which I had never seen before, +and of the use of which I was wholly ignorant. + +There was something so excessively odd in the effect of this piece of +unknown mechanism upon his mouth, surmounted by the huge goggles which +encased his eyes, that I believe I should have laughed outright, were +it not for a certain unpleasant and peculiar impressiveness in the +_tout ensemble_ of the narrow-chested, long-limbed, and cadaverous +figure in black. As it was, we stood looking at one another in silence +for several seconds. + +"Thank you, sir," at last he said, abruptly. "I shan't want anything +whatever to-night; if you can only spare me this candle." + +I assented; and, becoming more communicative, he added-- + +"I am, though an invalid, an independent sort of fellow enough. I am a +bit of a philosopher; I am my own servant, and, I hope, my own master, +too. I rely upon myself in matters of the body and of the mind. I place +valets and priests in the same category--fellows who live by our +laziness, intellectual or corporeal. I am a Voltaire, without his +luxuries--a Robinson Crusoe, without his Bible--an anchorite, without a +superstition--in short, my indulgence is asceticism, and my faith +infidelity. Therefore, I shan't disturb your servants much with my bell, +nor yourselves with my psalmody. You have got a rational lodger, who +knows how to attend upon himself." + +During this singular address he was drawing off his ill-fitting black +gloves, and when he had done so, a bank-note, which had been slipped +underneath for safety, remained in his hand. + +"Punctuality, sir, is one of my poor pleasures," he said; "will you allow +me to enjoy it now? To-morrow you may acknowledge this; I should not rest +were you to decline it." + +He extended his bony and discoloured fingers, and placed the note in my +hand. Oh, Fortune and Plutus! It was a £100 bank-note. + +"Pray, not one word, my dear sir," he continued, unbending still further; +"it is simply done pursuant to agreement. We shall know one another +better, I hope, in a little time; you will find me always equally +punctual. At present pray give yourself no further trouble; I require +nothing more. Good night." + +I returned the valediction, closed his door, and groped my way down the +stairs. It was not until I had nearly reached the hall, that I +recollected that I had omitted to ask our new inmate at what hour he +would desire to be called in the morning, and so I groped my way back +again. As I reached the lobby on which his chamber opened, I perceived a +long line of light issuing from the partially-opened door, within which +stood Mr. Smith, the same odd figure I had just left; while along the +boards was creeping towards him across the lobby, a great, big-headed, +buff-coloured cat. I had never seen this ugly animal before; and it had +reached the threshold of his door, arching its back, and rubbing itself +on the post, before either appeared conscious of my approach, when, with +an angry growl, it sprang into the stranger's room. + +"What do you want?" he demanded, sharply, standing in the doorway. + +I explained my errand. + +"I shall call myself," was his sole reply; and he shut the door with a +crash that indicated no very pleasurable emotions. + +I cared very little about my lodger's temper. The stealthy rustle of his +bank-note in my waistcoat pocket was music enough to sweeten the harshest +tones of his voice, and to keep alive a cheerful good humour in my heart; +and although there was, indisputably, something queer about him, I was, +on the whole, very well pleased with my bargain. + +The next day our new inmate did not ring his bell until noon. As soon +as he had had some breakfast, of which he very sparingly partook, he +told the servant that, for the future, he desired that a certain +quantity of milk and bread might be left outside his door; and this +being done, he would dispense with regular meals. He desired, too, +that, on my return, I should be acquainted that he wished to see me in +his own room at about nine o'clock; and, meanwhile, he directed that he +should be left undisturbed. I found my little wife full of astonishment +at Mr. Smith's strange frugality and seclusion, and very curious to +learn the object of the interview he had desired with me. At nine +o'clock I repaired to his room. + +I found him in precisely the costume in which I had left him--the same +green goggles--the same muffling of the mouth, except that being now no +more than a broadly-folded black silk handkerchief, very loose, and +covering even the lower part of the nose, it was obviously intended for +the sole purpose of concealment. It was plain I was not to see more of +his features than he had chosen to disclose at our first interview. The +effect was as if the lower part of his face had some hideous wound or +sore. He closed the door with his own hand on my entrance, nodded +slightly, and took his seat. I expected him to begin, but he was so long +silent that I was at last constrained to address him. + +I said, for want of something more to the purpose, that I hoped he had +not been tormented by the strange cat the night before. + +"What cat?" he asked, abruptly; "what the plague do you mean?" + +"Why, I certainly did see a cat go into your room last night," I resumed. + +"Hey, and what if you did--though I fancy you dreamed it--I'm not afraid +of a cat; are you?" he interrupted, tartly. + +At this moment there came a low growling mew from the closet which opened +from the room in which we sat. + +"Talk of the devil," said I, pointing towards the closet. My companion, +without any exact change of expression, looked, I thought, somehow +still more sinister and lowering; and I felt for a moment a sort of +superstitious misgiving, which made the rest of the sentence die away +on my lips. + +Perhaps Mr. Smith perceived this, for he said, in a tone calculated to +reassure me-- + +"Well, sir, I think I am bound to tell you that I like my apartments very +well; they suit me, and I shall probably be your tenant for much longer +than at first you anticipated." + +I expressed my gratification. + +He then began to talk, something in the strain in which he had spoken of +his own peculiarities of habit and thinking upon the previous evening. He +disposed of all classes and denominations of superstition with an easy +sarcastic slang, which for me was so captivating, that I soon lost all +reserve, and found myself listening and suggesting by turns--acquiescent +and pleased--sometimes hazarding dissent; but whenever I did, foiled and +floored by a few pointed satirical sentences, whose sophistry, for such I +must now believe it, confounded me with a rapidity which, were it not for +the admiration with which he had insensibly inspired me, would have +piqued and irritated my vanity not a little. + +While this was going on, from time to time the mewing and growling of a +cat within the closet became more and more audible. At last these sounds +became so loud, accompanied by scratching at the door, that I paused in +the midst of a sentence, and observed-- + +"There certainly is a cat shut up in the closet?" + +"Is there?" he ejaculated, in a surprised tone; "nay, I do not hear it." + +He rose abruptly and approached the door; his back was towards me, but I +observed he raised the goggles which usually covered his eyes, and looked +steadfastly at the closet door. The angry sounds all died away into a +low, protracted growl, which again subsided into silence. He continued in +the same attitude for some moments, and then returned. + +"I do not hear it," he said, as he resumed his place, and taking a book +from his capacious pocket, asked me if I had seen it before? I never had, +and this surprised me, for I had flattered myself that I knew, at least +by name, every work published in England during the last fifty years in +favour of that philosophy in which we both delighted. The book, moreover, +was an odd one, as both its title and table of contents demonstrated. + +While we were discoursing upon these subjects, I became more and more +distinctly conscious of a new class of sounds proceeding from the same +closet. I plainly heard a measured and heavy tread, accompanied by the +tapping of some hard and heavy substance like the end of a staff, pass up +and down the floor--first, as it seemed, stealthily, and then more and +more unconcealedly. I began to feel very uncomfortable and suspicious. As +the noise proceeded, and became more and more unequivocal, Mr. Smith +abruptly rose, opened the closet door, just enough to admit his own +lath-like person, and steal within the threshold for some seconds. What +he did I could not see--I felt conscious he had an associate concealed +there; and though my eyes remained fixed on the book, I could not avoid +listening for some audible words, or signal of caution. I heard, however, +nothing of the kind. Mr. Smith turned back--walked a step or two towards +me, and said-- + +"I fancied I heard a sound from that closet, but there is +nothing--nothing--nothing whatever; bring the candle, let us both look." + +I obeyed with some little trepidation, for I fully anticipated that I +should detect the intruder, of whose presence my own ears had given me, +for nearly half an hour, the most unequivocal proofs. We entered the +closet together; it contained but a few chairs and a small spider table. +At the far end of the room there was a sort of grey woollen cloth upon +the floor, and a bundle of something underneath it. I looked jealously at +it, and half thought I could trace the outline of a human figure; but, if +so, it was perfectly motionless. + +"Some of my poor wardrobe," he muttered, as he pointed his lean finger in +the direction. "It did not sound like a cat, did it--hey--did it?" he +muttered; and without attending to my answer, he went about the +apartment, clapping his hands, and crying, "Hish--hish--hish!" + +The game, however, whatever it was, did not start. As I entered I had +seen, however, a large crutch reposing against the wall in the corner +opposite to the door. This was the only article in the room, except that +I have mentioned, with which I was not familiar. With the exception of +our two selves, there was not a living creature to be seen there; no +shadow but ours upon the bare walls; no feet but our own upon the +comfortless floor. + +I had never before felt so strange and unpleasant a sensation. + +"There is nothing unusual in the room but that crutch," I said. + +"What crutch, you dolt? I see no crutch," he ejaculated, in a tone of +sudden but suppressed fury. + +"Why, _that_ crutch," I answered (for somehow I neither felt nor resented +his rudeness), turning and pointing to the spot where I had seen it. It +was gone!--it was neither there nor anywhere else. It must have been an +illusion--rather an odd one, to be sure. And yet I could at this moment, +with a safe conscience, _swear_ that I never saw an object more +distinctly than I had seen it but a second before. + +My companion was muttering fast to himself as we withdrew; his presence +rather scared than reassured me; and I felt something almost amounting to +horror, as, holding the candle above his cadaverous and sable figure, he +stood at his threshold, while I descended the stairs, and said, in a sort +of whisper-- + +"Why, but that I am, like yourself, a philosopher, I should say that your +house is--is--a--ha! ha! ha!--HAUNTED!" + +"You look very pale, my love," said my wife, as I entered the +drawing-room, where she had been long awaiting my return. "Nothing +unpleasant has happened?" + +"Nothing, nothing, I assure you. Pale!--_do_ I look pale?" I answered. +"We are excellent friends, I assure you. So far from having had the +smallest disagreement, there is every prospect of our agreeing but too +well, as you will say; for I find that he holds all my opinions upon +speculative subjects. We have had a great deal of conversation this +evening, I assure you; and I never met, I think, so scholarlike and +able a man." + +"I am sorry for it, dearest," she said, sadly. "The greater his talents, +if such be his opinions, the more dangerous a companion is he." + +We turned, however, to more cheerful topics, and it was late before we +retired to rest. I believe it was pride--perhaps only vanity--but, at all +events, some obstructive and stubborn instinct of my nature, which I +could not overcome--that prevented my telling my wife the odd occurrences +which had disturbed my visit to our guest. I was unable or ashamed to +confess that so slight a matter had disturbed me; and, above all, that +any accident could possibly have clouded, even for a moment, the frosty +clearness of my pure and lofty scepticism with the shadows of +superstition. + +Almost every day seemed to develop some new eccentricity of our strange +guest. His dietary consisted, without any variety or relief, of the +monotonous bread and milk with which he started; his bed had not been +made for nearly a week; nobody had been admitted into his room since my +visit, just described; and he never ventured down stairs, or out of +doors, until after nightfall, when he used sometimes to glide swiftly +round our little enclosed shrubbery, and at others stand quite +motionless, composed, as if in an attitude of deep attention. After +employing about an hour in this way, he would return, and steal up stairs +to his room, when he would shut himself up, and not be seen again until +the next night--or, it might be, the night after that--when, perhaps, he +would repeat his odd excursion. + +Strange as his habits were, their eccentricity was all upon the side +least troublesome to us. He required literally no attendance; and as to +his occasional night ramble, even _it_ caused not the slightest +disturbance of our routine hour for securing the house and locking up the +hall-door for the night, inasmuch as he had invariably retired before +that hour arrived. + +All this stimulated curiosity, and, in no small degree, that of my wife, +who, notwithstanding her vigilance and her anxiety to see our strange +inmate, had been hitherto foiled by a series of cross accidents. We were +sitting together somewhere about ten o'clock at night, when there came a +tap at the room-door. We had just been discussing the unaccountable +Smith; and I felt a sheepish consciousness that he might be himself at +the door, and have possibly even overheard our speculation--some of them +anything but complimentary, respecting himself. + +"Come in," cried, I, with an effort; and the tall form of our lodger +glided into the room. My wife was positively frightened, and stood +looking at him, as he advanced, with a stare of manifest apprehension, +and even recoiled mechanically, and caught my hand. + +Sensitiveness, however, was not his fault: he made a kind of stiff nod as +I mumbled an introduction; and seating himself unasked, began at once to +chat in that odd, off-hand, and sneering style, in which he excelled, and +which had, as he wielded it, a sort of fascination of which I can pretend +to convey no idea. + +My wife's alarm subsided, and although she still manifestly felt some +sort of misgiving about our visitor, she yet listened to his +conversation, and, spite of herself, soon began to enjoy it. He stayed +for nearly half an hour. But although he glanced at a great variety of +topics, he did not approach the subject of religion. As soon as he was +gone, my wife delivered judgment upon him in form. She admitted he was +agreeable; but then he was such an unnatural, awful-looking object: there +was, besides, something indescribably frightful, she thought, in his +manner--the very tone of his voice was strange and hateful; and, on the +whole, she felt unutterably relieved at his departure. + +A few days after, on my return, I found my poor little wife agitated and +dispirited. Mr. Smith had paid her a visit, and brought with him a book, +which he stated he had been reading, and which contained some references +to the Bible which he begged of her to explain in that profounder and +less obvious sense in which they had been cited. This she had endeavoured +to do; and affecting to be much gratified by her satisfactory exposition, +he had requested her to reconcile some discrepancies which he said had +often troubled him when reading the Scriptures. Some of them were quite +new to my good little wife; they startled and even horrified her. He +pursued this theme, still pretending only to seek for information to +quiet his own doubts, while in reality he was sowing in her mind the +seeds of the first perturbations that had ever troubled the sources of +her peace. He had been with her, she thought, no more than a quarter of +an hour; but he had contrived to leave her abundant topics on which to +ruminate for days. I found her shocked and horrified at the doubts which +this potent Magus had summoned from the pit--doubts which she knew not +how to combat, and from the torment of which she could not escape. + +"He has made me very miserable with his deceitful questions. I never +thought of them before; and, merciful Heaven! I cannot answer them! What +am I to do? My serenity is gone; I shall never be happy again." + +In truth, she was so very miserable, and, as it seemed to me, so +disproportionately excited, that, inconsistent in me as the task would +have been, I would gladly have explained away her difficulties, and +restored to her mind its wonted confidence and serenity, had I possessed +sufficient knowledge for the purpose. I really pitied her, and heartily +wished Mr. Smith, for the nonce, at the devil. + +I observed after this that my wife's spirits appeared permanently +affected. There was a constantly-recurring anxiety, and I thought +something was lying still more heavily at her heart than the +uncertainties inspired by our lodger. + +One evening, as we two were sitting together, after a long silence, she +suddenly laid her hand upon my arm, and said-- + +"Oh, Richard, my darling! would to God you could pray for me!" + +There was something so agitated, and even terrified, in her manner, +that I was absolutely startled. I urged her to disclose whatever preyed +upon her mind. + +"You can't sympathise with me--you can't help me--you can scarcely +compassionate me in my misery! Oh, dearest Richard! Some evil influence +has been gaining upon my heart, dulling and destroying my convictions, +killing all my holy affections, and--and absolutely transforming me. I +look inward upon myself with amazement, with terror--with--oh, God!--with +actual despair!" + +Saying this, she threw herself on her knees, and wept an agonised flood +of tears, with her head reposing in my lap. + +Poor little thing, my heart bled for her! But what could I do or say? + +All I could suggest was what I really thought, that she was +unwell--hysterical--and needed to take better care of her precious self; +that her change of feeling was fancied, not real; and that a few days +would restore her to her old health and former spirits and serenity. + +"And sometimes," she resumed, after I had ended a consolatory discussion, +which it was but too manifest had fallen unprofitably upon her ear, "such +dreadful, impious thoughts come into my mind, whether I choose it or not; +they come, and stay, and return, strive as I may; and I can't pray +against them. They are forced upon me with the strength of an independent +will; and oh!--horrible--frightful--they blaspheme the character of God +himself. They upbraid the Almighty upon his throne, and I can't pray +against them; there is something in me now that resists prayer." + +There was such a real and fearful anguish in the agitation of my gentle +companion, that it shook my very soul within me, even while I was +affecting to make light of her confessions. I had never before witnessed +a struggle at all like this, and I was awe-struck at the spectacle. + +At length she became comparatively calm. I did gradually succeed, though +very imperfectly, in reassuring her. She strove hard against her +depression, and recovered a little of her wonted cheerfulness. + +After a while, however, the cloud returned. She grew sad and earnest, +though no longer excited; and entreated, or rather implored, of me to +grant her one special favour, and this was, to avoid the society of +our lodger. + +"I never," she said, "could understand till now the instinctive dread +with which poor Margaret, in _Faust_, shrinks from the hateful presence +of Mephistopheles. I now feel it in myself. The dislike and suspicion I +first felt for that man--Smith, or whatever else he may call himself--has +grown into literal detestation and terror. I hate him--I am afraid of +him--I never knew what anguish of mind was until he entered our doors; +and would to God--would to God he were gone." + +I reasoned with her--kissed her--laughed at her; but could not dissipate, +in the least degree, the intense and preternatural horror with which she +had grown to regard the poor philosophic invalid, who was probably, at +that moment, poring over some metaphysical book in his solitary +bedchamber. + +The circumstance I am about to mention will give you some notion of the +extreme to which these excited feelings had worked upon her nerves. I was +that night suddenly awakened by a piercing scream--I started upright in +the bed, and saw my wife standing at the bedside, white as ashes with +terror. It was some seconds, so startled was I, before I could find words +to ask her the cause of her affright. She caught my wrist in her icy +grasp, and climbed, trembling violently, into bed. Notwithstanding my +repeated entreaties, she continued for a long time stupified and dumb. At +length, however, she told me, that having lain awake for a long time, she +felt, on a sudden, that she could pray, and lighting the candle, she had +stolen from beside me, and kneeled down for the purpose. She had, +however, scarcely assumed the attitude of prayer, when somebody, she +said, clutched her arm violently near the wrist, and she heard, at the +same instant, some blasphemous menace, the import of which escaped her +the moment it was spoken, muttered close in her ear. This terrifying +interruption was the cause of the scream which had awakened me; and the +condition in which she continued during the remainder of the night +confirmed me more than ever in the conviction, that she was suffering +under some morbid action of the nervous system. + +After this event, which _I_ had no hesitation in attributing to fancy, +she became literally afraid to pray, and her misery and despondency +increased proportionately. + +It was shortly after this that an unusual pressure of business called me +into town one evening after office hours. I had left my dear little wife +tolerably well, and little Fanny was to be her companion until I +returned. She and her little companion occupied the same room in which we +sat on the memorable evening which witnessed the arrival of our eccentric +guest. Though usually a lively child, it most provokingly happened upon +this night that Fanny was heavy and drowsy to excess. Her mamma would +have sent her to bed, but that she now literally feared to be left alone; +although, however, she could not so far overcome her horror of solitude +as to do this, she yet would not persist in combating the poor child's +sleepiness. + +Accordingly, little Fanny was soon locked in a sound sleep, while her +mamma quietly pursued her work beside her. They had been perhaps some +ten minutes thus circumstanced, when my wife heard the window softly +raised from without--a bony hand parted the curtains, and Mr. Smith +leaned into the room. + +She was so utterly overpowered at sight of this apparition, that even had +it, as she expected, climbed into the room, she told me she could not +have uttered a sound, or stirred from the spot where she sate transfixed +and petrified. + +"Ha, ha!" he said gently, "I hope you'll excuse this, I must admit, very +odd intrusion; but I knew I should find you here, and could not resist +the opportunity of raising the window just for a moment, to look in upon +a little family picture, and say a word to yourself. I understand that +you are troubled, because for some cause you cannot say your +prayers--because what you call your 'faith' is, so to speak, dead and +gone, and also because what _you_ consider bad thoughts are constantly +recurring to your mind. Now, all that is very silly. If it is really +impossible for you to believe and to pray, what are you to infer from +that? It is perfectly plain your Christian system can't be a true +one--faith and _prayer_ it everywhere represents as the conditions of +grace, acceptance, and salvation; and yet your Creator will not _permit_ +you either to believe or pray. The Christian system is, forsooth, a +_free_ gift, and yet he who formed _you_ and _it_, makes it absolutely +impossible for you to accept it. _Is_ it, I ask you, from your own +experience--is it a free gift? And if your own experience, in which you +can't be mistaken, gives its pretensions the lie, why, in the name of +common sense, will you persist in believing it? I say it is downright +blasphemy to think it has emanated from the Good Spirit--assuming that +there is one. It tells you that you must be tormented hereafter in a way +only to be made intelligible by the image of eternal fires--pretty +strong, we must all allow--unless you comply with certain conditions, +which it pretends are so easy that it is a positive pleasure to embrace +and perform them; and yet, for the life of you, you can't--physically +_can't_--do either. Is this truth and mercy?--or is it swindling and +cruelty? Is it the part of the Redeemer, or that of the tyrant, deceiver, +and tormentor?" + +Up to that moment, my wife had sate breathless and motionless, listening, +in the catalepsy of nightmare, to a sort of echo of the vile and impious +reasoning which had haunted her for so long. At the last words of the +sentence his voice became harsh and thrilling; and his whole manner +bespoke a sort of crouching and terrific hatred, the like of which she +could not have conceived. + +Whatever may have been the cause, she was on a sudden disenchanted. She +started to her feet; and, freezing with horror though she was, in a +shrill cry of agony commanded him, in the name of God, to depart from +her. His whole frame seemed to darken; he drew back silently; the +curtains dropped into their places, the window was let down again as +stealthily as it had just been raised; and my wife found herself alone in +the chamber with our little child, who had been startled from her sleep +by her mother's cry of anguish, and with the fearful words, "tempter," +"destroyer," "devil," still ringing in her ears, was weeping bitterly, +and holding her terrified mother's hand. + +There is nothing, I believe, more infectious than that species of +nervousness which shows itself in superstitious fears. I began--although +I could not bring myself to admit anything the least like it--to partake +insensibly, but strongly of the peculiar feelings with which my wife, and +indeed my whole household, already regarded the lodger up stairs. The +fact was, beside, that the state of my poor wife's mind began to make me +seriously uneasy; and, although I was fully sensible of the pecuniary and +other advantages attendant upon his stay, they were yet far from +outweighing the constant gloom and frequent misery in which the +protracted sojourn was involving my once cheerful house. I resolved, +therefore, at whatever monetary sacrifice, to put an end to these +commotions; and, after several debates with my wife, in which the subject +was, as usual, turned in all its possible and impossible bearings, we +agreed that, deducting a fair proportion for his five weeks' sojourn, I +should return the remainder of his £100, and request immediate possession +of his apartments. Like a man suddenly relieved of an insufferable load, +and breathing freely once more, I instantly prepared to carry into effect +the result of our deliberations. + +In pursuance of this resolution, I waited upon Mr. Smith. This time my +call was made in the morning, somewhere about nine o'clock. He +received me at his door, standing as usual in the stealthy opening +which barely admitted his lank person. There he stood, fully equipped +with goggles and respirator, and swathed, rather than dressed, in his +puckered black garments. + +As he did not seem disposed to invite me into his apartment, although +I had announced my visit as one of business, I was obliged to open my +errand where I stood; and after a great deal of fumbling and +muttering, I contrived to place before him distinctly the resolution +to which I had come. + +"But I can't think of taking back any portion of the sum I have paid +you," said he, with a cool, dry emphasis. + +"Your reluctance to do so, Mr. Smith, is most handsome, and I assure you, +appreciated," I replied. "It is very generous; but, at the same time, it +is quite impossible for me to accept what I have no right to take, and I +must beg of you not to mention that part of the subject again." + +"And why should _I_ take it?" demanded Mr. Smith. + +"Because you have paid this hundred pounds for six months, and you are +leaving me with nearly five months of the term still unexpired," I +replied. "I expect to receive fair play myself, and always give it." + +"But who on earth said that I was going away so soon?" pursued Mr. Smith, +in the same dry, sarcastic key. "_I_ have not said so--because I really +don't intend it; I mean to stay here to the last day of the six months +for which I have paid you. I have no notion of vacating my hired +lodgings, simply because you say, _go_. I shan't quarrel with you--I +never quarrel with anybody. I'm as much your friend as ever; but, without +the least wish to disoblige, I can't do this, positively I cannot. Is +there anything else?" + +I had not anticipated in the least the difficulty which thus +encountered and upset our plans. I had so set my heart upon effecting +the immediate retirement of our inauspicious inmate, that the +disappointment literally stunned me for a moment. I, however, returned +to the charge: I urged, and prayed, and almost besought him to give up +his apartments, and to leave us. I offered to repay every farthing of +the sum he had paid me--reserving nothing on account of the time he had +already been with us. I suggested all the disadvantages of the house. I +shifted my ground, and told him that my wife wanted the rooms; I +pressed his gallantry--his good nature--his economy; in short, I +assailed him upon every point--but in vain, he did not even take the +trouble of repeating what he had said before--he neither relented, nor +showed the least irritation, but simply said-- + +"I can't do this; here I am, and here I stay until the half-year has +expired. You wanted a lodger, and you have got one--the quietest, least +troublesome, least expensive person you could have; and though your +house, servants, and furniture are none of the best, I don't care for +that. I pursue my own poor business and enjoyments here entirely to my +satisfaction." + +Having thus spoken, he gave me a sort of nod, and closed the door. + +So, instead of getting rid of him the next day, as we had hoped, we had +nearly five months more of his company in expectancy; I hated, and my +wife dreaded the prospect. She was literally miserable and panic-struck +at her disappointment--and grew so nervous and wretched that I made up my +mind to look out for lodgings for her and the children (subversive of all +our schemes of retrenchment as such a step would be), and surrendering +the house absolutely to Mr. Smith and the servants during the remainder +of his term. + +Circumstances, however, occurred to prevent our putting this plan in +execution. My wife, meanwhile, was, if possible, more depressed and +nervous every day. The servants seemed to sympathise in the dread and +gloom which involved ourselves; the very children grew timid and +spiritless, without knowing why--and the entire house was pervaded with +an atmosphere of uncertainty and fear. A poorhouse or a dungeon would +have been cheerful, compared with a dwelling haunted unceasingly with +unearthly suspicions and alarms. I would have made any sacrifice short of +ruin, to emancipate our household from the odious mental and moral +thraldom which was invisibly established over us--overcasting us with +strange anxieties and an undefined terror. + +About this time my wife had a dream which troubled her much, although +she could not explain its supposed significance satisfactorily by any +of the ordinary rules of interpretation in such matters. The vision was +as follows. + +She dreamed that we were busily employed in carrying out our scheme of +removal, and that I came into the parlour where she was making some +arrangements, and, with rather an agitated manner, told her that the +carriage had come for the children. She thought she went out to the hall, +in consequence, holding little Fanny by one hand, and the boy--or, as we +still called him, "baby,"--by the other, and feeling, as she did so, an +unaccountable gloom, almost amounting to terror, steal over her. The +children, too, seemed, she thought, frightened, and disposed to cry. + +So close to the hall-door as to exclude the light, stood some kind of +vehicle, of which she could see nothing but that its door was wide open, +and the interior involved in total darkness. The children, she thought, +shrunk back in great trepidation, and she addressed herself to induce +them, by persuasion, to enter, telling them that they were only "going to +their new home." So, in a while, little Fanny approached it; but, at the +same instant, some person came swiftly up from behind, and, raising the +little boy in his hands, said fiercely, "No, the baby first"; and placed +him in the carriage. This person was our lodger, Mr. Smith, and was gone +as soon as seen. My wife, even in her dream, could not act or speak; but +as the child was lifted into the carriage-door, a man, whose face was +full of beautiful tenderness and compassion, leaned forward from the +carriage and received the little child, which, stretching his arms to the +stranger, looked back with a strange smile upon his mother. + +"He is safe with me, and I will deliver him to you when you come." + +These words the man spoke, looking upon her, as he received him, and +immediately the carriage-door shut, and the noise of its closing wakened +my wife from her nightmare. + +This dream troubled her very much, and even haunted my mind unpleasantly +too. We agreed, however, not to speak of it to anybody, not to divulge +any of our misgivings respecting the stranger. We were anxious that +neither the children nor the servants should catch the contagion of those +fears which had seized upon my poor little wife, and, if truth were +spoken, upon myself in some degree also. But this precaution was, I +believe, needless, for, as I said before, everybody under the same roof +with Mr. Smith was, to a certain extent, affected with the same nervous +gloom and apprehension. + +And now commences a melancholy chapter in my life. My poor little Fanny +was attacked with a cough which soon grew very violent, and after a time +degenerated into a sharp attack of inflammation. We were seriously +alarmed for her life, and nothing that care and medicine could effect +was spared to save it. Her mother was indefatigable, and scarcely left +her night or day; and, indeed, for some time, we all but despaired of +her recovery. + +One night, when she was at the worst, her poor mother, who had sat for +many a melancholy hour listening, by her bedside, to those plaintive +incoherences of delirium and moanings of fever, which have harrowed so +many a fond heart, gained gradually from her very despair the courage +which she had so long wanted, and knelt down at the side of her sick +darling's bed to pray for her deliverance. + +With clasped hands, in an agony of supplication, she prayed that God +would, in his mercy, spare her little child--that, justly as she herself +deserved the sorest chastisement his hand could inflict, he would yet +deal patiently and tenderly with her in this one thing. She poured out +her sorrows before the mercy-seat--she opened her heart, and declared her +only hope to be in his pity; without which, she felt that her darling +would only leave the bed where she was lying for her grave. + +Exactly as she came to this part of her supplication, the child, who had +grown, as it seemed, more and more restless, and moaned and muttered with +increasing pain and irritation, on a sudden started upright in her bed, +and, in a thrilling voice, cried-- + +"No! no!--the baby first." + +The mysterious sentence which had secretly tormented her for so long, +thus piercingly uttered by this delirious, and, perhaps, dying child, +with what seemed a preternatural earnestness and strength, arrested her +devotions, and froze her with a feeling akin to terror. + +"Hush, hush, my darling!" said the poor mother, almost wildly, as she +clasped the attenuated frame of the sick child in her arms; "hush, my +darling; don't cry out so loudly--there--there--my own love." + +The child did not appear to see or hear her, but sate up still with +feverish cheeks, and bright unsteady eyes, while her dry lips were +muttering inaudible words. + +"Lie down, my sweet child--lie down, for your own mother," she said; +"if you tire yourself, you can't grow well, and your poor mother will +lose you." + +At these words, the child suddenly cried out again, in precisely the same +loud, strong voice--"No! no! the baby first, the baby first"--and +immediately afterwards lay down, and fell, for the first time since her +illness into a tranquil sleep. + +My good little wife sate, crying bitterly by her bedside. The child was +better--_that_ was, indeed, delightful. But then there was an omen in the +words, thus echoed from her dream, which she dared not trust herself to +interpret, and which yet had seized, with a grasp of iron, upon every +fibre of her brain. + +"Oh, Richard," she cried, as she threw her arms about my neck, "I am +terrified at this horrible menace from the unseen world. Oh! poor, +darling little baby, I shall lose you--I am sure I shall lose you. +Comfort me, darling, and say he is not to die." + +And so I did; and tasked all my powers of argument and persuasion to +convince her how unsubstantial was the ground of her anxiety. The little +boy was perfectly well, and, even were he to die before his sister that +event might not occur for seventy years to come. I could not, however, +conceal from myself that there was something odd and unpleasant in the +coincidence; and my poor wife had grown so nervous and excitable, that a +much less ominous conjecture would have sufficed to alarm her. + +Meanwhile, the unaccountable terror which our lodger's presence inspired +continued to increase. One of our maids gave us warning, solely from her +dread of our queer inmate, and the strange accessories which haunted him. +She said--and this was corroborated by her fellow-servant--that Mr. Smith +seemed to have constantly a companion in his room; that although they +never heard them speak, they continually and distinctly heard the tread +of two persons walking up and down the room together, and described +accurately the peculiar sound of a stick or crutch tapping upon the +floor, which my own ears had heard. They also had seen the large, +ill-conditioned cat I have mentioned, frequently steal in and out of the +stranger's room; and observed that when our little girl was in greatest +danger, the hateful animal was constantly writhing, fawning, and crawling +about the door of the sick room after nightfall. They were thoroughly +persuaded that this ill-omened beast was the foul fiend himself, and I +confess I could not--sceptic as I was--bring myself absolutely to the +belief that he was nothing more than a "harmless, necessary cat." These +and similar reports--implicitly believed as they palpably were by those +who made them--were certainly little calculated to allay the perturbation +and alarm with which our household was filled. + +The evenings had by this time shortened very much, and darkness often +overtook us before we sate down to our early tea. It happened just at +this period of which I have been speaking, after my little girl had begun +decidedly to mend, that I was sitting in our dining-parlour, with my +little boy fast asleep upon my knees, and thinking of I know not what, my +wife having gone up stairs, as usual, to sit in the room with little +Fanny. As I thus sate in what was to me, in effect, total solitude, +darkness unperceived stole on us. + +On a sudden, as I sate, with my elbow leaning upon the table, and my +other arm round the sleeping child, I felt, as I thought, a cold +current of air faintly blowing upon my forehead. I raised my head, and +saw, as nearly as I could calculate, at the far end of the table on +which my arm rested, two large green eyes confronting me. I could see +no more, but instantly concluded they were those of the abominable cat. +Yielding to an impulse of horror and abhorrence, I caught a water-croft +that was close to my hand, and threw it full at it with all my force. I +must have missed my object, for the shining eyes continued fixed for a +second, and then glided still nearer to me, and then a little nearer +still. The noise of the glass smashed with so much force upon the table +called in the servant, who happened to be passing. She had a candle in +her hand, and, perhaps, the light alarmed the odious beast, for as she +came in it was gone. + +I had had an undefined idea that its approach was somehow connected with +a designed injury of some sort to the sleeping child. I could not be +mistaken as to the fact that I had plainly seen the two broad, glaring, +green eyes. Where the cursed animal had gone I had not observed: it +might, indeed, easily have run out at the door as the servant opened it, +but neither of us had seen it do so; and we were every one of us in such +a state of nervous excitement, that even this incident was something in +the catalogue of our ambiguous experiences. + +It was a great happiness to see our darling little Fanny every day +mending, and now quite out of danger: this was cheering and delightful. +It was also something to know that more than two months of our lodger's +term of occupation had already expired; and to realise, as we now could +do, by anticipation, the unspeakable relief of his departure. + +My wife strove hard to turn our dear child's recovery to good account for +me; but the impressions of fear soon depart, and those of religious +gratitude must be preceded by religious faith. All as yet was but as seed +strewn upon the rock. + +Little Fanny, though recovering rapidly, was still very weak, and her +mother usually passed a considerable part of every evening in her +bedroom--for the child was sometimes uneasy and restless at night. It +happened at this period that, sitting as usual at Fanny's bedside, she +witnessed an occurrence which agitated her not a little. + +The child had been, as it seems, growing sleepy, and was lying +listlessly, with eyes half open, apparently taking no note of what was +passing. Suddenly, however, with an expression of the wildest terror, she +drew up her limbs, and cowered in the bed's head, gazing at some object; +which, judging from the motion of her eyes, must have been slowly +advancing from the end of the room next the door. + +The child made a low shuddering cry, as she grasped her mother's hand, +and, with features white and tense with terror, slowly following with her +eyes the noiseless course of some unseen spectre, shrinking more and more +fearfully backward every moment. + +"What is it? Where? What is it that frightens you, my darling?" asked the +poor mother, who, thrilled with horror, looked in vain for the apparition +which seemed to have all but bereft the child of reason. + +"Stay with me--save me--keep it away--look, look at it--making signs to +me--don't let it hurt me--it is angry--Oh! mamma, save me, save me!" + +The child said this, all the time clinging to her with both her hands, in +an ecstasy of panic. + +"There--there, my darling," said my poor wife, "don't be afraid; there's +nothing but me--your own mamma--and little baby in the room; nothing, my +darling; nothing indeed." + +"Mamma, mamma, don't move; don't go near him"; the child continued +wildly. "It's only his back now; don't make him turn again; he's untying +his handkerchief. Oh! baby, baby; he'll _kill_ baby! and he's lifting up +those green things from his eyes; don't you see him doing it? Mamma, +mamma, why does he come here? Oh, mamma, poor baby--poor little baby!" + +She was looking with a terrified gaze at the little boy's bed, which lay +directly opposite to her own, and in which he was sleeping calmly. + +"Hush, hush, my darling child," said my wife, with difficulty +restraining an hysterical burst of tears; "for God's sake don't speak so +wildly, my own precious love--there, there--don't be frightened--there, +darling, there." + +"Oh! poor baby--poor little darling baby," the child continued as before; +"will no one save him--tell that wicked man to go away--oh--there--why, +mamma--don't--oh, sure you won't let him--don't--don't--he'll take the +child's life--will you let him lie down that way on the bed--save poor +little baby--oh, baby, baby, waken--his head is on your face." + +As she said this she raised her voice to a cry of despairing terror which +made the whole room ring again. + +This cry, or rather yell, reached my ears as I sate reading in the +parlour by myself, and fearing I knew not what, I rushed to the +apartment; before I reached it, the sound had subsided into low but +violent sobbing; and, just as I arrived at the threshold I heard, close +at my feet, a fierce protracted growl, and something rubbing along the +surbase. I was in the dark, but, with a feeling of mingled terror and +fury, I stamped and struck at the abhorred brute with my feet, but in +vain. The next moment I was in the room, and heard little Fanny, through +her sobs, cry-- + +"Oh, poor baby is killed--that wicked man has killed him--he uncovered +his face, and put it on him, and lay upon the bed and killed poor baby. I +knew he came to kill him. Ah, papa, papa, why did you not come up before +he went?--he is gone, he went away as soon as he killed our poor little +darling baby." + +I could not conceal my agitation, quite, and I said to my wife-- + +"Has he, Smith, been here?" + +"No." + +"What is it, then?" + +"The child has seen _some_ one." + +"Seen whom? Who? Who has been here?" + +"I did not see it; but--but I am sure the child saw--that is, _thought_ +she saw _him_;--the person you have named. Oh, God, in mercy deliver us! +What shall I do--what shall I do!" + +Thus saying, the dear little woman burst into tears, and crying, as if +her heart would break, sobbed out an entreaty that I would look at baby; +adding, that she herself had not courage to see whether her darling was +sleeping or dead. + +"Dead!" I exclaimed. "Tut, tut, my darling; you must not give way to such +morbid fancies--he is very well, I see him breathing;" and so saying, I +went over to the bed where our little boy was lying. He was slumbering; +though it seemed to me very heavily, and his cheeks were flushed. + +"Sleeping tranquilly, my darling--tranquilly, and deeply; and with a +warm colour in his cheeks," I said, rearranging the coverlet, and +retiring to my wife, who sate almost breathless whilst I was looking at +our little boy. + +"Thank God--thank God," she said quietly; and she wept again; and rising, +came to his bedside. + +"Yes, yes--alive; thank God; but it seems to me he is breathing very +short, and with difficulty, and he looks--_does_ he not look hot and +feverish? Yes, he _is_ very hot; feel his little hand--feel his neck; +merciful heaven! he is burning." + +It was, indeed, very true, that his skin was unnaturally dry and hot; his +little pulse, too, was going at a fearful rate. + +"I do think," said I--resolved to conceal the extent of my own +apprehensions--"I do think that he is just a _little_ feverish; but he +has often been much more so; and will, I dare say, in the morning, be +perfectly well again. I dare say, but for little Fanny's _dream_, we +should not have observed it at all." + +"Oh, my darling, my darling, my darling!" sobbed the poor little woman, +leaning over the bed, with her hands locked together, and looking the +very picture of despair. "Oh, my darling, what has happened to you? I put +you into your bed, looking so well and beautiful, this evening, and here +you are, stricken with sickness, my own little love. Oh, you will +not--you cannot, leave your poor mother!" + +It was quite plain that she despaired of the child from the moment we had +ascertained that it was unwell. As it happened, her presentiment was but +too truly prophetic. The apothecary said the child's ailment was +"suppressed small-pox"; the physician pronounced it "typhus." The only +certainty about it was the issue--the child died. + +To me few things appear so beautiful as a very young child in its +shroud. The little innocent face looks so sublimely simple and confiding +amongst the cold terrors of death--crimeless, and fearless, that little +mortal has passed alone under the shadow, and explored the mystery of +dissolution. There is death in its sublimest and purest image--no +hatred, no hypocrisy, no suspicion, no care for the morrow ever darkened +that little face; death has come lovingly upon it; there is nothing +cruel, or harsh, in his victory. The yearnings of love, indeed, cannot +be stifled; for the prattle, and smiles, and all the little world of +thoughts that were so delightful, are gone for ever. Awe, too, will +overcast us in its presence--for we are looking on death; but we do not +fear for the little, lonely voyager--for the child has gone, simple and +trusting, into the presence of its all-wise Father; and of such, we +know, is the kingdom of heaven. + +And so we parted from poor little baby. I and his poor old nurse +drove in a mourning carriage, in which lay the little coffin, early +in the morning, to the churchyard of ----. Sore, indeed, was my +heart, as I followed that little coffin to the grave! Another burial +had just concluded as we entered the churchyard, and the mourners +stood in clusters round the grave, into which the sexton was now +shovelling the mould. + +As I stood, with head uncovered, listening to the sublime and touching +service which our ritual prescribes, I found that a gentleman had drawn +near also, and was standing at my elbow. I did not turn to look at him +until the earth had closed over my darling boy; I then walked a little +way apart, that I might be alone, and drying my eyes, sat down upon a +tombstone, to let the confusion of my mind subside. + +While I was thus lost in a sorrowful reverie, the gentleman who had stood +near me at the grave was once more at my side. The face of the stranger, +though I could not call it handsome, was very remarkable; its expression +was the purest and noblest I could conceive, and it was made very +beautiful by a look of such compassion as I never saw before. + +"Why do you sorrow as one without hope?" he said, gently. + +"I _have_ no hope," I answered. + +"Nay, I think you have," he answered again; "and I am sure you will soon +have more. That little child for which you grieve, has escaped the +dangers and miseries of life; its body has perished; but he will receive +in the end the crown of life. God has given him an early victory." + +I know not what it was in him that rebuked my sullen pride, and humbled +and saddened me, as I listened to this man. He was dressed in deep +mourning, and looked more serene, noble, and sweet than any I had ever +seen. He was young, too, as I have said, and his voice very clear and +harmonious. He talked to me for a long time, and I listened to him with +involuntary reverence. At last, however, he left me, saying he had often +seen me walking into town, about the same hour that he used to go that +way, and that if he saw me again he would walk with me, and so we might +reason of these things together. + +It was late when I returned to my home, now a house of mourning. + + + + +PART II + + +Our home was one of sorrow and of fear. The child's death had stricken us +with terror no less than grief. Referring it, as we both tacitly did, to +the mysterious and fiendish agency of the abhorred being whom, in an evil +hour, we had admitted into our house, we both viewed him with a degree +and species of fear for which I can find no name. + +I felt that some further calamity was impending. I could not hope that we +were to be delivered from the presence of the malignant agent who +haunted, rather than inhabited our home, without some additional proofs +alike of his malice and his power. + +My poor wife's presentiments were still more terrible and overpowering, +though not more defined, than my own. She was never tranquil while our +little girl was out of her sight; always dreading and expecting some new +revelation of the evil influence which, as we were indeed both persuaded, +had bereft our darling little boy of life. Against an hostility so +unearthly and intangible there was no guarding, and the sense of +helplessness intensified the misery of our situation. Tormented with +doubts of the very basis of her religion, and recoiling from the ordeal +of prayer with the strange horror with which the victim of hydrophobia +repels the pure water, she no longer found the consolation which, had +sorrow reached her in any other shape, she would have drawn from the +healing influence of religion. We were both of us unhappy, dismayed, +DEMON-STRICKEN. + +Meanwhile, our lodger's habits continued precisely the same. If, indeed, +the sounds which came from his apartments were to be trusted, he and his +agents were more on the alert than ever. I can convey to you, good +reader, no notion, even the faintest, of the dreadful sensation always +more or less present to my mind, and sometimes with a reality which +thrilled me almost to frenzy--the apprehension that I had admitted into +my house the incarnate spirit of the dead or damned, to torment me and +my family. + +It was some nights after the burial of our dear little baby; we had not +gone to bed until late, and I had slept, I suppose, some hours, when I +was awakened by my wife, who clung to me with the energy of terror. She +said nothing, but grasped and shook me with more than her natural +strength. She had crept close to me, and was cowering with her head under +the bedclothes. + +The room was perfectly dark, as usual, for we burned no night-light; but +from the side of the bed next her proceeded a voice as of one sitting +there with his head within a foot of the curtains--and, merciful heavens! +it was the voice of our lodger. + +He was discoursing of the death of our baby, and inveighing, in the old +mocking tone of hate and suppressed fury, against the justice, mercy, and +goodness of God. He did this with a terrible plausibility of sophistry, +and with a resolute emphasis and precision, which seemed to imply, "I +have got something to tell you, and, whether you like it or like it not, +I _will_ say out my say." + +To pretend that I felt anger at his intrusion, or emotion of any sort, +save the one sense of palsied terror, would be to depart from the truth. +I lay, cold and breathless, as if frozen to death--unable to move, unable +to utter a cry--with the voice of that demon pouring, in the dark, his +undisguised blasphemies and temptations close into my ears. At last the +dreadful voice ceased--whether the speaker went or stayed I could not +tell--the silence, which he might be improving for the purpose of some +hellish strategem, was to me more tremendous even than his speech. + +We both lay awake, not daring to move or speak, scarcely even breathing, +but clasping one another fast, until at length the welcome light of day +streamed into the room through the opening door, as the servant came in +to call us. I need not say that our nocturnal visitant had left us. + +The magnanimous reader will, perhaps, pronounce that I ought to have +pulled on my boots and inexpressibles with all available despatch, run to +my lodger's bedroom, and kicked him forthwith downstairs, and the entire +way moreover out to the public road, as some compensation for the +scandalous affront put upon me and my wife by his impertinent visit. Now, +at that time, I had no scruples against what are termed the laws of +honour, was by no means deficient in "pluck," and gifted, moreover, with +a somewhat excitable temper. Yet, I will honestly avow that, so far from +courting a collision with the dreaded stranger, I would have recoiled at +his very sight, and given my eyes to avoid him, such was the ascendancy +which he had acquired over me, as well as everybody else in my household, +in his own quiet, irresistible, hellish way. + +The shuddering antipathy which our guest inspired did not rob his +infernal homily of its effect. It was not a new or strange thing which +he presented to our minds. There was an awful subtlety in the train of +his suggestions. All that he had said had floated through my own mind +before, without order, indeed, or shew of logic. From my own rebellious +heart the same evil thoughts had risen, like pale apparitions hovering +and lost in the fumes of a necromancer's cauldron. His was like the +summing up of all this--a reflection of my own feelings and fancies--but +reduced to an awful order and definiteness, and clothed with a +sophistical form of argument. The effect of it was powerful. It revived +and exaggerated these bad emotions--it methodised and justified +them--and gave to impulses and impressions, vague and desultory before, +something of the compactness of a system. + +My misfortune, therefore, did not soften, it exasperated me. I regarded +the Great Disposer of events as a persecutor of the human race, who took +delight in their miseries. I asked why my innocent child had been smitten +down into the grave?--and why my darling wife, whose first object, I +knew, had ever been to serve and glorify her Maker, should have been thus +tortured and desolated by the cruelest calamity which the malignity of a +demon could have devised? I railed and blasphemed, and even in my agony +defied God with the impotent rage and desperation of a devil, in his +everlasting torment. + +In my bitterness, I could not forbear speaking these impenitent +repetitions of the language of our nightly visitant, even in the presence +of my wife. She heard me with agony, almost with terror. I pitied and +loved her too much not to respect even her weaknesses--for so I +characterised her humble submission to the chastisements of heaven. But +even while I spared her reverential sensitiveness, the spectacle of her +patience but enhanced my own gloomy and impenitent rage. + +I was walking into town in this evil mood, when I was overtaken by the +gentleman whom I had spoken with in the churchyard on the morning when my +little boy was buried. I call him _gentleman_, but I could not say _what_ +was his rank--I never thought about it; there was a grace, a purity, a +compassion, and a grandeur of intellect in his countenance, in his +language, in his mien, that was beautiful and kinglike. I felt, in his +company, a delightful awe, and an humbleness more gratifying than any +elation of earthly pride. + +He divined my state of feeling, but he said nothing harsh. He did not +rebuke, but he reasoned with me--and oh! how mighty was that +reasoning--without formality--without effort--as the flower grows and +blossoms. Its process was in harmony with the successions of +nature--gentle, spontaneous, irresistible. + +At last he left me. I was grieved at his departure--I was +wonder-stricken. His discourse had made me cry tears at once sweet and +bitter; it had sounded depths I knew not of, and my heart was disquieted +within me. Yet my trouble was happier than the resentful and defiant calm +that had reigned within me before. + +When I came home, I told my wife of my having met the same good, wise man +I had first seen by the grave of my child. I recounted to her his +discourse, and, as I brought it again to mind, my tears flowed afresh, +and I was happy while I wept. + +I now see that the calamity which bore at first such evil fruit, was good +for me. It fixed my mind, however rebelliously, upon God, and it stirred +up all the passions of my heart. Levity, inattention, and +self-complacency are obstacles harder to be overcome than the violence of +evil passions--the transition from hate is easier than from indifference, +to love. A mighty change was making on my mind. + +I need not particularise the occasions upon which I again met my +friend, for so I knew him to be, nor detail the train of reasoning and +feeling which in such interviews he followed out; it is enough to say, +that he assiduously cultivated the good seed he had sown, and that his +benignant teachings took deep root, and flourished in my soul, +heretofore so barren. + +One evening, having enjoyed on the morning of the same day another of +those delightful and convincing conversations, I was returning on foot +homeward; and as darkness had nearly closed, and the night threatened +cold and fog, the footpaths were nearly deserted. + +As I walked on, deeply absorbed in the discourse I had heard on the same +morning, a person overtook me, and continued to walk, without much +increasing the interval between us, a little in advance of me. There came +upon me, at the same moment, an indefinable sinking of the heart, a +strange and unaccountable fear. The pleasing topics of my meditations +melted away, and gave place to a sense of danger, all the more unpleasant +that it was vague and objectless. I looked up. What was that which moved +before me? I stared--I faltered; my heart fluttered as if it would choke +me, and then stood still. It was the peculiar and unmistakeable form of +our lodger. + +Exactly as I looked at him, he turned his head, and looked at me over his +shoulder. His face was muffled as usual. I cannot have seen its features +with any completeness, yet I felt that his look was one of fury. The next +instant he was at my side; and my heart quailed within me--my limbs all +but refused their office; yet the very emotions of terror, which might +have overcome me, acted as a stimulus, and I quickened my pace. + +"Hey! what a pious person! So I suppose you have learned at last that +'evil communications corrupt good manners'; and you are absolutely afraid +of the old infidel, the old blasphemer, hey?" + +I made him no answer; I was indeed too much agitated to speak. + +"You'll make a good Christian, no doubt," he continued; "the independent +man, who thinks for himself, reasons his way to his principles, and +sticks fast to them, is sure to be true to whatever system he embraces. +You have been so consistent a philosopher, that I am sure you will make a +steady Christian. You're not the man to be led by the nose by a +sophistical mumbler. _You_ could never be made the prey of a grasping +proselytism; _you_ are not the sport of every whiff of doctrine, nor the +facile slave of whatever superstition is last buzzed in your ear. No, no: +you've got a masculine intellect, and think for yourself, hey?" + +I was incapable of answering him. I quickened my pace to escape from his +detested persecution; but he was close beside me still. + +We walked on together thus for a time, during which I heard him muttering +fast to himself, like a man under fierce and malignant excitement. We +reached, at length, the gateway of my dwelling; and I turned the +latch-key in the wicket, and entered the enclosure. As we stood together +within, he turned full upon me, and confronting me with an aspect whose +character I felt rather than saw, he said-- + +"And so you mean to be a Christian, after all! Now just reflect how very +absurdly you are choosing. Leave the Bible to that class of fanatics who +may hope to be saved under its system, and, in the name of common sense, +study the Koran, or some less ascetic tome. Don't be gulled by a +plausible slave, who wants nothing more than to multiply _professors_ of +his theory. Why don't you _read_ the Bible, you miserable, puling +poltroon, before you hug it as a treasure? Why don't you read it, and +learn out of the mouth of the founder of Christianity, that there is one +sin for which there is _no_ forgiveness--blasphemy against the Holy +Ghost, hey?--and that sin I myself have heard you commit by the hour--in +my presence--in my room. I have heard you commit it in our free +discussions a dozen times. The Bible seals against you the lips of mercy. +If _it_ be true, you are this moment as irrevocably damned as if you had +died with those blasphemies on your lips." + +Having thus spoken, he glided into the house. I followed slowly. + +His words rang in my ears--I was stunned. What he had said I feared might +be true. Giant despair felled me to the earth. He had recalled, and +lighted up with a glare from the pit, remembrances with which I knew not +how to cope. It was true I had spoken with daring impiety of subjects +whose sacredness I now began to appreciate. With trembling hands I opened +the Bible. I read and re-read the mysterious doom recorded by the +Redeemer himself against blasphemers of the Holy Ghost--monsters set +apart from the human race, and damned and dead, even while they live and +walk upon the earth. I groaned--I wept. Henceforward the Bible, I +thought, must be to me a dreadful record of despair. I dared not read it. + +I will not weary you with all my mental agonies. My dear little wife did +something toward relieving my mind, but it was reserved for the friend, +to whose heavenly society I owed so much, to tranquillise it once more. +He talked this time to me longer, and even more earnestly than before. I +soon encountered him again. He expounded to me the ways of Providence, +and showed me how needful sorrow was for every servant of God. How mercy +was disguised in tribulation, and our best happiness came to us, like our +children, in tears and wailing. He showed me that trials were sent to +call us up, with a voice of preternatural power, from the mortal apathy +of sin and the world. And then, again, in our new and better state, to +prove our patience and our faith-- + +"The more trouble befalls you, the nearer is God to you. He visits you in +sorrow--and sorrow, as well as joy, is a sign of his presence. If, then, +other griefs overtake you, remember this--be patient, be faithful; and +bless the name of God." + +I returned home comforted and happy, although I felt assured that some +further and sadder trial was before me. + +Still our household was overcast by the same insurmountable dread of our +tenant. The same strange habits characterised him, and the same +unaccountable sounds disquieted us--an atmosphere of death and malice +hovered about his door, and we all hated and feared to pass it. + +Let me now tell, as well and briefly as I may, the dreadful circumstances +of my last great trial. One morning, my wife being about her household +affairs, and I on the point of starting for town, I went into the parlour +for some letters which I was to take with me. I cannot easily describe my +consternation when, on entering the room, I saw our lodger seated near +the window, with our darling little girl upon his knee. + +His back was toward the door, but I could plainly perceive that the +respirator had been removed from his mouth, and that the odious green +goggles were raised. He was sitting, as it seemed, absolutely without +motion, and his face was advanced close to that of the child. + +I stood looking at this group in a state of stupor for some seconds. He +was, I suppose, conscious of my presence, for although he did not turn +his head, or otherwise take any note of my arrival, he readjusted the +muffler which usually covered his mouth, and lowered the clumsy +spectacles to their proper place. + +The child was sitting upon his knee as motionless as he himself, with a +countenance white and rigid as that of a corpse, and from which every +trace of meaning, except some vague character of terror, had fled, and +staring with a fixed and dilated gaze into his face. + +As it seemed, she did not perceive my presence. Her eyes were transfixed +and fascinated. She did not even seem to me to breathe. Horror and +anguish at last overcame my stupefaction. + +"What--what is it?" I cried; "what ails my child, my darling child?" + +"I'd be glad to know, myself," he replied, coolly; "it is certainly +something very queer." + +"What is it, darling?" I repeated, frantically, addressing the child. + +"What is it?" he reiterated. "Why it's pretty plain, I should suppose, +that the child is ill." + +"Oh merciful God!" I cried, half furious, half terrified--"You have +injured her--you have terrified her. Give me my child--give her to me." + +These words I absolutely shouted, and stamped upon the floor in my horrid +excitement. + +"Pooh, pooh!" he said, with a sort of ugly sneer; "the child is +nervous--you'll make her more so--be quiet and she'll probably find her +tongue presently. I have had her on my knee some minutes, but the sweet +bird could not tell what ails her." + +"Let the child go," I shouted in a voice of thunder; "let her go, I +say--let her go." + +He took the passive, death-like child, and placed her standing by the +window, and rising, he simply said-- + +"As soon as you grow cool, you are welcome to ask me what questions you +like. The child is plainly ill. I should not wonder if she had seen +something that frightened her." + +Having thus spoken, he passed from the room. I felt as if I spoke, saw, +and walked in a horrid dream. I seized the darling child in my arms, and +bore her away to her mother. + +"What is it--for mercy's sake what is the matter?" she cried, growing in +an instant as pale as the poor child herself. + +"I found that--that _demon_--in the parlour with the child on his lap, +staring in her face. She is manifestly terrified." + +"Oh! gracious God! she is lost--she is killed," cried the poor +mother, frantically looking into the white, apathetic, meaningless +face of the child. + +"Fanny, darling Fanny, tell us if you are ill," I cried, pressing the +little girl in terror to my heart. + +"Tell your own mother, my darling," echoed my poor little wife. "Oh! +darling, darling child, speak to your poor mother." + +It was all in vain. Still the same dilated, imploring gaze--the same pale +face--wild and dumb. We brought her to the open window--we gave her cold +water to drink--we sprinkled it in her face. We sent for the apothecary, +who lived hard by, and he arrived in a few moments, with a parcel of +tranquillising medicines. These, however, were equally unavailing. + +Hour after hour passed away. The darling child looked upon us as if she +would have given the world to speak to us, or to weep, but she uttered no +sound. Now and then she drew a long breath as though preparing to say +something, but still she was mute. She often put her hand to her throat, +as if there was some pain or obstruction there. + +I never can, while I live, lose one line of that mournful and terrible +portrait--the face of my stricken child. As hour after hour passed away, +without bringing the smallest change or amendment, we grew both alarmed, +and at length absolutely terrified for her safety. + +We called in a physician toward night, and told him that we had reason to +suspect that the child had somehow been frightened, and that in no other +way could we at all account for the extraordinary condition in which he +found her. + +This was a man, I may as well observe, though I do not name him, of the +highest eminence in his profession, and one in whose skill, from past +personal experience, I had the best possible reasons for implicitly +confiding. + +He asked a multiplicity of questions, the answers to which seemed to +baffle his attempts to arrive at a satisfactory diagnosis. There was +something undoubtedly anomalous in the case, and I saw plainly that there +were features in it which puzzled and perplexed him not a little. + +At length, however, he wrote his prescription, and promised to return at +nine o'clock. I remember there was something to be rubbed along her +spine, and some medicines beside. + +But these remedies were as entirely unavailing as the others. In a state +of dismay and distraction we watched by the bed in which, in accordance +with the physician's direction, we had placed her. The absolute +changelessness of her condition filled us with despair. The day which had +elapsed had not witnessed even a transitory variation in the dreadful +character of her seizure. Any change, even a change for the worse, would +have been better than this sluggish, hopeless monotony of suffering. + +At the appointed hour the physician returned. He appeared disappointed, +almost shocked, at the failure of his prescriptions. On feeling her pulse +he declared that she must have a little wine. There had been a wonderful +prostration of all the vital powers since he had seen her before. He +evidently thought the case a strange and precarious one. + +She was made to swallow the wine, and her pulse rallied for a time, but +soon subsided again. I and the physician were standing by the fire, +talking in whispers of the darling child's symptoms, and likelihood of +recovery, when we were arrested in our conversation by a cry of anguish +from the poor mother, who had never left the bedside of her little child, +and this cry broke into bitter and convulsive weeping. + +The poor little child had, on a sudden, stretched down her little hands +and feet, and died. There is no mistaking the features of death: the +filmy eye and dropt jaw once seen, are recognised whenever we meet them +again. Yet, spite of our belief, we cling to hope; and the distracted +mother called on the physician, in accents which might have moved a +statue, to say that her darling was not dead, not quite dead--that +something might still be done--that it could not be all over. Silently +he satisfied himself that no throb of life still fluttered in that +little frame. + +"It is, indeed, all over," he said, in tones scarce above a whisper; and +pressing my hand kindly, he said, "comfort your poor wife"; and so, after +a momentary pause, he left the room. + +This blow had smitten me with stunning suddenness. I looked at the dead +child, and from her to her poor mother. Grief and pity were both +swallowed up in transports of fury and detestation with which the +presence in my house of the wretch who had wrought all this destruction +and misery filled my soul. My heart swelled with ungovernable rage; for a +moment my habitual fear of him was neutralised by the vehemence of these +passions. I seized a candle in silence, and mounted the stairs. The sight +of the accursed cat, flitting across the lobby, and the loneliness of the +hour, made me hesitate for an instant. I had, however, gone so far, that +shame sustained me. Overcoming a momentary thrill of dismay, and +determined to repel and defy the influence that had so long awed me, I +knocked sharply at the door, and, almost at the same instant, pushed it +open, and entered our lodger's chamber. + +He had had no candle in the room, and it was lighted only by the +"darkness visible" that entered through the window. The candle which I +held very imperfectly illuminated the large apartment; but I saw his +spectral form floating, rather than walking, back and forward in front of +the windows. + +At sight of him, though I hated him more than ever, my instinctive fear +returned. He confronted me, and drew nearer and nearer, without speaking. +There was something indefinably fearful in the silent attraction which +seemed to be drawing him to me. I could not help recoiling, little by +little, as he came toward me, and with an effort I said-- + +"You know why I have come: the child--she's dead!" + +"Dead--ha!--_dead_--is she?" he said, in his odious, mocking tone. + +"Yes--dead!" I cried, with an excitement which chilled my very marrow +with horror; "and _you_ have killed her, as you killed my other." + +"How?--I killed her!--eh?--ha, ha!" he said, still edging nearer +and nearer. + +"Yes; I say you!" I shouted, trembling in every joint, but +possessed by that unaccountable infatuation which has made men +invoke, spite of themselves, their own destruction, and which I was +powerless to resist--"deny it as you may, it is you who killed +her--wretch!--FIEND!--no wonder she could not stand the breath and +glare of HELL!" + +"And you are one of those who believe that not a sparrow falls to the +ground without your Creator's consent," he said, with icy sarcasm; "and +this is a specimen of Christian resignation--hey? You charge his act upon +a poor fellow like me, simply that you may cheat the devil, and rave and +rebel against the decrees of heaven, under pretence of abusing me. The +breath and flare of hell!--eh? You mean that I removed this and these +(touching the covering of his mouth and eyes successively) as I _shall_ +do now again, and show you there's no great harm in that." + +There was a tone of menace in his concluding words not to be mistaken. + +"Murderer and liar from the beginning, as you are, I defy you!" I +shouted, in a frenzy of hate and horror, stamping furiously on the floor. + +As I said this, it seemed to me that he darkened and dilated before my +eyes. My senses, thoughts, consciousness, grew horribly confused, as if +some powerful, extraneous will, were seizing upon the functions of my +brain. Whether I were to be mastered by death, or madness, or possession, +I knew not; but hideous destruction of some sort was impending: all hung +upon the moment, and I cried aloud, in my agony, an adjuration in the +name of the three persons of the Trinity, that he should not torment me. + +Stunned, bewildered, like a man recovered from a drunken fall, I stood, +freezing and breathless, in the same spot, looking into the room, which +wore, in my eyes, a strange, unearthly character. Mr. Smith was cowering +darkly in the window, and, after a silence, spoke to me in a croaking, +sulky tone, which was, however, unusually submissive. + +"Don't it strike you as an odd procedure to break into a gentleman's +apartment at such an hour, for the purpose of railing at him in the +coarsest language? If you have any charge to make against me, do so; I +invite inquiry and defy your worst. If you think you can bring home to me +the smallest share of blame in this unlucky matter, call the coroner, and +let his inquest examine and cross-examine me, and sift the matter--if, +indeed, there is anything to _be_ sifted--to the bottom. Meanwhile, go +you about your business, and leave me to mine. But I see how the wind +sits; you want to get rid of me, and so you make the place odious to me. +But it won't do; and if you take to making criminal charges against me, +you had better look to yourself; for two can play at that game." + +There was a suppressed whine in all this, which strangely contrasted with +the cool and threatening tone of his previous conversation. + +Without answering a word I hurried from the room, and scarcely felt +secure, even when once more in the melancholy chamber, where my poor wife +was weeping. + +Miserable, horrible was the night that followed. The loss of our child +was a calamity which we had not dared to think of. It had come, and with +a suddenness enough to bereave me of reason. It seemed all unreal, all +fantastic. It needed an effort to convince me, minute after minute, that +the dreadful truth was so; and the old accustomed feeling that she was +still alive, still running from room to room, and the expectation that I +should hear her step and her voice, and see her entering at the door, +would return. But still the sense of dismay, of having received some +stunning, irreparable blow, remained behind; and then came the horrible +effort, like that with which one rouses himself from a haunted sleep, the +question, "What disaster is this that has befallen?"--answered, alas! but +too easily, too terribly! Amidst all this was perpetually rising before +my fancy the obscure, dilated figure of our lodger, as he had confronted +me in his malign power that night. I dismissed the image with a shudder +as often as it recurred; and even now, at this distance of time, I have +felt more than I could well describe in the mere effort to fix my +recollection upon its hated traits, while writing the passages I have +just concluded. + +This hateful scene I did not recount to my poor wife. Its horrors were +too fresh upon me. I had not courage to trust myself with the agitating +narrative; and so I sate beside her, with her hand locked in mine: I had +no comfort to offer but the dear love I bore her. + +At last, like a child, she cried herself to sleep--the dull, heavy +slumber of worn-out grief. As for me, the agitation of my soul was too +fearful and profound for repose. My eye accidentally rested on the holy +volume, which lay upon the table open, as I had left it in the morning; +and the first words which met my eye were these--"For our light +affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more +exceeding and eternal weight of glory." This blessed sentence riveted my +attention, and shed a stream of solemn joy upon my heart; and so the +greater part of that mournful night, I continued to draw comfort and +heavenly wisdom from the same inspired source. + +Next day brought the odious incident, the visit of the undertaker--the +carpentery, upholstery, and millinery of death. Why has not civilisation +abolished these repulsive and shocking formalities? What has the poor +corpse to do with frills, and pillows, and napkins, and all the equipage +in which it rides on its last journey? There is no intrusion so jarring +to the decent grief of surviving affection, no conceivable mummery more +derisive of mortality. + +In the room which we had been so long used to call "the nursery," now +desolate and mute, the unclosed coffin lay, with our darling shrouded in +it. Before we went to our rest at night we visited it. In the morning the +lid was to close over that sweet face, and I was to see the child laid by +her little brother. We looked upon the well-known and loved features, +purified in the sublime serenity of death, for a long time, whispering to +one another, among our sobs, how sweet and beautiful we thought she +looked; and at length, weeping bitterly, we tore ourselves away. + +We talked and wept for many hours, and at last, in sheer exhaustion, +dropt asleep. My little wife awaked me, and said-- + +"I think they have come--the--the undertakers." + +It was still dark, so I could not consult my watch; but they were to have +arrived early, and as it was winter, and the nights long, the hour of +their visit might well have arrived. + +"What, darling, is your reason for thinking so?" I asked. + +"I am sure I have heard them for some time in the nursery," she answered. +"Oh! dear, dear little Fanny! Don't allow them to close the coffin until +I have seen my darling once more." + +I got up, and threw some clothes hastily about me. I opened the door and +listened. A sound like a muffled knocking reached me from the nursery. + +"Yes, my darling!" I said, "I think they have come. I will go and desire +them to wait until you have seen her again." + +And, so saying, I hastened from the room. + +Our bedchamber lay at the end of a short corridor, opening from the +lobby, at the head of the stairs, and the nursery was situated nearly at +the end of a corresponding passage, which opened from the same lobby at +the opposite side As I hurried along I distinctly heard the same sounds. +The light of dawn had not yet appeared, but there was a strong moonlight +shining through the windows. I thought the morning could hardly be so far +advanced as we had at first supposed; but still, strangely as it now +seems to me, suspecting nothing amiss, I walked on in noiseless, +slippered feet, to the nursery-door. It stood half open; some one had +unquestionably visited it since we had been there. I stepped forward, and +entered. At the threshold horror arrested my advance. + +The coffin was placed upon tressles at the further extremity of the +chamber, with the foot of it nearly towards the door, and a large window +at the side of it admitted the cold lustre of the moon full upon the +apparatus of mortality, and the objects immediately about it. + +At the foot of the coffin stood the ungainly form of our lodger. He +seemed to be intently watching the face of the corpse, and was stooped a +little, while with his hands he tapped sharply, from time to time at the +sides of the coffin, like one who designs to awaken a slumberer. Perched +upon the body of the child, and nuzzling among the grave-clothes, with a +strange kind of ecstasy, was the detested brute, the cat I have so often +mentioned. + +The group thus revealed, I looked upon but for one instant; in the next I +shouted, in absolute terror-- + +"In God's name! what are you doing?" + +Our lodger shuffled away abruptly, as if disconcerted; but the +ill-favoured cat, whisking round, stood like a demon sentinel upon the +corpse, growling and hissing, with arched back and glaring eyes. + +The lodger, turning abruptly toward me, motioned me to one side. +Mechanically I obeyed his gesture, and he hurried hastily from the room. + +Sick and dizzy, I returned to my own chamber. I confess I had not nerve +to combat the infernal brute, which still held possession of the room, +and so I left it undisturbed. + +This incident I did not tell to my wife until some time afterwards; and I +mention it here because it was, and is, in my mind associated with a +painful circumstance which very soon afterwards came to light. + +That morning I witnessed the burial of my darling child. Sore and +desolate was my heart; but with infinite gratitude to the great +controller of all events, I recognised in it a change which nothing but +the spirit of all good can effect. The love and fear of God had grown +strong within me--in humbleness I bowed to his awful will--with a sincere +trust I relied upon the goodness, the wisdom, and the mercy of him who +had sent this great affliction. But a further incident connected with +this very calamity was to test this trust and patience to the uttermost. + +It was still early when I returned, having completed the last sad office. +My wife, as I afterwards learned, still lay weeping upon her bed. But +somebody awaited my return in the hall, and opened the door, anticipating +my knock. This person was our lodger. + +I was too much appalled by the sudden presentation of this abhorred +spectre even to retreat, as my instinct would have directed, through the +open door. + +"I have been expecting your return," he said, "with the design of saying +something which it might have profited you to learn, but now I apprehend +it is too late. What a pity you are so violent and impatient; you would +not have heard me, in all probability, this morning. You cannot think +how cross-grained and intemperate you have grown since you became a +saint--but that is your affair, not mine. You have buried your little +daughter this morning. It requires a good deal of that new attribute of +yours, _faith_, which judges all things by a rule of contraries, and can +never see anything but kindness in the worst afflictions which malignity +could devise, to discover benignity and mercy in the torturing calamity +which has just punished you and your wife for _nothing_! But I fancy +that it will be harder still when I tell you what I more than +suspect--ha, ha. It would be really ridiculous, if it were not +heart-rending; that your little girl has been actually buried _alive_; +do you comprehend me?--alive. For, upon my life, I fancy she was not +dead as she lay in her coffin." + +I knew the wretch was exulting in the fresh anguish he had just +inflicted. I know not how it was, but any announcement of _disaster_ from +his lips, seemed to me to be necessarily true. Half-stifled with the +dreadful emotions he had raised, palpitating between hope and terror, I +rushed frantically back again, the way I had just come, running as fast +as my speed could carry me, toward the, alas! distant burial-ground where +my darling lay. + +I stopped a cab slowly returning to town, at the corner of the lane, +sprang into it, directed the man to drive to the church of ----, and +promised him anything and everything for despatch. The man seemed amazed; +doubtful, perhaps, whether he carried a maniac or a malefactor. Still he +took his chance for the promised reward, and galloped his horse, while I, +tortured with suspense, yelled my frantic incentives to further speed. + +At last, in a space immeasurably short, but which to me was protracted +almost beyond endurance, we reached the spot. I halloed to the sexton, +who was now employed upon another grave, to follow me. I myself seized a +mattock, and in obedience to my incoherent and agonised commands, he +worked as he had never worked before. The crumbling mould flew swiftly to +the upper soil--deeper and deeper, every moment, grew the narrow +grave--at last I sobbed, "Thank God--thank God," as I saw the face of the +coffin emerge; a few seconds more and it lay upon the sward beside me, +and we both, with the edges of our spades, ripped up the lid. + +_There_ was the corpse--but not the tranquil statue I had seen it last. +Its knees were both raised, and one of its little hands drawn up and +clenched near its throat, as if in a feeble but agonised struggle to +force up the superincumbent mass. The eyes, that I had last seen closed, +were now open, and the face no longer serenely pale, but livid and +distorted. + +I had time to see all in an instant; the whole scene reeled and darkened +before me, and I swooned away. + +When I came to myself, I found that I had been removed to the +vestry-room. The open coffin was in the aisle of the church, surrounded +by a curious crowd. A medical gentleman had examined the body carefully, +and had pronounced life totally extinct. The trepidation and horror I +experienced were indescribable. I felt like the murderer of my own child. +Desperate as I was of any chance of its life, I dispatched messengers for +no less than three of the most eminent physicians then practising in +London. All concurred--the child was now as dead as any other, the oldest +tenant of the churchyard. + +Notwithstanding which, I would not permit the body to be reinterred for +several days, until the symptoms of decay became unequivocal, and the +most fantastic imagination could no longer cherish a doubt. This, +however, I mention only parenthetically, as I hasten to the conclusion of +my narrative. The circumstance which I have last described found its way +to the public, and caused no small sensation at the time. + +I drove part of the way home, and then discharged the cab, and walked the +remainder. On my way, with an emotion of ecstasy I cannot describe, I met +the good being to whom I owed so much. I ran to meet him, and felt as if +I could throw myself at his feet, and kiss the very ground before him. I +knew by his heavenly countenance he was come to speak comfort and healing +to my heart. + +With humbleness and gratitude, I drank in his sage and holy discourse. I +need not follow the gracious and delightful exposition of God's revealed +will and character with which he cheered and confirmed my faltering +spirit. A solemn joy, a peace and trust, streamed on my heart. The wreck +and desolation there, lost their bleak and ghastly character, like ruins +illuminated by the mellow beams of a solemn summer sunset. + +In this conversation, I told him what I had never revealed to any one +before--the absolute terror, in all its stupendous and maddening +amplitude, with which I regarded our ill-omened lodger, and my agonised +anxiety to rid my house of him. My companion answered me-- + +"I know the person of whom you speak--he designs no good for you or any +other. He, too, knows me, and I have intimated to him that he must now +leave you, and visit you no more. Be firm and bold, trusting in God, +through his Son, like a good soldier, and you will win the victory from a +greater and even worse than he--the _unseen_ enemy of mankind. You need +not see or speak with your evil tenant any more. Call to him from your +hall, in the name of the Most Holy, to leave you bodily, with all that +appertains to him, this evening. He knows that he must go, and will obey +you. But leave the house as soon as may be yourself; you will scarce have +peace in it. Your own remembrances will trouble you and _other minds have +established associations within its walls and chambers too_." + +These words sounded mysteriously in my ears. + +Let me say here, before I bring my reminiscences to a close, a word or +two about the house in which these detested scenes occurred, and which I +did not long continue to inhabit. What I afterwards learned of it, seemed +to supply in part a dim explanation of these words. + +In a country village there is no difficulty in accounting for the +tenacity with which the sinister character of a haunted tenement cleaves +to it. Thin neighbourhoods are favourable to scandal; and in such +localities the reputation of a house, like that of a woman, once blown +upon, never quite recovers. In huge London, however, it is quite another +matter; and, therefore, it was with some surprise that, five years after +I had vacated the house in which the occurrences I have described took +place, I learned that a respectable family who had taken it were obliged +to give it up, on account of annoyances, for which they could not +account, and all proceeding from the apartments formerly occupied by our +"lodger." Among the sounds described were footsteps restlessly +traversing the floor of that room, accompanied by the peculiar tapping +of the crutch. + +I was so anxious about this occurrence, that I contrived to have strict +inquiries made into the matter. The result, however, added little to what +I had at first learned--except, indeed, that our old friend, the cat, +bore a part in the transaction as I suspected; for the servant, who had +been placed to sleep in the room, complained that something bounded on +and off, and ran to-and-fro along the foot of the bed, in the dark. The +same servant, while in the room, in the broad daylight, had heard the +sound of walking, and even the rustling of clothes near him, as of people +passing and repassing; and, although he had never seen anything, he yet +became so terrified that he would not remain in the house, and +ultimately, in a short time, left his situation. + +These sounds, attention having been called to them, were now incessantly +observed--the measured walking up and down the room, the opening and +closing of the door, and the teazing tap of the crutch--all these sounds +were continually repeated, until at last, worn out, frightened, and +worried, its occupants resolved on abandoning the house. + +About four years since, having had occasion to visit the capital, I +resolved on a ramble by Old Brompton, just to see if the house were still +inhabited. I searched for it, however, in vain, and at length, with +difficulty, ascertained its site, upon which now stood two small, +staring, bran-new brick houses, with each a gay enclosure of flowers. +Every trace of our old mansion, and, let us hope, of our "mysterious +lodger," had entirely vanished. + +Let me, however, return to my narrative where I left it. + +Discoursing upon heavenly matters, my good and gracious friend +accompanied me even within the outer gate of my own house. I asked him to +come in and rest himself, but he would not; and before he turned to +depart, he lifted up his hand, and blessed me and my household. + +Having done this, he went away. My eyes followed him till he disappeared, +and I turned to the house. My darling wife was standing at the window of +the parlour. There was a seraphic smile on her face--pale, pure, and +beautiful as death. She was gazing with an humble, heavenly earnestness +on us. The parting blessing of the stranger shed a sweet and hallowed +influence on my heart. I went into the parlour, to my darling: childless +she was now; I had now need to be a tender companion to her. + +She raised her arms in a sort of transport, with the same smile of +gratitude and purity, and, throwing them round my neck, she said-- + +"I have seen him--it is he--the man that came with you to the door, and +blessed us as he went away--is the same I saw in my dream--the same who +took little baby in his arms, and said he would take care of him, and +give him safely to me again." + +More than a quarter of a century has glided away since then; other +children have been given us by the good God--children who have been, from +infancy to maturity, a pride and blessing to us. Sorrows and reverses, +too, have occasionally visited us; yet, on the whole, we have been +greatly blessed; prosperity has long since ended all the cares of the +_res angusta domi_, and expanded our power of doing good to our +fellow-creatures. God has given it; and God, we trust, directs its +dispensation. In our children, and--would you think it?--our +_grand_-children, too, the same beneficent God has given us objects that +elicit and return all the delightful affections, and exchange the sweet +converse that makes home and family dearer than aught else, save that +blessed home where the Christian family shall meet at last. + +The dear companion of my early love and sorrows still lives, blessed be +Heaven! The evening tints of life have fallen upon her; but the dear +remembrance of a first love, that never grew cold, makes her beauty +changeless for me. As for your humble servant, he is considerably her +senior, and looks it: time has stolen away his raven locks, and given +him a _chevelure_ of snow instead. But, as I said before, I and my wife +love, and, I believe, _admire_ one another more than ever; and I have +often seen our elder children smile archly at one another, when they +thought we did not observe them, thinking, no doubt, how like a pair of +lovers we two were. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK J. S. 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LE FANU'S GHOSTLY TALES, VOLUME 4 + +Ghost Stories of Chapelizod (1851) +The Drunkard's Dream (1838) +The Ghost and the Bone-setter (1838) +The Mysterious Lodger (1850) + +by + +Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu + + + + + + +GHOST STORIES OF CHAPELIZOD + + + + +Take my word for it, there is no such thing as an ancient village, +especially if it has seen better days, unillustrated by its legends of +terror. You might as well expect to find a decayed cheese without mites, +or an old house without rats, as an antique and dilapidated town without +an authentic population of goblins. Now, although this class of +inhabitants are in nowise amenable to the police authorities, yet, as +their demeanor directly affects the comforts of her Majesty's subjects, I +cannot but regard it as a grave omission that the public have hitherto +been left without any statistical returns of their numbers, activity, +etc., etc. And I am persuaded that a Commission to inquire into and +report upon the numerical strength, habits, haunts, etc., etc., of +supernatural agents resident in Ireland, would be a great deal more +innocent and entertaining than half the Commissions for which the country +pays, and at least as instructive. This I say, more from a sense of duty, +and to deliver my mind of a grave truth, than with any hope of seeing the +suggestion adopted. But, I am sure, my readers will deplore with me that +the comprehensive powers of belief, and apparently illimitable leisure, +possessed by parliamentary commissions of inquiry, should never have been +applied to the subject I have named, and that the collection of that +species of information should be confided to the gratuitous and desultory +labours of individuals, who, like myself, have other occupations to +attend to. This, however, by the way. + +Among the village outposts of Dublin, Chapelizod once held a +considerable, if not a foremost rank. Without mentioning its connexion +with the history of the great Kilmainham Preceptory of the Knights of St. +John, it will be enough to remind the reader of its ancient and +celebrated Castle, not one vestige of which now remains, and of the fact +that it was for, we believe, some centuries, the summer residence of the +Viceroys of Ireland. The circumstance of its being up, we believe, to the +period at which that corps was disbanded, the headquarters of the Royal +Irish Artillery, gave it also a consequence of an humbler, but not less +substantial kind. With these advantages in its favour, it is not +wonderful that the town exhibited at one time an air of substantial and +semi-aristocratic prosperity unknown to Irish villages in modern times. + +A broad street, with a well-paved footpath, and houses as lofty as were +at that time to be found in the fashionable streets of Dublin; a goodly +stone-fronted barrack; an ancient church, vaulted beneath, and with a +tower clothed from its summit to its base with the richest ivy; an humble +Roman Catholic chapel; a steep bridge spanning the Liffey, and a great +old mill at the near end of it, were the principal features of the town. +These, or at least most of them, remain still, but the greater part in a +very changed and forlorn condition. Some of them indeed are superseded, +though not obliterated by modern erections, such as the bridge, the +chapel, and the church in part; the rest forsaken by the order who +originally raised them, and delivered up to poverty, and in some cases to +absolute decay. + +The village lies in the lap of the rich and wooded valley of the Liffey, +and is overlooked by the high grounds of the beautiful Phoenix Park on +the one side, and by the ridge of the Palmerstown hills on the other. Its +situation, therefore, is eminently picturesque; and factory-fronts and +chimneys notwithstanding, it has, I think, even in its decay, a sort of +melancholy picturesqueness of its own. Be that as it may, I mean to +relate two or three stories of that sort which may be read with very good +effect by a blazing fire on a shrewd winter's night, and are all directly +connected with the altered and somewhat melancholy little town I have +named. The first I shall relate concerns + + + + +The Village Bully + + +About thirty years ago there lived in the town of Chapelizod an +ill-conditioned fellow of herculean strength, well known throughout the +neighbourhood by the title of Bully Larkin. In addition to his remarkable +physical superiority, this fellow had acquired a degree of skill as a +pugilist which alone would have made him formidable. As it was, he was +the autocrat of the village, and carried not the sceptre in vain. +Conscious of his superiority, and perfectly secure of impunity, he lorded +it over his fellows in a spirit of cowardly and brutal insolence, which +made him hated even more profoundly than he was feared. + +Upon more than one occasion he had deliberately forced quarrels upon men +whom he had singled out for the exhibition of his savage prowess; and in +every encounter his over-matched antagonist had received an amount of +"punishment" which edified and appalled the spectators, and in some +instances left ineffaceable scars and lasting injuries after it. + +Bully Larkin's pluck had never been fairly tried. For, owing to his +prodigious superiority in weight, strength, and skill, his victories had +always been certain and easy; and in proportion to the facility with +which he uniformly smashed an antagonist, his pugnacity and insolence +were inflamed. He thus became an odious nuisance in the neighbourhood, +and the terror of every mother who had a son, and of every wife who had a +husband who possessed a spirit to resent insult, or the smallest +confidence in his own pugilistic capabilities. + +Now it happened that there was a young fellow named Ned Moran--better +known by the soubriquet of "Long Ned," from his slender, lathy +proportions--at that time living in the town. He was, in truth, a mere +lad, nineteen years of age, and fully twelve years younger than the +stalwart bully. This, however, as the reader will see, secured for him no +exemption from the dastardly provocations of the ill-conditioned +pugilist. Long Ned, in an evil hour, had thrown eyes of affection upon a +certain buxom damsel, who, notwithstanding Bully Larkin's amorous +rivalry, inclined to reciprocate them. + +I need not say how easily the spark of jealousy, once kindled, is blown +into a flame, and how naturally, in a coarse and ungoverned nature, it +explodes in acts of violence and outrage. + +"The bully" watched his opportunity, and contrived to provoke Ned Moran, +while drinking in a public-house with a party of friends, into an +altercation, in the course of which he failed not to put such insults +upon his rival as manhood could not tolerate. Long Ned, though a simple, +good-natured sort of fellow, was by no means deficient in spirit, and +retorted in a tone of defiance which edified the more timid, and gave his +opponent the opportunity he secretly coveted. + +Bully Larkin challenged the heroic youth, whose pretty face he had +privately consigned to the mangling and bloody discipline he was himself +so capable of administering. The quarrel, which he had himself contrived +to get up, to a certain degree covered the ill blood and malignant +premeditation which inspired his proceedings, and Long Ned, being full of +generous ire and whiskey punch, accepted the gauge of battle on the +instant. The whole party, accompanied by a mob of idle men and boys, and +in short by all who could snatch a moment from the calls of business, +proceeded in slow procession through the old gate into the Phoenix Park, +and mounting the hill overlooking the town, selected near its summit a +level spot on which to decide the quarrel. + +The combatants stripped, and a child might have seen in the contrast +presented by the slight, lank form and limbs of the lad, and the muscular +and massive build of his veteran antagonist, how desperate was the chance +of poor Ned Moran. + +"Seconds" and "bottle-holders"--selected of course for their love of the +game--were appointed, and "the fight" commenced. + +I will not shock my readers with a description of the cool-blooded +butchery that followed. The result of the combat was what anybody might +have predicted. At the eleventh round, poor Ned refused to "give in"; the +brawny pugilist, unhurt, in good wind, and pale with concentrated and as +yet unslaked revenge, had the gratification of seeing his opponent seated +upon his second's knee, unable to hold up his head, his left arm +disabled; his face a bloody, swollen, and shapeless mass; his breast +scarred and bloody, and his whole body panting and quivering with rage +and exhaustion. + +"Give in, Ned, my boy," cried more than one of the bystanders. + +"Never, never," shrieked he, with a voice hoarse and choking. + +Time being "up," his second placed him on his feet again. Blinded with +his own blood, panting and staggering, he presented but a helpless mark +for the blows of his stalwart opponent. It was plain that a touch would +have been sufficient to throw him to the earth. But Larkin had no notion +of letting him off so easily. He closed with him without striking a blow +(the effect of which, prematurely dealt, would have been to bring him at +once to the ground, and so put an end to the combat), and getting his +battered and almost senseless head under his arm, fast in that peculiar +"fix" known to the fancy pleasantly by the name of "chancery," he held +him firmly, while with monotonous and brutal strokes he beat his fist, as +it seemed, almost into his face. A cry of "shame" broke from the crowd, +for it was plain that the beaten man was now insensible, and supported +only by the herculean arm of the bully. The round and the fight ended by +his hurling him upon the ground, falling upon him at the same time with +his knee upon his chest. + +The bully rose, wiping the perspiration from his white face with his +blood-stained hands, but Ned lay stretched and motionless upon the grass. +It was impossible to get him upon his legs for another round. So he was +carried down, just as he was, to the pond which then lay close to the old +Park gate, and his head and body were washed beside it. Contrary to the +belief of all he was not dead. He was carried home, and after some months +to a certain extent recovered. But he never held up his head again, and +before the year was over he had died of consumption. Nobody could doubt +how the disease had been induced, but there was no actual proof to +connect the cause and effect, and the ruffian Larkin escaped the +vengeance of the law. A strange retribution, however, awaited him. + +After the death of Long Ned, he became less quarrelsome than before, but +more sullen and reserved. Some said "he took it to heart," and others, +that his conscience was not at ease about it. Be this as it may, however, +his health did not suffer by reason of his presumed agitations, nor was +his worldly prosperity marred by the blasting curses with which poor +Moran's enraged mother pursued him; on the contrary he had rather risen +in the world, and obtained regular and well-remunerated employment from +the Chief Secretary's gardener, at the other side of the Park. He still +lived in Chapelizod, whither, on the close of his day's work, he used to +return across the Fifteen Acres. + +It was about three years after the catastrophe we have mentioned, and +late in the autumn, when, one night, contrary to his habit, he did not +appear at the house where he lodged, neither had he been seen anywhere, +during the evening, in the village. His hours of return had been so very +regular, that his absence excited considerable surprise, though, of +course, no actual alarm; and, at the usual hour, the house was closed for +the night, and the absent lodger consigned to the mercy of the elements, +and the care of his presiding star. Early in the morning, however, he was +found lying in a state of utter helplessness upon the slope immediately +overlooking the Chapelizod gate. He had been smitten with a paralytic +stroke: his right side was dead; and it was many weeks before he had +recovered his speech sufficiently to make himself at all understood. + +He then made the following relation:--He had been detained, it appeared, +later than usual, and darkness had closed before he commenced his +homeward walk across the Park. It was a moonlit night, but masses of +ragged clouds were slowly drifting across the heavens. He had not +encountered a human figure, and no sounds but the softened rush of the +wind sweeping through bushes and hollows met his ear. These wild and +monotonous sounds, and the utter solitude which surrounded him, did not, +however, excite any of those uneasy sensations which are ascribed to +superstition, although he said he did feel depressed, or, in his own +phraseology, "lonesome." Just as he crossed the brow of the hill which +shelters the town of Chapelizod, the moon shone out for some moments +with unclouded lustre, and his eye, which happened to wander by the +shadowy enclosures which lay at the foot of the slope, was arrested by +the sight of a human figure climbing, with all the haste of one pursued, +over the churchyard wall, and running up the steep ascent directly +towards him. Stories of "resurrectionists" crossed his recollection, as +he observed this suspicious-looking figure. But he began, momentarily, +to be aware with a sort of fearful instinct which he could not explain, +that the running figure was directing his steps, with a sinister +purpose, towards himself. + +The form was that of a man with a loose coat about him, which, as he ran, +he disengaged, and as well as Larkin could see, for the moon was again +wading in clouds, threw from him. The figure thus advanced until within +some two score yards of him, it arrested its speed, and approached with a +loose, swaggering gait. The moon again shone out bright and clear, and, +gracious God! what was the spectacle before him? He saw as distinctly as +if he had been presented there in the flesh, Ned Moran, himself, stripped +naked from the waist upward, as if for pugilistic combat, and drawing +towards him in silence. Larkin would have shouted, prayed, cursed, fled +across the Park, but he was absolutely powerless; the apparition stopped +within a few steps, and leered on him with a ghastly mimicry of the +defiant stare with which pugilists strive to cow one another before +combat. For a time, which he could not so much as conjecture, he was held +in the fascination of that unearthly gaze, and at last the thing, +whatever it was, on a sudden swaggered close up to him with extended +palms. With an impulse of horror, Larkin put out his hand to keep the +figure off, and their palms touched--at least, so he believed--for a +thrill of unspeakable agony, running through his arm, pervaded his entire +frame, and he fell senseless to the earth. + +Though Larkin lived for many years after, his punishment was terrible. He +was incurably maimed; and being unable to work, he was forced, for +existence, to beg alms of those who had once feared and flattered him. He +suffered, too, increasingly, under his own horrible interpretation of the +preternatural encounter which was the beginning of all his miseries. It +was vain to endeavour to shake his faith in the reality of the +apparition, and equally vain, as some compassionately did, to try to +persuade him that the greeting with which his vision closed was intended, +while inflicting a temporary trial, to signify a compensating +reconciliation. + +"No, no," he used to say, "all won't do. I know the meaning of it well +enough; it is a challenge to meet him in the other world--in Hell, where +I am going--that's what it means, and nothing else." + +And so, miserable and refusing comfort, he lived on for some years, and +then died, and was buried in the same narrow churchyard which contains +the remains of his victim. + +I need hardly say, how absolute was the faith of the honest inhabitants, +at the time when I heard the story, in the reality of the preternatural +summons which, through the portals of terror, sickness, and misery, had +summoned Bully Larkin to his long, last home, and that, too, upon the +very ground on which he had signalised the guiltiest triumph of his +violent and vindictive career. + +I recollect another story of the preternatural sort, which made no small +sensation, some five-and-thirty years ago, among the good gossips of the +town; and, with your leave, courteous reader, I shall relate it. + + + + +The Sexton's Adventure + + +Those who remember Chapelizod a quarter of a century ago, or more, may +possibly recollect the parish sexton. Bob Martin was held much in awe by +truant boys who sauntered into the churchyard on Sundays, to read the +tombstones, or play leap frog over them, or climb the ivy in search of +bats or sparrows' nests, or peep into the mysterious aperture under the +eastern window, which opened a dim perspective of descending steps +losing themselves among profounder darkness, where lidless coffins gaped +horribly among tattered velvet, bones, and dust, which time and +mortality had strewn there. Of such horribly curious, and otherwise +enterprising juveniles, Bob was, of course, the special scourge and +terror. But terrible as was the official aspect of the sexton, and +repugnant as his lank form, clothed in rusty, sable vesture, his small, +frosty visage, suspicious grey eyes, and rusty, brown scratch-wig, might +appear to all notions of genial frailty; it was yet true, that Bob +Martin's severe morality sometimes nodded, and that Bacchus did not +always solicit him in vain. + +Bob had a curious mind, a memory well stored with "merry tales," and +tales of terror. His profession familiarized him with graves and goblins, +and his tastes with weddings, wassail, and sly frolics of all sorts. And +as his personal recollections ran back nearly three score years into the +perspective of the village history, his fund of local anecdote was +copious, accurate, and edifying. + +As his ecclesiastical revenues were by no means considerable, he was not +unfrequently obliged, for the indulgence of his tastes, to arts which +were, at the best, undignified. + +He frequently invited himself when his entertainers had forgotten to do +so; he dropped in accidentally upon small drinking parties of his +acquaintance in public houses, and entertained them with stories, queer +or terrible, from his inexhaustible reservoir, never scrupling to accept +an acknowledgment in the shape of hot whiskey-punch, or whatever else +was going. + +There was at that time a certain atrabilious publican, called Philip +Slaney, established in a shop nearly opposite the old turnpike. This man +was not, when left to himself, immoderately given to drinking; but being +naturally of a saturnine complexion, and his spirits constantly requiring +a fillip, he acquired a prodigious liking for Bob Martin's company. The +sexton's society, in fact, gradually became the solace of his existence, +and he seemed to lose his constitutional melancholy in the fascination of +his sly jokes and marvellous stories. + +This intimacy did not redound to the prosperity or reputation of the +convivial allies. Bob Martin drank a good deal more punch than was good +for his health, or consistent with the character of an ecclesiastical +functionary. Philip Slaney, too, was drawn into similar indulgences, for +it was hard to resist the genial seductions of his gifted companion; and +as he was obliged to pay for both, his purse was believed to have +suffered even more than his head and liver. + +Be this as it may, Bob Martin had the credit of having made a drunkard of +"black Phil Slaney"--for by this cognomen was he distinguished; and Phil +Slaney had also the reputation of having made the sexton, if possible, a +"bigger bliggard" than ever. Under these circumstances, the accounts of +the concern opposite the turnpike became somewhat entangled; and it came +to pass one drowsy summer morning, the weather being at once sultry and +cloudy, that Phil Slaney went into a small back parlour, where he kept +his books, and which commanded, through its dirty window-panes, a full +view of a dead wall, and having bolted the door, he took a loaded pistol, +and clapping the muzzle in his mouth, blew the upper part of his skull +through the ceiling. + +This horrid catastrophe shocked Bob Martin extremely; and partly on this +account, and partly because having been, on several late occasions, found +at night in a state of abstraction, bordering on insensibility, upon the +high road, he had been threatened with dismissal; and, as some said, +partly also because of the difficulty of finding anybody to "treat" him +as poor Phil Slaney used to do, he for a time forswore alcohol in all its +combinations, and became an eminent example of temperance and sobriety. + +Bob observed his good resolutions, greatly to the comfort of his wife, +and the edification of the neighbourhood, with tolerable punctuality. He +was seldom tipsy, and never drunk, and was greeted by the better part of +society with all the honours of the prodigal son. + +Now it happened, about a year after the grisly event we have mentioned, +that the curate having received, by the post, due notice of a funeral to +be consummated in the churchyard of Chapelizod, with certain instructions +respecting the site of the grave, despatched a summons for Bob Martin, +with a view to communicate to that functionary these official details. + +It was a lowering autumn night: piles of lurid thunder-clouds, slowly +rising from the earth, had loaded the sky with a solemn and boding canopy +of storm. The growl of the distant thunder was heard afar off upon the +dull, still air, and all nature seemed, as it were, hushed and cowering +under the oppressive influence of the approaching tempest. + +It was past nine o'clock when Bob, putting on his official coat of seedy +black, prepared to attend his professional superior. + +"Bobby, darlin'," said his wife, before she delivered the hat she held in +her hand to his keeping, "sure you won't, Bobby, darlin'--you won't--you +know what." + +"I _don't_ know what," he retorted, smartly, grasping at his hat. + +"You won't be throwing up the little finger, Bobby, acushla?" she said, +evading his grasp. + +"Arrah, why would I, woman? there, give me my hat, will you?" + +"But won't you promise me, Bobby darlin'--won't you, alanna?" + +"Ay, ay, to be sure I will--why not?--there, give me my hat, and +let me go." + +"Ay, but you're not promisin', Bobby, mavourneen; you're not promisin' +all the time." + +"Well, divil carry me if I drink a drop till I come back again," said the +sexton, angrily; "will that do you? And _now_ will you give me my hat?" + +"Here it is, darlin'," she said, "and God send you safe back." + +And with this parting blessing she closed the door upon his retreating +figure, for it was now quite dark, and resumed her knitting till his +return, very much relieved; for she thought he had of late been oftener +tipsy than was consistent with his thorough reformation, and feared the +allurements of the half dozen "publics" which he had at that time to pass +on his way to the other end of the town. + +They were still open, and exhaled a delicious reek of whiskey, as Bob +glided wistfully by them; but he stuck his hands in his pockets and +looked the other way, whistling resolutely, and filling his mind with the +image of the curate and anticipations of his coming fee. Thus he steered +his morality safely through these rocks of offence, and reached the +curate's lodging in safety. + +He had, however, an unexpected sick call to attend, and was not at home, +so that Bob Martin had to sit in the hall and amuse himself with the +devil's tattoo until his return. This, unfortunately, was very long +delayed, and it must have been fully twelve o'clock when Bob Martin set +out upon his homeward way. By this time the storm had gathered to a +pitchy darkness, the bellowing thunder was heard among the rocks and +hollows of the Dublin mountains, and the pale, blue lightning shone upon +the staring fronts of the houses. + +By this time, too, every door was closed; but as Bob trudged homeward, +his eye mechanically sought the public-house which had once belonged to +Phil Slaney. A faint light was making its way through the shutters and +the glass panes over the doorway, which made a sort of dull, foggy halo +about the front of the house. + +As Bob's eyes had become accustomed to the obscurity by this time, the +light in question was quite sufficient to enable him to see a man in a +sort of loose riding-coat seated upon a bench which, at that time, was +fixed under the window of the house. He wore his hat very much over his +eyes, and was smoking a long pipe. The outline of a glass and a quart +bottle were also dimly traceable beside him; and a large horse saddled, +but faintly discernible, was patiently awaiting his master's leisure. + +There was something odd, no doubt, in the appearance of a traveller +refreshing himself at such an hour in the open street; but the sexton +accounted for it easily by supposing that, on the closing of the house +for the night, he had taken what remained of his refection to the place +where he was now discussing it al fresco. + +At another time Bob might have saluted the stranger as he passed with a +friendly "good night"; but, somehow, he was out of humour and in no +genial mood, and was about passing without any courtesy of the sort, +when the stranger, without taking the pipe from his mouth, raised the +bottle, and with it beckoned him familiarly, while, with a sort of lurch +of the head and shoulders, and at the same time shifting his seat to the +end of the bench, he pantomimically invited him to share his seat and +his cheer. There was a divine fragrance of whiskey about the spot, and +Bob half relented; but he remembered his promise just as he began to +waver, and said: + +"No, I thank you, sir, I can't stop to-night." + +The stranger beckoned with vehement welcome, and pointed to the vacant +space on the seat beside him. + +"I thank you for your polite offer," said Bob, "but it's what I'm too +late as it is, and haven't time to spare, so I wish you a good night." + +The traveller jingled the glass against the neck of the bottle, as if to +intimate that he might at least swallow a dram without losing time. Bob +was mentally quite of the same opinion; but, though his mouth watered, he +remembered his promise, and shaking his head with incorruptible +resolution, walked on. + +The stranger, pipe in mouth, rose from his bench, the bottle in one hand, +and the glass in the other, and followed at the sexton's heels, his dusky +horse keeping close in his wake. + +There was something suspicious and unaccountable in this importunity. + +Bob quickened his pace, but the stranger followed close. The sexton began +to feel queer, and turned about. His pursuer was behind, and still +inviting him with impatient gestures to taste his liquor. + +"I told you before," said Bob, who was both angry and frightened, "that I +would not taste it, and that's enough. I don't want to have anything to +say to you or your bottle; and in God's name," he added, more vehemently, +observing that he was approaching still closer, "fall back and don't be +tormenting me this way." + +These words, as it seemed, incensed the stranger, for he shook the bottle +with violent menace at Bob Martin; but, notwithstanding this gesture of +defiance, he suffered the distance between them to increase. Bob, +however, beheld him dogging him still in the distance, for his pipe shed +a wonderful red glow, which duskily illuminated his entire figure like +the lurid atmosphere of a meteor. + +"I wish the devil had his own, my boy," muttered the excited sexton, "and +I know well enough where you'd be." + +The next time he looked over his shoulder, to his dismay he observed the +importunate stranger as close as ever upon his track. + +"Confound you," cried the man of skulls and shovels, almost beside +himself with rage and horror, "what is it you want of me?" + +The stranger appeared more confident, and kept wagging his head and +extending both glass and bottle toward him as he drew near, and Bob +Martin heard the horse snorting as it followed in the dark. + +"Keep it to yourself, whatever it is, for there is neither grace nor +luck about you," cried Bob Martin, freezing with terror; "leave me +alone, will you." + +And he fumbled in vain among the seething confusion of his ideas for a +prayer or an exorcism. He quickened his pace almost to a run; he was now +close to his own door, under the impending bank by the river side. + +"Let me in, let me in, for God's sake; Molly, open the door," he cried, +as he ran to the threshold, and leant his back against the plank. His +pursuer confronted him upon the road; the pipe was no longer in his +mouth, but the dusky red glow still lingered round him. He uttered some +inarticulate cavernous sounds, which were wolfish and indescribable, +while he seemed employed in pouring out a glass from the bottle. + +The sexton kicked with all his force against the door, and cried at the +same time with a despairing voice. + +"In the name of God Almighty, once for all, leave me alone." + +His pursuer furiously flung the contents of the bottle at Bob Martin; +but instead of fluid it issued out in a stream of flame, which expanded +and whirled round them, and for a moment they were both enveloped in a +faint blaze; at the same instant a sudden gust whisked off the +stranger's hat, and the sexton beheld that his skull was roofless. For +an instant he beheld the gaping aperture, black and shattered, and then +he fell senseless into his own doorway, which his affrighted wife had +just unbarred. + +I need hardly give my reader the key to this most intelligible and +authentic narrative. The traveller was acknowledged by all to have been +the spectre of the suicide, called up by the Evil One to tempt the +convivial sexton into a violation of his promise, sealed, as it was, by +an imprecation. Had he succeeded, no doubt the dusky steed, which Bob had +seen saddled in attendance, was destined to have carried back a double +burden to the place from whence he came. + +As an attestation of the reality of this visitation, the old thorn tree +which overhung the doorway was found in the morning to have been blasted +with the infernal fires which had issued from the bottle, just as if a +thunder-bolt had scorched it. + +The moral of the above tale is upon the surface, apparent, and, so to +speak, _self-acting_--a circumstance which happily obviates the +necessity of our discussing it together. Taking our leave, therefore, of +honest Bob Martin, who now sleeps soundly in the same solemn dormitory +where, in his day, he made so many beds for others, I come to a legend +of the Royal Irish Artillery, whose headquarters were for so long a time +in the town of Chapelizod. I don't mean to say that I cannot tell a +great many more stories, equally authentic and marvellous, touching this +old town; but as I may possibly have to perform a like office for other +localities, and as Anthony Poplar is known, like Atropos, to carry a +shears, wherewith to snip across all "yarns" which exceed reasonable +bounds, I consider it, on the whole, safer to despatch the traditions of +Chapelizod with one tale more. + +Let me, however, first give it a name; for an author can no more despatch +a tale without a title, than an apothecary can deliver his physic without +a label. We shall, therefore, call it-- + + + + +The Spectre Lovers + + +There lived some fifteen years since in a small and ruinous house, little +better than a hovel, an old woman who was reported to have considerably +exceeded her eightieth year, and who rejoiced in the name of Alice, or +popularly, Ally Moran. Her society was not much courted, for she was +neither rich, nor, as the reader may suppose, beautiful. In addition to a +lean cur and a cat she had one human companion, her grandson, Peter +Brien, whom, with laudable good nature, she had supported from the period +of his orphanage down to that of my story, which finds him in his +twentieth year. Peter was a good-natured slob of a fellow, much more +addicted to wrestling, dancing, and love-making, than to hard work, and +fonder of whiskey-punch than good advice. His grandmother had a high +opinion of his accomplishments, which indeed was but natural, and also of +his genius, for Peter had of late years begun to apply his mind to +politics; and as it was plain that he had a mortal hatred of honest +labour, his grandmother predicted, like a true fortuneteller, that he was +born to marry an heiress, and Peter himself (who had no mind to forego +his freedom even on such terms) that he was destined to find a pot of +gold. Upon one point both agreed, that being unfitted by the peculiar +bias of his genius for work, he was to acquire the immense fortune to +which his merits entitled him by means of a pure run of good luck. This +solution of Peter's future had the double effect of reconciling both +himself and his grandmother to his idle courses, and also of maintaining +that even flow of hilarious spirits which made him everywhere welcome, +and which was in truth the natural result of his consciousness of +approaching affluence. + +It happened one night that Peter had enjoyed himself to a very late hour +with two or three choice spirits near Palmerstown. They had talked +politics and love, sung songs, and told stories, and, above all, had +swallowed, in the chastened disguise of punch, at least a pint of good +whiskey, every man. + +It was considerably past one o'clock when Peter bid his companions +goodbye, with a sigh and a hiccough, and lighting his pipe set forth on +his solitary homeward way. + +The bridge of Chapelizod was pretty nearly the midway point of his night +march, and from one cause or another his progress was rather slow, and it +was past two o'clock by the time he found himself leaning over its old +battlements, and looking up the river, over whose winding current and +wooded banks the soft moonlight was falling. + +The cold breeze that blew lightly down the stream was grateful to him. It +cooled his throbbing head, and he drank it in at his hot lips. The scene, +too, had, without his being well sensible of it, a secret fascination. +The village was sunk in the profoundest slumber, not a mortal stirring, +not a sound afloat, a soft haze covered it all, and the fairy moonlight +hovered over the entire landscape. + +In a state between rumination and rapture, Peter continued to lean over +the battlements of the old bridge, and as he did so he saw, or fancied he +saw, emerging one after another along the river bank in the little +gardens and enclosures in the rear of the street of Chapelizod, the +queerest little white-washed huts and cabins he had ever seen there +before. They had not been there that evening when he passed the bridge on +the way to his merry tryst. But the most remarkable thing about it was +the odd way in which these quaint little cabins showed themselves. First +he saw one or two of them just with the corner of his eye, and when he +looked full at them, strange to say, they faded away and disappeared. +Then another and another came in view, but all in the same coy way, just +appearing and gone again before he could well fix his gaze upon them; in +a little while, however, they began to bear a fuller gaze, and he found, +as it seemed to himself, that he was able by an effort of attention to +fix the vision for a longer and a longer time, and when they waxed faint +and nearly vanished, he had the power of recalling them into light and +substance, until at last their vacillating indistinctness became less and +less, and they assumed a permanent place in the moonlit landscape. + +"Be the hokey," said Peter, lost in amazement, and dropping his pipe into +the river unconsciously, "them is the quarist bits iv mud cabins I ever +seen, growing up like musharoons in the dew of an evening, and poppin' up +here and down again there, and up again in another place, like so many +white rabbits in a warren; and there they stand at last as firm and fast +as if they were there from the Deluge; bedad it's enough to make a man +a'most believe in the fairies." + +This latter was a large concession from Peter, who was a bit of a +free-thinker, and spoke contemptuously in his ordinary conversation of +that class of agencies. + +Having treated himself to a long last stare at these mysterious fabrics, +Peter prepared to pursue his homeward way; having crossed the bridge and +passed the mill, he arrived at the corner of the main-street of the +little town, and casting a careless look up the Dublin road, his eye was +arrested by a most unexpected spectacle. + +This was no other than a column of foot soldiers, marching with perfect +regularity towards the village, and headed by an officer on horseback. +They were at the far side of the turnpike, which was closed; but much to +his perplexity he perceived that they marched on through it without +appearing to sustain the least check from that barrier. + +On they came at a slow march; and what was most singular in the matter +was, that they were drawing several cannons along with them; some held +ropes, others spoked the wheels, and others again marched in front of the +guns and behind them, with muskets shouldered, giving a stately character +of parade and regularity to this, as it seemed to Peter, most unmilitary +procedure. + +It was owing either to some temporary defect in Peter's vision, or to +some illusion attendant upon mist and moonlight, or perhaps to some other +cause, that the whole procession had a certain waving and vapoury +character which perplexed and tasked his eyes not a little. It was like +the pictured pageant of a phantasmagoria reflected upon smoke. It was as +if every breath disturbed it; sometimes it was blurred, sometimes +obliterated; now here, now there. Sometimes, while the upper part was +quite distinct, the legs of the column would nearly fade away or vanish +outright, and then again they would come out into clear relief, marching +on with measured tread, while the cocked hats and shoulders grew, as it +were, transparent, and all but disappeared. + +Notwithstanding these strange optical fluctuations, however, the column +continued steadily to advance. Peter crossed the street from the corner +near the old bridge, running on tip-toe, and with his body stooped to +avoid observation, and took up a position upon the raised footpath in the +shadow of the houses, where, as the soldiers kept the middle of the road, +he calculated that he might, himself undetected, see them distinctly +enough as they passed. + +"What the div--, what on airth," he muttered, checking the irreligious +ejaculation with which he was about to start, for certain queer +misgivings were hovering about his heart, notwithstanding the factitious +courage of the whiskey bottle. "What on airth is the manin' of all this? +is it the French that's landed at last to give us a hand and help us in +airnest to this blessed repale? If it is not them, I simply ask who the +div--, I mane who on airth are they, for such sogers as them I never +seen before in my born days?" + +By this time the foremost of them were quite near, and truth to say they +were the queerest soldiers he had ever seen in the course of his life. +They wore long gaiters and leather breeches, three-cornered hats, bound +with silver lace, long blue coats, with scarlet facings and linings, +which latter were shewn by a fastening which held together the two +opposite corners of the skirt behind; and in front the breasts were in +like manner connected at a single point, where and below which they +sloped back, disclosing a long-flapped waistcoat of snowy whiteness; they +had very large, long cross-belts, and wore enormous pouches of white +leather hung extraordinarily low, and on each of which a little silver +star was glittering. But what struck him as most grotesque and outlandish +in their costume was their extraordinary display of shirt-frill in front, +and of ruffle about their wrists, and the strange manner in which their +hair was frizzled out and powdered under their hats, and clubbed up into +great rolls behind. But one of the party was mounted. He rode a tall +white horse, with high action and arching neck; he had a snow-white +feather in his three-cornered hat, and his coat was shimmering all over +with a profusion of silver lace. From these circumstances Peter concluded +that he must be the commander of the detachment, and examined him as he +passed attentively. He was a slight, tall man, whose legs did not half +fill his leather breeches, and he appeared to be at the wrong side of +sixty. He had a shrunken, weather-beaten, mulberry-coloured face, carried +a large black patch over one eye, and turned neither to the right nor to +the left, but rode on at the head of his men, with a grim, military +inflexibility. + +The countenances of these soldiers, officers as well as men, seemed all +full of trouble, and, so to speak, scared and wild. He watched in vain +for a single contented or comely face. They had, one and all, a +melancholy and hang-dog look; and as they passed by, Peter fancied that +the air grew cold and thrilling. + +He had seated himself upon a stone bench, from which, staring with all +his might, he gazed upon the grotesque and noiseless procession as it +filed by him. Noiseless it was; he could neither hear the jingle of +accoutrements, the tread of feet, nor the rumble of the wheels; and when +the old colonel turned his horse a little, and made as though he were +giving the word of command, and a trumpeter, with a swollen blue nose and +white feather fringe round his hat, who was walking beside him, turned +about and put his bugle to his lips, still Peter heard nothing, although +it was plain the sound had reached the soldiers, for they instantly +changed their front to three abreast. + +"Botheration!" muttered Peter, "is it deaf I'm growing?" + +But that could not be, for he heard the sighing of the breeze and the +rush of the neighbouring Liffey plain enough. + +"Well," said he, in the same cautious key, "by the piper, this bangs +Banagher fairly! It's either the Frinch army that's in it, come to take +the town iv Chapelizod by surprise, an' makin' no noise for feard iv +wakenin' the inhabitants; or else it's--it's--what it's--somethin' else. +But, tundher-an-ouns, what's gone wid Fitzpatrick's shop across the way?" + +The brown, dingy stone building at the opposite side of the street looked +newer and cleaner than he had been used to see it; the front door of it +stood open, and a sentry, in the same grotesque uniform, with shouldered +musket, was pacing noiselessly to and fro before it. At the angle of this +building, in like manner, a wide gate (of which Peter had no recollection +whatever) stood open, before which, also, a similar sentry was gliding, +and into this gateway the whole column gradually passed, and Peter +finally lost sight of it. + +"I'm not asleep; I'm not dhramin'," said he, rubbing his eyes, and +stamping slightly on the pavement, to assure himself that he was wide +awake. "It is a quare business, whatever it is; an' it's not alone that, +but everything about town looks strange to me. There's Tresham's house +new painted, bedad, an' them flowers in the windies! An' Delany's house, +too, that had not a whole pane of glass in it this morning, and scarce a +slate on the roof of it! It is not possible it's what it's dhrunk I am. +Sure there's the big tree, and not a leaf of it changed since I passed, +and the stars overhead, all right. I don't think it is in my eyes it is." + +And so looking about him, and every moment finding or fancying new food +for wonder, he walked along the pavement, intending, without further +delay, to make his way home. + +But his adventures for the night were not concluded. He had nearly +reached the angle of the short land that leads up to the church, when for +the first time he perceived that an officer, in the uniform he had just +seen, was walking before, only a few yards in advance of him. + +The officer was walking along at an easy, swinging gait, and carried +his sword under his arm, and was looking down on the pavement with an +air of reverie. + +In the very fact that he seemed unconscious of Peter's presence, and +disposed to keep his reflections to himself, there was something +reassuring. Besides, the reader must please to remember that our hero had +a quantum sufficit of good punch before his adventure commenced, and was +thus fortified against those qualms and terrors under which, in a more +reasonable state of mind, he might not impossibly have sunk. + +The idea of the French invasion revived in full power in Peter's fuddled +imagination, as he pursued the nonchalant swagger of the officer. + +"Be the powers iv Moll Kelly, I'll ax him what it is," said Peter, with a +sudden accession of rashness. "He may tell me or not, as he plases, but +he can't be offinded, anyhow." + +With this reflection having inspired himself, Peter cleared his voice +and began-- + +"Captain!" said he, "I ax your pardon, captain, an' maybe you'd be so +condescindin' to my ignorance as to tell me, if it's plasin' to yer +honour, whether your honour is not a Frinchman, if it's plasin' to you." + +This he asked, not thinking that, had it been as he suspected, not one +word of his question in all probability would have been intelligible to +the person he addressed. He was, however, understood, for the officer +answered him in English, at the same time slackening his pace and moving +a little to the side of the pathway, as if to invite his interrogator to +take his place beside him. + +"No; I am an Irishman," he answered. + +"I humbly thank your honour," said Peter, drawing nearer--for the +affability and the nativity of the officer encouraged him--"but maybe +your honour is in the _sarvice_ of the King of France?" + +"I serve the same King as you do," he answered, with a sorrowful +significance which Peter did not comprehend at the time; and, +interrogating in turn, he asked, "But what calls you forth at this hour +of the day?" + +"The _day,_ your honour!--the night, you mane." + +"It was always our way to turn night into day, and we keep to it still," +remarked the soldier. "But, no matter, come up here to my house; I have a +job for you, if you wish to earn some money easily. I live here." + +As he said this, he beckoned authoritatively to Peter, who followed +almost mechanically at his heels, and they turned up a little lane near +the old Roman Catholic chapel, at the end of which stood, in Peter's +time, the ruins of a tall, stone-built house. + +Like everything else in the town, it had suffered a metamorphosis. The +stained and ragged walls were now erect, perfect, and covered with +pebble-dash; window-panes glittered coldly in every window; the green +hall-door had a bright brass knocker on it. Peter did not know whether to +believe his previous or his present impressions; seeing is believing, and +Peter could not dispute the reality of the scene. All the records of his +memory seemed but the images of a tipsy dream. In a trance of +astonishment and perplexity, therefore, he submitted himself to the +chances of his adventure. + +The door opened, the officer beckoned with a melancholy air of authority +to Peter, and entered. Our hero followed him into a sort of hall, which +was very dark, but he was guided by the steps of the soldier, and, in +silence, they ascended the stairs. The moonlight, which shone in at the +lobbies, showed an old, dark wainscoting, and a heavy, oak banister. They +passed by closed doors at different landing-places, but all was dark and +silent as, indeed, became that late hour of the night. + +Now they ascended to the topmost floor. The captain paused for a minute +at the nearest door, and, with a heavy groan, pushing it open, entered +the room. Peter remained at the threshold. A slight female form in a +sort of loose, white robe, and with a great deal of dark hair hanging +loosely about her, was standing in the middle of the floor, with her +back towards them. + +The soldier stopped short before he reached her, and said, in a voice of +great anguish, "Still the same, sweet bird--sweet bird! still the same." +Whereupon, she turned suddenly, and threw her arms about the neck of the +officer, with a gesture of fondness and despair, and her frame was +agitated as if by a burst of sobs. He held her close to his breast in +silence; and honest Peter felt a strange terror creep over him, as he +witnessed these mysterious sorrows and endearments. + +"To-night, to-night--and then ten years more--ten long years--another +ten years." + +The officer and the lady seemed to speak these words together; her voice +mingled with his in a musical and fearful wail, like a distant summer +wind, in the dead hour of night, wandering through ruins. Then he heard +the officer say, alone, in a voice of anguish-- + +"Upon me be it all, for ever, sweet birdie, upon me." + +And again they seemed to mourn together in the same soft and desolate +wail, like sounds of grief heard from a great distance. + +Peter was thrilled with horror, but he was also under a strange +fascination; and an intense and dreadful curiosity held him fast. + +The moon was shining obliquely into the room, and through the window +Peter saw the familiar slopes of the Park, sleeping mistily under its +shimmer. He could also see the furniture of the room with tolerable +distinctness--the old balloon-backed chairs, a four-post bed in a sort of +recess, and a rack against the wall, from which hung some military +clothes and accoutrements; and the sight of all these homely objects +reassured him somewhat, and he could not help feeling unspeakably curious +to see the face of the girl whose long hair was streaming over the +officer's epaulet. + +Peter, accordingly, coughed, at first slightly, and afterward more +loudly, to recall her from her reverie of grief; and, apparently, he +succeeded; for she turned round, as did her companion, and both, standing +hand in hand, gazed upon him fixedly. He thought he had never seen such +large, strange eyes in all his life; and their gaze seemed to chill the +very air around him, and arrest the pulses of his heart. An eternity of +misery and remorse was in the shadowy faces that looked upon him. + +If Peter had taken less whisky by a single thimbleful, it is probable +that he would have lost heart altogether before these figures, which +seemed every moment to assume a more marked and fearful, though hardly +definable, contrast to ordinary human shapes. + +"What is it you want with me?" he stammered. + +"To bring my lost treasure to the churchyard," replied the lady, in a +silvery voice of more than mortal desolation. + +The word "treasure" revived the resolution of Peter, although a cold +sweat was covering him, and his hair was bristling with horror; he +believed, however, that he was on the brink of fortune, if he could but +command nerve to brave the interview to its close. + +"And where," he gasped, "is it hid--where will I find it?" + +They both pointed to the sill of the window, through which the moon was +shining at the far end of the room, and the soldier said-- + +"Under that stone." + +Peter drew a long breath, and wiped the cold dew from his face, +preparatory to passing to the window, where he expected to secure the +reward of his protracted terrors. But looking steadfastly at the window, +he saw the faint image of a new-born child sitting upon the sill in the +moonlight, with its little arms stretched toward him, and a smile so +heavenly as he never beheld before. + +At sight of this, strange to say, his heart entirely failed him, he +looked on the figures that stood near, and beheld them gazing on the +infantine form with a smile so guilty and distorted, that he felt as if +he were entering alive among the scenery of hell, and shuddering, he +cried in an irrepressible agony of horror-- + +"I'll have nothing to say with you, and nothing to do with you; I don't +know what yez are or what yez want iv me, but let me go this minute, +every one of yez, in the name of God." + +With these words there came a strange rumbling and sighing about +Peter's ears; he lost sight of everything, and felt that peculiar and +not unpleasant sensation of falling softly, that sometimes supervenes +in sleep, ending in a dull shock. After that he had neither dream nor +consciousness till he wakened, chill and stiff, stretched between two +piles of old rubbish, among the black and roofless walls of the +ruined house. + +We need hardly mention that the village had put on its wonted air of +neglect and decay, or that Peter looked around him in vain for traces of +those novelties which had so puzzled and distracted him upon the +previous night. + +"Ay, ay," said his grandmother, removing her pipe, as he ended his +description of the view from the bridge, "sure enough I remember myself, +when I was a slip of a girl, these little white cabins among the gardens +by the river side. The artillery sogers that was married, or had not room +in the barracks, used to be in them, but they're all gone long ago. + +"The Lord be merciful to us!" she resumed, when he had described the +military procession, "It's often I seen the regiment marchin' into the +town, jist as you saw it last night, acushla. Oh, voch, but it makes my +heart sore to think iv them days; they were pleasant times, sure enough; +but is not it terrible, avick, to think it's what it was the ghost of the +rigiment you seen? The Lord betune us an' harm, for it was nothing else, +as sure as I'm sittin' here." + +When he mentioned the peculiar physiognomy and figure of the old officer +who rode at the head of the regiment-- + +"That," said the old crone, dogmatically, "was ould Colonel Grimshaw, the +Lord presarve us! he's buried in the churchyard iv Chapelizod, and well I +remember him, when I was a young thing, an' a cross ould floggin' fellow +he was wid the men, an' a devil's boy among the girls--rest his soul!" + +"Amen!" said Peter; "it's often I read his tombstone myself; but he's a +long time dead." + +"Sure, I tell you he died when I was no more nor a slip iv a girl--the +Lord betune us and harm!" + +"I'm afeard it is what I'm not long for this world myself, afther seeing +such a sight as that," said Peter, fearfully. + +"Nonsinse, avourneen," retorted his grandmother, indignantly, though she +had herself misgivings on the subject; "sure there was Phil Doolan, the +ferryman, that seen black Ann Scanlan in his own boat, and what harm ever +kem of it?" + +Peter proceeded with his narrative, but when he came to the description +of the house, in which his adventure had had so sinister a conclusion, +the old woman was at fault. + +"I know the house and the ould walls well, an' I can remember the time +there was a roof on it, and the doors an' windows in it, but it had a bad +name about being haunted, but by who, or for what, I forget intirely." + +"Did you ever hear was there goold or silver there?" he inquired. + +"No, no, avick, don't be thinking about the likes; take a fool's advice, +and never go next to near them ugly black walls again the longest day you +have to live; an' I'd take my davy, it's what it's the same word the +priest himself id be afther sayin' to you if you wor to ax his raverence +consarnin' it, for it's plain to be seen it was nothing good you seen +there, and there's neither luck nor grace about it." + +Peter's adventure made no little noise in the neighbourhood, as the +reader may well suppose; and a few evenings after it, being on an errand +to old Major Vandeleur, who lived in a snug old-fashioned house, close by +the river, under a perfect bower of ancient trees, he was called on to +relate the story in the parlour. + +The Major was, as I have said, an old man; he was small, lean, and +upright, with a mahogany complexion, and a wooden inflexibility of face; +he was a man, besides, of few words, and if _he_ was old, it follows +plainly that his mother was older still. Nobody could guess or tell _how_ +old, but it was admitted that her own generation had long passed away, +and that she had not a competitor left. She had French blood in her +veins, and although she did not retain her charms quite so well as Ninon +de l'Enclos, she was in full possession of all her mental activity, and +talked quite enough for herself and the Major. + +"So, Peter," she said, "you have seen the dear, old Royal Irish again in +the streets of Chapelizod. Make him a tumbler of punch, Frank; and Peter, +sit down, and while you take it let us have the story." + +Peter accordingly, seated, near the door, with a tumbler of the nectarian +stimulant steaming beside him, proceeded with marvellous courage, +considering they had no light but the uncertain glare of the fire, to +relate with minute particularity his awful adventure. The old lady +listened at first with a smile of good-natured incredulity; her +cross-examination touching the drinking-bout at Palmerstown had been +teazing, but as the narrative proceeded she became attentive, and at +length absorbed, and once or twice she uttered ejaculations of pity or +awe. When it was over, the old lady looked with a somewhat sad and stern +abstraction on the table, patting her cat assiduously meanwhile, and then +suddenly looking upon her son, the Major, she said-- + +"Frank, as sure as I live he has seen the wicked Captain Devereux." + +The Major uttered an inarticulate expression of wonder. + +"The house was precisely that he has described. I have told you the story +often, as I heard it from your dear grandmother, about the poor young +lady he ruined, and the dreadful suspicion about the little baby. _She_, +poor thing, died in that house heart-broken, and you know he was shot +shortly after in a duel." + +This was the only light that Peter ever received respecting his +adventure. It was supposed, however, that he still clung to the hope that +treasure of some sort was hidden about the old house, for he was often +seen lurking about its walls, and at last his fate overtook him, poor +fellow, in the pursuit; for climbing near the summit one day, his holding +gave way, and he fell upon the hard uneven ground, fracturing a leg and a +rib, and after a short interval died, and he, like the other heroes of +these true tales, lies buried in the little churchyard of Chapelizod. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE DRUNKARD'S DREAM + + +_Being a Fourth Extract from the Legacy of the Late F. Purcell, P. P. of +Drumcoolagh_ + +"All this _he_ told with some confusion and +Dismay, the usual consequence of dreams +Of the unpleasant kind, with none at hand +To expound their vain and visionary gleams. +I've known some odd ones which seemed really planned +Prophetically, as that which one deems +'A strange coincidence,' to use a phrase +By which such things are settled now-a-days." + +BYRON. + + +Dreams--What age, or what country of the world has not felt and +acknowledged the mystery of their origin and end? I have thought not a +little upon the subject, seeing it is one which has been often forced +upon my attention, and sometimes strangely enough; and yet I have never +arrived at any thing which at all appeared a satisfactory conclusion. It +does appear that a mental phenomenon so extraordinary cannot be wholly +without its use. We know, indeed, that in the olden times it has been +made the organ of communication between the Deity and his creatures; and +when, as I have seen, a dream produces upon a mind, to all appearance +hopelessly reprobate and depraved, an effect so powerful and so lasting +as to break down the inveterate habits, and to reform the life of an +abandoned sinner. We see in the result, in the reformation of morals, +which appeared incorrigible in the reclamation of a human soul which +seemed to be irretrievably lost, something more than could be produced by +a mere chimaera of the slumbering fancy, something more than could arise +from the capricious images of a terrified imagination; but once +prevented, we behold in all these things, in the tremendous and +mysterious results, the operation of the hand of God. And while Reason +rejects as absurd the superstition which will read a prophecy in every +dream, she may, without violence to herself, recognize, even in the +wildest and most incongruous of the wanderings of a slumbering intellect, +the evidences and the fragments of a language which may be spoken, which +_has_ been spoken to terrify, to warn, and to command. We have reason to +believe too, by the promptness of action, which in the age of the +prophets, followed all intimations of this kind, and by the strength of +conviction and strange permanence of the effects resulting from certain +dreams in latter times, which effects ourselves may have witnessed, that +when this medium of communication has been employed by the Deity, the +evidences of his presence have been unequivocal. My thoughts were +directed to this subject, in a manner to leave a lasting impression upon +my mind, by the events which I shall now relate, the statement of which, +however extraordinary, is nevertheless _accurately correct_. + +About the year l7-- having been appointed to the living of C----h, I +rented a small house in the town, which bears the same name: one morning, +in the month of November, I was awakened before my usual time, by my +servant, who bustled into my bedroom for the purpose of announcing a sick +call. As the Catholic Church holds her last rites to be totally +indispensable to the safety of the departing sinner, no conscientious +clergyman can afford a moment's unnecessary delay, and in little more +than five minutes I stood ready cloaked and booted for the road in the +small front parlour, in which the messenger, who was to act as my guide, +awaited my coming. I found a poor little girl crying piteously near the +door, and after some slight difficulty I ascertained that her father was +either dead, or just dying. + +"And what may be your father's name, my poor child?" said I. She held +down her head, as if ashamed. I repeated the question, and the wretched +little creature burst into floods of tears, still more bitter than she +had shed before. At length, almost provoked by conduct which appeared to +me so unreasonable, I began to lose patience, spite of the pity which I +could not help feeling towards her, and I said rather harshly, "If you +will not tell me the name of the person to whom you would lead me, your +silence can arise from no good motive, and I might be justified in +refusing to go with you at all." + +"Oh! don't say that, don't say that," cried she. "Oh! sir, it was that I +was afeard of when I would not tell you--I was afeard when you heard his +name you would not come with me; but it is no use hidin' it now--it's Pat +Connell, the carpenter, your honour." + +She looked in my face with the most earnest anxiety, as if her very +existence depended upon what she should read there; but I relieved her at +once. The name, indeed, was most unpleasantly familiar to me; but, +however fruitless my visits and advice might have been at another time, +the present was too fearful an occasion to suffer my doubts of their +utility as my reluctance to re-attempting what appeared a hopeless task +to weigh even against the lightest chance, that a consciousness of his +imminent danger might produce in him a more docile and tractable +disposition. Accordingly I told the child to lead the way, and followed +her in silence. She hurried rapidly through the long narrow street which +forms the great thoroughfare of the town. The darkness of the hour, +rendered still deeper by the close approach of the old fashioned houses, +which lowered in tall obscurity on either side of the way; the damp +dreary chill which renders the advance of morning peculiarly cheerless, +combined with the object of my walk, to visit the death-bed of a +presumptuous sinner, to endeavour, almost against my own conviction, to +infuse a hope into the heart of a dying reprobate--a drunkard, but too +probably perishing under the consequences of some mad fit of +intoxication; all these circumstances united served to enhance the gloom +and solemnity of my feelings, as I silently followed my little guide, who +with quick steps traversed the uneven pavement of the main street. After +a walk of about five minutes she turned off into a narrow lane, of that +obscure and comfortless class which are to be found in almost all small +old fashioned towns, chill without ventilation, reeking with all manner +of offensive effluviae, dingy, smoky, sickly and pent-up buildings, +frequently not only in a wretched but in a dangerous condition. + +"Your father has changed his abode since I last visited him, and, I am +afraid, much for the worse," said I. + +"Indeed he has, sir, but we must not complain," replied she; "we have to +thank God that we have lodging and food, though it's poor enough, it is, +your honour." + +Poor child! thought I, how many an older head might learn wisdom from +thee--how many a luxurious philosopher, who is skilled to preach but not +to suffer, might not thy patient words put to the blush! The manner and +language of this child were alike above her years and station; and, +indeed, in all cases in which the cares and sorrows of life have +anticipated their usual date, and have fallen, as they sometimes do, with +melancholy prematurity to the lot of childhood, I have observed the +result to have proved uniformly the same. A young mind, to which joy and +indulgence have been strangers, and to which suffering and self-denial +have been familiarised from the first, acquires a solidity and an +elevation which no other discipline could have bestowed, and which, in +the present case, communicated a striking but mournful peculiarity to the +manners, even to the voice of the child. We paused before a narrow, crazy +door, which she opened by means of a latch, and we forthwith began to +ascend the steep and broken stairs, which led upwards to the sick man's +room. As we mounted flight after flight towards the garret floor, I heard +more and more distinctly the hurried talking of many voices. I could also +distinguish the low sobbing of a female. On arriving upon the uppermost +lobby, these sounds became fully audible. + +"This way, your honor," said my little conductress, at the same time +pushing open a door of patched and half rotten plank, she admitted me +into the squalid chamber of death and misery. But one candle, held in the +fingers of a scared and haggard-looking child, was burning in the room, +and that so dim that all was twilight or darkness except within its +immediate influence. The general obscurity, however, served to throw into +prominent and startling relief the death-bed and its occupant. The light +was nearly approximated to, and fell with horrible clearness upon, the +blue and swollen features of the drunkard. I did not think it possible +that a human countenance could look so terrific. The lips were black and +drawn apart--the teeth were firmly set--the eyes a little unclosed, and +nothing but the whites appearing--every feature was fixed and livid, and +the whole face wore a ghastly and rigid expression of despairing terror +such as I never saw equalled; his hands were crossed upon his breast, and +firmly clenched, while, as if to add to the corpse-like effect of the +whole, some white cloths, dipped in water, were wound about the forehead +and temples. As soon as I could remove my eyes from this horrible +spectacle, I observed my friend Dr. D----, one of the most humane of a +humane profession, standing by the bedside. He had been attempting, but +unsuccessfully, to bleed the patient, and had now applied his finger to +the pulse. + +"Is there any hope?" I inquired in a whisper. + +A shake of the head was the reply. There was a pause while he continued +to hold the wrist; but he waited in vain for the throb of life, it was +not there, and when he let go the hand it fell stiffly back into its +former position upon the other. + +"The man is dead," said the physician, as he turned from the bed where +the terrible figure lay. + +Dead! thought I, scarcely venturing to look upon the tremendous and +revolting spectacle--dead! without an hour for repentance, even a +moment for reflection--dead! without the rites which even the best +should have. Is there a hope for him? The glaring eyeball, the grinning +mouth, the distorted brow--that unutterable look in which a painter +would have sought to embody the fixed despair of the nethermost +hell--these were my answer. + +The poor wife sat at a little distance, crying as if her heart would +break--the younger children clustered round the bed, looking, with +wondering curiosity, upon the form of death, never seen before. When the +first tumult of uncontrollable sorrow had passed away, availing myself of +the solemnity and impressiveness of the scene, I desired the +heart-stricken family to accompany me in prayer, and all knelt down, +while I solemnly and fervently repeated some of those prayers which +appeared most applicable to the occasion. I employed myself thus in a +manner which, I trusted, was not unprofitable, at least to the living, +for about ten minutes, and having accomplished my task, I was the first +to arise. I looked upon the poor, sobbing, helpless creatures who knelt +so humbly around me, and my heart bled for them. With a natural +transition, I turned my eyes from them to the bed in which the body lay, +and, great God! what was the revulsion, the horror which I experienced on +seeing the corpse-like, terrific thing seated half upright before me--the +white cloths, which had been wound about the head, had now partly slipped +from their position, and were hanging in grotesque festoons about the +face and shoulders, while the distorted eyes leered from amid them-- + +"A sight to dream of, not to tell." + +I stood actually rivetted to the spot. The figure nodded its head and +lifted its arm, I thought with a menacing gesture. A thousand confused +and horrible thoughts at once rushed upon my mind. I had often read that +the body of a presumptuous sinner, who, during life, had been the willing +creature of every satanic impulse, after the human tenant had deserted +it, had been known to become the horrible sport of demoniac possession. I +was roused from the stupefaction of terror in which I stood, by the +piercing scream of the mother, who now, for the first time, perceived the +change which had taken place. She rushed towards the bed, but, stunned by +the shock and overcome by the conflict of violent emotions, before she +reached it, she fell prostrate upon the floor. I am perfectly convinced +that had I not been startled from the torpidity of horror in which I was +bound, by some powerful and arousing stimulant, I should have gazed upon +this unearthly apparition until I had fairly lost my senses. As it was, +however, the spell was broken, superstition gave way to reason: the man +whom all believed to have been actually dead, was living! Dr. D---- was +instantly standing by the bedside, and, upon examination, he found that a +sudden and copious flow of blood had taken place from the wound which the +lancet had left, and this, no doubt, had effected his sudden and almost +preternatural restoration to an existence from which all thought he had +been for ever removed. The man was still speechless, but he seemed to +understand the physician when he forbid his repeating the painful and +fruitless attempts which he made to articulate, and he at once resigned +himself quietly into his hands. + +I left the patient with leeches upon his temples, and bleeding +freely--apparently with little of the drowsiness which accompanies +apoplexy; indeed, Dr. D---- told me that he had never before witnessed a +seizure which seemed to combine the symptoms of so many kinds, and yet +which belonged to none of the recognized classes; it certainly was not +apoplexy, catalepsy, _nor delirium tremens_, and yet it seemed, in some +degree, to partake of the properties of all--it was strange, but stranger +things are coming. + +During two or three days Dr. D---- would not allow his patient to +converse in a manner which could excite or exhaust him, with any one; he +suffered him merely, as briefly as possible, to express his immediate +wants, and it was not until the fourth day after my early visit, the +particulars of which I have just detailed, that it was thought expedient +that I should see him, and then only because it appeared that his extreme +importunity and impatience were likely to retard his recovery more than +the mere exhaustion attendant upon a short conversation could possibly +do; perhaps, too, my friend entertained some hope that if by holy +confession his patient's bosom were eased of the perilous stuff, which no +doubt, oppressed it, his recovery would be more assured and rapid. It +was, then, as I have said, upon the fourth day after my first +professional call, that I found myself once more in the dreary chamber of +want and sickness. The man was in bed, and appeared low and restless. On +my entering the room he raised himself in the bed, and muttered twice or +thrice--"Thank God! thank God." I signed to those of his family who stood +by, to leave the room, and took a chair beside the bed. So soon as we +were alone, he said, rather doggedly--"There's no use now in telling me +of the sinfulness of bad ways--I know it all--I know where they lead +to--I seen everything about it with my own eyesight, as plain as I see +you." He rolled himself in the bed, as if to hide his face in the +clothes, and then suddenly raising himself, he exclaimed with startling +vehemence--"Look, sir, there is no use in mincing the matter; I'm blasted +with the fires of hell; I have been in hell; what do you think of +that?--in hell--I'm lost for ever--I have not a chance--I am damned +already--damned--damned--." The end of this sentence he actually +shouted; his vehemence was perfectly terrific; he threw himself back, and +laughed, and sobbed hysterically. I poured some water into a tea-cup, and +gave it to him. After he had swallowed it, I told him if he had anything +to communicate, to do so as briefly as he could, and in a manner as +little agitating to himself as possible; threatening at the same time, +though I had no intention of doing so, to leave him at once, in case he +again gave way to such passionate excitement. "It's only foolishness," he +continued, "for me to try to thank you for coming to such a villain as +myself at all; it's no use for me to wish good to you, or to bless you; +for such as me has no blessings to give." I told him that I had but done +my duty, and urged him to proceed to the matter which weighed upon his +mind; he then spoke nearly as follows:--"I came in drunk on Friday night +last, and got to my bed here, I don't remember how; sometime in the +night, it seemed to me, I wakened, and feeling unasy in myself, I got up +out of the bed. I wanted the fresh air, but I would not make a noise to +open the window, for fear I'd waken the crathurs. It was very dark, and +throublesome to find the door; but at last I did get it, and I groped my +way out, and went down as asy as I could. I felt quite sober, and I +counted the steps one after another, as I was going down, that I might +not stumble at the bottom. When I came to the first landing-place, God be +about us always! the floor of it sunk under me, and I went down, down, +down, till the senses almost left me. I do not know how long I was +falling, but it seemed to me a great while. When I came rightly to myself +at last, I was sitting at a great table, near the top of it; and I could +not see the end of it, if it had any, it was so far off; and there was +men beyond reckoning, sitting down, all along by it, at each side, as far +as I could see at all. I did not know at first was it in the open air; +but there was a close smothering feel in it, that was not natural, and +there was a kind of light that my eyesight never saw before, red and +unsteady, and I did not see for a long time where it was coming from, +until I looked straight up, and then I seen that it came from great balls +of blood-coloured fire, that were rolling high over head with a sort of +rushing, trembling sound, and I perceived that they shone on the ribs of +a great roof of rock that was arched overhead instead of the sky. When I +seen this, scarce knowing what I did, I got up, and I said, 'I have no +right to be here; I must go,' and the man that was sitting at my left +hand, only smiled, and said, 'sit down again, you can _never_ leave this +place,' and his voice was weaker than any child's voice I ever heerd, and +when he was done speaking he smiled again. Then I spoke out very loud and +bold, and I said--'in the name of God, let me out of this bad place.' And +there was a great man, that I did not see before, sitting at the end of +the table that I was near, and he was taller than twelve men, and his +face was very proud and terrible to look at, and he stood up and +stretched out his hand before him, and when he stood up, all that was +there, great and small, bowed down with a sighing sound, and a dread came +on my heart, and he looked at me, and I could not speak. I felt I was his +own, to do what he liked with, for I knew at once who he was, and he +said, 'if you promise to return, you may depart for a season'; and the +voice he spoke with was terrible and mournful, and the echoes of it went +rolling and swelling down the endless cave, and mixing with the trembling +of the fire overhead; so that, when he sate down, there was a sound after +him, all through the place like the roaring of a furnace, and I said, +with all the strength I had, 'I promise to come back; in God's name let +me go,' and with that I lost the sight and the hearing of all that was +there, and when my senses came to me again, I was sitting in the bed with +the blood all over me, and you and the rest praying around the room." +Here he paused and wiped away the chill drops of horror which hung upon +his forehead. + +I remained silent for some moments. The vision which he had just +described struck my imagination not a little, for this was long before +Vathek and the "Hall of Iblis" had delighted the world; and the +description which he gave had, as I received it, all the attractions of +novelty beside the impressiveness which always belongs to the narration +of an _eye-witness_, whether in the body or in the spirit, of the scenes +which he describes. There was something, too, in the stern horror with +which the man related these things, and in the incongruity of his +description, with the vulgarly received notions of the great place of +punishment, and of its presiding spirit, which struck my mind with awe, +almost with fear. At length he said, with an expression of horrible, +imploring earnestness, which I shall never forget--"Well, sir, is there +any hope; is there any chance at all? or, is my soul pledged and promised +away for ever? is it gone out of my power? must I go back to the place?" + +In answering him I had no easy task to perform; for however clear might +be my internal conviction of the groundlessness of his fears, and however +strong my scepticism respecting the reality of what he had described, I +nevertheless felt that his impression to the contrary, and his humility +and terror resulting from it, might be made available as no mean engines +in the work of his conversion from profligacy, and of his restoration to +decent habits, and to religious feeling. I therefore told him that he was +to regard his dream rather in the light of a warning than in that of a +prophecy; that our salvation depended not upon the word or deed of a +moment, but upon the habits of a life; that, in fine, if he at once +discarded his idle companions and evil habits, and firmly adhered to a +sober, industrious, and religious course of life, the powers of darkness +might claim his soul in vain, for that there were higher and firmer +pledges than human tongue could utter, which promised salvation to him +who should repent and lead a new life. + +I left him much comforted, and with a promise to return upon the next +day. I did so, and found him much more cheerful, and without any remains +of the dogged sullenness which I suppose had arisen from his despair. +His promises of amendment were given in that tone of deliberate +earnestness, which belongs to deep and solemn determination; and it was +with no small delight that I observed, after repeated visits, that his +good resolutions, so far from failing, did but gather strength by time; +and when I saw that man shake off the idle and debauched companions, +whose society had for years formed alike his amusement and his ruin, and +revive his long discarded habits of industry and sobriety, I said within +myself, there is something more in all this than the operation of an +idle dream. One day, sometime after his perfect restoration to health, I +was surprised on ascending the stairs, for the purpose of visiting this +man, to find him busily employed in nailing down some planks upon the +landing place, through which, at the commencement of his mysterious +vision, it seemed to him that he had sunk. I perceived at once that he +was strengthening the floor with a view to securing himself against such +a catastrophe, and could scarcely forbear a smile as I bid "God bless +his work." + +He perceived my thoughts, I suppose, for he immediately said, + +"I can never pass over that floor without trembling. I'd leave this +house if I could, but I can't find another lodging in the town so cheap, +and I'll not take a better till I've paid off all my debts, please God; +but I could not be asy in my mind till I made it as safe as I could. +You'll hardly believe me, your honor, that while I'm working, maybe a +mile away, my heart is in a flutter the whole way back, with the bare +thoughts of the two little steps I have to walk upon this bit of a +floor. So it's no wonder, sir, I'd thry to make it sound and firm with +any idle timber I have." + +I applauded his resolution to pay off his debts, and the steadiness with +which he pursued his plans of conscientious economy, and passed on. + +Many months elapsed, and still there appeared no alteration in his +resolutions of amendment. He was a good workman, and with his better +habits he recovered his former extensive and profitable employment. Every +thing seemed to promise comfort and respectability. I have little more to +add, and that shall be told quickly. I had one evening met Pat Connell, +as he returned from his work, and as usual, after a mutual, and on his +side respectful salutation, I spoke a few words of encouragement and +approval. I left him industrious, active, healthy--when next I saw him, +not three days after, he was a corpse. The circumstances which marked the +event of his death were somewhat strange--I might say fearful. The +unfortunate man had accidentally met an early friend, just returned, +after a long absence, and in a moment of excitement, forgetting +everything in the warmth of his joy, he yielded to his urgent invitation +to accompany him into a public house, which lay close by the spot where +the encounter had taken place. Connell, however, previously to entering +the room, had announced his determination to take nothing more than the +strictest temperance would warrant. But oh! who can describe the +inveterate tenacity with which a drunkard's habits cling to him through +life. He may repent--he may reform--he may look with actual abhorrence +upon his past profligacy; but amid all this reformation and compunction, +who can tell the moment in which the base and ruinous propensity may not +recur, triumphing over resolution, remorse, shame, everything, and +prostrating its victim once more in all that is destructive and revolting +in that fatal vice. + +The wretched man left the place in a state of utter intoxication. He was +brought home nearly insensible, and placed in his bed, where he lay in +the deep calm lethargy of drunkenness. The younger part of the family +retired to rest much after their usual hour; but the poor wife remained +up sitting by the fire, too much grieved and shocked at the recurrence of +what she had so little expected, to settle to rest; fatigue, however, at +length overcame her, and she sunk gradually into an uneasy slumber. She +could not tell how long she had remained in this state, when she +awakened, and immediately on opening her eyes, she perceived by the faint +red light of the smouldering turf embers, two persons, one of whom she +recognized as her husband noiselessly gliding out of the room. + +"Pat, darling, where are you going?" said she. There was no answer--the +door closed after them; but in a moment she was startled and terrified by +a loud and heavy crash, as if some ponderous body had been hurled down +the stair. Much alarmed, she started up, and going to the head of the +staircase, she called repeatedly upon her husband, but in vain. She +returned to the room, and with the assistance of her daughter, whom I had +occasion to mention before, she succeeded in finding and lighting a +candle, with which she hurried again to the head of the staircase. At the +bottom lay what seemed to be a bundle of clothes, heaped together, +motionless, lifeless--it was her husband. In going down the stairs, for +what purpose can never now be known, he had fallen helplessly and +violently to the bottom, and coming head foremost, the spine at the neck +had been dislocated by the shock, and instant death must have ensued. The +body lay upon that landing-place to which his dream had referred. It is +scarcely worth endeavouring to clear up a single point in a narrative +where all is mystery; yet I could not help suspecting that the second +figure which had been seen in the room by Connell's wife on the night of +his death, might have been no other than his own shadow. I suggested this +solution of the difficulty; but she told me that the unknown person had +been considerably in advance of the other, and on reaching the door, had +turned back as if to communicate something to his companion--it was then +a mystery. Was the dream verified?--whither had the disembodied spirit +sped?--who can say? We know not. But I left the house of death that day +in a state of horror which I could not describe. It seemed to me that I +was scarce awake. I heard and saw everything as if under the spell of a +nightmare. The coincidence was terrible. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE GHOST AND THE BONE-SETTER + + +In looking over the papers of my late valued and respected friend, +Francis Purcell, who for nearly fifty years discharged the arduous duties +of a parish priest in the south of Ireland, I met with the following +document. It is one of many such, for he was a curious and industrious +collector of old local traditions--a commodity in which the quarter where +he resided mightily abounded. The collection and arrangement of such +legends was, as long as I can remember him, his _hobby_; but I had never +learned that his love of the marvellous and whimsical had carried him so +far as to prompt him to commit the results of his enquiries to writing, +until, in the character of _residuary legatee_, his will put me in +possession of all his manuscript papers. To such as may think the +composing of such productions as these inconsistent with the character +and habits of a country priest, it is necessary to observe, that there +did exist a race of priests--those of the old school, a race now nearly +extinct--whose habits were from many causes more refined, and whose +tastes more literary than are those of the alumni of Maynooth. + +It is perhaps necessary to add that the superstition illustrated by the +following story, namely, that the corpse last buried is obliged, during +his juniority of interment, to supply his brother tenants of the +churchyard in which he lies, with fresh water to allay the burning thirst +of purgatory, is prevalent throughout the south of Ireland. The writer +can vouch for a case in which a respectable and wealthy farmer, on the +borders of Tipperary, in tenderness to the corns of his departed +helpmate, enclosed in her coffin two pair of brogues, a light and a +heavy, the one for dry, the other for sloppy weather; seeking thus to +mitigate the fatigues of her inevitable perambulations in procuring +water, and administering it to the thirsty souls of purgatory. Fierce and +desperate conflicts have ensued in the case of two funeral parties +approaching the same churchyard together, each endeavouring to secure to +his own dead priority of sepulture, and a consequent immunity from the +tax levied upon the pedestrian powers of the last comer. An instance not +long since occurred, in which one of two such parties, through fear of +losing to their deceased friend this inestimable advantage, made their +way to the churchyard by a _short cut_, and in violation of one of their +strongest prejudices, actually threw the coffin over the wall, lest time +should be lost in making their entrance through the gate. Innumerable +instances of the same kind might be quoted, all tending to show how +strongly, among the peasantry of the south, this superstition is +entertained. However, I shall not detain the reader further, by any +prefatory remarks, but shall proceed to lay before him the following:-- + +_Extract from the Ms. Papers of the Late Rev. Francis Purcell, of +Drumcoolagh_ + +"I tell the following particulars, as nearly as I can recollect them, +in the words of the narrator. It may be necessary to observe that he +was what is termed a _well-spoken_ man, having for a considerable time +instructed the ingenious youth of his native parish in such of the +liberal arts and sciences as he found it convenient to profess--a +circumstance which may account for the occurrence of several big +words, in the course of this narrative, more distinguished for +euphonious effect, than for correctness of application. I proceed +then, without further preface, to lay before you the wonderful +adventures of Terry Neil. + +"Why, thin, 'tis a quare story, an' as thrue as you're sittin' there; and +I'd make bould to say there isn't a boy in the seven parishes could tell +it better nor crickther than myself, for 'twas my father himself it +happened to, an' many's the time I heerd it out iv his own mouth; an' I +can say, an' I'm proud av that same, my father's word was as incredible +as any squire's oath in the counthry; and so signs an' if a poor man got +into any unlucky throuble, he was the boy id go into the court an' prove; +but that dosen't signify--he was as honest and as sober a man, barrin' he +was a little bit too partial to the glass, as you'd find in a day's walk; +an' there wasn't the likes of him in the counthry round for nate +labourin' an' _baan_ diggin'; and he was mighty handy entirely for +carpenther's work, and mendin' ould spudethrees, an' the likes i' that. +An' so he tuck up with bone-setting, as was most nathural, for none of +them could come up to him in mendin' the leg iv a stool or a table; an' +sure, there never was a bone-setter got so much custom--man an' child, +young an' ould--there never was such breakin' and mendin' of bones known +in the memory of man. Well, Terry Neil, for that was my father's name, +began to feel his heart growin' light and his purse heavy; an' he took a +bit iv a farm in Squire Phalim's ground, just undher the ould castle, an' +a pleasant little spot it was; an' day an' mornin', poor crathurs not +able to put a foot to the ground, with broken arms and broken legs, id be +comin' ramblin' in from all quarters to have their bones spliced up. +Well, yer honour, all this was as well as well could be; but it was +customary when Sir Phelim id go any where out iv the country, for some iv +the tinants to sit up to watch in the ould castle, just for a kind of a +compliment to the ould family--an' a mighty unpleasant compliment it was +for the tinants, for there wasn't a man of them but knew there was some +thing quare about the ould castle. The neighbours had it, that the +squire's ould grandfather, as good a gintleman, God be with him, as I +heer'd as ever stood in shoe leather, used to keep walkin' about in the +middle iv the night, ever sinst he bursted a blood vessel pullin' out a +cork out iv a bottle, as you or I might be doin', and will too, plase +God; but that dosen't signify. So, as I was sayin', the ould squire used +to come down out of the frame, where his picthur was hung up, and to +brake the bottles and glasses, God be marciful to us all, an' dhrink all +he could come at--an' small blame to him for that same; and then if any +of the family id be comin' in, he id be up again in his place, looking as +quite an' innocent as if he didn't know any thing about it--the +mischievous ould chap. + +"Well, your honour, as I was sayin', one time the family up at the +castle was stayin' in Dublin for a week or two; and so as usual, some of +the tenants had to sit up in the castle, and the third night it kem to +my father's turn. 'Oh, tare an ouns,' says he unto himself, 'an' must I +sit up all night, and that ould vagabond of a sperit, glory be to God,' +says he, 'serenading through the house, an' doin' all sorts iv +mischief.' However, there was no gettin' aff, and so he put a bould face +on it, an' he went up at nightfall with a bottle of pottieen, and +another of holy wather. + +"It was rainin' smart enough, an' the evenin' was darksome and gloomy, +when my father got in, and the holy wather he sprinkled on himself, it +wasn't long till he had to swallee a cup iv the pottieen, to keep the +cowld out iv his heart. It was the ould steward, Lawrence Connor, that +opened the door--and he an' my father wor always very great. So when he +seen who it was, an' my father tould him how it was his turn to watch in +the castle, he offered to sit up along with him; and you may be sure my +father wasn't sorry for that same. So says Larry, + +"'We'll have a bit iv fire in the parlour,' says he. + +"'An' why not in the hall?' says my father, for he knew that the squire's +picthur was hung in the parlour. + +"'No fire can be lit in the hall,' says Lawrence, 'for there's an ould +jackdaw's nest in the chimney.' + +"'Oh thin,' says my father, 'let us stop in the kitchen, for it's very +umproper for the likes iv me to be sittin' in the parlour,' says he. + +"'Oh, Terry, that can't be,' says Lawrence; 'if we keep up the ould +custom at all, we may as well keep it up properly,' says he. + +"'Divil sweep the ould custom,' says my father--to himself, do ye mind, +for he didn't like to let Lawrence see that he was more afeard himself. + +"'Oh, very well,' says he. 'I'm agreeable, Lawrence,' says he; and so +down they both went to the kitchen, until the fire id be lit in the +parlour--an' that same wasn't long doin'. + +"Well, your honour, they soon wint up again, an' sat down mighty +comfortable by the parlour fire, and they beginn'd to talk, an' to smoke, +an' to dhrink a small taste iv the pottieen; and, moreover, they had a +good rousing fire of bogwood and turf, to warm their shins over. + +"Well, sir, as I was sayin' they kep convarsin' and smokin' together +most agreeable, until Lawrence beginn'd to get sleepy, as was but +nathural for him, for he was an ould sarvint man, and was used to a +great dale iv sleep. + +"'Sure it's impossible,' says my father, 'it's gettin' sleepy you are?' + +"'Oh, divil a taste,' says Larry, 'I'm only shuttin' my eyes,' says he, +'to keep out the parfume of the tibacky smoke, that's makin' them +wather,' says he. 'So don't you mind other people's business,' says he +stiff enough (for he had a mighty high stomach av his own, rest his +sowl), 'and go on,' says he, 'with your story, for I'm listenin',' says +he, shuttin' down his eyes. + +"Well, when my father seen spakin' was no use, he went on with his +story.--By the same token, it was the story of Jim Soolivan and his ould +goat he was tellin'--an' a pleasant story it is--an' there was so much +divarsion in it, that it was enough to waken a dormouse, let alone to +pervint a Christian goin' asleep. But, faix, the way my father tould it, +I believe there never was the likes heerd sinst nor before for he bawled +out every word av it, as if the life was fairly leavin' him thrying to +keep ould Larry awake; but, faix, it was no use, for the hoorsness came +an him, an' before he kem to the end of his story, Larry O'Connor +beginned to snore like a bagpipes. + +"'Oh, blur an' agres,' says my father, 'isn't this a hard case,' says +he, 'that ould villain, lettin' on to be my friend, and to go asleep +this way, an' us both in the very room with a sperit,' says he. 'The +crass o' Christ about us,' says he; and with that he was goin' to shake +Lawrence to waken him, but he just remimbered if he roused him, that +he'd surely go off to his bed, an lave him completely alone, an' that id +be by far worse. + +"'Oh thin,' says my father, 'I'll not disturb the poor boy. It id be +neither friendly nor good-nathured,' says he, 'to tormint him while he is +asleep,' says he; 'only I wish I was the same way myself,' says he. + +"An' with that he beginned to walk up an' down, an' sayin' his prayers, +until he worked himself into a sweat, savin' your presence. But it was +all no good; so he dhrunk about a pint of sperits, to compose his mind. + +"'Oh,' says he, 'I wish to the Lord I was as asy in my mind as Larry +there. Maybe,' says he, 'if I thried I could go asleep'; an' with that he +pulled a big arm-chair close beside Lawrence, an' settled himself in it +as well as he could. + +"But there was one quare thing I forgot to tell you. He couldn't help, in +spite av himself, lookin' now an' thin at the picthur, an' he immediately +observed that the eyes av it was follyin' him about, an' starin' at him, +an' winkin' at him, wherever he wint. 'Oh,' says he, when he seen that, +'it's a poor chance I have,' says he; 'an' bad luck was with me the day I +kem into this unforthunate place,' says he; 'but any way there's no use +in bein' freckened now,' says he; 'for if I am to die, I may as well +parspire undaunted,' says he. + +"Well, your honour, he thried to keep himself quite an' asy, an' he +thought two or three times he might have wint asleep, but for the way the +storm was groanin' and creekin' through the great heavy branches outside, +an' whistlin' through the ould chimnies iv the castle. Well, afther one +great roarin' blast iv the wind, you'd think the walls iv the castle was +just goin' to fall, quite an' clane, with the shakin' iv it. All av a +suddint the storm stopt, as silent an' as quite as if it was a July +evenin'. Well, your honour, it wasn't stopped blowin' for three minnites, +before he thought he hard a sort iv a noise over the chimney-piece; an' +with that my father just opened his eyes the smallest taste in life, an' +sure enough he seen the ould squire gettin' out iv the picthur, for all +the world as if he was throwin' aff his ridin' coat, until he stept out +clane an' complate, out av the chimly-piece, an' thrun himself down an +the floor. Well, the slieveen ould chap--an' my father thought it was the +dirtiest turn iv all--before he beginned to do anything out iv the way, +he stopped, for a while, to listen wor they both asleep; an' as soon as +he thought all was quite, he put out his hand, and tuck hould iv the +whiskey bottle, an' dhrank at laste a pint iv it. Well, your honour, when +he tuck his turn out iv it, he settled it back mighty cute intirely, in +the very same spot it was in before. An' he beginn'd to walk up an' down +the room, lookin' as sober an' as solid as if he never done the likes at +all. An' whinever he went apast my father, he thought he felt a great +scent of brimstone, an' it was that that freckened him entirely; for he +knew it was brimstone that was burned in hell, savin' your presence. At +any rate, he often heer'd it from Father Murphy, an' he had a right to +know what belonged to it--he's dead since, God rest him. Well, your +honour, my father was asy enough until the sperit kem past him; so close, +God be marciful to us all, that the smell iv the sulphur tuck the breath +clane out iv him; an' with that he tuck such a fit iv coughin', that it +al-a-most shuck him out iv the chair he was sittin' in. + +"'Ho, ho!' says the squire, stoppin' short about two steps aff, and +turnin' round facin' my father, 'is it you that's in it?--an' how's all +with you, Terry Neil?' + +"'At your honour's sarvice,' says my father (as well as the fright id let +him, for he was more dead than alive), 'an' it's proud I am to see your +honour to-night,' says he. + +"'Terence,' says the squire, 'you're a respectable man (an' it was thrue +for him), an industhrious, sober man, an' an example of inebriety to the +whole parish,' says he. + +"'Thank your honour,' says my father, gettin' courage, 'you were always a +civil spoken gintleman, God rest your honour.' + +"'Rest my honour,' says the sperit (fairly gettin' red in the face with +the madness), 'Rest my honour?' says he. 'Why, you ignorant spalpeen,' +says he, 'you mane, niggarly ignoramush,' says he, 'where did you lave +your manners?' says he. 'If I _am_ dead, it's no fault iv mine,' says he; +'an' it's not to be thrun in my teeth at every hand's turn, by the likes +iv you,' says he, stampin' his foot an the flure, that you'd think the +boords id smash undher him. + +"'Oh,' says my father, 'I'm only a foolish, ignorant, poor man,' says he. + +"'You're nothing else,' says the squire; 'but any way,' says he, 'it's +not to be listenin' to your gosther, nor convarsin' with the likes iv +you, that I came _up_--down I mane,' says he--(an' as little as the +mistake was, my father tuck notice iv it). 'Listen to me now, Terence +Neil,' says he, 'I was always a good masther to Pathrick Neil, your +grandfather,' says he. + +"'Tis thrue for your honour,' says my father. + +"'And, moreover, I think I was always a sober, riglar gintleman,' says +the squire. + +"'That's your name, sure enough,' says my father (though it was a big lie +for him, but he could not help it). + +"'Well,' says the sperit, 'although I was as sober as most men--at laste +as most gintlemen'--says he; 'an' though I was at different pariods a +most extempory Christian, and most charitable and inhuman to the poor,' +says he; 'for all that I'm not as asy where I am now,' says he, 'as I had +a right to expect,' says he. + +"'An' more's the pity,' says my father; 'maybe your honour id wish to +have a word with Father Murphy?' + +"'Hould your tongue, you misherable bliggard,' says the squire; 'it's +not iv my sowl I'm thinkin'--an' I wondher you'd have the impitence to +talk to a gintleman consarnin' his sowl;--and when I want _that_ fixed,' +says he, slappin' his thigh, 'I'll go to them that knows what belongs to +the likes,' says he. 'It's not my sowl,' says he, sittin' down opposite +my father; 'it's not my sowl that's annoyin' me most--I'm unasy on my +right leg,' says he, 'that I bruck at Glenvarloch cover the day I killed +black Barney.' + +"(My father found out afther, it was a favourite horse that fell undher +him, afther leapin' the big fince that runs along by the glen.) + +"'I hope,' says my father, 'your honour's not unasy about the +killin' iv him? + +"'Hould your tongue, ye fool,' said the squire, 'an' I'll tell you why +I'm anasy an my leg,' says he. 'In the place, where I spend most iv my +time,' says he, 'except the little leisure I have for lookin' about me +here,' says he, 'I have to walk a great dale more than I was ever used +to,' says he, 'and by far more than is good for me either,' says he; 'for +I must tell you,' says he, 'the people where I am is ancommonly fond iv +could wather, for there is nothin' betther to be had; an', moreover, the +weather is hotter than is altogether plisint,' says he; 'and I'm +appinted,' says he, 'to assist in carryin' the wather, an' gets a mighty +poor share iv it myself,' says he, 'an' a mighty throublesome, warin' job +it is, I can tell you,' says he; 'for they're all iv them surprisingly +dhry, an' dhrinks it as fast as my legs can carry it,' says he; 'but what +kills me intirely,' says he, 'is the wakeness in my leg,' says he, 'an' I +want you to give it a pull or two to bring it to shape,' says he, 'and +that's the long an' the short iv it,' says he. + +"'Oh, plase your honour,' says my father (for he didn't like to handle +the sperit at all), 'I wouldn't have the impitence to do the likes to +your honour,' says he; 'it's only to poor crathurs like myself I'd do it +to,' says he. + +"'None iv your blarney,' says the squire, 'here's my leg,' says he, +cockin' it up to him, 'pull it for the bare life,' says he; 'an' if you +don't, by the immortial powers I'll not lave a bone in your carcish I'll +not powdher,' says he. + +"'When my father heerd that, he seen there was no use in purtendin', so +he tuck hould iv the leg, an' he kept pullin' an' pullin', till the +sweat, God bless us, beginned to pour down his face. + +"'Pull, you divil', says the squire. + +"'At your sarvice, your honour,' says my father. + +"'Pull harder,' says the squire. + +"My father pulled like the divil. + +"'I'll take a little sup,' says the squire, rachin' over his hand to the +bottle, 'to keep up my courage,' says he, lettin' an to be very wake in +himself intirely. But, as cute as he was, he was out here, for he tuck +the wrong one. 'Here's to your good health, Terence,' says he, 'an' now +pull like the very divil,' 'an' with that he lifted the bottle of holy +wather, but it was hardly to his mouth, whin he let a screech out, you'd +think the room id fairly split with it, an' made one chuck that sent the +leg clane aff his body in my father's hands; down wint the squire over +the table, an' bang wint my father half way across the room on his back, +upon the flure. Whin he kem to himself the cheerful mornin' sun was +shinin' through the windy shutthers, an' he was lying flat an his back, +with the leg iv one of the great ould chairs pulled clane out iv the +socket an' tight in his hand, pintin' up to the ceilin', an' ould Larry +fast asleep, an' snorin' as loud as ever. My father wint that mornin' to +Father Murphy, an' from that to the day of his death, he never neglected +confission nor mass, an' what he tould was betther believed that he spake +av it but seldom. An', as for the squire, that is the sperit, whether it +was that he did not like his liquor, or by rason iv the loss iv his leg, +he was never known to walk again." + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +THE MYSTERIOUS LODGER + + + + +PART I + + +About the year 1822 I resided in a comfortable and roomy old house, the +exact locality of which I need not particularise, further than to say +that it was not very far from Old Brompton, in the immediate +neighbourhood, or rather continuity (as even my Connemara readers +perfectly well know), of the renowned city of London. + +Though this house was roomy and comfortable, as I have said, it was not, +by any means, a handsome one. It was composed of dark red brick, with +small windows, and thick white sashes; a porch, too--none of your flimsy +trellis-work, but a solid projection of the same vermillion +masonry--surmounted by a leaded balcony, with heavy, half-rotten +balustrades, darkened the hall-door with a perennial gloom. The mansion +itself stood in a walled enclosure, which had, perhaps, from the date of +the erection itself, been devoted to shrubs and flowers. Some of the +former had grown there almost to the dignity of trees; and two dark +little yews stood at each side of the porch, like swart and inauspicious +dwarfs, guarding the entrance of an enchanted castle. Not that my +domicile in any respect deserved the comparison: it had no reputation as +a haunted house; if it ever had any ghosts, nobody remembered them. Its +history was not known to me: it may have witnessed plots, cabals, and +forgeries, bloody suicides and cruel murders. It was certainly old enough +to have become acquainted with iniquity; a small stone slab, under the +balustrade, and over the arch of the porch I mentioned, had the date +1672, and a half-effaced coat of arms, which I might have deciphered any +day, had I taken the trouble to get a ladder, but always put it off. All +I can say for the house is, that it was well stricken in years, with a +certain air of sombre comfort about it; contained a vast number of rooms +and closets; and, what was of far greater importance, was got by me a +dead bargain. + +Its individuality attracted me. I grew fond of it for itself, and for its +associations, until other associations of a hateful kind first disturbed, +and then destroyed, their charm. I forgave its dull red brick, and +pinched white windows, for the sake of the beloved and cheerful faces +within: its ugliness was softened by its age; and its sombre evergreens, +and moss-grown stone flower-pots, were relieved by the brilliant hues of +a thousand gay and graceful flowers that peeped among them, or nodded +over the grass. + +Within that old house lay my life's treasure! I had a darling little +girl of nine, and another little darling--a boy--just four years of age; +and dearer, unspeakably, than either--a wife--the prettiest, gayest, +best little wife in all London. When I tell you that our income was +scarcely L380 a-year, you will perceive that our establishment cannot +have been a magnificent one; yet, I do assure you, we were more +comfortable than a great many lords, and happier, I dare say, than the +whole peerage put together. + +This happiness was not, however, what it ought to have been. The reader +will understand at once, and save me a world of moralising +circumlocution, when he learns, bluntly and nakedly, that, among all my +comforts and blessings, I was an infidel. + +I had not been without religious training; on the contrary, more than +average pains had been bestowed upon my religious instruction from my +earliest childhood. My father, a good, plain, country clergyman, had +worked hard to make me as good as himself; and had succeeded, at least, +in training me in godly habits. He died, however, when I was but twelve +years of age; and fate had long before deprived me of the gentle care of +a mother. A boarding-school, followed by a college life, where nobody +having any very direct interest in realising in my behalf the ancient +blessing, that in fulness of time I should "die a good old man," I was +left very much to my own devices, which, in truth, were none of the best. + +Among these were the study of Voltaire, Tom Paine, Hume, Shelley, and the +whole school of infidels, poetical as well as prose. This pursuit, and +the all but blasphemous vehemence with which I gave myself up to it, was, +perhaps, partly reactionary. A somewhat injudicious austerity and +precision had indissolubly associated in my childish days the ideas of +restraint and gloom with religion. I bore it a grudge; and so, when I +became thus early my own master, I set about paying off, after my own +fashion, the old score I owed it. I was besides, like every other young +infidel whom it has been my fate to meet, a conceited coxcomb. A +smattering of literature, without any real knowledge, and a great +assortment of all the cut-and-dry flippancies of the school I had +embraced, constituted my intellectual stock in trade. I was, like most of +my school of philosophy, very proud of being an unbeliever; and fancied +myself, in the complacency of my wretched ignorance, at an immeasurable +elevation above the church-going, Bible-reading herd, whom I treated with +a good-humoured superciliousness which I thought vastly indulgent. + +My wife was an excellent little creature and truly pious. She had married +me in the full confidence that my levity was merely put on, and would at +once give way before the influence she hoped to exert upon my mind. Poor +little thing! she deceived herself. I allowed her, indeed, to do entirely +as she pleased; but for myself, I carried my infidelity to the length of +an absolute superstition. I made an ostentation of it. I would rather +have been in a "hell" than in a church on Sunday; and though I did not +prevent my wife's instilling her own principles into the minds of our +children, I, in turn, took especial care to deliver mine upon all +occasions in their hearing, by which means I trusted to sow the seeds of +that unprejudiced scepticism in which I prided myself, at least as early +as my good little partner dropped those of her own gentle "superstition" +into their infant minds. Had I had my own absurd and impious will in this +matter, my children should have had absolutely no religious education +whatsoever, and been left wholly unshackled to choose for themselves +among all existing systems, infidelity included, precisely as chance, +fancy, or interest might hereafter determine. + +It is not to be supposed that such a state of things did not afford her +great uneasiness. Nevertheless, we were so very fond of one another, +and in our humble way enjoyed so many blessings, that we were as +entirely happy as any pair can be without the holy influence of +religious sympathy. + +But the even flow of prosperity which had for so long gladdened my little +household was not destined to last for ever. It was ordained that I +should experience the bitter truth of more than one of the wise man's +proverbs, and first, especially, of that which declares that "he that +hateth suretyship is sure." I found myself involved (as how many have +been before) by a "d--d good-natured friend," for more than two hundred +pounds. This agreeable intelligence was conveyed to me in an attorney's +letter, which, to obviate unpleasant measures, considerately advised my +paying the entire amount within just one week of the date of his pleasant +epistle. Had I been called upon within that time to produce the Pitt +diamond, or to make title to the Buckingham estates, the demand would +have been just as easily complied with. + +I have no wish to bore my reader further with this little worry--a very +serious one to me, however--and it will be enough to mention, that the +kindness of a friend extricated me from the clutches of the law by a +timely advance, which, however, I was bound to replace within two years. +To enable me to fulfill this engagement, my wife and I, after repeated +consultations, resolved upon the course which resulted in the odd and +unpleasant consequences which form the subject of this narrative. + +We resolved to advertise for a lodger, with or without board, &c.; and by +resolutely submitting, for a single year, to the economy we had +prescribed for ourselves, as well as to the annoyance of a stranger's +intrusion, we calculated that at the end of that term we should have +liquidated our debt. + +Accordingly, without losing time, we composed an advertisement in the +most tempting phraseology we could devise, consistently with that +economic laconism which the cost per line in the columns of the _Times_ +newspaper imposes upon the rhetoric of the advertising public. + +Somehow we were unlucky; for although we repeated our public notification +three times in the course of a fortnight, we had but two applications. +The one was from a clergyman in ill health--a man of great ability and +zealous piety, whom we both knew by reputation, and who has since been +called to his rest. My good little wife was very anxious that we should +close with his offer, which was very considerably under what we had fixed +upon; and I have no doubt that she was influenced by the hope that his +talents and zeal might exert a happy influence upon my stubborn and +unbelieving heart. For my part, his religious character displeased me. I +did not wish my children's heads to be filled with mythic dogmas--for so +I judged the doctrines of our holy faith--and instinctively wished him +away. I therefore declined his offer; and I have often since thought not +quite so graciously as I ought to have done. The other offer--if so it +can be called--was so very inadequate that we could not entertain it. + +I was now beginning to grow seriously uneasy--our little project, so far +from bringing in the gains on which we had calculated, had put me +considerably out of pocket; for, independently of the cost of the +advertisement I have mentioned, there were sundry little expenses +involved in preparing for the meet reception of our expected inmate, +which, under ordinary circumstances, we should not have dreamed of. +Matters were in this posture, when an occurrence took place which +immediately revived my flagging hopes. + +As we had no superfluity of servants, our children were early obliged to +acquire habits of independence; and my little girl, then just nine years +of age, was frequently consigned with no other care than that of her own +good sense, to the companionship of a little band of playmates, pretty +similarly circumstanced, with whom it was her wont to play. Having one +fine summer afternoon gone out as usual with these little companions, she +did not return quite so soon as we had expected her; when she did so, she +was out of breath, and excited. + +"Oh, papa," she said, "I have seen such a nice old, kind gentleman, and +he told me to tell you that he has a particular friend who wants a +lodging in a quiet place, and that he thinks your house would suit him +exactly, and ever so much more; and, look here, he gave me this." + +She opened her hand, and shewed me a sovereign. + +"Well, this does look promisingly," I said, my wife and I having first +exchanged a smiling glance. + +"And what kind of gentleman was he, dear?" inquired she. "Was he well +dressed--whom was he like?" + +"He was not like any one that I know," she answered; "but he had very +nice new clothes on, and he was one of the fattest men I ever saw; and +I am sure he is sick, for he looks very pale, and he had a crutch +beside him." + +"Dear me, how strange!" exclaimed my wife; though, in truth there was +nothing very wonderful in the matter. "Go on, child," I said; "let us +hear it all out." + +"Well, papa, he had such an immense yellow waistcoat!--I never did see +such a waistcoat," she resumed; "and he was sitting or leaning, I can't +say which, against the bank of the green lane; I suppose to rest himself, +for he seems very weak, poor gentleman!" + +"And how did you happen to speak to him?" asked my wife. + +"When we were passing by, none of us saw him at all but I suppose he +heard them talking to me, and saying my name; for he said, +'Fanny--little Fanny--so, that's your name--come here child, I have a +question to ask you.'" + +"And so you went to him?" I said. + +"Yes," she continued, "he beckoned to me, and I did go over to him, but +not very near, for I was greatly afraid of him at first." + +"Afraid! dear, and why afraid?" asked I. + +"I was afraid, because he looked very old, very frightful, and as if he +would hurt me." + +"What was there so old and frightful about him?" I asked. + +She paused and reflected a little, and then said-- + +"His face was very large and pale, and it was looking upwards: it seemed +very angry, I thought, but maybe it was angry from pain; and sometimes +one side of it used to twitch and tremble for a minute, and then to grow +quite still again; and all the time he was speaking to me, he never +looked at me once, but always kept his face and eyes turned upwards; but +his voice was very soft, and he called me little Fanny, and gave me this +pound to buy toys with; so I was not so frightened in a little time, and +then he sent a long message to you, papa, and told me if I forgot it he +would beat me; but I knew he was only joking, so that did not frighten +me either." + +"And what was the message, my girl?" I asked, patting her pretty head +with my hand. + +"Now, let me remember it all," she said, reflectively; "for he told it to +me twice. He asked me if there was a good bedroom at the top of the +house, standing by itself--and you know there is, so I told him so; it +was exactly the kind of room that he described. And then he said that his +friend would pay two hundred pounds a-year for that bedroom, his board +and attendance; and he told me to ask you, and have your answer when he +should next meet me." + +"Two hundred pounds!" ejaculated my poor little wife; "why that is nearly +twice as much as we expected." + +"But did he say that his friend was sick, or very old; or that he had any +servant to be supported also?" I asked. + +"Oh! no; he told me that he was quite able to take care of himself, and +that he had, I think he called it, an asthma, but nothing else the +matter; and that he would give no trouble at all, and that any friend who +came to see him, he would see, not in the house, but only in the garden." + +"In the garden!" I echoed, laughing in spite of myself. + +"Yes, indeed he said so; and he told me to say that he would pay one +hundred pounds when he came here, and the next hundred in six months, and +so on," continued she. + +"Oh, ho! half-yearly in advance--better and better," said I. + +"And he bid me say, too, if you should ask about his character, that he +is just as good as the master of the house himself," she added; "and when +he said that, he laughed a little." + +"Why, if he gives us a hundred pounds in advance," I answered, turning to +my wife, "we are safe enough; for he will not find half that value in +plate and jewels in the entire household, if he is disposed to rob us. So +I see no reason against closing with the offer, should it be seriously +meant--do you, dear?" + +"Quite the contrary, love," said she. "I think it most desirable--indeed, +most _providential_." + +"Providential! my dear little bigot!" I repeated, with a smile. "Well, be +it so. I call it _lucky_ merely; but, perhaps, you are happier in your +faith, than I in my philosophy. Yes, you are _grateful_ for the chance +that I only rejoice at. You receive it as a proof of a divine and tender +love--I as an accident. Delusions are often more elevating than truth." + +And so saying, I kissed away the saddened cloud that for a moment +overcast her face. + +"Papa, he bid me be sure to have an answer for him when we meet again," +resumed the child. "What shall I say to him when he asks me?" + +"Say that we agree to his proposal, my dear--or stay," I said, addressing +my wife, "may it not be prudent to reduce what the child says to writing, +and accept the offer so? This will prevent misunderstanding, as she may +possibly have made some mistake." + +My wife agreed, and I wrote a brief note, stating that I was willing to +receive an inmate upon the terms recounted by little Fanny, and which I +distinctly specified, so that no mistake could possibly arise owing to +the vagueness of what lawyers term a parole agreement. This important +memorandum I placed in the hands of my little girl, who was to deliver +it whenever the old gentleman in the yellow waistcoat should chance to +meet her. And all these arrangements completed, I awaited the issue of +the affair with as much patience as I could affect. Meanwhile, my wife +and I talked it over incessantly; and she, good little soul, almost wore +herself to death in settling and unsettling the furniture and +decorations of our expected inmate's apartments. Days passed away--days +of hopes deferred, tedious and anxious. We were beginning to despond +again, when one morning our little girl ran into the breakfast-parlour, +more excited even than she had been before, and fresh from a new +interview with the gentleman in the yellow waistcoat. She had +encountered him suddenly, pretty nearly where she had met him before, +and the result was, that he had read the little note I have mentioned, +and desired the child to inform me that his friend, _Mr. Smith_, would +take possession of the apartments I proposed setting, on the terms +agreed between us, that very evening. + +"This evening!" exclaimed my wife and I simultaneously--_I_ full of the +idea of making a first instalment on the day following; _she_, of the +hundred-and-one preparations which still remained to be completed. + +"And so Smith is his name! Well, that does not tell us much," said I; +"but where did you meet your friend on this occasion, and how long is +it since?" + +"Near the corner of the wall-flower lane (so we indicated one which +abounded in these fragrant plants); he was leaning with his back against +the old tree you cut my name on, and his crutch was under his arm." + +"But how long ago?" I urged. + +"Only this moment; I ran home as fast as I could," she replied. + +"Why, you little blockhead, you should have told me that at first," I +cried, snatching up my hat, and darting away in pursuit of the yellow +waistcoat, whose acquaintance I not unnaturally coveted, inasmuch as a +man who, for the first time, admits a stranger into his house, on the +footing of permanent residence, desires generally to know a little more +about him than that his name is Smith. + +The place indicated was only, as we say, a step away; and as yellow +waistcoat was fat, and used a crutch, I calculated on easily overtaking +him. I was, however, disappointed; crutch, waistcoat, and all had +disappeared. I climbed to the top of the wall, and from this commanding +point of view made a sweeping observation--but in vain. I returned +home, cursing my ill-luck, the child's dulness, and the fat old +fellow's activity. + +I need hardly say that Mr. Smith, in all his aspects, moral, social, +physical, and monetary, formed a fruitful and interesting topic of +speculation during dinner. How many phantom Smiths, short and long, stout +and lean, ill-tempered and well-tempered--rich, respectable, or highly +dangerous merchants, spies, forgers, nabobs, swindlers, danced before us, +in the endless mazes of fanciful conjecture, during that anxious +_tete-a-tete_, which was probably to be interrupted by the arrival of the +gentleman himself. + +My wife and I puzzled over the problem as people would over the possible +_denouement_ of a French novel; and at last, by mutual consent, we came +to the conclusion that Smith could, and would turn out to be no other +than the good-natured valetudinarian in the yellow waistcoat himself, a +humorist, as was evident enough, and a millionaire, as we unhesitatingly +pronounced, who had no immediate relatives, and as I hoped, and my wife +"was certain," taken a decided fancy to our little Fanny; I patted the +child's head with something akin to pride, as I thought of the +magnificent, though remote possibilities, in store for her. + +Meanwhile, hour after hour stole away. It was a beautiful autumn evening, +and the amber lustre of the declining sun fell softly upon the yews and +flowers, and gave an air, half melancholy, half cheerful, to the dark-red +brick piers surmounted with their cracked and grass-grown stone urns, and +furnished with the light foliage of untended creeping plants. Down the +short broad walk leading to this sombre entrance, my eye constantly +wandered; but no impatient rattle on the latch, no battering at the gate, +indicated the presence of a visited, and the lazy bell hung dumbly among +the honey-suckles. + +"When will he come? Yellow waistcoat promised _this evening_! It has +been evening a good hour and a half, and yet he is not here. When will +he come? It will soon be dark--the evening will have passed--will he +come at all?" + +Such were the uneasy speculations which began to trouble us. Redder and +duskier grew the light of the setting sun, till it saddened into the +mists of night. Twilight came, and then darkness, and still no arrival, +no summons at the gate. I would not admit even to my wife the excess of +my own impatience. I could, however, stand it no longer; so I took my hat +and walked to the gate, where I stood by the side of the public road, +watching every vehicle and person that approached, in a fever of +expectation. Even these, however, began to fail me, and the road grew +comparatively quiet and deserted. Having kept guard like a sentinel for +more than half an hour, I returned in no very good humour, with the +punctuality of an expected inmate--ordered the servant to draw the +curtains and secure the hall-door; and so my wife and I sate down to our +disconsolate cup of tea. It must have been about ten o'clock, and we were +both sitting silently--she working, I looking moodily into a paper--and +neither of us any longer entertaining a hope that anything but +disappointment would come of the matter, when a sudden tapping, very loud +and sustained, upon the window pane, startled us both in an instant from +our reveries. + +I am not sure whether I mentioned before that the sitting-room we +occupied was upon the ground-floor, and the sward came close under the +window. I drew the curtains, and opened the shutters with a revived hope; +and looking out, saw a very tall thin figure, a good deal wrapped up, +standing about a yard before me, and motioning with head and hand +impatiently towards the hall-door. Though the night was clear, there was +no moon, and therefore I could see no more than the black outline, like +that of an _ombre chinoise_ figure, signing to me with mop and moe. In a +moment I was at the hall-door, candle in hand; the stranger stept in--his +long fingers clutched in the handle of a valise, and a bag which trailed +upon the ground behind him. + +The light fell full upon him. He wore a long, ill-made, black surtout, +buttoned across, and which wrinkled and bagged about his lank figure; his +hat was none of the best, and rather broad in the brim; a sort of white +woollen muffler enveloped the lower part of his face; a pair of prominent +green goggles, fenced round with leather, completely concealed his eyes; +and nothing of the genuine man, but a little bit of yellow forehead, and +a small transverse segment of equally yellow cheek and nose, encountered +the curious gaze of your humble servant. + +"You are--I suppose"--I began; for I really was a little doubtful +about my man. + +"Mr. Smith--the same; be good enough to show me to my bedchamber," +interrupted the stranger, brusquely, and in a tone which, spite of the +muffler that enveloped his mouth, was sharp and grating enough. + +"Ha!--Mr. Smith--so I supposed. I hope you may find everything as +comfortable as we desire to make it--" + +I was about making a speech, but was cut short by a slight bow, and a +decisive gesture of the hand in the direction of the staircase. It was +plain that the stranger hated ceremony. + +Together, accordingly, we mounted the staircase; he still pulling his +luggage after him, and striding lightly up without articulating a word; +and on reaching his bedroom, he immediately removed his hat, showing a +sinister, black scratch-wig underneath, and then began unrolling the +mighty woolen wrapping of his mouth and chin. + +"Come," thought I, "we _shall_ see something of your face after all." + +This something, however, proved to be very little; for under his muffler +was a loose cravat, which stood up in front of his chin and upon his +mouth, he wore a respirator--an instrument which I had never seen before, +and of the use of which I was wholly ignorant. + +There was something so excessively odd in the effect of this piece of +unknown mechanism upon his mouth, surmounted by the huge goggles which +encased his eyes, that I believe I should have laughed outright, were +it not for a certain unpleasant and peculiar impressiveness in the +_tout ensemble_ of the narrow-chested, long-limbed, and cadaverous +figure in black. As it was, we stood looking at one another in silence +for several seconds. + +"Thank you, sir," at last he said, abruptly. "I shan't want anything +whatever to-night; if you can only spare me this candle." + +I assented; and, becoming more communicative, he added-- + +"I am, though an invalid, an independent sort of fellow enough. I am a +bit of a philosopher; I am my own servant, and, I hope, my own master, +too. I rely upon myself in matters of the body and of the mind. I place +valets and priests in the same category--fellows who live by our +laziness, intellectual or corporeal. I am a Voltaire, without his +luxuries--a Robinson Crusoe, without his Bible--an anchorite, without a +superstition--in short, my indulgence is asceticism, and my faith +infidelity. Therefore, I shan't disturb your servants much with my bell, +nor yourselves with my psalmody. You have got a rational lodger, who +knows how to attend upon himself." + +During this singular address he was drawing off his ill-fitting black +gloves, and when he had done so, a bank-note, which had been slipped +underneath for safety, remained in his hand. + +"Punctuality, sir, is one of my poor pleasures," he said; "will you allow +me to enjoy it now? To-morrow you may acknowledge this; I should not rest +were you to decline it." + +He extended his bony and discoloured fingers, and placed the note in my +hand. Oh, Fortune and Plutus! It was a L100 bank-note. + +"Pray, not one word, my dear sir," he continued, unbending still further; +"it is simply done pursuant to agreement. We shall know one another +better, I hope, in a little time; you will find me always equally +punctual. At present pray give yourself no further trouble; I require +nothing more. Good night." + +I returned the valediction, closed his door, and groped my way down the +stairs. It was not until I had nearly reached the hall, that I +recollected that I had omitted to ask our new inmate at what hour he +would desire to be called in the morning, and so I groped my way back +again. As I reached the lobby on which his chamber opened, I perceived a +long line of light issuing from the partially-opened door, within which +stood Mr. Smith, the same odd figure I had just left; while along the +boards was creeping towards him across the lobby, a great, big-headed, +buff-coloured cat. I had never seen this ugly animal before; and it had +reached the threshold of his door, arching its back, and rubbing itself +on the post, before either appeared conscious of my approach, when, with +an angry growl, it sprang into the stranger's room. + +"What do you want?" he demanded, sharply, standing in the doorway. + +I explained my errand. + +"I shall call myself," was his sole reply; and he shut the door with a +crash that indicated no very pleasurable emotions. + +I cared very little about my lodger's temper. The stealthy rustle of his +bank-note in my waistcoat pocket was music enough to sweeten the harshest +tones of his voice, and to keep alive a cheerful good humour in my heart; +and although there was, indisputably, something queer about him, I was, +on the whole, very well pleased with my bargain. + +The next day our new inmate did not ring his bell until noon. As soon +as he had had some breakfast, of which he very sparingly partook, he +told the servant that, for the future, he desired that a certain +quantity of milk and bread might be left outside his door; and this +being done, he would dispense with regular meals. He desired, too, +that, on my return, I should be acquainted that he wished to see me in +his own room at about nine o'clock; and, meanwhile, he directed that he +should be left undisturbed. I found my little wife full of astonishment +at Mr. Smith's strange frugality and seclusion, and very curious to +learn the object of the interview he had desired with me. At nine +o'clock I repaired to his room. + +I found him in precisely the costume in which I had left him--the same +green goggles--the same muffling of the mouth, except that being now no +more than a broadly-folded black silk handkerchief, very loose, and +covering even the lower part of the nose, it was obviously intended for +the sole purpose of concealment. It was plain I was not to see more of +his features than he had chosen to disclose at our first interview. The +effect was as if the lower part of his face had some hideous wound or +sore. He closed the door with his own hand on my entrance, nodded +slightly, and took his seat. I expected him to begin, but he was so long +silent that I was at last constrained to address him. + +I said, for want of something more to the purpose, that I hoped he had +not been tormented by the strange cat the night before. + +"What cat?" he asked, abruptly; "what the plague do you mean?" + +"Why, I certainly did see a cat go into your room last night," I resumed. + +"Hey, and what if you did--though I fancy you dreamed it--I'm not afraid +of a cat; are you?" he interrupted, tartly. + +At this moment there came a low growling mew from the closet which opened +from the room in which we sat. + +"Talk of the devil," said I, pointing towards the closet. My companion, +without any exact change of expression, looked, I thought, somehow +still more sinister and lowering; and I felt for a moment a sort of +superstitious misgiving, which made the rest of the sentence die away +on my lips. + +Perhaps Mr. Smith perceived this, for he said, in a tone calculated to +reassure me-- + +"Well, sir, I think I am bound to tell you that I like my apartments very +well; they suit me, and I shall probably be your tenant for much longer +than at first you anticipated." + +I expressed my gratification. + +He then began to talk, something in the strain in which he had spoken of +his own peculiarities of habit and thinking upon the previous evening. He +disposed of all classes and denominations of superstition with an easy +sarcastic slang, which for me was so captivating, that I soon lost all +reserve, and found myself listening and suggesting by turns--acquiescent +and pleased--sometimes hazarding dissent; but whenever I did, foiled and +floored by a few pointed satirical sentences, whose sophistry, for such I +must now believe it, confounded me with a rapidity which, were it not for +the admiration with which he had insensibly inspired me, would have +piqued and irritated my vanity not a little. + +While this was going on, from time to time the mewing and growling of a +cat within the closet became more and more audible. At last these sounds +became so loud, accompanied by scratching at the door, that I paused in +the midst of a sentence, and observed-- + +"There certainly is a cat shut up in the closet?" + +"Is there?" he ejaculated, in a surprised tone; "nay, I do not hear it." + +He rose abruptly and approached the door; his back was towards me, but I +observed he raised the goggles which usually covered his eyes, and looked +steadfastly at the closet door. The angry sounds all died away into a +low, protracted growl, which again subsided into silence. He continued in +the same attitude for some moments, and then returned. + +"I do not hear it," he said, as he resumed his place, and taking a book +from his capacious pocket, asked me if I had seen it before? I never had, +and this surprised me, for I had flattered myself that I knew, at least +by name, every work published in England during the last fifty years in +favour of that philosophy in which we both delighted. The book, moreover, +was an odd one, as both its title and table of contents demonstrated. + +While we were discoursing upon these subjects, I became more and more +distinctly conscious of a new class of sounds proceeding from the same +closet. I plainly heard a measured and heavy tread, accompanied by the +tapping of some hard and heavy substance like the end of a staff, pass up +and down the floor--first, as it seemed, stealthily, and then more and +more unconcealedly. I began to feel very uncomfortable and suspicious. As +the noise proceeded, and became more and more unequivocal, Mr. Smith +abruptly rose, opened the closet door, just enough to admit his own +lath-like person, and steal within the threshold for some seconds. What +he did I could not see--I felt conscious he had an associate concealed +there; and though my eyes remained fixed on the book, I could not avoid +listening for some audible words, or signal of caution. I heard, however, +nothing of the kind. Mr. Smith turned back--walked a step or two towards +me, and said-- + +"I fancied I heard a sound from that closet, but there is +nothing--nothing--nothing whatever; bring the candle, let us both look." + +I obeyed with some little trepidation, for I fully anticipated that I +should detect the intruder, of whose presence my own ears had given me, +for nearly half an hour, the most unequivocal proofs. We entered the +closet together; it contained but a few chairs and a small spider table. +At the far end of the room there was a sort of grey woollen cloth upon +the floor, and a bundle of something underneath it. I looked jealously at +it, and half thought I could trace the outline of a human figure; but, if +so, it was perfectly motionless. + +"Some of my poor wardrobe," he muttered, as he pointed his lean finger in +the direction. "It did not sound like a cat, did it--hey--did it?" he +muttered; and without attending to my answer, he went about the +apartment, clapping his hands, and crying, "Hish--hish--hish!" + +The game, however, whatever it was, did not start. As I entered I had +seen, however, a large crutch reposing against the wall in the corner +opposite to the door. This was the only article in the room, except that +I have mentioned, with which I was not familiar. With the exception of +our two selves, there was not a living creature to be seen there; no +shadow but ours upon the bare walls; no feet but our own upon the +comfortless floor. + +I had never before felt so strange and unpleasant a sensation. + +"There is nothing unusual in the room but that crutch," I said. + +"What crutch, you dolt? I see no crutch," he ejaculated, in a tone of +sudden but suppressed fury. + +"Why, _that_ crutch," I answered (for somehow I neither felt nor resented +his rudeness), turning and pointing to the spot where I had seen it. It +was gone!--it was neither there nor anywhere else. It must have been an +illusion--rather an odd one, to be sure. And yet I could at this moment, +with a safe conscience, _swear_ that I never saw an object more +distinctly than I had seen it but a second before. + +My companion was muttering fast to himself as we withdrew; his presence +rather scared than reassured me; and I felt something almost amounting to +horror, as, holding the candle above his cadaverous and sable figure, he +stood at his threshold, while I descended the stairs, and said, in a sort +of whisper-- + +"Why, but that I am, like yourself, a philosopher, I should say that your +house is--is--a--ha! ha! ha!--HAUNTED!" + +"You look very pale, my love," said my wife, as I entered the +drawing-room, where she had been long awaiting my return. "Nothing +unpleasant has happened?" + +"Nothing, nothing, I assure you. Pale!--_do_ I look pale?" I answered. +"We are excellent friends, I assure you. So far from having had the +smallest disagreement, there is every prospect of our agreeing but too +well, as you will say; for I find that he holds all my opinions upon +speculative subjects. We have had a great deal of conversation this +evening, I assure you; and I never met, I think, so scholarlike and +able a man." + +"I am sorry for it, dearest," she said, sadly. "The greater his talents, +if such be his opinions, the more dangerous a companion is he." + +We turned, however, to more cheerful topics, and it was late before we +retired to rest. I believe it was pride--perhaps only vanity--but, at all +events, some obstructive and stubborn instinct of my nature, which I +could not overcome--that prevented my telling my wife the odd occurrences +which had disturbed my visit to our guest. I was unable or ashamed to +confess that so slight a matter had disturbed me; and, above all, that +any accident could possibly have clouded, even for a moment, the frosty +clearness of my pure and lofty scepticism with the shadows of +superstition. + +Almost every day seemed to develop some new eccentricity of our strange +guest. His dietary consisted, without any variety or relief, of the +monotonous bread and milk with which he started; his bed had not been +made for nearly a week; nobody had been admitted into his room since my +visit, just described; and he never ventured down stairs, or out of +doors, until after nightfall, when he used sometimes to glide swiftly +round our little enclosed shrubbery, and at others stand quite +motionless, composed, as if in an attitude of deep attention. After +employing about an hour in this way, he would return, and steal up stairs +to his room, when he would shut himself up, and not be seen again until +the next night--or, it might be, the night after that--when, perhaps, he +would repeat his odd excursion. + +Strange as his habits were, their eccentricity was all upon the side +least troublesome to us. He required literally no attendance; and as to +his occasional night ramble, even _it_ caused not the slightest +disturbance of our routine hour for securing the house and locking up the +hall-door for the night, inasmuch as he had invariably retired before +that hour arrived. + +All this stimulated curiosity, and, in no small degree, that of my wife, +who, notwithstanding her vigilance and her anxiety to see our strange +inmate, had been hitherto foiled by a series of cross accidents. We were +sitting together somewhere about ten o'clock at night, when there came a +tap at the room-door. We had just been discussing the unaccountable +Smith; and I felt a sheepish consciousness that he might be himself at +the door, and have possibly even overheard our speculation--some of them +anything but complimentary, respecting himself. + +"Come in," cried, I, with an effort; and the tall form of our lodger +glided into the room. My wife was positively frightened, and stood +looking at him, as he advanced, with a stare of manifest apprehension, +and even recoiled mechanically, and caught my hand. + +Sensitiveness, however, was not his fault: he made a kind of stiff nod as +I mumbled an introduction; and seating himself unasked, began at once to +chat in that odd, off-hand, and sneering style, in which he excelled, and +which had, as he wielded it, a sort of fascination of which I can pretend +to convey no idea. + +My wife's alarm subsided, and although she still manifestly felt some +sort of misgiving about our visitor, she yet listened to his +conversation, and, spite of herself, soon began to enjoy it. He stayed +for nearly half an hour. But although he glanced at a great variety of +topics, he did not approach the subject of religion. As soon as he was +gone, my wife delivered judgment upon him in form. She admitted he was +agreeable; but then he was such an unnatural, awful-looking object: there +was, besides, something indescribably frightful, she thought, in his +manner--the very tone of his voice was strange and hateful; and, on the +whole, she felt unutterably relieved at his departure. + +A few days after, on my return, I found my poor little wife agitated and +dispirited. Mr. Smith had paid her a visit, and brought with him a book, +which he stated he had been reading, and which contained some references +to the Bible which he begged of her to explain in that profounder and +less obvious sense in which they had been cited. This she had endeavoured +to do; and affecting to be much gratified by her satisfactory exposition, +he had requested her to reconcile some discrepancies which he said had +often troubled him when reading the Scriptures. Some of them were quite +new to my good little wife; they startled and even horrified her. He +pursued this theme, still pretending only to seek for information to +quiet his own doubts, while in reality he was sowing in her mind the +seeds of the first perturbations that had ever troubled the sources of +her peace. He had been with her, she thought, no more than a quarter of +an hour; but he had contrived to leave her abundant topics on which to +ruminate for days. I found her shocked and horrified at the doubts which +this potent Magus had summoned from the pit--doubts which she knew not +how to combat, and from the torment of which she could not escape. + +"He has made me very miserable with his deceitful questions. I never +thought of them before; and, merciful Heaven! I cannot answer them! What +am I to do? My serenity is gone; I shall never be happy again." + +In truth, she was so very miserable, and, as it seemed to me, so +disproportionately excited, that, inconsistent in me as the task would +have been, I would gladly have explained away her difficulties, and +restored to her mind its wonted confidence and serenity, had I possessed +sufficient knowledge for the purpose. I really pitied her, and heartily +wished Mr. Smith, for the nonce, at the devil. + +I observed after this that my wife's spirits appeared permanently +affected. There was a constantly-recurring anxiety, and I thought +something was lying still more heavily at her heart than the +uncertainties inspired by our lodger. + +One evening, as we two were sitting together, after a long silence, she +suddenly laid her hand upon my arm, and said-- + +"Oh, Richard, my darling! would to God you could pray for me!" + +There was something so agitated, and even terrified, in her manner, +that I was absolutely startled. I urged her to disclose whatever preyed +upon her mind. + +"You can't sympathise with me--you can't help me--you can scarcely +compassionate me in my misery! Oh, dearest Richard! Some evil influence +has been gaining upon my heart, dulling and destroying my convictions, +killing all my holy affections, and--and absolutely transforming me. I +look inward upon myself with amazement, with terror--with--oh, God!--with +actual despair!" + +Saying this, she threw herself on her knees, and wept an agonised flood +of tears, with her head reposing in my lap. + +Poor little thing, my heart bled for her! But what could I do or say? + +All I could suggest was what I really thought, that she was +unwell--hysterical--and needed to take better care of her precious self; +that her change of feeling was fancied, not real; and that a few days +would restore her to her old health and former spirits and serenity. + +"And sometimes," she resumed, after I had ended a consolatory discussion, +which it was but too manifest had fallen unprofitably upon her ear, "such +dreadful, impious thoughts come into my mind, whether I choose it or not; +they come, and stay, and return, strive as I may; and I can't pray +against them. They are forced upon me with the strength of an independent +will; and oh!--horrible--frightful--they blaspheme the character of God +himself. They upbraid the Almighty upon his throne, and I can't pray +against them; there is something in me now that resists prayer." + +There was such a real and fearful anguish in the agitation of my gentle +companion, that it shook my very soul within me, even while I was +affecting to make light of her confessions. I had never before witnessed +a struggle at all like this, and I was awe-struck at the spectacle. + +At length she became comparatively calm. I did gradually succeed, though +very imperfectly, in reassuring her. She strove hard against her +depression, and recovered a little of her wonted cheerfulness. + +After a while, however, the cloud returned. She grew sad and earnest, +though no longer excited; and entreated, or rather implored, of me to +grant her one special favour, and this was, to avoid the society of +our lodger. + +"I never," she said, "could understand till now the instinctive dread +with which poor Margaret, in _Faust_, shrinks from the hateful presence +of Mephistopheles. I now feel it in myself. The dislike and suspicion I +first felt for that man--Smith, or whatever else he may call himself--has +grown into literal detestation and terror. I hate him--I am afraid of +him--I never knew what anguish of mind was until he entered our doors; +and would to God--would to God he were gone." + +I reasoned with her--kissed her--laughed at her; but could not dissipate, +in the least degree, the intense and preternatural horror with which she +had grown to regard the poor philosophic invalid, who was probably, at +that moment, poring over some metaphysical book in his solitary +bedchamber. + +The circumstance I am about to mention will give you some notion of the +extreme to which these excited feelings had worked upon her nerves. I was +that night suddenly awakened by a piercing scream--I started upright in +the bed, and saw my wife standing at the bedside, white as ashes with +terror. It was some seconds, so startled was I, before I could find words +to ask her the cause of her affright. She caught my wrist in her icy +grasp, and climbed, trembling violently, into bed. Notwithstanding my +repeated entreaties, she continued for a long time stupified and dumb. At +length, however, she told me, that having lain awake for a long time, she +felt, on a sudden, that she could pray, and lighting the candle, she had +stolen from beside me, and kneeled down for the purpose. She had, +however, scarcely assumed the attitude of prayer, when somebody, she +said, clutched her arm violently near the wrist, and she heard, at the +same instant, some blasphemous menace, the import of which escaped her +the moment it was spoken, muttered close in her ear. This terrifying +interruption was the cause of the scream which had awakened me; and the +condition in which she continued during the remainder of the night +confirmed me more than ever in the conviction, that she was suffering +under some morbid action of the nervous system. + +After this event, which _I_ had no hesitation in attributing to fancy, +she became literally afraid to pray, and her misery and despondency +increased proportionately. + +It was shortly after this that an unusual pressure of business called me +into town one evening after office hours. I had left my dear little wife +tolerably well, and little Fanny was to be her companion until I +returned. She and her little companion occupied the same room in which we +sat on the memorable evening which witnessed the arrival of our eccentric +guest. Though usually a lively child, it most provokingly happened upon +this night that Fanny was heavy and drowsy to excess. Her mamma would +have sent her to bed, but that she now literally feared to be left alone; +although, however, she could not so far overcome her horror of solitude +as to do this, she yet would not persist in combating the poor child's +sleepiness. + +Accordingly, little Fanny was soon locked in a sound sleep, while her +mamma quietly pursued her work beside her. They had been perhaps some +ten minutes thus circumstanced, when my wife heard the window softly +raised from without--a bony hand parted the curtains, and Mr. Smith +leaned into the room. + +She was so utterly overpowered at sight of this apparition, that even had +it, as she expected, climbed into the room, she told me she could not +have uttered a sound, or stirred from the spot where she sate transfixed +and petrified. + +"Ha, ha!" he said gently, "I hope you'll excuse this, I must admit, very +odd intrusion; but I knew I should find you here, and could not resist +the opportunity of raising the window just for a moment, to look in upon +a little family picture, and say a word to yourself. I understand that +you are troubled, because for some cause you cannot say your +prayers--because what you call your 'faith' is, so to speak, dead and +gone, and also because what _you_ consider bad thoughts are constantly +recurring to your mind. Now, all that is very silly. If it is really +impossible for you to believe and to pray, what are you to infer from +that? It is perfectly plain your Christian system can't be a true +one--faith and _prayer_ it everywhere represents as the conditions of +grace, acceptance, and salvation; and yet your Creator will not _permit_ +you either to believe or pray. The Christian system is, forsooth, a +_free_ gift, and yet he who formed _you_ and _it_, makes it absolutely +impossible for you to accept it. _Is_ it, I ask you, from your own +experience--is it a free gift? And if your own experience, in which you +can't be mistaken, gives its pretensions the lie, why, in the name of +common sense, will you persist in believing it? I say it is downright +blasphemy to think it has emanated from the Good Spirit--assuming that +there is one. It tells you that you must be tormented hereafter in a way +only to be made intelligible by the image of eternal fires--pretty +strong, we must all allow--unless you comply with certain conditions, +which it pretends are so easy that it is a positive pleasure to embrace +and perform them; and yet, for the life of you, you can't--physically +_can't_--do either. Is this truth and mercy?--or is it swindling and +cruelty? Is it the part of the Redeemer, or that of the tyrant, deceiver, +and tormentor?" + +Up to that moment, my wife had sate breathless and motionless, listening, +in the catalepsy of nightmare, to a sort of echo of the vile and impious +reasoning which had haunted her for so long. At the last words of the +sentence his voice became harsh and thrilling; and his whole manner +bespoke a sort of crouching and terrific hatred, the like of which she +could not have conceived. + +Whatever may have been the cause, she was on a sudden disenchanted. She +started to her feet; and, freezing with horror though she was, in a +shrill cry of agony commanded him, in the name of God, to depart from +her. His whole frame seemed to darken; he drew back silently; the +curtains dropped into their places, the window was let down again as +stealthily as it had just been raised; and my wife found herself alone in +the chamber with our little child, who had been startled from her sleep +by her mother's cry of anguish, and with the fearful words, "tempter," +"destroyer," "devil," still ringing in her ears, was weeping bitterly, +and holding her terrified mother's hand. + +There is nothing, I believe, more infectious than that species of +nervousness which shows itself in superstitious fears. I began--although +I could not bring myself to admit anything the least like it--to partake +insensibly, but strongly of the peculiar feelings with which my wife, and +indeed my whole household, already regarded the lodger up stairs. The +fact was, beside, that the state of my poor wife's mind began to make me +seriously uneasy; and, although I was fully sensible of the pecuniary and +other advantages attendant upon his stay, they were yet far from +outweighing the constant gloom and frequent misery in which the +protracted sojourn was involving my once cheerful house. I resolved, +therefore, at whatever monetary sacrifice, to put an end to these +commotions; and, after several debates with my wife, in which the subject +was, as usual, turned in all its possible and impossible bearings, we +agreed that, deducting a fair proportion for his five weeks' sojourn, I +should return the remainder of his L100, and request immediate possession +of his apartments. Like a man suddenly relieved of an insufferable load, +and breathing freely once more, I instantly prepared to carry into effect +the result of our deliberations. + +In pursuance of this resolution, I waited upon Mr. Smith. This time my +call was made in the morning, somewhere about nine o'clock. He +received me at his door, standing as usual in the stealthy opening +which barely admitted his lank person. There he stood, fully equipped +with goggles and respirator, and swathed, rather than dressed, in his +puckered black garments. + +As he did not seem disposed to invite me into his apartment, although +I had announced my visit as one of business, I was obliged to open my +errand where I stood; and after a great deal of fumbling and +muttering, I contrived to place before him distinctly the resolution +to which I had come. + +"But I can't think of taking back any portion of the sum I have paid +you," said he, with a cool, dry emphasis. + +"Your reluctance to do so, Mr. Smith, is most handsome, and I assure you, +appreciated," I replied. "It is very generous; but, at the same time, it +is quite impossible for me to accept what I have no right to take, and I +must beg of you not to mention that part of the subject again." + +"And why should _I_ take it?" demanded Mr. Smith. + +"Because you have paid this hundred pounds for six months, and you are +leaving me with nearly five months of the term still unexpired," I +replied. "I expect to receive fair play myself, and always give it." + +"But who on earth said that I was going away so soon?" pursued Mr. Smith, +in the same dry, sarcastic key. "_I_ have not said so--because I really +don't intend it; I mean to stay here to the last day of the six months +for which I have paid you. I have no notion of vacating my hired +lodgings, simply because you say, _go_. I shan't quarrel with you--I +never quarrel with anybody. I'm as much your friend as ever; but, without +the least wish to disoblige, I can't do this, positively I cannot. Is +there anything else?" + +I had not anticipated in the least the difficulty which thus +encountered and upset our plans. I had so set my heart upon effecting +the immediate retirement of our inauspicious inmate, that the +disappointment literally stunned me for a moment. I, however, returned +to the charge: I urged, and prayed, and almost besought him to give up +his apartments, and to leave us. I offered to repay every farthing of +the sum he had paid me--reserving nothing on account of the time he had +already been with us. I suggested all the disadvantages of the house. I +shifted my ground, and told him that my wife wanted the rooms; I +pressed his gallantry--his good nature--his economy; in short, I +assailed him upon every point--but in vain, he did not even take the +trouble of repeating what he had said before--he neither relented, nor +showed the least irritation, but simply said-- + +"I can't do this; here I am, and here I stay until the half-year has +expired. You wanted a lodger, and you have got one--the quietest, least +troublesome, least expensive person you could have; and though your +house, servants, and furniture are none of the best, I don't care for +that. I pursue my own poor business and enjoyments here entirely to my +satisfaction." + +Having thus spoken, he gave me a sort of nod, and closed the door. + +So, instead of getting rid of him the next day, as we had hoped, we had +nearly five months more of his company in expectancy; I hated, and my +wife dreaded the prospect. She was literally miserable and panic-struck +at her disappointment--and grew so nervous and wretched that I made up my +mind to look out for lodgings for her and the children (subversive of all +our schemes of retrenchment as such a step would be), and surrendering +the house absolutely to Mr. Smith and the servants during the remainder +of his term. + +Circumstances, however, occurred to prevent our putting this plan in +execution. My wife, meanwhile, was, if possible, more depressed and +nervous every day. The servants seemed to sympathise in the dread and +gloom which involved ourselves; the very children grew timid and +spiritless, without knowing why--and the entire house was pervaded with +an atmosphere of uncertainty and fear. A poorhouse or a dungeon would +have been cheerful, compared with a dwelling haunted unceasingly with +unearthly suspicions and alarms. I would have made any sacrifice short of +ruin, to emancipate our household from the odious mental and moral +thraldom which was invisibly established over us--overcasting us with +strange anxieties and an undefined terror. + +About this time my wife had a dream which troubled her much, although +she could not explain its supposed significance satisfactorily by any +of the ordinary rules of interpretation in such matters. The vision was +as follows. + +She dreamed that we were busily employed in carrying out our scheme of +removal, and that I came into the parlour where she was making some +arrangements, and, with rather an agitated manner, told her that the +carriage had come for the children. She thought she went out to the hall, +in consequence, holding little Fanny by one hand, and the boy--or, as we +still called him, "baby,"--by the other, and feeling, as she did so, an +unaccountable gloom, almost amounting to terror, steal over her. The +children, too, seemed, she thought, frightened, and disposed to cry. + +So close to the hall-door as to exclude the light, stood some kind of +vehicle, of which she could see nothing but that its door was wide open, +and the interior involved in total darkness. The children, she thought, +shrunk back in great trepidation, and she addressed herself to induce +them, by persuasion, to enter, telling them that they were only "going to +their new home." So, in a while, little Fanny approached it; but, at the +same instant, some person came swiftly up from behind, and, raising the +little boy in his hands, said fiercely, "No, the baby first"; and placed +him in the carriage. This person was our lodger, Mr. Smith, and was gone +as soon as seen. My wife, even in her dream, could not act or speak; but +as the child was lifted into the carriage-door, a man, whose face was +full of beautiful tenderness and compassion, leaned forward from the +carriage and received the little child, which, stretching his arms to the +stranger, looked back with a strange smile upon his mother. + +"He is safe with me, and I will deliver him to you when you come." + +These words the man spoke, looking upon her, as he received him, and +immediately the carriage-door shut, and the noise of its closing wakened +my wife from her nightmare. + +This dream troubled her very much, and even haunted my mind unpleasantly +too. We agreed, however, not to speak of it to anybody, not to divulge +any of our misgivings respecting the stranger. We were anxious that +neither the children nor the servants should catch the contagion of those +fears which had seized upon my poor little wife, and, if truth were +spoken, upon myself in some degree also. But this precaution was, I +believe, needless, for, as I said before, everybody under the same roof +with Mr. Smith was, to a certain extent, affected with the same nervous +gloom and apprehension. + +And now commences a melancholy chapter in my life. My poor little Fanny +was attacked with a cough which soon grew very violent, and after a time +degenerated into a sharp attack of inflammation. We were seriously +alarmed for her life, and nothing that care and medicine could effect +was spared to save it. Her mother was indefatigable, and scarcely left +her night or day; and, indeed, for some time, we all but despaired of +her recovery. + +One night, when she was at the worst, her poor mother, who had sat for +many a melancholy hour listening, by her bedside, to those plaintive +incoherences of delirium and moanings of fever, which have harrowed so +many a fond heart, gained gradually from her very despair the courage +which she had so long wanted, and knelt down at the side of her sick +darling's bed to pray for her deliverance. + +With clasped hands, in an agony of supplication, she prayed that God +would, in his mercy, spare her little child--that, justly as she herself +deserved the sorest chastisement his hand could inflict, he would yet +deal patiently and tenderly with her in this one thing. She poured out +her sorrows before the mercy-seat--she opened her heart, and declared her +only hope to be in his pity; without which, she felt that her darling +would only leave the bed where she was lying for her grave. + +Exactly as she came to this part of her supplication, the child, who had +grown, as it seemed, more and more restless, and moaned and muttered with +increasing pain and irritation, on a sudden started upright in her bed, +and, in a thrilling voice, cried-- + +"No! no!--the baby first." + +The mysterious sentence which had secretly tormented her for so long, +thus piercingly uttered by this delirious, and, perhaps, dying child, +with what seemed a preternatural earnestness and strength, arrested her +devotions, and froze her with a feeling akin to terror. + +"Hush, hush, my darling!" said the poor mother, almost wildly, as she +clasped the attenuated frame of the sick child in her arms; "hush, my +darling; don't cry out so loudly--there--there--my own love." + +The child did not appear to see or hear her, but sate up still with +feverish cheeks, and bright unsteady eyes, while her dry lips were +muttering inaudible words. + +"Lie down, my sweet child--lie down, for your own mother," she said; +"if you tire yourself, you can't grow well, and your poor mother will +lose you." + +At these words, the child suddenly cried out again, in precisely the same +loud, strong voice--"No! no! the baby first, the baby first"--and +immediately afterwards lay down, and fell, for the first time since her +illness into a tranquil sleep. + +My good little wife sate, crying bitterly by her bedside. The child was +better--_that_ was, indeed, delightful. But then there was an omen in the +words, thus echoed from her dream, which she dared not trust herself to +interpret, and which yet had seized, with a grasp of iron, upon every +fibre of her brain. + +"Oh, Richard," she cried, as she threw her arms about my neck, "I am +terrified at this horrible menace from the unseen world. Oh! poor, +darling little baby, I shall lose you--I am sure I shall lose you. +Comfort me, darling, and say he is not to die." + +And so I did; and tasked all my powers of argument and persuasion to +convince her how unsubstantial was the ground of her anxiety. The little +boy was perfectly well, and, even were he to die before his sister that +event might not occur for seventy years to come. I could not, however, +conceal from myself that there was something odd and unpleasant in the +coincidence; and my poor wife had grown so nervous and excitable, that a +much less ominous conjecture would have sufficed to alarm her. + +Meanwhile, the unaccountable terror which our lodger's presence inspired +continued to increase. One of our maids gave us warning, solely from her +dread of our queer inmate, and the strange accessories which haunted him. +She said--and this was corroborated by her fellow-servant--that Mr. Smith +seemed to have constantly a companion in his room; that although they +never heard them speak, they continually and distinctly heard the tread +of two persons walking up and down the room together, and described +accurately the peculiar sound of a stick or crutch tapping upon the +floor, which my own ears had heard. They also had seen the large, +ill-conditioned cat I have mentioned, frequently steal in and out of the +stranger's room; and observed that when our little girl was in greatest +danger, the hateful animal was constantly writhing, fawning, and crawling +about the door of the sick room after nightfall. They were thoroughly +persuaded that this ill-omened beast was the foul fiend himself, and I +confess I could not--sceptic as I was--bring myself absolutely to the +belief that he was nothing more than a "harmless, necessary cat." These +and similar reports--implicitly believed as they palpably were by those +who made them--were certainly little calculated to allay the perturbation +and alarm with which our household was filled. + +The evenings had by this time shortened very much, and darkness often +overtook us before we sate down to our early tea. It happened just at +this period of which I have been speaking, after my little girl had begun +decidedly to mend, that I was sitting in our dining-parlour, with my +little boy fast asleep upon my knees, and thinking of I know not what, my +wife having gone up stairs, as usual, to sit in the room with little +Fanny. As I thus sate in what was to me, in effect, total solitude, +darkness unperceived stole on us. + +On a sudden, as I sate, with my elbow leaning upon the table, and my +other arm round the sleeping child, I felt, as I thought, a cold +current of air faintly blowing upon my forehead. I raised my head, and +saw, as nearly as I could calculate, at the far end of the table on +which my arm rested, two large green eyes confronting me. I could see +no more, but instantly concluded they were those of the abominable cat. +Yielding to an impulse of horror and abhorrence, I caught a water-croft +that was close to my hand, and threw it full at it with all my force. I +must have missed my object, for the shining eyes continued fixed for a +second, and then glided still nearer to me, and then a little nearer +still. The noise of the glass smashed with so much force upon the table +called in the servant, who happened to be passing. She had a candle in +her hand, and, perhaps, the light alarmed the odious beast, for as she +came in it was gone. + +I had had an undefined idea that its approach was somehow connected with +a designed injury of some sort to the sleeping child. I could not be +mistaken as to the fact that I had plainly seen the two broad, glaring, +green eyes. Where the cursed animal had gone I had not observed: it +might, indeed, easily have run out at the door as the servant opened it, +but neither of us had seen it do so; and we were every one of us in such +a state of nervous excitement, that even this incident was something in +the catalogue of our ambiguous experiences. + +It was a great happiness to see our darling little Fanny every day +mending, and now quite out of danger: this was cheering and delightful. +It was also something to know that more than two months of our lodger's +term of occupation had already expired; and to realise, as we now could +do, by anticipation, the unspeakable relief of his departure. + +My wife strove hard to turn our dear child's recovery to good account for +me; but the impressions of fear soon depart, and those of religious +gratitude must be preceded by religious faith. All as yet was but as seed +strewn upon the rock. + +Little Fanny, though recovering rapidly, was still very weak, and her +mother usually passed a considerable part of every evening in her +bedroom--for the child was sometimes uneasy and restless at night. It +happened at this period that, sitting as usual at Fanny's bedside, she +witnessed an occurrence which agitated her not a little. + +The child had been, as it seems, growing sleepy, and was lying +listlessly, with eyes half open, apparently taking no note of what was +passing. Suddenly, however, with an expression of the wildest terror, she +drew up her limbs, and cowered in the bed's head, gazing at some object; +which, judging from the motion of her eyes, must have been slowly +advancing from the end of the room next the door. + +The child made a low shuddering cry, as she grasped her mother's hand, +and, with features white and tense with terror, slowly following with her +eyes the noiseless course of some unseen spectre, shrinking more and more +fearfully backward every moment. + +"What is it? Where? What is it that frightens you, my darling?" asked the +poor mother, who, thrilled with horror, looked in vain for the apparition +which seemed to have all but bereft the child of reason. + +"Stay with me--save me--keep it away--look, look at it--making signs to +me--don't let it hurt me--it is angry--Oh! mamma, save me, save me!" + +The child said this, all the time clinging to her with both her hands, in +an ecstasy of panic. + +"There--there, my darling," said my poor wife, "don't be afraid; there's +nothing but me--your own mamma--and little baby in the room; nothing, my +darling; nothing indeed." + +"Mamma, mamma, don't move; don't go near him"; the child continued +wildly. "It's only his back now; don't make him turn again; he's untying +his handkerchief. Oh! baby, baby; he'll _kill_ baby! and he's lifting up +those green things from his eyes; don't you see him doing it? Mamma, +mamma, why does he come here? Oh, mamma, poor baby--poor little baby!" + +She was looking with a terrified gaze at the little boy's bed, which lay +directly opposite to her own, and in which he was sleeping calmly. + +"Hush, hush, my darling child," said my wife, with difficulty +restraining an hysterical burst of tears; "for God's sake don't speak so +wildly, my own precious love--there, there--don't be frightened--there, +darling, there." + +"Oh! poor baby--poor little darling baby," the child continued as before; +"will no one save him--tell that wicked man to go away--oh--there--why, +mamma--don't--oh, sure you won't let him--don't--don't--he'll take the +child's life--will you let him lie down that way on the bed--save poor +little baby--oh, baby, baby, waken--his head is on your face." + +As she said this she raised her voice to a cry of despairing terror which +made the whole room ring again. + +This cry, or rather yell, reached my ears as I sate reading in the +parlour by myself, and fearing I knew not what, I rushed to the +apartment; before I reached it, the sound had subsided into low but +violent sobbing; and, just as I arrived at the threshold I heard, close +at my feet, a fierce protracted growl, and something rubbing along the +surbase. I was in the dark, but, with a feeling of mingled terror and +fury, I stamped and struck at the abhorred brute with my feet, but in +vain. The next moment I was in the room, and heard little Fanny, through +her sobs, cry-- + +"Oh, poor baby is killed--that wicked man has killed him--he uncovered +his face, and put it on him, and lay upon the bed and killed poor baby. I +knew he came to kill him. Ah, papa, papa, why did you not come up before +he went?--he is gone, he went away as soon as he killed our poor little +darling baby." + +I could not conceal my agitation, quite, and I said to my wife-- + +"Has he, Smith, been here?" + +"No." + +"What is it, then?" + +"The child has seen _some_ one." + +"Seen whom? Who? Who has been here?" + +"I did not see it; but--but I am sure the child saw--that is, _thought_ +she saw _him_;--the person you have named. Oh, God, in mercy deliver us! +What shall I do--what shall I do!" + +Thus saying, the dear little woman burst into tears, and crying, as if +her heart would break, sobbed out an entreaty that I would look at baby; +adding, that she herself had not courage to see whether her darling was +sleeping or dead. + +"Dead!" I exclaimed. "Tut, tut, my darling; you must not give way to such +morbid fancies--he is very well, I see him breathing;" and so saying, I +went over to the bed where our little boy was lying. He was slumbering; +though it seemed to me very heavily, and his cheeks were flushed. + +"Sleeping tranquilly, my darling--tranquilly, and deeply; and with a +warm colour in his cheeks," I said, rearranging the coverlet, and +retiring to my wife, who sate almost breathless whilst I was looking at +our little boy. + +"Thank God--thank God," she said quietly; and she wept again; and rising, +came to his bedside. + +"Yes, yes--alive; thank God; but it seems to me he is breathing very +short, and with difficulty, and he looks--_does_ he not look hot and +feverish? Yes, he _is_ very hot; feel his little hand--feel his neck; +merciful heaven! he is burning." + +It was, indeed, very true, that his skin was unnaturally dry and hot; his +little pulse, too, was going at a fearful rate. + +"I do think," said I--resolved to conceal the extent of my own +apprehensions--"I do think that he is just a _little_ feverish; but he +has often been much more so; and will, I dare say, in the morning, be +perfectly well again. I dare say, but for little Fanny's _dream_, we +should not have observed it at all." + +"Oh, my darling, my darling, my darling!" sobbed the poor little woman, +leaning over the bed, with her hands locked together, and looking the +very picture of despair. "Oh, my darling, what has happened to you? I put +you into your bed, looking so well and beautiful, this evening, and here +you are, stricken with sickness, my own little love. Oh, you will +not--you cannot, leave your poor mother!" + +It was quite plain that she despaired of the child from the moment we had +ascertained that it was unwell. As it happened, her presentiment was but +too truly prophetic. The apothecary said the child's ailment was +"suppressed small-pox"; the physician pronounced it "typhus." The only +certainty about it was the issue--the child died. + +To me few things appear so beautiful as a very young child in its +shroud. The little innocent face looks so sublimely simple and confiding +amongst the cold terrors of death--crimeless, and fearless, that little +mortal has passed alone under the shadow, and explored the mystery of +dissolution. There is death in its sublimest and purest image--no +hatred, no hypocrisy, no suspicion, no care for the morrow ever darkened +that little face; death has come lovingly upon it; there is nothing +cruel, or harsh, in his victory. The yearnings of love, indeed, cannot +be stifled; for the prattle, and smiles, and all the little world of +thoughts that were so delightful, are gone for ever. Awe, too, will +overcast us in its presence--for we are looking on death; but we do not +fear for the little, lonely voyager--for the child has gone, simple and +trusting, into the presence of its all-wise Father; and of such, we +know, is the kingdom of heaven. + +And so we parted from poor little baby. I and his poor old nurse +drove in a mourning carriage, in which lay the little coffin, early +in the morning, to the churchyard of ----. Sore, indeed, was my +heart, as I followed that little coffin to the grave! Another burial +had just concluded as we entered the churchyard, and the mourners +stood in clusters round the grave, into which the sexton was now +shovelling the mould. + +As I stood, with head uncovered, listening to the sublime and touching +service which our ritual prescribes, I found that a gentleman had drawn +near also, and was standing at my elbow. I did not turn to look at him +until the earth had closed over my darling boy; I then walked a little +way apart, that I might be alone, and drying my eyes, sat down upon a +tombstone, to let the confusion of my mind subside. + +While I was thus lost in a sorrowful reverie, the gentleman who had stood +near me at the grave was once more at my side. The face of the stranger, +though I could not call it handsome, was very remarkable; its expression +was the purest and noblest I could conceive, and it was made very +beautiful by a look of such compassion as I never saw before. + +"Why do you sorrow as one without hope?" he said, gently. + +"I _have_ no hope," I answered. + +"Nay, I think you have," he answered again; "and I am sure you will soon +have more. That little child for which you grieve, has escaped the +dangers and miseries of life; its body has perished; but he will receive +in the end the crown of life. God has given him an early victory." + +I know not what it was in him that rebuked my sullen pride, and humbled +and saddened me, as I listened to this man. He was dressed in deep +mourning, and looked more serene, noble, and sweet than any I had ever +seen. He was young, too, as I have said, and his voice very clear and +harmonious. He talked to me for a long time, and I listened to him with +involuntary reverence. At last, however, he left me, saying he had often +seen me walking into town, about the same hour that he used to go that +way, and that if he saw me again he would walk with me, and so we might +reason of these things together. + +It was late when I returned to my home, now a house of mourning. + + + + +PART II + + +Our home was one of sorrow and of fear. The child's death had stricken us +with terror no less than grief. Referring it, as we both tacitly did, to +the mysterious and fiendish agency of the abhorred being whom, in an evil +hour, we had admitted into our house, we both viewed him with a degree +and species of fear for which I can find no name. + +I felt that some further calamity was impending. I could not hope that we +were to be delivered from the presence of the malignant agent who +haunted, rather than inhabited our home, without some additional proofs +alike of his malice and his power. + +My poor wife's presentiments were still more terrible and overpowering, +though not more defined, than my own. She was never tranquil while our +little girl was out of her sight; always dreading and expecting some new +revelation of the evil influence which, as we were indeed both persuaded, +had bereft our darling little boy of life. Against an hostility so +unearthly and intangible there was no guarding, and the sense of +helplessness intensified the misery of our situation. Tormented with +doubts of the very basis of her religion, and recoiling from the ordeal +of prayer with the strange horror with which the victim of hydrophobia +repels the pure water, she no longer found the consolation which, had +sorrow reached her in any other shape, she would have drawn from the +healing influence of religion. We were both of us unhappy, dismayed, +DEMON-STRICKEN. + +Meanwhile, our lodger's habits continued precisely the same. If, indeed, +the sounds which came from his apartments were to be trusted, he and his +agents were more on the alert than ever. I can convey to you, good +reader, no notion, even the faintest, of the dreadful sensation always +more or less present to my mind, and sometimes with a reality which +thrilled me almost to frenzy--the apprehension that I had admitted into +my house the incarnate spirit of the dead or damned, to torment me and +my family. + +It was some nights after the burial of our dear little baby; we had not +gone to bed until late, and I had slept, I suppose, some hours, when I +was awakened by my wife, who clung to me with the energy of terror. She +said nothing, but grasped and shook me with more than her natural +strength. She had crept close to me, and was cowering with her head under +the bedclothes. + +The room was perfectly dark, as usual, for we burned no night-light; but +from the side of the bed next her proceeded a voice as of one sitting +there with his head within a foot of the curtains--and, merciful heavens! +it was the voice of our lodger. + +He was discoursing of the death of our baby, and inveighing, in the old +mocking tone of hate and suppressed fury, against the justice, mercy, and +goodness of God. He did this with a terrible plausibility of sophistry, +and with a resolute emphasis and precision, which seemed to imply, "I +have got something to tell you, and, whether you like it or like it not, +I _will_ say out my say." + +To pretend that I felt anger at his intrusion, or emotion of any sort, +save the one sense of palsied terror, would be to depart from the truth. +I lay, cold and breathless, as if frozen to death--unable to move, unable +to utter a cry--with the voice of that demon pouring, in the dark, his +undisguised blasphemies and temptations close into my ears. At last the +dreadful voice ceased--whether the speaker went or stayed I could not +tell--the silence, which he might be improving for the purpose of some +hellish strategem, was to me more tremendous even than his speech. + +We both lay awake, not daring to move or speak, scarcely even breathing, +but clasping one another fast, until at length the welcome light of day +streamed into the room through the opening door, as the servant came in +to call us. I need not say that our nocturnal visitant had left us. + +The magnanimous reader will, perhaps, pronounce that I ought to have +pulled on my boots and inexpressibles with all available despatch, run to +my lodger's bedroom, and kicked him forthwith downstairs, and the entire +way moreover out to the public road, as some compensation for the +scandalous affront put upon me and my wife by his impertinent visit. Now, +at that time, I had no scruples against what are termed the laws of +honour, was by no means deficient in "pluck," and gifted, moreover, with +a somewhat excitable temper. Yet, I will honestly avow that, so far from +courting a collision with the dreaded stranger, I would have recoiled at +his very sight, and given my eyes to avoid him, such was the ascendancy +which he had acquired over me, as well as everybody else in my household, +in his own quiet, irresistible, hellish way. + +The shuddering antipathy which our guest inspired did not rob his +infernal homily of its effect. It was not a new or strange thing which +he presented to our minds. There was an awful subtlety in the train of +his suggestions. All that he had said had floated through my own mind +before, without order, indeed, or shew of logic. From my own rebellious +heart the same evil thoughts had risen, like pale apparitions hovering +and lost in the fumes of a necromancer's cauldron. His was like the +summing up of all this--a reflection of my own feelings and fancies--but +reduced to an awful order and definiteness, and clothed with a +sophistical form of argument. The effect of it was powerful. It revived +and exaggerated these bad emotions--it methodised and justified +them--and gave to impulses and impressions, vague and desultory before, +something of the compactness of a system. + +My misfortune, therefore, did not soften, it exasperated me. I regarded +the Great Disposer of events as a persecutor of the human race, who took +delight in their miseries. I asked why my innocent child had been smitten +down into the grave?--and why my darling wife, whose first object, I +knew, had ever been to serve and glorify her Maker, should have been thus +tortured and desolated by the cruelest calamity which the malignity of a +demon could have devised? I railed and blasphemed, and even in my agony +defied God with the impotent rage and desperation of a devil, in his +everlasting torment. + +In my bitterness, I could not forbear speaking these impenitent +repetitions of the language of our nightly visitant, even in the presence +of my wife. She heard me with agony, almost with terror. I pitied and +loved her too much not to respect even her weaknesses--for so I +characterised her humble submission to the chastisements of heaven. But +even while I spared her reverential sensitiveness, the spectacle of her +patience but enhanced my own gloomy and impenitent rage. + +I was walking into town in this evil mood, when I was overtaken by the +gentleman whom I had spoken with in the churchyard on the morning when my +little boy was buried. I call him _gentleman_, but I could not say _what_ +was his rank--I never thought about it; there was a grace, a purity, a +compassion, and a grandeur of intellect in his countenance, in his +language, in his mien, that was beautiful and kinglike. I felt, in his +company, a delightful awe, and an humbleness more gratifying than any +elation of earthly pride. + +He divined my state of feeling, but he said nothing harsh. He did not +rebuke, but he reasoned with me--and oh! how mighty was that +reasoning--without formality--without effort--as the flower grows and +blossoms. Its process was in harmony with the successions of +nature--gentle, spontaneous, irresistible. + +At last he left me. I was grieved at his departure--I was +wonder-stricken. His discourse had made me cry tears at once sweet and +bitter; it had sounded depths I knew not of, and my heart was disquieted +within me. Yet my trouble was happier than the resentful and defiant calm +that had reigned within me before. + +When I came home, I told my wife of my having met the same good, wise man +I had first seen by the grave of my child. I recounted to her his +discourse, and, as I brought it again to mind, my tears flowed afresh, +and I was happy while I wept. + +I now see that the calamity which bore at first such evil fruit, was good +for me. It fixed my mind, however rebelliously, upon God, and it stirred +up all the passions of my heart. Levity, inattention, and +self-complacency are obstacles harder to be overcome than the violence of +evil passions--the transition from hate is easier than from indifference, +to love. A mighty change was making on my mind. + +I need not particularise the occasions upon which I again met my +friend, for so I knew him to be, nor detail the train of reasoning and +feeling which in such interviews he followed out; it is enough to say, +that he assiduously cultivated the good seed he had sown, and that his +benignant teachings took deep root, and flourished in my soul, +heretofore so barren. + +One evening, having enjoyed on the morning of the same day another of +those delightful and convincing conversations, I was returning on foot +homeward; and as darkness had nearly closed, and the night threatened +cold and fog, the footpaths were nearly deserted. + +As I walked on, deeply absorbed in the discourse I had heard on the same +morning, a person overtook me, and continued to walk, without much +increasing the interval between us, a little in advance of me. There came +upon me, at the same moment, an indefinable sinking of the heart, a +strange and unaccountable fear. The pleasing topics of my meditations +melted away, and gave place to a sense of danger, all the more unpleasant +that it was vague and objectless. I looked up. What was that which moved +before me? I stared--I faltered; my heart fluttered as if it would choke +me, and then stood still. It was the peculiar and unmistakeable form of +our lodger. + +Exactly as I looked at him, he turned his head, and looked at me over his +shoulder. His face was muffled as usual. I cannot have seen its features +with any completeness, yet I felt that his look was one of fury. The next +instant he was at my side; and my heart quailed within me--my limbs all +but refused their office; yet the very emotions of terror, which might +have overcome me, acted as a stimulus, and I quickened my pace. + +"Hey! what a pious person! So I suppose you have learned at last that +'evil communications corrupt good manners'; and you are absolutely afraid +of the old infidel, the old blasphemer, hey?" + +I made him no answer; I was indeed too much agitated to speak. + +"You'll make a good Christian, no doubt," he continued; "the independent +man, who thinks for himself, reasons his way to his principles, and +sticks fast to them, is sure to be true to whatever system he embraces. +You have been so consistent a philosopher, that I am sure you will make a +steady Christian. You're not the man to be led by the nose by a +sophistical mumbler. _You_ could never be made the prey of a grasping +proselytism; _you_ are not the sport of every whiff of doctrine, nor the +facile slave of whatever superstition is last buzzed in your ear. No, no: +you've got a masculine intellect, and think for yourself, hey?" + +I was incapable of answering him. I quickened my pace to escape from his +detested persecution; but he was close beside me still. + +We walked on together thus for a time, during which I heard him muttering +fast to himself, like a man under fierce and malignant excitement. We +reached, at length, the gateway of my dwelling; and I turned the +latch-key in the wicket, and entered the enclosure. As we stood together +within, he turned full upon me, and confronting me with an aspect whose +character I felt rather than saw, he said-- + +"And so you mean to be a Christian, after all! Now just reflect how very +absurdly you are choosing. Leave the Bible to that class of fanatics who +may hope to be saved under its system, and, in the name of common sense, +study the Koran, or some less ascetic tome. Don't be gulled by a +plausible slave, who wants nothing more than to multiply _professors_ of +his theory. Why don't you _read_ the Bible, you miserable, puling +poltroon, before you hug it as a treasure? Why don't you read it, and +learn out of the mouth of the founder of Christianity, that there is one +sin for which there is _no_ forgiveness--blasphemy against the Holy +Ghost, hey?--and that sin I myself have heard you commit by the hour--in +my presence--in my room. I have heard you commit it in our free +discussions a dozen times. The Bible seals against you the lips of mercy. +If _it_ be true, you are this moment as irrevocably damned as if you had +died with those blasphemies on your lips." + +Having thus spoken, he glided into the house. I followed slowly. + +His words rang in my ears--I was stunned. What he had said I feared might +be true. Giant despair felled me to the earth. He had recalled, and +lighted up with a glare from the pit, remembrances with which I knew not +how to cope. It was true I had spoken with daring impiety of subjects +whose sacredness I now began to appreciate. With trembling hands I opened +the Bible. I read and re-read the mysterious doom recorded by the +Redeemer himself against blasphemers of the Holy Ghost--monsters set +apart from the human race, and damned and dead, even while they live and +walk upon the earth. I groaned--I wept. Henceforward the Bible, I +thought, must be to me a dreadful record of despair. I dared not read it. + +I will not weary you with all my mental agonies. My dear little wife did +something toward relieving my mind, but it was reserved for the friend, +to whose heavenly society I owed so much, to tranquillise it once more. +He talked this time to me longer, and even more earnestly than before. I +soon encountered him again. He expounded to me the ways of Providence, +and showed me how needful sorrow was for every servant of God. How mercy +was disguised in tribulation, and our best happiness came to us, like our +children, in tears and wailing. He showed me that trials were sent to +call us up, with a voice of preternatural power, from the mortal apathy +of sin and the world. And then, again, in our new and better state, to +prove our patience and our faith-- + +"The more trouble befalls you, the nearer is God to you. He visits you in +sorrow--and sorrow, as well as joy, is a sign of his presence. If, then, +other griefs overtake you, remember this--be patient, be faithful; and +bless the name of God." + +I returned home comforted and happy, although I felt assured that some +further and sadder trial was before me. + +Still our household was overcast by the same insurmountable dread of our +tenant. The same strange habits characterised him, and the same +unaccountable sounds disquieted us--an atmosphere of death and malice +hovered about his door, and we all hated and feared to pass it. + +Let me now tell, as well and briefly as I may, the dreadful circumstances +of my last great trial. One morning, my wife being about her household +affairs, and I on the point of starting for town, I went into the parlour +for some letters which I was to take with me. I cannot easily describe my +consternation when, on entering the room, I saw our lodger seated near +the window, with our darling little girl upon his knee. + +His back was toward the door, but I could plainly perceive that the +respirator had been removed from his mouth, and that the odious green +goggles were raised. He was sitting, as it seemed, absolutely without +motion, and his face was advanced close to that of the child. + +I stood looking at this group in a state of stupor for some seconds. He +was, I suppose, conscious of my presence, for although he did not turn +his head, or otherwise take any note of my arrival, he readjusted the +muffler which usually covered his mouth, and lowered the clumsy +spectacles to their proper place. + +The child was sitting upon his knee as motionless as he himself, with a +countenance white and rigid as that of a corpse, and from which every +trace of meaning, except some vague character of terror, had fled, and +staring with a fixed and dilated gaze into his face. + +As it seemed, she did not perceive my presence. Her eyes were transfixed +and fascinated. She did not even seem to me to breathe. Horror and +anguish at last overcame my stupefaction. + +"What--what is it?" I cried; "what ails my child, my darling child?" + +"I'd be glad to know, myself," he replied, coolly; "it is certainly +something very queer." + +"What is it, darling?" I repeated, frantically, addressing the child. + +"What is it?" he reiterated. "Why it's pretty plain, I should suppose, +that the child is ill." + +"Oh merciful God!" I cried, half furious, half terrified--"You have +injured her--you have terrified her. Give me my child--give her to me." + +These words I absolutely shouted, and stamped upon the floor in my horrid +excitement. + +"Pooh, pooh!" he said, with a sort of ugly sneer; "the child is +nervous--you'll make her more so--be quiet and she'll probably find her +tongue presently. I have had her on my knee some minutes, but the sweet +bird could not tell what ails her." + +"Let the child go," I shouted in a voice of thunder; "let her go, I +say--let her go." + +He took the passive, death-like child, and placed her standing by the +window, and rising, he simply said-- + +"As soon as you grow cool, you are welcome to ask me what questions you +like. The child is plainly ill. I should not wonder if she had seen +something that frightened her." + +Having thus spoken, he passed from the room. I felt as if I spoke, saw, +and walked in a horrid dream. I seized the darling child in my arms, and +bore her away to her mother. + +"What is it--for mercy's sake what is the matter?" she cried, growing in +an instant as pale as the poor child herself. + +"I found that--that _demon_--in the parlour with the child on his lap, +staring in her face. She is manifestly terrified." + +"Oh! gracious God! she is lost--she is killed," cried the poor +mother, frantically looking into the white, apathetic, meaningless +face of the child. + +"Fanny, darling Fanny, tell us if you are ill," I cried, pressing the +little girl in terror to my heart. + +"Tell your own mother, my darling," echoed my poor little wife. "Oh! +darling, darling child, speak to your poor mother." + +It was all in vain. Still the same dilated, imploring gaze--the same pale +face--wild and dumb. We brought her to the open window--we gave her cold +water to drink--we sprinkled it in her face. We sent for the apothecary, +who lived hard by, and he arrived in a few moments, with a parcel of +tranquillising medicines. These, however, were equally unavailing. + +Hour after hour passed away. The darling child looked upon us as if she +would have given the world to speak to us, or to weep, but she uttered no +sound. Now and then she drew a long breath as though preparing to say +something, but still she was mute. She often put her hand to her throat, +as if there was some pain or obstruction there. + +I never can, while I live, lose one line of that mournful and terrible +portrait--the face of my stricken child. As hour after hour passed away, +without bringing the smallest change or amendment, we grew both alarmed, +and at length absolutely terrified for her safety. + +We called in a physician toward night, and told him that we had reason to +suspect that the child had somehow been frightened, and that in no other +way could we at all account for the extraordinary condition in which he +found her. + +This was a man, I may as well observe, though I do not name him, of the +highest eminence in his profession, and one in whose skill, from past +personal experience, I had the best possible reasons for implicitly +confiding. + +He asked a multiplicity of questions, the answers to which seemed to +baffle his attempts to arrive at a satisfactory diagnosis. There was +something undoubtedly anomalous in the case, and I saw plainly that there +were features in it which puzzled and perplexed him not a little. + +At length, however, he wrote his prescription, and promised to return at +nine o'clock. I remember there was something to be rubbed along her +spine, and some medicines beside. + +But these remedies were as entirely unavailing as the others. In a state +of dismay and distraction we watched by the bed in which, in accordance +with the physician's direction, we had placed her. The absolute +changelessness of her condition filled us with despair. The day which had +elapsed had not witnessed even a transitory variation in the dreadful +character of her seizure. Any change, even a change for the worse, would +have been better than this sluggish, hopeless monotony of suffering. + +At the appointed hour the physician returned. He appeared disappointed, +almost shocked, at the failure of his prescriptions. On feeling her pulse +he declared that she must have a little wine. There had been a wonderful +prostration of all the vital powers since he had seen her before. He +evidently thought the case a strange and precarious one. + +She was made to swallow the wine, and her pulse rallied for a time, but +soon subsided again. I and the physician were standing by the fire, +talking in whispers of the darling child's symptoms, and likelihood of +recovery, when we were arrested in our conversation by a cry of anguish +from the poor mother, who had never left the bedside of her little child, +and this cry broke into bitter and convulsive weeping. + +The poor little child had, on a sudden, stretched down her little hands +and feet, and died. There is no mistaking the features of death: the +filmy eye and dropt jaw once seen, are recognised whenever we meet them +again. Yet, spite of our belief, we cling to hope; and the distracted +mother called on the physician, in accents which might have moved a +statue, to say that her darling was not dead, not quite dead--that +something might still be done--that it could not be all over. Silently +he satisfied himself that no throb of life still fluttered in that +little frame. + +"It is, indeed, all over," he said, in tones scarce above a whisper; and +pressing my hand kindly, he said, "comfort your poor wife"; and so, after +a momentary pause, he left the room. + +This blow had smitten me with stunning suddenness. I looked at the dead +child, and from her to her poor mother. Grief and pity were both +swallowed up in transports of fury and detestation with which the +presence in my house of the wretch who had wrought all this destruction +and misery filled my soul. My heart swelled with ungovernable rage; for a +moment my habitual fear of him was neutralised by the vehemence of these +passions. I seized a candle in silence, and mounted the stairs. The sight +of the accursed cat, flitting across the lobby, and the loneliness of the +hour, made me hesitate for an instant. I had, however, gone so far, that +shame sustained me. Overcoming a momentary thrill of dismay, and +determined to repel and defy the influence that had so long awed me, I +knocked sharply at the door, and, almost at the same instant, pushed it +open, and entered our lodger's chamber. + +He had had no candle in the room, and it was lighted only by the +"darkness visible" that entered through the window. The candle which I +held very imperfectly illuminated the large apartment; but I saw his +spectral form floating, rather than walking, back and forward in front of +the windows. + +At sight of him, though I hated him more than ever, my instinctive fear +returned. He confronted me, and drew nearer and nearer, without speaking. +There was something indefinably fearful in the silent attraction which +seemed to be drawing him to me. I could not help recoiling, little by +little, as he came toward me, and with an effort I said-- + +"You know why I have come: the child--she's dead!" + +"Dead--ha!--_dead_--is she?" he said, in his odious, mocking tone. + +"Yes--dead!" I cried, with an excitement which chilled my very marrow +with horror; "and _you_ have killed her, as you killed my other." + +"How?--I killed her!--eh?--ha, ha!" he said, still edging nearer +and nearer. + +"Yes; I say you!" I shouted, trembling in every joint, but +possessed by that unaccountable infatuation which has made men +invoke, spite of themselves, their own destruction, and which I was +powerless to resist--"deny it as you may, it is you who killed +her--wretch!--FIEND!--no wonder she could not stand the breath and +glare of HELL!" + +"And you are one of those who believe that not a sparrow falls to the +ground without your Creator's consent," he said, with icy sarcasm; "and +this is a specimen of Christian resignation--hey? You charge his act upon +a poor fellow like me, simply that you may cheat the devil, and rave and +rebel against the decrees of heaven, under pretence of abusing me. The +breath and flare of hell!--eh? You mean that I removed this and these +(touching the covering of his mouth and eyes successively) as I _shall_ +do now again, and show you there's no great harm in that." + +There was a tone of menace in his concluding words not to be mistaken. + +"Murderer and liar from the beginning, as you are, I defy you!" I +shouted, in a frenzy of hate and horror, stamping furiously on the floor. + +As I said this, it seemed to me that he darkened and dilated before my +eyes. My senses, thoughts, consciousness, grew horribly confused, as if +some powerful, extraneous will, were seizing upon the functions of my +brain. Whether I were to be mastered by death, or madness, or possession, +I knew not; but hideous destruction of some sort was impending: all hung +upon the moment, and I cried aloud, in my agony, an adjuration in the +name of the three persons of the Trinity, that he should not torment me. + +Stunned, bewildered, like a man recovered from a drunken fall, I stood, +freezing and breathless, in the same spot, looking into the room, which +wore, in my eyes, a strange, unearthly character. Mr. Smith was cowering +darkly in the window, and, after a silence, spoke to me in a croaking, +sulky tone, which was, however, unusually submissive. + +"Don't it strike you as an odd procedure to break into a gentleman's +apartment at such an hour, for the purpose of railing at him in the +coarsest language? If you have any charge to make against me, do so; I +invite inquiry and defy your worst. If you think you can bring home to me +the smallest share of blame in this unlucky matter, call the coroner, and +let his inquest examine and cross-examine me, and sift the matter--if, +indeed, there is anything to _be_ sifted--to the bottom. Meanwhile, go +you about your business, and leave me to mine. But I see how the wind +sits; you want to get rid of me, and so you make the place odious to me. +But it won't do; and if you take to making criminal charges against me, +you had better look to yourself; for two can play at that game." + +There was a suppressed whine in all this, which strangely contrasted with +the cool and threatening tone of his previous conversation. + +Without answering a word I hurried from the room, and scarcely felt +secure, even when once more in the melancholy chamber, where my poor wife +was weeping. + +Miserable, horrible was the night that followed. The loss of our child +was a calamity which we had not dared to think of. It had come, and with +a suddenness enough to bereave me of reason. It seemed all unreal, all +fantastic. It needed an effort to convince me, minute after minute, that +the dreadful truth was so; and the old accustomed feeling that she was +still alive, still running from room to room, and the expectation that I +should hear her step and her voice, and see her entering at the door, +would return. But still the sense of dismay, of having received some +stunning, irreparable blow, remained behind; and then came the horrible +effort, like that with which one rouses himself from a haunted sleep, the +question, "What disaster is this that has befallen?"--answered, alas! but +too easily, too terribly! Amidst all this was perpetually rising before +my fancy the obscure, dilated figure of our lodger, as he had confronted +me in his malign power that night. I dismissed the image with a shudder +as often as it recurred; and even now, at this distance of time, I have +felt more than I could well describe in the mere effort to fix my +recollection upon its hated traits, while writing the passages I have +just concluded. + +This hateful scene I did not recount to my poor wife. Its horrors were +too fresh upon me. I had not courage to trust myself with the agitating +narrative; and so I sate beside her, with her hand locked in mine: I had +no comfort to offer but the dear love I bore her. + +At last, like a child, she cried herself to sleep--the dull, heavy +slumber of worn-out grief. As for me, the agitation of my soul was too +fearful and profound for repose. My eye accidentally rested on the holy +volume, which lay upon the table open, as I had left it in the morning; +and the first words which met my eye were these--"For our light +affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more +exceeding and eternal weight of glory." This blessed sentence riveted my +attention, and shed a stream of solemn joy upon my heart; and so the +greater part of that mournful night, I continued to draw comfort and +heavenly wisdom from the same inspired source. + +Next day brought the odious incident, the visit of the undertaker--the +carpentery, upholstery, and millinery of death. Why has not civilisation +abolished these repulsive and shocking formalities? What has the poor +corpse to do with frills, and pillows, and napkins, and all the equipage +in which it rides on its last journey? There is no intrusion so jarring +to the decent grief of surviving affection, no conceivable mummery more +derisive of mortality. + +In the room which we had been so long used to call "the nursery," now +desolate and mute, the unclosed coffin lay, with our darling shrouded in +it. Before we went to our rest at night we visited it. In the morning the +lid was to close over that sweet face, and I was to see the child laid by +her little brother. We looked upon the well-known and loved features, +purified in the sublime serenity of death, for a long time, whispering to +one another, among our sobs, how sweet and beautiful we thought she +looked; and at length, weeping bitterly, we tore ourselves away. + +We talked and wept for many hours, and at last, in sheer exhaustion, +dropt asleep. My little wife awaked me, and said-- + +"I think they have come--the--the undertakers." + +It was still dark, so I could not consult my watch; but they were to have +arrived early, and as it was winter, and the nights long, the hour of +their visit might well have arrived. + +"What, darling, is your reason for thinking so?" I asked. + +"I am sure I have heard them for some time in the nursery," she answered. +"Oh! dear, dear little Fanny! Don't allow them to close the coffin until +I have seen my darling once more." + +I got up, and threw some clothes hastily about me. I opened the door and +listened. A sound like a muffled knocking reached me from the nursery. + +"Yes, my darling!" I said, "I think they have come. I will go and desire +them to wait until you have seen her again." + +And, so saying, I hastened from the room. + +Our bedchamber lay at the end of a short corridor, opening from the +lobby, at the head of the stairs, and the nursery was situated nearly at +the end of a corresponding passage, which opened from the same lobby at +the opposite side As I hurried along I distinctly heard the same sounds. +The light of dawn had not yet appeared, but there was a strong moonlight +shining through the windows. I thought the morning could hardly be so far +advanced as we had at first supposed; but still, strangely as it now +seems to me, suspecting nothing amiss, I walked on in noiseless, +slippered feet, to the nursery-door. It stood half open; some one had +unquestionably visited it since we had been there. I stepped forward, and +entered. At the threshold horror arrested my advance. + +The coffin was placed upon tressles at the further extremity of the +chamber, with the foot of it nearly towards the door, and a large window +at the side of it admitted the cold lustre of the moon full upon the +apparatus of mortality, and the objects immediately about it. + +At the foot of the coffin stood the ungainly form of our lodger. He +seemed to be intently watching the face of the corpse, and was stooped a +little, while with his hands he tapped sharply, from time to time at the +sides of the coffin, like one who designs to awaken a slumberer. Perched +upon the body of the child, and nuzzling among the grave-clothes, with a +strange kind of ecstasy, was the detested brute, the cat I have so often +mentioned. + +The group thus revealed, I looked upon but for one instant; in the next I +shouted, in absolute terror-- + +"In God's name! what are you doing?" + +Our lodger shuffled away abruptly, as if disconcerted; but the +ill-favoured cat, whisking round, stood like a demon sentinel upon the +corpse, growling and hissing, with arched back and glaring eyes. + +The lodger, turning abruptly toward me, motioned me to one side. +Mechanically I obeyed his gesture, and he hurried hastily from the room. + +Sick and dizzy, I returned to my own chamber. I confess I had not nerve +to combat the infernal brute, which still held possession of the room, +and so I left it undisturbed. + +This incident I did not tell to my wife until some time afterwards; and I +mention it here because it was, and is, in my mind associated with a +painful circumstance which very soon afterwards came to light. + +That morning I witnessed the burial of my darling child. Sore and +desolate was my heart; but with infinite gratitude to the great +controller of all events, I recognised in it a change which nothing but +the spirit of all good can effect. The love and fear of God had grown +strong within me--in humbleness I bowed to his awful will--with a sincere +trust I relied upon the goodness, the wisdom, and the mercy of him who +had sent this great affliction. But a further incident connected with +this very calamity was to test this trust and patience to the uttermost. + +It was still early when I returned, having completed the last sad office. +My wife, as I afterwards learned, still lay weeping upon her bed. But +somebody awaited my return in the hall, and opened the door, anticipating +my knock. This person was our lodger. + +I was too much appalled by the sudden presentation of this abhorred +spectre even to retreat, as my instinct would have directed, through the +open door. + +"I have been expecting your return," he said, "with the design of saying +something which it might have profited you to learn, but now I apprehend +it is too late. What a pity you are so violent and impatient; you would +not have heard me, in all probability, this morning. You cannot think +how cross-grained and intemperate you have grown since you became a +saint--but that is your affair, not mine. You have buried your little +daughter this morning. It requires a good deal of that new attribute of +yours, _faith_, which judges all things by a rule of contraries, and can +never see anything but kindness in the worst afflictions which malignity +could devise, to discover benignity and mercy in the torturing calamity +which has just punished you and your wife for _nothing_! But I fancy +that it will be harder still when I tell you what I more than +suspect--ha, ha. It would be really ridiculous, if it were not +heart-rending; that your little girl has been actually buried _alive_; +do you comprehend me?--alive. For, upon my life, I fancy she was not +dead as she lay in her coffin." + +I knew the wretch was exulting in the fresh anguish he had just +inflicted. I know not how it was, but any announcement of _disaster_ from +his lips, seemed to me to be necessarily true. Half-stifled with the +dreadful emotions he had raised, palpitating between hope and terror, I +rushed frantically back again, the way I had just come, running as fast +as my speed could carry me, toward the, alas! distant burial-ground where +my darling lay. + +I stopped a cab slowly returning to town, at the corner of the lane, +sprang into it, directed the man to drive to the church of ----, and +promised him anything and everything for despatch. The man seemed amazed; +doubtful, perhaps, whether he carried a maniac or a malefactor. Still he +took his chance for the promised reward, and galloped his horse, while I, +tortured with suspense, yelled my frantic incentives to further speed. + +At last, in a space immeasurably short, but which to me was protracted +almost beyond endurance, we reached the spot. I halloed to the sexton, +who was now employed upon another grave, to follow me. I myself seized a +mattock, and in obedience to my incoherent and agonised commands, he +worked as he had never worked before. The crumbling mould flew swiftly to +the upper soil--deeper and deeper, every moment, grew the narrow +grave--at last I sobbed, "Thank God--thank God," as I saw the face of the +coffin emerge; a few seconds more and it lay upon the sward beside me, +and we both, with the edges of our spades, ripped up the lid. + +_There_ was the corpse--but not the tranquil statue I had seen it last. +Its knees were both raised, and one of its little hands drawn up and +clenched near its throat, as if in a feeble but agonised struggle to +force up the superincumbent mass. The eyes, that I had last seen closed, +were now open, and the face no longer serenely pale, but livid and +distorted. + +I had time to see all in an instant; the whole scene reeled and darkened +before me, and I swooned away. + +When I came to myself, I found that I had been removed to the +vestry-room. The open coffin was in the aisle of the church, surrounded +by a curious crowd. A medical gentleman had examined the body carefully, +and had pronounced life totally extinct. The trepidation and horror I +experienced were indescribable. I felt like the murderer of my own child. +Desperate as I was of any chance of its life, I dispatched messengers for +no less than three of the most eminent physicians then practising in +London. All concurred--the child was now as dead as any other, the oldest +tenant of the churchyard. + +Notwithstanding which, I would not permit the body to be reinterred for +several days, until the symptoms of decay became unequivocal, and the +most fantastic imagination could no longer cherish a doubt. This, +however, I mention only parenthetically, as I hasten to the conclusion of +my narrative. The circumstance which I have last described found its way +to the public, and caused no small sensation at the time. + +I drove part of the way home, and then discharged the cab, and walked the +remainder. On my way, with an emotion of ecstasy I cannot describe, I met +the good being to whom I owed so much. I ran to meet him, and felt as if +I could throw myself at his feet, and kiss the very ground before him. I +knew by his heavenly countenance he was come to speak comfort and healing +to my heart. + +With humbleness and gratitude, I drank in his sage and holy discourse. I +need not follow the gracious and delightful exposition of God's revealed +will and character with which he cheered and confirmed my faltering +spirit. A solemn joy, a peace and trust, streamed on my heart. The wreck +and desolation there, lost their bleak and ghastly character, like ruins +illuminated by the mellow beams of a solemn summer sunset. + +In this conversation, I told him what I had never revealed to any one +before--the absolute terror, in all its stupendous and maddening +amplitude, with which I regarded our ill-omened lodger, and my agonised +anxiety to rid my house of him. My companion answered me-- + +"I know the person of whom you speak--he designs no good for you or any +other. He, too, knows me, and I have intimated to him that he must now +leave you, and visit you no more. Be firm and bold, trusting in God, +through his Son, like a good soldier, and you will win the victory from a +greater and even worse than he--the _unseen_ enemy of mankind. You need +not see or speak with your evil tenant any more. Call to him from your +hall, in the name of the Most Holy, to leave you bodily, with all that +appertains to him, this evening. He knows that he must go, and will obey +you. But leave the house as soon as may be yourself; you will scarce have +peace in it. Your own remembrances will trouble you and _other minds have +established associations within its walls and chambers too_." + +These words sounded mysteriously in my ears. + +Let me say here, before I bring my reminiscences to a close, a word or +two about the house in which these detested scenes occurred, and which I +did not long continue to inhabit. What I afterwards learned of it, seemed +to supply in part a dim explanation of these words. + +In a country village there is no difficulty in accounting for the +tenacity with which the sinister character of a haunted tenement cleaves +to it. Thin neighbourhoods are favourable to scandal; and in such +localities the reputation of a house, like that of a woman, once blown +upon, never quite recovers. In huge London, however, it is quite another +matter; and, therefore, it was with some surprise that, five years after +I had vacated the house in which the occurrences I have described took +place, I learned that a respectable family who had taken it were obliged +to give it up, on account of annoyances, for which they could not +account, and all proceeding from the apartments formerly occupied by our +"lodger." Among the sounds described were footsteps restlessly +traversing the floor of that room, accompanied by the peculiar tapping +of the crutch. + +I was so anxious about this occurrence, that I contrived to have strict +inquiries made into the matter. The result, however, added little to what +I had at first learned--except, indeed, that our old friend, the cat, +bore a part in the transaction as I suspected; for the servant, who had +been placed to sleep in the room, complained that something bounded on +and off, and ran to-and-fro along the foot of the bed, in the dark. The +same servant, while in the room, in the broad daylight, had heard the +sound of walking, and even the rustling of clothes near him, as of people +passing and repassing; and, although he had never seen anything, he yet +became so terrified that he would not remain in the house, and +ultimately, in a short time, left his situation. + +These sounds, attention having been called to them, were now incessantly +observed--the measured walking up and down the room, the opening and +closing of the door, and the teazing tap of the crutch--all these sounds +were continually repeated, until at last, worn out, frightened, and +worried, its occupants resolved on abandoning the house. + +About four years since, having had occasion to visit the capital, I +resolved on a ramble by Old Brompton, just to see if the house were still +inhabited. I searched for it, however, in vain, and at length, with +difficulty, ascertained its site, upon which now stood two small, +staring, bran-new brick houses, with each a gay enclosure of flowers. +Every trace of our old mansion, and, let us hope, of our "mysterious +lodger," had entirely vanished. + +Let me, however, return to my narrative where I left it. + +Discoursing upon heavenly matters, my good and gracious friend +accompanied me even within the outer gate of my own house. I asked him to +come in and rest himself, but he would not; and before he turned to +depart, he lifted up his hand, and blessed me and my household. + +Having done this, he went away. My eyes followed him till he disappeared, +and I turned to the house. My darling wife was standing at the window of +the parlour. There was a seraphic smile on her face--pale, pure, and +beautiful as death. She was gazing with an humble, heavenly earnestness +on us. The parting blessing of the stranger shed a sweet and hallowed +influence on my heart. I went into the parlour, to my darling: childless +she was now; I had now need to be a tender companion to her. + +She raised her arms in a sort of transport, with the same smile of +gratitude and purity, and, throwing them round my neck, she said-- + +"I have seen him--it is he--the man that came with you to the door, and +blessed us as he went away--is the same I saw in my dream--the same who +took little baby in his arms, and said he would take care of him, and +give him safely to me again." + +More than a quarter of a century has glided away since then; other +children have been given us by the good God--children who have been, from +infancy to maturity, a pride and blessing to us. Sorrows and reverses, +too, have occasionally visited us; yet, on the whole, we have been +greatly blessed; prosperity has long since ended all the cares of the +_res angusta domi_, and expanded our power of doing good to our +fellow-creatures. God has given it; and God, we trust, directs its +dispensation. In our children, and--would you think it?--our +_grand_-children, too, the same beneficent God has given us objects that +elicit and return all the delightful affections, and exchange the sweet +converse that makes home and family dearer than aught else, save that +blessed home where the Christian family shall meet at last. + +The dear companion of my early love and sorrows still lives, blessed be +Heaven! The evening tints of life have fallen upon her; but the dear +remembrance of a first love, that never grew cold, makes her beauty +changeless for me. As for your humble servant, he is considerably her +senior, and looks it: time has stolen away his raven locks, and given +him a _chevelure_ of snow instead. But, as I said before, I and my wife +love, and, I believe, _admire_ one another more than ever; and I have +often seen our elder children smile archly at one another, when they +thought we did not observe them, thinking, no doubt, how like a pair of +lovers we two were. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK J. S. 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