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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/12185-0.txt b/12185-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9cf4225 --- /dev/null +++ b/12185-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6631 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12185 *** + +MY HOME IN THE FIELD OF HONOUR + +BY FRANCES WILSON HUARD + + + + +I + + +The third week in July found a very merry gathering at the Chateau de +Villiers. (Villiers is our summer home situated near Marne River, sixty +miles or an hour by train to Paris.) + +Nothing, I think, could have been farther from thoughts than the idea of +war. Our May Wilson Preston, the artist; Mrs. Chase, the editor of a +well-known woman's magazine; Hugues Delorme, the French artist; and +numerous other guests, discussed the theatre and the "Caillaux case" +from every conceivable point of view, and their conversations were only +interrupted by serious attempts to prove their national superiority at +bridge, and long delightful walks in the park. + +As I look back now over those cheerful times, I can distinctly remember +one bright sunny morning, when after a half-hour's climbing we reached +the highest spot on our property. Very warm and a trifle out of breath +we sought shelter beneath a big purple beech, and I can still hear H. +explaining to Mrs. Chase: + +"Below you on the right runs the Marne, and over there, beyond those +hills, do you see that long straight line of trees?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, that's the road that lead's from Paris to Metz!" + +At that moment I'm confident he hadn't the slightest _arriere pensee_. + +On Monday, the 27th, Mrs. Preston, having decided to take her leave, I +determined to accompany her to Paris. Several members of the house +party joined us, leaving H. and a half-dozen friends at Villiers. We +took an early morning train, and wrapped in our newspapers we were +rolling peacefully towards the capital when someone called out, "For +Heaven's sake, look at those funny soldiers!" + +Glancing through the window, I caught sight of numerous gray-haired, +bushy-bearded men stationed at even distances along the line, while here +and there little groups beneath or around a tent were preparing the +morning meal. + +What strange looking creatures they were; anything but military in their +dirty white overalls--the only things that betrayed their calling being +their caps and their guns! + +"What on earth are they?" queried an American. + +"Oh, only some territorials serving their last period of twenty-nine +days. It's not worth while giving them uniforms for so short a time!" + +"Bah!" came from the other end of the compartment. "I should think it +was hot enough in the barracks without forcing men that age to mount a +guard in the sun!" + +"It's about time for the _Grand manaeuvres_, isn't it?" + +And in like manner the conversation rose and dwindled, and we returned +to our papers, paying no more attention to the territorials stationed +along the rails. + +A theatre party having been arranged, I decided to stop over in Paris. +The play was _Georgette Lemeunier_ at the Comedie Francaise. The house +was full--the audience chiefly composed of Americans and tourists, and +throughout the entire piece even very significant allusions to current +political events failed to arouse any unwonted enthusiasm on the part of +the French contingent. Outside not even an _edition speciale de la +Presse_ betokened the slightest uneasiness. + +The next day, that is, Tuesday, the 28th, I had a business meeting with +my friends, Mr. Gautron and Mr. Pierre Mortier, editor of the _Gil +Blas_. Mr. Gautron was on the minute, but Mr. Mortier kept us waiting +over an hour and when finally we had despaired of his coming I heard +someone hurrying across the court, and the bell was rung impatiently. +Mr. Mortier rushed in, unannounced, very red, very excited, very +apologetic. + +"A thousand pardons. I'm horribly late, but you'll forgive me when you +hear the news. I've just come from the Foreign Office. All diplomatic +relations with Germany are suspended. War will be declared Saturday!" + +Mr. Gautron and I looked at each other, then at Mr. Mortier, and smiled. + +"No, I'm not joking. I'm as serious as I have ever been in my life. The +proof: on leaving the Foreign Office I went and had a neglected tooth +filled, and on my way down, stopped at my shoemaker's and ordered a pair +of good strong boots for Saturday morning. I'll be fit then to join my +regiment." + +Our faces fell. + +"But why Saturday?" + +"Because Saturday's the first of August, and the idea of keeping the +news back is to prevent a panic on the Bourse, and to let the July +payments have time to be realized." + +"You don't really believe it's serious, do you?" + +"Yes, really. I'm not fooling, and if I've any advice to give you it's +this: draw out all the money you can from your bank, and take all the +gold they'll give you. You may need it. I've telephoned to the _Gil +Blas_ for them to do as much for us. The worst of all though is, that +every man on my paper is of an age bound to military service. War means +that when I leave, staff, printers and all will have to go the same day +and the _Gil Blas_ shuts its doors. We cease to exist--that's all." + +Somewhat disconcerted by this astonishing news, we had some little +difficulty getting down to facts, but when we did business was speedily +dispatched and Mr. Mortier took his leave. Mr. Gautron carried me off +to luncheon. + +"You must come," he protested when I pleaded an engagement. "You must +come, or my wife and the boys will never believe me." + +We found Madame Gautron and her two splendid sons waiting rather +impatiently. We told our news. + +"Come, come now. You can't make us take that as an excuse!" + +We protested our sincerity, and went in to luncheon which began rather +silently. + +I questioned the boys as to their military duties. Both were +under-officers in an infantry regiment--bound to join their barracks +within twenty-four hours after the call to arms. + +We did not linger over our coffee. Each one seemed anxious to go about +his affairs. I left the Gautron boys at the comer of their street, each +carrying his army shoes under his arm. + +"To be greased--in case of accident," they laughingly explained. + +That was the last time I ever saw them. They fell "on the Field of +Honour" both the same day, and hardly a month later. + +But to return to my affairs. + +A trifle upset by what Mr. Mortier had told me, I hurried to the nearest +telephone station and asked for Villiers. When after what seemed an +interminable time I got the connection, I explained to H. what had +happened. + +"For Heaven's sake leave politics alone and take the five o'clock train +home! We need you to make a second fourth at bridge." H.'s +lightheartedness somewhat reassured me, though for prudence's sake I +went to my bank and asked to withdraw my entire account. + +"Why, Madame Huard," said the clerk in surprise, "you mean to say you +are frightened?" + +I explained what I had heard in the morning. + +"_Pensez-vous? Non!_ We would be the first to be notified. We were +ever so much closer to war two years ago--at Agadir! There is no cause +for alarm." + +He almost persuaded me, but after hesitating a moment I decided to abide +by my original intentions. + +"I can always put my money back in a week or so if all blows over and I +find I don't need it," I argued. + +"Certainly, Madame--as you will." + +And the twenty-eighth of July the _Societe Generale_ gave me all the +gold I requested. + +As the five o'clock express hurried me back home I began to understand +the gravity of the situation--for the "queer looking soldiers" were +nearer together all along the railway line, and it dawned on me that +theirs was a very serious mission--namely, that of safeguarding the +steel artery which leads from Paris to the eastern frontier. + +At Charly, our station, I was much surprised to see three French +officers in full uniform get off the train and step into the +taxi-autobus which deposits its travelers at the only hotel in the +vicinity. + +At the chateau my story failed to make an impression. The men +pooh-poohed the idea of war, and returned to the evening papers and the +_proces Caillaux_, which was the most exciting question of the moment. +In the pantry the news was greeted with hilarity, and coachman and +gardener declared that they would shoulder their spades and _faire la +guerre en sabots_. + +My friend and neighbor, Elizabeth Gauthier, was the only one who took +the matter seriously, and that because she had no less than five +brothers and a husband who would be obliged to serve in case of serious +events. I felt rather ashamed when I saw her countenance darken, for +after all, she was alone in Villiers with two tiny children; her +husband, the well-known archivist, coming down but for the week-end. +"What is the sense of alarming people so uselessly?" I thought. + +Wednesday, the 29th, the papers began to talk of "a tension in the +political relations between France and Germany" which, however, did not +quench the gaiety of a picnic luncheon in the grove by our river. + +In the afternoon the old _garde-champetre_ asked for H. in the +courtyard. + +"In case of mobilization," said he, "you have three horses and your farm +cart to present to the authorities. Your cart must have its awnings +complete. And your horses harnessed with their halters!" + +H. laughed and told him that he was giving himself a lot of useless +trouble. + +Thursday, the 30th, market day at Charly, the nearest town to Villiers. +We both drove down in the victoria, and were not surprised to see my +officers of the day before seated in the hotel dining-room, finishing +breakfast. + +"What are they down here for?" I queried of the proprietor. + +"Oh, they belong to the _Etat Major_ and are out here to verify their +maps. The Mayor has given them an office in the town hall. They go off +on their bicycles early every morning and only return for meals." + +"It's rather a treat to see a uniform out here, where hardly an officer +has appeared since last year when we had Prince George of Servia and his +staff for three days." + +The general topic on the market place was certainly _not_ war, and we +drove home somewhat reassured. + +Friday, the 31st, however, the tone of the newspapers was serious and +our little village began to grow alarmed when several soldiers on +holiday leave received individual official telegrams to rejoin their +regiments immediately. Little knots of peasants could be seen grouped +together along the village street, a thing unheard of in that busy +season when vineyards need so much attention. Towards noon the news ran +like wildfire that men belonging to the youngest classes had received +their official notices and we're leaving to join their corps. Yet there +was no commotion anywhere. + +"It will last three weeks and they'll all come home, safe and sound. +It's bothersome, though, that the Government should choose just our +busiest season to take the men out for a holiday!" declared one peasant. + +There was less hilarity in the servants' hall when I entered after +luncheon. At least I fancied so. The men had gone about their work +quicker than usual, and the women were silently washing up. + +"Does Madame know that the _fils Poupard_ is leaving by the four o'clock +train---and that Cranger and Veron are going too?" asked my faithful +Catherine. + +"No." + +"Yes, Madame--and Honorine is in the wash-house crying as though her +heart would break." + +I turned on my heel and walked toward the river. In the wash-house I +found Honorine bending over her linen, the great tears streaming down +her face, in spite of her every effort to control them. + +"Why, Honorine, what's the matter?" + +"He's gone, Madame--gone without my seeing him--without even a clean +pair of socks!" + +"Who?" + +"My son, Madame!" + +And the tears burst out afresh, though in silence. + +"Yes, Madame, I found this under the door when I came in at noon.--" She +drew a crumpled paper from her apron pocket. I smoothed it out and +read: + +"_Je viens de recevior ma feuille. Je pars de suite. Je prends les +deux francs sur la cheminee. Jean._" (I've just received my notice. Am +leaving at once. Have taken the two francs that are on the mantel. +Jean.) + +I cannot say what an impression that brief but heroic note made upon me. +In my mind it has always stood as characteristic of that wonderful +national resolution to do one's duty, and to make the least possible +fuss about it. + +At tea-time the male contingent of the house-party was decidedly +restless. + +"Let's go up to Paris and see what's going on." + +"There's no use doing that. Elizabeth Gauthier went this morning and +will be back in an hour with all the news. It's too late to go to town, +anyway!" + +"Well, if things don't look better to-morrow I've got to go. My +military book is somewhere in my desk at home and it's best to have it +_en regle_ in case of necessity," said Delorme. + +"Mine's at home, too," echoed our friend Boutiteron. + +"We'll all go to-morrow, and make a day of it," decided H. + +Just then the silhouette of the three officers on bicycles passed up the +road. + +"Let's go out and ask them what's up," suggested someone. + +"Pooh! Do you think they know anything more than we do? And if they do +know something, they wouldn't tell _you!_ Don't make a fool of +yourself, Hugues!" + +Presently Elizabeth Gauthier arrived, placid and cool as though +everything were normal. "Paris is calm; calm as Paris always is in +August." + +"But the papers? Your husband? What does he say?" + +"There are no extras--Leon doesn't seem over-alarmed, though as captain +in the reserves he would have to leave within an hour after any +declaration of hostilities. He has a special mission to perform. But +he's certain of coming down by the five o'clock train to-morrow." + +We went in to dinner but conversation lagged. Each one seemed +preoccupied and no one minded the long silences. We were so quiet that +the Angelus ringing at Charly, some four miles away, roused us with +something of a shock. + +Saturday morning, August 1st, the carryall rolled up to the station for +the early train. All made a general rush for the papers which had just +arrived and all of us were equally horrified when a glance showed the +headline-Jaures, the Great Socialist Leader, Assassinated. Decidedly +the plot thickened and naturally we all jumped to the same conclusion--a +political crime. + +"There's a stronger hand than the murderer's back of that felony," +murmured a plain man from the corner of our compartment. + +"What makes you say that?" + +"Why, can't you see, Monsieur, that our enemies are counting on the deed +to stir up the revolutionary party and breed discord in the country! +It's as plain as day!" + +That was rather opening the door to a lengthy discussion, but our +friends refused to debate, especially as we could hear excited masculine +voices rising high above the ordinary tone in the compartments on either +side of us. + +The journey drew to a close without any further remarkable incident. It +seemed to me that we passed more up trains than usual, but were not a +moment overdue. There was nothing to complain of. As we approached La +Villette and drew into the Gare de l'Est everybody noticed the +extraordinary number of locomotives that were getting up steam in the +yards. There were rows and rows of them, just as close together as it +was possible to range them, and as far as the eye could see their +glittering boilers extended down the tracks in even lines. Each one had +a freshly glued yellow label, on which was printed in big black capitals +the name of its home station. That was the most significant preparation +we had witnessed as yet. Presently we observed that the platforms of +freight and express depots had been swept clear of every obstacles and +the usually encumbered Gare de l'Est was clean and empty as the hand of +man could make it. + +In the courtyard our party separated, promising to meet for the five +o'clock express--"Unless something serious prevents." + +I accompanied H. to the _Caserne des Minimes_ where he went to see if +his military situation was registered up to date in his _livret_, and +all along the streets leading from the station we met women silently +wiping their eyes. + +What a sight the courtyard of that barracks presented! Some five or six +thousand men of all ages, classes and conditions who up until that +moment had never thought that the loss of a military book entailed the +slightest consequence, had one and all been pushed by that single +thought, "Be ready for duty." Here they were, boys of twenty and men of +forty, standing in line, braving their all-time enemy, the _gendarme_, +each silently waiting his turn to explain his situation. To the credit +of the _gendarme_ and all those in authority, it must be said that +contrary to their usual custom they acted like loving fathers with these +prodigal sons of the Republic--possible information without the sign of +a grumble, and advising those who were still streaming in at the door to +come back towards five o'clock, when the line should have advanced a +little. It was then scarcely ten A. M.! + +H. had finished in no time. + +"All I've got to do is to go home and wait until I am called for," he +explained as we walked away at a brisk gait. + +Like most country people when they come to town I had numerous errands +to do, so we set off towards the _Bazar de l'Hotel de Ville_, renowned +for its farming implements. + +At the corner of the Rue des Archives we met Monsieur Gauthier on his +way to his Museum. + +"_Grave--tre's grave--la situation, Monsieur_," was all he could say. + +"What would you advise us to do?" + +"Well, to speak plainly, I should advise you to shut up the chateau, +leave a guardian, and open your Paris apartment. You're in the east, +you know! I shall go down by the five train and bring back Elizabeth +and the children. I'd be easier in my mind if I knew they were in a big +city! I If you have to leave, Madame Huard would be better off here." + +H. was very sober as we left Mr. Gauthier. + +"Bah! Cheer up! I'm afraid our friend is an alarmist. You know he has +two young children!" + +We entered the Bazar, which is the "biggest" of the big stores in Paris. +Every day in the week, and Sundays included, it is usually so crowded +with buyers and sellers that one has to elbow one's way, and literally +serve one's self. To our amazement it was empty--literally empty. Not +a single customer--not a single clerk to be seen. The long stretches of +floor and counters were vacant as though the store were closed. I +gasped a little in surprise and just as I did so a female voice from +behind a distant desk called out: + +"What is your pleasure, Madame?" + +I turned, and a little woman in black advanced towards me. + +"Yes, I know the place looks queer, but you see all our clerks are young +men and everyone of them has been obliged to join his regiment since +closing time last evening!" + +"Leave farming alone and come over to Conard's. He's bound to have some +news," said H. impatiently. + +Conard's is a big publishing firm on the boulevard, renowned as a +meeting place for most of the well-known political men. + +Conard greeted us in silence. He knew no more than we, and we fell to +talking of the latest events and trying to come to a conclusion. Then +one of the _habitués_ stepped in. + +"_Eh bien, Monsieur_, what news?" + +The person addressed kept on perusing the titles of the books spread +along the counter, and drawing a long puff from his cigarette and +without lifting his eyes, said, "The mobilization is for four o'clock! +Official. Have you something entertaining to read on my way to the +front?" + +"_What?_" + +"Yes, gentlemen." + +"War?"' + +"It looks very much like it!" + +Though almost expected, the news gave us a thrill. We stood spellbound +and tongue-tied. + +What to do? There were so many decisions to be made at a moment's +notice! H. was for our coming to Paris, as all the men must necessarily +leave the chateau. + +"Mobilization doesn't necessarily mean war, man. Besides if it does +come it can't last long. You'd better go back to your place in the +country, Huard. A big estate like that needs looking after," said +Conard. + +"Where do you live?" questioned the gentleman who had given us the news. + +"Villiers--sixty miles _east_ of Paris." + +"Well, if you decide to go there I advise you to take the soonest train. +The eastern railway belongs to the army, and only the army, beginning at +noon to-day." + +H. looked at his watch. It was nearly eleven, and our next train left +at noon sharp. We jumped into a taxi. + +"Drive to the Gare de l'Est and on the way stop at Tarides! We must +have maps, good road maps of the entire north and east," said H., +turning to me. + +It seemed as though he had had that thought in common with the entire +Parisian population, for all down the boulevards the bookshops and +stationers were already overflowing with men, chiefly in regimentals, +and as to the shoe-shops and boot-makers--there was a line waiting +outside of each. Yet there was no excitement, no shouting, not even an +"extra." + +What a different sight our station presented to that of two hours +before! The great iron gates were shut, and guarded by a line of +_sergents de ville_. Only men joining their regiments and persons +returning to their legitimate dwellings were allowed to pass. And there +were thousands of both. Around the grillwork hovered dense groups of +women, bravely waving tearless adieux to their men folk. + +After assuring himself that there was still a noon train, H. led me to +the restaurant directly opposite the station. + +"We'll have a bite here. Heaven knows what time we shall reach home!" + +The room was filled to overflowing; the lunchers being mostly officers. +At the table on our right sat a young fellow whose military harnessings +were very new and very stiff, but in spite of the heat, a high collar +and all his trappings he managed to put away a very comfortable repast. + +On our left was a party composed of a captain, his wife and two other +_freres d'armes_. That brave little Parisian woman at once won my +admiration, for though, in spite of superhuman efforts, the tears would +trickle down her face, she never gave in one second to her emotion but +played her part as hostess, trying her best to put her guests at ease +and smilingly inquiring after their family and friends as though she +were receiving under ordinary circumstances in her own home. + +At a quarter before noon we left them and elbowed our way through the +ever-gathering crowd towards our train. + +"The twelve o'clock express--what platform?" H. inquired. + +"The ten o'clock train hasn't gone yet, Monsieur!" + +"Is there any danger of its _not_ going?" + +"Oh, no; but there's every danger of its being the last." + +And the man spoke the truth, for as our friend the politician predicted, +at noon military authority took over the station and all those who were +so unfortunate as to have been left behind were obliged to wait in Paris +three mortal weeks. On the Eastern Railway all passenger service was +immediately sacrificed to the transportation of troops. + +It seems to me that this was the longest train I have ever seen. The +coaches stretched far out beyond the station into torrid sunlight. Every +carriage was filled up to and beyond its normal capacity. There could +be no question of what class one would travel--it was travel where one +could! Yet no one seemed to mind. I managed to find a seat in it +compartment already occupied by two young St. Cyr students in full +uniform and white gloves, a very portly aged couple and half a dozen men +of the working classes. + +"We'll take turns at sitting, Monsieur," said one of them as H. pushed +further on into the corridor. + +At the end of five minutes' time the conversation had become general. +Although as yet there had been no official declaration everyone present +was convinced that the news would shortly be made public, and though the +crowd was certainly not a merry one, it was certainly not sad. Most of +the men had received their orders in the morning, and had said good-bye +to their loved ones at home. In consequence, there were no +heart-rending scenes of farewell, no tearful leave-takings from family +and friends, no useless manifestations. + +Through the doorway of our stifling compartment, which up until the last +moment was left open for air, we could see the train on the opposite +platform silently, rapidly filling with men, each carrying a new pair of +shoes either slung over the shoulders or neatly tied in a box or paper +parcel. Then without any warning, without any hilarious vociferations +on the part of its occupants, it quietly drew out of the station, to be +instantly replaced by another train of cars. + +Five times we watched the same operation recommence ere the ten o'clock +train decided to leave Paris. Then as the guard went along the platform +slamming the doors, a boyish face poked its way into the aperture of our +compartment. + +"Hello, Louis," said he, addressing one of the workmen. "Hello, Louis, +you here, too?" + +"_Eh bien, cette fois je crois quon y va! Hein?_" + +Our door closed and the trainman whistled. + +"_Bon voyage!_" shouted the boy through the window. + +"The same to you," replied the other. That was all. + +It was not a very eventful journey. It was merely hot and lengthy. We +stopped at every little way station either to let down or take on +passengers. We were side-tracked and forgotten for what seemed hours +at a time, to allow speedy express trains filled with men and bound for +the eastern frontier to pass on and be gone. + +At Changis-St. Jean I put my head out of the window and there witnessed +a most touching sight. A youngish man in a well-fitting captain's +uniform, accompanied by his wife and two pretty babies, was preparing to +take his leave. He was evidently well known and esteemed in his little +village, for the curate, the mayor, the municipal council and numerous +friends had come to see him off. The couple bore up bravely until the +whistle blew-then, clasping each other in an almost brutal embrace, they +parted, he to jump into the moving train mid the shouts of well-wishers, +and she, her shoulders shaking with emotion, to return to her empty +home. + +Four months later, almost to a day, I again put my head out of the car +window as we stopped at Changis. Imagine my surprise on seeing almost +the same group! I recognized the mayor, the curate and the others, and +a little shiver went down my back as I caught sight of the pretty +captain's wife--her eyes red and swollen beneath the long widow's veil +that covered her face. That same hopeful little assembly of August +first had once again gathered on the station platform to take possession +of and to conduct to their last resting place the mortal remains of +their heroic defunct. + +Naturally, as they did not expect us before six at the château, there +was no carriage to meet us. + +"We'll take the hotel taxi as far as Charly, and from there we'll +telephone home," said H. as we got down from the train. + +But there was neither hotel trap nor vehicle of any description at the +station. True it was that our train was nearly two hours late! The idea +of walking some four miles in the broiling sun was anything but amusing, +but there seemed to be nothing else to do. So after a quarter of an +hour uselessly spent in trying to get a carriage about our lonesome +station, we started off on foot. We had scarcely gone two hundred yards +when we caught sight of a PARISIAN taxi! H. hailed him! + +"What are you doing down _here?_" + +"I brought down a gentleman who was in a hurry. You see there are no +more trains out of Paris on this line since noon! And there are not +likely to be any for some time to come." + +"Will you take us as far as Charly?" + +"If it's on the way to Paris--yes! I'm in a hurry to get back. I've +got to join my regiment at the Gaxe du Nord before midnight, but I'd +like to ring in another job like this before that. It's worth while at +150 per trip!" + +"You've got to cross Charly--there's no other way to Paris." + +So we made our price and were whisked into our little market-town. + +The inhabitants were on their doorsteps or chatting in little groups, +and we created quite a sensation in our Parisian vehicle. H. went to +the Gendarmerie at once to see if there was any official news by wire +since we had left town. + +"You're the one who ought to bring us news, Monsieur," said the +_brigadier_. "What do they say in Paris?" + +"The mobilization will be posted at four o'clock." + +A hearty peal of laughter, that was most refreshing in the tension of +the moment, burst from all three gendarmes. + +"Well, it's five minutes of four now. And if what you say is so, I +should think we'd know something about it by this time! Don't worry. +It's not so bad as you fancy--" + +H. shook hands and we left. At the hotel we got the chateau on the wire +and asked for the victoria at once. As the horse had to be harnessed and +there is a two-mile drive down to Charley, we stopped a moment and spoke +to the proprietress of the hotel. + +"How does it happen that your motor was not at the station?" said H. + +"Oh," she replied, "our officers hired it early this morning and my +husband bad to drive them post-haste to Soissons. He hasn't got back +yet!" + +Before going farther in my narrative I shall say here, lest I forget it, +that two of the supposed officers were caught within the fortnight and +shot at Meaux as German spies--the third managed to make his escape. + +Hearing the carriage coming down the hill, we walked towards the +doorway. At that same moment we saw the white-trousered _gendarme_ +hastening towards the town hall. Catching might of H., he held up the +sealed envelope he held in his band, and shouted, "You were right, +Monsieur. It has come!" + +We jumped into the victoria, but as we crossed the square the +_garde-champetre_ caught the bridle and stopped our turnout. + +"One moment, Monsieur." + +Then the town-crier appeared, instantly causing the staggering groups to +cluster into one. He had no need to ring his bell. He merely lifted +his hand and obtained instant silence, and then slowly read out in deep, +solemn, measured tones, which I shall never forget until my dying day. + +"_Extrme urgence. Ordre de mobilisation generale. Le premier jour de +la mobilization est le dimanche deux aout!_" + +That was all! It was enough! The tension of those last two days was +broken. No matter what the news, it was a relief. And we drove away +'mid the rising hum of hundreds of tongues, loosened after the agonizing +suspense. + +The news had not yet reached Villiers when we drove through the village +street. We turned into the chateau and found Elizabeth Gauthier, her +children and almost all the servants, grouped near the entrance ball. +They looked towards us with an appealing gaze. + +As H. opened his mouth to answer, the sharp pealing of the _tocsin_, +such as it rings only in cases of great emergency, followed by the +rolling of the drum, told them better than we could that the worst bad +come. + +The servants retired in silence and still the bell rang on. Presently +we could hear the clicking of the sabots on the bard road as the +peasants hurried from the fields towards the _Mairie_. + +I can see us all now, standing there in the brilliant afternoon +sunlight--Elizabeth murmuring between her sobs, "O God, don't take my +husband!" little Jules clinging to her skirts, amazed at her distress, +and happy, lighthearted, curly-headed baby Colette, chasing butterflies +on the lawn in front of us! + + + + +II + + +_August first._ + +The _tocsin_ ceased, but the drum rolled on. + +In a moment we had recovered from the first shock, and all went out to +the highroad to hear the declaration. To H. and me it was already a +thing of the past, but we wanted to see how the peasants would take it. + +At Villiers as at Charly, it was the _garde champetre_ who was charged +with this solemn mission, and the old man made a most pathetic figure as +he stood there with his drumsticks in his hand, his spectacles pushed +back, and the perspiration rolling down his tanned and withered cheeks. + +"What have you got to say?" queried one woman, who was too impatient to +wait until all had assembled. + +"_Bien de bon--_" was the philosophic reply, and our friend proceeded to +clear his throat and make his announcement. + +It was received in dead silence. Not a murmur, not a comment rose from +the crowd, as the groups dispersed, and each one returned to his +lodgings. + +We followed suit, and I went with H. towards the servants' hall. + +"Give me the keys to the wine cellar," said he. "And, Nini," he +continued, addressing my youngest maid, aged ten, "Nini, lay a cloth and +bring out the champagne glasses. The boys shan't go without a last +joyful toast." + +There were four of them; four of them whose military books ordered them +to reach the nearest railway station, with two days' rations, as soon as +possible after the declaration of mobilization. H. had hardly time to +bring up the champagne before we could bear the men clattering down the +stairs from their rooms. Their luggage was quickly packed--a change of +underclothes and a second pair of shoes composed their trousseaux--and +Julie came hurrying forward with bread, sausages and chocolate! "Put +this into your bags," she said. Though no one had told them, all those +who remained seemed to have guessed what to do, for in like manner +George, one of the younger gardeners, had hitched the horses to the farm +cart and drove up to the kitchen entrance. + +A moment later Catherine called me aside and tearfully begged permission +to accompany husband and brother as far as Paris. The circumstances +were too serious to refuse such a request and I nodded my assent. + +"Come on, boys," shouted H. "Ring the farm-bell, Nini, and call the +others in." + +Their faces radiant with excitement, they gathered around the long +table. H. filled up the glasses and then raising his-- + +"Here's to France, and to your safe return!" said he. + +"To France, and our safe return!" they echoed. + +We all touched glasses and the frothy amber liquid disappeared as by +magic. Then followed a hearty handshaking and they all piled into the +little cart. George cracked the whip and in a moment they had turned the +comer and were gone. + +Gone--gone forever--for in the long months that followed how often did I +recall that joyful toast, and now, a year later, as I write these lines, +I know for certain that none of them will ever make that "safe return." + +Elizabeth Gauthier bore up wonderfully under the strain. She was the +first to admit that after all it would have been too trying to say +good-bye to her husband. H. and I then decided that it was best for her +to bring her children and maid and come over to the chateau where we +would share our lot in common. There was no time for lamenting--for the +sudden disappearance of cook, butler, and the three most important +farm-hands, left a very large breach which had to be filled at once. +There was nothing to do but to "double up," and the girls and women +willingly offered to do their best. + +Julie, the only person over thirty, offered to take over the kitchen. To +George and Leon fell the gardens, the stables, the horses, dogs, pigs +and cattle. Yvonne, aged seventeen, offered to milk the cows, make +butter and cheese, look after the chickens and my duck farm, while +Berthe and Nini, aged fourteen and ten, were left to take care of the +chateau! Not a very brilliant equipment to run as large an +establishment as ours, but all so willing and so full of good humour +that things were less neglected than one might imagine. + +The excitement of the day had been such that after a very hasty meal we +retired exhausted at an early hour. The night was still--so still that +though four miles from the station we could hear the roar of the trains +as they passed along the river front. + +"Hark!" said H. "How close together they are running!" + +We timed them. Scarcely a minute between each. Then, our ears becoming +accustomed, we were soon able to distinguish the passenger from the +freight trains, as well as the empty ones returning to Paris. + +"Listen! Those last two were for the troops! That one is for the +ammunition. Oh, what a heavy one! It must be for the artillery!" And +we fell asleep before the noise ceased. Indeed for three long weeks +there was no end to it, as night and day the Eastern Railway rushed its +human freight towards the Eastern frontier. + +Sunday morning, August second, found us all at our posts as the sun +rose. Elizabeth and I drove down to Charly for eight o'clock mass, and +all along the road met men and boys on their way to the station. The +church was full, but there were only women and elderly men in the +assembly; why, we knew but too well, and many wives and mothers had come +there to hide their grief. Our curate was a very old man, and the news +had given him such a shock that he was unable to say a word after +reaching the pulpit and stood there, tongue-tied, with the tears +streaming down his face for nearly five minutes--finally retiring +without uttering a sound. Not exactly the most fortunate thing that +could have happened, for his attitude encouraged others to give way to +their emotions, and there was a most impressive silence followed by much +sniffling and nose-blowing! All seemed better, though, after the shower, +and the congregation disbanded with a certain sense of relief. + +Before leaving home H. told me to seek out the grocer, and to lay in a +stock of everything she dispensed. + +"You see," said he, "we're now cut off from all resources. There are no +big cities where we can get supplies, within driving reach, and our +grocers will have nothing to sell once their stock is exhausted. We're +living in the hope that the mobilization will last three weeks. That +will you do if it lasts longer? It never hurts to have a supply on +hand!" + +"All my salt, sugar and gasoline has been put aside for the army. I was +ordered to do that this morning--but come around to the back door and +I'll see what I can do for you," said my amiable grocery-woman. + +"That's pleasant," thought I. "No gasoline--no motor--no electricity! +Privation is beginning early. But why grumble! We'll go to bed with +the chickens and won't miss it!" + +Madame Leger and I made out a long list of groceries and household +necessities, and she set to work weighing and packing, and finally began +piling the bundles into the trap drawn up close to her side door. + +Our dear old Cesar must have been surprised by the load he had to carry +home, but Elizabeth and I decided that a "bird in the hand is worth two +in the bush," and one never could tell what astonishing "order" +to-morrow might bring forth. + +How H. laughed when he saw us driving up the avenue. + +"I didn't think you'd take me so literally," said he. "Why, war isn't +even declared, and here we are preparing for a siege!" + +"Never mind," I returned, "you must remember that there are twelve +persons to feed, and we'll soon get away with all I've got here." + +The afternoon was spent in arranging our apartments. For convenience +sake, we decided to close part of the chateau and all live as near +together as possible in one wing. The children and younger servants +seemed to consider the whole as a huge joke--or rather, a prolonged +picnic party, and the house rang with peals of jolly laughter. + +Monday, the third, Elizabeth and I tackled the provisions which were +piled high on the table in the servants' hall. A visit to the storeroom +and a little calculation showed that there were sufficient groceries +already on hand to last the month out. + +"Very good," said I. "Now, the rest we'll divide into three even parts +--that makes September, October and November assured. By that time +we'll know what precautions to take!" + +"Well, I should hope so!" came the smiling reply. And we set to work. +It all recalled the days of my childhood when I used to play at +housekeeping and would measure out on the scales of my dolls' house so +much rice, so much flour, so much macaroni, etc. I could hardly believe +I was in earnest. + +We were right in the midst of our task when our gardeners appeared +bearing between them a clothes basket full of plums. + +"Madame, they can't wait a day longer. They're ready to cook now." + +It was almost a disagreeable surprise, for we were already as busy as we +could be. But there was no way of waiting, or the fruit would be +spoiled. + +"Is that all the plums?" + +"Ah, no, Madame, there are fully two baskets more. And in a day or two +the blackberries and black currants must be picked or they'll rot on the +vines." + +"Heaven preserve us!" thought I. "Will we ever come to the end of it +all!" But by four o'clock the first basket of plums was stoned, the +sugar weighed, and a huge copper basin of _confiture_ was merrily +boiling on the stove. + +"Where are you going to hide your provisions now you've got them so +beautifully tied up?" enquired H., his eyes twinkling. + +"Hide them?" + +"Yes!" + +"What for?" + +"In case of invasion." + +We all simply shook with laughter. + +"Well, if the Germans ever reach here there won't be much hope for us +all," I returned. + +"No, but joking aside; suppose we suddenly get the French troops +quartered on us, are you calmly going to produce your stock, let it be +devoured in a day or so, and remain empty-handed when they depart? You +see, it isn't the little fellows who'll suffer. A big place like this +with all its rooms and its stables is just the spot for a camp!" + +That idea had never dawned upon us, and we set to thinking where we +could securely hide our groceries in three different places. Finally it +was agreed that one part should be put back of the piles of sheets in +the linen closet; the second part hidden on the top shelf of a very high +cupboard in my dressing-room with toilet articles grouped in front of +it; while the third was carried up a tiny flight of stairs to the attic +and there pushed through a small opening into the dark space that leads +to the beams and rafters. It was all so infantile that we clapped our +hands and were as happy as kings when we had discovered such a good +cachette. + +Night was coming on as I stood pouring the last of the plum jam into the +glasses lined up along the kitchen table. Berthe had counted nearly a +hundred, and I was seriously thinking of adopting jam-making as a +profession, when with much noise and trumpeting, a closed auto whisked +up the avenue and stopped before the entrance. I hurried to the kitchen +door, untying my apron as I ran, arriving just as an officer jumped from +the motor, and before I had time to recognize him in his new uniform, +Captain Gauthier rushed forward, exclaiming: + +"I've come to fetch Elizabeth and the children!" + +The others, too, had heard the motor, and in an instant there was quite +an assembly in the courtyard. + +"I had great difficulty leaving Paris at all. My passport is only good +until midnight," the captain was explaining as his wife and H. appeared, +and almost without time for greeting. "Make haste," he continued, +turning to Madame Gauthier. "We must be off in a quarter of an hour, or +our machine will never reach town on time." + +I hurried with Elizabeth to her apartment, where we woke and dressed two +very astonished children, while the little maid literally threw the +toilet necessities and a few clothes into a huge Gladstone bag. + +"Leon evidently doesn't think us safe down here! You'd better come, +too," murmured Elizabeth as we went downstairs. + +In the meantime, H. had questioned our friend as to what had transpired +in Paris within the last twenty-four hours. + +"England will probably join us--and there is every possibility of +Italy's remaining neutral," he announced, as we made our appearance. And +then--"You must come to Paris. You're too near the front here," he +continued, as he piled wife, babies and servant into the taxi. + +And so, with hardly time for an adieu, the motor whisked away as it had +come, leaving H. and me looking beyond it into the night. + +When I returned to the pantry, I found Nini weeping copiously. Imagining +she had become frightened by the sudden departure of our friends, I was +collecting my wits to console and reassure her, when she burst forth, +"Oh, Madame--Madame--the _pates--_" + +"Well?" + +"The lovely _pates!_--all burned to cinders! Such a waste!" + +In our excitement we had forgotten to take from the oven two handsome +_Pates de lievre_ of which I was more than duly proud. And as Nini +expressed it, they were burned to cinders. How H. chuckled at our first +domestic mishap. + +"Fine cooks, you are," said he, turning to Berthe and Nini, who hung +their heads and blushed crimson. "And it's to you that I'm going to +entrust Madame when I leave!" + +Tuesday, the fourth, the drum rolled at an early hour and the +_garde-champetre_ announced the declaration of war. It was not news to +anyone, for all had considered the mobilization as the real thing. + +We were breakfasting when we heard a strange rumbling up the road. It +was such a funny noise--midway between that of a steam roller and a +threshing machine--that we both went out towards the lodge to see what +was passing by. We were not a little surprised on perceiving our +gendarmes sitting in an antiquated motor, whose puffing and wheezing +betokened its age. They stopped when they saw us, and after exchanging +greetings, laughingly poked fun at their vehicle--far less imposing than +their well-groomed horses, but the only thing that could cover between +seventy and eighty miles a day! From them we learned that the +mobilization was being carried out in perfection, and in all their tours +to outlying villages and hamlets not a single delinquent had been found +--not a single man was missing! All had willingly answered the call to +arms! + +Between the excitement and all the work that had to be done at Villiers, +time passed with phenomenal rapidity. As yet we had had no occasion to +perceive the lack of mail and daily papers, and though I had always had +a sub-conscious feeling that H. would eventually receive his marching +orders, it was rather a shock when they came. Being in a frontier +department he was called out earlier than expected. And instead of +being sent around-circuit way to reach his regiment south of Paris, he +was ordered to gain _Chateau Thierry_ at once, and there await +instructions. + +Of course I packed and unpacked his bag for the twentieth time since +Sunday, in the hope of finding a tiny space to squeeze in one more +useful article--and then descending, I jumped into the cart and waited +for him to join me. In spite of the solemnity of the moment, I couldn't +help laughing when he appeared, for disdaining the immaculate costume I +had carefully laid out, he had put on a most disreputable-looking pair +of trousers, and an old paint-stained Norfolk jacket. A faded flannel +shirt and a silk bandanna tied about his throat completed this weird +accoutrement, which was topped by a long-vizored cap and a dilapidated +canvas gunny sack, the latter but half full and slung lightly over one +shoulder. Anticipating my question, he explained that it was useless to +throw away a perfectly new suit of clothes. When he should receive his +uniform, his civilian outfit ought to be put in safe keeping for his +return. This was customary in time of peace, but who could tell?--he +might never even get a uniform, let alone hoping to see the clothes +again. + +And then, when I began examining the paltry contents of his sack, he +made light of my disappointment, saying that his father, who had served +in the campaign of 1870, had always told him that a ball of strong +string and a jackknife were sufficient baggage for any soldier. I +supposed he ought to know, and was just going to ask another question, +when-- + +"Listen," he said, as he put his foot on the step. "Listen--before I +forget. My will is at my notary's in Paris, and on your table is a +letter to your father--if anything happens to me you know what to do." + +We drove away in silence. + +I let the horses walk almost all the way home and my thoughts were busy, +very busy along the way. Here I was alone--husband and friends had +vanished as by magic. My nearest relatives over five thousand miles +away--and communication with the outside world entirely cut off, for +Heaven knew how long. Evidently there was nothing to do but to face the +situation, especially as all those in my employ save Julie were under +twenty, and looked to me for moral support. This was no time to +collapse. If I broke down anarchy would reign at once. + +But what to do? Go on living like a hermit on that great big estate? +The idea appalled me. It seemed such a useless existence--and in a few +moments' time I had decided to turn the place into a hospital. But how +and to whom should I offer it? + +I stopped at the _Gendarmerie_, where our friends were able to give me +information. + +"The nearest sanitary formation was Soissons--the Red Cross Society. The +president would probably be able to help me--" So I thanked the +_gendarme_ and left there, having decided to drive thence on the morrow. + +Soissons is but twenty miles as a bird flies, but almost double that by +the winding roadway, and I was calculating what time I should start and +where I would rest the span, as I entered the yard. + +"Anything new, George?" I said, as he took the bridle. + +"Nothing, Madame, save that we have received orders that all the horses +must be presented at Chateau Thierry for the revision to-morrow before +ten." + +"All the horses?" + +"Yes, Madame, with full harnessing, halters and the farm carts." + +That was a surprise! Suppose they are all taken, thought I, I shall be +almost a prisoner. And my trip to Soissons? + +"Don't unharness!" I called, as George drove towards the stable. "I'm +going back to Charly." + +In our little township I managed to buy a lady's bicycle. "It may come +in handy," I thought. It was the last machine that was left. From the +shop I went to the hotel. + +"Where's your husband?" I said to the proprietress. + +"Why, he's gone with the chauffeur to take our motorbuses and taxi to +the requisition committee." + +"What?" + +"Yes, Madame." + +"But I wanted him to motor me over to Soissons to-morrow!" + +"Well, if he gets back to-night and they leave him a single machine, +I'll let you know, Madame." + +In the afternoon the drum beat anew and I learned that all the bakers in +the village (there were three of them) having been called to the front, +we were likely to be without the staff of life. In the presence, +therefore, of the impending calamity, the village government had decided +to take over the bakery--it had found an old man and a very young +apprentice who would do the work, but each citizen was requested to +declare the number of persons composing his household and in order to +economize flour, so much bread would be allowed per bead and each family +must come and fetch his supply at the town hall between eleven and +twelve o'clock! + +Needless to say, it must be paid for in cash, though the Board reserved +the right to look after the village poor. In like manner, all the salt +had been reserved for the army, and we were to be rationed to +seventy-five grammes a week per person! It all sounded rather terrible, +but when put into practice it was proved that the rations were very +generous and no one had reason to complain. + +By four o'clock the next morning there was a perpetual stream of farm +carts down the road leading towards Chateau Thierry. I dressed and went +to the stables where George and Leon were already harnessing. More than +once I had a tight feeling in my throat as I patted the glossy backs of +dear old Cesar and my lovely span. + +The girls had decorated the carts with huge bunches of poppies, daisies +and corn-flowers and in addition to these tri-color bouquets, a little +branch of laurel was stuck up over each horse's bridle. There was a +generous distribution of sugar, and each horse was kissed on the tip of +his nose, and then the boys joined the procession on the highroad. + +I watched them out of sight. "Shall we ever get through saying +'good-bye'? When will these departures cease?" thought I, as I turned +from the gate. But I was given no time to muse, for a most amazing +clamor arose from a gateway a little higher up the road, and glancing in +that direction, I saw old father Poupard leading his horse and cart into +the open. He was followed by his wife and daughter-in-law, two brawny +peasant women, who were loudly lamenting the departure of their steed! + +"No, no!" literally howled mother Poupard. + +"This is the last straw! Both sons gone, and now our horse! Who's +going to bring in our crop? The Lord is unjust." + +"And brother's babies--poor motherless things--in an orphan asylum at +Epernay! How can we get to them now? Oh, no! Oh, no--" wailed Julia. + +"Poupard!" exclaimed his wife, drying her tears on the corner of her +apron and fixing her sharp blue eyes on her husband, "Poupard, no +loitering! If they pay you for your horse, remember, no foolishness. +You bustle back here with the money--we need you to help in the +vineyard." + +"This is no time for sprees," wept Julia. + +"Father Poupard," admonished his irate mate, brandishing a spade, +"Father Poupard, mind what I say!" + +And then in a more moderate tone, but which was distinctly audible some +thirty yards away, "I've put a bottle into your lunch basket. You won't +need to buy anything more." + +There was a distinct emphasis on the word _buy_, which told me that +mother Poupard, evidently accustomed to her husband's ways, had provided +plentifully for his journey but had carefully emptied his pockets before +he started. + +I went back to my preserves, but as the day wore on the lack of all +communication with the outside world began to prey on me. Towards four +o'clock I took my bicycle and started down to Charly. A quarter of a +mile from our gate, in front of the town hall, a mason had driven two +huge posts, into the ground on either side of the road, and was swinging +a heavy chain between them. + +I looked askance at the schoolmaster who stood in the doorway surveying +the work. He explained that he had received instructions to the effect +that all passers-by unknown to this village were to be stopped and asked +for their papers. The men and boys who remained were to take turns +mounting guard, and thus to help to eradicate the circulation of spies. +Two suspicious motors and a man on a bicycle had already been signaled. +Should they appear and fail to produce their papers, immediate arrest +would follow. Should they offer the slightest opposition or attempt +escape, the sentinels had orders to shoot. + +I enquired if it would be necessary for we to have a _sauf-conduit,_ +being bound for Charly, and possibly the station at Nogent, where I +hoped that the soldiers of a passing train would throw me a newspaper. + +Mr. Duguey replied that he would gladly present me with the first +passport, and seemed wonderfully taken with my idea about the papers. He +admitted that living in darkness was beginning to get on his nerves, +too, and asked me, in case my plan should prove successful, if I would +be willing to put it on the public sign board so all could see the news. +I acquiesced willingly, and after he had asked a few questions as to +names, age, characteristics and destination, he stamped the seal on my +paper, and I departed. + +At Charly the same preparations had been made, and two elderly men, +leaning on their guns, smiled as I presented my paper for their +inspection. + +At the hotel, the proprietor had just returned after having waited +nearly twenty-four hours in line to present his machines. All save one +had been bought for the army. But with his double-seated taxi he +promised to drive me to Soissons the following morning. + +I continued my road, and reached Nogent to find that I was not alone in +my idea about begging the papers. Several others from neighboring +villages, so I heard, had already succeeded in obtaining a sheet, and +had driven off hastily with their trophies. My proceeding was very +simple. It consisted of crossing the rails to the up-train platform, to +stand in line with the other women already assembled, there to wait like +birds on a fence until a train coming from Paris passed by. Then as it +whizzed through the station, we shouted in chorus, "_Les journaux! Les +jour-naux!_" + +It worked like magic. We had hardly been there two minutes when a train +was signaled. + +As it approached, we could see that engine and cars were decorated with +garlands of flowers, and trailing vines, while such inscriptions as, +"_Train de Plaisir pour Berlin,_" and numerous caricatures had been +chalked on the varnished sides of the carriages. + +Our appeals were not in vain. With joyful shouts, the boys gladly threw +us the papers which were welcomed like the rain of manna in the desert. +I managed to collect two, _L'Action Franfaise_, and _Le Bonnet Rouge_. + +Until others and fresher were procured, the Royalist and the +Revolutionary sheets hung side by side on the public sign board at +Villiers, proving that under the Third Republic, _Liberte', Egalite', +Fraternite_ are not vain words. + +The news of the violation of Luxembourg and Belgian territory created +less sensation than one might have expected. In the circumstances news +of any kind seemed a blessing. + +There was still quite a gathering in front of the town hall when the +first carts began to return from the revision. They were few and far +between, compared with the double line that had driven past in the +morning. My heart leapt with joy, as I saw George, driving Cesar, turn +into the court. + +"Too old, Madame," he said, his eyes shining. "Though still so game +that they nearly kept him. He's reserved for a second call." + +"And Florentin and Cognac?" + +The boy put his hand into his pocket and held out a slip of paper. I +took it and read, "_Bon pour 1,200 francs, prix de 2 chevaux, etc._" + +"Well, thank God, we've got one left anyhow," thought I as I entered the +hall. Just then the gate creaked and I could vaguely distinguish in the +deepening twilight the forms of mother Poupard and Julia hurrying +towards the stables. I followed. + +"George! George!" called Julia. + +"Well?" came the answer from within. + +"George--where's the old man?" queried mother Poupard in excited tones. + +"How do I know?" + +"Was our horse taken? Can you tell us that?" + +"I think so; yes." + +"Then why didn't Poupard come back with you and Leon in the cart? Did +you see him?" + +"Yes." + +"Where was he?" + +"In front of a cafe as we drove past." + +"Oh, the old villain! The wretch! Oh, _mon Dieu,_ what shall we do! +Oh, the wicked old man--if I had him here, I'd thrash him good!" + +And mother Poupard began brandishing a pitch-fork with such violence +that I commenced to fear that failing her delinquent spouse, she would +fall upon George to wreak vengeance. + +"Oh, the old devil! Oh--" + +"Look here, I'm not his nurse--now clear out, the lot of you!" + +The injunction served its purpose, for remembering they were "not at +home," the two women retired in high dudgeon, wailing and lamenting in +such audible tones that their neighbors came out to see what was the +matter, and laughed at mother Poupard's threat of what she would do if +ever she got _le vieux_ into her clutches. + +By six A. M. on the Friday I had breakfasted and was ready to leave for +Soissons. The taxi from the Hotel du Balcon made its appearance a few +moments later, and after a visit to the town hall, where we secured the +necessary passports, we set off on our journey. + +At the entrance to every little village we were obliged to halt and +exhibit our papers--after which formality the chain would be let down +and we allowed to go our way. + +Half an hour later as we crossed Chateau Thierry we could see the rows +of horses that had not yet been examined lined up along the square. The +commissaries had worked all night and their task was still far from +finished. + +Until we reached Oulchy-le-Chateau, the chains were the only outward +signs that betokened the belligerent state of the country, and even then +as those who mounted guard were not in uniform, it seemed rather as +though we were passing a series of toll-gates. However, as we ran along +the splendid roads between the great fertile plains, I observed that the +harvesting was being done chiefly by women, and that the roads +themselves were empty of any vehicle. Evidently only those who had an +important errand were allowed on the _routes nationals_, thus kept clear +for the transport of troops or ammunition. + +At Oulchy, half-way to Soissons, we halted at a railway crossing to let +a long, lazy train drag out of the station. When at length the bars +were drawn up, much excitement reigned on the little platform which we +had been unable to see from the other side of the rails. Young girls +with pails and dippers in their hands stood chattering with women in +wrappers, whose disheveled appearance told plainly that they had been +hastily awakened and had hurried thence without thinking of their +_toilette_. + +"What is it?" I asked of the _garde-barriere_. + +"Wounded!" + +"Wounded?" + +"Yes--the first. Not badly wounded and they are able to travel, but +unable to hold a gun. And they were all so thirsty!" + +Poor fellows, thought I, already out of the ranks and the first week is +not yet passed. + +More persuaded than ever of the utility of my mission, I did not stop +longer but pushed on towards Soissons. Half a mile further up the road, +an elderly man carrying a package, hailed the motor. We slowed down, +and hat in hand he approached. + +"I beg pardon for the liberty I'm taking,"' he said, "but might I ask +where you're bound?" + +"Soissons." + +"You would be rendering a great service to the municipality if you would +allow me to ride with you in the empty seat. You see, the youngsters +who are left to reap the crops have broken the only machine in the +community, and we can't go on harvesting until it is repaired or +replaced. There are no mechanics left, and moreover, no horses that +could take us to Soissons to find one, so I've offered to go on +foot--but that means at least two full days lost before we can continue +our work." + +"Get in at once," I said, and we rolled off. + +It was not long before I had drawn his history from this village +alderman, an Alsatian by birth, and his tales of the war of 1870 helped +to wile away the time we were obliged to spend idling along the roadside +while our chauffeur repaired our first puncture. The emergency wheel +clapped on, we were soon en route again. My companion duly uncovered as +we passed the monument to the soldiers of the Franco-Prussian War, +almost hidden in a lovely chestnut grove, in the heart of the forest of +Hartennes. + +On the outskirts of Soissons we came upon a squadron of the Ninth +Territorial Regiment, resting after the morning exercises. These +soldiers much resembled the "bushy-bearded" creatures whom I had seen +guarding the Eastern Railway, save that they were even more picturesque, +for most of them wore straw sombreros. As we passed the captain on his +horse, my companion lifted his hat and the officer replied with a +salute. + +"A friend of yours?" I ventured. + +"No. Never saw him before." + +"But you bowed, I thought." + +"Certainly. He's an officer on duty in time of war, and all civilians +owe him that courtesy." + +I liked that and fancied it were old-time urbanity, though often since I +have seen it proved that the custom is not obsolete. + +A little further on we came to a very jolly squadron, the cooks, who +were peeling fresh vegetables and pouring them into immense +wash-boilers, which, when filled, two privates seized by the handles and +carried towards a big barracks some hundred yards distant. + +Presently we hit a cobbled road which must have been a joy to all heavy +machines, but which nearly jolted us out of our light vehicle. Patience +and good humor were very rapidly disappearing when we rounded a curve, +struck the good macadam, and I saw the twin spires of St. Jean rising +majestically against the clear blue summer sky. + +At our right I noticed the entrance gate to a chateau over which hung a +big Red Cross, such as I coveted for my home, and then in a moment we +were already in a _faubourg_ of Soissons. It was not unlike the +entrance to any other provincial city in ordinary times, save that there +were many red-trousered men mixed in with the other population. There +were no chains across the road, but four soldiers in uniform mounted +guard. We showed _patte blanche_ and proceeded to ask for the Red Cross +headquarters. + +"Madame Macherez is the president. You must go to her. Cross the city +and go out east towards St. Paul. Her chateau is there." + +Naturally we headed straight for our destination, but were stopped every +other minute by police who side-tracked us into back streets. The big +thoroughfares must be kept clear for the army! + +I set down my old friend near the town hall, and told him that I should +be returning about noon. If he were ready, I would be glad to give him +a lift. Would he meet us in front of the _Hotel du Soleil d'Or?_ + +He was delighted, and promised to be on time. + +We crossed the Aisne; I must say rather heedlessly, little dreaming that +in so short a time it would be the object of such desperate and bloody +disputes--nor so historically famous. + +The Chateau de St. Paul sits, or rather, sat back from the road, +surrounded by its lovely garden and a high wall. I left my motor and +entered the grounds, preceded by a servant who had opened the gate. In +a small drawing room I presented myself to a very charming young person +already installed behind a desk, though it was scarcely half-past eight, +and explained the object of my visit. + +"Madame Macherez will be delighted. I'm her secretary, and I can assure +you she will do all she can to further your plans. Would you mind +waiting just a few moments? She'll be down presently. You see," she +continued, "we have been up all night. We suddenly had part of a +regiment quartered on us, and the officers who slept here were coming +and going most of the time. I beg you will excuse the dust, but they +haven't been gone long enough for us to make things tidy. There were +twenty here, and two hundred men in the outbuildings which makes quite a +_remue menage._" + +Just then the president of the _Association des Dames Franpaises_ came +in. + +Madame Macherez, a fine looking, elderly woman with iron-gray hair and +clear blue eyes, is the widow of former Senator Macherez. Her keen +understanding and wonderful business ability have won her the respect +and esteem of two entire nations; both friend and enemy are united in +their praises of this wonderful person. + +I was not long in explaining my intentions--I could supply sixty beds, +with room for the double; would take all the management of a hospital, +gladly help with the nursing, but must have a doctor and other +professional aid. + +Madame Macherez accepted my proposition, knew just the person I needed, +and taking off her badge pinned it on to the lapel of my coat and made +me a member of her society. + +"Now, then, let's get through with the formalities at once. Here is +your _carte d'identite_. You must paste your photo on to it. With that +and an armlet stamped from the War Department you will have free access +to all the roads and you won't have to be bothered with other papers. +Let us go at once to the city hall, where they will stamp their seal on +your card, which makes it valid for your identity. From there we must +hunt out the colonel in command and get his seal. That makes it valid +with military authorities." + +The president's motor was waiting outside the door. + +"How long shall we be?" + +"Ah, an hour at least." + +I turned to my chauffeur who was tampering with his punctured tire. + +"Go and see if you can't find a new inner tube, and meet me at the +_Hotel du Soled d'Or_ where I will lunch, at eleven." + +"But I just put in a new inner tube." + +"Have you got an extra one?" + +"No, but I've my emergency wheel--" + +"Never mind. Another inner tube may come in handy." + +"Very well, Madame." + +Madame Maeberez was waiting, so I jumped in next her and we drove to the +town ball. Though the war was scarcely a week old her office was +already installed in the Hotel de Ville, and several hospitals were well +on the way towards complete organization. In a big room white-capped +women (the first I had seen of the kind) were counting bandages, linen +and underclothing, laying out huge piles for such and such a hospital. + +While Madame M. was answering numerous questions which besieged her on +her entrance, her secretary took note of what was lacking in my +ambulance, promised to forward it at once by motor, and gave me an +agreement to sign. + +In the meantime, someone had carried my card to the mayor who affixed +his seal, and my armlet appeared as though by magic. + +Now, then, for the colonel! And we hastened away again at a moment's +notice. + +As we drove through the quaint little city, my eye was attracted more +than once by a splendid bit of Louis XIV architecture. The college, the +convent, the churches and even some private residences were wonderful +examples of that exquisitely decorative period. As it was my first +visit to Soissons I regretted not having brought my kodak, but when I +spoke of this to Madame Macherez she expressed her delight at my +admiration of her native city, but was extremely glad that I had not +ventured out alone with a camera. Unknown persons with photographic +paraphernalia were suspicious these times. It was best to leave such +things at home. + +Just then we were winding up a narrow street and the chauffeur was +tooting in vain, trying to persuade a half-dozen soldiers carrying bales +of bay on their backs, to make room for us to get by. With much evident +reluctance the first man drew a bit to the right, the second vociferated +something in a picturesque patois, and just as we passed the third, I +leaned forward and grabbed the driver by the collar. + +"Stop, stop a minute!" I gasped. + +He must have thought I was mad, and Madame M. probably imagined I had +suddenly lost my wits, when she saw me plunge out of the motor, race +towards one of the bales, tear it from the carrier's back with a +violence that nearly upset the man, and then, throwing my arms about his +neck, embrace him. + +"You? Already?" gasped H., and then as we realized that we were making +a public spectacle of ourselves, the color rose to our cheeks. + +A hasty explanation followed, in which I told my plans. + +"And you, what on earth are you doing here?" I questioned. + +"Well--just what you see. All of us from Villiers have been sent to +bring horses to the front, and a fine job it is. I wish you could see +the nags! None of them rideable!" + +"But after they're delivered--what?" + +"I wish I knew myself." + +"And when can we meet?" + +"I'm afraid that's impossible. We're off again to-night for God knows +where!" + +And H. seeing that he was already far behind his companions, threw me a +hasty adieu and was gone! + +The colonel was absent, but would return _tout de suite,_ and Madame +Macberez and I lost nearly an hour waiting. When he appeared, however, +he was most gracious, excused himself very politely and immediately +stamped my card. Then having all the necessary papers, I begged Madame +to drop me at the hotel, and to return to her bureau, where I knew there +was work enough for a half-dozen such as she. She did as I requested, +and we parted--she promising to visit Villiers as soon as she could +dispose of an afternoon. + +I was the only woman in the hotel dining room for luncheon. The food +was good, but the service impossible, as there were some forty men, +mostly officers, very hungry, and only one decrepit waiter to do the +work. Good humor prevailed, each diner making allowances, and here for +the first time I heard that expression, destined to become so popular as +an excuse for almost anything: _Cest la guerre!_ + +My chauffeur kept me waiting, but my friend the alderman was on time. +Finally the motor made its appearance. Something had happened on +leaving St. Paul in the morning and the poor _hotelier_ had searched the +entire city for a mechanic, but to no avail. All were _au service de +l'armee_. Finally he had had to patch up things as best he could. As +to an extra inner tube--such a thing didn't exist. We would have to take +our chances with the wheel he had. + +We started, but hadn't gone two hundred yards when a back tire blew off! + +Well, thank goodness, we hadn't left town. So I returned to the hotel, +and while Huberson and the alderman were fixing up damages and adjusting +the emergency wheel, I had time to read all the back numbers of +_Illustration,_ which the _Soled d'Or_ possessed, and commence a +conversation with the proprietress, who sat in the court shelling peas +for dinner. She was certain that the war would be over in three months +at the utmost! + +At length I went out to see if I couldn't be of some assistance in the +motor business, but Huberson said it would be ready in a few moments. As +far as I could make out, my alderman friend was mostly a decorative +personality, for he stood there with his hat on the back of his head, +gesticulating vehemently, but never deigning to help my chauffeur in the +slightest manner. When I asked him if he knew Soissons well and +inquired if he could direct me to certain grocers where I could perhaps +obtain a few provisions, he insisted on showing me the shops, with an +alacrity which proved his incompetence at motor repairing. + +During that short promenade on foot, we encountered the whole Ninth +Territorial Regiment--not under arms but _au repos_. The men were +seated in front of the barracks reading the papers or idly smoking their +pipes, and all yearning for "something to do." Their wish, I fear, has +been more than satisfied. + +Start number two proved successful and we sped along very comfortably +until we hit that long cobbled road. The day was exceedingly warm, the +stones sun-baked, and after the first mile or so I saw Huberson looking +nervously at his fore wheel. His anxiety was well founded, for half a +minute later, whizz!--I could feel the rubber splitting! + +We stopped and all climbed out. + +"It's all up!" he exclaimed. "Not one--but two tires are burst, and the +shoe of the emergency wheel is flapping like an old dirty rag!" + +"Now, in my time--" began the alderman. + +"Never mind about your time, old man. If you want to get back to Oulchy +and that mowing machine before Christmas, you've got to pitch in and +help," cut in Huberson, whose nerves could no longer stand the strain. +Our friend took the hint and began stripping off his coat. We were +eight miles from Soissons, on the upgrade of a cobbled road, full in the +sun. It was three P. M. on a stifling August day! + +The men must have spent an hour trying to make impossible repairs--they +knew it was no use walking back to Soissons where aid had already been +refused, and it was evident from the condition of the tubes that there +was no hope of mending them. + +What to do? + +"I'll tell you," said I (and I must admit that I spoke for the sake of +saying something), "I'll tell you! Suppose you take out the inner tubes +and stuff the shoes with grass!" + +The men looked at me as if I had suddenly gone out of my mind. Their +contempt was so apparent that it wilted me. + +"Yes--I'm serious." + +And then arose a series of protestations which common sense bade me +heed, but which didn't advance our cause in the slightest. When we had +lost a full half-hour more arguing the question, I once again +proclaimed my original idea. + +The driver glanced at me in despair and shrugged his shoulders. "The +least we can do is try." + +So saying, we fell to work tearing up grass and weeds. And that is how +I came to ride over thirty miles on three grass-stuffed tires, which, +thanks to the heat, towards the end of the journey began sending forth +little jets of green liquid much to the astonishment of all those who +saw us pass. + + + + + +III + + +The next few days following my eventful trip to Soissons were spent +superintending the installation of my hospital. For convenience's sake +I decided to utilize the entire ground floor, first because there were +fewer and more spacious apartments, each one being large enough to hold +ten or twelve beds, thus forming a ward; second, because it would be +better to avoid carrying the wounded up a flight of stairs. The rooms +above could be used in case of emergency. All this of course +necessitated the moving of most of my furniture and _objets d'art_, as +well as the emptying of H.'s much encumbered studio--I having determined +to keep but a small apartment in the east wing for private use. It was +really a tremendous undertaking, far worse than any "spring cleaning" I +had ever experienced, especially as I was but poorly seconded by my +much-depleted domestic staff, already more than busy trying to keep the +farm going. + +From the boys--George and Leon--I learned that old father Poupard had +not yet put in his appearance since his departure three days before with +his nag, and that mother Poupard had abandoned her belligerent attitude +and had resorted to tears. She could be seen three times a day, on her +return from the fields, standing by the bridge corner, wailing her +distress to any passerby who had time enough to stop and listen. Poupard +now possessed all the qualities of mankind and it was probably through +his noble soft-heartedness that some ill had befallen him. What a +misfortune, especially as the vines needed so much attention. + +Sunday, the ninth, I was preparing to go to early service at Charly (our +own curate had been called to join his regiment) when on crossing the +bridge, a bicycle whisked by the victoria. + +"He's coming--he's coming!" called the rider, as he passed us. + +"Who?" I said, rising, as George drew up. + +"Father Poupard!" called the boy. "I'm going to tell his wife!" + +It was evident that the news had spread like wildfire, for looking up +the street, I could see the villagers hurrying from their cottages. +Already the hum of voices reached my ears, and anxious not to miss what +promised to be a most dramatic meeting, I told George to drive to one +side of the road and stop, and there we would await developments. + +In less than a minute mother Poupard appeared. She was as good as her +word, for now that she knew her lord and master was no longer in danger, +she had cast sentiment to the winds and was actually brandishing that +"big stick!" + +"Ah, the good-for-nothing old drunkard!" she vociferated as she ran. +"Just let me lay hands on him!" + +Around the bend of the road came the excited peasants. They pressed so +closely about someone that until they were almost upon us I could not +distinguish who it might be. Then as mother Poupard pushed her way +through the crowd, it parted and displayed her husband; drunk, but with +pride; delirious, but with glory--proudly bearing his youngest grandson +in his arms, leading the other by the hand. + +"Oh, Joseph--" gasped his astonished wife, every bit of anger gone from +her voice. + +And then followed a very touching family scene in which the delinquent +was forgiven, and during which time one of the bystanders explained that +father Poupard had walked from Chateau-Thierry to Epernay, to fetch his +orphan grandchildren, and had returned on foot, carrying first one and +then the other accomplishing the hundred miles in not quite four days! A +heroic undertaking for a man over seventy! + +The sun rose and set several times ere my interior arrangements were +completed and nothing extraordinary happened to break the monotony of my +new routine. On Tuesday, the eleventh, the strange buzzing of a motor +told us that an aeroplane was not far distant. Our chateau lies in the +valley between two hills, so to obtain a clear view of the horizon, I +hurried to the roof with a pair of field glasses. + +Presently a tiny black speck appeared and as it grew within the scope of +my glass, it was easy to recognize the shape of a _Taube_. That was my +introduction to the enemy. + +Without waiting a second I rushed to the telephone and asked central at +Charly (the telephones now belonged to the army) to pass on the message +that a German aeroplane had been sighted from the Chateau de Villiers, +and was flying due west, head on for Paris. The noise had grown louder +and louder, and when I returned to my post of observation, I found most +of the servants assembled, all craning their necks. On came the +_Taube_, and there we stood, gaping, never realizing an instant that we +were running the slightest risk. The machine passed directly over our +heads, not low enough, however, for us to distinguish its contents with +the naked eye. + +"There's another!" shouted someone. And turning our backs on the enemy, +we gave our entire attention to a second speck that had suddenly risen +on the horizon. + +It was four o'clock in the afternoon and the armored head of the +ever-on-coming aeroplane glittered splendidly in the golden rays of the +afternoon sun. + +"_Cest un francais!_" cried George. + +"_Non!_" + +Allowing that an aeroplane flies at the rate of a mile a minute, one can +easily imagine that we had not long to wait before number two sped over +us. Through my glass I was able to recognize the tri-color cockade +painted underneath the plane, and when I announced this there went up a +wild shriek of joy. + +At that moment a loud report in the west announced that the Germans had +begun their deadly work on undefended territory. + +"That's a bomb for the railway crossing at Nanteuil, I'll bet!" said +Leon, and while I was realizing that that projectile might just as well +have been for us, the others were gesticulating and bowling +encouragement to their compatriot some few hundred yards above them, as +though he could bear every word they said: + +"Go it, old man!" + +"Bring down that cursed blackbird!" "_Vive la France!_" and other +similar ejaculations were drowned by the noise of the motor. + +The chase was on! It was more exciting than any horserace I ever +witnessed. The Frenchman was rapidly gaining on the other, but would +they come into combat before they vanished from our horizon? That was +the question that filled us with anguish. + +On, on they sped, growing smaller and smaller every second. Presently +it became impossible to distinguish them apart, but we knew that they +had come within range of each other, for the two specks rose and fell by +turns now soaring high, now dipping precipitately, seeming almost to +touch at times. Then, just as they were about to disappear, one of them +suddenly collapsed and fell. Which one, we never knew. + +Towards dusk the _garde-champtre_ appeared and left orders that George +and Leon must take their turns at mounting guard. Four hours right out +of the sleep of a peasant boy especially when he is overworked, is +likely to leave him useless the next day. It provoked me a little, but +then it was duty and they must obey. The boys came on at eleven and +having decided it would be better to get in an hour or so of rest +beforehand, they retired to the hay loft. I promised to look in on them +in case they should fail to waken, and at the appointed time I put on my +sweater and went down to find, as I had expected, both youths slumbering +peacefully, blissfully unconscious of the time. Poor little chaps, it +seemed a pity to wake them, but what was to be done? Presently an idea +of replacing them myself dawned upon me: a second later it so enchanted +me that I wouldn't have had them wake for anything. The whole thing was +beginning to be terribly romantic. + +Slipping quietly away, I went to my room and got my revolver, and then +going to the south front of the chateau, I softly whistled for my dogs. +Three big greyhounds, a shepherd dog and a setter responded immediately, +and just as I was about to shut the little yellow door, old Betsy, my +favorite Boston bull, came panting around the corner of the house. With +these five as bodyguard I sauntered up the road in the brilliant +moonlight, arriving in front of the town hall just as the clock was +striking eleven. I must say that my appearance and announcement rather +shocked two elderly men who had been on the watch since seven o'clock. + +Monsieur Demarcq protested that such a thing as a woman mounting guard +had never been beard of, but I swiftly argued him out of that idea. What +was required of me? That I stop every passer-by and every vehicle? +Didn't he think me capable of doing so? And I pointed to my dogs and my +revolver. The weight of the argument was so evidently on my side that +they had nothing to do but to submit, and laughingly Mr. Foeter put me +in possession of a heavy old gun, three packages of cartridges, and the +lantern. Then once again they asked if I couldn't be dissuaded, to +which I jokingly replied that I would set my dogs after them and drive +them home if they didn't make haste to go there at once. That admonition +proved more efficacious than I had dared hope, and assured me that my +faithful beasts rejoiced in a ferocious reputation. + +All sorts of fantastic ideas flitted through my brain as I took +possession of my post. I began, however, by setting the lantern in the +middle of the road, exactly in the center of the chain, as a warning to +any on-comer. Then by the moonlight, I proceeded to examine my gun. It +was a very primitive arm, and after carefully weighing it in my hands, I +decided to abandon all thought of stalking up and down the road with +such an implement on my shoulder. That kind of glory was not worth the +morrow's ache, so I deposited the antiquated weapon in the hallway of +the school house and resolved to rely on my Browning. + +Afterwards I came out and seating myself on the bench with my back +against the wall, waited for something to happen. My dogs seemed to +have comprehended the gravity of my mission, and crouched close to my +feet, cocking their ears at the slightest sound. + +Little by little the great harvest moon climbed high behind our old +Roman church, perched on the embankment opposite, bathing everything in +molten silver, and causing the tall pine-trees in the little cemetery +adjacent to cast long black shadows on the road. Down towards the +Marne, the frogs were croaking merrily somewhere in the distance a night +locust buzzed, and alarmed by the striking of midnight the owls who +nested in the belfry, fluttered out into the night and settling on the +church top, began their plaintive hooting. Still no one passed. + +Such calm reigned that it was almost impossible to believe that over +there, beyond those distant hills, battle and slaughter were probably +raging. + +Presently a shiver warned me that I had been seated long enough; so, +marking a hundred steps, I began to pace slowly up and down, watching +the ever-changing firmament. The first gray streaks of dawn were +beginning to lighten the east when a growl from Tiger made me face about +very abruptly. I must admit that my heart began beating abnormally, and +the hand in my pocket gripped my revolver as though it were a live +animal and likely to escape. + +A second later all the dogs repeated the growl, and then I could hear +the clicking of a pair of sabots on the road. The noise approached, and +my guardians looked towards me, every muscle in their bodies straining, +waiting for the single word, "_Apporte!_" + +"_Couchez!_" I hissed, and awaited developments. + +The footsteps drew nearer and nearer, and in a moment the stooping +figure of an old peasant came over the brow of the hill. The gait was +too familiar to be mistaken. But what on earth was father Poupard doing +on the highroad at that hour? + +When he was within speaking distance I came out from the shadow of the +wall and put the question. If he had suddenly been confronted with a +spook I do not think the old man could have been more astonished. He +stopped dead still, as though not knowing whether to turn about and run, +or to advance and take the consequences. Realizing his embarrassment, I +hastily proffered a few words of greeting, and then he chose the latter +prerogative. + +"-Vous?_" he said, when at length he found his tongue. "_Vous?_" + +"Yes--why not?" + +"Who's with you?" + +"Nobody. Why?" + +He seemed more embarrassed than ever. Evidently he hadn't yet "caught +on." + +"What can I do for you?" I continued. + +He still hesitated, looking first at me and then at a bottle he carried +in his hand. Finally he resolved to make a clean breast of it. + +"Why," he said, "I didn't expect to find a woman here, least of all _une +chatelaine_. It rather startled me! You see, I've got into the habit +of coming round towards dawn. The boys begin to get chilly about that +time, and are glad enough to have a go at my fruit brandy. They say I'm +too old to mount guard, so I must serve my country as best I can. Will +you have some--my own brew?" + +I declined, but he was not offended; yet he seemed reluctant to go. + +"Sit down," I said. "It won't belong before some of the men will be +passing by on their way to the fields, and then you won't have made your +journey for nothing." + +Pere Potipard gladly accepted, and after a generous swig at his brandy, +began telling me about what happened at Villiers during the German +invasion in 1870. As he talked on, night gradually disappeared, and when +the clock in the belfry tolled three A. M. my successors came to relieve +me. I blew out the lantern and walked home in broad daylight. + +The boys looked very sheepish when they learned what had happened, but +as I did not boast of my exploit, merely taking it as a matter of +course, they had no way of approaching the subject, and like many other +things of the kind, it was soon forgotten in the pursuing of our +onerous daily tasks, and the moral anxiety we were experiencing. + +There seemed to be no end to the fruit season that summer. The lengthy +table in the servants' hall was literally covered with glasses +containing jam and jelly of every description, awaiting their paper +lids. Nini said there were over five hundred--to me it seemed +thousands, and I was heartily glad of a lull before the hospital should +open. And I remember distinctly that the last thing I prepared was some +thirty quarts of black currant brandy; that is to say, I had poured the +raw alcohol on to the fruit and set the jars aside to await completion +six months later! Shortly afterwards I received word by a roundabout +route from Soissons that I might expect my trained nurses and supplies +at any moment. In the meantime I was without word from H. since that +eventful meeting a week before. + +Saturday, the fifteenth of August, was as little like a religious fete +day as one can imagine. At an early hour the winnowing machine rumbled +up the road to the square beside the chateau. Under the circumstances +each one must take his turn at getting in his wheat and oats, and there +was no choice of day or hour. Besides, the village had already been +called on to furnish grain and fodder for the army, and the harvest must +be measured and declared at once. This only half concerned me, for my +hay was already in the lofts before the war began, and two elderly men +who had applied for work as bunchers, had been engaged for the last week +in August. + +After service at Charly, I walked across to the post office. The post +mistress and telegraph operator, a delightful provincial maiden lady, +always welcomes me most cordially, and at present I fancied she might +have some news that had not yet reached Villiers. (Mind you, since the +second of August we had had but two newspapers, and those obtained with +what difficulty!) The _bureau_ now belonged to the army, and for a +fortnight Mademoiselle Maupoix and her two young girl assistants had +hardly had time to sleep, so busy were they transmitting ciphered +dispatches, passing on orders, etc. It was to this physical exhaustion +that I attributed the swollen countenance of my little friend when she +opened the door to her private sitting-room. It was evident she had +something to tell, but her exquisite breeding forbade that she go +headlong into her subject, before having graciously inquired for my +health, my husband and news of us both since last we met. + +"And the war, Mademoiselle, do you know anything about what has +happened?" + +Two great tears swelled to Mademoiselle's eyes, which, however, bore a +triumphant expression. + +"Madame--the French flag is flying over Mulhouse--but it cost fifteen +thousand lives! That is official news. I cannot give you further +details nor say how I obtained what I have told you." + +Then the armies had met and war was now a bloody reality! + +I shuddered. Here was news of a victory and all we could do was weep! +Once again the sons of France had generously shed their blood to +reconquer their righteous belongings! + +I left Mademoiselle and rode home in silence. Should I tell the +villagers? Why not? But how? + +The question answered itself, for as we approached the town hall I saw +the school master and a number of elderly men seated on the bench beside +the chain. When we pulled up to give Cesar breathing spell, they all +came clustering around the carriage. Did I know anything? Had I heard +anything? + +"Gentlemen," I said, with a decided huskiness in my throat, "the French +flag flies over, Mulhouse, but fifteen thousand men are _hors de +combat!_" + +Joy, followed almost instantaneously by an expression of sorrow, +literally transfigured all their faces. Tears sprang to the eyes of +several, falling silently down their furrowed cheeks, and without +uttering a word, as one man they all uncovered! The respect for the +glorious dead immediately abolished any desire for boisterous triumph. + +There was no necessity to add any comment, so I continued my route to +the chateau. + +One night towards the end of the following week, I was awakened by the +banging of doors and the shattering of window panes. A violent storm +had suddenly blown up and the wind was working havoc with unfastened +blinds and shutters. There was no use thinking of holding a candle or a +lamp. Besides, the lightning flashed so brightly that I was able to +grope my way through the long line of empty rooms, tighten the +fastenings, and shut the windows. I had reached the second story +without mishap and without hearing the slightest footstep within doors. +All my little servants were so exhausted that even the thunder had not +roused them. Presently, however, the sound of the gate bell broke on my +ears. + +"Pooh," thought I. "Some tree or branch has fallen on the wire. Catch +me getting wet going out to see what it is." + +The ringing continued, but more violently. And at regular intervals. I +went down to the middle window and stuck my head out. At the same +moment, my dogs made one wild rush towards the gate and a woman's voice +called, "_Madame Huard, ouvrez, s'il vous plait!_" + +By the light of another flash, I could distinguish a dripping figure in +white. "Bah! someone is ill or dying and wants me to telephone for a +doctor!" + +So I pulled the bell communicating with the servants' quarters, threw on +a few warmer clothes, and went below. At the foot of the stairs I came +upon George and Leon much disheveled, but wide awake. + +"There is someone in distress at the gate," I hurriedly explained. "Call +off the dogs and go and see who it is. I'll light up in the refectory +and wait for you there." + +They obeyed, and in the course of three or four minutes returned, +bringing with them a much-bedraggled but smiling woman on whose coat was +pinned the Red Cross medal. + +"I'm the trained nurse. Madame Macherez sent me here to help with your +hospital." + +"Oh! I'm sure you're welcome, Madame--" + +"Guix is my name. I received my orders to join you here three days ago, +and communications are so bad that I've come most of the way on foot. I +humbly apologize for arriving at such an hour and in such a state." + +I hurried Madame Guix off to her apartment, told the boys to wake Julie +and have her send us a cup of tea and some refreshments in my little +drawing-room. Though it was the middle of August, the rain and dampness +were so penetrating that I did not hesitate to touch a match to a +brushwood fire that is always prepared in my grate. In a short time my +guest reappeared and as she refreshed herself, I busily plied her with +questions concerning the events of the last two weeks. + +Madame Guix, a woman but little over thirty, came from Choisy-le-Roi +(the city of famous Rouget de l'Isle). _Merciere_ by trade, on the +death of husband and baby she had adopted the career of _infirmiere_, +and at the outbreak of the war found herself in possession of her +diploma and ready to serve. She had enlisted at the big military +hospital her native town had installed in the school house, and for +three long weeks had sat and waited for something to do. + +"Are there no wounded there?" + +"Not when I left." + +"Have you ever yet had occasion to nurse a soldier?" + +"Yes, of course. Four days after the declaration when the Forty-ninth +Territorials came through Choisy on their forced march to the front, we +were suddenly filled up with cases of congestion. You see, that +regiment is Composed of men mostly over forty, and what with the heat, +their guns and their sacs, and unaccustomed to such a life, many of them +couldn't stand the strain. My first patient was a sad little man named +Bouteron. + +"Bouteron? What Bouteron?" + +"Marcel Bouteron." + +"No!" + +"Why?" + +"Is he dead?" + +"No." + +I breathed again. Thank God! Bouteron, Bouteron, our Jolly little +Bouteron, gaiety itself, who three weeks ago was the very life and soul +of our last house party! Was it possible? Already "down and out!" And +to think that this strange woman should bring me the news. I drew my +chair nearer to Madame Guix and for two long hours we talked, as only +women can. + +From Choisy she had sought to exercise her _métier_ to better advantage +by approaching the front, so had addressed herself to Madame Macherez in +Soissons. From there she had been sent to me. Did she think there was +any possibility of nursing wounded in our hospital? We were so far +south. + +She was confident that we would not be empty long. Bloody battles were +being waged from Alsace throughout the entire north. Belgian territory +had been violated and Liege was putting up a heroic defense. + +But our doctor and the pharmaceutical products? From where and when +would they arrive? Food and bedding would go a long way, but were +hardly sufficient to start a hospital! + +We were to count on Madame Macherez for both. She had promised to do +her utmost to reach us with our supplies, but the rules of circulation +on the roads were so severe that even Red Cross supply cars had to stand +in line and await permits. In the meantime we must organize as best we +could. + +The following morning a few moments' intercourse proved to me that +Madame Guix's competence extended far beyond the bounds of her _métier_. +She was a splendid worker, and no task was too difficult, so long as it +furthered our purpose--namely, that of being ready in case of +emergency. + +By noon we had decided that it would be useless to count upon my +servants to help in the hospital. They already had all they could do. +So I went and asked our mayor if he knew of any women who, _de bonne +volonte_, would come and assist us. Madame Guix volunteered to teach +them the rudiments of bandaging between two and five on the coming +afternoons, and we would establish a _roulement_ so that the little time +that each disposed of might be properly and efficiently utilized. + +The drum beat and made the announcement, and at two the same afternoon +we had the satisfaction of welcoming some twenty women. In the meantime +every bit of old linen I possessed was brought down and put on the +dining room table, then measured and torn in _formes rilglementaires_ +ready to be sterilized and put aside. Half a dozen bands were left out +as models and it was with these that Madame Guix commenced her +demonstrations. She soon put her listeners at ease, and presently all +were anxious to try a hand at bandaging. The naive clumsiness of these +poor souls was extremely pathetic, but such was their patriotism that +they never considered themselves ridiculous for a single instant, and +stood there fumbling the long linen rolls with bands that were hands +more accustomed to wielding a spade or directing a plough. Again and +again they would recommence certain difficult proceedings, taking turns +at playing the dummy, and offering as models calves and biceps of which +many an athlete might have been proud. + +Of the score of women but two or three really acquired any facility, but +we considered that sufficient, for in time of need the others could +easily be put to work at necessary matters which were of less vital +importance. + +From the windows of the dining-room where the _cours_ was held, we could +look down the driveway and see all the children of the neighborhood +standing on the wall of the moat, craning their necks in the hope of +catching a glimpse of what was going on in the chateau. It was +evidently an interesting diversion, for every afternoon they reappeared, +in spite of George's threats to send for the _gendarmes_. The little +demons seemed to know that the gendarmes were too busy to give them any +attention, and I assure you, they profited by their liberty. Little John +Poupard and his five-year-old brother were the leaders of the band, and +I trembled lest some day their curiosity lead to a tragic end! + +Nor were my fears in vain, for one afternoon we beard a shriek and a +splash, followed by cries of terror, and we knew for certain that some +one had fallen into the moat. The embankment is not eight feet high, +and at that season of the year there is more mud than water in the +river, so I was certain that whoever had fallen in was in no danger of +drowning--but nevertheless I hastened with the others to the spot. + +George, who had also heard the noise, reached the scene of action before +we did, and on our arrival we found him knee deep in the mud, preparing +to hoist a little limp body on to the bank. + +Johnny Poupard! + +"Good heavens!" thought I. "Decidedly that family had no intention of +letting the village rust for want of dramatic situations!" + +"He's merely fainted; more frightened than hurt," declared Madame Guix, +who had literally pounced upon him. "Now then, ladies," she said, +turning towards the women who stood gaping at us, "now then, here's a +splendid opportunity to distinguish yourselves." + +And so little John Poupard was carried into the infirmary. As first +patient you may be sure that be received every attention. Some ammonia +was held under his nose. This soon brought him around and after +carefully sounding all his bones, Madame Guix decided that there were no +fractures. And the bandaging began! + +It makes me smile when I think of it all now--for the only wounds Johnny +possessed were a few scratches on his bands, knees and head, caused by +his sudden contact with a patch of stinging nettles which had sprung up +on the river banks. + +Under ordinary circumstances, the child would probably have picked +himself up and walked home, forgetting his woes an hour later. But real +live models who are actually in pain, are few and far between, +especially at "courses" such as ours, and the amount of professional +skill that was expended on that little urchin ought to have cured six of +his kind. But it all made the women so happy! + +At the end of half an hour, Johnny Poupard looked more like an Egyptian +mummy than a human being, so much so that when his grandmother arrived +upon the scene of action, she very nearly fainted and all but became +patient number two at Auxiliary Hospital No. 7! + +We had some little difficulty reassuring her, but when her prodigal +grandson sat up and asked for bread and jam, she forgot her anxiety and +began scolding him for daring to give her such a fright, and us so much +trouble. + +* * * * + +Towards the end of the third week in August the mobilization was +considered finished and the Eastern Railroad opened again to the public; +its time tables of course being limited and subject to instant change, +the company refusing to be responsible for delays. To us at the chateau +this meant very little, save that we would receive our mail and the +daily papers more frequently. However, several friends who fancied I +was unsafe alone and so far from the capital, kindly ventured to start +to Villiers to try to persuade me to come up to town. It took them seven +hours to reach Meaux (thirty miles from Paris); they were obliged to +sleep there because it was because it was announced that their train +went no further--and worse than all, they were eighteen hours getting +home. + +"Wheren't people furious?" I questioned, when afterwards they told me of +their adventure. + +"Not in the slightest. Everyone bore it patiently as part of his +tribute to his country. 'The army first' was their motto." + +The first batch of mail brought me any number of stale letters, which +had arrived and been held in Paris over three weeks. Invitations to a +house party in Belgium and things of that kind that seemed so strangely +out of place now. The two most important documents, however, came, one +from my cousin, Marie Huard (Superior at the Convent of the Infant Jesus +at Madrid) and the other from Elizabeth Gauthier. + +My cousin had taken upon herself to locate and communicate with every +member of the Huard family called to arms (and they are numerous, when +one considers that H. has no less than twelve married uncles!) and she +enclosed me a sort of map, or family tree, indicating the names, ages, +regiments, etc., of some fifty cousins, begging me to write and +encourage them from time to time. + +Elizabeth Gauthier's letter bore a black border--and I trembled as I +opened it. She was in Paris alone, and mourning the loss of her eldest +brother, killed at the battle of Mulhouse, the ninth of August. Her +solitude preyed upon her, and she announced her departure for her +sister's chateau in Burgundy. + +That was the first real sadness that the war had brought me so far. It +quite upset me, for Jean Bernard was not only a delightful friend, but +one of the most promising engineers of the younger generation in France. +Both family, friends and country might well deplore such a loss. + +Even the making and hoisting of a huge Red Cross flag over the chateau +failed to arouse my enthusiasm all that day. The blow was too cruel and +had stimulated fears which heretofore had lain dormant within me. + +The next day, however, I was not permitted to brood over my grief, for +Yvonne (she of the poultry farm) fell ill with a severe attack of +sciatica, which kept her in her bed, every movement producing a scream +of agony. + +Of course Madame Guix was there to lend a hand, but that hardly altered +the situation, so I was obliged to ask the boys to give another "pull" +and try to be equal to the work. Lleon accepted with such alacrity +that for the first time it dawned on me that perhaps he had a soft spot +in his heart for my pretty little goose girl, and this unsuspected +romance, interwoven with the joys and anxieties of the moment, seemed +all the more charming. + +To cap the climax of misfortune, old Cesar had run a nail into his hoof +and Madame Guix spent most of her time between injections of oxygen on +the first floor, and iodine and flaxseed poultices in the stables. This +of course meant that all errands outside the village must be made on +bicycle, and George was "mustered into service." Towards noon on the +27th he made his first return trip from Charly, bringing the mail and +the papers, and a very excited countenance. + +"Madame, I've seen one!" he shouted, as I appeared in the doorway. + +"Seen what?" + +"_Un casque a' point!_" + +"A what!" + +"Yes--a pointed helmet. I was standing by the post office in Charly +when a long line of motors passed by on the road to Paris. I recognized +the Belgium uniform, and one of the soldiers leaned out and held up a +German helmet! What a trophy!" + +"The Belgians! What on earth are they doing down here?" thought I. And +George guessed my question. + +"Oh," he continued, "you see their regiment was cut in two by the +Germans at Charleville and those who escaped managed to get motors and +are on their way home--by a round-about route to Antrwerp via Havre. +The hotel keeper said so. She offered some wine to one motor full that +stopped." + +If that were true it was an amazing bit of news! Then things were not +going as well as the now very reticent papers led one to suppose. But +it all seemed so very distant that I refused to worry. + +However, I was about to seek out Madame Guix and tell her what George +had reported when an amusing sight caught my eye. + +From her open window, towards which she had asked that we push her bed, +Yvonne amused herself by calling her ducklings. + +"Bour-ree--bour-ree!" + +Then from the farmyard a good two hundred yards distant, would rise the +reply, "Quack! Quack! Quack!" + +Big and small recognized the call of their little mistress and hastened +to respond. + +"Bouree-bour-ree-bouree!" called Yvonne again and again. + +Evidently the ducks decided to hold a consultation and send delegates to +see what on earth prevented their friend from caring for them in person +since they could hear her voice. For as I looked across the lawn +towards the door, imagine my surprise on catching sight of some thirty +or forty Rouenese ducks of all sizes waddling up the steps and into the +vestibule. + +"Bour-ree, bouree!" Yvonne continued. + +"Quack, quack, quack!" came the reply, and when I reached the entrance +hall, I found them all clustered together at the foot of the staircase, +their beads cocked on one side, awaiting a decision of their drake +before undertaking to mount the marble stairway. + +That same afternoon the _cour d'infirmieres_ transported itself to the +lawn in front of the chateau. It was too splendid weather to stay +indoors. The demonstrations were finished and most of the women had +retired, when one of those who remained lifted her finger and asked for +silence. "Listen," she said, "the cannon!" She didn't need to go any +further. In less than a second's time we were straining our ears +towards the east! + +"There!" she said, "there it goes again!" + +Three of us had heard a sound which strangely resembled the popping of a +cork at a very great distance. Remembering my grandmother's Indian +stories, I stretched out on the grass with my ear to the ground. This +time I heard the rolling so distinctly that my face must have altered, +for two of the woman shuddered and took hasty leave. + +In a second I guessed that they were off to tell the news--so I made +light of it by declaring that it must be the trying-out of some heavy +artillery at Chalons; but when Madame Guix and I found ourselves alone, +we looked at each other with interrogation points in our eyes. + +We thought of our hospital, of our supplies, of our perfect uselessness +unless Soissons could yet reach us--and I resolved to go down to the +druggist at Charly and see what could be done. The following morning, +Saturday, the twenty-ninth--I betook myself to Charly and there managed +to beg the elements of a rudimentary infirmary from the old pharmacist, +who must have thought me crazy. Absorbent cotton I was able to procure +in small rolled packages from the draper, and promising to send the boys +down in the afternoon with a small band cart, I returned home, without +having observed anything abnormal save the frequent passage of autos +towards Paris--all going top speed and loaded with the queerest +occupants and baggage. + +On my return great excitement reigned around our gate, for a private +automobile containing wounded had halted on seeing our Red Cross flag, +and Madame Guix welcomed them in. + +They were _petit blesses_, all able to travel, probably suffering more +from heat and privation than from their wounds. They had no orders to +stop, but hoped we would let them rest a bit before going further--and +could we give them something to eat? + +All this was very fortunate considering our precarious situation and we +gladly did the best we knew how. There were six poor chaps belonging to +different regiments, but all so tired that it seemed cruel to prevent +their snatching a rest by plying them with questions. We could do that +later on. + +The lads were hardly stretched out when another motor drew up before the +gate. This one contained besides three privates a young officer with his +arm in a sling, and he asked if we could give them water. Leon told +them that they would be very welcome if they would care to come in and +rest--there were already a half-dozen wounded asleep in the house. At +these words the lieutenant jumped down and asked for the _medicin-chef_. +He was rather startled when I appeared, and told him that there was no +military authority as yet installed at the chateau. + +"Then I must take all the responsibility of the men," he said very +kindly but firmly. "I'm sorry, but they cannot remain here. I must +deliver them safe at some big center outside the zone of operations." + +The time had come for questions--and I learned with amazement that Liege +had fallen, Belgium was invaded, and that hard fighting was going on at +St. Quentin, but eighty miles away. "The cannon of yesterday was no +target practice," thought I. The men all seemed so hopeful, though, +that we never felt a qualm. + +"As you will, Monsieur," I said, and the weary boys were wakened and +hurried off before we had time to ask names, addresses or any further +details. + +All this had transpired so rapidly that we had had no time to call in +our assistants, and presently Madame Guix and I found ourselves alone in +the empty vestibule. + + + + +IV + +Nothing further happened that afternoon. Madame Guix's course went on +as usual, with perhaps a little more animation in the conversation, and +much speculation as to when and where those who had stopped at the +chateau had been wounded. No one really knew. To tell the truth, +though later Madame Guix and I had asked them, the soldiers themselves +had but a very indistinct idea of time and date or whereabouts. + +That night I was awakened by the low rumbling of heavy carts on the road +in front of the chateau. Fancying that perhaps it was artillery on its +way to the front, I put on my dressing gown and went as far as the gate. +There in the pale moonlight I beheld a long stream of carriages and +wagons of every description piled high with household goods, and filled +with women and children. The men walked beside the horses to prevent +collision, for as far as eye could see, the lamentable _cortege_ +extended down the hill. + +What did this mean? + +"Who are you?" I called to one of the men as they passed. + +"Belgians--refugees." + +Refugees! My mind flew back to descriptions of the French Revolution +and the Reign of Terror, when so many people fled for their lives! What +nonsense! Were we not in the twentieth century? Wasn't there a Peace +Palace at The Hague? My thoughts became muddled. + +Opening the gate, I went out and accosted another man. + +"Won't you come in and rest?" + +"No, we can't. We must make our twenty miles by dawn--and rest during +the heat of the day." + +"But why do you leave home?" + +"Because the savages burned us out!" + +Bah, the man must be dreaming! + +I turned back and addressed myself to another: + +"What's your hurry?" I queried + +"They're on our heels!" came the reply. + +Surely this one was madder than the other! + +A third did not deign to reply, sturdily marching on ahead, his eyes +fixed on the road in front of him. + +On top of a farm cart half filled with bay I saw the prostrate form of a +woman with two others kneeling beside her ministering to her wants. In +the trap that followed was the most sorrowful group of old men and +middle-aged women I ever hope to see. All were sobbing. Besides them +rode two big boys on bicycles. I stopped one of these. + +"What's the matter with her?" I questioned, pointing to the woman on the +cart. + +"She's crazy." + +"?" + +"Yes, lost her mind." + +"How, when, where?" + +"Two days ago, when we left X. (Try as I may, I cannot recall the name +of the little Belgian town be mentioned.) She was ill in bed with a +fever when the Germans set fire to the place--barely giving us time to +hoist her into the cart. Her husband lingered behind to scrape a few +belongings together. In spite of our efforts, she would stand up on the +cart, and suddenly we heard an explosion and she saw her house burst +into flame. She fainted. Outside in the woods we waited an hour, but +her husband never came. Perhaps it's just as well, for when she woke up +her mind was a blank!" + +Ye gods! I rubbed my eyes. It couldn't be possible that all this was +true! I was asleep! It was merely a horrible nightmare. But no--the +carts rolled on in the pale moonlight carrying their heavy burdens of +human misery. + +It was more than I could stand. All thought of sleep had vanished, so I +went and woke Madame Guix. We dressed and descended to the kitchen, +where with a few smoldering embers, we soon managed to light a good +fire. Water was set to boil and in half an hour's time we carried out +to the bridge two huge pails of hot coffee, a pail of cold water, and +one of wine. No one refused our offerings, and the hearty "God bless +you's" of those kindly souls brought tears to our eyes more than once. + +Dawn, Monday, August 31st, found us still at our posts. I rang the farm +bell, assembled my servants, and told them we would abandon all but the +most necessary farm work and minister to the wants of the refugees. By +eight o'clock they had peeled and prepared vegetables enough to fill two +huge copper pots, and the soup was set to boil. And still the long line +of heavy vehicles followed one another down the road: moving vans, +delivery wagons, huge drays, and even little three-wheeled carts drawn +by dogs, rolled on towards the south. + +When asked where they were going, most of the people replied, "Straight +ahead of us, _a' la grace de Dieu_." + +By the morning the heat had grown intolerable and a splendid looking man +got down from a cart and came towards me. Might he turn his party into +the drive and rest a bit in the shade? + +I was only too willing, and gladly offered hot soup and stewed fruit to +any who would accept. + +Two long heavy drays each drawn by a pair of the handsomest big bay +horses with creamy manes that I have ever seen, pulled up in the +courtyard. Impromptu seats had been arranged in the wagons and from +these climbed down some twenty or thirty old women, children and men, +worn out by the fatigue, anxiety, and want of sleep. My heart went out +to them, and in a generous moment I was about to offer them my beds so +they could get a good rest before starting off again, but on second +thought it dawned on me that I must keep them for the army! What a +pretty thing it would be if another auto full of wounded suddenly +appeared and found all my wards occupied! + +I explained my position. They grasped it at once. It was too good of +me. They were all well and needed no beds--would I let them sleep in +the bay for a few hours? + +But better still, I suggested, if the boys would carry a dozen or so +extra mattresses I possessed into the harness room, the women might lie +there, and the men could take to the hay. + +They had food, plenty of it, bought on the way from village dealers who +had not yet been seized with panic and shut up shop. So I told them +that instead of building individual fires they might cook their noonday +meal on my huge range. They might also use my kitchen utensils and china +if they would wash up, and thus save unpacking their own. Apparently +this was unheard of generosity and I cannot tell you how many times that +morning my soul was recommended to the tender protection of the Blessed +Virgin. + +While the women prepared the meal, George had taken the men to the +wash-house, where soap and water worked miracles on their dusty faces; +one by one all the members of the group disappeared in that direction +and when they gathered around the long table in the refectory, it was +altogether a different company to that of an hour before. + +As they sat down it came over me that none of us had eaten since the +night before, and dropping onto a chair, I suddenly realized that I was +tired. Berthe and Nini, however, wanted to know where I would lunch, +and were rather startled when I informed them to lay a cloth on the +kitchen table and to bring out all the cold meat, cheese, bread, butter +and jam in the larder. It would be a stand-up picnic lunch for everyone +to-day, and what was more, it was very likely to be picnic dinner; so +Julie was ordered to put two chickens to roast and some potatoes to +boil--both needed but little attention and would always be ready when we +might need them. + +The meal passed in silence in both rooms, and the "washing up" was done +in no time. Then as they all retired to take their naps, the man who +had first asked me if they might turn into the chateau, and who seemed +to be the leader of the party, came into the kitchen and, hat in hand, +begged a word or so with me. + +He had come not only to express the gratitude of his compatriots, but +also his astonishment that I should welcome strangers so cordially. I +tried to side-track the conversation which was very embarrassing, but he +would hear none of it. + +"We are not gypsies, you know, Madame." I smiled and told him that that +was more than evident. "Look at our horses and our dogs!" And the good +fellow proceeded to inform me that he was the keeper of a big estate +that belonged to Madame Pyrme (sister of the senator of that name), +situated in the little village of Hanzinell, Belgium. He even offered +to show his papers, but I shook my head. His open-hearted sincerity +and frank countenance were sufficient. + +But why had they come away? That was what interested me. + +Because their country was invaded and one by one the towns and villages +had been bombarded, looted and burned until little or nothing remained. +Because all men under fifty were carried away as hostages or prisoners; +because he had seen little children slain, and young girls tortured; +because anything was better than falling helpless into the hands of such +an enemy. + +"Madame, at Charleroi I've seen the blood running in the gutters like +rain after a storm and that not a week ago!" + +It was impossible not to believe him. His eye was not that of a coward. +He told his story simply; he was almost reticent, and I had even to +encourage him at times to make him finish a phrase. Finally I asked him +where he intended going, and why so far away. Didn't he think he was +safe here? + +No--_jamais!_ Yesterday in the night they had heard the cannon growing +closer and closer. They knew the sound. The Germans were advancing. It +was Paris they wanted and nothing would stop them till they reached +their goal. + +"Except the French army," I said, with pride. + +"God grant you speak the truth, Madame!" But in the meantime he seemed +to consider that one was far safer in the way of some gigantic +mowing-machine than on the path of the German army. He had come to tell +me the truth and to warn me that I ought to make ready to leave. + +"You are helpless here, Madame. Three women, three little girls, and +two boys! It's tempting fate." + +I couldn't seem to see it his way, however. The papers though very +mysterious, had given us no cause for alarm. As yet we had not seen a +single trooper. If it were true that the French were retreating we +would leave when the army appeared. That would be time enough. + +"Why, my good fellow," I said reassuringly, "if the Germans ever reach +here Paris is doomed--and the war will be over!" + +"Perhaps--" + +"Besides, I can't go. I've got a hospital on my hands, though the +wounded are lacking. Haven't you seen our Red Cross flag? And if that +isn't sufficient, I can prove that I'm an American born. That ought to +be protection enough for anyone!" + +I must admit that the incredulous smile that rose to his lips rather +angered me, and I sought still another excuse. + +"Furthermore, one of my little maids is too ill to move, and I don't see +us walking off with folded arms, and that's what would happen if I +followed your advice, for the only horse the Army has left me is over +twenty and so lame that he can't walk two steps. If he could I'd have +had to present him for the second inspection at Chateau Thierry on +Wednesday." + +The poor fellow shook his head at my apparent foolhardiness, but was too +polite to argue further. He said that his party would be off in an hour +and asked me if I possessed a road-map that he might consult. I gladly +showed him the one we had bought with H. the day of our hasty trip from +Paris, since then pinned to the wall of the refectory. I noticed that +he studied it very carefully, noting all the little sidetracks where he +thought his drays could pass, and thus avoid following in line behind +the thousands of other vehicles that encumbered the main roads. + +Again he thanked me for all I had done, caressed my beautiful +greyhounds, and left me his card so that we might meet when all was +over. Afterwards when I went into the court, I heard someone in the +stable with George, and looking in, I saw my friend of a few moments +before examining my horse's hoof and telling my boy what would make the +sore heal quickly. He was bound to do his best for me! + +By five o'clock the stables and grounds were empty, and our friends +gone. Hanzinell had joined the column which had slackened a bit during +the heat of the day, but had redoubled in volume since the sun had gone +behind the hills. + +We had a moment's breathing space, during which we gave our entire +attention to Yvonne, who was writhing with agony on her bed next my +room. For three days now Madame Guix had administered mild doses of +morphine, but that treatment could not continue very long. Water bags, +friction and massage had proved fruitless against sciatica, so we +resolved to try a warm bath, with the result that our patient was almost +immediately eased but too weak to support the heat. She fainted in the +tub and had to be carried back to bed. We were still working over her +when Nini appeared and said I was wanted below. When Yvonne's eyelashes +began to flutter, I left Madame Guix and regained the kitchen, now +become the head-quarters. + +More refugees! Would I let them come in? They were traveling without a +map or guide and dared not venture along the roads at night. + +Of course they were welcome, and the same hospitalty that had greeted +the refugees from Hanzinell was offered to those from Thuilly-the whole +village was there!--mayor, curate, smith and baker, all accompanied by +different members of their immediate families, driven from home by the +cruel invaders. Terrified by the horrors they had witnessed, exhausted +by their perilous journey, they were disinclined to talk; and as for +myself, I was so busy, preoccupied and thoroughly spent, that curiosity +was forgotten. Here were people in need of what comforts I could offer. +I gave and asked no questions. + +What was most evident at present was the fact that rations were shorter +among this party than among those who had stopped in the morning, and +certainly not for the lack of funds. All of them had money--gold +a-plenty. + +They had found less to buy--_voila tout_. They were glad to accept the +vegetable soup, rabbit stew and cooked fruit that we had prepared but +insisted on paying for their portions, which of course I refused, much +to their dismay, and I am certain the servants were well repaid for +their trouble. + +And what were their plans? To go as far south as possible. Perhaps +they would eventually cross to Morocco or Canada. Why not? The whole +village was there--all the men had their trades. They would colonize, +for it was useless to think of going "home." They no longer possessed +one, and who could tell--the war might last a year or more? + +At that assertion I protested. A year? Never! Why, the finances of +the country couldn't stand it, and I went on to state how, when in +England during the Agadir crisis three years previous, I had heard +competent authorities state that three months was the very limit for the +duration of hostilities! That somewhat cheered them--especially as I +announced the Russian advance, and on the map we noted the rapid +progress of the famous "steam roller," which, if it continued as it had +begun, would certainly reach Berlin by Christmas! (I offer these +statements without comment.) + +Before they retired Madame Guix asked if there were any who felt the +slightest ill, for it were better to nip sickness in the bud, and she +cheerfully lanced festers and pricked blisters, bathed, powdered and +bandaged the feet of some dozen old and decrepit men and young children +unaccustomed to such forced marching and unable to take proper care of +themselves for want of time and hot water! At that moment I felt she +was heroic and I must say I admired her patience and endurance, for the +sights witnessed were anything but agreeable. Poor souls! And they +hoped to reach Marseilles on foot. + +The Kaiser and his entire army might have ridden over us rough shod and +we would have felt nothing, so soundly did we sleep for the first couple +of hours after we touched our beds. By two A. M. (September first), +however, there was much moving about in the barns and stables, and my +dogs, who were restless, began scratching at my door to be released. +Anxious that no one leave without a cup of hot coffee, Madame Guix and I +repaired to the kitchen as dawn broke, and an hour later we bade +farewell to our "lodgers for a night." I bethought me of my kodak, and +as the sun peeped through the clouds I caught a snapshot of my departing +guests as they turned the corner of the chateau. + +They joined in behind the stream of other carts which we were now +accustomed to seeing. In fact, this general exodus no longer astonished +us. It seemed as if the panic had spread over the whole of Flanders +like a drop of oil on a sheet of paper. To us, who consider ourselves +as living in the suburbs of Paris, Belgium is so far away! + +I wound off my film and was returning towards the house, when two very +distinguished looking girls stepped off their bicycles and asked for +directions. I gave them with pleasure and in turn ventured a few +questions. + +They were from St. Quentin! That startled me. They had been _en route_ +two days. They had not seen the Germans, but the town had been +officially evacuated. A man on a bicycle had sped by them the day +before and announced the bombardment and destruction of their native +city! Hard fighting at La Fere. + +St. Quentin! Then the Germans were on our soil! The Belgians were +right--they were evidently advancing rapidly. But why worry? We were +safe as long as we had the French army between us and them. + +Thought as yet the day was but a couple of hours old, I was weary. This +business of hotel-keeping on so large it scale with so little +assistance was beginning to tell on my strength. I opened the gate and +told George and Leon to welcome any who wished to come in, and then +repairing to the kitchen, I sat down and began helping the others +prepare vegetables. The discovery that in spite of all their good will +guests had necessarily left many traces of their passage, brought me to +my feet again, and we were all hard at work when a haggard female face +looked in at the kitchen window. + +"Is there a doctor here?" + +"No,--but--" + +The woman burst into tears. Madame Guix and I hurried out into the +court. "My baby--I can't seem to warm her," moaned the poor mother. +"She hasn't eaten anything since yesterday." + +And stretching out her arms, the woman showed us an infant that she had +been carrying in her apron. It was dead. + +I had difficulty in overcoming my emotion, but Madame Guix took the poor +little corpse into her arms, and I helped the mother to an arm chair in +the refectory. + +A cup of strong coffee brought back a little color to her wan cheeks and +she told us she was from Charleville. The Taubes had got in their +sinister work to good advantage among the civil population but they were +merely the forerunners of another and heavier bombardment. The +townspeople had fled in their night clothes. + +"Are you alone?" + +"Yes--I'm not a native of Charleville. My husband and I have only been +married a year. He left the second of August and the baby was born the +tenth. She's only three weeks old." + +No wonder the mother looked haggard--one hundred and fifty miles on +foot, with a newborn infant in her arms, fleeing for her life before the +barbarous hordes! + +I pressed another cup of coffee with a drop of brandy in it upon her. +She looked appealingly at both of us and then drank. + +"Was your husband good to you?" asked Madame Guix. + +"Ah, yes, Madame." + +"Do you love him well enough to endure another sacrifice like a true +wife and mother that you are?" + +"Yes." + +And then we told her that her baby bad gone--gone to a brighter Country +where war is unknown. She looked at us in amazement, and burying her +head on her arm, sobbed silently but submissively. + +"Come, come, you must sleep--and when you are rested we will help you to +find room in a cart which will take you towards your parents." + +She cast a long, loving look at her first born, and let herself be led +away. + +All we could do was to make an official declaration of the death at the +town hall. A small linen sheet served as shroud, a clean, flower-lined +soap box formed that baby's coffin, and Greorge and I were the grave +diggers and chief mourners, who laid the tiny body at rest in the little +vine-grown churchyard. War willed it thus. + +When I got back from the cemetery I found another load of refugees +installed in the courtyard. This time they proved to be a hotel keeper +and her servants from the Ardennes. They, however, had foreseen that +flight was imminent and had carefully packed a greater part of their +household belongings and valuables onto several wagons, taking care that +all were well balanced and properly loaded so as to carry the maximum +weight without tiring the horses. They needed less attention than the +others had required, for when I explained that the house was theirs, +they went about their work swiftly and silently, getting in no one's way +and attending to every want of their mistress, who sat in her coupe and +gave orders. + +Later on they were joined by the occupants of numerous other equipages, +all from the same district--but with whom I had but little intercourse. +From one poor woman, however, I learned that her two daughters, aged +sixteen and seventeen, had been lost from the party for two days. They +were in the cart with the curate who had stopped to water his horse, +thus losing his place in line. When they had reached the spot where the +road forked, which direction had he taken? What had become of them? She +pinned her name and route on the refectory wall, begging me to give it +to them if they ever inquired for her. To my knowledge they never +passed. + +At luncheon Madame Guix announced that Yvonne was better. Far from +well, but better. That was a load off my mind. + +The mother of the poor little infant we had buried was peacefully +slumbering on a cot in the hospital, and presently Leon came in to say +that old Cesar had put his hoof on the ground for the first time in four +days. Bravo! I felt much relieved. + +And still the carts rolled down the valley, their noise echoing between +the hills. To-day there was no respite: right on through the heat of +noon they rumbled past, thicker and faster it seemed to me. + +"Bother them!" I thought. "They make so much noise that we couldn't +hear the cannon if it were only a mile distant." And hoping that +perhaps I might seek some assurance from that sound, I was about to set +off for the highest spot in the park to listen. At the door, however, I +was accosted by one of the two men who, for several days had been +bundling my hay in the stable lofts. He pleaded illness. Would I pay +him and let him go? He would come back to-morrow and finish if he felt +better. + +As there was nothing unusual in his request, I settled his account and +told him to go and rest. I now know that he was a German spy, and have +recently learned that a fortnight later he was caught and shot at +Villers-Cotterets. + +I wonder what possessed me to make that long weary climb. Evidently I +found out what I wanted to know, but the news was anything but +reassuring. I heard the cannon distinctly: so distinctly that I was a +trifle unnerved. Not only had my ears caught the long ever-steady +rolling (already observed three days since) but I had been able to make +out a difference in the caliber of each piece that fired, and added to +it all was a funny clattering sound, as when one drags a wooden stick +along an iron barred fence. _La Fere_ is putting up a heroic defense, I +thought, blissfully unconscious of the fact that it is utterly +impossible to hear a cannon at that distance--at half, no, even a +quarter of that distance. Judge then for yourselves what was its +proximity to Villiers! + +For two days now the course in nursing had been abandoned, not for lack +of enthusiasm but because each housewife had more than she could attend +to at home. The chateau was not the only place where refugees halted, +and all the villagers had done their best to make the travelers +comfortable. From where I stood overlooking the two valleys, I could +see the interminable line of carts on all roads within scope of my view, +and in every farm yard as well as on the side of the main thoroughfares, +vehicles were drawn up and thin columns of blue smoke rising heavenward, +told that the evening meal was under way. + +The population of my own courtyard had quadrupled by five o'clock. +People from St. Quentin, Ternier, Chauny--each with a tale of horror and +sorrow--sought refuge for the night. Madame Guix was permanently +established in the dispensary, and a line was formed as in front of the +city clinics, each one waiting his turn, hoping that she might be able +to relieve his suffering. At dusk a cart turned into the drive and a +gray-haired man asked if we had a litter on which to carry his son to +the house. + +"What was the matter?" I inquired. + +"A cough--such a bad cough." + +I went with him towards the wagon, and there beheld the sad spectacle of +a youth in the last stages of tuberculosis. Thin beyond description, a +living skeleton, the poor boy turned his great glassy eyes towards me in +supplication. I drew the father aside. It was best to be frank. I +shook my head and said it would be useless to move his son. We had no +doctor, and his illness was beyond our competence. Cover him well, and +try to reach a big city as soon as possible. + +As I turned away, a sturdy youth tapped me gently on the arm, begging +shelter for his great-grandmother, a woman ninety-three years old, whom +he had carried on his back all the way from St. Quentin. A cot in the +entrance hall was all prudence permitted me to offer, and it was +charming to see how tenderly the young fellow bore the poor little +withered woman to her resting-place. She was so dazed that I fear she +hardly realized what was happening, but tears of gratitude streamed down +her cheeks when her boy appeared with a bowl of hot soup, coaxing her to +drink, like a child, and finally curling up on the rug beside her bed. + +Five times that evening the great refectory table was surrounded by +hungry men and women; five times I ladled out soup and vegetables to +forty persons, and five times we all helped to wash up. So when all was +finally cleaned away, and Madame Guix and I fell exhausted onto two +kitchen chairs, it was well onto eleven P. M. + +My clever nurse informed me that she had arranged for the departure in a +cart of the mother whose baby we had buried, and I in turn told her of +my climb in the park and the approach of the cannon. It was evident +that the Germans were bearing down on us, and swiftly. When we looked +at the map and saw the names of the cities, towns and villages whose +populations had succeeded each other down the road, it was clear that +the French must be beating a forced retreat, or (and this was unlikely) +panic had spread so quickly that the whole north of France was now +moving south on a fool's errand. We cast this second hypothesis aside. +We had heard too many tales of woe and seen too much misery to believe +anything of the sort. Well, and then what? Our case was simple--either +the Germans would be stopped before they reached us, or the French army +would put in an appearance, in which latter case it would be time enough +to leave, unless we were officially evacuated before! Having adopted +this simple line of conduct, we retired, quite satisfied and not in the +least uneasy. + +In the cool gray dawn of Wednesday morning, September second, when I +opened my shutters and looked out into the little square that faces the +chateau, I was amazed to see that the refugees who had halted there were +in carts and wagons whose signs were most familiar. They came from +Soissons! + +"Hello," thought I, "I'll go and see what they have to say! Things must +be getting very bad if a big city like Soissons suddenly takes to its +heels." (Soissons is but little over twenty miles from Villiers.) As I +came down stairs I heard the drum roll, and George, who just then +appeared with the milk, announced that the requisition of horses which +should have taken place at Chateau-Thierry that morning, was +indefinitely postponed. That was hardly reassuring, especially as it +was the first official news we had received in a long time. + +So busy were we helping those who had slept at the chateau to depart, +that I had no time to put my first intentions into execution, and when +finally I had a moment, I looked out of the window and saw that my +friends from Soissons had vanished. They, too: well, well, well! + +I was not astonished; in fact I gave the matter but little heed. We had +taken our resolutions the night before and had no time to stop every +five minutes and question as to whether we were right or wrong. At +noon, however, when an old peasant woman called me through the kitchen +window and announced that all Charly was leaving post haste, I must +admit that I winced, but only for a second. If I had listened to all +the different rumors that had been noised abroad within the last week I +would have been a fit subject for a lunatic asylum by then! + +Resolved, however, to get at the core of the matter, I sent George to +Charly (our market town, four miles away) to see what he could find out. +He returned on his bicycle at luncheon time, bearing the following +astonishing information. + +The hotel keeper and his wife, alarmed by the arrival of the Soissonais, +had taken their auto and started for that city in quest of news. +They had returned an hour later, having been unable to pass +Oulchy-le-Chateau, fifteen miles from Charly, where all the bridges were +cut or blown up! They were making their preparations for departure. + +"And," continued George, in an excited tone, "as I came past the +_Gendarmerie_ the _brigadier_ called to me and said good-bye. All the +_gendarmes_ had received orders to leave at once for their depot at--." +(The name of some town the other side of the Marne, which I cannot +remember.) + +Instead of frightening me this information stimulated my nerves, which +were beginning to be depressed by much work and little news. + +"Good," I said. "Now then, we can expect the soldiers at any minute. +Poke up the fire, Julie, and we'll fall to work to have hot soup ready +when our boys arrive." + +Then we were really going to be in the excitement. How glorious to be +able to help--for in my mind ours was the only solution possible to the +question. + +I set to work with renewed vigor and, as on the day before, we were +constantly in demand by refugees requiring treatment and attention. How +well I remember a group of four, two men and two women, who staggered +into the court and timidly knocked at the window. Three of them were +glad to accept soup and wine, but the fourth, a middle-aged woman, sank +down on the steps and buried her head in her hands. + +"Why doesn't one of you men relieve her of that heavy parcel she has +strapped to her shoulders?" I asked. + +"She won't let us touch it. She's never put it aside a minute since we +left home six days ago!" + +"Is it as precious as all that?" I queried, eyeing the huge flat package +which might have been the size of the double sheet of some daily paper. + +"It's her son's picture. He's gone to the army and she's alone in the +world." + +"But why on earth is she carrying frame, glass, and all? It must be +nearly killing her in this heat!" + +"Madame," said the woman's friend solemnly, "she worked six months and +put all her savings into that frame! Do you wonder she did not wish to +leave it behind!" + +I opened a side door and showed them a foot path across the hills, a +short cut which carriages could not take, and was just turning the key +in the lock when the telephone rang. + +That was the first time since the second of August! What could it mean? +Probably the arrival of wounded. I literally flew to answer the call. + +I had some little difficulty recognizing Mademoiselle Mauxpoix' voice: +it was trembling with emotion. She greeted me politely and then begging +me not to be too alarmed, she announced that she had just received +official orders to put all her telephones and telegraphic apparatus out +of working order--to damage them so that repairs would be impossible. + +"I have ten minutes more left," she continued. "A government motor is +coming at four o'clock to take me, my employees and my books to Tours." + +"But, Mademoiselle--" + +She did not heed my interruption. "You cannot stay, Madame Huard! You +must not! No woman is safe on their path. I know this better than you, +for I have been receiving official reports for more than a month! The +worst is true! For the love of heaven, go--you've still got a chance +though there's hard fighting going on in the streets of Chateau Thierry! +For God's sake, don't hesitate. Adieu." + +She was gone! And I stood there dazed! + +"Hard fighting at Chateau-Thierry! That's only seven miles from here," +I counted. + +Go? Go where? How? Go and abandon my post, with Yvonne still too ill +to move, and all the others depending on my help? Go? By what means, +when my only horse was too lame to cross the courtyard! It was far +better to stay and defend one's belongings! + +And then as I slowly returned through the corridors, it occurred to me +that in spite of my desire to stay I might be forced out. Suppose the +chateau should suddenly become the target for the German guns? Well, we +could all take to the cellars, as the others had done in 1870. But--and +here was the point--suppose the French took possession and gave us women +but a few minutes to leave before the battle began. Then what! Here +was food for reflection. I resolved to take Madame Guix and the two +boys into my confidence. Four heads were better than one! + +They received the news calmly, and I almost caught a glimpse of a +twinkle in George's and Leon's eyes. The excitement pleased them. + +If what Mademoiselle Mauxpoix had said was true, the Germans were now on +their way to Villiers. It was evident that the French were putting up a +stubborn resistance, but there was little hope of their stopping them +before they reached our vicinity. Battle meant destruction of lives and +property. Well, since we still possessed the former, it was high time +to think of saving the latter. The sun was fast sinking behind the pine +trees. In an hour it would be dark. What I decided to do must be done +at once. + +"George and Leon, bring down my two big trunks, and tell Nini to hitch +the donkey to his flat cart and drive to the side door." I had resolved +to save what I could of H.'s work, and going to the studio closet, I +began selecting the portfolios containing mounted drawings and etchings. +It was useless to think of the paintings. They were too big. The +trunks were full in no time. I had no other receptacles, so reluctantly +closed the but half empty cupboards, consoling myself with the thought +that all this was possibly useless preparation, and praying Heaven that +I had made a good choice among the portfolios in case the worst came. + +The boys put the trunks onto the cart and set off in the direction of a +sand quarry, where I knew we could dig in safety, and easily cause a +miniature landslide, which would cover all traces of our hidden +treasure. I promised to join them in an hour--the time I judged it +would take them to make so large an excavation, and returning to my +room, gathered my jewels and papers into a little valise, and put them +beside my fur coat and my kodak. A few other trinkets and innumerable +photographs were locked away in my desk, and perceiving that it would be +utterly impossible to carry them with me, I wondered how on earth I +might protect them. Suddenly I bethought me of a tiny silk American +flag that my mother had given me years before, when as a child I left +home for my first trip to Europe. I found it where I hoped, and +shutting one edge of it into the drawer, I let the stripes hang downward +and pinned the following inscription into its folds: + +"I swear that the contents of this desk are purely personal and can be +of value to no one but myself. I therefore leave it under the +protection of my country's flag." + +I felt very proud when I had done this and then hurried into my +dressing-room where I hastily filled my suit-case with a few warm +underclothes, a change of costume, and an extra pair of shoes. I had +about finished and was heartily glad that this useless job was over, +when on glancing out of the window I caught sight of fuzzy-haired Madame +La Miche driving up the avenue in her dog cart. + +Madame La Miche and her husband run a big stock farm near Neuilly St. +Front, some fifteen miles from Villiers. I had often seen her at +poultry and agricultural shows, where their farm products usually +carried off any number of prizes. It was she who sold me my cows hardly +a year since. + +"You?" I said, as she drew up to the steps. + +"Yes. En route--like all the others. Our entire fortune is in live +stock and I'm going to try to save as much as I can. May we come in?" + +Certainly--and a half-hour later one of the largest farms in France had +been moved bodily into my pasture land! The whole thing was conducted +in a very orderly manner by M. La Miche, who on horseback drew up the +rear of this immense cavalcade composed of some two hundred white oxen, +hitched two abreast, seventy or eighty horses, as many mares with young +colts, and heaven knows how many cows and calves; all accompanied by the +stable bands. Poor tired beasts, how greedily they drank the cool water +of our spring, and how willingly the cunning little colts, whose tender +hoofs had been worn to the quick by their unheard-of journey, allowed +the men to tie up their feet in coarse linen bandages with strips of old +carpet for protection. + +Madame La Miche had been officially evacuated at noon, so I did not +hesitate to tell her what I had heard. She was not surprised, and said +she intended leaving at midnight, but her animals, unaccustomed to such +exercise, must have a few hours' rest. + +In the kitchen I found George and Leon, who had accomplished their task +sooner than I expected. Relying on their word that it was impossible to +tell where they had buried the trunks, I did not go back to the sand +quarry. Half a mile was a distance to be considered, under the +circumstances. + +While all this had been going on, Madame Guix had taken Julie into her +confidence and asked her if she would follow us if we were obliged to +leave. Julie is a native of Villiers, and her husband and children live +in a little house near by. She had consulted her lord and they were +willing to lend their big dray horse if they could all join our party. +Of course we agreed and while it was light, we decided to put some bags +of oats into the bottom of our hay cart, to cover these with hay, and +then all the servants could pile on, the boys taking turns at walking +since Yvonne must have room to be stretched out. + +How I hated all this business! Madame Guix then counted the number of +persons composing our party, and sent Nini to fetch as many blankets and +pillows. These, with a box containing salt, sugar, chocolate, and other +dry provisions, a valise packed with a few bandages and a little +medicine, were put onto a little light farm-cart to which we might +harness Cesar in case of great emergency. + +The two vehicles when loaded were run into an empty carriage house, +whose door I locked, rather ashamed of my precautions. + +Night had fallen and the incoming stream of refugees demanded our every +attention. Madame Guix was occupied with two women whose physical +condition was such that it was impossible to refuse them beds, come what +might--and as I crossed the vestibule in search of some instruments, the +shadow of a woman and two little girls came up the steps. "Could I give +them lodgings?" begged the poor soul. I looked at her--she was so +frightened that it was most pathetic, and the two curly-beaded children +clung to her skirts and shivered. + +"I've never been alone before," she explained, and her teeth fairly +chattered with terror. "I can pay, and pay well--I've thirty thousand +francs in gold on me." + +"Then, for Heaven's sake, don't let anyone know it!" I said, very +abruptly. "I don't want money, but there are others who may. Be +careful--a fortune like that may lead to your destruction. Hide it!" + +She stared at me in amazement. Evidently the idea that dishonesty +existed never occurred to her. She thanked me for the advice and hoped +she had not offended me, and begged me to take pity on her. + +"Did anyone see you come in here?" + +She thought not. + +"For if they did I fear you will have to share the common lot. I have +no reason to give you preference. The others might protest." + +I stuck my head out of the doorway. When I turned around, those three +helpless creatures stood clinging to one another in the big empty +vestibule, making a most pitiable group. + +"Go up two flights of stairs--turn to your left and follow the corridor +to the end. The last door on your left opens into a room with a huge +double bed. It was too big for our hospital. That's the only reason we +didn't bring it down. It's at your disposal. Don't thank me. +Good-night." + +When I got a moment I went to Yvonne's room. "Did she think she could +get up a little: long enough to take some dinner? Perhaps she might put +on a few clothes and make an effort to walk around her room." Ten days +in bed had made her very weak. She must try to gain a little strength. +She promised and I departed. The idea of carrying her out bodily was +anything but encouraging! + +At six-thirty the public distribution of soup recommenced. Who my +guests were I have no idea. There were more than a hundred of them. +That was clear enough from the dishes that were left. Just as the last +round had been served, George came in to say that the village was +beginning to get uneasy--people from Neuilly St. Front and +Lucy-le-Bocage and Essommes had already passed down the road, and the +peasants looked to the chateau for a decision! + +I went out to the gate. Yes, true enough, our neighbors from Lucy (five +miles distant) had joined the procession. Then there was a break, and a +lull, such as had not occurred for two days, and in the silence I again +recognized the same clattering sound that had caught my ear on the hill +top the afternoon before. This time it was much more distinct, but was +soon drowned out by the rumbling of heavy wheels on the road. + +Surely this time it was artillery! + +I wrapped my shawl closer about me and sat down on the low stone wall +that borders the moat, while little groups of peasants, unable to sleep, +clustered together on the roadside. + +Nearer and nearer drew the clanking noise and presently a whole regiment +of perambulators, four abreast, swung around the corner into the +moonlight. + +Domptin! + +Domptin, our neighboring village, one mile up the road, had caught the +fever and was moving out wholesale, transporting its ill and decrepit, +its children and chattels, in heaven knows how many baby carriages! + +I had never seen so many in all my life. The effect was altogether +comic, and Madame Guix and I could not resist laughing--much to the +dismay of these poor souls who saw little amusement at being obliged to +leave home scantily clad in night clothes. + +They passed on, without further comment, and the last man had hardly +turned the corner when a scream coming from up the road drew us to our +feet, and sent us running in that direction. Almost instantly, the +figure of an old white-capped peasant woman appeared in the distance. +She was wringing her hands and crying aloud. When we were within ear +shot, I caught the word, "Uhlans!" + +"Uhlans! Where?" + +"_Dans le bois de la Mazure!_" (A half-mile from Villiers.) + +"How do you know?" + +"Saw their helmets glittering in the moonlight!" + +"What rot! They're Frenchmen--dragoons. You don't know your own +countrymen when you see them! Did you approach them?" + +"No." + +"Then what in the name of common sense sent you flying down here to +scare us like that? You've got no business spreading panic broadcast. +If you don't turn around and scamper home, the way you came, I'll have +you arrested. _Allez!_" + +My nerves had stood the strain as long as possible. This false alarm +had roused my anger and in a jiffy I could see how thousands of people +had been deceived, and were now erring homeless along the roads of +France! + +"You can do what you like," I said, turning to the others, "but I've had +enough of this for one day--I'm going to bed. Good-night, gentlemen." + +"The _chatelaine_ is going to bed, the _chatelaine_ is going to bed!" +"Let all go to bed," and similar phrases were echoed among the groups +and presently we all separated, after many cordial _a demain_. + +The clock in the village church was striking midnight when I finally +retired, after calling my greyhounds and Betsy into my room, and +assuring myself that they all had on their collars, and that their +leashes were hanging on my bed post. + +Nini, the little traitor, had evidently told Yvonne of my preparations +for departure, and the two girls, whose beds were in the next room to +mine, had been unable to close their eyes, for as I blew out my lamp, I +could hear their childish voices repeating the rosary: + +"Hail Mary full of Grace--the Lord is with Thee..." + +* * * * * + +I may have slept an hour. Then I can dimly remember hearing a wild yelp +from my dogs, and when I found myself in the middle of my room rubbing +my eyes, Yvonne was calling, "Madame! Madame!" in terrified tones. My +pets were mad with excitement, and the sound of the farm bell was +ringing in my ears! + +"Silence!" I yelled. + +Everything but the bell ceased. + +Heedless of my attire, I rushed to a back window and repeated my +command. + +The bell stopped. + +"Who are you that you dare wake us like that!" I scolded. + +A boy between eighteen and nineteen let go the rope and stepped beneath +the window. I could see his blond hair in the moonlight. + +"Are you Madame Huard?" + +"Yes." + +"I've come with a message from your husband." + +I grew cold as ice. Good God, what had happened? + + + + +V + +In a bound I was down stairs and had opened the front door. + +"Is H. wounded?" I gasped. + +"No, Madame." + +I breathed again. + +"Where was he when you saw him?" + +"On the road between Villers-Cotterets and La Ferte Milon." + +"What's your message?" + +The boy put his hand to his breast pocket and drew forth a slip of +paper. The full moon shining on the white facade of the chateau threw +such a brilliant reflection that I recognized a sheet from a sketch +book, and could distinguish the following words scribbled in pencil: + +"Give bearer fifty francs, then in the name of the love you bear me, +evacuate now; go south, not Paris." + +The last words were underscored three or four times. + +"What time was it when H. gave you this?" + +"Noon or thereabouts." + +"How did you come? On foot?" + +"No, bicycle." + +"But it's after midnight!" + +"I know, but I got lost and had three bad punctures." + +Here were marching orders for fair, and if I intended obeying enough +time had already been lost. To stay in spite of everything was to be +responsible for all the young lives that looked to me, for protection. +Could I promise it? No. Then go it was! + +At that same moment and as though to reinforce my decision, the strange +clattering noise I had observed growing nearer and nearer during the +last two days broke on the night air. + +"Hark!" said the boy. "_La mitrailleuse!_" + +"The machine guns!" I echoed. + +"_Oui, Madame._" + +That sufficed. "We'll be leaving in ten minutes. Go to the kitchen. +I'll send someone to look after you and we'll go together." + +All this had transpired in less time than it takes to tell it. Awakened +by the bell, the refugees in the stables came pouring into the +courtyard. A second later, George, lantern in hand, came running +towards me. + +"Tell Leon to harness Cesar--then go and wake Julie and say that we are +leaving in ten minutes. I expect her, and her family, with their horse, +to be ready. The courtyard in ten minutes. Mind!" + +On the landing I met Madame Guix already fully dressed. + +"_Nous partons,_" was all I said. She understood and followed me +towards Yvonne's room. + +The two children, their teeth chattering, looked towards us in terror. + +"Nini, put on the warmest clothes you possess and help Madame Guix to +dress Yvonne. Then go to the kitchen and wait there without moving." + +My own toilet was brief, and five minutes later, lamp in hand, I was +pounding on all the doors of the long corridors, fearful lest some one +be forgotten and locked in the house. When I reached the second floor I +bethought me of the woman and her two children, and as I advanced I +called, "Don't be frightened. This is merely a warning!" + +The poor soul must have been dreaming, for when I touched her door she +screamed, and as I opened it and held the lamp over my head, I could see +the two little creatures clinging to their mother, who on her knees +begged, "Take me, but spare my babies!" + +I had some difficulty in reassuring her, but finally succeeded, and left +her to go below to the hospital. + +At the first alarm, the women who were sleeping there had fled in +terror, and when assured that all were gone, for safety's sake I went up +into the vestibule and standing at the foot of' the stairs, called, "All +out! All out! I'm closing up and leaving!" + +No one answering, I judged that my summons had been obeyed, and so +hurried back to my own room to fetch jewels, kodak and pets. On my way +down I opened H.'s wardrobe and grabbed several overcoats, confident +that the boys would forget theirs and need them. + +In the courtyard I found Julie and her family already perched on the +hay-cart, where Yvonne had been hoisted and lay moaning, well covered in +a blanket. Both horses were hitched and my servants waiting orders. +Beside ours, other big drays were being prepared for flight, yet there +was no confusion--no loud talking--no lamenting. I then told the boys +to hurry to the farm yard and open all the gates so that the poultry and +cows could have free access to the entire estate, which is closed in by +a wall. I was thus certain that though they might feel hungry they, +would not die for want of food or water during the short time I intended +to be gone. + +This done, I went to the kitchen where I found Nini, who had obeyed +orders not to move but who had presence of mind enough to lay out bread +and jam and wine for the famished youth who had brought the message. + +In the lamplight I caught sight of my road maps on the refectory wall, +and setting my jewel box on the table I began unpinning and carefully +folding them and put them in the pocket of my motor coat. Almost at the +same instant, the lamp flickered and Leon came in to say that all the +dogs were found save the beagle hound and three fox terrier puppies, +who, frightened by the bell and the commotion, had hidden in the hay +lofts. We went out, and I called and whistled in vain--none of them +appeared. + +All this had taken more time than I expected. The wagons full of +refugees had disappeared, and we were alone. + +"_En route!_" I called, climbing into the _charette_, a big lump rising +in my throat. + +"_En route!_" called George. + +Once again I counted our party to be sure all were there, and then +slowly the heavy-laden hay-cart pulled out of the courtyard onto the +high road. + +The first ten steps that my horse took he limped so painfully that my +heart sank in my boots. + +What nonsense, this departure! The poor beast would break down and we'd +have to shoot him by the wayside, and other similar cheerful thoughts +fled through my brain as we jogged up the narrow village street. + +In front of the town hall I halted, first of all to rest my steed, +secondly to await George and Leon, who had remained behind to shut the +entrance doors and bolt the gate, and finally because I was astonished +to see all the windows illuminated. + +I Jumped down and approaching one of the panes looked through and saw +the entire municipal council seated in a semi-circle, their faces grave +with anxiety. Presently the boys, accompanied by H.'s messenger, rode up +on their bicycles and handed me the keys. I entered the room where Mr. +Duguey, the schoolmaster and town clerk, greeted me. + +"Gentlemen, I've come to give you the keys to my estate. I've received +a message from my husband begging me to leave at once." + +"Then make haste, Madame, while there is still time. We are just about +to beat the call to arms and warn the population that those who hope to +escape must leave at once. Though we have no official orders to do this +we have taken it on ourselves, for we now know for certain that the +Uhlans have surrounded the village and are awaiting daylight to take +possession. They are probably bivouacking on the heights in your park." + +Then the old peasant woman had not lied! Those were really Uhlans she +had seen in the _bois de la Mazure_. Ye gods, and here I was trying to +get away with a lame horse! Thank heaven, the Marne was not far! I +would cross it and then await developments. + +The clock in the little church struck two and an owl hooted mournfully +in the belfry as silently our cortege plodded up the steep incline. When +we reached the summit I could not resist turning around and casting a +long affectionate glance on my lovely home-shining like a fairy palace +in its setting of wonderful trees. Who could tell? I might never see +it again! + +George, too, must have been penetrated with the same sentiment, for he +rode up close to the cart and grasping the mud guard, turned on his +saddle and wistfully shaking his bead, gave vent to his feelings by the +following very inelegant but extremely expressive ejaculation: + +"_Quels cochons! vous chasser d'une propriete parcille!_" + +A long shiver of emotion crept down my spine, and though it was but the +second of September I instinctively drew the fur collar of my coat +closer about my throat. + +In front of me I could bear the wheels of our heavy-laden hay-cart +creaking as the big farm horse plodded on. Its occupants were silent, +and thanks to the moon and the lantern which hung up high behind, I +could see Julie and Madame Guix nodding with sleep. + +My own poor beast limped on and besides thinking of all that I had left +undone at the chateau and planning how and where we could go, I had the +constant vision of his silent suffering in front of me. At every little +incline I would get down and throwing the reins over the neck of Betsy, +my bull dog, who occupied the seat beside me, I would give Cesar his +head and take my place with the boys behind. He seemed to be grateful. + +Let it be said, however, that as our journey advanced the hoof, at first +so tender from much poulticing, became firmer and firmer, and instead of +increasing, the lameness rather grew less. + +We crossed our little market town of Charly amid dead silence. Not a +light in a single window, not a sound anywhere. We seemed to be the +only souls astir, and the foolhardiness of this midnight departure when +everyone else was tucked up snug in his bed, angered me. I was seized +with a mad desire to turn about and go home. + +Just then George asked me which direction I intended taking, and +remembering H.'s imperative "Go south," we turned sharp and headed for +the first bridge across the Marne. + +High in front of me rose the dark wooded hills of Pavant, descending +abruptly to that narrow strip of fertile plain which borders the river +on both sides, but now half-veiled in a heavy blue mist. Below me the +swift current sped onward like a silver arrow, and before so impressive +a spectacle I could not help thinking how meager is the art of the scene +painter and dramatist which tries to depict a real battlefield. For +battlefield I felt this was, and my overstrained nerves no longer +holding my imagination in check, I could already see human forms +writhing in agony, and hear the moaning of souls on the brink of +Eternity. As though to vivify this hallucination, the dying moon +suddenly plunged behind a cloud, lighting the landscape but by strange +lugubrious streaks, and in the distance behind us a long low rumble +warned me that my dream might soon be a terrible reality. + +The Marne crossed, a weight was lifted from my shoulders, and settling +back against the pile of blankets in my rig, I let the horse follow his +own sweet will and we started to zig-zag up a steep incline. At the end +of five minutes' time I was so benumbed by the cold that sleep was +impossible, so I left my seat and joined the others who, all save +Yvonne, had been obliged to descend to relieve their horse. What a +climb that was--seven long kilometers from right to left, winding around +that hill, as about a mountain, ever and again finding ourselves on a +narrow ledge overlooking the valley. The fog had spread until literally +choked up between the bills and I could hardly persuade myself that it +was not the sea that rolled below me. Even the signal lamps on the +distant railway line rose out of the labyrinth like a lighthouse in +mid-ocean, making the illusion complete. + +Dawn was breaking as we reached the summit and pausing for a moment's +breath, we could see people with bundles hurrying from cottages and farm +yards, while the fields seemed dotted with horses and carts that sprang +out of the semi-darkness like specters, following one another to the +highway. In less than no time the long caravan had re-formed and was +again under way. + +We brought up the rear, preceded by five hundred snow-white oxen. There +was no way of' advancing faster than the _cortege_. It was stay in line +or lose your place, and as the sun rose over the plains, I was so +impressed by the magnificence of our procession that I forgot the real +cause of our flight and never for an instant realized that I now formed +an intimate part of that column which but a few hours since inspired me +with such genuine pity. + +As we passed through a small agglomeration of houses that one might +hardly call a village, I recognized several familiar faces on the +doorsteps, and presently comprehended why Charly was so dark and silent +the night before. It was empty--evacuated--and the greater part of its +inhabitants were here on the roadside, preparing to continue their +route. + +Where were we going? I think none of us had a very definite idea. We +were following in line on the only road that crossed this wonderfully +fertile country. The monotony of the landscape, the warmth of the sun, +added to the gentle swing of my cart calmed my nerves and I fell back +into a heavy sleep. + +When I opened my eyes I could hear water running over a dam, and see +below me and but a very short distance away, a river flowing through a +valley. Someone said it was the Petit Morin; another announced that we +had come seventeen kilometers and a third proffered that it was 6:30 A. +M.--time for breakfast. We ought not to attack the opposite hill on +empty stomachs. + +Accordingly we crossed the Petit Morin and broke ranks in front of two +little cottages that bordered the river at the entrance of an electric +power house. At the same time, a small covered gig halted beside our +big cart and from it descended the mother of the two little girls she +who had so much gold. + +Did I mind if she followed in our wake? + +Of course not. + +She was still as timid and frightened as the night before, and it didn't +take much questioning to learn that she had never had a pair of reins in +her hands before in her life. + +The boys took all the horses down to the river and carefully bathed +their knees and legs. In the meantime, coffee had been found and +ground, someone had scurried about and found a house where milk could be +had, and on an iron tripod that I had sense enough to bring along, water +was set to boiling. + +It was very amusing that first picnic breakfast, and my! what appetites +we had. The summer lodgers in one of the cottages gazed upon us in +amazement--all save one little girl who, so it seems, had had a +presentiment that some ill would befall her and for two days had not +ceased weeping. + +The meal over, each one went to my cart and taking possession of a +blanket and pillow, rolled up in it and went fast asleep in the +brilliant sunshine. How we blessed those warm, penetrating rays, for we +had suffered much from the damp cold all night. + +Left alone, I overhauled my wagon and made the discovery that my jewel +box was missing. That did not alarm me much, for I was confident that I +had left it on the refectory table, and would find it--like my silver +chests--just where I had left them. + +My road map showed us to be at La Tretoire, midway between Charly and +Rebais, but as there were no provisions to be had in so small a place, I +decided to push on to the township where we might be able to get +lodgings. This, however, must be done before noon, or we would be +obliged to sleep out of doors again, for it would be impossible to +travel through the heat of the day. Accordingly, at half past eight, I +roused the boys and we started up the hill, bag and baggage. + +It was much the same kind of scene as at Pavant, only we were less +excited and far more exhausted than at the outset of our trip. Each one +stalked on, gritting his teeth and wiping the big beads of perspiration +from his brow. By ten we reached the top and calling George, who had +been walking beside the leader since we left home, I told him to take my +place in the _charette_ and I would mount my bicycle. + +Leaving orders to follow the straight road to Rebais, I pushed on ahead, +promising to do my best, and an hour later found myself on the outskirts +of the little town--very weary and almost overcome by the heat. In the +hurry of my departure from Villiers I had wrapped a scarlet chiffon +scarf about my head, never thinking that a hat would be a very useful +article in the daytime. For sixty minutes, then, as I had pedaled along +that endless road, the sun had beaten down upon my head and shoulders, +and when I came upon a public pump, I dropped down in the grass beside +it, after wringing out my handkerchief in its refreshing water and +bathing my burning face and arms. + +When I finally made my entrance into Rebais, I found that thousands of +other persons had probably had the same idea as I and it took but little +time to discover that all rooms, whether private or public, were +occupied. The place was overflowing with refugees. The line outside +the baker's shop warned me that I had a dozen hungry mouths dependent +upon me and yesterday's supply of bread was well nigh exhausted, let +alone being stale. I took my place among the others and stood for a +good hour waiting for the second ovenful to finish baking. + +Certainly no greasy pig at a county fair was ever more difficult to +manage than that long nine-pound loaf of red hot bread. There was no +way of handling it--it burned everything it touched. No sooner did I +put it under one arm than I was obliged to change it to the other post +haste. Add to this the fact that I had not ridden a bicycle since a +child, and realize that whether walking or riding the bread was equally +hot and equally cumbersome. It was too long to fit into the handlebars, +besides how could I hold it there? Too soft to be tied with string that +I might buy. At one moment I thought seriously of picking up my skirt +and carrying the bread as peasant women do grass and fodder, but alas, a +1914 skirt was too narrow to permit this. At length when almost +disheartened and I had stood my loaf against the side of a house to +cool, I recognized a familiar voice back of me, and George appeared on +his wheel to announce that my party had camped in a young orchard two +miles outside of Rebais, neither man nor beast being capable of going +any farther. We clapped our loaf into an overcoat that was strapped to +the back of his machine, and swinging it between us, soon joined the +others. + +Our noonday repast was composed of cold bam and fried potatoes. I think +I never ate better, though I must confess that the latter were stolen +from a neighboring field. By two o'clock a dozen weary inhabitants of +Villiers were stretched out on their rugs and peacefully dreaming! We +had decided to rest before determining what to do for the night. + +I was awakened by a stiff feeling in my neck, and opened my eyes to find +that the sun was rapidly disappearing in the west. I had slept soundly +four hours and was much refreshed, though the bumps in the ground had +bruised me, and I could hardly move my head. + +Yvonne had stood the journey so far very well though unable as yet to +walk, but as the cool of the evening came on I began to worry lest a +night out of doors set her screaming with pain. So as I laced my boots, +I decided to go back to Rebais and make another desperate attempt to +lodge her at least. + +"Did Madame see Maitre Baudoin this morning," asked Leon, to whom I +imparted my plans. + +I gasped! What a fool I was! My mind was so upset that I had forgotten +that my own notary was a prominent personality in Rebais. + +A quarter of an hour later I turned into the public square and beheld +Maitre Baudoin and his wife standing on the doorstep watching the exodus +of numerous refugees. + +"Madame Huard!" they exclaimed. "You? What on earth has happened?" + +I explained in a few words. + +"Why, come right in. We were just going to sit down to dinner." + +I said I was not alone, and must first look after the others. Without +waiting a second, Maitre Baudoin crossed over to the town hall and soon +returned with a key in his hand. + +"Here, here's the key to a bakery--there are rooms above. Your people +can lodge there and you come in with us. All this will be over in a day +or so; the news is good to-day. The Germans will never reach the +Marne!" + +I went and fetched our delighted caravan, and after safely depositing +them in their new residence, I was crossing the main street to join my +friends, when a big military auto whisked into the middle of the square +and halted. Ten seconds later it was followed by a dozen others, and by +the time I had reached the Baudoins' the place was literally lined with +motors, containing officers and orderlies. We were just sitting down +when some one pounded on the door and a deep authoritative voice called +out, "You're to lodge a general and two officers!" And we could hear +the man hastily chalking the names on the door. + +Madame Baudoin looked from me to her husband, her eyes wide open with +astonishment. The meal was forgotten and we hurried out into the +twilight to seek news. The _Etat Major_ of a cavalry division was to +bivouac at Rebais, would be leaving at midnight. + +My friends understood, and they who had not as yet seen a soldier since +the war began, realized for the first time that they were now in the +midst of the retreating army. I begged them to make ready for flight +and they hurried homewards while I returned to the bakery to hold +council. + +As I reached the door, someone touched me on the shoulder and an +officer, pointing to the Red Cross armlet I was wearing, said: + +"Go to the hospital at once. We need your services. Wounded." + +"Very well, sir," I replied, and stepped inside. + +"Madame Guix! Madame Guix!" I called in the stairway from the shop. + +The others came clattering down all excitement, saying that Madame Guix +had been recognized by her uniform and sent flying to the hospital. + +Just then a shadow barred the entrance door and turning I saw an army +chauffeur standing there. + +"A piece of bread for God's sake," he begged. + +"What?" + +"Yes, I'm nearly dead of hunger. We've had no time to cook our food, +and bread has been lacking for two days." + +I looked about me--the bread boxes were empty. I had no right to do so, +but I opened all the cupboards. The least I could do was pay, if the +bakers appeared. I found a stale loaf and chopped it in four with the +big knife near the counter. The way that poor fellow bit into it brought +tears to my eyes. + +"Wait a minute," I said as he turned away, and I rushed out to the court +where my cart was standing. In a moment I was back with a slice of ham +and some sweet chocolate and Julie came up with a glass of water. + +I was about to ask questions when another form appeared, followed by +still another. + +"Bread--oh, for heaven's sake, bread!" they implored. Apparently there +was no reason why I should not go on with my new trade until all the +hungry chauffeurs in the army were satisfied. But remembering the +wounded, I turned over my job to Julie, with orders to deal out the +bread as long as it lasted and to go lightly with the chocolate, as my +provision was not endless. + +What a different aspect the main square presented to that of an hour +before! Motors were lined up four deep on all sides, and I was obliged +to elbow my way through the crowds of gapers, refugees, and officers +that thronged the street. + +"Have you come for the wounded?" questioned a white-capped sister as I +closed the convent door and strode up the steps. + +"Yes, sister." + +"Heaven be praised! Come this way, quickly. Your nurse is here, but +cannot suffice alone. We're of no use--there are only five of us to +look after the almshouse, and a hundred refugees. We know nothing of +surgery or bandaging." + +All this was said sweetly and quietly as we hurried down a long +corridor. In the middle of a big, well-lighted room stood Madame Guix +bandaging the arm of a fine looking fellow, who shut his eyes and grated +his teeth as she worked. On a half-dozen chairs sat as many men, some +holding their heads in their hands, some doubled in two, others +clenching their fists in agony. Not a murmur escaped them. The floor in +several places was stained with great red patches. + +"Quick, Madame Huard. We must stop the hemorrhages at all costs. The +wounds are not bad, since the men have come on foot, but one never can +tell with this heat." + +A sister tied a white apron around me and in a second I had washed my +hands and begun. The first shirt I split, my heart leapt to my lips. I +was neither a novice nor a coward, but the sight of human blood flowing +so generously and given so ungrudgingly, gave me a queer feeling in my +throat. A second later that had all passed over and as I worked I +questioned the young fellows as to home and family and finally at what +place they had been wounded. Some did not know, others named unfamiliar +corners, but La Tretoire startled me. Our morning halt! Then the +invaders had crossed the Marne? For these were not wounds from +exploding shell but Mauser bullets and pistol shots! + +Meanwhile the sisters brought iron beds and soft mattresses into the +next room, and each boy in turn was put to rest. Fortunately there was +nothing very serious, for we had no doctor and knew not where to find +one. When we reached our last patient he was so limp that we feared he +would faint. Imagine, if you can, what it is to cut away a stout pair +of trooper's boots, and undress an almost helpless man whose clothes are +fairly glued to the skin with blood, dirt and perspiration. + +"Hold the ammonia closer to his nose," said Madame Guix, tugging at a +wire that served as boot lace. + +"I'm afraid he's exhausted. There he goes--" I had just time to catch +the body as it slid from the chair. + +Madame Guix grasped his wrist. + +"His pulse is good. Hold fast till I get my needle." + +The boy's lips parted and a familiar sound filled the room. + +"He's not fainted!" I gasped. "He's asleep! Snoring!" + +Poor little fellow, a bullet in the shoulder and one in the shin, and +yet fatigue had overcome the pain! When we finally had to wake him, he +apologized so nicely for the trouble he had given us, and sighed with +delight when he touched the cool linen sheets. + +"You must have found me a pretty mess. I haven't been out of my saddle +for three weeks, and we've been fighting every minute since we left +Charleroi." + +Our patients all asleep, Madame Guix and I sought a moment's rest in the +open. A door in the corridor led out into a lovely old-world garden, +surrounded on four sides by a delicately plastered cloister. The harvest +moon shone down, covering everything with a silver sheen, and such quiet +and calm reigned that it was almost impossible to believe that we were +not visitors to some famous landscape, leisurely enjoying a long-planned +trip. + +We were given no time to dream, however, for hasty footsteps in the +corridor and the appearance of a white-robed sister carrying a gun, told +us that our task was not yet finished. + +On a bench in the cloister, his head buried in one arm, the other tied +up in an impromptu sling, we found a blue-coated soldier. He was the +image of despair, and though we gently questioned him, he only shook his +head from side to side without answering. Finally I sat down on the +bench beside him and gently stroking his well arm, pleaded that he would +tell us his trouble so that we might help him. He drew his head up with +a jerk, and turning on me with an almost furious look in his big black +eyes, he snapped, "Are you married?" + +"Yes." + +"Then you know what it is. My God, my wife and babies, shut up in +Valenciennes. It isn't this that's killing me," he continued, slapping +his bandaged arm. "It's only a flesh wound in the shoulder. But it's +the other--the other thoughts. I've seen them at their work, the pack +of cursed cowards! but if they ever touch my wife! Perhaps they have, +the dirty blackguards, and I'm not there to defend her. Curse them all!" + +And he beat his fist on his knees in rage. Then anger, and agony having +reached paroxysm, his lips trembled, his mouth twitched, and brusquely +throwing his arm around my neck, he buried his head on my shoulder and +burst into tears. + +The first instant of surprise over, it would have been stupid to be +offended. The circumstances were such that it was impossible not to be +moved. + +I had never seen a man weep before; I never want to again. For a full +quarter-hour he sobbed like a child--this great sturdy fellow of +thirty-five, and through the mist in my eyes I could see that my +companion had turned her back on us and was fumbling for her +handkerchief in her pocket. + +Then little by little the choking sound disappeared, his shoulders +ceased to heave and shake, and a moment later our soldier lifted his +head and blubbered an apology. + +"Forgive me--you've done me so much good. I know I'm a fool, but it had +to come--I just couldn't stand it another minute--" and other similar +phrases, which we nipped in the bud by asking if he would like a cup of +hot soup, or come into the dispensary when we could bandage his wound. + +"Anywhere where it's light. I want you to see her picture--she'd think +you're great." + +And so before he would let us touch his wound, we had to feel in his +breast pocket and draw forth a wallet from which he produced the +cherished photographs. + +At length we completed his bandaging and I left Madame Guix to add the +finishing touches and went to the kitchen where Soeur Laurent was +standing over a huge range, ladling soup from two immense copper +boilers. There were men, women and children holding out cups and mugs, +a half-dozen dusty cavalrymen were skinning two rabbits in one corner, +and as many other soldiers were peeling vegetables which they threw into +another pot full of boiling water. + +This was no time to ask permission. The poor sister was already half +distracted by the demands of the famished refugees and combatants, so +taking a ladle from the wall, I dipped into the pot and strained some +bouillon into a few cups that I found in a cupboard. I intended giving +this to our patients should they wake and call for drink, and I was just +lifting my tray to go when a loud thumping on the front door made me set +it down in haste. + +I looked at Soeur Laurent, who was preparing to answer the summons, much +to the dismay of the soldiers. + +"I'll go," I called, and hurried out into the vestibule and down the +wide white marble steps. As I threw back the huge oak door someone +brushed past me, calling "Two men and a stretcher," and there in the +brilliant moonlight I beheld the most ghastly spectacle I had as yet +witnessed. + +Thrown forward in his saddle, his arms clasped about the horse's neck, +was the form of a dragoon. The animal that bore him had once been +white, but was now so splashed with blood that it was impossible to tell +what color was his originally. Both man and beast were wounded, badly +wounded, and how they had come here was a miracle. + +The alarm had reached the kitchen and hurrying forward, the troopers +soon lifted their comrade from his mount and carried him in. A lance +had pierced his thigh and the horse's flank, which meant that it had +been a hand-to-hand fight, and the blood still flowing freely, proved +that the combat was not an hour old! + +Madame Guix and I were doing our best when the white face's of my notary +and his wife appeared at the door of the dispensary. + +"Madame Huard, we've come to tell you you must go!" + +"Go?" + +"Yes, it is two o'clock and the general who was quartered on us slept +four hours and has gone. When leaving he warned us that the battle +would be on here by morning. We who have a motor are safe, but you who +have but horses must flee at once!" + +"But I can't leave the wounded!" + +"But you must. The worst that can happen to them is to be made +prisoners--more than likely they will be carried away by one of our +emergency ambulances. But think of all the young people who look to you +for protection! You cannot desert them; you must go!" + +I looked at Madame Guix. + +"Go, Madame Huard, you must. You owe it to the others. None of you +need me and I can be of service here, so if the sisters will keep me +I'll stay." + +Reluctantly I shook hands with my nurse, and hastened down the steps. +Maitre Baudoin and his wife took leave of me at the comer, and I elbowed +my way between the horses of a cavalry regiment, whose riders were sound +asleep on the hard cobble pavement beside them. + +On the further side of the square noisy rolling sounds told me that the +artillery was crossing the city, and mounting a doorstep, I beheld +battery after battery of the famous Seventy-fives clattering out of +sight over the road we had come by in the morning. When I got down, I +found my way blocked by the 18th Chasseurs a cheval, who, four abreast +and lance in hand, were setting out for battle. They were anything but +a beaten army--most of them were softly humming some popular song, while +others were calmly filling their pipes and still others catching forty +winks in their saddles. One or two I noticed wore no caps, and their +heads were bound in blood-stained bandages. + +There seemed to be no end to them and I was beginning to get anxious +about our departure. Plunging my hand into my coat pocket I touched a +piece of stale bread and a bit of chocolate, forgotten since the day +before, and hunger having seized me, I began gnawing my crust. + +"Say, sister, give us a bite," called one young chap from his horse as +he passed. + +"Are you really hungry?" + +"You bet!" + +Without hesitating I offered my crust. + +"Hurray for the girl with the red scarf!" called another. "Come on with +us. We'll make room for you." "We need a mascot," and other similar +jolly phrases passed from mouth to mouth as gaily the flower of young +France went forth to death. + +When finally they had disappeared I rushed across the street to find +George and Emile (H.'s messenger) engaged in a conversation with the +driver of an army supply wagon drawn up within an inch of the bakery +steps. Beside him on the seat sat a huge dragoon, his bead done up in a +blood-stained towel. + +"We're lost," he was explaining. "Been cut off from our regiment for +three days." + +"Poor regiment!" I murmured, and calling the boys, I told Emile to wake +the others and come down quickly to help hitch the horses. He was only +gone a second, and I could hear him calling. + +"_Allons, allons, Madame part de suite._" + +Then he reappeared carrying a lantern. + +"Where the devil did you get the light?" growled George. + +"In their room." + +"Then how in the name of heaven do you expect those people to dress and +roll up their belongings in the dark?" I scolded. "Here, George, go +back with the lantern." + +George obeyed orders, and Emile, rather sheepishly, skulked away in the +direction of the stable yard. I heard a sliding door pushed open, +followed by a long low whistle, and a second later Emile reappeared, his +eyes popping out of his head with astonishment. + +"There's a horse missing--been stolen!" + +"No! Impossible!" + +"The stable's empty!" + +I hurried to the spot, and found that he told the truth. + +"George!" I called, as my boy came around the corner of the house. +"George, Cesar's been stolen!" + +"Who says so, Madame?" + +"Emile--the stable's empty." + +Calmly and easily George walked over towards Emile, and taking him by +the collar, shook him violently. "Look here, you! What do you mean by +frightening Madame like that? Are you her servant? No! Well, then, +mind your own business!" + +And opening a second door alongside the other, we found Cesar and +Sausage munching their oats. + +It was no easy job harnessing in the dark and backing the heavy carts +out of the narrow yard into the still narrower street. But in ten +minutes our caravan was again en route. + +We crossed the public square, now almost empty of men, horses and +motors, and took the only road leading south. + +The first gray streaks of daylight lighted the east as we turned the +corner, and we were obliged to pull suddenly to the extreme right, for a +heavy Parisian motorbus swung round the bend and rushed on past us. + +Straining my eyes, I perceived that there was not one but hundreds of +them, following each other at top speed down the hill. There were armed +men standing inside them, armed men on the platforms and steps, armed +men even on the roofs and it was indeed a strange sight to see +_Madeleine-Bastille_ and the _Galeries Lafayette_ out here in the open +country, jammed full of grim infantrymen preparing for the fray. + +Suddenly a tremendous explosion rent the air and shook the ground so +that the horses stopped and trembled. + +"There goes the bridge at Nogent!" cried George. "No--the power house +at La Tretoire!" + +"_En avant!_" I called, knowing that the signal for battle had now been +given. + + + + +VI + +We had gone about two miles when the sight of my greyhounds tied behind +the farm cart made me think of my little Boston bull. + +"Where's Betsy?" I asked of those perched on the hay. + +Julie, Nini and Yvonne grew white. + +It took little time to discover that no one had seen her that morning. +It was evident she had been forgotten--left to die tied to the brass +rail inside an abandoned bakery, for it was there I had fastened her on +arriving the night before. Pedaling ahead till I reached Leon who led +the procession-- + +"Keep straight on this road. If it should fork, take the direction of +the La Ferte Gauche. I'll be back in no time." Then turning about, I +started a parallel race with an autobus, much to the delight of the +occupants. + +Useless to say that my adversary gained on the up-grade, turned the +corner, was gone, and was followed by another long before I reached the +public square, breathless and full of anxiety. + +Rebais was empty--not even a tardy refugee straggled by the wayside, and +before I reached the bakery I could hear the plaintive howls of my +little brute. + +What a joyful welcome I received. What hilarious waggings of that +little screw tail! But, there was no time to be lost, for the problem +now was how Betsy was to catch up with the procession. She was too +heavy for me to carry under my arm, and too old and puffy to be expected +to follow a bicycle--but it was one or the other, and tying her leash to +the handle bar, off we started, after an encouraging pat on the head and +the promise of a lump of sugar if she would only "be a good girl." + +On we sped, past the huge lumbering motorbuses, which terrified the poor +animal who tugged vehemently at her string, at times almost choking +herself. + +In half an hour we had caught up with the caravan, and as I lifted poor +exhausted Betsy on to the hay, Nini roused from her dozing and pointing +to the east, said, "Oh, look! what a big fire!" + +"You silly child, it's the sun rising; go back to sleep," I said, +terrified by what I had seen, but unwilling to alarm the others +uselessly. + +At the skyline of an immense plain that stretched on our left, huge +columns of flame burst heavenward, covered a moment later by dense black +smoke. Fortunately, however, the sun peeped over the horizon almost +instantly, thereby diminishing the intensity of the conflagration. But +Nini was not to be thus hoodwinked. + +"See," she continued, "what funny little fluffy clouds those are!" + +"Nini, if you don't go to sleep at once you'll have to get down and +walk, and let one of the boys take your place. They'll be only too glad +to, I know." + +Nini obeyed instantly. She had come away with but one pair of shoes (in +spite of my admonition to take all the footwear she possessed) and that +pair of shoes pinched. + +Funny little fluffy clouds indeed! The shaking of the earth beneath my +feet and a second of reflection told me, they were not clouds, before +they would be directed westward was but shells--and how long it would be +a question that chilled the blood in my veins. + +The town we were heading for--La Ferte Gauche--lay southeast. Though I +had no glass, it was evident that it was now under the enemies' fire, +and we might just as well run our necks into a noose as keep on in that +direction. It was southwest--or nothing. + +Without offering any explanation I rode ahead and told Leon to follow +me. Then turning abruptly to the right, I took the first side path that +was wide enough for our cart wheels, and in and out, up and down, we +followed it for over an hour, until coasting down a steep incline, I +found myself in the midst of a delightful little village, nestled +between two hills on the border of a river. + +The shops were just opening and people were going about their work as if +nothing unusual were happening. They gazed in astonishment at this +hatless bicyclist, who wore a Red Cross armlet, and when I went into the +baker shop, I was filled with joy at the sight of all the crisp loaves +lined up in their racks ready for delivery. + +Refugees? + +They hadn't seen any. Someone had heard an unaccustomed movement of +wagons during the night, that was all. + +A signpost, as I turned into the square, told me that I was at +Jouy-sur-Morin, and a few moments later, I came upon a group of +gentlemen in frock coats standing talking on an embankment below the +church. If it had been in the afternoon instead of five A. M., I should +have thought this assembly perfectly in harmony with the landscape. In +fact they looked so much like H.'s caricatures of his provincial +compatriots that I couldn't help smiling as I passed. This mutational +gathering of the municipal council was the only outward sign of anxiety +to be found in this picturesque township. + +The arrival of our caravan produced quite a sensation among the early +risers at Jouy, thought the enthusiasm for telling their story had +somewhat subsided among my servants. They were footsore, sleepy, and +hungry. + +The gentlemen in frock coats were too busy in their own affairs to give +us much attention, and I was about to leave when one of them called me +over and asked a few questions. Anxious to be off, I answered briefly. +The man probably took me for a poor demented female; how could he think +otherwise down here in his little valley, where not a sound of gun and +shell had penetrated as yet? + +History will tell you how, a few hours later, Jouy-sur-Morin was the +scene of one of the bloodiest battles of the Marne. + +At the dairy, my appearance aroused much curiosity, and when I brought +out the money to pay for my milk, the woman held up her hand. "No, +never; I couldn't take pay from such forlorn creatures as you!" + +This unexpected pity brought the blood to my cheeks. I was hot with +indignation. Until now we had wanted for nothing, and with gold in my +pocket charity was an insult. I straightened my tie, looked at my dusty +boots, and realized for the first time that my face was drawn with +fatigue and anxiety--that my hair, though tidy, was sadly out of curl. +Leaving my change on the table, I turned on my heel and departed. +Explanations were tiresome and useless. + +We crossed a railroad track and then the river--the Grand Morin--and in +a grass-grown granite quarry halted for breakfast, sheltering ourselves +from the blistering sun in the shade of the immense rocks. + +The boys took the horses down to the river to drink and bathe, and a few +seconds later came back for towels and soap. + +What a happy idea! A quarter of a mile higher up the bank I found a +well secluded spot, and plunged into the refreshing current. It was the +first time I had had my boots off since leaving Villiers. Thanks to a +small pocket glass and a fresh white blouse, I made myself quite +presentable and as I approached our camp, the appetizing odor of fresh +fried country sausage tickled my nostrils and made me glad to be alive. + +Hot coffee accompanied by buttered toast had been prepared by the girls +during my absence, and we needed no coaxing to persuade us to do the +meal justice. Already accustomed to this gypsy life, George's dry humor +began to show itself, and now and again the silence would be broken by +peals of laughter, caused by some quaint joke. + +We lingered lovingly over the repast, and I was trying to decide whether +or not we would push on at once or wait and rest until afternoon when +suddenly my question was answered for me. + +While we had been clearing up and loading the carts a long train of +freight cars had noiselessly glided down the rails opposite our quarry, +and had halted without pulling into the station. There was nothing +abnormal in this, and from where we sat a trifle below the level of the +track, we could see but little of what was going on on the opposite +platform. Standing upright in my charette, carefully folding a blanket +so as to take up the least possible space, my eye was attracted by +several red specks scurrying up a steep incline. A moment afterwards my +gaze drifted downward and I realized that from the innocent looking +freight cars hundreds of armed soldiers were disembarking and spreading +themselves out, _en tirailleurs_, preparing an attack in ambush. I had +seen this same pretty feat successfully accomplished at the _grand +manauvres_, the year before, but it was another thing entirely when one +grasped that these men were in dead earnest. + +Just then a buggy, containing a disheveled woman and collarless man, +galloped over the crossing and sped westward. The occupants, whom I +hailed, did not deign a reply, but beckoning with their arms, enjoined +me to follow them. + +"It's time to break camp," I said, "if we intend to reach the next town +before it gets too hot." + +So off we started, preceded by a heavy delivery wagon, a _Familistere_ +from the north, which crossed the rails just as we were pulling onto the +road. It was a big covered affair, filled to overflowing with bedding +and household utensils--and even the top was loaded with huge boxes and +baskets of provisions. Behind it walked, or rather trotted, three stout +women and a man, the former half-crazed with heat and anxiety, mopping +their brows and their tears as the _cortege_ advanced. + +An hour and a half of steady climbing quite exhausted them, and when we +reached the level, the three graces collapsed by the roadside, still +weeping copiously. I observed this as I approached, and presently saw +their companion mounted on the high hind wheel of their wagon, gazing +intently towards the east through a pair of field glasses. + +"What can you see?" I asked as the _charette_ passed by them. + +"Come and have a look. It's worth while. My wife and family are too +frightened." + +I halted, and climbing up by the spokes reached the top, and steadying +myself with my left hand, took the proffered glass with my right. + +From one extremity to the other of the wide plains, from which we were +separated by the valley of the Grand Morin, those same long columns of +dense black smoke rose lazily in the brilliant sunlight. Into some +determined spot the enemy was pouring a perfect rain of shot and shell, +and the dust rising after each explosion formed a curtain that blotted +out the rest of the landscape. Below, the _Senegalais_ had disappeared +in ambush, but now and again the distant clattering of the +_mitrailleuse_ told us they were at their deadly work. And to think, +all this was happening on ground we had traveled over only a few hours +since! And I had been fool enough to go back to Rebais--alone to +recover my dog! + +I shuddered as I got down. What was the use of trying to hurry? We +couldn't go any faster than the horses, and if we overworked them now we +would have to rest longer later on. So, urging our poor old nags, we +trudged along the sun-baked roads between the high grown wheat fields of +the Brie country. + +Still another couple of hours and we had reached Choisy-en-Brie, found a +stable for our animals, and we ourselves stretched out on our blankets +beneath the friendly shadow of the big stone church. + +I had finished luncheon and was just dozing off when a motor horn roused +me from my lethargy. A second later I recognized Maitre Baudoin and his +wife, the latter holding their four-year-old daughter on her knees, her +grandmother sitting alone in the back seat which was piled high with +important documents, and their maid strapped to the steps of the car. + +We set up a shout which stopped them. "We stayed until a shell burst on +the house next door, then we thought it was time to go,"' explained +Maitre Baudoin. + +"What time did you leave Rebais?" + +"Forty minutes ago. You'd better be moving, too." + +"Sorry, but I can't. The horses must rest." + +"Well, don't wait too long. Adieu." + +"Adieu," and they were off. + +I returned to my blanket and again was just closing my eyes when the +unexpected sound of Gregorian chant made me sit up. Nearer and nearer +it drew, louder and louder rose the priests' voices, and then a +much-befringed and flower-laden hearse, preceded by the clergy and +followed by the mourners (the men in evening dress and the women in +their Sunday clothes), rounded the corner, passed in front of us, and +halted before the main door of the church. + +I couldn't help smiling. The incongruity of this pompous _enterrement +de premiere classe, en musique_, when the city was imminently menaced by +a German bombardment, bordered on the pathetic and the ridiculous. +However, the family of the defunct did not think so, and their deceased +parent was chanted to eternity with all the rites and ceremonies that +his will had provided for. + +Personally I was delighted at the idea of going to sleep to the sound of +the organ, which pierced the thick granite walls and almost drowned the +rumble of the cannon, to which we had now become so accustomed that we +had ceased to be alarmed. + +"_Des soldats!_" cried someone. + +In a second I was on my feet. + +"Where?" + +"Two-on bicycles, going into the hotel opposite." + +I reached there as soon as they did. Their story was brief. + +"We're the forerunners of a cavalry depot, being transferred to Rozoy +from Montmirail. It's getting too hot down there! How far is it to +Rozoy?" + +I pulled out my map. + +"Seventeen kilometres." + +"Oh, Lord!" + +And the poor fellows wiped the great beads of perspiration from their +dusty necks and faces. + +"Bring up a bottle of wine. I'll stand for the drinks," called a man +from a corner of the cafe. + +"What regiment do you belong to?" + +"_L'Escadron du train._" + +My heart leapt with expectancy. + +"Do you know a man named H.?" + +"No." + +My disappointment was even greater than my joy. + +"How many horses are you taking to Rozoy?" + +"Two hundred and some." + +"At what time will they pass here?" + +"They're due in half an hour, if they don't get cornered by the Boches +on the way. We had a close call ourselves." And swallowing their +glasses of white wine and water, they were on their bicycles and gone, +before we could get any further details. + +I had now had enough experience to know that it was high time to take to +the road if we didn't wish to be captured. Yet it seemed unfair to go +and leave some two-score innocent people praying for the soul of their +dear departed to a long drawn-out musical accompaniment. So while the +boys were harnessing I entered the sanctuary and approaching the chancel +by a side aisle, beckoned an altar boy and whispered in his ear words to +the effect that the curate would better hurry his mass and thereby give +his flock time to escape the invaders. + +I said this calmly, and hoped he would follow my example in delivering +my message, but imagine if you can the effect produced by this +frightened individual, who, lifting his hands in the air, cried out in +terror, "_Vite, vite, Monsieur le Cure'! Voila' les Prussiens!_" + +I didn't wait to see what happened, but went out and joined my group, +which was making ready to start. How far advanced was mass when I +entered the church I did not observe, but what I do know is that it +finished abruptly after my warning, and the poor hearse horse never +before galloped towards the cemetery of Choisy at such a pace nor in +such an undignified manner. As to the mourners, they fairly flew beside +it, greatly diminished in number, the others scattering like chaff +before the wind. + +The half-hour's interval allowed by the cyclists for the horses to +arrive was far overlapped by the time we once again took the road, but +the sound of the cannonade had gradually grown closer. + +Wearied by this constant changing of camp, I made up my mind to go far +enough in this next move to be able to really rest for a day or so. +Consulting my map, I discovered Jouyle-Chatel to be at what I judged a +safe distance--nearly thirty kilometres and considerably south of Paris. +The afternoon was still young, so we would have time to make the town +before dark. At any rate, I told George to accompany me and explained +that he and I would ride ahead full speed, and arrange for beds and a +dinner by the time the others should arrive. They were instructed not +to let the dark halt them, but to come on. Secretly I hoped that this +would be our last stretch and that we would be able to remain at Jouy +until it was wise to start homeward. + +It was an uneventful trip from Choisy to Jouy. The roads were +excellent, though very undulating and the only incident that marked our +journey was an intoxicated individual who jumped across our path and, +putting his hand on my handle bar, demanded tearfully what I had done +with his wife and children. + +I declared myself innocent in the matter, which angered him +considerably. + +"Now I know you're a spy! Get down--" George did not give him time to +finish the phrase, but with a well-measured blow, sent him sprawling in +the brambled ditch and we beat a hasty retreat without looking back. + +It was night by the time we reached Jouy, and at the entrance of the +city I enquired for the best hotel. + +"_Le Grand Turc_--but the proprietress is closing up, making ready to +leave." + +"What! Here? You don't mean to say the scare has reached this place, +too?" + +"Well, we've had so many refugees these days that the women got +frightened and want to go." + +George and I parted company, he to see what he could find since the best +hotel was denied us, and I, undaunted, started off to try to persuade +the proprietress to let us in. + +After much rattling at the door handles and pounding on the shutters, an +acrid female voice enjoined me to be gone. + +"I'm closing up and leaving." + +"Leaving? What for?" + +"To escape the Germans!" + +"How foolish! They'll never reach here. I've just come from the Marne +and expected to find board and lodgings for my staff until the war is +over." + +That encouraged her and cracking the door, she put her head out. + +"I belong to the Red Cross. Here's my badge and my _carte didentite_. +Don't you think you could find room for me?" + +"Well, we're packing up, but we'll have to wait for our horses, which +are at a farm seven miles from here. The farmer said he'd come if there +was any danger." + +"Well, you see there isn't or he'd be here by now." + +My hostess seemed convinced and opening the door a little wider, let me +pass. + +"How many of you are there?" + +"Fourteen." + +"Good heavens! Fourteen rooms? Never!" + +"I don't ask that, my good woman. If you can find a bed for me and +happen to have a bay loft or covered shed, the others will be glad +enough to sleep there. As to the meals, we have our own provisions and +will cook outside. It's a little late to-night, however, so if you +could manage to give them a cup of hot soup and an omelet when they +arrive, I'd make it worth your while." + +She consented to the compromise, and sent one of her daughters to +prepare my room. I then dispatched George, whose bicycle bell I heard +ringing in the street, to the city gate to await and conduct the +remainder of our party. In the hour that elapsed before their arrival I +gained in the hostess's good graces by lancing a festered finger and +bandaging her small daughter's skinned knee. + +When the others arrived, George, who had not been idle during his wait, +told me that Jouy was almost empty of inhabitants, and that most of the +people from Mery-sur-Marne, a village near Villiers, were lodging for +the night on bales of hay in the school house and town hall. + +Our meal over, none of us needed persuading to retire and the idea of a +bed lured me early to my room. + +Naturally a light sleeper, I was constantly awakened by the coming and +going and the conversation of our proprietress, who kept on packing +right through the night. Another time I was roused by a bell ringing up +and down the street, which passed beneath my window, and a deep +masculine voice that enjoined all the people from Mery to hurry to the +town hall. The wagons were leaving in a quarter of an hour. + +"Poor fools," thought I, and rolled over in my bed. + +As it grew light, I could gee the interminable stream of refugees +passing up the road, and when I had dressed and hastened to the +courtyard I found the others had already kindled a fire and tea was +awaiting me. + +"At what time should we start, Madame?" + +"Start where?" + +"I haven't the slightest intention of going any farther. Haven't you +all had enough of this kind of traveling?" + +The reply was affirmative and unanimous! + +"The noise of the cannon is hardly audible this morning, which is a very +encouraging sign, I'm sure, so we'll try to make ourselves comfortable +until it's safe to go home." + +And leaving Julie in charge, I set off by myself, glad of a moment's +solitude. + +In my wanderings I found the church door open, and entering, rejoiced in +the peace that reigned within. It calmed my anxiety and as I withdrew +my thoughts were clearer, and the burden of my responsibility seemed +lightened. + +On my way to the hotel I was accosted by a woman who, with a baby in her +arms, was leading a cow behind her. + +"Don't you want some milk?" + +"I hardly think so." + +"Please take it. You see, I've only saved my baby and my cow, and I +have to milk the latter twice a day. I can't carry all she gives, so I +keep what's necessary and throw the rest away. It seems like such a +waste." + +I agreed with her, and directed her towards the hotel court. She would +take no remuneration and thanking me, hastened on her way. + +As I watched her go someone touched me on the arm and asked me if I +would go to the town hall; there were two refugees who needed +assistance. There I found a very old couple, brother and sister, the +eldest aged ninety-two, the other two years younger. They were from +Mery, had lodged in a private house in Jouy, and were so decrepit that +they had not arisen in time to catch the wagons which bore away their +fellow townsmen the night before. That had so upset the old man that he +had broken down and lay moaning on the straw, while the mild little +woman explained that the being left behind was not what troubled her, +but it was her purse and belongings that had been carried off in the +carts. + +I comforted them as best I could, promising to send them hot milk and +biscuits, and wondering what else I could do for them. Any way they +should not starve, as long as we remained in Jouy. + +Luncheon was well under way when I returned to the hotel. In a pot, +standing on an iron tripod in the middle of the paved court, a rabbit +was gently stewing. In another, a fricassee of chicken smelled +temptingly good. The women and girls were peeling potatoes and onions, +which were to cook in the sauce and a peal of laughter went up from the +merry group when a few moments later George and Emile appeared, covered +with flour and dough from head to foot, and each bearing a bottle of +white wine under his arm. + +"What on earth have you boys been up to?" + +"Behold in us the city bakers!" said George with a wave of the hand and +he and his companion struck an attitude which again drew forth much +hilarity from the onlookers. + +"It's no joke--there wasn't a baker left in the place, so we found an +old fellow who said he'd show us how, and the dough is now setting. By +three o'clock we'll have fresh bread, you see if we don't!" + +From the window the proprietress and her daughters watched our impromptu +kitchen with interest. We formed such an amusing group that, handing my +kodak to Leon, I told him to catch us as I bent over to taste the sauce. + +Snap went the shutter! + +At that same instant a shriek rose from the interior of the hotel. +Looking up I saw that the proprietress and her two daughters had +disappeared. + +"_Au secours! Au secours!_" + +The boys and I made a rush for the house. As we entered the _grande +sale_, we saw a man bearing a human form in his arms staggering through +the door. Through the blood and dust that smeared the unfortunate boy's +clothing, I recognized the uniform of a chasseur. Not even an emergency +bandage stopped the stream that was flowing from his cheek. + +"Quick--a mattress!" I shouted. + +The proprietress stood as though nailed to the doorway leading to the +kitchen. + +"Is he wounded?" + +"No matter--a mattress!" + +"But he might soil it--" + +"Then I'll pay for it--but for the love of heaven, be quick!" + +Just then the boy's head lurched forward and the blood poured from his +mouth. Leon jumped to help the old man who was holding him, and I had +just time to catch the proprietress as she swooned on the floor. + +"Put the boy on the billiard table and stuff this blanket under his +head," I said, grabbing the article mentioned from the top of a bundle +near by. "Come in here!" I called to the two daughters who were +blubbering in the next room, terrified at what they had seen. "Come in +here--lay her flat, loosen her clothes, and dash some cold water over +her. She's not dead and I've no time to bother with her." + +While others laid the wounded man out on the table, I rushed for my +emergency case which I had fortunately thought to bring along. + +With a sharp pair of scissors, I cut away the bloody garments and with a +little warm water washed my patient so I could see what was the matter. +He was but half conscious, and his eyes rolled wildly and his hand +grasped mine and wrung it in agony. + +I discovered a tiny cheek wound and was congratulating myself that +perhaps the bullet had lodged in the flesh, when on turning his head +gently to one side, I was almost nauseated by the terrible wound that +greeted my eyes. + +Either a Mauser pistol or an explosive bullet fired at but short +distance had entered the cheek and gouged its way through the lad's +head, carrying away part of the ear and well--let us not go any further. + +"Is there a doctor in the place still?" I called to the cook who stood +looking in at the door. "Run and see if you can get him--for I'm +incompetent here. Quick! It's life or death!" + +And while she was gone I stuffed cotton and iodine into the tremendous +cavity, hoping to stop the hemorrhage. As I bandaged, I questioned the +man who had brought him. + +"Where did you pick him up?" + +"Amillis--a mile and a half from here. The Uhlans fired into me, too, +when they saw me help him. Look at the sole of my shoe! They're +following close on behind." + +I stepped to the window. "George and Leon! Quick! Drop everything. +Hitch and get out of here like lightning! I'll follow in this man's +cart. Hitch and I'll tell you where to go." + +Fricasseed chicken and rabbit stew were forgotten and I could hear my +people running wildly about the court, obeying orders. + +The doctor appeared. I explained. "Shall I unbandage?" + +"Useless." + +"Then don't say so out loud, as he's not yet unconscious." + +The poor fellow gripped my hand as proof. The physician blushed +scarlet. + +"I'll give him an injection of ether and then you take him in your cart +to the nearest hospital--it's Provins--twenty miles from here." + +He jabbed in the needle, and then handing it with a phial to me: +"Here--take this. I'm clearing out. Got a wife and baby to save. Keep +his heart going--there's a ghost of a chance. Adieu!" + +I stood petrified. + +"Take him away, I'm closing up! Take him away--" screamed the hostess, +who had recovered from her swoon. + +I looked at the old man who had brought the boy. + +"Where are you going with your cart?" + +"To Coulommiers--to save my sister-in-law and her children." + +"Good God, man! Can't you see that if this boy was wounded at Amillis +your road to Coulommiers is cut off!" + +"It may not be." + +"There's no time to argue. My wagons are full to overflowing. Are you +going to let this boy stay and be finished by the Germans, or are you +going to let me put him in your cart and drive to a hospital?" + +"But Provins must be occupied by this time. It's east of here." + +"I never had any intention of going there. I'm heading for Melun." + +"Melun?" + +"Yes." + +"Good heavens! That's seventy kilometers! My poor sister-in-law! My +horse!" wailed the old fellow. + +"Now then--one, two, three--" said I, gently patting my Browning which I +had drawn from my outside pocket. "Will you do it gracefully? That's +right. Now stop your crying. I'll release you as soon as I can find +someone else to take me on. The important thing is to get out of here +and quick! It may be too late now." + +The boys had fetched a mattress, had found pillows and a sheet, +somewhere, and gently we laid the dying man on the old farm cart. + +"You boys take your bikes and go ahead. Tell the refugees you meet to +pull to the right and not encumber the whole road. We're rushing a +wounded man to the hospital. When I think you've got the way clear I'll +drive on full speed. Tell our carts to head for Melun and keep on going +till they get there. I can't bother with them. We'll meet at the first +bridge over the Seine." + +They departed, and climbing in beside my patient, who writhed in agony, +now lurching from one side, now rolling to the other, I tried to make +him as comfortable as possible. All the other carts had departed ere we +got away, and my tearful driver kept on grumbling and lamenting. + +Two hundred yards from the hotel, where the road makes a sharp turn, we +halted abruptly, for we had come upon a group composed of my boy George +and three French chasseurs. Two were on horseback, their naked swords +glittering in the sunlight; the third on a bicycle--and all three, as +well as George, were shrieking excitedly at a phlegmatic Tommy Atkins +who, seated on a milestone, was calmly smoking his pipe. Behind him, +his horse was peacefully nibbling grass. At the sight of my armlet and +the agitated white sheet in the wagon, the chasseurs approached in +haste. + +"What have you got there? Our comrade, Ballandreau?" + +"Yes." (I had seen the boy's name in his military book.) + +"Is he dead?" + +"No." + +"Badly wounded?" + +"Yes." + +"_Parlez-vous anglais?_" they fairly bawled, all three at once. + +"Yes." + +"Then, for God's sake, tell that blockhead sitting on the stone and +whose horse has gone lame, to seize the bicycle of that peasant standing +there, and follow us." + +I translated politely. + +"Why?" queried the Englishman, drawing on his pipe. + +"Why?" I demanded of the chasseurs. + +"Why? Do you see that?" said one on a bicycle, wheeling around and +pointing down the road behind us. "Do you see that? That's the Uhlans. +The ones that got Ballandreau a half-hour ago, the ones that got my +horse and the ones that will get us all if we stop here much longer." + +"The Uhlans!" I cried to Tommy, showing him the advancing forms of a +half-dozen cavalrymen, whose black leather helmets shone in the sun a +mile up the road. + +"There are seven of them--on patrol--seven hundred following! Come, old +fellow, it's now or never!" + +"And I--where shall I go?" I said, jumping into the cart, George +following. + +"To the devil if you like, but quick!" + +The warning came none too soon. We had been seen, and sharp, whizzing +noises in the grass, and over our beads told us that our German pursuers +had no intention of letting us get away. + +"Down on your knees, man!" I yelled, pulling the old fellow with me as +we ducked to the level of the dashboard. And unfastening a breastpin, I +jabbed it mercilessly into the flanks of our nag, who bounded forward, +nearly, throwing us out. + +Whizz! Whizz! Whizz! + +It was as if a cloud of locusts were bumming about us. + +Then when I lifted my eyes, on top of the steep incline we were +ascending, I could see several uniformed horsemen and back of them a +huge column of smoke. + +"Heavens!" I gasped, "we're caught this time--but it's too late now to +turn about. We're prisoners for sure!" + +Two cavalrymen then appeared and calmly started down the road in our +direction. A second later I recognized the British uniform and breathed +again. + +"Go back!" I yelled. "Go back! The Germans are on our heels!" + +Astonished at bearing their native tongue, the men approached. + +"Thank heaven, here's someone to direct us," they said as they came +alongside and saluted. + +I replied with a nod. + +"We're lost," they said, "cut off from our brigade." + +"That's nothing. How many of you are there? Enough to fight? The +Germans are coming on hard and fast." + +"We're only two and our horses are done for. We were driven out of +Coulommiers this morning." + +My driver threw up his hands and sobbed. + +"Our friend John's horse went lame and we left him at the bottom of the +hill while we came up to reconnoiter. We can't leave him down there all +alone." + +"He's gone--gone--I swear it. Followed the French chasseurs on my +bicycle, leading his mount!" + +"Thank God!" + +"Now then, how far the Germans will come is a question. They'll +probably go in and occupy the town, and there's just one thing for us to +do--bolt." + +Whizz! Whizz! Whizz--the lead fairly splashed around us! + +Leon and Emile rode back to say that the road ahead was clear. + +"Les Boches," I said, pointing down the hill. + +"Come on, you cowards!" yelled my boys defiantly, George brandishing the +rifle of my wounded man. + +"Oh, Madame, ask the Englishmen for their revolvers. They've got their +rifles--that's five of us armed, and Monsieur's revolver makes six! +It's almost man to man. Ah, please, Madame!" they implored. + +In the excitement of the moment I nearly lost my head and consented. I +was worked to such a point that any solution would have seemed a relief. +The Britishers saw me put my hand in my pocket. + +"No! No!" they pleaded. "You can't--if we're caught you won't be +killed--but murdered, tortured! We're the only ones who have a right to +fire!" + +"But they've been peppering my cart regardless of my sex!" + +"That's perhaps their way of waging war, but not ours. Now then, off +you go--quickly." + +We disappeared behind a clump of trees and tore down the clear road as +fast as our horses would carry us. George sneaked back on his wheel to +see if our aggressors were following, and came back radiant to announce +that after coming halfway up the bill, they had turned about and were +cantering to take possession of Jouy--as I had predicted. + +"Where's our nearest barracks?" enquired one of the Scotsmen. (I now +saw that I had to do with the Scots a little.) We slowed down a little. + + +"Where is our nearest barracks?" enquired one of the Scotsmen. + +"How on earth do you expect me to know? Up until I met you I hardly +realized there were any British troops on the continent!" + +"Where are you bound for?" + +"Melun. There's a big French garrison there in time of peace. You'll +always be sure of getting orders there--unless we meet someone on the +road." + +They thought that was the best idea, and fell back, cantering behind my +caravan with which I had now caught up. + +On we trotted-up hill and down dale for several hours, my poor wounded +boy still writhing on his bed of agony. + +Towards four o'clock we had reached a long smooth stretch where we could +see right and left for several miles over the plains. Presently, on a +crossroad that ran perpendicular to ours, I spied a motor wagon. It was +soon followed by another and then another, and pressing forward we +reached the crossing in time to see Harrods' Stores, Whitley's, Swan & +Edgar, and an interminable number of English Army supply motors coming +straight towards us. + +Knowing that it would be impossible to pass before the whole long line +had gone by, I crossed over and now saw that the Scots Grays would soon +find friends. I called Leon and pulling out a card, told him to pedal +back and dig out a bottle of champagne I had hidden in our hay cart, and +to present it to our soldier friends as a bracer and a souvenir. And +then we pushed ahead. + +Two minutes later, to my utter surprise, a heavy motor horn tooted on +the road behind me and looking back, I saw a private car emerge from +behind one of the English motors, and whirl down in our direction. It +was a four-seater affair with but two occupants, a chauffeur and a woman +wearing a streaming white veil. + +"Quick!" I shrieked, grabbing the reins and pulling our cart full into +the middle of the road. "They've got to take me and the boy to Melun!" + +Seeing his deliverance so near, my old friend obeyed at once. + +The motor, stupefied by our actions, slowed down. + +"Get out of the way!" yelled the chauffeur. "Are you crazy! Out or +I'll run you down!" + +"Never! Look here. I don't care where you're bound for, but you've got +to make room for me and a dying man in your machine. It's Melun--or +nothing!" + +"Wounded! Heaven, the Germans! We're caught! Go on, quick, quick, I +say!" shrieked the woman. + +The chauffeur made a movement as though to skid past us. + +"No, you don't," I said, once again producing my trusty Browning. + +The woman hid her face in her hands. + +"Now then, either you can make room for us or I'll blow off your tires +and you'll have to get down and walk like all the rest of us!" + +My gray-headed driver was jubilant. + +"That's right, Madame, you've hit it!" he encouraged. + +There just wasn't any choice. The chauffeur got down and began piling +the gasoline cans behind on the back seat to one side. Then, each of us +grabbing a corner of the mattress, we hoisted the sufferer onto the +machine, covering him with a sheet. Try as we would, though, we could +not get him to bend his knees, and in consequence all during the trip +the poor chauffeur received constant kicks from the agonized soul we +were rushing towards surgical aid. + +"Now then," I said, turning to my old driver. "Thank you for your cart, +and bon voyage to Coulommiers. George, tell my people to meet me in +Melun." + +And hatless, coatless, with but one golden louis in my pocket (I had +confided my bag to Julie when the wounded man had arrived at Jouy), I +started on our record-breaking trip to Melun. + + + + +VII + + +It was an exciting trip, that race for life and death--for every moment +I knew my wounded boy was growing weaker, and every convulsive kick +meant the disappearance of so much life blood. During the numerous +adventures which befell us between the time we left Jouy-le-Chatel and +our encountering the motor, my hypodermic needle had received such +violent treatment that it refused service. So when we turned into +Mormont at top speed, I was obliged to ask my driver to slow down and +inquire for a doctor. We were directed by a couple of gaping women on +the borders of the little city, who didn't quite understand our mission. +However, they must have been soon enlightened, for as we crossed the +public square the British Red Cross ambulances were pouring in and +lining up in battle array. Behind them came a steady stream of +ammunition wagons, both horse and motor trucks, and from Mormont to +Melun the line was unbroken. + +The doctor was absent, but his wife willingly filled his place and with +new hope dawning we backed out of the yard and sped southward. + +What was the landscape we passed through I really couldn't say. I had a +dreamy sensation of having run down a refugee's dog, and hearing its +owner wishing us in warmer climes--as well as the feeling that my +blood-stained apron and the agitated white sheet beside me created much +curiosity among the drivers and occupants of the A. S. C. motors that +took up all one side of the road. + +One by one the mile posts whizzed past and finally we came into Melun. + +"Where's the nearest hospital?" I enquired of a group of soldiers +loitering outside a barracks. + +"Give it up! All evacuated!" + +Our driver needed no more--and so we pushed on into the town, while I +pantomimed to those behind that I had a wounded man in my arms. + +In front of the city hall stood a noisy gathering, and in reply to our +questions, a middle-aged man jumped on to the step. + +"Go ahead--I'll guide you. All the seven hospitals in Melun were +transferred to Orleans this morning. The mixed hospital is all that is +left." + +After what seemed an interminable time we finally pulled up a long hill +and after much parleying I succeeded in turning over my patient to the +medical authorities. + +Through the half open door of the little stuffy office where I was +conducted I could see a white-aproned doctor and a nurse properly +bandaging my boy. When my _compagnons de route_ had departed, I walked +out into the ward and straight up to the bedside. + +"Is there any hope?" + +"Not one chance in a million! Would to heaven we had the right to spare +them such suffering! Morphine is no longer helpful in his case!" + +It was a shock to hear this. The lad, who a couple of hours before was +unknown to me, suddenly became very dear. I turned about to hide my +emotion, but was startled out of it by the double line of white beds on +which were writhing men and boys in the most awful agony, yet not a +sound broke from their lips. In the middle of the room a second doctor, +a slight man with a pointed beard, stood washing his hands and then +began drawing on a pair of long rubber gloves. He crossed over to a +basin and, after sterilizing his instruments, looked around for an aid. + +"Can I do anything for you, doctor?" + +Not in the least surprised by my audacity he asked, "Are you a nurse?" + +"No." + +"Have you ever seen an operation." + +"Yes." + +I lied. + +"Have you a good temperament?" + +"Yes." + +"Then come over here and hold this basin." I obeyed, and then Doctor +Jean Masbrennier began a series of operations which will remain graven +in my memory forever. + +As he worked he talked--and informed me that the Red Cross Society had +been hastily evacuated in the morning, doctors and all. Only those who +were unable to be moved had been left behind, and only two civilian +doctors were left to attend them. But one nurse remained to do all the +bandaging. That was why I had been rung into service. It took but +little time to find a mutual acquaintance in the person of Elizabeth +Gauthier, and the doctor had long been familiar with H.'s work. + +It would be useless to describe the horrors that I witnessed, or try to +do justice to the heroic way those first glorious wounded of this +lengthy war accepted their fate. I cannot, however, resist mentioning +the endurance of a big black Senegalais, who won the admiration of both +doctors and neighbors by refusing morphine or cocaine, and insisting on +having the seven bullets that were lodged in his neck and throat +withdrawn thus--never uttering a murmur! + +When it was over, and we finally laid him back on his pillow, the tears +were rolling down his cheeks and he squeezed my hand in his big black +paw and then gently drew it to his lips. + +How many wounded were there? I did not count. All I remember was that +I promised to come the next day and write letters to wives, mothers and +sweethearts of at least a dozen men and boys. + +It was late when the last basin was emptied and Dr. Masbrennier untied +his apron. + +As we were washing up, I asked if he would be good enough to guide me +out of the hospital and tell me where there was a respectable restaurant +to which a woman might go alone. + +"I have neither hat, coat, nor gloves. They're coming in the carts." + +"That's so; perhaps you haven't had anything since lunch and I've been +making you work on an empty stomach!" + +"Worse than that!" I laughed. + +"What?" + +"Nothing since breakfast at Jouy-le-Chatel." + +"Good God, woman!" And taking me by the arm, he hurried me down the +hall. + +As we passed out of the entrance door, a superior officer stopped Dr. +Masbrennier and though I advanced out of earshot the words, "evacuation" +and "to-night" were distinctly audible. A second later my companion +caught up with me. + +"So sorry I can't accompany you, but the whole hospital goes to Orleans +immediately. Must make room for the new-comers! I'll 'phone home. The +_gouvernante_ will make you comfortable." And he continued to give me +explicit directions how to reach his house. + +"You'd better come to Orleans where we can look after you." + +"Sorry, but I've gone far enough south." + +"_Alors au revoir et grand merci._" + +"_Au revoir._" + +And a second later I found myself outside in the chilly darkness. + +For the first time in my life I had the sensation of being utterly +alone. No one on earth knew where I was and if I had not had faith in +Dr. Masbrennier's promise of a warm dinner, I should gladly have +indulged in a little fit of despair. And so I wandered on down the +dingy, black streets of Melun, where not a lamp post nor shop window was +lighted, not a human being seemed astir. Where was my little troupe? +How and when would we all meet? + +Thus ruminating I came to a bridge. A sentry flashed a pocket lamp in +my face. + +"_On ne passe pas!_" + +I showed my armlet and he stepped aside. + +Halfway across I distinguished two human forms leaning over the railing, +and following their example I perceived a half-dozen _hommes du genie_ +hard at work mining the foundation of the center arch. So these bridges +were to be blown up, too! What was I to do? Stay on the other side and +wait for my caravan or cross over and risk my chances alone? A +reflector from below swung upward, illuminating the bridge. + +"George!" I gasped. + +One of the two figures straightened abruptly! In a second the boys had +recognized me. "What are you doing here? Where are the others?" + +I poured out a dozen eager questions, not giving them time to reply. +When almost breathless I stopped and they explained that the caravan had +been halted on the outskirts of Melun. No refugees were allowed in +after nightfall. Fortunately the boys bethought themselves of my wounded +man's clothes and arms, and thanks to these they were allowed to pass +and deliver them to the gendarmerie. Remembering that I had friends at +Barbizon they had sent the others there by a round-about route, and had +come on to find me. + +"But how did you get here?" + +"Cesar brought us." + +"Where is he? And Betsy?" + +"Oh, we found a dentist who had an empty stable. He took them in. Betsy +refused to leave the cart. She's never had such a picnic in her life: +been traveling all day in a ten pound box of lump sugar!" + +All worry had vanished, now that I found my line of conduct traced for +me. The chief thing at present was to get something to eat. So we +pushed ahead up the hill in the ever-deepening obscurity. We walked on +in silence for what seemed an interminable distance. Once I fancied I +had mistaken directions and was about to despair when the tramp of feet +coming toward us revived hope. A second later a brawny arm turned a +lantern into my face and a huge police dog growled close to my heels. + +"Are you the person who is going to Dr. Masbrennier's?" + +"Yes." + +"_Tres bien_. Are these boys with you?" + +"Yes." + +"Then follow me. We're closing up the doctor's house, but I'll look +after you." + +Without further ado we trudged on behind our guide, who after another +hundred yards, turned into a gateway and led us up the stone steps of a +sumptuous dwelling. Opening the door, he lit the electric light and +stepped into the vestibule. + +"Come in," he said. "I'll be back in a moment." And he disappeared. + +There we stood, Leon, George and myself, waiting for something to +happen, for someone to appear. Five--ten--fifteen minutes must have +elapsed--still not a sound anywhere. I was just beginning to wonder if +we had not been the dupes of some practical joke, when from a room +opening into the vestibule a light shone forth. The curtains parted and +our friend of the highroad appeared. + +"Isn't much--but such as it is you're welcome. Sit down and make +yourselves comfortable." And again he disappeared. + +On a snowy white table cloth three covers were laid and a tempting +supper composed of bread and butter, cheese, a bottle of white wine, and +a huge basket of most luscious hothouse grapes and pears--gladdened our +hungry gaze. We did not need a second invitation! We fell to with a +vengeance and at the end of a quarter-hour hardly a crumb remained. + +"When you've finished, come upstairs; Madame will take the first door to +the right. You boys come up a flight higher," called a voice from +above. + +We obeyed, and before retiring I waited a good half-hour hoping our +friend would reappear. But no one came--so bolting my door, I offered +up a prayer of thanks and was soon fast asleep. + +Sunday morning, September sixth, the sun was high in the heavens when I +peeped from beneath my lace-bordered sheets and cocked my ear at the +familiar sound of the cannon. It was a long continuous roar, and now +that I had become accustomed to distancing I estimated that the battle +was on at Mormont. And I was not mistaken. A little later official +news confirmed my guess. + +Finding no bell in my room, I opened the door to see a pitcher of hot +water sitting before it, and on a chair beside it, a new comb, a clean +linen duster, and a pocket handkerchief. A brief note told me that I +would find breakfast in the dining-room, and requested that I leave word +on the table saying at what time I would be in for luncheon. Decidedly +the mystery deepened--for not a sound could be heard save in the garden +where I spied George and Leon, who informed me that the house was empty, +and "a gorgeous house, Madame!" they ejaculated in admiration. + +Though partially abandoned, Melun was full of life, thanks to the +presence of numerous British troops and that same long line of A. S. +C.'s now quadrupled on the highroad--two lines going, two lines coming. + +As I picked my way between them, and crossed the street, my attention +was arrested by a French peasant who was conversing by means of the sign +language with the handsome driver of one of those vans, while several +children were clamoring to be allowed to sit on the seat a moment, "just +to see how it seemed." + +"Can I be of any assistance?" + +"Rather! Seems good to hear English, thank you." + +"Really?" + +"Yes. Might I ask where you come from?" + +"The States." + +"Do you know Cleveland?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, I've got a mother and three brothers buried in that cemetery. +Colonials, you know. I'm English--from Bath--oldest son. Couldn't see +things their way. Done better perhaps if I'd joined the others out +there." + +I smiled at this unexpected and impromptu confession. The boy saw it +and reddened. + +"Is there anything particular you want me to say to this man for you?" +said I quickly, to cover his embarrassment. + +"No, thank you. But there's one thing you might be able to tell me." + +"What?" + +"Do you think we'll be 'home' in time to eat Christmas dinner?" + +"Rather!" + +"Thank you so much! Good-bye." + +"Good-bye and good luck to you." + +And after snapping his photograph I started on down the street in haste, +for I could see George and Leon, who had gone on ahead, now running +towards me. + +"_Vite_, Madame. They need you!" + +"Who?" + +"The English. They can't make people understand." + +I pressed forward, and came upon a crowd of gapers standing outside a +shop. Within two English officers were arguing in their native tongue +with an irate butcher, who waved one arm wildly in the air, and +brandished a huge knife in the other, shouting frantically all the +while, + +"La' voila-la voila!" said George and Leon, almost dragging me forward, +proud to exhibit my accomplishments. "_La voila! Vous etes sauves._" + +My greatest desire was to turn about and run, but the crowd parted to +let me through. + +"Would you mind, Madame?" pleaded the lieutenant. "We need your +assistance to make this man understand that we're drafting meat for the +army. We'll pay cash, but be might just as well give it gracefully, for +we have the right to force his ice box if he refuses." + +I explained gently, and when things were calm was about to slip away. +The officer touched me on the shoulder. + +"I'm sorry, Madame, but I'm afraid we'll have to draft you, too. Our +time is limited and if a scene like this happen at every shop we'll be +punished for tardiness! Here's my order to draft an interpreter," and +he put his hand into his pocket. + +I was somewhat abashed. + +"Might I ask when you will release me?" + +"Just as soon as we've the supply we need." + +"Will you give me ten minutes to arrange my affairs here?" + +"Certainly. But remember you're on parole!" + +Outside I explained the situation to George and Leon, and scribbling a +note to friends in Barbizon, told the boys to drive over and reassure +the others--make them comfortable at the _Clef d'Or,_ and tell them to +expect me that evening. + +"Whatever happens, wait there until I come. There's no danger of the +Germans reaching Barbizon, I fancy!" + +And that is how from nine in the morning until late in the afternoon I +sat perched on the front of a British Army Supply truck, much to the +amusement of the other Tommy Atkins we encountered in Melun and the +neighboring villages. + +My officer friends very courteously drove me to the hospital where I +learned that my poor wounded _chasseur_ Ballandreau had passed away in +the night, and towards five o'clock, when their task was completed, they +offered me tea and proposed to drive me to Barbizon. As we jolted down +the hill towards the railway crossing our attention was attracted by a +huge gathering of citizens and soldiers, and above the roar of our +motor, we could hear the rolling of a drum. Silence reigned instantly +and an officer in uniform in the middle of the group read out a short +message from a paper he held in his hand. What he said we could not +hear, but the mad shout of joy that went up when he had finished made us +eager to learn the news. Like lightning "Paris saved--the Germans +retreating" ran from mouth to mouth, and the delirious excitement that +seized that crowd was absolutely indescribable. Young and old, English, +and French, peasant and bourgeois, fell on each other's necks and +exchanged a joyous embrace. The awful tension of the last month was +broken and the word victory was uttered by thousands of throats, +suddenly grown husky with emotion. + +My arrival and the news I bore created a sensation among my servants and +the remaining inhabitants of Millet's famous village. Barbizon was +dead--literally deserted, for not a single member of that delightful +summer colony remained, several hotels were closed, and the others as +empty as in the heart of winter. The proprietress of the _Clef d'Or_ +made me a very tempting offer for a _sejour_, but I judged, and rightly, +that since the German retreat had begun, we would best follow on close +behind the victorious army, for if we waited until order was restored, +patrols would be organized and we who had no papers to identify us would +not be allowed to pass. + +Before retiring I announced my intention of starting homeward, and the +joy that illuminated those anxious faces somewhat calmed my own +misgivings, for now that our adventure was safely over, I couldn't help +worrying about the absent. + +When I touched my bed, I bethought me of my lodging the night before, +and realized that I knew neither the name nor address of the generous +person in whose sumptuous domicile I had been so cordially received and +graciously cared for. How and whom was I to thank? + +Leon, Emile and a sturdy butcher boy from Charly who had joined the +others on the road, had now determined to enlist--so I could but +encourage their patriotic sentiments, and went with them to the +recruiting office to furnish proof of their identity. + +Evidently many other youths under military age had been inspired with +the same idea, for there was a long line outside the door, and as we +stood and waited, we examined with interest the mounts of the English +cavalry regiment lined up in the street awaiting their riders. George +and Leon were eagerly fingering a long coil of rope thrown on the pommel +of one saddle, when a deep voice from behind them ejaculated, + +"Guess you ain't ever seen the likes of that before. That's a lasso." + +I explained, and then looking round, beheld a long, lanky individual, +his hands on his hips, literally taking us all in. + +"Do you think you can tell 'em what that is, sister?" + +"I fancy so." + +"Then you must be from home!" + +"If you mean the States--yes." + +"To h--with the States! The State--Texas!" + +I didn't find it necessary to translate that. "Say, you haven't by any +chance got a razor about you?" he inquired. I replied that I was not in +the habit of carrying such articles on my person. + +"No offense meant--but since you speak this language, perhaps you could +persuade one of them kids to go and buy me one." + +I said I thought I might, and my compatriot producing an American double +eagle, enjoined Leon to be quick and he'd make it worth his while. + +"You see," he explained, "a razor is all I need to complete my outfit. +Got a Winchester, two revolvers, a Bowie knife, a lance and a lasso. +Razor's flat and easy to carry. Might be useful, too. Nothing like +being properly armed. If I've got to sell my hide you bet I'll sell it +dear!" + +Leon returned and I was about to ask my friend to give us a little +exhibition of his skill with the rope, when the call to arms obliged him +to leave. So enjoining me to give his regards to Broadway, he departed +much pleased with the world in general and himself in particular. + +From various sources, though none of them official, I learned that the +road as far as Coulommiers was clear. That was all we wanted to know, +so after seeing the boys off for Orleans, a very much diminished caravan +started on its homeward journey. The horses, after two days' rest, were +quite giddy, and the carts being light, they carried us on the new road +north as far as Pezarches with but few halts. The country we passed +through, though abandoned by its inhabitants, showed no traces of +invasion. The Germans had not been able to push so far west. I counted +on making Coulonimiers to sleep, but night closed in early and with it +came a chilly drizzle, which sent us in search of lodgings. Not a soul +was to be seen anywhere, and as all the houses were shut, I deemed it +unwise to force a door. So we pushed ahead into the border of the +forest, hoping that the rain would soon cease. + +Presently someone discovered an abandoned hermitage, through whose low +doorway we crept, and spreading out our blankets on the floor, prepared +to make a night of it--glad of shelter from the dampness. + +"Hark!" hissed George, just as we were dropping off to sleep. + +We all sat up. + +"There! That's the third bullet that's landed on this roof!" + +Ra-ta-pan-Ratapan! There was no mistaking the sound--even through the +wind and rain that raged outside. + +George crawled on his knees toward the opening, and a second later +jumped back, clapping his hand to his head with a low shriek. + +"He's shot!" cried Julie. + +I leaped forward, grabbed the lantern, and holding it to the spot, +opened the boy's clenched fingers. As they parted, a heavy horse +chestnut burr fell to the floor with a loud thump! + +We were too nervous to appreciate the humor of the situation, and had +some little difficulty composing ourselves to rest. + +As we approached Coulommiers the next morning the horrors of war became +more and more evident. On both sides of the roadway the fields were +strewn with bay and straw. Every ten paces the earth was burned or +charred, and in some places the smoke still rose from dying campfires. +Bones, bottles and tin preserve cans in extraordinary quantities were +strewn in every direction, and a half mile before we reached the town +itself, a dead horse lay abandoned in a ditch. + +At this point we were hailed by a party of bedraggled refugees who +warned us that it would be useless to try to enter Coulommiers. + +"We're from Neuilly--St. Front, on our way home, but there doesn't seem +much chance of our getting any further. The place is in the hands of +the military authorities--with orders to let no one pass." + +We halted, and George went on ahead and interviewed a sentry, returning +with a negative reply, and the information that Coulommiers was in a +pretty mess after the looting. + +"It can't be worse than _La Ferte Gauche._" And above the almost +deafening roar of the cannon an elderly man told us bow his caravan had +been caught by the Germans, stripped of everything they possessed, +separated from their women folk, and with armed sentries back of them +had been forced to work at the building of a temporary bridge to replace +the one the French had blown up. + +"I got off easy--with only a few welts from a raw-hide," he murmured, +"but my brother (and he pointed to a very stout masculine figure rolled +in a blanket and sitting motionless on the steps of an abandoned road +house)--"my brother's nearly done for! You see he's near-sighted and +not used to manual labor, and every time he missed his nail with the +hammer, the German coward would jab him in the ribs with the point of +his bayonet. Seventy-two wounds!" + +"And your women?" + +"God knows what they did to them! My wife hasn't stopped sobbing since +we met. She's dazed--I can't make her talk." + +As he rambled on with his haphazard story, glad of fellow sympathy, I +spied a line of British Army Supply carts advancing up the road. The +leader came to a halt and getting down, the driver entered the first of +the abandoned dwellings before which we were standing. Presently he +reappeared. + +"Just my luck! I say"--(and this addressed to our group with a sort of +blank, hopeless expression) "I don't suppose any of you Frenchies know +where I could get a cup of tea!" + +I laughed outright, much to his astonishment. + +"Not anywhere around here, unless you're willing to wait until I can +build fire enough to make you one!" + +The man blushed crimson. + +"Ah--I couldn't think--" + +"No trouble. Get one of your men to make a blaze, and, boasting aside, +I'll brew you a cup such as you haven't had since you left England." + +No sooner said than done, and quarter of an hour later, a half-dozen +Tommy Atkins were sipping hot Kardomah with sugar and condensed milk +from tin mugs. + +"You're certainly right--the French don't know how to do it, at least in +these parts. I had a teapotful yesterday morning that was as near a +mixture of stewed herbs and Hunyadi water I ever hope to taste. And +now, isn't there something we can do for you?" + +"Tell me where you're bound for?" + +The man brought out a note-book and pointed to a name. + +"La Ferte-sous-Jouarre?" + +"Yes, that's it. I wouldn't dare tackle it." + +"Is the road clear? Can we go there? It's only fifteen kilometers from +my home." + +"I don't know if they'll let you by--but if you're clever and follow on +close behind us with your Red Cross armlet, there's just a +chance--that's all." + +I didn't need a second bidding and after warning my people not to talk +if we met sentries but to have faith in me, we pushed ahead. Our army +friends with better horses soon left us in the rear, but undaunted we +proceeded, finally reaching the heights that overlooked La Ferte--and +led into the village, Jouarre, perched on the side of the hill running +towards the Marne. + +Oh, the pitiful sights that met our gaze as we wended our way along +those glorious roads, now full of ruts and knee-deep in mud! As far as +eye could see the entire country had served as a huge camp for the +invader, and when forced to flee he had sacked and destroyed everything +within his reach. The wonderful fertile fields had been soiled, +polluted, and among other damning evidences of their fury, the smoking +ruins of every farm house stood like specters in the brilliant sunshine. + +At the entrance to La Ferte our road was barred by two sentinels, +elderly peasants, by their looks. I played mum and tapped my Red Cross +armlet. + +"_Non, on ne passe pas!_" + +I beckoned them and fumbled among my papers for my _carte d'identite_. +They approached the cart, but as they did so, my faithful Betsy let +forth an angry growl. + +"Down!" I commanded in English. "Down! I say! They're not going to +hurt me!" + +Those phrases were my undoing! + +"Oh, ho!" said my interlocutors. "And after that you think you're going +to get past us? We've had enough Boches in this place. You can come +in--but between us!" + +And jumping up on either side of me, one of them took the reins and +started forward. This being taken for a spy was an altogether new and +very disagreeable sensation. + +"But, gentlemen," I protested calmly, "I'm known in this place. If +there's an inhabitant left I'll be identified in a second. How green +you'll feel if you drag me before an officer and find you're mistaken!" + +They were unrelenting. + +I invoked my identity card. + +No, they had heard me speak in a foreign tongue and all foreign tongues +to them were German! + +And so we entered La Ferte. + +Doors and windows no longer existed--the former had been dashed to +splinters by the butt ends of guns, while the latter were shattered to +powder and from their apertures swung bed clothing, personal adornment +and household belongings in shreds and tatters--all willfully soiled by +mud and filth. + +It was useless to try to drive our cart up the main street, so calling a +passing comrade, my detainers bid him hold my horse until they returned +after having _fait leur affaire_, as they expressed it. + +The plate glass windows of every store lay in thousands of pieces below +their sashes, and the entire stock of merchandise whether furniture or +drapery, groceries or dairy products, had been hurled through them into +the middle of the thoroughfare. Above these were piled pell-mell +bedding and chairs, wardrobes and wash basins, all splintered and +broken--the whole making the most pitiable conglomeration I ever hope to +witness. One plucky dealer was already boarding up the great yawning +cavities that were once show windows, and here and there a frightened +female face peeped out from behind the ruins of her commerce. + +"Madame Huard!" cried a familiar voice behind me. "_Mon Dieu_--you!" + +I turned and recognized my pastry baker's wife. + +"_Oui, moi; arretee._" + +"Arrested!" + +"Yes, unless you will be good enough to inform these gentlemen who I +am?" + +"_Est-il possible! Est-il possible!_ Why, of course, I know you--how +dare they!" + +"You see," I said, turning to the _auxilaires_. + +But they were inflexible, bidding my friend follow on if she could swear +to my identity. She obeyed, but our group had attracted the attention +of a couple of small boys who darted out of an alley way like rats from +a cellar, calling, "_L'espionne--l'espionne!_" + +Thank fortune, at that instant we came upon an officer, whom I accosted +at a distance, explained my case and produced my card and my pastry +baker. He understood in a moment, and hastily discharged my custodians. + +"I cannot scold them. They're over zealous, but we've been so horribly +betrayed all along. You understand, I'm sure. Please accept my +apologies, Madame!" + +I bowed and he departed. Then I turned to my friend. + +"You've heard the news, I suppose, Madame?" + +"No--what?" + +She suddenly grew white. + +"Quick--out with it, woman!" + +She hesitated. + +"Is H.--?" + +"_Non_, not that, Madame, but a quarter of an hour ago it was noised +about that the enemy are still retreating, and that we were pounding +into their headquarters--le chateau de Villiers." + +I felt myself whitening. The woman saw it, and catching me by the arm. +"Come, come," she said. "You're tired; perhaps it isn't true, so many +false alarms have been launched. Come and have a cup of coffee--you'll +excuse our back room--it's all we have left." + +I gladly followed her, picking my way through what had once been one of +the most enticing of provincial pastry shops, the good soul apologizing +all the time, as if she had been responsible for the damage. As she +prattled on, though my own brain was swimming I now and then grasped +such phrases as three days of looting, two days' bombardment. As she +passed me a cup of coffee, she explained that the invaders had not been +satisfied with violently appropriating all personal articles which they +had found to their liking, but after having drunk all the wine in the +cellars, they had willfully cut open the bags of flour and thrown it +pell-mell in every direction. + +"And, Madame, they got into my reserve of eggs--five thousand of them--" +she wept, "five thousand! All my winter's store. I wouldn't have +minded if they had eaten them but to see them purposely crushed and +wasted. Two of those wretches spent half a day bringing them up from +the cellar in their helmets, and then dragging me out, would hurl them +at the walls and windows, savagely rejoicing in my distress!" + +I couldn't remain indoors--I had but one thought--get to Villiers or see +someone who knew for certain what had happened there. + +Again I crossed the shop, paddling through that sticky yellow slime in +which bits of furniture and clothing floated like croutons in a gigantic +nauseating omelet. + +Outside, towards the end of the street that opened on to the quay, great +animation reigned. A bugle sounded and I could hear the tramp of +soldiers' feet. + +"Look!" cried my friend. "Look, all that is left of the Institut St. +Joseph, the pride of La Ferte." + +Across the river between the broken spans of the bridge, my eye fell +upon the gutted remains of what had once been a most exquisite bit of +eighteenth century architecture. The mansion which had sheltered Louis +XVI and Marie Antoinette on their eventful return from Varennes, was now +a smoking pile of ashes! + +"And to think we had to do it! Oh, curse their hides!" muttered an +elderly man close to my elbow. + +"We?" + +"Yes." + +"?" + +"Why, when they had to get out of here they crossed the Marne, destroyed +the bridge and entrenched themselves in the houses along the bank. The +English caught them like rats in a cage, but at what a price! One +fellow that's rowed across says he can bear them moaning, but you bet +they can rot there before we'll go to 'em. Begging your pardon for the +language!" + +A dozen men of the _genie_ were busy constructing a temporary arch +between two spans, and just as soon as a plank was laid a regiment from +Cherbourg (almost all reservists) filed over one by one. The population +gave them an ovation, and it was a curious sight to see these care-worn, +haggard-faced people simply going mad with joy, while around them was +heaped desolation. + +"I hope you haven't come for your tea service, Madame?" + +I turned and recognized my china dealer, who smiled cynically as he +motioned towards his shop. + +"It doesn't pay to be a glass merchant these days. It only took two +shells to send twenty years' earnings into splinters! There's not a +whole goblet or plate in the entire establishment! But I wouldn't have +cared if they hadn't maltreated the women. I--" + +"Come and see!" cried another. "Durant's house has tumbled down and his +wife and family are smothering in the cellar. Quick!" + +There was a general rush in that direction, but I pushed on towards the +bridge. It was evident my carts could not cross, but there was just a +hope that they would let George and me through with our bicycles. + +I accosted the sentry who stood mounting guard beside a motor which was +thrown up on the side of the road, twisted and distorted like a tin toy +one has walked on. + +No, the bridge was for the army only. + +I insisted. + +An officer came to my rescue, but could only confirm the sentry's +orders. + +"You're not safe even here. This is the firing line. We don't know yet +for certain whether we are going to hold the ground we gained. Villiers? +Still in the Germans' hands." + +I sighed and was about to turn away. "Then where's the nearest bridge +across?" + +"Meaux." + +"But that's thirty kilometres west! I'm only fifteen from home here!" + +"I wish I could help you, but there's no use trying to leave here unless +you go that way." + +Then Meaux it must be, and though our trip was considerably lengthened, +anything was better than inaction. + + + + + +VIII + + +It was with much reluctance that we turned our backs on La Ferte the +following morning and headed our horses westward. + +Naturally the right of way was reserved for the army, and the roads +bordering the Marne were now lined with soldiers, guns, ambulances and +supply vans rushing to the front. After being side-tracked and halted +no less than two score times, we finally reached Trilport, where the +invaders had done but little material damage. The terrified civil +population was even exultant, for two nights previously an automobile +containing four German officers sped through the town, in the direction +of Paris, and ignorant of the fact that the English had destroyed the +bridge, had been precipitated into the river. The affair seemed to be +considered as a huge joke, and the chief amusement now consisted in +hanging over the broken side and contemplating the gruesome spectacle of +a half-submerged motor, and four human bodies lying inanimate on some +rocks, rapidly swelling, thanks to heat and the current. + +"When we're sure they're good and dead, we'll bury 'em," explained a man +whom I questioned. + +As I write this phrase, now that more than a year has elapsed, it seems +cruel and heartless, but on the spur of the moment, and after all that +each one had endured, it was but justice. + +Though barges were being rapidly brought into position so as to form a +temporary bridge, I felt it would be a good two days before we could get +across, and so following the course of the river, we wended our way in +and out, round about, this time through peaceful country, until we +reached Meaux. + +My heart leaped with joy when on approaching I saw the cathedral +standing unharmed, like a guardian above the peaceful little city. + +The Germans had made but a brief stay here, merely an _entrée_ and +_sortie_, and had been received by Bishop Marbeau, in such a fashion as +is likely to be recorded in history and place his name beside that of +his famous predecessor, Bossuet. + +One or two stray shells had fallen into the place, but the harm done was +insignificant. The most picturesque and melancholy sight was along the +river front, where to head off the enemy's approach the French had been +obliged to blow up those ancient bridges, landmarks of the fifteenth and +sixteenth centuries, for, like the Ponte Vecchio at Florence, they were +lined with houses and mills, whose pointed roofs and apparent beams had +weathered nearly five hundred years! Strange as it may seem, it was +they that resisted the most, and, though the dynamite had severed their +connection with land and shattered their pale-blue window panes, not a +house had collapsed, and as they stood in the sun's dying blaze, they +seemed to say, "Touch me, if you dare!" + +Washboats, rowboats, barges and every available means of navigation had +been sunk or put out of working order and though the enemy was hardly +ten miles distant, men and women were busily engaged in setting them +afloat. + +Once again all we could do was to stand and gaze at the opposite bank +and after assuring ourselves that there was no possible way of crossing, +we hastily departed for Lagny. + +That night we slept in a shed hospitably offered by a lone peasant +woman, and the next morning triumphantly crossed the river and set our +faces homeward. + +Branching northward into the open country we chose all the by-roads and +short cuts where our carts would pass, in order to avoid the long +streams of ambulances and ammunition vans, as well as in the hope of +finding better thoroughfares. A drizzling rain had set in the night +before, making the roads, which up until now had been covered with a +thick layer of dust, slippery and uncomfortable. Highways which +heretofore had been seldom trodden, were full of ruts and bumps, and +from Langy to Villiers there was hardly a corner but what showed signs +of the invaders' passage. Over these green and fertile fields whose +crops had proudly waved their heads about the lovely Marne, were strewn +straw and empty bottles in unimaginable quantities. Thousands of +blackened or charred spots dotting the countryside, told of campfires +and hasty bivouacs, and as we silently plodded on towards Charny, the +growing evidences of recent battle met our saddened gaze. + +Here a shell had burst on the road, in the midst of a bicycle squadron, +scattering men and machines to the four winds of Heaven. A little +mound, a rough-hewn cross, marked the spot where some sixty soldiers lay +in their last peaceful sleep, while the _melee_ of tangled wire and iron +which had once been machines, as well as blood-stained garments, bits of +shell, and even human flesh, made a gruesome and indescribable picture. + +Souvenirs? The idea never entered my head. And my kodak, which I had +been so prompt to use to commemorate various events, seemed a vulgar, +inquisitive instrument, and was left unheeded in the bottom of the cart. +Each step brought us face to face with the horrors of warfare. Towards +Villeroy a number of battered Parisian taxicabs gave us the first hint +of General Gallieni's clever maneuver which helped save the capital--and +then the wind brought towards us a nauseating odor, which paralyzed our +appetites, and sent us doggedly onwards: the stench of the battlefield. + +The girls in the cart drew closer together, shivering, though the air +was warm and muggy. Even old Cesar seemed to feel the awe of that +Valley of Shadow, and no one murmured as we passed the first bloated +carcasses of dead horses and came upon that far more horrid sight--human +bodies--swelled to twice their natural size, lying as death had met +them, some in piles, others farther apart--all unrecognizable, but once +proud mothers' petted darlings. I think they were our enemies. I did +not stop to investigate; the flies bothered us so terribly, and long low +mounds with red kepis piled upon them told of the graves of France's +defenders. Far ahead I could discover groups of men with shovels, +hastily burying those who remained. To the right a lazy column of dense +smoke rose reluctantly in the heavy air. I fancied it came from a +funeral pyre; we certainly smelled tar and petrol. The ground beneath +rocked with the thundering of the distant cannon, and as one peal burst +louder a flock of jet black crows mounted heavenward, mournfully cawing +in the semi-twilight. + +So we continued, a silent, foot-sore, rain-soaked community. With the +growing remoteness of imminent danger came the reaction of all we had +passed through, and deep down in our hearts we welcomed the idea of +entering a village. + +A village! Alas! As we reached the road leading to Barcy, there was a +rift in the clouds, and a long golden ray shot through an enormous +breach in the church tower, flickered a moment upon a group of roofless +houses, and was gone. Night closed in. + +Our spirits sank. Yvonne began to moan with agony, her sciatica had +returned with the dampness, and Nini for some unknown reason, began +sobbing as though her heart would break. I could see the moment not far +distant when our whole party, seized with fear, would become +panic-stricken, and that idea, together with the one of camping in the +sodden fields surrounded by grim death, was anything but reassuring. + +"Come on," I urged. "Surely Barcy is not entirely deserted." + +What mud! What a road--sometimes entirely gutted, sometimes so +obstructed with gasoline cans, hubs of wheels and scraps of iron, that I +was obliged to lead Cesar by the bridle, while the others would walk +ahead and clear a passage. Their progress was snail-like, for there was +little oil left in our lantern and they hesitated before casting the +refuse into the ditch for fear of profaning some unknown hero's grave. + +And so, stumbling and halting, we came into Barcy. As we passed in +front of the battered church we could see the huge bronze bell lying +amid a pile of beams, at the foot of the belfry. The _cadran_ of the +clock tower was midway between the ruins of the edifice itself and those +of what had once been the town hall. Not a living soul was to be seen +anywhere. Stay--yes--there in front of us was a masculine figure. + +I called "Monsieur!" + +He halted an instant. Then shook his head and skulked away. + +Through an oiled paper that had replaced the panes of a shattered window +in a house which no longer had a second story I caught sight of a +flickering light. I boldly knocked on the door. + +"_Qui est la?_--" asked a high-pitched, trembling female voice. + +"I, Madame H. of Villiers." + +"I don't know you--go your way." + +"But we are refugees." + +"I have nothing left. _Allez-vous-en!_" + +That was categorical, to say the least. So on we went, past the charred +ruins of one-time happy homes. + +As we rounded a corner our lantern cast a dim glow on to the drawn +shutters of a half-collapsed structure. + +"Stop a moment," said Julie; "there's something written on those +blinds." + +I approached, and holding the light as close as possible I read the +following sign, chalked in huge white letters: + +"Attention. No Loitering. Looters will be shot on the spot!" + +That was the last straw, and though it was obvious that the warning was +intended for the troops now miles away, it sent us ahead with uncanny +celerity. + +Our advance was short-lived, however, for it soon became evident that +our horses were fagged out. Yet where to go became an agonizing +question, for though we were still within the limits of the village, not +a roof was to be seen. There seemed to be but one thing to do, and so, +halting, I fumbled in the bottom of the cart and brought forth a handful +of dry straw, and my precious bottle of brandy. Thanks to these, a match +and a sheltering wall, a flame managed to blaze up, and from somewhere +in the vicinity Julie procured a bundle of brush and an old broom. + +With the heat our spirits rose. The girls dried themselves as best they +could before the welcome fire, and though still awed by our +surroundings, we nibbled a crust of dry bread and some stale cheese. + +Then silently Nini and Yvonne crept back into the cart, covered +themselves with hay and a blanket, opened an umbrella above their beads, +and soon were fast asleep. The others begged me to share their bed +beneath the cart, but tormented by the thought of what had become of H., +racked by the anxiety of what the future held in store, I could not +resign myself to rest, and the first gray streaks of that cool September +dawn found me seated on a stone, staring at the glowing embers of our +watch-fire. + +Again the wind shifted in our direction, bringing with it that same +loathsome smell. I shivered and pulled myself together, and after +carefully scrutinizing my road-map, decided that there was just a chance +of reaching Villiers before night, but only if we started at once. This +living in suspense was beginning to tell on my nerves and anything, even +the assurance of dreaded misfortune, would have seemed a relief. After +the state in which we had found Barcy there was little doubt that our +part of the country had been treated the same way. Perhaps it was still +in the Germans' hands; we had no way of knowing to the contrary. + +I roused the servants and told them of my intention, and in a few +moments a pot of coffee was boiling on the tripod. In spite of the +early hour I did not hesitate to add a little brandy in each cup, for +after twenty-four hours of continual rain a stimulant was not only +necessary but welcome. I tried to coax the dogs to take some, they +seemed so wet and miserable, but they spurned my offer, and stood +looking at me with most pitiful and mournful eyes. + +Presently Tiger disappeared behind the wall, and a second later we heard +a low growl. With childlike temerity Nini jumped up to see what was the +cause of his alarm, and then almost instantly I heard her gasp, "_Un +mort!_" + +That brought us to our feet and in a bound I was on the spot just in +time to see her fearlessly approaching the prostrate form of a German +soldier, the upper extremity of whose body was hidden beneath the top of +a tin wash boiler. The child raised the lid, beheld, as we did, a +headless human trunk, and fell into a swoon. + +We were well on our road before she came to her senses, and there were +moments when I almost wished she might remain dormant until we had +passed beyond the gruesome plain that stretches between Barcy and +Vareddes--now a historic battlefield. + +What a weird and wonderful sight it presented that gloomy September +morning. Behind us Barcy, whose every edifice was decapitated or so +degraded as to look like a gigantic sieve. Around us and on all sides +fields fairly ploughed up by shot and shell, and every fifty yards it +seemed to me rose a freshly covered mound, extending as far as eye could +see. On these new-made graves were piled hundreds of red soldier caps, +and here and there a hastily hewn wooden cross bearing such inscriptions +as these, scrawled in lead pencil on a smooth space whittled by a jack +knife: + +_Aux Braves du 248_ + +When an officer was found and identified, he was buried alone and his +name was carefully written on the cross, but more often we saw graves +marked thus: + +-Ici reposent deux offlciers et quarante hommes du 28 ... ieme._ + +Sometimes the tomb was in the ditch (to save digging) and once we saw +the Parisian _pompiers_ burying some German corpses in the very trench +they had dug and died in. + +Overhead tangled electric wires swung dangerously near the road, the +poles shattered or knocked agog, while in the distance the stumps of a +once-majestic row of poplars made the horizon look like a grinning +toothless face. + +Time and again we were obliged to leave the road to avoid accident by +passing over unexploded shells, and I shall always recall a gigantic oak +tree which though still standing was cleft in twain by a 77-shell +embedded intact in the yawning trunk; the impact, not the explosion, had +caused the rift. + +The farther we advanced the more evident became the signs of recent +conflict. Hay stacks seemed to have been a favorite target as well as +refuge. One we saw was almost completely tunneled through, and the +blood bespattered sides of the opening told that the occupant had been +caught as in a trap. Around these stacks were scattered the remains of +old boots and shoes, scarlet blood-soaked rags, dry beans, bits of soap, +playing cards and songs. Oh, lighthearted sons of France, it can be +truly said that death held no terrors for you, since from Barcy to +Soissons the ground you loved and so valiantly defended was strewn white +with hundreds of thousands of tender ditties and _chansons de route_. + +From Vareddes we passed on to Congis, the only living soul we met being +a little old white-haired parish priest, who had set himself the task of +blessing each new-made grave. + +"If this rain continues some of them will be so effaced in a fortnight +that we shall never find them. See--this cross is but two bits of +straw, bound together by a shoe string!" + +And he held up the fragile ornament for my inspection. + +"These are more durable," and he showed another relic made of a bayonet +sheath, crossed on the blade itself! + +"And you--Monsieur le Cure--bow is it you are here?" + +"Alas--would to God they had taken me in the place of our boys! Seven +of them, Madame, carried off as hostages. I was too old to be of use!" + +"And the women?" + +The poor little man hung his bead. + +"Twere better they had died!" + +I understood and shuddered. + +"God speed you, my daughter, and never cease to thank Him for preserving +you!" + +Again we went our way. + +Lizy-sur-Ourq, which we reached in the late forenoon, presented a more +animated, though hardly more pleasing spectacle. On the tracks in front +of the station dozens of flat cars and freight trains had been purposely +run together. Some had telescoped, others mounted high in piles, one +upon the other, their locomotives as well as their contents being +smashed and damaged--the whole scene presenting the aspect of a gigantic +railway wreck. + +On the steps of the station, seated gun in hand, three soldiers sat +playing a game of cards. Across the street a sentry mounted guard in +front of a large door over which floated a Red Cross flag. + +"What's in there?" I asked. + +"Prisoners and wounded." + +"Can I be of any assistance?" + +"Hardly--only flesh wounds." + +I peeked into the courtyard. + +In one corner lounging upon the ground were a dozen untidy, unshaven +men, whom I recognized by their uniforms to be Germans. One man cast an +insolent glance toward me and turned his back. Two others smiled and +pointed toward the bread they held in their hands. On some straw in a +couple of drays lay five or six individuals, their arms in slings, their +heads bandaged. + +"Nothing serious," explained a sergeant. "We're waiting for our men to +clear up the tracks and the _genie_ to throw a bridge across the canal. +Then we'll evacuate them." + +He was neither sad nor triumphant. + +"Were you in the battle?" + +"Rather!" + +"How did your regiment come off?" + +"We're all that are left--forty-four of us," and he pointed toward the +station where work was rapidly progressing. + +From them I procured some _singe_ or army beef, and we halted an hour to +rest the horses and eat our luncheon. We were beginning to reach +familiar territory and the idea of getting home put new life into our +tired limbs, and made each moment of delay seem uselessly long. + +From Lizy ours was a straight road and we made rapid progress. The +depressing signs of battle became fewer and fewer. It was evident that +the rush had been northwest, for while we encountered numerous proofs of +the armies' passage, graves and shells, trenches and corpses gradually +began to disappear. At Cocherel, however, the enemy had burned a +grocery shop when they had failed to find what they wanted. The few men +who remained had suffered much from ill treatment and passing by the +open gate of a splendid estate I cast a glance up the long avenue and +saw a sight which gave me a pang at the heart. On the green in front of +the chateau lay a battered billiard table and a grand piano, both turned +on end, and much the worse for having served as a defense against a rain +of shot. Around them were strewn broken furniture, pictures, linen and +bottles in such a sorry mess that I dared not even think what Villiers +might now look like. + +Curiosity was quenched. We cast a second glance, and turned our faces +eastward. + +The afternoon was well advanced when we reached Montreuil-aux-Lions, our +home country. We found that here less damage had been done from heavy +artillery, but all the edifices had suffered from close-range rifle +fire. An English sentry was pacing up and down in front of the town +hall. Over the entrance was nailed a Turkish towel on which a Red Cross +was stained with human blood! + +"Prisoners?" I asked. + +"All wounded, thank you," was the courteous reply. + +I sought out my friend the inn-keeper who held up his hands in +astonishment, bade us enter and made us partake of a warm meal. The +first we had had since we left home! + +"But how did you come to be spared?" I queried. + +"Because I was good to them." + +"Bah! How could you?" + +"I didn't intend to, but, you see, they tricked me. It was early +morning when half a dozen officers on horseback rode up to the door. +'Where are our Allies?' they asked. + +"I thought of course they were Englishmen. The uniform was unfamiliar +to me, but they all spoke perfect French. Unwittingly I gave them the +requested information, and they asked me to bring up some good wine. +Then they threw a gold piece on to the table, and when I had poured out +my Burgundy, they begged me to touch glasses with them. + +"'Ah, gentlemen, it is a pleasure to offer you the best I have. Thank +God, it is not for German stomachs!' + +"To my surprise, an uproarious laugh greeted my statement and brought my +glass down with a shock. + +"'Poor fellow!' they tittered. 'Come, drink to our success and the +Kaiser's health!' + +"I think they realized my fright and agony. They did not force me--but +laughed anew, drank and were gone." + +"What regiments drove them out?" + +"The English. _Quels gaillards!_ And clean! Well!" + +"What do you mean?" + +"Yes, they nearly used up all the water in Montreuil washing!" + +"Do you know anything of Villiers?" + +"No. I spent most of my time in the cellar during the fight, and since +they've been gone I'm living in terror lest they return." + +"Have you seen no one from down there?" + +"No, not a soul." + +"Do you think Villiers was bombarded?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. "I know the English troops that were here +headed in that direction." + +This suspense was too agonizing! I fear I so abbreviated my stay at +Montreuil that the good inn-keeper was offended. I jumped on to my +bicycle and knowing that the roads were now familiar to all, abandoned +my little party, bidding them hurry to join me at home. + +On, on I sped, through the slippery mud, looking neither right nor left, +but straight ahead in the hope of recognizing a familiar face or form. + +Twilight was deepening when I entered Bezu-le-Gury (our nearest home +town), which seemed to show apparently but few signs of pillaging. I +did not even dismount to make inquiries, but pedaled on till I reached +the summit of that long, long hill that leads straight down to my home. +Excitement lent a new impulse to my energy, and my heart thumped hard as +I recognized familiar cottages still standing. This raised my hopes and +sent me rocket-like down that steep incline. + +Still not a soul in sight--no noise save that of the guns roaring in the +distance. + +But what was that in the semi-darkness ahead of me? A dog? Could it be +true? I back-pedaled and whistled--a long, low, familiar howl greeted my +ears and brought the tears to my eyes. + +And then my poor old beagle hound came trotting up the road to welcome +me--his tail wagging joyously and a long frayed cord dangling from his +collar. + +This was a relief and somewhat steadied and prepared me for what was to +come. Through a gap in the trees I caught a glimpse of the roofs below. +And so I rounded the corner and started on my last hundred yards. + +The broken and tangled grill of our stately gateway told of the +invaders' visit. A few paces further and the chateau come into full +view. + +Yes, it was standing, but only the shell of that lovely home I had fled +from but fourteen days before. + +Dropping my machine I rushed towards the entrance hall, cast one glance +through the broken panes into the vestibule, and turned away in despair. + +All the willful damage that human beings could do had been wrought on +the contents of my home. + +The spell was broken. My nerves relaxed and heedless of the filth I +dropped on to the steps and wept. + + + + +IX + + +I think it was the stench from within that first roused me from my grief +and made me realize that this was war and no time for tears. I tried to +comfort myself with the thought that at least I had a roof to cover me, +but this was poor consolation. + +Pulling myself together, I started across the lawn towards the village +in search of aid, for a second glance told me that it was useless even +to think of entering the house, so great was the filth and disorder. + +Slowly I pushed onward, my head bent, my heart heavy with sorrow and +worry. Twenty paces in front of me I discerned a low mound and then, +horror of horrors, a huge black cross stood forth in the semi-darkness. +A grave--a German grave. Some poor souls interred on my greensward; but +why, since our little cemetery is but a couple of hundred yards up the +road? + +Villiers is not a cheerful village even in time of peace, but on this +particular evening (September 14, 1914) it was even darker than ever. My +eyes growing accustomed to the obscurity could see that most of the +houses, though damaged from the battle, were still standing and in one +or two windows the glow of a light gladdened my gaze. + +I went straight to the town hall where I pounded on the door and called +my name. A familiar shuffling of feet told me that Monsieur Duguey had +remained faithful to his post as town clerk (the only acting official +since the army was mobilized) and when he opened the door and saw me, +his eyes lit up with joy. Holding a candle high over his head, he smiled +and then his face fell. + +"_Pauvre Madame,_" he said. "Have you seen the chateau?" + +I nodded. + +"Ah, the vandals! Not war, but highway robbery, I call it. We poor +peasants had little to lose, but with you, Madame, it is different." + +And then he told me how but a few hours after I had left the Germans +took possession of the chateau and how for five nights and days in a +ceaseless stream the flower of the Prussian army had poured down the +road towards the coveted capital. + +At dawn on that eventful September morning an officer had ridden up to +the town hall, called for the mayor or his representative, and on +Monsieur Duguey's appearance, had demanded so much fodder for the +horses, so much champagne for the officers, and Charles Huard! + +M. Duguey was taken hostage to respond to the first two demands and on +having sworn on the cross that both my husband and I were absent, he was +ordered to lead the way to our home, where for forty-eight hours he was +detained as prisoner in the kitchen, while a staff of German noblemen +raised riot in our home. + +Taunted and insulted by the soldiers who mounted guard in the kitchen +where a chef prepared the general's food, he was bid hold his tongue and +his temper by this same chef, who, for eleven years, had cooked at a +well known hotel on the rue de Rivoli! No wonder he spoke good French. + +"_Pauvre Madame!_ Perhaps you've come back too soon! If we only knew +they would not return!" + +The cannon in the distance shook the house as though to corroborate his +statement. + +"Is there anyone left to help me clean place to sleep in?" + +"I'll go. There are only one or two women who remained behind, but I +presume sorry they did! What a God-send you got away!" + +I understood and was thankful. + +Monsieur Duguey put his candle into lantern, shouldered a broom, and +taking blanket, led the way towards the chateau. + +Want of words to express our fears and distress sealed our lips as we +picked our way into a filthy, can-strewn, bottle-littered courtyard, +towards a wing of the chateau where I had chosen to sleep. + +I hardly know what we plodded through the corridor. My companion pushed +things, into heaps in one corner of the room, and when I saw him sweep +off a mattress and throw his blanket upon it, I realized that my bed was +made. + +"You are not afraid, Madame?" + +"No." + +"Then _a demain_. I will come and help you. I fear, however, that I +must leave you in darkness, for there are no matches in the village. We +have to borrow light for our fires, and our stock of candles is nearly +gone. They are only the butts the Germans left behind!" + +Exhausted I fell asleep, to be awakened with a start towards dawn by the +clatter of horses' feet on the paved court beneath my window. + +Cavalry? + +I listened. + +Yes, surely. But what cavalry? Ours? + +Curiosity got the better of me, and I put my head out of the empty sash +to behold a most pathetic sight. There in the pouring rain stood some +twenty shivering horses, once fine animals' but now wounded and broken. +The lamentable little group, left-behinds of the invaders, was headed by +my old gray donkey, who had gathered them together and was now leading +them towards warmth and shelter. This sympathy among animals moved me +deeply, and I started down to see what I could do to alleviate their +suffering. + +I am ashamed to say, however, that I never reached the stable, for the +sights of filth and horror that I met on the way so distracted me that I +pushed on through the whole house, anxious to see really how much damage +had been done. + +I was still making my disheartening rounds when the others drove into +the yard, and the wails of lamentation rose long and loud from their +lips. + +How can one describe it? It seems almost impossible. Too much has +already been said, too little is really known, so I shall content myself +with a few brief statements. + +Above all I would have it understood that the chateau was first occupied +by General von Muck and his staff. The names crayoned on the doors of +my bedrooms in big red letters bear testimony--as well as some soiled +under-linen and a _glassentuch_ marked v. K.--and numerous papers +stamped with the Imperial seal. These latter are all orders or reports +belonging to the third army corps, and were left behind in the +precipitation of the flight! + +As I now am able to see the matter in a cooler frame of mind, I realize +that not only was efficiency carried out in warfare but in looting--for +it seems that everything we possessed was systematically classified as +good, bad or indifferent--the former and the latter being carefully +packed into huge army supply carts, which for five long days stood +backed up against our doorstep, leaving only when completely laden with +spoils. + +Then what remained was thrown into corners and willfully soiled and +smeared in the most disgusting and nauseating manner. + +A proof of the above-mentioned efficiency can be given in a description +of my husband's studio, where I found all the frames standing empty--the +canvases having been carefully cut from them with a razor, and rolled +for convenience' sake. + +Useless to mention that tapestries, silver, jewels, blankets and +household, as well as personal linen, were considered trophies of war. +That to me is far more comprehensible than the fact that our chateau +being installed with all modern sanitary conveniences, these were +purposely ignored, and corridors and comers, satin window curtains and +even beds, were used for the most ignoble purposes. + +Everywhere were sickening traces of sodden drunkenness. On the table +beside each bed (most of them now bereft of their mattresses) stood +champagne bottles, and half emptied glasses. The straw-strewn +drawing-room much resembled a cheap beer garden after a Saturday night's +riot, and the unfortunate upright piano was not only decked with empty +champagne bottles but also contained some two to three hundred pots of +jam poured down inside--glass and all, probably just for a joke. Oh, +_Kultur!_ + +I think that and the fact that most of my ducks and small animals had +been killed and left to lie and rot, were the things that most angered +me, and every time the guns boomed I prayed ardently for revenge! + +And 'twas I, who believing in Teuton chivalry, had imagined my +love-letters, protected by my country's emblem, would be respected! My +poor little rosewood desk had been mercilessly jabbed with bayonets, and +its contents strewn from one end of the village to the other. As to the +Stars and Stripes, when we finally disgorged the pipes of certain +sanitary apparatus that one does not usually mention in polite society, +they were found there in a lamentable condition and carried to the +wash-house with a tongs. + +What a destitute little village we were. Mine was but the common lot, +for each one had lost in proportion to his fortune. Yet there was no +lamenting. There was work to be done, for the vintage season was coming +on and the vines in most places had been respected. The German officers +had even announced the fact that our country was already annexed, and +that this was to be the champagne to commemorate the triumph of the +Fatherland! + +My little servants took hold of their filthy job and worked unceasingly +though it was a thankless task--for soap and soda did not exist, and +food, save the vegetables and a little pork, was hard to get. + +A week sped by, and then one afternoon a military auto drove up to the +door. As I saw it enter the yard, I trembled lest it bring bad tidings +of H., but a kindly officer reassured me, by stating that though he +brought only word of mouth, my husband was still in the land of the +living. He also announced that it was his duty to requisition my +property as a French emergency hospital and that he would be obliged if +I would put all the beds I owned at his disposal. A doctor and some +_infirmiers_ would be sent immediately to put the place in working +order. Would I help? And did I know of anyone I would care to have +with me? + +"You will be voluntary prisoners, you know, for this is the _zone de +operations_, and you will not be allowed to leave." + +I bethought me of Madame Guix. Was she still alive? + +My friend said he would be glad to accompany me to Rebais, as that was +as near as any place for recruiting a nurse. + +And so again I whisked across the Marne. This time _en grande vitesse_, +and in little over an hour was greeted by the gentle superior who 'mid +the ruins of all the neighboring houses was quietly continuing her work +in the convent. + +Yes. Madame Guix was there--a heroine, so I learned, loved and respected +by every soul who had been obliged to remain in that unfortunate town. I +found her ministering to twenty-six severely wounded men--French, +English and Germans--quite alone to do all the work, an eighty-year-old +doctor coming in but once every two days. + +"I cannot leave them," said she, pointing to the soldiers, when I asked +her to ally forces in the reconstitution of my hospital. "But just as +soon as they are able to be removed, I will come, I promise." + +In the parlour below, the Sister Superior told me of the invasion, while +I waited the return of the military motor which was to bear me home. + +"She is wonderful," said Soeur Laurent, referring to Madame Guix. +"Wonderful--afraid of nothing. Once at the beginning of the invasion +she was put against the wall and a brute of a German aimed and pulled +the trigger of a gun he had found in a corner. She had accidentally +covered it with a wounded man's great coat! He accused her of hiding +arms! Then in the thick of the battle, she went out into the German +lines and sought a doctor for our men--feeling herself incompetent. The +whole German medical staff came in and felicitated her on her courage +and devotion, before they left. I tell you all this because she never +will!" + +A couple of days later a doctor and the _infirmiers_ arrived, the latter +not picked men, since in ordinary life they are a tax collector, a super +at the Theatre de Belleville, an omnibus painter, a notary's clerk and a +barber! But they are all "good fellows," ready to work with no choice +as to the "job." + +Madame Guix duly made her appearance, and our hospital was declared +open. + +From loans and requisitions we accumulated a hundred beds, and for +fifteen months now, by begging and strictest economy, we have managed to +keep alive and to care, as best we can and in our primitive way, for all +those of France's brave sons who come to us, sick or wounded. 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Our May Wilson Preston, the artist; Mrs. Chase, the editor of a +well-known woman's magazine; Hugues Delorme, the French artist; and +numerous other guests, discussed the theatre and the "Caillaux case" +from every conceivable point of view, and their conversations were only +interrupted by serious attempts to prove their national superiority at +bridge, and long delightful walks in the park. + +As I look back now over those cheerful times, I can distinctly remember +one bright sunny morning, when after a half-hour's climbing we reached +the highest spot on our property. Very warm and a trifle out of breath +we sought shelter beneath a big purple beech, and I can still hear H. +explaining to Mrs. Chase: + +"Below you on the right runs the Marne, and over there, beyond those +hills, do you see that long straight line of trees?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, that's the road that lead's from Paris to Metz!" + +At that moment I'm confident he hadn't the slightest _arriere pensee_. + +On Monday, the 27th, Mrs. Preston, having decided to take her leave, I +determined to accompany her to Paris. Several members of the house +party joined us, leaving H. and a half-dozen friends at Villiers. We +took an early morning train, and wrapped in our newspapers we were +rolling peacefully towards the capital when someone called out, "For +Heaven's sake, look at those funny soldiers!" + +Glancing through the window, I caught sight of numerous gray-haired, +bushy-bearded men stationed at even distances along the line, while here +and there little groups beneath or around a tent were preparing the +morning meal. + +What strange looking creatures they were; anything but military in their +dirty white overalls--the only things that betrayed their calling being +their caps and their guns! + +"What on earth are they?" queried an American. + +"Oh, only some territorials serving their last period of twenty-nine +days. It's not worth while giving them uniforms for so short a time!" + +"Bah!" came from the other end of the compartment. "I should think it +was hot enough in the barracks without forcing men that age to mount a +guard in the sun!" + +"It's about time for the _Grand manaeuvres_, isn't it?" + +And in like manner the conversation rose and dwindled, and we returned +to our papers, paying no more attention to the territorials stationed +along the rails. + +A theatre party having been arranged, I decided to stop over in Paris. +The play was _Georgette Lemeunier_ at the Comedie Francaise. The house +was full--the audience chiefly composed of Americans and tourists, and +throughout the entire piece even very significant allusions to current +political events failed to arouse any unwonted enthusiasm on the part of +the French contingent. Outside not even an _edition speciale de la +Presse_ betokened the slightest uneasiness. + +The next day, that is, Tuesday, the 28th, I had a business meeting with +my friends, Mr. Gautron and Mr. Pierre Mortier, editor of the _Gil +Blas_. Mr. Gautron was on the minute, but Mr. Mortier kept us waiting +over an hour and when finally we had despaired of his coming I heard +someone hurrying across the court, and the bell was rung impatiently. +Mr. Mortier rushed in, unannounced, very red, very excited, very +apologetic. + +"A thousand pardons. I'm horribly late, but you'll forgive me when you +hear the news. I've just come from the Foreign Office. All diplomatic +relations with Germany are suspended. War will be declared Saturday!" + +Mr. Gautron and I looked at each other, then at Mr. Mortier, and smiled. + +"No, I'm not joking. I'm as serious as I have ever been in my life. The +proof: on leaving the Foreign Office I went and had a neglected tooth +filled, and on my way down, stopped at my shoemaker's and ordered a pair +of good strong boots for Saturday morning. I'll be fit then to join my +regiment." + +Our faces fell. + +"But why Saturday?" + +"Because Saturday's the first of August, and the idea of keeping the +news back is to prevent a panic on the Bourse, and to let the July +payments have time to be realized." + +"You don't really believe it's serious, do you?" + +"Yes, really. I'm not fooling, and if I've any advice to give you it's +this: draw out all the money you can from your bank, and take all the +gold they'll give you. You may need it. I've telephoned to the _Gil +Blas_ for them to do as much for us. The worst of all though is, that +every man on my paper is of an age bound to military service. War means +that when I leave, staff, printers and all will have to go the same day +and the _Gil Blas_ shuts its doors. We cease to exist--that's all." + +Somewhat disconcerted by this astonishing news, we had some little +difficulty getting down to facts, but when we did business was speedily +dispatched and Mr. Mortier took his leave. Mr. Gautron carried me off +to luncheon. + +"You must come," he protested when I pleaded an engagement. "You must +come, or my wife and the boys will never believe me." + +We found Madame Gautron and her two splendid sons waiting rather +impatiently. We told our news. + +"Come, come now. You can't make us take that as an excuse!" + +We protested our sincerity, and went in to luncheon which began rather +silently. + +I questioned the boys as to their military duties. Both were +under-officers in an infantry regiment--bound to join their barracks +within twenty-four hours after the call to arms. + +We did not linger over our coffee. Each one seemed anxious to go about +his affairs. I left the Gautron boys at the comer of their street, each +carrying his army shoes under his arm. + +"To be greased--in case of accident," they laughingly explained. + +That was the last time I ever saw them. They fell "on the Field of +Honour" both the same day, and hardly a month later. + +But to return to my affairs. + +A trifle upset by what Mr. Mortier had told me, I hurried to the nearest +telephone station and asked for Villiers. When after what seemed an +interminable time I got the connection, I explained to H. what had +happened. + +"For Heaven's sake leave politics alone and take the five o'clock train +home! We need you to make a second fourth at bridge." H.'s +lightheartedness somewhat reassured me, though for prudence's sake I +went to my bank and asked to withdraw my entire account. + +"Why, Madame Huard," said the clerk in surprise, "you mean to say you +are frightened?" + +I explained what I had heard in the morning. + +"_Pensez-vous? Non!_ We would be the first to be notified. We were +ever so much closer to war two years ago--at Agadir! There is no cause +for alarm." + +He almost persuaded me, but after hesitating a moment I decided to abide +by my original intentions. + +"I can always put my money back in a week or so if all blows over and I +find I don't need it," I argued. + +"Certainly, Madame--as you will." + +And the twenty-eighth of July the _Societe Generale_ gave me all the +gold I requested. + +As the five o'clock express hurried me back home I began to understand +the gravity of the situation--for the "queer looking soldiers" were +nearer together all along the railway line, and it dawned on me that +theirs was a very serious mission--namely, that of safeguarding the +steel artery which leads from Paris to the eastern frontier. + +At Charly, our station, I was much surprised to see three French +officers in full uniform get off the train and step into the +taxi-autobus which deposits its travelers at the only hotel in the +vicinity. + +At the chateau my story failed to make an impression. The men +pooh-poohed the idea of war, and returned to the evening papers and the +_proces Caillaux_, which was the most exciting question of the moment. +In the pantry the news was greeted with hilarity, and coachman and +gardener declared that they would shoulder their spades and _faire la +guerre en sabots_. + +My friend and neighbor, Elizabeth Gauthier, was the only one who took +the matter seriously, and that because she had no less than five +brothers and a husband who would be obliged to serve in case of serious +events. I felt rather ashamed when I saw her countenance darken, for +after all, she was alone in Villiers with two tiny children; her +husband, the well-known archivist, coming down but for the week-end. +"What is the sense of alarming people so uselessly?" I thought. + +Wednesday, the 29th, the papers began to talk of "a tension in the +political relations between France and Germany" which, however, did not +quench the gaiety of a picnic luncheon in the grove by our river. + +In the afternoon the old _garde-champetre_ asked for H. in the +courtyard. + +"In case of mobilization," said he, "you have three horses and your farm +cart to present to the authorities. Your cart must have its awnings +complete. And your horses harnessed with their halters!" + +H. laughed and told him that he was giving himself a lot of useless +trouble. + +Thursday, the 30th, market day at Charly, the nearest town to Villiers. +We both drove down in the victoria, and were not surprised to see my +officers of the day before seated in the hotel dining-room, finishing +breakfast. + +"What are they down here for?" I queried of the proprietor. + +"Oh, they belong to the _Etat Major_ and are out here to verify their +maps. The Mayor has given them an office in the town hall. They go off +on their bicycles early every morning and only return for meals." + +"It's rather a treat to see a uniform out here, where hardly an officer +has appeared since last year when we had Prince George of Servia and his +staff for three days." + +The general topic on the market place was certainly _not_ war, and we +drove home somewhat reassured. + +Friday, the 31st, however, the tone of the newspapers was serious and +our little village began to grow alarmed when several soldiers on +holiday leave received individual official telegrams to rejoin their +regiments immediately. Little knots of peasants could be seen grouped +together along the village street, a thing unheard of in that busy +season when vineyards need so much attention. Towards noon the news ran +like wildfire that men belonging to the youngest classes had received +their official notices and we're leaving to join their corps. Yet there +was no commotion anywhere. + +"It will last three weeks and they'll all come home, safe and sound. +It's bothersome, though, that the Government should choose just our +busiest season to take the men out for a holiday!" declared one peasant. + +There was less hilarity in the servants' hall when I entered after +luncheon. At least I fancied so. The men had gone about their work +quicker than usual, and the women were silently washing up. + +"Does Madame know that the _fils Poupard_ is leaving by the four o'clock +train---and that Cranger and Veron are going too?" asked my faithful +Catherine. + +"No." + +"Yes, Madame--and Honorine is in the wash-house crying as though her +heart would break." + +I turned on my heel and walked toward the river. In the wash-house I +found Honorine bending over her linen, the great tears streaming down +her face, in spite of her every effort to control them. + +"Why, Honorine, what's the matter?" + +"He's gone, Madame--gone without my seeing him--without even a clean +pair of socks!" + +"Who?" + +"My son, Madame!" + +And the tears burst out afresh, though in silence. + +"Yes, Madame, I found this under the door when I came in at noon.--" She +drew a crumpled paper from her apron pocket. I smoothed it out and +read: + +"_Je viens de recevior ma feuille. Je pars de suite. Je prends les +deux francs sur la cheminee. Jean._" (I've just received my notice. Am +leaving at once. Have taken the two francs that are on the mantel. +Jean.) + +I cannot say what an impression that brief but heroic note made upon me. +In my mind it has always stood as characteristic of that wonderful +national resolution to do one's duty, and to make the least possible +fuss about it. + +At tea-time the male contingent of the house-party was decidedly +restless. + +"Let's go up to Paris and see what's going on." + +"There's no use doing that. Elizabeth Gauthier went this morning and +will be back in an hour with all the news. It's too late to go to town, +anyway!" + +"Well, if things don't look better to-morrow I've got to go. My +military book is somewhere in my desk at home and it's best to have it +_en regle_ in case of necessity," said Delorme. + +"Mine's at home, too," echoed our friend Boutiteron. + +"We'll all go to-morrow, and make a day of it," decided H. + +Just then the silhouette of the three officers on bicycles passed up the +road. + +"Let's go out and ask them what's up," suggested someone. + +"Pooh! Do you think they know anything more than we do? And if they do +know something, they wouldn't tell _you!_ Don't make a fool of +yourself, Hugues!" + +Presently Elizabeth Gauthier arrived, placid and cool as though +everything were normal. "Paris is calm; calm as Paris always is in +August." + +"But the papers? Your husband? What does he say?" + +"There are no extras--Leon doesn't seem over-alarmed, though as captain +in the reserves he would have to leave within an hour after any +declaration of hostilities. He has a special mission to perform. But +he's certain of coming down by the five o'clock train to-morrow." + +We went in to dinner but conversation lagged. Each one seemed +preoccupied and no one minded the long silences. We were so quiet that +the Angelus ringing at Charly, some four miles away, roused us with +something of a shock. + +Saturday morning, August 1st, the carryall rolled up to the station for +the early train. All made a general rush for the papers which had just +arrived and all of us were equally horrified when a glance showed the +headline-Jaures, the Great Socialist Leader, Assassinated. Decidedly +the plot thickened and naturally we all jumped to the same conclusion--a +political crime. + +"There's a stronger hand than the murderer's back of that felony," +murmured a plain man from the corner of our compartment. + +"What makes you say that?" + +"Why, can't you see, Monsieur, that our enemies are counting on the deed +to stir up the revolutionary party and breed discord in the country! +It's as plain as day!" + +That was rather opening the door to a lengthy discussion, but our +friends refused to debate, especially as we could hear excited masculine +voices rising high above the ordinary tone in the compartments on either +side of us. + +The journey drew to a close without any further remarkable incident. It +seemed to me that we passed more up trains than usual, but were not a +moment overdue. There was nothing to complain of. As we approached La +Villette and drew into the Gare de l'Est everybody noticed the +extraordinary number of locomotives that were getting up steam in the +yards. There were rows and rows of them, just as close together as it +was possible to range them, and as far as the eye could see their +glittering boilers extended down the tracks in even lines. Each one had +a freshly glued yellow label, on which was printed in big black capitals +the name of its home station. That was the most significant preparation +we had witnessed as yet. Presently we observed that the platforms of +freight and express depots had been swept clear of every obstacles and +the usually encumbered Gare de l'Est was clean and empty as the hand of +man could make it. + +In the courtyard our party separated, promising to meet for the five +o'clock express--"Unless something serious prevents." + +I accompanied H. to the _Caserne des Minimes_ where he went to see if +his military situation was registered up to date in his _livret_, and +all along the streets leading from the station we met women silently +wiping their eyes. + +What a sight the courtyard of that barracks presented! Some five or six +thousand men of all ages, classes and conditions who up until that +moment had never thought that the loss of a military book entailed the +slightest consequence, had one and all been pushed by that single +thought, "Be ready for duty." Here they were, boys of twenty and men of +forty, standing in line, braving their all-time enemy, the _gendarme_, +each silently waiting his turn to explain his situation. To the credit +of the _gendarme_ and all those in authority, it must be said that +contrary to their usual custom they acted like loving fathers with these +prodigal sons of the Republic--possible information without the sign of +a grumble, and advising those who were still streaming in at the door to +come back towards five o'clock, when the line should have advanced a +little. It was then scarcely ten A. M.! + +H. had finished in no time. + +"All I've got to do is to go home and wait until I am called for," he +explained as we walked away at a brisk gait. + +Like most country people when they come to town I had numerous errands +to do, so we set off towards the _Bazar de l'Hotel de Ville_, renowned +for its farming implements. + +At the corner of the Rue des Archives we met Monsieur Gauthier on his +way to his Museum. + +"_Grave--tre's grave--la situation, Monsieur_," was all he could say. + +"What would you advise us to do?" + +"Well, to speak plainly, I should advise you to shut up the chateau, +leave a guardian, and open your Paris apartment. You're in the east, +you know! I shall go down by the five train and bring back Elizabeth +and the children. I'd be easier in my mind if I knew they were in a big +city! I If you have to leave, Madame Huard would be better off here." + +H. was very sober as we left Mr. Gauthier. + +"Bah! Cheer up! I'm afraid our friend is an alarmist. You know he has +two young children!" + +We entered the Bazar, which is the "biggest" of the big stores in Paris. +Every day in the week, and Sundays included, it is usually so crowded +with buyers and sellers that one has to elbow one's way, and literally +serve one's self. To our amazement it was empty--literally empty. Not +a single customer--not a single clerk to be seen. The long stretches of +floor and counters were vacant as though the store were closed. I +gasped a little in surprise and just as I did so a female voice from +behind a distant desk called out: + +"What is your pleasure, Madame?" + +I turned, and a little woman in black advanced towards me. + +"Yes, I know the place looks queer, but you see all our clerks are young +men and everyone of them has been obliged to join his regiment since +closing time last evening!" + +"Leave farming alone and come over to Conard's. He's bound to have some +news," said H. impatiently. + +Conard's is a big publishing firm on the boulevard, renowned as a +meeting place for most of the well-known political men. + +Conard greeted us in silence. He knew no more than we, and we fell to +talking of the latest events and trying to come to a conclusion. Then +one of the _habitués_ stepped in. + +"_Eh bien, Monsieur_, what news?" + +The person addressed kept on perusing the titles of the books spread +along the counter, and drawing a long puff from his cigarette and +without lifting his eyes, said, "The mobilization is for four o'clock! +Official. Have you something entertaining to read on my way to the +front?" + +"_What?_" + +"Yes, gentlemen." + +"War?"' + +"It looks very much like it!" + +Though almost expected, the news gave us a thrill. We stood spellbound +and tongue-tied. + +What to do? There were so many decisions to be made at a moment's +notice! H. was for our coming to Paris, as all the men must necessarily +leave the chateau. + +"Mobilization doesn't necessarily mean war, man. Besides if it does +come it can't last long. You'd better go back to your place in the +country, Huard. A big estate like that needs looking after," said +Conard. + +"Where do you live?" questioned the gentleman who had given us the news. + +"Villiers--sixty miles _east_ of Paris." + +"Well, if you decide to go there I advise you to take the soonest train. +The eastern railway belongs to the army, and only the army, beginning at +noon to-day." + +H. looked at his watch. It was nearly eleven, and our next train left +at noon sharp. We jumped into a taxi. + +"Drive to the Gare de l'Est and on the way stop at Tarides! We must +have maps, good road maps of the entire north and east," said H., +turning to me. + +It seemed as though he had had that thought in common with the entire +Parisian population, for all down the boulevards the bookshops and +stationers were already overflowing with men, chiefly in regimentals, +and as to the shoe-shops and boot-makers--there was a line waiting +outside of each. Yet there was no excitement, no shouting, not even an +"extra." + +What a different sight our station presented to that of two hours +before! The great iron gates were shut, and guarded by a line of +_sergents de ville_. Only men joining their regiments and persons +returning to their legitimate dwellings were allowed to pass. And there +were thousands of both. Around the grillwork hovered dense groups of +women, bravely waving tearless adieux to their men folk. + +After assuring himself that there was still a noon train, H. led me to +the restaurant directly opposite the station. + +"We'll have a bite here. Heaven knows what time we shall reach home!" + +The room was filled to overflowing; the lunchers being mostly officers. +At the table on our right sat a young fellow whose military harnessings +were very new and very stiff, but in spite of the heat, a high collar +and all his trappings he managed to put away a very comfortable repast. + +On our left was a party composed of a captain, his wife and two other +_freres d'armes_. That brave little Parisian woman at once won my +admiration, for though, in spite of superhuman efforts, the tears would +trickle down her face, she never gave in one second to her emotion but +played her part as hostess, trying her best to put her guests at ease +and smilingly inquiring after their family and friends as though she +were receiving under ordinary circumstances in her own home. + +At a quarter before noon we left them and elbowed our way through the +ever-gathering crowd towards our train. + +"The twelve o'clock express--what platform?" H. inquired. + +"The ten o'clock train hasn't gone yet, Monsieur!" + +"Is there any danger of its _not_ going?" + +"Oh, no; but there's every danger of its being the last." + +And the man spoke the truth, for as our friend the politician predicted, +at noon military authority took over the station and all those who were +so unfortunate as to have been left behind were obliged to wait in Paris +three mortal weeks. On the Eastern Railway all passenger service was +immediately sacrificed to the transportation of troops. + +It seems to me that this was the longest train I have ever seen. The +coaches stretched far out beyond the station into torrid sunlight. Every +carriage was filled up to and beyond its normal capacity. There could +be no question of what class one would travel--it was travel where one +could! Yet no one seemed to mind. I managed to find a seat in it +compartment already occupied by two young St. Cyr students in full +uniform and white gloves, a very portly aged couple and half a dozen men +of the working classes. + +"We'll take turns at sitting, Monsieur," said one of them as H. pushed +further on into the corridor. + +At the end of five minutes' time the conversation had become general. +Although as yet there had been no official declaration everyone present +was convinced that the news would shortly be made public, and though the +crowd was certainly not a merry one, it was certainly not sad. Most of +the men had received their orders in the morning, and had said good-bye +to their loved ones at home. In consequence, there were no +heart-rending scenes of farewell, no tearful leave-takings from family +and friends, no useless manifestations. + +Through the doorway of our stifling compartment, which up until the last +moment was left open for air, we could see the train on the opposite +platform silently, rapidly filling with men, each carrying a new pair of +shoes either slung over the shoulders or neatly tied in a box or paper +parcel. Then without any warning, without any hilarious vociferations +on the part of its occupants, it quietly drew out of the station, to be +instantly replaced by another train of cars. + +Five times we watched the same operation recommence ere the ten o'clock +train decided to leave Paris. Then as the guard went along the platform +slamming the doors, a boyish face poked its way into the aperture of our +compartment. + +"Hello, Louis," said he, addressing one of the workmen. "Hello, Louis, +you here, too?" + +"_Eh bien, cette fois je crois quon y va! Hein?_" + +Our door closed and the trainman whistled. + +"_Bon voyage!_" shouted the boy through the window. + +"The same to you," replied the other. That was all. + +It was not a very eventful journey. It was merely hot and lengthy. We +stopped at every little way station either to let down or take on +passengers. We were side-tracked and forgotten for what seemed hours +at a time, to allow speedy express trains filled with men and bound for +the eastern frontier to pass on and be gone. + +At Changis-St. Jean I put my head out of the window and there witnessed +a most touching sight. A youngish man in a well-fitting captain's +uniform, accompanied by his wife and two pretty babies, was preparing to +take his leave. He was evidently well known and esteemed in his little +village, for the curate, the mayor, the municipal council and numerous +friends had come to see him off. The couple bore up bravely until the +whistle blew-then, clasping each other in an almost brutal embrace, they +parted, he to jump into the moving train mid the shouts of well-wishers, +and she, her shoulders shaking with emotion, to return to her empty +home. + +Four months later, almost to a day, I again put my head out of the car +window as we stopped at Changis. Imagine my surprise on seeing almost +the same group! I recognized the mayor, the curate and the others, and +a little shiver went down my back as I caught sight of the pretty +captain's wife--her eyes red and swollen beneath the long widow's veil +that covered her face. That same hopeful little assembly of August +first had once again gathered on the station platform to take possession +of and to conduct to their last resting place the mortal remains of +their heroic defunct. + +Naturally, as they did not expect us before six at the château, there +was no carriage to meet us. + +"We'll take the hotel taxi as far as Charly, and from there we'll +telephone home," said H. as we got down from the train. + +But there was neither hotel trap nor vehicle of any description at the +station. True it was that our train was nearly two hours late! The idea +of walking some four miles in the broiling sun was anything but amusing, +but there seemed to be nothing else to do. So after a quarter of an +hour uselessly spent in trying to get a carriage about our lonesome +station, we started off on foot. We had scarcely gone two hundred yards +when we caught sight of a PARISIAN taxi! H. hailed him! + +"What are you doing down _here?_" + +"I brought down a gentleman who was in a hurry. You see there are no +more trains out of Paris on this line since noon! And there are not +likely to be any for some time to come." + +"Will you take us as far as Charly?" + +"If it's on the way to Paris--yes! I'm in a hurry to get back. I've +got to join my regiment at the Gaxe du Nord before midnight, but I'd +like to ring in another job like this before that. It's worth while at +150 per trip!" + +"You've got to cross Charly--there's no other way to Paris." + +So we made our price and were whisked into our little market-town. + +The inhabitants were on their doorsteps or chatting in little groups, +and we created quite a sensation in our Parisian vehicle. H. went to +the Gendarmerie at once to see if there was any official news by wire +since we had left town. + +"You're the one who ought to bring us news, Monsieur," said the +_brigadier_. "What do they say in Paris?" + +"The mobilization will be posted at four o'clock." + +A hearty peal of laughter, that was most refreshing in the tension of +the moment, burst from all three gendarmes. + +"Well, it's five minutes of four now. And if what you say is so, I +should think we'd know something about it by this time! Don't worry. +It's not so bad as you fancy--" + +H. shook hands and we left. At the hotel we got the chateau on the wire +and asked for the victoria at once. As the horse had to be harnessed and +there is a two-mile drive down to Charley, we stopped a moment and spoke +to the proprietress of the hotel. + +"How does it happen that your motor was not at the station?" said H. + +"Oh," she replied, "our officers hired it early this morning and my +husband bad to drive them post-haste to Soissons. He hasn't got back +yet!" + +Before going farther in my narrative I shall say here, lest I forget it, +that two of the supposed officers were caught within the fortnight and +shot at Meaux as German spies--the third managed to make his escape. + +Hearing the carriage coming down the hill, we walked towards the +doorway. At that same moment we saw the white-trousered _gendarme_ +hastening towards the town hall. Catching might of H., he held up the +sealed envelope he held in his band, and shouted, "You were right, +Monsieur. It has come!" + +We jumped into the victoria, but as we crossed the square the +_garde-champetre_ caught the bridle and stopped our turnout. + +"One moment, Monsieur." + +Then the town-crier appeared, instantly causing the staggering groups to +cluster into one. He had no need to ring his bell. He merely lifted +his hand and obtained instant silence, and then slowly read out in deep, +solemn, measured tones, which I shall never forget until my dying day. + +"_Extrme urgence. Ordre de mobilisation generale. Le premier jour de +la mobilization est le dimanche deux aout!_" + +That was all! It was enough! The tension of those last two days was +broken. No matter what the news, it was a relief. And we drove away +'mid the rising hum of hundreds of tongues, loosened after the agonizing +suspense. + +The news had not yet reached Villiers when we drove through the village +street. We turned into the chateau and found Elizabeth Gauthier, her +children and almost all the servants, grouped near the entrance ball. +They looked towards us with an appealing gaze. + +As H. opened his mouth to answer, the sharp pealing of the _tocsin_, +such as it rings only in cases of great emergency, followed by the +rolling of the drum, told them better than we could that the worst bad +come. + +The servants retired in silence and still the bell rang on. Presently +we could hear the clicking of the sabots on the bard road as the +peasants hurried from the fields towards the _Mairie_. + +I can see us all now, standing there in the brilliant afternoon +sunlight--Elizabeth murmuring between her sobs, "O God, don't take my +husband!" little Jules clinging to her skirts, amazed at her distress, +and happy, lighthearted, curly-headed baby Colette, chasing butterflies +on the lawn in front of us! + + + + +II + + +_August first._ + +The _tocsin_ ceased, but the drum rolled on. + +In a moment we had recovered from the first shock, and all went out to +the highroad to hear the declaration. To H. and me it was already a +thing of the past, but we wanted to see how the peasants would take it. + +At Villiers as at Charly, it was the _garde champetre_ who was charged +with this solemn mission, and the old man made a most pathetic figure as +he stood there with his drumsticks in his hand, his spectacles pushed +back, and the perspiration rolling down his tanned and withered cheeks. + +"What have you got to say?" queried one woman, who was too impatient to +wait until all had assembled. + +"_Bien de bon--_" was the philosophic reply, and our friend proceeded to +clear his throat and make his announcement. + +It was received in dead silence. Not a murmur, not a comment rose from +the crowd, as the groups dispersed, and each one returned to his +lodgings. + +We followed suit, and I went with H. towards the servants' hall. + +"Give me the keys to the wine cellar," said he. "And, Nini," he +continued, addressing my youngest maid, aged ten, "Nini, lay a cloth and +bring out the champagne glasses. The boys shan't go without a last +joyful toast." + +There were four of them; four of them whose military books ordered them +to reach the nearest railway station, with two days' rations, as soon as +possible after the declaration of mobilization. H. had hardly time to +bring up the champagne before we could bear the men clattering down the +stairs from their rooms. Their luggage was quickly packed--a change of +underclothes and a second pair of shoes composed their trousseaux--and +Julie came hurrying forward with bread, sausages and chocolate! "Put +this into your bags," she said. Though no one had told them, all those +who remained seemed to have guessed what to do, for in like manner +George, one of the younger gardeners, had hitched the horses to the farm +cart and drove up to the kitchen entrance. + +A moment later Catherine called me aside and tearfully begged permission +to accompany husband and brother as far as Paris. The circumstances +were too serious to refuse such a request and I nodded my assent. + +"Come on, boys," shouted H. "Ring the farm-bell, Nini, and call the +others in." + +Their faces radiant with excitement, they gathered around the long +table. H. filled up the glasses and then raising his-- + +"Here's to France, and to your safe return!" said he. + +"To France, and our safe return!" they echoed. + +We all touched glasses and the frothy amber liquid disappeared as by +magic. Then followed a hearty handshaking and they all piled into the +little cart. George cracked the whip and in a moment they had turned the +comer and were gone. + +Gone--gone forever--for in the long months that followed how often did I +recall that joyful toast, and now, a year later, as I write these lines, +I know for certain that none of them will ever make that "safe return." + +Elizabeth Gauthier bore up wonderfully under the strain. She was the +first to admit that after all it would have been too trying to say +good-bye to her husband. H. and I then decided that it was best for her +to bring her children and maid and come over to the chateau where we +would share our lot in common. There was no time for lamenting--for the +sudden disappearance of cook, butler, and the three most important +farm-hands, left a very large breach which had to be filled at once. +There was nothing to do but to "double up," and the girls and women +willingly offered to do their best. + +Julie, the only person over thirty, offered to take over the kitchen. To +George and Leon fell the gardens, the stables, the horses, dogs, pigs +and cattle. Yvonne, aged seventeen, offered to milk the cows, make +butter and cheese, look after the chickens and my duck farm, while +Berthe and Nini, aged fourteen and ten, were left to take care of the +chateau! Not a very brilliant equipment to run as large an +establishment as ours, but all so willing and so full of good humour +that things were less neglected than one might imagine. + +The excitement of the day had been such that after a very hasty meal we +retired exhausted at an early hour. The night was still--so still that +though four miles from the station we could hear the roar of the trains +as they passed along the river front. + +"Hark!" said H. "How close together they are running!" + +We timed them. Scarcely a minute between each. Then, our ears becoming +accustomed, we were soon able to distinguish the passenger from the +freight trains, as well as the empty ones returning to Paris. + +"Listen! Those last two were for the troops! That one is for the +ammunition. Oh, what a heavy one! It must be for the artillery!" And +we fell asleep before the noise ceased. Indeed for three long weeks +there was no end to it, as night and day the Eastern Railway rushed its +human freight towards the Eastern frontier. + +Sunday morning, August second, found us all at our posts as the sun +rose. Elizabeth and I drove down to Charly for eight o'clock mass, and +all along the road met men and boys on their way to the station. The +church was full, but there were only women and elderly men in the +assembly; why, we knew but too well, and many wives and mothers had come +there to hide their grief. Our curate was a very old man, and the news +had given him such a shock that he was unable to say a word after +reaching the pulpit and stood there, tongue-tied, with the tears +streaming down his face for nearly five minutes--finally retiring +without uttering a sound. Not exactly the most fortunate thing that +could have happened, for his attitude encouraged others to give way to +their emotions, and there was a most impressive silence followed by much +sniffling and nose-blowing! All seemed better, though, after the shower, +and the congregation disbanded with a certain sense of relief. + +Before leaving home H. told me to seek out the grocer, and to lay in a +stock of everything she dispensed. + +"You see," said he, "we're now cut off from all resources. There are no +big cities where we can get supplies, within driving reach, and our +grocers will have nothing to sell once their stock is exhausted. We're +living in the hope that the mobilization will last three weeks. That +will you do if it lasts longer? It never hurts to have a supply on +hand!" + +"All my salt, sugar and gasoline has been put aside for the army. I was +ordered to do that this morning--but come around to the back door and +I'll see what I can do for you," said my amiable grocery-woman. + +"That's pleasant," thought I. "No gasoline--no motor--no electricity! +Privation is beginning early. But why grumble! We'll go to bed with +the chickens and won't miss it!" + +Madame Leger and I made out a long list of groceries and household +necessities, and she set to work weighing and packing, and finally began +piling the bundles into the trap drawn up close to her side door. + +Our dear old Cesar must have been surprised by the load he had to carry +home, but Elizabeth and I decided that a "bird in the hand is worth two +in the bush," and one never could tell what astonishing "order" +to-morrow might bring forth. + +How H. laughed when he saw us driving up the avenue. + +"I didn't think you'd take me so literally," said he. "Why, war isn't +even declared, and here we are preparing for a siege!" + +"Never mind," I returned, "you must remember that there are twelve +persons to feed, and we'll soon get away with all I've got here." + +The afternoon was spent in arranging our apartments. For convenience +sake, we decided to close part of the chateau and all live as near +together as possible in one wing. The children and younger servants +seemed to consider the whole as a huge joke--or rather, a prolonged +picnic party, and the house rang with peals of jolly laughter. + +Monday, the third, Elizabeth and I tackled the provisions which were +piled high on the table in the servants' hall. A visit to the storeroom +and a little calculation showed that there were sufficient groceries +already on hand to last the month out. + +"Very good," said I. "Now, the rest we'll divide into three even parts +--that makes September, October and November assured. By that time +we'll know what precautions to take!" + +"Well, I should hope so!" came the smiling reply. And we set to work. +It all recalled the days of my childhood when I used to play at +housekeeping and would measure out on the scales of my dolls' house so +much rice, so much flour, so much macaroni, etc. I could hardly believe +I was in earnest. + +We were right in the midst of our task when our gardeners appeared +bearing between them a clothes basket full of plums. + +"Madame, they can't wait a day longer. They're ready to cook now." + +It was almost a disagreeable surprise, for we were already as busy as we +could be. But there was no way of waiting, or the fruit would be +spoiled. + +"Is that all the plums?" + +"Ah, no, Madame, there are fully two baskets more. And in a day or two +the blackberries and black currants must be picked or they'll rot on the +vines." + +"Heaven preserve us!" thought I. "Will we ever come to the end of it +all!" But by four o'clock the first basket of plums was stoned, the +sugar weighed, and a huge copper basin of _confiture_ was merrily +boiling on the stove. + +"Where are you going to hide your provisions now you've got them so +beautifully tied up?" enquired H., his eyes twinkling. + +"Hide them?" + +"Yes!" + +"What for?" + +"In case of invasion." + +We all simply shook with laughter. + +"Well, if the Germans ever reach here there won't be much hope for us +all," I returned. + +"No, but joking aside; suppose we suddenly get the French troops +quartered on us, are you calmly going to produce your stock, let it be +devoured in a day or so, and remain empty-handed when they depart? You +see, it isn't the little fellows who'll suffer. A big place like this +with all its rooms and its stables is just the spot for a camp!" + +That idea had never dawned upon us, and we set to thinking where we +could securely hide our groceries in three different places. Finally it +was agreed that one part should be put back of the piles of sheets in +the linen closet; the second part hidden on the top shelf of a very high +cupboard in my dressing-room with toilet articles grouped in front of +it; while the third was carried up a tiny flight of stairs to the attic +and there pushed through a small opening into the dark space that leads +to the beams and rafters. It was all so infantile that we clapped our +hands and were as happy as kings when we had discovered such a good +cachette. + +Night was coming on as I stood pouring the last of the plum jam into the +glasses lined up along the kitchen table. Berthe had counted nearly a +hundred, and I was seriously thinking of adopting jam-making as a +profession, when with much noise and trumpeting, a closed auto whisked +up the avenue and stopped before the entrance. I hurried to the kitchen +door, untying my apron as I ran, arriving just as an officer jumped from +the motor, and before I had time to recognize him in his new uniform, +Captain Gauthier rushed forward, exclaiming: + +"I've come to fetch Elizabeth and the children!" + +The others, too, had heard the motor, and in an instant there was quite +an assembly in the courtyard. + +"I had great difficulty leaving Paris at all. My passport is only good +until midnight," the captain was explaining as his wife and H. appeared, +and almost without time for greeting. "Make haste," he continued, +turning to Madame Gauthier. "We must be off in a quarter of an hour, or +our machine will never reach town on time." + +I hurried with Elizabeth to her apartment, where we woke and dressed two +very astonished children, while the little maid literally threw the +toilet necessities and a few clothes into a huge Gladstone bag. + +"Leon evidently doesn't think us safe down here! You'd better come, +too," murmured Elizabeth as we went downstairs. + +In the meantime, H. had questioned our friend as to what had transpired +in Paris within the last twenty-four hours. + +"England will probably join us--and there is every possibility of +Italy's remaining neutral," he announced, as we made our appearance. And +then--"You must come to Paris. You're too near the front here," he +continued, as he piled wife, babies and servant into the taxi. + +And so, with hardly time for an adieu, the motor whisked away as it had +come, leaving H. and me looking beyond it into the night. + +When I returned to the pantry, I found Nini weeping copiously. Imagining +she had become frightened by the sudden departure of our friends, I was +collecting my wits to console and reassure her, when she burst forth, +"Oh, Madame--Madame--the _pates--_" + +"Well?" + +"The lovely _pates!_--all burned to cinders! Such a waste!" + +In our excitement we had forgotten to take from the oven two handsome +_Pates de lievre_ of which I was more than duly proud. And as Nini +expressed it, they were burned to cinders. How H. chuckled at our first +domestic mishap. + +"Fine cooks, you are," said he, turning to Berthe and Nini, who hung +their heads and blushed crimson. "And it's to you that I'm going to +entrust Madame when I leave!" + +Tuesday, the fourth, the drum rolled at an early hour and the +_garde-champetre_ announced the declaration of war. It was not news to +anyone, for all had considered the mobilization as the real thing. + +We were breakfasting when we heard a strange rumbling up the road. It +was such a funny noise--midway between that of a steam roller and a +threshing machine--that we both went out towards the lodge to see what +was passing by. We were not a little surprised on perceiving our +gendarmes sitting in an antiquated motor, whose puffing and wheezing +betokened its age. They stopped when they saw us, and after exchanging +greetings, laughingly poked fun at their vehicle--far less imposing than +their well-groomed horses, but the only thing that could cover between +seventy and eighty miles a day! From them we learned that the +mobilization was being carried out in perfection, and in all their tours +to outlying villages and hamlets not a single delinquent had been found +--not a single man was missing! All had willingly answered the call to +arms! + +Between the excitement and all the work that had to be done at Villiers, +time passed with phenomenal rapidity. As yet we had had no occasion to +perceive the lack of mail and daily papers, and though I had always had +a sub-conscious feeling that H. would eventually receive his marching +orders, it was rather a shock when they came. Being in a frontier +department he was called out earlier than expected. And instead of +being sent around-circuit way to reach his regiment south of Paris, he +was ordered to gain _Chateau Thierry_ at once, and there await +instructions. + +Of course I packed and unpacked his bag for the twentieth time since +Sunday, in the hope of finding a tiny space to squeeze in one more +useful article--and then descending, I jumped into the cart and waited +for him to join me. In spite of the solemnity of the moment, I couldn't +help laughing when he appeared, for disdaining the immaculate costume I +had carefully laid out, he had put on a most disreputable-looking pair +of trousers, and an old paint-stained Norfolk jacket. A faded flannel +shirt and a silk bandanna tied about his throat completed this weird +accoutrement, which was topped by a long-vizored cap and a dilapidated +canvas gunny sack, the latter but half full and slung lightly over one +shoulder. Anticipating my question, he explained that it was useless to +throw away a perfectly new suit of clothes. When he should receive his +uniform, his civilian outfit ought to be put in safe keeping for his +return. This was customary in time of peace, but who could tell?--he +might never even get a uniform, let alone hoping to see the clothes +again. + +And then, when I began examining the paltry contents of his sack, he +made light of my disappointment, saying that his father, who had served +in the campaign of 1870, had always told him that a ball of strong +string and a jackknife were sufficient baggage for any soldier. I +supposed he ought to know, and was just going to ask another question, +when-- + +"Listen," he said, as he put his foot on the step. "Listen--before I +forget. My will is at my notary's in Paris, and on your table is a +letter to your father--if anything happens to me you know what to do." + +We drove away in silence. + +I let the horses walk almost all the way home and my thoughts were busy, +very busy along the way. Here I was alone--husband and friends had +vanished as by magic. My nearest relatives over five thousand miles +away--and communication with the outside world entirely cut off, for +Heaven knew how long. Evidently there was nothing to do but to face the +situation, especially as all those in my employ save Julie were under +twenty, and looked to me for moral support. This was no time to +collapse. If I broke down anarchy would reign at once. + +But what to do? Go on living like a hermit on that great big estate? +The idea appalled me. It seemed such a useless existence--and in a few +moments' time I had decided to turn the place into a hospital. But how +and to whom should I offer it? + +I stopped at the _Gendarmerie_, where our friends were able to give me +information. + +"The nearest sanitary formation was Soissons--the Red Cross Society. The +president would probably be able to help me--" So I thanked the +_gendarme_ and left there, having decided to drive thence on the morrow. + +Soissons is but twenty miles as a bird flies, but almost double that by +the winding roadway, and I was calculating what time I should start and +where I would rest the span, as I entered the yard. + +"Anything new, George?" I said, as he took the bridle. + +"Nothing, Madame, save that we have received orders that all the horses +must be presented at Chateau Thierry for the revision to-morrow before +ten." + +"All the horses?" + +"Yes, Madame, with full harnessing, halters and the farm carts." + +That was a surprise! Suppose they are all taken, thought I, I shall be +almost a prisoner. And my trip to Soissons? + +"Don't unharness!" I called, as George drove towards the stable. "I'm +going back to Charly." + +In our little township I managed to buy a lady's bicycle. "It may come +in handy," I thought. It was the last machine that was left. From the +shop I went to the hotel. + +"Where's your husband?" I said to the proprietress. + +"Why, he's gone with the chauffeur to take our motorbuses and taxi to +the requisition committee." + +"What?" + +"Yes, Madame." + +"But I wanted him to motor me over to Soissons to-morrow!" + +"Well, if he gets back to-night and they leave him a single machine, +I'll let you know, Madame." + +In the afternoon the drum beat anew and I learned that all the bakers in +the village (there were three of them) having been called to the front, +we were likely to be without the staff of life. In the presence, +therefore, of the impending calamity, the village government had decided +to take over the bakery--it had found an old man and a very young +apprentice who would do the work, but each citizen was requested to +declare the number of persons composing his household and in order to +economize flour, so much bread would be allowed per bead and each family +must come and fetch his supply at the town hall between eleven and +twelve o'clock! + +Needless to say, it must be paid for in cash, though the Board reserved +the right to look after the village poor. In like manner, all the salt +had been reserved for the army, and we were to be rationed to +seventy-five grammes a week per person! It all sounded rather terrible, +but when put into practice it was proved that the rations were very +generous and no one had reason to complain. + +By four o'clock the next morning there was a perpetual stream of farm +carts down the road leading towards Chateau Thierry. I dressed and went +to the stables where George and Leon were already harnessing. More than +once I had a tight feeling in my throat as I patted the glossy backs of +dear old Cesar and my lovely span. + +The girls had decorated the carts with huge bunches of poppies, daisies +and corn-flowers and in addition to these tri-color bouquets, a little +branch of laurel was stuck up over each horse's bridle. There was a +generous distribution of sugar, and each horse was kissed on the tip of +his nose, and then the boys joined the procession on the highroad. + +I watched them out of sight. "Shall we ever get through saying +'good-bye'? When will these departures cease?" thought I, as I turned +from the gate. But I was given no time to muse, for a most amazing +clamor arose from a gateway a little higher up the road, and glancing in +that direction, I saw old father Poupard leading his horse and cart into +the open. He was followed by his wife and daughter-in-law, two brawny +peasant women, who were loudly lamenting the departure of their steed! + +"No, no!" literally howled mother Poupard. + +"This is the last straw! Both sons gone, and now our horse! Who's +going to bring in our crop? The Lord is unjust." + +"And brother's babies--poor motherless things--in an orphan asylum at +Epernay! How can we get to them now? Oh, no! Oh, no--" wailed Julia. + +"Poupard!" exclaimed his wife, drying her tears on the corner of her +apron and fixing her sharp blue eyes on her husband, "Poupard, no +loitering! If they pay you for your horse, remember, no foolishness. +You bustle back here with the money--we need you to help in the +vineyard." + +"This is no time for sprees," wept Julia. + +"Father Poupard," admonished his irate mate, brandishing a spade, +"Father Poupard, mind what I say!" + +And then in a more moderate tone, but which was distinctly audible some +thirty yards away, "I've put a bottle into your lunch basket. You won't +need to buy anything more." + +There was a distinct emphasis on the word _buy_, which told me that +mother Poupard, evidently accustomed to her husband's ways, had provided +plentifully for his journey but had carefully emptied his pockets before +he started. + +I went back to my preserves, but as the day wore on the lack of all +communication with the outside world began to prey on me. Towards four +o'clock I took my bicycle and started down to Charly. A quarter of a +mile from our gate, in front of the town hall, a mason had driven two +huge posts, into the ground on either side of the road, and was swinging +a heavy chain between them. + +I looked askance at the schoolmaster who stood in the doorway surveying +the work. He explained that he had received instructions to the effect +that all passers-by unknown to this village were to be stopped and asked +for their papers. The men and boys who remained were to take turns +mounting guard, and thus to help to eradicate the circulation of spies. +Two suspicious motors and a man on a bicycle had already been signaled. +Should they appear and fail to produce their papers, immediate arrest +would follow. Should they offer the slightest opposition or attempt +escape, the sentinels had orders to shoot. + +I enquired if it would be necessary for we to have a _sauf-conduit,_ +being bound for Charly, and possibly the station at Nogent, where I +hoped that the soldiers of a passing train would throw me a newspaper. + +Mr. Duguey replied that he would gladly present me with the first +passport, and seemed wonderfully taken with my idea about the papers. He +admitted that living in darkness was beginning to get on his nerves, +too, and asked me, in case my plan should prove successful, if I would +be willing to put it on the public sign board so all could see the news. +I acquiesced willingly, and after he had asked a few questions as to +names, age, characteristics and destination, he stamped the seal on my +paper, and I departed. + +At Charly the same preparations had been made, and two elderly men, +leaning on their guns, smiled as I presented my paper for their +inspection. + +At the hotel, the proprietor had just returned after having waited +nearly twenty-four hours in line to present his machines. All save one +had been bought for the army. But with his double-seated taxi he +promised to drive me to Soissons the following morning. + +I continued my road, and reached Nogent to find that I was not alone in +my idea about begging the papers. Several others from neighboring +villages, so I heard, had already succeeded in obtaining a sheet, and +had driven off hastily with their trophies. My proceeding was very +simple. It consisted of crossing the rails to the up-train platform, to +stand in line with the other women already assembled, there to wait like +birds on a fence until a train coming from Paris passed by. Then as it +whizzed through the station, we shouted in chorus, "_Les journaux! Les +jour-naux!_" + +It worked like magic. We had hardly been there two minutes when a train +was signaled. + +As it approached, we could see that engine and cars were decorated with +garlands of flowers, and trailing vines, while such inscriptions as, +"_Train de Plaisir pour Berlin,_" and numerous caricatures had been +chalked on the varnished sides of the carriages. + +Our appeals were not in vain. With joyful shouts, the boys gladly threw +us the papers which were welcomed like the rain of manna in the desert. +I managed to collect two, _L'Action Franfaise_, and _Le Bonnet Rouge_. + +Until others and fresher were procured, the Royalist and the +Revolutionary sheets hung side by side on the public sign board at +Villiers, proving that under the Third Republic, _Liberte', Egalite', +Fraternite_ are not vain words. + +The news of the violation of Luxembourg and Belgian territory created +less sensation than one might have expected. In the circumstances news +of any kind seemed a blessing. + +There was still quite a gathering in front of the town hall when the +first carts began to return from the revision. They were few and far +between, compared with the double line that had driven past in the +morning. My heart leapt with joy, as I saw George, driving Cesar, turn +into the court. + +"Too old, Madame," he said, his eyes shining. "Though still so game +that they nearly kept him. He's reserved for a second call." + +"And Florentin and Cognac?" + +The boy put his hand into his pocket and held out a slip of paper. I +took it and read, "_Bon pour 1,200 francs, prix de 2 chevaux, etc._" + +"Well, thank God, we've got one left anyhow," thought I as I entered the +hall. Just then the gate creaked and I could vaguely distinguish in the +deepening twilight the forms of mother Poupard and Julia hurrying +towards the stables. I followed. + +"George! George!" called Julia. + +"Well?" came the answer from within. + +"George--where's the old man?" queried mother Poupard in excited tones. + +"How do I know?" + +"Was our horse taken? Can you tell us that?" + +"I think so; yes." + +"Then why didn't Poupard come back with you and Leon in the cart? Did +you see him?" + +"Yes." + +"Where was he?" + +"In front of a cafe as we drove past." + +"Oh, the old villain! The wretch! Oh, _mon Dieu,_ what shall we do! +Oh, the wicked old man--if I had him here, I'd thrash him good!" + +And mother Poupard began brandishing a pitch-fork with such violence +that I commenced to fear that failing her delinquent spouse, she would +fall upon George to wreak vengeance. + +"Oh, the old devil! Oh--" + +"Look here, I'm not his nurse--now clear out, the lot of you!" + +The injunction served its purpose, for remembering they were "not at +home," the two women retired in high dudgeon, wailing and lamenting in +such audible tones that their neighbors came out to see what was the +matter, and laughed at mother Poupard's threat of what she would do if +ever she got _le vieux_ into her clutches. + +By six A. M. on the Friday I had breakfasted and was ready to leave for +Soissons. The taxi from the Hotel du Balcon made its appearance a few +moments later, and after a visit to the town hall, where we secured the +necessary passports, we set off on our journey. + +At the entrance to every little village we were obliged to halt and +exhibit our papers--after which formality the chain would be let down +and we allowed to go our way. + +Half an hour later as we crossed Chateau Thierry we could see the rows +of horses that had not yet been examined lined up along the square. The +commissaries had worked all night and their task was still far from +finished. + +Until we reached Oulchy-le-Chateau, the chains were the only outward +signs that betokened the belligerent state of the country, and even then +as those who mounted guard were not in uniform, it seemed rather as +though we were passing a series of toll-gates. However, as we ran along +the splendid roads between the great fertile plains, I observed that the +harvesting was being done chiefly by women, and that the roads +themselves were empty of any vehicle. Evidently only those who had an +important errand were allowed on the _routes nationals_, thus kept clear +for the transport of troops or ammunition. + +At Oulchy, half-way to Soissons, we halted at a railway crossing to let +a long, lazy train drag out of the station. When at length the bars +were drawn up, much excitement reigned on the little platform which we +had been unable to see from the other side of the rails. Young girls +with pails and dippers in their hands stood chattering with women in +wrappers, whose disheveled appearance told plainly that they had been +hastily awakened and had hurried thence without thinking of their +_toilette_. + +"What is it?" I asked of the _garde-barriere_. + +"Wounded!" + +"Wounded?" + +"Yes--the first. Not badly wounded and they are able to travel, but +unable to hold a gun. And they were all so thirsty!" + +Poor fellows, thought I, already out of the ranks and the first week is +not yet passed. + +More persuaded than ever of the utility of my mission, I did not stop +longer but pushed on towards Soissons. Half a mile further up the road, +an elderly man carrying a package, hailed the motor. We slowed down, +and hat in hand he approached. + +"I beg pardon for the liberty I'm taking,"' he said, "but might I ask +where you're bound?" + +"Soissons." + +"You would be rendering a great service to the municipality if you would +allow me to ride with you in the empty seat. You see, the youngsters +who are left to reap the crops have broken the only machine in the +community, and we can't go on harvesting until it is repaired or +replaced. There are no mechanics left, and moreover, no horses that +could take us to Soissons to find one, so I've offered to go on +foot--but that means at least two full days lost before we can continue +our work." + +"Get in at once," I said, and we rolled off. + +It was not long before I had drawn his history from this village +alderman, an Alsatian by birth, and his tales of the war of 1870 helped +to wile away the time we were obliged to spend idling along the roadside +while our chauffeur repaired our first puncture. The emergency wheel +clapped on, we were soon en route again. My companion duly uncovered as +we passed the monument to the soldiers of the Franco-Prussian War, +almost hidden in a lovely chestnut grove, in the heart of the forest of +Hartennes. + +On the outskirts of Soissons we came upon a squadron of the Ninth +Territorial Regiment, resting after the morning exercises. These +soldiers much resembled the "bushy-bearded" creatures whom I had seen +guarding the Eastern Railway, save that they were even more picturesque, +for most of them wore straw sombreros. As we passed the captain on his +horse, my companion lifted his hat and the officer replied with a +salute. + +"A friend of yours?" I ventured. + +"No. Never saw him before." + +"But you bowed, I thought." + +"Certainly. He's an officer on duty in time of war, and all civilians +owe him that courtesy." + +I liked that and fancied it were old-time urbanity, though often since I +have seen it proved that the custom is not obsolete. + +A little further on we came to a very jolly squadron, the cooks, who +were peeling fresh vegetables and pouring them into immense +wash-boilers, which, when filled, two privates seized by the handles and +carried towards a big barracks some hundred yards distant. + +Presently we hit a cobbled road which must have been a joy to all heavy +machines, but which nearly jolted us out of our light vehicle. Patience +and good humor were very rapidly disappearing when we rounded a curve, +struck the good macadam, and I saw the twin spires of St. Jean rising +majestically against the clear blue summer sky. + +At our right I noticed the entrance gate to a chateau over which hung a +big Red Cross, such as I coveted for my home, and then in a moment we +were already in a _faubourg_ of Soissons. It was not unlike the +entrance to any other provincial city in ordinary times, save that there +were many red-trousered men mixed in with the other population. There +were no chains across the road, but four soldiers in uniform mounted +guard. We showed _patte blanche_ and proceeded to ask for the Red Cross +headquarters. + +"Madame Macherez is the president. You must go to her. Cross the city +and go out east towards St. Paul. Her chateau is there." + +Naturally we headed straight for our destination, but were stopped every +other minute by police who side-tracked us into back streets. The big +thoroughfares must be kept clear for the army! + +I set down my old friend near the town hall, and told him that I should +be returning about noon. If he were ready, I would be glad to give him +a lift. Would he meet us in front of the _Hotel du Soleil d'Or?_ + +He was delighted, and promised to be on time. + +We crossed the Aisne; I must say rather heedlessly, little dreaming that +in so short a time it would be the object of such desperate and bloody +disputes--nor so historically famous. + +The Chateau de St. Paul sits, or rather, sat back from the road, +surrounded by its lovely garden and a high wall. I left my motor and +entered the grounds, preceded by a servant who had opened the gate. In +a small drawing room I presented myself to a very charming young person +already installed behind a desk, though it was scarcely half-past eight, +and explained the object of my visit. + +"Madame Macherez will be delighted. I'm her secretary, and I can assure +you she will do all she can to further your plans. Would you mind +waiting just a few moments? She'll be down presently. You see," she +continued, "we have been up all night. We suddenly had part of a +regiment quartered on us, and the officers who slept here were coming +and going most of the time. I beg you will excuse the dust, but they +haven't been gone long enough for us to make things tidy. There were +twenty here, and two hundred men in the outbuildings which makes quite a +_remue menage._" + +Just then the president of the _Association des Dames Franpaises_ came +in. + +Madame Macherez, a fine looking, elderly woman with iron-gray hair and +clear blue eyes, is the widow of former Senator Macherez. Her keen +understanding and wonderful business ability have won her the respect +and esteem of two entire nations; both friend and enemy are united in +their praises of this wonderful person. + +I was not long in explaining my intentions--I could supply sixty beds, +with room for the double; would take all the management of a hospital, +gladly help with the nursing, but must have a doctor and other +professional aid. + +Madame Macherez accepted my proposition, knew just the person I needed, +and taking off her badge pinned it on to the lapel of my coat and made +me a member of her society. + +"Now, then, let's get through with the formalities at once. Here is +your _carte d'identite_. You must paste your photo on to it. With that +and an armlet stamped from the War Department you will have free access +to all the roads and you won't have to be bothered with other papers. +Let us go at once to the city hall, where they will stamp their seal on +your card, which makes it valid for your identity. From there we must +hunt out the colonel in command and get his seal. That makes it valid +with military authorities." + +The president's motor was waiting outside the door. + +"How long shall we be?" + +"Ah, an hour at least." + +I turned to my chauffeur who was tampering with his punctured tire. + +"Go and see if you can't find a new inner tube, and meet me at the +_Hotel du Soled d'Or_ where I will lunch, at eleven." + +"But I just put in a new inner tube." + +"Have you got an extra one?" + +"No, but I've my emergency wheel--" + +"Never mind. Another inner tube may come in handy." + +"Very well, Madame." + +Madame Maeberez was waiting, so I jumped in next her and we drove to the +town ball. Though the war was scarcely a week old her office was +already installed in the Hotel de Ville, and several hospitals were well +on the way towards complete organization. In a big room white-capped +women (the first I had seen of the kind) were counting bandages, linen +and underclothing, laying out huge piles for such and such a hospital. + +While Madame M. was answering numerous questions which besieged her on +her entrance, her secretary took note of what was lacking in my +ambulance, promised to forward it at once by motor, and gave me an +agreement to sign. + +In the meantime, someone had carried my card to the mayor who affixed +his seal, and my armlet appeared as though by magic. + +Now, then, for the colonel! And we hastened away again at a moment's +notice. + +As we drove through the quaint little city, my eye was attracted more +than once by a splendid bit of Louis XIV architecture. The college, the +convent, the churches and even some private residences were wonderful +examples of that exquisitely decorative period. As it was my first +visit to Soissons I regretted not having brought my kodak, but when I +spoke of this to Madame Macherez she expressed her delight at my +admiration of her native city, but was extremely glad that I had not +ventured out alone with a camera. Unknown persons with photographic +paraphernalia were suspicious these times. It was best to leave such +things at home. + +Just then we were winding up a narrow street and the chauffeur was +tooting in vain, trying to persuade a half-dozen soldiers carrying bales +of bay on their backs, to make room for us to get by. With much evident +reluctance the first man drew a bit to the right, the second vociferated +something in a picturesque patois, and just as we passed the third, I +leaned forward and grabbed the driver by the collar. + +"Stop, stop a minute!" I gasped. + +He must have thought I was mad, and Madame M. probably imagined I had +suddenly lost my wits, when she saw me plunge out of the motor, race +towards one of the bales, tear it from the carrier's back with a +violence that nearly upset the man, and then, throwing my arms about his +neck, embrace him. + +"You? Already?" gasped H., and then as we realized that we were making +a public spectacle of ourselves, the color rose to our cheeks. + +A hasty explanation followed, in which I told my plans. + +"And you, what on earth are you doing here?" I questioned. + +"Well--just what you see. All of us from Villiers have been sent to +bring horses to the front, and a fine job it is. I wish you could see +the nags! None of them rideable!" + +"But after they're delivered--what?" + +"I wish I knew myself." + +"And when can we meet?" + +"I'm afraid that's impossible. We're off again to-night for God knows +where!" + +And H. seeing that he was already far behind his companions, threw me a +hasty adieu and was gone! + +The colonel was absent, but would return _tout de suite,_ and Madame +Macberez and I lost nearly an hour waiting. When he appeared, however, +he was most gracious, excused himself very politely and immediately +stamped my card. Then having all the necessary papers, I begged Madame +to drop me at the hotel, and to return to her bureau, where I knew there +was work enough for a half-dozen such as she. She did as I requested, +and we parted--she promising to visit Villiers as soon as she could +dispose of an afternoon. + +I was the only woman in the hotel dining room for luncheon. The food +was good, but the service impossible, as there were some forty men, +mostly officers, very hungry, and only one decrepit waiter to do the +work. Good humor prevailed, each diner making allowances, and here for +the first time I heard that expression, destined to become so popular as +an excuse for almost anything: _Cest la guerre!_ + +My chauffeur kept me waiting, but my friend the alderman was on time. +Finally the motor made its appearance. Something had happened on +leaving St. Paul in the morning and the poor _hotelier_ had searched the +entire city for a mechanic, but to no avail. All were _au service de +l'armee_. Finally he had had to patch up things as best he could. As +to an extra inner tube--such a thing didn't exist. We would have to take +our chances with the wheel he had. + +We started, but hadn't gone two hundred yards when a back tire blew off! + +Well, thank goodness, we hadn't left town. So I returned to the hotel, +and while Huberson and the alderman were fixing up damages and adjusting +the emergency wheel, I had time to read all the back numbers of +_Illustration,_ which the _Soled d'Or_ possessed, and commence a +conversation with the proprietress, who sat in the court shelling peas +for dinner. She was certain that the war would be over in three months +at the utmost! + +At length I went out to see if I couldn't be of some assistance in the +motor business, but Huberson said it would be ready in a few moments. As +far as I could make out, my alderman friend was mostly a decorative +personality, for he stood there with his hat on the back of his head, +gesticulating vehemently, but never deigning to help my chauffeur in the +slightest manner. When I asked him if he knew Soissons well and +inquired if he could direct me to certain grocers where I could perhaps +obtain a few provisions, he insisted on showing me the shops, with an +alacrity which proved his incompetence at motor repairing. + +During that short promenade on foot, we encountered the whole Ninth +Territorial Regiment--not under arms but _au repos_. The men were +seated in front of the barracks reading the papers or idly smoking their +pipes, and all yearning for "something to do." Their wish, I fear, has +been more than satisfied. + +Start number two proved successful and we sped along very comfortably +until we hit that long cobbled road. The day was exceedingly warm, the +stones sun-baked, and after the first mile or so I saw Huberson looking +nervously at his fore wheel. His anxiety was well founded, for half a +minute later, whizz!--I could feel the rubber splitting! + +We stopped and all climbed out. + +"It's all up!" he exclaimed. "Not one--but two tires are burst, and the +shoe of the emergency wheel is flapping like an old dirty rag!" + +"Now, in my time--" began the alderman. + +"Never mind about your time, old man. If you want to get back to Oulchy +and that mowing machine before Christmas, you've got to pitch in and +help," cut in Huberson, whose nerves could no longer stand the strain. +Our friend took the hint and began stripping off his coat. We were +eight miles from Soissons, on the upgrade of a cobbled road, full in the +sun. It was three P. M. on a stifling August day! + +The men must have spent an hour trying to make impossible repairs--they +knew it was no use walking back to Soissons where aid had already been +refused, and it was evident from the condition of the tubes that there +was no hope of mending them. + +What to do? + +"I'll tell you," said I (and I must admit that I spoke for the sake of +saying something), "I'll tell you! Suppose you take out the inner tubes +and stuff the shoes with grass!" + +The men looked at me as if I had suddenly gone out of my mind. Their +contempt was so apparent that it wilted me. + +"Yes--I'm serious." + +And then arose a series of protestations which common sense bade me +heed, but which didn't advance our cause in the slightest. When we had +lost a full half-hour more arguing the question, I once again +proclaimed my original idea. + +The driver glanced at me in despair and shrugged his shoulders. "The +least we can do is try." + +So saying, we fell to work tearing up grass and weeds. And that is how +I came to ride over thirty miles on three grass-stuffed tires, which, +thanks to the heat, towards the end of the journey began sending forth +little jets of green liquid much to the astonishment of all those who +saw us pass. + + + + + +III + + +The next few days following my eventful trip to Soissons were spent +superintending the installation of my hospital. For convenience's sake +I decided to utilize the entire ground floor, first because there were +fewer and more spacious apartments, each one being large enough to hold +ten or twelve beds, thus forming a ward; second, because it would be +better to avoid carrying the wounded up a flight of stairs. The rooms +above could be used in case of emergency. All this of course +necessitated the moving of most of my furniture and _objets d'art_, as +well as the emptying of H.'s much encumbered studio--I having determined +to keep but a small apartment in the east wing for private use. It was +really a tremendous undertaking, far worse than any "spring cleaning" I +had ever experienced, especially as I was but poorly seconded by my +much-depleted domestic staff, already more than busy trying to keep the +farm going. + +From the boys--George and Leon--I learned that old father Poupard had +not yet put in his appearance since his departure three days before with +his nag, and that mother Poupard had abandoned her belligerent attitude +and had resorted to tears. She could be seen three times a day, on her +return from the fields, standing by the bridge corner, wailing her +distress to any passerby who had time enough to stop and listen. Poupard +now possessed all the qualities of mankind and it was probably through +his noble soft-heartedness that some ill had befallen him. What a +misfortune, especially as the vines needed so much attention. + +Sunday, the ninth, I was preparing to go to early service at Charly (our +own curate had been called to join his regiment) when on crossing the +bridge, a bicycle whisked by the victoria. + +"He's coming--he's coming!" called the rider, as he passed us. + +"Who?" I said, rising, as George drew up. + +"Father Poupard!" called the boy. "I'm going to tell his wife!" + +It was evident that the news had spread like wildfire, for looking up +the street, I could see the villagers hurrying from their cottages. +Already the hum of voices reached my ears, and anxious not to miss what +promised to be a most dramatic meeting, I told George to drive to one +side of the road and stop, and there we would await developments. + +In less than a minute mother Poupard appeared. She was as good as her +word, for now that she knew her lord and master was no longer in danger, +she had cast sentiment to the winds and was actually brandishing that +"big stick!" + +"Ah, the good-for-nothing old drunkard!" she vociferated as she ran. +"Just let me lay hands on him!" + +Around the bend of the road came the excited peasants. They pressed so +closely about someone that until they were almost upon us I could not +distinguish who it might be. Then as mother Poupard pushed her way +through the crowd, it parted and displayed her husband; drunk, but with +pride; delirious, but with glory--proudly bearing his youngest grandson +in his arms, leading the other by the hand. + +"Oh, Joseph--" gasped his astonished wife, every bit of anger gone from +her voice. + +And then followed a very touching family scene in which the delinquent +was forgiven, and during which time one of the bystanders explained that +father Poupard had walked from Chateau-Thierry to Epernay, to fetch his +orphan grandchildren, and had returned on foot, carrying first one and +then the other accomplishing the hundred miles in not quite four days! A +heroic undertaking for a man over seventy! + +The sun rose and set several times ere my interior arrangements were +completed and nothing extraordinary happened to break the monotony of my +new routine. On Tuesday, the eleventh, the strange buzzing of a motor +told us that an aeroplane was not far distant. Our chateau lies in the +valley between two hills, so to obtain a clear view of the horizon, I +hurried to the roof with a pair of field glasses. + +Presently a tiny black speck appeared and as it grew within the scope of +my glass, it was easy to recognize the shape of a _Taube_. That was my +introduction to the enemy. + +Without waiting a second I rushed to the telephone and asked central at +Charly (the telephones now belonged to the army) to pass on the message +that a German aeroplane had been sighted from the Chateau de Villiers, +and was flying due west, head on for Paris. The noise had grown louder +and louder, and when I returned to my post of observation, I found most +of the servants assembled, all craning their necks. On came the +_Taube_, and there we stood, gaping, never realizing an instant that we +were running the slightest risk. The machine passed directly over our +heads, not low enough, however, for us to distinguish its contents with +the naked eye. + +"There's another!" shouted someone. And turning our backs on the enemy, +we gave our entire attention to a second speck that had suddenly risen +on the horizon. + +It was four o'clock in the afternoon and the armored head of the +ever-on-coming aeroplane glittered splendidly in the golden rays of the +afternoon sun. + +"_Cest un francais!_" cried George. + +"_Non!_" + +Allowing that an aeroplane flies at the rate of a mile a minute, one can +easily imagine that we had not long to wait before number two sped over +us. Through my glass I was able to recognize the tri-color cockade +painted underneath the plane, and when I announced this there went up a +wild shriek of joy. + +At that moment a loud report in the west announced that the Germans had +begun their deadly work on undefended territory. + +"That's a bomb for the railway crossing at Nanteuil, I'll bet!" said +Leon, and while I was realizing that that projectile might just as well +have been for us, the others were gesticulating and bowling +encouragement to their compatriot some few hundred yards above them, as +though he could bear every word they said: + +"Go it, old man!" + +"Bring down that cursed blackbird!" "_Vive la France!_" and other +similar ejaculations were drowned by the noise of the motor. + +The chase was on! It was more exciting than any horserace I ever +witnessed. The Frenchman was rapidly gaining on the other, but would +they come into combat before they vanished from our horizon? That was +the question that filled us with anguish. + +On, on they sped, growing smaller and smaller every second. Presently +it became impossible to distinguish them apart, but we knew that they +had come within range of each other, for the two specks rose and fell by +turns now soaring high, now dipping precipitately, seeming almost to +touch at times. Then, just as they were about to disappear, one of them +suddenly collapsed and fell. Which one, we never knew. + +Towards dusk the _garde-champtre_ appeared and left orders that George +and Leon must take their turns at mounting guard. Four hours right out +of the sleep of a peasant boy especially when he is overworked, is +likely to leave him useless the next day. It provoked me a little, but +then it was duty and they must obey. The boys came on at eleven and +having decided it would be better to get in an hour or so of rest +beforehand, they retired to the hay loft. I promised to look in on them +in case they should fail to waken, and at the appointed time I put on my +sweater and went down to find, as I had expected, both youths slumbering +peacefully, blissfully unconscious of the time. Poor little chaps, it +seemed a pity to wake them, but what was to be done? Presently an idea +of replacing them myself dawned upon me: a second later it so enchanted +me that I wouldn't have had them wake for anything. The whole thing was +beginning to be terribly romantic. + +Slipping quietly away, I went to my room and got my revolver, and then +going to the south front of the chateau, I softly whistled for my dogs. +Three big greyhounds, a shepherd dog and a setter responded immediately, +and just as I was about to shut the little yellow door, old Betsy, my +favorite Boston bull, came panting around the corner of the house. With +these five as bodyguard I sauntered up the road in the brilliant +moonlight, arriving in front of the town hall just as the clock was +striking eleven. I must say that my appearance and announcement rather +shocked two elderly men who had been on the watch since seven o'clock. + +Monsieur Demarcq protested that such a thing as a woman mounting guard +had never been beard of, but I swiftly argued him out of that idea. What +was required of me? That I stop every passer-by and every vehicle? +Didn't he think me capable of doing so? And I pointed to my dogs and my +revolver. The weight of the argument was so evidently on my side that +they had nothing to do but to submit, and laughingly Mr. Foeter put me +in possession of a heavy old gun, three packages of cartridges, and the +lantern. Then once again they asked if I couldn't be dissuaded, to +which I jokingly replied that I would set my dogs after them and drive +them home if they didn't make haste to go there at once. That admonition +proved more efficacious than I had dared hope, and assured me that my +faithful beasts rejoiced in a ferocious reputation. + +All sorts of fantastic ideas flitted through my brain as I took +possession of my post. I began, however, by setting the lantern in the +middle of the road, exactly in the center of the chain, as a warning to +any on-comer. Then by the moonlight, I proceeded to examine my gun. It +was a very primitive arm, and after carefully weighing it in my hands, I +decided to abandon all thought of stalking up and down the road with +such an implement on my shoulder. That kind of glory was not worth the +morrow's ache, so I deposited the antiquated weapon in the hallway of +the school house and resolved to rely on my Browning. + +Afterwards I came out and seating myself on the bench with my back +against the wall, waited for something to happen. My dogs seemed to +have comprehended the gravity of my mission, and crouched close to my +feet, cocking their ears at the slightest sound. + +Little by little the great harvest moon climbed high behind our old +Roman church, perched on the embankment opposite, bathing everything in +molten silver, and causing the tall pine-trees in the little cemetery +adjacent to cast long black shadows on the road. Down towards the +Marne, the frogs were croaking merrily somewhere in the distance a night +locust buzzed, and alarmed by the striking of midnight the owls who +nested in the belfry, fluttered out into the night and settling on the +church top, began their plaintive hooting. Still no one passed. + +Such calm reigned that it was almost impossible to believe that over +there, beyond those distant hills, battle and slaughter were probably +raging. + +Presently a shiver warned me that I had been seated long enough; so, +marking a hundred steps, I began to pace slowly up and down, watching +the ever-changing firmament. The first gray streaks of dawn were +beginning to lighten the east when a growl from Tiger made me face about +very abruptly. I must admit that my heart began beating abnormally, and +the hand in my pocket gripped my revolver as though it were a live +animal and likely to escape. + +A second later all the dogs repeated the growl, and then I could hear +the clicking of a pair of sabots on the road. The noise approached, and +my guardians looked towards me, every muscle in their bodies straining, +waiting for the single word, "_Apporte!_" + +"_Couchez!_" I hissed, and awaited developments. + +The footsteps drew nearer and nearer, and in a moment the stooping +figure of an old peasant came over the brow of the hill. The gait was +too familiar to be mistaken. But what on earth was father Poupard doing +on the highroad at that hour? + +When he was within speaking distance I came out from the shadow of the +wall and put the question. If he had suddenly been confronted with a +spook I do not think the old man could have been more astonished. He +stopped dead still, as though not knowing whether to turn about and run, +or to advance and take the consequences. Realizing his embarrassment, I +hastily proffered a few words of greeting, and then he chose the latter +prerogative. + +"-Vous?_" he said, when at length he found his tongue. "_Vous?_" + +"Yes--why not?" + +"Who's with you?" + +"Nobody. Why?" + +He seemed more embarrassed than ever. Evidently he hadn't yet "caught +on." + +"What can I do for you?" I continued. + +He still hesitated, looking first at me and then at a bottle he carried +in his hand. Finally he resolved to make a clean breast of it. + +"Why," he said, "I didn't expect to find a woman here, least of all _une +chatelaine_. It rather startled me! You see, I've got into the habit +of coming round towards dawn. The boys begin to get chilly about that +time, and are glad enough to have a go at my fruit brandy. They say I'm +too old to mount guard, so I must serve my country as best I can. Will +you have some--my own brew?" + +I declined, but he was not offended; yet he seemed reluctant to go. + +"Sit down," I said. "It won't belong before some of the men will be +passing by on their way to the fields, and then you won't have made your +journey for nothing." + +Pere Potipard gladly accepted, and after a generous swig at his brandy, +began telling me about what happened at Villiers during the German +invasion in 1870. As he talked on, night gradually disappeared, and when +the clock in the belfry tolled three A. M. my successors came to relieve +me. I blew out the lantern and walked home in broad daylight. + +The boys looked very sheepish when they learned what had happened, but +as I did not boast of my exploit, merely taking it as a matter of +course, they had no way of approaching the subject, and like many other +things of the kind, it was soon forgotten in the pursuing of our +onerous daily tasks, and the moral anxiety we were experiencing. + +There seemed to be no end to the fruit season that summer. The lengthy +table in the servants' hall was literally covered with glasses +containing jam and jelly of every description, awaiting their paper +lids. Nini said there were over five hundred--to me it seemed +thousands, and I was heartily glad of a lull before the hospital should +open. And I remember distinctly that the last thing I prepared was some +thirty quarts of black currant brandy; that is to say, I had poured the +raw alcohol on to the fruit and set the jars aside to await completion +six months later! Shortly afterwards I received word by a roundabout +route from Soissons that I might expect my trained nurses and supplies +at any moment. In the meantime I was without word from H. since that +eventful meeting a week before. + +Saturday, the fifteenth of August, was as little like a religious fete +day as one can imagine. At an early hour the winnowing machine rumbled +up the road to the square beside the chateau. Under the circumstances +each one must take his turn at getting in his wheat and oats, and there +was no choice of day or hour. Besides, the village had already been +called on to furnish grain and fodder for the army, and the harvest must +be measured and declared at once. This only half concerned me, for my +hay was already in the lofts before the war began, and two elderly men +who had applied for work as bunchers, had been engaged for the last week +in August. + +After service at Charly, I walked across to the post office. The post +mistress and telegraph operator, a delightful provincial maiden lady, +always welcomes me most cordially, and at present I fancied she might +have some news that had not yet reached Villiers. (Mind you, since the +second of August we had had but two newspapers, and those obtained with +what difficulty!) The _bureau_ now belonged to the army, and for a +fortnight Mademoiselle Maupoix and her two young girl assistants had +hardly had time to sleep, so busy were they transmitting ciphered +dispatches, passing on orders, etc. It was to this physical exhaustion +that I attributed the swollen countenance of my little friend when she +opened the door to her private sitting-room. It was evident she had +something to tell, but her exquisite breeding forbade that she go +headlong into her subject, before having graciously inquired for my +health, my husband and news of us both since last we met. + +"And the war, Mademoiselle, do you know anything about what has +happened?" + +Two great tears swelled to Mademoiselle's eyes, which, however, bore a +triumphant expression. + +"Madame--the French flag is flying over Mulhouse--but it cost fifteen +thousand lives! That is official news. I cannot give you further +details nor say how I obtained what I have told you." + +Then the armies had met and war was now a bloody reality! + +I shuddered. Here was news of a victory and all we could do was weep! +Once again the sons of France had generously shed their blood to +reconquer their righteous belongings! + +I left Mademoiselle and rode home in silence. Should I tell the +villagers? Why not? But how? + +The question answered itself, for as we approached the town hall I saw +the school master and a number of elderly men seated on the bench beside +the chain. When we pulled up to give Cesar breathing spell, they all +came clustering around the carriage. Did I know anything? Had I heard +anything? + +"Gentlemen," I said, with a decided huskiness in my throat, "the French +flag flies over, Mulhouse, but fifteen thousand men are _hors de +combat!_" + +Joy, followed almost instantaneously by an expression of sorrow, +literally transfigured all their faces. Tears sprang to the eyes of +several, falling silently down their furrowed cheeks, and without +uttering a word, as one man they all uncovered! The respect for the +glorious dead immediately abolished any desire for boisterous triumph. + +There was no necessity to add any comment, so I continued my route to +the chateau. + +One night towards the end of the following week, I was awakened by the +banging of doors and the shattering of window panes. A violent storm +had suddenly blown up and the wind was working havoc with unfastened +blinds and shutters. There was no use thinking of holding a candle or a +lamp. Besides, the lightning flashed so brightly that I was able to +grope my way through the long line of empty rooms, tighten the +fastenings, and shut the windows. I had reached the second story +without mishap and without hearing the slightest footstep within doors. +All my little servants were so exhausted that even the thunder had not +roused them. Presently, however, the sound of the gate bell broke on my +ears. + +"Pooh," thought I. "Some tree or branch has fallen on the wire. Catch +me getting wet going out to see what it is." + +The ringing continued, but more violently. And at regular intervals. I +went down to the middle window and stuck my head out. At the same +moment, my dogs made one wild rush towards the gate and a woman's voice +called, "_Madame Huard, ouvrez, s'il vous plait!_" + +By the light of another flash, I could distinguish a dripping figure in +white. "Bah! someone is ill or dying and wants me to telephone for a +doctor!" + +So I pulled the bell communicating with the servants' quarters, threw on +a few warmer clothes, and went below. At the foot of the stairs I came +upon George and Leon much disheveled, but wide awake. + +"There is someone in distress at the gate," I hurriedly explained. "Call +off the dogs and go and see who it is. I'll light up in the refectory +and wait for you there." + +They obeyed, and in the course of three or four minutes returned, +bringing with them a much-bedraggled but smiling woman on whose coat was +pinned the Red Cross medal. + +"I'm the trained nurse. Madame Macherez sent me here to help with your +hospital." + +"Oh! I'm sure you're welcome, Madame--" + +"Guix is my name. I received my orders to join you here three days ago, +and communications are so bad that I've come most of the way on foot. I +humbly apologize for arriving at such an hour and in such a state." + +I hurried Madame Guix off to her apartment, told the boys to wake Julie +and have her send us a cup of tea and some refreshments in my little +drawing-room. Though it was the middle of August, the rain and dampness +were so penetrating that I did not hesitate to touch a match to a +brushwood fire that is always prepared in my grate. In a short time my +guest reappeared and as she refreshed herself, I busily plied her with +questions concerning the events of the last two weeks. + +Madame Guix, a woman but little over thirty, came from Choisy-le-Roi +(the city of famous Rouget de l'Isle). _Merciere_ by trade, on the +death of husband and baby she had adopted the career of _infirmiere_, +and at the outbreak of the war found herself in possession of her +diploma and ready to serve. She had enlisted at the big military +hospital her native town had installed in the school house, and for +three long weeks had sat and waited for something to do. + +"Are there no wounded there?" + +"Not when I left." + +"Have you ever yet had occasion to nurse a soldier?" + +"Yes, of course. Four days after the declaration when the Forty-ninth +Territorials came through Choisy on their forced march to the front, we +were suddenly filled up with cases of congestion. You see, that +regiment is Composed of men mostly over forty, and what with the heat, +their guns and their sacs, and unaccustomed to such a life, many of them +couldn't stand the strain. My first patient was a sad little man named +Bouteron. + +"Bouteron? What Bouteron?" + +"Marcel Bouteron." + +"No!" + +"Why?" + +"Is he dead?" + +"No." + +I breathed again. Thank God! Bouteron, Bouteron, our Jolly little +Bouteron, gaiety itself, who three weeks ago was the very life and soul +of our last house party! Was it possible? Already "down and out!" And +to think that this strange woman should bring me the news. I drew my +chair nearer to Madame Guix and for two long hours we talked, as only +women can. + +From Choisy she had sought to exercise her _métier_ to better advantage +by approaching the front, so had addressed herself to Madame Macherez in +Soissons. From there she had been sent to me. Did she think there was +any possibility of nursing wounded in our hospital? We were so far +south. + +She was confident that we would not be empty long. Bloody battles were +being waged from Alsace throughout the entire north. Belgian territory +had been violated and Liege was putting up a heroic defense. + +But our doctor and the pharmaceutical products? From where and when +would they arrive? Food and bedding would go a long way, but were +hardly sufficient to start a hospital! + +We were to count on Madame Macherez for both. She had promised to do +her utmost to reach us with our supplies, but the rules of circulation +on the roads were so severe that even Red Cross supply cars had to stand +in line and await permits. In the meantime we must organize as best we +could. + +The following morning a few moments' intercourse proved to me that +Madame Guix's competence extended far beyond the bounds of her _métier_. +She was a splendid worker, and no task was too difficult, so long as it +furthered our purpose--namely, that of being ready in case of +emergency. + +By noon we had decided that it would be useless to count upon my +servants to help in the hospital. They already had all they could do. +So I went and asked our mayor if he knew of any women who, _de bonne +volonte_, would come and assist us. Madame Guix volunteered to teach +them the rudiments of bandaging between two and five on the coming +afternoons, and we would establish a _roulement_ so that the little time +that each disposed of might be properly and efficiently utilized. + +The drum beat and made the announcement, and at two the same afternoon +we had the satisfaction of welcoming some twenty women. In the meantime +every bit of old linen I possessed was brought down and put on the +dining room table, then measured and torn in _formes rilglementaires_ +ready to be sterilized and put aside. Half a dozen bands were left out +as models and it was with these that Madame Guix commenced her +demonstrations. She soon put her listeners at ease, and presently all +were anxious to try a hand at bandaging. The naive clumsiness of these +poor souls was extremely pathetic, but such was their patriotism that +they never considered themselves ridiculous for a single instant, and +stood there fumbling the long linen rolls with bands that were hands +more accustomed to wielding a spade or directing a plough. Again and +again they would recommence certain difficult proceedings, taking turns +at playing the dummy, and offering as models calves and biceps of which +many an athlete might have been proud. + +Of the score of women but two or three really acquired any facility, but +we considered that sufficient, for in time of need the others could +easily be put to work at necessary matters which were of less vital +importance. + +From the windows of the dining-room where the _cours_ was held, we could +look down the driveway and see all the children of the neighborhood +standing on the wall of the moat, craning their necks in the hope of +catching a glimpse of what was going on in the chateau. It was +evidently an interesting diversion, for every afternoon they reappeared, +in spite of George's threats to send for the _gendarmes_. The little +demons seemed to know that the gendarmes were too busy to give them any +attention, and I assure you, they profited by their liberty. Little John +Poupard and his five-year-old brother were the leaders of the band, and +I trembled lest some day their curiosity lead to a tragic end! + +Nor were my fears in vain, for one afternoon we beard a shriek and a +splash, followed by cries of terror, and we knew for certain that some +one had fallen into the moat. The embankment is not eight feet high, +and at that season of the year there is more mud than water in the +river, so I was certain that whoever had fallen in was in no danger of +drowning--but nevertheless I hastened with the others to the spot. + +George, who had also heard the noise, reached the scene of action before +we did, and on our arrival we found him knee deep in the mud, preparing +to hoist a little limp body on to the bank. + +Johnny Poupard! + +"Good heavens!" thought I. "Decidedly that family had no intention of +letting the village rust for want of dramatic situations!" + +"He's merely fainted; more frightened than hurt," declared Madame Guix, +who had literally pounced upon him. "Now then, ladies," she said, +turning towards the women who stood gaping at us, "now then, here's a +splendid opportunity to distinguish yourselves." + +And so little John Poupard was carried into the infirmary. As first +patient you may be sure that be received every attention. Some ammonia +was held under his nose. This soon brought him around and after +carefully sounding all his bones, Madame Guix decided that there were no +fractures. And the bandaging began! + +It makes me smile when I think of it all now--for the only wounds Johnny +possessed were a few scratches on his bands, knees and head, caused by +his sudden contact with a patch of stinging nettles which had sprung up +on the river banks. + +Under ordinary circumstances, the child would probably have picked +himself up and walked home, forgetting his woes an hour later. But real +live models who are actually in pain, are few and far between, +especially at "courses" such as ours, and the amount of professional +skill that was expended on that little urchin ought to have cured six of +his kind. But it all made the women so happy! + +At the end of half an hour, Johnny Poupard looked more like an Egyptian +mummy than a human being, so much so that when his grandmother arrived +upon the scene of action, she very nearly fainted and all but became +patient number two at Auxiliary Hospital No. 7! + +We had some little difficulty reassuring her, but when her prodigal +grandson sat up and asked for bread and jam, she forgot her anxiety and +began scolding him for daring to give her such a fright, and us so much +trouble. + +* * * * + +Towards the end of the third week in August the mobilization was +considered finished and the Eastern Railroad opened again to the public; +its time tables of course being limited and subject to instant change, +the company refusing to be responsible for delays. To us at the chateau +this meant very little, save that we would receive our mail and the +daily papers more frequently. However, several friends who fancied I +was unsafe alone and so far from the capital, kindly ventured to start +to Villiers to try to persuade me to come up to town. It took them seven +hours to reach Meaux (thirty miles from Paris); they were obliged to +sleep there because it was because it was announced that their train +went no further--and worse than all, they were eighteen hours getting +home. + +"Wheren't people furious?" I questioned, when afterwards they told me of +their adventure. + +"Not in the slightest. Everyone bore it patiently as part of his +tribute to his country. 'The army first' was their motto." + +The first batch of mail brought me any number of stale letters, which +had arrived and been held in Paris over three weeks. Invitations to a +house party in Belgium and things of that kind that seemed so strangely +out of place now. The two most important documents, however, came, one +from my cousin, Marie Huard (Superior at the Convent of the Infant Jesus +at Madrid) and the other from Elizabeth Gauthier. + +My cousin had taken upon herself to locate and communicate with every +member of the Huard family called to arms (and they are numerous, when +one considers that H. has no less than twelve married uncles!) and she +enclosed me a sort of map, or family tree, indicating the names, ages, +regiments, etc., of some fifty cousins, begging me to write and +encourage them from time to time. + +Elizabeth Gauthier's letter bore a black border--and I trembled as I +opened it. She was in Paris alone, and mourning the loss of her eldest +brother, killed at the battle of Mulhouse, the ninth of August. Her +solitude preyed upon her, and she announced her departure for her +sister's chateau in Burgundy. + +That was the first real sadness that the war had brought me so far. It +quite upset me, for Jean Bernard was not only a delightful friend, but +one of the most promising engineers of the younger generation in France. +Both family, friends and country might well deplore such a loss. + +Even the making and hoisting of a huge Red Cross flag over the chateau +failed to arouse my enthusiasm all that day. The blow was too cruel and +had stimulated fears which heretofore had lain dormant within me. + +The next day, however, I was not permitted to brood over my grief, for +Yvonne (she of the poultry farm) fell ill with a severe attack of +sciatica, which kept her in her bed, every movement producing a scream +of agony. + +Of course Madame Guix was there to lend a hand, but that hardly altered +the situation, so I was obliged to ask the boys to give another "pull" +and try to be equal to the work. Lleon accepted with such alacrity +that for the first time it dawned on me that perhaps he had a soft spot +in his heart for my pretty little goose girl, and this unsuspected +romance, interwoven with the joys and anxieties of the moment, seemed +all the more charming. + +To cap the climax of misfortune, old Cesar had run a nail into his hoof +and Madame Guix spent most of her time between injections of oxygen on +the first floor, and iodine and flaxseed poultices in the stables. This +of course meant that all errands outside the village must be made on +bicycle, and George was "mustered into service." Towards noon on the +27th he made his first return trip from Charly, bringing the mail and +the papers, and a very excited countenance. + +"Madame, I've seen one!" he shouted, as I appeared in the doorway. + +"Seen what?" + +"_Un casque a' point!_" + +"A what!" + +"Yes--a pointed helmet. I was standing by the post office in Charly +when a long line of motors passed by on the road to Paris. I recognized +the Belgium uniform, and one of the soldiers leaned out and held up a +German helmet! What a trophy!" + +"The Belgians! What on earth are they doing down here?" thought I. And +George guessed my question. + +"Oh," he continued, "you see their regiment was cut in two by the +Germans at Charleville and those who escaped managed to get motors and +are on their way home--by a round-about route to Antrwerp via Havre. +The hotel keeper said so. She offered some wine to one motor full that +stopped." + +If that were true it was an amazing bit of news! Then things were not +going as well as the now very reticent papers led one to suppose. But +it all seemed so very distant that I refused to worry. + +However, I was about to seek out Madame Guix and tell her what George +had reported when an amusing sight caught my eye. + +From her open window, towards which she had asked that we push her bed, +Yvonne amused herself by calling her ducklings. + +"Bour-ree--bour-ree!" + +Then from the farmyard a good two hundred yards distant, would rise the +reply, "Quack! Quack! Quack!" + +Big and small recognized the call of their little mistress and hastened +to respond. + +"Bouree-bour-ree-bouree!" called Yvonne again and again. + +Evidently the ducks decided to hold a consultation and send delegates to +see what on earth prevented their friend from caring for them in person +since they could hear her voice. For as I looked across the lawn +towards the door, imagine my surprise on catching sight of some thirty +or forty Rouenese ducks of all sizes waddling up the steps and into the +vestibule. + +"Bour-ree, bouree!" Yvonne continued. + +"Quack, quack, quack!" came the reply, and when I reached the entrance +hall, I found them all clustered together at the foot of the staircase, +their beads cocked on one side, awaiting a decision of their drake +before undertaking to mount the marble stairway. + +That same afternoon the _cour d'infirmieres_ transported itself to the +lawn in front of the chateau. It was too splendid weather to stay +indoors. The demonstrations were finished and most of the women had +retired, when one of those who remained lifted her finger and asked for +silence. "Listen," she said, "the cannon!" She didn't need to go any +further. In less than a second's time we were straining our ears +towards the east! + +"There!" she said, "there it goes again!" + +Three of us had heard a sound which strangely resembled the popping of a +cork at a very great distance. Remembering my grandmother's Indian +stories, I stretched out on the grass with my ear to the ground. This +time I heard the rolling so distinctly that my face must have altered, +for two of the woman shuddered and took hasty leave. + +In a second I guessed that they were off to tell the news--so I made +light of it by declaring that it must be the trying-out of some heavy +artillery at Chalons; but when Madame Guix and I found ourselves alone, +we looked at each other with interrogation points in our eyes. + +We thought of our hospital, of our supplies, of our perfect uselessness +unless Soissons could yet reach us--and I resolved to go down to the +druggist at Charly and see what could be done. The following morning, +Saturday, the twenty-ninth--I betook myself to Charly and there managed +to beg the elements of a rudimentary infirmary from the old pharmacist, +who must have thought me crazy. Absorbent cotton I was able to procure +in small rolled packages from the draper, and promising to send the boys +down in the afternoon with a small band cart, I returned home, without +having observed anything abnormal save the frequent passage of autos +towards Paris--all going top speed and loaded with the queerest +occupants and baggage. + +On my return great excitement reigned around our gate, for a private +automobile containing wounded had halted on seeing our Red Cross flag, +and Madame Guix welcomed them in. + +They were _petit blesses_, all able to travel, probably suffering more +from heat and privation than from their wounds. They had no orders to +stop, but hoped we would let them rest a bit before going further--and +could we give them something to eat? + +All this was very fortunate considering our precarious situation and we +gladly did the best we knew how. There were six poor chaps belonging to +different regiments, but all so tired that it seemed cruel to prevent +their snatching a rest by plying them with questions. We could do that +later on. + +The lads were hardly stretched out when another motor drew up before the +gate. This one contained besides three privates a young officer with his +arm in a sling, and he asked if we could give them water. Leon told +them that they would be very welcome if they would care to come in and +rest--there were already a half-dozen wounded asleep in the house. At +these words the lieutenant jumped down and asked for the _medicin-chef_. +He was rather startled when I appeared, and told him that there was no +military authority as yet installed at the chateau. + +"Then I must take all the responsibility of the men," he said very +kindly but firmly. "I'm sorry, but they cannot remain here. I must +deliver them safe at some big center outside the zone of operations." + +The time had come for questions--and I learned with amazement that Liege +had fallen, Belgium was invaded, and that hard fighting was going on at +St. Quentin, but eighty miles away. "The cannon of yesterday was no +target practice," thought I. The men all seemed so hopeful, though, +that we never felt a qualm. + +"As you will, Monsieur," I said, and the weary boys were wakened and +hurried off before we had time to ask names, addresses or any further +details. + +All this had transpired so rapidly that we had had no time to call in +our assistants, and presently Madame Guix and I found ourselves alone in +the empty vestibule. + + + + +IV + +Nothing further happened that afternoon. Madame Guix's course went on +as usual, with perhaps a little more animation in the conversation, and +much speculation as to when and where those who had stopped at the +chateau had been wounded. No one really knew. To tell the truth, +though later Madame Guix and I had asked them, the soldiers themselves +had but a very indistinct idea of time and date or whereabouts. + +That night I was awakened by the low rumbling of heavy carts on the road +in front of the chateau. Fancying that perhaps it was artillery on its +way to the front, I put on my dressing gown and went as far as the gate. +There in the pale moonlight I beheld a long stream of carriages and +wagons of every description piled high with household goods, and filled +with women and children. The men walked beside the horses to prevent +collision, for as far as eye could see, the lamentable _cortege_ +extended down the hill. + +What did this mean? + +"Who are you?" I called to one of the men as they passed. + +"Belgians--refugees." + +Refugees! My mind flew back to descriptions of the French Revolution +and the Reign of Terror, when so many people fled for their lives! What +nonsense! Were we not in the twentieth century? Wasn't there a Peace +Palace at The Hague? My thoughts became muddled. + +Opening the gate, I went out and accosted another man. + +"Won't you come in and rest?" + +"No, we can't. We must make our twenty miles by dawn--and rest during +the heat of the day." + +"But why do you leave home?" + +"Because the savages burned us out!" + +Bah, the man must be dreaming! + +I turned back and addressed myself to another: + +"What's your hurry?" I queried + +"They're on our heels!" came the reply. + +Surely this one was madder than the other! + +A third did not deign to reply, sturdily marching on ahead, his eyes +fixed on the road in front of him. + +On top of a farm cart half filled with bay I saw the prostrate form of a +woman with two others kneeling beside her ministering to her wants. In +the trap that followed was the most sorrowful group of old men and +middle-aged women I ever hope to see. All were sobbing. Besides them +rode two big boys on bicycles. I stopped one of these. + +"What's the matter with her?" I questioned, pointing to the woman on the +cart. + +"She's crazy." + +"?" + +"Yes, lost her mind." + +"How, when, where?" + +"Two days ago, when we left X. (Try as I may, I cannot recall the name +of the little Belgian town be mentioned.) She was ill in bed with a +fever when the Germans set fire to the place--barely giving us time to +hoist her into the cart. Her husband lingered behind to scrape a few +belongings together. In spite of our efforts, she would stand up on the +cart, and suddenly we heard an explosion and she saw her house burst +into flame. She fainted. Outside in the woods we waited an hour, but +her husband never came. Perhaps it's just as well, for when she woke up +her mind was a blank!" + +Ye gods! I rubbed my eyes. It couldn't be possible that all this was +true! I was asleep! It was merely a horrible nightmare. But no--the +carts rolled on in the pale moonlight carrying their heavy burdens of +human misery. + +It was more than I could stand. All thought of sleep had vanished, so I +went and woke Madame Guix. We dressed and descended to the kitchen, +where with a few smoldering embers, we soon managed to light a good +fire. Water was set to boil and in half an hour's time we carried out +to the bridge two huge pails of hot coffee, a pail of cold water, and +one of wine. No one refused our offerings, and the hearty "God bless +you's" of those kindly souls brought tears to our eyes more than once. + +Dawn, Monday, August 31st, found us still at our posts. I rang the farm +bell, assembled my servants, and told them we would abandon all but the +most necessary farm work and minister to the wants of the refugees. By +eight o'clock they had peeled and prepared vegetables enough to fill two +huge copper pots, and the soup was set to boil. And still the long line +of heavy vehicles followed one another down the road: moving vans, +delivery wagons, huge drays, and even little three-wheeled carts drawn +by dogs, rolled on towards the south. + +When asked where they were going, most of the people replied, "Straight +ahead of us, _a' la grace de Dieu_." + +By the morning the heat had grown intolerable and a splendid looking man +got down from a cart and came towards me. Might he turn his party into +the drive and rest a bit in the shade? + +I was only too willing, and gladly offered hot soup and stewed fruit to +any who would accept. + +Two long heavy drays each drawn by a pair of the handsomest big bay +horses with creamy manes that I have ever seen, pulled up in the +courtyard. Impromptu seats had been arranged in the wagons and from +these climbed down some twenty or thirty old women, children and men, +worn out by the fatigue, anxiety, and want of sleep. My heart went out +to them, and in a generous moment I was about to offer them my beds so +they could get a good rest before starting off again, but on second +thought it dawned on me that I must keep them for the army! What a +pretty thing it would be if another auto full of wounded suddenly +appeared and found all my wards occupied! + +I explained my position. They grasped it at once. It was too good of +me. They were all well and needed no beds--would I let them sleep in +the bay for a few hours? + +But better still, I suggested, if the boys would carry a dozen or so +extra mattresses I possessed into the harness room, the women might lie +there, and the men could take to the hay. + +They had food, plenty of it, bought on the way from village dealers who +had not yet been seized with panic and shut up shop. So I told them +that instead of building individual fires they might cook their noonday +meal on my huge range. They might also use my kitchen utensils and china +if they would wash up, and thus save unpacking their own. Apparently +this was unheard of generosity and I cannot tell you how many times that +morning my soul was recommended to the tender protection of the Blessed +Virgin. + +While the women prepared the meal, George had taken the men to the +wash-house, where soap and water worked miracles on their dusty faces; +one by one all the members of the group disappeared in that direction +and when they gathered around the long table in the refectory, it was +altogether a different company to that of an hour before. + +As they sat down it came over me that none of us had eaten since the +night before, and dropping onto a chair, I suddenly realized that I was +tired. Berthe and Nini, however, wanted to know where I would lunch, +and were rather startled when I informed them to lay a cloth on the +kitchen table and to bring out all the cold meat, cheese, bread, butter +and jam in the larder. It would be a stand-up picnic lunch for everyone +to-day, and what was more, it was very likely to be picnic dinner; so +Julie was ordered to put two chickens to roast and some potatoes to +boil--both needed but little attention and would always be ready when we +might need them. + +The meal passed in silence in both rooms, and the "washing up" was done +in no time. Then as they all retired to take their naps, the man who +had first asked me if they might turn into the chateau, and who seemed +to be the leader of the party, came into the kitchen and, hat in hand, +begged a word or so with me. + +He had come not only to express the gratitude of his compatriots, but +also his astonishment that I should welcome strangers so cordially. I +tried to side-track the conversation which was very embarrassing, but he +would hear none of it. + +"We are not gypsies, you know, Madame." I smiled and told him that that +was more than evident. "Look at our horses and our dogs!" And the good +fellow proceeded to inform me that he was the keeper of a big estate +that belonged to Madame Pyrme (sister of the senator of that name), +situated in the little village of Hanzinell, Belgium. He even offered +to show his papers, but I shook my head. His open-hearted sincerity +and frank countenance were sufficient. + +But why had they come away? That was what interested me. + +Because their country was invaded and one by one the towns and villages +had been bombarded, looted and burned until little or nothing remained. +Because all men under fifty were carried away as hostages or prisoners; +because he had seen little children slain, and young girls tortured; +because anything was better than falling helpless into the hands of such +an enemy. + +"Madame, at Charleroi I've seen the blood running in the gutters like +rain after a storm and that not a week ago!" + +It was impossible not to believe him. His eye was not that of a coward. +He told his story simply; he was almost reticent, and I had even to +encourage him at times to make him finish a phrase. Finally I asked him +where he intended going, and why so far away. Didn't he think he was +safe here? + +No--_jamais!_ Yesterday in the night they had heard the cannon growing +closer and closer. They knew the sound. The Germans were advancing. It +was Paris they wanted and nothing would stop them till they reached +their goal. + +"Except the French army," I said, with pride. + +"God grant you speak the truth, Madame!" But in the meantime he seemed +to consider that one was far safer in the way of some gigantic +mowing-machine than on the path of the German army. He had come to tell +me the truth and to warn me that I ought to make ready to leave. + +"You are helpless here, Madame. Three women, three little girls, and +two boys! It's tempting fate." + +I couldn't seem to see it his way, however. The papers though very +mysterious, had given us no cause for alarm. As yet we had not seen a +single trooper. If it were true that the French were retreating we +would leave when the army appeared. That would be time enough. + +"Why, my good fellow," I said reassuringly, "if the Germans ever reach +here Paris is doomed--and the war will be over!" + +"Perhaps--" + +"Besides, I can't go. I've got a hospital on my hands, though the +wounded are lacking. Haven't you seen our Red Cross flag? And if that +isn't sufficient, I can prove that I'm an American born. That ought to +be protection enough for anyone!" + +I must admit that the incredulous smile that rose to his lips rather +angered me, and I sought still another excuse. + +"Furthermore, one of my little maids is too ill to move, and I don't see +us walking off with folded arms, and that's what would happen if I +followed your advice, for the only horse the Army has left me is over +twenty and so lame that he can't walk two steps. If he could I'd have +had to present him for the second inspection at Chateau Thierry on +Wednesday." + +The poor fellow shook his head at my apparent foolhardiness, but was too +polite to argue further. He said that his party would be off in an hour +and asked me if I possessed a road-map that he might consult. I gladly +showed him the one we had bought with H. the day of our hasty trip from +Paris, since then pinned to the wall of the refectory. I noticed that +he studied it very carefully, noting all the little sidetracks where he +thought his drays could pass, and thus avoid following in line behind +the thousands of other vehicles that encumbered the main roads. + +Again he thanked me for all I had done, caressed my beautiful +greyhounds, and left me his card so that we might meet when all was +over. Afterwards when I went into the court, I heard someone in the +stable with George, and looking in, I saw my friend of a few moments +before examining my horse's hoof and telling my boy what would make the +sore heal quickly. He was bound to do his best for me! + +By five o'clock the stables and grounds were empty, and our friends +gone. Hanzinell had joined the column which had slackened a bit during +the heat of the day, but had redoubled in volume since the sun had gone +behind the hills. + +We had a moment's breathing space, during which we gave our entire +attention to Yvonne, who was writhing with agony on her bed next my +room. For three days now Madame Guix had administered mild doses of +morphine, but that treatment could not continue very long. Water bags, +friction and massage had proved fruitless against sciatica, so we +resolved to try a warm bath, with the result that our patient was almost +immediately eased but too weak to support the heat. She fainted in the +tub and had to be carried back to bed. We were still working over her +when Nini appeared and said I was wanted below. When Yvonne's eyelashes +began to flutter, I left Madame Guix and regained the kitchen, now +become the head-quarters. + +More refugees! Would I let them come in? They were traveling without a +map or guide and dared not venture along the roads at night. + +Of course they were welcome, and the same hospitalty that had greeted +the refugees from Hanzinell was offered to those from Thuilly-the whole +village was there!--mayor, curate, smith and baker, all accompanied by +different members of their immediate families, driven from home by the +cruel invaders. Terrified by the horrors they had witnessed, exhausted +by their perilous journey, they were disinclined to talk; and as for +myself, I was so busy, preoccupied and thoroughly spent, that curiosity +was forgotten. Here were people in need of what comforts I could offer. +I gave and asked no questions. + +What was most evident at present was the fact that rations were shorter +among this party than among those who had stopped in the morning, and +certainly not for the lack of funds. All of them had money--gold +a-plenty. + +They had found less to buy--_voila tout_. They were glad to accept the +vegetable soup, rabbit stew and cooked fruit that we had prepared but +insisted on paying for their portions, which of course I refused, much +to their dismay, and I am certain the servants were well repaid for +their trouble. + +And what were their plans? To go as far south as possible. Perhaps +they would eventually cross to Morocco or Canada. Why not? The whole +village was there--all the men had their trades. They would colonize, +for it was useless to think of going "home." They no longer possessed +one, and who could tell--the war might last a year or more? + +At that assertion I protested. A year? Never! Why, the finances of +the country couldn't stand it, and I went on to state how, when in +England during the Agadir crisis three years previous, I had heard +competent authorities state that three months was the very limit for the +duration of hostilities! That somewhat cheered them--especially as I +announced the Russian advance, and on the map we noted the rapid +progress of the famous "steam roller," which, if it continued as it had +begun, would certainly reach Berlin by Christmas! (I offer these +statements without comment.) + +Before they retired Madame Guix asked if there were any who felt the +slightest ill, for it were better to nip sickness in the bud, and she +cheerfully lanced festers and pricked blisters, bathed, powdered and +bandaged the feet of some dozen old and decrepit men and young children +unaccustomed to such forced marching and unable to take proper care of +themselves for want of time and hot water! At that moment I felt she +was heroic and I must say I admired her patience and endurance, for the +sights witnessed were anything but agreeable. Poor souls! And they +hoped to reach Marseilles on foot. + +The Kaiser and his entire army might have ridden over us rough shod and +we would have felt nothing, so soundly did we sleep for the first couple +of hours after we touched our beds. By two A. M. (September first), +however, there was much moving about in the barns and stables, and my +dogs, who were restless, began scratching at my door to be released. +Anxious that no one leave without a cup of hot coffee, Madame Guix and I +repaired to the kitchen as dawn broke, and an hour later we bade +farewell to our "lodgers for a night." I bethought me of my kodak, and +as the sun peeped through the clouds I caught a snapshot of my departing +guests as they turned the corner of the chateau. + +They joined in behind the stream of other carts which we were now +accustomed to seeing. In fact, this general exodus no longer astonished +us. It seemed as if the panic had spread over the whole of Flanders +like a drop of oil on a sheet of paper. To us, who consider ourselves +as living in the suburbs of Paris, Belgium is so far away! + +I wound off my film and was returning towards the house, when two very +distinguished looking girls stepped off their bicycles and asked for +directions. I gave them with pleasure and in turn ventured a few +questions. + +They were from St. Quentin! That startled me. They had been _en route_ +two days. They had not seen the Germans, but the town had been +officially evacuated. A man on a bicycle had sped by them the day +before and announced the bombardment and destruction of their native +city! Hard fighting at La Fere. + +St. Quentin! Then the Germans were on our soil! The Belgians were +right--they were evidently advancing rapidly. But why worry? We were +safe as long as we had the French army between us and them. + +Thought as yet the day was but a couple of hours old, I was weary. This +business of hotel-keeping on so large it scale with so little +assistance was beginning to tell on my strength. I opened the gate and +told George and Leon to welcome any who wished to come in, and then +repairing to the kitchen, I sat down and began helping the others +prepare vegetables. The discovery that in spite of all their good will +guests had necessarily left many traces of their passage, brought me to +my feet again, and we were all hard at work when a haggard female face +looked in at the kitchen window. + +"Is there a doctor here?" + +"No,--but--" + +The woman burst into tears. Madame Guix and I hurried out into the +court. "My baby--I can't seem to warm her," moaned the poor mother. +"She hasn't eaten anything since yesterday." + +And stretching out her arms, the woman showed us an infant that she had +been carrying in her apron. It was dead. + +I had difficulty in overcoming my emotion, but Madame Guix took the poor +little corpse into her arms, and I helped the mother to an arm chair in +the refectory. + +A cup of strong coffee brought back a little color to her wan cheeks and +she told us she was from Charleville. The Taubes had got in their +sinister work to good advantage among the civil population but they were +merely the forerunners of another and heavier bombardment. The +townspeople had fled in their night clothes. + +"Are you alone?" + +"Yes--I'm not a native of Charleville. My husband and I have only been +married a year. He left the second of August and the baby was born the +tenth. She's only three weeks old." + +No wonder the mother looked haggard--one hundred and fifty miles on +foot, with a newborn infant in her arms, fleeing for her life before the +barbarous hordes! + +I pressed another cup of coffee with a drop of brandy in it upon her. +She looked appealingly at both of us and then drank. + +"Was your husband good to you?" asked Madame Guix. + +"Ah, yes, Madame." + +"Do you love him well enough to endure another sacrifice like a true +wife and mother that you are?" + +"Yes." + +And then we told her that her baby bad gone--gone to a brighter Country +where war is unknown. She looked at us in amazement, and burying her +head on her arm, sobbed silently but submissively. + +"Come, come, you must sleep--and when you are rested we will help you to +find room in a cart which will take you towards your parents." + +She cast a long, loving look at her first born, and let herself be led +away. + +All we could do was to make an official declaration of the death at the +town hall. A small linen sheet served as shroud, a clean, flower-lined +soap box formed that baby's coffin, and Greorge and I were the grave +diggers and chief mourners, who laid the tiny body at rest in the little +vine-grown churchyard. War willed it thus. + +When I got back from the cemetery I found another load of refugees +installed in the courtyard. This time they proved to be a hotel keeper +and her servants from the Ardennes. They, however, had foreseen that +flight was imminent and had carefully packed a greater part of their +household belongings and valuables onto several wagons, taking care that +all were well balanced and properly loaded so as to carry the maximum +weight without tiring the horses. They needed less attention than the +others had required, for when I explained that the house was theirs, +they went about their work swiftly and silently, getting in no one's way +and attending to every want of their mistress, who sat in her coupe and +gave orders. + +Later on they were joined by the occupants of numerous other equipages, +all from the same district--but with whom I had but little intercourse. +From one poor woman, however, I learned that her two daughters, aged +sixteen and seventeen, had been lost from the party for two days. They +were in the cart with the curate who had stopped to water his horse, +thus losing his place in line. When they had reached the spot where the +road forked, which direction had he taken? What had become of them? She +pinned her name and route on the refectory wall, begging me to give it +to them if they ever inquired for her. To my knowledge they never +passed. + +At luncheon Madame Guix announced that Yvonne was better. Far from +well, but better. That was a load off my mind. + +The mother of the poor little infant we had buried was peacefully +slumbering on a cot in the hospital, and presently Leon came in to say +that old Cesar had put his hoof on the ground for the first time in four +days. Bravo! I felt much relieved. + +And still the carts rolled down the valley, their noise echoing between +the hills. To-day there was no respite: right on through the heat of +noon they rumbled past, thicker and faster it seemed to me. + +"Bother them!" I thought. "They make so much noise that we couldn't +hear the cannon if it were only a mile distant." And hoping that +perhaps I might seek some assurance from that sound, I was about to set +off for the highest spot in the park to listen. At the door, however, I +was accosted by one of the two men who, for several days had been +bundling my hay in the stable lofts. He pleaded illness. Would I pay +him and let him go? He would come back to-morrow and finish if he felt +better. + +As there was nothing unusual in his request, I settled his account and +told him to go and rest. I now know that he was a German spy, and have +recently learned that a fortnight later he was caught and shot at +Villers-Cotterets. + +I wonder what possessed me to make that long weary climb. Evidently I +found out what I wanted to know, but the news was anything but +reassuring. I heard the cannon distinctly: so distinctly that I was a +trifle unnerved. Not only had my ears caught the long ever-steady +rolling (already observed three days since) but I had been able to make +out a difference in the caliber of each piece that fired, and added to +it all was a funny clattering sound, as when one drags a wooden stick +along an iron barred fence. _La Fere_ is putting up a heroic defense, I +thought, blissfully unconscious of the fact that it is utterly +impossible to hear a cannon at that distance--at half, no, even a +quarter of that distance. Judge then for yourselves what was its +proximity to Villiers! + +For two days now the course in nursing had been abandoned, not for lack +of enthusiasm but because each housewife had more than she could attend +to at home. The chateau was not the only place where refugees halted, +and all the villagers had done their best to make the travelers +comfortable. From where I stood overlooking the two valleys, I could +see the interminable line of carts on all roads within scope of my view, +and in every farm yard as well as on the side of the main thoroughfares, +vehicles were drawn up and thin columns of blue smoke rising heavenward, +told that the evening meal was under way. + +The population of my own courtyard had quadrupled by five o'clock. +People from St. Quentin, Ternier, Chauny--each with a tale of horror and +sorrow--sought refuge for the night. Madame Guix was permanently +established in the dispensary, and a line was formed as in front of the +city clinics, each one waiting his turn, hoping that she might be able +to relieve his suffering. At dusk a cart turned into the drive and a +gray-haired man asked if we had a litter on which to carry his son to +the house. + +"What was the matter?" I inquired. + +"A cough--such a bad cough." + +I went with him towards the wagon, and there beheld the sad spectacle of +a youth in the last stages of tuberculosis. Thin beyond description, a +living skeleton, the poor boy turned his great glassy eyes towards me in +supplication. I drew the father aside. It was best to be frank. I +shook my head and said it would be useless to move his son. We had no +doctor, and his illness was beyond our competence. Cover him well, and +try to reach a big city as soon as possible. + +As I turned away, a sturdy youth tapped me gently on the arm, begging +shelter for his great-grandmother, a woman ninety-three years old, whom +he had carried on his back all the way from St. Quentin. A cot in the +entrance hall was all prudence permitted me to offer, and it was +charming to see how tenderly the young fellow bore the poor little +withered woman to her resting-place. She was so dazed that I fear she +hardly realized what was happening, but tears of gratitude streamed down +her cheeks when her boy appeared with a bowl of hot soup, coaxing her to +drink, like a child, and finally curling up on the rug beside her bed. + +Five times that evening the great refectory table was surrounded by +hungry men and women; five times I ladled out soup and vegetables to +forty persons, and five times we all helped to wash up. So when all was +finally cleaned away, and Madame Guix and I fell exhausted onto two +kitchen chairs, it was well onto eleven P. M. + +My clever nurse informed me that she had arranged for the departure in a +cart of the mother whose baby we had buried, and I in turn told her of +my climb in the park and the approach of the cannon. It was evident +that the Germans were bearing down on us, and swiftly. When we looked +at the map and saw the names of the cities, towns and villages whose +populations had succeeded each other down the road, it was clear that +the French must be beating a forced retreat, or (and this was unlikely) +panic had spread so quickly that the whole north of France was now +moving south on a fool's errand. We cast this second hypothesis aside. +We had heard too many tales of woe and seen too much misery to believe +anything of the sort. Well, and then what? Our case was simple--either +the Germans would be stopped before they reached us, or the French army +would put in an appearance, in which latter case it would be time enough +to leave, unless we were officially evacuated before! Having adopted +this simple line of conduct, we retired, quite satisfied and not in the +least uneasy. + +In the cool gray dawn of Wednesday morning, September second, when I +opened my shutters and looked out into the little square that faces the +chateau, I was amazed to see that the refugees who had halted there were +in carts and wagons whose signs were most familiar. They came from +Soissons! + +"Hello," thought I, "I'll go and see what they have to say! Things must +be getting very bad if a big city like Soissons suddenly takes to its +heels." (Soissons is but little over twenty miles from Villiers.) As I +came down stairs I heard the drum roll, and George, who just then +appeared with the milk, announced that the requisition of horses which +should have taken place at Chateau-Thierry that morning, was +indefinitely postponed. That was hardly reassuring, especially as it +was the first official news we had received in a long time. + +So busy were we helping those who had slept at the chateau to depart, +that I had no time to put my first intentions into execution, and when +finally I had a moment, I looked out of the window and saw that my +friends from Soissons had vanished. They, too: well, well, well! + +I was not astonished; in fact I gave the matter but little heed. We had +taken our resolutions the night before and had no time to stop every +five minutes and question as to whether we were right or wrong. At +noon, however, when an old peasant woman called me through the kitchen +window and announced that all Charly was leaving post haste, I must +admit that I winced, but only for a second. If I had listened to all +the different rumors that had been noised abroad within the last week I +would have been a fit subject for a lunatic asylum by then! + +Resolved, however, to get at the core of the matter, I sent George to +Charly (our market town, four miles away) to see what he could find out. +He returned on his bicycle at luncheon time, bearing the following +astonishing information. + +The hotel keeper and his wife, alarmed by the arrival of the Soissonais, +had taken their auto and started for that city in quest of news. +They had returned an hour later, having been unable to pass +Oulchy-le-Chateau, fifteen miles from Charly, where all the bridges were +cut or blown up! They were making their preparations for departure. + +"And," continued George, in an excited tone, "as I came past the +_Gendarmerie_ the _brigadier_ called to me and said good-bye. All the +_gendarmes_ had received orders to leave at once for their depot at--." +(The name of some town the other side of the Marne, which I cannot +remember.) + +Instead of frightening me this information stimulated my nerves, which +were beginning to be depressed by much work and little news. + +"Good," I said. "Now then, we can expect the soldiers at any minute. +Poke up the fire, Julie, and we'll fall to work to have hot soup ready +when our boys arrive." + +Then we were really going to be in the excitement. How glorious to be +able to help--for in my mind ours was the only solution possible to the +question. + +I set to work with renewed vigor and, as on the day before, we were +constantly in demand by refugees requiring treatment and attention. How +well I remember a group of four, two men and two women, who staggered +into the court and timidly knocked at the window. Three of them were +glad to accept soup and wine, but the fourth, a middle-aged woman, sank +down on the steps and buried her head in her hands. + +"Why doesn't one of you men relieve her of that heavy parcel she has +strapped to her shoulders?" I asked. + +"She won't let us touch it. She's never put it aside a minute since we +left home six days ago!" + +"Is it as precious as all that?" I queried, eyeing the huge flat package +which might have been the size of the double sheet of some daily paper. + +"It's her son's picture. He's gone to the army and she's alone in the +world." + +"But why on earth is she carrying frame, glass, and all? It must be +nearly killing her in this heat!" + +"Madame," said the woman's friend solemnly, "she worked six months and +put all her savings into that frame! Do you wonder she did not wish to +leave it behind!" + +I opened a side door and showed them a foot path across the hills, a +short cut which carriages could not take, and was just turning the key +in the lock when the telephone rang. + +That was the first time since the second of August! What could it mean? +Probably the arrival of wounded. I literally flew to answer the call. + +I had some little difficulty recognizing Mademoiselle Mauxpoix' voice: +it was trembling with emotion. She greeted me politely and then begging +me not to be too alarmed, she announced that she had just received +official orders to put all her telephones and telegraphic apparatus out +of working order--to damage them so that repairs would be impossible. + +"I have ten minutes more left," she continued. "A government motor is +coming at four o'clock to take me, my employees and my books to Tours." + +"But, Mademoiselle--" + +She did not heed my interruption. "You cannot stay, Madame Huard! You +must not! No woman is safe on their path. I know this better than you, +for I have been receiving official reports for more than a month! The +worst is true! For the love of heaven, go--you've still got a chance +though there's hard fighting going on in the streets of Chateau Thierry! +For God's sake, don't hesitate. Adieu." + +She was gone! And I stood there dazed! + +"Hard fighting at Chateau-Thierry! That's only seven miles from here," +I counted. + +Go? Go where? How? Go and abandon my post, with Yvonne still too ill +to move, and all the others depending on my help? Go? By what means, +when my only horse was too lame to cross the courtyard! It was far +better to stay and defend one's belongings! + +And then as I slowly returned through the corridors, it occurred to me +that in spite of my desire to stay I might be forced out. Suppose the +chateau should suddenly become the target for the German guns? Well, we +could all take to the cellars, as the others had done in 1870. But--and +here was the point--suppose the French took possession and gave us women +but a few minutes to leave before the battle began. Then what! Here +was food for reflection. I resolved to take Madame Guix and the two +boys into my confidence. Four heads were better than one! + +They received the news calmly, and I almost caught a glimpse of a +twinkle in George's and Leon's eyes. The excitement pleased them. + +If what Mademoiselle Mauxpoix had said was true, the Germans were now on +their way to Villiers. It was evident that the French were putting up a +stubborn resistance, but there was little hope of their stopping them +before they reached our vicinity. Battle meant destruction of lives and +property. Well, since we still possessed the former, it was high time +to think of saving the latter. The sun was fast sinking behind the pine +trees. In an hour it would be dark. What I decided to do must be done +at once. + +"George and Leon, bring down my two big trunks, and tell Nini to hitch +the donkey to his flat cart and drive to the side door." I had resolved +to save what I could of H.'s work, and going to the studio closet, I +began selecting the portfolios containing mounted drawings and etchings. +It was useless to think of the paintings. They were too big. The +trunks were full in no time. I had no other receptacles, so reluctantly +closed the but half empty cupboards, consoling myself with the thought +that all this was possibly useless preparation, and praying Heaven that +I had made a good choice among the portfolios in case the worst came. + +The boys put the trunks onto the cart and set off in the direction of a +sand quarry, where I knew we could dig in safety, and easily cause a +miniature landslide, which would cover all traces of our hidden +treasure. I promised to join them in an hour--the time I judged it +would take them to make so large an excavation, and returning to my +room, gathered my jewels and papers into a little valise, and put them +beside my fur coat and my kodak. A few other trinkets and innumerable +photographs were locked away in my desk, and perceiving that it would be +utterly impossible to carry them with me, I wondered how on earth I +might protect them. Suddenly I bethought me of a tiny silk American +flag that my mother had given me years before, when as a child I left +home for my first trip to Europe. I found it where I hoped, and +shutting one edge of it into the drawer, I let the stripes hang downward +and pinned the following inscription into its folds: + +"I swear that the contents of this desk are purely personal and can be +of value to no one but myself. I therefore leave it under the +protection of my country's flag." + +I felt very proud when I had done this and then hurried into my +dressing-room where I hastily filled my suit-case with a few warm +underclothes, a change of costume, and an extra pair of shoes. I had +about finished and was heartily glad that this useless job was over, +when on glancing out of the window I caught sight of fuzzy-haired Madame +La Miche driving up the avenue in her dog cart. + +Madame La Miche and her husband run a big stock farm near Neuilly St. +Front, some fifteen miles from Villiers. I had often seen her at +poultry and agricultural shows, where their farm products usually +carried off any number of prizes. It was she who sold me my cows hardly +a year since. + +"You?" I said, as she drew up to the steps. + +"Yes. En route--like all the others. Our entire fortune is in live +stock and I'm going to try to save as much as I can. May we come in?" + +Certainly--and a half-hour later one of the largest farms in France had +been moved bodily into my pasture land! The whole thing was conducted +in a very orderly manner by M. La Miche, who on horseback drew up the +rear of this immense cavalcade composed of some two hundred white oxen, +hitched two abreast, seventy or eighty horses, as many mares with young +colts, and heaven knows how many cows and calves; all accompanied by the +stable bands. Poor tired beasts, how greedily they drank the cool water +of our spring, and how willingly the cunning little colts, whose tender +hoofs had been worn to the quick by their unheard-of journey, allowed +the men to tie up their feet in coarse linen bandages with strips of old +carpet for protection. + +Madame La Miche had been officially evacuated at noon, so I did not +hesitate to tell her what I had heard. She was not surprised, and said +she intended leaving at midnight, but her animals, unaccustomed to such +exercise, must have a few hours' rest. + +In the kitchen I found George and Leon, who had accomplished their task +sooner than I expected. Relying on their word that it was impossible to +tell where they had buried the trunks, I did not go back to the sand +quarry. Half a mile was a distance to be considered, under the +circumstances. + +While all this had been going on, Madame Guix had taken Julie into her +confidence and asked her if she would follow us if we were obliged to +leave. Julie is a native of Villiers, and her husband and children live +in a little house near by. She had consulted her lord and they were +willing to lend their big dray horse if they could all join our party. +Of course we agreed and while it was light, we decided to put some bags +of oats into the bottom of our hay cart, to cover these with hay, and +then all the servants could pile on, the boys taking turns at walking +since Yvonne must have room to be stretched out. + +How I hated all this business! Madame Guix then counted the number of +persons composing our party, and sent Nini to fetch as many blankets and +pillows. These, with a box containing salt, sugar, chocolate, and other +dry provisions, a valise packed with a few bandages and a little +medicine, were put onto a little light farm-cart to which we might +harness Cesar in case of great emergency. + +The two vehicles when loaded were run into an empty carriage house, +whose door I locked, rather ashamed of my precautions. + +Night had fallen and the incoming stream of refugees demanded our every +attention. Madame Guix was occupied with two women whose physical +condition was such that it was impossible to refuse them beds, come what +might--and as I crossed the vestibule in search of some instruments, the +shadow of a woman and two little girls came up the steps. "Could I give +them lodgings?" begged the poor soul. I looked at her--she was so +frightened that it was most pathetic, and the two curly-beaded children +clung to her skirts and shivered. + +"I've never been alone before," she explained, and her teeth fairly +chattered with terror. "I can pay, and pay well--I've thirty thousand +francs in gold on me." + +"Then, for Heaven's sake, don't let anyone know it!" I said, very +abruptly. "I don't want money, but there are others who may. Be +careful--a fortune like that may lead to your destruction. Hide it!" + +She stared at me in amazement. Evidently the idea that dishonesty +existed never occurred to her. She thanked me for the advice and hoped +she had not offended me, and begged me to take pity on her. + +"Did anyone see you come in here?" + +She thought not. + +"For if they did I fear you will have to share the common lot. I have +no reason to give you preference. The others might protest." + +I stuck my head out of the doorway. When I turned around, those three +helpless creatures stood clinging to one another in the big empty +vestibule, making a most pitiable group. + +"Go up two flights of stairs--turn to your left and follow the corridor +to the end. The last door on your left opens into a room with a huge +double bed. It was too big for our hospital. That's the only reason we +didn't bring it down. It's at your disposal. Don't thank me. +Good-night." + +When I got a moment I went to Yvonne's room. "Did she think she could +get up a little: long enough to take some dinner? Perhaps she might put +on a few clothes and make an effort to walk around her room." Ten days +in bed had made her very weak. She must try to gain a little strength. +She promised and I departed. The idea of carrying her out bodily was +anything but encouraging! + +At six-thirty the public distribution of soup recommenced. Who my +guests were I have no idea. There were more than a hundred of them. +That was clear enough from the dishes that were left. Just as the last +round had been served, George came in to say that the village was +beginning to get uneasy--people from Neuilly St. Front and +Lucy-le-Bocage and Essommes had already passed down the road, and the +peasants looked to the chateau for a decision! + +I went out to the gate. Yes, true enough, our neighbors from Lucy (five +miles distant) had joined the procession. Then there was a break, and a +lull, such as had not occurred for two days, and in the silence I again +recognized the same clattering sound that had caught my ear on the hill +top the afternoon before. This time it was much more distinct, but was +soon drowned out by the rumbling of heavy wheels on the road. + +Surely this time it was artillery! + +I wrapped my shawl closer about me and sat down on the low stone wall +that borders the moat, while little groups of peasants, unable to sleep, +clustered together on the roadside. + +Nearer and nearer drew the clanking noise and presently a whole regiment +of perambulators, four abreast, swung around the corner into the +moonlight. + +Domptin! + +Domptin, our neighboring village, one mile up the road, had caught the +fever and was moving out wholesale, transporting its ill and decrepit, +its children and chattels, in heaven knows how many baby carriages! + +I had never seen so many in all my life. The effect was altogether +comic, and Madame Guix and I could not resist laughing--much to the +dismay of these poor souls who saw little amusement at being obliged to +leave home scantily clad in night clothes. + +They passed on, without further comment, and the last man had hardly +turned the corner when a scream coming from up the road drew us to our +feet, and sent us running in that direction. Almost instantly, the +figure of an old white-capped peasant woman appeared in the distance. +She was wringing her hands and crying aloud. When we were within ear +shot, I caught the word, "Uhlans!" + +"Uhlans! Where?" + +"_Dans le bois de la Mazure!_" (A half-mile from Villiers.) + +"How do you know?" + +"Saw their helmets glittering in the moonlight!" + +"What rot! They're Frenchmen--dragoons. You don't know your own +countrymen when you see them! Did you approach them?" + +"No." + +"Then what in the name of common sense sent you flying down here to +scare us like that? You've got no business spreading panic broadcast. +If you don't turn around and scamper home, the way you came, I'll have +you arrested. _Allez!_" + +My nerves had stood the strain as long as possible. This false alarm +had roused my anger and in a jiffy I could see how thousands of people +had been deceived, and were now erring homeless along the roads of +France! + +"You can do what you like," I said, turning to the others, "but I've had +enough of this for one day--I'm going to bed. Good-night, gentlemen." + +"The _chatelaine_ is going to bed, the _chatelaine_ is going to bed!" +"Let all go to bed," and similar phrases were echoed among the groups +and presently we all separated, after many cordial _a demain_. + +The clock in the village church was striking midnight when I finally +retired, after calling my greyhounds and Betsy into my room, and +assuring myself that they all had on their collars, and that their +leashes were hanging on my bed post. + +Nini, the little traitor, had evidently told Yvonne of my preparations +for departure, and the two girls, whose beds were in the next room to +mine, had been unable to close their eyes, for as I blew out my lamp, I +could hear their childish voices repeating the rosary: + +"Hail Mary full of Grace--the Lord is with Thee..." + +* * * * * + +I may have slept an hour. Then I can dimly remember hearing a wild yelp +from my dogs, and when I found myself in the middle of my room rubbing +my eyes, Yvonne was calling, "Madame! Madame!" in terrified tones. My +pets were mad with excitement, and the sound of the farm bell was +ringing in my ears! + +"Silence!" I yelled. + +Everything but the bell ceased. + +Heedless of my attire, I rushed to a back window and repeated my +command. + +The bell stopped. + +"Who are you that you dare wake us like that!" I scolded. + +A boy between eighteen and nineteen let go the rope and stepped beneath +the window. I could see his blond hair in the moonlight. + +"Are you Madame Huard?" + +"Yes." + +"I've come with a message from your husband." + +I grew cold as ice. Good God, what had happened? + + + + +V + +In a bound I was down stairs and had opened the front door. + +"Is H. wounded?" I gasped. + +"No, Madame." + +I breathed again. + +"Where was he when you saw him?" + +"On the road between Villers-Cotterets and La Ferte Milon." + +"What's your message?" + +The boy put his hand to his breast pocket and drew forth a slip of +paper. The full moon shining on the white facade of the chateau threw +such a brilliant reflection that I recognized a sheet from a sketch +book, and could distinguish the following words scribbled in pencil: + +"Give bearer fifty francs, then in the name of the love you bear me, +evacuate now; go south, not Paris." + +The last words were underscored three or four times. + +"What time was it when H. gave you this?" + +"Noon or thereabouts." + +"How did you come? On foot?" + +"No, bicycle." + +"But it's after midnight!" + +"I know, but I got lost and had three bad punctures." + +Here were marching orders for fair, and if I intended obeying enough +time had already been lost. To stay in spite of everything was to be +responsible for all the young lives that looked to me, for protection. +Could I promise it? No. Then go it was! + +At that same moment and as though to reinforce my decision, the strange +clattering noise I had observed growing nearer and nearer during the +last two days broke on the night air. + +"Hark!" said the boy. "_La mitrailleuse!_" + +"The machine guns!" I echoed. + +"_Oui, Madame._" + +That sufficed. "We'll be leaving in ten minutes. Go to the kitchen. +I'll send someone to look after you and we'll go together." + +All this had transpired in less time than it takes to tell it. Awakened +by the bell, the refugees in the stables came pouring into the +courtyard. A second later, George, lantern in hand, came running +towards me. + +"Tell Leon to harness Cesar--then go and wake Julie and say that we are +leaving in ten minutes. I expect her, and her family, with their horse, +to be ready. The courtyard in ten minutes. Mind!" + +On the landing I met Madame Guix already fully dressed. + +"_Nous partons,_" was all I said. She understood and followed me +towards Yvonne's room. + +The two children, their teeth chattering, looked towards us in terror. + +"Nini, put on the warmest clothes you possess and help Madame Guix to +dress Yvonne. Then go to the kitchen and wait there without moving." + +My own toilet was brief, and five minutes later, lamp in hand, I was +pounding on all the doors of the long corridors, fearful lest some one +be forgotten and locked in the house. When I reached the second floor I +bethought me of the woman and her two children, and as I advanced I +called, "Don't be frightened. This is merely a warning!" + +The poor soul must have been dreaming, for when I touched her door she +screamed, and as I opened it and held the lamp over my head, I could see +the two little creatures clinging to their mother, who on her knees +begged, "Take me, but spare my babies!" + +I had some difficulty in reassuring her, but finally succeeded, and left +her to go below to the hospital. + +At the first alarm, the women who were sleeping there had fled in +terror, and when assured that all were gone, for safety's sake I went up +into the vestibule and standing at the foot of' the stairs, called, "All +out! All out! I'm closing up and leaving!" + +No one answering, I judged that my summons had been obeyed, and so +hurried back to my own room to fetch jewels, kodak and pets. On my way +down I opened H.'s wardrobe and grabbed several overcoats, confident +that the boys would forget theirs and need them. + +In the courtyard I found Julie and her family already perched on the +hay-cart, where Yvonne had been hoisted and lay moaning, well covered in +a blanket. Both horses were hitched and my servants waiting orders. +Beside ours, other big drays were being prepared for flight, yet there +was no confusion--no loud talking--no lamenting. I then told the boys +to hurry to the farm yard and open all the gates so that the poultry and +cows could have free access to the entire estate, which is closed in by +a wall. I was thus certain that though they might feel hungry they, +would not die for want of food or water during the short time I intended +to be gone. + +This done, I went to the kitchen where I found Nini, who had obeyed +orders not to move but who had presence of mind enough to lay out bread +and jam and wine for the famished youth who had brought the message. + +In the lamplight I caught sight of my road maps on the refectory wall, +and setting my jewel box on the table I began unpinning and carefully +folding them and put them in the pocket of my motor coat. Almost at the +same instant, the lamp flickered and Leon came in to say that all the +dogs were found save the beagle hound and three fox terrier puppies, +who, frightened by the bell and the commotion, had hidden in the hay +lofts. We went out, and I called and whistled in vain--none of them +appeared. + +All this had taken more time than I expected. The wagons full of +refugees had disappeared, and we were alone. + +"_En route!_" I called, climbing into the _charette_, a big lump rising +in my throat. + +"_En route!_" called George. + +Once again I counted our party to be sure all were there, and then +slowly the heavy-laden hay-cart pulled out of the courtyard onto the +high road. + +The first ten steps that my horse took he limped so painfully that my +heart sank in my boots. + +What nonsense, this departure! The poor beast would break down and we'd +have to shoot him by the wayside, and other similar cheerful thoughts +fled through my brain as we jogged up the narrow village street. + +In front of the town hall I halted, first of all to rest my steed, +secondly to await George and Leon, who had remained behind to shut the +entrance doors and bolt the gate, and finally because I was astonished +to see all the windows illuminated. + +I Jumped down and approaching one of the panes looked through and saw +the entire municipal council seated in a semi-circle, their faces grave +with anxiety. Presently the boys, accompanied by H.'s messenger, rode up +on their bicycles and handed me the keys. I entered the room where Mr. +Duguey, the schoolmaster and town clerk, greeted me. + +"Gentlemen, I've come to give you the keys to my estate. I've received +a message from my husband begging me to leave at once." + +"Then make haste, Madame, while there is still time. We are just about +to beat the call to arms and warn the population that those who hope to +escape must leave at once. Though we have no official orders to do this +we have taken it on ourselves, for we now know for certain that the +Uhlans have surrounded the village and are awaiting daylight to take +possession. They are probably bivouacking on the heights in your park." + +Then the old peasant woman had not lied! Those were really Uhlans she +had seen in the _bois de la Mazure_. Ye gods, and here I was trying to +get away with a lame horse! Thank heaven, the Marne was not far! I +would cross it and then await developments. + +The clock in the little church struck two and an owl hooted mournfully +in the belfry as silently our cortege plodded up the steep incline. When +we reached the summit I could not resist turning around and casting a +long affectionate glance on my lovely home-shining like a fairy palace +in its setting of wonderful trees. Who could tell? I might never see +it again! + +George, too, must have been penetrated with the same sentiment, for he +rode up close to the cart and grasping the mud guard, turned on his +saddle and wistfully shaking his bead, gave vent to his feelings by the +following very inelegant but extremely expressive ejaculation: + +"_Quels cochons! vous chasser d'une propriete parcille!_" + +A long shiver of emotion crept down my spine, and though it was but the +second of September I instinctively drew the fur collar of my coat +closer about my throat. + +In front of me I could bear the wheels of our heavy-laden hay-cart +creaking as the big farm horse plodded on. Its occupants were silent, +and thanks to the moon and the lantern which hung up high behind, I +could see Julie and Madame Guix nodding with sleep. + +My own poor beast limped on and besides thinking of all that I had left +undone at the chateau and planning how and where we could go, I had the +constant vision of his silent suffering in front of me. At every little +incline I would get down and throwing the reins over the neck of Betsy, +my bull dog, who occupied the seat beside me, I would give Cesar his +head and take my place with the boys behind. He seemed to be grateful. + +Let it be said, however, that as our journey advanced the hoof, at first +so tender from much poulticing, became firmer and firmer, and instead of +increasing, the lameness rather grew less. + +We crossed our little market town of Charly amid dead silence. Not a +light in a single window, not a sound anywhere. We seemed to be the +only souls astir, and the foolhardiness of this midnight departure when +everyone else was tucked up snug in his bed, angered me. I was seized +with a mad desire to turn about and go home. + +Just then George asked me which direction I intended taking, and +remembering H.'s imperative "Go south," we turned sharp and headed for +the first bridge across the Marne. + +High in front of me rose the dark wooded hills of Pavant, descending +abruptly to that narrow strip of fertile plain which borders the river +on both sides, but now half-veiled in a heavy blue mist. Below me the +swift current sped onward like a silver arrow, and before so impressive +a spectacle I could not help thinking how meager is the art of the scene +painter and dramatist which tries to depict a real battlefield. For +battlefield I felt this was, and my overstrained nerves no longer +holding my imagination in check, I could already see human forms +writhing in agony, and hear the moaning of souls on the brink of +Eternity. As though to vivify this hallucination, the dying moon +suddenly plunged behind a cloud, lighting the landscape but by strange +lugubrious streaks, and in the distance behind us a long low rumble +warned me that my dream might soon be a terrible reality. + +The Marne crossed, a weight was lifted from my shoulders, and settling +back against the pile of blankets in my rig, I let the horse follow his +own sweet will and we started to zig-zag up a steep incline. At the end +of five minutes' time I was so benumbed by the cold that sleep was +impossible, so I left my seat and joined the others who, all save +Yvonne, had been obliged to descend to relieve their horse. What a +climb that was--seven long kilometers from right to left, winding around +that hill, as about a mountain, ever and again finding ourselves on a +narrow ledge overlooking the valley. The fog had spread until literally +choked up between the bills and I could hardly persuade myself that it +was not the sea that rolled below me. Even the signal lamps on the +distant railway line rose out of the labyrinth like a lighthouse in +mid-ocean, making the illusion complete. + +Dawn was breaking as we reached the summit and pausing for a moment's +breath, we could see people with bundles hurrying from cottages and farm +yards, while the fields seemed dotted with horses and carts that sprang +out of the semi-darkness like specters, following one another to the +highway. In less than no time the long caravan had re-formed and was +again under way. + +We brought up the rear, preceded by five hundred snow-white oxen. There +was no way of' advancing faster than the _cortege_. It was stay in line +or lose your place, and as the sun rose over the plains, I was so +impressed by the magnificence of our procession that I forgot the real +cause of our flight and never for an instant realized that I now formed +an intimate part of that column which but a few hours since inspired me +with such genuine pity. + +As we passed through a small agglomeration of houses that one might +hardly call a village, I recognized several familiar faces on the +doorsteps, and presently comprehended why Charly was so dark and silent +the night before. It was empty--evacuated--and the greater part of its +inhabitants were here on the roadside, preparing to continue their +route. + +Where were we going? I think none of us had a very definite idea. We +were following in line on the only road that crossed this wonderfully +fertile country. The monotony of the landscape, the warmth of the sun, +added to the gentle swing of my cart calmed my nerves and I fell back +into a heavy sleep. + +When I opened my eyes I could hear water running over a dam, and see +below me and but a very short distance away, a river flowing through a +valley. Someone said it was the Petit Morin; another announced that we +had come seventeen kilometers and a third proffered that it was 6:30 A. +M.--time for breakfast. We ought not to attack the opposite hill on +empty stomachs. + +Accordingly we crossed the Petit Morin and broke ranks in front of two +little cottages that bordered the river at the entrance of an electric +power house. At the same time, a small covered gig halted beside our +big cart and from it descended the mother of the two little girls she +who had so much gold. + +Did I mind if she followed in our wake? + +Of course not. + +She was still as timid and frightened as the night before, and it didn't +take much questioning to learn that she had never had a pair of reins in +her hands before in her life. + +The boys took all the horses down to the river and carefully bathed +their knees and legs. In the meantime, coffee had been found and +ground, someone had scurried about and found a house where milk could be +had, and on an iron tripod that I had sense enough to bring along, water +was set to boiling. + +It was very amusing that first picnic breakfast, and my! what appetites +we had. The summer lodgers in one of the cottages gazed upon us in +amazement--all save one little girl who, so it seems, had had a +presentiment that some ill would befall her and for two days had not +ceased weeping. + +The meal over, each one went to my cart and taking possession of a +blanket and pillow, rolled up in it and went fast asleep in the +brilliant sunshine. How we blessed those warm, penetrating rays, for we +had suffered much from the damp cold all night. + +Left alone, I overhauled my wagon and made the discovery that my jewel +box was missing. That did not alarm me much, for I was confident that I +had left it on the refectory table, and would find it--like my silver +chests--just where I had left them. + +My road map showed us to be at La Tretoire, midway between Charly and +Rebais, but as there were no provisions to be had in so small a place, I +decided to push on to the township where we might be able to get +lodgings. This, however, must be done before noon, or we would be +obliged to sleep out of doors again, for it would be impossible to +travel through the heat of the day. Accordingly, at half past eight, I +roused the boys and we started up the hill, bag and baggage. + +It was much the same kind of scene as at Pavant, only we were less +excited and far more exhausted than at the outset of our trip. Each one +stalked on, gritting his teeth and wiping the big beads of perspiration +from his brow. By ten we reached the top and calling George, who had +been walking beside the leader since we left home, I told him to take my +place in the _charette_ and I would mount my bicycle. + +Leaving orders to follow the straight road to Rebais, I pushed on ahead, +promising to do my best, and an hour later found myself on the outskirts +of the little town--very weary and almost overcome by the heat. In the +hurry of my departure from Villiers I had wrapped a scarlet chiffon +scarf about my head, never thinking that a hat would be a very useful +article in the daytime. For sixty minutes, then, as I had pedaled along +that endless road, the sun had beaten down upon my head and shoulders, +and when I came upon a public pump, I dropped down in the grass beside +it, after wringing out my handkerchief in its refreshing water and +bathing my burning face and arms. + +When I finally made my entrance into Rebais, I found that thousands of +other persons had probably had the same idea as I and it took but little +time to discover that all rooms, whether private or public, were +occupied. The place was overflowing with refugees. The line outside +the baker's shop warned me that I had a dozen hungry mouths dependent +upon me and yesterday's supply of bread was well nigh exhausted, let +alone being stale. I took my place among the others and stood for a +good hour waiting for the second ovenful to finish baking. + +Certainly no greasy pig at a county fair was ever more difficult to +manage than that long nine-pound loaf of red hot bread. There was no +way of handling it--it burned everything it touched. No sooner did I +put it under one arm than I was obliged to change it to the other post +haste. Add to this the fact that I had not ridden a bicycle since a +child, and realize that whether walking or riding the bread was equally +hot and equally cumbersome. It was too long to fit into the handlebars, +besides how could I hold it there? Too soft to be tied with string that +I might buy. At one moment I thought seriously of picking up my skirt +and carrying the bread as peasant women do grass and fodder, but alas, a +1914 skirt was too narrow to permit this. At length when almost +disheartened and I had stood my loaf against the side of a house to +cool, I recognized a familiar voice back of me, and George appeared on +his wheel to announce that my party had camped in a young orchard two +miles outside of Rebais, neither man nor beast being capable of going +any farther. We clapped our loaf into an overcoat that was strapped to +the back of his machine, and swinging it between us, soon joined the +others. + +Our noonday repast was composed of cold bam and fried potatoes. I think +I never ate better, though I must confess that the latter were stolen +from a neighboring field. By two o'clock a dozen weary inhabitants of +Villiers were stretched out on their rugs and peacefully dreaming! We +had decided to rest before determining what to do for the night. + +I was awakened by a stiff feeling in my neck, and opened my eyes to find +that the sun was rapidly disappearing in the west. I had slept soundly +four hours and was much refreshed, though the bumps in the ground had +bruised me, and I could hardly move my head. + +Yvonne had stood the journey so far very well though unable as yet to +walk, but as the cool of the evening came on I began to worry lest a +night out of doors set her screaming with pain. So as I laced my boots, +I decided to go back to Rebais and make another desperate attempt to +lodge her at least. + +"Did Madame see Maitre Baudoin this morning," asked Leon, to whom I +imparted my plans. + +I gasped! What a fool I was! My mind was so upset that I had forgotten +that my own notary was a prominent personality in Rebais. + +A quarter of an hour later I turned into the public square and beheld +Maitre Baudoin and his wife standing on the doorstep watching the exodus +of numerous refugees. + +"Madame Huard!" they exclaimed. "You? What on earth has happened?" + +I explained in a few words. + +"Why, come right in. We were just going to sit down to dinner." + +I said I was not alone, and must first look after the others. Without +waiting a second, Maitre Baudoin crossed over to the town hall and soon +returned with a key in his hand. + +"Here, here's the key to a bakery--there are rooms above. Your people +can lodge there and you come in with us. All this will be over in a day +or so; the news is good to-day. The Germans will never reach the +Marne!" + +I went and fetched our delighted caravan, and after safely depositing +them in their new residence, I was crossing the main street to join my +friends, when a big military auto whisked into the middle of the square +and halted. Ten seconds later it was followed by a dozen others, and by +the time I had reached the Baudoins' the place was literally lined with +motors, containing officers and orderlies. We were just sitting down +when some one pounded on the door and a deep authoritative voice called +out, "You're to lodge a general and two officers!" And we could hear +the man hastily chalking the names on the door. + +Madame Baudoin looked from me to her husband, her eyes wide open with +astonishment. The meal was forgotten and we hurried out into the +twilight to seek news. The _Etat Major_ of a cavalry division was to +bivouac at Rebais, would be leaving at midnight. + +My friends understood, and they who had not as yet seen a soldier since +the war began, realized for the first time that they were now in the +midst of the retreating army. I begged them to make ready for flight +and they hurried homewards while I returned to the bakery to hold +council. + +As I reached the door, someone touched me on the shoulder and an +officer, pointing to the Red Cross armlet I was wearing, said: + +"Go to the hospital at once. We need your services. Wounded." + +"Very well, sir," I replied, and stepped inside. + +"Madame Guix! Madame Guix!" I called in the stairway from the shop. + +The others came clattering down all excitement, saying that Madame Guix +had been recognized by her uniform and sent flying to the hospital. + +Just then a shadow barred the entrance door and turning I saw an army +chauffeur standing there. + +"A piece of bread for God's sake," he begged. + +"What?" + +"Yes, I'm nearly dead of hunger. We've had no time to cook our food, +and bread has been lacking for two days." + +I looked about me--the bread boxes were empty. I had no right to do so, +but I opened all the cupboards. The least I could do was pay, if the +bakers appeared. I found a stale loaf and chopped it in four with the +big knife near the counter. The way that poor fellow bit into it brought +tears to my eyes. + +"Wait a minute," I said as he turned away, and I rushed out to the court +where my cart was standing. In a moment I was back with a slice of ham +and some sweet chocolate and Julie came up with a glass of water. + +I was about to ask questions when another form appeared, followed by +still another. + +"Bread--oh, for heaven's sake, bread!" they implored. Apparently there +was no reason why I should not go on with my new trade until all the +hungry chauffeurs in the army were satisfied. But remembering the +wounded, I turned over my job to Julie, with orders to deal out the +bread as long as it lasted and to go lightly with the chocolate, as my +provision was not endless. + +What a different aspect the main square presented to that of an hour +before! Motors were lined up four deep on all sides, and I was obliged +to elbow my way through the crowds of gapers, refugees, and officers +that thronged the street. + +"Have you come for the wounded?" questioned a white-capped sister as I +closed the convent door and strode up the steps. + +"Yes, sister." + +"Heaven be praised! Come this way, quickly. Your nurse is here, but +cannot suffice alone. We're of no use--there are only five of us to +look after the almshouse, and a hundred refugees. We know nothing of +surgery or bandaging." + +All this was said sweetly and quietly as we hurried down a long +corridor. In the middle of a big, well-lighted room stood Madame Guix +bandaging the arm of a fine looking fellow, who shut his eyes and grated +his teeth as she worked. On a half-dozen chairs sat as many men, some +holding their heads in their hands, some doubled in two, others +clenching their fists in agony. Not a murmur escaped them. The floor in +several places was stained with great red patches. + +"Quick, Madame Huard. We must stop the hemorrhages at all costs. The +wounds are not bad, since the men have come on foot, but one never can +tell with this heat." + +A sister tied a white apron around me and in a second I had washed my +hands and begun. The first shirt I split, my heart leapt to my lips. I +was neither a novice nor a coward, but the sight of human blood flowing +so generously and given so ungrudgingly, gave me a queer feeling in my +throat. A second later that had all passed over and as I worked I +questioned the young fellows as to home and family and finally at what +place they had been wounded. Some did not know, others named unfamiliar +corners, but La Tretoire startled me. Our morning halt! Then the +invaders had crossed the Marne? For these were not wounds from +exploding shell but Mauser bullets and pistol shots! + +Meanwhile the sisters brought iron beds and soft mattresses into the +next room, and each boy in turn was put to rest. Fortunately there was +nothing very serious, for we had no doctor and knew not where to find +one. When we reached our last patient he was so limp that we feared he +would faint. Imagine, if you can, what it is to cut away a stout pair +of trooper's boots, and undress an almost helpless man whose clothes are +fairly glued to the skin with blood, dirt and perspiration. + +"Hold the ammonia closer to his nose," said Madame Guix, tugging at a +wire that served as boot lace. + +"I'm afraid he's exhausted. There he goes--" I had just time to catch +the body as it slid from the chair. + +Madame Guix grasped his wrist. + +"His pulse is good. Hold fast till I get my needle." + +The boy's lips parted and a familiar sound filled the room. + +"He's not fainted!" I gasped. "He's asleep! Snoring!" + +Poor little fellow, a bullet in the shoulder and one in the shin, and +yet fatigue had overcome the pain! When we finally had to wake him, he +apologized so nicely for the trouble he had given us, and sighed with +delight when he touched the cool linen sheets. + +"You must have found me a pretty mess. I haven't been out of my saddle +for three weeks, and we've been fighting every minute since we left +Charleroi." + +Our patients all asleep, Madame Guix and I sought a moment's rest in the +open. A door in the corridor led out into a lovely old-world garden, +surrounded on four sides by a delicately plastered cloister. The harvest +moon shone down, covering everything with a silver sheen, and such quiet +and calm reigned that it was almost impossible to believe that we were +not visitors to some famous landscape, leisurely enjoying a long-planned +trip. + +We were given no time to dream, however, for hasty footsteps in the +corridor and the appearance of a white-robed sister carrying a gun, told +us that our task was not yet finished. + +On a bench in the cloister, his head buried in one arm, the other tied +up in an impromptu sling, we found a blue-coated soldier. He was the +image of despair, and though we gently questioned him, he only shook his +head from side to side without answering. Finally I sat down on the +bench beside him and gently stroking his well arm, pleaded that he would +tell us his trouble so that we might help him. He drew his head up with +a jerk, and turning on me with an almost furious look in his big black +eyes, he snapped, "Are you married?" + +"Yes." + +"Then you know what it is. My God, my wife and babies, shut up in +Valenciennes. It isn't this that's killing me," he continued, slapping +his bandaged arm. "It's only a flesh wound in the shoulder. But it's +the other--the other thoughts. I've seen them at their work, the pack +of cursed cowards! but if they ever touch my wife! Perhaps they have, +the dirty blackguards, and I'm not there to defend her. Curse them all!" + +And he beat his fist on his knees in rage. Then anger, and agony having +reached paroxysm, his lips trembled, his mouth twitched, and brusquely +throwing his arm around my neck, he buried his head on my shoulder and +burst into tears. + +The first instant of surprise over, it would have been stupid to be +offended. The circumstances were such that it was impossible not to be +moved. + +I had never seen a man weep before; I never want to again. For a full +quarter-hour he sobbed like a child--this great sturdy fellow of +thirty-five, and through the mist in my eyes I could see that my +companion had turned her back on us and was fumbling for her +handkerchief in her pocket. + +Then little by little the choking sound disappeared, his shoulders +ceased to heave and shake, and a moment later our soldier lifted his +head and blubbered an apology. + +"Forgive me--you've done me so much good. I know I'm a fool, but it had +to come--I just couldn't stand it another minute--" and other similar +phrases, which we nipped in the bud by asking if he would like a cup of +hot soup, or come into the dispensary when we could bandage his wound. + +"Anywhere where it's light. I want you to see her picture--she'd think +you're great." + +And so before he would let us touch his wound, we had to feel in his +breast pocket and draw forth a wallet from which he produced the +cherished photographs. + +At length we completed his bandaging and I left Madame Guix to add the +finishing touches and went to the kitchen where Soeur Laurent was +standing over a huge range, ladling soup from two immense copper +boilers. There were men, women and children holding out cups and mugs, +a half-dozen dusty cavalrymen were skinning two rabbits in one corner, +and as many other soldiers were peeling vegetables which they threw into +another pot full of boiling water. + +This was no time to ask permission. The poor sister was already half +distracted by the demands of the famished refugees and combatants, so +taking a ladle from the wall, I dipped into the pot and strained some +bouillon into a few cups that I found in a cupboard. I intended giving +this to our patients should they wake and call for drink, and I was just +lifting my tray to go when a loud thumping on the front door made me set +it down in haste. + +I looked at Soeur Laurent, who was preparing to answer the summons, much +to the dismay of the soldiers. + +"I'll go," I called, and hurried out into the vestibule and down the +wide white marble steps. As I threw back the huge oak door someone +brushed past me, calling "Two men and a stretcher," and there in the +brilliant moonlight I beheld the most ghastly spectacle I had as yet +witnessed. + +Thrown forward in his saddle, his arms clasped about the horse's neck, +was the form of a dragoon. The animal that bore him had once been +white, but was now so splashed with blood that it was impossible to tell +what color was his originally. Both man and beast were wounded, badly +wounded, and how they had come here was a miracle. + +The alarm had reached the kitchen and hurrying forward, the troopers +soon lifted their comrade from his mount and carried him in. A lance +had pierced his thigh and the horse's flank, which meant that it had +been a hand-to-hand fight, and the blood still flowing freely, proved +that the combat was not an hour old! + +Madame Guix and I were doing our best when the white face's of my notary +and his wife appeared at the door of the dispensary. + +"Madame Huard, we've come to tell you you must go!" + +"Go?" + +"Yes, it is two o'clock and the general who was quartered on us slept +four hours and has gone. When leaving he warned us that the battle +would be on here by morning. We who have a motor are safe, but you who +have but horses must flee at once!" + +"But I can't leave the wounded!" + +"But you must. The worst that can happen to them is to be made +prisoners--more than likely they will be carried away by one of our +emergency ambulances. But think of all the young people who look to you +for protection! You cannot desert them; you must go!" + +I looked at Madame Guix. + +"Go, Madame Huard, you must. You owe it to the others. None of you +need me and I can be of service here, so if the sisters will keep me +I'll stay." + +Reluctantly I shook hands with my nurse, and hastened down the steps. +Maitre Baudoin and his wife took leave of me at the comer, and I elbowed +my way between the horses of a cavalry regiment, whose riders were sound +asleep on the hard cobble pavement beside them. + +On the further side of the square noisy rolling sounds told me that the +artillery was crossing the city, and mounting a doorstep, I beheld +battery after battery of the famous Seventy-fives clattering out of +sight over the road we had come by in the morning. When I got down, I +found my way blocked by the 18th Chasseurs a cheval, who, four abreast +and lance in hand, were setting out for battle. They were anything but +a beaten army--most of them were softly humming some popular song, while +others were calmly filling their pipes and still others catching forty +winks in their saddles. One or two I noticed wore no caps, and their +heads were bound in blood-stained bandages. + +There seemed to be no end to them and I was beginning to get anxious +about our departure. Plunging my hand into my coat pocket I touched a +piece of stale bread and a bit of chocolate, forgotten since the day +before, and hunger having seized me, I began gnawing my crust. + +"Say, sister, give us a bite," called one young chap from his horse as +he passed. + +"Are you really hungry?" + +"You bet!" + +Without hesitating I offered my crust. + +"Hurray for the girl with the red scarf!" called another. "Come on with +us. We'll make room for you." "We need a mascot," and other similar +jolly phrases passed from mouth to mouth as gaily the flower of young +France went forth to death. + +When finally they had disappeared I rushed across the street to find +George and Emile (H.'s messenger) engaged in a conversation with the +driver of an army supply wagon drawn up within an inch of the bakery +steps. Beside him on the seat sat a huge dragoon, his bead done up in a +blood-stained towel. + +"We're lost," he was explaining. "Been cut off from our regiment for +three days." + +"Poor regiment!" I murmured, and calling the boys, I told Emile to wake +the others and come down quickly to help hitch the horses. He was only +gone a second, and I could hear him calling. + +"_Allons, allons, Madame part de suite._" + +Then he reappeared carrying a lantern. + +"Where the devil did you get the light?" growled George. + +"In their room." + +"Then how in the name of heaven do you expect those people to dress and +roll up their belongings in the dark?" I scolded. "Here, George, go +back with the lantern." + +George obeyed orders, and Emile, rather sheepishly, skulked away in the +direction of the stable yard. I heard a sliding door pushed open, +followed by a long low whistle, and a second later Emile reappeared, his +eyes popping out of his head with astonishment. + +"There's a horse missing--been stolen!" + +"No! Impossible!" + +"The stable's empty!" + +I hurried to the spot, and found that he told the truth. + +"George!" I called, as my boy came around the corner of the house. +"George, Cesar's been stolen!" + +"Who says so, Madame?" + +"Emile--the stable's empty." + +Calmly and easily George walked over towards Emile, and taking him by +the collar, shook him violently. "Look here, you! What do you mean by +frightening Madame like that? Are you her servant? No! Well, then, +mind your own business!" + +And opening a second door alongside the other, we found Cesar and +Sausage munching their oats. + +It was no easy job harnessing in the dark and backing the heavy carts +out of the narrow yard into the still narrower street. But in ten +minutes our caravan was again en route. + +We crossed the public square, now almost empty of men, horses and +motors, and took the only road leading south. + +The first gray streaks of daylight lighted the east as we turned the +corner, and we were obliged to pull suddenly to the extreme right, for a +heavy Parisian motorbus swung round the bend and rushed on past us. + +Straining my eyes, I perceived that there was not one but hundreds of +them, following each other at top speed down the hill. There were armed +men standing inside them, armed men on the platforms and steps, armed +men even on the roofs and it was indeed a strange sight to see +_Madeleine-Bastille_ and the _Galeries Lafayette_ out here in the open +country, jammed full of grim infantrymen preparing for the fray. + +Suddenly a tremendous explosion rent the air and shook the ground so +that the horses stopped and trembled. + +"There goes the bridge at Nogent!" cried George. "No--the power house +at La Tretoire!" + +"_En avant!_" I called, knowing that the signal for battle had now been +given. + + + + +VI + +We had gone about two miles when the sight of my greyhounds tied behind +the farm cart made me think of my little Boston bull. + +"Where's Betsy?" I asked of those perched on the hay. + +Julie, Nini and Yvonne grew white. + +It took little time to discover that no one had seen her that morning. +It was evident she had been forgotten--left to die tied to the brass +rail inside an abandoned bakery, for it was there I had fastened her on +arriving the night before. Pedaling ahead till I reached Leon who led +the procession-- + +"Keep straight on this road. If it should fork, take the direction of +the La Ferte Gauche. I'll be back in no time." Then turning about, I +started a parallel race with an autobus, much to the delight of the +occupants. + +Useless to say that my adversary gained on the up-grade, turned the +corner, was gone, and was followed by another long before I reached the +public square, breathless and full of anxiety. + +Rebais was empty--not even a tardy refugee straggled by the wayside, and +before I reached the bakery I could hear the plaintive howls of my +little brute. + +What a joyful welcome I received. What hilarious waggings of that +little screw tail! But, there was no time to be lost, for the problem +now was how Betsy was to catch up with the procession. She was too +heavy for me to carry under my arm, and too old and puffy to be expected +to follow a bicycle--but it was one or the other, and tying her leash to +the handle bar, off we started, after an encouraging pat on the head and +the promise of a lump of sugar if she would only "be a good girl." + +On we sped, past the huge lumbering motorbuses, which terrified the poor +animal who tugged vehemently at her string, at times almost choking +herself. + +In half an hour we had caught up with the caravan, and as I lifted poor +exhausted Betsy on to the hay, Nini roused from her dozing and pointing +to the east, said, "Oh, look! what a big fire!" + +"You silly child, it's the sun rising; go back to sleep," I said, +terrified by what I had seen, but unwilling to alarm the others +uselessly. + +At the skyline of an immense plain that stretched on our left, huge +columns of flame burst heavenward, covered a moment later by dense black +smoke. Fortunately, however, the sun peeped over the horizon almost +instantly, thereby diminishing the intensity of the conflagration. But +Nini was not to be thus hoodwinked. + +"See," she continued, "what funny little fluffy clouds those are!" + +"Nini, if you don't go to sleep at once you'll have to get down and +walk, and let one of the boys take your place. They'll be only too glad +to, I know." + +Nini obeyed instantly. She had come away with but one pair of shoes (in +spite of my admonition to take all the footwear she possessed) and that +pair of shoes pinched. + +Funny little fluffy clouds indeed! The shaking of the earth beneath my +feet and a second of reflection told me, they were not clouds, before +they would be directed westward was but shells--and how long it would be +a question that chilled the blood in my veins. + +The town we were heading for--La Ferte Gauche--lay southeast. Though I +had no glass, it was evident that it was now under the enemies' fire, +and we might just as well run our necks into a noose as keep on in that +direction. It was southwest--or nothing. + +Without offering any explanation I rode ahead and told Leon to follow +me. Then turning abruptly to the right, I took the first side path that +was wide enough for our cart wheels, and in and out, up and down, we +followed it for over an hour, until coasting down a steep incline, I +found myself in the midst of a delightful little village, nestled +between two hills on the border of a river. + +The shops were just opening and people were going about their work as if +nothing unusual were happening. They gazed in astonishment at this +hatless bicyclist, who wore a Red Cross armlet, and when I went into the +baker shop, I was filled with joy at the sight of all the crisp loaves +lined up in their racks ready for delivery. + +Refugees? + +They hadn't seen any. Someone had heard an unaccustomed movement of +wagons during the night, that was all. + +A signpost, as I turned into the square, told me that I was at +Jouy-sur-Morin, and a few moments later, I came upon a group of +gentlemen in frock coats standing talking on an embankment below the +church. If it had been in the afternoon instead of five A. M., I should +have thought this assembly perfectly in harmony with the landscape. In +fact they looked so much like H.'s caricatures of his provincial +compatriots that I couldn't help smiling as I passed. This mutational +gathering of the municipal council was the only outward sign of anxiety +to be found in this picturesque township. + +The arrival of our caravan produced quite a sensation among the early +risers at Jouy, thought the enthusiasm for telling their story had +somewhat subsided among my servants. They were footsore, sleepy, and +hungry. + +The gentlemen in frock coats were too busy in their own affairs to give +us much attention, and I was about to leave when one of them called me +over and asked a few questions. Anxious to be off, I answered briefly. +The man probably took me for a poor demented female; how could he think +otherwise down here in his little valley, where not a sound of gun and +shell had penetrated as yet? + +History will tell you how, a few hours later, Jouy-sur-Morin was the +scene of one of the bloodiest battles of the Marne. + +At the dairy, my appearance aroused much curiosity, and when I brought +out the money to pay for my milk, the woman held up her hand. "No, +never; I couldn't take pay from such forlorn creatures as you!" + +This unexpected pity brought the blood to my cheeks. I was hot with +indignation. Until now we had wanted for nothing, and with gold in my +pocket charity was an insult. I straightened my tie, looked at my dusty +boots, and realized for the first time that my face was drawn with +fatigue and anxiety--that my hair, though tidy, was sadly out of curl. +Leaving my change on the table, I turned on my heel and departed. +Explanations were tiresome and useless. + +We crossed a railroad track and then the river--the Grand Morin--and in +a grass-grown granite quarry halted for breakfast, sheltering ourselves +from the blistering sun in the shade of the immense rocks. + +The boys took the horses down to the river to drink and bathe, and a few +seconds later came back for towels and soap. + +What a happy idea! A quarter of a mile higher up the bank I found a +well secluded spot, and plunged into the refreshing current. It was the +first time I had had my boots off since leaving Villiers. Thanks to a +small pocket glass and a fresh white blouse, I made myself quite +presentable and as I approached our camp, the appetizing odor of fresh +fried country sausage tickled my nostrils and made me glad to be alive. + +Hot coffee accompanied by buttered toast had been prepared by the girls +during my absence, and we needed no coaxing to persuade us to do the +meal justice. Already accustomed to this gypsy life, George's dry humor +began to show itself, and now and again the silence would be broken by +peals of laughter, caused by some quaint joke. + +We lingered lovingly over the repast, and I was trying to decide whether +or not we would push on at once or wait and rest until afternoon when +suddenly my question was answered for me. + +While we had been clearing up and loading the carts a long train of +freight cars had noiselessly glided down the rails opposite our quarry, +and had halted without pulling into the station. There was nothing +abnormal in this, and from where we sat a trifle below the level of the +track, we could see but little of what was going on on the opposite +platform. Standing upright in my charette, carefully folding a blanket +so as to take up the least possible space, my eye was attracted by +several red specks scurrying up a steep incline. A moment afterwards my +gaze drifted downward and I realized that from the innocent looking +freight cars hundreds of armed soldiers were disembarking and spreading +themselves out, _en tirailleurs_, preparing an attack in ambush. I had +seen this same pretty feat successfully accomplished at the _grand +manauvres_, the year before, but it was another thing entirely when one +grasped that these men were in dead earnest. + +Just then a buggy, containing a disheveled woman and collarless man, +galloped over the crossing and sped westward. The occupants, whom I +hailed, did not deign a reply, but beckoning with their arms, enjoined +me to follow them. + +"It's time to break camp," I said, "if we intend to reach the next town +before it gets too hot." + +So off we started, preceded by a heavy delivery wagon, a _Familistere_ +from the north, which crossed the rails just as we were pulling onto the +road. It was a big covered affair, filled to overflowing with bedding +and household utensils--and even the top was loaded with huge boxes and +baskets of provisions. Behind it walked, or rather trotted, three stout +women and a man, the former half-crazed with heat and anxiety, mopping +their brows and their tears as the _cortege_ advanced. + +An hour and a half of steady climbing quite exhausted them, and when we +reached the level, the three graces collapsed by the roadside, still +weeping copiously. I observed this as I approached, and presently saw +their companion mounted on the high hind wheel of their wagon, gazing +intently towards the east through a pair of field glasses. + +"What can you see?" I asked as the _charette_ passed by them. + +"Come and have a look. It's worth while. My wife and family are too +frightened." + +I halted, and climbing up by the spokes reached the top, and steadying +myself with my left hand, took the proffered glass with my right. + +From one extremity to the other of the wide plains, from which we were +separated by the valley of the Grand Morin, those same long columns of +dense black smoke rose lazily in the brilliant sunlight. Into some +determined spot the enemy was pouring a perfect rain of shot and shell, +and the dust rising after each explosion formed a curtain that blotted +out the rest of the landscape. Below, the _Senegalais_ had disappeared +in ambush, but now and again the distant clattering of the +_mitrailleuse_ told us they were at their deadly work. And to think, +all this was happening on ground we had traveled over only a few hours +since! And I had been fool enough to go back to Rebais--alone to +recover my dog! + +I shuddered as I got down. What was the use of trying to hurry? We +couldn't go any faster than the horses, and if we overworked them now we +would have to rest longer later on. So, urging our poor old nags, we +trudged along the sun-baked roads between the high grown wheat fields of +the Brie country. + +Still another couple of hours and we had reached Choisy-en-Brie, found a +stable for our animals, and we ourselves stretched out on our blankets +beneath the friendly shadow of the big stone church. + +I had finished luncheon and was just dozing off when a motor horn roused +me from my lethargy. A second later I recognized Maitre Baudoin and his +wife, the latter holding their four-year-old daughter on her knees, her +grandmother sitting alone in the back seat which was piled high with +important documents, and their maid strapped to the steps of the car. + +We set up a shout which stopped them. "We stayed until a shell burst on +the house next door, then we thought it was time to go,"' explained +Maitre Baudoin. + +"What time did you leave Rebais?" + +"Forty minutes ago. You'd better be moving, too." + +"Sorry, but I can't. The horses must rest." + +"Well, don't wait too long. Adieu." + +"Adieu," and they were off. + +I returned to my blanket and again was just closing my eyes when the +unexpected sound of Gregorian chant made me sit up. Nearer and nearer +it drew, louder and louder rose the priests' voices, and then a +much-befringed and flower-laden hearse, preceded by the clergy and +followed by the mourners (the men in evening dress and the women in +their Sunday clothes), rounded the corner, passed in front of us, and +halted before the main door of the church. + +I couldn't help smiling. The incongruity of this pompous _enterrement +de premiere classe, en musique_, when the city was imminently menaced by +a German bombardment, bordered on the pathetic and the ridiculous. +However, the family of the defunct did not think so, and their deceased +parent was chanted to eternity with all the rites and ceremonies that +his will had provided for. + +Personally I was delighted at the idea of going to sleep to the sound of +the organ, which pierced the thick granite walls and almost drowned the +rumble of the cannon, to which we had now become so accustomed that we +had ceased to be alarmed. + +"_Des soldats!_" cried someone. + +In a second I was on my feet. + +"Where?" + +"Two-on bicycles, going into the hotel opposite." + +I reached there as soon as they did. Their story was brief. + +"We're the forerunners of a cavalry depot, being transferred to Rozoy +from Montmirail. It's getting too hot down there! How far is it to +Rozoy?" + +I pulled out my map. + +"Seventeen kilometres." + +"Oh, Lord!" + +And the poor fellows wiped the great beads of perspiration from their +dusty necks and faces. + +"Bring up a bottle of wine. I'll stand for the drinks," called a man +from a corner of the cafe. + +"What regiment do you belong to?" + +"_L'Escadron du train._" + +My heart leapt with expectancy. + +"Do you know a man named H.?" + +"No." + +My disappointment was even greater than my joy. + +"How many horses are you taking to Rozoy?" + +"Two hundred and some." + +"At what time will they pass here?" + +"They're due in half an hour, if they don't get cornered by the Boches +on the way. We had a close call ourselves." And swallowing their +glasses of white wine and water, they were on their bicycles and gone, +before we could get any further details. + +I had now had enough experience to know that it was high time to take to +the road if we didn't wish to be captured. Yet it seemed unfair to go +and leave some two-score innocent people praying for the soul of their +dear departed to a long drawn-out musical accompaniment. So while the +boys were harnessing I entered the sanctuary and approaching the chancel +by a side aisle, beckoned an altar boy and whispered in his ear words to +the effect that the curate would better hurry his mass and thereby give +his flock time to escape the invaders. + +I said this calmly, and hoped he would follow my example in delivering +my message, but imagine if you can the effect produced by this +frightened individual, who, lifting his hands in the air, cried out in +terror, "_Vite, vite, Monsieur le Cure'! Voila' les Prussiens!_" + +I didn't wait to see what happened, but went out and joined my group, +which was making ready to start. How far advanced was mass when I +entered the church I did not observe, but what I do know is that it +finished abruptly after my warning, and the poor hearse horse never +before galloped towards the cemetery of Choisy at such a pace nor in +such an undignified manner. As to the mourners, they fairly flew beside +it, greatly diminished in number, the others scattering like chaff +before the wind. + +The half-hour's interval allowed by the cyclists for the horses to +arrive was far overlapped by the time we once again took the road, but +the sound of the cannonade had gradually grown closer. + +Wearied by this constant changing of camp, I made up my mind to go far +enough in this next move to be able to really rest for a day or so. +Consulting my map, I discovered Jouyle-Chatel to be at what I judged a +safe distance--nearly thirty kilometres and considerably south of Paris. +The afternoon was still young, so we would have time to make the town +before dark. At any rate, I told George to accompany me and explained +that he and I would ride ahead full speed, and arrange for beds and a +dinner by the time the others should arrive. They were instructed not +to let the dark halt them, but to come on. Secretly I hoped that this +would be our last stretch and that we would be able to remain at Jouy +until it was wise to start homeward. + +It was an uneventful trip from Choisy to Jouy. The roads were +excellent, though very undulating and the only incident that marked our +journey was an intoxicated individual who jumped across our path and, +putting his hand on my handle bar, demanded tearfully what I had done +with his wife and children. + +I declared myself innocent in the matter, which angered him +considerably. + +"Now I know you're a spy! Get down--" George did not give him time to +finish the phrase, but with a well-measured blow, sent him sprawling in +the brambled ditch and we beat a hasty retreat without looking back. + +It was night by the time we reached Jouy, and at the entrance of the +city I enquired for the best hotel. + +"_Le Grand Turc_--but the proprietress is closing up, making ready to +leave." + +"What! Here? You don't mean to say the scare has reached this place, +too?" + +"Well, we've had so many refugees these days that the women got +frightened and want to go." + +George and I parted company, he to see what he could find since the best +hotel was denied us, and I, undaunted, started off to try to persuade +the proprietress to let us in. + +After much rattling at the door handles and pounding on the shutters, an +acrid female voice enjoined me to be gone. + +"I'm closing up and leaving." + +"Leaving? What for?" + +"To escape the Germans!" + +"How foolish! They'll never reach here. I've just come from the Marne +and expected to find board and lodgings for my staff until the war is +over." + +That encouraged her and cracking the door, she put her head out. + +"I belong to the Red Cross. Here's my badge and my _carte didentite_. +Don't you think you could find room for me?" + +"Well, we're packing up, but we'll have to wait for our horses, which +are at a farm seven miles from here. The farmer said he'd come if there +was any danger." + +"Well, you see there isn't or he'd be here by now." + +My hostess seemed convinced and opening the door a little wider, let me +pass. + +"How many of you are there?" + +"Fourteen." + +"Good heavens! Fourteen rooms? Never!" + +"I don't ask that, my good woman. If you can find a bed for me and +happen to have a bay loft or covered shed, the others will be glad +enough to sleep there. As to the meals, we have our own provisions and +will cook outside. It's a little late to-night, however, so if you +could manage to give them a cup of hot soup and an omelet when they +arrive, I'd make it worth your while." + +She consented to the compromise, and sent one of her daughters to +prepare my room. I then dispatched George, whose bicycle bell I heard +ringing in the street, to the city gate to await and conduct the +remainder of our party. In the hour that elapsed before their arrival I +gained in the hostess's good graces by lancing a festered finger and +bandaging her small daughter's skinned knee. + +When the others arrived, George, who had not been idle during his wait, +told me that Jouy was almost empty of inhabitants, and that most of the +people from Mery-sur-Marne, a village near Villiers, were lodging for +the night on bales of hay in the school house and town hall. + +Our meal over, none of us needed persuading to retire and the idea of a +bed lured me early to my room. + +Naturally a light sleeper, I was constantly awakened by the coming and +going and the conversation of our proprietress, who kept on packing +right through the night. Another time I was roused by a bell ringing up +and down the street, which passed beneath my window, and a deep +masculine voice that enjoined all the people from Mery to hurry to the +town hall. The wagons were leaving in a quarter of an hour. + +"Poor fools," thought I, and rolled over in my bed. + +As it grew light, I could gee the interminable stream of refugees +passing up the road, and when I had dressed and hastened to the +courtyard I found the others had already kindled a fire and tea was +awaiting me. + +"At what time should we start, Madame?" + +"Start where?" + +"I haven't the slightest intention of going any farther. Haven't you +all had enough of this kind of traveling?" + +The reply was affirmative and unanimous! + +"The noise of the cannon is hardly audible this morning, which is a very +encouraging sign, I'm sure, so we'll try to make ourselves comfortable +until it's safe to go home." + +And leaving Julie in charge, I set off by myself, glad of a moment's +solitude. + +In my wanderings I found the church door open, and entering, rejoiced in +the peace that reigned within. It calmed my anxiety and as I withdrew +my thoughts were clearer, and the burden of my responsibility seemed +lightened. + +On my way to the hotel I was accosted by a woman who, with a baby in her +arms, was leading a cow behind her. + +"Don't you want some milk?" + +"I hardly think so." + +"Please take it. You see, I've only saved my baby and my cow, and I +have to milk the latter twice a day. I can't carry all she gives, so I +keep what's necessary and throw the rest away. It seems like such a +waste." + +I agreed with her, and directed her towards the hotel court. She would +take no remuneration and thanking me, hastened on her way. + +As I watched her go someone touched me on the arm and asked me if I +would go to the town hall; there were two refugees who needed +assistance. There I found a very old couple, brother and sister, the +eldest aged ninety-two, the other two years younger. They were from +Mery, had lodged in a private house in Jouy, and were so decrepit that +they had not arisen in time to catch the wagons which bore away their +fellow townsmen the night before. That had so upset the old man that he +had broken down and lay moaning on the straw, while the mild little +woman explained that the being left behind was not what troubled her, +but it was her purse and belongings that had been carried off in the +carts. + +I comforted them as best I could, promising to send them hot milk and +biscuits, and wondering what else I could do for them. Any way they +should not starve, as long as we remained in Jouy. + +Luncheon was well under way when I returned to the hotel. In a pot, +standing on an iron tripod in the middle of the paved court, a rabbit +was gently stewing. In another, a fricassee of chicken smelled +temptingly good. The women and girls were peeling potatoes and onions, +which were to cook in the sauce and a peal of laughter went up from the +merry group when a few moments later George and Emile appeared, covered +with flour and dough from head to foot, and each bearing a bottle of +white wine under his arm. + +"What on earth have you boys been up to?" + +"Behold in us the city bakers!" said George with a wave of the hand and +he and his companion struck an attitude which again drew forth much +hilarity from the onlookers. + +"It's no joke--there wasn't a baker left in the place, so we found an +old fellow who said he'd show us how, and the dough is now setting. By +three o'clock we'll have fresh bread, you see if we don't!" + +From the window the proprietress and her daughters watched our impromptu +kitchen with interest. We formed such an amusing group that, handing my +kodak to Leon, I told him to catch us as I bent over to taste the sauce. + +Snap went the shutter! + +At that same instant a shriek rose from the interior of the hotel. +Looking up I saw that the proprietress and her two daughters had +disappeared. + +"_Au secours! Au secours!_" + +The boys and I made a rush for the house. As we entered the _grande +sale_, we saw a man bearing a human form in his arms staggering through +the door. Through the blood and dust that smeared the unfortunate boy's +clothing, I recognized the uniform of a chasseur. Not even an emergency +bandage stopped the stream that was flowing from his cheek. + +"Quick--a mattress!" I shouted. + +The proprietress stood as though nailed to the doorway leading to the +kitchen. + +"Is he wounded?" + +"No matter--a mattress!" + +"But he might soil it--" + +"Then I'll pay for it--but for the love of heaven, be quick!" + +Just then the boy's head lurched forward and the blood poured from his +mouth. Leon jumped to help the old man who was holding him, and I had +just time to catch the proprietress as she swooned on the floor. + +"Put the boy on the billiard table and stuff this blanket under his +head," I said, grabbing the article mentioned from the top of a bundle +near by. "Come in here!" I called to the two daughters who were +blubbering in the next room, terrified at what they had seen. "Come in +here--lay her flat, loosen her clothes, and dash some cold water over +her. She's not dead and I've no time to bother with her." + +While others laid the wounded man out on the table, I rushed for my +emergency case which I had fortunately thought to bring along. + +With a sharp pair of scissors, I cut away the bloody garments and with a +little warm water washed my patient so I could see what was the matter. +He was but half conscious, and his eyes rolled wildly and his hand +grasped mine and wrung it in agony. + +I discovered a tiny cheek wound and was congratulating myself that +perhaps the bullet had lodged in the flesh, when on turning his head +gently to one side, I was almost nauseated by the terrible wound that +greeted my eyes. + +Either a Mauser pistol or an explosive bullet fired at but short +distance had entered the cheek and gouged its way through the lad's +head, carrying away part of the ear and well--let us not go any further. + +"Is there a doctor in the place still?" I called to the cook who stood +looking in at the door. "Run and see if you can get him--for I'm +incompetent here. Quick! It's life or death!" + +And while she was gone I stuffed cotton and iodine into the tremendous +cavity, hoping to stop the hemorrhage. As I bandaged, I questioned the +man who had brought him. + +"Where did you pick him up?" + +"Amillis--a mile and a half from here. The Uhlans fired into me, too, +when they saw me help him. Look at the sole of my shoe! They're +following close on behind." + +I stepped to the window. "George and Leon! Quick! Drop everything. +Hitch and get out of here like lightning! I'll follow in this man's +cart. Hitch and I'll tell you where to go." + +Fricasseed chicken and rabbit stew were forgotten and I could hear my +people running wildly about the court, obeying orders. + +The doctor appeared. I explained. "Shall I unbandage?" + +"Useless." + +"Then don't say so out loud, as he's not yet unconscious." + +The poor fellow gripped my hand as proof. The physician blushed +scarlet. + +"I'll give him an injection of ether and then you take him in your cart +to the nearest hospital--it's Provins--twenty miles from here." + +He jabbed in the needle, and then handing it with a phial to me: +"Here--take this. I'm clearing out. Got a wife and baby to save. Keep +his heart going--there's a ghost of a chance. Adieu!" + +I stood petrified. + +"Take him away, I'm closing up! Take him away--" screamed the hostess, +who had recovered from her swoon. + +I looked at the old man who had brought the boy. + +"Where are you going with your cart?" + +"To Coulommiers--to save my sister-in-law and her children." + +"Good God, man! Can't you see that if this boy was wounded at Amillis +your road to Coulommiers is cut off!" + +"It may not be." + +"There's no time to argue. My wagons are full to overflowing. Are you +going to let this boy stay and be finished by the Germans, or are you +going to let me put him in your cart and drive to a hospital?" + +"But Provins must be occupied by this time. It's east of here." + +"I never had any intention of going there. I'm heading for Melun." + +"Melun?" + +"Yes." + +"Good heavens! That's seventy kilometers! My poor sister-in-law! My +horse!" wailed the old fellow. + +"Now then--one, two, three--" said I, gently patting my Browning which I +had drawn from my outside pocket. "Will you do it gracefully? That's +right. Now stop your crying. I'll release you as soon as I can find +someone else to take me on. The important thing is to get out of here +and quick! It may be too late now." + +The boys had fetched a mattress, had found pillows and a sheet, +somewhere, and gently we laid the dying man on the old farm cart. + +"You boys take your bikes and go ahead. Tell the refugees you meet to +pull to the right and not encumber the whole road. We're rushing a +wounded man to the hospital. When I think you've got the way clear I'll +drive on full speed. Tell our carts to head for Melun and keep on going +till they get there. I can't bother with them. We'll meet at the first +bridge over the Seine." + +They departed, and climbing in beside my patient, who writhed in agony, +now lurching from one side, now rolling to the other, I tried to make +him as comfortable as possible. All the other carts had departed ere we +got away, and my tearful driver kept on grumbling and lamenting. + +Two hundred yards from the hotel, where the road makes a sharp turn, we +halted abruptly, for we had come upon a group composed of my boy George +and three French chasseurs. Two were on horseback, their naked swords +glittering in the sunlight; the third on a bicycle--and all three, as +well as George, were shrieking excitedly at a phlegmatic Tommy Atkins +who, seated on a milestone, was calmly smoking his pipe. Behind him, +his horse was peacefully nibbling grass. At the sight of my armlet and +the agitated white sheet in the wagon, the chasseurs approached in +haste. + +"What have you got there? Our comrade, Ballandreau?" + +"Yes." (I had seen the boy's name in his military book.) + +"Is he dead?" + +"No." + +"Badly wounded?" + +"Yes." + +"_Parlez-vous anglais?_" they fairly bawled, all three at once. + +"Yes." + +"Then, for God's sake, tell that blockhead sitting on the stone and +whose horse has gone lame, to seize the bicycle of that peasant standing +there, and follow us." + +I translated politely. + +"Why?" queried the Englishman, drawing on his pipe. + +"Why?" I demanded of the chasseurs. + +"Why? Do you see that?" said one on a bicycle, wheeling around and +pointing down the road behind us. "Do you see that? That's the Uhlans. +The ones that got Ballandreau a half-hour ago, the ones that got my +horse and the ones that will get us all if we stop here much longer." + +"The Uhlans!" I cried to Tommy, showing him the advancing forms of a +half-dozen cavalrymen, whose black leather helmets shone in the sun a +mile up the road. + +"There are seven of them--on patrol--seven hundred following! Come, old +fellow, it's now or never!" + +"And I--where shall I go?" I said, jumping into the cart, George +following. + +"To the devil if you like, but quick!" + +The warning came none too soon. We had been seen, and sharp, whizzing +noises in the grass, and over our beads told us that our German pursuers +had no intention of letting us get away. + +"Down on your knees, man!" I yelled, pulling the old fellow with me as +we ducked to the level of the dashboard. And unfastening a breastpin, I +jabbed it mercilessly into the flanks of our nag, who bounded forward, +nearly, throwing us out. + +Whizz! Whizz! Whizz! + +It was as if a cloud of locusts were bumming about us. + +Then when I lifted my eyes, on top of the steep incline we were +ascending, I could see several uniformed horsemen and back of them a +huge column of smoke. + +"Heavens!" I gasped, "we're caught this time--but it's too late now to +turn about. We're prisoners for sure!" + +Two cavalrymen then appeared and calmly started down the road in our +direction. A second later I recognized the British uniform and breathed +again. + +"Go back!" I yelled. "Go back! The Germans are on our heels!" + +Astonished at bearing their native tongue, the men approached. + +"Thank heaven, here's someone to direct us," they said as they came +alongside and saluted. + +I replied with a nod. + +"We're lost," they said, "cut off from our brigade." + +"That's nothing. How many of you are there? Enough to fight? The +Germans are coming on hard and fast." + +"We're only two and our horses are done for. We were driven out of +Coulommiers this morning." + +My driver threw up his hands and sobbed. + +"Our friend John's horse went lame and we left him at the bottom of the +hill while we came up to reconnoiter. We can't leave him down there all +alone." + +"He's gone--gone--I swear it. Followed the French chasseurs on my +bicycle, leading his mount!" + +"Thank God!" + +"Now then, how far the Germans will come is a question. They'll +probably go in and occupy the town, and there's just one thing for us to +do--bolt." + +Whizz! Whizz! Whizz--the lead fairly splashed around us! + +Leon and Emile rode back to say that the road ahead was clear. + +"Les Boches," I said, pointing down the hill. + +"Come on, you cowards!" yelled my boys defiantly, George brandishing the +rifle of my wounded man. + +"Oh, Madame, ask the Englishmen for their revolvers. They've got their +rifles--that's five of us armed, and Monsieur's revolver makes six! +It's almost man to man. Ah, please, Madame!" they implored. + +In the excitement of the moment I nearly lost my head and consented. I +was worked to such a point that any solution would have seemed a relief. +The Britishers saw me put my hand in my pocket. + +"No! No!" they pleaded. "You can't--if we're caught you won't be +killed--but murdered, tortured! We're the only ones who have a right to +fire!" + +"But they've been peppering my cart regardless of my sex!" + +"That's perhaps their way of waging war, but not ours. Now then, off +you go--quickly." + +We disappeared behind a clump of trees and tore down the clear road as +fast as our horses would carry us. George sneaked back on his wheel to +see if our aggressors were following, and came back radiant to announce +that after coming halfway up the bill, they had turned about and were +cantering to take possession of Jouy--as I had predicted. + +"Where's our nearest barracks?" enquired one of the Scotsmen. (I now +saw that I had to do with the Scots a little.) We slowed down a little. + + +"Where is our nearest barracks?" enquired one of the Scotsmen. + +"How on earth do you expect me to know? Up until I met you I hardly +realized there were any British troops on the continent!" + +"Where are you bound for?" + +"Melun. There's a big French garrison there in time of peace. You'll +always be sure of getting orders there--unless we meet someone on the +road." + +They thought that was the best idea, and fell back, cantering behind my +caravan with which I had now caught up. + +On we trotted-up hill and down dale for several hours, my poor wounded +boy still writhing on his bed of agony. + +Towards four o'clock we had reached a long smooth stretch where we could +see right and left for several miles over the plains. Presently, on a +crossroad that ran perpendicular to ours, I spied a motor wagon. It was +soon followed by another and then another, and pressing forward we +reached the crossing in time to see Harrods' Stores, Whitley's, Swan & +Edgar, and an interminable number of English Army supply motors coming +straight towards us. + +Knowing that it would be impossible to pass before the whole long line +had gone by, I crossed over and now saw that the Scots Grays would soon +find friends. I called Leon and pulling out a card, told him to pedal +back and dig out a bottle of champagne I had hidden in our hay cart, and +to present it to our soldier friends as a bracer and a souvenir. And +then we pushed ahead. + +Two minutes later, to my utter surprise, a heavy motor horn tooted on +the road behind me and looking back, I saw a private car emerge from +behind one of the English motors, and whirl down in our direction. It +was a four-seater affair with but two occupants, a chauffeur and a woman +wearing a streaming white veil. + +"Quick!" I shrieked, grabbing the reins and pulling our cart full into +the middle of the road. "They've got to take me and the boy to Melun!" + +Seeing his deliverance so near, my old friend obeyed at once. + +The motor, stupefied by our actions, slowed down. + +"Get out of the way!" yelled the chauffeur. "Are you crazy! Out or +I'll run you down!" + +"Never! Look here. I don't care where you're bound for, but you've got +to make room for me and a dying man in your machine. It's Melun--or +nothing!" + +"Wounded! Heaven, the Germans! We're caught! Go on, quick, quick, I +say!" shrieked the woman. + +The chauffeur made a movement as though to skid past us. + +"No, you don't," I said, once again producing my trusty Browning. + +The woman hid her face in her hands. + +"Now then, either you can make room for us or I'll blow off your tires +and you'll have to get down and walk like all the rest of us!" + +My gray-headed driver was jubilant. + +"That's right, Madame, you've hit it!" he encouraged. + +There just wasn't any choice. The chauffeur got down and began piling +the gasoline cans behind on the back seat to one side. Then, each of us +grabbing a corner of the mattress, we hoisted the sufferer onto the +machine, covering him with a sheet. Try as we would, though, we could +not get him to bend his knees, and in consequence all during the trip +the poor chauffeur received constant kicks from the agonized soul we +were rushing towards surgical aid. + +"Now then," I said, turning to my old driver. "Thank you for your cart, +and bon voyage to Coulommiers. George, tell my people to meet me in +Melun." + +And hatless, coatless, with but one golden louis in my pocket (I had +confided my bag to Julie when the wounded man had arrived at Jouy), I +started on our record-breaking trip to Melun. + + + + +VII + + +It was an exciting trip, that race for life and death--for every moment +I knew my wounded boy was growing weaker, and every convulsive kick +meant the disappearance of so much life blood. During the numerous +adventures which befell us between the time we left Jouy-le-Chatel and +our encountering the motor, my hypodermic needle had received such +violent treatment that it refused service. So when we turned into +Mormont at top speed, I was obliged to ask my driver to slow down and +inquire for a doctor. We were directed by a couple of gaping women on +the borders of the little city, who didn't quite understand our mission. +However, they must have been soon enlightened, for as we crossed the +public square the British Red Cross ambulances were pouring in and +lining up in battle array. Behind them came a steady stream of +ammunition wagons, both horse and motor trucks, and from Mormont to +Melun the line was unbroken. + +The doctor was absent, but his wife willingly filled his place and with +new hope dawning we backed out of the yard and sped southward. + +What was the landscape we passed through I really couldn't say. I had a +dreamy sensation of having run down a refugee's dog, and hearing its +owner wishing us in warmer climes--as well as the feeling that my +blood-stained apron and the agitated white sheet beside me created much +curiosity among the drivers and occupants of the A. S. C. motors that +took up all one side of the road. + +One by one the mile posts whizzed past and finally we came into Melun. + +"Where's the nearest hospital?" I enquired of a group of soldiers +loitering outside a barracks. + +"Give it up! All evacuated!" + +Our driver needed no more--and so we pushed on into the town, while I +pantomimed to those behind that I had a wounded man in my arms. + +In front of the city hall stood a noisy gathering, and in reply to our +questions, a middle-aged man jumped on to the step. + +"Go ahead--I'll guide you. All the seven hospitals in Melun were +transferred to Orleans this morning. The mixed hospital is all that is +left." + +After what seemed an interminable time we finally pulled up a long hill +and after much parleying I succeeded in turning over my patient to the +medical authorities. + +Through the half open door of the little stuffy office where I was +conducted I could see a white-aproned doctor and a nurse properly +bandaging my boy. When my _compagnons de route_ had departed, I walked +out into the ward and straight up to the bedside. + +"Is there any hope?" + +"Not one chance in a million! Would to heaven we had the right to spare +them such suffering! Morphine is no longer helpful in his case!" + +It was a shock to hear this. The lad, who a couple of hours before was +unknown to me, suddenly became very dear. I turned about to hide my +emotion, but was startled out of it by the double line of white beds on +which were writhing men and boys in the most awful agony, yet not a +sound broke from their lips. In the middle of the room a second doctor, +a slight man with a pointed beard, stood washing his hands and then +began drawing on a pair of long rubber gloves. He crossed over to a +basin and, after sterilizing his instruments, looked around for an aid. + +"Can I do anything for you, doctor?" + +Not in the least surprised by my audacity he asked, "Are you a nurse?" + +"No." + +"Have you ever seen an operation." + +"Yes." + +I lied. + +"Have you a good temperament?" + +"Yes." + +"Then come over here and hold this basin." I obeyed, and then Doctor +Jean Masbrennier began a series of operations which will remain graven +in my memory forever. + +As he worked he talked--and informed me that the Red Cross Society had +been hastily evacuated in the morning, doctors and all. Only those who +were unable to be moved had been left behind, and only two civilian +doctors were left to attend them. But one nurse remained to do all the +bandaging. That was why I had been rung into service. It took but +little time to find a mutual acquaintance in the person of Elizabeth +Gauthier, and the doctor had long been familiar with H.'s work. + +It would be useless to describe the horrors that I witnessed, or try to +do justice to the heroic way those first glorious wounded of this +lengthy war accepted their fate. I cannot, however, resist mentioning +the endurance of a big black Senegalais, who won the admiration of both +doctors and neighbors by refusing morphine or cocaine, and insisting on +having the seven bullets that were lodged in his neck and throat +withdrawn thus--never uttering a murmur! + +When it was over, and we finally laid him back on his pillow, the tears +were rolling down his cheeks and he squeezed my hand in his big black +paw and then gently drew it to his lips. + +How many wounded were there? I did not count. All I remember was that +I promised to come the next day and write letters to wives, mothers and +sweethearts of at least a dozen men and boys. + +It was late when the last basin was emptied and Dr. Masbrennier untied +his apron. + +As we were washing up, I asked if he would be good enough to guide me +out of the hospital and tell me where there was a respectable restaurant +to which a woman might go alone. + +"I have neither hat, coat, nor gloves. They're coming in the carts." + +"That's so; perhaps you haven't had anything since lunch and I've been +making you work on an empty stomach!" + +"Worse than that!" I laughed. + +"What?" + +"Nothing since breakfast at Jouy-le-Chatel." + +"Good God, woman!" And taking me by the arm, he hurried me down the +hall. + +As we passed out of the entrance door, a superior officer stopped Dr. +Masbrennier and though I advanced out of earshot the words, "evacuation" +and "to-night" were distinctly audible. A second later my companion +caught up with me. + +"So sorry I can't accompany you, but the whole hospital goes to Orleans +immediately. Must make room for the new-comers! I'll 'phone home. The +_gouvernante_ will make you comfortable." And he continued to give me +explicit directions how to reach his house. + +"You'd better come to Orleans where we can look after you." + +"Sorry, but I've gone far enough south." + +"_Alors au revoir et grand merci._" + +"_Au revoir._" + +And a second later I found myself outside in the chilly darkness. + +For the first time in my life I had the sensation of being utterly +alone. No one on earth knew where I was and if I had not had faith in +Dr. Masbrennier's promise of a warm dinner, I should gladly have +indulged in a little fit of despair. And so I wandered on down the +dingy, black streets of Melun, where not a lamp post nor shop window was +lighted, not a human being seemed astir. Where was my little troupe? +How and when would we all meet? + +Thus ruminating I came to a bridge. A sentry flashed a pocket lamp in +my face. + +"_On ne passe pas!_" + +I showed my armlet and he stepped aside. + +Halfway across I distinguished two human forms leaning over the railing, +and following their example I perceived a half-dozen _hommes du genie_ +hard at work mining the foundation of the center arch. So these bridges +were to be blown up, too! What was I to do? Stay on the other side and +wait for my caravan or cross over and risk my chances alone? A +reflector from below swung upward, illuminating the bridge. + +"George!" I gasped. + +One of the two figures straightened abruptly! In a second the boys had +recognized me. "What are you doing here? Where are the others?" + +I poured out a dozen eager questions, not giving them time to reply. +When almost breathless I stopped and they explained that the caravan had +been halted on the outskirts of Melun. No refugees were allowed in +after nightfall. Fortunately the boys bethought themselves of my wounded +man's clothes and arms, and thanks to these they were allowed to pass +and deliver them to the gendarmerie. Remembering that I had friends at +Barbizon they had sent the others there by a round-about route, and had +come on to find me. + +"But how did you get here?" + +"Cesar brought us." + +"Where is he? And Betsy?" + +"Oh, we found a dentist who had an empty stable. He took them in. Betsy +refused to leave the cart. She's never had such a picnic in her life: +been traveling all day in a ten pound box of lump sugar!" + +All worry had vanished, now that I found my line of conduct traced for +me. The chief thing at present was to get something to eat. So we +pushed ahead up the hill in the ever-deepening obscurity. We walked on +in silence for what seemed an interminable distance. Once I fancied I +had mistaken directions and was about to despair when the tramp of feet +coming toward us revived hope. A second later a brawny arm turned a +lantern into my face and a huge police dog growled close to my heels. + +"Are you the person who is going to Dr. Masbrennier's?" + +"Yes." + +"_Tres bien_. Are these boys with you?" + +"Yes." + +"Then follow me. We're closing up the doctor's house, but I'll look +after you." + +Without further ado we trudged on behind our guide, who after another +hundred yards, turned into a gateway and led us up the stone steps of a +sumptuous dwelling. Opening the door, he lit the electric light and +stepped into the vestibule. + +"Come in," he said. "I'll be back in a moment." And he disappeared. + +There we stood, Leon, George and myself, waiting for something to +happen, for someone to appear. Five--ten--fifteen minutes must have +elapsed--still not a sound anywhere. I was just beginning to wonder if +we had not been the dupes of some practical joke, when from a room +opening into the vestibule a light shone forth. The curtains parted and +our friend of the highroad appeared. + +"Isn't much--but such as it is you're welcome. Sit down and make +yourselves comfortable." And again he disappeared. + +On a snowy white table cloth three covers were laid and a tempting +supper composed of bread and butter, cheese, a bottle of white wine, and +a huge basket of most luscious hothouse grapes and pears--gladdened our +hungry gaze. We did not need a second invitation! We fell to with a +vengeance and at the end of a quarter-hour hardly a crumb remained. + +"When you've finished, come upstairs; Madame will take the first door to +the right. You boys come up a flight higher," called a voice from +above. + +We obeyed, and before retiring I waited a good half-hour hoping our +friend would reappear. But no one came--so bolting my door, I offered +up a prayer of thanks and was soon fast asleep. + +Sunday morning, September sixth, the sun was high in the heavens when I +peeped from beneath my lace-bordered sheets and cocked my ear at the +familiar sound of the cannon. It was a long continuous roar, and now +that I had become accustomed to distancing I estimated that the battle +was on at Mormont. And I was not mistaken. A little later official +news confirmed my guess. + +Finding no bell in my room, I opened the door to see a pitcher of hot +water sitting before it, and on a chair beside it, a new comb, a clean +linen duster, and a pocket handkerchief. A brief note told me that I +would find breakfast in the dining-room, and requested that I leave word +on the table saying at what time I would be in for luncheon. Decidedly +the mystery deepened--for not a sound could be heard save in the garden +where I spied George and Leon, who informed me that the house was empty, +and "a gorgeous house, Madame!" they ejaculated in admiration. + +Though partially abandoned, Melun was full of life, thanks to the +presence of numerous British troops and that same long line of A. S. +C.'s now quadrupled on the highroad--two lines going, two lines coming. + +As I picked my way between them, and crossed the street, my attention +was arrested by a French peasant who was conversing by means of the sign +language with the handsome driver of one of those vans, while several +children were clamoring to be allowed to sit on the seat a moment, "just +to see how it seemed." + +"Can I be of any assistance?" + +"Rather! Seems good to hear English, thank you." + +"Really?" + +"Yes. Might I ask where you come from?" + +"The States." + +"Do you know Cleveland?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, I've got a mother and three brothers buried in that cemetery. +Colonials, you know. I'm English--from Bath--oldest son. Couldn't see +things their way. Done better perhaps if I'd joined the others out +there." + +I smiled at this unexpected and impromptu confession. The boy saw it +and reddened. + +"Is there anything particular you want me to say to this man for you?" +said I quickly, to cover his embarrassment. + +"No, thank you. But there's one thing you might be able to tell me." + +"What?" + +"Do you think we'll be 'home' in time to eat Christmas dinner?" + +"Rather!" + +"Thank you so much! Good-bye." + +"Good-bye and good luck to you." + +And after snapping his photograph I started on down the street in haste, +for I could see George and Leon, who had gone on ahead, now running +towards me. + +"_Vite_, Madame. They need you!" + +"Who?" + +"The English. They can't make people understand." + +I pressed forward, and came upon a crowd of gapers standing outside a +shop. Within two English officers were arguing in their native tongue +with an irate butcher, who waved one arm wildly in the air, and +brandished a huge knife in the other, shouting frantically all the +while, + +"La' voila-la voila!" said George and Leon, almost dragging me forward, +proud to exhibit my accomplishments. "_La voila! Vous etes sauves._" + +My greatest desire was to turn about and run, but the crowd parted to +let me through. + +"Would you mind, Madame?" pleaded the lieutenant. "We need your +assistance to make this man understand that we're drafting meat for the +army. We'll pay cash, but be might just as well give it gracefully, for +we have the right to force his ice box if he refuses." + +I explained gently, and when things were calm was about to slip away. +The officer touched me on the shoulder. + +"I'm sorry, Madame, but I'm afraid we'll have to draft you, too. Our +time is limited and if a scene like this happen at every shop we'll be +punished for tardiness! Here's my order to draft an interpreter," and +he put his hand into his pocket. + +I was somewhat abashed. + +"Might I ask when you will release me?" + +"Just as soon as we've the supply we need." + +"Will you give me ten minutes to arrange my affairs here?" + +"Certainly. But remember you're on parole!" + +Outside I explained the situation to George and Leon, and scribbling a +note to friends in Barbizon, told the boys to drive over and reassure +the others--make them comfortable at the _Clef d'Or,_ and tell them to +expect me that evening. + +"Whatever happens, wait there until I come. There's no danger of the +Germans reaching Barbizon, I fancy!" + +And that is how from nine in the morning until late in the afternoon I +sat perched on the front of a British Army Supply truck, much to the +amusement of the other Tommy Atkins we encountered in Melun and the +neighboring villages. + +My officer friends very courteously drove me to the hospital where I +learned that my poor wounded _chasseur_ Ballandreau had passed away in +the night, and towards five o'clock, when their task was completed, they +offered me tea and proposed to drive me to Barbizon. As we jolted down +the hill towards the railway crossing our attention was attracted by a +huge gathering of citizens and soldiers, and above the roar of our +motor, we could hear the rolling of a drum. Silence reigned instantly +and an officer in uniform in the middle of the group read out a short +message from a paper he held in his hand. What he said we could not +hear, but the mad shout of joy that went up when he had finished made us +eager to learn the news. Like lightning "Paris saved--the Germans +retreating" ran from mouth to mouth, and the delirious excitement that +seized that crowd was absolutely indescribable. Young and old, English, +and French, peasant and bourgeois, fell on each other's necks and +exchanged a joyous embrace. The awful tension of the last month was +broken and the word victory was uttered by thousands of throats, +suddenly grown husky with emotion. + +My arrival and the news I bore created a sensation among my servants and +the remaining inhabitants of Millet's famous village. Barbizon was +dead--literally deserted, for not a single member of that delightful +summer colony remained, several hotels were closed, and the others as +empty as in the heart of winter. The proprietress of the _Clef d'Or_ +made me a very tempting offer for a _sejour_, but I judged, and rightly, +that since the German retreat had begun, we would best follow on close +behind the victorious army, for if we waited until order was restored, +patrols would be organized and we who had no papers to identify us would +not be allowed to pass. + +Before retiring I announced my intention of starting homeward, and the +joy that illuminated those anxious faces somewhat calmed my own +misgivings, for now that our adventure was safely over, I couldn't help +worrying about the absent. + +When I touched my bed, I bethought me of my lodging the night before, +and realized that I knew neither the name nor address of the generous +person in whose sumptuous domicile I had been so cordially received and +graciously cared for. How and whom was I to thank? + +Leon, Emile and a sturdy butcher boy from Charly who had joined the +others on the road, had now determined to enlist--so I could but +encourage their patriotic sentiments, and went with them to the +recruiting office to furnish proof of their identity. + +Evidently many other youths under military age had been inspired with +the same idea, for there was a long line outside the door, and as we +stood and waited, we examined with interest the mounts of the English +cavalry regiment lined up in the street awaiting their riders. George +and Leon were eagerly fingering a long coil of rope thrown on the pommel +of one saddle, when a deep voice from behind them ejaculated, + +"Guess you ain't ever seen the likes of that before. That's a lasso." + +I explained, and then looking round, beheld a long, lanky individual, +his hands on his hips, literally taking us all in. + +"Do you think you can tell 'em what that is, sister?" + +"I fancy so." + +"Then you must be from home!" + +"If you mean the States--yes." + +"To h--with the States! The State--Texas!" + +I didn't find it necessary to translate that. "Say, you haven't by any +chance got a razor about you?" he inquired. I replied that I was not in +the habit of carrying such articles on my person. + +"No offense meant--but since you speak this language, perhaps you could +persuade one of them kids to go and buy me one." + +I said I thought I might, and my compatriot producing an American double +eagle, enjoined Leon to be quick and he'd make it worth his while. + +"You see," he explained, "a razor is all I need to complete my outfit. +Got a Winchester, two revolvers, a Bowie knife, a lance and a lasso. +Razor's flat and easy to carry. Might be useful, too. Nothing like +being properly armed. If I've got to sell my hide you bet I'll sell it +dear!" + +Leon returned and I was about to ask my friend to give us a little +exhibition of his skill with the rope, when the call to arms obliged him +to leave. So enjoining me to give his regards to Broadway, he departed +much pleased with the world in general and himself in particular. + +From various sources, though none of them official, I learned that the +road as far as Coulommiers was clear. That was all we wanted to know, +so after seeing the boys off for Orleans, a very much diminished caravan +started on its homeward journey. The horses, after two days' rest, were +quite giddy, and the carts being light, they carried us on the new road +north as far as Pezarches with but few halts. The country we passed +through, though abandoned by its inhabitants, showed no traces of +invasion. The Germans had not been able to push so far west. I counted +on making Coulonimiers to sleep, but night closed in early and with it +came a chilly drizzle, which sent us in search of lodgings. Not a soul +was to be seen anywhere, and as all the houses were shut, I deemed it +unwise to force a door. So we pushed ahead into the border of the +forest, hoping that the rain would soon cease. + +Presently someone discovered an abandoned hermitage, through whose low +doorway we crept, and spreading out our blankets on the floor, prepared +to make a night of it--glad of shelter from the dampness. + +"Hark!" hissed George, just as we were dropping off to sleep. + +We all sat up. + +"There! That's the third bullet that's landed on this roof!" + +Ra-ta-pan-Ratapan! There was no mistaking the sound--even through the +wind and rain that raged outside. + +George crawled on his knees toward the opening, and a second later +jumped back, clapping his hand to his head with a low shriek. + +"He's shot!" cried Julie. + +I leaped forward, grabbed the lantern, and holding it to the spot, +opened the boy's clenched fingers. As they parted, a heavy horse +chestnut burr fell to the floor with a loud thump! + +We were too nervous to appreciate the humor of the situation, and had +some little difficulty composing ourselves to rest. + +As we approached Coulommiers the next morning the horrors of war became +more and more evident. On both sides of the roadway the fields were +strewn with bay and straw. Every ten paces the earth was burned or +charred, and in some places the smoke still rose from dying campfires. +Bones, bottles and tin preserve cans in extraordinary quantities were +strewn in every direction, and a half mile before we reached the town +itself, a dead horse lay abandoned in a ditch. + +At this point we were hailed by a party of bedraggled refugees who +warned us that it would be useless to try to enter Coulommiers. + +"We're from Neuilly--St. Front, on our way home, but there doesn't seem +much chance of our getting any further. The place is in the hands of +the military authorities--with orders to let no one pass." + +We halted, and George went on ahead and interviewed a sentry, returning +with a negative reply, and the information that Coulommiers was in a +pretty mess after the looting. + +"It can't be worse than _La Ferte Gauche._" And above the almost +deafening roar of the cannon an elderly man told us bow his caravan had +been caught by the Germans, stripped of everything they possessed, +separated from their women folk, and with armed sentries back of them +had been forced to work at the building of a temporary bridge to replace +the one the French had blown up. + +"I got off easy--with only a few welts from a raw-hide," he murmured, +"but my brother (and he pointed to a very stout masculine figure rolled +in a blanket and sitting motionless on the steps of an abandoned road +house)--"my brother's nearly done for! You see he's near-sighted and +not used to manual labor, and every time he missed his nail with the +hammer, the German coward would jab him in the ribs with the point of +his bayonet. Seventy-two wounds!" + +"And your women?" + +"God knows what they did to them! My wife hasn't stopped sobbing since +we met. She's dazed--I can't make her talk." + +As he rambled on with his haphazard story, glad of fellow sympathy, I +spied a line of British Army Supply carts advancing up the road. The +leader came to a halt and getting down, the driver entered the first of +the abandoned dwellings before which we were standing. Presently he +reappeared. + +"Just my luck! I say"--(and this addressed to our group with a sort of +blank, hopeless expression) "I don't suppose any of you Frenchies know +where I could get a cup of tea!" + +I laughed outright, much to his astonishment. + +"Not anywhere around here, unless you're willing to wait until I can +build fire enough to make you one!" + +The man blushed crimson. + +"Ah--I couldn't think--" + +"No trouble. Get one of your men to make a blaze, and, boasting aside, +I'll brew you a cup such as you haven't had since you left England." + +No sooner said than done, and quarter of an hour later, a half-dozen +Tommy Atkins were sipping hot Kardomah with sugar and condensed milk +from tin mugs. + +"You're certainly right--the French don't know how to do it, at least in +these parts. I had a teapotful yesterday morning that was as near a +mixture of stewed herbs and Hunyadi water I ever hope to taste. And +now, isn't there something we can do for you?" + +"Tell me where you're bound for?" + +The man brought out a note-book and pointed to a name. + +"La Ferte-sous-Jouarre?" + +"Yes, that's it. I wouldn't dare tackle it." + +"Is the road clear? Can we go there? It's only fifteen kilometers from +my home." + +"I don't know if they'll let you by--but if you're clever and follow on +close behind us with your Red Cross armlet, there's just a +chance--that's all." + +I didn't need a second bidding and after warning my people not to talk +if we met sentries but to have faith in me, we pushed ahead. Our army +friends with better horses soon left us in the rear, but undaunted we +proceeded, finally reaching the heights that overlooked La Ferte--and +led into the village, Jouarre, perched on the side of the hill running +towards the Marne. + +Oh, the pitiful sights that met our gaze as we wended our way along +those glorious roads, now full of ruts and knee-deep in mud! As far as +eye could see the entire country had served as a huge camp for the +invader, and when forced to flee he had sacked and destroyed everything +within his reach. The wonderful fertile fields had been soiled, +polluted, and among other damning evidences of their fury, the smoking +ruins of every farm house stood like specters in the brilliant sunshine. + +At the entrance to La Ferte our road was barred by two sentinels, +elderly peasants, by their looks. I played mum and tapped my Red Cross +armlet. + +"_Non, on ne passe pas!_" + +I beckoned them and fumbled among my papers for my _carte d'identite_. +They approached the cart, but as they did so, my faithful Betsy let +forth an angry growl. + +"Down!" I commanded in English. "Down! I say! They're not going to +hurt me!" + +Those phrases were my undoing! + +"Oh, ho!" said my interlocutors. "And after that you think you're going +to get past us? We've had enough Boches in this place. You can come +in--but between us!" + +And jumping up on either side of me, one of them took the reins and +started forward. This being taken for a spy was an altogether new and +very disagreeable sensation. + +"But, gentlemen," I protested calmly, "I'm known in this place. If +there's an inhabitant left I'll be identified in a second. How green +you'll feel if you drag me before an officer and find you're mistaken!" + +They were unrelenting. + +I invoked my identity card. + +No, they had heard me speak in a foreign tongue and all foreign tongues +to them were German! + +And so we entered La Ferte. + +Doors and windows no longer existed--the former had been dashed to +splinters by the butt ends of guns, while the latter were shattered to +powder and from their apertures swung bed clothing, personal adornment +and household belongings in shreds and tatters--all willfully soiled by +mud and filth. + +It was useless to try to drive our cart up the main street, so calling a +passing comrade, my detainers bid him hold my horse until they returned +after having _fait leur affaire_, as they expressed it. + +The plate glass windows of every store lay in thousands of pieces below +their sashes, and the entire stock of merchandise whether furniture or +drapery, groceries or dairy products, had been hurled through them into +the middle of the thoroughfare. Above these were piled pell-mell +bedding and chairs, wardrobes and wash basins, all splintered and +broken--the whole making the most pitiable conglomeration I ever hope to +witness. One plucky dealer was already boarding up the great yawning +cavities that were once show windows, and here and there a frightened +female face peeped out from behind the ruins of her commerce. + +"Madame Huard!" cried a familiar voice behind me. "_Mon Dieu_--you!" + +I turned and recognized my pastry baker's wife. + +"_Oui, moi; arretee._" + +"Arrested!" + +"Yes, unless you will be good enough to inform these gentlemen who I +am?" + +"_Est-il possible! Est-il possible!_ Why, of course, I know you--how +dare they!" + +"You see," I said, turning to the _auxilaires_. + +But they were inflexible, bidding my friend follow on if she could swear +to my identity. She obeyed, but our group had attracted the attention +of a couple of small boys who darted out of an alley way like rats from +a cellar, calling, "_L'espionne--l'espionne!_" + +Thank fortune, at that instant we came upon an officer, whom I accosted +at a distance, explained my case and produced my card and my pastry +baker. He understood in a moment, and hastily discharged my custodians. + +"I cannot scold them. They're over zealous, but we've been so horribly +betrayed all along. You understand, I'm sure. Please accept my +apologies, Madame!" + +I bowed and he departed. Then I turned to my friend. + +"You've heard the news, I suppose, Madame?" + +"No--what?" + +She suddenly grew white. + +"Quick--out with it, woman!" + +She hesitated. + +"Is H.--?" + +"_Non_, not that, Madame, but a quarter of an hour ago it was noised +about that the enemy are still retreating, and that we were pounding +into their headquarters--le chateau de Villiers." + +I felt myself whitening. The woman saw it, and catching me by the arm. +"Come, come," she said. "You're tired; perhaps it isn't true, so many +false alarms have been launched. Come and have a cup of coffee--you'll +excuse our back room--it's all we have left." + +I gladly followed her, picking my way through what had once been one of +the most enticing of provincial pastry shops, the good soul apologizing +all the time, as if she had been responsible for the damage. As she +prattled on, though my own brain was swimming I now and then grasped +such phrases as three days of looting, two days' bombardment. As she +passed me a cup of coffee, she explained that the invaders had not been +satisfied with violently appropriating all personal articles which they +had found to their liking, but after having drunk all the wine in the +cellars, they had willfully cut open the bags of flour and thrown it +pell-mell in every direction. + +"And, Madame, they got into my reserve of eggs--five thousand of them--" +she wept, "five thousand! All my winter's store. I wouldn't have +minded if they had eaten them but to see them purposely crushed and +wasted. Two of those wretches spent half a day bringing them up from +the cellar in their helmets, and then dragging me out, would hurl them +at the walls and windows, savagely rejoicing in my distress!" + +I couldn't remain indoors--I had but one thought--get to Villiers or see +someone who knew for certain what had happened there. + +Again I crossed the shop, paddling through that sticky yellow slime in +which bits of furniture and clothing floated like croutons in a gigantic +nauseating omelet. + +Outside, towards the end of the street that opened on to the quay, great +animation reigned. A bugle sounded and I could hear the tramp of +soldiers' feet. + +"Look!" cried my friend. "Look, all that is left of the Institut St. +Joseph, the pride of La Ferte." + +Across the river between the broken spans of the bridge, my eye fell +upon the gutted remains of what had once been a most exquisite bit of +eighteenth century architecture. The mansion which had sheltered Louis +XVI and Marie Antoinette on their eventful return from Varennes, was now +a smoking pile of ashes! + +"And to think we had to do it! Oh, curse their hides!" muttered an +elderly man close to my elbow. + +"We?" + +"Yes." + +"?" + +"Why, when they had to get out of here they crossed the Marne, destroyed +the bridge and entrenched themselves in the houses along the bank. The +English caught them like rats in a cage, but at what a price! One +fellow that's rowed across says he can bear them moaning, but you bet +they can rot there before we'll go to 'em. Begging your pardon for the +language!" + +A dozen men of the _genie_ were busy constructing a temporary arch +between two spans, and just as soon as a plank was laid a regiment from +Cherbourg (almost all reservists) filed over one by one. The population +gave them an ovation, and it was a curious sight to see these care-worn, +haggard-faced people simply going mad with joy, while around them was +heaped desolation. + +"I hope you haven't come for your tea service, Madame?" + +I turned and recognized my china dealer, who smiled cynically as he +motioned towards his shop. + +"It doesn't pay to be a glass merchant these days. It only took two +shells to send twenty years' earnings into splinters! There's not a +whole goblet or plate in the entire establishment! But I wouldn't have +cared if they hadn't maltreated the women. I--" + +"Come and see!" cried another. "Durant's house has tumbled down and his +wife and family are smothering in the cellar. Quick!" + +There was a general rush in that direction, but I pushed on towards the +bridge. It was evident my carts could not cross, but there was just a +hope that they would let George and me through with our bicycles. + +I accosted the sentry who stood mounting guard beside a motor which was +thrown up on the side of the road, twisted and distorted like a tin toy +one has walked on. + +No, the bridge was for the army only. + +I insisted. + +An officer came to my rescue, but could only confirm the sentry's +orders. + +"You're not safe even here. This is the firing line. We don't know yet +for certain whether we are going to hold the ground we gained. Villiers? +Still in the Germans' hands." + +I sighed and was about to turn away. "Then where's the nearest bridge +across?" + +"Meaux." + +"But that's thirty kilometres west! I'm only fifteen from home here!" + +"I wish I could help you, but there's no use trying to leave here unless +you go that way." + +Then Meaux it must be, and though our trip was considerably lengthened, +anything was better than inaction. + + + + + +VIII + + +It was with much reluctance that we turned our backs on La Ferte the +following morning and headed our horses westward. + +Naturally the right of way was reserved for the army, and the roads +bordering the Marne were now lined with soldiers, guns, ambulances and +supply vans rushing to the front. After being side-tracked and halted +no less than two score times, we finally reached Trilport, where the +invaders had done but little material damage. The terrified civil +population was even exultant, for two nights previously an automobile +containing four German officers sped through the town, in the direction +of Paris, and ignorant of the fact that the English had destroyed the +bridge, had been precipitated into the river. The affair seemed to be +considered as a huge joke, and the chief amusement now consisted in +hanging over the broken side and contemplating the gruesome spectacle of +a half-submerged motor, and four human bodies lying inanimate on some +rocks, rapidly swelling, thanks to heat and the current. + +"When we're sure they're good and dead, we'll bury 'em," explained a man +whom I questioned. + +As I write this phrase, now that more than a year has elapsed, it seems +cruel and heartless, but on the spur of the moment, and after all that +each one had endured, it was but justice. + +Though barges were being rapidly brought into position so as to form a +temporary bridge, I felt it would be a good two days before we could get +across, and so following the course of the river, we wended our way in +and out, round about, this time through peaceful country, until we +reached Meaux. + +My heart leaped with joy when on approaching I saw the cathedral +standing unharmed, like a guardian above the peaceful little city. + +The Germans had made but a brief stay here, merely an _entrée_ and +_sortie_, and had been received by Bishop Marbeau, in such a fashion as +is likely to be recorded in history and place his name beside that of +his famous predecessor, Bossuet. + +One or two stray shells had fallen into the place, but the harm done was +insignificant. The most picturesque and melancholy sight was along the +river front, where to head off the enemy's approach the French had been +obliged to blow up those ancient bridges, landmarks of the fifteenth and +sixteenth centuries, for, like the Ponte Vecchio at Florence, they were +lined with houses and mills, whose pointed roofs and apparent beams had +weathered nearly five hundred years! Strange as it may seem, it was +they that resisted the most, and, though the dynamite had severed their +connection with land and shattered their pale-blue window panes, not a +house had collapsed, and as they stood in the sun's dying blaze, they +seemed to say, "Touch me, if you dare!" + +Washboats, rowboats, barges and every available means of navigation had +been sunk or put out of working order and though the enemy was hardly +ten miles distant, men and women were busily engaged in setting them +afloat. + +Once again all we could do was to stand and gaze at the opposite bank +and after assuring ourselves that there was no possible way of crossing, +we hastily departed for Lagny. + +That night we slept in a shed hospitably offered by a lone peasant +woman, and the next morning triumphantly crossed the river and set our +faces homeward. + +Branching northward into the open country we chose all the by-roads and +short cuts where our carts would pass, in order to avoid the long +streams of ambulances and ammunition vans, as well as in the hope of +finding better thoroughfares. A drizzling rain had set in the night +before, making the roads, which up until now had been covered with a +thick layer of dust, slippery and uncomfortable. Highways which +heretofore had been seldom trodden, were full of ruts and bumps, and +from Langy to Villiers there was hardly a corner but what showed signs +of the invaders' passage. Over these green and fertile fields whose +crops had proudly waved their heads about the lovely Marne, were strewn +straw and empty bottles in unimaginable quantities. Thousands of +blackened or charred spots dotting the countryside, told of campfires +and hasty bivouacs, and as we silently plodded on towards Charny, the +growing evidences of recent battle met our saddened gaze. + +Here a shell had burst on the road, in the midst of a bicycle squadron, +scattering men and machines to the four winds of Heaven. A little +mound, a rough-hewn cross, marked the spot where some sixty soldiers lay +in their last peaceful sleep, while the _melee_ of tangled wire and iron +which had once been machines, as well as blood-stained garments, bits of +shell, and even human flesh, made a gruesome and indescribable picture. + +Souvenirs? The idea never entered my head. And my kodak, which I had +been so prompt to use to commemorate various events, seemed a vulgar, +inquisitive instrument, and was left unheeded in the bottom of the cart. +Each step brought us face to face with the horrors of warfare. Towards +Villeroy a number of battered Parisian taxicabs gave us the first hint +of General Gallieni's clever maneuver which helped save the capital--and +then the wind brought towards us a nauseating odor, which paralyzed our +appetites, and sent us doggedly onwards: the stench of the battlefield. + +The girls in the cart drew closer together, shivering, though the air +was warm and muggy. Even old Cesar seemed to feel the awe of that +Valley of Shadow, and no one murmured as we passed the first bloated +carcasses of dead horses and came upon that far more horrid sight--human +bodies--swelled to twice their natural size, lying as death had met +them, some in piles, others farther apart--all unrecognizable, but once +proud mothers' petted darlings. I think they were our enemies. I did +not stop to investigate; the flies bothered us so terribly, and long low +mounds with red kepis piled upon them told of the graves of France's +defenders. Far ahead I could discover groups of men with shovels, +hastily burying those who remained. To the right a lazy column of dense +smoke rose reluctantly in the heavy air. I fancied it came from a +funeral pyre; we certainly smelled tar and petrol. The ground beneath +rocked with the thundering of the distant cannon, and as one peal burst +louder a flock of jet black crows mounted heavenward, mournfully cawing +in the semi-twilight. + +So we continued, a silent, foot-sore, rain-soaked community. With the +growing remoteness of imminent danger came the reaction of all we had +passed through, and deep down in our hearts we welcomed the idea of +entering a village. + +A village! Alas! As we reached the road leading to Barcy, there was a +rift in the clouds, and a long golden ray shot through an enormous +breach in the church tower, flickered a moment upon a group of roofless +houses, and was gone. Night closed in. + +Our spirits sank. Yvonne began to moan with agony, her sciatica had +returned with the dampness, and Nini for some unknown reason, began +sobbing as though her heart would break. I could see the moment not far +distant when our whole party, seized with fear, would become +panic-stricken, and that idea, together with the one of camping in the +sodden fields surrounded by grim death, was anything but reassuring. + +"Come on," I urged. "Surely Barcy is not entirely deserted." + +What mud! What a road--sometimes entirely gutted, sometimes so +obstructed with gasoline cans, hubs of wheels and scraps of iron, that I +was obliged to lead Cesar by the bridle, while the others would walk +ahead and clear a passage. Their progress was snail-like, for there was +little oil left in our lantern and they hesitated before casting the +refuse into the ditch for fear of profaning some unknown hero's grave. + +And so, stumbling and halting, we came into Barcy. As we passed in +front of the battered church we could see the huge bronze bell lying +amid a pile of beams, at the foot of the belfry. The _cadran_ of the +clock tower was midway between the ruins of the edifice itself and those +of what had once been the town hall. Not a living soul was to be seen +anywhere. Stay--yes--there in front of us was a masculine figure. + +I called "Monsieur!" + +He halted an instant. Then shook his head and skulked away. + +Through an oiled paper that had replaced the panes of a shattered window +in a house which no longer had a second story I caught sight of a +flickering light. I boldly knocked on the door. + +"_Qui est la?_--" asked a high-pitched, trembling female voice. + +"I, Madame H. of Villiers." + +"I don't know you--go your way." + +"But we are refugees." + +"I have nothing left. _Allez-vous-en!_" + +That was categorical, to say the least. So on we went, past the charred +ruins of one-time happy homes. + +As we rounded a corner our lantern cast a dim glow on to the drawn +shutters of a half-collapsed structure. + +"Stop a moment," said Julie; "there's something written on those +blinds." + +I approached, and holding the light as close as possible I read the +following sign, chalked in huge white letters: + +"Attention. No Loitering. Looters will be shot on the spot!" + +That was the last straw, and though it was obvious that the warning was +intended for the troops now miles away, it sent us ahead with uncanny +celerity. + +Our advance was short-lived, however, for it soon became evident that +our horses were fagged out. Yet where to go became an agonizing +question, for though we were still within the limits of the village, not +a roof was to be seen. There seemed to be but one thing to do, and so, +halting, I fumbled in the bottom of the cart and brought forth a handful +of dry straw, and my precious bottle of brandy. Thanks to these, a match +and a sheltering wall, a flame managed to blaze up, and from somewhere +in the vicinity Julie procured a bundle of brush and an old broom. + +With the heat our spirits rose. The girls dried themselves as best they +could before the welcome fire, and though still awed by our +surroundings, we nibbled a crust of dry bread and some stale cheese. + +Then silently Nini and Yvonne crept back into the cart, covered +themselves with hay and a blanket, opened an umbrella above their beads, +and soon were fast asleep. The others begged me to share their bed +beneath the cart, but tormented by the thought of what had become of H., +racked by the anxiety of what the future held in store, I could not +resign myself to rest, and the first gray streaks of that cool September +dawn found me seated on a stone, staring at the glowing embers of our +watch-fire. + +Again the wind shifted in our direction, bringing with it that same +loathsome smell. I shivered and pulled myself together, and after +carefully scrutinizing my road-map, decided that there was just a chance +of reaching Villiers before night, but only if we started at once. This +living in suspense was beginning to tell on my nerves and anything, even +the assurance of dreaded misfortune, would have seemed a relief. After +the state in which we had found Barcy there was little doubt that our +part of the country had been treated the same way. Perhaps it was still +in the Germans' hands; we had no way of knowing to the contrary. + +I roused the servants and told them of my intention, and in a few +moments a pot of coffee was boiling on the tripod. In spite of the +early hour I did not hesitate to add a little brandy in each cup, for +after twenty-four hours of continual rain a stimulant was not only +necessary but welcome. I tried to coax the dogs to take some, they +seemed so wet and miserable, but they spurned my offer, and stood +looking at me with most pitiful and mournful eyes. + +Presently Tiger disappeared behind the wall, and a second later we heard +a low growl. With childlike temerity Nini jumped up to see what was the +cause of his alarm, and then almost instantly I heard her gasp, "_Un +mort!_" + +That brought us to our feet and in a bound I was on the spot just in +time to see her fearlessly approaching the prostrate form of a German +soldier, the upper extremity of whose body was hidden beneath the top of +a tin wash boiler. The child raised the lid, beheld, as we did, a +headless human trunk, and fell into a swoon. + +We were well on our road before she came to her senses, and there were +moments when I almost wished she might remain dormant until we had +passed beyond the gruesome plain that stretches between Barcy and +Vareddes--now a historic battlefield. + +What a weird and wonderful sight it presented that gloomy September +morning. Behind us Barcy, whose every edifice was decapitated or so +degraded as to look like a gigantic sieve. Around us and on all sides +fields fairly ploughed up by shot and shell, and every fifty yards it +seemed to me rose a freshly covered mound, extending as far as eye could +see. On these new-made graves were piled hundreds of red soldier caps, +and here and there a hastily hewn wooden cross bearing such inscriptions +as these, scrawled in lead pencil on a smooth space whittled by a jack +knife: + +_Aux Braves du 248_ + +When an officer was found and identified, he was buried alone and his +name was carefully written on the cross, but more often we saw graves +marked thus: + +-Ici reposent deux offlciers et quarante hommes du 28 ... ieme._ + +Sometimes the tomb was in the ditch (to save digging) and once we saw +the Parisian _pompiers_ burying some German corpses in the very trench +they had dug and died in. + +Overhead tangled electric wires swung dangerously near the road, the +poles shattered or knocked agog, while in the distance the stumps of a +once-majestic row of poplars made the horizon look like a grinning +toothless face. + +Time and again we were obliged to leave the road to avoid accident by +passing over unexploded shells, and I shall always recall a gigantic oak +tree which though still standing was cleft in twain by a 77-shell +embedded intact in the yawning trunk; the impact, not the explosion, had +caused the rift. + +The farther we advanced the more evident became the signs of recent +conflict. Hay stacks seemed to have been a favorite target as well as +refuge. One we saw was almost completely tunneled through, and the +blood bespattered sides of the opening told that the occupant had been +caught as in a trap. Around these stacks were scattered the remains of +old boots and shoes, scarlet blood-soaked rags, dry beans, bits of soap, +playing cards and songs. Oh, lighthearted sons of France, it can be +truly said that death held no terrors for you, since from Barcy to +Soissons the ground you loved and so valiantly defended was strewn white +with hundreds of thousands of tender ditties and _chansons de route_. + +From Vareddes we passed on to Congis, the only living soul we met being +a little old white-haired parish priest, who had set himself the task of +blessing each new-made grave. + +"If this rain continues some of them will be so effaced in a fortnight +that we shall never find them. See--this cross is but two bits of +straw, bound together by a shoe string!" + +And he held up the fragile ornament for my inspection. + +"These are more durable," and he showed another relic made of a bayonet +sheath, crossed on the blade itself! + +"And you--Monsieur le Cure--bow is it you are here?" + +"Alas--would to God they had taken me in the place of our boys! Seven +of them, Madame, carried off as hostages. I was too old to be of use!" + +"And the women?" + +The poor little man hung his bead. + +"Twere better they had died!" + +I understood and shuddered. + +"God speed you, my daughter, and never cease to thank Him for preserving +you!" + +Again we went our way. + +Lizy-sur-Ourq, which we reached in the late forenoon, presented a more +animated, though hardly more pleasing spectacle. On the tracks in front +of the station dozens of flat cars and freight trains had been purposely +run together. Some had telescoped, others mounted high in piles, one +upon the other, their locomotives as well as their contents being +smashed and damaged--the whole scene presenting the aspect of a gigantic +railway wreck. + +On the steps of the station, seated gun in hand, three soldiers sat +playing a game of cards. Across the street a sentry mounted guard in +front of a large door over which floated a Red Cross flag. + +"What's in there?" I asked. + +"Prisoners and wounded." + +"Can I be of any assistance?" + +"Hardly--only flesh wounds." + +I peeked into the courtyard. + +In one corner lounging upon the ground were a dozen untidy, unshaven +men, whom I recognized by their uniforms to be Germans. One man cast an +insolent glance toward me and turned his back. Two others smiled and +pointed toward the bread they held in their hands. On some straw in a +couple of drays lay five or six individuals, their arms in slings, their +heads bandaged. + +"Nothing serious," explained a sergeant. "We're waiting for our men to +clear up the tracks and the _genie_ to throw a bridge across the canal. +Then we'll evacuate them." + +He was neither sad nor triumphant. + +"Were you in the battle?" + +"Rather!" + +"How did your regiment come off?" + +"We're all that are left--forty-four of us," and he pointed toward the +station where work was rapidly progressing. + +From them I procured some _singe_ or army beef, and we halted an hour to +rest the horses and eat our luncheon. We were beginning to reach +familiar territory and the idea of getting home put new life into our +tired limbs, and made each moment of delay seem uselessly long. + +From Lizy ours was a straight road and we made rapid progress. The +depressing signs of battle became fewer and fewer. It was evident that +the rush had been northwest, for while we encountered numerous proofs of +the armies' passage, graves and shells, trenches and corpses gradually +began to disappear. At Cocherel, however, the enemy had burned a +grocery shop when they had failed to find what they wanted. The few men +who remained had suffered much from ill treatment and passing by the +open gate of a splendid estate I cast a glance up the long avenue and +saw a sight which gave me a pang at the heart. On the green in front of +the chateau lay a battered billiard table and a grand piano, both turned +on end, and much the worse for having served as a defense against a rain +of shot. Around them were strewn broken furniture, pictures, linen and +bottles in such a sorry mess that I dared not even think what Villiers +might now look like. + +Curiosity was quenched. We cast a second glance, and turned our faces +eastward. + +The afternoon was well advanced when we reached Montreuil-aux-Lions, our +home country. We found that here less damage had been done from heavy +artillery, but all the edifices had suffered from close-range rifle +fire. An English sentry was pacing up and down in front of the town +hall. Over the entrance was nailed a Turkish towel on which a Red Cross +was stained with human blood! + +"Prisoners?" I asked. + +"All wounded, thank you," was the courteous reply. + +I sought out my friend the inn-keeper who held up his hands in +astonishment, bade us enter and made us partake of a warm meal. The +first we had had since we left home! + +"But how did you come to be spared?" I queried. + +"Because I was good to them." + +"Bah! How could you?" + +"I didn't intend to, but, you see, they tricked me. It was early +morning when half a dozen officers on horseback rode up to the door. +'Where are our Allies?' they asked. + +"I thought of course they were Englishmen. The uniform was unfamiliar +to me, but they all spoke perfect French. Unwittingly I gave them the +requested information, and they asked me to bring up some good wine. +Then they threw a gold piece on to the table, and when I had poured out +my Burgundy, they begged me to touch glasses with them. + +"'Ah, gentlemen, it is a pleasure to offer you the best I have. Thank +God, it is not for German stomachs!' + +"To my surprise, an uproarious laugh greeted my statement and brought my +glass down with a shock. + +"'Poor fellow!' they tittered. 'Come, drink to our success and the +Kaiser's health!' + +"I think they realized my fright and agony. They did not force me--but +laughed anew, drank and were gone." + +"What regiments drove them out?" + +"The English. _Quels gaillards!_ And clean! Well!" + +"What do you mean?" + +"Yes, they nearly used up all the water in Montreuil washing!" + +"Do you know anything of Villiers?" + +"No. I spent most of my time in the cellar during the fight, and since +they've been gone I'm living in terror lest they return." + +"Have you seen no one from down there?" + +"No, not a soul." + +"Do you think Villiers was bombarded?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. "I know the English troops that were here +headed in that direction." + +This suspense was too agonizing! I fear I so abbreviated my stay at +Montreuil that the good inn-keeper was offended. I jumped on to my +bicycle and knowing that the roads were now familiar to all, abandoned +my little party, bidding them hurry to join me at home. + +On, on I sped, through the slippery mud, looking neither right nor left, +but straight ahead in the hope of recognizing a familiar face or form. + +Twilight was deepening when I entered Bezu-le-Gury (our nearest home +town), which seemed to show apparently but few signs of pillaging. I +did not even dismount to make inquiries, but pedaled on till I reached +the summit of that long, long hill that leads straight down to my home. +Excitement lent a new impulse to my energy, and my heart thumped hard as +I recognized familiar cottages still standing. This raised my hopes and +sent me rocket-like down that steep incline. + +Still not a soul in sight--no noise save that of the guns roaring in the +distance. + +But what was that in the semi-darkness ahead of me? A dog? Could it be +true? I back-pedaled and whistled--a long, low, familiar howl greeted my +ears and brought the tears to my eyes. + +And then my poor old beagle hound came trotting up the road to welcome +me--his tail wagging joyously and a long frayed cord dangling from his +collar. + +This was a relief and somewhat steadied and prepared me for what was to +come. Through a gap in the trees I caught a glimpse of the roofs below. +And so I rounded the corner and started on my last hundred yards. + +The broken and tangled grill of our stately gateway told of the +invaders' visit. A few paces further and the chateau come into full +view. + +Yes, it was standing, but only the shell of that lovely home I had fled +from but fourteen days before. + +Dropping my machine I rushed towards the entrance hall, cast one glance +through the broken panes into the vestibule, and turned away in despair. + +All the willful damage that human beings could do had been wrought on +the contents of my home. + +The spell was broken. My nerves relaxed and heedless of the filth I +dropped on to the steps and wept. + + + + +IX + + +I think it was the stench from within that first roused me from my grief +and made me realize that this was war and no time for tears. I tried to +comfort myself with the thought that at least I had a roof to cover me, +but this was poor consolation. + +Pulling myself together, I started across the lawn towards the village +in search of aid, for a second glance told me that it was useless even +to think of entering the house, so great was the filth and disorder. + +Slowly I pushed onward, my head bent, my heart heavy with sorrow and +worry. Twenty paces in front of me I discerned a low mound and then, +horror of horrors, a huge black cross stood forth in the semi-darkness. +A grave--a German grave. Some poor souls interred on my greensward; but +why, since our little cemetery is but a couple of hundred yards up the +road? + +Villiers is not a cheerful village even in time of peace, but on this +particular evening (September 14, 1914) it was even darker than ever. My +eyes growing accustomed to the obscurity could see that most of the +houses, though damaged from the battle, were still standing and in one +or two windows the glow of a light gladdened my gaze. + +I went straight to the town hall where I pounded on the door and called +my name. A familiar shuffling of feet told me that Monsieur Duguey had +remained faithful to his post as town clerk (the only acting official +since the army was mobilized) and when he opened the door and saw me, +his eyes lit up with joy. Holding a candle high over his head, he smiled +and then his face fell. + +"_Pauvre Madame,_" he said. "Have you seen the chateau?" + +I nodded. + +"Ah, the vandals! Not war, but highway robbery, I call it. We poor +peasants had little to lose, but with you, Madame, it is different." + +And then he told me how but a few hours after I had left the Germans +took possession of the chateau and how for five nights and days in a +ceaseless stream the flower of the Prussian army had poured down the +road towards the coveted capital. + +At dawn on that eventful September morning an officer had ridden up to +the town hall, called for the mayor or his representative, and on +Monsieur Duguey's appearance, had demanded so much fodder for the +horses, so much champagne for the officers, and Charles Huard! + +M. Duguey was taken hostage to respond to the first two demands and on +having sworn on the cross that both my husband and I were absent, he was +ordered to lead the way to our home, where for forty-eight hours he was +detained as prisoner in the kitchen, while a staff of German noblemen +raised riot in our home. + +Taunted and insulted by the soldiers who mounted guard in the kitchen +where a chef prepared the general's food, he was bid hold his tongue and +his temper by this same chef, who, for eleven years, had cooked at a +well known hotel on the rue de Rivoli! No wonder he spoke good French. + +"_Pauvre Madame!_ Perhaps you've come back too soon! If we only knew +they would not return!" + +The cannon in the distance shook the house as though to corroborate his +statement. + +"Is there anyone left to help me clean place to sleep in?" + +"I'll go. There are only one or two women who remained behind, but I +presume sorry they did! What a God-send you got away!" + +I understood and was thankful. + +Monsieur Duguey put his candle into lantern, shouldered a broom, and +taking blanket, led the way towards the chateau. + +Want of words to express our fears and distress sealed our lips as we +picked our way into a filthy, can-strewn, bottle-littered courtyard, +towards a wing of the chateau where I had chosen to sleep. + +I hardly know what we plodded through the corridor. My companion pushed +things, into heaps in one corner of the room, and when I saw him sweep +off a mattress and throw his blanket upon it, I realized that my bed was +made. + +"You are not afraid, Madame?" + +"No." + +"Then _a demain_. I will come and help you. I fear, however, that I +must leave you in darkness, for there are no matches in the village. We +have to borrow light for our fires, and our stock of candles is nearly +gone. They are only the butts the Germans left behind!" + +Exhausted I fell asleep, to be awakened with a start towards dawn by the +clatter of horses' feet on the paved court beneath my window. + +Cavalry? + +I listened. + +Yes, surely. But what cavalry? Ours? + +Curiosity got the better of me, and I put my head out of the empty sash +to behold a most pathetic sight. There in the pouring rain stood some +twenty shivering horses, once fine animals' but now wounded and broken. +The lamentable little group, left-behinds of the invaders, was headed by +my old gray donkey, who had gathered them together and was now leading +them towards warmth and shelter. This sympathy among animals moved me +deeply, and I started down to see what I could do to alleviate their +suffering. + +I am ashamed to say, however, that I never reached the stable, for the +sights of filth and horror that I met on the way so distracted me that I +pushed on through the whole house, anxious to see really how much damage +had been done. + +I was still making my disheartening rounds when the others drove into +the yard, and the wails of lamentation rose long and loud from their +lips. + +How can one describe it? It seems almost impossible. Too much has +already been said, too little is really known, so I shall content myself +with a few brief statements. + +Above all I would have it understood that the chateau was first occupied +by General von Muck and his staff. The names crayoned on the doors of +my bedrooms in big red letters bear testimony--as well as some soiled +under-linen and a _glassentuch_ marked v. K.--and numerous papers +stamped with the Imperial seal. These latter are all orders or reports +belonging to the third army corps, and were left behind in the +precipitation of the flight! + +As I now am able to see the matter in a cooler frame of mind, I realize +that not only was efficiency carried out in warfare but in looting--for +it seems that everything we possessed was systematically classified as +good, bad or indifferent--the former and the latter being carefully +packed into huge army supply carts, which for five long days stood +backed up against our doorstep, leaving only when completely laden with +spoils. + +Then what remained was thrown into corners and willfully soiled and +smeared in the most disgusting and nauseating manner. + +A proof of the above-mentioned efficiency can be given in a description +of my husband's studio, where I found all the frames standing empty--the +canvases having been carefully cut from them with a razor, and rolled +for convenience' sake. + +Useless to mention that tapestries, silver, jewels, blankets and +household, as well as personal linen, were considered trophies of war. +That to me is far more comprehensible than the fact that our chateau +being installed with all modern sanitary conveniences, these were +purposely ignored, and corridors and comers, satin window curtains and +even beds, were used for the most ignoble purposes. + +Everywhere were sickening traces of sodden drunkenness. On the table +beside each bed (most of them now bereft of their mattresses) stood +champagne bottles, and half emptied glasses. The straw-strewn +drawing-room much resembled a cheap beer garden after a Saturday night's +riot, and the unfortunate upright piano was not only decked with empty +champagne bottles but also contained some two to three hundred pots of +jam poured down inside--glass and all, probably just for a joke. Oh, +_Kultur!_ + +I think that and the fact that most of my ducks and small animals had +been killed and left to lie and rot, were the things that most angered +me, and every time the guns boomed I prayed ardently for revenge! + +And 'twas I, who believing in Teuton chivalry, had imagined my +love-letters, protected by my country's emblem, would be respected! My +poor little rosewood desk had been mercilessly jabbed with bayonets, and +its contents strewn from one end of the village to the other. As to the +Stars and Stripes, when we finally disgorged the pipes of certain +sanitary apparatus that one does not usually mention in polite society, +they were found there in a lamentable condition and carried to the +wash-house with a tongs. + +What a destitute little village we were. Mine was but the common lot, +for each one had lost in proportion to his fortune. Yet there was no +lamenting. There was work to be done, for the vintage season was coming +on and the vines in most places had been respected. The German officers +had even announced the fact that our country was already annexed, and +that this was to be the champagne to commemorate the triumph of the +Fatherland! + +My little servants took hold of their filthy job and worked unceasingly +though it was a thankless task--for soap and soda did not exist, and +food, save the vegetables and a little pork, was hard to get. + +A week sped by, and then one afternoon a military auto drove up to the +door. As I saw it enter the yard, I trembled lest it bring bad tidings +of H., but a kindly officer reassured me, by stating that though he +brought only word of mouth, my husband was still in the land of the +living. He also announced that it was his duty to requisition my +property as a French emergency hospital and that he would be obliged if +I would put all the beds I owned at his disposal. A doctor and some +_infirmiers_ would be sent immediately to put the place in working +order. Would I help? And did I know of anyone I would care to have +with me? + +"You will be voluntary prisoners, you know, for this is the _zone de +operations_, and you will not be allowed to leave." + +I bethought me of Madame Guix. Was she still alive? + +My friend said he would be glad to accompany me to Rebais, as that was +as near as any place for recruiting a nurse. + +And so again I whisked across the Marne. This time _en grande vitesse_, +and in little over an hour was greeted by the gentle superior who 'mid +the ruins of all the neighboring houses was quietly continuing her work +in the convent. + +Yes. Madame Guix was there--a heroine, so I learned, loved and respected +by every soul who had been obliged to remain in that unfortunate town. I +found her ministering to twenty-six severely wounded men--French, +English and Germans--quite alone to do all the work, an eighty-year-old +doctor coming in but once every two days. + +"I cannot leave them," said she, pointing to the soldiers, when I asked +her to ally forces in the reconstitution of my hospital. "But just as +soon as they are able to be removed, I will come, I promise." + +In the parlour below, the Sister Superior told me of the invasion, while +I waited the return of the military motor which was to bear me home. + +"She is wonderful," said Soeur Laurent, referring to Madame Guix. +"Wonderful--afraid of nothing. Once at the beginning of the invasion +she was put against the wall and a brute of a German aimed and pulled +the trigger of a gun he had found in a corner. She had accidentally +covered it with a wounded man's great coat! He accused her of hiding +arms! Then in the thick of the battle, she went out into the German +lines and sought a doctor for our men--feeling herself incompetent. The +whole German medical staff came in and felicitated her on her courage +and devotion, before they left. I tell you all this because she never +will!" + +A couple of days later a doctor and the _infirmiers_ arrived, the latter +not picked men, since in ordinary life they are a tax collector, a super +at the Theatre de Belleville, an omnibus painter, a notary's clerk and a +barber! But they are all "good fellows," ready to work with no choice +as to the "job." + +Madame Guix duly made her appearance, and our hospital was declared +open. + +From loans and requisitions we accumulated a hundred beds, and for +fifteen months now, by begging and strictest economy, we have managed to +keep alive and to care, as best we can and in our primitive way, for all +those of France's brave sons who come to us, sick or wounded. 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Our May Wilson Preston, the artist; Mrs. Chase, the editor of a +well-known woman's magazine; Hugues Delorme, the French artist; and +numerous other guests, discussed the theatre and the "Caillaux case" +from every conceivable point of view, and their conversations were only +interrupted by serious attempts to prove their national superiority at +bridge, and long delightful walks in the park. + +As I look back now over those cheerful times, I can distinctly remember +one bright sunny morning, when after a half-hour's climbing we reached +the highest spot on our property. Very warm and a trifle out of breath +we sought shelter beneath a big purple beech, and I can still hear H. +explaining to Mrs. Chase: + +"Below you on the right runs the Marne, and over there, beyond those +hills, do you see that long straight line of trees?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, that's the road that lead's from Paris to Metz!" + +At that moment I'm confident he hadn't the slightest _arriere pensee_. + +On Monday, the 27th, Mrs. Preston, having decided to take her leave, I +determined to accompany her to Paris. Several members of the house +party joined us, leaving H. and a half-dozen friends at Villiers. We +took an early morning train, and wrapped in our newspapers we were +rolling peacefully towards the capital when someone called out, "For +Heaven's sake, look at those funny soldiers!" + +Glancing through the window, I caught sight of numerous gray-haired, +bushy-bearded men stationed at even distances along the line, while here +and there little groups beneath or around a tent were preparing the +morning meal. + +What strange looking creatures they were; anything but military in their +dirty white overalls--the only things that betrayed their calling being +their caps and their guns! + +"What on earth are they?" queried an American. + +"Oh, only some territorials serving their last period of twenty-nine +days. It's not worth while giving them uniforms for so short a time!" + +"Bah!" came from the other end of the compartment. "I should think it +was hot enough in the barracks without forcing men that age to mount a +guard in the sun!" + +"It's about time for the _Grand manaeuvres_, isn't it?" + +And in like manner the conversation rose and dwindled, and we returned +to our papers, paying no more attention to the territorials stationed +along the rails. + +A theatre party having been arranged, I decided to stop over in Paris. +The play was _Georgette Lemeunier_ at the Comedie Francaise. The house +was full--the audience chiefly composed of Americans and tourists, and +throughout the entire piece even very significant allusions to current +political events failed to arouse any unwonted enthusiasm on the part of +the French contingent. Outside not even an _edition speciale de la +Presse_ betokened the slightest uneasiness. + +The next day, that is, Tuesday, the 28th, I had a business meeting with +my friends, Mr. Gautron and Mr. Pierre Mortier, editor of the _Gil +Blas_. Mr. Gautron was on the minute, but Mr. Mortier kept us waiting +over an hour and when finally we had despaired of his coming I heard +someone hurrying across the court, and the bell was rung impatiently. +Mr. Mortier rushed in, unannounced, very red, very excited, very +apologetic. + +"A thousand pardons. I'm horribly late, but you'll forgive me when you +hear the news. I've just come from the Foreign Office. All diplomatic +relations with Germany are suspended. War will be declared Saturday!" + +Mr. Gautron and I looked at each other, then at Mr. Mortier, and smiled. + +"No, I'm not joking. I'm as serious as I have ever been in my life. The +proof: on leaving the Foreign Office I went and had a neglected tooth +filled, and on my way down, stopped at my shoemaker's and ordered a pair +of good strong boots for Saturday morning. I'll be fit then to join my +regiment." + +Our faces fell. + +"But why Saturday?" + +"Because Saturday's the first of August, and the idea of keeping the +news back is to prevent a panic on the Bourse, and to let the July +payments have time to be realized." + +"You don't really believe it's serious, do you?" + +"Yes, really. I'm not fooling, and if I've any advice to give you it's +this: draw out all the money you can from your bank, and take all the +gold they'll give you. You may need it. I've telephoned to the _Gil +Blas_ for them to do as much for us. The worst of all though is, that +every man on my paper is of an age bound to military service. War means +that when I leave, staff, printers and all will have to go the same day +and the _Gil Blas_ shuts its doors. We cease to exist--that's all." + +Somewhat disconcerted by this astonishing news, we had some little +difficulty getting down to facts, but when we did business was speedily +dispatched and Mr. Mortier took his leave. Mr. Gautron carried me off +to luncheon. + +"You must come," he protested when I pleaded an engagement. "You must +come, or my wife and the boys will never believe me." + +We found Madame Gautron and her two splendid sons waiting rather +impatiently. We told our news. + +"Come, come now. You can't make us take that as an excuse!" + +We protested our sincerity, and went in to luncheon which began rather +silently. + +I questioned the boys as to their military duties. Both were +under-officers in an infantry regiment--bound to join their barracks +within twenty-four hours after the call to arms. + +We did not linger over our coffee. Each one seemed anxious to go about +his affairs. I left the Gautron boys at the comer of their street, each +carrying his army shoes under his arm. + +"To be greased--in case of accident," they laughingly explained. + +That was the last time I ever saw them. They fell "on the Field of +Honour" both the same day, and hardly a month later. + +But to return to my affairs. + +A trifle upset by what Mr. Mortier had told me, I hurried to the nearest +telephone station and asked for Villiers. When after what seemed an +interminable time I got the connection, I explained to H. what had +happened. + +"For Heaven's sake leave politics alone and take the five o'clock train +home! We need you to make a second fourth at bridge." H.'s +lightheartedness somewhat reassured me, though for prudence's sake I +went to my bank and asked to withdraw my entire account. + +"Why, Madame Huard," said the clerk in surprise, "you mean to say you +are frightened?" + +I explained what I had heard in the morning. + +"_Pensez-vous? Non!_ We would be the first to be notified. We were +ever so much closer to war two years ago--at Agadir! There is no cause +for alarm." + +He almost persuaded me, but after hesitating a moment I decided to abide +by my original intentions. + +"I can always put my money back in a week or so if all blows over and I +find I don't need it," I argued. + +"Certainly, Madame--as you will." + +And the twenty-eighth of July the _Societe Generale_ gave me all the +gold I requested. + +As the five o'clock express hurried me back home I began to understand +the gravity of the situation--for the "queer looking soldiers" were +nearer together all along the railway line, and it dawned on me that +theirs was a very serious mission--namely, that of safeguarding the +steel artery which leads from Paris to the eastern frontier. + +At Charly, our station, I was much surprised to see three French +officers in full uniform get off the train and step into the +taxi-autobus which deposits its travelers at the only hotel in the +vicinity. + +At the chateau my story failed to make an impression. The men +pooh-poohed the idea of war, and returned to the evening papers and the +_proces Caillaux_, which was the most exciting question of the moment. +In the pantry the news was greeted with hilarity, and coachman and +gardener declared that they would shoulder their spades and _faire la +guerre en sabots_. + +My friend and neighbor, Elizabeth Gauthier, was the only one who took +the matter seriously, and that because she had no less than five +brothers and a husband who would be obliged to serve in case of serious +events. I felt rather ashamed when I saw her countenance darken, for +after all, she was alone in Villiers with two tiny children; her +husband, the well-known archivist, coming down but for the week-end. +"What is the sense of alarming people so uselessly?" I thought. + +Wednesday, the 29th, the papers began to talk of "a tension in the +political relations between France and Germany" which, however, did not +quench the gaiety of a picnic luncheon in the grove by our river. + +In the afternoon the old _garde-champetre_ asked for H. in the +courtyard. + +"In case of mobilization," said he, "you have three horses and your farm +cart to present to the authorities. Your cart must have its awnings +complete. And your horses harnessed with their halters!" + +H. laughed and told him that he was giving himself a lot of useless +trouble. + +Thursday, the 30th, market day at Charly, the nearest town to Villiers. +We both drove down in the victoria, and were not surprised to see my +officers of the day before seated in the hotel dining-room, finishing +breakfast. + +"What are they down here for?" I queried of the proprietor. + +"Oh, they belong to the _Etat Major_ and are out here to verify their +maps. The Mayor has given them an office in the town hall. They go off +on their bicycles early every morning and only return for meals." + +"It's rather a treat to see a uniform out here, where hardly an officer +has appeared since last year when we had Prince George of Servia and his +staff for three days." + +The general topic on the market place was certainly _not_ war, and we +drove home somewhat reassured. + +Friday, the 31st, however, the tone of the newspapers was serious and +our little village began to grow alarmed when several soldiers on +holiday leave received individual official telegrams to rejoin their +regiments immediately. Little knots of peasants could be seen grouped +together along the village street, a thing unheard of in that busy +season when vineyards need so much attention. Towards noon the news ran +like wildfire that men belonging to the youngest classes had received +their official notices and we're leaving to join their corps. Yet there +was no commotion anywhere. + +"It will last three weeks and they'll all come home, safe and sound. +It's bothersome, though, that the Government should choose just our +busiest season to take the men out for a holiday!" declared one peasant. + +There was less hilarity in the servants' hall when I entered after +luncheon. At least I fancied so. The men had gone about their work +quicker than usual, and the women were silently washing up. + +"Does Madame know that the _fils Poupard_ is leaving by the four o'clock +train---and that Cranger and Veron are going too?" asked my faithful +Catherine. + +"No." + +"Yes, Madame--and Honorine is in the wash-house crying as though her +heart would break." + +I turned on my heel and walked toward the river. In the wash-house I +found Honorine bending over her linen, the great tears streaming down +her face, in spite of her every effort to control them. + +"Why, Honorine, what's the matter?" + +"He's gone, Madame--gone without my seeing him--without even a clean +pair of socks!" + +"Who?" + +"My son, Madame!" + +And the tears burst out afresh, though in silence. + +"Yes, Madame, I found this under the door when I came in at noon.--" She +drew a crumpled paper from her apron pocket. I smoothed it out and +read: + +"_Je viens de recevior ma feuille. Je pars de suite. Je prends les +deux francs sur la cheminee. Jean._" (I've just received my notice. Am +leaving at once. Have taken the two francs that are on the mantel. +Jean.) + +I cannot say what an impression that brief but heroic note made upon me. +In my mind it has always stood as characteristic of that wonderful +national resolution to do one's duty, and to make the least possible +fuss about it. + +At tea-time the male contingent of the house-party was decidedly +restless. + +"Let's go up to Paris and see what's going on." + +"There's no use doing that. Elizabeth Gauthier went this morning and +will be back in an hour with all the news. It's too late to go to town, +anyway!" + +"Well, if things don't look better to-morrow I've got to go. My +military book is somewhere in my desk at home and it's best to have it +_en regle_ in case of necessity," said Delorme. + +"Mine's at home, too," echoed our friend Boutiteron. + +"We'll all go to-morrow, and make a day of it," decided H. + +Just then the silhouette of the three officers on bicycles passed up the +road. + +"Let's go out and ask them what's up," suggested someone. + +"Pooh! Do you think they know anything more than we do? And if they do +know something, they wouldn't tell _you!_ Don't make a fool of +yourself, Hugues!" + +Presently Elizabeth Gauthier arrived, placid and cool as though +everything were normal. "Paris is calm; calm as Paris always is in +August." + +"But the papers? Your husband? What does he say?" + +"There are no extras--Leon doesn't seem over-alarmed, though as captain +in the reserves he would have to leave within an hour after any +declaration of hostilities. He has a special mission to perform. But +he's certain of coming down by the five o'clock train to-morrow." + +We went in to dinner but conversation lagged. Each one seemed +preoccupied and no one minded the long silences. We were so quiet that +the Angelus ringing at Charly, some four miles away, roused us with +something of a shock. + +Saturday morning, August 1st, the carryall rolled up to the station for +the early train. All made a general rush for the papers which had just +arrived and all of us were equally horrified when a glance showed the +headline-Jaures, the Great Socialist Leader, Assassinated. Decidedly +the plot thickened and naturally we all jumped to the same conclusion--a +political crime. + +"There's a stronger hand than the murderer's back of that felony," +murmured a plain man from the corner of our compartment. + +"What makes you say that?" + +"Why, can't you see, Monsieur, that our enemies are counting on the deed +to stir up the revolutionary party and breed discord in the country! +It's as plain as day!" + +That was rather opening the door to a lengthy discussion, but our +friends refused to debate, especially as we could hear excited masculine +voices rising high above the ordinary tone in the compartments on either +side of us. + +The journey drew to a close without any further remarkable incident. It +seemed to me that we passed more up trains than usual, but were not a +moment overdue. There was nothing to complain of. As we approached La +Villette and drew into the Gare de l'Est everybody noticed the +extraordinary number of locomotives that were getting up steam in the +yards. There were rows and rows of them, just as close together as it +was possible to range them, and as far as the eye could see their +glittering boilers extended down the tracks in even lines. Each one had +a freshly glued yellow label, on which was printed in big black capitals +the name of its home station. That was the most significant preparation +we had witnessed as yet. Presently we observed that the platforms of +freight and express depots had been swept clear of every obstacles and +the usually encumbered Gare de l'Est was clean and empty as the hand of +man could make it. + +In the courtyard our party separated, promising to meet for the five +o'clock express--"Unless something serious prevents." + +I accompanied H. to the _Caserne des Minimes_ where he went to see if +his military situation was registered up to date in his _livret_, and +all along the streets leading from the station we met women silently +wiping their eyes. + +What a sight the courtyard of that barracks presented! Some five or six +thousand men of all ages, classes and conditions who up until that +moment had never thought that the loss of a military book entailed the +slightest consequence, had one and all been pushed by that single +thought, "Be ready for duty." Here they were, boys of twenty and men of +forty, standing in line, braving their all-time enemy, the _gendarme_, +each silently waiting his turn to explain his situation. To the credit +of the _gendarme_ and all those in authority, it must be said that +contrary to their usual custom they acted like loving fathers with these +prodigal sons of the Republic--possible information without the sign of +a grumble, and advising those who were still streaming in at the door to +come back towards five o'clock, when the line should have advanced a +little. It was then scarcely ten A. M.! + +H. had finished in no time. + +"All I've got to do is to go home and wait until I am called for," he +explained as we walked away at a brisk gait. + +Like most country people when they come to town I had numerous errands +to do, so we set off towards the _Bazar de l'Hotel de Ville_, renowned +for its farming implements. + +At the corner of the Rue des Archives we met Monsieur Gauthier on his +way to his Museum. + +"_Grave--tre's grave--la situation, Monsieur_," was all he could say. + +"What would you advise us to do?" + +"Well, to speak plainly, I should advise you to shut up the chateau, +leave a guardian, and open your Paris apartment. You're in the east, +you know! I shall go down by the five train and bring back Elizabeth +and the children. I'd be easier in my mind if I knew they were in a big +city! I If you have to leave, Madame Huard would be better off here." + +H. was very sober as we left Mr. Gauthier. + +"Bah! Cheer up! I'm afraid our friend is an alarmist. You know he has +two young children!" + +We entered the Bazar, which is the "biggest" of the big stores in Paris. +Every day in the week, and Sundays included, it is usually so crowded +with buyers and sellers that one has to elbow one's way, and literally +serve one's self. To our amazement it was empty--literally empty. Not +a single customer--not a single clerk to be seen. The long stretches of +floor and counters were vacant as though the store were closed. I +gasped a little in surprise and just as I did so a female voice from +behind a distant desk called out: + +"What is your pleasure, Madame?" + +I turned, and a little woman in black advanced towards me. + +"Yes, I know the place looks queer, but you see all our clerks are young +men and everyone of them has been obliged to join his regiment since +closing time last evening!" + +"Leave farming alone and come over to Conard's. He's bound to have some +news," said H. impatiently. + +Conard's is a big publishing firm on the boulevard, renowned as a +meeting place for most of the well-known political men. + +Conard greeted us in silence. He knew no more than we, and we fell to +talking of the latest events and trying to come to a conclusion. Then +one of the _habitues_ stepped in. + +"_Eh bien, Monsieur_, what news?" + +The person addressed kept on perusing the titles of the books spread +along the counter, and drawing a long puff from his cigarette and +without lifting his eyes, said, "The mobilization is for four o'clock! +Official. Have you something entertaining to read on my way to the +front?" + +"_What?_" + +"Yes, gentlemen." + +"War?"' + +"It looks very much like it!" + +Though almost expected, the news gave us a thrill. We stood spellbound +and tongue-tied. + +What to do? There were so many decisions to be made at a moment's +notice! H. was for our coming to Paris, as all the men must necessarily +leave the chateau. + +"Mobilization doesn't necessarily mean war, man. Besides if it does +come it can't last long. You'd better go back to your place in the +country, Huard. A big estate like that needs looking after," said +Conard. + +"Where do you live?" questioned the gentleman who had given us the news. + +"Villiers--sixty miles _east_ of Paris." + +"Well, if you decide to go there I advise you to take the soonest train. +The eastern railway belongs to the army, and only the army, beginning at +noon to-day." + +H. looked at his watch. It was nearly eleven, and our next train left +at noon sharp. We jumped into a taxi. + +"Drive to the Gare de l'Est and on the way stop at Tarides! We must +have maps, good road maps of the entire north and east," said H., +turning to me. + +It seemed as though he had had that thought in common with the entire +Parisian population, for all down the boulevards the bookshops and +stationers were already overflowing with men, chiefly in regimentals, +and as to the shoe-shops and boot-makers--there was a line waiting +outside of each. Yet there was no excitement, no shouting, not even an +"extra." + +What a different sight our station presented to that of two hours +before! The great iron gates were shut, and guarded by a line of +_sergents de ville_. Only men joining their regiments and persons +returning to their legitimate dwellings were allowed to pass. And there +were thousands of both. Around the grillwork hovered dense groups of +women, bravely waving tearless adieux to their men folk. + +After assuring himself that there was still a noon train, H. led me to +the restaurant directly opposite the station. + +"We'll have a bite here. Heaven knows what time we shall reach home!" + +The room was filled to overflowing; the lunchers being mostly officers. +At the table on our right sat a young fellow whose military harnessings +were very new and very stiff, but in spite of the heat, a high collar +and all his trappings he managed to put away a very comfortable repast. + +On our left was a party composed of a captain, his wife and two other +_freres d'armes_. That brave little Parisian woman at once won my +admiration, for though, in spite of superhuman efforts, the tears would +trickle down her face, she never gave in one second to her emotion but +played her part as hostess, trying her best to put her guests at ease +and smilingly inquiring after their family and friends as though she +were receiving under ordinary circumstances in her own home. + +At a quarter before noon we left them and elbowed our way through the +ever-gathering crowd towards our train. + +"The twelve o'clock express--what platform?" H. inquired. + +"The ten o'clock train hasn't gone yet, Monsieur!" + +"Is there any danger of its _not_ going?" + +"Oh, no; but there's every danger of its being the last." + +And the man spoke the truth, for as our friend the politician predicted, +at noon military authority took over the station and all those who were +so unfortunate as to have been left behind were obliged to wait in Paris +three mortal weeks. On the Eastern Railway all passenger service was +immediately sacrificed to the transportation of troops. + +It seems to me that this was the longest train I have ever seen. The +coaches stretched far out beyond the station into torrid sunlight. Every +carriage was filled up to and beyond its normal capacity. There could +be no question of what class one would travel--it was travel where one +could! Yet no one seemed to mind. I managed to find a seat in it +compartment already occupied by two young St. Cyr students in full +uniform and white gloves, a very portly aged couple and half a dozen men +of the working classes. + +"We'll take turns at sitting, Monsieur," said one of them as H. pushed +further on into the corridor. + +At the end of five minutes' time the conversation had become general. +Although as yet there had been no official declaration everyone present +was convinced that the news would shortly be made public, and though the +crowd was certainly not a merry one, it was certainly not sad. Most of +the men had received their orders in the morning, and had said good-bye +to their loved ones at home. In consequence, there were no +heart-rending scenes of farewell, no tearful leave-takings from family +and friends, no useless manifestations. + +Through the doorway of our stifling compartment, which up until the last +moment was left open for air, we could see the train on the opposite +platform silently, rapidly filling with men, each carrying a new pair of +shoes either slung over the shoulders or neatly tied in a box or paper +parcel. Then without any warning, without any hilarious vociferations +on the part of its occupants, it quietly drew out of the station, to be +instantly replaced by another train of cars. + +Five times we watched the same operation recommence ere the ten o'clock +train decided to leave Paris. Then as the guard went along the platform +slamming the doors, a boyish face poked its way into the aperture of our +compartment. + +"Hello, Louis," said he, addressing one of the workmen. "Hello, Louis, +you here, too?" + +"_Eh bien, cette fois je crois quon y va! Hein?_" + +Our door closed and the trainman whistled. + +"_Bon voyage!_" shouted the boy through the window. + +"The same to you," replied the other. That was all. + +It was not a very eventful journey. It was merely hot and lengthy. We +stopped at every little way station either to let down or take on +passengers. We were side-tracked and forgotten for what seemed hours +at a time, to allow speedy express trains filled with men and bound for +the eastern frontier to pass on and be gone. + +At Changis-St. Jean I put my head out of the window and there witnessed +a most touching sight. A youngish man in a well-fitting captain's +uniform, accompanied by his wife and two pretty babies, was preparing to +take his leave. He was evidently well known and esteemed in his little +village, for the curate, the mayor, the municipal council and numerous +friends had come to see him off. The couple bore up bravely until the +whistle blew-then, clasping each other in an almost brutal embrace, they +parted, he to jump into the moving train mid the shouts of well-wishers, +and she, her shoulders shaking with emotion, to return to her empty +home. + +Four months later, almost to a day, I again put my head out of the car +window as we stopped at Changis. Imagine my surprise on seeing almost +the same group! I recognized the mayor, the curate and the others, and +a little shiver went down my back as I caught sight of the pretty +captain's wife--her eyes red and swollen beneath the long widow's veil +that covered her face. That same hopeful little assembly of August +first had once again gathered on the station platform to take possession +of and to conduct to their last resting place the mortal remains of +their heroic defunct. + +Naturally, as they did not expect us before six at the chateau, there +was no carriage to meet us. + +"We'll take the hotel taxi as far as Charly, and from there we'll +telephone home," said H. as we got down from the train. + +But there was neither hotel trap nor vehicle of any description at the +station. True it was that our train was nearly two hours late! The idea +of walking some four miles in the broiling sun was anything but amusing, +but there seemed to be nothing else to do. So after a quarter of an +hour uselessly spent in trying to get a carriage about our lonesome +station, we started off on foot. We had scarcely gone two hundred yards +when we caught sight of a PARISIAN taxi! H. hailed him! + +"What are you doing down _here?_" + +"I brought down a gentleman who was in a hurry. You see there are no +more trains out of Paris on this line since noon! And there are not +likely to be any for some time to come." + +"Will you take us as far as Charly?" + +"If it's on the way to Paris--yes! I'm in a hurry to get back. I've +got to join my regiment at the Gaxe du Nord before midnight, but I'd +like to ring in another job like this before that. It's worth while at +150 per trip!" + +"You've got to cross Charly--there's no other way to Paris." + +So we made our price and were whisked into our little market-town. + +The inhabitants were on their doorsteps or chatting in little groups, +and we created quite a sensation in our Parisian vehicle. H. went to +the Gendarmerie at once to see if there was any official news by wire +since we had left town. + +"You're the one who ought to bring us news, Monsieur," said the +_brigadier_. "What do they say in Paris?" + +"The mobilization will be posted at four o'clock." + +A hearty peal of laughter, that was most refreshing in the tension of +the moment, burst from all three gendarmes. + +"Well, it's five minutes of four now. And if what you say is so, I +should think we'd know something about it by this time! Don't worry. +It's not so bad as you fancy--" + +H. shook hands and we left. At the hotel we got the chateau on the wire +and asked for the victoria at once. As the horse had to be harnessed and +there is a two-mile drive down to Charley, we stopped a moment and spoke +to the proprietress of the hotel. + +"How does it happen that your motor was not at the station?" said H. + +"Oh," she replied, "our officers hired it early this morning and my +husband bad to drive them post-haste to Soissons. He hasn't got back +yet!" + +Before going farther in my narrative I shall say here, lest I forget it, +that two of the supposed officers were caught within the fortnight and +shot at Meaux as German spies--the third managed to make his escape. + +Hearing the carriage coming down the hill, we walked towards the +doorway. At that same moment we saw the white-trousered _gendarme_ +hastening towards the town hall. Catching might of H., he held up the +sealed envelope he held in his band, and shouted, "You were right, +Monsieur. It has come!" + +We jumped into the victoria, but as we crossed the square the +_garde-champetre_ caught the bridle and stopped our turnout. + +"One moment, Monsieur." + +Then the town-crier appeared, instantly causing the staggering groups to +cluster into one. He had no need to ring his bell. He merely lifted +his hand and obtained instant silence, and then slowly read out in deep, +solemn, measured tones, which I shall never forget until my dying day. + +"_Extrme urgence. Ordre de mobilisation generale. Le premier jour de +la mobilization est le dimanche deux aout!_" + +That was all! It was enough! The tension of those last two days was +broken. No matter what the news, it was a relief. And we drove away +'mid the rising hum of hundreds of tongues, loosened after the agonizing +suspense. + +The news had not yet reached Villiers when we drove through the village +street. We turned into the chateau and found Elizabeth Gauthier, her +children and almost all the servants, grouped near the entrance ball. +They looked towards us with an appealing gaze. + +As H. opened his mouth to answer, the sharp pealing of the _tocsin_, +such as it rings only in cases of great emergency, followed by the +rolling of the drum, told them better than we could that the worst bad +come. + +The servants retired in silence and still the bell rang on. Presently +we could hear the clicking of the sabots on the bard road as the +peasants hurried from the fields towards the _Mairie_. + +I can see us all now, standing there in the brilliant afternoon +sunlight--Elizabeth murmuring between her sobs, "O God, don't take my +husband!" little Jules clinging to her skirts, amazed at her distress, +and happy, lighthearted, curly-headed baby Colette, chasing butterflies +on the lawn in front of us! + + + + +II + + +_August first._ + +The _tocsin_ ceased, but the drum rolled on. + +In a moment we had recovered from the first shock, and all went out to +the highroad to hear the declaration. To H. and me it was already a +thing of the past, but we wanted to see how the peasants would take it. + +At Villiers as at Charly, it was the _garde champetre_ who was charged +with this solemn mission, and the old man made a most pathetic figure as +he stood there with his drumsticks in his hand, his spectacles pushed +back, and the perspiration rolling down his tanned and withered cheeks. + +"What have you got to say?" queried one woman, who was too impatient to +wait until all had assembled. + +"_Bien de bon--_" was the philosophic reply, and our friend proceeded to +clear his throat and make his announcement. + +It was received in dead silence. Not a murmur, not a comment rose from +the crowd, as the groups dispersed, and each one returned to his +lodgings. + +We followed suit, and I went with H. towards the servants' hall. + +"Give me the keys to the wine cellar," said he. "And, Nini," he +continued, addressing my youngest maid, aged ten, "Nini, lay a cloth and +bring out the champagne glasses. The boys shan't go without a last +joyful toast." + +There were four of them; four of them whose military books ordered them +to reach the nearest railway station, with two days' rations, as soon as +possible after the declaration of mobilization. H. had hardly time to +bring up the champagne before we could bear the men clattering down the +stairs from their rooms. Their luggage was quickly packed--a change of +underclothes and a second pair of shoes composed their trousseaux--and +Julie came hurrying forward with bread, sausages and chocolate! "Put +this into your bags," she said. Though no one had told them, all those +who remained seemed to have guessed what to do, for in like manner +George, one of the younger gardeners, had hitched the horses to the farm +cart and drove up to the kitchen entrance. + +A moment later Catherine called me aside and tearfully begged permission +to accompany husband and brother as far as Paris. The circumstances +were too serious to refuse such a request and I nodded my assent. + +"Come on, boys," shouted H. "Ring the farm-bell, Nini, and call the +others in." + +Their faces radiant with excitement, they gathered around the long +table. H. filled up the glasses and then raising his-- + +"Here's to France, and to your safe return!" said he. + +"To France, and our safe return!" they echoed. + +We all touched glasses and the frothy amber liquid disappeared as by +magic. Then followed a hearty handshaking and they all piled into the +little cart. George cracked the whip and in a moment they had turned the +comer and were gone. + +Gone--gone forever--for in the long months that followed how often did I +recall that joyful toast, and now, a year later, as I write these lines, +I know for certain that none of them will ever make that "safe return." + +Elizabeth Gauthier bore up wonderfully under the strain. She was the +first to admit that after all it would have been too trying to say +good-bye to her husband. H. and I then decided that it was best for her +to bring her children and maid and come over to the chateau where we +would share our lot in common. There was no time for lamenting--for the +sudden disappearance of cook, butler, and the three most important +farm-hands, left a very large breach which had to be filled at once. +There was nothing to do but to "double up," and the girls and women +willingly offered to do their best. + +Julie, the only person over thirty, offered to take over the kitchen. To +George and Leon fell the gardens, the stables, the horses, dogs, pigs +and cattle. Yvonne, aged seventeen, offered to milk the cows, make +butter and cheese, look after the chickens and my duck farm, while +Berthe and Nini, aged fourteen and ten, were left to take care of the +chateau! Not a very brilliant equipment to run as large an +establishment as ours, but all so willing and so full of good humour +that things were less neglected than one might imagine. + +The excitement of the day had been such that after a very hasty meal we +retired exhausted at an early hour. The night was still--so still that +though four miles from the station we could hear the roar of the trains +as they passed along the river front. + +"Hark!" said H. "How close together they are running!" + +We timed them. Scarcely a minute between each. Then, our ears becoming +accustomed, we were soon able to distinguish the passenger from the +freight trains, as well as the empty ones returning to Paris. + +"Listen! Those last two were for the troops! That one is for the +ammunition. Oh, what a heavy one! It must be for the artillery!" And +we fell asleep before the noise ceased. Indeed for three long weeks +there was no end to it, as night and day the Eastern Railway rushed its +human freight towards the Eastern frontier. + +Sunday morning, August second, found us all at our posts as the sun +rose. Elizabeth and I drove down to Charly for eight o'clock mass, and +all along the road met men and boys on their way to the station. The +church was full, but there were only women and elderly men in the +assembly; why, we knew but too well, and many wives and mothers had come +there to hide their grief. Our curate was a very old man, and the news +had given him such a shock that he was unable to say a word after +reaching the pulpit and stood there, tongue-tied, with the tears +streaming down his face for nearly five minutes--finally retiring +without uttering a sound. Not exactly the most fortunate thing that +could have happened, for his attitude encouraged others to give way to +their emotions, and there was a most impressive silence followed by much +sniffling and nose-blowing! All seemed better, though, after the shower, +and the congregation disbanded with a certain sense of relief. + +Before leaving home H. told me to seek out the grocer, and to lay in a +stock of everything she dispensed. + +"You see," said he, "we're now cut off from all resources. There are no +big cities where we can get supplies, within driving reach, and our +grocers will have nothing to sell once their stock is exhausted. We're +living in the hope that the mobilization will last three weeks. That +will you do if it lasts longer? It never hurts to have a supply on +hand!" + +"All my salt, sugar and gasoline has been put aside for the army. I was +ordered to do that this morning--but come around to the back door and +I'll see what I can do for you," said my amiable grocery-woman. + +"That's pleasant," thought I. "No gasoline--no motor--no electricity! +Privation is beginning early. But why grumble! We'll go to bed with +the chickens and won't miss it!" + +Madame Leger and I made out a long list of groceries and household +necessities, and she set to work weighing and packing, and finally began +piling the bundles into the trap drawn up close to her side door. + +Our dear old Cesar must have been surprised by the load he had to carry +home, but Elizabeth and I decided that a "bird in the hand is worth two +in the bush," and one never could tell what astonishing "order" +to-morrow might bring forth. + +How H. laughed when he saw us driving up the avenue. + +"I didn't think you'd take me so literally," said he. "Why, war isn't +even declared, and here we are preparing for a siege!" + +"Never mind," I returned, "you must remember that there are twelve +persons to feed, and we'll soon get away with all I've got here." + +The afternoon was spent in arranging our apartments. For convenience +sake, we decided to close part of the chateau and all live as near +together as possible in one wing. The children and younger servants +seemed to consider the whole as a huge joke--or rather, a prolonged +picnic party, and the house rang with peals of jolly laughter. + +Monday, the third, Elizabeth and I tackled the provisions which were +piled high on the table in the servants' hall. A visit to the storeroom +and a little calculation showed that there were sufficient groceries +already on hand to last the month out. + +"Very good," said I. "Now, the rest we'll divide into three even parts +--that makes September, October and November assured. By that time +we'll know what precautions to take!" + +"Well, I should hope so!" came the smiling reply. And we set to work. +It all recalled the days of my childhood when I used to play at +housekeeping and would measure out on the scales of my dolls' house so +much rice, so much flour, so much macaroni, etc. I could hardly believe +I was in earnest. + +We were right in the midst of our task when our gardeners appeared +bearing between them a clothes basket full of plums. + +"Madame, they can't wait a day longer. They're ready to cook now." + +It was almost a disagreeable surprise, for we were already as busy as we +could be. But there was no way of waiting, or the fruit would be +spoiled. + +"Is that all the plums?" + +"Ah, no, Madame, there are fully two baskets more. And in a day or two +the blackberries and black currants must be picked or they'll rot on the +vines." + +"Heaven preserve us!" thought I. "Will we ever come to the end of it +all!" But by four o'clock the first basket of plums was stoned, the +sugar weighed, and a huge copper basin of _confiture_ was merrily +boiling on the stove. + +"Where are you going to hide your provisions now you've got them so +beautifully tied up?" enquired H., his eyes twinkling. + +"Hide them?" + +"Yes!" + +"What for?" + +"In case of invasion." + +We all simply shook with laughter. + +"Well, if the Germans ever reach here there won't be much hope for us +all," I returned. + +"No, but joking aside; suppose we suddenly get the French troops +quartered on us, are you calmly going to produce your stock, let it be +devoured in a day or so, and remain empty-handed when they depart? You +see, it isn't the little fellows who'll suffer. A big place like this +with all its rooms and its stables is just the spot for a camp!" + +That idea had never dawned upon us, and we set to thinking where we +could securely hide our groceries in three different places. Finally it +was agreed that one part should be put back of the piles of sheets in +the linen closet; the second part hidden on the top shelf of a very high +cupboard in my dressing-room with toilet articles grouped in front of +it; while the third was carried up a tiny flight of stairs to the attic +and there pushed through a small opening into the dark space that leads +to the beams and rafters. It was all so infantile that we clapped our +hands and were as happy as kings when we had discovered such a good +cachette. + +Night was coming on as I stood pouring the last of the plum jam into the +glasses lined up along the kitchen table. Berthe had counted nearly a +hundred, and I was seriously thinking of adopting jam-making as a +profession, when with much noise and trumpeting, a closed auto whisked +up the avenue and stopped before the entrance. I hurried to the kitchen +door, untying my apron as I ran, arriving just as an officer jumped from +the motor, and before I had time to recognize him in his new uniform, +Captain Gauthier rushed forward, exclaiming: + +"I've come to fetch Elizabeth and the children!" + +The others, too, had heard the motor, and in an instant there was quite +an assembly in the courtyard. + +"I had great difficulty leaving Paris at all. My passport is only good +until midnight," the captain was explaining as his wife and H. appeared, +and almost without time for greeting. "Make haste," he continued, +turning to Madame Gauthier. "We must be off in a quarter of an hour, or +our machine will never reach town on time." + +I hurried with Elizabeth to her apartment, where we woke and dressed two +very astonished children, while the little maid literally threw the +toilet necessities and a few clothes into a huge Gladstone bag. + +"Leon evidently doesn't think us safe down here! You'd better come, +too," murmured Elizabeth as we went downstairs. + +In the meantime, H. had questioned our friend as to what had transpired +in Paris within the last twenty-four hours. + +"England will probably join us--and there is every possibility of +Italy's remaining neutral," he announced, as we made our appearance. And +then--"You must come to Paris. You're too near the front here," he +continued, as he piled wife, babies and servant into the taxi. + +And so, with hardly time for an adieu, the motor whisked away as it had +come, leaving H. and me looking beyond it into the night. + +When I returned to the pantry, I found Nini weeping copiously. Imagining +she had become frightened by the sudden departure of our friends, I was +collecting my wits to console and reassure her, when she burst forth, +"Oh, Madame--Madame--the _pates--_" + +"Well?" + +"The lovely _pates!_--all burned to cinders! Such a waste!" + +In our excitement we had forgotten to take from the oven two handsome +_Pates de lievre_ of which I was more than duly proud. And as Nini +expressed it, they were burned to cinders. How H. chuckled at our first +domestic mishap. + +"Fine cooks, you are," said he, turning to Berthe and Nini, who hung +their heads and blushed crimson. "And it's to you that I'm going to +entrust Madame when I leave!" + +Tuesday, the fourth, the drum rolled at an early hour and the +_garde-champetre_ announced the declaration of war. It was not news to +anyone, for all had considered the mobilization as the real thing. + +We were breakfasting when we heard a strange rumbling up the road. It +was such a funny noise--midway between that of a steam roller and a +threshing machine--that we both went out towards the lodge to see what +was passing by. We were not a little surprised on perceiving our +gendarmes sitting in an antiquated motor, whose puffing and wheezing +betokened its age. They stopped when they saw us, and after exchanging +greetings, laughingly poked fun at their vehicle--far less imposing than +their well-groomed horses, but the only thing that could cover between +seventy and eighty miles a day! From them we learned that the +mobilization was being carried out in perfection, and in all their tours +to outlying villages and hamlets not a single delinquent had been found +--not a single man was missing! All had willingly answered the call to +arms! + +Between the excitement and all the work that had to be done at Villiers, +time passed with phenomenal rapidity. As yet we had had no occasion to +perceive the lack of mail and daily papers, and though I had always had +a sub-conscious feeling that H. would eventually receive his marching +orders, it was rather a shock when they came. Being in a frontier +department he was called out earlier than expected. And instead of +being sent around-circuit way to reach his regiment south of Paris, he +was ordered to gain _Chateau Thierry_ at once, and there await +instructions. + +Of course I packed and unpacked his bag for the twentieth time since +Sunday, in the hope of finding a tiny space to squeeze in one more +useful article--and then descending, I jumped into the cart and waited +for him to join me. In spite of the solemnity of the moment, I couldn't +help laughing when he appeared, for disdaining the immaculate costume I +had carefully laid out, he had put on a most disreputable-looking pair +of trousers, and an old paint-stained Norfolk jacket. A faded flannel +shirt and a silk bandanna tied about his throat completed this weird +accoutrement, which was topped by a long-vizored cap and a dilapidated +canvas gunny sack, the latter but half full and slung lightly over one +shoulder. Anticipating my question, he explained that it was useless to +throw away a perfectly new suit of clothes. When he should receive his +uniform, his civilian outfit ought to be put in safe keeping for his +return. This was customary in time of peace, but who could tell?--he +might never even get a uniform, let alone hoping to see the clothes +again. + +And then, when I began examining the paltry contents of his sack, he +made light of my disappointment, saying that his father, who had served +in the campaign of 1870, had always told him that a ball of strong +string and a jackknife were sufficient baggage for any soldier. I +supposed he ought to know, and was just going to ask another question, +when-- + +"Listen," he said, as he put his foot on the step. "Listen--before I +forget. My will is at my notary's in Paris, and on your table is a +letter to your father--if anything happens to me you know what to do." + +We drove away in silence. + +I let the horses walk almost all the way home and my thoughts were busy, +very busy along the way. Here I was alone--husband and friends had +vanished as by magic. My nearest relatives over five thousand miles +away--and communication with the outside world entirely cut off, for +Heaven knew how long. Evidently there was nothing to do but to face the +situation, especially as all those in my employ save Julie were under +twenty, and looked to me for moral support. This was no time to +collapse. If I broke down anarchy would reign at once. + +But what to do? Go on living like a hermit on that great big estate? +The idea appalled me. It seemed such a useless existence--and in a few +moments' time I had decided to turn the place into a hospital. But how +and to whom should I offer it? + +I stopped at the _Gendarmerie_, where our friends were able to give me +information. + +"The nearest sanitary formation was Soissons--the Red Cross Society. The +president would probably be able to help me--" So I thanked the +_gendarme_ and left there, having decided to drive thence on the morrow. + +Soissons is but twenty miles as a bird flies, but almost double that by +the winding roadway, and I was calculating what time I should start and +where I would rest the span, as I entered the yard. + +"Anything new, George?" I said, as he took the bridle. + +"Nothing, Madame, save that we have received orders that all the horses +must be presented at Chateau Thierry for the revision to-morrow before +ten." + +"All the horses?" + +"Yes, Madame, with full harnessing, halters and the farm carts." + +That was a surprise! Suppose they are all taken, thought I, I shall be +almost a prisoner. And my trip to Soissons? + +"Don't unharness!" I called, as George drove towards the stable. "I'm +going back to Charly." + +In our little township I managed to buy a lady's bicycle. "It may come +in handy," I thought. It was the last machine that was left. From the +shop I went to the hotel. + +"Where's your husband?" I said to the proprietress. + +"Why, he's gone with the chauffeur to take our motorbuses and taxi to +the requisition committee." + +"What?" + +"Yes, Madame." + +"But I wanted him to motor me over to Soissons to-morrow!" + +"Well, if he gets back to-night and they leave him a single machine, +I'll let you know, Madame." + +In the afternoon the drum beat anew and I learned that all the bakers in +the village (there were three of them) having been called to the front, +we were likely to be without the staff of life. In the presence, +therefore, of the impending calamity, the village government had decided +to take over the bakery--it had found an old man and a very young +apprentice who would do the work, but each citizen was requested to +declare the number of persons composing his household and in order to +economize flour, so much bread would be allowed per bead and each family +must come and fetch his supply at the town hall between eleven and +twelve o'clock! + +Needless to say, it must be paid for in cash, though the Board reserved +the right to look after the village poor. In like manner, all the salt +had been reserved for the army, and we were to be rationed to +seventy-five grammes a week per person! It all sounded rather terrible, +but when put into practice it was proved that the rations were very +generous and no one had reason to complain. + +By four o'clock the next morning there was a perpetual stream of farm +carts down the road leading towards Chateau Thierry. I dressed and went +to the stables where George and Leon were already harnessing. More than +once I had a tight feeling in my throat as I patted the glossy backs of +dear old Cesar and my lovely span. + +The girls had decorated the carts with huge bunches of poppies, daisies +and corn-flowers and in addition to these tri-color bouquets, a little +branch of laurel was stuck up over each horse's bridle. There was a +generous distribution of sugar, and each horse was kissed on the tip of +his nose, and then the boys joined the procession on the highroad. + +I watched them out of sight. "Shall we ever get through saying +'good-bye'? When will these departures cease?" thought I, as I turned +from the gate. But I was given no time to muse, for a most amazing +clamor arose from a gateway a little higher up the road, and glancing in +that direction, I saw old father Poupard leading his horse and cart into +the open. He was followed by his wife and daughter-in-law, two brawny +peasant women, who were loudly lamenting the departure of their steed! + +"No, no!" literally howled mother Poupard. + +"This is the last straw! Both sons gone, and now our horse! Who's +going to bring in our crop? The Lord is unjust." + +"And brother's babies--poor motherless things--in an orphan asylum at +Epernay! How can we get to them now? Oh, no! Oh, no--" wailed Julia. + +"Poupard!" exclaimed his wife, drying her tears on the corner of her +apron and fixing her sharp blue eyes on her husband, "Poupard, no +loitering! If they pay you for your horse, remember, no foolishness. +You bustle back here with the money--we need you to help in the +vineyard." + +"This is no time for sprees," wept Julia. + +"Father Poupard," admonished his irate mate, brandishing a spade, +"Father Poupard, mind what I say!" + +And then in a more moderate tone, but which was distinctly audible some +thirty yards away, "I've put a bottle into your lunch basket. You won't +need to buy anything more." + +There was a distinct emphasis on the word _buy_, which told me that +mother Poupard, evidently accustomed to her husband's ways, had provided +plentifully for his journey but had carefully emptied his pockets before +he started. + +I went back to my preserves, but as the day wore on the lack of all +communication with the outside world began to prey on me. Towards four +o'clock I took my bicycle and started down to Charly. A quarter of a +mile from our gate, in front of the town hall, a mason had driven two +huge posts, into the ground on either side of the road, and was swinging +a heavy chain between them. + +I looked askance at the schoolmaster who stood in the doorway surveying +the work. He explained that he had received instructions to the effect +that all passers-by unknown to this village were to be stopped and asked +for their papers. The men and boys who remained were to take turns +mounting guard, and thus to help to eradicate the circulation of spies. +Two suspicious motors and a man on a bicycle had already been signaled. +Should they appear and fail to produce their papers, immediate arrest +would follow. Should they offer the slightest opposition or attempt +escape, the sentinels had orders to shoot. + +I enquired if it would be necessary for we to have a _sauf-conduit,_ +being bound for Charly, and possibly the station at Nogent, where I +hoped that the soldiers of a passing train would throw me a newspaper. + +Mr. Duguey replied that he would gladly present me with the first +passport, and seemed wonderfully taken with my idea about the papers. He +admitted that living in darkness was beginning to get on his nerves, +too, and asked me, in case my plan should prove successful, if I would +be willing to put it on the public sign board so all could see the news. +I acquiesced willingly, and after he had asked a few questions as to +names, age, characteristics and destination, he stamped the seal on my +paper, and I departed. + +At Charly the same preparations had been made, and two elderly men, +leaning on their guns, smiled as I presented my paper for their +inspection. + +At the hotel, the proprietor had just returned after having waited +nearly twenty-four hours in line to present his machines. All save one +had been bought for the army. But with his double-seated taxi he +promised to drive me to Soissons the following morning. + +I continued my road, and reached Nogent to find that I was not alone in +my idea about begging the papers. Several others from neighboring +villages, so I heard, had already succeeded in obtaining a sheet, and +had driven off hastily with their trophies. My proceeding was very +simple. It consisted of crossing the rails to the up-train platform, to +stand in line with the other women already assembled, there to wait like +birds on a fence until a train coming from Paris passed by. Then as it +whizzed through the station, we shouted in chorus, "_Les journaux! Les +jour-naux!_" + +It worked like magic. We had hardly been there two minutes when a train +was signaled. + +As it approached, we could see that engine and cars were decorated with +garlands of flowers, and trailing vines, while such inscriptions as, +"_Train de Plaisir pour Berlin,_" and numerous caricatures had been +chalked on the varnished sides of the carriages. + +Our appeals were not in vain. With joyful shouts, the boys gladly threw +us the papers which were welcomed like the rain of manna in the desert. +I managed to collect two, _L'Action Franfaise_, and _Le Bonnet Rouge_. + +Until others and fresher were procured, the Royalist and the +Revolutionary sheets hung side by side on the public sign board at +Villiers, proving that under the Third Republic, _Liberte', Egalite', +Fraternite_ are not vain words. + +The news of the violation of Luxembourg and Belgian territory created +less sensation than one might have expected. In the circumstances news +of any kind seemed a blessing. + +There was still quite a gathering in front of the town hall when the +first carts began to return from the revision. They were few and far +between, compared with the double line that had driven past in the +morning. My heart leapt with joy, as I saw George, driving Cesar, turn +into the court. + +"Too old, Madame," he said, his eyes shining. "Though still so game +that they nearly kept him. He's reserved for a second call." + +"And Florentin and Cognac?" + +The boy put his hand into his pocket and held out a slip of paper. I +took it and read, "_Bon pour 1,200 francs, prix de 2 chevaux, etc._" + +"Well, thank God, we've got one left anyhow," thought I as I entered the +hall. Just then the gate creaked and I could vaguely distinguish in the +deepening twilight the forms of mother Poupard and Julia hurrying +towards the stables. I followed. + +"George! George!" called Julia. + +"Well?" came the answer from within. + +"George--where's the old man?" queried mother Poupard in excited tones. + +"How do I know?" + +"Was our horse taken? Can you tell us that?" + +"I think so; yes." + +"Then why didn't Poupard come back with you and Leon in the cart? Did +you see him?" + +"Yes." + +"Where was he?" + +"In front of a cafe as we drove past." + +"Oh, the old villain! The wretch! Oh, _mon Dieu,_ what shall we do! +Oh, the wicked old man--if I had him here, I'd thrash him good!" + +And mother Poupard began brandishing a pitch-fork with such violence +that I commenced to fear that failing her delinquent spouse, she would +fall upon George to wreak vengeance. + +"Oh, the old devil! Oh--" + +"Look here, I'm not his nurse--now clear out, the lot of you!" + +The injunction served its purpose, for remembering they were "not at +home," the two women retired in high dudgeon, wailing and lamenting in +such audible tones that their neighbors came out to see what was the +matter, and laughed at mother Poupard's threat of what she would do if +ever she got _le vieux_ into her clutches. + +By six A. M. on the Friday I had breakfasted and was ready to leave for +Soissons. The taxi from the Hotel du Balcon made its appearance a few +moments later, and after a visit to the town hall, where we secured the +necessary passports, we set off on our journey. + +At the entrance to every little village we were obliged to halt and +exhibit our papers--after which formality the chain would be let down +and we allowed to go our way. + +Half an hour later as we crossed Chateau Thierry we could see the rows +of horses that had not yet been examined lined up along the square. The +commissaries had worked all night and their task was still far from +finished. + +Until we reached Oulchy-le-Chateau, the chains were the only outward +signs that betokened the belligerent state of the country, and even then +as those who mounted guard were not in uniform, it seemed rather as +though we were passing a series of toll-gates. However, as we ran along +the splendid roads between the great fertile plains, I observed that the +harvesting was being done chiefly by women, and that the roads +themselves were empty of any vehicle. Evidently only those who had an +important errand were allowed on the _routes nationals_, thus kept clear +for the transport of troops or ammunition. + +At Oulchy, half-way to Soissons, we halted at a railway crossing to let +a long, lazy train drag out of the station. When at length the bars +were drawn up, much excitement reigned on the little platform which we +had been unable to see from the other side of the rails. Young girls +with pails and dippers in their hands stood chattering with women in +wrappers, whose disheveled appearance told plainly that they had been +hastily awakened and had hurried thence without thinking of their +_toilette_. + +"What is it?" I asked of the _garde-barriere_. + +"Wounded!" + +"Wounded?" + +"Yes--the first. Not badly wounded and they are able to travel, but +unable to hold a gun. And they were all so thirsty!" + +Poor fellows, thought I, already out of the ranks and the first week is +not yet passed. + +More persuaded than ever of the utility of my mission, I did not stop +longer but pushed on towards Soissons. Half a mile further up the road, +an elderly man carrying a package, hailed the motor. We slowed down, +and hat in hand he approached. + +"I beg pardon for the liberty I'm taking,"' he said, "but might I ask +where you're bound?" + +"Soissons." + +"You would be rendering a great service to the municipality if you would +allow me to ride with you in the empty seat. You see, the youngsters +who are left to reap the crops have broken the only machine in the +community, and we can't go on harvesting until it is repaired or +replaced. There are no mechanics left, and moreover, no horses that +could take us to Soissons to find one, so I've offered to go on +foot--but that means at least two full days lost before we can continue +our work." + +"Get in at once," I said, and we rolled off. + +It was not long before I had drawn his history from this village +alderman, an Alsatian by birth, and his tales of the war of 1870 helped +to wile away the time we were obliged to spend idling along the roadside +while our chauffeur repaired our first puncture. The emergency wheel +clapped on, we were soon en route again. My companion duly uncovered as +we passed the monument to the soldiers of the Franco-Prussian War, +almost hidden in a lovely chestnut grove, in the heart of the forest of +Hartennes. + +On the outskirts of Soissons we came upon a squadron of the Ninth +Territorial Regiment, resting after the morning exercises. These +soldiers much resembled the "bushy-bearded" creatures whom I had seen +guarding the Eastern Railway, save that they were even more picturesque, +for most of them wore straw sombreros. As we passed the captain on his +horse, my companion lifted his hat and the officer replied with a +salute. + +"A friend of yours?" I ventured. + +"No. Never saw him before." + +"But you bowed, I thought." + +"Certainly. He's an officer on duty in time of war, and all civilians +owe him that courtesy." + +I liked that and fancied it were old-time urbanity, though often since I +have seen it proved that the custom is not obsolete. + +A little further on we came to a very jolly squadron, the cooks, who +were peeling fresh vegetables and pouring them into immense +wash-boilers, which, when filled, two privates seized by the handles and +carried towards a big barracks some hundred yards distant. + +Presently we hit a cobbled road which must have been a joy to all heavy +machines, but which nearly jolted us out of our light vehicle. Patience +and good humor were very rapidly disappearing when we rounded a curve, +struck the good macadam, and I saw the twin spires of St. Jean rising +majestically against the clear blue summer sky. + +At our right I noticed the entrance gate to a chateau over which hung a +big Red Cross, such as I coveted for my home, and then in a moment we +were already in a _faubourg_ of Soissons. It was not unlike the +entrance to any other provincial city in ordinary times, save that there +were many red-trousered men mixed in with the other population. There +were no chains across the road, but four soldiers in uniform mounted +guard. We showed _patte blanche_ and proceeded to ask for the Red Cross +headquarters. + +"Madame Macherez is the president. You must go to her. Cross the city +and go out east towards St. Paul. Her chateau is there." + +Naturally we headed straight for our destination, but were stopped every +other minute by police who side-tracked us into back streets. The big +thoroughfares must be kept clear for the army! + +I set down my old friend near the town hall, and told him that I should +be returning about noon. If he were ready, I would be glad to give him +a lift. Would he meet us in front of the _Hotel du Soleil d'Or?_ + +He was delighted, and promised to be on time. + +We crossed the Aisne; I must say rather heedlessly, little dreaming that +in so short a time it would be the object of such desperate and bloody +disputes--nor so historically famous. + +The Chateau de St. Paul sits, or rather, sat back from the road, +surrounded by its lovely garden and a high wall. I left my motor and +entered the grounds, preceded by a servant who had opened the gate. In +a small drawing room I presented myself to a very charming young person +already installed behind a desk, though it was scarcely half-past eight, +and explained the object of my visit. + +"Madame Macherez will be delighted. I'm her secretary, and I can assure +you she will do all she can to further your plans. Would you mind +waiting just a few moments? She'll be down presently. You see," she +continued, "we have been up all night. We suddenly had part of a +regiment quartered on us, and the officers who slept here were coming +and going most of the time. I beg you will excuse the dust, but they +haven't been gone long enough for us to make things tidy. There were +twenty here, and two hundred men in the outbuildings which makes quite a +_remue menage._" + +Just then the president of the _Association des Dames Franpaises_ came +in. + +Madame Macherez, a fine looking, elderly woman with iron-gray hair and +clear blue eyes, is the widow of former Senator Macherez. Her keen +understanding and wonderful business ability have won her the respect +and esteem of two entire nations; both friend and enemy are united in +their praises of this wonderful person. + +I was not long in explaining my intentions--I could supply sixty beds, +with room for the double; would take all the management of a hospital, +gladly help with the nursing, but must have a doctor and other +professional aid. + +Madame Macherez accepted my proposition, knew just the person I needed, +and taking off her badge pinned it on to the lapel of my coat and made +me a member of her society. + +"Now, then, let's get through with the formalities at once. Here is +your _carte d'identite_. You must paste your photo on to it. With that +and an armlet stamped from the War Department you will have free access +to all the roads and you won't have to be bothered with other papers. +Let us go at once to the city hall, where they will stamp their seal on +your card, which makes it valid for your identity. From there we must +hunt out the colonel in command and get his seal. That makes it valid +with military authorities." + +The president's motor was waiting outside the door. + +"How long shall we be?" + +"Ah, an hour at least." + +I turned to my chauffeur who was tampering with his punctured tire. + +"Go and see if you can't find a new inner tube, and meet me at the +_Hotel du Soled d'Or_ where I will lunch, at eleven." + +"But I just put in a new inner tube." + +"Have you got an extra one?" + +"No, but I've my emergency wheel--" + +"Never mind. Another inner tube may come in handy." + +"Very well, Madame." + +Madame Maeberez was waiting, so I jumped in next her and we drove to the +town ball. Though the war was scarcely a week old her office was +already installed in the Hotel de Ville, and several hospitals were well +on the way towards complete organization. In a big room white-capped +women (the first I had seen of the kind) were counting bandages, linen +and underclothing, laying out huge piles for such and such a hospital. + +While Madame M. was answering numerous questions which besieged her on +her entrance, her secretary took note of what was lacking in my +ambulance, promised to forward it at once by motor, and gave me an +agreement to sign. + +In the meantime, someone had carried my card to the mayor who affixed +his seal, and my armlet appeared as though by magic. + +Now, then, for the colonel! And we hastened away again at a moment's +notice. + +As we drove through the quaint little city, my eye was attracted more +than once by a splendid bit of Louis XIV architecture. The college, the +convent, the churches and even some private residences were wonderful +examples of that exquisitely decorative period. As it was my first +visit to Soissons I regretted not having brought my kodak, but when I +spoke of this to Madame Macherez she expressed her delight at my +admiration of her native city, but was extremely glad that I had not +ventured out alone with a camera. Unknown persons with photographic +paraphernalia were suspicious these times. It was best to leave such +things at home. + +Just then we were winding up a narrow street and the chauffeur was +tooting in vain, trying to persuade a half-dozen soldiers carrying bales +of bay on their backs, to make room for us to get by. With much evident +reluctance the first man drew a bit to the right, the second vociferated +something in a picturesque patois, and just as we passed the third, I +leaned forward and grabbed the driver by the collar. + +"Stop, stop a minute!" I gasped. + +He must have thought I was mad, and Madame M. probably imagined I had +suddenly lost my wits, when she saw me plunge out of the motor, race +towards one of the bales, tear it from the carrier's back with a +violence that nearly upset the man, and then, throwing my arms about his +neck, embrace him. + +"You? Already?" gasped H., and then as we realized that we were making +a public spectacle of ourselves, the color rose to our cheeks. + +A hasty explanation followed, in which I told my plans. + +"And you, what on earth are you doing here?" I questioned. + +"Well--just what you see. All of us from Villiers have been sent to +bring horses to the front, and a fine job it is. I wish you could see +the nags! None of them rideable!" + +"But after they're delivered--what?" + +"I wish I knew myself." + +"And when can we meet?" + +"I'm afraid that's impossible. We're off again to-night for God knows +where!" + +And H. seeing that he was already far behind his companions, threw me a +hasty adieu and was gone! + +The colonel was absent, but would return _tout de suite,_ and Madame +Macberez and I lost nearly an hour waiting. When he appeared, however, +he was most gracious, excused himself very politely and immediately +stamped my card. Then having all the necessary papers, I begged Madame +to drop me at the hotel, and to return to her bureau, where I knew there +was work enough for a half-dozen such as she. She did as I requested, +and we parted--she promising to visit Villiers as soon as she could +dispose of an afternoon. + +I was the only woman in the hotel dining room for luncheon. The food +was good, but the service impossible, as there were some forty men, +mostly officers, very hungry, and only one decrepit waiter to do the +work. Good humor prevailed, each diner making allowances, and here for +the first time I heard that expression, destined to become so popular as +an excuse for almost anything: _Cest la guerre!_ + +My chauffeur kept me waiting, but my friend the alderman was on time. +Finally the motor made its appearance. Something had happened on +leaving St. Paul in the morning and the poor _hotelier_ had searched the +entire city for a mechanic, but to no avail. All were _au service de +l'armee_. Finally he had had to patch up things as best he could. As +to an extra inner tube--such a thing didn't exist. We would have to take +our chances with the wheel he had. + +We started, but hadn't gone two hundred yards when a back tire blew off! + +Well, thank goodness, we hadn't left town. So I returned to the hotel, +and while Huberson and the alderman were fixing up damages and adjusting +the emergency wheel, I had time to read all the back numbers of +_Illustration,_ which the _Soled d'Or_ possessed, and commence a +conversation with the proprietress, who sat in the court shelling peas +for dinner. She was certain that the war would be over in three months +at the utmost! + +At length I went out to see if I couldn't be of some assistance in the +motor business, but Huberson said it would be ready in a few moments. As +far as I could make out, my alderman friend was mostly a decorative +personality, for he stood there with his hat on the back of his head, +gesticulating vehemently, but never deigning to help my chauffeur in the +slightest manner. When I asked him if he knew Soissons well and +inquired if he could direct me to certain grocers where I could perhaps +obtain a few provisions, he insisted on showing me the shops, with an +alacrity which proved his incompetence at motor repairing. + +During that short promenade on foot, we encountered the whole Ninth +Territorial Regiment--not under arms but _au repos_. The men were +seated in front of the barracks reading the papers or idly smoking their +pipes, and all yearning for "something to do." Their wish, I fear, has +been more than satisfied. + +Start number two proved successful and we sped along very comfortably +until we hit that long cobbled road. The day was exceedingly warm, the +stones sun-baked, and after the first mile or so I saw Huberson looking +nervously at his fore wheel. His anxiety was well founded, for half a +minute later, whizz!--I could feel the rubber splitting! + +We stopped and all climbed out. + +"It's all up!" he exclaimed. "Not one--but two tires are burst, and the +shoe of the emergency wheel is flapping like an old dirty rag!" + +"Now, in my time--" began the alderman. + +"Never mind about your time, old man. If you want to get back to Oulchy +and that mowing machine before Christmas, you've got to pitch in and +help," cut in Huberson, whose nerves could no longer stand the strain. +Our friend took the hint and began stripping off his coat. We were +eight miles from Soissons, on the upgrade of a cobbled road, full in the +sun. It was three P. M. on a stifling August day! + +The men must have spent an hour trying to make impossible repairs--they +knew it was no use walking back to Soissons where aid had already been +refused, and it was evident from the condition of the tubes that there +was no hope of mending them. + +What to do? + +"I'll tell you," said I (and I must admit that I spoke for the sake of +saying something), "I'll tell you! Suppose you take out the inner tubes +and stuff the shoes with grass!" + +The men looked at me as if I had suddenly gone out of my mind. Their +contempt was so apparent that it wilted me. + +"Yes--I'm serious." + +And then arose a series of protestations which common sense bade me +heed, but which didn't advance our cause in the slightest. When we had +lost a full half-hour more arguing the question, I once again +proclaimed my original idea. + +The driver glanced at me in despair and shrugged his shoulders. "The +least we can do is try." + +So saying, we fell to work tearing up grass and weeds. And that is how +I came to ride over thirty miles on three grass-stuffed tires, which, +thanks to the heat, towards the end of the journey began sending forth +little jets of green liquid much to the astonishment of all those who +saw us pass. + + + + + +III + + +The next few days following my eventful trip to Soissons were spent +superintending the installation of my hospital. For convenience's sake +I decided to utilize the entire ground floor, first because there were +fewer and more spacious apartments, each one being large enough to hold +ten or twelve beds, thus forming a ward; second, because it would be +better to avoid carrying the wounded up a flight of stairs. The rooms +above could be used in case of emergency. All this of course +necessitated the moving of most of my furniture and _objets d'art_, as +well as the emptying of H.'s much encumbered studio--I having determined +to keep but a small apartment in the east wing for private use. It was +really a tremendous undertaking, far worse than any "spring cleaning" I +had ever experienced, especially as I was but poorly seconded by my +much-depleted domestic staff, already more than busy trying to keep the +farm going. + +From the boys--George and Leon--I learned that old father Poupard had +not yet put in his appearance since his departure three days before with +his nag, and that mother Poupard had abandoned her belligerent attitude +and had resorted to tears. She could be seen three times a day, on her +return from the fields, standing by the bridge corner, wailing her +distress to any passerby who had time enough to stop and listen. Poupard +now possessed all the qualities of mankind and it was probably through +his noble soft-heartedness that some ill had befallen him. What a +misfortune, especially as the vines needed so much attention. + +Sunday, the ninth, I was preparing to go to early service at Charly (our +own curate had been called to join his regiment) when on crossing the +bridge, a bicycle whisked by the victoria. + +"He's coming--he's coming!" called the rider, as he passed us. + +"Who?" I said, rising, as George drew up. + +"Father Poupard!" called the boy. "I'm going to tell his wife!" + +It was evident that the news had spread like wildfire, for looking up +the street, I could see the villagers hurrying from their cottages. +Already the hum of voices reached my ears, and anxious not to miss what +promised to be a most dramatic meeting, I told George to drive to one +side of the road and stop, and there we would await developments. + +In less than a minute mother Poupard appeared. She was as good as her +word, for now that she knew her lord and master was no longer in danger, +she had cast sentiment to the winds and was actually brandishing that +"big stick!" + +"Ah, the good-for-nothing old drunkard!" she vociferated as she ran. +"Just let me lay hands on him!" + +Around the bend of the road came the excited peasants. They pressed so +closely about someone that until they were almost upon us I could not +distinguish who it might be. Then as mother Poupard pushed her way +through the crowd, it parted and displayed her husband; drunk, but with +pride; delirious, but with glory--proudly bearing his youngest grandson +in his arms, leading the other by the hand. + +"Oh, Joseph--" gasped his astonished wife, every bit of anger gone from +her voice. + +And then followed a very touching family scene in which the delinquent +was forgiven, and during which time one of the bystanders explained that +father Poupard had walked from Chateau-Thierry to Epernay, to fetch his +orphan grandchildren, and had returned on foot, carrying first one and +then the other accomplishing the hundred miles in not quite four days! A +heroic undertaking for a man over seventy! + +The sun rose and set several times ere my interior arrangements were +completed and nothing extraordinary happened to break the monotony of my +new routine. On Tuesday, the eleventh, the strange buzzing of a motor +told us that an aeroplane was not far distant. Our chateau lies in the +valley between two hills, so to obtain a clear view of the horizon, I +hurried to the roof with a pair of field glasses. + +Presently a tiny black speck appeared and as it grew within the scope of +my glass, it was easy to recognize the shape of a _Taube_. That was my +introduction to the enemy. + +Without waiting a second I rushed to the telephone and asked central at +Charly (the telephones now belonged to the army) to pass on the message +that a German aeroplane had been sighted from the Chateau de Villiers, +and was flying due west, head on for Paris. The noise had grown louder +and louder, and when I returned to my post of observation, I found most +of the servants assembled, all craning their necks. On came the +_Taube_, and there we stood, gaping, never realizing an instant that we +were running the slightest risk. The machine passed directly over our +heads, not low enough, however, for us to distinguish its contents with +the naked eye. + +"There's another!" shouted someone. And turning our backs on the enemy, +we gave our entire attention to a second speck that had suddenly risen +on the horizon. + +It was four o'clock in the afternoon and the armored head of the +ever-on-coming aeroplane glittered splendidly in the golden rays of the +afternoon sun. + +"_Cest un francais!_" cried George. + +"_Non!_" + +Allowing that an aeroplane flies at the rate of a mile a minute, one can +easily imagine that we had not long to wait before number two sped over +us. Through my glass I was able to recognize the tri-color cockade +painted underneath the plane, and when I announced this there went up a +wild shriek of joy. + +At that moment a loud report in the west announced that the Germans had +begun their deadly work on undefended territory. + +"That's a bomb for the railway crossing at Nanteuil, I'll bet!" said +Leon, and while I was realizing that that projectile might just as well +have been for us, the others were gesticulating and bowling +encouragement to their compatriot some few hundred yards above them, as +though he could bear every word they said: + +"Go it, old man!" + +"Bring down that cursed blackbird!" "_Vive la France!_" and other +similar ejaculations were drowned by the noise of the motor. + +The chase was on! It was more exciting than any horserace I ever +witnessed. The Frenchman was rapidly gaining on the other, but would +they come into combat before they vanished from our horizon? That was +the question that filled us with anguish. + +On, on they sped, growing smaller and smaller every second. Presently +it became impossible to distinguish them apart, but we knew that they +had come within range of each other, for the two specks rose and fell by +turns now soaring high, now dipping precipitately, seeming almost to +touch at times. Then, just as they were about to disappear, one of them +suddenly collapsed and fell. Which one, we never knew. + +Towards dusk the _garde-champtre_ appeared and left orders that George +and Leon must take their turns at mounting guard. Four hours right out +of the sleep of a peasant boy especially when he is overworked, is +likely to leave him useless the next day. It provoked me a little, but +then it was duty and they must obey. The boys came on at eleven and +having decided it would be better to get in an hour or so of rest +beforehand, they retired to the hay loft. I promised to look in on them +in case they should fail to waken, and at the appointed time I put on my +sweater and went down to find, as I had expected, both youths slumbering +peacefully, blissfully unconscious of the time. Poor little chaps, it +seemed a pity to wake them, but what was to be done? Presently an idea +of replacing them myself dawned upon me: a second later it so enchanted +me that I wouldn't have had them wake for anything. The whole thing was +beginning to be terribly romantic. + +Slipping quietly away, I went to my room and got my revolver, and then +going to the south front of the chateau, I softly whistled for my dogs. +Three big greyhounds, a shepherd dog and a setter responded immediately, +and just as I was about to shut the little yellow door, old Betsy, my +favorite Boston bull, came panting around the corner of the house. With +these five as bodyguard I sauntered up the road in the brilliant +moonlight, arriving in front of the town hall just as the clock was +striking eleven. I must say that my appearance and announcement rather +shocked two elderly men who had been on the watch since seven o'clock. + +Monsieur Demarcq protested that such a thing as a woman mounting guard +had never been beard of, but I swiftly argued him out of that idea. What +was required of me? That I stop every passer-by and every vehicle? +Didn't he think me capable of doing so? And I pointed to my dogs and my +revolver. The weight of the argument was so evidently on my side that +they had nothing to do but to submit, and laughingly Mr. Foeter put me +in possession of a heavy old gun, three packages of cartridges, and the +lantern. Then once again they asked if I couldn't be dissuaded, to +which I jokingly replied that I would set my dogs after them and drive +them home if they didn't make haste to go there at once. That admonition +proved more efficacious than I had dared hope, and assured me that my +faithful beasts rejoiced in a ferocious reputation. + +All sorts of fantastic ideas flitted through my brain as I took +possession of my post. I began, however, by setting the lantern in the +middle of the road, exactly in the center of the chain, as a warning to +any on-comer. Then by the moonlight, I proceeded to examine my gun. It +was a very primitive arm, and after carefully weighing it in my hands, I +decided to abandon all thought of stalking up and down the road with +such an implement on my shoulder. That kind of glory was not worth the +morrow's ache, so I deposited the antiquated weapon in the hallway of +the school house and resolved to rely on my Browning. + +Afterwards I came out and seating myself on the bench with my back +against the wall, waited for something to happen. My dogs seemed to +have comprehended the gravity of my mission, and crouched close to my +feet, cocking their ears at the slightest sound. + +Little by little the great harvest moon climbed high behind our old +Roman church, perched on the embankment opposite, bathing everything in +molten silver, and causing the tall pine-trees in the little cemetery +adjacent to cast long black shadows on the road. Down towards the +Marne, the frogs were croaking merrily somewhere in the distance a night +locust buzzed, and alarmed by the striking of midnight the owls who +nested in the belfry, fluttered out into the night and settling on the +church top, began their plaintive hooting. Still no one passed. + +Such calm reigned that it was almost impossible to believe that over +there, beyond those distant hills, battle and slaughter were probably +raging. + +Presently a shiver warned me that I had been seated long enough; so, +marking a hundred steps, I began to pace slowly up and down, watching +the ever-changing firmament. The first gray streaks of dawn were +beginning to lighten the east when a growl from Tiger made me face about +very abruptly. I must admit that my heart began beating abnormally, and +the hand in my pocket gripped my revolver as though it were a live +animal and likely to escape. + +A second later all the dogs repeated the growl, and then I could hear +the clicking of a pair of sabots on the road. The noise approached, and +my guardians looked towards me, every muscle in their bodies straining, +waiting for the single word, "_Apporte!_" + +"_Couchez!_" I hissed, and awaited developments. + +The footsteps drew nearer and nearer, and in a moment the stooping +figure of an old peasant came over the brow of the hill. The gait was +too familiar to be mistaken. But what on earth was father Poupard doing +on the highroad at that hour? + +When he was within speaking distance I came out from the shadow of the +wall and put the question. If he had suddenly been confronted with a +spook I do not think the old man could have been more astonished. He +stopped dead still, as though not knowing whether to turn about and run, +or to advance and take the consequences. Realizing his embarrassment, I +hastily proffered a few words of greeting, and then he chose the latter +prerogative. + +"-Vous?_" he said, when at length he found his tongue. "_Vous?_" + +"Yes--why not?" + +"Who's with you?" + +"Nobody. Why?" + +He seemed more embarrassed than ever. Evidently he hadn't yet "caught +on." + +"What can I do for you?" I continued. + +He still hesitated, looking first at me and then at a bottle he carried +in his hand. Finally he resolved to make a clean breast of it. + +"Why," he said, "I didn't expect to find a woman here, least of all _une +chatelaine_. It rather startled me! You see, I've got into the habit +of coming round towards dawn. The boys begin to get chilly about that +time, and are glad enough to have a go at my fruit brandy. They say I'm +too old to mount guard, so I must serve my country as best I can. Will +you have some--my own brew?" + +I declined, but he was not offended; yet he seemed reluctant to go. + +"Sit down," I said. "It won't belong before some of the men will be +passing by on their way to the fields, and then you won't have made your +journey for nothing." + +Pere Potipard gladly accepted, and after a generous swig at his brandy, +began telling me about what happened at Villiers during the German +invasion in 1870. As he talked on, night gradually disappeared, and when +the clock in the belfry tolled three A. M. my successors came to relieve +me. I blew out the lantern and walked home in broad daylight. + +The boys looked very sheepish when they learned what had happened, but +as I did not boast of my exploit, merely taking it as a matter of +course, they had no way of approaching the subject, and like many other +things of the kind, it was soon forgotten in the pursuing of our +onerous daily tasks, and the moral anxiety we were experiencing. + +There seemed to be no end to the fruit season that summer. The lengthy +table in the servants' hall was literally covered with glasses +containing jam and jelly of every description, awaiting their paper +lids. Nini said there were over five hundred--to me it seemed +thousands, and I was heartily glad of a lull before the hospital should +open. And I remember distinctly that the last thing I prepared was some +thirty quarts of black currant brandy; that is to say, I had poured the +raw alcohol on to the fruit and set the jars aside to await completion +six months later! Shortly afterwards I received word by a roundabout +route from Soissons that I might expect my trained nurses and supplies +at any moment. In the meantime I was without word from H. since that +eventful meeting a week before. + +Saturday, the fifteenth of August, was as little like a religious fete +day as one can imagine. At an early hour the winnowing machine rumbled +up the road to the square beside the chateau. Under the circumstances +each one must take his turn at getting in his wheat and oats, and there +was no choice of day or hour. Besides, the village had already been +called on to furnish grain and fodder for the army, and the harvest must +be measured and declared at once. This only half concerned me, for my +hay was already in the lofts before the war began, and two elderly men +who had applied for work as bunchers, had been engaged for the last week +in August. + +After service at Charly, I walked across to the post office. The post +mistress and telegraph operator, a delightful provincial maiden lady, +always welcomes me most cordially, and at present I fancied she might +have some news that had not yet reached Villiers. (Mind you, since the +second of August we had had but two newspapers, and those obtained with +what difficulty!) The _bureau_ now belonged to the army, and for a +fortnight Mademoiselle Maupoix and her two young girl assistants had +hardly had time to sleep, so busy were they transmitting ciphered +dispatches, passing on orders, etc. It was to this physical exhaustion +that I attributed the swollen countenance of my little friend when she +opened the door to her private sitting-room. It was evident she had +something to tell, but her exquisite breeding forbade that she go +headlong into her subject, before having graciously inquired for my +health, my husband and news of us both since last we met. + +"And the war, Mademoiselle, do you know anything about what has +happened?" + +Two great tears swelled to Mademoiselle's eyes, which, however, bore a +triumphant expression. + +"Madame--the French flag is flying over Mulhouse--but it cost fifteen +thousand lives! That is official news. I cannot give you further +details nor say how I obtained what I have told you." + +Then the armies had met and war was now a bloody reality! + +I shuddered. Here was news of a victory and all we could do was weep! +Once again the sons of France had generously shed their blood to +reconquer their righteous belongings! + +I left Mademoiselle and rode home in silence. Should I tell the +villagers? Why not? But how? + +The question answered itself, for as we approached the town hall I saw +the school master and a number of elderly men seated on the bench beside +the chain. When we pulled up to give Cesar breathing spell, they all +came clustering around the carriage. Did I know anything? Had I heard +anything? + +"Gentlemen," I said, with a decided huskiness in my throat, "the French +flag flies over, Mulhouse, but fifteen thousand men are _hors de +combat!_" + +Joy, followed almost instantaneously by an expression of sorrow, +literally transfigured all their faces. Tears sprang to the eyes of +several, falling silently down their furrowed cheeks, and without +uttering a word, as one man they all uncovered! The respect for the +glorious dead immediately abolished any desire for boisterous triumph. + +There was no necessity to add any comment, so I continued my route to +the chateau. + +One night towards the end of the following week, I was awakened by the +banging of doors and the shattering of window panes. A violent storm +had suddenly blown up and the wind was working havoc with unfastened +blinds and shutters. There was no use thinking of holding a candle or a +lamp. Besides, the lightning flashed so brightly that I was able to +grope my way through the long line of empty rooms, tighten the +fastenings, and shut the windows. I had reached the second story +without mishap and without hearing the slightest footstep within doors. +All my little servants were so exhausted that even the thunder had not +roused them. Presently, however, the sound of the gate bell broke on my +ears. + +"Pooh," thought I. "Some tree or branch has fallen on the wire. Catch +me getting wet going out to see what it is." + +The ringing continued, but more violently. And at regular intervals. I +went down to the middle window and stuck my head out. At the same +moment, my dogs made one wild rush towards the gate and a woman's voice +called, "_Madame Huard, ouvrez, s'il vous plait!_" + +By the light of another flash, I could distinguish a dripping figure in +white. "Bah! someone is ill or dying and wants me to telephone for a +doctor!" + +So I pulled the bell communicating with the servants' quarters, threw on +a few warmer clothes, and went below. At the foot of the stairs I came +upon George and Leon much disheveled, but wide awake. + +"There is someone in distress at the gate," I hurriedly explained. "Call +off the dogs and go and see who it is. I'll light up in the refectory +and wait for you there." + +They obeyed, and in the course of three or four minutes returned, +bringing with them a much-bedraggled but smiling woman on whose coat was +pinned the Red Cross medal. + +"I'm the trained nurse. Madame Macherez sent me here to help with your +hospital." + +"Oh! I'm sure you're welcome, Madame--" + +"Guix is my name. I received my orders to join you here three days ago, +and communications are so bad that I've come most of the way on foot. I +humbly apologize for arriving at such an hour and in such a state." + +I hurried Madame Guix off to her apartment, told the boys to wake Julie +and have her send us a cup of tea and some refreshments in my little +drawing-room. Though it was the middle of August, the rain and dampness +were so penetrating that I did not hesitate to touch a match to a +brushwood fire that is always prepared in my grate. In a short time my +guest reappeared and as she refreshed herself, I busily plied her with +questions concerning the events of the last two weeks. + +Madame Guix, a woman but little over thirty, came from Choisy-le-Roi +(the city of famous Rouget de l'Isle). _Merciere_ by trade, on the +death of husband and baby she had adopted the career of _infirmiere_, +and at the outbreak of the war found herself in possession of her +diploma and ready to serve. She had enlisted at the big military +hospital her native town had installed in the school house, and for +three long weeks had sat and waited for something to do. + +"Are there no wounded there?" + +"Not when I left." + +"Have you ever yet had occasion to nurse a soldier?" + +"Yes, of course. Four days after the declaration when the Forty-ninth +Territorials came through Choisy on their forced march to the front, we +were suddenly filled up with cases of congestion. You see, that +regiment is Composed of men mostly over forty, and what with the heat, +their guns and their sacs, and unaccustomed to such a life, many of them +couldn't stand the strain. My first patient was a sad little man named +Bouteron. + +"Bouteron? What Bouteron?" + +"Marcel Bouteron." + +"No!" + +"Why?" + +"Is he dead?" + +"No." + +I breathed again. Thank God! Bouteron, Bouteron, our Jolly little +Bouteron, gaiety itself, who three weeks ago was the very life and soul +of our last house party! Was it possible? Already "down and out!" And +to think that this strange woman should bring me the news. I drew my +chair nearer to Madame Guix and for two long hours we talked, as only +women can. + +From Choisy she had sought to exercise her _metier_ to better advantage +by approaching the front, so had addressed herself to Madame Macherez in +Soissons. From there she had been sent to me. Did she think there was +any possibility of nursing wounded in our hospital? We were so far +south. + +She was confident that we would not be empty long. Bloody battles were +being waged from Alsace throughout the entire north. Belgian territory +had been violated and Liege was putting up a heroic defense. + +But our doctor and the pharmaceutical products? From where and when +would they arrive? Food and bedding would go a long way, but were +hardly sufficient to start a hospital! + +We were to count on Madame Macherez for both. She had promised to do +her utmost to reach us with our supplies, but the rules of circulation +on the roads were so severe that even Red Cross supply cars had to stand +in line and await permits. In the meantime we must organize as best we +could. + +The following morning a few moments' intercourse proved to me that +Madame Guix's competence extended far beyond the bounds of her _metier_. +She was a splendid worker, and no task was too difficult, so long as it +furthered our purpose--namely, that of being ready in case of +emergency. + +By noon we had decided that it would be useless to count upon my +servants to help in the hospital. They already had all they could do. +So I went and asked our mayor if he knew of any women who, _de bonne +volonte_, would come and assist us. Madame Guix volunteered to teach +them the rudiments of bandaging between two and five on the coming +afternoons, and we would establish a _roulement_ so that the little time +that each disposed of might be properly and efficiently utilized. + +The drum beat and made the announcement, and at two the same afternoon +we had the satisfaction of welcoming some twenty women. In the meantime +every bit of old linen I possessed was brought down and put on the +dining room table, then measured and torn in _formes rilglementaires_ +ready to be sterilized and put aside. Half a dozen bands were left out +as models and it was with these that Madame Guix commenced her +demonstrations. She soon put her listeners at ease, and presently all +were anxious to try a hand at bandaging. The naive clumsiness of these +poor souls was extremely pathetic, but such was their patriotism that +they never considered themselves ridiculous for a single instant, and +stood there fumbling the long linen rolls with bands that were hands +more accustomed to wielding a spade or directing a plough. Again and +again they would recommence certain difficult proceedings, taking turns +at playing the dummy, and offering as models calves and biceps of which +many an athlete might have been proud. + +Of the score of women but two or three really acquired any facility, but +we considered that sufficient, for in time of need the others could +easily be put to work at necessary matters which were of less vital +importance. + +From the windows of the dining-room where the _cours_ was held, we could +look down the driveway and see all the children of the neighborhood +standing on the wall of the moat, craning their necks in the hope of +catching a glimpse of what was going on in the chateau. It was +evidently an interesting diversion, for every afternoon they reappeared, +in spite of George's threats to send for the _gendarmes_. The little +demons seemed to know that the gendarmes were too busy to give them any +attention, and I assure you, they profited by their liberty. Little John +Poupard and his five-year-old brother were the leaders of the band, and +I trembled lest some day their curiosity lead to a tragic end! + +Nor were my fears in vain, for one afternoon we beard a shriek and a +splash, followed by cries of terror, and we knew for certain that some +one had fallen into the moat. The embankment is not eight feet high, +and at that season of the year there is more mud than water in the +river, so I was certain that whoever had fallen in was in no danger of +drowning--but nevertheless I hastened with the others to the spot. + +George, who had also heard the noise, reached the scene of action before +we did, and on our arrival we found him knee deep in the mud, preparing +to hoist a little limp body on to the bank. + +Johnny Poupard! + +"Good heavens!" thought I. "Decidedly that family had no intention of +letting the village rust for want of dramatic situations!" + +"He's merely fainted; more frightened than hurt," declared Madame Guix, +who had literally pounced upon him. "Now then, ladies," she said, +turning towards the women who stood gaping at us, "now then, here's a +splendid opportunity to distinguish yourselves." + +And so little John Poupard was carried into the infirmary. As first +patient you may be sure that be received every attention. Some ammonia +was held under his nose. This soon brought him around and after +carefully sounding all his bones, Madame Guix decided that there were no +fractures. And the bandaging began! + +It makes me smile when I think of it all now--for the only wounds Johnny +possessed were a few scratches on his bands, knees and head, caused by +his sudden contact with a patch of stinging nettles which had sprung up +on the river banks. + +Under ordinary circumstances, the child would probably have picked +himself up and walked home, forgetting his woes an hour later. But real +live models who are actually in pain, are few and far between, +especially at "courses" such as ours, and the amount of professional +skill that was expended on that little urchin ought to have cured six of +his kind. But it all made the women so happy! + +At the end of half an hour, Johnny Poupard looked more like an Egyptian +mummy than a human being, so much so that when his grandmother arrived +upon the scene of action, she very nearly fainted and all but became +patient number two at Auxiliary Hospital No. 7! + +We had some little difficulty reassuring her, but when her prodigal +grandson sat up and asked for bread and jam, she forgot her anxiety and +began scolding him for daring to give her such a fright, and us so much +trouble. + +* * * * + +Towards the end of the third week in August the mobilization was +considered finished and the Eastern Railroad opened again to the public; +its time tables of course being limited and subject to instant change, +the company refusing to be responsible for delays. To us at the chateau +this meant very little, save that we would receive our mail and the +daily papers more frequently. However, several friends who fancied I +was unsafe alone and so far from the capital, kindly ventured to start +to Villiers to try to persuade me to come up to town. It took them seven +hours to reach Meaux (thirty miles from Paris); they were obliged to +sleep there because it was because it was announced that their train +went no further--and worse than all, they were eighteen hours getting +home. + +"Wheren't people furious?" I questioned, when afterwards they told me of +their adventure. + +"Not in the slightest. Everyone bore it patiently as part of his +tribute to his country. 'The army first' was their motto." + +The first batch of mail brought me any number of stale letters, which +had arrived and been held in Paris over three weeks. Invitations to a +house party in Belgium and things of that kind that seemed so strangely +out of place now. The two most important documents, however, came, one +from my cousin, Marie Huard (Superior at the Convent of the Infant Jesus +at Madrid) and the other from Elizabeth Gauthier. + +My cousin had taken upon herself to locate and communicate with every +member of the Huard family called to arms (and they are numerous, when +one considers that H. has no less than twelve married uncles!) and she +enclosed me a sort of map, or family tree, indicating the names, ages, +regiments, etc., of some fifty cousins, begging me to write and +encourage them from time to time. + +Elizabeth Gauthier's letter bore a black border--and I trembled as I +opened it. She was in Paris alone, and mourning the loss of her eldest +brother, killed at the battle of Mulhouse, the ninth of August. Her +solitude preyed upon her, and she announced her departure for her +sister's chateau in Burgundy. + +That was the first real sadness that the war had brought me so far. It +quite upset me, for Jean Bernard was not only a delightful friend, but +one of the most promising engineers of the younger generation in France. +Both family, friends and country might well deplore such a loss. + +Even the making and hoisting of a huge Red Cross flag over the chateau +failed to arouse my enthusiasm all that day. The blow was too cruel and +had stimulated fears which heretofore had lain dormant within me. + +The next day, however, I was not permitted to brood over my grief, for +Yvonne (she of the poultry farm) fell ill with a severe attack of +sciatica, which kept her in her bed, every movement producing a scream +of agony. + +Of course Madame Guix was there to lend a hand, but that hardly altered +the situation, so I was obliged to ask the boys to give another "pull" +and try to be equal to the work. Lleon accepted with such alacrity +that for the first time it dawned on me that perhaps he had a soft spot +in his heart for my pretty little goose girl, and this unsuspected +romance, interwoven with the joys and anxieties of the moment, seemed +all the more charming. + +To cap the climax of misfortune, old Cesar had run a nail into his hoof +and Madame Guix spent most of her time between injections of oxygen on +the first floor, and iodine and flaxseed poultices in the stables. This +of course meant that all errands outside the village must be made on +bicycle, and George was "mustered into service." Towards noon on the +27th he made his first return trip from Charly, bringing the mail and +the papers, and a very excited countenance. + +"Madame, I've seen one!" he shouted, as I appeared in the doorway. + +"Seen what?" + +"_Un casque a' point!_" + +"A what!" + +"Yes--a pointed helmet. I was standing by the post office in Charly +when a long line of motors passed by on the road to Paris. I recognized +the Belgium uniform, and one of the soldiers leaned out and held up a +German helmet! What a trophy!" + +"The Belgians! What on earth are they doing down here?" thought I. And +George guessed my question. + +"Oh," he continued, "you see their regiment was cut in two by the +Germans at Charleville and those who escaped managed to get motors and +are on their way home--by a round-about route to Antrwerp via Havre. +The hotel keeper said so. She offered some wine to one motor full that +stopped." + +If that were true it was an amazing bit of news! Then things were not +going as well as the now very reticent papers led one to suppose. But +it all seemed so very distant that I refused to worry. + +However, I was about to seek out Madame Guix and tell her what George +had reported when an amusing sight caught my eye. + +From her open window, towards which she had asked that we push her bed, +Yvonne amused herself by calling her ducklings. + +"Bour-ree--bour-ree!" + +Then from the farmyard a good two hundred yards distant, would rise the +reply, "Quack! Quack! Quack!" + +Big and small recognized the call of their little mistress and hastened +to respond. + +"Bouree-bour-ree-bouree!" called Yvonne again and again. + +Evidently the ducks decided to hold a consultation and send delegates to +see what on earth prevented their friend from caring for them in person +since they could hear her voice. For as I looked across the lawn +towards the door, imagine my surprise on catching sight of some thirty +or forty Rouenese ducks of all sizes waddling up the steps and into the +vestibule. + +"Bour-ree, bouree!" Yvonne continued. + +"Quack, quack, quack!" came the reply, and when I reached the entrance +hall, I found them all clustered together at the foot of the staircase, +their beads cocked on one side, awaiting a decision of their drake +before undertaking to mount the marble stairway. + +That same afternoon the _cour d'infirmieres_ transported itself to the +lawn in front of the chateau. It was too splendid weather to stay +indoors. The demonstrations were finished and most of the women had +retired, when one of those who remained lifted her finger and asked for +silence. "Listen," she said, "the cannon!" She didn't need to go any +further. In less than a second's time we were straining our ears +towards the east! + +"There!" she said, "there it goes again!" + +Three of us had heard a sound which strangely resembled the popping of a +cork at a very great distance. Remembering my grandmother's Indian +stories, I stretched out on the grass with my ear to the ground. This +time I heard the rolling so distinctly that my face must have altered, +for two of the woman shuddered and took hasty leave. + +In a second I guessed that they were off to tell the news--so I made +light of it by declaring that it must be the trying-out of some heavy +artillery at Chalons; but when Madame Guix and I found ourselves alone, +we looked at each other with interrogation points in our eyes. + +We thought of our hospital, of our supplies, of our perfect uselessness +unless Soissons could yet reach us--and I resolved to go down to the +druggist at Charly and see what could be done. The following morning, +Saturday, the twenty-ninth--I betook myself to Charly and there managed +to beg the elements of a rudimentary infirmary from the old pharmacist, +who must have thought me crazy. Absorbent cotton I was able to procure +in small rolled packages from the draper, and promising to send the boys +down in the afternoon with a small band cart, I returned home, without +having observed anything abnormal save the frequent passage of autos +towards Paris--all going top speed and loaded with the queerest +occupants and baggage. + +On my return great excitement reigned around our gate, for a private +automobile containing wounded had halted on seeing our Red Cross flag, +and Madame Guix welcomed them in. + +They were _petit blesses_, all able to travel, probably suffering more +from heat and privation than from their wounds. They had no orders to +stop, but hoped we would let them rest a bit before going further--and +could we give them something to eat? + +All this was very fortunate considering our precarious situation and we +gladly did the best we knew how. There were six poor chaps belonging to +different regiments, but all so tired that it seemed cruel to prevent +their snatching a rest by plying them with questions. We could do that +later on. + +The lads were hardly stretched out when another motor drew up before the +gate. This one contained besides three privates a young officer with his +arm in a sling, and he asked if we could give them water. Leon told +them that they would be very welcome if they would care to come in and +rest--there were already a half-dozen wounded asleep in the house. At +these words the lieutenant jumped down and asked for the _medicin-chef_. +He was rather startled when I appeared, and told him that there was no +military authority as yet installed at the chateau. + +"Then I must take all the responsibility of the men," he said very +kindly but firmly. "I'm sorry, but they cannot remain here. I must +deliver them safe at some big center outside the zone of operations." + +The time had come for questions--and I learned with amazement that Liege +had fallen, Belgium was invaded, and that hard fighting was going on at +St. Quentin, but eighty miles away. "The cannon of yesterday was no +target practice," thought I. The men all seemed so hopeful, though, +that we never felt a qualm. + +"As you will, Monsieur," I said, and the weary boys were wakened and +hurried off before we had time to ask names, addresses or any further +details. + +All this had transpired so rapidly that we had had no time to call in +our assistants, and presently Madame Guix and I found ourselves alone in +the empty vestibule. + + + + +IV + +Nothing further happened that afternoon. Madame Guix's course went on +as usual, with perhaps a little more animation in the conversation, and +much speculation as to when and where those who had stopped at the +chateau had been wounded. No one really knew. To tell the truth, +though later Madame Guix and I had asked them, the soldiers themselves +had but a very indistinct idea of time and date or whereabouts. + +That night I was awakened by the low rumbling of heavy carts on the road +in front of the chateau. Fancying that perhaps it was artillery on its +way to the front, I put on my dressing gown and went as far as the gate. +There in the pale moonlight I beheld a long stream of carriages and +wagons of every description piled high with household goods, and filled +with women and children. The men walked beside the horses to prevent +collision, for as far as eye could see, the lamentable _cortege_ +extended down the hill. + +What did this mean? + +"Who are you?" I called to one of the men as they passed. + +"Belgians--refugees." + +Refugees! My mind flew back to descriptions of the French Revolution +and the Reign of Terror, when so many people fled for their lives! What +nonsense! Were we not in the twentieth century? Wasn't there a Peace +Palace at The Hague? My thoughts became muddled. + +Opening the gate, I went out and accosted another man. + +"Won't you come in and rest?" + +"No, we can't. We must make our twenty miles by dawn--and rest during +the heat of the day." + +"But why do you leave home?" + +"Because the savages burned us out!" + +Bah, the man must be dreaming! + +I turned back and addressed myself to another: + +"What's your hurry?" I queried + +"They're on our heels!" came the reply. + +Surely this one was madder than the other! + +A third did not deign to reply, sturdily marching on ahead, his eyes +fixed on the road in front of him. + +On top of a farm cart half filled with bay I saw the prostrate form of a +woman with two others kneeling beside her ministering to her wants. In +the trap that followed was the most sorrowful group of old men and +middle-aged women I ever hope to see. All were sobbing. Besides them +rode two big boys on bicycles. I stopped one of these. + +"What's the matter with her?" I questioned, pointing to the woman on the +cart. + +"She's crazy." + +"?" + +"Yes, lost her mind." + +"How, when, where?" + +"Two days ago, when we left X. (Try as I may, I cannot recall the name +of the little Belgian town be mentioned.) She was ill in bed with a +fever when the Germans set fire to the place--barely giving us time to +hoist her into the cart. Her husband lingered behind to scrape a few +belongings together. In spite of our efforts, she would stand up on the +cart, and suddenly we heard an explosion and she saw her house burst +into flame. She fainted. Outside in the woods we waited an hour, but +her husband never came. Perhaps it's just as well, for when she woke up +her mind was a blank!" + +Ye gods! I rubbed my eyes. It couldn't be possible that all this was +true! I was asleep! It was merely a horrible nightmare. But no--the +carts rolled on in the pale moonlight carrying their heavy burdens of +human misery. + +It was more than I could stand. All thought of sleep had vanished, so I +went and woke Madame Guix. We dressed and descended to the kitchen, +where with a few smoldering embers, we soon managed to light a good +fire. Water was set to boil and in half an hour's time we carried out +to the bridge two huge pails of hot coffee, a pail of cold water, and +one of wine. No one refused our offerings, and the hearty "God bless +you's" of those kindly souls brought tears to our eyes more than once. + +Dawn, Monday, August 31st, found us still at our posts. I rang the farm +bell, assembled my servants, and told them we would abandon all but the +most necessary farm work and minister to the wants of the refugees. By +eight o'clock they had peeled and prepared vegetables enough to fill two +huge copper pots, and the soup was set to boil. And still the long line +of heavy vehicles followed one another down the road: moving vans, +delivery wagons, huge drays, and even little three-wheeled carts drawn +by dogs, rolled on towards the south. + +When asked where they were going, most of the people replied, "Straight +ahead of us, _a' la grace de Dieu_." + +By the morning the heat had grown intolerable and a splendid looking man +got down from a cart and came towards me. Might he turn his party into +the drive and rest a bit in the shade? + +I was only too willing, and gladly offered hot soup and stewed fruit to +any who would accept. + +Two long heavy drays each drawn by a pair of the handsomest big bay +horses with creamy manes that I have ever seen, pulled up in the +courtyard. Impromptu seats had been arranged in the wagons and from +these climbed down some twenty or thirty old women, children and men, +worn out by the fatigue, anxiety, and want of sleep. My heart went out +to them, and in a generous moment I was about to offer them my beds so +they could get a good rest before starting off again, but on second +thought it dawned on me that I must keep them for the army! What a +pretty thing it would be if another auto full of wounded suddenly +appeared and found all my wards occupied! + +I explained my position. They grasped it at once. It was too good of +me. They were all well and needed no beds--would I let them sleep in +the bay for a few hours? + +But better still, I suggested, if the boys would carry a dozen or so +extra mattresses I possessed into the harness room, the women might lie +there, and the men could take to the hay. + +They had food, plenty of it, bought on the way from village dealers who +had not yet been seized with panic and shut up shop. So I told them +that instead of building individual fires they might cook their noonday +meal on my huge range. They might also use my kitchen utensils and china +if they would wash up, and thus save unpacking their own. Apparently +this was unheard of generosity and I cannot tell you how many times that +morning my soul was recommended to the tender protection of the Blessed +Virgin. + +While the women prepared the meal, George had taken the men to the +wash-house, where soap and water worked miracles on their dusty faces; +one by one all the members of the group disappeared in that direction +and when they gathered around the long table in the refectory, it was +altogether a different company to that of an hour before. + +As they sat down it came over me that none of us had eaten since the +night before, and dropping onto a chair, I suddenly realized that I was +tired. Berthe and Nini, however, wanted to know where I would lunch, +and were rather startled when I informed them to lay a cloth on the +kitchen table and to bring out all the cold meat, cheese, bread, butter +and jam in the larder. It would be a stand-up picnic lunch for everyone +to-day, and what was more, it was very likely to be picnic dinner; so +Julie was ordered to put two chickens to roast and some potatoes to +boil--both needed but little attention and would always be ready when we +might need them. + +The meal passed in silence in both rooms, and the "washing up" was done +in no time. Then as they all retired to take their naps, the man who +had first asked me if they might turn into the chateau, and who seemed +to be the leader of the party, came into the kitchen and, hat in hand, +begged a word or so with me. + +He had come not only to express the gratitude of his compatriots, but +also his astonishment that I should welcome strangers so cordially. I +tried to side-track the conversation which was very embarrassing, but he +would hear none of it. + +"We are not gypsies, you know, Madame." I smiled and told him that that +was more than evident. "Look at our horses and our dogs!" And the good +fellow proceeded to inform me that he was the keeper of a big estate +that belonged to Madame Pyrme (sister of the senator of that name), +situated in the little village of Hanzinell, Belgium. He even offered +to show his papers, but I shook my head. His open-hearted sincerity +and frank countenance were sufficient. + +But why had they come away? That was what interested me. + +Because their country was invaded and one by one the towns and villages +had been bombarded, looted and burned until little or nothing remained. +Because all men under fifty were carried away as hostages or prisoners; +because he had seen little children slain, and young girls tortured; +because anything was better than falling helpless into the hands of such +an enemy. + +"Madame, at Charleroi I've seen the blood running in the gutters like +rain after a storm and that not a week ago!" + +It was impossible not to believe him. His eye was not that of a coward. +He told his story simply; he was almost reticent, and I had even to +encourage him at times to make him finish a phrase. Finally I asked him +where he intended going, and why so far away. Didn't he think he was +safe here? + +No--_jamais!_ Yesterday in the night they had heard the cannon growing +closer and closer. They knew the sound. The Germans were advancing. It +was Paris they wanted and nothing would stop them till they reached +their goal. + +"Except the French army," I said, with pride. + +"God grant you speak the truth, Madame!" But in the meantime he seemed +to consider that one was far safer in the way of some gigantic +mowing-machine than on the path of the German army. He had come to tell +me the truth and to warn me that I ought to make ready to leave. + +"You are helpless here, Madame. Three women, three little girls, and +two boys! It's tempting fate." + +I couldn't seem to see it his way, however. The papers though very +mysterious, had given us no cause for alarm. As yet we had not seen a +single trooper. If it were true that the French were retreating we +would leave when the army appeared. That would be time enough. + +"Why, my good fellow," I said reassuringly, "if the Germans ever reach +here Paris is doomed--and the war will be over!" + +"Perhaps--" + +"Besides, I can't go. I've got a hospital on my hands, though the +wounded are lacking. Haven't you seen our Red Cross flag? And if that +isn't sufficient, I can prove that I'm an American born. That ought to +be protection enough for anyone!" + +I must admit that the incredulous smile that rose to his lips rather +angered me, and I sought still another excuse. + +"Furthermore, one of my little maids is too ill to move, and I don't see +us walking off with folded arms, and that's what would happen if I +followed your advice, for the only horse the Army has left me is over +twenty and so lame that he can't walk two steps. If he could I'd have +had to present him for the second inspection at Chateau Thierry on +Wednesday." + +The poor fellow shook his head at my apparent foolhardiness, but was too +polite to argue further. He said that his party would be off in an hour +and asked me if I possessed a road-map that he might consult. I gladly +showed him the one we had bought with H. the day of our hasty trip from +Paris, since then pinned to the wall of the refectory. I noticed that +he studied it very carefully, noting all the little sidetracks where he +thought his drays could pass, and thus avoid following in line behind +the thousands of other vehicles that encumbered the main roads. + +Again he thanked me for all I had done, caressed my beautiful +greyhounds, and left me his card so that we might meet when all was +over. Afterwards when I went into the court, I heard someone in the +stable with George, and looking in, I saw my friend of a few moments +before examining my horse's hoof and telling my boy what would make the +sore heal quickly. He was bound to do his best for me! + +By five o'clock the stables and grounds were empty, and our friends +gone. Hanzinell had joined the column which had slackened a bit during +the heat of the day, but had redoubled in volume since the sun had gone +behind the hills. + +We had a moment's breathing space, during which we gave our entire +attention to Yvonne, who was writhing with agony on her bed next my +room. For three days now Madame Guix had administered mild doses of +morphine, but that treatment could not continue very long. Water bags, +friction and massage had proved fruitless against sciatica, so we +resolved to try a warm bath, with the result that our patient was almost +immediately eased but too weak to support the heat. She fainted in the +tub and had to be carried back to bed. We were still working over her +when Nini appeared and said I was wanted below. When Yvonne's eyelashes +began to flutter, I left Madame Guix and regained the kitchen, now +become the head-quarters. + +More refugees! Would I let them come in? They were traveling without a +map or guide and dared not venture along the roads at night. + +Of course they were welcome, and the same hospitalty that had greeted +the refugees from Hanzinell was offered to those from Thuilly-the whole +village was there!--mayor, curate, smith and baker, all accompanied by +different members of their immediate families, driven from home by the +cruel invaders. Terrified by the horrors they had witnessed, exhausted +by their perilous journey, they were disinclined to talk; and as for +myself, I was so busy, preoccupied and thoroughly spent, that curiosity +was forgotten. Here were people in need of what comforts I could offer. +I gave and asked no questions. + +What was most evident at present was the fact that rations were shorter +among this party than among those who had stopped in the morning, and +certainly not for the lack of funds. All of them had money--gold +a-plenty. + +They had found less to buy--_voila tout_. They were glad to accept the +vegetable soup, rabbit stew and cooked fruit that we had prepared but +insisted on paying for their portions, which of course I refused, much +to their dismay, and I am certain the servants were well repaid for +their trouble. + +And what were their plans? To go as far south as possible. Perhaps +they would eventually cross to Morocco or Canada. Why not? The whole +village was there--all the men had their trades. They would colonize, +for it was useless to think of going "home." They no longer possessed +one, and who could tell--the war might last a year or more? + +At that assertion I protested. A year? Never! Why, the finances of +the country couldn't stand it, and I went on to state how, when in +England during the Agadir crisis three years previous, I had heard +competent authorities state that three months was the very limit for the +duration of hostilities! That somewhat cheered them--especially as I +announced the Russian advance, and on the map we noted the rapid +progress of the famous "steam roller," which, if it continued as it had +begun, would certainly reach Berlin by Christmas! (I offer these +statements without comment.) + +Before they retired Madame Guix asked if there were any who felt the +slightest ill, for it were better to nip sickness in the bud, and she +cheerfully lanced festers and pricked blisters, bathed, powdered and +bandaged the feet of some dozen old and decrepit men and young children +unaccustomed to such forced marching and unable to take proper care of +themselves for want of time and hot water! At that moment I felt she +was heroic and I must say I admired her patience and endurance, for the +sights witnessed were anything but agreeable. Poor souls! And they +hoped to reach Marseilles on foot. + +The Kaiser and his entire army might have ridden over us rough shod and +we would have felt nothing, so soundly did we sleep for the first couple +of hours after we touched our beds. By two A. M. (September first), +however, there was much moving about in the barns and stables, and my +dogs, who were restless, began scratching at my door to be released. +Anxious that no one leave without a cup of hot coffee, Madame Guix and I +repaired to the kitchen as dawn broke, and an hour later we bade +farewell to our "lodgers for a night." I bethought me of my kodak, and +as the sun peeped through the clouds I caught a snapshot of my departing +guests as they turned the corner of the chateau. + +They joined in behind the stream of other carts which we were now +accustomed to seeing. In fact, this general exodus no longer astonished +us. It seemed as if the panic had spread over the whole of Flanders +like a drop of oil on a sheet of paper. To us, who consider ourselves +as living in the suburbs of Paris, Belgium is so far away! + +I wound off my film and was returning towards the house, when two very +distinguished looking girls stepped off their bicycles and asked for +directions. I gave them with pleasure and in turn ventured a few +questions. + +They were from St. Quentin! That startled me. They had been _en route_ +two days. They had not seen the Germans, but the town had been +officially evacuated. A man on a bicycle had sped by them the day +before and announced the bombardment and destruction of their native +city! Hard fighting at La Fere. + +St. Quentin! Then the Germans were on our soil! The Belgians were +right--they were evidently advancing rapidly. But why worry? We were +safe as long as we had the French army between us and them. + +Thought as yet the day was but a couple of hours old, I was weary. This +business of hotel-keeping on so large it scale with so little +assistance was beginning to tell on my strength. I opened the gate and +told George and Leon to welcome any who wished to come in, and then +repairing to the kitchen, I sat down and began helping the others +prepare vegetables. The discovery that in spite of all their good will +guests had necessarily left many traces of their passage, brought me to +my feet again, and we were all hard at work when a haggard female face +looked in at the kitchen window. + +"Is there a doctor here?" + +"No,--but--" + +The woman burst into tears. Madame Guix and I hurried out into the +court. "My baby--I can't seem to warm her," moaned the poor mother. +"She hasn't eaten anything since yesterday." + +And stretching out her arms, the woman showed us an infant that she had +been carrying in her apron. It was dead. + +I had difficulty in overcoming my emotion, but Madame Guix took the poor +little corpse into her arms, and I helped the mother to an arm chair in +the refectory. + +A cup of strong coffee brought back a little color to her wan cheeks and +she told us she was from Charleville. The Taubes had got in their +sinister work to good advantage among the civil population but they were +merely the forerunners of another and heavier bombardment. The +townspeople had fled in their night clothes. + +"Are you alone?" + +"Yes--I'm not a native of Charleville. My husband and I have only been +married a year. He left the second of August and the baby was born the +tenth. She's only three weeks old." + +No wonder the mother looked haggard--one hundred and fifty miles on +foot, with a newborn infant in her arms, fleeing for her life before the +barbarous hordes! + +I pressed another cup of coffee with a drop of brandy in it upon her. +She looked appealingly at both of us and then drank. + +"Was your husband good to you?" asked Madame Guix. + +"Ah, yes, Madame." + +"Do you love him well enough to endure another sacrifice like a true +wife and mother that you are?" + +"Yes." + +And then we told her that her baby bad gone--gone to a brighter Country +where war is unknown. She looked at us in amazement, and burying her +head on her arm, sobbed silently but submissively. + +"Come, come, you must sleep--and when you are rested we will help you to +find room in a cart which will take you towards your parents." + +She cast a long, loving look at her first born, and let herself be led +away. + +All we could do was to make an official declaration of the death at the +town hall. A small linen sheet served as shroud, a clean, flower-lined +soap box formed that baby's coffin, and Greorge and I were the grave +diggers and chief mourners, who laid the tiny body at rest in the little +vine-grown churchyard. War willed it thus. + +When I got back from the cemetery I found another load of refugees +installed in the courtyard. This time they proved to be a hotel keeper +and her servants from the Ardennes. They, however, had foreseen that +flight was imminent and had carefully packed a greater part of their +household belongings and valuables onto several wagons, taking care that +all were well balanced and properly loaded so as to carry the maximum +weight without tiring the horses. They needed less attention than the +others had required, for when I explained that the house was theirs, +they went about their work swiftly and silently, getting in no one's way +and attending to every want of their mistress, who sat in her coupe and +gave orders. + +Later on they were joined by the occupants of numerous other equipages, +all from the same district--but with whom I had but little intercourse. +From one poor woman, however, I learned that her two daughters, aged +sixteen and seventeen, had been lost from the party for two days. They +were in the cart with the curate who had stopped to water his horse, +thus losing his place in line. When they had reached the spot where the +road forked, which direction had he taken? What had become of them? She +pinned her name and route on the refectory wall, begging me to give it +to them if they ever inquired for her. To my knowledge they never +passed. + +At luncheon Madame Guix announced that Yvonne was better. Far from +well, but better. That was a load off my mind. + +The mother of the poor little infant we had buried was peacefully +slumbering on a cot in the hospital, and presently Leon came in to say +that old Cesar had put his hoof on the ground for the first time in four +days. Bravo! I felt much relieved. + +And still the carts rolled down the valley, their noise echoing between +the hills. To-day there was no respite: right on through the heat of +noon they rumbled past, thicker and faster it seemed to me. + +"Bother them!" I thought. "They make so much noise that we couldn't +hear the cannon if it were only a mile distant." And hoping that +perhaps I might seek some assurance from that sound, I was about to set +off for the highest spot in the park to listen. At the door, however, I +was accosted by one of the two men who, for several days had been +bundling my hay in the stable lofts. He pleaded illness. Would I pay +him and let him go? He would come back to-morrow and finish if he felt +better. + +As there was nothing unusual in his request, I settled his account and +told him to go and rest. I now know that he was a German spy, and have +recently learned that a fortnight later he was caught and shot at +Villers-Cotterets. + +I wonder what possessed me to make that long weary climb. Evidently I +found out what I wanted to know, but the news was anything but +reassuring. I heard the cannon distinctly: so distinctly that I was a +trifle unnerved. Not only had my ears caught the long ever-steady +rolling (already observed three days since) but I had been able to make +out a difference in the caliber of each piece that fired, and added to +it all was a funny clattering sound, as when one drags a wooden stick +along an iron barred fence. _La Fere_ is putting up a heroic defense, I +thought, blissfully unconscious of the fact that it is utterly +impossible to hear a cannon at that distance--at half, no, even a +quarter of that distance. Judge then for yourselves what was its +proximity to Villiers! + +For two days now the course in nursing had been abandoned, not for lack +of enthusiasm but because each housewife had more than she could attend +to at home. The chateau was not the only place where refugees halted, +and all the villagers had done their best to make the travelers +comfortable. From where I stood overlooking the two valleys, I could +see the interminable line of carts on all roads within scope of my view, +and in every farm yard as well as on the side of the main thoroughfares, +vehicles were drawn up and thin columns of blue smoke rising heavenward, +told that the evening meal was under way. + +The population of my own courtyard had quadrupled by five o'clock. +People from St. Quentin, Ternier, Chauny--each with a tale of horror and +sorrow--sought refuge for the night. Madame Guix was permanently +established in the dispensary, and a line was formed as in front of the +city clinics, each one waiting his turn, hoping that she might be able +to relieve his suffering. At dusk a cart turned into the drive and a +gray-haired man asked if we had a litter on which to carry his son to +the house. + +"What was the matter?" I inquired. + +"A cough--such a bad cough." + +I went with him towards the wagon, and there beheld the sad spectacle of +a youth in the last stages of tuberculosis. Thin beyond description, a +living skeleton, the poor boy turned his great glassy eyes towards me in +supplication. I drew the father aside. It was best to be frank. I +shook my head and said it would be useless to move his son. We had no +doctor, and his illness was beyond our competence. Cover him well, and +try to reach a big city as soon as possible. + +As I turned away, a sturdy youth tapped me gently on the arm, begging +shelter for his great-grandmother, a woman ninety-three years old, whom +he had carried on his back all the way from St. Quentin. A cot in the +entrance hall was all prudence permitted me to offer, and it was +charming to see how tenderly the young fellow bore the poor little +withered woman to her resting-place. She was so dazed that I fear she +hardly realized what was happening, but tears of gratitude streamed down +her cheeks when her boy appeared with a bowl of hot soup, coaxing her to +drink, like a child, and finally curling up on the rug beside her bed. + +Five times that evening the great refectory table was surrounded by +hungry men and women; five times I ladled out soup and vegetables to +forty persons, and five times we all helped to wash up. So when all was +finally cleaned away, and Madame Guix and I fell exhausted onto two +kitchen chairs, it was well onto eleven P. M. + +My clever nurse informed me that she had arranged for the departure in a +cart of the mother whose baby we had buried, and I in turn told her of +my climb in the park and the approach of the cannon. It was evident +that the Germans were bearing down on us, and swiftly. When we looked +at the map and saw the names of the cities, towns and villages whose +populations had succeeded each other down the road, it was clear that +the French must be beating a forced retreat, or (and this was unlikely) +panic had spread so quickly that the whole north of France was now +moving south on a fool's errand. We cast this second hypothesis aside. +We had heard too many tales of woe and seen too much misery to believe +anything of the sort. Well, and then what? Our case was simple--either +the Germans would be stopped before they reached us, or the French army +would put in an appearance, in which latter case it would be time enough +to leave, unless we were officially evacuated before! Having adopted +this simple line of conduct, we retired, quite satisfied and not in the +least uneasy. + +In the cool gray dawn of Wednesday morning, September second, when I +opened my shutters and looked out into the little square that faces the +chateau, I was amazed to see that the refugees who had halted there were +in carts and wagons whose signs were most familiar. They came from +Soissons! + +"Hello," thought I, "I'll go and see what they have to say! Things must +be getting very bad if a big city like Soissons suddenly takes to its +heels." (Soissons is but little over twenty miles from Villiers.) As I +came down stairs I heard the drum roll, and George, who just then +appeared with the milk, announced that the requisition of horses which +should have taken place at Chateau-Thierry that morning, was +indefinitely postponed. That was hardly reassuring, especially as it +was the first official news we had received in a long time. + +So busy were we helping those who had slept at the chateau to depart, +that I had no time to put my first intentions into execution, and when +finally I had a moment, I looked out of the window and saw that my +friends from Soissons had vanished. They, too: well, well, well! + +I was not astonished; in fact I gave the matter but little heed. We had +taken our resolutions the night before and had no time to stop every +five minutes and question as to whether we were right or wrong. At +noon, however, when an old peasant woman called me through the kitchen +window and announced that all Charly was leaving post haste, I must +admit that I winced, but only for a second. If I had listened to all +the different rumors that had been noised abroad within the last week I +would have been a fit subject for a lunatic asylum by then! + +Resolved, however, to get at the core of the matter, I sent George to +Charly (our market town, four miles away) to see what he could find out. +He returned on his bicycle at luncheon time, bearing the following +astonishing information. + +The hotel keeper and his wife, alarmed by the arrival of the Soissonais, +had taken their auto and started for that city in quest of news. +They had returned an hour later, having been unable to pass +Oulchy-le-Chateau, fifteen miles from Charly, where all the bridges were +cut or blown up! They were making their preparations for departure. + +"And," continued George, in an excited tone, "as I came past the +_Gendarmerie_ the _brigadier_ called to me and said good-bye. All the +_gendarmes_ had received orders to leave at once for their depot at--." +(The name of some town the other side of the Marne, which I cannot +remember.) + +Instead of frightening me this information stimulated my nerves, which +were beginning to be depressed by much work and little news. + +"Good," I said. "Now then, we can expect the soldiers at any minute. +Poke up the fire, Julie, and we'll fall to work to have hot soup ready +when our boys arrive." + +Then we were really going to be in the excitement. How glorious to be +able to help--for in my mind ours was the only solution possible to the +question. + +I set to work with renewed vigor and, as on the day before, we were +constantly in demand by refugees requiring treatment and attention. How +well I remember a group of four, two men and two women, who staggered +into the court and timidly knocked at the window. Three of them were +glad to accept soup and wine, but the fourth, a middle-aged woman, sank +down on the steps and buried her head in her hands. + +"Why doesn't one of you men relieve her of that heavy parcel she has +strapped to her shoulders?" I asked. + +"She won't let us touch it. She's never put it aside a minute since we +left home six days ago!" + +"Is it as precious as all that?" I queried, eyeing the huge flat package +which might have been the size of the double sheet of some daily paper. + +"It's her son's picture. He's gone to the army and she's alone in the +world." + +"But why on earth is she carrying frame, glass, and all? It must be +nearly killing her in this heat!" + +"Madame," said the woman's friend solemnly, "she worked six months and +put all her savings into that frame! Do you wonder she did not wish to +leave it behind!" + +I opened a side door and showed them a foot path across the hills, a +short cut which carriages could not take, and was just turning the key +in the lock when the telephone rang. + +That was the first time since the second of August! What could it mean? +Probably the arrival of wounded. I literally flew to answer the call. + +I had some little difficulty recognizing Mademoiselle Mauxpoix' voice: +it was trembling with emotion. She greeted me politely and then begging +me not to be too alarmed, she announced that she had just received +official orders to put all her telephones and telegraphic apparatus out +of working order--to damage them so that repairs would be impossible. + +"I have ten minutes more left," she continued. "A government motor is +coming at four o'clock to take me, my employees and my books to Tours." + +"But, Mademoiselle--" + +She did not heed my interruption. "You cannot stay, Madame Huard! You +must not! No woman is safe on their path. I know this better than you, +for I have been receiving official reports for more than a month! The +worst is true! For the love of heaven, go--you've still got a chance +though there's hard fighting going on in the streets of Chateau Thierry! +For God's sake, don't hesitate. Adieu." + +She was gone! And I stood there dazed! + +"Hard fighting at Chateau-Thierry! That's only seven miles from here," +I counted. + +Go? Go where? How? Go and abandon my post, with Yvonne still too ill +to move, and all the others depending on my help? Go? By what means, +when my only horse was too lame to cross the courtyard! It was far +better to stay and defend one's belongings! + +And then as I slowly returned through the corridors, it occurred to me +that in spite of my desire to stay I might be forced out. Suppose the +chateau should suddenly become the target for the German guns? Well, we +could all take to the cellars, as the others had done in 1870. But--and +here was the point--suppose the French took possession and gave us women +but a few minutes to leave before the battle began. Then what! Here +was food for reflection. I resolved to take Madame Guix and the two +boys into my confidence. Four heads were better than one! + +They received the news calmly, and I almost caught a glimpse of a +twinkle in George's and Leon's eyes. The excitement pleased them. + +If what Mademoiselle Mauxpoix had said was true, the Germans were now on +their way to Villiers. It was evident that the French were putting up a +stubborn resistance, but there was little hope of their stopping them +before they reached our vicinity. Battle meant destruction of lives and +property. Well, since we still possessed the former, it was high time +to think of saving the latter. The sun was fast sinking behind the pine +trees. In an hour it would be dark. What I decided to do must be done +at once. + +"George and Leon, bring down my two big trunks, and tell Nini to hitch +the donkey to his flat cart and drive to the side door." I had resolved +to save what I could of H.'s work, and going to the studio closet, I +began selecting the portfolios containing mounted drawings and etchings. +It was useless to think of the paintings. They were too big. The +trunks were full in no time. I had no other receptacles, so reluctantly +closed the but half empty cupboards, consoling myself with the thought +that all this was possibly useless preparation, and praying Heaven that +I had made a good choice among the portfolios in case the worst came. + +The boys put the trunks onto the cart and set off in the direction of a +sand quarry, where I knew we could dig in safety, and easily cause a +miniature landslide, which would cover all traces of our hidden +treasure. I promised to join them in an hour--the time I judged it +would take them to make so large an excavation, and returning to my +room, gathered my jewels and papers into a little valise, and put them +beside my fur coat and my kodak. A few other trinkets and innumerable +photographs were locked away in my desk, and perceiving that it would be +utterly impossible to carry them with me, I wondered how on earth I +might protect them. Suddenly I bethought me of a tiny silk American +flag that my mother had given me years before, when as a child I left +home for my first trip to Europe. I found it where I hoped, and +shutting one edge of it into the drawer, I let the stripes hang downward +and pinned the following inscription into its folds: + +"I swear that the contents of this desk are purely personal and can be +of value to no one but myself. I therefore leave it under the +protection of my country's flag." + +I felt very proud when I had done this and then hurried into my +dressing-room where I hastily filled my suit-case with a few warm +underclothes, a change of costume, and an extra pair of shoes. I had +about finished and was heartily glad that this useless job was over, +when on glancing out of the window I caught sight of fuzzy-haired Madame +La Miche driving up the avenue in her dog cart. + +Madame La Miche and her husband run a big stock farm near Neuilly St. +Front, some fifteen miles from Villiers. I had often seen her at +poultry and agricultural shows, where their farm products usually +carried off any number of prizes. It was she who sold me my cows hardly +a year since. + +"You?" I said, as she drew up to the steps. + +"Yes. En route--like all the others. Our entire fortune is in live +stock and I'm going to try to save as much as I can. May we come in?" + +Certainly--and a half-hour later one of the largest farms in France had +been moved bodily into my pasture land! The whole thing was conducted +in a very orderly manner by M. La Miche, who on horseback drew up the +rear of this immense cavalcade composed of some two hundred white oxen, +hitched two abreast, seventy or eighty horses, as many mares with young +colts, and heaven knows how many cows and calves; all accompanied by the +stable bands. Poor tired beasts, how greedily they drank the cool water +of our spring, and how willingly the cunning little colts, whose tender +hoofs had been worn to the quick by their unheard-of journey, allowed +the men to tie up their feet in coarse linen bandages with strips of old +carpet for protection. + +Madame La Miche had been officially evacuated at noon, so I did not +hesitate to tell her what I had heard. She was not surprised, and said +she intended leaving at midnight, but her animals, unaccustomed to such +exercise, must have a few hours' rest. + +In the kitchen I found George and Leon, who had accomplished their task +sooner than I expected. Relying on their word that it was impossible to +tell where they had buried the trunks, I did not go back to the sand +quarry. Half a mile was a distance to be considered, under the +circumstances. + +While all this had been going on, Madame Guix had taken Julie into her +confidence and asked her if she would follow us if we were obliged to +leave. Julie is a native of Villiers, and her husband and children live +in a little house near by. She had consulted her lord and they were +willing to lend their big dray horse if they could all join our party. +Of course we agreed and while it was light, we decided to put some bags +of oats into the bottom of our hay cart, to cover these with hay, and +then all the servants could pile on, the boys taking turns at walking +since Yvonne must have room to be stretched out. + +How I hated all this business! Madame Guix then counted the number of +persons composing our party, and sent Nini to fetch as many blankets and +pillows. These, with a box containing salt, sugar, chocolate, and other +dry provisions, a valise packed with a few bandages and a little +medicine, were put onto a little light farm-cart to which we might +harness Cesar in case of great emergency. + +The two vehicles when loaded were run into an empty carriage house, +whose door I locked, rather ashamed of my precautions. + +Night had fallen and the incoming stream of refugees demanded our every +attention. Madame Guix was occupied with two women whose physical +condition was such that it was impossible to refuse them beds, come what +might--and as I crossed the vestibule in search of some instruments, the +shadow of a woman and two little girls came up the steps. "Could I give +them lodgings?" begged the poor soul. I looked at her--she was so +frightened that it was most pathetic, and the two curly-beaded children +clung to her skirts and shivered. + +"I've never been alone before," she explained, and her teeth fairly +chattered with terror. "I can pay, and pay well--I've thirty thousand +francs in gold on me." + +"Then, for Heaven's sake, don't let anyone know it!" I said, very +abruptly. "I don't want money, but there are others who may. Be +careful--a fortune like that may lead to your destruction. Hide it!" + +She stared at me in amazement. Evidently the idea that dishonesty +existed never occurred to her. She thanked me for the advice and hoped +she had not offended me, and begged me to take pity on her. + +"Did anyone see you come in here?" + +She thought not. + +"For if they did I fear you will have to share the common lot. I have +no reason to give you preference. The others might protest." + +I stuck my head out of the doorway. When I turned around, those three +helpless creatures stood clinging to one another in the big empty +vestibule, making a most pitiable group. + +"Go up two flights of stairs--turn to your left and follow the corridor +to the end. The last door on your left opens into a room with a huge +double bed. It was too big for our hospital. That's the only reason we +didn't bring it down. It's at your disposal. Don't thank me. +Good-night." + +When I got a moment I went to Yvonne's room. "Did she think she could +get up a little: long enough to take some dinner? Perhaps she might put +on a few clothes and make an effort to walk around her room." Ten days +in bed had made her very weak. She must try to gain a little strength. +She promised and I departed. The idea of carrying her out bodily was +anything but encouraging! + +At six-thirty the public distribution of soup recommenced. Who my +guests were I have no idea. There were more than a hundred of them. +That was clear enough from the dishes that were left. Just as the last +round had been served, George came in to say that the village was +beginning to get uneasy--people from Neuilly St. Front and +Lucy-le-Bocage and Essommes had already passed down the road, and the +peasants looked to the chateau for a decision! + +I went out to the gate. Yes, true enough, our neighbors from Lucy (five +miles distant) had joined the procession. Then there was a break, and a +lull, such as had not occurred for two days, and in the silence I again +recognized the same clattering sound that had caught my ear on the hill +top the afternoon before. This time it was much more distinct, but was +soon drowned out by the rumbling of heavy wheels on the road. + +Surely this time it was artillery! + +I wrapped my shawl closer about me and sat down on the low stone wall +that borders the moat, while little groups of peasants, unable to sleep, +clustered together on the roadside. + +Nearer and nearer drew the clanking noise and presently a whole regiment +of perambulators, four abreast, swung around the corner into the +moonlight. + +Domptin! + +Domptin, our neighboring village, one mile up the road, had caught the +fever and was moving out wholesale, transporting its ill and decrepit, +its children and chattels, in heaven knows how many baby carriages! + +I had never seen so many in all my life. The effect was altogether +comic, and Madame Guix and I could not resist laughing--much to the +dismay of these poor souls who saw little amusement at being obliged to +leave home scantily clad in night clothes. + +They passed on, without further comment, and the last man had hardly +turned the corner when a scream coming from up the road drew us to our +feet, and sent us running in that direction. Almost instantly, the +figure of an old white-capped peasant woman appeared in the distance. +She was wringing her hands and crying aloud. When we were within ear +shot, I caught the word, "Uhlans!" + +"Uhlans! Where?" + +"_Dans le bois de la Mazure!_" (A half-mile from Villiers.) + +"How do you know?" + +"Saw their helmets glittering in the moonlight!" + +"What rot! They're Frenchmen--dragoons. You don't know your own +countrymen when you see them! Did you approach them?" + +"No." + +"Then what in the name of common sense sent you flying down here to +scare us like that? You've got no business spreading panic broadcast. +If you don't turn around and scamper home, the way you came, I'll have +you arrested. _Allez!_" + +My nerves had stood the strain as long as possible. This false alarm +had roused my anger and in a jiffy I could see how thousands of people +had been deceived, and were now erring homeless along the roads of +France! + +"You can do what you like," I said, turning to the others, "but I've had +enough of this for one day--I'm going to bed. Good-night, gentlemen." + +"The _chatelaine_ is going to bed, the _chatelaine_ is going to bed!" +"Let all go to bed," and similar phrases were echoed among the groups +and presently we all separated, after many cordial _a demain_. + +The clock in the village church was striking midnight when I finally +retired, after calling my greyhounds and Betsy into my room, and +assuring myself that they all had on their collars, and that their +leashes were hanging on my bed post. + +Nini, the little traitor, had evidently told Yvonne of my preparations +for departure, and the two girls, whose beds were in the next room to +mine, had been unable to close their eyes, for as I blew out my lamp, I +could hear their childish voices repeating the rosary: + +"Hail Mary full of Grace--the Lord is with Thee..." + +* * * * * + +I may have slept an hour. Then I can dimly remember hearing a wild yelp +from my dogs, and when I found myself in the middle of my room rubbing +my eyes, Yvonne was calling, "Madame! Madame!" in terrified tones. My +pets were mad with excitement, and the sound of the farm bell was +ringing in my ears! + +"Silence!" I yelled. + +Everything but the bell ceased. + +Heedless of my attire, I rushed to a back window and repeated my +command. + +The bell stopped. + +"Who are you that you dare wake us like that!" I scolded. + +A boy between eighteen and nineteen let go the rope and stepped beneath +the window. I could see his blond hair in the moonlight. + +"Are you Madame Huard?" + +"Yes." + +"I've come with a message from your husband." + +I grew cold as ice. Good God, what had happened? + + + + +V + +In a bound I was down stairs and had opened the front door. + +"Is H. wounded?" I gasped. + +"No, Madame." + +I breathed again. + +"Where was he when you saw him?" + +"On the road between Villers-Cotterets and La Ferte Milon." + +"What's your message?" + +The boy put his hand to his breast pocket and drew forth a slip of +paper. The full moon shining on the white facade of the chateau threw +such a brilliant reflection that I recognized a sheet from a sketch +book, and could distinguish the following words scribbled in pencil: + +"Give bearer fifty francs, then in the name of the love you bear me, +evacuate now; go south, not Paris." + +The last words were underscored three or four times. + +"What time was it when H. gave you this?" + +"Noon or thereabouts." + +"How did you come? On foot?" + +"No, bicycle." + +"But it's after midnight!" + +"I know, but I got lost and had three bad punctures." + +Here were marching orders for fair, and if I intended obeying enough +time had already been lost. To stay in spite of everything was to be +responsible for all the young lives that looked to me, for protection. +Could I promise it? No. Then go it was! + +At that same moment and as though to reinforce my decision, the strange +clattering noise I had observed growing nearer and nearer during the +last two days broke on the night air. + +"Hark!" said the boy. "_La mitrailleuse!_" + +"The machine guns!" I echoed. + +"_Oui, Madame._" + +That sufficed. "We'll be leaving in ten minutes. Go to the kitchen. +I'll send someone to look after you and we'll go together." + +All this had transpired in less time than it takes to tell it. Awakened +by the bell, the refugees in the stables came pouring into the +courtyard. A second later, George, lantern in hand, came running +towards me. + +"Tell Leon to harness Cesar--then go and wake Julie and say that we are +leaving in ten minutes. I expect her, and her family, with their horse, +to be ready. The courtyard in ten minutes. Mind!" + +On the landing I met Madame Guix already fully dressed. + +"_Nous partons,_" was all I said. She understood and followed me +towards Yvonne's room. + +The two children, their teeth chattering, looked towards us in terror. + +"Nini, put on the warmest clothes you possess and help Madame Guix to +dress Yvonne. Then go to the kitchen and wait there without moving." + +My own toilet was brief, and five minutes later, lamp in hand, I was +pounding on all the doors of the long corridors, fearful lest some one +be forgotten and locked in the house. When I reached the second floor I +bethought me of the woman and her two children, and as I advanced I +called, "Don't be frightened. This is merely a warning!" + +The poor soul must have been dreaming, for when I touched her door she +screamed, and as I opened it and held the lamp over my head, I could see +the two little creatures clinging to their mother, who on her knees +begged, "Take me, but spare my babies!" + +I had some difficulty in reassuring her, but finally succeeded, and left +her to go below to the hospital. + +At the first alarm, the women who were sleeping there had fled in +terror, and when assured that all were gone, for safety's sake I went up +into the vestibule and standing at the foot of' the stairs, called, "All +out! All out! I'm closing up and leaving!" + +No one answering, I judged that my summons had been obeyed, and so +hurried back to my own room to fetch jewels, kodak and pets. On my way +down I opened H.'s wardrobe and grabbed several overcoats, confident +that the boys would forget theirs and need them. + +In the courtyard I found Julie and her family already perched on the +hay-cart, where Yvonne had been hoisted and lay moaning, well covered in +a blanket. Both horses were hitched and my servants waiting orders. +Beside ours, other big drays were being prepared for flight, yet there +was no confusion--no loud talking--no lamenting. I then told the boys +to hurry to the farm yard and open all the gates so that the poultry and +cows could have free access to the entire estate, which is closed in by +a wall. I was thus certain that though they might feel hungry they, +would not die for want of food or water during the short time I intended +to be gone. + +This done, I went to the kitchen where I found Nini, who had obeyed +orders not to move but who had presence of mind enough to lay out bread +and jam and wine for the famished youth who had brought the message. + +In the lamplight I caught sight of my road maps on the refectory wall, +and setting my jewel box on the table I began unpinning and carefully +folding them and put them in the pocket of my motor coat. Almost at the +same instant, the lamp flickered and Leon came in to say that all the +dogs were found save the beagle hound and three fox terrier puppies, +who, frightened by the bell and the commotion, had hidden in the hay +lofts. We went out, and I called and whistled in vain--none of them +appeared. + +All this had taken more time than I expected. The wagons full of +refugees had disappeared, and we were alone. + +"_En route!_" I called, climbing into the _charette_, a big lump rising +in my throat. + +"_En route!_" called George. + +Once again I counted our party to be sure all were there, and then +slowly the heavy-laden hay-cart pulled out of the courtyard onto the +high road. + +The first ten steps that my horse took he limped so painfully that my +heart sank in my boots. + +What nonsense, this departure! The poor beast would break down and we'd +have to shoot him by the wayside, and other similar cheerful thoughts +fled through my brain as we jogged up the narrow village street. + +In front of the town hall I halted, first of all to rest my steed, +secondly to await George and Leon, who had remained behind to shut the +entrance doors and bolt the gate, and finally because I was astonished +to see all the windows illuminated. + +I Jumped down and approaching one of the panes looked through and saw +the entire municipal council seated in a semi-circle, their faces grave +with anxiety. Presently the boys, accompanied by H.'s messenger, rode up +on their bicycles and handed me the keys. I entered the room where Mr. +Duguey, the schoolmaster and town clerk, greeted me. + +"Gentlemen, I've come to give you the keys to my estate. I've received +a message from my husband begging me to leave at once." + +"Then make haste, Madame, while there is still time. We are just about +to beat the call to arms and warn the population that those who hope to +escape must leave at once. Though we have no official orders to do this +we have taken it on ourselves, for we now know for certain that the +Uhlans have surrounded the village and are awaiting daylight to take +possession. They are probably bivouacking on the heights in your park." + +Then the old peasant woman had not lied! Those were really Uhlans she +had seen in the _bois de la Mazure_. Ye gods, and here I was trying to +get away with a lame horse! Thank heaven, the Marne was not far! I +would cross it and then await developments. + +The clock in the little church struck two and an owl hooted mournfully +in the belfry as silently our cortege plodded up the steep incline. When +we reached the summit I could not resist turning around and casting a +long affectionate glance on my lovely home-shining like a fairy palace +in its setting of wonderful trees. Who could tell? I might never see +it again! + +George, too, must have been penetrated with the same sentiment, for he +rode up close to the cart and grasping the mud guard, turned on his +saddle and wistfully shaking his bead, gave vent to his feelings by the +following very inelegant but extremely expressive ejaculation: + +"_Quels cochons! vous chasser d'une propriete parcille!_" + +A long shiver of emotion crept down my spine, and though it was but the +second of September I instinctively drew the fur collar of my coat +closer about my throat. + +In front of me I could bear the wheels of our heavy-laden hay-cart +creaking as the big farm horse plodded on. Its occupants were silent, +and thanks to the moon and the lantern which hung up high behind, I +could see Julie and Madame Guix nodding with sleep. + +My own poor beast limped on and besides thinking of all that I had left +undone at the chateau and planning how and where we could go, I had the +constant vision of his silent suffering in front of me. At every little +incline I would get down and throwing the reins over the neck of Betsy, +my bull dog, who occupied the seat beside me, I would give Cesar his +head and take my place with the boys behind. He seemed to be grateful. + +Let it be said, however, that as our journey advanced the hoof, at first +so tender from much poulticing, became firmer and firmer, and instead of +increasing, the lameness rather grew less. + +We crossed our little market town of Charly amid dead silence. Not a +light in a single window, not a sound anywhere. We seemed to be the +only souls astir, and the foolhardiness of this midnight departure when +everyone else was tucked up snug in his bed, angered me. I was seized +with a mad desire to turn about and go home. + +Just then George asked me which direction I intended taking, and +remembering H.'s imperative "Go south," we turned sharp and headed for +the first bridge across the Marne. + +High in front of me rose the dark wooded hills of Pavant, descending +abruptly to that narrow strip of fertile plain which borders the river +on both sides, but now half-veiled in a heavy blue mist. Below me the +swift current sped onward like a silver arrow, and before so impressive +a spectacle I could not help thinking how meager is the art of the scene +painter and dramatist which tries to depict a real battlefield. For +battlefield I felt this was, and my overstrained nerves no longer +holding my imagination in check, I could already see human forms +writhing in agony, and hear the moaning of souls on the brink of +Eternity. As though to vivify this hallucination, the dying moon +suddenly plunged behind a cloud, lighting the landscape but by strange +lugubrious streaks, and in the distance behind us a long low rumble +warned me that my dream might soon be a terrible reality. + +The Marne crossed, a weight was lifted from my shoulders, and settling +back against the pile of blankets in my rig, I let the horse follow his +own sweet will and we started to zig-zag up a steep incline. At the end +of five minutes' time I was so benumbed by the cold that sleep was +impossible, so I left my seat and joined the others who, all save +Yvonne, had been obliged to descend to relieve their horse. What a +climb that was--seven long kilometers from right to left, winding around +that hill, as about a mountain, ever and again finding ourselves on a +narrow ledge overlooking the valley. The fog had spread until literally +choked up between the bills and I could hardly persuade myself that it +was not the sea that rolled below me. Even the signal lamps on the +distant railway line rose out of the labyrinth like a lighthouse in +mid-ocean, making the illusion complete. + +Dawn was breaking as we reached the summit and pausing for a moment's +breath, we could see people with bundles hurrying from cottages and farm +yards, while the fields seemed dotted with horses and carts that sprang +out of the semi-darkness like specters, following one another to the +highway. In less than no time the long caravan had re-formed and was +again under way. + +We brought up the rear, preceded by five hundred snow-white oxen. There +was no way of' advancing faster than the _cortege_. It was stay in line +or lose your place, and as the sun rose over the plains, I was so +impressed by the magnificence of our procession that I forgot the real +cause of our flight and never for an instant realized that I now formed +an intimate part of that column which but a few hours since inspired me +with such genuine pity. + +As we passed through a small agglomeration of houses that one might +hardly call a village, I recognized several familiar faces on the +doorsteps, and presently comprehended why Charly was so dark and silent +the night before. It was empty--evacuated--and the greater part of its +inhabitants were here on the roadside, preparing to continue their +route. + +Where were we going? I think none of us had a very definite idea. We +were following in line on the only road that crossed this wonderfully +fertile country. The monotony of the landscape, the warmth of the sun, +added to the gentle swing of my cart calmed my nerves and I fell back +into a heavy sleep. + +When I opened my eyes I could hear water running over a dam, and see +below me and but a very short distance away, a river flowing through a +valley. Someone said it was the Petit Morin; another announced that we +had come seventeen kilometers and a third proffered that it was 6:30 A. +M.--time for breakfast. We ought not to attack the opposite hill on +empty stomachs. + +Accordingly we crossed the Petit Morin and broke ranks in front of two +little cottages that bordered the river at the entrance of an electric +power house. At the same time, a small covered gig halted beside our +big cart and from it descended the mother of the two little girls she +who had so much gold. + +Did I mind if she followed in our wake? + +Of course not. + +She was still as timid and frightened as the night before, and it didn't +take much questioning to learn that she had never had a pair of reins in +her hands before in her life. + +The boys took all the horses down to the river and carefully bathed +their knees and legs. In the meantime, coffee had been found and +ground, someone had scurried about and found a house where milk could be +had, and on an iron tripod that I had sense enough to bring along, water +was set to boiling. + +It was very amusing that first picnic breakfast, and my! what appetites +we had. The summer lodgers in one of the cottages gazed upon us in +amazement--all save one little girl who, so it seems, had had a +presentiment that some ill would befall her and for two days had not +ceased weeping. + +The meal over, each one went to my cart and taking possession of a +blanket and pillow, rolled up in it and went fast asleep in the +brilliant sunshine. How we blessed those warm, penetrating rays, for we +had suffered much from the damp cold all night. + +Left alone, I overhauled my wagon and made the discovery that my jewel +box was missing. That did not alarm me much, for I was confident that I +had left it on the refectory table, and would find it--like my silver +chests--just where I had left them. + +My road map showed us to be at La Tretoire, midway between Charly and +Rebais, but as there were no provisions to be had in so small a place, I +decided to push on to the township where we might be able to get +lodgings. This, however, must be done before noon, or we would be +obliged to sleep out of doors again, for it would be impossible to +travel through the heat of the day. Accordingly, at half past eight, I +roused the boys and we started up the hill, bag and baggage. + +It was much the same kind of scene as at Pavant, only we were less +excited and far more exhausted than at the outset of our trip. Each one +stalked on, gritting his teeth and wiping the big beads of perspiration +from his brow. By ten we reached the top and calling George, who had +been walking beside the leader since we left home, I told him to take my +place in the _charette_ and I would mount my bicycle. + +Leaving orders to follow the straight road to Rebais, I pushed on ahead, +promising to do my best, and an hour later found myself on the outskirts +of the little town--very weary and almost overcome by the heat. In the +hurry of my departure from Villiers I had wrapped a scarlet chiffon +scarf about my head, never thinking that a hat would be a very useful +article in the daytime. For sixty minutes, then, as I had pedaled along +that endless road, the sun had beaten down upon my head and shoulders, +and when I came upon a public pump, I dropped down in the grass beside +it, after wringing out my handkerchief in its refreshing water and +bathing my burning face and arms. + +When I finally made my entrance into Rebais, I found that thousands of +other persons had probably had the same idea as I and it took but little +time to discover that all rooms, whether private or public, were +occupied. The place was overflowing with refugees. The line outside +the baker's shop warned me that I had a dozen hungry mouths dependent +upon me and yesterday's supply of bread was well nigh exhausted, let +alone being stale. I took my place among the others and stood for a +good hour waiting for the second ovenful to finish baking. + +Certainly no greasy pig at a county fair was ever more difficult to +manage than that long nine-pound loaf of red hot bread. There was no +way of handling it--it burned everything it touched. No sooner did I +put it under one arm than I was obliged to change it to the other post +haste. Add to this the fact that I had not ridden a bicycle since a +child, and realize that whether walking or riding the bread was equally +hot and equally cumbersome. It was too long to fit into the handlebars, +besides how could I hold it there? Too soft to be tied with string that +I might buy. At one moment I thought seriously of picking up my skirt +and carrying the bread as peasant women do grass and fodder, but alas, a +1914 skirt was too narrow to permit this. At length when almost +disheartened and I had stood my loaf against the side of a house to +cool, I recognized a familiar voice back of me, and George appeared on +his wheel to announce that my party had camped in a young orchard two +miles outside of Rebais, neither man nor beast being capable of going +any farther. We clapped our loaf into an overcoat that was strapped to +the back of his machine, and swinging it between us, soon joined the +others. + +Our noonday repast was composed of cold bam and fried potatoes. I think +I never ate better, though I must confess that the latter were stolen +from a neighboring field. By two o'clock a dozen weary inhabitants of +Villiers were stretched out on their rugs and peacefully dreaming! We +had decided to rest before determining what to do for the night. + +I was awakened by a stiff feeling in my neck, and opened my eyes to find +that the sun was rapidly disappearing in the west. I had slept soundly +four hours and was much refreshed, though the bumps in the ground had +bruised me, and I could hardly move my head. + +Yvonne had stood the journey so far very well though unable as yet to +walk, but as the cool of the evening came on I began to worry lest a +night out of doors set her screaming with pain. So as I laced my boots, +I decided to go back to Rebais and make another desperate attempt to +lodge her at least. + +"Did Madame see Maitre Baudoin this morning," asked Leon, to whom I +imparted my plans. + +I gasped! What a fool I was! My mind was so upset that I had forgotten +that my own notary was a prominent personality in Rebais. + +A quarter of an hour later I turned into the public square and beheld +Maitre Baudoin and his wife standing on the doorstep watching the exodus +of numerous refugees. + +"Madame Huard!" they exclaimed. "You? What on earth has happened?" + +I explained in a few words. + +"Why, come right in. We were just going to sit down to dinner." + +I said I was not alone, and must first look after the others. Without +waiting a second, Maitre Baudoin crossed over to the town hall and soon +returned with a key in his hand. + +"Here, here's the key to a bakery--there are rooms above. Your people +can lodge there and you come in with us. All this will be over in a day +or so; the news is good to-day. The Germans will never reach the +Marne!" + +I went and fetched our delighted caravan, and after safely depositing +them in their new residence, I was crossing the main street to join my +friends, when a big military auto whisked into the middle of the square +and halted. Ten seconds later it was followed by a dozen others, and by +the time I had reached the Baudoins' the place was literally lined with +motors, containing officers and orderlies. We were just sitting down +when some one pounded on the door and a deep authoritative voice called +out, "You're to lodge a general and two officers!" And we could hear +the man hastily chalking the names on the door. + +Madame Baudoin looked from me to her husband, her eyes wide open with +astonishment. The meal was forgotten and we hurried out into the +twilight to seek news. The _Etat Major_ of a cavalry division was to +bivouac at Rebais, would be leaving at midnight. + +My friends understood, and they who had not as yet seen a soldier since +the war began, realized for the first time that they were now in the +midst of the retreating army. I begged them to make ready for flight +and they hurried homewards while I returned to the bakery to hold +council. + +As I reached the door, someone touched me on the shoulder and an +officer, pointing to the Red Cross armlet I was wearing, said: + +"Go to the hospital at once. We need your services. Wounded." + +"Very well, sir," I replied, and stepped inside. + +"Madame Guix! Madame Guix!" I called in the stairway from the shop. + +The others came clattering down all excitement, saying that Madame Guix +had been recognized by her uniform and sent flying to the hospital. + +Just then a shadow barred the entrance door and turning I saw an army +chauffeur standing there. + +"A piece of bread for God's sake," he begged. + +"What?" + +"Yes, I'm nearly dead of hunger. We've had no time to cook our food, +and bread has been lacking for two days." + +I looked about me--the bread boxes were empty. I had no right to do so, +but I opened all the cupboards. The least I could do was pay, if the +bakers appeared. I found a stale loaf and chopped it in four with the +big knife near the counter. The way that poor fellow bit into it brought +tears to my eyes. + +"Wait a minute," I said as he turned away, and I rushed out to the court +where my cart was standing. In a moment I was back with a slice of ham +and some sweet chocolate and Julie came up with a glass of water. + +I was about to ask questions when another form appeared, followed by +still another. + +"Bread--oh, for heaven's sake, bread!" they implored. Apparently there +was no reason why I should not go on with my new trade until all the +hungry chauffeurs in the army were satisfied. But remembering the +wounded, I turned over my job to Julie, with orders to deal out the +bread as long as it lasted and to go lightly with the chocolate, as my +provision was not endless. + +What a different aspect the main square presented to that of an hour +before! Motors were lined up four deep on all sides, and I was obliged +to elbow my way through the crowds of gapers, refugees, and officers +that thronged the street. + +"Have you come for the wounded?" questioned a white-capped sister as I +closed the convent door and strode up the steps. + +"Yes, sister." + +"Heaven be praised! Come this way, quickly. Your nurse is here, but +cannot suffice alone. We're of no use--there are only five of us to +look after the almshouse, and a hundred refugees. We know nothing of +surgery or bandaging." + +All this was said sweetly and quietly as we hurried down a long +corridor. In the middle of a big, well-lighted room stood Madame Guix +bandaging the arm of a fine looking fellow, who shut his eyes and grated +his teeth as she worked. On a half-dozen chairs sat as many men, some +holding their heads in their hands, some doubled in two, others +clenching their fists in agony. Not a murmur escaped them. The floor in +several places was stained with great red patches. + +"Quick, Madame Huard. We must stop the hemorrhages at all costs. The +wounds are not bad, since the men have come on foot, but one never can +tell with this heat." + +A sister tied a white apron around me and in a second I had washed my +hands and begun. The first shirt I split, my heart leapt to my lips. I +was neither a novice nor a coward, but the sight of human blood flowing +so generously and given so ungrudgingly, gave me a queer feeling in my +throat. A second later that had all passed over and as I worked I +questioned the young fellows as to home and family and finally at what +place they had been wounded. Some did not know, others named unfamiliar +corners, but La Tretoire startled me. Our morning halt! Then the +invaders had crossed the Marne? For these were not wounds from +exploding shell but Mauser bullets and pistol shots! + +Meanwhile the sisters brought iron beds and soft mattresses into the +next room, and each boy in turn was put to rest. Fortunately there was +nothing very serious, for we had no doctor and knew not where to find +one. When we reached our last patient he was so limp that we feared he +would faint. Imagine, if you can, what it is to cut away a stout pair +of trooper's boots, and undress an almost helpless man whose clothes are +fairly glued to the skin with blood, dirt and perspiration. + +"Hold the ammonia closer to his nose," said Madame Guix, tugging at a +wire that served as boot lace. + +"I'm afraid he's exhausted. There he goes--" I had just time to catch +the body as it slid from the chair. + +Madame Guix grasped his wrist. + +"His pulse is good. Hold fast till I get my needle." + +The boy's lips parted and a familiar sound filled the room. + +"He's not fainted!" I gasped. "He's asleep! Snoring!" + +Poor little fellow, a bullet in the shoulder and one in the shin, and +yet fatigue had overcome the pain! When we finally had to wake him, he +apologized so nicely for the trouble he had given us, and sighed with +delight when he touched the cool linen sheets. + +"You must have found me a pretty mess. I haven't been out of my saddle +for three weeks, and we've been fighting every minute since we left +Charleroi." + +Our patients all asleep, Madame Guix and I sought a moment's rest in the +open. A door in the corridor led out into a lovely old-world garden, +surrounded on four sides by a delicately plastered cloister. The harvest +moon shone down, covering everything with a silver sheen, and such quiet +and calm reigned that it was almost impossible to believe that we were +not visitors to some famous landscape, leisurely enjoying a long-planned +trip. + +We were given no time to dream, however, for hasty footsteps in the +corridor and the appearance of a white-robed sister carrying a gun, told +us that our task was not yet finished. + +On a bench in the cloister, his head buried in one arm, the other tied +up in an impromptu sling, we found a blue-coated soldier. He was the +image of despair, and though we gently questioned him, he only shook his +head from side to side without answering. Finally I sat down on the +bench beside him and gently stroking his well arm, pleaded that he would +tell us his trouble so that we might help him. He drew his head up with +a jerk, and turning on me with an almost furious look in his big black +eyes, he snapped, "Are you married?" + +"Yes." + +"Then you know what it is. My God, my wife and babies, shut up in +Valenciennes. It isn't this that's killing me," he continued, slapping +his bandaged arm. "It's only a flesh wound in the shoulder. But it's +the other--the other thoughts. I've seen them at their work, the pack +of cursed cowards! but if they ever touch my wife! Perhaps they have, +the dirty blackguards, and I'm not there to defend her. Curse them all!" + +And he beat his fist on his knees in rage. Then anger, and agony having +reached paroxysm, his lips trembled, his mouth twitched, and brusquely +throwing his arm around my neck, he buried his head on my shoulder and +burst into tears. + +The first instant of surprise over, it would have been stupid to be +offended. The circumstances were such that it was impossible not to be +moved. + +I had never seen a man weep before; I never want to again. For a full +quarter-hour he sobbed like a child--this great sturdy fellow of +thirty-five, and through the mist in my eyes I could see that my +companion had turned her back on us and was fumbling for her +handkerchief in her pocket. + +Then little by little the choking sound disappeared, his shoulders +ceased to heave and shake, and a moment later our soldier lifted his +head and blubbered an apology. + +"Forgive me--you've done me so much good. I know I'm a fool, but it had +to come--I just couldn't stand it another minute--" and other similar +phrases, which we nipped in the bud by asking if he would like a cup of +hot soup, or come into the dispensary when we could bandage his wound. + +"Anywhere where it's light. I want you to see her picture--she'd think +you're great." + +And so before he would let us touch his wound, we had to feel in his +breast pocket and draw forth a wallet from which he produced the +cherished photographs. + +At length we completed his bandaging and I left Madame Guix to add the +finishing touches and went to the kitchen where Soeur Laurent was +standing over a huge range, ladling soup from two immense copper +boilers. There were men, women and children holding out cups and mugs, +a half-dozen dusty cavalrymen were skinning two rabbits in one corner, +and as many other soldiers were peeling vegetables which they threw into +another pot full of boiling water. + +This was no time to ask permission. The poor sister was already half +distracted by the demands of the famished refugees and combatants, so +taking a ladle from the wall, I dipped into the pot and strained some +bouillon into a few cups that I found in a cupboard. I intended giving +this to our patients should they wake and call for drink, and I was just +lifting my tray to go when a loud thumping on the front door made me set +it down in haste. + +I looked at Soeur Laurent, who was preparing to answer the summons, much +to the dismay of the soldiers. + +"I'll go," I called, and hurried out into the vestibule and down the +wide white marble steps. As I threw back the huge oak door someone +brushed past me, calling "Two men and a stretcher," and there in the +brilliant moonlight I beheld the most ghastly spectacle I had as yet +witnessed. + +Thrown forward in his saddle, his arms clasped about the horse's neck, +was the form of a dragoon. The animal that bore him had once been +white, but was now so splashed with blood that it was impossible to tell +what color was his originally. Both man and beast were wounded, badly +wounded, and how they had come here was a miracle. + +The alarm had reached the kitchen and hurrying forward, the troopers +soon lifted their comrade from his mount and carried him in. A lance +had pierced his thigh and the horse's flank, which meant that it had +been a hand-to-hand fight, and the blood still flowing freely, proved +that the combat was not an hour old! + +Madame Guix and I were doing our best when the white face's of my notary +and his wife appeared at the door of the dispensary. + +"Madame Huard, we've come to tell you you must go!" + +"Go?" + +"Yes, it is two o'clock and the general who was quartered on us slept +four hours and has gone. When leaving he warned us that the battle +would be on here by morning. We who have a motor are safe, but you who +have but horses must flee at once!" + +"But I can't leave the wounded!" + +"But you must. The worst that can happen to them is to be made +prisoners--more than likely they will be carried away by one of our +emergency ambulances. But think of all the young people who look to you +for protection! You cannot desert them; you must go!" + +I looked at Madame Guix. + +"Go, Madame Huard, you must. You owe it to the others. None of you +need me and I can be of service here, so if the sisters will keep me +I'll stay." + +Reluctantly I shook hands with my nurse, and hastened down the steps. +Maitre Baudoin and his wife took leave of me at the comer, and I elbowed +my way between the horses of a cavalry regiment, whose riders were sound +asleep on the hard cobble pavement beside them. + +On the further side of the square noisy rolling sounds told me that the +artillery was crossing the city, and mounting a doorstep, I beheld +battery after battery of the famous Seventy-fives clattering out of +sight over the road we had come by in the morning. When I got down, I +found my way blocked by the 18th Chasseurs a cheval, who, four abreast +and lance in hand, were setting out for battle. They were anything but +a beaten army--most of them were softly humming some popular song, while +others were calmly filling their pipes and still others catching forty +winks in their saddles. One or two I noticed wore no caps, and their +heads were bound in blood-stained bandages. + +There seemed to be no end to them and I was beginning to get anxious +about our departure. Plunging my hand into my coat pocket I touched a +piece of stale bread and a bit of chocolate, forgotten since the day +before, and hunger having seized me, I began gnawing my crust. + +"Say, sister, give us a bite," called one young chap from his horse as +he passed. + +"Are you really hungry?" + +"You bet!" + +Without hesitating I offered my crust. + +"Hurray for the girl with the red scarf!" called another. "Come on with +us. We'll make room for you." "We need a mascot," and other similar +jolly phrases passed from mouth to mouth as gaily the flower of young +France went forth to death. + +When finally they had disappeared I rushed across the street to find +George and Emile (H.'s messenger) engaged in a conversation with the +driver of an army supply wagon drawn up within an inch of the bakery +steps. Beside him on the seat sat a huge dragoon, his bead done up in a +blood-stained towel. + +"We're lost," he was explaining. "Been cut off from our regiment for +three days." + +"Poor regiment!" I murmured, and calling the boys, I told Emile to wake +the others and come down quickly to help hitch the horses. He was only +gone a second, and I could hear him calling. + +"_Allons, allons, Madame part de suite._" + +Then he reappeared carrying a lantern. + +"Where the devil did you get the light?" growled George. + +"In their room." + +"Then how in the name of heaven do you expect those people to dress and +roll up their belongings in the dark?" I scolded. "Here, George, go +back with the lantern." + +George obeyed orders, and Emile, rather sheepishly, skulked away in the +direction of the stable yard. I heard a sliding door pushed open, +followed by a long low whistle, and a second later Emile reappeared, his +eyes popping out of his head with astonishment. + +"There's a horse missing--been stolen!" + +"No! Impossible!" + +"The stable's empty!" + +I hurried to the spot, and found that he told the truth. + +"George!" I called, as my boy came around the corner of the house. +"George, Cesar's been stolen!" + +"Who says so, Madame?" + +"Emile--the stable's empty." + +Calmly and easily George walked over towards Emile, and taking him by +the collar, shook him violently. "Look here, you! What do you mean by +frightening Madame like that? Are you her servant? No! Well, then, +mind your own business!" + +And opening a second door alongside the other, we found Cesar and +Sausage munching their oats. + +It was no easy job harnessing in the dark and backing the heavy carts +out of the narrow yard into the still narrower street. But in ten +minutes our caravan was again en route. + +We crossed the public square, now almost empty of men, horses and +motors, and took the only road leading south. + +The first gray streaks of daylight lighted the east as we turned the +corner, and we were obliged to pull suddenly to the extreme right, for a +heavy Parisian motorbus swung round the bend and rushed on past us. + +Straining my eyes, I perceived that there was not one but hundreds of +them, following each other at top speed down the hill. There were armed +men standing inside them, armed men on the platforms and steps, armed +men even on the roofs and it was indeed a strange sight to see +_Madeleine-Bastille_ and the _Galeries Lafayette_ out here in the open +country, jammed full of grim infantrymen preparing for the fray. + +Suddenly a tremendous explosion rent the air and shook the ground so +that the horses stopped and trembled. + +"There goes the bridge at Nogent!" cried George. "No--the power house +at La Tretoire!" + +"_En avant!_" I called, knowing that the signal for battle had now been +given. + + + + +VI + +We had gone about two miles when the sight of my greyhounds tied behind +the farm cart made me think of my little Boston bull. + +"Where's Betsy?" I asked of those perched on the hay. + +Julie, Nini and Yvonne grew white. + +It took little time to discover that no one had seen her that morning. +It was evident she had been forgotten--left to die tied to the brass +rail inside an abandoned bakery, for it was there I had fastened her on +arriving the night before. Pedaling ahead till I reached Leon who led +the procession-- + +"Keep straight on this road. If it should fork, take the direction of +the La Ferte Gauche. I'll be back in no time." Then turning about, I +started a parallel race with an autobus, much to the delight of the +occupants. + +Useless to say that my adversary gained on the up-grade, turned the +corner, was gone, and was followed by another long before I reached the +public square, breathless and full of anxiety. + +Rebais was empty--not even a tardy refugee straggled by the wayside, and +before I reached the bakery I could hear the plaintive howls of my +little brute. + +What a joyful welcome I received. What hilarious waggings of that +little screw tail! But, there was no time to be lost, for the problem +now was how Betsy was to catch up with the procession. She was too +heavy for me to carry under my arm, and too old and puffy to be expected +to follow a bicycle--but it was one or the other, and tying her leash to +the handle bar, off we started, after an encouraging pat on the head and +the promise of a lump of sugar if she would only "be a good girl." + +On we sped, past the huge lumbering motorbuses, which terrified the poor +animal who tugged vehemently at her string, at times almost choking +herself. + +In half an hour we had caught up with the caravan, and as I lifted poor +exhausted Betsy on to the hay, Nini roused from her dozing and pointing +to the east, said, "Oh, look! what a big fire!" + +"You silly child, it's the sun rising; go back to sleep," I said, +terrified by what I had seen, but unwilling to alarm the others +uselessly. + +At the skyline of an immense plain that stretched on our left, huge +columns of flame burst heavenward, covered a moment later by dense black +smoke. Fortunately, however, the sun peeped over the horizon almost +instantly, thereby diminishing the intensity of the conflagration. But +Nini was not to be thus hoodwinked. + +"See," she continued, "what funny little fluffy clouds those are!" + +"Nini, if you don't go to sleep at once you'll have to get down and +walk, and let one of the boys take your place. They'll be only too glad +to, I know." + +Nini obeyed instantly. She had come away with but one pair of shoes (in +spite of my admonition to take all the footwear she possessed) and that +pair of shoes pinched. + +Funny little fluffy clouds indeed! The shaking of the earth beneath my +feet and a second of reflection told me, they were not clouds, before +they would be directed westward was but shells--and how long it would be +a question that chilled the blood in my veins. + +The town we were heading for--La Ferte Gauche--lay southeast. Though I +had no glass, it was evident that it was now under the enemies' fire, +and we might just as well run our necks into a noose as keep on in that +direction. It was southwest--or nothing. + +Without offering any explanation I rode ahead and told Leon to follow +me. Then turning abruptly to the right, I took the first side path that +was wide enough for our cart wheels, and in and out, up and down, we +followed it for over an hour, until coasting down a steep incline, I +found myself in the midst of a delightful little village, nestled +between two hills on the border of a river. + +The shops were just opening and people were going about their work as if +nothing unusual were happening. They gazed in astonishment at this +hatless bicyclist, who wore a Red Cross armlet, and when I went into the +baker shop, I was filled with joy at the sight of all the crisp loaves +lined up in their racks ready for delivery. + +Refugees? + +They hadn't seen any. Someone had heard an unaccustomed movement of +wagons during the night, that was all. + +A signpost, as I turned into the square, told me that I was at +Jouy-sur-Morin, and a few moments later, I came upon a group of +gentlemen in frock coats standing talking on an embankment below the +church. If it had been in the afternoon instead of five A. M., I should +have thought this assembly perfectly in harmony with the landscape. In +fact they looked so much like H.'s caricatures of his provincial +compatriots that I couldn't help smiling as I passed. This mutational +gathering of the municipal council was the only outward sign of anxiety +to be found in this picturesque township. + +The arrival of our caravan produced quite a sensation among the early +risers at Jouy, thought the enthusiasm for telling their story had +somewhat subsided among my servants. They were footsore, sleepy, and +hungry. + +The gentlemen in frock coats were too busy in their own affairs to give +us much attention, and I was about to leave when one of them called me +over and asked a few questions. Anxious to be off, I answered briefly. +The man probably took me for a poor demented female; how could he think +otherwise down here in his little valley, where not a sound of gun and +shell had penetrated as yet? + +History will tell you how, a few hours later, Jouy-sur-Morin was the +scene of one of the bloodiest battles of the Marne. + +At the dairy, my appearance aroused much curiosity, and when I brought +out the money to pay for my milk, the woman held up her hand. "No, +never; I couldn't take pay from such forlorn creatures as you!" + +This unexpected pity brought the blood to my cheeks. I was hot with +indignation. Until now we had wanted for nothing, and with gold in my +pocket charity was an insult. I straightened my tie, looked at my dusty +boots, and realized for the first time that my face was drawn with +fatigue and anxiety--that my hair, though tidy, was sadly out of curl. +Leaving my change on the table, I turned on my heel and departed. +Explanations were tiresome and useless. + +We crossed a railroad track and then the river--the Grand Morin--and in +a grass-grown granite quarry halted for breakfast, sheltering ourselves +from the blistering sun in the shade of the immense rocks. + +The boys took the horses down to the river to drink and bathe, and a few +seconds later came back for towels and soap. + +What a happy idea! A quarter of a mile higher up the bank I found a +well secluded spot, and plunged into the refreshing current. It was the +first time I had had my boots off since leaving Villiers. Thanks to a +small pocket glass and a fresh white blouse, I made myself quite +presentable and as I approached our camp, the appetizing odor of fresh +fried country sausage tickled my nostrils and made me glad to be alive. + +Hot coffee accompanied by buttered toast had been prepared by the girls +during my absence, and we needed no coaxing to persuade us to do the +meal justice. Already accustomed to this gypsy life, George's dry humor +began to show itself, and now and again the silence would be broken by +peals of laughter, caused by some quaint joke. + +We lingered lovingly over the repast, and I was trying to decide whether +or not we would push on at once or wait and rest until afternoon when +suddenly my question was answered for me. + +While we had been clearing up and loading the carts a long train of +freight cars had noiselessly glided down the rails opposite our quarry, +and had halted without pulling into the station. There was nothing +abnormal in this, and from where we sat a trifle below the level of the +track, we could see but little of what was going on on the opposite +platform. Standing upright in my charette, carefully folding a blanket +so as to take up the least possible space, my eye was attracted by +several red specks scurrying up a steep incline. A moment afterwards my +gaze drifted downward and I realized that from the innocent looking +freight cars hundreds of armed soldiers were disembarking and spreading +themselves out, _en tirailleurs_, preparing an attack in ambush. I had +seen this same pretty feat successfully accomplished at the _grand +manauvres_, the year before, but it was another thing entirely when one +grasped that these men were in dead earnest. + +Just then a buggy, containing a disheveled woman and collarless man, +galloped over the crossing and sped westward. The occupants, whom I +hailed, did not deign a reply, but beckoning with their arms, enjoined +me to follow them. + +"It's time to break camp," I said, "if we intend to reach the next town +before it gets too hot." + +So off we started, preceded by a heavy delivery wagon, a _Familistere_ +from the north, which crossed the rails just as we were pulling onto the +road. It was a big covered affair, filled to overflowing with bedding +and household utensils--and even the top was loaded with huge boxes and +baskets of provisions. Behind it walked, or rather trotted, three stout +women and a man, the former half-crazed with heat and anxiety, mopping +their brows and their tears as the _cortege_ advanced. + +An hour and a half of steady climbing quite exhausted them, and when we +reached the level, the three graces collapsed by the roadside, still +weeping copiously. I observed this as I approached, and presently saw +their companion mounted on the high hind wheel of their wagon, gazing +intently towards the east through a pair of field glasses. + +"What can you see?" I asked as the _charette_ passed by them. + +"Come and have a look. It's worth while. My wife and family are too +frightened." + +I halted, and climbing up by the spokes reached the top, and steadying +myself with my left hand, took the proffered glass with my right. + +From one extremity to the other of the wide plains, from which we were +separated by the valley of the Grand Morin, those same long columns of +dense black smoke rose lazily in the brilliant sunlight. Into some +determined spot the enemy was pouring a perfect rain of shot and shell, +and the dust rising after each explosion formed a curtain that blotted +out the rest of the landscape. Below, the _Senegalais_ had disappeared +in ambush, but now and again the distant clattering of the +_mitrailleuse_ told us they were at their deadly work. And to think, +all this was happening on ground we had traveled over only a few hours +since! And I had been fool enough to go back to Rebais--alone to +recover my dog! + +I shuddered as I got down. What was the use of trying to hurry? We +couldn't go any faster than the horses, and if we overworked them now we +would have to rest longer later on. So, urging our poor old nags, we +trudged along the sun-baked roads between the high grown wheat fields of +the Brie country. + +Still another couple of hours and we had reached Choisy-en-Brie, found a +stable for our animals, and we ourselves stretched out on our blankets +beneath the friendly shadow of the big stone church. + +I had finished luncheon and was just dozing off when a motor horn roused +me from my lethargy. A second later I recognized Maitre Baudoin and his +wife, the latter holding their four-year-old daughter on her knees, her +grandmother sitting alone in the back seat which was piled high with +important documents, and their maid strapped to the steps of the car. + +We set up a shout which stopped them. "We stayed until a shell burst on +the house next door, then we thought it was time to go,"' explained +Maitre Baudoin. + +"What time did you leave Rebais?" + +"Forty minutes ago. You'd better be moving, too." + +"Sorry, but I can't. The horses must rest." + +"Well, don't wait too long. Adieu." + +"Adieu," and they were off. + +I returned to my blanket and again was just closing my eyes when the +unexpected sound of Gregorian chant made me sit up. Nearer and nearer +it drew, louder and louder rose the priests' voices, and then a +much-befringed and flower-laden hearse, preceded by the clergy and +followed by the mourners (the men in evening dress and the women in +their Sunday clothes), rounded the corner, passed in front of us, and +halted before the main door of the church. + +I couldn't help smiling. The incongruity of this pompous _enterrement +de premiere classe, en musique_, when the city was imminently menaced by +a German bombardment, bordered on the pathetic and the ridiculous. +However, the family of the defunct did not think so, and their deceased +parent was chanted to eternity with all the rites and ceremonies that +his will had provided for. + +Personally I was delighted at the idea of going to sleep to the sound of +the organ, which pierced the thick granite walls and almost drowned the +rumble of the cannon, to which we had now become so accustomed that we +had ceased to be alarmed. + +"_Des soldats!_" cried someone. + +In a second I was on my feet. + +"Where?" + +"Two-on bicycles, going into the hotel opposite." + +I reached there as soon as they did. Their story was brief. + +"We're the forerunners of a cavalry depot, being transferred to Rozoy +from Montmirail. It's getting too hot down there! How far is it to +Rozoy?" + +I pulled out my map. + +"Seventeen kilometres." + +"Oh, Lord!" + +And the poor fellows wiped the great beads of perspiration from their +dusty necks and faces. + +"Bring up a bottle of wine. I'll stand for the drinks," called a man +from a corner of the cafe. + +"What regiment do you belong to?" + +"_L'Escadron du train._" + +My heart leapt with expectancy. + +"Do you know a man named H.?" + +"No." + +My disappointment was even greater than my joy. + +"How many horses are you taking to Rozoy?" + +"Two hundred and some." + +"At what time will they pass here?" + +"They're due in half an hour, if they don't get cornered by the Boches +on the way. We had a close call ourselves." And swallowing their +glasses of white wine and water, they were on their bicycles and gone, +before we could get any further details. + +I had now had enough experience to know that it was high time to take to +the road if we didn't wish to be captured. Yet it seemed unfair to go +and leave some two-score innocent people praying for the soul of their +dear departed to a long drawn-out musical accompaniment. So while the +boys were harnessing I entered the sanctuary and approaching the chancel +by a side aisle, beckoned an altar boy and whispered in his ear words to +the effect that the curate would better hurry his mass and thereby give +his flock time to escape the invaders. + +I said this calmly, and hoped he would follow my example in delivering +my message, but imagine if you can the effect produced by this +frightened individual, who, lifting his hands in the air, cried out in +terror, "_Vite, vite, Monsieur le Cure'! Voila' les Prussiens!_" + +I didn't wait to see what happened, but went out and joined my group, +which was making ready to start. How far advanced was mass when I +entered the church I did not observe, but what I do know is that it +finished abruptly after my warning, and the poor hearse horse never +before galloped towards the cemetery of Choisy at such a pace nor in +such an undignified manner. As to the mourners, they fairly flew beside +it, greatly diminished in number, the others scattering like chaff +before the wind. + +The half-hour's interval allowed by the cyclists for the horses to +arrive was far overlapped by the time we once again took the road, but +the sound of the cannonade had gradually grown closer. + +Wearied by this constant changing of camp, I made up my mind to go far +enough in this next move to be able to really rest for a day or so. +Consulting my map, I discovered Jouyle-Chatel to be at what I judged a +safe distance--nearly thirty kilometres and considerably south of Paris. +The afternoon was still young, so we would have time to make the town +before dark. At any rate, I told George to accompany me and explained +that he and I would ride ahead full speed, and arrange for beds and a +dinner by the time the others should arrive. They were instructed not +to let the dark halt them, but to come on. Secretly I hoped that this +would be our last stretch and that we would be able to remain at Jouy +until it was wise to start homeward. + +It was an uneventful trip from Choisy to Jouy. The roads were +excellent, though very undulating and the only incident that marked our +journey was an intoxicated individual who jumped across our path and, +putting his hand on my handle bar, demanded tearfully what I had done +with his wife and children. + +I declared myself innocent in the matter, which angered him +considerably. + +"Now I know you're a spy! Get down--" George did not give him time to +finish the phrase, but with a well-measured blow, sent him sprawling in +the brambled ditch and we beat a hasty retreat without looking back. + +It was night by the time we reached Jouy, and at the entrance of the +city I enquired for the best hotel. + +"_Le Grand Turc_--but the proprietress is closing up, making ready to +leave." + +"What! Here? You don't mean to say the scare has reached this place, +too?" + +"Well, we've had so many refugees these days that the women got +frightened and want to go." + +George and I parted company, he to see what he could find since the best +hotel was denied us, and I, undaunted, started off to try to persuade +the proprietress to let us in. + +After much rattling at the door handles and pounding on the shutters, an +acrid female voice enjoined me to be gone. + +"I'm closing up and leaving." + +"Leaving? What for?" + +"To escape the Germans!" + +"How foolish! They'll never reach here. I've just come from the Marne +and expected to find board and lodgings for my staff until the war is +over." + +That encouraged her and cracking the door, she put her head out. + +"I belong to the Red Cross. Here's my badge and my _carte didentite_. +Don't you think you could find room for me?" + +"Well, we're packing up, but we'll have to wait for our horses, which +are at a farm seven miles from here. The farmer said he'd come if there +was any danger." + +"Well, you see there isn't or he'd be here by now." + +My hostess seemed convinced and opening the door a little wider, let me +pass. + +"How many of you are there?" + +"Fourteen." + +"Good heavens! Fourteen rooms? Never!" + +"I don't ask that, my good woman. If you can find a bed for me and +happen to have a bay loft or covered shed, the others will be glad +enough to sleep there. As to the meals, we have our own provisions and +will cook outside. It's a little late to-night, however, so if you +could manage to give them a cup of hot soup and an omelet when they +arrive, I'd make it worth your while." + +She consented to the compromise, and sent one of her daughters to +prepare my room. I then dispatched George, whose bicycle bell I heard +ringing in the street, to the city gate to await and conduct the +remainder of our party. In the hour that elapsed before their arrival I +gained in the hostess's good graces by lancing a festered finger and +bandaging her small daughter's skinned knee. + +When the others arrived, George, who had not been idle during his wait, +told me that Jouy was almost empty of inhabitants, and that most of the +people from Mery-sur-Marne, a village near Villiers, were lodging for +the night on bales of hay in the school house and town hall. + +Our meal over, none of us needed persuading to retire and the idea of a +bed lured me early to my room. + +Naturally a light sleeper, I was constantly awakened by the coming and +going and the conversation of our proprietress, who kept on packing +right through the night. Another time I was roused by a bell ringing up +and down the street, which passed beneath my window, and a deep +masculine voice that enjoined all the people from Mery to hurry to the +town hall. The wagons were leaving in a quarter of an hour. + +"Poor fools," thought I, and rolled over in my bed. + +As it grew light, I could gee the interminable stream of refugees +passing up the road, and when I had dressed and hastened to the +courtyard I found the others had already kindled a fire and tea was +awaiting me. + +"At what time should we start, Madame?" + +"Start where?" + +"I haven't the slightest intention of going any farther. Haven't you +all had enough of this kind of traveling?" + +The reply was affirmative and unanimous! + +"The noise of the cannon is hardly audible this morning, which is a very +encouraging sign, I'm sure, so we'll try to make ourselves comfortable +until it's safe to go home." + +And leaving Julie in charge, I set off by myself, glad of a moment's +solitude. + +In my wanderings I found the church door open, and entering, rejoiced in +the peace that reigned within. It calmed my anxiety and as I withdrew +my thoughts were clearer, and the burden of my responsibility seemed +lightened. + +On my way to the hotel I was accosted by a woman who, with a baby in her +arms, was leading a cow behind her. + +"Don't you want some milk?" + +"I hardly think so." + +"Please take it. You see, I've only saved my baby and my cow, and I +have to milk the latter twice a day. I can't carry all she gives, so I +keep what's necessary and throw the rest away. It seems like such a +waste." + +I agreed with her, and directed her towards the hotel court. She would +take no remuneration and thanking me, hastened on her way. + +As I watched her go someone touched me on the arm and asked me if I +would go to the town hall; there were two refugees who needed +assistance. There I found a very old couple, brother and sister, the +eldest aged ninety-two, the other two years younger. They were from +Mery, had lodged in a private house in Jouy, and were so decrepit that +they had not arisen in time to catch the wagons which bore away their +fellow townsmen the night before. That had so upset the old man that he +had broken down and lay moaning on the straw, while the mild little +woman explained that the being left behind was not what troubled her, +but it was her purse and belongings that had been carried off in the +carts. + +I comforted them as best I could, promising to send them hot milk and +biscuits, and wondering what else I could do for them. Any way they +should not starve, as long as we remained in Jouy. + +Luncheon was well under way when I returned to the hotel. In a pot, +standing on an iron tripod in the middle of the paved court, a rabbit +was gently stewing. In another, a fricassee of chicken smelled +temptingly good. The women and girls were peeling potatoes and onions, +which were to cook in the sauce and a peal of laughter went up from the +merry group when a few moments later George and Emile appeared, covered +with flour and dough from head to foot, and each bearing a bottle of +white wine under his arm. + +"What on earth have you boys been up to?" + +"Behold in us the city bakers!" said George with a wave of the hand and +he and his companion struck an attitude which again drew forth much +hilarity from the onlookers. + +"It's no joke--there wasn't a baker left in the place, so we found an +old fellow who said he'd show us how, and the dough is now setting. By +three o'clock we'll have fresh bread, you see if we don't!" + +From the window the proprietress and her daughters watched our impromptu +kitchen with interest. We formed such an amusing group that, handing my +kodak to Leon, I told him to catch us as I bent over to taste the sauce. + +Snap went the shutter! + +At that same instant a shriek rose from the interior of the hotel. +Looking up I saw that the proprietress and her two daughters had +disappeared. + +"_Au secours! Au secours!_" + +The boys and I made a rush for the house. As we entered the _grande +sale_, we saw a man bearing a human form in his arms staggering through +the door. Through the blood and dust that smeared the unfortunate boy's +clothing, I recognized the uniform of a chasseur. Not even an emergency +bandage stopped the stream that was flowing from his cheek. + +"Quick--a mattress!" I shouted. + +The proprietress stood as though nailed to the doorway leading to the +kitchen. + +"Is he wounded?" + +"No matter--a mattress!" + +"But he might soil it--" + +"Then I'll pay for it--but for the love of heaven, be quick!" + +Just then the boy's head lurched forward and the blood poured from his +mouth. Leon jumped to help the old man who was holding him, and I had +just time to catch the proprietress as she swooned on the floor. + +"Put the boy on the billiard table and stuff this blanket under his +head," I said, grabbing the article mentioned from the top of a bundle +near by. "Come in here!" I called to the two daughters who were +blubbering in the next room, terrified at what they had seen. "Come in +here--lay her flat, loosen her clothes, and dash some cold water over +her. She's not dead and I've no time to bother with her." + +While others laid the wounded man out on the table, I rushed for my +emergency case which I had fortunately thought to bring along. + +With a sharp pair of scissors, I cut away the bloody garments and with a +little warm water washed my patient so I could see what was the matter. +He was but half conscious, and his eyes rolled wildly and his hand +grasped mine and wrung it in agony. + +I discovered a tiny cheek wound and was congratulating myself that +perhaps the bullet had lodged in the flesh, when on turning his head +gently to one side, I was almost nauseated by the terrible wound that +greeted my eyes. + +Either a Mauser pistol or an explosive bullet fired at but short +distance had entered the cheek and gouged its way through the lad's +head, carrying away part of the ear and well--let us not go any further. + +"Is there a doctor in the place still?" I called to the cook who stood +looking in at the door. "Run and see if you can get him--for I'm +incompetent here. Quick! It's life or death!" + +And while she was gone I stuffed cotton and iodine into the tremendous +cavity, hoping to stop the hemorrhage. As I bandaged, I questioned the +man who had brought him. + +"Where did you pick him up?" + +"Amillis--a mile and a half from here. The Uhlans fired into me, too, +when they saw me help him. Look at the sole of my shoe! They're +following close on behind." + +I stepped to the window. "George and Leon! Quick! Drop everything. +Hitch and get out of here like lightning! I'll follow in this man's +cart. Hitch and I'll tell you where to go." + +Fricasseed chicken and rabbit stew were forgotten and I could hear my +people running wildly about the court, obeying orders. + +The doctor appeared. I explained. "Shall I unbandage?" + +"Useless." + +"Then don't say so out loud, as he's not yet unconscious." + +The poor fellow gripped my hand as proof. The physician blushed +scarlet. + +"I'll give him an injection of ether and then you take him in your cart +to the nearest hospital--it's Provins--twenty miles from here." + +He jabbed in the needle, and then handing it with a phial to me: +"Here--take this. I'm clearing out. Got a wife and baby to save. Keep +his heart going--there's a ghost of a chance. Adieu!" + +I stood petrified. + +"Take him away, I'm closing up! Take him away--" screamed the hostess, +who had recovered from her swoon. + +I looked at the old man who had brought the boy. + +"Where are you going with your cart?" + +"To Coulommiers--to save my sister-in-law and her children." + +"Good God, man! Can't you see that if this boy was wounded at Amillis +your road to Coulommiers is cut off!" + +"It may not be." + +"There's no time to argue. My wagons are full to overflowing. Are you +going to let this boy stay and be finished by the Germans, or are you +going to let me put him in your cart and drive to a hospital?" + +"But Provins must be occupied by this time. It's east of here." + +"I never had any intention of going there. I'm heading for Melun." + +"Melun?" + +"Yes." + +"Good heavens! That's seventy kilometers! My poor sister-in-law! My +horse!" wailed the old fellow. + +"Now then--one, two, three--" said I, gently patting my Browning which I +had drawn from my outside pocket. "Will you do it gracefully? That's +right. Now stop your crying. I'll release you as soon as I can find +someone else to take me on. The important thing is to get out of here +and quick! It may be too late now." + +The boys had fetched a mattress, had found pillows and a sheet, +somewhere, and gently we laid the dying man on the old farm cart. + +"You boys take your bikes and go ahead. Tell the refugees you meet to +pull to the right and not encumber the whole road. We're rushing a +wounded man to the hospital. When I think you've got the way clear I'll +drive on full speed. Tell our carts to head for Melun and keep on going +till they get there. I can't bother with them. We'll meet at the first +bridge over the Seine." + +They departed, and climbing in beside my patient, who writhed in agony, +now lurching from one side, now rolling to the other, I tried to make +him as comfortable as possible. All the other carts had departed ere we +got away, and my tearful driver kept on grumbling and lamenting. + +Two hundred yards from the hotel, where the road makes a sharp turn, we +halted abruptly, for we had come upon a group composed of my boy George +and three French chasseurs. Two were on horseback, their naked swords +glittering in the sunlight; the third on a bicycle--and all three, as +well as George, were shrieking excitedly at a phlegmatic Tommy Atkins +who, seated on a milestone, was calmly smoking his pipe. Behind him, +his horse was peacefully nibbling grass. At the sight of my armlet and +the agitated white sheet in the wagon, the chasseurs approached in +haste. + +"What have you got there? Our comrade, Ballandreau?" + +"Yes." (I had seen the boy's name in his military book.) + +"Is he dead?" + +"No." + +"Badly wounded?" + +"Yes." + +"_Parlez-vous anglais?_" they fairly bawled, all three at once. + +"Yes." + +"Then, for God's sake, tell that blockhead sitting on the stone and +whose horse has gone lame, to seize the bicycle of that peasant standing +there, and follow us." + +I translated politely. + +"Why?" queried the Englishman, drawing on his pipe. + +"Why?" I demanded of the chasseurs. + +"Why? Do you see that?" said one on a bicycle, wheeling around and +pointing down the road behind us. "Do you see that? That's the Uhlans. +The ones that got Ballandreau a half-hour ago, the ones that got my +horse and the ones that will get us all if we stop here much longer." + +"The Uhlans!" I cried to Tommy, showing him the advancing forms of a +half-dozen cavalrymen, whose black leather helmets shone in the sun a +mile up the road. + +"There are seven of them--on patrol--seven hundred following! Come, old +fellow, it's now or never!" + +"And I--where shall I go?" I said, jumping into the cart, George +following. + +"To the devil if you like, but quick!" + +The warning came none too soon. We had been seen, and sharp, whizzing +noises in the grass, and over our beads told us that our German pursuers +had no intention of letting us get away. + +"Down on your knees, man!" I yelled, pulling the old fellow with me as +we ducked to the level of the dashboard. And unfastening a breastpin, I +jabbed it mercilessly into the flanks of our nag, who bounded forward, +nearly, throwing us out. + +Whizz! Whizz! Whizz! + +It was as if a cloud of locusts were bumming about us. + +Then when I lifted my eyes, on top of the steep incline we were +ascending, I could see several uniformed horsemen and back of them a +huge column of smoke. + +"Heavens!" I gasped, "we're caught this time--but it's too late now to +turn about. We're prisoners for sure!" + +Two cavalrymen then appeared and calmly started down the road in our +direction. A second later I recognized the British uniform and breathed +again. + +"Go back!" I yelled. "Go back! The Germans are on our heels!" + +Astonished at bearing their native tongue, the men approached. + +"Thank heaven, here's someone to direct us," they said as they came +alongside and saluted. + +I replied with a nod. + +"We're lost," they said, "cut off from our brigade." + +"That's nothing. How many of you are there? Enough to fight? The +Germans are coming on hard and fast." + +"We're only two and our horses are done for. We were driven out of +Coulommiers this morning." + +My driver threw up his hands and sobbed. + +"Our friend John's horse went lame and we left him at the bottom of the +hill while we came up to reconnoiter. We can't leave him down there all +alone." + +"He's gone--gone--I swear it. Followed the French chasseurs on my +bicycle, leading his mount!" + +"Thank God!" + +"Now then, how far the Germans will come is a question. They'll +probably go in and occupy the town, and there's just one thing for us to +do--bolt." + +Whizz! Whizz! Whizz--the lead fairly splashed around us! + +Leon and Emile rode back to say that the road ahead was clear. + +"Les Boches," I said, pointing down the hill. + +"Come on, you cowards!" yelled my boys defiantly, George brandishing the +rifle of my wounded man. + +"Oh, Madame, ask the Englishmen for their revolvers. They've got their +rifles--that's five of us armed, and Monsieur's revolver makes six! +It's almost man to man. Ah, please, Madame!" they implored. + +In the excitement of the moment I nearly lost my head and consented. I +was worked to such a point that any solution would have seemed a relief. +The Britishers saw me put my hand in my pocket. + +"No! No!" they pleaded. "You can't--if we're caught you won't be +killed--but murdered, tortured! We're the only ones who have a right to +fire!" + +"But they've been peppering my cart regardless of my sex!" + +"That's perhaps their way of waging war, but not ours. Now then, off +you go--quickly." + +We disappeared behind a clump of trees and tore down the clear road as +fast as our horses would carry us. George sneaked back on his wheel to +see if our aggressors were following, and came back radiant to announce +that after coming halfway up the bill, they had turned about and were +cantering to take possession of Jouy--as I had predicted. + +"Where's our nearest barracks?" enquired one of the Scotsmen. (I now +saw that I had to do with the Scots a little.) We slowed down a little. + + +"Where is our nearest barracks?" enquired one of the Scotsmen. + +"How on earth do you expect me to know? Up until I met you I hardly +realized there were any British troops on the continent!" + +"Where are you bound for?" + +"Melun. There's a big French garrison there in time of peace. You'll +always be sure of getting orders there--unless we meet someone on the +road." + +They thought that was the best idea, and fell back, cantering behind my +caravan with which I had now caught up. + +On we trotted-up hill and down dale for several hours, my poor wounded +boy still writhing on his bed of agony. + +Towards four o'clock we had reached a long smooth stretch where we could +see right and left for several miles over the plains. Presently, on a +crossroad that ran perpendicular to ours, I spied a motor wagon. It was +soon followed by another and then another, and pressing forward we +reached the crossing in time to see Harrods' Stores, Whitley's, Swan & +Edgar, and an interminable number of English Army supply motors coming +straight towards us. + +Knowing that it would be impossible to pass before the whole long line +had gone by, I crossed over and now saw that the Scots Grays would soon +find friends. I called Leon and pulling out a card, told him to pedal +back and dig out a bottle of champagne I had hidden in our hay cart, and +to present it to our soldier friends as a bracer and a souvenir. And +then we pushed ahead. + +Two minutes later, to my utter surprise, a heavy motor horn tooted on +the road behind me and looking back, I saw a private car emerge from +behind one of the English motors, and whirl down in our direction. It +was a four-seater affair with but two occupants, a chauffeur and a woman +wearing a streaming white veil. + +"Quick!" I shrieked, grabbing the reins and pulling our cart full into +the middle of the road. "They've got to take me and the boy to Melun!" + +Seeing his deliverance so near, my old friend obeyed at once. + +The motor, stupefied by our actions, slowed down. + +"Get out of the way!" yelled the chauffeur. "Are you crazy! Out or +I'll run you down!" + +"Never! Look here. I don't care where you're bound for, but you've got +to make room for me and a dying man in your machine. It's Melun--or +nothing!" + +"Wounded! Heaven, the Germans! We're caught! Go on, quick, quick, I +say!" shrieked the woman. + +The chauffeur made a movement as though to skid past us. + +"No, you don't," I said, once again producing my trusty Browning. + +The woman hid her face in her hands. + +"Now then, either you can make room for us or I'll blow off your tires +and you'll have to get down and walk like all the rest of us!" + +My gray-headed driver was jubilant. + +"That's right, Madame, you've hit it!" he encouraged. + +There just wasn't any choice. The chauffeur got down and began piling +the gasoline cans behind on the back seat to one side. Then, each of us +grabbing a corner of the mattress, we hoisted the sufferer onto the +machine, covering him with a sheet. Try as we would, though, we could +not get him to bend his knees, and in consequence all during the trip +the poor chauffeur received constant kicks from the agonized soul we +were rushing towards surgical aid. + +"Now then," I said, turning to my old driver. "Thank you for your cart, +and bon voyage to Coulommiers. George, tell my people to meet me in +Melun." + +And hatless, coatless, with but one golden louis in my pocket (I had +confided my bag to Julie when the wounded man had arrived at Jouy), I +started on our record-breaking trip to Melun. + + + + +VII + + +It was an exciting trip, that race for life and death--for every moment +I knew my wounded boy was growing weaker, and every convulsive kick +meant the disappearance of so much life blood. During the numerous +adventures which befell us between the time we left Jouy-le-Chatel and +our encountering the motor, my hypodermic needle had received such +violent treatment that it refused service. So when we turned into +Mormont at top speed, I was obliged to ask my driver to slow down and +inquire for a doctor. We were directed by a couple of gaping women on +the borders of the little city, who didn't quite understand our mission. +However, they must have been soon enlightened, for as we crossed the +public square the British Red Cross ambulances were pouring in and +lining up in battle array. Behind them came a steady stream of +ammunition wagons, both horse and motor trucks, and from Mormont to +Melun the line was unbroken. + +The doctor was absent, but his wife willingly filled his place and with +new hope dawning we backed out of the yard and sped southward. + +What was the landscape we passed through I really couldn't say. I had a +dreamy sensation of having run down a refugee's dog, and hearing its +owner wishing us in warmer climes--as well as the feeling that my +blood-stained apron and the agitated white sheet beside me created much +curiosity among the drivers and occupants of the A. S. C. motors that +took up all one side of the road. + +One by one the mile posts whizzed past and finally we came into Melun. + +"Where's the nearest hospital?" I enquired of a group of soldiers +loitering outside a barracks. + +"Give it up! All evacuated!" + +Our driver needed no more--and so we pushed on into the town, while I +pantomimed to those behind that I had a wounded man in my arms. + +In front of the city hall stood a noisy gathering, and in reply to our +questions, a middle-aged man jumped on to the step. + +"Go ahead--I'll guide you. All the seven hospitals in Melun were +transferred to Orleans this morning. The mixed hospital is all that is +left." + +After what seemed an interminable time we finally pulled up a long hill +and after much parleying I succeeded in turning over my patient to the +medical authorities. + +Through the half open door of the little stuffy office where I was +conducted I could see a white-aproned doctor and a nurse properly +bandaging my boy. When my _compagnons de route_ had departed, I walked +out into the ward and straight up to the bedside. + +"Is there any hope?" + +"Not one chance in a million! Would to heaven we had the right to spare +them such suffering! Morphine is no longer helpful in his case!" + +It was a shock to hear this. The lad, who a couple of hours before was +unknown to me, suddenly became very dear. I turned about to hide my +emotion, but was startled out of it by the double line of white beds on +which were writhing men and boys in the most awful agony, yet not a +sound broke from their lips. In the middle of the room a second doctor, +a slight man with a pointed beard, stood washing his hands and then +began drawing on a pair of long rubber gloves. He crossed over to a +basin and, after sterilizing his instruments, looked around for an aid. + +"Can I do anything for you, doctor?" + +Not in the least surprised by my audacity he asked, "Are you a nurse?" + +"No." + +"Have you ever seen an operation." + +"Yes." + +I lied. + +"Have you a good temperament?" + +"Yes." + +"Then come over here and hold this basin." I obeyed, and then Doctor +Jean Masbrennier began a series of operations which will remain graven +in my memory forever. + +As he worked he talked--and informed me that the Red Cross Society had +been hastily evacuated in the morning, doctors and all. Only those who +were unable to be moved had been left behind, and only two civilian +doctors were left to attend them. But one nurse remained to do all the +bandaging. That was why I had been rung into service. It took but +little time to find a mutual acquaintance in the person of Elizabeth +Gauthier, and the doctor had long been familiar with H.'s work. + +It would be useless to describe the horrors that I witnessed, or try to +do justice to the heroic way those first glorious wounded of this +lengthy war accepted their fate. I cannot, however, resist mentioning +the endurance of a big black Senegalais, who won the admiration of both +doctors and neighbors by refusing morphine or cocaine, and insisting on +having the seven bullets that were lodged in his neck and throat +withdrawn thus--never uttering a murmur! + +When it was over, and we finally laid him back on his pillow, the tears +were rolling down his cheeks and he squeezed my hand in his big black +paw and then gently drew it to his lips. + +How many wounded were there? I did not count. All I remember was that +I promised to come the next day and write letters to wives, mothers and +sweethearts of at least a dozen men and boys. + +It was late when the last basin was emptied and Dr. Masbrennier untied +his apron. + +As we were washing up, I asked if he would be good enough to guide me +out of the hospital and tell me where there was a respectable restaurant +to which a woman might go alone. + +"I have neither hat, coat, nor gloves. They're coming in the carts." + +"That's so; perhaps you haven't had anything since lunch and I've been +making you work on an empty stomach!" + +"Worse than that!" I laughed. + +"What?" + +"Nothing since breakfast at Jouy-le-Chatel." + +"Good God, woman!" And taking me by the arm, he hurried me down the +hall. + +As we passed out of the entrance door, a superior officer stopped Dr. +Masbrennier and though I advanced out of earshot the words, "evacuation" +and "to-night" were distinctly audible. A second later my companion +caught up with me. + +"So sorry I can't accompany you, but the whole hospital goes to Orleans +immediately. Must make room for the new-comers! I'll 'phone home. The +_gouvernante_ will make you comfortable." And he continued to give me +explicit directions how to reach his house. + +"You'd better come to Orleans where we can look after you." + +"Sorry, but I've gone far enough south." + +"_Alors au revoir et grand merci._" + +"_Au revoir._" + +And a second later I found myself outside in the chilly darkness. + +For the first time in my life I had the sensation of being utterly +alone. No one on earth knew where I was and if I had not had faith in +Dr. Masbrennier's promise of a warm dinner, I should gladly have +indulged in a little fit of despair. And so I wandered on down the +dingy, black streets of Melun, where not a lamp post nor shop window was +lighted, not a human being seemed astir. Where was my little troupe? +How and when would we all meet? + +Thus ruminating I came to a bridge. A sentry flashed a pocket lamp in +my face. + +"_On ne passe pas!_" + +I showed my armlet and he stepped aside. + +Halfway across I distinguished two human forms leaning over the railing, +and following their example I perceived a half-dozen _hommes du genie_ +hard at work mining the foundation of the center arch. So these bridges +were to be blown up, too! What was I to do? Stay on the other side and +wait for my caravan or cross over and risk my chances alone? A +reflector from below swung upward, illuminating the bridge. + +"George!" I gasped. + +One of the two figures straightened abruptly! In a second the boys had +recognized me. "What are you doing here? Where are the others?" + +I poured out a dozen eager questions, not giving them time to reply. +When almost breathless I stopped and they explained that the caravan had +been halted on the outskirts of Melun. No refugees were allowed in +after nightfall. Fortunately the boys bethought themselves of my wounded +man's clothes and arms, and thanks to these they were allowed to pass +and deliver them to the gendarmerie. Remembering that I had friends at +Barbizon they had sent the others there by a round-about route, and had +come on to find me. + +"But how did you get here?" + +"Cesar brought us." + +"Where is he? And Betsy?" + +"Oh, we found a dentist who had an empty stable. He took them in. Betsy +refused to leave the cart. She's never had such a picnic in her life: +been traveling all day in a ten pound box of lump sugar!" + +All worry had vanished, now that I found my line of conduct traced for +me. The chief thing at present was to get something to eat. So we +pushed ahead up the hill in the ever-deepening obscurity. We walked on +in silence for what seemed an interminable distance. Once I fancied I +had mistaken directions and was about to despair when the tramp of feet +coming toward us revived hope. A second later a brawny arm turned a +lantern into my face and a huge police dog growled close to my heels. + +"Are you the person who is going to Dr. Masbrennier's?" + +"Yes." + +"_Tres bien_. Are these boys with you?" + +"Yes." + +"Then follow me. We're closing up the doctor's house, but I'll look +after you." + +Without further ado we trudged on behind our guide, who after another +hundred yards, turned into a gateway and led us up the stone steps of a +sumptuous dwelling. Opening the door, he lit the electric light and +stepped into the vestibule. + +"Come in," he said. "I'll be back in a moment." And he disappeared. + +There we stood, Leon, George and myself, waiting for something to +happen, for someone to appear. Five--ten--fifteen minutes must have +elapsed--still not a sound anywhere. I was just beginning to wonder if +we had not been the dupes of some practical joke, when from a room +opening into the vestibule a light shone forth. The curtains parted and +our friend of the highroad appeared. + +"Isn't much--but such as it is you're welcome. Sit down and make +yourselves comfortable." And again he disappeared. + +On a snowy white table cloth three covers were laid and a tempting +supper composed of bread and butter, cheese, a bottle of white wine, and +a huge basket of most luscious hothouse grapes and pears--gladdened our +hungry gaze. We did not need a second invitation! We fell to with a +vengeance and at the end of a quarter-hour hardly a crumb remained. + +"When you've finished, come upstairs; Madame will take the first door to +the right. You boys come up a flight higher," called a voice from +above. + +We obeyed, and before retiring I waited a good half-hour hoping our +friend would reappear. But no one came--so bolting my door, I offered +up a prayer of thanks and was soon fast asleep. + +Sunday morning, September sixth, the sun was high in the heavens when I +peeped from beneath my lace-bordered sheets and cocked my ear at the +familiar sound of the cannon. It was a long continuous roar, and now +that I had become accustomed to distancing I estimated that the battle +was on at Mormont. And I was not mistaken. A little later official +news confirmed my guess. + +Finding no bell in my room, I opened the door to see a pitcher of hot +water sitting before it, and on a chair beside it, a new comb, a clean +linen duster, and a pocket handkerchief. A brief note told me that I +would find breakfast in the dining-room, and requested that I leave word +on the table saying at what time I would be in for luncheon. Decidedly +the mystery deepened--for not a sound could be heard save in the garden +where I spied George and Leon, who informed me that the house was empty, +and "a gorgeous house, Madame!" they ejaculated in admiration. + +Though partially abandoned, Melun was full of life, thanks to the +presence of numerous British troops and that same long line of A. S. +C.'s now quadrupled on the highroad--two lines going, two lines coming. + +As I picked my way between them, and crossed the street, my attention +was arrested by a French peasant who was conversing by means of the sign +language with the handsome driver of one of those vans, while several +children were clamoring to be allowed to sit on the seat a moment, "just +to see how it seemed." + +"Can I be of any assistance?" + +"Rather! Seems good to hear English, thank you." + +"Really?" + +"Yes. Might I ask where you come from?" + +"The States." + +"Do you know Cleveland?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, I've got a mother and three brothers buried in that cemetery. +Colonials, you know. I'm English--from Bath--oldest son. Couldn't see +things their way. Done better perhaps if I'd joined the others out +there." + +I smiled at this unexpected and impromptu confession. The boy saw it +and reddened. + +"Is there anything particular you want me to say to this man for you?" +said I quickly, to cover his embarrassment. + +"No, thank you. But there's one thing you might be able to tell me." + +"What?" + +"Do you think we'll be 'home' in time to eat Christmas dinner?" + +"Rather!" + +"Thank you so much! Good-bye." + +"Good-bye and good luck to you." + +And after snapping his photograph I started on down the street in haste, +for I could see George and Leon, who had gone on ahead, now running +towards me. + +"_Vite_, Madame. They need you!" + +"Who?" + +"The English. They can't make people understand." + +I pressed forward, and came upon a crowd of gapers standing outside a +shop. Within two English officers were arguing in their native tongue +with an irate butcher, who waved one arm wildly in the air, and +brandished a huge knife in the other, shouting frantically all the +while, + +"La' voila-la voila!" said George and Leon, almost dragging me forward, +proud to exhibit my accomplishments. "_La voila! Vous etes sauves._" + +My greatest desire was to turn about and run, but the crowd parted to +let me through. + +"Would you mind, Madame?" pleaded the lieutenant. "We need your +assistance to make this man understand that we're drafting meat for the +army. We'll pay cash, but be might just as well give it gracefully, for +we have the right to force his ice box if he refuses." + +I explained gently, and when things were calm was about to slip away. +The officer touched me on the shoulder. + +"I'm sorry, Madame, but I'm afraid we'll have to draft you, too. Our +time is limited and if a scene like this happen at every shop we'll be +punished for tardiness! Here's my order to draft an interpreter," and +he put his hand into his pocket. + +I was somewhat abashed. + +"Might I ask when you will release me?" + +"Just as soon as we've the supply we need." + +"Will you give me ten minutes to arrange my affairs here?" + +"Certainly. But remember you're on parole!" + +Outside I explained the situation to George and Leon, and scribbling a +note to friends in Barbizon, told the boys to drive over and reassure +the others--make them comfortable at the _Clef d'Or,_ and tell them to +expect me that evening. + +"Whatever happens, wait there until I come. There's no danger of the +Germans reaching Barbizon, I fancy!" + +And that is how from nine in the morning until late in the afternoon I +sat perched on the front of a British Army Supply truck, much to the +amusement of the other Tommy Atkins we encountered in Melun and the +neighboring villages. + +My officer friends very courteously drove me to the hospital where I +learned that my poor wounded _chasseur_ Ballandreau had passed away in +the night, and towards five o'clock, when their task was completed, they +offered me tea and proposed to drive me to Barbizon. As we jolted down +the hill towards the railway crossing our attention was attracted by a +huge gathering of citizens and soldiers, and above the roar of our +motor, we could hear the rolling of a drum. Silence reigned instantly +and an officer in uniform in the middle of the group read out a short +message from a paper he held in his hand. What he said we could not +hear, but the mad shout of joy that went up when he had finished made us +eager to learn the news. Like lightning "Paris saved--the Germans +retreating" ran from mouth to mouth, and the delirious excitement that +seized that crowd was absolutely indescribable. Young and old, English, +and French, peasant and bourgeois, fell on each other's necks and +exchanged a joyous embrace. The awful tension of the last month was +broken and the word victory was uttered by thousands of throats, +suddenly grown husky with emotion. + +My arrival and the news I bore created a sensation among my servants and +the remaining inhabitants of Millet's famous village. Barbizon was +dead--literally deserted, for not a single member of that delightful +summer colony remained, several hotels were closed, and the others as +empty as in the heart of winter. The proprietress of the _Clef d'Or_ +made me a very tempting offer for a _sejour_, but I judged, and rightly, +that since the German retreat had begun, we would best follow on close +behind the victorious army, for if we waited until order was restored, +patrols would be organized and we who had no papers to identify us would +not be allowed to pass. + +Before retiring I announced my intention of starting homeward, and the +joy that illuminated those anxious faces somewhat calmed my own +misgivings, for now that our adventure was safely over, I couldn't help +worrying about the absent. + +When I touched my bed, I bethought me of my lodging the night before, +and realized that I knew neither the name nor address of the generous +person in whose sumptuous domicile I had been so cordially received and +graciously cared for. How and whom was I to thank? + +Leon, Emile and a sturdy butcher boy from Charly who had joined the +others on the road, had now determined to enlist--so I could but +encourage their patriotic sentiments, and went with them to the +recruiting office to furnish proof of their identity. + +Evidently many other youths under military age had been inspired with +the same idea, for there was a long line outside the door, and as we +stood and waited, we examined with interest the mounts of the English +cavalry regiment lined up in the street awaiting their riders. George +and Leon were eagerly fingering a long coil of rope thrown on the pommel +of one saddle, when a deep voice from behind them ejaculated, + +"Guess you ain't ever seen the likes of that before. That's a lasso." + +I explained, and then looking round, beheld a long, lanky individual, +his hands on his hips, literally taking us all in. + +"Do you think you can tell 'em what that is, sister?" + +"I fancy so." + +"Then you must be from home!" + +"If you mean the States--yes." + +"To h--with the States! The State--Texas!" + +I didn't find it necessary to translate that. "Say, you haven't by any +chance got a razor about you?" he inquired. I replied that I was not in +the habit of carrying such articles on my person. + +"No offense meant--but since you speak this language, perhaps you could +persuade one of them kids to go and buy me one." + +I said I thought I might, and my compatriot producing an American double +eagle, enjoined Leon to be quick and he'd make it worth his while. + +"You see," he explained, "a razor is all I need to complete my outfit. +Got a Winchester, two revolvers, a Bowie knife, a lance and a lasso. +Razor's flat and easy to carry. Might be useful, too. Nothing like +being properly armed. If I've got to sell my hide you bet I'll sell it +dear!" + +Leon returned and I was about to ask my friend to give us a little +exhibition of his skill with the rope, when the call to arms obliged him +to leave. So enjoining me to give his regards to Broadway, he departed +much pleased with the world in general and himself in particular. + +From various sources, though none of them official, I learned that the +road as far as Coulommiers was clear. That was all we wanted to know, +so after seeing the boys off for Orleans, a very much diminished caravan +started on its homeward journey. The horses, after two days' rest, were +quite giddy, and the carts being light, they carried us on the new road +north as far as Pezarches with but few halts. The country we passed +through, though abandoned by its inhabitants, showed no traces of +invasion. The Germans had not been able to push so far west. I counted +on making Coulonimiers to sleep, but night closed in early and with it +came a chilly drizzle, which sent us in search of lodgings. Not a soul +was to be seen anywhere, and as all the houses were shut, I deemed it +unwise to force a door. So we pushed ahead into the border of the +forest, hoping that the rain would soon cease. + +Presently someone discovered an abandoned hermitage, through whose low +doorway we crept, and spreading out our blankets on the floor, prepared +to make a night of it--glad of shelter from the dampness. + +"Hark!" hissed George, just as we were dropping off to sleep. + +We all sat up. + +"There! That's the third bullet that's landed on this roof!" + +Ra-ta-pan-Ratapan! There was no mistaking the sound--even through the +wind and rain that raged outside. + +George crawled on his knees toward the opening, and a second later +jumped back, clapping his hand to his head with a low shriek. + +"He's shot!" cried Julie. + +I leaped forward, grabbed the lantern, and holding it to the spot, +opened the boy's clenched fingers. As they parted, a heavy horse +chestnut burr fell to the floor with a loud thump! + +We were too nervous to appreciate the humor of the situation, and had +some little difficulty composing ourselves to rest. + +As we approached Coulommiers the next morning the horrors of war became +more and more evident. On both sides of the roadway the fields were +strewn with bay and straw. Every ten paces the earth was burned or +charred, and in some places the smoke still rose from dying campfires. +Bones, bottles and tin preserve cans in extraordinary quantities were +strewn in every direction, and a half mile before we reached the town +itself, a dead horse lay abandoned in a ditch. + +At this point we were hailed by a party of bedraggled refugees who +warned us that it would be useless to try to enter Coulommiers. + +"We're from Neuilly--St. Front, on our way home, but there doesn't seem +much chance of our getting any further. The place is in the hands of +the military authorities--with orders to let no one pass." + +We halted, and George went on ahead and interviewed a sentry, returning +with a negative reply, and the information that Coulommiers was in a +pretty mess after the looting. + +"It can't be worse than _La Ferte Gauche._" And above the almost +deafening roar of the cannon an elderly man told us bow his caravan had +been caught by the Germans, stripped of everything they possessed, +separated from their women folk, and with armed sentries back of them +had been forced to work at the building of a temporary bridge to replace +the one the French had blown up. + +"I got off easy--with only a few welts from a raw-hide," he murmured, +"but my brother (and he pointed to a very stout masculine figure rolled +in a blanket and sitting motionless on the steps of an abandoned road +house)--"my brother's nearly done for! You see he's near-sighted and +not used to manual labor, and every time he missed his nail with the +hammer, the German coward would jab him in the ribs with the point of +his bayonet. Seventy-two wounds!" + +"And your women?" + +"God knows what they did to them! My wife hasn't stopped sobbing since +we met. She's dazed--I can't make her talk." + +As he rambled on with his haphazard story, glad of fellow sympathy, I +spied a line of British Army Supply carts advancing up the road. The +leader came to a halt and getting down, the driver entered the first of +the abandoned dwellings before which we were standing. Presently he +reappeared. + +"Just my luck! I say"--(and this addressed to our group with a sort of +blank, hopeless expression) "I don't suppose any of you Frenchies know +where I could get a cup of tea!" + +I laughed outright, much to his astonishment. + +"Not anywhere around here, unless you're willing to wait until I can +build fire enough to make you one!" + +The man blushed crimson. + +"Ah--I couldn't think--" + +"No trouble. Get one of your men to make a blaze, and, boasting aside, +I'll brew you a cup such as you haven't had since you left England." + +No sooner said than done, and quarter of an hour later, a half-dozen +Tommy Atkins were sipping hot Kardomah with sugar and condensed milk +from tin mugs. + +"You're certainly right--the French don't know how to do it, at least in +these parts. I had a teapotful yesterday morning that was as near a +mixture of stewed herbs and Hunyadi water I ever hope to taste. And +now, isn't there something we can do for you?" + +"Tell me where you're bound for?" + +The man brought out a note-book and pointed to a name. + +"La Ferte-sous-Jouarre?" + +"Yes, that's it. I wouldn't dare tackle it." + +"Is the road clear? Can we go there? It's only fifteen kilometers from +my home." + +"I don't know if they'll let you by--but if you're clever and follow on +close behind us with your Red Cross armlet, there's just a +chance--that's all." + +I didn't need a second bidding and after warning my people not to talk +if we met sentries but to have faith in me, we pushed ahead. Our army +friends with better horses soon left us in the rear, but undaunted we +proceeded, finally reaching the heights that overlooked La Ferte--and +led into the village, Jouarre, perched on the side of the hill running +towards the Marne. + +Oh, the pitiful sights that met our gaze as we wended our way along +those glorious roads, now full of ruts and knee-deep in mud! As far as +eye could see the entire country had served as a huge camp for the +invader, and when forced to flee he had sacked and destroyed everything +within his reach. The wonderful fertile fields had been soiled, +polluted, and among other damning evidences of their fury, the smoking +ruins of every farm house stood like specters in the brilliant sunshine. + +At the entrance to La Ferte our road was barred by two sentinels, +elderly peasants, by their looks. I played mum and tapped my Red Cross +armlet. + +"_Non, on ne passe pas!_" + +I beckoned them and fumbled among my papers for my _carte d'identite_. +They approached the cart, but as they did so, my faithful Betsy let +forth an angry growl. + +"Down!" I commanded in English. "Down! I say! They're not going to +hurt me!" + +Those phrases were my undoing! + +"Oh, ho!" said my interlocutors. "And after that you think you're going +to get past us? We've had enough Boches in this place. You can come +in--but between us!" + +And jumping up on either side of me, one of them took the reins and +started forward. This being taken for a spy was an altogether new and +very disagreeable sensation. + +"But, gentlemen," I protested calmly, "I'm known in this place. If +there's an inhabitant left I'll be identified in a second. How green +you'll feel if you drag me before an officer and find you're mistaken!" + +They were unrelenting. + +I invoked my identity card. + +No, they had heard me speak in a foreign tongue and all foreign tongues +to them were German! + +And so we entered La Ferte. + +Doors and windows no longer existed--the former had been dashed to +splinters by the butt ends of guns, while the latter were shattered to +powder and from their apertures swung bed clothing, personal adornment +and household belongings in shreds and tatters--all willfully soiled by +mud and filth. + +It was useless to try to drive our cart up the main street, so calling a +passing comrade, my detainers bid him hold my horse until they returned +after having _fait leur affaire_, as they expressed it. + +The plate glass windows of every store lay in thousands of pieces below +their sashes, and the entire stock of merchandise whether furniture or +drapery, groceries or dairy products, had been hurled through them into +the middle of the thoroughfare. Above these were piled pell-mell +bedding and chairs, wardrobes and wash basins, all splintered and +broken--the whole making the most pitiable conglomeration I ever hope to +witness. One plucky dealer was already boarding up the great yawning +cavities that were once show windows, and here and there a frightened +female face peeped out from behind the ruins of her commerce. + +"Madame Huard!" cried a familiar voice behind me. "_Mon Dieu_--you!" + +I turned and recognized my pastry baker's wife. + +"_Oui, moi; arretee._" + +"Arrested!" + +"Yes, unless you will be good enough to inform these gentlemen who I +am?" + +"_Est-il possible! Est-il possible!_ Why, of course, I know you--how +dare they!" + +"You see," I said, turning to the _auxilaires_. + +But they were inflexible, bidding my friend follow on if she could swear +to my identity. She obeyed, but our group had attracted the attention +of a couple of small boys who darted out of an alley way like rats from +a cellar, calling, "_L'espionne--l'espionne!_" + +Thank fortune, at that instant we came upon an officer, whom I accosted +at a distance, explained my case and produced my card and my pastry +baker. He understood in a moment, and hastily discharged my custodians. + +"I cannot scold them. They're over zealous, but we've been so horribly +betrayed all along. You understand, I'm sure. Please accept my +apologies, Madame!" + +I bowed and he departed. Then I turned to my friend. + +"You've heard the news, I suppose, Madame?" + +"No--what?" + +She suddenly grew white. + +"Quick--out with it, woman!" + +She hesitated. + +"Is H.--?" + +"_Non_, not that, Madame, but a quarter of an hour ago it was noised +about that the enemy are still retreating, and that we were pounding +into their headquarters--le chateau de Villiers." + +I felt myself whitening. The woman saw it, and catching me by the arm. +"Come, come," she said. "You're tired; perhaps it isn't true, so many +false alarms have been launched. Come and have a cup of coffee--you'll +excuse our back room--it's all we have left." + +I gladly followed her, picking my way through what had once been one of +the most enticing of provincial pastry shops, the good soul apologizing +all the time, as if she had been responsible for the damage. As she +prattled on, though my own brain was swimming I now and then grasped +such phrases as three days of looting, two days' bombardment. As she +passed me a cup of coffee, she explained that the invaders had not been +satisfied with violently appropriating all personal articles which they +had found to their liking, but after having drunk all the wine in the +cellars, they had willfully cut open the bags of flour and thrown it +pell-mell in every direction. + +"And, Madame, they got into my reserve of eggs--five thousand of them--" +she wept, "five thousand! All my winter's store. I wouldn't have +minded if they had eaten them but to see them purposely crushed and +wasted. Two of those wretches spent half a day bringing them up from +the cellar in their helmets, and then dragging me out, would hurl them +at the walls and windows, savagely rejoicing in my distress!" + +I couldn't remain indoors--I had but one thought--get to Villiers or see +someone who knew for certain what had happened there. + +Again I crossed the shop, paddling through that sticky yellow slime in +which bits of furniture and clothing floated like croutons in a gigantic +nauseating omelet. + +Outside, towards the end of the street that opened on to the quay, great +animation reigned. A bugle sounded and I could hear the tramp of +soldiers' feet. + +"Look!" cried my friend. "Look, all that is left of the Institut St. +Joseph, the pride of La Ferte." + +Across the river between the broken spans of the bridge, my eye fell +upon the gutted remains of what had once been a most exquisite bit of +eighteenth century architecture. The mansion which had sheltered Louis +XVI and Marie Antoinette on their eventful return from Varennes, was now +a smoking pile of ashes! + +"And to think we had to do it! Oh, curse their hides!" muttered an +elderly man close to my elbow. + +"We?" + +"Yes." + +"?" + +"Why, when they had to get out of here they crossed the Marne, destroyed +the bridge and entrenched themselves in the houses along the bank. The +English caught them like rats in a cage, but at what a price! One +fellow that's rowed across says he can bear them moaning, but you bet +they can rot there before we'll go to 'em. Begging your pardon for the +language!" + +A dozen men of the _genie_ were busy constructing a temporary arch +between two spans, and just as soon as a plank was laid a regiment from +Cherbourg (almost all reservists) filed over one by one. The population +gave them an ovation, and it was a curious sight to see these care-worn, +haggard-faced people simply going mad with joy, while around them was +heaped desolation. + +"I hope you haven't come for your tea service, Madame?" + +I turned and recognized my china dealer, who smiled cynically as he +motioned towards his shop. + +"It doesn't pay to be a glass merchant these days. It only took two +shells to send twenty years' earnings into splinters! There's not a +whole goblet or plate in the entire establishment! But I wouldn't have +cared if they hadn't maltreated the women. I--" + +"Come and see!" cried another. "Durant's house has tumbled down and his +wife and family are smothering in the cellar. Quick!" + +There was a general rush in that direction, but I pushed on towards the +bridge. It was evident my carts could not cross, but there was just a +hope that they would let George and me through with our bicycles. + +I accosted the sentry who stood mounting guard beside a motor which was +thrown up on the side of the road, twisted and distorted like a tin toy +one has walked on. + +No, the bridge was for the army only. + +I insisted. + +An officer came to my rescue, but could only confirm the sentry's +orders. + +"You're not safe even here. This is the firing line. We don't know yet +for certain whether we are going to hold the ground we gained. Villiers? +Still in the Germans' hands." + +I sighed and was about to turn away. "Then where's the nearest bridge +across?" + +"Meaux." + +"But that's thirty kilometres west! I'm only fifteen from home here!" + +"I wish I could help you, but there's no use trying to leave here unless +you go that way." + +Then Meaux it must be, and though our trip was considerably lengthened, +anything was better than inaction. + + + + + +VIII + + +It was with much reluctance that we turned our backs on La Ferte the +following morning and headed our horses westward. + +Naturally the right of way was reserved for the army, and the roads +bordering the Marne were now lined with soldiers, guns, ambulances and +supply vans rushing to the front. After being side-tracked and halted +no less than two score times, we finally reached Trilport, where the +invaders had done but little material damage. The terrified civil +population was even exultant, for two nights previously an automobile +containing four German officers sped through the town, in the direction +of Paris, and ignorant of the fact that the English had destroyed the +bridge, had been precipitated into the river. The affair seemed to be +considered as a huge joke, and the chief amusement now consisted in +hanging over the broken side and contemplating the gruesome spectacle of +a half-submerged motor, and four human bodies lying inanimate on some +rocks, rapidly swelling, thanks to heat and the current. + +"When we're sure they're good and dead, we'll bury 'em," explained a man +whom I questioned. + +As I write this phrase, now that more than a year has elapsed, it seems +cruel and heartless, but on the spur of the moment, and after all that +each one had endured, it was but justice. + +Though barges were being rapidly brought into position so as to form a +temporary bridge, I felt it would be a good two days before we could get +across, and so following the course of the river, we wended our way in +and out, round about, this time through peaceful country, until we +reached Meaux. + +My heart leaped with joy when on approaching I saw the cathedral +standing unharmed, like a guardian above the peaceful little city. + +The Germans had made but a brief stay here, merely an _entree_ and +_sortie_, and had been received by Bishop Marbeau, in such a fashion as +is likely to be recorded in history and place his name beside that of +his famous predecessor, Bossuet. + +One or two stray shells had fallen into the place, but the harm done was +insignificant. The most picturesque and melancholy sight was along the +river front, where to head off the enemy's approach the French had been +obliged to blow up those ancient bridges, landmarks of the fifteenth and +sixteenth centuries, for, like the Ponte Vecchio at Florence, they were +lined with houses and mills, whose pointed roofs and apparent beams had +weathered nearly five hundred years! Strange as it may seem, it was +they that resisted the most, and, though the dynamite had severed their +connection with land and shattered their pale-blue window panes, not a +house had collapsed, and as they stood in the sun's dying blaze, they +seemed to say, "Touch me, if you dare!" + +Washboats, rowboats, barges and every available means of navigation had +been sunk or put out of working order and though the enemy was hardly +ten miles distant, men and women were busily engaged in setting them +afloat. + +Once again all we could do was to stand and gaze at the opposite bank +and after assuring ourselves that there was no possible way of crossing, +we hastily departed for Lagny. + +That night we slept in a shed hospitably offered by a lone peasant +woman, and the next morning triumphantly crossed the river and set our +faces homeward. + +Branching northward into the open country we chose all the by-roads and +short cuts where our carts would pass, in order to avoid the long +streams of ambulances and ammunition vans, as well as in the hope of +finding better thoroughfares. A drizzling rain had set in the night +before, making the roads, which up until now had been covered with a +thick layer of dust, slippery and uncomfortable. Highways which +heretofore had been seldom trodden, were full of ruts and bumps, and +from Langy to Villiers there was hardly a corner but what showed signs +of the invaders' passage. Over these green and fertile fields whose +crops had proudly waved their heads about the lovely Marne, were strewn +straw and empty bottles in unimaginable quantities. Thousands of +blackened or charred spots dotting the countryside, told of campfires +and hasty bivouacs, and as we silently plodded on towards Charny, the +growing evidences of recent battle met our saddened gaze. + +Here a shell had burst on the road, in the midst of a bicycle squadron, +scattering men and machines to the four winds of Heaven. A little +mound, a rough-hewn cross, marked the spot where some sixty soldiers lay +in their last peaceful sleep, while the _melee_ of tangled wire and iron +which had once been machines, as well as blood-stained garments, bits of +shell, and even human flesh, made a gruesome and indescribable picture. + +Souvenirs? The idea never entered my head. And my kodak, which I had +been so prompt to use to commemorate various events, seemed a vulgar, +inquisitive instrument, and was left unheeded in the bottom of the cart. +Each step brought us face to face with the horrors of warfare. Towards +Villeroy a number of battered Parisian taxicabs gave us the first hint +of General Gallieni's clever maneuver which helped save the capital--and +then the wind brought towards us a nauseating odor, which paralyzed our +appetites, and sent us doggedly onwards: the stench of the battlefield. + +The girls in the cart drew closer together, shivering, though the air +was warm and muggy. Even old Cesar seemed to feel the awe of that +Valley of Shadow, and no one murmured as we passed the first bloated +carcasses of dead horses and came upon that far more horrid sight--human +bodies--swelled to twice their natural size, lying as death had met +them, some in piles, others farther apart--all unrecognizable, but once +proud mothers' petted darlings. I think they were our enemies. I did +not stop to investigate; the flies bothered us so terribly, and long low +mounds with red kepis piled upon them told of the graves of France's +defenders. Far ahead I could discover groups of men with shovels, +hastily burying those who remained. To the right a lazy column of dense +smoke rose reluctantly in the heavy air. I fancied it came from a +funeral pyre; we certainly smelled tar and petrol. The ground beneath +rocked with the thundering of the distant cannon, and as one peal burst +louder a flock of jet black crows mounted heavenward, mournfully cawing +in the semi-twilight. + +So we continued, a silent, foot-sore, rain-soaked community. With the +growing remoteness of imminent danger came the reaction of all we had +passed through, and deep down in our hearts we welcomed the idea of +entering a village. + +A village! Alas! As we reached the road leading to Barcy, there was a +rift in the clouds, and a long golden ray shot through an enormous +breach in the church tower, flickered a moment upon a group of roofless +houses, and was gone. Night closed in. + +Our spirits sank. Yvonne began to moan with agony, her sciatica had +returned with the dampness, and Nini for some unknown reason, began +sobbing as though her heart would break. I could see the moment not far +distant when our whole party, seized with fear, would become +panic-stricken, and that idea, together with the one of camping in the +sodden fields surrounded by grim death, was anything but reassuring. + +"Come on," I urged. "Surely Barcy is not entirely deserted." + +What mud! What a road--sometimes entirely gutted, sometimes so +obstructed with gasoline cans, hubs of wheels and scraps of iron, that I +was obliged to lead Cesar by the bridle, while the others would walk +ahead and clear a passage. Their progress was snail-like, for there was +little oil left in our lantern and they hesitated before casting the +refuse into the ditch for fear of profaning some unknown hero's grave. + +And so, stumbling and halting, we came into Barcy. As we passed in +front of the battered church we could see the huge bronze bell lying +amid a pile of beams, at the foot of the belfry. The _cadran_ of the +clock tower was midway between the ruins of the edifice itself and those +of what had once been the town hall. Not a living soul was to be seen +anywhere. Stay--yes--there in front of us was a masculine figure. + +I called "Monsieur!" + +He halted an instant. Then shook his head and skulked away. + +Through an oiled paper that had replaced the panes of a shattered window +in a house which no longer had a second story I caught sight of a +flickering light. I boldly knocked on the door. + +"_Qui est la?_--" asked a high-pitched, trembling female voice. + +"I, Madame H. of Villiers." + +"I don't know you--go your way." + +"But we are refugees." + +"I have nothing left. _Allez-vous-en!_" + +That was categorical, to say the least. So on we went, past the charred +ruins of one-time happy homes. + +As we rounded a corner our lantern cast a dim glow on to the drawn +shutters of a half-collapsed structure. + +"Stop a moment," said Julie; "there's something written on those +blinds." + +I approached, and holding the light as close as possible I read the +following sign, chalked in huge white letters: + +"Attention. No Loitering. Looters will be shot on the spot!" + +That was the last straw, and though it was obvious that the warning was +intended for the troops now miles away, it sent us ahead with uncanny +celerity. + +Our advance was short-lived, however, for it soon became evident that +our horses were fagged out. Yet where to go became an agonizing +question, for though we were still within the limits of the village, not +a roof was to be seen. There seemed to be but one thing to do, and so, +halting, I fumbled in the bottom of the cart and brought forth a handful +of dry straw, and my precious bottle of brandy. Thanks to these, a match +and a sheltering wall, a flame managed to blaze up, and from somewhere +in the vicinity Julie procured a bundle of brush and an old broom. + +With the heat our spirits rose. The girls dried themselves as best they +could before the welcome fire, and though still awed by our +surroundings, we nibbled a crust of dry bread and some stale cheese. + +Then silently Nini and Yvonne crept back into the cart, covered +themselves with hay and a blanket, opened an umbrella above their beads, +and soon were fast asleep. The others begged me to share their bed +beneath the cart, but tormented by the thought of what had become of H., +racked by the anxiety of what the future held in store, I could not +resign myself to rest, and the first gray streaks of that cool September +dawn found me seated on a stone, staring at the glowing embers of our +watch-fire. + +Again the wind shifted in our direction, bringing with it that same +loathsome smell. I shivered and pulled myself together, and after +carefully scrutinizing my road-map, decided that there was just a chance +of reaching Villiers before night, but only if we started at once. This +living in suspense was beginning to tell on my nerves and anything, even +the assurance of dreaded misfortune, would have seemed a relief. After +the state in which we had found Barcy there was little doubt that our +part of the country had been treated the same way. Perhaps it was still +in the Germans' hands; we had no way of knowing to the contrary. + +I roused the servants and told them of my intention, and in a few +moments a pot of coffee was boiling on the tripod. In spite of the +early hour I did not hesitate to add a little brandy in each cup, for +after twenty-four hours of continual rain a stimulant was not only +necessary but welcome. I tried to coax the dogs to take some, they +seemed so wet and miserable, but they spurned my offer, and stood +looking at me with most pitiful and mournful eyes. + +Presently Tiger disappeared behind the wall, and a second later we heard +a low growl. With childlike temerity Nini jumped up to see what was the +cause of his alarm, and then almost instantly I heard her gasp, "_Un +mort!_" + +That brought us to our feet and in a bound I was on the spot just in +time to see her fearlessly approaching the prostrate form of a German +soldier, the upper extremity of whose body was hidden beneath the top of +a tin wash boiler. The child raised the lid, beheld, as we did, a +headless human trunk, and fell into a swoon. + +We were well on our road before she came to her senses, and there were +moments when I almost wished she might remain dormant until we had +passed beyond the gruesome plain that stretches between Barcy and +Vareddes--now a historic battlefield. + +What a weird and wonderful sight it presented that gloomy September +morning. Behind us Barcy, whose every edifice was decapitated or so +degraded as to look like a gigantic sieve. Around us and on all sides +fields fairly ploughed up by shot and shell, and every fifty yards it +seemed to me rose a freshly covered mound, extending as far as eye could +see. On these new-made graves were piled hundreds of red soldier caps, +and here and there a hastily hewn wooden cross bearing such inscriptions +as these, scrawled in lead pencil on a smooth space whittled by a jack +knife: + +_Aux Braves du 248_ + +When an officer was found and identified, he was buried alone and his +name was carefully written on the cross, but more often we saw graves +marked thus: + +-Ici reposent deux offlciers et quarante hommes du 28 ... ieme._ + +Sometimes the tomb was in the ditch (to save digging) and once we saw +the Parisian _pompiers_ burying some German corpses in the very trench +they had dug and died in. + +Overhead tangled electric wires swung dangerously near the road, the +poles shattered or knocked agog, while in the distance the stumps of a +once-majestic row of poplars made the horizon look like a grinning +toothless face. + +Time and again we were obliged to leave the road to avoid accident by +passing over unexploded shells, and I shall always recall a gigantic oak +tree which though still standing was cleft in twain by a 77-shell +embedded intact in the yawning trunk; the impact, not the explosion, had +caused the rift. + +The farther we advanced the more evident became the signs of recent +conflict. Hay stacks seemed to have been a favorite target as well as +refuge. One we saw was almost completely tunneled through, and the +blood bespattered sides of the opening told that the occupant had been +caught as in a trap. Around these stacks were scattered the remains of +old boots and shoes, scarlet blood-soaked rags, dry beans, bits of soap, +playing cards and songs. Oh, lighthearted sons of France, it can be +truly said that death held no terrors for you, since from Barcy to +Soissons the ground you loved and so valiantly defended was strewn white +with hundreds of thousands of tender ditties and _chansons de route_. + +From Vareddes we passed on to Congis, the only living soul we met being +a little old white-haired parish priest, who had set himself the task of +blessing each new-made grave. + +"If this rain continues some of them will be so effaced in a fortnight +that we shall never find them. See--this cross is but two bits of +straw, bound together by a shoe string!" + +And he held up the fragile ornament for my inspection. + +"These are more durable," and he showed another relic made of a bayonet +sheath, crossed on the blade itself! + +"And you--Monsieur le Cure--bow is it you are here?" + +"Alas--would to God they had taken me in the place of our boys! Seven +of them, Madame, carried off as hostages. I was too old to be of use!" + +"And the women?" + +The poor little man hung his bead. + +"Twere better they had died!" + +I understood and shuddered. + +"God speed you, my daughter, and never cease to thank Him for preserving +you!" + +Again we went our way. + +Lizy-sur-Ourq, which we reached in the late forenoon, presented a more +animated, though hardly more pleasing spectacle. On the tracks in front +of the station dozens of flat cars and freight trains had been purposely +run together. Some had telescoped, others mounted high in piles, one +upon the other, their locomotives as well as their contents being +smashed and damaged--the whole scene presenting the aspect of a gigantic +railway wreck. + +On the steps of the station, seated gun in hand, three soldiers sat +playing a game of cards. Across the street a sentry mounted guard in +front of a large door over which floated a Red Cross flag. + +"What's in there?" I asked. + +"Prisoners and wounded." + +"Can I be of any assistance?" + +"Hardly--only flesh wounds." + +I peeked into the courtyard. + +In one corner lounging upon the ground were a dozen untidy, unshaven +men, whom I recognized by their uniforms to be Germans. One man cast an +insolent glance toward me and turned his back. Two others smiled and +pointed toward the bread they held in their hands. On some straw in a +couple of drays lay five or six individuals, their arms in slings, their +heads bandaged. + +"Nothing serious," explained a sergeant. "We're waiting for our men to +clear up the tracks and the _genie_ to throw a bridge across the canal. +Then we'll evacuate them." + +He was neither sad nor triumphant. + +"Were you in the battle?" + +"Rather!" + +"How did your regiment come off?" + +"We're all that are left--forty-four of us," and he pointed toward the +station where work was rapidly progressing. + +From them I procured some _singe_ or army beef, and we halted an hour to +rest the horses and eat our luncheon. We were beginning to reach +familiar territory and the idea of getting home put new life into our +tired limbs, and made each moment of delay seem uselessly long. + +From Lizy ours was a straight road and we made rapid progress. The +depressing signs of battle became fewer and fewer. It was evident that +the rush had been northwest, for while we encountered numerous proofs of +the armies' passage, graves and shells, trenches and corpses gradually +began to disappear. At Cocherel, however, the enemy had burned a +grocery shop when they had failed to find what they wanted. The few men +who remained had suffered much from ill treatment and passing by the +open gate of a splendid estate I cast a glance up the long avenue and +saw a sight which gave me a pang at the heart. On the green in front of +the chateau lay a battered billiard table and a grand piano, both turned +on end, and much the worse for having served as a defense against a rain +of shot. Around them were strewn broken furniture, pictures, linen and +bottles in such a sorry mess that I dared not even think what Villiers +might now look like. + +Curiosity was quenched. We cast a second glance, and turned our faces +eastward. + +The afternoon was well advanced when we reached Montreuil-aux-Lions, our +home country. We found that here less damage had been done from heavy +artillery, but all the edifices had suffered from close-range rifle +fire. An English sentry was pacing up and down in front of the town +hall. Over the entrance was nailed a Turkish towel on which a Red Cross +was stained with human blood! + +"Prisoners?" I asked. + +"All wounded, thank you," was the courteous reply. + +I sought out my friend the inn-keeper who held up his hands in +astonishment, bade us enter and made us partake of a warm meal. The +first we had had since we left home! + +"But how did you come to be spared?" I queried. + +"Because I was good to them." + +"Bah! How could you?" + +"I didn't intend to, but, you see, they tricked me. It was early +morning when half a dozen officers on horseback rode up to the door. +'Where are our Allies?' they asked. + +"I thought of course they were Englishmen. The uniform was unfamiliar +to me, but they all spoke perfect French. Unwittingly I gave them the +requested information, and they asked me to bring up some good wine. +Then they threw a gold piece on to the table, and when I had poured out +my Burgundy, they begged me to touch glasses with them. + +"'Ah, gentlemen, it is a pleasure to offer you the best I have. Thank +God, it is not for German stomachs!' + +"To my surprise, an uproarious laugh greeted my statement and brought my +glass down with a shock. + +"'Poor fellow!' they tittered. 'Come, drink to our success and the +Kaiser's health!' + +"I think they realized my fright and agony. They did not force me--but +laughed anew, drank and were gone." + +"What regiments drove them out?" + +"The English. _Quels gaillards!_ And clean! Well!" + +"What do you mean?" + +"Yes, they nearly used up all the water in Montreuil washing!" + +"Do you know anything of Villiers?" + +"No. I spent most of my time in the cellar during the fight, and since +they've been gone I'm living in terror lest they return." + +"Have you seen no one from down there?" + +"No, not a soul." + +"Do you think Villiers was bombarded?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. "I know the English troops that were here +headed in that direction." + +This suspense was too agonizing! I fear I so abbreviated my stay at +Montreuil that the good inn-keeper was offended. I jumped on to my +bicycle and knowing that the roads were now familiar to all, abandoned +my little party, bidding them hurry to join me at home. + +On, on I sped, through the slippery mud, looking neither right nor left, +but straight ahead in the hope of recognizing a familiar face or form. + +Twilight was deepening when I entered Bezu-le-Gury (our nearest home +town), which seemed to show apparently but few signs of pillaging. I +did not even dismount to make inquiries, but pedaled on till I reached +the summit of that long, long hill that leads straight down to my home. +Excitement lent a new impulse to my energy, and my heart thumped hard as +I recognized familiar cottages still standing. This raised my hopes and +sent me rocket-like down that steep incline. + +Still not a soul in sight--no noise save that of the guns roaring in the +distance. + +But what was that in the semi-darkness ahead of me? A dog? Could it be +true? I back-pedaled and whistled--a long, low, familiar howl greeted my +ears and brought the tears to my eyes. + +And then my poor old beagle hound came trotting up the road to welcome +me--his tail wagging joyously and a long frayed cord dangling from his +collar. + +This was a relief and somewhat steadied and prepared me for what was to +come. Through a gap in the trees I caught a glimpse of the roofs below. +And so I rounded the corner and started on my last hundred yards. + +The broken and tangled grill of our stately gateway told of the +invaders' visit. A few paces further and the chateau come into full +view. + +Yes, it was standing, but only the shell of that lovely home I had fled +from but fourteen days before. + +Dropping my machine I rushed towards the entrance hall, cast one glance +through the broken panes into the vestibule, and turned away in despair. + +All the willful damage that human beings could do had been wrought on +the contents of my home. + +The spell was broken. My nerves relaxed and heedless of the filth I +dropped on to the steps and wept. + + + + +IX + + +I think it was the stench from within that first roused me from my grief +and made me realize that this was war and no time for tears. I tried to +comfort myself with the thought that at least I had a roof to cover me, +but this was poor consolation. + +Pulling myself together, I started across the lawn towards the village +in search of aid, for a second glance told me that it was useless even +to think of entering the house, so great was the filth and disorder. + +Slowly I pushed onward, my head bent, my heart heavy with sorrow and +worry. Twenty paces in front of me I discerned a low mound and then, +horror of horrors, a huge black cross stood forth in the semi-darkness. +A grave--a German grave. Some poor souls interred on my greensward; but +why, since our little cemetery is but a couple of hundred yards up the +road? + +Villiers is not a cheerful village even in time of peace, but on this +particular evening (September 14, 1914) it was even darker than ever. My +eyes growing accustomed to the obscurity could see that most of the +houses, though damaged from the battle, were still standing and in one +or two windows the glow of a light gladdened my gaze. + +I went straight to the town hall where I pounded on the door and called +my name. A familiar shuffling of feet told me that Monsieur Duguey had +remained faithful to his post as town clerk (the only acting official +since the army was mobilized) and when he opened the door and saw me, +his eyes lit up with joy. Holding a candle high over his head, he smiled +and then his face fell. + +"_Pauvre Madame,_" he said. "Have you seen the chateau?" + +I nodded. + +"Ah, the vandals! Not war, but highway robbery, I call it. We poor +peasants had little to lose, but with you, Madame, it is different." + +And then he told me how but a few hours after I had left the Germans +took possession of the chateau and how for five nights and days in a +ceaseless stream the flower of the Prussian army had poured down the +road towards the coveted capital. + +At dawn on that eventful September morning an officer had ridden up to +the town hall, called for the mayor or his representative, and on +Monsieur Duguey's appearance, had demanded so much fodder for the +horses, so much champagne for the officers, and Charles Huard! + +M. Duguey was taken hostage to respond to the first two demands and on +having sworn on the cross that both my husband and I were absent, he was +ordered to lead the way to our home, where for forty-eight hours he was +detained as prisoner in the kitchen, while a staff of German noblemen +raised riot in our home. + +Taunted and insulted by the soldiers who mounted guard in the kitchen +where a chef prepared the general's food, he was bid hold his tongue and +his temper by this same chef, who, for eleven years, had cooked at a +well known hotel on the rue de Rivoli! No wonder he spoke good French. + +"_Pauvre Madame!_ Perhaps you've come back too soon! If we only knew +they would not return!" + +The cannon in the distance shook the house as though to corroborate his +statement. + +"Is there anyone left to help me clean place to sleep in?" + +"I'll go. There are only one or two women who remained behind, but I +presume sorry they did! What a God-send you got away!" + +I understood and was thankful. + +Monsieur Duguey put his candle into lantern, shouldered a broom, and +taking blanket, led the way towards the chateau. + +Want of words to express our fears and distress sealed our lips as we +picked our way into a filthy, can-strewn, bottle-littered courtyard, +towards a wing of the chateau where I had chosen to sleep. + +I hardly know what we plodded through the corridor. My companion pushed +things, into heaps in one corner of the room, and when I saw him sweep +off a mattress and throw his blanket upon it, I realized that my bed was +made. + +"You are not afraid, Madame?" + +"No." + +"Then _a demain_. I will come and help you. I fear, however, that I +must leave you in darkness, for there are no matches in the village. We +have to borrow light for our fires, and our stock of candles is nearly +gone. They are only the butts the Germans left behind!" + +Exhausted I fell asleep, to be awakened with a start towards dawn by the +clatter of horses' feet on the paved court beneath my window. + +Cavalry? + +I listened. + +Yes, surely. But what cavalry? Ours? + +Curiosity got the better of me, and I put my head out of the empty sash +to behold a most pathetic sight. There in the pouring rain stood some +twenty shivering horses, once fine animals' but now wounded and broken. +The lamentable little group, left-behinds of the invaders, was headed by +my old gray donkey, who had gathered them together and was now leading +them towards warmth and shelter. This sympathy among animals moved me +deeply, and I started down to see what I could do to alleviate their +suffering. + +I am ashamed to say, however, that I never reached the stable, for the +sights of filth and horror that I met on the way so distracted me that I +pushed on through the whole house, anxious to see really how much damage +had been done. + +I was still making my disheartening rounds when the others drove into +the yard, and the wails of lamentation rose long and loud from their +lips. + +How can one describe it? It seems almost impossible. Too much has +already been said, too little is really known, so I shall content myself +with a few brief statements. + +Above all I would have it understood that the chateau was first occupied +by General von Muck and his staff. The names crayoned on the doors of +my bedrooms in big red letters bear testimony--as well as some soiled +under-linen and a _glassentuch_ marked v. K.--and numerous papers +stamped with the Imperial seal. These latter are all orders or reports +belonging to the third army corps, and were left behind in the +precipitation of the flight! + +As I now am able to see the matter in a cooler frame of mind, I realize +that not only was efficiency carried out in warfare but in looting--for +it seems that everything we possessed was systematically classified as +good, bad or indifferent--the former and the latter being carefully +packed into huge army supply carts, which for five long days stood +backed up against our doorstep, leaving only when completely laden with +spoils. + +Then what remained was thrown into corners and willfully soiled and +smeared in the most disgusting and nauseating manner. + +A proof of the above-mentioned efficiency can be given in a description +of my husband's studio, where I found all the frames standing empty--the +canvases having been carefully cut from them with a razor, and rolled +for convenience' sake. + +Useless to mention that tapestries, silver, jewels, blankets and +household, as well as personal linen, were considered trophies of war. +That to me is far more comprehensible than the fact that our chateau +being installed with all modern sanitary conveniences, these were +purposely ignored, and corridors and comers, satin window curtains and +even beds, were used for the most ignoble purposes. + +Everywhere were sickening traces of sodden drunkenness. On the table +beside each bed (most of them now bereft of their mattresses) stood +champagne bottles, and half emptied glasses. The straw-strewn +drawing-room much resembled a cheap beer garden after a Saturday night's +riot, and the unfortunate upright piano was not only decked with empty +champagne bottles but also contained some two to three hundred pots of +jam poured down inside--glass and all, probably just for a joke. Oh, +_Kultur!_ + +I think that and the fact that most of my ducks and small animals had +been killed and left to lie and rot, were the things that most angered +me, and every time the guns boomed I prayed ardently for revenge! + +And 'twas I, who believing in Teuton chivalry, had imagined my +love-letters, protected by my country's emblem, would be respected! My +poor little rosewood desk had been mercilessly jabbed with bayonets, and +its contents strewn from one end of the village to the other. As to the +Stars and Stripes, when we finally disgorged the pipes of certain +sanitary apparatus that one does not usually mention in polite society, +they were found there in a lamentable condition and carried to the +wash-house with a tongs. + +What a destitute little village we were. Mine was but the common lot, +for each one had lost in proportion to his fortune. Yet there was no +lamenting. There was work to be done, for the vintage season was coming +on and the vines in most places had been respected. The German officers +had even announced the fact that our country was already annexed, and +that this was to be the champagne to commemorate the triumph of the +Fatherland! + +My little servants took hold of their filthy job and worked unceasingly +though it was a thankless task--for soap and soda did not exist, and +food, save the vegetables and a little pork, was hard to get. + +A week sped by, and then one afternoon a military auto drove up to the +door. As I saw it enter the yard, I trembled lest it bring bad tidings +of H., but a kindly officer reassured me, by stating that though he +brought only word of mouth, my husband was still in the land of the +living. He also announced that it was his duty to requisition my +property as a French emergency hospital and that he would be obliged if +I would put all the beds I owned at his disposal. A doctor and some +_infirmiers_ would be sent immediately to put the place in working +order. Would I help? And did I know of anyone I would care to have +with me? + +"You will be voluntary prisoners, you know, for this is the _zone de +operations_, and you will not be allowed to leave." + +I bethought me of Madame Guix. Was she still alive? + +My friend said he would be glad to accompany me to Rebais, as that was +as near as any place for recruiting a nurse. + +And so again I whisked across the Marne. This time _en grande vitesse_, +and in little over an hour was greeted by the gentle superior who 'mid +the ruins of all the neighboring houses was quietly continuing her work +in the convent. + +Yes. Madame Guix was there--a heroine, so I learned, loved and respected +by every soul who had been obliged to remain in that unfortunate town. I +found her ministering to twenty-six severely wounded men--French, +English and Germans--quite alone to do all the work, an eighty-year-old +doctor coming in but once every two days. + +"I cannot leave them," said she, pointing to the soldiers, when I asked +her to ally forces in the reconstitution of my hospital. "But just as +soon as they are able to be removed, I will come, I promise." + +In the parlour below, the Sister Superior told me of the invasion, while +I waited the return of the military motor which was to bear me home. + +"She is wonderful," said Soeur Laurent, referring to Madame Guix. +"Wonderful--afraid of nothing. Once at the beginning of the invasion +she was put against the wall and a brute of a German aimed and pulled +the trigger of a gun he had found in a corner. She had accidentally +covered it with a wounded man's great coat! He accused her of hiding +arms! Then in the thick of the battle, she went out into the German +lines and sought a doctor for our men--feeling herself incompetent. The +whole German medical staff came in and felicitated her on her courage +and devotion, before they left. I tell you all this because she never +will!" + +A couple of days later a doctor and the _infirmiers_ arrived, the latter +not picked men, since in ordinary life they are a tax collector, a super +at the Theatre de Belleville, an omnibus painter, a notary's clerk and a +barber! But they are all "good fellows," ready to work with no choice +as to the "job." + +Madame Guix duly made her appearance, and our hospital was declared +open. + +From loans and requisitions we accumulated a hundred beds, and for +fifteen months now, by begging and strictest economy, we have managed to +keep alive and to care, as best we can and in our primitive way, for all +those of France's brave sons who come to us, sick or wounded. 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