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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/12172-0.txt b/12172-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3c50c8c --- /dev/null +++ b/12172-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2846 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12172 *** + + Alone in London + + By Hesba Stretton + + Author of "Jessica's First Prayer," "Little Meg's Children," etc. + + + + +CONTENTS. + +CHAPTER + + I. NOT ALONE + + II. WAIFS AND STRAYS + + III. A LITTLE PEACEMAKER + + IV. OLD OLIVER'S MASTER + + V. FORSAKEN AGAIN + + VI. THE GRASSHOPPER A BURDEN + + VII. THE PRINCE OF LIFE + + VIII. NO PIPE FOR OLD OLIVER + + IX. A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING + + X. HIGHLY RESPECTABLE + + XI. AMONG THIEVES + + XII. TONY'S WELCOME + + XIII. NEW BOOTS + + XIV. IN HOSPITAL + + XV. TONY'S FUTURE PROSPECTS + + XVI. A BUD FADING + + XVII. A VERY DARK SHADOW + + XVIII. NO ROOM FOR DOLLY + + XIX. THE GOLDEN CITY + + XX. A FRESH DAY DAWNS + + XXI. POLLY + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +NOT ALONE. + + +It had been a close and sultry day--one of the hottest of the +dog-days--even out in the open country, where the dusky green leaves had +never stirred upon their stems since the sunrise, and where the birds had +found themselves too languid for any songs beyond a faint chirp now and +then. All day long the sun had shone down steadily upon the streets of +London, with a fierce glare and glowing heat, until the barefooted +children had felt the dusty pavement burn under their tread almost as +painfully as the icy pavement had frozen their naked feet in the winter. +In the parks, and in every open space, especially about the cool splash +of the fountains at Charing Cross, the people, who had escaped from the +crowded and unventilated back streets, basked in the sunshine, or sought +every corner where a shadow could be found. But in the alleys and slums +the air was heavy with heat and dust, and thick vapours floated up and +down, charged with sickening smells from the refuse of fish and +vegetables decaying in the gutters. Overhead the small, straight strip of +sky was almost white, and the light, as it fell, seemed to quiver with +the burden of its own burning heat. + +Out of one of the smaller thoroughfares lying between Holborn and the +Strand, there opens a narrow alley, not more than six or seven feet +across, with high buildings on each side. In the most part the ground +floors consist of small shops; for the alley is not a blind one, but +leads from the thoroughfare to another street, and forms, indeed, a short +cut to it, pretty often used. These shops are not of any size or +importance--a greengrocer's, with a somewhat scanty choice of vegetables +and fruit, a broker's, displaying queer odds and ends of household goods, +two or three others, and at the end farthest from the chief thoroughfare, +but nearest to the quiet and respectable street beyond, a very +modest-looking little shop-window, containing a few newspapers, some +rather yellow packets of stationery, and two or three books of ballads. +Above the door was painted, in very small, dingy letters, the words, +"James Oliver, News Agent." + +The shop was even smaller, in proportion, than its window. After two +customers had entered--if such an event could ever come to pass--it would +have been almost impossible to find room for a third. Along the end ran a +little counter, with a falling flap by which admission could be gained to +the living-room lying behind the shop. This evening the flap was down--a +certain sign that James Oliver, the news agent, had some guest within, +for otherwise there would have been no occasion to lessen the scanty size +of the counter. The room beyond was dark, very dark indeed, for the time +of day; for, though the evening was coming on, and the sun was hastening +to go down at last, it had not yet ceased to shine brilliantly upon the +great city. But inside James Oliver's house the gas was already lighted +in a little steady flame, which never flickered in the still, hot air, +though both door and window were wide open. For there was a window, +though it was easy to overlook it, opening into a passage four feet wide, +which led darkly up into a still closer and hotter court, lying in the +very core of the maze of streets. As the houses were four stories high, +it is easy to understand that very little sunlight could penetrate to +Oliver's room behind his shop, and that even at noonday it was twilight +there. This room was of a better size altogether than a stranger might +have supposed, having two or three queer little nooks and recesses +borrowed from the space belonging to the adjoining house; for the +buildings were old, and had probably been one large dwelling in former +times. It was plainly the only apartment the owner had; and all its +arrangements were those of a man living alone, for there was something +almost desolate about the look of the scanty furniture, though it was +clean and whole. There had been a fire, but it had died out, and the +coals were black in the grate, while the kettle still sat upon the top +bar with a melancholy expression of neglect about it. + +James Oliver himself had placed his chair near to the open door, where he +could keep his eye upon the shop--a needless precaution, as at this hour +no customers ever turned into it. He was an old man, and seemed very old +and infirm by the dim light. He was thin and spare, with that peculiar +spareness which results from the habit of always eating less than one +can. His teeth, which had never had too much to do, had gone some years +ago, and his cheeks fell in rather deeply. A fine network of wrinkles +puckered about the corners of his eyes and mouth. He stooped a good deal, +and moved about with the slowness and deliberation of age. Yet his face +was very pleasant--a cheery, gentle, placid face, lighted up with a smile +now and then, but with sufficient rareness to make it the more welcome +and the more noticed when it came. + +Old Oliver had a visitor this hot evening, a neat, small, dapper woman, +with a little likeness to himself, who had been putting his room to +rights, and looking to the repairs needed by his linen. She was just +replacing her needle, cotton, and buttons in an old-fashioned housewife, +which she always carried in her pocket, and was then going to put on her +black silk bonnet and coloured shawl, before bidding him goodbye. + +"Eh, Charlotte," said Oliver, after drawing a long and toilsome breath, +"what would I give to be a-top of the Wrekin, seeing the sun set this +evening! Many and many's the summer afternoon we've spent there when we +were young, and all of us alive. Dost remember how many a mile of country +we could see all round us, and how fresh the air blew across the +thousands of green fields? Why, I saw Snowdon once, more than sixty miles +off, when my eyes were young and it was a clear sunset. I always think of +the top of the Wrekin when I read of Moses going up Mount Pisgah and +seeing all the land about him, north and south, east and west. Eh, lass! +there's a change in us all now!" + +"Ah! it's like another world!" said the old woman, shaking her head +slowly. "All the folks I used to sew for at Aston, and Uppington, and +Overlehill, they'd mostly be gone or dead by now. It wouldn't seem like +the same place at all. And now there's none but you and me left, brother +James. Well, well! its lonesome, growing old." + +"Yes, lonesome, yet not exactly lonesome," replied old Oliver, in a +dreamy voice. "I'm growing dark a little, and just a trifle deaf, and I +don't feel quite myself like I used to do; but I've got something I +didn't use to have. Sometimes of an evening, before I've lit the gas, +I've a sort of a feeling as if I could almost see the Lord Jesus, and +hear him talking to me. He looks to me something like our eldest brother, +him that died when we were little. Charlotte, thee remembers him? A +white, quiet, patient face, with a smile like the sun shining behind +clouds. Well, whether it's only a dream or no I cannot tell, but there's +a face looks at me, or seems to look at me out of the dusk; and I think +to myself, maybe the Lord Jesus says, 'Old Oliver's lonesome down there +in the dark, and his eyes growing dim. I'll make myself half-plain to +him.' Then he comes and sits here with me for a little while." + +"Oh, that's all fancy as comes with you living quite alone," said +Charlotte, sharply. + +"Perhaps so! perhaps so!" answered the old man, with a meek sigh; "but I +should be very lonesome without that." + +They did not speak again until Charlotte had given a final shake to the +bed in the corner, upon which her bonnet and shawl had been lying. She +put them on neatly and primly; and when she was ready to go she spoke +again in a constrained and mysterious manner. + +"Heard nothing of Susan, I suppose?" she said. + +"Not a word," answered old Oliver, sadly. "It's the only trouble I've +got. That were the last passion I ever went into, and I was hot and +hasty, I know." + +"So you always used to be at times," said his sister. + +"Ah! but that passion was the worst of all," he went on, speaking +slowly. "I told her if she married young Raleigh, she should never darken +my doors again--never again. And she took me at my word though she might +have known it was nothing but father's hot temper. Darken my doors! Why, +the brightest sunshine I could have 'ud be to see her come smiling into +my shop, like she used to do at home." + +"Well, I think Susan ought to have humbled herself," said Charlotte. +"It's going on for six years now, and she's had time enough to see her +folly. Do you know where she is?" + +"I know nothing about her," he answered, shaking his head sorrowfully. +"Young Raleigh was wild, very wild, and that was my objection to him; +but I didn't mean Susan to take me at my word. I shouldn't speak so +hasty and hot now." + +"And to think. I'd helped to bring her up so genteel, and with such +pretty manners!" cried the old woman, indignantly. "She might have done +so much better with her cleverness too. Such a milliner as she might have +turned out! Well good-bye, brother James, and don't go having any more of +those visions; they're not wholesome for you." + +"I should be very lonesome without them," answered Oliver. "Good-bye, +Charlotte, good-bye, and God bless you. Come again as soon as you can." + +He went with her to the door, and stayed to watch her along the quiet +alley, till she turned into the street. Then, with a last nod to the back +of her bonnet, as she passed out of his sight, he returned slowly into +his dark shop, put up the flap of the counter, and retreated to the +darker room within. Hot as it was, he fancied it was growing a little +chilly with the coming of the night, and he drew on his old coat, and +threw a handkerchief over his white head, and then sat down in the dusk, +looking out into his shop and the alley beyond it. He must have fallen +into a doze after a while, being overcome with the heat, and lulled by +the constant hum of the streets, which reached his dull ear in a softened +murmur; for at length he started up almost in a fright, and found that +complete darkness had fallen upon him suddenly, as it seemed to him. A +church clock was striking nine, and his shop was not closed yet. He went +out hurriedly to put the shutters up. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +WAIFS AND STRAYS. + + +In the shop it was not yet so dark but that old Oliver could see his way +out with the shutters, which during the day occupied a place behind the +door. He lifted the flap of the counter, and was about to go on with his +usual business, when a small voice, trembling a little, and speaking from +the floor at his very feet, caused him to pause suddenly. + +"Please, rere's a little girl here," said the voice. + +Oliver stooped down to bring his eyes nearer to the ground, until he +could make out the indistinct outline of the figure of a child, seated on +his shop floor, and closely hugging a dog in her arms. Her face looked +small to him; it was pale, as if she had been crying quietly, and though +he could not see them, a large tear stood on each of her cheeks. + +"What little girl are you?" he asked, almost timidly. + +"Rey called me Dolly," answered the child. + +"Haven't you any other name?" inquired old Oliver + +"Nosing else but Poppet," she said; "rey call me Dolly sometimes, and +Poppet sometimes. Ris is my little dog, Beppo." + +She introduced the dog by pushing its nose into his hand, and Beppo +complacently wagged his tail and licked the old man's withered fingers. + +"What brings you here in my shop, my little woman?" asked Oliver. + +"Mammy brought me," she said, with a stifled sob; "she told me run in +rere, Dolly, and stay till mammy comes back, and be a good girl always. +Am I a good girl?" + +"Yes, yes," he answered, soothingly; "you're a very good little girl, I'm +sure; and mother 'ill come back soon, very soon. Let us go to the door, +and look for her." + +He took her little hand in his own; such a little hand it felt, that he +could not help tightening his fingers fondly over it; and then they stood +for a few minutes on the door-sill, while old Oliver looked anxiously up +and down the alley. At the greengrocer's next door there flared a bright +jet of gas, and the light shone well into the deepening darkness. But +there was no woman in sight, and the only person about was a ragged boy, +barefoot and bareheaded with no clothing but a torn pair of trousers, +very jagged about the ankles, and a jacket through which his thin +shoulders displayed themselves. He was lolling in the lowest window-sill +of the house opposite, and watched Oliver and the little girl looking +about them with sundry signs of interest and amusement. + +"She ain't nowhere in sight," he called across to them after a while, +"nor won't be, neither, I'll bet you. You're looking out for the little +un's mother, ain't you, old master?" + +"Yes," answered Oliver; "do you know anything about her, my boy?" + +"Nothink," he said, with a laugh; "only she looked as if she were up to +some move, and as I'd nothink particular on hand, I just followed her. +She was somethink like my mother, as is dead, not fat or rosy, you know, +with a bit of a bruise about her eye, as if somebody had been fighting +with her. I thought there'd be a lark when she left the little 'un in +your shop, so I just stopped to see. She bolted as if the bobbies were +after her." + +"How long ago?" asked Oliver, anxiously. + +"The clocks had just gone eight," he answered; "I've been watching for +you ever since." + +"Why! that's a full hour ago," said the old man, looking wistfully down +the alley; "it's time she was come back again for her little girl." + +[Illustration: THE LITTLE STRANGER.] + +But there was no symptom of anybody coming to claim the little girl, who +stood very quietly at his side, one hand holding the dog fast by his ear, +and the other still lying in Oliver's grasp. The boy hopped on one foot +across the narrow alley, and looked up with bright, eager eyes into the +old man's face. + +"I say," he said, earnestly, "don't you go to give her up to the p'lice. +They'd take her to the house, and that's worse than the jail. Bless yer! +they'd never take up a little thing like that to jail for a wagrant. You +just give her to me, and I'll take care of her. It 'ud be easy enough to +find victuals for such a pretty little thing as her. You give her up to +me, I say." + +"What's your name?" asked Oliver, clasping the little hand tighter, "and +where do you come from?" + +"From nowhere particular," answered the boy; "and my name's Antony; Tony, +for short. I used to have another name; mother told it me afore she died, +but it's gone clean out o' my head. Tony I am, anyhow, and you can call +me by it, if you choose." + +"How old are you, Tony?" inquired Oliver, still lingering on the +threshold, and looking up and down with his dim eyes. + +"Bless yer! I don't know," replied Tony; "I weren't much bigger nor +her when mother died, and I've found myself ever since. I never had +any father." + +"Found yourself!" repeated the old man, absently. + +"Ah, it's not bad in the summer," said Tony, more earnestly than before: +"and I could find for the little 'un easy enough. I sleep anywhere, in +Covent Garden sometimes, and the parks--anywhere as the p'lice 'ill let +me alone. You won't go to give her up to them p'lice, will you now, and +she so pretty?" + +He spoke in a beseeching tone, and old Oliver looked down upon him +through his spectacles, with a closer survey than he had given to him +before. The boy's face was pale and meagre, with an unboyish sharpness +about it, though he did not seem more than nine or ten years old. His +glittering eyes were filled with tears, and his colourless lips quivered. +He wiped away the tears roughly upon the ragged sleeve of his jacket. + +"I never were such a baby before," said Tony, "only she is such a nice +little thing, and such a tiny little 'un. You'll keep her, master, won't +you? or give her up to me?" + +"Ay, ay! I'll take care of her," answered Oliver, "till her mother comes +back for her. She'll come pretty soon, I know. But she wants her supper +now, doesn't she?" + +He stooped down to bring his face nearer to the child's, and she raised +her hand to it, and stroked his cheek with her warm, soft fingers. + +"Beppo wants his supper, too," she said, in a clear, shrill, little +voice, which penetrated easily through old Oliver's deafened hearing. + +"And Beppo shall have some supper as well as the little woman," he +answered. "I'll put the shutters up now, and leave the door ajar, and the +gas lit for mother to see when she comes back; and if mother shouldn't +come back to night, the little woman will sleep in my bed, won't she?" + +"Dolly's to be a good girl till mammy comes back," said the child, +plaintively, and holding harder by Beppo's ear. + +"Let me put the shutters up, master," cried Tony, eagerly; "I won't +charge you nothink, and I'll just look round in the morning to see how +you're getting along. She is such a very little thing." + +The shutters were put up briskly, and then Tony took a long, farewell +gaze of the old man and the little child, but he could not offer to touch +either of them. He glanced at his hands, and Oliver did the same; but +they both shook their heads. + +"I'll have a wash in the morning afore I come," he said, nodding +resolutely; "good-bye, guv'ner; goodbye, little 'un." + +Old Oliver went in, leaving his door ajar, and his gas lit, as he had +said. He fed the hungry child with bread and butter, and used up his +half-pennyworth of milk, which he bought for himself every evening. Then +he lifted her on to his knee, with Beppo in her arms, and sat for a long +while waiting. The little head nodded, and Dolly sat up, unsteadily +striving hard to keep awake; but at last she let Beppo drop to the floor, +while she herself fell upon the old man's breast, and lay there without +moving. It chimed eleven o'clock at last, and Oliver knew it was of no +use to watch any longer. + +He managed to undress his little charge with gentle, though trembling +hands, and then he laid her down on his bed, putting his only pillow +against the wall to make a soft nest for the tender and sleepy child. She +roused herself for a minute, and stared about her, gazing steadily, with +large, tearful eyes, into his face. Then as he sat down on the bedstead +beside her, to comfort her as well as he could, she lifted herself up, +and knelt down, with her folded hands laid against his shoulder. + +"Dolly vewy seepy," she lisped, "but must say her prayers always." + +"What are your prayers, my dear?" he asked. + +"On'y God bless gan-pa, and father, and mammy, and poor Beppo, and make +me a good girl," murmured the drowsy voice, as Dolly closed her eyes +again, and fell off into a deep sleep the next moment. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A LITTLE PEACEMAKER. + + +It was a very strange event which had befallen old Oliver. He went back +to his own chair, where he smoked his Broseley pipe every night, and sank +down in it, rubbing his legs softly; for it was a long time since he had +nursed any child, and even Dolly's small weight was a burden to him. Her +tiny clothes were scattered up and down, and there was no one beside +himself to gather them together, and fold them straight. In shaking out +her frock a letter fell from it, and Oliver picked it up wondering +whoever it could be for. It was directed to himself, "Mr. James Oliver, +News-agent," and he broke the seal with eager expectation. The contents +were these, written in a handwriting which he knew at first sight to be +his daughter's:-- + +"DEAR FATHER, + +"I am very very sorry I ever did anything to make you angry with me. This +is your poor Susan's little girl, as is come to be a little peacemaker +betwixt you and me. I'm certain sure you'll never turn her away from your +door. I'm going down to Portsmouth for three days, because he listed five +months ago, and his regiment's ordered out to India, and he sails on +Friday. So I thought I wouldn't take my little girl to be in the way, and +I said I'll leave her with father till I come back, and her pretty little +ways will soften him towards me, and we'll live all together in peace and +plenty till his regiment comes home again, poor fellow. For he's very +good to me when he's not in liquor, which is seldom for a man. Please do +forgive me for pity's sake, and for Christ's sake, if I'm worthy to use +his name, and do take care of my little girl till I come home to you both +on Friday, From your now dutiful daughter, + +"POOR SUSAN." + +The tears rolled fast down old Oliver's cheeks as he read this letter +through twice, speaking the words half aloud to himself. Why! this was +his own little grandchild, then--his very own! And no doubt Susan had +christened her Dorothy, after her own mother, his dear wife, who had died +so many years ago. Dolly was the short for Dorothy, and in early times he +had often called his wife by that name. He had turned his gas off and +lighted a candle, and now he took it up and went to the bedside to look +at his new treasure. The tiny face lying upon his pillow was rosy with +sleep, and the fair curly hair was tossed about in pretty disorder. His +spectacles grew very dim indeed, and he was obliged to polish them +carefully on his cotton handkerchief before he could see his +grand-daughter plainly enough. Then he touched her dimpled cheek +tremblingly with the end of his finger, and sobbed out, "Bless her! bless +her!" He returned to his chair, his head shaking a good deal before he +could regain his composure; and it was not until he had kindled his pipe, +and was smoking it, with his face turned towards the sleeping child, that +he felt at all like himself again. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, half aloud, between the whiffs of his pipe, "dear +Lord! how very good thou art to me! Didst thee not say, 'I'll not leave +thee comfortless, I'll come to thee?' I know what that means, bless thy +name; and the good Spirit has many a time brought me comfort, and cheered +my heart. I know thou didst not leave me alone before. No, no! that was +far from thee, Lord. Alone!--why, thou'rt always here; and now there's +the little lass as well. Lonesome!--they don't know thee, Lord, and they +don't know me. Thou'rt here, with the little lass and me. Yes, +yes,--yes." + +He murmured the word "yes" in a tone of contentment over and over again, +until, the pipe being finished, he prepared for sleep also. But no sleep +came to the old man. He was too full of thought, and too fearful of the +child waking in the night and wanting something. The air was close and +hot, and now and then a peal of thunder broke overhead; but a profound +peace and tranquillity, slightly troubled by his new joy, held possession +of him. His grandchild was there, and his daughter was coming back to him +in three days. + +Oh, how he would welcome her! He would not let her speak one word of her +wilfulness and disobedience, and the long, cruel neglect which had left +him in ignorance of where she lived, and what had become of her. It was +partly his fault, for having been too hard upon her, and too hasty and +hot-tempered. He had learnt better since then. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +OLD OLIVER'S MASTER. + + +Very early in the morning, before the tardy daylight could creep into the +darkened room, old Oliver was up and busy. He had been in the habit of +doing for himself, as he called it, ever since his daughter had forsaken +him, and he was by nature fastidiously clean and neat. But now there +would be additional duties for him during the next three days; for there +would be Dolly to wash, and dress, and provide breakfast for. Every few +minutes he stole a look at her lying still asleep; and as soon as he +discovered symptoms of awaking, he hastily lifted Beppo on to the bed, +that her opening eyes should be greeted by some familiar sight. She +stretched out her wonderful little hands, and caught hold of the dog's +rough head before venturing to lift her eyelids, while Oliver looked on +in speechless delight. At length she ventured to peep slyly at him, and +then addressed herself to Beppo. + +"What am I to call ris funny old man, Beppo?" she asked. + +"I am your grandpa, my darling," said Oliver, in his softest voice. + +"Are you God-bless-gan-pa?" inquired Dolly, sitting up on her pillow, and +staring very hard with her blue eyes into his wrinkled face. + +"Yes, I am," he answered, looking at her anxiously. + +"Dolly knows," she said, counting upon her little fingers; "rere's +father, and mammy, and Beppo; and now rere's gan-pa. Dolly'll get up +now." + +She flung her arms suddenly about his neck and kissed him, while old +Oliver trembled with intense joy. It was quite a marvel to him how she +helped him to dress her, laughing merrily at the strange mistakes he made +in putting on her clothes the wrong side before; and when he assured her +that her mother would come back very soon, she seemed satisfied to put up +with any passing inconvenience. The shop, with its duties, and the +necessity of getting in his daily stock of newspapers, entirely slipped +his memory; and he was only recalled to it by a very loud rapping at the +door as he was pouring out Dolly's breakfast. To his great surprise he +discovered that he had forgotten to take down his shutters, though it was +past the hour when his best customers passed by. + +The person knocking proved to be none other than Tony, who greeted the +old man's appearance with a prolonged whistle, and a grave and +reproachful stare. + +"Come," he said, in a tone of remonstrance, "this'll never do, you know. +Business is business, and must be minded. You pretty nearly frightened +me into fits; anybody could have knocked me down with a straw when I see +the shutters up. How is she?" + +"She's very well, thank you, my boy," answered Oliver, meekly. + +"Mother not turned up, I guess?" said Tony. + +"No; she comes on Friday," he replied. + +Tony winked, and put his tongue into his cheek; but he gave utterance to +no remark until after the shutters were in their place. Then he surveyed +himself as well as he could, with an air of satisfaction. His face and +hands were clean, and his skin looked very white through the holes in his +tattered clothes; even his feet, except for an unavoidable under surface +of dust, were unsoiled. His jacket and trousers appeared somewhat more +torn than the evening before; but they bore every mark of having been +washed also. + +"Washed myself early in the morning, afore the bobbies were much about," +remarked Tony, "in the fountains at Charing Cross; but I hadn't time to +get my rags done, so I did 'em down under the bridge, when the tide were +going down; but I could only give 'em a bit of a swill and a ring out. +Anyhow, I'm a bit cleaner this morning than last night, master." + +"To be sure, to be sure," answered Oliver. "Come in, my boy, and I'll +give you a bit of breakfast with her and me." + +"You haven't got sich a thing as a daily paper, have you?" asked Tony, in +a patronizing tone. + +"Not to-day's paper, I'm afraid," he said. + +"I'm afraid not," continued Tony; "overslept yourself, eh? Not as I can +read myself; but there are folks going by as can, and might p'raps buy +one here as well as anywhere else. Shall I run and get 'em for you, now +I'm on my legs?" + +Oliver looked questioningly at the boy, who returned a frank, honest +gaze, and said, "Honour bright!" as he held out his hand for the money. +There was some doubt in the old man's mind after Tony had disappeared as +to whether he had not done a very foolish thing; but he soon forgot it +when he returned to the breakfast-table; and long before he himself could +have reached the place and returned, Tony was back again with his right +number of papers. + +Before many minutes Tony was sitting upon an old box at a little distance +from the table, where Oliver sat with his grandchild. A basin of coffee +and a large hunch of bread rested upon his knees, and Beppo was sniffing +round him with a doubtful air. Dolly was shy in this strange company, +and ate her breakfast with a sedate gravity which filled both her +companions with astonishment and admiration. When the meal was finished, +old Oliver took his daughter's letter from his waistcoat pocket and read +it aloud to Tony, who listened with undivided interest. + +"Then she's your own little 'un," he said, with a sigh of disappointment. +"You'll never give her up to me, if you get tired of her,--nor to the +p'lice neither," he added, with a brightening face. + +"No, no, no!" answered Oliver, emphatically. "Besides, her mother's +coming on Friday. I wouldn't give her up for all the world, bless her!" + +"And he's 'listed!" said Tony, in a tone of envy. "They wouldn't take me +yet a while, if I offered to go. But who's that she speaks of?--'for +Christ's sake, if I am worthy to use his name.' Who is he?" + +"Don't you know?" asked Oliver. + +"No, never heard tell of him before," he answered. "Is he any friend o' +yours?" [A] + +[Footnote A: It may be necessary to assure some readers that this +ignorance is not exaggerated. The City Mission Reports, and similar +records, show that such cases are too frequent.] + +"Ay!" said Oliver; "he's my only friend, my best friend. And he's my +master, besides." + +"And she thinks he'd be angry if you turned the little girl away?" +pursued Tony. + +"Yes, yes; he'd be very angry," said old Oliver, thoughtfully; "it 'ud +grieve him to his heart. Why, he's always loved little children, and +never had them turned away from himself, whatever he was doing. If she +hadn't been my own little girl, I daren't have turned her out of my +doors. No, no, dear Lord, thee knows as I'd have taken care of her, for +thy sake." + +He spoke absently, in a low voice, as though talking to some person +whom Tony could not see, and the boy was silent a minute or two, +thinking busily. + +"How long have you worked for that master o' yours?" he asked, at last. + +"Not very long," replied Oliver, regretfully. "I used to fancy I was +working for him years and years ago; but, dear me! it was poor sort +o'work; and now I can't do very much. Only he knows how old I am, and he +doesn't care so that I love him, which I do, Tony." + +"I should think so!" said the boy, falling again into busy thought, from +which he aroused himself by getting up from his box, and rubbing his +fingers through his wet and tangled hair. + +"He takes to children and little 'uns?" he said, in a questioning tone. + +"Ay, dearly!" answered old Oliver. + +"I reckon he'd scarcely take me for a man yet," said Tony, at the same +time drawing himself up to his full height; "though I don't know as I +should care to work for him. I'd rather have a crossing, and be my own +master. But if I get hard up, do you think he'd take to me, if you spoke +a word for me?" + +"Are you sure you don't know anything about him?" asked Oliver. + +"Not I; how should I?" answered Tony. "Why, you don't s'pose as I know +all the great folks in London, though I've seen sights and sights of 'em +riding about in their carriages. I told you I weren't much bigger nor her +there when mother died, and I've picked up my living up and down the +streets anyhow, and other lads have helped me on, till I can help 'em on +now. It don't cost much to keep a boy on the streets. There's nothink to +pay for coals, or rent, or beds, or furniture, or anythink; only your +victuals, and a rag now and then. All I want's a broom and a crossing, +and then shouldn't I get along just? But I don't know how to get 'em." + +"Perhaps the Lord Jesus would give them to you, if you'd ask him," said +Oliver, earnestly. + +"Who's he?" inquired Tony, with an eager face. + +"Him--Christ. It's his other name," answered the old man. + +"Ah! I see," he said, nodding. "Well, if I can't get 'em myself, +I'll think about it. He'll want me to work for him, you know. Where +does he live?" + +"I'll tell you all about him, if you'll come to see me," replied Oliver. + +"Well," said the boy, "I'll just look in after Friday, and see if the +little 'un's mother's come back. Goodbye,--good-bye, little miss." + +He could take Dolly's hand into his own this morning, and he looked down +curiously at it,--a small, rosy, dimpled hand, such as he had never seen +before so closely. A lump rose in his throat, and his eyelids smarted +with tears again. It was such a little thing, such a pretty little thing, +he said to himself, covering it fondly with his other hand. There was no +fear that Tony would forget to come back to old Oliver's house. + +"Thank you for my breakfast," he said, with a choking voice; "only if +I do come to see you, it'll be to see her again--not for anythink as +I can get." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +FORSAKEN AGAIN. + + +The next three days were a season of unmixed happiness to old Oliver. The +little child was so merry, yet withal so gentle and sweet-tempered, that +she kept him in a state of unwearied delight, without any alloy of +anxiety or trouble. She trotted at his side with short, running +footsteps, when he went out early in the morning to fetch his daily stock +of newspapers. She watched him set his room tidy, and made believe to +help him by dusting the legs and seats of his two chairs. She stood with +folded hands and serious face, looking on as he was busy with his +cooking. When she was not thus engaged she played contentedly with Beppo, +prattling to him in such a manner, that Oliver often forgot what he was +about while listening to her. She played with him, too, frolicsome little +games of hide-and-seek, in which he grew as eager as herself; and +sometimes she stole his spectacles, or handkerchief, or anything she +could lay her mischievous fingers upon to hide away in some unthought-of +spot; while her shrewd, cunning little face put on an expression of +profound gravity as old Oliver sought everywhere for them. + +As Friday evening drew near, the old man's gladness took a shade of +anxiety. His daughter was coming home to him, and his heart was full of +unutterable joy and gratitude; but he did not know exactly how they +should go on in the future. He was averse to change; yet this little +house, with its single room, to which he had moved when she forsook him, +was too scanty in its accommodation. He had made up a rude sort of bed +for himself under the counter in the shop, and was quite ready to give up +his own to Susan and his little love, as he called Dolly; but would Susan +let him have his own way in this, and many other things? He provided a +sumptuous tea, and added a fresh salad to it from the greengrocer's next +door; but though he and Dolly waited and watched till long after the +child's bed-time, taking occasional snatches of bread and butter, still +Susan did not arrive. At length a postman entered the little shop with a +noise which made Oliver's heart beat violently, and tossed a letter down +upon the counter. He carried it to the door, where there was still light +enough to read it, and saw that it was in Susan's handwriting. + +"MY DEAR AND DEAREST FATHER, + +"My heart is almost broke, betwixt one thing and another. His regiment +is to set sail immediate, and the colonel's lady has offered me very +handsome wages to go out with her as lady's maid, her own having +disappointed her at the last moment; which I could do very well, knowing +the dressmaking. He said, 'Do come, Susan, and I'll never get drunk +again, so help me God; and if you don't, I shall go to the bad +altogether; for I do love you, Susan.' I said, 'Oh my child!' And the +colonel's lady said, 'She's safe with her grandfather; and if he's a +good man, as you say he is, he'll take the best of care of her. I'll +give you three pounds to send him from here, and we'll send more from +Calcutta.' So they overpersuaded me, and there isn't even time to come +back to London, for we are going in a few hours. You'll take care of my +little dear, I know, you and aunt Charlotte. I've sent a little box of +clothes for her by the railway, and what more she wants aunt Charlotte +will see to, I'm sure, and do her mending, and see to her manners till I +come home. Oh! if I could only hear you say 'Susan, my dear, I forgive +you, and love you almost as much as ever,' I'd go with a lighter heart, +and be almost glad to leave Dolly to be a comfort to you. She will be a +comfort to you, though she is so little, I'm sure. Tell her mammy says +she must be a good girl always till mammy comes back. A hundred thousand +kisses for my dear father and my little girl. We shall come home as soon +as ever we can; but I don't rightly know where India is. I think it's my +bounden duty to go with him, as things have turned out. Pray God take +care of us all. + +"Your loving, sorrowful daughter, + +"SUSAN RALEIGH." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE GRASSHOPPER A BURDEN. + + +It was some time before the full meaning of Susan's letter penetrated +to her father's brain; but when it did, he was not at first altogether +pained by it. True, it was both a grief and disappointment to think +that his daughter, instead of returning to him, was already on her way +across the sea to a very distant land. But as this came slowly to his +mind, there came also the thought that there would now be no one to +divide with him the treasure committed to his charge. The little child +would belong to him alone. They might go on still, living as they had +done these last three days, and being all in all to one another. If he +could have chosen, his will would certainly have been for Susan to +return to them; but, since he could not have his choice, he felt that +there were some things which would be all the happier for him because +of her absence. + +He put Dolly to bed, and then went out to shut up the shop for the night. +As he carried in his feeble arms a single shutter at a time, he heard +himself hailed by a boy's voice, which was lowered to a low and +mysterious whisper, and which belonged to Tony, who took the shutter out +of his hands. + +"S'pose the mother turned up all right?" he said, pointing with his thumb +through the half open door. + +"No," answered Oliver. "I've had another letter from her, and she's +gone out to India with her husband, and left the little love to live +alone with me." + +"But whatever'll the Master say to that?" inquired Tony. + +"What master?" asked old Oliver. + +"Him--Lord Jesus Christ. What'll he say to her leaving you and the +little 'un again?" said Tony, with an eager face. + +"Oh! he says a woman ought to leave her father, and keep to her husband," +he answered, somewhat sadly. "It's all right, that is." + +"I s'pose he'll help you to take care of the little girl," said Tony. + +"Ay will he; him and me," replied old Oliver; "there's no fear of that. +You never read the Testament, of course, my boy?" + +"Can't read, I told you," he answered. "But what's that?" + +"A book all about him, the Lord Jesus," said Oliver, "what he's done, and +what he's willing to do for people. If you'll come of an evening, I'll +read it aloud to you and my little love. She'll listen as quiet and good +as any angel." + +"I'll come to-morrow," answered Tony, readily; and he lingered about the +doorway until he heard the old man inside fasten the bolts and locks, and +saw the light go out in the pane of glass over the door. Then he +scampered noiselessly with his naked feet along the alley in the +direction of Covent Garden, where he purposed to spend the night, if left +undisturbed. + +Old Oliver went back into his room, where the tea-table was still set +out for his Susan's welcome; but he had no heart to clear the things +away. A chill came over his spirit as his eye fell upon the preparations +he had made to give her such a cordial greeting, that she would know at +once he had forgiven her fully. He lit his pipe, and sat pondering +sorrowfully over all the changes that had happened to him since those +old, far-away days when he was a boy, in the pleasant, fresh, healthy +homestead at the foot of the Wrekin. He felt all of a sudden how very old +he was; a poor, infirm, hoary old man. His sight was growing dim even, +and his hearing duller every day; he was sure of it. His limbs ached +oftener, and he was earlier wearied in the evening; yet he could not +sleep soundly at nights, as he had been used to do. But, worst of all, +his memory was not half as good as it had been. Sometimes, of late, he +had caught himself reading a newspaper quite a fortnight old, and he had +not found it out till he happened to see the date at the top. He could +not recollect the names of people as he did once; for many of his +customers to whom he supplied the monthly magazines were obliged to tell +him their names and the book they wanted every time, before he could +remember them. And now there was this young child cast upon him to be +thought of, and cared and worked for. It was very thoughtless and +reckless of Susan! Suppose he should forget or neglect any of her tender +wants! Suppose his dull ear should grow too deaf to catch the pretty +words she said when she asked for something! Suppose he should not see +when the tears were rolling down her cheeks, and nobody would comfort +her! It might very easily be so. He was not the hale man he was when +Susan was just such another little darling, and he could toss her up to +the ceiling in his strong hands. It was as much as he could do to lift +Dolly on to his feeble knee, and nurse her quietly, not even giving her a +ride to market upon it; and how stiff he felt if she sat there long! + +Old Oliver laid aside his pipe, and rested his worn face upon his hands, +while the heavy tears came slowly and painfully to his eyes, and +trickled down his withered cheeks. His joy had fled, and his unmingled +gladness had faded quite away. He was a very poor, very old man; and the +little child was very, very young. What would become of them both, alone +in London? + +He did not know whether it was a voice speaking within himself in his own +heart, or words whispered very softly into his ear; but he heard a low, +quiet, still, small voice, which said, "Even to your old age I am he, +and even to hoar hairs I will carry you: I have made, and I will bear; +even I will carry, and will deliver you." And old Oliver answered, with a +sob, "Yes, Lord, yes!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE PRINCE OF LIFE. + + +In the new life which had now fairly begun for Oliver, it was partly as +he had foreseen; he was apt to forget many things, and he had a fretting +consciousness of this forgetfulness. When he was in the house playing +with Dolly, or reading to her, the shop altogether slipped away from his +memory, and he was only recalled to it by the loud knocking or shouting +of some customer in it. On the other hand, when he was sitting behind the +counter looking for news from India in the papers, news in which he was +already profoundly concerned, though it was impossible that Susan could +yet have reached it, he grew so absorbed, that he did not know how the +time was passing by, and both he and his little grand-daughter were +hungry before he had thought of getting ready any meal. He tried all +kinds of devices for strengthening his failing memory; but in vain. He +even forgot that he did forget; and when Dolly was laughing and +frolicking about him he grew a child again, and felt himself the happiest +man in London. + +The person who took upon himself the heaviest weight of anxiety and +responsibility about Dolly was Tony, who began to make it his daily +custom to pass by the house at the hour when old Oliver ought to be going +for his morning papers; and if he found no symptom of life about the +place, he did not leave off kicking and butting at the shop-door until +the owner appeared. It was very much the same thing at night, when the +time for shutting up came; though it generally happened now that the boy +was paying his friends an evening visit, and was therefore at hand to put +up the shutters for Oliver. Tony could not keep away from the place. +Though he felt a boy's contemptuous pity for the poor old man's declining +faculties as regarded business, he had a very high veneration for his +learning. Nothing pleased him better than to sit upon the old box near +the door, his elbows on his knees, and his chin upon his hands, while +Oliver read aloud, with Dolly upon his knee, her curly hair and small +pretty features making a strange contrast to his white head and withered, +hollow face. Tony, who had never had anything to love except a stray cur +or two, which he had always lost after a few days' friendship, felt as if +he could have suffered himself to be put to death for either of these +two; while Beppo came in for a large share of his unclaimed affections. +The chief subject of their reading was the life of the Master, who was so +intimately dear to the heart of old Oliver. Tony was very eager to learn +all he could of this great friend who did so much for the old man, and +who might perhaps be persuaded some day or other to take a little notice +of him, if he should fail to get a crossing for himself. Oliver, in his +long, unbroken solitude of six years, had fallen into a notion, amounting +to a firm belief, that his Lord was not dead and far off, as most of the +world believed, but was a very present, living friend, always ready to +listen to the meanest of his words. He had a vague suspicion that his +faith had got into a different course from that of most other people; and +he bore meekly the rebukes of his sister Charlotte for the +unwholesomeness of his visions. But none the less, when he was alone, he +talked and prayed to, and spoke to Tony of this Master, as one who was +always very near at hand. + +"I s'pose he takes a bit o' notice o' the little un," said Tony, "when he +comes in now and then of an evening." + +"Ay, does he!" answered Oliver, earnestly. "My boy, he loves every child +as if it was his very own, and it is his own in one sense. Didn't I read +you last night how he said, 'Suffer the little children to come unto me, +and forbid them not.' Why, he'd love all the young children in the world, +if they weren't hindered from coming to him." + +"I should very much like to see him some day," pursued Tony, +reflectively, "and the rest of them,--Peter, and John, and them. I s'pose +they are getting pretty old by now, aren't they?" + +"They are dead," said Oliver. + +"All of 'em?" asked Tony. + +"All of them," he repeated. + +"Dear, dear!" cried Tony, his eyes glistening. "Whatever did the Master +do when they all died? I'm very sorry for him now. He's had a many +troubles, hasn't he?" + +"Yes, yes," replied old Oliver, with a faltering voice. "He was called a +man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief. Nobody ever bore so many +troubles as him." + +"How long is it ago since they all died?" asked Tony. + +"I can't rightly say," he answered. "I heard once, but it is gone out of +my head. I only know it was the same when I was a boy. It must have been +a long, long time ago." + +"The same when you was a boy!" repeated Tony, in a tone of +disappointment. "It must ha' been a long while ago. I thought all along +as the Master was alive now." + +"So he is, so he is!" exclaimed old Oliver, eagerly. "I'll read to you +all about it. They put him to death on the cross, and buried him in a +rocky grave; but he is the Prince of Life, and he came to life again +three days after, and now he can die no more. His own words to John +were, 'I am he that liveth, and was dead; and behold, I am alive +forevermore.' What else can it mean but that he is living now, and will +never die again?" + +Tony made no answer. He sat with his sharp, unboyish face gazing intently +into the fire; for by this time autumn had set in, and the old man was +chilly of an evening. A very uncertain, dim idea was dawning upon him +that this master and friend of old Oliver's was a being very different +from an ordinary man, however great and rich he might be. He had grown to +love the thought of him, and to listen attentively to the book which told +the manner of life he led; but it was a chill to find out that he could +not look into his face, and hear his voice, as he could Oliver's. His +heart was heavy, and very sad. + +"I s'pose I can't see him, then," he murmured to himself, at last. + +"Not exactly like other folks," said Oliver. "I think sometimes that +perhaps there's a little darkness of the grave where he was buried about +him still. But he sees us, and hears us. He himself says, 'Behold, I am +with you always.' I don't know whatever I should do, even with my little +love here, if I wasn't sure Jesus was with me as well." + +"I'll tell you what I'll do," said Tony, after another pause. "I'm going +to ask him to give me somethink, and then if he does, I shall know he +hears me--I should very much like to have a broom and a crossing, and get +my living a bit more easy, if you please." + +He had turned his face away from Oliver, and looked across into the +darkest corner of the room, where he could see nothing but shadow. The +old man felt puzzled, and somewhat troubled, but he only sighed softly to +himself; and opening the Testament, he read aloud in it till he was +calmed again, and Tony was listening in rapt attention. + +"My boy," he said, as the hour came for Tony to go, "where are you +sleeping now?" + +"Anywhere as I can get out o' the wind," he answered. "It's cold now, +nights--wery cold, master. But I must get along a bit farder on. Lodgings +is wery dear." + +"I've been thinking," said Oliver, "that you'd find it better to have +some sort of a shake-down under my counter. I've heard say that +newspapers stitched together make a coverlid pretty near as warm as a +blanket; and we could do no harm by trying them, Tony. Look here, and see +how you'd like it." + +It looked very much like a long box, and was not much larger. Two or +three beetles crawled sluggishly away as the light fell upon them, and +dusty cobwebs festooned all the corners; but to Tony it seemed so +magnificent an accommodation for sleeping, that he could scarcely +believe he heard old Oliver aright. He looked up into his face with a +sharp, incredulous gaze, ready to wink and thrust his tongue into his +cheek, if there was the least sign of making game of him. But the old +man was simply in earnest, and without a word Tony slipped down upon a +heap of paper shavings strewed within, drew his ragged jacket up about +his ears, and turned his face away, lest his tears should be seen. He +felt, a minute or two after, that a piece of an old rug was laid over +him, but he could say nothing; and old Oliver could not hear the sob +which broke from his lips. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +NO PIPE FOR OLD OLIVER. + + +As some weeks went by, and no crossing and broom had been given to Tony, +he began to suspect that Oliver was imposing upon him. Now that he slept +under the counter, he could often hear the old man talking aloud to his +invisible Friend as he smoked his pipe; and once or twice Tony crept +noiselessly to the door and watched him, after he had finished smoking, +kneel down and hide his face in his hands for some minutes together. But +the boy could see nothing, and his wish had not been granted; even +though, as he grew more instructed, he followed Oliver's example, and, +kneeling down behind the counter, whispered out a prayer for it. To be +sure his life was easier, especially the nights of it; for he never now +went hungry and starved to bed upon some cold, hard door-step. But it was +old Oliver who did that for him, not old Oliver's Master. So far as he +knew, the Lord Jesus had taken no notice whatever of him; and the +feeling, at first angry, softened down into a kind of patient grief, +which was quickly dying away into indifference. + +Oliver had done himself no bad turn by offering a shelter to the solitary +lad. Tony always woke early in the morning, and if it rained he would run +for the papers, before turning out to "find for himself" in the streets. +He generally took care to be out of the way at meal-times; for it was as +much as the old man could do to provide for himself and Dolly. Sometimes +Tony saw him at the till, counting over his pence with rather a troubled +face. Once, after receiving a silver fourpenny piece, an extraordinary +and undreamed of event, Tony dropped it, almost with a feeling of guilt, +through the slit in the counter which communicated with the till. But +Oliver was so bewildered by its presence among the coppers, that he was +compelled to confess what he had done, saying it would have cost him +more than that for lodgings these cold nights. + +"No, no, Tony," said Oliver; "you're very useful, fetching my papers, and +taking my little love out a-walking when the weather's fine. I ought to +pay you something, instead of taking it of you." + +"Keep it for Dolly," said Tony, bashfully, and pushing the coin into her +little hand. + +"Sank 'oo," answered Dolly, accepting it promptly; "me'll give 'oo twenty +kisses for it." + +It seemed ample payment to Tony, who went down on his knees to have the +kisses pressed upon his face, which had never felt a kiss since his +mother died. But Oliver was not satisfied with the bargain, though he +drew Dolly to him fondly, and left the money in her hand. + +"It 'ud buy you a broom, Tony," he said. + +"Oh, I've give up asking for a crossing," he answered, dejectedly; "for +he never heard, or if he heard, he never cared; so it were no use going +on teazing either him or me." + +"But this money 'ud buy the broom," said Oliver; "and if you looked +about you, you'd find the crossing. You never got such a bit of money +before, did you?" + +"No, never," replied Tony. "A tall, thin gentleman, with a dark face and +very sharp eyes, gave it me for holding his horse, near Temple Bar. He +says, 'Mind you spend that well, my lad.' I'd know him again anywhere." + +"You ought to have bought a broom," said Oliver, looking down at Dolly's +tightly-closed hand. + +"Don't you go to take it of her," cried Tony. "Bless you! I'll get +another some way. I never thought that were the way he'd give me a broom +and a crossing. I thought it 'ud be sure to come direct." + +"Well," said Oliver, after a little pause, "I'll save the fourpence for +you. It'll only be going without my pipe for a few nights, that's all. +That's nothing, Tony." + +It did not seem much to Tony, who had no idea as yet of the pleasures of +smoking; yet he roused up just before falling into his deep sleep at +night to step softly to the door, and look in upon Oliver. He was sitting +in his arm-chair, with his pipe between his lips, but there was no +tobacco in it; and he was holding more eager converse than ever with his +unseen companion. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, "I'd do ten times more than this for thee. Thou +hast said, 'Inasmuch as ye did it to one of the least of these, ye did it +unto me.' Tony's one of thy little ones. Dear Lord, do thee give him a +crossing, if it be thy blessed will. Do thee now, Lord." + +Tony could hear no more, and he stole back to bed, his mind full of new +and vague hopes. He dreamed of the fourpenny piece, and the gentleman who +had given it, and of Dolly, who bought a wondrous broom with it, in his +dream, which swept a beautiful crossing of itself. But old Oliver sat +still a long time, talking half aloud; for his usual drowsiness did not +come to him. It was nearly five months now since Dolly was left to him, +and he felt his deafness and blindness growing upon him slowly. His +infirmities were not yet so burdensome as to make him dependent upon +others; but he felt himself gradually drawing near to such a state. +Dolly's clothes were getting sadly in want of mending; there was scarcely +a fastening left upon them, and neither he nor Tony could sew on a button +or tape. It was a long time--a very long time--since his sister had been +to see him; and, with the reluctancy of old age to any active exertion, +he had put off from week to week the task of writing to her to tell her +of Susan's departure, and the charge he had in his little grandchild. He +made up his mind that he would do it tomorrow. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING. + + +The morning was a fine soft, sunny December day, such as comes sometimes +after a long season of rain and fog, and Tony proposed taking Dolly out +for a walk through the streets, to which Oliver gladly consented, as it +would give to him exactly the undisturbed leisure he needed for writing +his letter to Charlotte. But Dolly was not in her usual spirits; on the +contrary, she was grave and sober, and at length Tony, thinking she was +tired, sat down on a door-step, and took her upon his knee, to tell her +his dream of the wonderful broom which swept beautifully all by itself. +Dolly grew more and more pensive after hearing this, and sat silent for a +long time, with her small head resting thoughtfully upon her hand, as she +looked up and down the street. + +"Dolly 'ud like to buy a boom," she said, at last, "a great, big boom; +and gan-pa 'ill smoke his pipe again to-night. Dolly's growing a big +girl; and me must be a good girl till mammy comes back. Let us go and buy +a big boom, Tony." + +For a few minutes Tony tried to shake her resolution, and persuade her +to change her mind. He even tempted her with the sight of a doll in a +shop-window; but she remained steadfast, and he was not sorry to give in +at last. Since the idea had entered his head that the money had been +given to him for the purpose of buying a broom, he had rather regretted +parting with it, and he felt some anxiety lest he should not be allowed +a second chance. Dolly's light-heartedness had returned, and she +trotted cheerfully by his side as they walked on in search of a shop +where they could make their purchase. It was some time before they +found one, and they had already left behind them the busier +thoroughfares, and had reached a knot of quieter streets where there +were more foot-passengers, for the fine morning had tempted many people +out for pleasure as well as business. Tony was particular in his choice +of a broom, but once bought, he carried it over his shoulder, and went +on his way with Dolly in triumph. + +They were passing along chattering busily, when Tony's eyes fell upon a +child about as old as Dolly, standing on the kerb-stone with a lady, who +looked anxiously across to the other side of the broad and very dirty +road, for the day before had been rainy. They were both finely dressed, +and the little girl had on new boots of shining leather, which it was +evident she was very much afraid of soiling. For a minute Tony only +looked on at their perplexity, but then he went up to them, holding Dolly +by the hand. + +[Illustration: A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING] + +"If you'll take care of my little girl," he said, "I'll carry your +little girl across the road. I'm wery clean for a street-boy, all but my +feet, 'cos I've got this little girl to take care of; and I'll do it +wery gentle." + +Both the lady and the child looked very searchingly into Tony's face. It +was pale and meagre; but there was a pleasant smile upon it, and his +eyes shone down upon the two children with a very loving light in them. +The lady took Dolly's hand in hers, nodding permission for him to carry +her little child over to the other side, and she waited for him to come +back to his own charge. Then she took out her purse, and put twopence +into his hand. + +"Thank ye, my lady," said Tony; "but I didn't do it for that. I'm only +looking out for a crossing. Me and Dolly have bought this broom, and I'm +looking out for a place to make a good crossing in." + +"Why not make one here?" asked the lady. + +It seemed a good place to try one in; there were four roads meeting, and +a cab-stand close by. Plenty of people were passing to and fro, and the +middle of the road was very muddy. Tony begged a wisp of straw from a +cabman, to make a seat for Dolly in the sunshine under a blank bit of +wall, while he set to work with a will, feeling rather pleased than not +that the broom would not sweep of itself. A crossing was speedily made, +and for two or three hours Tony kept it well swept. By that time it was +twelve o'clock, and Dolly's dinner would be ready for her before they +could reach home, if old Oliver had not forgotten it. It seemed a great +pity to leave his new post so early. Most passers-by, certainly, had +appeared not to see him at all; but he had already received fivepence +halfpenny, chiefly in halfpence, from ladies who were out for their +morning's walk; and Dolly was enjoying herself very much in the sunshine, +receiving all the attention which he could spare from his crossing. +However a beginning was made. The broom and the crossing were his +property; and Tony's heart, beat fast with pride and gladness as he +carried the weary little Dolly all the way home again. He resolved to put +by half of his morning's earnings towards replacing the fourpenny-piece +she had given back to him; or perhaps he would buy her a beautiful doll, +dressed like a real lady. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +HIGHLY RESPECTABLE. + + +As old Oliver was stooping over his desk on the counter, and bringing his +dim eyes as close as he could to the letter he was writing, his shop-door +was darkened by the unexpected entrance of his sister Charlotte herself. +She was dressed with her usual extreme neatness, bordering upon +gentility, and she carried upon her arm a small fancy reticule, which +contained some fresh eggs, and a few russet apples, brought up expressly +from the country. Oliver welcomed her with more than ordinary pleasure, +and led her at once into his room behind. Charlotte's quick eyes detected +in an instant the traces of a child's dwelling there; and before Oliver +could utter a word, she picked up a little frock, and was holding it out +at arm's length, with an air of utter surprise and misgiving. + +"Brother James!" she exclaimed, and her questioning voice, with its tone +of amazement, rang very clearly into his ears. + +"It's my little Dolly's," he answered, in haste; "poor Susan's little +girl, who's gone out with her husband, young Raleigh, to India, because +he's 'listed, and left her little girl with me, her grandfather. She came +on the very last day you were here." + +"Well, to be sure!" cried his sister, sinking down on a chair, but still +keeping the torn little frock in her hand. + +"I've had two letters from poor Susan," he continued, in a tremulous +voice, "and I'll read them to you. The child's such a precious treasure +to me, Charlotte--such a little love, a hundred times better than any +gold; and now you're come to mend up her clothes a bit, and see what she +wants for me, there's nothing else that I desire. I was writing about her +to you when you came in." + +"I thought you'd gone and picked up a lost child out of the streets," +said Charlotte, with a sigh of relief. + +"No, no; she's my own," he answered. "You hearken while I read poor +Susan's letters, and then you'll understand all about it. I couldn't give +her up for a hundred gold guineas--not for a deal more than that." + +He knew Susan's letters off by heart, and did not need his spectacles, +nor a good light to read them by. Charlotte listened with emphatic nods, +and many exclamations of astonishment. + +"That's very pretty of Susan," she remarked, "saying as Aunt Charlotte'll +do her sewing, and see to her manners. Ay, that I will! for who should +know manners better than me, who used to work for the Staniers, and dine +at the housekeeper's table, with the butler and all the head servants? to +be sure I'll take care that she does not grow up ungenteel. Where is the +dear child, brother James?" + +"She's gone out for a walk this fine morning," he answered. + +"Not alone?" cried Charlotte. "Who's gone out with her? A child under +five years old could never go out all alone in London: at least I should +think not. She might get run over and killed a score of times." + +"Oh! there's a person with her I've every confidence in," replied Oliver. + +"What sort of person; man or woman; male or female?" inquired Charlotte. + +"A boy," he answered, in some confusion. + +"A boy!" repeated his sister, as if he had said a monster. "What boy?" + +"His name's Tony," he replied. + +"But where does he come from? Is he respectable?" she pursued, fixing +him with her glittering eyes in a manner which did not tend to restore +his composure. + +"I don't know, sister," he said in a feeble tone. + +"Don't know, brother James!" she exclaimed. "Don't you know where +he lives?" + +"He lives here," stammered old Oliver; "at least he sleeps here under the +counter; but he finds his own food about the streets." + +Charlotte's consternation was past all powers of speech. Here was her +brother, a respectable man, who had seen better days, and whose sister +had been a dressmaker in good families, harbouring in his own house a +common boy off the streets, who, no doubt, was a thief and pickpocket, +with all sorts of low ways and bad language. At the same time there was +poor Susan's little girl dwelling under the same roof; the child whose +pretty manners she was to attend to, living in constant companionship +with a vulgar and vicious boy! What she might have said upon recovering +her speech, neither she nor Oliver ever knew; for at this crisis Tony +himself appeared, carrying Dolly and his new broom in his arms, and +looking very haggard and tattered himself, his bare feet black with mud, +and his bare head in a hopeless condition of confusion, and tangle. + +"We've bought a geat big boom, gan-pa," shouted Dolly, as she came +through the shop, and before she perceived the presence of a stranger; +"and Tony and Dolly made a great big crossing, and dot ever so much +money--" + +She was suddenly silent as soon as her eye fell upon the stranger; but +Aunt Charlotte had heard enough. She rose with great dignity from her +chair, and was about to address herself vehemently to Tony, when old +Oliver interrupted her. + +"Charlotte," he said, "the boy's a good boy, and he's a help to me. I +couldn't send him away. He's one of the Lord's poor little ones as are +scattered up and down in this great city, without father or mother, and I +must do all I can for him. It isn't much; it's only a bed under the +counter, and a crust now and then, and he more than pays for it. You +musn't come betwixt me and Tony." + +Old Oliver spoke so emphatically, that his sister was impressed and +silenced for a minute. She took the little girl away from Tony, and +glared at him with a sternness which made him feel very uncomfortable; +but her eye softened a little, and her face grew less harsh. + +"You can't read or write?" she said, in a sharp voice. + +"No," he answered. + +"And you've not got any manners, or boots, or a cap on your head. You are +ragged and ignorant, and not fit to live with this little girl," she +continued, with energy. "If this little girl's mother saw her going about +with a boy in bare feet and a bare head, it 'ud break her heart I know. +So if you wish to stay here with my brother, Mr. Oliver, and this little +girl, Miss Dorothy Raleigh, as I suppose her name is, you must get all +these things. You must begin to learn to read and write, and talk +properly. I shall come here again in a month's time--I shall come every +month now--and if you haven't got some shoes for your feet, and a cap for +your head, before I see you again, I shall just take the little girl away +down into the country, where I live, and you'll never see her again. Do +you understand?" + +"Yes," answered Tony, nodding his head. + +"Then you may take yourself away now," said the sharp old woman, "I don't +want to be too hard upon you; but I've got this little girl to look after +for her mother, and you must do as I say, or I shall carry her right off +to be out of your way. Take your broom and go; and never you think of +such a thing as taking this little girl to sweep a crossing again. I +never heard of such a thing. There, go!" + +Tony slunk away sadly, with a sudden down-heartedness. He returned so +joyous and triumphant, in spite of his weariness, that this unexpected +and unpleasant greeting had been a very severe shock to him. With his +broom over his shoulder, and with his listless, slouching steps, he +sauntered slowly back to his crossing; but he had no heart for it now. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +AMONG THIEVES. + + +The night fell early, for a thick fog came on in the afternoon. Tony +cowered down upon his broom under the wall where Dolly had sat in the +sunshine all the morning to watch him sweep his crossing. It was all over +now. She was lost to him; for he should never dare to go back to old +Oliver's house, and face that terrible old woman again. There was nothing +for him but to return to his old life and his old haunts; and a chill ran +through him, body and spirit, as he thought of it. His heap of paper +shavings under the counter, where the biting winds could not reach him, +came to his mind, and the tears rushed to his eyes. But to-night, at +least, there would be no need to sleep out of doors, for he had some +money in the safest corner of his ragged pocket, tied up in it securely +with a bit of string. He could afford to pay for a night's lodging, and +he knew very well where he could get one. + +About nine o'clock Tony turned his weary feet towards a slum he knew +of in Westminster, where there was a cellar open to everybody who could +pay two-pence for a night's shelter. His heart was very full and heavy +with resentment against his enemy, and a great longing to see Dolly. He +loitered about the door of the cellar, reluctant and almost afraid to +venture in; for it was so long since he had been driven to any of these +places that he felt nearly like a stranger among them. Besides, in former +times he had been kicked, and beaten, and driven from the fire, and +fought with by the bigger boys; and he had become unaccustomed to such +treatment of late. How different this lodging-house was to the quiet +peaceful home where Dolly knelt down every evening at her grandfather's +knee, and prayed for him; for now she always put Tony's name into her +childish prayers! He should never, never hear her again, nor see old +Oliver seated in his arm-chair, smoking his long pipe, while he talked +with that strange friend and master of his. Ah! he would never hear or +know any more of that unseen Christ, who was so willing to be his master +and friend, for the Lord Jesus Christ could never come into such a wicked +place as this, which was the only home he had. He had given him the +crossing and the broom, and that was the end of it. He must take care of +himself now, and keep out of gaol if he could, and if not, why then he +had better make a business of thieving, and become as good a pickpocket +as "Clever Dog Tom," who had once stolen a watch from a policeman +himself. + +Clever Dog Tom was the first to greet Tony when he slipped in at last, +and he seemed inclined to make much of him; but Tony was too troubled +for receiving any consolation from Tom's friendly advances. He crept +away into the darkest corner, and stretched himself on the thin straw +which covered the damp and dirty floor, but he could not fall asleep. +There was a good deal of quarreling among the boys, and the men who +wished to sleep swore long and loudly at them. Then there followed a +fight, which grew so exciting at last that every person in the place, +except Tony, gathered about the boys in a ring, encouraging and cheering +them. It was long after midnight before silence and rest came, and then +he fell into a broken slumber, dreaming of Dolly and old Oliver, until +he awoke and found his face wet with tears. He got up before any of his +bed-fellows were aroused, and made his way out into the fresh keen air +of a December morning. + +Day after day went by, and night after night Tony was growing more +indifferent again to the swearing and fighting of his old comrades. He +began to listen with delight to the tales of Clever Dog Tom, who told him +that hands like his would work well in his line, and his innocent-looking +face would go a long way towards softening any judge and jury, or would +bring him favour with the chaplain, and easy times in gaol. He kept his +crossing still, and did tolerably well, earning enough to keep himself in +food, and to pay for his night's shelter; but he was beginning to hanker +after something more. If he could not be good, and be on the same side as +old Oliver and Dolly, he thought it would be better to be altogether on +the other side, like Tom, who dressed well, and lived well, and was +looked up to by other boys. It was a week after he had left old Oliver's +house, and he was about to leave his crossing for the night, when a +gentleman stopped him suddenly, and looked keenly into his face. + +"Hollo, my lad!" he said, "you're the boy I gave fourpence to a week +ago for holding my horse. I told you to lay it out well. What did you +do with it?" + +"Me and Dolly bought this broom," he answered, "and I've kept this +crossing ever since." + +"Well done!" said the gentleman. "And who is Dolly?" + +"It's a little girl as I was very fond of," replied Tony, with a deep +sigh. It seemed so long ago that he spoke of his love for her as if it +was a thing altogether passed away and dead, yet his heart still ached at +the memory of it. + +"Well, here's another fourpenny-bit for you," said his friend, "quite a +new one. See how bright it is; no one has ever bought anything with it +yet. Dolly will like to see it." + +Tony held it in the palm of his hand long after the gentleman was out of +sight, gazing at it in the lamplight. It was very beautiful and shining; +and oh! how Dolly's eyes would shine and sparkle if she could only see +it! And she ought to see it. By right it belonged to her; for had he not +given her his first fourpenny-piece freely, and had twenty kisses for it, +and then had she not given it him back to buy a broom with? she had never +had a single farthing of all his earnings. How he would like to show her +this beautiful piece of silver, and feel her soft little arms round his +neck, when he said it was to be her very own! He felt that he dare not +pass the night in the cellar with such a treasure about him, for Tom, who +was so clever, would be sure to find out that his pocket was worth the +picking, and Tony had not found that there was much honour among thieves. +What was he to do? Where was he to go? + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +TONY'S WELCOME. + + +Almost without knowing where his feet were carrying him, Tony sauntered +through the streets until he found himself at the turn into the alley +within a few yards of Oliver's home, and his beloved Dolly. At any rate +he could pass down it, and, if the shop-door was not shut, he would wrap +his beautiful silver coin in a rag, and throw it into the inside; they +would be sure to guess who had done it, and what it was for. It was dark +down the alley, only one lamp and the greengrocer's gas lighting it up, +and Tony stole along quietly in the shadow. It was nearly time for Dolly +to be going to bed, he thought, and old Oliver was sure to be with her in +the inner room; but just as he came into the revealing glare of the +greengrocer's stall, his ears rang and his heart throbbed violently at +the sound of a shrill little scream of gladness, and the next moment he +felt himself caught by Dolly's arms, and dragged into the house by them. + +"Tony's come home, Tony's come home, gan-pa!" she shouted with all her +might. "Dolly's found Tony at last!" + +Dolly's voice quivered, and broke down into quick, childish sobs, while +she held Tony very fast, lest he should escape from her once again; and +old Oliver came quickly from the room beyond, and laid his hand fondly +upon the boy's shoulder. + +"Why have you kept away from us so long, Tony?" he asked. + +"Oh, master!" he cried, "I've been a wicked boy, and a miserable boy. Do +forgive me, and I'll never do so no more. I s'pose you'll never let me +sleep under the counter again?" + +"Come in, come in!" answered Oliver, pushing him gently before him into +the house. "We've been waiting and watching for you every night, me and +my little love. You ought not to have served us so, my lad; but we're too +glad to be angry with you. Charlotte's sharp, and she's very much afraid +of low ways and manners; but she isn't a hard woman, and she didn't know +anything about you. When I told her as you'd been left no bigger than my +little love here to take care of yourself, alone, in London,--mother +dead, and no father,--she shed tears about you, she did. And she left you +the biggest of her eggs to be kept for your supper, with her kind love; +and we've put it by for you. You shall have it this very night. Dolly, my +love, bring me the little saucepan." + +"I'm not so clean as I could wish," said Tony, mournfully; for he had +neglected himself during the last week, and looked very much like what he +had done when he had first seen old Oliver and his little grand-daughter. + +"Take a bowl full of water into the shop, then," answered Oliver, "and +wash yourself, while I boil the egg. Dolly'll find you a bit of soap and +a towel; she's learning to be grand-pa's little housekeeper, she is." + +When Tony returned to the kitchen he looked a different being; the gloom +was gone as well as the grime. He felt as if he had come to himself after +a long and very miserable dream. Here was old Oliver again, looking at +him with a kindly light in his dim eyes, and Dolly dancing about, with +her pretty merry little ways; and Beppo wagging his tail in joyous +welcome, as he sniffed round and round him. Even the egg was a token of +forgiveness and friendliness. That terrible old woman was not his enemy, +after all. He recollected what she had said he must do, and he resolved +to do it for Dolly's sake, and old Oliver's. He would learn to read and +write, and he would pinch himself hard to buy some better clothing, lest +he should continue to be a disgrace to them; shoes he must have first of +all, as those were what the sharp but friendly old woman had particularly +mentioned. At any rate, he could never run away again from this home, +where he was so loved and cared for. + +Oliver told him how sadly Dolly had fretted after him, and watched for +him at the door, hour after hour, to see him come home again. He said +that in the same way, only with a far greater longing and love, his +Master, the Lord Jesus Christ, was waiting for Tony to go to him. He +could not half understand it, but a vague feeling of a love passing all +understanding sank deeply into his heart. He fell asleep that night under +the counter with the tranquil peacefulness of one who has been tossed +about in a great storm and tempest, and has been brought safely to the +desired haven. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +NEW BOOTS. + + +It was several weeks before Tony could scrape together enough money for +his new boots, though he pinched and starved himself with heroic courage +and endurance. He did not mean to buy them at a shop; for he knew a place +in Whitechapel where boots quite good enough for him were to be had for +two or three shillings. He was neither ambitious nor fastidious; old +boots patched up would do very well to start with, if he could only +manage to get them before aunt Charlotte came up to town again. She had +sent word she was coming the last Saturday in January; and early in the +afternoon of that day, before the train could come in from Stratford, +Tony started off to the place where he intended to make his purchase. + +It was a small open space in one of the streets of Whitechapel, where +there was an area of flags, lying off the pavement. Several traders held +possession of this square, sitting on low stools, or cross-legged on the +ground, with their stock in trade around them. One dealer bought and sold +all kinds of old and rusty pieces of iron; another, a woman, ill clad and +with red eyes, displayed before her a dingy assortment of ragged clothes, +which were cheapened by other spare and red-eyed women, who held almost +naked children by the hand. It was cold, and a bitter, keen east wind was +searching every corner of London streets. The salesman Tony was come to +deal with had a tolerable selection of old boots, very few of them pairs, +some with pretty good upper-leathers, but with no soles worth speaking +of; and others thickly cobbled and patched, but good enough to keep the +feet dry, without presenting a very creditable appearance. For the first +time in his life Tony found out the perplexity of having a choice to +make. There were none which exactly fitted him; but a good fit is a +luxury for richer folks than Tony, and he was not troubled about it. His +chief anxiety was to look well in the eyes of Dolly's aunt, who might +possibly let him see her on her way back to the station, if she approved +of him; and who would not now be obliged to carry Dolly off with her, to +be out of the way of his naked feet. + +He fixed upon a pair at last, urged and coaxed to them by the dealer. +They were a good deal too large, and his feet slipped about in them +uncomfortably; but the man assured him that was how everybody, even +gentlefolks, bought them, to leave room for growing. There was an +awkward, uneven patch under one of the soles, and the other heel was worn +down at the side; but at least they covered his feet well. He shambled +away in them slowly and toilsomely, hardly knowing how to lift one foot +after another, yet full of pride in his new possessions. It was a long +way home to old Oliver's alley, between Holborn and the Strand; but he +was in no hurry to arrive there before they had finished and cleared away +their tea; so he travelled painfully in that direction, stopping now and +then to regale himself at the attractive windows of tripe and cow-heel +shops. He watched the lamplighters kindling the lamps, and the +shopkeepers lighting up their gas; and then he heard the great solemn +clock of St. Paul's strike six. Tea would be quite over now, and Tony +turned down a narrow back street, which would prove a nearer way home +than the thronged thoroughfares, and set off to run as fast as he could +in his awkward and unaccustomed boots. + +It was not long before he came to a sudden and sharp fall off the +kerb-stone, as he trod upon a bit of orange-peel, and slipped upon it. He +felt stunned for a few seconds, and sat still rubbing his forehead. These +back streets were very quiet, for the buildings were mostly offices and +warehouses, and most of them were already closed for the night. He lifted +himself up at length, and set his foot upon the flags; but a shrill cry +of pain broke from his lips, and rang loudly through the quiet street. He +fell back upon the pavement, quivering and trembling, with a chilly +moisture breaking out upon his skin. What hurt had been done to him? How +was it that he could not bear to walk? He took off his new boots, and +tried once more, but with no better success. He could not endure the +agony of standing or moving. + +Yet he must move; he must get up and walk. If he did not go home, they +would think he had run away again, for fear of meeting Dolly's aunt. At +that thought he set off to crawl homewards upon his hands and knees, with +suppressed groans, as his foot trailed uselessly along the ground. Yet he +knew he could not advance very far in this manner. What if he should have +to lie all night upon the hard paving-stones! for he could not remember +ever having seen a policeman in these back streets; and there did not +seem to be anybody else likely to pass that way. It was freezing fast, +now the sun was gone down, and his hands scraped up the frosty mud as he +dragged himself along. If he stayed out all night, he must die of cold +and pain before morning. + +But if that was true which old Oliver said so often, that the Lord Jesus +Christ loved him, and that he was always with those whom he loved, then +he was not alone and helpless even here, in the deserted street, with the +ice and darkness of a winter's night about him. Oh! if he could but feel +the hand of Christ touching him, or hear the lowest whisper of his voice, +or catch the dimmest sight of his face! Perhaps it was he who was helping +him to crawl towards the stir and light of a more frequented street, +which he could see afar off, though the pain he felt made him giddy and +sick. It became too much for him at last, however, and he drew himself +into the shelter of a warehouse door, and crouched down in a corner, +crying, with clasped hands, and sobbing voice, "Oh! Lord Jesus Christ! +Lord Jesus Christ!" + +After uttering this cry Tony lay there for some minutes, his eyes growing +glazed and his ears dull, when a footstep came briskly up the street, and +some one, whom he could not now see for the strange dimness of his +sight, stopped opposite to him, and then stooped to touch him on the arm. + +"Why," said a voice he seemed to know, "you're my young friend of the +crossing,--my little fourpenny-bit, I call you. What brings you sitting +here this cold night?" + +"I've fell down and hurt myself," answered Tony, faintly. + +"Where?" asked the stranger. + +"My leg," he answered. + +The gentleman stooped down yet lower, and passed his hand gently along +Tony's leg till he came to the place where his touch gave him the most +acute pain. + +"Broken!" he said to himself. "My boy, where's your home?" + +"I haven't got any right home," answered Tony, more faintly than before. +He felt a strange numbness creeping over him, and his lips were too +parched and his tongue too heavy for speaking. The gentleman took off his +own great-coat and wrapped it well about him, placing him at the same +time in a more comfortable position. Then he ran quickly to the nearest +street, hailed the first cab, and drove back to where Tony was lying. + +[Illustration: TONY'S ACCIDENT.] + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +IN HOSPITAL. + + +The pain Tony was suffering kept him partially conscious of what was +happening to him. He knew that he was carried gently into a large hall, +and that two or three persons came to look at him, to whom his new friend +spoke in eager and rapid tones. + +"I know you do not take in accidents," he said; "but what could I do +with the little fellow? He told me he had no home, and that was all he +could say. You have two or three cots empty; and I'll double my +subscription if it's necessary, rather than take him away. Come, doctor, +you'll admit my patient?" + +"I don't think I could send him away, Mr. Ross," answered another hearty +voice. "We must get him into bed as soon as possible." + +Tony felt himself carried up stairs into a large room, where there were a +number of small beds, with a pale little face lying on every pillow. +There was a vacant cot at the end, and he was laid upon it, after having +his tattered clothes taken off him. His new boots were gone altogether, +having been left behind on the steps of the warehouse. His hands and +knees, bruised with crawling along the frosty stones, were gently bathed +with a soft sponge and warm water. He was surrounded by kind faces, +looking pitifully down upon him, and the gentleman who had brought him +there spoke to him in a very pleasant and cheering voice. + +"My boy," he said, "you have broken your leg in your fall; but the doctor +here, who is a great friend of mine, is going to mend it for you. It will +give you a good deal of pain for a few minutes; but you'll bear it like a +man, I know." + +"Yes," murmured Tony; "but will you let me go as soon as it's done?" + +"You could not do that," answered Mr. Ross, smiling. "It will be some +weeks before you will be well enough to go; but you will be very happy +here, I promise you." + +"Oh! but I must go!" cried Tony, starting up, but falling back again with +a groan. "There's Dolly and Mr. Oliver,--they'll think I've run away +again, and I were trying all I could to get back to 'em. She'll be +watching for me, and she'll fret ever so. Oh! Dolly, Dolly!" + +He spoke in a tone of so much grief, that the smile quite passed away +from the face of Mr. Ross, and he laid his hand upon his, and answered +him very earnestly: + +"If you will tell me where they live," he said, "I will go at once and +let them know all about your accident; and they shall come to see you +to-morrow if you are well enough to see them." + +Tony gave him very minute and urgent directions where to find old +Oliver's shop; and then he resigned himself, with the patience and +fortitude of most of the little sufferers in that hospital, to the +necessary pain he had to bear. + +It was Sunday afternoon when old Oliver and Dolly entered the hall of the +Children's Hospital and inquired for Tony. There was something about the +old man's look of age and the little child's sweet face which found them +favour, even in a place where everybody was received with kindness. A +nurse, who met them slowly climbing the broad staircase, turned back with +them, taking Dolly's hand in hers, and led them up to the room where +they would find Tony. There were many windows in it, and the sunshine, +which never shone into their own home, was lighting it up gaily. The cots +were all covered with white counterpanes, and most of the little +patients, who had been asleep the night before, were now awake, and +sitting up in bed, with little tables before them, which they could slide +up and down as they wished along the sides of their cots. There was no +sign of medicine, and nothing painful to see, except the wan faces of the +children themselves. But Oliver and Dolly had no eyes but for Tony, and +they hurried on to the corner where he was lying. His face was very +white, and his eyelids were closed, and his lips drawn in as if he were +still in pain. But at the very gentle and almost frightened touch of +Dolly's fingers his eyes opened quickly, and then how his face changed! +It looked as if all the sunshine in the room had centred upon it, and his +voice shook with gladness. + +"Dolly hasn't had to fret for Tony this time," he said. + +"But Dolly will fret till Tony gets well again," she answered, clasping +both her small hands round his. + +"No, no!" said old Oliver; "Dolly's going to be a very good girl, and +help grand-pa to mind shop till Tony comes home again." + +This promise of promotion partly satisfied Dolly, and she sat still upon +Oliver's knee beside Tony's cot, where his eyes could rest with +contentment and pleasure upon them both, though the nurse would not let +them talk much. When they went away she took them through the girls' +wards in the story below; for the girls were more sumptuously lodged than +the boys. These rooms were very lofty, with windows reaching to the +cornice of the ceiling, and with grand marble chimney-pieces about the +fireplaces; for in former times, the nurse told them, this had been a +gentleman's mansion, where gay parties and assemblies had been held; but +never had there been such a party and assembly as the one now in it. + +Old Oliver walked down between the rows of cots, with his little love +clinging shyly to his hand, smiling tenderly upon each poor little face +turned to look at them. Some of the children smiled back to him, and +nodded cheerfully to Dolly, lifting up their dolls for her to see, and +calling to her to listen to the pretty tunes their musical boxes were +playing. But others lay quietly upon their pillows half asleep, with +beautiful pictures hanging over their feeble heads,--pictures of Christ +carrying a lamb in his arms; and again, of Christ with a little child +upon his knee; and again, of Christ holding the hand of the young girl +who seemed dead, but whose ear heard his voice saying "Arise!" and she +came to life again in her father's and mother's house. The tears stood in +old Oliver's eyes, and his white head trembled a great deal before he had +seen all, and given one of his tender glances to each child. + +"I wonder whatever the Lord 'ud have said," he exclaimed, "if there'd +been such a place as this in his days! He'd have come here very often. He +does come, I know, and walks to and fro here of nights when the little +ones are asleep, or may be awake through pain, and he blesses every one +of them. Ah, bless them! Bless the little children, and the good folks +who keep a place like this. Bless them everyone!" + +He felt reluctant to go away; but his time was gone, and the nurse was +needed elsewhere. She kissed Dolly before she went, putting a biscuit in +her hand, and told Oliver the house was open every Sunday afternoon for +the friends of the children, if he chose to come again; and then they +walked home with slow, short footsteps, and all the Sunday evening they +talked together of the beautiful place they had seen, and how happy Tony +would be in the Children's Hospital. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +TONY'S FUTURE PROSPECTS. + + +Old Oliver and Dolly made several visits to Tony while he was in the +hospital. Every Sunday afternoon they went back to it, until its great +door, and wide staircase, and sunny ward, became almost as familiar to +them as their own dull little house. Tony recovered quickly, yet he was +there some weeks before the doctor pronounced him strong enough to turn +out again to rough it in the world. As he grew better he learned a number +of things which were making him a wiser, as well as a stronger boy, +before the time came for him to leave. + +The day before he was to go out of hospital, his friend, Mr. Ross, who +had been often to see him, called for the last time, and found him in the +room where the little patients who were nearly well were at play +together. Some of them were making believe to have a feast, with a small +dinner-service of wooden plates and dishes, and a few bits of +orange-peel, and biscuits; but Tony was sitting quietly and gravely on +one side, looking on from a distance. He had never learned to play. + +"Antony," said Mr. Ross--he was the only person who ever called him +Antony, and it seemed to make more of a man of him--"what are you +thinking to do when you leave here to-morrow?" + +"I s'pose I must go back to my crossing," answered Tony, looking +very grave. + +"No, I think I can do better for you than that," said his friend, "I +have a sister living out in the country, about fifty miles from London; +and she wants a boy to help the gardener, and run on errands for the +house. She has promised to provide you with a home, and clothing, and to +send you to school for two years, till you are about twelve, for we +think you must be about ten years old now; and after that you shall have +settled wages." + +Tony listened with a quick throbbing of his heart and a contraction in +his throat, which hindered him from speaking all at once when Mr. Ross +had finished. What a grand thing it would be for himself! But then there +were old Oliver and Dolly to be remembered. + +"It 'ud do first-rate for me," he said at last, "and I'd try my best to +help in the garden; but I couldn't never leave Mr. Oliver and the little +girl. She'd fret ever so; and he's gone so forgetful he'd lose his own +head, if he could anyhow. Why! of a morning they sell him any papers as +they've too many of. Sometimes it's all the 'Star,' and sometimes it's +all the 'Standard;' and them as buys one won't have the other. I don't +know why, I'm sure. But you see when I go for 'em I say twenty-five this, +and thirteen that, and I count 'em over pretty sharp, I can tell you; +though I couldn't read at all afore I came here, but I could tell which +was which easy enough. Then he'd never think to open his shop some +mornings; and other mornings he'd open at four or five o'clock, just when +he woke of hisself. No. I must stay and take care of 'em a bit; but thank +you, sir, all the same." + +He had spoken so gravely and thoughtfully that his reasons went directly +to the heart of Mr. Ross; but he asked him one more question, before he +could let his good plan for the boy drop. + +"What has he done for you, Antony? Is he any relation of yours?" + +"No, no!" cried Tony, his eyes growing bright, "I haven't got any +relation in all the world; but he took me in out of love, and let me +sleep comfortable under the counter, instead of in the streets. I love +him, and Dolly, I do. I'll stay by 'em as long as ever I live, if I have +to sweep a crossing till I'm an old man like him. Besides, I hear him +speak a good word for me often and often to his Master; and I s'pose +nobody else 'ud do that." + +"What master?" inquired Mr. Ross. + +"Him," answered Tony, pointing to a picture of the Saviour blessing young +children, "he's always talking to him as if he could see him, and he +tells him everythink. No, it 'ud be better for me to stay with him and +Dolly, and keep hard by my crossing, than go away from 'em, and have +clothes, and lodging, and schooling for nothink." + +"I think it would," said Mr. Ross, "so you must go on as you are, Antony, +till I can find you something better than a crossing. You are looking +very well, my boy; that's a nice, warm suit of clothes you have on, +better than the rags you came in by a long way." + +It was a sailor's suit, sent to the hospital by some mother, whose boy +had perhaps outgrown it; or, it may be, whose boy had been taken away +from all her tender care for him. It was of good, rough, thick blue +cloth, and fitted Tony well. He had grown a good deal during his +illness, and his face had become whiter and more refined; his hair, too, +was cut to a proper length, and parted down the side, no longer lying +about his head in a tangled mass. He coloured up with pleasure as Mr. +Ross looked approvingly at him. + +"They've lent it me till I go out," he said, with a tone slightly +regretful in his voice, "I only wish Dolly could have seen me in it, and +her aunt Charlotte. My own things were too ragged for me to wear 'em in a +place like this." + +"They've given it to you, Antony," replied Mr. Ross, "those are the +clothes you will go home in to-morrow." + +It seemed too much for Tony to believe, though a nurse who was sitting by +and sewing away busily, told him it was quite true. He was intensely +happy all the rest of the day, often standing up, and almost straining +his neck to get a satisfactory view of his own back, and stroking the nap +of his blue trousers with a fondling touch. They would all see him in it; +old Oliver, Dolly, and aunt Charlotte. There would be no question now as +to his fitness for taking Dolly out for a walk; he would be dressed well +enough to attend upon a princess. This made famous amends for the pair +of old boots he had lost the night he broke his leg; a loss he had often +silently lamented over in his own mind. The nurse told him she was +patching up his old clothes, and making him a cap, to wear when he was at +work on his crossing, for the new ones were much too good for that; and +Tony felt as rich as if a large fortune had been left to him. + +It was a very joyful thing to go home again. Dolly was a little shy at +first of this new Tony, so different from the poor, ragged, wild-looking +old Tony; but a very short time was enough to make her familiar with his +nice blue suit, and the anchor-buttons upon it. He found his place under +the counter all nicely papered to keep the draughts out; and a little +chaff mattress, made by aunt Charlotte, laid down instead of the shavings +upon the floor. It was even pleasanter to be here than in the hospital. + +But Tony found it hard work to go back to his crossing in the morning; +and he could not make out what was the matter with himself, he felt so +cross and idle. His old clothes seemed really such horrid rags that he +could scarcely bear to feel them about him; and if any passer-by looked +closely at him, he went red and hot all over. He was not so successful +as he thought he had been before his accident, or as he thought he ought +to be; for the roads were getting cleaner with the drier weather, and few +persons considered it necessary to give him a copper for his almost +needless labour. Worst of all,--Clever Dog Tom found him out, and would +come often to see him; sometimes jeering him for his poor spirit in being +content with such low work, and sometimes boasting of the fine things he +could do, and displaying the fine clothes he could wear. It was truly +very hard work for Tony, after his long holiday at the hospital, where he +had had as much luxury and attention as a rich man's son. + +But at home in the evening Tony felt all right again. Old Oliver set him +to learn to read and write, and he was making rapid progress, more rapid +than Dolly, who began at the same time, but who was apt to look upon it +all as only another kind of game, of which she grew more quickly tired +than of hide-and-seek. There was no one to check her, or to make her +understand it was real, serious work: neither old Oliver nor Tony could +find any fault with their darling. Now and then there came letters from +her mother, full of anxious questions about her, and loving messages to +her, telling her to be a good girl till she came back, but never saying +a word as to when there was any chance of her returning to England. In +one of these letters she sent word that a little sister was come for her +out in India, who was just like what Dolly herself had been when she was +a baby; but neither Oliver nor Tony could quite believe that. There never +had been such a child as Dolly; there never would be again. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +A BUD FADING. + + +A second summer went by with its long, hot days, when the sun seemed to +stand still in the sky, and to dart down its most sultry beams into the +dustiest and closest streets. Out in the parks, and in the broad +thoroughfares where the fresh breeze could sweep along early in the +morning, and in the evening as soon as the air grew cooler, it was very +pleasant weather; and the people who could put on light summer dresses +enjoyed it very much. But away among the thickly-built and crowded +houses, where there were thousands of persons breathing over and over +again the same hot and stagnant atmosphere, it seemed as if the most +delicate and weakly among them must be suffocated by the breathless heat. +Old Oliver suffered very greatly, but he said nothing about it; indeed he +generally forgot the cause of his languor and feebleness. He never knew +now the day of the week, nor the month of the year. If any one had told +him in the dog-days of July that it was still April, he would only have +answered gently that it was bright, warm weather for the time of year. + +But about old times his memory was good enough; he could tell long +stories of his boyhood, and describe the hills of his native place in +such a manner as to set Tony full of longings after the country, with its +cornfields, and meadows, and hedge-rows, which he had never seen. He +remembered his Bible, too, and could repeat chapter after chapter +describing his Master's life, as they sat together in the perpetual +twilight of their room; for now that it was summer-time it did not seem +right to keep the gas burning. + +Tony's crossing had failed him altogether, for in dry weather nobody +wanted it; but in this extremity Mr. Ross came to his aid, and procured +him a place as errand-boy, where he was wanted from eight o'clock in the +morning till seven at night; so that he could still open old Oliver's +shop, and fetch him his right papers before he went out, and put the +shutters up when he came back. To become an errand-boy was a good step +forwards, and Tony was more than content. He never ran about bare-headed +and barefooted now as he had done twelve months before; and he had made +such good progress in reading and writing that he could already make out +the directions upon the parcels he had to deliver, after they had been +once read over to him. He did not object to the dry weather and clean +streets as he had done when his living depended upon his crossing; on the +contrary, he enjoyed the sunshine, and the crowds of gaily-dressed +people, for he could hold up his head amongst them, and no longer went +prowling about in the gutters searching after bits of orange-peel. He +kicked them into the gutters instead, mindful of that accident which had +befallen him, but which turned out so full of good for him. + +[Illustration: DOLLY'S MONTHLY REGISTER.] + +But, if there had been any eye to see it, a very slow, and very sad +change was creeping over Dolly; so slowly indeed, that perhaps none but +her mother's eye could have seen it at first. On the first of every +month, which old Oliver knew by the magazines coming in, he marked how +much his little love had grown by placing her against the side-post of +the door, and making a thick pencil line where her curly head reached to. +He looked at this record often, smiling at the rate his little woman was +growing taller; but it was really no wonder that his dim eyes, loving as +they were, never saw how the rosy colour was dying away out of her +cheeks, as gradually as the red glow fades away in the west after the sun +has set, nor how the light grew fainter and fainter in her blue eyes, +until they looked at him very heavily from under her drooping eyelids. +The house was too dark for any sight to see very clearly; the full, +strong, healthy light of the sun, could not find its way into it, and day +after day Dolly became more like one of those plants growing in shady +places, which live and shoot up, but only put out pale and sickly leaves, +and feeble buds. One by one, and by little and little, with degrees as +small as her own tiny footsteps, she lost all her merry ways, dropping +them, here one and there another, upon the path she was silently +treading; as little children let fall the flowers they have gathered in +the meadows, along their road homewards. Yet all the time old Oliver was +loving and cherishing her as the dearest of all treasures, second only to +the Master whom he loved so fully; but he never discovered that there +was any change in her. Dolly fell into very quiet ways, and would sit +still for hours together, her arm around Beppo, and her sweet, patient +little face, which was growing thin and hollow, turned towards the +flickering light of the fire, while Oliver pottered toilsomely about his +house, forgetting many things, but always ready with a smile and a fond +word for his grand-daughter. + +Just as Oliver was too old to feel any anxiety about Dolly, so Tony was +too young, and knew too little of sickness and death. Moreover, when he +came home in the evening, full of the business of the day, with a number +of stories to tell of what had happened to him, and what he had seen, +Dolly was always more lively, and had a feverish colour on her face, and +a brilliant light in her eyes. He seemed to bring life and strength with +him, and she liked him to nurse her on his knee, which did not grow tired +and stiff like her grandfather's. How should Tony detect anything amiss +with her? She never complained of feeling any pain, and he was glad for +her to be very quiet and still while he was busy with his lessons. + +But when the summer was ended, and after the damp warm fogs of November +were over, and a keen, black frost set in sharply before Christmas--a +frost which had none of the beauty of white lime and clear blue skies, +but which hung over the city like a pall, and penetrated to every +fireside with an icy breath; when only the strong and the healthy, who +were well clothed and well fed, could meet it bravely, while the +delicate, and sickly, and poverty-stricken, shrank before it, and were +chilled through and through, then Dolly drooped and failed altogether. +Even old Oliver's dull ears began to hear a little cough, which seemed to +echo from some grave not very far away; and when he drew his little love +between his knees, and put on his spectacles to gaze into her face, the +dearest face in all the world to him, even his eyes saw something of its +wanness, and the hollow lines which had come upon it since the summer had +passed away. The old man felt troubled about her, yet he scarcely knew +what to do. He bought sweetmeats to soothe her cough, and thought +sometimes that he must ask somebody or other about a doctor for her; but +his treacherous memory always let the thought slip out of his mind. He +intended to take counsel with his sister when she came to see him; but +aunt Charlotte was herself very ill with an attack of rheumatism, and +could not get up to old Oliver's house. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +A VERY DARK SHADOW. + + +The Christmas week passed by, and the new year came in, cold and bleak, +but Tony was well secured against the weather, and liked the frosty air, +which made it pleasant to run as fast as he could from place to place as +he delivered his parcels. When boxing day came, which was half-holiday +for him, he returned to the house at mid-day, carrying with him three +mince-pies, which he had felt himself rich enough to buy in honour of the +holiday. He had for a long time been reckoning upon shutting up shop for +the whole afternoon, and upon going out for a long stroll through the +streets with old Oliver and Dolly; and now that the hour was positively +come he felt very light-hearted and full of spirits, defying the wind +which wrestled with him at every turn. Dolly must be wrapped up well, he +said to himself, and old Oliver must put on his drab great coat, with +mother o' pearl buttons, which he had brought up from the country forty +years ago, and which was still good for keeping out the cold. He ran +down the alley, and passed through the shop whistling cheerily, and +disdaining to lift the flap of the counter, he took a running vault over +it, and landed at once inside the open kitchen-door. + +But there was old Oliver sitting close to the fire, with Dolly on his +knee, and her little head lying upon his breast, while the tears trickled +slowly down his furrowed cheeks on to her pretty curls. Beppo was +standing between his legs, licking Dolly's small hand, which hung +languidly by her side. Her eyelids were closed, and her face was deadly +white; but when Tony uttered a great cry of trouble, and fell on his +knees before her, she opened her heavy eyes, and stretched out her cold +thin hand to stroke his cheeks. "Dolly's so very ill, Tony," she +murmured, "poor Dolly's very ill indeed." + +"I don't know whatever is the matter with my little love," said the old +man, in a low and trembling voice; "she fell down all of a sudden, and I +thought she was dead, Tony; but she's coming round again now. Isn't my +little love better now?" + +"Yes, gan-pa, yes; Dolly's better," she answered faintly. + +"Let me hold her, master," said Tony, his heart beating fast; "I can +hold her stronger and more comfortable, maybe, than you. You're tired +ever so, and you'd better get yourself a bit of dinner. Shall Tony nurse +you now, Dolly?" + +The little girl raised her arms to him, and Tony took her gently into his +own, sitting down upon the old box in the chimney-corner, and putting her +to nestle comfortably against him. Dolly closed her eyes again, and +by-and-bye he knew that she had fallen into a light sleep, while old +Oliver moved noiselessly to and fro, only now and then saying half aloud, +in a tone of strange earnestness and entreaty, "Lord! dear Lord!" + +After awhile the old man came and bent over them both, taking Dolly's arm +softly between his withered fingers, and looking down at it with a +shaking head. + +"She's very thin, Tony; look at this little arm," he said, "wasting away! +wasting away! I've watched all my little ones waste away except my poor +Susan. Couldn't there anything be done to save her?" + +"Ay!" answered Tony, in an energetic whisper, while he clasped Dolly a +little tighter in his arms; "ay! they could cure her easily at the +hospital. Bless yer! there were little 'uns ten times worse than her as +they sent home cured. Let us take her there as soon as ever she wakes +up, and she'll be quite well directly, I promise you. The doctor knows +me, and I'll speak to Mr. Ross for her. Do you get a bit of dinner, and +hearten yourself up for it; and we'll set off as soon as she's awake." + +Old Oliver turned away comforted, and prepared his own and Tony's dinner, +and put a mince-pie into the oven to be ready to tempt Dolly's appetite +when she awoke. But she slept heavily all the afternoon till it was +almost dark outside, and the lamps were being lit, when she awoke, +restless and feverish. + +"Would Dolly like to go to that nice place, where the little girls had +the dolls and the music?" asked Tony, in a quavering voice which he could +scarcely keep from sobs; "the good place where Tony got well again, and +they gave him his new clothes? Everybody 'ud be so wery kind to poor +little Dolly, and she'd come home again, quite cured and strong, like +Tony was." + +"Yes, yes!" cried Dolly, eagerly, raising herself up in his arms; "it's a +nice place, and the sun shines, and Dolly 'ud like to go. Only she'll be +sure to come back to gan-pa." + +It was some time yet before they were quite ready to start, though Dolly +could not be coaxed to eat the hot mince-pie, or anything else. Old +Oliver had to get himself into his drab overcoat, and the ailing child +had to be protected in the best way they could against the searching +wind. After they had put on all her own warmest clothing, Tony wrapped +his own thick blue jacket about her, and lifting her very tenderly in his +arms, they turned out into the streets, closely followed by Beppo. + +It was now quite night, but the streets were well lighted from the shop +windows, and throngs of people were hurrying hither and thither; for it +was boxing-night, and all the lower classes of the inhabitants were +taking holiday. But old Oliver saw and heard nothing of the crowd. He +walked on by Tony's side; with feeble and tottering steps, deaf and +blind, but whispering all the while, with trembling lips, to One whom no +one else could see or hear. Once or twice Tony saw a solemn smile flit +across his face, and he nodded his head and raised his hand, as one who +gives his assent to what is said to him. So they passed on through the +noisy streets till they reached quieter ones, were there were neither +shops nor many passers-by, and there they found the home where they were +going to leave their treasure for a time. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +NO ROOM FOR DOLLY. + + +Old Oliver rang the house-bell very quietly, for Dolly seemed to be +asleep again, and lay quite still in Tony's arms, which were growing +stiff, and benumbed by the cold. The door was opened by a porter, whose +face was strange to them both, for he had only come in for the day while +the usual one took holiday. Old Oliver presented himself in front, and +pointed at his little grandchild as Tony held her in his arms while he +spoke to the porter in a voice which trembled greatly. + +"We've brought you our little girl, who is very ill," he said, "but +she'll soon get well in here, I know. I'd like to see the doctor, and +tell him all about her." + +"We're quite full," answered the porter, filling up the doorway. + +"Full?" repeated old Oliver, in a tone of questioning. + +"Ay! all our cots are full," he replied, "chockfull. There ain't no more +room. We've turned two or three away this morning, when they came at the +right time. This isn't the right time to bring any child here." + +"But my little love is very ill," continued old Oliver; "this is the +right place, isn't it? The place where they nurse little children +who are ill?" + +"It's all right," said the porter, "it's the right place enough, only +it's brimful, and running over, as you may say. We couldn't take in one +more, if it was ever so. But you may come in and sit down in the hall for +a minute or two, while I fetch one of the ladies." + +Old Oliver and Tony entered, and sat down upon a bench inside. There was +the broad staircase, with its shallow steps, which Dolly's tiny feet had +climbed so easily, and it led up to the warm, pleasant nurseries, where +little children were already falling asleep, almost painlessly, in their +cosy cots. Tony could not believe that there was not room for their +darling, who had been so willing to come to the place she knew so well, +yet a sob broke from his lips, which disturbed Dolly in her sleep, for +she moaned once or twice, and stirred uneasily in his arms. The old man +leaned his hands upon the top of his stick, and rested his white head +upon them, until they heard light footsteps, and the rustling of a +dress, and they saw a lady coming down stairs to them. + +"I think there's some mistake here, ma'am," said Oliver, his eye +wandering absently about the large entrance-hall; "this is the Hospital +for Sick Children, I think, and I've brought my little grandchild here, +who is very ill indeed, yet the man at the door says there's no room for +her. I think it must be a mistake." + +"No," said the lady; "I am sorry to say it is no mistake. We are quite +full; there is not room for even one more. Indeed, we have been obliged +to send cases away before to-day. Who is your recommendation from?" + +"I didn't know you'd want any recommendation," answered old Oliver, very +mournfully; "she's very ill, and you could cure her here, and take +better care of her than Tony and me, and I thought that was enough. I +never thought of getting any recommendation, and I don't know where I +could get one." + +"Mr. Ross 'ud give us one," said Tony, eagerly. + +"Yet even then," answered the lady, "we could not take her in until some +of the cots are empty." + +"You don't know me," interrupted Tony, eagerly; "but Mr. Ross brought +me here, a year ago now, and they cured me, and set me up stronger +than ever. They was so wery kind to me, that I couldn't think of +anythink else save bringing our little girl to 'em. I'm sure they'd +take her in, if they only knew it was her. You jest say as it's Tony +and Dolly, as everybody took such notice of, and they'll never turn her +away, I'm sure." + +"I wish we could take her," said the lady, with tears in her eyes; "but +it is impossible. We should be obliged to turn some other child out, and +that could not be done to-night. You had better bring her again in the +morning, and we'll see if there is any one well enough to make room for +her. Let me look at the poor child for a minute." + +She lifted up the collar of Tony's blue jacket, which covered Dolly's +face, and looked down at it pitifully. It was quite white now, and was +pinched and hollow, with large blue eyes shining too brightly. She +stretched out her arms to the lady, and made a great effort to smile. + +"Put Dolly into a pretty bed," she murmured, "where the sun shines, and +she'll soon get well and go home again to gan-pa." + +"What can I do?" cried the lady, the tears now running down her face. +"The place is quite full; we cannot take in one more, not one. Bring her +here again in the morning, and we will see what can be done." + +"How many children have you got here?" asked old Oliver. + +"We have only seventy-five cots," she answered, sobbing; "and in a winter +like this they're always full." + +"Only seventy-five!" repeated the old man, very sorrowfully. "Only +seventy-five, and there are hundreds and hundreds of little children ill +in London! They are ill in houses like mine, where the sun never shines. +Is there no other place like this we could take our little love to?" + +"There are two or three other Hospitals," she answered, "but they are a +long way off, and none of them as large as ours. They are sure to be full +just now. I think there are not more than a hundred and fifty cots in all +London for sick children." + +"Then there's no room for my Dolly?" he said. + +The lady shook her head without speaking, for she had her handkerchief up +to her face. + +"Eh!" cried old Oliver in a wailing voice, "I don't know whatever the +dear Lord 'ill say to that." + +He made a sign to Tony that they must be going home again; and the boy +raised himself up with a strange weight and burden upon his heart. Old +Oliver put his stick down, and took Dolly into his own arms, and laid her +head down on his breast. + +"Let me carry her a little way, Tony," he said. "She's as light as a +feather, even to poor old grandpa. I'd like to carry my little love a bit +of the way home." + +"I'll tell you what I can do," said the lady, wrapping Dolly up and +kissing her before she covered her pale face, "if you will tell me where +you live I will speak to the doctor as soon as he comes in--for he is out +just now--and perhaps he will come to see her. He knows a great deal +about children, and is fond of them." + +"Thank you, thank you kindly, ma'am," answered old Oliver, feeling a +little comforted. But when they stood outside, and the bleak wind blew +about them, and he could see the soft glimmer of the light in the +windows, within which other children were safely sheltered and +carefully tended, his spirit sank again. He tottered now and then under +his light burden; but he could not be persuaded to give up his little +child to Tony again. These streets were quiet, with handsome houses on +each side, and from one and another there came bursts of music and +laughter as they passed by; yet Tony could catch most of the words +which the old man was speaking. + +[Illustration: NO ROOM FOR DOLLY] + +"Dear Lord," he said, "there's only room for seventy-five of thy little +lambs that are pining and wasting away in every dark street and alley +like mine. Whatever can thy people be thinking about? They've got their +own dear little children, who are ill sometimes, spite of all their +care; and they can send for the doctor, and do all that's possible, +never looking at the money it costs; but when they are well again they +never think of the poor little ones who are sick and dying, with nobody +to help them or care for them as I care for this little one. Oh, Lord, +Lord! let my little love live! Yet thou knows what is best, and thou'lt +do what is best. Thou loves her more than I do; and see, Lord, she is +very ill indeed." + +They reached home at last, after a weary and heartbroken journey, and +carried Dolly in and laid her upon old Oliver's bed. She was wide awake +now, and looked very peaceful, smiling quietly into both their faces as +they bent over her. Tony gazed deep down into her eyes, and met a glance +from them which sent a strange tremor through him. He crept silently +away, and stole into his dark bed under the counter, where he stretched +himself upon his face, and buried his mouth in the chaff pillow to choke +his sobs. What was going to happen to Dolly? What could it be that made +him afraid of looking again into her patient and tranquil little face? + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE GOLDEN CITY. + + +Tony lay there in the dark, overwhelmed by his unusual terror and sorrow, +until he heard the voice of old Oliver calling his name feebly. He +hurried to him, and found him still beside the bed where Dolly was lying. +He had taken off most of her clothes, and put her white nightgown over +the rest, that she might sleep warmly in them all the night, for her +little hands and feet felt very chilly to his touch. The fire had gone +out while they were away, and the grate looked very black and cheerless. +The room was in great disorder, just as they had left it, and the gas, +which was burning high, cast a cruel glare upon it all. But Tony saw +nothing except the dear face of Dolly, resting on one check upon the +pillow, with her curly hair tossed about it in confusion, and her open +eyes gathering a strange film. Beppo had made his way to her side, and +pushed his head under her lifeless little hand, which tried to pat it now +and then. Old Oliver was sitting on the bedstead, his eyes fastened upon +her, and his whole body trembled violently. Tony sank down upon his +knees, and flung his arm over Dolly, as if to save her from the unseen +power which threatened to take her away from them. + +"Don't ky, gan-pa," she said, softly; "don't ky more than a minute. Nor +Tony. Are I going to die, gan-pa?" + +"Yes, my little love," cried old Oliver, moaning as he said it. + +"Where are I going to?" asked Dolly, very faintly. + +"You're going to see my Lord and Master," he said; "him as loves little +children so, and carries them in his arms, and never lets them be +sorrowful or ill or die again." + +"Does he live in a bootiful place?" she asked, again. + +"It's a more beautiful place than I can tell," answered old Oliver. "The +Lord Jesus gives them light brighter than the sun; and the streets are +all of gold, and there are many little children there, who always see the +face of their Father." + +"Dolly's going rere," said the little child, solemnly. + +She smiled for a minute or two, holding Beppo's ear between her failing +fingers, and playing with it. Tony's eyes were dim with tears, yet he +could see her clear face clearly through them. What could he do? Was +there no one to help? + +"Master, master!" he cried. "If the Lord Jesus is here he can save her. +Ask him, master." + +But old Oliver paid no heed to him. For the child who was passing away +from him he was all eye and ear, watching and listening as keenly as in +his best and strongest days; but he was blind and deaf to everything else +around him. Tony's voice could not reach his brain. + +"Will gan-pa come rere?" whispered the failing and faltering voice of +Dolly. + +"Very soon," he answered; a radiant smile coming to his face, which made +her smile as her eyes caught the glory of it. "Very, very soon, my little +love. You'll be there to meet me when I come." + +"Dolly'll watch for gan-pa," she murmured, with long pauses between the +words, which seemed to drop one by one upon Tony's ear; "and Dolly'll +watch at the door for Tony to come home; and she'll fret ever so if he +never comes." + +Tony felt her stir restlessly under his arm, and stretch her tiny limbs +upon the bed as if she were very tired, and the languid eyelids drooped +slowly till they quite hid her blue eyes, and she sighed softly as +children sigh when they fall asleep, weary of their play. Old Oliver laid +his shaking hand tenderly upon her head. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, "take my little love to thyself. I give her +up to thee." + +It seemed to Tony as if a thick mist of darkness fell all about him, and +as if he were sinking down, down, very low into some horrible pit where +he would never see the light of day again. But by-and-bye he came to +himself, and found old Oliver sobbing in short, heavy sobs, and swaying +himself to and fro, while Beppo was licking Dolly's hand, and barking +with a sharp, quiet bark, as he had been wont to do when he wanted her to +play with him. The child's small features were quite still, but there was +an awful smile upon them such as there had never been before, and Tony +could not bear to look upon it. He crossed her tiny hands lightly over +one another upon her breast, and then he lifted Beppo away gently, and +drew the bed-clothes about her, so as to hide her smiling face. + +"Master," he cried, "master, is she gone?" + +Old Oliver only answered by a deep moan; and Tony put his arm about him, +and raised him up. + +"Come to your own chair, master," he said. + +He yielded to Tony like a child, and seated himself in the chair, where +he had so often sat and watched Dolly while he smoked his pipe. The boy +put his pipe between his fingers; but he only let it fall to the ground, +where it broke into many pieces. Tony did not know what to do, nor where +to go for any help. + +"Lord," he said, "if you really love the old master, do something for +him; for I don't know whatever to do, now little Dolly's gone." + +He sat down on his old box, staring at Oliver and the motionless form on +the bed, with a feeling of despair tugging at his heart. He could +scarcely believe it was all true; for it was not very long since--only it +seemed like long years--since he had leaped over the counter in his +light-heartedness. But he had not sat there many minutes before he heard +a distinct, rather loud knock at the shop-door, and he ran hastily to ask +who was there. + +"Antony," said a voice he knew very well, "I have come with the doctor, +to see what we can do for your little girl." + +In an instant Tony opened the door, and as Mr. Ross entered the boy flung +his arms round him, and hid his face against him, sobbing bitterly. + +"Oh! you've come too late," he cried, "you've come too late! Dolly's +dead, and I'm afraid the master's going away from me as well. They +couldn't take her in, and she died after we had brought her home." + +The doctor and Mr. Ross went on into the inner room, and Tony pointed +silently to the bed where Dolly lay. Old Oliver roused himself at the +sound of strange voices, and, leaning upon Tony's shoulder, he staggered +to the bedside, and drew the clothes away from her dear, smiling face. + +"I don't murmur," he said. "My dear Lord can't do anything unkind. He'll +come and speak to me presently, and comfort me; but just now I'm deaf and +blind, even to him. I've not forgot him, and he hasn't forgot me; but +there's a many things ought to be done, and I cannot think what." + +"Leave it all to us," said Mr. Ross, leading him back to his chair. "But +have you no neighbour you can go and stay with for to-night? You are an +old man, and you must not lose your night's sleep." + +"No," he answered, shaking his head; "I'd rather stay here in my own +place, if I'd a hundred other places to go to. I'm not afraid of my +little love,--no, no! When everything is done as ought to be done, +I'll lie in my own bed and watch her. It won't be lonesome, as long as +she's here." + +In an hour's time all was settled for that night. A little resting-place +had been made for the dead child in a corner of the room, where she lay +covered with a coarse white sheet, which was the last one left of those +which old Oliver's wife had spun in her girlhood. The old man had given +his promise to go to bed when Mr. Ross and the doctor were gone; and he +slept lightly, his face turned towards the place where his little love +was sleeping. A faint light burnt all night in the room, and Tony, who +could not fall asleep, sat in the chimney-corner, with Beppo upon his +knees. There was an unutterable, quiet sorrow within him, mingled with a +strange awe. That little child, who had played with him, and kissed him +only a day since, was already gone into the unseen world, which was so +very near to him now, though it had seemed so very far away and so empty +before. It must be very near, since she had gone to it so quickly; and +it was no longer empty, for Dolly was there; and she had said she would +watch at the door till he came home. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +A FRESH DAY DAWNS. + + +Old Oliver and Tony saw their darling buried in a little grave in a +cemetery miles away from their own home, and then they returned, desolate +and bereaved, to the deserted city, which seemed empty indeed to them. +The house had never looked so very dark and dreary before. Yet from time +to time old Oliver forgot that Dolly was gone altogether, and could never +come back; for he would call her in his eager, quavering tones, or search +for her in some of the hiding-places, where she had often played at +hide-and-seek with him. When mealtimes came round he would put out +Dolly's plate and cup, which had been bought on purpose for her, with gay +flowers painted upon them; and in the evening, over his pipe, when he had +been used to talk to his Lord, he now very often said nothing but repeat +again and again Dolly's little prayer, which he had himself taught her, +"Gentle Jesus, meek and mild." It was quite plain to Tony that it would +never do to leave him alone in his house and shop. + +"I've give up my place as errand-boy," he said to Mr. Ross, "'cause the +old master grows worse and worse for forgetting, and I must mind shop for +him now as well as I can. He's not off his head, as you may say; he's +sharp enough sometimes; but there's no trusting to him being sharp +always. He talks to Dolly as if she was here, and could hear him, till I +can't hardly bear it. But I'm very fond of him,--fonder of him than +anythink else, 'cept my little Dolly; and I've made up my mind as his +Master shall be my master, and he's always ready to tell me all he knows +about him. I'm no ways afeared of not getting along." + +Tony found that they got along very well. Mr. Ross made a point of going +in to visit them every week, and of seeing how the business prospered in +the boy's hands; and he put as much as he could in his way. Sad and +sorrowful as the days were, they passed over, one after another, bringing +with them at least the habit of living without Dolly. Every Sunday +afternoon, however, old Oliver and Tony walked slowly through the +streets, for the old man could only creep along with Tony's help, till +they reached the Children's Hospital; but they never passed the door, nor +entered in through it. Old Oliver would stand for a few minutes leaning +heavily on Tony's shoulder, and trembling from head to foot, as his eyes +wandered over all the front of the building; and then a low, wailing cry +would break from his lips, "Dear Lord! there was no room for my little +love, but thou hast found room for her!" + +It was a reopening of Tony's sorrow when Aunt Charlotte came up from the +country to find that the little child had gone away altogether, leaving +only her tiny frocks and clothes, which were neatly folded up in a +drawer, where old Oliver treasured up a keepsake or two of his wife's. +She discovered, too, that old Oliver had forgotten to write to +Susan,--indeed, his hand had become too trembling to hold a pen,--and she +wrote herself; but her letter did not reach Calcutta before Susan and her +husband had left it, being homeward bound. + +It was as nearly two years as it could well be since the summer evening +when Susan Raleigh had sent her little girl into old Oliver's shop, +bidding her be a good girl till she came home, and thinking it would be +only three days before she saw her again. It was nearly two years, and an +evening something like it, when the door was darkened by the entrance of +a tall, fine-looking man, dressed as a soldier, but with one empty sleeve +looped up across his chest. Tony was busy behind the counter wrapping up +magazines, which he was going to take out the next morning, and the +soldier looked very inquisitively at him. + +"Hallo! my lad, who are you?" he asked, in a tone of surprise. + +"I'm Antony Oliver," he said; for of late he had taken to call himself by +his old master's name. + +"Antony Oliver!" repeated the stranger; "I never heard of you before." + +"Well, I'm only Tony," he answered; "but I live with old Mr. Oliver now, +and call him grandfather. He likes it, and it does me good. It's like +somebody belonging to me." + +"Why! how long have you called him grandfather?" asked the soldier again. + +"Ever since our little Dolly died," said Tony, in a faltering voice. + +"Dolly dead!" exclaimed the man, looking ready to fall down; for his +face went very white, and he leaned upon the counter with his one hand. +"Oh! my poor Susan!--my poor, dear girl!--however can I tell her this +bad news?" + +"Who are you?" cried Tony. "Are you Dolly's father? Oh, she's dead! +She died last January, and we are more lonesome without her than you +can think." + +"Let me see poor Susan's father," he said, after a minute or two, and +with a very troubled face. + +"Ay, come in," said Tony, lifting up the flap of the counter, under which +Dolly had so often played at hide-and-seek. "He's more hisself again; but +his memory's bad yet. I know everythink about her, though; because she +was so fond of me, and me of her. Come in." + +Raleigh entered the room, and saw old Oliver sitting in his arm-chair, +with a pipe in his hand, and a very tranquil look upon his wrinkled face. +The gas-light shone upon the glittering epaulettes and white sash of the +soldier, and the old man fastened upon him a very keen, yet doubtful gaze +of inquiry. + +"Don't you know me, father?" cried Raleigh, almost unable to utter a +word. "It's your poor Susan's husband, and Dolly's father." + +"Dolly's father!" repeated old Oliver, rising from his chair, and +resting his hand upon Raleigh's shoulder. "Do you know that the dear Lord +has taken her to be where he is in glory?" + +"Yes, I know it," he said, with a sob. + +He put the old man back in his seat, and drew a chair close up to him. +They sat thus together in sorrowful silence for some minutes, until old +Oliver laid his hand upon the empty sleeve on Raleigh's breast. + +"You've lost your arm," he said, pityingly. + +"Ay!" answered Raleigh; "our colonel was set upon by a tiger in the +jungle, and I saved him; but the brute tore my arm, and craunched +the bone between his teeth till it had to come off. It's spoiled me +for a soldier." + +"Yes, yes, poor fellow," answered old Oliver, "but the Lord knew all +about it." + +"That he did," answered Raleigh; "and he's taught me a bit more about +himself than I used to know. I'm not spoiled to be His soldier. But I +don't know much about the service yet, and I shall want you to teach me, +father. You'll let me call you father, for poor Susan's sake, won't you?" + +"To be sure--to be sure," said old Oliver, keeping his hand still upon +the empty sleeve on Raleigh's breast. + +"Well, father," he continued, "as I am not fit for a soldier, and as the +colonel was hurt too, we're all come home together. Only Susan's gone +straight on with her lady and our little girl, and sent me through London +to see after you and Dolly." + +"Your little girl?" said Oliver questioningly. + +"Yes, the one born in India. Her name's Mary, but we call her Polly. +Susan said it made her think of our little Dolly at home. Dear! dear! I +don't know however I shall let her know." + +Another fit of silence fell upon them, and Tony left them together, for +it was time to put up the shop shutters. It seemed just like the night +when he had followed Susan and the little girl, and loitered outside in +the doorway opposite, to see what would happen after she had left her in +the shop. He fancied he was a ragged, shoeless boy again, nobody loving +him, or caring for him, and that he saw old Oliver and Dolly standing on +the step, looking out for the mother, who had gone away, never, never to +see her darling again. Tony's heart was very full; and when he tried to +whistle, he was obliged to give it up, lest he should break out into sobs +and crying. When he went back into the house Raleigh was talking again. + +"So Susan and me are to have one of the lodges of the colonel's park," +he said, "and I'm to be a sort of bailiff to look after the other outdoor +servants about the garden and premises. It's a house with three bedrooms, +and a very pleasant sort of little parlour, as well as a kitchen and +scullery place downstairs. You can see the Wrekin from the parlour +window, and the moon over it; and it's not so far away but what we could +get a spring-cart sometimes, and drive over to your old home under the +Wrekin. As soon as ever the colonel's lady told Susan where it was, she +cried out, 'That's the very place for father!' You'd like to come and +live with your own Susan again, in your own country; wouldn't you now?" + +"Yes, yes; for a little while," answered old Oliver, with a smile +upon his face. + +Tony felt a strange and very painful shrinking at his heart. If the old +man went away to live with his daughter in the country, his home would be +lost to him, and he would have to go out into the great city again alone, +with nobody to love. He could get his living now in a respectable manner, +and there was no fear of his being driven to sleep in Covent Garden, or +under the bridges. But he would be alone, and all the links which bound +him to Dolly and old Oliver would be snapped asunder. He wondered if the +Lord Jesus would let such a thing be. + +"But I couldn't leave Tony," cried old Oliver, suddenly; and putting on +his spectacles to look for him. + +"Come here, Tony. He's like my own son to me, bless him! He calls me +grandfather, and kept my heart up when I should have sunk very low +without him. My Master gave him to me the very same night he gave me my +little love. No, no; Dolly loved Tony, and Susan must come here to see +me, but I could never leave my boy." + +Old Oliver had put his arm round Tony, drawing him closer and closer to +him as he spoke, until his withered cheek pressed fondly against his +face. Since Dolly died neither of them had felt such a thrill of +happiness as now. + +"The colonel and his lady must be told about this," said Raleigh, after +he had heard all that Tony had been and done for old Oliver; and when he +was obliged to go away for the night, the soldier gave him such a cordial +grasp of the hand, as set all his fingers tingling, and his heart +throbbing with exultation. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +POLLY. + + +The lodge stood in a very lovely place, upon a slope of ground, which +rose still higher to where the colonel's grand house was situated. There +was a porch before the door, built of rough logs of pines, covered with +ivy and honeysuckle, and with seats in it, where you could sit and look +out over a wide, rich plain, with little hills and dales in it, +stretching far away towards the sky-line, where some distant mountains +lay, so like to clouds, that you could scarcely tell which were soft and +misty vapours, and which were solid and everlasting hills. The Severn ran +through the beautiful plain with so many windings, sometimes lying in +shadow under deep banks, and sometimes glistening and sparkling in the +sunlight, that it looked more like many little pools scattered about the +meadows than one long, continuous river. Not very far away, as Raleigh +had said, stood the Wrekin, purple in the evening haze, but by day so +plain, that one could see the great rock on its summit, which in olden +times served as an altar to the god of fire. + +Susan was very busy, and had been very busy all day over two +things--preparing the house for the reception of her father, whom she had +not seen for so many years, and in teaching her little girl, who was now +eighteen months old, to say grand-pa. The one work was quite finished; +everything was ready for old Oliver, and now she was waiting and watching +to see the colonel's spring cart arrive from the station with her +husband, who was gone to meet old Oliver and Tony. For Tony was not on +any account to be parted from the old man--so said the colonel and his +lady--but was to be employed about the garden, and as general errand boy +for the house, and to live at the lodge with old Oliver. Susan's eyes +were red, for as she had been busy about her work, she had several times +cried bitterly over her lost little girl; but she had resolved within +herself not to shed a single tear after her father was come, lest she +should spoil the gladness of his coming home to her. At last the cart +came in sight, and stopped, and Raleigh and Tony sprang out to help +Oliver to get down, while Susan put down Polly in the porch, and ran to +throw her arms round her dear old father's neck. + +He was very quiet, poor old Oliver. He had not spoken a word since he +left the station, but had gazed about him as they drove along the +pleasant lane with almost a troubled look upon his tranquil face. When +his dim eyes caught the first glimpse of the Wrekin he lifted his hat +from his white and trembling head, as if to greet it like some great and +dear friend, after so many years of absence. Now he stood still at the +wicket, leaning upon Susan's arm, and looking round him again with a +gentle yet sad smile. The air was so fresh, after the close streets of +London, that to him it seemed even full of scents of numberless flowers; +and the sun was shining everywhere, upon the blossoms in the garden, and +the fine old elm-trees in the park, and the far-off hills. He grasped +Tony's hand in his, and bade him look well about him. + +"If only my little love had had a bit of sunshine!" he said, with a +mournful and tender patience in his feeble voice. + +But just then--scarcely had he finished speaking--there came a shrill, +merry little scream behind them, so like Dolly's, that both old Oliver +and Tony turned round quickly. It could not be the same, for this little +child was even smaller than Dolly; but as she came pattering and +tottering down the garden-walk towards them, they saw that she had the +same fair curly hair, and blue eyes, and rosy cheeks that Dolly had had +two years before. She ran and hid her face in her mother's gown; but +Susan lifted her into her arms, and held her towards old Oliver. + +"Say grand-pa, and kiss him, Polly," she said, coaxingly. + +The little child held back shyly for a minute, for old Oliver's head was +shaking much more than usual now; but at length she put her two soft +little hands to his face, and held it between them, while she kissed him. + +"Gan-pa!" she cried, crowing and chuckling with delight. + +They went indoors to the pleasant parlour, where old Oliver's arm-chair +was set ready for him by the side of the fire, for Susan had kindled a +fire, saying that he would feel the fresh air blowing from the Wrekin; +and Polly sat first on his knee, and then upon Tony's, who could not keep +his eyes from following all her movements. But still it was not their own +Dolly who had made the old house in the close alley in London so happy +and so merry for them. She was gone home to the Father's house, and was +watching for them there. Tony might be a long time before he joined her, +but for old Oliver the parting would be but short. As he sat in the +evening dusk, very peacefully and contentedly, while Susan sang Polly to +sleep in the kitchen, Tony heard him say half aloud, as his custom was, +"Yet a little, and I will come again, and receive you unto myself, that +where I am ye may be also. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Alone In London + +Author: Hesba Stretton + +Release Date: April 27, 2004 [EBook #12172] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ALONE IN LONDON *** + + + + +Produced by Joel Erickson, Tom Harris, Dave Morgan, Mary Meehan and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + + Alone in London + + By Hesba Stretton + + Author of "Jessica's First Prayer," "Little Meg's Children," etc. + + + + +CONTENTS. + +CHAPTER + + I. NOT ALONE + + II. WAIFS AND STRAYS + + III. A LITTLE PEACEMAKER + + IV. OLD OLIVER'S MASTER + + V. FORSAKEN AGAIN + + VI. THE GRASSHOPPER A BURDEN + + VII. THE PRINCE OF LIFE + + VIII. NO PIPE FOR OLD OLIVER + + IX. A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING + + X. HIGHLY RESPECTABLE + + XI. AMONG THIEVES + + XII. TONY'S WELCOME + + XIII. NEW BOOTS + + XIV. IN HOSPITAL + + XV. TONY'S FUTURE PROSPECTS + + XVI. A BUD FADING + + XVII. A VERY DARK SHADOW + + XVIII. NO ROOM FOR DOLLY + + XIX. THE GOLDEN CITY + + XX. A FRESH DAY DAWNS + + XXI. POLLY + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +NOT ALONE. + + +It had been a close and sultry day--one of the hottest of the +dog-days--even out in the open country, where the dusky green leaves had +never stirred upon their stems since the sunrise, and where the birds had +found themselves too languid for any songs beyond a faint chirp now and +then. All day long the sun had shone down steadily upon the streets of +London, with a fierce glare and glowing heat, until the barefooted +children had felt the dusty pavement burn under their tread almost as +painfully as the icy pavement had frozen their naked feet in the winter. +In the parks, and in every open space, especially about the cool splash +of the fountains at Charing Cross, the people, who had escaped from the +crowded and unventilated back streets, basked in the sunshine, or sought +every corner where a shadow could be found. But in the alleys and slums +the air was heavy with heat and dust, and thick vapours floated up and +down, charged with sickening smells from the refuse of fish and +vegetables decaying in the gutters. Overhead the small, straight strip of +sky was almost white, and the light, as it fell, seemed to quiver with +the burden of its own burning heat. + +Out of one of the smaller thoroughfares lying between Holborn and the +Strand, there opens a narrow alley, not more than six or seven feet +across, with high buildings on each side. In the most part the ground +floors consist of small shops; for the alley is not a blind one, but +leads from the thoroughfare to another street, and forms, indeed, a short +cut to it, pretty often used. These shops are not of any size or +importance--a greengrocer's, with a somewhat scanty choice of vegetables +and fruit, a broker's, displaying queer odds and ends of household goods, +two or three others, and at the end farthest from the chief thoroughfare, +but nearest to the quiet and respectable street beyond, a very +modest-looking little shop-window, containing a few newspapers, some +rather yellow packets of stationery, and two or three books of ballads. +Above the door was painted, in very small, dingy letters, the words, +"James Oliver, News Agent." + +The shop was even smaller, in proportion, than its window. After two +customers had entered--if such an event could ever come to pass--it would +have been almost impossible to find room for a third. Along the end ran a +little counter, with a falling flap by which admission could be gained to +the living-room lying behind the shop. This evening the flap was down--a +certain sign that James Oliver, the news agent, had some guest within, +for otherwise there would have been no occasion to lessen the scanty size +of the counter. The room beyond was dark, very dark indeed, for the time +of day; for, though the evening was coming on, and the sun was hastening +to go down at last, it had not yet ceased to shine brilliantly upon the +great city. But inside James Oliver's house the gas was already lighted +in a little steady flame, which never flickered in the still, hot air, +though both door and window were wide open. For there was a window, +though it was easy to overlook it, opening into a passage four feet wide, +which led darkly up into a still closer and hotter court, lying in the +very core of the maze of streets. As the houses were four stories high, +it is easy to understand that very little sunlight could penetrate to +Oliver's room behind his shop, and that even at noonday it was twilight +there. This room was of a better size altogether than a stranger might +have supposed, having two or three queer little nooks and recesses +borrowed from the space belonging to the adjoining house; for the +buildings were old, and had probably been one large dwelling in former +times. It was plainly the only apartment the owner had; and all its +arrangements were those of a man living alone, for there was something +almost desolate about the look of the scanty furniture, though it was +clean and whole. There had been a fire, but it had died out, and the +coals were black in the grate, while the kettle still sat upon the top +bar with a melancholy expression of neglect about it. + +James Oliver himself had placed his chair near to the open door, where he +could keep his eye upon the shop--a needless precaution, as at this hour +no customers ever turned into it. He was an old man, and seemed very old +and infirm by the dim light. He was thin and spare, with that peculiar +spareness which results from the habit of always eating less than one +can. His teeth, which had never had too much to do, had gone some years +ago, and his cheeks fell in rather deeply. A fine network of wrinkles +puckered about the corners of his eyes and mouth. He stooped a good deal, +and moved about with the slowness and deliberation of age. Yet his face +was very pleasant--a cheery, gentle, placid face, lighted up with a smile +now and then, but with sufficient rareness to make it the more welcome +and the more noticed when it came. + +Old Oliver had a visitor this hot evening, a neat, small, dapper woman, +with a little likeness to himself, who had been putting his room to +rights, and looking to the repairs needed by his linen. She was just +replacing her needle, cotton, and buttons in an old-fashioned housewife, +which she always carried in her pocket, and was then going to put on her +black silk bonnet and coloured shawl, before bidding him goodbye. + +"Eh, Charlotte," said Oliver, after drawing a long and toilsome breath, +"what would I give to be a-top of the Wrekin, seeing the sun set this +evening! Many and many's the summer afternoon we've spent there when we +were young, and all of us alive. Dost remember how many a mile of country +we could see all round us, and how fresh the air blew across the +thousands of green fields? Why, I saw Snowdon once, more than sixty miles +off, when my eyes were young and it was a clear sunset. I always think of +the top of the Wrekin when I read of Moses going up Mount Pisgah and +seeing all the land about him, north and south, east and west. Eh, lass! +there's a change in us all now!" + +"Ah! it's like another world!" said the old woman, shaking her head +slowly. "All the folks I used to sew for at Aston, and Uppington, and +Overlehill, they'd mostly be gone or dead by now. It wouldn't seem like +the same place at all. And now there's none but you and me left, brother +James. Well, well! its lonesome, growing old." + +"Yes, lonesome, yet not exactly lonesome," replied old Oliver, in a +dreamy voice. "I'm growing dark a little, and just a trifle deaf, and I +don't feel quite myself like I used to do; but I've got something I +didn't use to have. Sometimes of an evening, before I've lit the gas, +I've a sort of a feeling as if I could almost see the Lord Jesus, and +hear him talking to me. He looks to me something like our eldest brother, +him that died when we were little. Charlotte, thee remembers him? A +white, quiet, patient face, with a smile like the sun shining behind +clouds. Well, whether it's only a dream or no I cannot tell, but there's +a face looks at me, or seems to look at me out of the dusk; and I think +to myself, maybe the Lord Jesus says, 'Old Oliver's lonesome down there +in the dark, and his eyes growing dim. I'll make myself half-plain to +him.' Then he comes and sits here with me for a little while." + +"Oh, that's all fancy as comes with you living quite alone," said +Charlotte, sharply. + +"Perhaps so! perhaps so!" answered the old man, with a meek sigh; "but I +should be very lonesome without that." + +They did not speak again until Charlotte had given a final shake to the +bed in the corner, upon which her bonnet and shawl had been lying. She +put them on neatly and primly; and when she was ready to go she spoke +again in a constrained and mysterious manner. + +"Heard nothing of Susan, I suppose?" she said. + +"Not a word," answered old Oliver, sadly. "It's the only trouble I've +got. That were the last passion I ever went into, and I was hot and +hasty, I know." + +"So you always used to be at times," said his sister. + +"Ah! but that passion was the worst of all," he went on, speaking +slowly. "I told her if she married young Raleigh, she should never darken +my doors again--never again. And she took me at my word though she might +have known it was nothing but father's hot temper. Darken my doors! Why, +the brightest sunshine I could have 'ud be to see her come smiling into +my shop, like she used to do at home." + +"Well, I think Susan ought to have humbled herself," said Charlotte. +"It's going on for six years now, and she's had time enough to see her +folly. Do you know where she is?" + +"I know nothing about her," he answered, shaking his head sorrowfully. +"Young Raleigh was wild, very wild, and that was my objection to him; +but I didn't mean Susan to take me at my word. I shouldn't speak so +hasty and hot now." + +"And to think. I'd helped to bring her up so genteel, and with such +pretty manners!" cried the old woman, indignantly. "She might have done +so much better with her cleverness too. Such a milliner as she might have +turned out! Well good-bye, brother James, and don't go having any more of +those visions; they're not wholesome for you." + +"I should be very lonesome without them," answered Oliver. "Good-bye, +Charlotte, good-bye, and God bless you. Come again as soon as you can." + +He went with her to the door, and stayed to watch her along the quiet +alley, till she turned into the street. Then, with a last nod to the back +of her bonnet, as she passed out of his sight, he returned slowly into +his dark shop, put up the flap of the counter, and retreated to the +darker room within. Hot as it was, he fancied it was growing a little +chilly with the coming of the night, and he drew on his old coat, and +threw a handkerchief over his white head, and then sat down in the dusk, +looking out into his shop and the alley beyond it. He must have fallen +into a doze after a while, being overcome with the heat, and lulled by +the constant hum of the streets, which reached his dull ear in a softened +murmur; for at length he started up almost in a fright, and found that +complete darkness had fallen upon him suddenly, as it seemed to him. A +church clock was striking nine, and his shop was not closed yet. He went +out hurriedly to put the shutters up. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +WAIFS AND STRAYS. + + +In the shop it was not yet so dark but that old Oliver could see his way +out with the shutters, which during the day occupied a place behind the +door. He lifted the flap of the counter, and was about to go on with his +usual business, when a small voice, trembling a little, and speaking from +the floor at his very feet, caused him to pause suddenly. + +"Please, rere's a little girl here," said the voice. + +Oliver stooped down to bring his eyes nearer to the ground, until he +could make out the indistinct outline of the figure of a child, seated on +his shop floor, and closely hugging a dog in her arms. Her face looked +small to him; it was pale, as if she had been crying quietly, and though +he could not see them, a large tear stood on each of her cheeks. + +"What little girl are you?" he asked, almost timidly. + +"Rey called me Dolly," answered the child. + +"Haven't you any other name?" inquired old Oliver + +"Nosing else but Poppet," she said; "rey call me Dolly sometimes, and +Poppet sometimes. Ris is my little dog, Beppo." + +She introduced the dog by pushing its nose into his hand, and Beppo +complacently wagged his tail and licked the old man's withered fingers. + +"What brings you here in my shop, my little woman?" asked Oliver. + +"Mammy brought me," she said, with a stifled sob; "she told me run in +rere, Dolly, and stay till mammy comes back, and be a good girl always. +Am I a good girl?" + +"Yes, yes," he answered, soothingly; "you're a very good little girl, I'm +sure; and mother 'ill come back soon, very soon. Let us go to the door, +and look for her." + +He took her little hand in his own; such a little hand it felt, that he +could not help tightening his fingers fondly over it; and then they stood +for a few minutes on the door-sill, while old Oliver looked anxiously up +and down the alley. At the greengrocer's next door there flared a bright +jet of gas, and the light shone well into the deepening darkness. But +there was no woman in sight, and the only person about was a ragged boy, +barefoot and bareheaded with no clothing but a torn pair of trousers, +very jagged about the ankles, and a jacket through which his thin +shoulders displayed themselves. He was lolling in the lowest window-sill +of the house opposite, and watched Oliver and the little girl looking +about them with sundry signs of interest and amusement. + +"She ain't nowhere in sight," he called across to them after a while, +"nor won't be, neither, I'll bet you. You're looking out for the little +un's mother, ain't you, old master?" + +"Yes," answered Oliver; "do you know anything about her, my boy?" + +"Nothink," he said, with a laugh; "only she looked as if she were up to +some move, and as I'd nothink particular on hand, I just followed her. +She was somethink like my mother, as is dead, not fat or rosy, you know, +with a bit of a bruise about her eye, as if somebody had been fighting +with her. I thought there'd be a lark when she left the little 'un in +your shop, so I just stopped to see. She bolted as if the bobbies were +after her." + +"How long ago?" asked Oliver, anxiously. + +"The clocks had just gone eight," he answered; "I've been watching for +you ever since." + +"Why! that's a full hour ago," said the old man, looking wistfully down +the alley; "it's time she was come back again for her little girl." + +[Illustration: THE LITTLE STRANGER.] + +But there was no symptom of anybody coming to claim the little girl, who +stood very quietly at his side, one hand holding the dog fast by his ear, +and the other still lying in Oliver's grasp. The boy hopped on one foot +across the narrow alley, and looked up with bright, eager eyes into the +old man's face. + +"I say," he said, earnestly, "don't you go to give her up to the p'lice. +They'd take her to the house, and that's worse than the jail. Bless yer! +they'd never take up a little thing like that to jail for a wagrant. You +just give her to me, and I'll take care of her. It 'ud be easy enough to +find victuals for such a pretty little thing as her. You give her up to +me, I say." + +"What's your name?" asked Oliver, clasping the little hand tighter, "and +where do you come from?" + +"From nowhere particular," answered the boy; "and my name's Antony; Tony, +for short. I used to have another name; mother told it me afore she died, +but it's gone clean out o' my head. Tony I am, anyhow, and you can call +me by it, if you choose." + +"How old are you, Tony?" inquired Oliver, still lingering on the +threshold, and looking up and down with his dim eyes. + +"Bless yer! I don't know," replied Tony; "I weren't much bigger nor +her when mother died, and I've found myself ever since. I never had +any father." + +"Found yourself!" repeated the old man, absently. + +"Ah, it's not bad in the summer," said Tony, more earnestly than before: +"and I could find for the little 'un easy enough. I sleep anywhere, in +Covent Garden sometimes, and the parks--anywhere as the p'lice 'ill let +me alone. You won't go to give her up to them p'lice, will you now, and +she so pretty?" + +He spoke in a beseeching tone, and old Oliver looked down upon him +through his spectacles, with a closer survey than he had given to him +before. The boy's face was pale and meagre, with an unboyish sharpness +about it, though he did not seem more than nine or ten years old. His +glittering eyes were filled with tears, and his colourless lips quivered. +He wiped away the tears roughly upon the ragged sleeve of his jacket. + +"I never were such a baby before," said Tony, "only she is such a nice +little thing, and such a tiny little 'un. You'll keep her, master, won't +you? or give her up to me?" + +"Ay, ay! I'll take care of her," answered Oliver, "till her mother comes +back for her. She'll come pretty soon, I know. But she wants her supper +now, doesn't she?" + +He stooped down to bring his face nearer to the child's, and she raised +her hand to it, and stroked his cheek with her warm, soft fingers. + +"Beppo wants his supper, too," she said, in a clear, shrill, little +voice, which penetrated easily through old Oliver's deafened hearing. + +"And Beppo shall have some supper as well as the little woman," he +answered. "I'll put the shutters up now, and leave the door ajar, and the +gas lit for mother to see when she comes back; and if mother shouldn't +come back to night, the little woman will sleep in my bed, won't she?" + +"Dolly's to be a good girl till mammy comes back," said the child, +plaintively, and holding harder by Beppo's ear. + +"Let me put the shutters up, master," cried Tony, eagerly; "I won't +charge you nothink, and I'll just look round in the morning to see how +you're getting along. She is such a very little thing." + +The shutters were put up briskly, and then Tony took a long, farewell +gaze of the old man and the little child, but he could not offer to touch +either of them. He glanced at his hands, and Oliver did the same; but +they both shook their heads. + +"I'll have a wash in the morning afore I come," he said, nodding +resolutely; "good-bye, guv'ner; goodbye, little 'un." + +Old Oliver went in, leaving his door ajar, and his gas lit, as he had +said. He fed the hungry child with bread and butter, and used up his +half-pennyworth of milk, which he bought for himself every evening. Then +he lifted her on to his knee, with Beppo in her arms, and sat for a long +while waiting. The little head nodded, and Dolly sat up, unsteadily +striving hard to keep awake; but at last she let Beppo drop to the floor, +while she herself fell upon the old man's breast, and lay there without +moving. It chimed eleven o'clock at last, and Oliver knew it was of no +use to watch any longer. + +He managed to undress his little charge with gentle, though trembling +hands, and then he laid her down on his bed, putting his only pillow +against the wall to make a soft nest for the tender and sleepy child. She +roused herself for a minute, and stared about her, gazing steadily, with +large, tearful eyes, into his face. Then as he sat down on the bedstead +beside her, to comfort her as well as he could, she lifted herself up, +and knelt down, with her folded hands laid against his shoulder. + +"Dolly vewy seepy," she lisped, "but must say her prayers always." + +"What are your prayers, my dear?" he asked. + +"On'y God bless gan-pa, and father, and mammy, and poor Beppo, and make +me a good girl," murmured the drowsy voice, as Dolly closed her eyes +again, and fell off into a deep sleep the next moment. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A LITTLE PEACEMAKER. + + +It was a very strange event which had befallen old Oliver. He went back +to his own chair, where he smoked his Broseley pipe every night, and sank +down in it, rubbing his legs softly; for it was a long time since he had +nursed any child, and even Dolly's small weight was a burden to him. Her +tiny clothes were scattered up and down, and there was no one beside +himself to gather them together, and fold them straight. In shaking out +her frock a letter fell from it, and Oliver picked it up wondering +whoever it could be for. It was directed to himself, "Mr. James Oliver, +News-agent," and he broke the seal with eager expectation. The contents +were these, written in a handwriting which he knew at first sight to be +his daughter's:-- + +"DEAR FATHER, + +"I am very very sorry I ever did anything to make you angry with me. This +is your poor Susan's little girl, as is come to be a little peacemaker +betwixt you and me. I'm certain sure you'll never turn her away from your +door. I'm going down to Portsmouth for three days, because he listed five +months ago, and his regiment's ordered out to India, and he sails on +Friday. So I thought I wouldn't take my little girl to be in the way, and +I said I'll leave her with father till I come back, and her pretty little +ways will soften him towards me, and we'll live all together in peace and +plenty till his regiment comes home again, poor fellow. For he's very +good to me when he's not in liquor, which is seldom for a man. Please do +forgive me for pity's sake, and for Christ's sake, if I'm worthy to use +his name, and do take care of my little girl till I come home to you both +on Friday, From your now dutiful daughter, + +"POOR SUSAN." + +The tears rolled fast down old Oliver's cheeks as he read this letter +through twice, speaking the words half aloud to himself. Why! this was +his own little grandchild, then--his very own! And no doubt Susan had +christened her Dorothy, after her own mother, his dear wife, who had died +so many years ago. Dolly was the short for Dorothy, and in early times he +had often called his wife by that name. He had turned his gas off and +lighted a candle, and now he took it up and went to the bedside to look +at his new treasure. The tiny face lying upon his pillow was rosy with +sleep, and the fair curly hair was tossed about in pretty disorder. His +spectacles grew very dim indeed, and he was obliged to polish them +carefully on his cotton handkerchief before he could see his +grand-daughter plainly enough. Then he touched her dimpled cheek +tremblingly with the end of his finger, and sobbed out, "Bless her! bless +her!" He returned to his chair, his head shaking a good deal before he +could regain his composure; and it was not until he had kindled his pipe, +and was smoking it, with his face turned towards the sleeping child, that +he felt at all like himself again. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, half aloud, between the whiffs of his pipe, "dear +Lord! how very good thou art to me! Didst thee not say, 'I'll not leave +thee comfortless, I'll come to thee?' I know what that means, bless thy +name; and the good Spirit has many a time brought me comfort, and cheered +my heart. I know thou didst not leave me alone before. No, no! that was +far from thee, Lord. Alone!--why, thou'rt always here; and now there's +the little lass as well. Lonesome!--they don't know thee, Lord, and they +don't know me. Thou'rt here, with the little lass and me. Yes, +yes,--yes." + +He murmured the word "yes" in a tone of contentment over and over again, +until, the pipe being finished, he prepared for sleep also. But no sleep +came to the old man. He was too full of thought, and too fearful of the +child waking in the night and wanting something. The air was close and +hot, and now and then a peal of thunder broke overhead; but a profound +peace and tranquillity, slightly troubled by his new joy, held possession +of him. His grandchild was there, and his daughter was coming back to him +in three days. + +Oh, how he would welcome her! He would not let her speak one word of her +wilfulness and disobedience, and the long, cruel neglect which had left +him in ignorance of where she lived, and what had become of her. It was +partly his fault, for having been too hard upon her, and too hasty and +hot-tempered. He had learnt better since then. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +OLD OLIVER'S MASTER. + + +Very early in the morning, before the tardy daylight could creep into the +darkened room, old Oliver was up and busy. He had been in the habit of +doing for himself, as he called it, ever since his daughter had forsaken +him, and he was by nature fastidiously clean and neat. But now there +would be additional duties for him during the next three days; for there +would be Dolly to wash, and dress, and provide breakfast for. Every few +minutes he stole a look at her lying still asleep; and as soon as he +discovered symptoms of awaking, he hastily lifted Beppo on to the bed, +that her opening eyes should be greeted by some familiar sight. She +stretched out her wonderful little hands, and caught hold of the dog's +rough head before venturing to lift her eyelids, while Oliver looked on +in speechless delight. At length she ventured to peep slyly at him, and +then addressed herself to Beppo. + +"What am I to call ris funny old man, Beppo?" she asked. + +"I am your grandpa, my darling," said Oliver, in his softest voice. + +"Are you God-bless-gan-pa?" inquired Dolly, sitting up on her pillow, and +staring very hard with her blue eyes into his wrinkled face. + +"Yes, I am," he answered, looking at her anxiously. + +"Dolly knows," she said, counting upon her little fingers; "rere's +father, and mammy, and Beppo; and now rere's gan-pa. Dolly'll get up +now." + +She flung her arms suddenly about his neck and kissed him, while old +Oliver trembled with intense joy. It was quite a marvel to him how she +helped him to dress her, laughing merrily at the strange mistakes he made +in putting on her clothes the wrong side before; and when he assured her +that her mother would come back very soon, she seemed satisfied to put up +with any passing inconvenience. The shop, with its duties, and the +necessity of getting in his daily stock of newspapers, entirely slipped +his memory; and he was only recalled to it by a very loud rapping at the +door as he was pouring out Dolly's breakfast. To his great surprise he +discovered that he had forgotten to take down his shutters, though it was +past the hour when his best customers passed by. + +The person knocking proved to be none other than Tony, who greeted the +old man's appearance with a prolonged whistle, and a grave and +reproachful stare. + +"Come," he said, in a tone of remonstrance, "this'll never do, you know. +Business is business, and must be minded. You pretty nearly frightened +me into fits; anybody could have knocked me down with a straw when I see +the shutters up. How is she?" + +"She's very well, thank you, my boy," answered Oliver, meekly. + +"Mother not turned up, I guess?" said Tony. + +"No; she comes on Friday," he replied. + +Tony winked, and put his tongue into his cheek; but he gave utterance to +no remark until after the shutters were in their place. Then he surveyed +himself as well as he could, with an air of satisfaction. His face and +hands were clean, and his skin looked very white through the holes in his +tattered clothes; even his feet, except for an unavoidable under surface +of dust, were unsoiled. His jacket and trousers appeared somewhat more +torn than the evening before; but they bore every mark of having been +washed also. + +"Washed myself early in the morning, afore the bobbies were much about," +remarked Tony, "in the fountains at Charing Cross; but I hadn't time to +get my rags done, so I did 'em down under the bridge, when the tide were +going down; but I could only give 'em a bit of a swill and a ring out. +Anyhow, I'm a bit cleaner this morning than last night, master." + +"To be sure, to be sure," answered Oliver. "Come in, my boy, and I'll +give you a bit of breakfast with her and me." + +"You haven't got sich a thing as a daily paper, have you?" asked Tony, in +a patronizing tone. + +"Not to-day's paper, I'm afraid," he said. + +"I'm afraid not," continued Tony; "overslept yourself, eh? Not as I can +read myself; but there are folks going by as can, and might p'raps buy +one here as well as anywhere else. Shall I run and get 'em for you, now +I'm on my legs?" + +Oliver looked questioningly at the boy, who returned a frank, honest +gaze, and said, "Honour bright!" as he held out his hand for the money. +There was some doubt in the old man's mind after Tony had disappeared as +to whether he had not done a very foolish thing; but he soon forgot it +when he returned to the breakfast-table; and long before he himself could +have reached the place and returned, Tony was back again with his right +number of papers. + +Before many minutes Tony was sitting upon an old box at a little distance +from the table, where Oliver sat with his grandchild. A basin of coffee +and a large hunch of bread rested upon his knees, and Beppo was sniffing +round him with a doubtful air. Dolly was shy in this strange company, +and ate her breakfast with a sedate gravity which filled both her +companions with astonishment and admiration. When the meal was finished, +old Oliver took his daughter's letter from his waistcoat pocket and read +it aloud to Tony, who listened with undivided interest. + +"Then she's your own little 'un," he said, with a sigh of disappointment. +"You'll never give her up to me, if you get tired of her,--nor to the +p'lice neither," he added, with a brightening face. + +"No, no, no!" answered Oliver, emphatically. "Besides, her mother's +coming on Friday. I wouldn't give her up for all the world, bless her!" + +"And he's 'listed!" said Tony, in a tone of envy. "They wouldn't take me +yet a while, if I offered to go. But who's that she speaks of?--'for +Christ's sake, if I am worthy to use his name.' Who is he?" + +"Don't you know?" asked Oliver. + +"No, never heard tell of him before," he answered. "Is he any friend o' +yours?" [A] + +[Footnote A: It may be necessary to assure some readers that this +ignorance is not exaggerated. The City Mission Reports, and similar +records, show that such cases are too frequent.] + +"Ay!" said Oliver; "he's my only friend, my best friend. And he's my +master, besides." + +"And she thinks he'd be angry if you turned the little girl away?" +pursued Tony. + +"Yes, yes; he'd be very angry," said old Oliver, thoughtfully; "it 'ud +grieve him to his heart. Why, he's always loved little children, and +never had them turned away from himself, whatever he was doing. If she +hadn't been my own little girl, I daren't have turned her out of my +doors. No, no, dear Lord, thee knows as I'd have taken care of her, for +thy sake." + +He spoke absently, in a low voice, as though talking to some person +whom Tony could not see, and the boy was silent a minute or two, +thinking busily. + +"How long have you worked for that master o' yours?" he asked, at last. + +"Not very long," replied Oliver, regretfully. "I used to fancy I was +working for him years and years ago; but, dear me! it was poor sort +o'work; and now I can't do very much. Only he knows how old I am, and he +doesn't care so that I love him, which I do, Tony." + +"I should think so!" said the boy, falling again into busy thought, from +which he aroused himself by getting up from his box, and rubbing his +fingers through his wet and tangled hair. + +"He takes to children and little 'uns?" he said, in a questioning tone. + +"Ay, dearly!" answered old Oliver. + +"I reckon he'd scarcely take me for a man yet," said Tony, at the same +time drawing himself up to his full height; "though I don't know as I +should care to work for him. I'd rather have a crossing, and be my own +master. But if I get hard up, do you think he'd take to me, if you spoke +a word for me?" + +"Are you sure you don't know anything about him?" asked Oliver. + +"Not I; how should I?" answered Tony. "Why, you don't s'pose as I know +all the great folks in London, though I've seen sights and sights of 'em +riding about in their carriages. I told you I weren't much bigger nor her +there when mother died, and I've picked up my living up and down the +streets anyhow, and other lads have helped me on, till I can help 'em on +now. It don't cost much to keep a boy on the streets. There's nothink to +pay for coals, or rent, or beds, or furniture, or anythink; only your +victuals, and a rag now and then. All I want's a broom and a crossing, +and then shouldn't I get along just? But I don't know how to get 'em." + +"Perhaps the Lord Jesus would give them to you, if you'd ask him," said +Oliver, earnestly. + +"Who's he?" inquired Tony, with an eager face. + +"Him--Christ. It's his other name," answered the old man. + +"Ah! I see," he said, nodding. "Well, if I can't get 'em myself, +I'll think about it. He'll want me to work for him, you know. Where +does he live?" + +"I'll tell you all about him, if you'll come to see me," replied Oliver. + +"Well," said the boy, "I'll just look in after Friday, and see if the +little 'un's mother's come back. Goodbye,--good-bye, little miss." + +He could take Dolly's hand into his own this morning, and he looked down +curiously at it,--a small, rosy, dimpled hand, such as he had never seen +before so closely. A lump rose in his throat, and his eyelids smarted +with tears again. It was such a little thing, such a pretty little thing, +he said to himself, covering it fondly with his other hand. There was no +fear that Tony would forget to come back to old Oliver's house. + +"Thank you for my breakfast," he said, with a choking voice; "only if +I do come to see you, it'll be to see her again--not for anythink as +I can get." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +FORSAKEN AGAIN. + + +The next three days were a season of unmixed happiness to old Oliver. The +little child was so merry, yet withal so gentle and sweet-tempered, that +she kept him in a state of unwearied delight, without any alloy of +anxiety or trouble. She trotted at his side with short, running +footsteps, when he went out early in the morning to fetch his daily stock +of newspapers. She watched him set his room tidy, and made believe to +help him by dusting the legs and seats of his two chairs. She stood with +folded hands and serious face, looking on as he was busy with his +cooking. When she was not thus engaged she played contentedly with Beppo, +prattling to him in such a manner, that Oliver often forgot what he was +about while listening to her. She played with him, too, frolicsome little +games of hide-and-seek, in which he grew as eager as herself; and +sometimes she stole his spectacles, or handkerchief, or anything she +could lay her mischievous fingers upon to hide away in some unthought-of +spot; while her shrewd, cunning little face put on an expression of +profound gravity as old Oliver sought everywhere for them. + +As Friday evening drew near, the old man's gladness took a shade of +anxiety. His daughter was coming home to him, and his heart was full of +unutterable joy and gratitude; but he did not know exactly how they +should go on in the future. He was averse to change; yet this little +house, with its single room, to which he had moved when she forsook him, +was too scanty in its accommodation. He had made up a rude sort of bed +for himself under the counter in the shop, and was quite ready to give up +his own to Susan and his little love, as he called Dolly; but would Susan +let him have his own way in this, and many other things? He provided a +sumptuous tea, and added a fresh salad to it from the greengrocer's next +door; but though he and Dolly waited and watched till long after the +child's bed-time, taking occasional snatches of bread and butter, still +Susan did not arrive. At length a postman entered the little shop with a +noise which made Oliver's heart beat violently, and tossed a letter down +upon the counter. He carried it to the door, where there was still light +enough to read it, and saw that it was in Susan's handwriting. + +"MY DEAR AND DEAREST FATHER, + +"My heart is almost broke, betwixt one thing and another. His regiment +is to set sail immediate, and the colonel's lady has offered me very +handsome wages to go out with her as lady's maid, her own having +disappointed her at the last moment; which I could do very well, knowing +the dressmaking. He said, 'Do come, Susan, and I'll never get drunk +again, so help me God; and if you don't, I shall go to the bad +altogether; for I do love you, Susan.' I said, 'Oh my child!' And the +colonel's lady said, 'She's safe with her grandfather; and if he's a +good man, as you say he is, he'll take the best of care of her. I'll +give you three pounds to send him from here, and we'll send more from +Calcutta.' So they overpersuaded me, and there isn't even time to come +back to London, for we are going in a few hours. You'll take care of my +little dear, I know, you and aunt Charlotte. I've sent a little box of +clothes for her by the railway, and what more she wants aunt Charlotte +will see to, I'm sure, and do her mending, and see to her manners till I +come home. Oh! if I could only hear you say 'Susan, my dear, I forgive +you, and love you almost as much as ever,' I'd go with a lighter heart, +and be almost glad to leave Dolly to be a comfort to you. She will be a +comfort to you, though she is so little, I'm sure. Tell her mammy says +she must be a good girl always till mammy comes back. A hundred thousand +kisses for my dear father and my little girl. We shall come home as soon +as ever we can; but I don't rightly know where India is. I think it's my +bounden duty to go with him, as things have turned out. Pray God take +care of us all. + +"Your loving, sorrowful daughter, + +"SUSAN RALEIGH." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE GRASSHOPPER A BURDEN. + + +It was some time before the full meaning of Susan's letter penetrated +to her father's brain; but when it did, he was not at first altogether +pained by it. True, it was both a grief and disappointment to think +that his daughter, instead of returning to him, was already on her way +across the sea to a very distant land. But as this came slowly to his +mind, there came also the thought that there would now be no one to +divide with him the treasure committed to his charge. The little child +would belong to him alone. They might go on still, living as they had +done these last three days, and being all in all to one another. If he +could have chosen, his will would certainly have been for Susan to +return to them; but, since he could not have his choice, he felt that +there were some things which would be all the happier for him because +of her absence. + +He put Dolly to bed, and then went out to shut up the shop for the night. +As he carried in his feeble arms a single shutter at a time, he heard +himself hailed by a boy's voice, which was lowered to a low and +mysterious whisper, and which belonged to Tony, who took the shutter out +of his hands. + +"S'pose the mother turned up all right?" he said, pointing with his thumb +through the half open door. + +"No," answered Oliver. "I've had another letter from her, and she's +gone out to India with her husband, and left the little love to live +alone with me." + +"But whatever'll the Master say to that?" inquired Tony. + +"What master?" asked old Oliver. + +"Him--Lord Jesus Christ. What'll he say to her leaving you and the +little 'un again?" said Tony, with an eager face. + +"Oh! he says a woman ought to leave her father, and keep to her husband," +he answered, somewhat sadly. "It's all right, that is." + +"I s'pose he'll help you to take care of the little girl," said Tony. + +"Ay will he; him and me," replied old Oliver; "there's no fear of that. +You never read the Testament, of course, my boy?" + +"Can't read, I told you," he answered. "But what's that?" + +"A book all about him, the Lord Jesus," said Oliver, "what he's done, and +what he's willing to do for people. If you'll come of an evening, I'll +read it aloud to you and my little love. She'll listen as quiet and good +as any angel." + +"I'll come to-morrow," answered Tony, readily; and he lingered about the +doorway until he heard the old man inside fasten the bolts and locks, and +saw the light go out in the pane of glass over the door. Then he +scampered noiselessly with his naked feet along the alley in the +direction of Covent Garden, where he purposed to spend the night, if left +undisturbed. + +Old Oliver went back into his room, where the tea-table was still set +out for his Susan's welcome; but he had no heart to clear the things +away. A chill came over his spirit as his eye fell upon the preparations +he had made to give her such a cordial greeting, that she would know at +once he had forgiven her fully. He lit his pipe, and sat pondering +sorrowfully over all the changes that had happened to him since those +old, far-away days when he was a boy, in the pleasant, fresh, healthy +homestead at the foot of the Wrekin. He felt all of a sudden how very old +he was; a poor, infirm, hoary old man. His sight was growing dim even, +and his hearing duller every day; he was sure of it. His limbs ached +oftener, and he was earlier wearied in the evening; yet he could not +sleep soundly at nights, as he had been used to do. But, worst of all, +his memory was not half as good as it had been. Sometimes, of late, he +had caught himself reading a newspaper quite a fortnight old, and he had +not found it out till he happened to see the date at the top. He could +not recollect the names of people as he did once; for many of his +customers to whom he supplied the monthly magazines were obliged to tell +him their names and the book they wanted every time, before he could +remember them. And now there was this young child cast upon him to be +thought of, and cared and worked for. It was very thoughtless and +reckless of Susan! Suppose he should forget or neglect any of her tender +wants! Suppose his dull ear should grow too deaf to catch the pretty +words she said when she asked for something! Suppose he should not see +when the tears were rolling down her cheeks, and nobody would comfort +her! It might very easily be so. He was not the hale man he was when +Susan was just such another little darling, and he could toss her up to +the ceiling in his strong hands. It was as much as he could do to lift +Dolly on to his feeble knee, and nurse her quietly, not even giving her a +ride to market upon it; and how stiff he felt if she sat there long! + +Old Oliver laid aside his pipe, and rested his worn face upon his hands, +while the heavy tears came slowly and painfully to his eyes, and +trickled down his withered cheeks. His joy had fled, and his unmingled +gladness had faded quite away. He was a very poor, very old man; and the +little child was very, very young. What would become of them both, alone +in London? + +He did not know whether it was a voice speaking within himself in his own +heart, or words whispered very softly into his ear; but he heard a low, +quiet, still, small voice, which said, "Even to your old age I am he, +and even to hoar hairs I will carry you: I have made, and I will bear; +even I will carry, and will deliver you." And old Oliver answered, with a +sob, "Yes, Lord, yes!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE PRINCE OF LIFE. + + +In the new life which had now fairly begun for Oliver, it was partly as +he had foreseen; he was apt to forget many things, and he had a fretting +consciousness of this forgetfulness. When he was in the house playing +with Dolly, or reading to her, the shop altogether slipped away from his +memory, and he was only recalled to it by the loud knocking or shouting +of some customer in it. On the other hand, when he was sitting behind the +counter looking for news from India in the papers, news in which he was +already profoundly concerned, though it was impossible that Susan could +yet have reached it, he grew so absorbed, that he did not know how the +time was passing by, and both he and his little grand-daughter were +hungry before he had thought of getting ready any meal. He tried all +kinds of devices for strengthening his failing memory; but in vain. He +even forgot that he did forget; and when Dolly was laughing and +frolicking about him he grew a child again, and felt himself the happiest +man in London. + +The person who took upon himself the heaviest weight of anxiety and +responsibility about Dolly was Tony, who began to make it his daily +custom to pass by the house at the hour when old Oliver ought to be going +for his morning papers; and if he found no symptom of life about the +place, he did not leave off kicking and butting at the shop-door until +the owner appeared. It was very much the same thing at night, when the +time for shutting up came; though it generally happened now that the boy +was paying his friends an evening visit, and was therefore at hand to put +up the shutters for Oliver. Tony could not keep away from the place. +Though he felt a boy's contemptuous pity for the poor old man's declining +faculties as regarded business, he had a very high veneration for his +learning. Nothing pleased him better than to sit upon the old box near +the door, his elbows on his knees, and his chin upon his hands, while +Oliver read aloud, with Dolly upon his knee, her curly hair and small +pretty features making a strange contrast to his white head and withered, +hollow face. Tony, who had never had anything to love except a stray cur +or two, which he had always lost after a few days' friendship, felt as if +he could have suffered himself to be put to death for either of these +two; while Beppo came in for a large share of his unclaimed affections. +The chief subject of their reading was the life of the Master, who was so +intimately dear to the heart of old Oliver. Tony was very eager to learn +all he could of this great friend who did so much for the old man, and +who might perhaps be persuaded some day or other to take a little notice +of him, if he should fail to get a crossing for himself. Oliver, in his +long, unbroken solitude of six years, had fallen into a notion, amounting +to a firm belief, that his Lord was not dead and far off, as most of the +world believed, but was a very present, living friend, always ready to +listen to the meanest of his words. He had a vague suspicion that his +faith had got into a different course from that of most other people; and +he bore meekly the rebukes of his sister Charlotte for the +unwholesomeness of his visions. But none the less, when he was alone, he +talked and prayed to, and spoke to Tony of this Master, as one who was +always very near at hand. + +"I s'pose he takes a bit o' notice o' the little un," said Tony, "when he +comes in now and then of an evening." + +"Ay, does he!" answered Oliver, earnestly. "My boy, he loves every child +as if it was his very own, and it is his own in one sense. Didn't I read +you last night how he said, 'Suffer the little children to come unto me, +and forbid them not.' Why, he'd love all the young children in the world, +if they weren't hindered from coming to him." + +"I should very much like to see him some day," pursued Tony, +reflectively, "and the rest of them,--Peter, and John, and them. I s'pose +they are getting pretty old by now, aren't they?" + +"They are dead," said Oliver. + +"All of 'em?" asked Tony. + +"All of them," he repeated. + +"Dear, dear!" cried Tony, his eyes glistening. "Whatever did the Master +do when they all died? I'm very sorry for him now. He's had a many +troubles, hasn't he?" + +"Yes, yes," replied old Oliver, with a faltering voice. "He was called a +man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief. Nobody ever bore so many +troubles as him." + +"How long is it ago since they all died?" asked Tony. + +"I can't rightly say," he answered. "I heard once, but it is gone out of +my head. I only know it was the same when I was a boy. It must have been +a long, long time ago." + +"The same when you was a boy!" repeated Tony, in a tone of +disappointment. "It must ha' been a long while ago. I thought all along +as the Master was alive now." + +"So he is, so he is!" exclaimed old Oliver, eagerly. "I'll read to you +all about it. They put him to death on the cross, and buried him in a +rocky grave; but he is the Prince of Life, and he came to life again +three days after, and now he can die no more. His own words to John +were, 'I am he that liveth, and was dead; and behold, I am alive +forevermore.' What else can it mean but that he is living now, and will +never die again?" + +Tony made no answer. He sat with his sharp, unboyish face gazing intently +into the fire; for by this time autumn had set in, and the old man was +chilly of an evening. A very uncertain, dim idea was dawning upon him +that this master and friend of old Oliver's was a being very different +from an ordinary man, however great and rich he might be. He had grown to +love the thought of him, and to listen attentively to the book which told +the manner of life he led; but it was a chill to find out that he could +not look into his face, and hear his voice, as he could Oliver's. His +heart was heavy, and very sad. + +"I s'pose I can't see him, then," he murmured to himself, at last. + +"Not exactly like other folks," said Oliver. "I think sometimes that +perhaps there's a little darkness of the grave where he was buried about +him still. But he sees us, and hears us. He himself says, 'Behold, I am +with you always.' I don't know whatever I should do, even with my little +love here, if I wasn't sure Jesus was with me as well." + +"I'll tell you what I'll do," said Tony, after another pause. "I'm going +to ask him to give me somethink, and then if he does, I shall know he +hears me--I should very much like to have a broom and a crossing, and get +my living a bit more easy, if you please." + +He had turned his face away from Oliver, and looked across into the +darkest corner of the room, where he could see nothing but shadow. The +old man felt puzzled, and somewhat troubled, but he only sighed softly to +himself; and opening the Testament, he read aloud in it till he was +calmed again, and Tony was listening in rapt attention. + +"My boy," he said, as the hour came for Tony to go, "where are you +sleeping now?" + +"Anywhere as I can get out o' the wind," he answered. "It's cold now, +nights--wery cold, master. But I must get along a bit farder on. Lodgings +is wery dear." + +"I've been thinking," said Oliver, "that you'd find it better to have +some sort of a shake-down under my counter. I've heard say that +newspapers stitched together make a coverlid pretty near as warm as a +blanket; and we could do no harm by trying them, Tony. Look here, and see +how you'd like it." + +It looked very much like a long box, and was not much larger. Two or +three beetles crawled sluggishly away as the light fell upon them, and +dusty cobwebs festooned all the corners; but to Tony it seemed so +magnificent an accommodation for sleeping, that he could scarcely +believe he heard old Oliver aright. He looked up into his face with a +sharp, incredulous gaze, ready to wink and thrust his tongue into his +cheek, if there was the least sign of making game of him. But the old +man was simply in earnest, and without a word Tony slipped down upon a +heap of paper shavings strewed within, drew his ragged jacket up about +his ears, and turned his face away, lest his tears should be seen. He +felt, a minute or two after, that a piece of an old rug was laid over +him, but he could say nothing; and old Oliver could not hear the sob +which broke from his lips. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +NO PIPE FOR OLD OLIVER. + + +As some weeks went by, and no crossing and broom had been given to Tony, +he began to suspect that Oliver was imposing upon him. Now that he slept +under the counter, he could often hear the old man talking aloud to his +invisible Friend as he smoked his pipe; and once or twice Tony crept +noiselessly to the door and watched him, after he had finished smoking, +kneel down and hide his face in his hands for some minutes together. But +the boy could see nothing, and his wish had not been granted; even +though, as he grew more instructed, he followed Oliver's example, and, +kneeling down behind the counter, whispered out a prayer for it. To be +sure his life was easier, especially the nights of it; for he never now +went hungry and starved to bed upon some cold, hard door-step. But it was +old Oliver who did that for him, not old Oliver's Master. So far as he +knew, the Lord Jesus had taken no notice whatever of him; and the +feeling, at first angry, softened down into a kind of patient grief, +which was quickly dying away into indifference. + +Oliver had done himself no bad turn by offering a shelter to the solitary +lad. Tony always woke early in the morning, and if it rained he would run +for the papers, before turning out to "find for himself" in the streets. +He generally took care to be out of the way at meal-times; for it was as +much as the old man could do to provide for himself and Dolly. Sometimes +Tony saw him at the till, counting over his pence with rather a troubled +face. Once, after receiving a silver fourpenny piece, an extraordinary +and undreamed of event, Tony dropped it, almost with a feeling of guilt, +through the slit in the counter which communicated with the till. But +Oliver was so bewildered by its presence among the coppers, that he was +compelled to confess what he had done, saying it would have cost him +more than that for lodgings these cold nights. + +"No, no, Tony," said Oliver; "you're very useful, fetching my papers, and +taking my little love out a-walking when the weather's fine. I ought to +pay you something, instead of taking it of you." + +"Keep it for Dolly," said Tony, bashfully, and pushing the coin into her +little hand. + +"Sank 'oo," answered Dolly, accepting it promptly; "me'll give 'oo twenty +kisses for it." + +It seemed ample payment to Tony, who went down on his knees to have the +kisses pressed upon his face, which had never felt a kiss since his +mother died. But Oliver was not satisfied with the bargain, though he +drew Dolly to him fondly, and left the money in her hand. + +"It 'ud buy you a broom, Tony," he said. + +"Oh, I've give up asking for a crossing," he answered, dejectedly; "for +he never heard, or if he heard, he never cared; so it were no use going +on teazing either him or me." + +"But this money 'ud buy the broom," said Oliver; "and if you looked +about you, you'd find the crossing. You never got such a bit of money +before, did you?" + +"No, never," replied Tony. "A tall, thin gentleman, with a dark face and +very sharp eyes, gave it me for holding his horse, near Temple Bar. He +says, 'Mind you spend that well, my lad.' I'd know him again anywhere." + +"You ought to have bought a broom," said Oliver, looking down at Dolly's +tightly-closed hand. + +"Don't you go to take it of her," cried Tony. "Bless you! I'll get +another some way. I never thought that were the way he'd give me a broom +and a crossing. I thought it 'ud be sure to come direct." + +"Well," said Oliver, after a little pause, "I'll save the fourpence for +you. It'll only be going without my pipe for a few nights, that's all. +That's nothing, Tony." + +It did not seem much to Tony, who had no idea as yet of the pleasures of +smoking; yet he roused up just before falling into his deep sleep at +night to step softly to the door, and look in upon Oliver. He was sitting +in his arm-chair, with his pipe between his lips, but there was no +tobacco in it; and he was holding more eager converse than ever with his +unseen companion. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, "I'd do ten times more than this for thee. Thou +hast said, 'Inasmuch as ye did it to one of the least of these, ye did it +unto me.' Tony's one of thy little ones. Dear Lord, do thee give him a +crossing, if it be thy blessed will. Do thee now, Lord." + +Tony could hear no more, and he stole back to bed, his mind full of new +and vague hopes. He dreamed of the fourpenny piece, and the gentleman who +had given it, and of Dolly, who bought a wondrous broom with it, in his +dream, which swept a beautiful crossing of itself. But old Oliver sat +still a long time, talking half aloud; for his usual drowsiness did not +come to him. It was nearly five months now since Dolly was left to him, +and he felt his deafness and blindness growing upon him slowly. His +infirmities were not yet so burdensome as to make him dependent upon +others; but he felt himself gradually drawing near to such a state. +Dolly's clothes were getting sadly in want of mending; there was scarcely +a fastening left upon them, and neither he nor Tony could sew on a button +or tape. It was a long time--a very long time--since his sister had been +to see him; and, with the reluctancy of old age to any active exertion, +he had put off from week to week the task of writing to her to tell her +of Susan's departure, and the charge he had in his little grandchild. He +made up his mind that he would do it tomorrow. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING. + + +The morning was a fine soft, sunny December day, such as comes sometimes +after a long season of rain and fog, and Tony proposed taking Dolly out +for a walk through the streets, to which Oliver gladly consented, as it +would give to him exactly the undisturbed leisure he needed for writing +his letter to Charlotte. But Dolly was not in her usual spirits; on the +contrary, she was grave and sober, and at length Tony, thinking she was +tired, sat down on a door-step, and took her upon his knee, to tell her +his dream of the wonderful broom which swept beautifully all by itself. +Dolly grew more and more pensive after hearing this, and sat silent for a +long time, with her small head resting thoughtfully upon her hand, as she +looked up and down the street. + +"Dolly 'ud like to buy a boom," she said, at last, "a great, big boom; +and gan-pa 'ill smoke his pipe again to-night. Dolly's growing a big +girl; and me must be a good girl till mammy comes back. Let us go and buy +a big boom, Tony." + +For a few minutes Tony tried to shake her resolution, and persuade her +to change her mind. He even tempted her with the sight of a doll in a +shop-window; but she remained steadfast, and he was not sorry to give in +at last. Since the idea had entered his head that the money had been +given to him for the purpose of buying a broom, he had rather regretted +parting with it, and he felt some anxiety lest he should not be allowed +a second chance. Dolly's light-heartedness had returned, and she +trotted cheerfully by his side as they walked on in search of a shop +where they could make their purchase. It was some time before they +found one, and they had already left behind them the busier +thoroughfares, and had reached a knot of quieter streets where there +were more foot-passengers, for the fine morning had tempted many people +out for pleasure as well as business. Tony was particular in his choice +of a broom, but once bought, he carried it over his shoulder, and went +on his way with Dolly in triumph. + +They were passing along chattering busily, when Tony's eyes fell upon a +child about as old as Dolly, standing on the kerb-stone with a lady, who +looked anxiously across to the other side of the broad and very dirty +road, for the day before had been rainy. They were both finely dressed, +and the little girl had on new boots of shining leather, which it was +evident she was very much afraid of soiling. For a minute Tony only +looked on at their perplexity, but then he went up to them, holding Dolly +by the hand. + +[Illustration: A NEW BROOM AND A CROSSING] + +"If you'll take care of my little girl," he said, "I'll carry your +little girl across the road. I'm wery clean for a street-boy, all but my +feet, 'cos I've got this little girl to take care of; and I'll do it +wery gentle." + +Both the lady and the child looked very searchingly into Tony's face. It +was pale and meagre; but there was a pleasant smile upon it, and his +eyes shone down upon the two children with a very loving light in them. +The lady took Dolly's hand in hers, nodding permission for him to carry +her little child over to the other side, and she waited for him to come +back to his own charge. Then she took out her purse, and put twopence +into his hand. + +"Thank ye, my lady," said Tony; "but I didn't do it for that. I'm only +looking out for a crossing. Me and Dolly have bought this broom, and I'm +looking out for a place to make a good crossing in." + +"Why not make one here?" asked the lady. + +It seemed a good place to try one in; there were four roads meeting, and +a cab-stand close by. Plenty of people were passing to and fro, and the +middle of the road was very muddy. Tony begged a wisp of straw from a +cabman, to make a seat for Dolly in the sunshine under a blank bit of +wall, while he set to work with a will, feeling rather pleased than not +that the broom would not sweep of itself. A crossing was speedily made, +and for two or three hours Tony kept it well swept. By that time it was +twelve o'clock, and Dolly's dinner would be ready for her before they +could reach home, if old Oliver had not forgotten it. It seemed a great +pity to leave his new post so early. Most passers-by, certainly, had +appeared not to see him at all; but he had already received fivepence +halfpenny, chiefly in halfpence, from ladies who were out for their +morning's walk; and Dolly was enjoying herself very much in the sunshine, +receiving all the attention which he could spare from his crossing. +However a beginning was made. The broom and the crossing were his +property; and Tony's heart, beat fast with pride and gladness as he +carried the weary little Dolly all the way home again. He resolved to put +by half of his morning's earnings towards replacing the fourpenny-piece +she had given back to him; or perhaps he would buy her a beautiful doll, +dressed like a real lady. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +HIGHLY RESPECTABLE. + + +As old Oliver was stooping over his desk on the counter, and bringing his +dim eyes as close as he could to the letter he was writing, his shop-door +was darkened by the unexpected entrance of his sister Charlotte herself. +She was dressed with her usual extreme neatness, bordering upon +gentility, and she carried upon her arm a small fancy reticule, which +contained some fresh eggs, and a few russet apples, brought up expressly +from the country. Oliver welcomed her with more than ordinary pleasure, +and led her at once into his room behind. Charlotte's quick eyes detected +in an instant the traces of a child's dwelling there; and before Oliver +could utter a word, she picked up a little frock, and was holding it out +at arm's length, with an air of utter surprise and misgiving. + +"Brother James!" she exclaimed, and her questioning voice, with its tone +of amazement, rang very clearly into his ears. + +"It's my little Dolly's," he answered, in haste; "poor Susan's little +girl, who's gone out with her husband, young Raleigh, to India, because +he's 'listed, and left her little girl with me, her grandfather. She came +on the very last day you were here." + +"Well, to be sure!" cried his sister, sinking down on a chair, but still +keeping the torn little frock in her hand. + +"I've had two letters from poor Susan," he continued, in a tremulous +voice, "and I'll read them to you. The child's such a precious treasure +to me, Charlotte--such a little love, a hundred times better than any +gold; and now you're come to mend up her clothes a bit, and see what she +wants for me, there's nothing else that I desire. I was writing about her +to you when you came in." + +"I thought you'd gone and picked up a lost child out of the streets," +said Charlotte, with a sigh of relief. + +"No, no; she's my own," he answered. "You hearken while I read poor +Susan's letters, and then you'll understand all about it. I couldn't give +her up for a hundred gold guineas--not for a deal more than that." + +He knew Susan's letters off by heart, and did not need his spectacles, +nor a good light to read them by. Charlotte listened with emphatic nods, +and many exclamations of astonishment. + +"That's very pretty of Susan," she remarked, "saying as Aunt Charlotte'll +do her sewing, and see to her manners. Ay, that I will! for who should +know manners better than me, who used to work for the Staniers, and dine +at the housekeeper's table, with the butler and all the head servants? to +be sure I'll take care that she does not grow up ungenteel. Where is the +dear child, brother James?" + +"She's gone out for a walk this fine morning," he answered. + +"Not alone?" cried Charlotte. "Who's gone out with her? A child under +five years old could never go out all alone in London: at least I should +think not. She might get run over and killed a score of times." + +"Oh! there's a person with her I've every confidence in," replied Oliver. + +"What sort of person; man or woman; male or female?" inquired Charlotte. + +"A boy," he answered, in some confusion. + +"A boy!" repeated his sister, as if he had said a monster. "What boy?" + +"His name's Tony," he replied. + +"But where does he come from? Is he respectable?" she pursued, fixing +him with her glittering eyes in a manner which did not tend to restore +his composure. + +"I don't know, sister," he said in a feeble tone. + +"Don't know, brother James!" she exclaimed. "Don't you know where +he lives?" + +"He lives here," stammered old Oliver; "at least he sleeps here under the +counter; but he finds his own food about the streets." + +Charlotte's consternation was past all powers of speech. Here was her +brother, a respectable man, who had seen better days, and whose sister +had been a dressmaker in good families, harbouring in his own house a +common boy off the streets, who, no doubt, was a thief and pickpocket, +with all sorts of low ways and bad language. At the same time there was +poor Susan's little girl dwelling under the same roof; the child whose +pretty manners she was to attend to, living in constant companionship +with a vulgar and vicious boy! What she might have said upon recovering +her speech, neither she nor Oliver ever knew; for at this crisis Tony +himself appeared, carrying Dolly and his new broom in his arms, and +looking very haggard and tattered himself, his bare feet black with mud, +and his bare head in a hopeless condition of confusion, and tangle. + +"We've bought a geat big boom, gan-pa," shouted Dolly, as she came +through the shop, and before she perceived the presence of a stranger; +"and Tony and Dolly made a great big crossing, and dot ever so much +money--" + +She was suddenly silent as soon as her eye fell upon the stranger; but +Aunt Charlotte had heard enough. She rose with great dignity from her +chair, and was about to address herself vehemently to Tony, when old +Oliver interrupted her. + +"Charlotte," he said, "the boy's a good boy, and he's a help to me. I +couldn't send him away. He's one of the Lord's poor little ones as are +scattered up and down in this great city, without father or mother, and I +must do all I can for him. It isn't much; it's only a bed under the +counter, and a crust now and then, and he more than pays for it. You +musn't come betwixt me and Tony." + +Old Oliver spoke so emphatically, that his sister was impressed and +silenced for a minute. She took the little girl away from Tony, and +glared at him with a sternness which made him feel very uncomfortable; +but her eye softened a little, and her face grew less harsh. + +"You can't read or write?" she said, in a sharp voice. + +"No," he answered. + +"And you've not got any manners, or boots, or a cap on your head. You are +ragged and ignorant, and not fit to live with this little girl," she +continued, with energy. "If this little girl's mother saw her going about +with a boy in bare feet and a bare head, it 'ud break her heart I know. +So if you wish to stay here with my brother, Mr. Oliver, and this little +girl, Miss Dorothy Raleigh, as I suppose her name is, you must get all +these things. You must begin to learn to read and write, and talk +properly. I shall come here again in a month's time--I shall come every +month now--and if you haven't got some shoes for your feet, and a cap for +your head, before I see you again, I shall just take the little girl away +down into the country, where I live, and you'll never see her again. Do +you understand?" + +"Yes," answered Tony, nodding his head. + +"Then you may take yourself away now," said the sharp old woman, "I don't +want to be too hard upon you; but I've got this little girl to look after +for her mother, and you must do as I say, or I shall carry her right off +to be out of your way. Take your broom and go; and never you think of +such a thing as taking this little girl to sweep a crossing again. I +never heard of such a thing. There, go!" + +Tony slunk away sadly, with a sudden down-heartedness. He returned so +joyous and triumphant, in spite of his weariness, that this unexpected +and unpleasant greeting had been a very severe shock to him. With his +broom over his shoulder, and with his listless, slouching steps, he +sauntered slowly back to his crossing; but he had no heart for it now. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +AMONG THIEVES. + + +The night fell early, for a thick fog came on in the afternoon. Tony +cowered down upon his broom under the wall where Dolly had sat in the +sunshine all the morning to watch him sweep his crossing. It was all over +now. She was lost to him; for he should never dare to go back to old +Oliver's house, and face that terrible old woman again. There was nothing +for him but to return to his old life and his old haunts; and a chill ran +through him, body and spirit, as he thought of it. His heap of paper +shavings under the counter, where the biting winds could not reach him, +came to his mind, and the tears rushed to his eyes. But to-night, at +least, there would be no need to sleep out of doors, for he had some +money in the safest corner of his ragged pocket, tied up in it securely +with a bit of string. He could afford to pay for a night's lodging, and +he knew very well where he could get one. + +About nine o'clock Tony turned his weary feet towards a slum he knew +of in Westminster, where there was a cellar open to everybody who could +pay two-pence for a night's shelter. His heart was very full and heavy +with resentment against his enemy, and a great longing to see Dolly. He +loitered about the door of the cellar, reluctant and almost afraid to +venture in; for it was so long since he had been driven to any of these +places that he felt nearly like a stranger among them. Besides, in former +times he had been kicked, and beaten, and driven from the fire, and +fought with by the bigger boys; and he had become unaccustomed to such +treatment of late. How different this lodging-house was to the quiet +peaceful home where Dolly knelt down every evening at her grandfather's +knee, and prayed for him; for now she always put Tony's name into her +childish prayers! He should never, never hear her again, nor see old +Oliver seated in his arm-chair, smoking his long pipe, while he talked +with that strange friend and master of his. Ah! he would never hear or +know any more of that unseen Christ, who was so willing to be his master +and friend, for the Lord Jesus Christ could never come into such a wicked +place as this, which was the only home he had. He had given him the +crossing and the broom, and that was the end of it. He must take care of +himself now, and keep out of gaol if he could, and if not, why then he +had better make a business of thieving, and become as good a pickpocket +as "Clever Dog Tom," who had once stolen a watch from a policeman +himself. + +Clever Dog Tom was the first to greet Tony when he slipped in at last, +and he seemed inclined to make much of him; but Tony was too troubled +for receiving any consolation from Tom's friendly advances. He crept +away into the darkest corner, and stretched himself on the thin straw +which covered the damp and dirty floor, but he could not fall asleep. +There was a good deal of quarreling among the boys, and the men who +wished to sleep swore long and loudly at them. Then there followed a +fight, which grew so exciting at last that every person in the place, +except Tony, gathered about the boys in a ring, encouraging and cheering +them. It was long after midnight before silence and rest came, and then +he fell into a broken slumber, dreaming of Dolly and old Oliver, until +he awoke and found his face wet with tears. He got up before any of his +bed-fellows were aroused, and made his way out into the fresh keen air +of a December morning. + +Day after day went by, and night after night Tony was growing more +indifferent again to the swearing and fighting of his old comrades. He +began to listen with delight to the tales of Clever Dog Tom, who told him +that hands like his would work well in his line, and his innocent-looking +face would go a long way towards softening any judge and jury, or would +bring him favour with the chaplain, and easy times in gaol. He kept his +crossing still, and did tolerably well, earning enough to keep himself in +food, and to pay for his night's shelter; but he was beginning to hanker +after something more. If he could not be good, and be on the same side as +old Oliver and Dolly, he thought it would be better to be altogether on +the other side, like Tom, who dressed well, and lived well, and was +looked up to by other boys. It was a week after he had left old Oliver's +house, and he was about to leave his crossing for the night, when a +gentleman stopped him suddenly, and looked keenly into his face. + +"Hollo, my lad!" he said, "you're the boy I gave fourpence to a week +ago for holding my horse. I told you to lay it out well. What did you +do with it?" + +"Me and Dolly bought this broom," he answered, "and I've kept this +crossing ever since." + +"Well done!" said the gentleman. "And who is Dolly?" + +"It's a little girl as I was very fond of," replied Tony, with a deep +sigh. It seemed so long ago that he spoke of his love for her as if it +was a thing altogether passed away and dead, yet his heart still ached at +the memory of it. + +"Well, here's another fourpenny-bit for you," said his friend, "quite a +new one. See how bright it is; no one has ever bought anything with it +yet. Dolly will like to see it." + +Tony held it in the palm of his hand long after the gentleman was out of +sight, gazing at it in the lamplight. It was very beautiful and shining; +and oh! how Dolly's eyes would shine and sparkle if she could only see +it! And she ought to see it. By right it belonged to her; for had he not +given her his first fourpenny-piece freely, and had twenty kisses for it, +and then had she not given it him back to buy a broom with? she had never +had a single farthing of all his earnings. How he would like to show her +this beautiful piece of silver, and feel her soft little arms round his +neck, when he said it was to be her very own! He felt that he dare not +pass the night in the cellar with such a treasure about him, for Tom, who +was so clever, would be sure to find out that his pocket was worth the +picking, and Tony had not found that there was much honour among thieves. +What was he to do? Where was he to go? + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +TONY'S WELCOME. + + +Almost without knowing where his feet were carrying him, Tony sauntered +through the streets until he found himself at the turn into the alley +within a few yards of Oliver's home, and his beloved Dolly. At any rate +he could pass down it, and, if the shop-door was not shut, he would wrap +his beautiful silver coin in a rag, and throw it into the inside; they +would be sure to guess who had done it, and what it was for. It was dark +down the alley, only one lamp and the greengrocer's gas lighting it up, +and Tony stole along quietly in the shadow. It was nearly time for Dolly +to be going to bed, he thought, and old Oliver was sure to be with her in +the inner room; but just as he came into the revealing glare of the +greengrocer's stall, his ears rang and his heart throbbed violently at +the sound of a shrill little scream of gladness, and the next moment he +felt himself caught by Dolly's arms, and dragged into the house by them. + +"Tony's come home, Tony's come home, gan-pa!" she shouted with all her +might. "Dolly's found Tony at last!" + +Dolly's voice quivered, and broke down into quick, childish sobs, while +she held Tony very fast, lest he should escape from her once again; and +old Oliver came quickly from the room beyond, and laid his hand fondly +upon the boy's shoulder. + +"Why have you kept away from us so long, Tony?" he asked. + +"Oh, master!" he cried, "I've been a wicked boy, and a miserable boy. Do +forgive me, and I'll never do so no more. I s'pose you'll never let me +sleep under the counter again?" + +"Come in, come in!" answered Oliver, pushing him gently before him into +the house. "We've been waiting and watching for you every night, me and +my little love. You ought not to have served us so, my lad; but we're too +glad to be angry with you. Charlotte's sharp, and she's very much afraid +of low ways and manners; but she isn't a hard woman, and she didn't know +anything about you. When I told her as you'd been left no bigger than my +little love here to take care of yourself, alone, in London,--mother +dead, and no father,--she shed tears about you, she did. And she left you +the biggest of her eggs to be kept for your supper, with her kind love; +and we've put it by for you. You shall have it this very night. Dolly, my +love, bring me the little saucepan." + +"I'm not so clean as I could wish," said Tony, mournfully; for he had +neglected himself during the last week, and looked very much like what he +had done when he had first seen old Oliver and his little grand-daughter. + +"Take a bowl full of water into the shop, then," answered Oliver, "and +wash yourself, while I boil the egg. Dolly'll find you a bit of soap and +a towel; she's learning to be grand-pa's little housekeeper, she is." + +When Tony returned to the kitchen he looked a different being; the gloom +was gone as well as the grime. He felt as if he had come to himself after +a long and very miserable dream. Here was old Oliver again, looking at +him with a kindly light in his dim eyes, and Dolly dancing about, with +her pretty merry little ways; and Beppo wagging his tail in joyous +welcome, as he sniffed round and round him. Even the egg was a token of +forgiveness and friendliness. That terrible old woman was not his enemy, +after all. He recollected what she had said he must do, and he resolved +to do it for Dolly's sake, and old Oliver's. He would learn to read and +write, and he would pinch himself hard to buy some better clothing, lest +he should continue to be a disgrace to them; shoes he must have first of +all, as those were what the sharp but friendly old woman had particularly +mentioned. At any rate, he could never run away again from this home, +where he was so loved and cared for. + +Oliver told him how sadly Dolly had fretted after him, and watched for +him at the door, hour after hour, to see him come home again. He said +that in the same way, only with a far greater longing and love, his +Master, the Lord Jesus Christ, was waiting for Tony to go to him. He +could not half understand it, but a vague feeling of a love passing all +understanding sank deeply into his heart. He fell asleep that night under +the counter with the tranquil peacefulness of one who has been tossed +about in a great storm and tempest, and has been brought safely to the +desired haven. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +NEW BOOTS. + + +It was several weeks before Tony could scrape together enough money for +his new boots, though he pinched and starved himself with heroic courage +and endurance. He did not mean to buy them at a shop; for he knew a place +in Whitechapel where boots quite good enough for him were to be had for +two or three shillings. He was neither ambitious nor fastidious; old +boots patched up would do very well to start with, if he could only +manage to get them before aunt Charlotte came up to town again. She had +sent word she was coming the last Saturday in January; and early in the +afternoon of that day, before the train could come in from Stratford, +Tony started off to the place where he intended to make his purchase. + +It was a small open space in one of the streets of Whitechapel, where +there was an area of flags, lying off the pavement. Several traders held +possession of this square, sitting on low stools, or cross-legged on the +ground, with their stock in trade around them. One dealer bought and sold +all kinds of old and rusty pieces of iron; another, a woman, ill clad and +with red eyes, displayed before her a dingy assortment of ragged clothes, +which were cheapened by other spare and red-eyed women, who held almost +naked children by the hand. It was cold, and a bitter, keen east wind was +searching every corner of London streets. The salesman Tony was come to +deal with had a tolerable selection of old boots, very few of them pairs, +some with pretty good upper-leathers, but with no soles worth speaking +of; and others thickly cobbled and patched, but good enough to keep the +feet dry, without presenting a very creditable appearance. For the first +time in his life Tony found out the perplexity of having a choice to +make. There were none which exactly fitted him; but a good fit is a +luxury for richer folks than Tony, and he was not troubled about it. His +chief anxiety was to look well in the eyes of Dolly's aunt, who might +possibly let him see her on her way back to the station, if she approved +of him; and who would not now be obliged to carry Dolly off with her, to +be out of the way of his naked feet. + +He fixed upon a pair at last, urged and coaxed to them by the dealer. +They were a good deal too large, and his feet slipped about in them +uncomfortably; but the man assured him that was how everybody, even +gentlefolks, bought them, to leave room for growing. There was an +awkward, uneven patch under one of the soles, and the other heel was worn +down at the side; but at least they covered his feet well. He shambled +away in them slowly and toilsomely, hardly knowing how to lift one foot +after another, yet full of pride in his new possessions. It was a long +way home to old Oliver's alley, between Holborn and the Strand; but he +was in no hurry to arrive there before they had finished and cleared away +their tea; so he travelled painfully in that direction, stopping now and +then to regale himself at the attractive windows of tripe and cow-heel +shops. He watched the lamplighters kindling the lamps, and the +shopkeepers lighting up their gas; and then he heard the great solemn +clock of St. Paul's strike six. Tea would be quite over now, and Tony +turned down a narrow back street, which would prove a nearer way home +than the thronged thoroughfares, and set off to run as fast as he could +in his awkward and unaccustomed boots. + +It was not long before he came to a sudden and sharp fall off the +kerb-stone, as he trod upon a bit of orange-peel, and slipped upon it. He +felt stunned for a few seconds, and sat still rubbing his forehead. These +back streets were very quiet, for the buildings were mostly offices and +warehouses, and most of them were already closed for the night. He lifted +himself up at length, and set his foot upon the flags; but a shrill cry +of pain broke from his lips, and rang loudly through the quiet street. He +fell back upon the pavement, quivering and trembling, with a chilly +moisture breaking out upon his skin. What hurt had been done to him? How +was it that he could not bear to walk? He took off his new boots, and +tried once more, but with no better success. He could not endure the +agony of standing or moving. + +Yet he must move; he must get up and walk. If he did not go home, they +would think he had run away again, for fear of meeting Dolly's aunt. At +that thought he set off to crawl homewards upon his hands and knees, with +suppressed groans, as his foot trailed uselessly along the ground. Yet he +knew he could not advance very far in this manner. What if he should have +to lie all night upon the hard paving-stones! for he could not remember +ever having seen a policeman in these back streets; and there did not +seem to be anybody else likely to pass that way. It was freezing fast, +now the sun was gone down, and his hands scraped up the frosty mud as he +dragged himself along. If he stayed out all night, he must die of cold +and pain before morning. + +But if that was true which old Oliver said so often, that the Lord Jesus +Christ loved him, and that he was always with those whom he loved, then +he was not alone and helpless even here, in the deserted street, with the +ice and darkness of a winter's night about him. Oh! if he could but feel +the hand of Christ touching him, or hear the lowest whisper of his voice, +or catch the dimmest sight of his face! Perhaps it was he who was helping +him to crawl towards the stir and light of a more frequented street, +which he could see afar off, though the pain he felt made him giddy and +sick. It became too much for him at last, however, and he drew himself +into the shelter of a warehouse door, and crouched down in a corner, +crying, with clasped hands, and sobbing voice, "Oh! Lord Jesus Christ! +Lord Jesus Christ!" + +After uttering this cry Tony lay there for some minutes, his eyes growing +glazed and his ears dull, when a footstep came briskly up the street, and +some one, whom he could not now see for the strange dimness of his +sight, stopped opposite to him, and then stooped to touch him on the arm. + +"Why," said a voice he seemed to know, "you're my young friend of the +crossing,--my little fourpenny-bit, I call you. What brings you sitting +here this cold night?" + +"I've fell down and hurt myself," answered Tony, faintly. + +"Where?" asked the stranger. + +"My leg," he answered. + +The gentleman stooped down yet lower, and passed his hand gently along +Tony's leg till he came to the place where his touch gave him the most +acute pain. + +"Broken!" he said to himself. "My boy, where's your home?" + +"I haven't got any right home," answered Tony, more faintly than before. +He felt a strange numbness creeping over him, and his lips were too +parched and his tongue too heavy for speaking. The gentleman took off his +own great-coat and wrapped it well about him, placing him at the same +time in a more comfortable position. Then he ran quickly to the nearest +street, hailed the first cab, and drove back to where Tony was lying. + +[Illustration: TONY'S ACCIDENT.] + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +IN HOSPITAL. + + +The pain Tony was suffering kept him partially conscious of what was +happening to him. He knew that he was carried gently into a large hall, +and that two or three persons came to look at him, to whom his new friend +spoke in eager and rapid tones. + +"I know you do not take in accidents," he said; "but what could I do +with the little fellow? He told me he had no home, and that was all he +could say. You have two or three cots empty; and I'll double my +subscription if it's necessary, rather than take him away. Come, doctor, +you'll admit my patient?" + +"I don't think I could send him away, Mr. Ross," answered another hearty +voice. "We must get him into bed as soon as possible." + +Tony felt himself carried up stairs into a large room, where there were a +number of small beds, with a pale little face lying on every pillow. +There was a vacant cot at the end, and he was laid upon it, after having +his tattered clothes taken off him. His new boots were gone altogether, +having been left behind on the steps of the warehouse. His hands and +knees, bruised with crawling along the frosty stones, were gently bathed +with a soft sponge and warm water. He was surrounded by kind faces, +looking pitifully down upon him, and the gentleman who had brought him +there spoke to him in a very pleasant and cheering voice. + +"My boy," he said, "you have broken your leg in your fall; but the doctor +here, who is a great friend of mine, is going to mend it for you. It will +give you a good deal of pain for a few minutes; but you'll bear it like a +man, I know." + +"Yes," murmured Tony; "but will you let me go as soon as it's done?" + +"You could not do that," answered Mr. Ross, smiling. "It will be some +weeks before you will be well enough to go; but you will be very happy +here, I promise you." + +"Oh! but I must go!" cried Tony, starting up, but falling back again with +a groan. "There's Dolly and Mr. Oliver,--they'll think I've run away +again, and I were trying all I could to get back to 'em. She'll be +watching for me, and she'll fret ever so. Oh! Dolly, Dolly!" + +He spoke in a tone of so much grief, that the smile quite passed away +from the face of Mr. Ross, and he laid his hand upon his, and answered +him very earnestly: + +"If you will tell me where they live," he said, "I will go at once and +let them know all about your accident; and they shall come to see you +to-morrow if you are well enough to see them." + +Tony gave him very minute and urgent directions where to find old +Oliver's shop; and then he resigned himself, with the patience and +fortitude of most of the little sufferers in that hospital, to the +necessary pain he had to bear. + +It was Sunday afternoon when old Oliver and Dolly entered the hall of the +Children's Hospital and inquired for Tony. There was something about the +old man's look of age and the little child's sweet face which found them +favour, even in a place where everybody was received with kindness. A +nurse, who met them slowly climbing the broad staircase, turned back with +them, taking Dolly's hand in hers, and led them up to the room where +they would find Tony. There were many windows in it, and the sunshine, +which never shone into their own home, was lighting it up gaily. The cots +were all covered with white counterpanes, and most of the little +patients, who had been asleep the night before, were now awake, and +sitting up in bed, with little tables before them, which they could slide +up and down as they wished along the sides of their cots. There was no +sign of medicine, and nothing painful to see, except the wan faces of the +children themselves. But Oliver and Dolly had no eyes but for Tony, and +they hurried on to the corner where he was lying. His face was very +white, and his eyelids were closed, and his lips drawn in as if he were +still in pain. But at the very gentle and almost frightened touch of +Dolly's fingers his eyes opened quickly, and then how his face changed! +It looked as if all the sunshine in the room had centred upon it, and his +voice shook with gladness. + +"Dolly hasn't had to fret for Tony this time," he said. + +"But Dolly will fret till Tony gets well again," she answered, clasping +both her small hands round his. + +"No, no!" said old Oliver; "Dolly's going to be a very good girl, and +help grand-pa to mind shop till Tony comes home again." + +This promise of promotion partly satisfied Dolly, and she sat still upon +Oliver's knee beside Tony's cot, where his eyes could rest with +contentment and pleasure upon them both, though the nurse would not let +them talk much. When they went away she took them through the girls' +wards in the story below; for the girls were more sumptuously lodged than +the boys. These rooms were very lofty, with windows reaching to the +cornice of the ceiling, and with grand marble chimney-pieces about the +fireplaces; for in former times, the nurse told them, this had been a +gentleman's mansion, where gay parties and assemblies had been held; but +never had there been such a party and assembly as the one now in it. + +Old Oliver walked down between the rows of cots, with his little love +clinging shyly to his hand, smiling tenderly upon each poor little face +turned to look at them. Some of the children smiled back to him, and +nodded cheerfully to Dolly, lifting up their dolls for her to see, and +calling to her to listen to the pretty tunes their musical boxes were +playing. But others lay quietly upon their pillows half asleep, with +beautiful pictures hanging over their feeble heads,--pictures of Christ +carrying a lamb in his arms; and again, of Christ with a little child +upon his knee; and again, of Christ holding the hand of the young girl +who seemed dead, but whose ear heard his voice saying "Arise!" and she +came to life again in her father's and mother's house. The tears stood in +old Oliver's eyes, and his white head trembled a great deal before he had +seen all, and given one of his tender glances to each child. + +"I wonder whatever the Lord 'ud have said," he exclaimed, "if there'd +been such a place as this in his days! He'd have come here very often. He +does come, I know, and walks to and fro here of nights when the little +ones are asleep, or may be awake through pain, and he blesses every one +of them. Ah, bless them! Bless the little children, and the good folks +who keep a place like this. Bless them everyone!" + +He felt reluctant to go away; but his time was gone, and the nurse was +needed elsewhere. She kissed Dolly before she went, putting a biscuit in +her hand, and told Oliver the house was open every Sunday afternoon for +the friends of the children, if he chose to come again; and then they +walked home with slow, short footsteps, and all the Sunday evening they +talked together of the beautiful place they had seen, and how happy Tony +would be in the Children's Hospital. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +TONY'S FUTURE PROSPECTS. + + +Old Oliver and Dolly made several visits to Tony while he was in the +hospital. Every Sunday afternoon they went back to it, until its great +door, and wide staircase, and sunny ward, became almost as familiar to +them as their own dull little house. Tony recovered quickly, yet he was +there some weeks before the doctor pronounced him strong enough to turn +out again to rough it in the world. As he grew better he learned a number +of things which were making him a wiser, as well as a stronger boy, +before the time came for him to leave. + +The day before he was to go out of hospital, his friend, Mr. Ross, who +had been often to see him, called for the last time, and found him in the +room where the little patients who were nearly well were at play +together. Some of them were making believe to have a feast, with a small +dinner-service of wooden plates and dishes, and a few bits of +orange-peel, and biscuits; but Tony was sitting quietly and gravely on +one side, looking on from a distance. He had never learned to play. + +"Antony," said Mr. Ross--he was the only person who ever called him +Antony, and it seemed to make more of a man of him--"what are you +thinking to do when you leave here to-morrow?" + +"I s'pose I must go back to my crossing," answered Tony, looking +very grave. + +"No, I think I can do better for you than that," said his friend, "I +have a sister living out in the country, about fifty miles from London; +and she wants a boy to help the gardener, and run on errands for the +house. She has promised to provide you with a home, and clothing, and to +send you to school for two years, till you are about twelve, for we +think you must be about ten years old now; and after that you shall have +settled wages." + +Tony listened with a quick throbbing of his heart and a contraction in +his throat, which hindered him from speaking all at once when Mr. Ross +had finished. What a grand thing it would be for himself! But then there +were old Oliver and Dolly to be remembered. + +"It 'ud do first-rate for me," he said at last, "and I'd try my best to +help in the garden; but I couldn't never leave Mr. Oliver and the little +girl. She'd fret ever so; and he's gone so forgetful he'd lose his own +head, if he could anyhow. Why! of a morning they sell him any papers as +they've too many of. Sometimes it's all the 'Star,' and sometimes it's +all the 'Standard;' and them as buys one won't have the other. I don't +know why, I'm sure. But you see when I go for 'em I say twenty-five this, +and thirteen that, and I count 'em over pretty sharp, I can tell you; +though I couldn't read at all afore I came here, but I could tell which +was which easy enough. Then he'd never think to open his shop some +mornings; and other mornings he'd open at four or five o'clock, just when +he woke of hisself. No. I must stay and take care of 'em a bit; but thank +you, sir, all the same." + +He had spoken so gravely and thoughtfully that his reasons went directly +to the heart of Mr. Ross; but he asked him one more question, before he +could let his good plan for the boy drop. + +"What has he done for you, Antony? Is he any relation of yours?" + +"No, no!" cried Tony, his eyes growing bright, "I haven't got any +relation in all the world; but he took me in out of love, and let me +sleep comfortable under the counter, instead of in the streets. I love +him, and Dolly, I do. I'll stay by 'em as long as ever I live, if I have +to sweep a crossing till I'm an old man like him. Besides, I hear him +speak a good word for me often and often to his Master; and I s'pose +nobody else 'ud do that." + +"What master?" inquired Mr. Ross. + +"Him," answered Tony, pointing to a picture of the Saviour blessing young +children, "he's always talking to him as if he could see him, and he +tells him everythink. No, it 'ud be better for me to stay with him and +Dolly, and keep hard by my crossing, than go away from 'em, and have +clothes, and lodging, and schooling for nothink." + +"I think it would," said Mr. Ross, "so you must go on as you are, Antony, +till I can find you something better than a crossing. You are looking +very well, my boy; that's a nice, warm suit of clothes you have on, +better than the rags you came in by a long way." + +It was a sailor's suit, sent to the hospital by some mother, whose boy +had perhaps outgrown it; or, it may be, whose boy had been taken away +from all her tender care for him. It was of good, rough, thick blue +cloth, and fitted Tony well. He had grown a good deal during his +illness, and his face had become whiter and more refined; his hair, too, +was cut to a proper length, and parted down the side, no longer lying +about his head in a tangled mass. He coloured up with pleasure as Mr. +Ross looked approvingly at him. + +"They've lent it me till I go out," he said, with a tone slightly +regretful in his voice, "I only wish Dolly could have seen me in it, and +her aunt Charlotte. My own things were too ragged for me to wear 'em in a +place like this." + +"They've given it to you, Antony," replied Mr. Ross, "those are the +clothes you will go home in to-morrow." + +It seemed too much for Tony to believe, though a nurse who was sitting by +and sewing away busily, told him it was quite true. He was intensely +happy all the rest of the day, often standing up, and almost straining +his neck to get a satisfactory view of his own back, and stroking the nap +of his blue trousers with a fondling touch. They would all see him in it; +old Oliver, Dolly, and aunt Charlotte. There would be no question now as +to his fitness for taking Dolly out for a walk; he would be dressed well +enough to attend upon a princess. This made famous amends for the pair +of old boots he had lost the night he broke his leg; a loss he had often +silently lamented over in his own mind. The nurse told him she was +patching up his old clothes, and making him a cap, to wear when he was at +work on his crossing, for the new ones were much too good for that; and +Tony felt as rich as if a large fortune had been left to him. + +It was a very joyful thing to go home again. Dolly was a little shy at +first of this new Tony, so different from the poor, ragged, wild-looking +old Tony; but a very short time was enough to make her familiar with his +nice blue suit, and the anchor-buttons upon it. He found his place under +the counter all nicely papered to keep the draughts out; and a little +chaff mattress, made by aunt Charlotte, laid down instead of the shavings +upon the floor. It was even pleasanter to be here than in the hospital. + +But Tony found it hard work to go back to his crossing in the morning; +and he could not make out what was the matter with himself, he felt so +cross and idle. His old clothes seemed really such horrid rags that he +could scarcely bear to feel them about him; and if any passer-by looked +closely at him, he went red and hot all over. He was not so successful +as he thought he had been before his accident, or as he thought he ought +to be; for the roads were getting cleaner with the drier weather, and few +persons considered it necessary to give him a copper for his almost +needless labour. Worst of all,--Clever Dog Tom found him out, and would +come often to see him; sometimes jeering him for his poor spirit in being +content with such low work, and sometimes boasting of the fine things he +could do, and displaying the fine clothes he could wear. It was truly +very hard work for Tony, after his long holiday at the hospital, where he +had had as much luxury and attention as a rich man's son. + +But at home in the evening Tony felt all right again. Old Oliver set him +to learn to read and write, and he was making rapid progress, more rapid +than Dolly, who began at the same time, but who was apt to look upon it +all as only another kind of game, of which she grew more quickly tired +than of hide-and-seek. There was no one to check her, or to make her +understand it was real, serious work: neither old Oliver nor Tony could +find any fault with their darling. Now and then there came letters from +her mother, full of anxious questions about her, and loving messages to +her, telling her to be a good girl till she came back, but never saying +a word as to when there was any chance of her returning to England. In +one of these letters she sent word that a little sister was come for her +out in India, who was just like what Dolly herself had been when she was +a baby; but neither Oliver nor Tony could quite believe that. There never +had been such a child as Dolly; there never would be again. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +A BUD FADING. + + +A second summer went by with its long, hot days, when the sun seemed to +stand still in the sky, and to dart down its most sultry beams into the +dustiest and closest streets. Out in the parks, and in the broad +thoroughfares where the fresh breeze could sweep along early in the +morning, and in the evening as soon as the air grew cooler, it was very +pleasant weather; and the people who could put on light summer dresses +enjoyed it very much. But away among the thickly-built and crowded +houses, where there were thousands of persons breathing over and over +again the same hot and stagnant atmosphere, it seemed as if the most +delicate and weakly among them must be suffocated by the breathless heat. +Old Oliver suffered very greatly, but he said nothing about it; indeed he +generally forgot the cause of his languor and feebleness. He never knew +now the day of the week, nor the month of the year. If any one had told +him in the dog-days of July that it was still April, he would only have +answered gently that it was bright, warm weather for the time of year. + +But about old times his memory was good enough; he could tell long +stories of his boyhood, and describe the hills of his native place in +such a manner as to set Tony full of longings after the country, with its +cornfields, and meadows, and hedge-rows, which he had never seen. He +remembered his Bible, too, and could repeat chapter after chapter +describing his Master's life, as they sat together in the perpetual +twilight of their room; for now that it was summer-time it did not seem +right to keep the gas burning. + +Tony's crossing had failed him altogether, for in dry weather nobody +wanted it; but in this extremity Mr. Ross came to his aid, and procured +him a place as errand-boy, where he was wanted from eight o'clock in the +morning till seven at night; so that he could still open old Oliver's +shop, and fetch him his right papers before he went out, and put the +shutters up when he came back. To become an errand-boy was a good step +forwards, and Tony was more than content. He never ran about bare-headed +and barefooted now as he had done twelve months before; and he had made +such good progress in reading and writing that he could already make out +the directions upon the parcels he had to deliver, after they had been +once read over to him. He did not object to the dry weather and clean +streets as he had done when his living depended upon his crossing; on the +contrary, he enjoyed the sunshine, and the crowds of gaily-dressed +people, for he could hold up his head amongst them, and no longer went +prowling about in the gutters searching after bits of orange-peel. He +kicked them into the gutters instead, mindful of that accident which had +befallen him, but which turned out so full of good for him. + +[Illustration: DOLLY'S MONTHLY REGISTER.] + +But, if there had been any eye to see it, a very slow, and very sad +change was creeping over Dolly; so slowly indeed, that perhaps none but +her mother's eye could have seen it at first. On the first of every +month, which old Oliver knew by the magazines coming in, he marked how +much his little love had grown by placing her against the side-post of +the door, and making a thick pencil line where her curly head reached to. +He looked at this record often, smiling at the rate his little woman was +growing taller; but it was really no wonder that his dim eyes, loving as +they were, never saw how the rosy colour was dying away out of her +cheeks, as gradually as the red glow fades away in the west after the sun +has set, nor how the light grew fainter and fainter in her blue eyes, +until they looked at him very heavily from under her drooping eyelids. +The house was too dark for any sight to see very clearly; the full, +strong, healthy light of the sun, could not find its way into it, and day +after day Dolly became more like one of those plants growing in shady +places, which live and shoot up, but only put out pale and sickly leaves, +and feeble buds. One by one, and by little and little, with degrees as +small as her own tiny footsteps, she lost all her merry ways, dropping +them, here one and there another, upon the path she was silently +treading; as little children let fall the flowers they have gathered in +the meadows, along their road homewards. Yet all the time old Oliver was +loving and cherishing her as the dearest of all treasures, second only to +the Master whom he loved so fully; but he never discovered that there +was any change in her. Dolly fell into very quiet ways, and would sit +still for hours together, her arm around Beppo, and her sweet, patient +little face, which was growing thin and hollow, turned towards the +flickering light of the fire, while Oliver pottered toilsomely about his +house, forgetting many things, but always ready with a smile and a fond +word for his grand-daughter. + +Just as Oliver was too old to feel any anxiety about Dolly, so Tony was +too young, and knew too little of sickness and death. Moreover, when he +came home in the evening, full of the business of the day, with a number +of stories to tell of what had happened to him, and what he had seen, +Dolly was always more lively, and had a feverish colour on her face, and +a brilliant light in her eyes. He seemed to bring life and strength with +him, and she liked him to nurse her on his knee, which did not grow tired +and stiff like her grandfather's. How should Tony detect anything amiss +with her? She never complained of feeling any pain, and he was glad for +her to be very quiet and still while he was busy with his lessons. + +But when the summer was ended, and after the damp warm fogs of November +were over, and a keen, black frost set in sharply before Christmas--a +frost which had none of the beauty of white lime and clear blue skies, +but which hung over the city like a pall, and penetrated to every +fireside with an icy breath; when only the strong and the healthy, who +were well clothed and well fed, could meet it bravely, while the +delicate, and sickly, and poverty-stricken, shrank before it, and were +chilled through and through, then Dolly drooped and failed altogether. +Even old Oliver's dull ears began to hear a little cough, which seemed to +echo from some grave not very far away; and when he drew his little love +between his knees, and put on his spectacles to gaze into her face, the +dearest face in all the world to him, even his eyes saw something of its +wanness, and the hollow lines which had come upon it since the summer had +passed away. The old man felt troubled about her, yet he scarcely knew +what to do. He bought sweetmeats to soothe her cough, and thought +sometimes that he must ask somebody or other about a doctor for her; but +his treacherous memory always let the thought slip out of his mind. He +intended to take counsel with his sister when she came to see him; but +aunt Charlotte was herself very ill with an attack of rheumatism, and +could not get up to old Oliver's house. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +A VERY DARK SHADOW. + + +The Christmas week passed by, and the new year came in, cold and bleak, +but Tony was well secured against the weather, and liked the frosty air, +which made it pleasant to run as fast as he could from place to place as +he delivered his parcels. When boxing day came, which was half-holiday +for him, he returned to the house at mid-day, carrying with him three +mince-pies, which he had felt himself rich enough to buy in honour of the +holiday. He had for a long time been reckoning upon shutting up shop for +the whole afternoon, and upon going out for a long stroll through the +streets with old Oliver and Dolly; and now that the hour was positively +come he felt very light-hearted and full of spirits, defying the wind +which wrestled with him at every turn. Dolly must be wrapped up well, he +said to himself, and old Oliver must put on his drab great coat, with +mother o' pearl buttons, which he had brought up from the country forty +years ago, and which was still good for keeping out the cold. He ran +down the alley, and passed through the shop whistling cheerily, and +disdaining to lift the flap of the counter, he took a running vault over +it, and landed at once inside the open kitchen-door. + +But there was old Oliver sitting close to the fire, with Dolly on his +knee, and her little head lying upon his breast, while the tears trickled +slowly down his furrowed cheeks on to her pretty curls. Beppo was +standing between his legs, licking Dolly's small hand, which hung +languidly by her side. Her eyelids were closed, and her face was deadly +white; but when Tony uttered a great cry of trouble, and fell on his +knees before her, she opened her heavy eyes, and stretched out her cold +thin hand to stroke his cheeks. "Dolly's so very ill, Tony," she +murmured, "poor Dolly's very ill indeed." + +"I don't know whatever is the matter with my little love," said the old +man, in a low and trembling voice; "she fell down all of a sudden, and I +thought she was dead, Tony; but she's coming round again now. Isn't my +little love better now?" + +"Yes, gan-pa, yes; Dolly's better," she answered faintly. + +"Let me hold her, master," said Tony, his heart beating fast; "I can +hold her stronger and more comfortable, maybe, than you. You're tired +ever so, and you'd better get yourself a bit of dinner. Shall Tony nurse +you now, Dolly?" + +The little girl raised her arms to him, and Tony took her gently into his +own, sitting down upon the old box in the chimney-corner, and putting her +to nestle comfortably against him. Dolly closed her eyes again, and +by-and-bye he knew that she had fallen into a light sleep, while old +Oliver moved noiselessly to and fro, only now and then saying half aloud, +in a tone of strange earnestness and entreaty, "Lord! dear Lord!" + +After awhile the old man came and bent over them both, taking Dolly's arm +softly between his withered fingers, and looking down at it with a +shaking head. + +"She's very thin, Tony; look at this little arm," he said, "wasting away! +wasting away! I've watched all my little ones waste away except my poor +Susan. Couldn't there anything be done to save her?" + +"Ay!" answered Tony, in an energetic whisper, while he clasped Dolly a +little tighter in his arms; "ay! they could cure her easily at the +hospital. Bless yer! there were little 'uns ten times worse than her as +they sent home cured. Let us take her there as soon as ever she wakes +up, and she'll be quite well directly, I promise you. The doctor knows +me, and I'll speak to Mr. Ross for her. Do you get a bit of dinner, and +hearten yourself up for it; and we'll set off as soon as she's awake." + +Old Oliver turned away comforted, and prepared his own and Tony's dinner, +and put a mince-pie into the oven to be ready to tempt Dolly's appetite +when she awoke. But she slept heavily all the afternoon till it was +almost dark outside, and the lamps were being lit, when she awoke, +restless and feverish. + +"Would Dolly like to go to that nice place, where the little girls had +the dolls and the music?" asked Tony, in a quavering voice which he could +scarcely keep from sobs; "the good place where Tony got well again, and +they gave him his new clothes? Everybody 'ud be so wery kind to poor +little Dolly, and she'd come home again, quite cured and strong, like +Tony was." + +"Yes, yes!" cried Dolly, eagerly, raising herself up in his arms; "it's a +nice place, and the sun shines, and Dolly 'ud like to go. Only she'll be +sure to come back to gan-pa." + +It was some time yet before they were quite ready to start, though Dolly +could not be coaxed to eat the hot mince-pie, or anything else. Old +Oliver had to get himself into his drab overcoat, and the ailing child +had to be protected in the best way they could against the searching +wind. After they had put on all her own warmest clothing, Tony wrapped +his own thick blue jacket about her, and lifting her very tenderly in his +arms, they turned out into the streets, closely followed by Beppo. + +It was now quite night, but the streets were well lighted from the shop +windows, and throngs of people were hurrying hither and thither; for it +was boxing-night, and all the lower classes of the inhabitants were +taking holiday. But old Oliver saw and heard nothing of the crowd. He +walked on by Tony's side; with feeble and tottering steps, deaf and +blind, but whispering all the while, with trembling lips, to One whom no +one else could see or hear. Once or twice Tony saw a solemn smile flit +across his face, and he nodded his head and raised his hand, as one who +gives his assent to what is said to him. So they passed on through the +noisy streets till they reached quieter ones, were there were neither +shops nor many passers-by, and there they found the home where they were +going to leave their treasure for a time. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +NO ROOM FOR DOLLY. + + +Old Oliver rang the house-bell very quietly, for Dolly seemed to be +asleep again, and lay quite still in Tony's arms, which were growing +stiff, and benumbed by the cold. The door was opened by a porter, whose +face was strange to them both, for he had only come in for the day while +the usual one took holiday. Old Oliver presented himself in front, and +pointed at his little grandchild as Tony held her in his arms while he +spoke to the porter in a voice which trembled greatly. + +"We've brought you our little girl, who is very ill," he said, "but +she'll soon get well in here, I know. I'd like to see the doctor, and +tell him all about her." + +"We're quite full," answered the porter, filling up the doorway. + +"Full?" repeated old Oliver, in a tone of questioning. + +"Ay! all our cots are full," he replied, "chockfull. There ain't no more +room. We've turned two or three away this morning, when they came at the +right time. This isn't the right time to bring any child here." + +"But my little love is very ill," continued old Oliver; "this is the +right place, isn't it? The place where they nurse little children +who are ill?" + +"It's all right," said the porter, "it's the right place enough, only +it's brimful, and running over, as you may say. We couldn't take in one +more, if it was ever so. But you may come in and sit down in the hall for +a minute or two, while I fetch one of the ladies." + +Old Oliver and Tony entered, and sat down upon a bench inside. There was +the broad staircase, with its shallow steps, which Dolly's tiny feet had +climbed so easily, and it led up to the warm, pleasant nurseries, where +little children were already falling asleep, almost painlessly, in their +cosy cots. Tony could not believe that there was not room for their +darling, who had been so willing to come to the place she knew so well, +yet a sob broke from his lips, which disturbed Dolly in her sleep, for +she moaned once or twice, and stirred uneasily in his arms. The old man +leaned his hands upon the top of his stick, and rested his white head +upon them, until they heard light footsteps, and the rustling of a +dress, and they saw a lady coming down stairs to them. + +"I think there's some mistake here, ma'am," said Oliver, his eye +wandering absently about the large entrance-hall; "this is the Hospital +for Sick Children, I think, and I've brought my little grandchild here, +who is very ill indeed, yet the man at the door says there's no room for +her. I think it must be a mistake." + +"No," said the lady; "I am sorry to say it is no mistake. We are quite +full; there is not room for even one more. Indeed, we have been obliged +to send cases away before to-day. Who is your recommendation from?" + +"I didn't know you'd want any recommendation," answered old Oliver, very +mournfully; "she's very ill, and you could cure her here, and take +better care of her than Tony and me, and I thought that was enough. I +never thought of getting any recommendation, and I don't know where I +could get one." + +"Mr. Ross 'ud give us one," said Tony, eagerly. + +"Yet even then," answered the lady, "we could not take her in until some +of the cots are empty." + +"You don't know me," interrupted Tony, eagerly; "but Mr. Ross brought +me here, a year ago now, and they cured me, and set me up stronger +than ever. They was so wery kind to me, that I couldn't think of +anythink else save bringing our little girl to 'em. I'm sure they'd +take her in, if they only knew it was her. You jest say as it's Tony +and Dolly, as everybody took such notice of, and they'll never turn her +away, I'm sure." + +"I wish we could take her," said the lady, with tears in her eyes; "but +it is impossible. We should be obliged to turn some other child out, and +that could not be done to-night. You had better bring her again in the +morning, and we'll see if there is any one well enough to make room for +her. Let me look at the poor child for a minute." + +She lifted up the collar of Tony's blue jacket, which covered Dolly's +face, and looked down at it pitifully. It was quite white now, and was +pinched and hollow, with large blue eyes shining too brightly. She +stretched out her arms to the lady, and made a great effort to smile. + +"Put Dolly into a pretty bed," she murmured, "where the sun shines, and +she'll soon get well and go home again to gan-pa." + +"What can I do?" cried the lady, the tears now running down her face. +"The place is quite full; we cannot take in one more, not one. Bring her +here again in the morning, and we will see what can be done." + +"How many children have you got here?" asked old Oliver. + +"We have only seventy-five cots," she answered, sobbing; "and in a winter +like this they're always full." + +"Only seventy-five!" repeated the old man, very sorrowfully. "Only +seventy-five, and there are hundreds and hundreds of little children ill +in London! They are ill in houses like mine, where the sun never shines. +Is there no other place like this we could take our little love to?" + +"There are two or three other Hospitals," she answered, "but they are a +long way off, and none of them as large as ours. They are sure to be full +just now. I think there are not more than a hundred and fifty cots in all +London for sick children." + +"Then there's no room for my Dolly?" he said. + +The lady shook her head without speaking, for she had her handkerchief up +to her face. + +"Eh!" cried old Oliver in a wailing voice, "I don't know whatever the +dear Lord 'ill say to that." + +He made a sign to Tony that they must be going home again; and the boy +raised himself up with a strange weight and burden upon his heart. Old +Oliver put his stick down, and took Dolly into his own arms, and laid her +head down on his breast. + +"Let me carry her a little way, Tony," he said. "She's as light as a +feather, even to poor old grandpa. I'd like to carry my little love a bit +of the way home." + +"I'll tell you what I can do," said the lady, wrapping Dolly up and +kissing her before she covered her pale face, "if you will tell me where +you live I will speak to the doctor as soon as he comes in--for he is out +just now--and perhaps he will come to see her. He knows a great deal +about children, and is fond of them." + +"Thank you, thank you kindly, ma'am," answered old Oliver, feeling a +little comforted. But when they stood outside, and the bleak wind blew +about them, and he could see the soft glimmer of the light in the +windows, within which other children were safely sheltered and +carefully tended, his spirit sank again. He tottered now and then under +his light burden; but he could not be persuaded to give up his little +child to Tony again. These streets were quiet, with handsome houses on +each side, and from one and another there came bursts of music and +laughter as they passed by; yet Tony could catch most of the words +which the old man was speaking. + +[Illustration: NO ROOM FOR DOLLY] + +"Dear Lord," he said, "there's only room for seventy-five of thy little +lambs that are pining and wasting away in every dark street and alley +like mine. Whatever can thy people be thinking about? They've got their +own dear little children, who are ill sometimes, spite of all their +care; and they can send for the doctor, and do all that's possible, +never looking at the money it costs; but when they are well again they +never think of the poor little ones who are sick and dying, with nobody +to help them or care for them as I care for this little one. Oh, Lord, +Lord! let my little love live! Yet thou knows what is best, and thou'lt +do what is best. Thou loves her more than I do; and see, Lord, she is +very ill indeed." + +They reached home at last, after a weary and heartbroken journey, and +carried Dolly in and laid her upon old Oliver's bed. She was wide awake +now, and looked very peaceful, smiling quietly into both their faces as +they bent over her. Tony gazed deep down into her eyes, and met a glance +from them which sent a strange tremor through him. He crept silently +away, and stole into his dark bed under the counter, where he stretched +himself upon his face, and buried his mouth in the chaff pillow to choke +his sobs. What was going to happen to Dolly? What could it be that made +him afraid of looking again into her patient and tranquil little face? + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE GOLDEN CITY. + + +Tony lay there in the dark, overwhelmed by his unusual terror and sorrow, +until he heard the voice of old Oliver calling his name feebly. He +hurried to him, and found him still beside the bed where Dolly was lying. +He had taken off most of her clothes, and put her white nightgown over +the rest, that she might sleep warmly in them all the night, for her +little hands and feet felt very chilly to his touch. The fire had gone +out while they were away, and the grate looked very black and cheerless. +The room was in great disorder, just as they had left it, and the gas, +which was burning high, cast a cruel glare upon it all. But Tony saw +nothing except the dear face of Dolly, resting on one check upon the +pillow, with her curly hair tossed about it in confusion, and her open +eyes gathering a strange film. Beppo had made his way to her side, and +pushed his head under her lifeless little hand, which tried to pat it now +and then. Old Oliver was sitting on the bedstead, his eyes fastened upon +her, and his whole body trembled violently. Tony sank down upon his +knees, and flung his arm over Dolly, as if to save her from the unseen +power which threatened to take her away from them. + +"Don't ky, gan-pa," she said, softly; "don't ky more than a minute. Nor +Tony. Are I going to die, gan-pa?" + +"Yes, my little love," cried old Oliver, moaning as he said it. + +"Where are I going to?" asked Dolly, very faintly. + +"You're going to see my Lord and Master," he said; "him as loves little +children so, and carries them in his arms, and never lets them be +sorrowful or ill or die again." + +"Does he live in a bootiful place?" she asked, again. + +"It's a more beautiful place than I can tell," answered old Oliver. "The +Lord Jesus gives them light brighter than the sun; and the streets are +all of gold, and there are many little children there, who always see the +face of their Father." + +"Dolly's going rere," said the little child, solemnly. + +She smiled for a minute or two, holding Beppo's ear between her failing +fingers, and playing with it. Tony's eyes were dim with tears, yet he +could see her clear face clearly through them. What could he do? Was +there no one to help? + +"Master, master!" he cried. "If the Lord Jesus is here he can save her. +Ask him, master." + +But old Oliver paid no heed to him. For the child who was passing away +from him he was all eye and ear, watching and listening as keenly as in +his best and strongest days; but he was blind and deaf to everything else +around him. Tony's voice could not reach his brain. + +"Will gan-pa come rere?" whispered the failing and faltering voice of +Dolly. + +"Very soon," he answered; a radiant smile coming to his face, which made +her smile as her eyes caught the glory of it. "Very, very soon, my little +love. You'll be there to meet me when I come." + +"Dolly'll watch for gan-pa," she murmured, with long pauses between the +words, which seemed to drop one by one upon Tony's ear; "and Dolly'll +watch at the door for Tony to come home; and she'll fret ever so if he +never comes." + +Tony felt her stir restlessly under his arm, and stretch her tiny limbs +upon the bed as if she were very tired, and the languid eyelids drooped +slowly till they quite hid her blue eyes, and she sighed softly as +children sigh when they fall asleep, weary of their play. Old Oliver laid +his shaking hand tenderly upon her head. + +"Dear Lord!" he said, "take my little love to thyself. I give her +up to thee." + +It seemed to Tony as if a thick mist of darkness fell all about him, and +as if he were sinking down, down, very low into some horrible pit where +he would never see the light of day again. But by-and-bye he came to +himself, and found old Oliver sobbing in short, heavy sobs, and swaying +himself to and fro, while Beppo was licking Dolly's hand, and barking +with a sharp, quiet bark, as he had been wont to do when he wanted her to +play with him. The child's small features were quite still, but there was +an awful smile upon them such as there had never been before, and Tony +could not bear to look upon it. He crossed her tiny hands lightly over +one another upon her breast, and then he lifted Beppo away gently, and +drew the bed-clothes about her, so as to hide her smiling face. + +"Master," he cried, "master, is she gone?" + +Old Oliver only answered by a deep moan; and Tony put his arm about him, +and raised him up. + +"Come to your own chair, master," he said. + +He yielded to Tony like a child, and seated himself in the chair, where +he had so often sat and watched Dolly while he smoked his pipe. The boy +put his pipe between his fingers; but he only let it fall to the ground, +where it broke into many pieces. Tony did not know what to do, nor where +to go for any help. + +"Lord," he said, "if you really love the old master, do something for +him; for I don't know whatever to do, now little Dolly's gone." + +He sat down on his old box, staring at Oliver and the motionless form on +the bed, with a feeling of despair tugging at his heart. He could +scarcely believe it was all true; for it was not very long since--only it +seemed like long years--since he had leaped over the counter in his +light-heartedness. But he had not sat there many minutes before he heard +a distinct, rather loud knock at the shop-door, and he ran hastily to ask +who was there. + +"Antony," said a voice he knew very well, "I have come with the doctor, +to see what we can do for your little girl." + +In an instant Tony opened the door, and as Mr. Ross entered the boy flung +his arms round him, and hid his face against him, sobbing bitterly. + +"Oh! you've come too late," he cried, "you've come too late! Dolly's +dead, and I'm afraid the master's going away from me as well. They +couldn't take her in, and she died after we had brought her home." + +The doctor and Mr. Ross went on into the inner room, and Tony pointed +silently to the bed where Dolly lay. Old Oliver roused himself at the +sound of strange voices, and, leaning upon Tony's shoulder, he staggered +to the bedside, and drew the clothes away from her dear, smiling face. + +"I don't murmur," he said. "My dear Lord can't do anything unkind. He'll +come and speak to me presently, and comfort me; but just now I'm deaf and +blind, even to him. I've not forgot him, and he hasn't forgot me; but +there's a many things ought to be done, and I cannot think what." + +"Leave it all to us," said Mr. Ross, leading him back to his chair. "But +have you no neighbour you can go and stay with for to-night? You are an +old man, and you must not lose your night's sleep." + +"No," he answered, shaking his head; "I'd rather stay here in my own +place, if I'd a hundred other places to go to. I'm not afraid of my +little love,--no, no! When everything is done as ought to be done, +I'll lie in my own bed and watch her. It won't be lonesome, as long as +she's here." + +In an hour's time all was settled for that night. A little resting-place +had been made for the dead child in a corner of the room, where she lay +covered with a coarse white sheet, which was the last one left of those +which old Oliver's wife had spun in her girlhood. The old man had given +his promise to go to bed when Mr. Ross and the doctor were gone; and he +slept lightly, his face turned towards the place where his little love +was sleeping. A faint light burnt all night in the room, and Tony, who +could not fall asleep, sat in the chimney-corner, with Beppo upon his +knees. There was an unutterable, quiet sorrow within him, mingled with a +strange awe. That little child, who had played with him, and kissed him +only a day since, was already gone into the unseen world, which was so +very near to him now, though it had seemed so very far away and so empty +before. It must be very near, since she had gone to it so quickly; and +it was no longer empty, for Dolly was there; and she had said she would +watch at the door till he came home. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +A FRESH DAY DAWNS. + + +Old Oliver and Tony saw their darling buried in a little grave in a +cemetery miles away from their own home, and then they returned, desolate +and bereaved, to the deserted city, which seemed empty indeed to them. +The house had never looked so very dark and dreary before. Yet from time +to time old Oliver forgot that Dolly was gone altogether, and could never +come back; for he would call her in his eager, quavering tones, or search +for her in some of the hiding-places, where she had often played at +hide-and-seek with him. When mealtimes came round he would put out +Dolly's plate and cup, which had been bought on purpose for her, with gay +flowers painted upon them; and in the evening, over his pipe, when he had +been used to talk to his Lord, he now very often said nothing but repeat +again and again Dolly's little prayer, which he had himself taught her, +"Gentle Jesus, meek and mild." It was quite plain to Tony that it would +never do to leave him alone in his house and shop. + +"I've give up my place as errand-boy," he said to Mr. Ross, "'cause the +old master grows worse and worse for forgetting, and I must mind shop for +him now as well as I can. He's not off his head, as you may say; he's +sharp enough sometimes; but there's no trusting to him being sharp +always. He talks to Dolly as if she was here, and could hear him, till I +can't hardly bear it. But I'm very fond of him,--fonder of him than +anythink else, 'cept my little Dolly; and I've made up my mind as his +Master shall be my master, and he's always ready to tell me all he knows +about him. I'm no ways afeared of not getting along." + +Tony found that they got along very well. Mr. Ross made a point of going +in to visit them every week, and of seeing how the business prospered in +the boy's hands; and he put as much as he could in his way. Sad and +sorrowful as the days were, they passed over, one after another, bringing +with them at least the habit of living without Dolly. Every Sunday +afternoon, however, old Oliver and Tony walked slowly through the +streets, for the old man could only creep along with Tony's help, till +they reached the Children's Hospital; but they never passed the door, nor +entered in through it. Old Oliver would stand for a few minutes leaning +heavily on Tony's shoulder, and trembling from head to foot, as his eyes +wandered over all the front of the building; and then a low, wailing cry +would break from his lips, "Dear Lord! there was no room for my little +love, but thou hast found room for her!" + +It was a reopening of Tony's sorrow when Aunt Charlotte came up from the +country to find that the little child had gone away altogether, leaving +only her tiny frocks and clothes, which were neatly folded up in a +drawer, where old Oliver treasured up a keepsake or two of his wife's. +She discovered, too, that old Oliver had forgotten to write to +Susan,--indeed, his hand had become too trembling to hold a pen,--and she +wrote herself; but her letter did not reach Calcutta before Susan and her +husband had left it, being homeward bound. + +It was as nearly two years as it could well be since the summer evening +when Susan Raleigh had sent her little girl into old Oliver's shop, +bidding her be a good girl till she came home, and thinking it would be +only three days before she saw her again. It was nearly two years, and an +evening something like it, when the door was darkened by the entrance of +a tall, fine-looking man, dressed as a soldier, but with one empty sleeve +looped up across his chest. Tony was busy behind the counter wrapping up +magazines, which he was going to take out the next morning, and the +soldier looked very inquisitively at him. + +"Hallo! my lad, who are you?" he asked, in a tone of surprise. + +"I'm Antony Oliver," he said; for of late he had taken to call himself by +his old master's name. + +"Antony Oliver!" repeated the stranger; "I never heard of you before." + +"Well, I'm only Tony," he answered; "but I live with old Mr. Oliver now, +and call him grandfather. He likes it, and it does me good. It's like +somebody belonging to me." + +"Why! how long have you called him grandfather?" asked the soldier again. + +"Ever since our little Dolly died," said Tony, in a faltering voice. + +"Dolly dead!" exclaimed the man, looking ready to fall down; for his +face went very white, and he leaned upon the counter with his one hand. +"Oh! my poor Susan!--my poor, dear girl!--however can I tell her this +bad news?" + +"Who are you?" cried Tony. "Are you Dolly's father? Oh, she's dead! +She died last January, and we are more lonesome without her than you +can think." + +"Let me see poor Susan's father," he said, after a minute or two, and +with a very troubled face. + +"Ay, come in," said Tony, lifting up the flap of the counter, under which +Dolly had so often played at hide-and-seek. "He's more hisself again; but +his memory's bad yet. I know everythink about her, though; because she +was so fond of me, and me of her. Come in." + +Raleigh entered the room, and saw old Oliver sitting in his arm-chair, +with a pipe in his hand, and a very tranquil look upon his wrinkled face. +The gas-light shone upon the glittering epaulettes and white sash of the +soldier, and the old man fastened upon him a very keen, yet doubtful gaze +of inquiry. + +"Don't you know me, father?" cried Raleigh, almost unable to utter a +word. "It's your poor Susan's husband, and Dolly's father." + +"Dolly's father!" repeated old Oliver, rising from his chair, and +resting his hand upon Raleigh's shoulder. "Do you know that the dear Lord +has taken her to be where he is in glory?" + +"Yes, I know it," he said, with a sob. + +He put the old man back in his seat, and drew a chair close up to him. +They sat thus together in sorrowful silence for some minutes, until old +Oliver laid his hand upon the empty sleeve on Raleigh's breast. + +"You've lost your arm," he said, pityingly. + +"Ay!" answered Raleigh; "our colonel was set upon by a tiger in the +jungle, and I saved him; but the brute tore my arm, and craunched +the bone between his teeth till it had to come off. It's spoiled me +for a soldier." + +"Yes, yes, poor fellow," answered old Oliver, "but the Lord knew all +about it." + +"That he did," answered Raleigh; "and he's taught me a bit more about +himself than I used to know. I'm not spoiled to be His soldier. But I +don't know much about the service yet, and I shall want you to teach me, +father. You'll let me call you father, for poor Susan's sake, won't you?" + +"To be sure--to be sure," said old Oliver, keeping his hand still upon +the empty sleeve on Raleigh's breast. + +"Well, father," he continued, "as I am not fit for a soldier, and as the +colonel was hurt too, we're all come home together. Only Susan's gone +straight on with her lady and our little girl, and sent me through London +to see after you and Dolly." + +"Your little girl?" said Oliver questioningly. + +"Yes, the one born in India. Her name's Mary, but we call her Polly. +Susan said it made her think of our little Dolly at home. Dear! dear! I +don't know however I shall let her know." + +Another fit of silence fell upon them, and Tony left them together, for +it was time to put up the shop shutters. It seemed just like the night +when he had followed Susan and the little girl, and loitered outside in +the doorway opposite, to see what would happen after she had left her in +the shop. He fancied he was a ragged, shoeless boy again, nobody loving +him, or caring for him, and that he saw old Oliver and Dolly standing on +the step, looking out for the mother, who had gone away, never, never to +see her darling again. Tony's heart was very full; and when he tried to +whistle, he was obliged to give it up, lest he should break out into sobs +and crying. When he went back into the house Raleigh was talking again. + +"So Susan and me are to have one of the lodges of the colonel's park," +he said, "and I'm to be a sort of bailiff to look after the other outdoor +servants about the garden and premises. It's a house with three bedrooms, +and a very pleasant sort of little parlour, as well as a kitchen and +scullery place downstairs. You can see the Wrekin from the parlour +window, and the moon over it; and it's not so far away but what we could +get a spring-cart sometimes, and drive over to your old home under the +Wrekin. As soon as ever the colonel's lady told Susan where it was, she +cried out, 'That's the very place for father!' You'd like to come and +live with your own Susan again, in your own country; wouldn't you now?" + +"Yes, yes; for a little while," answered old Oliver, with a smile +upon his face. + +Tony felt a strange and very painful shrinking at his heart. If the old +man went away to live with his daughter in the country, his home would be +lost to him, and he would have to go out into the great city again alone, +with nobody to love. He could get his living now in a respectable manner, +and there was no fear of his being driven to sleep in Covent Garden, or +under the bridges. But he would be alone, and all the links which bound +him to Dolly and old Oliver would be snapped asunder. He wondered if the +Lord Jesus would let such a thing be. + +"But I couldn't leave Tony," cried old Oliver, suddenly; and putting on +his spectacles to look for him. + +"Come here, Tony. He's like my own son to me, bless him! He calls me +grandfather, and kept my heart up when I should have sunk very low +without him. My Master gave him to me the very same night he gave me my +little love. No, no; Dolly loved Tony, and Susan must come here to see +me, but I could never leave my boy." + +Old Oliver had put his arm round Tony, drawing him closer and closer to +him as he spoke, until his withered cheek pressed fondly against his +face. Since Dolly died neither of them had felt such a thrill of +happiness as now. + +"The colonel and his lady must be told about this," said Raleigh, after +he had heard all that Tony had been and done for old Oliver; and when he +was obliged to go away for the night, the soldier gave him such a cordial +grasp of the hand, as set all his fingers tingling, and his heart +throbbing with exultation. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +POLLY. + + +The lodge stood in a very lovely place, upon a slope of ground, which +rose still higher to where the colonel's grand house was situated. There +was a porch before the door, built of rough logs of pines, covered with +ivy and honeysuckle, and with seats in it, where you could sit and look +out over a wide, rich plain, with little hills and dales in it, +stretching far away towards the sky-line, where some distant mountains +lay, so like to clouds, that you could scarcely tell which were soft and +misty vapours, and which were solid and everlasting hills. The Severn ran +through the beautiful plain with so many windings, sometimes lying in +shadow under deep banks, and sometimes glistening and sparkling in the +sunlight, that it looked more like many little pools scattered about the +meadows than one long, continuous river. Not very far away, as Raleigh +had said, stood the Wrekin, purple in the evening haze, but by day so +plain, that one could see the great rock on its summit, which in olden +times served as an altar to the god of fire. + +Susan was very busy, and had been very busy all day over two +things--preparing the house for the reception of her father, whom she had +not seen for so many years, and in teaching her little girl, who was now +eighteen months old, to say grand-pa. The one work was quite finished; +everything was ready for old Oliver, and now she was waiting and watching +to see the colonel's spring cart arrive from the station with her +husband, who was gone to meet old Oliver and Tony. For Tony was not on +any account to be parted from the old man--so said the colonel and his +lady--but was to be employed about the garden, and as general errand boy +for the house, and to live at the lodge with old Oliver. Susan's eyes +were red, for as she had been busy about her work, she had several times +cried bitterly over her lost little girl; but she had resolved within +herself not to shed a single tear after her father was come, lest she +should spoil the gladness of his coming home to her. At last the cart +came in sight, and stopped, and Raleigh and Tony sprang out to help +Oliver to get down, while Susan put down Polly in the porch, and ran to +throw her arms round her dear old father's neck. + +He was very quiet, poor old Oliver. He had not spoken a word since he +left the station, but had gazed about him as they drove along the +pleasant lane with almost a troubled look upon his tranquil face. When +his dim eyes caught the first glimpse of the Wrekin he lifted his hat +from his white and trembling head, as if to greet it like some great and +dear friend, after so many years of absence. Now he stood still at the +wicket, leaning upon Susan's arm, and looking round him again with a +gentle yet sad smile. The air was so fresh, after the close streets of +London, that to him it seemed even full of scents of numberless flowers; +and the sun was shining everywhere, upon the blossoms in the garden, and +the fine old elm-trees in the park, and the far-off hills. He grasped +Tony's hand in his, and bade him look well about him. + +"If only my little love had had a bit of sunshine!" he said, with a +mournful and tender patience in his feeble voice. + +But just then--scarcely had he finished speaking--there came a shrill, +merry little scream behind them, so like Dolly's, that both old Oliver +and Tony turned round quickly. It could not be the same, for this little +child was even smaller than Dolly; but as she came pattering and +tottering down the garden-walk towards them, they saw that she had the +same fair curly hair, and blue eyes, and rosy cheeks that Dolly had had +two years before. She ran and hid her face in her mother's gown; but +Susan lifted her into her arms, and held her towards old Oliver. + +"Say grand-pa, and kiss him, Polly," she said, coaxingly. + +The little child held back shyly for a minute, for old Oliver's head was +shaking much more than usual now; but at length she put her two soft +little hands to his face, and held it between them, while she kissed him. + +"Gan-pa!" she cried, crowing and chuckling with delight. + +They went indoors to the pleasant parlour, where old Oliver's arm-chair +was set ready for him by the side of the fire, for Susan had kindled a +fire, saying that he would feel the fresh air blowing from the Wrekin; +and Polly sat first on his knee, and then upon Tony's, who could not keep +his eyes from following all her movements. But still it was not their own +Dolly who had made the old house in the close alley in London so happy +and so merry for them. She was gone home to the Father's house, and was +watching for them there. Tony might be a long time before he joined her, +but for old Oliver the parting would be but short. As he sat in the +evening dusk, very peacefully and contentedly, while Susan sang Polly to +sleep in the kitchen, Tony heard him say half aloud, as his custom was, +"Yet a little, and I will come again, and receive you unto myself, that +where I am ye may be also. 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