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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/12042-0.txt b/12042-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..cdb2060 --- /dev/null +++ b/12042-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2948 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 12042 *** + +THE VALUE OF A PRAYING MOTHER + +BY ISABEL C. BYRUM + +GOSPEL TRUMPET COMPANY + +First Printing 1911 + + + + +PREFACE. + +This book has a purpose: it is sent forth as precious seed, with the +prayer that it will fall into "good soil" in many hearts and bring forth +an hundredfold. + +All parents with natural affection desire the best things for their +children. Such fathers and mothers have high hopes that from their home +will go forth noble men and women--yes, even heroes. Many fail to +realize the attainment of this ideal in their children, because of a +lack of the knowledge necessary to bring about the desired development +in the child-life. + +The following pages were written with the fervent hope that they would, +at least in some measure, be a help in developing the young lives +entrusted to your care. If your harvest-time is past; if your children +have grown up and have left the old home, you may be able to help some +one who still has little ones to train. + +One object in relating actual experiences was that the reader might be +guided in the application of those principles of child-training which, +if merely stated in the abstract, might be hard to understand and +difficult of application. The principles herein stated are not mere +theories, but they have the commendation of having stood the test of +use. Two other objects of this simple story of home life are that the +thoughtful mother may get a view of the effects of certain extreme +environments on the child-life and, by observing the substantial results +accomplished by a praying mother, she may discover the secret of +success. + +The incidents of this little home story are all true, even to minute +details, as far as memory serves one of the actors in this drama of home +life after the lapse of many years; but as most of the principal +characters are still living, the correct names have, for the most part, +been withheld. Should one of your children ask, "Mama, who was Bessie +Worthington?" you can truthfully answer, "She was a little girl who +lived in Michigan; and she and her papa and mama are still living." + +If, by reading this little book, any mother shall see wherein she can +improve upon her past teaching, and thus be able to do more for the +spiritual and moral well-being of her children, the writer will feel +amply rewarded. May the blessing of God attend it as it goes forth. + + Yours in Him, + Isabel C. Byrum. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + CHAPTER I. + Two Scenes + + CHAPTER II. + A Praying Mother + + CHAPTER III. + Early Training + + CHAPTER IV. + God's Care + + CHAPTER V. + Consecration + + CHAPTER VI. + Conscience + + CHAPTER VII. + A Downward Step + + CHAPTER VIII. + A Wise Decision + + CHAPTER IX. + Self-Control + + CHAPTER X. + Parental Control + + CHAPTER XI. + Christian Experience + + CHAPTER XII. + The Beautiful Secret + + CHAPTER XIII. + Blessing and Trial + + CHAPTER XIV. + The Surprise Party + + CHAPTER XV. + Leroy's Healing + + CHAPTER XVI. + Explaining the Divine Life + + CHAPTER XVII. + Temptations + + CHAPTER XVIII. + Answers to Prayer + + CHAPTER XIX. + Lost in the Woods + + CHAPTER XX. + Novel-Reading + + CHAPTER XXI. + Glad Tidings + + CHAPTER XXII. + The Meetings + + CHAPTER XXIII. + Bessie Sees Her Duty + + CHAPTER XXIV. + Reverie + + CHAPTER XXV. + A Plea to Mothers + + CHAPTER XXVI. + Parental Duty + + CHAPTER XXVII. + Useful Hints + + + + +THE VALUE OF A PRAYING MOTHER + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +TWO SCENES. + +How delightful to step into the home where God is counselor of both +parent and child! How blessed the companionship in such a home! There +God counsels in sweet, tender tones. He teaches his will and gives the +needed wisdom. God is man's truest and best teacher. James says, "If any +of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally +... and it shall be given him." Be the home ever so beautiful, if it is +not a house of prayer, it is not a place of true happiness. Parents +should often commune with the Lord; especially the mother, with her many +cares and perplexities, if she would do justice to the little ones +entrusted to her care. + +A beautiful picture now comes to my mind--a picture of an ideal mother +of olden time. She dwelt in Ramah of Palestine. Her lonely home nestled +among the lonely hills. She loved to commune with the Lord, for deep in +her bosom she carried a sorrow that only he could help her to bear. Her +home lacked that sweet sunlight which innocent childhood brings. She +longed and prayed for a little life to guide and direct in the ways of +the Lord. + +Once every year she went with her husband to Shiloh, where sacrifices +were offered, and there publicly worshiped the Lord. When at the house +of the Lord one day, she prayed long and earnestly that God would grant +the desire of her heart. "O Lord of hosts," she prayed, "if thou wilt +indeed look on the affliction of thine handmaid, and remember me, and +not forget thine handmaid, but wilt give unto thine handmaid a man +child, then I will give him unto the Lord all the days of his life, and +there shall no razor come upon his head." + +A scene like this must have been rare even to the priest of God; for he +mistook this sad woman for one drunken with wine. She begged him not to +look upon her as such. When the man of God saw by her modest, earnest +words that she was not drunken as he had supposed, he changed his +reproof into a blessing. "Go in peace," he said, "and the God of Israel +grant thy petition that thou hast asked of him." With perfect confidence +that God had heard and answered prayer, the woman arose and returned +with her husband to their home in Ramah. + +The next year she did not go up to Shiloh; for God had granted her +petition and had given her a little son. Her husband was willing for her +to remain at home, but he cautioned her not to forget her promise to the +Lord. He feared, perhaps, that the mother might become so attached to +her child that she would be unwilling to part with him as she had +promised. His warning was unnecessary. + +As soon as Samuel (for this is what the mother named her son) was old +enough to be useful, she took him to the house of God and presented him +to the Lord. It must have sounded to the aged priest (who soon would +have to cease his work upon earth) like a voice from heaven, when the +happy mother, pointing to her child, said: "For this child I prayed; and +the Lord hath given me my petition which I asked of him: therefore also +I have lent him to the Lord; as long as he liveth he shall be lent to +the Lord." + +Again the mother prays; this time not in sorrow, but from a heart filled +with thanksgiving. She feels no regret because of her vow. Her child +became a great blessing to many people, and the Lord gave her other sons +and daughters to cheer her heart. + +By reading the story we find that "the child Samuel grew and was in +favor both with the Lord and also with men." Why was this? In answer to +his devoted mother's prayer, the Holy Spirit hovered over that child, +shielding him from the cruel darts and arrows of the enemy. He had been +taught the ways of the Lord from his cradle and his life was fully +consecrated to God. + +A different scene comes before me now--a scene that brings a shudder. +Upon a ship sailing along the shores of France were a man and his wife +on their way to join a band of villainous people in India. Being on a +secret mission, they traveled slowly and carefully. It was a tedious and +dangerous journey. One stormy day, on the Bay of Biscay, a child was +born to them. + +No loving welcome from the lips of a prayerful parent awaited this poor +little innocent child; instead, curses were his portion, and, by the +order of his mother, he was cast aside in a pile of rubbish to die. By +chance the father passed that way and, finding his child's poor little +perishing form, picked it up, took it to his wife, and commanded her to +see that it was cared for. + +As the child grew and developed in this atmosphere of sin and +degradation, is it strange that he partook of his parents' nature and +developed even worse habits than they? Unless the proper home influence +is thrown around a child, he can not help suffering from the inherited +sins of his parents. + +When this child became a man, he knew nothing of virtue and honesty. +His life was enveloped in a shroud of darkest crimes. Leaving India, he +went to Europe and from there sailed to America. Each year found him +better acquainted with court proceedings and prison walls. It was a +common thing for him to break into a man's house and steal every +valuable that he could find. + +I recently met this man and heard from his own lips the dark story of +his life. As he was relating an account of a desperate burglary, I asked +him what he would have done if the man of the house had awakened. +"Please do not ask me." he answered. "I was always armed, and a man's +life was no more to me than a dog's. There are scenes that I can not, I +dare not, recall, for I am a changed man now." + +Thank God, he is a changed man. He had not been too vile for God to +find. Jesus had cleansed his heart from all desire to do evil. Having +confessed his crimes and given himself up to be punished, he had been +sent to prison, but because of good behavior had been soon pardoned. He +is now spending his life among the lower class, whom he understands so +well and pities so much, trying to show them the way of salvation. + +Note the atmosphere that surrounded the cradle of each of the babes of +whom we have been speaking. In the first home we find prayer, love, +hope, and tenderness; in the last, sin, hatred, crime, and villainy. Oh +that mothers everywhere would take warning! If only these two pictures +could be framed and hung in the recesses of every mother's heart where +they might teach their silent lesson! If only mothers might see how +powerful for good or evil is their influence; how the affections and the +mental powers may be moulded by prayer and maternal love, and how the +groundwork for the future of the child may be laid in its early +training! + +A sensible mother has a charm and wields an influence that takes a fast +hold on the hearts of those who are dear to her. The kindly sympathy of +youth, the deep affection of manhood, can be traced to influences that +began at mother's knee. + +What true, prayerful mother does not feel as her child closely nestles +to her bosom that she is invested with a divine, mysterious power, an +influence which she can not understand? Then it is that she sees her +imperfections and longs for wisdom to know how to guide her child. God +alone can supply that understanding. She is her child's book of wisdom, +love, and, beauty, but she should be of God's writing. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +A PRAYING MOTHER. + +Still another mother comes before my mind--an earnest, zealous, pious +mother, who fashioned her life and example continually by God's Word and +endeavored daily to teach her children the deep truths of salvation in +language so simple that they could understand, to seek out the causes of +their failures and discouragements, and to give them timely advice and +instruction. + +As I trace a few of her experiences, which are all true incidents, I +trust they may sink into some perplexed mother's heart and enable her to +wield the instruments of love and prayer about her darlings and to be +more able to guide their tender hearts in the right course. + +Mrs. Worthington lived in the great city of Chicago, in a small cottage +on Portland Avenue near Thirty-first Street. Nothing about the dwelling +was elaborate; everything was simple, but very neat. Pretty vines +trailed gracefully over the porch and windows, and a few flower beds +filled up the dull nooks and corners. In front of the house was a grassy +lawn enclosed by a picket fence. Here the children could play apart from +the rough waifs that thronged the street. Within the cottage the same +quiet taste was in evidence. + +Every day in her cozy sitting-room Mrs. Worthington talked with her +little girls, Bessie and Louise. In times of trouble and perplexity she +bowed with them in prayer. How much the children enjoyed their mother's +comradeship and counsel! The mother realized the importance of these +early impressions made on the child's mind. She had promised God to do +all in her power to train her children for heaven. She had commenced +early, even from the time she had first looked into the depths of their +innocent eyes. + +She had taught them that when any trouble arose between them, they were +to kneel in prayer and ask God to help the one who had done wrong. Once +she heard Bessie say, "Louise, I have prayed for you three times, and I +believe I shall have to pray for you again." Louise was not a bad child; +she had as sweet and happy a disposition as Bessie; but, as with all +small children, little difficulties arose between them. + +Wishing to know what her two little girls would do on such an occasion, +she watched them. Bessie quietly took her little sister's hand, lead her +aside, and knelt with her in prayer. Then with all earnestness she +prayed, "O Lord, help Louise to to be good, for Jesus' sake. Amen." The +prayer, though short, was effectual; for both went back to their play +with happy faces, and they had no more trouble that day. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +EARLY TRAINING. + +As the daily teaching continued, Mrs. Worthington taught her children +many helpful lessons. She told them of the great necessity of a Savior +and of his mission to humanity. She taught them how God looked upon +disobedience, and always illustrated her talks with interesting Bible +stories and their every-day experiences. In this way she taught them not +only the evil effects of wrong-doing but also the sure reward of +right-doing. + +One summer, while the family was spending their vacation in Michigan at +the pretty country home of an aunt, something happened that helped the +children to apprehend their mother's meaning. This incident, although in +some measure painful to Mrs. Worthington, impressed the lesson upon +their young minds almost better than anything else could have. + +The house was situated upon a hill that sloped gradually down to the +shore of a lake. In many ways this lake was very attractive, especially +to the two little girls, who were then at the ages of two and four +years. Mrs. Worthington carefully warned the children of the danger of +playing near the lake shore; but, not realizing the greatness of their +temptation, she trusted them too far. Time after time they made their +way down to the water's edge. Something must be done; but what? + +One morning Mr. Worthington noticed his little daughters standing in +front of the house. Although he could not hear their words, he clearly +perceived that they were talking about a trip to the forbidden lake. +They hesitated some time, but at last walked slowly down the hillside to +the lake. Again they hesitated. Finally descending the steps of the +boat-house, they stepped into the sparkling water. How dainty the +ripples about their feet, and how clear the water! + +"Surely there can be no harm or danger," thought Bessie; but she +remembered the oft-repeated warnings of her parents and aunt. The +shells lost their beauty when she remembered hearing her father say that +bears sometimes travel up and down the shores. What if a bear should +some that morning? She gave a quick, searching glance among the trees, +but, seeing nothing, she tried to forget about bears. She might have +been able to forget about them, but she could not forget that she was +disobedient. Her conscience would not let her; the more she tried to +forget, the louder it talked. She was just about to take her little +sister back to the house, when she heard a rustling among the branches +of a tall tree directly above the path over which she must pass. The +next moment she thought she heard a low growl. "O Louise," she cried, "I +do believe that is the bear papa told us about." The tree then began to +sway from side to side and they heard another growl, louder than the +first. Seizing her little sister's hand, Bessie hastened to help her out +of the water. By this time both were thoroughly frightened; for while +visiting one of the parks in Chicago once, they had seen a bear hug his +keeper until he could not stand. Bessie remembered the incident and +tried to help Louise to hurry; but when the tree shook again, this time +just above her, she screamed wildly and ran a few steps alone. When she +got past the danger-point her reason returned, and, looking back, she +saw her sister's great danger, as she stood just beneath the fatal tree. +Rushing back, she almost carried Louise (while the growling continued), +and they were soon up the hill. In the house they told of their strange +experience, the substance of the story being, "The bear; The bear!" + +Mr. Worthington soon joined the excited circle and secretly explained to +his wife that he had been the supposed bear and that he had taken this +course to teach the children a lesson. His plan was successful, for +after that the children did not care to go to the lake alone. + +Mrs. Worthington, however, was very sad because her children had been +deceived. Unlike her husband, who was not a Christian, she believed in +keeping the confidence of her children and in praying with them when +they were disobedient. She decided to be more prompt and watchful in the +future and to shield them from temptation as much as possible. + +She improved the opportunity for some wholesome instruction. From the +stories of Jonah and King Saul she brought forth some excellent lessons +on disobedience. She told the children that, although they might think +when tempted to disobey that nobody saw them, yet there was one whose +eye was ever beholding their deeds, whether good or bad. Then she knelt +in prayer with her children, praying with a full heart to that God who +is everywhere present and from whom all our strength must come, that he +would teach her how to guide the precious souls entrusted to her care. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +GOD'S CARE. + +Considering this mother's deep piety, do you think it strange that she +saw God's hand in everything that befell her, and ascribed praise to him +for it all? + +After the return of the family to their home in Chicago the father +became very ill. His sickness was so severe and so long continued that +poverty began to threaten them. Mr. Worthington could not take the +resigned view of their circumstances that his wife took, but often gave +way to complaining. But Mrs. Worthington thanked God that things were no +worse and ever encouraged her husband with the promises that God would +provide. + +At last Christmas morning came and found them in extreme poverty. Mr. +Worthington still weak from his illness, but able to go around a little, +came in from his morning walk very gloomy and feeling that his friends +were very few. "This is the saddest Christmas I have ever known," he +said to Mrs. Worthington. "It is almost more than I can bear to know +that I have nothing to give the children today, and barely enough in the +house to eat. I did not realize it so keenly until I saw an old man +trudging along Thirty-first Street with a large pack upon his back. That +man was surely going to surprise some of his friends. How much we need a +friend like that!" "Never mind," said Mrs. Worthington softly; "God has +promised to be a friend in time of need, and I believe he will care for +us today." + +As she finished speaking, a rap was heard at the door. Mr. Worthington +arose slowly, wondering who could be their early caller. When he opened +the door, he was greatly surprised to see the aged man with the pack and +to find him to be his own father. Mr. Worthington had entered the house +too soon to see his father turn the corner and enter the yard. + +As the large burden was laid upon the floor and unpacked, there seemed +to be no end to the good things. A turkey, cake, pies, in fact, all that +was needful for a generous Christmas dinner, as well as a gift for each +one. It was a very thankful family that gathered around the table that +day. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +CONSECRATION. + +In regard to her children, Mrs. Worthington had passed through a deep +consecration. She fully realized that they were only lent her by the +Lord, entrusted to her care to be trained for usefulness in his service, +and she was determined to do all in her power to prepare them as the +Lord intended. In all sincerity, she had placed her children upon the +altar of consecration, promising God never to let her will interfere +with his designs concerning them. + +I do not think a child of God ever makes a consecration that is not +tested in some form or other. This mother's consecration was tested. + +A wealthy aunt, having lost all her children and being very lonely, +thought to fill the vacancy in her heart and home by adopting a little +child. After several vain attempts to find a suitable child, she sought +the home of her niece, Mrs. Worthington. She came with many misgivings. +When she made her errand known, her niece said: "Auntie, my children are +no longer mine; I have given them to the Lord, and whatever is his will +concerning them shall be mine. You will have to obtain my husband's +consent." Thus far Aunt A. was delighted with her success, and she +eagerly sought the father. She tried to point out to Mrs. Worthington, +who was heartbroken at the prospect of losing her child, how abundantly +able she (the aunt) was to provide for the child and spoke of the +extreme poverty of the Worthington home. The mother knew all this, but +she knew too that God's Spirit does not always rule in wealthy homes. +Would she do right to let her child slip from under her parental care? +Many thoughts of this nature surged through her brain, and many +temptations to say no came to her; but instead of giving a decisive +answer she sought counsel from the all-wise Counselor. While in prayer +she thought of faithful Abraham's trial regarding Isaac, and she felt +that God was just as able to carry her through temptation or test, if +she submitted all to his will. + +Mr. Worthington gave his consent for one of the children to go for a +visit. The aunt having chosen Bessie, hasty preparations were made for +their departure. As the mother kissed her curly-haired little girl +good-by, her heart seemed bursting with sorrow. She tried to control her +feelings, but only God knew the wound that her aunt's parting words +made. "Use your influence in my behalf, Niece, with your husband, in +case we want to keep Bessie," she had said, and then the great train +moved slowly from the station. Abraham was all the mother could think of +on her return home. Oh! would God give her back her child? + +Letter after letter came, each telling how fond the aunt and her husband +were of Bessie and how happy she was in her new home, but not a word +about her return. Four, five, six weeks passed. Then one day a letter +came stating that they had decided not to adopt a child now and that, as +Bessie was getting homesick, the parents might expect her home the next +day. Then, it had been only a test! Oh, how glad Mrs. Worthington was +that she had been faithful. Yes, her God was the very same God that +Abraham had served centuries before. It was hard to wait until +train-time the next day. When once more the loving mother held her +darling child in her arms, the tears that could not flow for weeks +streamed freely. + +Bessie was glad to be at home again. After the cold, formal, loveless +life at her aunt's, she appreciated her own humble home more than ever +before. + +But a far greater test was waiting the dear mother--one that would call +for more than human strength to bear. + +After Bessie's return Mrs. Worthington put forth every effort to teach +her children more about heavenly things. She bore in mind the +scripture, "Train up a child in the way it should go; and when it is +old, it will not depart from it." As she did not want to fail along this +line, she spent every spare moment with her children. And she seldom let +them go from home to visit unaccompanied by her; but one day, being very +busy, she let them go alone to their grandmother's. The distance was not +great, and Bessie, now nearly six years old, knew the way perfectly. All +would have been well had their grandmother been at home. She being away, +the girls stopped to watch some children at play. These children were +breaking old bottles that they had picked up in the alley. As the little +girls stood watching the sport, a large brown bottle was brought forth +and with a heavy stroke of the hammer was broken. Small pieces of the +glass flew in every direction. One piece struck Louise on the palm of +the hand just below the thumb, knocking off the skin, but not producing +a wound deep enough to bleed. Her grandmother, who appeared on the +scene just at this time, examined the wound. She though it would soon be +all right, but bound it up with a cloth to satisfy the child. The +children played as usual and then returned home in time for supper. + +When they came in, their mother, who had been very busy through the day +at housecleaning, was preparing a hasty supper, and she gave them no +special attention. The family were soon seated around the supper-table. +They had not been there long until Mrs. Worthington noticed that Louise +was not eating. She asked the child why she did not eat, but received no +reply. On being asked if her throat was sore, Louise nodded her head. +Still the mother did not think the child's condition serious; and, after +pinning a flannel around the child's neck, she did the evening work and +prepared to attend a prayer-meeting. She had noticed the rag upon +Louise's hand, but Bessie had laughed about the little cut and said, +"Grandma tied it up just to please Louise." + +Although the meeting that night was unusually good, Mrs. Worthington +could not forget the expression on her child's face as they had kissed +each other good-by. It seemed to be before her all the time; so she +really felt relieved when the meeting closed and she could return. + +Upon entering her home she immediately asked her husband, "How is +Louise?" He answered that she had been very naughty and cross and that +he had been obliged to punish her. This news increased the mother's +fears. Feeling of the child's head, she found it hot and feverish. + +As Louise continued to grow worse, at two o'clock in the morning Mrs. +Worthington thought it best to examine the child's throat; but when the +mother asked the little girl to open her mouth, she said, "Mama, I +can't." + +"What!" exclaimed the mother, "you can not open your mouth! Why, child, +what is the matter with you?" Although Louise tried repeatedly to open +her mouth, she could force her teeth apart only about an eighth of an +inch, and only with great difficulty could she speak. + +By this time Mr. Worthington had fully awakened to the fact that +something serious was troubling his child, and he sprang to her side. As +soon as possible they summoned a doctor. He found that the cut on her +hand had caused lockjaw, but said that there was no cause for alarm. The +parents, however, felt very anxious and called in several doctors for +consultation. They found that it was too late to do anything for the +child. "The course of this disease," said the doctors, "is usually very +rapid; and we are sorry that we can offer no hope." + +When Mrs. Worthington heard the doctors' verdict, anguish such as she +had never experienced before filled her soul. Her thoughts went back to +the previous night. Oh! why had she not examined the child closely +then? In her distress she cried to the Lord, saying, "Dear Lord, what +can this mean? Must I go through another test with one of my children? +If so, help me to say amen to thy will!" + +Everything possible was done for the comfort of the little sufferer. The +little life was swiftly nearing its close. Even when the doctors +injected medicine into her arm to relieve her pain, she did not murmur. +Forgetful for a moment of her suffering, she looked into her mother's +eyes and said, "Mama, I love you"; then turning to her father, "Papa, I +love you"; and then to the doctors and friends, "I like all these +folks." + +What a beautiful testimony? She had only kindly feelings in her heart +for all, even for the doctors, who seemed to be her enemies. Her words +were as a message sent from God as they fell into that mother's heart. +They seemed as sweet incense and a soothing balm to her troubled spirit. +Gazing into the child's face, the mother read of the tender, +compassionate love of God for suffering humanity; she read of the depth +of Christ's love for the innocent and pure; and, by the heavenly smile +that lighted the little face as her darling sank into unconsciousness, +she saw that the child realized her Savior's presence. + +Slowly the tide is going out; the soul of the child is passing from the +mother's presence into life immortal. "O my darling, speak to me once +more!" The large blue eyes slowly unclose; a look of disappointment +comes into them as she says, "Where has Jesus gone?" The dear eyes +softly close; she sinks again into unconsciousness; the beautiful +expression of happiness returns; the mother knows that her darling is in +the arms of Jesus and is content. + +Mrs. Worthington did not sorrow as those who have no hope; for she knew +that her heavenly Father knew best, and she could look up with +confidence and say, "The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away: +blessed be the name of the Lord." With the father it was different. Up +to this time he had never had any serious thoughts of a future life. He +knew that his wife was a good woman, but he considered her religious +views rather strange. She had seen so much error among the popular +religious denominations and had felt such bondage when meeting with +them, that she worshiped with a few spiritual people in a little +prayer-meeting. Because of this peculiarity, he had even feared that her +mind was affected; but now, when he saw her fortitude under deep trial, +he felt that surely there was an unseen power supporting her--a power +that he secretly longed to possess, although the time for attaining it +he set indefinitely in the future. + +As Louise had been his idol, his grief was deep. It stirred his whole +being. Her last testimony had convinced him that there is a Savior, that +he is interested in mankind, and that he is able to keep in every +affliction. Standing by the cold, lifeless form of his little daughter, +he promised God that he would meet her in heaven. + +After these things Mrs. Worthington realized more keenly than ever the +value of confidence between children and parents. With renewed energy +she sought daily to strengthen that cord which now seemed to her almost +divine. Her daily talks now contained a richer and deeper meaning to +Bessie, whose understanding of heavenly things was growing clearer since +her sister's death. Through her mother's teaching she gained a knowledge +of God and spiritual life that would have taken her many, many years to +comprehend had she been left to herself. + +Mrs. Worthington was surprised and pleased to note Bessie's confidence +in her mother's teaching. One day, in answer to the assertion of a +little neighbor girl that Louise was not alive, but dead and buried, +Bessie said, "I know Sister's body is dead and buried, but her soul is +living with Jesus. He was waiting for her when she died and took her +soul away with him." + +"I am glad, my child," said her mother, sometime after this +conversation, "that you love to come to me with things that trouble you; +for as you're going to school now, you can not help hearing and seeing +many things that I would rather keep from you until you're older. You'll +see and hear many things that you should allow no place in your life; +but if you'll always come to me, I'll instruct you so that they'll not +be harmful to you. When I was a child, how I longed for some one in whom +I could confide! My mother was a good woman, but she didn't realize how +I often longed to unburden my heart to her. Father understood this +desire, and we often had confidential talks. + +"I shall never forget my gratitude when he took me upon his knee one day +and told me about many dangers young girls must meet and explained how I +might avoid them. His words were just in time; for I had often been +allowed to spend the evening at the home of a little friend, who, like +myself, was not taught how to meet danger. At first our play had been +innocent sports, but a short time before my father's talk a cousin had +come to board with the family and attend school. He at once encouraged +us to play a game of cards with him. As I knew nothing of the evil of +card-playing, I was eager to learn; for he gave me much praise and +allowed me to win very often, always rewarding me with a pile of candy. +The appearance of so much candy in my possession had led to my father's +talk. As father unfolded the nature of card-playing and gambling, a +horror for them that has never left me came into my heart. After this I +often sought my father's counsel; his faithful admonitions and tender +words of encouragement caused me to have more and more confidence in +him." + +Mrs. Worthington sighed deeply as she continued, "The memory of my dear +father is sacred, Bessie. Many times I've thanked the Lord that my +father knew the worth of prayer and the value of the confidence of his +children. He helped me to tide over the most critical period of my life, +and I love to recall the encouragement of his devoted life." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +CONSCIENCE. + +One day when Bessie was about eight years old, she said: "Mama, you've +often told me that if I'd listen to the voice of conscience it would +keep me out of danger. What is conscience? I don't understand." + +"My dear child," answered her mother, "your happiness depends upon a +pure conscience, one that is void of offense. By the Lord's help, I will +gladly explain. Conscience is that which causes us to feel bad when we +do what we've been taught to be wrong. At first it is very tender and +active. Then, no matter how enticing the temptation, the conscience will +warn one not to yield. You've heard your conscience speaking to you, +haven't you, Bessie?" + +"Yes, Mama," answered Bessie; "that was why I wanted to know more about +it. I thought at first it was some person speaking; but when I +remembered you had told me that we each have a conscience to tell us to +do right, I knew it must be the voice of conscience." + +"When it speaks, you must listen," said Mrs. Worthington. "Give heed to +its warnings. This little story will show you how careful we should be +to heed the warning voice of conscience. + +"'Wishing to arise at an early hour each morning, a gentleman purchased +an alarm-clock. He took it home, and, having set it, went to bed and +slept soundly. In the morning, to the gentleman's great delight, the +clock aroused him, so that he was able to get to work in time. + +"'For a time he would spring out of bed as soon as the alarm sounded, +and the clock never failed to wake him. One morning, however, on hearing +the clock sound its usual alarm, he awoke, but, feeling a little sleepy, +he lay back on his pillow, thinking that he would get up in a short +time. In a few minutes he fell asleep, and did not awake again until +very late. He dressed hastily, and, missing his breakfast, hurried away +to his work. He resolved not to be so foolish again, and for a time did +better; but in a few days he had again overslept. He became more and +more neglectful, failing time after time to heed the alarm. At length it +only partially aroused him, and he soon slumbered again. Day by day it +disturbed him less, until at last it did not arouse him at all, although +it sounded as loudly as ever.' + +"So will it be with your conscience. If you don't heed its voice, you'll +hear it speaking less loudly each day until its voice will at last cause +you no discomfort. You'll then be in a very dangerous moral condition. +No one but God can help you out. This is one reason why, Bessie, many +people can do things that you can not. + +"Satan aimed his first blow at the conscience; for if he can silence it, +then he can lead the soul deeper and deeper into sin." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +A DOWNWARD STEP. + +"I have good news for you, Bessie," said Mrs. Worthington as Bessie came +skipping into the room from her play. "Your papa and I have decided to +leave our little home here in Chicago and buy a home in Michigan." + +"Oh, how nice!" exclaimed Bessie, who was still in her eighth year. +"Shall we live with Aunt Emma again?" + +"Yes, or rather she will live with us," said her mother, smiling. "Your +auntie's health is very poor, and she is tired of the responsibility of +farming; so we'll relieve her." + +The following weeks were happy ones for Bessie. The Lord had been good +to her in many ways. He had given her a little baby brother to love and +care for, and now she was about to have a pleasant home in the country. +She had not forgotten the good times she had enjoyed on the farm with +her little sister, and she was very eager for the month of August to +come, the time when the family was to move. At last the time came to +start. With beating heart Bessie counted the hours that must pass before +she could run in the orchard and eat the luscious fruit. + +It was late in the afternoon when the Worthington family arrived at +their new home. The greetings over, Bessie was contemplating a ramble +where she had noticed some large red apples hanging; but just then her +aunt said, "Bessie, you must not pick any of the fruit on the place this +summer, as the farm is rented and the fruit does not belong to us." This +was such a disappointment to the little girl that she could not restrain +her tears. + +As the days passed by, she often looked longingly toward the tree where +hung the beautiful apples, but she never once thought of pulling one, +for her mother had carefully taught her the great evil of stealing. "But +oh!" thought Bessie, "if only one of the apples would fall upon the +ground, I could pick it up, and I wouldn't be stealing it." With this +wish in her heart, she daily watched the trees in hopes that just one +would fall. + +At last her hope was realized. Walking through the orchard one day after +a hard wind-storm, she spied several large red apples lying in the soft +sand. With a fast-beating heart, she hastened to pick them all up; and, +placing them carefully in her apron, she hurried to the house, oft +repeating to herself, "I didn't steal them, for the wind blew them off." + +As she entered the house, she began to tell how she came by the apples, +but stopped in dismay, for she saw her mother's look of disapproval. +Very tenderly Mrs. Worthington took her little daughter aside and, +sitting down by her, said: "My dear, you don't understand what you've +done: those apples are as truly stolen as if you had picked them from +the tree. You must take them to Mrs. S. and explain that you didn't +know you were stealing them. Taking little things and trying to ease the +conscience by saying, 'It doesn't amount to anything,' causes the +conscience to fall asleep and to cease its activity. Thus the evil habit +of taking what doesn't belong to us becomes a part of our nature, and +step by step we fall into greater sin. + +"I once heard of a young man who was about to be hanged upon the +gallows. Just before the fatal moment he received permission to speak to +any of his friends, if he desired. Calling for his aunt, who had reared +him, he moved forward as if to speak to her, but instead he bit off her +ear. Amid the exclamations of horror that followed, the young man said: +'You think what I have done is cruel. Let me tell you that, had my aunt +done her duty by me, I should not be here today. Had she taken the pains +to inquire where I obtained the lead pencils, knives, handkerchiefs, and +other small articles which I brought home from time to time; had she +not accepted the flimsy excuse that I had found them; had she warned me +of my danger, and not praised me for "finding" the things I had +stolen,--I might have escaped this awful end.' + +"So, Bessie, you can see the danger of allowing anything like +this--though it does appear a trifle--to pass by unnoticed. You may go +and return the apples to Mrs. S., who is now in the orchard." + +The lesson was severe and lasting; and as Bessie returned the apples to +their rightful owner, it settled deep into her heart. + +Parents, beware. Through neglect, the habit of lying begins. An untruth +is passed over carelessly and the child allowed to cover up its sins +without realizing their sinfulness. Likewise, many other evil habits +that have wrecked lives and brought sorrow and disgrace into homes may +be traced to the same carelessness on the part of parents and friends. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +A WISE DECISION. + +The lake in front of the Worthington home, though nearly five miles in +length, had too small a harbor to permit the entrance of the large +Chicago boats. It was therefore necessary, each evening in summer, for +small steamboats to gather up the fruit from the farms along the lake +and to carry it to the nearest port for large steamers. It was +interesting to see the piles of berry crates loaded upon the steamer +from the docks extending out into the lake. At such times a crowd of +young people frequently arranged to go for a pleasant ride on Lake +Michigan, and a few times Bessie had gone. + +There was to be such an excursion on the occasion of which I wish to +speak, and the young people expected to attend a circus in a city close +to the haven to which they were going. Bessie wished very much to go. +She soon obtained her father's consent, but went to her mother with many +misgivings, for she knew that her mother never went to a circus and that +she had always spoken against her going at other times. + +Mrs. Worthington was very busy, but she always had time to advise her +daughter and to hear her requests. She listened carefully to every word +her daughter had to say, and then remained silent for a few minutes. At +length she said: "Bessie, there are many things to consider about your +going. You know how I love to have you go for a ride on the water when I +know you are in good company. I also love to have you attend places of +interest to you, when I know there's nothing to defile your mind or lead +you from the path of purity. But, Daughter, there are many things in the +world that look beautiful to the eye but tend to lead the soul astray. +Do you think Jesus would go to a circus? Do you think you could get any +good should you go? You have passed your tenth birthday. I think you're +old enough to take this matter to God in prayer and let him decide it +for you. Go and ask him to direct you to some passage of Scripture that +will open your understanding and help you to know what he wants you to +do." + +"Oh, mama," said Bessie, who had felt strange about the matter, "please +tell me yes or no, and I'll say no more about it." + +"No, Bessie; it will, in many ways, be better for you to do as I've +said," answered her mother tenderly but decisively. + +Very reluctantly Bessie left the room, and, taking her Bible, whispered +a prayer that she might open it to something that would help her to +decide. As she opened the book, her eyes fell upon these words: "Vanity +of vanities, saith the preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity." +Hurriedly she turned the pages, thinking that she might perhaps have +opened to that passage anyway. Next she read, "I said in mine heart, Go +to now, I will prove thee with mirth; therefore, enjoy pleasure: and +behold this also is vanity." Returning to her mother, she read the +words, but ended by saying, "I might have turned to that anyway." + +"Bessie," said Mrs. Worthington, "those words were written by the wisest +man the world has ever known, one who had the privilege of enjoying +every known pleasure under the sun. But when he had tried them all, he +sat down and wrote the words you have just read, and also said, 'All is +vanity and vexation of spirit.' Now you have my view of the subject, and +you have Solomon's; but if you are still in doubt, go and pray." + +Bessie was not satisfied. She slipped away the second time and fell upon +her knees. She cried, "O Lord, you once answered Gideon with a sign; now +please give me a sign and help me to know whether I should stay at home +or not. If you don't want me to go, make it rain." Though simple and +short, the prayer came from the heart. She was determined to know God's +will concerning her; and to such God never turns a deaf ear. + +The next morning she went to the door and looked at the sky. The day was +perfect. The sun was shining brightly, and a cool, gentle breeze was +blowing. Just one tiny cloud was in the sky, and that seemed to be +floating toward the sun. As she watched the cloud, she saw it gradually +increase in size, and at last down came the rain in great drops. Nothing +further was needed to convince Bessie that God wanted her to remain at +home; and now her staying was no longer a cross to her. + +She ran to her father and explained that God did not want her to go, +telling him about her prayer and its answer. Her childish words and +simple faith touched her father's proud heart, but all he said was, +"It's all right, Bessie; but you'll go down to the landing and say +good-by to your friends, won't you?" + +As she told the girls why she could not go with them and watched the +gay party leave the shore, she was not sad, but happy. She kept thinking +how kind the dear Lord had been to answer her prayer so wonderfully. +When bedtime came, she rested sweetly, having no wounded conscience to +trouble or accuse her. + +But how about the excursion party? They had an ideal trip on Lake +Michigan, attended the show, and started to return. The breeze that had +been so gently blowing through the day began to increase at sunset, and +by the late hour of their return it had become a gale. But not realizing +the fierceness of the storm, they started home. When they reached their +own harbor, they found that they could not enter with safety; so they +anchored the boat and spent the remainder of the night on the wildly +tossing waves. In the morning the wind gradually died away, and the +weary, seasick crowd made their way home. + +When Bessie learned of their serious experience, she appreciated more +than ever the Lord's goodness in leading her to stay at home. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +SELF-CONTROL. + +Mrs. Worthington was greatly encouraged when she saw what a blessing her +little girl had received from what appeared to be a sore trial. She felt +that the time was opportune to plant the seed of self-control within the +young heart. In a little while she found an opportunity to begin. + +"Bessie," she began when ready for the talk, "I have some important +things to tell you today. I wish to speak of your future. There comes a +time in the life of every girl when she must change from childhood to +womanhood; she can not always remain a child. Until this time arrives, +she is very dependent and must lean entirely upon her parents' advice; +but as her mind begins to mature, she should be taught the necessity of +weighing matters well and of finding out God's will. + +"Until the present time all you have done has been at the suggestion of +your parents, but it will be different in the future. With your +teaching, you are able to look to God for a part of your direction. I +shall continue to advise, and, if necessary, to punish you; but I want +you to take things to the Lord in prayer and become satisfied within +your heart that my advice is according to the Word of God. You must not +think you haven't needed the teaching and the guidance you've had thus +far in life; and you'll need more careful training than you've ever had. +The point I want to impress upon your mind is that there's an element +within you, called self, that you must learn to control. At times self +will arise and cause you to feel that you know some things even better +than Mama. That is the time to remember that Mama has had more +experience than you; that her judgment is better than yours; and that +you must rely upon it until God helps you to see a matter as she sees +it. That was the way you gained the blessing from that experience a few +days ago. In this way you will learn the lessons that are so important +to your future. + +"There are many other things, my dear, that I want to talk to you about +soon, but you must be patient a little longer. In the meantime, however, +you may ask me any question you please, and I'll answer you. Don't go to +other girls with these things, but come to me. I'm always glad to +explain to you anything that seems strange. When you're old enough to +desire the knowledge and to form the questions, you're old enough to +receive an answer to your questions. Come to me often: what seems +strange to both of us we can take to God in prayer, and let him teach +us. + +"Another thing you must do is to turn away from bad associates. Avoid +girls who say, 'I'll tell you something if you'll promise not to tell +your mother.' Remember that anything you could not tell me would not be +worth hearing; for it's sure to be something unclean or vulgar. +Conversing with such girls won't help you to draw close to the Lord nor +to know his will concerning you. Much less would it help you to meditate +upon the pure and holy things of God. To elevate your soul, Bessie, you +must become serious, and seek only those companions whose conversation +is kind, gentle, and modest. I believe your desire is to become more +like Jesus and to prepare for heaven. So, my child, meditate upon God, +and you will grow in the grace and knowledge of Christ. Misspent moments +are so much of life and character thrown away; be careful to use them +all in God's service. + +"Here's a little poem you may learn. It may help you to control self and +to value your moments as you should." + + +MY MOMENTS. + +_Oh, my precious little moments, + Gliding now so swiftly by; +May I each one spend for Jesus + Ere I see them past me fly. + +May I lade each one with something + To be borne to God above, +Fill each full of deeds worth counting, + That will prove my perfect love. + +For I would not have them enter + Through those portals bright and fair +Bearing not a single token + For my Master waiting there. + +Golden moments, as you carry + Trophies on your upward flight, +Take my character to Jesus; + For I've kept it clean and white._ + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +PARENTAL CONTROL. + +Mrs. Worthington was not only a prayerful mother, but a mother wise in +home government. Her wisdom, however, came from God. Many a time she +felt incapable of giving the advice her young daughter needed; but she +always remembered the scripture which reads, "If any of you lack wisdom, +let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth +not; and it shall be given." After she had spent a season in prayerful +meditation, God would supply the words and understanding. Thus she could +say with the apostle Paul, that her strength was made perfect in +weakness, because her dependence was in Christ. + +O mothers, let us learn that God, the Author of home and families, is +always interested in the quality and the training of the children. He +does not create to cast aside. Neither does anything come by chance. He +wills that each tender human plant be nourished and cherished until +well fitted to fill its place and calling in life. In childhood's +dependent days, the parents should be all to the children that they can +not be to themselves. It is not enough that your child be well fed and +clothed; its young mind must be guided into proper channels. What work +is more noble, more elevating than the teaching of the undeveloped mind? +Let not the duties of life nor the claims of society so press upon you +as to cause you to neglect your child's character or its education in +either temporal or spiritual matters. + +As Solomon says, "Take away the little foxes that destroy the vines." It +is the little things passed carelessly by that grow larger and larger, +and stronger and stronger, within the young heart until at last the +unsuspecting parents awake in alarm to behold their child in dreadful +bondage. Beware! Guard your child every moment it is under your care. +You can not go as companion to your child upon the street or to school, +but your influence may attend his every path through life. Do not be +discouraged should you hear him use a slang word, but take him at once +and tenderly tell him what slang phrases will lead to. Do not speak +harshly, but explain in the most loving manner possible. In this way you +will cultivate in him a distaste for impure language. A pure, refined +nature will be the result. Moreover, as that child realizes through your +faithful instruction, the true meaning of sin, he will make you his +confidant and will come to you rather than seek the counsel of younger +companions. Thus you will be able to control his mind and to instil +within his mind pure and upright desires. + +Within your home is the place to shine for God. There is no greater +field of labor. A Christian mother's influence among the young can not +be too highly valued. No one can fill your place in the hearts of your +children. Another can provide their temporal needs, but nobody can take +the place of Mother. No one else can enter into the daily trials as you +can. Nothing else can soothe the wounded feelings as well as a tender +embrace or a word from mother. Be liberal, dear mothers, with these +tokens of sympathy, so sweet to your child; and think not for one moment +that you are not fulfilling God's plan concerning you or that moments +thus spent are wasted. It is only a short time at best that we can be +blessed with the privilege of instructing our children. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +CHRISTIAN EXPERIENCE. + +As Bessie grew older, Mrs. Worthington chose the twilight hour for +confidential talks with her daughter. Both looked forward to these times +with pleasure. Each evening after the daily duties were ended, Bessie +might be found sitting at her mother's feet. Here she related the many +happenings of the day and in turn received instruction and advice from +the one who held her confidence. Here the mother taught her child the +secret of true devotion. She instructed Bessie that prayer, good +reading, and meditation are the keys to use to unlock God's great +storehouse of blessings. She pointed to the Bible as a pattern by which +to fashion one's life, pointing out to her the many scriptures bearing +upon different subjects and telling her how every modest, earnest +Christian ought to dress and act in order to adorn the gospel of +Christ. She encircled the word "purity" with such a halo of glory that +she awakened within the heart of her child a determination ever to live +so pure a life that she would not only keep herself stainless but also +help others to that sacred and elevated plane. + +Upon one of these occasions, when Bessie was in her twelfth year, she +said: "Mama, why don't we go to the meetings that are being held at the +schoolhouse on Sunday? The girls have asked me several times, and I have +told them I didn't know. They have a minister from a distance, and he +has taken the names of all who want to join the church." + +"That is a deep subject, my child," said Mrs. Worthington. "I have often +wished to explain to you my reasons for not attending the public +services held in our neighborhood by the different denominations, but +have feared you were still too young to understand, for the matter seems +hard even for some older persons to comprehend. But I will tell you and +trust the Lord to make it plain. + +"My parents taught me that it was my duty to attend religious services +at least once a week. This I did, and professed to be a Christian until +I was a young woman. I knew that I loved the Lord and wanted to do +right, but found that I could not always do right in my own strength. I +was daily doing things that displeased the Lord. I became so troubled +about my condition that one day I went to the minister, and, telling him +how I felt, requested him to pray for me and to help me to get a real +Bible experience. In answer to my request, he only smiled and said, 'You +are too particular. You might as well try to split a hair as to try to +live a holy life in this world.' + +"As I returned home that day, I was very sad indeed. Oh, how much I +longed to be like Jesus, whom God had given me as an example! I knew the +Bible taught that if we expect to enter heaven we must live a pure and +holy life. I was determined to do this--but how was I to do it? To whom +could I go for help? Most of the church-members were so worldly-minded +they thought of little else than a good time, and the few spiritual ones +were afraid to tell how they felt, for fear of their minister's +displeasure. + +"At last I decided to seek from God and his Word what my soul was +longing for. As I sought, I began to see I had been deceived. I found +that as God looked upon mankind, he could see only two classes of +people--the righteous and sinners; and I saw that I was a sinner. + +"By reading the twelfth chapter of First Corinthians, I learned that +Christ's body is the church; that to become a member of the church my +name must be written in heaven; that every Christian in the world is my +brother or sister in Christ; the Lamb's book of life is the only +class-book in which our names need to be recorded; and that our names +are removed only because of our turning again to sin. To me these +thoughts were both new and marvelous. I saw that every saved person in +the different denominations is a Christian and a member of God's true +church, but I knew that such persons were unable to worship God aright +for fear of displeasing their ministers or of breaking some of the +church-rules. And when I read in 2 Cor. 6:14 that we are not to be +unequally yoked together with unbelievers, I felt that I must come out +and stand alone. This I promised God to do at any cost, and asked him to +give me a Bible experience. He answered my prayer; and I was so happy +that I walked the floor for a long time, clapping my hands and praising +God. + +"Because of the course I had taken many misunderstood me and thought I +was partially insane. Even your dear papa thinks so still, but I dare +not grieve God by going back. + +"I have had some dreams that have greatly encouraged me. The first was +given while I was wondering why I could not find any one who believed +the whole Bible. I seemed to be standing in a meeting-house; the service +was ended and nearly every one had gone home. I noticed a woman in great +distress. Going to her, I found that she had a very sore hand and that +she was alone, with no one to help her home through the darkness. With +her consent, I quickly picked her up in my arms and carried her safely +through a long, dark, narrow passage. As we passed along, I spoke words +of encouragement to her. Suddenly we came out into a large open field +carpeted with flowers, and there I laid her down, saying, 'How nicely we +have gotten along alone.' Then I awoke. + +"For some time I could not see the meaning of the dream. At last I +understood that the afflicted woman was I myself and that the Savior +wanted to carry me through the dark and dangerous way of life alone. + +"At another time I dreamed I was riding on a locomotive. Again I was +alone. The seat that I was sitting on was so small I had to be very +careful lest I be injured by the machinery around me. I didn't think of +danger while the train was in motion; but as it drew up at a certain +station, I began to consider my position. The thought came, 'What will +people think of me? They will certainly say I am stealing a ride.' I +remembered my ticket, and, placing my hand upon it, I felt satisfied. At +the next station I could see inside of the passenger coaches. I had a +good view of the passengers in one of the coaches, and I recognized the +prominent members of the denomination I had lately left. As they sat in +their cushioned seats, carelessly talking to one another, they all +seemed happy and contented. My own condition then arose before me, and I +felt lonely indeed and thought, 'I will step down from my little seat +and enter the coach with the rest.' I was just about to do this--even +had my hand upon the door knob--when I realized that I had left my +dress in the little seat, and again I awoke. + +"The dream seemed very plain in every way. My ticket was my experience +and title to heaven, and the dress left up in the tiny seat was the robe +of Christ's righteousness. While alone and contented, I was all right, +but to return to the denomination would mean to leave both robe and +title behind. + +"Still, God has given me some devoted Christian friends, who are willing +to live as the Bible directs, and with these I worship as you know, +dear, in our little weekly prayer-meetings. I trust that some day your +father will see and will understand me better, and that we can worship +God together. But I will be faithful even though I should be forced to +walk alone. + +"Now, dear, I trust you can see that the true church is Christ's body +and that every soul is a member as long as he continues to live a pure +and holy life. Whether he is a member of some sect or not, sin will cut +him off; and if he continues to profess as I did, he is a hypocrite in +God's sight. 'Come out from among them and be ye separate' is a command +that every Christian should obey." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +THE BEAUTIFUL SECRET. + +The mother's talks about her own Christian experience enabled Bessie to +understand the beautiful secret of salvation--an influence that was to +beautify her character and to mold her whole subsequent career. Bessie's +developing mind was able to grasp firmly the golden thread of religious +truth, which, unraveling from the tangle of sectism, had guided her +faithful mother into the fulness of divine truth. + +Thus it was-- + + _In the gentle hush of evening, + When the sun sank in the west; + When the little bird was nestling + In its quiet, sheltered nest; + When the stars were brightly shining + From the lofty sky above, + Bessie learned the lovely secret + Of her Savior's perfect love._ + + _In the twilight's deep'ning shadows, + At her loving mother's feet, + Sat she often on a hassock, + Hearing words of counsel sweet. + Sacred season was this hour + To the twain in waiting there, + Each the burden of the other + Sought to know and ofttimes share. + + As the loving mother listened + To the record of the day, + To the questions of her daughter-- + Spoken oft in childish way, + She in tenderness instructed + With the wisdom of the Lord, + Gained by prayer and careful study + Of his precious, holy Word. + + There the character was strengthened; + Bessie's heart was made to feel + Greater love for her Creator, + For his work a deeper zeal. + And she saw God's plan for pardon, + To the feet of Jesus came, + And was able, like her mother, + Full salvation then to claim._ + + _Ah! fond mother, learn the secret + That will win thy children dear; + Draw them gently to thy bosom, + Ever seek their hearts to cheer. + From thy home exclude all worry, + Fretful cares, and sad'ning gloom; + But God's sunshine bid a welcome, + Let it shine in ev'ry room_. + + _As a spring within a desert, + Thou mayst water each plant small; + But the plant itself must blossom-- + Thou canst tend it, that is all. + Tiny human plants will flourish + In an atmosphere like this, + And will yield good, fruitful blossoms + That will bring true happiness_. + + _Children always thirst for knowledge, + And ere long 'tis surely gained; + If not from a faithful mother, + 'Tis from evil source obtained. + Blameless never is the mother + Who will not the trouble take + To instruct her precious children, + Close companions of them make_. + + _Like a florist wise and zealous, + Guard thou well each blossom fair, + Lest the perfume and the sweetness + Vanish for the lack of care. + Choose thou then some place at even + When the daily toils are done, + Where life's many cares and blessings + May be numbered one by one. + + God will give thee wisdom, mother, + To supply thine ev'ry need, + As thou givest wholesome knowledge, + When the childish voices plead. + Their young minds, so pure, unfolding, + Will reveal the secret fair + That will prove how great the value + Of a mother's love and pray'r._ + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +BLESSING AND TRIAL. + +Now that Bessie had learned the secret of a Christian life, she longed +to see others enjoying the love of God. She felt the greatest burden for +her father. Oh, if she could see him enjoying salvation! She often +poured out her desire in prayer, with childlike trust and confidence. +God heard her prayers. + +One morning as she was passing the barn on her way to school, she heard +some strange sounds. Peering through a window, she beheld a sight that +made her wonder if she saw aright. There stood her beloved father, great +tears streaming from his eyes, his countenance beaming with heavenly +peace and joy, and praises to God pouring from his lips. What did it +mean? In a weak voice she said, "Papa dear, what is the matter!" + +Turning he exclaimed: "Oh, Bessie, God has saved me! I am so happy! Run +quick and tell your mother!" Bessie ran to the house to tell the glad +news, but her father was there nearly as soon, saying, "Oh, I'm saved! +You're right, wife. I know now that you're right, and I see things just +as you do! I'm so happy and feel so different. Oh, help me to praise the +dear Lord." + +Let us leave them in their happiness and follow Bessie to school. Her +father's words rang as sweet music in her ears. How good the dear Lord +was to answer her in her father's behalf! She felt that no good thing +would be withheld from them that walk uprightly. But Bessie was soon to +meet a severe and unexpected trial. + +Her mother had made her a school-dress. Though neat and pretty, it was +of a material commonly used for men's shirts. Bessie knew this, but +thought nothing of it until some of her schoolmates gathered round her +at recess and said, "O girls, Bessie has a new dress like her father's +shirt." Another said, "Perhaps it is his shirt." The remarks were +certainly unkind, and Bessie felt them keenly; but she laughed and said, +"Yes; I know it." Nothing more was said. But oh, that dress! How she +disliked to wear it! At times she could hardly start to school with it +on; but then she would think, "I know Mama thought it was pretty when +she got it for me; and I thought it was nice until the girls made those +remarks. I will try to like it for Mama's sake." + +With such thoughts in her mind she returned home from school one +evening. When she reached the house, she saw that no one was at home; +but, knowing where the key was kept, she easily gained admittance. +Finding herself alone in the house, she thought: "Now is the time to +learn to like my dress, and I'm going to do it. Mother shall not know +how I have felt about it." She hastened into the parlor and stood before +a large mirror. + +Now, Bessie knew that she did not have a pretty face, and she had gained +the victory over that; but she did want to feel that her clothes looked +well on her, and that was the battle she meant to fight that evening. As +she slowly turned from side to side viewing herself intently, she liked +the dress better and better. At last she thought it very pretty and +becoming, and she knelt down and thanked God for giving it to her. As +she changed it for her work-dress, she wondered why she had allowed the +children's remarks to affect her so much and had not appreciated the +dress more. No more remarks were ever made about the dress, and Bessie +continued to admire it until it was worn out. No one but herself and the +Lord knew of the struggle through which she passed. + +Through the trial concerning the dress, Bessie learned several valuable +lessons: first, the less notice one takes of unkindness, the better; +second, God's grace can keep in time of temptation; third, one should +not murmur because of persecution; and, last, and best of all, God +usually gives his children some great blessing before a severe trial, +and the close relationship between the two makes them almost one in +effect. She could now say with real appreciation: + + _A little trial often tries, + But proves a blessing in disguise. + Just as the rough rock holds the gem, + The trial holds my diadem_. + +But a still greater trial was awaiting her. Bessie had a thirst for +knowledge. She was doing well in school and wanted to do better. Instead +of taking exercise during the daily intermissions, she often spent them +in hard study. Her system, naturally frail, could not stand the strain. +She contracted a fever and for three months despaired of life. In the +third month dropsy of the chest set in; and, on account of smothering +spells, she had to be bolstered up in bed with pillows. + +One day as Mrs. Worthington stood beside her child she felt that God +wanted to heal her. Kneeling beside the bed, she prayed, "Dear Lord, +heal my child, and grant that she may be spared to work for thee." From +that time Bessie began to improve. She had no more smothering spells, +and before long she was well and strong. + +Bessie found a blessing even in this trial. She saw that, had she been +able to push ahead as she had desired, she might have lost sight of +Jesus, and she now understood that her Savior cared for her body as well +as for her soul. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +THE SURPRISE PARTY. + +As soon as Bessie was strong enough to go out, she was invited to stay +all night with a friend. She supposed she was to be the only guest, but +found that a surprise had been planned for her. A goodly number of her +friends and schoolmates were present. + +The young folks spent a few hours very pleasantly in playing games, and +Bessie enjoyed that part of the evening very much. But late in the +evening some one proposed dancing, and the boys began to choose their +partners. A very strange feeling came over Bessie when some one asked +her to dance. She shook her head and said, "No; I do not know how to +dance." Several urged her to try, but she said, "No; I would rather +not." + +She was the only one that did not dance. As she sat watching the others, +she wondered if it were right for boys and girls to act as these were +acting. She had never heard that it is wrong to dance, but it did not +look or seem right to her. She decided that on reaching home she would +ask her mother. + +When Bessie got home the next morning, her mother asked, "Well, dear, +did you have a good time?" + +"Oh, yes," answered Bessie; "most of the time I did." Then she told +about the surprise party and about all that had happened, and concluded +by asking, "Mama, is it right to dance?" + +"I have been thinking for a long time, Bessie, that I ought to have a +talk with you about dancing and tell you of some of the evils to which +it leads," answered her mother. "Dancing is an amusement that many girls +consider very attractive. When asked why they think so, they hardly know +what to answer, but generally speak of the music and the graceful +motions." + +"Oh, Mama, the motions they made at the party last night were anything +but graceful. I know you wouldn't have allowed me to do as they did, +and I don't want to. It wasn't modest. I never want to go to a dance +again." + +"I'm so glad, Bessie, you feel as you do about dancing; but, dear, to +those who learn, there is something very fascinating about it. Some +girls have said they would rather dance than eat; and, with a great +many, I believe it is true. + +"Men of low character and of evil inclinations regard the dance-hall as +a favorable place to betray unsuspecting girls and frequent it for that +very purpose. Their victims are usually the sweetest and most trusting +girls. Their beauty attracts undesirable attention, and their ignorance +makes them an easy prey. O Bessie, there are so many unprincipled men in +the world who love to win and betray the confidence of young innocent +girls. + +"Philosophers tell us that 'perfect happiness comes only from a pleasure +attractive to our moral nature in its purity and perfection. If we +delight in pleasures of the other sort, our moral natures are degraded.' + +"You have noticed the immodest positions taken by those who dance, and +you feel a deep sense of shame for them. Should you try to partake of +their pleasure, your moral nature would be degraded, and you would in +time lose that sense of shame and be as eager for the pleasure as any of +the others. Thus yielding, one step at a time, you would cease to look +upon the dance as immodest and would find real enjoyment in it, and +perhaps would be led into greater sin. It is in this way that many girls +lose their virtue. Then they are shunned by their old associates, who +are really but a step higher in morality. Forsaken by friends, hopeless +as to their future, deserted even by those who wrought their downfall, +these poor girls sink lower and lower, and lead lives of shame and +misery. + +"No spiritual-minded person will take part in worldly amusements, for he +can not enjoy them. Christians who indulge in dancing turn away from +God and seek fellowship with the world. Such are sure to lose the grace +of God from their hearts." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +LEROY'S HEALING. + +Bessie's little brother, Leroy, now past five years of age, was far from +being rugged. Though he had a full, round face and a large head, his +body was emaciated and did not develop properly. He could go only a few +steps without falling. He had fainting spells, which gradually increased +in frequency and duration. + +Many times as Mrs. Worthington looked at her poor little boy, she lifted +her heart to God in earnest prayer to know his will concerning the +child. Many friends remarked that she would never be able to bring him +up; but she knew that, if for the best, God could heal the child and +give him right development. + +At last his illness became very serious. One night his head was burning +with fever, while his body was cold and clammy. It seemed but a question +of time until he would pass away. + +As Mrs. Worthington looked at her child, she remembered the words, +"Man's extremity is God's opportunity," and "The prayer of faith shall +save the sick." She wondered why God had brought them to her mind. She +began to ask herself: "Do I believe that God can heal that child? If it +is God's will to take him, can I submit?" To the first question she +answered, "Yes; God made him," and to the second, "Thy will be done, O +God." Then she breathed an earnest prayer for his healing. The sweet +assurance came that her prayer was answered; that the child would grow +well and strong. She felt that she could lie down by his side and trust +him in the hands of the One who gave him. + +She placed a wet cloth on his head, lay down by his side, and knew no +more until the next morning. Both slept soundly. When she awoke, she +saw that the child was breathing naturally and that the fever was +entirely gone. Then she fully realized that God had healed him. With a +grateful heart she thanked the Lord for his tender love. It was indeed +true that Leroy was well. About ten o'clock his mother carried him to +the lake and, having Bessie to row the boat, gave him a pleasant +boat-ride. The fever never returned; his head stopped growing; and he +became a strong, healthy boy. The friends who had thought that he would +surely die said they could not understand the change that had taken +place, but Mrs. Worthington understood, and gave God all the praise. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +EXPLAINING THE DIVINE LIFE. + +After Bessie's conversion Mrs. Worthington's talks to her were often on +the subject of the divine life within--how to care for it and nourish +it, so that it might not die nor become blighted. She sometimes compared +the young Christian's experience to that of a new-born babe. "You know," +said she, "the little one must be carefully fed, and tenderly guarded +against everything harmful. Even a slight breeze blowing upon its little +body, if unprotected, might result in death. But as the child grows +older and stronger, it gradually becomes accustomed to the rude elements +about it and can, with comparative safety, be brought in contact with +them. The Christ life, new-born in the human heart, is just as sensitive +and needs the same tender care. Guard it carefully, Bessie. It must be +constantly nourished by prayer and the Word of God. Seek to become +established by the grace of sanctification; then you will be better +able to meet temptation and persecution. Christ is your shepherd, and he +wants to lead you, his lamb, into green pastures and beside still +waters. + +"A person may profess to be a Christian, Bessie; but unless he has a +change of heart and affections, he is what the Bible terms a wolf in +sheep's clothing, and not one of the gentle lambs of the Savior's fold. +The profession does not amount to anything when the heart is full of +envy, hatred, jealousy, love of self, and a drawing toward the world. A +person with a profession only, may appear for a time to be quite +lamb-like; but sooner or later the old nature will manifest itself, for +it can not be hidden long." + +"I think, Mama," said Bessie, "I understand you--but you spoke of the +experience of sanctification; please tell me what that means." + +As briefly as possible, the mother explained that the second cleansing +of the heart takes away that evil nature which causes man to want to +disobey God. + +Not long after this talk Bessie had an experience in school that helped +her to comprehend her mother's words. To be put back in her studies was +hard, but to have to give up her old teacher, to whom she was strongly +attached, was harder still. Her regret on the latter account, however, +was of short duration; for her new teacher was even more lovable than +the old one, and, best of all, she was a Christian. She and Bessie not +only got along well, but became warm friends and enjoyed sweet +fellowship in the Spirit. One day, however, something happened that +severely tested their love, but, in the end, only deepened it. + +Bessie's seatmate, a girl named Nora, about Bessie's own age, was very +mischievous. She did so many things deserving punishment that the +teacher was often perplexed to know what course to take with her. Some +one has said that "misery likes company." This was certainly true of +Nora. She knew that the teacher and Bessie were good friends, and she +longed to see Bessie get into trouble and receive some punishment. +Knowing that Bessie tried hard to obey the rules of the school, Nora saw +that she should have to lay some cunning plan or she should not realize +her wish. She began to watch for an opportunity. + +A streamlet ran past the schoolhouse. While Bessie and Nora were playing +near it one day, Bessie fell down in some mud. Just as she fell, the +school-bell rang and they had to hurry back to their lessons. Fearing +that some of the mud might have splattered on her face, Bessie asked if +her face was clean. Nora answered quickly, "Oh yes; do hurry up." Nora +felt that her chance had come, and she made up her mind to get her +seatmate into trouble, if possible. Hurrying into the schoolroom, she +whispered to one of the boys, telling him to ask Bessie as she passed +what was the matter with her face, but to say nothing more. When Bessie +came down the aisle, she saw this boy looking at her with an amused +expression, and gave him close attention. As she passed him, he +whispered, "Bessie, what is the matter with your face?" and then turned +quickly away. Fully convinced that her face was dirty, Bessie sat down +very much ashamed. Nora knew how her seatmate would feel and prepared +herself for the question that she was sure would be asked. As it was +time for the writing-lesson, she stuck her finger in inks of different +colors; and, when Bessie asked where her face was dirty, she quickly +pointed out the places, each time leaving a large spot of ink. Bessie, +wholly unconscious of the ink-spots on her face, thought what a dreadful +sight she must be, and asked permission of the teacher to wash. When the +teacher turned, she saw, not mud, but ugly ink-spots. Supposing that +Bessie had put them there, she shook her head. Her surprise was great. +She felt that she ought to do something about it; but, being undecided, +she turned away. + +Bessie became much worried; for many eyes were turned upon her, and some +of the pupils were laughing. She wanted to hide, but could not, and kept +wondering why a little mud should cause so much amusement. One girl, +Anna, tried secretly to pass her a wet handkerchief, but this Nora +quickly caught from her and hid. Poor Bessie was now ready to cry, and +again asked permission to wash her face; but her teacher answered, "No; +you must go to writing." + +Bessie naturally had a high temper and was inclined to be stubborn when +she felt that she was being imposed upon; but she had always held her +temper in subjection, as she knew it to be wrong to give way to anger. +On this occasion, however, it seemed impossible to control herself. When +the teacher said, "Go to writing," Bessie obeyed; but she was so angry +that she hardly knew what she was doing. Suddenly she thought, "If I +daub a lot of ink on my face, perhaps she will let me wash"; and she +rubbed some on with her finger. But alas! this did not work as she had +expected. The teacher saw her put it on and concluded that she had put +the other on also; so she said, "Bessie, you may go and sit in my +chair." As she said this, all the stubbornness in Bessie's nature arose. +She did not move; and when the teacher said sternly, "Are you going to +obey?" she shook her head and caught hold of the seat. At this moment +Nora whispered, "If that were me, she'd make me go." The teacher heard +the words and looked first at Nora and then at Bessie. She hesitated for +a moment, then walked over to Bessie, took her by the shoulders and +jerked her from the seat, and then dragged her up to the chair and set +her down, telling her to study. "I have no book," retorted Bessie. The +teacher ordered one brought, and, leaving her, went to her other duties. + +What a moment for Bessie! Too angry to study, she sat there thinking of +the dreadful scene she had created. Her heart burned with shame. Oh! +what could she do? + +Anna, the girl who had tried to hand her the wet handkerchief, had +noticed all of Nora's actions and had determined to help Bessie, if +possible. On pretext of looking up a word in the dictionary, Anna went +forward, laid a wet rag where Bessie could reach it, and returned to her +seat. Bessie eagerly took the rag and rubbed her face. She was surprised +to see the different colors of ink appear upon it. How they came to be +there she did not know; but she did not think about them long, for +something far worse began to trouble her. She knew that she had lost the +grace of God out of her heart. Oh, how wretched she felt! Would God +forgive her again? Yes; she knew he would; for she had read that, "The +Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart, and saveth such as be +of a contrite spirit." This thought was a great comfort to her. But, oh! +what about her teacher? How could her teacher ever love and respect her +again? She would ask her pardon as soon as possible, but would she +forgive her? + +It was not long until the teacher went to her desk for something, but +she took no notice of Bessie. Beaching out very timidly, Bessie touched +her and said, "O Miss Harrington, won't you please forgive me?" But the +teacher pretended not to hear her, and turned quickly away. The next +thought was, "What will Mama think and say? Oh, if only she did not have +to know about it!" With these thoughts coursing through her mind, Bessie +was unable to study; and by the time school closed, she was in great +distress. + +After closing the school, the teacher paid no attention to Bessie for +some time; but when she had finished her evening duties and all the +pupils except Nora, Anna, and Bessie had left the building, she turned +to Bessie, fell upon her knees, and threw both arms around her. Bessie +sobbed, "Oh, please forgive me! please forgive me!" For some time the +teacher made no reply, and Nora muttered, "Catch me asking her +forgiveness!" At last the teacher, looking up through tearful eyes, +said, "Bessie dear, it is you who must forgive me. I should have been a +better example to you this afternoon. Let us pray." Then two sad hearts +were lifted to God in humble, earnest prayer that he would forgive them +for Jesus' sake. God heard their prayers, gave back the sweet peace that +they had lost out of their souls, and bound their hearts together in +Christian love and fellowship. + +Nora went her way, provoked with her seatmate and angry because the joke +had not worked quite as she had expected. Anna, slipping her arm through +Bessie's walked home with her and told her all that Nora had done. +Bessie was surprised. She understood why things had taken the course +they had; but, knowing it was really Satan, who had been trying to +overthrow her own soul, she did not censure her seatmate. + +Her only thought now was of how sad her mother would feel. Bessie +decided that the occurrence was too dreadful to tell her about and that +she would keep it a secret. This was her decision until she saw her +mother coming down the walk to meet her. Having always told her mother +everything, Bessie did not know how it would seem to keep a secret from +her; so when they met, she forgot all about her decision and began at +once to tell her mother all that had happened. + +Mrs. Worthington listened very carefully to Bessie's story and then +said: "Bessie, I am so glad you have told me all this yourself, and have +held nothing back nor blamed Nora. God will take care of the matter, and +I believe that your lesson is a lasting one. And now, my child; you can +see your great need of sanctification. Had that ugliness and +stubbornness been taken out of your heart, you would have been spared +much suffering. I trust that you will earnestly seek and obtain this +grace." + +It was well that Bessie told her mother everything, for Nora did all in +her power to circulate the story and to make it as bad as possible. +Nora's mother, thinking it best to tell Mrs. Worthington about Bessie's +misbehavior, made a special call at the Worthington home for that +purpose. Bessie's mother listened to what her neighbor's story was and +then smilingly replied, "Yes, I know all about it; Bessie told me before +she reached home. I am so glad that I have the confidence of my child. +We are companions; I love her company, and she loves mine." These words +sounded strange to the visitor. She could not understand. "It seems +strange," said she, "that Bessie loves to stay at home and to be with +you so much. Doesn't she ever get lonesome? Nora is restless and tired +when she has to stay at home, and says I am too old for her." + +Ah! here was the secret of the difference between the two girls. One +mother had allowed her daughter to choose her own company and had not +inquired into their plays and talks; whereas the other knew the secrets +of her child's heart and could advise and instruct her in any matter. +Between Bessie and her mother there was a tie of which Nora and her +mother knew nothing. "Train up a child in the way he should go: and when +he is old he will not depart from it." Prov. 22:6. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +TEMPTATIONS. + +At Christmas time Bessie received the following letter from one of her +friends: + + Dear Bessie: + + I have long wondered what to send you as a Christmas gift, + and it seemed a hard problem to solve. I fear you will + wonder at what I am sending; but, knowing that you are + nearly thirteen years old and must be growing very fast, I + have decided to send you a corset. I hope you will like and + appreciate it enough to wear it. + + Lovingly your friend, + + Lizzie. + +On receiving the package, Bessie looked at the corset and said, "Mama, +shall I wear it?" + +Mrs. Worthington looked anxiously at her daughter; for she knew that +Bessie would have strong temptations along this line, as she did not +have a pretty form, and was growing rapidly. She had hoped, however, +that the subject would not be mentioned for some time. Silently she +breathed a little prayer for wisdom to answer the question, and then +said: + +"Bessie, God used great wisdom in forming your body. He knew just what +shape it would have to be in order to perform its natural functions. Do +you think it would be proper to try to change it? Do you wonder why +something snug around your waist could be harmful? Listen, dear, and I +will tell you. Let us take the corset and examine it. It certainly looks +very innocent and pretty, but just see how stiff it is. These steel ribs +and this whalebone make it more like a piece of harness than anything +else I can think of. When worn about the waist, it produces pressure +upon the vital organs and thus deforms the body. These long strings at +the back are often drawn so tightly as to cause the misplacement and +derangement of those organs whose functions are most necessary to health +and happiness. As a consequence, many a woman has to suffer long years +of torture. + +"Many women say they don't wear the corset tight, and think, therefore, +that no harm results; but, let one of them put a snug-fitting bandage on +any other part of the body, and she will see how quickly the muscles of +that part will weaken and decrease in size. Should a young woman who has +never worn a corset attempt to wear one about her waist as loosely as +they are ever worn, she would, if honest with herself, cast it aside as +an abominable thing. + +"The reason why Lizzie wants you to begin wearing a corset while you're +young is that, if you'll bind your waist before you've reached your full +growth, your waist will never attain the size it would have attained +under natural conditions. In other words, you would be deformed." + +"I don't think I shall ever wear it, Mama, if that's the effect it has +upon the body. If God takes such particular care of us that he numbers +our very hairs, he must be very much grieved to see any one put a corset +about her waist." + +"I'm glad for your decision, my child, but you'll soon meet greater +temptations. Some mothers don't think it worth while to warn their girls +of the dangers that threaten them in regard to love and marriage; but I +want to see you, Bessie, fully prepared, so that you may safely pass +this dangerous period. + +"Most girls at your age have some strange idea regarding love. In the +schoolroom, perhaps, a girl notices some particular boy who has a +winning way. At first she simply thinks he is nice; is glad to see him +promoted, receive honor, etc. Gradually her mind becomes filled with +queries concerning his opinion of her. She dares not own that she loves +to appear well in his eyes, but it is true nevertheless. During his +absence she misses him, and upon his return her heart beats with +emotion. If he pays her little attentions, she dwells upon them until +she becomes eager for them. Her playmates notice a change in her, for +she can no longer hide her feelings. She blushes when mention is made +of her preference for him. The couple seek to be together as much as +possible, and are soon meeting together secretly. When reproved, they +may promise not to let the thing happen again, only to repeat it in a +short time. The secrecy of these meetings make them more enjoyable, and +their length and frequency are unconsciously increased. + +"Satan, who is never asleep upon such occasions, makes reproof his +companion to push them forward. Friendly warnings are unheeded; and if +force be used to prevent the meetings, the couple may think of eloping. +They may not have thought of marriage until this time; but when the girl +realizes what she has done, she consents to the hasty marriage. Such +marriages, Bessie, seldom result happily. + +"The place to stop was at the beginning. She should have gained control +of her wandering affections. Young girls who lavish their love upon boys +of their own age or older lose relish for other things, and their minds +become dwarfed and weakened by being taxed with thoughts that are not +fit for them to consider at so early an age. + +"It is all right to form in your mind an ideal for your affections, if +you don't have in mind some particular person; but your common sense +should be your guide. Two rowboats passing each other upon the water are +all right as long as they are far enough apart; but let these boats +drift or be guided too close together, and there is great danger of a +collision. Your affections are to you what the rudder is to the boat, +and reason is your pilot. They will guide you aright if you will let +them." + +"Mama," said Bessie, "there's a girl in our school, only a few months +older than I, that says she is to be married in a short time. The man +she's to marry is nearly twice as old as she is, too. We told her that +she ought to wait until she wore long dresses before she talked about +getting married. Don't you think that is dreadful?" + +"Yes, dear, it is. No girl should ever be married while she is so +young." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +ANSWERS TO PRAYER. + +During the summer Bessie's cousin John and a boy friend came to visit +her. They spent many pleasant hours on the lake. One day while they were +about two miles from home, a fierce storm arose. They noticed the sky +growing dark and tried very hard to reach home; but, when still some +distance from the shore, they could see that instead of making any +headway they were drifting before the wind. + +It was a serious moment. As the great waves dashed up over them, each +adding to the amount of water in the boat, Bessie looked first at her +cousin toiling away at the oars, the great drops of perspiration +coursing down his face, then at their friend nearly wild with terror, +and then at the western sky. "John," said she to her cousin, "I believe +that's rain coming toward us." Until then the boy, who was a little +older than Bessie, had been brave; but as he turned to look, his face +blanched with terror, and he said, "Bessie, if that is rain, it will +certainly sink our boat; for, see, it is nearly half full of water now." + +The situation was certainly critical, but Bessie felt that it was not +the time to despair. She remembered that in olden times Jesus had calmed +the sea. Believing that he could still do the same, she prayed for help +from heaven. Then, encouraging her cousin to do his best, she, assisted +by their friend, began to bale out the water as rapidly as they could. +In a few moments the great drops of rain were dashing down upon them. +Without speaking, all kept at their work for what seemed to them an +hour, but which was really but a short time. Suddenly it ceased raining; +and, looking about them, they saw that the lake was perfectly +quiet--not a ripple could be seen. With trembling voice Bessie said, +"John, God must have sent the rain to quiet the water, for I asked him +to help us." It was a very wet but thankful crowd that reached home that +night. + +In the spring that Bessie was fourteen years old, her father sold the +beautiful home where she had spent so many happy days, and bought a +tract of land in a dense wood farther up the lake. On account of the +dense forest, the place appeared very dismal. As the purchaser of their +old home wanted possession as soon as possible, Mr. Worthington had time +to build only a barn before removing his family. In this building they +lived during the first summer. Though these circumstances were +discouraging, the Worthingtons tried hard to be brave. By fall a house +was ready for them. + +Many good things were lacking in this new forest home; but God knew +this, and he put it into the hearts of friends and neighbors to supply +the family with fruit and vegetables and also chickens. So generously +were these supplied that there was no lack. + +During the winter following much wood was cut, hauled, and piled out +along the roadside in front of the house; but still there was standing +timber nearly everywhere one might look, and to the south and west it +extended for many miles. + +The next summer Bessie learned how dangerous an enemy a large forest +could become. There was so little rain during the hot months that things +became dry and brittle. One day she heard the cry of "Fire! Fire!" +Looking away to the southwest, she beheld a sight that made her feel +faint with fear. The woods were ablaze, and the fire was coming directly +toward her home. + +Her father came to her, explained their danger, told her to warn her +mother and then to do all she could to put out any sparks that might +fall around the woodpiles, house, or barn. This said, he hastened to +join the men in their desperate battle with the fire. When Bessie +entered the house, she saw her mother weeping over her little baby, who +had been born during the winter months and who had known nothing but +sickness and suffering. When Mrs. Worthington heard the news, she +continued to weep, and said, "Well, dear, do all you can to put out the +sparks; for I think your little brother is dying, and I can not leave +him." + +By much hard work, the fire was held in check until evening. Bessie made +her rounds with a pail of water and a dipper until her eyes became so +painful on account of the smoke and heat that she was forced to lie down +on the ground until they quit hurting. As soon as possible, however, she +returned to her task, informing her mother frequently of the progress of +the fire. + +At last word came that nothing more could be done; that the house could +not be saved. Seeing that further effort was useless and that each +moment increased the danger of their own lives, the men left off +fighting the fire, in order to save themselves and to help, if possible, +the Worthington family. They soon reached the house. The next question +was, where to go. The lake seemed to be the nearest place of safety. +Confusion was everywhere, but through it all Mrs. Worthington sat +quietly holding her dying baby. + +"O Mama," said Bessie, "aren't you going with the rest?" + +"No," answered her mother positively; "I shall remain right here with my +dying child. I can not move him now and add to his suffering. I know +that God can take care of me here as well as anywhere else. Why, Bessie, +where is your faith? God can yet send rain and put out the fire." + +"Oh! but if God doesn't send rain, you will burn up; for the fire is +almost here," cried Bessie. "Do come as far from the house as you can, +won't you?" + +"No, Bessie, I told you, no. I shall sit just where I am," answered Mrs. +Worthington; and Bessie knew that it would be useless to press the +matter further. + +With throbbing heart Bessie ran to her room, which was already getting +hot from the fire: she fell upon her knees by the window where she could +see the flames leaping from tree to tree, and began to call mightily +upon God. "O God!" she prayed, "do send rain or change the wind." After +repeating this prayer several times, she noticed some large drops of +water upon the window pane. She knew what it meant: once before God had +sent rain to help her in time of danger. Hastening down stairs, she +said, "Mama, it's raining." "Thank God!" said Mrs. Worthington, "I knew +he wouldn't let baby and me burn up." + +By that time the rain was pouring down; the wind had ceased; and the +danger was over. The rain did not put out the fire, but so checked it +that, by hard work, it could be kept under control until it died out. + +Little Clement lived only a short time after the fire; but just before +he died, he looked into his weeping mother's face and smiled three +times. As he had never smiled before, Mrs. Worthington always thought +that God took that way to encourage her heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +LOST IN THE WOODS. + +As Leroy was too young to drive the cows home in the evening, Bessie +enjoyed many a long walk in search of them. One evening she had some +difficulty in finding them. It was one of those evenings when everything +is quiet and sound travels a long distance. After listening carefully +for the tinkling of the cow-bells, Bessie was bewildered, for she could +seemingly hear them in every direction. At last, thinking she had +located the sound, she set out in that direction. When she had walked +about two miles, she stopped to listen again. The bells were still +tinkling, but they seemed to be just as far away. She knew, though, that +the cows sometimes went a long distance. She had been following the +road, but thinking the sound came from the woods, she started off in +that direction. She saw that the sun was just going down behind the +trees; that she was on an unfamiliar path, and was getting farther and +farther from home. But she must get the cows, and on she went, stopping +now and then to locate the sound of the bells. + +She suddenly found herself standing upon a point of land where a deep, +wide ravine extended on either side. The distance across the ravine she +could not see on account of the shadow and the trees. What should she +do? A few minutes previously she had thought about its being late, but +had hoped to find the cows and to make them guide her home. This hope +failing, she did not know what to do. The bells were still tinkling +ahead of her; but she did not dare to try to cross the ravine in the +darkness, now fast gathering around her, and how could she return +through those dense woods! She thought of calling for help, but as +quickly realized how useless the effort would be, since there were no +houses near. + +As she stood wondering what to do, these words from a psalm she had +committed to memory a short time before, came to her mind: "If I say, +Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about +me. Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the +day; the darkness and the light are both alike to thee." Two more +precious promises came to her mind: "I will guide thee with mine eye" +and "He leadeth me beside still waters." Oh, what encouragement those +words were to Bessie! Surely God would guide her home. With a thankful +heart, Bessie started to return. As she had passed through several +clearings in her search for the cows, she had no little difficulty in +finding her way; but the moon rose early and gave her considerable +light, and as she neared home, she began to recognize some familiar +objects. + +But, in the meantime, how were her parents feeling? The cows returned +early and were milked. Mrs. Worthington wondered why Bessie did not come +with them, but thought she might have been delayed and would come soon. +She prepared supper; but when she got it ready, Bessie was still absent. + +"What can be keeping Bessie tonight?" Mrs. Worthington said anxiously to +her husband. "She should have come home an hour ago." + +"Oh, I suppose she has stopped somewhere to play," said Mr. Worthington +carelessly. + +"No; I don't think so," replied his wife. "Bessie always tries to be +prompt, and I'm afraid something has happened. If she doesn't come soon, +you had better go to look for her." + +"Well, wait until dark," said Mr. Worthington; "and, if she isn't here +then, I'll get some men and we'll search in different directions. Did +you notice which way she went!" + +"No," answered his wife, "but I think she went east." + +At dark Mr. Worthington started out with the searching party. Mrs. +Worthington tried not to worry; but when nine o'clock passed and +half-past nine came, she felt a great anxiety creeping into her heart. +Many times she offered an earnest prayer for Bessie's protection. After +putting Leroy to bed she stationed herself in front of the house to +watch. + +About ten o'clock some one returned to say that he could find no trace +of Bessie. + +With straining eyes, Mrs. Worthington looked in the direction in which +Bessie had gone, and at last thought that she could see some one +approaching. As the figure drew nearer, she could see that it was her +child, and with a glad cry ran to meet her. "O Bessie," cried the +mother, "what has happened to detain you? Your father and a company of +men are out searching the woods for you. Dear child, where have you +been?" + +Bessie was very tired and hungry; but she related all that had happened +and said: "I'm sorry I couldn't go farther; for I believe the cows were +just a short distance beyond the point where I turned back. But I did +not dare to cross the swampy place and go into the woods on the other +side." + +"Why, the cows have been home a long, long time, Bessie; and that is +what had made your delay seem so strange," said her mother. "But were +you not afraid, dear, when you found that you were so far from home!" + +Bessie explained how she had felt and how the Lord had encouraged her +and helped her to be brave. + +"What time was that?" asked her mother; and when she learned, she said, +"Bessie, that was when I was so earnestly praying for you. Surely our +God is a mighty God and one who is ever faithful." + +When the searching party returned, they were all glad to know that +Bessie was safe at home. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +NOVEL-READING. + +As Bessie approached her sixteenth year, Mrs. Worthington became very +anxious about her. The mother thought that she could notice a change in +her daughter's actions and disposition. Instead of being confiding and +happy, she seemed listless, forgetful, and nervous. At first the mother +could not understand this change; but by close observation she found +that her daughter was indulging in light reading. + +Some magazines and weekly papers containing continued love-stories had +found their way into the Worthington home. At first they were not +attractive to Bessie. She would merely glance through the pages; but she +gradually came to overlook the good, substantial reading and to enjoy +the part that stimulated the romantic and imaginative part of her +nature. The effect upon her mental and moral powers was much the same +as that produced upon the digestive organs by rich and stimulating +foods. Her mind was thus weakened and robbed of its relish for wholesome +reading. She was ever looking forward for something to excite or satisfy +her abnormal desire for the romantic or the dreadful. + +As soon as Mrs. Worthington realized her daughter's danger, she sought +an opportunity to instruct her on the dangers of novel-reading. "Some +effects of novel-reading," said she, "are worse even than those produced +by dancing. Many novels are hurtful because of the many false ideas +interwoven in the stories. Some novels attract the pure-minded by their +morality; but it is unsafe to read them, for the reason I have already +given you, and because, as with any bad habit, the exciting influences +must be constantly increased. In this way some persons are deceived and +drawn into many of Satan's snares. + +"In most novels there is much that is good and true; but the immoral, +the worldly, and the untrue are so interwoven with it that the reader +unconsciously finds himself taking pleasure in thoughts which, before he +began reading novels, would have been disgusting. In this way the +reader's sense of right is lowered and an appetite created--an appetite +that can not be satisfied; the more it is fed, the more depraved and +exacting it becomes. Gradually the desire for the romantic increases +until the novel-reader longs to have a romance of her own. Her sense of +duty is so blunted and her better judgment so blinded that she often +agrees to a secret marriage with some one who is wholly unfit to be her +life companion. It is in this way that many a girl has been deceived and +led into sin. Many times, too, habits have been formed, from which +nothing but the grace of God could deliver. In looking back over a +wasted life, many a person can see that his or her downfall had its +origin in the first novel. + +"My dear child, there are many good books that you will find both +helpful and interesting, but the Bible should be the pattern of your +life. Let it be the principal food for your mind and soul. Your time all +belongs to God, and you should waste none of it in reading unwholesome +literature." + +As Mrs. Worthington finished speaking, she was glad to see a changed +look in Bessie's face. She knew that God was talking to her daughter; +and as she arose to go, she said: "Bessie, do not forget from whom you +may expect strength. I am praying that God will entirely take away the +unnatural appetite which you have been fostering." + +It was not long until Bessie rejoiced in full deliverance from her taste +for novel-reading, and her interest in her mother's talks returned. As +they read the Bible together and praised God for the precious truths it +contained, cherishing them within their hearts as priceless treasures, +Bessie's understanding seemed to open, and she was able to comprehend +many of the deep truths of God's Word. The reading of God's Word gave +her such unbounding joy, such complete spiritual happiness, that nothing +could compare with it. Its truths, so simple and yet so grand, were at +once a guide and a reproof to keep her feet from straying from the +narrow way. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +GLAD TIDINGS. + +In a small house about two miles from Bessie's home lived a very old +lady. She loved the Lord and enjoyed telling of his goodness and of his +dealings with her. Bessie, who was now about sixteen years of age, +enjoyed these talks very much. + +One day while Bessie and her mother were visiting this aged saint, she +brought forth a much-worn paper and handed it to Mrs. Worthington, +saying, "My daughter sent me this paper. You may take it home, if you +like," she continued; "but I must ask you to return it, as my daughter +wants it again." As Mrs. Worthington took the paper, Bessie saw at the +top of the page, in large letters, "The Gospel Trumpet." After reading a +few minutes Mrs. Worthington exclaimed: "This paper is certainly the +work of a people who understand the plan of salvation. Things are fully +explained here that have been plain to me for years--things that I +dared not mention publicly lest I be thought fanatical." + +On their return home Mrs. Worthington said: "It must have been in answer +to prayer that Sister Moore let me see that paper. I have prayed for +many years that God would help me to find a people who were not afraid +to preach his whole Word. I believe we have found them. Who knows but +this is God's way of starting a series of meetings here. Oh, the +wonderful God we serve! I shall subscribe for the paper at once and also +send my poem on sectism to see if they will publish it." The +subscription was sent, and the poem soon appeared in the paper. + +Mrs. Worthington was truly thankful to find that God had others in the +world who were willing to teach the whole Bible without construing any +part to suit their own ideas. + +It was not long until a testimony appeared from a minister living a few +miles away; and, agreeably with Mrs. Worthington's request, a series of +meetings was started in the neighborhood. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +THE MEETINGS. + +The news of the good meetings spread rapidly, and the attendance +constantly increased. The gospel as preached was a new message to the +people, and yet it was the very same that Jesus and his disciples +taught. Every point of doctrine presented had a "thus saith the Lord" to +confirm it. + +Many saw that the Bible had been misunderstood and had been misconstrued +by mankind to prove minor points, while the deep and vital truths had +been so covered over with prejudice and unbelief that the majority of +the people were blind to the true meaning of the Word; and that, in +their confusion, each had gone to the denomination that seemed most +nearly to correspond to his clouded views. It was also clearly shown +that there is no way to heaven except the straight and narrow way that +Jesus taught, and that God's Word is the only true measure of a +Christian experience. + +Mrs. Worthington felt now that her cup of joy was full since she could +hear the way of salvation and the true church explained from the pulpit +just as God had revealed them to her. She was also glad that Bessie, who +was now old enough to understand deep spiritual truths for herself, was +in perfect harmony and fellowship with her. + +About forty souls were saved in the meetings; some gained the experience +of sanctification; and the Spirit of the Lord worked mightily upon the +hearts of many others. + +Oh, the deep and wonderful love of God! Oh, the richness and fulness of +his grace! How glorious Bessie now found her walk with God! How +precious to commune with him and feel that she was growing deeper into +his love! Truly it was a taste of heaven! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +BESSIE SEES HER DUTY. + +Among those converted in the meetings was a girl a little younger than +Bessie. Her name was Cora. Being an orphan and living in the home of an +infidel uncle, where she had no one to understand or sympathize with her +views, she often sought Bessie for counsel and advice. The uncle did not +oppose his niece, but others in his family did. + +As time went on, the two girls became anxious to be doing something for +the Lord. While they were pondering over the matter, a company of +ministers came to the place to hold another series of meetings. From +them the girls learned that _The Gospel Trumpet_ was published by +consecrated labor, that the workers received no stated salary, but that +they trusted the Lord for their food and clothing. + +It seemed a strange story to the girls, but Cora felt that she should +like to go and help in the work. Though her uncle was not pleased with +her plan, yet finally, after he had investigated and had found the place +respectable, he gave his consent. It was several months, however, before +she expected to leave. Toward the close of this time Bessie began to +feel some anxiety for her friend, and one day said to her, "Cora, do you +really want to go to _The Gospel Trumpet_ office to work? Now, if you +don't want to go, God will not be pleased with your service." "Bessie, I +have lost all desire to go," Cora answered. "It seems to me that God is +calling you instead of me. You could be a much greater help than I, +because you have known and understood this truth all your life." + +If Bessie had received a severe blow, it could not have hurt her more. +Her precious mother! How could she leave her! Many of her cherished +hopes for the future arose before me. Her plan, to do all she could for +her mother in her declining years, came up before her; and as she +thought of it, she became very sad. When the two girls parted at the +door, Bessie's heart was very heavy; and when she was at last alone, she +wept bitterly. She remembered that she had consecrated to do anything +the Lord might require of her, but she did not see how she could do +this. For many days Bessie bore this heavy burden; and, not being +strong, she began to fail in health. From appearances, she had a +malignant form of quick consumption. The course of the disease was +rapid, and in a few weeks she was not only confined to her bed, but +seemingly very near death. Mr. Worthington desired to consult a +physician, but reluctantly heeded to Bessie's earnest entreaties to let +her trust the Lord. She said to her father, "I know that God would heal +me, if for the best; and, if not, I would rather die." And she added +mentally, "I would rather die than to leave home." + +Bessie at last became so low that she could not be left alone night or +day. As her mother sat beside her one day, holding her hand, she said: +"I believe, dear, that God wants to heal you and use you for himself. I +feel like asking our elder, Sister Smith, to come and anoint you with +oil according to Jas. 5:14, 15. I am sure God will heal you." + +Sister Smith was brought as soon as possible; but, to Mrs. Worthington's +surprise, she did not offer to anoint Bessie until the next day. She +said: "I can not understand this case. There is something here that +seems very strange. Bessie appears to be perfectly resigned to die, but +she only answers yes or no to my questions. I shall talk to her again." +Returning to the bedside, she said, "My dear, if God heals you, are you +willing to leave your father, mother, and home to preach the +gospel"--but she got no farther. Bessie, with all the emphasis she +could command in her weak state, interrupted, "No; I will never preach." + +"Ah! there is the point in your consecration that you have not reached," +replied Sister Smith. "You must be willing to do anything that will +bring the most honor to God's name, and to work where he can get the +most glory out of your service. It may be the Lord will never require +you to preach; but he wants the willingness on your part, just as much +as if he wanted to make a minister of you." + +It was some time before Bessie could answer; but when she did, it was to +say that she would do anything, only that she must know that it was God +who required it. + +"God will make you to know that," said Sister Smith; "and now I feel +that everything is out of the way, and we can ask God to heal you." + +As she applied the oil and called earnestly upon God, there seemed to be +a heavenly atmosphere filling the room. Bessie felt a soothing +sensation passing through her body; and when the prayer was ended, she +felt perfectly well, though exceedingly weak. Her strength soon +returned, however, and it was not long until the Lord told her plainly +that he wanted her at _The Gospel Trumpet_ office. She remembered her +consecration and felt willing in her heart to obey; but she shrank from +telling her parents. For two weeks she endured severe mental suffering. +She tried to gain sufficient courage to speak to her mother about the +call, but her tongue refused to form the words. One day while she and +her mother were in the cosy sitting-room, Mrs. Worthington said, +"Bessie, I believe that God wants you at _The Gospel Trumpet_ office and +that he has used Cora's plan and your sickness to show you your duty." +Looking up through eyes filled with tears, Bessie related all that God +had revealed to her. A great calm then came into her soul. + +But the test was not entirely over. Mr. Worthington must be told, +and--would he be willing? Embracing the first opportunity, Bessie told +him her plans and begged his approval upon them; but his reply nearly +crushed her. + +"Bessie," said her father, "if you must leave us, you may go; but I have +one thing to say and I mean it. If you go, you can never return; for +your going is heartless indeed. I can not see why you should choose to +go from your comfortable home and those who love you so dearly, and +leave your mother, who so much needs your help." + +"Father, Father!" exclaimed Bessie, "Oh, don't talk that way! You know +how much I love you all. You know I never wanted to leave home before; +and if you won't let me return, what shall I do?" + +As she stood there before her father almost broken-hearted, a sweet +voice whispered, "I will be with thee; be not afraid." The words sounded +like music in her soul and reminded her of her recent decision to obey +the Lord at any cost; and she said quietly: + +"Well, Father, if you refuse to let me return home, it will have to be +that way; but I must obey the Lord, and he has called me into his +service" + +"Very well," he answered, "but remember my words," and he left her. + +Seeking her mother, Bessie told her of the interview and of her father's +refusal to allow her to return home. For a moment they stood looking at +one another; and then, with great tears filling her eyes, her mother +said: + +"Remember the words of Jesus, 'There is no man that hath left house, or +parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the kingdom of God's +sake, who shall not receive manifold more in this present time, and in +the world to come life everlasting.' Dear, child, I know your dutiful +nature, and how you long to obey your parents; but the Bible says to +obey them in the Lord. When you have to choose whom you will serve, God +or your parents, you must choose the Lord." + +"I will obey God," said Bessie quietly; and she began at once to prepare +to leave home. + +When all was ready and the morning of departure had come, Mr. +Worthington went out to prepare to take his daughter to the train. He +had been very silent all the morning, but Bessie's heart was so full +that she had taken little notice of his behavior. Oh, how she longed for +his consent for her to return! Her mother gave her every encouraging +word possible. At last they looked out and saw that the horse was ready. +As Bessie picked up her last bundle, the door opened, and her father, +stepping in quickly, caught her in his arms. "O my child," he sobbed, +"will you forgive me and come back as soon as the Lord will let you? I +didn't mean what I said; but it is so hard to give you up. If you need +anything, write to me at once and let me know about it, won't you?" and +he tenderly kissed her. Bessie's heart was filled with joy, and she +said that he could expect her home just as soon as the Lord would let +her come. + +"Read 1 Cor. 10:13 and Jas. 1:12 just as soon as you have time, dear," +whispered Mrs. Worthington in her daughter's ear as she kissed her again +before she jumped into the buggy beside her father. Then they drove away +from the home and the mother that were so dear to Bessie's heart. + +Very few words were spoken on the way to town, and after a long ride +Bessie found herself on the train. It all seemed like a terrible dream; +but there was a sweet peace and quietness in her soul, and her father's +loving words rang again and again in her ears. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +REVERIE. + +In the days that followed Bessie's arrival at the _Trumpet_ office, she +found many ways in which she could help spread the gospel. She found, +too, that she could preach in a way that was not at all distasteful to +her; for she could set up many lines of type to be used in printing the +gospel message in the _Trumpet_, which was carrying light and truth into +many homes and preaching to hungry souls. But oh, how often she thought +of the dear ones at home and of how they were missing her! + +One evening, when she sought her room and sat down beside the window, as +she had so often done at home, she began to review her life. As the soft +shadows gathered slowly about her, she seemed to be at home again close +beside her mother's knee, listening to her tender, loving words of +sympathy and advice. Bessie could now see what they had been worth to +her. They not only had prepared her for a common sphere in life, but had +given her a thorough understanding of God's great plan of salvation. As +she recalled her mother's prayers and talks, she realized that, through +them, she had many times escaped what other girls had ignorantly +blundered into, and had been spared a great many of the bitter sorrows +that come into the lives of girls not taught at their mother's knee. In +her thankfulness, she offered a fervent prayer to her heavenly Father +that many more earnest, noble, and prayerful mothers might be found to +guide their children through the critical period of childhood. + +After three months Bessie returned home for a short visit with her +parents. Upon her arrival she not only found a loving and tender +welcome, but also learned that both her parents had accepted her call as +from God. After a happy visit of two weeks she returned to her work. +With the blessing of God upon her labors, we shall here bid her +good-by. + +In conclusion, we wish to say that what she became was principally in +answer to her faithful mother's prayers. Had she been left--as many +girls are--without a mother's tender love and confidence, mingled with +many earnest prayers, she would have fallen into temptations that she +never knew. She had fully proved the worth of a praying mother. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +A PLEA TO MOTHERS. + +Home as God intended it is built upon the corner-stone of virtue and +prayer. It makes no difference how beautiful the house nor how grand its +contents, if the mother is a woman who does not care for God or virtue, +the corner-stone of that home is lacking. Such a home can not stand when +trial and temptation enter. + +A stream never rises above its source, nor a home above the ideals of +its founders. No matter how humble the home, do not belittle its +possibilities. Anything so sacred as home can command heaven's choicest +and best blessings. The humblest cabin may contain that element which +makes home the shrine of happiness and the temple of peace, and will +cause it to send forth saints and heroes. + +Oh that parents, especially mothers, could realize their influence in +the home, their power to direct the young minds around them into the +proper channel! Let us so educate and train the children that they will +be able to get the greatest good from their natural endowment and that +they may use it in such a manner as will bring the most glory to God. So +train them and so live before them in the home that in after-years they +will say with pleasure: "This precept was always taught me by my +parents. Father and Mother's holy example has been a priceless +birthright to me." + +This is true parenthood. It should be the ideal in every home. By this I +mean parents who realize their responsibility and have their children's +best interest at heart; parents who will sacrifice any pleasure of their +own for the benefit and happiness of their little ones; parents who will +not only bid their children a hearty welcome into the world, but will +care for their future from that moment, and who have the love and +respect of their entire household. + +You may say that parents like these are few and hard to find. True, but +it is equally so that, with proper knowledge and understanding, many +would approach this standard. Perhaps some have allowed years to slip +carelessly by and their darlings to pass seemingly beyond their control. +To such I would say, It is never too late to pray. + +Observe the wayward boy whose chief inheritance is a wild, wilful +nature. He is nearing his fourteenth birthday. Having been allowed to +have his own way while small, he has cultivated an ungovernable desire +to do as he pleases. Let the mother of that boy cease her old habit of +saying, "I don't know what will become of that boy! I don't understand +how he can treat me so rudely. I've done all I can, and he just grows +worse," and take a more rational method. Have you gone to that boy and +told him the sweet, simple story of Jesus and why he came from his +beautiful home; that a part of his mission was to teach you how to make +your home after the pattern of his heavenly home; that his heart is +touched with compassion when he beholds any one in trouble; that he is +grieved because you have made a mistake; but that you are sorry and are +decided to do your duty? Have you told the boy all that? Have you knelt +beside his bed at night with your tear-dimmed eyes pressed upon his +hand, and told him the great dangers that are before him, even +surrounding him, and informed him how to avoid them? Have you told him +that he is at the most critical time in his life, that a mistake now +will mean a life of suffering for both him and you, and that he can with +you begin over and remove some of his past mistakes? Have you talked +thus to your boy? If not, why not? It is your privilege as well as your +duty. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +PARENTAL DUTY. + +The first duty of father and mother to their child is to see that they +are a unit on family government. Second, they must study themselves and +their failures, trying to make the weak places strong. Third, study the +disposition of the child, gain an understanding of its inner life, and +find out what pleases and displeases it; and, while cultivating the +good, hold in check the bad. A mother should understand her children +better than any one else. If she is a thoughtful mother, she knows not +only the surroundings of her children, but many of the impressions that +she has stamped upon their undeveloped minds. + +Children are not putty that can be moulded into any form to suit our +fancy, but there is a method by which we can fashion their young lives. +Much patience, devotion to the child, and fervent prayer will be +needful to accomplish anything worth while. + +Every parent should see that their attitude toward their children is +what it should be. Consider their feelings and show them respect, +remembering that they have rights upon which you must not intrude; but +never loosen the reigns of home government. Make any rules that you +think practicable and necessary; explain each rule carefully to your +child, giving your reason for making it, and then demand obedience. +Never, unless for some special reason, ignore any good rule. Should your +child happen to break one of these rules, do not punish without first +finding out the cause. He may not have understood your meaning, or he +may have forgotten. Take him quietly aside; and, after finding out why +he has disobeyed, gently tell him again your reasons for making the +rules and the necessity of his obedience. You might have to do this +several times, but do not excuse him too long. When it is necessary to +punish, ask for wisdom from above, and then punish in a way that he will +understand you and remember the punishment. When you make a statement, +stand by it, if possible, unless you see error in it. If such be the +case, confess your fault. If your child does not show you due respect +and obedience, there is a cause for it, and it is your duty to find out +what that cause is. + +All children have to contend with bad qualities that have been +inherited. Do not flatter yourself that because the child is yours it +will escape temptation; for all must be tempted, if they would be +strong. Teach your children, according to their ability to comprehend, +all that they should know to be able to shun evil. Do not think that +because your child has inherited some moral weakness, you are helpless +to teach him to overcome it. You can explain to him his danger and tell +him what yielding to the temptations that come to him because of this +weakness will lead to. Point out the effect of this sin upon the one +from whom it was inherited. Tell the child that the only chance to +overcome this inherited tendency will be by constantly avoiding those +things that will lead to temptation. You may find the task difficult and +you may sometimes feel disheartened, but you must put that wayward child +of yours right, if possible, or God will hold you accountable. Perhaps +the inherited sin may lie at your own door. If it does, you will +understand better how to help him from under its power. + +In the public school, on the street, and in his various associations, +your child will be exposed to the evil of hearing impure language from +vile lips; and if he be not warned, who can blame him for listening? +Your home teaching must overbalance all that he hears outside. + +Should some question concerning the mysteries of his own body or of his +own origin be aroused in his mind by impure stories or by any other +cause, you must at once arise to meet the difficulty before harm is +done that will be very difficult to overcome. But some mother will say: +"I do not know what answer to make my child when he asks questions of +such a delicate nature. Would it not be best to leave his mind free from +these ideas until he is older?" Doubtless it would, if the child would +be contented to wait; but when he has learned enough to ask the +question, he is able to tell whether you speak the truth when you say +you do not know, and he will not be satisfied by the flimsy pretest, +"Oh, run away and don't bother me; I'm too busy." + +Above all else, keep the confidence of your child, so that he will come +to you with every trouble of life. Confidence of children in their +parents is a gift from God. All children have it at first. See the +tottering baby cling to its mother for support; watch it run to her when +it is frightened. Can it not have the same confidence when it is older? +I answer from experience that it can and should. Truth inspires trust +in your child. If you do not think it best to answer all his questions +fully at the time when he asks them, tell him at least enough to satisfy +his curiosity, and promise him that, if this remains a secret between +you and him, he may come to you whenever he wants more information. Do +not be afraid of having secrets with your child. The matter may be +trifling, but the fact that he is helping you to keep secrets will teach +him to value his word and will increase his confidence in you. On the +other hand, if you tell him an untruth, do not think that he will come +to you again. No, he will doubtless go to some friend who he thinks will +tell him, and thus get his young mind tainted with impure thoughts. And +little better in results than telling an untruth is putting the child +off till some future time. These questions must be met when they arrive. + +You may say, "I don't know how much to tell at any one time." Wisdom is +necessary here. No more should be told than will satisfy the present +curiosity of the child. A few questions on your part will readily +discover what information he has gained and how much he wishes to know. + +A boy of scarce six summers once came to his mother with a question of +life. The mother was shocked; but, offering an earnest prayer for +wisdom, she questioned the child and found that he had heard remarks +made by older boys. As his mind was developed enough to comprehend part +of their conversation, his curiosity was aroused. Having perfect +confidence in his mother, he had sought her for an explanation of the +points that perplexed him. As simply as possible, that mother gave the +information, ending with the words, "Now, darling, this is to be a +perfect secret between us; and when you are old enough, I will tell you +more." Years passed by until the boy was in his eleventh year; then he +once more went to his mother for information. "Mama," he began, "do you +remember the time you told me a secret?" She answered that she did, and +he continued: "Well, I have kept that secret. I have never mentioned it +to any one. And do you remember that you said some time you would tell +me more?" When she answered, "Yes," he said quickly, "Don't you think +I'm old enough now?" In answer, the mother put her arms about him and +said, "My son, you shall hear all you wish to hear. What is it, dear?" +Then as each question came, she gave him a satisfactory answer, and +ended by saying, "Whenever you want to know more, come to me, and I will +tell you." That boy continued to go to his mother; and when he entered +the most trying period of his life, her advice kept him from the dangers +into which so many fall. In hours of trial she was able to point him to +the Savior. Never neglect the duty of warning your child of danger. + +Teaching of this kind will endear you to your children long after you +are resting in the grave. They will recount, "My mother told me this. +My father taught me that. They must have understood God's plan of +salvation, or they would never have known how to tell me these things." +But the task will require your highest talents. Sympathy and love, +constant watchfulness, and earnest prayer will be the most needful. +Since the child does not know himself, you must learn to know him. You +must search for the secret springs that govern his actions and for the +master key that will unlock his heart. + +One dear young woman, relating her experience to me, said: "My mother +died when I was only six years old; but I know she must have been a +Christian, because some friends who knew her told me of her devoted life +and of earnest pleadings for her children when she saw that she must +leave them. All that I can remember about her was seeing her bowing in +prayer or talking to us children. There are desires in my nature that I +know must have been planted within me in answer to her prayer. After +her death I was cast out upon the world. I went to live with a very +ungodly family, but that sense of right and wrong within me made me shun +and despise their evil ways. I loved to read my Bible. From it I learned +that, if I would gain heaven, I must forsake sin and live a pure life. +To live such a life was a pleasure until I found that the denomination +whose meetings I attended would not allow me to say much about a holy +life, because their creed did not teach it. Then I promised the Lord +that I would be a Christian if I had to be one all by myself. This was +not necessary, for I found many true Christians who believed all that +the Bible teaches." + +That mother's prayers had fashioned and governed the life of her +daughter long before the child was able to understand her mother's +meaning. Parents can not begin too early to win the child's love and +confidence, and they should spare no pains to maintain these to mature +years. Those who do will find that their children will never, even to +old age, fail to come to them for sympathy and advice. Children so +reared will always love and honor their father and mother as the Bible +says they should, and will look upon their parents' lives as examples +for them to imitate. See to it that you show yourself a good pattern, in +thought, word, and deed, for them to follow. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +USEFUL HINTS. + +There is no definite rule whereby parents may control their home, except +to seek advice from God, for no two families have the same environment. +Any method that will bring about the desired result may be applied; but +the method must be systematic and thorough. A positive attitude is good, +and should be encouraged, but harshness ought never to be used. The +latter will tend to discouragement and resentment in the child, while +the former will teach the difference between right and wrong. + +Be charitable to your children in regard to their faults and failings, +so that they may learn by your example to be charitable to each other +and to their fellows. Teach them the blessings that charity will bring +to them; show them that it is the greatest of God's gifts and that +without it they will meet many buffetings from their contact with the +world. Remember that Paul speaks of it as "the more excellent way" and +admonishes us to desire it above all things else. + +Children must have entertainment. Rich and costly furniture, elaborate +parties, or even guests are not necessary. Children may be entertained +in a very simple manner. What child does not enjoy the old-fashioned +game of hide-and-seek, tag, or some such innocent amusement with Papa +and Mama? It may take a little of your time, but what of that? Do all +you can to make your home the happiest place on earth for your children. + +"Yes," says one, "that will do while the children are little; but just +wait until they grow up, and then they will seek other company." I did +not say that they must always stay with you. Of course they will desire +to go from home sometimes. What I mean is that we can make home so +attractive that they will note the difference between it and the outside +world. The interest we take in them will constrain them to remain at +home and to return when away from it. Home! Oh that beautiful word! +Poets have written about it, choirs have sung about it, but who can +fathom the meaning of that little word, home! None but the child who has +been taught to revere, cherish, and enjoy it, and then looking back +remembers the happy years spent in the home circle. + +I think that I hear a father say, "When I return from my work, I am so +tired I can not stand the children's noise." Is that so? Do you not love +your children, and are you not working for their welfare! If so, do you +not think that a little less labor with your hands and a little time +spent with them would be more profitable? Perhaps a little romp or chat +with them would rest you. Try it anyway. You who are desk workers can +afford it: it will help you to cast off the responsibilities of the day +and the better prepare you for the morrow. A romp with the children is +not lost; but, on the other hand, is a benefit for both parent and +child. Thoughtful parents can think of many things that will increase +the interest in home and will draw them closer to their children. + +Sometimes it is good for the children to visit their friends, but +parents should always be acquainted with these friends. Never let your +child go where games are played that you would not allow played in your +own home. Here is where conscience and confidence will help you. Be +cautious about allowing your child to go somewhere to stay all night. In +this way many a child has learned evil practises and in some cases been +ruined. Then, too, it draws his mind away from the home circle. + +"But," you say, "all this I have done, and yet my children are now +forgetful of it all. They are indulging in many things that they were +taught to be harmful to the soul." My dear friend, can you not remember +when this state of things began? Can you not point to a time when there +was a drifting from your home circle? when home life began to seem too +narrow for your child? when he began to crave the association of others +more than that of his own brothers and sisters? Did you at that time +lift up your home banner and shield? Did you tell him of the rapids in +the distance? "No," you falteringly answer; "I thought there could be no +harm in allowing him to mingle with his chums at school and to visit +them in their homes. I was afraid to be too particular, lest he should +think me too strict with him." Ah! friend, that was your golden +opportunity, and you failed to see it. After instructing the child, you +should have bowed with him in prayer, giving him over to God's keeping. +Then, if he chose to go--remembering that your prayers were following +him--nine chances out of ten he would have returned with words similar +to those spoken by a youth who had been permitted to attend a party. In +answer to his father's question he said, "Yes; I had a good time, but I +have better times at home." "Better times at home!" Think of it, +parents! Is it not worth some self-denial, some sacrifices, on pour +part, to have your home spoken of in this manner? + +"Yes," says a mother, "that is all right when both parents are in +harmony and have salvation; but suppose that the parents are poor and +that one is unsaved?" I have seen just such homes as this governed in +the manner whereof I speak. God gave more grace and strength to the +saved companion; and, although there were many difficulties to +encounter, yet the saved one was able to influence the home for God. +"All things are possible to him that believeth," said Christ in olden +times, and his statement is still true. + +Again, I hear a parent whose loved companion has recently died say, +"What can I do now to train my children aright?" There comes before my +mind a beautiful scene of a faithful mother with her son and daughter +whom she had brought up to God's glory. She was left alone with these +two precious ones to guide and rear to manhood and womanhood. She bade +adieu to the words "I can't" and with determination went about her task. +As God never lets such zeal go without assistance, this mother found +help in time of need. Another scene which I love to recall is that of a +devoted father and by his side his two motherless daughters just +entering womanhood. He gives them every spare moment that he has, and +both are real examples of trust and purity. + +In your zeal to find entertainment for your children, do not forget that +they must have employment. See that every member of your household has +certain work to do. This work should be suited to the years and the +strength of the individual and, if possible, to his likes and dislikes. +Work of the proper kind will strengthen the muscles, improve the health, +keep out many evils, and create in the young a desire to help bear the +burdens of life. Periods of rest may be made profitable by having on +hand as much wholesome literature as you are able to secure. By this +means much useful knowledge may be stored. The reading need not be +confined wholly to religious works; reliable treatises on science, art, +mechanics, cooking, chemistry, domestic economy, health, etc., are all +profitable if not indulged in to the exclusion of religious literature. +If you trust God, he will help you to know what to do. + +A lady once said, "Our children are what we make them, and we get out of +them just what we put in." These words contain much truth. God holds all +parents, according to their light and understanding, responsible for the +training of their children. + +If you have a preference among your children, never reveal it. On the +contrary, endeavor to place the less favored ahead in your care and +attention. You can justly do this, for the favorite will get all the +attention he deserves anyway. I well remember a case where the mother's +favorite son brought sorrow and shame to the entire household by +stealing from his own father, simply because she had humored and petted +him in childhood. Parents can not be too careful in this respect. + +Many a mother does not realize how highly her children value her +opinion. A boy had met with an accident that somewhat disfigured him for +a time. While he was preparing to leave for school, his mother said, +"You will no doubt be made sport of today; are you able to bear it?" His +answer was, "Oh, I don't care what any one says about me but you; but if +you were to make fun of me, I couldn't stand it." + +SWEET GEM OF THE HOME. + + _Thou formal home, so graced, so blest, + With earthly treasures rare; + Within thy portals we expect + All graces rich and fair. + + We gaze, we search, but all in vain; + The gem we love so well, + "Sweet innocence," doth not remain, + Nor in thy chambers dwell. + + Thy children, as the world they greet, + Are bearing tales of thee; + "I was not warned," they oft repeat, + Nor taught at Mother's knee. + + Sweet Innocence, thou heav'nly grace, + Rich gem from God above! + Thy touch upon the human face + Reveals but peace and love. + + Thy treasures richer far than gold, + Thy gifts of greatest worth, + Might grace our homes, except for sin, + Whose curse now sweeps the earth. + + We look for thee within the maid, + With beauty, grace, and charm, + But find thy flight she hath not stayed, + Nor doth she feel alarm. + + Then in the lad, whose noble brow + Thy presence might suggest; + With closer view we must allow + By thee he is not blest. + + E'en when we look within the child + And laud his graces sweet, + We find his mind so soon defiled + For thee 'tis no retreat. + + "And why?" we ask, "oh! why is this? + Such need and dearth abound. + Oh! why in homes of promised bliss + May not this gem be found?" + + The mystery, so deep, so great, + Is simply lack of prayer; + Is bidding timely warning wait + For daily toil and care. + + Allowing things that crumble, waste, + Our whole attention claim, + We cause sweet Innocence in haste + To leave our homes to shame. + + But thee, sweet grace, we find in some-- + Thank God thou art not lost!-- + We see thee in the Christian home + As royal guest and host. + + We note the mother as she pleads + For counsel from God's throne, + Then goes with wisdom that she needs + And strength to make it known. + + We watch the child in this true home, + And in its face so fair + We recognise what doth become + A faithful mother's prayer. + + Sweet Innocence! may we extol, + Within the home, thy art; + Thy power to beautify the soul, + To teach the pure in heart. + + Thou gift divine! thou fairest gem! + Thy presence may we crave, + That thou mayst grace our diadem + In life beyond the grave. + + Reveal, O grace, unto the world + Thy beauties rich and rare, + That all may understand and know + What mothers find in prayer_. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The value of a praying mother, by Isabel C. 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BYRUM</h2> + + <p style="text-align: center;">GOSPEL TRUMPET COMPANY</p> + + <p style="text-align: center;">First Printing 1911</p><br> + + <h2>PREFACE.</h2> + + <p>This book has a purpose: it is sent forth as precious seed, + with the prayer that it will fall into "good soil" in many hearts + and bring forth an hundredfold.</p> + + <p>All parents with natural affection desire the best things for + their children. Such fathers and mothers have high hopes that + from their home will go forth noble men and women—yes, even + heroes. Many fail to realize the attainment of this ideal in + their children, because of a lack of the knowledge necessary to + bring about the desired development in the child-life.</p> + + <p>The following pages were written with the fervent hope that + they would, at least in some measure, be a help in developing the + young lives entrusted to your care. If your harvest-time is past; + if your children have grown up and have left the old home, you + may be able to help some one who still has little ones to + train.</p> + + <p>One object in relating actual experiences was that the reader + might be guided in the application of those principles of + child-training which, if merely stated in the abstract, might be + hard to understand and difficult of application. The principles + herein stated are not mere theories, but they have the + commendation of having stood the test of use. Two other objects + of this simple story of home life are that the thoughtful mother + may get a view of the effects of certain extreme environments on + the child-life and, by observing the substantial results + accomplished by a praying mother, she may discover the secret of + success.</p> + + <p>The incidents of this little home story are all true, even to + minute details, as far as memory serves one of the actors in this + drama of home life after the lapse of many years; but as most of + the principal characters are still living, the correct names + have, for the most part, been withheld. Should one of your + children ask, "Mama, who was Bessie Worthington?" you can + truthfully answer, "She was a little girl who lived in Michigan; + and she and her papa and mama are still living."</p> + + <p>If, by reading this little book, any mother shall see wherein + she can improve upon her past teaching, and thus be able to do + more for the spiritual and moral well-being of her children, the + writer will feel amply rewarded. May the blessing of God attend + it as it goes forth.</p><span style="margin-left: 3em;">Yours in + Him,</span><br> + <span style="margin-left: 4em;">Isabel C. Byrum.</span><br> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CONTENTS"></a> + + <h2>CONTENTS.</h2><a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.</a> - Two + Scenes<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.</a> - A Praying Mother<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.</a> - Early Training<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.</a> - God's Care<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.</a> - Consecration<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.</a> - Conscience<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.</a> - A Downward Step<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII.</a> - A Wise Decision<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX.</a> - Self-Control<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X.</a> - Parental Control<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI.</a> - Christian Experience<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</a> - The Beautiful + Secret<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII.</a> - Blessing and + Trial<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV.</a> - The Surprise Party<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV.</a> - Leroy's Healing<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI.</a> - Explaining the Divine + Life<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII.</a> - Temptations<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII.</a> - Answers to + Prayer<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX.</a> - Lost in the Woods<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX.</a> - Novel-Reading<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI.</a> - Glad Tidings<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII.</a> - The Meetings<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII.</a> - Bessie Sees Her + Duty<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV.</a> - Reverie<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV.</a> - A Plea to Mothers<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI.</a> - Parental Duty<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII.</a> - Useful Hints<br> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="THE_VALUE_OF_A_PRAYING_MOTHER"></a> + + <h2>THE VALUE OF A PRAYING MOTHER</h2> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_I"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER I.</h2><br> + + <center> + TWO SCENES. + </center> + + <p>How delightful to step into the home where God is counselor of + both parent and child! How blessed the companionship in such a + home! There God counsels in sweet, tender tones. He teaches his + will and gives the needed wisdom. God is man's truest and best + teacher. James says, "If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of + God, that giveth to all men liberally ... and it shall be given + him." Be the home ever so beautiful, if it is not a house of + prayer, it is not a place of true happiness. Parents should often + commune with the Lord; especially the mother, with her many cares + and perplexities, if she would do justice to the little ones + entrusted to her care.</p> + + <p>A beautiful picture now comes to my mind—a picture of an + ideal mother of olden time. She dwelt in Ramah of Palestine. Her + lonely home nestled among the lonely hills. She loved to commune + with the Lord, for deep in her bosom she carried a sorrow that + only he could help her to bear. Her home lacked that sweet + sunlight which innocent childhood brings. She longed and prayed + for a little life to guide and direct in the ways of the + Lord.</p> + + <p>Once every year she went with her husband to Shiloh, where + sacrifices were offered, and there publicly worshiped the Lord. + When at the house of the Lord one day, she prayed long and + earnestly that God would grant the desire of her heart. "O Lord + of hosts," she prayed, "if thou wilt indeed look on the + affliction of thine handmaid, and remember me, and not forget + thine handmaid, but wilt give unto thine handmaid a man child, + then I will give him unto the Lord all the days of his life, and + there shall no razor come upon his head."</p> + + <p>A scene like this must have been rare even to the priest of + God; for he mistook this sad woman for one drunken with wine. She + begged him not to look upon her as such. When the man of God saw + by her modest, earnest words that she was not drunken as he had + supposed, he changed his reproof into a blessing. "Go in peace," + he said, "and the God of Israel grant thy petition that thou hast + asked of him." With perfect confidence that God had heard and + answered prayer, the woman arose and returned with her husband to + their home in Ramah.</p> + + <p>The next year she did not go up to Shiloh; for God had granted + her petition and had given her a little son. Her husband was + willing for her to remain at home, but he cautioned her not to + forget her promise to the Lord. He feared, perhaps, that the + mother might become so attached to her child that she would be + unwilling to part with him as she had promised. His warning was + unnecessary.</p> + + <p>As soon as Samuel (for this is what the mother named her son) + was old enough to be useful, she took him to the house of God and + presented him to the Lord. It must have sounded to the aged + priest (who soon would have to cease his work upon earth) like a + voice from heaven, when the happy mother, pointing to her child, + said: "For this child I prayed; and the Lord hath given me my + petition which I asked of him: therefore also I have lent him to + the Lord; as long as he liveth he shall be lent to the Lord."</p> + + <p>Again the mother prays; this time not in sorrow, but from a + heart filled with thanksgiving. She feels no regret because of + her vow. Her child became a great blessing to many people, and + the Lord gave her other sons and daughters to cheer her + heart.</p> + + <p>By reading the story we find that "the child Samuel grew and + was in favor both with the Lord and also with men." Why was this? + In answer to his devoted mother's prayer, the Holy Spirit hovered + over that child, shielding him from the cruel darts and arrows of + the enemy. He had been taught the ways of the Lord from his + cradle and his life was fully consecrated to God.</p> + + <p>A different scene comes before me now—a scene that + brings a shudder. Upon a ship sailing along the shores of France + were a man and his wife on their way to join a band of villainous + people in India. Being on a secret mission, they traveled slowly + and carefully. It was a tedious and dangerous journey. One stormy + day, on the Bay of Biscay, a child was born to them.</p> + + <p>No loving welcome from the lips of a prayerful parent awaited + this poor little innocent child; instead, curses were his + portion, and, by the order of his mother, he was cast aside in a + pile of rubbish to die. By chance the father passed that way and, + finding his child's poor little perishing form, picked it up, + took it to his wife, and commanded her to see that it was cared + for.</p> + + <p>As the child grew and developed in this atmosphere of sin and + degradation, is it strange that he partook of his parents' nature + and developed even worse habits than they? Unless the proper home + influence is thrown around a child, he can not help suffering + from the inherited sins of his parents.</p> + + <p>When this child became a man, he knew nothing of virtue and + honesty. His life was enveloped in a shroud of darkest crimes. + Leaving India, he went to Europe and from there sailed to + America. Each year found him better acquainted with court + proceedings and prison walls. It was a common thing for him to + break into a man's house and steal every valuable that he could + find.</p> + + <p>I recently met this man and heard from his own lips the dark + story of his life. As he was relating an account of a desperate + burglary, I asked him what he would have done if the man of the + house had awakened. "Please do not ask me." he answered. "I was + always armed, and a man's life was no more to me than a dog's. + There are scenes that I can not, I dare not, recall, for I am a + changed man now."</p> + + <p>Thank God, he is a changed man. He had not been too vile for + God to find. Jesus had cleansed his heart from all desire to do + evil. Having confessed his crimes and given himself up to be + punished, he had been sent to prison, but because of good + behavior had been soon pardoned. He is now spending his life + among the lower class, whom he understands so well and pities so + much, trying to show them the way of salvation.</p> + + <p>Note the atmosphere that surrounded the cradle of each of the + babes of whom we have been speaking. In the first home we find + prayer, love, hope, and tenderness; in the last, sin, hatred, + crime, and villainy. Oh that mothers everywhere would take + warning! If only these two pictures could be framed and hung in + the recesses of every mother's heart where they might teach their + silent lesson! If only mothers might see how powerful for good or + evil is their influence; how the affections and the mental powers + may be moulded by prayer and maternal love, and how the + groundwork for the future of the child may be laid in its early + training!</p> + + <p>A sensible mother has a charm and wields an influence that + takes a fast hold on the hearts of those who are dear to her. The + kindly sympathy of youth, the deep affection of manhood, can be + traced to influences that began at mother's knee.</p> + + <p>What true, prayerful mother does not feel as her child closely + nestles to her bosom that she is invested with a divine, + mysterious power, an influence which she can not understand? Then + it is that she sees her imperfections and longs for wisdom to + know how to guide her child. God alone can supply that + understanding. She is her child's book of wisdom, love, and, + beauty, but she should be of God's writing.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_II"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER II.</h2><br> + + <center> + A PRAYING MOTHER. + </center> + + <p>Still another mother comes before my mind—an earnest, + zealous, pious mother, who fashioned her life and example + continually by God's Word and endeavored daily to teach her + children the deep truths of salvation in language so simple that + they could understand, to seek out the causes of their failures + and discouragements, and to give them timely advice and + instruction.</p> + + <p>As I trace a few of her experiences, which are all true + incidents, I trust they may sink into some perplexed mother's + heart and enable her to wield the instruments of love and prayer + about her darlings and to be more able to guide their tender + hearts in the right course.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington lived in the great city of Chicago, in a + small cottage on Portland Avenue near Thirty-first Street. + Nothing about the dwelling was elaborate; everything was simple, + but very neat. Pretty vines trailed gracefully over the porch and + windows, and a few flower beds filled up the dull nooks and + corners. In front of the house was a grassy lawn enclosed by a + picket fence. Here the children could play apart from the rough + waifs that thronged the street. Within the cottage the same quiet + taste was in evidence.</p> + + <p>Every day in her cozy sitting-room Mrs. Worthington talked + with her little girls, Bessie and Louise. In times of trouble and + perplexity she bowed with them in prayer. How much the children + enjoyed their mother's comradeship and counsel! The mother + realized the importance of these early impressions made on the + child's mind. She had promised God to do all in her power to + train her children for heaven. She had commenced early, even from + the time she had first looked into the depths of their innocent + eyes.</p> + + <p>She had taught them that when any trouble arose between them, + they were to kneel in prayer and ask God to help the one who had + done wrong. Once she heard Bessie say, "Louise, I have prayed for + you three times, and I believe I shall have to pray for you + again." Louise was not a bad child; she had as sweet and happy a + disposition as Bessie; but, as with all small children, little + difficulties arose between them.</p> + + <p>Wishing to know what her two little girls would do on such an + occasion, she watched them. Bessie quietly took her little + sister's hand, lead her aside, and knelt with her in prayer. Then + with all earnestness she prayed, "O Lord, help Louise to to be + good, for Jesus' sake. Amen." The prayer, though short, was + effectual; for both went back to their play with happy faces, and + they had no more trouble that day.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_III"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER III.</h2><br> + + <center> + EARLY TRAINING. + </center> + + <p>As the daily teaching continued, Mrs. Worthington taught her + children many helpful lessons. She told them of the great + necessity of a Savior and of his mission to humanity. She taught + them how God looked upon disobedience, and always illustrated her + talks with interesting Bible stories and their every-day + experiences. In this way she taught them not only the evil + effects of wrong-doing but also the sure reward of + right-doing.</p> + + <p>One summer, while the family was spending their vacation in + Michigan at the pretty country home of an aunt, something + happened that helped the children to apprehend their mother's + meaning. This incident, although in some measure painful to Mrs. + Worthington, impressed the lesson upon their young minds almost + better than anything else could have.</p> + + <p>The house was situated upon a hill that sloped gradually down + to the shore of a lake. In many ways this lake was very + attractive, especially to the two little girls, who were then at + the ages of two and four years. Mrs. Worthington carefully warned + the children of the danger of playing near the lake shore; but, + not realizing the greatness of their temptation, she trusted them + too far. Time after time they made their way down to the water's + edge. Something must be done; but what?</p> + + <p>One morning Mr. Worthington noticed his little daughters + standing in front of the house. Although he could not hear their + words, he clearly perceived that they were talking about a trip + to the forbidden lake. They hesitated some time, but at last + walked slowly down the hillside to the lake. Again they + hesitated. Finally descending the steps of the boat-house, they + stepped into the sparkling water. How dainty the ripples about + their feet, and how clear the water!</p> + + <p>"Surely there can be no harm or danger," thought Bessie; but + she remembered the oft-repeated warnings of her parents and aunt. + The shells lost their beauty when she remembered hearing her + father say that bears sometimes travel up and down the shores. + What if a bear should some that morning? She gave a quick, + searching glance among the trees, but, seeing nothing, she tried + to forget about bears. She might have been able to forget about + them, but she could not forget that she was disobedient. Her + conscience would not let her; the more she tried to forget, the + louder it talked. She was just about to take her little sister + back to the house, when she heard a rustling among the branches + of a tall tree directly above the path over which she must pass. + The next moment she thought she heard a low growl. "O Louise," + she cried, "I do believe that is the bear papa told us about." + The tree then began to sway from side to side and they heard + another growl, louder than the first. Seizing her little sister's + hand, Bessie hastened to help her out of the water. By this time + both were thoroughly frightened; for while visiting one of the + parks in Chicago once, they had seen a bear hug his keeper until + he could not stand. Bessie remembered the incident and tried to + help Louise to hurry; but when the tree shook again, this time + just above her, she screamed wildly and ran a few steps alone. + When she got past the danger-point her reason returned, and, + looking back, she saw her sister's great danger, as she stood + just beneath the fatal tree. Rushing back, she almost carried + Louise (while the growling continued), and they were soon up the + hill. In the house they told of their strange experience, the + substance of the story being, "The bear; The bear!"</p> + + <p>Mr. Worthington soon joined the excited circle and secretly + explained to his wife that he had been the supposed bear and that + he had taken this course to teach the children a lesson. His plan + was successful, for after that the children did not care to go to + the lake alone.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington, however, was very sad because her children + had been deceived. Unlike her husband, who was not a Christian, + she believed in keeping the confidence of her children and in + praying with them when they were disobedient. She decided to be + more prompt and watchful in the future and to shield them from + temptation as much as possible.</p> + + <p>She improved the opportunity for some wholesome instruction. + From the stories of Jonah and King Saul she brought forth some + excellent lessons on disobedience. She told the children that, + although they might think when tempted to disobey that nobody saw + them, yet there was one whose eye was ever beholding their deeds, + whether good or bad. Then she knelt in prayer with her children, + praying with a full heart to that God who is everywhere present + and from whom all our strength must come, that he would teach her + how to guide the precious souls entrusted to her care.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_IV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2><br> + + <center> + GOD'S CARE. + </center> + + <p>Considering this mother's deep piety, do you think it strange + that she saw God's hand in everything that befell her, and + ascribed praise to him for it all?</p> + + <p>After the return of the family to their home in Chicago the + father became very ill. His sickness was so severe and so long + continued that poverty began to threaten them. Mr. Worthington + could not take the resigned view of their circumstances that his + wife took, but often gave way to complaining. But Mrs. + Worthington thanked God that things were no worse and ever + encouraged her husband with the promises that God would + provide.</p> + + <p>At last Christmas morning came and found them in extreme + poverty. Mr. Worthington still weak from his illness, but able to + go around a little, came in from his morning walk very gloomy and + feeling that his friends were very few. "This is the saddest + Christmas I have ever known," he said to Mrs. Worthington. "It is + almost more than I can bear to know that I have nothing to give + the children today, and barely enough in the house to eat. I did + not realize it so keenly until I saw an old man trudging along + Thirty-first Street with a large pack upon his back. That man was + surely going to surprise some of his friends. How much we need a + friend like that!" "Never mind," said Mrs. Worthington softly; + "God has promised to be a friend in time of need, and I believe + he will care for us today."</p> + + <p>As she finished speaking, a rap was heard at the door. Mr. + Worthington arose slowly, wondering who could be their early + caller. When he opened the door, he was greatly surprised to see + the aged man with the pack and to find him to be his own father. + Mr. Worthington had entered the house too soon to see his father + turn the corner and enter the yard.</p> + + <p>As the large burden was laid upon the floor and unpacked, + there seemed to be no end to the good things. A turkey, cake, + pies, in fact, all that was needful for a generous Christmas + dinner, as well as a gift for each one. It was a very thankful + family that gathered around the table that day.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_V"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER V.</h2><br> + + <center> + CONSECRATION. + </center> + + <p>In regard to her children, Mrs. Worthington had passed through + a deep consecration. She fully realized that they were only lent + her by the Lord, entrusted to her care to be trained for + usefulness in his service, and she was determined to do all in + her power to prepare them as the Lord intended. In all sincerity, + she had placed her children upon the altar of consecration, + promising God never to let her will interfere with his designs + concerning them.</p> + + <p>I do not think a child of God ever makes a consecration that + is not tested in some form or other. This mother's consecration + was tested.</p> + + <p>A wealthy aunt, having lost all her children and being very + lonely, thought to fill the vacancy in her heart and home by + adopting a little child. After several vain attempts to find a + suitable child, she sought the home of her niece, Mrs. + Worthington. She came with many misgivings. When she made her + errand known, her niece said: "Auntie, my children are no longer + mine; I have given them to the Lord, and whatever is his will + concerning them shall be mine. You will have to obtain my + husband's consent." Thus far Aunt A. was delighted with her + success, and she eagerly sought the father. She tried to point + out to Mrs. Worthington, who was heartbroken at the prospect of + losing her child, how abundantly able she (the aunt) was to + provide for the child and spoke of the extreme poverty of the + Worthington home. The mother knew all this, but she knew too that + God's Spirit does not always rule in wealthy homes. Would she do + right to let her child slip from under her parental care? Many + thoughts of this nature surged through her brain, and many + temptations to say no came to her; but instead of giving a + decisive answer she sought counsel from the all-wise Counselor. + While in prayer she thought of faithful Abraham's trial regarding + Isaac, and she felt that God was just as able to carry her + through temptation or test, if she submitted all to his will.</p> + + <p>Mr. Worthington gave his consent for one of the children to go + for a visit. The aunt having chosen Bessie, hasty preparations + were made for their departure. As the mother kissed her + curly-haired little girl good-by, her heart seemed bursting with + sorrow. She tried to control her feelings, but only God knew the + wound that her aunt's parting words made. "Use your influence in + my behalf, Niece, with your husband, in case we want to keep + Bessie," she had said, and then the great train moved slowly from + the station. Abraham was all the mother could think of on her + return home. Oh! would God give her back her child?</p> + + <p>Letter after letter came, each telling how fond the aunt and + her husband were of Bessie and how happy she was in her new home, + but not a word about her return. Four, five, six weeks passed. + Then one day a letter came stating that they had decided not to + adopt a child now and that, as Bessie was getting homesick, the + parents might expect her home the next day. Then, it had been + only a test! Oh, how glad Mrs. Worthington was that she had been + faithful. Yes, her God was the very same God that Abraham had + served centuries before. It was hard to wait until train-time the + next day. When once more the loving mother held her darling child + in her arms, the tears that could not flow for weeks streamed + freely.</p> + + <p>Bessie was glad to be at home again. After the cold, formal, + loveless life at her aunt's, she appreciated her own humble home + more than ever before.</p> + + <p>But a far greater test was waiting the dear mother—one + that would call for more than human strength to bear.</p> + + <p>After Bessie's return Mrs. Worthington put forth every effort + to teach her children more about heavenly things. She bore in + mind the scripture, "Train up a child in the way it should go; + and when it is old, it will not depart from it." As she did not + want to fail along this line, she spent every spare moment with + her children. And she seldom let them go from home to visit + unaccompanied by her; but one day, being very busy, she let them + go alone to their grandmother's. The distance was not great, and + Bessie, now nearly six years old, knew the way perfectly. All + would have been well had their grandmother been at home. She + being away, the girls stopped to watch some children at play. + These children were breaking old bottles that they had picked up + in the alley. As the little girls stood watching the sport, a + large brown bottle was brought forth and with a heavy stroke of + the hammer was broken. Small pieces of the glass flew in every + direction. One piece struck Louise on the palm of the hand just + below the thumb, knocking off the skin, but not producing a wound + deep enough to bleed. Her grandmother, who appeared on the scene + just at this time, examined the wound. She though it would soon + be all right, but bound it up with a cloth to satisfy the child. + The children played as usual and then returned home in time for + supper.</p> + + <p>When they came in, their mother, who had been very busy + through the day at housecleaning, was preparing a hasty supper, + and she gave them no special attention. The family were soon + seated around the supper-table. They had not been there long + until Mrs. Worthington noticed that Louise was not eating. She + asked the child why she did not eat, but received no reply. On + being asked if her throat was sore, Louise nodded her head. Still + the mother did not think the child's condition serious; and, + after pinning a flannel around the child's neck, she did the + evening work and prepared to attend a prayer-meeting. She had + noticed the rag upon Louise's hand, but Bessie had laughed about + the little cut and said, "Grandma tied it up just to please + Louise."</p> + + <p>Although the meeting that night was unusually good, Mrs. + Worthington could not forget the expression on her child's face + as they had kissed each other good-by. It seemed to be before her + all the time; so she really felt relieved when the meeting closed + and she could return.</p> + + <p>Upon entering her home she immediately asked her husband, "How + is Louise?" He answered that she had been very naughty and cross + and that he had been obliged to punish her. This news increased + the mother's fears. Feeling of the child's head, she found it hot + and feverish.</p> + + <p>As Louise continued to grow worse, at two o'clock in the + morning Mrs. Worthington thought it best to examine the child's + throat; but when the mother asked the little girl to open her + mouth, she said, "Mama, I can't."</p> + + <p>"What!" exclaimed the mother, "you can not open your mouth! + Why, child, what is the matter with you?" Although Louise tried + repeatedly to open her mouth, she could force her teeth apart + only about an eighth of an inch, and only with great difficulty + could she speak.</p> + + <p>By this time Mr. Worthington had fully awakened to the fact + that something serious was troubling his child, and he sprang to + her side. As soon as possible they summoned a doctor. He found + that the cut on her hand had caused lockjaw, but said that there + was no cause for alarm. The parents, however, felt very anxious + and called in several doctors for consultation. They found that + it was too late to do anything for the child. "The course of this + disease," said the doctors, "is usually very rapid; and we are + sorry that we can offer no hope."</p> + + <p>When Mrs. Worthington heard the doctors' verdict, anguish such + as she had never experienced before filled her soul. Her thoughts + went back to the previous night. Oh! why had she not examined the + child closely then? In her distress she cried to the Lord, + saying, "Dear Lord, what can this mean? Must I go through another + test with one of my children? If so, help me to say amen to thy + will!"</p> + + <p>Everything possible was done for the comfort of the little + sufferer. The little life was swiftly nearing its close. Even + when the doctors injected medicine into her arm to relieve her + pain, she did not murmur. Forgetful for a moment of her + suffering, she looked into her mother's eyes and said, "Mama, I + love you"; then turning to her father, "Papa, I love you"; and + then to the doctors and friends, "I like all these folks."</p> + + <p>What a beautiful testimony? She had only kindly feelings in + her heart for all, even for the doctors, who seemed to be her + enemies. Her words were as a message sent from God as they fell + into that mother's heart. They seemed as sweet incense and a + soothing balm to her troubled spirit. Gazing into the child's + face, the mother read of the tender, compassionate love of God + for suffering humanity; she read of the depth of Christ's love + for the innocent and pure; and, by the heavenly smile that + lighted the little face as her darling sank into unconsciousness, + she saw that the child realized her Savior's presence.</p> + + <p>Slowly the tide is going out; the soul of the child is passing + from the mother's presence into life immortal. "O my darling, + speak to me once more!" The large blue eyes slowly unclose; a + look of disappointment comes into them as she says, "Where has + Jesus gone?" The dear eyes softly close; she sinks again into + unconsciousness; the beautiful expression of happiness returns; + the mother knows that her darling is in the arms of Jesus and is + content.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington did not sorrow as those who have no hope; for + she knew that her heavenly Father knew best, and she could look + up with confidence and say, "The Lord gave, and the Lord hath + taken away: blessed be the name of the Lord." With the father it + was different. Up to this time he had never had any serious + thoughts of a future life. He knew that his wife was a good + woman, but he considered her religious views rather strange. She + had seen so much error among the popular religious denominations + and had felt such bondage when meeting with them, that she + worshiped with a few spiritual people in a little prayer-meeting. + Because of this peculiarity, he had even feared that her mind was + affected; but now, when he saw her fortitude under deep trial, he + felt that surely there was an unseen power supporting her—a + power that he secretly longed to possess, although the time for + attaining it he set indefinitely in the future.</p> + + <p>As Louise had been his idol, his grief was deep. It stirred + his whole being. Her last testimony had convinced him that there + is a Savior, that he is interested in mankind, and that he is + able to keep in every affliction. Standing by the cold, lifeless + form of his little daughter, he promised God that he would meet + her in heaven.</p> + + <p>After these things Mrs. Worthington realized more keenly than + ever the value of confidence between children and parents. With + renewed energy she sought daily to strengthen that cord which now + seemed to her almost divine. Her daily talks now contained a + richer and deeper meaning to Bessie, whose understanding of + heavenly things was growing clearer since her sister's death. + Through her mother's teaching she gained a knowledge of God and + spiritual life that would have taken her many, many years to + comprehend had she been left to herself.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was surprised and pleased to note Bessie's + confidence in her mother's teaching. One day, in answer to the + assertion of a little neighbor girl that Louise was not alive, + but dead and buried, Bessie said, "I know Sister's body is dead + and buried, but her soul is living with Jesus. He was waiting for + her when she died and took her soul away with him."</p> + + <p>"I am glad, my child," said her mother, sometime after this + conversation, "that you love to come to me with things that + trouble you; for as you're going to school now, you can not help + hearing and seeing many things that I would rather keep from you + until you're older. You'll see and hear many things that you + should allow no place in your life; but if you'll always come to + me, I'll instruct you so that they'll not be harmful to you. When + I was a child, how I longed for some one in whom I could confide! + My mother was a good woman, but she didn't realize how I often + longed to unburden my heart to her. Father understood this + desire, and we often had confidential talks.</p> + + <p>"I shall never forget my gratitude when he took me upon his + knee one day and told me about many dangers young girls must meet + and explained how I might avoid them. His words were just in + time; for I had often been allowed to spend the evening at the + home of a little friend, who, like myself, was not taught how to + meet danger. At first our play had been innocent sports, but a + short time before my father's talk a cousin had come to board + with the family and attend school. He at once encouraged us to + play a game of cards with him. As I knew nothing of the evil of + card-playing, I was eager to learn; for he gave me much praise + and allowed me to win very often, always rewarding me with a pile + of candy. The appearance of so much candy in my possession had + led to my father's talk. As father unfolded the nature of + card-playing and gambling, a horror for them that has never left + me came into my heart. After this I often sought my father's + counsel; his faithful admonitions and tender words of + encouragement caused me to have more and more confidence in + him."</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington sighed deeply as she continued, "The memory + of my dear father is sacred, Bessie. Many times I've thanked the + Lord that my father knew the worth of prayer and the value of the + confidence of his children. He helped me to tide over the most + critical period of my life, and I love to recall the + encouragement of his devoted life."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_VI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2><br> + + <center> + CONSCIENCE. + </center> + + <p>One day when Bessie was about eight years old, she said: + "Mama, you've often told me that if I'd listen to the voice of + conscience it would keep me out of danger. What is conscience? I + don't understand."</p> + + <p>"My dear child," answered her mother, "your happiness depends + upon a pure conscience, one that is void of offense. By the + Lord's help, I will gladly explain. Conscience is that which + causes us to feel bad when we do what we've been taught to be + wrong. At first it is very tender and active. Then, no matter how + enticing the temptation, the conscience will warn one not to + yield. You've heard your conscience speaking to you, haven't you, + Bessie?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, Mama," answered Bessie; "that was why I wanted to know + more about it. I thought at first it was some person speaking; + but when I remembered you had told me that we each have a + conscience to tell us to do right, I knew it must be the voice of + conscience."</p> + + <p>"When it speaks, you must listen," said Mrs. Worthington. + "Give heed to its warnings. This little story will show you how + careful we should be to heed the warning voice of conscience.</p> + + <p>"'Wishing to arise at an early hour each morning, a gentleman + purchased an alarm-clock. He took it home, and, having set it, + went to bed and slept soundly. In the morning, to the gentleman's + great delight, the clock aroused him, so that he was able to get + to work in time.</p> + + <p>"'For a time he would spring out of bed as soon as the alarm + sounded, and the clock never failed to wake him. One morning, + however, on hearing the clock sound its usual alarm, he awoke, + but, feeling a little sleepy, he lay back on his pillow, thinking + that he would get up in a short time. In a few minutes he fell + asleep, and did not awake again until very late. He dressed + hastily, and, missing his breakfast, hurried away to his work. He + resolved not to be so foolish again, and for a time did better; + but in a few days he had again overslept. He became more and more + neglectful, failing time after time to heed the alarm. At length + it only partially aroused him, and he soon slumbered again. Day + by day it disturbed him less, until at last it did not arouse him + at all, although it sounded as loudly as ever.'</p> + + <p>"So will it be with your conscience. If you don't heed its + voice, you'll hear it speaking less loudly each day until its + voice will at last cause you no discomfort. You'll then be in a + very dangerous moral condition. No one but God can help you out. + This is one reason why, Bessie, many people can do things that + you can not.</p> + + <p>"Satan aimed his first blow at the conscience; for if he can + silence it, then he can lead the soul deeper and deeper into + sin."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_VII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2><br> + + <center> + A DOWNWARD STEP. + </center> + + <p>"I have good news for you, Bessie," said Mrs. Worthington as + Bessie came skipping into the room from her play. "Your papa and + I have decided to leave our little home here in Chicago and buy a + home in Michigan."</p> + + <p>"Oh, how nice!" exclaimed Bessie, who was still in her eighth + year. "Shall we live with Aunt Emma again?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, or rather she will live with us," said her mother, + smiling. "Your auntie's health is very poor, and she is tired of + the responsibility of farming; so we'll relieve her."</p> + + <p>The following weeks were happy ones for Bessie. The Lord had + been good to her in many ways. He had given her a little baby + brother to love and care for, and now she was about to have a + pleasant home in the country. She had not forgotten the good + times she had enjoyed on the farm with her little sister, and she + was very eager for the month of August to come, the time when the + family was to move. At last the time came to start. With beating + heart Bessie counted the hours that must pass before she could + run in the orchard and eat the luscious fruit.</p> + + <p>It was late in the afternoon when the Worthington family + arrived at their new home. The greetings over, Bessie was + contemplating a ramble where she had noticed some large red + apples hanging; but just then her aunt said, "Bessie, you must + not pick any of the fruit on the place this summer, as the farm + is rented and the fruit does not belong to us." This was such a + disappointment to the little girl that she could not restrain her + tears.</p> + + <p>As the days passed by, she often looked longingly toward the + tree where hung the beautiful apples, but she never once thought + of pulling one, for her mother had carefully taught her the great + evil of stealing. "But oh!" thought Bessie, "if only one of the + apples would fall upon the ground, I could pick it up, and I + wouldn't be stealing it." With this wish in her heart, she daily + watched the trees in hopes that just one would fall.</p> + + <p>At last her hope was realized. Walking through the orchard one + day after a hard wind-storm, she spied several large red apples + lying in the soft sand. With a fast-beating heart, she hastened + to pick them all up; and, placing them carefully in her apron, + she hurried to the house, oft repeating to herself, "I didn't + steal them, for the wind blew them off."</p> + + <p>As she entered the house, she began to tell how she came by + the apples, but stopped in dismay, for she saw her mother's look + of disapproval. Very tenderly Mrs. Worthington took her little + daughter aside and, sitting down by her, said: "My dear, you + don't understand what you've done: those apples are as truly + stolen as if you had picked them from the tree. You must take + them to Mrs. S. and explain that you didn't know you were + stealing them. Taking little things and trying to ease the + conscience by saying, 'It doesn't amount to anything,' causes the + conscience to fall asleep and to cease its activity. Thus the + evil habit of taking what doesn't belong to us becomes a part of + our nature, and step by step we fall into greater sin.</p> + + <p>"I once heard of a young man who was about to be hanged upon + the gallows. Just before the fatal moment he received permission + to speak to any of his friends, if he desired. Calling for his + aunt, who had reared him, he moved forward as if to speak to her, + but instead he bit off her ear. Amid the exclamations of horror + that followed, the young man said: 'You think what I have done is + cruel. Let me tell you that, had my aunt done her duty by me, I + should not be here today. Had she taken the pains to inquire + where I obtained the lead pencils, knives, handkerchiefs, and + other small articles which I brought home from time to time; had + she not accepted the flimsy excuse that I had found them; had she + warned me of my danger, and not praised me for "finding" the + things I had stolen,—I might have escaped this awful + end.'</p> + + <p>"So, Bessie, you can see the danger of allowing anything like + this—though it does appear a trifle—to pass by + unnoticed. You may go and return the apples to Mrs. S., who is + now in the orchard."</p> + + <p>The lesson was severe and lasting; and as Bessie returned the + apples to their rightful owner, it settled deep into her + heart.</p> + + <p>Parents, beware. Through neglect, the habit of lying begins. + An untruth is passed over carelessly and the child allowed to + cover up its sins without realizing their sinfulness. Likewise, + many other evil habits that have wrecked lives and brought sorrow + and disgrace into homes may be traced to the same carelessness on + the part of parents and friends.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_VIII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2><br> + + <center> + A WISE DECISION. + </center> + + <p>The lake in front of the Worthington home, though nearly five + miles in length, had too small a harbor to permit the entrance of + the large Chicago boats. It was therefore necessary, each evening + in summer, for small steamboats to gather up the fruit from the + farms along the lake and to carry it to the nearest port for + large steamers. It was interesting to see the piles of berry + crates loaded upon the steamer from the docks extending out into + the lake. At such times a crowd of young people frequently + arranged to go for a pleasant ride on Lake Michigan, and a few + times Bessie had gone.</p> + + <p>There was to be such an excursion on the occasion of which I + wish to speak, and the young people expected to attend a circus + in a city close to the haven to which they were going. Bessie + wished very much to go. She soon obtained her father's consent, + but went to her mother with many misgivings, for she knew that + her mother never went to a circus and that she had always spoken + against her going at other times.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was very busy, but she always had time to + advise her daughter and to hear her requests. She listened + carefully to every word her daughter had to say, and then + remained silent for a few minutes. At length she said: "Bessie, + there are many things to consider about your going. You know how + I love to have you go for a ride on the water when I know you are + in good company. I also love to have you attend places of + interest to you, when I know there's nothing to defile your mind + or lead you from the path of purity. But, Daughter, there are + many things in the world that look beautiful to the eye but tend + to lead the soul astray. Do you think Jesus would go to a circus? + Do you think you could get any good should you go? You have + passed your tenth birthday. I think you're old enough to take + this matter to God in prayer and let him decide it for you. Go + and ask him to direct you to some passage of Scripture that will + open your understanding and help you to know what he wants you to + do."</p> + + <p>"Oh, mama," said Bessie, who had felt strange about the + matter, "please tell me yes or no, and I'll say no more about + it."</p> + + <p>"No, Bessie; it will, in many ways, be better for you to do as + I've said," answered her mother tenderly but decisively.</p> + + <p>Very reluctantly Bessie left the room, and, taking her Bible, + whispered a prayer that she might open it to something that would + help her to decide. As she opened the book, her eyes fell upon + these words: "Vanity of vanities, saith the preacher, vanity of + vanities; all is vanity." Hurriedly she turned the pages, + thinking that she might perhaps have opened to that passage + anyway. Next she read, "I said in mine heart, Go to now, I will + prove thee with mirth; therefore, enjoy pleasure: and behold this + also is vanity." Returning to her mother, she read the words, but + ended by saying, "I might have turned to that anyway."</p> + + <p>"Bessie," said Mrs. Worthington, "those words were written by + the wisest man the world has ever known, one who had the + privilege of enjoying every known pleasure under the sun. But + when he had tried them all, he sat down and wrote the words you + have just read, and also said, 'All is vanity and vexation of + spirit.' Now you have my view of the subject, and you have + Solomon's; but if you are still in doubt, go and pray."</p> + + <p>Bessie was not satisfied. She slipped away the second time and + fell upon her knees. She cried, "O Lord, you once answered Gideon + with a sign; now please give me a sign and help me to know + whether I should stay at home or not. If you don't want me to go, + make it rain." Though simple and short, the prayer came from the + heart. She was determined to know God's will concerning her; and + to such God never turns a deaf ear.</p> + + <p>The next morning she went to the door and looked at the sky. + The day was perfect. The sun was shining brightly, and a cool, + gentle breeze was blowing. Just one tiny cloud was in the sky, + and that seemed to be floating toward the sun. As she watched the + cloud, she saw it gradually increase in size, and at last down + came the rain in great drops. Nothing further was needed to + convince Bessie that God wanted her to remain at home; and now + her staying was no longer a cross to her.</p> + + <p>She ran to her father and explained that God did not want her + to go, telling him about her prayer and its answer. Her childish + words and simple faith touched her father's proud heart, but all + he said was, "It's all right, Bessie; but you'll go down to the + landing and say good-by to your friends, won't you?"</p> + + <p>As she told the girls why she could not go with them and + watched the gay party leave the shore, she was not sad, but + happy. She kept thinking how kind the dear Lord had been to + answer her prayer so wonderfully. When bedtime came, she rested + sweetly, having no wounded conscience to trouble or accuse + her.</p> + + <p>But how about the excursion party? They had an ideal trip on + Lake Michigan, attended the show, and started to return. The + breeze that had been so gently blowing through the day began to + increase at sunset, and by the late hour of their return it had + become a gale. But not realizing the fierceness of the storm, + they started home. When they reached their own harbor, they found + that they could not enter with safety; so they anchored the boat + and spent the remainder of the night on the wildly tossing waves. + In the morning the wind gradually died away, and the weary, + seasick crowd made their way home.</p> + + <p>When Bessie learned of their serious experience, she + appreciated more than ever the Lord's goodness in leading her to + stay at home.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_IX"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2><br> + + <center> + SELF-CONTROL. + </center> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was greatly encouraged when she saw what a + blessing her little girl had received from what appeared to be a + sore trial. She felt that the time was opportune to plant the + seed of self-control within the young heart. In a little while + she found an opportunity to begin.</p> + + <p>"Bessie," she began when ready for the talk, "I have some + important things to tell you today. I wish to speak of your + future. There comes a time in the life of every girl when she + must change from childhood to womanhood; she can not always + remain a child. Until this time arrives, she is very dependent + and must lean entirely upon her parents' advice; but as her mind + begins to mature, she should be taught the necessity of weighing + matters well and of finding out God's will.</p> + + <p>"Until the present time all you have done has been at the + suggestion of your parents, but it will be different in the + future. With your teaching, you are able to look to God for a + part of your direction. I shall continue to advise, and, if + necessary, to punish you; but I want you to take things to the + Lord in prayer and become satisfied within your heart that my + advice is according to the Word of God. You must not think you + haven't needed the teaching and the guidance you've had thus far + in life; and you'll need more careful training than you've ever + had. The point I want to impress upon your mind is that there's + an element within you, called self, that you must learn to + control. At times self will arise and cause you to feel that you + know some things even better than Mama. That is the time to + remember that Mama has had more experience than you; that her + judgment is better than yours; and that you must rely upon it + until God helps you to see a matter as she sees it. That was the + way you gained the blessing from that experience a few days ago. + In this way you will learn the lessons that are so important to + your future.</p> + + <p>"There are many other things, my dear, that I want to talk to + you about soon, but you must be patient a little longer. In the + meantime, however, you may ask me any question you please, and + I'll answer you. Don't go to other girls with these things, but + come to me. I'm always glad to explain to you anything that seems + strange. When you're old enough to desire the knowledge and to + form the questions, you're old enough to receive an answer to + your questions. Come to me often: what seems strange to both of + us we can take to God in prayer, and let him teach us.</p> + + <p>"Another thing you must do is to turn away from bad + associates. Avoid girls who say, 'I'll tell you something if + you'll promise not to tell your mother.' Remember that anything + you could not tell me would not be worth hearing; for it's sure + to be something unclean or vulgar. Conversing with such girls + won't help you to draw close to the Lord nor to know his will + concerning you. Much less would it help you to meditate upon the + pure and holy things of God. To elevate your soul, Bessie, you + must become serious, and seek only those companions whose + conversation is kind, gentle, and modest. I believe your desire + is to become more like Jesus and to prepare for heaven. So, my + child, meditate upon God, and you will grow in the grace and + knowledge of Christ. Misspent moments are so much of life and + character thrown away; be careful to use them all in God's + service.</p> + + <p>"Here's a little poem you may learn. It may help you to + control self and to value your moments as you should."</p><br> + + <center> + MY MOMENTS. + </center> + + <div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Oh, my precious little moments,</i></p> + + <p><i>Gliding now so swiftly by;</i></p> + + <p><i>May I each one spend for Jesus</i></p> + + <p><i>Ere I see them past me fly.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>May I lade each one with something</i></p> + + <p><i>To be borne to God above,</i></p> + + <p><i>Fill each full of deeds worth counting,</i></p> + + <p><i>That will prove my perfect love.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>For I would not have them enter</i></p> + + <p><i>Through those portals bright and fair</i></p> + + <p><i>Bearing not a single token</i></p> + + <p><i>For my Master waiting there.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Golden moments, as you carry</i></p> + + <p><i>Trophies on your upward flight,</i></p> + + <p><i>Take my character to Jesus;</i></p> + + <p><i>For I've kept it clean and white.</i></p> + </div> + </div> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_X"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER X.</h2><br> + + <center> + PARENTAL CONTROL. + </center> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was not only a prayerful mother, but a mother + wise in home government. Her wisdom, however, came from God. Many + a time she felt incapable of giving the advice her young daughter + needed; but she always remembered the scripture which reads, "If + any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all + men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given." After + she had spent a season in prayerful meditation, God would supply + the words and understanding. Thus she could say with the apostle + Paul, that her strength was made perfect in weakness, because her + dependence was in Christ.</p> + + <p>O mothers, let us learn that God, the Author of home and + families, is always interested in the quality and the training of + the children. He does not create to cast aside. Neither does + anything come by chance. He wills that each tender human plant be + nourished and cherished until well fitted to fill its place and + calling in life. In childhood's dependent days, the parents + should be all to the children that they can not be to themselves. + It is not enough that your child be well fed and clothed; its + young mind must be guided into proper channels. What work is more + noble, more elevating than the teaching of the undeveloped mind? + Let not the duties of life nor the claims of society so press + upon you as to cause you to neglect your child's character or its + education in either temporal or spiritual matters.</p> + + <p>As Solomon says, "Take away the little foxes that destroy the + vines." It is the little things passed carelessly by that grow + larger and larger, and stronger and stronger, within the young + heart until at last the unsuspecting parents awake in alarm to + behold their child in dreadful bondage. Beware! Guard your child + every moment it is under your care. You can not go as companion + to your child upon the street or to school, but your influence + may attend his every path through life. Do not be discouraged + should you hear him use a slang word, but take him at once and + tenderly tell him what slang phrases will lead to. Do not speak + harshly, but explain in the most loving manner possible. In this + way you will cultivate in him a distaste for impure language. A + pure, refined nature will be the result. Moreover, as that child + realizes through your faithful instruction, the true meaning of + sin, he will make you his confidant and will come to you rather + than seek the counsel of younger companions. Thus you will be + able to control his mind and to instil within his mind pure and + upright desires.</p> + + <p>Within your home is the place to shine for God. There is no + greater field of labor. A Christian mother's influence among the + young can not be too highly valued. No one can fill your place in + the hearts of your children. Another can provide their temporal + needs, but nobody can take the place of Mother. No one else can + enter into the daily trials as you can. Nothing else can soothe + the wounded feelings as well as a tender embrace or a word from + mother. Be liberal, dear mothers, with these tokens of sympathy, + so sweet to your child; and think not for one moment that you are + not fulfilling God's plan concerning you or that moments thus + spent are wasted. It is only a short time at best that we can be + blessed with the privilege of instructing our children.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2><br> + + <center> + CHRISTIAN EXPERIENCE. + </center> + + <p>As Bessie grew older, Mrs. Worthington chose the twilight hour + for confidential talks with her daughter. Both looked forward to + these times with pleasure. Each evening after the daily duties + were ended, Bessie might be found sitting at her mother's feet. + Here she related the many happenings of the day and in turn + received instruction and advice from the one who held her + confidence. Here the mother taught her child the secret of true + devotion. She instructed Bessie that prayer, good reading, and + meditation are the keys to use to unlock God's great storehouse + of blessings. She pointed to the Bible as a pattern by which to + fashion one's life, pointing out to her the many scriptures + bearing upon different subjects and telling her how every modest, + earnest Christian ought to dress and act in order to adorn the + gospel of Christ. She encircled the word "purity" with such a + halo of glory that she awakened within the heart of her child a + determination ever to live so pure a life that she would not only + keep herself stainless but also help others to that sacred and + elevated plane.</p> + + <p>Upon one of these occasions, when Bessie was in her twelfth + year, she said: "Mama, why don't we go to the meetings that are + being held at the schoolhouse on Sunday? The girls have asked me + several times, and I have told them I didn't know. They have a + minister from a distance, and he has taken the names of all who + want to join the church."</p> + + <p>"That is a deep subject, my child," said Mrs. Worthington. "I + have often wished to explain to you my reasons for not attending + the public services held in our neighborhood by the different + denominations, but have feared you were still too young to + understand, for the matter seems hard even for some older persons + to comprehend. But I will tell you and trust the Lord to make it + plain.</p> + + <p>"My parents taught me that it was my duty to attend religious + services at least once a week. This I did, and professed to be a + Christian until I was a young woman. I knew that I loved the Lord + and wanted to do right, but found that I could not always do + right in my own strength. I was daily doing things that + displeased the Lord. I became so troubled about my condition that + one day I went to the minister, and, telling him how I felt, + requested him to pray for me and to help me to get a real Bible + experience. In answer to my request, he only smiled and said, + 'You are too particular. You might as well try to split a hair as + to try to live a holy life in this world.'</p> + + <p>"As I returned home that day, I was very sad indeed. Oh, how + much I longed to be like Jesus, whom God had given me as an + example! I knew the Bible taught that if we expect to enter + heaven we must live a pure and holy life. I was determined to do + this—but how was I to do it? To whom could I go for help? + Most of the church-members were so worldly-minded they thought of + little else than a good time, and the few spiritual ones were + afraid to tell how they felt, for fear of their minister's + displeasure.</p> + + <p>"At last I decided to seek from God and his Word what my soul + was longing for. As I sought, I began to see I had been deceived. + I found that as God looked upon mankind, he could see only two + classes of people—the righteous and sinners; and I saw that + I was a sinner.</p> + + <p>"By reading the twelfth chapter of First Corinthians, I + learned that Christ's body is the church; that to become a member + of the church my name must be written in heaven; that every + Christian in the world is my brother or sister in Christ; the + Lamb's book of life is the only class-book in which our names + need to be recorded; and that our names are removed only because + of our turning again to sin. To me these thoughts were both new + and marvelous. I saw that every saved person in the different + denominations is a Christian and a member of God's true church, + but I knew that such persons were unable to worship God aright + for fear of displeasing their ministers or of breaking some of + the church-rules. And when I read in 2 Cor. 6:14 that we are not + to be unequally yoked together with unbelievers, I felt that I + must come out and stand alone. This I promised God to do at any + cost, and asked him to give me a Bible experience. He answered my + prayer; and I was so happy that I walked the floor for a long + time, clapping my hands and praising God.</p> + + <p>"Because of the course I had taken many misunderstood me and + thought I was partially insane. Even your dear papa thinks so + still, but I dare not grieve God by going back.</p> + + <p>"I have had some dreams that have greatly encouraged me. The + first was given while I was wondering why I could not find any + one who believed the whole Bible. I seemed to be standing in a + meeting-house; the service was ended and nearly every one had + gone home. I noticed a woman in great distress. Going to her, I + found that she had a very sore hand and that she was alone, with + no one to help her home through the darkness. With her consent, I + quickly picked her up in my arms and carried her safely through a + long, dark, narrow passage. As we passed along, I spoke words of + encouragement to her. Suddenly we came out into a large open + field carpeted with flowers, and there I laid her down, saying, + 'How nicely we have gotten along alone.' Then I awoke.</p> + + <p>"For some time I could not see the meaning of the dream. At + last I understood that the afflicted woman was I myself and that + the Savior wanted to carry me through the dark and dangerous way + of life alone.</p> + + <p>"At another time I dreamed I was riding on a locomotive. Again + I was alone. The seat that I was sitting on was so small I had to + be very careful lest I be injured by the machinery around me. I + didn't think of danger while the train was in motion; but as it + drew up at a certain station, I began to consider my position. + The thought came, 'What will people think of me? They will + certainly say I am stealing a ride.' I remembered my ticket, and, + placing my hand upon it, I felt satisfied. At the next station I + could see inside of the passenger coaches. I had a good view of + the passengers in one of the coaches, and I recognized the + prominent members of the denomination I had lately left. As they + sat in their cushioned seats, carelessly talking to one another, + they all seemed happy and contented. My own condition then arose + before me, and I felt lonely indeed and thought, 'I will step + down from my little seat and enter the coach with the rest.' I + was just about to do this—even had my hand upon the door + knob—when I realized that I had left my dress in the little + seat, and again I awoke.</p> + + <p>"The dream seemed very plain in every way. My ticket was my + experience and title to heaven, and the dress left up in the tiny + seat was the robe of Christ's righteousness. While alone and + contented, I was all right, but to return to the denomination + would mean to leave both robe and title behind.</p> + + <p>"Still, God has given me some devoted Christian friends, who + are willing to live as the Bible directs, and with these I + worship as you know, dear, in our little weekly prayer-meetings. + I trust that some day your father will see and will understand me + better, and that we can worship God together. But I will be + faithful even though I should be forced to walk alone.</p> + + <p>"Now, dear, I trust you can see that the true church is + Christ's body and that every soul is a member as long as he + continues to live a pure and holy life. Whether he is a member of + some sect or not, sin will cut him off; and if he continues to + profess as I did, he is a hypocrite in God's sight. 'Come out + from among them and be ye separate' is a command that every + Christian should obey."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2><br> + + <center> + THE BEAUTIFUL SECRET. + </center> + + <p>The mother's talks about her own Christian experience enabled + Bessie to understand the beautiful secret of salvation—an + influence that was to beautify her character and to mold her + whole subsequent career. Bessie's developing mind was able to + grasp firmly the golden thread of religious truth, which, + unraveling from the tangle of sectism, had guided her faithful + mother into the fulness of divine truth.</p> + + <p>Thus it was—</p> + + <div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>In the gentle hush of evening,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>When the sun sank in the west;</i></p> + + <p><i>When the little bird was nestling</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>In its quiet, sheltered nest;</i></p> + + <p><i>When the stars were brightly shining</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>From the lofty sky above,</i></p> + + <p><i>Bessie learned the lovely secret</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Of her Savior's perfect love.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>In the twilight's deep'ning shadows,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>At her loving mother's feet,</i></p> + + <p><i>Sat she often on a hassock,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Hearing words of counsel sweet.</i></p> + + <p><i>Sacred season was this hour</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To the twain in waiting there,</i></p> + + <p><i>Each the burden of the other</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Sought to know and ofttimes share.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>As the loving mother listened</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To the record of the day,</i></p> + + <p><i>To the questions of her daughter—</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Spoken oft in childish way,</i></p> + + <p><i>She in tenderness instructed</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>With the wisdom of the Lord,</i></p> + + <p><i>Gained by prayer and careful study</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Of his precious, holy Word.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>There the character was strengthened;</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Bessie's heart was made to feel</i></p> + + <p><i>Greater love for her Creator,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>For his work a deeper zeal.</i></p> + + <p><i>And she saw God's plan for pardon,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To the feet of Jesus came,</i></p> + + <p><i>And was able, like her mother,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Full salvation then to claim.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Ah! fond mother, learn the secret</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>That will win thy children dear;</i></p> + + <p><i>Draw them gently to thy bosom,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Ever seek their hearts to cheer.</i></p> + + <p><i>From thy home exclude all worry,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Fretful cares, and sad'ning gloom;</i></p> + + <p><i>But God's sunshine bid a welcome,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Let it shine in ev'ry room</i>.</p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>As a spring within a desert,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thou mayst water each plant small;</i></p> + + <p><i>But the plant itself must blossom—</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thou canst tend it, that is all.</i></p> + + <p><i>Tiny human plants will flourish</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>In an atmosphere like this,</i></p> + + <p><i>And will yield good, fruitful blossoms</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>That will bring true happiness</i>.</p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Children always thirst for knowledge,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>And ere long 'tis surely gained;</i></p> + + <p><i>If not from a faithful mother,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>'Tis from evil source obtained.</i></p> + + <p><i>Blameless never is the mother</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Who will not the trouble take</i></p> + + <p><i>To instruct her precious children,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Close companions of them make</i>.</p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Like a florist wise and zealous,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Guard thou well each blossom fair,</i></p> + + <p><i>Lest the perfume and the sweetness</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Vanish for the lack of care.</i></p> + + <p><i>Choose thou then some place at even</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>When the daily toils are done,</i></p> + + <p><i>Where life's many cares and blessings</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>May be numbered one by one.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>God will give thee wisdom, mother,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To supply thine ev'ry need,</i></p> + + <p><i>As thou givest wholesome knowledge,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>When the childish voices plead.</i></p> + + <p><i>Their young minds, so pure, unfolding,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Will reveal the secret fair</i></p> + + <p><i>That will prove how great the value</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Of a mother's love and pray'r.</i></p> + </div> + </div> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XIII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2><br> + + <center> + BLESSING AND TRIAL. + </center> + + <p>Now that Bessie had learned the secret of a Christian life, + she longed to see others enjoying the love of God. She felt the + greatest burden for her father. Oh, if she could see him enjoying + salvation! She often poured out her desire in prayer, with + childlike trust and confidence. God heard her prayers.</p> + + <p>One morning as she was passing the barn on her way to school, + she heard some strange sounds. Peering through a window, she + beheld a sight that made her wonder if she saw aright. There + stood her beloved father, great tears streaming from his eyes, + his countenance beaming with heavenly peace and joy, and praises + to God pouring from his lips. What did it mean? In a weak voice + she said, "Papa dear, what is the matter!"</p> + + <p>Turning he exclaimed: "Oh, Bessie, God has saved me! I am so + happy! Run quick and tell your mother!" Bessie ran to the house + to tell the glad news, but her father was there nearly as soon, + saying, "Oh, I'm saved! You're right, wife. I know now that + you're right, and I see things just as you do! I'm so happy and + feel so different. Oh, help me to praise the dear Lord."</p> + + <p>Let us leave them in their happiness and follow Bessie to + school. Her father's words rang as sweet music in her ears. How + good the dear Lord was to answer her in her father's behalf! She + felt that no good thing would be withheld from them that walk + uprightly. But Bessie was soon to meet a severe and unexpected + trial.</p> + + <p>Her mother had made her a school-dress. Though neat and + pretty, it was of a material commonly used for men's shirts. + Bessie knew this, but thought nothing of it until some of her + schoolmates gathered round her at recess and said, "O girls, + Bessie has a new dress like her father's shirt." Another said, + "Perhaps it is his shirt." The remarks were certainly unkind, and + Bessie felt them keenly; but she laughed and said, "Yes; I know + it." Nothing more was said. But oh, that dress! How she disliked + to wear it! At times she could hardly start to school with it on; + but then she would think, "I know Mama thought it was pretty when + she got it for me; and I thought it was nice until the girls made + those remarks. I will try to like it for Mama's sake."</p> + + <p>With such thoughts in her mind she returned home from school + one evening. When she reached the house, she saw that no one was + at home; but, knowing where the key was kept, she easily gained + admittance. Finding herself alone in the house, she thought: "Now + is the time to learn to like my dress, and I'm going to do it. + Mother shall not know how I have felt about it." She hastened + into the parlor and stood before a large mirror.</p> + + <p>Now, Bessie knew that she did not have a pretty face, and she + had gained the victory over that; but she did want to feel that + her clothes looked well on her, and that was the battle she meant + to fight that evening. As she slowly turned from side to side + viewing herself intently, she liked the dress better and better. + At last she thought it very pretty and becoming, and she knelt + down and thanked God for giving it to her. As she changed it for + her work-dress, she wondered why she had allowed the children's + remarks to affect her so much and had not appreciated the dress + more. No more remarks were ever made about the dress, and Bessie + continued to admire it until it was worn out. No one but herself + and the Lord knew of the struggle through which she passed.</p> + + <p>Through the trial concerning the dress, Bessie learned several + valuable lessons: first, the less notice one takes of unkindness, + the better; second, God's grace can keep in time of temptation; + third, one should not murmur because of persecution; and, last, + and best of all, God usually gives his children some great + blessing before a severe trial, and the close relationship + between the two makes them almost one in effect. She could now + say with real appreciation:</p> + + <div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>A little trial often tries,</i></p> + + <p><i>But proves a blessing in disguise.</i></p> + + <p><i>Just as the rough rock holds the gem,</i></p> + + <p><i>The trial holds my diadem</i>.</p> + </div> + </div> + + <p>But a still greater trial was awaiting her. Bessie had a + thirst for knowledge. She was doing well in school and wanted to + do better. Instead of taking exercise during the daily + intermissions, she often spent them in hard study. Her system, + naturally frail, could not stand the strain. She contracted a + fever and for three months despaired of life. In the third month + dropsy of the chest set in; and, on account of smothering spells, + she had to be bolstered up in bed with pillows.</p> + + <p>One day as Mrs. Worthington stood beside her child she felt + that God wanted to heal her. Kneeling beside the bed, she prayed, + "Dear Lord, heal my child, and grant that she may be spared to + work for thee." From that time Bessie began to improve. She had + no more smothering spells, and before long she was well and + strong.</p> + + <p>Bessie found a blessing even in this trial. She saw that, had + she been able to push ahead as she had desired, she might have + lost sight of Jesus, and she now understood that her Savior cared + for her body as well as for her soul.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XIV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2><br> + + <center> + THE SURPRISE PARTY. + </center> + + <p>As soon as Bessie was strong enough to go out, she was invited + to stay all night with a friend. She supposed she was to be the + only guest, but found that a surprise had been planned for her. A + goodly number of her friends and schoolmates were present.</p> + + <p>The young folks spent a few hours very pleasantly in playing + games, and Bessie enjoyed that part of the evening very much. But + late in the evening some one proposed dancing, and the boys began + to choose their partners. A very strange feeling came over Bessie + when some one asked her to dance. She shook her head and said, + "No; I do not know how to dance." Several urged her to try, but + she said, "No; I would rather not."</p> + + <p>She was the only one that did not dance. As she sat watching + the others, she wondered if it were right for boys and girls to + act as these were acting. She had never heard that it is wrong to + dance, but it did not look or seem right to her. She decided that + on reaching home she would ask her mother.</p> + + <p>When Bessie got home the next morning, her mother asked, + "Well, dear, did you have a good time?"</p> + + <p>"Oh, yes," answered Bessie; "most of the time I did." Then she + told about the surprise party and about all that had happened, + and concluded by asking, "Mama, is it right to dance?"</p> + + <p>"I have been thinking for a long time, Bessie, that I ought to + have a talk with you about dancing and tell you of some of the + evils to which it leads," answered her mother. "Dancing is an + amusement that many girls consider very attractive. When asked + why they think so, they hardly know what to answer, but generally + speak of the music and the graceful motions."</p> + + <p>"Oh, Mama, the motions they made at the party last night were + anything but graceful. I know you wouldn't have allowed me to do + as they did, and I don't want to. It wasn't modest. I never want + to go to a dance again."</p> + + <p>"I'm so glad, Bessie, you feel as you do about dancing; but, + dear, to those who learn, there is something very fascinating + about it. Some girls have said they would rather dance than eat; + and, with a great many, I believe it is true.</p> + + <p>"Men of low character and of evil inclinations regard the + dance-hall as a favorable place to betray unsuspecting girls and + frequent it for that very purpose. Their victims are usually the + sweetest and most trusting girls. Their beauty attracts + undesirable attention, and their ignorance makes them an easy + prey. O Bessie, there are so many unprincipled men in the world + who love to win and betray the confidence of young innocent + girls.</p> + + <p>"Philosophers tell us that 'perfect happiness comes only from + a pleasure attractive to our moral nature in its purity and + perfection. If we delight in pleasures of the other sort, our + moral natures are degraded.'</p> + + <p>"You have noticed the immodest positions taken by those who + dance, and you feel a deep sense of shame for them. Should you + try to partake of their pleasure, your moral nature would be + degraded, and you would in time lose that sense of shame and be + as eager for the pleasure as any of the others. Thus yielding, + one step at a time, you would cease to look upon the dance as + immodest and would find real enjoyment in it, and perhaps would + be led into greater sin. It is in this way that many girls lose + their virtue. Then they are shunned by their old associates, who + are really but a step higher in morality. Forsaken by friends, + hopeless as to their future, deserted even by those who wrought + their downfall, these poor girls sink lower and lower, and lead + lives of shame and misery.</p> + + <p>"No spiritual-minded person will take part in worldly + amusements, for he can not enjoy them. Christians who indulge in + dancing turn away from God and seek fellowship with the world. + Such are sure to lose the grace of God from their hearts."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2><br> + + <center> + LEROY'S HEALING. + </center> + + <p>Bessie's little brother, Leroy, now past five years of age, + was far from being rugged. Though he had a full, round face and a + large head, his body was emaciated and did not develop properly. + He could go only a few steps without falling. He had fainting + spells, which gradually increased in frequency and duration.</p> + + <p>Many times as Mrs. Worthington looked at her poor little boy, + she lifted her heart to God in earnest prayer to know his will + concerning the child. Many friends remarked that she would never + be able to bring him up; but she knew that, if for the best, God + could heal the child and give him right development.</p> + + <p>At last his illness became very serious. One night his head + was burning with fever, while his body was cold and clammy. It + seemed but a question of time until he would pass away.</p> + + <p>As Mrs. Worthington looked at her child, she remembered the + words, "Man's extremity is God's opportunity," and "The prayer of + faith shall save the sick." She wondered why God had brought them + to her mind. She began to ask herself: "Do I believe that God can + heal that child? If it is God's will to take him, can I submit?" + To the first question she answered, "Yes; God made him," and to + the second, "Thy will be done, O God." Then she breathed an + earnest prayer for his healing. The sweet assurance came that her + prayer was answered; that the child would grow well and strong. + She felt that she could lie down by his side and trust him in the + hands of the One who gave him.</p> + + <p>She placed a wet cloth on his head, lay down by his side, and + knew no more until the next morning. Both slept soundly. When she + awoke, she saw that the child was breathing naturally and that + the fever was entirely gone. Then she fully realized that God had + healed him. With a grateful heart she thanked the Lord for his + tender love. It was indeed true that Leroy was well. About ten + o'clock his mother carried him to the lake and, having Bessie to + row the boat, gave him a pleasant boat-ride. The fever never + returned; his head stopped growing; and he became a strong, + healthy boy. The friends who had thought that he would surely die + said they could not understand the change that had taken place, + but Mrs. Worthington understood, and gave God all the praise.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XVI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XVI.</h2><br> + + <center> + EXPLAINING THE DIVINE LIFE. + </center> + + <p>After Bessie's conversion Mrs. Worthington's talks to her were + often on the subject of the divine life within—how to care + for it and nourish it, so that it might not die nor become + blighted. She sometimes compared the young Christian's experience + to that of a new-born babe. "You know," said she, "the little one + must be carefully fed, and tenderly guarded against everything + harmful. Even a slight breeze blowing upon its little body, if + unprotected, might result in death. But as the child grows older + and stronger, it gradually becomes accustomed to the rude + elements about it and can, with comparative safety, be brought in + contact with them. The Christ life, new-born in the human heart, + is just as sensitive and needs the same tender care. Guard it + carefully, Bessie. It must be constantly nourished by prayer and + the Word of God. Seek to become established by the grace of + sanctification; then you will be better able to meet temptation + and persecution. Christ is your shepherd, and he wants to lead + you, his lamb, into green pastures and beside still waters.</p> + + <p>"A person may profess to be a Christian, Bessie; but unless he + has a change of heart and affections, he is what the Bible terms + a wolf in sheep's clothing, and not one of the gentle lambs of + the Savior's fold. The profession does not amount to anything + when the heart is full of envy, hatred, jealousy, love of self, + and a drawing toward the world. A person with a profession only, + may appear for a time to be quite lamb-like; but sooner or later + the old nature will manifest itself, for it can not be hidden + long."</p> + + <p>"I think, Mama," said Bessie, "I understand you—but you + spoke of the experience of sanctification; please tell me what + that means."</p> + + <p>As briefly as possible, the mother explained that the second + cleansing of the heart takes away that evil nature which causes + man to want to disobey God.</p> + + <p>Not long after this talk Bessie had an experience in school + that helped her to comprehend her mother's words. To be put back + in her studies was hard, but to have to give up her old teacher, + to whom she was strongly attached, was harder still. Her regret + on the latter account, however, was of short duration; for her + new teacher was even more lovable than the old one, and, best of + all, she was a Christian. She and Bessie not only got along well, + but became warm friends and enjoyed sweet fellowship in the + Spirit. One day, however, something happened that severely tested + their love, but, in the end, only deepened it.</p> + + <p>Bessie's seatmate, a girl named Nora, about Bessie's own age, + was very mischievous. She did so many things deserving punishment + that the teacher was often perplexed to know what course to take + with her. Some one has said that "misery likes company." This was + certainly true of Nora. She knew that the teacher and Bessie were + good friends, and she longed to see Bessie get into trouble and + receive some punishment. Knowing that Bessie tried hard to obey + the rules of the school, Nora saw that she should have to lay + some cunning plan or she should not realize her wish. She began + to watch for an opportunity.</p> + + <p>A streamlet ran past the schoolhouse. While Bessie and Nora + were playing near it one day, Bessie fell down in some mud. Just + as she fell, the school-bell rang and they had to hurry back to + their lessons. Fearing that some of the mud might have splattered + on her face, Bessie asked if her face was clean. Nora answered + quickly, "Oh yes; do hurry up." Nora felt that her chance had + come, and she made up her mind to get her seatmate into trouble, + if possible. Hurrying into the schoolroom, she whispered to one + of the boys, telling him to ask Bessie as she passed what was the + matter with her face, but to say nothing more. When Bessie came + down the aisle, she saw this boy looking at her with an amused + expression, and gave him close attention. As she passed him, he + whispered, "Bessie, what is the matter with your face?" and then + turned quickly away. Fully convinced that her face was dirty, + Bessie sat down very much ashamed. Nora knew how her seatmate + would feel and prepared herself for the question that she was + sure would be asked. As it was time for the writing-lesson, she + stuck her finger in inks of different colors; and, when Bessie + asked where her face was dirty, she quickly pointed out the + places, each time leaving a large spot of ink. Bessie, wholly + unconscious of the ink-spots on her face, thought what a dreadful + sight she must be, and asked permission of the teacher to wash. + When the teacher turned, she saw, not mud, but ugly ink-spots. + Supposing that Bessie had put them there, she shook her head. Her + surprise was great. She felt that she ought to do something about + it; but, being undecided, she turned away.</p> + + <p>Bessie became much worried; for many eyes were turned upon + her, and some of the pupils were laughing. She wanted to hide, + but could not, and kept wondering why a little mud should cause + so much amusement. One girl, Anna, tried secretly to pass her a + wet handkerchief, but this Nora quickly caught from her and hid. + Poor Bessie was now ready to cry, and again asked permission to + wash her face; but her teacher answered, "No; you must go to + writing."</p> + + <p>Bessie naturally had a high temper and was inclined to be + stubborn when she felt that she was being imposed upon; but she + had always held her temper in subjection, as she knew it to be + wrong to give way to anger. On this occasion, however, it seemed + impossible to control herself. When the teacher said, "Go to + writing," Bessie obeyed; but she was so angry that she hardly + knew what she was doing. Suddenly she thought, "If I daub a lot + of ink on my face, perhaps she will let me wash"; and she rubbed + some on with her finger. But alas! this did not work as she had + expected. The teacher saw her put it on and concluded that she + had put the other on also; so she said, "Bessie, you may go and + sit in my chair." As she said this, all the stubbornness in + Bessie's nature arose. She did not move; and when the teacher + said sternly, "Are you going to obey?" she shook her head and + caught hold of the seat. At this moment Nora whispered, "If that + were me, she'd make me go." The teacher heard the words and + looked first at Nora and then at Bessie. She hesitated for a + moment, then walked over to Bessie, took her by the shoulders and + jerked her from the seat, and then dragged her up to the chair + and set her down, telling her to study. "I have no book," + retorted Bessie. The teacher ordered one brought, and, leaving + her, went to her other duties.</p> + + <p>What a moment for Bessie! Too angry to study, she sat there + thinking of the dreadful scene she had created. Her heart burned + with shame. Oh! what could she do?</p> + + <p>Anna, the girl who had tried to hand her the wet handkerchief, + had noticed all of Nora's actions and had determined to help + Bessie, if possible. On pretext of looking up a word in the + dictionary, Anna went forward, laid a wet rag where Bessie could + reach it, and returned to her seat. Bessie eagerly took the rag + and rubbed her face. She was surprised to see the different + colors of ink appear upon it. How they came to be there she did + not know; but she did not think about them long, for something + far worse began to trouble her. She knew that she had lost the + grace of God out of her heart. Oh, how wretched she felt! Would + God forgive her again? Yes; she knew he would; for she had read + that, "The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart, and + saveth such as be of a contrite spirit." This thought was a great + comfort to her. But, oh! what about her teacher? How could her + teacher ever love and respect her again? She would ask her pardon + as soon as possible, but would she forgive her?</p> + + <p>It was not long until the teacher went to her desk for + something, but she took no notice of Bessie. Beaching out very + timidly, Bessie touched her and said, "O Miss Harrington, won't + you please forgive me?" But the teacher pretended not to hear + her, and turned quickly away. The next thought was, "What will + Mama think and say? Oh, if only she did not have to know about + it!" With these thoughts coursing through her mind, Bessie was + unable to study; and by the time school closed, she was in great + distress.</p> + + <p>After closing the school, the teacher paid no attention to + Bessie for some time; but when she had finished her evening + duties and all the pupils except Nora, Anna, and Bessie had left + the building, she turned to Bessie, fell upon her knees, and + threw both arms around her. Bessie sobbed, "Oh, please forgive + me! please forgive me!" For some time the teacher made no reply, + and Nora muttered, "Catch me asking her forgiveness!" At last the + teacher, looking up through tearful eyes, said, "Bessie dear, it + is you who must forgive me. I should have been a better example + to you this afternoon. Let us pray." Then two sad hearts were + lifted to God in humble, earnest prayer that he would forgive + them for Jesus' sake. God heard their prayers, gave back the + sweet peace that they had lost out of their souls, and bound + their hearts together in Christian love and fellowship.</p> + + <p>Nora went her way, provoked with her seatmate and angry + because the joke had not worked quite as she had expected. Anna, + slipping her arm through Bessie's walked home with her and told + her all that Nora had done. Bessie was surprised. She understood + why things had taken the course they had; but, knowing it was + really Satan, who had been trying to overthrow her own soul, she + did not censure her seatmate.</p> + + <p>Her only thought now was of how sad her mother would feel. + Bessie decided that the occurrence was too dreadful to tell her + about and that she would keep it a secret. This was her decision + until she saw her mother coming down the walk to meet her. Having + always told her mother everything, Bessie did not know how it + would seem to keep a secret from her; so when they met, she + forgot all about her decision and began at once to tell her + mother all that had happened.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington listened very carefully to Bessie's story and + then said: "Bessie, I am so glad you have told me all this + yourself, and have held nothing back nor blamed Nora. God will + take care of the matter, and I believe that your lesson is a + lasting one. And now, my child; you can see your great need of + sanctification. Had that ugliness and stubbornness been taken out + of your heart, you would have been spared much suffering. I trust + that you will earnestly seek and obtain this grace."</p> + + <p>It was well that Bessie told her mother everything, for Nora + did all in her power to circulate the story and to make it as bad + as possible. Nora's mother, thinking it best to tell Mrs. + Worthington about Bessie's misbehavior, made a special call at + the Worthington home for that purpose. Bessie's mother listened + to what her neighbor's story was and then smilingly replied, + "Yes, I know all about it; Bessie told me before she reached + home. I am so glad that I have the confidence of my child. We are + companions; I love her company, and she loves mine." These words + sounded strange to the visitor. She could not understand. "It + seems strange," said she, "that Bessie loves to stay at home and + to be with you so much. Doesn't she ever get lonesome? Nora is + restless and tired when she has to stay at home, and says I am + too old for her."</p> + + <p>Ah! here was the secret of the difference between the two + girls. One mother had allowed her daughter to choose her own + company and had not inquired into their plays and talks; whereas + the other knew the secrets of her child's heart and could advise + and instruct her in any matter. Between Bessie and her mother + there was a tie of which Nora and her mother knew nothing. "Train + up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old he will + not depart from it." Prov. 22:6.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XVII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XVII.</h2><br> + + <center> + TEMPTATIONS. + </center> + + <p>At Christmas time Bessie received the following letter from + one of her friends:</p> + + <div class="blkquot"> + <p>Dear Bessie:</p> + + <p>I have long wondered what to send you as a Christmas gift, + and it seemed a hard problem to solve. I fear you will wonder + at what I am sending; but, knowing that you are nearly thirteen + years old and must be growing very fast, I have decided to send + you a corset. I hope you will like and appreciate it enough to + wear it.</p> + + <p>Lovingly your friend,</p> + + <p>Lizzie.</p> + </div> + + <p>On receiving the package, Bessie looked at the corset and + said, "Mama, shall I wear it?"</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington looked anxiously at her daughter; for she + knew that Bessie would have strong temptations along this line, + as she did not have a pretty form, and was growing rapidly. She + had hoped, however, that the subject would not be mentioned for + some time. Silently she breathed a little prayer for wisdom to + answer the question, and then said:</p> + + <p>"Bessie, God used great wisdom in forming your body. He knew + just what shape it would have to be in order to perform its + natural functions. Do you think it would be proper to try to + change it? Do you wonder why something snug around your waist + could be harmful? Listen, dear, and I will tell you. Let us take + the corset and examine it. It certainly looks very innocent and + pretty, but just see how stiff it is. These steel ribs and this + whalebone make it more like a piece of harness than anything else + I can think of. When worn about the waist, it produces pressure + upon the vital organs and thus deforms the body. These long + strings at the back are often drawn so tightly as to cause the + misplacement and derangement of those organs whose functions are + most necessary to health and happiness. As a consequence, many a + woman has to suffer long years of torture.</p> + + <p>"Many women say they don't wear the corset tight, and think, + therefore, that no harm results; but, let one of them put a + snug-fitting bandage on any other part of the body, and she will + see how quickly the muscles of that part will weaken and decrease + in size. Should a young woman who has never worn a corset attempt + to wear one about her waist as loosely as they are ever worn, she + would, if honest with herself, cast it aside as an abominable + thing.</p> + + <p>"The reason why Lizzie wants you to begin wearing a corset + while you're young is that, if you'll bind your waist before + you've reached your full growth, your waist will never attain the + size it would have attained under natural conditions. In other + words, you would be deformed."</p> + + <p>"I don't think I shall ever wear it, Mama, if that's the + effect it has upon the body. If God takes such particular care of + us that he numbers our very hairs, he must be very much grieved + to see any one put a corset about her waist."</p> + + <p>"I'm glad for your decision, my child, but you'll soon meet + greater temptations. Some mothers don't think it worth while to + warn their girls of the dangers that threaten them in regard to + love and marriage; but I want to see you, Bessie, fully prepared, + so that you may safely pass this dangerous period.</p> + + <p>"Most girls at your age have some strange idea regarding love. + In the schoolroom, perhaps, a girl notices some particular boy + who has a winning way. At first she simply thinks he is nice; is + glad to see him promoted, receive honor, etc. Gradually her mind + becomes filled with queries concerning his opinion of her. She + dares not own that she loves to appear well in his eyes, but it + is true nevertheless. During his absence she misses him, and upon + his return her heart beats with emotion. If he pays her little + attentions, she dwells upon them until she becomes eager for + them. Her playmates notice a change in her, for she can no longer + hide her feelings. She blushes when mention is made of her + preference for him. The couple seek to be together as much as + possible, and are soon meeting together secretly. When reproved, + they may promise not to let the thing happen again, only to + repeat it in a short time. The secrecy of these meetings make + them more enjoyable, and their length and frequency are + unconsciously increased.</p> + + <p>"Satan, who is never asleep upon such occasions, makes reproof + his companion to push them forward. Friendly warnings are + unheeded; and if force be used to prevent the meetings, the + couple may think of eloping. They may not have thought of + marriage until this time; but when the girl realizes what she has + done, she consents to the hasty marriage. Such marriages, Bessie, + seldom result happily.</p> + + <p>"The place to stop was at the beginning. She should have + gained control of her wandering affections. Young girls who + lavish their love upon boys of their own age or older lose relish + for other things, and their minds become dwarfed and weakened by + being taxed with thoughts that are not fit for them to consider + at so early an age.</p> + + <p>"It is all right to form in your mind an ideal for your + affections, if you don't have in mind some particular person; but + your common sense should be your guide. Two rowboats passing each + other upon the water are all right as long as they are far enough + apart; but let these boats drift or be guided too close together, + and there is great danger of a collision. Your affections are to + you what the rudder is to the boat, and reason is your pilot. + They will guide you aright if you will let them."</p> + + <p>"Mama," said Bessie, "there's a girl in our school, only a few + months older than I, that says she is to be married in a short + time. The man she's to marry is nearly twice as old as she is, + too. We told her that she ought to wait until she wore long + dresses before she talked about getting married. Don't you think + that is dreadful?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, dear, it is. No girl should ever be married while she is + so young."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2><br> + + <center> + ANSWERS TO PRAYER. + </center> + + <p>During the summer Bessie's cousin John and a boy friend came + to visit her. They spent many pleasant hours on the lake. One day + while they were about two miles from home, a fierce storm arose. + They noticed the sky growing dark and tried very hard to reach + home; but, when still some distance from the shore, they could + see that instead of making any headway they were drifting before + the wind.</p> + + <p>It was a serious moment. As the great waves dashed up over + them, each adding to the amount of water in the boat, Bessie + looked first at her cousin toiling away at the oars, the great + drops of perspiration coursing down his face, then at their + friend nearly wild with terror, and then at the western sky. + "John," said she to her cousin, "I believe that's rain coming + toward us." Until then the boy, who was a little older than + Bessie, had been brave; but as he turned to look, his face + blanched with terror, and he said, "Bessie, if that is rain, it + will certainly sink our boat; for, see, it is nearly half full of + water now."</p> + + <p>The situation was certainly critical, but Bessie felt that it + was not the time to despair. She remembered that in olden times + Jesus had calmed the sea. Believing that he could still do the + same, she prayed for help from heaven. Then, encouraging her + cousin to do his best, she, assisted by their friend, began to + bale out the water as rapidly as they could. In a few moments the + great drops of rain were dashing down upon them. Without + speaking, all kept at their work for what seemed to them an hour, + but which was really but a short time. Suddenly it ceased + raining; and, looking about them, they saw that the lake was + perfectly quiet—not a ripple could be seen. With trembling + voice Bessie said, "John, God must have sent the rain to quiet + the water, for I asked him to help us." It was a very wet but + thankful crowd that reached home that night.</p> + + <p>In the spring that Bessie was fourteen years old, her father + sold the beautiful home where she had spent so many happy days, + and bought a tract of land in a dense wood farther up the lake. + On account of the dense forest, the place appeared very dismal. + As the purchaser of their old home wanted possession as soon as + possible, Mr. Worthington had time to build only a barn before + removing his family. In this building they lived during the first + summer. Though these circumstances were discouraging, the + Worthingtons tried hard to be brave. By fall a house was ready + for them.</p> + + <p>Many good things were lacking in this new forest home; but God + knew this, and he put it into the hearts of friends and neighbors + to supply the family with fruit and vegetables and also chickens. + So generously were these supplied that there was no lack.</p> + + <p>During the winter following much wood was cut, hauled, and + piled out along the roadside in front of the house; but still + there was standing timber nearly everywhere one might look, and + to the south and west it extended for many miles.</p> + + <p>The next summer Bessie learned how dangerous an enemy a large + forest could become. There was so little rain during the hot + months that things became dry and brittle. One day she heard the + cry of "Fire! Fire!" Looking away to the southwest, she beheld a + sight that made her feel faint with fear. The woods were ablaze, + and the fire was coming directly toward her home.</p> + + <p>Her father came to her, explained their danger, told her to + warn her mother and then to do all she could to put out any + sparks that might fall around the woodpiles, house, or barn. This + said, he hastened to join the men in their desperate battle with + the fire. When Bessie entered the house, she saw her mother + weeping over her little baby, who had been born during the winter + months and who had known nothing but sickness and suffering. When + Mrs. Worthington heard the news, she continued to weep, and said, + "Well, dear, do all you can to put out the sparks; for I think + your little brother is dying, and I can not leave him."</p> + + <p>By much hard work, the fire was held in check until evening. + Bessie made her rounds with a pail of water and a dipper until + her eyes became so painful on account of the smoke and heat that + she was forced to lie down on the ground until they quit hurting. + As soon as possible, however, she returned to her task, informing + her mother frequently of the progress of the fire.</p> + + <p>At last word came that nothing more could be done; that the + house could not be saved. Seeing that further effort was useless + and that each moment increased the danger of their own lives, the + men left off fighting the fire, in order to save themselves and + to help, if possible, the Worthington family. They soon reached + the house. The next question was, where to go. The lake seemed to + be the nearest place of safety. Confusion was everywhere, but + through it all Mrs. Worthington sat quietly holding her dying + baby.</p> + + <p>"O Mama," said Bessie, "aren't you going with the rest?"</p> + + <p>"No," answered her mother positively; "I shall remain right + here with my dying child. I can not move him now and add to his + suffering. I know that God can take care of me here as well as + anywhere else. Why, Bessie, where is your faith? God can yet send + rain and put out the fire."</p> + + <p>"Oh! but if God doesn't send rain, you will burn up; for the + fire is almost here," cried Bessie. "Do come as far from the + house as you can, won't you?"</p> + + <p>"No, Bessie, I told you, no. I shall sit just where I am," + answered Mrs. Worthington; and Bessie knew that it would be + useless to press the matter further.</p> + + <p>With throbbing heart Bessie ran to her room, which was already + getting hot from the fire: she fell upon her knees by the window + where she could see the flames leaping from tree to tree, and + began to call mightily upon God. "O God!" she prayed, "do send + rain or change the wind." After repeating this prayer several + times, she noticed some large drops of water upon the window + pane. She knew what it meant: once before God had sent rain to + help her in time of danger. Hastening down stairs, she said, + "Mama, it's raining." "Thank God!" said Mrs. Worthington, "I knew + he wouldn't let baby and me burn up."</p> + + <p>By that time the rain was pouring down; the wind had ceased; + and the danger was over. The rain did not put out the fire, but + so checked it that, by hard work, it could be kept under control + until it died out.</p> + + <p>Little Clement lived only a short time after the fire; but + just before he died, he looked into his weeping mother's face and + smiled three times. As he had never smiled before, Mrs. + Worthington always thought that God took that way to encourage + her heart.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XIX"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XIX.</h2><br> + + <center> + LOST IN THE WOODS. + </center> + + <p>As Leroy was too young to drive the cows home in the evening, + Bessie enjoyed many a long walk in search of them. One evening + she had some difficulty in finding them. It was one of those + evenings when everything is quiet and sound travels a long + distance. After listening carefully for the tinkling of the + cow-bells, Bessie was bewildered, for she could seemingly hear + them in every direction. At last, thinking she had located the + sound, she set out in that direction. When she had walked about + two miles, she stopped to listen again. The bells were still + tinkling, but they seemed to be just as far away. She knew, + though, that the cows sometimes went a long distance. She had + been following the road, but thinking the sound came from the + woods, she started off in that direction. She saw that the sun + was just going down behind the trees; that she was on an + unfamiliar path, and was getting farther and farther from home. + But she must get the cows, and on she went, stopping now and then + to locate the sound of the bells.</p> + + <p>She suddenly found herself standing upon a point of land where + a deep, wide ravine extended on either side. The distance across + the ravine she could not see on account of the shadow and the + trees. What should she do? A few minutes previously she had + thought about its being late, but had hoped to find the cows and + to make them guide her home. This hope failing, she did not know + what to do. The bells were still tinkling ahead of her; but she + did not dare to try to cross the ravine in the darkness, now fast + gathering around her, and how could she return through those + dense woods! She thought of calling for help, but as quickly + realized how useless the effort would be, since there were no + houses near.</p> + + <p>As she stood wondering what to do, these words from a psalm + she had committed to memory a short time before, came to her + mind: "If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the + night shall be light about me. Yea, the darkness hideth not from + thee; but the night shineth as the day; the darkness and the + light are both alike to thee." Two more precious promises came to + her mind: "I will guide thee with mine eye" and "He leadeth me + beside still waters." Oh, what encouragement those words were to + Bessie! Surely God would guide her home. With a thankful heart, + Bessie started to return. As she had passed through several + clearings in her search for the cows, she had no little + difficulty in finding her way; but the moon rose early and gave + her considerable light, and as she neared home, she began to + recognize some familiar objects.</p> + + <p>But, in the meantime, how were her parents feeling? The cows + returned early and were milked. Mrs. Worthington wondered why + Bessie did not come with them, but thought she might have been + delayed and would come soon. She prepared supper; but when she + got it ready, Bessie was still absent.</p> + + <p>"What can be keeping Bessie tonight?" Mrs. Worthington said + anxiously to her husband. "She should have come home an hour + ago."</p> + + <p>"Oh, I suppose she has stopped somewhere to play," said Mr. + Worthington carelessly.</p> + + <p>"No; I don't think so," replied his wife. "Bessie always tries + to be prompt, and I'm afraid something has happened. If she + doesn't come soon, you had better go to look for her."</p> + + <p>"Well, wait until dark," said Mr. Worthington; "and, if she + isn't here then, I'll get some men and we'll search in different + directions. Did you notice which way she went!"</p> + + <p>"No," answered his wife, "but I think she went east."</p> + + <p>At dark Mr. Worthington started out with the searching party. + Mrs. Worthington tried not to worry; but when nine o'clock passed + and half-past nine came, she felt a great anxiety creeping into + her heart. Many times she offered an earnest prayer for Bessie's + protection. After putting Leroy to bed she stationed herself in + front of the house to watch.</p> + + <p>About ten o'clock some one returned to say that he could find + no trace of Bessie.</p> + + <p>With straining eyes, Mrs. Worthington looked in the direction + in which Bessie had gone, and at last thought that she could see + some one approaching. As the figure drew nearer, she could see + that it was her child, and with a glad cry ran to meet her. "O + Bessie," cried the mother, "what has happened to detain you? Your + father and a company of men are out searching the woods for you. + Dear child, where have you been?"</p> + + <p>Bessie was very tired and hungry; but she related all that had + happened and said: "I'm sorry I couldn't go farther; for I + believe the cows were just a short distance beyond the point + where I turned back. But I did not dare to cross the swampy place + and go into the woods on the other side."</p> + + <p>"Why, the cows have been home a long, long time, Bessie; and + that is what had made your delay seem so strange," said her + mother. "But were you not afraid, dear, when you found that you + were so far from home!"</p> + + <p>Bessie explained how she had felt and how the Lord had + encouraged her and helped her to be brave.</p> + + <p>"What time was that?" asked her mother; and when she learned, + she said, "Bessie, that was when I was so earnestly praying for + you. Surely our God is a mighty God and one who is ever + faithful."</p> + + <p>When the searching party returned, they were all glad to know + that Bessie was safe at home.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XX"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XX.</h2><br> + + <center> + NOVEL-READING. + </center> + + <p>As Bessie approached her sixteenth year, Mrs. Worthington + became very anxious about her. The mother thought that she could + notice a change in her daughter's actions and disposition. + Instead of being confiding and happy, she seemed listless, + forgetful, and nervous. At first the mother could not understand + this change; but by close observation she found that her daughter + was indulging in light reading.</p> + + <p>Some magazines and weekly papers containing continued + love-stories had found their way into the Worthington home. At + first they were not attractive to Bessie. She would merely glance + through the pages; but she gradually came to overlook the good, + substantial reading and to enjoy the part that stimulated the + romantic and imaginative part of her nature. The effect upon her + mental and moral powers was much the same as that produced upon + the digestive organs by rich and stimulating foods. Her mind was + thus weakened and robbed of its relish for wholesome reading. She + was ever looking forward for something to excite or satisfy her + abnormal desire for the romantic or the dreadful.</p> + + <p>As soon as Mrs. Worthington realized her daughter's danger, + she sought an opportunity to instruct her on the dangers of + novel-reading. "Some effects of novel-reading," said she, "are + worse even than those produced by dancing. Many novels are + hurtful because of the many false ideas interwoven in the + stories. Some novels attract the pure-minded by their morality; + but it is unsafe to read them, for the reason I have already + given you, and because, as with any bad habit, the exciting + influences must be constantly increased. In this way some persons + are deceived and drawn into many of Satan's snares.</p> + + <p>"In most novels there is much that is good and true; but the + immoral, the worldly, and the untrue are so interwoven with it + that the reader unconsciously finds himself taking pleasure in + thoughts which, before he began reading novels, would have been + disgusting. In this way the reader's sense of right is lowered + and an appetite created—an appetite that can not be + satisfied; the more it is fed, the more depraved and exacting it + becomes. Gradually the desire for the romantic increases until + the novel-reader longs to have a romance of her own. Her sense of + duty is so blunted and her better judgment so blinded that she + often agrees to a secret marriage with some one who is wholly + unfit to be her life companion. It is in this way that many a + girl has been deceived and led into sin. Many times, too, habits + have been formed, from which nothing but the grace of God could + deliver. In looking back over a wasted life, many a person can + see that his or her downfall had its origin in the first + novel.</p> + + <p>"My dear child, there are many good books that you will find + both helpful and interesting, but the Bible should be the pattern + of your life. Let it be the principal food for your mind and + soul. Your time all belongs to God, and you should waste none of + it in reading unwholesome literature."</p> + + <p>As Mrs. Worthington finished speaking, she was glad to see a + changed look in Bessie's face. She knew that God was talking to + her daughter; and as she arose to go, she said: "Bessie, do not + forget from whom you may expect strength. I am praying that God + will entirely take away the unnatural appetite which you have + been fostering."</p> + + <p>It was not long until Bessie rejoiced in full deliverance from + her taste for novel-reading, and her interest in her mother's + talks returned. As they read the Bible together and praised God + for the precious truths it contained, cherishing them within + their hearts as priceless treasures, Bessie's understanding + seemed to open, and she was able to comprehend many of the deep + truths of God's Word. The reading of God's Word gave her such + unbounding joy, such complete spiritual happiness, that nothing + could compare with it. Its truths, so simple and yet so grand, + were at once a guide and a reproof to keep her feet from straying + from the narrow way.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXI.</h2><br> + + <center> + GLAD TIDINGS. + </center> + + <p>In a small house about two miles from Bessie's home lived a + very old lady. She loved the Lord and enjoyed telling of his + goodness and of his dealings with her. Bessie, who was now about + sixteen years of age, enjoyed these talks very much.</p> + + <p>One day while Bessie and her mother were visiting this aged + saint, she brought forth a much-worn paper and handed it to Mrs. + Worthington, saying, "My daughter sent me this paper. You may + take it home, if you like," she continued; "but I must ask you to + return it, as my daughter wants it again." As Mrs. Worthington + took the paper, Bessie saw at the top of the page, in large + letters, "The Gospel Trumpet." After reading a few minutes Mrs. + Worthington exclaimed: "This paper is certainly the work of a + people who understand the plan of salvation. Things are fully + explained here that have been plain to me for years—things + that I dared not mention publicly lest I be thought + fanatical."</p> + + <p>On their return home Mrs. Worthington said: "It must have been + in answer to prayer that Sister Moore let me see that paper. I + have prayed for many years that God would help me to find a + people who were not afraid to preach his whole Word. I believe we + have found them. Who knows but this is God's way of starting a + series of meetings here. Oh, the wonderful God we serve! I shall + subscribe for the paper at once and also send my poem on sectism + to see if they will publish it." The subscription was sent, and + the poem soon appeared in the paper.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was truly thankful to find that God had + others in the world who were willing to teach the whole Bible + without construing any part to suit their own ideas.</p> + + <p>It was not long until a testimony appeared from a minister + living a few miles away; and, agreeably with Mrs. Worthington's + request, a series of meetings was started in the + neighborhood.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXII.</h2><br> + + <center> + THE MEETINGS. + </center> + + <p>The news of the good meetings spread rapidly, and the + attendance constantly increased. The gospel as preached was a new + message to the people, and yet it was the very same that Jesus + and his disciples taught. Every point of doctrine presented had a + "thus saith the Lord" to confirm it.</p> + + <p>Many saw that the Bible had been misunderstood and had been + misconstrued by mankind to prove minor points, while the deep and + vital truths had been so covered over with prejudice and unbelief + that the majority of the people were blind to the true meaning of + the Word; and that, in their confusion, each had gone to the + denomination that seemed most nearly to correspond to his clouded + views. It was also clearly shown that there is no way to heaven + except the straight and narrow way that Jesus taught, and that + God's Word is the only true measure of a Christian + experience.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington felt now that her cup of joy was full since + she could hear the way of salvation and the true church explained + from the pulpit just as God had revealed them to her. She was + also glad that Bessie, who was now old enough to understand deep + spiritual truths for herself, was in perfect harmony and + fellowship with her.</p> + + <p>About forty souls were saved in the meetings; some gained the + experience of sanctification; and the Spirit of the Lord worked + mightily upon the hearts of many others.</p> + + <p>Oh, the deep and wonderful love of God! Oh, the richness and + fulness of his grace! How glorious Bessie now found her walk with + God! How precious to commune with him and feel that she was + growing deeper into his love! Truly it was a taste of heaven!</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2><br> + + <center> + BESSIE SEES HER DUTY. + </center> + + <p>Among those converted in the meetings was a girl a little + younger than Bessie. Her name was Cora. Being an orphan and + living in the home of an infidel uncle, where she had no one to + understand or sympathize with her views, she often sought Bessie + for counsel and advice. The uncle did not oppose his niece, but + others in his family did.</p> + + <p>As time went on, the two girls became anxious to be doing + something for the Lord. While they were pondering over the + matter, a company of ministers came to the place to hold another + series of meetings. From them the girls learned that <i>The + Gospel Trumpet</i> was published by consecrated labor, that the + workers received no stated salary, but that they trusted the Lord + for their food and clothing.</p> + + <p>It seemed a strange story to the girls, but Cora felt that she + should like to go and help in the work. Though her uncle was not + pleased with her plan, yet finally, after he had investigated and + had found the place respectable, he gave his consent. It was + several months, however, before she expected to leave. Toward the + close of this time Bessie began to feel some anxiety for her + friend, and one day said to her, "Cora, do you really want to go + to <i>The Gospel Trumpet</i> office to work? Now, if you don't + want to go, God will not be pleased with your service." "Bessie, + I have lost all desire to go," Cora answered. "It seems to me + that God is calling you instead of me. You could be a much + greater help than I, because you have known and understood this + truth all your life."</p> + + <p>If Bessie had received a severe blow, it could not have hurt + her more. Her precious mother! How could she leave her! Many of + her cherished hopes for the future arose before me. Her plan, to + do all she could for her mother in her declining years, came up + before her; and as she thought of it, she became very sad. When + the two girls parted at the door, Bessie's heart was very heavy; + and when she was at last alone, she wept bitterly. She remembered + that she had consecrated to do anything the Lord might require of + her, but she did not see how she could do this. For many days + Bessie bore this heavy burden; and, not being strong, she began + to fail in health. From appearances, she had a malignant form of + quick consumption. The course of the disease was rapid, and in a + few weeks she was not only confined to her bed, but seemingly + very near death. Mr. Worthington desired to consult a physician, + but reluctantly heeded to Bessie's earnest entreaties to let her + trust the Lord. She said to her father, "I know that God would + heal me, if for the best; and, if not, I would rather die." And + she added mentally, "I would rather die than to leave home."</p> + + <p>Bessie at last became so low that she could not be left alone + night or day. As her mother sat beside her one day, holding her + hand, she said: "I believe, dear, that God wants to heal you and + use you for himself. I feel like asking our elder, Sister Smith, + to come and anoint you with oil according to Jas. 5:14, 15. I am + sure God will heal you."</p> + + <p>Sister Smith was brought as soon as possible; but, to Mrs. + Worthington's surprise, she did not offer to anoint Bessie until + the next day. She said: "I can not understand this case. There is + something here that seems very strange. Bessie appears to be + perfectly resigned to die, but she only answers yes or no to my + questions. I shall talk to her again." Returning to the bedside, + she said, "My dear, if God heals you, are you willing to leave + your father, mother, and home to preach the gospel"—but she + got no farther. Bessie, with all the emphasis she could command + in her weak state, interrupted, "No; I will never preach."</p> + + <p>"Ah! there is the point in your consecration that you have not + reached," replied Sister Smith. "You must be willing to do + anything that will bring the most honor to God's name, and to + work where he can get the most glory out of your service. It may + be the Lord will never require you to preach; but he wants the + willingness on your part, just as much as if he wanted to make a + minister of you."</p> + + <p>It was some time before Bessie could answer; but when she did, + it was to say that she would do anything, only that she must know + that it was God who required it.</p> + + <p>"God will make you to know that," said Sister Smith; "and now + I feel that everything is out of the way, and we can ask God to + heal you."</p> + + <p>As she applied the oil and called earnestly upon God, there + seemed to be a heavenly atmosphere filling the room. Bessie felt + a soothing sensation passing through her body; and when the + prayer was ended, she felt perfectly well, though exceedingly + weak. Her strength soon returned, however, and it was not long + until the Lord told her plainly that he wanted her at <i>The + Gospel Trumpet</i> office. She remembered her consecration and + felt willing in her heart to obey; but she shrank from telling + her parents. For two weeks she endured severe mental suffering. + She tried to gain sufficient courage to speak to her mother about + the call, but her tongue refused to form the words. One day while + she and her mother were in the cosy sitting-room, Mrs. + Worthington said, "Bessie, I believe that God wants you at <i>The + Gospel Trumpet</i> office and that he has used Cora's plan and + your sickness to show you your duty." Looking up through eyes + filled with tears, Bessie related all that God had revealed to + her. A great calm then came into her soul.</p> + + <p>But the test was not entirely over. Mr. Worthington must be + told, and—would he be willing? Embracing the first + opportunity, Bessie told him her plans and begged his approval + upon them; but his reply nearly crushed her.</p> + + <p>"Bessie," said her father, "if you must leave us, you may go; + but I have one thing to say and I mean it. If you go, you can + never return; for your going is heartless indeed. I can not see + why you should choose to go from your comfortable home and those + who love you so dearly, and leave your mother, who so much needs + your help."</p> + + <p>"Father, Father!" exclaimed Bessie, "Oh, don't talk that way! + You know how much I love you all. You know I never wanted to + leave home before; and if you won't let me return, what shall I + do?"</p> + + <p>As she stood there before her father almost broken-hearted, a + sweet voice whispered, "I will be with thee; be not afraid." The + words sounded like music in her soul and reminded her of her + recent decision to obey the Lord at any cost; and she said + quietly:</p> + + <p>"Well, Father, if you refuse to let me return home, it will + have to be that way; but I must obey the Lord, and he has called + me into his service"</p> + + <p>"Very well," he answered, "but remember my words," and he left + her.</p> + + <p>Seeking her mother, Bessie told her of the interview and of + her father's refusal to allow her to return home. For a moment + they stood looking at one another; and then, with great tears + filling her eyes, her mother said:</p> + + <p>"Remember the words of Jesus, 'There is no man that hath left + house, or parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the + kingdom of God's sake, who shall not receive manifold more in + this present time, and in the world to come life everlasting.' + Dear, child, I know your dutiful nature, and how you long to obey + your parents; but the Bible says to obey them in the Lord. When + you have to choose whom you will serve, God or your parents, you + must choose the Lord."</p> + + <p>"I will obey God," said Bessie quietly; and she began at once + to prepare to leave home.</p> + + <p>When all was ready and the morning of departure had come, Mr. + Worthington went out to prepare to take his daughter to the + train. He had been very silent all the morning, but Bessie's + heart was so full that she had taken little notice of his + behavior. Oh, how she longed for his consent for her to return! + Her mother gave her every encouraging word possible. At last they + looked out and saw that the horse was ready. As Bessie picked up + her last bundle, the door opened, and her father, stepping in + quickly, caught her in his arms. "O my child," he sobbed, "will + you forgive me and come back as soon as the Lord will let you? I + didn't mean what I said; but it is so hard to give you up. If you + need anything, write to me at once and let me know about it, + won't you?" and he tenderly kissed her. Bessie's heart was filled + with joy, and she said that he could expect her home just as soon + as the Lord would let her come.</p> + + <p>"Read 1 Cor. 10:13 and Jas. 1:12 just as soon as you have + time, dear," whispered Mrs. Worthington in her daughter's ear as + she kissed her again before she jumped into the buggy beside her + father. Then they drove away from the home and the mother that + were so dear to Bessie's heart.</p> + + <p>Very few words were spoken on the way to town, and after a + long ride Bessie found herself on the train. It all seemed like a + terrible dream; but there was a sweet peace and quietness in her + soul, and her father's loving words rang again and again in her + ears.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2><br> + + <center> + REVERIE. + </center> + + <p>In the days that followed Bessie's arrival at the + <i>Trumpet</i> office, she found many ways in which she could + help spread the gospel. She found, too, that she could preach in + a way that was not at all distasteful to her; for she could set + up many lines of type to be used in printing the gospel message + in the <i>Trumpet</i>, which was carrying light and truth into + many homes and preaching to hungry souls. But oh, how often she + thought of the dear ones at home and of how they were missing + her!</p> + + <p>One evening, when she sought her room and sat down beside the + window, as she had so often done at home, she began to review her + life. As the soft shadows gathered slowly about her, she seemed + to be at home again close beside her mother's knee, listening to + her tender, loving words of sympathy and advice. Bessie could now + see what they had been worth to her. They not only had prepared + her for a common sphere in life, but had given her a thorough + understanding of God's great plan of salvation. As she recalled + her mother's prayers and talks, she realized that, through them, + she had many times escaped what other girls had ignorantly + blundered into, and had been spared a great many of the bitter + sorrows that come into the lives of girls not taught at their + mother's knee. In her thankfulness, she offered a fervent prayer + to her heavenly Father that many more earnest, noble, and + prayerful mothers might be found to guide their children through + the critical period of childhood.</p> + + <p>After three months Bessie returned home for a short visit with + her parents. Upon her arrival she not only found a loving and + tender welcome, but also learned that both her parents had + accepted her call as from God. After a happy visit of two weeks + she returned to her work. With the blessing of God upon her + labors, we shall here bid her good-by.</p> + + <p>In conclusion, we wish to say that what she became was + principally in answer to her faithful mother's prayers. Had she + been left—as many girls are—without a mother's tender + love and confidence, mingled with many earnest prayers, she would + have fallen into temptations that she never knew. She had fully + proved the worth of a praying mother.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXV.</h2><br> + + <center> + A PLEA TO MOTHERS. + </center> + + <p>Home as God intended it is built upon the corner-stone of + virtue and prayer. It makes no difference how beautiful the house + nor how grand its contents, if the mother is a woman who does not + care for God or virtue, the corner-stone of that home is lacking. + Such a home can not stand when trial and temptation enter.</p> + + <p>A stream never rises above its source, nor a home above the + ideals of its founders. No matter how humble the home, do not + belittle its possibilities. Anything so sacred as home can + command heaven's choicest and best blessings. The humblest cabin + may contain that element which makes home the shrine of happiness + and the temple of peace, and will cause it to send forth saints + and heroes.</p> + + <p>Oh that parents, especially mothers, could realize their + influence in the home, their power to direct the young minds + around them into the proper channel! Let us so educate and train + the children that they will be able to get the greatest good from + their natural endowment and that they may use it in such a manner + as will bring the most glory to God. So train them and so live + before them in the home that in after-years they will say with + pleasure: "This precept was always taught me by my parents. + Father and Mother's holy example has been a priceless birthright + to me."</p> + + <p>This is true parenthood. It should be the ideal in every home. + By this I mean parents who realize their responsibility and have + their children's best interest at heart; parents who will + sacrifice any pleasure of their own for the benefit and happiness + of their little ones; parents who will not only bid their + children a hearty welcome into the world, but will care for their + future from that moment, and who have the love and respect of + their entire household.</p> + + <p>You may say that parents like these are few and hard to find. + True, but it is equally so that, with proper knowledge and + understanding, many would approach this standard. Perhaps some + have allowed years to slip carelessly by and their darlings to + pass seemingly beyond their control. To such I would say, It is + never too late to pray.</p> + + <p>Observe the wayward boy whose chief inheritance is a wild, + wilful nature. He is nearing his fourteenth birthday. Having been + allowed to have his own way while small, he has cultivated an + ungovernable desire to do as he pleases. Let the mother of that + boy cease her old habit of saying, "I don't know what will become + of that boy! I don't understand how he can treat me so rudely. + I've done all I can, and he just grows worse," and take a more + rational method. Have you gone to that boy and told him the + sweet, simple story of Jesus and why he came from his beautiful + home; that a part of his mission was to teach you how to make + your home after the pattern of his heavenly home; that his heart + is touched with compassion when he beholds any one in trouble; + that he is grieved because you have made a mistake; but that you + are sorry and are decided to do your duty? Have you told the boy + all that? Have you knelt beside his bed at night with your + tear-dimmed eyes pressed upon his hand, and told him the great + dangers that are before him, even surrounding him, and informed + him how to avoid them? Have you told him that he is at the most + critical time in his life, that a mistake now will mean a life of + suffering for both him and you, and that he can with you begin + over and remove some of his past mistakes? Have you talked thus + to your boy? If not, why not? It is your privilege as well as + your duty.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2><br> + + <center> + PARENTAL DUTY. + </center> + + <p>The first duty of father and mother to their child is to see + that they are a unit on family government. Second, they must + study themselves and their failures, trying to make the weak + places strong. Third, study the disposition of the child, gain an + understanding of its inner life, and find out what pleases and + displeases it; and, while cultivating the good, hold in check the + bad. A mother should understand her children better than any one + else. If she is a thoughtful mother, she knows not only the + surroundings of her children, but many of the impressions that + she has stamped upon their undeveloped minds.</p> + + <p>Children are not putty that can be moulded into any form to + suit our fancy, but there is a method by which we can fashion + their young lives. Much patience, devotion to the child, and + fervent prayer will be needful to accomplish anything worth + while.</p> + + <p>Every parent should see that their attitude toward their + children is what it should be. Consider their feelings and show + them respect, remembering that they have rights upon which you + must not intrude; but never loosen the reigns of home government. + Make any rules that you think practicable and necessary; explain + each rule carefully to your child, giving your reason for making + it, and then demand obedience. Never, unless for some special + reason, ignore any good rule. Should your child happen to break + one of these rules, do not punish without first finding out the + cause. He may not have understood your meaning, or he may have + forgotten. Take him quietly aside; and, after finding out why he + has disobeyed, gently tell him again your reasons for making the + rules and the necessity of his obedience. You might have to do + this several times, but do not excuse him too long. When it is + necessary to punish, ask for wisdom from above, and then punish + in a way that he will understand you and remember the punishment. + When you make a statement, stand by it, if possible, unless you + see error in it. If such be the case, confess your fault. If your + child does not show you due respect and obedience, there is a + cause for it, and it is your duty to find out what that cause + is.</p> + + <p>All children have to contend with bad qualities that have been + inherited. Do not flatter yourself that because the child is + yours it will escape temptation; for all must be tempted, if they + would be strong. Teach your children, according to their ability + to comprehend, all that they should know to be able to shun evil. + Do not think that because your child has inherited some moral + weakness, you are helpless to teach him to overcome it. You can + explain to him his danger and tell him what yielding to the + temptations that come to him because of this weakness will lead + to. Point out the effect of this sin upon the one from whom it + was inherited. Tell the child that the only chance to overcome + this inherited tendency will be by constantly avoiding those + things that will lead to temptation. You may find the task + difficult and you may sometimes feel disheartened, but you must + put that wayward child of yours right, if possible, or God will + hold you accountable. Perhaps the inherited sin may lie at your + own door. If it does, you will understand better how to help him + from under its power.</p> + + <p>In the public school, on the street, and in his various + associations, your child will be exposed to the evil of hearing + impure language from vile lips; and if he be not warned, who can + blame him for listening? Your home teaching must overbalance all + that he hears outside.</p> + + <p>Should some question concerning the mysteries of his own body + or of his own origin be aroused in his mind by impure stories or + by any other cause, you must at once arise to meet the difficulty + before harm is done that will be very difficult to overcome. But + some mother will say: "I do not know what answer to make my child + when he asks questions of such a delicate nature. Would it not be + best to leave his mind free from these ideas until he is older?" + Doubtless it would, if the child would be contented to wait; but + when he has learned enough to ask the question, he is able to + tell whether you speak the truth when you say you do not know, + and he will not be satisfied by the flimsy pretest, "Oh, run away + and don't bother me; I'm too busy."</p> + + <p>Above all else, keep the confidence of your child, so that he + will come to you with every trouble of life. Confidence of + children in their parents is a gift from God. All children have + it at first. See the tottering baby cling to its mother for + support; watch it run to her when it is frightened. Can it not + have the same confidence when it is older? I answer from + experience that it can and should. Truth inspires trust in your + child. If you do not think it best to answer all his questions + fully at the time when he asks them, tell him at least enough to + satisfy his curiosity, and promise him that, if this remains a + secret between you and him, he may come to you whenever he wants + more information. Do not be afraid of having secrets with your + child. The matter may be trifling, but the fact that he is + helping you to keep secrets will teach him to value his word and + will increase his confidence in you. On the other hand, if you + tell him an untruth, do not think that he will come to you again. + No, he will doubtless go to some friend who he thinks will tell + him, and thus get his young mind tainted with impure thoughts. + And little better in results than telling an untruth is putting + the child off till some future time. These questions must be met + when they arrive.</p> + + <p>You may say, "I don't know how much to tell at any one time." + Wisdom is necessary here. No more should be told than will + satisfy the present curiosity of the child. A few questions on + your part will readily discover what information he has gained + and how much he wishes to know.</p> + + <p>A boy of scarce six summers once came to his mother with a + question of life. The mother was shocked; but, offering an + earnest prayer for wisdom, she questioned the child and found + that he had heard remarks made by older boys. As his mind was + developed enough to comprehend part of their conversation, his + curiosity was aroused. Having perfect confidence in his mother, + he had sought her for an explanation of the points that perplexed + him. As simply as possible, that mother gave the information, + ending with the words, "Now, darling, this is to be a perfect + secret between us; and when you are old enough, I will tell you + more." Years passed by until the boy was in his eleventh year; + then he once more went to his mother for information. "Mama," he + began, "do you remember the time you told me a secret?" She + answered that she did, and he continued: "Well, I have kept that + secret. I have never mentioned it to any one. And do you remember + that you said some time you would tell me more?" When she + answered, "Yes," he said quickly, "Don't you think I'm old enough + now?" In answer, the mother put her arms about him and said, "My + son, you shall hear all you wish to hear. What is it, dear?" Then + as each question came, she gave him a satisfactory answer, and + ended by saying, "Whenever you want to know more, come to me, and + I will tell you." That boy continued to go to his mother; and + when he entered the most trying period of his life, her advice + kept him from the dangers into which so many fall. In hours of + trial she was able to point him to the Savior. Never neglect the + duty of warning your child of danger.</p> + + <p>Teaching of this kind will endear you to your children long + after you are resting in the grave. They will recount, "My mother + told me this. My father taught me that. They must have understood + God's plan of salvation, or they would never have known how to + tell me these things." But the task will require your highest + talents. Sympathy and love, constant watchfulness, and earnest + prayer will be the most needful. Since the child does not know + himself, you must learn to know him. You must search for the + secret springs that govern his actions and for the master key + that will unlock his heart.</p> + + <p>One dear young woman, relating her experience to me, said: "My + mother died when I was only six years old; but I know she must + have been a Christian, because some friends who knew her told me + of her devoted life and of earnest pleadings for her children + when she saw that she must leave them. All that I can remember + about her was seeing her bowing in prayer or talking to us + children. There are desires in my nature that I know must have + been planted within me in answer to her prayer. After her death I + was cast out upon the world. I went to live with a very ungodly + family, but that sense of right and wrong within me made me shun + and despise their evil ways. I loved to read my Bible. From it I + learned that, if I would gain heaven, I must forsake sin and live + a pure life. To live such a life was a pleasure until I found + that the denomination whose meetings I attended would not allow + me to say much about a holy life, because their creed did not + teach it. Then I promised the Lord that I would be a Christian if + I had to be one all by myself. This was not necessary, for I + found many true Christians who believed all that the Bible + teaches."</p> + + <p>That mother's prayers had fashioned and governed the life of + her daughter long before the child was able to understand her + mother's meaning. Parents can not begin too early to win the + child's love and confidence, and they should spare no pains to + maintain these to mature years. Those who do will find that their + children will never, even to old age, fail to come to them for + sympathy and advice. Children so reared will always love and + honor their father and mother as the Bible says they should, and + will look upon their parents' lives as examples for them to + imitate. See to it that you show yourself a good pattern, in + thought, word, and deed, for them to follow.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2><br> + + <center> + USEFUL HINTS. + </center> + + <p>There is no definite rule whereby parents may control their + home, except to seek advice from God, for no two families have + the same environment. Any method that will bring about the + desired result may be applied; but the method must be systematic + and thorough. A positive attitude is good, and should be + encouraged, but harshness ought never to be used. The latter will + tend to discouragement and resentment in the child, while the + former will teach the difference between right and wrong.</p> + + <p>Be charitable to your children in regard to their faults and + failings, so that they may learn by your example to be charitable + to each other and to their fellows. Teach them the blessings that + charity will bring to them; show them that it is the greatest of + God's gifts and that without it they will meet many buffetings + from their contact with the world. Remember that Paul speaks of + it as "the more excellent way" and admonishes us to desire it + above all things else.</p> + + <p>Children must have entertainment. Rich and costly furniture, + elaborate parties, or even guests are not necessary. Children may + be entertained in a very simple manner. What child does not enjoy + the old-fashioned game of hide-and-seek, tag, or some such + innocent amusement with Papa and Mama? It may take a little of + your time, but what of that? Do all you can to make your home the + happiest place on earth for your children.</p> + + <p>"Yes," says one, "that will do while the children are little; + but just wait until they grow up, and then they will seek other + company." I did not say that they must always stay with you. Of + course they will desire to go from home sometimes. What I mean is + that we can make home so attractive that they will note the + difference between it and the outside world. The interest we take + in them will constrain them to remain at home and to return when + away from it. Home! Oh that beautiful word! Poets have written + about it, choirs have sung about it, but who can fathom the + meaning of that little word, home! None but the child who has + been taught to revere, cherish, and enjoy it, and then looking + back remembers the happy years spent in the home circle.</p> + + <p>I think that I hear a father say, "When I return from my work, + I am so tired I can not stand the children's noise." Is that so? + Do you not love your children, and are you not working for their + welfare! If so, do you not think that a little less labor with + your hands and a little time spent with them would be more + profitable? Perhaps a little romp or chat with them would rest + you. Try it anyway. You who are desk workers can afford it: it + will help you to cast off the responsibilities of the day and the + better prepare you for the morrow. A romp with the children is + not lost; but, on the other hand, is a benefit for both parent + and child. Thoughtful parents can think of many things that will + increase the interest in home and will draw them closer to their + children.</p> + + <p>Sometimes it is good for the children to visit their friends, + but parents should always be acquainted with these friends. Never + let your child go where games are played that you would not allow + played in your own home. Here is where conscience and confidence + will help you. Be cautious about allowing your child to go + somewhere to stay all night. In this way many a child has learned + evil practises and in some cases been ruined. Then, too, it draws + his mind away from the home circle.</p> + + <p>"But," you say, "all this I have done, and yet my children are + now forgetful of it all. They are indulging in many things that + they were taught to be harmful to the soul." My dear friend, can + you not remember when this state of things began? Can you not + point to a time when there was a drifting from your home circle? + when home life began to seem too narrow for your child? when he + began to crave the association of others more than that of his + own brothers and sisters? Did you at that time lift up your home + banner and shield? Did you tell him of the rapids in the + distance? "No," you falteringly answer; "I thought there could be + no harm in allowing him to mingle with his chums at school and to + visit them in their homes. I was afraid to be too particular, + lest he should think me too strict with him." Ah! friend, that + was your golden opportunity, and you failed to see it. After + instructing the child, you should have bowed with him in prayer, + giving him over to God's keeping. Then, if he chose to + go—remembering that your prayers were following + him—nine chances out of ten he would have returned with + words similar to those spoken by a youth who had been permitted + to attend a party. In answer to his father's question he said, + "Yes; I had a good time, but I have better times at home." + "Better times at home!" Think of it, parents! Is it not worth + some self-denial, some sacrifices, on pour part, to have your + home spoken of in this manner?</p> + + <p>"Yes," says a mother, "that is all right when both parents are + in harmony and have salvation; but suppose that the parents are + poor and that one is unsaved?" I have seen just such homes as + this governed in the manner whereof I speak. God gave more grace + and strength to the saved companion; and, although there were + many difficulties to encounter, yet the saved one was able to + influence the home for God. "All things are possible to him that + believeth," said Christ in olden times, and his statement is + still true.</p> + + <p>Again, I hear a parent whose loved companion has recently died + say, "What can I do now to train my children aright?" There comes + before my mind a beautiful scene of a faithful mother with her + son and daughter whom she had brought up to God's glory. She was + left alone with these two precious ones to guide and rear to + manhood and womanhood. She bade adieu to the words "I can't" and + with determination went about her task. As God never lets such + zeal go without assistance, this mother found help in time of + need. Another scene which I love to recall is that of a devoted + father and by his side his two motherless daughters just entering + womanhood. He gives them every spare moment that he has, and both + are real examples of trust and purity.</p> + + <p>In your zeal to find entertainment for your children, do not + forget that they must have employment. See that every member of + your household has certain work to do. This work should be suited + to the years and the strength of the individual and, if possible, + to his likes and dislikes. Work of the proper kind will + strengthen the muscles, improve the health, keep out many evils, + and create in the young a desire to help bear the burdens of + life. Periods of rest may be made profitable by having on hand as + much wholesome literature as you are able to secure. By this + means much useful knowledge may be stored. The reading need not + be confined wholly to religious works; reliable treatises on + science, art, mechanics, cooking, chemistry, domestic economy, + health, etc., are all profitable if not indulged in to the + exclusion of religious literature. If you trust God, he will help + you to know what to do.</p> + + <p>A lady once said, "Our children are what we make them, and we + get out of them just what we put in." These words contain much + truth. God holds all parents, according to their light and + understanding, responsible for the training of their + children.</p> + + <p>If you have a preference among your children, never reveal it. + On the contrary, endeavor to place the less favored ahead in your + care and attention. You can justly do this, for the favorite will + get all the attention he deserves anyway. I well remember a case + where the mother's favorite son brought sorrow and shame to the + entire household by stealing from his own father, simply because + she had humored and petted him in childhood. Parents can not be + too careful in this respect.</p> + + <p>Many a mother does not realize how highly her children value + her opinion. A boy had met with an accident that somewhat + disfigured him for a time. While he was preparing to leave for + school, his mother said, "You will no doubt be made sport of + today; are you able to bear it?" His answer was, "Oh, I don't + care what any one says about me but you; but if you were to make + fun of me, I couldn't stand it."</p> + + <center> + SWEET GEM OF THE HOME. + </center> + + <div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Thou formal home, so graced, so blest,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>With earthly treasures rare;</i></p> + + <p><i>Within thy portals we expect</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>All graces rich and fair.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>We gaze, we search, but all in vain;</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>The gem we love so well,</i></p> + + <p><i>"Sweet innocence," doth not remain,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Nor in thy chambers dwell.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Thy children, as the world they greet,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Are bearing tales of thee;</i></p> + + <p><i>"I was not warned," they oft repeat,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Nor taught at Mother's knee.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Sweet Innocence, thou heav'nly grace,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Rich gem from God above!</i></p> + + <p><i>Thy touch upon the human face</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Reveals but peace and love.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Thy treasures richer far than gold,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thy gifts of greatest worth,</i></p> + + <p><i>Might grace our homes, except for sin,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Whose curse now sweeps the earth.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>We look for thee within the maid,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>With beauty, grace, and charm,</i></p> + + <p><i>But find thy flight she hath not stayed,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Nor doth she feel alarm.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Then in the lad, whose noble brow</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thy presence might suggest;</i></p> + + <p><i>With closer view we must allow</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>By thee he is not blest.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>E'en when we look within the child</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>And laud his graces sweet,</i></p> + + <p><i>We find his mind so soon defiled</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>For thee 'tis no retreat.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>"And why?" we ask, "oh! why is this?</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Such need and dearth abound.</i></p> + + <p><i>Oh! why in homes of promised bliss</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>May not this gem be found?"</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>The mystery, so deep, so great,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Is simply lack of prayer;</i></p> + + <p><i>Is bidding timely warning wait</i></p> + + <p><i>For daily toil and care.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Allowing things that crumble, waste,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Our whole attention claim,</i></p> + + <p><i>We cause sweet Innocence in haste</i></p> + + <p><i>To leave our homes to shame.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>But thee, sweet grace, we find in some—</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thank God thou art not lost!—</i></p> + + <p><i>We see thee in the Christian home</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>As royal guest and host.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>We note the mother as she pleads</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>For counsel from God's throne,</i></p> + + <p><i>Then goes with wisdom that she needs</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>And strength to make it known.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>We watch the child in this true home,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>And in its face so fair</i></p> + + <p><i>We recognise what doth become</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>A faithful mother's prayer.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Sweet Innocence! 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BYRUM</h2> + + <p style="text-align: center;">GOSPEL TRUMPET COMPANY</p> + + <p style="text-align: center;">First Printing 1911</p><br> + + <h2>PREFACE.</h2> + + <p>This book has a purpose: it is sent forth as precious seed, + with the prayer that it will fall into "good soil" in many hearts + and bring forth an hundredfold.</p> + + <p>All parents with natural affection desire the best things for + their children. Such fathers and mothers have high hopes that + from their home will go forth noble men and women—yes, even + heroes. Many fail to realize the attainment of this ideal in + their children, because of a lack of the knowledge necessary to + bring about the desired development in the child-life.</p> + + <p>The following pages were written with the fervent hope that + they would, at least in some measure, be a help in developing the + young lives entrusted to your care. If your harvest-time is past; + if your children have grown up and have left the old home, you + may be able to help some one who still has little ones to + train.</p> + + <p>One object in relating actual experiences was that the reader + might be guided in the application of those principles of + child-training which, if merely stated in the abstract, might be + hard to understand and difficult of application. The principles + herein stated are not mere theories, but they have the + commendation of having stood the test of use. Two other objects + of this simple story of home life are that the thoughtful mother + may get a view of the effects of certain extreme environments on + the child-life and, by observing the substantial results + accomplished by a praying mother, she may discover the secret of + success.</p> + + <p>The incidents of this little home story are all true, even to + minute details, as far as memory serves one of the actors in this + drama of home life after the lapse of many years; but as most of + the principal characters are still living, the correct names + have, for the most part, been withheld. Should one of your + children ask, "Mama, who was Bessie Worthington?" you can + truthfully answer, "She was a little girl who lived in Michigan; + and she and her papa and mama are still living."</p> + + <p>If, by reading this little book, any mother shall see wherein + she can improve upon her past teaching, and thus be able to do + more for the spiritual and moral well-being of her children, the + writer will feel amply rewarded. May the blessing of God attend + it as it goes forth.</p><span style="margin-left: 3em;">Yours in + Him,</span><br> + <span style="margin-left: 4em;">Isabel C. Byrum.</span><br> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CONTENTS"></a> + + <h2>CONTENTS.</h2><a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.</a> - Two + Scenes<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.</a> - A Praying Mother<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.</a> - Early Training<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.</a> - God's Care<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.</a> - Consecration<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.</a> - Conscience<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.</a> - A Downward Step<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII.</a> - A Wise Decision<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX.</a> - Self-Control<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X.</a> - Parental Control<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI.</a> - Christian Experience<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</a> - The Beautiful + Secret<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII.</a> - Blessing and + Trial<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV.</a> - The Surprise Party<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV.</a> - Leroy's Healing<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI.</a> - Explaining the Divine + Life<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII.</a> - Temptations<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII.</a> - Answers to + Prayer<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX.</a> - Lost in the Woods<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX.</a> - Novel-Reading<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI.</a> - Glad Tidings<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII.</a> - The Meetings<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII.</a> - Bessie Sees Her + Duty<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV.</a> - Reverie<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV.</a> - A Plea to Mothers<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI.</a> - Parental Duty<br> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII.</a> - Useful Hints<br> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="THE_VALUE_OF_A_PRAYING_MOTHER"></a> + + <h2>THE VALUE OF A PRAYING MOTHER</h2> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_I"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER I.</h2><br> + + <center> + TWO SCENES. + </center> + + <p>How delightful to step into the home where God is counselor of + both parent and child! How blessed the companionship in such a + home! There God counsels in sweet, tender tones. He teaches his + will and gives the needed wisdom. God is man's truest and best + teacher. James says, "If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of + God, that giveth to all men liberally ... and it shall be given + him." Be the home ever so beautiful, if it is not a house of + prayer, it is not a place of true happiness. Parents should often + commune with the Lord; especially the mother, with her many cares + and perplexities, if she would do justice to the little ones + entrusted to her care.</p> + + <p>A beautiful picture now comes to my mind—a picture of an + ideal mother of olden time. She dwelt in Ramah of Palestine. Her + lonely home nestled among the lonely hills. She loved to commune + with the Lord, for deep in her bosom she carried a sorrow that + only he could help her to bear. Her home lacked that sweet + sunlight which innocent childhood brings. She longed and prayed + for a little life to guide and direct in the ways of the + Lord.</p> + + <p>Once every year she went with her husband to Shiloh, where + sacrifices were offered, and there publicly worshiped the Lord. + When at the house of the Lord one day, she prayed long and + earnestly that God would grant the desire of her heart. "O Lord + of hosts," she prayed, "if thou wilt indeed look on the + affliction of thine handmaid, and remember me, and not forget + thine handmaid, but wilt give unto thine handmaid a man child, + then I will give him unto the Lord all the days of his life, and + there shall no razor come upon his head."</p> + + <p>A scene like this must have been rare even to the priest of + God; for he mistook this sad woman for one drunken with wine. She + begged him not to look upon her as such. When the man of God saw + by her modest, earnest words that she was not drunken as he had + supposed, he changed his reproof into a blessing. "Go in peace," + he said, "and the God of Israel grant thy petition that thou hast + asked of him." With perfect confidence that God had heard and + answered prayer, the woman arose and returned with her husband to + their home in Ramah.</p> + + <p>The next year she did not go up to Shiloh; for God had granted + her petition and had given her a little son. Her husband was + willing for her to remain at home, but he cautioned her not to + forget her promise to the Lord. He feared, perhaps, that the + mother might become so attached to her child that she would be + unwilling to part with him as she had promised. His warning was + unnecessary.</p> + + <p>As soon as Samuel (for this is what the mother named her son) + was old enough to be useful, she took him to the house of God and + presented him to the Lord. It must have sounded to the aged + priest (who soon would have to cease his work upon earth) like a + voice from heaven, when the happy mother, pointing to her child, + said: "For this child I prayed; and the Lord hath given me my + petition which I asked of him: therefore also I have lent him to + the Lord; as long as he liveth he shall be lent to the Lord."</p> + + <p>Again the mother prays; this time not in sorrow, but from a + heart filled with thanksgiving. She feels no regret because of + her vow. Her child became a great blessing to many people, and + the Lord gave her other sons and daughters to cheer her + heart.</p> + + <p>By reading the story we find that "the child Samuel grew and + was in favor both with the Lord and also with men." Why was this? + In answer to his devoted mother's prayer, the Holy Spirit hovered + over that child, shielding him from the cruel darts and arrows of + the enemy. He had been taught the ways of the Lord from his + cradle and his life was fully consecrated to God.</p> + + <p>A different scene comes before me now—a scene that + brings a shudder. Upon a ship sailing along the shores of France + were a man and his wife on their way to join a band of villainous + people in India. Being on a secret mission, they traveled slowly + and carefully. It was a tedious and dangerous journey. One stormy + day, on the Bay of Biscay, a child was born to them.</p> + + <p>No loving welcome from the lips of a prayerful parent awaited + this poor little innocent child; instead, curses were his + portion, and, by the order of his mother, he was cast aside in a + pile of rubbish to die. By chance the father passed that way and, + finding his child's poor little perishing form, picked it up, + took it to his wife, and commanded her to see that it was cared + for.</p> + + <p>As the child grew and developed in this atmosphere of sin and + degradation, is it strange that he partook of his parents' nature + and developed even worse habits than they? Unless the proper home + influence is thrown around a child, he can not help suffering + from the inherited sins of his parents.</p> + + <p>When this child became a man, he knew nothing of virtue and + honesty. His life was enveloped in a shroud of darkest crimes. + Leaving India, he went to Europe and from there sailed to + America. Each year found him better acquainted with court + proceedings and prison walls. It was a common thing for him to + break into a man's house and steal every valuable that he could + find.</p> + + <p>I recently met this man and heard from his own lips the dark + story of his life. As he was relating an account of a desperate + burglary, I asked him what he would have done if the man of the + house had awakened. "Please do not ask me." he answered. "I was + always armed, and a man's life was no more to me than a dog's. + There are scenes that I can not, I dare not, recall, for I am a + changed man now."</p> + + <p>Thank God, he is a changed man. He had not been too vile for + God to find. Jesus had cleansed his heart from all desire to do + evil. Having confessed his crimes and given himself up to be + punished, he had been sent to prison, but because of good + behavior had been soon pardoned. He is now spending his life + among the lower class, whom he understands so well and pities so + much, trying to show them the way of salvation.</p> + + <p>Note the atmosphere that surrounded the cradle of each of the + babes of whom we have been speaking. In the first home we find + prayer, love, hope, and tenderness; in the last, sin, hatred, + crime, and villainy. Oh that mothers everywhere would take + warning! If only these two pictures could be framed and hung in + the recesses of every mother's heart where they might teach their + silent lesson! If only mothers might see how powerful for good or + evil is their influence; how the affections and the mental powers + may be moulded by prayer and maternal love, and how the + groundwork for the future of the child may be laid in its early + training!</p> + + <p>A sensible mother has a charm and wields an influence that + takes a fast hold on the hearts of those who are dear to her. The + kindly sympathy of youth, the deep affection of manhood, can be + traced to influences that began at mother's knee.</p> + + <p>What true, prayerful mother does not feel as her child closely + nestles to her bosom that she is invested with a divine, + mysterious power, an influence which she can not understand? Then + it is that she sees her imperfections and longs for wisdom to + know how to guide her child. God alone can supply that + understanding. She is her child's book of wisdom, love, and, + beauty, but she should be of God's writing.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_II"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER II.</h2><br> + + <center> + A PRAYING MOTHER. + </center> + + <p>Still another mother comes before my mind—an earnest, + zealous, pious mother, who fashioned her life and example + continually by God's Word and endeavored daily to teach her + children the deep truths of salvation in language so simple that + they could understand, to seek out the causes of their failures + and discouragements, and to give them timely advice and + instruction.</p> + + <p>As I trace a few of her experiences, which are all true + incidents, I trust they may sink into some perplexed mother's + heart and enable her to wield the instruments of love and prayer + about her darlings and to be more able to guide their tender + hearts in the right course.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington lived in the great city of Chicago, in a + small cottage on Portland Avenue near Thirty-first Street. + Nothing about the dwelling was elaborate; everything was simple, + but very neat. Pretty vines trailed gracefully over the porch and + windows, and a few flower beds filled up the dull nooks and + corners. In front of the house was a grassy lawn enclosed by a + picket fence. Here the children could play apart from the rough + waifs that thronged the street. Within the cottage the same quiet + taste was in evidence.</p> + + <p>Every day in her cozy sitting-room Mrs. Worthington talked + with her little girls, Bessie and Louise. In times of trouble and + perplexity she bowed with them in prayer. How much the children + enjoyed their mother's comradeship and counsel! The mother + realized the importance of these early impressions made on the + child's mind. She had promised God to do all in her power to + train her children for heaven. She had commenced early, even from + the time she had first looked into the depths of their innocent + eyes.</p> + + <p>She had taught them that when any trouble arose between them, + they were to kneel in prayer and ask God to help the one who had + done wrong. Once she heard Bessie say, "Louise, I have prayed for + you three times, and I believe I shall have to pray for you + again." Louise was not a bad child; she had as sweet and happy a + disposition as Bessie; but, as with all small children, little + difficulties arose between them.</p> + + <p>Wishing to know what her two little girls would do on such an + occasion, she watched them. Bessie quietly took her little + sister's hand, lead her aside, and knelt with her in prayer. Then + with all earnestness she prayed, "O Lord, help Louise to to be + good, for Jesus' sake. Amen." The prayer, though short, was + effectual; for both went back to their play with happy faces, and + they had no more trouble that day.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_III"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER III.</h2><br> + + <center> + EARLY TRAINING. + </center> + + <p>As the daily teaching continued, Mrs. Worthington taught her + children many helpful lessons. She told them of the great + necessity of a Savior and of his mission to humanity. She taught + them how God looked upon disobedience, and always illustrated her + talks with interesting Bible stories and their every-day + experiences. In this way she taught them not only the evil + effects of wrong-doing but also the sure reward of + right-doing.</p> + + <p>One summer, while the family was spending their vacation in + Michigan at the pretty country home of an aunt, something + happened that helped the children to apprehend their mother's + meaning. This incident, although in some measure painful to Mrs. + Worthington, impressed the lesson upon their young minds almost + better than anything else could have.</p> + + <p>The house was situated upon a hill that sloped gradually down + to the shore of a lake. In many ways this lake was very + attractive, especially to the two little girls, who were then at + the ages of two and four years. Mrs. Worthington carefully warned + the children of the danger of playing near the lake shore; but, + not realizing the greatness of their temptation, she trusted them + too far. Time after time they made their way down to the water's + edge. Something must be done; but what?</p> + + <p>One morning Mr. Worthington noticed his little daughters + standing in front of the house. Although he could not hear their + words, he clearly perceived that they were talking about a trip + to the forbidden lake. They hesitated some time, but at last + walked slowly down the hillside to the lake. Again they + hesitated. Finally descending the steps of the boat-house, they + stepped into the sparkling water. How dainty the ripples about + their feet, and how clear the water!</p> + + <p>"Surely there can be no harm or danger," thought Bessie; but + she remembered the oft-repeated warnings of her parents and aunt. + The shells lost their beauty when she remembered hearing her + father say that bears sometimes travel up and down the shores. + What if a bear should some that morning? She gave a quick, + searching glance among the trees, but, seeing nothing, she tried + to forget about bears. She might have been able to forget about + them, but she could not forget that she was disobedient. Her + conscience would not let her; the more she tried to forget, the + louder it talked. She was just about to take her little sister + back to the house, when she heard a rustling among the branches + of a tall tree directly above the path over which she must pass. + The next moment she thought she heard a low growl. "O Louise," + she cried, "I do believe that is the bear papa told us about." + The tree then began to sway from side to side and they heard + another growl, louder than the first. Seizing her little sister's + hand, Bessie hastened to help her out of the water. By this time + both were thoroughly frightened; for while visiting one of the + parks in Chicago once, they had seen a bear hug his keeper until + he could not stand. Bessie remembered the incident and tried to + help Louise to hurry; but when the tree shook again, this time + just above her, she screamed wildly and ran a few steps alone. + When she got past the danger-point her reason returned, and, + looking back, she saw her sister's great danger, as she stood + just beneath the fatal tree. Rushing back, she almost carried + Louise (while the growling continued), and they were soon up the + hill. In the house they told of their strange experience, the + substance of the story being, "The bear; The bear!"</p> + + <p>Mr. Worthington soon joined the excited circle and secretly + explained to his wife that he had been the supposed bear and that + he had taken this course to teach the children a lesson. His plan + was successful, for after that the children did not care to go to + the lake alone.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington, however, was very sad because her children + had been deceived. Unlike her husband, who was not a Christian, + she believed in keeping the confidence of her children and in + praying with them when they were disobedient. She decided to be + more prompt and watchful in the future and to shield them from + temptation as much as possible.</p> + + <p>She improved the opportunity for some wholesome instruction. + From the stories of Jonah and King Saul she brought forth some + excellent lessons on disobedience. She told the children that, + although they might think when tempted to disobey that nobody saw + them, yet there was one whose eye was ever beholding their deeds, + whether good or bad. Then she knelt in prayer with her children, + praying with a full heart to that God who is everywhere present + and from whom all our strength must come, that he would teach her + how to guide the precious souls entrusted to her care.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_IV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2><br> + + <center> + GOD'S CARE. + </center> + + <p>Considering this mother's deep piety, do you think it strange + that she saw God's hand in everything that befell her, and + ascribed praise to him for it all?</p> + + <p>After the return of the family to their home in Chicago the + father became very ill. His sickness was so severe and so long + continued that poverty began to threaten them. Mr. Worthington + could not take the resigned view of their circumstances that his + wife took, but often gave way to complaining. But Mrs. + Worthington thanked God that things were no worse and ever + encouraged her husband with the promises that God would + provide.</p> + + <p>At last Christmas morning came and found them in extreme + poverty. Mr. Worthington still weak from his illness, but able to + go around a little, came in from his morning walk very gloomy and + feeling that his friends were very few. "This is the saddest + Christmas I have ever known," he said to Mrs. Worthington. "It is + almost more than I can bear to know that I have nothing to give + the children today, and barely enough in the house to eat. I did + not realize it so keenly until I saw an old man trudging along + Thirty-first Street with a large pack upon his back. That man was + surely going to surprise some of his friends. How much we need a + friend like that!" "Never mind," said Mrs. Worthington softly; + "God has promised to be a friend in time of need, and I believe + he will care for us today."</p> + + <p>As she finished speaking, a rap was heard at the door. Mr. + Worthington arose slowly, wondering who could be their early + caller. When he opened the door, he was greatly surprised to see + the aged man with the pack and to find him to be his own father. + Mr. Worthington had entered the house too soon to see his father + turn the corner and enter the yard.</p> + + <p>As the large burden was laid upon the floor and unpacked, + there seemed to be no end to the good things. A turkey, cake, + pies, in fact, all that was needful for a generous Christmas + dinner, as well as a gift for each one. It was a very thankful + family that gathered around the table that day.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_V"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER V.</h2><br> + + <center> + CONSECRATION. + </center> + + <p>In regard to her children, Mrs. Worthington had passed through + a deep consecration. She fully realized that they were only lent + her by the Lord, entrusted to her care to be trained for + usefulness in his service, and she was determined to do all in + her power to prepare them as the Lord intended. In all sincerity, + she had placed her children upon the altar of consecration, + promising God never to let her will interfere with his designs + concerning them.</p> + + <p>I do not think a child of God ever makes a consecration that + is not tested in some form or other. This mother's consecration + was tested.</p> + + <p>A wealthy aunt, having lost all her children and being very + lonely, thought to fill the vacancy in her heart and home by + adopting a little child. After several vain attempts to find a + suitable child, she sought the home of her niece, Mrs. + Worthington. She came with many misgivings. When she made her + errand known, her niece said: "Auntie, my children are no longer + mine; I have given them to the Lord, and whatever is his will + concerning them shall be mine. You will have to obtain my + husband's consent." Thus far Aunt A. was delighted with her + success, and she eagerly sought the father. She tried to point + out to Mrs. Worthington, who was heartbroken at the prospect of + losing her child, how abundantly able she (the aunt) was to + provide for the child and spoke of the extreme poverty of the + Worthington home. The mother knew all this, but she knew too that + God's Spirit does not always rule in wealthy homes. Would she do + right to let her child slip from under her parental care? Many + thoughts of this nature surged through her brain, and many + temptations to say no came to her; but instead of giving a + decisive answer she sought counsel from the all-wise Counselor. + While in prayer she thought of faithful Abraham's trial regarding + Isaac, and she felt that God was just as able to carry her + through temptation or test, if she submitted all to his will.</p> + + <p>Mr. Worthington gave his consent for one of the children to go + for a visit. The aunt having chosen Bessie, hasty preparations + were made for their departure. As the mother kissed her + curly-haired little girl good-by, her heart seemed bursting with + sorrow. She tried to control her feelings, but only God knew the + wound that her aunt's parting words made. "Use your influence in + my behalf, Niece, with your husband, in case we want to keep + Bessie," she had said, and then the great train moved slowly from + the station. Abraham was all the mother could think of on her + return home. Oh! would God give her back her child?</p> + + <p>Letter after letter came, each telling how fond the aunt and + her husband were of Bessie and how happy she was in her new home, + but not a word about her return. Four, five, six weeks passed. + Then one day a letter came stating that they had decided not to + adopt a child now and that, as Bessie was getting homesick, the + parents might expect her home the next day. Then, it had been + only a test! Oh, how glad Mrs. Worthington was that she had been + faithful. Yes, her God was the very same God that Abraham had + served centuries before. It was hard to wait until train-time the + next day. When once more the loving mother held her darling child + in her arms, the tears that could not flow for weeks streamed + freely.</p> + + <p>Bessie was glad to be at home again. After the cold, formal, + loveless life at her aunt's, she appreciated her own humble home + more than ever before.</p> + + <p>But a far greater test was waiting the dear mother—one + that would call for more than human strength to bear.</p> + + <p>After Bessie's return Mrs. Worthington put forth every effort + to teach her children more about heavenly things. She bore in + mind the scripture, "Train up a child in the way it should go; + and when it is old, it will not depart from it." As she did not + want to fail along this line, she spent every spare moment with + her children. And she seldom let them go from home to visit + unaccompanied by her; but one day, being very busy, she let them + go alone to their grandmother's. The distance was not great, and + Bessie, now nearly six years old, knew the way perfectly. All + would have been well had their grandmother been at home. She + being away, the girls stopped to watch some children at play. + These children were breaking old bottles that they had picked up + in the alley. As the little girls stood watching the sport, a + large brown bottle was brought forth and with a heavy stroke of + the hammer was broken. Small pieces of the glass flew in every + direction. One piece struck Louise on the palm of the hand just + below the thumb, knocking off the skin, but not producing a wound + deep enough to bleed. Her grandmother, who appeared on the scene + just at this time, examined the wound. She though it would soon + be all right, but bound it up with a cloth to satisfy the child. + The children played as usual and then returned home in time for + supper.</p> + + <p>When they came in, their mother, who had been very busy + through the day at housecleaning, was preparing a hasty supper, + and she gave them no special attention. The family were soon + seated around the supper-table. They had not been there long + until Mrs. Worthington noticed that Louise was not eating. She + asked the child why she did not eat, but received no reply. On + being asked if her throat was sore, Louise nodded her head. Still + the mother did not think the child's condition serious; and, + after pinning a flannel around the child's neck, she did the + evening work and prepared to attend a prayer-meeting. She had + noticed the rag upon Louise's hand, but Bessie had laughed about + the little cut and said, "Grandma tied it up just to please + Louise."</p> + + <p>Although the meeting that night was unusually good, Mrs. + Worthington could not forget the expression on her child's face + as they had kissed each other good-by. It seemed to be before her + all the time; so she really felt relieved when the meeting closed + and she could return.</p> + + <p>Upon entering her home she immediately asked her husband, "How + is Louise?" He answered that she had been very naughty and cross + and that he had been obliged to punish her. This news increased + the mother's fears. Feeling of the child's head, she found it hot + and feverish.</p> + + <p>As Louise continued to grow worse, at two o'clock in the + morning Mrs. Worthington thought it best to examine the child's + throat; but when the mother asked the little girl to open her + mouth, she said, "Mama, I can't."</p> + + <p>"What!" exclaimed the mother, "you can not open your mouth! + Why, child, what is the matter with you?" Although Louise tried + repeatedly to open her mouth, she could force her teeth apart + only about an eighth of an inch, and only with great difficulty + could she speak.</p> + + <p>By this time Mr. Worthington had fully awakened to the fact + that something serious was troubling his child, and he sprang to + her side. As soon as possible they summoned a doctor. He found + that the cut on her hand had caused lockjaw, but said that there + was no cause for alarm. The parents, however, felt very anxious + and called in several doctors for consultation. They found that + it was too late to do anything for the child. "The course of this + disease," said the doctors, "is usually very rapid; and we are + sorry that we can offer no hope."</p> + + <p>When Mrs. Worthington heard the doctors' verdict, anguish such + as she had never experienced before filled her soul. Her thoughts + went back to the previous night. Oh! why had she not examined the + child closely then? In her distress she cried to the Lord, + saying, "Dear Lord, what can this mean? Must I go through another + test with one of my children? If so, help me to say amen to thy + will!"</p> + + <p>Everything possible was done for the comfort of the little + sufferer. The little life was swiftly nearing its close. Even + when the doctors injected medicine into her arm to relieve her + pain, she did not murmur. Forgetful for a moment of her + suffering, she looked into her mother's eyes and said, "Mama, I + love you"; then turning to her father, "Papa, I love you"; and + then to the doctors and friends, "I like all these folks."</p> + + <p>What a beautiful testimony? She had only kindly feelings in + her heart for all, even for the doctors, who seemed to be her + enemies. Her words were as a message sent from God as they fell + into that mother's heart. They seemed as sweet incense and a + soothing balm to her troubled spirit. Gazing into the child's + face, the mother read of the tender, compassionate love of God + for suffering humanity; she read of the depth of Christ's love + for the innocent and pure; and, by the heavenly smile that + lighted the little face as her darling sank into unconsciousness, + she saw that the child realized her Savior's presence.</p> + + <p>Slowly the tide is going out; the soul of the child is passing + from the mother's presence into life immortal. "O my darling, + speak to me once more!" The large blue eyes slowly unclose; a + look of disappointment comes into them as she says, "Where has + Jesus gone?" The dear eyes softly close; she sinks again into + unconsciousness; the beautiful expression of happiness returns; + the mother knows that her darling is in the arms of Jesus and is + content.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington did not sorrow as those who have no hope; for + she knew that her heavenly Father knew best, and she could look + up with confidence and say, "The Lord gave, and the Lord hath + taken away: blessed be the name of the Lord." With the father it + was different. Up to this time he had never had any serious + thoughts of a future life. He knew that his wife was a good + woman, but he considered her religious views rather strange. She + had seen so much error among the popular religious denominations + and had felt such bondage when meeting with them, that she + worshiped with a few spiritual people in a little prayer-meeting. + Because of this peculiarity, he had even feared that her mind was + affected; but now, when he saw her fortitude under deep trial, he + felt that surely there was an unseen power supporting her—a + power that he secretly longed to possess, although the time for + attaining it he set indefinitely in the future.</p> + + <p>As Louise had been his idol, his grief was deep. It stirred + his whole being. Her last testimony had convinced him that there + is a Savior, that he is interested in mankind, and that he is + able to keep in every affliction. Standing by the cold, lifeless + form of his little daughter, he promised God that he would meet + her in heaven.</p> + + <p>After these things Mrs. Worthington realized more keenly than + ever the value of confidence between children and parents. With + renewed energy she sought daily to strengthen that cord which now + seemed to her almost divine. Her daily talks now contained a + richer and deeper meaning to Bessie, whose understanding of + heavenly things was growing clearer since her sister's death. + Through her mother's teaching she gained a knowledge of God and + spiritual life that would have taken her many, many years to + comprehend had she been left to herself.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was surprised and pleased to note Bessie's + confidence in her mother's teaching. One day, in answer to the + assertion of a little neighbor girl that Louise was not alive, + but dead and buried, Bessie said, "I know Sister's body is dead + and buried, but her soul is living with Jesus. He was waiting for + her when she died and took her soul away with him."</p> + + <p>"I am glad, my child," said her mother, sometime after this + conversation, "that you love to come to me with things that + trouble you; for as you're going to school now, you can not help + hearing and seeing many things that I would rather keep from you + until you're older. You'll see and hear many things that you + should allow no place in your life; but if you'll always come to + me, I'll instruct you so that they'll not be harmful to you. When + I was a child, how I longed for some one in whom I could confide! + My mother was a good woman, but she didn't realize how I often + longed to unburden my heart to her. Father understood this + desire, and we often had confidential talks.</p> + + <p>"I shall never forget my gratitude when he took me upon his + knee one day and told me about many dangers young girls must meet + and explained how I might avoid them. His words were just in + time; for I had often been allowed to spend the evening at the + home of a little friend, who, like myself, was not taught how to + meet danger. At first our play had been innocent sports, but a + short time before my father's talk a cousin had come to board + with the family and attend school. He at once encouraged us to + play a game of cards with him. As I knew nothing of the evil of + card-playing, I was eager to learn; for he gave me much praise + and allowed me to win very often, always rewarding me with a pile + of candy. The appearance of so much candy in my possession had + led to my father's talk. As father unfolded the nature of + card-playing and gambling, a horror for them that has never left + me came into my heart. After this I often sought my father's + counsel; his faithful admonitions and tender words of + encouragement caused me to have more and more confidence in + him."</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington sighed deeply as she continued, "The memory + of my dear father is sacred, Bessie. Many times I've thanked the + Lord that my father knew the worth of prayer and the value of the + confidence of his children. He helped me to tide over the most + critical period of my life, and I love to recall the + encouragement of his devoted life."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_VI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2><br> + + <center> + CONSCIENCE. + </center> + + <p>One day when Bessie was about eight years old, she said: + "Mama, you've often told me that if I'd listen to the voice of + conscience it would keep me out of danger. What is conscience? I + don't understand."</p> + + <p>"My dear child," answered her mother, "your happiness depends + upon a pure conscience, one that is void of offense. By the + Lord's help, I will gladly explain. Conscience is that which + causes us to feel bad when we do what we've been taught to be + wrong. At first it is very tender and active. Then, no matter how + enticing the temptation, the conscience will warn one not to + yield. You've heard your conscience speaking to you, haven't you, + Bessie?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, Mama," answered Bessie; "that was why I wanted to know + more about it. I thought at first it was some person speaking; + but when I remembered you had told me that we each have a + conscience to tell us to do right, I knew it must be the voice of + conscience."</p> + + <p>"When it speaks, you must listen," said Mrs. Worthington. + "Give heed to its warnings. This little story will show you how + careful we should be to heed the warning voice of conscience.</p> + + <p>"'Wishing to arise at an early hour each morning, a gentleman + purchased an alarm-clock. He took it home, and, having set it, + went to bed and slept soundly. In the morning, to the gentleman's + great delight, the clock aroused him, so that he was able to get + to work in time.</p> + + <p>"'For a time he would spring out of bed as soon as the alarm + sounded, and the clock never failed to wake him. One morning, + however, on hearing the clock sound its usual alarm, he awoke, + but, feeling a little sleepy, he lay back on his pillow, thinking + that he would get up in a short time. In a few minutes he fell + asleep, and did not awake again until very late. He dressed + hastily, and, missing his breakfast, hurried away to his work. He + resolved not to be so foolish again, and for a time did better; + but in a few days he had again overslept. He became more and more + neglectful, failing time after time to heed the alarm. At length + it only partially aroused him, and he soon slumbered again. Day + by day it disturbed him less, until at last it did not arouse him + at all, although it sounded as loudly as ever.'</p> + + <p>"So will it be with your conscience. If you don't heed its + voice, you'll hear it speaking less loudly each day until its + voice will at last cause you no discomfort. You'll then be in a + very dangerous moral condition. No one but God can help you out. + This is one reason why, Bessie, many people can do things that + you can not.</p> + + <p>"Satan aimed his first blow at the conscience; for if he can + silence it, then he can lead the soul deeper and deeper into + sin."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_VII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2><br> + + <center> + A DOWNWARD STEP. + </center> + + <p>"I have good news for you, Bessie," said Mrs. Worthington as + Bessie came skipping into the room from her play. "Your papa and + I have decided to leave our little home here in Chicago and buy a + home in Michigan."</p> + + <p>"Oh, how nice!" exclaimed Bessie, who was still in her eighth + year. "Shall we live with Aunt Emma again?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, or rather she will live with us," said her mother, + smiling. "Your auntie's health is very poor, and she is tired of + the responsibility of farming; so we'll relieve her."</p> + + <p>The following weeks were happy ones for Bessie. The Lord had + been good to her in many ways. He had given her a little baby + brother to love and care for, and now she was about to have a + pleasant home in the country. She had not forgotten the good + times she had enjoyed on the farm with her little sister, and she + was very eager for the month of August to come, the time when the + family was to move. At last the time came to start. With beating + heart Bessie counted the hours that must pass before she could + run in the orchard and eat the luscious fruit.</p> + + <p>It was late in the afternoon when the Worthington family + arrived at their new home. The greetings over, Bessie was + contemplating a ramble where she had noticed some large red + apples hanging; but just then her aunt said, "Bessie, you must + not pick any of the fruit on the place this summer, as the farm + is rented and the fruit does not belong to us." This was such a + disappointment to the little girl that she could not restrain her + tears.</p> + + <p>As the days passed by, she often looked longingly toward the + tree where hung the beautiful apples, but she never once thought + of pulling one, for her mother had carefully taught her the great + evil of stealing. "But oh!" thought Bessie, "if only one of the + apples would fall upon the ground, I could pick it up, and I + wouldn't be stealing it." With this wish in her heart, she daily + watched the trees in hopes that just one would fall.</p> + + <p>At last her hope was realized. Walking through the orchard one + day after a hard wind-storm, she spied several large red apples + lying in the soft sand. With a fast-beating heart, she hastened + to pick them all up; and, placing them carefully in her apron, + she hurried to the house, oft repeating to herself, "I didn't + steal them, for the wind blew them off."</p> + + <p>As she entered the house, she began to tell how she came by + the apples, but stopped in dismay, for she saw her mother's look + of disapproval. Very tenderly Mrs. Worthington took her little + daughter aside and, sitting down by her, said: "My dear, you + don't understand what you've done: those apples are as truly + stolen as if you had picked them from the tree. You must take + them to Mrs. S. and explain that you didn't know you were + stealing them. Taking little things and trying to ease the + conscience by saying, 'It doesn't amount to anything,' causes the + conscience to fall asleep and to cease its activity. Thus the + evil habit of taking what doesn't belong to us becomes a part of + our nature, and step by step we fall into greater sin.</p> + + <p>"I once heard of a young man who was about to be hanged upon + the gallows. Just before the fatal moment he received permission + to speak to any of his friends, if he desired. Calling for his + aunt, who had reared him, he moved forward as if to speak to her, + but instead he bit off her ear. Amid the exclamations of horror + that followed, the young man said: 'You think what I have done is + cruel. Let me tell you that, had my aunt done her duty by me, I + should not be here today. Had she taken the pains to inquire + where I obtained the lead pencils, knives, handkerchiefs, and + other small articles which I brought home from time to time; had + she not accepted the flimsy excuse that I had found them; had she + warned me of my danger, and not praised me for "finding" the + things I had stolen,—I might have escaped this awful + end.'</p> + + <p>"So, Bessie, you can see the danger of allowing anything like + this—though it does appear a trifle—to pass by + unnoticed. You may go and return the apples to Mrs. S., who is + now in the orchard."</p> + + <p>The lesson was severe and lasting; and as Bessie returned the + apples to their rightful owner, it settled deep into her + heart.</p> + + <p>Parents, beware. Through neglect, the habit of lying begins. + An untruth is passed over carelessly and the child allowed to + cover up its sins without realizing their sinfulness. Likewise, + many other evil habits that have wrecked lives and brought sorrow + and disgrace into homes may be traced to the same carelessness on + the part of parents and friends.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_VIII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2><br> + + <center> + A WISE DECISION. + </center> + + <p>The lake in front of the Worthington home, though nearly five + miles in length, had too small a harbor to permit the entrance of + the large Chicago boats. It was therefore necessary, each evening + in summer, for small steamboats to gather up the fruit from the + farms along the lake and to carry it to the nearest port for + large steamers. It was interesting to see the piles of berry + crates loaded upon the steamer from the docks extending out into + the lake. At such times a crowd of young people frequently + arranged to go for a pleasant ride on Lake Michigan, and a few + times Bessie had gone.</p> + + <p>There was to be such an excursion on the occasion of which I + wish to speak, and the young people expected to attend a circus + in a city close to the haven to which they were going. Bessie + wished very much to go. She soon obtained her father's consent, + but went to her mother with many misgivings, for she knew that + her mother never went to a circus and that she had always spoken + against her going at other times.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was very busy, but she always had time to + advise her daughter and to hear her requests. She listened + carefully to every word her daughter had to say, and then + remained silent for a few minutes. At length she said: "Bessie, + there are many things to consider about your going. You know how + I love to have you go for a ride on the water when I know you are + in good company. I also love to have you attend places of + interest to you, when I know there's nothing to defile your mind + or lead you from the path of purity. But, Daughter, there are + many things in the world that look beautiful to the eye but tend + to lead the soul astray. Do you think Jesus would go to a circus? + Do you think you could get any good should you go? You have + passed your tenth birthday. I think you're old enough to take + this matter to God in prayer and let him decide it for you. Go + and ask him to direct you to some passage of Scripture that will + open your understanding and help you to know what he wants you to + do."</p> + + <p>"Oh, mama," said Bessie, who had felt strange about the + matter, "please tell me yes or no, and I'll say no more about + it."</p> + + <p>"No, Bessie; it will, in many ways, be better for you to do as + I've said," answered her mother tenderly but decisively.</p> + + <p>Very reluctantly Bessie left the room, and, taking her Bible, + whispered a prayer that she might open it to something that would + help her to decide. As she opened the book, her eyes fell upon + these words: "Vanity of vanities, saith the preacher, vanity of + vanities; all is vanity." Hurriedly she turned the pages, + thinking that she might perhaps have opened to that passage + anyway. Next she read, "I said in mine heart, Go to now, I will + prove thee with mirth; therefore, enjoy pleasure: and behold this + also is vanity." Returning to her mother, she read the words, but + ended by saying, "I might have turned to that anyway."</p> + + <p>"Bessie," said Mrs. Worthington, "those words were written by + the wisest man the world has ever known, one who had the + privilege of enjoying every known pleasure under the sun. But + when he had tried them all, he sat down and wrote the words you + have just read, and also said, 'All is vanity and vexation of + spirit.' Now you have my view of the subject, and you have + Solomon's; but if you are still in doubt, go and pray."</p> + + <p>Bessie was not satisfied. She slipped away the second time and + fell upon her knees. She cried, "O Lord, you once answered Gideon + with a sign; now please give me a sign and help me to know + whether I should stay at home or not. If you don't want me to go, + make it rain." Though simple and short, the prayer came from the + heart. She was determined to know God's will concerning her; and + to such God never turns a deaf ear.</p> + + <p>The next morning she went to the door and looked at the sky. + The day was perfect. The sun was shining brightly, and a cool, + gentle breeze was blowing. Just one tiny cloud was in the sky, + and that seemed to be floating toward the sun. As she watched the + cloud, she saw it gradually increase in size, and at last down + came the rain in great drops. Nothing further was needed to + convince Bessie that God wanted her to remain at home; and now + her staying was no longer a cross to her.</p> + + <p>She ran to her father and explained that God did not want her + to go, telling him about her prayer and its answer. Her childish + words and simple faith touched her father's proud heart, but all + he said was, "It's all right, Bessie; but you'll go down to the + landing and say good-by to your friends, won't you?"</p> + + <p>As she told the girls why she could not go with them and + watched the gay party leave the shore, she was not sad, but + happy. She kept thinking how kind the dear Lord had been to + answer her prayer so wonderfully. When bedtime came, she rested + sweetly, having no wounded conscience to trouble or accuse + her.</p> + + <p>But how about the excursion party? They had an ideal trip on + Lake Michigan, attended the show, and started to return. The + breeze that had been so gently blowing through the day began to + increase at sunset, and by the late hour of their return it had + become a gale. But not realizing the fierceness of the storm, + they started home. When they reached their own harbor, they found + that they could not enter with safety; so they anchored the boat + and spent the remainder of the night on the wildly tossing waves. + In the morning the wind gradually died away, and the weary, + seasick crowd made their way home.</p> + + <p>When Bessie learned of their serious experience, she + appreciated more than ever the Lord's goodness in leading her to + stay at home.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_IX"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2><br> + + <center> + SELF-CONTROL. + </center> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was greatly encouraged when she saw what a + blessing her little girl had received from what appeared to be a + sore trial. She felt that the time was opportune to plant the + seed of self-control within the young heart. In a little while + she found an opportunity to begin.</p> + + <p>"Bessie," she began when ready for the talk, "I have some + important things to tell you today. I wish to speak of your + future. There comes a time in the life of every girl when she + must change from childhood to womanhood; she can not always + remain a child. Until this time arrives, she is very dependent + and must lean entirely upon her parents' advice; but as her mind + begins to mature, she should be taught the necessity of weighing + matters well and of finding out God's will.</p> + + <p>"Until the present time all you have done has been at the + suggestion of your parents, but it will be different in the + future. With your teaching, you are able to look to God for a + part of your direction. I shall continue to advise, and, if + necessary, to punish you; but I want you to take things to the + Lord in prayer and become satisfied within your heart that my + advice is according to the Word of God. You must not think you + haven't needed the teaching and the guidance you've had thus far + in life; and you'll need more careful training than you've ever + had. The point I want to impress upon your mind is that there's + an element within you, called self, that you must learn to + control. At times self will arise and cause you to feel that you + know some things even better than Mama. That is the time to + remember that Mama has had more experience than you; that her + judgment is better than yours; and that you must rely upon it + until God helps you to see a matter as she sees it. That was the + way you gained the blessing from that experience a few days ago. + In this way you will learn the lessons that are so important to + your future.</p> + + <p>"There are many other things, my dear, that I want to talk to + you about soon, but you must be patient a little longer. In the + meantime, however, you may ask me any question you please, and + I'll answer you. Don't go to other girls with these things, but + come to me. I'm always glad to explain to you anything that seems + strange. When you're old enough to desire the knowledge and to + form the questions, you're old enough to receive an answer to + your questions. Come to me often: what seems strange to both of + us we can take to God in prayer, and let him teach us.</p> + + <p>"Another thing you must do is to turn away from bad + associates. Avoid girls who say, 'I'll tell you something if + you'll promise not to tell your mother.' Remember that anything + you could not tell me would not be worth hearing; for it's sure + to be something unclean or vulgar. Conversing with such girls + won't help you to draw close to the Lord nor to know his will + concerning you. Much less would it help you to meditate upon the + pure and holy things of God. To elevate your soul, Bessie, you + must become serious, and seek only those companions whose + conversation is kind, gentle, and modest. I believe your desire + is to become more like Jesus and to prepare for heaven. So, my + child, meditate upon God, and you will grow in the grace and + knowledge of Christ. Misspent moments are so much of life and + character thrown away; be careful to use them all in God's + service.</p> + + <p>"Here's a little poem you may learn. It may help you to + control self and to value your moments as you should."</p><br> + + <center> + MY MOMENTS. + </center> + + <div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Oh, my precious little moments,</i></p> + + <p><i>Gliding now so swiftly by;</i></p> + + <p><i>May I each one spend for Jesus</i></p> + + <p><i>Ere I see them past me fly.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>May I lade each one with something</i></p> + + <p><i>To be borne to God above,</i></p> + + <p><i>Fill each full of deeds worth counting,</i></p> + + <p><i>That will prove my perfect love.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>For I would not have them enter</i></p> + + <p><i>Through those portals bright and fair</i></p> + + <p><i>Bearing not a single token</i></p> + + <p><i>For my Master waiting there.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Golden moments, as you carry</i></p> + + <p><i>Trophies on your upward flight,</i></p> + + <p><i>Take my character to Jesus;</i></p> + + <p><i>For I've kept it clean and white.</i></p> + </div> + </div> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_X"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER X.</h2><br> + + <center> + PARENTAL CONTROL. + </center> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was not only a prayerful mother, but a mother + wise in home government. Her wisdom, however, came from God. Many + a time she felt incapable of giving the advice her young daughter + needed; but she always remembered the scripture which reads, "If + any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all + men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given." After + she had spent a season in prayerful meditation, God would supply + the words and understanding. Thus she could say with the apostle + Paul, that her strength was made perfect in weakness, because her + dependence was in Christ.</p> + + <p>O mothers, let us learn that God, the Author of home and + families, is always interested in the quality and the training of + the children. He does not create to cast aside. Neither does + anything come by chance. He wills that each tender human plant be + nourished and cherished until well fitted to fill its place and + calling in life. In childhood's dependent days, the parents + should be all to the children that they can not be to themselves. + It is not enough that your child be well fed and clothed; its + young mind must be guided into proper channels. What work is more + noble, more elevating than the teaching of the undeveloped mind? + Let not the duties of life nor the claims of society so press + upon you as to cause you to neglect your child's character or its + education in either temporal or spiritual matters.</p> + + <p>As Solomon says, "Take away the little foxes that destroy the + vines." It is the little things passed carelessly by that grow + larger and larger, and stronger and stronger, within the young + heart until at last the unsuspecting parents awake in alarm to + behold their child in dreadful bondage. Beware! Guard your child + every moment it is under your care. You can not go as companion + to your child upon the street or to school, but your influence + may attend his every path through life. Do not be discouraged + should you hear him use a slang word, but take him at once and + tenderly tell him what slang phrases will lead to. Do not speak + harshly, but explain in the most loving manner possible. In this + way you will cultivate in him a distaste for impure language. A + pure, refined nature will be the result. Moreover, as that child + realizes through your faithful instruction, the true meaning of + sin, he will make you his confidant and will come to you rather + than seek the counsel of younger companions. Thus you will be + able to control his mind and to instil within his mind pure and + upright desires.</p> + + <p>Within your home is the place to shine for God. There is no + greater field of labor. A Christian mother's influence among the + young can not be too highly valued. No one can fill your place in + the hearts of your children. Another can provide their temporal + needs, but nobody can take the place of Mother. No one else can + enter into the daily trials as you can. Nothing else can soothe + the wounded feelings as well as a tender embrace or a word from + mother. Be liberal, dear mothers, with these tokens of sympathy, + so sweet to your child; and think not for one moment that you are + not fulfilling God's plan concerning you or that moments thus + spent are wasted. It is only a short time at best that we can be + blessed with the privilege of instructing our children.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2><br> + + <center> + CHRISTIAN EXPERIENCE. + </center> + + <p>As Bessie grew older, Mrs. Worthington chose the twilight hour + for confidential talks with her daughter. Both looked forward to + these times with pleasure. Each evening after the daily duties + were ended, Bessie might be found sitting at her mother's feet. + Here she related the many happenings of the day and in turn + received instruction and advice from the one who held her + confidence. Here the mother taught her child the secret of true + devotion. She instructed Bessie that prayer, good reading, and + meditation are the keys to use to unlock God's great storehouse + of blessings. She pointed to the Bible as a pattern by which to + fashion one's life, pointing out to her the many scriptures + bearing upon different subjects and telling her how every modest, + earnest Christian ought to dress and act in order to adorn the + gospel of Christ. She encircled the word "purity" with such a + halo of glory that she awakened within the heart of her child a + determination ever to live so pure a life that she would not only + keep herself stainless but also help others to that sacred and + elevated plane.</p> + + <p>Upon one of these occasions, when Bessie was in her twelfth + year, she said: "Mama, why don't we go to the meetings that are + being held at the schoolhouse on Sunday? The girls have asked me + several times, and I have told them I didn't know. They have a + minister from a distance, and he has taken the names of all who + want to join the church."</p> + + <p>"That is a deep subject, my child," said Mrs. Worthington. "I + have often wished to explain to you my reasons for not attending + the public services held in our neighborhood by the different + denominations, but have feared you were still too young to + understand, for the matter seems hard even for some older persons + to comprehend. But I will tell you and trust the Lord to make it + plain.</p> + + <p>"My parents taught me that it was my duty to attend religious + services at least once a week. This I did, and professed to be a + Christian until I was a young woman. I knew that I loved the Lord + and wanted to do right, but found that I could not always do + right in my own strength. I was daily doing things that + displeased the Lord. I became so troubled about my condition that + one day I went to the minister, and, telling him how I felt, + requested him to pray for me and to help me to get a real Bible + experience. In answer to my request, he only smiled and said, + 'You are too particular. You might as well try to split a hair as + to try to live a holy life in this world.'</p> + + <p>"As I returned home that day, I was very sad indeed. Oh, how + much I longed to be like Jesus, whom God had given me as an + example! I knew the Bible taught that if we expect to enter + heaven we must live a pure and holy life. I was determined to do + this—but how was I to do it? To whom could I go for help? + Most of the church-members were so worldly-minded they thought of + little else than a good time, and the few spiritual ones were + afraid to tell how they felt, for fear of their minister's + displeasure.</p> + + <p>"At last I decided to seek from God and his Word what my soul + was longing for. As I sought, I began to see I had been deceived. + I found that as God looked upon mankind, he could see only two + classes of people—the righteous and sinners; and I saw that + I was a sinner.</p> + + <p>"By reading the twelfth chapter of First Corinthians, I + learned that Christ's body is the church; that to become a member + of the church my name must be written in heaven; that every + Christian in the world is my brother or sister in Christ; the + Lamb's book of life is the only class-book in which our names + need to be recorded; and that our names are removed only because + of our turning again to sin. To me these thoughts were both new + and marvelous. I saw that every saved person in the different + denominations is a Christian and a member of God's true church, + but I knew that such persons were unable to worship God aright + for fear of displeasing their ministers or of breaking some of + the church-rules. And when I read in 2 Cor. 6:14 that we are not + to be unequally yoked together with unbelievers, I felt that I + must come out and stand alone. This I promised God to do at any + cost, and asked him to give me a Bible experience. He answered my + prayer; and I was so happy that I walked the floor for a long + time, clapping my hands and praising God.</p> + + <p>"Because of the course I had taken many misunderstood me and + thought I was partially insane. Even your dear papa thinks so + still, but I dare not grieve God by going back.</p> + + <p>"I have had some dreams that have greatly encouraged me. The + first was given while I was wondering why I could not find any + one who believed the whole Bible. I seemed to be standing in a + meeting-house; the service was ended and nearly every one had + gone home. I noticed a woman in great distress. Going to her, I + found that she had a very sore hand and that she was alone, with + no one to help her home through the darkness. With her consent, I + quickly picked her up in my arms and carried her safely through a + long, dark, narrow passage. As we passed along, I spoke words of + encouragement to her. Suddenly we came out into a large open + field carpeted with flowers, and there I laid her down, saying, + 'How nicely we have gotten along alone.' Then I awoke.</p> + + <p>"For some time I could not see the meaning of the dream. At + last I understood that the afflicted woman was I myself and that + the Savior wanted to carry me through the dark and dangerous way + of life alone.</p> + + <p>"At another time I dreamed I was riding on a locomotive. Again + I was alone. The seat that I was sitting on was so small I had to + be very careful lest I be injured by the machinery around me. I + didn't think of danger while the train was in motion; but as it + drew up at a certain station, I began to consider my position. + The thought came, 'What will people think of me? They will + certainly say I am stealing a ride.' I remembered my ticket, and, + placing my hand upon it, I felt satisfied. At the next station I + could see inside of the passenger coaches. I had a good view of + the passengers in one of the coaches, and I recognized the + prominent members of the denomination I had lately left. As they + sat in their cushioned seats, carelessly talking to one another, + they all seemed happy and contented. My own condition then arose + before me, and I felt lonely indeed and thought, 'I will step + down from my little seat and enter the coach with the rest.' I + was just about to do this—even had my hand upon the door + knob—when I realized that I had left my dress in the little + seat, and again I awoke.</p> + + <p>"The dream seemed very plain in every way. My ticket was my + experience and title to heaven, and the dress left up in the tiny + seat was the robe of Christ's righteousness. While alone and + contented, I was all right, but to return to the denomination + would mean to leave both robe and title behind.</p> + + <p>"Still, God has given me some devoted Christian friends, who + are willing to live as the Bible directs, and with these I + worship as you know, dear, in our little weekly prayer-meetings. + I trust that some day your father will see and will understand me + better, and that we can worship God together. But I will be + faithful even though I should be forced to walk alone.</p> + + <p>"Now, dear, I trust you can see that the true church is + Christ's body and that every soul is a member as long as he + continues to live a pure and holy life. Whether he is a member of + some sect or not, sin will cut him off; and if he continues to + profess as I did, he is a hypocrite in God's sight. 'Come out + from among them and be ye separate' is a command that every + Christian should obey."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2><br> + + <center> + THE BEAUTIFUL SECRET. + </center> + + <p>The mother's talks about her own Christian experience enabled + Bessie to understand the beautiful secret of salvation—an + influence that was to beautify her character and to mold her + whole subsequent career. Bessie's developing mind was able to + grasp firmly the golden thread of religious truth, which, + unraveling from the tangle of sectism, had guided her faithful + mother into the fulness of divine truth.</p> + + <p>Thus it was—</p> + + <div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>In the gentle hush of evening,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>When the sun sank in the west;</i></p> + + <p><i>When the little bird was nestling</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>In its quiet, sheltered nest;</i></p> + + <p><i>When the stars were brightly shining</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>From the lofty sky above,</i></p> + + <p><i>Bessie learned the lovely secret</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Of her Savior's perfect love.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>In the twilight's deep'ning shadows,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>At her loving mother's feet,</i></p> + + <p><i>Sat she often on a hassock,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Hearing words of counsel sweet.</i></p> + + <p><i>Sacred season was this hour</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To the twain in waiting there,</i></p> + + <p><i>Each the burden of the other</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Sought to know and ofttimes share.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>As the loving mother listened</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To the record of the day,</i></p> + + <p><i>To the questions of her daughter—</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Spoken oft in childish way,</i></p> + + <p><i>She in tenderness instructed</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>With the wisdom of the Lord,</i></p> + + <p><i>Gained by prayer and careful study</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Of his precious, holy Word.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>There the character was strengthened;</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Bessie's heart was made to feel</i></p> + + <p><i>Greater love for her Creator,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>For his work a deeper zeal.</i></p> + + <p><i>And she saw God's plan for pardon,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To the feet of Jesus came,</i></p> + + <p><i>And was able, like her mother,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Full salvation then to claim.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Ah! fond mother, learn the secret</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>That will win thy children dear;</i></p> + + <p><i>Draw them gently to thy bosom,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Ever seek their hearts to cheer.</i></p> + + <p><i>From thy home exclude all worry,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Fretful cares, and sad'ning gloom;</i></p> + + <p><i>But God's sunshine bid a welcome,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Let it shine in ev'ry room</i>.</p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>As a spring within a desert,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thou mayst water each plant small;</i></p> + + <p><i>But the plant itself must blossom—</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thou canst tend it, that is all.</i></p> + + <p><i>Tiny human plants will flourish</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>In an atmosphere like this,</i></p> + + <p><i>And will yield good, fruitful blossoms</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>That will bring true happiness</i>.</p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Children always thirst for knowledge,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>And ere long 'tis surely gained;</i></p> + + <p><i>If not from a faithful mother,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>'Tis from evil source obtained.</i></p> + + <p><i>Blameless never is the mother</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Who will not the trouble take</i></p> + + <p><i>To instruct her precious children,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Close companions of them make</i>.</p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Like a florist wise and zealous,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Guard thou well each blossom fair,</i></p> + + <p><i>Lest the perfume and the sweetness</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Vanish for the lack of care.</i></p> + + <p><i>Choose thou then some place at even</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>When the daily toils are done,</i></p> + + <p><i>Where life's many cares and blessings</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>May be numbered one by one.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>God will give thee wisdom, mother,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To supply thine ev'ry need,</i></p> + + <p><i>As thou givest wholesome knowledge,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>When the childish voices plead.</i></p> + + <p><i>Their young minds, so pure, unfolding,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Will reveal the secret fair</i></p> + + <p><i>That will prove how great the value</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Of a mother's love and pray'r.</i></p> + </div> + </div> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XIII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2><br> + + <center> + BLESSING AND TRIAL. + </center> + + <p>Now that Bessie had learned the secret of a Christian life, + she longed to see others enjoying the love of God. She felt the + greatest burden for her father. Oh, if she could see him enjoying + salvation! She often poured out her desire in prayer, with + childlike trust and confidence. God heard her prayers.</p> + + <p>One morning as she was passing the barn on her way to school, + she heard some strange sounds. Peering through a window, she + beheld a sight that made her wonder if she saw aright. There + stood her beloved father, great tears streaming from his eyes, + his countenance beaming with heavenly peace and joy, and praises + to God pouring from his lips. What did it mean? In a weak voice + she said, "Papa dear, what is the matter!"</p> + + <p>Turning he exclaimed: "Oh, Bessie, God has saved me! I am so + happy! Run quick and tell your mother!" Bessie ran to the house + to tell the glad news, but her father was there nearly as soon, + saying, "Oh, I'm saved! You're right, wife. I know now that + you're right, and I see things just as you do! I'm so happy and + feel so different. Oh, help me to praise the dear Lord."</p> + + <p>Let us leave them in their happiness and follow Bessie to + school. Her father's words rang as sweet music in her ears. How + good the dear Lord was to answer her in her father's behalf! She + felt that no good thing would be withheld from them that walk + uprightly. But Bessie was soon to meet a severe and unexpected + trial.</p> + + <p>Her mother had made her a school-dress. Though neat and + pretty, it was of a material commonly used for men's shirts. + Bessie knew this, but thought nothing of it until some of her + schoolmates gathered round her at recess and said, "O girls, + Bessie has a new dress like her father's shirt." Another said, + "Perhaps it is his shirt." The remarks were certainly unkind, and + Bessie felt them keenly; but she laughed and said, "Yes; I know + it." Nothing more was said. But oh, that dress! How she disliked + to wear it! At times she could hardly start to school with it on; + but then she would think, "I know Mama thought it was pretty when + she got it for me; and I thought it was nice until the girls made + those remarks. I will try to like it for Mama's sake."</p> + + <p>With such thoughts in her mind she returned home from school + one evening. When she reached the house, she saw that no one was + at home; but, knowing where the key was kept, she easily gained + admittance. Finding herself alone in the house, she thought: "Now + is the time to learn to like my dress, and I'm going to do it. + Mother shall not know how I have felt about it." She hastened + into the parlor and stood before a large mirror.</p> + + <p>Now, Bessie knew that she did not have a pretty face, and she + had gained the victory over that; but she did want to feel that + her clothes looked well on her, and that was the battle she meant + to fight that evening. As she slowly turned from side to side + viewing herself intently, she liked the dress better and better. + At last she thought it very pretty and becoming, and she knelt + down and thanked God for giving it to her. As she changed it for + her work-dress, she wondered why she had allowed the children's + remarks to affect her so much and had not appreciated the dress + more. No more remarks were ever made about the dress, and Bessie + continued to admire it until it was worn out. No one but herself + and the Lord knew of the struggle through which she passed.</p> + + <p>Through the trial concerning the dress, Bessie learned several + valuable lessons: first, the less notice one takes of unkindness, + the better; second, God's grace can keep in time of temptation; + third, one should not murmur because of persecution; and, last, + and best of all, God usually gives his children some great + blessing before a severe trial, and the close relationship + between the two makes them almost one in effect. She could now + say with real appreciation:</p> + + <div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>A little trial often tries,</i></p> + + <p><i>But proves a blessing in disguise.</i></p> + + <p><i>Just as the rough rock holds the gem,</i></p> + + <p><i>The trial holds my diadem</i>.</p> + </div> + </div> + + <p>But a still greater trial was awaiting her. Bessie had a + thirst for knowledge. She was doing well in school and wanted to + do better. Instead of taking exercise during the daily + intermissions, she often spent them in hard study. Her system, + naturally frail, could not stand the strain. She contracted a + fever and for three months despaired of life. In the third month + dropsy of the chest set in; and, on account of smothering spells, + she had to be bolstered up in bed with pillows.</p> + + <p>One day as Mrs. Worthington stood beside her child she felt + that God wanted to heal her. Kneeling beside the bed, she prayed, + "Dear Lord, heal my child, and grant that she may be spared to + work for thee." From that time Bessie began to improve. She had + no more smothering spells, and before long she was well and + strong.</p> + + <p>Bessie found a blessing even in this trial. She saw that, had + she been able to push ahead as she had desired, she might have + lost sight of Jesus, and she now understood that her Savior cared + for her body as well as for her soul.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XIV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2><br> + + <center> + THE SURPRISE PARTY. + </center> + + <p>As soon as Bessie was strong enough to go out, she was invited + to stay all night with a friend. She supposed she was to be the + only guest, but found that a surprise had been planned for her. A + goodly number of her friends and schoolmates were present.</p> + + <p>The young folks spent a few hours very pleasantly in playing + games, and Bessie enjoyed that part of the evening very much. But + late in the evening some one proposed dancing, and the boys began + to choose their partners. A very strange feeling came over Bessie + when some one asked her to dance. She shook her head and said, + "No; I do not know how to dance." Several urged her to try, but + she said, "No; I would rather not."</p> + + <p>She was the only one that did not dance. As she sat watching + the others, she wondered if it were right for boys and girls to + act as these were acting. She had never heard that it is wrong to + dance, but it did not look or seem right to her. She decided that + on reaching home she would ask her mother.</p> + + <p>When Bessie got home the next morning, her mother asked, + "Well, dear, did you have a good time?"</p> + + <p>"Oh, yes," answered Bessie; "most of the time I did." Then she + told about the surprise party and about all that had happened, + and concluded by asking, "Mama, is it right to dance?"</p> + + <p>"I have been thinking for a long time, Bessie, that I ought to + have a talk with you about dancing and tell you of some of the + evils to which it leads," answered her mother. "Dancing is an + amusement that many girls consider very attractive. When asked + why they think so, they hardly know what to answer, but generally + speak of the music and the graceful motions."</p> + + <p>"Oh, Mama, the motions they made at the party last night were + anything but graceful. I know you wouldn't have allowed me to do + as they did, and I don't want to. It wasn't modest. I never want + to go to a dance again."</p> + + <p>"I'm so glad, Bessie, you feel as you do about dancing; but, + dear, to those who learn, there is something very fascinating + about it. Some girls have said they would rather dance than eat; + and, with a great many, I believe it is true.</p> + + <p>"Men of low character and of evil inclinations regard the + dance-hall as a favorable place to betray unsuspecting girls and + frequent it for that very purpose. Their victims are usually the + sweetest and most trusting girls. Their beauty attracts + undesirable attention, and their ignorance makes them an easy + prey. O Bessie, there are so many unprincipled men in the world + who love to win and betray the confidence of young innocent + girls.</p> + + <p>"Philosophers tell us that 'perfect happiness comes only from + a pleasure attractive to our moral nature in its purity and + perfection. If we delight in pleasures of the other sort, our + moral natures are degraded.'</p> + + <p>"You have noticed the immodest positions taken by those who + dance, and you feel a deep sense of shame for them. Should you + try to partake of their pleasure, your moral nature would be + degraded, and you would in time lose that sense of shame and be + as eager for the pleasure as any of the others. Thus yielding, + one step at a time, you would cease to look upon the dance as + immodest and would find real enjoyment in it, and perhaps would + be led into greater sin. It is in this way that many girls lose + their virtue. Then they are shunned by their old associates, who + are really but a step higher in morality. Forsaken by friends, + hopeless as to their future, deserted even by those who wrought + their downfall, these poor girls sink lower and lower, and lead + lives of shame and misery.</p> + + <p>"No spiritual-minded person will take part in worldly + amusements, for he can not enjoy them. Christians who indulge in + dancing turn away from God and seek fellowship with the world. + Such are sure to lose the grace of God from their hearts."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2><br> + + <center> + LEROY'S HEALING. + </center> + + <p>Bessie's little brother, Leroy, now past five years of age, + was far from being rugged. Though he had a full, round face and a + large head, his body was emaciated and did not develop properly. + He could go only a few steps without falling. He had fainting + spells, which gradually increased in frequency and duration.</p> + + <p>Many times as Mrs. Worthington looked at her poor little boy, + she lifted her heart to God in earnest prayer to know his will + concerning the child. Many friends remarked that she would never + be able to bring him up; but she knew that, if for the best, God + could heal the child and give him right development.</p> + + <p>At last his illness became very serious. One night his head + was burning with fever, while his body was cold and clammy. It + seemed but a question of time until he would pass away.</p> + + <p>As Mrs. Worthington looked at her child, she remembered the + words, "Man's extremity is God's opportunity," and "The prayer of + faith shall save the sick." She wondered why God had brought them + to her mind. She began to ask herself: "Do I believe that God can + heal that child? If it is God's will to take him, can I submit?" + To the first question she answered, "Yes; God made him," and to + the second, "Thy will be done, O God." Then she breathed an + earnest prayer for his healing. The sweet assurance came that her + prayer was answered; that the child would grow well and strong. + She felt that she could lie down by his side and trust him in the + hands of the One who gave him.</p> + + <p>She placed a wet cloth on his head, lay down by his side, and + knew no more until the next morning. Both slept soundly. When she + awoke, she saw that the child was breathing naturally and that + the fever was entirely gone. Then she fully realized that God had + healed him. With a grateful heart she thanked the Lord for his + tender love. It was indeed true that Leroy was well. About ten + o'clock his mother carried him to the lake and, having Bessie to + row the boat, gave him a pleasant boat-ride. The fever never + returned; his head stopped growing; and he became a strong, + healthy boy. The friends who had thought that he would surely die + said they could not understand the change that had taken place, + but Mrs. Worthington understood, and gave God all the praise.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XVI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XVI.</h2><br> + + <center> + EXPLAINING THE DIVINE LIFE. + </center> + + <p>After Bessie's conversion Mrs. Worthington's talks to her were + often on the subject of the divine life within—how to care + for it and nourish it, so that it might not die nor become + blighted. She sometimes compared the young Christian's experience + to that of a new-born babe. "You know," said she, "the little one + must be carefully fed, and tenderly guarded against everything + harmful. Even a slight breeze blowing upon its little body, if + unprotected, might result in death. But as the child grows older + and stronger, it gradually becomes accustomed to the rude + elements about it and can, with comparative safety, be brought in + contact with them. The Christ life, new-born in the human heart, + is just as sensitive and needs the same tender care. Guard it + carefully, Bessie. It must be constantly nourished by prayer and + the Word of God. Seek to become established by the grace of + sanctification; then you will be better able to meet temptation + and persecution. Christ is your shepherd, and he wants to lead + you, his lamb, into green pastures and beside still waters.</p> + + <p>"A person may profess to be a Christian, Bessie; but unless he + has a change of heart and affections, he is what the Bible terms + a wolf in sheep's clothing, and not one of the gentle lambs of + the Savior's fold. The profession does not amount to anything + when the heart is full of envy, hatred, jealousy, love of self, + and a drawing toward the world. A person with a profession only, + may appear for a time to be quite lamb-like; but sooner or later + the old nature will manifest itself, for it can not be hidden + long."</p> + + <p>"I think, Mama," said Bessie, "I understand you—but you + spoke of the experience of sanctification; please tell me what + that means."</p> + + <p>As briefly as possible, the mother explained that the second + cleansing of the heart takes away that evil nature which causes + man to want to disobey God.</p> + + <p>Not long after this talk Bessie had an experience in school + that helped her to comprehend her mother's words. To be put back + in her studies was hard, but to have to give up her old teacher, + to whom she was strongly attached, was harder still. Her regret + on the latter account, however, was of short duration; for her + new teacher was even more lovable than the old one, and, best of + all, she was a Christian. She and Bessie not only got along well, + but became warm friends and enjoyed sweet fellowship in the + Spirit. One day, however, something happened that severely tested + their love, but, in the end, only deepened it.</p> + + <p>Bessie's seatmate, a girl named Nora, about Bessie's own age, + was very mischievous. She did so many things deserving punishment + that the teacher was often perplexed to know what course to take + with her. Some one has said that "misery likes company." This was + certainly true of Nora. She knew that the teacher and Bessie were + good friends, and she longed to see Bessie get into trouble and + receive some punishment. Knowing that Bessie tried hard to obey + the rules of the school, Nora saw that she should have to lay + some cunning plan or she should not realize her wish. She began + to watch for an opportunity.</p> + + <p>A streamlet ran past the schoolhouse. While Bessie and Nora + were playing near it one day, Bessie fell down in some mud. Just + as she fell, the school-bell rang and they had to hurry back to + their lessons. Fearing that some of the mud might have splattered + on her face, Bessie asked if her face was clean. Nora answered + quickly, "Oh yes; do hurry up." Nora felt that her chance had + come, and she made up her mind to get her seatmate into trouble, + if possible. Hurrying into the schoolroom, she whispered to one + of the boys, telling him to ask Bessie as she passed what was the + matter with her face, but to say nothing more. When Bessie came + down the aisle, she saw this boy looking at her with an amused + expression, and gave him close attention. As she passed him, he + whispered, "Bessie, what is the matter with your face?" and then + turned quickly away. Fully convinced that her face was dirty, + Bessie sat down very much ashamed. Nora knew how her seatmate + would feel and prepared herself for the question that she was + sure would be asked. As it was time for the writing-lesson, she + stuck her finger in inks of different colors; and, when Bessie + asked where her face was dirty, she quickly pointed out the + places, each time leaving a large spot of ink. Bessie, wholly + unconscious of the ink-spots on her face, thought what a dreadful + sight she must be, and asked permission of the teacher to wash. + When the teacher turned, she saw, not mud, but ugly ink-spots. + Supposing that Bessie had put them there, she shook her head. Her + surprise was great. She felt that she ought to do something about + it; but, being undecided, she turned away.</p> + + <p>Bessie became much worried; for many eyes were turned upon + her, and some of the pupils were laughing. She wanted to hide, + but could not, and kept wondering why a little mud should cause + so much amusement. One girl, Anna, tried secretly to pass her a + wet handkerchief, but this Nora quickly caught from her and hid. + Poor Bessie was now ready to cry, and again asked permission to + wash her face; but her teacher answered, "No; you must go to + writing."</p> + + <p>Bessie naturally had a high temper and was inclined to be + stubborn when she felt that she was being imposed upon; but she + had always held her temper in subjection, as she knew it to be + wrong to give way to anger. On this occasion, however, it seemed + impossible to control herself. When the teacher said, "Go to + writing," Bessie obeyed; but she was so angry that she hardly + knew what she was doing. Suddenly she thought, "If I daub a lot + of ink on my face, perhaps she will let me wash"; and she rubbed + some on with her finger. But alas! this did not work as she had + expected. The teacher saw her put it on and concluded that she + had put the other on also; so she said, "Bessie, you may go and + sit in my chair." As she said this, all the stubbornness in + Bessie's nature arose. She did not move; and when the teacher + said sternly, "Are you going to obey?" she shook her head and + caught hold of the seat. At this moment Nora whispered, "If that + were me, she'd make me go." The teacher heard the words and + looked first at Nora and then at Bessie. She hesitated for a + moment, then walked over to Bessie, took her by the shoulders and + jerked her from the seat, and then dragged her up to the chair + and set her down, telling her to study. "I have no book," + retorted Bessie. The teacher ordered one brought, and, leaving + her, went to her other duties.</p> + + <p>What a moment for Bessie! Too angry to study, she sat there + thinking of the dreadful scene she had created. Her heart burned + with shame. Oh! what could she do?</p> + + <p>Anna, the girl who had tried to hand her the wet handkerchief, + had noticed all of Nora's actions and had determined to help + Bessie, if possible. On pretext of looking up a word in the + dictionary, Anna went forward, laid a wet rag where Bessie could + reach it, and returned to her seat. Bessie eagerly took the rag + and rubbed her face. She was surprised to see the different + colors of ink appear upon it. How they came to be there she did + not know; but she did not think about them long, for something + far worse began to trouble her. She knew that she had lost the + grace of God out of her heart. Oh, how wretched she felt! Would + God forgive her again? Yes; she knew he would; for she had read + that, "The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart, and + saveth such as be of a contrite spirit." This thought was a great + comfort to her. But, oh! what about her teacher? How could her + teacher ever love and respect her again? She would ask her pardon + as soon as possible, but would she forgive her?</p> + + <p>It was not long until the teacher went to her desk for + something, but she took no notice of Bessie. Beaching out very + timidly, Bessie touched her and said, "O Miss Harrington, won't + you please forgive me?" But the teacher pretended not to hear + her, and turned quickly away. The next thought was, "What will + Mama think and say? Oh, if only she did not have to know about + it!" With these thoughts coursing through her mind, Bessie was + unable to study; and by the time school closed, she was in great + distress.</p> + + <p>After closing the school, the teacher paid no attention to + Bessie for some time; but when she had finished her evening + duties and all the pupils except Nora, Anna, and Bessie had left + the building, she turned to Bessie, fell upon her knees, and + threw both arms around her. Bessie sobbed, "Oh, please forgive + me! please forgive me!" For some time the teacher made no reply, + and Nora muttered, "Catch me asking her forgiveness!" At last the + teacher, looking up through tearful eyes, said, "Bessie dear, it + is you who must forgive me. I should have been a better example + to you this afternoon. Let us pray." Then two sad hearts were + lifted to God in humble, earnest prayer that he would forgive + them for Jesus' sake. God heard their prayers, gave back the + sweet peace that they had lost out of their souls, and bound + their hearts together in Christian love and fellowship.</p> + + <p>Nora went her way, provoked with her seatmate and angry + because the joke had not worked quite as she had expected. Anna, + slipping her arm through Bessie's walked home with her and told + her all that Nora had done. Bessie was surprised. She understood + why things had taken the course they had; but, knowing it was + really Satan, who had been trying to overthrow her own soul, she + did not censure her seatmate.</p> + + <p>Her only thought now was of how sad her mother would feel. + Bessie decided that the occurrence was too dreadful to tell her + about and that she would keep it a secret. This was her decision + until she saw her mother coming down the walk to meet her. Having + always told her mother everything, Bessie did not know how it + would seem to keep a secret from her; so when they met, she + forgot all about her decision and began at once to tell her + mother all that had happened.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington listened very carefully to Bessie's story and + then said: "Bessie, I am so glad you have told me all this + yourself, and have held nothing back nor blamed Nora. God will + take care of the matter, and I believe that your lesson is a + lasting one. And now, my child; you can see your great need of + sanctification. Had that ugliness and stubbornness been taken out + of your heart, you would have been spared much suffering. I trust + that you will earnestly seek and obtain this grace."</p> + + <p>It was well that Bessie told her mother everything, for Nora + did all in her power to circulate the story and to make it as bad + as possible. Nora's mother, thinking it best to tell Mrs. + Worthington about Bessie's misbehavior, made a special call at + the Worthington home for that purpose. Bessie's mother listened + to what her neighbor's story was and then smilingly replied, + "Yes, I know all about it; Bessie told me before she reached + home. I am so glad that I have the confidence of my child. We are + companions; I love her company, and she loves mine." These words + sounded strange to the visitor. She could not understand. "It + seems strange," said she, "that Bessie loves to stay at home and + to be with you so much. Doesn't she ever get lonesome? Nora is + restless and tired when she has to stay at home, and says I am + too old for her."</p> + + <p>Ah! here was the secret of the difference between the two + girls. One mother had allowed her daughter to choose her own + company and had not inquired into their plays and talks; whereas + the other knew the secrets of her child's heart and could advise + and instruct her in any matter. Between Bessie and her mother + there was a tie of which Nora and her mother knew nothing. "Train + up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old he will + not depart from it." Prov. 22:6.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XVII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XVII.</h2><br> + + <center> + TEMPTATIONS. + </center> + + <p>At Christmas time Bessie received the following letter from + one of her friends:</p> + + <div class="blkquot"> + <p>Dear Bessie:</p> + + <p>I have long wondered what to send you as a Christmas gift, + and it seemed a hard problem to solve. I fear you will wonder + at what I am sending; but, knowing that you are nearly thirteen + years old and must be growing very fast, I have decided to send + you a corset. I hope you will like and appreciate it enough to + wear it.</p> + + <p>Lovingly your friend,</p> + + <p>Lizzie.</p> + </div> + + <p>On receiving the package, Bessie looked at the corset and + said, "Mama, shall I wear it?"</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington looked anxiously at her daughter; for she + knew that Bessie would have strong temptations along this line, + as she did not have a pretty form, and was growing rapidly. She + had hoped, however, that the subject would not be mentioned for + some time. Silently she breathed a little prayer for wisdom to + answer the question, and then said:</p> + + <p>"Bessie, God used great wisdom in forming your body. He knew + just what shape it would have to be in order to perform its + natural functions. Do you think it would be proper to try to + change it? Do you wonder why something snug around your waist + could be harmful? Listen, dear, and I will tell you. Let us take + the corset and examine it. It certainly looks very innocent and + pretty, but just see how stiff it is. These steel ribs and this + whalebone make it more like a piece of harness than anything else + I can think of. When worn about the waist, it produces pressure + upon the vital organs and thus deforms the body. These long + strings at the back are often drawn so tightly as to cause the + misplacement and derangement of those organs whose functions are + most necessary to health and happiness. As a consequence, many a + woman has to suffer long years of torture.</p> + + <p>"Many women say they don't wear the corset tight, and think, + therefore, that no harm results; but, let one of them put a + snug-fitting bandage on any other part of the body, and she will + see how quickly the muscles of that part will weaken and decrease + in size. Should a young woman who has never worn a corset attempt + to wear one about her waist as loosely as they are ever worn, she + would, if honest with herself, cast it aside as an abominable + thing.</p> + + <p>"The reason why Lizzie wants you to begin wearing a corset + while you're young is that, if you'll bind your waist before + you've reached your full growth, your waist will never attain the + size it would have attained under natural conditions. In other + words, you would be deformed."</p> + + <p>"I don't think I shall ever wear it, Mama, if that's the + effect it has upon the body. If God takes such particular care of + us that he numbers our very hairs, he must be very much grieved + to see any one put a corset about her waist."</p> + + <p>"I'm glad for your decision, my child, but you'll soon meet + greater temptations. Some mothers don't think it worth while to + warn their girls of the dangers that threaten them in regard to + love and marriage; but I want to see you, Bessie, fully prepared, + so that you may safely pass this dangerous period.</p> + + <p>"Most girls at your age have some strange idea regarding love. + In the schoolroom, perhaps, a girl notices some particular boy + who has a winning way. At first she simply thinks he is nice; is + glad to see him promoted, receive honor, etc. Gradually her mind + becomes filled with queries concerning his opinion of her. She + dares not own that she loves to appear well in his eyes, but it + is true nevertheless. During his absence she misses him, and upon + his return her heart beats with emotion. If he pays her little + attentions, she dwells upon them until she becomes eager for + them. Her playmates notice a change in her, for she can no longer + hide her feelings. She blushes when mention is made of her + preference for him. The couple seek to be together as much as + possible, and are soon meeting together secretly. When reproved, + they may promise not to let the thing happen again, only to + repeat it in a short time. The secrecy of these meetings make + them more enjoyable, and their length and frequency are + unconsciously increased.</p> + + <p>"Satan, who is never asleep upon such occasions, makes reproof + his companion to push them forward. Friendly warnings are + unheeded; and if force be used to prevent the meetings, the + couple may think of eloping. They may not have thought of + marriage until this time; but when the girl realizes what she has + done, she consents to the hasty marriage. Such marriages, Bessie, + seldom result happily.</p> + + <p>"The place to stop was at the beginning. She should have + gained control of her wandering affections. Young girls who + lavish their love upon boys of their own age or older lose relish + for other things, and their minds become dwarfed and weakened by + being taxed with thoughts that are not fit for them to consider + at so early an age.</p> + + <p>"It is all right to form in your mind an ideal for your + affections, if you don't have in mind some particular person; but + your common sense should be your guide. Two rowboats passing each + other upon the water are all right as long as they are far enough + apart; but let these boats drift or be guided too close together, + and there is great danger of a collision. Your affections are to + you what the rudder is to the boat, and reason is your pilot. + They will guide you aright if you will let them."</p> + + <p>"Mama," said Bessie, "there's a girl in our school, only a few + months older than I, that says she is to be married in a short + time. The man she's to marry is nearly twice as old as she is, + too. We told her that she ought to wait until she wore long + dresses before she talked about getting married. Don't you think + that is dreadful?"</p> + + <p>"Yes, dear, it is. No girl should ever be married while she is + so young."</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2><br> + + <center> + ANSWERS TO PRAYER. + </center> + + <p>During the summer Bessie's cousin John and a boy friend came + to visit her. They spent many pleasant hours on the lake. One day + while they were about two miles from home, a fierce storm arose. + They noticed the sky growing dark and tried very hard to reach + home; but, when still some distance from the shore, they could + see that instead of making any headway they were drifting before + the wind.</p> + + <p>It was a serious moment. As the great waves dashed up over + them, each adding to the amount of water in the boat, Bessie + looked first at her cousin toiling away at the oars, the great + drops of perspiration coursing down his face, then at their + friend nearly wild with terror, and then at the western sky. + "John," said she to her cousin, "I believe that's rain coming + toward us." Until then the boy, who was a little older than + Bessie, had been brave; but as he turned to look, his face + blanched with terror, and he said, "Bessie, if that is rain, it + will certainly sink our boat; for, see, it is nearly half full of + water now."</p> + + <p>The situation was certainly critical, but Bessie felt that it + was not the time to despair. She remembered that in olden times + Jesus had calmed the sea. Believing that he could still do the + same, she prayed for help from heaven. Then, encouraging her + cousin to do his best, she, assisted by their friend, began to + bale out the water as rapidly as they could. In a few moments the + great drops of rain were dashing down upon them. Without + speaking, all kept at their work for what seemed to them an hour, + but which was really but a short time. Suddenly it ceased + raining; and, looking about them, they saw that the lake was + perfectly quiet—not a ripple could be seen. With trembling + voice Bessie said, "John, God must have sent the rain to quiet + the water, for I asked him to help us." It was a very wet but + thankful crowd that reached home that night.</p> + + <p>In the spring that Bessie was fourteen years old, her father + sold the beautiful home where she had spent so many happy days, + and bought a tract of land in a dense wood farther up the lake. + On account of the dense forest, the place appeared very dismal. + As the purchaser of their old home wanted possession as soon as + possible, Mr. Worthington had time to build only a barn before + removing his family. In this building they lived during the first + summer. Though these circumstances were discouraging, the + Worthingtons tried hard to be brave. By fall a house was ready + for them.</p> + + <p>Many good things were lacking in this new forest home; but God + knew this, and he put it into the hearts of friends and neighbors + to supply the family with fruit and vegetables and also chickens. + So generously were these supplied that there was no lack.</p> + + <p>During the winter following much wood was cut, hauled, and + piled out along the roadside in front of the house; but still + there was standing timber nearly everywhere one might look, and + to the south and west it extended for many miles.</p> + + <p>The next summer Bessie learned how dangerous an enemy a large + forest could become. There was so little rain during the hot + months that things became dry and brittle. One day she heard the + cry of "Fire! Fire!" Looking away to the southwest, she beheld a + sight that made her feel faint with fear. The woods were ablaze, + and the fire was coming directly toward her home.</p> + + <p>Her father came to her, explained their danger, told her to + warn her mother and then to do all she could to put out any + sparks that might fall around the woodpiles, house, or barn. This + said, he hastened to join the men in their desperate battle with + the fire. When Bessie entered the house, she saw her mother + weeping over her little baby, who had been born during the winter + months and who had known nothing but sickness and suffering. When + Mrs. Worthington heard the news, she continued to weep, and said, + "Well, dear, do all you can to put out the sparks; for I think + your little brother is dying, and I can not leave him."</p> + + <p>By much hard work, the fire was held in check until evening. + Bessie made her rounds with a pail of water and a dipper until + her eyes became so painful on account of the smoke and heat that + she was forced to lie down on the ground until they quit hurting. + As soon as possible, however, she returned to her task, informing + her mother frequently of the progress of the fire.</p> + + <p>At last word came that nothing more could be done; that the + house could not be saved. Seeing that further effort was useless + and that each moment increased the danger of their own lives, the + men left off fighting the fire, in order to save themselves and + to help, if possible, the Worthington family. They soon reached + the house. The next question was, where to go. The lake seemed to + be the nearest place of safety. Confusion was everywhere, but + through it all Mrs. Worthington sat quietly holding her dying + baby.</p> + + <p>"O Mama," said Bessie, "aren't you going with the rest?"</p> + + <p>"No," answered her mother positively; "I shall remain right + here with my dying child. I can not move him now and add to his + suffering. I know that God can take care of me here as well as + anywhere else. Why, Bessie, where is your faith? God can yet send + rain and put out the fire."</p> + + <p>"Oh! but if God doesn't send rain, you will burn up; for the + fire is almost here," cried Bessie. "Do come as far from the + house as you can, won't you?"</p> + + <p>"No, Bessie, I told you, no. I shall sit just where I am," + answered Mrs. Worthington; and Bessie knew that it would be + useless to press the matter further.</p> + + <p>With throbbing heart Bessie ran to her room, which was already + getting hot from the fire: she fell upon her knees by the window + where she could see the flames leaping from tree to tree, and + began to call mightily upon God. "O God!" she prayed, "do send + rain or change the wind." After repeating this prayer several + times, she noticed some large drops of water upon the window + pane. She knew what it meant: once before God had sent rain to + help her in time of danger. Hastening down stairs, she said, + "Mama, it's raining." "Thank God!" said Mrs. Worthington, "I knew + he wouldn't let baby and me burn up."</p> + + <p>By that time the rain was pouring down; the wind had ceased; + and the danger was over. The rain did not put out the fire, but + so checked it that, by hard work, it could be kept under control + until it died out.</p> + + <p>Little Clement lived only a short time after the fire; but + just before he died, he looked into his weeping mother's face and + smiled three times. As he had never smiled before, Mrs. + Worthington always thought that God took that way to encourage + her heart.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XIX"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XIX.</h2><br> + + <center> + LOST IN THE WOODS. + </center> + + <p>As Leroy was too young to drive the cows home in the evening, + Bessie enjoyed many a long walk in search of them. One evening + she had some difficulty in finding them. It was one of those + evenings when everything is quiet and sound travels a long + distance. After listening carefully for the tinkling of the + cow-bells, Bessie was bewildered, for she could seemingly hear + them in every direction. At last, thinking she had located the + sound, she set out in that direction. When she had walked about + two miles, she stopped to listen again. The bells were still + tinkling, but they seemed to be just as far away. She knew, + though, that the cows sometimes went a long distance. She had + been following the road, but thinking the sound came from the + woods, she started off in that direction. She saw that the sun + was just going down behind the trees; that she was on an + unfamiliar path, and was getting farther and farther from home. + But she must get the cows, and on she went, stopping now and then + to locate the sound of the bells.</p> + + <p>She suddenly found herself standing upon a point of land where + a deep, wide ravine extended on either side. The distance across + the ravine she could not see on account of the shadow and the + trees. What should she do? A few minutes previously she had + thought about its being late, but had hoped to find the cows and + to make them guide her home. This hope failing, she did not know + what to do. The bells were still tinkling ahead of her; but she + did not dare to try to cross the ravine in the darkness, now fast + gathering around her, and how could she return through those + dense woods! She thought of calling for help, but as quickly + realized how useless the effort would be, since there were no + houses near.</p> + + <p>As she stood wondering what to do, these words from a psalm + she had committed to memory a short time before, came to her + mind: "If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the + night shall be light about me. Yea, the darkness hideth not from + thee; but the night shineth as the day; the darkness and the + light are both alike to thee." Two more precious promises came to + her mind: "I will guide thee with mine eye" and "He leadeth me + beside still waters." Oh, what encouragement those words were to + Bessie! Surely God would guide her home. With a thankful heart, + Bessie started to return. As she had passed through several + clearings in her search for the cows, she had no little + difficulty in finding her way; but the moon rose early and gave + her considerable light, and as she neared home, she began to + recognize some familiar objects.</p> + + <p>But, in the meantime, how were her parents feeling? The cows + returned early and were milked. Mrs. Worthington wondered why + Bessie did not come with them, but thought she might have been + delayed and would come soon. She prepared supper; but when she + got it ready, Bessie was still absent.</p> + + <p>"What can be keeping Bessie tonight?" Mrs. Worthington said + anxiously to her husband. "She should have come home an hour + ago."</p> + + <p>"Oh, I suppose she has stopped somewhere to play," said Mr. + Worthington carelessly.</p> + + <p>"No; I don't think so," replied his wife. "Bessie always tries + to be prompt, and I'm afraid something has happened. If she + doesn't come soon, you had better go to look for her."</p> + + <p>"Well, wait until dark," said Mr. Worthington; "and, if she + isn't here then, I'll get some men and we'll search in different + directions. Did you notice which way she went!"</p> + + <p>"No," answered his wife, "but I think she went east."</p> + + <p>At dark Mr. Worthington started out with the searching party. + Mrs. Worthington tried not to worry; but when nine o'clock passed + and half-past nine came, she felt a great anxiety creeping into + her heart. Many times she offered an earnest prayer for Bessie's + protection. After putting Leroy to bed she stationed herself in + front of the house to watch.</p> + + <p>About ten o'clock some one returned to say that he could find + no trace of Bessie.</p> + + <p>With straining eyes, Mrs. Worthington looked in the direction + in which Bessie had gone, and at last thought that she could see + some one approaching. As the figure drew nearer, she could see + that it was her child, and with a glad cry ran to meet her. "O + Bessie," cried the mother, "what has happened to detain you? Your + father and a company of men are out searching the woods for you. + Dear child, where have you been?"</p> + + <p>Bessie was very tired and hungry; but she related all that had + happened and said: "I'm sorry I couldn't go farther; for I + believe the cows were just a short distance beyond the point + where I turned back. But I did not dare to cross the swampy place + and go into the woods on the other side."</p> + + <p>"Why, the cows have been home a long, long time, Bessie; and + that is what had made your delay seem so strange," said her + mother. "But were you not afraid, dear, when you found that you + were so far from home!"</p> + + <p>Bessie explained how she had felt and how the Lord had + encouraged her and helped her to be brave.</p> + + <p>"What time was that?" asked her mother; and when she learned, + she said, "Bessie, that was when I was so earnestly praying for + you. Surely our God is a mighty God and one who is ever + faithful."</p> + + <p>When the searching party returned, they were all glad to know + that Bessie was safe at home.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XX"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XX.</h2><br> + + <center> + NOVEL-READING. + </center> + + <p>As Bessie approached her sixteenth year, Mrs. Worthington + became very anxious about her. The mother thought that she could + notice a change in her daughter's actions and disposition. + Instead of being confiding and happy, she seemed listless, + forgetful, and nervous. At first the mother could not understand + this change; but by close observation she found that her daughter + was indulging in light reading.</p> + + <p>Some magazines and weekly papers containing continued + love-stories had found their way into the Worthington home. At + first they were not attractive to Bessie. She would merely glance + through the pages; but she gradually came to overlook the good, + substantial reading and to enjoy the part that stimulated the + romantic and imaginative part of her nature. The effect upon her + mental and moral powers was much the same as that produced upon + the digestive organs by rich and stimulating foods. Her mind was + thus weakened and robbed of its relish for wholesome reading. She + was ever looking forward for something to excite or satisfy her + abnormal desire for the romantic or the dreadful.</p> + + <p>As soon as Mrs. Worthington realized her daughter's danger, + she sought an opportunity to instruct her on the dangers of + novel-reading. "Some effects of novel-reading," said she, "are + worse even than those produced by dancing. Many novels are + hurtful because of the many false ideas interwoven in the + stories. Some novels attract the pure-minded by their morality; + but it is unsafe to read them, for the reason I have already + given you, and because, as with any bad habit, the exciting + influences must be constantly increased. In this way some persons + are deceived and drawn into many of Satan's snares.</p> + + <p>"In most novels there is much that is good and true; but the + immoral, the worldly, and the untrue are so interwoven with it + that the reader unconsciously finds himself taking pleasure in + thoughts which, before he began reading novels, would have been + disgusting. In this way the reader's sense of right is lowered + and an appetite created—an appetite that can not be + satisfied; the more it is fed, the more depraved and exacting it + becomes. Gradually the desire for the romantic increases until + the novel-reader longs to have a romance of her own. Her sense of + duty is so blunted and her better judgment so blinded that she + often agrees to a secret marriage with some one who is wholly + unfit to be her life companion. It is in this way that many a + girl has been deceived and led into sin. Many times, too, habits + have been formed, from which nothing but the grace of God could + deliver. In looking back over a wasted life, many a person can + see that his or her downfall had its origin in the first + novel.</p> + + <p>"My dear child, there are many good books that you will find + both helpful and interesting, but the Bible should be the pattern + of your life. Let it be the principal food for your mind and + soul. Your time all belongs to God, and you should waste none of + it in reading unwholesome literature."</p> + + <p>As Mrs. Worthington finished speaking, she was glad to see a + changed look in Bessie's face. She knew that God was talking to + her daughter; and as she arose to go, she said: "Bessie, do not + forget from whom you may expect strength. I am praying that God + will entirely take away the unnatural appetite which you have + been fostering."</p> + + <p>It was not long until Bessie rejoiced in full deliverance from + her taste for novel-reading, and her interest in her mother's + talks returned. As they read the Bible together and praised God + for the precious truths it contained, cherishing them within + their hearts as priceless treasures, Bessie's understanding + seemed to open, and she was able to comprehend many of the deep + truths of God's Word. The reading of God's Word gave her such + unbounding joy, such complete spiritual happiness, that nothing + could compare with it. Its truths, so simple and yet so grand, + were at once a guide and a reproof to keep her feet from straying + from the narrow way.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXI.</h2><br> + + <center> + GLAD TIDINGS. + </center> + + <p>In a small house about two miles from Bessie's home lived a + very old lady. She loved the Lord and enjoyed telling of his + goodness and of his dealings with her. Bessie, who was now about + sixteen years of age, enjoyed these talks very much.</p> + + <p>One day while Bessie and her mother were visiting this aged + saint, she brought forth a much-worn paper and handed it to Mrs. + Worthington, saying, "My daughter sent me this paper. You may + take it home, if you like," she continued; "but I must ask you to + return it, as my daughter wants it again." As Mrs. Worthington + took the paper, Bessie saw at the top of the page, in large + letters, "The Gospel Trumpet." After reading a few minutes Mrs. + Worthington exclaimed: "This paper is certainly the work of a + people who understand the plan of salvation. Things are fully + explained here that have been plain to me for years—things + that I dared not mention publicly lest I be thought + fanatical."</p> + + <p>On their return home Mrs. Worthington said: "It must have been + in answer to prayer that Sister Moore let me see that paper. I + have prayed for many years that God would help me to find a + people who were not afraid to preach his whole Word. I believe we + have found them. Who knows but this is God's way of starting a + series of meetings here. Oh, the wonderful God we serve! I shall + subscribe for the paper at once and also send my poem on sectism + to see if they will publish it." The subscription was sent, and + the poem soon appeared in the paper.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington was truly thankful to find that God had + others in the world who were willing to teach the whole Bible + without construing any part to suit their own ideas.</p> + + <p>It was not long until a testimony appeared from a minister + living a few miles away; and, agreeably with Mrs. Worthington's + request, a series of meetings was started in the + neighborhood.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXII.</h2><br> + + <center> + THE MEETINGS. + </center> + + <p>The news of the good meetings spread rapidly, and the + attendance constantly increased. The gospel as preached was a new + message to the people, and yet it was the very same that Jesus + and his disciples taught. Every point of doctrine presented had a + "thus saith the Lord" to confirm it.</p> + + <p>Many saw that the Bible had been misunderstood and had been + misconstrued by mankind to prove minor points, while the deep and + vital truths had been so covered over with prejudice and unbelief + that the majority of the people were blind to the true meaning of + the Word; and that, in their confusion, each had gone to the + denomination that seemed most nearly to correspond to his clouded + views. It was also clearly shown that there is no way to heaven + except the straight and narrow way that Jesus taught, and that + God's Word is the only true measure of a Christian + experience.</p> + + <p>Mrs. Worthington felt now that her cup of joy was full since + she could hear the way of salvation and the true church explained + from the pulpit just as God had revealed them to her. She was + also glad that Bessie, who was now old enough to understand deep + spiritual truths for herself, was in perfect harmony and + fellowship with her.</p> + + <p>About forty souls were saved in the meetings; some gained the + experience of sanctification; and the Spirit of the Lord worked + mightily upon the hearts of many others.</p> + + <p>Oh, the deep and wonderful love of God! Oh, the richness and + fulness of his grace! How glorious Bessie now found her walk with + God! How precious to commune with him and feel that she was + growing deeper into his love! Truly it was a taste of heaven!</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2><br> + + <center> + BESSIE SEES HER DUTY. + </center> + + <p>Among those converted in the meetings was a girl a little + younger than Bessie. Her name was Cora. Being an orphan and + living in the home of an infidel uncle, where she had no one to + understand or sympathize with her views, she often sought Bessie + for counsel and advice. The uncle did not oppose his niece, but + others in his family did.</p> + + <p>As time went on, the two girls became anxious to be doing + something for the Lord. While they were pondering over the + matter, a company of ministers came to the place to hold another + series of meetings. From them the girls learned that <i>The + Gospel Trumpet</i> was published by consecrated labor, that the + workers received no stated salary, but that they trusted the Lord + for their food and clothing.</p> + + <p>It seemed a strange story to the girls, but Cora felt that she + should like to go and help in the work. Though her uncle was not + pleased with her plan, yet finally, after he had investigated and + had found the place respectable, he gave his consent. It was + several months, however, before she expected to leave. Toward the + close of this time Bessie began to feel some anxiety for her + friend, and one day said to her, "Cora, do you really want to go + to <i>The Gospel Trumpet</i> office to work? Now, if you don't + want to go, God will not be pleased with your service." "Bessie, + I have lost all desire to go," Cora answered. "It seems to me + that God is calling you instead of me. You could be a much + greater help than I, because you have known and understood this + truth all your life."</p> + + <p>If Bessie had received a severe blow, it could not have hurt + her more. Her precious mother! How could she leave her! Many of + her cherished hopes for the future arose before me. Her plan, to + do all she could for her mother in her declining years, came up + before her; and as she thought of it, she became very sad. When + the two girls parted at the door, Bessie's heart was very heavy; + and when she was at last alone, she wept bitterly. She remembered + that she had consecrated to do anything the Lord might require of + her, but she did not see how she could do this. For many days + Bessie bore this heavy burden; and, not being strong, she began + to fail in health. From appearances, she had a malignant form of + quick consumption. The course of the disease was rapid, and in a + few weeks she was not only confined to her bed, but seemingly + very near death. Mr. Worthington desired to consult a physician, + but reluctantly heeded to Bessie's earnest entreaties to let her + trust the Lord. She said to her father, "I know that God would + heal me, if for the best; and, if not, I would rather die." And + she added mentally, "I would rather die than to leave home."</p> + + <p>Bessie at last became so low that she could not be left alone + night or day. As her mother sat beside her one day, holding her + hand, she said: "I believe, dear, that God wants to heal you and + use you for himself. I feel like asking our elder, Sister Smith, + to come and anoint you with oil according to Jas. 5:14, 15. I am + sure God will heal you."</p> + + <p>Sister Smith was brought as soon as possible; but, to Mrs. + Worthington's surprise, she did not offer to anoint Bessie until + the next day. She said: "I can not understand this case. There is + something here that seems very strange. Bessie appears to be + perfectly resigned to die, but she only answers yes or no to my + questions. I shall talk to her again." Returning to the bedside, + she said, "My dear, if God heals you, are you willing to leave + your father, mother, and home to preach the gospel"—but she + got no farther. Bessie, with all the emphasis she could command + in her weak state, interrupted, "No; I will never preach."</p> + + <p>"Ah! there is the point in your consecration that you have not + reached," replied Sister Smith. "You must be willing to do + anything that will bring the most honor to God's name, and to + work where he can get the most glory out of your service. It may + be the Lord will never require you to preach; but he wants the + willingness on your part, just as much as if he wanted to make a + minister of you."</p> + + <p>It was some time before Bessie could answer; but when she did, + it was to say that she would do anything, only that she must know + that it was God who required it.</p> + + <p>"God will make you to know that," said Sister Smith; "and now + I feel that everything is out of the way, and we can ask God to + heal you."</p> + + <p>As she applied the oil and called earnestly upon God, there + seemed to be a heavenly atmosphere filling the room. Bessie felt + a soothing sensation passing through her body; and when the + prayer was ended, she felt perfectly well, though exceedingly + weak. Her strength soon returned, however, and it was not long + until the Lord told her plainly that he wanted her at <i>The + Gospel Trumpet</i> office. She remembered her consecration and + felt willing in her heart to obey; but she shrank from telling + her parents. For two weeks she endured severe mental suffering. + She tried to gain sufficient courage to speak to her mother about + the call, but her tongue refused to form the words. One day while + she and her mother were in the cosy sitting-room, Mrs. + Worthington said, "Bessie, I believe that God wants you at <i>The + Gospel Trumpet</i> office and that he has used Cora's plan and + your sickness to show you your duty." Looking up through eyes + filled with tears, Bessie related all that God had revealed to + her. A great calm then came into her soul.</p> + + <p>But the test was not entirely over. Mr. Worthington must be + told, and—would he be willing? Embracing the first + opportunity, Bessie told him her plans and begged his approval + upon them; but his reply nearly crushed her.</p> + + <p>"Bessie," said her father, "if you must leave us, you may go; + but I have one thing to say and I mean it. If you go, you can + never return; for your going is heartless indeed. I can not see + why you should choose to go from your comfortable home and those + who love you so dearly, and leave your mother, who so much needs + your help."</p> + + <p>"Father, Father!" exclaimed Bessie, "Oh, don't talk that way! + You know how much I love you all. You know I never wanted to + leave home before; and if you won't let me return, what shall I + do?"</p> + + <p>As she stood there before her father almost broken-hearted, a + sweet voice whispered, "I will be with thee; be not afraid." The + words sounded like music in her soul and reminded her of her + recent decision to obey the Lord at any cost; and she said + quietly:</p> + + <p>"Well, Father, if you refuse to let me return home, it will + have to be that way; but I must obey the Lord, and he has called + me into his service"</p> + + <p>"Very well," he answered, "but remember my words," and he left + her.</p> + + <p>Seeking her mother, Bessie told her of the interview and of + her father's refusal to allow her to return home. For a moment + they stood looking at one another; and then, with great tears + filling her eyes, her mother said:</p> + + <p>"Remember the words of Jesus, 'There is no man that hath left + house, or parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the + kingdom of God's sake, who shall not receive manifold more in + this present time, and in the world to come life everlasting.' + Dear, child, I know your dutiful nature, and how you long to obey + your parents; but the Bible says to obey them in the Lord. When + you have to choose whom you will serve, God or your parents, you + must choose the Lord."</p> + + <p>"I will obey God," said Bessie quietly; and she began at once + to prepare to leave home.</p> + + <p>When all was ready and the morning of departure had come, Mr. + Worthington went out to prepare to take his daughter to the + train. He had been very silent all the morning, but Bessie's + heart was so full that she had taken little notice of his + behavior. Oh, how she longed for his consent for her to return! + Her mother gave her every encouraging word possible. At last they + looked out and saw that the horse was ready. As Bessie picked up + her last bundle, the door opened, and her father, stepping in + quickly, caught her in his arms. "O my child," he sobbed, "will + you forgive me and come back as soon as the Lord will let you? I + didn't mean what I said; but it is so hard to give you up. If you + need anything, write to me at once and let me know about it, + won't you?" and he tenderly kissed her. Bessie's heart was filled + with joy, and she said that he could expect her home just as soon + as the Lord would let her come.</p> + + <p>"Read 1 Cor. 10:13 and Jas. 1:12 just as soon as you have + time, dear," whispered Mrs. Worthington in her daughter's ear as + she kissed her again before she jumped into the buggy beside her + father. Then they drove away from the home and the mother that + were so dear to Bessie's heart.</p> + + <p>Very few words were spoken on the way to town, and after a + long ride Bessie found herself on the train. It all seemed like a + terrible dream; but there was a sweet peace and quietness in her + soul, and her father's loving words rang again and again in her + ears.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2><br> + + <center> + REVERIE. + </center> + + <p>In the days that followed Bessie's arrival at the + <i>Trumpet</i> office, she found many ways in which she could + help spread the gospel. She found, too, that she could preach in + a way that was not at all distasteful to her; for she could set + up many lines of type to be used in printing the gospel message + in the <i>Trumpet</i>, which was carrying light and truth into + many homes and preaching to hungry souls. But oh, how often she + thought of the dear ones at home and of how they were missing + her!</p> + + <p>One evening, when she sought her room and sat down beside the + window, as she had so often done at home, she began to review her + life. As the soft shadows gathered slowly about her, she seemed + to be at home again close beside her mother's knee, listening to + her tender, loving words of sympathy and advice. Bessie could now + see what they had been worth to her. They not only had prepared + her for a common sphere in life, but had given her a thorough + understanding of God's great plan of salvation. As she recalled + her mother's prayers and talks, she realized that, through them, + she had many times escaped what other girls had ignorantly + blundered into, and had been spared a great many of the bitter + sorrows that come into the lives of girls not taught at their + mother's knee. In her thankfulness, she offered a fervent prayer + to her heavenly Father that many more earnest, noble, and + prayerful mothers might be found to guide their children through + the critical period of childhood.</p> + + <p>After three months Bessie returned home for a short visit with + her parents. Upon her arrival she not only found a loving and + tender welcome, but also learned that both her parents had + accepted her call as from God. After a happy visit of two weeks + she returned to her work. With the blessing of God upon her + labors, we shall here bid her good-by.</p> + + <p>In conclusion, we wish to say that what she became was + principally in answer to her faithful mother's prayers. Had she + been left—as many girls are—without a mother's tender + love and confidence, mingled with many earnest prayers, she would + have fallen into temptations that she never knew. She had fully + proved the worth of a praying mother.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXV"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXV.</h2><br> + + <center> + A PLEA TO MOTHERS. + </center> + + <p>Home as God intended it is built upon the corner-stone of + virtue and prayer. It makes no difference how beautiful the house + nor how grand its contents, if the mother is a woman who does not + care for God or virtue, the corner-stone of that home is lacking. + Such a home can not stand when trial and temptation enter.</p> + + <p>A stream never rises above its source, nor a home above the + ideals of its founders. No matter how humble the home, do not + belittle its possibilities. Anything so sacred as home can + command heaven's choicest and best blessings. The humblest cabin + may contain that element which makes home the shrine of happiness + and the temple of peace, and will cause it to send forth saints + and heroes.</p> + + <p>Oh that parents, especially mothers, could realize their + influence in the home, their power to direct the young minds + around them into the proper channel! Let us so educate and train + the children that they will be able to get the greatest good from + their natural endowment and that they may use it in such a manner + as will bring the most glory to God. So train them and so live + before them in the home that in after-years they will say with + pleasure: "This precept was always taught me by my parents. + Father and Mother's holy example has been a priceless birthright + to me."</p> + + <p>This is true parenthood. It should be the ideal in every home. + By this I mean parents who realize their responsibility and have + their children's best interest at heart; parents who will + sacrifice any pleasure of their own for the benefit and happiness + of their little ones; parents who will not only bid their + children a hearty welcome into the world, but will care for their + future from that moment, and who have the love and respect of + their entire household.</p> + + <p>You may say that parents like these are few and hard to find. + True, but it is equally so that, with proper knowledge and + understanding, many would approach this standard. Perhaps some + have allowed years to slip carelessly by and their darlings to + pass seemingly beyond their control. To such I would say, It is + never too late to pray.</p> + + <p>Observe the wayward boy whose chief inheritance is a wild, + wilful nature. He is nearing his fourteenth birthday. Having been + allowed to have his own way while small, he has cultivated an + ungovernable desire to do as he pleases. Let the mother of that + boy cease her old habit of saying, "I don't know what will become + of that boy! I don't understand how he can treat me so rudely. + I've done all I can, and he just grows worse," and take a more + rational method. Have you gone to that boy and told him the + sweet, simple story of Jesus and why he came from his beautiful + home; that a part of his mission was to teach you how to make + your home after the pattern of his heavenly home; that his heart + is touched with compassion when he beholds any one in trouble; + that he is grieved because you have made a mistake; but that you + are sorry and are decided to do your duty? Have you told the boy + all that? Have you knelt beside his bed at night with your + tear-dimmed eyes pressed upon his hand, and told him the great + dangers that are before him, even surrounding him, and informed + him how to avoid them? Have you told him that he is at the most + critical time in his life, that a mistake now will mean a life of + suffering for both him and you, and that he can with you begin + over and remove some of his past mistakes? Have you talked thus + to your boy? If not, why not? It is your privilege as well as + your duty.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2><br> + + <center> + PARENTAL DUTY. + </center> + + <p>The first duty of father and mother to their child is to see + that they are a unit on family government. Second, they must + study themselves and their failures, trying to make the weak + places strong. Third, study the disposition of the child, gain an + understanding of its inner life, and find out what pleases and + displeases it; and, while cultivating the good, hold in check the + bad. A mother should understand her children better than any one + else. If she is a thoughtful mother, she knows not only the + surroundings of her children, but many of the impressions that + she has stamped upon their undeveloped minds.</p> + + <p>Children are not putty that can be moulded into any form to + suit our fancy, but there is a method by which we can fashion + their young lives. Much patience, devotion to the child, and + fervent prayer will be needful to accomplish anything worth + while.</p> + + <p>Every parent should see that their attitude toward their + children is what it should be. Consider their feelings and show + them respect, remembering that they have rights upon which you + must not intrude; but never loosen the reigns of home government. + Make any rules that you think practicable and necessary; explain + each rule carefully to your child, giving your reason for making + it, and then demand obedience. Never, unless for some special + reason, ignore any good rule. Should your child happen to break + one of these rules, do not punish without first finding out the + cause. He may not have understood your meaning, or he may have + forgotten. Take him quietly aside; and, after finding out why he + has disobeyed, gently tell him again your reasons for making the + rules and the necessity of his obedience. You might have to do + this several times, but do not excuse him too long. When it is + necessary to punish, ask for wisdom from above, and then punish + in a way that he will understand you and remember the punishment. + When you make a statement, stand by it, if possible, unless you + see error in it. If such be the case, confess your fault. If your + child does not show you due respect and obedience, there is a + cause for it, and it is your duty to find out what that cause + is.</p> + + <p>All children have to contend with bad qualities that have been + inherited. Do not flatter yourself that because the child is + yours it will escape temptation; for all must be tempted, if they + would be strong. Teach your children, according to their ability + to comprehend, all that they should know to be able to shun evil. + Do not think that because your child has inherited some moral + weakness, you are helpless to teach him to overcome it. You can + explain to him his danger and tell him what yielding to the + temptations that come to him because of this weakness will lead + to. Point out the effect of this sin upon the one from whom it + was inherited. Tell the child that the only chance to overcome + this inherited tendency will be by constantly avoiding those + things that will lead to temptation. You may find the task + difficult and you may sometimes feel disheartened, but you must + put that wayward child of yours right, if possible, or God will + hold you accountable. Perhaps the inherited sin may lie at your + own door. If it does, you will understand better how to help him + from under its power.</p> + + <p>In the public school, on the street, and in his various + associations, your child will be exposed to the evil of hearing + impure language from vile lips; and if he be not warned, who can + blame him for listening? Your home teaching must overbalance all + that he hears outside.</p> + + <p>Should some question concerning the mysteries of his own body + or of his own origin be aroused in his mind by impure stories or + by any other cause, you must at once arise to meet the difficulty + before harm is done that will be very difficult to overcome. But + some mother will say: "I do not know what answer to make my child + when he asks questions of such a delicate nature. Would it not be + best to leave his mind free from these ideas until he is older?" + Doubtless it would, if the child would be contented to wait; but + when he has learned enough to ask the question, he is able to + tell whether you speak the truth when you say you do not know, + and he will not be satisfied by the flimsy pretest, "Oh, run away + and don't bother me; I'm too busy."</p> + + <p>Above all else, keep the confidence of your child, so that he + will come to you with every trouble of life. Confidence of + children in their parents is a gift from God. All children have + it at first. See the tottering baby cling to its mother for + support; watch it run to her when it is frightened. Can it not + have the same confidence when it is older? I answer from + experience that it can and should. Truth inspires trust in your + child. If you do not think it best to answer all his questions + fully at the time when he asks them, tell him at least enough to + satisfy his curiosity, and promise him that, if this remains a + secret between you and him, he may come to you whenever he wants + more information. Do not be afraid of having secrets with your + child. The matter may be trifling, but the fact that he is + helping you to keep secrets will teach him to value his word and + will increase his confidence in you. On the other hand, if you + tell him an untruth, do not think that he will come to you again. + No, he will doubtless go to some friend who he thinks will tell + him, and thus get his young mind tainted with impure thoughts. + And little better in results than telling an untruth is putting + the child off till some future time. These questions must be met + when they arrive.</p> + + <p>You may say, "I don't know how much to tell at any one time." + Wisdom is necessary here. No more should be told than will + satisfy the present curiosity of the child. A few questions on + your part will readily discover what information he has gained + and how much he wishes to know.</p> + + <p>A boy of scarce six summers once came to his mother with a + question of life. The mother was shocked; but, offering an + earnest prayer for wisdom, she questioned the child and found + that he had heard remarks made by older boys. As his mind was + developed enough to comprehend part of their conversation, his + curiosity was aroused. Having perfect confidence in his mother, + he had sought her for an explanation of the points that perplexed + him. As simply as possible, that mother gave the information, + ending with the words, "Now, darling, this is to be a perfect + secret between us; and when you are old enough, I will tell you + more." Years passed by until the boy was in his eleventh year; + then he once more went to his mother for information. "Mama," he + began, "do you remember the time you told me a secret?" She + answered that she did, and he continued: "Well, I have kept that + secret. I have never mentioned it to any one. And do you remember + that you said some time you would tell me more?" When she + answered, "Yes," he said quickly, "Don't you think I'm old enough + now?" In answer, the mother put her arms about him and said, "My + son, you shall hear all you wish to hear. What is it, dear?" Then + as each question came, she gave him a satisfactory answer, and + ended by saying, "Whenever you want to know more, come to me, and + I will tell you." That boy continued to go to his mother; and + when he entered the most trying period of his life, her advice + kept him from the dangers into which so many fall. In hours of + trial she was able to point him to the Savior. Never neglect the + duty of warning your child of danger.</p> + + <p>Teaching of this kind will endear you to your children long + after you are resting in the grave. They will recount, "My mother + told me this. My father taught me that. They must have understood + God's plan of salvation, or they would never have known how to + tell me these things." But the task will require your highest + talents. Sympathy and love, constant watchfulness, and earnest + prayer will be the most needful. Since the child does not know + himself, you must learn to know him. You must search for the + secret springs that govern his actions and for the master key + that will unlock his heart.</p> + + <p>One dear young woman, relating her experience to me, said: "My + mother died when I was only six years old; but I know she must + have been a Christian, because some friends who knew her told me + of her devoted life and of earnest pleadings for her children + when she saw that she must leave them. All that I can remember + about her was seeing her bowing in prayer or talking to us + children. There are desires in my nature that I know must have + been planted within me in answer to her prayer. After her death I + was cast out upon the world. I went to live with a very ungodly + family, but that sense of right and wrong within me made me shun + and despise their evil ways. I loved to read my Bible. From it I + learned that, if I would gain heaven, I must forsake sin and live + a pure life. To live such a life was a pleasure until I found + that the denomination whose meetings I attended would not allow + me to say much about a holy life, because their creed did not + teach it. Then I promised the Lord that I would be a Christian if + I had to be one all by myself. This was not necessary, for I + found many true Christians who believed all that the Bible + teaches."</p> + + <p>That mother's prayers had fashioned and governed the life of + her daughter long before the child was able to understand her + mother's meaning. Parents can not begin too early to win the + child's love and confidence, and they should spare no pains to + maintain these to mature years. Those who do will find that their + children will never, even to old age, fail to come to them for + sympathy and advice. Children so reared will always love and + honor their father and mother as the Bible says they should, and + will look upon their parents' lives as examples for them to + imitate. See to it that you show yourself a good pattern, in + thought, word, and deed, for them to follow.</p> + <hr style="width: 65%;"> + <a name="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a> + + <h2>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2><br> + + <center> + USEFUL HINTS. + </center> + + <p>There is no definite rule whereby parents may control their + home, except to seek advice from God, for no two families have + the same environment. Any method that will bring about the + desired result may be applied; but the method must be systematic + and thorough. A positive attitude is good, and should be + encouraged, but harshness ought never to be used. The latter will + tend to discouragement and resentment in the child, while the + former will teach the difference between right and wrong.</p> + + <p>Be charitable to your children in regard to their faults and + failings, so that they may learn by your example to be charitable + to each other and to their fellows. Teach them the blessings that + charity will bring to them; show them that it is the greatest of + God's gifts and that without it they will meet many buffetings + from their contact with the world. Remember that Paul speaks of + it as "the more excellent way" and admonishes us to desire it + above all things else.</p> + + <p>Children must have entertainment. Rich and costly furniture, + elaborate parties, or even guests are not necessary. Children may + be entertained in a very simple manner. What child does not enjoy + the old-fashioned game of hide-and-seek, tag, or some such + innocent amusement with Papa and Mama? It may take a little of + your time, but what of that? Do all you can to make your home the + happiest place on earth for your children.</p> + + <p>"Yes," says one, "that will do while the children are little; + but just wait until they grow up, and then they will seek other + company." I did not say that they must always stay with you. Of + course they will desire to go from home sometimes. What I mean is + that we can make home so attractive that they will note the + difference between it and the outside world. The interest we take + in them will constrain them to remain at home and to return when + away from it. Home! Oh that beautiful word! Poets have written + about it, choirs have sung about it, but who can fathom the + meaning of that little word, home! None but the child who has + been taught to revere, cherish, and enjoy it, and then looking + back remembers the happy years spent in the home circle.</p> + + <p>I think that I hear a father say, "When I return from my work, + I am so tired I can not stand the children's noise." Is that so? + Do you not love your children, and are you not working for their + welfare! If so, do you not think that a little less labor with + your hands and a little time spent with them would be more + profitable? Perhaps a little romp or chat with them would rest + you. Try it anyway. You who are desk workers can afford it: it + will help you to cast off the responsibilities of the day and the + better prepare you for the morrow. A romp with the children is + not lost; but, on the other hand, is a benefit for both parent + and child. Thoughtful parents can think of many things that will + increase the interest in home and will draw them closer to their + children.</p> + + <p>Sometimes it is good for the children to visit their friends, + but parents should always be acquainted with these friends. Never + let your child go where games are played that you would not allow + played in your own home. Here is where conscience and confidence + will help you. Be cautious about allowing your child to go + somewhere to stay all night. In this way many a child has learned + evil practises and in some cases been ruined. Then, too, it draws + his mind away from the home circle.</p> + + <p>"But," you say, "all this I have done, and yet my children are + now forgetful of it all. They are indulging in many things that + they were taught to be harmful to the soul." My dear friend, can + you not remember when this state of things began? Can you not + point to a time when there was a drifting from your home circle? + when home life began to seem too narrow for your child? when he + began to crave the association of others more than that of his + own brothers and sisters? Did you at that time lift up your home + banner and shield? Did you tell him of the rapids in the + distance? "No," you falteringly answer; "I thought there could be + no harm in allowing him to mingle with his chums at school and to + visit them in their homes. I was afraid to be too particular, + lest he should think me too strict with him." Ah! friend, that + was your golden opportunity, and you failed to see it. After + instructing the child, you should have bowed with him in prayer, + giving him over to God's keeping. Then, if he chose to + go—remembering that your prayers were following + him—nine chances out of ten he would have returned with + words similar to those spoken by a youth who had been permitted + to attend a party. In answer to his father's question he said, + "Yes; I had a good time, but I have better times at home." + "Better times at home!" Think of it, parents! Is it not worth + some self-denial, some sacrifices, on pour part, to have your + home spoken of in this manner?</p> + + <p>"Yes," says a mother, "that is all right when both parents are + in harmony and have salvation; but suppose that the parents are + poor and that one is unsaved?" I have seen just such homes as + this governed in the manner whereof I speak. God gave more grace + and strength to the saved companion; and, although there were + many difficulties to encounter, yet the saved one was able to + influence the home for God. "All things are possible to him that + believeth," said Christ in olden times, and his statement is + still true.</p> + + <p>Again, I hear a parent whose loved companion has recently died + say, "What can I do now to train my children aright?" There comes + before my mind a beautiful scene of a faithful mother with her + son and daughter whom she had brought up to God's glory. She was + left alone with these two precious ones to guide and rear to + manhood and womanhood. She bade adieu to the words "I can't" and + with determination went about her task. As God never lets such + zeal go without assistance, this mother found help in time of + need. Another scene which I love to recall is that of a devoted + father and by his side his two motherless daughters just entering + womanhood. He gives them every spare moment that he has, and both + are real examples of trust and purity.</p> + + <p>In your zeal to find entertainment for your children, do not + forget that they must have employment. See that every member of + your household has certain work to do. This work should be suited + to the years and the strength of the individual and, if possible, + to his likes and dislikes. Work of the proper kind will + strengthen the muscles, improve the health, keep out many evils, + and create in the young a desire to help bear the burdens of + life. Periods of rest may be made profitable by having on hand as + much wholesome literature as you are able to secure. By this + means much useful knowledge may be stored. The reading need not + be confined wholly to religious works; reliable treatises on + science, art, mechanics, cooking, chemistry, domestic economy, + health, etc., are all profitable if not indulged in to the + exclusion of religious literature. If you trust God, he will help + you to know what to do.</p> + + <p>A lady once said, "Our children are what we make them, and we + get out of them just what we put in." These words contain much + truth. God holds all parents, according to their light and + understanding, responsible for the training of their + children.</p> + + <p>If you have a preference among your children, never reveal it. + On the contrary, endeavor to place the less favored ahead in your + care and attention. You can justly do this, for the favorite will + get all the attention he deserves anyway. I well remember a case + where the mother's favorite son brought sorrow and shame to the + entire household by stealing from his own father, simply because + she had humored and petted him in childhood. Parents can not be + too careful in this respect.</p> + + <p>Many a mother does not realize how highly her children value + her opinion. A boy had met with an accident that somewhat + disfigured him for a time. While he was preparing to leave for + school, his mother said, "You will no doubt be made sport of + today; are you able to bear it?" His answer was, "Oh, I don't + care what any one says about me but you; but if you were to make + fun of me, I couldn't stand it."</p> + + <center> + SWEET GEM OF THE HOME. + </center> + + <div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Thou formal home, so graced, so blest,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>With earthly treasures rare;</i></p> + + <p><i>Within thy portals we expect</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>All graces rich and fair.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>We gaze, we search, but all in vain;</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>The gem we love so well,</i></p> + + <p><i>"Sweet innocence," doth not remain,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Nor in thy chambers dwell.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Thy children, as the world they greet,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Are bearing tales of thee;</i></p> + + <p><i>"I was not warned," they oft repeat,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Nor taught at Mother's knee.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Sweet Innocence, thou heav'nly grace,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Rich gem from God above!</i></p> + + <p><i>Thy touch upon the human face</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Reveals but peace and love.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Thy treasures richer far than gold,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thy gifts of greatest worth,</i></p> + + <p><i>Might grace our homes, except for sin,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Whose curse now sweeps the earth.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>We look for thee within the maid,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>With beauty, grace, and charm,</i></p> + + <p><i>But find thy flight she hath not stayed,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Nor doth she feel alarm.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Then in the lad, whose noble brow</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thy presence might suggest;</i></p> + + <p><i>With closer view we must allow</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>By thee he is not blest.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>E'en when we look within the child</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>And laud his graces sweet,</i></p> + + <p><i>We find his mind so soon defiled</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>For thee 'tis no retreat.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>"And why?" we ask, "oh! why is this?</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Such need and dearth abound.</i></p> + + <p><i>Oh! why in homes of promised bliss</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>May not this gem be found?"</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>The mystery, so deep, so great,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Is simply lack of prayer;</i></p> + + <p><i>Is bidding timely warning wait</i></p> + + <p><i>For daily toil and care.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Allowing things that crumble, waste,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Our whole attention claim,</i></p> + + <p><i>We cause sweet Innocence in haste</i></p> + + <p><i>To leave our homes to shame.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>But thee, sweet grace, we find in some—</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thank God thou art not lost!—</i></p> + + <p><i>We see thee in the Christian home</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>As royal guest and host.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>We note the mother as she pleads</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>For counsel from God's throne,</i></p> + + <p><i>Then goes with wisdom that she needs</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>And strength to make it known.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>We watch the child in this true home,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>And in its face so fair</i></p> + + <p><i>We recognise what doth become</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>A faithful mother's prayer.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Sweet Innocence! may we extol,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Within the home, thy art;</i></p> + + <p><i>Thy power to beautify the soul,</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>To teach the pure in heart.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Thou gift divine! thou fairest gem!</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thy presence may we crave,</i></p> + + <p><i>That thou mayst grace our diadem</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>In life beyond the grave.</i></p> + </div> + + <div class="stanza"> + <p><i>Reveal, O grace, unto the world</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>Thy beauties rich and rare,</i></p> + + <p><i>That all may understand and know</i></p> + + <p class="i2"><i>What mothers find in prayer</i>.</p> + </div> + </div> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The value of a praying mother, by Isabel C. 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Byrum + +Release Date: April 15, 2004 [EBook #12042] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE VALUE OF A PRAYING MOTHER *** + + + + +Produced by Joel Erickson, Michael Ciesielski, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + + + + +THE VALUE OF A PRAYING MOTHER + +BY ISABEL C. BYRUM + +GOSPEL TRUMPET COMPANY + +First Printing 1911 + + + + +PREFACE. + +This book has a purpose: it is sent forth as precious seed, with the +prayer that it will fall into "good soil" in many hearts and bring forth +an hundredfold. + +All parents with natural affection desire the best things for their +children. Such fathers and mothers have high hopes that from their home +will go forth noble men and women--yes, even heroes. Many fail to +realize the attainment of this ideal in their children, because of a +lack of the knowledge necessary to bring about the desired development +in the child-life. + +The following pages were written with the fervent hope that they would, +at least in some measure, be a help in developing the young lives +entrusted to your care. If your harvest-time is past; if your children +have grown up and have left the old home, you may be able to help some +one who still has little ones to train. + +One object in relating actual experiences was that the reader might be +guided in the application of those principles of child-training which, +if merely stated in the abstract, might be hard to understand and +difficult of application. The principles herein stated are not mere +theories, but they have the commendation of having stood the test of +use. Two other objects of this simple story of home life are that the +thoughtful mother may get a view of the effects of certain extreme +environments on the child-life and, by observing the substantial results +accomplished by a praying mother, she may discover the secret of +success. + +The incidents of this little home story are all true, even to minute +details, as far as memory serves one of the actors in this drama of home +life after the lapse of many years; but as most of the principal +characters are still living, the correct names have, for the most part, +been withheld. Should one of your children ask, "Mama, who was Bessie +Worthington?" you can truthfully answer, "She was a little girl who +lived in Michigan; and she and her papa and mama are still living." + +If, by reading this little book, any mother shall see wherein she can +improve upon her past teaching, and thus be able to do more for the +spiritual and moral well-being of her children, the writer will feel +amply rewarded. May the blessing of God attend it as it goes forth. + + Yours in Him, + Isabel C. Byrum. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + CHAPTER I. + Two Scenes + + CHAPTER II. + A Praying Mother + + CHAPTER III. + Early Training + + CHAPTER IV. + God's Care + + CHAPTER V. + Consecration + + CHAPTER VI. + Conscience + + CHAPTER VII. + A Downward Step + + CHAPTER VIII. + A Wise Decision + + CHAPTER IX. + Self-Control + + CHAPTER X. + Parental Control + + CHAPTER XI. + Christian Experience + + CHAPTER XII. + The Beautiful Secret + + CHAPTER XIII. + Blessing and Trial + + CHAPTER XIV. + The Surprise Party + + CHAPTER XV. + Leroy's Healing + + CHAPTER XVI. + Explaining the Divine Life + + CHAPTER XVII. + Temptations + + CHAPTER XVIII. + Answers to Prayer + + CHAPTER XIX. + Lost in the Woods + + CHAPTER XX. + Novel-Reading + + CHAPTER XXI. + Glad Tidings + + CHAPTER XXII. + The Meetings + + CHAPTER XXIII. + Bessie Sees Her Duty + + CHAPTER XXIV. + Reverie + + CHAPTER XXV. + A Plea to Mothers + + CHAPTER XXVI. + Parental Duty + + CHAPTER XXVII. + Useful Hints + + + + +THE VALUE OF A PRAYING MOTHER + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +TWO SCENES. + +How delightful to step into the home where God is counselor of both +parent and child! How blessed the companionship in such a home! There +God counsels in sweet, tender tones. He teaches his will and gives the +needed wisdom. God is man's truest and best teacher. James says, "If any +of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally +... and it shall be given him." Be the home ever so beautiful, if it is +not a house of prayer, it is not a place of true happiness. Parents +should often commune with the Lord; especially the mother, with her many +cares and perplexities, if she would do justice to the little ones +entrusted to her care. + +A beautiful picture now comes to my mind--a picture of an ideal mother +of olden time. She dwelt in Ramah of Palestine. Her lonely home nestled +among the lonely hills. She loved to commune with the Lord, for deep in +her bosom she carried a sorrow that only he could help her to bear. Her +home lacked that sweet sunlight which innocent childhood brings. She +longed and prayed for a little life to guide and direct in the ways of +the Lord. + +Once every year she went with her husband to Shiloh, where sacrifices +were offered, and there publicly worshiped the Lord. When at the house +of the Lord one day, she prayed long and earnestly that God would grant +the desire of her heart. "O Lord of hosts," she prayed, "if thou wilt +indeed look on the affliction of thine handmaid, and remember me, and +not forget thine handmaid, but wilt give unto thine handmaid a man +child, then I will give him unto the Lord all the days of his life, and +there shall no razor come upon his head." + +A scene like this must have been rare even to the priest of God; for he +mistook this sad woman for one drunken with wine. She begged him not to +look upon her as such. When the man of God saw by her modest, earnest +words that she was not drunken as he had supposed, he changed his +reproof into a blessing. "Go in peace," he said, "and the God of Israel +grant thy petition that thou hast asked of him." With perfect confidence +that God had heard and answered prayer, the woman arose and returned +with her husband to their home in Ramah. + +The next year she did not go up to Shiloh; for God had granted her +petition and had given her a little son. Her husband was willing for her +to remain at home, but he cautioned her not to forget her promise to the +Lord. He feared, perhaps, that the mother might become so attached to +her child that she would be unwilling to part with him as she had +promised. His warning was unnecessary. + +As soon as Samuel (for this is what the mother named her son) was old +enough to be useful, she took him to the house of God and presented him +to the Lord. It must have sounded to the aged priest (who soon would +have to cease his work upon earth) like a voice from heaven, when the +happy mother, pointing to her child, said: "For this child I prayed; and +the Lord hath given me my petition which I asked of him: therefore also +I have lent him to the Lord; as long as he liveth he shall be lent to +the Lord." + +Again the mother prays; this time not in sorrow, but from a heart filled +with thanksgiving. She feels no regret because of her vow. Her child +became a great blessing to many people, and the Lord gave her other sons +and daughters to cheer her heart. + +By reading the story we find that "the child Samuel grew and was in +favor both with the Lord and also with men." Why was this? In answer to +his devoted mother's prayer, the Holy Spirit hovered over that child, +shielding him from the cruel darts and arrows of the enemy. He had been +taught the ways of the Lord from his cradle and his life was fully +consecrated to God. + +A different scene comes before me now--a scene that brings a shudder. +Upon a ship sailing along the shores of France were a man and his wife +on their way to join a band of villainous people in India. Being on a +secret mission, they traveled slowly and carefully. It was a tedious and +dangerous journey. One stormy day, on the Bay of Biscay, a child was +born to them. + +No loving welcome from the lips of a prayerful parent awaited this poor +little innocent child; instead, curses were his portion, and, by the +order of his mother, he was cast aside in a pile of rubbish to die. By +chance the father passed that way and, finding his child's poor little +perishing form, picked it up, took it to his wife, and commanded her to +see that it was cared for. + +As the child grew and developed in this atmosphere of sin and +degradation, is it strange that he partook of his parents' nature and +developed even worse habits than they? Unless the proper home influence +is thrown around a child, he can not help suffering from the inherited +sins of his parents. + +When this child became a man, he knew nothing of virtue and honesty. +His life was enveloped in a shroud of darkest crimes. Leaving India, he +went to Europe and from there sailed to America. Each year found him +better acquainted with court proceedings and prison walls. It was a +common thing for him to break into a man's house and steal every +valuable that he could find. + +I recently met this man and heard from his own lips the dark story of +his life. As he was relating an account of a desperate burglary, I asked +him what he would have done if the man of the house had awakened. +"Please do not ask me." he answered. "I was always armed, and a man's +life was no more to me than a dog's. There are scenes that I can not, I +dare not, recall, for I am a changed man now." + +Thank God, he is a changed man. He had not been too vile for God to +find. Jesus had cleansed his heart from all desire to do evil. Having +confessed his crimes and given himself up to be punished, he had been +sent to prison, but because of good behavior had been soon pardoned. He +is now spending his life among the lower class, whom he understands so +well and pities so much, trying to show them the way of salvation. + +Note the atmosphere that surrounded the cradle of each of the babes of +whom we have been speaking. In the first home we find prayer, love, +hope, and tenderness; in the last, sin, hatred, crime, and villainy. Oh +that mothers everywhere would take warning! If only these two pictures +could be framed and hung in the recesses of every mother's heart where +they might teach their silent lesson! If only mothers might see how +powerful for good or evil is their influence; how the affections and the +mental powers may be moulded by prayer and maternal love, and how the +groundwork for the future of the child may be laid in its early +training! + +A sensible mother has a charm and wields an influence that takes a fast +hold on the hearts of those who are dear to her. The kindly sympathy of +youth, the deep affection of manhood, can be traced to influences that +began at mother's knee. + +What true, prayerful mother does not feel as her child closely nestles +to her bosom that she is invested with a divine, mysterious power, an +influence which she can not understand? Then it is that she sees her +imperfections and longs for wisdom to know how to guide her child. God +alone can supply that understanding. She is her child's book of wisdom, +love, and, beauty, but she should be of God's writing. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +A PRAYING MOTHER. + +Still another mother comes before my mind--an earnest, zealous, pious +mother, who fashioned her life and example continually by God's Word and +endeavored daily to teach her children the deep truths of salvation in +language so simple that they could understand, to seek out the causes of +their failures and discouragements, and to give them timely advice and +instruction. + +As I trace a few of her experiences, which are all true incidents, I +trust they may sink into some perplexed mother's heart and enable her to +wield the instruments of love and prayer about her darlings and to be +more able to guide their tender hearts in the right course. + +Mrs. Worthington lived in the great city of Chicago, in a small cottage +on Portland Avenue near Thirty-first Street. Nothing about the dwelling +was elaborate; everything was simple, but very neat. Pretty vines +trailed gracefully over the porch and windows, and a few flower beds +filled up the dull nooks and corners. In front of the house was a grassy +lawn enclosed by a picket fence. Here the children could play apart from +the rough waifs that thronged the street. Within the cottage the same +quiet taste was in evidence. + +Every day in her cozy sitting-room Mrs. Worthington talked with her +little girls, Bessie and Louise. In times of trouble and perplexity she +bowed with them in prayer. How much the children enjoyed their mother's +comradeship and counsel! The mother realized the importance of these +early impressions made on the child's mind. She had promised God to do +all in her power to train her children for heaven. She had commenced +early, even from the time she had first looked into the depths of their +innocent eyes. + +She had taught them that when any trouble arose between them, they were +to kneel in prayer and ask God to help the one who had done wrong. Once +she heard Bessie say, "Louise, I have prayed for you three times, and I +believe I shall have to pray for you again." Louise was not a bad child; +she had as sweet and happy a disposition as Bessie; but, as with all +small children, little difficulties arose between them. + +Wishing to know what her two little girls would do on such an occasion, +she watched them. Bessie quietly took her little sister's hand, lead her +aside, and knelt with her in prayer. Then with all earnestness she +prayed, "O Lord, help Louise to to be good, for Jesus' sake. Amen." The +prayer, though short, was effectual; for both went back to their play +with happy faces, and they had no more trouble that day. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +EARLY TRAINING. + +As the daily teaching continued, Mrs. Worthington taught her children +many helpful lessons. She told them of the great necessity of a Savior +and of his mission to humanity. She taught them how God looked upon +disobedience, and always illustrated her talks with interesting Bible +stories and their every-day experiences. In this way she taught them not +only the evil effects of wrong-doing but also the sure reward of +right-doing. + +One summer, while the family was spending their vacation in Michigan at +the pretty country home of an aunt, something happened that helped the +children to apprehend their mother's meaning. This incident, although in +some measure painful to Mrs. Worthington, impressed the lesson upon +their young minds almost better than anything else could have. + +The house was situated upon a hill that sloped gradually down to the +shore of a lake. In many ways this lake was very attractive, especially +to the two little girls, who were then at the ages of two and four +years. Mrs. Worthington carefully warned the children of the danger of +playing near the lake shore; but, not realizing the greatness of their +temptation, she trusted them too far. Time after time they made their +way down to the water's edge. Something must be done; but what? + +One morning Mr. Worthington noticed his little daughters standing in +front of the house. Although he could not hear their words, he clearly +perceived that they were talking about a trip to the forbidden lake. +They hesitated some time, but at last walked slowly down the hillside to +the lake. Again they hesitated. Finally descending the steps of the +boat-house, they stepped into the sparkling water. How dainty the +ripples about their feet, and how clear the water! + +"Surely there can be no harm or danger," thought Bessie; but she +remembered the oft-repeated warnings of her parents and aunt. The +shells lost their beauty when she remembered hearing her father say that +bears sometimes travel up and down the shores. What if a bear should +some that morning? She gave a quick, searching glance among the trees, +but, seeing nothing, she tried to forget about bears. She might have +been able to forget about them, but she could not forget that she was +disobedient. Her conscience would not let her; the more she tried to +forget, the louder it talked. She was just about to take her little +sister back to the house, when she heard a rustling among the branches +of a tall tree directly above the path over which she must pass. The +next moment she thought she heard a low growl. "O Louise," she cried, "I +do believe that is the bear papa told us about." The tree then began to +sway from side to side and they heard another growl, louder than the +first. Seizing her little sister's hand, Bessie hastened to help her out +of the water. By this time both were thoroughly frightened; for while +visiting one of the parks in Chicago once, they had seen a bear hug his +keeper until he could not stand. Bessie remembered the incident and +tried to help Louise to hurry; but when the tree shook again, this time +just above her, she screamed wildly and ran a few steps alone. When she +got past the danger-point her reason returned, and, looking back, she +saw her sister's great danger, as she stood just beneath the fatal tree. +Rushing back, she almost carried Louise (while the growling continued), +and they were soon up the hill. In the house they told of their strange +experience, the substance of the story being, "The bear; The bear!" + +Mr. Worthington soon joined the excited circle and secretly explained to +his wife that he had been the supposed bear and that he had taken this +course to teach the children a lesson. His plan was successful, for +after that the children did not care to go to the lake alone. + +Mrs. Worthington, however, was very sad because her children had been +deceived. Unlike her husband, who was not a Christian, she believed in +keeping the confidence of her children and in praying with them when +they were disobedient. She decided to be more prompt and watchful in the +future and to shield them from temptation as much as possible. + +She improved the opportunity for some wholesome instruction. From the +stories of Jonah and King Saul she brought forth some excellent lessons +on disobedience. She told the children that, although they might think +when tempted to disobey that nobody saw them, yet there was one whose +eye was ever beholding their deeds, whether good or bad. Then she knelt +in prayer with her children, praying with a full heart to that God who +is everywhere present and from whom all our strength must come, that he +would teach her how to guide the precious souls entrusted to her care. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +GOD'S CARE. + +Considering this mother's deep piety, do you think it strange that she +saw God's hand in everything that befell her, and ascribed praise to him +for it all? + +After the return of the family to their home in Chicago the father +became very ill. His sickness was so severe and so long continued that +poverty began to threaten them. Mr. Worthington could not take the +resigned view of their circumstances that his wife took, but often gave +way to complaining. But Mrs. Worthington thanked God that things were no +worse and ever encouraged her husband with the promises that God would +provide. + +At last Christmas morning came and found them in extreme poverty. Mr. +Worthington still weak from his illness, but able to go around a little, +came in from his morning walk very gloomy and feeling that his friends +were very few. "This is the saddest Christmas I have ever known," he +said to Mrs. Worthington. "It is almost more than I can bear to know +that I have nothing to give the children today, and barely enough in the +house to eat. I did not realize it so keenly until I saw an old man +trudging along Thirty-first Street with a large pack upon his back. That +man was surely going to surprise some of his friends. How much we need a +friend like that!" "Never mind," said Mrs. Worthington softly; "God has +promised to be a friend in time of need, and I believe he will care for +us today." + +As she finished speaking, a rap was heard at the door. Mr. Worthington +arose slowly, wondering who could be their early caller. When he opened +the door, he was greatly surprised to see the aged man with the pack and +to find him to be his own father. Mr. Worthington had entered the house +too soon to see his father turn the corner and enter the yard. + +As the large burden was laid upon the floor and unpacked, there seemed +to be no end to the good things. A turkey, cake, pies, in fact, all that +was needful for a generous Christmas dinner, as well as a gift for each +one. It was a very thankful family that gathered around the table that +day. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +CONSECRATION. + +In regard to her children, Mrs. Worthington had passed through a deep +consecration. She fully realized that they were only lent her by the +Lord, entrusted to her care to be trained for usefulness in his service, +and she was determined to do all in her power to prepare them as the +Lord intended. In all sincerity, she had placed her children upon the +altar of consecration, promising God never to let her will interfere +with his designs concerning them. + +I do not think a child of God ever makes a consecration that is not +tested in some form or other. This mother's consecration was tested. + +A wealthy aunt, having lost all her children and being very lonely, +thought to fill the vacancy in her heart and home by adopting a little +child. After several vain attempts to find a suitable child, she sought +the home of her niece, Mrs. Worthington. She came with many misgivings. +When she made her errand known, her niece said: "Auntie, my children are +no longer mine; I have given them to the Lord, and whatever is his will +concerning them shall be mine. You will have to obtain my husband's +consent." Thus far Aunt A. was delighted with her success, and she +eagerly sought the father. She tried to point out to Mrs. Worthington, +who was heartbroken at the prospect of losing her child, how abundantly +able she (the aunt) was to provide for the child and spoke of the +extreme poverty of the Worthington home. The mother knew all this, but +she knew too that God's Spirit does not always rule in wealthy homes. +Would she do right to let her child slip from under her parental care? +Many thoughts of this nature surged through her brain, and many +temptations to say no came to her; but instead of giving a decisive +answer she sought counsel from the all-wise Counselor. While in prayer +she thought of faithful Abraham's trial regarding Isaac, and she felt +that God was just as able to carry her through temptation or test, if +she submitted all to his will. + +Mr. Worthington gave his consent for one of the children to go for a +visit. The aunt having chosen Bessie, hasty preparations were made for +their departure. As the mother kissed her curly-haired little girl +good-by, her heart seemed bursting with sorrow. She tried to control her +feelings, but only God knew the wound that her aunt's parting words +made. "Use your influence in my behalf, Niece, with your husband, in +case we want to keep Bessie," she had said, and then the great train +moved slowly from the station. Abraham was all the mother could think of +on her return home. Oh! would God give her back her child? + +Letter after letter came, each telling how fond the aunt and her husband +were of Bessie and how happy she was in her new home, but not a word +about her return. Four, five, six weeks passed. Then one day a letter +came stating that they had decided not to adopt a child now and that, as +Bessie was getting homesick, the parents might expect her home the next +day. Then, it had been only a test! Oh, how glad Mrs. Worthington was +that she had been faithful. Yes, her God was the very same God that +Abraham had served centuries before. It was hard to wait until +train-time the next day. When once more the loving mother held her +darling child in her arms, the tears that could not flow for weeks +streamed freely. + +Bessie was glad to be at home again. After the cold, formal, loveless +life at her aunt's, she appreciated her own humble home more than ever +before. + +But a far greater test was waiting the dear mother--one that would call +for more than human strength to bear. + +After Bessie's return Mrs. Worthington put forth every effort to teach +her children more about heavenly things. She bore in mind the +scripture, "Train up a child in the way it should go; and when it is +old, it will not depart from it." As she did not want to fail along this +line, she spent every spare moment with her children. And she seldom let +them go from home to visit unaccompanied by her; but one day, being very +busy, she let them go alone to their grandmother's. The distance was not +great, and Bessie, now nearly six years old, knew the way perfectly. All +would have been well had their grandmother been at home. She being away, +the girls stopped to watch some children at play. These children were +breaking old bottles that they had picked up in the alley. As the little +girls stood watching the sport, a large brown bottle was brought forth +and with a heavy stroke of the hammer was broken. Small pieces of the +glass flew in every direction. One piece struck Louise on the palm of +the hand just below the thumb, knocking off the skin, but not producing +a wound deep enough to bleed. Her grandmother, who appeared on the +scene just at this time, examined the wound. She though it would soon be +all right, but bound it up with a cloth to satisfy the child. The +children played as usual and then returned home in time for supper. + +When they came in, their mother, who had been very busy through the day +at housecleaning, was preparing a hasty supper, and she gave them no +special attention. The family were soon seated around the supper-table. +They had not been there long until Mrs. Worthington noticed that Louise +was not eating. She asked the child why she did not eat, but received no +reply. On being asked if her throat was sore, Louise nodded her head. +Still the mother did not think the child's condition serious; and, after +pinning a flannel around the child's neck, she did the evening work and +prepared to attend a prayer-meeting. She had noticed the rag upon +Louise's hand, but Bessie had laughed about the little cut and said, +"Grandma tied it up just to please Louise." + +Although the meeting that night was unusually good, Mrs. Worthington +could not forget the expression on her child's face as they had kissed +each other good-by. It seemed to be before her all the time; so she +really felt relieved when the meeting closed and she could return. + +Upon entering her home she immediately asked her husband, "How is +Louise?" He answered that she had been very naughty and cross and that +he had been obliged to punish her. This news increased the mother's +fears. Feeling of the child's head, she found it hot and feverish. + +As Louise continued to grow worse, at two o'clock in the morning Mrs. +Worthington thought it best to examine the child's throat; but when the +mother asked the little girl to open her mouth, she said, "Mama, I +can't." + +"What!" exclaimed the mother, "you can not open your mouth! Why, child, +what is the matter with you?" Although Louise tried repeatedly to open +her mouth, she could force her teeth apart only about an eighth of an +inch, and only with great difficulty could she speak. + +By this time Mr. Worthington had fully awakened to the fact that +something serious was troubling his child, and he sprang to her side. As +soon as possible they summoned a doctor. He found that the cut on her +hand had caused lockjaw, but said that there was no cause for alarm. The +parents, however, felt very anxious and called in several doctors for +consultation. They found that it was too late to do anything for the +child. "The course of this disease," said the doctors, "is usually very +rapid; and we are sorry that we can offer no hope." + +When Mrs. Worthington heard the doctors' verdict, anguish such as she +had never experienced before filled her soul. Her thoughts went back to +the previous night. Oh! why had she not examined the child closely +then? In her distress she cried to the Lord, saying, "Dear Lord, what +can this mean? Must I go through another test with one of my children? +If so, help me to say amen to thy will!" + +Everything possible was done for the comfort of the little sufferer. The +little life was swiftly nearing its close. Even when the doctors +injected medicine into her arm to relieve her pain, she did not murmur. +Forgetful for a moment of her suffering, she looked into her mother's +eyes and said, "Mama, I love you"; then turning to her father, "Papa, I +love you"; and then to the doctors and friends, "I like all these +folks." + +What a beautiful testimony? She had only kindly feelings in her heart +for all, even for the doctors, who seemed to be her enemies. Her words +were as a message sent from God as they fell into that mother's heart. +They seemed as sweet incense and a soothing balm to her troubled spirit. +Gazing into the child's face, the mother read of the tender, +compassionate love of God for suffering humanity; she read of the depth +of Christ's love for the innocent and pure; and, by the heavenly smile +that lighted the little face as her darling sank into unconsciousness, +she saw that the child realized her Savior's presence. + +Slowly the tide is going out; the soul of the child is passing from the +mother's presence into life immortal. "O my darling, speak to me once +more!" The large blue eyes slowly unclose; a look of disappointment +comes into them as she says, "Where has Jesus gone?" The dear eyes +softly close; she sinks again into unconsciousness; the beautiful +expression of happiness returns; the mother knows that her darling is in +the arms of Jesus and is content. + +Mrs. Worthington did not sorrow as those who have no hope; for she knew +that her heavenly Father knew best, and she could look up with +confidence and say, "The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away: +blessed be the name of the Lord." With the father it was different. Up +to this time he had never had any serious thoughts of a future life. He +knew that his wife was a good woman, but he considered her religious +views rather strange. She had seen so much error among the popular +religious denominations and had felt such bondage when meeting with +them, that she worshiped with a few spiritual people in a little +prayer-meeting. Because of this peculiarity, he had even feared that her +mind was affected; but now, when he saw her fortitude under deep trial, +he felt that surely there was an unseen power supporting her--a power +that he secretly longed to possess, although the time for attaining it +he set indefinitely in the future. + +As Louise had been his idol, his grief was deep. It stirred his whole +being. Her last testimony had convinced him that there is a Savior, that +he is interested in mankind, and that he is able to keep in every +affliction. Standing by the cold, lifeless form of his little daughter, +he promised God that he would meet her in heaven. + +After these things Mrs. Worthington realized more keenly than ever the +value of confidence between children and parents. With renewed energy +she sought daily to strengthen that cord which now seemed to her almost +divine. Her daily talks now contained a richer and deeper meaning to +Bessie, whose understanding of heavenly things was growing clearer since +her sister's death. Through her mother's teaching she gained a knowledge +of God and spiritual life that would have taken her many, many years to +comprehend had she been left to herself. + +Mrs. Worthington was surprised and pleased to note Bessie's confidence +in her mother's teaching. One day, in answer to the assertion of a +little neighbor girl that Louise was not alive, but dead and buried, +Bessie said, "I know Sister's body is dead and buried, but her soul is +living with Jesus. He was waiting for her when she died and took her +soul away with him." + +"I am glad, my child," said her mother, sometime after this +conversation, "that you love to come to me with things that trouble you; +for as you're going to school now, you can not help hearing and seeing +many things that I would rather keep from you until you're older. You'll +see and hear many things that you should allow no place in your life; +but if you'll always come to me, I'll instruct you so that they'll not +be harmful to you. When I was a child, how I longed for some one in whom +I could confide! My mother was a good woman, but she didn't realize how +I often longed to unburden my heart to her. Father understood this +desire, and we often had confidential talks. + +"I shall never forget my gratitude when he took me upon his knee one day +and told me about many dangers young girls must meet and explained how I +might avoid them. His words were just in time; for I had often been +allowed to spend the evening at the home of a little friend, who, like +myself, was not taught how to meet danger. At first our play had been +innocent sports, but a short time before my father's talk a cousin had +come to board with the family and attend school. He at once encouraged +us to play a game of cards with him. As I knew nothing of the evil of +card-playing, I was eager to learn; for he gave me much praise and +allowed me to win very often, always rewarding me with a pile of candy. +The appearance of so much candy in my possession had led to my father's +talk. As father unfolded the nature of card-playing and gambling, a +horror for them that has never left me came into my heart. After this I +often sought my father's counsel; his faithful admonitions and tender +words of encouragement caused me to have more and more confidence in +him." + +Mrs. Worthington sighed deeply as she continued, "The memory of my dear +father is sacred, Bessie. Many times I've thanked the Lord that my +father knew the worth of prayer and the value of the confidence of his +children. He helped me to tide over the most critical period of my life, +and I love to recall the encouragement of his devoted life." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +CONSCIENCE. + +One day when Bessie was about eight years old, she said: "Mama, you've +often told me that if I'd listen to the voice of conscience it would +keep me out of danger. What is conscience? I don't understand." + +"My dear child," answered her mother, "your happiness depends upon a +pure conscience, one that is void of offense. By the Lord's help, I will +gladly explain. Conscience is that which causes us to feel bad when we +do what we've been taught to be wrong. At first it is very tender and +active. Then, no matter how enticing the temptation, the conscience will +warn one not to yield. You've heard your conscience speaking to you, +haven't you, Bessie?" + +"Yes, Mama," answered Bessie; "that was why I wanted to know more about +it. I thought at first it was some person speaking; but when I +remembered you had told me that we each have a conscience to tell us to +do right, I knew it must be the voice of conscience." + +"When it speaks, you must listen," said Mrs. Worthington. "Give heed to +its warnings. This little story will show you how careful we should be +to heed the warning voice of conscience. + +"'Wishing to arise at an early hour each morning, a gentleman purchased +an alarm-clock. He took it home, and, having set it, went to bed and +slept soundly. In the morning, to the gentleman's great delight, the +clock aroused him, so that he was able to get to work in time. + +"'For a time he would spring out of bed as soon as the alarm sounded, +and the clock never failed to wake him. One morning, however, on hearing +the clock sound its usual alarm, he awoke, but, feeling a little sleepy, +he lay back on his pillow, thinking that he would get up in a short +time. In a few minutes he fell asleep, and did not awake again until +very late. He dressed hastily, and, missing his breakfast, hurried away +to his work. He resolved not to be so foolish again, and for a time did +better; but in a few days he had again overslept. He became more and +more neglectful, failing time after time to heed the alarm. At length it +only partially aroused him, and he soon slumbered again. Day by day it +disturbed him less, until at last it did not arouse him at all, although +it sounded as loudly as ever.' + +"So will it be with your conscience. If you don't heed its voice, you'll +hear it speaking less loudly each day until its voice will at last cause +you no discomfort. You'll then be in a very dangerous moral condition. +No one but God can help you out. This is one reason why, Bessie, many +people can do things that you can not. + +"Satan aimed his first blow at the conscience; for if he can silence it, +then he can lead the soul deeper and deeper into sin." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +A DOWNWARD STEP. + +"I have good news for you, Bessie," said Mrs. Worthington as Bessie came +skipping into the room from her play. "Your papa and I have decided to +leave our little home here in Chicago and buy a home in Michigan." + +"Oh, how nice!" exclaimed Bessie, who was still in her eighth year. +"Shall we live with Aunt Emma again?" + +"Yes, or rather she will live with us," said her mother, smiling. "Your +auntie's health is very poor, and she is tired of the responsibility of +farming; so we'll relieve her." + +The following weeks were happy ones for Bessie. The Lord had been good +to her in many ways. He had given her a little baby brother to love and +care for, and now she was about to have a pleasant home in the country. +She had not forgotten the good times she had enjoyed on the farm with +her little sister, and she was very eager for the month of August to +come, the time when the family was to move. At last the time came to +start. With beating heart Bessie counted the hours that must pass before +she could run in the orchard and eat the luscious fruit. + +It was late in the afternoon when the Worthington family arrived at +their new home. The greetings over, Bessie was contemplating a ramble +where she had noticed some large red apples hanging; but just then her +aunt said, "Bessie, you must not pick any of the fruit on the place this +summer, as the farm is rented and the fruit does not belong to us." This +was such a disappointment to the little girl that she could not restrain +her tears. + +As the days passed by, she often looked longingly toward the tree where +hung the beautiful apples, but she never once thought of pulling one, +for her mother had carefully taught her the great evil of stealing. "But +oh!" thought Bessie, "if only one of the apples would fall upon the +ground, I could pick it up, and I wouldn't be stealing it." With this +wish in her heart, she daily watched the trees in hopes that just one +would fall. + +At last her hope was realized. Walking through the orchard one day after +a hard wind-storm, she spied several large red apples lying in the soft +sand. With a fast-beating heart, she hastened to pick them all up; and, +placing them carefully in her apron, she hurried to the house, oft +repeating to herself, "I didn't steal them, for the wind blew them off." + +As she entered the house, she began to tell how she came by the apples, +but stopped in dismay, for she saw her mother's look of disapproval. +Very tenderly Mrs. Worthington took her little daughter aside and, +sitting down by her, said: "My dear, you don't understand what you've +done: those apples are as truly stolen as if you had picked them from +the tree. You must take them to Mrs. S. and explain that you didn't +know you were stealing them. Taking little things and trying to ease the +conscience by saying, 'It doesn't amount to anything,' causes the +conscience to fall asleep and to cease its activity. Thus the evil habit +of taking what doesn't belong to us becomes a part of our nature, and +step by step we fall into greater sin. + +"I once heard of a young man who was about to be hanged upon the +gallows. Just before the fatal moment he received permission to speak to +any of his friends, if he desired. Calling for his aunt, who had reared +him, he moved forward as if to speak to her, but instead he bit off her +ear. Amid the exclamations of horror that followed, the young man said: +'You think what I have done is cruel. Let me tell you that, had my aunt +done her duty by me, I should not be here today. Had she taken the pains +to inquire where I obtained the lead pencils, knives, handkerchiefs, and +other small articles which I brought home from time to time; had she +not accepted the flimsy excuse that I had found them; had she warned me +of my danger, and not praised me for "finding" the things I had +stolen,--I might have escaped this awful end.' + +"So, Bessie, you can see the danger of allowing anything like +this--though it does appear a trifle--to pass by unnoticed. You may go +and return the apples to Mrs. S., who is now in the orchard." + +The lesson was severe and lasting; and as Bessie returned the apples to +their rightful owner, it settled deep into her heart. + +Parents, beware. Through neglect, the habit of lying begins. An untruth +is passed over carelessly and the child allowed to cover up its sins +without realizing their sinfulness. Likewise, many other evil habits +that have wrecked lives and brought sorrow and disgrace into homes may +be traced to the same carelessness on the part of parents and friends. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +A WISE DECISION. + +The lake in front of the Worthington home, though nearly five miles in +length, had too small a harbor to permit the entrance of the large +Chicago boats. It was therefore necessary, each evening in summer, for +small steamboats to gather up the fruit from the farms along the lake +and to carry it to the nearest port for large steamers. It was +interesting to see the piles of berry crates loaded upon the steamer +from the docks extending out into the lake. At such times a crowd of +young people frequently arranged to go for a pleasant ride on Lake +Michigan, and a few times Bessie had gone. + +There was to be such an excursion on the occasion of which I wish to +speak, and the young people expected to attend a circus in a city close +to the haven to which they were going. Bessie wished very much to go. +She soon obtained her father's consent, but went to her mother with many +misgivings, for she knew that her mother never went to a circus and that +she had always spoken against her going at other times. + +Mrs. Worthington was very busy, but she always had time to advise her +daughter and to hear her requests. She listened carefully to every word +her daughter had to say, and then remained silent for a few minutes. At +length she said: "Bessie, there are many things to consider about your +going. You know how I love to have you go for a ride on the water when I +know you are in good company. I also love to have you attend places of +interest to you, when I know there's nothing to defile your mind or lead +you from the path of purity. But, Daughter, there are many things in the +world that look beautiful to the eye but tend to lead the soul astray. +Do you think Jesus would go to a circus? Do you think you could get any +good should you go? You have passed your tenth birthday. I think you're +old enough to take this matter to God in prayer and let him decide it +for you. Go and ask him to direct you to some passage of Scripture that +will open your understanding and help you to know what he wants you to +do." + +"Oh, mama," said Bessie, who had felt strange about the matter, "please +tell me yes or no, and I'll say no more about it." + +"No, Bessie; it will, in many ways, be better for you to do as I've +said," answered her mother tenderly but decisively. + +Very reluctantly Bessie left the room, and, taking her Bible, whispered +a prayer that she might open it to something that would help her to +decide. As she opened the book, her eyes fell upon these words: "Vanity +of vanities, saith the preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity." +Hurriedly she turned the pages, thinking that she might perhaps have +opened to that passage anyway. Next she read, "I said in mine heart, Go +to now, I will prove thee with mirth; therefore, enjoy pleasure: and +behold this also is vanity." Returning to her mother, she read the +words, but ended by saying, "I might have turned to that anyway." + +"Bessie," said Mrs. Worthington, "those words were written by the wisest +man the world has ever known, one who had the privilege of enjoying +every known pleasure under the sun. But when he had tried them all, he +sat down and wrote the words you have just read, and also said, 'All is +vanity and vexation of spirit.' Now you have my view of the subject, and +you have Solomon's; but if you are still in doubt, go and pray." + +Bessie was not satisfied. She slipped away the second time and fell upon +her knees. She cried, "O Lord, you once answered Gideon with a sign; now +please give me a sign and help me to know whether I should stay at home +or not. If you don't want me to go, make it rain." Though simple and +short, the prayer came from the heart. She was determined to know God's +will concerning her; and to such God never turns a deaf ear. + +The next morning she went to the door and looked at the sky. The day was +perfect. The sun was shining brightly, and a cool, gentle breeze was +blowing. Just one tiny cloud was in the sky, and that seemed to be +floating toward the sun. As she watched the cloud, she saw it gradually +increase in size, and at last down came the rain in great drops. Nothing +further was needed to convince Bessie that God wanted her to remain at +home; and now her staying was no longer a cross to her. + +She ran to her father and explained that God did not want her to go, +telling him about her prayer and its answer. Her childish words and +simple faith touched her father's proud heart, but all he said was, +"It's all right, Bessie; but you'll go down to the landing and say +good-by to your friends, won't you?" + +As she told the girls why she could not go with them and watched the +gay party leave the shore, she was not sad, but happy. She kept thinking +how kind the dear Lord had been to answer her prayer so wonderfully. +When bedtime came, she rested sweetly, having no wounded conscience to +trouble or accuse her. + +But how about the excursion party? They had an ideal trip on Lake +Michigan, attended the show, and started to return. The breeze that had +been so gently blowing through the day began to increase at sunset, and +by the late hour of their return it had become a gale. But not realizing +the fierceness of the storm, they started home. When they reached their +own harbor, they found that they could not enter with safety; so they +anchored the boat and spent the remainder of the night on the wildly +tossing waves. In the morning the wind gradually died away, and the +weary, seasick crowd made their way home. + +When Bessie learned of their serious experience, she appreciated more +than ever the Lord's goodness in leading her to stay at home. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +SELF-CONTROL. + +Mrs. Worthington was greatly encouraged when she saw what a blessing her +little girl had received from what appeared to be a sore trial. She felt +that the time was opportune to plant the seed of self-control within the +young heart. In a little while she found an opportunity to begin. + +"Bessie," she began when ready for the talk, "I have some important +things to tell you today. I wish to speak of your future. There comes a +time in the life of every girl when she must change from childhood to +womanhood; she can not always remain a child. Until this time arrives, +she is very dependent and must lean entirely upon her parents' advice; +but as her mind begins to mature, she should be taught the necessity of +weighing matters well and of finding out God's will. + +"Until the present time all you have done has been at the suggestion of +your parents, but it will be different in the future. With your +teaching, you are able to look to God for a part of your direction. I +shall continue to advise, and, if necessary, to punish you; but I want +you to take things to the Lord in prayer and become satisfied within +your heart that my advice is according to the Word of God. You must not +think you haven't needed the teaching and the guidance you've had thus +far in life; and you'll need more careful training than you've ever had. +The point I want to impress upon your mind is that there's an element +within you, called self, that you must learn to control. At times self +will arise and cause you to feel that you know some things even better +than Mama. That is the time to remember that Mama has had more +experience than you; that her judgment is better than yours; and that +you must rely upon it until God helps you to see a matter as she sees +it. That was the way you gained the blessing from that experience a few +days ago. In this way you will learn the lessons that are so important +to your future. + +"There are many other things, my dear, that I want to talk to you about +soon, but you must be patient a little longer. In the meantime, however, +you may ask me any question you please, and I'll answer you. Don't go to +other girls with these things, but come to me. I'm always glad to +explain to you anything that seems strange. When you're old enough to +desire the knowledge and to form the questions, you're old enough to +receive an answer to your questions. Come to me often: what seems +strange to both of us we can take to God in prayer, and let him teach +us. + +"Another thing you must do is to turn away from bad associates. Avoid +girls who say, 'I'll tell you something if you'll promise not to tell +your mother.' Remember that anything you could not tell me would not be +worth hearing; for it's sure to be something unclean or vulgar. +Conversing with such girls won't help you to draw close to the Lord nor +to know his will concerning you. Much less would it help you to meditate +upon the pure and holy things of God. To elevate your soul, Bessie, you +must become serious, and seek only those companions whose conversation +is kind, gentle, and modest. I believe your desire is to become more +like Jesus and to prepare for heaven. So, my child, meditate upon God, +and you will grow in the grace and knowledge of Christ. Misspent moments +are so much of life and character thrown away; be careful to use them +all in God's service. + +"Here's a little poem you may learn. It may help you to control self and +to value your moments as you should." + + +MY MOMENTS. + +_Oh, my precious little moments, + Gliding now so swiftly by; +May I each one spend for Jesus + Ere I see them past me fly. + +May I lade each one with something + To be borne to God above, +Fill each full of deeds worth counting, + That will prove my perfect love. + +For I would not have them enter + Through those portals bright and fair +Bearing not a single token + For my Master waiting there. + +Golden moments, as you carry + Trophies on your upward flight, +Take my character to Jesus; + For I've kept it clean and white._ + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +PARENTAL CONTROL. + +Mrs. Worthington was not only a prayerful mother, but a mother wise in +home government. Her wisdom, however, came from God. Many a time she +felt incapable of giving the advice her young daughter needed; but she +always remembered the scripture which reads, "If any of you lack wisdom, +let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth +not; and it shall be given." After she had spent a season in prayerful +meditation, God would supply the words and understanding. Thus she could +say with the apostle Paul, that her strength was made perfect in +weakness, because her dependence was in Christ. + +O mothers, let us learn that God, the Author of home and families, is +always interested in the quality and the training of the children. He +does not create to cast aside. Neither does anything come by chance. He +wills that each tender human plant be nourished and cherished until +well fitted to fill its place and calling in life. In childhood's +dependent days, the parents should be all to the children that they can +not be to themselves. It is not enough that your child be well fed and +clothed; its young mind must be guided into proper channels. What work +is more noble, more elevating than the teaching of the undeveloped mind? +Let not the duties of life nor the claims of society so press upon you +as to cause you to neglect your child's character or its education in +either temporal or spiritual matters. + +As Solomon says, "Take away the little foxes that destroy the vines." It +is the little things passed carelessly by that grow larger and larger, +and stronger and stronger, within the young heart until at last the +unsuspecting parents awake in alarm to behold their child in dreadful +bondage. Beware! Guard your child every moment it is under your care. +You can not go as companion to your child upon the street or to school, +but your influence may attend his every path through life. Do not be +discouraged should you hear him use a slang word, but take him at once +and tenderly tell him what slang phrases will lead to. Do not speak +harshly, but explain in the most loving manner possible. In this way you +will cultivate in him a distaste for impure language. A pure, refined +nature will be the result. Moreover, as that child realizes through your +faithful instruction, the true meaning of sin, he will make you his +confidant and will come to you rather than seek the counsel of younger +companions. Thus you will be able to control his mind and to instil +within his mind pure and upright desires. + +Within your home is the place to shine for God. There is no greater +field of labor. A Christian mother's influence among the young can not +be too highly valued. No one can fill your place in the hearts of your +children. Another can provide their temporal needs, but nobody can take +the place of Mother. No one else can enter into the daily trials as you +can. Nothing else can soothe the wounded feelings as well as a tender +embrace or a word from mother. Be liberal, dear mothers, with these +tokens of sympathy, so sweet to your child; and think not for one moment +that you are not fulfilling God's plan concerning you or that moments +thus spent are wasted. It is only a short time at best that we can be +blessed with the privilege of instructing our children. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +CHRISTIAN EXPERIENCE. + +As Bessie grew older, Mrs. Worthington chose the twilight hour for +confidential talks with her daughter. Both looked forward to these times +with pleasure. Each evening after the daily duties were ended, Bessie +might be found sitting at her mother's feet. Here she related the many +happenings of the day and in turn received instruction and advice from +the one who held her confidence. Here the mother taught her child the +secret of true devotion. She instructed Bessie that prayer, good +reading, and meditation are the keys to use to unlock God's great +storehouse of blessings. She pointed to the Bible as a pattern by which +to fashion one's life, pointing out to her the many scriptures bearing +upon different subjects and telling her how every modest, earnest +Christian ought to dress and act in order to adorn the gospel of +Christ. She encircled the word "purity" with such a halo of glory that +she awakened within the heart of her child a determination ever to live +so pure a life that she would not only keep herself stainless but also +help others to that sacred and elevated plane. + +Upon one of these occasions, when Bessie was in her twelfth year, she +said: "Mama, why don't we go to the meetings that are being held at the +schoolhouse on Sunday? The girls have asked me several times, and I have +told them I didn't know. They have a minister from a distance, and he +has taken the names of all who want to join the church." + +"That is a deep subject, my child," said Mrs. Worthington. "I have often +wished to explain to you my reasons for not attending the public +services held in our neighborhood by the different denominations, but +have feared you were still too young to understand, for the matter seems +hard even for some older persons to comprehend. But I will tell you and +trust the Lord to make it plain. + +"My parents taught me that it was my duty to attend religious services +at least once a week. This I did, and professed to be a Christian until +I was a young woman. I knew that I loved the Lord and wanted to do +right, but found that I could not always do right in my own strength. I +was daily doing things that displeased the Lord. I became so troubled +about my condition that one day I went to the minister, and, telling him +how I felt, requested him to pray for me and to help me to get a real +Bible experience. In answer to my request, he only smiled and said, 'You +are too particular. You might as well try to split a hair as to try to +live a holy life in this world.' + +"As I returned home that day, I was very sad indeed. Oh, how much I +longed to be like Jesus, whom God had given me as an example! I knew the +Bible taught that if we expect to enter heaven we must live a pure and +holy life. I was determined to do this--but how was I to do it? To whom +could I go for help? Most of the church-members were so worldly-minded +they thought of little else than a good time, and the few spiritual ones +were afraid to tell how they felt, for fear of their minister's +displeasure. + +"At last I decided to seek from God and his Word what my soul was +longing for. As I sought, I began to see I had been deceived. I found +that as God looked upon mankind, he could see only two classes of +people--the righteous and sinners; and I saw that I was a sinner. + +"By reading the twelfth chapter of First Corinthians, I learned that +Christ's body is the church; that to become a member of the church my +name must be written in heaven; that every Christian in the world is my +brother or sister in Christ; the Lamb's book of life is the only +class-book in which our names need to be recorded; and that our names +are removed only because of our turning again to sin. To me these +thoughts were both new and marvelous. I saw that every saved person in +the different denominations is a Christian and a member of God's true +church, but I knew that such persons were unable to worship God aright +for fear of displeasing their ministers or of breaking some of the +church-rules. And when I read in 2 Cor. 6:14 that we are not to be +unequally yoked together with unbelievers, I felt that I must come out +and stand alone. This I promised God to do at any cost, and asked him to +give me a Bible experience. He answered my prayer; and I was so happy +that I walked the floor for a long time, clapping my hands and praising +God. + +"Because of the course I had taken many misunderstood me and thought I +was partially insane. Even your dear papa thinks so still, but I dare +not grieve God by going back. + +"I have had some dreams that have greatly encouraged me. The first was +given while I was wondering why I could not find any one who believed +the whole Bible. I seemed to be standing in a meeting-house; the service +was ended and nearly every one had gone home. I noticed a woman in great +distress. Going to her, I found that she had a very sore hand and that +she was alone, with no one to help her home through the darkness. With +her consent, I quickly picked her up in my arms and carried her safely +through a long, dark, narrow passage. As we passed along, I spoke words +of encouragement to her. Suddenly we came out into a large open field +carpeted with flowers, and there I laid her down, saying, 'How nicely we +have gotten along alone.' Then I awoke. + +"For some time I could not see the meaning of the dream. At last I +understood that the afflicted woman was I myself and that the Savior +wanted to carry me through the dark and dangerous way of life alone. + +"At another time I dreamed I was riding on a locomotive. Again I was +alone. The seat that I was sitting on was so small I had to be very +careful lest I be injured by the machinery around me. I didn't think of +danger while the train was in motion; but as it drew up at a certain +station, I began to consider my position. The thought came, 'What will +people think of me? They will certainly say I am stealing a ride.' I +remembered my ticket, and, placing my hand upon it, I felt satisfied. At +the next station I could see inside of the passenger coaches. I had a +good view of the passengers in one of the coaches, and I recognized the +prominent members of the denomination I had lately left. As they sat in +their cushioned seats, carelessly talking to one another, they all +seemed happy and contented. My own condition then arose before me, and I +felt lonely indeed and thought, 'I will step down from my little seat +and enter the coach with the rest.' I was just about to do this--even +had my hand upon the door knob--when I realized that I had left my +dress in the little seat, and again I awoke. + +"The dream seemed very plain in every way. My ticket was my experience +and title to heaven, and the dress left up in the tiny seat was the robe +of Christ's righteousness. While alone and contented, I was all right, +but to return to the denomination would mean to leave both robe and +title behind. + +"Still, God has given me some devoted Christian friends, who are willing +to live as the Bible directs, and with these I worship as you know, +dear, in our little weekly prayer-meetings. I trust that some day your +father will see and will understand me better, and that we can worship +God together. But I will be faithful even though I should be forced to +walk alone. + +"Now, dear, I trust you can see that the true church is Christ's body +and that every soul is a member as long as he continues to live a pure +and holy life. Whether he is a member of some sect or not, sin will cut +him off; and if he continues to profess as I did, he is a hypocrite in +God's sight. 'Come out from among them and be ye separate' is a command +that every Christian should obey." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +THE BEAUTIFUL SECRET. + +The mother's talks about her own Christian experience enabled Bessie to +understand the beautiful secret of salvation--an influence that was to +beautify her character and to mold her whole subsequent career. Bessie's +developing mind was able to grasp firmly the golden thread of religious +truth, which, unraveling from the tangle of sectism, had guided her +faithful mother into the fulness of divine truth. + +Thus it was-- + + _In the gentle hush of evening, + When the sun sank in the west; + When the little bird was nestling + In its quiet, sheltered nest; + When the stars were brightly shining + From the lofty sky above, + Bessie learned the lovely secret + Of her Savior's perfect love._ + + _In the twilight's deep'ning shadows, + At her loving mother's feet, + Sat she often on a hassock, + Hearing words of counsel sweet. + Sacred season was this hour + To the twain in waiting there, + Each the burden of the other + Sought to know and ofttimes share. + + As the loving mother listened + To the record of the day, + To the questions of her daughter-- + Spoken oft in childish way, + She in tenderness instructed + With the wisdom of the Lord, + Gained by prayer and careful study + Of his precious, holy Word. + + There the character was strengthened; + Bessie's heart was made to feel + Greater love for her Creator, + For his work a deeper zeal. + And she saw God's plan for pardon, + To the feet of Jesus came, + And was able, like her mother, + Full salvation then to claim._ + + _Ah! fond mother, learn the secret + That will win thy children dear; + Draw them gently to thy bosom, + Ever seek their hearts to cheer. + From thy home exclude all worry, + Fretful cares, and sad'ning gloom; + But God's sunshine bid a welcome, + Let it shine in ev'ry room_. + + _As a spring within a desert, + Thou mayst water each plant small; + But the plant itself must blossom-- + Thou canst tend it, that is all. + Tiny human plants will flourish + In an atmosphere like this, + And will yield good, fruitful blossoms + That will bring true happiness_. + + _Children always thirst for knowledge, + And ere long 'tis surely gained; + If not from a faithful mother, + 'Tis from evil source obtained. + Blameless never is the mother + Who will not the trouble take + To instruct her precious children, + Close companions of them make_. + + _Like a florist wise and zealous, + Guard thou well each blossom fair, + Lest the perfume and the sweetness + Vanish for the lack of care. + Choose thou then some place at even + When the daily toils are done, + Where life's many cares and blessings + May be numbered one by one. + + God will give thee wisdom, mother, + To supply thine ev'ry need, + As thou givest wholesome knowledge, + When the childish voices plead. + Their young minds, so pure, unfolding, + Will reveal the secret fair + That will prove how great the value + Of a mother's love and pray'r._ + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +BLESSING AND TRIAL. + +Now that Bessie had learned the secret of a Christian life, she longed +to see others enjoying the love of God. She felt the greatest burden for +her father. Oh, if she could see him enjoying salvation! She often +poured out her desire in prayer, with childlike trust and confidence. +God heard her prayers. + +One morning as she was passing the barn on her way to school, she heard +some strange sounds. Peering through a window, she beheld a sight that +made her wonder if she saw aright. There stood her beloved father, great +tears streaming from his eyes, his countenance beaming with heavenly +peace and joy, and praises to God pouring from his lips. What did it +mean? In a weak voice she said, "Papa dear, what is the matter!" + +Turning he exclaimed: "Oh, Bessie, God has saved me! I am so happy! Run +quick and tell your mother!" Bessie ran to the house to tell the glad +news, but her father was there nearly as soon, saying, "Oh, I'm saved! +You're right, wife. I know now that you're right, and I see things just +as you do! I'm so happy and feel so different. Oh, help me to praise the +dear Lord." + +Let us leave them in their happiness and follow Bessie to school. Her +father's words rang as sweet music in her ears. How good the dear Lord +was to answer her in her father's behalf! She felt that no good thing +would be withheld from them that walk uprightly. But Bessie was soon to +meet a severe and unexpected trial. + +Her mother had made her a school-dress. Though neat and pretty, it was +of a material commonly used for men's shirts. Bessie knew this, but +thought nothing of it until some of her schoolmates gathered round her +at recess and said, "O girls, Bessie has a new dress like her father's +shirt." Another said, "Perhaps it is his shirt." The remarks were +certainly unkind, and Bessie felt them keenly; but she laughed and said, +"Yes; I know it." Nothing more was said. But oh, that dress! How she +disliked to wear it! At times she could hardly start to school with it +on; but then she would think, "I know Mama thought it was pretty when +she got it for me; and I thought it was nice until the girls made those +remarks. I will try to like it for Mama's sake." + +With such thoughts in her mind she returned home from school one +evening. When she reached the house, she saw that no one was at home; +but, knowing where the key was kept, she easily gained admittance. +Finding herself alone in the house, she thought: "Now is the time to +learn to like my dress, and I'm going to do it. Mother shall not know +how I have felt about it." She hastened into the parlor and stood before +a large mirror. + +Now, Bessie knew that she did not have a pretty face, and she had gained +the victory over that; but she did want to feel that her clothes looked +well on her, and that was the battle she meant to fight that evening. As +she slowly turned from side to side viewing herself intently, she liked +the dress better and better. At last she thought it very pretty and +becoming, and she knelt down and thanked God for giving it to her. As +she changed it for her work-dress, she wondered why she had allowed the +children's remarks to affect her so much and had not appreciated the +dress more. No more remarks were ever made about the dress, and Bessie +continued to admire it until it was worn out. No one but herself and the +Lord knew of the struggle through which she passed. + +Through the trial concerning the dress, Bessie learned several valuable +lessons: first, the less notice one takes of unkindness, the better; +second, God's grace can keep in time of temptation; third, one should +not murmur because of persecution; and, last, and best of all, God +usually gives his children some great blessing before a severe trial, +and the close relationship between the two makes them almost one in +effect. She could now say with real appreciation: + + _A little trial often tries, + But proves a blessing in disguise. + Just as the rough rock holds the gem, + The trial holds my diadem_. + +But a still greater trial was awaiting her. Bessie had a thirst for +knowledge. She was doing well in school and wanted to do better. Instead +of taking exercise during the daily intermissions, she often spent them +in hard study. Her system, naturally frail, could not stand the strain. +She contracted a fever and for three months despaired of life. In the +third month dropsy of the chest set in; and, on account of smothering +spells, she had to be bolstered up in bed with pillows. + +One day as Mrs. Worthington stood beside her child she felt that God +wanted to heal her. Kneeling beside the bed, she prayed, "Dear Lord, +heal my child, and grant that she may be spared to work for thee." From +that time Bessie began to improve. She had no more smothering spells, +and before long she was well and strong. + +Bessie found a blessing even in this trial. She saw that, had she been +able to push ahead as she had desired, she might have lost sight of +Jesus, and she now understood that her Savior cared for her body as well +as for her soul. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +THE SURPRISE PARTY. + +As soon as Bessie was strong enough to go out, she was invited to stay +all night with a friend. She supposed she was to be the only guest, but +found that a surprise had been planned for her. A goodly number of her +friends and schoolmates were present. + +The young folks spent a few hours very pleasantly in playing games, and +Bessie enjoyed that part of the evening very much. But late in the +evening some one proposed dancing, and the boys began to choose their +partners. A very strange feeling came over Bessie when some one asked +her to dance. She shook her head and said, "No; I do not know how to +dance." Several urged her to try, but she said, "No; I would rather +not." + +She was the only one that did not dance. As she sat watching the others, +she wondered if it were right for boys and girls to act as these were +acting. She had never heard that it is wrong to dance, but it did not +look or seem right to her. She decided that on reaching home she would +ask her mother. + +When Bessie got home the next morning, her mother asked, "Well, dear, +did you have a good time?" + +"Oh, yes," answered Bessie; "most of the time I did." Then she told +about the surprise party and about all that had happened, and concluded +by asking, "Mama, is it right to dance?" + +"I have been thinking for a long time, Bessie, that I ought to have a +talk with you about dancing and tell you of some of the evils to which +it leads," answered her mother. "Dancing is an amusement that many girls +consider very attractive. When asked why they think so, they hardly know +what to answer, but generally speak of the music and the graceful +motions." + +"Oh, Mama, the motions they made at the party last night were anything +but graceful. I know you wouldn't have allowed me to do as they did, +and I don't want to. It wasn't modest. I never want to go to a dance +again." + +"I'm so glad, Bessie, you feel as you do about dancing; but, dear, to +those who learn, there is something very fascinating about it. Some +girls have said they would rather dance than eat; and, with a great +many, I believe it is true. + +"Men of low character and of evil inclinations regard the dance-hall as +a favorable place to betray unsuspecting girls and frequent it for that +very purpose. Their victims are usually the sweetest and most trusting +girls. Their beauty attracts undesirable attention, and their ignorance +makes them an easy prey. O Bessie, there are so many unprincipled men in +the world who love to win and betray the confidence of young innocent +girls. + +"Philosophers tell us that 'perfect happiness comes only from a pleasure +attractive to our moral nature in its purity and perfection. If we +delight in pleasures of the other sort, our moral natures are degraded.' + +"You have noticed the immodest positions taken by those who dance, and +you feel a deep sense of shame for them. Should you try to partake of +their pleasure, your moral nature would be degraded, and you would in +time lose that sense of shame and be as eager for the pleasure as any of +the others. Thus yielding, one step at a time, you would cease to look +upon the dance as immodest and would find real enjoyment in it, and +perhaps would be led into greater sin. It is in this way that many girls +lose their virtue. Then they are shunned by their old associates, who +are really but a step higher in morality. Forsaken by friends, hopeless +as to their future, deserted even by those who wrought their downfall, +these poor girls sink lower and lower, and lead lives of shame and +misery. + +"No spiritual-minded person will take part in worldly amusements, for he +can not enjoy them. Christians who indulge in dancing turn away from +God and seek fellowship with the world. Such are sure to lose the grace +of God from their hearts." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +LEROY'S HEALING. + +Bessie's little brother, Leroy, now past five years of age, was far from +being rugged. Though he had a full, round face and a large head, his +body was emaciated and did not develop properly. He could go only a few +steps without falling. He had fainting spells, which gradually increased +in frequency and duration. + +Many times as Mrs. Worthington looked at her poor little boy, she lifted +her heart to God in earnest prayer to know his will concerning the +child. Many friends remarked that she would never be able to bring him +up; but she knew that, if for the best, God could heal the child and +give him right development. + +At last his illness became very serious. One night his head was burning +with fever, while his body was cold and clammy. It seemed but a question +of time until he would pass away. + +As Mrs. Worthington looked at her child, she remembered the words, +"Man's extremity is God's opportunity," and "The prayer of faith shall +save the sick." She wondered why God had brought them to her mind. She +began to ask herself: "Do I believe that God can heal that child? If it +is God's will to take him, can I submit?" To the first question she +answered, "Yes; God made him," and to the second, "Thy will be done, O +God." Then she breathed an earnest prayer for his healing. The sweet +assurance came that her prayer was answered; that the child would grow +well and strong. She felt that she could lie down by his side and trust +him in the hands of the One who gave him. + +She placed a wet cloth on his head, lay down by his side, and knew no +more until the next morning. Both slept soundly. When she awoke, she +saw that the child was breathing naturally and that the fever was +entirely gone. Then she fully realized that God had healed him. With a +grateful heart she thanked the Lord for his tender love. It was indeed +true that Leroy was well. About ten o'clock his mother carried him to +the lake and, having Bessie to row the boat, gave him a pleasant +boat-ride. The fever never returned; his head stopped growing; and he +became a strong, healthy boy. The friends who had thought that he would +surely die said they could not understand the change that had taken +place, but Mrs. Worthington understood, and gave God all the praise. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +EXPLAINING THE DIVINE LIFE. + +After Bessie's conversion Mrs. Worthington's talks to her were often on +the subject of the divine life within--how to care for it and nourish +it, so that it might not die nor become blighted. She sometimes compared +the young Christian's experience to that of a new-born babe. "You know," +said she, "the little one must be carefully fed, and tenderly guarded +against everything harmful. Even a slight breeze blowing upon its little +body, if unprotected, might result in death. But as the child grows +older and stronger, it gradually becomes accustomed to the rude elements +about it and can, with comparative safety, be brought in contact with +them. The Christ life, new-born in the human heart, is just as sensitive +and needs the same tender care. Guard it carefully, Bessie. It must be +constantly nourished by prayer and the Word of God. Seek to become +established by the grace of sanctification; then you will be better +able to meet temptation and persecution. Christ is your shepherd, and he +wants to lead you, his lamb, into green pastures and beside still +waters. + +"A person may profess to be a Christian, Bessie; but unless he has a +change of heart and affections, he is what the Bible terms a wolf in +sheep's clothing, and not one of the gentle lambs of the Savior's fold. +The profession does not amount to anything when the heart is full of +envy, hatred, jealousy, love of self, and a drawing toward the world. A +person with a profession only, may appear for a time to be quite +lamb-like; but sooner or later the old nature will manifest itself, for +it can not be hidden long." + +"I think, Mama," said Bessie, "I understand you--but you spoke of the +experience of sanctification; please tell me what that means." + +As briefly as possible, the mother explained that the second cleansing +of the heart takes away that evil nature which causes man to want to +disobey God. + +Not long after this talk Bessie had an experience in school that helped +her to comprehend her mother's words. To be put back in her studies was +hard, but to have to give up her old teacher, to whom she was strongly +attached, was harder still. Her regret on the latter account, however, +was of short duration; for her new teacher was even more lovable than +the old one, and, best of all, she was a Christian. She and Bessie not +only got along well, but became warm friends and enjoyed sweet +fellowship in the Spirit. One day, however, something happened that +severely tested their love, but, in the end, only deepened it. + +Bessie's seatmate, a girl named Nora, about Bessie's own age, was very +mischievous. She did so many things deserving punishment that the +teacher was often perplexed to know what course to take with her. Some +one has said that "misery likes company." This was certainly true of +Nora. She knew that the teacher and Bessie were good friends, and she +longed to see Bessie get into trouble and receive some punishment. +Knowing that Bessie tried hard to obey the rules of the school, Nora saw +that she should have to lay some cunning plan or she should not realize +her wish. She began to watch for an opportunity. + +A streamlet ran past the schoolhouse. While Bessie and Nora were playing +near it one day, Bessie fell down in some mud. Just as she fell, the +school-bell rang and they had to hurry back to their lessons. Fearing +that some of the mud might have splattered on her face, Bessie asked if +her face was clean. Nora answered quickly, "Oh yes; do hurry up." Nora +felt that her chance had come, and she made up her mind to get her +seatmate into trouble, if possible. Hurrying into the schoolroom, she +whispered to one of the boys, telling him to ask Bessie as she passed +what was the matter with her face, but to say nothing more. When Bessie +came down the aisle, she saw this boy looking at her with an amused +expression, and gave him close attention. As she passed him, he +whispered, "Bessie, what is the matter with your face?" and then turned +quickly away. Fully convinced that her face was dirty, Bessie sat down +very much ashamed. Nora knew how her seatmate would feel and prepared +herself for the question that she was sure would be asked. As it was +time for the writing-lesson, she stuck her finger in inks of different +colors; and, when Bessie asked where her face was dirty, she quickly +pointed out the places, each time leaving a large spot of ink. Bessie, +wholly unconscious of the ink-spots on her face, thought what a dreadful +sight she must be, and asked permission of the teacher to wash. When the +teacher turned, she saw, not mud, but ugly ink-spots. Supposing that +Bessie had put them there, she shook her head. Her surprise was great. +She felt that she ought to do something about it; but, being undecided, +she turned away. + +Bessie became much worried; for many eyes were turned upon her, and some +of the pupils were laughing. She wanted to hide, but could not, and kept +wondering why a little mud should cause so much amusement. One girl, +Anna, tried secretly to pass her a wet handkerchief, but this Nora +quickly caught from her and hid. Poor Bessie was now ready to cry, and +again asked permission to wash her face; but her teacher answered, "No; +you must go to writing." + +Bessie naturally had a high temper and was inclined to be stubborn when +she felt that she was being imposed upon; but she had always held her +temper in subjection, as she knew it to be wrong to give way to anger. +On this occasion, however, it seemed impossible to control herself. When +the teacher said, "Go to writing," Bessie obeyed; but she was so angry +that she hardly knew what she was doing. Suddenly she thought, "If I +daub a lot of ink on my face, perhaps she will let me wash"; and she +rubbed some on with her finger. But alas! this did not work as she had +expected. The teacher saw her put it on and concluded that she had put +the other on also; so she said, "Bessie, you may go and sit in my +chair." As she said this, all the stubbornness in Bessie's nature arose. +She did not move; and when the teacher said sternly, "Are you going to +obey?" she shook her head and caught hold of the seat. At this moment +Nora whispered, "If that were me, she'd make me go." The teacher heard +the words and looked first at Nora and then at Bessie. She hesitated for +a moment, then walked over to Bessie, took her by the shoulders and +jerked her from the seat, and then dragged her up to the chair and set +her down, telling her to study. "I have no book," retorted Bessie. The +teacher ordered one brought, and, leaving her, went to her other duties. + +What a moment for Bessie! Too angry to study, she sat there thinking of +the dreadful scene she had created. Her heart burned with shame. Oh! +what could she do? + +Anna, the girl who had tried to hand her the wet handkerchief, had +noticed all of Nora's actions and had determined to help Bessie, if +possible. On pretext of looking up a word in the dictionary, Anna went +forward, laid a wet rag where Bessie could reach it, and returned to her +seat. Bessie eagerly took the rag and rubbed her face. She was surprised +to see the different colors of ink appear upon it. How they came to be +there she did not know; but she did not think about them long, for +something far worse began to trouble her. She knew that she had lost the +grace of God out of her heart. Oh, how wretched she felt! Would God +forgive her again? Yes; she knew he would; for she had read that, "The +Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart, and saveth such as be +of a contrite spirit." This thought was a great comfort to her. But, oh! +what about her teacher? How could her teacher ever love and respect her +again? She would ask her pardon as soon as possible, but would she +forgive her? + +It was not long until the teacher went to her desk for something, but +she took no notice of Bessie. Beaching out very timidly, Bessie touched +her and said, "O Miss Harrington, won't you please forgive me?" But the +teacher pretended not to hear her, and turned quickly away. The next +thought was, "What will Mama think and say? Oh, if only she did not have +to know about it!" With these thoughts coursing through her mind, Bessie +was unable to study; and by the time school closed, she was in great +distress. + +After closing the school, the teacher paid no attention to Bessie for +some time; but when she had finished her evening duties and all the +pupils except Nora, Anna, and Bessie had left the building, she turned +to Bessie, fell upon her knees, and threw both arms around her. Bessie +sobbed, "Oh, please forgive me! please forgive me!" For some time the +teacher made no reply, and Nora muttered, "Catch me asking her +forgiveness!" At last the teacher, looking up through tearful eyes, +said, "Bessie dear, it is you who must forgive me. I should have been a +better example to you this afternoon. Let us pray." Then two sad hearts +were lifted to God in humble, earnest prayer that he would forgive them +for Jesus' sake. God heard their prayers, gave back the sweet peace that +they had lost out of their souls, and bound their hearts together in +Christian love and fellowship. + +Nora went her way, provoked with her seatmate and angry because the joke +had not worked quite as she had expected. Anna, slipping her arm through +Bessie's walked home with her and told her all that Nora had done. +Bessie was surprised. She understood why things had taken the course +they had; but, knowing it was really Satan, who had been trying to +overthrow her own soul, she did not censure her seatmate. + +Her only thought now was of how sad her mother would feel. Bessie +decided that the occurrence was too dreadful to tell her about and that +she would keep it a secret. This was her decision until she saw her +mother coming down the walk to meet her. Having always told her mother +everything, Bessie did not know how it would seem to keep a secret from +her; so when they met, she forgot all about her decision and began at +once to tell her mother all that had happened. + +Mrs. Worthington listened very carefully to Bessie's story and then +said: "Bessie, I am so glad you have told me all this yourself, and have +held nothing back nor blamed Nora. God will take care of the matter, and +I believe that your lesson is a lasting one. And now, my child; you can +see your great need of sanctification. Had that ugliness and +stubbornness been taken out of your heart, you would have been spared +much suffering. I trust that you will earnestly seek and obtain this +grace." + +It was well that Bessie told her mother everything, for Nora did all in +her power to circulate the story and to make it as bad as possible. +Nora's mother, thinking it best to tell Mrs. Worthington about Bessie's +misbehavior, made a special call at the Worthington home for that +purpose. Bessie's mother listened to what her neighbor's story was and +then smilingly replied, "Yes, I know all about it; Bessie told me before +she reached home. I am so glad that I have the confidence of my child. +We are companions; I love her company, and she loves mine." These words +sounded strange to the visitor. She could not understand. "It seems +strange," said she, "that Bessie loves to stay at home and to be with +you so much. Doesn't she ever get lonesome? Nora is restless and tired +when she has to stay at home, and says I am too old for her." + +Ah! here was the secret of the difference between the two girls. One +mother had allowed her daughter to choose her own company and had not +inquired into their plays and talks; whereas the other knew the secrets +of her child's heart and could advise and instruct her in any matter. +Between Bessie and her mother there was a tie of which Nora and her +mother knew nothing. "Train up a child in the way he should go: and when +he is old he will not depart from it." Prov. 22:6. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +TEMPTATIONS. + +At Christmas time Bessie received the following letter from one of her +friends: + + Dear Bessie: + + I have long wondered what to send you as a Christmas gift, + and it seemed a hard problem to solve. I fear you will + wonder at what I am sending; but, knowing that you are + nearly thirteen years old and must be growing very fast, I + have decided to send you a corset. I hope you will like and + appreciate it enough to wear it. + + Lovingly your friend, + + Lizzie. + +On receiving the package, Bessie looked at the corset and said, "Mama, +shall I wear it?" + +Mrs. Worthington looked anxiously at her daughter; for she knew that +Bessie would have strong temptations along this line, as she did not +have a pretty form, and was growing rapidly. She had hoped, however, +that the subject would not be mentioned for some time. Silently she +breathed a little prayer for wisdom to answer the question, and then +said: + +"Bessie, God used great wisdom in forming your body. He knew just what +shape it would have to be in order to perform its natural functions. Do +you think it would be proper to try to change it? Do you wonder why +something snug around your waist could be harmful? Listen, dear, and I +will tell you. Let us take the corset and examine it. It certainly looks +very innocent and pretty, but just see how stiff it is. These steel ribs +and this whalebone make it more like a piece of harness than anything +else I can think of. When worn about the waist, it produces pressure +upon the vital organs and thus deforms the body. These long strings at +the back are often drawn so tightly as to cause the misplacement and +derangement of those organs whose functions are most necessary to health +and happiness. As a consequence, many a woman has to suffer long years +of torture. + +"Many women say they don't wear the corset tight, and think, therefore, +that no harm results; but, let one of them put a snug-fitting bandage on +any other part of the body, and she will see how quickly the muscles of +that part will weaken and decrease in size. Should a young woman who has +never worn a corset attempt to wear one about her waist as loosely as +they are ever worn, she would, if honest with herself, cast it aside as +an abominable thing. + +"The reason why Lizzie wants you to begin wearing a corset while you're +young is that, if you'll bind your waist before you've reached your full +growth, your waist will never attain the size it would have attained +under natural conditions. In other words, you would be deformed." + +"I don't think I shall ever wear it, Mama, if that's the effect it has +upon the body. If God takes such particular care of us that he numbers +our very hairs, he must be very much grieved to see any one put a corset +about her waist." + +"I'm glad for your decision, my child, but you'll soon meet greater +temptations. Some mothers don't think it worth while to warn their girls +of the dangers that threaten them in regard to love and marriage; but I +want to see you, Bessie, fully prepared, so that you may safely pass +this dangerous period. + +"Most girls at your age have some strange idea regarding love. In the +schoolroom, perhaps, a girl notices some particular boy who has a +winning way. At first she simply thinks he is nice; is glad to see him +promoted, receive honor, etc. Gradually her mind becomes filled with +queries concerning his opinion of her. She dares not own that she loves +to appear well in his eyes, but it is true nevertheless. During his +absence she misses him, and upon his return her heart beats with +emotion. If he pays her little attentions, she dwells upon them until +she becomes eager for them. Her playmates notice a change in her, for +she can no longer hide her feelings. She blushes when mention is made +of her preference for him. The couple seek to be together as much as +possible, and are soon meeting together secretly. When reproved, they +may promise not to let the thing happen again, only to repeat it in a +short time. The secrecy of these meetings make them more enjoyable, and +their length and frequency are unconsciously increased. + +"Satan, who is never asleep upon such occasions, makes reproof his +companion to push them forward. Friendly warnings are unheeded; and if +force be used to prevent the meetings, the couple may think of eloping. +They may not have thought of marriage until this time; but when the girl +realizes what she has done, she consents to the hasty marriage. Such +marriages, Bessie, seldom result happily. + +"The place to stop was at the beginning. She should have gained control +of her wandering affections. Young girls who lavish their love upon boys +of their own age or older lose relish for other things, and their minds +become dwarfed and weakened by being taxed with thoughts that are not +fit for them to consider at so early an age. + +"It is all right to form in your mind an ideal for your affections, if +you don't have in mind some particular person; but your common sense +should be your guide. Two rowboats passing each other upon the water are +all right as long as they are far enough apart; but let these boats +drift or be guided too close together, and there is great danger of a +collision. Your affections are to you what the rudder is to the boat, +and reason is your pilot. They will guide you aright if you will let +them." + +"Mama," said Bessie, "there's a girl in our school, only a few months +older than I, that says she is to be married in a short time. The man +she's to marry is nearly twice as old as she is, too. We told her that +she ought to wait until she wore long dresses before she talked about +getting married. Don't you think that is dreadful?" + +"Yes, dear, it is. No girl should ever be married while she is so +young." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +ANSWERS TO PRAYER. + +During the summer Bessie's cousin John and a boy friend came to visit +her. They spent many pleasant hours on the lake. One day while they were +about two miles from home, a fierce storm arose. They noticed the sky +growing dark and tried very hard to reach home; but, when still some +distance from the shore, they could see that instead of making any +headway they were drifting before the wind. + +It was a serious moment. As the great waves dashed up over them, each +adding to the amount of water in the boat, Bessie looked first at her +cousin toiling away at the oars, the great drops of perspiration +coursing down his face, then at their friend nearly wild with terror, +and then at the western sky. "John," said she to her cousin, "I believe +that's rain coming toward us." Until then the boy, who was a little +older than Bessie, had been brave; but as he turned to look, his face +blanched with terror, and he said, "Bessie, if that is rain, it will +certainly sink our boat; for, see, it is nearly half full of water now." + +The situation was certainly critical, but Bessie felt that it was not +the time to despair. She remembered that in olden times Jesus had calmed +the sea. Believing that he could still do the same, she prayed for help +from heaven. Then, encouraging her cousin to do his best, she, assisted +by their friend, began to bale out the water as rapidly as they could. +In a few moments the great drops of rain were dashing down upon them. +Without speaking, all kept at their work for what seemed to them an +hour, but which was really but a short time. Suddenly it ceased raining; +and, looking about them, they saw that the lake was perfectly +quiet--not a ripple could be seen. With trembling voice Bessie said, +"John, God must have sent the rain to quiet the water, for I asked him +to help us." It was a very wet but thankful crowd that reached home that +night. + +In the spring that Bessie was fourteen years old, her father sold the +beautiful home where she had spent so many happy days, and bought a +tract of land in a dense wood farther up the lake. On account of the +dense forest, the place appeared very dismal. As the purchaser of their +old home wanted possession as soon as possible, Mr. Worthington had time +to build only a barn before removing his family. In this building they +lived during the first summer. Though these circumstances were +discouraging, the Worthingtons tried hard to be brave. By fall a house +was ready for them. + +Many good things were lacking in this new forest home; but God knew +this, and he put it into the hearts of friends and neighbors to supply +the family with fruit and vegetables and also chickens. So generously +were these supplied that there was no lack. + +During the winter following much wood was cut, hauled, and piled out +along the roadside in front of the house; but still there was standing +timber nearly everywhere one might look, and to the south and west it +extended for many miles. + +The next summer Bessie learned how dangerous an enemy a large forest +could become. There was so little rain during the hot months that things +became dry and brittle. One day she heard the cry of "Fire! Fire!" +Looking away to the southwest, she beheld a sight that made her feel +faint with fear. The woods were ablaze, and the fire was coming directly +toward her home. + +Her father came to her, explained their danger, told her to warn her +mother and then to do all she could to put out any sparks that might +fall around the woodpiles, house, or barn. This said, he hastened to +join the men in their desperate battle with the fire. When Bessie +entered the house, she saw her mother weeping over her little baby, who +had been born during the winter months and who had known nothing but +sickness and suffering. When Mrs. Worthington heard the news, she +continued to weep, and said, "Well, dear, do all you can to put out the +sparks; for I think your little brother is dying, and I can not leave +him." + +By much hard work, the fire was held in check until evening. Bessie made +her rounds with a pail of water and a dipper until her eyes became so +painful on account of the smoke and heat that she was forced to lie down +on the ground until they quit hurting. As soon as possible, however, she +returned to her task, informing her mother frequently of the progress of +the fire. + +At last word came that nothing more could be done; that the house could +not be saved. Seeing that further effort was useless and that each +moment increased the danger of their own lives, the men left off +fighting the fire, in order to save themselves and to help, if possible, +the Worthington family. They soon reached the house. The next question +was, where to go. The lake seemed to be the nearest place of safety. +Confusion was everywhere, but through it all Mrs. Worthington sat +quietly holding her dying baby. + +"O Mama," said Bessie, "aren't you going with the rest?" + +"No," answered her mother positively; "I shall remain right here with my +dying child. I can not move him now and add to his suffering. I know +that God can take care of me here as well as anywhere else. Why, Bessie, +where is your faith? God can yet send rain and put out the fire." + +"Oh! but if God doesn't send rain, you will burn up; for the fire is +almost here," cried Bessie. "Do come as far from the house as you can, +won't you?" + +"No, Bessie, I told you, no. I shall sit just where I am," answered Mrs. +Worthington; and Bessie knew that it would be useless to press the +matter further. + +With throbbing heart Bessie ran to her room, which was already getting +hot from the fire: she fell upon her knees by the window where she could +see the flames leaping from tree to tree, and began to call mightily +upon God. "O God!" she prayed, "do send rain or change the wind." After +repeating this prayer several times, she noticed some large drops of +water upon the window pane. She knew what it meant: once before God had +sent rain to help her in time of danger. Hastening down stairs, she +said, "Mama, it's raining." "Thank God!" said Mrs. Worthington, "I knew +he wouldn't let baby and me burn up." + +By that time the rain was pouring down; the wind had ceased; and the +danger was over. The rain did not put out the fire, but so checked it +that, by hard work, it could be kept under control until it died out. + +Little Clement lived only a short time after the fire; but just before +he died, he looked into his weeping mother's face and smiled three +times. As he had never smiled before, Mrs. Worthington always thought +that God took that way to encourage her heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +LOST IN THE WOODS. + +As Leroy was too young to drive the cows home in the evening, Bessie +enjoyed many a long walk in search of them. One evening she had some +difficulty in finding them. It was one of those evenings when everything +is quiet and sound travels a long distance. After listening carefully +for the tinkling of the cow-bells, Bessie was bewildered, for she could +seemingly hear them in every direction. At last, thinking she had +located the sound, she set out in that direction. When she had walked +about two miles, she stopped to listen again. The bells were still +tinkling, but they seemed to be just as far away. She knew, though, that +the cows sometimes went a long distance. She had been following the +road, but thinking the sound came from the woods, she started off in +that direction. She saw that the sun was just going down behind the +trees; that she was on an unfamiliar path, and was getting farther and +farther from home. But she must get the cows, and on she went, stopping +now and then to locate the sound of the bells. + +She suddenly found herself standing upon a point of land where a deep, +wide ravine extended on either side. The distance across the ravine she +could not see on account of the shadow and the trees. What should she +do? A few minutes previously she had thought about its being late, but +had hoped to find the cows and to make them guide her home. This hope +failing, she did not know what to do. The bells were still tinkling +ahead of her; but she did not dare to try to cross the ravine in the +darkness, now fast gathering around her, and how could she return +through those dense woods! She thought of calling for help, but as +quickly realized how useless the effort would be, since there were no +houses near. + +As she stood wondering what to do, these words from a psalm she had +committed to memory a short time before, came to her mind: "If I say, +Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about +me. Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the +day; the darkness and the light are both alike to thee." Two more +precious promises came to her mind: "I will guide thee with mine eye" +and "He leadeth me beside still waters." Oh, what encouragement those +words were to Bessie! Surely God would guide her home. With a thankful +heart, Bessie started to return. As she had passed through several +clearings in her search for the cows, she had no little difficulty in +finding her way; but the moon rose early and gave her considerable +light, and as she neared home, she began to recognize some familiar +objects. + +But, in the meantime, how were her parents feeling? The cows returned +early and were milked. Mrs. Worthington wondered why Bessie did not come +with them, but thought she might have been delayed and would come soon. +She prepared supper; but when she got it ready, Bessie was still absent. + +"What can be keeping Bessie tonight?" Mrs. Worthington said anxiously to +her husband. "She should have come home an hour ago." + +"Oh, I suppose she has stopped somewhere to play," said Mr. Worthington +carelessly. + +"No; I don't think so," replied his wife. "Bessie always tries to be +prompt, and I'm afraid something has happened. If she doesn't come soon, +you had better go to look for her." + +"Well, wait until dark," said Mr. Worthington; "and, if she isn't here +then, I'll get some men and we'll search in different directions. Did +you notice which way she went!" + +"No," answered his wife, "but I think she went east." + +At dark Mr. Worthington started out with the searching party. Mrs. +Worthington tried not to worry; but when nine o'clock passed and +half-past nine came, she felt a great anxiety creeping into her heart. +Many times she offered an earnest prayer for Bessie's protection. After +putting Leroy to bed she stationed herself in front of the house to +watch. + +About ten o'clock some one returned to say that he could find no trace +of Bessie. + +With straining eyes, Mrs. Worthington looked in the direction in which +Bessie had gone, and at last thought that she could see some one +approaching. As the figure drew nearer, she could see that it was her +child, and with a glad cry ran to meet her. "O Bessie," cried the +mother, "what has happened to detain you? Your father and a company of +men are out searching the woods for you. Dear child, where have you +been?" + +Bessie was very tired and hungry; but she related all that had happened +and said: "I'm sorry I couldn't go farther; for I believe the cows were +just a short distance beyond the point where I turned back. But I did +not dare to cross the swampy place and go into the woods on the other +side." + +"Why, the cows have been home a long, long time, Bessie; and that is +what had made your delay seem so strange," said her mother. "But were +you not afraid, dear, when you found that you were so far from home!" + +Bessie explained how she had felt and how the Lord had encouraged her +and helped her to be brave. + +"What time was that?" asked her mother; and when she learned, she said, +"Bessie, that was when I was so earnestly praying for you. Surely our +God is a mighty God and one who is ever faithful." + +When the searching party returned, they were all glad to know that +Bessie was safe at home. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +NOVEL-READING. + +As Bessie approached her sixteenth year, Mrs. Worthington became very +anxious about her. The mother thought that she could notice a change in +her daughter's actions and disposition. Instead of being confiding and +happy, she seemed listless, forgetful, and nervous. At first the mother +could not understand this change; but by close observation she found +that her daughter was indulging in light reading. + +Some magazines and weekly papers containing continued love-stories had +found their way into the Worthington home. At first they were not +attractive to Bessie. She would merely glance through the pages; but she +gradually came to overlook the good, substantial reading and to enjoy +the part that stimulated the romantic and imaginative part of her +nature. The effect upon her mental and moral powers was much the same +as that produced upon the digestive organs by rich and stimulating +foods. Her mind was thus weakened and robbed of its relish for wholesome +reading. She was ever looking forward for something to excite or satisfy +her abnormal desire for the romantic or the dreadful. + +As soon as Mrs. Worthington realized her daughter's danger, she sought +an opportunity to instruct her on the dangers of novel-reading. "Some +effects of novel-reading," said she, "are worse even than those produced +by dancing. Many novels are hurtful because of the many false ideas +interwoven in the stories. Some novels attract the pure-minded by their +morality; but it is unsafe to read them, for the reason I have already +given you, and because, as with any bad habit, the exciting influences +must be constantly increased. In this way some persons are deceived and +drawn into many of Satan's snares. + +"In most novels there is much that is good and true; but the immoral, +the worldly, and the untrue are so interwoven with it that the reader +unconsciously finds himself taking pleasure in thoughts which, before he +began reading novels, would have been disgusting. In this way the +reader's sense of right is lowered and an appetite created--an appetite +that can not be satisfied; the more it is fed, the more depraved and +exacting it becomes. Gradually the desire for the romantic increases +until the novel-reader longs to have a romance of her own. Her sense of +duty is so blunted and her better judgment so blinded that she often +agrees to a secret marriage with some one who is wholly unfit to be her +life companion. It is in this way that many a girl has been deceived and +led into sin. Many times, too, habits have been formed, from which +nothing but the grace of God could deliver. In looking back over a +wasted life, many a person can see that his or her downfall had its +origin in the first novel. + +"My dear child, there are many good books that you will find both +helpful and interesting, but the Bible should be the pattern of your +life. Let it be the principal food for your mind and soul. Your time all +belongs to God, and you should waste none of it in reading unwholesome +literature." + +As Mrs. Worthington finished speaking, she was glad to see a changed +look in Bessie's face. She knew that God was talking to her daughter; +and as she arose to go, she said: "Bessie, do not forget from whom you +may expect strength. I am praying that God will entirely take away the +unnatural appetite which you have been fostering." + +It was not long until Bessie rejoiced in full deliverance from her taste +for novel-reading, and her interest in her mother's talks returned. As +they read the Bible together and praised God for the precious truths it +contained, cherishing them within their hearts as priceless treasures, +Bessie's understanding seemed to open, and she was able to comprehend +many of the deep truths of God's Word. The reading of God's Word gave +her such unbounding joy, such complete spiritual happiness, that nothing +could compare with it. Its truths, so simple and yet so grand, were at +once a guide and a reproof to keep her feet from straying from the +narrow way. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +GLAD TIDINGS. + +In a small house about two miles from Bessie's home lived a very old +lady. She loved the Lord and enjoyed telling of his goodness and of his +dealings with her. Bessie, who was now about sixteen years of age, +enjoyed these talks very much. + +One day while Bessie and her mother were visiting this aged saint, she +brought forth a much-worn paper and handed it to Mrs. Worthington, +saying, "My daughter sent me this paper. You may take it home, if you +like," she continued; "but I must ask you to return it, as my daughter +wants it again." As Mrs. Worthington took the paper, Bessie saw at the +top of the page, in large letters, "The Gospel Trumpet." After reading a +few minutes Mrs. Worthington exclaimed: "This paper is certainly the +work of a people who understand the plan of salvation. Things are fully +explained here that have been plain to me for years--things that I +dared not mention publicly lest I be thought fanatical." + +On their return home Mrs. Worthington said: "It must have been in answer +to prayer that Sister Moore let me see that paper. I have prayed for +many years that God would help me to find a people who were not afraid +to preach his whole Word. I believe we have found them. Who knows but +this is God's way of starting a series of meetings here. Oh, the +wonderful God we serve! I shall subscribe for the paper at once and also +send my poem on sectism to see if they will publish it." The +subscription was sent, and the poem soon appeared in the paper. + +Mrs. Worthington was truly thankful to find that God had others in the +world who were willing to teach the whole Bible without construing any +part to suit their own ideas. + +It was not long until a testimony appeared from a minister living a few +miles away; and, agreeably with Mrs. Worthington's request, a series of +meetings was started in the neighborhood. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +THE MEETINGS. + +The news of the good meetings spread rapidly, and the attendance +constantly increased. The gospel as preached was a new message to the +people, and yet it was the very same that Jesus and his disciples +taught. Every point of doctrine presented had a "thus saith the Lord" to +confirm it. + +Many saw that the Bible had been misunderstood and had been misconstrued +by mankind to prove minor points, while the deep and vital truths had +been so covered over with prejudice and unbelief that the majority of +the people were blind to the true meaning of the Word; and that, in +their confusion, each had gone to the denomination that seemed most +nearly to correspond to his clouded views. It was also clearly shown +that there is no way to heaven except the straight and narrow way that +Jesus taught, and that God's Word is the only true measure of a +Christian experience. + +Mrs. Worthington felt now that her cup of joy was full since she could +hear the way of salvation and the true church explained from the pulpit +just as God had revealed them to her. She was also glad that Bessie, who +was now old enough to understand deep spiritual truths for herself, was +in perfect harmony and fellowship with her. + +About forty souls were saved in the meetings; some gained the experience +of sanctification; and the Spirit of the Lord worked mightily upon the +hearts of many others. + +Oh, the deep and wonderful love of God! Oh, the richness and fulness of +his grace! How glorious Bessie now found her walk with God! How +precious to commune with him and feel that she was growing deeper into +his love! Truly it was a taste of heaven! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +BESSIE SEES HER DUTY. + +Among those converted in the meetings was a girl a little younger than +Bessie. Her name was Cora. Being an orphan and living in the home of an +infidel uncle, where she had no one to understand or sympathize with her +views, she often sought Bessie for counsel and advice. The uncle did not +oppose his niece, but others in his family did. + +As time went on, the two girls became anxious to be doing something for +the Lord. While they were pondering over the matter, a company of +ministers came to the place to hold another series of meetings. From +them the girls learned that _The Gospel Trumpet_ was published by +consecrated labor, that the workers received no stated salary, but that +they trusted the Lord for their food and clothing. + +It seemed a strange story to the girls, but Cora felt that she should +like to go and help in the work. Though her uncle was not pleased with +her plan, yet finally, after he had investigated and had found the place +respectable, he gave his consent. It was several months, however, before +she expected to leave. Toward the close of this time Bessie began to +feel some anxiety for her friend, and one day said to her, "Cora, do you +really want to go to _The Gospel Trumpet_ office to work? Now, if you +don't want to go, God will not be pleased with your service." "Bessie, I +have lost all desire to go," Cora answered. "It seems to me that God is +calling you instead of me. You could be a much greater help than I, +because you have known and understood this truth all your life." + +If Bessie had received a severe blow, it could not have hurt her more. +Her precious mother! How could she leave her! Many of her cherished +hopes for the future arose before me. Her plan, to do all she could for +her mother in her declining years, came up before her; and as she +thought of it, she became very sad. When the two girls parted at the +door, Bessie's heart was very heavy; and when she was at last alone, she +wept bitterly. She remembered that she had consecrated to do anything +the Lord might require of her, but she did not see how she could do +this. For many days Bessie bore this heavy burden; and, not being +strong, she began to fail in health. From appearances, she had a +malignant form of quick consumption. The course of the disease was +rapid, and in a few weeks she was not only confined to her bed, but +seemingly very near death. Mr. Worthington desired to consult a +physician, but reluctantly heeded to Bessie's earnest entreaties to let +her trust the Lord. She said to her father, "I know that God would heal +me, if for the best; and, if not, I would rather die." And she added +mentally, "I would rather die than to leave home." + +Bessie at last became so low that she could not be left alone night or +day. As her mother sat beside her one day, holding her hand, she said: +"I believe, dear, that God wants to heal you and use you for himself. I +feel like asking our elder, Sister Smith, to come and anoint you with +oil according to Jas. 5:14, 15. I am sure God will heal you." + +Sister Smith was brought as soon as possible; but, to Mrs. Worthington's +surprise, she did not offer to anoint Bessie until the next day. She +said: "I can not understand this case. There is something here that +seems very strange. Bessie appears to be perfectly resigned to die, but +she only answers yes or no to my questions. I shall talk to her again." +Returning to the bedside, she said, "My dear, if God heals you, are you +willing to leave your father, mother, and home to preach the +gospel"--but she got no farther. Bessie, with all the emphasis she +could command in her weak state, interrupted, "No; I will never preach." + +"Ah! there is the point in your consecration that you have not reached," +replied Sister Smith. "You must be willing to do anything that will +bring the most honor to God's name, and to work where he can get the +most glory out of your service. It may be the Lord will never require +you to preach; but he wants the willingness on your part, just as much +as if he wanted to make a minister of you." + +It was some time before Bessie could answer; but when she did, it was to +say that she would do anything, only that she must know that it was God +who required it. + +"God will make you to know that," said Sister Smith; "and now I feel +that everything is out of the way, and we can ask God to heal you." + +As she applied the oil and called earnestly upon God, there seemed to be +a heavenly atmosphere filling the room. Bessie felt a soothing +sensation passing through her body; and when the prayer was ended, she +felt perfectly well, though exceedingly weak. Her strength soon +returned, however, and it was not long until the Lord told her plainly +that he wanted her at _The Gospel Trumpet_ office. She remembered her +consecration and felt willing in her heart to obey; but she shrank from +telling her parents. For two weeks she endured severe mental suffering. +She tried to gain sufficient courage to speak to her mother about the +call, but her tongue refused to form the words. One day while she and +her mother were in the cosy sitting-room, Mrs. Worthington said, +"Bessie, I believe that God wants you at _The Gospel Trumpet_ office and +that he has used Cora's plan and your sickness to show you your duty." +Looking up through eyes filled with tears, Bessie related all that God +had revealed to her. A great calm then came into her soul. + +But the test was not entirely over. Mr. Worthington must be told, +and--would he be willing? Embracing the first opportunity, Bessie told +him her plans and begged his approval upon them; but his reply nearly +crushed her. + +"Bessie," said her father, "if you must leave us, you may go; but I have +one thing to say and I mean it. If you go, you can never return; for +your going is heartless indeed. I can not see why you should choose to +go from your comfortable home and those who love you so dearly, and +leave your mother, who so much needs your help." + +"Father, Father!" exclaimed Bessie, "Oh, don't talk that way! You know +how much I love you all. You know I never wanted to leave home before; +and if you won't let me return, what shall I do?" + +As she stood there before her father almost broken-hearted, a sweet +voice whispered, "I will be with thee; be not afraid." The words sounded +like music in her soul and reminded her of her recent decision to obey +the Lord at any cost; and she said quietly: + +"Well, Father, if you refuse to let me return home, it will have to be +that way; but I must obey the Lord, and he has called me into his +service" + +"Very well," he answered, "but remember my words," and he left her. + +Seeking her mother, Bessie told her of the interview and of her father's +refusal to allow her to return home. For a moment they stood looking at +one another; and then, with great tears filling her eyes, her mother +said: + +"Remember the words of Jesus, 'There is no man that hath left house, or +parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the kingdom of God's +sake, who shall not receive manifold more in this present time, and in +the world to come life everlasting.' Dear, child, I know your dutiful +nature, and how you long to obey your parents; but the Bible says to +obey them in the Lord. When you have to choose whom you will serve, God +or your parents, you must choose the Lord." + +"I will obey God," said Bessie quietly; and she began at once to prepare +to leave home. + +When all was ready and the morning of departure had come, Mr. +Worthington went out to prepare to take his daughter to the train. He +had been very silent all the morning, but Bessie's heart was so full +that she had taken little notice of his behavior. Oh, how she longed for +his consent for her to return! Her mother gave her every encouraging +word possible. At last they looked out and saw that the horse was ready. +As Bessie picked up her last bundle, the door opened, and her father, +stepping in quickly, caught her in his arms. "O my child," he sobbed, +"will you forgive me and come back as soon as the Lord will let you? I +didn't mean what I said; but it is so hard to give you up. If you need +anything, write to me at once and let me know about it, won't you?" and +he tenderly kissed her. Bessie's heart was filled with joy, and she +said that he could expect her home just as soon as the Lord would let +her come. + +"Read 1 Cor. 10:13 and Jas. 1:12 just as soon as you have time, dear," +whispered Mrs. Worthington in her daughter's ear as she kissed her again +before she jumped into the buggy beside her father. Then they drove away +from the home and the mother that were so dear to Bessie's heart. + +Very few words were spoken on the way to town, and after a long ride +Bessie found herself on the train. It all seemed like a terrible dream; +but there was a sweet peace and quietness in her soul, and her father's +loving words rang again and again in her ears. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +REVERIE. + +In the days that followed Bessie's arrival at the _Trumpet_ office, she +found many ways in which she could help spread the gospel. She found, +too, that she could preach in a way that was not at all distasteful to +her; for she could set up many lines of type to be used in printing the +gospel message in the _Trumpet_, which was carrying light and truth into +many homes and preaching to hungry souls. But oh, how often she thought +of the dear ones at home and of how they were missing her! + +One evening, when she sought her room and sat down beside the window, as +she had so often done at home, she began to review her life. As the soft +shadows gathered slowly about her, she seemed to be at home again close +beside her mother's knee, listening to her tender, loving words of +sympathy and advice. Bessie could now see what they had been worth to +her. They not only had prepared her for a common sphere in life, but had +given her a thorough understanding of God's great plan of salvation. As +she recalled her mother's prayers and talks, she realized that, through +them, she had many times escaped what other girls had ignorantly +blundered into, and had been spared a great many of the bitter sorrows +that come into the lives of girls not taught at their mother's knee. In +her thankfulness, she offered a fervent prayer to her heavenly Father +that many more earnest, noble, and prayerful mothers might be found to +guide their children through the critical period of childhood. + +After three months Bessie returned home for a short visit with her +parents. Upon her arrival she not only found a loving and tender +welcome, but also learned that both her parents had accepted her call as +from God. After a happy visit of two weeks she returned to her work. +With the blessing of God upon her labors, we shall here bid her +good-by. + +In conclusion, we wish to say that what she became was principally in +answer to her faithful mother's prayers. Had she been left--as many +girls are--without a mother's tender love and confidence, mingled with +many earnest prayers, she would have fallen into temptations that she +never knew. She had fully proved the worth of a praying mother. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +A PLEA TO MOTHERS. + +Home as God intended it is built upon the corner-stone of virtue and +prayer. It makes no difference how beautiful the house nor how grand its +contents, if the mother is a woman who does not care for God or virtue, +the corner-stone of that home is lacking. Such a home can not stand when +trial and temptation enter. + +A stream never rises above its source, nor a home above the ideals of +its founders. No matter how humble the home, do not belittle its +possibilities. Anything so sacred as home can command heaven's choicest +and best blessings. The humblest cabin may contain that element which +makes home the shrine of happiness and the temple of peace, and will +cause it to send forth saints and heroes. + +Oh that parents, especially mothers, could realize their influence in +the home, their power to direct the young minds around them into the +proper channel! Let us so educate and train the children that they will +be able to get the greatest good from their natural endowment and that +they may use it in such a manner as will bring the most glory to God. So +train them and so live before them in the home that in after-years they +will say with pleasure: "This precept was always taught me by my +parents. Father and Mother's holy example has been a priceless +birthright to me." + +This is true parenthood. It should be the ideal in every home. By this I +mean parents who realize their responsibility and have their children's +best interest at heart; parents who will sacrifice any pleasure of their +own for the benefit and happiness of their little ones; parents who will +not only bid their children a hearty welcome into the world, but will +care for their future from that moment, and who have the love and +respect of their entire household. + +You may say that parents like these are few and hard to find. True, but +it is equally so that, with proper knowledge and understanding, many +would approach this standard. Perhaps some have allowed years to slip +carelessly by and their darlings to pass seemingly beyond their control. +To such I would say, It is never too late to pray. + +Observe the wayward boy whose chief inheritance is a wild, wilful +nature. He is nearing his fourteenth birthday. Having been allowed to +have his own way while small, he has cultivated an ungovernable desire +to do as he pleases. Let the mother of that boy cease her old habit of +saying, "I don't know what will become of that boy! I don't understand +how he can treat me so rudely. I've done all I can, and he just grows +worse," and take a more rational method. Have you gone to that boy and +told him the sweet, simple story of Jesus and why he came from his +beautiful home; that a part of his mission was to teach you how to make +your home after the pattern of his heavenly home; that his heart is +touched with compassion when he beholds any one in trouble; that he is +grieved because you have made a mistake; but that you are sorry and are +decided to do your duty? Have you told the boy all that? Have you knelt +beside his bed at night with your tear-dimmed eyes pressed upon his +hand, and told him the great dangers that are before him, even +surrounding him, and informed him how to avoid them? Have you told him +that he is at the most critical time in his life, that a mistake now +will mean a life of suffering for both him and you, and that he can with +you begin over and remove some of his past mistakes? Have you talked +thus to your boy? If not, why not? It is your privilege as well as your +duty. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +PARENTAL DUTY. + +The first duty of father and mother to their child is to see that they +are a unit on family government. Second, they must study themselves and +their failures, trying to make the weak places strong. Third, study the +disposition of the child, gain an understanding of its inner life, and +find out what pleases and displeases it; and, while cultivating the +good, hold in check the bad. A mother should understand her children +better than any one else. If she is a thoughtful mother, she knows not +only the surroundings of her children, but many of the impressions that +she has stamped upon their undeveloped minds. + +Children are not putty that can be moulded into any form to suit our +fancy, but there is a method by which we can fashion their young lives. +Much patience, devotion to the child, and fervent prayer will be +needful to accomplish anything worth while. + +Every parent should see that their attitude toward their children is +what it should be. Consider their feelings and show them respect, +remembering that they have rights upon which you must not intrude; but +never loosen the reigns of home government. Make any rules that you +think practicable and necessary; explain each rule carefully to your +child, giving your reason for making it, and then demand obedience. +Never, unless for some special reason, ignore any good rule. Should your +child happen to break one of these rules, do not punish without first +finding out the cause. He may not have understood your meaning, or he +may have forgotten. Take him quietly aside; and, after finding out why +he has disobeyed, gently tell him again your reasons for making the +rules and the necessity of his obedience. You might have to do this +several times, but do not excuse him too long. When it is necessary to +punish, ask for wisdom from above, and then punish in a way that he will +understand you and remember the punishment. When you make a statement, +stand by it, if possible, unless you see error in it. If such be the +case, confess your fault. If your child does not show you due respect +and obedience, there is a cause for it, and it is your duty to find out +what that cause is. + +All children have to contend with bad qualities that have been +inherited. Do not flatter yourself that because the child is yours it +will escape temptation; for all must be tempted, if they would be +strong. Teach your children, according to their ability to comprehend, +all that they should know to be able to shun evil. Do not think that +because your child has inherited some moral weakness, you are helpless +to teach him to overcome it. You can explain to him his danger and tell +him what yielding to the temptations that come to him because of this +weakness will lead to. Point out the effect of this sin upon the one +from whom it was inherited. Tell the child that the only chance to +overcome this inherited tendency will be by constantly avoiding those +things that will lead to temptation. You may find the task difficult and +you may sometimes feel disheartened, but you must put that wayward child +of yours right, if possible, or God will hold you accountable. Perhaps +the inherited sin may lie at your own door. If it does, you will +understand better how to help him from under its power. + +In the public school, on the street, and in his various associations, +your child will be exposed to the evil of hearing impure language from +vile lips; and if he be not warned, who can blame him for listening? +Your home teaching must overbalance all that he hears outside. + +Should some question concerning the mysteries of his own body or of his +own origin be aroused in his mind by impure stories or by any other +cause, you must at once arise to meet the difficulty before harm is +done that will be very difficult to overcome. But some mother will say: +"I do not know what answer to make my child when he asks questions of +such a delicate nature. Would it not be best to leave his mind free from +these ideas until he is older?" Doubtless it would, if the child would +be contented to wait; but when he has learned enough to ask the +question, he is able to tell whether you speak the truth when you say +you do not know, and he will not be satisfied by the flimsy pretest, +"Oh, run away and don't bother me; I'm too busy." + +Above all else, keep the confidence of your child, so that he will come +to you with every trouble of life. Confidence of children in their +parents is a gift from God. All children have it at first. See the +tottering baby cling to its mother for support; watch it run to her when +it is frightened. Can it not have the same confidence when it is older? +I answer from experience that it can and should. Truth inspires trust +in your child. If you do not think it best to answer all his questions +fully at the time when he asks them, tell him at least enough to satisfy +his curiosity, and promise him that, if this remains a secret between +you and him, he may come to you whenever he wants more information. Do +not be afraid of having secrets with your child. The matter may be +trifling, but the fact that he is helping you to keep secrets will teach +him to value his word and will increase his confidence in you. On the +other hand, if you tell him an untruth, do not think that he will come +to you again. No, he will doubtless go to some friend who he thinks will +tell him, and thus get his young mind tainted with impure thoughts. And +little better in results than telling an untruth is putting the child +off till some future time. These questions must be met when they arrive. + +You may say, "I don't know how much to tell at any one time." Wisdom is +necessary here. No more should be told than will satisfy the present +curiosity of the child. A few questions on your part will readily +discover what information he has gained and how much he wishes to know. + +A boy of scarce six summers once came to his mother with a question of +life. The mother was shocked; but, offering an earnest prayer for +wisdom, she questioned the child and found that he had heard remarks +made by older boys. As his mind was developed enough to comprehend part +of their conversation, his curiosity was aroused. Having perfect +confidence in his mother, he had sought her for an explanation of the +points that perplexed him. As simply as possible, that mother gave the +information, ending with the words, "Now, darling, this is to be a +perfect secret between us; and when you are old enough, I will tell you +more." Years passed by until the boy was in his eleventh year; then he +once more went to his mother for information. "Mama," he began, "do you +remember the time you told me a secret?" She answered that she did, and +he continued: "Well, I have kept that secret. I have never mentioned it +to any one. And do you remember that you said some time you would tell +me more?" When she answered, "Yes," he said quickly, "Don't you think +I'm old enough now?" In answer, the mother put her arms about him and +said, "My son, you shall hear all you wish to hear. What is it, dear?" +Then as each question came, she gave him a satisfactory answer, and +ended by saying, "Whenever you want to know more, come to me, and I will +tell you." That boy continued to go to his mother; and when he entered +the most trying period of his life, her advice kept him from the dangers +into which so many fall. In hours of trial she was able to point him to +the Savior. Never neglect the duty of warning your child of danger. + +Teaching of this kind will endear you to your children long after you +are resting in the grave. They will recount, "My mother told me this. +My father taught me that. They must have understood God's plan of +salvation, or they would never have known how to tell me these things." +But the task will require your highest talents. Sympathy and love, +constant watchfulness, and earnest prayer will be the most needful. +Since the child does not know himself, you must learn to know him. You +must search for the secret springs that govern his actions and for the +master key that will unlock his heart. + +One dear young woman, relating her experience to me, said: "My mother +died when I was only six years old; but I know she must have been a +Christian, because some friends who knew her told me of her devoted life +and of earnest pleadings for her children when she saw that she must +leave them. All that I can remember about her was seeing her bowing in +prayer or talking to us children. There are desires in my nature that I +know must have been planted within me in answer to her prayer. After +her death I was cast out upon the world. I went to live with a very +ungodly family, but that sense of right and wrong within me made me shun +and despise their evil ways. I loved to read my Bible. From it I learned +that, if I would gain heaven, I must forsake sin and live a pure life. +To live such a life was a pleasure until I found that the denomination +whose meetings I attended would not allow me to say much about a holy +life, because their creed did not teach it. Then I promised the Lord +that I would be a Christian if I had to be one all by myself. This was +not necessary, for I found many true Christians who believed all that +the Bible teaches." + +That mother's prayers had fashioned and governed the life of her +daughter long before the child was able to understand her mother's +meaning. Parents can not begin too early to win the child's love and +confidence, and they should spare no pains to maintain these to mature +years. Those who do will find that their children will never, even to +old age, fail to come to them for sympathy and advice. Children so +reared will always love and honor their father and mother as the Bible +says they should, and will look upon their parents' lives as examples +for them to imitate. See to it that you show yourself a good pattern, in +thought, word, and deed, for them to follow. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +USEFUL HINTS. + +There is no definite rule whereby parents may control their home, except +to seek advice from God, for no two families have the same environment. +Any method that will bring about the desired result may be applied; but +the method must be systematic and thorough. A positive attitude is good, +and should be encouraged, but harshness ought never to be used. The +latter will tend to discouragement and resentment in the child, while +the former will teach the difference between right and wrong. + +Be charitable to your children in regard to their faults and failings, +so that they may learn by your example to be charitable to each other +and to their fellows. Teach them the blessings that charity will bring +to them; show them that it is the greatest of God's gifts and that +without it they will meet many buffetings from their contact with the +world. Remember that Paul speaks of it as "the more excellent way" and +admonishes us to desire it above all things else. + +Children must have entertainment. Rich and costly furniture, elaborate +parties, or even guests are not necessary. Children may be entertained +in a very simple manner. What child does not enjoy the old-fashioned +game of hide-and-seek, tag, or some such innocent amusement with Papa +and Mama? It may take a little of your time, but what of that? Do all +you can to make your home the happiest place on earth for your children. + +"Yes," says one, "that will do while the children are little; but just +wait until they grow up, and then they will seek other company." I did +not say that they must always stay with you. Of course they will desire +to go from home sometimes. What I mean is that we can make home so +attractive that they will note the difference between it and the outside +world. The interest we take in them will constrain them to remain at +home and to return when away from it. Home! Oh that beautiful word! +Poets have written about it, choirs have sung about it, but who can +fathom the meaning of that little word, home! None but the child who has +been taught to revere, cherish, and enjoy it, and then looking back +remembers the happy years spent in the home circle. + +I think that I hear a father say, "When I return from my work, I am so +tired I can not stand the children's noise." Is that so? Do you not love +your children, and are you not working for their welfare! If so, do you +not think that a little less labor with your hands and a little time +spent with them would be more profitable? Perhaps a little romp or chat +with them would rest you. Try it anyway. You who are desk workers can +afford it: it will help you to cast off the responsibilities of the day +and the better prepare you for the morrow. A romp with the children is +not lost; but, on the other hand, is a benefit for both parent and +child. Thoughtful parents can think of many things that will increase +the interest in home and will draw them closer to their children. + +Sometimes it is good for the children to visit their friends, but +parents should always be acquainted with these friends. Never let your +child go where games are played that you would not allow played in your +own home. Here is where conscience and confidence will help you. Be +cautious about allowing your child to go somewhere to stay all night. In +this way many a child has learned evil practises and in some cases been +ruined. Then, too, it draws his mind away from the home circle. + +"But," you say, "all this I have done, and yet my children are now +forgetful of it all. They are indulging in many things that they were +taught to be harmful to the soul." My dear friend, can you not remember +when this state of things began? Can you not point to a time when there +was a drifting from your home circle? when home life began to seem too +narrow for your child? when he began to crave the association of others +more than that of his own brothers and sisters? Did you at that time +lift up your home banner and shield? Did you tell him of the rapids in +the distance? "No," you falteringly answer; "I thought there could be no +harm in allowing him to mingle with his chums at school and to visit +them in their homes. I was afraid to be too particular, lest he should +think me too strict with him." Ah! friend, that was your golden +opportunity, and you failed to see it. After instructing the child, you +should have bowed with him in prayer, giving him over to God's keeping. +Then, if he chose to go--remembering that your prayers were following +him--nine chances out of ten he would have returned with words similar +to those spoken by a youth who had been permitted to attend a party. In +answer to his father's question he said, "Yes; I had a good time, but I +have better times at home." "Better times at home!" Think of it, +parents! Is it not worth some self-denial, some sacrifices, on pour +part, to have your home spoken of in this manner? + +"Yes," says a mother, "that is all right when both parents are in +harmony and have salvation; but suppose that the parents are poor and +that one is unsaved?" I have seen just such homes as this governed in +the manner whereof I speak. God gave more grace and strength to the +saved companion; and, although there were many difficulties to +encounter, yet the saved one was able to influence the home for God. +"All things are possible to him that believeth," said Christ in olden +times, and his statement is still true. + +Again, I hear a parent whose loved companion has recently died say, +"What can I do now to train my children aright?" There comes before my +mind a beautiful scene of a faithful mother with her son and daughter +whom she had brought up to God's glory. She was left alone with these +two precious ones to guide and rear to manhood and womanhood. She bade +adieu to the words "I can't" and with determination went about her task. +As God never lets such zeal go without assistance, this mother found +help in time of need. Another scene which I love to recall is that of a +devoted father and by his side his two motherless daughters just +entering womanhood. He gives them every spare moment that he has, and +both are real examples of trust and purity. + +In your zeal to find entertainment for your children, do not forget that +they must have employment. See that every member of your household has +certain work to do. This work should be suited to the years and the +strength of the individual and, if possible, to his likes and dislikes. +Work of the proper kind will strengthen the muscles, improve the health, +keep out many evils, and create in the young a desire to help bear the +burdens of life. Periods of rest may be made profitable by having on +hand as much wholesome literature as you are able to secure. By this +means much useful knowledge may be stored. The reading need not be +confined wholly to religious works; reliable treatises on science, art, +mechanics, cooking, chemistry, domestic economy, health, etc., are all +profitable if not indulged in to the exclusion of religious literature. +If you trust God, he will help you to know what to do. + +A lady once said, "Our children are what we make them, and we get out of +them just what we put in." These words contain much truth. God holds all +parents, according to their light and understanding, responsible for the +training of their children. + +If you have a preference among your children, never reveal it. On the +contrary, endeavor to place the less favored ahead in your care and +attention. You can justly do this, for the favorite will get all the +attention he deserves anyway. I well remember a case where the mother's +favorite son brought sorrow and shame to the entire household by +stealing from his own father, simply because she had humored and petted +him in childhood. Parents can not be too careful in this respect. + +Many a mother does not realize how highly her children value her +opinion. A boy had met with an accident that somewhat disfigured him for +a time. While he was preparing to leave for school, his mother said, +"You will no doubt be made sport of today; are you able to bear it?" His +answer was, "Oh, I don't care what any one says about me but you; but if +you were to make fun of me, I couldn't stand it." + +SWEET GEM OF THE HOME. + + _Thou formal home, so graced, so blest, + With earthly treasures rare; + Within thy portals we expect + All graces rich and fair. + + We gaze, we search, but all in vain; + The gem we love so well, + "Sweet innocence," doth not remain, + Nor in thy chambers dwell. + + Thy children, as the world they greet, + Are bearing tales of thee; + "I was not warned," they oft repeat, + Nor taught at Mother's knee. + + Sweet Innocence, thou heav'nly grace, + Rich gem from God above! + Thy touch upon the human face + Reveals but peace and love. + + Thy treasures richer far than gold, + Thy gifts of greatest worth, + Might grace our homes, except for sin, + Whose curse now sweeps the earth. + + We look for thee within the maid, + With beauty, grace, and charm, + But find thy flight she hath not stayed, + Nor doth she feel alarm. + + Then in the lad, whose noble brow + Thy presence might suggest; + With closer view we must allow + By thee he is not blest. + + E'en when we look within the child + And laud his graces sweet, + We find his mind so soon defiled + For thee 'tis no retreat. + + "And why?" we ask, "oh! why is this? + Such need and dearth abound. + Oh! why in homes of promised bliss + May not this gem be found?" + + The mystery, so deep, so great, + Is simply lack of prayer; + Is bidding timely warning wait + For daily toil and care. + + Allowing things that crumble, waste, + Our whole attention claim, + We cause sweet Innocence in haste + To leave our homes to shame. + + But thee, sweet grace, we find in some-- + Thank God thou art not lost!-- + We see thee in the Christian home + As royal guest and host. + + We note the mother as she pleads + For counsel from God's throne, + Then goes with wisdom that she needs + And strength to make it known. + + We watch the child in this true home, + And in its face so fair + We recognise what doth become + A faithful mother's prayer. + + Sweet Innocence! may we extol, + Within the home, thy art; + Thy power to beautify the soul, + To teach the pure in heart. + + Thou gift divine! thou fairest gem! + Thy presence may we crave, + That thou mayst grace our diadem + In life beyond the grave. + + Reveal, O grace, unto the world + Thy beauties rich and rare, + That all may understand and know + What mothers find in prayer_. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The value of a praying mother, by Isabel C. 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