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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/11371-0.txt b/11371-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..cbd6131 --- /dev/null +++ b/11371-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4452 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 11371 *** +THE MOORLAND COTTAGE. + + + +By the author of MARY BARTON. + + + + +NEW YORK: 1851. + + + * * * * * + + +CHAPTER I. + +If you take the turn to the left, after you pass the lyke-gate at +Combehurst Church, you will come to the wooden bridge over the brook; keep +along the field-path which mounts higher and higher, and, in half a mile or +so, you will be in a breezy upland field, almost large enough to be called +a down, where sheep pasture on the short, fine, elastic turf. You look down +on Combehurst and its beautiful church-spire. After the field is crossed, +you come to a common, richly colored with the golden gorse and the purple +heather, which in summer-time send out their warm scents into the quiet +air. The swelling waves of the upland make a near horizon against the sky; +the line is only broken in one place by a small grove of Scotch firs, which +always look black and shadowed even at mid-day, when all the rest of the +landscape seems bathed in sunlight. The lark quivers and sings high up in +the air; too high--in too dazzling a region for you to see her. Look! she +drops into sight; but, as if loth to leave the heavenly radiance, she +balances herself and floats in the ether. Now she falls suddenly right into +her nest, hidden among the ling, unseen except by the eyes of Heaven, +and the small bright insects that run hither and thither on the elastic +flower-stalks. With something like the sudden drop of the lark, the path +goes down a green abrupt descent; and in a basin, surrounded by the grassy +hills, there stands a dwelling, which is neither cottage nor house, but +something between the two in size. Nor yet is it a farm, though surrounded +by living things. It is, or rather it was, at the time of which I speak, +the dwelling of Mrs. Browne, the widow of the late curate of Combehurst. +There she lived with her faithful old servant and her only children, a boy +and girl. They were as secluded in their green hollow as the households in +the German forest-tales. Once a week they emerged and crossed the common, +catching on its summit the first sounds of the sweet-toned bells, calling +them to church. Mrs. Browne walked first, holding Edward's hand. Old Nancy +followed with Maggie; but they were all one party, and all talked together +in a subdued and quiet tone, as beseemed the day. They had not much to say, +their lives were too unbroken; for, excepting on Sundays, the widow and +her children never went to Combehurst. Most people would have thought the +little town a quiet, dreamy place; but to those two children if seemed +the world; and after they had crossed the bridge, they each clasped more +tightly the hands which they held, and looked shyly up from beneath their +drooped eyelids when spoken to by any of their mother's friends. Mrs. +Browne was regularly asked by some one to stay to dinner after morning +church, and as regularly declined, rather to the timid children's relief; +although in the week-days they sometimes spoke together in a low voice +of the pleasure it would be to them if mamma would go and dine at Mr. +Buxton's, where the little girl in white and that great tall boy lived. +Instead of staying there, or anywhere else, on Sundays, Mrs. Browne thought +it her duty to go and cry over her husband's grave. The custom had arisen +out of true sorrow for his loss, for a kinder husband, and more worthy man, +had never lived; but the simplicity of her sorrow had been destroyed by the +observation of others on the mode of its manifestation. They made way for +her to cross the grass toward his grave; and she, fancying that it was +expected of her, fell into the habit I have mentioned. Her children, +holding each a hand, felt awed and uncomfortable, and were sensitively +conscious how often they were pointed out, as a mourning group, to +observation. + +"I wish it would always rain on Sundays," said Edward one day to Maggie, in +a garden conference. + +"Why?" asked she. + +"Because then we bustle out of church, and get home as fast as we can, to +save mamma's crape; and we have not to go and cry over papa." + +"I don't cry," said Maggie. "Do you?" + +Edward looked round before he answered, to see if they were quite alone, +and then said: + +"No; I was sorry a long time about papa, but one can't go on being sorry +forever. Perhaps grown-up people can." + +"Mamma can," said little Maggie. "Sometimes I am very sorry too; when I am +by myself or playing with you, or when I am wakened up by the moonlight +in our room. Do you ever waken and fancy you heard papa calling you? I +do sometimes; and then I am very sorry to think we shall never hear him +calling us again." + +"Ah, it's different with me, you know. He used to call me to lessons." + +"Sometimes he called me when he was displeased with me. But I always dream +that he was calling us in his own kind voice, as he used to do when he +wanted us to walk with him, or to show us something pretty." + +Edward was silent, playing with something on the ground. At last he +looked round again, and, having convinced himself that they could not be +overheard, he whispered: + +"Maggie--sometimes I don't think I'm sorry that papa is dead--when I'm +naughty, you know; he would have been so angry with me if he had been here; +and I think--only sometimes, you know, I'm rather glad he is not." + +"Oh, Edward! you don't mean to say so, I know. Don't let us talk about him. +We can't talk rightly, we're such little children. Don't, Edward, please." + +Poor little Maggie's eyes filled with tears; and she never spoke again to +Edward, or indeed to any one, about her dead father. As she grew older, her +life became more actively busy. The cottage and small outbuildings, and the +garden and field, were their own; and on the produce they depended for much +of their support. The cow, the pig, and the poultry took up much of Nancy's +time. Mrs. Browne and Maggie had to do a great deal of the house-work; and +when the beds were made, and the rooms swept and dusted, and the +preparations for dinner ready, then, if there was any time, Maggie sat down +to her lessons. Ned, who prided himself considerably on his sex, had been +sitting all the morning, in his father's arm-chair, in the little +book-room, "studying," as he chose to call it. Sometimes Maggie would pop +her head in, with a request that he would help her to carry the great +pitcher of water up-stairs, or do some other little household service; +with which request he occasionally complied, but with so many complaints +about the interruption, that at last she told him she would never ask +him again. Gently as this was said, he yet felt it as a reproach, and +tried to excuse himself. + +"You see, Maggie, a man must be educated to be a gentleman. Now, if a woman +knows how to keep a house, that's all that is wanted from her. So my time +is of more consequence than yours. Mamma says I'm to go to college, and be +a clergyman; so I must get on with my Latin." + +Maggie submitted in silence; and almost felt it as an act of gracious +condescension when, a morning or two afterwards, he came to meet her as +she was toiling in from the well, carrying the great brown jug full of +spring-water ready for dinner. "Here," said he, "let us put it in the shade +behind the horse-mount. Oh, Maggie! look what you've done! Spilt it all, +with not turning quickly enough when I told you. Now you may fetch it again +for yourself, for I'll have nothing to do with it." + +"I did not understand you in time," said she, softly. But he had turned +away, and gone back in offended dignity to the house. Maggie had nothing to +do but return to the well, and fill it again. The spring was some distance +off, in a little rocky dell. It was so cool after her hot walk, that she +sat down in the shadow of the gray limestone rock, and looked at the ferns, +wet with the dripping water. She felt sad, she knew not why. "I think +Ned is sometimes very cross," thought she. "I did not understand he was +carrying it there. Perhaps I am clumsy. Mamma says I am; and Ned says I +am. Nancy never says so and papa never said so. I wish I could help being +clumsy and stupid. Ned says all women are so. I wish I was not a woman. It +must be a fine thing to be a man. Oh dear! I must go up the field again +with this heavy pitcher, and my arms do so ache!" She rose and climbed the +steep brae. As she went she heard her mother's voice. + +"Maggie! Maggie! there's no water for dinner, and the potatoes are quite +boiled. Where _is_ that child?" + +They had begun dinner, before she came down from brushing her hair and +washing her hands. She was hurried and tired. + +"Mother," said Ned, "mayn't I have some butter to these potatoes, as there +is cold meat? They are so dry." + +"Certainly, my dear. Maggie, go and fetch a pat of butter out of the +dairy." + +Maggie went from her untouched dinner without speaking. + +"Here, stop, you child!" said Nancy, turning her back in the passage. "You +go to your dinner, I'll fetch the butter. You've been running about enough +to-day." + +Maggie durst not go back without it, but she stood in the passage till +Nancy returned; and then she put up her mouth to be kissed by the kind +rough old servant. + +"Thou'rt a sweet one," said Nancy to herself, as she turned into the +kitchen; and Maggie went back to her dinner with a soothed and lightened +heart. + +When the meal was ended, she helped her mother to wash up the old-fashioned +glasses and spoons, which were treated with tender care and exquisite +cleanliness in that house of decent frugality; and then, exchanging her +pinafore for a black silk apron, the little maiden was wont to sit down to +some useful piece of needlework, in doing which her mother enforced the +most dainty neatness of stitches. Thus every hour in its circle brought a +duty to be fulfilled; but duties fulfilled are as pleasures to the memory, +and little Maggie always thought those early childish days most happy, and +remembered them only as filled with careless contentment. + +Yet, at the time they had their cares. + +In fine summer days Maggie sat out of doors at her work. Just beyond the +court lay the rocky moorland, almost as gay as that with its profusion of +flowers. If the court had its clustering noisettes, and fraxinellas, and +sweetbriar, and great tall white lilies, the moorland had its little +creeping scented rose, its straggling honeysuckle, and an abundance of +yellow cistus; and here and there a gray rock cropped out of the ground, +and over it the yellow stone-crop and scarlet-leaved crane's-bill grew +luxuriantly. Such a rock was Maggie's seat. I believe she considered it her +own, and loved it accordingly; although its real owner was a great lord, +who lived far away, and had never seen the moor, much less the piece of +gray rock, in his life. + +The afternoon of the day which I have begun to tell you about, she was +sitting there, and singing to herself as she worked: she was within call of +home, and could hear all home sounds, with their shrillness softened down. +Between her and it, Edward was amusing himself; he often called upon her +for sympathy, which she as readily gave. + +"I wonder how men make their boats steady; I have taken mine to the pond, +and she has toppled over every time I sent her in." + +"Has it?--that's very tiresome! Would it do to put a little weight in it, +to keep it down?" + +"How often must I tell you to call a ship 'her;' and there you will go on +saying--it--it!" + +After this correction of his sister, Master Edward did not like the +condescension of acknowledging her suggestion to be a good one; so he went +silently to the house in search of the requisite ballast; but not being +able to find anything suitable, he came back to his turfy hillock, littered +round with chips of wood, and tried to insert some pebbles into his vessel; +but they stuck fast, and he was obliged to ask again. + +"Supposing it was a good thing to weight her, what could I put in?" + +Maggie thought a moment. + +"Would shot do?" asked she. + +"It would be the very thing; but where can I get any?" + +"There is some that was left of papa's. It is in the right-hand corner of +the second drawer of the bureau, wrapped up in a newspaper." + +"What a plague! I can't remember your 'seconds,' and 'right-hands,' and +fiddle-faddles." He worked on at his pebbles. They would not do. + +"I think if you were good-natured, Maggie, you might go for me." + +"Oh, Ned! I've all this long seam to do. Mamma said I must finish it before +tea; and that I might play a little if I had done it first," said Maggie, +rather plaintively; for it was a real pain to her to refuse a request. + +"It would not take you five minutes." + +Maggie thought a little. The time would only be taken out of her playing, +which, after all, did not signify; while Edward was really busy about his +ship. She rose, and clambered up the steep grassy slope, slippery with the +heat. + +Before she had found the paper of shot, she heard her mother's voice +calling, in a sort of hushed hurried loudness, as if anxious to be heard by +one person yet not by another--"Edward, Edward, come home quickly. Here's +Mr. Buxton coming along the Fell-Lane;--he's coming here, as sure as +sixpence; come, Edward, come." + +Maggie saw Edward put down his ship and come. At his mother's bidding it +certainly was; but he strove to make this as little apparent as he could, +by sauntering up the slope, with his hands in his pockets, in a very +independent and _négligé_ style. Maggie had no time to watch longer; for +now she was called too, and down stairs she ran. + +"Here, Maggie," said her mother, in a nervous hurry;--"help Nancy to get a +tray ready all in a minute. I do believe here's Mr. Buxton coming to call. +Oh, Edward! go and brush your hair, and put on your Sunday jacket; here's +Mr. Buxton just coming round. I'll only run up and change my cap; and you +say you'll come up and tell me, Nancy; all proper, you know." + +"To be sure, ma'am. I've lived in families afore now," said Nancy, gruffly. + +"Oh, yes, I know you have. Be sure you bring in the cowslip wine. I wish I +could have stayed to decant some port." + +Nancy and Maggie bustled about, in and out of the kitchen and dairy; and +were so deep in their preparations for Mr. Buxton's reception that they +were not aware of the very presence of that gentleman himself on the scene. +He had found the front door open, as is the wont in country places, and had +walked in; first stopping at the empty parlor, and then finding his way to +the place where voices and sounds proclaimed that there were inhabitants. +So he stood there, stooping a little under the low-browed lintels of the +kitchen door, and looking large, and red, and warm, but with a pleased and +almost amused expression of face. + +"Lord bless me, sir! what a start you gave me!" said Nancy, as she suddenly +caught sight of him. "I'll go and tell my missus in a minute that you're +come." + +Off she went, leaving Maggie alone with the great, tall, broad gentleman, +smiling at her from his frame in the door-way, but never speaking. She went +on dusting a wine-glass most assiduously. + +"Well done, little girl," came out a fine strong voice at last. "Now I +think that will do. Come and show me the parlor where I may sit down, for +I've had a long walk, and am very tired." + +Maggie took him into the parlor, which was always cool and fresh in the +hottest weather. It was scented by a great beau-pot filled with roses; and, +besides, the casement was open to the fragrant court. Mr. Buxton was so +large, and the parlor so small, that when he was once in, Maggie thought +when he went away, he could carry the room on his back, as a snail does its +house. + +"And so, you are a notable little woman, are you?" said he, after he had +stretched himself (a very unnecessary proceeding), and unbuttoned his +waistcoat, Maggie stood near the door, uncertain whether to go or to stay. +"How bright and clean you were making that glass! Do you think you could +get me some water to fill it? Mind, it must be that very glass I saw you +polishing. I shall know it again." + +Maggie was thankful to escape out of the room; and in the passage she met +her mother, who had made time to change her gown as well as her cap. Before +Nancy would allow the little girl to return with the glass of water she +smoothed her short-cut glossy hair; it was all that was needed to make her +look delicately neat. Maggie was conscientious in trying to find out +the identical glass; but I am afraid Nancy was not quite so truthful in +avouching that one of the six, exactly similar, which were now placed on +the tray, was the same she had found on the dresser, when she came back +from telling her mistress of Mr. Buxton's arrival. + +Maggie carried in the water, with a shy pride in the clearness of the +glass. Her mother was sitting on the edge of her chair, speaking in +unusually fine language, and with a higher pitched voice than common. +Edward, in all his Sunday glory, was standing by Mr. Buxton, looking happy +and conscious. But when Maggie came in, Mr. Buxton made room for her +between Edward and himself, and, while she went on talking, lifted her on +to his knee. She sat there as on a pinnacle of honor; but as she durst not +nestle up to him, a chair would have been the more comfortable seat. + +"As founder's line, I have a right of presentation; and for my dear old +friend's sake" (here Mrs. Browne wiped her eyes), "I am truly glad of it; +my young friend will have a little form of examination to go through; and +then we shall see him carrying every prize before him, I have no doubt. +Thank you, just a little of your sparkling cowslip wine. Ah! this +gingerbread is like the gingerbread I had when I was a boy. My little lady +here must learn the receipt, and make me some. Will she?" + +"Speak to Mr. Buxton, child, who is kind to your brother. You will make him +some gingerbread, I am sure." + +"If I may," said Maggie, hanging down her head. + +"Or, I'll tell you what. Suppose you come to my house, and teach us how to +make it there; and then, you know, we could always be making gingerbread +when we were not eating it. That would be best, I think. Must I ask mamma +to bring you down to Combehurst, and let us all get acquainted together? I +have a great boy and a little girl at home, who will like to see you, I'm +sure. And we have got a pony for you to ride on, and a peacock and guinea +fowls, and I don't know what all. Come, madam, let me persuade you. School +begins in three weeks. Let us fix a day before then." + +"Do mamma," said Edward. + +"I am not in spirits for visiting," Mrs. Browne answered. But the quick +children detected a hesitation in her manner of saying the oft spoken +words, and had hopes, if only Mr. Buxton would persevere in his invitation. + +"Your not visiting is the very reason why you are not in spirits. A little +change, and a few neighborly faces, would do you good, I'll be bound. +Besides, for the children's sake you should not live too secluded a life. +Young people should see a little of the world." + +Mrs. Browne was much obliged to Mr. Buxton for giving her so decent an +excuse for following her inclination, which, it must be owned, tended +to the acceptance of the invitation. So, "for the children's sake," she +consented. But she sighed, as if making a sacrifice. + +"That's right," said Mr. Buxton. "Now for the day." + +It was fixed that they should go on that day week; and after some further +conversation about the school at which Edward was to be placed, and some +more jokes about Maggie's notability, and an inquiry if she would come and +live with him the next time he wanted a housemaid, Mr. Buxton took his +leave. + +His visit had been an event; and they made no great attempt at settling +again that day to any of their usual employments. In the first place, Nancy +came in to hear and discuss all the proposed plans. Ned, who was uncertain +whether to like or dislike the prospect of school, was very much offended +by the old servant's remark, on first hearing of the project. + +"It's time for him. He'll learn his place there, which, it strikes me, he +and others too are apt to forget at home." + +Then followed discussions and arrangements respecting his clothes. And then +they came to the plan of spending a day at Mr. Buxton's, which Mrs. Browne +was rather shy of mentioning, having a sort of an idea of inconstancy and +guilt connected with the thought of mingling with the world again. However, +Nancy approved: "It was quite right," and "just as it should be," and "good +for the children." + +"Yes; it was on their account I did it, Nancy," said Mrs. Browne. + +"How many children has Mr. Buxton?" asked Edward. + +"Only one. Frank, I think, they call him. But you must say Master Buxton; +be sure." + +"Who is the little girl, then," asked Maggie, "who sits with them in +church?" + +"Oh! that's little Miss Harvey, his niece, and a great fortune." + +"They do say he never forgave her mother till the day of her death," +remarked Nancy. + +"Then they tell stories, Nancy!" replied Mrs. Browne (it was she herself +who had said it; but that was before Mr. Buxton's call). For d'ye think his +sister would have left him guardian to her child, if they were not on good +terms?" + +"Well! I only know what folks say. And, for sure, he took a spite at Mr. +Harvey for no reason on earth; and every one knows he never spoke to him." + +"He speaks very kindly and pleasantly," put in Maggie. + +"Ay; and I'm not saying but what he is a very good, kind man in the main. +But he has his whims, and keeps hold on 'em when he's got 'em. There's them +pies burning, and I'm talking here!" + +When Nancy had returned to her kitchen, Mrs. Browne called Maggie up +stairs, to examine what clothes would be needed for Edward. And when they +were up, she tried on the black satin gown, which had been her visiting +dress ever since she was married, and which she intended should replace +the old, worn-out bombazine on the day of the visit to Combehurst. + +"For Mrs. Buxton is a real born lady," said she; "and I should like to be +well dressed, to do her honor." + +"I did not know there was a Mrs. Buxton," said Maggie. "She is never at +church." + +"No; she is but delicate and weakly, and never leaves the house. I think +her maid told me she never left her room now." + +The Buxton family, root and branch, formed the _pièce de résistance_ in the +conversation between Mrs. Browne and her children for the next week. As the +day drew near, Maggie almost wished to stay at home, so impressed was she +with the awfulness of the visit. Edward felt bold in the idea of a new +suit of clothes, which had been ordered for the occasion, and for school +afterwards. Mrs. Browne remembered having heard the rector say, "A woman +never looked so lady-like as when she wore black satin," and kept her +spirits up with that observation; but when she saw how worn it was at the +elbows, she felt rather depressed, and unequal to visiting. Still, for her +children's sake, she would do much. + +After her long day's work was ended, Nancy sat up at her sewing. She had +found out that among all the preparations, none were going on for Margaret; +and she had used her influence over her mistress (who half-liked and +half-feared, and entirely depended upon her) to obtain from her an old +gown, which she had taken to pieces, and washed and scoured, and was now +making up, in a way a little old-fashioned to be sure; but, on the whole, +it looked so nice when completed and put on, that Mrs. Browne gave Maggie +a strict lecture about taking great care of such a handsome frock and +forgot that she had considered the gown from which it had been made as +worn out and done for. + + + +CHAPTER II. + +At length they were dressed, and Nancy stood on the court-steps, shading +her eyes, and looking after them, as they climbed the heathery slope +leading to Combehurst. + +"I wish she'd take her hand sometimes, just to let her know the feel of +her mother's hand. Perhaps she will, at least after Master Edward goes to +school." + +As they went along, Mrs. Browne gave the children a few rules respecting +manners and etiquette. + +"Maggie! you must sit as upright as ever you can; make your back flat, +child, and don't poke. If I cough, you must draw up. I shall cough whenever +I see you do anything wrong, and I shall be looking at you all day; so +remember. You hold yourself very well, Edward. If Mr. Buxton asks you, you +may have a glass of wine, because you're a boy. But mind and say, 'Your +good health, sir,' before you drink it." + +"I'd rather not have the wine if I'm to say that," said Edward, bluntly. + +"Oh, nonsense! my dear. You'd wish to be like a gentleman, I'm sure." + +Edward muttered something which was inaudible. His mother went on: + +Of course you'll never think of being helped more than twice. Twice of +meat, twice of pudding, is the genteel thing. You may take less, but never +more." + +"Oh, mamma! how beautiful Combehurst spire is, with that dark cloud behind +it!" exclaimed Maggie, as they came in sight of the town. + +"You've no business with Combehurst spire when I'm speaking to you. I'm +talking myself out of breath to teach you how to behave, and there you go +looking after clouds, and such like rubbish. I'm ashamed of you." + +Although Maggie walked quietly by her mother's side all the rest of the +way, Mrs. Browne was too much offended to resume her instructions on +good-breeding. Maggie might be helped three times if she liked: she had +done with her. + +They were very early. When they drew near the bridge, they were met by a +tall, fine-looking boy, leading a beautiful little Shetland pony, with a +side-saddle on it. He came up to Mrs. Browne, and addressed her. + +"My father thought your little girl would be tired, and he told me to bring +my cousin Erminia's pony for her. It's as quiet as can be." + +Now this was rather provoking to Mrs. Browne, as she chose to consider +Maggie in disgrace. However, there was no help for it: all she could do was +to spoil the enjoyment as far as possible, by looking and speaking in a +cold manner, which often chilled Maggie's little heart, and took all the +zest out of the pleasure now. It was in vain that Frank Buxton made the +pony trot and canter; she still looked sad and grave. + +"Little dull thing!" he thought; but he was as kind and considerate as a +gentlemanly boy could be. + +At last they reached Mr. Buxton's house. It was in the main street, and the +front door opened upon it by a flight of steps. Wide on each side extended +the stone-coped windows. It was in reality a mansion, and needed not +the neighboring contrast of the cottages on either side to make it look +imposing. When they went in, they entered a large hall, cool even on that +burning July day, with a black and white flag floor, and old settees +round the walls, and great jars of curious china, which were filled with +pot-pourrie. The dusky gloom was pleasant, after the glare of the street +outside; and the requisite light and cheerfulness were given by the peep +into the garden, framed, as it were, by the large door-way that opened into +it. There were roses, and sweet-peas, and poppies--a rich mass of color, +which looked well, set in the somewhat sombre coolness of the hall. All the +house told of wealth--wealth which had accumulated for generations, and +which was shown in a sort of comfortable, grand, unostentatious way. Mr. +Buxton's ancestors had been yeomen; but, two or three generations back, +they might, if ambitious, have taken their place as country gentry, so much +had the value of their property increased, and so great had been the amount +of their savings. They, however, continued to live in the old farm till Mr. +Buxton's grandfather built the house in Combehurst of which I am speaking, +and then he felt rather ashamed of what he had done; it seemed like +stepping out of his position. He and his wife always sat in the best +kitchen; and it was only after his son's marriage that the entertaining +rooms were furnished. Even then they were kept with closed shutters +and bagged-up furniture during the lifetime of the old couple, who, +nevertheless, took a pride in adding to the rich-fashioned ornaments and +grand old china of the apartments. But they died, and were gathered to +their fathers, and young Mr. and Mrs. Buxton (aged respectively fifty-one +and forty-five) reigned in their stead. They had the good taste to make no +sudden change; but gradually the rooms assumed an inhabited appearance, and +their son and daughter grew up in the enjoyment of great wealth, and no +small degree of refinement. But as yet they held back modestly from putting +themselves in any way on a level with the county people. Lawrence Buxton +was sent to the same school as his father had been before him; and the +notion of his going to college to complete his education was, after some +deliberation, negatived. In process of time he succeeded his father, and +married a sweet, gentle lady, of a decayed and very poor county family, by +whom he had one boy before she fell into delicate health. His sister had +married a man whose character was worse than his fortune, and had been left +a widow. Everybody thought her husband's death a blessing; but she loved +him, in spite of negligence and many grosser faults; and so, not many years +after, she died, leaving her little daughter to her brother's care, with +many a broken-voiced entreaty that he would never speak a word against +the dead father of her child. So the little Erminia was taken home by her +self-reproaching uncle, who felt now how hardly he had acted towards his +sister in breaking off all communication with her on her ill-starred +marriage. + +"Where is Erminia, Frank?" asked his father, speaking over Maggie's +shoulder, while he still held her hand. "I want to take Mrs. Browne to your +mother. I told Erminia to be here to welcome this little girl." + +"I'll take her to Minnie; I think she's in the garden. I'll come back to +you," nodding to Edward, "directly, and then we will go to the rabbits." + +So Frank and Maggie left the great lofty room, full of strange rare +things, and rich with books, and went into the sunny scented garden, which +stretched far and wide behind the house. Down one of the walks, with a +hedge of roses on either side, came a little tripping fairy, with long +golden ringlets, and a complexion like a china rose. With the deep blue of +the summer sky behind her, Maggie thought she looked like an angel. She +neither hastened nor slackened her pace when she saw them, but came on with +the same dainty light prancing step. + +"Make haste, Minnie," cried Frank. + +But Minnie stopped to gather a rose. + +"Don't stay with me," said Maggie, softly, although she had held his hand +like that of a friend, and did not feel that the little fairy's manner was +particularly cordial or gracious. Frank took her at her word, and ran off +to Edward. + +Erminia came a little quicker when she saw that Maggie was left alone; but +for some time after they were together, they had nothing to say to each +other. Erminia was easily impressed by the pomps and vanities of the world; +and Maggie's new handsome frock seemed to her made of old ironed brown +silk. And though Maggie's voice was soft, with a silver ringing sound in +it, she pronounced her words in Nancy's broad country way. Her hair was cut +short all round; her shoes were thick, and clumped as she walked. Erminia +patronized her, and thought herself very kind and condescending; but they +were not particularly friendly. The visit promised to be more honorable +than agreeable, and Maggie almost wished herself at home again. Dinner-time +came. Mrs. Buxton dined in her own room. Mr. Buxton was hearty, and jovial, +and pressing; he almost scolded Maggie because she would not take more than +twice of his favorite pudding: but she remembered what her mother had said, +and that she would be watched all day; and this gave her a little prim, +quaint manner, very different from her usual soft charming unconsciousness. +She fancied that Edward and Master Buxton were just as little at their ease +with each other as she and Miss Harvey. Perhaps this feeling on the part of +the boys made all four children unite after dinner. + +"Let us go to the swing in the shrubbery," said Frank, after a little +consideration; and off they ran. Frank proposed that he and Edward should +swing the two little girls; and for a time all went on very well. But +by-and-by Edward thought, that Maggie had had enough, and that he should +like a turn; and Maggie, at his first word, got out. + +"Don't you like swinging?" asked Erminia. + +"Yes! but Edward would like it now." And Edward accordingly took her place. +Frank turned away, and would not swing him. Maggie strove hard to do it, +but he was heavy, and the swing bent unevenly. He scolded her for what +she could not help, and at last jumped out so roughly, that the seat hit +Maggie's face, and knocked her down. When she got up, her lips quivered +with pain, but she did not cry; she only looked anxiously at her frock. +There was a great rent across the front breadth. Then she did shed +tears--tears of fright. What would her mother say? + +Erminia saw her crying. + +"Are you hurt?" said she, kindly. "Oh, how your cheek is swelled! What a +rude, cross boy your brother is!" + +"I did not know he was going to jump out. I am not crying because I am +hurt, but because of this great rent in my nice new frock. Mamma will be so +displeased." + +"Is it a new frock?" asked Erminia. + +"It is a new one for me. Nancy has sat up several nights to make it. Oh! +what shall I do?" + +Erminia's little heart was softened by such excessive poverty. A best frock +made of shabby old silk! She put her arms round Maggie's neck, and said: + +"Come with me; we will go to my aunt's dressing-room, and Dawson will give +me some silk, and I'll help you to mend it." + +"That's a kind little Minnie," said Frank. Ned had turned sulkily away. I +do not think the boys were ever cordial again that day; for, as Frank said +to his mother, "Ned might have said he was sorry; but he is a regular +tyrant to that little brown mouse of a sister of his." + +Erminia and Maggie went, with their arms round each other's necks, to Mrs. +Buxton's dressing-room. The misfortune had made them friends. Mrs. +Buxton lay on the sofa; so fair and white and colorless, in her muslin +dressing-gown, that when Maggie first saw the lady lying with her eyes +shut, her heart gave a start, for she thought she was dead. But she opened +her large languid eyes, and called them to her, and listened to their story +with interest. + +"Dawson is at tea. Look, Minnie, in my work-box; there is some silk there. +Take off your frock, my dear, and bring it here, and let me see how it can +be mended." + +"Aunt Buxton," whispered Erminia, "do let me give her one of my frocks. +This is such an old thing." + +"No, love. I'll tell you why afterwards," answered Mrs. Buxton. + +She looked at the rent, and arranged it nicely for the little girls to +mend. Erminia helped Maggie with right good will. As they sat on the floor, +Mrs. Buxton thought what a pretty contrast they made; Erminia, dazzlingly +fair, with her golden ringlets, and her pale-blue frock; Maggie's little +round white shoulders peeping out of her petticoat; her brown hair as +glossy and smooth as the nuts that it resembled in color; her long black +eye-lashes drooping over her clear smooth cheek, which would have given the +idea of delicacy, but for the coral lips that spoke of perfect health: and +when she glanced up, she showed long, liquid, dark-gray eyes. The deep red +of the curtain behind, threw out these two little figures well. + +Dawson came up. She was a grave elderly person, of whom Erminia was far +more afraid than she was of her aunt; but at Mrs. Buxton's desire she +finished mending the frock for Maggie. + +"Mr. Buxton has asked some of your mamma's old friends to tea, as I am not +able to go down. But I think, Dawson, I must have these two little girls to +tea with me. Can you be very quiet, my dears; or shall you think it dull?" + +They gladly accepted the invitation; and Erminia promised all sorts of +fanciful promises as to quietness; and went about on her tiptoes in such +a labored manner, that Mrs. Buxton begged her at last not to try and be +quiet, as she made much less noise when she did not. It was the happiest +part of the day to Maggie. Something in herself was so much in harmony with +Mrs. Buxton's sweet, resigned gentleness, that it answered like an echo, +and the two understood each other strangely well. They seemed like old +friends, Maggie, who was reserved at home because no one cared to hear what +she had to say, opened out, and told Erminia and Mrs. Buxton all about her +way of spending her day, and described her home. + +"How odd!" said Erminia. "I have ridden that way on Abdel-Kadr, and never +seen your house." + +"It is like the place the Sleeping Beauty lived in; people sometimes seem +to go round it and round it, and never find it. But unless you follow a +little sheep-track, which seems to end at a gray piece of rock, you may +come within a stone's throw of the chimneys and never see them. I think you +would think it so pretty. Do you ever come that way, ma'am?" + +"No, love," answered Mrs. Buxton. + +"But will you some time?" + +"I am afraid I shall never be able to go out again," said Mrs. Buxton, in +a voice which, though low, was very cheerful. Maggie thought how sad a lot +was here before her; and by-and-by she took a little stool, and sat by Mrs. +Buxton's sofa, and stole her hand into hers. + +Mrs. Browne was in full tide of pride and happiness down stairs. Mr. Buxton +had a number of jokes; which would have become dull from repetition (for he +worked a merry idea threadbare before he would let it go), had it not been +for his jovial blandness and good-nature. He liked to make people happy, +and, as far as bodily wants went, he had a quick perception of what was +required. He sat like a king (for, excepting the rector, there was not +another gentleman of his standing at Combehurst), among six or seven +ladies, who laughed merrily at all his sayings, and evidently thought Mrs. +Browne had been highly honored in having been asked to dinner as well as +to tea. In the evening, the carriage was ordered to take her as far as a +carriage could go; and there was a little mysterious handshaking between +her host and herself on taking leave, which made her very curious for the +lights of home by which to examine a bit of rustling paper that had been +put in her hand with some stammered-out words about Edward. + +When every one had gone, there was a little gathering in Mrs. Buxton's +dressing-room. Husband, son and niece, all came to give her their opinions +on the day and the visitors. + +"Good Mrs. Browne is a little tiresome," said Mr. Buxton, yawning. "Living +in that moorland hole, I suppose. However, I think she has enjoyed her day; +and we'll ask her down now and then, for Browne's sake. Poor Browne! What a +good man he was!" + +"I don't like that boy at all," said Frank. "I beg you'll not ask him again +while I'm at home: he is so selfish and self-important; and yet he's a bit +snobbish now and then. Mother! I know what you mean by that look. Well! if +I am self-important sometimes, I'm not a snob." + +"Little Maggie is very nice," said Erminia. "What a pity she has not a new +frock! Was not she good about it, Frank, when she tore it?" + +"Yes, she's a nice little thing enough, if she does not get all spirit +cowed out of her by that brother. I'm thankful that he is going to school." + +When Mrs. Browne heard where Maggie had drank tea, she was offended. She +had only sat with Mrs. Buxton for an hour before dinner. If Mrs. Buxton +could bear the noise of children, she could not think why she shut herself +up in that room, and gave herself such airs. She supposed it was because +she was the granddaughter of Sir Henry Biddulph that she took upon herself +to have such whims, and not sit at the head of her table, or make tea for +her company in a civil decent way. Poor Mr. Buxton! What a sad life for a +merry, light-hearted man to have such a wife! It was a good thing for him +to have agreeable society sometimes. She thought he looked a deal better +for seeing his friends. He must be sadly moped with that sickly wife. + +(If she had been clairvoyante at that moment, she might have seen Mr. +Buxton tenderly chafing his wife's hands, and feeling in his innermost soul +a wonder how one so saint-like could ever have learnt to love such a boor +as he was; it was the wonderful mysterious blessing of his life. So little +do we know of the inner truths of the households, where we come and go like +intimate guests!) + +Maggie could not bear to hear Mrs. Buxton spoken of as a fine lady assuming +illness. Her heart beat hard as she spoke. "Mamma! I am sure she is really +ill. Her lips kept going so white; and her hand was so burning hot all the +time that I held it." + +"Have you been holding Mrs. Buxton's hand? Where were your manners? You are +a little forward creature, and ever were. But don't pretend to know better +than your elders. It is no use telling me Mrs. Buxton is ill, and she able +to bear the noise of children." + +"I think they are all a pack of set-up people, and that Frank Buxton is the +worst of all," said Edward. + +Maggie's heart sank within her to hear this cold, unkind way of talking +over the friends who had done so much to make their day happy. She had +never before ventured into the world, and did not know how common and +universal is the custom of picking to pieces those with whom we have just +been associating; and so it pained her. She was a little depressed, too, +with the idea that she should never see Mrs. Buxton and the lovely Erminia +again. Because no future visit or intercourse had been spoken about, she +fancied it would never take place; and she felt like the man in the Arabian +Nights, who caught a glimpse of the precious stones and dazzling glories +of the cavern, which was immediately after closed, and shut up into the +semblance of hard, barren rock. She tried to recall the house. Deep blue, +crimson red, warm brown draperies, were so striking after the light +chintzes of her own house; and the effect of a suite of rooms opening out +of each other was something quite new to the little girl; the apartments +seemed to melt away into vague distance, like the dim endings of the arched +aisles in church. But most of all she tried to recall Mrs. Buxton's face; +and Nancy had at last to put away her work, and come to bed, in order to +soothe the poor child, who was crying at the thought that Mrs. Buxton would +soon die, and that she should never see her again. Nancy loved Maggie +dearly, and felt no jealousy of this warm admiration of the unknown lady. +She listened to her story and her fears till the sobs were hushed; and the +moon fell through the casement on the white closed eyelids of one, who +still sighed in her sleep. + + + +CHAPTER III. + +In three weeks, the day came for Edward's departure. A great cake and a +parcel of gingerbread soothed his sorrows on leaving home. + +"Don't cry, Maggie!" said he to her on the last morning; "you see I don't. +Christmas will soon be here, and I dare say I shall find time to write to +you now and then. Did Nancy put any citron in the cake?" + +Maggie wished she might accompany her mother to Combehurst to see Edward +off by the coach; but it was not to be. She went with them, without her +bonnet, as far as her mother would allow her; and then she sat down, and +watched their progress for a long, long way. She was startled by the sound +of a horse's feet, softly trampling through the long heather. It was Frank +Buxton's. + +"My father thought Mrs. Browne would like to see the Woodchester Herald. Is +Edward gone?" said he, noticing her sad face. + +"Yes! he is just gone down the hill to the coach. I dare say you can see +him crossing the bridge, soon. I did so want to have gone with him," +answered she, looking wistfully toward the town. + +Frank felt sorry for her, left alone to gaze after her brother, whom, +strange as it was, she evidently regretted. After a minute's silence, he +said: + +"You liked riding the other day. Would you like a ride now? Rhoda is very +gentle, if you can sit on my saddle. Look! I'll shorten the stirrup. There +now; there's a brave little girl! I'll lead her very carefully. Why, +Erminia durst not ride without a side-saddle! I'll tell you what; I'll +bring the newspaper every Wednesday till I go to school, and you shall have +a ride. Only I wish we had a side-saddle for Rhoda. Or, if Erminia will let +me, I'll bring Abdel-Kadr, the little Shetland you rode the other day." + +"But will Mr. Buxton let you?" asked Maggie, half delighted--half afraid. + +"Oh, my father! to be sure he will. I have him in very good order." + +Maggie was rather puzzled by this way of speaking. + +"When do you go to school?" asked she. + +"Toward the end of August; I don't know the day." + +"Does Erminia go to school?" + +"No. I believe she will soon though, if mamma does not get better." Maggie +liked the change of voice, as he spoke of his mother. + +"There, little lady! now jump down. Famous! you've a deal of spirit, you +little brown mouse." + +Nancy came out, with a wondering look, to receive Maggie. + +"It is Mr. Frank Buxton," said she, by way of an introduction. "He has +brought mamma the newspaper." + +"Will you walk in, sir, and rest? I can tie up your horse." + +"No, thank you," said he, "I must be off. Don't forget, little mousey, that +you are to ready for another ride next Wednesday." And away he went. + +It needed a good deal of Nancy's diplomacy to procure Maggie this pleasure; +although I don't know why Mrs. Browne should have denied it, for the circle +they went was always within sight of the knoll in front of the house, if +any one cared enough about the matter to mount it, and look after them. +Frank and Maggie got great friends in these rides. Her fearlessness +delighted and surprised him, she had seemed so cowed and timid at first. +But she was only so with people, as he found out before holidays ended. +He saw her shrink from particular looks and inflexions of voice of her +mother's; and learnt to read them, and dislike Mrs. Browne accordingly, +notwithstanding all her sugary manner toward himself. The result of his +observations he communicated to his mother, and in consequence, he was the +bearer of a most civil and ceremonious message from Mrs. Buxton to Mrs. +Browne, to the effect that the former would be much obliged to the latter +if she would allow Maggie to ride down occasionally with the groom, who +would bring the newspapers on the Wednesdays (now Frank was going to +school), and to spend the afternoon with Erminia. Mrs. Browne consented, +proud of the honor, and yet a little annoyed that no mention was made of +herself. When Frank had bid good-bye, and fairly disappeared, she turned to +Maggie. + +"You must not set yourself up if you go among these fine folks. It is their +way of showing attention to your father and myself. And you must mind and +work doubly hard on Thursdays to make up for playing on Wednesdays." + +Maggie was in a flush of sudden color, and a happy palpitation of her +fluttering little heart. She could hardly feel any sorrow that the kind +Frank was going away, so brimful was she of the thoughts of seeing his +mother; who had grown strangely associated in her dreams, both sleeping +and waking, with the still calm marble effigies that lay for ever clasping +their hands in prayer on the altar-tombs in Combehurst church. All the +week was one happy season of anticipation. She was afraid her mother was +secretly irritated at her natural rejoicing; and so she did not speak to +her about it, but she kept awake till Nancy came to bed, and poured into +her sympathizing ears every detail, real or imaginary, of her past or +future intercourse with Mrs. Buxton, and the old servant listened with +interest, and fell into the custom of picturing the future with the ease +and simplicity of a child. + +"Suppose, Nancy! only suppose, you know, that she did die. I don't mean +really die, but go into a trance like death; she looked as if she was in +one when I first saw her; I would not leave her, but I would sit by her, +and watch her, and watch her." + +"Her lips would be always fresh and red," interrupted Nancy. + +"Yes, I know you've told me before how they keep red--I should look at them +quite steadily; I would try never to go to sleep." + +"The great thing would be to have air-holes left in the coffin." But Nancy +felt the little girl creep close to her at the grim suggestion, and, with +the tact of love, she changed the subject. + +"Or supposing we could hear of a doctor who could charm away illness. There +were such in my young days; but I don't think people are so knowledgeable +now. Peggy Jackson, that lived near us when I was a girl, was cured of a +waste by a charm." + +"What is a waste, Nancy?" + +"It is just a pining away. Food does not nourish nor drink strengthen them, +but they just fade off, and grow thinner and thinner, till their shadow +looks gray instead of black at noonday; but he cured her in no time by a +charm." + +"Oh, if we could find him." + +"Lass, he's dead, and she's dead, too, long ago!" + +While Maggie was in imagination going over moor and fell, into the hollows +of the distant mysterious hills, where she imagined all strange beasts and +weird people to haunt, she fell asleep. + +Such were the fanciful thoughts which were engendered in the little girl's +mind by her secluded and solitary life. It was more solitary than ever, now +that Edward was gone to school. The house missed his loud cheerful voice, +and bursting presence. There seemed much less to be done, now that his +numerous wants no longer called for ministration and attendance. Maggie did +her task of work on her own gray rock; but as it was sooner finished, now +that he was not there to interrupt and call her off, she used to stray up +the Fell Lane at the back of the house; a little steep stony lane, more +like stairs cut in the rock than what we, in the level land, call a lane: +it reached on to the wide and open moor, and near its termination there +was a knotted thorn-tree; the only tree for apparent miles. Here the sheep +crouched under the storms, or stood and shaded themselves in the noontide +heat. The ground was brown with their cleft round foot-marks; and tufts of +wool were hung on the lower part of the stem, like votive offerings on some +shrine. Here Maggie used to come and sit and dream in any scarce half-hour +of leisure. Here she came to cry, when her little heart was overfull at her +mother's sharp fault-finding, or when bidden to keep out of the way, and +not be troublesome. She used to look over the swelling expanse of moor, and +the tears were dried up by the soft low-blowing wind which came sighing +along it. She forgot her little home griefs to wonder why a brown-purple +shadow always streaked one particular part in the fullest sunlight; why the +cloud-shadows always seemed to be wafted with a sidelong motion; or she +would imagine what lay beyond those old gray holy hills, which seemed to +bear up the white clouds of Heaven on which the angels flew abroad. Or she +would look straight up through the quivering air, as long as she could bear +its white dazzling, to try and see God's throne in that unfathomable and +infinite depth of blue. She thought she should see it blaze forth sudden +and glorious, if she were but full of faith. She always came down from the +thorn, comforted, and meekly gentle. + +But there was danger of the child becoming dreamy, and finding her pleasure +in life in reverie, not in action, or endurance, or the holy rest which +comes after both, and prepares for further striving or bearing. Mrs. +Buxton's kindness prevented this danger just in time. It was partly out of +interest in Maggie, but also partly to give Erminia a companion, that she +wished the former to come down to Combehurst. + +When she was on these visits, she received no regular instruction; and yet +all the knowledge, and most of the strength of her character, was derived +from these occasional hours. It is true her mother had given her daily +lessons in reading, writing, and arithmetic; but both teacher and taught +felt these more as painful duties to be gone through, than understood them +as means to an end. The "There! child; now that's done with," of relief, +from Mrs. Browne, was heartily echoed in Maggie's breast, as the dull +routine was concluded. + +Mrs. Buxton did not make a set labor of teaching; I suppose she felt that +much was learned from her superintendence, but she never thought of doing +or saying anything with a latent idea of its indirect effect upon the +little girls, her companions. She was simply herself; she even confessed +(where the confession was called for) to short-comings, to faults, and +never denied the force of temptations, either of those which beset little +children, or of those which occasionally assailed herself. Pure, simple, +and truthful to the heart's core, her life, in its uneventful hours and +days, spoke many homilies. Maggie, who was grave, imaginative, and +somewhat quaint, took pains in finding words to express the thoughts to +which her solitary life had given rise, secure of Mrs. Buxton's ready +understanding and sympathy. + +"You are so like a cloud," said she to Mrs. Buxton. "Up at the Thorn-tree, +it was quite curious how the clouds used to shape themselves, just +according as I was glad or sorry. I have seen the same clouds, that, when +I came up first, looked like a heap of little snow-hillocks over babies' +graves, turn, as soon as I grew happier, to a sort of long bright row of +angels. And you seem always to have had some sorrow when I am sad, and turn +bright and hopeful as soon as I grow glad. Dear Mrs. Buxton! I wish Nancy +knew you." + +The gay, volatile, willful, warm-hearted Erminia was less earnest in all +things. Her childhood had been passed amid the distractions of wealth; and +passionately bent upon the attainment of some object at one moment, the +next found her angry at being reminded of the vanished anxiety she had +shown but a moment before. Her life was a shattered mirror; every part +dazzling and brilliant, but wanting the coherency and perfection of +a whole. Mrs. Buxton strove to bring her to a sense of the beauty of +completeness, and the relation which qualities and objects bear to each +other; but in all her striving she retained hold of the golden clue of +sympathy. She would enter into Erminia's eagerness, if the object of +it varied twenty times a day; but by-and-by, in her own mild, sweet, +suggestive way, she would place all these objects in their right and +fitting places, as they were worthy of desire. I do not know how it was, +but all discords, and disordered fragments, seemed to fall into harmony and +order before her presence. + +She had no wish to make the two little girls into the same kind of pattern +character. They were diverse as the lily and the rose. But she tried to +give stability and earnestness to Erminia; while she aimed to direct +Maggie's imagination, so as to make it a great minister to high ends, +instead of simply contributing to the vividness and duration of a reverie. + +She told her tales of saints and martyrs, and all holy heroines, who forgot +themselves, and strove only to be "ministers of Him, to do His pleasure." +The tears glistened in the eyes of hearer and speaker, while she spoke in +her low, faint voice, which was almost choked at times when she came to the +noblest part of all. + +But when she found that Maggie was in danger of becoming too little a +dweller in the present, from the habit of anticipating the occasion for +some great heroic action, she spoke of other heroines. She told her how, +though the lives of these women of old were only known to us through some +striking glorious deed, they yet must have built up the temple of their +perfection by many noiseless stories; how, by small daily offerings laid +on the altar, they must have obtained their beautiful strength for the +crowning sacrifice. And then she would turn and speak of those whose names +will never be blazoned on earth--some poor maid-servant, or hard-worked +artisan, or weary governess--who have gone on through life quietly, with +holy purposes in their hearts, to which they gave up pleasure and ease, +in a soft, still, succession of resolute days. She quoted those lines of +George Herbert's: + + "All may have, + If they dare choose, a glorious life, or grave." + +And Maggie's mother was disappointed because Mrs. Buxton had never offered +to teach her "to play on the piano," which was to her the very head and +front of a genteel education. Maggie, in all her time of yearning to become +Joan of Arc, or some great heroine, was unconscious that she herself showed +no little heroism, in bearing meekly what she did every day from her +mother. It was hard to be questioned about Mrs. Buxton, and then to have +her answers turned into subjects for contempt, and fault-finding with that +sweet lady's ways. + +When Ned came home for the holidays, he had much to tell. His mother +listened for hours to his tales; and proudly marked all that she could note +of his progress in learning. His copy-books and writing-flourishes were a +sight to behold; and his account-books contained towers and pyramids of +figures. + +"Ay, ay!" said Mr. Buxton, when they were shown to him; "this is grand! +when I was a boy I could make a flying eagle with one stroke of my pen, +but I never could do all this. And yet I thought myself a fine fellow, I +warrant you. And these sums! why man! I must make you my agent. I need one, +I'm sure; for though I get an accountant every two or three years to do +up my books, they somehow have the knack of getting wrong again. Those +quarries, Mrs. Browne, which every one says are so valuable, and for the +stone out of which receive orders amounting to hundreds of pounds, what +d'ye think was the profit I made last year, according to my books?" + +"I'm sure I don't know, sir; something very great, I've no doubt." + +"Just seven-pence three farthings," said he, bursting into a fit of merry +laughter, such as another man would have kept for the announcement of +enormous profits. "But I must manage things differently soon. Frank will +want money when he goes to Oxford, and he shall have it. I'm but a rough +sort of fellow, but Frank shall take his place as a gentleman. Aha, Miss +Maggie! and where's my gingerbread? There you go, creeping up to Mrs. +Buxton on a Wednesday, and have never taught Cook how to make gingerbread +yet. Well, Ned! and how are the classics going on? Fine fellow, that +Virgil! Let me see, how does it begin? + + 'Arma, virumque cano, Trojae qui primus ab oris.' + +That's pretty well, I think, considering I've never opened him since I left +school thirty years ago. To be sure, I spent six hours a day at it when I +was there. Come now, I'll puzzle you. Can you construe this? + + "Infir dealis, inoak noneis; inmud eelis, inclay noneis." + +"To be sure I can," said Edward, with a little contempt in his tone. "Can +you do this, sir? + + "Apud in is almi des ire, + Mimis tres i neve require, + Alo veri findit a gestis, + His miseri ne ver at restis." + +But though Edward had made much progress, and gained three prizes, his +moral training had been little attended to. He was more tyrannical than +ever, both to his mother and Maggie. It was a drawn battle between him and +Nancy, and they kept aloof from each other as much as possible. Maggie fell +into her old humble way of submitting to his will, as long as it did not go +against her conscience; but that, being daily enlightened by her habits of +pious aspiring thought, would not allow her to be so utterly obedient as +formerly. In addition to his imperiousness, he had learned to affix the +idea of cleverness to various artifices and subterfuges which utterly +revolted her by their meanness. + +"You are so set up, by being intimate with Erminia, that you won't do a +thing I tell you; you are as selfish and self-willed as"--he made a pause. +Maggie was ready to cry. + +"I will do anything, Ned, that is right." + +"Well! and I tell you this is right." + +"How can it be?" said she, sadly, almost wishing to be convinced. + +"How--why it is, and that's enough for you. You must always have a reason +for everything now. You are not half so nice as you were. Unless one chops +logic with you, and convinces you by a long argument, you'll do nothing. Be +obedient, I tell you. That is what a woman has to be." + +"I could be obedient to some people, without knowing their reasons, even +though they told me to do silly things," said Maggie, half to herself. + +"I should like to know to whom," said Edward, scornfully. + +"To Don Quixote," answered she, seriously; for, indeed, he was present in +her mind just then, and his noble, tender, melancholy character had made a +strong impression there. + +Edward stared at her for a moment, and then burst into a loud fit of +laughter. It had the good effect of restoring him to a better frame of +mind. He had such an excellent joke against his sister, that he could not +be angry with her. He called her Sancho Panza all the rest of the holidays, +though she protested against it, saying she could not bear the Squire, and +disliked being called by his name. + +Frank and Edward seemed to have a mutual antipathy to each other, and the +coldness between them was rather increased than diminished by all Mr. +Buxton's efforts to bring them together. "Come, Frank, my lad!" said he, +"don't be so stiff with Ned. His father was a dear friend of mine, and I've +set my heart on seeing you friends. You'll have it in your power to help +him on in the world." + +But Frank answered, "He is not quite honorable, sir. I can't bear a boy who +is not quite honorable. Boys brought up at those private schools are so +full of tricks!" + +"Nay, my lad, there thou'rt wrong. I was brought up at a private school, +and no one can say I ever dirtied my hands with a trick in my life. Good +old Mr. Thompson would have flogged the life out of a boy who did anything +mean or underhand." + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Summers and winters came and went, with little to mark them, except the +growth of the trees, and the quiet progress of young creatures. Erminia was +sent to school somewhere in France, to receive more regular instruction +than she could have in the house with her invalid aunt. But she came home +once a year, more lovely and elegant and dainty than ever; and Maggie +thought, with truth, that ripening years were softening down her +volatility, and that her aunt's dewlike sayings had quietly sunk deep, and +fertilized the soil. That aunt was fading away. Maggie's devotion added +materially to her happiness; and both she and Maggie never forgot that this +devotion was to be in all things subservient to the duty which she owed to +her mother. + +"My love," Mrs. Buxton had more than once said, "you must always recollect +that your first duty is toward your mother. You know how glad I am to see +you; but I shall always understand how it is, if you do not come. She may +often want you when neither you nor I can anticipate it." + +Mrs. Browne had no great wish to keep Maggie at home, though she liked to +grumble at her going. Still she felt that it was best, in every way, to +keep on good terms with such valuable friends; and she appreciated, in some +small degree, the advantage which her intimacy at the house was to Maggie. +But yet she could not restrain a few complaints, nor withhold from her, on +her return, a recapitulation of all the things which might have been done +if she had only been at home, and the number of times that she had been +wanted; but when she found that Maggie quietly gave up her next Wednesday's +visit as soon as she was made aware of any necessity for her presence at +home, her mother left off grumbling, and took little or no notice of her +absence. + +When the time came for Edward to leave school, he announced that he had no +intention of taking orders, but meant to become an attorney. + +"It's such slow work," said he to his mother. "One toils away for four or +five years, and then one gets a curacy of seventy pounds a-year, and no end +of work to do for the money. Now the work is not much harder in a lawyer's +office, and if one has one's wits about one, there are hundreds and +thousands a-year to be picked up with mighty little trouble." + +Mrs. Browne was very sorry for this determination. She had a great desire +to see her son a clergyman, like his father. She did not consider whether +his character was fitted for so sacred an office; she rather thought that +the profession itself, when once assumed, would purify the character; but, +in fact, his fitness or unfitness for holy orders entered little into her +mind. She had a respect for the profession, and his father had belonged to +it. + +"I had rather see you a curate at seventy pounds a-year, than an attorney +with seven hundred," replied she. "And you know your father was always +asked to dine everywhere--to places where I know they would not have asked +Mr. Bish, of Woodchester, and he makes his thousand a-year. Besides, Mr. +Buxton has the next presentation to Combehurst, and you would stand a good +chance for your father's sake. And in the mean time you should live here, +if your curacy was any way near." + +"I dare say! Catch me burying myself here again. My dear mother, it's a +very respectable place for you and Maggie to live in, and I dare say +you don't find it dull; but the idea of my quietly sitting down here is +something too absurd!" + +"Papa did, and was very happy," said Maggie. + +"Yes! after he had been at Oxford," replied Edward, a little nonplussed by +this reference to one whose memory even the most selfish and thoughtless +must have held in respect. + +"Well! and you know you would have to go to Oxford first." + +"Maggie! I wish you would not interfere between my mother and me. I want +to have it settled and done with, and that it will never be if you keep +meddling. Now, mother, don't you see how much better it will be for me to +go into Mr. Bish's office? Harry Bish has spoken to his father about it." + +Mrs. Browne sighed. + +"What will Mr. Buxton say?" asked she, dolefully. + +"Say! Why don't you see it was he who first put it into my head, by telling +me that first Christmas holidays, that I should be his agent. That would be +something, would it not? Harry Bish says he thinks a thousand a-year might +be made of it." + +His loud, decided, rapid talking overpowered Mrs. Browne; but she resigned +herself to his wishes with more regrets than she had ever done before. It +was not the first case in which fluent declamation has taken the place of +argument. + +Edward was articled to Mr. Bish, and thus gained his point. There was no +one with power to resist his wishes, except his mother and Mr. Buxton. The +former had long acknowledged her son's will as her law; and the latter, +though surprised and almost disappointed at a change of purpose which he +had never anticipated in his plans for Edward's benefit, gave his consent, +and even advanced some of the money requisite for the premium. + +Maggie looked upon this change with mingled feelings. She had always from a +child pictured Edward to herself as taking her father's place. When she had +thought of him as a man, it was as contemplative, grave, and gentle, as she +remembered her father. With all a child's deficiency of reasoning power, +she had never considered how impossible it was that a selfish, vain, +and impatient boy could become a meek, humble, and pious man, merely by +adopting a profession in which such qualities are required. But now, at +sixteen, she was beginning to understand all this. Not by any process of +thought, but by something more like a correct feeling, she perceived that +Edward would never be the true minister of Christ. So, more glad and +thankful than sorry, though sorrow mingled with her sentiments, she learned +the decision that he was to be an attorney. + +Frank Buxton all this time was growing up into a young man. The hopes both +of father and mother were bound up in him; and, according to the difference +in their characters was the difference in their hopes. It seemed, indeed, +probable that Mr. Buxton, who was singularly void of worldliness or +ambition for himself, would become worldly and ambitious for his son. His +hopes for Frank were all for honor and distinction here. Mrs. Buxton's +hopes were prayers. She was fading away, as light fades into darkness on a +summer evening. No one seemed to remark the gradual progress; but she was +fully conscious of it herself. The last time that Frank was at home from +college before her death, she knew that she should never see him again; +and when he gaily left the house, with a cheerfulness, which was partly +assumed, she dragged herself with languid steps into a room at the front +of the house, from which she could watch him down the long, straggling +little street, that led to the inn from which the coach started. As he +went along, he turned to look back at his home; and there he saw his +mother's white figure gazing after him. He could not see her wistful eyes, +but he made her poor heart give a leap of joy by turning round and running +back for one more kiss and one more blessing. + +When he next came home, it was at the sudden summons of her death. + +His father was as one distracted. He could not speak of the lost angel +without sudden bursts of tears, and oftentimes of self-upbraiding, which +disturbed the calm, still, holy ideas, which Frank liked to associate with +her. He ceased speaking to him, therefore, about their mutual loss; and it +was a certain kind of relief to both when he did so; but he longed for +some one to whom he might talk of his mother, with the quiet reverence of +intense and trustful affection. He thought of Maggie, of whom he had +seen but little of late; for when he had been at Combehurst, she had +felt that Mrs. Buxton required her presence less, and had remained more at +home. Possibly Mrs. Buxton regretted this; but she never said anything. +She, far-looking, as one who was near death, foresaw that, probably, if +Maggie and her son met often in her sick-room, feelings might arise which +would militate against her husband's hopes and plans, and which, therefore, +she ought not to allow to spring up. But she had been unable to refrain +from expressing her gratitude to Maggie for many hours of tranquil +happiness, and had unconsciously dropped many sentences which made Frank +feel, that, in the little brown mouse of former years, he was likely to +meet with one who could tell him much of the inner history of his mother in +her last days, and to whom he could speak of her without calling out the +passionate sorrow which was so little in unison with her memory. + +Accordingly, one afternoon, late in the autumn, he rode up to Mrs. +Browne's. The air on the heights was so still that nothing seemed to stir. +Now and then a yellow leaf came floating down from the trees, detached from +no outward violence, but only because its life had reached its full limit +and then ceased. Looking down on the distant sheltered woods, they were +gorgeous in orange and crimson, but their splendor was felt to be the sign +of the decaying and dying year. Even without an inward sorrow, there was a +grand solemnity in the season which impressed the mind, and hushed it into +tranquil thought. Frank rode slowly along, and quietly dismounted at the +old horse-mount, beside which there was an iron bridle-ring fixed in +the gray stone wall. He saw the casement of the parlor-window open, and +Maggie's head bent down over her work. She looked up as he entered the +court, and his footsteps sounded on the flag-walk. She came round and +opened the door. As she stood in the door-way, speaking, he was struck by +her resemblance to some old painting. He had seen her young, calm face, +shining out with great peacefulness, and the large, grave, thoughtful eyes, +giving the character to the features which otherwise they might, from their +very regularity, have wanted. Her brown dress had the exact tint which a +painter would have admired. The slanting mellow sunlight fell upon her as +she stood; and the vine-leaves, already frost-tinted, made a rich, warm +border, as they hung over the old house-door. + +"Mamma is not well; she is gone to lie down. How are you? How is Mr. +Buxton?" + +"We are both pretty well; quite well, in fact, as far as regards health. +May I come in? I want to talk to you, Maggie!" + +She opened the little parlor-door, and they went in; but for a time they +were both silent. They could not speak of her who was with them, present +in their thoughts. Maggie shut the casement, and put a log of wood on the +fire. She sat down with her back to the window; but as the flame sprang up, +and blazed at the touch of the dry wood, Frank saw that her face was wet +with quiet tears. Still her voice was even and gentle, as she answered his +questions. She seemed to understand what were the very things he would care +most to hear. She spoke of his mother's last days; and without any word of +praise (which, indeed, would have been impertinence), she showed such a +just and true appreciation of her who was dead and gone, that he felt as if +he could listen forever to the sweet-dropping words. They were balm to his +sore heart. He had thought it possible that the suddenness of her death +might have made her life incomplete, in that she might have departed +without being able to express wishes and projects, which would now have the +sacred force of commands. But he found that Maggie, though she had never +intruded herself as such, had been the depository of many little thoughts +and plans; or, if they were not expressed to her, she knew that Mr. Buxton +or Dawson was aware of what they were, though, in their violence of early +grief, they had forgotten to name them. The flickering brightness of the +flame had died away; the gloom of evening had gathered into the room, +through the open door of which the kitchen fire sent a ruddy glow, +distinctly marked against carpet and wall. Frank still sat, with his head +buried in his hands against the table, listening. + +"Tell me more," he said, at every pause. + +"I think I have told you all now," said Maggie, at last. "At least, it is +all I recollect at present; but if I think of anything more, I will be sure +and tell you." + +"Thank you; do." He was silent for some time. + +"Erminia is coming home at Christmas. She is not to go back to Paris again. +She will live with us. I hope you and she will be great friends, Maggie." + +"Oh yes," replied she. "I think we are already. At least we were last +Christmas. You know it is a year since I have seen her." + +"Yes; she went to Switzerland with Mademoiselle Michel, instead of coming +home the last time. Maggie, I must go, now. My father will be waiting +dinner for me." + +"Dinner! I was going to ask if you would not stay to tea. I hear mamma +stirring about in her room. And Nancy is getting things ready, I see. Let +me go and tell mamma. She will not be pleased unless she sees you. She has +been very sorry for you all," added she, dropping her voice. + +Before he could answer, she ran up stairs. + +Mrs. Browne came down. + +"Oh, Mr. Frank! Have you been sitting in the dark? Maggie, you ought to +have rung for candles! Ah! Mr. Frank, you've had a sad loss since I saw you +here--let me see--in the last week of September. But she was always a sad +invalid; and no doubt your loss is her gain. Poor Mr. Buxton, too! How is +he? When one thinks of him, and of her years of illness, it seems like a +happy release." + +She could have gone on for any length of time, but Frank could not bear +this ruffling up of his soothed grief, and told her that his father was +expecting him home to dinner. + +"Ah! I am sure you must not disappoint him. He'll want a little cheerful +company more than ever now. You must not let him dwell on it, Mr. Frank, +but turn his thoughts another way by always talking of other things. I am +sure if I had some one to speak to me in a cheerful, pleasant way, when +poor dear Mr. Browne died, I should never have fretted after him as I did; +but the children were too young, and there was no one to come and divert +me with any news. If I'd been living in Combehurst, I am sure I should not +have let my grief get the better of me as I did. Could you get up a quiet +rubber in the evenings, do you think?" + +But Frank had shaken hands and was gone. As he rode home he thought much of +sorrow, and the different ways of bearing it. He decided that it was sent +by God for some holy purpose, and to call out into existence some higher +good; and he thought that if it were faithfully taken as His decree there +would be no passionate, despairing resistance to it; nor yet, if it were +trustfully acknowledged to have some wise end, should we dare to baulk it, +and defraud it by putting it on one side, and, by seeking the distractions +of worldly things, not let it do its full work. And then he returned to +his conversation with Maggie. That had been real comfort to him. What an +advantage it would be to Erminia to have such a girl for a friend and +companion! + +It was rather strange that, having this thought, and having been struck, as +I said, with Maggie's appearance while she stood in the door-way (and I may +add that this impression of her unobtrusive beauty had been deepened by +several succeeding interviews), he should reply as he did to Erminia's +remark, on first seeing Maggie after her return from France. + +"How lovely Maggie is growing! Why, I had no idea she would ever turn out +pretty. Sweet-looking she always was; but now her style of beauty makes her +positively distinguished. Frank! speak! is not she beautiful?" + +"Do you think so?" answered he, with a kind of lazy indifference, +exceedingly gratifying to his father, who was listening with some eagerness +to his answer. That day, after dinner, Mr. Buxton began to ask his opinion +of Erminia's appearance. + +Frank answered at once: + +"She is a dazzling little creature. Her complexion looks as if it were made +of cherries and milk; and, it must be owned, the little lady has studied +the art of dress to some purpose in Paris." + +Mr. Buxton was nearer happiness at this reply than he had ever been +since his wife's death; for the only way he could devise to satisfy his +reproachful conscience towards his neglected and unhappy sister, was to +plan a marriage between his son and her child. He rubbed his hands and +drank two extra glasses of wine. + +"We'll have the Brownes to dinner, as usual, next Thursday," said he, "I am +sure your mother would have been hurt if we had omitted it; it is now nine +years since they began to come, and they have never missed one Christmas +since. Do you see any objection, Frank?" + +"None at all, sir," answered he. "I intend to go up to town soon after +Christmas, for a week or ten days, on my way to Cambridge. Can I do +anything for you?" + +"Well, I don't know. I think I shall go up myself some day soon. I can't +understand all these lawyer's letters, about the purchase of the Newbridge +estate; and I fancy I could make more sense out of it all, if I saw Mr. +Hodgson." + +"I wish you would adopt my plan, of having an agent, sir. Your affairs are +really so complicated now, that they would take up the time of an expert +man of business. I am sure all those tenants at Dumford ought to be seen +after." + +"I do see after them. There's never a one that dares cheat me, or that +would cheat me if they could. Most of them have lived under the Buxtons for +generations. They know that if they dared to take advantage of me, I should +come down upon them pretty smartly." + +"Do you rely upon their attachment to your family--or on their idea of your +severity?" + +"On both. They stand me instead of much trouble in account-keeping, and +those eternal lawyers' letters some people are always dispatching to their +tenants. When I'm cheated, Frank, I give you leave to make me have an +agent, but not till then. There's my little Erminia singing away, and +nobody to hear her." + + + +CHAPTER V. + +Christmas-Day was strange and sad. Mrs. Buxton had always contrived to be +in the drawing-room, ready to receive them all after dinner. Mr. Buxton +tried to do away with his thoughts of her by much talking; but every now +and then he looked wistfully toward the door. Erminia exerted herself to +be as lively as she could, in order, if possible, to fill up the vacuum. +Edward, who had come over from Woodchester for a walk, had a good deal to +say; and was, unconsciously, a great assistance with his never-ending flow +of rather clever small-talk. His mother felt proud of her son, and his new +waistcoat, which was far more conspicuously of the latest fashion than +Frank's could be said to be. After dinner, when Mr. Buxton and the two +young men were left alone, Edward launched out still more. He thought he +was impressing Frank with his knowledge of the world, and the world's ways. +But he was doing all in his power to repel one who had never been much +attracted toward him. Worldly success was his standard of merit. The end +seemed with him to justify the means; if a man prospered, it was not +necessary to scrutinize his conduct too closely. The law was viewed in its +lowest aspect; and yet with a certain cleverness, which preserved Edward +from being intellectually contemptible. Frank had entertained some idea of +studying for a barrister himself: not so much as a means of livelihood as +to gain some idea of the code which makes and shows a nation's conscience: +but Edward's details of the ways in which the letter so often baffles the +spirit, made him recoil. With some anger against himself, for viewing the +profession with disgust, because it was degraded by those who embraced it, +instead of looking upon it as what might be ennobled and purified into a +vast intelligence by high and pure-minded men, he got up abruptly and left +the room. + +The girls were sitting over the drawing-room fire, with unlighted candles +on the table, talking, he felt, about his mother; but when he came in they +rose, and changed their tone. Erminia went to the piano, and sang her +newest and choicest French airs. Frank was gloomy and silent; but when she +changed into more solemn music his mood was softened, Maggie's simple and +hearty admiration, untinged by the slightest shade of envy for Erminia's +accomplishments, charmed him. The one appeared to him the perfection of +elegant art, the other of graceful nature. When he looked at Maggie, +and thought of the moorland home from which she had never wandered, the +mysteriously beautiful lines of Wordsworth seemed to become sun-clear to +him. + + "And she shall lean her ear + In many a secret place + Where rivulets dance their wayward round, + And beauty born of murmuring sound + Shall pass into her face." + +Mr. Buxton, in the dining-room, was really getting to take an interest in +Edward's puzzling cases. They were like tricks at cards. A quick motion, +and out of the unpromising heap, all confused together, presto! the right +card turned up. Edward stated his case, so that there did not seem loophole +for the desired verdict; but through some conjuration, it always came +uppermost at last. He had a graphic way of relating things; and, as he did +not spare epithets in his designation of the opposing party, Mr. Buxton +took it upon trust that the defendant or the prosecutor (as it might +happen) was a "pettifogging knave," or a "miserly curmudgeon," and rejoiced +accordingly in the triumph over him gained by the ready wit of "our +governor," Mr. Bish. At last he became so deeply impressed with Edward's +knowledge of law, as to consult him about some cottage property he had in +Woodchester. + +"I rather think there are twenty-one cottages, and they don't bring me in +four pounds a-year; and out of that I have to pay for collecting. Would +there be any chance of selling them? They are in Doughty-street; a bad +neighborhood, I fear." + +"Very bad," was Edward's prompt reply. "But if you are really anxious to +effect a sale, I have no doubt I could find a purchaser in a short time." + +"I should be very much obliged to you," said Mr. Buxton. "You would be +doing me a kindness. If you meet with a purchaser, and can manage the +affair, I would rather that you drew out the deeds for the transfer of the +property. It would be the beginning of business for you; and I only hope I +should bring you good luck." + +Of course Edward could do this; and when they left the table, it was with +a feeling on his side that he was a step nearer to the agency which he +coveted; and with a happy consciousness on Mr. Buxton's of having put a few +pounds in the way of a deserving and remarkably clever young man. + +Since Edward had left home, Maggie had gradually, but surely, been gaining +in importance. Her judgment and her untiring unselfishness could not fail +to make way. Her mother had some respect for, and great dependence on her; +but still it was hardly affection that she felt for her; or if it was it +was a dull and torpid kind of feeling, compared with the fond love and +exulting pride which she took in Edward. When he came back for occasional +holidays, his mother's face was radiant with happiness, and her manner +toward him was even more caressing than he approved of. When Maggie saw him +repel the hand that fain would have stroked his hair as in childish days, +a longing came into her heart for some of these uncared-for tokens of her +mother's love. Otherwise she meekly sank back into her old secondary place, +content to have her judgment slighted and her wishes unasked as long as he +stayed. At times she was now beginning to disapprove and regret some things +in him; his flashiness of manner jarred against her taste; and a deeper, +graver feeling was called out by his evident want of quick moral +perception. "Smart and clever," or "slow and dull," took with him the place +of "right and wrong." Little as he thought it, he was himself narrow-minded +and dull; slow and blind to perceive the beauty and eternal wisdom of +simple goodness. + +Erminia and Maggie became great friends. Erminia used to beg for Maggie, +until she herself put a stop to the practice; as she saw her mother yielded +more frequently than was convenient, for the honor of having her daughter +a visitor at Mr. Buxton's, about which she could talk to her few +acquaintances who persevered in calling at the cottage. Then Erminia +volunteered a visit of some days to Maggie, and Mrs. Browne's pride was +redoubled; but she made so many preparations, and so much fuss, and gave +herself so much trouble, that she was positively ill during Erminia's stay; +and Maggie felt that she must henceforward deny herself the pleasure of +having her friend for a guest, as her mother could not be persuaded from +attempting to provide things in the same abundance and style as that to +which Erminia was accustomed at home; whereas, as Nancy shrewdly observed, +the young lady did not know if she was eating jelly, or porridge, or +whether the plates were common delf or the best China, so long as she was +with her dear Miss Maggie. Spring went, and summer came. Frank had gone to +and fro between Cambridge and Combehurst, drawn by motives of which he felt +the force, but into which he did not care to examine. Edward had sold the +property of Mr. Buxton; and he, pleased with the possession of half the +purchase money (the remainder of which was to be paid by installments), and +happy in the idea that his son came over so frequently to see Erminia, had +amply rewarded the young attorney for his services. + +One summer's day, as hot as day could be, Maggie had been busy all morning; +for the weather was so sultry that she would not allow either Nancy or +her mother to exert themselves much. She had gone down with the old brown +pitcher, coeval with herself, to the spring for water; and while it was +trickling, and making a tinkling music, she sat down on the ground. The +air was so still that she heard the distant wood-pigeons cooing; and round +about her the bees were murmuring busily among the clustering heath. From +some little touch of sympathy with these low sounds of pleasant harmony, +she began to try and hum some of Erminia's airs. She never sang out loud, +or put words to her songs; but her voice was very sweet, and it was a great +pleasure to herself to let it go into music. Just as her jug was filled, +she was startled by Frank's sudden appearance. She thought he was at +Cambridge, and, from some cause or other, her face, usually so faint in +color, became the most vivid scarlet. They were both too conscious to +speak. Maggie stooped (murmuring some words of surprise) to take up her +pitcher. + +"Don't go yet, Maggie," said he, putting his hand on hers to stop her; but, +somehow, when that purpose was effected, he forgot to take it off again. "I +have come all the way from Cambridge to see you. I could not bear suspense +any longer. I grew so impatient for certainty of some kind, that I went up +to town last night, in order to feel myself on my way to you, even though +I knew I could not be here a bit earlier to-day for doing so. Maggie--dear +Maggie! how you are trembling! Have I frightened you? Nancy told me you +were here; but it was very thoughtless to come so suddenly upon you." + +It was not the suddenness of his coming; it was the suddenness of her own +heart, which leaped up with the feelings called out by his words. She +went very white, and sat down on the ground as before. But she rose again +immediately, and stood, with drooping, averted head. He had dropped her +hand, but now sought to take it again. + +"Maggie, darling, may I speak?" Her lips moved, he saw, but he could not +hear. A pang of affright ran through him that, perhaps, she did not wish to +listen. "May I speak to you?" he asked again, quite timidly. She tried to +make her voice sound, but it would not; so she looked round. Her soft +gray eyes were eloquent in that one glance. And, happier than his words, +passionate and tender as they were, could tell, he spoke till her trembling +was changed into bright flashing blushes, and even a shy smile hovered +about her lips, and dimpled her cheeks. + +The water bubbled over the pitcher unheeded. At last she remembered all the +work-a-day world. She lifted up the jug, and would have hurried home, but +Frank decidedly took it from her. + +"Henceforward," said he, "I have a right to carry your burdens." So with +one arm round her waist and with the other carrying the water, they climbed +the steep turfy slope. Near the top she wanted to take it again. + +"Mamma will not like it. Mamma will think it so strange." + +"Why, dearest, if I saw Nancy carrying it up this slope I would take it +from her. It would be strange if a man did not carry it for any woman. +But you must let me tell your mother of my right to help you. It is your +dinner-time is it not? I may come in to dinner as one of the family may not +I Maggie?" + +"No" she said softly. For she longed to be alone; and she dreaded being +overwhelmed by the expression of her mother's feelings, weak and agitated +as she felt herself. "Not to-day." + +"Not to-day!" said he reproachfully. "You are very hard upon me. Let me +come to tea. If you will, I will leave you now. Let me come to early tea. I +must speak to my father. He does not know I am here. I may come to tea. At +what time is it? Three o'clock. Oh, I know you drink tea at some strange +early hour; perhaps it is at two. I will take care to be in time." + +"Don't come till five, please. I must tell mamma; and I want some time to +think. It does seem so like a dream. Do go, please." + +"Well! if I must, I must. But I don't feel as if I were in a dream, but in +some real blessed heaven so long as I see you." + +At last he went. Nancy was awaiting Maggie, the side-gate. + +"Bless us and save us, bairn! what a time it has taken thee to get the +water. Is the spring dry with the hot weather?" + +Maggie ran past her. All dinner-time she heard her mother's voice in +long-continued lamentation about something. She answered at random, and +startled her mother by asserting that she thought "it" was very good; +the said "it" being milk turned sour by thunder. Mrs. Browne spoke quite +sharply, "No one is so particular as you, Maggie. I have known you drink +water, day after day, for breakfast, when you were a little girl, because +your cup of milk had a drowned fly in it; and now you tell me you don't +care for this, and don't mind that, just as if you could eat up all the +things which are spoiled by the heat. I declare my head aches so, I shall +go and lie down as soon as ever dinner is over." + +If this was her plan, Maggie thought she had no time to lose in making her +confession. Frank would be here before her mother got up again to tea. But +she dreaded speaking about her happiness; it seemed as yet so cobweb-like, +as if a touch would spoil its beauty. + +"Mamma, just wait a minute. Just sit down in your chair while I tell you +something. Please, dear mamma." She took a stool, and sat at her mother's +feet; and then she began to turn the wedding-ring on Mrs. Browne's hand, +looking down and never speaking, till the latter became impatient. + +"What is it you have got to say, child? Do make haste, for I want to go +up-stairs." + +With a great jerk of resolution, Maggie said: + +"Mamma, Frank Buxton has asked me to marry him." + +She hid her face in her mother's lap for an instant; and then she lifted it +up, as brimful of the light of happiness as is the cup of a water-lily of +the sun's radiance. + +"Maggie--you don't say so," said her mother, half incredulously. "It can't +be, for he's at Cambridge, and it's not post-day. What do you mean?" + +"He came this morning, mother, when I was down at the well; and we fixed +that I was to speak to you; and he asked if he might come again for tea." + +"Dear! dear! and the milk all gone sour? We should have had milk of our +own, if Edward had not persuaded me against buying another cow." + +"I don't think Mr. Buxton will mind it much," said Maggie, dimpling up, as +she remembered, half unconsciously, how little he had seemed to care for +anything but herself. + +"Why, what a thing it is for you!" said Mrs. Browne, quite roused up from +her languor and her head-ache. "Everybody said he was engaged to Miss +Erminia. Are you quite sure you made no mistake, child? What did he say? +Young men are so fond of making fine speeches; and young women are so silly +in fancying they mean something. I once knew a girl who thought that a +gentleman who sent her mother a present of a sucking-pig, did it as a +delicate way of making her an offer. Tell me his exact words." + +But Maggie blushed, and either would not or could not. So Mrs. Browne began +again: + +"Well, if you're sure, you're sure. I wonder how he brought his father +round. So long as he and Erminia have been planned for each other! That +very first day we ever dined there after your father's death, Mr. Buxton as +good as told me all about it. I fancied they were only waiting till they +were out of mourning." + +All this was news to Maggie. She had never thought that either Erminia or +Frank was particularly fond of the other; still less had she had any idea +of Mr. Buxton's plans for them. Her mother's surprise at her engagement +jarred a little upon her too: it had become so natural, even in these last +two hours, to feel that she belonged to _him_. But there were more discords +to come. Mrs. Browne began again, half in soliloquy: + +"I should think he would have four thousand a-year. He did not tell you, +love, did he, if they had still that bad property in the canal, that his +father complained about? But he will have four thousand. Why, you'll have +your carriage, Maggie. Well! I hope Mr. Buxton has taken it kindly, because +he'll have a deal to do with the settlements. I'm sure I thought he was +engaged to Erminia." + +Ringing changes on these subjects all the afternoon, Mrs. Browne sat with +Maggie. She occasionally wandered off to speak about Edward, and how +favorably his future prospects would be advanced by the engagement. + +"Let me see--there's the house in Combehurst: the rent of that would be +a hundred and fifty a-year, but we'll not reckon that. But there's the +quarries" (she was reckoning upon her fingers in default of a slate, for +which she had vainly searched), "we'll call them two hundred a-year, for +I don't believe Mr. Buxton's stories about their only bringing him +in seven-pence; and there's Newbridge, that's certainly thirteen +hundred--where had I got to, Maggie?" + +"Dear mamma, do go and lie down for a little; you look quite flushed," said +Maggie, softly. + +Was this the manner to view her betrothal with such a man as Frank? +Her mother's remarks depressed her more than she could have thought it +possible; the excitement of the morning was having its reaction, and she +longed to go up to the solitude under the thorn-tree, where she had hoped +to spend a quiet, thoughtful afternoon. + +Nancy came in to replace glasses and spoons in the cupboard. By some +accident, the careful old servant broke one of the former. She looked up +quickly at her mistress, who usually visited all such offences with no +small portion of rebuke. + +"Never mind, Nancy," said Mrs. Browne. "It's only an old tumbler; +and Maggie's going to be married, and we must buy a new set for the +wedding-dinner." + +Nancy looked at both, bewildered; at last a light dawned into her mind, and +her face looked shrewdly and knowingly back at Mrs. Browne. Then she said, +very quietly: + +"I think I'll take the next pitcher to the well myself, and try my luck. To +think how sorry I was for Miss Maggie this morning! 'Poor thing,' says I to +myself, 'to be kept all this time at that confounded well' (for I'll not +deny that I swear a bit to myself at times--it sweetens the blood), 'and +she so tired.' I e'en thought I'd go help her; but I reckon she'd some +other help. May I take a guess at the young man?" + +"Four thousand a-year! Nancy;" said Mrs. Browne, exultingly. + +"And a blithe look, and a warm, kind heart--and a free step--and a noble +way with him to rich and poor--aye, aye, I know the name. No need to alter +all my neat M.B.'s, done in turkey-red cotton. Well, well! every one's turn +comes sometime, but mine's rather long a-coming." + +The faithful old servant came up to Maggie, and put her hand caressingly on +her shoulder. Maggie threw her arms round her neck, and kissed the brown, +withered face. + +"God bless thee, bairn," said Nancy, solemnly. It brought the low music of +peace back into the still recesses of Maggie's heart. She began to look out +for her lover; half-hidden behind the muslin window curtain, which waved +gently to and fro in the afternoon breezes. She heard a firm, buoyant step, +and had only time to catch one glimpse of his face, before moving away. But +that one glance made her think that the hours which had elapsed since she +saw him had not been serene to him any more than to her. + +When he entered the parlor, his face was glad and bright. He went up in a +frank, rejoicing way to Mrs. Browne; who was evidently rather puzzled +how to receive him--whether as Maggie's betrothed, or as the son of the +greatest man of her acquaintance. + +"I am sure, sir," said she, "we are all very much obliged to you for the +honor you have done our family!" + +He looked rather perplexed as to the nature of the honor which he had +conferred without knowing it; but as the light dawned upon him, he made +answer in a frank, merry way, which was yet full of respect for his future +mother-in-law: + +"And I am sure I am truly grateful for the honor one of your family has +done me." + +When Nancy brought in tea she was dressed in her fine-weather Sunday gown; +the first time it had ever been worn out of church, and the walk to and +fro. + +After tea, Frank asked Maggie if she would walk out with him; and +accordingly they climbed the Fell-Lane and went out upon the moors, which +seemed vast and boundless as their love. + +"Have you told your father?" asked Maggie; a dim anxiety lurking in her +heart. + +"Yes," said Frank. He did not go on; and she feared to ask, although she +longed to know, how Mr. Buxton had received the intelligence. + +"What did he say?" at length she inquired. + +"Oh! it was evidently a new idea to him that I was attached to you; and he +does not take up a new idea speedily. He has had some notion, it seems, +that Erminia and I were to make a match of it; but she and I agreed, when +we talked it over, that we should never have fallen in love with each other +if there had not been another human being in the world. Erminia is a little +sensible creature, and says she does not wonder at any man falling in love +with you. Nay, Maggie, don't hang your head so down; let me have a glimpse +of your face." + +"I am sorry your father does not like it," said Maggie, sorrowfully. + +"So am I. But we must give him time to get reconciled. Never fear but he +will like it in the long run; he has too much good taste and good feeling. +He must like you." + +Frank did not choose to tell even Maggie how violently his father had set +himself against their engagement. He was surprised and annoyed at first to +find how decidedly his father was possessed with the idea that he was to +marry his cousin, and that she, at any rate, was attached to him, whatever +his feelings might be toward her; but after he had gone frankly to Erminia +and told her all, he found that she was as ignorant of her uncle's plans +for her as he had been; and almost as glad at any event which should +frustrate them. + +Indeed she came to the moorland cottage on the following day, after Frank +had returned to Cambridge. She had left her horse in charge of the groom, +near the fir-trees on the heights, and came running down the slope in her +habit. Maggie went out to meet her, with just a little wonder at her heart +if what Frank had said could possibly be true; and that Erminia, living in +the house with him, could have remained indifferent to him. Erminia threw +her arms round her neck, and they sat down together on the court-steps. + +"I durst not ride down that hill; and Jem is holding my horse, so I may not +stay very long; now begin, Maggie, at once, and go into a rhapsody about +Frank. Is not he a charming fellow? Oh! I am so glad. Now don't sit smiling +and blushing there to yourself; but tell me a great deal about it. I have +so wanted to know somebody that was in love, that I might hear what it was +like; and the minute I could, I came off here. Frank is only just gone. He +has had another long talk with my uncle, since he came back from you this +morning; but I am afraid he has not made much way yet." + +Maggie sighed. "I don't wonder at his not thinking me good enough for +Frank. + +"No! the difficulty would be to find any one he did think fit for his +paragon of a son." + +"He thought you were, dearest Erminia." + +"So Frank has told you that, has he? I suppose we shall have no more family +secrets now," said Erminia, laughing. "But I can assure you I had a strong +rival in lady Adela Castlemayne, the Duke of Wight's daughter; she was the +most beautiful lady my uncle had ever seen (he only saw her in the Grand +Stand at Woodchester races, and never spoke a word to her in his life). And +if she would have had Frank, my uncle would still have been dissatisfied +as long as the Princess Victoria was unmarried; none would have been good +enough while a better remained. But Maggie," said she, smiling up into her +friend's face, "I think it would have made you laugh, for all you look as +if a kiss would shake the tears out of your eyes, if you could have seen my +uncle's manner to me all day. He will have it that I am suffering from an +unrequited attachment; so he watched me and watched me over breakfast; and +at last, when I had eaten a whole nest-full of eggs, and I don't know how +many pieces of toast, he rang the bell and asked for some potted charr. I +was quite unconscious that it was for me, and I did not want it when +it came; so he sighed in a most melancholy manner, and said, 'My poor +Erminia!' If Frank had not been there, and looking dreadfully miserable, I +am sure I should have laughed out." + +"Did Frank look miserable?" said Maggie, anxiously. + +"There now! you don't care for anything but the mention of his name." + +"But did he look unhappy?" persisted Maggie. + +"I can't say he looked happy, dear Mousey; but it was quite different when +he came back from seeing you. You know you always had the art of stilling +any person's trouble. You and my aunt Buxton are the only two I ever knew +with that gift." + +"I am so sorry he has any trouble to be stilled," said Maggie. + +"And I think it will do him a world of good. Think how successful his life +has been! the honors he got at Eton! his picture taken, and I don't +know what! and at Cambridge just the same way of going on. He would be +insufferably imperious in a few years, if he did not meet with a few +crosses." + +"Imperious!--oh Erminia, how can you say so?" + +"Because it's the truth. He happens to have very good dispositions; and +therefore his strong will is not either disagreeable, or offensive; but +once let him become possessed by a wrong wish, and you would then see how +vehement and imperious he would be. Depend upon it, my uncle's resistance +is a capital thing for him. As dear sweet Aunt Buxton would have said, +'There is a holy purpose in it;' and as Aunt Buxton would not have said, +but as I, a 'fool, rush in where angels fear to tread,' I decide that the +purpose is to teach Master Frank patience and submission." + + +"Erminia--how could you help"--and there Maggie stopped. + +"I know what you mean; how could I help falling in love with him? I think +he has not mystery and reserve enough for me. I should like a man with some +deep, impenetrable darkness around him; something one could always keep +wondering about. Besides, think what clashing of wills there would have +been! My uncle was very short-sighted in his plan; but I don't think he +thought so much about the fitness of our characters and ways, as the +fitness of our fortunes!" + +"For shame, Erminia! No one cares less for money than Mr. Buxton!" + +"There's a good little daughter-in-law elect! But seriously, I do think +he is beginning to care for money; not in the least for himself, but as a +means of aggrandizement for Frank. I have observed, since I came home at +Christmas, a growing anxiety to make the most of his property; a thing he +never cared about before. I don't think he is aware of it himself, but from +one or two little things I have noticed, I should not wonder if he ends in +being avaricious in his old age." Erminia sighed. + +Maggie had almost a sympathy with the father, who sought what he imagined +to be for the good of his son, and that son, Frank. Although she was +as convinced as Erminia, that money could not really help any one to +happiness, she could not at the instant resist saying: + +"Oh! how I wish I had a fortune! I should so like to give it all to him." + +"Now Maggie! don't be silly! I never heard you wish for anything different +from what _was_ before, so I shall take this opportunity of lecturing you +on your folly. No! I won't either, for you look sadly tired with all your +agitation; and besides I must go, or Jem will be wondering what has become +of me. Dearest cousin-in-law, I shall come very often to see you; and +perhaps I shall give you my lecture yet." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +It was true of Mr. Buxton, as well as of his son, that he had the seeds of +imperiousness in him. His life had not been such as to call them out into +view. With more wealth than he required; with a gentle wife, who if she +ruled him never showed it, or was conscious of the fact herself; looked up +to by his neighbors, a simple affectionate set of people, whose fathers +had lived near his father and grandfather in the same kindly relation, +receiving benefits cordially given, and requiting them with good will and +respectful attention: such had been the circumstances surrounding him; and +until his son grew out of childhood, there had not seemed a wish which he +had it not in his power to gratify as soon as formed. Again, when Frank was +at school and at college, all went on prosperously; he gained honors enough +to satisfy a far more ambitious father. Indeed, it was the honors he gained +that stimulated his father's ambition. He received letters from tutors, +and headmasters, prophesying that, if Frank chose, he might rise to the +"highest honors in church or state;" and the idea thus suggested, vague as +it was, remained, and filled Mr. Buxton's mind; and, for the first time in +his life, made him wish that his own career had been such as would have led +him to form connections among the great and powerful. But, as it was, his +shyness and _gêne_, from being unaccustomed to society, had made him +averse to Frank's occasional requests that he might bring such and such a +school-fellow, or college-chum, home on a visit. Now he regretted this, on +account of the want of those connections which might thus have been formed; +and, in his visions, he turned to marriage as the best way of remedying +this. Erminia was right in saying that her uncle had thought of Lady Adela +Castlemayne for an instant; though how the little witch had found it out I +cannot say, as the idea had been dismissed immediately from his mind. + +He was wise enough to see its utter vanity, as long as his son remained +undistinguished. But his hope was this. If Frank married Erminia, their +united property (she being her father's heiress) would justify him in +standing for the shire; or if he could marry the daughter of some leading +personage in the county, it might lead to the same step; and thus at once +he would obtain a position in parliament, where his great talents would +have scope and verge enough. Of these two visions, the favorite one (for +his sister's sake) was that of marriage with Erminia. + +And, in the midst of all this, fell, like a bombshell, the intelligence of +his engagement with Maggie Browne; a good sweet little girl enough, but +without fortune or connection--without, as far as Mr. Buxton knew, the +least power, or capability, or spirit, with which to help Frank on in his +career to eminence in the land! He resolved to consider it as a boyish +fancy, easily to be suppressed; and pooh-poohed it down, to Frank, +accordingly. He remarked his son's set lips, and quiet determined brow, +although he never spoke in a more respectful tone, than while thus steadily +opposing his father. If he had shown more violence of manner, he would have +irritated him less; but, as it was, it was the most miserable interview +that had ever taken place between the father and son. + +Mr. Buxton tried to calm himself down with believing that Frank would +change his mind, if he saw more of the world; but, somehow, he had a +prophesying distrust of this idea internally. The worst was, there was +no fault to be found with Maggie herself, although she might want the +accomplishments he desired to see in his son's wife. Her connections, too, +were so perfectly respectable (though humble enough in comparison with Mr. +Buxton's soaring wishes), that there was nothing to be objected to on that +score; her position was the great offence. In proportion to his want of any +reason but this one, for disapproving of the engagement, was his annoyance +under it. He assumed a reserve toward Frank; which was so unusual a +restraint upon his open, genial disposition, that it seemed to make him +irritable toward all others in contact with him, excepting Erminia. He +found it difficult to behave rightly to Maggie. Like all habitually cordial +persons, he went into the opposite extreme, when he wanted to show a little +coolness. However angry he might be with the events of which she was the +cause, she was too innocent and meek to justify him in being more than +cool; but his awkwardness was so great, that many a man of the world has +met his greatest enemy, each knowing the other's hatred, with less freezing +distance of manner than Mr. Buxton's to Maggie. While she went simply on in +her own path, loving him the more through all, for old kindness' sake, and +because he was Frank's father, he shunned meeting her with such evident and +painful anxiety, that at last she tried to spare him the encounter, and +hurried out of church, or lingered behind all, in order to avoid the only +chance they now had of being forced to speak; for she no longer went to the +dear house in Combehurst, though Erminia came to see her more than ever. + +Mrs. Browne was perplexed and annoyed beyond measure. She upbraided Mr. +Buxton to every one but Maggie. To her she said--"Any one in their senses +might have foreseen what had happened, and would have thought well about +it, before they went and fell in love with a young man of such expectations +as Mr. Frank Buxton." + +In the middle of all this dismay, Edward came over from Woodchester for a +day or two. He had been told of the engagement, in a letter from Maggie +herself; but it was too sacred a subject for her to enlarge upon to him; +and Mrs. Browne was no letter writer. So this was his first greeting to +Maggie; after kissing her: + +"Well, Sancho, you've done famously for yourself. As soon as I got your +letter I said to Harry Bish--'Still waters run deep; here's my little +sister Maggie, as quiet a creature as ever lived, has managed to catch +young Buxton, who has five thousand a-year if he's a penny.' Don't go so +red, Maggie. Harry was sure to hear of it soon from some one, and I see no +use in keeping it secret, for it gives consequence to us all." + +"Mr. Buxton is quite put out about it," said Mrs. Brown, querulously; "and +I'm sure he need not be, for he's enough of money, if that's what he wants; +and Maggie's father was a clergyman, and I've seen 'yeoman,' with my own +eyes, on old Mr. Buxton's (Mr. Lawrence's father's) carts; and a clergyman +is above a yeoman any day. But if Maggie had had any thought for other +people, she'd never have gone and engaged herself, when she might have been +sure it would give offence. We are never asked down to dinner now. I've +never broken bread there since last Christmas." + +"Whew!" said Edward to this. It was a disappointed whistle; but he soon +cheered up. "I thought I could have lent a hand in screwing old Buxton up +about the settlements; but I see it's not come to that yet. Still I'll go +and see the old gentleman. I'm a bit of a favorite of his, and I doubt I +can turn him round." + +"Pray, Edward, don't go," said Maggie. "Frank and I are content to wait; +and I'm sure we would rather not have any one speak to Mr. Buxton, upon a +subject which evidently gives him so much pain; please, Edward, don't!" + +"Well, well. Only I must go about this property of his. Besides, I don't +mean to get into disgrace; so I shan't seem to know anything about it, +if it would make him angry. I want to keep on good terms, because of the +agency. So, perhaps, I shall shake my head, and think it great presumption +in you, Maggie, to have thought of becoming his daughter-in-law. If I can +do you no good, I may as well do myself some." + +"I hope you won't mention me at all," she replied. + +One comfort (and almost the only one arising from Edward's visit) was, that +she could now often be spared to go up to the thorn-tree, and calm down her +anxiety, and bring all discords into peace, under the sweet influences of +nature. Mrs. Buxton had tried to teach her the force of the lovely truth, +that the "melodies of the everlasting chime" may abide in the hearts of +those who ply their daily task in towns, and crowded populous places; and +that solitude is not needed by the faithful for them to feel the immediate +presence of God; nor utter stillness of human sound necessary, before they +can hear the music of His angels' footsteps; but, as yet, her soul was a +young disciple; and she felt it easier to speak to Him, and come to Him for +help, sitting lonely, with wild moors swelling and darkening around her, +and not a creature in sight but the white specks of distant sheep, and the +birds that shun the haunts of men, floating in the still mid-air. + +She sometimes longed to go to Mr. Buxton and tell him how much she could +sympathize with him, if his dislike to her engagement arose from thinking +her unworthy of his son. Frank's character seemed to her grand in its +promise. With vehement impulses and natural gifts, craving worthy +employment, his will sat supreme over all, like a young emperor calmly +seated on his throne, whose fiery generals and wise counsellors stand alike +ready to obey him. But if marriage were to be made by due measurement and +balance of character, and if others, with their scales, were to be the +judges, what would become of all the beautiful services rendered by the +loyalty of true love? Where would be the raising up of the weak by the +strong? or the patient endurance? or the gracious trust of her: + + "Whose faith is fixt and cannot move; + She darkly feels him great and wise, + She dwells on him with faithful eyes, + 'I cannot understand: I love.'" + +Edward's manners and conduct caused her more real anxiety than anything +else. Indeed, no other thoughtfulness could be called anxiety compared to +this. His faults, she could not but perceive, were strengthening with his +strength, and growing with his growth. She could not help wondering whence +he obtained the money to pay for his dress, which she thought was of a +very expensive kind. She heard him also incidentally allude to "runs up +to town," of which, at the time, neither she nor her mother had been made +aware. He seemed confused when she questioned him about these, although he +tried to laugh it off; and asked her how she, a country girl, cooped up +among one set of people, could have any idea of the life it was necessary +for a man to lead who "had any hope of getting on in the world." He must +have acquaintances and connections, and see something of life, and make an +appearance. She was silenced, but not satisfied. Nor was she at ease with +regard to his health. He looked ill, and worn; and, when he was not +rattling and laughing, his face fell into a shape of anxiety and +uneasiness, which was new to her in it. He reminded her painfully of an +old German engraving she had seen in Mrs. Buxton's portfolio, called, +"Pleasure digging a Grave;" Pleasure being represented by a ghastly figure +of a young man, eagerly industrious over his dismal work. + +A few days after he went away, Nancy came to her in her bed-room. + +"Miss Maggie," said she, "may I just speak a word?" But when the permission +was given, she hesitated. + +"It's none of my business, to be sure," said she at last: "only, you see, +I've lived with your mother ever since she was married; and I care a deal +for both you and Master Edward. And I think he drains Missus of her money; +and it makes me not easy in my mind. You did not know of it, but he had his +father's old watch when he was over last time but one; I thought he was of +an age to have a watch, and that it was all natural. But, I reckon he's +sold it, and got that gimcrack one instead. That's perhaps natural too. +Young folks like young fashions. But, this time, I think he has taken away +your mother's watch; at least, I've never seen it since he went. And this +morning she spoke to me about my wages. I'm sure I've never asked for them, +nor troubled her; but I'll own it's now near on to twelve months since she +paid me; and she was as regular as clock-work till then. Now, Miss Maggie +don't look so sorry, or I shall wish I had never spoken. Poor Missus seemed +sadly put about, and said something as I did not try to hear; for I was so +vexed she should think I needed apologies, and them sort of things. I'd +rather live with you without wages than have her look so shame-faced as she +did this morning. I don't want a bit for money, my dear; I've a deal in the +Bank. But I'm afeard Master Edward is spending too much, and pinching +Missus." + +Maggie was very sorry indeed. Her mother had never told her anything of all +this, so it was evidently a painful subject to her; and Maggie determined +(after lying awake half the night) that she would write to Edward, and +remonstrate with him; and that in every personal and household expense, she +would be, more than ever, rigidly economical. + +The full, free, natural intercourse between her lover and herself, could +not fail to be checked by Mr. Buxton's aversion to the engagement. Frank +came over for some time in the early autumn. He had left Cambridge, and +intended to enter himself at the Temple as soon as the vacation was ended. +He had not been very long at home before Maggie was made aware, partly +through Erminia, who had no notion of discreet silence on any point, and +partly by her own observation, of the increasing estrangement between +father and son. Mr. Buxton was reserved with Frank for the first time in +his life; and Frank was depressed and annoyed at his father's obstinate +repetition of the same sentence, in answer to all his arguments in favor of +his engagement--arguments which were overwhelming to himself and which it +required an effort of patience on his part to go over and recapitulate, so +obvious was the conclusion; and then to have the same answer forever, the +same words even: + +"Frank! it's no use talking. I don't approve of the engagement; and never +shall." + +He would snatch up his hat, and hurry off to Maggie to be soothed. His +father knew where he was gone without being told; and was jealous of her +influence over the son who had long been his first and paramount object in +life. + +He needed not have been jealous. However angry and indignant Frank was when +he went up to the moorland cottage, Maggie almost persuaded him, before +half an hour had elapsed, that his father was but unreasonable from his +extreme affection. Still she saw that such frequent differences would +weaken the bond between father and son; and, accordingly, she urged Frank +to accept an invitation into Scotland. + +"You told me," said she, "that Mr. Buxton will have it, it is but a boy's +attachment; and that when you have seen other people, you will change your +mind; now do try how far you can stand the effects of absence." She said it +playfully, but he was in a humor to be vexed. + +"What nonsense, Maggie! You don't care for all this delay yourself; and you +take up my father's bad reasons as if you believed them." + +"I don't believe them; but still they may be true." + +"How should you like it, Maggie, if I urged you to go about and see +something of society, and try if you could not find some one you liked +better? It is more probable in your case than in mine; for you have never +been from home, and I have been half over Europe." + +"You are very much afraid, are not you, Frank?" said she, her face bright +with blushes, and her gray eyes smiling up at him. "I have a great idea +that if I could see that Harry Bish that Edward is always talking about, I +should be charmed. He must wear such beautiful waistcoats! Don't you think +I had better see him before our engagement is quite, quite final?" + +But Frank would not smile. In fact, like all angry persons, he found fresh +matter for offence in every sentence. She did not consider the engagement +as quite final: thus he chose to understand her playful speech. He would +not answer. She spoke again: + +"Dear Frank, you are not angry with me, are you? It is nonsense to think +that we are to go about the world, picking and choosing men and women as +if they were fruit and we were to gather the best; as if there was not +something in our own hearts which, if we listen to it conscientiously, will +tell us at once when we have met the one of all others. There now, am I +sensible? I suppose I am, for your grim features are relaxing into a smile. +That's right. But now listen to this. I think your father would come round +sooner, if he were not irritated every day by the knowledge of your visits +to me. If you went away, he would know that we should write to each other +yet he would forget the exact time when; but now he knows as well as I do +where you are when you are up here; and I fancy, from what Erminia says, it +makes him angry the whole time you are away." + +Frank was silent. At last he said: "It is rather provoking to be obliged to +acknowledge that there is some truth in what you say. But even if I would, +I am not sure that I could go. My father does not speak to me about his +affairs, as he used to do; so I was rather surprised yesterday to hear him +say to Erminia (though I'm sure he meant the information for me), that he +had engaged an agent." + +"Then there will be the less occasion for you to be at home. He won't want +your help in his accounts." + +"I've given him little enough of that. I have long wanted him to have +somebody to look after his affairs. They are very complicated and he is +very careless. But I believe my signature will be wanted for some new +leases; at least he told me so." + +"That need not take you long," said Maggie. + +"Not the mere signing. But I want to know something more about the +property, and the proposed tenants. I believe this Mr. Henry that my father +has engaged, is a very hard sort of man. He is what is called scrupulously +honest and honorable; but I fear a little too much inclined to drive hard +bargains for his client. Now I want to be convinced to the contrary, if I +can, before I leave my father in his hands. So you cruel judge, you won't +transport me yet, will you?" + +"No" said Maggie, overjoyed at her own decision, and blushing her delight +that her reason was convinced it was right for Frank to stay a little +longer. + +The next day's post brought her a letter from Edward. There was not a word +in it about her inquiry or remonstrance; it might never have been written, +or never received; but a few hurried anxious lines, asking her to write by +return of post, and say if it was really true that Mr. Buxton had engaged +an agent. "It's a confounded shabby trick if he has, after what he said to +me long ago. I cannot tell you how much I depend on your complying with my +request. Once more, _write directly_. If Nancy cannot take the letter to +the post, run down to Combehurst with it yourself. I must have an answer +to-morrow, and every particular as to who--when to be appointed, &c. But I +can't believe the report to be true." + +Maggie asked Frank if she might name what he had told her the day before to +her brother. He said: + +"Oh, yes, certainly, if he cares to know. Of course, you will not say +anything about my own opinion of Mr. Henry. He is coming to-morrow, and I +shall be able to judge how far I am right." + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +The next day Mr. Henry came. He was a quiet, stern-looking man, of +considerable intelligence and refinement, and so much taste for music as to +charm Erminia, who had rather dreaded his visit. But all the amenities of +life were put aside when he entered Mr. Buxton's sanctum--his "office," as +he called the room where he received his tenants and business people. Frank +thought Mr. Henry was scarce commonly civil in the open evidence of his +surprise and contempt for the habits, of which the disorderly books and +ledgers were but too visible signs. Mr. Buxton himself felt more like a +school-boy, bringing up an imperfect lesson, than he had ever done since he +was thirteen. + +"The only wonder, my good sir, is that you have any property left; that you +have not been cheated out of every farthing." + +"I'll answer for it," said Mr. Buxton, in reply, "that you'll not find any +cheating has been going on. They dared not, sir; they know I should make an +example of the first rogue I found out." + +Mr. Henry lifted up his eyebrows, but did not speak. + +"Besides, sir, most of these men have lived for generations under the +Buxtons. I'd give you my life, they would not cheat me." + +Mr. Henry coldly said: + +"I imagine a close examination of these books by some accountant will be +the best proof of the honesty of these said tenants. If you will allow me, +I will write to a clever fellow I know, and desire him to come down and try +and regulate this mass of papers." + +"Anything--anything you like," said Mr. Buxton, only too glad to escape +from the lawyer's cold, contemptuous way of treating the subject. + +The accountant came; and he and Mr. Henry were deeply engaged in the office +for several days. Mr. Buxton was bewildered by the questions they asked +him. Mr. Henry examined him in the worrying way in which an unwilling +witness is made to give evidence. Many a time and oft did he heartily wish +he had gone on in the old course to the end of his life, instead of putting +himself into an agent's hands; but he comforted himself by thinking that, +at any rate, they would be convinced he had never allowed himself to be +cheated or imposed upon, although he did not make any parade of exactitude. + +What was his dismay when, one morning, Mr. Henry sent to request his +presence, and, with a cold, clear voice, read aloud an admirably drawn up +statement, informing the poor landlord of the defalcations, nay more, the +impositions of those whom he had trusted. If he had been alone, he would +have burst into tears, to find how his confidence had been abused. But as +it was, he became passionately angry. + +"I'll prosecute them, sir. Not a man shall escape. I'll make them pay back +every farthing, I will. And damages, too. Crayston, did you say, sir? Was +that one of the names? Why, that is the very Crayston who was bailiff under +my father for years. The scoundrel! And I set him up in my best farm when +he married. And he's been swindling me, has he?" + +Mr. Henry ran over the items of the account--"421_l_, 13_s_. +4-3/4_d_. Part of this I fear we cannot recover"---- + +He was going on, but Mr. Buxton broke in: "But I will recover it. I'll +have every farthing of it. I'll go to law with the viper. I don't care for +money, but I hate ingratitude." + +"If you like, I will take counsel's opinion on the case," said Mr. Henry, +coolly. + +"Take anything you please, sir. Why this Crayston was the first man that +set me on a horse--and to think of his cheating me!" + +A few days after this conversation, Frank came on his usual visit to +Maggie. + +"Can you come up to the thorn-tree, dearest?" said he. "It is a lovely day, +and I want the solace of a quiet hour's talk with you." + +So they went, and sat in silence some time, looking at the calm and still +blue air about the summits of the hills, where never tumult of the world +came to disturb the peace, and the quiet of whose heights was never broken +by the loud passionate cries of men. + +"I am glad you like my thorn-tree," said Maggie. + +"I like the view from it. The thought of the solitude which must be among +the hollows of those hills pleases me particularly to-day. Oh, Maggie! it +is one of the times when I get depressed about men and the world. We have +had such sorrow, and such revelations, and remorse, and passion at home +to-day. Crayston (my father's old tenant) has come over. It seems--I am +afraid there is no doubt of it--he has been peculating to a large amount. +My father has been too careless, and has placed his dependents in great +temptation; and Crayston--he is an old man, with a large extravagant +family--has yielded. He has been served with notice of my father's +intention to prosecute him; and came over to confess all, and ask for +forgiveness, and time to pay back what he could. A month ago, my father +would have listened to him, I think; but now, he is stung by Mr. Henry's +sayings, and gave way to a furious passion. It has been a most distressing +morning. The worst side of everybody seems to have come out. Even Crayston, +with all his penitence and appearance of candor, had to be questioned +closely by Mr. Henry before he would tell the whole truth. Good God! that +money should have such power to corrupt men. It was all for money, and +money's worth, that this degradation has taken place. As for Mr. Henry, to +save his client money, and to protect money, he does not care--he does +not even perceive--how he induces deterioration of character. He has +been encouraging my father in measures which I cannot call anything but +vindictive. Crayston is to be made an example of, they say. As if my father +had not half the sin on his own head! As if he had rightly discharged his +duties as a rich man! Money was as dross to him; but he ought to have +remembered how it might be as life itself to many, and be craved after, and +coveted, till the black longing got the better of principle, as it has done +with this poor Crayston. They say the man was once so truthful, and now his +self-respect is gone; and he has evidently lost the very nature of truth. I +dread riches. I dread the responsibility of them. At any rate, I wish I had +begun life as a poor boy, and worked my way up to competence. Then I could +understand and remember the temptations of poverty. I am afraid of my +own heart becoming hardened as my father's is. You have no notion of his +passionate severity to-day, Maggie! It was quite a new thing even to me!" + +"It will only be for a short time," said she. "He must be much grieved +about this man." + +"If I thought I could ever grow as hard and different to the abject +entreaties of a criminal as my father has been this morning--one whom he +has helped to make, too--I would go off to Australia at once. Indeed, +Maggie, I think it would be the best thing we could do. My heart aches +about the mysterious corruptions and evils of an old state of society such +as we have in England.--What do you say Maggie? Would you go?" + +She was silent--thinking. + +"I would go with you directly, if it were right," said she, at last. "But +would it be? I think it would be rather cowardly. I feel what you say; but +don't you think it would be braver to stay, and endure much depression and +anxiety of mind, for the sake of the good those always can do who see evils +clearly. I am speaking all this time as if neither you nor I had any home +duties, but were free to do as we liked." + +"What can you or I do? We are less than drops in the ocean, as far as our +influence can go to model a nation?" + +"As for that," said Maggie, laughing, "I can't remodel Nancy's +old-fashioned ways; so I've never yet planned how to remodel a nation." + +"Then what did you mean by the good those always can do who see evils +clearly? The evils I see are those of a nation whose god is money." + +"That is just because you have come away from a distressing scene. +To-morrow you will hear or read of some heroic action meeting with a +nation's sympathy, and you will rejoice and be proud of your country." + +"Still I shall see the evils of her complex state of society keenly; and +where is the good I can do?" + +"Oh! I can't tell in a minute. But cannot you bravely face these evils, +and learn their nature and causes; and then has God given you no powers to +apply to the discovery of their remedy? Dear Frank, think! It may be very +little you can do--and you may never see the effect of it, any more than +the widow saw the world-wide effect of her mite. Then if all the good and +thoughtful men run away from us to some new country, what are we to do with +our poor dear Old England?" + +"Oh, you must run away with the good, thoughtful men--(I mean to consider +that as a compliment to myself, Maggie!) Will you let me wish I had been +born poor, if I am to stay in England? I should not then be liable to this +fault into which I see the rich men fall, of forgetting the trials of the +poor." + +"I am not sure whether, if you had been poor, you might not have fallen +into an exactly parallel fault, and forgotten the trials of the rich. It is +so difficult to understand the errors into which their position makes all +men liable to fall. Do you remember a story in 'Evenings at Home,' called +the Transmigrations of Indra? Well! when I was a child, I used to wish I +might be transmigrated (is that the right word?) into an American +slave-owner for a little while, just that I might understand how he must +suffer, and be sorely puzzled, and pray and long to be freed from his +odious wealth, till at last he grew hardened to its nature;--and since +then, I have wished to be the Emperor of Russia, for the same reason. Ah! +you may laugh; but that is only because I have not explained myself +properly." + +"I was only smiling to think how ambitious any one might suppose you were +who did not know you." + +"I don't see any ambition in it--I don't think of the station--I only want +sorely to see the 'What's resisted' of Burns, in order that I may have more +charity for those who seem to me to have been the cause of such infinite +woe and misery." + + "'What's done we partly may compute; + But know not what's resisted,'" + +repeated Frank musingly. After some time he began again: + +"But, Maggie, I don't give up this wish of mine to go to Australia--Canada, +if you like it better--anywhere where there is a newer and purer state of +society." + +"The great objection seems to be your duty, as an only child, to your +father. It is different to the case of one out of a large family." + +"I wish I were one in twenty, then I might marry where I liked to-morrow." + +"It would take two people's consent to such a rapid measure," said Maggie, +laughing. "But now I am going to wish a wish, which it won't require a +fairy godmother to gratify. Look, Frank, do you see in the middle of that +dark brown purple streak of moor a yellow gleam of light? It is a pond, I +think, that at this time of the year catches a slanting beam of the sun. It +cannot be very far off. I have wished to go to it every autumn. Will you go +with me now? We shall have time before tea." + +Frank's dissatisfaction with the stern measures that, urged on by Mr. +Henry, his father took against all who had imposed upon his carelessness as +a landlord, increased rather than diminished. He spoke warmly to him on the +subject, but without avail. He remonstrated with Mr. Henry, and told him +how he felt that, had his father controlled his careless nature, and been +an exact, vigilant landlord, these tenantry would never have had the great +temptation to do him wrong; and that therefore he considered some allowance +should be made for them, and some opportunity given them to redeem their +characters, which would be blasted and hardened for ever by the publicity +of a law-suit. But Mr. Henry only raised his eyebrows and made answer: + +"I like to see these notions in a young man, sir. I had them myself at your +age. I believe I had great ideas then, on the subject of temptation and +the force of circumstances; and was as Quixotic as any one about reforming +rogues. But my experience has convinced me that roguery is innate. Nothing +but outward force can control it, and keep it within bounds. The terrors of +the law must be that outward force. I admire your kindness of heart; and in +three-and-twenty we do not look for the wisdom and experience of forty or +fifty." + +Frank was indignant at being set aside as an unripe youth. He disapproved +so strongly of all these measures, and of so much that was now going on +at home under Mr. Henry's influence that he determined to pay his long +promised visit to Scotland; and Maggie, sad at heart to see how he was +suffering, encouraged him in his determination. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +After he was gone, there came a November of the most dreary and +characteristic kind. There was incessant rain, and closing-in mists, +without a gleam of sunshine to light up the drops of water, and make the +wet stems and branches of the trees glisten. Every color seemed dimmed +and darkened; and the crisp autumnal glory of leaves fell soddened to the +ground. The latest flowers rotted away without ever coming to their bloom; +and it looked as if the heavy monotonous sky had drawn closer and closer, +and shut in the little moorland cottage as with a shroud. In doors, things +were no more cheerful. Maggie saw that her mother was depressed, and she +thought that Edward's extravagance must be the occasion. Oftentimes she +wondered how far she might speak on the subject; and once or twice she drew +near it in conversation; but her mother winced away, and Maggie could not +as yet see any decided good to be gained from encountering such pain. To +herself it would have been a relief to have known the truth--the worst, +as far as her mother knew it; but she was not in the habit of thinking of +herself. She only tried, by long tender attention, to cheer and comfort +her mother; and she and Nancy strove in every way to reduce the household +expenditure, for there was little ready money to meet it. Maggie wrote +regularly to Edward; but since the note inquiring about the agency, she had +never heard from him. Whether her mother received letters she did not know; +but at any rate she did not express anxiety, though her looks and manner +betrayed that she was ill at ease. It was almost a relief to Maggie when +some change was given to her thoughts by Nancy's becoming ill. The damp +gloomy weather brought on some kind of rheumatic attack, which obliged the +old servant to keep her bed. Formerly, in such an emergency, they would +have engaged some cottager's wife to come and do the house-work; but now it +seemed tacitly understood that they could not afford it. Even when Nancy +grew worse, and required attendance in the night, Maggie still persisted in +her daily occupations. She was wise enough to rest when and how she could; +and, with a little forethought, she hoped to be able to go through this +weary time without any bad effect. One morning (it was on the second of +December; and even the change of name in the month, although it brought no +change of circumstances or weather, was a relief--December brought glad +tidings even in its very name), one morning, dim and dreary, Maggie had +looked at the clock on leaving Nancy's room, and finding it was not yet +half-past five, and knowing that her mother and Nancy were both asleep, she +determined to lie down and rest for an hour before getting up to light the +fires. She did not mean to go to sleep; but she was tired out and fell into +a sound slumber. When she awoke it was with a start. It was still dark; but +she had a clear idea of being wakened by some distinct, rattling noise. +There it was once more--against the window, like a shower of shot. She +went to the lattice, and opened it to look out. She had that strange +consciousness, not to be described, of the near neighborhood of some human +creature, although she neither saw nor heard any one for the first instant. +Then Edward spoke in a hoarse whisper, right below the window, standing on +the flower-beds. + +"Maggie! Maggie! Come down and let me in. For your life, don't make any +noise. No one must know." + +Maggie turned sick. Something was wrong, evidently; and she was weak and +weary. However, she stole down the old creaking stairs, and undid the heavy +bolt, and let her brother in. She felt that his dress was quite wet, and +she led him, with cautious steps, into the kitchen, and shut the door, and +stirred the fire, before she spoke. He sank into a chair, as if worn out +with fatigue. She stood, expecting some explanation. But when she saw he +could not speak, she hastened to make him a cup of tea; and, stooping down, +took off his wet boots, and helped him off with his coat, and brought her +own plaid to wrap round him. All this time her heart sunk lower and lower. +He allowed her to do what she liked, as if he were an automaton; his head +and his arms hung loosely down, and his eyes were fixed, in a glaring way, +on the fire. When she brought him some tea, he spoke for the first time; +she could not hear what he said till he repeated it, so husky was his +voice. + +"Have you no brandy?" + +She had the key of the little wine-cellar, and fetched up some. But as she +took a tea-spoon to measure it out, he tremblingly clutched at the bottle, +and shook down a quantity into the empty tea-cup, and drank it off at one +gulp. He fell back again in his chair; but in a few minutes he roused +himself, and seemed stronger. + +"Edward, dear Edward, what is the matter?" said Maggie, at last; for he got +up, and was staggering toward the outer door, as if he were going once more +into the rain, and dismal morning-twilight. + +He looked at her fiercely as she laid her hand on his arm. + +"Confound you! Don't touch me. I'll not be kept here, to be caught and +hung!" + +For an instant she thought he was mad. + +"Caught and hung!" she echoed. "My poor Edward! what do you mean?" + +He sat down suddenly on a chair, close by him, and covered his face with +his hands. When he spoke, his voice was feeble and imploring. + +"The police are after me, Maggie! What must I do? Oh! can you hide me? Can +you save me?" + +He looked wild, like a hunted creature. Maggie stood aghast. He went on: + +"My mother!--Nancy! Where are they? I was wet through and starving, and I +came here. Don't let them take me, Maggie, till I'm stronger, and can give +battle." + +"Oh! Edward! Edward! What are you saying?" said Maggie, sitting down on the +dresser, in absolute, bewildered despair. "What have you done?" + +"I hardly know. I'm in a horrid dream. I see you think I'm mad. I wish I +were. Won't Nancy come down soon? You must hide me." + +"Poor Nancy is ill in bed!" said Maggie. + +"Thank God," said he. "There's one less. But my mother will be up soon, +will she not?" + +"Not yet," replied Maggie. "Edward, dear, do try and tell me what you have +done. Why should the police be after you?" + +"Why, Maggie," said he with a kind of forced, unnatural laugh, "they say +I've forged." + +"And have you?" asked Maggie, in a still, low tone of quiet agony. + +He did not answer for some time, but sat, looking on the floor with +unwinking eyes. At last he said, as if speaking to himself: + +"If I have, it's no more than others have done before, and never been found +out. I was but borrowing money. I meant to repay it. If I had asked Mr. +Buxton, he would have lent it me." + +"Mr. Buxton!" said Maggie. + +"Yes!" answered he, looking sharply and suddenly up at her. "Your future +father-in-law. My father's old friend. It is he that is hunting me to +death! No need to look so white and horror-struck, Maggie! It's the way of +the world, as I might have known, if I had not been a blind fool." + +"Mr. Buxton!" she whispered, faintly. + +"Oh, Maggie!" said he, suddenly throwing himself at her feet, "save me! You +can do it. Write to Frank, and make him induce his father to let me off. I +came to see you, my sweet, merciful sister! I knew you would save me. Good +God! What noise is that? There are steps in the yard!" + +And before she could speak, he had rushed into the little china closet, +which opened out of the parlor, and crouched down in the darkness. It was +only the man who brought their morning's supply of milk from a neighboring +farm. But when Maggie opened the kitchen door, she saw how the cold, pale +light of a winter's day had filled the air. + +"You're late with your shutters to-day, miss," said the man. "I hope Nancy +has not been giving you all a bad night. Says I to Thomas, who came with me +to the gate, 'It's many a year since I saw them parlor shutters barred up +at half-past eight.'" + +Maggie went, as soon as he was gone, and opened all the low windows, in +order that they might look as usual. She wondered at her own outward +composure, while she felt so dead and sick at heart. Her mother would +soon get up; must she be told? Edward spoke to her now and then from his +hiding-place. He dared not go back into the kitchen, into which the few +neighbors they had were apt to come, on their morning's way to Combehurst, +to ask if they could do any errands there for Mrs. Browne or Nancy. Perhaps +a quarter of an hour or so had elapsed since the first alarm, when, as +Maggie was trying to light the parlor fire, in order that the doctor, when +he came, might find all as usual, she heard the click of the garden gate, +and a man's step coming along the walk. She ran up stairs to wash away the +traces of the tears which had been streaming down her face as she went +about her work, before she opened the door. There, against the watery light +of the rainy day without, stood Mr. Buxton. He hardly spoke to her, but +pushed past her, and entered the parlor. He sat down, looking as if he did +not know what he was doing. Maggie tried to keep down her shivering alarm. +It was long since she had seen him; and the old idea of his kind, genial +disposition, had been sadly disturbed by what she had heard from Frank, of +his severe proceedings against his unworthy tenantry; and now, if he was +setting the police in search of Edward, he was indeed to be dreaded; and +with Edward so close at hand, within earshot! If the china fell! He would +suspect nothing from that; it would only be her own terror. If her mother +came down! But, with all these thoughts, she was very still, outwardly, as +she sat waiting for him to speak. + +"Have you heard from your brother lately?" asked he, looking up in an angry +and disturbed manner. "But I'll answer for it he has not been writing home +for some time. He could not, with the guilt he has had on his mind. I'll +not believe in gratitude again. There perhaps was such a thing once; but +now-a-days the more you do for a person, the surer they are to turn against +you, and cheat you. Now, don't go white and pale. I know you're a good girl +in the main; and I've been lying awake all night, and I've a deal to say to +you. That scoundrel of a brother of yours!" + +Maggie could not ask (as would have been natural, if she had been ignorant) +what Edward had done. She knew too well. But Mr. Buxton was too full of his +own thoughts and feelings to notice her much. + +"Do you know he has been like the rest? Do you know he has been cheating +me--forging my name? I don't know what besides. It's well for him that +they've altered the laws, and he can't be hung for it" (a dead heavy weight +was removed from Maggie's mind), "but Mr. Henry is going to transport him. +It's worse than Crayston. Crayston only ploughed up the turf, and did not +pay rent, and sold the timber, thinking I should never miss it. But your +brother has gone and forged my name. He had received all the purchase-money, +while he only gave me half, and said the rest was to come afterward. And +the ungrateful scoundrel has gone and given a forged receipt! You might +have knocked me down with a straw when Mr. Henry told me about it all last +night. 'Never talk to me of virtue and such humbug again,' I said, 'I'll +never believe in them. Every one is for what he can get.' However, Mr. +Henry wrote to the superintendent of police at Woodchester; and has gone +over himself this morning to see after it. But to think of your father +having such a son!" + +"Oh my poor father!" sobbed out Maggie. "How glad I am you are dead before +this disgrace came upon us!" + +"You may well say disgrace. You're a good girl yourself, Maggie. I have +always said that. How Edward has turned out as he has done, I cannot +conceive. But now, Maggie, I've something to say to you." He moved uneasily +about, as if he did not know how to begin. Maggie was standing leaning her +head against the chimney-piece, longing for her visitor to go, dreading the +next minute, and wishing to shrink into some dark corner of oblivion where +she might forget all for a time, till she regained a small portion of the +bodily strength that had been sorely tried of late. Mr. Buxton saw her +white look of anguish, and read it in part, but not wholly. He was too +intent on what he was going to say. + +"I've been lying awake all night, thinking. You see the disgrace it is to +you, though you are innocent; and I'm sure you can't think of involving +Frank in it." + +Maggie went to the little sofa, and, kneeling down by it, hid her face in +the cushions. He did not go on, for he thought she was not listening to +him. At last he said: + +"Come now, be a sensible girl, and face it out. I've a plan to propose." + +"I hear," said she, in a dull veiled voice. + +"Why, you know how against this engagement I have always been. Frank is but +three-and-twenty, and does not know his own mind, as I tell him. Besides, +he might marry any one he chose." + +"He has chosen me," murmured Maggie. + +"Of course, of course. But you'll not think of keeping him to it, after +what has passed. You would not have such a fine fellow as Frank pointed at +as the brother-in-law of a forger, would you? It was far from what I wished +for him before; but now! Why you're glad your father is dead, rather than +he should have lived to see this day; and rightly too, I think. And you'll +not go and disgrace Frank. From what Mr. Henry hears, Edward has been a +discredit to you in many ways. Mr. Henry was at Woodchester yesterday, and +he says if Edward has been fairly entered as an attorney, his name may be +struck off the Rolls for many a thing he has done. Think of my Frank having +his bright name tarnished by any connection with such a man! Mr. Henry +says, even in a court of law what has come out about Edward would be excuse +enough for a breach of promise of marriage." + +Maggie lifted up her wan face; the pupils of her eyes were dilated, her +lips were dead white. She looked straight at Mr. Buxton with indignant +impatience: + +"Mr. Henry! Mr. Henry! What has Mr. Henry to do with me?" + +Mr. Buxton was staggered by the wild, imperious look, so new upon her mild, +sweet face. But he was resolute for Frank's sake, and returned to the +charge after a moment's pause. + +"Mr. Henry is a good friend of mine, who has my interest at heart. He has +known what a subject of regret your engagement has been to me; though +really my repugnance to it was without cause formerly, compared to what it +is now. Now be reasonable, my dear. I'm willing to do something for you if +you will do something for me. You must see what a stop this sad affair has +put to any thoughts between you and Frank. And you must see what cause I +have to wish to punish Edward for his ungrateful behavior, to say nothing +of the forgery. Well now! I don't know what Mr. Henry will say to me, but +I have thought of this. If you'll write a letter to Frank, just saying +distinctly that, for reasons which must for ever remain a secret..." + +"Remain a secret from Frank?" said Maggie, again lifting up her head. +"Why?" + +"Why? my dear! You startle me with that manner of yours--just let me finish +out my sentence. If you'll say that, for reasons which must forever remain +a secret, you decidedly and unchangeably give up all connection, all +engagement with him (which, in fact, Edward's conduct has as good as put an +end to), I'll go over to Woodchester and tell Mr. Henry and the police that +they need not make further search after Edward, for that I won't appear +against him. You can save your brother; and you'll do yourself no harm by +writing this letter, for of course you see your engagement is broken off. +For you never would wish to disgrace Frank." + +He paused, anxiously awaiting her reply. She did not speak. + +"I'm sure, if I appear against him, he is as good as transported," he put +in, after a while. + +Just at this time there was a little sound of displaced china in the +closet. Mr. Buxton did not attend to it, but Maggie heard it. She got up, +and stood quite calm before Mr. Buxton. + +"You must go," said she. "I know you; and I know you are not aware of the +cruel way in which you have spoken to me, while asking me to give up the +very hope and marrow of my life"--she could not go on for a moment; she was +choked up with anguish. + +"It was the truth, Maggie," said he, somewhat abashed. + +"It was the truth that made the cruelty of it. But you did not mean to +speak cruelly to me, I know. Only it is hard all at once to be called upon +to face the shame and blasted character of one who was once an innocent +child at the same father's knee." + +"I may have spoken too plainly," said Mr. Buxton, "but it was necessary +to set the plain truth before you, for my son's sake. You will write the +letter I ask?" + +Her look was wandering and uncertain. Her attention was distracted by +sounds which to him had no meaning; and her judgment she felt was wavering +and disturbed. + +"I cannot tell. Give me time to think; you will do that, I'm sure. Go now, +and leave me alone. If it is right, God will give me strength to do it, and +perhaps He will comfort me in my desolation. But I do not know--I cannot +tell. I must have time to think. Go now, if you please, sir," said she, +imploringly. + +"I am sure you will see it is a right thing I ask of you," he persisted. + +"Go now," she repeated. + +"Very well. In two hours, I will come back again; for your sake, time is +precious. Even while we speak he may be arrested. At eleven, I will come +back." + +He went away, leaving her sick and dizzy with the effort to be calm and +collected enough to think. She had forgotten for the moment how near Edward +was; and started when she saw the closet-door open, and his face put out. + +"Is he gone? I thought he never would go. What a time you kept him, Maggie! +I was so afraid, once, you might sit down to write the letter in this room; +and then I knew he would stop and worry you with interruptions and advice, +so that it would never be ended; and my back was almost broken. But you +sent him off famously. Why, Maggie! Maggie!--you're not going to faint, +surely!" + +His sudden burst out of a whisper into a loud exclamation of surprise, +made her rally; but she could not stand. She tried to smile, for he really +looked frightened. + +"I have been sitting up for many nights--and now this sorrow!" Her smile +died away into a wailing, feeble cry. + +"Well, well! it's over now, you see. I was frightened enough myself this +morning, I own; and then you were brave and kind. But I knew you could save +me, all along." + +At this moment the door opened, and Mrs. Browne came in. + +"Why, Edward, dear! who would have thought of seeing you! This is good of +you; what a pleasant surprise! I often said, you might come over for a day +from Woodchester. What's the matter, Maggie, you look so fagged? She's +losing all her beauty, is not she, Edward? Where's breakfast? I thought I +should find all ready. What's the matter? Why don't you speak?" said she, +growing anxious at their silence. Maggie left the explanation to Edward. + +"Mother," said he, "I've been rather a naughty boy, and got into some +trouble; but Maggie is going to help me out of it, like a good sister." + +"What is it?" said Mrs. Browne, looking bewildered and uneasy. + +"Oh--I took a little liberty with our friend Mr. Buxton's name; and wrote +it down to a receipt--that was all." + +Mrs. Browne's face showed that the light came but slowly into her mind. + +"But that's forgery--is not it?" asked she at length, in terror. + +"People call it so," said Edward; "I call it borrowing from an old friend, +who was always willing to lend." + +"Does he know?--is he angry?" asked Mrs. Browne. + +"Yes, he knows; and he blusters a deal. He was working himself up grandly +at first. Maggie! I was getting rarely frightened, I can tell you." + +"Has he been here?" said Mrs. Browne, in bewildered fright. + +"Oh, yes! he and Maggie have been having a long talk, while I was hid in +the china-closet. I would not go over that half-hour again for any money. +However, he and Maggie came to terms, at last." + +"No, Edward, we did not!" said Maggie, in a low quivering voice. + +"Very nearly. She's to give up her engagement, and then he will let me +off." + +"Do you mean that Maggie is to give up her engagement to Mr. Frank Buxton?" +asked his mother. + +"Yes. It would never have come to anything, one might see that. Old Buxton +would have held out against it till doomsday. And, sooner or later, Frank +would have grown weary. If Maggie had had any spirit, she might have worked +him up to marry her before now; and then I should have been spared even +this fright, for they would never have set the police after Mrs. Frank +Buxton's brother." + +"Why, dearest, Edward, the police are not after you, are they?" said Mrs. +Browne, for the first time alive to the urgency of the case. + +"I believe they are though," said Edward. "But after what Mr. Buxton +promised this morning, it does not signify." + +"He did not promise anything," said Maggie. + +Edward turned sharply to her, and looked at her. Then he went and took hold +of her wrists with no gentle grasp, and spoke to her through his set teeth. + +"What do you mean, Maggie?--what do you mean?" (giving her a little shake.) +"Do you mean that you'll stick to your lover through thick and thin, and +leave your brother to be transported? Speak, can't you?" + +She looked up at him, and tried to speak, but no words came out of her dry +throat. At last she made a strong effort. + +"You must give me time to think. I will do what is right, by God's help." + +"As if it was not right--and such can't--to save your brother," said he, +throwing her hands away in a passionate manner. + +"I must be alone," said Maggie, rising, and trying to stand steadily in the +reeling room. She heard her mother and Edward speaking, but their words +gave her no meaning, and she went out. She was leaving the house by the +kitchen-door, when she remembered Nancy, left alone and helpless all +through this long morning; and, ill as she could endure detention from the +solitude she longed to seek, she patiently fulfilled her small duties, and +sought out some breakfast for the poor old woman. + +When she carried it up stairs, Nancy said: + +"There's something up. You've trouble in your sweet face, my darling. Never +mind telling me--only don't sob so. I'll pray for you, bairn: and God will +help you." + +"Thank you, Nancy. Do!" and she left the room. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +When she opened the kitchen-door there was the same small, mizzling rain +that had obscured the light for weeks, and now it seemed to obscure hope. + +She clambered slowly (for indeed she was very feeble) up the Fell-Lane, +and threw herself under the leafless thorn, every small branch and twig +of which was loaded with rain-drops. She did not see the well-beloved +and familiar landscape for her tears, and did not miss the hills in the +distance that were hidden behind the rain-clouds, and sweeping showers. + +Mrs. Browne and Edward sat over the fire. He told her his own story; making +the temptation strong; the crime a mere trifling, venial error, which he +had been led into, through his idea that he was to become Mr. Buxton's +agent. + +"But if it is only that," said Mrs. Browne, "surely Mr. Buxton will not +think of going to law with you?" + +"It's not merely going to law that he will think of, but trying and +transporting me. That Henry he has got for his agent is as sharp as a +needle, and as hard as a nether mill-stone. And the fellow has obtained +such a hold over Mr. Buxton, that he dare but do what he tells him. I can't +imagine how he had so much free-will left as to come with his proposal to +Maggie; unless, indeed, Henry knows of it--or, what is most likely of all, +has put him up to it. Between them they have given that poor fool Crayston +a pretty dose of it; and I should have come yet worse off if it had not +been for Maggie. Let me get clear this time, and I will keep to windward of +the law for the future." + +"If we sold the cottage we could repay it," said Mrs. Browne, meditating. +"Maggie and I could live on very little. But you see this property is held +in trust for you two." + +"Nay, mother; you must not talk of repaying it. Depend upon it he will be +so glad to have Frank free from his engagement, that he won't think of +asking for the money. And if Mr. Henry says anything about it, we can tell +him it's not half the damages they would have had to have given Maggie, if +Frank had been extricated in any other way. I wish she would come back; I +would prime her a little as to what to say. Keep a look out, mother, lest +Mr. Buxton returns and find me here." + +"I wish Maggie would come in too," said Mrs. Browne. "I'm afraid she'll +catch cold this damp day, and then I shall have two to nurse. You think +she'll give it up, don't you, Edward? If she does not I'm afraid of harm +coming to you. Had you not better keep out of the way?" + +"It's fine talking. Where am I to go out of sight of the police this wet +day: without a shilling in the world too? If you'll give me some money I'll +be off fast enough, and make assurance doubly sure. I'm not much afraid of +Maggie. She's a little yea-nay thing, and I can always bend her round to +what we want. She had better take care, too," said he, with a desperate +look on his face, "for by G---- I'll make her give up all thoughts of +Frank, rather than be taken and tried. Why! it's my chance for all my life; +and do you think I'll have it frustrated for a girl's whim?" + +"I think it's rather hard upon her too," pleaded his mother. "She's very +fond of him; and it would have been such a good match for her." + +"Pooh! she's not nineteen yet, and has plenty of time before her to pick +up somebody else; while, don't you see, if I'm caught and transported, I'm +done for life. Besides I've a notion Frank had already begun to be tired of +the affair; it would have been broken off in a month or two, without her +gaining anything by it." + +"Well, if you think so," replied Mrs. Browne. "But I'm sorry for her. I +always told her she was foolish to think so much about him: but I know +she'll fret a deal if it's given up." + +"Oh! she'll soon comfort herself with thinking that she has saved me. I +wish she'd come. It must be near eleven. I do wish she would come. Hark! is +not that the kitchen-door?" said he, turning white, and betaking himself +once more to the china-closet. He held it ajar till he heard Maggie +stepping softly and slowly across the floor. She opened the parlor-door; +and stood looking in, with the strange imperceptive gaze of a sleep-walker. +Then she roused herself and saw that he was not there; so she came in a +step or two, and sat down in her dripping cloak on a chair near the door. + +Edward returned, bold now there was no danger. + +"Maggie!" said he, "what have you fixed to say to Mr. Burton?" + +She sighed deeply; and then lifted up her large innocent eyes to his face. + +"I cannot give up Frank," said she, in a low, quiet voice. + +Mrs. Browne threw up her hands and exclaimed in terror: + +"Oh Edward, Edward! go away--I will give you all the plate I have; you can +sell it--my darling, go!" + +"Not till I have brought Maggie to reason," said he, in a manner as quiet +as her own, but with a subdued ferocity in it, which she saw, but which did +not intimidate her. + +He went up to her, and spoke below his breath. + +"Maggie, we were children together--we two--brother and sister of one +blood! Do you give me up to be put in prison--in the hulks--among the +basest of criminals--I don't know where--all for the sake of your own +selfish happiness?" + +She trembled very much; but did not speak or cry, or make any noise. + +"You were always selfish. You always thought of yourself. But this time +I did think you would have shown how different you could be. But it's +self--self--paramount above all." + +"Oh Maggie! how can you be so hard-hearted and selfish?" echoed Mrs. +Browne, crying and sobbing. + +"Mother!" said Maggie, "I know that I think too often and too much of +myself. But this time I thought only of Frank. He loves me; it would break +his heart if I wrote as Mr. Buxton wishes, cutting our lives asunder, and +giving no reason for it." + +"He loves you so!" said Edward, tauntingly. "A man's love break his +heart! You've got some pretty notions! Who told you that he loved you so +desperately? How do you know it?" + +"Because I love him so," said she, in a quiet, earnest voice. "I do not +know of any other reason; but that is quite sufficient to me. I believe +him when he says he loves me; and I have no right to cause him the +infinite--the terrible pain, which my own heart tells me he would feel, if +I did what Mr. Buxton wishes me." + +Her manner was so simple and utterly truthful, that it was as quiet and +fearless as a child's; her brother's fierce looks of anger had no power +over her; and his blustering died away before her into something of the +frightened cowardliness he had shown in the morning. But Mrs. Browne came +up to Maggie; and took her hand between both of hers, which were trembling. +"Maggie, you can save Edward. I know I have not loved you as I should have +done; but I will love and comfort you forever, if you will but write as Mr. +Buxton says. Think! Perhaps Mr. Frank may not take you at your word, but +may come over and see you, and all may be right, and yet Edward may be +saved. It is only writing this letter; you need not stick to it." + +"No!" said Edward. "A signature, if you can prove compulsion, is not valid. +We will all prove that you write this letter under compulsion; and if Frank +loves you so desperately, he won't give you up without a trial to make you +change your mind." + +"No!" said Maggie, firmly. "If I write the letter I abide by it. I will not +quibble with my conscience. Edward! I will not marry--I will go and live +near you, and come to you whenever I may--and give up my life to you if you +are sent to prison; my mother and I will go, if need be--I do not know yet +what I can do, or cannot do, for you, but all I can I will; but this one +thing I cannot." + +"Then I'm off!" said Edward. "On your deathbed may you remember this hour, +and how you denied your only brother's request. May you ask my forgiveness +with your dying breath, and may I be there to deny it you." + +"Wait a minute!" said Maggie, springing up, rapidly. "Edward, don't curse +me with such terrible words till all is done. Mother, I implore you to keep +him here. Hide him--do what you can to conceal him. I will have one more +trial." She snatched up her bonnet, and was gone, before they had time to +think or speak to arrest her. + +On she flew along the Combehurst road. As she went, the tears fell like +rain down her face, and she talked to herself. + +"He should not have said so. No! he should not have said so. We were the +only two." But still she pressed on, over the thick, wet, brown heather. +She saw Mr. Buxton coming; and she went still quicker. The rain had cleared +off, and a yellow watery gleam of sunshine was struggling out. She stopped +or he would have passed her unheeded; little expecting to meet her there. + +"I wanted to see you," said she, all at once resuming her composure, and +almost assuming a dignified manner. "You must not go down to our house; we +have sorrow enough there. Come under these fir-trees, and let me speak to +you." + +"I hope you have thought of what I said, and are willing to do what I asked +you." + +"No!" said she. "I have thought and thought. I did not think in a selfish +spirit, though they say I did. I prayed first. I could not do that +earnestly, and be selfish, I think. I cannot give up Frank. I know the +disgrace; and if he, knowing all, thinks fit to give me up, I shall never +say a word, but bow my head, and try and live out my appointed days quietly +and cheerfully. But he is the judge, not you; nor have I any right to do +what you ask me." She stopped, because the agitation took away her breath. + +He began in a cold manner:--"I am very sorry. The law must take its course. +I would have saved my son from the pain of all this knowledge, and that +which he will of course feel in the necessity of giving up his engagement. +I would have refused to appear against your brother, shamefully ungrateful +as he has been. Now you cannot wonder that I act according to my agent's +advice, and prosecute your brother as if he were a stranger." + +He turned to go away. He was so cold and determined that for a moment +Maggie was timid. But she then laid her hand on his arm. + +"Mr. Buxton," said she, "you will not do what you threaten. I know you +better. Think! My father was your old friend. That claim is, perhaps, done +away with by Edward's conduct. But I do not believe you can forget it +always. If you did fulfill the menace you uttered just now, there would +come times as you grew older, and life grew fainter and fainter before +you--quiet times of thought, when you remembered the days of your youth, +and the friends you then had and knew;--you would recollect that one of +them had left an only son, who had done wrong--who had sinned--sinned +against you in his weakness--and you would think then--you could not help +it--how you had forgotten mercy in justice--and, as justice required he +should be treated as a felon, you threw him among felons--where every +glimmering of goodness was darkened for ever. Edward is, after all, more +weak than wicked;--but he will become wicked if you put him in prison, +and have him transported. God is merciful--we cannot tell or think +how merciful. Oh, sir, I am so sure you will be merciful, and give my +brother--my poor sinning brother--a chance, that I will tell you all. I +will throw myself upon your pity. Edward is even now at home--miserable +and desperate;--my mother is too much stunned to understand all our +wretchedness--for very wretched we are in our shame." + +As she spoke the wind arose and shivered in the wiry leaves of the +fir-trees, and there was a moaning sound as of some Ariel imprisoned in the +thick branches that, tangled overhead, made a shelter for them. Either the +noise or Mr. Buxton's fancy called up an echo to Maggie's voice--a pleading +with her pleading--a sad tone of regret, distinct yet blending with her +speech, and a falling, dying sound, as her voice died away in miserable +suspense. + +It might be that, formed as she was by Mrs. Buxton's care and love, her +accents and words were such as that lady, now at rest from all sorrow, +would have used;--somehow, at any rate, the thought flashed into Mr. +Buxton's mind, that as Maggie spoke, his dead wife's voice was heard, +imploring mercy in a clear, distinct tone, though faint, as if separated +from him by an infinite distance of space. At least, this is the account +Mr. Buxton would have given of the manner in which the idea of his wife +became present to him, and what she would have wished him to do a powerful +motive in his conduct. Words of hers, long ago spoken, and merciful, +forgiving expressions made use of in former days to soften him in some +angry mood, were clearly remembered while Maggie spoke; and their influence +was perceptible in the change of his tone, and the wavering of his manner +henceforward. + +"And yet you will not save Frank from being involved in your disgrace," +said he; but more as if weighing and deliberating on the case than he had +ever spoken before. + +"If Frank wishes it, I will quietly withdraw myself out of his sight +forever;--I give you my promise, before God, to do so. I shall not utter +one word of entreaty or complaint. I will try not to wonder or feel +surprise;--I will bless him in every action of his future life--but think +how different would be the disgrace he would voluntarily incur to my poor +mother's shame, when she wakens up to know what her child has done! Her +very torper about it now is more painful than words can tell." + +"What could Edward do?" asked Mr. Buxton. "Mr. Henry won't hear of my +passing over any frauds." + +"Oh, you relent!" said Maggie, taking his hand, and pressing it. "What +could he do? He could do the same, whatever it was, as you thought of his +doing, if I had written that terrible letter." + +"And you'll be willing to give it up, if Frank wishes, when he knows all?" +asked Mr. Buxton. + +She crossed her hands and drooped her head, but answered steadily. + +"Whatever Frank wishes, when he knows all, I will gladly do. I will speak +the truth. I do not believe that any shame surrounding me, and not in me, +will alter Frank's love one title." + +"We shall see," said Mr. Buxton. "But what I thought of Edward's doing, in +case--Well never mind! (seeing how she shrunk back from all mention of the +letter he had asked her to write,)--was to go to America, out of the way. +Then Mr. Henry would think he had escaped, and need never be told of my +coenivance. I think he would throw up the agency, if he were; and he's a +very clever man. If Ned is in England, Mr. Henry will ferret him out. And, +besides, this affair is so blown, I don't think he could return to his +profession. What do you say to this, Maggie?" + +"I will tell my mother. I must ask her. To me it seems most desirable. +Only, I fear he is very ill; and it seems lonely; but never mind! We ought +to be thankful to you forever. I cannot tell you how I hope and trust he +will live to show you what your goodness has made him." + +"But you must lose no time. If Mr. Henry traces him; I can't answer for +myself. I shall have no good reason to give, as I should have had, if I +could have told him that Frank and you were to be as strangers to each +other. And even then I should have been afraid, he is such a determined +fellow; but uncommonly clever. Stay!" said he, yielding to a sudden and +inexplicable desire to see Edward, and discover if his criminality had in +any way changed his outward appearance. "I'll go with you. I can hasten +things. If Edward goes, he must be off, as soon as possible, to Liverpool, +and leave no trace. The next packet sails the day after to-morrow. I noted +it down from the _Times_." + +Maggie and he sped along the road. He spoke his thoughts aloud: + +"I wonder if he will be grateful to me for this. Not that I ever mean to +look for gratitude again. I mean to try, not to care for anybody but Frank. +'Govern men by outward force,' says Mr. Henry. He is an uncommonly clever +man, and he says, the longer he lives, the more he is convinced of the +badness of men. He always looks for it now, even in those who are the best, +apparently." + +Maggie was too anxious to answer, or even to attend to him. At the top of +the slope she asked him to wait while she ran down and told the result of +her conversation with him. Her mother was alone, looking white and sick. +She told her that Edward had gone into the hay-loft, above the old, disused +shippon. + +Maggie related the substance of her interview with Mr. Buxton, and his wish +that Edward should go to America. + +"To America!" said Mrs. Browne. "Why that's as far as Botany Bay. It's just +like transporting him. I thought you'd done something for us, you looked so +glad." + +"Dearest mother, it _is_ something. He is not to be subjected to +imprisonment or trial. I must go and tell him, only I must beckon to Mr. +Buxton first. But when he comes, do show him how thankful we are for his +mercy to Edward." + +Mrs. Browne's murmurings, whatever was their meaning, were lost upon +Maggie. She ran through the court, and up the slope, with the lightness of +a lawn; for though she was tired in body to an excess she had never been +before in her life, the opening beam of hope in the dark sky made her +spirit conquer her flesh for the time. + +She did not stop to speak, but turned again as soon as she had signed to +Mr. Buxton to follow her. She left the house-door open for his entrance, +and passed out again through the kitchen into the space behind, which was +partly an uninclosed yard, and partly rocky common. She ran across the +little green to the shippon, and mounted the ladder into the dimly-lighted +loft. Up in a dark corner Edward stood, with an old rake in his hand. + +"I thought it was you, Maggie!" said he, heaving a deep breath of relief. +"What have you done? Have you agreed to write the letter? You've done +something for me, I see by your looks." + +"Yes! I have told Mr. Buxton all. He is waiting for you in the parlor. Oh! +I knew he could not be so hard!" She was out of breath. + +"I don't understand you!" said he. "You've never been such a fool as to go +and tell him where I am?" + +"Yes, I have. I felt I might trust him. He has promised not to prosecute +you. The worst is, he says you must go to America. But come down, Ned, and +speak to him. You owe him thanks, and he wants to see you." + +"I can't go through a scene. I'm not up to it. Besides, are you sure he is +not entrapping me to the police? If I had a farthing of money I would not +trust him, but be off to the moors." + +"Oh, Edward! How do you think he would do anything so treacherous and mean? +I beg you not to lose time in distrust. He says himself, if Mr. Henry comes +before you are off, he does not know what will be the consequence. The +packet sails for America in two days. It is sad for you to have to go. +Perhaps even yet he may think of something better, though I don't know how +we can ask or expect it." + +"I don't want anything better," replied he, "than that I should have money +enough to carry me to America. I'm in more scrapes than this (though none +so bad) in England; and in America there's many an opening to fortune." He +followed her down the steps while he spoke. Once in the yellow light of the +watery day, she was struck by his ghastly look. Sharp lines of suspicion +and cunning seemed to have been stamped upon his face, making it look +older by many years than his age warranted. His jaunty evening dress, +all weather-stained and dirty, added to his forlorn and disreputable +appearance; but most of all--deepest of all--was the impression she +received that he was not long for this world; and oh! how unfit for the +next! Still, if time was given--if he were placed far away from temptation, +she thought that her father's son might yet repent, and be saved. She took +his hand, for he was hanging back as they came near the parlor-door, and +led him in. She looked like some guardian angel, with her face that beamed +out trust, and hope, and thankfulness. He, on the contrary, hung his head +in angry, awkward shame; and half wished he had trusted to his own wits, +and tried to evade the police, rather than have been forced into this +interview. + +His mother came to him; for she loved him all the more fondly, now he +seemed degraded and friendless. She could not, or would not, comprehend the +extent of his guilt; and had upbraided Mr. Buxton to the top of her bent +for thinking of sending him away to America. There was a silence when he +came in which was insupportable to him. He looked up with clouded eyes, +that dared not meet Mr. Buxton's. + +"I am here, sir, to learn what you wish me to do. Maggie says I am to go to +America; if that is where you want to send me, I'm ready." + +Mr. Buxton wished himself away as heartily as Edward. Mrs. Browne's +upbraidings, just when he felt that he had done a kind action, and yielded, +against his judgment, to Maggie's entreaties, had made him think himself +very ill used. And now here was Edward speaking in a sullen, savage kind +of way, instead of showing any gratitude. The idea of Mr. Henry's stern +displeasure loomed in the background. + +"Yes!" said he, "I'm glad to find you come into the idea of going to +America. It's the only place for you. The sooner you can go, and the +better." + +"I can't go without money," said Edward, doggedly. "If I had had money, I +need not have come here." + +"Oh, Ned! would you have gone without seeing me?" said Mrs. Browne, +bursting into tears. "Mr. Buxton, I cannot let him go to America. Look how +ill he is. He'll die if you send him there." + +"Mother, don't give way so," said Edward, kindly, taking her hand. "I'm +not ill, at least not to signify. Mr. Buxton is right: America is the only +place for me. To tell the truth, even if Mr. Buxton is good enough" (he +said this as if unwilling to express any word of thankfulness) "not to +prosecute me, there are others who may--and will. I'm safer out of the +country. Give me money enough to get to Liverpool and pay my passage, and +I'll be off this minute." + +"You shall not," said Mrs. Browne, holding him tightly. "You told me this +morning you were led into temptation, and went wrong because you had no +comfortable home, nor any one to care for you, and make you happy. It will +be worse in America. You'll get wrong again, and be away from all who can +help you. Or you'll die all by yourself, in some backwood or other. Maggie! +you might speak and help me--how can you stand so still, and let him go to +America without a word!" + +Maggie looked up bright and steadfast, as if she saw something beyond the +material present. Here was the opportunity for self-sacrifice of which Mrs. +Buxton had spoken to her in her childish days--the time which comes to +all, but comes unheeded and unseen to those whose eyes are not trained to +watching. + +"Mother! could you do without me for a time? If you could, and it would +make you easier, and help Edward to"--The word on her lips died away; for +it seemed to imply a reproach on one who stood in his shame among them all. + +"You would go!" said Mrs. Browne, catching at the unfinished sentence. "Oh! +Maggie, that's the best thing you've ever said or done since you were born. +Edward, would not you like to have Maggie with you?" + +"Yes," said he, "well enough. It would be far better for me than going all +alone; though I dare say I could make my way pretty well after a time. If +she went, she might stay till I felt settled, and had made some friends, +and then she could come back." + +Mr. Buxton was astonished at first by this proposal of Maggie's. He could +not all at once understand the difference between what she now offered to +do, and what he had urged upon her only this very morning. But as he +thought about it, he perceived that what was her own she was willing to +sacrifice; but that Frank's heart, once given into her faithful keeping, +she was answerable for it to him and to God. This light came down upon him +slowly; but when he understood, he admired with almost a wondering +admiration. That little timid girl brave enough to cross the ocean and go +to a foreign land, if she could only help to save her brother! + +"I'm sure Maggie," said he, turning towards her, "you are a good, +thoughtful little creature. It may be the saving of Edward--I believe it +will. I think God will bless you for being so devoted." + +"The expense will be doubled," said Edward. + +"My dear boy! never mind the money. I can get it advanced upon this +cottage." + +"As for that, I'll advance it," said Mr. Buxton. + +"Could we not," said Maggie, hesitating from her want of knowledge, "make +over the furniture--papa's books, and what little plate we have, to Mr. +Buxton--something like pawning them--if he would advance the requisite +money? He, strange as it may seem, is the only person you can ask in this +great strait." + +And so it was arranged, after some demur on Mr. Buxton's part. But Maggie +kept steadily to her point as soon as she found that it was attainable; and +Mrs. Browne was equally inflexible, though from a different feeling. She +regarded Mr. Buxton as the cause of her son's banishment, and refused to +accept of any favor from him. If there had been time, indeed, she would +have preferred obtaining the money in the same manner from any one else. +Edward brightened up a little when he heard the sum could be procured; he +was almost indifferent how; and, strangely callous, as Maggie thought, +he even proposed to draw up a legal form of assignment. Mr. Buxton only +thought of hurrying on the departure; but he could not refrain from +expressing his approval and admiration of Maggie whenever he came near her. +Before he went, he called her aside. + +"My dear, I'm not sure if Frank can do better than marry you, after all. +Mind! I've not given it as much thought as I should like. But if you come +back as we plan, next autumn, and he is steady to you till then--and Edward +is going on well--(if he can but keep good, he'll do, for he is very +sharp--yon is a knowing paper he drew up)--why, I'll think about it. Only +let Frank see a bit of the world first. I'd rather you did not tell him +I've any thoughts of coming round, that he may have a fair trial; and I'll +keep it from Erminia if I can, or she will let it all out to him. I shall +see you to-morrow at the coach. God bless you, my girl, and keep you on the +great wide sea." He was absolutely in tears when he went away--tears of +admiring regret over Maggie. + + + +CHAPTER X. + +The more Maggie thought, the more she felt sure that the impulse on which +she had acted in proposing to go with her brother was right. She feared +there was little hope for his character, whatever there might be for his +worldly fortune, if he were thrown, in the condition of mind in which he +was now, among the set of adventurous men who are continually going over to +America in search of an El Dorado to be discovered by their wits. She knew +she had but little influence over him at present; but she would not doubt +or waver in her hope that patience and love might work him right at last. +She meant to get some employment--in teaching--in needlework--in a shop--no +matter how humble--and be no burden to him, and make him a happy home, from +which he should feel no wish to wander. Her chief anxiety was about her +mother. She did not dwell more than she could help on her long absence from +Frank; it was too sad, and yet too necessary. She meant to write and tell +him all about herself and Edward. The only thing which she would keep for +some happy future should be the possible revelation of the proposal which +Mr. Buxton had made, that she should give up her engagement as a condition +of his not prosecuting Edward. + +There was much sorrowful bustle in the moorland cottage that day. Erminia +brought up a portion of the money Mr. Buxton was to advance, with an +entreaty that Edward would not show himself out of his home; and an account +of a letter from Mr. Henry, stating that the Woodchester police believed +him to be in London, and that search was being made for him there. + +Erminia looked very grave and pale. She gave her message to Mrs. Browne, +speaking little beyond what was absolutely necessary. Then she took Maggie +aside, and suddenly burst into tears. + +"Maggie, darling--what is this going to America? You've always and always +been sacrificing yourself to your family, and now you're setting off, +nobody knows where, in some vain hope of reforming Edward. I wish he was +not your brother, that I might speak of him as I should like." + +"He has been doing what is very wrong," said Maggie. "But you--none of +you--know his good points--nor how he has been exposed to all sorts of bad +influences, I am sure; and never had the advantage of a father's training +and friendship, which are so inestimable to a son. O, Minnie! when I +remember how we two used to kneel down in the evenings at my father's knee, +and say our prayers; and then listen in awe-struck silence to his earnest +blessing, which grew more like a prayer for us as his life waned away, +I would do anything for Edward rather than that wrestling agony of +supplication should have been in vain. I think of him as the little +innocent boy, whose arm was round me as if to support me in the Awful +Presence, whose true name of Love we had not learned. Minnie! he has had +no proper training--no training, I mean, to enable him to resist +temptation--and he has been thrown into it without warning or advice. Now +he knows what it is; and I must try, though I am but an unknowing girl, to +warn and to strengthen him. Don't weaken my faith. Who can do right if we +lose faith in them?" + +"And Frank!" said Erminia, after a pause. "Poor Frank!" + +"Dear Frank!" replied Maggie, looking up, and trying to smile; but, in +spite of herself, her eyes filled with tears. "If I could have asked him, +I know he would approve of what I am going to do. He would feel it to be +right that I should make every effort--I don't mean," said she, as the +tears would fall down her cheeks in spite of her quivering effort at a +smile, "that I should not have liked to have seen him. But it is no use +talking of what one would have liked. I am writing a long letter to him at +every pause of leisure." + +"And I'm keeping you all this time," said Erminia, getting up, yet loth to +go. "When do you intend to come back? Let us feel there is a fixed time. +America! Why, it's thousands of miles away. Oh, Maggie! Maggie!" + +"I shall come back the next autumn, I trust," said Maggie, comforting her +friend with many a soft caress. "Edward will be settled then, I hope. You +were longer in France, Minnie. Frank was longer away that time he wintered +in Italy with Mr. Monro." + +Erminia went slowly to the door. Then she turned, right facing Maggie. + +"Maggie! tell the truth. Has my uncle been urging you to go? Because if he +has, don't trust him; it is only to break off your engagement." + +"No, he has not, indeed. It was my own thought at first. Then in a moment I +saw the relief it was to my mother--my poor mother! Erminia, the thought +of her grief at Edward's absence is the trial; for my sake, you will come +often and often, and comfort her in every way you can." + +"Yes! that I will; tell me everything I can do for you." Kissing each +other, with long lingering delay they parted. + +Nancy would be informed of the cause of the commotion in the house; and +when she had in some degree ascertained its nature, she wasted no time +in asking further questions, but quietly got up and dressed herself; +and appeared among them, weak and trembling, indeed, but so calm and +thoughtful, that her presence was an infinite help to Maggie. + +When day closed in, Edward stole down to the house once more. He was +haggard enough to have been in anxiety and concealment for a month. But +when his body was refreshed, his spirits rose in a way inconceivable to +Maggie. The Spaniards who went out with Pizarro were not lured on by more +fantastic notions of the wealth to be acquired in the New World than he +was. He dwelt on these visions in so brisk and vivid a manner, that he even +made his mother cease her weary weeping (which had lasted the livelong day, +despite all Maggie's efforts) to look up and listen to him. + +"I'll answer for it," said he: "before long I'll be an American judge with +miles of cotton plantations." + +"But in America," sighed out his mother. + +"Never mind, mother!" said he, with a tenderness which made Maggie's heart +glad. "If you won't come over to America to me, why, I'll sell them all, +and come back to live in England. People will forget the scrapes that the +rich American got into in his youth." + +"You can pay back Mr. Buxton then," said his mother. + +"Oh, yes--of course," replied he, as if falling into a new and trivial +idea. + +Thus the evening whiled away. The mother and son sat, hand in hand, before +the little glinting blazing parlor fire, with the unlighted candles on the +table behind. Maggie, busy in preparations, passed softly in and out. And +when all was done that could be done before going to Liverpool, where she +hoped to have two days to prepare their outfit more completely, she stole +back to her mother's side. But her thoughts would wander off to Frank, +"working his way south through all the hunting-counties," as he had written +her word. If she had not urged his absence, he would have been here for her +to see his noble face once more; but then, perhaps, she might never have +had the strength to go. + +Late, late in the night they separated. Maggie could not rest, and stole +into her mother's room. Mrs. Browne had cried herself to sleep, like a +child. Maggie stood and looked at her face, and then knelt down by the bed +and prayed. When she arose, she saw that her mother was awake, and had been +looking at her. + +"Maggie dear! you're a good girl, and I think God will hear your prayer +whatever it was for. I cannot tell you what a relief it is to me to +think you're going with him. It would have broken my heart else. If I've +sometimes not been as kind as I might have been, I ask your forgiveness, +now, my dear; and I bless you and thank you for going out with him; for I'm +sure he's not well and strong, and will need somebody to take care of him. +And you shan't lose with Mr. Frank, for as sure as I see him I'll tell him +what a good daughter and sister you've been; and I shall say, for all he is +so rich, I think he may look long before he finds a wife for him like our +Maggie. I do wish Ned had got that new greatcoat, he says he left behind +him at Woodchester." Her mind reverted to her darling son; but Maggie took +her short slumber by her mother's side, with her mother's arms around her; +and awoke and felt that her sleep had been blessed. At the coach-office +the next morning they met Mr. Buxton all ready as if for a journey, but +glancing about him as if in fear of some coming enemy. + +"I'm going with you to Liverpool," said he. "Don't make any ado about it, +please. I shall like to see you off; and I may be of some use to you, and +Erminia begged it of me; and, besides, it will keep me out of Mr. Henry's +way for a little time, and I'm afraid he will find it all out, and think me +very weak; but you see he made me too hard upon Crayston, so I may take it +out in a little soft-heartedness toward the son of an old friend." + +Just at this moment Erminia came running through the white morning mist all +glowing with haste. + +"Maggie," said she, "I'm come to take care of your mother. My uncle says +she and Nancy must come to us for a long, long visit. Or if she would +rather go home, I'll go with her till she feels able to come to us, and do +anything I can think of for her. I will try to be a daughter till you come +back, Maggie; only don't be long, or Frank and I shall break our hearts." + +Maggie waited till her mother had ended her long clasping embrace of +Edward, who was subdued enough this morning; and then, with something like +Esau's craving for a blessing, she came to bid her mother good-bye, and +received the warm caress she had longed for for years. In another moment +the coach was away; and before half an hour had elapsed, Combehurst +church-spire had been lost in a turn of the road. + +Edward and Mr. Buxton did not speak to each other, and Maggie was nearly +silent. They reached Liverpool in the afternoon; and Mr. Buxton, who had +been there once or twice before, took them directly to some quiet hotel. He +was far more anxious that Edward should not expose himself to any chance of +recognition than Edward himself. He went down to the Docks to secure berths +in the vessel about to sail the next day, and on his return he took Maggie +out to make the requisite purchases. + +"Did you pay for us, sir?" said Maggie, anxious to ascertain the amount of +money she had left, after defraying the passage. + +"Yes," replied he, rather confused. "Erminia begged me not to tell you +about it, but I can't manage a secret well. You see she did not like the +idea of your going as steerage-passengers as you meant to do; and she +desired me to take you cabin places for her. It is no doing of mine, my +dear. I did not think of it; but now I have seen how crowded the steerage +is, I am very glad Erminia had so much thought. Edward might have roughed +it well enough there, but it would never have done for you." + +"It was very kind of Erminia," said Maggie, touched at this consideration +of her friend; "but..." + +"Now don't 'but' about it," interrupted he. "Erminia is very rich, and has +more money than she knows what to do with. I'm only vexed I did not think +of it myself. For Maggie, though I may have my own ways of thinking on some +points, I can't be blind to your goodness." + +All evening Mr. Buxton was busy, and busy on their behalf. Even Edward, +when he saw the attention that was being paid to his physical comfort, +felt a kind of penitence; and after choking once or twice in the attempt, +conquered his pride (such I call it for want of a better word) so far as +to express some regret for his past conduct, and some gratitude for Mr. +Buxton's present kindness. He did it awkwardly enough, but it pleased Mr. +Buxton. + +"Well--well--that's all very right," said he, reddening from his own +uncomfortableness of feeling. "Now don't say any more about it, but do your +best in America; don't let me feel I've been a fool in letting you off. I +know Mr. Henry will think me so. And, above all, take care of Maggie. Mind +what she says, and you're sure to go right." + +He asked them to go on board early the next day, as he had promised Erminia +to see them there, and yet wished to return as soon as he could. It was +evident that he hoped, by making his absence as short as possible, to +prevent Mr. Henry's ever knowing that he had left home, or in any way +connived at Edward's escape. + +So, although the vessel was not to sail till the afternoon's tide, they +left the hotel soon after breakfast, and went to the "Anna-Maria." They +were among the first passengers on board. Mr. Buxton took Maggie down to +her cabin. She then saw the reason of his business the evening before. +Every store that could be provided was there. A number of books lay on +the little table--books just suited to Maggie's taste. "There!" said he, +rubbing his hands. "Don't thank me. It's all Erminia's doing. She gave me +the list of books. I've not got all; but I think they'll be enough. Just +write me one line, Maggie, to say I've done my best." + +Maggie wrote with tears in her eyes--tears of love toward the generous +Erminia. A few minutes more and Mr. Buxton was gone. Maggie watched him as +long as she could see him; and as his portly figure disappeared among the +crowd on the pier, her heart sank within her. + +Edward's, on the contrary, rose at his absence. The only one, cognisant of +his shame and ill-doing, was gone. A new life lay before him, the opening +of which was made agreeable to him, by the position in which he found +himself placed, as a cabin-passenger; with many comforts provided for him; +for although Maggie's wants had been the principal object of Mr. Buxton's +attention, Edward was not forgotten. + +He was soon among the sailors, talking away in a rather consequential +manner. He grew acquainted with the remainder of the cabin-passengers, at +least those who arrived before the final bustle began; and kept bringing +his sister such little pieces of news as he could collect. + +"Maggie, they say we are likely to have a good start, and a fine moonlight +night." Away again he went. + +"I say, Maggie, that's an uncommonly pretty girl come on board, with those +old people in black. Gone down into the cabin, now; I wish you would scrape +up an acquaintance with her, and give me a chance." + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +Maggie sat on deck, wrapped in her duffel-cloak; the old familiar cloak, +which had been her wrap in many a happy walk in the haunts near her +moorland home. The weather was not cold for the time of year, but still it +was chilly to any one that was stationary. But she wanted to look her last +on the shoals of English people, who crowded backward and forward, like +ants, on the pier. Happy people! who might stay among their loved ones. The +mocking demons gathered round her, as they gather round all who sacrifice +self, tempting. A crowd of suggestive doubts pressed upon her. "Was it +really necessary that she should go with Edward? Could she do him any real +good? Would he be in any way influenced by her?" Then the demon tried +another description of doubt. "Had it ever been her duty to go? She was +leaving her mother alone. She was giving Frank much present sorrow. It was +not even yet too late!" She could not endure longer; and replied to her own +tempting heart. + +"I was right to hope for Edward; I am right to give him the chance of +steadiness which my presence will give. I am doing what my mother earnestly +wished me to do; and what to the last she felt relieved by my doing. I know +Frank will feel sorrow, because I myself have such an aching heart; but if +I had asked him whether I was not right in going, he would have been too +truthful not to have said yes. I have tried to do right, and though I may +fail, and evil may seem to arise rather than good out of my endeavor, yet +still I will submit to my failure, and try and say 'God's will be done!' If +only I might have seen Frank once more, and told him all face to face!" + +To do away with such thoughts, she determined no longer to sit gazing, and +tempted by the shore; and, giving one look to the land which contained her +lover, she went down below, and busied herself, even through her blinding +tears, in trying to arrange her own cabin, and Edward's. She heard boat +after boat arrive loaded with passengers. She learnt from Edward, who came +down to tell her the fact, that there were upwards of two hundred steerage +passengers. She felt the tremulous shake which announced that the ship was +loosed from her moorings, and being tugged down the river. She wrapped +herself up once more, and came on deck, and sat down among the many who +were looking their last look at England. The early winter evening was +darkening in, and shutting out the Welsh coast, the hills of which were +like the hills of home. She was thankful when she became too ill to think +and remember. + +Exhausted and still, she did not know whether she was sleeping or waking; +or whether she had slept since she had thrown herself down on her cot, when +suddenly, there was a great rush, and then Edward stood like lightning by +her, pulling her up by the arm. + +"The ship is on fire--to the deck, Maggie! Fire! Fire!" he shouted, like +a maniac, while he dragged her up the stairs--as if the cry of Fire could +summon human aid on the great deep. And the cry was echoed up to heaven by +all that crowd in an accent of despair. + +They stood huddled together, dressed and undressed; now in red lurid light, +showing ghastly faces of terror--now in white wreaths of smoke--as far away +from the steerage as they could press; for there, up from the hold, +rose columns of smoke, and now and then a fierce blaze leaped out, +exulting--higher and higher every time; while from each crevice on that +part of the deck issued harbingers of the terrible destruction that awaited +them. + +The sailors were lowering the boats; and above them stood the captain, as +calm as if he were on his own hearth at home--his home where he never more +should be. His voice was low--was lower; but as clear as a bell in its +distinctness; as wise in its directions as collected thought could make +it. Some of the steerage passengers were helping; but more were dumb and +motionless with affright. In that dead silence was heard a low wail of +sorrow, as of numbers whose power was crushed out of them by that awful +terror. Edward still held his clutch of Margaret's arm. + +"Be ready!" said he, in a fierce whisper. + +The fire sprung up along the main-mast, and did not sink or disappear +again. They knew then that all the mad efforts made by some few below to +extinguish it were in vain; and then went up the prayers of hundreds, in +mortal agony of fear: + +"Lord! have mercy upon us!" + +Not in quiet calm of village church did ever such a pitiful cry go up to +heaven; it was like one voice--like the day of judgment in the presence of +the Lord. + +And after that there was no more silence; but a confusion of terrible +farewells, and wild cries of affright, and purposeless rushes hither and +thither. + +The boats were down, rocking on the sea. The captain spoke: + +"Put the children in first; they are the most helpless." + +One or two stout sailors stood in the boats to receive them. Edward drew +nearer and nearer to the gangway, pulling Maggie with him. She was almost +pressed to death, and stifled. Close in her ear, she heard a woman praying +to herself. She, poor creature, knew of no presence but God's in that awful +hour, and spoke in a low voice to Him. + +"My heart's darlings are taken away from me. Faith! faith! Oh, my great +God! I will die in peace, if Thou wilt but grant me faith in this terrible +hour, to feel that Thou wilt take care of my poor orphans. Hush! dearest +Billy," she cried out shrill to a little fellow in the boat waiting for his +mother; and the change in her voice from despair to a kind of cheerfulness, +showed what a mother's love can do. "Mother will come soon. Hide his face, +Anne, and wrap your shawl tight round him." And then her voice sank down +again in the same low, wild prayer for faith. Maggie could not turn to see +her face, but took the hand which hung near her. The woman clutched at it +with the grasp of a vice; but went on praying, as if unconscious. Just then +the crowd gave way a little. The captain had said, that the women were to +go next; but they were too frenzied to obey his directions, and now pressed +backward and forward. The sailors, with mute, stern obedience, strove to +follow out the captain's directions. Edward pulled Maggie, and she kept her +hold on the mother. The mate, at the head of the gangway, pushed him back. + +"Only women are to go!" + +"There are men there." + +"Three, to manage the boat." + +"Come on, Maggie! while there's room for us," said he, unheeding. But +Maggie drew back, and put the mother's hand into the mate's. "Save her +first!" said she. The woman did not know of anything, but that her children +were there; it was only in after days, and quiet hours, that she remembered +the young creature who pushed her forward to join her fatherless children, +and, by losing her place in the crowd, was jostled--where, she did not +know--but dreamed until her dying day. Edward pressed on, unaware that +Maggie was not close behind him. He was deaf to reproaches; and, heedless +of the hand stretched out to hold him back, sprang toward the boat. The men +there pushed her off--full and more than full as she was; and overboard he +fell into the sullen heaving waters. + +His last shout had been on Maggie's name--a name she never thought to hear +again on earth, as she was pressed back, sick and suffocating. But suddenly +a voice rang out above all confused voices and moaning hungry waves, and +above the roaring fire. + +"Maggie, Maggie! My Maggie!" + +Out of the steerage side of the crowd a tall figure issued forth, begrimed +with smoke. She could not see, but she knew. As a tame bird flutters to the +human breast of its protector when affrighted by some mortal foe, so Maggie +fluttered and cowered into his arms. And, for a moment, there was no more +terror or thought of danger in the hearts of those twain, but only infinite +and absolute peace. She had no wonder how he came there: it was enough that +he was there. He first thought of the destruction that was present with +them. He was as calm and composed as if they sat beneath the thorn-tree +on the still moorlands, far away. He took her, without a word, to the end +of the quarter-deck. He lashed her to a piece of spar. She never spoke: + +"Maggie," he said, "my only chance is to throw you overboard. This spar +will keep you floating. At first, you will go down--deep, deep down. Keep +your mouth and eyes shut. I shall be there when you come up. By God's help, +I will struggle bravely for you." + +She looked up; and by the flashing light he could see a trusting, loving +smile upon her face. And he smiled back at her; a grave, beautiful look, +fit to wear on his face in heaven. He helped her to the side of the vessel, +away from the falling burning pieces of mast. Then for a moment he paused. + +"If--Maggie, I may be throwing you in to death." He put his hand before his +eyes. The strong man lost courage. Then she spoke: + +"I am not afraid; God is with us, whether we live or die!" She looked as +quiet and happy as a child on its mother's breast! and so before he lost +heart again, he heaved her up, and threw her as far as he could over into +the glaring, dizzying water; and straight leaped after her. She came up +with an involuntary look of terror on her face; but when she saw him by the +red glare of the burning ship, close by her side, she shut her eyes, and +looked as if peacefully going to sleep. He swam, guiding the spar. + +"I think we are near Llandudno. I know we have passed the little Ormes' +head." That was all he said; but she did not speak. + +He swam out of the heat and fierce blaze of light into the quiet, dark +waters; and then into the moon's path. It might be half an hour before he +got into that silver stream. When the beams fell down upon them he looked +at Maggie. Her head rested on the spar, quite still. He could not bear it. +"Maggie--dear heart! speak!" + +With a great effort she was called back from the borders of death by that +voice, and opened her filmy eyes, which looked abroad as if she could see +nothing nearer than the gleaming lights of Heaven. She let the lids fall +softly again. He was as if alone in the wide world with God. + +"A quarter of an hour more and all is over," thought he. "The people at +Llandudno must see our burning ship, and will come out in their boats." +He kept in the line of light, although it did not lead him direct to the +shore, in order that they might be seen. He swam with desperation. One +moment he thought he had heard her last gasp rattle through the rush of +the waters; and all strength was gone, and he lay on the waves as if he +himself must die, and go with her spirit straight through that purple lift +to heaven; the next he heard the splash of oars, and raised himself +and cried aloud. The boatmen took them in--and examined her by the +lantern--and spoke in Welsh--and shook their heads. Frank threw himself on +his knees, and prayed them to take her to land. They did not know his +words, but they understood his prayer. He kissed her lips--he chafed her +hands--he wrung the water out of her hair--he held her feet against his +warm breast. + +"She is not dead," he kept saying to the men, as he saw their sorrowful, +pitying looks. + +The kind people at Llandudno had made ready their own humble beds, with +every appliance of comfort they could think of, as soon as they understood +the nature of the calamity which had befallen the ship on their coasts. +Frank walked, dripping, bareheaded, by the body of his Margaret, which was +borne by some men along the rocky sloping shore. + +"She is not dead!" he said. He stopped at the first house they came to. It +belonged to a kind-hearted woman. They laid Maggie in her bed, and got the +village doctor to come and see her. + +"There is life still," said he, gravely. + +"I knew it," said Frank. But it felled him to the ground. He sank first +in prayer, and then in insensibility. The doctor did everything. All that +night long he passed to and fro from house to house; for several had swum +to Llandudno. Others, it was thought, had gone to Abergele. + +In the morning Frank was recovered enough to write to his father, +by Maggie's bedside. He sent the letter off to Conway by a little +bright-looking Welsh boy. Late in the afternoon she awoke. + +In a moment or two she looked eagerly round her, as if gathering in her +breath; and then she covered her head and sobbed. + +"Where is Edward?" asked she. + +"We do not know," said Frank, gravely. "I have been round the village, and +seen every survivor here; he is not among them, but he may be at some other +place along the coast." + +She was silent, reading in his eyes his fears--his belief. + +At last she asked again. + +"I cannot understand it. My head is not clear. There are such rushing +noises in it. How came you there?" She shuddered involuntarily as she +recalled the terrible where. + +For an instant he dreaded, for her sake, to recall the circumstances of the +night before; but then he understood how her mind would dwell upon them +until she was satisfied. + +"You remember writing to me, love, telling me all. I got your letter--I +don't know how long ago--yesterday, I think. Yes! in the evening. You could +not think, Maggie, I would let you go alone to America. I won't speak +against Edward, poor fellow! but we must both allow that he was not the +person to watch over you as such a treasure should be watched over. I +thought I would go with you. I hardly know if I meant to make myself known +to you all at once, for I had no wish to have much to do with your brother. +I see now that it was selfish in me. Well! there was nothing to be done, +after receiving your letter, but to set off for Liverpool straight, and +join you. And after that decision was made, my spirits rose, for the old +talks about Canada and Australia came to my mind, and this seemed like a +realization of them. Besides, Maggie, I suspected--I even suspect now--that +my father had something to do with your going with Edward?" + +"Indeed, Frank!" said she, earnestly, "you are mistaken; I cannot tell you +all now; but he was so good and kind at last. He never urged me to go; +though, I believe, he did tell me it would be the saving of Edward." + +"Don't agitate yourself, love. I trust there will be time enough, some +happy day at home, to tell me all. And till then, I will believe that my +father did not in any way suggest this voyage. But you'll allow that, +after all that has passed, it was not unnatural in me to suppose so. I +only told Middleton I was obliged to leave him by the next train. It was +not till I was fairly off, that I began to reckon up what money I had with +me. I doubt even if I was sorry to find it was so little. I should have to +put forth my energies and fight my way, as I had often wanted to do. I +remember, I thought how happy you and I would be, striving together as poor +people 'in that new world which is the old.' Then you had told me you were +going in the steerage; and that was all suitable to my desires for myself." + +"It was Erminia's kindness that prevented our going there. She asked your +father to take us cabin places unknown to me." + +"Did she? dear Erminia! it is just like her. I could almost laugh to +remember the eagerness with which I doffed my signs of wealth, and put on +those of poverty. I sold my watch when I got into Liverpool--yesterday, +I believe--but it seems like months ago. And I rigged myself out at a +slop-shop with suitable clothes for a steerage passenger. Maggie! you never +told me the name of the vessel you were going to sail in!" + +"I did not know it till I got to Liverpool. All Mr. Buxton said was, that +some ship sailed on the 15th." + +"I concluded it must be the Anna-Maria, (poor Anna-Maria!) and I had no +time to lose. She had just heaved her anchor when I came on board. Don't +you recollect a boat hailing her at the last moment? There were three of us +in her." + +"No! I was below in my cabin--trying not to think," said she, coloring a +little. + +"Well! as soon as I got on board it began to grow dark, or, perhaps, it was +the fog on the river; at any rate, instead of being able to single out your +figure at once, Maggie--it is one among a thousand--I had to go peering +into every woman's face; and many were below. I went between decks, and +by-and-by I was afraid I had mistaken the vessel; I sat down--I had no +spirit to stand; and every time the door opened I roused up and looked--but +you never came. I was thinking what to do; whether to be put on shore in +Ireland, or to go on to New York, and wait for you there;--it was the worst +time of all, for I had nothing to do; and the suspense was horrible. I +might have known," said he, smiling, "my little Emperor of Russia was not +one to be a steerage passenger." + +But Maggie was too much shaken to smile; and the thought of Edward lay +heavy upon her mind. + +"Then the fire broke out; how, or why, I suppose will never be ascertained. +It was at our end of the vessel. I thanked God, then, that you were not +there. The second mate wanted some one to go down with him to bring up the +gunpowder, and throw it overboard. I had nothing to do, and I went. We +wrapped it up in wet sails, but it was a ticklish piece of work, and took +time. When we had got it overboard, the flames were gathering far and wide. +I don't remember what I did until I heard Edward's voice speaking your +name." + +It was decided that the next morning they should set off homeward, striving +on their way to obtain tidings of Edward. Frank would have given his only +valuable, (his mother's diamond-guard, which he wore constantly,) as a +pledge for some advance of money; but the kind Welsh people would not have +it. They had not much spare cash, but what they had they readily lent to +the survivors of the Anna-Maria. Dressed in the homely country garb of +the people, Frank and Maggie set off in their car. If was a clear, frosty +morning; the first that winter. The road soon lay high up on the cliffs +along the coast. They looked down on the sea rocking below. At every +village they stopped, and Frank inquired, and made the driver inquire in +Welsh; but no tidings gained they of Edward; though here and there Maggie +watched Frank into some cottage or other, going to see a dead body, beloved +by some one: and when he came out, solemn and grave, their sad eyes met, +and she knew it was not he they sought, without needing words. + +At Abergele they stopped to rest; and because, being a larger place, it +would need a longer search, Maggie lay down on the sofa, for she was very +weak, and shut her eyes, and tried not to see forever and ever that mad +struggling crowd lighted by the red flames. + +Frank came back in an hour or so; and soft behind him--laboriously treading +on tiptoe--Mr. Buxton followed. He was evidently choking down his sobs; but +when he saw the white wan figure of Maggie, he held out his arms. + +"My dear! my daughter!" he said, "God bless you!" He could not speak +more--he was fairly crying; but he put her hand in Frank's and kept holding +them both. + +"My father," said Frank, speaking in a husky voice, while his eyes filled +with tears, "had heard of it before he received my letter. I might have +known that the lighthouse signals would take it fast to Liverpool. I had +written a few lines to him saying I was going to you; happily they never +reached--that was spared to my dear father." + +Maggie saw the look of restored confidence that passed between father and +son. + +"My mother?" said she at last. + +"She is here," said they both at once, with sad solemnity. + +"Oh, where? Why did not you tell me?" exclaimed she, starting up. But their +faces told her why. + +"Edward is drowned--is dead," said she, reading their looks. + +There was no answer. + +"Let me go to my mother." + +"Maggie, she is with him. His body was washed ashore last night. My father +and she heard of it as they came along. Can you bear to see her? She will +not leave him." + +"Take me to her," Maggie answered. + +They led her into a bed-room. Stretched on the bed lay Edward, but now so +full of hope and worldly plans. + +Mrs. Browne looked round, and saw Maggie. She did not get up from her place +by his head; nor did she long avert her gaze from his poor face. But she +held Maggie's hand, as the girl knelt by her, and spoke to her in a hushed +voice, undisturbed by tears. Her miserable heart could not find that +relief. + +"He is dead!--he is gone!--he will never come back again! If he had gone to +America--it might have been years first--but he would have come back to me. +But now he will never come back again;--never--never!" + +Her voice died away, as the wailings of the night-wind die in the distance; +and there was silence--silence more sad and hopeless than any passionate +words of grief. + +And to this day it is the same. 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You look down on Combehurst and +its beautiful church-spire. After the field is crossed, you come to a common, +richly colored with the golden gorse and the purple heather, which in +summer-time send out their warm scents into the quiet air. The swelling waves +of the upland make a near horizon against the sky; the line is only broken in +one place by a small grove of Scotch firs, which always look black and shadowed +even at mid-day, when all the rest of the landscape seems bathed in sunlight. +The lark quivers and sings high up in the air; too high—in too dazzling a +region for you to see her. Look! she drops into sight; but, as if loth to leave +the heavenly radiance, she balances herself and floats in the ether. Now she +falls suddenly right into her nest, hidden among the ling, unseen except by the +eyes of Heaven, and the small bright insects that run hither and thither on the +elastic flower-stalks. With something like the sudden drop of the lark, the +path goes down a green abrupt descent; and in a basin, surrounded by the grassy +hills, there stands a dwelling, which is neither cottage nor house, but +something between the two in size. Nor yet is it a farm, though surrounded by +living things. It is, or rather it was, at the time of which I speak, the +dwelling of Mrs. Browne, the widow of the late curate of Combehurst. There she +lived with her faithful old servant and her only children, a boy and girl. They +were as secluded in their green hollow as the households in the German +forest-tales. Once a week they emerged and crossed the common, catching on its +summit the first sounds of the sweet-toned bells, calling them to church. Mrs. +Browne walked first, holding Edward’s hand. Old Nancy followed with Maggie; but +they were all one party, and all talked together in a subdued and quiet tone, +as beseemed the day. They had not much to say, their lives were too unbroken; +for, excepting on Sundays, the widow and her children never went to Combehurst. +Most people would have thought the little town a quiet, dreamy place; but to +those two children if seemed the world; and after they had crossed the bridge, +they each clasped more tightly the hands which they held, and looked shyly up +from beneath their drooped eyelids when spoken to by any of their mother’s +friends. Mrs. Browne was regularly asked by some one to stay to dinner after +morning church, and as regularly declined, rather to the timid children’s +relief; although in the week-days they sometimes spoke together in a low voice +of the pleasure it would be to them if mamma would go and dine at Mr. Buxton’s, +where the little girl in white and that great tall boy lived. Instead of +staying there, or anywhere else, on Sundays, Mrs. Browne thought it her duty to +go and cry over her husband’s grave. The custom had arisen out of true sorrow +for his loss, for a kinder husband, and more worthy man, had never lived; but +the simplicity of her sorrow had been destroyed by the observation of others on +the mode of its manifestation. They made way for her to cross the grass toward +his grave; and she, fancying that it was expected of her, fell into the habit I +have mentioned. Her children, holding each a hand, felt awed and uncomfortable, +and were sensitively conscious how often they were pointed out, as a mourning +group, to observation. +</p> + +<p> +“I wish it would always rain on Sundays,” said Edward one day to Maggie, in a +garden conference. +</p> + +<p> +“Why?” asked she. +</p> + +<p> +“Because then we bustle out of church, and get home as fast as we can, to save +mamma’s crape; and we have not to go and cry over papa.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t cry,” said Maggie. “Do you?” +</p> + +<p> +Edward looked round before he answered, to see if they were quite alone, and +then said: +</p> + +<p> +“No; I was sorry a long time about papa, but one can’t go on being sorry +forever. Perhaps grown-up people can.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma can,” said little Maggie. “Sometimes I am very sorry too; when I am by +myself or playing with you, or when I am wakened up by the moonlight in our +room. Do you ever waken and fancy you heard papa calling you? I do sometimes; +and then I am very sorry to think we shall never hear him calling us again.” +</p> + +<p> +“Ah, it’s different with me, you know. He used to call me to lessons.” +</p> + +<p> +“Sometimes he called me when he was displeased with me. But I always dream that +he was calling us in his own kind voice, as he used to do when he wanted us to +walk with him, or to show us something pretty.” +</p> + +<p> +Edward was silent, playing with something on the ground. At last he looked +round again, and, having convinced himself that they could not be overheard, he +whispered: +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie—sometimes I don’t think I’m sorry that papa is dead—when I’m naughty, +you know; he would have been so angry with me if he had been here; and I +think—only sometimes, you know, I’m rather glad he is not.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Edward! you don’t mean to say so, I know. Don’t let us talk about him. We +can’t talk rightly, we’re such little children. Don’t, Edward, please.” +</p> + +<p> +Poor little Maggie’s eyes filled with tears; and she never spoke again to +Edward, or indeed to any one, about her dead father. As she grew older, her +life became more actively busy. The cottage and small outbuildings, and the +garden and field, were their own; and on the produce they depended for much of +their support. The cow, the pig, and the poultry took up much of Nancy’s time. +Mrs. Browne and Maggie had to do a great deal of the house-work; and when the +beds were made, and the rooms swept and dusted, and the preparations for dinner +ready, then, if there was any time, Maggie sat down to her lessons. Ned, who +prided himself considerably on his sex, had been sitting all the morning, in +his father’s arm-chair, in the little book-room, “studying,” as he chose to +call it. Sometimes Maggie would pop her head in, with a request that he would +help her to carry the great pitcher of water up-stairs, or do some other little +household service; with which request he occasionally complied, but with so +many complaints about the interruption, that at last she told him she would +never ask him again. Gently as this was said, he yet felt it as a reproach, and +tried to excuse himself. +</p> + +<p> +“You see, Maggie, a man must be educated to be a gentleman. Now, if a woman +knows how to keep a house, that’s all that is wanted from her. So my time is of +more consequence than yours. Mamma says I’m to go to college, and be a +clergyman; so I must get on with my Latin.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie submitted in silence; and almost felt it as an act of gracious +condescension when, a morning or two afterwards, he came to meet her as she was +toiling in from the well, carrying the great brown jug full of spring-water +ready for dinner. “Here,” said he, “let us put it in the shade behind the +horse-mount. Oh, Maggie! look what you’ve done! Spilt it all, with not turning +quickly enough when I told you. Now you may fetch it again for yourself, for +I’ll have nothing to do with it.” +</p> + +<p> +“I did not understand you in time,” said she, softly. But he had turned away, +and gone back in offended dignity to the house. Maggie had nothing to do but +return to the well, and fill it again. The spring was some distance off, in a +little rocky dell. It was so cool after her hot walk, that she sat down in the +shadow of the gray limestone rock, and looked at the ferns, wet with the +dripping water. She felt sad, she knew not why. “I think Ned is sometimes very +cross,” thought she. “I did not understand he was carrying it there. Perhaps I +am clumsy. Mamma says I am; and Ned says I am. Nancy never says so and papa +never said so. I wish I could help being clumsy and stupid. Ned says all women +are so. I wish I was not a woman. It must be a fine thing to be a man. Oh dear! +I must go up the field again with this heavy pitcher, and my arms do so ache!” +She rose and climbed the steep brae. As she went she heard her mother’s voice. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! Maggie! there’s no water for dinner, and the potatoes are quite +boiled. Where _is_ that child?” +</p> + +<p> +They had begun dinner, before she came down from brushing her hair and washing +her hands. She was hurried and tired. +</p> + +<p> +“Mother,” said Ned, “mayn’t I have some butter to these potatoes, as there is +cold meat? They are so dry.” +</p> + +<p> +“Certainly, my dear. Maggie, go and fetch a pat of butter out of the dairy.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie went from her untouched dinner without speaking. +</p> + +<p> +“Here, stop, you child!” said Nancy, turning her back in the passage. “You go +to your dinner, I’ll fetch the butter. You’ve been running about enough +to-day.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie durst not go back without it, but she stood in the passage till Nancy +returned; and then she put up her mouth to be kissed by the kind rough old +servant. +</p> + +<p> +“Thou’rt a sweet one,” said Nancy to herself, as she turned into the kitchen; +and Maggie went back to her dinner with a soothed and lightened heart. +</p> + +<p> +When the meal was ended, she helped her mother to wash up the old-fashioned +glasses and spoons, which were treated with tender care and exquisite +cleanliness in that house of decent frugality; and then, exchanging her +pinafore for a black silk apron, the little maiden was wont to sit down to some +useful piece of needlework, in doing which her mother enforced the most dainty +neatness of stitches. Thus every hour in its circle brought a duty to be +fulfilled; but duties fulfilled are as pleasures to the memory, and little +Maggie always thought those early childish days most happy, and remembered them +only as filled with careless contentment. +</p> + +<p> +Yet, at the time they had their cares. +</p> + +<p> +In fine summer days Maggie sat out of doors at her work. Just beyond the court +lay the rocky moorland, almost as gay as that with its profusion of flowers. If +the court had its clustering noisettes, and fraxinellas, and sweetbriar, and +great tall white lilies, the moorland had its little creeping scented rose, its +straggling honeysuckle, and an abundance of yellow cistus; and here and there a +gray rock cropped out of the ground, and over it the yellow stone-crop and +scarlet-leaved crane’s-bill grew luxuriantly. Such a rock was Maggie’s seat. I +believe she considered it her own, and loved it accordingly; although its real +owner was a great lord, who lived far away, and had never seen the moor, much +less the piece of gray rock, in his life. +</p> + +<p> +The afternoon of the day which I have begun to tell you about, she was sitting +there, and singing to herself as she worked: she was within call of home, and +could hear all home sounds, with their shrillness softened down. Between her +and it, Edward was amusing himself; he often called upon her for sympathy, +which she as readily gave. +</p> + +<p> +“I wonder how men make their boats steady; I have taken mine to the pond, and +she has toppled over every time I sent her in.” +</p> + +<p> +“Has it?—that’s very tiresome! Would it do to put a little weight in it, to +keep it down?” +</p> + +<p> +“How often must I tell you to call a ship ‘her;’ and there you will go on +saying—it—it!” +</p> + +<p> +After this correction of his sister, Master Edward did not like the +condescension of acknowledging her suggestion to be a good one; so he went +silently to the house in search of the requisite ballast; but not being able to +find anything suitable, he came back to his turfy hillock, littered round with +chips of wood, and tried to insert some pebbles into his vessel; but they stuck +fast, and he was obliged to ask again. +</p> + +<p> +“Supposing it was a good thing to weight her, what could I put in?” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie thought a moment. +</p> + +<p> +“Would shot do?” asked she. +</p> + +<p> +“It would be the very thing; but where can I get any?” +</p> + +<p> +“There is some that was left of papa’s. It is in the right-hand corner of the +second drawer of the bureau, wrapped up in a newspaper.” +</p> + +<p> +“What a plague! I can’t remember your ‘seconds,’ and ‘right-hands,’ and +fiddle-faddles.” He worked on at his pebbles. They would not do. +</p> + +<p> +“I think if you were good-natured, Maggie, you might go for me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Ned! I’ve all this long seam to do. Mamma said I must finish it before +tea; and that I might play a little if I had done it first,” said Maggie, +rather plaintively; for it was a real pain to her to refuse a request. +</p> + +<p> +“It would not take you five minutes.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie thought a little. The time would only be taken out of her playing, +which, after all, did not signify; while Edward was really busy about his ship. +She rose, and clambered up the steep grassy slope, slippery with the heat. +</p> + +<p> +Before she had found the paper of shot, she heard her mother’s voice calling, +in a sort of hushed hurried loudness, as if anxious to be heard by one person +yet not by another—“Edward, Edward, come home quickly. Here’s Mr. Buxton coming +along the Fell-Lane;—he’s coming here, as sure as sixpence; come, Edward, +come.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie saw Edward put down his ship and come. At his mother’s bidding it +certainly was; but he strove to make this as little apparent as he could, by +sauntering up the slope, with his hands in his pockets, in a very independent +and _négligé_ style. Maggie had no time to watch longer; for now she was called +too, and down stairs she ran. +</p> + +<p> +“Here, Maggie,” said her mother, in a nervous hurry;—“help Nancy to get a tray +ready all in a minute. I do believe here’s Mr. Buxton coming to call. Oh, +Edward! go and brush your hair, and put on your Sunday jacket; here’s Mr. +Buxton just coming round. I’ll only run up and change my cap; and you say +you’ll come up and tell me, Nancy; all proper, you know.” +</p> + +<p> +“To be sure, ma’am. I’ve lived in families afore now,” said Nancy, gruffly. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, yes, I know you have. Be sure you bring in the cowslip wine. I wish I +could have stayed to decant some port.” +</p> + +<p> +Nancy and Maggie bustled about, in and out of the kitchen and dairy; and were +so deep in their preparations for Mr. Buxton’s reception that they were not +aware of the very presence of that gentleman himself on the scene. He had found +the front door open, as is the wont in country places, and had walked in; first +stopping at the empty parlor, and then finding his way to the place where +voices and sounds proclaimed that there were inhabitants. So he stood there, +stooping a little under the low-browed lintels of the kitchen door, and looking +large, and red, and warm, but with a pleased and almost amused expression of +face. +</p> + +<p> +“Lord bless me, sir! what a start you gave me!” said Nancy, as she suddenly +caught sight of him. “I’ll go and tell my missus in a minute that you’re come.” +</p> + +<p> +Off she went, leaving Maggie alone with the great, tall, broad gentleman, +smiling at her from his frame in the door-way, but never speaking. She went on +dusting a wine-glass most assiduously. +</p> + +<p> +“Well done, little girl,” came out a fine strong voice at last. “Now I think +that will do. Come and show me the parlor where I may sit down, for I’ve had a +long walk, and am very tired.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie took him into the parlor, which was always cool and fresh in the hottest +weather. It was scented by a great beau-pot filled with roses; and, besides, +the casement was open to the fragrant court. Mr. Buxton was so large, and the +parlor so small, that when he was once in, Maggie thought when he went away, he +could carry the room on his back, as a snail does its house. +</p> + +<p> +“And so, you are a notable little woman, are you?” said he, after he had +stretched himself (a very unnecessary proceeding), and unbuttoned his +waistcoat, Maggie stood near the door, uncertain whether to go or to stay. “How +bright and clean you were making that glass! Do you think you could get me some +water to fill it? Mind, it must be that very glass I saw you polishing. I shall +know it again.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was thankful to escape out of the room; and in the passage she met her +mother, who had made time to change her gown as well as her cap. Before Nancy +would allow the little girl to return with the glass of water she smoothed her +short-cut glossy hair; it was all that was needed to make her look delicately +neat. Maggie was conscientious in trying to find out the identical glass; but I +am afraid Nancy was not quite so truthful in avouching that one of the six, +exactly similar, which were now placed on the tray, was the same she had found +on the dresser, when she came back from telling her mistress of Mr. Buxton’s +arrival. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie carried in the water, with a shy pride in the clearness of the glass. +Her mother was sitting on the edge of her chair, speaking in unusually fine +language, and with a higher pitched voice than common. Edward, in all his +Sunday glory, was standing by Mr. Buxton, looking happy and conscious. But when +Maggie came in, Mr. Buxton made room for her between Edward and himself, and, +while she went on talking, lifted her on to his knee. She sat there as on a +pinnacle of honor; but as she durst not nestle up to him, a chair would have +been the more comfortable seat. +</p> + +<p> +“As founder’s line, I have a right of presentation; and for my dear old +friend’s sake” (here Mrs. Browne wiped her eyes), “I am truly glad of it; my +young friend will have a little form of examination to go through; and then we +shall see him carrying every prize before him, I have no doubt. Thank you, just +a little of your sparkling cowslip wine. Ah! this gingerbread is like the +gingerbread I had when I was a boy. My little lady here must learn the receipt, +and make me some. Will she?” +</p> + +<p> +“Speak to Mr. Buxton, child, who is kind to your brother. You will make him +some gingerbread, I am sure.” +</p> + +<p> +“If I may,” said Maggie, hanging down her head. +</p> + +<p> +“Or, I’ll tell you what. Suppose you come to my house, and teach us how to make +it there; and then, you know, we could always be making gingerbread when we +were not eating it. That would be best, I think. Must I ask mamma to bring you +down to Combehurst, and let us all get acquainted together? I have a great boy +and a little girl at home, who will like to see you, I’m sure. And we have got +a pony for you to ride on, and a peacock and guinea fowls, and I don’t know +what all. Come, madam, let me persuade you. School begins in three weeks. Let +us fix a day before then.” +</p> + +<p> +“Do mamma,” said Edward. +</p> + +<p> +“I am not in spirits for visiting,” Mrs. Browne answered. But the quick +children detected a hesitation in her manner of saying the oft spoken words, +and had hopes, if only Mr. Buxton would persevere in his invitation. +</p> + +<p> +“Your not visiting is the very reason why you are not in spirits. A little +change, and a few neighborly faces, would do you good, I’ll be bound. Besides, +for the children’s sake you should not live too secluded a life. Young people +should see a little of the world.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne was much obliged to Mr. Buxton for giving her so decent an excuse +for following her inclination, which, it must be owned, tended to the +acceptance of the invitation. So, “for the children’s sake,” she consented. But +she sighed, as if making a sacrifice. +</p> + +<p> +“That’s right,” said Mr. Buxton. “Now for the day.” +</p> + +<p> +It was fixed that they should go on that day week; and after some further +conversation about the school at which Edward was to be placed, and some more +jokes about Maggie’s notability, and an inquiry if she would come and live with +him the next time he wanted a housemaid, Mr. Buxton took his leave. +</p> + +<p> +His visit had been an event; and they made no great attempt at settling again +that day to any of their usual employments. In the first place, Nancy came in +to hear and discuss all the proposed plans. Ned, who was uncertain whether to +like or dislike the prospect of school, was very much offended by the old +servant’s remark, on first hearing of the project. +</p> + +<p> +“It’s time for him. He’ll learn his place there, which, it strikes me, he and +others too are apt to forget at home.” +</p> + +<p> +Then followed discussions and arrangements respecting his clothes. And then +they came to the plan of spending a day at Mr. Buxton’s, which Mrs. Browne was +rather shy of mentioning, having a sort of an idea of inconstancy and guilt +connected with the thought of mingling with the world again. However, Nancy +approved: “It was quite right,” and “just as it should be,” and “good for the +children.” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes; it was on their account I did it, Nancy,” said Mrs. Browne. +</p> + +<p> +“How many children has Mr. Buxton?” asked Edward. +</p> + +<p> +“Only one. Frank, I think, they call him. But you must say Master Buxton; be +sure.” +</p> + +<p> +“Who is the little girl, then,” asked Maggie, “who sits with them in church?” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! that’s little Miss Harvey, his niece, and a great fortune.” +</p> + +<p> +“They do say he never forgave her mother till the day of her death,” remarked +Nancy. +</p> + +<p> +“Then they tell stories, Nancy!” replied Mrs. Browne (it was she herself who +had said it; but that was before Mr. Buxton’s call). For d’ye think his sister +would have left him guardian to her child, if they were not on good terms?” +</p> + +<p> +“Well! I only know what folks say. And, for sure, he took a spite at Mr. Harvey +for no reason on earth; and every one knows he never spoke to him.” +</p> + +<p> +“He speaks very kindly and pleasantly,” put in Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Ay; and I’m not saying but what he is a very good, kind man in the main. But +he has his whims, and keeps hold on ’em when he’s got ’em. There’s them pies +burning, and I’m talking here!” +</p> + +<p> +When Nancy had returned to her kitchen, Mrs. Browne called Maggie up stairs, to +examine what clothes would be needed for Edward. And when they were up, she +tried on the black satin gown, which had been her visiting dress ever since she +was married, and which she intended should replace the old, worn-out bombazine +on the day of the visit to Combehurst. +</p> + +<p> +“For Mrs. Buxton is a real born lady,” said she; “and I should like to be well +dressed, to do her honor.” +</p> + +<p> +“I did not know there was a Mrs. Buxton,” said Maggie. “She is never at +church.” +</p> + +<p> +“No; she is but delicate and weakly, and never leaves the house. I think her +maid told me she never left her room now.” +</p> + +<p> +The Buxton family, root and branch, formed the _pièce de résistance_ in the +conversation between Mrs. Browne and her children for the next week. As the day +drew near, Maggie almost wished to stay at home, so impressed was she with the +awfulness of the visit. Edward felt bold in the idea of a new suit of clothes, +which had been ordered for the occasion, and for school afterwards. Mrs. Browne +remembered having heard the rector say, “A woman never looked so lady-like as +when she wore black satin,” and kept her spirits up with that observation; but +when she saw how worn it was at the elbows, she felt rather depressed, and +unequal to visiting. Still, for her children’s sake, she would do much. +</p> + +<p> +After her long day’s work was ended, Nancy sat up at her sewing. She had found +out that among all the preparations, none were going on for Margaret; and she +had used her influence over her mistress (who half-liked and half-feared, and +entirely depended upon her) to obtain from her an old gown, which she had taken +to pieces, and washed and scoured, and was now making up, in a way a little +old-fashioned to be sure; but, on the whole, it looked so nice when completed +and put on, that Mrs. Browne gave Maggie a strict lecture about taking great +care of such a handsome frock and forgot that she had considered the gown from +which it had been made as worn out and done for. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p> +At length they were dressed, and Nancy stood on the court-steps, shading her +eyes, and looking after them, as they climbed the heathery slope leading to +Combehurst. +</p> + +<p> +“I wish she’d take her hand sometimes, just to let her know the feel of her +mother’s hand. Perhaps she will, at least after Master Edward goes to school.” +</p> + +<p> +As they went along, Mrs. Browne gave the children a few rules respecting +manners and etiquette. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! you must sit as upright as ever you can; make your back flat, child, +and don’t poke. If I cough, you must draw up. I shall cough whenever I see you +do anything wrong, and I shall be looking at you all day; so remember. You hold +yourself very well, Edward. If Mr. Buxton asks you, you may have a glass of +wine, because you’re a boy. But mind and say, ‘Your good health, sir,’ before +you drink it.” +</p> + +<p> +“I’d rather not have the wine if I’m to say that,” said Edward, bluntly. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, nonsense! my dear. You’d wish to be like a gentleman, I’m sure.” +</p> + +<p> +Edward muttered something which was inaudible. His mother went on: +</p> + +<p> +Of course you’ll never think of being helped more than twice. Twice of meat, +twice of pudding, is the genteel thing. You may take less, but never more.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, mamma! how beautiful Combehurst spire is, with that dark cloud behind it!” +exclaimed Maggie, as they came in sight of the town. +</p> + +<p> +“You’ve no business with Combehurst spire when I’m speaking to you. I’m talking +myself out of breath to teach you how to behave, and there you go looking after +clouds, and such like rubbish. I’m ashamed of you.” +</p> + +<p> +Although Maggie walked quietly by her mother’s side all the rest of the way, +Mrs. Browne was too much offended to resume her instructions on good-breeding. +Maggie might be helped three times if she liked: she had done with her. +</p> + +<p> +They were very early. When they drew near the bridge, they were met by a tall, +fine-looking boy, leading a beautiful little Shetland pony, with a side-saddle +on it. He came up to Mrs. Browne, and addressed her. +</p> + +<p> +“My father thought your little girl would be tired, and he told me to bring my +cousin Erminia’s pony for her. It’s as quiet as can be.” +</p> + +<p> +Now this was rather provoking to Mrs. Browne, as she chose to consider Maggie +in disgrace. However, there was no help for it: all she could do was to spoil +the enjoyment as far as possible, by looking and speaking in a cold manner, +which often chilled Maggie’s little heart, and took all the zest out of the +pleasure now. It was in vain that Frank Buxton made the pony trot and canter; +she still looked sad and grave. +</p> + +<p> +“Little dull thing!” he thought; but he was as kind and considerate as a +gentlemanly boy could be. +</p> + +<p> +At last they reached Mr. Buxton’s house. It was in the main street, and the +front door opened upon it by a flight of steps. Wide on each side extended the +stone-coped windows. It was in reality a mansion, and needed not the +neighboring contrast of the cottages on either side to make it look imposing. +When they went in, they entered a large hall, cool even on that burning July +day, with a black and white flag floor, and old settees round the walls, and +great jars of curious china, which were filled with pot-pourrie. The dusky +gloom was pleasant, after the glare of the street outside; and the requisite +light and cheerfulness were given by the peep into the garden, framed, as it +were, by the large door-way that opened into it. There were roses, and +sweet-peas, and poppies—a rich mass of color, which looked well, set in the +somewhat sombre coolness of the hall. All the house told of wealth—wealth which +had accumulated for generations, and which was shown in a sort of comfortable, +grand, unostentatious way. Mr. Buxton’s ancestors had been yeomen; but, two or +three generations back, they might, if ambitious, have taken their place as +country gentry, so much had the value of their property increased, and so great +had been the amount of their savings. They, however, continued to live in the +old farm till Mr. Buxton’s grandfather built the house in Combehurst of which I +am speaking, and then he felt rather ashamed of what he had done; it seemed +like stepping out of his position. He and his wife always sat in the best +kitchen; and it was only after his son’s marriage that the entertaining rooms +were furnished. Even then they were kept with closed shutters and bagged-up +furniture during the lifetime of the old couple, who, nevertheless, took a +pride in adding to the rich-fashioned ornaments and grand old china of the +apartments. But they died, and were gathered to their fathers, and young Mr. +and Mrs. Buxton (aged respectively fifty-one and forty-five) reigned in their +stead. They had the good taste to make no sudden change; but gradually the +rooms assumed an inhabited appearance, and their son and daughter grew up in +the enjoyment of great wealth, and no small degree of refinement. But as yet +they held back modestly from putting themselves in any way on a level with the +county people. Lawrence Buxton was sent to the same school as his father had +been before him; and the notion of his going to college to complete his +education was, after some deliberation, negatived. In process of time he +succeeded his father, and married a sweet, gentle lady, of a decayed and very +poor county family, by whom he had one boy before she fell into delicate +health. His sister had married a man whose character was worse than his +fortune, and had been left a widow. Everybody thought her husband’s death a +blessing; but she loved him, in spite of negligence and many grosser faults; +and so, not many years after, she died, leaving her little daughter to her +brother’s care, with many a broken-voiced entreaty that he would never speak a +word against the dead father of her child. So the little Erminia was taken home +by her self-reproaching uncle, who felt now how hardly he had acted towards his +sister in breaking off all communication with her on her ill-starred marriage. +</p> + +<p> +“Where is Erminia, Frank?” asked his father, speaking over Maggie’s shoulder, +while he still held her hand. “I want to take Mrs. Browne to your mother. I +told Erminia to be here to welcome this little girl.” +</p> + +<p> +“I’ll take her to Minnie; I think she’s in the garden. I’ll come back to you,” +nodding to Edward, “directly, and then we will go to the rabbits.” +</p> + +<p> +So Frank and Maggie left the great lofty room, full of strange rare things, and +rich with books, and went into the sunny scented garden, which stretched far +and wide behind the house. Down one of the walks, with a hedge of roses on +either side, came a little tripping fairy, with long golden ringlets, and a +complexion like a china rose. With the deep blue of the summer sky behind her, +Maggie thought she looked like an angel. She neither hastened nor slackened her +pace when she saw them, but came on with the same dainty light prancing step. +</p> + +<p> +“Make haste, Minnie,” cried Frank. +</p> + +<p> +But Minnie stopped to gather a rose. +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t stay with me,” said Maggie, softly, although she had held his hand like +that of a friend, and did not feel that the little fairy’s manner was +particularly cordial or gracious. Frank took her at her word, and ran off to +Edward. +</p> + +<p> +Erminia came a little quicker when she saw that Maggie was left alone; but for +some time after they were together, they had nothing to say to each other. +Erminia was easily impressed by the pomps and vanities of the world; and +Maggie’s new handsome frock seemed to her made of old ironed brown silk. And +though Maggie’s voice was soft, with a silver ringing sound in it, she +pronounced her words in Nancy’s broad country way. Her hair was cut short all +round; her shoes were thick, and clumped as she walked. Erminia patronized her, +and thought herself very kind and condescending; but they were not particularly +friendly. The visit promised to be more honorable than agreeable, and Maggie +almost wished herself at home again. Dinner-time came. Mrs. Buxton dined in her +own room. Mr. Buxton was hearty, and jovial, and pressing; he almost scolded +Maggie because she would not take more than twice of his favorite pudding: but +she remembered what her mother had said, and that she would be watched all day; +and this gave her a little prim, quaint manner, very different from her usual +soft charming unconsciousness. She fancied that Edward and Master Buxton were +just as little at their ease with each other as she and Miss Harvey. Perhaps +this feeling on the part of the boys made all four children unite after dinner. +</p> + +<p> +“Let us go to the swing in the shrubbery,” said Frank, after a little +consideration; and off they ran. Frank proposed that he and Edward should swing +the two little girls; and for a time all went on very well. But by-and-by +Edward thought, that Maggie had had enough, and that he should like a turn; and +Maggie, at his first word, got out. +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t you like swinging?” asked Erminia. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! but Edward would like it now.” And Edward accordingly took her place. +Frank turned away, and would not swing him. Maggie strove hard to do it, but he +was heavy, and the swing bent unevenly. He scolded her for what she could not +help, and at last jumped out so roughly, that the seat hit Maggie’s face, and +knocked her down. When she got up, her lips quivered with pain, but she did not +cry; she only looked anxiously at her frock. There was a great rent across the +front breadth. Then she did shed tears—tears of fright. What would her mother +say? +</p> + +<p> +Erminia saw her crying. +</p> + +<p> +“Are you hurt?” said she, kindly. “Oh, how your cheek is swelled! What a rude, +cross boy your brother is!” +</p> + +<p> +“I did not know he was going to jump out. I am not crying because I am hurt, +but because of this great rent in my nice new frock. Mamma will be so +displeased.” +</p> + +<p> +“Is it a new frock?” asked Erminia. +</p> + +<p> +“It is a new one for me. Nancy has sat up several nights to make it. Oh! what +shall I do?” +</p> + +<p> +Erminia’s little heart was softened by such excessive poverty. A best frock +made of shabby old silk! She put her arms round Maggie’s neck, and said: +</p> + +<p> +“Come with me; we will go to my aunt’s dressing-room, and Dawson will give me +some silk, and I’ll help you to mend it.” +</p> + +<p> +“That’s a kind little Minnie,” said Frank. Ned had turned sulkily away. I do +not think the boys were ever cordial again that day; for, as Frank said to his +mother, “Ned might have said he was sorry; but he is a regular tyrant to that +little brown mouse of a sister of his.” +</p> + +<p> +Erminia and Maggie went, with their arms round each other’s necks, to Mrs. +Buxton’s dressing-room. The misfortune had made them friends. Mrs. Buxton lay +on the sofa; so fair and white and colorless, in her muslin dressing-gown, that +when Maggie first saw the lady lying with her eyes shut, her heart gave a +start, for she thought she was dead. But she opened her large languid eyes, and +called them to her, and listened to their story with interest. +</p> + +<p> +“Dawson is at tea. Look, Minnie, in my work-box; there is some silk there. Take +off your frock, my dear, and bring it here, and let me see how it can be +mended.” +</p> + +<p> +“Aunt Buxton,” whispered Erminia, “do let me give her one of my frocks. This is +such an old thing.” +</p> + +<p> +“No, love. I’ll tell you why afterwards,” answered Mrs. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +She looked at the rent, and arranged it nicely for the little girls to mend. +Erminia helped Maggie with right good will. As they sat on the floor, Mrs. +Buxton thought what a pretty contrast they made; Erminia, dazzlingly fair, with +her golden ringlets, and her pale-blue frock; Maggie’s little round white +shoulders peeping out of her petticoat; her brown hair as glossy and smooth as +the nuts that it resembled in color; her long black eye-lashes drooping over +her clear smooth cheek, which would have given the idea of delicacy, but for +the coral lips that spoke of perfect health: and when she glanced up, she +showed long, liquid, dark-gray eyes. The deep red of the curtain behind, threw +out these two little figures well. +</p> + +<p> +Dawson came up. She was a grave elderly person, of whom Erminia was far more +afraid than she was of her aunt; but at Mrs. Buxton’s desire she finished +mending the frock for Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton has asked some of your mamma’s old friends to tea, as I am not able +to go down. But I think, Dawson, I must have these two little girls to tea with +me. Can you be very quiet, my dears; or shall you think it dull?” +</p> + +<p> +They gladly accepted the invitation; and Erminia promised all sorts of fanciful +promises as to quietness; and went about on her tiptoes in such a labored +manner, that Mrs. Buxton begged her at last not to try and be quiet, as she +made much less noise when she did not. It was the happiest part of the day to +Maggie. Something in herself was so much in harmony with Mrs. Buxton’s sweet, +resigned gentleness, that it answered like an echo, and the two understood each +other strangely well. They seemed like old friends, Maggie, who was reserved at +home because no one cared to hear what she had to say, opened out, and told +Erminia and Mrs. Buxton all about her way of spending her day, and described +her home. +</p> + +<p> +“How odd!” said Erminia. “I have ridden that way on Abdel-Kadr, and never seen +your house.” +</p> + +<p> +“It is like the place the Sleeping Beauty lived in; people sometimes seem to go +round it and round it, and never find it. But unless you follow a little +sheep-track, which seems to end at a gray piece of rock, you may come within a +stone’s throw of the chimneys and never see them. I think you would think it so +pretty. Do you ever come that way, ma’am?” +</p> + +<p> +“No, love,” answered Mrs. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +“But will you some time?” +</p> + +<p> +“I am afraid I shall never be able to go out again,” said Mrs. Buxton, in a +voice which, though low, was very cheerful. Maggie thought how sad a lot was +here before her; and by-and-by she took a little stool, and sat by Mrs. +Buxton’s sofa, and stole her hand into hers. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne was in full tide of pride and happiness down stairs. Mr. Buxton had +a number of jokes; which would have become dull from repetition (for he worked +a merry idea threadbare before he would let it go), had it not been for his +jovial blandness and good-nature. He liked to make people happy, and, as far as +bodily wants went, he had a quick perception of what was required. He sat like +a king (for, excepting the rector, there was not another gentleman of his +standing at Combehurst), among six or seven ladies, who laughed merrily at all +his sayings, and evidently thought Mrs. Browne had been highly honored in +having been asked to dinner as well as to tea. In the evening, the carriage was +ordered to take her as far as a carriage could go; and there was a little +mysterious handshaking between her host and herself on taking leave, which made +her very curious for the lights of home by which to examine a bit of rustling +paper that had been put in her hand with some stammered-out words about Edward. +</p> + +<p> +When every one had gone, there was a little gathering in Mrs. Buxton’s +dressing-room. Husband, son and niece, all came to give her their opinions on +the day and the visitors. +</p> + +<p> +“Good Mrs. Browne is a little tiresome,” said Mr. Buxton, yawning. “Living in +that moorland hole, I suppose. However, I think she has enjoyed her day; and +we’ll ask her down now and then, for Browne’s sake. Poor Browne! What a good +man he was!” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t like that boy at all,” said Frank. “I beg you’ll not ask him again +while I’m at home: he is so selfish and self-important; and yet he’s a bit +snobbish now and then. Mother! I know what you mean by that look. Well! if I am +self-important sometimes, I’m not a snob.” +</p> + +<p> +“Little Maggie is very nice,” said Erminia. “What a pity she has not a new +frock! Was not she good about it, Frank, when she tore it?” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes, she’s a nice little thing enough, if she does not get all spirit cowed +out of her by that brother. I’m thankful that he is going to school.” +</p> + +<p> +When Mrs. Browne heard where Maggie had drank tea, she was offended. She had +only sat with Mrs. Buxton for an hour before dinner. If Mrs. Buxton could bear +the noise of children, she could not think why she shut herself up in that +room, and gave herself such airs. She supposed it was because she was the +granddaughter of Sir Henry Biddulph that she took upon herself to have such +whims, and not sit at the head of her table, or make tea for her company in a +civil decent way. Poor Mr. Buxton! What a sad life for a merry, light-hearted +man to have such a wife! It was a good thing for him to have agreeable society +sometimes. She thought he looked a deal better for seeing his friends. He must +be sadly moped with that sickly wife. +</p> + +<p> +(If she had been clairvoyante at that moment, she might have seen Mr. Buxton +tenderly chafing his wife’s hands, and feeling in his innermost soul a wonder +how one so saint-like could ever have learnt to love such a boor as he was; it +was the wonderful mysterious blessing of his life. So little do we know of the +inner truths of the households, where we come and go like intimate guests!) +</p> + +<p> +Maggie could not bear to hear Mrs. Buxton spoken of as a fine lady assuming +illness. Her heart beat hard as she spoke. “Mamma! I am sure she is really ill. +Her lips kept going so white; and her hand was so burning hot all the time that +I held it.” +</p> + +<p> +“Have you been holding Mrs. Buxton’s hand? Where were your manners? You are a +little forward creature, and ever were. But don’t pretend to know better than +your elders. It is no use telling me Mrs. Buxton is ill, and she able to bear +the noise of children.” +</p> + +<p> +“I think they are all a pack of set-up people, and that Frank Buxton is the +worst of all,” said Edward. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie’s heart sank within her to hear this cold, unkind way of talking over +the friends who had done so much to make their day happy. She had never before +ventured into the world, and did not know how common and universal is the +custom of picking to pieces those with whom we have just been associating; and +so it pained her. She was a little depressed, too, with the idea that she +should never see Mrs. Buxton and the lovely Erminia again. Because no future +visit or intercourse had been spoken about, she fancied it would never take +place; and she felt like the man in the Arabian Nights, who caught a glimpse of +the precious stones and dazzling glories of the cavern, which was immediately +after closed, and shut up into the semblance of hard, barren rock. She tried to +recall the house. Deep blue, crimson red, warm brown draperies, were so +striking after the light chintzes of her own house; and the effect of a suite +of rooms opening out of each other was something quite new to the little girl; +the apartments seemed to melt away into vague distance, like the dim endings of +the arched aisles in church. But most of all she tried to recall Mrs. Buxton’s +face; and Nancy had at last to put away her work, and come to bed, in order to +soothe the poor child, who was crying at the thought that Mrs. Buxton would +soon die, and that she should never see her again. Nancy loved Maggie dearly, +and felt no jealousy of this warm admiration of the unknown lady. She listened +to her story and her fears till the sobs were hushed; and the moon fell through +the casement on the white closed eyelids of one, who still sighed in her sleep. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p> +In three weeks, the day came for Edward’s departure. A great cake and a parcel +of gingerbread soothed his sorrows on leaving home. +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t cry, Maggie!” said he to her on the last morning; “you see I don’t. +Christmas will soon be here, and I dare say I shall find time to write to you +now and then. Did Nancy put any citron in the cake?” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie wished she might accompany her mother to Combehurst to see Edward off by +the coach; but it was not to be. She went with them, without her bonnet, as far +as her mother would allow her; and then she sat down, and watched their +progress for a long, long way. She was startled by the sound of a horse’s feet, +softly trampling through the long heather. It was Frank Buxton’s. +</p> + +<p> +“My father thought Mrs. Browne would like to see the Woodchester Herald. Is +Edward gone?” said he, noticing her sad face. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! he is just gone down the hill to the coach. I dare say you can see him +crossing the bridge, soon. I did so want to have gone with him,” answered she, +looking wistfully toward the town. +</p> + +<p> +Frank felt sorry for her, left alone to gaze after her brother, whom, strange +as it was, she evidently regretted. After a minute’s silence, he said: +</p> + +<p> +“You liked riding the other day. Would you like a ride now? Rhoda is very +gentle, if you can sit on my saddle. Look! I’ll shorten the stirrup. There now; +there’s a brave little girl! I’ll lead her very carefully. Why, Erminia durst +not ride without a side-saddle! I’ll tell you what; I’ll bring the newspaper +every Wednesday till I go to school, and you shall have a ride. Only I wish we +had a side-saddle for Rhoda. Or, if Erminia will let me, I’ll bring Abdel-Kadr, +the little Shetland you rode the other day.” +</p> + +<p> +“But will Mr. Buxton let you?” asked Maggie, half delighted—half afraid. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, my father! to be sure he will. I have him in very good order.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was rather puzzled by this way of speaking. +</p> + +<p> +“When do you go to school?” asked she. +</p> + +<p> +“Toward the end of August; I don’t know the day.” +</p> + +<p> +“Does Erminia go to school?” +</p> + +<p> +“No. I believe she will soon though, if mamma does not get better.” Maggie +liked the change of voice, as he spoke of his mother. +</p> + +<p> +“There, little lady! now jump down. Famous! you’ve a deal of spirit, you little +brown mouse.” +</p> + +<p> +Nancy came out, with a wondering look, to receive Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“It is Mr. Frank Buxton,” said she, by way of an introduction. “He has brought +mamma the newspaper.” +</p> + +<p> +“Will you walk in, sir, and rest? I can tie up your horse.” +</p> + +<p> +“No, thank you,” said he, “I must be off. Don’t forget, little mousey, that you +are to ready for another ride next Wednesday.” And away he went. +</p> + +<p> +It needed a good deal of Nancy’s diplomacy to procure Maggie this pleasure; +although I don’t know why Mrs. Browne should have denied it, for the circle +they went was always within sight of the knoll in front of the house, if any +one cared enough about the matter to mount it, and look after them. Frank and +Maggie got great friends in these rides. Her fearlessness delighted and +surprised him, she had seemed so cowed and timid at first. But she was only so +with people, as he found out before holidays ended. He saw her shrink from +particular looks and inflexions of voice of her mother’s; and learnt to read +them, and dislike Mrs. Browne accordingly, notwithstanding all her sugary +manner toward himself. The result of his observations he communicated to his +mother, and in consequence, he was the bearer of a most civil and ceremonious +message from Mrs. Buxton to Mrs. Browne, to the effect that the former would be +much obliged to the latter if she would allow Maggie to ride down occasionally +with the groom, who would bring the newspapers on the Wednesdays (now Frank was +going to school), and to spend the afternoon with Erminia. Mrs. Browne +consented, proud of the honor, and yet a little annoyed that no mention was +made of herself. When Frank had bid good-bye, and fairly disappeared, she +turned to Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“You must not set yourself up if you go among these fine folks. It is their way +of showing attention to your father and myself. And you must mind and work +doubly hard on Thursdays to make up for playing on Wednesdays.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was in a flush of sudden color, and a happy palpitation of her +fluttering little heart. She could hardly feel any sorrow that the kind Frank +was going away, so brimful was she of the thoughts of seeing his mother; who +had grown strangely associated in her dreams, both sleeping and waking, with +the still calm marble effigies that lay for ever clasping their hands in prayer +on the altar-tombs in Combehurst church. All the week was one happy season of +anticipation. She was afraid her mother was secretly irritated at her natural +rejoicing; and so she did not speak to her about it, but she kept awake till +Nancy came to bed, and poured into her sympathizing ears every detail, real or +imaginary, of her past or future intercourse with Mrs. Buxton, and the old +servant listened with interest, and fell into the custom of picturing the +future with the ease and simplicity of a child. +</p> + +<p> +“Suppose, Nancy! only suppose, you know, that she did die. I don’t mean really +die, but go into a trance like death; she looked as if she was in one when I +first saw her; I would not leave her, but I would sit by her, and watch her, +and watch her.” +</p> + +<p> +“Her lips would be always fresh and red,” interrupted Nancy. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes, I know you’ve told me before how they keep red—I should look at them +quite steadily; I would try never to go to sleep.” +</p> + +<p> +“The great thing would be to have air-holes left in the coffin.” But Nancy felt +the little girl creep close to her at the grim suggestion, and, with the tact +of love, she changed the subject. +</p> + +<p> +“Or supposing we could hear of a doctor who could charm away illness. There +were such in my young days; but I don’t think people are so knowledgeable now. +Peggy Jackson, that lived near us when I was a girl, was cured of a waste by a +charm.” +</p> + +<p> +“What is a waste, Nancy?” +</p> + +<p> +“It is just a pining away. Food does not nourish nor drink strengthen them, but +they just fade off, and grow thinner and thinner, till their shadow looks gray +instead of black at noonday; but he cured her in no time by a charm.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, if we could find him.” +</p> + +<p> +“Lass, he’s dead, and she’s dead, too, long ago!” +</p> + +<p> +While Maggie was in imagination going over moor and fell, into the hollows of +the distant mysterious hills, where she imagined all strange beasts and weird +people to haunt, she fell asleep. +</p> + +<p> +Such were the fanciful thoughts which were engendered in the little girl’s mind +by her secluded and solitary life. It was more solitary than ever, now that +Edward was gone to school. The house missed his loud cheerful voice, and +bursting presence. There seemed much less to be done, now that his numerous +wants no longer called for ministration and attendance. Maggie did her task of +work on her own gray rock; but as it was sooner finished, now that he was not +there to interrupt and call her off, she used to stray up the Fell Lane at the +back of the house; a little steep stony lane, more like stairs cut in the rock +than what we, in the level land, call a lane: it reached on to the wide and +open moor, and near its termination there was a knotted thorn-tree; the only +tree for apparent miles. Here the sheep crouched under the storms, or stood and +shaded themselves in the noontide heat. The ground was brown with their cleft +round foot-marks; and tufts of wool were hung on the lower part of the stem, +like votive offerings on some shrine. Here Maggie used to come and sit and +dream in any scarce half-hour of leisure. Here she came to cry, when her little +heart was overfull at her mother’s sharp fault-finding, or when bidden to keep +out of the way, and not be troublesome. She used to look over the swelling +expanse of moor, and the tears were dried up by the soft low-blowing wind which +came sighing along it. She forgot her little home griefs to wonder why a +brown-purple shadow always streaked one particular part in the fullest +sunlight; why the cloud-shadows always seemed to be wafted with a sidelong +motion; or she would imagine what lay beyond those old gray holy hills, which +seemed to bear up the white clouds of Heaven on which the angels flew abroad. +Or she would look straight up through the quivering air, as long as she could +bear its white dazzling, to try and see God’s throne in that unfathomable and +infinite depth of blue. She thought she should see it blaze forth sudden and +glorious, if she were but full of faith. She always came down from the thorn, +comforted, and meekly gentle. +</p> + +<p> +But there was danger of the child becoming dreamy, and finding her pleasure in +life in reverie, not in action, or endurance, or the holy rest which comes +after both, and prepares for further striving or bearing. Mrs. Buxton’s +kindness prevented this danger just in time. It was partly out of interest in +Maggie, but also partly to give Erminia a companion, that she wished the former +to come down to Combehurst. +</p> + +<p> +When she was on these visits, she received no regular instruction; and yet all +the knowledge, and most of the strength of her character, was derived from +these occasional hours. It is true her mother had given her daily lessons in +reading, writing, and arithmetic; but both teacher and taught felt these more +as painful duties to be gone through, than understood them as means to an end. +The “There! child; now that’s done with,” of relief, from Mrs. Browne, was +heartily echoed in Maggie’s breast, as the dull routine was concluded. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Buxton did not make a set labor of teaching; I suppose she felt that much +was learned from her superintendence, but she never thought of doing or saying +anything with a latent idea of its indirect effect upon the little girls, her +companions. She was simply herself; she even confessed (where the confession +was called for) to short-comings, to faults, and never denied the force of +temptations, either of those which beset little children, or of those which +occasionally assailed herself. Pure, simple, and truthful to the heart’s core, +her life, in its uneventful hours and days, spoke many homilies. Maggie, who +was grave, imaginative, and somewhat quaint, took pains in finding words to +express the thoughts to which her solitary life had given rise, secure of Mrs. +Buxton’s ready understanding and sympathy. +</p> + +<p> +“You are so like a cloud,” said she to Mrs. Buxton. “Up at the Thorn-tree, it +was quite curious how the clouds used to shape themselves, just according as I +was glad or sorry. I have seen the same clouds, that, when I came up first, +looked like a heap of little snow-hillocks over babies’ graves, turn, as soon +as I grew happier, to a sort of long bright row of angels. And you seem always +to have had some sorrow when I am sad, and turn bright and hopeful as soon as I +grow glad. Dear Mrs. Buxton! I wish Nancy knew you.” +</p> + +<p> +The gay, volatile, willful, warm-hearted Erminia was less earnest in all +things. Her childhood had been passed amid the distractions of wealth; and +passionately bent upon the attainment of some object at one moment, the next +found her angry at being reminded of the vanished anxiety she had shown but a +moment before. Her life was a shattered mirror; every part dazzling and +brilliant, but wanting the coherency and perfection of a whole. Mrs. Buxton +strove to bring her to a sense of the beauty of completeness, and the relation +which qualities and objects bear to each other; but in all her striving she +retained hold of the golden clue of sympathy. She would enter into Erminia’s +eagerness, if the object of it varied twenty times a day; but by-and-by, in her +own mild, sweet, suggestive way, she would place all these objects in their +right and fitting places, as they were worthy of desire. I do not know how it +was, but all discords, and disordered fragments, seemed to fall into harmony +and order before her presence. +</p> + +<p> +She had no wish to make the two little girls into the same kind of pattern +character. They were diverse as the lily and the rose. But she tried to give +stability and earnestness to Erminia; while she aimed to direct Maggie’s +imagination, so as to make it a great minister to high ends, instead of simply +contributing to the vividness and duration of a reverie. +</p> + +<p> +She told her tales of saints and martyrs, and all holy heroines, who forgot +themselves, and strove only to be “ministers of Him, to do His pleasure.” The +tears glistened in the eyes of hearer and speaker, while she spoke in her low, +faint voice, which was almost choked at times when she came to the noblest part +of all. +</p> + +<p> +But when she found that Maggie was in danger of becoming too little a dweller +in the present, from the habit of anticipating the occasion for some great +heroic action, she spoke of other heroines. She told her how, though the lives +of these women of old were only known to us through some striking glorious +deed, they yet must have built up the temple of their perfection by many +noiseless stories; how, by small daily offerings laid on the altar, they must +have obtained their beautiful strength for the crowning sacrifice. And then she +would turn and speak of those whose names will never be blazoned on earth—some +poor maid-servant, or hard-worked artisan, or weary governess—who have gone on +through life quietly, with holy purposes in their hearts, to which they gave up +pleasure and ease, in a soft, still, succession of resolute days. She quoted +those lines of George Herbert’s: +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“All may have,<br/> +If they dare choose, a glorious life, or grave.” +</p> + +<p> +And Maggie’s mother was disappointed because Mrs. Buxton had never offered to +teach her “to play on the piano,” which was to her the very head and front of a +genteel education. Maggie, in all her time of yearning to become Joan of Arc, +or some great heroine, was unconscious that she herself showed no little +heroism, in bearing meekly what she did every day from her mother. It was hard +to be questioned about Mrs. Buxton, and then to have her answers turned into +subjects for contempt, and fault-finding with that sweet lady’s ways. +</p> + +<p> +When Ned came home for the holidays, he had much to tell. His mother listened +for hours to his tales; and proudly marked all that she could note of his +progress in learning. His copy-books and writing-flourishes were a sight to +behold; and his account-books contained towers and pyramids of figures. +</p> + +<p> +“Ay, ay!” said Mr. Buxton, when they were shown to him; “this is grand! when I +was a boy I could make a flying eagle with one stroke of my pen, but I never +could do all this. And yet I thought myself a fine fellow, I warrant you. And +these sums! why man! I must make you my agent. I need one, I’m sure; for though +I get an accountant every two or three years to do up my books, they somehow +have the knack of getting wrong again. Those quarries, Mrs. Browne, which every +one says are so valuable, and for the stone out of which receive orders +amounting to hundreds of pounds, what d’ye think was the profit I made last +year, according to my books?” +</p> + +<p> +“I’m sure I don’t know, sir; something very great, I’ve no doubt.” +</p> + +<p> +“Just seven-pence three farthings,” said he, bursting into a fit of merry +laughter, such as another man would have kept for the announcement of enormous +profits. “But I must manage things differently soon. Frank will want money when +he goes to Oxford, and he shall have it. I’m but a rough sort of fellow, but +Frank shall take his place as a gentleman. Aha, Miss Maggie! and where’s my +gingerbread? There you go, creeping up to Mrs. Buxton on a Wednesday, and have +never taught Cook how to make gingerbread yet. Well, Ned! and how are the +classics going on? Fine fellow, that Virgil! Let me see, how does it begin? +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +‘Arma, virumque cano, Trojae qui primus ab oris.’ +</p> + +<p> +That’s pretty well, I think, considering I’ve never opened him since I left +school thirty years ago. To be sure, I spent six hours a day at it when I was +there. Come now, I’ll puzzle you. Can you construe this? +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“Infir dealis, inoak noneis; inmud eelis, inclay noneis.” +</p> + +<p> +“To be sure I can,” said Edward, with a little contempt in his tone. “Can you +do this, sir? +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“Apud in is almi des ire,<br/> +Mimis tres i neve require,<br/> +Alo veri findit a gestis,<br/> +His miseri ne ver at restis.” +</p> + +<p> +But though Edward had made much progress, and gained three prizes, his moral +training had been little attended to. He was more tyrannical than ever, both to +his mother and Maggie. It was a drawn battle between him and Nancy, and they +kept aloof from each other as much as possible. Maggie fell into her old humble +way of submitting to his will, as long as it did not go against her conscience; +but that, being daily enlightened by her habits of pious aspiring thought, +would not allow her to be so utterly obedient as formerly. In addition to his +imperiousness, he had learned to affix the idea of cleverness to various +artifices and subterfuges which utterly revolted her by their meanness. +</p> + +<p> +“You are so set up, by being intimate with Erminia, that you won’t do a thing I +tell you; you are as selfish and self-willed as”—he made a pause. Maggie was +ready to cry. +</p> + +<p> +“I will do anything, Ned, that is right.” +</p> + +<p> +“Well! and I tell you this is right.” +</p> + +<p> +“How can it be?” said she, sadly, almost wishing to be convinced. +</p> + +<p> +“How—why it is, and that’s enough for you. You must always have a reason for +everything now. You are not half so nice as you were. Unless one chops logic +with you, and convinces you by a long argument, you’ll do nothing. Be obedient, +I tell you. That is what a woman has to be.” +</p> + +<p> +“I could be obedient to some people, without knowing their reasons, even though +they told me to do silly things,” said Maggie, half to herself. +</p> + +<p> +“I should like to know to whom,” said Edward, scornfully. +</p> + +<p> +“To Don Quixote,” answered she, seriously; for, indeed, he was present in her +mind just then, and his noble, tender, melancholy character had made a strong +impression there. +</p> + +<p> +Edward stared at her for a moment, and then burst into a loud fit of laughter. +It had the good effect of restoring him to a better frame of mind. He had such +an excellent joke against his sister, that he could not be angry with her. He +called her Sancho Panza all the rest of the holidays, though she protested +against it, saying she could not bear the Squire, and disliked being called by +his name. +</p> + +<p> +Frank and Edward seemed to have a mutual antipathy to each other, and the +coldness between them was rather increased than diminished by all Mr. Buxton’s +efforts to bring them together. “Come, Frank, my lad!” said he, “don’t be so +stiff with Ned. His father was a dear friend of mine, and I’ve set my heart on +seeing you friends. You’ll have it in your power to help him on in the world.” +</p> + +<p> +But Frank answered, “He is not quite honorable, sir. I can’t bear a boy who is +not quite honorable. Boys brought up at those private schools are so full of +tricks!” +</p> + +<p> +“Nay, my lad, there thou’rt wrong. I was brought up at a private school, and no +one can say I ever dirtied my hands with a trick in my life. Good old Mr. +Thompson would have flogged the life out of a boy who did anything mean or +underhand.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p> +Summers and winters came and went, with little to mark them, except the growth +of the trees, and the quiet progress of young creatures. Erminia was sent to +school somewhere in France, to receive more regular instruction than she could +have in the house with her invalid aunt. But she came home once a year, more +lovely and elegant and dainty than ever; and Maggie thought, with truth, that +ripening years were softening down her volatility, and that her aunt’s dewlike +sayings had quietly sunk deep, and fertilized the soil. That aunt was fading +away. Maggie’s devotion added materially to her happiness; and both she and +Maggie never forgot that this devotion was to be in all things subservient to +the duty which she owed to her mother. +</p> + +<p> +“My love,” Mrs. Buxton had more than once said, “you must always recollect that +your first duty is toward your mother. You know how glad I am to see you; but I +shall always understand how it is, if you do not come. She may often want you +when neither you nor I can anticipate it.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne had no great wish to keep Maggie at home, though she liked to +grumble at her going. Still she felt that it was best, in every way, to keep on +good terms with such valuable friends; and she appreciated, in some small +degree, the advantage which her intimacy at the house was to Maggie. But yet +she could not restrain a few complaints, nor withhold from her, on her return, +a recapitulation of all the things which might have been done if she had only +been at home, and the number of times that she had been wanted; but when she +found that Maggie quietly gave up her next Wednesday’s visit as soon as she was +made aware of any necessity for her presence at home, her mother left off +grumbling, and took little or no notice of her absence. +</p> + +<p> +When the time came for Edward to leave school, he announced that he had no +intention of taking orders, but meant to become an attorney. +</p> + +<p> +“It’s such slow work,” said he to his mother. “One toils away for four or five +years, and then one gets a curacy of seventy pounds a-year, and no end of work +to do for the money. Now the work is not much harder in a lawyer’s office, and +if one has one’s wits about one, there are hundreds and thousands a-year to be +picked up with mighty little trouble.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne was very sorry for this determination. She had a great desire to +see her son a clergyman, like his father. She did not consider whether his +character was fitted for so sacred an office; she rather thought that the +profession itself, when once assumed, would purify the character; but, in fact, +his fitness or unfitness for holy orders entered little into her mind. She had +a respect for the profession, and his father had belonged to it. +</p> + +<p> +“I had rather see you a curate at seventy pounds a-year, than an attorney with +seven hundred,” replied she. “And you know your father was always asked to dine +everywhere—to places where I know they would not have asked Mr. Bish, of +Woodchester, and he makes his thousand a-year. Besides, Mr. Buxton has the next +presentation to Combehurst, and you would stand a good chance for your father’s +sake. And in the mean time you should live here, if your curacy was any way +near.” +</p> + +<p> +“I dare say! Catch me burying myself here again. My dear mother, it’s a very +respectable place for you and Maggie to live in, and I dare say you don’t find +it dull; but the idea of my quietly sitting down here is something too absurd!” +</p> + +<p> +“Papa did, and was very happy,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! after he had been at Oxford,” replied Edward, a little nonplussed by this +reference to one whose memory even the most selfish and thoughtless must have +held in respect. +</p> + +<p> +“Well! and you know you would have to go to Oxford first.” +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! I wish you would not interfere between my mother and me. I want to +have it settled and done with, and that it will never be if you keep meddling. +Now, mother, don’t you see how much better it will be for me to go into Mr. +Bish’s office? Harry Bish has spoken to his father about it.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne sighed. +</p> + +<p> +“What will Mr. Buxton say?” asked she, dolefully. +</p> + +<p> +“Say! Why don’t you see it was he who first put it into my head, by telling me +that first Christmas holidays, that I should be his agent. That would be +something, would it not? Harry Bish says he thinks a thousand a-year might be +made of it.” +</p> + +<p> +His loud, decided, rapid talking overpowered Mrs. Browne; but she resigned +herself to his wishes with more regrets than she had ever done before. It was +not the first case in which fluent declamation has taken the place of argument. +</p> + +<p> +Edward was articled to Mr. Bish, and thus gained his point. There was no one +with power to resist his wishes, except his mother and Mr. Buxton. The former +had long acknowledged her son’s will as her law; and the latter, though +surprised and almost disappointed at a change of purpose which he had never +anticipated in his plans for Edward’s benefit, gave his consent, and even +advanced some of the money requisite for the premium. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie looked upon this change with mingled feelings. She had always from a +child pictured Edward to herself as taking her father’s place. When she had +thought of him as a man, it was as contemplative, grave, and gentle, as she +remembered her father. With all a child’s deficiency of reasoning power, she +had never considered how impossible it was that a selfish, vain, and impatient +boy could become a meek, humble, and pious man, merely by adopting a profession +in which such qualities are required. But now, at sixteen, she was beginning to +understand all this. Not by any process of thought, but by something more like +a correct feeling, she perceived that Edward would never be the true minister +of Christ. So, more glad and thankful than sorry, though sorrow mingled with +her sentiments, she learned the decision that he was to be an attorney. +</p> + +<p> +Frank Buxton all this time was growing up into a young man. The hopes both of +father and mother were bound up in him; and, according to the difference in +their characters was the difference in their hopes. It seemed, indeed, probable +that Mr. Buxton, who was singularly void of worldliness or ambition for +himself, would become worldly and ambitious for his son. His hopes for Frank +were all for honor and distinction here. Mrs. Buxton’s hopes were prayers. She +was fading away, as light fades into darkness on a summer evening. No one +seemed to remark the gradual progress; but she was fully conscious of it +herself. The last time that Frank was at home from college before her death, +she knew that she should never see him again; and when he gaily left the house, +with a cheerfulness, which was partly assumed, she dragged herself with languid +steps into a room at the front of the house, from which she could watch him +down the long, straggling little street, that led to the inn from which the +coach started. As he went along, he turned to look back at his home; and there +he saw his mother’s white figure gazing after him. He could not see her wistful +eyes, but he made her poor heart give a leap of joy by turning round and +running back for one more kiss and one more blessing. +</p> + +<p> +When he next came home, it was at the sudden summons of her death. +</p> + +<p> +His father was as one distracted. He could not speak of the lost angel without +sudden bursts of tears, and oftentimes of self-upbraiding, which disturbed the +calm, still, holy ideas, which Frank liked to associate with her. He ceased +speaking to him, therefore, about their mutual loss; and it was a certain kind +of relief to both when he did so; but he longed for some one to whom he might +talk of his mother, with the quiet reverence of intense and trustful affection. +He thought of Maggie, of whom he had seen but little of late; for when he had +been at Combehurst, she had felt that Mrs. Buxton required her presence less, +and had remained more at home. Possibly Mrs. Buxton regretted this; but she +never said anything. She, far-looking, as one who was near death, foresaw that, +probably, if Maggie and her son met often in her sick-room, feelings might +arise which would militate against her husband’s hopes and plans, and which, +therefore, she ought not to allow to spring up. But she had been unable to +refrain from expressing her gratitude to Maggie for many hours of tranquil +happiness, and had unconsciously dropped many sentences which made Frank feel, +that, in the little brown mouse of former years, he was likely to meet with one +who could tell him much of the inner history of his mother in her last days, +and to whom he could speak of her without calling out the passionate sorrow +which was so little in unison with her memory. +</p> + +<p> +Accordingly, one afternoon, late in the autumn, he rode up to Mrs. Browne’s. +The air on the heights was so still that nothing seemed to stir. Now and then a +yellow leaf came floating down from the trees, detached from no outward +violence, but only because its life had reached its full limit and then ceased. +Looking down on the distant sheltered woods, they were gorgeous in orange and +crimson, but their splendor was felt to be the sign of the decaying and dying +year. Even without an inward sorrow, there was a grand solemnity in the season +which impressed the mind, and hushed it into tranquil thought. Frank rode +slowly along, and quietly dismounted at the old horse-mount, beside which there +was an iron bridle-ring fixed in the gray stone wall. He saw the casement of +the parlor-window open, and Maggie’s head bent down over her work. She looked +up as he entered the court, and his footsteps sounded on the flag-walk. She +came round and opened the door. As she stood in the door-way, speaking, he was +struck by her resemblance to some old painting. He had seen her young, calm +face, shining out with great peacefulness, and the large, grave, thoughtful +eyes, giving the character to the features which otherwise they might, from +their very regularity, have wanted. Her brown dress had the exact tint which a +painter would have admired. The slanting mellow sunlight fell upon her as she +stood; and the vine-leaves, already frost-tinted, made a rich, warm border, as +they hung over the old house-door. +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma is not well; she is gone to lie down. How are you? How is Mr. Buxton?” +</p> + +<p> +“We are both pretty well; quite well, in fact, as far as regards health. May I +come in? I want to talk to you, Maggie!” +</p> + +<p> +She opened the little parlor-door, and they went in; but for a time they were +both silent. They could not speak of her who was with them, present in their +thoughts. Maggie shut the casement, and put a log of wood on the fire. She sat +down with her back to the window; but as the flame sprang up, and blazed at the +touch of the dry wood, Frank saw that her face was wet with quiet tears. Still +her voice was even and gentle, as she answered his questions. She seemed to +understand what were the very things he would care most to hear. She spoke of +his mother’s last days; and without any word of praise (which, indeed, would +have been impertinence), she showed such a just and true appreciation of her +who was dead and gone, that he felt as if he could listen forever to the +sweet-dropping words. They were balm to his sore heart. He had thought it +possible that the suddenness of her death might have made her life incomplete, +in that she might have departed without being able to express wishes and +projects, which would now have the sacred force of commands. But he found that +Maggie, though she had never intruded herself as such, had been the depository +of many little thoughts and plans; or, if they were not expressed to her, she +knew that Mr. Buxton or Dawson was aware of what they were, though, in their +violence of early grief, they had forgotten to name them. The flickering +brightness of the flame had died away; the gloom of evening had gathered into +the room, through the open door of which the kitchen fire sent a ruddy glow, +distinctly marked against carpet and wall. Frank still sat, with his head +buried in his hands against the table, listening. +</p> + +<p> +“Tell me more,” he said, at every pause. +</p> + +<p> +“I think I have told you all now,” said Maggie, at last. “At least, it is all I +recollect at present; but if I think of anything more, I will be sure and tell +you.” +</p> + +<p> +“Thank you; do.” He was silent for some time. +</p> + +<p> +“Erminia is coming home at Christmas. She is not to go back to Paris again. She +will live with us. I hope you and she will be great friends, Maggie.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh yes,” replied she. “I think we are already. At least we were last +Christmas. You know it is a year since I have seen her.” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes; she went to Switzerland with Mademoiselle Michel, instead of coming home +the last time. Maggie, I must go, now. My father will be waiting dinner for +me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Dinner! I was going to ask if you would not stay to tea. I hear mamma stirring +about in her room. And Nancy is getting things ready, I see. Let me go and tell +mamma. She will not be pleased unless she sees you. She has been very sorry for +you all,” added she, dropping her voice. +</p> + +<p> +Before he could answer, she ran up stairs. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne came down. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Mr. Frank! Have you been sitting in the dark? Maggie, you ought to have +rung for candles! Ah! Mr. Frank, you’ve had a sad loss since I saw you here—let +me see—in the last week of September. But she was always a sad invalid; and no +doubt your loss is her gain. Poor Mr. Buxton, too! How is he? When one thinks +of him, and of her years of illness, it seems like a happy release.” +</p> + +<p> +She could have gone on for any length of time, but Frank could not bear this +ruffling up of his soothed grief, and told her that his father was expecting +him home to dinner. +</p> + +<p> +“Ah! I am sure you must not disappoint him. He’ll want a little cheerful +company more than ever now. You must not let him dwell on it, Mr. Frank, but +turn his thoughts another way by always talking of other things. I am sure if I +had some one to speak to me in a cheerful, pleasant way, when poor dear Mr. +Browne died, I should never have fretted after him as I did; but the children +were too young, and there was no one to come and divert me with any news. If +I’d been living in Combehurst, I am sure I should not have let my grief get the +better of me as I did. Could you get up a quiet rubber in the evenings, do you +think?” +</p> + +<p> +But Frank had shaken hands and was gone. As he rode home he thought much of +sorrow, and the different ways of bearing it. He decided that it was sent by +God for some holy purpose, and to call out into existence some higher good; and +he thought that if it were faithfully taken as His decree there would be no +passionate, despairing resistance to it; nor yet, if it were trustfully +acknowledged to have some wise end, should we dare to baulk it, and defraud it +by putting it on one side, and, by seeking the distractions of worldly things, +not let it do its full work. And then he returned to his conversation with +Maggie. That had been real comfort to him. What an advantage it would be to +Erminia to have such a girl for a friend and companion! +</p> + +<p> +It was rather strange that, having this thought, and having been struck, as I +said, with Maggie’s appearance while she stood in the door-way (and I may add +that this impression of her unobtrusive beauty had been deepened by several +succeeding interviews), he should reply as he did to Erminia’s remark, on first +seeing Maggie after her return from France. +</p> + +<p> +“How lovely Maggie is growing! Why, I had no idea she would ever turn out +pretty. Sweet-looking she always was; but now her style of beauty makes her +positively distinguished. Frank! speak! is not she beautiful?” +</p> + +<p> +“Do you think so?” answered he, with a kind of lazy indifference, exceedingly +gratifying to his father, who was listening with some eagerness to his answer. +That day, after dinner, Mr. Buxton began to ask his opinion of Erminia’s +appearance. +</p> + +<p> +Frank answered at once: +</p> + +<p> +“She is a dazzling little creature. Her complexion looks as if it were made of +cherries and milk; and, it must be owned, the little lady has studied the art +of dress to some purpose in Paris.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton was nearer happiness at this reply than he had ever been since his +wife’s death; for the only way he could devise to satisfy his reproachful +conscience towards his neglected and unhappy sister, was to plan a marriage +between his son and her child. He rubbed his hands and drank two extra glasses +of wine. +</p> + +<p> +“We’ll have the Brownes to dinner, as usual, next Thursday,” said he, “I am +sure your mother would have been hurt if we had omitted it; it is now nine +years since they began to come, and they have never missed one Christmas since. +Do you see any objection, Frank?” +</p> + +<p> +“None at all, sir,” answered he. “I intend to go up to town soon after +Christmas, for a week or ten days, on my way to Cambridge. Can I do anything +for you?” +</p> + +<p> +“Well, I don’t know. I think I shall go up myself some day soon. I can’t +understand all these lawyer’s letters, about the purchase of the Newbridge +estate; and I fancy I could make more sense out of it all, if I saw Mr. +Hodgson.” +</p> + +<p> +“I wish you would adopt my plan, of having an agent, sir. Your affairs are +really so complicated now, that they would take up the time of an expert man of +business. I am sure all those tenants at Dumford ought to be seen after.” +</p> + +<p> +“I do see after them. There’s never a one that dares cheat me, or that would +cheat me if they could. Most of them have lived under the Buxtons for +generations. They know that if they dared to take advantage of me, I should +come down upon them pretty smartly.” +</p> + +<p> +“Do you rely upon their attachment to your family—or on their idea of your +severity?” +</p> + +<p> +“On both. They stand me instead of much trouble in account-keeping, and those +eternal lawyers’ letters some people are always dispatching to their tenants. +When I’m cheated, Frank, I give you leave to make me have an agent, but not +till then. There’s my little Erminia singing away, and nobody to hear her.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p> +Christmas-Day was strange and sad. Mrs. Buxton had always contrived to be in +the drawing-room, ready to receive them all after dinner. Mr. Buxton tried to +do away with his thoughts of her by much talking; but every now and then he +looked wistfully toward the door. Erminia exerted herself to be as lively as +she could, in order, if possible, to fill up the vacuum. Edward, who had come +over from Woodchester for a walk, had a good deal to say; and was, +unconsciously, a great assistance with his never-ending flow of rather clever +small-talk. His mother felt proud of her son, and his new waistcoat, which was +far more conspicuously of the latest fashion than Frank’s could be said to be. +After dinner, when Mr. Buxton and the two young men were left alone, Edward +launched out still more. He thought he was impressing Frank with his knowledge +of the world, and the world’s ways. But he was doing all in his power to repel +one who had never been much attracted toward him. Worldly success was his +standard of merit. The end seemed with him to justify the means; if a man +prospered, it was not necessary to scrutinize his conduct too closely. The law +was viewed in its lowest aspect; and yet with a certain cleverness, which +preserved Edward from being intellectually contemptible. Frank had entertained +some idea of studying for a barrister himself: not so much as a means of +livelihood as to gain some idea of the code which makes and shows a nation’s +conscience: but Edward’s details of the ways in which the letter so often +baffles the spirit, made him recoil. With some anger against himself, for +viewing the profession with disgust, because it was degraded by those who +embraced it, instead of looking upon it as what might be ennobled and purified +into a vast intelligence by high and pure-minded men, he got up abruptly and +left the room. +</p> + +<p> +The girls were sitting over the drawing-room fire, with unlighted candles on +the table, talking, he felt, about his mother; but when he came in they rose, +and changed their tone. Erminia went to the piano, and sang her newest and +choicest French airs. Frank was gloomy and silent; but when she changed into +more solemn music his mood was softened, Maggie’s simple and hearty admiration, +untinged by the slightest shade of envy for Erminia’s accomplishments, charmed +him. The one appeared to him the perfection of elegant art, the other of +graceful nature. When he looked at Maggie, and thought of the moorland home +from which she had never wandered, the mysteriously beautiful lines of +Wordsworth seemed to become sun-clear to him. +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“And she shall lean her ear<br/> +In many a secret place<br/> +Where rivulets dance their wayward round,<br/> +And beauty born of murmuring sound<br/> +Shall pass into her face.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton, in the dining-room, was really getting to take an interest in +Edward’s puzzling cases. They were like tricks at cards. A quick motion, and +out of the unpromising heap, all confused together, presto! the right card +turned up. Edward stated his case, so that there did not seem loophole for the +desired verdict; but through some conjuration, it always came uppermost at +last. He had a graphic way of relating things; and, as he did not spare +epithets in his designation of the opposing party, Mr. Buxton took it upon +trust that the defendant or the prosecutor (as it might happen) was a +“pettifogging knave,” or a “miserly curmudgeon,” and rejoiced accordingly in +the triumph over him gained by the ready wit of “our governor,” Mr. Bish. At +last he became so deeply impressed with Edward’s knowledge of law, as to +consult him about some cottage property he had in Woodchester. +</p> + +<p> +“I rather think there are twenty-one cottages, and they don’t bring me in four +pounds a-year; and out of that I have to pay for collecting. Would there be any +chance of selling them? They are in Doughty-street; a bad neighborhood, I +fear.” +</p> + +<p> +“Very bad,” was Edward’s prompt reply. “But if you are really anxious to effect +a sale, I have no doubt I could find a purchaser in a short time.” +</p> + +<p> +“I should be very much obliged to you,” said Mr. Buxton. “You would be doing me +a kindness. If you meet with a purchaser, and can manage the affair, I would +rather that you drew out the deeds for the transfer of the property. It would +be the beginning of business for you; and I only hope I should bring you good +luck.” +</p> + +<p> +Of course Edward could do this; and when they left the table, it was with a +feeling on his side that he was a step nearer to the agency which he coveted; +and with a happy consciousness on Mr. Buxton’s of having put a few pounds in +the way of a deserving and remarkably clever young man. +</p> + +<p> +Since Edward had left home, Maggie had gradually, but surely, been gaining in +importance. Her judgment and her untiring unselfishness could not fail to make +way. Her mother had some respect for, and great dependence on her; but still it +was hardly affection that she felt for her; or if it was it was a dull and +torpid kind of feeling, compared with the fond love and exulting pride which +she took in Edward. When he came back for occasional holidays, his mother’s +face was radiant with happiness, and her manner toward him was even more +caressing than he approved of. When Maggie saw him repel the hand that fain +would have stroked his hair as in childish days, a longing came into her heart +for some of these uncared-for tokens of her mother’s love. Otherwise she meekly +sank back into her old secondary place, content to have her judgment slighted +and her wishes unasked as long as he stayed. At times she was now beginning to +disapprove and regret some things in him; his flashiness of manner jarred +against her taste; and a deeper, graver feeling was called out by his evident +want of quick moral perception. “Smart and clever,” or “slow and dull,” took +with him the place of “right and wrong.” Little as he thought it, he was +himself narrow-minded and dull; slow and blind to perceive the beauty and +eternal wisdom of simple goodness. +</p> + +<p> +Erminia and Maggie became great friends. Erminia used to beg for Maggie, until +she herself put a stop to the practice; as she saw her mother yielded more +frequently than was convenient, for the honor of having her daughter a visitor +at Mr. Buxton’s, about which she could talk to her few acquaintances who +persevered in calling at the cottage. Then Erminia volunteered a visit of some +days to Maggie, and Mrs. Browne’s pride was redoubled; but she made so many +preparations, and so much fuss, and gave herself so much trouble, that she was +positively ill during Erminia’s stay; and Maggie felt that she must +henceforward deny herself the pleasure of having her friend for a guest, as her +mother could not be persuaded from attempting to provide things in the same +abundance and style as that to which Erminia was accustomed at home; whereas, +as Nancy shrewdly observed, the young lady did not know if she was eating +jelly, or porridge, or whether the plates were common delf or the best China, +so long as she was with her dear Miss Maggie. Spring went, and summer came. +Frank had gone to and fro between Cambridge and Combehurst, drawn by motives of +which he felt the force, but into which he did not care to examine. Edward had +sold the property of Mr. Buxton; and he, pleased with the possession of half +the purchase money (the remainder of which was to be paid by installments), and +happy in the idea that his son came over so frequently to see Erminia, had +amply rewarded the young attorney for his services. +</p> + +<p> +One summer’s day, as hot as day could be, Maggie had been busy all morning; for +the weather was so sultry that she would not allow either Nancy or her mother +to exert themselves much. She had gone down with the old brown pitcher, coeval +with herself, to the spring for water; and while it was trickling, and making a +tinkling music, she sat down on the ground. The air was so still that she heard +the distant wood-pigeons cooing; and round about her the bees were murmuring +busily among the clustering heath. From some little touch of sympathy with +these low sounds of pleasant harmony, she began to try and hum some of +Erminia’s airs. She never sang out loud, or put words to her songs; but her +voice was very sweet, and it was a great pleasure to herself to let it go into +music. Just as her jug was filled, she was startled by Frank’s sudden +appearance. She thought he was at Cambridge, and, from some cause or other, her +face, usually so faint in color, became the most vivid scarlet. They were both +too conscious to speak. Maggie stooped (murmuring some words of surprise) to +take up her pitcher. +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t go yet, Maggie,” said he, putting his hand on hers to stop her; but, +somehow, when that purpose was effected, he forgot to take it off again. “I +have come all the way from Cambridge to see you. I could not bear suspense any +longer. I grew so impatient for certainty of some kind, that I went up to town +last night, in order to feel myself on my way to you, even though I knew I +could not be here a bit earlier to-day for doing so. Maggie—dear Maggie! how +you are trembling! Have I frightened you? Nancy told me you were here; but it +was very thoughtless to come so suddenly upon you.” +</p> + +<p> +It was not the suddenness of his coming; it was the suddenness of her own +heart, which leaped up with the feelings called out by his words. She went very +white, and sat down on the ground as before. But she rose again immediately, +and stood, with drooping, averted head. He had dropped her hand, but now sought +to take it again. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, darling, may I speak?” Her lips moved, he saw, but he could not hear. +A pang of affright ran through him that, perhaps, she did not wish to listen. +“May I speak to you?” he asked again, quite timidly. She tried to make her +voice sound, but it would not; so she looked round. Her soft gray eyes were +eloquent in that one glance. And, happier than his words, passionate and tender +as they were, could tell, he spoke till her trembling was changed into bright +flashing blushes, and even a shy smile hovered about her lips, and dimpled her +cheeks. +</p> + +<p> +The water bubbled over the pitcher unheeded. At last she remembered all the +work-a-day world. She lifted up the jug, and would have hurried home, but Frank +decidedly took it from her. +</p> + +<p> +“Henceforward,” said he, “I have a right to carry your burdens.” So with one +arm round her waist and with the other carrying the water, they climbed the +steep turfy slope. Near the top she wanted to take it again. +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma will not like it. Mamma will think it so strange.” +</p> + +<p> +“Why, dearest, if I saw Nancy carrying it up this slope I would take it from +her. It would be strange if a man did not carry it for any woman. But you must +let me tell your mother of my right to help you. It is your dinner-time is it +not? I may come in to dinner as one of the family may not I Maggie?” +</p> + +<p> +“No” she said softly. For she longed to be alone; and she dreaded being +overwhelmed by the expression of her mother’s feelings, weak and agitated as +she felt herself. “Not to-day.” +</p> + +<p> +“Not to-day!” said he reproachfully. “You are very hard upon me. Let me come to +tea. If you will, I will leave you now. Let me come to early tea. I must speak +to my father. He does not know I am here. I may come to tea. At what time is +it? Three o’clock. Oh, I know you drink tea at some strange early hour; perhaps +it is at two. I will take care to be in time.” +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t come till five, please. I must tell mamma; and I want some time to +think. It does seem so like a dream. Do go, please.” +</p> + +<p> +“Well! if I must, I must. But I don’t feel as if I were in a dream, but in some +real blessed heaven so long as I see you.” +</p> + +<p> +At last he went. Nancy was awaiting Maggie, the side-gate. +</p> + +<p> +“Bless us and save us, bairn! what a time it has taken thee to get the water. +Is the spring dry with the hot weather?” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie ran past her. All dinner-time she heard her mother’s voice in +long-continued lamentation about something. She answered at random, and +startled her mother by asserting that she thought “it” was very good; the said +“it” being milk turned sour by thunder. Mrs. Browne spoke quite sharply, “No +one is so particular as you, Maggie. I have known you drink water, day after +day, for breakfast, when you were a little girl, because your cup of milk had a +drowned fly in it; and now you tell me you don’t care for this, and don’t mind +that, just as if you could eat up all the things which are spoiled by the heat. +I declare my head aches so, I shall go and lie down as soon as ever dinner is +over.” +</p> + +<p> +If this was her plan, Maggie thought she had no time to lose in making her +confession. Frank would be here before her mother got up again to tea. But she +dreaded speaking about her happiness; it seemed as yet so cobweb-like, as if a +touch would spoil its beauty. +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma, just wait a minute. Just sit down in your chair while I tell you +something. Please, dear mamma.” She took a stool, and sat at her mother’s feet; +and then she began to turn the wedding-ring on Mrs. Browne’s hand, looking down +and never speaking, till the latter became impatient. +</p> + +<p> +“What is it you have got to say, child? Do make haste, for I want to go +up-stairs.” +</p> + +<p> +With a great jerk of resolution, Maggie said: +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma, Frank Buxton has asked me to marry him.” +</p> + +<p> +She hid her face in her mother’s lap for an instant; and then she lifted it up, +as brimful of the light of happiness as is the cup of a water-lily of the sun’s +radiance. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie—you don’t say so,” said her mother, half incredulously. “It can’t be, +for he’s at Cambridge, and it’s not post-day. What do you mean?” +</p> + +<p> +“He came this morning, mother, when I was down at the well; and we fixed that I +was to speak to you; and he asked if he might come again for tea.” +</p> + +<p> +“Dear! dear! and the milk all gone sour? We should have had milk of our own, if +Edward had not persuaded me against buying another cow.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t think Mr. Buxton will mind it much,” said Maggie, dimpling up, as she +remembered, half unconsciously, how little he had seemed to care for anything +but herself. +</p> + +<p> +“Why, what a thing it is for you!” said Mrs. Browne, quite roused up from her +languor and her head-ache. “Everybody said he was engaged to Miss Erminia. Are +you quite sure you made no mistake, child? What did he say? Young men are so +fond of making fine speeches; and young women are so silly in fancying they +mean something. I once knew a girl who thought that a gentleman who sent her +mother a present of a sucking-pig, did it as a delicate way of making her an +offer. Tell me his exact words.” +</p> + +<p> +But Maggie blushed, and either would not or could not. So Mrs. Browne began +again: +</p> + +<p> +“Well, if you’re sure, you’re sure. I wonder how he brought his father round. +So long as he and Erminia have been planned for each other! That very first day +we ever dined there after your father’s death, Mr. Buxton as good as told me +all about it. I fancied they were only waiting till they were out of mourning.” +</p> + +<p> +All this was news to Maggie. She had never thought that either Erminia or Frank +was particularly fond of the other; still less had she had any idea of Mr. +Buxton’s plans for them. Her mother’s surprise at her engagement jarred a +little upon her too: it had become so natural, even in these last two hours, to +feel that she belonged to _him_. But there were more discords to come. Mrs. +Browne began again, half in soliloquy: +</p> + +<p> +“I should think he would have four thousand a-year. He did not tell you, love, +did he, if they had still that bad property in the canal, that his father +complained about? But he will have four thousand. Why, you’ll have your +carriage, Maggie. Well! I hope Mr. Buxton has taken it kindly, because he’ll +have a deal to do with the settlements. I’m sure I thought he was engaged to +Erminia.” +</p> + +<p> +Ringing changes on these subjects all the afternoon, Mrs. Browne sat with +Maggie. She occasionally wandered off to speak about Edward, and how favorably +his future prospects would be advanced by the engagement. +</p> + +<p> +“Let me see—there’s the house in Combehurst: the rent of that would be a +hundred and fifty a-year, but we’ll not reckon that. But there’s the quarries” +(she was reckoning upon her fingers in default of a slate, for which she had +vainly searched), “we’ll call them two hundred a-year, for I don’t believe Mr. +Buxton’s stories about their only bringing him in seven-pence; and there’s +Newbridge, that’s certainly thirteen hundred—where had I got to, Maggie?” +</p> + +<p> +“Dear mamma, do go and lie down for a little; you look quite flushed,” said +Maggie, softly. +</p> + +<p> +Was this the manner to view her betrothal with such a man as Frank? Her +mother’s remarks depressed her more than she could have thought it possible; +the excitement of the morning was having its reaction, and she longed to go up +to the solitude under the thorn-tree, where she had hoped to spend a quiet, +thoughtful afternoon. +</p> + +<p> +Nancy came in to replace glasses and spoons in the cupboard. By some accident, +the careful old servant broke one of the former. She looked up quickly at her +mistress, who usually visited all such offences with no small portion of +rebuke. +</p> + +<p> +“Never mind, Nancy,” said Mrs. Browne. “It’s only an old tumbler; and Maggie’s +going to be married, and we must buy a new set for the wedding-dinner.” +</p> + +<p> +Nancy looked at both, bewildered; at last a light dawned into her mind, and her +face looked shrewdly and knowingly back at Mrs. Browne. Then she said, very +quietly: +</p> + +<p> +“I think I’ll take the next pitcher to the well myself, and try my luck. To +think how sorry I was for Miss Maggie this morning! ‘Poor thing,’ says I to +myself, ‘to be kept all this time at that confounded well’ (for I’ll not deny +that I swear a bit to myself at times—it sweetens the blood), ‘and she so +tired.’ I e’en thought I’d go help her; but I reckon she’d some other help. May +I take a guess at the young man?” +</p> + +<p> +“Four thousand a-year! Nancy;” said Mrs. Browne, exultingly. +</p> + +<p> +“And a blithe look, and a warm, kind heart—and a free step—and a noble way with +him to rich and poor—aye, aye, I know the name. No need to alter all my neat +M.B.’s, done in turkey-red cotton. Well, well! every one’s turn comes sometime, +but mine’s rather long a-coming.” +</p> + +<p> +The faithful old servant came up to Maggie, and put her hand caressingly on her +shoulder. Maggie threw her arms round her neck, and kissed the brown, withered +face. +</p> + +<p> +“God bless thee, bairn,” said Nancy, solemnly. It brought the low music of +peace back into the still recesses of Maggie’s heart. She began to look out for +her lover; half-hidden behind the muslin window curtain, which waved gently to +and fro in the afternoon breezes. She heard a firm, buoyant step, and had only +time to catch one glimpse of his face, before moving away. But that one glance +made her think that the hours which had elapsed since she saw him had not been +serene to him any more than to her. +</p> + +<p> +When he entered the parlor, his face was glad and bright. He went up in a +frank, rejoicing way to Mrs. Browne; who was evidently rather puzzled how to +receive him—whether as Maggie’s betrothed, or as the son of the greatest man of +her acquaintance. +</p> + +<p> +“I am sure, sir,” said she, “we are all very much obliged to you for the honor +you have done our family!” +</p> + +<p> +He looked rather perplexed as to the nature of the honor which he had conferred +without knowing it; but as the light dawned upon him, he made answer in a +frank, merry way, which was yet full of respect for his future mother-in-law: +</p> + +<p> +“And I am sure I am truly grateful for the honor one of your family has done +me.” +</p> + +<p> +When Nancy brought in tea she was dressed in her fine-weather Sunday gown; the +first time it had ever been worn out of church, and the walk to and fro. +</p> + +<p> +After tea, Frank asked Maggie if she would walk out with him; and accordingly +they climbed the Fell-Lane and went out upon the moors, which seemed vast and +boundless as their love. +</p> + +<p> +“Have you told your father?” asked Maggie; a dim anxiety lurking in her heart. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes,” said Frank. He did not go on; and she feared to ask, although she longed +to know, how Mr. Buxton had received the intelligence. +</p> + +<p> +“What did he say?” at length she inquired. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! it was evidently a new idea to him that I was attached to you; and he does +not take up a new idea speedily. He has had some notion, it seems, that Erminia +and I were to make a match of it; but she and I agreed, when we talked it over, +that we should never have fallen in love with each other if there had not been +another human being in the world. Erminia is a little sensible creature, and +says she does not wonder at any man falling in love with you. Nay, Maggie, +don’t hang your head so down; let me have a glimpse of your face.” +</p> + +<p> +“I am sorry your father does not like it,” said Maggie, sorrowfully. +</p> + +<p> +“So am I. But we must give him time to get reconciled. Never fear but he will +like it in the long run; he has too much good taste and good feeling. He must +like you.” +</p> + +<p> +Frank did not choose to tell even Maggie how violently his father had set +himself against their engagement. He was surprised and annoyed at first to find +how decidedly his father was possessed with the idea that he was to marry his +cousin, and that she, at any rate, was attached to him, whatever his feelings +might be toward her; but after he had gone frankly to Erminia and told her all, +he found that she was as ignorant of her uncle’s plans for her as he had been; +and almost as glad at any event which should frustrate them. +</p> + +<p> +Indeed she came to the moorland cottage on the following day, after Frank had +returned to Cambridge. She had left her horse in charge of the groom, near the +fir-trees on the heights, and came running down the slope in her habit. Maggie +went out to meet her, with just a little wonder at her heart if what Frank had +said could possibly be true; and that Erminia, living in the house with him, +could have remained indifferent to him. Erminia threw her arms round her neck, +and they sat down together on the court-steps. +</p> + +<p> +“I durst not ride down that hill; and Jem is holding my horse, so I may not +stay very long; now begin, Maggie, at once, and go into a rhapsody about Frank. +Is not he a charming fellow? Oh! I am so glad. Now don’t sit smiling and +blushing there to yourself; but tell me a great deal about it. I have so wanted +to know somebody that was in love, that I might hear what it was like; and the +minute I could, I came off here. Frank is only just gone. He has had another +long talk with my uncle, since he came back from you this morning; but I am +afraid he has not made much way yet.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie sighed. “I don’t wonder at his not thinking me good enough for Frank. +</p> + +<p> +“No! the difficulty would be to find any one he did think fit for his paragon +of a son.” +</p> + +<p> +“He thought you were, dearest Erminia.” +</p> + +<p> +“So Frank has told you that, has he? I suppose we shall have no more family +secrets now,” said Erminia, laughing. “But I can assure you I had a strong +rival in lady Adela Castlemayne, the Duke of Wight’s daughter; she was the most +beautiful lady my uncle had ever seen (he only saw her in the Grand Stand at +Woodchester races, and never spoke a word to her in his life). And if she would +have had Frank, my uncle would still have been dissatisfied as long as the +Princess Victoria was unmarried; none would have been good enough while a +better remained. But Maggie,” said she, smiling up into her friend’s face, “I +think it would have made you laugh, for all you look as if a kiss would shake +the tears out of your eyes, if you could have seen my uncle’s manner to me all +day. He will have it that I am suffering from an unrequited attachment; so he +watched me and watched me over breakfast; and at last, when I had eaten a whole +nest-full of eggs, and I don’t know how many pieces of toast, he rang the bell +and asked for some potted charr. I was quite unconscious that it was for me, +and I did not want it when it came; so he sighed in a most melancholy manner, +and said, ‘My poor Erminia!’ If Frank had not been there, and looking +dreadfully miserable, I am sure I should have laughed out.” +</p> + +<p> +“Did Frank look miserable?” said Maggie, anxiously. +</p> + +<p> +“There now! you don’t care for anything but the mention of his name.” +</p> + +<p> +“But did he look unhappy?” persisted Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“I can’t say he looked happy, dear Mousey; but it was quite different when he +came back from seeing you. You know you always had the art of stilling any +person’s trouble. You and my aunt Buxton are the only two I ever knew with that +gift.” +</p> + +<p> +“I am so sorry he has any trouble to be stilled,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“And I think it will do him a world of good. Think how successful his life has +been! the honors he got at Eton! his picture taken, and I don’t know what! and +at Cambridge just the same way of going on. He would be insufferably imperious +in a few years, if he did not meet with a few crosses.” +</p> + +<p> +“Imperious!—oh Erminia, how can you say so?” +</p> + +<p> +“Because it’s the truth. He happens to have very good dispositions; and +therefore his strong will is not either disagreeable, or offensive; but once +let him become possessed by a wrong wish, and you would then see how vehement +and imperious he would be. Depend upon it, my uncle’s resistance is a capital +thing for him. As dear sweet Aunt Buxton would have said, ‘There is a holy +purpose in it;’ and as Aunt Buxton would not have said, but as I, a ‘fool, rush +in where angels fear to tread,’ I decide that the purpose is to teach Master +Frank patience and submission.” +</p> + +<p> +“Erminia—how could you help”—and there Maggie stopped. +</p> + +<p> +“I know what you mean; how could I help falling in love with him? I think he +has not mystery and reserve enough for me. I should like a man with some deep, +impenetrable darkness around him; something one could always keep wondering +about. Besides, think what clashing of wills there would have been! My uncle +was very short-sighted in his plan; but I don’t think he thought so much about +the fitness of our characters and ways, as the fitness of our fortunes!” +</p> + +<p> +“For shame, Erminia! No one cares less for money than Mr. Buxton!” +</p> + +<p> +“There’s a good little daughter-in-law elect! But seriously, I do think he is +beginning to care for money; not in the least for himself, but as a means of +aggrandizement for Frank. I have observed, since I came home at Christmas, a +growing anxiety to make the most of his property; a thing he never cared about +before. I don’t think he is aware of it himself, but from one or two little +things I have noticed, I should not wonder if he ends in being avaricious in +his old age.” Erminia sighed. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie had almost a sympathy with the father, who sought what he imagined to be +for the good of his son, and that son, Frank. Although she was as convinced as +Erminia, that money could not really help any one to happiness, she could not +at the instant resist saying: +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! how I wish I had a fortune! I should so like to give it all to him.” +</p> + +<p> +“Now Maggie! don’t be silly! I never heard you wish for anything different from +what _was_ before, so I shall take this opportunity of lecturing you on your +folly. No! I won’t either, for you look sadly tired with all your agitation; +and besides I must go, or Jem will be wondering what has become of me. Dearest +cousin-in-law, I shall come very often to see you; and perhaps I shall give you +my lecture yet.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p> +It was true of Mr. Buxton, as well as of his son, that he had the seeds of +imperiousness in him. His life had not been such as to call them out into view. +With more wealth than he required; with a gentle wife, who if she ruled him +never showed it, or was conscious of the fact herself; looked up to by his +neighbors, a simple affectionate set of people, whose fathers had lived near +his father and grandfather in the same kindly relation, receiving benefits +cordially given, and requiting them with good will and respectful attention: +such had been the circumstances surrounding him; and until his son grew out of +childhood, there had not seemed a wish which he had it not in his power to +gratify as soon as formed. Again, when Frank was at school and at college, all +went on prosperously; he gained honors enough to satisfy a far more ambitious +father. Indeed, it was the honors he gained that stimulated his father’s +ambition. He received letters from tutors, and headmasters, prophesying that, +if Frank chose, he might rise to the “highest honors in church or state;” and +the idea thus suggested, vague as it was, remained, and filled Mr. Buxton’s +mind; and, for the first time in his life, made him wish that his own career +had been such as would have led him to form connections among the great and +powerful. But, as it was, his shyness and _gêne_, from being unaccustomed to +society, had made him averse to Frank’s occasional requests that he might bring +such and such a school-fellow, or college-chum, home on a visit. Now he +regretted this, on account of the want of those connections which might thus +have been formed; and, in his visions, he turned to marriage as the best way of +remedying this. Erminia was right in saying that her uncle had thought of Lady +Adela Castlemayne for an instant; though how the little witch had found it out +I cannot say, as the idea had been dismissed immediately from his mind. +</p> + +<p> +He was wise enough to see its utter vanity, as long as his son remained +undistinguished. But his hope was this. If Frank married Erminia, their united +property (she being her father’s heiress) would justify him in standing for the +shire; or if he could marry the daughter of some leading personage in the +county, it might lead to the same step; and thus at once he would obtain a +position in parliament, where his great talents would have scope and verge +enough. Of these two visions, the favorite one (for his sister’s sake) was that +of marriage with Erminia. +</p> + +<p> +And, in the midst of all this, fell, like a bombshell, the intelligence of his +engagement with Maggie Browne; a good sweet little girl enough, but without +fortune or connection—without, as far as Mr. Buxton knew, the least power, or +capability, or spirit, with which to help Frank on in his career to eminence in +the land! He resolved to consider it as a boyish fancy, easily to be +suppressed; and pooh-poohed it down, to Frank, accordingly. He remarked his +son’s set lips, and quiet determined brow, although he never spoke in a more +respectful tone, than while thus steadily opposing his father. If he had shown +more violence of manner, he would have irritated him less; but, as it was, it +was the most miserable interview that had ever taken place between the father +and son. +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton tried to calm himself down with believing that Frank would change +his mind, if he saw more of the world; but, somehow, he had a prophesying +distrust of this idea internally. The worst was, there was no fault to be found +with Maggie herself, although she might want the accomplishments he desired to +see in his son’s wife. Her connections, too, were so perfectly respectable +(though humble enough in comparison with Mr. Buxton’s soaring wishes), that +there was nothing to be objected to on that score; her position was the great +offence. In proportion to his want of any reason but this one, for disapproving +of the engagement, was his annoyance under it. He assumed a reserve toward +Frank; which was so unusual a restraint upon his open, genial disposition, that +it seemed to make him irritable toward all others in contact with him, +excepting Erminia. He found it difficult to behave rightly to Maggie. Like all +habitually cordial persons, he went into the opposite extreme, when he wanted +to show a little coolness. However angry he might be with the events of which +she was the cause, she was too innocent and meek to justify him in being more +than cool; but his awkwardness was so great, that many a man of the world has +met his greatest enemy, each knowing the other’s hatred, with less freezing +distance of manner than Mr. Buxton’s to Maggie. While she went simply on in her +own path, loving him the more through all, for old kindness’ sake, and because +he was Frank’s father, he shunned meeting her with such evident and painful +anxiety, that at last she tried to spare him the encounter, and hurried out of +church, or lingered behind all, in order to avoid the only chance they now had +of being forced to speak; for she no longer went to the dear house in +Combehurst, though Erminia came to see her more than ever. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne was perplexed and annoyed beyond measure. She upbraided Mr. Buxton +to every one but Maggie. To her she said—“Any one in their senses might have +foreseen what had happened, and would have thought well about it, before they +went and fell in love with a young man of such expectations as Mr. Frank +Buxton.” +</p> + +<p> +In the middle of all this dismay, Edward came over from Woodchester for a day +or two. He had been told of the engagement, in a letter from Maggie herself; +but it was too sacred a subject for her to enlarge upon to him; and Mrs. Browne +was no letter writer. So this was his first greeting to Maggie; after kissing +her: +</p> + +<p> +“Well, Sancho, you’ve done famously for yourself. As soon as I got your letter +I said to Harry Bish—‘Still waters run deep; here’s my little sister Maggie, as +quiet a creature as ever lived, has managed to catch young Buxton, who has five +thousand a-year if he’s a penny.’ Don’t go so red, Maggie. Harry was sure to +hear of it soon from some one, and I see no use in keeping it secret, for it +gives consequence to us all.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton is quite put out about it,” said Mrs. Brown, querulously; “and I’m +sure he need not be, for he’s enough of money, if that’s what he wants; and +Maggie’s father was a clergyman, and I’ve seen ‘yeoman,’ with my own eyes, on +old Mr. Buxton’s (Mr. Lawrence’s father’s) carts; and a clergyman is above a +yeoman any day. But if Maggie had had any thought for other people, she’d never +have gone and engaged herself, when she might have been sure it would give +offence. We are never asked down to dinner now. I’ve never broken bread there +since last Christmas.” +</p> + +<p> +“Whew!” said Edward to this. It was a disappointed whistle; but he soon cheered +up. “I thought I could have lent a hand in screwing old Buxton up about the +settlements; but I see it’s not come to that yet. Still I’ll go and see the old +gentleman. I’m a bit of a favorite of his, and I doubt I can turn him round.” +</p> + +<p> +“Pray, Edward, don’t go,” said Maggie. “Frank and I are content to wait; and +I’m sure we would rather not have any one speak to Mr. Buxton, upon a subject +which evidently gives him so much pain; please, Edward, don’t!” +</p> + +<p> +“Well, well. Only I must go about this property of his. Besides, I don’t mean +to get into disgrace; so I shan’t seem to know anything about it, if it would +make him angry. I want to keep on good terms, because of the agency. So, +perhaps, I shall shake my head, and think it great presumption in you, Maggie, +to have thought of becoming his daughter-in-law. If I can do you no good, I may +as well do myself some.” +</p> + +<p> +“I hope you won’t mention me at all,” she replied. +</p> + +<p> +One comfort (and almost the only one arising from Edward’s visit) was, that she +could now often be spared to go up to the thorn-tree, and calm down her +anxiety, and bring all discords into peace, under the sweet influences of +nature. Mrs. Buxton had tried to teach her the force of the lovely truth, that +the “melodies of the everlasting chime” may abide in the hearts of those who +ply their daily task in towns, and crowded populous places; and that solitude +is not needed by the faithful for them to feel the immediate presence of God; +nor utter stillness of human sound necessary, before they can hear the music of +His angels’ footsteps; but, as yet, her soul was a young disciple; and she felt +it easier to speak to Him, and come to Him for help, sitting lonely, with wild +moors swelling and darkening around her, and not a creature in sight but the +white specks of distant sheep, and the birds that shun the haunts of men, +floating in the still mid-air. +</p> + +<p> +She sometimes longed to go to Mr. Buxton and tell him how much she could +sympathize with him, if his dislike to her engagement arose from thinking her +unworthy of his son. Frank’s character seemed to her grand in its promise. With +vehement impulses and natural gifts, craving worthy employment, his will sat +supreme over all, like a young emperor calmly seated on his throne, whose fiery +generals and wise counsellors stand alike ready to obey him. But if marriage +were to be made by due measurement and balance of character, and if others, +with their scales, were to be the judges, what would become of all the +beautiful services rendered by the loyalty of true love? Where would be the +raising up of the weak by the strong? or the patient endurance? or the gracious +trust of her: +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“Whose faith is fixt and cannot move;<br/> +She darkly feels him great and wise,<br/> +She dwells on him with faithful eyes,<br/> +‘I cannot understand: I love.’” +</p> + +<p> +Edward’s manners and conduct caused her more real anxiety than anything else. +Indeed, no other thoughtfulness could be called anxiety compared to this. His +faults, she could not but perceive, were strengthening with his strength, and +growing with his growth. She could not help wondering whence he obtained the +money to pay for his dress, which she thought was of a very expensive kind. She +heard him also incidentally allude to “runs up to town,” of which, at the time, +neither she nor her mother had been made aware. He seemed confused when she +questioned him about these, although he tried to laugh it off; and asked her +how she, a country girl, cooped up among one set of people, could have any idea +of the life it was necessary for a man to lead who “had any hope of getting on +in the world.” He must have acquaintances and connections, and see something of +life, and make an appearance. She was silenced, but not satisfied. Nor was she +at ease with regard to his health. He looked ill, and worn; and, when he was +not rattling and laughing, his face fell into a shape of anxiety and +uneasiness, which was new to her in it. He reminded her painfully of an old +German engraving she had seen in Mrs. Buxton’s portfolio, called, “Pleasure +digging a Grave;” Pleasure being represented by a ghastly figure of a young +man, eagerly industrious over his dismal work. +</p> + +<p> +A few days after he went away, Nancy came to her in her bed-room. +</p> + +<p> +“Miss Maggie,” said she, “may I just speak a word?” But when the permission was +given, she hesitated. +</p> + +<p> +“It’s none of my business, to be sure,” said she at last: “only, you see, I’ve +lived with your mother ever since she was married; and I care a deal for both +you and Master Edward. And I think he drains Missus of her money; and it makes +me not easy in my mind. You did not know of it, but he had his father’s old +watch when he was over last time but one; I thought he was of an age to have a +watch, and that it was all natural. But, I reckon he’s sold it, and got that +gimcrack one instead. That’s perhaps natural too. Young folks like young +fashions. But, this time, I think he has taken away your mother’s watch; at +least, I’ve never seen it since he went. And this morning she spoke to me about +my wages. I’m sure I’ve never asked for them, nor troubled her; but I’ll own +it’s now near on to twelve months since she paid me; and she was as regular as +clock-work till then. Now, Miss Maggie don’t look so sorry, or I shall wish I +had never spoken. Poor Missus seemed sadly put about, and said something as I +did not try to hear; for I was so vexed she should think I needed apologies, +and them sort of things. I’d rather live with you without wages than have her +look so shame-faced as she did this morning. I don’t want a bit for money, my +dear; I’ve a deal in the Bank. But I’m afeard Master Edward is spending too +much, and pinching Missus.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was very sorry indeed. Her mother had never told her anything of all +this, so it was evidently a painful subject to her; and Maggie determined +(after lying awake half the night) that she would write to Edward, and +remonstrate with him; and that in every personal and household expense, she +would be, more than ever, rigidly economical. +</p> + +<p> +The full, free, natural intercourse between her lover and herself, could not +fail to be checked by Mr. Buxton’s aversion to the engagement. Frank came over +for some time in the early autumn. He had left Cambridge, and intended to enter +himself at the Temple as soon as the vacation was ended. He had not been very +long at home before Maggie was made aware, partly through Erminia, who had no +notion of discreet silence on any point, and partly by her own observation, of +the increasing estrangement between father and son. Mr. Buxton was reserved +with Frank for the first time in his life; and Frank was depressed and annoyed +at his father’s obstinate repetition of the same sentence, in answer to all his +arguments in favor of his engagement—arguments which were overwhelming to +himself and which it required an effort of patience on his part to go over and +recapitulate, so obvious was the conclusion; and then to have the same answer +forever, the same words even: +</p> + +<p> +“Frank! it’s no use talking. I don’t approve of the engagement; and never +shall.” +</p> + +<p> +He would snatch up his hat, and hurry off to Maggie to be soothed. His father +knew where he was gone without being told; and was jealous of her influence +over the son who had long been his first and paramount object in life. +</p> + +<p> +He needed not have been jealous. However angry and indignant Frank was when he +went up to the moorland cottage, Maggie almost persuaded him, before half an +hour had elapsed, that his father was but unreasonable from his extreme +affection. Still she saw that such frequent differences would weaken the bond +between father and son; and, accordingly, she urged Frank to accept an +invitation into Scotland. +</p> + +<p> +“You told me,” said she, “that Mr. Buxton will have it, it is but a boy’s +attachment; and that when you have seen other people, you will change your +mind; now do try how far you can stand the effects of absence.” She said it +playfully, but he was in a humor to be vexed. +</p> + +<p> +“What nonsense, Maggie! You don’t care for all this delay yourself; and you +take up my father’s bad reasons as if you believed them.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t believe them; but still they may be true.” +</p> + +<p> +“How should you like it, Maggie, if I urged you to go about and see something +of society, and try if you could not find some one you liked better? It is more +probable in your case than in mine; for you have never been from home, and I +have been half over Europe.” +</p> + +<p> +“You are very much afraid, are not you, Frank?” said she, her face bright with +blushes, and her gray eyes smiling up at him. “I have a great idea that if I +could see that Harry Bish that Edward is always talking about, I should be +charmed. He must wear such beautiful waistcoats! Don’t you think I had better +see him before our engagement is quite, quite final?” +</p> + +<p> +But Frank would not smile. In fact, like all angry persons, he found fresh +matter for offence in every sentence. She did not consider the engagement as +quite final: thus he chose to understand her playful speech. He would not +answer. She spoke again: +</p> + +<p> +“Dear Frank, you are not angry with me, are you? It is nonsense to think that +we are to go about the world, picking and choosing men and women as if they +were fruit and we were to gather the best; as if there was not something in our +own hearts which, if we listen to it conscientiously, will tell us at once when +we have met the one of all others. There now, am I sensible? I suppose I am, +for your grim features are relaxing into a smile. That’s right. But now listen +to this. I think your father would come round sooner, if he were not irritated +every day by the knowledge of your visits to me. If you went away, he would +know that we should write to each other yet he would forget the exact time +when; but now he knows as well as I do where you are when you are up here; and +I fancy, from what Erminia says, it makes him angry the whole time you are +away.” +</p> + +<p> +Frank was silent. At last he said: “It is rather provoking to be obliged to +acknowledge that there is some truth in what you say. But even if I would, I am +not sure that I could go. My father does not speak to me about his affairs, as +he used to do; so I was rather surprised yesterday to hear him say to Erminia +(though I’m sure he meant the information for me), that he had engaged an +agent.” +</p> + +<p> +“Then there will be the less occasion for you to be at home. He won’t want your +help in his accounts.” +</p> + +<p> +“I’ve given him little enough of that. I have long wanted him to have somebody +to look after his affairs. They are very complicated and he is very careless. +But I believe my signature will be wanted for some new leases; at least he told +me so.” +</p> + +<p> +“That need not take you long,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Not the mere signing. But I want to know something more about the property, +and the proposed tenants. I believe this Mr. Henry that my father has engaged, +is a very hard sort of man. He is what is called scrupulously honest and +honorable; but I fear a little too much inclined to drive hard bargains for his +client. Now I want to be convinced to the contrary, if I can, before I leave my +father in his hands. So you cruel judge, you won’t transport me yet, will you?” +</p> + +<p> +“No” said Maggie, overjoyed at her own decision, and blushing her delight that +her reason was convinced it was right for Frank to stay a little longer. +</p> + +<p> +The next day’s post brought her a letter from Edward. There was not a word in +it about her inquiry or remonstrance; it might never have been written, or +never received; but a few hurried anxious lines, asking her to write by return +of post, and say if it was really true that Mr. Buxton had engaged an agent. +“It’s a confounded shabby trick if he has, after what he said to me long ago. I +cannot tell you how much I depend on your complying with my request. Once more, +_write directly_. If Nancy cannot take the letter to the post, run down to +Combehurst with it yourself. I must have an answer to-morrow, and every +particular as to who—when to be appointed, &c. But I can’t believe the +report to be true.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie asked Frank if she might name what he had told her the day before to her +brother. He said: +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, yes, certainly, if he cares to know. Of course, you will not say anything +about my own opinion of Mr. Henry. He is coming to-morrow, and I shall be able +to judge how far I am right.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p> +The next day Mr. Henry came. He was a quiet, stern-looking man, of considerable +intelligence and refinement, and so much taste for music as to charm Erminia, +who had rather dreaded his visit. But all the amenities of life were put aside +when he entered Mr. Buxton’s sanctum—his “office,” as he called the room where +he received his tenants and business people. Frank thought Mr. Henry was scarce +commonly civil in the open evidence of his surprise and contempt for the +habits, of which the disorderly books and ledgers were but too visible signs. +Mr. Buxton himself felt more like a school-boy, bringing up an imperfect +lesson, than he had ever done since he was thirteen. +</p> + +<p> +“The only wonder, my good sir, is that you have any property left; that you +have not been cheated out of every farthing.” +</p> + +<p> +“I’ll answer for it,” said Mr. Buxton, in reply, “that you’ll not find any +cheating has been going on. They dared not, sir; they know I should make an +example of the first rogue I found out.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Henry lifted up his eyebrows, but did not speak. +</p> + +<p> +“Besides, sir, most of these men have lived for generations under the Buxtons. +I’d give you my life, they would not cheat me.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Henry coldly said: +</p> + +<p> +“I imagine a close examination of these books by some accountant will be the +best proof of the honesty of these said tenants. If you will allow me, I will +write to a clever fellow I know, and desire him to come down and try and +regulate this mass of papers.” +</p> + +<p> +“Anything—anything you like,” said Mr. Buxton, only too glad to escape from the +lawyer’s cold, contemptuous way of treating the subject. +</p> + +<p> +The accountant came; and he and Mr. Henry were deeply engaged in the office for +several days. Mr. Buxton was bewildered by the questions they asked him. Mr. +Henry examined him in the worrying way in which an unwilling witness is made to +give evidence. Many a time and oft did he heartily wish he had gone on in the +old course to the end of his life, instead of putting himself into an agent’s +hands; but he comforted himself by thinking that, at any rate, they would be +convinced he had never allowed himself to be cheated or imposed upon, although +he did not make any parade of exactitude. +</p> + +<p> +What was his dismay when, one morning, Mr. Henry sent to request his presence, +and, with a cold, clear voice, read aloud an admirably drawn up statement, +informing the poor landlord of the defalcations, nay more, the impositions of +those whom he had trusted. If he had been alone, he would have burst into +tears, to find how his confidence had been abused. But as it was, he became +passionately angry. +</p> + +<p> +“I’ll prosecute them, sir. Not a man shall escape. I’ll make them pay back +every farthing, I will. And damages, too. Crayston, did you say, sir? Was that +one of the names? Why, that is the very Crayston who was bailiff under my +father for years. The scoundrel! And I set him up in my best farm when he +married. And he’s been swindling me, has he?” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Henry ran over the items of the account—“421_l_, 13_s_. 4-3/4_d_. Part of +this I fear we cannot recover”—— +</p> + +<p> +He was going on, but Mr. Buxton broke in: “But I will recover it. I’ll have +every farthing of it. I’ll go to law with the viper. I don’t care for money, +but I hate ingratitude.” +</p> + +<p> +“If you like, I will take counsel’s opinion on the case,” said Mr. Henry, +coolly. +</p> + +<p> +“Take anything you please, sir. Why this Crayston was the first man that set me +on a horse—and to think of his cheating me!” +</p> + +<p> +A few days after this conversation, Frank came on his usual visit to Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Can you come up to the thorn-tree, dearest?” said he. “It is a lovely day, and +I want the solace of a quiet hour’s talk with you.” +</p> + +<p> +So they went, and sat in silence some time, looking at the calm and still blue +air about the summits of the hills, where never tumult of the world came to +disturb the peace, and the quiet of whose heights was never broken by the loud +passionate cries of men. +</p> + +<p> +“I am glad you like my thorn-tree,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“I like the view from it. The thought of the solitude which must be among the +hollows of those hills pleases me particularly to-day. Oh, Maggie! it is one of +the times when I get depressed about men and the world. We have had such +sorrow, and such revelations, and remorse, and passion at home to-day. Crayston +(my father’s old tenant) has come over. It seems—I am afraid there is no doubt +of it—he has been peculating to a large amount. My father has been too +careless, and has placed his dependents in great temptation; and Crayston—he is +an old man, with a large extravagant family—has yielded. He has been served +with notice of my father’s intention to prosecute him; and came over to confess +all, and ask for forgiveness, and time to pay back what he could. A month ago, +my father would have listened to him, I think; but now, he is stung by Mr. +Henry’s sayings, and gave way to a furious passion. It has been a most +distressing morning. The worst side of everybody seems to have come out. Even +Crayston, with all his penitence and appearance of candor, had to be questioned +closely by Mr. Henry before he would tell the whole truth. Good God! that money +should have such power to corrupt men. It was all for money, and money’s worth, +that this degradation has taken place. As for Mr. Henry, to save his client +money, and to protect money, he does not care—he does not even perceive—how he +induces deterioration of character. He has been encouraging my father in +measures which I cannot call anything but vindictive. Crayston is to be made an +example of, they say. As if my father had not half the sin on his own head! As +if he had rightly discharged his duties as a rich man! Money was as dross to +him; but he ought to have remembered how it might be as life itself to many, +and be craved after, and coveted, till the black longing got the better of +principle, as it has done with this poor Crayston. They say the man was once so +truthful, and now his self-respect is gone; and he has evidently lost the very +nature of truth. I dread riches. I dread the responsibility of them. At any +rate, I wish I had begun life as a poor boy, and worked my way up to +competence. Then I could understand and remember the temptations of poverty. I +am afraid of my own heart becoming hardened as my father’s is. You have no +notion of his passionate severity to-day, Maggie! It was quite a new thing even +to me!” +</p> + +<p> +“It will only be for a short time,” said she. “He must be much grieved about +this man.” +</p> + +<p> +“If I thought I could ever grow as hard and different to the abject entreaties +of a criminal as my father has been this morning—one whom he has helped to +make, too—I would go off to Australia at once. Indeed, Maggie, I think it would +be the best thing we could do. My heart aches about the mysterious corruptions +and evils of an old state of society such as we have in England.—What do you +say Maggie? Would you go?” +</p> + +<p> +She was silent—thinking. +</p> + +<p> +“I would go with you directly, if it were right,” said she, at last. “But would +it be? I think it would be rather cowardly. I feel what you say; but don’t you +think it would be braver to stay, and endure much depression and anxiety of +mind, for the sake of the good those always can do who see evils clearly. I am +speaking all this time as if neither you nor I had any home duties, but were +free to do as we liked.” +</p> + +<p> +“What can you or I do? We are less than drops in the ocean, as far as our +influence can go to model a nation?” +</p> + +<p> +“As for that,” said Maggie, laughing, “I can’t remodel Nancy’s old-fashioned +ways; so I’ve never yet planned how to remodel a nation.” +</p> + +<p> +“Then what did you mean by the good those always can do who see evils clearly? +The evils I see are those of a nation whose god is money.” +</p> + +<p> +“That is just because you have come away from a distressing scene. To-morrow +you will hear or read of some heroic action meeting with a nation’s sympathy, +and you will rejoice and be proud of your country.” +</p> + +<p> +“Still I shall see the evils of her complex state of society keenly; and where +is the good I can do?” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! I can’t tell in a minute. But cannot you bravely face these evils, and +learn their nature and causes; and then has God given you no powers to apply to +the discovery of their remedy? Dear Frank, think! It may be very little you can +do—and you may never see the effect of it, any more than the widow saw the +world-wide effect of her mite. Then if all the good and thoughtful men run away +from us to some new country, what are we to do with our poor dear Old England?” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, you must run away with the good, thoughtful men—(I mean to consider that +as a compliment to myself, Maggie!) Will you let me wish I had been born poor, +if I am to stay in England? I should not then be liable to this fault into +which I see the rich men fall, of forgetting the trials of the poor.” +</p> + +<p> +“I am not sure whether, if you had been poor, you might not have fallen into an +exactly parallel fault, and forgotten the trials of the rich. It is so +difficult to understand the errors into which their position makes all men +liable to fall. Do you remember a story in ‘Evenings at Home,’ called the +Transmigrations of Indra? Well! when I was a child, I used to wish I might be +transmigrated (is that the right word?) into an American slave-owner for a +little while, just that I might understand how he must suffer, and be sorely +puzzled, and pray and long to be freed from his odious wealth, till at last he +grew hardened to its nature;—and since then, I have wished to be the Emperor of +Russia, for the same reason. Ah! you may laugh; but that is only because I have +not explained myself properly.” +</p> + +<p> +“I was only smiling to think how ambitious any one might suppose you were who +did not know you.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t see any ambition in it—I don’t think of the station—I only want sorely +to see the ‘What’s resisted’ of Burns, in order that I may have more charity +for those who seem to me to have been the cause of such infinite woe and +misery.” +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“‘What’s done we partly may compute;<br/> +But know not what’s resisted,’” +</p> + +<p> +repeated Frank musingly. After some time he began again: +</p> + +<p> +“But, Maggie, I don’t give up this wish of mine to go to Australia—Canada, if +you like it better—anywhere where there is a newer and purer state of society.” +</p> + +<p> +“The great objection seems to be your duty, as an only child, to your father. +It is different to the case of one out of a large family.” +</p> + +<p> +“I wish I were one in twenty, then I might marry where I liked to-morrow.” +</p> + +<p> +“It would take two people’s consent to such a rapid measure,” said Maggie, +laughing. “But now I am going to wish a wish, which it won’t require a fairy +godmother to gratify. Look, Frank, do you see in the middle of that dark brown +purple streak of moor a yellow gleam of light? It is a pond, I think, that at +this time of the year catches a slanting beam of the sun. It cannot be very far +off. I have wished to go to it every autumn. Will you go with me now? We shall +have time before tea.” +</p> + +<p> +Frank’s dissatisfaction with the stern measures that, urged on by Mr. Henry, +his father took against all who had imposed upon his carelessness as a +landlord, increased rather than diminished. He spoke warmly to him on the +subject, but without avail. He remonstrated with Mr. Henry, and told him how he +felt that, had his father controlled his careless nature, and been an exact, +vigilant landlord, these tenantry would never have had the great temptation to +do him wrong; and that therefore he considered some allowance should be made +for them, and some opportunity given them to redeem their characters, which +would be blasted and hardened for ever by the publicity of a law-suit. But Mr. +Henry only raised his eyebrows and made answer: +</p> + +<p> +“I like to see these notions in a young man, sir. I had them myself at your +age. I believe I had great ideas then, on the subject of temptation and the +force of circumstances; and was as Quixotic as any one about reforming rogues. +But my experience has convinced me that roguery is innate. Nothing but outward +force can control it, and keep it within bounds. The terrors of the law must be +that outward force. I admire your kindness of heart; and in three-and-twenty we +do not look for the wisdom and experience of forty or fifty.” +</p> + +<p> +Frank was indignant at being set aside as an unripe youth. He disapproved so +strongly of all these measures, and of so much that was now going on at home +under Mr. Henry’s influence that he determined to pay his long promised visit +to Scotland; and Maggie, sad at heart to see how he was suffering, encouraged +him in his determination. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p> +After he was gone, there came a November of the most dreary and characteristic +kind. There was incessant rain, and closing-in mists, without a gleam of +sunshine to light up the drops of water, and make the wet stems and branches of +the trees glisten. Every color seemed dimmed and darkened; and the crisp +autumnal glory of leaves fell soddened to the ground. The latest flowers rotted +away without ever coming to their bloom; and it looked as if the heavy +monotonous sky had drawn closer and closer, and shut in the little moorland +cottage as with a shroud. In doors, things were no more cheerful. Maggie saw +that her mother was depressed, and she thought that Edward’s extravagance must +be the occasion. Oftentimes she wondered how far she might speak on the +subject; and once or twice she drew near it in conversation; but her mother +winced away, and Maggie could not as yet see any decided good to be gained from +encountering such pain. To herself it would have been a relief to have known +the truth—the worst, as far as her mother knew it; but she was not in the habit +of thinking of herself. She only tried, by long tender attention, to cheer and +comfort her mother; and she and Nancy strove in every way to reduce the +household expenditure, for there was little ready money to meet it. Maggie +wrote regularly to Edward; but since the note inquiring about the agency, she +had never heard from him. Whether her mother received letters she did not know; +but at any rate she did not express anxiety, though her looks and manner +betrayed that she was ill at ease. It was almost a relief to Maggie when some +change was given to her thoughts by Nancy’s becoming ill. The damp gloomy +weather brought on some kind of rheumatic attack, which obliged the old servant +to keep her bed. Formerly, in such an emergency, they would have engaged some +cottager’s wife to come and do the house-work; but now it seemed tacitly +understood that they could not afford it. Even when Nancy grew worse, and +required attendance in the night, Maggie still persisted in her daily +occupations. She was wise enough to rest when and how she could; and, with a +little forethought, she hoped to be able to go through this weary time without +any bad effect. One morning (it was on the second of December; and even the +change of name in the month, although it brought no change of circumstances or +weather, was a relief—December brought glad tidings even in its very name), one +morning, dim and dreary, Maggie had looked at the clock on leaving Nancy’s +room, and finding it was not yet half-past five, and knowing that her mother +and Nancy were both asleep, she determined to lie down and rest for an hour +before getting up to light the fires. She did not mean to go to sleep; but she +was tired out and fell into a sound slumber. When she awoke it was with a +start. It was still dark; but she had a clear idea of being wakened by some +distinct, rattling noise. There it was once more—against the window, like a +shower of shot. She went to the lattice, and opened it to look out. She had +that strange consciousness, not to be described, of the near neighborhood of +some human creature, although she neither saw nor heard any one for the first +instant. Then Edward spoke in a hoarse whisper, right below the window, +standing on the flower-beds. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! Maggie! Come down and let me in. For your life, don’t make any noise. +No one must know.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie turned sick. Something was wrong, evidently; and she was weak and weary. +However, she stole down the old creaking stairs, and undid the heavy bolt, and +let her brother in. She felt that his dress was quite wet, and she led him, +with cautious steps, into the kitchen, and shut the door, and stirred the fire, +before she spoke. He sank into a chair, as if worn out with fatigue. She stood, +expecting some explanation. But when she saw he could not speak, she hastened +to make him a cup of tea; and, stooping down, took off his wet boots, and +helped him off with his coat, and brought her own plaid to wrap round him. All +this time her heart sunk lower and lower. He allowed her to do what she liked, +as if he were an automaton; his head and his arms hung loosely down, and his +eyes were fixed, in a glaring way, on the fire. When she brought him some tea, +he spoke for the first time; she could not hear what he said till he repeated +it, so husky was his voice. +</p> + +<p> +“Have you no brandy?” +</p> + +<p> +She had the key of the little wine-cellar, and fetched up some. But as she took +a tea-spoon to measure it out, he tremblingly clutched at the bottle, and shook +down a quantity into the empty tea-cup, and drank it off at one gulp. He fell +back again in his chair; but in a few minutes he roused himself, and seemed +stronger. +</p> + +<p> +“Edward, dear Edward, what is the matter?” said Maggie, at last; for he got up, +and was staggering toward the outer door, as if he were going once more into +the rain, and dismal morning-twilight. +</p> + +<p> +He looked at her fiercely as she laid her hand on his arm. +</p> + +<p> +“Confound you! Don’t touch me. I’ll not be kept here, to be caught and hung!” +</p> + +<p> +For an instant she thought he was mad. +</p> + +<p> +“Caught and hung!” she echoed. “My poor Edward! what do you mean?” +</p> + +<p> +He sat down suddenly on a chair, close by him, and covered his face with his +hands. When he spoke, his voice was feeble and imploring. +</p> + +<p> +“The police are after me, Maggie! What must I do? Oh! can you hide me? Can you +save me?” +</p> + +<p> +He looked wild, like a hunted creature. Maggie stood aghast. He went on: +</p> + +<p> +“My mother!—Nancy! Where are they? I was wet through and starving, and I came +here. Don’t let them take me, Maggie, till I’m stronger, and can give battle.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! Edward! Edward! What are you saying?” said Maggie, sitting down on the +dresser, in absolute, bewildered despair. “What have you done?” +</p> + +<p> +“I hardly know. I’m in a horrid dream. I see you think I’m mad. I wish I were. +Won’t Nancy come down soon? You must hide me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Poor Nancy is ill in bed!” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Thank God,” said he. “There’s one less. But my mother will be up soon, will +she not?” +</p> + +<p> +“Not yet,” replied Maggie. “Edward, dear, do try and tell me what you have +done. Why should the police be after you?” +</p> + +<p> +“Why, Maggie,” said he with a kind of forced, unnatural laugh, “they say I’ve +forged.” +</p> + +<p> +“And have you?” asked Maggie, in a still, low tone of quiet agony. +</p> + +<p> +He did not answer for some time, but sat, looking on the floor with unwinking +eyes. At last he said, as if speaking to himself: +</p> + +<p> +“If I have, it’s no more than others have done before, and never been found +out. I was but borrowing money. I meant to repay it. If I had asked Mr. Buxton, +he would have lent it me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton!” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes!” answered he, looking sharply and suddenly up at her. “Your future +father-in-law. My father’s old friend. It is he that is hunting me to death! No +need to look so white and horror-struck, Maggie! It’s the way of the world, as +I might have known, if I had not been a blind fool.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton!” she whispered, faintly. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Maggie!” said he, suddenly throwing himself at her feet, “save me! You can +do it. Write to Frank, and make him induce his father to let me off. I came to +see you, my sweet, merciful sister! I knew you would save me. Good God! What +noise is that? There are steps in the yard!” +</p> + +<p> +And before she could speak, he had rushed into the little china closet, which +opened out of the parlor, and crouched down in the darkness. It was only the +man who brought their morning’s supply of milk from a neighboring farm. But +when Maggie opened the kitchen door, she saw how the cold, pale light of a +winter’s day had filled the air. +</p> + +<p> +“You’re late with your shutters to-day, miss,” said the man. “I hope Nancy has +not been giving you all a bad night. Says I to Thomas, who came with me to the +gate, ‘It’s many a year since I saw them parlor shutters barred up at half-past +eight.’” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie went, as soon as he was gone, and opened all the low windows, in order +that they might look as usual. She wondered at her own outward composure, while +she felt so dead and sick at heart. Her mother would soon get up; must she be +told? Edward spoke to her now and then from his hiding-place. He dared not go +back into the kitchen, into which the few neighbors they had were apt to come, +on their morning’s way to Combehurst, to ask if they could do any errands there +for Mrs. Browne or Nancy. Perhaps a quarter of an hour or so had elapsed since +the first alarm, when, as Maggie was trying to light the parlor fire, in order +that the doctor, when he came, might find all as usual, she heard the click of +the garden gate, and a man’s step coming along the walk. She ran up stairs to +wash away the traces of the tears which had been streaming down her face as she +went about her work, before she opened the door. There, against the watery +light of the rainy day without, stood Mr. Buxton. He hardly spoke to her, but +pushed past her, and entered the parlor. He sat down, looking as if he did not +know what he was doing. Maggie tried to keep down her shivering alarm. It was +long since she had seen him; and the old idea of his kind, genial disposition, +had been sadly disturbed by what she had heard from Frank, of his severe +proceedings against his unworthy tenantry; and now, if he was setting the +police in search of Edward, he was indeed to be dreaded; and with Edward so +close at hand, within earshot! If the china fell! He would suspect nothing from +that; it would only be her own terror. If her mother came down! But, with all +these thoughts, she was very still, outwardly, as she sat waiting for him to +speak. +</p> + +<p> +“Have you heard from your brother lately?” asked he, looking up in an angry and +disturbed manner. “But I’ll answer for it he has not been writing home for some +time. He could not, with the guilt he has had on his mind. I’ll not believe in +gratitude again. There perhaps was such a thing once; but now-a-days the more +you do for a person, the surer they are to turn against you, and cheat you. +Now, don’t go white and pale. I know you’re a good girl in the main; and I’ve +been lying awake all night, and I’ve a deal to say to you. That scoundrel of a +brother of yours!” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie could not ask (as would have been natural, if she had been ignorant) +what Edward had done. She knew too well. But Mr. Buxton was too full of his own +thoughts and feelings to notice her much. +</p> + +<p> +“Do you know he has been like the rest? Do you know he has been cheating +me—forging my name? I don’t know what besides. It’s well for him that they’ve +altered the laws, and he can’t be hung for it” (a dead heavy weight was removed +from Maggie’s mind), “but Mr. Henry is going to transport him. It’s worse than +Crayston. Crayston only ploughed up the turf, and did not pay rent, and sold +the timber, thinking I should never miss it. But your brother has gone and +forged my name. He had received all the purchase-money, while he only gave me +half, and said the rest was to come afterward. And the ungrateful scoundrel has +gone and given a forged receipt! You might have knocked me down with a straw +when Mr. Henry told me about it all last night. ‘Never talk to me of virtue and +such humbug again,’ I said, ‘I’ll never believe in them. Every one is for what +he can get.’ However, Mr. Henry wrote to the superintendent of police at +Woodchester; and has gone over himself this morning to see after it. But to +think of your father having such a son!” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh my poor father!” sobbed out Maggie. “How glad I am you are dead before this +disgrace came upon us!” +</p> + +<p> +“You may well say disgrace. You’re a good girl yourself, Maggie. I have always +said that. How Edward has turned out as he has done, I cannot conceive. But +now, Maggie, I’ve something to say to you.” He moved uneasily about, as if he +did not know how to begin. Maggie was standing leaning her head against the +chimney-piece, longing for her visitor to go, dreading the next minute, and +wishing to shrink into some dark corner of oblivion where she might forget all +for a time, till she regained a small portion of the bodily strength that had +been sorely tried of late. Mr. Buxton saw her white look of anguish, and read +it in part, but not wholly. He was too intent on what he was going to say. +</p> + +<p> +“I’ve been lying awake all night, thinking. You see the disgrace it is to you, +though you are innocent; and I’m sure you can’t think of involving Frank in +it.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie went to the little sofa, and, kneeling down by it, hid her face in the +cushions. He did not go on, for he thought she was not listening to him. At +last he said: +</p> + +<p> +“Come now, be a sensible girl, and face it out. I’ve a plan to propose.” +</p> + +<p> +“I hear,” said she, in a dull veiled voice. +</p> + +<p> +“Why, you know how against this engagement I have always been. Frank is but +three-and-twenty, and does not know his own mind, as I tell him. Besides, he +might marry any one he chose.” +</p> + +<p> +“He has chosen me,” murmured Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Of course, of course. But you’ll not think of keeping him to it, after what +has passed. You would not have such a fine fellow as Frank pointed at as the +brother-in-law of a forger, would you? It was far from what I wished for him +before; but now! Why you’re glad your father is dead, rather than he should +have lived to see this day; and rightly too, I think. And you’ll not go and +disgrace Frank. From what Mr. Henry hears, Edward has been a discredit to you +in many ways. Mr. Henry was at Woodchester yesterday, and he says if Edward has +been fairly entered as an attorney, his name may be struck off the Rolls for +many a thing he has done. Think of my Frank having his bright name tarnished by +any connection with such a man! Mr. Henry says, even in a court of law what has +come out about Edward would be excuse enough for a breach of promise of +marriage.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie lifted up her wan face; the pupils of her eyes were dilated, her lips +were dead white. She looked straight at Mr. Buxton with indignant impatience: +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Henry! Mr. Henry! What has Mr. Henry to do with me?” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton was staggered by the wild, imperious look, so new upon her mild, +sweet face. But he was resolute for Frank’s sake, and returned to the charge +after a moment’s pause. +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Henry is a good friend of mine, who has my interest at heart. He has known +what a subject of regret your engagement has been to me; though really my +repugnance to it was without cause formerly, compared to what it is now. Now be +reasonable, my dear. I’m willing to do something for you if you will do +something for me. You must see what a stop this sad affair has put to any +thoughts between you and Frank. And you must see what cause I have to wish to +punish Edward for his ungrateful behavior, to say nothing of the forgery. Well +now! I don’t know what Mr. Henry will say to me, but I have thought of this. If +you’ll write a letter to Frank, just saying distinctly that, for reasons which +must for ever remain a secret...” +</p> + +<p> +“Remain a secret from Frank?” said Maggie, again lifting up her head. “Why?” +</p> + +<p> +“Why? my dear! You startle me with that manner of yours—just let me finish out +my sentence. If you’ll say that, for reasons which must forever remain a +secret, you decidedly and unchangeably give up all connection, all engagement +with him (which, in fact, Edward’s conduct has as good as put an end to), I’ll +go over to Woodchester and tell Mr. Henry and the police that they need not +make further search after Edward, for that I won’t appear against him. You can +save your brother; and you’ll do yourself no harm by writing this letter, for +of course you see your engagement is broken off. For you never would wish to +disgrace Frank.” +</p> + +<p> +He paused, anxiously awaiting her reply. She did not speak. +</p> + +<p> +“I’m sure, if I appear against him, he is as good as transported,” he put in, +after a while. +</p> + +<p> +Just at this time there was a little sound of displaced china in the closet. +Mr. Buxton did not attend to it, but Maggie heard it. She got up, and stood +quite calm before Mr. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +“You must go,” said she. “I know you; and I know you are not aware of the cruel +way in which you have spoken to me, while asking me to give up the very hope +and marrow of my life”—she could not go on for a moment; she was choked up with +anguish. +</p> + +<p> +“It was the truth, Maggie,” said he, somewhat abashed. +</p> + +<p> +“It was the truth that made the cruelty of it. But you did not mean to speak +cruelly to me, I know. Only it is hard all at once to be called upon to face +the shame and blasted character of one who was once an innocent child at the +same father’s knee.” +</p> + +<p> +“I may have spoken too plainly,” said Mr. Buxton, “but it was necessary to set +the plain truth before you, for my son’s sake. You will write the letter I +ask?” +</p> + +<p> +Her look was wandering and uncertain. Her attention was distracted by sounds +which to him had no meaning; and her judgment she felt was wavering and +disturbed. +</p> + +<p> +“I cannot tell. Give me time to think; you will do that, I’m sure. Go now, and +leave me alone. If it is right, God will give me strength to do it, and perhaps +He will comfort me in my desolation. But I do not know—I cannot tell. I must +have time to think. Go now, if you please, sir,” said she, imploringly. +</p> + +<p> +“I am sure you will see it is a right thing I ask of you,” he persisted. +</p> + +<p> +“Go now,” she repeated. +</p> + +<p> +“Very well. In two hours, I will come back again; for your sake, time is +precious. Even while we speak he may be arrested. At eleven, I will come back.” +</p> + +<p> +He went away, leaving her sick and dizzy with the effort to be calm and +collected enough to think. She had forgotten for the moment how near Edward +was; and started when she saw the closet-door open, and his face put out. +</p> + +<p> +“Is he gone? I thought he never would go. What a time you kept him, Maggie! I +was so afraid, once, you might sit down to write the letter in this room; and +then I knew he would stop and worry you with interruptions and advice, so that +it would never be ended; and my back was almost broken. But you sent him off +famously. Why, Maggie! Maggie!—you’re not going to faint, surely!” +</p> + +<p> +His sudden burst out of a whisper into a loud exclamation of surprise, made her +rally; but she could not stand. She tried to smile, for he really looked +frightened. +</p> + +<p> +“I have been sitting up for many nights—and now this sorrow!” Her smile died +away into a wailing, feeble cry. +</p> + +<p> +“Well, well! it’s over now, you see. I was frightened enough myself this +morning, I own; and then you were brave and kind. But I knew you could save me, +all along.” +</p> + +<p> +At this moment the door opened, and Mrs. Browne came in. +</p> + +<p> +“Why, Edward, dear! who would have thought of seeing you! This is good of you; +what a pleasant surprise! I often said, you might come over for a day from +Woodchester. What’s the matter, Maggie, you look so fagged? She’s losing all +her beauty, is not she, Edward? Where’s breakfast? I thought I should find all +ready. What’s the matter? Why don’t you speak?” said she, growing anxious at +their silence. Maggie left the explanation to Edward. +</p> + +<p> +“Mother,” said he, “I’ve been rather a naughty boy, and got into some trouble; +but Maggie is going to help me out of it, like a good sister.” +</p> + +<p> +“What is it?” said Mrs. Browne, looking bewildered and uneasy. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh—I took a little liberty with our friend Mr. Buxton’s name; and wrote it +down to a receipt—that was all.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne’s face showed that the light came but slowly into her mind. +</p> + +<p> +“But that’s forgery—is not it?” asked she at length, in terror. +</p> + +<p> +“People call it so,” said Edward; “I call it borrowing from an old friend, who +was always willing to lend.” +</p> + +<p> +“Does he know?—is he angry?” asked Mrs. Browne. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes, he knows; and he blusters a deal. He was working himself up grandly at +first. Maggie! I was getting rarely frightened, I can tell you.” +</p> + +<p> +“Has he been here?” said Mrs. Browne, in bewildered fright. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, yes! he and Maggie have been having a long talk, while I was hid in the +china-closet. I would not go over that half-hour again for any money. However, +he and Maggie came to terms, at last.” +</p> + +<p> +“No, Edward, we did not!” said Maggie, in a low quivering voice. +</p> + +<p> +“Very nearly. She’s to give up her engagement, and then he will let me off.” +</p> + +<p> +“Do you mean that Maggie is to give up her engagement to Mr. Frank Buxton?” +asked his mother. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes. It would never have come to anything, one might see that. Old Buxton +would have held out against it till doomsday. And, sooner or later, Frank would +have grown weary. If Maggie had had any spirit, she might have worked him up to +marry her before now; and then I should have been spared even this fright, for +they would never have set the police after Mrs. Frank Buxton’s brother.” +</p> + +<p> +“Why, dearest, Edward, the police are not after you, are they?” said Mrs. +Browne, for the first time alive to the urgency of the case. +</p> + +<p> +“I believe they are though,” said Edward. “But after what Mr. Buxton promised +this morning, it does not signify.” +</p> + +<p> +“He did not promise anything,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +Edward turned sharply to her, and looked at her. Then he went and took hold of +her wrists with no gentle grasp, and spoke to her through his set teeth. +</p> + +<p> +“What do you mean, Maggie?—what do you mean?” (giving her a little shake.) “Do +you mean that you’ll stick to your lover through thick and thin, and leave your +brother to be transported? Speak, can’t you?” +</p> + +<p> +She looked up at him, and tried to speak, but no words came out of her dry +throat. At last she made a strong effort. +</p> + +<p> +“You must give me time to think. I will do what is right, by God’s help.” +</p> + +<p> +“As if it was not right—and such can’t—to save your brother,” said he, throwing +her hands away in a passionate manner. +</p> + +<p> +“I must be alone,” said Maggie, rising, and trying to stand steadily in the +reeling room. She heard her mother and Edward speaking, but their words gave +her no meaning, and she went out. She was leaving the house by the +kitchen-door, when she remembered Nancy, left alone and helpless all through +this long morning; and, ill as she could endure detention from the solitude she +longed to seek, she patiently fulfilled her small duties, and sought out some +breakfast for the poor old woman. +</p> + +<p> +When she carried it up stairs, Nancy said: +</p> + +<p> +“There’s something up. You’ve trouble in your sweet face, my darling. Never +mind telling me—only don’t sob so. I’ll pray for you, bairn: and God will help +you.” +</p> + +<p> +“Thank you, Nancy. Do!” and she left the room. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p> +When she opened the kitchen-door there was the same small, mizzling rain that +had obscured the light for weeks, and now it seemed to obscure hope. +</p> + +<p> +She clambered slowly (for indeed she was very feeble) up the Fell-Lane, and +threw herself under the leafless thorn, every small branch and twig of which +was loaded with rain-drops. She did not see the well-beloved and familiar +landscape for her tears, and did not miss the hills in the distance that were +hidden behind the rain-clouds, and sweeping showers. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne and Edward sat over the fire. He told her his own story; making the +temptation strong; the crime a mere trifling, venial error, which he had been +led into, through his idea that he was to become Mr. Buxton’s agent. +</p> + +<p> +“But if it is only that,” said Mrs. Browne, “surely Mr. Buxton will not think +of going to law with you?” +</p> + +<p> +“It’s not merely going to law that he will think of, but trying and +transporting me. That Henry he has got for his agent is as sharp as a needle, +and as hard as a nether mill-stone. And the fellow has obtained such a hold +over Mr. Buxton, that he dare but do what he tells him. I can’t imagine how he +had so much free-will left as to come with his proposal to Maggie; unless, +indeed, Henry knows of it—or, what is most likely of all, has put him up to it. +Between them they have given that poor fool Crayston a pretty dose of it; and I +should have come yet worse off if it had not been for Maggie. Let me get clear +this time, and I will keep to windward of the law for the future.” +</p> + +<p> +“If we sold the cottage we could repay it,” said Mrs. Browne, meditating. +“Maggie and I could live on very little. But you see this property is held in +trust for you two.” +</p> + +<p> +“Nay, mother; you must not talk of repaying it. Depend upon it he will be so +glad to have Frank free from his engagement, that he won’t think of asking for +the money. And if Mr. Henry says anything about it, we can tell him it’s not +half the damages they would have had to have given Maggie, if Frank had been +extricated in any other way. I wish she would come back; I would prime her a +little as to what to say. Keep a look out, mother, lest Mr. Buxton returns and +find me here.” +</p> + +<p> +“I wish Maggie would come in too,” said Mrs. Browne. “I’m afraid she’ll catch +cold this damp day, and then I shall have two to nurse. You think she’ll give +it up, don’t you, Edward? If she does not I’m afraid of harm coming to you. Had +you not better keep out of the way?” +</p> + +<p> +“It’s fine talking. Where am I to go out of sight of the police this wet day: +without a shilling in the world too? If you’ll give me some money I’ll be off +fast enough, and make assurance doubly sure. I’m not much afraid of Maggie. +She’s a little yea-nay thing, and I can always bend her round to what we want. +She had better take care, too,” said he, with a desperate look on his face, +“for by G—— I’ll make her give up all thoughts of Frank, rather than be taken +and tried. Why! it’s my chance for all my life; and do you think I’ll have it +frustrated for a girl’s whim?” +</p> + +<p> +“I think it’s rather hard upon her too,” pleaded his mother. “She’s very fond +of him; and it would have been such a good match for her.” +</p> + +<p> +“Pooh! she’s not nineteen yet, and has plenty of time before her to pick up +somebody else; while, don’t you see, if I’m caught and transported, I’m done +for life. Besides I’ve a notion Frank had already begun to be tired of the +affair; it would have been broken off in a month or two, without her gaining +anything by it.” +</p> + +<p> +“Well, if you think so,” replied Mrs. Browne. “But I’m sorry for her. I always +told her she was foolish to think so much about him: but I know she’ll fret a +deal if it’s given up.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! she’ll soon comfort herself with thinking that she has saved me. I wish +she’d come. It must be near eleven. I do wish she would come. Hark! is not that +the kitchen-door?” said he, turning white, and betaking himself once more to +the china-closet. He held it ajar till he heard Maggie stepping softly and +slowly across the floor. She opened the parlor-door; and stood looking in, with +the strange imperceptive gaze of a sleep-walker. Then she roused herself and +saw that he was not there; so she came in a step or two, and sat down in her +dripping cloak on a chair near the door. +</p> + +<p> +Edward returned, bold now there was no danger. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie!” said he, “what have you fixed to say to Mr. Burton?” +</p> + +<p> +She sighed deeply; and then lifted up her large innocent eyes to his face. +</p> + +<p> +“I cannot give up Frank,” said she, in a low, quiet voice. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne threw up her hands and exclaimed in terror: +</p> + +<p> +“Oh Edward, Edward! go away—I will give you all the plate I have; you can sell +it—my darling, go!” +</p> + +<p> +“Not till I have brought Maggie to reason,” said he, in a manner as quiet as +her own, but with a subdued ferocity in it, which she saw, but which did not +intimidate her. +</p> + +<p> +He went up to her, and spoke below his breath. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, we were children together—we two—brother and sister of one blood! Do +you give me up to be put in prison—in the hulks—among the basest of criminals—I +don’t know where—all for the sake of your own selfish happiness?” +</p> + +<p> +She trembled very much; but did not speak or cry, or make any noise. +</p> + +<p> +“You were always selfish. You always thought of yourself. But this time I did +think you would have shown how different you could be. But it’s +self—self—paramount above all.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh Maggie! how can you be so hard-hearted and selfish?” echoed Mrs. Browne, +crying and sobbing. +</p> + +<p> +“Mother!” said Maggie, “I know that I think too often and too much of myself. +But this time I thought only of Frank. He loves me; it would break his heart if +I wrote as Mr. Buxton wishes, cutting our lives asunder, and giving no reason +for it.” +</p> + +<p> +“He loves you so!” said Edward, tauntingly. “A man’s love break his heart! +You’ve got some pretty notions! Who told you that he loved you so desperately? +How do you know it?” +</p> + +<p> +“Because I love him so,” said she, in a quiet, earnest voice. “I do not know of +any other reason; but that is quite sufficient to me. I believe him when he +says he loves me; and I have no right to cause him the infinite—the terrible +pain, which my own heart tells me he would feel, if I did what Mr. Buxton +wishes me.” +</p> + +<p> +Her manner was so simple and utterly truthful, that it was as quiet and +fearless as a child’s; her brother’s fierce looks of anger had no power over +her; and his blustering died away before her into something of the frightened +cowardliness he had shown in the morning. But Mrs. Browne came up to Maggie; +and took her hand between both of hers, which were trembling. “Maggie, you can +save Edward. I know I have not loved you as I should have done; but I will love +and comfort you forever, if you will but write as Mr. Buxton says. Think! +Perhaps Mr. Frank may not take you at your word, but may come over and see you, +and all may be right, and yet Edward may be saved. It is only writing this +letter; you need not stick to it.” +</p> + +<p> +“No!” said Edward. “A signature, if you can prove compulsion, is not valid. We +will all prove that you write this letter under compulsion; and if Frank loves +you so desperately, he won’t give you up without a trial to make you change +your mind.” +</p> + +<p> +“No!” said Maggie, firmly. “If I write the letter I abide by it. I will not +quibble with my conscience. Edward! I will not marry—I will go and live near +you, and come to you whenever I may—and give up my life to you if you are sent +to prison; my mother and I will go, if need be—I do not know yet what I can do, +or cannot do, for you, but all I can I will; but this one thing I cannot.” +</p> + +<p> +“Then I’m off!” said Edward. “On your deathbed may you remember this hour, and +how you denied your only brother’s request. May you ask my forgiveness with +your dying breath, and may I be there to deny it you.” +</p> + +<p> +“Wait a minute!” said Maggie, springing up, rapidly. “Edward, don’t curse me +with such terrible words till all is done. Mother, I implore you to keep him +here. Hide him—do what you can to conceal him. I will have one more trial.” She +snatched up her bonnet, and was gone, before they had time to think or speak to +arrest her. +</p> + +<p> +On she flew along the Combehurst road. As she went, the tears fell like rain +down her face, and she talked to herself. +</p> + +<p> +“He should not have said so. No! he should not have said so. We were the only +two.” But still she pressed on, over the thick, wet, brown heather. She saw Mr. +Buxton coming; and she went still quicker. The rain had cleared off, and a +yellow watery gleam of sunshine was struggling out. She stopped or he would +have passed her unheeded; little expecting to meet her there. +</p> + +<p> +“I wanted to see you,” said she, all at once resuming her composure, and almost +assuming a dignified manner. “You must not go down to our house; we have sorrow +enough there. Come under these fir-trees, and let me speak to you.” +</p> + +<p> +“I hope you have thought of what I said, and are willing to do what I asked +you.” +</p> + +<p> +“No!” said she. “I have thought and thought. I did not think in a selfish +spirit, though they say I did. I prayed first. I could not do that earnestly, +and be selfish, I think. I cannot give up Frank. I know the disgrace; and if +he, knowing all, thinks fit to give me up, I shall never say a word, but bow my +head, and try and live out my appointed days quietly and cheerfully. But he is +the judge, not you; nor have I any right to do what you ask me.” She stopped, +because the agitation took away her breath. +</p> + +<p> +He began in a cold manner:—“I am very sorry. The law must take its course. I +would have saved my son from the pain of all this knowledge, and that which he +will of course feel in the necessity of giving up his engagement. I would have +refused to appear against your brother, shamefully ungrateful as he has been. +Now you cannot wonder that I act according to my agent’s advice, and prosecute +your brother as if he were a stranger.” +</p> + +<p> +He turned to go away. He was so cold and determined that for a moment Maggie +was timid. But she then laid her hand on his arm. +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton,” said she, “you will not do what you threaten. I know you better. +Think! My father was your old friend. That claim is, perhaps, done away with by +Edward’s conduct. But I do not believe you can forget it always. If you did +fulfill the menace you uttered just now, there would come times as you grew +older, and life grew fainter and fainter before you—quiet times of thought, +when you remembered the days of your youth, and the friends you then had and +knew;—you would recollect that one of them had left an only son, who had done +wrong—who had sinned—sinned against you in his weakness—and you would think +then—you could not help it—how you had forgotten mercy in justice—and, as +justice required he should be treated as a felon, you threw him among +felons—where every glimmering of goodness was darkened for ever. Edward is, +after all, more weak than wicked;—but he will become wicked if you put him in +prison, and have him transported. God is merciful—we cannot tell or think how +merciful. Oh, sir, I am so sure you will be merciful, and give my brother—my +poor sinning brother—a chance, that I will tell you all. I will throw myself +upon your pity. Edward is even now at home—miserable and desperate;—my mother +is too much stunned to understand all our wretchedness—for very wretched we are +in our shame.” +</p> + +<p> +As she spoke the wind arose and shivered in the wiry leaves of the fir-trees, +and there was a moaning sound as of some Ariel imprisoned in the thick branches +that, tangled overhead, made a shelter for them. Either the noise or Mr. +Buxton’s fancy called up an echo to Maggie’s voice—a pleading with her +pleading—a sad tone of regret, distinct yet blending with her speech, and a +falling, dying sound, as her voice died away in miserable suspense. +</p> + +<p> +It might be that, formed as she was by Mrs. Buxton’s care and love, her accents +and words were such as that lady, now at rest from all sorrow, would have +used;—somehow, at any rate, the thought flashed into Mr. Buxton’s mind, that as +Maggie spoke, his dead wife’s voice was heard, imploring mercy in a clear, +distinct tone, though faint, as if separated from him by an infinite distance +of space. At least, this is the account Mr. Buxton would have given of the +manner in which the idea of his wife became present to him, and what she would +have wished him to do a powerful motive in his conduct. Words of hers, long ago +spoken, and merciful, forgiving expressions made use of in former days to +soften him in some angry mood, were clearly remembered while Maggie spoke; and +their influence was perceptible in the change of his tone, and the wavering of +his manner henceforward. +</p> + +<p> +“And yet you will not save Frank from being involved in your disgrace,” said +he; but more as if weighing and deliberating on the case than he had ever +spoken before. +</p> + +<p> +“If Frank wishes it, I will quietly withdraw myself out of his sight forever;—I +give you my promise, before God, to do so. I shall not utter one word of +entreaty or complaint. I will try not to wonder or feel surprise;—I will bless +him in every action of his future life—but think how different would be the +disgrace he would voluntarily incur to my poor mother’s shame, when she wakens +up to know what her child has done! Her very torper about it now is more +painful than words can tell.” +</p> + +<p> +“What could Edward do?” asked Mr. Buxton. “Mr. Henry won’t hear of my passing +over any frauds.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, you relent!” said Maggie, taking his hand, and pressing it. “What could he +do? He could do the same, whatever it was, as you thought of his doing, if I +had written that terrible letter.” +</p> + +<p> +“And you’ll be willing to give it up, if Frank wishes, when he knows all?” +asked Mr. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +She crossed her hands and drooped her head, but answered steadily. +</p> + +<p> +“Whatever Frank wishes, when he knows all, I will gladly do. I will speak the +truth. I do not believe that any shame surrounding me, and not in me, will +alter Frank’s love one title.” +</p> + +<p> +“We shall see,” said Mr. Buxton. “But what I thought of Edward’s doing, in +case—Well never mind! (seeing how she shrunk back from all mention of the +letter he had asked her to write,)—was to go to America, out of the way. Then +Mr. Henry would think he had escaped, and need never be told of my coenivance. +I think he would throw up the agency, if he were; and he’s a very clever man. +If Ned is in England, Mr. Henry will ferret him out. And, besides, this affair +is so blown, I don’t think he could return to his profession. What do you say +to this, Maggie?” +</p> + +<p> +“I will tell my mother. I must ask her. To me it seems most desirable. Only, I +fear he is very ill; and it seems lonely; but never mind! We ought to be +thankful to you forever. I cannot tell you how I hope and trust he will live to +show you what your goodness has made him.” +</p> + +<p> +“But you must lose no time. If Mr. Henry traces him; I can’t answer for myself. +I shall have no good reason to give, as I should have had, if I could have told +him that Frank and you were to be as strangers to each other. And even then I +should have been afraid, he is such a determined fellow; but uncommonly clever. +Stay!” said he, yielding to a sudden and inexplicable desire to see Edward, and +discover if his criminality had in any way changed his outward appearance. +“I’ll go with you. I can hasten things. If Edward goes, he must be off, as soon +as possible, to Liverpool, and leave no trace. The next packet sails the day +after to-morrow. I noted it down from the _Times_.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie and he sped along the road. He spoke his thoughts aloud: +</p> + +<p> +“I wonder if he will be grateful to me for this. Not that I ever mean to look +for gratitude again. I mean to try, not to care for anybody but Frank. ‘Govern +men by outward force,’ says Mr. Henry. He is an uncommonly clever man, and he +says, the longer he lives, the more he is convinced of the badness of men. He +always looks for it now, even in those who are the best, apparently.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was too anxious to answer, or even to attend to him. At the top of the +slope she asked him to wait while she ran down and told the result of her +conversation with him. Her mother was alone, looking white and sick. She told +her that Edward had gone into the hay-loft, above the old, disused shippon. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie related the substance of her interview with Mr. Buxton, and his wish +that Edward should go to America. +</p> + +<p> +“To America!” said Mrs. Browne. “Why that’s as far as Botany Bay. It’s just +like transporting him. I thought you’d done something for us, you looked so +glad.” +</p> + +<p> +“Dearest mother, it _is_ something. He is not to be subjected to imprisonment +or trial. I must go and tell him, only I must beckon to Mr. Buxton first. But +when he comes, do show him how thankful we are for his mercy to Edward.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne’s murmurings, whatever was their meaning, were lost upon Maggie. +She ran through the court, and up the slope, with the lightness of a lawn; for +though she was tired in body to an excess she had never been before in her +life, the opening beam of hope in the dark sky made her spirit conquer her +flesh for the time. +</p> + +<p> +She did not stop to speak, but turned again as soon as she had signed to Mr. +Buxton to follow her. She left the house-door open for his entrance, and passed +out again through the kitchen into the space behind, which was partly an +uninclosed yard, and partly rocky common. She ran across the little green to +the shippon, and mounted the ladder into the dimly-lighted loft. Up in a dark +corner Edward stood, with an old rake in his hand. +</p> + +<p> +“I thought it was you, Maggie!” said he, heaving a deep breath of relief. “What +have you done? Have you agreed to write the letter? You’ve done something for +me, I see by your looks.” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! I have told Mr. Buxton all. He is waiting for you in the parlor. Oh! I +knew he could not be so hard!” She was out of breath. +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t understand you!” said he. “You’ve never been such a fool as to go and +tell him where I am?” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes, I have. I felt I might trust him. He has promised not to prosecute you. +The worst is, he says you must go to America. But come down, Ned, and speak to +him. You owe him thanks, and he wants to see you.” +</p> + +<p> +“I can’t go through a scene. I’m not up to it. Besides, are you sure he is not +entrapping me to the police? If I had a farthing of money I would not trust +him, but be off to the moors.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Edward! How do you think he would do anything so treacherous and mean? I +beg you not to lose time in distrust. He says himself, if Mr. Henry comes +before you are off, he does not know what will be the consequence. The packet +sails for America in two days. It is sad for you to have to go. Perhaps even +yet he may think of something better, though I don’t know how we can ask or +expect it.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t want anything better,” replied he, “than that I should have money +enough to carry me to America. I’m in more scrapes than this (though none so +bad) in England; and in America there’s many an opening to fortune.” He +followed her down the steps while he spoke. Once in the yellow light of the +watery day, she was struck by his ghastly look. Sharp lines of suspicion and +cunning seemed to have been stamped upon his face, making it look older by many +years than his age warranted. His jaunty evening dress, all weather-stained and +dirty, added to his forlorn and disreputable appearance; but most of +all—deepest of all—was the impression she received that he was not long for +this world; and oh! how unfit for the next! Still, if time was given—if he were +placed far away from temptation, she thought that her father’s son might yet +repent, and be saved. She took his hand, for he was hanging back as they came +near the parlor-door, and led him in. She looked like some guardian angel, with +her face that beamed out trust, and hope, and thankfulness. He, on the +contrary, hung his head in angry, awkward shame; and half wished he had trusted +to his own wits, and tried to evade the police, rather than have been forced +into this interview. +</p> + +<p> +His mother came to him; for she loved him all the more fondly, now he seemed +degraded and friendless. She could not, or would not, comprehend the extent of +his guilt; and had upbraided Mr. Buxton to the top of her bent for thinking of +sending him away to America. There was a silence when he came in which was +insupportable to him. He looked up with clouded eyes, that dared not meet Mr. +Buxton’s. +</p> + +<p> +“I am here, sir, to learn what you wish me to do. Maggie says I am to go to +America; if that is where you want to send me, I’m ready.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton wished himself away as heartily as Edward. Mrs. Browne’s +upbraidings, just when he felt that he had done a kind action, and yielded, +against his judgment, to Maggie’s entreaties, had made him think himself very +ill used. And now here was Edward speaking in a sullen, savage kind of way, +instead of showing any gratitude. The idea of Mr. Henry’s stern displeasure +loomed in the background. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes!” said he, “I’m glad to find you come into the idea of going to America. +It’s the only place for you. The sooner you can go, and the better.” +</p> + +<p> +“I can’t go without money,” said Edward, doggedly. “If I had had money, I need +not have come here.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Ned! would you have gone without seeing me?” said Mrs. Browne, bursting +into tears. “Mr. Buxton, I cannot let him go to America. Look how ill he is. +He’ll die if you send him there.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mother, don’t give way so,” said Edward, kindly, taking her hand. “I’m not +ill, at least not to signify. Mr. Buxton is right: America is the only place +for me. To tell the truth, even if Mr. Buxton is good enough” (he said this as +if unwilling to express any word of thankfulness) “not to prosecute me, there +are others who may—and will. I’m safer out of the country. Give me money enough +to get to Liverpool and pay my passage, and I’ll be off this minute.” +</p> + +<p> +“You shall not,” said Mrs. Browne, holding him tightly. “You told me this +morning you were led into temptation, and went wrong because you had no +comfortable home, nor any one to care for you, and make you happy. It will be +worse in America. You’ll get wrong again, and be away from all who can help +you. Or you’ll die all by yourself, in some backwood or other. Maggie! you +might speak and help me—how can you stand so still, and let him go to America +without a word!” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie looked up bright and steadfast, as if she saw something beyond the +material present. Here was the opportunity for self-sacrifice of which Mrs. +Buxton had spoken to her in her childish days—the time which comes to all, but +comes unheeded and unseen to those whose eyes are not trained to watching. +</p> + +<p> +“Mother! could you do without me for a time? If you could, and it would make +you easier, and help Edward to”—The word on her lips died away; for it seemed +to imply a reproach on one who stood in his shame among them all. +</p> + +<p> +“You would go!” said Mrs. Browne, catching at the unfinished sentence. “Oh! +Maggie, that’s the best thing you’ve ever said or done since you were born. +Edward, would not you like to have Maggie with you?” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes,” said he, “well enough. It would be far better for me than going all +alone; though I dare say I could make my way pretty well after a time. If she +went, she might stay till I felt settled, and had made some friends, and then +she could come back.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton was astonished at first by this proposal of Maggie’s. He could not +all at once understand the difference between what she now offered to do, and +what he had urged upon her only this very morning. But as he thought about it, +he perceived that what was her own she was willing to sacrifice; but that +Frank’s heart, once given into her faithful keeping, she was answerable for it +to him and to God. This light came down upon him slowly; but when he +understood, he admired with almost a wondering admiration. That little timid +girl brave enough to cross the ocean and go to a foreign land, if she could +only help to save her brother! +</p> + +<p> +“I’m sure Maggie,” said he, turning towards her, “you are a good, thoughtful +little creature. It may be the saving of Edward—I believe it will. I think God +will bless you for being so devoted.” +</p> + +<p> +“The expense will be doubled,” said Edward. +</p> + +<p> +“My dear boy! never mind the money. I can get it advanced upon this cottage.” +</p> + +<p> +“As for that, I’ll advance it,” said Mr. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +“Could we not,” said Maggie, hesitating from her want of knowledge, “make over +the furniture—papa’s books, and what little plate we have, to Mr. +Buxton—something like pawning them—if he would advance the requisite money? He, +strange as it may seem, is the only person you can ask in this great strait.” +</p> + +<p> +And so it was arranged, after some demur on Mr. Buxton’s part. But Maggie kept +steadily to her point as soon as she found that it was attainable; and Mrs. +Browne was equally inflexible, though from a different feeling. She regarded +Mr. Buxton as the cause of her son’s banishment, and refused to accept of any +favor from him. If there had been time, indeed, she would have preferred +obtaining the money in the same manner from any one else. Edward brightened up +a little when he heard the sum could be procured; he was almost indifferent +how; and, strangely callous, as Maggie thought, he even proposed to draw up a +legal form of assignment. Mr. Buxton only thought of hurrying on the departure; +but he could not refrain from expressing his approval and admiration of Maggie +whenever he came near her. Before he went, he called her aside. +</p> + +<p> +“My dear, I’m not sure if Frank can do better than marry you, after all. Mind! +I’ve not given it as much thought as I should like. But if you come back as we +plan, next autumn, and he is steady to you till then—and Edward is going on +well—(if he can but keep good, he’ll do, for he is very sharp—yon is a knowing +paper he drew up)—why, I’ll think about it. Only let Frank see a bit of the +world first. I’d rather you did not tell him I’ve any thoughts of coming round, +that he may have a fair trial; and I’ll keep it from Erminia if I can, or she +will let it all out to him. I shall see you to-morrow at the coach. God bless +you, my girl, and keep you on the great wide sea.” He was absolutely in tears +when he went away—tears of admiring regret over Maggie. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p> +The more Maggie thought, the more she felt sure that the impulse on which she +had acted in proposing to go with her brother was right. She feared there was +little hope for his character, whatever there might be for his worldly fortune, +if he were thrown, in the condition of mind in which he was now, among the set +of adventurous men who are continually going over to America in search of an El +Dorado to be discovered by their wits. She knew she had but little influence +over him at present; but she would not doubt or waver in her hope that patience +and love might work him right at last. She meant to get some employment—in +teaching—in needlework—in a shop—no matter how humble—and be no burden to him, +and make him a happy home, from which he should feel no wish to wander. Her +chief anxiety was about her mother. She did not dwell more than she could help +on her long absence from Frank; it was too sad, and yet too necessary. She +meant to write and tell him all about herself and Edward. The only thing which +she would keep for some happy future should be the possible revelation of the +proposal which Mr. Buxton had made, that she should give up her engagement as a +condition of his not prosecuting Edward. +</p> + +<p> +There was much sorrowful bustle in the moorland cottage that day. Erminia +brought up a portion of the money Mr. Buxton was to advance, with an entreaty +that Edward would not show himself out of his home; and an account of a letter +from Mr. Henry, stating that the Woodchester police believed him to be in +London, and that search was being made for him there. +</p> + +<p> +Erminia looked very grave and pale. She gave her message to Mrs. Browne, +speaking little beyond what was absolutely necessary. Then she took Maggie +aside, and suddenly burst into tears. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, darling—what is this going to America? You’ve always and always been +sacrificing yourself to your family, and now you’re setting off, nobody knows +where, in some vain hope of reforming Edward. I wish he was not your brother, +that I might speak of him as I should like.” +</p> + +<p> +“He has been doing what is very wrong,” said Maggie. “But you—none of you—know +his good points—nor how he has been exposed to all sorts of bad influences, I +am sure; and never had the advantage of a father’s training and friendship, +which are so inestimable to a son. O, Minnie! when I remember how we two used +to kneel down in the evenings at my father’s knee, and say our prayers; and +then listen in awe-struck silence to his earnest blessing, which grew more like +a prayer for us as his life waned away, I would do anything for Edward rather +than that wrestling agony of supplication should have been in vain. I think of +him as the little innocent boy, whose arm was round me as if to support me in +the Awful Presence, whose true name of Love we had not learned. Minnie! he has +had no proper training—no training, I mean, to enable him to resist +temptation—and he has been thrown into it without warning or advice. Now he +knows what it is; and I must try, though I am but an unknowing girl, to warn +and to strengthen him. Don’t weaken my faith. Who can do right if we lose faith +in them?” +</p> + +<p> +“And Frank!” said Erminia, after a pause. “Poor Frank!” +</p> + +<p> +“Dear Frank!” replied Maggie, looking up, and trying to smile; but, in spite of +herself, her eyes filled with tears. “If I could have asked him, I know he +would approve of what I am going to do. He would feel it to be right that I +should make every effort—I don’t mean,” said she, as the tears would fall down +her cheeks in spite of her quivering effort at a smile, “that I should not have +liked to have seen him. But it is no use talking of what one would have liked. +I am writing a long letter to him at every pause of leisure.” +</p> + +<p> +“And I’m keeping you all this time,” said Erminia, getting up, yet loth to go. +“When do you intend to come back? Let us feel there is a fixed time. America! +Why, it’s thousands of miles away. Oh, Maggie! Maggie!” +</p> + +<p> +“I shall come back the next autumn, I trust,” said Maggie, comforting her +friend with many a soft caress. “Edward will be settled then, I hope. You were +longer in France, Minnie. Frank was longer away that time he wintered in Italy +with Mr. Monro.” +</p> + +<p> +Erminia went slowly to the door. Then she turned, right facing Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! tell the truth. Has my uncle been urging you to go? Because if he has, +don’t trust him; it is only to break off your engagement.” +</p> + +<p> +“No, he has not, indeed. It was my own thought at first. Then in a moment I saw +the relief it was to my mother—my poor mother! Erminia, the thought of her +grief at Edward’s absence is the trial; for my sake, you will come often and +often, and comfort her in every way you can.” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! that I will; tell me everything I can do for you.” Kissing each other, +with long lingering delay they parted. +</p> + +<p> +Nancy would be informed of the cause of the commotion in the house; and when +she had in some degree ascertained its nature, she wasted no time in asking +further questions, but quietly got up and dressed herself; and appeared among +them, weak and trembling, indeed, but so calm and thoughtful, that her presence +was an infinite help to Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +When day closed in, Edward stole down to the house once more. He was haggard +enough to have been in anxiety and concealment for a month. But when his body +was refreshed, his spirits rose in a way inconceivable to Maggie. The Spaniards +who went out with Pizarro were not lured on by more fantastic notions of the +wealth to be acquired in the New World than he was. He dwelt on these visions +in so brisk and vivid a manner, that he even made his mother cease her weary +weeping (which had lasted the livelong day, despite all Maggie’s efforts) to +look up and listen to him. +</p> + +<p> +“I’ll answer for it,” said he: “before long I’ll be an American judge with +miles of cotton plantations.” +</p> + +<p> +“But in America,” sighed out his mother. +</p> + +<p> +“Never mind, mother!” said he, with a tenderness which made Maggie’s heart +glad. “If you won’t come over to America to me, why, I’ll sell them all, and +come back to live in England. People will forget the scrapes that the rich +American got into in his youth.” +</p> + +<p> +“You can pay back Mr. Buxton then,” said his mother. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, yes—of course,” replied he, as if falling into a new and trivial idea. +</p> + +<p> +Thus the evening whiled away. The mother and son sat, hand in hand, before the +little glinting blazing parlor fire, with the unlighted candles on the table +behind. Maggie, busy in preparations, passed softly in and out. And when all +was done that could be done before going to Liverpool, where she hoped to have +two days to prepare their outfit more completely, she stole back to her +mother’s side. But her thoughts would wander off to Frank, “working his way +south through all the hunting-counties,” as he had written her word. If she had +not urged his absence, he would have been here for her to see his noble face +once more; but then, perhaps, she might never have had the strength to go. +</p> + +<p> +Late, late in the night they separated. Maggie could not rest, and stole into +her mother’s room. Mrs. Browne had cried herself to sleep, like a child. Maggie +stood and looked at her face, and then knelt down by the bed and prayed. When +she arose, she saw that her mother was awake, and had been looking at her. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie dear! you’re a good girl, and I think God will hear your prayer +whatever it was for. I cannot tell you what a relief it is to me to think +you’re going with him. It would have broken my heart else. If I’ve sometimes +not been as kind as I might have been, I ask your forgiveness, now, my dear; +and I bless you and thank you for going out with him; for I’m sure he’s not +well and strong, and will need somebody to take care of him. And you shan’t +lose with Mr. Frank, for as sure as I see him I’ll tell him what a good +daughter and sister you’ve been; and I shall say, for all he is so rich, I +think he may look long before he finds a wife for him like our Maggie. I do +wish Ned had got that new greatcoat, he says he left behind him at +Woodchester.” Her mind reverted to her darling son; but Maggie took her short +slumber by her mother’s side, with her mother’s arms around her; and awoke and +felt that her sleep had been blessed. At the coach-office the next morning they +met Mr. Buxton all ready as if for a journey, but glancing about him as if in +fear of some coming enemy. +</p> + +<p> +“I’m going with you to Liverpool,” said he. “Don’t make any ado about it, +please. I shall like to see you off; and I may be of some use to you, and +Erminia begged it of me; and, besides, it will keep me out of Mr. Henry’s way +for a little time, and I’m afraid he will find it all out, and think me very +weak; but you see he made me too hard upon Crayston, so I may take it out in a +little soft-heartedness toward the son of an old friend.” +</p> + +<p> +Just at this moment Erminia came running through the white morning mist all +glowing with haste. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie,” said she, “I’m come to take care of your mother. My uncle says she +and Nancy must come to us for a long, long visit. Or if she would rather go +home, I’ll go with her till she feels able to come to us, and do anything I can +think of for her. I will try to be a daughter till you come back, Maggie; only +don’t be long, or Frank and I shall break our hearts.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie waited till her mother had ended her long clasping embrace of Edward, +who was subdued enough this morning; and then, with something like Esau’s +craving for a blessing, she came to bid her mother good-bye, and received the +warm caress she had longed for for years. In another moment the coach was away; +and before half an hour had elapsed, Combehurst church-spire had been lost in a +turn of the road. +</p> + +<p> +Edward and Mr. Buxton did not speak to each other, and Maggie was nearly +silent. They reached Liverpool in the afternoon; and Mr. Buxton, who had been +there once or twice before, took them directly to some quiet hotel. He was far +more anxious that Edward should not expose himself to any chance of recognition +than Edward himself. He went down to the Docks to secure berths in the vessel +about to sail the next day, and on his return he took Maggie out to make the +requisite purchases. +</p> + +<p> +“Did you pay for us, sir?” said Maggie, anxious to ascertain the amount of +money she had left, after defraying the passage. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes,” replied he, rather confused. “Erminia begged me not to tell you about +it, but I can’t manage a secret well. You see she did not like the idea of your +going as steerage-passengers as you meant to do; and she desired me to take you +cabin places for her. It is no doing of mine, my dear. I did not think of it; +but now I have seen how crowded the steerage is, I am very glad Erminia had so +much thought. Edward might have roughed it well enough there, but it would +never have done for you.” +</p> + +<p> +“It was very kind of Erminia,” said Maggie, touched at this consideration of +her friend; “but...” +</p> + +<p> +“Now don’t ‘but’ about it,” interrupted he. “Erminia is very rich, and has more +money than she knows what to do with. I’m only vexed I did not think of it +myself. For Maggie, though I may have my own ways of thinking on some points, I +can’t be blind to your goodness.” +</p> + +<p> +All evening Mr. Buxton was busy, and busy on their behalf. Even Edward, when he +saw the attention that was being paid to his physical comfort, felt a kind of +penitence; and after choking once or twice in the attempt, conquered his pride +(such I call it for want of a better word) so far as to express some regret for +his past conduct, and some gratitude for Mr. Buxton’s present kindness. He did +it awkwardly enough, but it pleased Mr. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +“Well—well—that’s all very right,” said he, reddening from his own +uncomfortableness of feeling. “Now don’t say any more about it, but do your +best in America; don’t let me feel I’ve been a fool in letting you off. I know +Mr. Henry will think me so. And, above all, take care of Maggie. Mind what she +says, and you’re sure to go right.” +</p> + +<p> +He asked them to go on board early the next day, as he had promised Erminia to +see them there, and yet wished to return as soon as he could. It was evident +that he hoped, by making his absence as short as possible, to prevent Mr. +Henry’s ever knowing that he had left home, or in any way connived at Edward’s +escape. +</p> + +<p> +So, although the vessel was not to sail till the afternoon’s tide, they left +the hotel soon after breakfast, and went to the “Anna-Maria.” They were among +the first passengers on board. Mr. Buxton took Maggie down to her cabin. She +then saw the reason of his business the evening before. Every store that could +be provided was there. A number of books lay on the little table—books just +suited to Maggie’s taste. “There!” said he, rubbing his hands. “Don’t thank me. +It’s all Erminia’s doing. She gave me the list of books. I’ve not got all; but +I think they’ll be enough. Just write me one line, Maggie, to say I’ve done my +best.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie wrote with tears in her eyes—tears of love toward the generous Erminia. +A few minutes more and Mr. Buxton was gone. Maggie watched him as long as she +could see him; and as his portly figure disappeared among the crowd on the +pier, her heart sank within her. +</p> + +<p> +Edward’s, on the contrary, rose at his absence. The only one, cognisant of his +shame and ill-doing, was gone. A new life lay before him, the opening of which +was made agreeable to him, by the position in which he found himself placed, as +a cabin-passenger; with many comforts provided for him; for although Maggie’s +wants had been the principal object of Mr. Buxton’s attention, Edward was not +forgotten. +</p> + +<p> +He was soon among the sailors, talking away in a rather consequential manner. +He grew acquainted with the remainder of the cabin-passengers, at least those +who arrived before the final bustle began; and kept bringing his sister such +little pieces of news as he could collect. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, they say we are likely to have a good start, and a fine moonlight +night.” Away again he went. +</p> + +<p> +“I say, Maggie, that’s an uncommonly pretty girl come on board, with those old +people in black. Gone down into the cabin, now; I wish you would scrape up an +acquaintance with her, and give me a chance.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p> +Maggie sat on deck, wrapped in her duffel-cloak; the old familiar cloak, which +had been her wrap in many a happy walk in the haunts near her moorland home. +The weather was not cold for the time of year, but still it was chilly to any +one that was stationary. But she wanted to look her last on the shoals of +English people, who crowded backward and forward, like ants, on the pier. Happy +people! who might stay among their loved ones. The mocking demons gathered +round her, as they gather round all who sacrifice self, tempting. A crowd of +suggestive doubts pressed upon her. “Was it really necessary that she should go +with Edward? Could she do him any real good? Would he be in any way influenced +by her?” Then the demon tried another description of doubt. “Had it ever been +her duty to go? She was leaving her mother alone. She was giving Frank much +present sorrow. It was not even yet too late!” She could not endure longer; and +replied to her own tempting heart. +</p> + +<p> +“I was right to hope for Edward; I am right to give him the chance of +steadiness which my presence will give. I am doing what my mother earnestly +wished me to do; and what to the last she felt relieved by my doing. I know +Frank will feel sorrow, because I myself have such an aching heart; but if I +had asked him whether I was not right in going, he would have been too truthful +not to have said yes. I have tried to do right, and though I may fail, and evil +may seem to arise rather than good out of my endeavor, yet still I will submit +to my failure, and try and say ‘God’s will be done!’ If only I might have seen +Frank once more, and told him all face to face!” +</p> + +<p> +To do away with such thoughts, she determined no longer to sit gazing, and +tempted by the shore; and, giving one look to the land which contained her +lover, she went down below, and busied herself, even through her blinding +tears, in trying to arrange her own cabin, and Edward’s. She heard boat after +boat arrive loaded with passengers. She learnt from Edward, who came down to +tell her the fact, that there were upwards of two hundred steerage passengers. +She felt the tremulous shake which announced that the ship was loosed from her +moorings, and being tugged down the river. She wrapped herself up once more, +and came on deck, and sat down among the many who were looking their last look +at England. The early winter evening was darkening in, and shutting out the +Welsh coast, the hills of which were like the hills of home. She was thankful +when she became too ill to think and remember. +</p> + +<p> +Exhausted and still, she did not know whether she was sleeping or waking; or +whether she had slept since she had thrown herself down on her cot, when +suddenly, there was a great rush, and then Edward stood like lightning by her, +pulling her up by the arm. +</p> + +<p> +“The ship is on fire—to the deck, Maggie! Fire! Fire!” he shouted, like a +maniac, while he dragged her up the stairs—as if the cry of Fire could summon +human aid on the great deep. And the cry was echoed up to heaven by all that +crowd in an accent of despair. +</p> + +<p> +They stood huddled together, dressed and undressed; now in red lurid light, +showing ghastly faces of terror—now in white wreaths of smoke—as far away from +the steerage as they could press; for there, up from the hold, rose columns of +smoke, and now and then a fierce blaze leaped out, exulting—higher and higher +every time; while from each crevice on that part of the deck issued harbingers +of the terrible destruction that awaited them. +</p> + +<p> +The sailors were lowering the boats; and above them stood the captain, as calm +as if he were on his own hearth at home—his home where he never more should be. +His voice was low—was lower; but as clear as a bell in its distinctness; as +wise in its directions as collected thought could make it. Some of the steerage +passengers were helping; but more were dumb and motionless with affright. In +that dead silence was heard a low wail of sorrow, as of numbers whose power was +crushed out of them by that awful terror. Edward still held his clutch of +Margaret’s arm. +</p> + +<p> +“Be ready!” said he, in a fierce whisper. +</p> + +<p> +The fire sprung up along the main-mast, and did not sink or disappear again. +They knew then that all the mad efforts made by some few below to extinguish it +were in vain; and then went up the prayers of hundreds, in mortal agony of +fear: +</p> + +<p> +“Lord! have mercy upon us!” +</p> + +<p> +Not in quiet calm of village church did ever such a pitiful cry go up to +heaven; it was like one voice—like the day of judgment in the presence of the +Lord. +</p> + +<p> +And after that there was no more silence; but a confusion of terrible +farewells, and wild cries of affright, and purposeless rushes hither and +thither. +</p> + +<p> +The boats were down, rocking on the sea. The captain spoke: +</p> + +<p> +“Put the children in first; they are the most helpless.” +</p> + +<p> +One or two stout sailors stood in the boats to receive them. Edward drew nearer +and nearer to the gangway, pulling Maggie with him. She was almost pressed to +death, and stifled. Close in her ear, she heard a woman praying to herself. +She, poor creature, knew of no presence but God’s in that awful hour, and spoke +in a low voice to Him. +</p> + +<p> +“My heart’s darlings are taken away from me. Faith! faith! Oh, my great God! I +will die in peace, if Thou wilt but grant me faith in this terrible hour, to +feel that Thou wilt take care of my poor orphans. Hush! dearest Billy,” she +cried out shrill to a little fellow in the boat waiting for his mother; and the +change in her voice from despair to a kind of cheerfulness, showed what a +mother’s love can do. “Mother will come soon. Hide his face, Anne, and wrap +your shawl tight round him.” And then her voice sank down again in the same +low, wild prayer for faith. Maggie could not turn to see her face, but took the +hand which hung near her. The woman clutched at it with the grasp of a vice; +but went on praying, as if unconscious. Just then the crowd gave way a little. +The captain had said, that the women were to go next; but they were too +frenzied to obey his directions, and now pressed backward and forward. The +sailors, with mute, stern obedience, strove to follow out the captain’s +directions. Edward pulled Maggie, and she kept her hold on the mother. The +mate, at the head of the gangway, pushed him back. +</p> + +<p> +“Only women are to go!” +</p> + +<p> +“There are men there.” +</p> + +<p> +“Three, to manage the boat.” +</p> + +<p> +“Come on, Maggie! while there’s room for us,” said he, unheeding. But Maggie +drew back, and put the mother’s hand into the mate’s. “Save her first!” said +she. The woman did not know of anything, but that her children were there; it +was only in after days, and quiet hours, that she remembered the young creature +who pushed her forward to join her fatherless children, and, by losing her +place in the crowd, was jostled—where, she did not know—but dreamed until her +dying day. Edward pressed on, unaware that Maggie was not close behind him. He +was deaf to reproaches; and, heedless of the hand stretched out to hold him +back, sprang toward the boat. The men there pushed her off—full and more than +full as she was; and overboard he fell into the sullen heaving waters. +</p> + +<p> +His last shout had been on Maggie’s name—a name she never thought to hear again +on earth, as she was pressed back, sick and suffocating. But suddenly a voice +rang out above all confused voices and moaning hungry waves, and above the +roaring fire. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, Maggie! My Maggie!” +</p> + +<p> +Out of the steerage side of the crowd a tall figure issued forth, begrimed with +smoke. She could not see, but she knew. As a tame bird flutters to the human +breast of its protector when affrighted by some mortal foe, so Maggie fluttered +and cowered into his arms. And, for a moment, there was no more terror or +thought of danger in the hearts of those twain, but only infinite and absolute +peace. She had no wonder how he came there: it was enough that he was there. He +first thought of the destruction that was present with them. He was as calm and +composed as if they sat beneath the thorn-tree on the still moorlands, far +away. He took her, without a word, to the end of the quarter-deck. He lashed +her to a piece of spar. She never spoke: +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie,” he said, “my only chance is to throw you overboard. This spar will +keep you floating. At first, you will go down—deep, deep down. Keep your mouth +and eyes shut. I shall be there when you come up. By God’s help, I will +struggle bravely for you.” +</p> + +<p> +She looked up; and by the flashing light he could see a trusting, loving smile +upon her face. And he smiled back at her; a grave, beautiful look, fit to wear +on his face in heaven. He helped her to the side of the vessel, away from the +falling burning pieces of mast. Then for a moment he paused. +</p> + +<p> +“If—Maggie, I may be throwing you in to death.” He put his hand before his +eyes. The strong man lost courage. Then she spoke: +</p> + +<p> +“I am not afraid; God is with us, whether we live or die!” She looked as quiet +and happy as a child on its mother’s breast! and so before he lost heart again, +he heaved her up, and threw her as far as he could over into the glaring, +dizzying water; and straight leaped after her. She came up with an involuntary +look of terror on her face; but when she saw him by the red glare of the +burning ship, close by her side, she shut her eyes, and looked as if peacefully +going to sleep. He swam, guiding the spar. +</p> + +<p> +“I think we are near Llandudno. I know we have passed the little Ormes’ head.” +That was all he said; but she did not speak. +</p> + +<p> +He swam out of the heat and fierce blaze of light into the quiet, dark waters; +and then into the moon’s path. It might be half an hour before he got into that +silver stream. When the beams fell down upon them he looked at Maggie. Her head +rested on the spar, quite still. He could not bear it. “Maggie—dear heart! +speak!” +</p> + +<p> +With a great effort she was called back from the borders of death by that +voice, and opened her filmy eyes, which looked abroad as if she could see +nothing nearer than the gleaming lights of Heaven. She let the lids fall softly +again. He was as if alone in the wide world with God. +</p> + +<p> +“A quarter of an hour more and all is over,” thought he. “The people at +Llandudno must see our burning ship, and will come out in their boats.” He kept +in the line of light, although it did not lead him direct to the shore, in +order that they might be seen. He swam with desperation. One moment he thought +he had heard her last gasp rattle through the rush of the waters; and all +strength was gone, and he lay on the waves as if he himself must die, and go +with her spirit straight through that purple lift to heaven; the next he heard +the splash of oars, and raised himself and cried aloud. The boatmen took them +in—and examined her by the lantern—and spoke in Welsh—and shook their heads. +Frank threw himself on his knees, and prayed them to take her to land. They did +not know his words, but they understood his prayer. He kissed her lips—he +chafed her hands—he wrung the water out of her hair—he held her feet against +his warm breast. +</p> + +<p> +“She is not dead,” he kept saying to the men, as he saw their sorrowful, +pitying looks. +</p> + +<p> +The kind people at Llandudno had made ready their own humble beds, with every +appliance of comfort they could think of, as soon as they understood the nature +of the calamity which had befallen the ship on their coasts. Frank walked, +dripping, bareheaded, by the body of his Margaret, which was borne by some men +along the rocky sloping shore. +</p> + +<p> +“She is not dead!” he said. He stopped at the first house they came to. It +belonged to a kind-hearted woman. They laid Maggie in her bed, and got the +village doctor to come and see her. +</p> + +<p> +“There is life still,” said he, gravely. +</p> + +<p> +“I knew it,” said Frank. But it felled him to the ground. He sank first in +prayer, and then in insensibility. The doctor did everything. All that night +long he passed to and fro from house to house; for several had swum to +Llandudno. Others, it was thought, had gone to Abergele. +</p> + +<p> +In the morning Frank was recovered enough to write to his father, by Maggie’s +bedside. He sent the letter off to Conway by a little bright-looking Welsh boy. +Late in the afternoon she awoke. +</p> + +<p> +In a moment or two she looked eagerly round her, as if gathering in her breath; +and then she covered her head and sobbed. +</p> + +<p> +“Where is Edward?” asked she. +</p> + +<p> +“We do not know,” said Frank, gravely. “I have been round the village, and seen +every survivor here; he is not among them, but he may be at some other place +along the coast.” +</p> + +<p> +She was silent, reading in his eyes his fears—his belief. +</p> + +<p> +At last she asked again. +</p> + +<p> +“I cannot understand it. My head is not clear. There are such rushing noises in +it. How came you there?” She shuddered involuntarily as she recalled the +terrible where. +</p> + +<p> +For an instant he dreaded, for her sake, to recall the circumstances of the +night before; but then he understood how her mind would dwell upon them until +she was satisfied. +</p> + +<p> +“You remember writing to me, love, telling me all. I got your letter—I don’t +know how long ago—yesterday, I think. Yes! in the evening. You could not think, +Maggie, I would let you go alone to America. I won’t speak against Edward, poor +fellow! but we must both allow that he was not the person to watch over you as +such a treasure should be watched over. I thought I would go with you. I hardly +know if I meant to make myself known to you all at once, for I had no wish to +have much to do with your brother. I see now that it was selfish in me. Well! +there was nothing to be done, after receiving your letter, but to set off for +Liverpool straight, and join you. And after that decision was made, my spirits +rose, for the old talks about Canada and Australia came to my mind, and this +seemed like a realization of them. Besides, Maggie, I suspected—I even suspect +now—that my father had something to do with your going with Edward?” +</p> + +<p> +“Indeed, Frank!” said she, earnestly, “you are mistaken; I cannot tell you all +now; but he was so good and kind at last. He never urged me to go; though, I +believe, he did tell me it would be the saving of Edward.” +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t agitate yourself, love. I trust there will be time enough, some happy +day at home, to tell me all. And till then, I will believe that my father did +not in any way suggest this voyage. But you’ll allow that, after all that has +passed, it was not unnatural in me to suppose so. I only told Middleton I was +obliged to leave him by the next train. It was not till I was fairly off, that +I began to reckon up what money I had with me. I doubt even if I was sorry to +find it was so little. I should have to put forth my energies and fight my way, +as I had often wanted to do. I remember, I thought how happy you and I would +be, striving together as poor people ‘in that new world which is the old.’ Then +you had told me you were going in the steerage; and that was all suitable to my +desires for myself.” +</p> + +<p> +“It was Erminia’s kindness that prevented our going there. She asked your +father to take us cabin places unknown to me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Did she? dear Erminia! it is just like her. I could almost laugh to remember +the eagerness with which I doffed my signs of wealth, and put on those of +poverty. I sold my watch when I got into Liverpool—yesterday, I believe—but it +seems like months ago. And I rigged myself out at a slop-shop with suitable +clothes for a steerage passenger. Maggie! you never told me the name of the +vessel you were going to sail in!” +</p> + +<p> +“I did not know it till I got to Liverpool. All Mr. Buxton said was, that some +ship sailed on the 15th.” +</p> + +<p> +“I concluded it must be the Anna-Maria, (poor Anna-Maria!) and I had no time to +lose. She had just heaved her anchor when I came on board. Don’t you recollect +a boat hailing her at the last moment? There were three of us in her.” +</p> + +<p> +“No! I was below in my cabin—trying not to think,” said she, coloring a little. +</p> + +<p> +“Well! as soon as I got on board it began to grow dark, or, perhaps, it was the +fog on the river; at any rate, instead of being able to single out your figure +at once, Maggie—it is one among a thousand—I had to go peering into every +woman’s face; and many were below. I went between decks, and by-and-by I was +afraid I had mistaken the vessel; I sat down—I had no spirit to stand; and +every time the door opened I roused up and looked—but you never came. I was +thinking what to do; whether to be put on shore in Ireland, or to go on to New +York, and wait for you there;—it was the worst time of all, for I had nothing +to do; and the suspense was horrible. I might have known,” said he, smiling, +“my little Emperor of Russia was not one to be a steerage passenger.” +</p> + +<p> +But Maggie was too much shaken to smile; and the thought of Edward lay heavy +upon her mind. +</p> + +<p> +“Then the fire broke out; how, or why, I suppose will never be ascertained. It +was at our end of the vessel. I thanked God, then, that you were not there. The +second mate wanted some one to go down with him to bring up the gunpowder, and +throw it overboard. I had nothing to do, and I went. We wrapped it up in wet +sails, but it was a ticklish piece of work, and took time. When we had got it +overboard, the flames were gathering far and wide. I don’t remember what I did +until I heard Edward’s voice speaking your name.” +</p> + +<p> +It was decided that the next morning they should set off homeward, striving on +their way to obtain tidings of Edward. Frank would have given his only +valuable, (his mother’s diamond-guard, which he wore constantly,) as a pledge +for some advance of money; but the kind Welsh people would not have it. They +had not much spare cash, but what they had they readily lent to the survivors +of the Anna-Maria. Dressed in the homely country garb of the people, Frank and +Maggie set off in their car. If was a clear, frosty morning; the first that +winter. The road soon lay high up on the cliffs along the coast. They looked +down on the sea rocking below. At every village they stopped, and Frank +inquired, and made the driver inquire in Welsh; but no tidings gained they of +Edward; though here and there Maggie watched Frank into some cottage or other, +going to see a dead body, beloved by some one: and when he came out, solemn and +grave, their sad eyes met, and she knew it was not he they sought, without +needing words. +</p> + +<p> +At Abergele they stopped to rest; and because, being a larger place, it would +need a longer search, Maggie lay down on the sofa, for she was very weak, and +shut her eyes, and tried not to see forever and ever that mad struggling crowd +lighted by the red flames. +</p> + +<p> +Frank came back in an hour or so; and soft behind him—laboriously treading on +tiptoe—Mr. Buxton followed. He was evidently choking down his sobs; but when he +saw the white wan figure of Maggie, he held out his arms. +</p> + +<p> +“My dear! my daughter!” he said, “God bless you!” He could not speak more—he +was fairly crying; but he put her hand in Frank’s and kept holding them both. +</p> + +<p> +“My father,” said Frank, speaking in a husky voice, while his eyes filled with +tears, “had heard of it before he received my letter. I might have known that +the lighthouse signals would take it fast to Liverpool. I had written a few +lines to him saying I was going to you; happily they never reached—that was +spared to my dear father.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie saw the look of restored confidence that passed between father and son. +</p> + +<p> +“My mother?” said she at last. +</p> + +<p> +“She is here,” said they both at once, with sad solemnity. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, where? Why did not you tell me?” exclaimed she, starting up. But their +faces told her why. +</p> + +<p> +“Edward is drowned—is dead,” said she, reading their looks. +</p> + +<p> +There was no answer. +</p> + +<p> +“Let me go to my mother.” +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, she is with him. His body was washed ashore last night. My father and +she heard of it as they came along. Can you bear to see her? She will not leave +him.” +</p> + +<p> +“Take me to her,” Maggie answered. +</p> + +<p> +They led her into a bed-room. Stretched on the bed lay Edward, but now so full +of hope and worldly plans. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne looked round, and saw Maggie. She did not get up from her place by +his head; nor did she long avert her gaze from his poor face. But she held +Maggie’s hand, as the girl knelt by her, and spoke to her in a hushed voice, +undisturbed by tears. Her miserable heart could not find that relief. +</p> + +<p> +“He is dead!—he is gone!—he will never come back again! If he had gone to +America—it might have been years first—but he would have come back to me. But +now he will never come back again;—never—never!” +</p> + +<p> +Her voice died away, as the wailings of the night-wind die in the distance; and +there was silence—silence more sad and hopeless than any passionate words of +grief. +</p> + +<p> +And to this day it is the same. She prizes her dead son more than a thousand +living daughters, happy and prosperous as is Maggie now—rich in the love of +many. If Maggie did not show such reverence to her mother’s faithful sorrows, +others might wonder at her refusal to be comforted by that sweet daughter. 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You look down +on Combehurst and its beautiful church-spire. After the field is crossed, +you come to a common, richly colored with the golden gorse and the purple +heather, which in summer-time send out their warm scents into the quiet +air. The swelling waves of the upland make a near horizon against the sky; +the line is only broken in one place by a small grove of Scotch firs, which +always look black and shadowed even at mid-day, when all the rest of the +landscape seems bathed in sunlight. The lark quivers and sings high up in +the air; too high--in too dazzling a region for you to see her. Look! she +drops into sight; but, as if loth to leave the heavenly radiance, she +balances herself and floats in the ether. Now she falls suddenly right into +her nest, hidden among the ling, unseen except by the eyes of Heaven, +and the small bright insects that run hither and thither on the elastic +flower-stalks. With something like the sudden drop of the lark, the path +goes down a green abrupt descent; and in a basin, surrounded by the grassy +hills, there stands a dwelling, which is neither cottage nor house, but +something between the two in size. Nor yet is it a farm, though surrounded +by living things. It is, or rather it was, at the time of which I speak, +the dwelling of Mrs. Browne, the widow of the late curate of Combehurst. +There she lived with her faithful old servant and her only children, a boy +and girl. They were as secluded in their green hollow as the households in +the German forest-tales. Once a week they emerged and crossed the common, +catching on its summit the first sounds of the sweet-toned bells, calling +them to church. Mrs. Browne walked first, holding Edward's hand. Old Nancy +followed with Maggie; but they were all one party, and all talked together +in a subdued and quiet tone, as beseemed the day. They had not much to say, +their lives were too unbroken; for, excepting on Sundays, the widow and +her children never went to Combehurst. Most people would have thought the +little town a quiet, dreamy place; but to those two children if seemed +the world; and after they had crossed the bridge, they each clasped more +tightly the hands which they held, and looked shyly up from beneath their +drooped eyelids when spoken to by any of their mother's friends. Mrs. +Browne was regularly asked by some one to stay to dinner after morning +church, and as regularly declined, rather to the timid children's relief; +although in the week-days they sometimes spoke together in a low voice +of the pleasure it would be to them if mamma would go and dine at Mr. +Buxton's, where the little girl in white and that great tall boy lived. +Instead of staying there, or anywhere else, on Sundays, Mrs. Browne thought +it her duty to go and cry over her husband's grave. The custom had arisen +out of true sorrow for his loss, for a kinder husband, and more worthy man, +had never lived; but the simplicity of her sorrow had been destroyed by the +observation of others on the mode of its manifestation. They made way for +her to cross the grass toward his grave; and she, fancying that it was +expected of her, fell into the habit I have mentioned. Her children, +holding each a hand, felt awed and uncomfortable, and were sensitively +conscious how often they were pointed out, as a mourning group, to +observation. + +"I wish it would always rain on Sundays," said Edward one day to Maggie, in +a garden conference. + +"Why?" asked she. + +"Because then we bustle out of church, and get home as fast as we can, to +save mamma's crape; and we have not to go and cry over papa." + +"I don't cry," said Maggie. "Do you?" + +Edward looked round before he answered, to see if they were quite alone, +and then said: + +"No; I was sorry a long time about papa, but one can't go on being sorry +forever. Perhaps grown-up people can." + +"Mamma can," said little Maggie. "Sometimes I am very sorry too; when I am +by myself or playing with you, or when I am wakened up by the moonlight +in our room. Do you ever waken and fancy you heard papa calling you? I +do sometimes; and then I am very sorry to think we shall never hear him +calling us again." + +"Ah, it's different with me, you know. He used to call me to lessons." + +"Sometimes he called me when he was displeased with me. But I always dream +that he was calling us in his own kind voice, as he used to do when he +wanted us to walk with him, or to show us something pretty." + +Edward was silent, playing with something on the ground. At last he +looked round again, and, having convinced himself that they could not be +overheard, he whispered: + +"Maggie--sometimes I don't think I'm sorry that papa is dead--when I'm +naughty, you know; he would have been so angry with me if he had been here; +and I think--only sometimes, you know, I'm rather glad he is not." + +"Oh, Edward! you don't mean to say so, I know. Don't let us talk about him. +We can't talk rightly, we're such little children. Don't, Edward, please." + +Poor little Maggie's eyes filled with tears; and she never spoke again to +Edward, or indeed to any one, about her dead father. As she grew older, her +life became more actively busy. The cottage and small outbuildings, and the +garden and field, were their own; and on the produce they depended for much +of their support. The cow, the pig, and the poultry took up much of Nancy's +time. Mrs. Browne and Maggie had to do a great deal of the house-work; and +when the beds were made, and the rooms swept and dusted, and the +preparations for dinner ready, then, if there was any time, Maggie sat down +to her lessons. Ned, who prided himself considerably on his sex, had been +sitting all the morning, in his father's arm-chair, in the little +book-room, "studying," as he chose to call it. Sometimes Maggie would pop +her head in, with a request that he would help her to carry the great +pitcher of water up-stairs, or do some other little household service; +with which request he occasionally complied, but with so many complaints +about the interruption, that at last she told him she would never ask +him again. Gently as this was said, he yet felt it as a reproach, and +tried to excuse himself. + +"You see, Maggie, a man must be educated to be a gentleman. Now, if a woman +knows how to keep a house, that's all that is wanted from her. So my time +is of more consequence than yours. Mamma says I'm to go to college, and be +a clergyman; so I must get on with my Latin." + +Maggie submitted in silence; and almost felt it as an act of gracious +condescension when, a morning or two afterwards, he came to meet her as +she was toiling in from the well, carrying the great brown jug full of +spring-water ready for dinner. "Here," said he, "let us put it in the shade +behind the horse-mount. Oh, Maggie! look what you've done! Spilt it all, +with not turning quickly enough when I told you. Now you may fetch it again +for yourself, for I'll have nothing to do with it." + +"I did not understand you in time," said she, softly. But he had turned +away, and gone back in offended dignity to the house. Maggie had nothing to +do but return to the well, and fill it again. The spring was some distance +off, in a little rocky dell. It was so cool after her hot walk, that she +sat down in the shadow of the gray limestone rock, and looked at the ferns, +wet with the dripping water. She felt sad, she knew not why. "I think +Ned is sometimes very cross," thought she. "I did not understand he was +carrying it there. Perhaps I am clumsy. Mamma says I am; and Ned says I +am. Nancy never says so and papa never said so. I wish I could help being +clumsy and stupid. Ned says all women are so. I wish I was not a woman. It +must be a fine thing to be a man. Oh dear! I must go up the field again +with this heavy pitcher, and my arms do so ache!" She rose and climbed the +steep brae. As she went she heard her mother's voice. + +"Maggie! Maggie! there's no water for dinner, and the potatoes are quite +boiled. Where _is_ that child?" + +They had begun dinner, before she came down from brushing her hair and +washing her hands. She was hurried and tired. + +"Mother," said Ned, "mayn't I have some butter to these potatoes, as there +is cold meat? They are so dry." + +"Certainly, my dear. Maggie, go and fetch a pat of butter out of the +dairy." + +Maggie went from her untouched dinner without speaking. + +"Here, stop, you child!" said Nancy, turning her back in the passage. "You +go to your dinner, I'll fetch the butter. You've been running about enough +to-day." + +Maggie durst not go back without it, but she stood in the passage till +Nancy returned; and then she put up her mouth to be kissed by the kind +rough old servant. + +"Thou'rt a sweet one," said Nancy to herself, as she turned into the +kitchen; and Maggie went back to her dinner with a soothed and lightened +heart. + +When the meal was ended, she helped her mother to wash up the old-fashioned +glasses and spoons, which were treated with tender care and exquisite +cleanliness in that house of decent frugality; and then, exchanging her +pinafore for a black silk apron, the little maiden was wont to sit down to +some useful piece of needlework, in doing which her mother enforced the +most dainty neatness of stitches. Thus every hour in its circle brought a +duty to be fulfilled; but duties fulfilled are as pleasures to the memory, +and little Maggie always thought those early childish days most happy, and +remembered them only as filled with careless contentment. + +Yet, at the time they had their cares. + +In fine summer days Maggie sat out of doors at her work. Just beyond the +court lay the rocky moorland, almost as gay as that with its profusion of +flowers. If the court had its clustering noisettes, and fraxinellas, and +sweetbriar, and great tall white lilies, the moorland had its little +creeping scented rose, its straggling honeysuckle, and an abundance of +yellow cistus; and here and there a gray rock cropped out of the ground, +and over it the yellow stone-crop and scarlet-leaved crane's-bill grew +luxuriantly. Such a rock was Maggie's seat. I believe she considered it her +own, and loved it accordingly; although its real owner was a great lord, +who lived far away, and had never seen the moor, much less the piece of +gray rock, in his life. + +The afternoon of the day which I have begun to tell you about, she was +sitting there, and singing to herself as she worked: she was within call of +home, and could hear all home sounds, with their shrillness softened down. +Between her and it, Edward was amusing himself; he often called upon her +for sympathy, which she as readily gave. + +"I wonder how men make their boats steady; I have taken mine to the pond, +and she has toppled over every time I sent her in." + +"Has it?--that's very tiresome! Would it do to put a little weight in it, +to keep it down?" + +"How often must I tell you to call a ship 'her;' and there you will go on +saying--it--it!" + +After this correction of his sister, Master Edward did not like the +condescension of acknowledging her suggestion to be a good one; so he went +silently to the house in search of the requisite ballast; but not being +able to find anything suitable, he came back to his turfy hillock, littered +round with chips of wood, and tried to insert some pebbles into his vessel; +but they stuck fast, and he was obliged to ask again. + +"Supposing it was a good thing to weight her, what could I put in?" + +Maggie thought a moment. + +"Would shot do?" asked she. + +"It would be the very thing; but where can I get any?" + +"There is some that was left of papa's. It is in the right-hand corner of +the second drawer of the bureau, wrapped up in a newspaper." + +"What a plague! I can't remember your 'seconds,' and 'right-hands,' and +fiddle-faddles." He worked on at his pebbles. They would not do. + +"I think if you were good-natured, Maggie, you might go for me." + +"Oh, Ned! I've all this long seam to do. Mamma said I must finish it before +tea; and that I might play a little if I had done it first," said Maggie, +rather plaintively; for it was a real pain to her to refuse a request. + +"It would not take you five minutes." + +Maggie thought a little. The time would only be taken out of her playing, +which, after all, did not signify; while Edward was really busy about his +ship. She rose, and clambered up the steep grassy slope, slippery with the +heat. + +Before she had found the paper of shot, she heard her mother's voice +calling, in a sort of hushed hurried loudness, as if anxious to be heard by +one person yet not by another--"Edward, Edward, come home quickly. Here's +Mr. Buxton coming along the Fell-Lane;--he's coming here, as sure as +sixpence; come, Edward, come." + +Maggie saw Edward put down his ship and come. At his mother's bidding it +certainly was; but he strove to make this as little apparent as he could, +by sauntering up the slope, with his hands in his pockets, in a very +independent and _négligé_ style. Maggie had no time to watch longer; for +now she was called too, and down stairs she ran. + +"Here, Maggie," said her mother, in a nervous hurry;--"help Nancy to get a +tray ready all in a minute. I do believe here's Mr. Buxton coming to call. +Oh, Edward! go and brush your hair, and put on your Sunday jacket; here's +Mr. Buxton just coming round. I'll only run up and change my cap; and you +say you'll come up and tell me, Nancy; all proper, you know." + +"To be sure, ma'am. I've lived in families afore now," said Nancy, gruffly. + +"Oh, yes, I know you have. Be sure you bring in the cowslip wine. I wish I +could have stayed to decant some port." + +Nancy and Maggie bustled about, in and out of the kitchen and dairy; and +were so deep in their preparations for Mr. Buxton's reception that they +were not aware of the very presence of that gentleman himself on the scene. +He had found the front door open, as is the wont in country places, and had +walked in; first stopping at the empty parlor, and then finding his way to +the place where voices and sounds proclaimed that there were inhabitants. +So he stood there, stooping a little under the low-browed lintels of the +kitchen door, and looking large, and red, and warm, but with a pleased and +almost amused expression of face. + +"Lord bless me, sir! what a start you gave me!" said Nancy, as she suddenly +caught sight of him. "I'll go and tell my missus in a minute that you're +come." + +Off she went, leaving Maggie alone with the great, tall, broad gentleman, +smiling at her from his frame in the door-way, but never speaking. She went +on dusting a wine-glass most assiduously. + +"Well done, little girl," came out a fine strong voice at last. "Now I +think that will do. Come and show me the parlor where I may sit down, for +I've had a long walk, and am very tired." + +Maggie took him into the parlor, which was always cool and fresh in the +hottest weather. It was scented by a great beau-pot filled with roses; and, +besides, the casement was open to the fragrant court. Mr. Buxton was so +large, and the parlor so small, that when he was once in, Maggie thought +when he went away, he could carry the room on his back, as a snail does its +house. + +"And so, you are a notable little woman, are you?" said he, after he had +stretched himself (a very unnecessary proceeding), and unbuttoned his +waistcoat, Maggie stood near the door, uncertain whether to go or to stay. +"How bright and clean you were making that glass! Do you think you could +get me some water to fill it? Mind, it must be that very glass I saw you +polishing. I shall know it again." + +Maggie was thankful to escape out of the room; and in the passage she met +her mother, who had made time to change her gown as well as her cap. Before +Nancy would allow the little girl to return with the glass of water she +smoothed her short-cut glossy hair; it was all that was needed to make her +look delicately neat. Maggie was conscientious in trying to find out +the identical glass; but I am afraid Nancy was not quite so truthful in +avouching that one of the six, exactly similar, which were now placed on +the tray, was the same she had found on the dresser, when she came back +from telling her mistress of Mr. Buxton's arrival. + +Maggie carried in the water, with a shy pride in the clearness of the +glass. Her mother was sitting on the edge of her chair, speaking in +unusually fine language, and with a higher pitched voice than common. +Edward, in all his Sunday glory, was standing by Mr. Buxton, looking happy +and conscious. But when Maggie came in, Mr. Buxton made room for her +between Edward and himself, and, while she went on talking, lifted her on +to his knee. She sat there as on a pinnacle of honor; but as she durst not +nestle up to him, a chair would have been the more comfortable seat. + +"As founder's line, I have a right of presentation; and for my dear old +friend's sake" (here Mrs. Browne wiped her eyes), "I am truly glad of it; +my young friend will have a little form of examination to go through; and +then we shall see him carrying every prize before him, I have no doubt. +Thank you, just a little of your sparkling cowslip wine. Ah! this +gingerbread is like the gingerbread I had when I was a boy. My little lady +here must learn the receipt, and make me some. Will she?" + +"Speak to Mr. Buxton, child, who is kind to your brother. You will make him +some gingerbread, I am sure." + +"If I may," said Maggie, hanging down her head. + +"Or, I'll tell you what. Suppose you come to my house, and teach us how to +make it there; and then, you know, we could always be making gingerbread +when we were not eating it. That would be best, I think. Must I ask mamma +to bring you down to Combehurst, and let us all get acquainted together? I +have a great boy and a little girl at home, who will like to see you, I'm +sure. And we have got a pony for you to ride on, and a peacock and guinea +fowls, and I don't know what all. Come, madam, let me persuade you. School +begins in three weeks. Let us fix a day before then." + +"Do mamma," said Edward. + +"I am not in spirits for visiting," Mrs. Browne answered. But the quick +children detected a hesitation in her manner of saying the oft spoken +words, and had hopes, if only Mr. Buxton would persevere in his invitation. + +"Your not visiting is the very reason why you are not in spirits. A little +change, and a few neighborly faces, would do you good, I'll be bound. +Besides, for the children's sake you should not live too secluded a life. +Young people should see a little of the world." + +Mrs. Browne was much obliged to Mr. Buxton for giving her so decent an +excuse for following her inclination, which, it must be owned, tended +to the acceptance of the invitation. So, "for the children's sake," she +consented. But she sighed, as if making a sacrifice. + +"That's right," said Mr. Buxton. "Now for the day." + +It was fixed that they should go on that day week; and after some further +conversation about the school at which Edward was to be placed, and some +more jokes about Maggie's notability, and an inquiry if she would come and +live with him the next time he wanted a housemaid, Mr. Buxton took his +leave. + +His visit had been an event; and they made no great attempt at settling +again that day to any of their usual employments. In the first place, Nancy +came in to hear and discuss all the proposed plans. Ned, who was uncertain +whether to like or dislike the prospect of school, was very much offended +by the old servant's remark, on first hearing of the project. + +"It's time for him. He'll learn his place there, which, it strikes me, he +and others too are apt to forget at home." + +Then followed discussions and arrangements respecting his clothes. And then +they came to the plan of spending a day at Mr. Buxton's, which Mrs. Browne +was rather shy of mentioning, having a sort of an idea of inconstancy and +guilt connected with the thought of mingling with the world again. However, +Nancy approved: "It was quite right," and "just as it should be," and "good +for the children." + +"Yes; it was on their account I did it, Nancy," said Mrs. Browne. + +"How many children has Mr. Buxton?" asked Edward. + +"Only one. Frank, I think, they call him. But you must say Master Buxton; +be sure." + +"Who is the little girl, then," asked Maggie, "who sits with them in +church?" + +"Oh! that's little Miss Harvey, his niece, and a great fortune." + +"They do say he never forgave her mother till the day of her death," +remarked Nancy. + +"Then they tell stories, Nancy!" replied Mrs. Browne (it was she herself +who had said it; but that was before Mr. Buxton's call). For d'ye think his +sister would have left him guardian to her child, if they were not on good +terms?" + +"Well! I only know what folks say. And, for sure, he took a spite at Mr. +Harvey for no reason on earth; and every one knows he never spoke to him." + +"He speaks very kindly and pleasantly," put in Maggie. + +"Ay; and I'm not saying but what he is a very good, kind man in the main. +But he has his whims, and keeps hold on 'em when he's got 'em. There's them +pies burning, and I'm talking here!" + +When Nancy had returned to her kitchen, Mrs. Browne called Maggie up +stairs, to examine what clothes would be needed for Edward. And when they +were up, she tried on the black satin gown, which had been her visiting +dress ever since she was married, and which she intended should replace +the old, worn-out bombazine on the day of the visit to Combehurst. + +"For Mrs. Buxton is a real born lady," said she; "and I should like to be +well dressed, to do her honor." + +"I did not know there was a Mrs. Buxton," said Maggie. "She is never at +church." + +"No; she is but delicate and weakly, and never leaves the house. I think +her maid told me she never left her room now." + +The Buxton family, root and branch, formed the _pièce de résistance_ in the +conversation between Mrs. Browne and her children for the next week. As the +day drew near, Maggie almost wished to stay at home, so impressed was she +with the awfulness of the visit. Edward felt bold in the idea of a new +suit of clothes, which had been ordered for the occasion, and for school +afterwards. Mrs. Browne remembered having heard the rector say, "A woman +never looked so lady-like as when she wore black satin," and kept her +spirits up with that observation; but when she saw how worn it was at the +elbows, she felt rather depressed, and unequal to visiting. Still, for her +children's sake, she would do much. + +After her long day's work was ended, Nancy sat up at her sewing. She had +found out that among all the preparations, none were going on for Margaret; +and she had used her influence over her mistress (who half-liked and +half-feared, and entirely depended upon her) to obtain from her an old +gown, which she had taken to pieces, and washed and scoured, and was now +making up, in a way a little old-fashioned to be sure; but, on the whole, +it looked so nice when completed and put on, that Mrs. Browne gave Maggie +a strict lecture about taking great care of such a handsome frock and +forgot that she had considered the gown from which it had been made as +worn out and done for. + + + +CHAPTER II. + +At length they were dressed, and Nancy stood on the court-steps, shading +her eyes, and looking after them, as they climbed the heathery slope +leading to Combehurst. + +"I wish she'd take her hand sometimes, just to let her know the feel of +her mother's hand. Perhaps she will, at least after Master Edward goes to +school." + +As they went along, Mrs. Browne gave the children a few rules respecting +manners and etiquette. + +"Maggie! you must sit as upright as ever you can; make your back flat, +child, and don't poke. If I cough, you must draw up. I shall cough whenever +I see you do anything wrong, and I shall be looking at you all day; so +remember. You hold yourself very well, Edward. If Mr. Buxton asks you, you +may have a glass of wine, because you're a boy. But mind and say, 'Your +good health, sir,' before you drink it." + +"I'd rather not have the wine if I'm to say that," said Edward, bluntly. + +"Oh, nonsense! my dear. You'd wish to be like a gentleman, I'm sure." + +Edward muttered something which was inaudible. His mother went on: + +Of course you'll never think of being helped more than twice. Twice of +meat, twice of pudding, is the genteel thing. You may take less, but never +more." + +"Oh, mamma! how beautiful Combehurst spire is, with that dark cloud behind +it!" exclaimed Maggie, as they came in sight of the town. + +"You've no business with Combehurst spire when I'm speaking to you. I'm +talking myself out of breath to teach you how to behave, and there you go +looking after clouds, and such like rubbish. I'm ashamed of you." + +Although Maggie walked quietly by her mother's side all the rest of the +way, Mrs. Browne was too much offended to resume her instructions on +good-breeding. Maggie might be helped three times if she liked: she had +done with her. + +They were very early. When they drew near the bridge, they were met by a +tall, fine-looking boy, leading a beautiful little Shetland pony, with a +side-saddle on it. He came up to Mrs. Browne, and addressed her. + +"My father thought your little girl would be tired, and he told me to bring +my cousin Erminia's pony for her. It's as quiet as can be." + +Now this was rather provoking to Mrs. Browne, as she chose to consider +Maggie in disgrace. However, there was no help for it: all she could do was +to spoil the enjoyment as far as possible, by looking and speaking in a +cold manner, which often chilled Maggie's little heart, and took all the +zest out of the pleasure now. It was in vain that Frank Buxton made the +pony trot and canter; she still looked sad and grave. + +"Little dull thing!" he thought; but he was as kind and considerate as a +gentlemanly boy could be. + +At last they reached Mr. Buxton's house. It was in the main street, and the +front door opened upon it by a flight of steps. Wide on each side extended +the stone-coped windows. It was in reality a mansion, and needed not +the neighboring contrast of the cottages on either side to make it look +imposing. When they went in, they entered a large hall, cool even on that +burning July day, with a black and white flag floor, and old settees +round the walls, and great jars of curious china, which were filled with +pot-pourrie. The dusky gloom was pleasant, after the glare of the street +outside; and the requisite light and cheerfulness were given by the peep +into the garden, framed, as it were, by the large door-way that opened into +it. There were roses, and sweet-peas, and poppies--a rich mass of color, +which looked well, set in the somewhat sombre coolness of the hall. All the +house told of wealth--wealth which had accumulated for generations, and +which was shown in a sort of comfortable, grand, unostentatious way. Mr. +Buxton's ancestors had been yeomen; but, two or three generations back, +they might, if ambitious, have taken their place as country gentry, so much +had the value of their property increased, and so great had been the amount +of their savings. They, however, continued to live in the old farm till Mr. +Buxton's grandfather built the house in Combehurst of which I am speaking, +and then he felt rather ashamed of what he had done; it seemed like +stepping out of his position. He and his wife always sat in the best +kitchen; and it was only after his son's marriage that the entertaining +rooms were furnished. Even then they were kept with closed shutters +and bagged-up furniture during the lifetime of the old couple, who, +nevertheless, took a pride in adding to the rich-fashioned ornaments and +grand old china of the apartments. But they died, and were gathered to +their fathers, and young Mr. and Mrs. Buxton (aged respectively fifty-one +and forty-five) reigned in their stead. They had the good taste to make no +sudden change; but gradually the rooms assumed an inhabited appearance, and +their son and daughter grew up in the enjoyment of great wealth, and no +small degree of refinement. But as yet they held back modestly from putting +themselves in any way on a level with the county people. Lawrence Buxton +was sent to the same school as his father had been before him; and the +notion of his going to college to complete his education was, after some +deliberation, negatived. In process of time he succeeded his father, and +married a sweet, gentle lady, of a decayed and very poor county family, by +whom he had one boy before she fell into delicate health. His sister had +married a man whose character was worse than his fortune, and had been left +a widow. Everybody thought her husband's death a blessing; but she loved +him, in spite of negligence and many grosser faults; and so, not many years +after, she died, leaving her little daughter to her brother's care, with +many a broken-voiced entreaty that he would never speak a word against +the dead father of her child. So the little Erminia was taken home by her +self-reproaching uncle, who felt now how hardly he had acted towards his +sister in breaking off all communication with her on her ill-starred +marriage. + +"Where is Erminia, Frank?" asked his father, speaking over Maggie's +shoulder, while he still held her hand. "I want to take Mrs. Browne to your +mother. I told Erminia to be here to welcome this little girl." + +"I'll take her to Minnie; I think she's in the garden. I'll come back to +you," nodding to Edward, "directly, and then we will go to the rabbits." + +So Frank and Maggie left the great lofty room, full of strange rare +things, and rich with books, and went into the sunny scented garden, which +stretched far and wide behind the house. Down one of the walks, with a +hedge of roses on either side, came a little tripping fairy, with long +golden ringlets, and a complexion like a china rose. With the deep blue of +the summer sky behind her, Maggie thought she looked like an angel. She +neither hastened nor slackened her pace when she saw them, but came on with +the same dainty light prancing step. + +"Make haste, Minnie," cried Frank. + +But Minnie stopped to gather a rose. + +"Don't stay with me," said Maggie, softly, although she had held his hand +like that of a friend, and did not feel that the little fairy's manner was +particularly cordial or gracious. Frank took her at her word, and ran off +to Edward. + +Erminia came a little quicker when she saw that Maggie was left alone; but +for some time after they were together, they had nothing to say to each +other. Erminia was easily impressed by the pomps and vanities of the world; +and Maggie's new handsome frock seemed to her made of old ironed brown +silk. And though Maggie's voice was soft, with a silver ringing sound in +it, she pronounced her words in Nancy's broad country way. Her hair was cut +short all round; her shoes were thick, and clumped as she walked. Erminia +patronized her, and thought herself very kind and condescending; but they +were not particularly friendly. The visit promised to be more honorable +than agreeable, and Maggie almost wished herself at home again. Dinner-time +came. Mrs. Buxton dined in her own room. Mr. Buxton was hearty, and jovial, +and pressing; he almost scolded Maggie because she would not take more than +twice of his favorite pudding: but she remembered what her mother had said, +and that she would be watched all day; and this gave her a little prim, +quaint manner, very different from her usual soft charming unconsciousness. +She fancied that Edward and Master Buxton were just as little at their ease +with each other as she and Miss Harvey. Perhaps this feeling on the part of +the boys made all four children unite after dinner. + +"Let us go to the swing in the shrubbery," said Frank, after a little +consideration; and off they ran. Frank proposed that he and Edward should +swing the two little girls; and for a time all went on very well. But +by-and-by Edward thought, that Maggie had had enough, and that he should +like a turn; and Maggie, at his first word, got out. + +"Don't you like swinging?" asked Erminia. + +"Yes! but Edward would like it now." And Edward accordingly took her place. +Frank turned away, and would not swing him. Maggie strove hard to do it, +but he was heavy, and the swing bent unevenly. He scolded her for what +she could not help, and at last jumped out so roughly, that the seat hit +Maggie's face, and knocked her down. When she got up, her lips quivered +with pain, but she did not cry; she only looked anxiously at her frock. +There was a great rent across the front breadth. Then she did shed +tears--tears of fright. What would her mother say? + +Erminia saw her crying. + +"Are you hurt?" said she, kindly. "Oh, how your cheek is swelled! What a +rude, cross boy your brother is!" + +"I did not know he was going to jump out. I am not crying because I am +hurt, but because of this great rent in my nice new frock. Mamma will be so +displeased." + +"Is it a new frock?" asked Erminia. + +"It is a new one for me. Nancy has sat up several nights to make it. Oh! +what shall I do?" + +Erminia's little heart was softened by such excessive poverty. A best frock +made of shabby old silk! She put her arms round Maggie's neck, and said: + +"Come with me; we will go to my aunt's dressing-room, and Dawson will give +me some silk, and I'll help you to mend it." + +"That's a kind little Minnie," said Frank. Ned had turned sulkily away. I +do not think the boys were ever cordial again that day; for, as Frank said +to his mother, "Ned might have said he was sorry; but he is a regular +tyrant to that little brown mouse of a sister of his." + +Erminia and Maggie went, with their arms round each other's necks, to Mrs. +Buxton's dressing-room. The misfortune had made them friends. Mrs. +Buxton lay on the sofa; so fair and white and colorless, in her muslin +dressing-gown, that when Maggie first saw the lady lying with her eyes +shut, her heart gave a start, for she thought she was dead. But she opened +her large languid eyes, and called them to her, and listened to their story +with interest. + +"Dawson is at tea. Look, Minnie, in my work-box; there is some silk there. +Take off your frock, my dear, and bring it here, and let me see how it can +be mended." + +"Aunt Buxton," whispered Erminia, "do let me give her one of my frocks. +This is such an old thing." + +"No, love. I'll tell you why afterwards," answered Mrs. Buxton. + +She looked at the rent, and arranged it nicely for the little girls to +mend. Erminia helped Maggie with right good will. As they sat on the floor, +Mrs. Buxton thought what a pretty contrast they made; Erminia, dazzlingly +fair, with her golden ringlets, and her pale-blue frock; Maggie's little +round white shoulders peeping out of her petticoat; her brown hair as +glossy and smooth as the nuts that it resembled in color; her long black +eye-lashes drooping over her clear smooth cheek, which would have given the +idea of delicacy, but for the coral lips that spoke of perfect health: and +when she glanced up, she showed long, liquid, dark-gray eyes. The deep red +of the curtain behind, threw out these two little figures well. + +Dawson came up. She was a grave elderly person, of whom Erminia was far +more afraid than she was of her aunt; but at Mrs. Buxton's desire she +finished mending the frock for Maggie. + +"Mr. Buxton has asked some of your mamma's old friends to tea, as I am not +able to go down. But I think, Dawson, I must have these two little girls to +tea with me. Can you be very quiet, my dears; or shall you think it dull?" + +They gladly accepted the invitation; and Erminia promised all sorts of +fanciful promises as to quietness; and went about on her tiptoes in such +a labored manner, that Mrs. Buxton begged her at last not to try and be +quiet, as she made much less noise when she did not. It was the happiest +part of the day to Maggie. Something in herself was so much in harmony with +Mrs. Buxton's sweet, resigned gentleness, that it answered like an echo, +and the two understood each other strangely well. They seemed like old +friends, Maggie, who was reserved at home because no one cared to hear what +she had to say, opened out, and told Erminia and Mrs. Buxton all about her +way of spending her day, and described her home. + +"How odd!" said Erminia. "I have ridden that way on Abdel-Kadr, and never +seen your house." + +"It is like the place the Sleeping Beauty lived in; people sometimes seem +to go round it and round it, and never find it. But unless you follow a +little sheep-track, which seems to end at a gray piece of rock, you may +come within a stone's throw of the chimneys and never see them. I think you +would think it so pretty. Do you ever come that way, ma'am?" + +"No, love," answered Mrs. Buxton. + +"But will you some time?" + +"I am afraid I shall never be able to go out again," said Mrs. Buxton, in +a voice which, though low, was very cheerful. Maggie thought how sad a lot +was here before her; and by-and-by she took a little stool, and sat by Mrs. +Buxton's sofa, and stole her hand into hers. + +Mrs. Browne was in full tide of pride and happiness down stairs. Mr. Buxton +had a number of jokes; which would have become dull from repetition (for he +worked a merry idea threadbare before he would let it go), had it not been +for his jovial blandness and good-nature. He liked to make people happy, +and, as far as bodily wants went, he had a quick perception of what was +required. He sat like a king (for, excepting the rector, there was not +another gentleman of his standing at Combehurst), among six or seven +ladies, who laughed merrily at all his sayings, and evidently thought Mrs. +Browne had been highly honored in having been asked to dinner as well as +to tea. In the evening, the carriage was ordered to take her as far as a +carriage could go; and there was a little mysterious handshaking between +her host and herself on taking leave, which made her very curious for the +lights of home by which to examine a bit of rustling paper that had been +put in her hand with some stammered-out words about Edward. + +When every one had gone, there was a little gathering in Mrs. Buxton's +dressing-room. Husband, son and niece, all came to give her their opinions +on the day and the visitors. + +"Good Mrs. Browne is a little tiresome," said Mr. Buxton, yawning. "Living +in that moorland hole, I suppose. However, I think she has enjoyed her day; +and we'll ask her down now and then, for Browne's sake. Poor Browne! What a +good man he was!" + +"I don't like that boy at all," said Frank. "I beg you'll not ask him again +while I'm at home: he is so selfish and self-important; and yet he's a bit +snobbish now and then. Mother! I know what you mean by that look. Well! if +I am self-important sometimes, I'm not a snob." + +"Little Maggie is very nice," said Erminia. "What a pity she has not a new +frock! Was not she good about it, Frank, when she tore it?" + +"Yes, she's a nice little thing enough, if she does not get all spirit +cowed out of her by that brother. I'm thankful that he is going to school." + +When Mrs. Browne heard where Maggie had drank tea, she was offended. She +had only sat with Mrs. Buxton for an hour before dinner. If Mrs. Buxton +could bear the noise of children, she could not think why she shut herself +up in that room, and gave herself such airs. She supposed it was because +she was the granddaughter of Sir Henry Biddulph that she took upon herself +to have such whims, and not sit at the head of her table, or make tea for +her company in a civil decent way. Poor Mr. Buxton! What a sad life for a +merry, light-hearted man to have such a wife! It was a good thing for him +to have agreeable society sometimes. She thought he looked a deal better +for seeing his friends. He must be sadly moped with that sickly wife. + +(If she had been clairvoyante at that moment, she might have seen Mr. +Buxton tenderly chafing his wife's hands, and feeling in his innermost soul +a wonder how one so saint-like could ever have learnt to love such a boor +as he was; it was the wonderful mysterious blessing of his life. So little +do we know of the inner truths of the households, where we come and go like +intimate guests!) + +Maggie could not bear to hear Mrs. Buxton spoken of as a fine lady assuming +illness. Her heart beat hard as she spoke. "Mamma! I am sure she is really +ill. Her lips kept going so white; and her hand was so burning hot all the +time that I held it." + +"Have you been holding Mrs. Buxton's hand? Where were your manners? You are +a little forward creature, and ever were. But don't pretend to know better +than your elders. It is no use telling me Mrs. Buxton is ill, and she able +to bear the noise of children." + +"I think they are all a pack of set-up people, and that Frank Buxton is the +worst of all," said Edward. + +Maggie's heart sank within her to hear this cold, unkind way of talking +over the friends who had done so much to make their day happy. She had +never before ventured into the world, and did not know how common and +universal is the custom of picking to pieces those with whom we have just +been associating; and so it pained her. She was a little depressed, too, +with the idea that she should never see Mrs. Buxton and the lovely Erminia +again. Because no future visit or intercourse had been spoken about, she +fancied it would never take place; and she felt like the man in the Arabian +Nights, who caught a glimpse of the precious stones and dazzling glories +of the cavern, which was immediately after closed, and shut up into the +semblance of hard, barren rock. She tried to recall the house. Deep blue, +crimson red, warm brown draperies, were so striking after the light +chintzes of her own house; and the effect of a suite of rooms opening out +of each other was something quite new to the little girl; the apartments +seemed to melt away into vague distance, like the dim endings of the arched +aisles in church. But most of all she tried to recall Mrs. Buxton's face; +and Nancy had at last to put away her work, and come to bed, in order to +soothe the poor child, who was crying at the thought that Mrs. Buxton would +soon die, and that she should never see her again. Nancy loved Maggie +dearly, and felt no jealousy of this warm admiration of the unknown lady. +She listened to her story and her fears till the sobs were hushed; and the +moon fell through the casement on the white closed eyelids of one, who +still sighed in her sleep. + + + +CHAPTER III. + +In three weeks, the day came for Edward's departure. A great cake and a +parcel of gingerbread soothed his sorrows on leaving home. + +"Don't cry, Maggie!" said he to her on the last morning; "you see I don't. +Christmas will soon be here, and I dare say I shall find time to write to +you now and then. Did Nancy put any citron in the cake?" + +Maggie wished she might accompany her mother to Combehurst to see Edward +off by the coach; but it was not to be. She went with them, without her +bonnet, as far as her mother would allow her; and then she sat down, and +watched their progress for a long, long way. She was startled by the sound +of a horse's feet, softly trampling through the long heather. It was Frank +Buxton's. + +"My father thought Mrs. Browne would like to see the Woodchester Herald. Is +Edward gone?" said he, noticing her sad face. + +"Yes! he is just gone down the hill to the coach. I dare say you can see +him crossing the bridge, soon. I did so want to have gone with him," +answered she, looking wistfully toward the town. + +Frank felt sorry for her, left alone to gaze after her brother, whom, +strange as it was, she evidently regretted. After a minute's silence, he +said: + +"You liked riding the other day. Would you like a ride now? Rhoda is very +gentle, if you can sit on my saddle. Look! I'll shorten the stirrup. There +now; there's a brave little girl! I'll lead her very carefully. Why, +Erminia durst not ride without a side-saddle! I'll tell you what; I'll +bring the newspaper every Wednesday till I go to school, and you shall have +a ride. Only I wish we had a side-saddle for Rhoda. Or, if Erminia will let +me, I'll bring Abdel-Kadr, the little Shetland you rode the other day." + +"But will Mr. Buxton let you?" asked Maggie, half delighted--half afraid. + +"Oh, my father! to be sure he will. I have him in very good order." + +Maggie was rather puzzled by this way of speaking. + +"When do you go to school?" asked she. + +"Toward the end of August; I don't know the day." + +"Does Erminia go to school?" + +"No. I believe she will soon though, if mamma does not get better." Maggie +liked the change of voice, as he spoke of his mother. + +"There, little lady! now jump down. Famous! you've a deal of spirit, you +little brown mouse." + +Nancy came out, with a wondering look, to receive Maggie. + +"It is Mr. Frank Buxton," said she, by way of an introduction. "He has +brought mamma the newspaper." + +"Will you walk in, sir, and rest? I can tie up your horse." + +"No, thank you," said he, "I must be off. Don't forget, little mousey, that +you are to ready for another ride next Wednesday." And away he went. + +It needed a good deal of Nancy's diplomacy to procure Maggie this pleasure; +although I don't know why Mrs. Browne should have denied it, for the circle +they went was always within sight of the knoll in front of the house, if +any one cared enough about the matter to mount it, and look after them. +Frank and Maggie got great friends in these rides. Her fearlessness +delighted and surprised him, she had seemed so cowed and timid at first. +But she was only so with people, as he found out before holidays ended. +He saw her shrink from particular looks and inflexions of voice of her +mother's; and learnt to read them, and dislike Mrs. Browne accordingly, +notwithstanding all her sugary manner toward himself. The result of his +observations he communicated to his mother, and in consequence, he was the +bearer of a most civil and ceremonious message from Mrs. Buxton to Mrs. +Browne, to the effect that the former would be much obliged to the latter +if she would allow Maggie to ride down occasionally with the groom, who +would bring the newspapers on the Wednesdays (now Frank was going to +school), and to spend the afternoon with Erminia. Mrs. Browne consented, +proud of the honor, and yet a little annoyed that no mention was made of +herself. When Frank had bid good-bye, and fairly disappeared, she turned to +Maggie. + +"You must not set yourself up if you go among these fine folks. It is their +way of showing attention to your father and myself. And you must mind and +work doubly hard on Thursdays to make up for playing on Wednesdays." + +Maggie was in a flush of sudden color, and a happy palpitation of her +fluttering little heart. She could hardly feel any sorrow that the kind +Frank was going away, so brimful was she of the thoughts of seeing his +mother; who had grown strangely associated in her dreams, both sleeping +and waking, with the still calm marble effigies that lay for ever clasping +their hands in prayer on the altar-tombs in Combehurst church. All the +week was one happy season of anticipation. She was afraid her mother was +secretly irritated at her natural rejoicing; and so she did not speak to +her about it, but she kept awake till Nancy came to bed, and poured into +her sympathizing ears every detail, real or imaginary, of her past or +future intercourse with Mrs. Buxton, and the old servant listened with +interest, and fell into the custom of picturing the future with the ease +and simplicity of a child. + +"Suppose, Nancy! only suppose, you know, that she did die. I don't mean +really die, but go into a trance like death; she looked as if she was in +one when I first saw her; I would not leave her, but I would sit by her, +and watch her, and watch her." + +"Her lips would be always fresh and red," interrupted Nancy. + +"Yes, I know you've told me before how they keep red--I should look at them +quite steadily; I would try never to go to sleep." + +"The great thing would be to have air-holes left in the coffin." But Nancy +felt the little girl creep close to her at the grim suggestion, and, with +the tact of love, she changed the subject. + +"Or supposing we could hear of a doctor who could charm away illness. There +were such in my young days; but I don't think people are so knowledgeable +now. Peggy Jackson, that lived near us when I was a girl, was cured of a +waste by a charm." + +"What is a waste, Nancy?" + +"It is just a pining away. Food does not nourish nor drink strengthen them, +but they just fade off, and grow thinner and thinner, till their shadow +looks gray instead of black at noonday; but he cured her in no time by a +charm." + +"Oh, if we could find him." + +"Lass, he's dead, and she's dead, too, long ago!" + +While Maggie was in imagination going over moor and fell, into the hollows +of the distant mysterious hills, where she imagined all strange beasts and +weird people to haunt, she fell asleep. + +Such were the fanciful thoughts which were engendered in the little girl's +mind by her secluded and solitary life. It was more solitary than ever, now +that Edward was gone to school. The house missed his loud cheerful voice, +and bursting presence. There seemed much less to be done, now that his +numerous wants no longer called for ministration and attendance. Maggie did +her task of work on her own gray rock; but as it was sooner finished, now +that he was not there to interrupt and call her off, she used to stray up +the Fell Lane at the back of the house; a little steep stony lane, more +like stairs cut in the rock than what we, in the level land, call a lane: +it reached on to the wide and open moor, and near its termination there +was a knotted thorn-tree; the only tree for apparent miles. Here the sheep +crouched under the storms, or stood and shaded themselves in the noontide +heat. The ground was brown with their cleft round foot-marks; and tufts of +wool were hung on the lower part of the stem, like votive offerings on some +shrine. Here Maggie used to come and sit and dream in any scarce half-hour +of leisure. Here she came to cry, when her little heart was overfull at her +mother's sharp fault-finding, or when bidden to keep out of the way, and +not be troublesome. She used to look over the swelling expanse of moor, and +the tears were dried up by the soft low-blowing wind which came sighing +along it. She forgot her little home griefs to wonder why a brown-purple +shadow always streaked one particular part in the fullest sunlight; why the +cloud-shadows always seemed to be wafted with a sidelong motion; or she +would imagine what lay beyond those old gray holy hills, which seemed to +bear up the white clouds of Heaven on which the angels flew abroad. Or she +would look straight up through the quivering air, as long as she could bear +its white dazzling, to try and see God's throne in that unfathomable and +infinite depth of blue. She thought she should see it blaze forth sudden +and glorious, if she were but full of faith. She always came down from the +thorn, comforted, and meekly gentle. + +But there was danger of the child becoming dreamy, and finding her pleasure +in life in reverie, not in action, or endurance, or the holy rest which +comes after both, and prepares for further striving or bearing. Mrs. +Buxton's kindness prevented this danger just in time. It was partly out of +interest in Maggie, but also partly to give Erminia a companion, that she +wished the former to come down to Combehurst. + +When she was on these visits, she received no regular instruction; and yet +all the knowledge, and most of the strength of her character, was derived +from these occasional hours. It is true her mother had given her daily +lessons in reading, writing, and arithmetic; but both teacher and taught +felt these more as painful duties to be gone through, than understood them +as means to an end. The "There! child; now that's done with," of relief, +from Mrs. Browne, was heartily echoed in Maggie's breast, as the dull +routine was concluded. + +Mrs. Buxton did not make a set labor of teaching; I suppose she felt that +much was learned from her superintendence, but she never thought of doing +or saying anything with a latent idea of its indirect effect upon the +little girls, her companions. She was simply herself; she even confessed +(where the confession was called for) to short-comings, to faults, and +never denied the force of temptations, either of those which beset little +children, or of those which occasionally assailed herself. Pure, simple, +and truthful to the heart's core, her life, in its uneventful hours and +days, spoke many homilies. Maggie, who was grave, imaginative, and +somewhat quaint, took pains in finding words to express the thoughts to +which her solitary life had given rise, secure of Mrs. Buxton's ready +understanding and sympathy. + +"You are so like a cloud," said she to Mrs. Buxton. "Up at the Thorn-tree, +it was quite curious how the clouds used to shape themselves, just +according as I was glad or sorry. I have seen the same clouds, that, when +I came up first, looked like a heap of little snow-hillocks over babies' +graves, turn, as soon as I grew happier, to a sort of long bright row of +angels. And you seem always to have had some sorrow when I am sad, and turn +bright and hopeful as soon as I grow glad. Dear Mrs. Buxton! I wish Nancy +knew you." + +The gay, volatile, willful, warm-hearted Erminia was less earnest in all +things. Her childhood had been passed amid the distractions of wealth; and +passionately bent upon the attainment of some object at one moment, the +next found her angry at being reminded of the vanished anxiety she had +shown but a moment before. Her life was a shattered mirror; every part +dazzling and brilliant, but wanting the coherency and perfection of +a whole. Mrs. Buxton strove to bring her to a sense of the beauty of +completeness, and the relation which qualities and objects bear to each +other; but in all her striving she retained hold of the golden clue of +sympathy. She would enter into Erminia's eagerness, if the object of +it varied twenty times a day; but by-and-by, in her own mild, sweet, +suggestive way, she would place all these objects in their right and +fitting places, as they were worthy of desire. I do not know how it was, +but all discords, and disordered fragments, seemed to fall into harmony and +order before her presence. + +She had no wish to make the two little girls into the same kind of pattern +character. They were diverse as the lily and the rose. But she tried to +give stability and earnestness to Erminia; while she aimed to direct +Maggie's imagination, so as to make it a great minister to high ends, +instead of simply contributing to the vividness and duration of a reverie. + +She told her tales of saints and martyrs, and all holy heroines, who forgot +themselves, and strove only to be "ministers of Him, to do His pleasure." +The tears glistened in the eyes of hearer and speaker, while she spoke in +her low, faint voice, which was almost choked at times when she came to the +noblest part of all. + +But when she found that Maggie was in danger of becoming too little a +dweller in the present, from the habit of anticipating the occasion for +some great heroic action, she spoke of other heroines. She told her how, +though the lives of these women of old were only known to us through some +striking glorious deed, they yet must have built up the temple of their +perfection by many noiseless stories; how, by small daily offerings laid +on the altar, they must have obtained their beautiful strength for the +crowning sacrifice. And then she would turn and speak of those whose names +will never be blazoned on earth--some poor maid-servant, or hard-worked +artisan, or weary governess--who have gone on through life quietly, with +holy purposes in their hearts, to which they gave up pleasure and ease, +in a soft, still, succession of resolute days. She quoted those lines of +George Herbert's: + + "All may have, + If they dare choose, a glorious life, or grave." + +And Maggie's mother was disappointed because Mrs. Buxton had never offered +to teach her "to play on the piano," which was to her the very head and +front of a genteel education. Maggie, in all her time of yearning to become +Joan of Arc, or some great heroine, was unconscious that she herself showed +no little heroism, in bearing meekly what she did every day from her +mother. It was hard to be questioned about Mrs. Buxton, and then to have +her answers turned into subjects for contempt, and fault-finding with that +sweet lady's ways. + +When Ned came home for the holidays, he had much to tell. His mother +listened for hours to his tales; and proudly marked all that she could note +of his progress in learning. His copy-books and writing-flourishes were a +sight to behold; and his account-books contained towers and pyramids of +figures. + +"Ay, ay!" said Mr. Buxton, when they were shown to him; "this is grand! +when I was a boy I could make a flying eagle with one stroke of my pen, +but I never could do all this. And yet I thought myself a fine fellow, I +warrant you. And these sums! why man! I must make you my agent. I need one, +I'm sure; for though I get an accountant every two or three years to do +up my books, they somehow have the knack of getting wrong again. Those +quarries, Mrs. Browne, which every one says are so valuable, and for the +stone out of which receive orders amounting to hundreds of pounds, what +d'ye think was the profit I made last year, according to my books?" + +"I'm sure I don't know, sir; something very great, I've no doubt." + +"Just seven-pence three farthings," said he, bursting into a fit of merry +laughter, such as another man would have kept for the announcement of +enormous profits. "But I must manage things differently soon. Frank will +want money when he goes to Oxford, and he shall have it. I'm but a rough +sort of fellow, but Frank shall take his place as a gentleman. Aha, Miss +Maggie! and where's my gingerbread? There you go, creeping up to Mrs. +Buxton on a Wednesday, and have never taught Cook how to make gingerbread +yet. Well, Ned! and how are the classics going on? Fine fellow, that +Virgil! Let me see, how does it begin? + + 'Arma, virumque cano, Trojae qui primus ab oris.' + +That's pretty well, I think, considering I've never opened him since I left +school thirty years ago. To be sure, I spent six hours a day at it when I +was there. Come now, I'll puzzle you. Can you construe this? + + "Infir dealis, inoak noneis; inmud eelis, inclay noneis." + +"To be sure I can," said Edward, with a little contempt in his tone. "Can +you do this, sir? + + "Apud in is almi des ire, + Mimis tres i neve require, + Alo veri findit a gestis, + His miseri ne ver at restis." + +But though Edward had made much progress, and gained three prizes, his +moral training had been little attended to. He was more tyrannical than +ever, both to his mother and Maggie. It was a drawn battle between him and +Nancy, and they kept aloof from each other as much as possible. Maggie fell +into her old humble way of submitting to his will, as long as it did not go +against her conscience; but that, being daily enlightened by her habits of +pious aspiring thought, would not allow her to be so utterly obedient as +formerly. In addition to his imperiousness, he had learned to affix the +idea of cleverness to various artifices and subterfuges which utterly +revolted her by their meanness. + +"You are so set up, by being intimate with Erminia, that you won't do a +thing I tell you; you are as selfish and self-willed as"--he made a pause. +Maggie was ready to cry. + +"I will do anything, Ned, that is right." + +"Well! and I tell you this is right." + +"How can it be?" said she, sadly, almost wishing to be convinced. + +"How--why it is, and that's enough for you. You must always have a reason +for everything now. You are not half so nice as you were. Unless one chops +logic with you, and convinces you by a long argument, you'll do nothing. Be +obedient, I tell you. That is what a woman has to be." + +"I could be obedient to some people, without knowing their reasons, even +though they told me to do silly things," said Maggie, half to herself. + +"I should like to know to whom," said Edward, scornfully. + +"To Don Quixote," answered she, seriously; for, indeed, he was present in +her mind just then, and his noble, tender, melancholy character had made a +strong impression there. + +Edward stared at her for a moment, and then burst into a loud fit of +laughter. It had the good effect of restoring him to a better frame of +mind. He had such an excellent joke against his sister, that he could not +be angry with her. He called her Sancho Panza all the rest of the holidays, +though she protested against it, saying she could not bear the Squire, and +disliked being called by his name. + +Frank and Edward seemed to have a mutual antipathy to each other, and the +coldness between them was rather increased than diminished by all Mr. +Buxton's efforts to bring them together. "Come, Frank, my lad!" said he, +"don't be so stiff with Ned. His father was a dear friend of mine, and I've +set my heart on seeing you friends. You'll have it in your power to help +him on in the world." + +But Frank answered, "He is not quite honorable, sir. I can't bear a boy who +is not quite honorable. Boys brought up at those private schools are so +full of tricks!" + +"Nay, my lad, there thou'rt wrong. I was brought up at a private school, +and no one can say I ever dirtied my hands with a trick in my life. Good +old Mr. Thompson would have flogged the life out of a boy who did anything +mean or underhand." + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Summers and winters came and went, with little to mark them, except the +growth of the trees, and the quiet progress of young creatures. Erminia was +sent to school somewhere in France, to receive more regular instruction +than she could have in the house with her invalid aunt. But she came home +once a year, more lovely and elegant and dainty than ever; and Maggie +thought, with truth, that ripening years were softening down her +volatility, and that her aunt's dewlike sayings had quietly sunk deep, and +fertilized the soil. That aunt was fading away. Maggie's devotion added +materially to her happiness; and both she and Maggie never forgot that this +devotion was to be in all things subservient to the duty which she owed to +her mother. + +"My love," Mrs. Buxton had more than once said, "you must always recollect +that your first duty is toward your mother. You know how glad I am to see +you; but I shall always understand how it is, if you do not come. She may +often want you when neither you nor I can anticipate it." + +Mrs. Browne had no great wish to keep Maggie at home, though she liked to +grumble at her going. Still she felt that it was best, in every way, to +keep on good terms with such valuable friends; and she appreciated, in some +small degree, the advantage which her intimacy at the house was to Maggie. +But yet she could not restrain a few complaints, nor withhold from her, on +her return, a recapitulation of all the things which might have been done +if she had only been at home, and the number of times that she had been +wanted; but when she found that Maggie quietly gave up her next Wednesday's +visit as soon as she was made aware of any necessity for her presence at +home, her mother left off grumbling, and took little or no notice of her +absence. + +When the time came for Edward to leave school, he announced that he had no +intention of taking orders, but meant to become an attorney. + +"It's such slow work," said he to his mother. "One toils away for four or +five years, and then one gets a curacy of seventy pounds a-year, and no end +of work to do for the money. Now the work is not much harder in a lawyer's +office, and if one has one's wits about one, there are hundreds and +thousands a-year to be picked up with mighty little trouble." + +Mrs. Browne was very sorry for this determination. She had a great desire +to see her son a clergyman, like his father. She did not consider whether +his character was fitted for so sacred an office; she rather thought that +the profession itself, when once assumed, would purify the character; but, +in fact, his fitness or unfitness for holy orders entered little into her +mind. She had a respect for the profession, and his father had belonged to +it. + +"I had rather see you a curate at seventy pounds a-year, than an attorney +with seven hundred," replied she. "And you know your father was always +asked to dine everywhere--to places where I know they would not have asked +Mr. Bish, of Woodchester, and he makes his thousand a-year. Besides, Mr. +Buxton has the next presentation to Combehurst, and you would stand a good +chance for your father's sake. And in the mean time you should live here, +if your curacy was any way near." + +"I dare say! Catch me burying myself here again. My dear mother, it's a +very respectable place for you and Maggie to live in, and I dare say +you don't find it dull; but the idea of my quietly sitting down here is +something too absurd!" + +"Papa did, and was very happy," said Maggie. + +"Yes! after he had been at Oxford," replied Edward, a little nonplussed by +this reference to one whose memory even the most selfish and thoughtless +must have held in respect. + +"Well! and you know you would have to go to Oxford first." + +"Maggie! I wish you would not interfere between my mother and me. I want +to have it settled and done with, and that it will never be if you keep +meddling. Now, mother, don't you see how much better it will be for me to +go into Mr. Bish's office? Harry Bish has spoken to his father about it." + +Mrs. Browne sighed. + +"What will Mr. Buxton say?" asked she, dolefully. + +"Say! Why don't you see it was he who first put it into my head, by telling +me that first Christmas holidays, that I should be his agent. That would be +something, would it not? Harry Bish says he thinks a thousand a-year might +be made of it." + +His loud, decided, rapid talking overpowered Mrs. Browne; but she resigned +herself to his wishes with more regrets than she had ever done before. It +was not the first case in which fluent declamation has taken the place of +argument. + +Edward was articled to Mr. Bish, and thus gained his point. There was no +one with power to resist his wishes, except his mother and Mr. Buxton. The +former had long acknowledged her son's will as her law; and the latter, +though surprised and almost disappointed at a change of purpose which he +had never anticipated in his plans for Edward's benefit, gave his consent, +and even advanced some of the money requisite for the premium. + +Maggie looked upon this change with mingled feelings. She had always from a +child pictured Edward to herself as taking her father's place. When she had +thought of him as a man, it was as contemplative, grave, and gentle, as she +remembered her father. With all a child's deficiency of reasoning power, +she had never considered how impossible it was that a selfish, vain, +and impatient boy could become a meek, humble, and pious man, merely by +adopting a profession in which such qualities are required. But now, at +sixteen, she was beginning to understand all this. Not by any process of +thought, but by something more like a correct feeling, she perceived that +Edward would never be the true minister of Christ. So, more glad and +thankful than sorry, though sorrow mingled with her sentiments, she learned +the decision that he was to be an attorney. + +Frank Buxton all this time was growing up into a young man. The hopes both +of father and mother were bound up in him; and, according to the difference +in their characters was the difference in their hopes. It seemed, indeed, +probable that Mr. Buxton, who was singularly void of worldliness or +ambition for himself, would become worldly and ambitious for his son. His +hopes for Frank were all for honor and distinction here. Mrs. Buxton's +hopes were prayers. She was fading away, as light fades into darkness on a +summer evening. No one seemed to remark the gradual progress; but she was +fully conscious of it herself. The last time that Frank was at home from +college before her death, she knew that she should never see him again; +and when he gaily left the house, with a cheerfulness, which was partly +assumed, she dragged herself with languid steps into a room at the front +of the house, from which she could watch him down the long, straggling +little street, that led to the inn from which the coach started. As he +went along, he turned to look back at his home; and there he saw his +mother's white figure gazing after him. He could not see her wistful eyes, +but he made her poor heart give a leap of joy by turning round and running +back for one more kiss and one more blessing. + +When he next came home, it was at the sudden summons of her death. + +His father was as one distracted. He could not speak of the lost angel +without sudden bursts of tears, and oftentimes of self-upbraiding, which +disturbed the calm, still, holy ideas, which Frank liked to associate with +her. He ceased speaking to him, therefore, about their mutual loss; and it +was a certain kind of relief to both when he did so; but he longed for +some one to whom he might talk of his mother, with the quiet reverence of +intense and trustful affection. He thought of Maggie, of whom he had +seen but little of late; for when he had been at Combehurst, she had +felt that Mrs. Buxton required her presence less, and had remained more at +home. Possibly Mrs. Buxton regretted this; but she never said anything. +She, far-looking, as one who was near death, foresaw that, probably, if +Maggie and her son met often in her sick-room, feelings might arise which +would militate against her husband's hopes and plans, and which, therefore, +she ought not to allow to spring up. But she had been unable to refrain +from expressing her gratitude to Maggie for many hours of tranquil +happiness, and had unconsciously dropped many sentences which made Frank +feel, that, in the little brown mouse of former years, he was likely to +meet with one who could tell him much of the inner history of his mother in +her last days, and to whom he could speak of her without calling out the +passionate sorrow which was so little in unison with her memory. + +Accordingly, one afternoon, late in the autumn, he rode up to Mrs. +Browne's. The air on the heights was so still that nothing seemed to stir. +Now and then a yellow leaf came floating down from the trees, detached from +no outward violence, but only because its life had reached its full limit +and then ceased. Looking down on the distant sheltered woods, they were +gorgeous in orange and crimson, but their splendor was felt to be the sign +of the decaying and dying year. Even without an inward sorrow, there was a +grand solemnity in the season which impressed the mind, and hushed it into +tranquil thought. Frank rode slowly along, and quietly dismounted at the +old horse-mount, beside which there was an iron bridle-ring fixed in +the gray stone wall. He saw the casement of the parlor-window open, and +Maggie's head bent down over her work. She looked up as he entered the +court, and his footsteps sounded on the flag-walk. She came round and +opened the door. As she stood in the door-way, speaking, he was struck by +her resemblance to some old painting. He had seen her young, calm face, +shining out with great peacefulness, and the large, grave, thoughtful eyes, +giving the character to the features which otherwise they might, from their +very regularity, have wanted. Her brown dress had the exact tint which a +painter would have admired. The slanting mellow sunlight fell upon her as +she stood; and the vine-leaves, already frost-tinted, made a rich, warm +border, as they hung over the old house-door. + +"Mamma is not well; she is gone to lie down. How are you? How is Mr. +Buxton?" + +"We are both pretty well; quite well, in fact, as far as regards health. +May I come in? I want to talk to you, Maggie!" + +She opened the little parlor-door, and they went in; but for a time they +were both silent. They could not speak of her who was with them, present +in their thoughts. Maggie shut the casement, and put a log of wood on the +fire. She sat down with her back to the window; but as the flame sprang up, +and blazed at the touch of the dry wood, Frank saw that her face was wet +with quiet tears. Still her voice was even and gentle, as she answered his +questions. She seemed to understand what were the very things he would care +most to hear. She spoke of his mother's last days; and without any word of +praise (which, indeed, would have been impertinence), she showed such a +just and true appreciation of her who was dead and gone, that he felt as if +he could listen forever to the sweet-dropping words. They were balm to his +sore heart. He had thought it possible that the suddenness of her death +might have made her life incomplete, in that she might have departed +without being able to express wishes and projects, which would now have the +sacred force of commands. But he found that Maggie, though she had never +intruded herself as such, had been the depository of many little thoughts +and plans; or, if they were not expressed to her, she knew that Mr. Buxton +or Dawson was aware of what they were, though, in their violence of early +grief, they had forgotten to name them. The flickering brightness of the +flame had died away; the gloom of evening had gathered into the room, +through the open door of which the kitchen fire sent a ruddy glow, +distinctly marked against carpet and wall. Frank still sat, with his head +buried in his hands against the table, listening. + +"Tell me more," he said, at every pause. + +"I think I have told you all now," said Maggie, at last. "At least, it is +all I recollect at present; but if I think of anything more, I will be sure +and tell you." + +"Thank you; do." He was silent for some time. + +"Erminia is coming home at Christmas. She is not to go back to Paris again. +She will live with us. I hope you and she will be great friends, Maggie." + +"Oh yes," replied she. "I think we are already. At least we were last +Christmas. You know it is a year since I have seen her." + +"Yes; she went to Switzerland with Mademoiselle Michel, instead of coming +home the last time. Maggie, I must go, now. My father will be waiting +dinner for me." + +"Dinner! I was going to ask if you would not stay to tea. I hear mamma +stirring about in her room. And Nancy is getting things ready, I see. Let +me go and tell mamma. She will not be pleased unless she sees you. She has +been very sorry for you all," added she, dropping her voice. + +Before he could answer, she ran up stairs. + +Mrs. Browne came down. + +"Oh, Mr. Frank! Have you been sitting in the dark? Maggie, you ought to +have rung for candles! Ah! Mr. Frank, you've had a sad loss since I saw you +here--let me see--in the last week of September. But she was always a sad +invalid; and no doubt your loss is her gain. Poor Mr. Buxton, too! How is +he? When one thinks of him, and of her years of illness, it seems like a +happy release." + +She could have gone on for any length of time, but Frank could not bear +this ruffling up of his soothed grief, and told her that his father was +expecting him home to dinner. + +"Ah! I am sure you must not disappoint him. He'll want a little cheerful +company more than ever now. You must not let him dwell on it, Mr. Frank, +but turn his thoughts another way by always talking of other things. I am +sure if I had some one to speak to me in a cheerful, pleasant way, when +poor dear Mr. Browne died, I should never have fretted after him as I did; +but the children were too young, and there was no one to come and divert +me with any news. If I'd been living in Combehurst, I am sure I should not +have let my grief get the better of me as I did. Could you get up a quiet +rubber in the evenings, do you think?" + +But Frank had shaken hands and was gone. As he rode home he thought much of +sorrow, and the different ways of bearing it. He decided that it was sent +by God for some holy purpose, and to call out into existence some higher +good; and he thought that if it were faithfully taken as His decree there +would be no passionate, despairing resistance to it; nor yet, if it were +trustfully acknowledged to have some wise end, should we dare to baulk it, +and defraud it by putting it on one side, and, by seeking the distractions +of worldly things, not let it do its full work. And then he returned to +his conversation with Maggie. That had been real comfort to him. What an +advantage it would be to Erminia to have such a girl for a friend and +companion! + +It was rather strange that, having this thought, and having been struck, as +I said, with Maggie's appearance while she stood in the door-way (and I may +add that this impression of her unobtrusive beauty had been deepened by +several succeeding interviews), he should reply as he did to Erminia's +remark, on first seeing Maggie after her return from France. + +"How lovely Maggie is growing! Why, I had no idea she would ever turn out +pretty. Sweet-looking she always was; but now her style of beauty makes her +positively distinguished. Frank! speak! is not she beautiful?" + +"Do you think so?" answered he, with a kind of lazy indifference, +exceedingly gratifying to his father, who was listening with some eagerness +to his answer. That day, after dinner, Mr. Buxton began to ask his opinion +of Erminia's appearance. + +Frank answered at once: + +"She is a dazzling little creature. Her complexion looks as if it were made +of cherries and milk; and, it must be owned, the little lady has studied +the art of dress to some purpose in Paris." + +Mr. Buxton was nearer happiness at this reply than he had ever been +since his wife's death; for the only way he could devise to satisfy his +reproachful conscience towards his neglected and unhappy sister, was to +plan a marriage between his son and her child. He rubbed his hands and +drank two extra glasses of wine. + +"We'll have the Brownes to dinner, as usual, next Thursday," said he, "I am +sure your mother would have been hurt if we had omitted it; it is now nine +years since they began to come, and they have never missed one Christmas +since. Do you see any objection, Frank?" + +"None at all, sir," answered he. "I intend to go up to town soon after +Christmas, for a week or ten days, on my way to Cambridge. Can I do +anything for you?" + +"Well, I don't know. I think I shall go up myself some day soon. I can't +understand all these lawyer's letters, about the purchase of the Newbridge +estate; and I fancy I could make more sense out of it all, if I saw Mr. +Hodgson." + +"I wish you would adopt my plan, of having an agent, sir. Your affairs are +really so complicated now, that they would take up the time of an expert +man of business. I am sure all those tenants at Dumford ought to be seen +after." + +"I do see after them. There's never a one that dares cheat me, or that +would cheat me if they could. Most of them have lived under the Buxtons for +generations. They know that if they dared to take advantage of me, I should +come down upon them pretty smartly." + +"Do you rely upon their attachment to your family--or on their idea of your +severity?" + +"On both. They stand me instead of much trouble in account-keeping, and +those eternal lawyers' letters some people are always dispatching to their +tenants. When I'm cheated, Frank, I give you leave to make me have an +agent, but not till then. There's my little Erminia singing away, and +nobody to hear her." + + + +CHAPTER V. + +Christmas-Day was strange and sad. Mrs. Buxton had always contrived to be +in the drawing-room, ready to receive them all after dinner. Mr. Buxton +tried to do away with his thoughts of her by much talking; but every now +and then he looked wistfully toward the door. Erminia exerted herself to +be as lively as she could, in order, if possible, to fill up the vacuum. +Edward, who had come over from Woodchester for a walk, had a good deal to +say; and was, unconsciously, a great assistance with his never-ending flow +of rather clever small-talk. His mother felt proud of her son, and his new +waistcoat, which was far more conspicuously of the latest fashion than +Frank's could be said to be. After dinner, when Mr. Buxton and the two +young men were left alone, Edward launched out still more. He thought he +was impressing Frank with his knowledge of the world, and the world's ways. +But he was doing all in his power to repel one who had never been much +attracted toward him. Worldly success was his standard of merit. The end +seemed with him to justify the means; if a man prospered, it was not +necessary to scrutinize his conduct too closely. The law was viewed in its +lowest aspect; and yet with a certain cleverness, which preserved Edward +from being intellectually contemptible. Frank had entertained some idea of +studying for a barrister himself: not so much as a means of livelihood as +to gain some idea of the code which makes and shows a nation's conscience: +but Edward's details of the ways in which the letter so often baffles the +spirit, made him recoil. With some anger against himself, for viewing the +profession with disgust, because it was degraded by those who embraced it, +instead of looking upon it as what might be ennobled and purified into a +vast intelligence by high and pure-minded men, he got up abruptly and left +the room. + +The girls were sitting over the drawing-room fire, with unlighted candles +on the table, talking, he felt, about his mother; but when he came in they +rose, and changed their tone. Erminia went to the piano, and sang her +newest and choicest French airs. Frank was gloomy and silent; but when she +changed into more solemn music his mood was softened, Maggie's simple and +hearty admiration, untinged by the slightest shade of envy for Erminia's +accomplishments, charmed him. The one appeared to him the perfection of +elegant art, the other of graceful nature. When he looked at Maggie, +and thought of the moorland home from which she had never wandered, the +mysteriously beautiful lines of Wordsworth seemed to become sun-clear to +him. + + "And she shall lean her ear + In many a secret place + Where rivulets dance their wayward round, + And beauty born of murmuring sound + Shall pass into her face." + +Mr. Buxton, in the dining-room, was really getting to take an interest in +Edward's puzzling cases. They were like tricks at cards. A quick motion, +and out of the unpromising heap, all confused together, presto! the right +card turned up. Edward stated his case, so that there did not seem loophole +for the desired verdict; but through some conjuration, it always came +uppermost at last. He had a graphic way of relating things; and, as he did +not spare epithets in his designation of the opposing party, Mr. Buxton +took it upon trust that the defendant or the prosecutor (as it might +happen) was a "pettifogging knave," or a "miserly curmudgeon," and rejoiced +accordingly in the triumph over him gained by the ready wit of "our +governor," Mr. Bish. At last he became so deeply impressed with Edward's +knowledge of law, as to consult him about some cottage property he had in +Woodchester. + +"I rather think there are twenty-one cottages, and they don't bring me in +four pounds a-year; and out of that I have to pay for collecting. Would +there be any chance of selling them? They are in Doughty-street; a bad +neighborhood, I fear." + +"Very bad," was Edward's prompt reply. "But if you are really anxious to +effect a sale, I have no doubt I could find a purchaser in a short time." + +"I should be very much obliged to you," said Mr. Buxton. "You would be +doing me a kindness. If you meet with a purchaser, and can manage the +affair, I would rather that you drew out the deeds for the transfer of the +property. It would be the beginning of business for you; and I only hope I +should bring you good luck." + +Of course Edward could do this; and when they left the table, it was with +a feeling on his side that he was a step nearer to the agency which he +coveted; and with a happy consciousness on Mr. Buxton's of having put a few +pounds in the way of a deserving and remarkably clever young man. + +Since Edward had left home, Maggie had gradually, but surely, been gaining +in importance. Her judgment and her untiring unselfishness could not fail +to make way. Her mother had some respect for, and great dependence on her; +but still it was hardly affection that she felt for her; or if it was it +was a dull and torpid kind of feeling, compared with the fond love and +exulting pride which she took in Edward. When he came back for occasional +holidays, his mother's face was radiant with happiness, and her manner +toward him was even more caressing than he approved of. When Maggie saw him +repel the hand that fain would have stroked his hair as in childish days, +a longing came into her heart for some of these uncared-for tokens of her +mother's love. Otherwise she meekly sank back into her old secondary place, +content to have her judgment slighted and her wishes unasked as long as he +stayed. At times she was now beginning to disapprove and regret some things +in him; his flashiness of manner jarred against her taste; and a deeper, +graver feeling was called out by his evident want of quick moral +perception. "Smart and clever," or "slow and dull," took with him the place +of "right and wrong." Little as he thought it, he was himself narrow-minded +and dull; slow and blind to perceive the beauty and eternal wisdom of +simple goodness. + +Erminia and Maggie became great friends. Erminia used to beg for Maggie, +until she herself put a stop to the practice; as she saw her mother yielded +more frequently than was convenient, for the honor of having her daughter +a visitor at Mr. Buxton's, about which she could talk to her few +acquaintances who persevered in calling at the cottage. Then Erminia +volunteered a visit of some days to Maggie, and Mrs. Browne's pride was +redoubled; but she made so many preparations, and so much fuss, and gave +herself so much trouble, that she was positively ill during Erminia's stay; +and Maggie felt that she must henceforward deny herself the pleasure of +having her friend for a guest, as her mother could not be persuaded from +attempting to provide things in the same abundance and style as that to +which Erminia was accustomed at home; whereas, as Nancy shrewdly observed, +the young lady did not know if she was eating jelly, or porridge, or +whether the plates were common delf or the best China, so long as she was +with her dear Miss Maggie. Spring went, and summer came. Frank had gone to +and fro between Cambridge and Combehurst, drawn by motives of which he felt +the force, but into which he did not care to examine. Edward had sold the +property of Mr. Buxton; and he, pleased with the possession of half the +purchase money (the remainder of which was to be paid by installments), and +happy in the idea that his son came over so frequently to see Erminia, had +amply rewarded the young attorney for his services. + +One summer's day, as hot as day could be, Maggie had been busy all morning; +for the weather was so sultry that she would not allow either Nancy or +her mother to exert themselves much. She had gone down with the old brown +pitcher, coeval with herself, to the spring for water; and while it was +trickling, and making a tinkling music, she sat down on the ground. The +air was so still that she heard the distant wood-pigeons cooing; and round +about her the bees were murmuring busily among the clustering heath. From +some little touch of sympathy with these low sounds of pleasant harmony, +she began to try and hum some of Erminia's airs. She never sang out loud, +or put words to her songs; but her voice was very sweet, and it was a great +pleasure to herself to let it go into music. Just as her jug was filled, +she was startled by Frank's sudden appearance. She thought he was at +Cambridge, and, from some cause or other, her face, usually so faint in +color, became the most vivid scarlet. They were both too conscious to +speak. Maggie stooped (murmuring some words of surprise) to take up her +pitcher. + +"Don't go yet, Maggie," said he, putting his hand on hers to stop her; but, +somehow, when that purpose was effected, he forgot to take it off again. "I +have come all the way from Cambridge to see you. I could not bear suspense +any longer. I grew so impatient for certainty of some kind, that I went up +to town last night, in order to feel myself on my way to you, even though +I knew I could not be here a bit earlier to-day for doing so. Maggie--dear +Maggie! how you are trembling! Have I frightened you? Nancy told me you +were here; but it was very thoughtless to come so suddenly upon you." + +It was not the suddenness of his coming; it was the suddenness of her own +heart, which leaped up with the feelings called out by his words. She +went very white, and sat down on the ground as before. But she rose again +immediately, and stood, with drooping, averted head. He had dropped her +hand, but now sought to take it again. + +"Maggie, darling, may I speak?" Her lips moved, he saw, but he could not +hear. A pang of affright ran through him that, perhaps, she did not wish to +listen. "May I speak to you?" he asked again, quite timidly. She tried to +make her voice sound, but it would not; so she looked round. Her soft +gray eyes were eloquent in that one glance. And, happier than his words, +passionate and tender as they were, could tell, he spoke till her trembling +was changed into bright flashing blushes, and even a shy smile hovered +about her lips, and dimpled her cheeks. + +The water bubbled over the pitcher unheeded. At last she remembered all the +work-a-day world. She lifted up the jug, and would have hurried home, but +Frank decidedly took it from her. + +"Henceforward," said he, "I have a right to carry your burdens." So with +one arm round her waist and with the other carrying the water, they climbed +the steep turfy slope. Near the top she wanted to take it again. + +"Mamma will not like it. Mamma will think it so strange." + +"Why, dearest, if I saw Nancy carrying it up this slope I would take it +from her. It would be strange if a man did not carry it for any woman. +But you must let me tell your mother of my right to help you. It is your +dinner-time is it not? I may come in to dinner as one of the family may not +I Maggie?" + +"No" she said softly. For she longed to be alone; and she dreaded being +overwhelmed by the expression of her mother's feelings, weak and agitated +as she felt herself. "Not to-day." + +"Not to-day!" said he reproachfully. "You are very hard upon me. Let me +come to tea. If you will, I will leave you now. Let me come to early tea. I +must speak to my father. He does not know I am here. I may come to tea. At +what time is it? Three o'clock. Oh, I know you drink tea at some strange +early hour; perhaps it is at two. I will take care to be in time." + +"Don't come till five, please. I must tell mamma; and I want some time to +think. It does seem so like a dream. Do go, please." + +"Well! if I must, I must. But I don't feel as if I were in a dream, but in +some real blessed heaven so long as I see you." + +At last he went. Nancy was awaiting Maggie, the side-gate. + +"Bless us and save us, bairn! what a time it has taken thee to get the +water. Is the spring dry with the hot weather?" + +Maggie ran past her. All dinner-time she heard her mother's voice in +long-continued lamentation about something. She answered at random, and +startled her mother by asserting that she thought "it" was very good; +the said "it" being milk turned sour by thunder. Mrs. Browne spoke quite +sharply, "No one is so particular as you, Maggie. I have known you drink +water, day after day, for breakfast, when you were a little girl, because +your cup of milk had a drowned fly in it; and now you tell me you don't +care for this, and don't mind that, just as if you could eat up all the +things which are spoiled by the heat. I declare my head aches so, I shall +go and lie down as soon as ever dinner is over." + +If this was her plan, Maggie thought she had no time to lose in making her +confession. Frank would be here before her mother got up again to tea. But +she dreaded speaking about her happiness; it seemed as yet so cobweb-like, +as if a touch would spoil its beauty. + +"Mamma, just wait a minute. Just sit down in your chair while I tell you +something. Please, dear mamma." She took a stool, and sat at her mother's +feet; and then she began to turn the wedding-ring on Mrs. Browne's hand, +looking down and never speaking, till the latter became impatient. + +"What is it you have got to say, child? Do make haste, for I want to go +up-stairs." + +With a great jerk of resolution, Maggie said: + +"Mamma, Frank Buxton has asked me to marry him." + +She hid her face in her mother's lap for an instant; and then she lifted it +up, as brimful of the light of happiness as is the cup of a water-lily of +the sun's radiance. + +"Maggie--you don't say so," said her mother, half incredulously. "It can't +be, for he's at Cambridge, and it's not post-day. What do you mean?" + +"He came this morning, mother, when I was down at the well; and we fixed +that I was to speak to you; and he asked if he might come again for tea." + +"Dear! dear! and the milk all gone sour? We should have had milk of our +own, if Edward had not persuaded me against buying another cow." + +"I don't think Mr. Buxton will mind it much," said Maggie, dimpling up, as +she remembered, half unconsciously, how little he had seemed to care for +anything but herself. + +"Why, what a thing it is for you!" said Mrs. Browne, quite roused up from +her languor and her head-ache. "Everybody said he was engaged to Miss +Erminia. Are you quite sure you made no mistake, child? What did he say? +Young men are so fond of making fine speeches; and young women are so silly +in fancying they mean something. I once knew a girl who thought that a +gentleman who sent her mother a present of a sucking-pig, did it as a +delicate way of making her an offer. Tell me his exact words." + +But Maggie blushed, and either would not or could not. So Mrs. Browne began +again: + +"Well, if you're sure, you're sure. I wonder how he brought his father +round. So long as he and Erminia have been planned for each other! That +very first day we ever dined there after your father's death, Mr. Buxton as +good as told me all about it. I fancied they were only waiting till they +were out of mourning." + +All this was news to Maggie. She had never thought that either Erminia or +Frank was particularly fond of the other; still less had she had any idea +of Mr. Buxton's plans for them. Her mother's surprise at her engagement +jarred a little upon her too: it had become so natural, even in these last +two hours, to feel that she belonged to _him_. But there were more discords +to come. Mrs. Browne began again, half in soliloquy: + +"I should think he would have four thousand a-year. He did not tell you, +love, did he, if they had still that bad property in the canal, that his +father complained about? But he will have four thousand. Why, you'll have +your carriage, Maggie. Well! I hope Mr. Buxton has taken it kindly, because +he'll have a deal to do with the settlements. I'm sure I thought he was +engaged to Erminia." + +Ringing changes on these subjects all the afternoon, Mrs. Browne sat with +Maggie. She occasionally wandered off to speak about Edward, and how +favorably his future prospects would be advanced by the engagement. + +"Let me see--there's the house in Combehurst: the rent of that would be +a hundred and fifty a-year, but we'll not reckon that. But there's the +quarries" (she was reckoning upon her fingers in default of a slate, for +which she had vainly searched), "we'll call them two hundred a-year, for +I don't believe Mr. Buxton's stories about their only bringing him +in seven-pence; and there's Newbridge, that's certainly thirteen +hundred--where had I got to, Maggie?" + +"Dear mamma, do go and lie down for a little; you look quite flushed," said +Maggie, softly. + +Was this the manner to view her betrothal with such a man as Frank? +Her mother's remarks depressed her more than she could have thought it +possible; the excitement of the morning was having its reaction, and she +longed to go up to the solitude under the thorn-tree, where she had hoped +to spend a quiet, thoughtful afternoon. + +Nancy came in to replace glasses and spoons in the cupboard. By some +accident, the careful old servant broke one of the former. She looked up +quickly at her mistress, who usually visited all such offences with no +small portion of rebuke. + +"Never mind, Nancy," said Mrs. Browne. "It's only an old tumbler; +and Maggie's going to be married, and we must buy a new set for the +wedding-dinner." + +Nancy looked at both, bewildered; at last a light dawned into her mind, and +her face looked shrewdly and knowingly back at Mrs. Browne. Then she said, +very quietly: + +"I think I'll take the next pitcher to the well myself, and try my luck. To +think how sorry I was for Miss Maggie this morning! 'Poor thing,' says I to +myself, 'to be kept all this time at that confounded well' (for I'll not +deny that I swear a bit to myself at times--it sweetens the blood), 'and +she so tired.' I e'en thought I'd go help her; but I reckon she'd some +other help. May I take a guess at the young man?" + +"Four thousand a-year! Nancy;" said Mrs. Browne, exultingly. + +"And a blithe look, and a warm, kind heart--and a free step--and a noble +way with him to rich and poor--aye, aye, I know the name. No need to alter +all my neat M.B.'s, done in turkey-red cotton. Well, well! every one's turn +comes sometime, but mine's rather long a-coming." + +The faithful old servant came up to Maggie, and put her hand caressingly on +her shoulder. Maggie threw her arms round her neck, and kissed the brown, +withered face. + +"God bless thee, bairn," said Nancy, solemnly. It brought the low music of +peace back into the still recesses of Maggie's heart. She began to look out +for her lover; half-hidden behind the muslin window curtain, which waved +gently to and fro in the afternoon breezes. She heard a firm, buoyant step, +and had only time to catch one glimpse of his face, before moving away. But +that one glance made her think that the hours which had elapsed since she +saw him had not been serene to him any more than to her. + +When he entered the parlor, his face was glad and bright. He went up in a +frank, rejoicing way to Mrs. Browne; who was evidently rather puzzled +how to receive him--whether as Maggie's betrothed, or as the son of the +greatest man of her acquaintance. + +"I am sure, sir," said she, "we are all very much obliged to you for the +honor you have done our family!" + +He looked rather perplexed as to the nature of the honor which he had +conferred without knowing it; but as the light dawned upon him, he made +answer in a frank, merry way, which was yet full of respect for his future +mother-in-law: + +"And I am sure I am truly grateful for the honor one of your family has +done me." + +When Nancy brought in tea she was dressed in her fine-weather Sunday gown; +the first time it had ever been worn out of church, and the walk to and +fro. + +After tea, Frank asked Maggie if she would walk out with him; and +accordingly they climbed the Fell-Lane and went out upon the moors, which +seemed vast and boundless as their love. + +"Have you told your father?" asked Maggie; a dim anxiety lurking in her +heart. + +"Yes," said Frank. He did not go on; and she feared to ask, although she +longed to know, how Mr. Buxton had received the intelligence. + +"What did he say?" at length she inquired. + +"Oh! it was evidently a new idea to him that I was attached to you; and he +does not take up a new idea speedily. He has had some notion, it seems, +that Erminia and I were to make a match of it; but she and I agreed, when +we talked it over, that we should never have fallen in love with each other +if there had not been another human being in the world. Erminia is a little +sensible creature, and says she does not wonder at any man falling in love +with you. Nay, Maggie, don't hang your head so down; let me have a glimpse +of your face." + +"I am sorry your father does not like it," said Maggie, sorrowfully. + +"So am I. But we must give him time to get reconciled. Never fear but he +will like it in the long run; he has too much good taste and good feeling. +He must like you." + +Frank did not choose to tell even Maggie how violently his father had set +himself against their engagement. He was surprised and annoyed at first to +find how decidedly his father was possessed with the idea that he was to +marry his cousin, and that she, at any rate, was attached to him, whatever +his feelings might be toward her; but after he had gone frankly to Erminia +and told her all, he found that she was as ignorant of her uncle's plans +for her as he had been; and almost as glad at any event which should +frustrate them. + +Indeed she came to the moorland cottage on the following day, after Frank +had returned to Cambridge. She had left her horse in charge of the groom, +near the fir-trees on the heights, and came running down the slope in her +habit. Maggie went out to meet her, with just a little wonder at her heart +if what Frank had said could possibly be true; and that Erminia, living in +the house with him, could have remained indifferent to him. Erminia threw +her arms round her neck, and they sat down together on the court-steps. + +"I durst not ride down that hill; and Jem is holding my horse, so I may not +stay very long; now begin, Maggie, at once, and go into a rhapsody about +Frank. Is not he a charming fellow? Oh! I am so glad. Now don't sit smiling +and blushing there to yourself; but tell me a great deal about it. I have +so wanted to know somebody that was in love, that I might hear what it was +like; and the minute I could, I came off here. Frank is only just gone. He +has had another long talk with my uncle, since he came back from you this +morning; but I am afraid he has not made much way yet." + +Maggie sighed. "I don't wonder at his not thinking me good enough for +Frank. + +"No! the difficulty would be to find any one he did think fit for his +paragon of a son." + +"He thought you were, dearest Erminia." + +"So Frank has told you that, has he? I suppose we shall have no more family +secrets now," said Erminia, laughing. "But I can assure you I had a strong +rival in lady Adela Castlemayne, the Duke of Wight's daughter; she was the +most beautiful lady my uncle had ever seen (he only saw her in the Grand +Stand at Woodchester races, and never spoke a word to her in his life). And +if she would have had Frank, my uncle would still have been dissatisfied +as long as the Princess Victoria was unmarried; none would have been good +enough while a better remained. But Maggie," said she, smiling up into her +friend's face, "I think it would have made you laugh, for all you look as +if a kiss would shake the tears out of your eyes, if you could have seen my +uncle's manner to me all day. He will have it that I am suffering from an +unrequited attachment; so he watched me and watched me over breakfast; and +at last, when I had eaten a whole nest-full of eggs, and I don't know how +many pieces of toast, he rang the bell and asked for some potted charr. I +was quite unconscious that it was for me, and I did not want it when +it came; so he sighed in a most melancholy manner, and said, 'My poor +Erminia!' If Frank had not been there, and looking dreadfully miserable, I +am sure I should have laughed out." + +"Did Frank look miserable?" said Maggie, anxiously. + +"There now! you don't care for anything but the mention of his name." + +"But did he look unhappy?" persisted Maggie. + +"I can't say he looked happy, dear Mousey; but it was quite different when +he came back from seeing you. You know you always had the art of stilling +any person's trouble. You and my aunt Buxton are the only two I ever knew +with that gift." + +"I am so sorry he has any trouble to be stilled," said Maggie. + +"And I think it will do him a world of good. Think how successful his life +has been! the honors he got at Eton! his picture taken, and I don't +know what! and at Cambridge just the same way of going on. He would be +insufferably imperious in a few years, if he did not meet with a few +crosses." + +"Imperious!--oh Erminia, how can you say so?" + +"Because it's the truth. He happens to have very good dispositions; and +therefore his strong will is not either disagreeable, or offensive; but +once let him become possessed by a wrong wish, and you would then see how +vehement and imperious he would be. Depend upon it, my uncle's resistance +is a capital thing for him. As dear sweet Aunt Buxton would have said, +'There is a holy purpose in it;' and as Aunt Buxton would not have said, +but as I, a 'fool, rush in where angels fear to tread,' I decide that the +purpose is to teach Master Frank patience and submission." + + +"Erminia--how could you help"--and there Maggie stopped. + +"I know what you mean; how could I help falling in love with him? I think +he has not mystery and reserve enough for me. I should like a man with some +deep, impenetrable darkness around him; something one could always keep +wondering about. Besides, think what clashing of wills there would have +been! My uncle was very short-sighted in his plan; but I don't think he +thought so much about the fitness of our characters and ways, as the +fitness of our fortunes!" + +"For shame, Erminia! No one cares less for money than Mr. Buxton!" + +"There's a good little daughter-in-law elect! But seriously, I do think +he is beginning to care for money; not in the least for himself, but as a +means of aggrandizement for Frank. I have observed, since I came home at +Christmas, a growing anxiety to make the most of his property; a thing he +never cared about before. I don't think he is aware of it himself, but from +one or two little things I have noticed, I should not wonder if he ends in +being avaricious in his old age." Erminia sighed. + +Maggie had almost a sympathy with the father, who sought what he imagined +to be for the good of his son, and that son, Frank. Although she was +as convinced as Erminia, that money could not really help any one to +happiness, she could not at the instant resist saying: + +"Oh! how I wish I had a fortune! I should so like to give it all to him." + +"Now Maggie! don't be silly! I never heard you wish for anything different +from what _was_ before, so I shall take this opportunity of lecturing you +on your folly. No! I won't either, for you look sadly tired with all your +agitation; and besides I must go, or Jem will be wondering what has become +of me. Dearest cousin-in-law, I shall come very often to see you; and +perhaps I shall give you my lecture yet." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +It was true of Mr. Buxton, as well as of his son, that he had the seeds of +imperiousness in him. His life had not been such as to call them out into +view. With more wealth than he required; with a gentle wife, who if she +ruled him never showed it, or was conscious of the fact herself; looked up +to by his neighbors, a simple affectionate set of people, whose fathers +had lived near his father and grandfather in the same kindly relation, +receiving benefits cordially given, and requiting them with good will and +respectful attention: such had been the circumstances surrounding him; and +until his son grew out of childhood, there had not seemed a wish which he +had it not in his power to gratify as soon as formed. Again, when Frank was +at school and at college, all went on prosperously; he gained honors enough +to satisfy a far more ambitious father. Indeed, it was the honors he gained +that stimulated his father's ambition. He received letters from tutors, +and headmasters, prophesying that, if Frank chose, he might rise to the +"highest honors in church or state;" and the idea thus suggested, vague as +it was, remained, and filled Mr. Buxton's mind; and, for the first time in +his life, made him wish that his own career had been such as would have led +him to form connections among the great and powerful. But, as it was, his +shyness and _gêne_, from being unaccustomed to society, had made him +averse to Frank's occasional requests that he might bring such and such a +school-fellow, or college-chum, home on a visit. Now he regretted this, on +account of the want of those connections which might thus have been formed; +and, in his visions, he turned to marriage as the best way of remedying +this. Erminia was right in saying that her uncle had thought of Lady Adela +Castlemayne for an instant; though how the little witch had found it out I +cannot say, as the idea had been dismissed immediately from his mind. + +He was wise enough to see its utter vanity, as long as his son remained +undistinguished. But his hope was this. If Frank married Erminia, their +united property (she being her father's heiress) would justify him in +standing for the shire; or if he could marry the daughter of some leading +personage in the county, it might lead to the same step; and thus at once +he would obtain a position in parliament, where his great talents would +have scope and verge enough. Of these two visions, the favorite one (for +his sister's sake) was that of marriage with Erminia. + +And, in the midst of all this, fell, like a bombshell, the intelligence of +his engagement with Maggie Browne; a good sweet little girl enough, but +without fortune or connection--without, as far as Mr. Buxton knew, the +least power, or capability, or spirit, with which to help Frank on in his +career to eminence in the land! He resolved to consider it as a boyish +fancy, easily to be suppressed; and pooh-poohed it down, to Frank, +accordingly. He remarked his son's set lips, and quiet determined brow, +although he never spoke in a more respectful tone, than while thus steadily +opposing his father. If he had shown more violence of manner, he would have +irritated him less; but, as it was, it was the most miserable interview +that had ever taken place between the father and son. + +Mr. Buxton tried to calm himself down with believing that Frank would +change his mind, if he saw more of the world; but, somehow, he had a +prophesying distrust of this idea internally. The worst was, there was +no fault to be found with Maggie herself, although she might want the +accomplishments he desired to see in his son's wife. Her connections, too, +were so perfectly respectable (though humble enough in comparison with Mr. +Buxton's soaring wishes), that there was nothing to be objected to on that +score; her position was the great offence. In proportion to his want of any +reason but this one, for disapproving of the engagement, was his annoyance +under it. He assumed a reserve toward Frank; which was so unusual a +restraint upon his open, genial disposition, that it seemed to make him +irritable toward all others in contact with him, excepting Erminia. He +found it difficult to behave rightly to Maggie. Like all habitually cordial +persons, he went into the opposite extreme, when he wanted to show a little +coolness. However angry he might be with the events of which she was the +cause, she was too innocent and meek to justify him in being more than +cool; but his awkwardness was so great, that many a man of the world has +met his greatest enemy, each knowing the other's hatred, with less freezing +distance of manner than Mr. Buxton's to Maggie. While she went simply on in +her own path, loving him the more through all, for old kindness' sake, and +because he was Frank's father, he shunned meeting her with such evident and +painful anxiety, that at last she tried to spare him the encounter, and +hurried out of church, or lingered behind all, in order to avoid the only +chance they now had of being forced to speak; for she no longer went to the +dear house in Combehurst, though Erminia came to see her more than ever. + +Mrs. Browne was perplexed and annoyed beyond measure. She upbraided Mr. +Buxton to every one but Maggie. To her she said--"Any one in their senses +might have foreseen what had happened, and would have thought well about +it, before they went and fell in love with a young man of such expectations +as Mr. Frank Buxton." + +In the middle of all this dismay, Edward came over from Woodchester for a +day or two. He had been told of the engagement, in a letter from Maggie +herself; but it was too sacred a subject for her to enlarge upon to him; +and Mrs. Browne was no letter writer. So this was his first greeting to +Maggie; after kissing her: + +"Well, Sancho, you've done famously for yourself. As soon as I got your +letter I said to Harry Bish--'Still waters run deep; here's my little +sister Maggie, as quiet a creature as ever lived, has managed to catch +young Buxton, who has five thousand a-year if he's a penny.' Don't go so +red, Maggie. Harry was sure to hear of it soon from some one, and I see no +use in keeping it secret, for it gives consequence to us all." + +"Mr. Buxton is quite put out about it," said Mrs. Brown, querulously; "and +I'm sure he need not be, for he's enough of money, if that's what he wants; +and Maggie's father was a clergyman, and I've seen 'yeoman,' with my own +eyes, on old Mr. Buxton's (Mr. Lawrence's father's) carts; and a clergyman +is above a yeoman any day. But if Maggie had had any thought for other +people, she'd never have gone and engaged herself, when she might have been +sure it would give offence. We are never asked down to dinner now. I've +never broken bread there since last Christmas." + +"Whew!" said Edward to this. It was a disappointed whistle; but he soon +cheered up. "I thought I could have lent a hand in screwing old Buxton up +about the settlements; but I see it's not come to that yet. Still I'll go +and see the old gentleman. I'm a bit of a favorite of his, and I doubt I +can turn him round." + +"Pray, Edward, don't go," said Maggie. "Frank and I are content to wait; +and I'm sure we would rather not have any one speak to Mr. Buxton, upon a +subject which evidently gives him so much pain; please, Edward, don't!" + +"Well, well. Only I must go about this property of his. Besides, I don't +mean to get into disgrace; so I shan't seem to know anything about it, +if it would make him angry. I want to keep on good terms, because of the +agency. So, perhaps, I shall shake my head, and think it great presumption +in you, Maggie, to have thought of becoming his daughter-in-law. If I can +do you no good, I may as well do myself some." + +"I hope you won't mention me at all," she replied. + +One comfort (and almost the only one arising from Edward's visit) was, that +she could now often be spared to go up to the thorn-tree, and calm down her +anxiety, and bring all discords into peace, under the sweet influences of +nature. Mrs. Buxton had tried to teach her the force of the lovely truth, +that the "melodies of the everlasting chime" may abide in the hearts of +those who ply their daily task in towns, and crowded populous places; and +that solitude is not needed by the faithful for them to feel the immediate +presence of God; nor utter stillness of human sound necessary, before they +can hear the music of His angels' footsteps; but, as yet, her soul was a +young disciple; and she felt it easier to speak to Him, and come to Him for +help, sitting lonely, with wild moors swelling and darkening around her, +and not a creature in sight but the white specks of distant sheep, and the +birds that shun the haunts of men, floating in the still mid-air. + +She sometimes longed to go to Mr. Buxton and tell him how much she could +sympathize with him, if his dislike to her engagement arose from thinking +her unworthy of his son. Frank's character seemed to her grand in its +promise. With vehement impulses and natural gifts, craving worthy +employment, his will sat supreme over all, like a young emperor calmly +seated on his throne, whose fiery generals and wise counsellors stand alike +ready to obey him. But if marriage were to be made by due measurement and +balance of character, and if others, with their scales, were to be the +judges, what would become of all the beautiful services rendered by the +loyalty of true love? Where would be the raising up of the weak by the +strong? or the patient endurance? or the gracious trust of her: + + "Whose faith is fixt and cannot move; + She darkly feels him great and wise, + She dwells on him with faithful eyes, + 'I cannot understand: I love.'" + +Edward's manners and conduct caused her more real anxiety than anything +else. Indeed, no other thoughtfulness could be called anxiety compared to +this. His faults, she could not but perceive, were strengthening with his +strength, and growing with his growth. She could not help wondering whence +he obtained the money to pay for his dress, which she thought was of a +very expensive kind. She heard him also incidentally allude to "runs up +to town," of which, at the time, neither she nor her mother had been made +aware. He seemed confused when she questioned him about these, although he +tried to laugh it off; and asked her how she, a country girl, cooped up +among one set of people, could have any idea of the life it was necessary +for a man to lead who "had any hope of getting on in the world." He must +have acquaintances and connections, and see something of life, and make an +appearance. She was silenced, but not satisfied. Nor was she at ease with +regard to his health. He looked ill, and worn; and, when he was not +rattling and laughing, his face fell into a shape of anxiety and +uneasiness, which was new to her in it. He reminded her painfully of an +old German engraving she had seen in Mrs. Buxton's portfolio, called, +"Pleasure digging a Grave;" Pleasure being represented by a ghastly figure +of a young man, eagerly industrious over his dismal work. + +A few days after he went away, Nancy came to her in her bed-room. + +"Miss Maggie," said she, "may I just speak a word?" But when the permission +was given, she hesitated. + +"It's none of my business, to be sure," said she at last: "only, you see, +I've lived with your mother ever since she was married; and I care a deal +for both you and Master Edward. And I think he drains Missus of her money; +and it makes me not easy in my mind. You did not know of it, but he had his +father's old watch when he was over last time but one; I thought he was of +an age to have a watch, and that it was all natural. But, I reckon he's +sold it, and got that gimcrack one instead. That's perhaps natural too. +Young folks like young fashions. But, this time, I think he has taken away +your mother's watch; at least, I've never seen it since he went. And this +morning she spoke to me about my wages. I'm sure I've never asked for them, +nor troubled her; but I'll own it's now near on to twelve months since she +paid me; and she was as regular as clock-work till then. Now, Miss Maggie +don't look so sorry, or I shall wish I had never spoken. Poor Missus seemed +sadly put about, and said something as I did not try to hear; for I was so +vexed she should think I needed apologies, and them sort of things. I'd +rather live with you without wages than have her look so shame-faced as she +did this morning. I don't want a bit for money, my dear; I've a deal in the +Bank. But I'm afeard Master Edward is spending too much, and pinching +Missus." + +Maggie was very sorry indeed. Her mother had never told her anything of all +this, so it was evidently a painful subject to her; and Maggie determined +(after lying awake half the night) that she would write to Edward, and +remonstrate with him; and that in every personal and household expense, she +would be, more than ever, rigidly economical. + +The full, free, natural intercourse between her lover and herself, could +not fail to be checked by Mr. Buxton's aversion to the engagement. Frank +came over for some time in the early autumn. He had left Cambridge, and +intended to enter himself at the Temple as soon as the vacation was ended. +He had not been very long at home before Maggie was made aware, partly +through Erminia, who had no notion of discreet silence on any point, and +partly by her own observation, of the increasing estrangement between +father and son. Mr. Buxton was reserved with Frank for the first time in +his life; and Frank was depressed and annoyed at his father's obstinate +repetition of the same sentence, in answer to all his arguments in favor of +his engagement--arguments which were overwhelming to himself and which it +required an effort of patience on his part to go over and recapitulate, so +obvious was the conclusion; and then to have the same answer forever, the +same words even: + +"Frank! it's no use talking. I don't approve of the engagement; and never +shall." + +He would snatch up his hat, and hurry off to Maggie to be soothed. His +father knew where he was gone without being told; and was jealous of her +influence over the son who had long been his first and paramount object in +life. + +He needed not have been jealous. However angry and indignant Frank was when +he went up to the moorland cottage, Maggie almost persuaded him, before +half an hour had elapsed, that his father was but unreasonable from his +extreme affection. Still she saw that such frequent differences would +weaken the bond between father and son; and, accordingly, she urged Frank +to accept an invitation into Scotland. + +"You told me," said she, "that Mr. Buxton will have it, it is but a boy's +attachment; and that when you have seen other people, you will change your +mind; now do try how far you can stand the effects of absence." She said it +playfully, but he was in a humor to be vexed. + +"What nonsense, Maggie! You don't care for all this delay yourself; and you +take up my father's bad reasons as if you believed them." + +"I don't believe them; but still they may be true." + +"How should you like it, Maggie, if I urged you to go about and see +something of society, and try if you could not find some one you liked +better? It is more probable in your case than in mine; for you have never +been from home, and I have been half over Europe." + +"You are very much afraid, are not you, Frank?" said she, her face bright +with blushes, and her gray eyes smiling up at him. "I have a great idea +that if I could see that Harry Bish that Edward is always talking about, I +should be charmed. He must wear such beautiful waistcoats! Don't you think +I had better see him before our engagement is quite, quite final?" + +But Frank would not smile. In fact, like all angry persons, he found fresh +matter for offence in every sentence. She did not consider the engagement +as quite final: thus he chose to understand her playful speech. He would +not answer. She spoke again: + +"Dear Frank, you are not angry with me, are you? It is nonsense to think +that we are to go about the world, picking and choosing men and women as +if they were fruit and we were to gather the best; as if there was not +something in our own hearts which, if we listen to it conscientiously, will +tell us at once when we have met the one of all others. There now, am I +sensible? I suppose I am, for your grim features are relaxing into a smile. +That's right. But now listen to this. I think your father would come round +sooner, if he were not irritated every day by the knowledge of your visits +to me. If you went away, he would know that we should write to each other +yet he would forget the exact time when; but now he knows as well as I do +where you are when you are up here; and I fancy, from what Erminia says, it +makes him angry the whole time you are away." + +Frank was silent. At last he said: "It is rather provoking to be obliged to +acknowledge that there is some truth in what you say. But even if I would, +I am not sure that I could go. My father does not speak to me about his +affairs, as he used to do; so I was rather surprised yesterday to hear him +say to Erminia (though I'm sure he meant the information for me), that he +had engaged an agent." + +"Then there will be the less occasion for you to be at home. He won't want +your help in his accounts." + +"I've given him little enough of that. I have long wanted him to have +somebody to look after his affairs. They are very complicated and he is +very careless. But I believe my signature will be wanted for some new +leases; at least he told me so." + +"That need not take you long," said Maggie. + +"Not the mere signing. But I want to know something more about the +property, and the proposed tenants. I believe this Mr. Henry that my father +has engaged, is a very hard sort of man. He is what is called scrupulously +honest and honorable; but I fear a little too much inclined to drive hard +bargains for his client. Now I want to be convinced to the contrary, if I +can, before I leave my father in his hands. So you cruel judge, you won't +transport me yet, will you?" + +"No" said Maggie, overjoyed at her own decision, and blushing her delight +that her reason was convinced it was right for Frank to stay a little +longer. + +The next day's post brought her a letter from Edward. There was not a word +in it about her inquiry or remonstrance; it might never have been written, +or never received; but a few hurried anxious lines, asking her to write by +return of post, and say if it was really true that Mr. Buxton had engaged +an agent. "It's a confounded shabby trick if he has, after what he said to +me long ago. I cannot tell you how much I depend on your complying with my +request. Once more, _write directly_. If Nancy cannot take the letter to +the post, run down to Combehurst with it yourself. I must have an answer +to-morrow, and every particular as to who--when to be appointed, &c. But I +can't believe the report to be true." + +Maggie asked Frank if she might name what he had told her the day before to +her brother. He said: + +"Oh, yes, certainly, if he cares to know. Of course, you will not say +anything about my own opinion of Mr. Henry. He is coming to-morrow, and I +shall be able to judge how far I am right." + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +The next day Mr. Henry came. He was a quiet, stern-looking man, of +considerable intelligence and refinement, and so much taste for music as to +charm Erminia, who had rather dreaded his visit. But all the amenities of +life were put aside when he entered Mr. Buxton's sanctum--his "office," as +he called the room where he received his tenants and business people. Frank +thought Mr. Henry was scarce commonly civil in the open evidence of his +surprise and contempt for the habits, of which the disorderly books and +ledgers were but too visible signs. Mr. Buxton himself felt more like a +school-boy, bringing up an imperfect lesson, than he had ever done since he +was thirteen. + +"The only wonder, my good sir, is that you have any property left; that you +have not been cheated out of every farthing." + +"I'll answer for it," said Mr. Buxton, in reply, "that you'll not find any +cheating has been going on. They dared not, sir; they know I should make an +example of the first rogue I found out." + +Mr. Henry lifted up his eyebrows, but did not speak. + +"Besides, sir, most of these men have lived for generations under the +Buxtons. I'd give you my life, they would not cheat me." + +Mr. Henry coldly said: + +"I imagine a close examination of these books by some accountant will be +the best proof of the honesty of these said tenants. If you will allow me, +I will write to a clever fellow I know, and desire him to come down and try +and regulate this mass of papers." + +"Anything--anything you like," said Mr. Buxton, only too glad to escape +from the lawyer's cold, contemptuous way of treating the subject. + +The accountant came; and he and Mr. Henry were deeply engaged in the office +for several days. Mr. Buxton was bewildered by the questions they asked +him. Mr. Henry examined him in the worrying way in which an unwilling +witness is made to give evidence. Many a time and oft did he heartily wish +he had gone on in the old course to the end of his life, instead of putting +himself into an agent's hands; but he comforted himself by thinking that, +at any rate, they would be convinced he had never allowed himself to be +cheated or imposed upon, although he did not make any parade of exactitude. + +What was his dismay when, one morning, Mr. Henry sent to request his +presence, and, with a cold, clear voice, read aloud an admirably drawn up +statement, informing the poor landlord of the defalcations, nay more, the +impositions of those whom he had trusted. If he had been alone, he would +have burst into tears, to find how his confidence had been abused. But as +it was, he became passionately angry. + +"I'll prosecute them, sir. Not a man shall escape. I'll make them pay back +every farthing, I will. And damages, too. Crayston, did you say, sir? Was +that one of the names? Why, that is the very Crayston who was bailiff under +my father for years. The scoundrel! And I set him up in my best farm when +he married. And he's been swindling me, has he?" + +Mr. Henry ran over the items of the account--"421_l_, 13_s_. +4-3/4_d_. Part of this I fear we cannot recover"---- + +He was going on, but Mr. Buxton broke in: "But I will recover it. I'll +have every farthing of it. I'll go to law with the viper. I don't care for +money, but I hate ingratitude." + +"If you like, I will take counsel's opinion on the case," said Mr. Henry, +coolly. + +"Take anything you please, sir. Why this Crayston was the first man that +set me on a horse--and to think of his cheating me!" + +A few days after this conversation, Frank came on his usual visit to +Maggie. + +"Can you come up to the thorn-tree, dearest?" said he. "It is a lovely day, +and I want the solace of a quiet hour's talk with you." + +So they went, and sat in silence some time, looking at the calm and still +blue air about the summits of the hills, where never tumult of the world +came to disturb the peace, and the quiet of whose heights was never broken +by the loud passionate cries of men. + +"I am glad you like my thorn-tree," said Maggie. + +"I like the view from it. The thought of the solitude which must be among +the hollows of those hills pleases me particularly to-day. Oh, Maggie! it +is one of the times when I get depressed about men and the world. We have +had such sorrow, and such revelations, and remorse, and passion at home +to-day. Crayston (my father's old tenant) has come over. It seems--I am +afraid there is no doubt of it--he has been peculating to a large amount. +My father has been too careless, and has placed his dependents in great +temptation; and Crayston--he is an old man, with a large extravagant +family--has yielded. He has been served with notice of my father's +intention to prosecute him; and came over to confess all, and ask for +forgiveness, and time to pay back what he could. A month ago, my father +would have listened to him, I think; but now, he is stung by Mr. Henry's +sayings, and gave way to a furious passion. It has been a most distressing +morning. The worst side of everybody seems to have come out. Even Crayston, +with all his penitence and appearance of candor, had to be questioned +closely by Mr. Henry before he would tell the whole truth. Good God! that +money should have such power to corrupt men. It was all for money, and +money's worth, that this degradation has taken place. As for Mr. Henry, to +save his client money, and to protect money, he does not care--he does +not even perceive--how he induces deterioration of character. He has +been encouraging my father in measures which I cannot call anything but +vindictive. Crayston is to be made an example of, they say. As if my father +had not half the sin on his own head! As if he had rightly discharged his +duties as a rich man! Money was as dross to him; but he ought to have +remembered how it might be as life itself to many, and be craved after, and +coveted, till the black longing got the better of principle, as it has done +with this poor Crayston. They say the man was once so truthful, and now his +self-respect is gone; and he has evidently lost the very nature of truth. I +dread riches. I dread the responsibility of them. At any rate, I wish I had +begun life as a poor boy, and worked my way up to competence. Then I could +understand and remember the temptations of poverty. I am afraid of my +own heart becoming hardened as my father's is. You have no notion of his +passionate severity to-day, Maggie! It was quite a new thing even to me!" + +"It will only be for a short time," said she. "He must be much grieved +about this man." + +"If I thought I could ever grow as hard and different to the abject +entreaties of a criminal as my father has been this morning--one whom he +has helped to make, too--I would go off to Australia at once. Indeed, +Maggie, I think it would be the best thing we could do. My heart aches +about the mysterious corruptions and evils of an old state of society such +as we have in England.--What do you say Maggie? Would you go?" + +She was silent--thinking. + +"I would go with you directly, if it were right," said she, at last. "But +would it be? I think it would be rather cowardly. I feel what you say; but +don't you think it would be braver to stay, and endure much depression and +anxiety of mind, for the sake of the good those always can do who see evils +clearly. I am speaking all this time as if neither you nor I had any home +duties, but were free to do as we liked." + +"What can you or I do? We are less than drops in the ocean, as far as our +influence can go to model a nation?" + +"As for that," said Maggie, laughing, "I can't remodel Nancy's +old-fashioned ways; so I've never yet planned how to remodel a nation." + +"Then what did you mean by the good those always can do who see evils +clearly? The evils I see are those of a nation whose god is money." + +"That is just because you have come away from a distressing scene. +To-morrow you will hear or read of some heroic action meeting with a +nation's sympathy, and you will rejoice and be proud of your country." + +"Still I shall see the evils of her complex state of society keenly; and +where is the good I can do?" + +"Oh! I can't tell in a minute. But cannot you bravely face these evils, +and learn their nature and causes; and then has God given you no powers to +apply to the discovery of their remedy? Dear Frank, think! It may be very +little you can do--and you may never see the effect of it, any more than +the widow saw the world-wide effect of her mite. Then if all the good and +thoughtful men run away from us to some new country, what are we to do with +our poor dear Old England?" + +"Oh, you must run away with the good, thoughtful men--(I mean to consider +that as a compliment to myself, Maggie!) Will you let me wish I had been +born poor, if I am to stay in England? I should not then be liable to this +fault into which I see the rich men fall, of forgetting the trials of the +poor." + +"I am not sure whether, if you had been poor, you might not have fallen +into an exactly parallel fault, and forgotten the trials of the rich. It is +so difficult to understand the errors into which their position makes all +men liable to fall. Do you remember a story in 'Evenings at Home,' called +the Transmigrations of Indra? Well! when I was a child, I used to wish I +might be transmigrated (is that the right word?) into an American +slave-owner for a little while, just that I might understand how he must +suffer, and be sorely puzzled, and pray and long to be freed from his +odious wealth, till at last he grew hardened to its nature;--and since +then, I have wished to be the Emperor of Russia, for the same reason. Ah! +you may laugh; but that is only because I have not explained myself +properly." + +"I was only smiling to think how ambitious any one might suppose you were +who did not know you." + +"I don't see any ambition in it--I don't think of the station--I only want +sorely to see the 'What's resisted' of Burns, in order that I may have more +charity for those who seem to me to have been the cause of such infinite +woe and misery." + + "'What's done we partly may compute; + But know not what's resisted,'" + +repeated Frank musingly. After some time he began again: + +"But, Maggie, I don't give up this wish of mine to go to Australia--Canada, +if you like it better--anywhere where there is a newer and purer state of +society." + +"The great objection seems to be your duty, as an only child, to your +father. It is different to the case of one out of a large family." + +"I wish I were one in twenty, then I might marry where I liked to-morrow." + +"It would take two people's consent to such a rapid measure," said Maggie, +laughing. "But now I am going to wish a wish, which it won't require a +fairy godmother to gratify. Look, Frank, do you see in the middle of that +dark brown purple streak of moor a yellow gleam of light? It is a pond, I +think, that at this time of the year catches a slanting beam of the sun. It +cannot be very far off. I have wished to go to it every autumn. Will you go +with me now? We shall have time before tea." + +Frank's dissatisfaction with the stern measures that, urged on by Mr. +Henry, his father took against all who had imposed upon his carelessness as +a landlord, increased rather than diminished. He spoke warmly to him on the +subject, but without avail. He remonstrated with Mr. Henry, and told him +how he felt that, had his father controlled his careless nature, and been +an exact, vigilant landlord, these tenantry would never have had the great +temptation to do him wrong; and that therefore he considered some allowance +should be made for them, and some opportunity given them to redeem their +characters, which would be blasted and hardened for ever by the publicity +of a law-suit. But Mr. Henry only raised his eyebrows and made answer: + +"I like to see these notions in a young man, sir. I had them myself at your +age. I believe I had great ideas then, on the subject of temptation and +the force of circumstances; and was as Quixotic as any one about reforming +rogues. But my experience has convinced me that roguery is innate. Nothing +but outward force can control it, and keep it within bounds. The terrors of +the law must be that outward force. I admire your kindness of heart; and in +three-and-twenty we do not look for the wisdom and experience of forty or +fifty." + +Frank was indignant at being set aside as an unripe youth. He disapproved +so strongly of all these measures, and of so much that was now going on +at home under Mr. Henry's influence that he determined to pay his long +promised visit to Scotland; and Maggie, sad at heart to see how he was +suffering, encouraged him in his determination. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +After he was gone, there came a November of the most dreary and +characteristic kind. There was incessant rain, and closing-in mists, +without a gleam of sunshine to light up the drops of water, and make the +wet stems and branches of the trees glisten. Every color seemed dimmed +and darkened; and the crisp autumnal glory of leaves fell soddened to the +ground. The latest flowers rotted away without ever coming to their bloom; +and it looked as if the heavy monotonous sky had drawn closer and closer, +and shut in the little moorland cottage as with a shroud. In doors, things +were no more cheerful. Maggie saw that her mother was depressed, and she +thought that Edward's extravagance must be the occasion. Oftentimes she +wondered how far she might speak on the subject; and once or twice she drew +near it in conversation; but her mother winced away, and Maggie could not +as yet see any decided good to be gained from encountering such pain. To +herself it would have been a relief to have known the truth--the worst, +as far as her mother knew it; but she was not in the habit of thinking of +herself. She only tried, by long tender attention, to cheer and comfort +her mother; and she and Nancy strove in every way to reduce the household +expenditure, for there was little ready money to meet it. Maggie wrote +regularly to Edward; but since the note inquiring about the agency, she had +never heard from him. Whether her mother received letters she did not know; +but at any rate she did not express anxiety, though her looks and manner +betrayed that she was ill at ease. It was almost a relief to Maggie when +some change was given to her thoughts by Nancy's becoming ill. The damp +gloomy weather brought on some kind of rheumatic attack, which obliged the +old servant to keep her bed. Formerly, in such an emergency, they would +have engaged some cottager's wife to come and do the house-work; but now it +seemed tacitly understood that they could not afford it. Even when Nancy +grew worse, and required attendance in the night, Maggie still persisted in +her daily occupations. She was wise enough to rest when and how she could; +and, with a little forethought, she hoped to be able to go through this +weary time without any bad effect. One morning (it was on the second of +December; and even the change of name in the month, although it brought no +change of circumstances or weather, was a relief--December brought glad +tidings even in its very name), one morning, dim and dreary, Maggie had +looked at the clock on leaving Nancy's room, and finding it was not yet +half-past five, and knowing that her mother and Nancy were both asleep, she +determined to lie down and rest for an hour before getting up to light the +fires. She did not mean to go to sleep; but she was tired out and fell into +a sound slumber. When she awoke it was with a start. It was still dark; but +she had a clear idea of being wakened by some distinct, rattling noise. +There it was once more--against the window, like a shower of shot. She +went to the lattice, and opened it to look out. She had that strange +consciousness, not to be described, of the near neighborhood of some human +creature, although she neither saw nor heard any one for the first instant. +Then Edward spoke in a hoarse whisper, right below the window, standing on +the flower-beds. + +"Maggie! Maggie! Come down and let me in. For your life, don't make any +noise. No one must know." + +Maggie turned sick. Something was wrong, evidently; and she was weak and +weary. However, she stole down the old creaking stairs, and undid the heavy +bolt, and let her brother in. She felt that his dress was quite wet, and +she led him, with cautious steps, into the kitchen, and shut the door, and +stirred the fire, before she spoke. He sank into a chair, as if worn out +with fatigue. She stood, expecting some explanation. But when she saw he +could not speak, she hastened to make him a cup of tea; and, stooping down, +took off his wet boots, and helped him off with his coat, and brought her +own plaid to wrap round him. All this time her heart sunk lower and lower. +He allowed her to do what she liked, as if he were an automaton; his head +and his arms hung loosely down, and his eyes were fixed, in a glaring way, +on the fire. When she brought him some tea, he spoke for the first time; +she could not hear what he said till he repeated it, so husky was his +voice. + +"Have you no brandy?" + +She had the key of the little wine-cellar, and fetched up some. But as she +took a tea-spoon to measure it out, he tremblingly clutched at the bottle, +and shook down a quantity into the empty tea-cup, and drank it off at one +gulp. He fell back again in his chair; but in a few minutes he roused +himself, and seemed stronger. + +"Edward, dear Edward, what is the matter?" said Maggie, at last; for he got +up, and was staggering toward the outer door, as if he were going once more +into the rain, and dismal morning-twilight. + +He looked at her fiercely as she laid her hand on his arm. + +"Confound you! Don't touch me. I'll not be kept here, to be caught and +hung!" + +For an instant she thought he was mad. + +"Caught and hung!" she echoed. "My poor Edward! what do you mean?" + +He sat down suddenly on a chair, close by him, and covered his face with +his hands. When he spoke, his voice was feeble and imploring. + +"The police are after me, Maggie! What must I do? Oh! can you hide me? Can +you save me?" + +He looked wild, like a hunted creature. Maggie stood aghast. He went on: + +"My mother!--Nancy! Where are they? I was wet through and starving, and I +came here. Don't let them take me, Maggie, till I'm stronger, and can give +battle." + +"Oh! Edward! Edward! What are you saying?" said Maggie, sitting down on the +dresser, in absolute, bewildered despair. "What have you done?" + +"I hardly know. I'm in a horrid dream. I see you think I'm mad. I wish I +were. Won't Nancy come down soon? You must hide me." + +"Poor Nancy is ill in bed!" said Maggie. + +"Thank God," said he. "There's one less. But my mother will be up soon, +will she not?" + +"Not yet," replied Maggie. "Edward, dear, do try and tell me what you have +done. Why should the police be after you?" + +"Why, Maggie," said he with a kind of forced, unnatural laugh, "they say +I've forged." + +"And have you?" asked Maggie, in a still, low tone of quiet agony. + +He did not answer for some time, but sat, looking on the floor with +unwinking eyes. At last he said, as if speaking to himself: + +"If I have, it's no more than others have done before, and never been found +out. I was but borrowing money. I meant to repay it. If I had asked Mr. +Buxton, he would have lent it me." + +"Mr. Buxton!" said Maggie. + +"Yes!" answered he, looking sharply and suddenly up at her. "Your future +father-in-law. My father's old friend. It is he that is hunting me to +death! No need to look so white and horror-struck, Maggie! It's the way of +the world, as I might have known, if I had not been a blind fool." + +"Mr. Buxton!" she whispered, faintly. + +"Oh, Maggie!" said he, suddenly throwing himself at her feet, "save me! You +can do it. Write to Frank, and make him induce his father to let me off. I +came to see you, my sweet, merciful sister! I knew you would save me. Good +God! What noise is that? There are steps in the yard!" + +And before she could speak, he had rushed into the little china closet, +which opened out of the parlor, and crouched down in the darkness. It was +only the man who brought their morning's supply of milk from a neighboring +farm. But when Maggie opened the kitchen door, she saw how the cold, pale +light of a winter's day had filled the air. + +"You're late with your shutters to-day, miss," said the man. "I hope Nancy +has not been giving you all a bad night. Says I to Thomas, who came with me +to the gate, 'It's many a year since I saw them parlor shutters barred up +at half-past eight.'" + +Maggie went, as soon as he was gone, and opened all the low windows, in +order that they might look as usual. She wondered at her own outward +composure, while she felt so dead and sick at heart. Her mother would +soon get up; must she be told? Edward spoke to her now and then from his +hiding-place. He dared not go back into the kitchen, into which the few +neighbors they had were apt to come, on their morning's way to Combehurst, +to ask if they could do any errands there for Mrs. Browne or Nancy. Perhaps +a quarter of an hour or so had elapsed since the first alarm, when, as +Maggie was trying to light the parlor fire, in order that the doctor, when +he came, might find all as usual, she heard the click of the garden gate, +and a man's step coming along the walk. She ran up stairs to wash away the +traces of the tears which had been streaming down her face as she went +about her work, before she opened the door. There, against the watery light +of the rainy day without, stood Mr. Buxton. He hardly spoke to her, but +pushed past her, and entered the parlor. He sat down, looking as if he did +not know what he was doing. Maggie tried to keep down her shivering alarm. +It was long since she had seen him; and the old idea of his kind, genial +disposition, had been sadly disturbed by what she had heard from Frank, of +his severe proceedings against his unworthy tenantry; and now, if he was +setting the police in search of Edward, he was indeed to be dreaded; and +with Edward so close at hand, within earshot! If the china fell! He would +suspect nothing from that; it would only be her own terror. If her mother +came down! But, with all these thoughts, she was very still, outwardly, as +she sat waiting for him to speak. + +"Have you heard from your brother lately?" asked he, looking up in an angry +and disturbed manner. "But I'll answer for it he has not been writing home +for some time. He could not, with the guilt he has had on his mind. I'll +not believe in gratitude again. There perhaps was such a thing once; but +now-a-days the more you do for a person, the surer they are to turn against +you, and cheat you. Now, don't go white and pale. I know you're a good girl +in the main; and I've been lying awake all night, and I've a deal to say to +you. That scoundrel of a brother of yours!" + +Maggie could not ask (as would have been natural, if she had been ignorant) +what Edward had done. She knew too well. But Mr. Buxton was too full of his +own thoughts and feelings to notice her much. + +"Do you know he has been like the rest? Do you know he has been cheating +me--forging my name? I don't know what besides. It's well for him that +they've altered the laws, and he can't be hung for it" (a dead heavy weight +was removed from Maggie's mind), "but Mr. Henry is going to transport him. +It's worse than Crayston. Crayston only ploughed up the turf, and did not +pay rent, and sold the timber, thinking I should never miss it. But your +brother has gone and forged my name. He had received all the purchase-money, +while he only gave me half, and said the rest was to come afterward. And +the ungrateful scoundrel has gone and given a forged receipt! You might +have knocked me down with a straw when Mr. Henry told me about it all last +night. 'Never talk to me of virtue and such humbug again,' I said, 'I'll +never believe in them. Every one is for what he can get.' However, Mr. +Henry wrote to the superintendent of police at Woodchester; and has gone +over himself this morning to see after it. But to think of your father +having such a son!" + +"Oh my poor father!" sobbed out Maggie. "How glad I am you are dead before +this disgrace came upon us!" + +"You may well say disgrace. You're a good girl yourself, Maggie. I have +always said that. How Edward has turned out as he has done, I cannot +conceive. But now, Maggie, I've something to say to you." He moved uneasily +about, as if he did not know how to begin. Maggie was standing leaning her +head against the chimney-piece, longing for her visitor to go, dreading the +next minute, and wishing to shrink into some dark corner of oblivion where +she might forget all for a time, till she regained a small portion of the +bodily strength that had been sorely tried of late. Mr. Buxton saw her +white look of anguish, and read it in part, but not wholly. He was too +intent on what he was going to say. + +"I've been lying awake all night, thinking. You see the disgrace it is to +you, though you are innocent; and I'm sure you can't think of involving +Frank in it." + +Maggie went to the little sofa, and, kneeling down by it, hid her face in +the cushions. He did not go on, for he thought she was not listening to +him. At last he said: + +"Come now, be a sensible girl, and face it out. I've a plan to propose." + +"I hear," said she, in a dull veiled voice. + +"Why, you know how against this engagement I have always been. Frank is but +three-and-twenty, and does not know his own mind, as I tell him. Besides, +he might marry any one he chose." + +"He has chosen me," murmured Maggie. + +"Of course, of course. But you'll not think of keeping him to it, after +what has passed. You would not have such a fine fellow as Frank pointed at +as the brother-in-law of a forger, would you? It was far from what I wished +for him before; but now! Why you're glad your father is dead, rather than +he should have lived to see this day; and rightly too, I think. And you'll +not go and disgrace Frank. From what Mr. Henry hears, Edward has been a +discredit to you in many ways. Mr. Henry was at Woodchester yesterday, and +he says if Edward has been fairly entered as an attorney, his name may be +struck off the Rolls for many a thing he has done. Think of my Frank having +his bright name tarnished by any connection with such a man! Mr. Henry +says, even in a court of law what has come out about Edward would be excuse +enough for a breach of promise of marriage." + +Maggie lifted up her wan face; the pupils of her eyes were dilated, her +lips were dead white. She looked straight at Mr. Buxton with indignant +impatience: + +"Mr. Henry! Mr. Henry! What has Mr. Henry to do with me?" + +Mr. Buxton was staggered by the wild, imperious look, so new upon her mild, +sweet face. But he was resolute for Frank's sake, and returned to the +charge after a moment's pause. + +"Mr. Henry is a good friend of mine, who has my interest at heart. He has +known what a subject of regret your engagement has been to me; though +really my repugnance to it was without cause formerly, compared to what it +is now. Now be reasonable, my dear. I'm willing to do something for you if +you will do something for me. You must see what a stop this sad affair has +put to any thoughts between you and Frank. And you must see what cause I +have to wish to punish Edward for his ungrateful behavior, to say nothing +of the forgery. Well now! I don't know what Mr. Henry will say to me, but +I have thought of this. If you'll write a letter to Frank, just saying +distinctly that, for reasons which must for ever remain a secret..." + +"Remain a secret from Frank?" said Maggie, again lifting up her head. +"Why?" + +"Why? my dear! You startle me with that manner of yours--just let me finish +out my sentence. If you'll say that, for reasons which must forever remain +a secret, you decidedly and unchangeably give up all connection, all +engagement with him (which, in fact, Edward's conduct has as good as put an +end to), I'll go over to Woodchester and tell Mr. Henry and the police that +they need not make further search after Edward, for that I won't appear +against him. You can save your brother; and you'll do yourself no harm by +writing this letter, for of course you see your engagement is broken off. +For you never would wish to disgrace Frank." + +He paused, anxiously awaiting her reply. She did not speak. + +"I'm sure, if I appear against him, he is as good as transported," he put +in, after a while. + +Just at this time there was a little sound of displaced china in the +closet. Mr. Buxton did not attend to it, but Maggie heard it. She got up, +and stood quite calm before Mr. Buxton. + +"You must go," said she. "I know you; and I know you are not aware of the +cruel way in which you have spoken to me, while asking me to give up the +very hope and marrow of my life"--she could not go on for a moment; she was +choked up with anguish. + +"It was the truth, Maggie," said he, somewhat abashed. + +"It was the truth that made the cruelty of it. But you did not mean to +speak cruelly to me, I know. Only it is hard all at once to be called upon +to face the shame and blasted character of one who was once an innocent +child at the same father's knee." + +"I may have spoken too plainly," said Mr. Buxton, "but it was necessary +to set the plain truth before you, for my son's sake. You will write the +letter I ask?" + +Her look was wandering and uncertain. Her attention was distracted by +sounds which to him had no meaning; and her judgment she felt was wavering +and disturbed. + +"I cannot tell. Give me time to think; you will do that, I'm sure. Go now, +and leave me alone. If it is right, God will give me strength to do it, and +perhaps He will comfort me in my desolation. But I do not know--I cannot +tell. I must have time to think. Go now, if you please, sir," said she, +imploringly. + +"I am sure you will see it is a right thing I ask of you," he persisted. + +"Go now," she repeated. + +"Very well. In two hours, I will come back again; for your sake, time is +precious. Even while we speak he may be arrested. At eleven, I will come +back." + +He went away, leaving her sick and dizzy with the effort to be calm and +collected enough to think. She had forgotten for the moment how near Edward +was; and started when she saw the closet-door open, and his face put out. + +"Is he gone? I thought he never would go. What a time you kept him, Maggie! +I was so afraid, once, you might sit down to write the letter in this room; +and then I knew he would stop and worry you with interruptions and advice, +so that it would never be ended; and my back was almost broken. But you +sent him off famously. Why, Maggie! Maggie!--you're not going to faint, +surely!" + +His sudden burst out of a whisper into a loud exclamation of surprise, +made her rally; but she could not stand. She tried to smile, for he really +looked frightened. + +"I have been sitting up for many nights--and now this sorrow!" Her smile +died away into a wailing, feeble cry. + +"Well, well! it's over now, you see. I was frightened enough myself this +morning, I own; and then you were brave and kind. But I knew you could save +me, all along." + +At this moment the door opened, and Mrs. Browne came in. + +"Why, Edward, dear! who would have thought of seeing you! This is good of +you; what a pleasant surprise! I often said, you might come over for a day +from Woodchester. What's the matter, Maggie, you look so fagged? She's +losing all her beauty, is not she, Edward? Where's breakfast? I thought I +should find all ready. What's the matter? Why don't you speak?" said she, +growing anxious at their silence. Maggie left the explanation to Edward. + +"Mother," said he, "I've been rather a naughty boy, and got into some +trouble; but Maggie is going to help me out of it, like a good sister." + +"What is it?" said Mrs. Browne, looking bewildered and uneasy. + +"Oh--I took a little liberty with our friend Mr. Buxton's name; and wrote +it down to a receipt--that was all." + +Mrs. Browne's face showed that the light came but slowly into her mind. + +"But that's forgery--is not it?" asked she at length, in terror. + +"People call it so," said Edward; "I call it borrowing from an old friend, +who was always willing to lend." + +"Does he know?--is he angry?" asked Mrs. Browne. + +"Yes, he knows; and he blusters a deal. He was working himself up grandly +at first. Maggie! I was getting rarely frightened, I can tell you." + +"Has he been here?" said Mrs. Browne, in bewildered fright. + +"Oh, yes! he and Maggie have been having a long talk, while I was hid in +the china-closet. I would not go over that half-hour again for any money. +However, he and Maggie came to terms, at last." + +"No, Edward, we did not!" said Maggie, in a low quivering voice. + +"Very nearly. She's to give up her engagement, and then he will let me +off." + +"Do you mean that Maggie is to give up her engagement to Mr. Frank Buxton?" +asked his mother. + +"Yes. It would never have come to anything, one might see that. Old Buxton +would have held out against it till doomsday. And, sooner or later, Frank +would have grown weary. If Maggie had had any spirit, she might have worked +him up to marry her before now; and then I should have been spared even +this fright, for they would never have set the police after Mrs. Frank +Buxton's brother." + +"Why, dearest, Edward, the police are not after you, are they?" said Mrs. +Browne, for the first time alive to the urgency of the case. + +"I believe they are though," said Edward. "But after what Mr. Buxton +promised this morning, it does not signify." + +"He did not promise anything," said Maggie. + +Edward turned sharply to her, and looked at her. Then he went and took hold +of her wrists with no gentle grasp, and spoke to her through his set teeth. + +"What do you mean, Maggie?--what do you mean?" (giving her a little shake.) +"Do you mean that you'll stick to your lover through thick and thin, and +leave your brother to be transported? Speak, can't you?" + +She looked up at him, and tried to speak, but no words came out of her dry +throat. At last she made a strong effort. + +"You must give me time to think. I will do what is right, by God's help." + +"As if it was not right--and such can't--to save your brother," said he, +throwing her hands away in a passionate manner. + +"I must be alone," said Maggie, rising, and trying to stand steadily in the +reeling room. She heard her mother and Edward speaking, but their words +gave her no meaning, and she went out. She was leaving the house by the +kitchen-door, when she remembered Nancy, left alone and helpless all +through this long morning; and, ill as she could endure detention from the +solitude she longed to seek, she patiently fulfilled her small duties, and +sought out some breakfast for the poor old woman. + +When she carried it up stairs, Nancy said: + +"There's something up. You've trouble in your sweet face, my darling. Never +mind telling me--only don't sob so. I'll pray for you, bairn: and God will +help you." + +"Thank you, Nancy. Do!" and she left the room. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +When she opened the kitchen-door there was the same small, mizzling rain +that had obscured the light for weeks, and now it seemed to obscure hope. + +She clambered slowly (for indeed she was very feeble) up the Fell-Lane, +and threw herself under the leafless thorn, every small branch and twig +of which was loaded with rain-drops. She did not see the well-beloved +and familiar landscape for her tears, and did not miss the hills in the +distance that were hidden behind the rain-clouds, and sweeping showers. + +Mrs. Browne and Edward sat over the fire. He told her his own story; making +the temptation strong; the crime a mere trifling, venial error, which he +had been led into, through his idea that he was to become Mr. Buxton's +agent. + +"But if it is only that," said Mrs. Browne, "surely Mr. Buxton will not +think of going to law with you?" + +"It's not merely going to law that he will think of, but trying and +transporting me. That Henry he has got for his agent is as sharp as a +needle, and as hard as a nether mill-stone. And the fellow has obtained +such a hold over Mr. Buxton, that he dare but do what he tells him. I can't +imagine how he had so much free-will left as to come with his proposal to +Maggie; unless, indeed, Henry knows of it--or, what is most likely of all, +has put him up to it. Between them they have given that poor fool Crayston +a pretty dose of it; and I should have come yet worse off if it had not +been for Maggie. Let me get clear this time, and I will keep to windward of +the law for the future." + +"If we sold the cottage we could repay it," said Mrs. Browne, meditating. +"Maggie and I could live on very little. But you see this property is held +in trust for you two." + +"Nay, mother; you must not talk of repaying it. Depend upon it he will be +so glad to have Frank free from his engagement, that he won't think of +asking for the money. And if Mr. Henry says anything about it, we can tell +him it's not half the damages they would have had to have given Maggie, if +Frank had been extricated in any other way. I wish she would come back; I +would prime her a little as to what to say. Keep a look out, mother, lest +Mr. Buxton returns and find me here." + +"I wish Maggie would come in too," said Mrs. Browne. "I'm afraid she'll +catch cold this damp day, and then I shall have two to nurse. You think +she'll give it up, don't you, Edward? If she does not I'm afraid of harm +coming to you. Had you not better keep out of the way?" + +"It's fine talking. Where am I to go out of sight of the police this wet +day: without a shilling in the world too? If you'll give me some money I'll +be off fast enough, and make assurance doubly sure. I'm not much afraid of +Maggie. She's a little yea-nay thing, and I can always bend her round to +what we want. She had better take care, too," said he, with a desperate +look on his face, "for by G---- I'll make her give up all thoughts of +Frank, rather than be taken and tried. Why! it's my chance for all my life; +and do you think I'll have it frustrated for a girl's whim?" + +"I think it's rather hard upon her too," pleaded his mother. "She's very +fond of him; and it would have been such a good match for her." + +"Pooh! she's not nineteen yet, and has plenty of time before her to pick +up somebody else; while, don't you see, if I'm caught and transported, I'm +done for life. Besides I've a notion Frank had already begun to be tired of +the affair; it would have been broken off in a month or two, without her +gaining anything by it." + +"Well, if you think so," replied Mrs. Browne. "But I'm sorry for her. I +always told her she was foolish to think so much about him: but I know +she'll fret a deal if it's given up." + +"Oh! she'll soon comfort herself with thinking that she has saved me. I +wish she'd come. It must be near eleven. I do wish she would come. Hark! is +not that the kitchen-door?" said he, turning white, and betaking himself +once more to the china-closet. He held it ajar till he heard Maggie +stepping softly and slowly across the floor. She opened the parlor-door; +and stood looking in, with the strange imperceptive gaze of a sleep-walker. +Then she roused herself and saw that he was not there; so she came in a +step or two, and sat down in her dripping cloak on a chair near the door. + +Edward returned, bold now there was no danger. + +"Maggie!" said he, "what have you fixed to say to Mr. Burton?" + +She sighed deeply; and then lifted up her large innocent eyes to his face. + +"I cannot give up Frank," said she, in a low, quiet voice. + +Mrs. Browne threw up her hands and exclaimed in terror: + +"Oh Edward, Edward! go away--I will give you all the plate I have; you can +sell it--my darling, go!" + +"Not till I have brought Maggie to reason," said he, in a manner as quiet +as her own, but with a subdued ferocity in it, which she saw, but which did +not intimidate her. + +He went up to her, and spoke below his breath. + +"Maggie, we were children together--we two--brother and sister of one +blood! Do you give me up to be put in prison--in the hulks--among the +basest of criminals--I don't know where--all for the sake of your own +selfish happiness?" + +She trembled very much; but did not speak or cry, or make any noise. + +"You were always selfish. You always thought of yourself. But this time +I did think you would have shown how different you could be. But it's +self--self--paramount above all." + +"Oh Maggie! how can you be so hard-hearted and selfish?" echoed Mrs. +Browne, crying and sobbing. + +"Mother!" said Maggie, "I know that I think too often and too much of +myself. But this time I thought only of Frank. He loves me; it would break +his heart if I wrote as Mr. Buxton wishes, cutting our lives asunder, and +giving no reason for it." + +"He loves you so!" said Edward, tauntingly. "A man's love break his +heart! You've got some pretty notions! Who told you that he loved you so +desperately? How do you know it?" + +"Because I love him so," said she, in a quiet, earnest voice. "I do not +know of any other reason; but that is quite sufficient to me. I believe +him when he says he loves me; and I have no right to cause him the +infinite--the terrible pain, which my own heart tells me he would feel, if +I did what Mr. Buxton wishes me." + +Her manner was so simple and utterly truthful, that it was as quiet and +fearless as a child's; her brother's fierce looks of anger had no power +over her; and his blustering died away before her into something of the +frightened cowardliness he had shown in the morning. But Mrs. Browne came +up to Maggie; and took her hand between both of hers, which were trembling. +"Maggie, you can save Edward. I know I have not loved you as I should have +done; but I will love and comfort you forever, if you will but write as Mr. +Buxton says. Think! Perhaps Mr. Frank may not take you at your word, but +may come over and see you, and all may be right, and yet Edward may be +saved. It is only writing this letter; you need not stick to it." + +"No!" said Edward. "A signature, if you can prove compulsion, is not valid. +We will all prove that you write this letter under compulsion; and if Frank +loves you so desperately, he won't give you up without a trial to make you +change your mind." + +"No!" said Maggie, firmly. "If I write the letter I abide by it. I will not +quibble with my conscience. Edward! I will not marry--I will go and live +near you, and come to you whenever I may--and give up my life to you if you +are sent to prison; my mother and I will go, if need be--I do not know yet +what I can do, or cannot do, for you, but all I can I will; but this one +thing I cannot." + +"Then I'm off!" said Edward. "On your deathbed may you remember this hour, +and how you denied your only brother's request. May you ask my forgiveness +with your dying breath, and may I be there to deny it you." + +"Wait a minute!" said Maggie, springing up, rapidly. "Edward, don't curse +me with such terrible words till all is done. Mother, I implore you to keep +him here. Hide him--do what you can to conceal him. I will have one more +trial." She snatched up her bonnet, and was gone, before they had time to +think or speak to arrest her. + +On she flew along the Combehurst road. As she went, the tears fell like +rain down her face, and she talked to herself. + +"He should not have said so. No! he should not have said so. We were the +only two." But still she pressed on, over the thick, wet, brown heather. +She saw Mr. Buxton coming; and she went still quicker. The rain had cleared +off, and a yellow watery gleam of sunshine was struggling out. She stopped +or he would have passed her unheeded; little expecting to meet her there. + +"I wanted to see you," said she, all at once resuming her composure, and +almost assuming a dignified manner. "You must not go down to our house; we +have sorrow enough there. Come under these fir-trees, and let me speak to +you." + +"I hope you have thought of what I said, and are willing to do what I asked +you." + +"No!" said she. "I have thought and thought. I did not think in a selfish +spirit, though they say I did. I prayed first. I could not do that +earnestly, and be selfish, I think. I cannot give up Frank. I know the +disgrace; and if he, knowing all, thinks fit to give me up, I shall never +say a word, but bow my head, and try and live out my appointed days quietly +and cheerfully. But he is the judge, not you; nor have I any right to do +what you ask me." She stopped, because the agitation took away her breath. + +He began in a cold manner:--"I am very sorry. The law must take its course. +I would have saved my son from the pain of all this knowledge, and that +which he will of course feel in the necessity of giving up his engagement. +I would have refused to appear against your brother, shamefully ungrateful +as he has been. Now you cannot wonder that I act according to my agent's +advice, and prosecute your brother as if he were a stranger." + +He turned to go away. He was so cold and determined that for a moment +Maggie was timid. But she then laid her hand on his arm. + +"Mr. Buxton," said she, "you will not do what you threaten. I know you +better. Think! My father was your old friend. That claim is, perhaps, done +away with by Edward's conduct. But I do not believe you can forget it +always. If you did fulfill the menace you uttered just now, there would +come times as you grew older, and life grew fainter and fainter before +you--quiet times of thought, when you remembered the days of your youth, +and the friends you then had and knew;--you would recollect that one of +them had left an only son, who had done wrong--who had sinned--sinned +against you in his weakness--and you would think then--you could not help +it--how you had forgotten mercy in justice--and, as justice required he +should be treated as a felon, you threw him among felons--where every +glimmering of goodness was darkened for ever. Edward is, after all, more +weak than wicked;--but he will become wicked if you put him in prison, +and have him transported. God is merciful--we cannot tell or think +how merciful. Oh, sir, I am so sure you will be merciful, and give my +brother--my poor sinning brother--a chance, that I will tell you all. I +will throw myself upon your pity. Edward is even now at home--miserable +and desperate;--my mother is too much stunned to understand all our +wretchedness--for very wretched we are in our shame." + +As she spoke the wind arose and shivered in the wiry leaves of the +fir-trees, and there was a moaning sound as of some Ariel imprisoned in the +thick branches that, tangled overhead, made a shelter for them. Either the +noise or Mr. Buxton's fancy called up an echo to Maggie's voice--a pleading +with her pleading--a sad tone of regret, distinct yet blending with her +speech, and a falling, dying sound, as her voice died away in miserable +suspense. + +It might be that, formed as she was by Mrs. Buxton's care and love, her +accents and words were such as that lady, now at rest from all sorrow, +would have used;--somehow, at any rate, the thought flashed into Mr. +Buxton's mind, that as Maggie spoke, his dead wife's voice was heard, +imploring mercy in a clear, distinct tone, though faint, as if separated +from him by an infinite distance of space. At least, this is the account +Mr. Buxton would have given of the manner in which the idea of his wife +became present to him, and what she would have wished him to do a powerful +motive in his conduct. Words of hers, long ago spoken, and merciful, +forgiving expressions made use of in former days to soften him in some +angry mood, were clearly remembered while Maggie spoke; and their influence +was perceptible in the change of his tone, and the wavering of his manner +henceforward. + +"And yet you will not save Frank from being involved in your disgrace," +said he; but more as if weighing and deliberating on the case than he had +ever spoken before. + +"If Frank wishes it, I will quietly withdraw myself out of his sight +forever;--I give you my promise, before God, to do so. I shall not utter +one word of entreaty or complaint. I will try not to wonder or feel +surprise;--I will bless him in every action of his future life--but think +how different would be the disgrace he would voluntarily incur to my poor +mother's shame, when she wakens up to know what her child has done! Her +very torper about it now is more painful than words can tell." + +"What could Edward do?" asked Mr. Buxton. "Mr. Henry won't hear of my +passing over any frauds." + +"Oh, you relent!" said Maggie, taking his hand, and pressing it. "What +could he do? He could do the same, whatever it was, as you thought of his +doing, if I had written that terrible letter." + +"And you'll be willing to give it up, if Frank wishes, when he knows all?" +asked Mr. Buxton. + +She crossed her hands and drooped her head, but answered steadily. + +"Whatever Frank wishes, when he knows all, I will gladly do. I will speak +the truth. I do not believe that any shame surrounding me, and not in me, +will alter Frank's love one title." + +"We shall see," said Mr. Buxton. "But what I thought of Edward's doing, in +case--Well never mind! (seeing how she shrunk back from all mention of the +letter he had asked her to write,)--was to go to America, out of the way. +Then Mr. Henry would think he had escaped, and need never be told of my +coenivance. I think he would throw up the agency, if he were; and he's a +very clever man. If Ned is in England, Mr. Henry will ferret him out. And, +besides, this affair is so blown, I don't think he could return to his +profession. What do you say to this, Maggie?" + +"I will tell my mother. I must ask her. To me it seems most desirable. +Only, I fear he is very ill; and it seems lonely; but never mind! We ought +to be thankful to you forever. I cannot tell you how I hope and trust he +will live to show you what your goodness has made him." + +"But you must lose no time. If Mr. Henry traces him; I can't answer for +myself. I shall have no good reason to give, as I should have had, if I +could have told him that Frank and you were to be as strangers to each +other. And even then I should have been afraid, he is such a determined +fellow; but uncommonly clever. Stay!" said he, yielding to a sudden and +inexplicable desire to see Edward, and discover if his criminality had in +any way changed his outward appearance. "I'll go with you. I can hasten +things. If Edward goes, he must be off, as soon as possible, to Liverpool, +and leave no trace. The next packet sails the day after to-morrow. I noted +it down from the _Times_." + +Maggie and he sped along the road. He spoke his thoughts aloud: + +"I wonder if he will be grateful to me for this. Not that I ever mean to +look for gratitude again. I mean to try, not to care for anybody but Frank. +'Govern men by outward force,' says Mr. Henry. He is an uncommonly clever +man, and he says, the longer he lives, the more he is convinced of the +badness of men. He always looks for it now, even in those who are the best, +apparently." + +Maggie was too anxious to answer, or even to attend to him. At the top of +the slope she asked him to wait while she ran down and told the result of +her conversation with him. Her mother was alone, looking white and sick. +She told her that Edward had gone into the hay-loft, above the old, disused +shippon. + +Maggie related the substance of her interview with Mr. Buxton, and his wish +that Edward should go to America. + +"To America!" said Mrs. Browne. "Why that's as far as Botany Bay. It's just +like transporting him. I thought you'd done something for us, you looked so +glad." + +"Dearest mother, it _is_ something. He is not to be subjected to +imprisonment or trial. I must go and tell him, only I must beckon to Mr. +Buxton first. But when he comes, do show him how thankful we are for his +mercy to Edward." + +Mrs. Browne's murmurings, whatever was their meaning, were lost upon +Maggie. She ran through the court, and up the slope, with the lightness of +a lawn; for though she was tired in body to an excess she had never been +before in her life, the opening beam of hope in the dark sky made her +spirit conquer her flesh for the time. + +She did not stop to speak, but turned again as soon as she had signed to +Mr. Buxton to follow her. She left the house-door open for his entrance, +and passed out again through the kitchen into the space behind, which was +partly an uninclosed yard, and partly rocky common. She ran across the +little green to the shippon, and mounted the ladder into the dimly-lighted +loft. Up in a dark corner Edward stood, with an old rake in his hand. + +"I thought it was you, Maggie!" said he, heaving a deep breath of relief. +"What have you done? Have you agreed to write the letter? You've done +something for me, I see by your looks." + +"Yes! I have told Mr. Buxton all. He is waiting for you in the parlor. Oh! +I knew he could not be so hard!" She was out of breath. + +"I don't understand you!" said he. "You've never been such a fool as to go +and tell him where I am?" + +"Yes, I have. I felt I might trust him. He has promised not to prosecute +you. The worst is, he says you must go to America. But come down, Ned, and +speak to him. You owe him thanks, and he wants to see you." + +"I can't go through a scene. I'm not up to it. Besides, are you sure he is +not entrapping me to the police? If I had a farthing of money I would not +trust him, but be off to the moors." + +"Oh, Edward! How do you think he would do anything so treacherous and mean? +I beg you not to lose time in distrust. He says himself, if Mr. Henry comes +before you are off, he does not know what will be the consequence. The +packet sails for America in two days. It is sad for you to have to go. +Perhaps even yet he may think of something better, though I don't know how +we can ask or expect it." + +"I don't want anything better," replied he, "than that I should have money +enough to carry me to America. I'm in more scrapes than this (though none +so bad) in England; and in America there's many an opening to fortune." He +followed her down the steps while he spoke. Once in the yellow light of the +watery day, she was struck by his ghastly look. Sharp lines of suspicion +and cunning seemed to have been stamped upon his face, making it look +older by many years than his age warranted. His jaunty evening dress, +all weather-stained and dirty, added to his forlorn and disreputable +appearance; but most of all--deepest of all--was the impression she +received that he was not long for this world; and oh! how unfit for the +next! Still, if time was given--if he were placed far away from temptation, +she thought that her father's son might yet repent, and be saved. She took +his hand, for he was hanging back as they came near the parlor-door, and +led him in. She looked like some guardian angel, with her face that beamed +out trust, and hope, and thankfulness. He, on the contrary, hung his head +in angry, awkward shame; and half wished he had trusted to his own wits, +and tried to evade the police, rather than have been forced into this +interview. + +His mother came to him; for she loved him all the more fondly, now he +seemed degraded and friendless. She could not, or would not, comprehend the +extent of his guilt; and had upbraided Mr. Buxton to the top of her bent +for thinking of sending him away to America. There was a silence when he +came in which was insupportable to him. He looked up with clouded eyes, +that dared not meet Mr. Buxton's. + +"I am here, sir, to learn what you wish me to do. Maggie says I am to go to +America; if that is where you want to send me, I'm ready." + +Mr. Buxton wished himself away as heartily as Edward. Mrs. Browne's +upbraidings, just when he felt that he had done a kind action, and yielded, +against his judgment, to Maggie's entreaties, had made him think himself +very ill used. And now here was Edward speaking in a sullen, savage kind +of way, instead of showing any gratitude. The idea of Mr. Henry's stern +displeasure loomed in the background. + +"Yes!" said he, "I'm glad to find you come into the idea of going to +America. It's the only place for you. The sooner you can go, and the +better." + +"I can't go without money," said Edward, doggedly. "If I had had money, I +need not have come here." + +"Oh, Ned! would you have gone without seeing me?" said Mrs. Browne, +bursting into tears. "Mr. Buxton, I cannot let him go to America. Look how +ill he is. He'll die if you send him there." + +"Mother, don't give way so," said Edward, kindly, taking her hand. "I'm +not ill, at least not to signify. Mr. Buxton is right: America is the only +place for me. To tell the truth, even if Mr. Buxton is good enough" (he +said this as if unwilling to express any word of thankfulness) "not to +prosecute me, there are others who may--and will. I'm safer out of the +country. Give me money enough to get to Liverpool and pay my passage, and +I'll be off this minute." + +"You shall not," said Mrs. Browne, holding him tightly. "You told me this +morning you were led into temptation, and went wrong because you had no +comfortable home, nor any one to care for you, and make you happy. It will +be worse in America. You'll get wrong again, and be away from all who can +help you. Or you'll die all by yourself, in some backwood or other. Maggie! +you might speak and help me--how can you stand so still, and let him go to +America without a word!" + +Maggie looked up bright and steadfast, as if she saw something beyond the +material present. Here was the opportunity for self-sacrifice of which Mrs. +Buxton had spoken to her in her childish days--the time which comes to +all, but comes unheeded and unseen to those whose eyes are not trained to +watching. + +"Mother! could you do without me for a time? If you could, and it would +make you easier, and help Edward to"--The word on her lips died away; for +it seemed to imply a reproach on one who stood in his shame among them all. + +"You would go!" said Mrs. Browne, catching at the unfinished sentence. "Oh! +Maggie, that's the best thing you've ever said or done since you were born. +Edward, would not you like to have Maggie with you?" + +"Yes," said he, "well enough. It would be far better for me than going all +alone; though I dare say I could make my way pretty well after a time. If +she went, she might stay till I felt settled, and had made some friends, +and then she could come back." + +Mr. Buxton was astonished at first by this proposal of Maggie's. He could +not all at once understand the difference between what she now offered to +do, and what he had urged upon her only this very morning. But as he +thought about it, he perceived that what was her own she was willing to +sacrifice; but that Frank's heart, once given into her faithful keeping, +she was answerable for it to him and to God. This light came down upon him +slowly; but when he understood, he admired with almost a wondering +admiration. That little timid girl brave enough to cross the ocean and go +to a foreign land, if she could only help to save her brother! + +"I'm sure Maggie," said he, turning towards her, "you are a good, +thoughtful little creature. It may be the saving of Edward--I believe it +will. I think God will bless you for being so devoted." + +"The expense will be doubled," said Edward. + +"My dear boy! never mind the money. I can get it advanced upon this +cottage." + +"As for that, I'll advance it," said Mr. Buxton. + +"Could we not," said Maggie, hesitating from her want of knowledge, "make +over the furniture--papa's books, and what little plate we have, to Mr. +Buxton--something like pawning them--if he would advance the requisite +money? He, strange as it may seem, is the only person you can ask in this +great strait." + +And so it was arranged, after some demur on Mr. Buxton's part. But Maggie +kept steadily to her point as soon as she found that it was attainable; and +Mrs. Browne was equally inflexible, though from a different feeling. She +regarded Mr. Buxton as the cause of her son's banishment, and refused to +accept of any favor from him. If there had been time, indeed, she would +have preferred obtaining the money in the same manner from any one else. +Edward brightened up a little when he heard the sum could be procured; he +was almost indifferent how; and, strangely callous, as Maggie thought, +he even proposed to draw up a legal form of assignment. Mr. Buxton only +thought of hurrying on the departure; but he could not refrain from +expressing his approval and admiration of Maggie whenever he came near her. +Before he went, he called her aside. + +"My dear, I'm not sure if Frank can do better than marry you, after all. +Mind! I've not given it as much thought as I should like. But if you come +back as we plan, next autumn, and he is steady to you till then--and Edward +is going on well--(if he can but keep good, he'll do, for he is very +sharp--yon is a knowing paper he drew up)--why, I'll think about it. Only +let Frank see a bit of the world first. I'd rather you did not tell him +I've any thoughts of coming round, that he may have a fair trial; and I'll +keep it from Erminia if I can, or she will let it all out to him. I shall +see you to-morrow at the coach. God bless you, my girl, and keep you on the +great wide sea." He was absolutely in tears when he went away--tears of +admiring regret over Maggie. + + + +CHAPTER X. + +The more Maggie thought, the more she felt sure that the impulse on which +she had acted in proposing to go with her brother was right. She feared +there was little hope for his character, whatever there might be for his +worldly fortune, if he were thrown, in the condition of mind in which he +was now, among the set of adventurous men who are continually going over to +America in search of an El Dorado to be discovered by their wits. She knew +she had but little influence over him at present; but she would not doubt +or waver in her hope that patience and love might work him right at last. +She meant to get some employment--in teaching--in needlework--in a shop--no +matter how humble--and be no burden to him, and make him a happy home, from +which he should feel no wish to wander. Her chief anxiety was about her +mother. She did not dwell more than she could help on her long absence from +Frank; it was too sad, and yet too necessary. She meant to write and tell +him all about herself and Edward. The only thing which she would keep for +some happy future should be the possible revelation of the proposal which +Mr. Buxton had made, that she should give up her engagement as a condition +of his not prosecuting Edward. + +There was much sorrowful bustle in the moorland cottage that day. Erminia +brought up a portion of the money Mr. Buxton was to advance, with an +entreaty that Edward would not show himself out of his home; and an account +of a letter from Mr. Henry, stating that the Woodchester police believed +him to be in London, and that search was being made for him there. + +Erminia looked very grave and pale. She gave her message to Mrs. Browne, +speaking little beyond what was absolutely necessary. Then she took Maggie +aside, and suddenly burst into tears. + +"Maggie, darling--what is this going to America? You've always and always +been sacrificing yourself to your family, and now you're setting off, +nobody knows where, in some vain hope of reforming Edward. I wish he was +not your brother, that I might speak of him as I should like." + +"He has been doing what is very wrong," said Maggie. "But you--none of +you--know his good points--nor how he has been exposed to all sorts of bad +influences, I am sure; and never had the advantage of a father's training +and friendship, which are so inestimable to a son. O, Minnie! when I +remember how we two used to kneel down in the evenings at my father's knee, +and say our prayers; and then listen in awe-struck silence to his earnest +blessing, which grew more like a prayer for us as his life waned away, +I would do anything for Edward rather than that wrestling agony of +supplication should have been in vain. I think of him as the little +innocent boy, whose arm was round me as if to support me in the Awful +Presence, whose true name of Love we had not learned. Minnie! he has had +no proper training--no training, I mean, to enable him to resist +temptation--and he has been thrown into it without warning or advice. Now +he knows what it is; and I must try, though I am but an unknowing girl, to +warn and to strengthen him. Don't weaken my faith. Who can do right if we +lose faith in them?" + +"And Frank!" said Erminia, after a pause. "Poor Frank!" + +"Dear Frank!" replied Maggie, looking up, and trying to smile; but, in +spite of herself, her eyes filled with tears. "If I could have asked him, +I know he would approve of what I am going to do. He would feel it to be +right that I should make every effort--I don't mean," said she, as the +tears would fall down her cheeks in spite of her quivering effort at a +smile, "that I should not have liked to have seen him. But it is no use +talking of what one would have liked. I am writing a long letter to him at +every pause of leisure." + +"And I'm keeping you all this time," said Erminia, getting up, yet loth to +go. "When do you intend to come back? Let us feel there is a fixed time. +America! Why, it's thousands of miles away. Oh, Maggie! Maggie!" + +"I shall come back the next autumn, I trust," said Maggie, comforting her +friend with many a soft caress. "Edward will be settled then, I hope. You +were longer in France, Minnie. Frank was longer away that time he wintered +in Italy with Mr. Monro." + +Erminia went slowly to the door. Then she turned, right facing Maggie. + +"Maggie! tell the truth. Has my uncle been urging you to go? Because if he +has, don't trust him; it is only to break off your engagement." + +"No, he has not, indeed. It was my own thought at first. Then in a moment I +saw the relief it was to my mother--my poor mother! Erminia, the thought +of her grief at Edward's absence is the trial; for my sake, you will come +often and often, and comfort her in every way you can." + +"Yes! that I will; tell me everything I can do for you." Kissing each +other, with long lingering delay they parted. + +Nancy would be informed of the cause of the commotion in the house; and +when she had in some degree ascertained its nature, she wasted no time +in asking further questions, but quietly got up and dressed herself; +and appeared among them, weak and trembling, indeed, but so calm and +thoughtful, that her presence was an infinite help to Maggie. + +When day closed in, Edward stole down to the house once more. He was +haggard enough to have been in anxiety and concealment for a month. But +when his body was refreshed, his spirits rose in a way inconceivable to +Maggie. The Spaniards who went out with Pizarro were not lured on by more +fantastic notions of the wealth to be acquired in the New World than he +was. He dwelt on these visions in so brisk and vivid a manner, that he even +made his mother cease her weary weeping (which had lasted the livelong day, +despite all Maggie's efforts) to look up and listen to him. + +"I'll answer for it," said he: "before long I'll be an American judge with +miles of cotton plantations." + +"But in America," sighed out his mother. + +"Never mind, mother!" said he, with a tenderness which made Maggie's heart +glad. "If you won't come over to America to me, why, I'll sell them all, +and come back to live in England. People will forget the scrapes that the +rich American got into in his youth." + +"You can pay back Mr. Buxton then," said his mother. + +"Oh, yes--of course," replied he, as if falling into a new and trivial +idea. + +Thus the evening whiled away. The mother and son sat, hand in hand, before +the little glinting blazing parlor fire, with the unlighted candles on the +table behind. Maggie, busy in preparations, passed softly in and out. And +when all was done that could be done before going to Liverpool, where she +hoped to have two days to prepare their outfit more completely, she stole +back to her mother's side. But her thoughts would wander off to Frank, +"working his way south through all the hunting-counties," as he had written +her word. If she had not urged his absence, he would have been here for her +to see his noble face once more; but then, perhaps, she might never have +had the strength to go. + +Late, late in the night they separated. Maggie could not rest, and stole +into her mother's room. Mrs. Browne had cried herself to sleep, like a +child. Maggie stood and looked at her face, and then knelt down by the bed +and prayed. When she arose, she saw that her mother was awake, and had been +looking at her. + +"Maggie dear! you're a good girl, and I think God will hear your prayer +whatever it was for. I cannot tell you what a relief it is to me to +think you're going with him. It would have broken my heart else. If I've +sometimes not been as kind as I might have been, I ask your forgiveness, +now, my dear; and I bless you and thank you for going out with him; for I'm +sure he's not well and strong, and will need somebody to take care of him. +And you shan't lose with Mr. Frank, for as sure as I see him I'll tell him +what a good daughter and sister you've been; and I shall say, for all he is +so rich, I think he may look long before he finds a wife for him like our +Maggie. I do wish Ned had got that new greatcoat, he says he left behind +him at Woodchester." Her mind reverted to her darling son; but Maggie took +her short slumber by her mother's side, with her mother's arms around her; +and awoke and felt that her sleep had been blessed. At the coach-office +the next morning they met Mr. Buxton all ready as if for a journey, but +glancing about him as if in fear of some coming enemy. + +"I'm going with you to Liverpool," said he. "Don't make any ado about it, +please. I shall like to see you off; and I may be of some use to you, and +Erminia begged it of me; and, besides, it will keep me out of Mr. Henry's +way for a little time, and I'm afraid he will find it all out, and think me +very weak; but you see he made me too hard upon Crayston, so I may take it +out in a little soft-heartedness toward the son of an old friend." + +Just at this moment Erminia came running through the white morning mist all +glowing with haste. + +"Maggie," said she, "I'm come to take care of your mother. My uncle says +she and Nancy must come to us for a long, long visit. Or if she would +rather go home, I'll go with her till she feels able to come to us, and do +anything I can think of for her. I will try to be a daughter till you come +back, Maggie; only don't be long, or Frank and I shall break our hearts." + +Maggie waited till her mother had ended her long clasping embrace of +Edward, who was subdued enough this morning; and then, with something like +Esau's craving for a blessing, she came to bid her mother good-bye, and +received the warm caress she had longed for for years. In another moment +the coach was away; and before half an hour had elapsed, Combehurst +church-spire had been lost in a turn of the road. + +Edward and Mr. Buxton did not speak to each other, and Maggie was nearly +silent. They reached Liverpool in the afternoon; and Mr. Buxton, who had +been there once or twice before, took them directly to some quiet hotel. He +was far more anxious that Edward should not expose himself to any chance of +recognition than Edward himself. He went down to the Docks to secure berths +in the vessel about to sail the next day, and on his return he took Maggie +out to make the requisite purchases. + +"Did you pay for us, sir?" said Maggie, anxious to ascertain the amount of +money she had left, after defraying the passage. + +"Yes," replied he, rather confused. "Erminia begged me not to tell you +about it, but I can't manage a secret well. You see she did not like the +idea of your going as steerage-passengers as you meant to do; and she +desired me to take you cabin places for her. It is no doing of mine, my +dear. I did not think of it; but now I have seen how crowded the steerage +is, I am very glad Erminia had so much thought. Edward might have roughed +it well enough there, but it would never have done for you." + +"It was very kind of Erminia," said Maggie, touched at this consideration +of her friend; "but..." + +"Now don't 'but' about it," interrupted he. "Erminia is very rich, and has +more money than she knows what to do with. I'm only vexed I did not think +of it myself. For Maggie, though I may have my own ways of thinking on some +points, I can't be blind to your goodness." + +All evening Mr. Buxton was busy, and busy on their behalf. Even Edward, +when he saw the attention that was being paid to his physical comfort, +felt a kind of penitence; and after choking once or twice in the attempt, +conquered his pride (such I call it for want of a better word) so far as +to express some regret for his past conduct, and some gratitude for Mr. +Buxton's present kindness. He did it awkwardly enough, but it pleased Mr. +Buxton. + +"Well--well--that's all very right," said he, reddening from his own +uncomfortableness of feeling. "Now don't say any more about it, but do your +best in America; don't let me feel I've been a fool in letting you off. I +know Mr. Henry will think me so. And, above all, take care of Maggie. Mind +what she says, and you're sure to go right." + +He asked them to go on board early the next day, as he had promised Erminia +to see them there, and yet wished to return as soon as he could. It was +evident that he hoped, by making his absence as short as possible, to +prevent Mr. Henry's ever knowing that he had left home, or in any way +connived at Edward's escape. + +So, although the vessel was not to sail till the afternoon's tide, they +left the hotel soon after breakfast, and went to the "Anna-Maria." They +were among the first passengers on board. Mr. Buxton took Maggie down to +her cabin. She then saw the reason of his business the evening before. +Every store that could be provided was there. A number of books lay on +the little table--books just suited to Maggie's taste. "There!" said he, +rubbing his hands. "Don't thank me. It's all Erminia's doing. She gave me +the list of books. I've not got all; but I think they'll be enough. Just +write me one line, Maggie, to say I've done my best." + +Maggie wrote with tears in her eyes--tears of love toward the generous +Erminia. A few minutes more and Mr. Buxton was gone. Maggie watched him as +long as she could see him; and as his portly figure disappeared among the +crowd on the pier, her heart sank within her. + +Edward's, on the contrary, rose at his absence. The only one, cognisant of +his shame and ill-doing, was gone. A new life lay before him, the opening +of which was made agreeable to him, by the position in which he found +himself placed, as a cabin-passenger; with many comforts provided for him; +for although Maggie's wants had been the principal object of Mr. Buxton's +attention, Edward was not forgotten. + +He was soon among the sailors, talking away in a rather consequential +manner. He grew acquainted with the remainder of the cabin-passengers, at +least those who arrived before the final bustle began; and kept bringing +his sister such little pieces of news as he could collect. + +"Maggie, they say we are likely to have a good start, and a fine moonlight +night." Away again he went. + +"I say, Maggie, that's an uncommonly pretty girl come on board, with those +old people in black. Gone down into the cabin, now; I wish you would scrape +up an acquaintance with her, and give me a chance." + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +Maggie sat on deck, wrapped in her duffel-cloak; the old familiar cloak, +which had been her wrap in many a happy walk in the haunts near her +moorland home. The weather was not cold for the time of year, but still it +was chilly to any one that was stationary. But she wanted to look her last +on the shoals of English people, who crowded backward and forward, like +ants, on the pier. Happy people! who might stay among their loved ones. The +mocking demons gathered round her, as they gather round all who sacrifice +self, tempting. A crowd of suggestive doubts pressed upon her. "Was it +really necessary that she should go with Edward? Could she do him any real +good? Would he be in any way influenced by her?" Then the demon tried +another description of doubt. "Had it ever been her duty to go? She was +leaving her mother alone. She was giving Frank much present sorrow. It was +not even yet too late!" She could not endure longer; and replied to her own +tempting heart. + +"I was right to hope for Edward; I am right to give him the chance of +steadiness which my presence will give. I am doing what my mother earnestly +wished me to do; and what to the last she felt relieved by my doing. I know +Frank will feel sorrow, because I myself have such an aching heart; but if +I had asked him whether I was not right in going, he would have been too +truthful not to have said yes. I have tried to do right, and though I may +fail, and evil may seem to arise rather than good out of my endeavor, yet +still I will submit to my failure, and try and say 'God's will be done!' If +only I might have seen Frank once more, and told him all face to face!" + +To do away with such thoughts, she determined no longer to sit gazing, and +tempted by the shore; and, giving one look to the land which contained her +lover, she went down below, and busied herself, even through her blinding +tears, in trying to arrange her own cabin, and Edward's. She heard boat +after boat arrive loaded with passengers. She learnt from Edward, who came +down to tell her the fact, that there were upwards of two hundred steerage +passengers. She felt the tremulous shake which announced that the ship was +loosed from her moorings, and being tugged down the river. She wrapped +herself up once more, and came on deck, and sat down among the many who +were looking their last look at England. The early winter evening was +darkening in, and shutting out the Welsh coast, the hills of which were +like the hills of home. She was thankful when she became too ill to think +and remember. + +Exhausted and still, she did not know whether she was sleeping or waking; +or whether she had slept since she had thrown herself down on her cot, when +suddenly, there was a great rush, and then Edward stood like lightning by +her, pulling her up by the arm. + +"The ship is on fire--to the deck, Maggie! Fire! Fire!" he shouted, like +a maniac, while he dragged her up the stairs--as if the cry of Fire could +summon human aid on the great deep. And the cry was echoed up to heaven by +all that crowd in an accent of despair. + +They stood huddled together, dressed and undressed; now in red lurid light, +showing ghastly faces of terror--now in white wreaths of smoke--as far away +from the steerage as they could press; for there, up from the hold, +rose columns of smoke, and now and then a fierce blaze leaped out, +exulting--higher and higher every time; while from each crevice on that +part of the deck issued harbingers of the terrible destruction that awaited +them. + +The sailors were lowering the boats; and above them stood the captain, as +calm as if he were on his own hearth at home--his home where he never more +should be. His voice was low--was lower; but as clear as a bell in its +distinctness; as wise in its directions as collected thought could make +it. Some of the steerage passengers were helping; but more were dumb and +motionless with affright. In that dead silence was heard a low wail of +sorrow, as of numbers whose power was crushed out of them by that awful +terror. Edward still held his clutch of Margaret's arm. + +"Be ready!" said he, in a fierce whisper. + +The fire sprung up along the main-mast, and did not sink or disappear +again. They knew then that all the mad efforts made by some few below to +extinguish it were in vain; and then went up the prayers of hundreds, in +mortal agony of fear: + +"Lord! have mercy upon us!" + +Not in quiet calm of village church did ever such a pitiful cry go up to +heaven; it was like one voice--like the day of judgment in the presence of +the Lord. + +And after that there was no more silence; but a confusion of terrible +farewells, and wild cries of affright, and purposeless rushes hither and +thither. + +The boats were down, rocking on the sea. The captain spoke: + +"Put the children in first; they are the most helpless." + +One or two stout sailors stood in the boats to receive them. Edward drew +nearer and nearer to the gangway, pulling Maggie with him. She was almost +pressed to death, and stifled. Close in her ear, she heard a woman praying +to herself. She, poor creature, knew of no presence but God's in that awful +hour, and spoke in a low voice to Him. + +"My heart's darlings are taken away from me. Faith! faith! Oh, my great +God! I will die in peace, if Thou wilt but grant me faith in this terrible +hour, to feel that Thou wilt take care of my poor orphans. Hush! dearest +Billy," she cried out shrill to a little fellow in the boat waiting for his +mother; and the change in her voice from despair to a kind of cheerfulness, +showed what a mother's love can do. "Mother will come soon. Hide his face, +Anne, and wrap your shawl tight round him." And then her voice sank down +again in the same low, wild prayer for faith. Maggie could not turn to see +her face, but took the hand which hung near her. The woman clutched at it +with the grasp of a vice; but went on praying, as if unconscious. Just then +the crowd gave way a little. The captain had said, that the women were to +go next; but they were too frenzied to obey his directions, and now pressed +backward and forward. The sailors, with mute, stern obedience, strove to +follow out the captain's directions. Edward pulled Maggie, and she kept her +hold on the mother. The mate, at the head of the gangway, pushed him back. + +"Only women are to go!" + +"There are men there." + +"Three, to manage the boat." + +"Come on, Maggie! while there's room for us," said he, unheeding. But +Maggie drew back, and put the mother's hand into the mate's. "Save her +first!" said she. The woman did not know of anything, but that her children +were there; it was only in after days, and quiet hours, that she remembered +the young creature who pushed her forward to join her fatherless children, +and, by losing her place in the crowd, was jostled--where, she did not +know--but dreamed until her dying day. Edward pressed on, unaware that +Maggie was not close behind him. He was deaf to reproaches; and, heedless +of the hand stretched out to hold him back, sprang toward the boat. The men +there pushed her off--full and more than full as she was; and overboard he +fell into the sullen heaving waters. + +His last shout had been on Maggie's name--a name she never thought to hear +again on earth, as she was pressed back, sick and suffocating. But suddenly +a voice rang out above all confused voices and moaning hungry waves, and +above the roaring fire. + +"Maggie, Maggie! My Maggie!" + +Out of the steerage side of the crowd a tall figure issued forth, begrimed +with smoke. She could not see, but she knew. As a tame bird flutters to the +human breast of its protector when affrighted by some mortal foe, so Maggie +fluttered and cowered into his arms. And, for a moment, there was no more +terror or thought of danger in the hearts of those twain, but only infinite +and absolute peace. She had no wonder how he came there: it was enough that +he was there. He first thought of the destruction that was present with +them. He was as calm and composed as if they sat beneath the thorn-tree +on the still moorlands, far away. He took her, without a word, to the end +of the quarter-deck. He lashed her to a piece of spar. She never spoke: + +"Maggie," he said, "my only chance is to throw you overboard. This spar +will keep you floating. At first, you will go down--deep, deep down. Keep +your mouth and eyes shut. I shall be there when you come up. By God's help, +I will struggle bravely for you." + +She looked up; and by the flashing light he could see a trusting, loving +smile upon her face. And he smiled back at her; a grave, beautiful look, +fit to wear on his face in heaven. He helped her to the side of the vessel, +away from the falling burning pieces of mast. Then for a moment he paused. + +"If--Maggie, I may be throwing you in to death." He put his hand before his +eyes. The strong man lost courage. Then she spoke: + +"I am not afraid; God is with us, whether we live or die!" She looked as +quiet and happy as a child on its mother's breast! and so before he lost +heart again, he heaved her up, and threw her as far as he could over into +the glaring, dizzying water; and straight leaped after her. She came up +with an involuntary look of terror on her face; but when she saw him by the +red glare of the burning ship, close by her side, she shut her eyes, and +looked as if peacefully going to sleep. He swam, guiding the spar. + +"I think we are near Llandudno. I know we have passed the little Ormes' +head." That was all he said; but she did not speak. + +He swam out of the heat and fierce blaze of light into the quiet, dark +waters; and then into the moon's path. It might be half an hour before he +got into that silver stream. When the beams fell down upon them he looked +at Maggie. Her head rested on the spar, quite still. He could not bear it. +"Maggie--dear heart! speak!" + +With a great effort she was called back from the borders of death by that +voice, and opened her filmy eyes, which looked abroad as if she could see +nothing nearer than the gleaming lights of Heaven. She let the lids fall +softly again. He was as if alone in the wide world with God. + +"A quarter of an hour more and all is over," thought he. "The people at +Llandudno must see our burning ship, and will come out in their boats." +He kept in the line of light, although it did not lead him direct to the +shore, in order that they might be seen. He swam with desperation. One +moment he thought he had heard her last gasp rattle through the rush of +the waters; and all strength was gone, and he lay on the waves as if he +himself must die, and go with her spirit straight through that purple lift +to heaven; the next he heard the splash of oars, and raised himself +and cried aloud. The boatmen took them in--and examined her by the +lantern--and spoke in Welsh--and shook their heads. Frank threw himself on +his knees, and prayed them to take her to land. They did not know his +words, but they understood his prayer. He kissed her lips--he chafed her +hands--he wrung the water out of her hair--he held her feet against his +warm breast. + +"She is not dead," he kept saying to the men, as he saw their sorrowful, +pitying looks. + +The kind people at Llandudno had made ready their own humble beds, with +every appliance of comfort they could think of, as soon as they understood +the nature of the calamity which had befallen the ship on their coasts. +Frank walked, dripping, bareheaded, by the body of his Margaret, which was +borne by some men along the rocky sloping shore. + +"She is not dead!" he said. He stopped at the first house they came to. It +belonged to a kind-hearted woman. They laid Maggie in her bed, and got the +village doctor to come and see her. + +"There is life still," said he, gravely. + +"I knew it," said Frank. But it felled him to the ground. He sank first +in prayer, and then in insensibility. The doctor did everything. All that +night long he passed to and fro from house to house; for several had swum +to Llandudno. Others, it was thought, had gone to Abergele. + +In the morning Frank was recovered enough to write to his father, +by Maggie's bedside. He sent the letter off to Conway by a little +bright-looking Welsh boy. Late in the afternoon she awoke. + +In a moment or two she looked eagerly round her, as if gathering in her +breath; and then she covered her head and sobbed. + +"Where is Edward?" asked she. + +"We do not know," said Frank, gravely. "I have been round the village, and +seen every survivor here; he is not among them, but he may be at some other +place along the coast." + +She was silent, reading in his eyes his fears--his belief. + +At last she asked again. + +"I cannot understand it. My head is not clear. There are such rushing +noises in it. How came you there?" She shuddered involuntarily as she +recalled the terrible where. + +For an instant he dreaded, for her sake, to recall the circumstances of the +night before; but then he understood how her mind would dwell upon them +until she was satisfied. + +"You remember writing to me, love, telling me all. I got your letter--I +don't know how long ago--yesterday, I think. Yes! in the evening. You could +not think, Maggie, I would let you go alone to America. I won't speak +against Edward, poor fellow! but we must both allow that he was not the +person to watch over you as such a treasure should be watched over. I +thought I would go with you. I hardly know if I meant to make myself known +to you all at once, for I had no wish to have much to do with your brother. +I see now that it was selfish in me. Well! there was nothing to be done, +after receiving your letter, but to set off for Liverpool straight, and +join you. And after that decision was made, my spirits rose, for the old +talks about Canada and Australia came to my mind, and this seemed like a +realization of them. Besides, Maggie, I suspected--I even suspect now--that +my father had something to do with your going with Edward?" + +"Indeed, Frank!" said she, earnestly, "you are mistaken; I cannot tell you +all now; but he was so good and kind at last. He never urged me to go; +though, I believe, he did tell me it would be the saving of Edward." + +"Don't agitate yourself, love. I trust there will be time enough, some +happy day at home, to tell me all. And till then, I will believe that my +father did not in any way suggest this voyage. But you'll allow that, +after all that has passed, it was not unnatural in me to suppose so. I +only told Middleton I was obliged to leave him by the next train. It was +not till I was fairly off, that I began to reckon up what money I had with +me. I doubt even if I was sorry to find it was so little. I should have to +put forth my energies and fight my way, as I had often wanted to do. I +remember, I thought how happy you and I would be, striving together as poor +people 'in that new world which is the old.' Then you had told me you were +going in the steerage; and that was all suitable to my desires for myself." + +"It was Erminia's kindness that prevented our going there. She asked your +father to take us cabin places unknown to me." + +"Did she? dear Erminia! it is just like her. I could almost laugh to +remember the eagerness with which I doffed my signs of wealth, and put on +those of poverty. I sold my watch when I got into Liverpool--yesterday, +I believe--but it seems like months ago. And I rigged myself out at a +slop-shop with suitable clothes for a steerage passenger. Maggie! you never +told me the name of the vessel you were going to sail in!" + +"I did not know it till I got to Liverpool. All Mr. Buxton said was, that +some ship sailed on the 15th." + +"I concluded it must be the Anna-Maria, (poor Anna-Maria!) and I had no +time to lose. She had just heaved her anchor when I came on board. Don't +you recollect a boat hailing her at the last moment? There were three of us +in her." + +"No! I was below in my cabin--trying not to think," said she, coloring a +little. + +"Well! as soon as I got on board it began to grow dark, or, perhaps, it was +the fog on the river; at any rate, instead of being able to single out your +figure at once, Maggie--it is one among a thousand--I had to go peering +into every woman's face; and many were below. I went between decks, and +by-and-by I was afraid I had mistaken the vessel; I sat down--I had no +spirit to stand; and every time the door opened I roused up and looked--but +you never came. I was thinking what to do; whether to be put on shore in +Ireland, or to go on to New York, and wait for you there;--it was the worst +time of all, for I had nothing to do; and the suspense was horrible. I +might have known," said he, smiling, "my little Emperor of Russia was not +one to be a steerage passenger." + +But Maggie was too much shaken to smile; and the thought of Edward lay +heavy upon her mind. + +"Then the fire broke out; how, or why, I suppose will never be ascertained. +It was at our end of the vessel. I thanked God, then, that you were not +there. The second mate wanted some one to go down with him to bring up the +gunpowder, and throw it overboard. I had nothing to do, and I went. We +wrapped it up in wet sails, but it was a ticklish piece of work, and took +time. When we had got it overboard, the flames were gathering far and wide. +I don't remember what I did until I heard Edward's voice speaking your +name." + +It was decided that the next morning they should set off homeward, striving +on their way to obtain tidings of Edward. Frank would have given his only +valuable, (his mother's diamond-guard, which he wore constantly,) as a +pledge for some advance of money; but the kind Welsh people would not have +it. They had not much spare cash, but what they had they readily lent to +the survivors of the Anna-Maria. Dressed in the homely country garb of +the people, Frank and Maggie set off in their car. If was a clear, frosty +morning; the first that winter. The road soon lay high up on the cliffs +along the coast. They looked down on the sea rocking below. At every +village they stopped, and Frank inquired, and made the driver inquire in +Welsh; but no tidings gained they of Edward; though here and there Maggie +watched Frank into some cottage or other, going to see a dead body, beloved +by some one: and when he came out, solemn and grave, their sad eyes met, +and she knew it was not he they sought, without needing words. + +At Abergele they stopped to rest; and because, being a larger place, it +would need a longer search, Maggie lay down on the sofa, for she was very +weak, and shut her eyes, and tried not to see forever and ever that mad +struggling crowd lighted by the red flames. + +Frank came back in an hour or so; and soft behind him--laboriously treading +on tiptoe--Mr. Buxton followed. He was evidently choking down his sobs; but +when he saw the white wan figure of Maggie, he held out his arms. + +"My dear! my daughter!" he said, "God bless you!" He could not speak +more--he was fairly crying; but he put her hand in Frank's and kept holding +them both. + +"My father," said Frank, speaking in a husky voice, while his eyes filled +with tears, "had heard of it before he received my letter. I might have +known that the lighthouse signals would take it fast to Liverpool. I had +written a few lines to him saying I was going to you; happily they never +reached--that was spared to my dear father." + +Maggie saw the look of restored confidence that passed between father and +son. + +"My mother?" said she at last. + +"She is here," said they both at once, with sad solemnity. + +"Oh, where? Why did not you tell me?" exclaimed she, starting up. But their +faces told her why. + +"Edward is drowned--is dead," said she, reading their looks. + +There was no answer. + +"Let me go to my mother." + +"Maggie, she is with him. His body was washed ashore last night. My father +and she heard of it as they came along. Can you bear to see her? She will +not leave him." + +"Take me to her," Maggie answered. + +They led her into a bed-room. Stretched on the bed lay Edward, but now so +full of hope and worldly plans. + +Mrs. Browne looked round, and saw Maggie. She did not get up from her place +by his head; nor did she long avert her gaze from his poor face. But she +held Maggie's hand, as the girl knelt by her, and spoke to her in a hushed +voice, undisturbed by tears. Her miserable heart could not find that +relief. + +"He is dead!--he is gone!--he will never come back again! If he had gone to +America--it might have been years first--but he would have come back to me. +But now he will never come back again;--never--never!" + +Her voice died away, as the wailings of the night-wind die in the distance; +and there was silence--silence more sad and hopeless than any passionate +words of grief. + +And to this day it is the same. 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You look down on Combehurst and +its beautiful church-spire. After the field is crossed, you come to a common, +richly colored with the golden gorse and the purple heather, which in +summer-time send out their warm scents into the quiet air. The swelling waves +of the upland make a near horizon against the sky; the line is only broken in +one place by a small grove of Scotch firs, which always look black and shadowed +even at mid-day, when all the rest of the landscape seems bathed in sunlight. +The lark quivers and sings high up in the air; too high—in too dazzling a +region for you to see her. Look! she drops into sight; but, as if loth to leave +the heavenly radiance, she balances herself and floats in the ether. Now she +falls suddenly right into her nest, hidden among the ling, unseen except by the +eyes of Heaven, and the small bright insects that run hither and thither on the +elastic flower-stalks. With something like the sudden drop of the lark, the +path goes down a green abrupt descent; and in a basin, surrounded by the grassy +hills, there stands a dwelling, which is neither cottage nor house, but +something between the two in size. Nor yet is it a farm, though surrounded by +living things. It is, or rather it was, at the time of which I speak, the +dwelling of Mrs. Browne, the widow of the late curate of Combehurst. There she +lived with her faithful old servant and her only children, a boy and girl. They +were as secluded in their green hollow as the households in the German +forest-tales. Once a week they emerged and crossed the common, catching on its +summit the first sounds of the sweet-toned bells, calling them to church. Mrs. +Browne walked first, holding Edward’s hand. Old Nancy followed with Maggie; but +they were all one party, and all talked together in a subdued and quiet tone, +as beseemed the day. They had not much to say, their lives were too unbroken; +for, excepting on Sundays, the widow and her children never went to Combehurst. +Most people would have thought the little town a quiet, dreamy place; but to +those two children if seemed the world; and after they had crossed the bridge, +they each clasped more tightly the hands which they held, and looked shyly up +from beneath their drooped eyelids when spoken to by any of their mother’s +friends. Mrs. Browne was regularly asked by some one to stay to dinner after +morning church, and as regularly declined, rather to the timid children’s +relief; although in the week-days they sometimes spoke together in a low voice +of the pleasure it would be to them if mamma would go and dine at Mr. Buxton’s, +where the little girl in white and that great tall boy lived. Instead of +staying there, or anywhere else, on Sundays, Mrs. Browne thought it her duty to +go and cry over her husband’s grave. The custom had arisen out of true sorrow +for his loss, for a kinder husband, and more worthy man, had never lived; but +the simplicity of her sorrow had been destroyed by the observation of others on +the mode of its manifestation. They made way for her to cross the grass toward +his grave; and she, fancying that it was expected of her, fell into the habit I +have mentioned. Her children, holding each a hand, felt awed and uncomfortable, +and were sensitively conscious how often they were pointed out, as a mourning +group, to observation. +</p> + +<p> +“I wish it would always rain on Sundays,” said Edward one day to Maggie, in a +garden conference. +</p> + +<p> +“Why?” asked she. +</p> + +<p> +“Because then we bustle out of church, and get home as fast as we can, to save +mamma’s crape; and we have not to go and cry over papa.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t cry,” said Maggie. “Do you?” +</p> + +<p> +Edward looked round before he answered, to see if they were quite alone, and +then said: +</p> + +<p> +“No; I was sorry a long time about papa, but one can’t go on being sorry +forever. Perhaps grown-up people can.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma can,” said little Maggie. “Sometimes I am very sorry too; when I am by +myself or playing with you, or when I am wakened up by the moonlight in our +room. Do you ever waken and fancy you heard papa calling you? I do sometimes; +and then I am very sorry to think we shall never hear him calling us again.” +</p> + +<p> +“Ah, it’s different with me, you know. He used to call me to lessons.” +</p> + +<p> +“Sometimes he called me when he was displeased with me. But I always dream that +he was calling us in his own kind voice, as he used to do when he wanted us to +walk with him, or to show us something pretty.” +</p> + +<p> +Edward was silent, playing with something on the ground. At last he looked +round again, and, having convinced himself that they could not be overheard, he +whispered: +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie—sometimes I don’t think I’m sorry that papa is dead—when I’m naughty, +you know; he would have been so angry with me if he had been here; and I +think—only sometimes, you know, I’m rather glad he is not.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Edward! you don’t mean to say so, I know. Don’t let us talk about him. We +can’t talk rightly, we’re such little children. Don’t, Edward, please.” +</p> + +<p> +Poor little Maggie’s eyes filled with tears; and she never spoke again to +Edward, or indeed to any one, about her dead father. As she grew older, her +life became more actively busy. The cottage and small outbuildings, and the +garden and field, were their own; and on the produce they depended for much of +their support. The cow, the pig, and the poultry took up much of Nancy’s time. +Mrs. Browne and Maggie had to do a great deal of the house-work; and when the +beds were made, and the rooms swept and dusted, and the preparations for dinner +ready, then, if there was any time, Maggie sat down to her lessons. Ned, who +prided himself considerably on his sex, had been sitting all the morning, in +his father’s arm-chair, in the little book-room, “studying,” as he chose to +call it. Sometimes Maggie would pop her head in, with a request that he would +help her to carry the great pitcher of water up-stairs, or do some other little +household service; with which request he occasionally complied, but with so +many complaints about the interruption, that at last she told him she would +never ask him again. Gently as this was said, he yet felt it as a reproach, and +tried to excuse himself. +</p> + +<p> +“You see, Maggie, a man must be educated to be a gentleman. Now, if a woman +knows how to keep a house, that’s all that is wanted from her. So my time is of +more consequence than yours. Mamma says I’m to go to college, and be a +clergyman; so I must get on with my Latin.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie submitted in silence; and almost felt it as an act of gracious +condescension when, a morning or two afterwards, he came to meet her as she was +toiling in from the well, carrying the great brown jug full of spring-water +ready for dinner. “Here,” said he, “let us put it in the shade behind the +horse-mount. Oh, Maggie! look what you’ve done! Spilt it all, with not turning +quickly enough when I told you. Now you may fetch it again for yourself, for +I’ll have nothing to do with it.” +</p> + +<p> +“I did not understand you in time,” said she, softly. But he had turned away, +and gone back in offended dignity to the house. Maggie had nothing to do but +return to the well, and fill it again. The spring was some distance off, in a +little rocky dell. It was so cool after her hot walk, that she sat down in the +shadow of the gray limestone rock, and looked at the ferns, wet with the +dripping water. She felt sad, she knew not why. “I think Ned is sometimes very +cross,” thought she. “I did not understand he was carrying it there. Perhaps I +am clumsy. Mamma says I am; and Ned says I am. Nancy never says so and papa +never said so. I wish I could help being clumsy and stupid. Ned says all women +are so. I wish I was not a woman. It must be a fine thing to be a man. Oh dear! +I must go up the field again with this heavy pitcher, and my arms do so ache!” +She rose and climbed the steep brae. As she went she heard her mother’s voice. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! Maggie! there’s no water for dinner, and the potatoes are quite +boiled. Where _is_ that child?” +</p> + +<p> +They had begun dinner, before she came down from brushing her hair and washing +her hands. She was hurried and tired. +</p> + +<p> +“Mother,” said Ned, “mayn’t I have some butter to these potatoes, as there is +cold meat? They are so dry.” +</p> + +<p> +“Certainly, my dear. Maggie, go and fetch a pat of butter out of the dairy.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie went from her untouched dinner without speaking. +</p> + +<p> +“Here, stop, you child!” said Nancy, turning her back in the passage. “You go +to your dinner, I’ll fetch the butter. You’ve been running about enough +to-day.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie durst not go back without it, but she stood in the passage till Nancy +returned; and then she put up her mouth to be kissed by the kind rough old +servant. +</p> + +<p> +“Thou’rt a sweet one,” said Nancy to herself, as she turned into the kitchen; +and Maggie went back to her dinner with a soothed and lightened heart. +</p> + +<p> +When the meal was ended, she helped her mother to wash up the old-fashioned +glasses and spoons, which were treated with tender care and exquisite +cleanliness in that house of decent frugality; and then, exchanging her +pinafore for a black silk apron, the little maiden was wont to sit down to some +useful piece of needlework, in doing which her mother enforced the most dainty +neatness of stitches. Thus every hour in its circle brought a duty to be +fulfilled; but duties fulfilled are as pleasures to the memory, and little +Maggie always thought those early childish days most happy, and remembered them +only as filled with careless contentment. +</p> + +<p> +Yet, at the time they had their cares. +</p> + +<p> +In fine summer days Maggie sat out of doors at her work. Just beyond the court +lay the rocky moorland, almost as gay as that with its profusion of flowers. If +the court had its clustering noisettes, and fraxinellas, and sweetbriar, and +great tall white lilies, the moorland had its little creeping scented rose, its +straggling honeysuckle, and an abundance of yellow cistus; and here and there a +gray rock cropped out of the ground, and over it the yellow stone-crop and +scarlet-leaved crane’s-bill grew luxuriantly. Such a rock was Maggie’s seat. I +believe she considered it her own, and loved it accordingly; although its real +owner was a great lord, who lived far away, and had never seen the moor, much +less the piece of gray rock, in his life. +</p> + +<p> +The afternoon of the day which I have begun to tell you about, she was sitting +there, and singing to herself as she worked: she was within call of home, and +could hear all home sounds, with their shrillness softened down. Between her +and it, Edward was amusing himself; he often called upon her for sympathy, +which she as readily gave. +</p> + +<p> +“I wonder how men make their boats steady; I have taken mine to the pond, and +she has toppled over every time I sent her in.” +</p> + +<p> +“Has it?—that’s very tiresome! Would it do to put a little weight in it, to +keep it down?” +</p> + +<p> +“How often must I tell you to call a ship ‘her;’ and there you will go on +saying—it—it!” +</p> + +<p> +After this correction of his sister, Master Edward did not like the +condescension of acknowledging her suggestion to be a good one; so he went +silently to the house in search of the requisite ballast; but not being able to +find anything suitable, he came back to his turfy hillock, littered round with +chips of wood, and tried to insert some pebbles into his vessel; but they stuck +fast, and he was obliged to ask again. +</p> + +<p> +“Supposing it was a good thing to weight her, what could I put in?” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie thought a moment. +</p> + +<p> +“Would shot do?” asked she. +</p> + +<p> +“It would be the very thing; but where can I get any?” +</p> + +<p> +“There is some that was left of papa’s. It is in the right-hand corner of the +second drawer of the bureau, wrapped up in a newspaper.” +</p> + +<p> +“What a plague! I can’t remember your ‘seconds,’ and ‘right-hands,’ and +fiddle-faddles.” He worked on at his pebbles. They would not do. +</p> + +<p> +“I think if you were good-natured, Maggie, you might go for me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Ned! I’ve all this long seam to do. Mamma said I must finish it before +tea; and that I might play a little if I had done it first,” said Maggie, +rather plaintively; for it was a real pain to her to refuse a request. +</p> + +<p> +“It would not take you five minutes.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie thought a little. The time would only be taken out of her playing, +which, after all, did not signify; while Edward was really busy about his ship. +She rose, and clambered up the steep grassy slope, slippery with the heat. +</p> + +<p> +Before she had found the paper of shot, she heard her mother’s voice calling, +in a sort of hushed hurried loudness, as if anxious to be heard by one person +yet not by another—“Edward, Edward, come home quickly. Here’s Mr. Buxton coming +along the Fell-Lane;—he’s coming here, as sure as sixpence; come, Edward, +come.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie saw Edward put down his ship and come. At his mother’s bidding it +certainly was; but he strove to make this as little apparent as he could, by +sauntering up the slope, with his hands in his pockets, in a very independent +and _négligé_ style. Maggie had no time to watch longer; for now she was called +too, and down stairs she ran. +</p> + +<p> +“Here, Maggie,” said her mother, in a nervous hurry;—“help Nancy to get a tray +ready all in a minute. I do believe here’s Mr. Buxton coming to call. Oh, +Edward! go and brush your hair, and put on your Sunday jacket; here’s Mr. +Buxton just coming round. I’ll only run up and change my cap; and you say +you’ll come up and tell me, Nancy; all proper, you know.” +</p> + +<p> +“To be sure, ma’am. I’ve lived in families afore now,” said Nancy, gruffly. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, yes, I know you have. Be sure you bring in the cowslip wine. I wish I +could have stayed to decant some port.” +</p> + +<p> +Nancy and Maggie bustled about, in and out of the kitchen and dairy; and were +so deep in their preparations for Mr. Buxton’s reception that they were not +aware of the very presence of that gentleman himself on the scene. He had found +the front door open, as is the wont in country places, and had walked in; first +stopping at the empty parlor, and then finding his way to the place where +voices and sounds proclaimed that there were inhabitants. So he stood there, +stooping a little under the low-browed lintels of the kitchen door, and looking +large, and red, and warm, but with a pleased and almost amused expression of +face. +</p> + +<p> +“Lord bless me, sir! what a start you gave me!” said Nancy, as she suddenly +caught sight of him. “I’ll go and tell my missus in a minute that you’re come.” +</p> + +<p> +Off she went, leaving Maggie alone with the great, tall, broad gentleman, +smiling at her from his frame in the door-way, but never speaking. She went on +dusting a wine-glass most assiduously. +</p> + +<p> +“Well done, little girl,” came out a fine strong voice at last. “Now I think +that will do. Come and show me the parlor where I may sit down, for I’ve had a +long walk, and am very tired.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie took him into the parlor, which was always cool and fresh in the hottest +weather. It was scented by a great beau-pot filled with roses; and, besides, +the casement was open to the fragrant court. Mr. Buxton was so large, and the +parlor so small, that when he was once in, Maggie thought when he went away, he +could carry the room on his back, as a snail does its house. +</p> + +<p> +“And so, you are a notable little woman, are you?” said he, after he had +stretched himself (a very unnecessary proceeding), and unbuttoned his +waistcoat, Maggie stood near the door, uncertain whether to go or to stay. “How +bright and clean you were making that glass! Do you think you could get me some +water to fill it? Mind, it must be that very glass I saw you polishing. I shall +know it again.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was thankful to escape out of the room; and in the passage she met her +mother, who had made time to change her gown as well as her cap. Before Nancy +would allow the little girl to return with the glass of water she smoothed her +short-cut glossy hair; it was all that was needed to make her look delicately +neat. Maggie was conscientious in trying to find out the identical glass; but I +am afraid Nancy was not quite so truthful in avouching that one of the six, +exactly similar, which were now placed on the tray, was the same she had found +on the dresser, when she came back from telling her mistress of Mr. Buxton’s +arrival. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie carried in the water, with a shy pride in the clearness of the glass. +Her mother was sitting on the edge of her chair, speaking in unusually fine +language, and with a higher pitched voice than common. Edward, in all his +Sunday glory, was standing by Mr. Buxton, looking happy and conscious. But when +Maggie came in, Mr. Buxton made room for her between Edward and himself, and, +while she went on talking, lifted her on to his knee. She sat there as on a +pinnacle of honor; but as she durst not nestle up to him, a chair would have +been the more comfortable seat. +</p> + +<p> +“As founder’s line, I have a right of presentation; and for my dear old +friend’s sake” (here Mrs. Browne wiped her eyes), “I am truly glad of it; my +young friend will have a little form of examination to go through; and then we +shall see him carrying every prize before him, I have no doubt. Thank you, just +a little of your sparkling cowslip wine. Ah! this gingerbread is like the +gingerbread I had when I was a boy. My little lady here must learn the receipt, +and make me some. Will she?” +</p> + +<p> +“Speak to Mr. Buxton, child, who is kind to your brother. You will make him +some gingerbread, I am sure.” +</p> + +<p> +“If I may,” said Maggie, hanging down her head. +</p> + +<p> +“Or, I’ll tell you what. Suppose you come to my house, and teach us how to make +it there; and then, you know, we could always be making gingerbread when we +were not eating it. That would be best, I think. Must I ask mamma to bring you +down to Combehurst, and let us all get acquainted together? I have a great boy +and a little girl at home, who will like to see you, I’m sure. And we have got +a pony for you to ride on, and a peacock and guinea fowls, and I don’t know +what all. Come, madam, let me persuade you. School begins in three weeks. Let +us fix a day before then.” +</p> + +<p> +“Do mamma,” said Edward. +</p> + +<p> +“I am not in spirits for visiting,” Mrs. Browne answered. But the quick +children detected a hesitation in her manner of saying the oft spoken words, +and had hopes, if only Mr. Buxton would persevere in his invitation. +</p> + +<p> +“Your not visiting is the very reason why you are not in spirits. A little +change, and a few neighborly faces, would do you good, I’ll be bound. Besides, +for the children’s sake you should not live too secluded a life. Young people +should see a little of the world.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne was much obliged to Mr. Buxton for giving her so decent an excuse +for following her inclination, which, it must be owned, tended to the +acceptance of the invitation. So, “for the children’s sake,” she consented. But +she sighed, as if making a sacrifice. +</p> + +<p> +“That’s right,” said Mr. Buxton. “Now for the day.” +</p> + +<p> +It was fixed that they should go on that day week; and after some further +conversation about the school at which Edward was to be placed, and some more +jokes about Maggie’s notability, and an inquiry if she would come and live with +him the next time he wanted a housemaid, Mr. Buxton took his leave. +</p> + +<p> +His visit had been an event; and they made no great attempt at settling again +that day to any of their usual employments. In the first place, Nancy came in +to hear and discuss all the proposed plans. Ned, who was uncertain whether to +like or dislike the prospect of school, was very much offended by the old +servant’s remark, on first hearing of the project. +</p> + +<p> +“It’s time for him. He’ll learn his place there, which, it strikes me, he and +others too are apt to forget at home.” +</p> + +<p> +Then followed discussions and arrangements respecting his clothes. And then +they came to the plan of spending a day at Mr. Buxton’s, which Mrs. Browne was +rather shy of mentioning, having a sort of an idea of inconstancy and guilt +connected with the thought of mingling with the world again. However, Nancy +approved: “It was quite right,” and “just as it should be,” and “good for the +children.” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes; it was on their account I did it, Nancy,” said Mrs. Browne. +</p> + +<p> +“How many children has Mr. Buxton?” asked Edward. +</p> + +<p> +“Only one. Frank, I think, they call him. But you must say Master Buxton; be +sure.” +</p> + +<p> +“Who is the little girl, then,” asked Maggie, “who sits with them in church?” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! that’s little Miss Harvey, his niece, and a great fortune.” +</p> + +<p> +“They do say he never forgave her mother till the day of her death,” remarked +Nancy. +</p> + +<p> +“Then they tell stories, Nancy!” replied Mrs. Browne (it was she herself who +had said it; but that was before Mr. Buxton’s call). For d’ye think his sister +would have left him guardian to her child, if they were not on good terms?” +</p> + +<p> +“Well! I only know what folks say. And, for sure, he took a spite at Mr. Harvey +for no reason on earth; and every one knows he never spoke to him.” +</p> + +<p> +“He speaks very kindly and pleasantly,” put in Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Ay; and I’m not saying but what he is a very good, kind man in the main. But +he has his whims, and keeps hold on ’em when he’s got ’em. There’s them pies +burning, and I’m talking here!” +</p> + +<p> +When Nancy had returned to her kitchen, Mrs. Browne called Maggie up stairs, to +examine what clothes would be needed for Edward. And when they were up, she +tried on the black satin gown, which had been her visiting dress ever since she +was married, and which she intended should replace the old, worn-out bombazine +on the day of the visit to Combehurst. +</p> + +<p> +“For Mrs. Buxton is a real born lady,” said she; “and I should like to be well +dressed, to do her honor.” +</p> + +<p> +“I did not know there was a Mrs. Buxton,” said Maggie. “She is never at +church.” +</p> + +<p> +“No; she is but delicate and weakly, and never leaves the house. I think her +maid told me she never left her room now.” +</p> + +<p> +The Buxton family, root and branch, formed the _pièce de résistance_ in the +conversation between Mrs. Browne and her children for the next week. As the day +drew near, Maggie almost wished to stay at home, so impressed was she with the +awfulness of the visit. Edward felt bold in the idea of a new suit of clothes, +which had been ordered for the occasion, and for school afterwards. Mrs. Browne +remembered having heard the rector say, “A woman never looked so lady-like as +when she wore black satin,” and kept her spirits up with that observation; but +when she saw how worn it was at the elbows, she felt rather depressed, and +unequal to visiting. Still, for her children’s sake, she would do much. +</p> + +<p> +After her long day’s work was ended, Nancy sat up at her sewing. She had found +out that among all the preparations, none were going on for Margaret; and she +had used her influence over her mistress (who half-liked and half-feared, and +entirely depended upon her) to obtain from her an old gown, which she had taken +to pieces, and washed and scoured, and was now making up, in a way a little +old-fashioned to be sure; but, on the whole, it looked so nice when completed +and put on, that Mrs. Browne gave Maggie a strict lecture about taking great +care of such a handsome frock and forgot that she had considered the gown from +which it had been made as worn out and done for. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p> +At length they were dressed, and Nancy stood on the court-steps, shading her +eyes, and looking after them, as they climbed the heathery slope leading to +Combehurst. +</p> + +<p> +“I wish she’d take her hand sometimes, just to let her know the feel of her +mother’s hand. Perhaps she will, at least after Master Edward goes to school.” +</p> + +<p> +As they went along, Mrs. Browne gave the children a few rules respecting +manners and etiquette. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! you must sit as upright as ever you can; make your back flat, child, +and don’t poke. If I cough, you must draw up. I shall cough whenever I see you +do anything wrong, and I shall be looking at you all day; so remember. You hold +yourself very well, Edward. If Mr. Buxton asks you, you may have a glass of +wine, because you’re a boy. But mind and say, ‘Your good health, sir,’ before +you drink it.” +</p> + +<p> +“I’d rather not have the wine if I’m to say that,” said Edward, bluntly. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, nonsense! my dear. You’d wish to be like a gentleman, I’m sure.” +</p> + +<p> +Edward muttered something which was inaudible. His mother went on: +</p> + +<p> +Of course you’ll never think of being helped more than twice. Twice of meat, +twice of pudding, is the genteel thing. You may take less, but never more.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, mamma! how beautiful Combehurst spire is, with that dark cloud behind it!” +exclaimed Maggie, as they came in sight of the town. +</p> + +<p> +“You’ve no business with Combehurst spire when I’m speaking to you. I’m talking +myself out of breath to teach you how to behave, and there you go looking after +clouds, and such like rubbish. I’m ashamed of you.” +</p> + +<p> +Although Maggie walked quietly by her mother’s side all the rest of the way, +Mrs. Browne was too much offended to resume her instructions on good-breeding. +Maggie might be helped three times if she liked: she had done with her. +</p> + +<p> +They were very early. When they drew near the bridge, they were met by a tall, +fine-looking boy, leading a beautiful little Shetland pony, with a side-saddle +on it. He came up to Mrs. Browne, and addressed her. +</p> + +<p> +“My father thought your little girl would be tired, and he told me to bring my +cousin Erminia’s pony for her. It’s as quiet as can be.” +</p> + +<p> +Now this was rather provoking to Mrs. Browne, as she chose to consider Maggie +in disgrace. However, there was no help for it: all she could do was to spoil +the enjoyment as far as possible, by looking and speaking in a cold manner, +which often chilled Maggie’s little heart, and took all the zest out of the +pleasure now. It was in vain that Frank Buxton made the pony trot and canter; +she still looked sad and grave. +</p> + +<p> +“Little dull thing!” he thought; but he was as kind and considerate as a +gentlemanly boy could be. +</p> + +<p> +At last they reached Mr. Buxton’s house. It was in the main street, and the +front door opened upon it by a flight of steps. Wide on each side extended the +stone-coped windows. It was in reality a mansion, and needed not the +neighboring contrast of the cottages on either side to make it look imposing. +When they went in, they entered a large hall, cool even on that burning July +day, with a black and white flag floor, and old settees round the walls, and +great jars of curious china, which were filled with pot-pourrie. The dusky +gloom was pleasant, after the glare of the street outside; and the requisite +light and cheerfulness were given by the peep into the garden, framed, as it +were, by the large door-way that opened into it. There were roses, and +sweet-peas, and poppies—a rich mass of color, which looked well, set in the +somewhat sombre coolness of the hall. All the house told of wealth—wealth which +had accumulated for generations, and which was shown in a sort of comfortable, +grand, unostentatious way. Mr. Buxton’s ancestors had been yeomen; but, two or +three generations back, they might, if ambitious, have taken their place as +country gentry, so much had the value of their property increased, and so great +had been the amount of their savings. They, however, continued to live in the +old farm till Mr. Buxton’s grandfather built the house in Combehurst of which I +am speaking, and then he felt rather ashamed of what he had done; it seemed +like stepping out of his position. He and his wife always sat in the best +kitchen; and it was only after his son’s marriage that the entertaining rooms +were furnished. Even then they were kept with closed shutters and bagged-up +furniture during the lifetime of the old couple, who, nevertheless, took a +pride in adding to the rich-fashioned ornaments and grand old china of the +apartments. But they died, and were gathered to their fathers, and young Mr. +and Mrs. Buxton (aged respectively fifty-one and forty-five) reigned in their +stead. They had the good taste to make no sudden change; but gradually the +rooms assumed an inhabited appearance, and their son and daughter grew up in +the enjoyment of great wealth, and no small degree of refinement. But as yet +they held back modestly from putting themselves in any way on a level with the +county people. Lawrence Buxton was sent to the same school as his father had +been before him; and the notion of his going to college to complete his +education was, after some deliberation, negatived. In process of time he +succeeded his father, and married a sweet, gentle lady, of a decayed and very +poor county family, by whom he had one boy before she fell into delicate +health. His sister had married a man whose character was worse than his +fortune, and had been left a widow. Everybody thought her husband’s death a +blessing; but she loved him, in spite of negligence and many grosser faults; +and so, not many years after, she died, leaving her little daughter to her +brother’s care, with many a broken-voiced entreaty that he would never speak a +word against the dead father of her child. So the little Erminia was taken home +by her self-reproaching uncle, who felt now how hardly he had acted towards his +sister in breaking off all communication with her on her ill-starred marriage. +</p> + +<p> +“Where is Erminia, Frank?” asked his father, speaking over Maggie’s shoulder, +while he still held her hand. “I want to take Mrs. Browne to your mother. I +told Erminia to be here to welcome this little girl.” +</p> + +<p> +“I’ll take her to Minnie; I think she’s in the garden. I’ll come back to you,” +nodding to Edward, “directly, and then we will go to the rabbits.” +</p> + +<p> +So Frank and Maggie left the great lofty room, full of strange rare things, and +rich with books, and went into the sunny scented garden, which stretched far +and wide behind the house. Down one of the walks, with a hedge of roses on +either side, came a little tripping fairy, with long golden ringlets, and a +complexion like a china rose. With the deep blue of the summer sky behind her, +Maggie thought she looked like an angel. She neither hastened nor slackened her +pace when she saw them, but came on with the same dainty light prancing step. +</p> + +<p> +“Make haste, Minnie,” cried Frank. +</p> + +<p> +But Minnie stopped to gather a rose. +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t stay with me,” said Maggie, softly, although she had held his hand like +that of a friend, and did not feel that the little fairy’s manner was +particularly cordial or gracious. Frank took her at her word, and ran off to +Edward. +</p> + +<p> +Erminia came a little quicker when she saw that Maggie was left alone; but for +some time after they were together, they had nothing to say to each other. +Erminia was easily impressed by the pomps and vanities of the world; and +Maggie’s new handsome frock seemed to her made of old ironed brown silk. And +though Maggie’s voice was soft, with a silver ringing sound in it, she +pronounced her words in Nancy’s broad country way. Her hair was cut short all +round; her shoes were thick, and clumped as she walked. Erminia patronized her, +and thought herself very kind and condescending; but they were not particularly +friendly. The visit promised to be more honorable than agreeable, and Maggie +almost wished herself at home again. Dinner-time came. Mrs. Buxton dined in her +own room. Mr. Buxton was hearty, and jovial, and pressing; he almost scolded +Maggie because she would not take more than twice of his favorite pudding: but +she remembered what her mother had said, and that she would be watched all day; +and this gave her a little prim, quaint manner, very different from her usual +soft charming unconsciousness. She fancied that Edward and Master Buxton were +just as little at their ease with each other as she and Miss Harvey. Perhaps +this feeling on the part of the boys made all four children unite after dinner. +</p> + +<p> +“Let us go to the swing in the shrubbery,” said Frank, after a little +consideration; and off they ran. Frank proposed that he and Edward should swing +the two little girls; and for a time all went on very well. But by-and-by +Edward thought, that Maggie had had enough, and that he should like a turn; and +Maggie, at his first word, got out. +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t you like swinging?” asked Erminia. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! but Edward would like it now.” And Edward accordingly took her place. +Frank turned away, and would not swing him. Maggie strove hard to do it, but he +was heavy, and the swing bent unevenly. He scolded her for what she could not +help, and at last jumped out so roughly, that the seat hit Maggie’s face, and +knocked her down. When she got up, her lips quivered with pain, but she did not +cry; she only looked anxiously at her frock. There was a great rent across the +front breadth. Then she did shed tears—tears of fright. What would her mother +say? +</p> + +<p> +Erminia saw her crying. +</p> + +<p> +“Are you hurt?” said she, kindly. “Oh, how your cheek is swelled! What a rude, +cross boy your brother is!” +</p> + +<p> +“I did not know he was going to jump out. I am not crying because I am hurt, +but because of this great rent in my nice new frock. Mamma will be so +displeased.” +</p> + +<p> +“Is it a new frock?” asked Erminia. +</p> + +<p> +“It is a new one for me. Nancy has sat up several nights to make it. Oh! what +shall I do?” +</p> + +<p> +Erminia’s little heart was softened by such excessive poverty. A best frock +made of shabby old silk! She put her arms round Maggie’s neck, and said: +</p> + +<p> +“Come with me; we will go to my aunt’s dressing-room, and Dawson will give me +some silk, and I’ll help you to mend it.” +</p> + +<p> +“That’s a kind little Minnie,” said Frank. Ned had turned sulkily away. I do +not think the boys were ever cordial again that day; for, as Frank said to his +mother, “Ned might have said he was sorry; but he is a regular tyrant to that +little brown mouse of a sister of his.” +</p> + +<p> +Erminia and Maggie went, with their arms round each other’s necks, to Mrs. +Buxton’s dressing-room. The misfortune had made them friends. Mrs. Buxton lay +on the sofa; so fair and white and colorless, in her muslin dressing-gown, that +when Maggie first saw the lady lying with her eyes shut, her heart gave a +start, for she thought she was dead. But she opened her large languid eyes, and +called them to her, and listened to their story with interest. +</p> + +<p> +“Dawson is at tea. Look, Minnie, in my work-box; there is some silk there. Take +off your frock, my dear, and bring it here, and let me see how it can be +mended.” +</p> + +<p> +“Aunt Buxton,” whispered Erminia, “do let me give her one of my frocks. This is +such an old thing.” +</p> + +<p> +“No, love. I’ll tell you why afterwards,” answered Mrs. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +She looked at the rent, and arranged it nicely for the little girls to mend. +Erminia helped Maggie with right good will. As they sat on the floor, Mrs. +Buxton thought what a pretty contrast they made; Erminia, dazzlingly fair, with +her golden ringlets, and her pale-blue frock; Maggie’s little round white +shoulders peeping out of her petticoat; her brown hair as glossy and smooth as +the nuts that it resembled in color; her long black eye-lashes drooping over +her clear smooth cheek, which would have given the idea of delicacy, but for +the coral lips that spoke of perfect health: and when she glanced up, she +showed long, liquid, dark-gray eyes. The deep red of the curtain behind, threw +out these two little figures well. +</p> + +<p> +Dawson came up. She was a grave elderly person, of whom Erminia was far more +afraid than she was of her aunt; but at Mrs. Buxton’s desire she finished +mending the frock for Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton has asked some of your mamma’s old friends to tea, as I am not able +to go down. But I think, Dawson, I must have these two little girls to tea with +me. Can you be very quiet, my dears; or shall you think it dull?” +</p> + +<p> +They gladly accepted the invitation; and Erminia promised all sorts of fanciful +promises as to quietness; and went about on her tiptoes in such a labored +manner, that Mrs. Buxton begged her at last not to try and be quiet, as she +made much less noise when she did not. It was the happiest part of the day to +Maggie. Something in herself was so much in harmony with Mrs. Buxton’s sweet, +resigned gentleness, that it answered like an echo, and the two understood each +other strangely well. They seemed like old friends, Maggie, who was reserved at +home because no one cared to hear what she had to say, opened out, and told +Erminia and Mrs. Buxton all about her way of spending her day, and described +her home. +</p> + +<p> +“How odd!” said Erminia. “I have ridden that way on Abdel-Kadr, and never seen +your house.” +</p> + +<p> +“It is like the place the Sleeping Beauty lived in; people sometimes seem to go +round it and round it, and never find it. But unless you follow a little +sheep-track, which seems to end at a gray piece of rock, you may come within a +stone’s throw of the chimneys and never see them. I think you would think it so +pretty. Do you ever come that way, ma’am?” +</p> + +<p> +“No, love,” answered Mrs. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +“But will you some time?” +</p> + +<p> +“I am afraid I shall never be able to go out again,” said Mrs. Buxton, in a +voice which, though low, was very cheerful. Maggie thought how sad a lot was +here before her; and by-and-by she took a little stool, and sat by Mrs. +Buxton’s sofa, and stole her hand into hers. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne was in full tide of pride and happiness down stairs. Mr. Buxton had +a number of jokes; which would have become dull from repetition (for he worked +a merry idea threadbare before he would let it go), had it not been for his +jovial blandness and good-nature. He liked to make people happy, and, as far as +bodily wants went, he had a quick perception of what was required. He sat like +a king (for, excepting the rector, there was not another gentleman of his +standing at Combehurst), among six or seven ladies, who laughed merrily at all +his sayings, and evidently thought Mrs. Browne had been highly honored in +having been asked to dinner as well as to tea. In the evening, the carriage was +ordered to take her as far as a carriage could go; and there was a little +mysterious handshaking between her host and herself on taking leave, which made +her very curious for the lights of home by which to examine a bit of rustling +paper that had been put in her hand with some stammered-out words about Edward. +</p> + +<p> +When every one had gone, there was a little gathering in Mrs. Buxton’s +dressing-room. Husband, son and niece, all came to give her their opinions on +the day and the visitors. +</p> + +<p> +“Good Mrs. Browne is a little tiresome,” said Mr. Buxton, yawning. “Living in +that moorland hole, I suppose. However, I think she has enjoyed her day; and +we’ll ask her down now and then, for Browne’s sake. Poor Browne! What a good +man he was!” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t like that boy at all,” said Frank. “I beg you’ll not ask him again +while I’m at home: he is so selfish and self-important; and yet he’s a bit +snobbish now and then. Mother! I know what you mean by that look. Well! if I am +self-important sometimes, I’m not a snob.” +</p> + +<p> +“Little Maggie is very nice,” said Erminia. “What a pity she has not a new +frock! Was not she good about it, Frank, when she tore it?” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes, she’s a nice little thing enough, if she does not get all spirit cowed +out of her by that brother. I’m thankful that he is going to school.” +</p> + +<p> +When Mrs. Browne heard where Maggie had drank tea, she was offended. She had +only sat with Mrs. Buxton for an hour before dinner. If Mrs. Buxton could bear +the noise of children, she could not think why she shut herself up in that +room, and gave herself such airs. She supposed it was because she was the +granddaughter of Sir Henry Biddulph that she took upon herself to have such +whims, and not sit at the head of her table, or make tea for her company in a +civil decent way. Poor Mr. Buxton! What a sad life for a merry, light-hearted +man to have such a wife! It was a good thing for him to have agreeable society +sometimes. She thought he looked a deal better for seeing his friends. He must +be sadly moped with that sickly wife. +</p> + +<p> +(If she had been clairvoyante at that moment, she might have seen Mr. Buxton +tenderly chafing his wife’s hands, and feeling in his innermost soul a wonder +how one so saint-like could ever have learnt to love such a boor as he was; it +was the wonderful mysterious blessing of his life. So little do we know of the +inner truths of the households, where we come and go like intimate guests!) +</p> + +<p> +Maggie could not bear to hear Mrs. Buxton spoken of as a fine lady assuming +illness. Her heart beat hard as she spoke. “Mamma! I am sure she is really ill. +Her lips kept going so white; and her hand was so burning hot all the time that +I held it.” +</p> + +<p> +“Have you been holding Mrs. Buxton’s hand? Where were your manners? You are a +little forward creature, and ever were. But don’t pretend to know better than +your elders. It is no use telling me Mrs. Buxton is ill, and she able to bear +the noise of children.” +</p> + +<p> +“I think they are all a pack of set-up people, and that Frank Buxton is the +worst of all,” said Edward. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie’s heart sank within her to hear this cold, unkind way of talking over +the friends who had done so much to make their day happy. She had never before +ventured into the world, and did not know how common and universal is the +custom of picking to pieces those with whom we have just been associating; and +so it pained her. She was a little depressed, too, with the idea that she +should never see Mrs. Buxton and the lovely Erminia again. Because no future +visit or intercourse had been spoken about, she fancied it would never take +place; and she felt like the man in the Arabian Nights, who caught a glimpse of +the precious stones and dazzling glories of the cavern, which was immediately +after closed, and shut up into the semblance of hard, barren rock. She tried to +recall the house. Deep blue, crimson red, warm brown draperies, were so +striking after the light chintzes of her own house; and the effect of a suite +of rooms opening out of each other was something quite new to the little girl; +the apartments seemed to melt away into vague distance, like the dim endings of +the arched aisles in church. But most of all she tried to recall Mrs. Buxton’s +face; and Nancy had at last to put away her work, and come to bed, in order to +soothe the poor child, who was crying at the thought that Mrs. Buxton would +soon die, and that she should never see her again. Nancy loved Maggie dearly, +and felt no jealousy of this warm admiration of the unknown lady. She listened +to her story and her fears till the sobs were hushed; and the moon fell through +the casement on the white closed eyelids of one, who still sighed in her sleep. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p> +In three weeks, the day came for Edward’s departure. A great cake and a parcel +of gingerbread soothed his sorrows on leaving home. +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t cry, Maggie!” said he to her on the last morning; “you see I don’t. +Christmas will soon be here, and I dare say I shall find time to write to you +now and then. Did Nancy put any citron in the cake?” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie wished she might accompany her mother to Combehurst to see Edward off by +the coach; but it was not to be. She went with them, without her bonnet, as far +as her mother would allow her; and then she sat down, and watched their +progress for a long, long way. She was startled by the sound of a horse’s feet, +softly trampling through the long heather. It was Frank Buxton’s. +</p> + +<p> +“My father thought Mrs. Browne would like to see the Woodchester Herald. Is +Edward gone?” said he, noticing her sad face. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! he is just gone down the hill to the coach. I dare say you can see him +crossing the bridge, soon. I did so want to have gone with him,” answered she, +looking wistfully toward the town. +</p> + +<p> +Frank felt sorry for her, left alone to gaze after her brother, whom, strange +as it was, she evidently regretted. After a minute’s silence, he said: +</p> + +<p> +“You liked riding the other day. Would you like a ride now? Rhoda is very +gentle, if you can sit on my saddle. Look! I’ll shorten the stirrup. There now; +there’s a brave little girl! I’ll lead her very carefully. Why, Erminia durst +not ride without a side-saddle! I’ll tell you what; I’ll bring the newspaper +every Wednesday till I go to school, and you shall have a ride. Only I wish we +had a side-saddle for Rhoda. Or, if Erminia will let me, I’ll bring Abdel-Kadr, +the little Shetland you rode the other day.” +</p> + +<p> +“But will Mr. Buxton let you?” asked Maggie, half delighted—half afraid. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, my father! to be sure he will. I have him in very good order.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was rather puzzled by this way of speaking. +</p> + +<p> +“When do you go to school?” asked she. +</p> + +<p> +“Toward the end of August; I don’t know the day.” +</p> + +<p> +“Does Erminia go to school?” +</p> + +<p> +“No. I believe she will soon though, if mamma does not get better.” Maggie +liked the change of voice, as he spoke of his mother. +</p> + +<p> +“There, little lady! now jump down. Famous! you’ve a deal of spirit, you little +brown mouse.” +</p> + +<p> +Nancy came out, with a wondering look, to receive Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“It is Mr. Frank Buxton,” said she, by way of an introduction. “He has brought +mamma the newspaper.” +</p> + +<p> +“Will you walk in, sir, and rest? I can tie up your horse.” +</p> + +<p> +“No, thank you,” said he, “I must be off. Don’t forget, little mousey, that you +are to ready for another ride next Wednesday.” And away he went. +</p> + +<p> +It needed a good deal of Nancy’s diplomacy to procure Maggie this pleasure; +although I don’t know why Mrs. Browne should have denied it, for the circle +they went was always within sight of the knoll in front of the house, if any +one cared enough about the matter to mount it, and look after them. Frank and +Maggie got great friends in these rides. Her fearlessness delighted and +surprised him, she had seemed so cowed and timid at first. But she was only so +with people, as he found out before holidays ended. He saw her shrink from +particular looks and inflexions of voice of her mother’s; and learnt to read +them, and dislike Mrs. Browne accordingly, notwithstanding all her sugary +manner toward himself. The result of his observations he communicated to his +mother, and in consequence, he was the bearer of a most civil and ceremonious +message from Mrs. Buxton to Mrs. Browne, to the effect that the former would be +much obliged to the latter if she would allow Maggie to ride down occasionally +with the groom, who would bring the newspapers on the Wednesdays (now Frank was +going to school), and to spend the afternoon with Erminia. Mrs. Browne +consented, proud of the honor, and yet a little annoyed that no mention was +made of herself. When Frank had bid good-bye, and fairly disappeared, she +turned to Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“You must not set yourself up if you go among these fine folks. It is their way +of showing attention to your father and myself. And you must mind and work +doubly hard on Thursdays to make up for playing on Wednesdays.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was in a flush of sudden color, and a happy palpitation of her +fluttering little heart. She could hardly feel any sorrow that the kind Frank +was going away, so brimful was she of the thoughts of seeing his mother; who +had grown strangely associated in her dreams, both sleeping and waking, with +the still calm marble effigies that lay for ever clasping their hands in prayer +on the altar-tombs in Combehurst church. All the week was one happy season of +anticipation. She was afraid her mother was secretly irritated at her natural +rejoicing; and so she did not speak to her about it, but she kept awake till +Nancy came to bed, and poured into her sympathizing ears every detail, real or +imaginary, of her past or future intercourse with Mrs. Buxton, and the old +servant listened with interest, and fell into the custom of picturing the +future with the ease and simplicity of a child. +</p> + +<p> +“Suppose, Nancy! only suppose, you know, that she did die. I don’t mean really +die, but go into a trance like death; she looked as if she was in one when I +first saw her; I would not leave her, but I would sit by her, and watch her, +and watch her.” +</p> + +<p> +“Her lips would be always fresh and red,” interrupted Nancy. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes, I know you’ve told me before how they keep red—I should look at them +quite steadily; I would try never to go to sleep.” +</p> + +<p> +“The great thing would be to have air-holes left in the coffin.” But Nancy felt +the little girl creep close to her at the grim suggestion, and, with the tact +of love, she changed the subject. +</p> + +<p> +“Or supposing we could hear of a doctor who could charm away illness. There +were such in my young days; but I don’t think people are so knowledgeable now. +Peggy Jackson, that lived near us when I was a girl, was cured of a waste by a +charm.” +</p> + +<p> +“What is a waste, Nancy?” +</p> + +<p> +“It is just a pining away. Food does not nourish nor drink strengthen them, but +they just fade off, and grow thinner and thinner, till their shadow looks gray +instead of black at noonday; but he cured her in no time by a charm.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, if we could find him.” +</p> + +<p> +“Lass, he’s dead, and she’s dead, too, long ago!” +</p> + +<p> +While Maggie was in imagination going over moor and fell, into the hollows of +the distant mysterious hills, where she imagined all strange beasts and weird +people to haunt, she fell asleep. +</p> + +<p> +Such were the fanciful thoughts which were engendered in the little girl’s mind +by her secluded and solitary life. It was more solitary than ever, now that +Edward was gone to school. The house missed his loud cheerful voice, and +bursting presence. There seemed much less to be done, now that his numerous +wants no longer called for ministration and attendance. Maggie did her task of +work on her own gray rock; but as it was sooner finished, now that he was not +there to interrupt and call her off, she used to stray up the Fell Lane at the +back of the house; a little steep stony lane, more like stairs cut in the rock +than what we, in the level land, call a lane: it reached on to the wide and +open moor, and near its termination there was a knotted thorn-tree; the only +tree for apparent miles. Here the sheep crouched under the storms, or stood and +shaded themselves in the noontide heat. The ground was brown with their cleft +round foot-marks; and tufts of wool were hung on the lower part of the stem, +like votive offerings on some shrine. Here Maggie used to come and sit and +dream in any scarce half-hour of leisure. Here she came to cry, when her little +heart was overfull at her mother’s sharp fault-finding, or when bidden to keep +out of the way, and not be troublesome. She used to look over the swelling +expanse of moor, and the tears were dried up by the soft low-blowing wind which +came sighing along it. She forgot her little home griefs to wonder why a +brown-purple shadow always streaked one particular part in the fullest +sunlight; why the cloud-shadows always seemed to be wafted with a sidelong +motion; or she would imagine what lay beyond those old gray holy hills, which +seemed to bear up the white clouds of Heaven on which the angels flew abroad. +Or she would look straight up through the quivering air, as long as she could +bear its white dazzling, to try and see God’s throne in that unfathomable and +infinite depth of blue. She thought she should see it blaze forth sudden and +glorious, if she were but full of faith. She always came down from the thorn, +comforted, and meekly gentle. +</p> + +<p> +But there was danger of the child becoming dreamy, and finding her pleasure in +life in reverie, not in action, or endurance, or the holy rest which comes +after both, and prepares for further striving or bearing. Mrs. Buxton’s +kindness prevented this danger just in time. It was partly out of interest in +Maggie, but also partly to give Erminia a companion, that she wished the former +to come down to Combehurst. +</p> + +<p> +When she was on these visits, she received no regular instruction; and yet all +the knowledge, and most of the strength of her character, was derived from +these occasional hours. It is true her mother had given her daily lessons in +reading, writing, and arithmetic; but both teacher and taught felt these more +as painful duties to be gone through, than understood them as means to an end. +The “There! child; now that’s done with,” of relief, from Mrs. Browne, was +heartily echoed in Maggie’s breast, as the dull routine was concluded. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Buxton did not make a set labor of teaching; I suppose she felt that much +was learned from her superintendence, but she never thought of doing or saying +anything with a latent idea of its indirect effect upon the little girls, her +companions. She was simply herself; she even confessed (where the confession +was called for) to short-comings, to faults, and never denied the force of +temptations, either of those which beset little children, or of those which +occasionally assailed herself. Pure, simple, and truthful to the heart’s core, +her life, in its uneventful hours and days, spoke many homilies. Maggie, who +was grave, imaginative, and somewhat quaint, took pains in finding words to +express the thoughts to which her solitary life had given rise, secure of Mrs. +Buxton’s ready understanding and sympathy. +</p> + +<p> +“You are so like a cloud,” said she to Mrs. Buxton. “Up at the Thorn-tree, it +was quite curious how the clouds used to shape themselves, just according as I +was glad or sorry. I have seen the same clouds, that, when I came up first, +looked like a heap of little snow-hillocks over babies’ graves, turn, as soon +as I grew happier, to a sort of long bright row of angels. And you seem always +to have had some sorrow when I am sad, and turn bright and hopeful as soon as I +grow glad. Dear Mrs. Buxton! I wish Nancy knew you.” +</p> + +<p> +The gay, volatile, willful, warm-hearted Erminia was less earnest in all +things. Her childhood had been passed amid the distractions of wealth; and +passionately bent upon the attainment of some object at one moment, the next +found her angry at being reminded of the vanished anxiety she had shown but a +moment before. Her life was a shattered mirror; every part dazzling and +brilliant, but wanting the coherency and perfection of a whole. Mrs. Buxton +strove to bring her to a sense of the beauty of completeness, and the relation +which qualities and objects bear to each other; but in all her striving she +retained hold of the golden clue of sympathy. She would enter into Erminia’s +eagerness, if the object of it varied twenty times a day; but by-and-by, in her +own mild, sweet, suggestive way, she would place all these objects in their +right and fitting places, as they were worthy of desire. I do not know how it +was, but all discords, and disordered fragments, seemed to fall into harmony +and order before her presence. +</p> + +<p> +She had no wish to make the two little girls into the same kind of pattern +character. They were diverse as the lily and the rose. But she tried to give +stability and earnestness to Erminia; while she aimed to direct Maggie’s +imagination, so as to make it a great minister to high ends, instead of simply +contributing to the vividness and duration of a reverie. +</p> + +<p> +She told her tales of saints and martyrs, and all holy heroines, who forgot +themselves, and strove only to be “ministers of Him, to do His pleasure.” The +tears glistened in the eyes of hearer and speaker, while she spoke in her low, +faint voice, which was almost choked at times when she came to the noblest part +of all. +</p> + +<p> +But when she found that Maggie was in danger of becoming too little a dweller +in the present, from the habit of anticipating the occasion for some great +heroic action, she spoke of other heroines. She told her how, though the lives +of these women of old were only known to us through some striking glorious +deed, they yet must have built up the temple of their perfection by many +noiseless stories; how, by small daily offerings laid on the altar, they must +have obtained their beautiful strength for the crowning sacrifice. And then she +would turn and speak of those whose names will never be blazoned on earth—some +poor maid-servant, or hard-worked artisan, or weary governess—who have gone on +through life quietly, with holy purposes in their hearts, to which they gave up +pleasure and ease, in a soft, still, succession of resolute days. She quoted +those lines of George Herbert’s: +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“All may have,<br/> +If they dare choose, a glorious life, or grave.” +</p> + +<p> +And Maggie’s mother was disappointed because Mrs. Buxton had never offered to +teach her “to play on the piano,” which was to her the very head and front of a +genteel education. Maggie, in all her time of yearning to become Joan of Arc, +or some great heroine, was unconscious that she herself showed no little +heroism, in bearing meekly what she did every day from her mother. It was hard +to be questioned about Mrs. Buxton, and then to have her answers turned into +subjects for contempt, and fault-finding with that sweet lady’s ways. +</p> + +<p> +When Ned came home for the holidays, he had much to tell. His mother listened +for hours to his tales; and proudly marked all that she could note of his +progress in learning. His copy-books and writing-flourishes were a sight to +behold; and his account-books contained towers and pyramids of figures. +</p> + +<p> +“Ay, ay!” said Mr. Buxton, when they were shown to him; “this is grand! when I +was a boy I could make a flying eagle with one stroke of my pen, but I never +could do all this. And yet I thought myself a fine fellow, I warrant you. And +these sums! why man! I must make you my agent. I need one, I’m sure; for though +I get an accountant every two or three years to do up my books, they somehow +have the knack of getting wrong again. Those quarries, Mrs. Browne, which every +one says are so valuable, and for the stone out of which receive orders +amounting to hundreds of pounds, what d’ye think was the profit I made last +year, according to my books?” +</p> + +<p> +“I’m sure I don’t know, sir; something very great, I’ve no doubt.” +</p> + +<p> +“Just seven-pence three farthings,” said he, bursting into a fit of merry +laughter, such as another man would have kept for the announcement of enormous +profits. “But I must manage things differently soon. Frank will want money when +he goes to Oxford, and he shall have it. I’m but a rough sort of fellow, but +Frank shall take his place as a gentleman. Aha, Miss Maggie! and where’s my +gingerbread? There you go, creeping up to Mrs. Buxton on a Wednesday, and have +never taught Cook how to make gingerbread yet. Well, Ned! and how are the +classics going on? Fine fellow, that Virgil! Let me see, how does it begin? +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +‘Arma, virumque cano, Trojae qui primus ab oris.’ +</p> + +<p> +That’s pretty well, I think, considering I’ve never opened him since I left +school thirty years ago. To be sure, I spent six hours a day at it when I was +there. Come now, I’ll puzzle you. Can you construe this? +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“Infir dealis, inoak noneis; inmud eelis, inclay noneis.” +</p> + +<p> +“To be sure I can,” said Edward, with a little contempt in his tone. “Can you +do this, sir? +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“Apud in is almi des ire,<br/> +Mimis tres i neve require,<br/> +Alo veri findit a gestis,<br/> +His miseri ne ver at restis.” +</p> + +<p> +But though Edward had made much progress, and gained three prizes, his moral +training had been little attended to. He was more tyrannical than ever, both to +his mother and Maggie. It was a drawn battle between him and Nancy, and they +kept aloof from each other as much as possible. Maggie fell into her old humble +way of submitting to his will, as long as it did not go against her conscience; +but that, being daily enlightened by her habits of pious aspiring thought, +would not allow her to be so utterly obedient as formerly. In addition to his +imperiousness, he had learned to affix the idea of cleverness to various +artifices and subterfuges which utterly revolted her by their meanness. +</p> + +<p> +“You are so set up, by being intimate with Erminia, that you won’t do a thing I +tell you; you are as selfish and self-willed as”—he made a pause. Maggie was +ready to cry. +</p> + +<p> +“I will do anything, Ned, that is right.” +</p> + +<p> +“Well! and I tell you this is right.” +</p> + +<p> +“How can it be?” said she, sadly, almost wishing to be convinced. +</p> + +<p> +“How—why it is, and that’s enough for you. You must always have a reason for +everything now. You are not half so nice as you were. Unless one chops logic +with you, and convinces you by a long argument, you’ll do nothing. Be obedient, +I tell you. That is what a woman has to be.” +</p> + +<p> +“I could be obedient to some people, without knowing their reasons, even though +they told me to do silly things,” said Maggie, half to herself. +</p> + +<p> +“I should like to know to whom,” said Edward, scornfully. +</p> + +<p> +“To Don Quixote,” answered she, seriously; for, indeed, he was present in her +mind just then, and his noble, tender, melancholy character had made a strong +impression there. +</p> + +<p> +Edward stared at her for a moment, and then burst into a loud fit of laughter. +It had the good effect of restoring him to a better frame of mind. He had such +an excellent joke against his sister, that he could not be angry with her. He +called her Sancho Panza all the rest of the holidays, though she protested +against it, saying she could not bear the Squire, and disliked being called by +his name. +</p> + +<p> +Frank and Edward seemed to have a mutual antipathy to each other, and the +coldness between them was rather increased than diminished by all Mr. Buxton’s +efforts to bring them together. “Come, Frank, my lad!” said he, “don’t be so +stiff with Ned. His father was a dear friend of mine, and I’ve set my heart on +seeing you friends. You’ll have it in your power to help him on in the world.” +</p> + +<p> +But Frank answered, “He is not quite honorable, sir. I can’t bear a boy who is +not quite honorable. Boys brought up at those private schools are so full of +tricks!” +</p> + +<p> +“Nay, my lad, there thou’rt wrong. I was brought up at a private school, and no +one can say I ever dirtied my hands with a trick in my life. Good old Mr. +Thompson would have flogged the life out of a boy who did anything mean or +underhand.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p> +Summers and winters came and went, with little to mark them, except the growth +of the trees, and the quiet progress of young creatures. Erminia was sent to +school somewhere in France, to receive more regular instruction than she could +have in the house with her invalid aunt. But she came home once a year, more +lovely and elegant and dainty than ever; and Maggie thought, with truth, that +ripening years were softening down her volatility, and that her aunt’s dewlike +sayings had quietly sunk deep, and fertilized the soil. That aunt was fading +away. Maggie’s devotion added materially to her happiness; and both she and +Maggie never forgot that this devotion was to be in all things subservient to +the duty which she owed to her mother. +</p> + +<p> +“My love,” Mrs. Buxton had more than once said, “you must always recollect that +your first duty is toward your mother. You know how glad I am to see you; but I +shall always understand how it is, if you do not come. She may often want you +when neither you nor I can anticipate it.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne had no great wish to keep Maggie at home, though she liked to +grumble at her going. Still she felt that it was best, in every way, to keep on +good terms with such valuable friends; and she appreciated, in some small +degree, the advantage which her intimacy at the house was to Maggie. But yet +she could not restrain a few complaints, nor withhold from her, on her return, +a recapitulation of all the things which might have been done if she had only +been at home, and the number of times that she had been wanted; but when she +found that Maggie quietly gave up her next Wednesday’s visit as soon as she was +made aware of any necessity for her presence at home, her mother left off +grumbling, and took little or no notice of her absence. +</p> + +<p> +When the time came for Edward to leave school, he announced that he had no +intention of taking orders, but meant to become an attorney. +</p> + +<p> +“It’s such slow work,” said he to his mother. “One toils away for four or five +years, and then one gets a curacy of seventy pounds a-year, and no end of work +to do for the money. Now the work is not much harder in a lawyer’s office, and +if one has one’s wits about one, there are hundreds and thousands a-year to be +picked up with mighty little trouble.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne was very sorry for this determination. She had a great desire to +see her son a clergyman, like his father. She did not consider whether his +character was fitted for so sacred an office; she rather thought that the +profession itself, when once assumed, would purify the character; but, in fact, +his fitness or unfitness for holy orders entered little into her mind. She had +a respect for the profession, and his father had belonged to it. +</p> + +<p> +“I had rather see you a curate at seventy pounds a-year, than an attorney with +seven hundred,” replied she. “And you know your father was always asked to dine +everywhere—to places where I know they would not have asked Mr. Bish, of +Woodchester, and he makes his thousand a-year. Besides, Mr. Buxton has the next +presentation to Combehurst, and you would stand a good chance for your father’s +sake. And in the mean time you should live here, if your curacy was any way +near.” +</p> + +<p> +“I dare say! Catch me burying myself here again. My dear mother, it’s a very +respectable place for you and Maggie to live in, and I dare say you don’t find +it dull; but the idea of my quietly sitting down here is something too absurd!” +</p> + +<p> +“Papa did, and was very happy,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! after he had been at Oxford,” replied Edward, a little nonplussed by this +reference to one whose memory even the most selfish and thoughtless must have +held in respect. +</p> + +<p> +“Well! and you know you would have to go to Oxford first.” +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! I wish you would not interfere between my mother and me. I want to +have it settled and done with, and that it will never be if you keep meddling. +Now, mother, don’t you see how much better it will be for me to go into Mr. +Bish’s office? Harry Bish has spoken to his father about it.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne sighed. +</p> + +<p> +“What will Mr. Buxton say?” asked she, dolefully. +</p> + +<p> +“Say! Why don’t you see it was he who first put it into my head, by telling me +that first Christmas holidays, that I should be his agent. That would be +something, would it not? Harry Bish says he thinks a thousand a-year might be +made of it.” +</p> + +<p> +His loud, decided, rapid talking overpowered Mrs. Browne; but she resigned +herself to his wishes with more regrets than she had ever done before. It was +not the first case in which fluent declamation has taken the place of argument. +</p> + +<p> +Edward was articled to Mr. Bish, and thus gained his point. There was no one +with power to resist his wishes, except his mother and Mr. Buxton. The former +had long acknowledged her son’s will as her law; and the latter, though +surprised and almost disappointed at a change of purpose which he had never +anticipated in his plans for Edward’s benefit, gave his consent, and even +advanced some of the money requisite for the premium. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie looked upon this change with mingled feelings. She had always from a +child pictured Edward to herself as taking her father’s place. When she had +thought of him as a man, it was as contemplative, grave, and gentle, as she +remembered her father. With all a child’s deficiency of reasoning power, she +had never considered how impossible it was that a selfish, vain, and impatient +boy could become a meek, humble, and pious man, merely by adopting a profession +in which such qualities are required. But now, at sixteen, she was beginning to +understand all this. Not by any process of thought, but by something more like +a correct feeling, she perceived that Edward would never be the true minister +of Christ. So, more glad and thankful than sorry, though sorrow mingled with +her sentiments, she learned the decision that he was to be an attorney. +</p> + +<p> +Frank Buxton all this time was growing up into a young man. The hopes both of +father and mother were bound up in him; and, according to the difference in +their characters was the difference in their hopes. It seemed, indeed, probable +that Mr. Buxton, who was singularly void of worldliness or ambition for +himself, would become worldly and ambitious for his son. His hopes for Frank +were all for honor and distinction here. Mrs. Buxton’s hopes were prayers. She +was fading away, as light fades into darkness on a summer evening. No one +seemed to remark the gradual progress; but she was fully conscious of it +herself. The last time that Frank was at home from college before her death, +she knew that she should never see him again; and when he gaily left the house, +with a cheerfulness, which was partly assumed, she dragged herself with languid +steps into a room at the front of the house, from which she could watch him +down the long, straggling little street, that led to the inn from which the +coach started. As he went along, he turned to look back at his home; and there +he saw his mother’s white figure gazing after him. He could not see her wistful +eyes, but he made her poor heart give a leap of joy by turning round and +running back for one more kiss and one more blessing. +</p> + +<p> +When he next came home, it was at the sudden summons of her death. +</p> + +<p> +His father was as one distracted. He could not speak of the lost angel without +sudden bursts of tears, and oftentimes of self-upbraiding, which disturbed the +calm, still, holy ideas, which Frank liked to associate with her. He ceased +speaking to him, therefore, about their mutual loss; and it was a certain kind +of relief to both when he did so; but he longed for some one to whom he might +talk of his mother, with the quiet reverence of intense and trustful affection. +He thought of Maggie, of whom he had seen but little of late; for when he had +been at Combehurst, she had felt that Mrs. Buxton required her presence less, +and had remained more at home. Possibly Mrs. Buxton regretted this; but she +never said anything. She, far-looking, as one who was near death, foresaw that, +probably, if Maggie and her son met often in her sick-room, feelings might +arise which would militate against her husband’s hopes and plans, and which, +therefore, she ought not to allow to spring up. But she had been unable to +refrain from expressing her gratitude to Maggie for many hours of tranquil +happiness, and had unconsciously dropped many sentences which made Frank feel, +that, in the little brown mouse of former years, he was likely to meet with one +who could tell him much of the inner history of his mother in her last days, +and to whom he could speak of her without calling out the passionate sorrow +which was so little in unison with her memory. +</p> + +<p> +Accordingly, one afternoon, late in the autumn, he rode up to Mrs. Browne’s. +The air on the heights was so still that nothing seemed to stir. Now and then a +yellow leaf came floating down from the trees, detached from no outward +violence, but only because its life had reached its full limit and then ceased. +Looking down on the distant sheltered woods, they were gorgeous in orange and +crimson, but their splendor was felt to be the sign of the decaying and dying +year. Even without an inward sorrow, there was a grand solemnity in the season +which impressed the mind, and hushed it into tranquil thought. Frank rode +slowly along, and quietly dismounted at the old horse-mount, beside which there +was an iron bridle-ring fixed in the gray stone wall. He saw the casement of +the parlor-window open, and Maggie’s head bent down over her work. She looked +up as he entered the court, and his footsteps sounded on the flag-walk. She +came round and opened the door. As she stood in the door-way, speaking, he was +struck by her resemblance to some old painting. He had seen her young, calm +face, shining out with great peacefulness, and the large, grave, thoughtful +eyes, giving the character to the features which otherwise they might, from +their very regularity, have wanted. Her brown dress had the exact tint which a +painter would have admired. The slanting mellow sunlight fell upon her as she +stood; and the vine-leaves, already frost-tinted, made a rich, warm border, as +they hung over the old house-door. +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma is not well; she is gone to lie down. How are you? How is Mr. Buxton?” +</p> + +<p> +“We are both pretty well; quite well, in fact, as far as regards health. May I +come in? I want to talk to you, Maggie!” +</p> + +<p> +She opened the little parlor-door, and they went in; but for a time they were +both silent. They could not speak of her who was with them, present in their +thoughts. Maggie shut the casement, and put a log of wood on the fire. She sat +down with her back to the window; but as the flame sprang up, and blazed at the +touch of the dry wood, Frank saw that her face was wet with quiet tears. Still +her voice was even and gentle, as she answered his questions. She seemed to +understand what were the very things he would care most to hear. She spoke of +his mother’s last days; and without any word of praise (which, indeed, would +have been impertinence), she showed such a just and true appreciation of her +who was dead and gone, that he felt as if he could listen forever to the +sweet-dropping words. They were balm to his sore heart. He had thought it +possible that the suddenness of her death might have made her life incomplete, +in that she might have departed without being able to express wishes and +projects, which would now have the sacred force of commands. But he found that +Maggie, though she had never intruded herself as such, had been the depository +of many little thoughts and plans; or, if they were not expressed to her, she +knew that Mr. Buxton or Dawson was aware of what they were, though, in their +violence of early grief, they had forgotten to name them. The flickering +brightness of the flame had died away; the gloom of evening had gathered into +the room, through the open door of which the kitchen fire sent a ruddy glow, +distinctly marked against carpet and wall. Frank still sat, with his head +buried in his hands against the table, listening. +</p> + +<p> +“Tell me more,” he said, at every pause. +</p> + +<p> +“I think I have told you all now,” said Maggie, at last. “At least, it is all I +recollect at present; but if I think of anything more, I will be sure and tell +you.” +</p> + +<p> +“Thank you; do.” He was silent for some time. +</p> + +<p> +“Erminia is coming home at Christmas. She is not to go back to Paris again. She +will live with us. I hope you and she will be great friends, Maggie.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh yes,” replied she. “I think we are already. At least we were last +Christmas. You know it is a year since I have seen her.” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes; she went to Switzerland with Mademoiselle Michel, instead of coming home +the last time. Maggie, I must go, now. My father will be waiting dinner for +me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Dinner! I was going to ask if you would not stay to tea. I hear mamma stirring +about in her room. And Nancy is getting things ready, I see. Let me go and tell +mamma. She will not be pleased unless she sees you. She has been very sorry for +you all,” added she, dropping her voice. +</p> + +<p> +Before he could answer, she ran up stairs. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne came down. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Mr. Frank! Have you been sitting in the dark? Maggie, you ought to have +rung for candles! Ah! Mr. Frank, you’ve had a sad loss since I saw you here—let +me see—in the last week of September. But she was always a sad invalid; and no +doubt your loss is her gain. Poor Mr. Buxton, too! How is he? When one thinks +of him, and of her years of illness, it seems like a happy release.” +</p> + +<p> +She could have gone on for any length of time, but Frank could not bear this +ruffling up of his soothed grief, and told her that his father was expecting +him home to dinner. +</p> + +<p> +“Ah! I am sure you must not disappoint him. He’ll want a little cheerful +company more than ever now. You must not let him dwell on it, Mr. Frank, but +turn his thoughts another way by always talking of other things. I am sure if I +had some one to speak to me in a cheerful, pleasant way, when poor dear Mr. +Browne died, I should never have fretted after him as I did; but the children +were too young, and there was no one to come and divert me with any news. If +I’d been living in Combehurst, I am sure I should not have let my grief get the +better of me as I did. Could you get up a quiet rubber in the evenings, do you +think?” +</p> + +<p> +But Frank had shaken hands and was gone. As he rode home he thought much of +sorrow, and the different ways of bearing it. He decided that it was sent by +God for some holy purpose, and to call out into existence some higher good; and +he thought that if it were faithfully taken as His decree there would be no +passionate, despairing resistance to it; nor yet, if it were trustfully +acknowledged to have some wise end, should we dare to baulk it, and defraud it +by putting it on one side, and, by seeking the distractions of worldly things, +not let it do its full work. And then he returned to his conversation with +Maggie. That had been real comfort to him. What an advantage it would be to +Erminia to have such a girl for a friend and companion! +</p> + +<p> +It was rather strange that, having this thought, and having been struck, as I +said, with Maggie’s appearance while she stood in the door-way (and I may add +that this impression of her unobtrusive beauty had been deepened by several +succeeding interviews), he should reply as he did to Erminia’s remark, on first +seeing Maggie after her return from France. +</p> + +<p> +“How lovely Maggie is growing! Why, I had no idea she would ever turn out +pretty. Sweet-looking she always was; but now her style of beauty makes her +positively distinguished. Frank! speak! is not she beautiful?” +</p> + +<p> +“Do you think so?” answered he, with a kind of lazy indifference, exceedingly +gratifying to his father, who was listening with some eagerness to his answer. +That day, after dinner, Mr. Buxton began to ask his opinion of Erminia’s +appearance. +</p> + +<p> +Frank answered at once: +</p> + +<p> +“She is a dazzling little creature. Her complexion looks as if it were made of +cherries and milk; and, it must be owned, the little lady has studied the art +of dress to some purpose in Paris.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton was nearer happiness at this reply than he had ever been since his +wife’s death; for the only way he could devise to satisfy his reproachful +conscience towards his neglected and unhappy sister, was to plan a marriage +between his son and her child. He rubbed his hands and drank two extra glasses +of wine. +</p> + +<p> +“We’ll have the Brownes to dinner, as usual, next Thursday,” said he, “I am +sure your mother would have been hurt if we had omitted it; it is now nine +years since they began to come, and they have never missed one Christmas since. +Do you see any objection, Frank?” +</p> + +<p> +“None at all, sir,” answered he. “I intend to go up to town soon after +Christmas, for a week or ten days, on my way to Cambridge. Can I do anything +for you?” +</p> + +<p> +“Well, I don’t know. I think I shall go up myself some day soon. I can’t +understand all these lawyer’s letters, about the purchase of the Newbridge +estate; and I fancy I could make more sense out of it all, if I saw Mr. +Hodgson.” +</p> + +<p> +“I wish you would adopt my plan, of having an agent, sir. Your affairs are +really so complicated now, that they would take up the time of an expert man of +business. I am sure all those tenants at Dumford ought to be seen after.” +</p> + +<p> +“I do see after them. There’s never a one that dares cheat me, or that would +cheat me if they could. Most of them have lived under the Buxtons for +generations. They know that if they dared to take advantage of me, I should +come down upon them pretty smartly.” +</p> + +<p> +“Do you rely upon their attachment to your family—or on their idea of your +severity?” +</p> + +<p> +“On both. They stand me instead of much trouble in account-keeping, and those +eternal lawyers’ letters some people are always dispatching to their tenants. +When I’m cheated, Frank, I give you leave to make me have an agent, but not +till then. There’s my little Erminia singing away, and nobody to hear her.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p> +Christmas-Day was strange and sad. Mrs. Buxton had always contrived to be in +the drawing-room, ready to receive them all after dinner. Mr. Buxton tried to +do away with his thoughts of her by much talking; but every now and then he +looked wistfully toward the door. Erminia exerted herself to be as lively as +she could, in order, if possible, to fill up the vacuum. Edward, who had come +over from Woodchester for a walk, had a good deal to say; and was, +unconsciously, a great assistance with his never-ending flow of rather clever +small-talk. His mother felt proud of her son, and his new waistcoat, which was +far more conspicuously of the latest fashion than Frank’s could be said to be. +After dinner, when Mr. Buxton and the two young men were left alone, Edward +launched out still more. He thought he was impressing Frank with his knowledge +of the world, and the world’s ways. But he was doing all in his power to repel +one who had never been much attracted toward him. Worldly success was his +standard of merit. The end seemed with him to justify the means; if a man +prospered, it was not necessary to scrutinize his conduct too closely. The law +was viewed in its lowest aspect; and yet with a certain cleverness, which +preserved Edward from being intellectually contemptible. Frank had entertained +some idea of studying for a barrister himself: not so much as a means of +livelihood as to gain some idea of the code which makes and shows a nation’s +conscience: but Edward’s details of the ways in which the letter so often +baffles the spirit, made him recoil. With some anger against himself, for +viewing the profession with disgust, because it was degraded by those who +embraced it, instead of looking upon it as what might be ennobled and purified +into a vast intelligence by high and pure-minded men, he got up abruptly and +left the room. +</p> + +<p> +The girls were sitting over the drawing-room fire, with unlighted candles on +the table, talking, he felt, about his mother; but when he came in they rose, +and changed their tone. Erminia went to the piano, and sang her newest and +choicest French airs. Frank was gloomy and silent; but when she changed into +more solemn music his mood was softened, Maggie’s simple and hearty admiration, +untinged by the slightest shade of envy for Erminia’s accomplishments, charmed +him. The one appeared to him the perfection of elegant art, the other of +graceful nature. When he looked at Maggie, and thought of the moorland home +from which she had never wandered, the mysteriously beautiful lines of +Wordsworth seemed to become sun-clear to him. +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“And she shall lean her ear<br/> +In many a secret place<br/> +Where rivulets dance their wayward round,<br/> +And beauty born of murmuring sound<br/> +Shall pass into her face.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton, in the dining-room, was really getting to take an interest in +Edward’s puzzling cases. They were like tricks at cards. A quick motion, and +out of the unpromising heap, all confused together, presto! the right card +turned up. Edward stated his case, so that there did not seem loophole for the +desired verdict; but through some conjuration, it always came uppermost at +last. He had a graphic way of relating things; and, as he did not spare +epithets in his designation of the opposing party, Mr. Buxton took it upon +trust that the defendant or the prosecutor (as it might happen) was a +“pettifogging knave,” or a “miserly curmudgeon,” and rejoiced accordingly in +the triumph over him gained by the ready wit of “our governor,” Mr. Bish. At +last he became so deeply impressed with Edward’s knowledge of law, as to +consult him about some cottage property he had in Woodchester. +</p> + +<p> +“I rather think there are twenty-one cottages, and they don’t bring me in four +pounds a-year; and out of that I have to pay for collecting. Would there be any +chance of selling them? They are in Doughty-street; a bad neighborhood, I +fear.” +</p> + +<p> +“Very bad,” was Edward’s prompt reply. “But if you are really anxious to effect +a sale, I have no doubt I could find a purchaser in a short time.” +</p> + +<p> +“I should be very much obliged to you,” said Mr. Buxton. “You would be doing me +a kindness. If you meet with a purchaser, and can manage the affair, I would +rather that you drew out the deeds for the transfer of the property. It would +be the beginning of business for you; and I only hope I should bring you good +luck.” +</p> + +<p> +Of course Edward could do this; and when they left the table, it was with a +feeling on his side that he was a step nearer to the agency which he coveted; +and with a happy consciousness on Mr. Buxton’s of having put a few pounds in +the way of a deserving and remarkably clever young man. +</p> + +<p> +Since Edward had left home, Maggie had gradually, but surely, been gaining in +importance. Her judgment and her untiring unselfishness could not fail to make +way. Her mother had some respect for, and great dependence on her; but still it +was hardly affection that she felt for her; or if it was it was a dull and +torpid kind of feeling, compared with the fond love and exulting pride which +she took in Edward. When he came back for occasional holidays, his mother’s +face was radiant with happiness, and her manner toward him was even more +caressing than he approved of. When Maggie saw him repel the hand that fain +would have stroked his hair as in childish days, a longing came into her heart +for some of these uncared-for tokens of her mother’s love. Otherwise she meekly +sank back into her old secondary place, content to have her judgment slighted +and her wishes unasked as long as he stayed. At times she was now beginning to +disapprove and regret some things in him; his flashiness of manner jarred +against her taste; and a deeper, graver feeling was called out by his evident +want of quick moral perception. “Smart and clever,” or “slow and dull,” took +with him the place of “right and wrong.” Little as he thought it, he was +himself narrow-minded and dull; slow and blind to perceive the beauty and +eternal wisdom of simple goodness. +</p> + +<p> +Erminia and Maggie became great friends. Erminia used to beg for Maggie, until +she herself put a stop to the practice; as she saw her mother yielded more +frequently than was convenient, for the honor of having her daughter a visitor +at Mr. Buxton’s, about which she could talk to her few acquaintances who +persevered in calling at the cottage. Then Erminia volunteered a visit of some +days to Maggie, and Mrs. Browne’s pride was redoubled; but she made so many +preparations, and so much fuss, and gave herself so much trouble, that she was +positively ill during Erminia’s stay; and Maggie felt that she must +henceforward deny herself the pleasure of having her friend for a guest, as her +mother could not be persuaded from attempting to provide things in the same +abundance and style as that to which Erminia was accustomed at home; whereas, +as Nancy shrewdly observed, the young lady did not know if she was eating +jelly, or porridge, or whether the plates were common delf or the best China, +so long as she was with her dear Miss Maggie. Spring went, and summer came. +Frank had gone to and fro between Cambridge and Combehurst, drawn by motives of +which he felt the force, but into which he did not care to examine. Edward had +sold the property of Mr. Buxton; and he, pleased with the possession of half +the purchase money (the remainder of which was to be paid by installments), and +happy in the idea that his son came over so frequently to see Erminia, had +amply rewarded the young attorney for his services. +</p> + +<p> +One summer’s day, as hot as day could be, Maggie had been busy all morning; for +the weather was so sultry that she would not allow either Nancy or her mother +to exert themselves much. She had gone down with the old brown pitcher, coeval +with herself, to the spring for water; and while it was trickling, and making a +tinkling music, she sat down on the ground. The air was so still that she heard +the distant wood-pigeons cooing; and round about her the bees were murmuring +busily among the clustering heath. From some little touch of sympathy with +these low sounds of pleasant harmony, she began to try and hum some of +Erminia’s airs. She never sang out loud, or put words to her songs; but her +voice was very sweet, and it was a great pleasure to herself to let it go into +music. Just as her jug was filled, she was startled by Frank’s sudden +appearance. She thought he was at Cambridge, and, from some cause or other, her +face, usually so faint in color, became the most vivid scarlet. They were both +too conscious to speak. Maggie stooped (murmuring some words of surprise) to +take up her pitcher. +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t go yet, Maggie,” said he, putting his hand on hers to stop her; but, +somehow, when that purpose was effected, he forgot to take it off again. “I +have come all the way from Cambridge to see you. I could not bear suspense any +longer. I grew so impatient for certainty of some kind, that I went up to town +last night, in order to feel myself on my way to you, even though I knew I +could not be here a bit earlier to-day for doing so. Maggie—dear Maggie! how +you are trembling! Have I frightened you? Nancy told me you were here; but it +was very thoughtless to come so suddenly upon you.” +</p> + +<p> +It was not the suddenness of his coming; it was the suddenness of her own +heart, which leaped up with the feelings called out by his words. She went very +white, and sat down on the ground as before. But she rose again immediately, +and stood, with drooping, averted head. He had dropped her hand, but now sought +to take it again. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, darling, may I speak?” Her lips moved, he saw, but he could not hear. +A pang of affright ran through him that, perhaps, she did not wish to listen. +“May I speak to you?” he asked again, quite timidly. She tried to make her +voice sound, but it would not; so she looked round. Her soft gray eyes were +eloquent in that one glance. And, happier than his words, passionate and tender +as they were, could tell, he spoke till her trembling was changed into bright +flashing blushes, and even a shy smile hovered about her lips, and dimpled her +cheeks. +</p> + +<p> +The water bubbled over the pitcher unheeded. At last she remembered all the +work-a-day world. She lifted up the jug, and would have hurried home, but Frank +decidedly took it from her. +</p> + +<p> +“Henceforward,” said he, “I have a right to carry your burdens.” So with one +arm round her waist and with the other carrying the water, they climbed the +steep turfy slope. Near the top she wanted to take it again. +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma will not like it. Mamma will think it so strange.” +</p> + +<p> +“Why, dearest, if I saw Nancy carrying it up this slope I would take it from +her. It would be strange if a man did not carry it for any woman. But you must +let me tell your mother of my right to help you. It is your dinner-time is it +not? I may come in to dinner as one of the family may not I Maggie?” +</p> + +<p> +“No” she said softly. For she longed to be alone; and she dreaded being +overwhelmed by the expression of her mother’s feelings, weak and agitated as +she felt herself. “Not to-day.” +</p> + +<p> +“Not to-day!” said he reproachfully. “You are very hard upon me. Let me come to +tea. If you will, I will leave you now. Let me come to early tea. I must speak +to my father. He does not know I am here. I may come to tea. At what time is +it? Three o’clock. Oh, I know you drink tea at some strange early hour; perhaps +it is at two. I will take care to be in time.” +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t come till five, please. I must tell mamma; and I want some time to +think. It does seem so like a dream. Do go, please.” +</p> + +<p> +“Well! if I must, I must. But I don’t feel as if I were in a dream, but in some +real blessed heaven so long as I see you.” +</p> + +<p> +At last he went. Nancy was awaiting Maggie, the side-gate. +</p> + +<p> +“Bless us and save us, bairn! what a time it has taken thee to get the water. +Is the spring dry with the hot weather?” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie ran past her. All dinner-time she heard her mother’s voice in +long-continued lamentation about something. She answered at random, and +startled her mother by asserting that she thought “it” was very good; the said +“it” being milk turned sour by thunder. Mrs. Browne spoke quite sharply, “No +one is so particular as you, Maggie. I have known you drink water, day after +day, for breakfast, when you were a little girl, because your cup of milk had a +drowned fly in it; and now you tell me you don’t care for this, and don’t mind +that, just as if you could eat up all the things which are spoiled by the heat. +I declare my head aches so, I shall go and lie down as soon as ever dinner is +over.” +</p> + +<p> +If this was her plan, Maggie thought she had no time to lose in making her +confession. Frank would be here before her mother got up again to tea. But she +dreaded speaking about her happiness; it seemed as yet so cobweb-like, as if a +touch would spoil its beauty. +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma, just wait a minute. Just sit down in your chair while I tell you +something. Please, dear mamma.” She took a stool, and sat at her mother’s feet; +and then she began to turn the wedding-ring on Mrs. Browne’s hand, looking down +and never speaking, till the latter became impatient. +</p> + +<p> +“What is it you have got to say, child? Do make haste, for I want to go +up-stairs.” +</p> + +<p> +With a great jerk of resolution, Maggie said: +</p> + +<p> +“Mamma, Frank Buxton has asked me to marry him.” +</p> + +<p> +She hid her face in her mother’s lap for an instant; and then she lifted it up, +as brimful of the light of happiness as is the cup of a water-lily of the sun’s +radiance. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie—you don’t say so,” said her mother, half incredulously. “It can’t be, +for he’s at Cambridge, and it’s not post-day. What do you mean?” +</p> + +<p> +“He came this morning, mother, when I was down at the well; and we fixed that I +was to speak to you; and he asked if he might come again for tea.” +</p> + +<p> +“Dear! dear! and the milk all gone sour? We should have had milk of our own, if +Edward had not persuaded me against buying another cow.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t think Mr. Buxton will mind it much,” said Maggie, dimpling up, as she +remembered, half unconsciously, how little he had seemed to care for anything +but herself. +</p> + +<p> +“Why, what a thing it is for you!” said Mrs. Browne, quite roused up from her +languor and her head-ache. “Everybody said he was engaged to Miss Erminia. Are +you quite sure you made no mistake, child? What did he say? Young men are so +fond of making fine speeches; and young women are so silly in fancying they +mean something. I once knew a girl who thought that a gentleman who sent her +mother a present of a sucking-pig, did it as a delicate way of making her an +offer. Tell me his exact words.” +</p> + +<p> +But Maggie blushed, and either would not or could not. So Mrs. Browne began +again: +</p> + +<p> +“Well, if you’re sure, you’re sure. I wonder how he brought his father round. +So long as he and Erminia have been planned for each other! That very first day +we ever dined there after your father’s death, Mr. Buxton as good as told me +all about it. I fancied they were only waiting till they were out of mourning.” +</p> + +<p> +All this was news to Maggie. She had never thought that either Erminia or Frank +was particularly fond of the other; still less had she had any idea of Mr. +Buxton’s plans for them. Her mother’s surprise at her engagement jarred a +little upon her too: it had become so natural, even in these last two hours, to +feel that she belonged to _him_. But there were more discords to come. Mrs. +Browne began again, half in soliloquy: +</p> + +<p> +“I should think he would have four thousand a-year. He did not tell you, love, +did he, if they had still that bad property in the canal, that his father +complained about? But he will have four thousand. Why, you’ll have your +carriage, Maggie. Well! I hope Mr. Buxton has taken it kindly, because he’ll +have a deal to do with the settlements. I’m sure I thought he was engaged to +Erminia.” +</p> + +<p> +Ringing changes on these subjects all the afternoon, Mrs. Browne sat with +Maggie. She occasionally wandered off to speak about Edward, and how favorably +his future prospects would be advanced by the engagement. +</p> + +<p> +“Let me see—there’s the house in Combehurst: the rent of that would be a +hundred and fifty a-year, but we’ll not reckon that. But there’s the quarries” +(she was reckoning upon her fingers in default of a slate, for which she had +vainly searched), “we’ll call them two hundred a-year, for I don’t believe Mr. +Buxton’s stories about their only bringing him in seven-pence; and there’s +Newbridge, that’s certainly thirteen hundred—where had I got to, Maggie?” +</p> + +<p> +“Dear mamma, do go and lie down for a little; you look quite flushed,” said +Maggie, softly. +</p> + +<p> +Was this the manner to view her betrothal with such a man as Frank? Her +mother’s remarks depressed her more than she could have thought it possible; +the excitement of the morning was having its reaction, and she longed to go up +to the solitude under the thorn-tree, where she had hoped to spend a quiet, +thoughtful afternoon. +</p> + +<p> +Nancy came in to replace glasses and spoons in the cupboard. By some accident, +the careful old servant broke one of the former. She looked up quickly at her +mistress, who usually visited all such offences with no small portion of +rebuke. +</p> + +<p> +“Never mind, Nancy,” said Mrs. Browne. “It’s only an old tumbler; and Maggie’s +going to be married, and we must buy a new set for the wedding-dinner.” +</p> + +<p> +Nancy looked at both, bewildered; at last a light dawned into her mind, and her +face looked shrewdly and knowingly back at Mrs. Browne. Then she said, very +quietly: +</p> + +<p> +“I think I’ll take the next pitcher to the well myself, and try my luck. To +think how sorry I was for Miss Maggie this morning! ‘Poor thing,’ says I to +myself, ‘to be kept all this time at that confounded well’ (for I’ll not deny +that I swear a bit to myself at times—it sweetens the blood), ‘and she so +tired.’ I e’en thought I’d go help her; but I reckon she’d some other help. May +I take a guess at the young man?” +</p> + +<p> +“Four thousand a-year! Nancy;” said Mrs. Browne, exultingly. +</p> + +<p> +“And a blithe look, and a warm, kind heart—and a free step—and a noble way with +him to rich and poor—aye, aye, I know the name. No need to alter all my neat +M.B.’s, done in turkey-red cotton. Well, well! every one’s turn comes sometime, +but mine’s rather long a-coming.” +</p> + +<p> +The faithful old servant came up to Maggie, and put her hand caressingly on her +shoulder. Maggie threw her arms round her neck, and kissed the brown, withered +face. +</p> + +<p> +“God bless thee, bairn,” said Nancy, solemnly. It brought the low music of +peace back into the still recesses of Maggie’s heart. She began to look out for +her lover; half-hidden behind the muslin window curtain, which waved gently to +and fro in the afternoon breezes. She heard a firm, buoyant step, and had only +time to catch one glimpse of his face, before moving away. But that one glance +made her think that the hours which had elapsed since she saw him had not been +serene to him any more than to her. +</p> + +<p> +When he entered the parlor, his face was glad and bright. He went up in a +frank, rejoicing way to Mrs. Browne; who was evidently rather puzzled how to +receive him—whether as Maggie’s betrothed, or as the son of the greatest man of +her acquaintance. +</p> + +<p> +“I am sure, sir,” said she, “we are all very much obliged to you for the honor +you have done our family!” +</p> + +<p> +He looked rather perplexed as to the nature of the honor which he had conferred +without knowing it; but as the light dawned upon him, he made answer in a +frank, merry way, which was yet full of respect for his future mother-in-law: +</p> + +<p> +“And I am sure I am truly grateful for the honor one of your family has done +me.” +</p> + +<p> +When Nancy brought in tea she was dressed in her fine-weather Sunday gown; the +first time it had ever been worn out of church, and the walk to and fro. +</p> + +<p> +After tea, Frank asked Maggie if she would walk out with him; and accordingly +they climbed the Fell-Lane and went out upon the moors, which seemed vast and +boundless as their love. +</p> + +<p> +“Have you told your father?” asked Maggie; a dim anxiety lurking in her heart. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes,” said Frank. He did not go on; and she feared to ask, although she longed +to know, how Mr. Buxton had received the intelligence. +</p> + +<p> +“What did he say?” at length she inquired. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! it was evidently a new idea to him that I was attached to you; and he does +not take up a new idea speedily. He has had some notion, it seems, that Erminia +and I were to make a match of it; but she and I agreed, when we talked it over, +that we should never have fallen in love with each other if there had not been +another human being in the world. Erminia is a little sensible creature, and +says she does not wonder at any man falling in love with you. Nay, Maggie, +don’t hang your head so down; let me have a glimpse of your face.” +</p> + +<p> +“I am sorry your father does not like it,” said Maggie, sorrowfully. +</p> + +<p> +“So am I. But we must give him time to get reconciled. Never fear but he will +like it in the long run; he has too much good taste and good feeling. He must +like you.” +</p> + +<p> +Frank did not choose to tell even Maggie how violently his father had set +himself against their engagement. He was surprised and annoyed at first to find +how decidedly his father was possessed with the idea that he was to marry his +cousin, and that she, at any rate, was attached to him, whatever his feelings +might be toward her; but after he had gone frankly to Erminia and told her all, +he found that she was as ignorant of her uncle’s plans for her as he had been; +and almost as glad at any event which should frustrate them. +</p> + +<p> +Indeed she came to the moorland cottage on the following day, after Frank had +returned to Cambridge. She had left her horse in charge of the groom, near the +fir-trees on the heights, and came running down the slope in her habit. Maggie +went out to meet her, with just a little wonder at her heart if what Frank had +said could possibly be true; and that Erminia, living in the house with him, +could have remained indifferent to him. Erminia threw her arms round her neck, +and they sat down together on the court-steps. +</p> + +<p> +“I durst not ride down that hill; and Jem is holding my horse, so I may not +stay very long; now begin, Maggie, at once, and go into a rhapsody about Frank. +Is not he a charming fellow? Oh! I am so glad. Now don’t sit smiling and +blushing there to yourself; but tell me a great deal about it. I have so wanted +to know somebody that was in love, that I might hear what it was like; and the +minute I could, I came off here. Frank is only just gone. He has had another +long talk with my uncle, since he came back from you this morning; but I am +afraid he has not made much way yet.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie sighed. “I don’t wonder at his not thinking me good enough for Frank. +</p> + +<p> +“No! the difficulty would be to find any one he did think fit for his paragon +of a son.” +</p> + +<p> +“He thought you were, dearest Erminia.” +</p> + +<p> +“So Frank has told you that, has he? I suppose we shall have no more family +secrets now,” said Erminia, laughing. “But I can assure you I had a strong +rival in lady Adela Castlemayne, the Duke of Wight’s daughter; she was the most +beautiful lady my uncle had ever seen (he only saw her in the Grand Stand at +Woodchester races, and never spoke a word to her in his life). And if she would +have had Frank, my uncle would still have been dissatisfied as long as the +Princess Victoria was unmarried; none would have been good enough while a +better remained. But Maggie,” said she, smiling up into her friend’s face, “I +think it would have made you laugh, for all you look as if a kiss would shake +the tears out of your eyes, if you could have seen my uncle’s manner to me all +day. He will have it that I am suffering from an unrequited attachment; so he +watched me and watched me over breakfast; and at last, when I had eaten a whole +nest-full of eggs, and I don’t know how many pieces of toast, he rang the bell +and asked for some potted charr. I was quite unconscious that it was for me, +and I did not want it when it came; so he sighed in a most melancholy manner, +and said, ‘My poor Erminia!’ If Frank had not been there, and looking +dreadfully miserable, I am sure I should have laughed out.” +</p> + +<p> +“Did Frank look miserable?” said Maggie, anxiously. +</p> + +<p> +“There now! you don’t care for anything but the mention of his name.” +</p> + +<p> +“But did he look unhappy?” persisted Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“I can’t say he looked happy, dear Mousey; but it was quite different when he +came back from seeing you. You know you always had the art of stilling any +person’s trouble. You and my aunt Buxton are the only two I ever knew with that +gift.” +</p> + +<p> +“I am so sorry he has any trouble to be stilled,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“And I think it will do him a world of good. Think how successful his life has +been! the honors he got at Eton! his picture taken, and I don’t know what! and +at Cambridge just the same way of going on. He would be insufferably imperious +in a few years, if he did not meet with a few crosses.” +</p> + +<p> +“Imperious!—oh Erminia, how can you say so?” +</p> + +<p> +“Because it’s the truth. He happens to have very good dispositions; and +therefore his strong will is not either disagreeable, or offensive; but once +let him become possessed by a wrong wish, and you would then see how vehement +and imperious he would be. Depend upon it, my uncle’s resistance is a capital +thing for him. As dear sweet Aunt Buxton would have said, ‘There is a holy +purpose in it;’ and as Aunt Buxton would not have said, but as I, a ‘fool, rush +in where angels fear to tread,’ I decide that the purpose is to teach Master +Frank patience and submission.” +</p> + +<p> +“Erminia—how could you help”—and there Maggie stopped. +</p> + +<p> +“I know what you mean; how could I help falling in love with him? I think he +has not mystery and reserve enough for me. I should like a man with some deep, +impenetrable darkness around him; something one could always keep wondering +about. Besides, think what clashing of wills there would have been! My uncle +was very short-sighted in his plan; but I don’t think he thought so much about +the fitness of our characters and ways, as the fitness of our fortunes!” +</p> + +<p> +“For shame, Erminia! No one cares less for money than Mr. Buxton!” +</p> + +<p> +“There’s a good little daughter-in-law elect! But seriously, I do think he is +beginning to care for money; not in the least for himself, but as a means of +aggrandizement for Frank. I have observed, since I came home at Christmas, a +growing anxiety to make the most of his property; a thing he never cared about +before. I don’t think he is aware of it himself, but from one or two little +things I have noticed, I should not wonder if he ends in being avaricious in +his old age.” Erminia sighed. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie had almost a sympathy with the father, who sought what he imagined to be +for the good of his son, and that son, Frank. Although she was as convinced as +Erminia, that money could not really help any one to happiness, she could not +at the instant resist saying: +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! how I wish I had a fortune! I should so like to give it all to him.” +</p> + +<p> +“Now Maggie! don’t be silly! I never heard you wish for anything different from +what _was_ before, so I shall take this opportunity of lecturing you on your +folly. No! I won’t either, for you look sadly tired with all your agitation; +and besides I must go, or Jem will be wondering what has become of me. Dearest +cousin-in-law, I shall come very often to see you; and perhaps I shall give you +my lecture yet.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p> +It was true of Mr. Buxton, as well as of his son, that he had the seeds of +imperiousness in him. His life had not been such as to call them out into view. +With more wealth than he required; with a gentle wife, who if she ruled him +never showed it, or was conscious of the fact herself; looked up to by his +neighbors, a simple affectionate set of people, whose fathers had lived near +his father and grandfather in the same kindly relation, receiving benefits +cordially given, and requiting them with good will and respectful attention: +such had been the circumstances surrounding him; and until his son grew out of +childhood, there had not seemed a wish which he had it not in his power to +gratify as soon as formed. Again, when Frank was at school and at college, all +went on prosperously; he gained honors enough to satisfy a far more ambitious +father. Indeed, it was the honors he gained that stimulated his father’s +ambition. He received letters from tutors, and headmasters, prophesying that, +if Frank chose, he might rise to the “highest honors in church or state;” and +the idea thus suggested, vague as it was, remained, and filled Mr. Buxton’s +mind; and, for the first time in his life, made him wish that his own career +had been such as would have led him to form connections among the great and +powerful. But, as it was, his shyness and _gêne_, from being unaccustomed to +society, had made him averse to Frank’s occasional requests that he might bring +such and such a school-fellow, or college-chum, home on a visit. Now he +regretted this, on account of the want of those connections which might thus +have been formed; and, in his visions, he turned to marriage as the best way of +remedying this. Erminia was right in saying that her uncle had thought of Lady +Adela Castlemayne for an instant; though how the little witch had found it out +I cannot say, as the idea had been dismissed immediately from his mind. +</p> + +<p> +He was wise enough to see its utter vanity, as long as his son remained +undistinguished. But his hope was this. If Frank married Erminia, their united +property (she being her father’s heiress) would justify him in standing for the +shire; or if he could marry the daughter of some leading personage in the +county, it might lead to the same step; and thus at once he would obtain a +position in parliament, where his great talents would have scope and verge +enough. Of these two visions, the favorite one (for his sister’s sake) was that +of marriage with Erminia. +</p> + +<p> +And, in the midst of all this, fell, like a bombshell, the intelligence of his +engagement with Maggie Browne; a good sweet little girl enough, but without +fortune or connection—without, as far as Mr. Buxton knew, the least power, or +capability, or spirit, with which to help Frank on in his career to eminence in +the land! He resolved to consider it as a boyish fancy, easily to be +suppressed; and pooh-poohed it down, to Frank, accordingly. He remarked his +son’s set lips, and quiet determined brow, although he never spoke in a more +respectful tone, than while thus steadily opposing his father. If he had shown +more violence of manner, he would have irritated him less; but, as it was, it +was the most miserable interview that had ever taken place between the father +and son. +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton tried to calm himself down with believing that Frank would change +his mind, if he saw more of the world; but, somehow, he had a prophesying +distrust of this idea internally. The worst was, there was no fault to be found +with Maggie herself, although she might want the accomplishments he desired to +see in his son’s wife. Her connections, too, were so perfectly respectable +(though humble enough in comparison with Mr. Buxton’s soaring wishes), that +there was nothing to be objected to on that score; her position was the great +offence. In proportion to his want of any reason but this one, for disapproving +of the engagement, was his annoyance under it. He assumed a reserve toward +Frank; which was so unusual a restraint upon his open, genial disposition, that +it seemed to make him irritable toward all others in contact with him, +excepting Erminia. He found it difficult to behave rightly to Maggie. Like all +habitually cordial persons, he went into the opposite extreme, when he wanted +to show a little coolness. However angry he might be with the events of which +she was the cause, she was too innocent and meek to justify him in being more +than cool; but his awkwardness was so great, that many a man of the world has +met his greatest enemy, each knowing the other’s hatred, with less freezing +distance of manner than Mr. Buxton’s to Maggie. While she went simply on in her +own path, loving him the more through all, for old kindness’ sake, and because +he was Frank’s father, he shunned meeting her with such evident and painful +anxiety, that at last she tried to spare him the encounter, and hurried out of +church, or lingered behind all, in order to avoid the only chance they now had +of being forced to speak; for she no longer went to the dear house in +Combehurst, though Erminia came to see her more than ever. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne was perplexed and annoyed beyond measure. She upbraided Mr. Buxton +to every one but Maggie. To her she said—“Any one in their senses might have +foreseen what had happened, and would have thought well about it, before they +went and fell in love with a young man of such expectations as Mr. Frank +Buxton.” +</p> + +<p> +In the middle of all this dismay, Edward came over from Woodchester for a day +or two. He had been told of the engagement, in a letter from Maggie herself; +but it was too sacred a subject for her to enlarge upon to him; and Mrs. Browne +was no letter writer. So this was his first greeting to Maggie; after kissing +her: +</p> + +<p> +“Well, Sancho, you’ve done famously for yourself. As soon as I got your letter +I said to Harry Bish—‘Still waters run deep; here’s my little sister Maggie, as +quiet a creature as ever lived, has managed to catch young Buxton, who has five +thousand a-year if he’s a penny.’ Don’t go so red, Maggie. Harry was sure to +hear of it soon from some one, and I see no use in keeping it secret, for it +gives consequence to us all.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton is quite put out about it,” said Mrs. Brown, querulously; “and I’m +sure he need not be, for he’s enough of money, if that’s what he wants; and +Maggie’s father was a clergyman, and I’ve seen ‘yeoman,’ with my own eyes, on +old Mr. Buxton’s (Mr. Lawrence’s father’s) carts; and a clergyman is above a +yeoman any day. But if Maggie had had any thought for other people, she’d never +have gone and engaged herself, when she might have been sure it would give +offence. We are never asked down to dinner now. I’ve never broken bread there +since last Christmas.” +</p> + +<p> +“Whew!” said Edward to this. It was a disappointed whistle; but he soon cheered +up. “I thought I could have lent a hand in screwing old Buxton up about the +settlements; but I see it’s not come to that yet. Still I’ll go and see the old +gentleman. I’m a bit of a favorite of his, and I doubt I can turn him round.” +</p> + +<p> +“Pray, Edward, don’t go,” said Maggie. “Frank and I are content to wait; and +I’m sure we would rather not have any one speak to Mr. Buxton, upon a subject +which evidently gives him so much pain; please, Edward, don’t!” +</p> + +<p> +“Well, well. Only I must go about this property of his. Besides, I don’t mean +to get into disgrace; so I shan’t seem to know anything about it, if it would +make him angry. I want to keep on good terms, because of the agency. So, +perhaps, I shall shake my head, and think it great presumption in you, Maggie, +to have thought of becoming his daughter-in-law. If I can do you no good, I may +as well do myself some.” +</p> + +<p> +“I hope you won’t mention me at all,” she replied. +</p> + +<p> +One comfort (and almost the only one arising from Edward’s visit) was, that she +could now often be spared to go up to the thorn-tree, and calm down her +anxiety, and bring all discords into peace, under the sweet influences of +nature. Mrs. Buxton had tried to teach her the force of the lovely truth, that +the “melodies of the everlasting chime” may abide in the hearts of those who +ply their daily task in towns, and crowded populous places; and that solitude +is not needed by the faithful for them to feel the immediate presence of God; +nor utter stillness of human sound necessary, before they can hear the music of +His angels’ footsteps; but, as yet, her soul was a young disciple; and she felt +it easier to speak to Him, and come to Him for help, sitting lonely, with wild +moors swelling and darkening around her, and not a creature in sight but the +white specks of distant sheep, and the birds that shun the haunts of men, +floating in the still mid-air. +</p> + +<p> +She sometimes longed to go to Mr. Buxton and tell him how much she could +sympathize with him, if his dislike to her engagement arose from thinking her +unworthy of his son. Frank’s character seemed to her grand in its promise. With +vehement impulses and natural gifts, craving worthy employment, his will sat +supreme over all, like a young emperor calmly seated on his throne, whose fiery +generals and wise counsellors stand alike ready to obey him. But if marriage +were to be made by due measurement and balance of character, and if others, +with their scales, were to be the judges, what would become of all the +beautiful services rendered by the loyalty of true love? Where would be the +raising up of the weak by the strong? or the patient endurance? or the gracious +trust of her: +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“Whose faith is fixt and cannot move;<br/> +She darkly feels him great and wise,<br/> +She dwells on him with faithful eyes,<br/> +‘I cannot understand: I love.’” +</p> + +<p> +Edward’s manners and conduct caused her more real anxiety than anything else. +Indeed, no other thoughtfulness could be called anxiety compared to this. His +faults, she could not but perceive, were strengthening with his strength, and +growing with his growth. She could not help wondering whence he obtained the +money to pay for his dress, which she thought was of a very expensive kind. She +heard him also incidentally allude to “runs up to town,” of which, at the time, +neither she nor her mother had been made aware. He seemed confused when she +questioned him about these, although he tried to laugh it off; and asked her +how she, a country girl, cooped up among one set of people, could have any idea +of the life it was necessary for a man to lead who “had any hope of getting on +in the world.” He must have acquaintances and connections, and see something of +life, and make an appearance. She was silenced, but not satisfied. Nor was she +at ease with regard to his health. He looked ill, and worn; and, when he was +not rattling and laughing, his face fell into a shape of anxiety and +uneasiness, which was new to her in it. He reminded her painfully of an old +German engraving she had seen in Mrs. Buxton’s portfolio, called, “Pleasure +digging a Grave;” Pleasure being represented by a ghastly figure of a young +man, eagerly industrious over his dismal work. +</p> + +<p> +A few days after he went away, Nancy came to her in her bed-room. +</p> + +<p> +“Miss Maggie,” said she, “may I just speak a word?” But when the permission was +given, she hesitated. +</p> + +<p> +“It’s none of my business, to be sure,” said she at last: “only, you see, I’ve +lived with your mother ever since she was married; and I care a deal for both +you and Master Edward. And I think he drains Missus of her money; and it makes +me not easy in my mind. You did not know of it, but he had his father’s old +watch when he was over last time but one; I thought he was of an age to have a +watch, and that it was all natural. But, I reckon he’s sold it, and got that +gimcrack one instead. That’s perhaps natural too. Young folks like young +fashions. But, this time, I think he has taken away your mother’s watch; at +least, I’ve never seen it since he went. And this morning she spoke to me about +my wages. I’m sure I’ve never asked for them, nor troubled her; but I’ll own +it’s now near on to twelve months since she paid me; and she was as regular as +clock-work till then. Now, Miss Maggie don’t look so sorry, or I shall wish I +had never spoken. Poor Missus seemed sadly put about, and said something as I +did not try to hear; for I was so vexed she should think I needed apologies, +and them sort of things. I’d rather live with you without wages than have her +look so shame-faced as she did this morning. I don’t want a bit for money, my +dear; I’ve a deal in the Bank. But I’m afeard Master Edward is spending too +much, and pinching Missus.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was very sorry indeed. Her mother had never told her anything of all +this, so it was evidently a painful subject to her; and Maggie determined +(after lying awake half the night) that she would write to Edward, and +remonstrate with him; and that in every personal and household expense, she +would be, more than ever, rigidly economical. +</p> + +<p> +The full, free, natural intercourse between her lover and herself, could not +fail to be checked by Mr. Buxton’s aversion to the engagement. Frank came over +for some time in the early autumn. He had left Cambridge, and intended to enter +himself at the Temple as soon as the vacation was ended. He had not been very +long at home before Maggie was made aware, partly through Erminia, who had no +notion of discreet silence on any point, and partly by her own observation, of +the increasing estrangement between father and son. Mr. Buxton was reserved +with Frank for the first time in his life; and Frank was depressed and annoyed +at his father’s obstinate repetition of the same sentence, in answer to all his +arguments in favor of his engagement—arguments which were overwhelming to +himself and which it required an effort of patience on his part to go over and +recapitulate, so obvious was the conclusion; and then to have the same answer +forever, the same words even: +</p> + +<p> +“Frank! it’s no use talking. I don’t approve of the engagement; and never +shall.” +</p> + +<p> +He would snatch up his hat, and hurry off to Maggie to be soothed. His father +knew where he was gone without being told; and was jealous of her influence +over the son who had long been his first and paramount object in life. +</p> + +<p> +He needed not have been jealous. However angry and indignant Frank was when he +went up to the moorland cottage, Maggie almost persuaded him, before half an +hour had elapsed, that his father was but unreasonable from his extreme +affection. Still she saw that such frequent differences would weaken the bond +between father and son; and, accordingly, she urged Frank to accept an +invitation into Scotland. +</p> + +<p> +“You told me,” said she, “that Mr. Buxton will have it, it is but a boy’s +attachment; and that when you have seen other people, you will change your +mind; now do try how far you can stand the effects of absence.” She said it +playfully, but he was in a humor to be vexed. +</p> + +<p> +“What nonsense, Maggie! You don’t care for all this delay yourself; and you +take up my father’s bad reasons as if you believed them.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t believe them; but still they may be true.” +</p> + +<p> +“How should you like it, Maggie, if I urged you to go about and see something +of society, and try if you could not find some one you liked better? It is more +probable in your case than in mine; for you have never been from home, and I +have been half over Europe.” +</p> + +<p> +“You are very much afraid, are not you, Frank?” said she, her face bright with +blushes, and her gray eyes smiling up at him. “I have a great idea that if I +could see that Harry Bish that Edward is always talking about, I should be +charmed. He must wear such beautiful waistcoats! Don’t you think I had better +see him before our engagement is quite, quite final?” +</p> + +<p> +But Frank would not smile. In fact, like all angry persons, he found fresh +matter for offence in every sentence. She did not consider the engagement as +quite final: thus he chose to understand her playful speech. He would not +answer. She spoke again: +</p> + +<p> +“Dear Frank, you are not angry with me, are you? It is nonsense to think that +we are to go about the world, picking and choosing men and women as if they +were fruit and we were to gather the best; as if there was not something in our +own hearts which, if we listen to it conscientiously, will tell us at once when +we have met the one of all others. There now, am I sensible? I suppose I am, +for your grim features are relaxing into a smile. That’s right. But now listen +to this. I think your father would come round sooner, if he were not irritated +every day by the knowledge of your visits to me. If you went away, he would +know that we should write to each other yet he would forget the exact time +when; but now he knows as well as I do where you are when you are up here; and +I fancy, from what Erminia says, it makes him angry the whole time you are +away.” +</p> + +<p> +Frank was silent. At last he said: “It is rather provoking to be obliged to +acknowledge that there is some truth in what you say. But even if I would, I am +not sure that I could go. My father does not speak to me about his affairs, as +he used to do; so I was rather surprised yesterday to hear him say to Erminia +(though I’m sure he meant the information for me), that he had engaged an +agent.” +</p> + +<p> +“Then there will be the less occasion for you to be at home. He won’t want your +help in his accounts.” +</p> + +<p> +“I’ve given him little enough of that. I have long wanted him to have somebody +to look after his affairs. They are very complicated and he is very careless. +But I believe my signature will be wanted for some new leases; at least he told +me so.” +</p> + +<p> +“That need not take you long,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Not the mere signing. But I want to know something more about the property, +and the proposed tenants. I believe this Mr. Henry that my father has engaged, +is a very hard sort of man. He is what is called scrupulously honest and +honorable; but I fear a little too much inclined to drive hard bargains for his +client. Now I want to be convinced to the contrary, if I can, before I leave my +father in his hands. So you cruel judge, you won’t transport me yet, will you?” +</p> + +<p> +“No” said Maggie, overjoyed at her own decision, and blushing her delight that +her reason was convinced it was right for Frank to stay a little longer. +</p> + +<p> +The next day’s post brought her a letter from Edward. There was not a word in +it about her inquiry or remonstrance; it might never have been written, or +never received; but a few hurried anxious lines, asking her to write by return +of post, and say if it was really true that Mr. Buxton had engaged an agent. +“It’s a confounded shabby trick if he has, after what he said to me long ago. I +cannot tell you how much I depend on your complying with my request. Once more, +_write directly_. If Nancy cannot take the letter to the post, run down to +Combehurst with it yourself. I must have an answer to-morrow, and every +particular as to who—when to be appointed, &c. But I can’t believe the +report to be true.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie asked Frank if she might name what he had told her the day before to her +brother. He said: +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, yes, certainly, if he cares to know. Of course, you will not say anything +about my own opinion of Mr. Henry. He is coming to-morrow, and I shall be able +to judge how far I am right.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p> +The next day Mr. Henry came. He was a quiet, stern-looking man, of considerable +intelligence and refinement, and so much taste for music as to charm Erminia, +who had rather dreaded his visit. But all the amenities of life were put aside +when he entered Mr. Buxton’s sanctum—his “office,” as he called the room where +he received his tenants and business people. Frank thought Mr. Henry was scarce +commonly civil in the open evidence of his surprise and contempt for the +habits, of which the disorderly books and ledgers were but too visible signs. +Mr. Buxton himself felt more like a school-boy, bringing up an imperfect +lesson, than he had ever done since he was thirteen. +</p> + +<p> +“The only wonder, my good sir, is that you have any property left; that you +have not been cheated out of every farthing.” +</p> + +<p> +“I’ll answer for it,” said Mr. Buxton, in reply, “that you’ll not find any +cheating has been going on. They dared not, sir; they know I should make an +example of the first rogue I found out.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Henry lifted up his eyebrows, but did not speak. +</p> + +<p> +“Besides, sir, most of these men have lived for generations under the Buxtons. +I’d give you my life, they would not cheat me.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Henry coldly said: +</p> + +<p> +“I imagine a close examination of these books by some accountant will be the +best proof of the honesty of these said tenants. If you will allow me, I will +write to a clever fellow I know, and desire him to come down and try and +regulate this mass of papers.” +</p> + +<p> +“Anything—anything you like,” said Mr. Buxton, only too glad to escape from the +lawyer’s cold, contemptuous way of treating the subject. +</p> + +<p> +The accountant came; and he and Mr. Henry were deeply engaged in the office for +several days. Mr. Buxton was bewildered by the questions they asked him. Mr. +Henry examined him in the worrying way in which an unwilling witness is made to +give evidence. Many a time and oft did he heartily wish he had gone on in the +old course to the end of his life, instead of putting himself into an agent’s +hands; but he comforted himself by thinking that, at any rate, they would be +convinced he had never allowed himself to be cheated or imposed upon, although +he did not make any parade of exactitude. +</p> + +<p> +What was his dismay when, one morning, Mr. Henry sent to request his presence, +and, with a cold, clear voice, read aloud an admirably drawn up statement, +informing the poor landlord of the defalcations, nay more, the impositions of +those whom he had trusted. If he had been alone, he would have burst into +tears, to find how his confidence had been abused. But as it was, he became +passionately angry. +</p> + +<p> +“I’ll prosecute them, sir. Not a man shall escape. I’ll make them pay back +every farthing, I will. And damages, too. Crayston, did you say, sir? Was that +one of the names? Why, that is the very Crayston who was bailiff under my +father for years. The scoundrel! And I set him up in my best farm when he +married. And he’s been swindling me, has he?” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Henry ran over the items of the account—“421_l_, 13_s_. 4-3/4_d_. Part of +this I fear we cannot recover”—— +</p> + +<p> +He was going on, but Mr. Buxton broke in: “But I will recover it. I’ll have +every farthing of it. I’ll go to law with the viper. I don’t care for money, +but I hate ingratitude.” +</p> + +<p> +“If you like, I will take counsel’s opinion on the case,” said Mr. Henry, +coolly. +</p> + +<p> +“Take anything you please, sir. Why this Crayston was the first man that set me +on a horse—and to think of his cheating me!” +</p> + +<p> +A few days after this conversation, Frank came on his usual visit to Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Can you come up to the thorn-tree, dearest?” said he. “It is a lovely day, and +I want the solace of a quiet hour’s talk with you.” +</p> + +<p> +So they went, and sat in silence some time, looking at the calm and still blue +air about the summits of the hills, where never tumult of the world came to +disturb the peace, and the quiet of whose heights was never broken by the loud +passionate cries of men. +</p> + +<p> +“I am glad you like my thorn-tree,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“I like the view from it. The thought of the solitude which must be among the +hollows of those hills pleases me particularly to-day. Oh, Maggie! it is one of +the times when I get depressed about men and the world. We have had such +sorrow, and such revelations, and remorse, and passion at home to-day. Crayston +(my father’s old tenant) has come over. It seems—I am afraid there is no doubt +of it—he has been peculating to a large amount. My father has been too +careless, and has placed his dependents in great temptation; and Crayston—he is +an old man, with a large extravagant family—has yielded. He has been served +with notice of my father’s intention to prosecute him; and came over to confess +all, and ask for forgiveness, and time to pay back what he could. A month ago, +my father would have listened to him, I think; but now, he is stung by Mr. +Henry’s sayings, and gave way to a furious passion. It has been a most +distressing morning. The worst side of everybody seems to have come out. Even +Crayston, with all his penitence and appearance of candor, had to be questioned +closely by Mr. Henry before he would tell the whole truth. Good God! that money +should have such power to corrupt men. It was all for money, and money’s worth, +that this degradation has taken place. As for Mr. Henry, to save his client +money, and to protect money, he does not care—he does not even perceive—how he +induces deterioration of character. He has been encouraging my father in +measures which I cannot call anything but vindictive. Crayston is to be made an +example of, they say. As if my father had not half the sin on his own head! As +if he had rightly discharged his duties as a rich man! Money was as dross to +him; but he ought to have remembered how it might be as life itself to many, +and be craved after, and coveted, till the black longing got the better of +principle, as it has done with this poor Crayston. They say the man was once so +truthful, and now his self-respect is gone; and he has evidently lost the very +nature of truth. I dread riches. I dread the responsibility of them. At any +rate, I wish I had begun life as a poor boy, and worked my way up to +competence. Then I could understand and remember the temptations of poverty. I +am afraid of my own heart becoming hardened as my father’s is. You have no +notion of his passionate severity to-day, Maggie! It was quite a new thing even +to me!” +</p> + +<p> +“It will only be for a short time,” said she. “He must be much grieved about +this man.” +</p> + +<p> +“If I thought I could ever grow as hard and different to the abject entreaties +of a criminal as my father has been this morning—one whom he has helped to +make, too—I would go off to Australia at once. Indeed, Maggie, I think it would +be the best thing we could do. My heart aches about the mysterious corruptions +and evils of an old state of society such as we have in England.—What do you +say Maggie? Would you go?” +</p> + +<p> +She was silent—thinking. +</p> + +<p> +“I would go with you directly, if it were right,” said she, at last. “But would +it be? I think it would be rather cowardly. I feel what you say; but don’t you +think it would be braver to stay, and endure much depression and anxiety of +mind, for the sake of the good those always can do who see evils clearly. I am +speaking all this time as if neither you nor I had any home duties, but were +free to do as we liked.” +</p> + +<p> +“What can you or I do? We are less than drops in the ocean, as far as our +influence can go to model a nation?” +</p> + +<p> +“As for that,” said Maggie, laughing, “I can’t remodel Nancy’s old-fashioned +ways; so I’ve never yet planned how to remodel a nation.” +</p> + +<p> +“Then what did you mean by the good those always can do who see evils clearly? +The evils I see are those of a nation whose god is money.” +</p> + +<p> +“That is just because you have come away from a distressing scene. To-morrow +you will hear or read of some heroic action meeting with a nation’s sympathy, +and you will rejoice and be proud of your country.” +</p> + +<p> +“Still I shall see the evils of her complex state of society keenly; and where +is the good I can do?” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! I can’t tell in a minute. But cannot you bravely face these evils, and +learn their nature and causes; and then has God given you no powers to apply to +the discovery of their remedy? Dear Frank, think! It may be very little you can +do—and you may never see the effect of it, any more than the widow saw the +world-wide effect of her mite. Then if all the good and thoughtful men run away +from us to some new country, what are we to do with our poor dear Old England?” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, you must run away with the good, thoughtful men—(I mean to consider that +as a compliment to myself, Maggie!) Will you let me wish I had been born poor, +if I am to stay in England? I should not then be liable to this fault into +which I see the rich men fall, of forgetting the trials of the poor.” +</p> + +<p> +“I am not sure whether, if you had been poor, you might not have fallen into an +exactly parallel fault, and forgotten the trials of the rich. It is so +difficult to understand the errors into which their position makes all men +liable to fall. Do you remember a story in ‘Evenings at Home,’ called the +Transmigrations of Indra? Well! when I was a child, I used to wish I might be +transmigrated (is that the right word?) into an American slave-owner for a +little while, just that I might understand how he must suffer, and be sorely +puzzled, and pray and long to be freed from his odious wealth, till at last he +grew hardened to its nature;—and since then, I have wished to be the Emperor of +Russia, for the same reason. Ah! you may laugh; but that is only because I have +not explained myself properly.” +</p> + +<p> +“I was only smiling to think how ambitious any one might suppose you were who +did not know you.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t see any ambition in it—I don’t think of the station—I only want sorely +to see the ‘What’s resisted’ of Burns, in order that I may have more charity +for those who seem to me to have been the cause of such infinite woe and +misery.” +</p> + +<p class="poem"> +“‘What’s done we partly may compute;<br/> +But know not what’s resisted,’” +</p> + +<p> +repeated Frank musingly. After some time he began again: +</p> + +<p> +“But, Maggie, I don’t give up this wish of mine to go to Australia—Canada, if +you like it better—anywhere where there is a newer and purer state of society.” +</p> + +<p> +“The great objection seems to be your duty, as an only child, to your father. +It is different to the case of one out of a large family.” +</p> + +<p> +“I wish I were one in twenty, then I might marry where I liked to-morrow.” +</p> + +<p> +“It would take two people’s consent to such a rapid measure,” said Maggie, +laughing. “But now I am going to wish a wish, which it won’t require a fairy +godmother to gratify. Look, Frank, do you see in the middle of that dark brown +purple streak of moor a yellow gleam of light? It is a pond, I think, that at +this time of the year catches a slanting beam of the sun. It cannot be very far +off. I have wished to go to it every autumn. Will you go with me now? We shall +have time before tea.” +</p> + +<p> +Frank’s dissatisfaction with the stern measures that, urged on by Mr. Henry, +his father took against all who had imposed upon his carelessness as a +landlord, increased rather than diminished. He spoke warmly to him on the +subject, but without avail. He remonstrated with Mr. Henry, and told him how he +felt that, had his father controlled his careless nature, and been an exact, +vigilant landlord, these tenantry would never have had the great temptation to +do him wrong; and that therefore he considered some allowance should be made +for them, and some opportunity given them to redeem their characters, which +would be blasted and hardened for ever by the publicity of a law-suit. But Mr. +Henry only raised his eyebrows and made answer: +</p> + +<p> +“I like to see these notions in a young man, sir. I had them myself at your +age. I believe I had great ideas then, on the subject of temptation and the +force of circumstances; and was as Quixotic as any one about reforming rogues. +But my experience has convinced me that roguery is innate. Nothing but outward +force can control it, and keep it within bounds. The terrors of the law must be +that outward force. I admire your kindness of heart; and in three-and-twenty we +do not look for the wisdom and experience of forty or fifty.” +</p> + +<p> +Frank was indignant at being set aside as an unripe youth. He disapproved so +strongly of all these measures, and of so much that was now going on at home +under Mr. Henry’s influence that he determined to pay his long promised visit +to Scotland; and Maggie, sad at heart to see how he was suffering, encouraged +him in his determination. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p> +After he was gone, there came a November of the most dreary and characteristic +kind. There was incessant rain, and closing-in mists, without a gleam of +sunshine to light up the drops of water, and make the wet stems and branches of +the trees glisten. Every color seemed dimmed and darkened; and the crisp +autumnal glory of leaves fell soddened to the ground. The latest flowers rotted +away without ever coming to their bloom; and it looked as if the heavy +monotonous sky had drawn closer and closer, and shut in the little moorland +cottage as with a shroud. In doors, things were no more cheerful. Maggie saw +that her mother was depressed, and she thought that Edward’s extravagance must +be the occasion. Oftentimes she wondered how far she might speak on the +subject; and once or twice she drew near it in conversation; but her mother +winced away, and Maggie could not as yet see any decided good to be gained from +encountering such pain. To herself it would have been a relief to have known +the truth—the worst, as far as her mother knew it; but she was not in the habit +of thinking of herself. She only tried, by long tender attention, to cheer and +comfort her mother; and she and Nancy strove in every way to reduce the +household expenditure, for there was little ready money to meet it. Maggie +wrote regularly to Edward; but since the note inquiring about the agency, she +had never heard from him. Whether her mother received letters she did not know; +but at any rate she did not express anxiety, though her looks and manner +betrayed that she was ill at ease. It was almost a relief to Maggie when some +change was given to her thoughts by Nancy’s becoming ill. The damp gloomy +weather brought on some kind of rheumatic attack, which obliged the old servant +to keep her bed. Formerly, in such an emergency, they would have engaged some +cottager’s wife to come and do the house-work; but now it seemed tacitly +understood that they could not afford it. Even when Nancy grew worse, and +required attendance in the night, Maggie still persisted in her daily +occupations. She was wise enough to rest when and how she could; and, with a +little forethought, she hoped to be able to go through this weary time without +any bad effect. One morning (it was on the second of December; and even the +change of name in the month, although it brought no change of circumstances or +weather, was a relief—December brought glad tidings even in its very name), one +morning, dim and dreary, Maggie had looked at the clock on leaving Nancy’s +room, and finding it was not yet half-past five, and knowing that her mother +and Nancy were both asleep, she determined to lie down and rest for an hour +before getting up to light the fires. She did not mean to go to sleep; but she +was tired out and fell into a sound slumber. When she awoke it was with a +start. It was still dark; but she had a clear idea of being wakened by some +distinct, rattling noise. There it was once more—against the window, like a +shower of shot. She went to the lattice, and opened it to look out. She had +that strange consciousness, not to be described, of the near neighborhood of +some human creature, although she neither saw nor heard any one for the first +instant. Then Edward spoke in a hoarse whisper, right below the window, +standing on the flower-beds. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! Maggie! Come down and let me in. For your life, don’t make any noise. +No one must know.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie turned sick. Something was wrong, evidently; and she was weak and weary. +However, she stole down the old creaking stairs, and undid the heavy bolt, and +let her brother in. She felt that his dress was quite wet, and she led him, +with cautious steps, into the kitchen, and shut the door, and stirred the fire, +before she spoke. He sank into a chair, as if worn out with fatigue. She stood, +expecting some explanation. But when she saw he could not speak, she hastened +to make him a cup of tea; and, stooping down, took off his wet boots, and +helped him off with his coat, and brought her own plaid to wrap round him. All +this time her heart sunk lower and lower. He allowed her to do what she liked, +as if he were an automaton; his head and his arms hung loosely down, and his +eyes were fixed, in a glaring way, on the fire. When she brought him some tea, +he spoke for the first time; she could not hear what he said till he repeated +it, so husky was his voice. +</p> + +<p> +“Have you no brandy?” +</p> + +<p> +She had the key of the little wine-cellar, and fetched up some. But as she took +a tea-spoon to measure it out, he tremblingly clutched at the bottle, and shook +down a quantity into the empty tea-cup, and drank it off at one gulp. He fell +back again in his chair; but in a few minutes he roused himself, and seemed +stronger. +</p> + +<p> +“Edward, dear Edward, what is the matter?” said Maggie, at last; for he got up, +and was staggering toward the outer door, as if he were going once more into +the rain, and dismal morning-twilight. +</p> + +<p> +He looked at her fiercely as she laid her hand on his arm. +</p> + +<p> +“Confound you! Don’t touch me. I’ll not be kept here, to be caught and hung!” +</p> + +<p> +For an instant she thought he was mad. +</p> + +<p> +“Caught and hung!” she echoed. “My poor Edward! what do you mean?” +</p> + +<p> +He sat down suddenly on a chair, close by him, and covered his face with his +hands. When he spoke, his voice was feeble and imploring. +</p> + +<p> +“The police are after me, Maggie! What must I do? Oh! can you hide me? Can you +save me?” +</p> + +<p> +He looked wild, like a hunted creature. Maggie stood aghast. He went on: +</p> + +<p> +“My mother!—Nancy! Where are they? I was wet through and starving, and I came +here. Don’t let them take me, Maggie, till I’m stronger, and can give battle.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! Edward! Edward! What are you saying?” said Maggie, sitting down on the +dresser, in absolute, bewildered despair. “What have you done?” +</p> + +<p> +“I hardly know. I’m in a horrid dream. I see you think I’m mad. I wish I were. +Won’t Nancy come down soon? You must hide me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Poor Nancy is ill in bed!” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Thank God,” said he. “There’s one less. But my mother will be up soon, will +she not?” +</p> + +<p> +“Not yet,” replied Maggie. “Edward, dear, do try and tell me what you have +done. Why should the police be after you?” +</p> + +<p> +“Why, Maggie,” said he with a kind of forced, unnatural laugh, “they say I’ve +forged.” +</p> + +<p> +“And have you?” asked Maggie, in a still, low tone of quiet agony. +</p> + +<p> +He did not answer for some time, but sat, looking on the floor with unwinking +eyes. At last he said, as if speaking to himself: +</p> + +<p> +“If I have, it’s no more than others have done before, and never been found +out. I was but borrowing money. I meant to repay it. If I had asked Mr. Buxton, +he would have lent it me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton!” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes!” answered he, looking sharply and suddenly up at her. “Your future +father-in-law. My father’s old friend. It is he that is hunting me to death! No +need to look so white and horror-struck, Maggie! It’s the way of the world, as +I might have known, if I had not been a blind fool.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton!” she whispered, faintly. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Maggie!” said he, suddenly throwing himself at her feet, “save me! You can +do it. Write to Frank, and make him induce his father to let me off. I came to +see you, my sweet, merciful sister! I knew you would save me. Good God! What +noise is that? There are steps in the yard!” +</p> + +<p> +And before she could speak, he had rushed into the little china closet, which +opened out of the parlor, and crouched down in the darkness. It was only the +man who brought their morning’s supply of milk from a neighboring farm. But +when Maggie opened the kitchen door, she saw how the cold, pale light of a +winter’s day had filled the air. +</p> + +<p> +“You’re late with your shutters to-day, miss,” said the man. “I hope Nancy has +not been giving you all a bad night. Says I to Thomas, who came with me to the +gate, ‘It’s many a year since I saw them parlor shutters barred up at half-past +eight.’” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie went, as soon as he was gone, and opened all the low windows, in order +that they might look as usual. She wondered at her own outward composure, while +she felt so dead and sick at heart. Her mother would soon get up; must she be +told? Edward spoke to her now and then from his hiding-place. He dared not go +back into the kitchen, into which the few neighbors they had were apt to come, +on their morning’s way to Combehurst, to ask if they could do any errands there +for Mrs. Browne or Nancy. Perhaps a quarter of an hour or so had elapsed since +the first alarm, when, as Maggie was trying to light the parlor fire, in order +that the doctor, when he came, might find all as usual, she heard the click of +the garden gate, and a man’s step coming along the walk. She ran up stairs to +wash away the traces of the tears which had been streaming down her face as she +went about her work, before she opened the door. There, against the watery +light of the rainy day without, stood Mr. Buxton. He hardly spoke to her, but +pushed past her, and entered the parlor. He sat down, looking as if he did not +know what he was doing. Maggie tried to keep down her shivering alarm. It was +long since she had seen him; and the old idea of his kind, genial disposition, +had been sadly disturbed by what she had heard from Frank, of his severe +proceedings against his unworthy tenantry; and now, if he was setting the +police in search of Edward, he was indeed to be dreaded; and with Edward so +close at hand, within earshot! If the china fell! He would suspect nothing from +that; it would only be her own terror. If her mother came down! But, with all +these thoughts, she was very still, outwardly, as she sat waiting for him to +speak. +</p> + +<p> +“Have you heard from your brother lately?” asked he, looking up in an angry and +disturbed manner. “But I’ll answer for it he has not been writing home for some +time. He could not, with the guilt he has had on his mind. I’ll not believe in +gratitude again. There perhaps was such a thing once; but now-a-days the more +you do for a person, the surer they are to turn against you, and cheat you. +Now, don’t go white and pale. I know you’re a good girl in the main; and I’ve +been lying awake all night, and I’ve a deal to say to you. That scoundrel of a +brother of yours!” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie could not ask (as would have been natural, if she had been ignorant) +what Edward had done. She knew too well. But Mr. Buxton was too full of his own +thoughts and feelings to notice her much. +</p> + +<p> +“Do you know he has been like the rest? Do you know he has been cheating +me—forging my name? I don’t know what besides. It’s well for him that they’ve +altered the laws, and he can’t be hung for it” (a dead heavy weight was removed +from Maggie’s mind), “but Mr. Henry is going to transport him. It’s worse than +Crayston. Crayston only ploughed up the turf, and did not pay rent, and sold +the timber, thinking I should never miss it. But your brother has gone and +forged my name. He had received all the purchase-money, while he only gave me +half, and said the rest was to come afterward. And the ungrateful scoundrel has +gone and given a forged receipt! You might have knocked me down with a straw +when Mr. Henry told me about it all last night. ‘Never talk to me of virtue and +such humbug again,’ I said, ‘I’ll never believe in them. Every one is for what +he can get.’ However, Mr. Henry wrote to the superintendent of police at +Woodchester; and has gone over himself this morning to see after it. But to +think of your father having such a son!” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh my poor father!” sobbed out Maggie. “How glad I am you are dead before this +disgrace came upon us!” +</p> + +<p> +“You may well say disgrace. You’re a good girl yourself, Maggie. I have always +said that. How Edward has turned out as he has done, I cannot conceive. But +now, Maggie, I’ve something to say to you.” He moved uneasily about, as if he +did not know how to begin. Maggie was standing leaning her head against the +chimney-piece, longing for her visitor to go, dreading the next minute, and +wishing to shrink into some dark corner of oblivion where she might forget all +for a time, till she regained a small portion of the bodily strength that had +been sorely tried of late. Mr. Buxton saw her white look of anguish, and read +it in part, but not wholly. He was too intent on what he was going to say. +</p> + +<p> +“I’ve been lying awake all night, thinking. You see the disgrace it is to you, +though you are innocent; and I’m sure you can’t think of involving Frank in +it.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie went to the little sofa, and, kneeling down by it, hid her face in the +cushions. He did not go on, for he thought she was not listening to him. At +last he said: +</p> + +<p> +“Come now, be a sensible girl, and face it out. I’ve a plan to propose.” +</p> + +<p> +“I hear,” said she, in a dull veiled voice. +</p> + +<p> +“Why, you know how against this engagement I have always been. Frank is but +three-and-twenty, and does not know his own mind, as I tell him. Besides, he +might marry any one he chose.” +</p> + +<p> +“He has chosen me,” murmured Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Of course, of course. But you’ll not think of keeping him to it, after what +has passed. You would not have such a fine fellow as Frank pointed at as the +brother-in-law of a forger, would you? It was far from what I wished for him +before; but now! Why you’re glad your father is dead, rather than he should +have lived to see this day; and rightly too, I think. And you’ll not go and +disgrace Frank. From what Mr. Henry hears, Edward has been a discredit to you +in many ways. Mr. Henry was at Woodchester yesterday, and he says if Edward has +been fairly entered as an attorney, his name may be struck off the Rolls for +many a thing he has done. Think of my Frank having his bright name tarnished by +any connection with such a man! Mr. Henry says, even in a court of law what has +come out about Edward would be excuse enough for a breach of promise of +marriage.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie lifted up her wan face; the pupils of her eyes were dilated, her lips +were dead white. She looked straight at Mr. Buxton with indignant impatience: +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Henry! Mr. Henry! What has Mr. Henry to do with me?” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton was staggered by the wild, imperious look, so new upon her mild, +sweet face. But he was resolute for Frank’s sake, and returned to the charge +after a moment’s pause. +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Henry is a good friend of mine, who has my interest at heart. He has known +what a subject of regret your engagement has been to me; though really my +repugnance to it was without cause formerly, compared to what it is now. Now be +reasonable, my dear. I’m willing to do something for you if you will do +something for me. You must see what a stop this sad affair has put to any +thoughts between you and Frank. And you must see what cause I have to wish to +punish Edward for his ungrateful behavior, to say nothing of the forgery. Well +now! I don’t know what Mr. Henry will say to me, but I have thought of this. If +you’ll write a letter to Frank, just saying distinctly that, for reasons which +must for ever remain a secret...” +</p> + +<p> +“Remain a secret from Frank?” said Maggie, again lifting up her head. “Why?” +</p> + +<p> +“Why? my dear! You startle me with that manner of yours—just let me finish out +my sentence. If you’ll say that, for reasons which must forever remain a +secret, you decidedly and unchangeably give up all connection, all engagement +with him (which, in fact, Edward’s conduct has as good as put an end to), I’ll +go over to Woodchester and tell Mr. Henry and the police that they need not +make further search after Edward, for that I won’t appear against him. You can +save your brother; and you’ll do yourself no harm by writing this letter, for +of course you see your engagement is broken off. For you never would wish to +disgrace Frank.” +</p> + +<p> +He paused, anxiously awaiting her reply. She did not speak. +</p> + +<p> +“I’m sure, if I appear against him, he is as good as transported,” he put in, +after a while. +</p> + +<p> +Just at this time there was a little sound of displaced china in the closet. +Mr. Buxton did not attend to it, but Maggie heard it. She got up, and stood +quite calm before Mr. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +“You must go,” said she. “I know you; and I know you are not aware of the cruel +way in which you have spoken to me, while asking me to give up the very hope +and marrow of my life”—she could not go on for a moment; she was choked up with +anguish. +</p> + +<p> +“It was the truth, Maggie,” said he, somewhat abashed. +</p> + +<p> +“It was the truth that made the cruelty of it. But you did not mean to speak +cruelly to me, I know. Only it is hard all at once to be called upon to face +the shame and blasted character of one who was once an innocent child at the +same father’s knee.” +</p> + +<p> +“I may have spoken too plainly,” said Mr. Buxton, “but it was necessary to set +the plain truth before you, for my son’s sake. You will write the letter I +ask?” +</p> + +<p> +Her look was wandering and uncertain. Her attention was distracted by sounds +which to him had no meaning; and her judgment she felt was wavering and +disturbed. +</p> + +<p> +“I cannot tell. Give me time to think; you will do that, I’m sure. Go now, and +leave me alone. If it is right, God will give me strength to do it, and perhaps +He will comfort me in my desolation. But I do not know—I cannot tell. I must +have time to think. Go now, if you please, sir,” said she, imploringly. +</p> + +<p> +“I am sure you will see it is a right thing I ask of you,” he persisted. +</p> + +<p> +“Go now,” she repeated. +</p> + +<p> +“Very well. In two hours, I will come back again; for your sake, time is +precious. Even while we speak he may be arrested. At eleven, I will come back.” +</p> + +<p> +He went away, leaving her sick and dizzy with the effort to be calm and +collected enough to think. She had forgotten for the moment how near Edward +was; and started when she saw the closet-door open, and his face put out. +</p> + +<p> +“Is he gone? I thought he never would go. What a time you kept him, Maggie! I +was so afraid, once, you might sit down to write the letter in this room; and +then I knew he would stop and worry you with interruptions and advice, so that +it would never be ended; and my back was almost broken. But you sent him off +famously. Why, Maggie! Maggie!—you’re not going to faint, surely!” +</p> + +<p> +His sudden burst out of a whisper into a loud exclamation of surprise, made her +rally; but she could not stand. She tried to smile, for he really looked +frightened. +</p> + +<p> +“I have been sitting up for many nights—and now this sorrow!” Her smile died +away into a wailing, feeble cry. +</p> + +<p> +“Well, well! it’s over now, you see. I was frightened enough myself this +morning, I own; and then you were brave and kind. But I knew you could save me, +all along.” +</p> + +<p> +At this moment the door opened, and Mrs. Browne came in. +</p> + +<p> +“Why, Edward, dear! who would have thought of seeing you! This is good of you; +what a pleasant surprise! I often said, you might come over for a day from +Woodchester. What’s the matter, Maggie, you look so fagged? She’s losing all +her beauty, is not she, Edward? Where’s breakfast? I thought I should find all +ready. What’s the matter? Why don’t you speak?” said she, growing anxious at +their silence. Maggie left the explanation to Edward. +</p> + +<p> +“Mother,” said he, “I’ve been rather a naughty boy, and got into some trouble; +but Maggie is going to help me out of it, like a good sister.” +</p> + +<p> +“What is it?” said Mrs. Browne, looking bewildered and uneasy. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh—I took a little liberty with our friend Mr. Buxton’s name; and wrote it +down to a receipt—that was all.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne’s face showed that the light came but slowly into her mind. +</p> + +<p> +“But that’s forgery—is not it?” asked she at length, in terror. +</p> + +<p> +“People call it so,” said Edward; “I call it borrowing from an old friend, who +was always willing to lend.” +</p> + +<p> +“Does he know?—is he angry?” asked Mrs. Browne. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes, he knows; and he blusters a deal. He was working himself up grandly at +first. Maggie! I was getting rarely frightened, I can tell you.” +</p> + +<p> +“Has he been here?” said Mrs. Browne, in bewildered fright. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, yes! he and Maggie have been having a long talk, while I was hid in the +china-closet. I would not go over that half-hour again for any money. However, +he and Maggie came to terms, at last.” +</p> + +<p> +“No, Edward, we did not!” said Maggie, in a low quivering voice. +</p> + +<p> +“Very nearly. She’s to give up her engagement, and then he will let me off.” +</p> + +<p> +“Do you mean that Maggie is to give up her engagement to Mr. Frank Buxton?” +asked his mother. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes. It would never have come to anything, one might see that. Old Buxton +would have held out against it till doomsday. And, sooner or later, Frank would +have grown weary. If Maggie had had any spirit, she might have worked him up to +marry her before now; and then I should have been spared even this fright, for +they would never have set the police after Mrs. Frank Buxton’s brother.” +</p> + +<p> +“Why, dearest, Edward, the police are not after you, are they?” said Mrs. +Browne, for the first time alive to the urgency of the case. +</p> + +<p> +“I believe they are though,” said Edward. “But after what Mr. Buxton promised +this morning, it does not signify.” +</p> + +<p> +“He did not promise anything,” said Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +Edward turned sharply to her, and looked at her. Then he went and took hold of +her wrists with no gentle grasp, and spoke to her through his set teeth. +</p> + +<p> +“What do you mean, Maggie?—what do you mean?” (giving her a little shake.) “Do +you mean that you’ll stick to your lover through thick and thin, and leave your +brother to be transported? Speak, can’t you?” +</p> + +<p> +She looked up at him, and tried to speak, but no words came out of her dry +throat. At last she made a strong effort. +</p> + +<p> +“You must give me time to think. I will do what is right, by God’s help.” +</p> + +<p> +“As if it was not right—and such can’t—to save your brother,” said he, throwing +her hands away in a passionate manner. +</p> + +<p> +“I must be alone,” said Maggie, rising, and trying to stand steadily in the +reeling room. She heard her mother and Edward speaking, but their words gave +her no meaning, and she went out. She was leaving the house by the +kitchen-door, when she remembered Nancy, left alone and helpless all through +this long morning; and, ill as she could endure detention from the solitude she +longed to seek, she patiently fulfilled her small duties, and sought out some +breakfast for the poor old woman. +</p> + +<p> +When she carried it up stairs, Nancy said: +</p> + +<p> +“There’s something up. You’ve trouble in your sweet face, my darling. Never +mind telling me—only don’t sob so. I’ll pray for you, bairn: and God will help +you.” +</p> + +<p> +“Thank you, Nancy. Do!” and she left the room. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p> +When she opened the kitchen-door there was the same small, mizzling rain that +had obscured the light for weeks, and now it seemed to obscure hope. +</p> + +<p> +She clambered slowly (for indeed she was very feeble) up the Fell-Lane, and +threw herself under the leafless thorn, every small branch and twig of which +was loaded with rain-drops. She did not see the well-beloved and familiar +landscape for her tears, and did not miss the hills in the distance that were +hidden behind the rain-clouds, and sweeping showers. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne and Edward sat over the fire. He told her his own story; making the +temptation strong; the crime a mere trifling, venial error, which he had been +led into, through his idea that he was to become Mr. Buxton’s agent. +</p> + +<p> +“But if it is only that,” said Mrs. Browne, “surely Mr. Buxton will not think +of going to law with you?” +</p> + +<p> +“It’s not merely going to law that he will think of, but trying and +transporting me. That Henry he has got for his agent is as sharp as a needle, +and as hard as a nether mill-stone. And the fellow has obtained such a hold +over Mr. Buxton, that he dare but do what he tells him. I can’t imagine how he +had so much free-will left as to come with his proposal to Maggie; unless, +indeed, Henry knows of it—or, what is most likely of all, has put him up to it. +Between them they have given that poor fool Crayston a pretty dose of it; and I +should have come yet worse off if it had not been for Maggie. Let me get clear +this time, and I will keep to windward of the law for the future.” +</p> + +<p> +“If we sold the cottage we could repay it,” said Mrs. Browne, meditating. +“Maggie and I could live on very little. But you see this property is held in +trust for you two.” +</p> + +<p> +“Nay, mother; you must not talk of repaying it. Depend upon it he will be so +glad to have Frank free from his engagement, that he won’t think of asking for +the money. And if Mr. Henry says anything about it, we can tell him it’s not +half the damages they would have had to have given Maggie, if Frank had been +extricated in any other way. I wish she would come back; I would prime her a +little as to what to say. Keep a look out, mother, lest Mr. Buxton returns and +find me here.” +</p> + +<p> +“I wish Maggie would come in too,” said Mrs. Browne. “I’m afraid she’ll catch +cold this damp day, and then I shall have two to nurse. You think she’ll give +it up, don’t you, Edward? If she does not I’m afraid of harm coming to you. Had +you not better keep out of the way?” +</p> + +<p> +“It’s fine talking. Where am I to go out of sight of the police this wet day: +without a shilling in the world too? If you’ll give me some money I’ll be off +fast enough, and make assurance doubly sure. I’m not much afraid of Maggie. +She’s a little yea-nay thing, and I can always bend her round to what we want. +She had better take care, too,” said he, with a desperate look on his face, +“for by G—— I’ll make her give up all thoughts of Frank, rather than be taken +and tried. Why! it’s my chance for all my life; and do you think I’ll have it +frustrated for a girl’s whim?” +</p> + +<p> +“I think it’s rather hard upon her too,” pleaded his mother. “She’s very fond +of him; and it would have been such a good match for her.” +</p> + +<p> +“Pooh! she’s not nineteen yet, and has plenty of time before her to pick up +somebody else; while, don’t you see, if I’m caught and transported, I’m done +for life. Besides I’ve a notion Frank had already begun to be tired of the +affair; it would have been broken off in a month or two, without her gaining +anything by it.” +</p> + +<p> +“Well, if you think so,” replied Mrs. Browne. “But I’m sorry for her. I always +told her she was foolish to think so much about him: but I know she’ll fret a +deal if it’s given up.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh! she’ll soon comfort herself with thinking that she has saved me. I wish +she’d come. It must be near eleven. I do wish she would come. Hark! is not that +the kitchen-door?” said he, turning white, and betaking himself once more to +the china-closet. He held it ajar till he heard Maggie stepping softly and +slowly across the floor. She opened the parlor-door; and stood looking in, with +the strange imperceptive gaze of a sleep-walker. Then she roused herself and +saw that he was not there; so she came in a step or two, and sat down in her +dripping cloak on a chair near the door. +</p> + +<p> +Edward returned, bold now there was no danger. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie!” said he, “what have you fixed to say to Mr. Burton?” +</p> + +<p> +She sighed deeply; and then lifted up her large innocent eyes to his face. +</p> + +<p> +“I cannot give up Frank,” said she, in a low, quiet voice. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne threw up her hands and exclaimed in terror: +</p> + +<p> +“Oh Edward, Edward! go away—I will give you all the plate I have; you can sell +it—my darling, go!” +</p> + +<p> +“Not till I have brought Maggie to reason,” said he, in a manner as quiet as +her own, but with a subdued ferocity in it, which she saw, but which did not +intimidate her. +</p> + +<p> +He went up to her, and spoke below his breath. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, we were children together—we two—brother and sister of one blood! Do +you give me up to be put in prison—in the hulks—among the basest of criminals—I +don’t know where—all for the sake of your own selfish happiness?” +</p> + +<p> +She trembled very much; but did not speak or cry, or make any noise. +</p> + +<p> +“You were always selfish. You always thought of yourself. But this time I did +think you would have shown how different you could be. But it’s +self—self—paramount above all.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh Maggie! how can you be so hard-hearted and selfish?” echoed Mrs. Browne, +crying and sobbing. +</p> + +<p> +“Mother!” said Maggie, “I know that I think too often and too much of myself. +But this time I thought only of Frank. He loves me; it would break his heart if +I wrote as Mr. Buxton wishes, cutting our lives asunder, and giving no reason +for it.” +</p> + +<p> +“He loves you so!” said Edward, tauntingly. “A man’s love break his heart! +You’ve got some pretty notions! Who told you that he loved you so desperately? +How do you know it?” +</p> + +<p> +“Because I love him so,” said she, in a quiet, earnest voice. “I do not know of +any other reason; but that is quite sufficient to me. I believe him when he +says he loves me; and I have no right to cause him the infinite—the terrible +pain, which my own heart tells me he would feel, if I did what Mr. Buxton +wishes me.” +</p> + +<p> +Her manner was so simple and utterly truthful, that it was as quiet and +fearless as a child’s; her brother’s fierce looks of anger had no power over +her; and his blustering died away before her into something of the frightened +cowardliness he had shown in the morning. But Mrs. Browne came up to Maggie; +and took her hand between both of hers, which were trembling. “Maggie, you can +save Edward. I know I have not loved you as I should have done; but I will love +and comfort you forever, if you will but write as Mr. Buxton says. Think! +Perhaps Mr. Frank may not take you at your word, but may come over and see you, +and all may be right, and yet Edward may be saved. It is only writing this +letter; you need not stick to it.” +</p> + +<p> +“No!” said Edward. “A signature, if you can prove compulsion, is not valid. We +will all prove that you write this letter under compulsion; and if Frank loves +you so desperately, he won’t give you up without a trial to make you change +your mind.” +</p> + +<p> +“No!” said Maggie, firmly. “If I write the letter I abide by it. I will not +quibble with my conscience. Edward! I will not marry—I will go and live near +you, and come to you whenever I may—and give up my life to you if you are sent +to prison; my mother and I will go, if need be—I do not know yet what I can do, +or cannot do, for you, but all I can I will; but this one thing I cannot.” +</p> + +<p> +“Then I’m off!” said Edward. “On your deathbed may you remember this hour, and +how you denied your only brother’s request. May you ask my forgiveness with +your dying breath, and may I be there to deny it you.” +</p> + +<p> +“Wait a minute!” said Maggie, springing up, rapidly. “Edward, don’t curse me +with such terrible words till all is done. Mother, I implore you to keep him +here. Hide him—do what you can to conceal him. I will have one more trial.” She +snatched up her bonnet, and was gone, before they had time to think or speak to +arrest her. +</p> + +<p> +On she flew along the Combehurst road. As she went, the tears fell like rain +down her face, and she talked to herself. +</p> + +<p> +“He should not have said so. No! he should not have said so. We were the only +two.” But still she pressed on, over the thick, wet, brown heather. She saw Mr. +Buxton coming; and she went still quicker. The rain had cleared off, and a +yellow watery gleam of sunshine was struggling out. She stopped or he would +have passed her unheeded; little expecting to meet her there. +</p> + +<p> +“I wanted to see you,” said she, all at once resuming her composure, and almost +assuming a dignified manner. “You must not go down to our house; we have sorrow +enough there. Come under these fir-trees, and let me speak to you.” +</p> + +<p> +“I hope you have thought of what I said, and are willing to do what I asked +you.” +</p> + +<p> +“No!” said she. “I have thought and thought. I did not think in a selfish +spirit, though they say I did. I prayed first. I could not do that earnestly, +and be selfish, I think. I cannot give up Frank. I know the disgrace; and if +he, knowing all, thinks fit to give me up, I shall never say a word, but bow my +head, and try and live out my appointed days quietly and cheerfully. But he is +the judge, not you; nor have I any right to do what you ask me.” She stopped, +because the agitation took away her breath. +</p> + +<p> +He began in a cold manner:—“I am very sorry. The law must take its course. I +would have saved my son from the pain of all this knowledge, and that which he +will of course feel in the necessity of giving up his engagement. I would have +refused to appear against your brother, shamefully ungrateful as he has been. +Now you cannot wonder that I act according to my agent’s advice, and prosecute +your brother as if he were a stranger.” +</p> + +<p> +He turned to go away. He was so cold and determined that for a moment Maggie +was timid. But she then laid her hand on his arm. +</p> + +<p> +“Mr. Buxton,” said she, “you will not do what you threaten. I know you better. +Think! My father was your old friend. That claim is, perhaps, done away with by +Edward’s conduct. But I do not believe you can forget it always. If you did +fulfill the menace you uttered just now, there would come times as you grew +older, and life grew fainter and fainter before you—quiet times of thought, +when you remembered the days of your youth, and the friends you then had and +knew;—you would recollect that one of them had left an only son, who had done +wrong—who had sinned—sinned against you in his weakness—and you would think +then—you could not help it—how you had forgotten mercy in justice—and, as +justice required he should be treated as a felon, you threw him among +felons—where every glimmering of goodness was darkened for ever. Edward is, +after all, more weak than wicked;—but he will become wicked if you put him in +prison, and have him transported. God is merciful—we cannot tell or think how +merciful. Oh, sir, I am so sure you will be merciful, and give my brother—my +poor sinning brother—a chance, that I will tell you all. I will throw myself +upon your pity. Edward is even now at home—miserable and desperate;—my mother +is too much stunned to understand all our wretchedness—for very wretched we are +in our shame.” +</p> + +<p> +As she spoke the wind arose and shivered in the wiry leaves of the fir-trees, +and there was a moaning sound as of some Ariel imprisoned in the thick branches +that, tangled overhead, made a shelter for them. Either the noise or Mr. +Buxton’s fancy called up an echo to Maggie’s voice—a pleading with her +pleading—a sad tone of regret, distinct yet blending with her speech, and a +falling, dying sound, as her voice died away in miserable suspense. +</p> + +<p> +It might be that, formed as she was by Mrs. Buxton’s care and love, her accents +and words were such as that lady, now at rest from all sorrow, would have +used;—somehow, at any rate, the thought flashed into Mr. Buxton’s mind, that as +Maggie spoke, his dead wife’s voice was heard, imploring mercy in a clear, +distinct tone, though faint, as if separated from him by an infinite distance +of space. At least, this is the account Mr. Buxton would have given of the +manner in which the idea of his wife became present to him, and what she would +have wished him to do a powerful motive in his conduct. Words of hers, long ago +spoken, and merciful, forgiving expressions made use of in former days to +soften him in some angry mood, were clearly remembered while Maggie spoke; and +their influence was perceptible in the change of his tone, and the wavering of +his manner henceforward. +</p> + +<p> +“And yet you will not save Frank from being involved in your disgrace,” said +he; but more as if weighing and deliberating on the case than he had ever +spoken before. +</p> + +<p> +“If Frank wishes it, I will quietly withdraw myself out of his sight forever;—I +give you my promise, before God, to do so. I shall not utter one word of +entreaty or complaint. I will try not to wonder or feel surprise;—I will bless +him in every action of his future life—but think how different would be the +disgrace he would voluntarily incur to my poor mother’s shame, when she wakens +up to know what her child has done! Her very torper about it now is more +painful than words can tell.” +</p> + +<p> +“What could Edward do?” asked Mr. Buxton. “Mr. Henry won’t hear of my passing +over any frauds.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, you relent!” said Maggie, taking his hand, and pressing it. “What could he +do? He could do the same, whatever it was, as you thought of his doing, if I +had written that terrible letter.” +</p> + +<p> +“And you’ll be willing to give it up, if Frank wishes, when he knows all?” +asked Mr. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +She crossed her hands and drooped her head, but answered steadily. +</p> + +<p> +“Whatever Frank wishes, when he knows all, I will gladly do. I will speak the +truth. I do not believe that any shame surrounding me, and not in me, will +alter Frank’s love one title.” +</p> + +<p> +“We shall see,” said Mr. Buxton. “But what I thought of Edward’s doing, in +case—Well never mind! (seeing how she shrunk back from all mention of the +letter he had asked her to write,)—was to go to America, out of the way. Then +Mr. Henry would think he had escaped, and need never be told of my coenivance. +I think he would throw up the agency, if he were; and he’s a very clever man. +If Ned is in England, Mr. Henry will ferret him out. And, besides, this affair +is so blown, I don’t think he could return to his profession. What do you say +to this, Maggie?” +</p> + +<p> +“I will tell my mother. I must ask her. To me it seems most desirable. Only, I +fear he is very ill; and it seems lonely; but never mind! We ought to be +thankful to you forever. I cannot tell you how I hope and trust he will live to +show you what your goodness has made him.” +</p> + +<p> +“But you must lose no time. If Mr. Henry traces him; I can’t answer for myself. +I shall have no good reason to give, as I should have had, if I could have told +him that Frank and you were to be as strangers to each other. And even then I +should have been afraid, he is such a determined fellow; but uncommonly clever. +Stay!” said he, yielding to a sudden and inexplicable desire to see Edward, and +discover if his criminality had in any way changed his outward appearance. +“I’ll go with you. I can hasten things. If Edward goes, he must be off, as soon +as possible, to Liverpool, and leave no trace. The next packet sails the day +after to-morrow. I noted it down from the _Times_.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie and he sped along the road. He spoke his thoughts aloud: +</p> + +<p> +“I wonder if he will be grateful to me for this. Not that I ever mean to look +for gratitude again. I mean to try, not to care for anybody but Frank. ‘Govern +men by outward force,’ says Mr. Henry. He is an uncommonly clever man, and he +says, the longer he lives, the more he is convinced of the badness of men. He +always looks for it now, even in those who are the best, apparently.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie was too anxious to answer, or even to attend to him. At the top of the +slope she asked him to wait while she ran down and told the result of her +conversation with him. Her mother was alone, looking white and sick. She told +her that Edward had gone into the hay-loft, above the old, disused shippon. +</p> + +<p> +Maggie related the substance of her interview with Mr. Buxton, and his wish +that Edward should go to America. +</p> + +<p> +“To America!” said Mrs. Browne. “Why that’s as far as Botany Bay. It’s just +like transporting him. I thought you’d done something for us, you looked so +glad.” +</p> + +<p> +“Dearest mother, it _is_ something. He is not to be subjected to imprisonment +or trial. I must go and tell him, only I must beckon to Mr. Buxton first. But +when he comes, do show him how thankful we are for his mercy to Edward.” +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne’s murmurings, whatever was their meaning, were lost upon Maggie. +She ran through the court, and up the slope, with the lightness of a lawn; for +though she was tired in body to an excess she had never been before in her +life, the opening beam of hope in the dark sky made her spirit conquer her +flesh for the time. +</p> + +<p> +She did not stop to speak, but turned again as soon as she had signed to Mr. +Buxton to follow her. She left the house-door open for his entrance, and passed +out again through the kitchen into the space behind, which was partly an +uninclosed yard, and partly rocky common. She ran across the little green to +the shippon, and mounted the ladder into the dimly-lighted loft. Up in a dark +corner Edward stood, with an old rake in his hand. +</p> + +<p> +“I thought it was you, Maggie!” said he, heaving a deep breath of relief. “What +have you done? Have you agreed to write the letter? You’ve done something for +me, I see by your looks.” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! I have told Mr. Buxton all. He is waiting for you in the parlor. Oh! I +knew he could not be so hard!” She was out of breath. +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t understand you!” said he. “You’ve never been such a fool as to go and +tell him where I am?” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes, I have. I felt I might trust him. He has promised not to prosecute you. +The worst is, he says you must go to America. But come down, Ned, and speak to +him. You owe him thanks, and he wants to see you.” +</p> + +<p> +“I can’t go through a scene. I’m not up to it. Besides, are you sure he is not +entrapping me to the police? If I had a farthing of money I would not trust +him, but be off to the moors.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Edward! How do you think he would do anything so treacherous and mean? I +beg you not to lose time in distrust. He says himself, if Mr. Henry comes +before you are off, he does not know what will be the consequence. The packet +sails for America in two days. It is sad for you to have to go. Perhaps even +yet he may think of something better, though I don’t know how we can ask or +expect it.” +</p> + +<p> +“I don’t want anything better,” replied he, “than that I should have money +enough to carry me to America. I’m in more scrapes than this (though none so +bad) in England; and in America there’s many an opening to fortune.” He +followed her down the steps while he spoke. Once in the yellow light of the +watery day, she was struck by his ghastly look. Sharp lines of suspicion and +cunning seemed to have been stamped upon his face, making it look older by many +years than his age warranted. His jaunty evening dress, all weather-stained and +dirty, added to his forlorn and disreputable appearance; but most of +all—deepest of all—was the impression she received that he was not long for +this world; and oh! how unfit for the next! Still, if time was given—if he were +placed far away from temptation, she thought that her father’s son might yet +repent, and be saved. She took his hand, for he was hanging back as they came +near the parlor-door, and led him in. She looked like some guardian angel, with +her face that beamed out trust, and hope, and thankfulness. He, on the +contrary, hung his head in angry, awkward shame; and half wished he had trusted +to his own wits, and tried to evade the police, rather than have been forced +into this interview. +</p> + +<p> +His mother came to him; for she loved him all the more fondly, now he seemed +degraded and friendless. She could not, or would not, comprehend the extent of +his guilt; and had upbraided Mr. Buxton to the top of her bent for thinking of +sending him away to America. There was a silence when he came in which was +insupportable to him. He looked up with clouded eyes, that dared not meet Mr. +Buxton’s. +</p> + +<p> +“I am here, sir, to learn what you wish me to do. Maggie says I am to go to +America; if that is where you want to send me, I’m ready.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton wished himself away as heartily as Edward. Mrs. Browne’s +upbraidings, just when he felt that he had done a kind action, and yielded, +against his judgment, to Maggie’s entreaties, had made him think himself very +ill used. And now here was Edward speaking in a sullen, savage kind of way, +instead of showing any gratitude. The idea of Mr. Henry’s stern displeasure +loomed in the background. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes!” said he, “I’m glad to find you come into the idea of going to America. +It’s the only place for you. The sooner you can go, and the better.” +</p> + +<p> +“I can’t go without money,” said Edward, doggedly. “If I had had money, I need +not have come here.” +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, Ned! would you have gone without seeing me?” said Mrs. Browne, bursting +into tears. “Mr. Buxton, I cannot let him go to America. Look how ill he is. +He’ll die if you send him there.” +</p> + +<p> +“Mother, don’t give way so,” said Edward, kindly, taking her hand. “I’m not +ill, at least not to signify. Mr. Buxton is right: America is the only place +for me. To tell the truth, even if Mr. Buxton is good enough” (he said this as +if unwilling to express any word of thankfulness) “not to prosecute me, there +are others who may—and will. I’m safer out of the country. Give me money enough +to get to Liverpool and pay my passage, and I’ll be off this minute.” +</p> + +<p> +“You shall not,” said Mrs. Browne, holding him tightly. “You told me this +morning you were led into temptation, and went wrong because you had no +comfortable home, nor any one to care for you, and make you happy. It will be +worse in America. You’ll get wrong again, and be away from all who can help +you. Or you’ll die all by yourself, in some backwood or other. Maggie! you +might speak and help me—how can you stand so still, and let him go to America +without a word!” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie looked up bright and steadfast, as if she saw something beyond the +material present. Here was the opportunity for self-sacrifice of which Mrs. +Buxton had spoken to her in her childish days—the time which comes to all, but +comes unheeded and unseen to those whose eyes are not trained to watching. +</p> + +<p> +“Mother! could you do without me for a time? If you could, and it would make +you easier, and help Edward to”—The word on her lips died away; for it seemed +to imply a reproach on one who stood in his shame among them all. +</p> + +<p> +“You would go!” said Mrs. Browne, catching at the unfinished sentence. “Oh! +Maggie, that’s the best thing you’ve ever said or done since you were born. +Edward, would not you like to have Maggie with you?” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes,” said he, “well enough. It would be far better for me than going all +alone; though I dare say I could make my way pretty well after a time. If she +went, she might stay till I felt settled, and had made some friends, and then +she could come back.” +</p> + +<p> +Mr. Buxton was astonished at first by this proposal of Maggie’s. He could not +all at once understand the difference between what she now offered to do, and +what he had urged upon her only this very morning. But as he thought about it, +he perceived that what was her own she was willing to sacrifice; but that +Frank’s heart, once given into her faithful keeping, she was answerable for it +to him and to God. This light came down upon him slowly; but when he +understood, he admired with almost a wondering admiration. That little timid +girl brave enough to cross the ocean and go to a foreign land, if she could +only help to save her brother! +</p> + +<p> +“I’m sure Maggie,” said he, turning towards her, “you are a good, thoughtful +little creature. It may be the saving of Edward—I believe it will. I think God +will bless you for being so devoted.” +</p> + +<p> +“The expense will be doubled,” said Edward. +</p> + +<p> +“My dear boy! never mind the money. I can get it advanced upon this cottage.” +</p> + +<p> +“As for that, I’ll advance it,” said Mr. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +“Could we not,” said Maggie, hesitating from her want of knowledge, “make over +the furniture—papa’s books, and what little plate we have, to Mr. +Buxton—something like pawning them—if he would advance the requisite money? He, +strange as it may seem, is the only person you can ask in this great strait.” +</p> + +<p> +And so it was arranged, after some demur on Mr. Buxton’s part. But Maggie kept +steadily to her point as soon as she found that it was attainable; and Mrs. +Browne was equally inflexible, though from a different feeling. She regarded +Mr. Buxton as the cause of her son’s banishment, and refused to accept of any +favor from him. If there had been time, indeed, she would have preferred +obtaining the money in the same manner from any one else. Edward brightened up +a little when he heard the sum could be procured; he was almost indifferent +how; and, strangely callous, as Maggie thought, he even proposed to draw up a +legal form of assignment. Mr. Buxton only thought of hurrying on the departure; +but he could not refrain from expressing his approval and admiration of Maggie +whenever he came near her. Before he went, he called her aside. +</p> + +<p> +“My dear, I’m not sure if Frank can do better than marry you, after all. Mind! +I’ve not given it as much thought as I should like. But if you come back as we +plan, next autumn, and he is steady to you till then—and Edward is going on +well—(if he can but keep good, he’ll do, for he is very sharp—yon is a knowing +paper he drew up)—why, I’ll think about it. Only let Frank see a bit of the +world first. I’d rather you did not tell him I’ve any thoughts of coming round, +that he may have a fair trial; and I’ll keep it from Erminia if I can, or she +will let it all out to him. I shall see you to-morrow at the coach. God bless +you, my girl, and keep you on the great wide sea.” He was absolutely in tears +when he went away—tears of admiring regret over Maggie. +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p> +The more Maggie thought, the more she felt sure that the impulse on which she +had acted in proposing to go with her brother was right. She feared there was +little hope for his character, whatever there might be for his worldly fortune, +if he were thrown, in the condition of mind in which he was now, among the set +of adventurous men who are continually going over to America in search of an El +Dorado to be discovered by their wits. She knew she had but little influence +over him at present; but she would not doubt or waver in her hope that patience +and love might work him right at last. She meant to get some employment—in +teaching—in needlework—in a shop—no matter how humble—and be no burden to him, +and make him a happy home, from which he should feel no wish to wander. Her +chief anxiety was about her mother. She did not dwell more than she could help +on her long absence from Frank; it was too sad, and yet too necessary. She +meant to write and tell him all about herself and Edward. The only thing which +she would keep for some happy future should be the possible revelation of the +proposal which Mr. Buxton had made, that she should give up her engagement as a +condition of his not prosecuting Edward. +</p> + +<p> +There was much sorrowful bustle in the moorland cottage that day. Erminia +brought up a portion of the money Mr. Buxton was to advance, with an entreaty +that Edward would not show himself out of his home; and an account of a letter +from Mr. Henry, stating that the Woodchester police believed him to be in +London, and that search was being made for him there. +</p> + +<p> +Erminia looked very grave and pale. She gave her message to Mrs. Browne, +speaking little beyond what was absolutely necessary. Then she took Maggie +aside, and suddenly burst into tears. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, darling—what is this going to America? You’ve always and always been +sacrificing yourself to your family, and now you’re setting off, nobody knows +where, in some vain hope of reforming Edward. I wish he was not your brother, +that I might speak of him as I should like.” +</p> + +<p> +“He has been doing what is very wrong,” said Maggie. “But you—none of you—know +his good points—nor how he has been exposed to all sorts of bad influences, I +am sure; and never had the advantage of a father’s training and friendship, +which are so inestimable to a son. O, Minnie! when I remember how we two used +to kneel down in the evenings at my father’s knee, and say our prayers; and +then listen in awe-struck silence to his earnest blessing, which grew more like +a prayer for us as his life waned away, I would do anything for Edward rather +than that wrestling agony of supplication should have been in vain. I think of +him as the little innocent boy, whose arm was round me as if to support me in +the Awful Presence, whose true name of Love we had not learned. Minnie! he has +had no proper training—no training, I mean, to enable him to resist +temptation—and he has been thrown into it without warning or advice. Now he +knows what it is; and I must try, though I am but an unknowing girl, to warn +and to strengthen him. Don’t weaken my faith. Who can do right if we lose faith +in them?” +</p> + +<p> +“And Frank!” said Erminia, after a pause. “Poor Frank!” +</p> + +<p> +“Dear Frank!” replied Maggie, looking up, and trying to smile; but, in spite of +herself, her eyes filled with tears. “If I could have asked him, I know he +would approve of what I am going to do. He would feel it to be right that I +should make every effort—I don’t mean,” said she, as the tears would fall down +her cheeks in spite of her quivering effort at a smile, “that I should not have +liked to have seen him. But it is no use talking of what one would have liked. +I am writing a long letter to him at every pause of leisure.” +</p> + +<p> +“And I’m keeping you all this time,” said Erminia, getting up, yet loth to go. +“When do you intend to come back? Let us feel there is a fixed time. America! +Why, it’s thousands of miles away. Oh, Maggie! Maggie!” +</p> + +<p> +“I shall come back the next autumn, I trust,” said Maggie, comforting her +friend with many a soft caress. “Edward will be settled then, I hope. You were +longer in France, Minnie. Frank was longer away that time he wintered in Italy +with Mr. Monro.” +</p> + +<p> +Erminia went slowly to the door. Then she turned, right facing Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie! tell the truth. Has my uncle been urging you to go? Because if he has, +don’t trust him; it is only to break off your engagement.” +</p> + +<p> +“No, he has not, indeed. It was my own thought at first. Then in a moment I saw +the relief it was to my mother—my poor mother! Erminia, the thought of her +grief at Edward’s absence is the trial; for my sake, you will come often and +often, and comfort her in every way you can.” +</p> + +<p> +“Yes! that I will; tell me everything I can do for you.” Kissing each other, +with long lingering delay they parted. +</p> + +<p> +Nancy would be informed of the cause of the commotion in the house; and when +she had in some degree ascertained its nature, she wasted no time in asking +further questions, but quietly got up and dressed herself; and appeared among +them, weak and trembling, indeed, but so calm and thoughtful, that her presence +was an infinite help to Maggie. +</p> + +<p> +When day closed in, Edward stole down to the house once more. He was haggard +enough to have been in anxiety and concealment for a month. But when his body +was refreshed, his spirits rose in a way inconceivable to Maggie. The Spaniards +who went out with Pizarro were not lured on by more fantastic notions of the +wealth to be acquired in the New World than he was. He dwelt on these visions +in so brisk and vivid a manner, that he even made his mother cease her weary +weeping (which had lasted the livelong day, despite all Maggie’s efforts) to +look up and listen to him. +</p> + +<p> +“I’ll answer for it,” said he: “before long I’ll be an American judge with +miles of cotton plantations.” +</p> + +<p> +“But in America,” sighed out his mother. +</p> + +<p> +“Never mind, mother!” said he, with a tenderness which made Maggie’s heart +glad. “If you won’t come over to America to me, why, I’ll sell them all, and +come back to live in England. People will forget the scrapes that the rich +American got into in his youth.” +</p> + +<p> +“You can pay back Mr. Buxton then,” said his mother. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, yes—of course,” replied he, as if falling into a new and trivial idea. +</p> + +<p> +Thus the evening whiled away. The mother and son sat, hand in hand, before the +little glinting blazing parlor fire, with the unlighted candles on the table +behind. Maggie, busy in preparations, passed softly in and out. And when all +was done that could be done before going to Liverpool, where she hoped to have +two days to prepare their outfit more completely, she stole back to her +mother’s side. But her thoughts would wander off to Frank, “working his way +south through all the hunting-counties,” as he had written her word. If she had +not urged his absence, he would have been here for her to see his noble face +once more; but then, perhaps, she might never have had the strength to go. +</p> + +<p> +Late, late in the night they separated. Maggie could not rest, and stole into +her mother’s room. Mrs. Browne had cried herself to sleep, like a child. Maggie +stood and looked at her face, and then knelt down by the bed and prayed. When +she arose, she saw that her mother was awake, and had been looking at her. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie dear! you’re a good girl, and I think God will hear your prayer +whatever it was for. I cannot tell you what a relief it is to me to think +you’re going with him. It would have broken my heart else. If I’ve sometimes +not been as kind as I might have been, I ask your forgiveness, now, my dear; +and I bless you and thank you for going out with him; for I’m sure he’s not +well and strong, and will need somebody to take care of him. And you shan’t +lose with Mr. Frank, for as sure as I see him I’ll tell him what a good +daughter and sister you’ve been; and I shall say, for all he is so rich, I +think he may look long before he finds a wife for him like our Maggie. I do +wish Ned had got that new greatcoat, he says he left behind him at +Woodchester.” Her mind reverted to her darling son; but Maggie took her short +slumber by her mother’s side, with her mother’s arms around her; and awoke and +felt that her sleep had been blessed. At the coach-office the next morning they +met Mr. Buxton all ready as if for a journey, but glancing about him as if in +fear of some coming enemy. +</p> + +<p> +“I’m going with you to Liverpool,” said he. “Don’t make any ado about it, +please. I shall like to see you off; and I may be of some use to you, and +Erminia begged it of me; and, besides, it will keep me out of Mr. Henry’s way +for a little time, and I’m afraid he will find it all out, and think me very +weak; but you see he made me too hard upon Crayston, so I may take it out in a +little soft-heartedness toward the son of an old friend.” +</p> + +<p> +Just at this moment Erminia came running through the white morning mist all +glowing with haste. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie,” said she, “I’m come to take care of your mother. My uncle says she +and Nancy must come to us for a long, long visit. Or if she would rather go +home, I’ll go with her till she feels able to come to us, and do anything I can +think of for her. I will try to be a daughter till you come back, Maggie; only +don’t be long, or Frank and I shall break our hearts.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie waited till her mother had ended her long clasping embrace of Edward, +who was subdued enough this morning; and then, with something like Esau’s +craving for a blessing, she came to bid her mother good-bye, and received the +warm caress she had longed for for years. In another moment the coach was away; +and before half an hour had elapsed, Combehurst church-spire had been lost in a +turn of the road. +</p> + +<p> +Edward and Mr. Buxton did not speak to each other, and Maggie was nearly +silent. They reached Liverpool in the afternoon; and Mr. Buxton, who had been +there once or twice before, took them directly to some quiet hotel. He was far +more anxious that Edward should not expose himself to any chance of recognition +than Edward himself. He went down to the Docks to secure berths in the vessel +about to sail the next day, and on his return he took Maggie out to make the +requisite purchases. +</p> + +<p> +“Did you pay for us, sir?” said Maggie, anxious to ascertain the amount of +money she had left, after defraying the passage. +</p> + +<p> +“Yes,” replied he, rather confused. “Erminia begged me not to tell you about +it, but I can’t manage a secret well. You see she did not like the idea of your +going as steerage-passengers as you meant to do; and she desired me to take you +cabin places for her. It is no doing of mine, my dear. I did not think of it; +but now I have seen how crowded the steerage is, I am very glad Erminia had so +much thought. Edward might have roughed it well enough there, but it would +never have done for you.” +</p> + +<p> +“It was very kind of Erminia,” said Maggie, touched at this consideration of +her friend; “but...” +</p> + +<p> +“Now don’t ‘but’ about it,” interrupted he. “Erminia is very rich, and has more +money than she knows what to do with. I’m only vexed I did not think of it +myself. For Maggie, though I may have my own ways of thinking on some points, I +can’t be blind to your goodness.” +</p> + +<p> +All evening Mr. Buxton was busy, and busy on their behalf. Even Edward, when he +saw the attention that was being paid to his physical comfort, felt a kind of +penitence; and after choking once or twice in the attempt, conquered his pride +(such I call it for want of a better word) so far as to express some regret for +his past conduct, and some gratitude for Mr. Buxton’s present kindness. He did +it awkwardly enough, but it pleased Mr. Buxton. +</p> + +<p> +“Well—well—that’s all very right,” said he, reddening from his own +uncomfortableness of feeling. “Now don’t say any more about it, but do your +best in America; don’t let me feel I’ve been a fool in letting you off. I know +Mr. Henry will think me so. And, above all, take care of Maggie. Mind what she +says, and you’re sure to go right.” +</p> + +<p> +He asked them to go on board early the next day, as he had promised Erminia to +see them there, and yet wished to return as soon as he could. It was evident +that he hoped, by making his absence as short as possible, to prevent Mr. +Henry’s ever knowing that he had left home, or in any way connived at Edward’s +escape. +</p> + +<p> +So, although the vessel was not to sail till the afternoon’s tide, they left +the hotel soon after breakfast, and went to the “Anna-Maria.” They were among +the first passengers on board. Mr. Buxton took Maggie down to her cabin. She +then saw the reason of his business the evening before. Every store that could +be provided was there. A number of books lay on the little table—books just +suited to Maggie’s taste. “There!” said he, rubbing his hands. “Don’t thank me. +It’s all Erminia’s doing. She gave me the list of books. I’ve not got all; but +I think they’ll be enough. Just write me one line, Maggie, to say I’ve done my +best.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie wrote with tears in her eyes—tears of love toward the generous Erminia. +A few minutes more and Mr. Buxton was gone. Maggie watched him as long as she +could see him; and as his portly figure disappeared among the crowd on the +pier, her heart sank within her. +</p> + +<p> +Edward’s, on the contrary, rose at his absence. The only one, cognisant of his +shame and ill-doing, was gone. A new life lay before him, the opening of which +was made agreeable to him, by the position in which he found himself placed, as +a cabin-passenger; with many comforts provided for him; for although Maggie’s +wants had been the principal object of Mr. Buxton’s attention, Edward was not +forgotten. +</p> + +<p> +He was soon among the sailors, talking away in a rather consequential manner. +He grew acquainted with the remainder of the cabin-passengers, at least those +who arrived before the final bustle began; and kept bringing his sister such +little pieces of news as he could collect. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, they say we are likely to have a good start, and a fine moonlight +night.” Away again he went. +</p> + +<p> +“I say, Maggie, that’s an uncommonly pretty girl come on board, with those old +people in black. Gone down into the cabin, now; I wish you would scrape up an +acquaintance with her, and give me a chance.” +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div class="chapter"> + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p> +Maggie sat on deck, wrapped in her duffel-cloak; the old familiar cloak, which +had been her wrap in many a happy walk in the haunts near her moorland home. +The weather was not cold for the time of year, but still it was chilly to any +one that was stationary. But she wanted to look her last on the shoals of +English people, who crowded backward and forward, like ants, on the pier. Happy +people! who might stay among their loved ones. The mocking demons gathered +round her, as they gather round all who sacrifice self, tempting. A crowd of +suggestive doubts pressed upon her. “Was it really necessary that she should go +with Edward? Could she do him any real good? Would he be in any way influenced +by her?” Then the demon tried another description of doubt. “Had it ever been +her duty to go? She was leaving her mother alone. She was giving Frank much +present sorrow. It was not even yet too late!” She could not endure longer; and +replied to her own tempting heart. +</p> + +<p> +“I was right to hope for Edward; I am right to give him the chance of +steadiness which my presence will give. I am doing what my mother earnestly +wished me to do; and what to the last she felt relieved by my doing. I know +Frank will feel sorrow, because I myself have such an aching heart; but if I +had asked him whether I was not right in going, he would have been too truthful +not to have said yes. I have tried to do right, and though I may fail, and evil +may seem to arise rather than good out of my endeavor, yet still I will submit +to my failure, and try and say ‘God’s will be done!’ If only I might have seen +Frank once more, and told him all face to face!” +</p> + +<p> +To do away with such thoughts, she determined no longer to sit gazing, and +tempted by the shore; and, giving one look to the land which contained her +lover, she went down below, and busied herself, even through her blinding +tears, in trying to arrange her own cabin, and Edward’s. She heard boat after +boat arrive loaded with passengers. She learnt from Edward, who came down to +tell her the fact, that there were upwards of two hundred steerage passengers. +She felt the tremulous shake which announced that the ship was loosed from her +moorings, and being tugged down the river. She wrapped herself up once more, +and came on deck, and sat down among the many who were looking their last look +at England. The early winter evening was darkening in, and shutting out the +Welsh coast, the hills of which were like the hills of home. She was thankful +when she became too ill to think and remember. +</p> + +<p> +Exhausted and still, she did not know whether she was sleeping or waking; or +whether she had slept since she had thrown herself down on her cot, when +suddenly, there was a great rush, and then Edward stood like lightning by her, +pulling her up by the arm. +</p> + +<p> +“The ship is on fire—to the deck, Maggie! Fire! Fire!” he shouted, like a +maniac, while he dragged her up the stairs—as if the cry of Fire could summon +human aid on the great deep. And the cry was echoed up to heaven by all that +crowd in an accent of despair. +</p> + +<p> +They stood huddled together, dressed and undressed; now in red lurid light, +showing ghastly faces of terror—now in white wreaths of smoke—as far away from +the steerage as they could press; for there, up from the hold, rose columns of +smoke, and now and then a fierce blaze leaped out, exulting—higher and higher +every time; while from each crevice on that part of the deck issued harbingers +of the terrible destruction that awaited them. +</p> + +<p> +The sailors were lowering the boats; and above them stood the captain, as calm +as if he were on his own hearth at home—his home where he never more should be. +His voice was low—was lower; but as clear as a bell in its distinctness; as +wise in its directions as collected thought could make it. Some of the steerage +passengers were helping; but more were dumb and motionless with affright. In +that dead silence was heard a low wail of sorrow, as of numbers whose power was +crushed out of them by that awful terror. Edward still held his clutch of +Margaret’s arm. +</p> + +<p> +“Be ready!” said he, in a fierce whisper. +</p> + +<p> +The fire sprung up along the main-mast, and did not sink or disappear again. +They knew then that all the mad efforts made by some few below to extinguish it +were in vain; and then went up the prayers of hundreds, in mortal agony of +fear: +</p> + +<p> +“Lord! have mercy upon us!” +</p> + +<p> +Not in quiet calm of village church did ever such a pitiful cry go up to +heaven; it was like one voice—like the day of judgment in the presence of the +Lord. +</p> + +<p> +And after that there was no more silence; but a confusion of terrible +farewells, and wild cries of affright, and purposeless rushes hither and +thither. +</p> + +<p> +The boats were down, rocking on the sea. The captain spoke: +</p> + +<p> +“Put the children in first; they are the most helpless.” +</p> + +<p> +One or two stout sailors stood in the boats to receive them. Edward drew nearer +and nearer to the gangway, pulling Maggie with him. She was almost pressed to +death, and stifled. Close in her ear, she heard a woman praying to herself. +She, poor creature, knew of no presence but God’s in that awful hour, and spoke +in a low voice to Him. +</p> + +<p> +“My heart’s darlings are taken away from me. Faith! faith! Oh, my great God! I +will die in peace, if Thou wilt but grant me faith in this terrible hour, to +feel that Thou wilt take care of my poor orphans. Hush! dearest Billy,” she +cried out shrill to a little fellow in the boat waiting for his mother; and the +change in her voice from despair to a kind of cheerfulness, showed what a +mother’s love can do. “Mother will come soon. Hide his face, Anne, and wrap +your shawl tight round him.” And then her voice sank down again in the same +low, wild prayer for faith. Maggie could not turn to see her face, but took the +hand which hung near her. The woman clutched at it with the grasp of a vice; +but went on praying, as if unconscious. Just then the crowd gave way a little. +The captain had said, that the women were to go next; but they were too +frenzied to obey his directions, and now pressed backward and forward. The +sailors, with mute, stern obedience, strove to follow out the captain’s +directions. Edward pulled Maggie, and she kept her hold on the mother. The +mate, at the head of the gangway, pushed him back. +</p> + +<p> +“Only women are to go!” +</p> + +<p> +“There are men there.” +</p> + +<p> +“Three, to manage the boat.” +</p> + +<p> +“Come on, Maggie! while there’s room for us,” said he, unheeding. But Maggie +drew back, and put the mother’s hand into the mate’s. “Save her first!” said +she. The woman did not know of anything, but that her children were there; it +was only in after days, and quiet hours, that she remembered the young creature +who pushed her forward to join her fatherless children, and, by losing her +place in the crowd, was jostled—where, she did not know—but dreamed until her +dying day. Edward pressed on, unaware that Maggie was not close behind him. He +was deaf to reproaches; and, heedless of the hand stretched out to hold him +back, sprang toward the boat. The men there pushed her off—full and more than +full as she was; and overboard he fell into the sullen heaving waters. +</p> + +<p> +His last shout had been on Maggie’s name—a name she never thought to hear again +on earth, as she was pressed back, sick and suffocating. But suddenly a voice +rang out above all confused voices and moaning hungry waves, and above the +roaring fire. +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, Maggie! My Maggie!” +</p> + +<p> +Out of the steerage side of the crowd a tall figure issued forth, begrimed with +smoke. She could not see, but she knew. As a tame bird flutters to the human +breast of its protector when affrighted by some mortal foe, so Maggie fluttered +and cowered into his arms. And, for a moment, there was no more terror or +thought of danger in the hearts of those twain, but only infinite and absolute +peace. She had no wonder how he came there: it was enough that he was there. He +first thought of the destruction that was present with them. He was as calm and +composed as if they sat beneath the thorn-tree on the still moorlands, far +away. He took her, without a word, to the end of the quarter-deck. He lashed +her to a piece of spar. She never spoke: +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie,” he said, “my only chance is to throw you overboard. This spar will +keep you floating. At first, you will go down—deep, deep down. Keep your mouth +and eyes shut. I shall be there when you come up. By God’s help, I will +struggle bravely for you.” +</p> + +<p> +She looked up; and by the flashing light he could see a trusting, loving smile +upon her face. And he smiled back at her; a grave, beautiful look, fit to wear +on his face in heaven. He helped her to the side of the vessel, away from the +falling burning pieces of mast. Then for a moment he paused. +</p> + +<p> +“If—Maggie, I may be throwing you in to death.” He put his hand before his +eyes. The strong man lost courage. Then she spoke: +</p> + +<p> +“I am not afraid; God is with us, whether we live or die!” She looked as quiet +and happy as a child on its mother’s breast! and so before he lost heart again, +he heaved her up, and threw her as far as he could over into the glaring, +dizzying water; and straight leaped after her. She came up with an involuntary +look of terror on her face; but when she saw him by the red glare of the +burning ship, close by her side, she shut her eyes, and looked as if peacefully +going to sleep. He swam, guiding the spar. +</p> + +<p> +“I think we are near Llandudno. I know we have passed the little Ormes’ head.” +That was all he said; but she did not speak. +</p> + +<p> +He swam out of the heat and fierce blaze of light into the quiet, dark waters; +and then into the moon’s path. It might be half an hour before he got into that +silver stream. When the beams fell down upon them he looked at Maggie. Her head +rested on the spar, quite still. He could not bear it. “Maggie—dear heart! +speak!” +</p> + +<p> +With a great effort she was called back from the borders of death by that +voice, and opened her filmy eyes, which looked abroad as if she could see +nothing nearer than the gleaming lights of Heaven. She let the lids fall softly +again. He was as if alone in the wide world with God. +</p> + +<p> +“A quarter of an hour more and all is over,” thought he. “The people at +Llandudno must see our burning ship, and will come out in their boats.” He kept +in the line of light, although it did not lead him direct to the shore, in +order that they might be seen. He swam with desperation. One moment he thought +he had heard her last gasp rattle through the rush of the waters; and all +strength was gone, and he lay on the waves as if he himself must die, and go +with her spirit straight through that purple lift to heaven; the next he heard +the splash of oars, and raised himself and cried aloud. The boatmen took them +in—and examined her by the lantern—and spoke in Welsh—and shook their heads. +Frank threw himself on his knees, and prayed them to take her to land. They did +not know his words, but they understood his prayer. He kissed her lips—he +chafed her hands—he wrung the water out of her hair—he held her feet against +his warm breast. +</p> + +<p> +“She is not dead,” he kept saying to the men, as he saw their sorrowful, +pitying looks. +</p> + +<p> +The kind people at Llandudno had made ready their own humble beds, with every +appliance of comfort they could think of, as soon as they understood the nature +of the calamity which had befallen the ship on their coasts. Frank walked, +dripping, bareheaded, by the body of his Margaret, which was borne by some men +along the rocky sloping shore. +</p> + +<p> +“She is not dead!” he said. He stopped at the first house they came to. It +belonged to a kind-hearted woman. They laid Maggie in her bed, and got the +village doctor to come and see her. +</p> + +<p> +“There is life still,” said he, gravely. +</p> + +<p> +“I knew it,” said Frank. But it felled him to the ground. He sank first in +prayer, and then in insensibility. The doctor did everything. All that night +long he passed to and fro from house to house; for several had swum to +Llandudno. Others, it was thought, had gone to Abergele. +</p> + +<p> +In the morning Frank was recovered enough to write to his father, by Maggie’s +bedside. He sent the letter off to Conway by a little bright-looking Welsh boy. +Late in the afternoon she awoke. +</p> + +<p> +In a moment or two she looked eagerly round her, as if gathering in her breath; +and then she covered her head and sobbed. +</p> + +<p> +“Where is Edward?” asked she. +</p> + +<p> +“We do not know,” said Frank, gravely. “I have been round the village, and seen +every survivor here; he is not among them, but he may be at some other place +along the coast.” +</p> + +<p> +She was silent, reading in his eyes his fears—his belief. +</p> + +<p> +At last she asked again. +</p> + +<p> +“I cannot understand it. My head is not clear. There are such rushing noises in +it. How came you there?” She shuddered involuntarily as she recalled the +terrible where. +</p> + +<p> +For an instant he dreaded, for her sake, to recall the circumstances of the +night before; but then he understood how her mind would dwell upon them until +she was satisfied. +</p> + +<p> +“You remember writing to me, love, telling me all. I got your letter—I don’t +know how long ago—yesterday, I think. Yes! in the evening. You could not think, +Maggie, I would let you go alone to America. I won’t speak against Edward, poor +fellow! but we must both allow that he was not the person to watch over you as +such a treasure should be watched over. I thought I would go with you. I hardly +know if I meant to make myself known to you all at once, for I had no wish to +have much to do with your brother. I see now that it was selfish in me. Well! +there was nothing to be done, after receiving your letter, but to set off for +Liverpool straight, and join you. And after that decision was made, my spirits +rose, for the old talks about Canada and Australia came to my mind, and this +seemed like a realization of them. Besides, Maggie, I suspected—I even suspect +now—that my father had something to do with your going with Edward?” +</p> + +<p> +“Indeed, Frank!” said she, earnestly, “you are mistaken; I cannot tell you all +now; but he was so good and kind at last. He never urged me to go; though, I +believe, he did tell me it would be the saving of Edward.” +</p> + +<p> +“Don’t agitate yourself, love. I trust there will be time enough, some happy +day at home, to tell me all. And till then, I will believe that my father did +not in any way suggest this voyage. But you’ll allow that, after all that has +passed, it was not unnatural in me to suppose so. I only told Middleton I was +obliged to leave him by the next train. It was not till I was fairly off, that +I began to reckon up what money I had with me. I doubt even if I was sorry to +find it was so little. I should have to put forth my energies and fight my way, +as I had often wanted to do. I remember, I thought how happy you and I would +be, striving together as poor people ‘in that new world which is the old.’ Then +you had told me you were going in the steerage; and that was all suitable to my +desires for myself.” +</p> + +<p> +“It was Erminia’s kindness that prevented our going there. She asked your +father to take us cabin places unknown to me.” +</p> + +<p> +“Did she? dear Erminia! it is just like her. I could almost laugh to remember +the eagerness with which I doffed my signs of wealth, and put on those of +poverty. I sold my watch when I got into Liverpool—yesterday, I believe—but it +seems like months ago. And I rigged myself out at a slop-shop with suitable +clothes for a steerage passenger. Maggie! you never told me the name of the +vessel you were going to sail in!” +</p> + +<p> +“I did not know it till I got to Liverpool. All Mr. Buxton said was, that some +ship sailed on the 15th.” +</p> + +<p> +“I concluded it must be the Anna-Maria, (poor Anna-Maria!) and I had no time to +lose. She had just heaved her anchor when I came on board. Don’t you recollect +a boat hailing her at the last moment? There were three of us in her.” +</p> + +<p> +“No! I was below in my cabin—trying not to think,” said she, coloring a little. +</p> + +<p> +“Well! as soon as I got on board it began to grow dark, or, perhaps, it was the +fog on the river; at any rate, instead of being able to single out your figure +at once, Maggie—it is one among a thousand—I had to go peering into every +woman’s face; and many were below. I went between decks, and by-and-by I was +afraid I had mistaken the vessel; I sat down—I had no spirit to stand; and +every time the door opened I roused up and looked—but you never came. I was +thinking what to do; whether to be put on shore in Ireland, or to go on to New +York, and wait for you there;—it was the worst time of all, for I had nothing +to do; and the suspense was horrible. I might have known,” said he, smiling, +“my little Emperor of Russia was not one to be a steerage passenger.” +</p> + +<p> +But Maggie was too much shaken to smile; and the thought of Edward lay heavy +upon her mind. +</p> + +<p> +“Then the fire broke out; how, or why, I suppose will never be ascertained. It +was at our end of the vessel. I thanked God, then, that you were not there. The +second mate wanted some one to go down with him to bring up the gunpowder, and +throw it overboard. I had nothing to do, and I went. We wrapped it up in wet +sails, but it was a ticklish piece of work, and took time. When we had got it +overboard, the flames were gathering far and wide. I don’t remember what I did +until I heard Edward’s voice speaking your name.” +</p> + +<p> +It was decided that the next morning they should set off homeward, striving on +their way to obtain tidings of Edward. Frank would have given his only +valuable, (his mother’s diamond-guard, which he wore constantly,) as a pledge +for some advance of money; but the kind Welsh people would not have it. They +had not much spare cash, but what they had they readily lent to the survivors +of the Anna-Maria. Dressed in the homely country garb of the people, Frank and +Maggie set off in their car. If was a clear, frosty morning; the first that +winter. The road soon lay high up on the cliffs along the coast. They looked +down on the sea rocking below. At every village they stopped, and Frank +inquired, and made the driver inquire in Welsh; but no tidings gained they of +Edward; though here and there Maggie watched Frank into some cottage or other, +going to see a dead body, beloved by some one: and when he came out, solemn and +grave, their sad eyes met, and she knew it was not he they sought, without +needing words. +</p> + +<p> +At Abergele they stopped to rest; and because, being a larger place, it would +need a longer search, Maggie lay down on the sofa, for she was very weak, and +shut her eyes, and tried not to see forever and ever that mad struggling crowd +lighted by the red flames. +</p> + +<p> +Frank came back in an hour or so; and soft behind him—laboriously treading on +tiptoe—Mr. Buxton followed. He was evidently choking down his sobs; but when he +saw the white wan figure of Maggie, he held out his arms. +</p> + +<p> +“My dear! my daughter!” he said, “God bless you!” He could not speak more—he +was fairly crying; but he put her hand in Frank’s and kept holding them both. +</p> + +<p> +“My father,” said Frank, speaking in a husky voice, while his eyes filled with +tears, “had heard of it before he received my letter. I might have known that +the lighthouse signals would take it fast to Liverpool. I had written a few +lines to him saying I was going to you; happily they never reached—that was +spared to my dear father.” +</p> + +<p> +Maggie saw the look of restored confidence that passed between father and son. +</p> + +<p> +“My mother?” said she at last. +</p> + +<p> +“She is here,” said they both at once, with sad solemnity. +</p> + +<p> +“Oh, where? Why did not you tell me?” exclaimed she, starting up. But their +faces told her why. +</p> + +<p> +“Edward is drowned—is dead,” said she, reading their looks. +</p> + +<p> +There was no answer. +</p> + +<p> +“Let me go to my mother.” +</p> + +<p> +“Maggie, she is with him. His body was washed ashore last night. My father and +she heard of it as they came along. Can you bear to see her? She will not leave +him.” +</p> + +<p> +“Take me to her,” Maggie answered. +</p> + +<p> +They led her into a bed-room. Stretched on the bed lay Edward, but now so full +of hope and worldly plans. +</p> + +<p> +Mrs. Browne looked round, and saw Maggie. She did not get up from her place by +his head; nor did she long avert her gaze from his poor face. But she held +Maggie’s hand, as the girl knelt by her, and spoke to her in a hushed voice, +undisturbed by tears. Her miserable heart could not find that relief. +</p> + +<p> +“He is dead!—he is gone!—he will never come back again! If he had gone to +America—it might have been years first—but he would have come back to me. But +now he will never come back again;—never—never!” +</p> + +<p> +Her voice died away, as the wailings of the night-wind die in the distance; and +there was silence—silence more sad and hopeless than any passionate words of +grief. +</p> + +<p> +And to this day it is the same. She prizes her dead son more than a thousand +living daughters, happy and prosperous as is Maggie now—rich in the love of +many. If Maggie did not show such reverence to her mother’s faithful sorrows, +others might wonder at her refusal to be comforted by that sweet daughter. 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With Portrait. 8vo, +Muslin, $1 50. +</p> + +<p> +<b>ABBOTT’S HISTORIES</b> in course of publication <b>By Harper and Brothers, +New York.</b> +</p> + +<p> +Each Volume of this Series is printed and bound uniform with the other Volumes, +and is adorned with a richly-illuminated title-page and numerous Engravings. +12mo, Muslin, plain edges, 60 cents per volume; Muslin, gilt edges, 75 cents +per volume. +</p> + +<hr /> + +<p> +<b>Mary Queen of Scots.</b> +</p> + +<p> +This history is given here minute in every point of real interest, and without +the encumbrance of useless opinions. There is no sentence thrown away—no time +lost in mere ornament. Perhaps no book extant containing so few pages, can said +to convey so many genuine historical facts. There is here no attempt to glaze +over recorded truth, or win the reader by sophistry to opinions merely those of +the author. The pure, simple history of Queen Mary is placed before the reader, +and each one is left to form an unbiased opinion from events impartially +recorded there. One great and most valuable feature in this little work is a +map of Scotland, with many engravings of the royal castles and wild scenes +connected with Mary’s history. There is also a beautiful portrait of the Queen, +and a richly illuminated title-page such as only the Harpers can get +up—_National Magazine._ +</p> + +<hr /> + +<p> +<b>Queen Elizabeth.</b> +</p> + +<p> +Full of instructive and heart-stirring incident, displayed by the hand of a +master. We doubt whether old Queen Bess ever before had so much justice done to +her within the same compass. Such a pen as Jacob Abbott wields, especially in +this department of literature, has no right to lie still—_Albany Express_. +</p> + +<hr /> + +<p> +<b>Charles the First.</b> +</p> + +<p> +We incline to think that there never was before so much said about this +unfortunate monarch in so short a space; so much to the purpose; with so much +impartiality; and in such a style as just suits those for whom it is +designed—the “two millions” of young persons in the United States, who ought to +be supplied with such works as these. The engravings represent the prominent +persons and places of the history, and are well executed. The portrait of John +Hampden is charming. The antique title-page is rich.—_Southern Christian +Advocate._ +</p> + +<hr /> + +<p> +<b>Hannibal the Carthaginian.</b> +</p> + +<p> +A new volume of the series projected by the skillful book-manufacturer, Mr. +Abbott, who displays no little tact in engaging the attention of that +marvellous body “the reading public” in old scholastic topics hitherto almost +exclusively the property of the learned. The latter, with their ingenious +implements of lexicons and scholia, will be in no danger of being superseded, +however, while the least-furnished reader may gain something from the +attractively-printed and easily-perused volumes of Mr. Abbott. The story of +Hannibal is well adapted for popular treatment, and loses nothing for this +purpose in the present explanatory and pictorial version.—_Literary World._ +</p> + +<hr /> + +<p> +<b>Maria Antoinette.</b> +</p> + +<p> +In a style copious and yet forcible, with an expression singularly clear and +happy, and in language exceedingly chaste and at times very beautiful, he has +given us a plain, unvarnished narrative of facts, as he himself says, unclogged +by individual reflections which would “only encumber rather than enforce.” The +present work wants none of the interest inseparably connecting itself with the +preceding numbers of the same series, but is characterized throughout by the +same peculiar beauties, riveting the attention and deeply engraving on the mind +the information with which they every where teem.—_Evening Mirror._ +</p> + +</div><!--end chapter--> + +<div>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 11371 ***</div> +</body> + +</html> + |
